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THAT WHICH HATH
WINGS
THAT WHICH HAS
WINGS
A NOVEL OF THE DAY
A Novel of the Day
BY
BY
RICHARD DEHAN
RICHARD DEHAN
AUTHOR OF "THE DOP DOCTOR," "BETWEEN TWO THIEVES," ETC.
AUTHOR OF "THE DOP DOCTOR," "BETWEEN TWO THIEVES," AND MORE.
"For a bird of the air shall carry the voice,
and that which hath wings shall
tell the matter."—ECCLESIAS. x., 20.
""A bird in the sky will carry the message,
and those with wings will share the news."—ECCLESIAS. x., 20.
S. B. GUNDY
TORONTO
S. B. GUNDY TORONTO
COPYRIGHT, 1918
BY
G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS
COPYRIGHT, 1918
BY
G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS
The Knickerbocker Press, New York
The Knickerbocker Press, NYC
THESE LEAVES IN
DEAR REMEMBRANCE
FOR YOUR GRAVE
ACROSS THE SEA.
THESE LEAVES IN
WARM REMEMBRANCE
FOR YOUR GRAVE
ABROAD.
- SIDMOUTH, DEVON,
January, 1918.
January, 1918.
CONTENTS
TABLE OF CONTENTS
CHAPTER
Chapter
I.—PRESENTS TWO YOUNG PEOPLE
II.—DAME NATURE INTERVENES
III.—FAIR ROSAMOND'S CHOICE
IV.—RAYMOND OF THE S. AË. F.
V.—THE BIRD OF WAR
VI.—SHERBRAND
VII.—THE CONSOLATRIX
VIII.—MONSEIGNEUR
IX.—SIR THOMAS ENTERTAINS
X.—A SUPERMAN
XI.—PATRINE SAXHAM
XII.—THE GATHERING OF THE STORM
XIII.—THE SUPERMAN
XIV.—A PARIS DANCE-GARDEN
XV.—THE BITE IN THE KISS
XVI.—THE WIND OF JOY
XVII.—INTRODUCES AN OLD FRIEND
XVIII.—SAXHAM PAYS
XIX.—BAWNE
XX.—THE MODERN HIPPOCRATES
XXI.—MARGOT LOOKS IN
XXII.—MARGOT IS SQUARE
XXIII.—A MODERN CLUB
XXIV.—DISILLUSION
XXV.—THREE MEN IN A CAR
XXVI.—A PAIR OF PALS
XXVII.—SIR ROLAND TELLS A STORY
XXVIII.—THE GOD FROM THE MACHINE
XXIX.—A SECRET MISSION
XXX.—THE REAPING
XXXI.—VON HERRNUNG BAITS THE HOOK
XXXII.—ADVENTURE IN THE AIR
XXXIII.—BAWNE LEARNS THE TRUTH
XXXIV.—THE BROWN SATCHEL
XXXV.—NUMBER EIGHTEEN
XXXVI.—HUE AND CRY
XXXVII.—PATRINE CONFESSES
XXXVIII.—THE REBOUND
XXXIX.—A NIGHT IN JULY
XL.—MACROMBIE IS SACKED
XLI.—SAXHAM LIES
XLII.—SAXHAM BREAKS THE NEWS
XLIII.—THE PLUNDERED NEST
XLIV.—PATRINE REMEMBERS
XLV.—FLOTSAM FROM THE NORTH SEA
XLVI.—AT NORDEICH WIRELESS
XLVII.—THE MAN OF "THE DAY"
XLVIII.—PATRINE IS ENGAGED
XLIX.—THE WAR CLOUD BREAKS
L.—THE EVE OF ARMAGEDDON
LI.—THE INWARD VOICE
LII.—KHAKI
LIII.—FRANKY GOES TO THE FRONT
LIV.—OFFICIAL RETICENCE
LV.—NEWS OF BAWNE
LVI.—LA BRABANÇONNE
LVII.—THE BELGIAN WIFE
LVIII.—SHERBRAND BUYS THE LICENCE
LIX.—THE WOE-WAVE BREAKS
LX.—KULTUR!
LXI.—LYNETTE DREAMS
LXII.—WOUNDED FROM THE FRONT
LXIII.—BAWNE FINDS A FRIEND
LXIV.—AT SEASHEERE
LXV.—GOOD-BYE, DEAR LOVE, GOOD-BYE!
LXVI.—MORE KULTUR
LXVII.—THE QUESTION
LXVIII.—THE DEVIL-EGG
LXIX.—A MENACE; AND GOOD NEWS
LXX.—A LOVER'S JOURNEY
LXXI.—LIVING AND DEAD
LXXII.—LOVE THAT HAS WINGS
I.—PRESENTS TWO YOUNG PEOPLE
II.—DAME NATURE INTERVENES
III.—FAIR ROSAMOND'S CHOICE
IV.—RAYMOND OF THE S. AË. F.
V.—THE BIRD OF WAR
VI.—SHERBRAND
VII.—THE CONSOLATRIX
VIII.—MONSEIGNEUR
IX.—SIR THOMAS ENTERTAINS
X.—A SUPERMAN
XI.—PATRINE SAXHAM
XII.—THE GATHERING OF THE STORM
XIII.—THE SUPERMAN
XIV.—A PARIS DANCE-GARDEN
XV.—THE BITE IN THE KISS
XVI.—THE WIND OF JOY
XVII.—INTRODUCES AN OLD FRIEND
XVIII.—SAXHAM PAYS
XIX.—BAWNE
XX.—THE MODERN HIPPOCRATES
XXI.—MARGOT LOOKS IN
XXII.—MARGOT IS SQUARE
XXIII.—A MODERN CLUB
XXIV.—DISILLUSION
XXV.—THREE MEN IN A CAR
XXVI.—A PAIR OF PALS
XXVII.—SIR ROLAND TELLS A STORY
XXVIII.—THE GOD FROM THE MACHINE
XXIX.—A SECRET MISSION
XXX.—THE REAPING
XXXI.—VON HERRNUNG BAITS THE HOOK
XXXII.—ADVENTURE IN THE AIR
XXXIII.—BAWNE LEARNS THE TRUTH
XXXIV.—THE BROWN SATCHEL
XXXV.—NUMBER EIGHTEEN
XXXVI.—HUE AND CRY
XXXVII.—PATRINE CONFESSES
XXXVIII.—THE REBOUND
XXXIX.—A NIGHT IN JULY
XL.—MACROMBIE IS SACKED
XLI.—SAXHAM LIES
XLII.—SAXHAM BREAKS THE NEWS
XLIII.—THE PLUNDERED NEST
XLIV.—PATRINE REMEMBERS
XLV.—FLOTSAM FROM THE NORTH SEA
XLVI.—AT NORDEICH WIRELESS
XLVII.—THE MAN OF "THE DAY"
XLVIII.—PATRINE IS ENGAGED
XLIX.—THE WAR CLOUD BREAKS
L.—THE EVE OF ARMAGEDDON
LI.—THE INWARD VOICE
LII.—KHAKI
LIII.—FRANKY GOES TO THE FRONT
LIV.—OFFICIAL RETICENCE
LV.—NEWS OF BAWNE
LVI.—LA BRABANÇONNE
LVII.—THE BELGIAN WIFE
LVIII.—SHERBRAND BUYS THE LICENCE
LIX.—THE WOE-WAVE BREAKS
LX.—KULTUR!
LXI.—LYNETTE DREAMS
LXII.—WOUNDED FROM THE FRONT
LXIII.—BAWNE FINDS A FRIEND
LXIV.—AT SEASHEERE
LXV.—GOOD-BYE, DEAR LOVE, GOOD-BYE!
LXVI.—MORE KULTUR
LXVII.—THE QUESTION
LXVIII.—THE DEVIL-EGG
LXIX.—A MENACE; AND GOOD NEWS
LXX.—A LOVER'S JOURNEY
LXXI.—LIVING AND DEAD
LXXII.—LOVE THAT HAS WINGS
That Which Hath Wings
That Which Has Wings
CHAPTER I
CHAPTER 1
PRESENTS TWO YOUNG PEOPLE
FEATURES TWO YOUNG PEOPLE
In January, 1914, Francis Athelstan Sherbrand, Viscount Norwater, only son of that fine old warrior, General the Right Honourable Roger Sherbrand, V.C., K.C.B., first Earl of Mitchelborough, married Margot Mountjohn, otherwise known as "Kittums," and found that she was wonderfully innocent—for a girl who knew so much.
In January 1914, Francis Athelstan Sherbrand, Viscount Norwater, the only son of the esteemed General the Right Honourable Roger Sherbrand, V.C., K.C.B., the first Earl of Mitchelborough, married Margot Mountjohn, lovingly nicknamed "Kittums," and found out that she was unexpectedly innocent—for someone so well-informed.
It was a genuine love-match, Franky being a comparatively poor Guardsman, with only two thousand a year in addition to his pay as a Second Lieutenant in the Royal Bearskins Plain, and Margot a mere Cinderella in comparison with heiresses of the American canned-provision and cereal kind.
It was a genuine love story, with Franky being a relatively poor Guardsman, earning only two thousand a year in addition to his salary as a Second Lieutenant in the Royal Bearskins Plain, while Margot was just an ordinary girl compared to the wealthy American heiresses from the canned food and cereal industries.
It had seemed to Franky, standing with patent-leathered feet at the Rubicon dividing bachelorhood from Benedictism, that all his wooing had been done at Margot's Club. True, he had actually proposed to Margot at the Royal Naval and Military Tournament of the previous June, and Margot, hysterical with sheer ecstasy, as the horses gravely played at push-ball, had pinched his arm and gasped out:
It had seemed to Franky, standing with his shiny shoes at the boundary between being single and being married, that all his flirting had taken place at Margot's Club. Sure, he had really proposed to Margot at the Royal Naval and Military Tournament last June, and Margot, filled with pure joy while the horses were seriously playing push-ball, had squeezed his arm and gasped:
"Yes, but don't take my mind off the game just now; these dear beasts are so heavenly! ..."
"Yeah, but please don't distract me from the game right now; these beautiful creatures are soamazing! ...
And theatres, film-picture-shows and variety halls, race-meetings, receptions, balls and kettledrums, polo and croquet-clubs, had fostered the courtship of Franky and Margot; but all their love-making had been carried out to the accompanying hum of conversation and the tinkle of crystal and silver-plate in the dining-room of the "Ladies' Social," where Margot had her favourite table in the glass-screened corner by the fire-place; or in the circular smoking-room with the Persian divan and green-glass dome, that Margot had given the Club on her nineteenth birthday; or in the boudoir belonging to the suite she had decorated for herself on the condition that no other member got the rooms if Margot wanted them, which Margot nearly always did....
Theaters, movies, variety shows, horse races, receptions, balls, parties, and polo and croquet clubs had all fostered the romance between Franky and Margot. However, their flirting took place amidst the lively conversation and the clinking of crystal and silver in the dining room of the "Ladies' Social," where Margot had her favorite table in the glass-enclosed corner by the fireplace. They also spent time in the circular smoking room with the Persian couch and green-glass dome that Margot had gifted to the Club on her nineteenth birthday, or in the boudoir of the suite she had decorated for herself, which she insisted no other member could use if she wanted it, which was almost always the case.
There was a big, rambling, ancient red-brick Hall, stone-faced in the Early Jacobean manner, standing with its rare old gardens and glass-houses, lawns and shrubberies, about it, within sight and sound of the Channel, amidst pine and beech-woods carpeted with bilberry-bushes, heathery moors, and coverts neck-high in July with the Osmunda regalis fern. The Hall belonged to Margot, though you never found her there except for a week or two in September and three days at Christmas-tide. The first fortnight with the birds was well enough, but those three days at Christmas marked the limit. Of human endurance Margot meant, possibly. She never vouchsafed to explain.
There was a large, sprawling old red-brick hall with a stone facade in the Early Jacobean style. It was surrounded by its rare old gardens, greenhouses, lawns, and shrubbery, all visible and audible from the Channel, nestled among pine and beech woods filled with bilberry bushes, heathery moors, and thickets that grew tall in July with the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Osmunda regalisThe Hall belonged to Margot, though you only really saw her there for a week or two in September and three days at Christmas. The first couple of weeks with the birds were okay, but those three days at Christmas were too much. That might have been what Margot meant about human endurance. She never took the time to explain.
She also possessed a house in town, but just as her deceased father's spinster sister lived at the Hall in Devonshire, so did her dead mother's brother Derek, with his collection of European moths and butterflies and other Lepidoptera, inhabit the fine old mansion in Hanover Square. Devonshire at Christmas marked the limit of dulness, but Hanover Square all the London season through beat the band for sheer ghastly boredom.... Not that there were any flies on little old London.... Paris and Ostend were ripping places, and you could put in a clinking good time at Monte Carlo.... Margot had tried New York and liked it, except for the place itself, which made you think of illustrations to weird Dunsany legends in which towering temples climb up unendingly upon each other into black star-speckled skies. But the Club and London, with Unlimited Bridge and Tango, constituted Margot's idea of earthly happiness. She never had dreamed of marrying anybody—until Franky had arrived on the scene.
She also owned a house in town, but just like her late father’s single sister who lived at the Hall in Devonshire, her late mother’s brother Derek lived there too, with his collection of European moths and butterflies and otherLepidoptera, occupied the beautiful old mansion in Hanover Square. Christmas in Devonshire was really boring, but Hanover Square during the London season took the crown for pure, dreadful boredom.... Not that there was anything wrong with little old London.... Paris and Ostend were amazing places, and you could have a blast in Monte Carlo.... Margot had been to New York and liked it, except for the city itself, which reminded her of illustrations from strange Dunsany stories where towering temples endlessly overlapped each other into dark, starry skies. But the Club and London, with Unlimited Bridge and Tango, were what Margot considered true happiness on Earth. She had never thought about marrying anyone—until Franky showed up.
Perhaps you can see Franky, with the wholesome tan of the Autumn Manoeuvres yet upon him. Twenty-seven, well-made and muscular, if with somewhat sloping shoulders and legs of the type that look better in Bedford cords and puttees, or leathers and hunting-tops, than in tweed knickers and woollen stockings, or Court knee-breeches and silks. Observe his well-shaped feet and slight strong hands with pointed fingers, like those of his ancestors, painted by Vandyke; his brown eyes—distinctly good if not glowing with the fire of intellect, his forehead too steep and narrow; his moustache of the regulation tooth-brush kind, adorning the upper-lip that will not shut down firmly over his white, rather prominent, front teeth. Cap the small rounded skull of him with bright brown hair, brushed and anointed to astonishing sleekness, dress him in the full uniform of a Second Lieutenant in the Bearskins Plain, and you have Franky on his wedding-day.
You can probably picture Franky, still showing off his healthy tan from the Autumn Maneuvers. At twenty-seven, he’s strong and muscular, though his shoulders are a bit sloped and his legs look better in Bedford cords and puttees, or leather and hunting boots, than in tweed knickers and woolen stockings, or court knee breeches and silk. Look at his nicely shaped feet and slightly strong hands with pointed fingers, reminiscent of his ancestors painted by Vandyke; his brown eyes—clearly kind, though not sparkling with intellectual brilliance—and his forehead is a bit steep and narrow. His mustache is the classic toothbrush style, sitting above a mouth that doesn’t quite close over his prominent white front teeth. Finish off his small rounded head with bright brown hair, slicked back to impressive smoothness, and dress him in the full uniform of a Second Lieutenant in the Bearskins Plain, and you’ve got Franky on his wedding day.
Photographs of the happy couple published in the Daily Wire, the Weekly Silhouette, the Lady's Dictatorial, and the Photographic Smile, hardly do the bridegroom justice. In that without the busby his features are fixed in a painful grin, while in the other there are no features at all. But Margot—Margot in a hobble-skirt of satin and chiffon, with a tulle turban-veil, starred with orange-flowers in pearls and diamonds, and a long serpent-tail train of silver brocade, hung from her shoulders by ropes of pearls, was "almost too swee," to quote Margot's Club friends. Search had been made, amongst the said friends, many of whom were married, for a pair of five-year-old pages to carry the bride's train; but there being, for some reason, a dearth of babies among Margot's wedded intimates, the idea had to be given up.
Photos of the happy couple appeared in the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__Daily Wire, theWeekly Silhouette, theLady's Dictatorial, and thePhotographic SmileThe groom hardly looks good without the busby; his face is stuck in a painful grin, and others appear featureless. But Margot—dressed in a hobble-skirt made of satin and chiffon, with a tulle veil adorned with orange flowers, pearls, and diamonds, and a long serpent-tail train of silver brocade draped from her shoulders by strands of pearls—was "almost too sweet," as her Club friends put it. They had searched among those friends, many of whom were married, for a pair of five-year-old pages to carry the bride's train. However, for some reason, there weren’t enough little ones among Margot's married friends, so they had to abandon the idea.
The wedding was quite the prettiest function of the season. The eight bridesmaids walked in moss-green crêpe de Chine veiled with silver-spotted chiffon. On their heads were skull-caps of silver tissue, each having a thirty-inch-high aigrette supported by a thin bandeau of gold, set with crystals and olivines, the gift of the bride.... Their stockings were of white lace openwork, the left knee of each being clasped by the bridegroom's souvenir, a garter of gold, crystal, and olivines. Silver slippers with four-inch heels completed the ravishing effect.
The wedding was definitely the most beautiful event of the season. The eight bridesmaids walked in moss-green.crêpe de Chineveiled with silver-spotted chiffon. On their heads, they wore silver fabric skullcaps, each featuring a feather arrangement that stood thirty inches tall, supported by a thinbandeauof gold, embellished with crystals and olivines, a gift from the bride.... Their stockings were made of white lace with an openwork design, and the left knee of each was decorated with a garter from the bridegroom, made of gold, crystal, and olivines. Silver slippers with four-inch heels completed the beautiful look.
O Perfect Love! was sung before the Bishop's Address, and the ceremony concluded with The Voice that Breathed and Stainer's Sevenfold Amen. The bridal-party passed down the nave to the strains of the Wedding Chorus from Lohengrin. And there was a reception at the Werkeley Square house of one of the dearest of Margot's innumerable dearest friends, and the happy pair left in their beautiful brand-new Winston-Beeston touring car en route for the old red-brick Hall in Devonshire. Decidedly the honeymoon might have been termed ideal—and four subsequent months of married life proved tolerably cloudless—until Fate sent a stinging hailstorm to strip the roses from the bridal bower.
O Perfect Love!was sung before the Bishop's Address, and the ceremony concluded withThe Voice that Breathedand Stainer'sSevenfold AmenThe bridal party walked down the aisle to the Wedding Chorus from __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.LohengrinThen there was a reception at the Werkeley Square home of one of Margot's closest friends, and the happy couple left in their gorgeous, brand-new Winston-Beeston touring car.en routefor the old red-brick Hall in Devonshire. The honeymoon was definitely ideal—and the first four months of married life were mostly trouble-free—until Fate brought a harsh hailstorm to strip the roses from the bridal bower.
An unexpected, appalling, inevitable discovery was made in Paris in the Grande Semaine, at the end of the loveliest of June seasons. It utterly ruined—for two people—the Day of the Grand Prix, that marks the climax of the Big Week, when the Parisian coaching-world tools its four-in-hands to Longchamps Racecourse, and the smartest, richest, and gayest people, mustered from every capital of Europe, parade under the chestnut-trees that shade the sunny paddock, to display or criticise the creations of the greatest couturiers.
An unexpected, shocking, and unavoidable discovery occurred in Paris during the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Grande Semaine, at the end of one of the most beautiful June seasons. It completely ruined—for two people—the Grand Prix Day, which signifies the peak of Big Week, when the Parisian coaching community brings their four-in-hands to Longchamps Racecourse. The most stylish, wealthy, and lively people, gathered from every capital in Europe, parade under the chestnut trees that shade the sunny paddock, to flaunt or critique the designs of the greatest __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.couturiers.
Margot had put on an astonishing gown for the occasion.... You will recall that the summer dress designs of 1914 were astonishing; the autumn modes promised to be even more so, according to Babin, Touchet, and the Brothers Paillôt. Skirts—already as short and as narrow as possible—were to be even narrower; the Alpha and Omega of perfection would be represented by the Amphora Silhouette. And Margot, revolving before her cheval-glass in a sheath of jonquil-coloured silk lisse, embroidered with blue-and-green beetle-wings, found—to her horror and consternation——
Margot had worn an amazing dress for the occasion.... You will remember the summer dress styles of 1914.wereIncredible! The fall trends were anticipated to be even better, as stated by Babin, Touchet, and the Brothers Paillôt. Skirts—already as short and tight as they could be—were going to be even slimmer; the ultimate standard of perfection would be the Amphora Silhouette. And Margot, twirling in front of her full-length mirror in a sheath of jonquil-colored silklisse, embroidered with blue-and-green beetle wings, discovered—to her horror and dismay——
Shall one phrase it that Dame Nature, intent upon her essential, unfashionable business of reproduction, was at variance with Madame Fashion re the Amphora Silhouette? The slender shape was not yet spoilt, but long before the autumn came, no art would mask the wealthy curves of its maternity.
Can we say that Mother Nature, concentrating on her important and timeless role of reproduction, was in conflict with Madame Fashion?regardingthe Amphora Silhouette? The slim figure wasn't damaged yet, but long before autumn came, no artistry could conceal the beautiful curves of its motherhood.
CHAPTER II
CHAPTER 2
DAME NATURE INTERVENES
MOTHER NATURE INTERVENES
"I can't bear it!—I won't bear it!" Margot reiterated. With her tumbled hair, swollen eyes, pink uptilted nose, and the little mouth and chin that quivered with each sobbing breath intaken, she looked absurdly babyish for her twenty years, as she vowed that wild horses shouldn't drag her to Longchamps, and railed against the injustice of Fate.
"I can't handle this!—I won't handle this!" Margot repeated. With her unkempt hair, swollen eyes, pink upturned nose, and the small mouth and chin that trembled with each sob, she appeared absurdly childish for her twenty years as she stated that nothing would convince her to go to Longchamps and lamented the unfairness of Fate.
"None of my married friends have had such rotten luck!" she asserted. She stamped upon the velvety carpet and flashed at Franky a glance of imperious appeal. "Not Tota Stannus, or Cynthia Charterhouse, or Joan Delabrand, or anybody! Then, why me? That's what I want to know? After all the mascots I've worn and carried about with me.... Gojo and Jollikins and the jade tree-frog, and the rest! ... Every single one given me by a different woman who'd been married for years and never had a baby! This very day I'll smash the whole lot!"
"None of my married friends have had such bad luck!" she said, stomping on the soft carpet and giving Franky a look that demanded attention. "Not Tota Stannus, or Cynthia Charterhouse, or Joan Delabrand, or anyone! So why me? That’s what I want to know! After all the good luck charms I've worn and carried with me... Gojo and Jollikins and the jade tree-frog, and the rest! Every single one was given to me by a different woman who's been married for years and hasn’t had a baby! Today, I'm going to smash the whole lot!"
"By the Great Brass Hat! ..."
"By the Great Brass Hat! ..."
Franky exploded before he could stop himself, and laughed until the tears coursed down. So "Gojo," the black velvet kitten, and "Jollikins," the fat, leering, naked thing that sat and squinted over its pot-belly at its own huge, shapeless feet, and all the array of gadgets and netsukis crowding Margot's toilette-table and secrétaire, down to "Pat-Pat," the bog-oak pig, and "Ti-Ti," the jade tree-frog, were so many insurances against the Menace of Maternity. By Jove! women were regular children.... And Margot ... Nothing but a baby, this poor little Margot—going, in spite of Jollikins and Gojo, to have a baby of her own.
Franky couldn't help but laugh, tears rolling down his cheeks. So "Gojo," the black velvet kitten, and "Jollikins," the chubby, smiling, hairless creature that sat and squinted at its own large, undefined feet over its pot-belly, along with all the gadgets and netsukis cluttering Margot's makeup table and __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__secrétaire, down to "Pat-Pat," the bog-oak pig, and "Ti-Ti," the jade tree-frog, were just different ways to protect against the Threat of Motherhood. Seriously! Women were just like kids... And Margot... Just a baby, that poor little Margot—who, despite Jollikins and Gojo, was going to have a baby of her own.
"What is one to believe? Whom is one to trust in? ..."
"What are you meant to believe? Who are you meant to trust? ..."
"'Trust in.' ... My best child, you don't mean that you believed those women when they told you that such twopenny gadgets could work charms of—that or any other kind?"
"'Trust in.' ... My dear child, you can't seriously believe those women when they said those cheap trinkets could have any kind of magical powers?"
"Indeed, indeed they do! Tota Stannus was perfectly serious when she came to my boudoir one night at the Club, about a week before our—the wedding.... She said—I can hear her now; 'Well, old child, you're to be married on Wednesday, and of course you know the ropes well enough not to want any tips from me.... Still——'"
"Absolutely, they really do! Tota Stannus was __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."totally seriousWhen she came to my room one night at the Club, about a week before our wedding... She said—I can still hear her now; 'Well, dear, you're getting married on Wednesday, and of course you know how things work enough not to need any advice from me.... Still——'"
"That wasn't overwhelmingly flattering," Franky commented, "from a married woman twice your age. What else did she say?"
"That wasn't really a big compliment," Franky said, "coming from a married woman who's twice your age. What else did she say?"
"She said I must be aware," went on Margot, "that a woman who wanted to keep her friends and her figure, simply couldn't afford to have kids."
"She told me I needed to understand," Margot continued, "that a woman who wanted to keep her friendships and her figure just couldn't afford to have kids."
"And you——"
"And you—"
Franky no longer battled with the grin that would have infuriated Margot. Something had wiped it from his face.
Franky no longer fought against the grin that would have driven Margot crazy. Something had taken it off his face.
"I said she was frightfully kind, but that I was quite well-posted—everything was O.K., and she needn't alarm herself.... And she said, 'Oh! if you've arranged things with Franky, jolly sensible of him! Too often a man who is open and liberal-minded before marriage develops gerontocracie afterwards, don't you know? ...' And I told her that you were the very reverse of narrow-minded—and she kissed me and wished me happiness, and went away. And the maid knocked later on to say Mrs. Stannus sent her apologies for having forgotten to leave her little gift. And the little gift was, Jollikins. And my special pals joined in to stand me a farewell dinner, and they drowned my enamel Club badge in a bowl of Maraschino punch, and fished it up and gave me this diamond and enamel one, mounted as a tie-brooch, instead. And every married woman brought me a mascot.... I had Gojo from Joan Delabrand, and Ti-Ti from Cynthia Charterhouse, and the jade tree-frog from Patrine Saxham, and the carved African bean from Rhona Helvellyn, and——"
"I told her that she was really nice, but that I was fully aware of what was going on—everything was fine, and she didn’t have to worry.... Then she said, 'Oh! If you’ve worked things out with Franky, how thoughtful of him! It’s so common for a man who’s free-spirited before marriage to turn into a complete control freak after, you know? ...' I mentioned that you were totally the opposite of narrow-minded—then she kissed me, wished me happiness, and left. Later, the maid came to say that Mrs. Stannus was sorry for forgetting to leave her little gift. And the little gift was Jollikins. My close friends also pitched in to throw a farewell dinner for me; they soaked my enamel Club badge in a bowl of Maraschino punch, pulled it out, and gave me this diamond and enamel one, set as a tie-brooch, instead. Every married woman brought me a good luck charm.... I got Gojo from Joan Delabrand, and Ti-Ti from Cynthia Charterhouse, and the jade tree-frog from Patrine Saxham, and the carved African bean from Rhona Helvellyn, and——"
Franky objected:
Franky disagreed:
"Neither Patrine Saxham nor Rhona Helvellyn happen to be married women!"
"Neither Patrine Saxham nor Rhona Helvellyn is married!"
"Perhaps not; but Patrine is an Advanced Thinker, and Rhona Helvellyn is a Militant Suffragist."
"Maybe not; but Patrine is a Progressive Thinker, and Rhona Helvellyn is an Activist for Women's Rights."
Franky commented:
Franky said:
"As for Suffragists, that Club of yours is stiff with 'em. Gassing about their Cause.... I loathe the noisy crowd!"
"Regarding the Suffragists, your club is full of them. They keep talking endlessly about their cause... I can't stand that noisy group!"
"Then you loathe me! I share their convictions!" Margot proclaimed. "I hold the faith that Woman's Day will dawn with the passing of the Bill that gives us the Vote...."
"So you hate me! I believe in their ideas!" Margot announced. "I have faith that Women's Day will come with the passing of the Bill that gives us the Vote...."
"My best child, you wouldn't know what to do with the Vote if you had it."
"My dear child, you wouldn’t know how to manage the Vote if you had it."
Margot retorted:
Margot fired back:
"I cannot expect my husband to treat me as a reasonable being while the State classes his wife with infants and imbeciles."
"I can't expect my husband to treat me like a rational person when the government views his wife as being on the same level as babies and idiots."
It will be seen that a very pretty squabble was on the point of developing. Fortunately, at this juncture a valet of the chambers knocked at the door to say that a waiter from the restaurant begged to know whether Milord and Miladi would take lunch à la carte, or prefer something special in their own apartments?
It was obvious that a rather charming debate was about to start. Luckily, at that moment, a valet knocked on the door to let them know that a waiter from the restaurant was asking if Milord and Miladi would like to have lunch.à la carte, or if they would like something unique in their own rooms?
"Tell him no!" wailed Miladi, to the unconcealed consternation of Milord, who had a healthy appetite.
"Tell him no!" shouted Miladi, visibly shocking Milord, who had a huge appetite.
"Must keep up your pecker—never say die!" Franky, stimulated by the pangs of hunger, developed an unsuspected talent for diplomacy. "Look here! We must talk over things quietly and calmly. I'll order a taxi, and we'll chuff to that jolly little restaurant in the Bois de Boulogne—where you can grub in the open air under a rose-pergola—and order something special and odd——"
"You need to stay positive—never give up!" Franky, driven by his hunger, found he had an unexpected talent for diplomacy. "Listen! We need to talk about this quietly and calmly. I'll call a taxi, and we'll go to that lovely little restaurant in the Bois de Boulogne—where you can eat outside under a rose-covered trellis—and order something unique and different——"
Since Eve's day, this lure has never failed to catch a woman. Margot began to dry her eyes. Then she asked Franky to ring.
Since the dawn of time, this lure has always had the power to attract a woman. Margot began to dry her tears. Then she requested Franky to make a call.
"Three times, please.... That's for Pauline; I want another handkerchief."
"Can you do it three times, please? That's for Pauline; I need another handkerchief."
"Have two or three while you're about it," advised Franky, obeying, returning, and perching on the arm of the settee. "And bathe your eyes a bit, have a swab-over of the pinky cream-stuff, and a dab of powder." He brushed some pale mealy traces from his right-arm sleeve and coat-lapel, ending, "And put on your swankiest hat and come along to Nadier's."
"Why not have two or three while you're at it?" Franky suggested as he came back and sat on the arm of the couch. "And give your eyes a little rinse, put on some of that pink cream stuff, and add a bit of powder." He brushed off some light, powdery residue from his right sleeve and the lapel of his coat, saying, "And wear your best hat, and let’s head to Nadier’s."
"Could we get anything to eat at Nadier's that we couldn't get here—or in London, at the Tarlton or the Rocroy? ..."
"Is there anything to eat at Nadier's that we can't find here—or in London, at the Tarlton or the Rocroy? ..."
"Stacks of things! For instance—Canard à la presse.... They squeeze the juice out of the duck, you twig, with a silver kind of squozzer, and cook it on a chafing-dish under your nose. Look here! ..." Franky, now desperate, produced his watch. "All the cushiest little tables will be taken if you don't look sharp."
"Lots of things! For example—"Canard à la presseThey squeeze the juice from the duck using a silver press and cook it on a chafing dish right in front of you. Look! ..." Franky, now panicking, checked his watch. "All the best little tables will be gone if you don't hurry."
"Not on the day of the Grand Prix!"
"Not on the day of the Grand Prix!"
Franky retorted, spurred to maddest invention by the pangs of hunger:
Franky snapped back, fueled by hunger-fueled creativity:
"My best child, there are about a hundred thousand wealthy Americans in Paris who don't care a red cent about racing, while with most of 'em—to eat canard à la presse at Nadier's in the Bois de Boulogne in the June season—is a—kind of religious rite!"
"My dear child, there are about a hundred thousand wealthy Americans in Paris who couldn't care less about racing, while for most of them—having __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."duck press"At Nadier's in the Bois de Boulogne during the summer—it's like a sort of sacred tradition!"
So Margot disappeared to dab her eyes and apply the prescribed touches of perfumed cream and powder, and duly reappeared, crowned with the most marvellous hat that ever promenaded the ateliers of the Maison Blin on the head of a milliner's mannequin.
So Margot stepped away to dry her tears and apply the suggested scented cream and powder, and then she came back, wearing the most stunning hat that ever adorned theateliersof the Maison Blin on the head of a hat maker'smannequin.
You are to imagine the tiny thing and her Franky seated—not in one of the smart automobiles that wait for hire outside Spitz's, but in a little red taxi, borne along with the broad double stream of traffic of every description that ceaselessly roared east and west under the now withering red-and-white blossoms of the chestnut-trees of the Avenue of the Champs Elysées, inhaling the stimulating breezes—flavoured with hot dust and petrol, Seine stink, sewer-gas, coffee, patchouli, fruit, Régie tobacco and roses—of Paris in the end of June.
Imagine the little girl and her Franky sitting—not in one of the fancy cars for hire outside Spitz's, but in a small red taxi, blending in with the steady stream of all types of traffic that constantly roared east and west beneath the now fading red-and-white blossoms of the chestnut trees along the Avenue des Champs-Élysées. They breathed in the refreshing breezes—tinged with hot dust and gasoline, the scent of the Seine, sewer gas, coffee, patchouli, fruit, Régie tobacco, and roses—of Paris at the end of June.
All the world and his wife might be at Longchamps, but here were people enough and to spare. Luxurious people in costly automobiles or carriages drawn by shiny high-steppers. People in little public taxis, men and women on motor-bicycles and the human-power kind. People of all stamps and classes, clustered like bees outside the big, smelly, top-heavy auto-buses, soon to vanish from the Paris avenues and boulevards, with the red and yellow and green-flagged taxis, to play their part in the transport and nourishment of the Army of France. People of all ranks and classes on foot, though as of old the midinette with her big cardboard bandbax, the military cadet, or the student of Art or Medicine, the seminarist and the shaggy-haired and bearded man with the deadly complexion, the slouch hat, the aged paletôt and the soiled and ragged crimson necktie that distinguish the milder breed of Anarchist, made up the crowd upon the sidewalks, liberally peppered with the sight-seeing stranger of British, American, or Teuton nationality—the brilliantly-complexioned, gaily-plumaged, loudly-perfumed lady of the pavements; the gendarme and the National Guard, and—with Marie or Jeannette proudly hanging on his elbow—Rosalie in her black-leather scabbard dangling by his side, his crimson képi tilted rakishly—the blue-coated, red-trousered French infantryman, the poilu whom we have learned to love.
Everyone and their partners might be at Longchamps, but there were still plenty of people here. Wealthy individuals in expensive cars or carriages pulled by flashy, high-stepping horses. People in small public taxis, men and women on motorcycles and bicycles. A diverse crowd, gathered like bees outside the large, smelly, bulky buses, which were soon to vanish from the streets of Paris, alongside the red, yellow, and green-flagged taxis, as they played their role in transporting and supplying the Army of France. People of all ranks and classes on foot, just like before, themidinettewith her big cardboard box, the military cadet, the Art or Medicine students, the seminarian, and the scruffy bearded man with a pale complexion, the slouch hat, the oldpaletôtThe crowd on the sidewalks included people wearing dirty, tattered crimson neckties that represented the more gentle type of Anarchist, mixed in with sightseers from Britain, America, and Germany. There were brightly colored, elaborately dressed, heavily perfumed street ladies, the gendarme, and the National Guard. Alongside them was a man with Marie or Jeannette proudly on his arm and Rosalie in her black leather scabbard hanging by his side, with his crimsonképitilted stylishly—the French infantryman in a blue coat and red trousers, thepoiluwhom we have come to value.
The Bois was not seething with fashionable life as it would be towards the sunset hour. The dandy Clubmen, the smart ladies, had gone to Longchamps with the four-in-hands. Polo was going on near the Pont de Suresnes, the band of a regiment of Cuirassiers was playing in the Jardin d'Acclimatation, and Hungarian zithers and violins discoursed sweet music on a little gilded platform at the axial point of Nadier's open-air restaurant—which is shaped like a half-wheel, with pergolas of shower-roses and Crimson Ramblers radiating from the gilded band-stand to the outer circle of little white tables at which one can lunch or dine in fine weather under a light screen of leaves and blossoms, beneath which the green canvas awnings can be drawn when it comes on to rain.
The Bois wasn't lively and trendy like it would be later in the evening. The fashionable Clubmen and stylish ladies had gone to Longchamps in their horse-drawn carriages. Polo matches were taking place near the Pont de Suresnes, a military band was playing in the Jardin d'Acclimatation, and Hungarian zithers and violins were creating beautiful music on a small golden platform at the center of Nadier's outdoor restaurant. The restaurant is shaped like a half-wheel, with arbors covered in climbing roses and Crimson Ramblers extending from the golden bandstand to the surrounding circle of small white tables, where you can enjoy lunch or dinner in nice weather under a gentle canopy of leaves and flowers, with green canvas awnings that can be lowered when it starts to rain.
The tables were crowded with French people taking late déjeuner, and English, Germans, and German-Americans having lunch. The gravelled courtyard before the terrace was packed with showy automobiles.
The tables were filled with French people enjoying a late meal.déjeuner, along with English people, Germans, and German-Americans having lunch. The gravel courtyard in front of the terrace was packed with flashy cars.
If canard à la presse did not grace the meal supplied to Franky and Margot on Nadier's terrace, the potage printanière and écrevisses and a blanquette d'agneau were exquisitely cooked and served. Asparagus and a salad of endive followed, and by the time they had emptied a bottle of Chateau Yquem and the omelette soufflée had given place to Pêches Melba, Margot had smiled several times and laughed once.
Ifcanard à la pressedidn't make it to the meal that Franky and Margot had on Nadier's terrace, thepotage printanière,écrevisses, and ablanquette d'agneauwere cooked and presented beautifully. Next came asparagus and an endive salad, and by the time they finished a bottle of Chateau Yquem and theomelette souffléewas swapped forPêches MelbaMargot had smiled a few times and even laughed once.
She was so dainty and sweet, so brilliant a little human humming-bird, that the laughing, chattering, feasting crowd of smartly or extravagantly dressed people gathered about the other trellis-screened tables under Nadier's rose-pergola sent many a curious or admiring glance her way. And Franky was very proud of his young wife, and theirs had been undeniably a love-match; yet in spite of the good dishes and the excellent Château Yquem, little shivers of chilly premonition rippled over him from time to time. He had got to speak out—definitely decline, in the interests of Posterity, to permit interference on the part of Margot's Club circle in his private domestic affairs.... How to do it effectively yet inoffensively was a problem that strained his brain-capacity. Yet—again in the interests of Posterity—Franky had never previously interested himself in Posterity—the thing had to be done. He refused Roquefort, buttered a tiny biscuit absently, put it down undecidedly, and as the waiter whisked his plate away—conjured crystal bowls of tepid rose-water and other essentials from space, and vanished in search of dessert—he spoke, assuming for the first time in his five months' experience of connubial life the toga of marital authority.
She was so delicate and sweet, a vibrant little human hummingbird, that the laughing, chattering, and feasting crowd of stylishly or extravagantly dressed people gathered around the other trellis-screened tables under Nadier's rose pergola cast many curious or admiring glances her way. Franky was very proud of his young wife; theirs was definitely a love match. Yet despite the good food and the excellent Château Yquem, he occasionally felt little waves of cold premonition. He needed to speak up—definitely decline, for the sake of the future, to prevent interference from Margot's club circle in his private domestic life. Figuring out how to do it effectively yet considerately was a challenge that strained his mind. Still—again for the sake of the future—Franky had never been one to care much about the future before—the thing had to be done. He declined the Roquefort, buttered a tiny biscuit absentmindedly, put it down hesitantly, and as the waiter whisked his plate away—summoning crystal bowls of lukewarm rose water and other necessities from thin air before vanishing in search of dessert—he spoke, for the first time in his five months of married life, taking on the role of marital authority.
"I think, do you know, Kittums"—Kittums was Margot's pet name—"that it will be best to face the music!"
"I think, you know, Kittums"—Kittums was Margot's nickname—"that it's best to face the consequences!"
"Connu!" Margot shrugged a little, widely opening her splendid brown eyes, "But what music?"
"Known!Margot shrugged a bit, her lovely brown eyes wide open, "But what kind of music?"
"The"—Franky took the plunge—"the cradle-music, if you will have it!"
"The," Franky decided to go for it, "the lullaby, if you want to call it that!"
Margot's gasp of dismay, and the indignant fire of a stare that was quenched in brine, awakened Franky to the fact of his having failed in tactics. The return of the waiter with a pyramid of superb strawberries and a musk-melon on cracked ice alone stemmed the outburst of the pent-up flood of reproach. Entrenched behind the melon, Franky waited. The waiter again effaced himself, and Margot said from behind another handkerchief:
Margot's shocked gasp and the angry look in her tear-filled eyes made Franky realize that he had messed up. The waiter came back with a pile of beautiful strawberries and a musk melon on crushed ice, which was the only thing that halted the wave of unspoken criticism. Hidden behind the melon, Franky waited. The waiter stepped back again, and Margot said from behind yet another handkerchief:
"Oh, how could you! ... I never dreamed that I should live to hear you speak to me in that way."
"Oh, how"couldyou! ... I neverimaginedthat I wouldlive"to hear you speak to me like that."
Over the melon, whose rough green quartered rind had delicate white raised traceries all over it, suggesting outline maps of countries in Fairyland, Franky curiously regarded his wife. He said:
Franky looked curiously at his wife over the melon, which had a rough green rind divided into quarters and covered in delicate white raised designs, like outline maps of countries in a fairy tale. He said:
"Why are you and all your friends so funky of—what's only a natural phe—what do you call it? ... What do men and women marry for, if it isn't to have—children? ... Perhaps you'll answer me?"
"Why are you and your friends acting so strange about something that's completely natural—what do you call it? ... Why do men and women get married, if not to have—kids? ... Maybe you could answer me?"
"What do people marry for?" Margot regarded him indignantly over the neglected pyramid of luscious, tempting strawberries, "To—to be happy together—to have a clinking time!" Her voice shook. "And this is to be a gorgeous season. Balls—balls! right on from now to the end of July—then from the autumn all through winter. Period Costume Balls, reviving the modes, music, and manners of Ancient Civilisations—Carthagenian, Assyrian, Babylonian, Gothic—got up and arranged by the Committees of the Cercle Moderne, here in Paris, and in London by the New Style Club.... Tony Guisseguignol and Paul Peigault and their set are busy designing the dresses and decorations—nothing like them will ever have been seen! And—Peigault says—Tango and the Maxixe are to be chucked to the little cabbages. A new dance is coming from São Paulo that will simply wipe them out.... And now—just when I was looking forward—when everything was to have been so splendid——"
"Why do people get married?" Margot glared at him over the neglected pile of juicy, tempting strawberries. "To—to be happy together—to have fun!" Her voice quivered. "And this is supposed to be an incredible season. Balls—balls! from now until the end of July—then in the fall and all through winter. Period Costume Balls, bringing back the styles, music, and manners of Ancient Civilizations—Carthaginian, Assyrian, Babylonian, Gothic—organized by the Committees of the Cercle Moderne, here in Paris, and in London by the New Style Club.... Tony Guisseguignol and Paul Peigault and their group are busy creating the outfits and decorations—nothing like this has ever been seen! And—Peigault says—Tango and the Maxixe are going to be pushed aside. A new dance from São Paulo is coming that will completely take over.... And now—just when I was looking forward to it—all when everything was supposed to be so amazing——"
The shaking voice choked upon a note of anguish. Franky had picked up the melon, quite unconsciously, and was balancing it. At this juncture he gripped the green globe with both hands, and said, summoning all his courage to meet the agonised appeal of Margot's tear-drenched eyes:
The shaky voice faltered on a note of pain. Franky had grabbed the melon, almost instinctively, and was balancing it. At that moment, he held the green orb with both hands and said, mustering all his courage to reply to the pained expression in Margot's tear-filled eyes:
"Look here. This is—strict Bridge.... Do you loathe 'em—the kiddies—so horribly that the idea of having any is hateful to you? Or is it—not only the—the veto it puts on larking and kickabout and—the temporary disfigurement—you're afraid of—but the—the—the inevitable pain?" He glanced round cautiously and looked back again at his wife, saying in a low voice: "Nobody's listening.... Tell me frankly...." He waited an instant, and then said in an urgent whisper. "Answer me! ... For God's sake, tell the frozen truth, Margot!"
"Listen up. This is really serious. Do you hate the idea of having kids so much that it makes you sick? Or is it not just the limitations it puts on having fun and being carefree and the temporary changes you’re worried about, but also the unavoidable pain?” He looked around carefully and turned back to his wife, speaking softly: “No one can hear us. Just tell me honestly.” He paused for a moment, then asked in an urgent whisper, “Please answer me! For God’s sake, tell me the cold, hard truth, Margot!”
CHAPTER III
CHAPTER 3
FAIR ROSAMOND'S CHOICE
FAIR ROSAMOND'S DECISION
The terrace under Nadier's roses—dotted with little tables covered with napery, silver, crystal, and china, surrounded with laughing, chattering feasters—the terrace was no longer a scene out of a comedy of the lighter side of Parisian life.... Tragedy, pale and awe-inspiring in her ink-black mantle and purple chiton, had stepped across the gravel in her gold-buckled leather buskins, to offer to the girlish bride—a piece of human porcelain, prinked in the height of the fashion, and lovely—with her wild-rose cheeks and little uptilted nose, her floss-silk hair and wide, dark, lustrous deer-eyes—Fair Rosamond's choice, the dagger or the bowl....
The terrace under Nadier's roses—adorned with small tables covered in tablecloths, silverware, crystal, and fine china, surrounded by lively, chatty diners—was no longer just a scene from a light-hearted comedy of Parisian life. Tragedy, pale and striking in her dark cloak and purple gown, walked across the gravel in her gold-buckled leather sandals to present to the young bride—a stunning young woman dressed in the latest fashion, with rosy cheeks and an adorable upturned nose, her soft, silky hair framing her wide, dark, shining eyes—Fair Rosamond's choice: the dagger or the bowl.
"Yes—yes.... It is the ugliness of the thing! ..." The little mouth was pulled awry as though it had sipped of verjuice. The tiny hands knotted themselves convulsively, and the colour fled in terror from her face. "The grotesque ugliness.... And the"—the last two words came as though a pang had wrung them from the pale lips—"the pain—the awful pain! And besides—my mother died when I was born!" Margot's voice was a fluttering, appealing whisper; her great eyes were dilated and wild with terror. "Perhaps that is why I am so deadly afraid"—she caught her breath—"but there are heaps, heaps, heaps of married women who fear—that—equally! And they arrange to escape it—I don't know how! ... For I knew—nothing—when I married you! ..." She lifted her great eyes to Franky's, and he realised that it had been so, actually. "I've been ashamed ever to confess that I was—ignorant about these things! ... I've talked a language—amongst other women—that I didn't understand! ..."
"Yes—yes... It's the ugliness of it! ..." Her little mouth twisted as if she'd tasted something bitter. Her tiny hands clenched tightly, and her face drained of color from fear. "The grotesque ugliness... And the"—the last two words came out like a sob from her pale lips—"the pain—the awful pain! And also—my mother died when I was born!" Margot's voice was a shaky, pleading whisper; her big eyes were wide and full of terror. "Maybe that's why I’m so incredibly scared"—she gasped—"but there are tons, tons, __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,tonsof married women who are afraid—of that—too! And they find ways to get away from it—I don't know how! ... Because I knew—nothing—when I married you! ..." She raised her big eyes to Franky's, and he understood that it had really been like that. "I've been too embarrassed to admit that I was—totally lost about these things! ... I’ve been speaking a language—among other women—that I didn’t comprehend! ..."
There are moments when even the shallow-brained become clairvoyant. Franky's love for her made him see clear. He looked back down the vista of Margot's twenty years of existence, and saw her the motherless daughter of a self-absorbed, cultivated, Art-loving valetudinarian, who habitually spent the chillier part of each year in ranging from French to Italian health-resorts, occupying the spring with Art in Paris—returning to London for June and July, generally spending August and September in Devonshire—to take flight Southwards before the migrating swallows, at the first chill breath of October frosts.
There are moments when even the less observant people can be unexpectedly perceptive. Franky's love for her opened his eyes. He reflected on Margot's twenty years and saw her as the motherless daughter of a self-centered, cultured, art-loving older man, who typically spent the winter months traveling between health resorts in France and Italy, spent spring immersed in art in Paris—returned to London for June and July, usually spent August and September in Devonshire—before heading south as the swallows migrated, at the first sign of October's chill.
Margot had been educated at home, down in Devonshire, by a series of certificated female tutors. The spinster aunt, the younger sister of her father, extended to her niece for a liberal remuneration a nominal protection and an indifferent care.... And Mr. Mountjohn had died when the girl was sixteen, leaving her unconditionally heiress to his considerable fortune, and the aunt had let Margot have her head in every imaginable way. She had allowed her to take up her residence at the "Ladies' Social" Club three years subsequently, on the sole condition that a responsible chaperon accompanied Margot to Society functions. Hence, Mrs. Ponsonby Rewes, the irreproachable widow of a late King's Messenger, was evoked from Kensington Tower Mansions upon these occasions—by telephone—to vanish when no longer wanted, in the discreetest and most obliging way.
Margot was homeschooled in Devonshire by a series of certified female tutors. Her spinster aunt, who was her father's younger sister, provided nominal protection and indifferent care for a generous fee. Mr. Mountjohn passed away when Margot was sixteen, leaving her the sole heir to his substantial fortune, and the aunt allowed Margot significant freedom in every way possible. She let Margot live at the "Ladies' Social" Club three years later, as long as a responsible chaperone accompanied her to social events. So, Mrs. Ponsonby Rewes, the impeccable widow of a former King's Messenger, was called from Kensington Tower Mansions for these occasions—by phone—and would discreetly leave when she was no longer needed.
"Poor little Margot! .... Poor little woman!..." Franky could see how it all had happened by the wild light of the great deer-eyes, so like those in the portrait of the girl's dead mother—half Irish, half Greek by birth.
"Poor little Margot! ... Poor little woman!..." Franky could tell how everything unfolded by the frantic light in the girl's large, doe-like eyes, which were strikingly similar to those in the portrait of her late mother—who was half Irish and half Greek by birth.
While Franky reflected, the tables had been emptying. People were hurrying away to hear the band of the Jardin d'Acclimatation or to fulfil other engagements of a seasonable kind. Some remained to smoke and gossip over liqueurs and coffee. The light blue wreaths of cigar and cigarette smoke curled up towards the awning overhead. Franky mechanically produced his own case and lighted up. And Margot, stretching a slender arm across the table, was saying:
As Franky pondered, the tables started to empty. People hurried off to see the band at the Jardin d'Acclimatation or to fulfill other seasonal obligations. A few remained to smoke and chat over liqueurs and coffee. The light blue curls of cigar and cigarette smoke floated up toward the awning above. Franky instinctively took out his own case and lit a cigarette. Meanwhile, Margot, leaning a slender arm across the table, was saying:
"Give me one!—I've forgotten mine! ..."
"Give me one! I forgot mine! ..."
"Ought you? ... Is it wise? ..." Franky was on the point of asking, but his good Angel must have clapped a hand before his mouth. He silently gave Margot a thick, masculine Sobranie and supplied a light; and as their young faces neared and the red spark glowed, and the first smoke-wreath rose between the approximating tubes of delicate tobacco-filled paper, his wife whispered as their eyes met:
"Should you? ... Is it a good idea? ..." Franky was about to ask, but his better judgment stopped him. He quietly handed Margot a strong Sobranie and offered a light; as their young faces leaned in and the red ember glowed, and the first swirl of smoke rose between the two delicate tubes of tobacco-filled paper, his wife whispered as their eyes met:
"You're hurt! But now you know—you're sorry for me, aren't you?" It was a dragging, plaintive undertone, not at all like Margot's voice.
"You're hurt! But now you realize—you're feeling sorry for me, aren't you?" It had a slow, sad tone, completely unlike Margot's voice.
"Frightfully! All the more because"—Franky drew so hard at his cigarette that it burned one-sidedly—"I can't help being thundering—glad!"
"Terribly! Even more so because"—Franky took a deep drag from his cigarette, making it burn unevenly—"I can't help but feel really—happy!"
"I—see! ..."
"I get it!"
She breathed out the words with a thin stream of fragrant Turkish vapour crawling over her scarlet under-lip, it seemed to Franky, like a pale blue worm. And he bit through his Sobranie and threw it on his dessert-plate, saying desperately:
She breathed out the words with a gentle wisp of fragrant Turkish smoke floating over her red lower lip, which looked to Franky like a pale blue worm. He bit into his Sobranie and threw it onto his dessert plate, saying urgently:
"Not yet. Will you listen quietly to what I've got to say?"
"Not yet. Will you listen carefully to what I have to say?"
She nodded. Franky launched himself upon the tide of revelation. Nearly everybody who had been eating when he had come into Nadier's with Margot had got up and gone away. And the Cuirassiers band was playing the love-music from Samson et Dalila on the terrace of the Jardin d'Acclimatation, as melodiously as only a French military band can play.
She nodded. Franky immersed himself in the wave of realization. Almost everyone who had been eating when he got to Nadier's with Margot had stood up and left. And the Cuirassiers band was playing the love music from __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Samson et Dalilaon the terrace of the Jardin d'Acclimatation, as beautifully as only a French military band can perform.
"It's got to do with the Peerage. Only a Second Afghan War-Earldom dating from 1879—tacked on to the Viscounty they gave my great-grandfather after Badajos—but worth having in its way, or the Dad wouldn't have accepted it. And, naturally enough—I want a boy to take the Viscounty when I succeed my father, and have the Earldom when I've absquatulated, just as the kiddy'll want one when his own time comes."
"It's about the Peerage. It's just a Second Afghan War Earldom from 1879, added to the Viscounty they granted my great-grandfather after Badajos—but it's valuable in its own right, or my dad wouldn’t have accepted it. And, of course—I want a son to inherit the Viscounty when I take over from my father, and to keep the Earldom when I'm gone, just as the kid will want it when his time comes."
Margot was burning a strawberry-leaf on her plate with her cigarette-end. She asked, impressing another little yellow scorched circle on the surface of rough green:
Margot was burning a strawberry leaf on her plate with the tip of her cigarette. She asked, creating another small yellow scorched circle on the rough green surface:
"Would it matter so very much if there wasn't any boy?"
"Would it really matter that much if there wasn't a boy?"
Franky jumped and turned red to the white, unsunned circle left by the field-cap on the summit of his high forehead.
Franky jumped and felt embarrassed by the white, untanned circle the cap left on his high forehead.
"It would matter—lots! For my Uncle Sherbrand, a younger brother of my father's, would come in for the Viscounty when I succeeded the dear old Dad. And my Uncle Sherbrand is a blackguard! Got cashiered in 1900, when he was an Artillery officer in a gun-testing billet at Wanwich. Kicked out of the Army—in War-time, mind you!—for not backing up his C.O. And the brute has got a son, too, an apprentice in an engine-shop, if he isn't actually a chauffeur. Probably the young fellow's respectable, and of course it ain't the pup's fault he's got such a sire. But my Dad would turn in his grave at the idea of being succeeded by the brother who disgraced him—and as for his grandfather—the jolly old cock 'ud bally well get up and dance, I should say.... So, you see, I can't—sympathise with you as you want me to do in this, darling! I want you to buck up and be cheerful, and face the music like a brick.... As for what you've told me—about your mother——" In spite of himself, Franky gulped, and little shiny beads of sweat stood upon his cheeks and temples. "That sort of thing doesn't run in families, like rheumatism"—he was getting idiotic—"or Roman noses! Be plucky—and everything will turn out all right. Can't possibly go wrong if we call in Saxham ... Saxham of 000, Harley Street—man my sister Trix simply swears by. Brought her boy Ronald into the world thirteen years ago, and successfully operated on him for appendicitis only the other day! ..."
"It would be a big deal! My Uncle Sherbrand, my dad's younger brother, would inherit the title when I take over from my dear old dad. And my Uncle Sherbrand is quite the character! He was kicked out of the Army in 1900 when he was an Artillery officer testing guns at Wanwich. Discharged during a war, no less!—for not backing his commanding officer. And the jerk has a son, too, who’s either an apprentice at an engine shop or maybe a chauffeur. The young guy is probably alright, and it’s definitely not his fault he has such a terrible dad. But my dad would be rolling in his grave at the thought of being succeeded by the brother who brought him shame—and as forhisGrandfather—he would definitely get up and dance, I’d say.... So, you see, I can’t—feel sorry for you the way you want me to, darling! I want you to toughen up and stay positive, and face the situation like a champ.... As for what you’ve shared with me—about your mother——" Despite himself, Franky swallowed hard, and little shiny beads of sweat appeared on his cheeks and temples. "That kind of thing doesn’t run in families like rheumatism"—he was being ridiculous—"or Roman noses! Be brave—and everything will turn out just fine. We can’t go wrong if we get Saxham involved ... Saxham from 000, Harley Street—a doctor my sister Trix swears by. He brought her son Ronald into the world thirteen years ago, and just operated on him for appendicitis the other day! ..."
Margot looked at Franky attentively and bent her head slightly. Had she understood? She must have.... Had she tacitly agreed? Of course....
Margot stared at Franky intently and tilted her head a bit. Did she understand? She had to have... Had she silently said yes? Definitely...
CHAPTER IV
CHAPTER 4
RAYMOND OF THE S. AË. F.
RAYMOND OF THE S. AË. F.
The Masculine Will had conquered. You had only to be firm with women—bless their hearts! and they caved directly.... Couldn't hold out.... Not built that way.... Franky's sternly-clamped upper-lip relaxed. He beamed as he proposed a noonday stroll in the Bois. In the direction of the bigger Lake, by one of the narrower avenues, or if Margot preferred a look-in at the Polo Club, another avenue, intersecting the Allée de Longchamps and skirting the enclosure of the Gun Club, would take them there in a jiffy, via Bagatelle.
The Masculine Will had prevailed. You just needed to be assertive with women—bless their hearts!—and they would yield immediately.... Couldn't resist.... Not built for that.... Franky's tightly-controlled expression relaxed. He smiled as he proposed a midday walk in the Bois. They could head toward the bigger Lake, taking one of the smaller paths, or if Margot preferred, they could stop by the Polo Club; another path, crossing the Allée de Longchamps and passing the Gun Club’s enclosure, would get them there quickly.viaTrivial matter.
Margot assented to the latter proposition, and, with a little flutter of the lips Franky accepted as a smile, reached for her egret stole, a filmy feathery thing she had removed on entering Nadier's, and drew on her long mousquetaire gloves and pulled down her veil of sunset chiffon, half shaded red, merging into jonquil yellow matching the shade of her marvellous gown. And Franky paid the bill in plump English sovereigns (invariably exchanged as good for louis of twenty francs by the suave and smiling waiter) and tipped the said waiter extravagantly, and took his hat from the second waiter (who invariably starts up by the side of the first when you are going) and tipped him, and got his stick from the third waiter (who came forward with this, and the en tout cas of Madame—a lovely thing in the latest dome-shape, of black net over jonquil colour, with a flounce, and an ivory stick, upon the top of which sat a green monkey in olivines, eating a ruby fruit), and lighted another cigarette, and returned the elaborate bow of the manager with a nod of the cheerful patronising order as he followed Margot through the Rambler-wreathed archway leading by a flight of shallow steps from Nadier's terrace to the wide carriage-sweep that links the broad Allée de Longchamps with the narrower Route de Madrid. And the towering plume of her astonishing hat brought down a shower of red rose-petals as she passed out before him—and Franky, with some of these on his top-hat-brim and others nestling in the front of his waistcoat, was irresistibly reminded of their wedding-day.
Margot accepted the second suggestion, and with a small flutter of her lips that Franky interpreted as a smile, she grabbed her egret stole, a delicate, feathery accessory she had removed when she entered Nadier's. She put on her long mousquetaire gloves and lowered her sunset.chiffonThe veil, which transitioned from a deep red to a bright yellow, matched the color of her gorgeous dress. Franky paid the bill with hefty English sovereigns (which the charming, smiling waiter always exchanged as if they were worth twenty-franc louis), gave the waiter a nice tip, took his hat from the second waiter (who always appeared next to the first when you were leaving), tipped him as well, and collected his cane from the third waiter (who brought it forward along with Madame's).en tout cas, a stunning piece in the latest dome shape, made of black net over a jonquil color, featuring a flounce and an ivory stick, topped with a green monkey adorned in olivines, eating a ruby fruit). He lit another cigarette and responded to the manager's elaborate bow with a cheerful, condescending nod as he followed Margot through the archway draped with ramblers leading down a shallow flight of steps from Nadier's terrace to the wide carriageway connecting the expansive Allée de Longchamps with the narrower Route de Madrid. As she walked in front of him, her tall hat's plume showered down red rose petals, and Franky, with some stuck to the brim of his top hat and others tucked into the front of his waistcoat, was irresistibly reminded of their wedding day.
Unconsciously, Franky and Margot quitted the broader, more frequented avenue, crowded with people in carriages, people in automobiles, people on motor-bicycles and bicyclettes, and followed narrower pathways, stretching between green lawns adorned with shrubberies and clumps of stately forest trees, and chiefly patronised by sweethearting couples, nursemaids in charge of children, children in domineering but affectionate charge of white-haired ladies, while venerable gentlemen dozed on rustic benches over the columns of Figaro or Paris Midi.
Without realizing it, Franky and Margot left the busy, crowded street filled with people in carriages, cars, and on motorcycles and bicycles, and took narrower paths that meandered between green lawns adorned with shrubs and clusters of tall trees. These paths were mainly used by couples on dates, nannies watching over children, kids playfully teasing elderly ladies, while older gentlemen napped on wooden benches with the latest editions of __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.FigaroorParis Midi.
When even these figures became rare, it was borne in upon Franky that he and Margot were not upon a path that led to the Grounds of the Polo Club. Reluctantly, he admitted himself lost.
When these figures became even less common, Franky realized that he and Margot weren't heading toward the Polo Club Grounds. With some hesitation, he accepted that he was lost.
"Does it matter? ..." Margot's voice was weary. "If you're absolutely set on it, we could ask one of those men in cocked hats and waxed moustaches and red-and-yellow shoulder-cords to give us the straight tip. But I don't feel the least bit keen about the Polo Club any more than the Lakes. These alleys are quiet, and the grass is nice and green. I vote we go on."
"Does it even matter? ..." Margot's voice sounded exhausted. "If you're really set on it, we could ask one of those guys with fancy hats, waxed mustaches, and colorful shoulder cords for the real story. But I'm not really interested in the Polo Club any more than the Lakes. These little streets are peaceful, and the grass is nice and green. I say we keep moving."
"Madame cannot pass this way. It is not open for strangers."
"You can't go this way, ma'am. It's closed to outsiders."
A Republican Guard, a good-looking sous-officier, had spoken, comprehending the tone rather than the English words.
A Republican Guard, a lookersous-officierhad spoken, grasping the tone more than the actual English words.
"Why not?" Margot's eyes suddenly brightened. She eagerly sniffed the air of the forbidden avenue. The corporal, indicating with his white-gloved hand other Republican Guards posted at equal distances down the prohibited alley, and at its intersection with another some two hundred yards distant, brought his eyes back to Margot to answer:
"Why not?" Margot's eyes sparkled. She eagerly inhaled the aroma of the off-limits street. The corporal, signaling with his white-gloved hand to the other Republican Guards stationed at regular intervals along the restricted alley, and at its intersection about two hundred yards away, looked back at Margot to reply:
"Madame, for the reason that certain military operations are taking place here to-day."
"Ma'am, there are some military operations taking place here today."
"But my husband is an English officer—" Margot was beginning, when Franky, reddening to his hat-brim, exhorted her to be quiet, and the Republican Guard, civilly saluting, stepped upon the grass and moved away.
"But my husband is an English officer—" Margot was starting to say, when Franky, blushing all the way to the top of his hat, urged her to be quiet, and the Republican Guard, politely saluting, stepped onto the grass and walked away.
"All the same, you are an English officer," Margot persisted, "and what use is the Entente if that doesn't count?"
"Still, you're an English officer," Margot insisted, "and what’s the point of the Entente if that doesn’t matter?"
"Best child, don't be a giddy goose!" Franky implored her. "You don't suppose the Authorities care a bad tomato for an English Loot—what they'd cotton to would have to be a British Brass Hat of the very biggest kind. Look there!—more to your left, little battums!" He indicated yet other Republican cocked hats strung at equal distances down the length of a neighbouring alley, precisely outlining the farther border of the sandwich-shaped halfacre of greensward by which their particular avenue ran. "And there!" His professional eye had noted a big, grey-painted military motor-lorry, numbered, and lettered "S. Aë. F." Behind the driver's seat towered the slender T-shaped steel mast of a Field wireless, whose spidery aerials, pegged to the turf, were in charge of men in képis and blue overalls, while a non-commissioned officer, wearing the telephone head-band of the operator, leaned on the elbow-rest of the tripod supporting the apparatus, his finger on the buzzer-key. Near him his clerk squatted, pencil and pad in readiness, while at a respectful distance from two oblong patches of white in the middle of the green plat of turf, several active upright figures in dark uniforms stood conversing, or walking to and fro.
"Come on, kid, don’t be so over-the-top!" Franky said to her. "Do you really think the Authorities care about some English loot? What would catch their eye is a high-ranking British officer. Look over there!—a bit more to your left, little one!" He pointed at more Republican cocked hats neatly arranged along a nearby alley, clearly outlining the edge of the sandwich-shaped patch of grass where their street ran. "And there!" His trained eye caught sight of a large grey military truck labeled "S. Aë. F." Behind the driver’s seat stood a tall, T-shaped steel mast for a field radio, with thin antennas secured to the ground, operated by men inképisand blue overalls, while a non-commissioned officer, wearing the operator's telephone headset, rested on the tripod holding the equipment, his finger on the buzzer. Nearby, his clerk sat down, pencil and pad ready, while at a respectful distance from two white patches on the green turf, several people in dark uniforms stood chatting or walking around.
"Officiers Aviateurs, telegraphists and mechanics of the French Service Aëronautique"—you are listening to Franky—"tremendously well-organised compared with our little footling Flying Corps, tinkered fourteen months ago out of the old Air Battalion of the R. E. These chaps are Engineers—goin' by the dark red double stripes on their overalls and their dark blue képis. Some of their machines'll be out for practice. Despatch-droppin' or bombs. Here's a man with brass on his hat, coming our way.... Takes me for a German soger-orficer I shouldn't wonder!—lots of 'em get their clothes cut in Bond Street. But though you can hide Allemand legs in English trousers"—Franky was recovering his customary cheeriness—"and some of 'em do it uncommon cleverly—you can't deodorise an accent that hails from Berlin."
"Officiers Aviateurs, telegraph operators and technicians from the FrenchService Aëronautique"—you're listening to Franky—"much better organized than our small Flying Corps, which was hastily assembled fourteen months ago from the old Air Battalion of the R. E. These guys are Engineers—indicated by the dark red double stripes on their overalls and their dark blueképisSome of their planes will be out doing practice runs, dropping supplies or bombs. Here comes a guy with a shiny hat coming toward us... He probably thinks I'm a German officer, though I wouldn't be surprised! Many of them have their outfits custom-made on Bond Street. But while you can hide German legs in English trousers—Franky was returning to his usual cheerful self—and some of them do it pretty well—you can't hide an accent that comes from Berlin.
The officer approaching—a youthful, upright figure walking quickly, with the short, springy steps of a man much in the saddle—proved to be grey-haired and grey-moustached. The double-winged badge of his Service was embroidered in gold upon the right sleeve of his tunic, and upon the collar, a single wing in this case, ending in a star. He carried binoculars suspended from his neck by a rolled-leather thong, and a revolver in a black-leather case was attached to the belt about his middle. There was thick white dust upon the legs and uppers of his high polished black boots, which the grass had scoured from the toes and soles. His bright blue-grey eyes ran over Franky as the slight soldierly salute was exchanged. He said, speaking in excellent English:
The officer coming toward them—a young man with a straight posture walking briskly, taking short, bouncy steps as if used to riding—turned out to be grey-haired with a grey mustache. The double-winged badge of his Service was stitched in gold on the right sleeve of his uniform, and there was a single wing ending in a star on his collar. He had binoculars hanging from his neck by a rolled-leather strap, and a revolver in a black leather holster was strapped to his waist. Thick white dust covered the legs and tops of his shiny black boots, which the grass had cleaned off from the toes and soles. His bright blue-grey eyes scanned Franky as they exchanged a slight soldierly salute. He spoke in excellent English:
"If Monsieur, the English officer, will obligingly mention his name, rank, and regiment, it might be possible to allow him to continue his promenade with Madame, the invention we are testing being the patent of his countryman, and already familiar to the Authorities at the British War Office."
"If Mr. English Officer could please provide his name, rank, and regiment, we might be able to allow him to continue his walk with Madame, since the invention we're testing is patented by his fellow countryman and is already recognized by the officials at the British War Office."
Thus coerced, Franky produced his card, Margot dimpled into smiles, the polite officer saluted again, introduced himself as Raymond, Capitaine-Commandant pilot of the —th escadrille, wheeled and walked away. But he returned to say, this time directly addressing Margot:
Feeling pressured, Franky pulled out his card, and Margot smiled brightly. The polite officer saluted once more and introduced himself as Raymond, Captain-Commander pilot of the —th.squadron, turned around, and walked away. But he returned to tell Margot directly:
"Should Madame la Vicomtesse desire to witness the test of her countryman's—apparatus, there can be no objection to her doing so. But that Madame should keep clear of the vicinity of the"—he pointed to the two oblong strips of white canvas adorning the middle of the expanse of green,—"the signal, intended for the guidance of the aviator, is of absolute necessity, Madame must understand!"
"If Madame la Vicomtesse wants to see her countryman's equipment, she has every right to do so. However, it's essential that Madame keeps away from the"—he pointed to the two rectangular strips of white canvas in the middle of the green area—"the signal intended to guide the aviator is absolutely necessary; Madame must understand!"
"There won't be any...?" Margot was beginning, nervously.
"Are there not going to be any...?" Margot began, feeling nervous.
"Mais non, Madame. Pas d'explosion," the officer assured her, and stiffened to attention facing eastwards, and scanning the sky with eyes that blinked in the dazzling glare of early noon. For the droning whirr of a plane just then reached them, drowning the sign of the hot south breeze that rustled in the tops of the acacias and oaks, ilexes and poplars, that rose about the arena of open ground....
"But no, Ma'am.No explosion," the officer assured her, standing at attention and looking east, scanning the sky with eyes that blinked in the bright glare of the midday sun. Just then, they heard the humming sound of a plane, overpowering the gentle warm breeze that stirred through the tops of the acacias, oaks, ilexes, and poplars surrounding the open area....
CHAPTER V
Chapter 5
THE BIRD OF WAR
THE WAR BIRD
"The avion comes from Drancy." The speaker looked back at Margot as he focussed his binoculars. "It is not one of our Army machines, but a British monoplane built by your countryman and fitted with the invention whose usefulness we are here to test." He continued: "Should the officier-pilote in charge of the—apparatus—and who for the time being represents an enemy—succeed in poising"—he hesitated a bare instant—"for a stipulated number of moments over the target—those two lengths of white canvas approximating on the grass represent the target—he scores a bull's-eye."
"The"plane"comes from Drancy." The speaker looked back at Margot while adjusting his binoculars. "It’s not one of our military planes, but a British monoplane designed by someone from your country and outfitted with the device we're here to test." He continued, "If thepilot-officerIn control of the device—who currently represents an enemy—manages to hover"—he paused briefly—"for a specific number of moments over the target—those two white strips of canvas on the grass are the target—he hits a bull's-eye."
He blinked a little, and before Franky's mental vision rose the aggregation of Government buildings near the Carrefour des Cascades, marked "Magazins et depôts" on Bædeker's maps.
He blinked a few times, and in Franky's mind, he pictured the group of government buildings close to the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Carrefour des Cascades, labeled "Magazins et dépôtson Bædeker's maps.
"He scores a bull's eye," resumed the speaker. "He has already paid one visit of the requisite duration to an address near the Porte d'Aubervilliers." Franky had a mental vision of the array of big, bloated gasometers pertaining to the Strasbourg Railway Yards. "He has made a similar call at a point indicated between the station of the Batignolles and the station of the Avenue de Clichy"—the well-preserved teeth of the officer showed under the grey moustache as he smiled, and Franky had another vision of the huge Gare aux Marchandises tucked in the angle between the Railway of the Geinture and the Western Railway lines, as the speaker went on suavely "and the target succeeding this will be the last. It is situated on the Champ de Manoeuvres at Issy. The wireless-telegraph operator of my escadrille informs me that two bull's eyes have already been registered—which for your countryman's invention presages well."
"He hits the mark," the speaker continued. "He has already made one visit of the required length to an address near the Porte d'Aubervilliers." Franky imagined the row of large, bloated gasometers belonging to the Strasbourg Railway Yards. "He also made a similar visit at a location between the Batignolles station and the Avenue de Clichy station"—the officer's well-kept teeth showed under his gray mustache as he smiled, and Franky pictured the massiveGare aux Marchandisessituated in the corner where the Geinture Railway meets the Western Railway lines, the speaker continued smoothly, "and the next target will be the last. It is located on the Champ de Manoeuvres at Issy. The wireless-telegraph operator from myescadrille"tells me that two hits have already been recorded—which is a good sign for your countryman's invention."
Franky, with British plumpness, queried:
Franky, with a British flair, asked:
"And the invention? Some new bomb-dropping device—planned to get rid of the way the engine always puts on 'em? If the English inventor-fellow has done that, his goods are worth buying, I should say!"
"And the invention? Some new bomb-dropping device—meant to fix the problem of the engine always dropping them? If the English inventor has pulled that off, his stuff is definitely worth buying, I’d say!"
Raymond, Capitaine-Commandant, answered as the droning song from the sky grew louder:
Raymond,Captain-Commander, replied as the buzzing noise from above grew louder:
"Of certainty, Monsieur, if his invention prove worth buying, my Government will undoubtedly purchase what has already been unavailingly offered to yours. It is our custom to examine and test, closely and exhaustively, new things that are offered. But what would you? We seek the best for France."
"Of course, sir, if his invention proves to be valuable, my government will certainly purchase what has already been unsuccessfully offered to yours. It's our policy to carefully examine and test new proposals that come to us. But what can you do? We strive for the best for France."
"He isn't flying his aëroplane himself, is he? Or working his own invention, whatever it may be?"
"He's not flying his plane himself, right? Or working on his own invention, whatever that is?"
"But no, Madame! One of our* Officiers-Aviateurs* is acting as pilot, a skilled mechanic of our Service occupies the observer's place. Despite the Entente Cordiale—the happy relations prevailing between my country and England—it would hardly be convenable or discreet to permit even an Englishman"—the tone of graceful, subtle irony cannot be conveyed by pen or type—"even an Englishman to fly over Paris, or any other fortified city of France. But see! In the sky to the north-east—above that silvery puff of vapour—arrives now the avion built and christened by your countryman."
"But no, Madam! One of our *Officiers-Aviateurs* is flying the plane, and a skilled mechanic from our Service is in the observer's seat. Even with the Entente Cordiale—the friendly relations between my country and England—it would hardly beappropriate"or discreet enough to allow even an Englishman"—the tone of graceful, subtle irony cannot be captured by writing or printing—"evenan Englishman flying over Paris, or any other fortified city in France. But look! In the sky to the northeast—above that silvery puff of vapor—comes now theplane"Constructed and named by someone from your country."
Margot asked, narrowing her beautiful eyes as she searched out the darkish speck upon the hot blue background:
Margot asked, narrowing her striking eyes as she searched for the dark dot against the vivid blue backdrop:
"The plane, you mean. What does he call it?"
"The plane, right? What does he call it?"
Raymond answered without removing his eyes from his binoculars:
Raymond answered without looking away from his binoculars:
"Madame, he calls it 'The Bird of War.'"
"Ma'am, he refers to it as 'The Bird of War.'"
The tuff-tuff of a motor-cycle sounded faintly in the distance, as the resonant vibrating noise of the aëroplane came more triumphantly out of the hot blue sky. Save for a scintillating white reflection to the north that might have been the crystal dome of the great big Palm House in the Jardin d'Acclimatation, and that unavoidable, useful ugliness, the gilded lantern of the Tour Eiffel, thrusting up into the middle distance over the delicately-rounded masses of new foliage upon the right-hand looking east, the glory and shame and magnificence and squalor of the Queen City of Cities might have lain a hundred leagues away, so ringed-in by delicate austere brown of serried tree-trunks, rising above rich clumps of blossoming lilac, syringa, yellow azalea, and pink, mauve, and snowy rhododendron, was the spacious green arena wherein Franky and Margot were destined to play their part.
The sound of a motorcycle faintly echoed in the distance as the loud, vibrating noise of the airplane confidently filled the hot blue sky. Aside from a sparkling white reflection to the north that might have been the crystal dome of the large Palm House in the Jardin d'Acclimatation, and the unavoidable, functional ugliness of the golden lantern on the Eiffel Tower standing out among the gently rounded masses of new foliage to the east, the glory, shame, magnificence, and squalor of the Queen City of Cities could have seemed a hundred leagues away. It was completely surrounded by the subtle, austere brown of closely packed tree trunks, rising above rich clusters of blooming lilac, syringa, yellow azalea, and pink, mauve, and white rhododendron, within this spacious green area where Franky and Margot were meant to play their part.
Now, followed by the wide-winged shadow that the sun of high noon threw almost directly beneath her, darkening drifting cloud, and open city spaces, passing over breasting tree-tops and wide stretches of municipal greensward, the Bird of War drew nearer and more near.... And glancing up as the portentous flying shadow suddenly blotted out the sunlight, Franky realised that the two-seater monoplane was hovering, and buzzing as she hovered, like a Brobdingnagian combination of kite-hawk, dragon-fly, and bumblebee.
Now, with the wide-winged shadow cast almost directly beneath her by the bright midday sun, dark clouds drifting by and open areas in the city, passing over treetops and large stretches of parkland, the Bird of War got closer and closer.... And looking up as the threatening shadow suddenly blocked the sunlight, Franky realized that the two-seater monoplane was hovering, buzzing as it floated, like a giant mix of a kite, hawk, dragonfly, and bumblebee.
He pulled out a pair of vest-pocket field-glasses and scanned her as she hung there, gleaming in the sunlight, at a height of perhaps five hundred feet above the white cloths on the grass. He could make out the Union Jack on her underwings, the huge black raking capitals of her name BIRD OF WAR painted on the side of the tapering canvas-covered fuselage, the diamond-shaped tail swaying between the pendant flaps of the huge triangular elevators, clearly as though these features had been filmed upon the screen. In a curious misty circle, spinning under the fuselage, he suspected lay the secret of her kite-like poise and hover, and behind his immaculate waistcoat he was sensible of a thrill.
He pulled out a pair of compact binoculars and gazed at her as she hung there, glimmering in the sunlight, about five hundred feet above the white cloths on the grass. He could see the Union Jack on her underwings, the large black letters of her name BIRD OF WAR painted on the side of the sleek canvas-covered fuselage, and the diamond-shaped tail swaying between the hanging flaps of the large triangular elevators, as clearly as if those features were displayed on a screen. In a strange misty circle, spinning beneath the fuselage, he suspected was the secret of her kite-like balance and hovering, and behind his pristine waistcoat, he felt a rush of excitement.
If the English inventor had not solved the baffling Problem of Stability, he had come uncommonly near it, by the Great Brass Hat! And the dud-heads at Whitehall had shown the door to him and his invention. "Good Christmas!—how like 'em!" reflected Franky, lowering the glasses to chuckle, and looking round for Margot.
If the English inventor hadn't solved the tricky Problem of Stability, he was really close with the Great Brass Hat! And the clueless folks at Whitehall had kicked him and his invention out. "Good grief!—how typical of them!" thought Franky, lowering his glasses to laugh and looking around for Margot.
There she was, some twenty yards distant, planted right in the middle of the avenue, lost to the wide in rapt contemplation of the hovering aëroplane.
There she was, about twenty yards away, standing right in the middle of the street, completely focused on watching the airplane hovering above.
"Kitts!" he called, but she did not hear, or disdained to pay attention. He tried to call again, but his mouth dried up and his feet seemed rooted to the ground. For, swinging round the turf-banked corner of the avenue at its junction with another, charging at a terrific pace down upon the little brilliant creature, came a whity-brown figure on a motorcycle, the frantic honking of its horn and the racket of its engine's open throttle mingling deafeningly with the tractor's roar.
"Kitts!" he yelled, but she either didn't hear him or chose to ignore him. He attempted to call out again, but his mouth felt dry and his feet seemed glued to the ground. As he turned the corner where one street met another, a light brown figure on a motorcycle sped towards the small, lively creature, the frantic honking of its horn and the loud sound of its engine merging painfully with the tractor's noise.
CHAPTER VI
CHAPTER 6
SHERBRAND
SHERBRAND
The frantic honking of the pneumatic horn was lost in the crashing collision of earth and metal. Franky, pallid and damp with apprehension, reassured himself by a rapid glance that Margot was safe and sound. The aëroplane had ceased buzzing and hovering, headed southwards, and floated on, trailing her shadow, leaving the traces of her passage in a smear of brown earth indicating a vicious slash made by the right-side foot-rest of a motor-cycle in the greensward, conserved and sacred to the French Republic—the upset machine to which the foot-rest appertained, and an angry young man in dusty overalls, sitting in the middle of the raked-up avenue.
The frantic honking of the air horn was overshadowed by the loud crash of earth and metal. Franky, pale and anxious, took a quick look to reassure himself that Margot was safe. The plane had stopped buzzing and hovering, heading south, and continued on, casting its shadow and leaving behind a strip of brown dirt that showed a nasty scar made by the right footrest of a motorcycle in the green grass, which was protected and sacred to the French Republic—the wrecked bike that the footrest belonged to, and an angry young man in dusty overalls, sitting in the middle of the damaged road.
"You've had a spill! ..." Franky heard himself saying.
"You've been in an accident! ..." Franky found himself saying.
"Yes.... I have had a spill—thanks to that young lady!"
"Yeah... I took a spill—thanks to that young lady!"
The dusty young man's tone was frankly savage; he regarded the brilliant little figure in the distance with a scowl of resentment as he gathered himself up from the gravel, and dabbed at a jagged, oozing cut on his prominent chin with a handkerchief of Isabella hue. "The brake-handle did that," he curtly explained, more for his own benefit than apologetic Franky's. But he looked full in the flushed and dewy countenance of Margot's lord as he added:
The dusty young man spoke in a rough tone; he glared at the small, bright figure in the distance with irritation as he stood up from the gravel and pressed a Isabella-colored handkerchief against a jagged, bleeding cut on his noticeable chin. "The brake handle did that," he said bluntly, more for his own benefit than to apologize to Franky. But he encountered the flushed and dewy face of Margot's lord as he continued:
"If I'd killed her, a French jury would have found that she deserved it!—running like a corncrake across the avenue when I was scorching up at top speed! ..."
"If I'd killed her, a French jury would have said she deserved it!—running across the street while I zoomed by at full speed! ..."
"I know," Franky stammered. "I—I see how it all happened. You had to steer slap into the bank—to save my—my wife's life. How can I apologise? ... You see, she was crazy about the aëroplane.... She'd been warned to keep well out of the way—you know what women are! ..."
"I get it," Franky stammered. "I—I understand how everything happened. You had to go straight into the bank to save my—my wife's life. How can I say I'm sorry? ... You see, she was obsessed with the airplane.... She'd been told to stay away—you know how women are! ..."
"Oh, as to that! ..." The dusty young man, moving with a perceptible limp, went to the prone motor-cycle, stood it up on its bent stand with one twist of his big-boned wrist, and began to examine into its injuries. "Not much wrong," he said to himself, and straightened his back, and in the act of throwing a leg over the saddle, felt Franky's restraining grip upon his arm.
"Oh, about that! ..." The dusty young man, walking with a noticeable limp, approached the downed motorcycle, quickly righted it on its broken stand with a strong twist of his wrist, and began assessing the damage. "Not much wrong," he murmured to himself, straightened his back, and just as he was about to swing a leg over the seat, he felt Franky's grip pulling him back by the arm.
"You don't go until my wife has thanked you!" Franky's upper-lip was Rhadamanthine. "Margot!" he called, in a tone of authority such as he had never previously heard from his own mouth; "Come here at once, please! I want to speak to you!"
"You can't leave until my wife thanks you!" Franky's upper lip was tense. "Margot!" he shouted, in a commanding voice he didn't know he was capable of; "Come here right now, please! I need to talk to you!"
The fluttering little figure waved a hand to him. The gay little voice called back:
The small figure waved at him. The cheerful voice answered:
"Yes.... Oh!—but look at them! ... Can they be going? Why, I believe they are! ..."
"Yes... Oh!—but look at them! ... Are they actually leaving? I think they really are! ..."
The canvas strips had been rolled up by a mechanician of the Service Aëronautique, and stowed away behind the big grey telegraph-car, in the recesses of which the telescopic steel mast and aërials of the wireless had been snugly tucked away. The mechanics in képis and overalls had stowed themselves away inside the camion; the wireless operator, a képi having replaced his headband, was acting as chauffeur. And, occupying the front seat beside a junior officer, who piloted a second, smaller car, Raymond, Capitaine-Commandant pilot of the —th escadrille of France's Service Aëronautique gave the signal for departure with an upward wave of his hand. Then, with some sharp, staccato trills of a whistle and the double honk of a pneumatic horn, the car of the commandant turned and sped down the avenue, followed by the tractor-waggon; and both were lost to view.
The canvas strips were rolled up by a mechanic from the Aeronautics Service and stored behind the large gray telegraph car, where the telescopic steel mast and wireless antennas were neatly tucked away. The mechanics incapsand overalls had settled inside thetruckThe wireless operator, wearing a cap instead of his headband, was acting as the driver. Sitting in the front seat next to a junior officer who was driving a smaller second car was Raymond.Captain-Commander pilotThe leader of the —th squadron of France's Aeronautics Service signaled for departure with a quick wave of his hand. Then, with some sharp, quick whistles and the sound of a pneumatic horn honking twice, the commandant's car turned and sped down the avenue, followed by the tractor-trailer, and both vanished from sight.
"But—they're gone! ... And—and the aëroplane...." Margot gasped out the words in amazed discomfiture, sending her eyes after a dwindling shape beating down the sky to the southward, and straining her ears to catch the last of the tractor's whirring song.
"But—they're gone! ... And—and the airplane...." Margot gasped in disbelief, watching a fading figure vanish into the sky to the south, straining to hear the final notes of the tractor's humming.
"Nearly at Issy, I should calculate—travelling at eighty miles an hour. Impossible now to catch up with her in time to see her do the last stunt. Can choose my own pace for going, anyhow," said the motor-cyclist ruefully. "Nothing left to do but take the Bird over and fly her back to the Drancy hangar."
"Almost at Issy, I guess—going eighty miles per hour. There's no way to catch up with her in time to see her do the last stunt. I can set my own pace now, anyway," said the motorcyclist with a sigh. "All that's left is to take the Bird and fly it back to the Drancy hangar."
He tried to laugh, but his wrung face gave the lie to the plucky pretence of indifference. He went on, still doggedly mopping away at his bleeding chin:
He attempted to laugh, but his contorted face showed the effort of pretending to be unaffected. He carried on, stubbornly wiping at his bleeding chin:
"I was lucky in getting a hearing on this side of the Channel. The bigwigs at Whitehall simply referred me to the Superintendent of the Royal Aircraft Factory at Frayborough, and as I'd tried him twice already, I knew what he'd got to say. The Commander of the Central School of Military Aviation was a brick—I'll say that for him. He sent a French flying officer to look me up at Hendon, who got me in touch with the Inventions Bureau of their Service Aëronautique.... Well! the big test's over by this time. I shall know my fate in a week or two—or possibly in a year?"
I was lucky to have a meeting on this side of the Channel. The higher-ups at Whitehall just directed me to the Superintendent of the Royal Aircraft Factory at Frayborough, and since I'd already tried to contact him twice, I knew whathe'dI have to say, the Commander of the Central School of Military Aviation was impressive—I’ll give him that. He sent a French flying officer to find me at Hendon, who got me in touch with the Inventions Bureau of their __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Service AëronautiqueWell! The big test is over now. I should find out my results in a week or two—or maybe in a year?
"Oh! You don't mean——"
"Oh! You can't be serious—"
The horrified cry broke from Margot. Franky yelled:
Margot screamed in terror. Franky yelled:
"By the Great Brass Hat! ... You're the inventor! The whole thing was your show!"
"By the Great Brass Hat! ... You're the one who invented it! The entire concept was your idea!"
"Yes, I'm the inventor," the tanned young man in the dusty overalls answered rather contemptuously: "What did you take me for? ... A French medical student having a joy-ride, or a commis voyageur?"
"Yeah, I'm the inventor," the tanned young man in the dusty overalls said with a bit of disdain. "What did you think I was? ... A French medical student just having some fun, or a __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__, or what?"traveling salesman?
"Can't say. Never thought! ... Fact is—my wife had frightened me horribly. When your machine bore down on her—posted right in the middle of the gravel—I was scared stiff—give you my honour!—you might have sunk a brace of Dreadnoughts in the palms of my hands!"
"I can't say. I've never thought about it! ... The truth is—my wife really scared me. When your machine came charging toward her—parked right in the middle of the gravel—I was so scared—cross my heart!—you could have sunk a couple of Dreadnoughts in my hands!"
Franky made this absurd statement with so sincere an air, and clinched it so effectually by displaying a lovely silk-cambric handkerchief in a state of soppy limpness, that the abrased inventor nearly laughed.
Franky made this absurd statement with such a genuine expression, and backed it up so well by flaunting a beautiful silk-cambric handkerchief that was completely soaked and limp, that the annoyed inventor almost laughed.
But his thick, silvery, fair eyebrows settled into a straight line across his tanned forehead. He said with a directness that seemed to belong to his lean, keen, hatchet-faced type:
But his thick, silvery-blonde eyebrows created a straight line across his tanned forehead. He spoke with a directness that seemed to fit his lean, sharp, hatchet-shaped face:
"Once more, I am glad that no harm has happened to the lady. The delay caused by the—mishap can hardly have prejudiced my success. For all I know, the test of my hoverer may have favourably impressed the judges. If it has done otherwise I have no right to blame man, dog, or devil, for a failure that may be my own."
"Once again, I'm glad the lady is okay. The delay from the accident probably hasn't impacted my chances of success too much. For all I know, my hovercraft demonstration might have made a good impression on the judges. If it didn’t, I can't blame anyone—people or animals—for a failure that could be my own."
He lifted his goggled cap to Margot with a good air, pulled it down, and was in the act of lowering the visor, when Margot's voice arrested the big-boned hand. That voice Franky knew could be wonderfully coaxing. It pleaded now, soft as the sigh of a Mediterranean breeze:
He raised his goggled cap to Margot with a confident move, pulled it down, and was just about to lower the visor when Margot's voice halted his strong hand. Franky knew that voice could be really convincing. It pleaded now, soft like the sigh of a Mediterranean breeze:
"Whether the test is successful or isn't, will you promise that we shall hear from you? ..."
"Regardless of whether the test is successful, will you promise that we will hear from you? ..."
"Good egg!" joined in Franky. "Do let us know! ... We're stopping at the Spitz, Place Vendôme." He warmed and grew expansive in the light of Margot's smile of approval. "Drop in on us there," he urged, "as soon as you've found out. Come and dine with us in any case.... No!—we're engaged to-night, but come and lunch at two sharp to-morrow, and tell us all about your hoverer over a bottle of Bubbly. Suite 10, Second Floor. Name of Norwater. Stick this away to remind you," he ended, tendering his card.
“Good egg!” Franky added. “Definitely let us know! ... We’re staying at the Spitz, Place Vendôme.” He felt warm and opened up in response to Margot's approving smile. “Stop by and see us there,” he encouraged, “as soon as you find out. Come and have dinner with us anyway... No!—we’re busy tonight, but come for lunch at two o’clock tomorrow, and tell us everything about your hoverer over a bottle of Bubbly. Suite 10, Second Floor. Name of Norwater. Keep this to remind you,” he finished, handing over his card.
"You're awfully good. But at the same time I hardly——"
"You're really amazing. But at the same time, I hardly——"
The voice broke off. A glance at the proffered pasteboard had dyed the inventor flaming scarlet from the collar of his dusty gabardine to the edges of his goggled cap. He dropped the card quietly upon the gravel, and said, looking Franky straight between the eyes:
The voice faded away. A quick glance at the business card made the inventor turn bright red, from the collar of his dusty coat to the edge of his goggles. He quietly dropped the card onto the gravel and said, looking straight into Franky's eyes:
"Even if I were able to accept I'd have to decline your invitation. My name's Sherbrand—I'm your Uncle Alan's son." He settled himself in the saddle and finished before he pulled up the starting-lever. "Understand—I'd no idea who you were until I saw the name on your card. It has been a queer encounter—I can't say a pleasant one. Let me end it by saying 'Good-day!' ..."
"Even if I wanted to, I’d have to decline your invitation. My name's Sherbrand—I’m your Uncle Alan's son." He got comfortable in the saddle and finished his sentence before pulling the starting lever. "Just so you know, I didn’t recognize you until I saw your name on your card. This has been a weird meeting—I can’t say it’s been a pleasant one. Let me finish by saying 'Good day!' ..."
Franky's new-found cousin touched the goggled cap and pulled up the starting-lever. With the customary bang and snort, the motor-bicycle leaped away. Margot had uttered a little gasp at the moment of revelation. Now she turned great eyes of dismay on Franky, and withdrew them quickly. For Franky's eyes had become circular and poppy, his mouth tried to shape itself into a whistle, but his expression was merely vacuous. He continued to explode with "Great Snipe!" at intervals, as he and Margot made their way back to more populous avenues, chartered a fortuitously passing taxi, and were driven back via the Porte Dauphine to Spitz's gorgeous caravanserai in the Place Vendôme, when Margot vanished into her own bower, sending her French maid to intimate to Milord that Miladi would take tea alone in that apartment, and did not intend to dine.
Franky's newly found cousin touched the goggled cap and pulled the starting lever. With a typical bang and snort, the motorbike took off. Margot gasped as the realization hit her. She glanced at Franky with wide eyes of shock and quickly looked away. Franky’s eyes were round and bulging, and he tried to whistle, but his expression was blank. He kept exclaiming "Great Snipe!" at different moments as he and Margot made their way back to busier streets, hailed a lucky passing taxi, and were driven back via the Porte Dauphine to Spitz's beautiful inn in the Place Vendôme. There, Margot disappeared into her room, sending her French maid to let Milord know that Miladi would have tea alone in that room and did not plan to dine.
Thus Franky, relieved from duty, presently found himself, in company with a cigar, strolling bachelor-fashion through the streets of Paris. No very clear recollection stayed with him of how he spent the afternoon. At one time he found himself with his features glued against the plate-glass window of a celebrated establishment dedicated to the culture and restoration of feminine beauty, contemplating divers gilt wigs on stands—porcelain pots of marvellous unguents, warranted to eliminate wrinkles; sachets of mystic herbs to be immersed in baths; creams guaranteed to impart to the most exhausted skin the velvety freshness of infancy.
So Franky, off duty, soon found himself walking through the streets of Paris with a cigar, enjoying his time as a bachelor. He didn’t really remember how he spent the afternoon. At one point, he found himself pressed against the glass window of a popular shop focused on enhancing and restoring women’s beauty, looking at various gilded wigs on display—porcelain jars of incredible creams that claimed to erase wrinkles; sachets of mystical herbs meant for baths; and lotions guaranteed to give even the most tired skin the soft, fresh feel of youth.
Later he strayed into a sunny, green-turfed public garden, full of white statues, sparkling fountains, and municipal seats whereon Burgundian, Dalmatian, and Alsatian wet-nurses dandled or rocked or nourished their infant charges, and bonnes or governesses presided over the gambols of older babies, who played with belled Pierrots, or toy automobiles, or inflated balls of gorgeous hues.
Later, he strolled into a sunny public park with green grass, filled with white statues, sparkling fountains, and benches where Burgundian, Dalmatian, and Alsatian nannies looked after their babies. Caregivers or governesses kept an eye on older kids playing with noisy Pierrot dolls, toy cars, or brightly colored inflatable balls.
There is nothing profoundly moving in the sight of a stout, beribboned wet-nurse suckling her employer's infant. But into the company of these important hirelings came quite unconsciously a young working-woman in a shabby brown merino skirt and a blouse of white Swiss. Her shining black hair was uncovered to the sunshine. On one arm she carried a bouncing baby, on the other a basket containing cabbages and onions, and a flask of cheap red wine, which receptacle its owner, having taken the other end of the seat Franky occupied, set down between herself and the young man. She was a healthy, plump young woman with too pronounced a moustache for beauty. But when, having methodically turned the baby upside down to rearrange some detail of its scanty dress, she reversed it and bared her breast to the eager mouth, a strange thrill went through Franky. A dimness came before his vision, and it was as though those dimpled hands plucked at his heart. He suffered a sudden revulsion strange in a young man so modern, up-to-date, and beautifully tailored. He knew that he longed for a son most desperately. And the devil of it was—Margot did not.
There’s nothing particularly special about seeing a heavyset nanny with ribbons breastfeeding her employer's baby. But suddenly, a young working-class woman wearing a worn brown skirt and a white blouse walked in among these important hired caregivers. Her shiny black hair glimmered in the sunlight. She held a lively baby in one arm and a basket filled with cabbages, onions, and a bottle of cheap red wine in the other. The woman took the other end of the bench where Franky sat and placed the basket down between herself and the young man. She was a healthy, plump young woman with a mustache that was too noticeable to be called attractive. However, when she carefully turned the baby upside down to adjust its sparse clothing and then flipped it back to offer her breast to the eager little mouth, Franky felt an unexpected thrill. A haze clouded his vision, as if those chubby hands were pulling at his heart. He felt a sudden, strange yearning that was unusual for a young man who was so modern, stylish, and well-dressed. He realized that he desperately wanted a son. And the frustrating part was—Margot didn’t.
CHAPTER VII
CHAPTER 7
THE CONSOLATRIX
THE CONSOLATRIX
Thus, Franky got up and moved away, driven by the stinging cloud of thoughts that pursued and battened on him, and presently found himself following a stream of people up a flight of marble steps, and under an imposing portico that ended in a turnstile and a National Collection of Paintings and Sculptures.
Franky stood up and walked away, overwhelmed by the thoughts that troubled him. He soon found himself joining a crowd of people ascending a set of marble steps, beneath a grand portico that led to a turnstile for the National Collection of Paintings and Sculptures.
Wandering through a maze of long skylighted galleries where the master-works of Modern Art are conserved and cherished, he was to encounter the thought that haunted him in a myriad of images, wrought by the chisel, the brush, the burin, and the graving-tool in marble or bronze, upon canvas or panel, in ivory, or silver, or enamel, or gold.
As he walked through a maze of large, brightly lit galleries showcasing the masterpieces of Modern Art, he encountered the concept that haunted him in countless images, crafted by the chisel, the brush, the carving tool, and the engraver on marble or bronze, on canvas or wood, in ivory, silver, enamel, or gold.
A sculptured Hagar mourning by the side of her dying Ishmael caught his eye as he entered the first gallery. Farther on, Eve after the Fall lifted the infant Cain to receive the kiss of Adam, homing to his shack of green branches at the end of the labouring day. And a shag-thighed, curly-horned Pan romped with a litter of sturdy bear-cubs, and medallions and panels of childhood were everywhere.
As he entered the first gallery, he was drawn to a carved figure of Hagar mourning next to her dying son, Ishmael. Further in, there was Eve after the Fall, lifting baby Cain for a kiss from Adam, who was returning to his shelter made of green branches at the end of the day. Meanwhile, a shaggy-legged, curly-horned Pan frolicked with a group of strong bear cubs, and medallions and childhood scenes were visible all around.
It was the same in the galleries devoted to painting. A Breton christening-party, depicted with the roughness that hides consummate mastery of technique, trudged along a snowy coast-road towards a little chapel near the seashore. The young mother in her winged starched cap and bodice of black velvet, yet pale from the ordeal of anguish, walked between her smiling gossips, carrying her new-born infant, chrysalis-like in its linen swaddlings, to be made into a good Christian by M. le Curé. And seated on a broken throne of red granite beneath the towering propylæum of a ruined Egyptian temple, whose colonnades of lotus columns, and walls painted with processions of hierophants offering incense to bird or beast-headed deities, and bewigged dancers and musicians ministering to the pleasures of long-eyed kings, receded down long perspectives into distance, a Woman, young and slender and draped in a long blue cloak over a white robe, gazed downwards at a naked Child sleeping upon her knees. And about the downy temples of the Child shone a slender ring of mystic brightness, and another, more faint, haloed the chastely beautiful head of the Mother bending above.
It was similar in the painting galleries. A Breton christening party, illustrated with a rawness that hides remarkable talent, walked along a snowy coastal road toward a small chapel by the sea. The young mother, wearing a starched cap and a black velvet bodice, though pale from childbirth, walked between her smiling friends, holding her newborn baby, wrapped in linen swaddling, to be baptized by M. le Curé. Sitting on a broken red granite throne beneath the towering entrance of a ruined Egyptian temple, with its lotus columns and walls decorated with images of priests offering incense to bird or animal-headed gods, along with bewigged dancers and musicians entertaining long-eyed kings fading into the distance, a young woman, slender and draped in a long blue cloak over a white robe, looked down at a naked child sleeping on her lap. Around the soft temples of the child was a thin ring of mystical light, and another, fainter glow surrounded the delicately beautiful head of the mother leaning over.
Another canvas, austere and gorgeous, with the marvellous blues and emeralds and rich deep crimsons of old Byzantine ornament in relief against a background of dull tawny gold, showed the same maternal figure, far older and in darker draperies, seated upon a chair of wrought ivory upon a daïs, looking outward and upward with deep eyes of unfathomable tenderness and sorrow, and pale hands lifted in supplication to that Heaven whither Her Son ascended after His Victory over Death. Across the knees of the Consolatrix Afflictorum a mourning mother lay prone and tearless. And at the feet of the Virgin, outstretched amidst the scattered petals of some fallen roses, you saw the nude, beautiful body of a male child of some three years old.
Another canvas, striking and beautiful, featured stunning blues, emeralds, and rich deep reds of vintage Byzantine patterns in relief against a dull gold background. It depicted the same motherly figure, much older and dressed in darker robes, seated on an intricately carved ivory chair on a raised platform, looking outward and upward with deep eyes filled with endless tenderness and sorrow, and pale hands raised in prayer to the Heaven where Her Son ascended after His Victory over Death. Across the knees of the Consolatrix Afflictorum, a grieving mother lay face down and tearless. At the Virgin's feet, among scattered petals from fallen roses, lay the naked, beautiful body of a male child about three years old.
But little of the inner meaning of Bouguereau's great picture filtered through Franky's honest brown eyes to the mind that lay somewhere behind them. But he realised that for the grieving woman who had borne a son and lost him there was no more joy in the world.
But very little of the deeper meaning of Bouguereau's great painting reached Franky's honest brown eyes or the thoughts that were hidden behind them. However, he understood that for the grieving woman who had given birth to a son and lost him, there was no joy left in the world.
The Child of that Woman upon whose knees she leaned her breaking heart had lived to attain to the perfect ripeness of glorious Manhood. But then.... Franky followed the lines of the dark, downward-drifting veil up to the rapt Mother-face with the sorrowful, close-folded mouth and the deep, fathomless eyes, and remembered what had happened to Her Son.
The child of the woman she relied on during her heartbreak had grown into a strong, impressive man. But then... Franky followed the lines of the dark, falling veil to the captivated mother's face, with her sorrowful, tightly shut mouth and deep, unfathomable eyes, and remembered what had happened to her son.
"Beg pardon!" he found himself muttering between his teeth. His hand went up, and he had bared his sleek brown head before he knew. This wasn't a Roman Catholic Church, anyway ... there was no obligation even to appear respectful; France had long ago kicked over the traces of Religion—all French people were Freethinkers in these days. Telling himself this, Franky did not replace the shiny topper. One rapid glance to right and left had shown him that the gallery was nearly empty; the few visitors it contained were too far distant to have observed the action. Except, possibly, one person, a lean, short, elderly man in shabby black, who stood some paces behind, a little to the left of Franky, holding a shovel-brimmed round-crowned beaver with both hands against his sunken chest as he gazed with bright, absorbed eyes at the wonderful rapt face of the Consoler; his lips moving rapidly as he whispered to himself, not breaking off or twitching a muscle because Franky had glanced round:
“Excuse me!” he found himself muttering quietly. He raised his hand and removed his sleek brown hat before he even realized it. This wasn’t a Catholic Church anyway... there was no need to even look respectful; France had long moved past religion—all the people in France were free thinkers these days. Reminding himself of this, Franky didn’t put the shiny hat back on. A quick glance to his right and left showed him that the gallery was almost empty; the few visitors there were too far away to have noticed his action. Except, maybe, for one person, a lean, short, elderly man in worn black, who stood a few steps behind and slightly to the left of Franky, holding a wide-brimmed beaver hat with both hands against his sunken chest as he stared with bright, focused eyes at the beautiful, entranced face of the Consoler; his lips moving quickly as he whispered to himself, not stopping or blinking even though Franky had looked around:
Franky glanced round again, and this time encountered the oddly young eyes of his neighbour, looking from a brown, deeply wrinkled visage framed in thickly growing, straight black hair, heavily streaked with white.
Franky looked around once more and this time he locked eyes with his neighbor, whose surprisingly youthful gaze was set in a brown, deeply wrinkled face framed by thick, straight black hair that was heavily streaked with white.
"Monsieur is a lover of Art?"
"Is the gentleman an art lover?"
Undoubtedly a Frenchman, he addressed Franky in cultured English, with a tone and manner excellently graced. The vivid clearness of his amber-coloured eyes, set in the now smiling mask of walnut-brown wrinkles, was attractive. And Franky answered, unconsciously warming to the look and smile:
Clearly a Frenchman, he spoke to Franky in elegant English, with a tone and style that was very sophisticated. The bright clarity of his amber-colored eyes, framed by his now-smiling, walnut-brown wrinkles, was attractive. Franky responded, subconsciously feeling drawn to his appearance and smile:
"Must say I hardly know. Things that clever, intellectual people go into raptures over, bore me simply stiff. Other things—things they howl down—go straight to the spot, you see. And all I can say when I'm hauled over the coals for liking rubbish is, that the rubbish is good enough for this child."
"I have to admit I hardly get it. Things that smart, intellectual people rave about completely bore me. Other things—things they criticize—really resonate with me, you know? And all I can say when I'm questioned for enjoying what they call trash is that this trash is just fine for me."
"I comprehend. Monsieur has the courage of his convictions. It is a quality rare in these days. And—this painting particularly appeals to Monsieur? May one be pardoned for asking why?"
"I get it. You have the courage to stand by your beliefs. That’s a quality that’s hard to find these days. So, does this painting resonate with you? Can I ask why?"
The voice was suave, but it somehow compelled an answer. Franky, with an indistinct remembrance of viva voce examinations awakening in him, cleared his throat and fell back a pace or two.... Well set up and well-bred, well-groomed and well-dressed, his figure, beside that other in the priestly soutane of rusty alpaca, short enough to reveal coarse ribbed stockings of black yarn, and cracked prunella shoes with worn steel buckles, made a contrast sufficiently quaint to provoke a stare of curiosity, had any observer passed just then. But standing together on the beeswaxed floor at the upper end of the long, bright, skylighted gallery, the Guardsman and his temporary acquaintance were as private as it is possible to be in a public place.
The voice was smooth, but it still demanded a reply. Franky, with a hazy recollection of __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,viva voceAs the exams came back to him, he cleared his throat and stepped back a bit. Well-built and polite, neatly dressed and groomed, he looked strikingly different from the other figure in the priest's worn alpaca robe, which was short enough to reveal coarse black ribbed stockings and scuffed shoes with old steel buckles. This created an odd contrast that could have caught the eye of any passerby. But standing together on the polished floor at the upper end of the long, bright gallery lit by skylights, the Guardsman and his temporary acquaintance felt as private as possible in a public space.
Thus, at the cost of a heightened complexion and an occasional stammer, Franky explained himself. The painting appealed to him because it recalled a Bible story—made familiar to Franky by reason of having swotted it at School for Sunday Ques. with other fellows of the Fifth in Greyshott's time. Also, on the wind-up Sunday of his, Franky's, Last Term, having passed for the Army with the dev—hem!—of a lot of trouble—a beastly epidemic of diphtheria and scarlet fever having broken out among the children of the Windsor poor, the Head had preached from the text in Big Chapel. And the text went something like this:
With a flushed face and a slight stutter, Franky shared his story. The painting caught his eye because it reminded him of a Bible story he learned while preparing for Sunday Questions with the other kids in Fifth during Greyshott's time. Also, on the last Sunday of his Last Term, after he had worked hard to qualify for the Army—a challenging experience due to a terrible outbreak of diphtheria and scarlet fever among the unfortunate kids in Windsor—the Head had delivered a sermon from a text in Big Chapel. The text went something like this:
"A Voice in Rama was heard, of lamentation and mourning: Rachel bewailing her children: and would not be comforted because they are not."
"A voice was heard in Rama, filled with crying and sorrow: Rachel was weeping for her children and refusing to be comforted because they are gone.
The haggard, beautiful, tearless Rachel of the picture hadn't bucked at the disfigurement and the pain and the danger of child-bearing. She had welcomed them for the sake of the kid.... It was a thundering pity he hadn't lived—in Franky's opinion; "woman jolly well deserved to have been let keep that clinking fine boy to rear."
The tired, beautiful, tearless Rachel in the picture had endured the disfigurement, pain, and risks of childbirth without a word of complaint. She had accepted these challenges for the sake of her child. Franky thought it was such a tragedy that he hadn't made it; "a woman really deserved to have been able to keep that amazing boy to raise."
"I comprehend." The clear eyes flashed into Franky's, the withered brown mask was alight with sympathetic intelligence. "To Monsieur, an English officer and a member of the Protestant Church of England, that woman who leans her bursting heart upon the knees of the Mother of Consolation is Rachel." He quoted:
"I understand." The bright eyes shone into Franky's, the weathered brown face illuminated with understanding. "To Monsieur, an English officer and a member of the Church of England, that woman who lays her heavy heart on the knees of the Mother of Consolation is Rachel." He quoted:
"'Vox in Rama audita est, ploratus el ululatus: Rachel plorans filios suos: et noluit consolari, quia non sunt.'"
'A voice was heard in Rama, weeping and wailing: Rachel weeping for her children: and she refused to be comforted, because they are no more.'"
"That's it!" Franky nodded, admitting candidly: "Though I always was a duffer at Latin, and we weren't taught at School to pronounce it—quite in that way."
"That's it!" Franky nodded, openly admitting, "Even though I was never good at Latin, we weren't taught to pronounce it like that in school."
Said the clear-eyed old man, whose dark wrinkled throat displayed no edge of linen above the plain circular collar of the soutane, only a significant border of purple from which two widish lappets of the same colour depended beneath the peaked and mobile chin, and who might have been a prelate of sorts, had it not been understood of simple Franky that the State had abolished the Catholic religion and banished all priests, monks, and nuns from France.
The clear-eyed old man spoke, his dark, wrinkled neck revealing nothing but the plain circular collar of his robe, with a distinct purple trim from which two wide flaps of the same color draped down beneath his pointed and expressive chin. He could have seemed like a church official, if it weren't common knowledge to simple Franky that the State had abolished the Catholic religion and expelled all priests, monks, and nuns from France.
"The Italianate Latin puzzles you.... It is—slightly different to the Latin they taught you at Eton? Hein? When I lived in England—not so long ago—I counted several brave Eton fellows among my acquaintances. And their mental attitude with regard to the language of Virgil, Horace, and Tacitus was precisely that of Monsieur."
The Italian Latin puzzles you.... It's a bit different from the Latin they taught you at Eton, right?HeinWhen I lived in England—not too long ago—I had several brave friends from Eton. Their attitude towards the language of Virgil, Horace, and Tacitus was exactly the same as Monsieur's.
He chuckled, and his oddly young eyes twinkled quite gaily as he pulled out a battered little silver snuff-box and helped himself, wrinkling his thin hooked nose with evident enjoyment. As he dusted the pungent brown grains from his lappets with a coarse blue-checked cotton handkerchief, an amethyst ring on the wrinkled hand flashed pink and violet in the light.
He laughed, and his surprisingly youthful eyes sparkled with joy as he pulled out a worn silver snuff box and helped himself, wrinkling his thin hooked nose in clear pleasure. While brushing the strong brown powder from his lapels with a rough blue-checked cotton handkerchief, an amethyst ring on his wrinkled hand shimmered pink and violet in the light.
"To Monsieur who is doubtless familiar with the Scriptures in Tyndall's translation, I might suggest that the Latin of the Ancient Romans should be pronounced in the Roman style! But Monsieur will pardon this tone of the pedagogue. I will not 'bore you stiff' with a classical disquisition. Permit me to thank you for your amiable compliance with the request of an old man, and to wish you good-day."
"To Sir, who surely knows the Scriptures in Tyndale's translation, I might suggest that the Latin of the Ancient Romans should be pronounced in the Roman way! But I hope you'll forgive my teacher-like tone. I won’t 'bore you to tears' with a classical lecture. Let me thank you for kindly agreeing to the request of an old man, and I wish you a great day."
He combined apology, farewell, and dismissal in a courtly little bow, and as though undoubting that the other would pass on, plunged again into the picture. But Franky lingered to say, awkwardly:
He wrapped up an apology, a goodbye, and a polite dismissal in a small bow, and as if he was confident the other person would just move on, he dove back into the scene. But Franky hung back to say, clumsily:
"Perhaps ... If you don't mind...."
"Perhaps... If that's okay with you..."
"Hein? ..."
"Hein? ..."
The keen eyes reverted to his embarrassed face instantly.
His flushed face immediately caught their keen attention.
"What if I do not mind? ... There is something you desire to ask me?"
"What if I don't care? ... Do you want to ask me something?"
"Well, yes!" Franky admitted. "Don't quite pipe why, but I rather cotton to hearing your version.... Of the meaning of that picture, you know! ..."
"Well, yeah!" Franky admitted. "I don't really understand why, but I actually enjoy hearing your perspective on... the meaning of that picture, you know!"
"Yes—yes! I understand! ..." The vivid eyes flashed piercingly into Franky's, and leaped back to the great glorious canvas within the stately frame. "To you who were once a boy at Eton that woman who has no more tears to shed is Rachel of Rama.... To me, once Seminarist of the Institut Catholique, as to others of my holy faith and sacred calling—she is France—our beloved France, who leans upon the knees and against the bosom of the Catholic Church in her bereavement—mourning with anguish unutterable her children who are dead.... Dead to Faith, dead to the Spiritual Life—members separated from the Body of Christ by their own choice as by the act of Government. Lost!—unless the ray of Divine Grace find and touch them in their self-made darkness, and they repent, and turn themselves to Christ again!"
"Yes—yes! I understand! ..." The bright eyes locked onto Franky's, then shifted back to the stunning canvas in the grand frame. "To you, who was once a boy at Eton, that woman with no more tears to shed is Rachel of Rama.... To me, once a student at the Institut Catholique, and like others of my faith and calling—she is France—our beloved France, who rests in the embrace of the Catholic Church in her grief—mourning with unimaginable sorrow for her children who are lost.... Lost to Faith, lost to Spiritual Life—members separated from the Body of Christ by their own choices and the actions of the Government. Lost!—unless the ray of Divine Grace reaches them in their self-imposed darkness, and they repent and return to Christ!"
Franky said, with wholly lovable banality:
Franky said, in a completely charming way:
"Rather sweepin', but natural conclusion, from a religious point o' view. Still, when a whole nation gets up like one man and bally well chucks a Religion, there must be something jolly off-colour and thundering rotten about that Religion, don't you know?"
"It's a broad but understandable conclusion from a religious viewpoint. However, when a whole nation comes together and completely rejects a religion, there has to be something seriously wrong and deeply flawed with that religion, right?"
"A whole nation!"
"A whole country!"
The bright eyes held Franky's sternly. He lifted his right arm, and the withered hand still shut upon the battered snuff-box shot up two fingers in vigorous protest. "Pardon, Monsieur—you are very seriously mistaken. France was never more Catholic at heart than now. How strange!—when but twenty-one miles of salt water divide Calais from Dover—when the Entente Cordiale has established between your country and mine nominally close and intimate relations; that so complete an ignorance as to the French Nation, its Government, its mode of thought, its moral, religious, and social conditions, should be found prevailing in Great Britain to-day!"
The bright eyes locked onto Franky’s gaze. He raised his right arm, and the frail hand, still clutching the worn snuff-box, shot up two fingers in strong protest. “Excuse me, sir—you’re completely mistaken. France has never been more Catholic at heart than it is now. How odd it is!—when only twenty-one miles of salt water separate Calais from Dover—when the Entente Cordiale is supposed to have created close and friendly relations between our countries; that such a total ignorance of the French Nation, its Government, its way of thinking, and its moral, religious, and social conditions could exist in Great Britain today!”
"My dear sir, you're off the bull—completely off!" protested Franky—Franky whose second sister was married to a Frenchman, Franky who knew Paris as well as the inside of his week-end suit-case, by Jove!
"My dear sir, you are completely mistaken!" Franky protested—Franky whose second sister was married to a Frenchman, Franky who knew Paris as well as the inside of his weekend suitcase, I swear!
A deprecating shrug and a supple outstretched hand cut short the speaker.
A dismissive shrug and a flexible outstretched hand cut off the speaker.
"Pardon, Monsieur l'Anglais—I know what you would say to me! There is much force in the argument.... It is très sensée—and there is truth in it, and yet it is false—to be guilty of a paradox. The aristocracy of Great Britain, like her plutocracy, set high value upon much that comes from France. British gold is poured into my country in return for the newest and most fanciful modes in costume, millinery, and jewellery. And not only do your beautiful women adorn themselves with the inventions of our bold and original genius for ornament, but for your menus, your pleasures, the novels and plays that paint in intoxicating colours the joys of unchaste love and illicit passion, for the sensuous poetry that is garlanded with the flame-hued flowers of Evil, you are ready to praise and pay us lavishly, as though no nobler growth than this rank luxuriance sprang from the intellectual soil of France. Our vices—alas!—with the appalling diseases that spring from them, and the combinations of drugs that alleviate these—all find with you a ready market. And you attend our race-meetings at Longchamps and Auteuil, where English jockeys ride French and Irish horses—and you believe, you!—that you know the social life of France. No!—but you are ignorant—profoundly ignorant! May GOD be thanked that you misjudge us thus cruelly. For if my country were no better than Great Britain and other foreign nations believe her to be, it were time indeed for a rain of fire from Heaven!"
"Excuse me, Mr. Englishman—I know what you’re about to say! There’s some truth to your point.... It isvery sensible—and while there's some truth to it, it's also misleading—falling into the trap of a paradox. The aristocracy of Great Britain, like its wealthy class, appreciates many things that come from France. British money pours into my country in exchange for the latest and most extravagant fashion, hats, and jewelry. Not only do your beautiful women adorn themselves with the creations of our bold and original talent for embellishment, but for yourmenus, your pleasures, the novels and plays that vividly depict the joys of forbidden love and illicit passion, and the sensual poetry adorned with the bright flowers of vice, you are quick to praise and lavish with money, as if nothing nobler than this wild excess comes from the rich intellectual heritage of France. Our vices—unfortunately!—along with the terrible diseases that arise from them, and the combinations of drugs that treat these—all find a ready market with you. And you show up at our horse races at Longchamps and Auteuil, where English jockeys ride French and Irish horses—and you think, you!—that you know the social life of France. No!—but you are mistaken—deeply mistaken! Thank God that you misunderstand us so harshly. For if my country were no better than what Great Britain and other foreign nations see her to be, it would truly be time for a rain of fire from Heaven!
Hardly raising his voice above a clear whisper, the emotion and vehemence with which he spoke, and the swift and fiery gesticulations with which he illustrated utterance, made the sweat start out in beads upon his wrinkled forehead and cheeks. He wiped these off with the blue checked handkerchief, saying:
Barely raising his voice above a soft whisper, the emotion and intensity in his speech, along with his quick and passionate gestures to emphasize his words, made beads of sweat appear on his wrinkled forehead and cheeks. He wiped them away with a blue checked handkerchief, saying:
"Pardon! I grow warm when I speak of these things. I recognise that if in the judgment of other nations France is a courtesan drunk with lechery, or at the best un esprit follet, she has brought this judgment upon herself. Flippancy, the desire to faire de l'esprit under any circumstances—the bold and brilliant gaiety that is her exclusive and most beautiful characteristic—these have caused her to be misunderstood. But whatever else she be, she is not Pagan nor Agnostic. To believe that is to wrong her cruelly, Monsieur!"
"Excuse me! I get passionate when I discuss this. I know that if other countries view France as a promiscuous woman lost in desire, or at best a whimsical spirit, she has brought that judgment on herself. Her lightheartedness, the need to show off one's wit no matter the situation—the bold and brilliant joy that is her unique and most beautiful trait—have led to her being misunderstood. But no matter what else she may be, she is neither Pagan nor Agnostic. To think that is to treat her very unfairly, sir!"
Franky, by now hopelessly at sea, endured the hailstorm of swift, vehement sentences with an expression of amiable vacuity, his stiffly pendent hands plainly yearning for the refuge of his trousers pockets, his mind rocking on the waves of the stranger's passionate eloquence like a toy yacht adrift on the bosom of the Atlantic. And the resonant Gallic voice went on:
Franky, now totally confused, endured the wave of quick, intense sentences with a blank yet friendly look, his stiff hands clearly itching to find comfort in his pants pockets, his mind drifting in the sea of the stranger's passionate speech like a toy boat aimlessly bobbing on the Atlantic. And the strong French voice carried on:
CHAPTER VIII
CHAPTER 8
MONSEIGNEUR
MONSIGNOR
"The masters of France to-day are hostile to Christianity. They are Freemasons (Freemasonry in England is not Freemasonry as it is understood here); they are Freethinkers, Socialists, Internationalists, and Hedonists, the avowed enemies of the Catholic Faith. Hence, churches, seminaries, and schools have been closed by Government, communities of religious men and women have been uprooted and exiled. Priests have been banished, ecclesiastical and private property has been appropriated and confiscated, churches have been desecrated, the symbols of Christianity and religion everywhere torn down. In France upon Good Friday the standard of the Republic waves proudly, while the flag of every other Christian nation hangs at half-mast high. And yet—the great mass of the French people are—Catholic and nothing but Catholic! The light may be hidden, but the fire of devotion still burns in millions of faithful hearts gathered about the Church's altars, beating beside the hearths of innumerable homes in France. Blood—torrents of blood—would not quench that sacred fire. When the Day of Expiation comes, as it will come, most surely, the Catholicism of France will prove her salvation yet!"
The leaders of France today are against Christianity. They are Freemasons (Freemasonry in England is different from here); they are Freethinkers, Socialists, Internationalists, and Hedonists, openly opposing the Catholic Faith. As a result, the government has shut down churches, seminaries, and schools, and communities of religious men and women have been forced out and exiled. Priests have been expelled, church and private property has been seized and taken away, churches have been desecrated, and symbols of Christianity and religion have been destroyed everywhere. In France on Good Friday, the flag of the Republic flies high, while the flags of all other Christian nations are at half-mast. And yet—the majority of the French people are—Catholic and nothing but Catholic! The light may be dimmed, but the flame of devotion still burns in millions of faithful hearts gathered around the Church's altars, beating in countless homes across France. Blood—torrents of blood—would not extinguish that sacred fire. When the Day of Expiation arrives, as it surely will, the Catholicism of France will ultimately prove her salvation!
With the final sentence, the hand that had been lifted in gesture dropped to the side of the speaker. The flashing glance took in Franky from the top of his sleek bewildered head to the tips of his beautiful patent-leathers. He said with a smile of irresistible amusement:
With the last sentence, the hand that had been raised in gesture dropped to the side of the speaker. The quick glance took in Franky from the top of his neatly styled, confused head to the tips of his fashionable patent shoes. He said with a smile of clear amusement:
"Monsieur, I fear I have fatigued you. Let me thank you for your admirable patience. Au revoir, or if you prefer it—Adieu!"
"Sir, I'm sorry if I've worn you out. Thank you for your amazing patience."Goodbye, or if you’d rather—Farewell!
Another of the quick little bows, and he had covered himself and passed on rapidly. Franky reflected, staring after the short black figure in the caped soutane with the worn purple sash and shabby beaver shovel-hat, as it receded from his view.
Another quick bow, and he had taken care of himself and moved on quickly. Franky thought about it, watching the short black figure in the caped robe with the faded purple sash and worn beaver hat as it disappeared from view.
"Fruity old wordster, 'pon my natural! Toppin' fine talker! Wonder who he is? Head of a Public School, swottin' an address for the beginning of the Midsummer Half term—a Professor of Divinity gettin' up a lecture—the Archbishop of Paris rehearsin' a sermon. Whichever they call him, why don't he pitch his language at a man of his own size?"
"Silly old wordsmith, I swear! What a fantastic speaker! I wonder who he is? The head of a public school, getting ready for a speech for the start of Midsummer break—a theology professor putting together a lecture—the Archbishop of Paris rehearsing a sermon. No matter what title he has, why doesn't he speak like an everyday guy?"
And he went back to the Spitz through the boulevards that were surging with the afternoon life of Paris, and heard from Pauline that Miladi had retired to bed. She had already dispatched a billet of excuses to Sir Brayham, with whom Miladi and Milord were engaged to dine downstairs that evening, explaining that a headache prevented her from accompanying Milord. He—Milord—must be sure to make no noise in changing for dinner, as Miladi, after a crisis of the nerves of the most alarming, was now sleeping like an angel, having taken a potion calmante of orange-flower syrup with water, not the veronal so heartily detested of Milord....
He made his way back to the Spitz through the busy streets of Paris, buzzing with the energy of the afternoon, and found out from Pauline that Miladi had gone to bed. She had already sent a note of apology to Sir Brayham, with whom Miladi and Milord were supposed to have dinner downstairs that evening, explaining that a headache was preventing her from joining Milord. He—Milord—needed to be cautious and quiet while getting ready for dinner, as Miladi, after a particularly stressful situation, was now sleeping peacefully, having taken acalming potionof orange-flower syrup mixed with water, not the veronal that Milord disliked so much....
"Sleepin' like an angel, is she? ... Good egg!—though I thought angels never went to bed—flew about singing all the giddy time. Righto, though! I won't disturb her ladyship.... When she wakes, give her my love...."
"Sleeping like an angel, is she? ... Good for her!—though I thought angels never went to bed—just flew around singing all the time. That’s cool, though! I won’t disturb her royal highness.... When she wakes up, send her my love...."
And Franky entered his dressing-room on cautious tiptoe, lighted a cigarette, rang the bell for his valet, and began to reflect.
Franky quietly tiptoed into his dressing room, lit a cigarette, called for his valet, and began to think.
It was to have been a dinner of eight people—Brayham the host, with Lady Wathe, skinny little vitriol-tongued woman!—a man unknown who was to have sat next Margot; Commander Courtley—ripping good fellow old Courtley! no better sailor walked the quarter-deck of a First-Class Cruiser—damn shame those Admiralty bigwigs denied such a fellow post-rank; and Lady Beauvayse, formerly Miss Sadie Sculpin of New York—pretty American with pots of boodle, married to that ghastly little bounder who'd stepped into the shoes a better man would be wearing if his elder brother (handsome fellow who married an actress, Lessie Lavigne of the Jollity—good old Jollity!) hadn't got pipped in that scrum with the Boers in 1900-1901.
It was supposed to be a dinner for eight people—Brayham the host, along with Lady Wathe, a thin woman with a sharp tongue!—a stranger who was supposed to sit next to Margot; Commander Courtley—what a great guy old Courtley was! No better sailor ever stepped on the deck of a First-Class Cruiser—it's such a shame those Admiralty bigwigs denied a guy like him a higher rank; and Lady Beauvayse, formerly Miss Sadie Sculpin from New York—a beautiful American with a lot of money, married to that awful little jerk who stepped into the role a better man should have had if his older brother (a handsome guy who married an actress, Lessie Lavigne from the Jollity—good old Jollity!) hadn't been knocked out in that fight with the Boers in 1900-1901.
Lessie, Lady Beauvayse, the widder called herself on the posters and programmes. Come down to second-rate parts in Music Hall Revue—gettin' elderly and stout. Must see red when she happened to spy the present Lord Beauvayse's pretty peeress in the stalls or boxes.... Wonder why the P.P. made such a pal of Patrine Saxham? Niece of Saxham of Harley Street—handsome as paint, proud as the devil, and an Advanced Thinker—according to Margot. Remembering the gift of the jade tree-frog, Franky involuntarily wrinkled his nose.
Lessie, Lady Beauvayse, as she called herself on the posters and programs, has been reduced to minor roles in Music Hall Revues—getting older and heavier. She must have felt furious when she spotted the current Lord Beauvayse's attractive peeress in the audience... I wonder why the Peeress became such good friends with Patrine Saxham? She's the niece of Saxham from Harley Street—beautiful as a painting, extremely proud, and an Advanced Thinker—according to Margot. Remembering the jade tree-frog gift, Franky instinctively wrinkled his nose.
With Lady Beau and the Saxham girl, there would be a party of seven, counting the man unknown.... Might go on afterwards to the Folies Bergère or the Théâtre Marigny—or perhaps the Jardin de Paris. Why hadn't Jobling answered his master's bell? Why had he deputised a waiter to enquire whether his lordship wished his valet? Did he think waiters were paid to do his, Jobling's, work for him? Or did he, Jobling, suppose he was kept for show?
With Lady Beau and the Saxham girl, there would be a party of seven, including the unknown man.... They might go on later to the Folies Bergère or the Théâtre Marigny—or maybe the Jardin de Paris. Why hadn’t Jobling responded to his master’s call? Why had he sent a waiter to ask if his lordship needed his valet? Did he think waiters were paid to do Jobling’s work for him? Or did Jobling believe he was just there to look good?
The strenuous stage-whisper in which Franky addressed the recalcitrant Jobling penetrated the door-panels of the adjoining bower, as such whispers usually do. But Margot was really sleeping—the orange-flower water had had a few drops of chloral mingled with it. Milord had never prohibited chloral, as Pauline had pointed out. But unsuspicious Franky, unrigging (as he termed the process), while the tardy Jobling prepared his master's bath and laid out his master's "glad rags," plumed himself upon having made a notable advance in the science of wife-government. Even the blameless potion of orange-flower testified to his masculine strength of will.
The intense stage-whisper Franky used with the stubborn Jobling drifted through the door panels of the nearby room, as whispers usually do. But Margot was really asleep—the orange flower water had a few drops of chloral mixed in. Milord had never prohibited chloral, as Pauline had mentioned. Unaware, Franky, who called it resetting, felt proud of making a big move in the art of managing a wife while the slow Jobling got his master's bath ready and laid out his master's "party clothes." Even the harmless mixture of orange flower showcased his masculine determination.
CHAPTER IX
CHAPTER 9
SIR THOMAS ENTERTAINS
SIR THOMAS HOSTS
You are invited to follow Franky, and sit with him at his friend Tom Brayham's circular board, decorated with great silver bowls of marvellous Rayon d'Or roses, that seemed to exhale the harvested sunshine of summer from their fiery golden hearts.
You're invited to join Franky and sit with him at his friend Tom Brayham's round table, decorated with gorgeous silver bowls of beautiful Rayon d'Or roses, which appeared to release the captured summer sunshine from their bright golden centers.
You remember the famous dining-room of the big Paris caravanserai, with its archways supported by slender pillars of creamy pink Carrara marble, wreathed with inlaid fillets of green malachite and lapis lazuli, and its electric illuminants concealed behind an oxidised silver frieze. And possibly you need no introduction to the deity—plain and middle-aged—in whose honour Brayham—the Hon. Sir Thomas Brayham, an ex-Justice of the King's Bench Division—in the remote mid-Victorian era a famous Q.C.—made oblation of luscious meats and special wines. The clever, sharp-tongued, penniless niece of a famous Minister for Foreign Affairs, she had made a love-match at twenty with Lord Watho Wathe, a handsome and equally impecunious subaltern in a famous Highland regiment, who was killed upon Active Service twenty years later, while travelling upon a special mission to the Front Headquarters during the South African War of 1900.
You remember the iconic dining room of the grand Paris hotel, with its archways supported by slender pillars made of creamy pink Carrara marble, decorated with inlaid designs of green malachite and lapis lazuli, and its electric lights hidden behind an oxidized silver frieze. You likely don’t need an introduction to the figure—plain and middle-aged—honored by Brayham—the Hon. Sir Thomas Brayham, a former Justice of the King's Bench Division—who, back in the mid-Victorian era, was a well-known Q.C.—served rich meats and special wines. The witty, sharp-tongued niece of a famous Minister for Foreign Affairs had made a love match at twenty with Lord Watho Wathe, a charming and equally poor subaltern in a renowned Highland regiment, who was killed in action twenty years later while on a special mission to the Front Headquarters during the South African War of 1900.
Two years later his widow conferred her hand upon Mr. Reuben Munts, of Kimberley and South Carfordshire, a diamond-mining magnate who had made his colossal pile before the War. She had never borne her second husband's name, and when he died, leaving her sole mistress of his millions, Lady Wathe resumed her place in Society, thenceforwards to sparkle as never before.
Two years later, his widow married Mr. Reuben Munts, a diamond mining tycoon from Kimberley and South Carfordshire, who had made his fortune before the War. She never adopted her second husband's last name, and when he died, leaving her in charge of his millions, Lady Wathe returned to Society, shining brighter than ever.
"The 'Chronique Scandaleuse' in a diamond setting" some phrase-maker clever as herself had aptly termed her. Without her riches, stripped of her wonderful diamonds, Society might have found her to be merely a little chattering woman, avid of the reputation of a humorist and raconteuse, unflagging in her relish for stories, not seldom of the broadest, related at her own expense or at the cost of other people, and over-liberally garnished with nods and becks, darting glances, and wreathed smiles.
"The "Chronique Scandaleuse' in a diamond setting" is what some clever phrase-maker like her had called it. Without her wealth, stripped of her stunning diamonds, Society might have seen her as just a little chatterbox, desperate for the reputation of a humorist andraconteuseendlessly excited about stories, often the most outrageous ones, told at her own expense or at the expense of others, and filled with nods and gestures, quick glances, and bright smiles.
Upon this night of the Grand Prix—won, you will remember, by Baron M. de Rothschild's "Sardanapole"—the little lady's jests fizzled and coruscated like Japanese fireworks. Her gibes buzzed and stung like wasps about a lawn-set tea-table, when new-made jam and fragrant honey tempt the yellow-and-black marauders to the board. And yet from the soup to the entremets, Franky listened in dour and smileless silence, unable to conjure up a grin at the sharpest of the Goblin's witticisms, or swell the guffaw that invariably followed the naughtiest of her double-entendres.
On this night of the Grand Prix—won, as you might remember, by Baron M. de Rothschild's "Sardanapole"—the little lady's jokes fell flat and popped like Japanese fireworks. Her teasing buzzed and stung like wasps around a garden tea table, with fresh jam and sweet honey attracting the yellow-and-black intruders to the spread. But from the soup to theentremetsFranky listened in tense and serious silence, unable to smile at the sharpest of the Goblin's jokes or join in the laughter that always followed the naughtiest of her antics.double-entendres.
"Off colour, what? ..." his crony Courtley queried in a sympathetic undertone, catching a glimpse of Franky's cheerless countenance behind the bare, convulsed back and snowy heaving shoulders of Lady Beauvayse, who occupied the intervening chair.
"What's wrong?" his friend Courtley asked quietly, seeing Franky's sad face behind the bare, trembling black and white, heaving shoulders of Lady Beauvayse, who was sitting in the chair between them.
"Putridly off colour.... Walked in the Bois, and got a touch of the sun, I fancy!" Franky whispered back too loudly, drawing upon himself the Goblin's equivoque:
"Totally messed up… I walked in the park and I think I got a little sun!" Franky whispered a bit too loudly, drawing the Goblin's attention.double meaningPlease provide the text you would like me to modernize.
"The sun or the daughter, did you say, Lord Norwater? Dear me!" the Goblin shrilled; "you're actually blushing! You've revived a long-lost Early Victorian art."
"The sun or the daughter, did you say, Lord Norwater? Oh my!" the Goblin exclaimed; "you're really blushing! You've revived a long-forgotten Early Victorian skill."
"Was blushing really an art with the ladies of that dim and distant era?" asked the friendly Brayham, not in the least comprehending Franky's discomfiture, yet desirous of diverting the Goblin's glittering scrutiny from her victim's scarlet face.
"Was blushing really an art form for the ladies of that distant past?" asked the friendly Brayham, completely oblivious to Franky's embarrassment, but eager to divert the Goblin's sharp eyes from her victim's flushed face.
"It was the art that concealed Heart—or assumed it!" Lady Wathe retorted, with a peal of elfish laughter, turning her tight-skinned, large-eyed, wide-mouthed ugliness upon the speaker, and nodding her little round head until the huge and perfectly matched diamonds of the triple-rayed tiara that crowned her scanty henna-dyed tresses flashed blinding sparks of violet and red and emerald splendour in the mellow-toned radiance of the electric lights.
"It was the art that concealed Heart—or feigned to!" Lady Wathe retorted with a playful laugh, directing her tight-skinned, large-eyed, wide-mouthed unattractiveness at the speaker, nodding her small round head until the massive and perfectly paired diamonds of the triple-rayed tiara on her thin henna-dyed hair sparkled with dazzling flashes of violet, red, and emerald brilliance in the warm glow of the electric lights.
The Goblin had meant nothing, Franky assured himself, as the angry blood stopped humming in his ears, and his complexion regained its normal shade. The bad pun that had bowled him over had possibly been uttered without malicious intent.... Yet Lady Wathe rented a gorgeous suite upon the floor below the Norwater apartments, and one of her three lady's-maids might have been pumping Pauline.... What was she saying? ... Why was everybody cackling? ...
The Goblin didn’t mean anything by it, Franky reassured himself, as the angry adrenaline faded from his ears and his face returned to its normal color. The awful joke that had thrown him off might not have been said with malicious intent... Still, Lady Wathe rented a beautiful suite on the floor below the Norwater apartments, and one of her three maids could have been raving about Pauline... What was she saying? ... Why was everyone laughing? ...
The Goblin was launched upon a characteristic story. Its dénouement—worked up with skill and related with point—evoked peal upon peal of laughter from the guests at Brayham's table, with the sole exception of Franky, whom the anecdote found sulky and left glum. He said to himself that if Lady Beauvayse, née Miss Sadie J. Sculpin of New York, sole child and heiress of a Yankee who had made millions out of Chewing Gum, chose to forget her position as the wife of a British Peer, and mother of his children, by Jove! and scream at such nastiness, it was her look-out. If the big red-blond man who sat on Franky's right shook with amusement, as he recapitulated the chief points of the story for the benefit of the girl who sat next him, it was his affair. But that the Saxham, an unmarried girl, who oughtn't to see the bearings of such a tale, should openly revel in its saltness, made Franky feel sick—on this particular night.
The Goblin was inspired by a classic narrative. Its __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__climax—skillfully crafted and told with precision—provoked wave after wave of laughter from the guests at Brayham's table, except for Franky, who was sulking and feeling low. He thought to himself that if Lady Beauvayse,néeMiss Sadie J. Sculpin from New York, the only child and heiress of a Yankee who made millions from chewing gum, chose to disregard her role as the wife of a British peer and mother of his children, finding amusement in what she considered vulgarity; that was her issue. If the tall red-blond man sitting to Franky's right was laughing uncontrollably as he shared the main points of the story with the girl next to him, that was his concern. But the fact that Saxham, an unmarried girl who shouldn't be entertained by such a story, was openly enjoying its crudeness made Franky feel nauseous—especially that night.
He realised that he detested the Saxham girl, one of Margot's chosen Club intimates, more fervently than even Tota Stannus or Joan Delabrand; more thoroughly than Rhona Helvellyn; only little less heartily than he hated Cynthia Charterhouse. Big, bold, galumphing, provocative—in fact, so much IT that you couldn't overlook her—he found her more unpleasantly attractive than usual, in a bodice that was no more than a fold of shimmering orange stuff above the waist—tossing the panache of ospreys that startlingly crowned her, offering up her persistant illusion perfumes for the delectation of the appreciative male.
He realized that he hated the Saxham girl, one of Margot's selected Club friends, even more than Tota Stannus or Joan Delabrand; more thoroughly than Rhona Helvellyn; and just a bit less than he hated Cynthia Charterhouse. Big, bold, clumsy, and provocative—in fact, so distinctive that she was hard to overlook—he found her more unpleasantly attractive than usual, wearing a top that was hardly more than a fold of shimmering orange fabric above her waist—tossing thepanacheof ospreys that beautifully decorated her, highlighting herpersistentIllusion perfumes for the delight of the discerning man.
Only look at her, ready to climb into her neighbour's pocket. Leaning her round white elbows on the guipure table-cloth, half-shutting those long greeny-brown Egyptian eyes of her, wreathing her long thick white neck to send a daring challenge into the face of the laughing man. A big man, bright red-haired, blue-eyed, and broad-chested, showing every shining tooth in his handsome grinning head....
Just look at her, ready to get into her neighbor's wallet. Leaning her round white elbows on the delicate tablecloth, half-closing those long greenish-brown Egyptian eyes of hers, twisting her long thick white neck to throw a bold challenge at the smiling man. He’s a big guy, with bright red hair, blue eyes, and a broad chest, showing off every shiny tooth in his charming grin...
"She's screaming, isn't she, dear Lady Beau?" Thus the Saxham to her employer, friend, and ally, across the silver bowls of Rayon d'Or roses, her naked shoulder brushing the coat-sleeve of her neighbour, the big rufous man. And Lady Beau gushed back:
"She's"screaming"That's right, dear Lady Beau," said Saxham to her employer, friend, and supporter, as they sat by the silver bowls of Rayon d'Or roses, her bare shoulder lightly touching the coat sleeve of her neighbor, the tall rufous man. Lady Beau responded eagerly:
"In marvellous form to-night.... Don't you think so, Count? Do agree with us!" and the big man agreed, with the accent of the German Fatherland:
"Looking great tonight... Don't you think so, Count? Please agree with us!" And the big man agreed, with a hint of a German accent:
"She is kolossal.... Wunderlich! ..."
"She is colossal.... Wunderlich! ..."
"Who's the German next me—big beggar Lady Beau and Miss Saxham are gushing over?" Franky presently telegraphed to Courtley behind the charming American's accommodating back. And Courtley signalled in reply:
"Who’s the German next to me that Lady Beau and Miss Saxham are doting on?" Franky texted Courtley while gesturing towards the charming American's warm welcome. Courtley signaled back in reply:
"Von Herrnung. German Count of sorts—Engineer and Flieger officer. Son of an Imperial Councillor, and cousin to Princess Willy of Kiekower Oestern—really rather an interestin' beast in his way. Made a one-stop flight to Paris from Hanover in April, with an Albatros biplane. Previously won an event in the Prinz Heinrich Circuit Competition." He added: "We can't decently blink their progress in military aviation. It's one o' them there fax which the brass-hats at the War Office pretend to regard as all my eye. Yet they know the Fatherland—or if they don't they oughter! Good-lookin' chap this. Not over thirty, I should guess him. Always dodging in and out of the German Embassy. The Goblin frightful nuts on him.... Goin' to steer him through the next London Season—suppose he's lookin' out for a moneyed wife!"
"Von Herrnung. A German count of sorts—engineer and pilot. He’s the son of an imperial councillor and a cousin to Princess Willy of Kiekower Oestern—actually quite an interesting guy in his own right. He made a non-stop flight from Hanover to Paris in April with an Albatros biplane. He previously won an event at the Prinz Heinrich Circuit Competition." He added, "We can't overlook their progress in military aviation. It's one of those things that the higher-ups at the War Office try to ignore. But they know the Fatherland—or if they don’t, they should! Good-looking guy, this one. Not over thirty, I’d guess. Always darting in and out of the German Embassy. The Goblin is completely obsessed with him... Planning to introduce him during the next London Season—bet he’s on the lookout for a wealthy wife!"
"Hope he gets her!" Franky mentally commented. But he looked with new interest at his big blond German neighbour, mentally calculating that with all that bone, brawn, and muscle, von Herrnung couldn't tip the scale at less than sixteen stone.
"Hope he gets her!" Franky thought. But he looked with fresh interest at his big blonde German neighbor, mentally guessing that with all that bone, strength, and muscle, von Herrnung must weigh at least sixteen stone.
Small-boned himself and of stature not above the medium, Franky appreciated height and size in other men. And von Herrnung was undeniably a son of Anak. The noiseless, demure waiters who paused beside his chair to refill his glass or offer him dishes were dwarfed by his seated presence to the proportions of little boys.
Franky, who was small and of average height, looked up to taller and bigger men. And von Herrnung was definitely a giant. The quiet, modest waiters who came to his table to refill his glass or serve him dishes seemed like little boys next to his impressive stature.
Once, when there was a momentary bustle at the principal entrance to the now crowded restaurant, and a party of men, ceremoniously ushered by M. Spitz in person, passed up the central gangway between the rows of glittering tables, shielded by glass-panelled screens framed in oxidised silver, and crowded now with gossiping, laughing, gobbling patrons—men and women of varied nationalities, representing the elite of the fashionable world, von Herrnung rose and remained imperturbably standing at the salute, his eyes set and fixed, his head turned rigidly towards the personage, semi-bald, stout, with a prominent under jaw and a hard official stare rendered glassier by a frameless square monocle, and showing beneath the open front of a loose military mantle a star upon the left side of his evening dress-coat, and the glitter of an Order suspended from a yellow riband about his thick bull-neck.
One day, when there was a bit of a stir at the main entrance of the now bustling restaurant, a group of men, led in a formal manner by M. Spitz himself, walked up the central aisle between the rows of shiny tables, separated by glass-panelled screens framed in worn silver. The place was full of patrons chatting, laughing, and dining—men and women from various nationalities, all part of the elite of the fashionable world. Von Herrnung stood up and paid attention, his gaze steady and focused, his head stiffly turned toward a figure: somewhat bald, stocky, with a prominent underbite and a cold, official look intensified by a frameless square monocle. Beneath the open front of a loose military coat, a star was visible on the left side of his evening dress coat, along with the shine of an Order hanging from a yellow ribbon around his thick, bull-like neck.
"The German Ambassador, Baron von Giesnau," Lady Wathe returned to a question from Lady Beauvayse, as the portly official figure creaked by, leaving a whiff of choice cigars and a taint of parfum très persistant, lifting three fingers of a white-gloved hand in acknowledgment of his countryman's salute, and von Herrnung unstiffened and dropped back into his chair. "No! ... I'm not sure where the Emperor is...." She added, with one of her laughs and a shrug of her thin vivacious shoulders: "Ask Count von Herrnung—he's sure to know!"
"The German Ambassador, Baron von Giesnau," Lady Wathe responded to a question from Lady Beauvayse, as the stout official walked by, leaving behind a scent of expensive cigars and a lingering trace ofstrong perfume, raising three fingers of a white-gloved hand in response to his comrade's greeting, von Herrnung relaxed and sank back into his chair. "No! ... I'm not sure where the Emperor is...." She added with a playful laugh and a shrug of her slender, energetic shoulders: "Ask Count von Herrnung—he's sure to know!"
"Gnädige Gräfin," von Herrnung returned when interrogated, "I am not able to answer your question." He shrugged his broad shoulders and showed his white teeth. "Unser Kaiser is—who shall say where? At the Hof ... possibly at Homburg.... Stop! ... Now I remember! Seine Majestät is at Kiel...." He continued, arranging with a big white hand displaying a preposterously long thumb-nail a corner of his glittering, tightly rolled moustache: "At Kiel ... ach, yes! he has been there since the 25th of June. Entertaining the British and American Ambassadors, visiting the Commander-in-Chief of your British Squadron, superintending the armament of one of our own new battle-cruisers,—seeing put into her those great big Krupp guns that are to sink your super-Dreadnoughts by-and-by!"
"Dear Countess"That's a good question," von Herrnung responded when asked, "but I can't answer it." He shrugged his broad shoulders and flashed a smile with his white teeth.Our Emperoris—who knows where? At the court... maybe in Homburg... Wait! Now I remember!His Majesty"is in Kiel..." He went on, fixing his tightly curled mustache with a large white hand that had an unusually long thumbnail: "In Kiel...ahYes! He has been there since June 25th. He’s been hosting the British and American Ambassadors, visiting the Commander-in-Chief of your British Squadron, and overseeing the arming of one of our new battle-cruisers—making sure those massive Krupp guns are installed that will eventually sink your super-Dreadnoughts!
The deliberately-uttered words of the last sentence dropped into a little pool of chilly silence. He had spoken with perfect gravity, and the Englishmen who heard him stared before they grinned. Then the women shrieked in ecstasies of amusement—the Goblin's laugh overtopping all.
The carefully chosen words of the last sentence dropped into a small pool of cold silence. He had spoken with total seriousness, and the Englishmen who heard him stared for a moment before starting to grin. Then the women erupted in fits of laughter, their joy amplified by the Goblin's laugh, which overshadowed everything else.
"For he hates us! ... You can't think how he hates us! ..." she crowed, writhing her lean little throat, clasped by seven rows of shimmering stones, wagging her Kobold's head, crowned by its diadem of multi-coloured fire. "Tell us how you hate us, Tido! ... Do—pray do!"
"He hates us! ... You have no idea how much he hates us! ..." she exclaimed, twisting her slender neck, decorated with seven rows of sparkling stones, shaking her Kobold's head, crowned with colorful flames. "Tell us how you hate us, Tido! ... Please, do!"
"I hate you, ach yes! ... All German officers are like that—particularly the officers of our Field Flying Service," gravely corroborated von Herrnung. "We have many pleasant acquaintanceships with men and women of British nationality, but your race—the Anglo-Saxon branch of the great Teutonic oak-tree, it is natural that we should hate! For that Germany must expand upon the west and north-west as well as south and east, or suffocate, is certain. She must wield the trident of Sea Power; she must transform the map of Europe. She must exploit and disseminate German trade and German Kultur; therefore, as the British, more than any other nation, stands in the way of German development, we look forward to the Day when we shall exterminate you and take our right position as masters of the world!"
"I dislike you.ugh"Absolutely! All German officers are like that—especially those in our Field Flying Service," von Herrnung said seriously. "We have plenty of good relationships with both men and women of British nationality, but your race—the Anglo-Saxon branch of the great Teutonic oak tree—it's only natural for us to feel animosity! It's clear that for Germany to expand to the west and northwest as well as south and east, or else suffocate, it must happen. We need to hold onto the trident of Sea Power; we must reshape the map of Europe. We must promote and spread German trade and culture; therefore, since the British, more than any other nation, block Germany's advancement, we eagerly anticipate the day when we will eliminate you and claim our rightful place as rulers of the world!"
The women screamed anew at this. The men were now laughing in good earnest. Franky found it impossible to restrain the convulsions that shook him in his chair. Purple-faced Brayham tried to speak, but broke down wheezing and spluttering. The Goblin shrilled:
The women screamed again at this. The men were now genuinely laughing. Franky found it impossible to stop shaking in his chair. Purple-faced Brayham tried to speak but ended up wheezing and sputtering. The Goblin shrieked:
"Tell them, Tido.... Please tell them! ... Do—ha! ha! tell them how you're spoiling for a scrimmage with us! Show them your thumb-nail, pray do!"
"Come on, Tido... Please let them know! ... Seriously! Tell them how excited you are for a scrimmage with us! Show them your thumbnail, please!"
Thus adjured, the big German solemnly extended his left hand for general inspection. The pointed, carefully-manicured thumb-nail was at least two inches long. Its owner said with perfect gravity:
With that, the tall German confidently stretched out his left hand for everyone to see. His pointed, well-manicured thumbnail was at least two inches long. The owner said with total seriousness:
"This is the badge of a Society of England-haters, chiefly Prussian military officers, young men of noble birth, bound by an oath of blood. This mark we carry to distinguish us. It is a sign of our dedication, to remind us of the purpose for which we are set apart." He added: "Count Zeppelin himself set the fashion of the uncut thumb-nail. It will be cut when the Day comes, and it has been dipped in blood!"
"This is the symbol of a group of people who despise England, mainly Prussian military officers and young nobles, bound together by a blood oath. We wear this mark to identify ourselves. It represents our commitment and reminds us of the mission that distinguishes us." He added, "Count Zeppelin himself started the trend of not cutting your thumbnail. It will be cut when the Day comes, and it has been stained with blood!"
"In blood—how beastly!" said the Saxham girl, curling the corners of her wide red mouth contemptuously. "What a horrid crowd your noble young Prussian officers must be! And when is the dipping to come off?" Her voice was deep and resonant as a masculine baritone, and of so carrying a quality that Franky started as though the words had been spoken at his ear.
"In blood—how gross!" said the Saxham girl, curling the corners of her wide red mouth in disgust. "What a terrible bunch your noble young Prussian officers must be! And when is the dipping going to happen?" Her voice was deep and resonant like a man's baritone, and it was so powerful that Franky jumped as if the words had been spoken right in his ear.
"Gnädige Fräulein," von Herrnung answered, "I have already told you. When the Day comes for which we are preparing. When the great German nation shall abandon Christianity—cast off the rusty fetters of Morality and Virtue—call on the Ancient God of Battles—and beat out the iron sceptre of World Power with sword-blows upon the anvil of War."
"Dear Miss," von Herrnung replied, "I've already explained this to you. When the day comes that we've been preparing for. When the great German nation turns away from Christianity—casts aside the old restrictions of Morality and Virtue—calls upon the Ancient God of Battles—and forges the iron scepter of World Power with sword strikes on the anvil of War."
"When we're all to be exterminated, he means!" Lady Wathe gasped behind her filmy handkerchief. "Tido, you're too absolutely screaming! Do say why your noble young Prussians keep us waiting? ..." And von Herrnung answered composedly:
"When we're all about to be wiped out, that's what he means!" Lady Wathe exclaimed, covering her mouth with her delicate handkerchief. "Tido, you’re really something! Can you please explain why your noble young Prussians are making us wait? ..." And von Herrnung responded calmly:
"Because we are not yet ready. We shall not be perfectly ready before the spring of 1916."
"Because we're not ready yet. We won't be fully prepared until spring 1916."
His hard, bright glance encountered Franky's, and he lifted his full glass of champagne and drank to him, smiling pleasantly.
His intense, bright gaze locked onto Franky's, and he lifted his glass of champagne, toasted him, and smiled warmly.
Of course the German was rotting, reflected Franky. If he wasn't, the combined insolence and brutality of such a menace, uttered at the table of one of the Britons in whose gore von Herrnung and his comrades yearned to dip their preposterous two-inch thumb-nails, took the bun, by the Great Brass Hat! He was perfectly cool, as his muscular white hands—for the dinner had arrived at the dessert stage—manipulated the silver knife that peeled a blood-red nectarine. What a splendid ring, a black-and-white pearl, large as a starling's egg, and set in platinum, the fellow sported on the little finger of that clawed left hand. What was he asking, in the suave voice with the guttural Teutonic accent?
Of course the German was losing it, Franky thought. If he wasn't, the combination of arrogance and cruelty from someone like him, speaking at the table of one of the Britons whose blood von Herrnung and his friends were eager to dig their ridiculous two-inch fingernails into, was outrageous! He kept his cool as his strong white hands—now that dinner had reached the dessert stage—skillfully handled the silver knife that peeled a deep red nectarine. What an impressive ring he wore, a black-and-white pearl, as big as a starling's egg, set in platinum, displayed on the little finger of that clawed left hand. What was he asking in that smooth voice with the thick Teutonic accent?
"You were in the Bois, I believe, Lord Norwater, early in the midday. Did you see any avions of the Service Aëronautique? Did the invention they were testing come up to expectations? .... Did the English aërial stabiliser answer well? ..."
"You were in the Woods, I believe, Lord Norwater, around noon. Did you see anyplanesfrom theAviation ServiceDid the invention they were testing live up to expectations? .... Did the English aerial stabilizer work effectively? ...
Franky knew, as he encountered the compelling stare of the hard blue eyes, that he objected to their owner. He returned, in a tone more huffy and less dignified than he would have liked it to be:
Franky realized, while staring into the intense icy blue eyes, that he didn't like their owner. He responded in a tone that was more annoying and less dignified than he would have liked:
"Can't say.... I was merely walking in the Bois with a lady. Wasn't on the ground as—an investigator of the professional sort."
"I can’t say... I was just walking in the park with a woman. I wasn’t there as a professional investigator."
"So!" Von Herrnung's face was set in a smile of easy amiability. The shot might have missed the bull for anything that was betrayed there. "And the name of the inventor? It has escaped my memory. Possibly you could tell me, eh?"
"So!Von Herrnung had a friendly smile on his face. The shot could have easily missed the target for all it revealed. "And what was the name of the inventor? It’s slipped my mind. Maybe you could remind me, okay?"
"Certainly," said Franky, planting one with pleasure. "He happens to be a cousin of mine. Would you like me to write down his address?"
"Sure," Franky said with a smile. "He's actually my cousin. Do you want me to write down his address?"
"Gewiss—thanks so very much. But I will not trouble you!"
"Sure"Thank you so much. But I won't disturb you!"
Nobody had heard the verbal encounter. Lady Wathe was holding the table with another anecdote punctuated with staccato peals of laughter, tinkling like the brazen bells of a beaten tambourine. Mademoiselle Nou-Nou, a Paris celebrity, belonging to the most ancient if not the most venerable of professions, had promenaded under the chestnuts at Longchamps that morning, attired, as to the upper portion of her body, in a sheath of spotted black gauze veiling, unlined—save with her own charms. And a witty Paris journalist had said that "the costume was designed to represent Eve, not before nor after, but behind the fall"; and Paillette, who was there, working up her "Modes" letter for Le Style, had answered——
Nobody had heard the conversation. Lady Wathe was keeping everyone entertained with another story, her laughter ringing out like the lively sound of a tambourine. Mademoiselle Nou-Nou, a celebrity from Paris who belonged to one of the oldest, if not the most respected, professions, had strolled under the chestnut trees at Longchamps that morning. She was wearing, on her upper half, a sheer black gauze outfit that was unlined—except for her own natural beauty. A clever Paris journalist remarked that "the outfit was meant to depict Eve, not before or after, but right after the fall"; and Paillette, who was there working on her "Modes" piece for __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,Le Style, replied—
Everybody at table was leaning forward and listening, as the Goblin quoted the riposte of Paillette.
Everyone at the table was leaning in and paying attention as the Goblin quoted Paillette's __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.comeback.
Von Herrnung, showing his big white teeth in a smile, chose another nectarine from the piled-up dish before him, seeming to admire the contrast between his own muscular white fingers and the glowing fruit they held. But Franky saw that he was angry as he neatly peeled the fruit, split the odorous yellow flesh, tore the stone out crimson and dripping like a little human heart, and swallowed both halves of the fruit in rapid succession, dabbing his mouth with the fine serviette held up before him in both hands. Then, with an air of arrogant self-confidence peculiar to him, he said loudly, addressing the whole company:
Von Herrnung, flashing a big smile that revealed his white teeth, picked another nectarine from the stacked dish in front of him, admiring the contrast between his muscular white fingers and the bright fruit he held. However, Franky noticed that he was actually angry as he carefully peeled the fruit, split the fragrant yellow flesh, yanked out the stone, which was crimson and oozing like a tiny human heart, and quickly swallowed both halves of the fruit, dabbing his mouth with the fine napkin he held in both hands. Then, with his usual air of arrogant self-confidence, he spoke up loudly, addressing the entire group:
"Madame Paillette certainly deserves the Croix d'Honneur for so excellent a bon-mot. As for Mademoiselle Nou-Nou, I do not myself admire her, but my brother Ludwig, when he was alive, paid intermittent tribute to her charms." He added: "He was killed in the charge by a fall with his horse in the Autumn Manoeuvres of last year, while the Emperor was being entertained by command at a shooting-party upon a forest property of my father's that is about fifty kilometres from Berlin."
"Madame Paillette definitely deserves the Croix d'Honneur for her outstanding"bon-mot"Regarding Mademoiselle Nou-Nou, I'm not really a fan, but my brother Ludwig, when he was alive, sometimes complimented her charms." He continued, "He passed away during a charge after falling off his horse last year's Autumn Manoeuvres, while the Emperor was being entertained by the command at a shooting party on my father's forest property, which is around fifty kilometers from Berlin."
CHAPTER X
CHAPTER X
A SUPERMAN
A Superman
"Do tell what the Kaiser said when he heard of the accident!" came in the voice of Lady Beauvayse, pitched now in a high, nasal tone that was a danger-signal to those who knew her, like the mischievous twinkle in her beautiful eyes. "I guess he must have been real upset!"
"Tell me what the Kaiser said when he heard about the accident!" said Lady Beauvayse, her voice now at a high, nasal pitch that was a warning to those who knew her, much like the playful twinkle in her beautiful eyes. "I bet he was really upset!"
"Ja, ja, gewiss," returned von Herrnung, slightly shrugging his broad, square shoulders. "Of course the Emperor was greatly grieved for my father's loss. But naturally the programme had to be carried out. There is another day's Imperial shooting; the business is concluded—very satisfactorily—and Seine Majestät takes leave..... But of course he sent to my mother a sympathetic message, which greatly consoled her. And his Chief Equerry, Baron von Wildenberg, represented him at my brother's funeral. And shortly afterwards he graciously conferred upon my father the Second Class of the Order Pour le Mérite."
"Yeah, sure," replied von Herrnung, slightly shrugging his broad, square shoulders. "Of course, the Emperor was very upset about my father's death. But naturally, we had to stick to the schedule. There’s another day of Imperial shooting; the business is all wrapped up—very satisfactorily—andHis MajestyHe said goodbye... But he did send my mother a thoughtful message that really comforted her. And his Chief Equerry, Baron von Wildenberg, represented him at my brother's funeral. Not long after, he kindly awarded my father the Second Class of the Order.Pour le Mérite."
"How nice! But what for?" demanded the downright American, with astonishment so genuine that Brayham strangled with suppressed chuckles, and the bearded mouth of Commander Courtley assumed the curve of a sly smile.
"That's awesome! But what's the point?" asked the straightforward American, genuinely surprised, which made Brayham try hard not to laugh, while Commander Courtley's bearded face broke into a sly smile.
"What for?" exclaimed von Herrnung. He stiffened his big body arrogantly, reddening with evident annoyance, and thickly through his carefully-accentuated English the Teutonic consonants and gutturals began to crop. "Gnädige Gräfin, because that so coveted decoration is the reward of special service rendered to the Emperor. And my father in his-personal-sorrow-conquering that it upon the amusements of Imperial Majesty-might-not-intrude—had the noblest devotion and courage exhibited—in the opinion of the All-Highest."
"What for?" von Herrnung exclaimed. He straightened his large body with an air of arrogance, becoming noticeably annoyed, and thick Teutonic consonants and guttural sounds started to emerge from his carefully enunciated English.Your Grace, because that prestigious award is given for exceptional service to the Emperor. My father, in his personal sorrow—so it wouldn’t disrupt the pleasures of His Imperial Majesty—demonstrated the utmost loyalty and bravery, according to the All-Highest.
"My land!" exclaimed Lady Beauvayse, stimulated by the undisguised enjoyment of Brayham, Courtley, and Franky, "if that don't take the team and waggon, with the yella dog underneath it, an' the hoss-fly sittin' on the near-wheel mule's left ear!" She added: "No wonder your Kaiser thinks himself the hub of this little old universe—being nourished from infancy on flapdoodle of that kind." She added, dropping the saw-edged artificial accent, and reverting to the agreeable, drawling tones familiar to her friends: "But, last fall, when King George and Queen Mary were allowing to spend the day with us at Foltlebarre Abbey, and see the Gobelins tapestries after Teniers that were restored by our great American dye-specialist, Charlotte B. Pendrill of New York—and I had a dud head with neuralgitis, and couldn't have bobbed a curtsey without screaming like peacocks before a wet spell—Lord Beauvayse just sent a respectful note of excuse over by fast car to the place in our county where their Majesties were spending a week-end, and got a kind, cosy little line by return, making an appointment for a more convenient day."
"My goodness!" exclaimed Lady Beauvayse, energized by the clear enjoyment of Brayham, Courtley, and Franky. "If that doesn't beat everything, with the team and wagon, the yellow dog under it, and the horse-fly sitting on the near-wheel mule's left ear!" She added, "No wonder your Kaiser thinks he's the center of the universe—growing up with nonsense like that." She continued, dropping her exaggerated accent and returning to the friendly, drawling tone her friends knew: "But, last fall, when King George and Queen Mary were supposed to spend the day with us at Foltlebarre Abbey to see the Gobelins tapestries after Teniers that were restored by our great American dye specialist, Charlotte B. Pendrill of New York—and I had a terrible headache from neuralgia and couldn't have even curtsied without screaming like peacocks before a storm—Lord Beauvayse just sent a respectful note of apology over by fast car to the place in our county where their Majesties were spending the weekend, and got a kind, cozy little reply to set up a more convenient day."
"Es mag wohl sein," said von Herrnung stiffly, repeating an apparently favourite phrase. "It may be so—in Great Britain. But in Germany the trivial happenings of ordinary existence are not permitted to interfere with the Imperial plans."
It might be true," said von Herrnung stiffly, repeating what appeared to be a favorite expression. "That might be true—in Great Britain. But in Germany, the ordinary happenings of daily life can't interfere with the Imperial plans."
"Mustn't spoil Great Cæsar's shoot by letting a natural sorrow dim your eye, in case you're unexpectedly informed of a family bereavement," said Brayham to Lady Beauvayse. "So now you know what to expect in case the Kaiser should take it into his head to pop in on you at Foltlebarre somewhere about July."
"Don't mess up Great Cæsar's shoot by allowing a natural sadness to shadow your eyes if you hear about a family loss," Brayham told Lady Beauvayse. "So now you know what to expect if the Kaiser decides to visit Foltlebarre around July."
"I surmise I'd expect a visitor of mine, whether he's the Kaiser, the King, or the President," retorted Lady Beauvayse, "to be a gentleman!" Her beautiful eyes blazed with genuine ire as she gave back von Herrnung's dominating stare. She continued, reverting more purposefully than ever to the exaggerated New York accent, mingling cutting Yankee humour with bitter irony in the sentences that twanged, one after another, off her sharp American tongue: "And I guess, Count von Herrnung—though between your father and Amos J. Sculpin of Madison Avenue, New York, and Sculpin Towers, Schenectady, there's considerable of a social gulf—if your Emperor had been a house-guest of my parpa's, and my elder brother"—she lifted an exquisite shoulder significantly ceilingwards—"had happened to get the hoist—parpa'd just have said: 'Your Imperial Majesty, I am unexpectedly one boy short, and far from feeling hunkey. My cars are waiting at my door to convey you right-away to your hotel. Look in on us after the interment, when Mrs. Sculpin has had time to get accustomed to her mourning. And as my chef had orders to serve a special dinner in honour of your Majesty, I shall be gratified by your taking the hull menoo along—outside instead of in!'"
"I expect any guest of mine, whether it's the Kaiser, the King, or the President," retaliated Lady Beauvayse, "to act like a gentleman!" Her stunning eyes flashed with genuine anger as she locked onto von Herrnung's intense gaze. She continued, slipping more purposefully than ever into an exaggerated New York accent, mixing sharp Yankee humor with biting irony in the sentences that shot from her sharp American tongue: "And I suppose, Count von Herrnung—though there’s a huge social gap between your father and Amos J. Sculpin of Madison Avenue, New York, and Sculpin Towers in Schenectady—if your Emperor had been a guest at my grandpa’s house, and my older brother"—she lifted a beautifully sculpted shoulder towards the ceiling—"had happened to be kicked out—grandpa would’ve just said: 'Your Imperial Majesty, I’m unexpectedly one boy short, and not feeling well. My cars are waiting at my door to take you straight to your hotel. Come see us after the funeral, when Mrs. Sculpin has had time to adjust to her mourning. And since mychef"I was asked to prepare a special dinner in your honor. I’d really appreciate it if you could take the whole menu with you—outside instead of inside!"
The Goblin cackled. Ecstatic Brayham shrieked:
The Goblin laughed crazily. Excited, Brayham shouted:
"Magnificent, by Gad! He ought to know your father!" Franky and Courtley yielded unrestrainedly to mirth, as did the Saxham girl. While her teeth, dazzling as those of a Newfoundland pup, gleamed in her wide red mouth, and her long eyes glittered between their narrowed eyelids, von Herrnung gave her a quick sidelong glance of anger. She caught the look, and suddenly ceased to laugh, as the young Newfoundland might have stopped barking. She said below her breath:
"Amazing, for sure! He should know your dad!" Franky and Courtley laughed, and the Saxham girl joined in. Her bright smile was as wide as a Newfoundland puppy's, and her long eyes sparkled between their narrowed lids. Von Herrnung shot her a quick, angry glare. She caught the look and instantly stopped laughing, like a young Newfoundland that suddenly ceases barking. She muttered under her breath:
"Vexed? ... Why, you're really! ... And Lady Beau wasn't joking about your brother.... She wouldn't dream of such a thing! .... She's tremendously kind and sympathetic. Was he—your brother—nice? ..."
"Upset? ... Seriously? ... And Lady Beau wasn't joking about your brother.... She wouldn’t even consider something like that! .... She's really kind and understanding. Was he—your brother—nice? ..."
"Most women thought so."
"Most women believed that."
"Would I have thought so? What was he like?" the girl persisted.
"Did I really think that? What was he like?" the girl kept asking.
Von Herrnung turned in his chair so as to face her, answering:
Von Herrnung turned in his chair to look at her and said:
"You see him now, with one difference. He was as black as I am red."
"You see him now, but there's one difference. He was as dark as I am red."
The blue eyes of the man and the long agate-coloured eyes of the young woman encountered. She said slowly in her warm, deep voice, less like a feminine contralto than the masculine baritone:
The man's blue eyes locked onto the young woman's long, agate-colored eyes. She spoke slowly with her warm, deep voice, which sounded more like a masculine baritone than a feminine contralto:
"I like—red men—best!"
"I like red guys best!"
"So! Then it was lucky that, instead of me, my brother Ludwig died!" said von Herrnung, so loudly that Lady Wathe's quick ear caught the final words. She shrilled out her laugh:
"So! It was lucky that my brother Ludwig died instead of me!" von Herrnung exclaimed, so loudly that Lady Wathe's keen ear picked up the last words. She let out a shrill laugh:
"But you're a wretch, Tido!" She shrugged her thin vivacious shoulders under their glittering burden. "A heartless wretch!"
"But you're a loser, Tido!" She shrugged her slim, lively shoulders beneath their shiny burden. "A heartless loser!"
"Of course I was regretting my brother, yes!" said von Herrnung. "But I do not pretend that his death did not improve what you English would call my worldly prospects. That is the cant of Christianity—particularly the sentimental Christianity of England. One world is not enough for your greed of possession. You must eat your cake here and hereafter. But for the robust super-humanity of Germany, this world is both Hell and Heaven. It is Hell for the man who is stupid, weakly, poor, and conscience-ridden. It is Heaven for the man who has knowledge, power, health, wealth, the craft to keep his riches, and the capacity to enjoy to the fullest the pleasures they can procure him, with the courage to free himself from the bonds of what Christians and Agnostics term Morality, and live precisely as Nature prompts. So when my brother fell in the charge," continued von Herrnung, with perfect seriousness, "he opened for me the gates of Heaven. Since then I am a god!"
"Of course, I regretted my brother, yes!" said von Herrnung. "But I won't pretend that his death didn't improve what you English would call my worldly prospects. That’s the hypocrisy of Christianity—especially the sentimental version in England. One world isn’t enough for your greed for possessions. You want to enjoy your cake here and in the afterlife. But for the strong super-humanity of Germany, this world is both Hell and Heaven. It’s Hell for the stupid, weak, poor, and guilt-ridden. It’s Heaven for those who have knowledge, power, health, wealth, the skills to maintain their riches, and the ability to fully enjoy the pleasures they provide, along with the courage to break free from the constraints of what Christians and Agnostics call Morality and live exactly as Nature intends. So when my brother fell in battle," continued von Herrnung, with complete seriousness, "he opened the gates of Heaven for me. Since then, I am a god!"
"A mortal god," called out the chuckling Brayham; "for you've got to die, you know, when your number's up."
"A mortal god," shouted the laughing Brayham, "since you know you have to die when your time is up."
"When the time comes, of course I shall die," acquiesced von Herrnung, "in the vulgar sense of the word. But not so those who come after. Our bacteriologists will have discovered the microbe of old age and its antitoxin, and then we shall die no more."
"When the time comes, of course I will die," von Herrnung agreed, "in the usual sense of the word. But not for those who come after us. Our bacteriologists will have discovered the microbe of aging and its antitoxin, and then we will no longer die."
"Dashed if I know the difference between the vulgar way of dying and the other style!" Brayham snorted apoplectically, feeling in his waistcoat-pocket for the box of digestive tabloids that showed in a bulge. "Dashed unpleasant certainty—however you look at it! And a man who weighs eighteen stone at fifty has got to look at it, every time his tailor lets out his waistcoats, and his valet asks him to order more collars because the last lot have shrunk in the wash."
"I honestly can't tell the difference between a typical way to die and a more sophisticated one!" Brayham shouted, frustrated, as he felt the bulge of the box of digestive tablets in his waistcoat pocket. "It's an unpleasant truth—no matter how you look at it! And a man who weighs eighteen stone at fifty hasgotto deal with it whenever his tailor alters his vests and his valet tells him to buy more collars because the last ones shrank in the wash.
"Ah, yes, to die is a hellish bore!" agreed von Herrnung, contemplating his obese and purple host with a cruel smile. "But I and my friends have no Hell, and we have done away with the myth of Heaven. To dissolve and be reabsorbed into the elements—that is the only after-life that is possible for a Superman."
"Ah, yes, dying is such a boring hassle!" said von Herrnung, grinning mischievously at his overweight, purple host. "But my friends and I don't believe in Hell, and we've dismissed the idea of Heaven. To dissolve and be reabsorbed into the elements—that's the only afterlife that makes sense for a Superman."
"You'd hardly call it Life, would you?" came unwillingly from Franky. For von Herrnung's eyes seemed to challenge his own.
"You wouldn't actually call it life, would you?" Franky said hesitantly, as von Herrnung's eyes appeared to challenge him.
"'Imperial Cæsar, dead and turned to clay,' what?" quoted Courtley, to whom von Herrnung transferred his smiling regard.
'Imperial Caesar, dead and turned to clay"What?" Courtley quoted as von Herrnung directed his friendly gaze at him.
"I venture to hope that my clay may serve a more patriotic purpose than stopping a draught-hole," said the German, carefully fingering the tight roll of glittering red hair upon his upper-lip. "It may be baked into a sparking-plug for the aëro-motor of one of our Zeppelin dirigibles—the mysterious Z. X., for instance, in whose trial trip from Stettin across the Baltic to Upsala in Sweden you were so keenly interested some months ago. Or some of my body's chemical constituents may pass into the young tree beneath which my ashes will be deposited. If beech or spruce, then I may furnish ribs or struts for an Aviatik or a Taube. But the best way of continuing to exist after one is dead is to leave plenty of vigorous sons behind one. To perpetuate the race"—he continued speaking to Lord Norwater, who had flushed and moved restlessly—"that is the high and noble obligation Duty imposes upon the German Superman."
"I hope my remains can serve a more patriotic purpose than just filling a hole," the German said, thoughtfully stroking the tight roll of shiny red hair on his upper lip. "They might be used to create a spark plug for one of our Zeppelin airships—the mysterious Z. X., for example, which you were so interested in during its trial flight from Stettin across the Baltic to Upsala in Sweden a few months ago. Or some of my body’s chemical elements could nourish the young tree where my ashes will be laid to rest. If it’s a beech or spruce, then I could contribute to the ribs or struts of an Aviatik or a Taube. But the best way to keep living after you’re gone is to have plenty of strong sons. To ensure the survival of the race"—he continued speaking to Lord Norwater, who had turned red and shifted uneasily—"that is the great and noble duty that the German Superman must fulfill."
"You'll have to hurry up your matrimonial arrangements, Tido," interposed the Goblin, with her cackle, "if your family is to tot up to a respectable number before the year 1916."
"You'd better hurry up with your wedding plans, Tido," the Goblin laughed in her unique way, "if you want your family to grow to a good size before 1916."
"You mean that I may get killed in our great War of Extermination? That is possible," agreed von Herrnung. "Our Flying Service is not a profession conducive to long life. Many of our keenest officers remain unmarried for that reason. The Emperor would prefer each of us to marry, or at least adopt a son. For myself, I would like to steal one of your splendid British boys and rear him up as a true German——"
"Are you saying I could die in our great War of Extermination? That’s possible," von Herrnung nodded. "Our Flying Service isn’t a career that supports a long life. Many of our top officers remain unmarried because of it. The Emperor prefers that we all get married, or at least adopt a son. Personally, I’d love to take one of your amazing British boys and raise him to be a true German——"
Something sharp and keen and burning stabbed through Franky's brain to his vitals. It would have been a relief to have insulted von Herrnung. He set his teeth, fighting with the desire, as the guttural voice went on:
Something sharp and intense pierced through Franky's mind to his core. It would have felt satisfying to insult von Herrnung. He gritted his teeth, fighting the urge, as the harsh voice went on:
"I would teach him to hate you...." The speaker sucked in his breath as though he relished the idea exceedingly. "You cannot think how he would hate you!—my German-British Superman."
"I would teach him to hate you...." The speaker inhaled deeply as if he genuinely relished the thought. "You can't imagine how much he would hate you!—my German-British Superman."
"By-the-by, the literary genius of Dreadnought type who invented the Superman," began Courtley, who had been peaceably nibbling salted pistachios, "can't pronounce his name for ginger-nuts, but it sounds something like a sneeze——"
"By the way, the literary genius of Dreadnought type who created Superman," started Courtley, who had been casually snacking on salted pistachios, "can't pronounce his name to save his life, but it sounds a bit like a sneeze——"
Von Herrnung said stiffly:
Von Herrnung said coldly:
"You doubtless speak of our great Nietzsche, whose triumphant thought has crushed all other mental systems."
"You’re definitely referring to our great Nietzsche, whose impactful ideas have dismantled all other philosophical systems."
"Quite so. Must be the chap!" said Courtley. "That is, if he died a lunatic.... But possibly I'm mixing him up with some other philosopher of the crushing kind?"
"Definitely. It has to be the guy!" said Courtley. "I mean, if he died insane... But maybe I'm getting him mixed up with another philosopher like that?"
"No, no. It is true," corroborated von Herrnung. "The brain of Nietzsche gave way under the terrific strain of incessant creation. How should it be otherwise?" He became ponderous, even solemn, when he descanted upon the literary idol of Modern Germany. "How should it indeed be otherwise?" he demanded. "And was it not the fitting crown of such a career—the appropriate end to such a life-work?—to evolve the Superman—and die!"
"No, it's true," von Herrnung confirmed. "Nietzsche’s mind gave way under the immense pressure of relentless creativity. How could it be any different?" He became solemn as he talked about the literary icon of Modern Germany. "How could it really be any different?" he asked. "And wasn’t it the perfect conclusion to such a career—the right ending to such a life’s work?—to create the Superman—and then die!"
"Quite so, quite so!" Courtley agreed. He smoothed his well-trimmed beard with his broad hand, and his eyes assumed a meditative expression. "Rather tantalising—always hearing about Germany's Supermen and never seeing any. What sort of chaps are they? I'm really keen to know."
"Absolutely, absolutely!" Courtley agreed. He stroked his neatly trimmed beard and his eyes grew thoughtful. "It's really tempting—always hearing about Germany's Supermen and never actually seeing them. What are they really like? I'm actually curious."
"You have not to go far," returned von Herrnung. His fine florid complexion had suffered a deteriorating change. Savage anger boiled in his blood. He had thrown the iron gauntlet of German military preparedness in the faces of these cool, well-bred, smiling English, and brandished the iron thunderbolt of German intellectual supremacy—and with this result—that they took his deadly earnestness as jest. "Kreutzdonnerwetter! these English officers.... The pig-dogs! the sheep's heads! ..." He swallowed down the abusive epithets he would have liked to pitch at them, and stiffened his huge frame arrogantly as he stared in Courtley's simple face:
"You don't have to go far," von Herrnung replied. His once healthy, rosy complexion had noticeably changed. A surge of furious anger overwhelmed him. He had boldly challenged German military readiness in front of these calm, well-mannered, smiling Englishmen and raised the banner of German intellectual superiority—and this was the result: they treated his serious intentions as a joke.Kreutzdonnerwetter!These English officers... The filthy animals! The fools! ..." He restrained the insults he wanted to throw at them and straightened his large frame defiantly as he looked at Courtley's simple face:
"Aber—you have not far to go, to visualise the type conceived by Nietzsche. I and my comrades—we are Supermen!"
"But—you don’t have to look far to envision the type of person Nietzsche had in mind. My friends and I—weare Supermen!"
"Thanks for explaining, frightfully!" said Courtley with artless gratitude, as Brayham purpled apoplectically and even the Goblin tittered behind her fan. "Shall know what to ticket you now, you know. Thanks very much!"
"Thanks for the explanation, that was really scary!" Courtley said with true appreciation, while Brayham turned bright red with frustration and even the Goblin chuckled behind her fan. "Now I’ll know what to call you, you know. Thanks a bunch!"
"You have read Nietzsche?" the sailor's victim queried.
"Have you read Nietzsche?" the sailor's victim asked.
Said Courtley, with his best air of frank simplicity:
Courtley said, with his most sincere and honest demeanor:
"His works were recommended to me by my doctor, when I had a bad attack of insomnia, about a year ago. Ordered a volume of 'Thus Spake Zara Somebody.' Half a chapter did the business. No insomnia since then. Sleep like a mite in a Gorgonzola, the instant my head touches the pillow—never read another word. But heaps of friends in the Fleet'll be wanting to borrow the book presently, depend on it. For we'll all be too scared of Germany to sleep—in the year 1916."
"My doctor recommended his works to me when I had really bad insomnia about a year ago. I ordered a copy of 'Thus Spake Zara Somebody.' Just half a chapter did the trick. I haven’t had insomnia since then. I sleep like a baby as soon as my head hits the pillow—haven’t read another word. But I know a lot of friends in the Fleet will want to borrow the book soon, count on it. Because we'll all be too scared of Germany to sleep—in the year 1916."
Laughter broke forth. Lady Wathe gasped, dabbing her tearful eyes with a lace-bordered handkerchief:
Laughter erupted. Lady Wathe gasped, wiping her tear-filled eyes with a lace-trimmed handkerchief:
"Oh, Tido! will you dead-in-earnest Germans never learn what pulling a leg means?"
"Oh, Tido! Will you serious Germans ever understand what pulling someone's leg means?"
"Ach ja! I should have understood!" He had stared, frowned, and reddened savagely. Now, with a palpable effort, his equanimity was regained. He turned with a smiling remark to Patrine Saxham, as Lady Beauvayse breathed in Courtley's ear:
Oh, right"I should have known!" He stared, frowned, and turned red with anger. Now, with noticeable effort, he managed to calm himself down. He turned to Patrine Saxham with a smile and made a comment while Lady Beauvayse whispered in Courtley's ear:
"You perfect pet! How I love you for that!"
"You’re the perfect pet! I love you for it!"
"Man simply suffering for a set-down. Good egg, you!" murmured Franky in the other ear of the Commander.
"Man, just suffering from being disrespected. You’re a good guy!" Franky whispered in the Commander’s other ear.
"Felt sorry for him. Had to do something—common humanity!" rejoined Courtley, eating more and more pistachios. "Seems as over-crammed with their Kultur as a pet garden-titmouse with coco-nut. Vain too, but that's the fault of the women. Lord! how they gush at those big, good-looking blighters. See the Saxham!—ready to climb into his waistcoat-pocket and stop there. Would, too, if she wasn't built on Dreadnought lines herself."
"I felt sorry for him. I had to do something—it's just basic humanity!" Courtley said, munching on more and more pistachios. "He seems as stuffed with their __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Kulturas a pet titmouse with coconut. Also vain, but that's the women's fault. Wow! How they swoon over those big, handsome guys. Look at Saxham!—ready to climb into his pocket and stay there. He would too, if she wasn’t built like a battleship herself.
She was laughing into von Herrnung's smiling visage as he offered her a light from his cigar. For with the arrival of coffee and liqueurs, the fragrance of choice Havana and Turkish had begun to mingle with the tang of Mocha, the heady bouquet of choice wines, and the odours of fruit and flowers. The screens of frosted glass were rearranged,—the ladies had produced their cigarette-cases,—of gold with the monogram of the Goblin set in diamonds; of platinum adorned with turquoises and pearls wrought into the Beauvayse initial and coronet; and of humbler tortoiseshell, bearing in fanciful golden letters the name "Patrine"——
She laughed at von Herrnung's smiling face as he offered her a light from his cigar. When the coffee and liqueurs arrived, the scent of premium Havana and Turkish tobacco began to blend with the aroma of mocha, the rich fragrance of fine wines, and the smells of fruit and flowers. The frosted glass screens were rearranged—the ladies pulled out their cigarette cases—some were gold with the Goblin monogram set in diamonds; others were platinum adorned with turquoise and pearls shaped into the Beauvayse initials and crown; and there were simpler tortoiseshell cases, featuring the name "Patrine" in fancy golden letters—
"Patrine..."
"Patrine..."
"The Saxham girl" had taken the tortoiseshell cigarette-case from the front of her low-cut, sleeveless bodice. Von Herrnung had leaned towards her, boldly exploring with his eyes the bosom where the trinket had been hiding, and read the golden letters. He smiled as he met her puzzled eyes, saying:
"The Saxham girl" had taken the tortoiseshell cigarette case from the front of her low-cut, sleeveless top. Von Herrnung leaned in closer, confidently looking at the cleavage where the trinket had been hidden, and read the golden letters. He smiled as he caught her puzzled gaze, saying:
"'Patrine' is your name.... Now I know it I will not forget it! Tell me!"—he spoke in lowered tones—"why do you carry your cigarette-case just in that place?"
"'Patrine' is your name.... Now that I know it, I won't forget it! Tell me!" he said gently. "Why do you keep your cigarette case right there?"
She laughed, half-shutting her long eyes and slightly lifting her big white shoulders. "Simply for convenience—when I'm in evening kit. Dressmakers don't allow us poor women pockets in these days."
She laughed, partially closing her long eyes and lifting her big white shoulders slightly. "Just for convenience—when I’m dressed up for the evening. Dressmakers don’t allow us poor women to have pockets these days."
"It may be so!" As von Herrnung spoke with a calculated roughness that he had found useful in dealing with many women, he took the cigarette-case from her, momentarily covering her hand with his own. As his curving fingers touched her palm, he felt the soft warm flesh wince at the contact. Her black brows drew together, her sleepy agate eyes shot him a hostile sidewise glance.
"Maybe that's true!" As von Herrnung spoke with a intentionally rough tone that had worked well with many women, he took the cigarette case from her, momentarily placing his hand over hers. When his curved fingers grazed her palm, he noticed her soft, warm skin flinch at his touch. Her dark brows knitted together, and her sleepy, agate-colored eyes shot him a resentful sideways look.
"I have not offended?" he whispered in some anxiety. And she answered in a louder tone, under cover of the talk, and laughter of the others:
"I haven't upset anyone, right?" he whispered nervously. She answered, raising her voice above the chatter and laughter of the others:
"No! ... Only—I hate to be touched, that's all."
"No! It's just that I really don’t like being touched, that’s all."
He smiled under the crisp tight roll of his red moustache, and his large, well-cut nostrils dilated and quivered.
He smiled under his neatly trimmed red mustache, and his large, well-shaped nostrils flared and quivered.
"One day you will not hate it. I will wait for that day. But—about your cigarette-case—you do not now tell me the truth! ... The real reason is more subtle. You carry that thing there—under your corsage—to make live men envious of an object that cannot feel!"
"One day you won't hate it. I'll be there for that day. But about your cigarette case—you’re not being honest with me! ... The real reason is more complicated. You keep that thing there—under your corsage—to make living men jealous of an object that can't feel!"
"Really! ... What a lot you must know about women!"
"Seriously! ... You must know a lot about women!"
The words were mocking, but the voice that uttered them was big, warm, and velvety. Far above the ordinary stature of womanhood—you remember that Franky regarded her as a great galumphing creature—her head would yet have been much below the level of von Herrnung's, but for the height of the extraordinary diadem or turban that crowned her masses of dull cloudy-black hair. Folds of vivid emerald-green satin rose above a wide band of theatrical gilt tinsel, set with blazing stage rubies, and above the centre of the wearer's low, wide brow a fan-shaped panache of clipped white ospreys sprang, boldly challenging the eye. Thrown with royal prodigality upon the back of the chair she occupied was an opera-mantle of cotton-backed emerald-green velvet lavishly furred with ermine and sables that were palpably false as the garish gold and jewels of the diadem that crowned her, yet became her big, bold, rather brazen beauty as well as though the Siberian weasel and the Arctic marten had been trapped and slain to deck and adorn her, instead of the white rabbit of ordinary commerce and the domestic pussy-cat.
The words were mocking, but the voice that delivered them was deep, warm, and smooth. Taller than most women—you remember that Franky thought she was a big, clumsy creature—her head might still have been noticeably lower than von Herrnung's if it weren't for the height of the stunning crown or turban on her thick, dull black hair. Layers of bright emerald-green satin rose above a wide band of flashy gold tinsel, decorated with bright stage rubies, and atop her low, broad forehead, a fan-shaped plume of trimmed white ospreys stood out, boldly catching attention. Draped with extravagant style over the back of the chair she was sitting in was an opera cape made of cotton-backed emerald-green velvet, lavishly lined with faux fur, just like the flashy gold and jewels of the crown on her head. Yet, it suited her big, bold, somewhat brash beauty as perfectly as if real Siberian weasels and Arctic martens had been used to dress her instead of the ordinary white rabbit and domestic cat.
CHAPTER XI
CHAPTER 11
PATRINE SAXHAM
PATRINE SAXHAM
Who was the girl—the woman rather—who diffused around her so powerful a magnetic aura, whom prodigal Nature had dowered with such opulence of bodily splendour, that cheap, tawdry clothes and ornaments borrowed from her a magnificence that conjured up visions of the Salammbo of Flaubert, gleaming moon-like through her gold and purple tissues—of Anatole France's Queen of Sheba treading the lapis-lazuli and sardonyx pavements of King Solomon's palace in her jewelled sandals of gilded serpent-skin, darting fiery provocations from under the shadow of her painted lashes towards the Wise One rising from his cushions of purple byssus, between the golden lions of his ivory throne?
Who was the girl—the woman, really—who exuded such a strong magnetic presence? Nature had gifted her with stunning physical beauty, making even simple, flashy clothes and accessories look impressive, reminiscent of Flaubert's Salammbo, shining like the moon through her gold and purple fabrics—like Anatole France's Queen of Sheba walking on the lapis-lazuli and sardonyx floors of King Solomon's palace in her jeweled sandals made from gilded snake skin, casting fiery glances from beneath the shadow of her painted lashes toward the Wise One rising from his purple silk cushions, flanked by the golden lions of his ivory throne?
What a voice the creature had! thought von Herrnung. Soft and velvety like that dead-white skin of hers. The tortoiseshell case he held in his big palm still glowed with the rich vital warmth of her. His blood tingled and raced in his veins; his hard, brilliant stare grew languorous, and his mouth relaxed into sensuousness. He said almost stupidly, so keen was his enjoyment:
What a voice that creature had! thought von Herrnung. Soft and velvety, just like her pale white skin. The tortoiseshell case he held in his large hand still glowed with her rich, warm energy. His blood buzzed and raced in his veins; his intense, piercing gaze softened, and his mouth broke into a sensual smile. He said almost foolishly, so strong was his pleasure:
"You English ladies smoke a great deal, I think."
"I think you English women smoke a lot."
"Why should we leave all the pleasant vices to the men?"
"Why should we let the men have all the fun vices?"
She asked the queer question, not defiantly, but bluntly. Her strange eyes laughed a little, as she saw Franky wince. "Lord Norwater hates me. Well, that's about the limit!" she told herself. "And I helped on his love-affair for little Margot's sake!" "I beg your pardon, Lord Norwater! You were saying something? ..."
She asked the awkward question, not in a confrontational way, but directly. Her striking eyes sparkled a little as she saw Franky flinch. "Lord Norwater hates me. Well, that's exaggerating it!" she thought. "And I helped with his romance for little Margot's benefit!" "Excuse me, Lord Norwater! Were you saying something? ..."
"You're an Advanced Thinker, aren't you, Miss Saxham? At least, my wife tells me so," Franky began. "Well, I'm not! But I've got my doubts as to whether vice is pleasant, for one thing—and for another, whether the general run of women in these days aren't quite as vicious as the men?"
"You're an Advanced Thinker, right, Miss Saxham? At least, that's what my wife says," Franky said. "Well, I'm not! But I do wonder if vice is really enjoyable, for one thing—and for another, I think the average woman today is just as wicked as men?"
"He wants to be nasty.... Poor boy, what have I done to him?" passed through the brain topped by the bizarre diadem. But before its wearer could reply, von Herrnung interposed:
"He wants to be cruel... Poor kid, what did I do to him?" ran through the mind under the strange crown. But before the person wearing it could reply, von Herrnung cut in:
"Naturally they are vicious—if they desire to please men. A dash of vice—that is the last touch to perfect an exquisite woman. It is the chilli in the mayonnaise, the garlic and citron in the ragoût, the perfume of the carnation, the patch of rouge that lends brilliance to the eye, the bite in the kiss! ..."
"Sure, they can be ruthless—especially if they want to impress guys. A hint of bad behavior—that's the finishing touch to make a woman stunning. It's the spice in the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."mayonnaise, the garlic and lemon in theragoût…the fragrance of the carnation, the hint of blush that makes the eyes sparkle, the excitement in the kiss! …
"The bite in the ... Great Snipe! what an expression!" thought Franky, whose attack of propriety had reached the acute stage. Patrine Saxham repeated slowly, and with brows that frowned a little:
"The bite in the ... Great Snipe! What a sight!" thought Franky, whose sense of propriety was at an all-time high. Patrine Saxham repeated it slowly, with slightly furrowed brows:
"'The bite in the kiss'...."
"'The sting in the kiss'...."
"You pretend not to understand..." said the guttural voice of von Herrnung, speaking so that his wine- and cigar-scented breath stirred the heavy hair that hid her small white ear. "But you are wiser than you would have me believe. Are you not? Tell me!—am I not right?"
"You act like you don't understand..." said von Herrnung in a gruff voice, his breath smelling of wine and cigars as it brushed against the thick hair covering her small white ear. "But you know more than you're admitting. Don’t you? Tell me!—am I wrong?"
He bent closer, and she broke a web that seemed in the last few moments to have been spun about her, invisible, delicate, strong, making captive the body and the mind. Her odd agate-coloured eyes laughed into his jeeringly. Her wide red mouth curved and split like a ripe pomegranate, showing the sharp white teeth that, backed by a vigorous appetite and seconded by a splendid digestion, had done justice to every course of Brayham's choice menu.
He leaned in closer, and she broke free from a web that, just moments ago, felt like it was wrapping around her—unseen, delicate, yet strong—holding her body and mind captive. Her striking, agate-colored eyes laughed at him in a mocking way. Her wide red mouth curved and opened like a ripe pomegranate, showing off sharp white teeth that, thanks to a healthy appetite and great digestion, had thoroughly enjoyed every dish from Brayham's exquisite menu.
Men always waxed sentimental or enterprising towards the close of a rattling good dinner. Patrine didn't care, not a merry little hang! They might say and look what they liked, as long as they kept their hands off. At a touch, the quick revulsion came.
Guys always got sentimental or ambitious toward the end of a really good dinner. Patrine didn’t mind at all, not one bit! They could say and act however they wanted, as long as they kept their hands to themselves. Just one touch, and the sudden shift would hit hard.
"You are amused.... I understand...." Von Herrnung spoke between his teeth, in a tone of stifled anger. "Always to rot; it is your English fashion.... When you encourage a man to make love to you, you are rotting. When you say sweet things to him—possibly you are rotting too?"
"You're kidding.... I understand...." Von Herrnung said through gritted teeth, his voice filled with restrained anger. "Always about decay; that's your English style.... When you string a guy along, you’re decaying. When you say nice things to him—maybe you're decaying too?"
She turned her face away from him, striving to control her irresistible laughter. In vain; it took her as a sudden gale takes a pennant at the masthead—seized and shook her—as von Herrnung could have shaken her had they been alone. He turned savagely from her; she heard him speak to Brayham, who responded with what-whattings, his fleshy hand to his deafest ear. Von Herrnung repeated his utterance. Brayham goggled in astonishment. Courtley murmured to Franky:
She turned her face away from him, trying to suppress her uncontrollable laughter. It was pointless; it hit her like a sudden gust of wind catches a flag at the top of a pole—gripped her and shook her—just like von Herrnung could have done if they had been alone. He turned away from her in anger; she heard him speaking to Brayham, who responded with confused sounds, his chubby hand covering his deaf ear. Von Herrnung repeated what he said. Brayham stared in shock. Courtley whispered to Franky:
"Hear what the blighter's saying.... No keeping him down, is there? ... Buoyant as one of his own Zeppelins!"
"Check out what that guy is saying.... You can't hold him back, can you? ... As positive as one of his own Zeppelins!"
They looked and listened. Brayham's thick bull-neck was shortening as his shoulders climbed to his mottled ears. They caught a sound between a snort and a bellow. Then Lady Wathe's diamonds flashed all the colours of the rainbow as she turned vivaciously to her friend.... Count Tido wanted to propose a toast, the custom in dear, sentimental Germany.... Why shouldn't he? Rather amusing. She begged him to go on. Said von Herrnung:
They watched and listened. Brayham's thick neck was getting tense as his shoulders lifted close to his spotted ears. They heard a sound that was a mix of a snort and a bellow. Then Lady Wathe's diamonds shimmered in all the colors of the rainbow as she turned enthusiastically to her friend... Count Tido wanted to make a toast, as is the custom in beloved, sentimental Germany... Why not? Quite entertaining. She encouraged him to go on. Said von Herrnung:
"To-night the laugh goes much against me. I have been most frightfully rotted. Now, in my country it is the custom when a guest has been made game of that those who have laughed at him must drink a toast with him—to show there is no ill-will."
"Tonight, I'm the punchline. I've been totally embarrassed. In my country, it's a tradition that when a guest is made fun of, those who laughed at him have to raise a toast with him—to show that there are no hard feelings."
"Never heard of such a custom—and I've lived in Germany a good deal."
"I've never heard of such a custom, and I've spent a good amount of time in Germany."
This from Brayham. The German persisted:
This is from Brayham. The German kept insisting:
"Still, it is a custom, and it may be you will gratify me?" He went on, now addressing the company generally: "Here at the Spitz they have a Tokayer that is very old and very excellent. If I might order some? It would be amusing if you would all join me in drinking to The Day! ..."
"Still, it's a tradition, and maybe you could indulge me?" He continued, now addressing the group: "Here at the Spitz, they have a very old and outstanding Tokayer. Can I order some? It would be great if you all joined me in celebrating The Day! ..."
The speaker, without waiting consent, beckoned to one of the attendants. Brayham, his cockatoo-crest of stiff grey hair erect, stared, as at a new and surprising type of the human kind.
The speaker, not waiting for anyone's approval, waved at one of the attendants. Brayham, with his rigid grey hair sticking up like a cockatoo's crest, stared as if he were looking at a completely new and surprising type of person.
But the words Brayham might have uttered were taken out of his mouth. A swift glance had passed between the English Naval officer and the rather stupid, titled young Guardsman occupying the seat left of von Herrnung. And while the Commander coolly intimated to the advancing waiter by a sign that his services were not needed, Lord Norwater, lobster-red and rather flurried, turned to von Herrnung and said, not loudly, yet clearly enough to be heard by every guest at the table:
But Brayham's words were snatched away from him. A brief glance exchanged between the English Naval officer and the somewhat slow-witted, titled young Guardsman next to von Herrnung. While the Commander calmly signaled to the approaching waiter with a gesture that he didn't need any help, Lord Norwater, bright red and a bit flustered, turned to von Herrnung and said, not loudly, but clearly enough for everyone at the table to hear:
"Stop! Sorry to swipe in, Count, but you'd better not order that wine, I think!"
"Hold on! Sorry to interrupt, Count, but I really think you shouldn't order that wine!"
"You think not?" asked von Herrnung, with coolest insolence.
"You don't agree?" asked von Herrnung, in the calmest way possible.
"I—don't think so. I'm dead-sure!" said Franky, getting redder. "We Britons laugh at brag and bluffing, and the gassy patriotism shown by some foreigners we're apt to call bad form. We abuse our Institutions and rag our Governments—we've done that since the year One—far as I can make out. And when other people do it we generally sit tight and smile. We've no use for heroics. But when the pinch comes—it ain't so much that we're loyal. We're Loyalty. We're IT!"
"I don't think so. I'm completely sure!" said Franky, getting even redder. "We Brits laugh at showing off and making bold claims, and we see the overly patriotic behavior of some foreigners as bad manners. We criticize our institutions and joke about our governments—we’ve been doing that since forever, as far as I know. And when others do it, we usually just sit back and smile. We have no need for heroics. But when it really matters—that's when our loyalty shows. We embody Loyalty. We are it!"
With all his boggling he was so much in earnest, and with all his earnestness so absurdly, quaintly slangy, that the listeners, men and women of British race, whose blood warmed to something in his face and utterance, were forced to struggle to restrain their mirth. Some inkling of this increased the speaker's confusion. He cast a drowning glance at his bulwark Courtley, and Courtley's eye signalled back to his, "Good egg! ... Drive on, old son!"
In his confusion, he was utterly serious, and despite his seriousness, he was strangely and charmingly informal that the audience, consisting of British men and women, who noticed the spark in his expression and words, had to struggle to keep from laughing. This awareness only added to the speaker's embarrassment. He looked desperately at his supporter, Courtley, and Courtley's eyes communicated back, "You're doing great! ... Keep going, my friend!"
"You're a foreigner here, of course ..." Franky pursued before the German could interrupt him. He appeared oblivious to his own analogous case. Perhaps for the moment the Hotel Spitz in the Place Vendôme, Paris, and its gorgeous namesake in the London West End, were confused in his not too intellectual mind. He went on: "We're ready to make allowances—too rottenly ready sometimes.... But I read off the iddy-umpties to Full Stop, a minute back.... Count von Herrnung, when you ask English ladies and Englishmen—two of 'em in the Service—to drink that toast with you—you must know you're putting your foot in your hat!"
"You're obviously a foreigner here..." Franky went on before the German could interrupt him. He seemed unaware of how similar his own situation was. Maybe at that moment, he was confusing the Hotel Spitz in Place Vendôme, Paris, with its impressive counterpart in London's West End in his not-so-bright mind. He continued: "We're open to making exceptions—sometimes too open... But I just told the oddballs to wrap it up a minute ago... Count von Herrnung, when you ask English ladies and English men—two of them in the Service—to drink that toast with you—you need to realize you're making a huge mistake!"
"Especially," said Courtley, as Franky collapsed, dewy all over and wondering where his breath had gone to—"especially as—a friend of mine happens to have heard that toast proposed rather recently during a Staff banquet at a military headquarters in Germany. And the words, are—not—quite exactly flavoured to suit the British taste."
"Especially," said Courtley, as Franky collapsed on the ground, soaked in sweat and trying to catch his breath—"especially since a friend of mine just heard that toast suggested recently at a Staff banquet at a military base in Germany. And the words aren’t really suited for British tastes."
"'To the Day of Supremacy. On the Land and on the Sea, under the Sea and in the Air, Germany Victorious for ever and ever!'" said von Herrnung, who had got upon his legs, and loomed gigantic over the lace-covered, flower-decked table, now in the after-dinner stage of untidiness, with its silver-gilt and crystal dishes of choice fruit and glittering bonbons disarranged and ravaged, its plates littered, its half-emptied wine-goblets pushed aside to make room for fragrant, steaming coffee-cups in filigree holders, and tiny jewel-hued glasses of Maraschino Cusenier, and Père Kermann. There was a rustle, and a general scraping-back of chairs. Courtley had also risen, and Lord Norwater. A susurration of excitement had passed through the long, lofty, brilliant dining-room. People were getting up from the tables—the pink-and-yellow sheets of Paris Soir, the late edition of the Daily Mail, and another of the Liberté, were fluttering from hand to hand.... And the shrill voice of Lady Wathe was heard.
'To the Day of Supremacy. On Land and Sea, under the Sea and in the Air, Germany Victorious forever!'" said von Herrnung, who had stood up and loomed over the lace-covered, flower-decorated table, now a chaotic mess after dinner, with its silver-gilt and crystal dishes of exquisite fruit and sparkling candies scattered and disordered, plates piled with leftovers, half-empty wine glasses pushed aside to make room for fragrant, steaming cups of coffee in ornate holders, and small, colorful glasses of Maraschino Cusenier and Père Kermann. There was a buzz, and chairs scraped back all around. Courtley had also stood up, along with Lord Norwater. A wave of excitement washed over the long, bright dining room. People were getting up from the tables—pink-and-yellow sheets ofParis Soir, the most recent version of the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__Daily Mail, and another of theLiberté, were being passed around from hand to hand.... And the sharp voice of Lady Wathe could be heard.
CHAPTER XII
CHAPTER 12
THE GATHERING OF THE STORM
THE STORM IS COMING
"Sit down, Tido!" said Lady Wathe. "What is the matter with everybody? What are they talking about? Tell a waiter to get us a paper! What do you say, Sir Thomas? Of course! Stupid of me to forget. To-day was to be the official summing-up of the evidence in the Perdroux Murder Case. A French Jury won't guillotine a woman—you said they wouldn't, Sir Thomas, from the beginning. But of course the verdict's 'Guilty' for Madame! ..."
"Sit down, Tido!" Lady Wathe said. "What's going on with everyone? What are they discussing? Get a waiter to bring us a newspaper! What do you think, Sir Thomas? Of course! How could I forget? Today was supposed to be the official summary of the evidence in the Perdroux Murder Case. A French jury won’t sentence a woman to the guillotine—you said they wouldn’t, Sir Thomas, from the beginning. But of course, the verdict will be 'Guilty' for Madame! ..."
Brayham, with a King's Bench cough, admitted that he had few misgivings as to the ultimate upshot. Upon the waiter's return without a newspaper, affirming a copy not to be procurable, judicial inquiries elicited from the man that the general furore for news was less due to popular interest in the famous cause célèbre than to popular thirst for details with reference to the Assassinations at Serajevo. Which brought from Lady Wathe the shrill query:
Brayham, coughing like a judge, admitted that he had little doubt about how things would turn out. When the waiter returned without a newspaper, stating that it wasn't available, further questioning showed that the public's obsession with news was less about interest in the famous __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__cause célèbreand more about their curiosity for information on the assassinations in Sarajevo. This led to a pointed question from Lady Wathe:
"Sarajevo—where's Sarajevo? Ask him about the Verdict—I simply must know!"
"Sarajevo—where is Sarajevo? Ask him about the Verdict—I really need to know!"
The Verdict had been "Not Guilty," according to the waiter.... The Goblin screamed:
The verdict was "Not Guilty," according to the waiter.... The Goblin shouted:
"But she is!—she is! Good heavens, my dear Sir Thomas! Isn't it murder to riddle an editor to death in his own office, before his subordinates, with bullets from a revolver you've hidden in your muff?"
"But she is!—she really is! Good heavens, my dear Sir Thomas! Isn't it murder to shoot an editor dead in his own office, right in front of his staff, with bullets from a gun you've hidden in your muff?"
Brayham summoned up his best King's Bench manner to answer:
Brayham brought his top courtroom skills to respond:
"If he dies—and a jury don't happen to decide that you're innocent—the evidence is against you, my dear ma'am!"
"If he dies—and a jury doesn't find you innocent—the evidence is against you, my dear!"
Lady Wathe's vivacious gestures provoked astounding coruscations from her panoply of jewels. She had been certain from the first that there would be no capital sentence. But "Not Guilty." ... Surely it should have been Mazas for life. Or New Caledonia—didn't they send murderesses to New Caledonia?
Lady Wathe's energetic gestures made her collection of jewels shine brightly. She had been convinced from the start that there wouldn’t be a death penalty. But "Not Guilty." ... Surely it should have been life in Mazas. Or New Caledonia—didn't they send female murderers to New Caledonia?
Brayham, with a tone and manner even more deeply tinged with the King's Bench, begged leave to correct—arah!—his very dear friend's impression that the blameless and much-tried lady, now probably—aha—arah!—supping in the company of her husband and her advocate in her own luxurious dining-room, might, without libel, be called a murderess. Like—aha!—many other highly-strung women, Madame Perdroux had had recourse to the revolver as the ultima ratio. But the Verdict pronounced by the President of the Paris Court of Assize that afternoon had—arah!—purged——
Brayham, sounding even more shaped by the King's Bench, wanted to correct—ah!—his very close friend's belief that the innocent and much-tested lady, who was likely—aha—ah!—having dinner with her husband and her lawyer in her own fancy dining room, could be labeled a murderess without it being considered slander. Like—aha!—many other highly emotional women, Madame Perdroux had taken to the gun as thelast resortBut the verdict given by the President of the Paris Court of Assize that afternoon had—ah!—cleared——
"Bother the Verdict!" snapped the Goblin.
"Forget the verdict!" the Goblin snapped.
Brayham, incensed at this irreverence, replied with acrimony. The pair wrangled as Paris had wrangled since March 16th, while the great, crowded restaurant buzzed with the name of an obscure town in Eastern Europe—"Sarajevo, Sarajevo"—tossed and bandied from mouth to mouth.
Brayham, furious at the disrespect, responded with anger. The two argued just as they had since March 16th, while the busy restaurant buzzed with the name of a little-known town in Eastern Europe—"Sarajevo, Sarajevo"—shared and repeated by everyone."
We have learned to our bitter cost the appalling significance of this crime of Sarajevo, which had dwarfed in the estimation of the keen-witted Parisians the most sensational cause célèbre ever tried before a French Criminal Court.
We have learned at a great cost the shocking significance of the crime in Sarajevo, which has overshadowed in the minds of the perceptive Parisians the most sensational __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.cause célèbreever been tried in a French Criminal Court.
The Perdroux trial and its probable result had split Paris into hostile factions. The Press had attacked or defended, lauded or vilified the chief personages of the drama with tireless energy for weeks. The Verdict of "Not Guilty" would have caused fierce rioting upon the boulevards this sultry night of July. Blood would have been spilt between the partisans of Madame Perdroux and her opponents, but for this unexpected bolt from the blue.
The Perdroux trial and its expected outcome had split Paris into two opposing sides. The media had vigorously criticized or supported, praised or condemned the key figures in the drama for weeks. A "Not Guilty" verdict would have sparked violent riots on the boulevards on this sweltering July night. Blood would have been spilled between Madame Perdroux's supporters and her opponents, if not for this unexpected twist.
Berlin had had the story of the assassinations with its breakfast-rolls and hot creamed coffee. Now, in the blue-white glare of the great electric arc-lamps of the Paris boulevards, men and women leaned over one another's shoulders to get a whiff of the big black letters on the displayed contents-bills; at every kiosk and bookstall the newspaper-vendors were sold out; much-thumbed copies of the papers were bought by knowing speculators, to be sold and bought and sold again.
Berlin had heard about the assassinations while having breakfast rolls and hot coffee. Now, under the bright blue-white light of the large electric arc lamps lining the Paris boulevards, people leaned over each other’s shoulders to catch a look at the bold black headlines displayed in the news. At every kiosk and bookstall, the newspaper vendors were out of stock; worn copies of the papers were bought by clever speculators, ready to be resold and traded repeatedly.
The Kaiser at Kiel was racing his own clipper when the operator of the Imperial private wireless read a story from the notes of the singing spark that smote him pale and sick. When his anointed master heard the gory news, his chief regret seems to have concerned the untimely decease of the partner of his "life-work." "It will have," he said with bitterness, "to be begun all over again!"
The Kaiser was at Kiel, testing out his own ship when the operator of the Imperial private wireless received a report from the telegraph that made him pale and feel sick. When his chosen leader got the shocking news, his biggest regret seemed to be the sudden death of the partner in his "life's work." "It will have," he said bitterly, "to be started all over again!"
One wonders, in the blood-red light of four years of dreadful carnage, seeing Hell and its dark Powers still unchained, and raging on this War-torn earth of ours—what would have been the nature of the edifice reared by these two Imperial craftsmen, had the younger not been removed by a violent and sudden death?
One wonders, in the brutal aftermath of four years of horrific violence, seeing Hell and its dark forces still unleashed and causing chaos in our war-torn world—what would the structure created by these two imperial minds have looked like if the younger one hadn't been taken away by a violent and sudden death?
Did the prospect of unlocking—with one touch on an electric button and the scrawl of a wet pen—the brazen gates of Death and Terror ever strike cold to the heart of the rufous Hapsburg Archduke? Madness, we know, is in the blood of his evil-fated House. But, when the shots from a Bosnian High School student's revolver pierced Franz Ferdinand's brain and body, was he sane enough to realise that the crime of the Anarchist had saved his own name from foul, indelible, and hideous infamy? We shall know when the trumpet of the Archangel sounds the Last Réveillé, and the grave gives up its dead, and the Sea spews forth its victims, and the secrets of that deeper abyss, the human heart, are revealed in the sheer, awful Light that streams from the Throne of God.
Did the idea of opening the ominous gates of Death and Terror with just a push of a button and a stroke of a pen ever send chills down the fiery Hapsburg Archduke's spine? We know that madness runs in the blood of his ill-fated family. But when the shots from a Bosnian high school student's gun hit Franz Ferdinand, was he aware enough to realize that the Anarchist's crime had saved his name from lasting shame? We will find out when the trumpet of the Archangel sounds the Last Call, and the grave releases its dead, and the Sea brings forth its victims, and the secrets of that deeper abyss, the human heart, are revealed in the pure, terrifying Light that shines from the Throne of God.
CHAPTER XIII
CHAPTER 13
THE SUPERMAN
THE SUPERMAN
People had for some time been rising, passing out through the oxidised silver-framed glass doors of Spitz's big brilliant dining-room; beyond these the vestibule was now full to the walls, so that its palms and tree-ferns rocked amidst the billows of a heaving human sea. Many guests lingered in conversation, standing in groups near the vacated tables. The glitter and blaze of jewels, adorning bizarre coiffures, bare and powdered throats, bosoms, arms, and backs,—the dazzling display of brilliantly-hued toilettes, made an ensemble marvellously gay. And now, returning as they had arrived, but unattended by M. Spitz, came the party of notables from the German Embassy, talking together in loud, harsh, Teutonic accents. Von Herrnung, erect, stiffening to the salute as previously, remained in the rigid attitude until the Ambassador had passed. But this time the official finger beckoned. He turned, pushed back his chair, and in a stride, joined the squat, elderly figure. The yellow-white, heavily-featured face with its stiff brush of white hair above the square brain-box turned to him, the deeply-pouched, shrewd grey eyes looked past him to the table he had left. The coarse mouth under the white moustache with the brushed-up points, uttered a few emphatic words. Then, with a slight nod, the representative of the All Highest at Berlin passed on. The swing-doors opened and shut behind him and his following. And von Herrnung rejoined his party, saying with a queer, excited breathlessness:
People had been leaving for a while, stepping through the oxidized silver-framed glass doors of Spitz's large, dazzling dining room; beyond those doors, the foyer was now packed with palms and tree ferns swaying in the bustling crowd. Many guests lingered, chatting together near the empty tables. The shine and sparkle of the jewelry on unique hairstyles, bare and powdered necks, chests, arms, and backs—the vibrant display of colorful outfits—created a wonderfully cheerful atmosphere. Now, returning just as they had arrived but without M. Spitz, was the group of dignitaries from the German Embassy, speaking loudly in thick German accents. Von Herrnung stood tall, snapping to attention as before, holding his rigid stance until the Ambassador passed. But this time, the official motioned for him to come over. He turned, pushed back his chair, and in one swift move, joined the short, older figure. The yellow-white, heavily-marked face with stiff white hair above the square head turned to him, and the deeply-lined, sharp grey eyes looked pasthimto the table he had just left. The rough mouth beneath the white mustache, with its pointed ends, spoke a few firm words. Then, with a slight nod, the representative of the Highest Authority in Berlin moved on. The swinging doors opened and closed behind him and his entourage. And von Herrnung rejoined his group, saying with a strange, excited breathlessness:
"The ladies will pardon.... His Excellency had something to say!"
"The ladies will understand... His Excellency has something to say!"
The ladies were rising, looking for their theatre-wraps. He deftly lifted the barbaric garment of green velvet and sable-edged ermines from the back of Miss Saxham's chair, and, opening it, held it to receive her tall, luxuriant person, mentally commenting:
The women were getting up, looking for their theater wraps. He expertly picked up the fancy green velvet coat with sable trim from the back of Miss Saxham's chair and held it open for her tall, elegant figure, thinking to himself:
"With such hips, such a bosom, and such shoulders, the jade must be twenty-eight or nine." And remembering how boldly she had said to him that she liked red men, he thought: "Amusement here.... Nothing needed but time and opportunity—which this Bosnian affair reduces to a minimum." "Gnädiges Fraulein will you not put on your mantel?"
"With those hips, that bust, and those shoulders, she must be about twenty-eight or twenty-nine." Remembering how confidently she had mentioned that she liked red men, he thought: "This could be interesting... All we need is time and an opportunity—which the Bosnian situation restricts to almost none."MissWill you not wear yourcoat?
She told him that she was too hot. He insisted, with all the Teuton's dread of chill:
She told him that she was feeling too warm. He insisted, with all the Germans' fear of being cold:
"But it will be cooler in the vestibule, and cooler still when we are driving. Do we not go on to a theatre? I think Lady Wathe has told me so?"
"But it will be cooler in the entryway, and even cooler while we're driving. Aren't we going to a theater? I think Lady Wathe mentioned that to me?"
She shrugged her splendid shoulders.
She shrugged her beautiful shoulders.
"Nothing so proper. The Jardin des Milles Plaisirs, on the Champs Elysées. We're all dead nuts on seeing the new dance from São Paulo. The thing that has exploded Tango and Maxixe, you know. Look!—the others are moving. Don't let's lose them! No! I won't take your arm. Please carry my wrap with your coat."
"Nothing could be more appropriate. The __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__"Jardin des Milles Plaisirs, on the Champs Elysées. We're all excited to see the new dance from São Paulo. The one that's taken Tango and Maxixe by storm, you know. Look!—the others are moving. Let's not lose them! No! I won’t grab your arm. Please carry my wrap with your coat.
"I will put my coat on. Then I shall better carry your mantel."
"I'm going to put on my coat. Then I can carry your __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ better."coat.”
An attendant deftly hung von Herrnung's thin black, sleeveless garment over his broad shoulders, and gave him his white silk wrap and soft crush felt. He slipped a coin into the man's palm, its small value being instantly reflected in the features of the receiver, and moved towards the swing-doors with Patrine. She said, as a slight block momentarily arrested their progress:
An attendant expertly draped von Herrnung's slim black sleeveless outfit over his broad shoulders and handed him his white silk wrap and soft crush felt. He slipped a coin into the man's hand, its low value instantly clear on the recipient's face, and walked towards the swing doors with Patrine. She said, as a brief interruption momentarily paused their movement:
"What are they all jabbering about? Who has been assassinated? What has happened at this place with the crack jaw name? ..."
"What are they all discussing? Who got killed? What occurred at this place with the strange name? ..."
"Sarajevo..." came in von Herrnung's guttural accent.
"Sarajevo..." came in von Herrnung's deep voice.
"Sarajevo.... Not that I know where it is," said the deep warm voice, that was more like a young man's baritone than a young woman's contralto. And von Herrnung answered, with a renewal of that tingling thrill:
"Sarajevo... Not that I know where it is," said the deep, warm voice, which sounded more like a young man's baritone than a young woman's contralto. And von Herrnung responded, feeling that familiar thrill of excitement:
"Sarajevo is the capital of Bosnia in Eastern Europe. When Austria annexed Bosnia and Herzegovina in 1909, she made her seat of Government at Sarajevo. The Slavs grumbled. They wished for union with Servia—that little nation of pig-breeders! ... They themselves—the Bosnians—are stupid peasants, dümmer Teufels!—Schafskopfs! They cultivate their land with the wooden ploughs that were used at the date of the Trojan War.... But this does not interest you at all, I think?"
Sarajevo is the capital of Bosnia in Eastern Europe. When Austria annexed Bosnia and Herzegovina in 1909, they set up their government in Sarajevo. The Slavs complained. They wanted to unite with Serbia—that small country of pig farmers! ... The Bosnians themselves are just uneducated peasants,dümmer Teufels!—SchafskopfsThey farm their land with wooden plows that have been used since the Trojan War.... But I don’t think this interests you at all?
"How do you know it doesn't interest me?"
"How do you know I'm not interested?"
"Because dress and jewellery and amusement are the chief things in your life, gnädiges Fräulein. You are not even interested in der Politik, or in the higher Kultur. The social progress of your own country is nothing to you. You are too——"
"Since clothes, jewelry, and entertainment are your main focuses in life,missYou don't even care aboutpolitics, or about highercultureThe social progress in your country means nothing to you. You are too——
"Too frightfully stupid.... Thanks!"
"So painfully dumb.... Thanks!"
"I did not say too stupid," von Herrnung contradicted. "But if you were stupid, you are too hellishly handsome for that to matter in the least."
"I never said you were stupid," von Herrnung replied. "But even if you were, you're way too incredibly handsome for it to matter."
To be called hellishly handsome pleased her. Her eyes gave him a flashing side-glance. As a surge in the crowd pressed her curving hip against his tall, muscular body, she took his offered arm with a rough, brusque grace. They were near the swing-doors when she spoke:
Being called incredibly handsome made her happy. Her eyes glanced over at him. As the crowd pressed against her, she took his offered arm with a confident, quick grace. They were near the swing doors when she said:
"Tell me about the Sarajevo business.... Who is the official swell the Trojan ploughmen have hoisted—as Lady Beau would say?"
"Tell me about the Sarajevo business... Who is the official that the Trojan ploughmen have promoted—as Lady Beau would say?"
"I will tell you. It has happened only this morning——"
"I'll tell you. It just happened this morning—"
She felt the man's powerful muscles thrill and become rigid with suppressed excitement under the hand that rested on his arm.
She could feel the man's strong muscles tighten and become stiff with barely contained excitement beneath the hand she had resting on his arm.
"Two personages of the highest rank have been horribly assassinated. The Archduke Franz Ferdinand, Kronprinz of the Imperial House of Austria, and his wife; you have heard of the Gräfin Sophie Chotek, created Duchess of Hohenberg? Virtually she was Erzherzogin—Archduchess—but the wife of the Archduke by a mariage de la main gauche. A morganatic marriage—such unions have been heard of in your virtuous England."
Two high-ranking officials have been brutally assassinated. The Archduke Franz Ferdinand, __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,Kronprinzof the Imperial House of Austria and his wife; you've heard of theGräfinSophie Chotek, who became the Duchess of Hohenberg? Basically, she wasErzherzogin—Archduchess—but the Archduke's wife through amariage de la main gaucheA morganatic marriage—such unions have been acknowledged in your honorable England.
They had passed the swing-doors now, and mingled, with the crush in the vestibule. Patrine said, signalling with a pair of long black suéde gloves and a vanity-bag of gilded metal chain-mail:
They had passed through the swing doors and merged into the crowd in the foyer. Patrine said, waving a pair of long black suede gloves and a vanity bag made of golden metal chain-mail:
"There's Lady Beau. Behind the second column right of the entrance. And here's Captain Courtley coming to hurry us up!"
"There's Lady Beau, standing behind the second column to the right of the entrance. And here comes Captain Courtley, rushing to meet us!"
Courtley, smiling and unruffled as ever, dodged under the huge roseate elbow of an immense lady in Oriental kincob tissues. He gave his message, turned and dived back again. The rich, womanly baritone of Miss Saxham said, addressing von Herrnung:
Courtley, smiling and as calm as ever, ducked under the large pink elbow of a huge woman dressed in elegant Oriental fabric. He delivered his message, turned, and plunged back into the crowd. The deep, feminine voice of Miss Saxham spoke to von Herrnung:
"Lady Wathe and Sir Thomas Brayham have gone on in Lady Wathe's auto-brougham. Lord Norwater has done a bunk. Pretended he had an appointment; he's been frightfully fed up with all of us this evening. Lady Beauvayse says her chauffeur is on the string all right, but about a million cars are ahead of him. Why did your Austrian Archduke and his wife go to that place in Bosnia if it wasn't healthy for Royalties? Fancy!—they went to their deaths this Sunday morning! Why does one always forget it's Sunday in Paris?"
Lady Wathe and Sir Thomas Brayham have left in Lady Wathe's car. Lord Norwater made a quick getaway. He claimed he had an appointment; he’s really been tired of all of us tonight. Lady Beauvayse says her chauffeur is definitely caught in traffic, but there are a ton of cars in front of him. Why did your Austrian Archduke and his wife go to that place in Bosnia if it wasn’t safe for Royals? Can you believe it!—they met their end this Sunday morning! Why does one always forget it’s Sunday in Paris?
"That English Sunday of yours," exclaimed von Herrnung, "is very good to forget, I think!"
"That English Sunday of yours," von Herrnung exclaimed, "is really easy to forget, I think!"
She gave her deep, soft laugh. He went on rapidly:
She gave a gentle, quiet laugh. He quickly went on:
"Of the Archduke and the Duchess I tell you, since you have asked me.... They inspected the troops—regiments of the Austrian garrison. Then they drove in their automobile along the Appel Quay, towards the Sarajevo Town Hall. They are passing beneath the shade of an avenue of tamarind and oak trees when a bomb is thrown at them by a man hidden among the branches.... The Archduke is very prompt—he wards off the bomb with his arm. He is not then hurt, nor is the Duchess. But his Adjutant—in the car behind them—is wounded in the neck. When they arrive at the Town Hall the Mayor commences the address of welcome. To him Franz Ferdinand says angrily: 'Halt den Mund! ... Shut up, you silly fellow! What the big devil is the use of your speeches? I came to Sarajevo on a visit, and I get bombs thrown at me.... It is too damned rotten for anything! ..."
"Let me tell you about the Archduke and the Duchess, since you asked.... They inspected the troops—regiments of the Austrian garrison. Then they drove in their car along the Appel Quay, heading toward the Sarajevo Town Hall. As they passed under the shade of a row of tamarind and oak trees, a bomb was thrown at them by a man hidden in the branches.... The Archduke reacts quickly—he deflects the bomb with his arm. Neither he nor the Duchess is injured. But his__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Adjutant—in the car behind them—gets hurt in the neck. When they arrive at the Town Hall, the Mayor starts his welcome speech. Franz Ferdinand reacts angrily: 'Halt den Mund!"... Be quiet, you foolish man! What’s the purpose of your speeches? I came to Sarajevo for a visit, and I’m getting bombs thrown at me.... It’s absolutely absurd! ..."
"Yes, yes! ... Go on!" She bit her lips, fighting a nervous impulse to laugh.
"Yeah, yeah! ... Keep going!" She bit her lips, trying to hold back a nervous laugh.
"So the Imperial cortège drove away, and a student threw at the Archduke another bomb. It did not explode, so he shot him with an automatic revolver, an American Browning. The Duchess tried to cover him with her body, and the assassin shot her also. The Archduke begged her to live for their children, but both victims died as they were being taken to the Governor's house.... They have arrested the assassins, he who tried to kill, and the fellow who succeeded.... They are both young, and men of Serb race. They are rebels all—they hate their Austrian rulers. Sarajevo is swarming with fellows of the same breed...."
"The Imperial procession drove away, and a student threw another bomb at the Archduke. It didn’t explode, so he shot him with an automatic revolver, an American Browning. The Duchess tried to protect him with her body, and the assassin shot her too. The Archduke begged her to survive for their kids, but both of them died on the way to the Governor's house.... They have arrested the attackers, the one who tried to kill him and the one who succeeded.... They are both young and of Serb descent. They are all rebels—they despise their Austrian rulers. Sarajevo is full of people like them...."
"What will the Austrian Government do to them, now they've caught them?"
"What is the Austrian Government going to do with them now that they’ve captured them?"
"To the regicides," von Herrnung returned harshly, "Austria will do—nothing that very much matters. It is not an important thing to destroy two trapped rats. But I think there will be an ultimatum from Vienna to the Servian Government; and if the terms of that are not complied with, then the Emperor of Austria may give the signal for his monitors upon the Donau to open fire upon the capital of Belgrade."
"To the regicides," von Herrnung responded sharply, "Austria won't take any major action. Getting rid of two trapped rats isn't a big deal. But I think there will be an ultimatum from Vienna to the Serbian government, and if the terms aren't met, then the Emperor of Austria might order his ships on the Danube to fire on the capital of Belgrade."
Patrine asked negligently, as a new surge of the crowd thrust her tall, lithe figure away from her companion's, forcing her to tighten her hold upon his arm:
Patrine asked casually, as a new surge of the crowd shoved her tall, slim figure away from her companion, causing her to grip his arm tighter:
"'Monitors?' ... I used to think monitors were big schoolboys and schoolgirls. Senior pupils told off to keep order. I was one myself once.... Chosen because I was bigger, and noisier, and naughtier than any other girl in my class...."
"'Monitors?' ... I used to think monitors were just older kids in school. They were older students given the job of keeping things in line. I was one myself once... Chosen because I was bigger, louder, and more mischievous than any other girl in my class...."
"Ha, ha, ha! ... Prächtig! ... That is capital!" She could feel the laughter shaking his big ribs. "That is just what they are—those monitors of the Donau. Each is a big girl who keeps order von anderen Sorte. But they have turned-up noses, not Egyptian and beautiful like yours!"
"Ha, ha, ha! ... Awesome! ... That's amazing!" She could feel the laughter shaking his big body. "That's exactly what they are—those monitors of the Danube. Each one is a strong woman who keeps everything in line."of a different kind"But they have stuck-up noses, not Egyptian and beautiful like yours!"
He added, with the calculated roughness that had previously pleased her:
He added, with the deliberate roughness that had once charmed her:
"You shall now put on your mantel. For the car, I see, is open." He shrugged his broad square shoulders closer into his overcoat and pulled up the collar about his throat, saying ill-temperedly: "Always does one find it with the English. It is lächerlich—that passion for the air."
"You should wear your"coatThe car is waiting, I can see. He shrugged his broad shoulders deeper into his overcoat and pulled the collar up around his neck, grumbling, "You can always rely on the English for this. It'sridiculous—that obsession with fresh air.
"Lovely, did you say? ..."
"Nice, did you say? ..."
Ignorant or careless that he had said "ridiculous," Patrine suffered him to wrap her mock ermines about her, seeing above the frieze of waiting figures that filled in the lower part of the picture framed by the portico, the emerald-green bird-of-Paradise plume of Lady Beauvayse whisk into the big white Rolls-Royce, past the neat black-haired head of Courtley, and the peaked cap and pale Cockney profile of Morris, the chauffeur. She threw back a jest as she passed out:
Unaware or indifferent to him calling it "ridiculous," Patrine allowed him to place her mock fur coat around her. Above the line of waiting people filling the lower part of the scene framed by the portico, she noticed Lady Beauvayse's emerald-green bird-of-Paradise plume swirl into the big white Rolls-Royce, right past Courtley's neat black-haired head and Morris's peaked cap, along with his pale Cockney profile as the chauffeur. As she stepped out, she threw back a joke:
"I'm glad you think it lovely. It's one of the nicest things about us—that we're keen on soap and water and can't do without lots of fresh air."
"I'm really glad you like it. One of the best things about us is that we care about being clean and can't get enough fresh air."
She was in the car before his outstretched hand could touch her. He followed, letting Courtley precede him because he wished to sit opposite, and the great Rolls-Royce purred out of the jam beneath the illuminated glass archway, and in a moment was out of the Place Vendôme and moving with the stream of vehicles down the Avenue of the Champs Elysées. In the mingling of moonlight and electric light the tawdry paste jewels of Patrine's preposterous diadem rivalled the costly splendours of the jewelled fillets adorning Lady Beauvayse's coiffure, her panache of white osprey flared above her broad, dark brows as insolently as though they crowned a Nitocris or a Cleopatra. But—and here was a titillating discovery—the strange face with its broad brows, wide, generously-curving cheeks, and little rounded chin, did not belong to a woman of thirty, or even twenty-five. She was much younger than the German, who plumed himself upon his flair for the accurate dating of women, had at first credited. It would be amusing—he told himself again—hellishly amusing, to cultivate this curious hybrid, half hoyden, half femme-du-monde.
She got into the car before his outstretched hand could reach her. He followed, letting Courtley go ahead because he wanted to sit across from her. The luxurious Rolls-Royce glided out of the traffic beneath the illuminated glass archway, and in no time it was leaving the Place Vendôme, flowing with the other vehicles down the Avenue of the Champs Elysées. In the blend of moonlight and electric light, Patrine's gaudy fake jewels in her over-the-top tiara clashed with the expensive sparkle of the jeweled bands in Lady Beauvayse's hair, her panache of white osprey fanning out above her broad, dark brows as boldly as if they adorned a Nitocris or a Cleopatra. But—and here was an exciting revelation—the peculiar face with its broad brows, round cheeks, and small chin didn’t belong to a woman of thirty, or even twenty-five. She was much younger than the German, who prided himself on his flair for accurately estimating women's ages, had initially thought. It would be amusing—he reminded himself again— incredibly amusing, to keep this intriguing mix, half tomboy, half femme-du-monde.
Sarajevo—still Sarajevo. You caught echoes of the crime of that morning in the tongues of twenty nationalities upon the Paris boulevards that night. People in automobiles and open carriages, people in the little red and blue flagged taxis, people crowding the auto-buses and Cook's big open brakes, the army of people on foot, endlessly streaming east and west along the great splendid thoroughfares, tossed the name of the Bosnian capital backwards and forwards, as though it had been a blood-stained ball.
Sarajevo—still Sarajevo. You could hear the echoes of that morning’s crime in the voices of twenty different nationalities on the streets of Paris that night. People in cars and open carriages, individuals in the little red and blue flagged taxis, travelers packed into buses and Cook’s large open vehicles, and the crowd of pedestrians constantly moving east and west along the main streets were tossing the name of the Bosnian capital back and forth, as if it were a blood-stained ball.
A gay masculine voice called from a knot of chatterers standing near the wide illuminated archway of electric stars and crowns and flowers under which streamed a variegated crowd of pleasure-seekers as the big Rolls-Royce deposited its load:
A bold, masculine voice rang out from a group of people talking near the large, brightly lit archway adorned with electric stars, crowns, and flowers. Below it, a diverse crowd of partygoers mixed as the big Rolls-Royce dropped off its passengers:
"Nom d'un chien! What a pack of assassins these Serbians! ... And yet—what if the whole show were got up by Rataplan at Berlin? ... His bosom friend, you say—the big Franz Ferdinand? Zut! what of that? ... Sometimes one finds inconvenient the continued existence of even a bosom friend."
"What the hellWow, what a group of killers these Serbians! ... But what if Rataplan in Berlin is the one pulling the strings? ... His best friend, you mean—the big Franz Ferdinand?Damn!What do you think about that? ... Sometimes having a best friend around can cause more problems than it's worth.
CHAPTER XIV
CHAPTER 14
A PARIS DANCE-GARDEN
A Paris Dance Garden
By "Rataplan" was meant the Kaiser, Patrine comprehended, as her companion glanced over his shoulder at the candid speaker, muttering something that sounded like a German oath. But Lady Beauvayse was twittering through a filmy screen of verd-blue chiffon, now discreetly enveloping her lovely Romney head:
By "Rataplan," Patrine realized they were talking about the Kaiser, as her companion glanced back at the blunt speaker, mumbling what sounded like a German curse. Meanwhile, Lady Beauvayse was chatting through a delicate veil of green-blue chiffon, which was now gently draping around her lovely Romney head:
"We're going to hunt up Lady Wathe and Sir Thomas. Take care of Miss Saxham, Count von Herrnung, in case we get separated in the crush.... Don't forget our programme, Pat. A whiff of Café Concert ... Colette Colin is billed to sing some of her old songs and the very newest of the new ones.... Then we're coming to the Pavilion de la Danse to see the São Paulo sensation.... La Rivadavia and Herculano, and all the rest of the crowd.... Meet you there.... So long! Mind, you're not to get lost!"
"We're going to find Lady Wathe and Sir Thomas. Make sure to look after Miss Saxham, Count von Herrnung, in case we get separated in the crowd.... Don't forget our schedule, Pat. We have a taste of Café Concert ... Colette Colin is going to sing some of her old songs and the latest new ones.... Then we're heading to the Pavilion de la Danse to check out the São Paulo sensation.... La Rivadavia, Herculano, and everyone else.... See you there.... Take care! Just don’t get lost!"
"In London you often hear La Colette," said von Herrnung, as he paid the lean-jawed functionary in the gold-laced light-blue uniform—the usual notice of free entry having vanished from the entrance—and passed with his companion into the gravelled promenade of the open-air concert-hall. "But to-night you will hear no songs of old France, no Chansons Pompadour nor Chansons Crinoline. She comes to this place from her own theatre to oblige an old comrade. There is Nou-Nou in that box with some smart women and the Turk who wears our Prussian Order of the Red Eagle with the Star and Crescent of the Medjidie. He is Youssouf Pasha, the Sultan's Envoy-Extraordinary. Nou-Nou has brought him to hear La Colette. Shall we not sit here?"
"In London, you often hear La Colette," von Herrnung said as he handed a payment to the thin-jawed official in the gold-laced light-blue uniform—the usual free entry notice was missing from the entrance—and walked with his companion onto the gravel promenade of the open-air concert hall. "But tonight, you won’t hear any songs from old France, no Chansons Pompadour or Chansons Crinoline. She's coming to this venue from her own theater to help out an old friend. Nou-Nou is in that box with some fashionable women and the Turk who wears our Prussian Order of the Red Eagle alongside the Star and Crescent of the Medjidie. He is Youssouf Pasha, the Sultan's Extraordinary Envoy. Should we sit here?"
"Who is Nou-Nou?" Patrine asked, as she settled her tall, luxuriant person on one of the little green-painted iron chairs.
"Who is Nou-Nou?" Patrine asked, settling into one of the small, green-painted iron chairs.
"Who is Nou-Nou?" her companion echoed. "You saw her to-day at Longchamps in her black confection. Everybody was looking.... She is wonderfully chic—Nou-Nou! May I be permitted to light a zigarre? ..."
"Who is Nou-Nou?" her friend asked again. "You saw her today at Longchamps in her black outfit. Everyone was staring.... She is incredibly __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."chic—Nou-Nou! Can I light a fire?cigar? ...”
"Do! ... But—why is she so much the rage? She isn't even pretty, your Mademoiselle Nou-Nou." Patrine said it with her bright gaze fastened on the famous Impropriety who had paraded under the chestnuts of Longchamps in the sheath of black gauze unlined, save with her own notorious attractions—both irresistible and fatal, judging by their recorded effects upon excitable Parisian viveurs and gommeux. She saw a triangular and oddly-crumpled face, rouged high upon the cheek-bones in circular patches, a pair of almost extinguished eyes, indicated by streaks of blue pencil, and caught a sentence screamed at the stout Turk in a voice like a hoarse cockatoo's. Boldly erect upon the skull adorned by a scanty thatch of lemon-yellow balanced a black feather, long and attenuated as the wearer. Nou-Nou's stick-like, fleshless arms, the cadaverous and meagre torso unblushingly revealed by the transparent casing of her upper person, might have enthralled a keen student of anatomy. But of feminine charms, in the accepted sense of the word, she possessed not one, it seemed to Patrine.
"Do! ... But—why is she so popular? She’s not even pretty, your Mademoiselle Nou-Nou." Patrine said this with her bright eyes glued to the famous Impropriety, who had strolled beneath the chestnuts of Longchamps in a sheer black gown, exposing only her well-known features—both irresistible and risky, given their impact on excitable Parisians.viveursandgommeuxShe saw a triangular, oddly wrinkled face, heavily rouged on the cheekbones with circular patches, and a pair of almost lifeless eyes marked by strokes of blue pencil. Then she heard a shout directed at the stout Turk, coming from a voice that sounded like a hoarse cockatoo. Boldly perched on the head, which had a sparse covering of lemon-yellow hair, was a long, slender black feather, just like the wearer. Nou-Nou's stick-like, bony arms and the gaunt, skinny torso displayed openly by her transparent top might have intrigued a keen anatomy student. However, according to Patrine, she seemed to lack any traditional form of feminine charm.
"Do not look at her too hard, or she may send round and invite you to supper," warned the laughing voice of von Herrnung speaking close to her ear. "She has all the vices—the good Nou-Nou!"
"Don't look at her too much, or she might send someone to ask you to dinner," joked von Herrnung, speaking right next to her ear. "She has all the flaws—the good Nou-Nou!"
"Including the vice of indiscriminate hospitality," Patrine laughed; but a little uncontrollable shudder rippled over her as she withdrew her eyes from the painted, crumpled visage, leering with half-extinguished eyes from under the canary-coloured wig.
"Besides being too welcoming," Patrine laughed; however, she couldn't help but feel a slight, uncontrollable shiver as she looked away from the painted, wrinkled face, which seemed to leer with dim eyes under the bright yellow wig.
"That is so. Tell me—you and Lady Beauvayse seem great friends—quite inseparable...." He leaned nearer, his bold eyes closely scrutinising her face. "How comes it that she leaves you alone in a Paris dance-garden: with me, whom you have met to-night—for the first time?"
"That's true. So, you and Lady Beauvayse seem like really close friends—almost inseparable...." He leaned in closer, his confident gaze studying her face. "How is it that she leaves you alone with me in a Paris dance garden, someone you just met tonight?"
"She knows I can take jolly good care of myself, wherever and with whomsoever I may happen to be!" Her black brows frowned; it was evident she resented his criticism. "And—what are you getting at? What's the matter with poor old Paris? You know—perhaps it sounds odd!—but I've never been in Paris before.... And I love it! Down to the ground—it suits me! It's so gay and brightly-coloured and pagan. The public buildings and parks are dreams; the shops—too entrancing for anything! And this place, with its jabber and music and stagy illuminations, trellises where real roses mix up with artificial ones—ornamental beds of geraniums and calceolarias and thingumbobs bordered with smelly little oil lamps, gilt band-stands, concerts, and lovely trees in blossom.... Is it so luridly awful? To me, it's rather sweet! Of course the dancing—everybody knows the dancing is pretty well the limit. But one has seen such a lot of Tango in London—the bloom will be pretty well rubbed off!"
"She knows I can take care of myself, no matter where I am or who I'm with!" Her dark eyebrows furrowed; it was clear she didn’t appreciate his criticism. "And—what are you trying to say? What’s wrong with poor old Paris? You know—maybe it sounds odd!—but I’ve never been to Paris before.... And I love it! It fits me perfectly! It’s so lively and colorful and free-spirited. The public buildings and parks are like dreams; the shops are totally enchanting! And this place, with its chatter and music and theatrical lights, trellises with real roses mixed with fake ones—decorative flower beds filled with geraniums and potted plants lined with little smelly oil lamps, fancy bandstands, concerts, and beautiful blooming trees.... Is it really so shockingly awful? To me, it’s quite charming! Of course the dancing—everyone knows the dancing is pretty much the highlight. But one has seen so much Tango in London—the novelty is pretty much worn off!"
"Yet some lingers. You have still something to learn from Herculano and La Rivadavia! ..."
"Yet some things remain. You still have more to learn from Herculano and La Rivadavia! ..."
"Do I strike you as such a perfect daisy of inexperience?" Something in his tone stung, for the full white cheeks coloured faintly. "You didn't talk to me at dinner as though I were one!"
"Do I seem like some perfect example of inexperience?" Something in his tone stung, making her pale cheeks flush a bit. "You didn't talk to me at dinner like I was one!"
"How could I help that?" he asked, with the roughness that had previously intrigued her. "Am I to blame that you look like Phryne or Aspasia when you are only Mademoiselle de Maupin—before she set out upon her travels? For you have only got as far as Paris with your friend Lady Beauvayse. Why does she bring you? I am curious to know."
"How was I supposed to help with that?" he asked, his voice tough in a way that had once intrigued her. "Am I supposed to feel guilty because you resemble Phryne or Aspasia when you're really just Mademoiselle de Maupin—before she began her adventures? You've only made it to Paris with your friend Lady Beauvayse. Why does she take you with her? I'm curious to find out."
"Because I am her paid secretary and amanuensis." Patrine brought the words out with a rush; it was clear that she thought the candour a necessity, but hated it. "She can't get on without one, and her husband, Lord Beauvayse—awful little bounder!—won't stand her having a man. Don't great ladies have secretaries in Germany? Can't you see me doing Lady Beau's correspondence in my fearful fist—enclosing cheques to people who solicit donations for charities with a committee and Hon. Treasurer—tearing up the begging letters full of howlers in the spelling-line—smelling of bad tobacco and beer or gin? Then I have to keep her posted in her engagements, go to shows, and functions, and kettledrums with her when she hasn't a pal handy—that's where my share of the fun comes in. Just as I'm visiting Paris, as I dare say I shall visit other centres of lively iniquity—in the character of the sheep-dog that doesn't bow-wow at the wrong man!"
"Because I'm her paid secretary and assistant." Patrine blurted it out; it was clear she felt the need to be honest, but she hated it. "She can’t manage without one, and her husband, Lord Beauvayse—what a terrible little snob!—won't let her have a male assistant. Don’t high-ranking ladies in Germany have secretaries? Can’t you picture me dealing with Lady Beau's correspondence in my awful handwriting—sending out checks to people asking for donations for charities with a committee and Hon. Treasurer—throwing away begging letters full of spelling mistakes—smelling of cheap tobacco and beer or gin? Then I have to keep her updated on her appointments, go to shows, events, and parties with her when she doesn’t have a friend around—that’s where I get some fun. Just as I’m visiting Paris, I’m sure I’ll hit other hotspots of mischief—acting like the watchdog that doesn’t bark at the wrong person!"
"You should bow-wow at me." His teeth were hidden, but his eyes were crinkled up with soundless laughter. "For I am a very wrong—a very wicked man!"
"You should bark at me." His teeth were covered, but his eyes were squinting with quiet laughter. "Because I am a really bad—a really evil person!"
"How sad!" Her brows were still frowning, but her wide red mouth was beginning to curl up at the corners. "Couldn't you reform? Is it too late?"
"That's really sad!" She was still frowning, but the corners of her wide red mouth were beginning to curve into a smile. "Can't you change? Is it too late?"
"I hope so!" he answered her. "For if I were good I should possess no attraction for a woman of your type. And to charm you I would give my soul—if I had a soul!"
"I hope so!" he answered her. "Because if I were truly good, a woman like you wouldn't find me attractive. To win you over, I'd give my soul—if I even had one!"
"Great Scott! You're candid.... Modest too.... And complimentary!"
"Wow! You're really honest... also modest... and quite flattering!"
"I am candid, because I cannot help myself."
"I'm honest because I just can't help it."
Three comedians had come upon the stage. She told him not to talk to her. She wanted to see the turn; she liked music-hall stuff. He obeyed, mentally congratulating himself on having ascertained her social status, something better than a typist, hardly on the same level with his sister Gusta's dame de compagnie.
Three comedians went on stage. She told him not to talk to her. She wanted to enjoy the show; she was a fan of variety shows. He agreed, mentally congratulating himself for figuring out her social status, which was a step above a typist, but not quite on the same level as his sister Gusta's.lady's maid.
While his bold eyes read the book of her provoking beauty, the performance on the stage, backed by the deep green palmate foliage and white or ruddy candelabra-like blossom-sprays of the chestnuts, framed by a broad band of electric lamp-flowers, was culminating to its final gag. A preposterously fat man attired in the historic low-crowned hat, Union Jack waistcoat, brass-buttoned blue tail-coat, leathers and hunting-tops of the traditional John Bull, another comedian in the legendary costume of M. Jacques Prud'homme, and a truculent-looking personage whose Teutonic French accent, spiked silver helmet with the Prussian eagle, First Imperial Guards cuirass and tunic, breeches and spurred jack-boots, in combination with a well-known moustache with upright ends, a huge Iron Cross, and a great many other property decorations, left no doubt as to the political bent of the scrap of pantomime.
As his bold eyes took in her stunning beauty, the performance on stage, surrounded by lush green palm-like leaves and white or reddish candelabra-like flowers of the chestnuts, framed by a wide line of electric lamp-flowers, was reaching its final punchline. A comically overweight man in a historic low-crowned hat, Union Jack waistcoat, brass-buttoned blue tailcoat, leather trousers, and traditional hunting boots typical of John Bull, another comedian dressed in the classic outfit of M. Jacques Prud'homme, and a fierce-looking character with a Teutonic French accent, wearing a spiked silver helmet featuring the Prussian eagle, a First Imperial Guards cuirass and tunic, breeches, and spurred jack-boots, along with a distinctive moustache with upright tips, a large Iron Cross, and several other props, made it clear what political stance this pantomime was depicting.
It was an ordinary bit of comic knockabout, to which the tragic circumstances of the day lent a peculiar tang. One has seen it before, played by the three comedians, in the green-baize aprons, brown duffel knee-breeches, and shirt-sleeves sported by the waiters of low-class Paris or Munich brasseries.
It was a classic piece of slapstick humor, but the unfortunate events of the day added a special twist. You've seen it before, performed by the three comedians dressed in green aprons, brown duffel knee-breeches, and rolled-up shirt sleeves, which are typical of waiters in inexpensive cafés in Paris or Munich.
In the centre of the stage, instead of a bright-hooped beer-barrel on a wooden cellar-stand, was a revolving globe representing the World. And each of the three comedians, being armed with a tumbler, a spile-awl, and a spigot-tap, proceeded, with appropriate patter, gesture, and grimaces, to insert his spigot, draw, and drink. John Bull turned the globe to the United Kingdom, and tapped the big black patch in East Middlesex. Creamy-headed London porter filled his glass. He held it up, nodded a "Here's to you!" and toped off. M. Prud'homme punctured France in the rich vine-growing district of Epernay. Champagne crowned the goblet, and he drank in dumb show to Gallia, the land of love, laughter, and wine. It was then the turn of the Teuton. He bored, and Brandenburg yielded a tall bock of foaming blonde lager. He sucked it down with guttural Achs of delight.
In the middle of the stage, instead of a brightly colored beer barrel on a wooden stand, there was a spinning globe representing the world. Each of the three comedians, armed with a tumbler, a spile-awl, and a spigot-tap, engaged in witty banter, animated gestures, and exaggerated expressions as they inserted their spigots, poured, and drank. John Bull spun the globe to the United Kingdom and tapped the large black spot in East Middlesex. A creamy London porter filled his glass. He raised it, nodded a "Cheers!" and topped it off. M. Prud'homme punctured France in the famous wine-producing region of Epernay. Champagne filled his goblet, and he silently toasted to Gallia, the land of love, laughter, and wine. Then it was the Teuton's turn. He bored a hole, and Brandenburg produced a tall glass of foaming blonde lager. He gulped it down with a guttural sound.Achsof enjoyment.
But this was not all. John Bull exploited the East Indies. A stream of rubies and emeralds filled his glass. He bored deep in the Union of South Africa—diamonds and gold-dust heaped the vessel. Fired by his success, M. Prud'homme inserted his spigot into wealthy Bordeaux, whipped it out, applied his lips, and drank deep. He corked the oozing spot and tapped Algerian Africa. Coffee rewarded him, fragrant and richly black. He next exploited Pondicherry, Chandernagore on the Hooghly, French Equatorial Africa, and New Caledonia. Nothing came. He tried Cochin China, and drew off a glass of yellow tea at boiling-point. Encouraged to drink the strange beverage by the appreciative pantomime of his British neighbour, he swallowed it, with results of a Rabelaisian nature, at which everybody laughed heartily, including Patrine.
But that wasn't all. John Bull took advantage of the East Indies. His glass filled with a stream of rubies and emeralds. He dug deep in the Union of South Africa—diamonds and gold dust piled up in the vessel. Inspired by his success, M. Prud'homme put his spigot into wealthy Bordeaux, pulled it out, put his lips to it, and drank deeply. He corked the leaking spot and tapped into Algerian Africa. Coffee rewarded him, aromatic and richly dark. He then took advantage of Pondicherry, Chandernagore on the Hooghly, French Equatorial Africa, and New Caledonia. Nothing came. He tried Cochin China and poured himself a glass of yellow tea at boiling point. Encouraged by the enthusiastic gestures of his British neighbor, he drank it, which led to comical results that made everyone laugh heartily, including Patrine.
It was now the turn of the Teuton. He drew German beer from Togoland, Cameroon; German South-West and South-East Africa yielded an indifferent brand of the beverage. German New Guinea in the Pacific, the Solomon, Caroline, and other islands, with Asian Kiao-Chao, merely wetted the bottom of the glass with a pale fluid, German beer by courtesy. "Sapperlot! Der Teufel! Kreuzdonnerwetter!" He tasted, spat, stamped, and sputtered forth strange expletives, M. Prud'homme's terror at these unearthly utterances being provocative of more humour of the Rabelaisian kind. Then he decided to try again, excited to envy by the spectacle of the stout Briton drawing gold from Australia, gold from Canada, gold from New Zealand and the West Indies, and gold from Ceylon, gold from the Crown Colonies in China, gold from the Gold Coast, gold from Rhodesia and Nigeria, gold from everywhere; filling the capacious pockets of his blue brass-buttoned coat, of his tight breeches, of his nankeen waistcoat, until he bulked enormously, a Bull of Gargantuan size.
Now it was the Teuton's turn. He poured German beer from Togoland, Cameroon; German South-West and South-East Africa made a subpar version of the drink. German New Guinea in the Pacific, along with the Solomon, Caroline, and other islands, and Asian Kiao-Chao, barely filled the bottom of the glass with a pale liquid, a German beer in name only.Sapperlot!Der Teufel!KreuzdonnerwetterHe tasted it, spat it out, stamped his feet, and shouted strange curses, which only scared M. Prud'homme even more, leading to more humor of the Rabelaisian kind. Then he decided to try again, filled with envy as he watched the hefty Briton pulling in gold from Australia, gold from Canada, gold from New Zealand and the West Indies, and gold from Ceylon, as well as gold from the Crown Colonies in China, gold from the Gold Coast, gold from Rhodesia and Nigeria, gold from everywhere; stuffing the roomy pockets of his blue coat with brass buttons, his tight pants, and his light-colored waistcoat, until he looked enormous, a Bull of Gargantuan size.
Such wealth roused respect in Prud'homme, who esteems the yellow metal. He embraced the Briton, heartily congratulating him. This roused the Teuton's ire. He seized the spigot and once more plunged it into Germany, Prussia, Bavaria, Saxony—each of the States yielding beer, beer, BEER. He went on, tapping, filling, and guzzling.... Twelve full tumblers and he had begun to swell most horribly. Fifteen—and his rotundity equalled that of John Bull. But one State remained untapped. He swilled down the twenty-fourth bock, drawn out of Lubeck—plunged the spigot into the Reichsland—once Alsace-Lorraine——
Such wealth earned respect from Prud'homme, who values gold. He embraced the Brit and congratulated him warmly. This made the German angry. He grabbed the tap and plunged it back into Germany, Prussia, Bavaria, Saxony—each state producing beer, beer, BEER. He kept tapping, filling, and drinking... After twelve full glasses, he started to swell up quite a bit. At fifteen, his size matched that of John Bull. But one state was still untapped. He downed the twenty-fourth bock, pulled from Lubeck—plunged the tap into the Reichsland—formerly Alsace-Lorraine—
And the big glass crimsoned with a sudden spurt of blood.
And the large glass suddenly filled with a splash of blood.
It was over in an instant, the comedians had skipped nimbly from the scene, the globe had developed a pair of very thin human legs and followed them off at a proscenium-wing, before many of those who had witnessed, clearly understood. Only the men and women of Gallic race among the cosmopolitan, polyglot audience answered with a deep, inward thrill to the ruby gush that told how the blood of France still ran red in the throbbing arteries of the beloved, reft, alienated province, in spite of her forty-five years of separation, in defiance of the loathed laws, customs, language, service, all the gyves rivetted on her by the Teuton, her conqueror. Now round after round of applause signified their comprehension. But the comedians did not answer the call.
It all happened so fast; the comedians had smoothly left the stage, and the globe grew a pair of very thin human legs and followed them offstage, all before many in the audience really understood what was happening. Only the French audience members among the diverse, multilingual crowd felt a deep, internal thrill from the red burst that symbolized how the blood of France still flowed through the lives of the beloved, estranged province, despite its forty-five years of separation and in defiance of the hated laws, customs, language, and restrictions imposed by the Germans, her conqueror. Now, rounds of applause showed their understanding. But the comedians didn’t acknowledge the applause.
Von Herrnung, who had worn the same contemptuous smile for every phase of the clumsy by-play, relaxed his stiff features. A stout tenor from the Opera appeared and sang a Spring song by Tchaikovsky, following it with the exquisite Serenade of Rimsky Korsakov, "Sleep, Sad Friend."
Von Herrnung, who had kept the same disdainful smile during every uncomfortable moment, finally relaxed his stiff expression. A strong tenor from the Opera stepped up and sang a Spring song by Tchaikovsky, followed by the lovely "Sleep, Sad Friend" Serenade by Rimsky Korsakov.
The tenor was recalled. Colette Colin succeeded him. She sang "Notre Petite Compagnon" and "La Buveuse d'Absinthe" to the accompaniment of a pale, lean, red-nosed man with a profile grotesque as ever adorned a comic poster; who touched the piano-keys as though they were made of butter; and had a way of sucking in his steep upper-lip and cocking his eye at the star as he waited on her famous efforts, that made Patrine shake with suppressed laughter on her green iron chair.
The tenor was brought back. Colette Colin stepped in. She performed "Notre Petite Compagnon" and "La Buveuse d'Absinthe"accompanied by a pale, slender man with a red nose and a profile that looked as ridiculous as any seen on a comic poster; he played the piano keys as if they were made of butter; and had a habit of sucking in his noticeable upper lip and raising his eyebrow at the star while he waited for her famous performances, which made Patrine shake with quiet laughter on her green iron chair."
The last ironic line of Rollinat's ballad, marvellously uttered rather than sung, died out upon a stillness. A storm of approval broke. Men and women stood up applauding in their places, and the singer came back, to sigh out the bitter-sweet lyric of Jammes, "Le Parle de Dieu." Then, while her name still tossed on the surges of human emotion, backwards and forwards under the electrics, Colette Colin, the pet of Paris, the eclipser of the famous Thérésa, was gone. Something of the yearning anguish of Jammes, who sees Religion as a dusty collection of ancient myths and folk-tales; to whom Faith is mere superstition, but who would give his all to be able to pray once more as in childhood, had given the girl lumps in the throat as she listened to Colette Colin. Though, unlike the sad, Agnostic poet, Patrine had no tender, sentimental memories in connection with a mother's knee.
The last ironic line of Rollinat's ballad, spoken beautifully instead of sung, faded into silence. A wave of applause broke out. People stood, clapping in their places, and the singer came back to perform the bittersweet lyrics of Jammes, "Le Parle de Dieu." Then, while her name still lingered in the crowd's emotions under the lights, Colette Colin, the sweetheart of Paris, the one who overshadowed the famous Thérésa, had disappeared. Jammes, who sees Religion as merely a dusty collection of old myths and tales; for whom Faith is simply superstition, yet who would give anything to pray like he did as a child, had caused the girl to feel a lump in her throat as she listened to Colette Colin. However, unlike the sorrowful, agnostic poet, Patrine had no warm, sentimental memories tied to a mother’s lap.
Not from Mildred Saxham had she learned her first childish prayer, but from a procession of nurses; beginning with "Now I Lay Me Down" and "Gentle Jesus," instilled by Hannah, a Church of England woman, continuing with the Lord's Prayer, insisted on by Susan, a Presbyterian; culminating in the "Our Father" "learned the childer" by Norah the Irish Catholic, a petition which—minus the final line—was just the same as the Lord's Prayer. Also the Creed in English, and a surreptitious "Hail Mary" which brought about the sudden exit of Norah from the domestic scene.
She didn't learn her first childhood prayer from Mildred Saxham, but from a group of nurses instead. It started with "Now I Lay Me Down" and "Gentle Jesus," which were taught by Hannah, who was Church of England. Next was the Lord's Prayer, which Susan, a Presbyterian, insisted on. Finally, Norah, an Irish Catholic, taught her "Our Father," which was almost identical to the Lord's Prayer, just without the last line. She also learned the Creed in English and a sneaky "Hail Mary," which resulted in Norah leaving the home abruptly.
For teaching Patrine and Irma about God and Heaven and all that, was sufficiently interfering, said Mrs. Saxham, but when it came to Popery, rank Popery, it was time the woman went. So Norah ceased to be, from the point of view of the little Saxhams—and He who had risen above the horizon of childish intelligence, a Being vaguely realised as all-powerful and awful, great and beneficent, stern and tender, sank and vanished at the same time.
Teaching Patrine and Irma about God and Heaven and everything else was already too much, Mrs. Saxham said, but when it came to Catholicism, outright Catholicism, it was time for the woman to leave. So Norah stopped being involved in the little Saxhams’ lives—and He, who had risen above their childish understanding, a Being vaguely seen as all-powerful and frightening, great and kind, strict and gentle, faded away and vanished at the same time.
But the Idea of Him remained to be merged in the personality of the child Patrine's dada. Dada, so handsome and jolly, and nearly always kind to his rough little romping Pat. The boy, Patrine's senior by sixteen months, had died in infancy. Captain Saxham was always gloomy on the deceased David's birthday. Mildred reserved a nervous headache of the worst for the anniversary, the kind that is accompanied by temper and tears.
But the idea of him remained closely connected to the personality of Patrine's dad. Dad, so handsome and cheerful, and almost always kind to his rough little troublemaker Pat. The boy, Patrine's older brother by sixteen months, had died in infancy. Captain Saxham was always gloomy on the anniversary of David's birthday. Mildred reserved her worst nervous headache for that day, the kind that comes with moodiness and tears.
She was indifferent to Patrine, who resembled the Saxhams. But she was devoted to Irma, her own image bodily and mentally. Thus nothing interfered with Patrine's adoration of her father. The handsome, genial, ex-officer of cavalry was his daughter's god, until Mildred tore away the veil of Deity, broke the shrine and cast down the idol, one day when Patrine was fourteen years old.
She didn't think much of Patrine, who resembled the Saxhams. But she was totally devoted to Irma, who was her perfect match in both looks and personality. Because of this, nothing interfered with Patrine's admiration for her father. The charming, friendly former cavalry officer was like a god to his daughter until Mildred shattered that illusion, destroyed her pedestal, and brought down the idol when Patrine turned fourteen.
The girl learned that Captain Saxham's noisy fun and alternating fits of rage were due to over-indulgence in brandy-and-soda. That he gambled away Mildred's income over cards and Turf speculations, as he had wasted the sum of money for which his Commission had been sold. That he was "not even faithful"—that he spent week-ends "at hotels with fast women"; that he was not worthy the sacrifice Mildred had made for him.
The girl understood that Captain Saxham's loud behavior and sudden fits of anger were due to drinking too much brandy and soda. He was wasting Mildred's money on gambling and betting on horse races, just as he had wasted the money from selling his commission. She discovered that he was "not even loyal"—that he would spend weekends "at hotels with reckless women"; that he didn't deserve the sacrifices Mildred had made for him.
Had she not for his sake jilted his younger brother, Owen! Even on the verge of their marriage; the presents received; the house taken and furnished; the trousseau ready, everything perfect to the last pin in the wedding veil. Nobody could resist David when he chose to woo, but why, why had Mildred yielded? So fierce a sense of shame awakened in the daughter as she listened, that it seemed to her as though her face and body scorched in the embrace of an actual, material flame.
Had she really broken up with his younger brother, Owen, for him? Right before their wedding; the gifts received; the house chosen and decorated; the bridal trousseau all ready, everything perfect down to the last pin in the wedding veil. No one could resist David when he set his sights on someone, but why, why had Mildred given in? A strong sense of shame flooded the daughter as she listened, making her feel like her face and body were burning with a real, physical fire.
"How could he? ... How could you? ... Betray Uncle Owen.... One of you was as low-down as the other, to play a beastly, sneaking game like that!"
"How could he? ... How could you? ... Betray Uncle Owen.... One of you was just as low as the other for playing such a disgusting, sneaky game!"
"You insult your mother and father. Leave the room!" commanded Mildred. And Patrine left it, vigorously slamming the door.
"You're disrespecting your parents. Leave now!" Mildred commanded. Patrine walked out, slamming the door shut behind her.
Captain Saxham, who had sold out of the Army when Patrine and Irma were respectively seven and six years old, never knew what he had lost in the esteem of his elder daughter. She loved him still, but he had ceased to be her god. They lived at Croybourn and occupied three sittings at one of its several Anglican Churches. The Vicar, a strenuous man, whipped in Patrine and Irma for Confirmation classes. They studied the Thirty-Nine Articles, the Athanasian Creed, and dipped once more into the Protestant Church Catechism, first instilled at the certified High School for the Daughters of Gentlemen—an establishment they attended as day-pupils, and were to leave, without passing the Oxford Secondary, in the following year when Captain Saxham died.
Captain Saxham, who had left the Army when Patrine and Irma were seven and six, never realized how much he had lost in his older daughter's eyes. She still loved him, but he was no longer her idol. They lived in Croybourn and went to three services at one of its several Anglican churches. The Vicar, an energetic man, signed up Patrine and Irma for Confirmation classes. They studied the Thirty-Nine Articles, the Athanasian Creed, and reviewed the Protestant Church Catechism, which they had first learned at the accredited High School for the Daughters of Gentlemen—a school they attended as day students and were set to leave, without finishing the Oxford Secondary, the following year when Captain Saxham passed away.
For David, that cheerful, easy-going Hedonist, dropped off the perch quite suddenly, in the smoking-room of his London Club. In life he had been of the easy-going type of Christian, who avoids open scandal, and hopes to die at peace with the clergyman.
David, that cheerful, easy-going hedonist, suddenly died in the smoking room of his London club. In life, he was the type of relaxed Christian who avoided public scandal and wanted to leave the world on good terms with the clergy.
An attack of cerebral effusion had anticipated the clergyman. Mildred and Irma wept bitterly, Patrine sat dry-eyed. Even in the face of the new tombstone at Woking Cemetery, testifying to the many virtues of David, as soldier, husband, and father, her stiff eyelids remained unmoistened by a tear. At the base of the scrolled Cymric Cross ran a text in leaded letters:
A stroke had struck the clergyman. Mildred and Irma cried heavily, while Patrine stayed dry-eyed. Even in front of the new gravestone at Woking Cemetery, which honored David as a soldier, husband, and father, her stiff eyelids remained dry and tearless. At the bottom of the intricate Cymric Cross, there was an inscription in bold letters:
BLESSED ARE THE DEAD WHO DIE IN THE LORD.
BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO DIE IN THE LORD.
The undertaker had recommended the text to the widow because it contained the right number of letters required to fit in at the bottom. But did it fit in, Patrine had sometimes wondered, quite so appropriately, at the close of her father's life?
The funeral director had recommended the wording to the widow because it had the right number of letters to fit at the bottom. But Patrine often wondered if it really was such a good fit for the end of her father's life.
She treasured his portrait, taken at the age of thirty, the tinted presentment of a handsome, stupid young officer, resplendent in the gold and blue and scarlet of a crack Dragoon regiment. It had fallen to her keeping when her mother had re-married. But she cherished no illusions regarding the original. How often, since her own eyes had been opened to the fact of their existence, had she not screened David's vices from strangers' eyes.
She cherished his portrait, taken when he was thirty, a colorful image of a handsome but foolish young officer, shining in the gold, blue, and scarlet of a top Dragoon regiment. She received it when her mother remarried. But she had no delusions about him. How many times, since she finally grasped their reality, had she not concealed David's flaws from others?
She had made him her ideal, and Mildred had revealed him to her as vicious, unprincipled. She could not forgive her mother for telling her those horrors, she, Mildred—seemed to forget whenever she was pleased. But Patrine had never forgotten. She would wake at night even now with the dry sobs shaking her.... To have been able to believe in that dead father as noble, chivalrous, good, would have been so sweet; she had shed big surreptitious tears in sympathy with the anguish of Jammes, who would have so loved to believe in the existence of Almighty God, and the dear little Jesus, the Blessed Virgin, and the holy Angels, because Faith is so restful, si paisible....
She had made him her ideal, and Mildred had shown her that he was cruel and immoral. She couldn’t forgive her mother for revealing those terrible truths; Mildred seemed to forget them whenever she felt happy. But Patrine had never forgotten. Even now, she would wake up at night, shaking from silent sobs... It would have been so comforting to believe that her deceased father was noble, chivalrous, and good; she had quietly shed secret tears for Jammes, who would have loved to believe in the existence of Almighty God, the dear little Jesus, the Blessed Virgin, and the holy Angels, because faith is so soothing.si paisibleUnderstood. Please provide the text you would like me to modernize.
CHAPTER XV
CHAPTER 15
THE BITE IN THE KISS
THE BITE IN THE KISS
But von Herrnung was saying, as they moved with a straggling procession of similar pleasure-seekers, over smooth sanded pathways between beds of geranium and verbena and lobelia, ivy-leaved geranium and gaily coloured foliage-plants, bordered with little twinkling lamps:
But von Herrnung was saying, as they strolled with a small group of fellow leisure-seekers along smooth, sandy paths between flower beds of geraniums, verbena, and lobelia, ivy-leaved geraniums, and brightly colored foliage plants, which were lit up with tiny twinkling lights:
"Shall I tell you what I have just heard as those people passed us? The tall man with the white moustache, and the chic little woman in the Spanish mantilla. She told her friend that we make a handsome couple. Perhaps that makes you a little angry? ... Shall I make you still more angry? Well then, listen? ... If we were really a couple you would not have that so-black hair...."
"Should I tell you what I just heard as those people walked by? The tall man with the white mustache and the stylish little woman in the Spanish __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."mantillaShe told her friend that we make a great couple. Maybe that bothers you a little? ... Should I annoy you even more? Alright then, listen?... If we were actually a couple, you wouldn't have such dark hair....
"Why not?" He had roused her curiosity. She put away the little damp, laced handkerchief. "Would your cruel usage of me have turned it white?"
"Why not?" He sparked her curiosity. She put down the small damp handkerchief with lace trim. "Would your harsh treatment of me have made it white?"
"Not that, but you would have added the one touch that makes perfection. You are too sombre—too much like a night in October with all that cloudy blackness.... You would have bleached and dyed your hair—not yellow, nor yet orange—nor even flame.... The colour of beech-leaves in winter, as one sees them burning against a snow-bank. And—all the women would be crazy with jealousy—and all the men would be dying at your feet! For you would be Isis then—you would be the Sphinx-woman of whom La Forgue wrote and Colette has sung to us. You would be hellishly, divinely beautiful!"
"That's not it, but you would have added the one thing that makes everything perfect. You’re too serious—too much like an October night, all gloomy and dark... You would have bleached and dyed your hair—not yellow, not orange—not even fiery... The color of beech leaves in winter, shimmering against a snowbank. And—all the women would be insanely jealous—and all the men would be at your feet! Because then you would be Isis—you would be the Sphinx woman that La Forgue wrote about and Colette sang to us. You would be stunningly, breathtakingly beautiful!"
"Hellish again." She gave her low, deep laugh, prolonging it a trifle stagily. "What do you bet me I don't—do what you said?"
"Here we go again." She laughed softly and deeply, dragging it out a bit for effect. "What will you bet me that I won’t—do what you suggested?"
"Bleach and dye...?"
"Bleach and dye?"
"That's it." She nodded. "To the colour of—what was it? 'Beech-leaves in winter.' ..."
"That's it," she said, nodding. "To the color of—what was it? 'Beech leaves in winter.' ..."
"Against a snow-bank." He added: "The snow is your wonderful skin. And I will bet you four hundred and twenty marks—that is twenty pounds English. Is it agreed? ... Do you not say—Done? ..."
"Next to a snowbank." He continued, "The snow is like your gorgeous skin. I'm willing to bet you four hundred and twenty marks—that's twenty British pounds. Deal? ... Don’t you say—Done? ..."
"Twenty pounds...." She shrugged her big white shoulders. "My dear man, I haven't got twenty pounds in this blessed old world!"
"Twenty pounds..." She shrugged her broad white shoulders. "My dear man, I don't have twenty pounds in this blessed old world!"
He hesitated; finally said with reluctance:
He paused and finally said hesitantly:
"I will lend you twenty pounds—it will cost you twenty pounds to have your hair done here in Paris.... But you will be sehr schön—the money will be well spent. No? ..."—for she had shaken her head, frowning. "It is offered—why will you not accept?"
"I'll lend you twenty pounds—it'll cost you twenty pounds to get your hair done here in Paris.... But you'll lookreally beautiful"The money will be worth it. Right?..." She shook her head, frowning. "It's being offered—why won't you take it?"
"Because I won't.... There are some things I draw the line at. Borrowing money's one of them."
"Because I won't.... There are some things I can’t accept. Borrowing money is one of them."
"Then I will bet you my magpie pearl—you may have seen it"—he displayed the ornamented little finger—"against that not-very-good diamond you wear on your left hand."
"Then I’ll wager my magpie pearl—you might have seen it"—he flaunted his decorated little finger—"against that not-so-impressive diamond on your left hand."
She burst out laughing and repeated through her laughter: "'Not very good.' I call that insulting.... When it cost me fifteen francs in the Palais Royal. Well, done with you!"
She burst out laughing and said between giggles, "'Not very good.' I find that insulting.... It cost me fifteen francs at the Palais Royal. Well, I'm done with you!"
"It is done! But you have not done with me." Von Herrnung's tone had a new note of triumph. He urged: "You go back to London—when? ... The day after to-morrow.... Gut! ... I have myself to visit London upon business—I shall see Isis with her beautiful new hair. One thing more. An address where I may call and see it. Be quick! We turn down here! ..."
"It's done! But you're not done with me yet." Von Herrnung's tone had a fresh sense of triumph. He pressed, "When are you heading back to London? ... The day after tomorrow....Good!... I also have some business in London—I’ll be seeing Isis with her gorgeous new hair. One more thing. Can you give me an address where I can contact her? Hurry up! We're turning down here! ...
Patrine protested, peering with narrowed eyes through the dusk-blue twinkling semi-darkness. "But no! ... That big marquee-thing at the end of this avenue—with all the festoons of lights and the ring of promenade about it—surely that's the Pavilion de la Danse?"
Patrine protested, squinting through the dim, shimmering twilight. "But no! ... That big marquee at the end of this street—with all the lights and the walkway around it—has to be thePavilion de la Danse?
"Halt den Mund!" His hand closed peremptorily on her arm: he hurried her down the trellised vine walk that invited on the left of them, as light measured footsteps padded on the gravel, and a man ran past calling, as it seemed, to somebody ahead:
"Shut up!His hand held her arm tightly as he hurried her down the vine-covered path to their left, while soft footsteps crunched on the gravel. A man ran past them, apparently calling out to someone ahead:
"Miss Saxham ahoy! ... Lady Beauvayse——"
"Hey, Miss Saxham! ... Lady Beauvayse——"
"He's calling me. It's Captain Courtley...." Patrine persisted.
"He's calling me. It's Captain Courtley...." Patrine kept saying.
"Let him call! Are you not with me?" Von Herrnung's tone was masterful. "You shall go to him when you have given me that London address!"
"Let him call! Aren't you on my side?" Von Herrnung's tone was forceful. "You will go to him once you give me that London address!"
She was amused and yet annoyed by his persistency.
She found his persistence both funny and frustrating.
"Oh, all right! 'The Ladies' Social Club, Short Street, Piccadilly, West.' That's where I'm generally to be found when I'm in town."
"Alright! 'The Ladies' Social Club, Short Street, Piccadilly, West.' That's typically where you can find me when I'm in the city."
"Sehr gut! Tell me once again, then I shall not forget, no!"
"Very good"Can you tell me one more time so I won't forget, alright?"
"Write it on your cuff!"
"Write it on your sleeve!"
"It is written in a safer place," he told her. "We Prussian officers are trained to remember without writing things down. A face, an address, a conversation, the outlines of a country. Though for reconnaissance there is nothing like die Photographie." He added: "When we meet in London I shall be able to tell you everything you wore to-night."
"It's noted in a safer place," he said to her. "As Prussian officers, we're trained to remember without writing things down—faces, addresses, conversations, the outlines of a country. Though forreconnaissancethere's nothing better thandie PhotographieHe went on, "When we meet in London, I'll be able to tell you everything you wore tonight."
"Really! ... How flattering! ... You've made a mental inventory?"
"Really! ... How flattering! ... You've been keeping a mental list?"
They were retracing their steps to the avenue recently quitted. He walked with noiseless strides behind the tall, supple figure as it moved between the trellised vines and roses, gowned with its flaunting diadem, robed in the insincere splendours of the opera-mantle already described.
They were walking back to the street they had just left. He quietly followed the tall, graceful figure as it navigated through the trellised vines and roses, wearing its flashy crown and draped in the misleading beauty of the opera cloak mentioned earlier.
"As you say. I shall be able to tell you that the back of your mantel was cut in a V-shape nearly reaching to your waist-line. Shall I tell you why?"
"As you said, I can inform you that the back of your __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."mantelIt was shaped like a V, almost touching your waist. Should I explain why?
"If you're keen to...." She felt a scorching breath between her shoulders and quickened her pace, making for the avenue. But he moved with her, his voice came thickly: "Because your back is so superbly beautiful you cannot bear to hide it from men!"
"If you're eager to...." She felt a warm breath on her shoulders and quickened her pace, heading for the avenue. But he kept up with her, his voice deep: "Because your back is so incredibly beautiful, you can’t bear to hide it from men!"
"Ah-h!"
"Ah!"
She whirled about, glaring like an angry leopardess, her strong white arm upraised to strike. Face, throat, and bosom glowed with painful crimson. Between her violated, insulted shoulders, his furious kiss still burned and stung.
She turned around, glaring like an angry leopard, her strong white arm raised to hit. Her face, throat, and chest were flushed with painful red. Between her hurt, insulted shoulders, his furious kiss still burned and stung.
"How dare you touch me!" she gasped. But he had shot past her even as she turned. He was running towards the avenue, calling gaily:
"How could you touch me?" she gasped. But he had already sprinted past her as she turned. He was running toward the street, calling out happily:
"Were you looking for us, Lady Beauvayse? Here we are!"
"Were you looking for us, Lady Beauvayse? Here we are!"
"Cad, cad!" she stammered. "Insufferable! beastly!" Then, because a scene was quite out of the question, she went forward with head held high, and resentment heaving her broad bosom, to meet Lady Beauvayse.
"Jerk, jerk!" she sputtered. "Unbearable! Awful!" Then, since making a scene was definitely not an option, she walked forward with her head held high, her frustration simmering just below the surface, to meet Lady Beauvayse.
"Pat! You needle in a haystack," cried her friend, "where did you get to?"
"Pat! You’re a needle in a haystack," her friend shouted. "Where have you been?"
"Nowhere. We missed you at the Café Concert," Patrine began.
"Nowhere. We missed you at the Café Concert," Patrine said.
"And then," von Herrnung explained, "we happened to take the wrong turn. But we have not gone far before we are recalled."
"And then," von Herrnung explained, "we accidentally made a wrong turn. But we hadn't gone far before we were called back."
"—To the path of probity," suggested Lady Beauvayse, adding: "And in this instance the path of probity leads to the Pavilion de Chahut." She explained to Patrine: "Chahut is the modern version of the can-can—famous in the days of the Second Empire; when the great cocodettes of the Court of the Tuileries—rivals of Cora Pearl and Skittles and other naughty persons—did high-kicking under the rose here, and they called the place Mabille."
"—To the path of honesty," proposed Lady Beauvayse, adding: "And in this situation, the path of honesty leads to the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Pavilion de Chahut"She told Patrine: "Chahutis the contemporary version of thecan-can—famous during the Second Empire; when the well-known dancers of the Tuileries Court—rivals of Cora Pearl and Skittles and other notorious figures—were high-kicking under the roses here, and they referred to the place as Mabille.
It was not easy to get near the Pavilion, so dense and variegated a crowd had congregated before its illuminated entrance. But the entrance fee was doubled. Gold must be paid to see the famous São Paulo dance. Thus many would-be pleasure-seekers of the less affluent kind turned back disappointed from the row of gilt turnstiles under the blazing archway, compelled to content themselves with the outer promenade.
It was difficult to get close to the Pavilion because a large and diverse crowd had gathered at its bright entrance. Additionally, the entrance fee had gone up. People had to pay a lot to see the famous São Paulo dance. As a result, many potential party-goers who weren't affluent turned away disappointed from the line of golden turnstiles under the bright archway, having to stay on the outer walkway.
Breasting the human eddy caused by these, Patrine and her party passed the barrier, climbed a flight of shallow gilt marble stairs carpeted with pink plush and decorated with roses and tree-ferns and reached the elevated promenade. Set within the circumference of the outer one, it commanded a complete view of the circular ball-room, to whose level descended from it at intervals yet other flights of broad gilt stairs, similarly carpeted and flower-decked for the convenience of those who wished to join the dancers, or return from the ball-room to the level of the promenade.
As Patrine and her group made their way through the crowd, they went past the barrier, climbed a gentle flight of gilded marble stairs covered in pink plush and decorated with roses and ferns, and reached the elevated walkway. Surrounded by the outer circle, it gave a complete view of the circular ballroom, which was accessible through several wide gilded staircases that led down from the walkway, also carpeted and adorned with flowers, for anyone wanting to join the dancers or come back from the ballroom to the walkway level.
The revels were in full swing. Standing upon the brink, looking down as into a cockpit, you saw Patrine, superb in her false diadem and mock ermines, leaning her bare white hand upon a velvet-covered rail. At first she could only make out a giddying whirl of arms and heads and shoulders. Presently, the picture began to clear.
The party was in full swing. Standing at the edge, looking down like you were in a cockpit, you saw Patrine, stunning in her fake crown and faux fur, resting her bare white hand on a velvet-covered railing. At first, all she could see was a dizzying blur of arms, heads, and shoulders. Eventually, the scene began to come into focus.
To the wail, clang and clash of strange, discordant, exotic music, rendered by an orchestra of coloured performers, two wide circles of dancers rhythmically spun. The floors they danced on were set at different levels, and rotated automatically,—each floor revolving in a different direction. Coloured lights, flung at intervals from reflectors in the ceiling, conveyed to Patrine the impression of staring down upon the whirling planes of a huge gyroscopic top.
To the loud, jarring, and distinctive sounds of unconventional music played by a diverse group of performers, two large circles of dancers twirled in sync. The dance floors were at different heights and rotated automatically, each one spinning in a different direction. Colored lights flashed at intervals from reflectors in the ceiling, making Patrine feel like she was looking down at the spinning surfaces of a giant spinning top.
Only the central space of shining parquet was void within the double circle of gyrating dancers. A crash from the orchestra and three couples, oddly costumed, leaped suddenly out upon the floor. Patrine could not make out where they had come from. They appeared, and there was a slight commotion. A hedge of applauding spectators, four or five deep, formed about the central, stationary patch of parquet. The music changed, the six Brazilians began the famous dance.
The only part of the shiny wooden floor that was empty was in the middle of the double circle of dancing couples. A loud note from the orchestra made three couples, dressed in unusual costumes, suddenly leap onto the floor. Patrine couldn't understand where they had come from. They appeared, creating a bit of excitement. A crowd of applauding onlookers, four or five people deep, surrounded the quiet spot on the floor. The music changed, and the six Brazilians began the famous dance.
They were not beautiful to look at it seemed to Patrine, the men, familiarly styled by voices in the crowd as Lauro, Pedro, and Herculano, being undersized, sleek-headed, lithe and sallow, attired in faultlessly fitting evening dress-coats, white vests, black satin knee-breeches, black silks, and buckled pumps. They wore shallow collars of curious cut, lawn-frilled shirts and wide black neckties. Their female companions were swarthy as Indians, even through their paint, and plain of feature. But their superb hair and eyes, the rounded grace of hip and waist and limb, the slenderness of throat and wrist and ankle, testified, like their tiny feet and high-arched insteps, to a strain of Spanish blood.
Patrine didn't find them beautiful. The men, informally called Lauro, Pedro, and Herculano by the crowd, were short, smooth-headed, slim, and pale, wearing perfectly fitted evening coats, white vests, black satin knee breeches, black silk stockings, and buckled shoes. They had shallow-cut collars, frilled lawn shirts, and wide black ties. Their female companions were dark-skinned, resembling Native Americans even with makeup, and not conventionally attractive. However, their stunning hair and eyes, the graceful curves of their hips, waists, and limbs, the slenderness of their necks, wrists, and ankles, along with their tiny feet and high arches, suggested some Spanish heritage.
"La Rivadavia, Alexandrina, and Silvana," the eager spectators named them. They wore transparent sheaths, and brief, oddly bouffante overskirts, like flounced muslin lamp-shades with a boldly suggestive forward tilt. They began the dance with some familiar Tango figures. The poses, the approaches, the hesitations, were well known to Patrine.
"La Rivadavia, Alexandrina, and Silvana," shouted the excited spectators. They wore sheer dresses and short, unusualbouffanteskirts that resembled frilly lamp shades with a bold forward angle. They began the dance with some recognizable Tango steps. The poses, the movements, and the pauses were all familiar to Patrine.
"Nothing very new.... But—the music made by those buck niggers! 'Bizzarramente' isn't the word for it. One expects to see gombos covered with serpent-skin, trumpets of elephant-tusk, skull-rattles, and all the paraphernalia of Obeah in the orchestra, instead of those huge, superb brass wind-instruments, cymbals as big as table-tops and ten-foot silver trumpets, like poor de Souza's.... Raised in the States, but wasn't he a Brazilian by birth?" It was the voice of Lady Beauvayse, and von Herrnung's answered from behind Patrine:
"Nothing really new... But—the music made by those performers!"Bizarre"doesn’t even come close to capturing it. You’d think you’d see drums wrapped in snake skin, trumpets made from elephant tusks, skull rattles, and all the Obeah gear with the band, instead of those massive, stunning brass instruments, cymbals the size of tabletops, and ten-foot silver trumpets like poor de Souza’s... He was raised in the States, but wasn’t he Brazilian by birth?" It was Lady Beauvayse's voice, and von Herrnung responded from behind Patrine:
"It may be so. But the Blechinstrumente and the Blasinstrumente—for the biggest of those they have to go to Germany. Nowhere else can they be made as there.... Bravo! ... Bis—bis!"
"It might be true. But the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__"Blechinstrumenteand theBlasinstrumenteFor the biggest ones, they have to go to Germany. They can't be made anywhere else like they are there... Bravo!Bis—bis!"
He applauded.... Everybody was applauding. The gyroscopic whirl of dancers had become stationary. All now were eager spectators. And the three couples from São Paulo had reached the culminating point of a uniquely curious and exotic figure. Savage and violent, sinuous and creeping; suggestive of the nocturnal gambols of enamoured jaguars, in the deep primeval forests of Brazil.
He clapped.... Everyone was clapping. The spinning dancers had stopped. Now, everyone was an excited spectator. The three couples from São Paulo had reached the climax of a uniquely strange and exotic move. Wild and intense, smooth and stealthy; reminiscent of the nighttime play of love-struck jaguars in Brazil's deep, ancient forests.
"Horrid! One expects them to lash tails and roar.... I've got what Mrs. Wiggs of the Cabbage Patch called 'cold clams walking up my backbone.'" Lady Beauvayse shuddered and made a pretty grimace. "All the same I think I'll go down and look at them a little closer. Ah-h! ... Good grapes! Why, he simply picked her up by the scruff of the neck with his teeth and shook her.... I've just got to see that done over again!"
"That's awful! You'd think they would be swishing their tails and roaring.... I'm feeling what Mrs. Wiggs of the Cabbage Patch described as 'cold clams crawling up my spine.'" Lady Beauvayse shuddered and made an adorable face. "But still, I think I'll go down and take a closer look at them. Wow! ... Oh my! He just picked her up by the scruff of her neck with his teeth and shook her.... I absolutelyhaveto see that happen again!"
She was gone, with a whisk of the emerald bird of paradise and a waft of parfum très persistant. Captain Courtley vanished in her wake. Patrine made no motion to follow them.
She was gone, with a flash of the green bird of paradise and a scent ofstrong perfumeCaptain Courtley vanished behind her. Patrine stayed still and didn’t follow them.
The tense excitement, the pungent exhalations rising from the crowded ball-room were affecting her brain. She felt giddy, and the steady pressure of the crowd behind her was thrusting her to the very verge of the promenade. She yielded automatically, unconscious of danger near.
The intense excitement and strong smells coming from the crowded ballroom were overwhelming her senses. She felt lightheaded, and the constant pressure from the crowd behind her was pushing her to the edge of the walkway. She instinctively yielded, not realizing the danger nearby.
You are to see her there, poised on the verge of the rose-carpeted precipice, her hand gripping the velvet-covered railing, her wide nostrils distended, her broad bosom heaving as she inhaled the sultry, vitiated atmosphere, heavy with a myriad perfumes, tainted by a thousand breaths. Her stare, lifeless as the enamelled, glittering regard of some Princess-mummy of Old Egypt, was fixed upon the artists, of whom two couples had retired, as though in despair of competition with the chief favourites, leaving La Rivadavia and her comrade Herculano in possession of the floor.
You can see her there, standing on the edge of the rose-covered cliff, gripping the velvet railing. Her nostrils flared, and her chest rose and fell as she breathed in the heavy, sultry air filled with a thousand scents, tinged by countless breaths. Her gaze, as lifeless as the shiny, glittering stare of an ancient Egyptian princess-mummy, was fixed on the artists. Two couples had stepped back, seemingly in despair at trying to compete with the main favorites, leaving La Rivadavia and her partner Herculano to take over the floor.
And the passions expressed by the rhythmical, sinuous movements of these dancers grew moment by moment less human, and more bestial. Art of the most consummate was displayed and degraded. Beauty and Truth shone pre-eminent in the hideous display. Now the woman sank towards the ground, with supple limbs outstretched and her wild head thrown back in fierce surrender. Her white fangs gleamed, her dumb mouth seemed to roar. And as her conqueror crept stealthily towards her, the play of his great muscles could be seen beneath his civilised attire, as though his supple body had been clothed with the tawny-golden, black-dappled hide of the Brazilian jaguar.
The emotions expressed through the dancers' rhythmic, flowing movements became more animalistic with each passing moment. The highest level of artistry was both highlighted and diminished. Beauty and Truth stood out prominently in the grotesque performance. Now, the woman lowered herself toward the ground, her flexible limbs stretched out and her wild head thrown back in fierce submission. Her white teeth gleamed, and her silent mouth seemed to roar. As her conqueror stealthily approached her, the definition of his strong muscles was visible beneath his polished clothing, as if his agile body was covered in the tawny-golden, black-spotted pelt of a Brazilian jaguar.
As Herculano crouched and sprang, La Rivadavia's muscles visibly tightened. She bounded high, turned in the act.... Their gleaming fangs clashed in mid-air. And from the massed spectators came a hiss of excitement, "Th-h-h! ..." like the hissing of a thousand snakes.
As Herculano crouched and jumped, La Rivadavia's muscles tensed visibly. She soared into the air, twisting as she went... Their gleaming fangs collided mid-air. From the crowd of spectators came a hiss of excitement, "Th-h-h!..." like the hissing of a thousand snakes.
"Great Scott!" Patrine heard herself saying. "Great—Scott!"
"Wow!" Patrine found herself saying.Wow!"
She no longer heard von Herrnung harshly breathing behind her.... He had moved to the leftward. His tall, broad-shouldered figure now stood against the railing some dozen feet away. His well-cut face, seen in profile, was purplish-red to the crisp, scarlet waves topping his high square forehead. The big white hands that held the glasses glued to his eyes, jerked, and as he pressed against the railing Patrine knew that he was shuddering. Now he looked at her, and his ravaged face was terrifying to the girl.
She could no longer hear von Herrnung's harsh breathing behind her.... He had shifted to the left. His tall, broad-shouldered figure was leaning against the railing about ten feet away. His chiseled face, viewed in profile, was a purplish-red, contrasting with the vivid, scarlet waves on his high square forehead. His large white hands, which held the glasses pressed to his eyes, twitched, and as he leaned against the railing, Patrine realized he was trembling. Now he was looking at her, and his haggard face was frightening to the girl.
"Will you not..." he began, thickly.
"Won't you..." he began, struggling to say it.
She quivered, cast a look about; saw the ugly emotion under which he laboured reflected in every face within her range of vision, as round after round of plaudits rose to the roof of the pavilion, escaping through the wide-open spaces between its gilded, rose-twined pillars into the night. The rafters vibrated with demands for a repetition of the popular sensation. The dancers accepted the encore.
She shook with fear and glanced around; she noticed the ugly emotion he was dealing with reflected in every face she could see, as waves of applause filled the pavilion, spilling through the open spaces between its golden, rose-adorned pillars into the night. The rafters vibrated with requests for a repeat of the popular performance. The dancers embraced the encore.
If von Herrnung beckoned now, asking Patrine to go down with him amongst the acrid exhalations of that cockpit of variegated lights, thronged with excited men and strangely-bedizened women, rent by devastating emotions, drunk with strange excitements, would Patrine say Yes or No? ...
If von Herrnung called her now, inviting Patrine to join him in the midst of the strong smells of that cockpit filled with colorful lights, crowded with excited men and oddly dressed women, overwhelmed by intense emotions and intoxicated with unusual thrills, would Patrine say Yes or No? ...
Ouf! but it was hot. How thick the air was with those illusion perfumes. And from whence was that cool breeze blowing that suddenly freshened the heavy air? ...
Phew!but it was hot. The air was thick with those artificial perfumes. And where did that cool breeze come from that suddenly refreshed the stuffy air? ...
CHAPTER XVI
CHAPTER 16
THE WIND OF JOY
THE WIND OF JOY
Patrine drew back from the edge of the promenade. A stout, swarthy Frenchman, a Southerner evidently, whose full brown face streamed with little rills of perspiration, stepped nimbly into her vacated place. His female companion instantly took his. The same movement was repeated—the packed bodies seemed to melt before her. In a few more steps she had merged from the crowd, upon the outer edge of the elevated promenade.
Patrine stepped back from the edge of the walkway. A strong, sun-tanned Frenchman, obviously from the South, whose round brown face was dripping with sweat, quickly took her place. His female companion instantly took his previous spot. The same thing happened again—the crowd seemed to make way for her. In just a few more steps, she had moved away from the crowd and onto the outer edge of the raised walkway.
There was another velvet railing there, and steps leading down to the promenade upon the ground-level. Against the background of starlit sky and illuminated gardens stood the tall figure of a man. He was broad-shouldered and lightly built, the poise and balance of his figure admirable. But for the gleam of his living eyes in his tanned face, and the movements of his head as he turned it from side to side, evidently seeking somebody, he might have been a statue of Mercury cast in light-hued bronze.
There was another velvet railing there, with steps going down to the ground-level promenade. Against the backdrop of a starlit sky and illuminated gardens stood a tall man. He was broad-shouldered and slim, with impressive poise and balance. If it weren’t for the gleam in his lively eyes on his tanned face and the way he turned his head from side to side, clearly searching for someone, he could have been a statue of Mercury made of light-colored bronze.
For he wore loose, waist-high leggings strapped at the ankles, and a belted gabardine of thin light brown material, while a cap with an upturned brim and ear-flaps dangled from his sunburnt hand. And a uniformed official, all lacquered moustaches and gold-laced blue cloth, stood gesticulating a few paces from him, keen on defending from so unceremonious an intruder the integrity of the Upper Promenade.
He wore loose, high-waisted pants that were fastened at the ankles and a belted light brown coat. A cap with an upturned brim and ear-flaps hung from his sunburned hand. A uniformed officer, sporting polished mustaches and a gold-trimmed blue uniform, stood a short distance away, trying hard to protect the Upper Promenade's integrity from such an unexpected intruder.
"Monsieur cannot possibly descend into the ball-room ... the costume of Monsieur is not appropriate. It offends against good taste. It outrages the proprieties.... It is peu convenable even that Monsieur should be here."
"Sir cannot enter the ballroom ... your outfit is not suitable. It goes against good taste. It breaks societal norms.... It isnot fitting"even for you to be here."
Patrine heard the protest, saw it driven home by swift expressive Gallic gestures, caught a gleam of mirth in the eyes of the oddly-garbed intruder, and the quirk of a smile at the corners of his mouth. No doubt the suggestion of the proprieties in connection with the traditions of Mabille had evoked it. She liked his face; it was lean and hard and rather hatchety, with a brave outlook of clear light eyes under the marked eyebrows, thick and straight and silvery-fair against his sunburnt skin. To her woman's eyes, Fatigue was stamped upon it and anxiety, and a kind of rueful impatience, as he apologised for the necessity of the intrusion in fragmentary but excellently accentuated French. He came in search of a friend, who was here and must be found; it was imperative...
Patrine heard the protest, saw it highlighted by quick, expressive French gestures, caught a hint of amusement in the eyes of the oddly dressed intruder, and noticed a slight smile at the corners of his mouth. The mention of propriety in connection to the traditions of Mabille must have triggered it. She liked his face; it was lean and hard with a somewhat angular shape, featuring bright, clear eyes beneath thick, straight, silvery-blonde eyebrows that contrasted with his sunburned skin. To her female perspective, fatigue was evident, along with anxiety and a kind of resigned impatience as he apologized for needing to intrude in broken yet well-accented French. He was looking for a friend, who was here and needed to be found; it was urgent...
"There is to-morrow!—there is always to-morrow!" the official stated with a wave.
"There's always tomorrow!—there's always tomorrow!" the official said, waving his hand.
"That's just the point.... To-morrow! ..." The stranger's forehead was ploughed with lines of anxiety. He spoke in English now—the well-bred, modern, clipped English of the public school and the University. "No! you don't understand"—for the official had vigorously disclaimed all knowledge of the strange, barbarous tongue in which the other addressed him. "And I don't believe I'd ever make you. If I could only hammer into you what sort of a hat I'm in!"
"That's exactly the problem... Tomorrow! ..." The stranger's forehead wrinkled with anxiety. He switched to English now—the refined, modern, straightforward English of private school and university. "No! You don't understand"—because the official had confidently denied any knowledge of the strange, unfamiliar language the other was speaking. "And I don’t think I could ever get through to you. If only I could make you see what kind of trouble I'm in!"
He knitted his brows; pulled himself together for a crowning effort. Patrine spoke, not as a stranger yielding to a sudden, helpful impulse, but quite simply, with a little, joyful catching of her breath:
He frowned and prepared himself for one last effort. Patrine spoke, not like a stranger reacting to a sudden impulse to assist, but rather just simply, with a little, cheerful catch in her breath:
"Could I explain for you, do you suppose?"
"Do you think I could explain this to you?"
"A—thanks! You're awfully good!"
"A—thanks! You're really great!"
He turned to her eagerly, if with a certain embarrassment.
He turned to her excitedly, though slightly embarrassed.
"If you would.... There is a man here I have to get word to. And—what French I have is simply technical.... You hardly find it in modern dictionaries—the argot of the engine-shop and the Flying School."
"If you could... There's a guy here I need to get in touch with. And—my French is only technical... You hardly find the slang from the engine shop and the Flying School in modern dictionaries."
"Now I understand...." She smiled in his perplexed face, drinking in deep breaths of the fresh fragrant air that blew about them as they stood together behind the thick wall of bodies that hid the cockpit from their view. A deep dimple von Herrnung had never seen showed low down in one of her pale cheeks. Their whiteness was slightly tinged with delicate pale rose. And her eyes had lost their brilliant enamelled hardness. They shone like dusky stars as she went on: "Now I know why I thought of wide green spaces and a breeze blowing to me over gorse and heather as I looked at you. Sub-conscious memories of Hendon and Brooklands and Upavon. For you're a Flying Man!"
"Now I get it...." She smiled at his confused expression, taking deep breaths of the fresh, fragrant air around them as they stood behind the thick wall of bodies that blocked their view of the cockpit. A deep dimple appeared low in one of her pale cheeks, one that von Herrnung had never seen before. Her skin had a subtle blush, and her eyes lost their sharp, glossy look. They sparkled like distant stars as she continued: "Now I understand why I imagined wide green spaces and a breeze blowing over gorse and heather when I looked at you. It’s subconscious memories of Hendon, Brooklands, and Upavon. Because you’re a Flying Man!"
"Just that!" His ruefulness was banished. "And now you know how I come to be in Paris with the clothes I stand up in and not another rag.... Two of us flew the Channel yesterday morning.... If the weather holds decent, we should be on the wing again by four A.M. And my mechanic's given me the slip. To say he's taken French leave would be appropriate under the circumstances. Left a line—the cool—beggar!—to say I'd find him here."
"Exactly that!" His sadness disappeared. "And now you get how I ended up in Paris with just the clothes I'm wearing and nothing else... Two of us flew across the Channel yesterday morning... If the weather stays nice, we should be flying again by four A.M. And my mechanic ditched me. Saying he left without notice is spot on in this situation. He left a note—the cool—jerk!—saying I’d find him here."
"Too bad!" she said, as fresh furrows dug themselves into the tanned forehead. "Not fair to leave you in the cart like that. No wonder you followed—hot upon his track."
"What a shame!" she said, as new lines appeared on her tanned forehead. "It's not fair to leave you in the cart like that. No wonder you followed—right on his heels."
"Combed the whole place—everywhere they'll let me in. But my aviator's kit's against me. I've seen some rummy get-ups. But they draw the line at Carberry's overalls."
"I've looked everywhere I can access. But my pilot's gear is making things harder for me. I've noticed some odd outfits, but they definitely won't accept Carberry's overalls."
One hand rested easily on his hip, in the other hand he swung the eared cap with goggles. A pedestal in the moonlight would have suited him. It occurred to her to ask:
One hand rested casually on his hip, and he swung the cap with goggles in the other. He would have looked amazing on a pedestal in the moonlight. She considered asking:
"What was he like—your runaway mechanic?"
"What was your runaway mechanic like?"
"I hardly ... Oh! ... Little black-avised Welshman—barely tips the scale at eight stone. Has to be a light-weight, because I weigh all of eleven. And with the hovering-gear—but that can't interest you."
"I hardly ... Oh! ... that little black-haired Welsh guy—he only weighs eight stone. He needs to be light because I weigh a whole eleven. And with the hover gear—but that’s probably not interesting to you."
"Indeed it does. What of the hovering-gear?"
"Yeah, it does. What about the hovering gear?"
His face darkened and hardened. He said:
His expression became serious and intense. He said:
"It's an invention of mine. And after no end trying—our own people at Whitehall simply wouldn't have anything to do with me—the chiefs of the French Service Aëronautique consented to give it a test."
"It’s my invention. After countless tries—our own people at Whitehall wouldn’t work with me—the leaders of the French Aeronautics Service agreed to give it a shot."
"Sporting of them, wasn't it?"
"That was pretty sporty, right?"
He agreed:
He agreed:
"No end sporting. So I bucked the tiger over the Channel with Davis—to find that an officer and mechanic of the S. A. were told off to try the hoverer over the selected area. For us to engineer the thing ourselves wasn't 'l'etiquette militaire.' That's the French for Government red-tape."
"No more playing around. So I hopped on the tiger over the Channel with Davis—to find out that an officer and mechanic from the S. A. were assigned to test the hoverer in the selected area. It wasn't appropriate for us to take care of it ourselves—"military etiquette"That's the French way of saying government red tape."
"Bother etiquette! I'm beginning to sympathise with Davis!"
"Forget the rules! I'm starting to feel bad for Davis!"
His vexation broke up in laughter.
His irritation became laughter.
"That's what she did. She sympathised with Davis and carried him off here."
"That's what"she"She felt bad for Davis and brought him here."
Patrine said, a light breaking in on her:
Patrine said, suddenly realizing:
"Why, of course, there would be a girl.... He'd hardly come to a place like this alone, would he?"
"Of course there would be a girl... He wouldn't come to a place like this alone, right?"
Some query in his look made her add hastily:
Something in his look made her quickly add:
"What was she like?"
"What was she like?"
"Like.... The girl who's carried off Davis? ..." He reflected a moment. "Pretty and plump and fluffy, with a pair of goo-goo eyes! She's daughter or niece or something"—he boggled the explanation rather—"to the German chap who hired us the hangar at Drancy—if you can give that name to a ramshackle shed in a waste building-lot! And Davis—thundering good man, but once on a spree..." He whistled dismally. "If I could only get my claws on him! ..."
"Like... the girl who ran off with Davis? ..." He paused to think. "Pretty and chubby and cute, with those big googly eyes! She's the daughter or niece or something"—he stumbled through the details—"of the German guy who rented us the hangar at Drancy—if you can even call that rundown shed in a beaten-up lot a hangar! And Davis—really great guy, but once he starts binge-drinking..." He whistled sadly. "If only I could get my hands on him! ..."
Here the uniformed official returned to the charge:
Here came the uniformed official stepping back in:
"Monsieur has found his friend—Monsieur has explained the situation. To enter the Salon de Danse with Madame is not permissible—in the costume Monsieur displays. No doubt Madame will understand!"
"Sir has found his friend—Sir has explained the situation. Entering the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,Dance Salon"Ma'am isn't allowed in the outfit Sir is wearing. I'm sure Ma'am will understand!"
Patrine said, with a slight catch in her breath, as though some drops of chilly pleasant perfume had been suddenly sprayed on her:
Patrine said, her breath catching a bit, as if a refreshing, enjoyable perfume had just been sprayed on her:
"He supposes ... he thinks ... that I'm ... your friend!"
"He thinks ... I guess ... that I'm ... your friend!"
"I'll explain." He reddened, turning to the official, saying in the French of the British schoolboy, laborious, devoid of colloquialisms:
"I'll explain." He blushed, turned to the official, and spoke in a British schoolboy's French, awkward and lacking everyday expressions:
"Monsieur, vous n'avez pas compris. Madame elle—elle n'êtes qu'une étrangère. Pour mon ami, je ne lui vois. Si vous permettre d'entrer, peut-être——"
"Sir, you don't understand. Madam, she's just a stranger. As for my friend, I don’t see him. If you allow us to come in, maybe——"
"Rototo! Voyez, man blousier, j'connais bien la sorte! Sufficit! Assez! Ça m' fait suer, comprends?" The gold-braided arm described a magnificent sweep, the large white kid-covered hand indicated remote distance—"Sortez! ..."
""Hey! Look, buddy, I know the type well! That's enough! It's really getting on my nerves, you get it?"The gold-braided arm made a dramatic gesture, the large white hand, covered in kid leather, pointed towards a far-off location—"Get out!"...
The Briton, thus invited to retire, looked at Patrine.
The Brit, who was asked to leave, glanced at Patrine.
"I can't quite follow, but it's plain he's telling me to hook it. The rest is—pretty—strong?"
"I don't completely get it, but it's obvious he wants me to go. The rest is—kind of—intense?"
She nodded, biting her lip.
She nodded, biting her lip.
"Frightfully rude. Not that I know much Paris slang. But a friend of mine—" She broke off to listen, as from under the functionary's waxed moustache rattled another sentence:
"That's really rude. I don't know much Paris slang. But a friend of mine—" She stopped to listen, as another sentence spilled out from under the functionary's waxed mustache:
"A l'instant, ou j'appelle l' sergent d'ville!"
"Right now, I'm calling the city sergeant!"
"He's talking about sending for the police now!" She added hastily: "Don't let him do that! Offer him a tip!"
"He's saying he wants to call the police right now!" She quickly added, "Don't let him do that! Offer him a tip!"
The magic word must have been comprehended of the braided functionary. He ceased to fulminate. He waited, his avid eye upon the pair. The lean hatchety face of the aviator had flamed at Patrine's suggestion. He said:
The magic word must have registered with the braided official. He stopped shouting. He waited, his eager eyes on the couple. The pilot's thin, sharp face lit up at Patrine's suggestion. He said:
"Don't you think I'd have tipped him in the beginning—if I'd had the wherewithal? But expenses have been frightful!—the waste lot with the shed I've stalled the machine in costs as much as a suite of rooms at a decent middle-class hotel would. Had to fork rent in advance too. Proprietor's a German as well as a jerry-builder, and when I've paid his goo-goo girl for our coffee and rolls to-morrow morning"—the speaker exhibited a disc of shiny metal bearing the classical capped and oak-wreathed head of the Republic, value exactly twopence-halfpenny—"I'll have just one of these blessed tin things left."
"Don’t you think I would have tipped him at the beginning—if I had the money? But my expenses have been crazy! The junkyard with the shed where I kept the machine costs as much as a room in a decent middle-class hotel. I even had to pay the rent upfront. The owner is German and a terrible builder too, and when I pay his cute waitress for our coffee and pastries tomorrow morning"—the speaker displayed a shiny metal coin with the classical capped and oak-wreathed head of the Republic, worth exactly two and a half pence—"I’ll only have one of these blessed coins left."
"How rotten!" In the gilt metal vanity-bag, Patrine's inseparable adjunct, lurked, in the company of a mirror, powder-puff, and note-book, a tiny white silk purse. In the purse nestled two plump British half sovereigns, the moiety of Patrine's salary for the previous week. "Would you jump down my throat if I asked you to let me finance you?" she pleaded, an eager hand in the depths of the receptacle. "Why not?"
"How gross!" In the shiny gold vanity bag that was always with Patrine, there was a small white silk purse along with a mirror, powder puff, and notebook. Inside the purse were two thick British half sovereigns, which made up half of Patrine's salary from the week before. "Would you be upset if I asked you to let me help you out with money?" she pleaded, her eager hand searching through the bag. "Why not?"
"Because I'm a decent man!" If he had been previously crimson he was now scarlet as a boiled lobster. "Thanks all the same, though! I can't wait here, even to catch Davis.... I must bike back to Drancy, where I've left the Bird—the machine—in the German's shed... Not a soul to keep an eye on her! ... My heart's in my mouth when I think of what might hap—" He bit off the end of the sentence and went on: "But if you'd be so awfully kind as to take charge of this, in case you ... There's a message written on it...." He offered her a soiled, bent card.
"Because I'm a good guy!" If he had been red before, now he was as bright as a boiled lobster. "Thanks anyway, but I can't stick around here, even to catch Davis.... I need to bike back to Drancy, where I left the Bird—the bike—in the German's shed... No one to keep an eye on her! ... I get nervous just thinking about what could happen—" He stopped mid-sentence and went on: "But if you'd be really nice and take care of this, just in case you ... There's a message written on it...." He handed her a dirty, crumpled card.
"I understand. If I should chance to come across your Davis.... A little man ... looking like a Welshman.... But you haven't told me whether he's dark or fair!"
"I understand. If I come across your Davis... a short guy... looking like a Welshman... But you still haven't said if he's dark or light!"
"Black as a crow," he told her. "Not dressed like me!" His well-cut mouth began to twist upwards at the corners.
"Black as a crow," he said to her. "Not dressed like me!" His well-defined mouth began to smile at the corners.
"Quite a swell, in a silk-faced frock-coat, white vest and striped accompaniments. A silk hat, too, rather curly brimmed, but still, a topper. I suppose a friend of the lady's rented Davis the kit."
"Really stylish, wearing a silk-faced frock coat, a white vest, and striped accessories. He also had a silk hat with a slightly curly brim, definitely a top hat. I assume a friend of the lady lent Davis the outfit."
"Of the lady's? ..." She remembered. "Yes, yes! Of course! ... The German's appendage.... Why! ... Look! ... Those two people who have just passed the turn-stile at the other end of the Promenade.... If there's anything in description, here comes Davis with the goo-goo girl!"
"The lady's? ..." she remembered. "Yes, definitely! ... The German's thing.... Wow! ... Look! ... Those two people who just went through the turnstile at the other end of the Promenade.... If the description is correct, here comes Davis with that silly girl!"
"By—gum! You've nailed me the pair of them." As the aviator's long strides bore him down in the direction of the little sallow, black-avised mechanic in the capacious silk-faced frock-coat, and his high-bosomed, florid, flaxen-haired enchantress, and before the moustached guardian of the Promenade could renew his indignant protest, Patrine had dropped the little sovereign-purse in his deep, rapacious hand. And at that instant the music ended with a crashing succession of barbaric chords. The São Paulo dance was done.
"Wow! You've got me with both of them." As the aviator walked briskly toward the small, pale mechanic in the roomy silk-lined coat, and his attractive, vibrant blonde companion, before the mustachioed guard of the Promenade could express his outrage, Patrine dropped the little gold purse into his eager hand. At that moment, the music ended with a loud, jarring set of harsh chords. The São Paulo dance was over.
"Merci millefois, Madame! ..."
"Thank you so much, ma'am! ..."
Patrine turned from the hireling's thanks to see the high head and powerful square shoulders of von Herrnung forging towards her, towering above the polyglot, variegated crowd. He hailed her with:
Patrine looked away from the hired man’s thanks to see von Herrnung’s tall frame and strong, broad shoulders making their way through the lively, colorful crowd. He called out to her:
"So you met a friend? Is that why I found myself deserted?"
"So you made a friend? Is that why I was left all alone?"
She answered coldly:
She replied coldly:
"I did not desert you—and I did not meet a friend."
"I didn’t leave you behind—and I didn’t bump into a friend."
His face, still suffused with a purplish flush, pouched and baggy about the eyes, told of the maelstrom of unhealthy excitement the dance of the jaguars in the jungle had set whirling in his brain. She guessed that he had taken advantage of their separation to descend into the ball-room, and that as one of the spectators in the front rank he had revelled in the final thrill. He persisted:
His face, still flushed with a purple hue and puffy around the eyes, showed the turmoil of unhealthy excitement that the jaguars’ dance in the jungle had sparked in his mind. She thought he must have used their time apart to go to the ballroom, and as one of the front-row spectators, he had savored the final thrill. He went on:
"Was? But what means it? I have lost you.... I think you must have gone down into the ball-room after your friend.... I follow and you are not there. I come back to find you.... Who was that dirty bounder I saw you talking to?"
"What?But what does that mean? I'm confused.... I guess you went down to the ballroom after your friend.... I went to check, and you weren't there. I came back to find you.... Who was that jerk I saw you talking to?
"He wasn't a dirty bounder!" His rudeness enraged her. "He was a nice, clean, first-class, top-hole, plucky English boy!"
"He wasn't a jerk!" His disrespect made her really angry. "He was a nice, clean, first-rate, top-notch, brave English guy!"
He sneered:
He scoffed:
"'Boy' ... Men of forty are boys, in the mouths of you English ladies. You borrow the term from women of the street-walking class."
'Boy"To you English women, men in their forties are seen as boys. You get that term from women on the streets."
"Then I'll call him a man. The best kind of man going! English—from the top of his nice head to the very tips of his toes."
"Then I'll call him a man. The best kind of man there is! English—from the top of his nice head to the tips of his toes."
"How can you tell if he was not a friend of yours? What do you know of him?" He fixed his eyes compellingly on hers.
"How can you be sure he wasn't your friend? What do you actually know about him?" He stared intensely into her eyes.
She answered:
She replied:
"Nothing but that he flew the Channel yesterday—with Davis—to test his invention—and he has got to be on the wing for home at four."
"All he did was fly across the Channel yesterday—with Davis—to test his invention—and he needs to be in the air heading home by four."
"So! He has told you all this, and you do not know his name, even? Perhaps it is on that card you hold in your hand?"
"Wow! He told you all this, and you don’t even know his name? Maybe it’s on that card you’re holding?"
She started, and the card fluttered from her twitching fingers to the carpet.
She jumped, and the card fell from her trembling fingers to the carpet.
"Allow me...." Von Herrnung stooped as though to retrieve the bit of pasteboard. "Curious! It has gone! ... It is not there!" he said.
"Let me...." Von Herrnung crouched down as if to pick up the piece of cardboard. "Weird! It's gone! ... It's not here!" he exclaimed.
"I think you have your foot on it." Her eyeballs ached, she felt weary, and flat, and stale. "Please lift up your foot and let me see if it is there," she urged, and grown suddenly obtuse, he lifted up the wrong foot. She was trying to explain that he had done so when they were rejoined by Courtley and Lady Beauvayse.
"I think you're stepping on it." Her eyes hurt; she felt tired, exhausted, and worn out. "Please lift your foot so I can see if it's there," she pressed, and suddenly acting clueless, he lifted the wrong foot. She was trying to indicate that he had done that when Courtley and Lady Beauvayse came over.
"Say, did you see she wore a head-band with a rubber mouth-hold at the back of her neck? And waist-fixings under her frillies so's Herculano could swing her around his head. My land! that man has jaw-power to whip Teddy Roosevelt, and she's got vim enough for a nest of rattlesnakes.... Used up, Pat? ... If you aren't, you look it!" The speaker yawned prettily: "I'm about ready to be taken back to by-by, though it's only two o'clock."
"Hey, did you see she was wearing a headband with a rubber grip at the back of her neck? And some kind of waist attachments under her clothes so Herculano could spin her around his head. Wow! That guy has enough jaw strength to take on Teddy Roosevelt, and she has enough energy for a whole nest of rattlesnakes… Tired, Pat? … If you're not, you definitely look like it!" The speaker yawned adorably: "I’m almost ready to go back to bed, even though it’s only two o'clock."
Von Herrnung escorted the wearer of the green bird of paradise as they went through dark alleys and illuminated avenues back to the archway with the blazing crowns and stars. Courtley accepted the offer of a lift back to the hotel. The German declined, saying that he preferred to walk, as the car was closed.
Von Herrnung led the person in the green bird of paradise through the dark alleys and bright streets back to the archway with the shining crowns and stars. Courtley agreed to a ride back to the hotel. The German declined, saying he preferred to walk since the car was full.
"Pardon! ..." His voice had arrested Morris on the point of starting the Rolls-Royce. His handsome face had appeared in the frame of the car-window. "Excuses! but this belongs to Miss Saxham!" His cuff shone white in the semi-darkness, the great magpie pearl on his little finger gleamed maliciously as he dropped the missing card upon Patrine's lap, and drew back, uncovered and smiling, as the car moved away. Later on, when she was safe in her room, she looked at the card, and read upon it in plain black lettering:
"Excuse me! ..." His voice halted Morris right as he was about to start the Rolls-Royce. His attractive face appeared in the window frame of the car. "Sorry, but this belongs to Miss Saxham!" His cuff gleamed white in the dim light, and the large magpie pearl on his pinky finger sparkled playfully as he dropped the missing card onto Patrine's lap and stepped back, uncovered and smiling, as the car drove off. Later, when she was safely in her room, she looked at the card and read it in bold black letters:
+———————————————————————-+
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| ALAN SHERBRAND, |
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| PILOT INSTRUCTOR AND AIRPLANE BUILDER, |
| FANSHAW'S SCHOOL OF FLYING. |
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| THE AERODROME, |
| COLLINGWOOD AVENUE, |
| HENDON, N.W. |
| |
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Something was scrawled in violet pencil on the upper blank space. Being a girl with notions about squareness, Patrine would not at first read, remembering that it was his private message to Davis, whom Chance had brought within his master's reach. But later still, or earlier, when, after a brief interval of silence, the traffic of Paris began to roll over the asphalt, principle yielded to impulse. She switched on the electric light above her pillow and read:
Something was written in purple pencil in the upper blank space. As a girl who held strong beliefs about boundaries, Patrine initially didn't want to read it, remembering that it was his private message to Davis, whom Chance had brought within his master's reach. But eventually, whether it was later or earlier, when the peace was broken and the traffic of Paris started flowing over the asphalt, her principles gave way to impulse. She turned on the electric light above her pillow and read:
"This Sarajevo business spells War. Must get back at once to Hendon. I trust to your Honour not to fail me. You know what this means to
"This Sarajevo situation signals trouble. I need to return to Hendon immediately. I’m counting on your support not to let me down. You understand what this means to
"A. S."
"A. S."
So the young Mercury in gabardine and overalls was a professional, a teacher; a pilot who helped men to qualify for the certificate given by the Royal Aëro Club without breaking too many bones. She had seen the big painted sign in the Collingwood Avenue, Hendon, that advertised Fanshaw's Flying School.
So the young Mercury in a jacket and overalls was a professional, a teacher; a pilot who helped people earn the certificate from the Royal Aëro Club while keeping them relatively safe. She had noticed the large painted sign on Collingwood Avenue, Hendon, promoting Fanshaw's Flying School.
"I trust to your Honour," he had written to his mechanic. The word would have seemed big, and awful, and imposing, spelt like that, with a capital "H," if the writer had been a gentleman.
"I trust in your honor," he had written to his mechanic. The word would have seemed important, serious, and impressive, spelled that way, with a capital "H," if the writer had been a gentleman.
Disillusioned, she tore the card into little pieces and sank into a heavy sleep before the broad yellow sunshine of Monday outlined the pink velvet brocade curtains unhygienically drawn before the open windows. And she dreamed, not of the magic wind that had blown upon her that night, nor of the Mercury-like figure in the suit of Carberrys, but of the supple bodies that had bounded and whirled, and of the gleaming panther-fangs that had clashed in mid-air. Then the dominant figure became that of von Herrnung. Again the red mouth under the tight-rolled red moustache alternately flattered, insulted, and cajoled. Again she felt that violation of her virgin flesh, its moist, hot touch upon her naked shoulder. Its kiss bit and stung.
Feeling disillusioned, she tore the card into tiny pieces and fell into a deep sleep before the bright yellow sunlight of Monday streamed through the pink velvet curtains that were uncleanly drawn across the open windows. And she dreamed, not of the magical wind that had touched her that night, nor of the Mercury-like figure in the Carberrys suit, but of the agile bodies that had leaped and twirled, and the shining panther fangs that clashed in mid-air. Then the main figure transformed into von Herrnung. Once again, the red lips beneath the tightly rolled red mustache alternately flattered, insulted, and coaxed her. Again, she felt that violation of her virgin body, its warm, moist touch on her bare shoulder. Its kiss bit and stung.
She awakened late from those poisoned dreams to a riotous blaze of colour and a breath of musky fragrance. On the coffee-stand beside her bed lay a great sheaf of long-stalked roses; deep orange-hearted, with outer petals of ruddy flame. She plunged her face deep into the flowers. The corner of a large square envelope thrust from amongst them. She caught it between her teeth and pulled it out.
She woke up late from those unsettling dreams to a lively splash of color and a scent of musk. On the coffee table beside her bed was a big bouquet of long-stemmed roses; they had dark orange centers and outer petals that appeared bright red. She buried her face in the flowers. The corner of a large square envelope was sticking out from among them. She grabbed it with her teeth and pulled it out.
It was from von Herrnung, written on paper bearing the device of the Société Aëronautique Internationale in the Faubourg St. Honoré. It was brief enough.
It was from von Herrnung, written on paper featuring the logo of the Société Aëronautique Internationale in Faubourg St. Honoré. It was brief and straightforward.
"That I offended yesterday, Isis will pardon. The address I promised is—'Atelier Wiber, 000, Rue de la Paix.' The good Wiber demands no fee for making Beauty yet more beautiful. All has been arranged.
"Isis will forgive me for what I said yesterday. The location I promised is—'Atelier Wiber, 000, Rue de la Paix.' The kind Wiber charges nothing for making beauty even more beautiful. Everything is set.
- "Devotedly,
"T. v. H."
"T. v. H."
CHAPTER XVII
CHAPTER 17
INTRODUCES AN OLD FRIEND
MEETS AN OLD FRIEND
Saxham, M.D., F.R.C.S., M.V.O., Consulting Surgeon to St. Stephen's and the Hospital of St. Stanislaus and St. Teresa, sat busily writing at the big leather-topped table in the consulting-room, that, with the well-stocked library adjoining, occupied the rearward ground-floor of the Harley Street corner house.
Saxham, M.D., F.R.C.S., M.V.O., Consulting Surgeon to St. Stephen's and the Hospital of St. Stanislaus and St. Teresa, was focused on writing at the large leather-topped table in the consulting room. This room, along with the well-stocked library next to it, occupied the back of the ground floor in the corner house on Harley Street.
The hands of the table-clock pointed to eleven A.M. Since nine the doctor had sat at the receipt of patients, the crowd in the waiting-room had melted down to half a dozen souls. Fourteen years had gone by since Saxham, late Temporary Captain, R.A.M.C., attached Headquarters Staff, H.I.M. Forces, Gueldersdorp, had taken over the lease and bought his practice from the fashionable physician who had been ruined by the war slump in South African mining-stocks.
The clock on the table showed it was eleven A.M. The doctor had been seeing patients since nine o'clock, and the waiting room was down to just six people. It had been fourteen years since Saxham, who was once a Temporary Captain in the R.A.M.C. and part of the Headquarters Staff of H.I.M. Forces in Gueldersdorp, took over the lease and bought his practice from the fashionable doctor who had been affected by the war slump in South African mining stocks.
The broken speculator's successor had struck pay-reef from the outset. Society had taken Saxham up and could not afford to drop him again. He was harsh and unconciliatory in manner—a perfect bear, according to Society—but quite too frightfully clever; and as yet no speedier rival had outrun him in the race.
The fallen speculator's successor hit the jackpot right from the start. Society welcomed Saxham and couldn't bear to lose him. He was strong and steadfast—like an ideal bear, in Society's view—but undeniably brilliant; and so far, no faster competitor had surpassed him in the game.
Now as the July sunshine, its fierceness tempered by the short curtains of pale yellow silk that screened the wide-open windows, came streaming in over the fragrant heads of a row of pot-grown rose-trees, ranged on the white-enamelled window-seat, it shone upon a man to whom both Time and Fortune had been kind. The admirable structure of bone, clothed with tough muscle and firm white flesh, had not suffered the degrading changes inseparable from obesity. Nor had the man waxed lean and grisly in proportion as his banking account grew fat. His scholar's stoop bowed the great shoulders even more, disguising the excessive development of the throat and deltoid muscles. The square, pale face, with the short aquiline nose and jutting under-lip, was close-shaven as of old. The thickly growing black hair was streaked with silver-grey and tufted with white upon the temples. His loosely fitting clothes of fine silky black cloth were not the newest cut, neither were they old-fashioned. They were suited perfectly to the man.
As the July sun streamed in, softened by the light pale yellow silk curtains that covered the wide-open windows, it illuminated a man who had been lucky in both Time and Wealth. His strong build, covered with tough muscle and firm white skin, had escaped the negative effects of obesity. He hadn't become lean and worn despite his increasing bank account. His scholar's stoop further bent his broad shoulders, hiding the noticeable development of his neck and shoulder muscles. His square, pale face had a short aquiline nose and a protruding lower lip, and it was always clean-shaven. His thick black hair was streaked with silver-grey and had white patches at the temples. His loosely fitting clothes, made from fine silky black fabric, were neither trendy nor outdated. They suited him perfectly.
While Saxham minutely copied his prescription, the patient who sat facing the window in the chair on the doctor's left hand had not ceased from the enumeration of a lengthy catalogue of symptoms, peculiar to the middle-aged, self-indulgent, and tightly-laced. At the close of a thrilling description of after-dinner palpitations, she became aware that her hearer's attention had strayed. Following up his glance she ran him to earth in one of three tinted photographs that stood in a triptych frame upon his writing-table, and glowed with an indignation that tinged with violet a plump face coated with the latest complexion-cream.
While Saxham carefully wrote out his prescription, the patient sitting by the window in the chair to the doctor's left hadn’t stopped listing a long list of symptoms common among middle-aged, indulgent, and tightly-laced individuals. After she finished her detailed account of after-dinner palpitations, she noticed that he had lost interest. Following his gaze, she saw him transfixed by one of three colored photographs displayed in a triptych frame on his desk, and a wave of indignation washed over her, adding a hint of violet to her plump face, which was covered in the latest complexion cream.
"How very charming your wife is—still!"
"Your wife is still so delightful!"
The speaker, her recent character of patient now merged in that of visitor, plucked down her veil of violet gauze with a gesture that betrayed her wrath. But her voice was carefully honeyed to match her smile—as she continued:
The speaker, who had recently transitioned from being a patient to a visitor, lifted her violet gauze veil, revealing her anger. However, her voice was perfectly sweetened to match her smile as she continued:
"You have been married quite an age, haven't you?"
"You've been married for a long time, right?"
The anniversary of her own second honeymoon was due next week. She went on answering her own query:
The anniversary of her second honeymoon was next week. She kept answering her own question:
"Nearly fourteen years, I think?"
"Almost fourteen years, I think?"
Saxham answered, not glancing at the silver table-almanac but at the threefold photograph frame:
Saxham replied, not looking at the silver desk calendar but at the three-part photo frame:
"To be precise, just fourteen years and six weeks. We were married on the 6th of June, 1900."
"To be precise, just fourteen years and six weeks. We got married on June 6, 1900."
"You have a good memory—for some things!"
"You have a great memory—for some things!"
The undisguised resentment in her tone pulled Saxham's head round. He surveyed her with genuine surprise. She bit her lips and tossed her head, waggling her tall feather, jingling her strings of turquoise and amber, coral and onyx, kunzite and olivine, big blocks of which semi-precious stones were being worn just then, strung on the thinnest of gold chains. Each movement evoked a whiff of perfume from the scanty folds of her bizarre attire. Her frankly double chin quivered, and her redundant bosom, already liberally displayed through its transparent covering of embroidered chiffon, threatened to burst its confining bands of baby-ribbon, as the Doctor said:
The open resentment in her voice caught Saxham's attention. He looked at her with genuine surprise. She bit her lips and tossed her hair, shaking her long feather, causing the strings of turquoise, amber, coral, onyx, kunzite, and olivine to jingle. Those large chunks of semi-precious stones were currently in style, strung on the thinnest gold chains. With each movement, a hint of perfume wafted from the scant folds of her unusual outfit. Her notably double chin quivered, and her ample bosom, already prominently displayed through its sheer embroidered chiffon, seemed on the verge of spilling out from its delicate baby-ribbon restraints, as the Doctor commented:
"Is it not natural that I should have a particularly clear recollection of the greatest day of all my life—save one?"
"Isn't it only natural that I would have a vivid memory of the best day of my life—except for one?"
"You're quite too killing, Owen!"
"You're way too amazing, Owen!"
She laughed tunelessly, clanking her precious pebbles.
She laughed without a tune, shaking her precious pebbles.
"Of course, we all know you're fearfully swanky about your wife's beauty. I saw her yesterday at Lord's—sitting under the awning on the sunny side, with the Duchess of Broads and Lady Castleclare. Your boy was with them, jumping out of his skin over Naumann's bowling for Oxford. Really marvellous! Your poor dear Cambridge hadn't a chance! Tremendously like you he grows—I mean Bawne. Really, your very image!"
“Of course, we all know you're really proud of your wife's beauty. I saw her yesterday at Lord's—sitting under the awning on the sunny side, with the Duchess of Broads and Lady Castleclare. Your son was with them, all excited about Naumann’s bowling for Oxford. It was truly amazing! Your poor Cambridge didn’t have a chance! He’s really starting to look just like you—I mean Bawne. Honestly, you’re practically his twin!”
"I should prefer," said Saxham, stiffly, "that my son resembled his mother."
"I'd prefer," Saxham said stiffly, "that my son was more like his mother."
"Ha, ha, ha! How quite too romantic!" She threw back her head, its henna-dyed hair plastered closely about it and fastened with buckles of jade, set with knobs of turquoise. A kind of stove-pipe of enamel green velvet crowning her, was trimmed with a band of miniature silk roses in addition to the towering violet plume. The plume, carefully dishevelled so as to convey the impression of a recent wetting, threatened the electric globe-lamp springing from a standard near. Her crossed legs liberally revealed her stockings of white silk openwork, patterned with extra-sized dragon-flies in black chenille, and her laugh rattled about Saxham's vexed ears like Harlequin's painted bladder, full of little pebbles or dried peas. "In love with your wife—and after fourteen years and six weeks!" Her fleshy shoulders shook, and her opulent bosom heaved stormily. She passed a little filmy perfumed handkerchief under her violet gauze veil and delicately dabbed the corners of her eyes. "You remind me of my poor David. I was always the one woman on earth, in his opinion. To the last, he was jealous of the slightest reference to you!"
"Ha, ha, ha! How incredibly romantic!" She threw her head back, her henna-dyed hair slicked back and secured with jade clips, highlighted with turquoise knobs. A stovepipe-shaped hat made of emerald green velvet sat atop her head, trimmed with a band of tiny silk roses and a tall violet feather. The feather, artfully styled to appear slightly damp, almost touched the electric lamp on the side table. Her crossed legs showcased white silk stockings with large dragonfly patterns in black chenille, and her laughter rang in Saxham's annoyed ears like Harlequin's painted bladder filled with small pebbles or dried peas. "In love with your wife—and after fourteen years and six weeks!" Her full shoulders shook, and her ample chest rose and fell with each breath. She held a delicate, perfumed handkerchief under her violet gauze veil, gently dabbing the corners of her eyes. "You remind me of my poor David. I was always theone woman on earth", as he saw it. Up until the very end, he was jealous of even the slightest mention of you!"
"To me? Why should he have been?"
"To"me"Why should he have been?"
Mildred—for this was Saxham's faithless bride-elect of more than twenty years previously—swallowed her wrath with an effort, and went on with the mulish obstinacy of her type:
Mildred—Saxham's unfaithful fiancée from more than twenty years ago—held back her anger and pushed on with the stubbornness that was typical of her personality:
"Perhaps it was absurd. But men in love are unreasonable creatures, and David was perfectly mad where I was concerned. He worshipped me to the point of idolatry! He never could quite believe that I did not regret my—my choice—that my heart did not sometimes escape from his keeping in dreams, and become yours again, Owen! He never really cared for Patrine, because she has a look of you.... Absurd, considering that she was born two years after you disappeared into South Africa.... Though of course I could not truthfully say that I did not—think of you a great deal!"
"Maybe it was foolish. But guys in love can be irrational, and David was completely infatuated with me! He admired me to the point of obsession! He could neverreallyI believe that I don't regret my choice—that my heart doesn't sometimes slip from his hold in dreams and come back to you, Owen! HeneverI really cared for Patrine because she looks like you... It’s silly, especially since she was born two years after you disappeared into South Africa... Even so, I can’t honestly say that I don’t think about you a lot!
It seemed to the silent man who heard, that Mildred offended against decency. His soul loathed her. She went on:
The quiet man who was listening felt that Mildred was disrespectful. He felt disgust toward her. She went on:
"Her brother—my darling boy who died—was the very image of David!" Her tone was even womanly and tender in speaking of the dead boy. "But Patrine—a year younger—Patrine is really wonderfully like you, with her commanding figure and almost Egyptian profile, those long eyes under straight eyebrows—and all those masses of dead-black hair!" As Saxham writhed under the category she gave out her irritating laugh again. "Ah!—I forgot! When Patrine was in Paris with Lady Beauvayse for the Big Week—Lady Beau took her to the Atelier Wiber—the famous hairdresser's establishment at 000, Rue de la Paix—where they specialise in Chevelures des Teintes Moderne—all the newest effects displayed by stylish mannequins—and really the change is astonishing—her sister Irma and I hardly knew Patrine when she came to see us at Kensington—looking superb, with hair—one might almost call it terra-cotta coloured—showing up her creamy-white skin."
"Her brother—my dear boy who passed away—looked just like David!" She spoke about the late boy with a soft and tender tone. "But Patrine—who is a year younger—really resembles you, with her striking figure and almost Egyptian profile, those long eyes beneath straight eyebrows—and all that thick, jet-black hair!" As Saxham fidgeted under the label she gave, her annoying laugh rang out again. "Oh!—I almost forgot! When Patrine was in Paris with Lady Beauvayse for the Big Week—Lady Beau took her to Atelier Wiber—the famous hair salon at 000, Rue de la Paix—where they specialize inChevelures des Teintes Moderne—all the latest styles displayed by trendy models—and honestly, the change is amazing—my sister Irma and I barely recognized Patrine when she came to visit us in Kensington—she looked stunning, with hair that was almost a terra-cotta color, highlighting her creamy-white skin.
"Do you tell me that Patrine has bleached her splendid hair and stained it with one of those vile dyes that are based on aniline—or Egyptian henna at the best?"
"Are you saying that Patrine has bleached her gorgeous hair and dyed it with one of those terrible dyes made from aniline—or at best, Egyptian henna?"
Mildred retorted acidly:
Mildred replied sharply:
"It was a very expensive process.... Five hundred francs—but I understand that Lady Beauvayse was so good as to insist on paying Wiber's charges herself."
"It was a really costly process... Five hundred francs—but I heard that Lady Beauvayse was kind enough to insist on paying Wiber's fees herself."
Saxham answered brusquely:
Saxham replied curtly:
"I would have given ten times the money to know my niece's hair unspoiled. Whoever paid, the process will prove an expensive one to Patrine when she finds herself excruciated by headaches, or when the colour changes—as it will by-and-by!"
"I would have paid ten times more to see my niece's hair left alone. No matter who paid, it's going to be expensive for Patrine when she starts getting headaches, or when the color changes—as it definitely will!"
Mildred shrugged:
Mildred shrugged:
"She can have it re-dipped, surely? Or let it return to its original black!"
"She can definitely have it re-dipped, right? Or can it go back to its original black?"
"There are many chemical arguments against human hair so altered returning to its original colour," came from Saxham grimly. "As these women who have made coiffures of orange, pink, crimson, blue and green, fashionable, had previously found to their cost. Do you not realise that from mishaps of this kind resulted the chromatically tinted heads one sees at public functions? Bizarre and strange in the electric lights, hideous in the sun."
"There are several chemical reasons why dyed human hair can't return to its original color," Saxham said grimly. "These women who have made hairstyles in orange, pink, crimson, blue, and green trendy learned this the hard way. Don't you realize that these kinds of mistakes have resulted in the colorful hair you see at public events? It looks weird and odd under electric lights, but terrible in the sunlight."
"Ha, ha, ha!" Mildred's laugh rattled about the Doctor's ears like a shower of walnuts. "I shall certainly bring Patrine to call upon you, if her hair happens to turn peacock-green or pinky-crimson. I would not miss seeing your face for all the world! But seriously, my dear Owen, when a girl is as handsome as my girl and has no dot to back her, she must make herself attractive and desirable to eligible men."
"Ha, ha, ha!" Mildred's laughter rang in the Doctor's ears like a shower of walnuts. "I will definitely bring Patrine to see you if her hair ever turns peacock green or pinkish red. I wouldn’t miss your reaction for anything! But seriously, my dear Owen, when a girl is as beautiful as my girl and doesn’t have adowry"To attract support from her, she needs to present herself as appealing and attractive to eligible men."
"By trying to make herself look like a Parisian cocotte, she renders herself neither attractive nor desirable—to the kind of man whom I should like to see married to my niece. The cleanly kind of man, with wholesome tastes, a sound constitution, and an upright character."
"By trying to make herself look like a Parisian"cocotteShe turns out to be neither attractive nor desirable to the type of man I would want marrying my niece. The kind of decent man who has good taste, a strong character, and a solid constitution.
"My dear Owen, you might be composing an advertisement for a butler or a chauffeur!"
"My dear Owen, you could be writing a job ad for a butler or a __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."chauffeur!
Mildred ostentatiously controlled a yawn as the Doctor continued:
Mildred pretended to stifle a yawn while the Doctor kept talking:
"As to a provision for Patrine on her marriage, you know that I shall gladly give it. Of course, upon condition——"
"About the financial support for Patrine's wedding, I'm definitely happy to provide it. Of course, there will be some conditions—"
"Yes, yes, I know what your condition would be!" Mildred's finger-tips, adorned with nails elaborately veneered and dyed, drummed a maddening little tattoo on the table-ledge. "That she marries the 'right kind of man, with wholesome tastes,' and all the rest of it. The question is—would Patrine be able to endure him? She is—let us say—more than a little difficult to get on with—and essentially an independent, up-to-date girl."
"Yes, yes, I know what you'd say!" Mildred's fingertips, adorned with beautifully polished and colored nails, tapped an annoying little rhythm on the edge of the table. "That she should marry the 'right kind of man, with good taste,' and all of that. But the real question is—would Patrine be able to handle him? She is—let's just say—more than a little difficult to deal with—and definitely an independent, modern woman."
"If Patrine would have subdued her ideas about independence and given up this idea of taking a place as salaried companion, I would have welcomed her, and so would my wife!"
"If Patrine had set aside her thoughts about independence and given up on her idea of becoming a paid companion, I would have welcomed her, and so would my wife!"
"Patrine is—as you are very well aware—something very different to a mere companion. She is reader and secretary to Lady Beauvayse. Her Club subscription is paid, she moves there amongst gentlewomen, and is treated at Berkeley Square exactly like a favoured guest. You should see the presents Lady Beauvayse absolutely showers upon her—and she gets all her expenses and a hundred a year."
Patrine is, as you know, much more than just a companion. She serves as a reader and secretary for Lady Beauvayse. Her Club membership is paid for, she socializes with the ladies there, and is treated like a valued guest at Berkeley Square. You should see the gifts that Lady Beauvayse constantly gives her—and she covers all her expenses along with a hundred a year.
Saxham was silent. Patrine might have had all this and much more, if she would have accepted the home he offered. Not only because she was his niece, but the girl was dear to him. His wife loved her, and in her strange, wild way Patrine returned some measure of Lynette's tenderness.
Saxham was quiet. Patrine could have had all of this and more if she had accepted the home he offered. Not just because she was his niece, but because he genuinely cared for her. His wife loved her, and in her own unique, wild way, Patrine returned some of Lynette's affection.
"She is worth loving," Lynette had told her husband. "She has a generous, brave, independent nature and a deep heart. She is not easily won because she is so well worth winning. Ah! if the Mother were only with us, how well she would understand and help Patrine!"
"She's worth loving," Lynette told her husband. "She has a generous, brave, and independent spirit, as well as a deep heart. She's not easy to win over because she's so precious. Ah! If only Mother were here, she would understand and help Patrine so much!"
But Mildred had risen to depart. Saxham rose too, not without alacrity, and taking her offered hand, pressed it and let it fall to her side.
But Mildred stood up to leave. Saxham also got up, eagerly, and taking her outstretched hand, squeezed it before letting it drop to her side.
"Well, good-bye. My kind regards to Captain Dyneham." He referred to the second legal possessor of Mildred's once coveted charms. "When can I dine with you at Kensington, do you ask? I fear I have very few opportunities for sociality. Some day! ... Tell Patrine to come and see me. Half-past one o'clock to-morrow. Lunch after my scolding—and a chat with Lynette."
"Alright, goodbye. Please send my regards to Captain Dyneham." He was talking about the second legal owner of Mildred's once-coveted charms. "You’re asking when I can have dinner with you at Kensington? I’m afraid I don’t have many opportunities to socialize. Maybe someday! ... Tell Patrine to come and see me. Tomorrow at 1:30 PM. We can have lunch after my lecture—and a talk with Lynette."
"You are extremely kind to Patrine." Mildred's tone was sweetly venomous. "But I fear just at present she has little time to spare. Men in love are so exacting. Dear me, what a feather-brained creature I am! ... Haven't I told you about Count von Herrnung?"
"You're really nice to Patrine." Mildred's tone sounded sweet but had an edge to it. "But I'm concerned that she doesn't have much time to waste right now. Men in love can be so needy. Oh my, what a forgetful person I am! ... Have I told you about Count von Herrnung?"
"You have told me nothing," said Saxham, "and you know it. Who and what is the man?"
"You haven't told me anything," Saxham said, "and you know it. Who is this guy?"
Mildred said with a great air of dignity:
Mildred said with a strong sense of dignity:
"He is a distinguished officer of the Prussian Flying Service, the son and heir of a high official in the German Foreign Office. He holds the rank of Count by courtesy. I assure you I never met a more agreeable young man."
"He is a respected officer in the Prussian Flying Service, the son and heir of a senior official in the German Foreign Office. He holds the honorary title of Count. I can assure you I've never met a more pleasant young man."
"Even were he all that you say, and more, and even while I regard the German Army as a marvel of organisation and efficiency—I should not, knowing the type of man that is the product of their military system, desire my niece to marry a German officer."
"Even if he were everything you say and more, and even though I see the German Army as an impressive example of organization and efficiency—I still wouldn’t want my niece to marry a German officer, knowing what kind of men their military system produces."
Mildred mocked:
Mildred laughed at:
"'Marry'—who said anything about marriage? ... When they have not known each other for a month. Not"—her tone became sentimental—"that I am a disbeliever in love at first sight. No one could doubt that Patrine is attracted, and he—the Count"—she dropped her eyelids—"is simply too fearfully gone for words. Absolutely dead-nuts!"
"'Marriage'—who brought that up? ... They haven't even known each other for a month. Not"—her tone softened—"that I doubt love at first sight. No one can deny that Patrine is interested, and he—the Count"—she lowered her eyelids—"is totally smitten!"
"'Gone.' ... 'Dead-nuts.' ..."
"'Gone.' ... 'Definitely dead.' ..."
"I give you my word. Entangled hopelessly. 'What a captive to lead in chains,' I said to Patrine—he is quite six feet in height or over, and has the most perfect features; simply magnificent eyes, the most fascinating manner, and the build of a Greek athlete. He is staying at the 'Tarlton,' and I must say Lady Beauvayse is extremely sympathetic. For since they came back from Paris together the Count has been taking Patrine about everywhere. She can hardly have had a glimpse of my gay girl.... Dinners, theatres, the opera, and heaven knows what else, they have crowded into the week!" The smiling speaker shrugged her ample shoulders. "To say nothing of cabaret suppers and dances. He even promises to take her to the famous 'Upas Club.' Wonderful, by all accounts. They say the French Regency came nowhere near it. Dancing in the Hall of the Hundred Pillars, a simply wonderful three A.M. supper, and champagne of the most expensive brands, served up in gold-mounted crystal jugs."
"I promise you, I'm caught up in a hopeless situation. 'What a prisoner to lead around in chains,' I said to Patrine—he’s easily over six feet tall and has perfect features; simply stunning eyes, a captivating personality, and a physique like a Greek athlete. He’s staying at the 'Tarlton,' and I must say Lady Beauvayse is very understanding. Since they returned from Paris together, the Count has been taking Patrine everywhere. She can hardly have seen my lively girl... Dinners, theaters, the opera, and who knows what else they’ve crammed into the week!" The smiling speaker shrugged her broad shoulders. "Not to mention cabaret dinners and dances. He even promises to take her to the famous 'Upas Club.' Incredible, by all accounts. They say the French Regency doesn’t compare. Dancing in the Hall of the Hundred Pillars, a fantastic three A.M. dinner, and the finest champagne served in gold-mounted crystal jugs."
"Can it be possible? ..." broke from Saxham. "Are you mad, that you countenance this German in taking Patrine to such an infamous place?"
"Is this really happening? ..." Saxham exclaimed. "Are you crazy for letting this German take Patrine to such a shameful place?"
"'Infamous!' Really, Owen, your notions are too old-fashioned for anything." Her laughter broke out, and her chains and bangles jingled an accompaniment. "Do," she urged, "come out of your shell. Dine with us on Thursday. We have a box for the 'Ministers' Theatre. We'll go on, you and I, George and Irma, from there to the cabaret supper at the 'Rocroy.' We can't afford the 'Upas,' the subscription is too fearfully prohibitive. But the entertainment at the 'Rocroy' is really chic—the dancing is as good—everyone says—as they have it at Maxim's. Do come! Of course, you can trust us not to blab to your wife! Mercy! how severe you look!" Her tone changed, became wheedling, her made-up eyes languished tenderly. "Odd! how we poor, silly women prefer the men who bully us. Come! One chance more. Dine Thursday and see 'Squiffed' at the 'Ministers'—try a whiff of Paris at the 'Rocroy' after midnight, 'twill buck you up like nothing else—take my word! Won't you?"
"'Infamous!' Seriously, Owen, your ideas are way out of date. You're totally stuck in the past." She burst into laughter, her chains and bangles clinking. "Come on," she encouraged, "get out of your bubble. Join us for dinner on Thursday. We’ve got a box for the 'Ministers' Theatre. After that, the four of us— you, me, George, and Irma—will head to the cabaret dinner at the 'Rocroy.' We can't go to the 'Upas' because the subscription is way too pricey. But the entertainment at the 'Rocroy' is reallychicEveryone says the dancing is just as good as at Maxim's. You have to come! And don’t worry, you can trust us not to tell your wife anything! Wow, you look so serious!" Her tone softened, and her made-up eyes looked at him with appeal. "Isn't it funny how us silly women are drawn to the guys who boss us around? Come on! Just one more chance. Join us for dinner on Thursday and see 'Squiffed' at the 'Ministers'—you should try a taste of Paris at the 'Rocroy' after midnight; it’ll lift your spirits like nothing else—trust me! Will you?"
"I will not!"
"I won't!"
"Why not?"
"Why not?"
"I have told you why not. Because these places are centres of corruption, schools for the inculcation and practice of vice in every form. Men and women, young or old, those who take part in or witness one of these loathsome dances, hot and reeking from the brothels and voodoo-houses of Cuba and the Argentine are equally degraded. I had rather see my niece Patrine dead and in her coffin than know her capable of appreciating such abominable exhibitions, pernicious in their effects, as I, and others of my profession have grave reason to know!—ruinous in their results to body, mind, and soul!"
"I’ve explained why not. Because these places are hubs of corruption, breeding grounds for all sorts of vice. Men and women, young and old, who either take part in or witness these terrible performances, immersed in the grime of the brothels and voodoo houses of Cuba and Argentina, are equally degraded. I would rather see my niece Patrine dead in her coffin than know she could appreciate such awful displays, which have harmful effects, as I, along with others in my profession, have serious reasons to know!—destructive to body, mind, and soul!"
"Intolerable!"
"Unbearable!"
Her plump, middle-aged face was leaden grey beneath her violet veil as she screamed at him:
Her round, middle-aged face looked a dull gray beneath her violet veil as she shouted at him:
"You have insulted me! Horribly—abominably! ... How dare you tell me that I frequent infamous places, and encourage my daughter to visit schools of vice! And it is not for Irma you are so rottenly scrupulous, but for Patrine, your wife's favourite! Who will do as she pleases, and marry whom she prefers without 'by your leave' or with mine! She is a mule for self-will and obstinacy—another point of resemblance to yourself! ..."
"You've really offended me! Honestly—it's terrible! ... How can you accuse me of going to shady places and encouraging my daughter to visit disreputable spots? And it’s not Irma that you’re so annoyingly worried about, but Patrine, your wife's favorite! She'll do what she wants and marry whoever she chooses without needing your permission or mine! She's as stubborn and headstrong as you are! ..."
He had recovered his stern self-possession. His face was granite as he said:
He had gotten back his serious demeanor. His face was as hard as stone as he said:
"I have not insulted you, but if you will set no example to your daughters in avoiding these evils, it is my duty to expostulate."
"I haven’t insulted you, but if you don’t set a good example for your daughters by avoiding these mistakes, then it’s my duty to say something."
She reared like an angry cobra, then spat her jet of scalding venom.
She lifted up like an angry cobra and then spat out a stream of scorching venom.
"I take leave to think my present example quite harmless to Irma and Patrine. Now yours—of a few years ago—was certainly calculated to damage the bodily and worldly prospects of your son." She added, as Saxham silently put out his hand to touch the bell: "No! please don't ring. I know my way out. Good-morning.... Pray remember me to Bawne and your wife!"
"I think my current example is totally harmless to Irma and Patrine. But yours—from a few years ago—definitely had the potential to negatively impact your son's physical and social future." She added, as Saxham quietly reached for the bell: "No! Please don’t ring. I know how to leave. Good morning... Please say hi to Bawne and your wife for me!"
CHAPTER XVIII
CHAPTER 18
SAXHAM PAYS
SAXHAM PAYS
Thus, having shot her bolt, Mildred departed. The Dop Doctor standing in the open doorway, watched the gaily-accoutred, middle-aged figure in the peg-top skirt and bouffante tunic of green taffeta patterned with a violet grape-vine, moving down the white-panelled corridor.
After saying everything she needed to, Mildred left. The Dop Doctor, standing in the open doorway, watched the brightly dressed middle-aged woman in her peg-top skirt and fluffy tunic made of green taffeta with a violet grapevine pattern as she walked down the white-paneled hallway.
Saxham watched her out of sight before he shut the door and went back to his chair. There he sat thinking.... No one would disturb the Doctor until he touched his electric bell.
Saxham watched her leave before closing the door and going back to his chair. He sat there lost in thought... No one would disturb the Doctor until he rang the electric bell.
Ah! if the truth were told, not all of us find solace in the thought that in the niches of Heaven are safely stored our ancient idols. To Owen Saxham it was gall and verjuice to remember that for love of this woman, weak, vain, silly, spiteful, he, the man of intellect and knowledge, had gone down, quick, to the very verge of Hell.
Oh! Honestly, not everyone finds solace in believing that our old idols are safely in Heaven. For Owen Saxham, it was a bitter and painful realization that for the love of this woman—weak, vain, foolish, and spiteful—he, a man of intellect and knowledge, had quickly fallen to the edge of Hell.
Mildred was just eighteen when he had wooed and won her. She had been slight and willowy and pale, with round, surprised brown eyes, an indeterminate nose, and a little mouth of the rosebud kind. Her neck had been long and swanlike, her waist long and slim, her hands and feet long and narrow. He had desired her with all the indiscriminating passion of early manhood. He had planned to pass his life by her side. He had hoped that she might bear him children—he had wrought in a frenzy of intellectual and physical endeavour to take rank in his chosen profession, that Success might make life sweeter for Mildred—his wife.
Mildred was only eighteen when he pursued and won her heart. She was slender and graceful, with pale skin and round, surprised brown eyes, a subtle nose, and a small rosebud mouth. Her neck was long and elegant, her waist slim, and her hands and feet were long and narrow. He desired her with all the intense passion of youthful love. He intended to spend his life by her side. He hoped she would give him children—he worked passionately, both mentally and physically, to stand out in his career so that success would make life sweeter for Mildred—his wife.
She had seemed to love him, and he had been happy in that seeming. Then the shadow of a tragic error had fallen blackly across his path. From the omission to copy in his memorandum-book a prescription made up by himself in a sudden emergency had sprung the branding suspicion that culminated in the Old Bailey Criminal Case of the Crown v. Saxham. His acquittal restored to him freedom of movement. He left the Court without a stain on his professional reputation, but socially and financially a ruined man.
She had seemed to love him, and he had been content with that feeling. Then a tragic mistake cast a dark shadow over his life. The failure to note down a prescription he had written in a sudden emergency resulted in damaging suspicion that led to the Old Bailey Criminal Case of the Crown.v.Saxham. His acquittal restored his freedom. He left the court without any damage to his professional reputation, but socially and financially, he was a broken man.
Friends and patients fell away from Saxham—acquaintances dropped him. Mildred—his Mildred—was one of the rats that scurried from the sinking ship. She had thrown him over and married David, his brother. Her betrayal had been the wreath of nightshade crowning Saxham's cup of woe. Those vertical lines graven on his broad white forehead, those others that descended from the outer angles of the deep-cut nostrils to the corners of that stern mouth of his, and yet those others at the angles of the lower jaw, were chiefly Mildred's handiwork. They told of past excess, a desperate effort to drown Memory and hasten longed-for death on the part of a man who had quarrelled with his God.
Friends and patients drifted away from Saxham—acquaintances turned their backs on him. Mildred—his Mildred—was among those who abandoned the sinking ship. She had left him and married David, his brother. Her betrayal was the final straw for Saxham's misery. The deep lines etched on his broad, pale forehead, running from the outer corners of his sharply defined nostrils to the edges of his stern mouth, along with the lines at the angles of his jaw, were largely a result of Mildred's actions. They reflected a troubled past, a desperate effort to escape memories and hasten the longed-for death of a man who had lost his connection with God.
The demons of pride and self-will, defiance and scorn had been cast out. An ordeal such as few men are called upon to endure had purified, cleansed, and regenerated the drunkard. Friendship had taken the desperate man by the hand, plucked his feet from the morass, led him into the light and set his feet once more on firm ground. His profession was his again to follow. Love, real love, had come to him and folded her rose-white wings beside his hearth.
The demons of pride and stubbornness, rebellion and contempt had been expelled. A trial like few experience had purified, cleansed, and transformed the alcoholic. Friendship had taken the desperate man by the hand, lifted him from the dirt, guided him into the light, and set him back on solid ground. His career was his again to pursue. True love had come to him and settled her gentle, white wings beside his home.
Years of pure domestic happiness, of successful work, had passed, and now—the July sunshine had no warmth in it, though it streamed in through the open window over the tops of the pot-roses. The Dop Doctor's head was bowed upon his hands, his great shoulders shook as though he strove with a mortal rigour, the wood of the table where his elbows leaned, the boards beneath the thick carpet on which his feet rested, creaked as the long shudders convulsed him at intervals.
Years of perfect domestic happiness and successful work had passed, and now—the July sunshine felt chilly, even as it streamed through the open window onto the pot roses. The Dop Doctor's head was resting in his hands, and his broad shoulders shook as if he were struggling with something profoundly challenging. The wood of the table where his elbows rested, and the floorboards beneath the thick carpet where his feet were, creaked as his body occasionally convulsed with long shudders.
It had seemed to Saxham—in whom the seed of Faith had germinated and put forth leaves in one great night of storm following upon years of arid dryness—that Almighty God must have forgiven those five worse than wasted years.
Saxham felt that after one intense night of storms following years of drought, his faith had finally taken root and flourished. He believed that Almighty God must have forgiven the five years that had been so unproductive.
Fool! he now cried in his heart. The Divine Mercy is boundless as the ocean of air in which our planet swims, and for the cleansing of our spotted souls the Blood of the Redeemer flowed on Calvary. But He who said in His wrath that the sins of the fathers should be visited on the children, does not break, even for those repentant prodigals whom He has taken to His Heart again—the immutable laws of Nature. Nature, of all forces most conservative, wastes nothing, loses nothing, pardons nothing, avenges everything.
Fool! he thought to himself. Divine Mercy is endless like the vast sky that our planet floats in, and to purify our stained souls, the Blood of the Redeemer was shed on Calvary. Yet, the one who proclaimed in His anger that the sins of the fathers will affect the children does not bend, even for those lost souls who have sincerely returned to His Heart—the unchanging laws of Nature. Nature, being the harshest of all forces, wastes nothing, loses nothing, forgives nothing, and demands payback for everything.
The shouted curse, like the whispered blessing, is carried on the invisible wings of Air forever. Thus, the deformed limb, the devouring cancer, the loathsome ulcer, and the degrading vice, are perpetuated and reproduced as diligently and faithfully as the beautiful feature, the noble quality, the wit that charms, the genius that dominates. Nay, since Nature turns out some millions of fools to one Dante or Shakespeare or Molière or Cervantes, it would appear that she prefers the fools.
The shouted curse, just like the whispered blessing, rides on the invisible wings of Air forever. So, the deformed limb, the spreading cancer, the ugly ulcer, and the degrading vice are spread and duplicated just as carefully and faithfully as the beautiful feature, the noble quality, the charm of wit, and the outstanding genius. Furthermore, since Nature creates millions of fools for every Dante, Shakespeare, Molière, or Cervantes, it seems she prefers the fools.
So it is. Divine Grace has reached and saved the sinner. The ugly vice, the base appetite, have been eradicated by prayer and mortification, by years of self-control and watchfulness. Free will, moral and physical force, self-command and self-respect are yours again. And with sobs of gratitude the erstwhile slave of Hell gives thanks to Heaven.
It's true. Divine Grace has found and saved the sinner. The terrible vice and low cravings have been removed through prayer and self-denial, through years of discipline and watchfulness. Free will, moral and physical strength, self-control, and self-respect are yours again. With tears of gratitude, the former slave of Hell thanks Heaven.
Saved. Cured. Great words and true in Saxham's case as in many others. But though they are saved and cured they cannot ever forget. Their eyes have a characteristic look of alert, suspicious watchfulness. For wheresoever they move about the world, in the drawing-rooms of what is called Society, in the business circles of the City, in the barracks or the mining-camp, on the ship's heaving deck or the floor of the Pullman carriage; amidst the sands of the Desert or the golden-rod of the prairie, or the red sand and dry karroo scrub of the lone veld, they will hear, when they least expect it, the thin, shrill hiss of the Asp that once bit them to the bone. Or supposing that they have forgotten in reality—so cleverly has the world pretended to!—with what a pang of mortal anguish Memory awakens. When you recognise the devil that once entered and possessed you, looking out of the eyes of your child.
Saved. Cured. These are powerful words, true for Saxham as they are for many others. Yet even though they are saved and cured, they can never forget. Their eyes show a clear sense of alert, suspicious watchfulness. Because no matter where they go in the world — in the drawing rooms of so-called Society, in the business hubs of the City, in the barracks or the mining camp, on a ship's rocking deck or in a Pullman carriage; amidst the sands of the Desert or the golden-rod of the prairie, or the red sand and dry scrub of the lonely veld — they will hear, when they least expect it, the sharp, shrill hiss of the Asp that once bit them deeply. Or even if they seem to have forgotten—so convincingly has the world pretended!—what a deep pain Memory can bring back. When you see the devil that once took hold of you staring back from your child's eyes.
When Saxham lifted up his ashen face and looked at the portrait in the third leaf of the triptych frame and met the clear, candid gaze of his son's blue eyes, you know what he was seeking, and praying not to find.
When Saxham raised his pale face and looked at the portrait in the third panel of the triptych frame, meeting the clear, honest gaze of his son's blue eyes, you could tell what he was looking for and hoping not to find.
To have given Lynette a drunkard for her son would be the most terrible penalty that could be exacted by merciless Nature for those five sodden, wasted years.
Making Lynette suffer by giving her a son who is an alcoholic would be the cruelest punishment that a heartless Nature could inflict for those five wasted, miserable years.
Ah! to have had a clean, unspotted life to share with Bawne's fair mother. That his priceless pearl of womanhood should gleam upon a drunkard's hand—his spotless Convent lily have opened to fullest bloom in a drunkard's holding, had been from the outset of their married life, verjuice in Saxham's cup by day, and a thorn in his pillow by night.
Ah! To have had a clean, perfect life to share with Bawne's beautiful mother. That his precious wife, a true gem, should shine on a drunkard's hand—his pure Convent lily should have blossomed completely in the grip of a drunkard—had been, since the beginning of their marriage, a bitter reality for Saxham during the day and a source of discomfort at night.
But never before had it occurred to the man of science, the great surgeon, the learned biologist, that relentless Nature might be saving up for him, Saxham, a special rod in saltest brine.
But the scientist, the great surgeon, and the knowledgeable biologist had never considered that relentless Nature might be setting up a special punishment for him, Saxham, in the saltiest of seas.
Bawne.... He sat in silence with set teeth, asking himself the bitter question:
Bawne... He sat quietly, his teeth clenched, grappling with the painful question:
"How could I have forgotten—Bawne?"
"How could I have forgotten—Bawne?"
CHAPTER XIX
CHAPTER 19
BAWNE
BAWNE
As so often happens, the thought of the beloved heralded his well-known thump upon the door-panel. When had the Dop Doctor ever cried, "Come in!" with such a leaden sinking of the heart?
As usual, thinking about his loved one was interrupted by a familiar knock on the door. When had the Dop Doctor ever said, "Come in!" with such a heavy heart?
The boy who came in was alert, upright, slim, and strong for his twelve years. You saw him attired in the dress with which we are all familiar—the loose shirt of khaki-brown, with its knotted silk neckerchief of dark blue, the lanyards ending in clasp-knife and whistle, the roomy shorts upheld by a brown leather pouch-belt supporting a serviceable axe, the dark blue stockings turned over at the knee, fitting close to the slim muscular legs, the light strong shoes, the brown smasher hat with the chin-strap, completed the picture of a Scout of whom no patrol need be ashamed. He carried his light staff at the trail, and entering, brought it to an upright position, and saluted smartly. The salute formally acknowledged, he came straight to the table and stood at his father's elbow, waiting, as Saxham feigned to blot a written line. Outwardly composed, the drumming of the man's heart deafened him, and a mist before his eyes blurred the page they were bent upon. Fatherhood gripped him by the throat as in the first moment of his son's separate existence. A thing we prize is never so poignantly precious as when we contemplate the possibility of its ruin or loss.
The boy who walked in was alert, upright, slim, and strong for his twelve years. He was dressed in the familiar outfit—loose khaki-brown shirt, paired with a dark blue neckerchief tied in a knot, lanyards holding a pocket knife and whistle, roomy shorts secured by a brown leather pouch-belt that carried a handy axe, dark blue socks rolled down at the knee, snug around his slim, muscular legs, and sturdy light shoes. The brown hat with a chin strap completed the look of a Scout any patrol would be proud of. He carried his light staff along the trail, and upon entering, he raised it upright and saluted sharply. After receiving a formal acknowledgment of his salute, he walked straight to the table and stood beside his father, waiting while Saxham pretended to blot a line he had written. Outwardly calm, the pounding of the man’s heart felt deafening, and a haze in front of his eyes blurred the page they were focused on. Fatherhood gripped him tightly, just like when his son first came into the world. Something we cherish is never as heartbreakingly valuable as when we think about the chance of losing it.
"Father, you aren't generally pleased when I come bothering you in consulting hours, but this time it is really serious business, no kid, and Honour bright!"
"Dad, you normally don't appreciate it when I interrupt you during work, but this time it’s really important, no joke, I promise!"
Saxham answered with equal gravity:
Saxham responded with equal seriousness:
"If you have a reasonable excuse for coming, I have said that you may come."
"If you have a good reason to be here, I've said that you can come."
The boy was like him. You saw it as he stood waiting. The vivid gentian-blue eyes were Saxham's, as were the thick throat and prominent under-jaw and the square facial outline. But the plume of hair that swept over the broad forehead was red-brown like Lynette's. The delicate, irregular profile and a sensitive sweetness about the lips were gifts from his mother. The directness of his look, and the tinge of brusqueness in his speech were unconsciously modelled on the father's, as he said, sacrificing sufficient of manly independence to come within the curve of the Doctor's strong arm:
The boy was just like him. You could see it as he stood there waiting. His bright gentian-blue eyes were Saxham's, along with his thick neck, strong jaw, and the square shape of his face. But the plume of hair sweeping across his broad forehead was a deep red-brown like Lynette's. His delicate, unique profile and the gentle sweetness of his lips were inherited from his mother. The way he looked directly at you and the slight brusqueness in his speech were influenced by his father, as he surrendered some of his independence to fit under the curve of the Doctor's strong arm.
"First, I wanted to show you my new badge."
"First, I wanted to show you my new badge."
Saxham's left hand squeezed the arm most distant from him, where a familiar device was displayed upon the sleeve, midway, between the shoulder and elbow, below the six-inch length of colours distinctive of this Scout's Patrol.
Saxham's left hand gripped the arm that was farthest away from him, where a recognizable insignia was displayed on the sleeve, positioned halfway between the shoulder and elbow, beneath the six-inch band of colors specific to this Scout's Patrol.
"Turn round and show it, then!"
"Show it to me, then!"
"Father, you're larking. That's my General Scout Badge. I've had it ever since I passed my Second Class tests. Before then, you know, when I was a Tenderfoot, I'd only the top-part—the fleur-de-lis without the motto, and you wear that in your left pocket button-hole. But this is something special, don't you see?"
"Dad, you’re kidding. That’s my General Scout Badge. I’ve had it ever since I passed my Second Class tests. Before that, you know, when I was a Tenderfoot, I only had the top part—the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."fleur-de-lis"without the motto, and you keep that in the left pocket of your jacket. But this is something special, don’t you see?"
Saxham eyed the row of little enamelled circles on the sleeve next him with respectful gravity. The boy went on, trying to control the gleeful tremor in his voice:
Saxham looked at the row of small, shiny circles on the sleeve next to him with genuine respect. The boy continued, trying to control the excited tremor in his voice:
"I've got the Ambulance Badge!—look at the Geneva Cross!—and the Signaller's Badge—this is it—with the crossed flags—and the Interpreter's Badge—the one with the two hands holding. But this is the very latest. Our Scoutmaster gave it to me after parade to-day. It's the Airman's Badge—" He caught his breath, the secret was coming in a moment.... He went on: "To get it you must have made a model aëroplane. Not a flying-stick, any kid of nine can make one—but a model that will really fly. That's my special reason for coming. Mother was out—and—and next to her I wanted to tell you!"
"I've got the Ambulance Badge!—check out the Geneva Cross!—and the Signaller's Badge—this is it—with the crossed flags—and the Interpreter's Badge—the one with the two hands holding. But this is the newest one. Our Scoutmaster gave it to me after the parade today. It's the Airman's Badge—" He paused, the secret was about to come out.... He continued: "To earn it, you have to make a model airplane. Not just any simple flying stick, any nine-year-old can do that—but a model that really flies. That's the main reason I came. Mom was out—and—and next to her, I wanted to tell you!"
"And next after me?"
"What's next after me?"
The boy considered a moment before he looked up to answer:
The boy stopped for a moment before looking up to reply:
"Cousin Pat, because she can keep a secret so tightly."
"Cousin Pat, because she's great at keeping secrets."
Saxham patted the sturdy square shoulders.
Saxham patted the broad, sturdy shoulders.
"You are fond of Cousin Patrine, aren't you?"
"You really like Cousin Patrine, right?"
"Rather!"
"Absolutely!"
"Just tell me why?"
"Just tell me why?"
"Because"—the young brows were puckered—"because she's so big and so—beautiful. And she'd just die for you and Mother.... She comes in my prayers next after you two."
"Because," the young brows were furrowed, "because she's so big and so—gorgeous. And she'd do anything for you and Mom... She comes into my prayers right after you two."
"And—the Chief Scout?"
"And—what about the Chief Scout?"
"Father, wouldn't it be—a bit cheeky to go and pray for a man like that?"
"Dad, wouldn't it be a bit daring to go and pray for a guy like that?"
A spark of laughter wakened in Saxham's sombre eyes.
A spark of laughter brightened Saxham's dark eyes.
"Not quite respectful, you think? Is that it? Why so, when you're taught to pray for the Holy Father, Mother Church, and the King and Queen?"
"Isn't that kind of disrespectful? What’s up with that? Why is it that you're supposed to pray for the Holy Father, Mother Church, and the King and Queen?"
The boy's puckered brows smoothed. The question was settled.
The boy's furrowed brows eased. The question was answered.
"Of course. I forgot. Then the Chief Scout must come in after Cousin Patrine. Because a gentleman must always give place to a lady. That's what Mother says."
"Of course. I forgot. So the Chief Scout has to go in after Cousin Patrine. Because a gentleman should always let a lady go first. That’s what Mom says."
"Suppose Cousin Patrine never came to see you any more, what would you do then?"
"What would you do if Cousin Patrine never came to see you again?"
Bawne straightened the sturdy body and proclaimed:
Bawne stood up and said:
"I would go and find her and bring her back!"
"I'll go get her and bring her back!"
"Suppose she did not want to come?"
"What if she doesn't want to come?"
Bawne said instantly:
Bawne replied immediately:
"I would tell her Mother was wanting her. For Mother would be, you know. And Cousin Pat wouldn't keep her waiting. Not much, sir, she wouldn't!"
"I would let her know that Mom was looking for her. Because Mom really was, you know. And Cousin Pat wouldn’t make her wait. Not for long, sir, she wouldn’t!"
"She cares so?"
"Does she really care?"
"Doesn't she! Why, have you forgotten when I was a little shaver and Mother was so ill?"
"Doesn't she! Well, have you forgotten when I was a kid and Mom was really sick?"
Saxham, with a certain tightening of the muscles of the throat, recalled the wan, red-eyed spectre that had haunted the landing outside the guarded bedroom where Lynette lay, white and strengthless, while her husband fought for her with Death.
Saxham, with a lump in his throat, recalled the pale figure with red eyes that had hovered outside the locked bedroom where Lynette lay, pale and weak, while her husband fought against Death for her.
"Well, well. Go on loving Patrine and praying for her! Now tell me of your model."
"Alright. Keep loving Patrine and praying for her! Now, tell me about your model."
The boy said, controlling his exultation:
The boy said, trying to control his excitement:
"It has to be left at our District Headquarters until to-morrow. You see—it's rather a special affair. It's not a flying stick, like the things I used to make when I was a shaver, nor a glider—you see men in spectacles flying those every day to please the kids on Hampstead Heath and in Kensington Gardens, but a model of a Bristol monoplane with a span of thirty inches, and a main-plane-area of a hundred and fifty"—he caught his breath and with difficulty kept his eager words from tumbling over one another as he reached the thrilling climax—"and I built up her fuselage with cardboard and sticking-plaster out of the First Aid case you gave me to carry in my belt-pouch, and cut the propeller out of a tin toy engine I've had ever since I was a kid—and made the planes of big sheets of stiff foolscap strengthened with thin strips of glued wood, and her spars, sir!—the upright ones are quills, and her stays and struts I made of copper wire and she's weighted with lead ribbon like what you wrap about the gut when you're bottom-fishing for tench or barbel—and her motor-power is eighteen inches of square elastic twisted—and father"—he broke into a war-dance of ecstasy unrestrained—"when Roddy Wrynche and me went on a secret expedition to Primrose Hill to test her—she flew, sir! First go-off—by George!"
"It has to stay at our District Headquarters until tomorrow. You see, it’s a really special deal. It’s not a flying stick like the ones I used to make when I was a kid, nor a glider—you see men in glasses flying those all the time to entertain kids in Hampstead Heath and Kensington Gardens, but it’s a model of a Bristol monoplane with a wingspan of thirty inches and a wing area of a hundred and fifty,"—he paused to catch his breath and tried to hold back his excitement as he reached the thrilling climax—"and I built its fuselage with cardboard and the sticking plaster from the First Aid kit you gave me to keep in my belt pouch, and made the propeller from a toy engine I’ve had since I was little—and made the wings from large sheets of stiff foolscap reinforced with thin strips of glued wood, and its ribs, sir!—the vertical ones are quills, and I made her stays and supports from copper wire, and she’s weighted with lead ribbon like what you wrap around the line when you’re bottom-fishing for tench or barbel—and her motor power is eighteen inches of square elastic twisted—and father"—he burst into an ecstatic dance—"when Roddy Wrynche and I went on a secret mission to Primrose Hill to test her—she flew, sir! First try—goodness!"
"Really flew? ... You are certain?"
"Really flew? ... Are you certain?"
"Upon my life, sir, and that's my Honour. Scout's Honour and life are the same thing. That's what the Oath rubs into us." He squared his shoulders and lowered his voice as a boy speaking of high matters that must be dealt with reverently. "I think it's—ripping. I can say it. Would you like me to?"
"I swear, sir, and that's my honor. Scout's honor and life are the same thing. That's what the Oath teaches us." He stood tall and spoke softly, like a kid talking about important subjects that deserve respect. "I think it's—awesome. I can say it. Do you want me to?"
Saxham nodded without speaking, because of that choking something sticking in his throat. That something Lear called "the mother." And, dammed away behind his eyes, were scalding tears that only men may shed. As the young voice said:
Saxham nodded silently, feeling that tight sensation in his throat. Lear referred to that feeling as "the mother." And behind his eyes were tears burning to come out, tears that only men can shed. As the young voice said:
"On my Honour I promise that I will do my best to be loyal to God and the King.
"I vow to my honor that I will do my best to be loyal to God and the King."
"On my Honour I promise that I will do my best to Help other people at all times.
"I promise that I will do my best to help others whenever I can."
"On my Honour I promise that I will do my best to obey the Scout Law.... You see"—the boyish arm was on Saxham's shoulder now, the ruddy-fair cheek pressed against the pale, close-shaven face—"you see, Father, when a Scout says 'On my Honour' it's just as if he swore on the Crucifix!"
"I promise on my honor that I will do my best to follow the Scout Law.... You see"—the boy's arm was now resting on Saxham's shoulder, his bright cheek pressed against the pale, clean-shaven face—"you see, Dad, when a Scout says 'On my honor,' it's just like swearing on the Crucifix!"
Saxham said, crushing down the fierce emotion that had almost mastered him:
Saxham said, holding back the deep emotion that almost overwhelmed him:
"It is—just the same! For the man who breaks a promise will never keep an oath.... I have a friend of whom I have told you.... I think he would like to hear about your model aëroplane.... May I tell him, or would you prefer to tell him yourself?"
"It's exactly the same! A man who breaks a promise will never keep his word.... I have a friend I told you about.... I think he’d be interested in hearing about your model airplane.... Can I let him know, or would you rather tell him yourself?"
Bawne's fair face glowed. He gasped in ecstasy:
Bawne's stunning face brightened. He gasped in delight:
"Father.... You mean Mr. Sherbrand—your Flying Man who's in the Hospital?"
"Dad"... Are you talking about Mr. Sherbrand—your Flying Man who's in the hospital?"
"My Flying Man—but he is well again and back at work at Hendon. There was not much the matter with him; a slight obstruction in one of the nasal passages that prevented him from breathing with his mouth shut as he should. Now he has asked me—this afternoon if I am at leisure—to bring my little son to the aërodrome and see him make a flight."
"My Flying Man is feeling better now and back to work at Hendon. There wasn't really anything major wrong with him; just a small blockage in one of his nasal passages that made it hard for him to breathe with his mouth closed like he should. Now he’s asked me—this afternoon if I’m free—to bring my little son to the aerodrome to watch him take a flight."
"And go up in his aëroplane with him? Father, say Yes! Do, please do!"
"And go up in his airplane with him? Dad, please say yes! Please, please do!"
As the little figure bobbed up and down beside him in joyous excitement, Saxham answered, not without an inward tug:
As the small figure happily bounced up and down next to him, Saxham replied, feeling a sense of inner conflict:
"If your mother says 'Yes' I shall not say No! Now off with you, my son!"
"If your mom says 'Yes,' I won't say No! Now go ahead, my son!"
The boy saluted and went. Even his bright obedience wrung his father's heart. The man looked haggard and old. He hid his careworn face in his hands for a minute. His lips were still moving when he looked up and made the Sign so well known to many of us upon his forehead and breast. Prayer, that most powerful of all therapeutic agents, so often prescribed by Saxham for his patients, was his own tonic and sedative in moments of bodily exhaustion and mental overstrain.
The boy waved goodbye and walked away. Even his enthusiastic compliance broke his father's heart. The man looked tired and aged. He buried his weary face in his hands for a moment. His lips were still moving when he looked up and made the Sign known to many of us on his forehead and chest. Prayer, the most powerful healing method, often advised by Saxham for his patients, became his own source of healing and comfort during times of physical exhaustion and mental strain.
He had prayed, he, the sceptic, on that unforgettable night at Gueldersdorp, when he wrestled with his possessing fiend.... Lynette had taught him the habit of prayer. And even as she, a friendless, neglected waif, had learned to look up and see the shining Faces of our Divine Redeemer and His Virgin Mother through the features of a pure and tender woman; so her husband, looking in the eyes of Lynette, had found the gift of Faith lost years before.
He had prayed, he, the skeptic, on that unforgettable night in Gueldersdorp when he fought with his possessing demon.... Lynette had taught him how to pray. Just as she, a lonely, neglected orphan, had learned to look up and see the shining faces of our Divine Redeemer and His Virgin Mother through the features of a pure and kind woman; her husband, looking into Lynette's eyes, had rediscovered the gift of faith he had lost years ago.
"Oh! ... Prayer!" you say—"Faith!" ... and I see you shrug and sneer a little, you who are intellectual and highly educated, and have ceased to believe in what you term the Hebraic myth or the Christian legend—since you learned to point out the weak places in the First Book of Genesis, and sneer at the discrepancies between the statements of the Gospel narrators—though you will hear such testimonies sworn to in good faith, wherever witnesses are examined in a Court of Law.
"Oh! ... Prayer!" you say—"Faith!" ... and I notice you shrug and smirk a little, you who are intellectual and well-educated, and have stopped believing in what you call the Hebraic myth or the Christian legend—ever since you learned to highlight the flaws in the First Book of Genesis and laugh at the inconsistencies in the Gospel writers' accounts—yet you will listen to such testimonies given in good faith, whenever witnesses are examined in a Court of Law.
But no! you tell me, you are not an Agnostic. You credit the existence of Almighty God, but prayer is the parson's affair. Well, because a man wears a straight black coat, will you abandon to him so inestimable a privilege? Is it not a marvellous thing that you or I should lift up our earth-made, earth-begrimed hands, and that He who set this tiny planet to spin out its æons of cycles amidst the innumerable millions of systems wheeling through His Universe should stoop to hear the words we utter? Feeble cries, drowned by the orchestras of the winds, and the chorus of the Spheres revolving in their orbits, or silent utterances imperceptible to any Ear save His alone.
But no! You tell me you're not an Agnostic. You believe in the existence of Almighty God, but you think prayer is only for the pastor. Just because a man wears a plain black coat, are you really going to give him such a precious privilege? Isn’t it incredible that you or I can raise our imperfect hands, and that He who set this tiny planet spinning through endless ages among the countless millions of systems in His Universe would lower Himself to listen to us? Our weak cries, drowned out by the sounds of the wind and the harmony of the planets moving in their orbits, or silent thoughts that no Ear can hear except His alone.
CHAPTER XX
CHAPTER XX
THE MODERN HIPPOCRATES
THE MODERN HIPPOCRATES
Patients rapidly succeeded one another in the chair that faced the window. There were confirmed invalids who were really healthy men and women, and certain others who came in smilingly to talk about the weather and the newest Russian Opera, who bore upon their faces the unmistakable stamp of mortal disease. The wife or the husband, the father or the mother had worried for nothing.... Would the Doctor prescribe a little tonic to buck them, or the surgeon alleviate a little trouble of the local kind? Really nothing—but—Death's knock at the door. And there were cases—open or unacknowledged—of the liquor-habit and the drug-mania. To these, instead of dropping out bromide of potassium and throwing in the chloral hydrates with strychnine and the chloride of the metal that is crushed and assayed out of the quartz reef near Johannesburg, or pick-axed out of the frozen ground of the Klondyke, Saxham dealt out that savage tonic Truth, in ladlesful.
Patients quickly took turns in the chair facing the window. Some were officially labeled as invalids but were actually healthy men and women, while others came in cheerfully to chat about the weather and the latest Russian opera, yet displayed clear signs of serious illness on their faces. Their partner, parent, or child had worried without cause... Would the doctor prescribe a little tonic to lift their spirits, or would the surgeon address a minor issue? In reality, nothing—just Death knocking at the door. There were also cases—either open or unacknowledged—of alcohol and drug addiction. Instead of handing out potassium bromide and mixing in chloral hydrate with strychnine and the metal chloride extracted from the quartz reefs near Johannesburg or mined from the frozen ground of the Klondike, Saxham offered that harsh tonic of Truth, in generous doses.
The secret dipsomaniac or druggard could not deceive this man's keen scrutiny, or escape his unerring diagnosis. When, beaten, they admitted the fact, Saxham said to them as to the others:
The secretive drinker or drug user couldn't trick this man's keen eye or evade his precise judgment. When they finally confessed, defeated, Saxham said to them just as he had to the others:
"You say you cannot conquer the craving. I myself once thought so. Your moral power can be restored, even as was mine. In your case the habit is barely as ingrained as in the case I quote to you. I drank alcohol to excess for a period of five years."
"You say you can't overcome the craving. I used to think that way too. You can regain your moral strength, just like I did. In your case, the habit isn't as deep-rooted as the one I'm talking about. I drank too much for five years."
Some of the sufferers—elderly women and mild-mannered old gentlemen—were horrified. Others thought such candour brutal—but attractively so. Yet others responded to the sympathy masked by the stern, impassive face, and the blunt, brusque manner.
Some of the victims—older women and kind old men—were shocked. Others viewed that level of honesty as harsh but intriguing. Meanwhile, some reacted to the sympathy hidden behind the serious, unexpressive face and the direct, blunt way of speaking.
"At any rate the man's no humbug!" such and such an one would stutter. "And seems to have any amount of Will. Think I shall put myself in his hands for a bit." Adding with a rueful twinkle: "He knows how the dog bites, if anyone does!"
"Anyway, that guy's the real deal!" someone would stammer. "And he seems really determined. I think I’ll let him take the lead for a bit." Then, with a wry smile, they added, "He knows how the world operates, if anyone does!"
He did, and those hands of his were strong, prompt and unfaltering. Since the grip of human sympathy had fastened on the Dop Doctor of Gueldersdorp, and drawn him up out of the depths into sunlight and free air, and set his feet once more on the firm ground, how many of his fellow-sufferers had Saxham not hauled reeking and squelching out of the abysmal sludge, whose secrets shall only be revealed upon the Last Day.
He did, and his hands were strong, quick, and steady. Ever since human compassion had reached the Dop Doctor of Gueldersdorp, lifting him from despair into the light and fresh air, and putting him back on solid ground, how many of his fellow sufferers had Saxham rescued from the disgusting muck, whose secrets will only be revealed on Judgment Day?
Yet Saxham realised that the grand majority of these twentieth-century men and women really wanted little more of the physician and surgeon than the thirteenth-century patient desired of the apothecary or the leech. A patient hearing given to their category of evils—a little hocus-pocus, and a nostrum or so.
Yet Saxham understood that most of these twentieth-century people wanted little more from the doctor and surgeon than the thirteenth-century patient wanted from the apothecary or the leech. A patient who would listen to their concerns—a bit of magic, and a remedy or two.
We scoff, thought Saxham, at the ignorance of those men of the Dark Ages, yet in this enlightened era the eye of newt and toe of frog, the salted earthworms, and the Pulvis Bezoardicus Magistralis or Pulvis Sanctus, dissolved in the liquor of herbs gathered under a propitious conjunction of their ruling planets with the Moon—have but given place to extract of the dried thyroid gland of the sheep, the ovaries of the guinea-pig, the spinal cord and brain of rabbits and mice and other small mammalia, with—instead of broth of vipers, liquor distilled from the parotid secretion of the tropical toad; identical with the reptile administered in boluses to Pagan patients by the Greek Hippocrates. With other remedies hideously akin to the hell-brews that whipped the sated desires of Tiberius and Nero.... Such as the pastelloids frequently prescribed by bland-mannered, frock-coated, twentieth-century physicians—professing Christians who pay West-End pew-rents, and deplore the abnormal drop in the birth-rate—for the spurring of the sense of debilitated Hedonists.
We laugh, Saxham thought, at the ignorance of those men from the Dark Ages, yet in this modern era, the eye of newt and toe of frog, the salted earthworms, and the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,Pulvis Bezoardicus MagistralisorPulvis Sanctus, mixed in herbal drinks made during a fortunate alignment of their ruling planets with the Moon—have now been replaced by powdered sheep thyroid, guinea pig ovaries, and the spinal cords and brains of rabbits, mice, and other small animals, along with—instead of viper broth—liquid derived from the saliva of tropical toads; the same as what Greek Hippocrates had given in boluses to Pagan patients. With other remedies unsettlingly reminiscent of the dark mixtures that fulfilled the desires of Tiberius and Nero.... Such as the pills often recommended by polite, coat-wearing, twentieth-century doctors—self-identified Christians who pay for their pews in the West End and lament the steep drop in the birth rate—for the stimulation of the senses of tired pleasure-seekers.
Thus, summed Saxham, we have rediscovered Organotherapy. We have harnessed the bacillus to Hygeia's silver chariot. In Surgery the Short Circuit is the latest word. It is wonderful to know how well one can get on, at a pinch, without organs hitherto deemed indispensable to existence. Radiology reveals to us the inner mysteries of the human machine, alive and palpitating. The splintered bone, the bullet or the shell-splinter embedded in the muscle or the osseous structure, can be detected and photographed by the teleradiographic apparatus. The electro-magnet automatically carried out the removal of such fragments, provided only that they are of steel. Ah yes! We are very clever in this twentieth century, reflected the Dop Doctor. Modern Science has even weighed the Soul.
So, Saxham concluded, we've rediscovered Organotherapy. We've harnessed the bacillus to Hygeia's silver chariot. In surgery, the Short Circuit is the latest trend. It's incredible to see how well we can manage, in a pinch, without organs that were once considered essential for life. Radiology reveals the inner workings of the human body, alive and pulsing. Teleradiographic equipment can detect and capture fractured bones, bullets, or shell fragments lodged in muscle or bone. The electromagnet can automatically remove such fragments, as long as they’re made of steel. Ah yes! We are quite clever in this twentieth century, the Dop Doctor thought. Modern science has even measured the Soul.
Could Dee and Lilly have bettered that? Debate—consider.... This quenchless spark of Being, kindled in Saxham's breast and in yours and mine by the Supreme Will of the Divine Creator—this Ego for whose eternal salvation Christ died upon the bitter Cross, dips the scale at precisely one-sixteenth of an ounce avoirdupois. The expiring man, weighed a moment previously to dissolution, and again immediately afterwards, was found to have lost so much and no more.
Could Dee and Lilly have done better? Let’s discuss it.... This unending spark of life, lit in Saxham's heart and in ours by the Supreme Will of the Divine Creator—this self for whose eternal salvation Christ died on the painful Cross, weighs exactly one-sixteenth of an ounce avoirdupois. The dying man, weighed just before he passed away and then immediately after, was found to have lost that much and no more.
The dying world is in the scales to-day, thought Saxham, bitterly and sorrowfully. Religious Faith being the soul of the world, one wonders, when the last thin hymn shall have died upon the fierce irrespirable air; when the last human sigh shall have exhaled from Earth, how much in ponderability shall be lacking to the acorn-shaped lump of whirling matter. Will the result proportionate with the moribund's sixteenth of an ounce?
The dying world is hanging in the balance today, Saxham thought, feeling bitter and sorrowful. With Religious Faith being the essence of the world, one wonders, when will the last faint hymn fade from the harsh, unbreathable air? When the last human breath departs from Earth, how much weight will be missing from the acorn-shaped mass of swirling matter? Will the difference be equal to the dying person’s sixteenth of an ounce?
It seemed to Saxham, that without a moral and social upheaval upon a vaster scale than historian ever recorded or visionary ever dreamed; a cataclysmic cleansing, a purging as by fire; the regeneration of the human race, the reconstitution of the human mind, the renaissance of the Divine Ideal, could never be brought about. Unconsciously he sought for the decadent world some such ordeal as he himself had passed through. You looked at him and saw the scars of suffering. The soil of his nature had been rent by volcanic convulsions and seared by the upburst of fierce abysmal fires, before the green herb clothed the sides of the frowning steeps, the jagged peaks were wreathed with gentle clouds; the pure springs gathered and ran; the valleys became fruitful and the plains carpeted themselves with flowers.
Saxham felt that without a huge moral and social upheaval that surpassed anything historians have noted or visionaries have dreamed—like a catastrophic cleansing, a purging as if by fire; the rebirth of humanity, the reconstruction of the human mind, the revival of the Divine Ideal—such change would never occur. Unknowingly, he was looking for a challenge for the declining world similar to what he had gone through himself. You could see it in him; the marks of his suffering were evident. The core of his being had been shattered by volcanic eruptions and burned by fierce flames from deep within, before the greenery covered the steep cliffs, and the jagged peaks were enveloped in soft clouds; pure springs sprang up and flowed; valleys became fertile, and the plains were adorned with flowers.
A miracle had been wrought for Saxham the Man, and he saw the need of one for the World, and said in his heart that, though holy men might pray, it would not, could not, ever be vouchsafed. And all the while the miracle was ripening, the Day was coming, the Great Awakening was at hand.
A miracle had happened for Saxham the Man, and he understood that the World needed one too. He thought to himself that, even though holy men might pray, it would not and could not ever be granted. Meanwhile, as the miracle was unfolding, the Day was getting closer, and the Great Awakening was imminent.
CHAPTER XXI
CHAPTER 21
MARGOT LOOKS IN
MARGOT CHECKS IN
It drew on to the luncheon hour. The last patient a very young, very little, very pretty married woman, was summoned by the neat maid from the waiting-room, in a remote corner of which a husband of military type and ordinarily cheerful countenance, remained, maintaining with obvious effort a fictitious interest in the pages of a remote issue of Punch.
As lunchtime neared, the last patient—a young, petite, and attractive married woman—was called in by the tidy maid from the waiting room. In a far corner sat her husband, who had a military presence and usually cheerful attitude, making an obvious effort to pretend to be interested in an old issue of __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Punch.
The dainty little lady bore a name well known to Saxham. The fact that a title was attached to it did not interest him, nor had it shortened her term of waiting by a second of the clock. But her youth smote him with a sense of pity as she took the chair upon his left hand facing the window, and without overmuch embarrassment made clear her case.
The young woman looked delicate, and her name was one Saxham recognized. The title that accompanied it didn’t matter to him, nor did it shorten her wait time by even a second. But her youth filled him with pity as she sat in the chair to his left, facing the window, and explained her situation without much awkwardness.
She was going to have a baby. Franky, her husband, earnestly desired the kiddie for family reasons, yet its advent was unwelcome to him, in that it must inevitably involve physical pain and mental anxiety for the little lady, Franky's wife.
She was going to have a baby. Franky, her husband, really wanted the child for family reasons, but he was unhappy about its arrival because it would inevitably bring physical pain and mental stress to his wife.
The little lady had been frightfully downed by the prospect. She rather cottoned to kiddies, she explained, than otherwise. It was the bother of having them that didn't appeal. It put everything in the cart as regarded the Autumn Season. Besides—there were family reasons on her side, why the prospect should not be too rosy. She stated the reasons, and Saxham's listening face grew grave. He realised the danger of a Preconceived Idea.
The little lady felt really discouraged by the idea. She mentioned that she preferred kids to other options, but it was the hassle of having them that didn’t attract her. It changed everything for the Autumn Season. Plus, there were family reasons on her side that made the situation look less hopeful. She explained her reasons, and Saxham’s expression became serious. He recognized the risk of having a preconceived notion.
He said nothing. Margot went on talking. Her beautiful deer-eyes were alternately wistful and coaxing. They entreated sympathy. They begged for gentleness. They grew brilliant with enthusiasm as she explained that after a lot of chinning, she and Franky had hit upon a perfectly ripping plan.
He didn't say anything. Margot kept talking. Her beautiful, doe-like eyes were sometimes dreamy and sometimes pleading. They asked for sympathy. They begged for kindness. They sparkled with excitement as she explained that after a lot of back and forth, she and Franky had come up with an amazing plan.
A friend, recently encountered in Paris, had thrown a ray of hope upon the doubtful prospect. No doubt Dr. Saxham was in sympathy with the pioneers of the New Crusade against Unnecessary Pain.... Of course, Dr. Saxham knew all about the wonderful experiments of German gynæwhatdoyoucall'ems. The right term was frightfully crack-jaw. Perhaps Dr. Saxham knew what was meant?
A friend I recently met in Paris gave me some hope about the uncertain future. No doubt Dr. Saxham supported the pioneers of the New Crusade against Unnecessary Pain.... Of course, Dr. Saxham knew about the incredible experiments conducted by German gynecologists. The specific term was quite complex. Maybe Dr. Saxham knew what it referred to?
Saxham reassured the little lady.
Saxham reassured the woman.
"You refer of course to the experiments of Professors von Wolfenbuchel of Vienna, and Krauss of the Berlin Fraüenklinik, resulting in the method of treatment now known throughout the Continent as 'Purple Dreams.' Wolfenbuchel and Krauss have published a pamphlet on the subject. Perhaps you have read the pamphlet?"
"You're referring to the experiments conducted by Professors von Wolfenbuchel from Vienna and Krauss from Berlin."Fraüenklinik, which resulted in the treatment method now known throughout the Continent as 'Purple Dreams.' Wolfenbuchel and Krauss have released a pamphlet on this subject. Have you had a chance to read it?
"Yes—I've read it. A wonderful book that has been translated into every language. A German officer, friend of a friend I met in Paris, told her about it. His sister had tried the treatment, and found it A1. So I bought a French translation of the book in Paris, and an English one at a shop in the Haymarket. It's bound in rose-coloured vellum stamped with a rising sun in gold. 'Weep No More, Mothers!' it's called. Isn't that a charming title? And the subject is: 'Pangless Childbirth, Produced through Purple Dreams.'"
"Yes—I’ve read it. It’s an amazing book that’s been translated into every language. A German officer, a friend of a friend I met in Paris, told her about it. His sister had tried the treatment and thought it was great. So I picked up a French translation of the book in Paris and an English one at a shop in the Haymarket. It’s bound in rose-colored vellum with a rising sun stamped in gold. It’s called 'Weep No More, Mothers!' Isn’t that a beautiful title? And the topic is: 'Painless Childbirth, Achieved through Purple Dreams.'
In a sweet, coaxing voice that trembled a little, she began to tell the Doctor about the wonderful results obtained by hypodermics of Krauss and Wolfenbüchel's marvellous combination of drugs. And Saxham hearkened with stern patience, while the table-clock ticked and the luncheon hour drew near, and Franky chewed the cud of suspense in the Doctor's waiting-room.
With a soft, gentle voice that trembled slightly, she began to explain to the Doctor the impressive outcomes from the hypodermic injections of Krauss and Wolfenbüchel's remarkable drug combination. Saxham listened with serious patience as the clock on the table ticked and lunchtime drew nearer, while Franky waited anxiously in the Doctor's waiting room.
Thousands of peasant women, and others of the lower middle-class in Germany had become mothers under the Purple Dreams treatment. Maternity Hospitals in Paris, Brussels, and New York had adopted the method after controversy and hesitation. It had triumphed over every doubt. An American woman whose brother's wife had had a "Purple Dreams" baby at the Berlin Institute had told the little narrator only yesterday how quite too wonderful was the discovery of the enlightened Krauss and the gifted Wolfenbuchel. Everything was made easy. When your ordeal drew near you simply went to the place, and signed your name in a book, and put yourself in the hands of skilled persons. You felt no pain—not a twinge. Only the prick and throb of the hypodermic needle-syringe, and most people were used to the pique nowadays—administering the first subcutaneous injections of the wonderful new drug.... Under its mild sedative influence you dozed off to sleep presently. And when you woke up—there was the baby—beautifully dressed, and lying on a lace pillow in the arms of a smartly dressed, fresh-cheeked nurse.
Thousands of peasant women and others from the lower middle class in Germany had become mothers through the Purple Dreams treatment. Maternity hospitals in Paris, Brussels, and New York had adopted the method after some debate and hesitation. It had proven itself beyond any doubt. An American woman, whose brother's wife had given birth to a "Purple Dreams" baby at the Berlin Institute, told the little narrator just yesterday how incredible the discovery by the enlightened Krauss and the talented Wolfenbuchel was. Everything was made simple. When your time came, you just went to the place, signed your name in a book, and entrusted yourself to skilled professionals. You felt no pain—not even a twinge. Just the prick and throb of the hypodermic syringe, and most people were used to thepiqueThese days—giving the first subcutaneous injections of the amazing new drug.... Under its soothing sedative effect, you slowly drifted off to sleep. And when you woke up—there was the baby—beautifully dressed, resting on a lace pillow in the arms of a well-dressed, fresh-faced nurse.
This had been the experience of the sister of the German officer, as of the wife of the brother of the American lady. The same thing happening to thousands everywhere. The philanthropic Wolfenbuchel and the benevolent Krauss had made of the stony Via Dolorosa by which Womanhood attains maternity—a path of soft green turf bordered with fragrant lilies and bestrewn with the perfumed petals of the rose.
This was the experience of the German officer's sister, just like that of the wife of the American lady's brother. The same thing was happening to thousands of people everywhere. The kind-hearted Wolfenbuchel and the generous Krauss had transformed the difficult Via Dolorosa that women walk to become mothers into a gentle green path decorated with fragrant lilies and sprinkled with the scented petals of roses.
She ended. Saxham had kept his keen blue eyes steadily upon her during the eloquent recital. Not a hair of his black brows had twitched, not a muscle of his pale face had moved—betraying his urgent inclination to smile. His fine hand, lying upon the blotter near the small black case-book, might have been carved out of ancient Spanish ivory, or yellow-white lava. Now he said:
She finished. Saxham had kept his sharp blue eyes on her the whole time she told the passionate story. Not a hair on his dark brows shifted, and not a muscle in his pale face twitched, showing his strong desire to smile. His elegant hand, resting on the blotter next to the small black casebook, looked like it was made from ancient Spanish ivory or pale yellow lava. Then he said:
"There is nothing new nor marvellous about the 'Dreams' method. It is—persistent narcosis obtained from the subcutaneous injections of morphine with the hydrobromide of hyoscine, another alkaloid obtained from henbane. I have visited not only the Institute at Berlin, but the Rottburg Fraüenklinik—and an establishment of the same type in Paris, and another in Brussels. It is a fact that when a patient awakens from the anæsthesia there is no recollection of anything that has taken place subsequently to the injection of the drug."
"The 'Dreams' method isn't anything novel or extraordinary. It's essentially a deep state of sedation created by subcutaneous injections of morphine alongside hyoscine hydrobromide, another alkaloid from henbane. I've been to the Institute in Berlin, the Rottburg Frauenklinik, and other similar places in Paris and Brussels. It's well-known that when a patient wakes up from the anesthesia, they don’t recall anything that happened after the drug was injected."
"There has been no pain. Absolutely—none whatever!" She spoke with a little, joyful catch in her breath.
"There’s been no pain. Absolutely—none at all!" She said with a slight, happy catch in her breath.
"Pardon me," said Saxham. "You labour under a delusion which the rose-coloured pamphlet was not written to dispel. There must have been pain—if there has been childbirth. Perhaps there has been overwhelming pain. Pain manifested by outcries and convulsions—violent struggles—subdued by the attendants and nurses—for the friends and relatives of the patient are rigidly excluded—the patient enters and leaves the Home alone. Two or three days may have vanished in that vacuum which has been created in her memory. Days in which she has been lying—it may be—strapped to the bed in the private ward of the nursing home—her purple, congested face and staring eyes concealed by a mask of wetted linen—her agonies only witnessed by paid attendants whose interests are best served by denial or concealment—supposing anything to have gone wrong?"
"Excuse me," said Saxham. "You have the wrong idea that the rose-colored pamphlet didn’t cover. There must have been pain—especially if childbirth was involved. It might have even been unbearable pain. Pain expressed through screams and convulsions—violent struggles—restrained by the staff and nurses—since friends and family of the patient are completely excluded—the patient enters and exits the Home alone. Two or three days could have faded away in that blank space in her memory. Days when she may have been lying—perhaps—strapped to the bed in the private ward of the nursing home—her purple, swollen face and wide eyes hidden under a mask of damp linen—her suffering only visible to paid staff whose interests are to deny or hide any issues—assuming anything went wrong?"
The relentless surgeon's hand had torn away the painted curtain. Margot contemplated the grim truth in silence for a moment. Then she found words:
The surgeon's steady hand had pulled back the curtain. Margot faced the harsh reality silently for a moment. Then she found the words:
"But nothing ever does go wrong. The pink pamphlet says so. My American friend's sister-in-law says so.... Thousands of women have had children under scopolo—what's its name? And none of them felt pain—not the slightest. And in every case—in every case—there was the baby when they woke up!"
"But nothing ever"doesgo wrong. The pink pamphlet says so. My American friend's sister-in-law says so…. Thousands of women have given birth under scopolo—what's that called? And none of them felt pain—not even a little bit. And in every case—inevery"Look—there was the baby when they woke up!"
The sweet bird-voice quivered. She had entered the room so full of hope and enthusiasm, and this man with the piercing eyes and the brusque, direct manner was putting things before her in a way that dashed and damped. Hear him now:
The sweet, bird-like voice shook. She had entered the room filled with hope and excitement, but this man with the intense gaze and direct, blunt attitude was laying things out for her in a way that felt discouraging and disheartening. Listen to him now:
"Yes, there is generally a baby—when it is necessary there should be one. Though the patients who are treated in the free wards of German and Austrian Kliniks may not always be scrupulous upon this point. Still, if the treatment can be carried out without undue peril for the mother—and I do not allow this for a single moment—have you not considered the risk for the child?"
"Yes, there’s typically a baby—when needed, there should be one. However, the patients in the free wards of German and Austrian __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__Kliniks"People might not always be cautious about this. However, if the treatment can go ahead without putting the mother in serious danger—and I won’t allow that for even a moment—have you considered the risk to the child?"
Margot had pulled off one long glove. Now she murmured, setting the tip of a little bare, jewelled finger near the corner of a distracting little mouth:
Margot had removed one long glove. Now she whispered, bringing the tip of a small, bare, jeweled finger close to the edge of a distracting little mouth:
"You consider that it's handicapping the start for—the kiddie?"
"Do you think it's holding the kid back?"
The avalanche fell; shocking and freezing and stunning her.
The avalanche came crashing down, shocking, freezing, and stunning her.
"Ask yourself, Lady Norwater, and do not forget to ask your husband: Will a healthy or a degenerate type of man or woman be eventually reared from an infant in whom the springs of Life have been deliberately poisoned with henbane and morphia—before its entrance into the world?"
"Consider this, Lady Norwater, and make sure to ask your husband too: Will a healthy or troubled man or woman come from an infant whose life has been purposefully damaged with henbane and morphine—before they even enter the world?"
She gasped:
She gasped:
"Then it's all U.P.?" She was slangy even in her tragic misery. She sought in her gold vanity-bag and produced the envelope that held the cheque, but Saxham waved it away.
"Is everything really U.P.?" She spoke in a relaxed manner, even in her deep sadness. She searched through her gold vanity bag and took out the envelope with the check, but Saxham brushed it aside with a wave.
"Pray put that back.... Neither from rich nor poor do I accept unearned money. You have not really consulted me. You have asked my opinion upon a course of treatment. And I have given it, for what it is worth. You will go home, and tell your husband that I have talked tosh, and consult another physician."
"Please put that back.... I don’t accept unearned money from anyone, whether they’re rich or poor. You didn’t really ask for my approval. You asked for my opinion on a treatment plan, and I gave it, for what it’s worth. You’ll go home and tell your husband that I’ve been talking nonsense and look for advice from another doctor."
"No, I won't!" She said it bravely. "I want you to prescribe!"
"No, I won't!" she said confidently. "I want you to give me a prescription!"
"If I prescribe," Saxham told her, "you shall certainly fee me. But you do not need treatment." His eyes smiled though his mouth did not relax its grimness, as he added: "You strike me as being in excellent health."
"If I prescribe," Saxham said to her, "you will definitely pay me. But you don’t need treatment." His eyes smiled even though his mouth stayed serious as he added, "You seem to be in great health."
She owned to feeling "top-hole," first-class, and simply awfully beany! Though, and her dimple faded as she owned it, the thought of what must happen in November took "the gilt off the gingerbread."
She admitted to feeling "fantastic," awesome, and just really great! However, as she thought about it, her smile faded at the idea of what would happen in November, dampening some of the excitement.
"Do not think of what is going to happen in November," Saxham advised her. "Or teach yourself to think of it in the right way." The sense of her childishness and inexperience went home to the sensitive quick beneath the man's hard exterior, as she said to him with an unconsciously appealing accent:
"Don't stress about what will happen in November," Saxham told her. "Or try to look at it differently." Recognizing her naivety and inexperience resonated with him, touching a deeper part of him beneath his tough exterior, as she spoke to him with an unintentional charm:
"But how am I to find out what is the right way?"
"But how am I supposed to find the right way?"
He had gained upon her confidence. The admission proved it. With infinite tact he began to win yet another woman to drain out her chalice of Motherhood, untinctured with the druggist's nepenthe,—to gain for the race yet another babe unmarred before its birth. For this end no labour was too great for Saxham. A crank you may call him, but that cranks of this type are the leaven of the world, you know.
He had gained her trust. The recognition proved it. With great skill, he began to win over another woman to embrace the joys of motherhood, free from the pharmacist's painkillers—to bring another baby into the world untouched before birth. For this goal, no effort was too great for Saxham. You could call him odd, but you know that people like him add richness to the world.
It is typical of the human butterfly Saxham dealt with, that his clothes pleased Margot. She liked their characteristic mingling of elegance with simplicity. Some fashionable doctors got themselves up like elderly bloods, others affected garments dating from the year One. There was neither perfume upon Saxham's handkerchief nor flue upon his coat-sleeve. His shirt of soft white cashmere, his slightly starched linen cuffs and narrow double collar were fastened with plain buttons of mother o' pearl, the black silk necktie was blameless of pin or ring. The handsome gold chronometer he carried because it had been presented to him by the Staff and patients of St. Teresa and St. Stanislaus. The chain attached to it—rather worn and shabby now—was of woven red-brown hair.
It’s typical of the charming guy Saxham dealt with that his clothes impressed Margot. She liked how they combined elegance with simplicity. Some trendy doctors dressed like they were from old nobility, while others wore styles that seemed ancient. Saxham had no scent on his handkerchief or dust on his coat sleeve. His soft white cashmere shirt, slightly starched linen cuffs, and narrow double collar were fastened with plain mother-of-pearl buttons, and his sleek black silk necktie didn't have any pins or rings. He carried a beautiful gold pocket watch, a gift from the staff and patients of St. Teresa and St. Stanislaus. The chain attached to it—now a bit worn and shabby—was made from woven reddish-brown hair.
The hair of his wife. A creamy-pale Niphetos rose stood where her hands had placed it near his writing-pad, in a tall, slender beaker of green-and-gold Venetian glass. His eyes drank at the beauty of the lovely scarce-unfolded blossom. Perhaps the resemblance of the fair flower to the beloved giver softened the lines of the stern square face into the smile that Margot liked, as he found her eyes again, saying:
His wife’s hair. A creamy-pale Niphetos rose sat where she had left it by his writing pad, in a tall, slender beaker of green-and-gold Venetian glass. His eyes took in the beauty of the lovely, barely-opened blossom. Perhaps the flower’s similarity to his beloved softened the hard lines of his stern, square face into the smile that Margot adored, as he met her gaze again, saying:
"Perhaps I could better answer your question by telling you how another patient bore herself in—circumstances akin to yours. Will it tire you? I promise not to be unduly prolix. And to listen commits you to no course of action. Now, shall I go on?"
"Maybe I can make my answer clearer by sharing how another patient dealt with her situation, which is similar to yours. Will this tire you out? I promise not to take too long. And just listening doesn’t mean you have to do anything specific. Should I keep going?"
"I'd love you to go on!"
"I'd really like you to keep going!"
Always in extremes, the little wayward creature. She flushed and sparkled at the Doctor as he took from its place on his writing-table a triptych photograph-frame in gold-mounted mother-o'-pearl, folded the leaves so as to reveal but one of the portraits, and held under Margot's eyes the delicately-tinted photograph of a girl of twenty. The portrait had been taken the year following Saxham's return from South Africa with his young wife.
Always the little rebel, she blushed and gleamed at the Doctor as he picked up a gold-mounted mother-of-pearl triptych photo frame from his desk, folded it to display just one of the photos, and held up the softly tinted picture of a twenty-year-old girl for Margot to see. The portrait was taken the year after Saxham came back from South Africa with his young wife.
"How beautiful!" Margot exclaimed.
"So beautiful!" Margot exclaimed.
"Beautiful, as you say, but does she look happy?"
"She looks great, but does she seem happy?"
Margot wrinkled her dainty eyebrows, puzzling out the question. Did she look happy, the girl of the portrait, whose face and figure might have served one of the old Greek masters as model for an Artemis to be carved upon a gem? Well, perhaps not quite happy, now one came to look again.
Margot furrowed her delicate eyebrows, trying to understand the question. Did the girl in the portrait look happy? Her face and figure could have been a model for an Artemis carved by one of the ancient Greek masters. Well, maybe not entirely happy, now that she looked more closely.
The black-lashed eyes of golden hazel were full of wistful sadness, there was a faintly indicated fold between the fine arched eyebrows, much darker than the rippling red-brown hair, whose luxuriance seemed to weigh down the little Greek head. The closely-folded, deeply-cut lips spoke dumbly of sorrow, the nymph-like bosom seemed rising on a breath of weariness. Something was lacking to complete her beauty. So much was plain even to Margot. But not until the Doctor showed by the side of the first, the second portrait, did she realise what that Something was.
The black-lashed hazel eyes were filled with a wistful sadness, and there was a slight crease between the nicely arched eyebrows, which were much darker than the flowing red-brown hair that seemed to weigh down her small Greek head. Her tightly pressed, deeply sculpted lips silently conveyed sorrow, and her nymph-like chest seemed to rise with a sigh of fatigue. There was something missing to complete her beauty; Margot could sense that. But it wasn't until the Doctor showed the second portrait alongside the first that she understood what that something was.
In the first portrait both face and figure were shown in profile. In the second, bearing a date of two years later, the beautiful, sensitive face of the young woman was turned towards you. Still rather grave than smiling, she held in her arms a sturdy baby boy of some twelve months, upon whose downy head her chin lightly rested. The clasp of her slender arms about her child, the poise of her still nymph-like figure, expressed fulness of life, buoyant energy, and happiness in fullest measure. What was previously lacking was now made clear.
In the first portrait, both the face and figure were shown in profile. In the second, dated two years later, the beautiful, sensitive face of the young woman looked directly at you. Still more serious than smiling, she held a sturdy baby boy of about twelve months in her arms, with her chin gently resting on his soft head. The way her slim arms wrapped around her child and the graceful pose of her youthful figure expressed a fullness of life, vibrant energy, and plenty of happiness. What was once lacking was now clear.
"Lovely, quite lovely!" trilled the sweet little voice. "And what an exquie kiddy!"
"Lovely, just lovely!" sang the sweet little voice. "And what an amazing kid!"
"Then you do not dislike children?" Saxham asked, as his visitor's husband had done not long ago.
"So you don't mind kids?" Saxham asked, just like the visitor's husband had not long ago.
"On the contrary," the little lady assured him, "I rather cotton to them. But"—she shrugged her little shoulders prettily and quoted boldly from another woman—"but the fag of having them doesn't—appeal!"
"Actually," the little lady said confidently, "I like them. But"—she shrugged her shoulders playfully and quoted another woman—"the hassle of having them just doesn’t—appeal!"
The Doctor replaced the threefold frame and turned his regard back upon his visitor.
The Doctor set the threefold frame back in position and redirected his focus to his visitor.
"These photographs speak for themselves ..." he said quietly. "She—the mother of the boy you see, was, when she first knew that she was to be a mother, fragile and delicate in body, and in mind highly-strung and sensitive. As a child she had known neglect and unkind usage. Twice she had sustained an overwhelming shock, physical and mental; she had rallied, passed through a crisis and regained lost ground. But the possibility of a relapse was not to be blinked at. It was a lion in the path!"
"These photos really speak for themselves..." he said quietly. "She—the mother of the boy you see here—was fragile and vulnerable both physically and mentally when she first found out she was going to be a mom. As a child, she faced neglect and harsh treatment. She had endured two significant traumas, both physically and mentally; she had recovered, made it through a tough period, and regained her strength. But we couldn't overlook the risk of a setback. It was a lion in the way!"
The slight form of the listener was convulsed by a shudder. The pretty face lost its wild-rose tint. The lion in the path ... Margot saw him crouching, his tawny eyes aflame, his great jaws slavering, his tail lashing the dust, his great muscles tightening for the fearful spring. And Saxham went on:
The listener's slim figure trembled with a shiver. The beautiful face lost its rosy hue. The lion in the way... Margot saw it crouching, its golden eyes shining, its huge jaws drooling, its tail stirring up the dust, its powerful muscles coiling for the frightening leap. And Saxham went on:
"She maintained from the first a sweet, sane mental standpoint. She tamed her lion by sheer force of will. Her courage was her own: she did not owe it to the physician and surgeon. But he advised as he knew best, and she followed his advice implicitly, as to wholesome diet and regular exercise, thus keeping her body in health. She surrounded herself with objects that were beautiful in form and colour. She made a point of hearing great music and of re-reading the works of great poets, essayists, and novelists. She wished her child to owe much to pre-natal influences. For that these——"
"From the start, she kept a positive and balanced mindset. She tackled her challenges with pure willpower. Her courage was entirely her own; she didn't rely on the doctor or surgeon for it. However, he offered advice based on his expertise, and she wholeheartedly followed it about healthy eating and regular exercise, which kept her body fit. She filled her space with beautiful objects in terms of form and color. She prioritized listening to great music and re-reading works by outstanding poets, essayists, and novelists. She wanted her child to gain significant benefits from prenatal influences. Because these——"
The speaker faltered for a moment, before he resumed the thread of his discourse.
The speaker paused for a moment before continuing his speech.
"—That these form character for good or evil no physiologist can deny. Therefore while she did not flee from, she avoided the sight of deformity or ugliness, as she shunned active infection, or tainted air. It was desirable that her child should be healthy, strong, and beautiful. But the love of loveliness, though one of the dominants of her character, scales lowest of the triad. Human love, the love of mother, husband, and friend rank above it, and first of all stands the love of God."
“No scientist can deny that these traits influence character for better or worse. So, while she didn’t shy away from it, she did avoid deformity or ugliness, just like she stayed away from contagious diseases or polluted air. She wanted her child to be healthy, strong, and beautiful. However, her appreciation for beauty, although an important part of her character, is the least significant of the three. Human love—the love of a mother, a husband, and a friend—holds greater importance, and above everything is the love of God.”
"How awfully good she must be!"
"She must be really awesome!"
"She took the child, first and last, as a gift from God to her. If she lived or died, and she longed inexpressibly to live—Death, like Life, would be the fulfilment of the Divine Will. Fortified by the Sacraments of her Church she lay down upon her bed of pain as though it were an altar. She suffered intensely——"
"She viewed the child, both the first and the last, as a blessing from God to her. Whether she lived or died—and she really wanted to live—Death, just like Life, would be the completion of the Divine Will. Empowered by the Sacraments of her Church, she laid down on her bed of pain as if it were an altar. She suffered a lot—"
His voice broke.
His voice cracked.
"She suffered inexpressibly. Not until the actual crisis did I have recourse to chloroform. When I was about to use it she said to me: 'Not yet! ... I will wear it a little longer... this mother's crown of thorns.' To-day the crown is one of roses. Does not this appeal to you?"
"She was in unbearable pain. It was only when the real crisis began that I turned to chloroform. Just as I was about to use it, she said to me:"Not yet! ... I will wear it a little longer... this mother's crown of thorns."Today, the crown is made of roses. Doesn’t this speak to you?"
The Doctor's supple hand displayed the third portrait in the triptych, and Margot saw the same assured joy, rounded with a richer and more deep content. The exquisite face was fuller, the outlines of the form displayed the ripeness of early maturity, the slender palm was now a stately tree. The girl of twenty was merged in the woman of thirty, rich in all feminine graces, beautiful exceedingly, with the beauty that is not only of line and proportion, form and colour, but shines from within, irradiating the perishable living clay with the immortal radiance of the soul. Her boy stood at her side, a manly square-headed young British twelve-year-old, wearing a simple, distinctive dress; familiar to us all.
The Doctor's gentle hand unveiled the third portrait in the triptych, and Margot noticed the same confident joy, now mixed with a deeper and richer contentment. The exquisite face appeared fuller, the figure's contours reflecting the fullness of early maturity, and the slender palm had transformed into a grand tree. The girl of twenty had effortlessly evolved into the woman of thirty, adorned with all feminine graces, strikingly beautiful, exuding a beauty that’s not just about shape and proportion, form and color, but radiates from within, illuminating the delicate living flesh with an eternal glow of the soul. Her son stood beside her, a strong, square-headed British twelve-year-old, dressed in a simple, distinctive outfit; recognizable to us all.
"Y-yes. But I'm afraid you have forgotten: I told you at the beginning, or I meant to.... My—my own mother died when I was born!"
"Y-yeah. But I think you forgot: I mentioned it at the beginning, or I meant to.... My—my mom died when I was born!"
"And that sad fact increases your natural fear and repugnance. Naturally. It will strike you as a curious point of resemblance between your case and that of the—patient whose portrait I have shown you, when I tell you that her mother did not survive the birth of a later child. May I tell you further that the possibility of some inherited weakness does not render you more promising—regarded as a subject for the treatment of Wolfenbuchel and Krauss."
"And that unfortunate fact increases your natural fear and disgust. Of course. You'll find it interesting how your situation is similar to that of the—patient whose portrait I showed you, especially since her mother didn’t survive the birth of another child. Can I also mention that the possibility of some inherited weakness doesn’t make you a better candidate—when being considered for treatment by Wolfenbuchel and Krauss."
Margot was beginning to hate this stern-faced man who set forth things so clearly. He had bored her almost to weeping. Why on earth had she come? The fact that Franky's sister Trix's boy Ronald had been helped into the world by Saxham thirteen years ago and recently operated on for the removal of the appendix, was no reason that Franky's wife should regard him as infallible. She glanced at her tiny jewelled wrist-watch. Ten whole minutes had gone. She rose.
Margot was beginning to dislike this serious man who explained everything so simply. He had almost made her cry from boredom. Why had she even come? Just because Franky's sister Trix's son Ronald was delivered by Saxham thirteen years ago and recently had his appendix taken out, that didn’t mean Franky’s wife should see him as perfect. She glanced at her small jeweled wristwatch. Ten whole minutes had gone by. She stood up.
"You have been so kind, and I have been so much interested. But I must go now!" she said, like a weary child pleading to be let out of school. "Franky—my husband—will be waiting. I have promised to lunch with him at the Club."
"You've been so great, and I've really enjoyed this. But I have to go now!" she said, like a tired kid wanting to leave school. "Franky—my husband—will be waiting. I promised to have lunch with him at the Club."
"If he is here, perhaps Lord Norwater would like to speak to me," Saxham suggested.
"If he's here, maybe Lord Norwater wants to talk to me," Saxham suggested.
Margot lied badly. She reddened as she answered:
Margot told a terrible lie. She blushed as she answered:
"Oh, what a pity that he did not come!"
"Oh, what a pity that he didn't show up!"
CHAPTER XXII
CHAPTER 22
MARGOT IS SQUARE
MARGOT IS BASIC
She was in what she would have termed "a blue funk" for fear that Saxham would accompany her to the threshold. But he merely bowed her out of the consulting-room and smartly shut his door. Then she tripped to the waiting-room and beckoned forth Franky with an air of buoyant, fictitious cheerfulness. Her eyes were radiant, her little face was dressed in artful smiles....
She was feeling what she would describe as "a blue funk" because she was anxious that Saxham might walk her to the door. Instead, he simply bowed her out of the consulting room and quickly closed his door. Then she headed to the waiting room and waved Franky over with a cheerful, yet forced, smile. Her eyes were bright, and her little face displayed a carefully constructed smile...
"Did I seem long? Were you getting the hump?" she asked of Franky, who rose and hurried to meet her, dropping Punches all over the place. His smooth hair was almost rumpled and his brown eyes begged like a retriever's. He asked in the kind of whisper that travels miles:
"Did I take too long? Were you annoyed?" she asked Franky, who stood up and hurried over to her, droppingPuncheseverywhere. His smooth hair was a little messy, and his brown eyes looked soft and pleading. He spoke in a whisper that carried a long distance:
"Yes—no! Did you pull off the interview? What does the Doctor——"
"Yes—no! Did you get the interview? What does the doctor——"
"S-sh!" She glanced anxiously towards the one remaining patient. "Tell you when we get out. Impossible here!"
"Shh!" She glanced anxiously at the last patient. "I'll let you know when we're outside. It's unbearable here!"
He urged: "But is it all right?"
He asked, "But is it all right?"
"As right as rain!"
"Perfectly fine!"
"Good egg!" She had got him out of the room and as far as the hall door. "Stop! ... Wait! Oughtn't I to go and thank——"
"Good job!" She had managed to get him out of the room and to the hallway door. "Wait! Shouldn't I go and thank——"
"No—no!" The door was open, the neat little landau-limousine that had brought them was waiting by the kerb-stone. Before Franky knew it, Margot had plucked him down the steps, pulled him into the car, and given the chauffeur the signal. They were in Hanover Square before he recovered his breath.
"No—no!" The door was open, and the neat little landau-limousine that had picked them up was parked by the curb. Before Franky had a chance to process what was going on, Margot had pulled him down the steps, pushed him into the car, and signaled the driver. They were in Hanover Square before he could catch his breath.
"Oh come, I say, Kittums! That sort of Sandow business can't be good for you. Why you're in such a thundering hurry to get me away, I'd rather like to know?"
"Oh come on, Kittums! That kind of Sandow stuff isn’t good for you. Why are you in such a rush to get me out of here? I’d really like to know."
Her heart shook her, but she lied again bravely.
Her heart raced, but she courageously lied once more.
"Didn't you want to hear what the Doctor told me about the 'Purple Dreams' treatment?"
"Don't you want to hear what the doctor said about the 'Purple Dreams' treatment?"
"More than anything in the world. That drug with the freak name! ... Can it do any harm—to you and——"
"More than anything else in the world. That strangely named drug! ... Can it hurt you and——"
"Not a scrap!"
"Not a bit!"
She planted a flying kiss between his ear and his collar. He greatly appreciated the attention, though it tickled him horribly.
She planted a playful kiss between his ear and his collar. He really appreciated the affection, even though it made him laugh uncontrollably.
"Dr. Saxham said it was a frightfully clever, practicable method. Absolutely harmless, and the patient doesn't suffer—not that much!" She measured off an infinitesimal bit of finger-nail and showed him, and went on as he caught the little hand and gratefully mumbled it: "You don't know a thing that happens. You simply go to bye-bye. And—there's always the baby when you wake up!"
"Dr. Saxham said it was a really clever, feasible method. Totally safe, and the patient doesn’t feel pain—hardly at all!" She cut a small piece of fingernail and showed it to him, continuing as he took the small hand and mumbled his thanks: "You won’t know anything that happens. You just go to sleep. And—there's always the baby when you wake up!"
"A first-class baby?" His harping maddened her. "A healthy little buffer to send to Eton and represent us in the Regiment, and inherit the title presently when his poor old Pater pops? Just look me in the face like the little sport you are, Margot, and tell me that you're playing square with me. For this—for this is the game of Life!"
"A first-rate child?" His endless complaining drove her insane. "A healthy little package to send to Eton, take our place in the Regiment, and inherit the title when his poor old dad passes away? Just look me in the eye like the good sport you are, Margot, and tell me that you're being honest with me. Because this—this is the game of Life!"
He had both her hands. He made her look at him. She met his eager stare with limpid eyes. And all the while that sentence of Saxham's about the pre-natal poisoning of the springs of existence, drummed, drummed at the back of her brain. "What a little beast I am!" she mentally commented, hearing her own voice answering:
He held both of her hands and made her look at him. She met his eager gaze with clear eyes. Meanwhile, Saxham's comment about the pre-natal poisoning of the springs of existence lingered in the back of her mind.What a little beast I am!"She thought to herself, hearing her own voice reply:"
"I've told you No, and that I am playing square with you!" She grasped the fact that Franky had suffered, by the grunt of relief with which he loosed her hands. "And so it's settled I go to Berlin about the middle of—September, say?"
"I've told you no, and I'm being honest with you!" She noticed that Franky had been hurting, judging by the sigh of relief he let out as he let go of her hands. "So it's settled, I'll go to Berlin around mid-September. Does that sound good?"
"Wow-wow! It's us for the gay life! Just when the beastly hole's as dusty as the Sahara and as hot as hell!"
"Wow! It's our moment to shine! Just when the place is as dusty as the Sahara and as hot as can be!"
"You won't be in the beastly hole, and perhaps I needn't go before the beginning of October. You can go down to Brakehills and slay away at the pheasants, and run over when I cable, to bring me back——"
"You won't be trapped in that terrible place, and maybe I don't have to leave before October starts. You can go down to Brakehills to hunt pheasants, and come over when I text you to take me back——"
"With my boy! Our boy, Kittums!"
"With my son! Our son, Kittums!"
His simple, kind face was quivering. He put out a strong brown hand and laid it on hers, and she gave the hand a little affectionate nip:
His warm, kind face was shaking. He reached out with his strong brown hand and placed it on hers, and she teasingly nipped at his hand with affection:
"Hullo!" Perhaps he talked on to cover up the momentary lapse into sentiment. "Pipe old St. George's, where we did the deed! Hardly seems close on six months since we got spliced, does it? And there's the Bijou Cottage...." Franky thus irreverently designated the large, drab, stucco-faced, eminently respectable if mousey mansion on the Square's east side, where Margot's bachelor Uncle Derek lived with his collection of moths and beetles. "Shall we stop and give the old gentleman a cheero? Is he at all likely to be in?"
"Hey there!" Maybe he kept chatting to cover up a quick moment of sentimentality. "Let's talk about old St. George's, where we got married! It really doesn't feel like it's been six months since our wedding, does it? And then there's the Bijou Cottage..." Franky jokingly referred to the large, plain, stucco-faced, perfectly respectable yet unexciting house on the east side of the Square, where Margot's bachelor Uncle Derek lived with his collection of moths and beetles. "Should we stop and say hi to the old man? Do you think he'll be home?"
His hand was on the silk-netted rubber bulb of the chauffeur's whistle, when Margot caught it back.
His hand was on the silk-covered rubber bulb of the chauffeur's whistle when Margot took it away.
"No, don't stop! Of course he's in. He never goes out, unless it is to a meeting of the Entomological Society, or the Museum of Natural History, or some other place equally stuffy and scientific. Besides, Uncle Derek is a vegetarian—and there wouldn't be anything but tomato soup, and pea-flour cutlets, and Lepidoptera for lunch!"
"No, keep going! Of course he's in. He never goes out unless it’s for a meeting of the Entomological Society, the Museum of Natural History, or some other equally formal and scientific event. Plus, Uncle Derek is a vegetarian—and there would only be tomato soup, pea-flour cutlets, and bugs for lunch!"
"Poor little woman, was she peckish, then? All lity, we'll chuff along and fill up tanks at the Club. Bally odd bill of fare, pea-flour cutlets and Lepidop—what's-their-names? But we'll get things nearly as rummy served up to us in Berlin. Pork chops with sweet gooseberry sauce, and pink sausages with lilac cabbage and dumplings. Why do you look so scared?"
"Poor little lady, were you hungry? Don’t worry, we’ll go to the Club and grab a bite. What a strange menu—pea-flour cutlets and whatever those insects are called? But we’ll get something just as odd in Berlin. Pork chops with sweet gooseberry sauce, and pink sausages with purple cabbage and dumplings. Why do you look so scared?"
She forced a laugh.
She faked a laugh.
"Not scared, but you said 'we' ..."
"Not scared, but you said 'we' ...'
"You don't suppose I could go shooting when you were—facing what you've got to face?" he asked her, and added, in a tone and with a look that she had once before encountered from him: "When you go to Berlin in October, Kittums, I go with you; take that as straight from Headquarters, old child! Unless—something happens to prevent our going there at all!"
"You really think I could go shooting while you’re handling everything you're dealing with?" he asked her, then added, with a tone and look she’d seen from him before: "When you go to Berlin in October, Kittums, I’m coming with you; think of that as a direct order from Headquarters, kid! Unless—something keeps us from going there at all!"
He added, answering the mute question in her eyes:
He answered, responding to the unasked question in her eyes:
"Something that's been on the cards since the Anglo-French Agreement of 1904. It cropped up again in 1905, when the German Kaiser's feelings were so upset by John Bull's carryings-on with the pretty lady in the tricolour petticoat and Cap of Liberty, that he called on the Sultan of Morocco at Tangier to ask his Sublimity to interfere. And again in 1908 we were up against it ... when Austria annexed Bosnia and Herzegovina, and Russia took the needle, and William ordered out his best suit of shining armour in readiness for a scrap.... If there's anything in the Triple Entente, the fat was nearly in the fire then.... And again in 1911, over the French occupation of Morocco, when the German gunboat Panther and the German cruiser Berlin were sent to the closed Fort of Agadir near the mouth of the smelly River Sus. That piffed out after a good deal of what they call 'acute tension between the Powers.' To the Services acute tension means the stoppin' of leave. And I'd fixed things up for spendin' the July fortnight before Henley with some jolly people at Baden-Baden, and if the trip had come off, the chances are I'd have come back engaged to another girl!"
"Something that has been in progress since the Anglo-French Agreement of 1904. It resurfaced in 1905 when the German Kaiser felt really hurt by John Bull’s behavior with the beautiful lady in the tricolor skirt and Liberty Cap, leading him to ask the Sultan of Morocco in Tangier to intervene. Then again in 1908, we encountered trouble when Austria annexed Bosnia and Herzegovina, which irritated Russia, while William prepared his best suit of shining armor for a confrontation... If the Triple Entente meant anything, things were really escalating then... Later, in 1911, it was about the French occupation of Morocco, when the German gunboat Panther and the German cruiser Berlin were dispatched to the closed Fort of Agadir near the foul-smelling River Sus. That situation calmed down after quite a bit of what they call 'acute tension between the Powers.' For the Services, acute tension means canceling leave. I had planned to spend July before Henley with some great people in Baden-Baden, and if that trip had occurred, I probably would have come back engaged to another girl!"
"Are you sorry?"
"Do you regret it?"
"Do I look sorry?" was the quick riposte. He went on: "France and Germany went in for 'precautionary measures' that time. Precautionary measures mean concentration of troops on both frontiers, and General Manoeuvres on the biggest scale. Dress-rehearsal for a general mobilisation, you tumble? While our Home Fleet quietly concentrated on our north-east coast. And just when the lid seemed on the point of being taken off, Billiam the Bumptious climbed down, and withdrew from Agadir. The squabble was patched up. France got a free hand in Morocco in return for the open door and 100,000 square miles of the Congo Basin. French and German troops left off mugging at one another across the frontiers. Whitehall Wireless, Nordeich Station, and the Eiffel Tower emitted radios reversin' the weather-signals from 10 to 0, which means a dead calm. And the British Fleet gave up all hope and went home to bed.
"Do I look sorry?" was the quickcomebackHe went on: "France and Germany took 'precautionary measures' back then. Precautionary measures involve moving troops to both borders and holding large military exercises. It was a trial run for a full mobilization, you know? Meanwhile, our Home Fleet quietly assembled on the north-east coast. Just when it looked like things were about to escalate, Billiam the Arrogant backed down and withdrew from Agadir. They settled their dispute. France got free rein in Morocco in exchange for keeping options open and 100,000 square miles of the Congo Basin. French and German troops stopped staring at each other across the borders. Whitehall Wireless, Nordeich Station, and the Eiffel Tower transmitted signals dropping from 10 to 0, indicating total calm. And the British Fleet lost hope and went home to rest."
"But—and don't you swipe in, Kittums, for I'm gettin' to the thrillin' part—the bigwigs who manage Foreign Affairs weren't taken in so easily. They knew the bad blood had got to break out somewhere, and it did. Italy and Turkey went to war in November, 1911, and the Balkan Rumpus broke out ten months later. Turkey didn't win, though her Army has had German instructors ever since von Moltke licked it into shape in 1835, and Germany'd naturally expected her to finish as top-dog. So the concessions Germany wanted from Turkey were lost. I rather think the Prussian Eagle had its eye on Adrianople on the Black Sea coast, and the Gallipoli Peninsula, for the furtherin' of her views on the Near East—and Austria had a fancy for the Sanjak of Novibazar—and wanted Salonika as a base for operations on the Mediterranean. Anyhow, both of 'em were wiped on the jaw. And William the All Too Knowing, as Courtley calls him—Courtley's going in strong for Nietzsche just now—says his works are a slogging attack on Teutonism!—William has got to the end of his patience. The shining armour's been hanging up all these years, getting too tight for an Emperor inclined to run to tummy. The shining sword was getting rusty in its regulation sheath. And then in the nick of time—happens the Affair of Sarajevo. The news came through that Sunday in Paris. I remember how Spitz's Restaurant boiled over, and the people were shouting 'Sarajevo' on the boulevards. By George! I forgot you were in bed and asleep while we were dining."
“But—don’t jump in, Kittums, because I’m getting to the exciting part—the big shots running Foreign Affairs weren’t easily fooled. They realized that tensions had to boil over somewhere, and they did. Italy and Turkey went to war in November 1911, and the Balkan conflict flared up ten months later. Turkey didn’t win, even though their Army had German instructors since von Moltke whipped it into shape in 1835, and Germany naturally expected them to come out on top. So, the concessions Germany wanted from Turkey were lost. I think the Prussian Eagle had its sights set on Adrianople on the Black Sea coast and the Gallipoli Peninsula to further its interests in the Near East—and Austria was keen on the Sanjak of Novibazar and wanted Salonika as a base for operations in the Mediterranean. Anyway, both of them took some hits. And William the All Too Knowing, as Courtley calls him—Courtley is really into Nietzsche these days—says his works are a brutal critique of Teutonism!—William has run out of patience. The shining armor has been hanging up all these years, getting a bit tight for an Emperor who’s putting on weight. The shining sword was getting rusty in its usual sheath. And then, just in time—the Sarajevo incident happens. The news came in that Sunday in Paris. I remember how Spitz’s Restaurant burst with excitement, and people were shouting ‘Sarajevo’ on the boulevards. By George! I forgot you were in bed and asleep while we were dining.”
Margot, between waking and sleeping, had got some inkling of the tragedy of that night. She asked, as Franky took off his hat and proceeded to mop his non-intellectual forehead:
Margot, in that liminal space between being awake and asleep, felt a hint of the tragedy that unfolded that night. She asked, as Franky removed his hat and started to wipe his forehead that lacked any signs of deep thought:
"And is Sarajevo likely to stop me from going to Berlin?"
"So, is Sarajevo actually going to prevent me from going to Berlin?"
Franky left off mopping and said, looking at her squarely:
Franky paused mopping and said, looking straight at her:
"If Austria's Note to Serbia is—what the Kaiser would like it to be—you may take it we're on the giddy verge of a General All-Round Scrap."
"If Austria's message to Serbia is what the Kaiser wants it to be, you can be sure we're on the brink of a major conflict."
"You mean—a war?"
"You mean—a war?"
"I mean the War that'll dwarf all others by comparison. The War of Nations, that the prophet wrote of in Revelations. Armageddon.... The Last Battle. The Big Bust Up that comes before the end."
"I mean"the"the war that will overshadow all others. The War of Nations, which the prophet mentioned in Revelations. Armageddon... The Final Battle. The Grand Showdown that occurs before the end."
"Darling old boy, what rot!"
"Hey dude, what nonsense!"
"Rot if you like. You wait and see what happens. D'you pipe me tipping you the gag Asquithian?" He grinned at the idea.
"Do whatever you want. Just wait and see what happens. You think I'm kidding, right?" He smiled at the thought.
"Franky, you've set me asking myself something."
"Franky, you've got me thinking about something."
"Why you've married an idiot? ... Is that it?" He turned upon her a rueful face from which the grin had been wiped away.
"Why did you marry such an idiot? ... Is that the reason?" He looked at her with a sad expression, his smile completely gone.
Margot said, as the car turned smoothly into Short Street and stopped before the Club portico:
Margot said as the car smoothly turned onto Short Street and stopped in front of the Club entrance:
"No, but—How is it you know—all the things you know, when I've always known you knew nothing about anything?"
"No, but—how do you know all the things you know when I always thought you didn't know anything?"
He shook his head.
He shook his head.
"Give it up! ... No, I don't! The answer is—I'm one of those fellows—and the Services are simply stiff with 'em, who are absolute asses till it's necessary for 'em to be something else."
"Give it a rest! ... No, I won’t! The answer is—I’m one of those guys—and the Services are just packed with them, who are complete idiots until they actually need to step up."
CHAPTER XXIII
CHAPTER 23
A MODERN CLUB
A MODERN CLUB
Perhaps in those prehistoric days before the War, you knew the big, cool, ground-floor dining-room of the "Ladies' Social" Club. They lunched excellently at Margot's pet table in the corner near the conservatory, between whose rows of well-tended pot-plants you pass to the smoke-room, celebrated for its Persian divan, and green-and-rose-coloured glass dome.
Maybe back in those prehistoric days before the War, you were familiar with the spacious, cool dining room on the ground floor of the "Ladies' Social" Club. They served great lunches at Margot's favorite table in the corner near the conservatory, where you walked through rows of well-tended plants to reach the smoking room, known for its Persian couch and green-and-rose-colored glass dome.
Soon the Club would be abandoned to sweeps, painters, charwomen, and window-cleaners. Just now everything was in full swing. As the little tables became vacant, the drawing-rooms and lounges filled up. The smoke-room was a crush of well got-up men and extravagantly-caparisoned women, chattering nineteen to the dozen under a thick blue canopy of Turkish, Egyptian, and Virginian. The tang of Kümmel and Benedictine and Crème de Menthe came to you with the fragrance of the Club's especial coffee and the reek of innumerable illusion perfumes.
Soon, the Club would only be occupied by cleaners, painters, and window washers. For now, everything was bustling. As the small tables cleared out, the drawing rooms and lounges became crowded. The smoke room was filled with sharply dressed men and elegantly attired women, conversing under a dense blue haze of Turkish, Egyptian, and Virginian smoke. The fragrance of Kümmel, Benedictine, and Crème de Menthe blended with the scent of the Club's signature coffee and the lingering aroma of many luxurious perfumes.
People were having a cigarette and a gossip before going on to Lord's to see the tennis-singles between Oxford and Cambridge; or the Inter-Regimental Polo Finals at Hurlingham. Others had just motored back from witnessing the rowing-matches at Henley, between Eton and Darley, and the Eton second Eight and Montbeau College, and were recuperating before dropping in for a whiff of the new comedy at the Ambassador's, or the latest revue at the Fleur de Lis. To be followed by Tango Tea at the Rocroy, or Unlimited Bridge at the house of an accommodating friend.
People were smoking cigarettes and chatting before heading to Lord's to watch the tennis singles match between Oxford and Cambridge, or the Inter-Regimental Polo Finals at Hurlingham. Some had just returned from watching the rowing races at Henley, which included Eton and Darley, and the Eton second Eight against Montbeau College, and were unwinding before checking out the new comedy at the Ambassador's or the latest revue at the Fleur de Lis. This would be followed by Tango Tea at the Rocroy or Unlimited Bridge at a friend's house.
Perhaps you can recall them—those men and women of the best and bluest blood in Britain, strenuously spending their days in doing nothing as expensively as ever it could be done. Light, frivolous, shallow, dry-hearted; restlessly seeking new things on which to waste their barren energies, they seemed, and bore out their seeming in all thoroughness; the degenerate sons and daughters of a once great and splendid race.
Maybe you remember them—those men and women from the upper class in Britain, endlessly spending their days doing nothing in the most extravagant way possible. They were carefree, shallow, and lacked substance; they were always on the lookout for new ways to waste their empty energy, and they fully embodied that; the fallen sons and daughters of a once-great and glorious lineage.
Save Vanity and the Pride of Life there seemed but little in Eve or Adam. Not overmuch grey brain-matter appeared to be contained within their small neat skulls. Though in comparison with the modern Eve, slangy, loud, extravagantly attired in every tint of the Teutonic dye-chemist's chromatic register, topped with feathers that missed the ceiling by a bare half-foot, Adam in his neutral greys, and buffs and browns, and umbers, struck you as a being of mild demeanour and uncostly apparel, until looking closer, you found him out.
Besides vanity and pride, Eve and Adam didn't appear to have much depth. It seemed like their small, neat skulls lacked substantial brainpower. In comparison to the modern Eve, who is loud, fashionable, and wears every color possible—often with feathers that almost reach the ceiling—Adam, dressed in neutral grays, buffs, browns, and umbers, looks like an easygoing guy in basic clothes. However, if you looked more closely, you'd realize there was more to them.
His nice hair was gummed about his head as sleekly as a golliwog's. He sported stays, for the preservation of his silhouette. His gossamer cambric exhaled perfumes like a Georgian dandy's. Fashionable complexion-creams lent his tanned and well-shaved cheek a tempting peachiness. His socks were all too lovely for description by this feeble pen of mine. The uppers of his boots were of every imaginable material and substance, ranging from silk brocade, green lizard, and ivory-white shark skin, to sandy-pink armadillo-belly, or the tender grey of the African gazelle.
His nice hair was styled around his head as smoothly as a doll's. He wore corsets to keep his figure. His light fabric gave off scents like a stylish guy from the Georgian era. Trendy complexion creams made his tanned, well-shaved cheek irresistibly peachy. His socks were too beautiful for my simple description. The tops of his boots were made from every possible material, including silk brocade, green lizard, ivory-white shark skin, sandy-pink armadillo belly, and the soft grey of the African gazelle.
The results of the Olympic Games of 1912 must have made dour reading for the fathers of these youthful Britons, remembering their own triumphs in the early eighties. A bitter pill for those stark old men, their grandfathers, makers of 'Varsity records in '61 and '67, whose faith in the superiority of British lungs and muscles had been bequeathed them by their own sires. Yet their juniors took it calmly. They carried the stigma of inferiority with cheerful indifference. Even while holding it the thing best worth living for—they placidly submitted to be outclassed in sport.
The results of the 1912 Olympic Games must have been difficult for the fathers of these young Brits to read, as they recalled their own victories in the early 1880s. It was a tough pill to swallow for those serious older men, their grandfathers, who had set 'Varsity records in '61 and '67, and whose belief in the superiority of British strength and endurance had been passed down from their own fathers. However, the younger generation took it in stride. They accepted the label of inferiority with a relaxed attitude. Even while viewing it as something worthwhile to strive for, they calmly accepted being outperformed in sports.
And both the man and the woman of this era were possessed by strange crazes and pleased with vivid contrasts. The musical jig-saw puzzles of Lertes, Hein, and de Blonc vied in their favour with the weird Oriental Operas of the Russian Rimsky-Korsakov and the delicate rhapsodies of Delius, and the sylvan nymphs and fauns of Russian Ballet shared their plaudits with Señora Panchita and Herr Maxi Zuchs, the celebrated exponents of the Tango.
Both the man and woman of this era were swept up in unusual passions and captivated by vivid contrasts. The catchy tunes of Lertes, Hein, and de Blonc vied for their attention alongside the strange Oriental operas of the Russian Rimsky-Korsakov and the refined rhapsodies of Delius. The forest nymphs and fauns of Russian ballet earned their applause along with Señora Panchita and Herr Maxi Zuchs, the renowned Tango performers.
Ah, yes, it was an extraordinary era. Slips from that old, old Tree that bore the Forbidden Fruit had been successfully grafted upon so many old-world stocks in British orchards, that you caught a tang of its exotic flavour in almost everything. Play ran high. Luxury ran riot. Period Balls and Upas Club Cabaret Suppers were IT—absolutely IT. Morality was at lowest ebb—Religion a forgotten formulary. And as the Christian virtues cheapened, so the prices of dress, jewellery, motor-cars, and other indispensables of modern existence climbed to still more amazing altitudes. The marvel was, because nobody seemed to have any money—where the money came from to pay for these things? What we are yet to pay for the wholesale levelling of moral barriers, and the abolition of old-world modesty and good taste, that distinguished the years of ill-fame 1913 and 1914, only Heaven knows.
Oh, yes, it was an incredible time. Slips from that ancient, ancient Tree that gave us the Forbidden Fruit had been successfully grafted onto so many old varieties in British orchards that you could taste its exotic flavor in almost everything. The fun was overflowing. Luxury was out of control. Period Balls and Upas Club Cabaret Suppers were everything—totally everything. Morality was at its lowest point—Religion was a forgotten concept. And as Christian values faded, the prices of clothing, jewelry, cars, and other essentials of modern life skyrocketed to even more astonishing heights. The mystery was that, since nobody seemed to have any money, where did the funds come from to pay for all these things? Only Heaven knows what we still owe for the widespread breakdown of moral boundaries and the end of the old-world modesty and good taste that defined the infamous years of 1913 and 1914.
Even more comprehensively pervasive than the illusion perfumes extracted from coal-tar by German chemists, and supplied us by German manufacturers; even more striking than the dazzling, vivid aniline dyes, procured from the same source, even more potent than the vast array of by-product drugs which represent as it were the scum of the insulated vats wherein the Teuton chemist macerates and mingles his high explosives—was the strange, mysteriously pervasive flavour, the seductively-suggestive tang of evil in the social atmosphere. You caught the look of secret, intimate, half-cynical knowledge in the faces not only of the merest youths, but of the youngest, freshest, prettiest girls. Subjects held unmentionable a few years ago were openly discussed in English drawing-rooms. Curious lore in strange things old and new was much sought after at this period, when Cubism and Futurism governed design, not only in dress and stage scenery, but in Painting, Sculpture, and Architecture; and dances known in the voodoo-houses of East Africa and the West Indies, and the hells of Central America and the Argentine were seen in the ball-rooms as in the brothels, of Paris and London, Petrograd and Brussels, Vienna, New York, and Berlin.
Even more widespread than the illusion of perfumes made from coal tar by German chemists and provided by German manufacturers; even more striking than the bright, vivid aniline dyes from the same source; even more powerful than the vast range of by-product drugs that come from the leftover substances in the insulated tanks where the German chemist processes high explosives—was the strange, mysteriously prevalent flavor, the seductively sinister hint of evil in the social atmosphere. You could see the look of secret, intimate, half-cynical awareness in the faces of not just the youngest youths but also the freshest, prettiest girls. Topics that were taboo just a few years ago were now openly discussed in English drawing rooms. There was a high demand for curious information about odd old and new things during this time when Cubism and Futurism dictated design not only in clothing and stage sets but also in painting, sculpture, and architecture; and dances familiar in the voodoo houses of East Africa and the West Indies, as well as in the clubs of Central America and Argentina, were seen in ballrooms just as they were in the brothels of Paris, London, Petrograd, Brussels, Vienna, New York, and Berlin.
Novelty was so much the rage, that if the Arch-Enemy of Mankind had appeared among the exclusive patrons of a fashionable night-club in any one of these cities, a hearty welcome would have been extended to him, and his ripe experience would have been laid under contribution with a view to imparting to the latest Cabaret entertainment some exotic novelty from Hell.
Novelty was so popular that if the ultimate villain of humanity had appeared among the exclusive guests of a trendy nightclub in any of these cities, he would have been warmly welcomed, and his extensive experience would have been used to introduce some thrilling new elements from Hell to the latest Cabaret show.
Franky with obtrusive care selected a comfortable corner of the Persian divan for Margot, and while she signed for coffee and Kümmel, established himself at her side.
Franky picked out a comfortable spot on the Persian couch for Margot, and while she ordered coffee and Kümmel, he sat down next to her.
They were isolated, it seemed to Kittums. Friends nodded and smiled cordially, but did not attempt to join them. Was it because Franky's too-possessive manner had told secrets? ... She shivered and glanced at her lord. He said, as the light-footed button-boys scoured about with coffee and liqueur-trays, while the electric fans purred, the blue smoke-canopy thickened under the green and rose glass dome, and the clamour of many feminine voices, in combination with the gaudy feathers of the clamourers, suggested the South American macaw-house at the Zoo:
They felt alone, or at least that’s how Kittums saw it. Friends nodded and smiled politely but didn’t make an effort to join them. Was it because Franky's overly possessive behavior had exposed something? ... She shivered and glanced at her partner. He said, as the quick waiters maneuvered with coffee and liqueur trays, the electric fans whirred, the blue smoke thickened under the green and pink glass dome, and the chatter of many women, mixed with the colorful feathers of those speaking, reminded her of the South American macaw exhibit at the zoo:
"My eye! you're pretty thick in here. Might be a fog in mid-Channel." He mounted a square monocle recently purchased in Paris and the pride of his bosom, threw back his head and stared up into the famous green and rose dome. "Swagger affair. How much did it tot up to?"
"Wow! It's super crowded in here. It feels like there's fog in the middle of the Channel." He put on a square monocle he had just bought in Paris, which he was really proud of, tilted his head back, and looked up at the famous green and pink dome. "What a show-off. How much did it cost?”
"Seventeen hundred, clear, with the carpet and the divan."
"Seventeen hundred, including the rug and the couch."
"Pretty stiff!" His doleful whistle set Margot's teeth on edge. She added:
"Pretty stiff!" His gloomy whistle was really getting on Margot's nerves. She added:
"And rattling cheap at the price! And—if it wasn't, I was spending my own money.... There was nobody—then—to interfere!"
"And it was really cheap! And—if it wasn't, I was using my own money... There was no one—back then—to get in the way!"
He conceded:
He admitted:
"Of course I don't suggest that you were done in the eye. Probably you got the value of your dibs. But you'll have something better to spend cash on presently. Me, too! We must both draw in our horns now, Kittums. For the sake of—you know who! ... Hullo! Is anything wrong?"
"Of course, I’m not saying you were deceived. You probably got what you deserved. But you’ll have something better to spend your money on soon. Me too! We both need to be careful with our spending right now, Kittums. For the sake of—you know who! ... Hey! Is something bothering you?"
She had winced, but she gritted her little teeth, and fought back the rising hysteria. She could have shrieked, or thrown the little coffee-pot at his head. He went on, recognising friends through the smoke-haze:
She tensed up, but she gritted her small teeth and battled the rising panic. She could have screamed or hurled the little coffee pot at his head. He kept talking, identifying friends through the haze of smoke:
"There's Lady Beau with that German aviator-chap we met in Paris. Big red-headed brute. You remember him? And—who's the girl? But for her hair, I'd say it was Miss Saxham. By the Great Brass Hat, it is! With a wig, or dyed...."
"There's Lady Beau with that German pilot we met in Paris. Huge red-headed guy. Do you remember him? And—who's the girl? If it weren't for her hair, I'd say it was Miss Saxham. By the Great Brass Hat, it is! With a wig or dyed..."
"Dyed. It was done in Paris—done most beautifully." Margot's eyes had lighted up with interest. "I must have forgotten to tell you. I've known it three or four days. Don't you like it?"
"It's dyed. It was done in Paris—so beautifully." Margot's eyes sparkled with interest. "I must have forgotten to mention it. I've known for three or four days. Don’t you like it?"
"Like it?" Franky had reached for his little glass and gulped the contents hurriedly. "My stars, I never saw such a transformation. Order another Kümmel, please, to give me a buck-up."
"Do you like it?" Franky grabbed his small glass and quickly drank what was inside. "Wow, I've never seen such a difference. Can you please get me another Kümmel to lift me up?"
"Take mine. I simply loathe the sticky stuff." She added, as Franky obliged: "I think that Pat looks ripping."
"Take mine. I really can't stand that sticky stuff." She said as Franky agreed: "I"Pat looks amazing."
"All too ripping. That's where the trouble comes in." He went on: "When her hair was black, you knew where it was you'd seen her. Makin' one in an endless procession of women—all with long eyes and big busts and curving hips, walkin'—like pussy-cats along a roof-ridge, on the walls of those old Egyptian temples we did together—that November when I got such spoons on you—going up with the Gillinghams from Cairo to Philae—a flat-bottomed Nile tug towin' the whole crowd in a string of dahabeahs. You remember those ochre-coloured Nile sunrises? When a dust-storm had been blowin' over the Desert, and the River was all wrinkly white, like curdled milk."
"Everything is too intense. That’s where the problems begin." He went on: "When her hair was black, you could easily recognize her. She was just one in a long line of women—all with striking eyes, full busts, and curvy hips, moving—like cats on a rooftop, along the walls of those old Egyptian temples we visited together—that November when I was so into you—traveling with the Gillinghams from Cairo to Philae—a flat-bottomed Nile tug pulling the whole group along in a series of dahabeahs. Do you remember those ochre-colored sunrises on the Nile? When a dust storm swept across the desert, and the river looked all wrinkly white, like curdled milk?"
"How killingly poetic!"
"How brutally poetic!"
"Am I poetic? Good egg! Never thought I'd live to be called that."
"Am I a poet? That's amazing! I never thought I’d hear that."
"Live and learn!" Margot's laugh was a hard little silvery tinkle. She too was remembering the sunrises and sunsets of Egypt, and the long days under the green canvas awnings. How beautiful she had thought the brown eyes that seemed only vacuous now. She, Margot, would be ugly very soon now, she told herself. Already her small face showed lines and hollows. Soon beauty-loving men and women would turn their eyes away.... Her cheval-glass would tell her why, and shop-windows when she passed them would reveal her shapelessness. She would only possess interest for three people. For the doctor, as a patient. For the certificated nurse, as a Case. For her husband, as the potential mother of the boy he longed for. And—what price Margot?
"Live and learn!" Margot's laugh was a sharp little silver chime. She was also remembering the sunrises and sunsets of Egypt and the long days spent under the green canvas awnings. She had once thought the brown eyes were beautiful, but they seemed empty now. She, Margot, would soon be unattractive, she told herself. Already, her small face showed lines and hollows. Soon, beauty-loving men and women would look away... Her mirror would confirm it, and shop windows would reveal her lack of shape as she walked by. She would only be interesting to three people: the doctor, as a patient; the licensed nurse, as a case; and her husband, as the potential mother of the son he wanted. And—what was Margot worth?
"Should you like me to take you to see some polo, or wouldn't a chuff-chuff in the country be best?" Franky's eyes were full of hungry solicitude as they rested on the small, pinched features. "You look a bit fagged, it strikes me!"
"Do you want me to take you to watch some polo, or would a train ride through the countryside be more enjoyable?" Franky’s eyes were filled with eager concern as they rested on the small, pinched face. "You look a little tired, don’t you?"
She nipped her little lower lip, stung by the tone of sympathetic proprietorship. "Oh! very well. A drive!" she told him, and they passed together from the smoking-room. The sheath-skirt revealed, as she moved, what she would have hidden. Von Herrnung smiled, following the little figure with bold, curious glances. Other men stared, if more discreetly. Towering feathers nodded to each other as their feminine wearers commented:
She bit her lower lip, stung by the tone of sympathetic possession. "Oh! Fine. Let’s go for a drive!" she told him, and they walked out of the smoking room together. The fitted skirt highlighted what she would have rather kept hidden. Von Herrnung smiled, tracking her small frame with bold, curious glances. Other men looked on, though more subtly. Tall feathers swayed as the women wearing them chatted:
"Poor little Margot, how quite too rough on her!"
"Poor little Margot, that's really unfair to her!"
Said Lady Beauvayse, assuming the rip-saw Yankee accent in which it pleased her to deliver her witticisms:
Lady Beauvayse said, using the sharp Yankee accent she liked to use for her witty remarks:
"Say now! if we women could pick babies right away off the strawberry-vines, it would save a deal of trouble, and a considerable pile of self-respect."
"Imagine if we women could just pick babies right off the strawberry vines; it would save us a lot of trouble and a good bit of self-respect."
Everybody laughed. A slender white and golden woman with a string of sapphires very much the colour of her own eyes, picked up a toy Pekingese that squatted near her, and said, cuddling the goggling morsel under her chin:
Everyone laughed. A slender woman with white and golden hair, wearing a sapphire necklace that matched her eyes, picked up a toy Pekingese sitting nearby and said, holding the curious little dog under her chin:
"I agree. When I look at my two precious duckies I say to myself: 'You little dears, for each of your sweet sakes I became a plain woman with a shapeless silhouette and saucer-eyes. Now that I've done my duty to your pappy and Posterity, this is the only kind of baby I'll indulge in." She kissed the Pekingese on the end of its black snub-nose. "And when I want a new one—I'll buy it at the shop!"
"I agree. When I look at my two adorable ducks, I think to myself: 'You little darlings, because of both of you, I've turned into a plain woman with a shapeless figure and big eyes. Now that I've fulfilled my duty to your dad and future generations, this is the only kind of baby I'll let myself have.'" She kissed the Pekingese on its flat black nose. "And when I want a new one—I’ll just get it from the store!"
"Noch besser. Why not hire one? ..." suggested von Herrnung.
"Even better"Why not hire one?" suggested von Herrnung.
Mrs. Charterhouse laughed and gave him the Pekingese to hold. But it snapped at him furiously and she took the little beast back again.
Mrs. Charterhouse laughed and handed him the Pekingese to hold. However, it snapped at him aggressively, so she took the little dog back.
"Dogs do not like me," said the big German. "You will read perhaps in novels that that is a bad sign, yes?"
"Dogs don’t like me," said the tall German. "You might read in novels that this is a bad sign, right?"
"I never read novels," returned Mrs. Charterhouse, with her famous manner, "nor any books, only bits of the papers for the Sporting and Society news. And Reports of Divorce Proceedings, and the Notices in Bankruptcy. One likes to know what one's friends are doing, and where they are to be found. Don't you, Count? Not that there is any great difficulty in ascertaining your whereabouts, just now, I fancy.... Why, what has become of Patrine?"
"I never read novels," Mrs. Charterhouse replied, as she usually did, "nor any books, just bits from the papers for the sports and social news. And reports on divorces and bankruptcy notices. It's nice to keep up with what your friends are doing and where they are. Don't you think so, Count? Not that it's difficult to know where you are right now, I suppose... So, what happened to Patrine?"
"Miss Saxham went in there just now to write a letter," said the smiling von Herrnung, pointing to the leather-covered swing-doors communicating with the writing-room. "She comes now, I think! Yes, it is she!" He rose with his air of exaggerated courtesy as the tall figure of Patrine Saxham returned through the swing-doors and re-crossed the room. She carried her head high, and had a letter in her hand. The alteration in the colour of her hair made her whiteness almost startling. There were bluish shadows about her long eyes, and her rounded cheeks had lost a little of their fulness, but her beauty had never been more apparent than now.
"Miss Saxham just went in there to write a letter," said the smiling von Herrnung, pointing to the leather-covered swing doors that led to the writing room. "I think she’s coming now! Yes, that’s her!" He stood up with a dramatic sense of courtesy as the tall figure of Patrine Saxham came back through the swing doors and crossed the room again. She held her head high and had a letter in her hand. The change in her hair color made her pale complexion almost striking. There were bluish shadows around her long eyes, and her rounded cheeks had lost some of their fullness, but her beauty was more evident than ever.
"She has dyed, therefore she is dead to me!" groaned Courtley, who was, as usual, in attendance on Lady Beauvayse. He added, plaintively: "It's like—white-washing the Sphinx, or enamelling a first-class battle-cruiser in some fashionable colour. Why did you let her do it, my lady fair?"
"She dyed her hair, so she's dead to me!" groaned Courtley, who was, as always, next to Lady Beauvayse. He continued, sadly: "It's like—whitewashing the Sphinx or painting a top-tier battle cruiser in some trendy color. Why did you allow her to do it, my dear lady?"
Lady Beauvayse retorted:
Lady Beauvayse replied:
"Am I Miss Saxham's mother that I should meddle in her love-affairs?"
"Am I Miss Saxham's mom that I need to get involved in her love life?"
"If I was acquainted with her mother," said Courtley, below his breath, "and thought the good lady would take my tip seriously, I'd step in and nip this affair in the bud. It's no go, even if Miss Saxham thinks it is. It's a dud. That German flying-chap is booked to marry a cousin; a Baroness Something von Wolfensbragen-Hirschenbuttel. I've seen it in the Berlin Lokal Anzeiger, and that's inspired, a sort of Imperial Court Almanac. And even if it wasn't true, there are reasons—" His kind grey eyes were worried, he tugged at his pointed black beard in a vexed way. "Take me seriously, Miladi, tell her what I've told you, before it's too late!"
"If I knew her mother," Courtley said softly, "and felt that the good lady would actually take my advice, I'd step in and resolve this situation before it escalates. It's pointless, even if Miss Saxham thinks differently. It's a lost cause. That German flyer is about to marry a cousin; a Baroness Something von Wolfensbragen-Hirschenbuttel. I’ve seen it in the Berlin."Lokal Anzeiger"...which is very official, like an Imperial Court Almanac. And even if it weren't true, there are reasons—" His gentle gray eyes looked concerned as he pulled at his pointed black beard in frustration. "Please take me seriously, Miladi, tell her what I've said before it's too late!"
"And bring on myself the fate of the interferer.... Couldn't you—since you're so anxious?" Lady Beauvayse began.
"And bring upon myself the fate of someone who gets involved.... Couldn't you—since you’re so eager?" Lady Beauvayse exclaimed.
"Not possible," said Courtley. "Too crushed with responsibilities. Got to brush up my seamanship, while my junior executive swots away in Docks at Chatham, fillin' in the watch-bill and making out commissioning-cards."
"That's not possible," Courtley said. "I'm too overwhelmed with responsibilities. I need to work on my seamanship while my junior executive is busy at the docks in Chatham, handling the watch bill and creating commissioning cards."
"You've got a ship, do you mean?"
"You have a boat, right?"
Courtley nodded.
Courtley nodded.
"They call her one at the Admiralty just by way of being funny. When they've scraped off the dirt enough to get at her, she may turn out to be a first-class protected cruiser. Twenty months out of commission—and mobilised for the Spithead Naval Review."
"They call her that at the Admiralty just for a laugh. Once they've cleaned off enough grime to see her clearly, she could actually be a first-rate protected cruiser. She’s been out of service for twenty months—and is now back in action for the Spithead Naval Review."
"Ought one to be glad? ... Does it mean that we're to congratulate you on promotion?" asked puzzled Lady Beauvayse.
"Should someone be happy? ... Does that mean we should congratulate you on the promotion?" asked a puzzled Lady Beauvayse.
"Well," Courtley admitted cautiously, "when I've got my full-dress frock-coat and sword out of pawn, and hoisted my pennant and called on the post Commander-in-Chief—I shall be something between a Rear-Admiral and a Post Captain—or they'll have told me wrong."
"Well," Courtley admitted cautiously, "once I get my formal coat and sword back from the pawn shop, raise my flag, and check in with the Commander-in-Chief—I’ll be somewhere between a Rear-Admiral and a Post Captain—or they’ll have given me the wrong information."
"And the Review—what do you call it?" persisted Lady Beauvayse. "Can one go and see it—whenever it comes off?"
"And the Review—what's it called?" Lady Beauvayse kept asking. "Can you go see it—whenever it happens?"
"It'll be big enough to see—with a stiffish pair of binkies," admitted Courtley in his gentlest manner; "and the newspapers seem to have arranged it for somewhere in the middle of the month. As to what you're to call it—if you called it an Object Lesson on the biggest scale for the use of German Kultur Classes, perhaps you wouldn't be very wide of the bull."
"It'll be big enough to see with a good pair of binoculars," Courtley said in his gentlest voice; "and the newspapers have scheduled it for sometime in the middle of the month. As for what to call it—if you named it a Grand Example for the benefit of German Culture Classes, you wouldn't be too far off."
He got up before Lady Beauvayse could rejoin, and had met Patrine, and engineered her into his vacated seat next her friend upon the divan almost before she knew. She lowered her tall person upon the cushions, studiously avoiding von Herrnung's glances. She wore a white embroidered gown of cobwebby material and extreme scantiness, a stole of black cock's feathers was looped about her shoulders, and on her dead beech-leaf-coloured hair sat a curious little hat of glittering silver spangles, from which sprang a single black cock's plume.
He got up before Lady Beauvayse returned and almost immediately bumped into Patrine, quickly guiding her into his empty seat beside her friend on the couch before she even noticed. She positioned her tall frame onto the cushions, purposely avoiding von Herrnung's gaze. She wore a white embroidered dress made of delicate, sheer fabric that was quite revealing, with a stole of black feathers draped over her shoulders, and perched on her dull, brownish hair was a quirky little hat covered in shiny silver sequins, from which a single black feather stuck out.
"What have you all been talking about?" she asked, looking about her.
"What have you all been talking about?" she asked, glancing around.
Lady Wastwood, who sat near, answered, balancing her long, slim, fragile personality on the fender-stool before the hearth that was filled with tall ferns and flowering plants in pots:
Lady Wastwood, sitting nearby, responded, poise and elegance resting on the fender-stool in front of the fireplace, which was surrounded by tall ferns and potted flowering plants:
"We were saying—what a wretched pity the process of racial reproduction is so abominably unbecoming. It really points to a loose style of reasoning on the part of Nature—or whoever it is who arranges these things!"
"We were saying—what a pity that the way races reproduce is so unattractive. It really reflects a careless mindset from Nature—or whoever is in charge of these matters!"
Who does not know Lady Wastwood. She affected, at this period, a skull-cap of gold-green hair and a triangular chalk-white face, with a V-shaped mouth, painted scarlet as a Pierrot's. Her eyebrows were black and resembled musical slurs. Through her few diaphanous garments you could have counted every bone of her frail person, so light that it was a favourite vacation joke with her eldest boy—who was now at Sandhurst qualifying for a Cavalry Commission—to sprint with his widowed mother on his shoulder up and down corridors and stairs.
Who doesn't know Lady Wastwood? During this time, she wore a skullcap with gold-green hair and had a triangular chalk-white face, with a V-shaped mouth painted bright red like a clown's. Her eyebrows were black and resembled musical slurs. You could see every bone in her delicate body through her few sheer outfits, which were so light that it became a running joke during vacations for her oldest son—who was currently training for a Cavalry Commission at Sandhurst—to pick up his widowed mother on his shoulder, racing up and down the hallways and stairs.
Listen to Trixie:
Hear from Trixie:
"I suppose—Nature. She's so unreasonable—that must be why she's a she, in literature. She implanted in us poor women the raging desire to be pretty under all imaginable circumstances.... At the same time she says to us: 'You're immoral, unnatural, and selfish, if you don't replenish the Race. Go and do it!' Consequently, when one is ordered in that bullying way to choose between immorality and ugliness, one calls out: 'Oh! do let me be pretty, please!'"
"I guess—Nature. She's so unreasonable—that's probably why she's often called 'she' in literature. She gives us women this strong urge to look good no matter what... At the same time, she says: 'You're immoral, unnatural, and selfish if you don't help increase the population. Go do it!' So, when you're pressured to pick between being immoral and being unattractive, you can't help but cry out: 'Oh! please, just let me be pretty!'"
A soldierly, good-looking man, sitting with a charming girl in a particularly smoky corner, lazily propounded:
A good-looking soldier, sitting with a pretty girl in a smoky corner, casually suggested:
"Why do women covet prettiness beyond everything?"
"Why do women desire beauty more than anything else?"
"To please men, I rather surmise," said Lady Beauvayse, turning her Romney head in the direction of the speaker, who queried:
"I think it's to impress men," Lady Beauvayse said, turning her Romney head toward the speaker, who asked:
"Ah! but why do women want to please men?"
"Oh! But why do women want to make men happy?"
"I can answer that," interrupted Mrs. Charterhouse. "Because she who pleases is perfectly sure of having a gorgeous time."
"I can answer that," Mrs. Charterhouse interrupted. "Because the person who brings joy is sure to have a great time."
"It has been said by some inspired idiot," lisped Lady Wastwood "that women make themselves beautiful for the sake of their own sex. Give us your opinion on this question, Count von Herrnung. Did I put on this perfectly devey frock for Miss Saxham, or for you?"
"Some inspired fool has said," Lady Wastwood remarked, "that women make themselves beautiful for other women. What do you think, Count von Herrnung? Did I wear this absolutely stunning dress for Miss Saxham, or for you?"
"Gnädige Gräfin, for neither myself nor Miss Saxham. For your own pleasure," said von Herrnung, "have you joy in making yourself beautiful."
Dear Countess"Not for me or Miss Saxham. For your own enjoyment," said von Herrnung, "do you take pleasure in making yourself beautiful?"
"You feel like that when your tailor has done you particularly well?" asked Lady Wastwood, wickedly, looking down her long, thin nose to hide the sparks of humour in her eyes. Half a dozen pairs of ears were cocked to catch the answer, in which von Herrnung's characteristic lack of humour showed.
"Is that how you feel when your tailor has done a great job for you?" Lady Wastwood asked playfully, looking down her long, thin nose to hide the amusement in her eyes. Half a dozen pairs of ears were ready to hear the response, which revealed von Herrnung's usual lack of humor.
"Gracious Countess, certainly. It is prachtvoll for a cultured man to study and develop his physical advantages. To please women," he made his little insolent bow, "who adore Beauty, and for the sake of ingratiating oneself with men. But above all for one's own sake. For ugliness is despicable," said von Herrnung. His florid face paled, his hard blue eyes dilated, he shivered as he spoke with uncontrollable disgust. "It is—niedrig! There is no other word! No longer to be beautiful and strong—that would be horrible! There are many ugly accidents in our German Flying Service. Thus far I have escaped disfigurement. But when my time comes I shall take care to be killed outright. Better to die than to be made hideous!"
"Of course, Gracious Countess."wonderfulFor a sophisticated man to focus on and improve his physical appearance. To impress women," he added with a slight smirk, "who appreciate beauty, and to gain the respect of other men. But most importantly, for oneself. Because being unattractive is shameful," said von Herrnung. His flushed face turned pale, his cold blue eyes widened, and he trembled as he spoke with intense disgust. "It is—low! There's no other way to say it! Losing my beauty and strength—now that would be awful! Our German Flying Service has seen many unfortunate events. So far, I've managed to avoid any disfigurement. But when my time comes, I'll make sure I'm killed instantly. Better to die than to become ugly!
"Did you hear?" said the man in the distant corner to the charming girl who shared it with him. "The fellow's dead in earnest. And he is uncommonly good-looking, though I don't care about the German Service type of man myself. Don't like their clothes, don't like their jewellery, don't like their tone when they're talking to women, and simply loathe it when they're talking to me!"
"Did you hear?" the guy in the far corner asked the attractive girl sitting with him. "The guy's serious. And he's really good-looking, even though I’m not into the German military type. I don't like their uniforms, I don’t like their jewelry, I don’t like how they talk to women, and I absolutely hate it when they talk to me!"
"It's a case of Doctor Fell," said his pretty friend. "Now I should admire him—if he admired himself a little less, and his valet or somebody with influence over him could persuade him to cut that awful thumb-nail. No, you can't see it now. He's wearing a glove on his left hand. But it can't be under two inches long."
"It's a case of Doctor Fell," said his attractive friend. "I'd admire him—if he could admire himself a little less, and if his valet or someone influential could get him to trim that awful thumb-nail. No, you can't see it now. He's wearing a glove on his left hand. But it has to be at least two inches long."
"Queer kind of freak for a Twentieth Centurion," said the man contemptuously. "All very well for the Imperial Court of China, or a Stone Age make-up for a Covent Garden Fancy Ball. But for a London drawin'-room in the year 1914 it is a little off the bull. We must approach Miss Saxham in the matter of cutting it. She appears to be the Ruling Star."
"What a weird sight for someone from the twentieth century," the man said with contempt. "It's perfect for the Imperial Court of China or a prehistoric outfit for a fancy ball at Covent Garden. But in a London drawing room in 1914, it's over the top. We should discuss this with Miss Saxham about how to deal with it. She appears to be the one in charge."
His friend glanced across at the big knot of people gathered near the ferny fireplace.
His friend glanced at the big group of people gathered around the leafy fireplace.
"They go about together a good deal, and he does stare at her in rather a possessive style. She's so awfully good to look at, isn't she?"
"They spend a lot of time together, and he definitely looks at her in a pretty possessive way. She's incredibly beautiful, right?"
"She is; but she isn't quite so good for you to know!"
"She is, but she's not really someone you should get to know!"
"Why?"
"Why?"
"Could we drop the subject? I'll say why later. Let's scoot now! With luck, we could nip in for the end of the second act of 'The Filberts' at Ryley's Theatre, and see Jimmy Griggson do 'The Dance of the Varalette.'"
Can we switch topics? I’ll explain why later. Let’s move! If we’re lucky, we might catch the end of the second act of 'The Filberts' at Ryley's Theatre and see Jimmy Griggson perform 'The Dance of the Varalette.'
And they rose and sauntered away in search of entertainment, leaving Cynthia Charterhouse drawing out von Herrnung, who seemed in a particularly arrogant mood. Did he like England and London especially? Did he find English women as nice, generally, as the friends he had left at home?
They got up and walked away, looking for something to do, leaving Cynthia Charterhouse trying to chat with von Herrnung, who seemed especially confident. Did he like England, and London in particular? Did he think English women were generally as nice as the friends he had left back home?
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"Nice.... One is charmed with English ladies!" declared von Herrnung. "So tall, willowy, and elegant, so independent of manner, and so amiably ready to make a stranger feel at home! True, they have not the plumpness and repose of our German ladies ... at the theatres especially they are rather thin than otherwise.... But they have gehen and chic"—he showed his white teeth—"and change is a delightful thing!"
"Nice... One is charmed by English ladies!" said von Herrnung. "They’re so tall, graceful, and elegant, so confident, and truly eager to make a stranger feel welcome! It’s true they lack the softness and ease of our German ladies... especially at the theaters, they tend to be on the thinner side... But they have __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."gehenandchic”—he flashed his bright white teeth—“and change is an amazing thing!”
Patrine, silent in her settee-corner, wondered whether Trixie Wastwood and Cynthia Charterhouse knew that he was insulting them?
Patrine sat quietly in her corner of the couch, wondering if Trixie Wastwood and Cynthia Charterhouse were aware that he was insulting them.
"Change from a fat woman to a thin one, is that what you mean?" asked Mrs. Charterhouse. She added: "I'm so glad we strike you as having lots of go. Perhaps it's a result of our being given to exercise, that general effect of slimness you mention. But if German women don't walk, or ride, or skate, or fence, or swim, they do dance a great deal."
"Are you saying you want to go from being a fat woman to a thin one?" Mrs. Charterhouse asked. She continued, "I’m really glad you think we have a lot of energy. Maybe it's because we enjoy exercising, which gives us that overall slim look you mentioned. But even if German women don’t walk, ride, skate, fence, or swim, they do dance a lot."
"They dance a great deal, yes!" agreed von Herrnung. "One might say they are passionately devoted to it. Dancing is also one of the chief joys of a German officer's life—when he has handsome partners to choose amongst!" He added: "When one is young, and the blood runs hot in the veins, what more glowing pleasures can Life offer, than to ride a noble horse, to drink glorious wine, or to dance all night with a beautiful woman, to the sound of music voluptuous and exquisite!"
"They really love to dance, absolutely!" von Herrnung agreed. "You could say they're all about it. Dancing is one of the biggest joys in a German officer's life—especially when he has attractive partners to choose from!" He continued, "When you're young and bursting with energy, what could be more exciting than riding a beautiful horse, savoring great wine, or dancing all night with a stunning woman to the sound of incredible music?"
Patrine, behind the shelter of a copy of the Pall Mall Gazette, was shuddering uncontrollably. Her life seemed driven back from the extremities to centre about her heart. In that and in her brain were glowing cores of fire. All else was ice, rigid and heavy and cold.
I'm sorry, but the text appears to be incomplete. Please provide the full text for me to modernize.Pall Mall Gazette, was shaking uncontrollably. Her life seemed to have pulled away from the edges and now centered around her heart. In her heart and mind, there were bright, burning spots of fire. Everything else felt like ice—solid, heavy, and cold.
"Dear me!" came plaintively from Mrs. Charterhouse. She signalled with her eyebrows to Lady Wastwood and continued, as the diaphanous Trixie came drifting to her assistance: "Really, I shall have to seek a delightful change by going to Germany. I'd quite forgotten how different you are! The way you talk about your blood, and all that. It's simply too awfully interesting! Trixie, you've got to listen to this!"
"Oh dear!" Mrs. Charterhouse sighed. She raised her eyebrows at Lady Wastwood and continued, as the sheer Trixie floated over to assist her: "Honestly, I really need a fun change of scenery and should go to Germany. I completely forgot how different you are! The way you talk about your heritage and everything is just so fascinating! Trixie, you have to hear this!"
"I need no telling, I assure you. I have been drinking in Count von Herrnung's eloquence at every pore," affirmed Trixie. She added: "Like you I have been deeply intrigued by his descriptions of his countrymen. So, so different from our poor creatures, who don't drink glorious wine because they funk gouty complications, and leave their noble horses eating their heads off in loose-boxes while they're scorching about the country in racing-cars. And as for dancing all night—" She shrugged her frail shoulders, and elevated her Pierrot eyebrows beneath the veil that tightly swathed her white triangular face.
"I don’t need anyone to tell me, I promise. I’ve been taking in Count von Herrnung's charm from every angle," Trixie said. She continued, "Like you, I’ve been really captivated by his stories about his countrymen. So,soUnlike our less fortunate people, who steer clear of fine wine out of fear of gout, they keep their beautiful horses locked away in stalls while racing around the country in cars. And as for dancing all night—" She shrugged her delicate shoulders and raised her Pierrot-like eyebrows beneath the veil that tightly wrapped around her white triangular face.
"Doesn't it fire you to go to Germany?" gushed Mrs. Charterhouse. "Why"—she demanded, raising her fine eyes to the genuine Adam ceiling—"why can't my husband get a post in the Berlin Diplomatic, instead of stupid old Petersburg? One never dreamed Germans could be so interesting before!"
"Doesn't it make you excited to go to Germany?" Mrs. Charterhouse exclaimed. "Why"—she asked, gazing up at the beautiful Adam ceiling—"can't my husband get a job in the Berlin Diplomatic instead of that boring old Petersburg? You neverwould have thought"Germans used to be so interesting!"
"We are interesting, yes!" blandly agreed von Herrnung. He lighted a fresh cigarette, balanced his magnificent person upon an inlaid Oriental chess-stool, folded his huge arms upon his broad breast, and turned upon Trixie and the impressionable Cynthia the batteries of his superb blue eyes. "Es mag wohl sein—it may possibly be because the Englishman is a human machine—a cold and formal, if intelligent being; while the German is a child of Nature, whatever his calling may be. His bounding pulses throb under the official or military uniform as though it were a fawn-skin worn by a young satyr. He can sing. He can revel. He can enjoy. He can love——"
"We're fascinating, aren't we?" von Herrnung replied flatly. He lit a new cigarette, settled his impressive frame on an ornate Oriental chess stool, crossed his strong arms over his broad chest, and focused the brilliance of his striking blue eyes on Trixie and the impressionable Cynthia.Es mag wohl sein—it might be because the Englishman is like a human machine—a cold and formal, yet intelligent being; while the German is a child of Nature, no matter his job. His lively pulse beats beneath the official or military uniform as if it were a fawn-skin worn by a young satyr. He can sing. He can celebrate. He can enjoy life. He can love——
"He can love! Now you're getting really quite too interesting!" Mrs. Charterhouse exclaimed in seeming ecstasy: "Do go on, Count. Pray, pray tell us how German officers love!"
"He can love! Now this is getting really interesting!" Mrs. Charterhouse said, sounding excited. "Please, continue, Count. Tell us how German officers love!"
"Yet this exuberance, and seeming-careless child-likeness," pursued von Herrnung, "co-exists in the representative male of our glorious German nation with an energy which is pitilessly indomitable, and a hardness like that of diamond, or of the metal of the Hammer of Thor. Scratch the child, joyous and voluptuous"—the ladies nodded to each other delightedly at this second reference to voluptuousness—"you will find beneath its rosy skin the German Superman. Gnädige Gräfin, may I give you a cigarette?" He pulled out a massive silver-gilt case, and offered it to Lady Wastwood, who had thrown away the end of a tiny Péra.
"However, this enthusiasm and seemingly carefree, child-like nature," continued von Herrnung, "exists in the representative male of our great German nation alongside an energy that is fiercely resolute, and a toughness akin to diamond or Thor's Hammer. If you scratch the joyful and pleasure-seeking child"—the ladies exchanged delighted glances at this second mention of hedonism—"you will find beneath its rosy exterior the German Superman."Gnädige Gräfin"May I offer you a cigarette?" He took out a large silver-gilt case and presented it to Lady Wastwood, who had tossed aside the end of a small Péra.
"Thanks," said the lady, "but it might turn out a super-cigarette and disagree with me. How astonishingly well-informed you Germans are upon the subject of yourselves! I've met heaps of your countrymen whom the subject seemed perfectly to obsess. I suppose they begin to teach you at a very early age, don't they? Don't you suppose they would, Cynthia dear?"
"Thanks," the woman said, "but it could be a super-cigarette that doesn't agree with me. It's impressive how knowledgeable you Germans are about yourselves! I've met many of your fellow countrymen who seem totally obsessed with it. I guess they start teaching you about it from a young age, right? Don't you think so, dear Cynthia?"
Mrs. Charterhouse agreed.
Mrs. Charterhouse said yes.
"Of course. But I wonder if that sort of—might one call it—intensive culture?—can be good for you?" With her charming head on one side she regarded von Herrnung pensively. "Don't you sometimes get fed up with yourselves? One would somehow suppose you would! Like the East End Board School children whose mother had to write to the Fifth Standard teacher to ask her not to tell Hemma and 'Arriet any more nasty things about their insides."
"Of course. But I wonder if that kind of—can we call it—intensive culture?—is really good for you?" With a charming tilt of her head, she looked at von Herrnung thoughtfully. "Don't youeverAre you tired of yourselves? You’d think you would be! Just like the kids from the East End Board School whose mom had to write to the Fifth Standard teacher asking her not to say any more hurtful things about their bodies to Hemma and 'Arriet.
Courtley and Lady Beauvayse, who under cover of a separate conversation had been listening, were seized with simultaneous attacks of coughing, rose and escaped from the smoking-room. Patrine Saxham remained, seeming to study the newspaper she had picked up. But only a confused jumble of letters, big and little, danced up and down the columns she held before her eyes.
Courtley and Lady Beauvayse, who had been eavesdropping on another conversation, suddenly started coughing at the same time, got up, and left the smoking room. Patrine Saxham remained, seeming to read the newspaper she had picked up. However, only a chaotic mix of letters, both uppercase and lowercase, swirled around in the columns she was trying to read.
And yet there were lines scattered here and there throughout the newspapers, that boded ill for the peace of the world. How little we dreamed of what was coming while crowded London audiences applauded Jimmy Greggson in the "Dance of the Varalette." The River was ablaze with multi-coloured sweaters, vast crowds planked their gate-money to witness cricket-matches, lawn-tennis and polo-matches, Flying contests, and bouts between International champions at the ancient game of fisticuffs.
Yet, there were lines scattered in the newspapers that suggested trouble for global peace. We had no idea what was on the horizon while packed audiences in London cheered for Jimmy Greggson in the "Dance of the Varalette." The river was bright with colorful sweaters, and massive crowds paid to watch cricket matches, lawn tennis, polo matches, flying contests, and fights between international champions in the traditional sport of boxing.
Even while the handsome young French heavy-weight Carpentier was whacking the Yankee Smith at Olympia, white-faced, weary-eyed men of great affairs were spending the hot hours of the July days and nights—minus a stray half-hour for a meal and a snatched eyeful of sleep now and then—in reading reports in cipher sent by lesser men, agents of the Secret Intelligence Department—who were registered as numbers and owned no names.
Even while the attractive young French heavyweight Carpentier was defeating the American Smith at Olympia, exhausted and pale-faced men in important positions were spending the sweltering July days and nights—minusa random half-hour for a meal and some quick sleep now and then—reading coded reports sent by lower-ranking individuals, agents from the Secret Intelligence Department—who were identified by numbers and had no names.
These told of vast preparations long complete, and terrible designs perfect and perfecting. Poison-fruit, grown and matured in shade, now bursting-ripe and ready to kill. The aërials thrilled, the long waves travelled through invisible ether, carrying the despatches for the weary-eyed men.
These indicated that huge preparations were underway, along with terrible plans that were either complete or being fine-tuned. Toxic fruit, cultivated and matured in the dark, was now fully ripe and ready to cause damage. The air sparkled, and long waves flowed through the invisible atmosphere, carrying messages to the weary-eyed men.
The despatches were not all in cipher. Thus little polyglot employés, youthful radiotelegraphic operators in charge of ship-stations in Territorial or foreign waters, or Wireless posts quite recently established on foreign frontiers, found themselves sharers in the secret councils of Ambassadors, Emperors, Kings, and Presidents.
The messages weren’t all encrypted. So, the young multilingual employees, like the radio operators managing ship stations in local or international waters, or the newly established wireless posts on foreign borders, became involved in confidential discussions among Ambassadors, Emperors, Kings, and Presidents.
In their ear-pieces such words as "situation," "utmost gravity," "friction avoided," "Triple Alliance," and "Triple Entente," were repeated over and over. To them the tuned spark sang what the Tsar was saying to his Cousin of Great Britain and the Dominions overseas. They heard the British Foreign Secretary talking from Downing Street to the British Ambassador at Berlin, and the British Ambassador at Paris, and the French President, on a visit to Tsarskoe Selo, replying to communiqués from the Quai d'Orsay. Also de Munsen from the Embassy at Vienna, confirming Whitehall views as to the extreme gravity of the Austro-Servian situation.
In their earpieces, words like "situation," "utmost gravity," "friction avoided," "Triple Alliance," and "Triple Entente" were constantly repeated. They understood that the tuned signal conveyed what the Tsar was saying to his cousin in Great Britain and the overseas Dominions. They listened to the British Foreign Secretary speaking from Downing Street to the British Ambassador in Berlin and the British Ambassador in Paris, while the French President, visiting Tsarskoe Selo, responded to communiquésfrom the Quai d'Orsay. They also heard de Munsen from the Embassy in Vienna confirming Whitehall's perspective on the very serious nature of the Austro-Servian situation.
Last, but not least, the voice from a certain guarded sanctum in the Kaiserlicher Palais on the Schloss Platz, Berlin, saying in a cipher of grouped numbers, the secret language of Hohenzollern intrigue not understood of little operators—things that bleached the face of the listener in London to the yellow of old cheese.
Finally, the voice from a special room in the Imperial Palace on Schlossplatz, Berlin, spoke in a code of grouped numbers, the secret language of Hohenzollern intrigue that young operatives couldn't decipher—messages that made the listener in London go as pale as old cheese.
"As Vicegerent of the World, charged by Almighty God with the supreme duty of maintaining peace among nations ... warn these silly devils of the danger in which they stand! Just for the word 'neutrality'—a word in War-time often disregarded—they risk annihilation of a dynasty by my conquering sword, and the inevitable blotting-out of the British race. Invasion Belgium indispensable.... Must strike the blow before Russia could get to the frontier. Life and death as regards the Success of my Plan. Delay by diplomacy. Promise anything for neutrality. Obtain an understanding of non-intervention. Bluff for all you are worth!"
"As the representative of the world, assigned by Almighty God with the main responsibility of keeping peace among nations... I have to warn these misguided people about the danger they’re in! Just for the sake of the word 'neutrality'—a term often overlooked in wartime—they're risking the downfall of a dynasty by my conquering sword and the eventual extinction of the British race. Invading Belgium is crucial... We have to act before Russia can reach the border. It’s a matter of life and death for the success of my plan. Delay through diplomacy. Promise anything for neutrality. Understand non-intervention. Bluff with everything you've got!"
Again in yet more groups of numbers, the vocal spark sang on and on:
Once again, in even more sets of numbers, the vocal spark sang continuously:
"Attention. If the Secret Service agent who has managed to get into Lord Clanronald's service as under-librarian at Gwyll Castle can secure complete copies—or better still, the originals—of the old Lord's plans for construction of the secret War-machine that hypocritical England has kept up her sleeve out of so-called humanity since the days of the British Regency—strike a deal with him at once. To the ménu that will presently be served to our enemies—beginning with Super-Explosive—explosive bullets, incendiary shells, lachrymatory shells serving as entrées—the bombardment of Dover from Calais—the destruction of London and the chief Naval Ports of Great Britain by our Zeppelin Fleet being the pièce de résistance of the banquet—the Clanronald Death-engine will be added as fifth course! Thou wilt pay the rogue who has dared to stickle for higher terms ten thousand pounds in English banknotes on account of the sum of twelve million marks he presumptuously demands of us. The balance will be paid him on personal application at the Wilhelmstrasse—you understand! Warn Prince Henry and von Moltke not to risk bringing the Secret Plans personally. Should the loss of the documents be discovered, suspicion would instantly attach to one of these two. Trust not the thief; he may be tempted to betray us. Send the plans by Undersea Boat 18 now on coast-observation duty in Area 88—fathoms 50—44, east of Spurn Head. Annulled. Forward by air. Squadron-Captain-Pilot von Herrnung of my 10th Field Flight will be detailed for this duty, being now in London investigating the value of a new stabiliser—rejected by the English War Office—which the French Chiefs of the Service Aë are anxious to secure. Tell him to obtain a personal flying-test from the inventor. I say no further! As the Hohenzollern were noble robber-knights, so also were von Herrnung's ancestors. Let the eagle fly home to his Imperial master with booty from across the sea. England may suppose him drowned. France also.... We shall know better.... A hearty welcome awaits the proud bird-knight alighting on our German soil."
"Attention. If the Secret Service agent who has gotten a position as the under-librarian at Gwyll Castle for Lord Clanronald can obtain complete copies—or even better, the originals—of the old Lord's plans for building the secret War-machine that England has been hiding under the guise of humanity since the British Regency—make a deal with him right away. To the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."menuthat will soon be handed out to our enemies—starting with Super-Explosive—explosive bullets, incendiary shells, and tear gas shells serving asentrées—the bombardment of Dover from Calais—the destruction of London and the major naval ports of Great Britain by our Zeppelin fleet being thepiece de résistanceAt the banquet—the Clanronald Death-engine will be the fifth course! You will pay the rogue who has dared to demand a higher price ten thousand pounds in English banknotes toward the twelve million marks he boldly asks for. The rest will be paid to him when he personally comes to Wilhelmstrasse—you understand! Warn Prince Henry and von Moltke not to risk bringing the Secret Plans in person. If the documents are lost, suspicion would immediately fall on one of them. Don’t trust the thief; he could betray us. Send the plans by Undersea Boat 18, which is currently on coast-observation duty in Area 88—depths 50—44, east of Spurn Head. Cancel that. Forward by air. Squadron-Captain-Pilot von Herrnung from my 10th Field Flight will be assigned this task, as he is currently in London checking the value of a new stabilizer—rejected by the English War Office—which the French Chiefs of the Service Aë are eager to acquire. Tell him to get a personal flying test from the inventor. I won’t say more! Just as the Hohenzollern were noble robber-knights, so were von Herrnung's ancestors. Let the eagle return home to his Imperial master with spoils from across the sea. England may think he is drowned. France too... We shall know better... A warm welcome awaits the proud bird-knight landing on our German soil.
CHAPTER XXIV
CHAPTER 24
DISILLUSION
DISAPPOINTMENT
Rhona Helvellyn came stalking in, looked round, recognised Patrine, came over and dropped down beside her on the divan, full to the brim of the invariable subject, and suffering to talk.
Rhona Helvellyn walked in confidently, looked around, saw Patrine, walked over, and sat down next to her on the couch, ready to chat about the usual topic and eager to talk.
Through the good offices of a legal pal she had got in to hear the Suffragette Trial at the Old Bailey that day. Fan Braid and Kitty Neek had been frightfully plucky. Full of grit and vim, in spite of the six weeks' hunger-strike. Began shrieking like Jimmy O! the moment they were brought into the dock by the warders and wardresses. On being rebuked by the Judge, Fan had bunked a bundle of pamphlets at the head of his lordship, catching the Clerk of the Court, who was seated immediately underneath the Bench, no end of a biff in the eye.
Thanks to a lawyer friend, she could attend the Suffragette Trial at the Old Bailey that day. Fan Braid and Kitty Neek displayed remarkable bravery, full of determination and energy despite their six-week hunger strike. They began shouting loudly as soon as the guards brought them into the dock. When the Judge reprimanded them, Fan threw a pile of pamphlets at his lordship, accidentally hitting the Clerk of the Court, who was sitting right under the Bench, right in the eye.
"And then?"
"What's next?"
Patrine heard a strange voice from her own stiff lips asking the question.
Patrine heard a weird voice coming from her own stiff lips asking the question.
"Then both of 'em were removed from the Dock. It was done—in time!" Rhona's light eyes danced with enjoyment. "Such a scrimmage! Such a rumpus! Took three men and a woman to tackle each of 'em. We could hear 'em giving tongue all the way down to the cells. Then they had to go on with the Trial without 'em." She chuckled. "You may guess there were a lot of us at the back of the Court waiting—just for that! Perfect wadge all together. Hell and trimmings when we started. They had to eject us before they could jog on with their gay old summing-up!"
Then both of them were taken out of the Dock. It was finally happening! Rhona's bright eyes sparkled with joy. "What a crazy scene! What a commotion! It took three men and a woman to handle each of them. We could hear them shouting all the way down to the cells. Then they had to carry on with the Trial without them." She laughed. "You can imagine how many of us were at the back of the Court just waiting—for that! Total chaos all around. It was a wild scene when we started. They had to kick us out before they could continue with their happy summary!"
"But in the end they got through?" The weary voice was so unlike Patrine's that she wondered why Rhona did not jump and stare at her. But Rhona was mounted on her hobby-horse, and unobservant of other things.
"So, they managed to get through in the end?" The weary voice sounded so different from Patrine's that she questioned why Rhona didn't respond or look at her. But Rhona was lost in her own world, absorbed in her own thoughts.
"Through right enough! And Fan and Kitty—" Rhona screwed up her lips into the shape of a whistle, and winked away a tear that hung on one of her fair eyelashes; "It's too brutal! Three months each, and poor little Kitty dying of lung-trouble. They only brought her back from Davos in May. That riles me!" She clenched her hands fiercely and went on, cautiously lowering her tone: "So far I've taken no active share in any Militant Demonstration. Partly because I'd be wiped off the Club books if I got spouting in public, or was mixed up in any police-court business, partly because I'm funky—there's the word! But at last I'm wound up! It was Kitty's little peaky-white face did it! ... She—she broke a blood-vessel as the warders were carrying her down to the cells."
"You're right! And Fan and Kitty—" Rhona pursed her lips as if to whistle and blinked away a tear that was perched on one of her light eyelashes. "It's just so cruel! Three months each, and poor Kitty is struggling with lung issues. They just brought her back from Davos in May. That really hits me hard!" She clenched her hands tightly and continued, lowering her voice: "So far, I've stayed away from any Militant Demonstrations. Partly because I'd be kicked off the Club roster if I spoke out publicly or got involved in any court matters, and partly because I’m scared—that's the truth! But finally, I'm fired up! It was Kitty's pale little face that did it! ... She—she broke a blood vessel while the guards were taking her down to the cells."
A sob choked Rhona's voice, and a spasm of misery wrenched her. She controlled herself. She was deadly in earnest—wound up to go, as she had said. She went on, talking rapidly, in a tone that only reached the ear it had been meant for. How many such secret disclosures the Club divan had known.
A sob got stuck in Rhona's throat, and a wave of sadness hit her hard. She managed to gather herself. She was completely serious—ready to move on, just like she had said. She continued, speaking quickly, in a tone meant for just one person. The Club's lounge had heard countless private confessions like this before.
"I've thought.... A regular swarm of Distinguished French and Belgian Big Pots and Little Pots—Mayors—Prefects and Deputies, Judges, Press Representatives and Inspectors-General—are engaged in Discovering England this week as ever is. It's an echo of the Entente Cordiale. Behind the badge of the International Advancement Association—I've got one!—I might drop in at one of their farewell speechifications, I believe the next's on Friday at Leamington—and heckle 'em like one o'clock! Ask 'em why women don't have the Vote in France and Belgium——"
"I've been thinking... A lot of important figures from France and Belgium—Mayors, Prefects, Deputies, Judges, Journalists, and Inspectors-General—are visiting England this week, as usual. It reminds me of the Entente Cordiale. With my badge from the International Advancement Association—I have one!—I might stop by one of their farewell speeches; I believe the next one is on Friday in Leamington—and challenge them! I want to ask them why women don't have the right to vote in France and Belgium—"
"Don't they?"
"Don't they?"
"Nix a bit! Not for all the fuss they make about the sex. Or—to fix the scene of my maiden effort nearer home—there's a Banquet of Archbishops, Bishops and their wives at the Mansion House to-morrow night. Music just after the flesh-pots and before the speeches or after—a select company of Concert Artistes, the gemmen in boiled shirts and the usual accompaniments; the ladies in white with black sashes and black gloves. And that's where I shall come in—in white with black trimmings. Land of Hope and Glory!—when I get up and ask the Archbishop of Canterbury to plump for Female Suffrage!—or shall it be the Lord Mayor? ... Won't my Uncle Gustavus burst the buttons off his episcopal waistcoat. You've seen him. He's Bishop of Dorminster—and they fasten 'em at the back."
Forget it! It's not worth all the hype they create about sex. To give you some context for my first attempt closer to home—there’s a banquet of archbishops, bishops, and their wives at the Mansion House tomorrow night. There’ll be music right after the food and before the speeches, or maybe after— a select group of concert performers, guys in formal shirts, and the usual extras; the women in white with black sashes and black gloves. And that’s where I’ll come in— in white with black details. Land of Hope and Glory!— when I get up and ask the Archbishop of Canterbury to support women's suffrage!— or should it be the Lord Mayor? ... Won’t my Uncle Gustavus rip the buttons off his episcopal waistcoat. You know him. He’s the Bishop of Dorminster—and they fasten those at the back.
"Let the Bishop keep his buttons on!" said Patrine, suddenly and savagely. "What the—devil does it matter whether women get the Vote? Would we keep it if we got it, or throw it away—oh! idiots—idiots!—to gratify some vulgar vanity, or some beastly sensual whim?"
"Let the Bishop keep his buttons on!" Patrine yelled suddenly and fiercely. "What does it even matter if women get the vote? Would we even keep it if we got it, or would we just throw it away—oh! idiots—idiots!—to feed some petty vanity, or some gross desire?”
"Gee-whillikins!" Rhona whistled shrilly in astonishment. "Why, I thought you were one of Us. Not actively militant, but a sympathiser, no end. Didn't you get our Committee in touch with Mrs. Saxham, when we'd set our hearts on having her speak at the Monster Meeting of Women we're going to have in October at the Grand Imperial Hall? She's promised to address us on Suffrage and we're all over ourselves to hear her. That last article of hers in The National Quarterly—'The Burden of Tyre,' has collared the literary cake. People tell me who've read it that she doesn't care a hang about the Vote for Women in any other sense than that it'd open a gateway to legislation on the Sex Question of a much more drastic kind. She'd bring in a Bill to have moral offences against children dealt with by a Jury of Mothers—a lot they'd leave of the offender once they'd their claws on him!—and make it a Life Sentence every time, for the fellow who seduces a girl."
"Wow!" Rhona exclaimed in surprise. "I thought you were one of us. Not actively fighting but definitely supportive. Didn’t you help connect our Committee with Mrs. Saxham when we were eager to have her speak at the big Women’s Meeting we’re organizing in October at the Grand Imperial Hall? She’s agreed to talk to us about Suffrage, and we’re all excited to hear her. That last article of hers in __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__ was so inspiring!"The National Quarterly"'The Burden of Tyre' has created quite a stir. Readers have told me that she doesn't really care about Women’s Suffrage, except as a way to push for more important laws regarding the Sex Question. She wants a law that would have moral offenses against children judged by a Jury of Mothers—just imagine what they’d do to the offender if they got hold of him!—and make it a Life Sentence every single time for anyone who seduces a girl."
Patrine listened in stony silence. Rhona chattered on. "Of course the work she does amongst those unlucky wretches—young girls and women who've come to grief—is topping. But why waste herself rescuing prostitutes and street-walkers? Aren't any of us good enough—or bad enough to interest her? I'm going to ask her that when you introduce me—remember you've promised to!"
Patrine listened quietly. Rhona continued speaking. "Of course, the work she does with those unfortunate girls and women who’ve hit a rough patch is admirable. But why would she waste her time trying to save prostitutes and streetwalkers? Aren't any of us interesting enough—or maybe too interesting—to get her attention? I’m going to ask her that when you introduce me—remember, you promised!"
Patrine said in a voice jarred and harsh with anger:
Patrine said in a voice tense and filled with anger:
"Since your declared intention is to be offensive to Mrs. Saxham, whose shoes neither you nor myself, nor any woman of our set is worthy to unlace, I take back the promise, if it was ever given!"
"Since it’s obvious you want to insult Mrs. Saxham, whose shoes none of us, including you and me, or any woman in our group, are worthy of untying, I'm taking back the promise, if it was ever made!"
"What's up?" Rhona turned and stared. "I say!—but you look fearfully seedy! Worried about Margot, is that it?" She was off on another tack, carried by the light shifting breeze of her imagination. "Poor little Margot!—in spite of good advice and top-hole mascots—booked for the Nursery Handicap—and out of the running for a year!"
"What's happening?" Rhona turned and stared. "Wow—you look really bad! Is it because you're worried about Margot?" She shifted to another subject, inspired by the gentle, flowing breeze of her imagination. "Poor little Margot!—despite great advice and top-quality mascots—she was ready for the Nursery Handicap—and now she's out of the race for a year!"
"Who told you—that?—about Margot?"
"Who told you that? About Margot?"
"Melts—the head housemaid here—had it from Kittum's maid Pauline, who dropped in to fetch away some stored luggage of her ladyship's.... They've furnished a house at Cadogan Place—Margot and her Franky-wanky. West End enough, and quite exquie inside, but not as convee as the dear old Club. But—I believe I'm boring you." Her nimble glance left Patrine's face, and darted in the direction of von Herrnung. "Who's the big, good-looking, carroty man, gobbling you up with his eyes while he's talking piffle to Cynthia and Trix? Now I remember—I have heard some hints of your going over to the Common Enemy." Rhona's sharp light eyes sparkled like polished gold-stones. "Is that the reason why you've bleached your hair? What a putrid shame of you! And the Enemy's a foreigner—a German! Did he give you that gorgeous ring?"
"Melts—the head housemaid here—got the info from Kittum's maid, Pauline, who stopped by to pick up some of her lady's stored luggage. They've set up a home at Cadogan Place—Margot and her Franky-wanky. It’s nice enough, quite elegant inside, but not as convenient as the old Club. But—I think I’m boring you." She quickly glanced away from Patrine's face and looked at von Herrnung. "Who's that tall, good-looking guy with reddish hair, staring at you while he’s chatting away with Cynthia and Trix? Now I remember—Ihave"I heard some rumors about you switching sides to the Common Enemy." Rhona's bright, sharp eyes sparkled like polished gold stones. "Is that why you’ve bleached your hair? What a shame! And the Enemy’s a foreigner—a German! Did he give you that gorgeous ring?"
Upon the third finger of Patrine's left hand was the magpie pearl set in platinum, gleaming to its wearer's fevered fancy, like some malignant demon's eye. Rhona caught the hand, and uttered a little squeak as Patrine wrenched it away. She—Patrine—was driven beyond endurance: her self-command was breaking. Her hair seemed to creep upon her tingling scalp. Down her spine and along the muscles of her thighs passed slow recurrent waves of physical anguish. She could have screamed aloud, torn her garments, set her teeth in her own flesh. But she mastered herself sufficiently to say:
On Patrine's left hand, the magpie pearl set in platinum gleamed brightly, stirring her imagination like the gaze of a malevolent spirit. Rhona grabbed her hand, and Patrine gasped softly as she pulled it away. Patrine was reaching her breaking point; her self-control was faltering. It felt like her hair was crawling on her sensitive scalp. Waves of physical pain cascaded down her spine and along her thighs. She could have screamed, torn her clothes, or bitten her own skin. But she held herself together long enough to say:
"I won the ring over a bet in Paris. You can see for yourself I don't wear it on the engagement left. Do not despair of me. At this moment I do not particularly esteem women. But on the other hand, I absolutely abominate men!"
"I won the ring in a bet in Paris. You can tell I don't wear it on the engagement hand. Don’t lose hope in me. Right now, I'm not really interested in women. But on the other hand, I really can’t stand men!"
"Hope for you then, politically speaking," said the misanthropic Rhona. "What, are you going?"
"Hope for you then, politically speaking," said the skeptical Rhona. "What, are you leaving?"
Patrine had thrown aside her paper and risen, towering over her. She nodded without speaking, and went out of the smoking-room, crumpling the letter she had written in her strong white hand. She would not post it, she told herself as she passed through the outer lounge. She would go and look up Uncle Owen at Harley Street. She spoke a word to an agile hall-boy in the vestibule and he skipped out, and signalled a taxi-cab.
Patrine threw her paper aside and stood up, towering over her. She nodded silently and left the smoking room, crumpling the letter she had written in her strong white hand. She told herself she wouldn’t send it as she walked through the outer lounge. Instead, she decided to visit Uncle Owen on Harley Street. She said a quick word to a speedy hall-boy in the vestibule, and he rushed out to hail a taxi.
A handsome Darracq four-seater, enamelled bright yellow and fitted in ebonized steel, was waiting by the kerbstone. As the taxi manoeuvred to get round it, von Herrnung's voice said, speaking behind Patrine:
A stylish Darracq four-seater, painted bright yellow and featuring ebonized steel, was parked by the curb. As the taxi tried to maneuver around it, von Herrnung’s voice came from behind Patrine:
"Stop the boy, that machine will not be wanted.... I have here a car that is lent me by a friend."
"Stop the kid, we won't need that machine.... I have a car here that a friend lent me."
She turned and saw him, standing hat in hand. His tone was pleasant, and he was smiling. He went on:
She turned and saw him, holding his hat in his hand. He spoke in a friendly tone and smiled. He went on:
"He—my friend—is a Secretary of our German Embassy. He has three automobiles—why should he not lend me one?" He replaced his hat and pulled a curved gold cigar-case out of the breast-pocket of his waistcoat asking: "I may light a zigarre after these stupid cigarettes I have been smoking? It will not be unpleasant to gnädiges Fräulein?"
"He—my friend—is a secretary at our German Embassy. He has three cars—why shouldn't he lend me one?" He put his hat back on and took out a curved gold cigar case from the chest pocket of his vest, asking: "Can I light a cigar after those terrible cigarettes I've been smoking? It won't be unpleasant tognädiges Fräulein?
His courtesy insulted. His smile was an outrage. She controlled the trembling of her lips with difficulty. Whether he observed or not was uncertain, he seemed to busy himself solely with the selection and kindling of his cigar.
His politeness was irritating. His smile was maddening. She fought to keep her lips from trembling. It was unclear if he noticed; he seemed completely focused on selecting and lighting his cigar.
"Pardon that I get in first, as I shall be driving!" he said, and threw away the smoking vesta, pushed back the hall-boy who was wrestling with the door-handle, got in and took his place at the steering-wheel, beckoning to Patrine.
"Sorry to cut in, but I'm the one driving!" he said, flicking away the lit match, pushing past the bellboy who was having trouble with the door handle, getting in, and settling into the driver's seat while signaling to Patrine.
"Thanks, but I cannot.... I am going to Berkeley Square."
"Thanks, but I can't. I'm on my way to Berkeley Square."
"I will drop you at Berkeley Square." He met her eyes hardily. "You will not refuse me this pleasure, when I have not seen you since—" The slight significant pause stabbed as it had been meant to. He saw her wince, and finished: "Since two days. Will you not get in?"
"I'll take you to Berkeley Square." He looked her in the eye confidently. "You wouldn’t deny me this pleasure, especially since I haven't seen you since—" The brief, loaded pause landed just as he intended. He noticed her flinch and added, "Since two days ago. Will you get in?"
She took the seat beside him. He stretched his arm across her knees and shut the door neatly. She leaned back to avoid his touch, and he smiled, feeling her shudder. Her eyes were on his gloved left hand as he drew it back.
She sat down beside him. He draped his arm over her knees and closed the door quietly. She leaned back to dodge his touch, and he smiled, seeing her shiver. Her eyes were on his gloved left hand as he pulled it away.
He manipulated the electrical starter and the yellow Darracq moved up and out of Short Street. Patrine stared before her, sitting rigid in her place. Not once did her glance visit him. But every skilful movement of his hands upon the steering-wheel, every creak of the springy leather cushion under his great body, every tightening of his mouth or twitch of his thick red eyebrows, were photographed upon her brain.
He started the engine, and the yellow Darracq pulled out of Short Street. Patrine sat still in her seat, staring straight ahead. She didn't glance athimBut every skillful turn he made on the steering wheel, every creak of the flexible leather seat under his large frame, every tightening of his mouth, and every twitch of his thick red eyebrows were carved into her memory.
He was irreproachably got up in thin, loose grey tweed morning clothes, cut by a West End tailor, and his feather-weight grey felt hat testified to the make of Scott. His knitted silk tie, a combination of electric blue and vivid yellow, was a discordant note. Patrine was certain it must have been the work of some other woman in Berlin. The heavy flat gold ring through which the ends were drawn was set with a ruby and two diamonds, another false note that jarred her painfully. But he was looking strong and well and in admirable condition. His blue eyes were bright, his red hair and his tightly-rolled moustache glittered in the sunshine, there was a bloom of perfect health upon his florid skin.
He looked stylish and effortlessly put together in loose-fitting grey tweed morning clothes, tailored by a West End designer, and his lightweight grey felt hat displayed Scott's artistry. His knitted silk tie, a blend of electric blue and bright yellow, seemed out of place. Patrine was certain it must have been made by some other woman in Berlin. The heavy flat gold ring holding the ends was adorned with a ruby and two diamonds, another odd detail that irritated her. But he looked strong, healthy, and fit. His blue eyes were bright, his red hair and neatly rolled moustache sparkled in the sunlight, and he had a healthy glow on his rosy skin.
If Patrine did not look at von Herrnung, his eyes were less abstemious with regard to her. Under cover of their short red eyelashes, they scrutinised her from time to time. There was unbridled curiosity in their regard, and also a retrospective vanity, admiration, and resentment as well. She rode the high horse. She was hellishly sure of herself. Sure of von Herrnung, it might be. This passed in his mind as he said to her:
If Patrine didn’t look at von Herrnung, his eyes were much less subtle when it came to her. Hidden beneath his short red eyelashes, they sometimes studied her intently. There was an open curiosity in his gaze, mixed with nostalgia, admiration, and even a bit of resentment. She carried herself with confidence. She was extremely self-assured. Maybe she was also confident in von Herrnung. This thought crossed his mind as he spoke to her:
"Do you know that this car has had the honour to carry the Emperor of Germany? When Seine Majestät paid a visit to England in the year 1907, he used it every day."
"Did you know this car had the privilege of transporting the Emperor of Germany? When __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__?"His Majesty"After visiting England in 1907, he used it every day."
Patrine returned indifferently:
Patrine responded with indifference:
"It seems to go smoothly."
"It looks like it’s going well."
Von Herrnung said, as the car obeyed every motion of his practised hands upon the steering-wheel:
Von Herrnung said, as the car mirrored every movement of his skilled hands on the steering wheel:
"It is a wonderful traveller. It has been fitted with a Heinz motor, three times more powerful to its weight than any other known petrol-engine. Some journeys, I can tell you, it has had with the All Highest. Travelling incognito, driven always by a—certain young Prussian officer; then of Engineers—attached to the Personal Staff specially for this work."
"It's an incredible vehicle. It has a Heinz engine, which is three times more powerful for its weight than any other known petrol engine. I can share stories about some trips it has made with high-ranking officials. Traveling anonymously, always driven by a young Prussian officer from the Engineers, assigned to the Personal Staff just for this purpose."
"I daresay you mean yourself?"
"I assume you mean yourself?"
"That is a clever piece of guessing; I congratulate you, gnädiges Fräulein. Well, it is now no secret. I do not object to admit having been the young Leutnant in the case. So now you know how I gained my flair for English scenery and my violent penchant for English beauty. A weakness of which I am rather proud, since it is one the Emperor shares."
"That's a smart guess; congratulations!"dear ladyWell, it's no longer a secret. I'm happy to admit that I was the young __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Lieutenantin that situation. So now you understand how I developed mytaste"for English landscapes and my strong attraction to English beauty. It's a weakness I take some pride in, especially since the Emperor shares it."
The final sentence might have conveyed a jeer. But Patrine was not listening. She called to her companion: "You are driving in the wrong direction for Berkeley Square, but it does not matter. Please put me down just here at the corner of Harley Street. I can leave this letter at a house there instead of putting it in the pillar-post."
Her last comment might have come off as sarcastic. But Patrine wasn't really listening. She shouted to her friend, “You’re headed the wrong way for Berkeley Square, but that’s fine. Just let me out right here at the corner of Harley Street. I can take this letter to a house there instead of putting it in the mailbox.”
"You are not getting out, gnädiges Fräulein. You are coming with me to Hendon. I have there a little business which will occupy an hour." He added with a familiarity that stung, looking at the tense white profile and the black brows knitted in anger: "You are yourself to blame that I cannot part with you. You are really as magnificent by day as by evening—with your so-gloriously-coloured hair. May I also congratulate you on the effective costume? Black and white are our Prussian colours. I take that as a personal compliment."
"You're not going anywhere,"miss"You're coming with me to Hendon. I have a little task to handle that will take about an hour." He added with a familiarity that annoyed her, noticing her tense white face and the black brows furrowed in anger: "You're the reason I can't just let you go. You're just as beautiful in the daytime as you are at night—with your wonderfully colorful hair. Can I also compliment you on that striking outfit? Black and white are our Prussian colors. I take that as a personal compliment."
"Take it as you like, it will not make it one."
"Take it or leave it; nothing will change."
"Sehr gutig. I do not need telling. When I want things I take them. It is a habit of mine."
"Very good"I don’t need anyone to tell me. When I want something, I just go for it. It’s just how I am."
He spoke sheer, brutal truth. Oh God! what of Patrine's had he not coveted and taken, only two horrible days ago. "So," he went on, "you will have to post your letter. I will stop at a Postammt and drop it in for you. You see, I am greedy of your society. At any moment I may be recalled to Germany. One must catch the Bird of Happiness and hold it while one can. Now tell me, is not that a pretty speech?"
He spoke completely, harshly honest. Oh God! What of Patrine's had he not desired and taken, just two awful days ago? "So," he went on, "you'll need to send your letter. I’ll stop at aPostammtand drop it in for you. You see, I really enjoy being with you. I could be sent back to Germany at any moment. One should seize the Bird of Happiness and keep it close while they can. So, tell me, isn’t that a nice speech?
"Extremely, but it does not alter the situation. I have a particular appointment. I cannot go to Hendon with you."
"It really is, but that doesn't change anything. I have a specific commitment. I can't go to Hendon with you."
"I have already told you that we are going there. Grosse Gott!" His tone was savage. "How is it that you are so confoundedly stubborn? Do you think such behaviour sensible—or wise?"
I've already told you that we're going there.Grosse Gott!His tone was harsh. "Why are you so incredibly stubborn? Do you think that kind of behavior is reasonable or smart?"
"I am certainly wiser than I was two days ago."
"I definitely know more than I did two days ago."
He slewed his head round to look at her with a greedy curiosity. He saw the lines of face and figure grow rigid, and her bare hands clench themselves together in her lap.
He turned his head to look at her with strong curiosity. He saw her face and body tense up, and her bare hands clenched tightly in her lap.
He glanced at her ringed hand, then transferred his regard to his own left hand, the glove upon which he had retained at the Club. The soft dressed suéde bulged as though a bandage were concealed underneath. She averted her eyes hastily as though she shunned some ugly, sickening, spectacle. He said:
He looked at her ringed hand, then moved his gaze to his own left hand, the glove he had worn at the Club. The soft suede suéde bulged as if there was a bandage underneath. She quickly averted her eyes, as if trying to avoid an ugly, nauseating sight. He said:
"I see that you honour me by wearing my mascot. The magpie pearl most excellently becomes your beautiful hand, my dear!"
"I see you’re honoring me by wearing my mascot. The magpie pearl looks stunning on your lovely hand, my dear!"
They had reached Regents Park Square and were turning into the Broad Walk. She plucked the ring from her bare finger, and held it out to him, saying in a low tone:
They had reached Regents Park Square and were turning onto the Broad Walk. She removed the ring from her bare finger and extended it to him, speaking softly:
"Please take it back!"
"Please return it!"
"I am to take it back? ... You are in earnest?"
"I have to return it? ... Are you for real?"
She repeated her words, holding out the bauble. He released his gloved left hand from the steering-wheel to take it. His eyes were on the road ahead and his face was hard as pink stone. But she heard him give a little sigh of relief as he slipped the ring into an inside coat-pocket. He said, as though to excuse the sigh:
She repeated the same thing, holding out the ornament. He released the steering wheel with his gloved left hand to take it. His eyes stayed fixed on the road ahead, his expression as hard as pink stone. But she noticed the quiet sigh of relief he let out as he slipped the ring into an inside pocket of his coat. He commented, almost as if to explain the sigh:
"It was given me in April, when I made my raid on Paris from Hanover, landing my Albatros once only during two days' flight. The weather was magnificent. My engine gave no trouble. That is why I call the ring my mascot, you understand. Now that it has been worn by you, it is more precious than when I first received it. Whenever I look at it, it will speak to me of you."
"I got it in April when I booked my flight to Paris from Hanover, landing my __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Albatros"Just once during two days of flying. The weather was fantastic. My engine ran flawlessly. That's why I call the ring my lucky charm, you know? Now that you've worn it, it means even more to me than when I first got it. Every time I see it, it reminds me of you."
"Don't let it!"
"Don't allow it!"
"Why should it not speak of you? Isis! My heart's Queen!"
"Why shouldn't it talk about you? Isis! The Queen of my heart!"
"I have told you—don't revolt me with—piffle of that kind. And don't touch me, unless you want me to jump out of the car!"
"I've already said it—stop bothering me with that nonsense. And don’t touch me unless you want me to jump out of the car!"
A voice that he barely knew had issued from the face she turned on him—a face all violet shadows and haggard drawn lines, under the burning splendour of the dead beech-leaf hair. She vibrated like an electrified wire, and round her pale pinched mouth and about her blue-veined temples were little points of moisture, fine and glittering as diamond-dust.
A voice he hardly recognized came from the face she turned to him—a face marked by dark shadows and tired lines, under the bright sheen of her lifeless beech-leaf hair. She shook like a live wire, and around her pale, tense mouth and along her blue-veined temples were tiny beads of moisture, delicate and sparkling like diamond dust.
"Am I to understand that my touch is unpleasant to you? That you are angry with me? That you do not love me any more?"
"Are you saying that my touch bothers you? That you're angry with me? That you don't love me anymore?"
"Love...."
"Love..."
She laughed out harshly, hugely disconcerting him.
She laughed loudly, making him lose his balance.
"Lady Wathe said at that Grand Prix night dinner in Paris that you were without a sense of humour. But you must have a grain or so—to talk of love to me!"
"Lady Wathe said at that Grand Prix dinner in Paris that you don't have a sense of humor. But you must have at least a bit—you’re discussing love with me!"
She turned her face away, and the exquisite beauty of her small white ear appealed to him provokingly. He ground his teeth. He could have thrown his arm about her, and crushed the tall, full, womanly figure against him. How superb she was in her mood of hate. The strapped-up wound in his left hand was throbbing and smarting, just as when she had writhed her head free from his furious kisses and bitten him to the bone.
She turned her face away, and the striking beauty of her small white ear captured his attention in a nearly teasing way. He clenched his teeth. He could have pulled her in and pressed her tall, curvy body against his. She looked amazing in her angry state. The bandaged wound on his left hand ached and burned, just like it had when she had turned her head away from his passionate kisses and bitten him hard.
He had made her pay richly for her bite. He hugged himself as he remembered.... Now the sting of desire was renewed in him and he eyed her with greediness. Presently he stooped and said in her ear, coaxingly:
He had made her pay a heavy price for her bite. He smirked to himself as he recalled... Now the ache of desire was strong in him, and he gazed at her with longing. Soon, he leaned down and whispered sweetly in her ear:
"Let us be friends! Dine with me at the Rocroy to-night. We will have a box at the Alhambra, and sup again at the Upas. Say you will come, loved one! Will you not, Patrine?"
"Let’s be friends! Join me for dinner at the Rocroy tonight. We’ll have a box at the Alhambra and then eat again at the Upas. Please say you’ll come, my dear! Will you, Patrine?"
"No!"
"No!"
"No? But I think you mean Yes! Do you not?"
"No? But I think you actually mean Yes! Right?"
"I have said No! Is that not enough?"
"I've said no! Isn't that enough already?"
"You are mad!" he blustered at her—"mad as a March hare!"
"You’re crazy!" he yelled at her—"crazy like a March hare!"
She answered him:
She replied to him:
"I have been mad, but I am sane now and I stay so."
"I used to be wild, but now I'm grounded and I intend to keep it that way."
He said scoffingly:
He said mockingly:
"You may not always remain as you are now!"
"You might not always be the same as you are right now!"
If he launched a poisoned dart, its meaning glanced aside from her.
If he shot a poisoned dart, its significance went right over her head.
"Shall you not write to me when I am back in Germany? Not one line? Not one single word? Yet I have a few little notes from you that I particularly value...."
"Will you not write to me when I’m back in Germany? Not even a line? Not a single word? I have a few little notes from you that I really treasure...."
"Make the most of them. I shall write no more." And suddenly her hate and loathing of him reached boiling point and ran over. "My God! Can't you understand that I ask nothing better than never to see nor hear of you again!"
"Make the most of them. I won’t say anything else." And suddenly, her hatred and disgust for him hit a breaking point and overflowed. "Oh my God! Can't you understand that I want nothing more than to never see or hear from you again!"
"Grossartig! You are hellishly conciliatory." His voice was thick and shook with anger. His smile mocked and the look in his eyes was hateful as he pursued in a tone that was now quite gentle and purring: "Just think a bit, my dear! Because—to burn one's boats behind one—that is not prudent at all!"
"Awesome"You're so infuriatingly agreeable." His voice was low and shook with rage. His smile was sarcastic, and his eyes were filled with hatred as he continued in a now soft and purring tone: "Just take a moment to think, my dear! Because—burning your bridges is definitely not a wise choice!"
She did not answer, and he drove on to Hendon, planning fresh assaults upon this unconquerable woman's pride.
She didn’t reply, and he continued driving to Hendon, thinking of new ways to challenge this unbeatable woman's pride.
CHAPTER XXV
CHAPTER 25
THREE MEN IN A CAR
THREE GUYS IN A CAR
When the yellow Darracq car turned in under the archway that advertised Fanshaw's Flying School in three-foot capitals, the name revived no associations in the mind of Patrine. She had never visited the aërodrome upon an afternoon in the mid-week, when as in the present instance practice and instruction were being carried on. The cafés, no longer crowded by smart people, were thinly patronised by bronzed young men in overalls, not innocent of lubricating medium, thirstily drinking ginger swizzle or sucking iced-lemon squashes through yellow straws. Business-looking middle-aged men discussed the market-prices of steels and timbers, dope and fabrics, over bitter beer and ham-sandwiches, while experimenting amateurs, male and female, discussed in loud, relieved voices the experiences of the premier flight. These, having been previously warned not to experiment upon a crowded system, were now ravenously putting in the solid, three-course lunches they had foregone.
When the yellow Darracq car drove under the archway that advertised Fanshaw's Flying School in three-foot tall letters, the name didn’t trigger any memories for Patrine. She had never been to the aerodrome on a mid-week afternoon like today, when practice and lessons were taking place. The cafés, no longer buzzing with trendy people, were only lightly populated with tanned young men in coveralls, familiar with oil, eagerly sipping ginger swizzle or slurping iced lemon drinks through yellow straws. Business-minded middle-aged men were discussing market prices for steel, timber, chemicals, and fabrics over bitter beer and ham sandwiches, while enthusiastic amateurs, both men and women, were loudly and happily sharing their first flight experiences. These folks, who had been previously warned against training in a crowded area, were now eagerly enjoying the hearty three-course meals they had missed earlier.
It was a perfect July day, hot and blue and green and golden. To the nor'-west, you glimpsed the elms and oaks and beeches of Boreham Wood, westward the chestnuts of Bushey and Stanmore in fullest summer foliage. The hawthorns of New Barnet were already browning in the sun. Hill and common were plumy with the brake-fern. Heather and ling were purpling into bloom.
It was a beautiful July day, hot and sunny with clear blue skies, green trees, and bright golden sunlight. To the northwest, you could see the elms, oaks, and beeches of Boreham Wood, while to the west, the chestnuts of Bushey and Stanmore were fully blossomed for summer. The hawthorns of New Barnet were already browning from the sun. The hills and commons were rich with brake-fern. Heather and ling were beginning to bloom in shades of purple.
Still looking westwards, you snatched a glimpse of Windsor. Eastwards, a diamond set in emeralds, was the Crystal Palace at Sydenham. Across the whitish-grey scarp of Highgate and the verdant shoulder of heathy Hampstead you saw the dun-coloured haze that is the breath of London, the huge, black, formidable and formless monster, as, sprawling on her ancient River, she keeps her envied place in the Sun.
Still facing west, you saw Windsor in the distance. To the east, the Crystal Palace at Sydenham sparkled like a diamond set in emeralds. Over the light grey slope of Highgate and the green rise of Hampstead Heath, you could make out the brownish haze that is London's air, the massive, dark, intimidating, and formless beast, sprawled along its historic river, claiming its prized spot in the sun.
At the café end of Fanshaw's enclosure the Frogged Roumanian String Orchestra were playing the "Dance Rhapsody" of Delius. From a rival establishment came the brazen strains of a German band in a death-wrestle with ragtime. Behind a straggling crowd of visitors, where the cars that had brought them were parked in a double row, von Herrnung stopped the yellow Darracq, leaned across Patrine's unwilling knees and opened the car-door.
At the café end of Fanshaw's area, the Frogged Roumanian String Orchestra was playing Delius's "Dance Rhapsody." From a nearby venue, the loud sounds of a German band clashed with ragtime music. Behind a chaotic group of visitors, where the cars that brought them were parked in two rows, von Herrnung stopped the yellow Darracq, leaned across Patrine's unwilling knees, and opened the car door.
As Patrine was getting out, a large hand in a white leather glove was thrust forwards for her assistance. The owner of the hand was a square-faced, fair-haired, soldierly-looking servant of the somewhat hybrid type that has replaced the carriage-groom. He wore a dark blue livery overcoat with silver braid upon collar, belt, and shoulder-straps, black knee-boots, and a white topped cap with silver braid, a shiny black peak and an enamel front badge in black, white, and red. Looking past Patrine, he saluted in military fashion and spoke to von Herrnung in German, of which language Patrine possessed a smattering:
As Patrine was getting out, a large hand in a white leather glove reached out to help her. The hand belonged to a square-faced, light-haired, soldier-like servant of the somewhat mixed type that has replaced the carriage groom. He wore a dark blue uniform coat with silver braiding on the collar, belt, and shoulder straps, black knee-high boots, and a white-topped cap decorated with silver braid, a shiny black visor, and an enamel badge featuring black, white, and red. Looking past Patrine, he saluted in a military manner and spoke to von Herrnung in German, a language in which Patrine had some basic understanding:
"Will the Herr Hauptmann speak to the Herrschaft? Upon business. Er ist sehr wichtig."
"Will the"Captaintalk to theAuthority? About business.He is very important."
Von Herrnung, at the first sound of the messenger's voice, had stiffened to rigidity. He glanced over his shoulder in the direction pointed out by the big hand in the white glove, and answered:
At the first sound of the messenger's voice, Von Herrnung tensed up completely. He glanced over his shoulder in the direction pointed out by the large hand in the white glove and replied:
"Say to the Herrschaft that I come!"
"Tell the Herrschaft I'm coming!"
The groom vanished. Von Herrnung jumped out of the yellow Darracq and went quickly over to the machine that had been indicated, a large, superbly-finished F.I.A.T. touring-car of the landau-limousine type, enamelled dark blue with a narrow silver line of finish. The top was open. A white-capped chauffeur in dark blue and silver livery sat immovable at the steering-wheel, and three men, only one of whom was plainly visible to Patrine, occupied the roomy body of the car.
The groom vanished. Von Herrnung leaped out of the yellow Darracq and hurried over to the car that had been indicated, a large, elegantly designed F.I.A.T. touring car in the landau-limousine style, painted dark blue with a slim silver trim. The top was down. A chauffeur in a dark blue and silver uniform sat perfectly still at the wheel, and three men, only one of whom was clearly visible to Patrine, occupied the roomy interior of the car.
The visible man, sitting in the forward seat with his back to the motor, his baldness topped, in deference to the weather, with a white felt Newmarket, was a long-bodied, broad-shouldered personage, certainly over seventy; clean-shaven, with staring eyes of light grey tinged with bilious yellow, and skin of a prevailing yellow-grey doughiness, with a huge wart in the middle of the cheekbone on the side next to Patrine. His clothes were of yellowish-grey like his eyes and skin, his linen had a yellow line in it and a huge, crumpled vest of buff nankeen threw into relief a flaming crimson satin necktie confined within bounds by a flat jewelled ring. He had the air of an old actor of character parts, or of a libertine monk who has foregone the cord and cowled habit. Of the two men sitting facing him little could be seen beyond the peak of a gold-banded white yachting-cap pulled rather low over a bronzed and rather aquiline profile with an upward-turned moustache and slightly-grizzled beard of reddish-brown, and a Homburg straw with a broad black ribbon and a slouched brim, overshadowing the face of the man who sat on White Cap's left hand. An astute and cunning face, his; long and sallow, with narrow, blinking eyes, a drooping nose, and a drooping black moustache. With this its owner played constantly, twisting and pulling it with a delicate white hand that wore a diamond solitaire. He never looked up, when addressed by either of his companions, but raised his eyes to the speaker, and pivoted, without lifting his head.
The visible man, sitting in the front seat with his back to the engine and his bald head covered by a white felt Newmarket hat because of the weather, was tall and broad-shouldered, definitely over seventy. He was clean-shaven, with striking light grey eyes tinged with yellow, and a dull yellow-grey skin tone, featuring a big wart on his cheekbone towards Patrine. His clothes matched his yellowish-grey eyes and skin; his linen had a yellow stripe, and a large, wrinkled buff nankeen vest contrasted with a bright red satin necktie held in place by a flat jeweled ring. He had the vibe of an old character actor or a hedonistic monk who had ditched the robe and hood. The two men facing him were mostly hidden, except for the brim of a gold-banded white yachting cap pulled low over a sun-kissed, somewhat hawkish profile with an upward-turned moustache and a slightly grizzled reddish-brown beard, and a Homburg straw hat with a wide black ribbon and a slouched brim that shaded the face of the man to the left of White Cap. His face was sharp and sly, long and sallow, with narrow, squinting eyes, a drooping nose, and a drooping black moustache. He constantly fiddled with it, twisting and pulling with a delicate white hand that wore a diamond ring. He never looked up when either of his companions spoke to him but would glance up at the speaker while turning, without lifting his head.
Von Herrnung's friends were nothing to Patrine, and von Herrnung's person was by now intolerable, yet her eyes unwillingly followed the tall, soldierly figure as he drew himself up, clicked his heels and uncovered. A brown hand went up to the peak of the white yachting-cap, the wearers of the straw Homburg and the felt Newmarket slightly raised their hats. Von Herrnung did not speak first, he waited bareheaded to be spoken to. When the door of the big blue car was opened by the servant at an imperious signal from the sallow man, von Herrnung got inside, and sat down beside the personage with the wart on his cheek,—leaning forwards deferentially to be addressed by the bearded wearer of the white yachting-cap, who made great play with a brown right hand that sported a heavy gold curb-chain watch-bracelet. Once the hand clenched and shook in vivacious threat or warning, very close to von Herrnung's handsome nose. That made Patrine laugh, and instantly she was angry with herself for laughing. She put up her long-sticked sunshade, turned her back upon the blue F.I.A.T. car and moved away towards the part of the enclosure where the visitors sat or promenaded, drawing eyes as she went with her spangled silver headgear twinkling in the sunshine, and its black cock's plume waving over her strangely coloured hair.
Von Herrnung's friends didn’t matter to Patrine, and by now, von Herrnung himself was unbearable, yet her eyes couldn’t help but follow the tall, soldierly figure as he straightened up, clicked his heels, and took off his hat. A brown hand went up to the brim of his white yachting cap, while those in straw Homburgs and felt Newmarkets slightly lifted their hats in acknowledgment. Von Herrnung didn’t speak first; he waited bareheaded to be addressed. When the servant opened the door of the big blue car at an authoritative signal from the pale man, von Herrnung got in and sat down next to the man with the wart on his cheek, leaning forward respectfully to engage with the bearded man in the white yachting cap, who animatedly waved a brown right hand adorned with a heavy gold curb-chain watch bracelet. At one point, the hand clenched and shook close to von Herrnung's handsome nose in a lively gesture of either threat or warning. That made Patrine laugh, and immediately, she felt angry with herself for laughing. She raised her long sunshade, turned her back on the blue F.I.A.T. car, and walked toward the area where visitors sat or strolled, drawing attention as she moved with her sparkling silver headgear shimmering in the sunlight, its black cock's plume swaying above her uniquely colored hair.
So changed, so changed. She was sensible of an alteration even in her gait and gestures. A sickness of the soul weighed on her body as though she walked in invisible fetters of lead. The free space, the fresh air, seemed to yield no physical stimulus. She had bitten deep into the apple of Knowledge, and found bitterness and ashes at the core.
So different, so different. She sensed a shift even in her walk and movements. A heaviness weighed down on her soul, making her feel like she was walking in invisible chains of lead. The open space and fresh air provided no physical uplift. She had taken a huge bite out of the apple of Knowledge and found only bitterness and ashes at the center.
CHAPTER XXVI
CHAPTER 26
A PAIR OF PALS
A COUPLE OF FRIENDS
Among a dozen pairs of masculine eyes that followed the gallant womanly figure, crowned by the plumed hat of silver spangles and displayed in the frank unreticence of fashion by the semi-transparent sheath of glistening white, a pair very blue, very shiningly alert and interested, drew nearer until the elongated shadow of a small boy in Scout's uniform mingled upon the sunlit turf with the longer shadow of Patrine.
Among a dozen pairs of masculine eyes that followed the courageous woman, adorned with a feathered hat sparkling in silver and showcasing a semi-transparent, shimmering white dress, a pair of strikingly blue, bright, and curious eyes moved closer. The slender shadow of a small boy in a Scout uniform merged with the longer shadow of Patrine on the sunlit grass.
His thumping heart had said to him: "You know her!" It was Pat and yet not Pat. Her tall, rounded figure. Her walk. The same face—and another woman's hair. The white gown and the long stole of black cock's feathers he had seen before, and the hat had previously fascinated him. He had asked Pat if it were not made of the twinkly stuff with which they covered the Bobby-dazzlers on Christmas trees? She had cried "Yes!" and assured him that she would always hereafter call it her "Bobby-dazzler chapper." ... And his Cousin Irma, whom Bawne secretly abominated, had said it was too bad to talk costermonger slang to the child. "The child." ... A man must be ready to pardon an insult from the unpunchable female. But Bawne found himself wishing that Cousin Irma had been a boy.
His racing heart told him, "You know her!" It was Pat, but also not Pat. Her tall, curvy figure. Her walk. The same face—and another woman's hair. The white dress and the long stole made from black rooster feathers he had seen before, and the hat had mesmerized him previously. He had asked Pat if it was made of the sparkly stuff they used to cover the shiny decorations on Christmas trees. She had exclaimed, "Yes!" and promised she would always call it her "Bobby-dazzler hat." ... And his Cousin Irma, whom Bawne secretly hated, had said it was wrong to speak slang to the child.The childA man needs to be ready to forgive insults from a woman he can't strike back at. But Bawne found himself wishing Cousin Irma had been a boy.
He loved Pat. You had to love a person who could keep secrets as faithfully as Dad or Mother, and play tennis and hockey better than a great many grown-up fellows. Bowl you out at cricket, too, middle bail, before you could wink. She could cycle all day without getting knocked up, and swim a mile, easily. For these reasons Bawne knew he loved her. But he loved her most for the reasons that he did not understand.
He loved Pat. You had to love someone who could keep secrets as faithfully as Dad or Mom and was better at tennis and hockey than many adult men. She could get you out in cricket, too, knocking off the middle bail before you even realized what happened. She could ride a bike all day without getting tired and swim a mile with ease. For these reasons, Bawne knew he loved her. But he loved her most for the reasons he couldn't fully understand.
"Pat!"
"Pat!"
He had screwed up his courage to touch his crusher felt and speak the name, but the tall lady with the electrifying hair did not seem to hear. Her long eyes looked at him in a blind way without seeing him. He had never kissed this frozen, stranger's face.
He had summoned the courage to touch his crusher felt and say the name, but the tall woman with the striking hair didn’t seem to notice. Her long eyes looked at him blankly without truly seeing him. He had never kissed this cold, unfamiliar face.
"I thought you knew me! I most awfully beg your pardon!" he stammered, in scarlet anguish, and the dull eyes suddenly came to life, and the stiff lips smiled:
"I thought you knew me! I'm really sorry!" he stuttered, his face turning bright red with embarrassment, and his dull eyes suddenly lit up, while his stiff lips broke into a smile:
"It's Bawne. My sweet, I'm glad! How did you come here?"
"It's Bawne. My dear, I'm so happy! How did you make it here?"
"Dad brought me because he'd promised," the boy said joyously as they shook hands.
"Dad brought me because he promised," the boy said cheerfully as they shook hands.
"Where is Uncle Owen?"
"Where's Uncle Owen?"
"Over there." Bawne pointed to two men talking apart beyond the straggling line of spectators, and Patrine recognised the great frame and scholarly stoop of the Doctor, standing with his side-face towards her, a half-consumed cigar in the corner of his mouth, and his stick, a weighty ivory-topped Malacca, loosely gripped in both hands behind his back.
"Over there." Bawne pointed to two men chatting off to the side, beyond the scattered group of onlookers, and Patrine recognized the tall build and scholarly posture of the Doctor, standing with his side facing her, a half-smoked cigar at the corner of his mouth, and his cane, a heavy ivory-topped Malacca, loosely held in both hands behind his back.
"And the man he is talking to? Why—of course! It's Sir Roland—how is it I didn't recognise him?"
"And the guy he's talking to? Of course! It's Sir Roland—how did I not recognize him?"
"The Chief Scout!" Bawne's tone was one of incredulous wonder. "But you couldn't have forgotten him! It—isn't possible!"
"The Chief Scout!" Bawne said in disbelief. "But you can't have forgottenhim"That's just not possible!"
Nor even to a stranger did he appear a personality to be easily forgotten, the bright-eyed, falcon-beaked, middle-aged man, whose feather-weight crusher felt was worn at an inimitable angle, and whose slight, active figure set off his well-cut morning suit of thin blue serge in a way to arouse envy in a military dandy of twenty-five.
He definitely looked like someone you wouldn’t forget easily, that bright-eyed, sharp-nosed, middle-aged man. His lightweight felt hat was tilted in a distinctive way, and his slim, energetic build made his stylish light blue morning suit stand out, enough to make a twenty-five-year-old military dandy jealous.
"You see," Bawne explained, "he was talking business with Father, so I just took myself out of the way." He added: "They hadn't told me to, but they might have forgotten. And so"—the big word came out of the childish mouth quaintly—"I acted on my initiative—you understand?"
"You see," Bawne said, "he"I was talking business with Dad, so I just chose to step aside." He continued, "They didn't ask me to, but they might have just forgotten to say it. And so"—the big word came out of the childish mouth in a charming way—"I took the initiative—you understand?"
"I understand." The formal handshake once over, their fingers had not separated. She held in her large, strong, womanly palm the hand that was little, and hard, and boyish. It squeezed her fingers, and the squeeze was an apology. It said:
"I understand." After the formal handshake, their fingers remained intertwined. She held his small, firm, boyish hand in her large, strong, womanly palm. It squeezed her fingers, and that squeeze was an apology. It conveyed:
"I'd like you to have kissed me if there hadn't been lots of people looking. For, of course, you know I love you, Pat!"
"I wish you had kissed me if there weren't so many people around. But you know I love you, Pat!"
"And I love you, Bawne. We'll always love each other, whatever happens," said the answering pressure. Her spoken utterance was:
"And I love you, Bawne. We’ll always love each other, no matter what happens," the reply said. Her spoken words were:
"So these are your holidays! ... How did you leave them all at Charterhouse? And—are you still tremendous pals with young Roddy Wrynche?"
"So these are your holidays! ... How did you leave everyone back at Charterhouse? And—are you still good friends with young Roddy Wrynche?"
He said, with a naive, adorable gravity:
He said, with a charming and genuine seriousness:
"Boys don't squabble like girls—and Wrynche is a frightfully decent fellow. We passed together from Shell into Under Fourth, and we've promised always to stand by each other!"
"Boys don't argue like girls—and Wrynche is a really great guy. We moved from Shell to Under Fourth together, and we've promised to always have each other's backs!"
"Good egg! And now, how is it you're here? Has Uncle Owen given in at last about the flying?"
"Great to see you! So, how did you get here? Has Uncle Owen finally changed his mind about the flying?"
"Really and truly! Man alive!"—Bawne's characteristic expletive—"I've been up to-day in the air-'bus and—wasn't it first-class!"
"Seriously! Wow!"—Bawne's go-to phrase—"I took the air bus today and—wasn't it incredible!"
"Honour?"
"Honor?"
"Honour! Twice round the aërodrome with the Instructor—and presently I'm to have a longer flight with Mr. Sherbrand in his monoplane."
"Exciting times! I’ve done two laps around the airfield with the instructor, and soon I’ll have a longer flight with Mr. Sherbrand in his monoplanes."
"'Mr. Sherbrand' ..." Patrine repeated rather vaguely. "Sherbrand" had somehow a ring that was familiar. Bawne explained:
"'Mr. Sherbrand'..." Patrine said, sounding a little uncertain. "Sherbrand" felt somewhat familiar. Bawne clarified:
"He's a great friend of Father's. He's splendid. A regularly topping chap!"
"He's a great friend of my dad. He's amazing. A really fantastic guy!"
"And you've actually flown?"
"And you've really flown?"
"I've flewed—and I mean to go on with it." He repeated the assurance more sedately: "It's the profession I have chosen. They say you've got to begin young. And my legs wobbled and the ground rocked a bit when I got down on it. But I wasn't air-sick at all."
"I've flown—and I plan to keep flying." He repeated the reassurance with a calmer tone: "It's the career I've chosen. They say you have to start young. My legs felt a bit shaky, and the ground felt a little unsteady when I landed. But I didn't feel sick at all."
"Air-sick.... Are people...?"
"Motion sickness.... Are people...?"
Bawne said from the pedestal of superior knowledge:
Bawne stated from a place of greater knowledge:
"Oh, aren't they just, like anything! The Calais-Dover steamer-crossing's nothing to it sometimes—the Instructor told me."
"Oh, aren't they just like anything! The Calais-Dover ferry ride isn't that big of a deal sometimes—the Instructor told me."
Patrine laughed. The latest circulating-library novel, Love in the Clouds, had omitted to mention this fact. The heroine had donned an aviator's cap and pneumatic jacket, and "leapt nimbly on board" the aëroplane in half a gale of wind. As the machine dipped and rose gracefully upon the heaving element that cradled it, Enid had experienced merely a delicious exhilaration. Then a crisp moustache had brushed her rosy ear. The voice of Hubert, attuned to deepest melody of passion, had murmured in the shell-like organ of hearing: "Little girl. At last I have you! ... Mine, mine, my bride of the swan-path!—mine for ever and aye!"
Patrine laughed. The newest book from the library, __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,Love in the Clouds, had overlooked this detail. The heroine had donned an aviator's cap and a puffy jacket, and "leaped nimbly on board" the airplane amid a strong wind. As the plane dipped and soared gracefully over the rolling waves below, Enid felt nothing but thrilling excitement. Then a sharp mustache brushed against her rosy ear. Hubert's voice, resonating with the deepest melody of passion, whispered in her ear: "Little girl. At last I have you! ... Mine, mine, my bride of the swan-path!—mine forever and always!"
Bawne continued, innocently discounting further statements on the part of the author of Love in the Clouds:
Bawne kept going, casually disregarding any additional remarks made by the author of __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Love in the CloudsSure! Please provide the text you'd like me to modernize.
"He told me before we went up, you know. Of course, when you're flying you can't hear anything but the racket of the propeller. It goes roaring through you till your bones buzz, and the very ends of your teeth hum. So the other man has to yell at you through a trumpet, or write to you on bits of paper, unless he's switched off the engine for diving, and then you don't feel like talking—that's if you're a beginner, you know.... But man alive! it's splendid. You must try it, Pat!"
"He told me before we took off, you know. When you're flying, all you can hear is the loud noise of the propeller. It shakes you until your bones vibrate, and even the tips of your teeth buzz. So the other guy has to shout at you through a megaphone or write things down on pieces of paper, unless he turns off the engine to dive, and then you really don’t feel like talking—that's if you’re a beginner, you know... But wow! It’s incredible. You have to try it, Pat!"
She declared, laughingly:
She said with a laugh:
"While a single flight costs a brace of my hard-earned guineas, the sport is not for me! Why haven't I got a pal like your wonderful Mr. Sherbrand? I'm getting envious—you lucky infant, you!"
"Even though a single flight costs a few of my hard-earned dollars, this sport isn't for me! Why can't I have a friend like your awesome Mr. Sherbrand? I'm feeling jealous—you lucky kid!"
It didn't hurt to be called an infant by Pat, because she never would have done it in a stranger's hearing. And it was ripping to have her here, sharing his hour of joy.
He wasn't bothered when Pat called him an infant, because she would never say that in front of anyone else. It was great to have her here, sharing this hour of happiness with him.
He told her: "Father brought me here as a reward for making a model aëroplane. Reminds me!—I've got to tell you all about that. But it's only a toy and this is the Real Thing. There's nothing worth having in the whole world," added the unconscious philosopher "unless it's real and true!"
He said to her, "Dad brought me here as a reward for making a model airplane. Oh, wait! I need to tell you all about that. But it’s just a toy and this is the Real Deal. There’s nothing worth having in the whole world," the oblivious philosopher added, "unless it’s real and true!"
"Am I not real?" Patrine asked, squeezing his shoulder.
"Am I not real?" Patrine asked, holding onto his shoulder.
"Now you are!" He said it with an effort of candour. "But when I saw you a minute ago, I wasn't—quite sure." He glanced up at her and asked shyly: "Why are you different since you have been away in Paris?"
"Now you are!" He said it sincerely but with some effort. "But when I saw you a minute ago, I wasn't really sure." He looked up at her and asked shyly, "Why do you seem different since you got back from Paris?"
"Different, how different?" She whipped her hand from his shoulder. Her black eyebrows knitted, and her face stiffened into the strange mask that had puzzled him, under the scrutiny of his clear blue eyes. "Do I seem changed?" she queried. And Bawne answered:
"Different, how different?" She withdrew her hand from his shoulder. Her dark eyebrows knitted together, and her face fell into the unique expression that had puzzled him while looking into his bright blue eyes. "Do I seem different?" she asked. And Bawne replied:
"A little. I was afraid at first you were somebody else, because of"—he said it shyly—"because of your hair."
"A bit. I was worried at first that you were someone else, because of"—he said it shyly—"because of your hair."
"My hair?" she repeated blankly, and then said awkwardly: "The air of Paris did that, darling, but it will soon be its old colour again!"
"My hair?" she said with a blank look, then awkwardly added, "It’s the air in Paris that did this, sweetheart, but it will be back to its old color soon!"
"Will it ever be just like it was before?" asked Bawne, looking innocently up at her, and something broke in Patrine's heart just then. She gave a sudden gasping sigh, and a sudden spate of tears rolled over her thick underlids, streamed down her pale cheeks, and fell upon her broad bosom, heaving under its thin covering of filmy white voile.
"Will it ever be the same as it was before?" Bawne asked, looking up at her with innocent eyes, and something snapped in Patrine's heart at that moment. She let out a sudden, gasping sigh, and a wave of tears overflowed from her thick lower eyelids, streaming down her pale cheeks and falling onto her broad chest, which was rising and falling beneath its thin layer of sheer white fabric.
"Pat! You're—crying!" Bawne had never yet seen his friend weep, and he was wrung between pity and bewilderment. "Who has vexed you? Who has been hurting you?" he begged, and she answered brokenly:
"Pat! You're—crying!" Bawne had never seen his friend cry before, and he felt a mix of pity and confusion. "Who made you upset? Who has been hurting you?" he asked anxiously, and she replied through her tears:
"No one! ... Someone.... It doesn't matter!" adding: "Would you punch him, if anyone had—done as you say?"
"No one! ... Someone... It doesn't matter!" adding: "Would you actually punch him if anyone did what you’re saying?"
"Wouldn't I?"
"Would I? "
"My sweet!" Her arm went round his slight, square shoulders. She doted on the little amber freckles on his pure, healthy skin, the little drake's tail of silky red-brown hair at the nape of his brown neck, the half-shy, half-bold curve of his mouth as he smiled, the blue sparkle of his eye glancing sidewise up at her. She found in the pure warmth and sweetness of the slight young body leaning against her, a healing, comforting balm.
"My sweet!" She wrapped her arm around his slender, square shoulders. She loved the tiny amber freckles on his clear, healthy skin, the little tuft of silky reddish-brown hair at the nape of his neck, the shy yet bold curve of his mouth when he smiled, and the blue sparkle in his eye as he looked up at her. She found in the pure warmth and sweetness of the slight young body leaning against her a soothing, comforting balm.
"Why aren't you my little brother, Bawne?" she said, hugging him closer. He answered after an instant's thought:
"Why aren't you my little brother, Bawne?" she asked, hugging him tighter. He responded after a moment of thought:
"If my mother could be your mother too, it would be jolly! Not unless! ..."
"If my mom could be your mom too, that would be awesome! No way! ..."
He was not going to take on Mildred for anybody. Patrine sighed pensively.
He wasn’t going to take on Mildred for anyone. Patrine sighed thoughtfully.
"That's what I used to cry for when I was a little pig-tailed girl, my sonny. More than anything I wanted to belong to Aunt Lynette. But she's so young—only thirty-three. She couldn't be my mother."
"That's what I used to cry about when I was a little girl with pigtails, my son. More than anything, I wanted to belong to Aunt Lynette. But she's so young—only thirty-three. She couldn't be my mom."
"No." His eyes considered her face gravely. "Of course not. You're far too old. How old are you, Cousin Pat?"
"No." He looked at her face with a serious expression. "Of course not. You're way too old. How old are you, Cousin Pat?"
"How old am I?" A shudder went through her. "Nineteen in August. And I feel about a hundred and one."
"How old am I?" A shiver went through her. "Nineteen in August. And I feel like I'm a hundred and one."
"That's 'cos you're not well!" His eyes were anxious and a little pucker showed between his reddish eyebrows. "You're not going to be ill—are you?" he asked in alarm.
"That's because you're not feeling well!" His eyes showed concern, and a small crease formed between his reddish eyebrows. "You’re not going to get sick—are you?" he asked, worried.
"Not I!" She murmured it caressingly in her deep, soft voice. "My pet, don't worry. Everything's all right with me!—perfectly all right and O.K.! Only talk to me. Don't let me keep on thinking. Things are never so—bally rotten if you can stop brooding over them."
"Not me!" she said sweetly in her deep, soft voice. "My dear, don’t worry. I’m doing well!—perfectly fine and okay! Just talk to me. Don’t let me keep thinking. Things are never as bad if you can stop dwelling on them."
Why did she look like that? What had somebody done to hurt her? His boyish hand clenched, the thumb well turned in over the knuckles. Instinctively Bawne knew that the Enemy, who had stamped that dreadful look of frozen misery on the face of his beloved, white as ivory or old snow in its strange setting of flaming tresses—was of his own sex.
Why did she look that way? What had someone done to hurt her? His young hand clenched into a fist, his thumb pressing down on his knuckles. Instinctively, Bawne realized that the Enemy, who had left that terrible expression of frozen despair on his beloved's face—pale as ivory or old snow against her striking red hair—was of his own kind.
All the while, ever since Patrine had entered the gates of Panshaw's, the song of the air-screw had not been absent from her ears. The tractor of the practice-engine roared fitfully, like a tiger being prodded in its den by a spiteful keeper's meat-fork. The propellers of the double-engined passenger-buses kept up a steady droning as Fanshaw's pilots followed the pointing arms of the red, white, and blue pylons marking the limits of the air-circuit, or were silent as the machines dropped to earth within the huge white circles where a giant T indicated "Land."
Ever since Patrine entered the gates of Panshaw's, she had continuously heard the buzz of the air-screw in her ears. The tractor of the practice engine roared occasionally, like a tiger being prodded in its den by a cruel keeper's meat fork. The propellers of the double-engine passenger buses produced a constant hum as Fanshaw’s pilots navigated the red, white, and blue pylons marking the limits of the air circuit, or fell silent as the machines descended into the large white circles where a giant T indicated “Land.”
This was not a show day when visitors' half-crowns rattled unceasingly into the boxes at the turnstile. The rows of green-painted chairs behind the whitewashed iron railings of the spectators' enclosure were but thinly patronised by friends of people taking passenger-flights. No man with a megaphone announced events forthcoming or imminent. No white flag fell for the start, no pistol cracked signifying the conclusion of a race.
It wasn't a busy day when visitors' coins clinked endlessly into the boxes at the entrance. The rows of green chairs behind the whitewashed iron railings in the spectators' area were only sparsely occupied by friends of those taking flights. No one with a megaphone announced upcoming events. No white flag was raised to signal the start, and no pistol fired to mark the end of a race.
Three men occupied the Judge's stand behind the Committee enclosure. One, small and dapper, in a frock-coat and topper, kept his eye on what was probably a stop-watch. Another, stout, bearded, and straw-hatted, was absorbedly gazing at the sky through a big pair of Zeiss binoculars. The third, in the uniform of a commissionaire, was an employé of the School. No one manifested any particular interest in them or their occupation. The sparse general public were not enlightened as to the reason of their presence on the Judge's stand.
Three men were at the Judge's stand behind the Committee barrier. One was small, dressed stylishly in a coat and top hat, and seemed to be timing something with what looked like a stopwatch. Another man, who was plump, bearded, and wearing a straw hat, was focused on the sky while looking through a large pair of Zeiss binoculars. The third man, wearing a commissionaire's uniform, was affiliated with the School. No one seemed particularly interested in them or what they were doing. The small group of spectators had no clue why they were at the Judge's stand.
"Talk," Patrine said, clinging to Bawne, her slender plank in moral shipwreck. "Tell me what Sir Roland and the Doctor are waiting to see. What is that thin man doing with the stop-watch and the note-book? And the fat gentleman beside him, who never leaves off staring at the sky through those big field-glasses. Nothing is billed to happen—there are no numbers up on the pylons—yet something seems to be going on!"
"Talk," Patrine said, gripping Bawne, her slim support in this moral crisis. "Tell me what Sir Roland and the Doctor are waiting to see. What’s that skinny guy doing with the stopwatch and the notebook? And what about the chubby man next to him who keeps glancing at the sky through those big binoculars? Nothing is supposed to happen—there are no numbers on the pylons—yet it feels like something is going on!"
"Rather!"
"Absolutely!"
The boy broke into a little gurgle of excited laughter, and began to dance up and down under the arm that rested on his neck.
The boy gave a small excited giggle and began to dance up and down under the arm resting on his neck.
"Rather! Didn't you know? How funny! Why, man alive, we're waiting for him!"
"Really! Didn't you know? That's hilarious! Wow, we're waiting for __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.him!
"For him?"
"For him?"
"For Mr. Sherbrand. Father's friend. The Flying Man I've told you about."
"For Mr. Sherbrand. Dad's friend. The Flying Man I've mentioned to you."
"Mr.—— Where is he?" Patrine asked vaguely, looking all about her. In the tumult of her thoughts the name that had been upon a crumpled card suggested no association with that so rapturously uttered by the boy.
"Mr.—— Where is he?" Patrine asked absentmindedly, looking around her. In the turmoil of her thoughts, the name on a wrinkled card didn’t match the one the boy had mentioned with so much excitement.
"There!" Bawne pointed upwards with another of the excited laughs. "Carrying out a hovering-test. The man with the stop-watch is timing him, and the other with the binnocs is observing him. He's French—no end of an official swell! The French Government sent him," went on the boy, with infinite relish, "to see Mr. Sherbrand test his invention. He thought they didn't catch on, but the hoverer has fetched them. If he hovers for twenty minutes, ten thousand feet up, his fortune's made!—I heard a fellow say so to the Instructor. Man alive! isn't it topping that you and I should be here to-day!"
"There!" Bawne said, pointing up with an excited laugh. "They're doing a hovering test. The guy with the stopwatch is timing him, and the one with the binoculars is watching. He's French—quite the important official! The French Government sent him," the boy continued enthusiastically, "to check out Mr. Sherbrand testing his invention. He thought they wouldn’t get it, but the hoverer has impressed them. If he can hover for twenty minutes at ten thousand feet, he'll be set for life!—I heard someone say that to the Instructor. Can you believe it? It's incredible that you and I are here today!"
CHAPTER XXVII
CHAPTER 27
SIR ROLAND TELLS A STORY
SIR ROLAND SHARES A STORY
While yet the Bird of War hovered invisible at ten thousand feet of altitude, and the lungs of the men aboard her toiled and laboured, and foam gathered about their nostrils and lips, Saxham stood talking with the man who in his eyes ranked above all others, the tried and trusty friend of fourteen years.
While the War Bird hovered out of sight at ten thousand feet, and the men inside fought for breath, sweat collecting on their faces, Saxham was talking with the person he valued most, his loyal friend of fourteen years.
In those unforgettable months of the Siege of Gueldersdorp you might have noticed a crow's foot or so at the corner of the Chief's keen falcon-eyes. To-day, their hazel brightness undiminished, they looked at Life from a network of fine criss-crossed lines. But Time, the spider, had spun no web in the fine alert brain, and the man's heart was free from crow's feet or wrinkles. Fresh and evergreen, it was as it would always be, an oasis of kindness for the downhearted or weary, watered by the twin wells of sympathy and enthusiasm. He said, speaking to Saxham of the invisible Sherbrand:
During those unforgettable months of the Siege of Gueldersdorp, you might have noticed some crow's feet at the corners of the Chief's sharp eyes. Today, with their hazel brightness still intact, he looked at life through a network of fine lines. However, time hadn’t affected his sharp mind, and his heart was free from crow's feet or wrinkles. Fresh and evergreen, it remained as it always would be, a source of kindness for the downcast or tired, nourished by the twin wells of sympathy and enthusiasm. He said, speaking to Saxham about the unseen Sherbrand:
"I wish we had a million like him!"
"I wish we had a million people like him!"
Saxham answered:
Saxham replied:
"I wish we had several millions. He is a fine, energetic type. A bit of a hero-worshipper—a bit of a philosopher, a bit of a stoic: 'He hath seen men rise to authority without envy, and schooled himself to endure adversity, that he might bear himself the better when his time should come to rule.'"
"I wish we had several million. He's an amazing, energetic guy. A bit of a hero-worshipper—part philosopher, part stoic: 'He has seen people rise to power without feeling envious, and he has trained himself to handle tough times, so he can be better when it's his turn to lead."
"His time is coming, or I am no judge of capability. And you quoted from the Encheiridion of Epictetus, I think? I've always found good reading-meat in that and the Discourses. Used to carry a little sixpenny copy about in my pocket, until I wore it to rags."
"His time is coming, or I'm not a good judge of talent. And you quoted from the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Encheiridion, right? I've always thought that and theDiscourses"These are great reads. I used to keep a small sixpence copy in my pocket until it fell apart."
"I have often seen and noted its raggedness, and its uncompromising Isabella-hue!"
"I've often noticed its rough texture and its vibrant Isabella color!"
"It was negroid in complexion before the Relief of Gueldersdorp. Perhaps you won't be astonished when I tell you I have got it now." The Chief's smiling eyes narrowed in laughter. "My wife has bound it gorgeously, and with other volumes of my Siege library, it occupies a special and most sacred shelf near my writing-desk at home."
"It was dark-skinned before the Relief of Gueldersdorp. You probably won’t be surprised when I say I have it now." The Chief's smiling eyes squinted in amusement. "My wife has beautifully bound it, and along with the other books in my Siege library, it holds a special and very treasured place on a shelf near my writing desk at home."
He went on:
He continued:
"This fine fellow Sherbrand is an old correspondent of mine. He would say I might tell you the story, and I think it's worth hearing, in a way. It must be eight years ago, when he would be about seventeen, that he wrote to me from an engineering college at Newcastle, to say he had read some papers of mine on the subject of scouting, and proposed—if I thought it would not be presumption on his part—save the mark!—to enrol and organise a troop on the lines laid down. He wanted a definite code of Scout law to work on, and Rules and so forth, all of which I supplied him, you may be sure. Busy as I was drilling and cub-licking the North British Territorials, I couldn't find time to spare to run up and see the boy. So he commandeered a holiday and motor-cycled to Headquarters. Rode all through one night in pelters of rain, and caught me in my 5 A.M. tub."
"This great guy Sherbrand is an old friend of mine. He suggested that I share this story, and I think it’s definitely worth it. About eight years ago, when he was around seventeen, he wrote to me from an engineering college in Newcastle. He mentioned he had read some of my papers on scouting and wanted to know—if it wasn’t too presumptuous—if he could set up and organize a troop following the guidelines I provided. He needed a clear set of Scout laws and rules to follow, which I happily provided. Even though I was busy training and dealing with the North British Territorials, I couldn’t find the time to visit him. So he took a holiday and biked over to Headquarters. He rode all night in pouring rain and caught me in my 5 A.M. bath."
"He meant business."
"He was serious."
"Business—and it was up to me to encourage such grittiness and enthusiasm. So I ordered coffee for two, and bacon and eggs for half a dozen, and when I had fed him I talked. My book wasn't published, but I lent him some proof-sheets. He thanked me, but before he took them he had to disburden his mind."
"Business—and it was my job to foster that resilience and enthusiasm. So I ordered coffee for two, along with bacon and eggs for six, and after I fed him, I began to talk. My book hadn’t been published yet, but I gave him some proof sheets. He thanked me, but before he took them, he needed to clear his mind."
The fine sunburnt hand went thoughtfully to the grizzled moustache, worn rather longer than of old.
The tanned hand moved thoughtfully to the gray mustache, which had grown a bit longer than before.
"He had got something on his mind. He had been reading that old bogey-book, Hales on Mental Heredity, and the theory of the transmission of base or criminal tendencies from the parents to the children, had haunted him night and day. He said to me, standing up before me, looking about as long and thin as a fathom of pump-water: 'My father was dismissed from the Army in War-time, for not backing up his C.O. Is there a kink in my brain or a bacillus lying waiting in my body that will one day make a slacker of me?"
"He had something on his mind. He had been reading that old scary book, __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,."Hales on Mental Heredity, and the idea that criminal behaviors can be inherited from parents was weighing on his mind constantly. He said to me, standing in front of me, looking as long and thin as a stretch of pump-water: 'My father was discharged from the Army during the war for not supporting his commanding officer. Is there something wrong withmybrain or a germ hiding inmy"Is this body going to eventually make me a slacker?"
Saxham's square face was ashen, but the Chief's eyes were elsewhere.
Saxham's square face looked pale, but the Chief's eyes were directed elsewhere.
"And you told him——?"
"And you told him—?"
"I told him, that whilst physical disease and deformity are transmissible from the unhealthy parents to their unlucky offspring, no sensible Christian regarded the theory of inherited vice or crime, as anything but the most pernicious lie that the devil ever invented to spread as a net for the catching of bodies and souls. That seemed to buck him up!"
"I told him that even though physical illnesses and deformities can be inherited from unhealthy parents to their unfortunate children, no sensible Christian views the idea of inherited vices or crimes as anything other than the most harmful lie the devil ever created to ensnare both bodies and souls. That seemed to cheer him up!"
"I do not doubt it!" said Saxham. He breathed more freely, and his face had regained its natural hue.
"I'm certain of it!" said Saxham. He relaxed and his face went back to its normal color.
"I reminded him," went on the Chief, "that our Army and our Fleet are indebted for thousands of the finest men, morally and physically speaking, to Reformatories and Industrial Schools and Homes. 'Think of the character borne by Barnardo's boys,' I told him, 'and grind the scorpion lie to pulp under your boot-heel, whenever and wherever you find it cocking up its damnable tail!'"
"I reminded him," the Chief continued, "that our Army and our Fleet owe thousands of their best men, both morally and physically, to Reformatories, Industrial Schools, and Homes. 'Consider the character of Barnardo's boys,' I told him, 'and stomp that scorpion lie into dust whenever and wherever you see it raising its horrible tail!'"
"So he went back," said Saxham, "cheered and strengthened by your sympathy, as—other men have been before now!"
"So he went back," Saxham said, "feeling supported and encouraged by your understanding, just like men have throughout history!"
"So he went back to the College, fortified by my bit of nervous English, and worked at his troop for all he was worth. Raked in seventy in the first month, and kept on raking. He is dandy at drill and organisation, is Sherbrand. When he left the College they mustered three hundred strong." The speaker struck his stick upon the turf and said emphatically: "How it grows!—how the Movement spreads and gathers and ramifies! Do you know Saxham, that there are moments in my life when I am tempted to be proud. When rank upon rank of young, fresh, fearless faces with bright eyes are turned to me. When thousands of active, lithe, healthy young bodies run out into the open and rally about the Chief Scout."
"So he returned to college, inspired by my slightly anxious English, and dedicated himself fully to his group. He recruited seventy members in the first month and continued to bring in more. Sherbrand excels at drills and organization. By the time he left college, they had three hundred strong." The speaker struck his stick on the ground and said passionately: "Look at how it grows! — how the movement spreads and flourishes! You know, Saxham, there are moments in my life when I feel tempted to be proud? When rows of young, fresh, fearless faces with bright eyes are looking at me. When thousands of energetic, agile, healthy young people rush outside and gather around the Chief Scout."
There was a mist in the bright eyes that his manliness was not ashamed of.
There was a sparkle in his bright eyes that showed his masculinity was proud, not ashamed.
"Years ago, when the officer in command of a certain beleaguered garrison was doing his best to defend it, a great Fear came upon him in the watches of a particularly anxious night. Perhaps you will guess what I mean, Saxham? The man had not slept for more weeks than I like to remember, and the hours of rest in the day-time were hot-eyed staring horrors of insomnia. He was—up against it! The shrunken lids would not shut down over his bursting eyeballs, and his jaws were clamped so that he could not yawn. Then, on this night, his Fear rose up and mopped and mowed at him, and it had the kind of face that madhouse doctors and keepers know. He wasn't ordinarily a 'fearful man,' like Kipling's immortal Bengali, but now he was horribly, sickeningly afraid!"
Years ago, when the officer in charge of a besieged garrison was doing everything he could to defend it, a deep Fear took hold of him during a particularly restless night. Maybe you can guess what I mean, Saxham? The man hadn’t slept for more weeks than I’d like to remember, and the brief moments of rest during the day were just intense, eyes-wide-open horrors of insomnia. He was really struggling! His tired eyelids wouldn’t close over his bulging eyes, and his jaw was locked so he couldn't even yawn. Then, that night, his Fear came up and overwhelmed him, and it had the kind of look that mental health professionals recognize. He wasn't usually a 'scared man,' like Kipling's famous Bengali, but at that moment, he was horribly, nauseatingly afraid!
"I guessed it," said Saxham. "I realised what you were suffering, but I did not dare to hint my knowledge to you. There was no danger of madness. But you were certainly on the verge of mental and physical breakdown."
"I figured it out," Saxham said. "I got what you were going through, but I was too scared to let you know I understood. There was no chance of you losing your mind. But you were definitely on the brink of a mental and physical breakdown."
"And being in such desperate case," said the other, "I prayed to God in my extremity. I promised Him if He would help me to carry out my duty to Him, as to my earthly superiors, and those men and women and children who looked to me as their protector and guide, that I would one day, if He spared me, build Him a big Temple, made of the little temples that are the work of His Hands."
"And when I was in such a desperate situation," said the other, "I prayed to God in my time of need. I promised Him that if He helped me fulfill my duty to Him, as well as to my earthly superiors and the men, women, and children who relied on me as their protector and guide, I would one day, if He spared me, build Him a grand Temple made from the little temples that are the work of His Hands."
"And to-day the Temple is a reality!"
"And today the Temple is real!"
"A grand reality. East, West, North, and South, it spreads and widens and towers. It is built of boys. Clean-limbed, clean-minded, self-respecting fellows, scorning vices, eager for service, sensitive in Honour, chivalrous, patriotic, keen for Truth and Right. It frightens me, Saxham, when I think what a leaven is working through these boys of mine, potential fathers of sons in the ripeness of Time, for the ultimate regeneration of this vicious, degenerate world. It makes me understand how near old Coleridge got to the live heart of things when he wrote the Ancient Mariner. The service of Almighty God is the love of your fellow-man. But why to me, and not to another worthier, should God have given this wonderful, glorious thing to bring about? ..."
"A remarkable reality. It spreads and grows in every direction: East, West, North, and South. It's made up of boys. Strong, clear-headed, self-respecting young men who reject vices, are eager to help others, value honor, are chivalrous, patriotic, and passionate about Truth and Justice. It worries me, Saxham, when I think about the impact these boys will have as future fathers of sons, potentially transforming this corrupt, decaying world. It helps me see how close old Coleridge was to grasping the essence of things when he wrote the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Ancient MarinerServing Almighty God means loving your fellow human beings. But why was I chosen for this incredible, glorious responsibility instead of someone more deserving? ...
"Because you are worthy of doing His work for Him. Has He not used you as His instrument in my own case? Should I not own to this, I who owe everything to you?"
"Because you deserve to do His work. Hasn't He made you His instrument in my situation? Shouldn't I acknowledge this, given that I owe you everything?"
The other laid a hand on the great shoulder of the Dop Doctor.
The other person placed a hand on the large shoulder of the Dop Doctor.
"If ever you owed me anything, Saxham, you paid me long ago!"
"If you ever owed me anything, Saxham, you paid that off a long time ago!"
He was silent a moment and said in a lighter tone: "I am not quite clear yet as to how you met my whilom Scoutmaster."
He paused for a moment and said in a lighter tone, "I'm still not entirely sure how you met my old Scoutmaster."
"Our acquaintance dates from a cross-Channel flight he made in the end of June."
"We met on a flight over the Channel at the end of June."
"I know." The Chief prodded the turf with his walking-stick. "A French pilot-officer of their Service Aëronautique, a certain Commandant Raymond, who flew here in the contest for the Ivor International Cup in May, had heard of Sherbrand and his inventions from Lamond of the Central Flying School. He took a shine to the aërial stabiliser and got his Chiefs to give it a trial. That came off on the Grand Prix Sunday, when Paris went wild over the Sarajevo affair."
"I know." The Chief tapped the ground with his walking stick. "A French pilot officer from their Air Service, a guy named Commandant Raymond, who came here for the Ivor International Cup competition in May, had heard about Sherbrand and his inventions from Lamond at the Central Flying School. He really liked the aerial stabilizer and persuaded his superiors to test it out. That happened on Grand Prix Sunday, when Paris went wild over the Sarajevo incident."
"And scenting War in the air," said Saxham, "Sherbrand promptly took wing for England without waiting for the decision of the judges who were present at the test."
"And sensing that war was imminent," said Saxham, "Sherbrand quickly left for England without waiting for the judges at the test to make their decision."
"Did he? He has keen scent."
"Did he? He has a strong sense of smell."
"Better now," said Saxham laughing, "than when he came to me—on the recommendation of an old patient—suffering from an aggravated form of nasal catarrh. He had had it at intervals for years, and suspected it to be owing to what he described, in the language of the engineering-shop, as "a defect in the air-intake." He proved to be right—and I sent him into the Hospital, where Berry Boyle performed a slight minor operation which removed the trouble, and left him capitally fit. Then, when he came out of the Hospital, he found a letter from the French Consul waiting at his office——"
"He's better now," Saxham laughed, "than when he first came to me—recommended by an old patient—struggling with a serious case of nasal congestion. He had been dealing with it on and off for years and thought it was because of what he called, in engineering language, 'a flaw in the air intake.' He was right—and I sent him to the hospital, where Berry Boyle did a minor operation that resolved the issue and got him back to feeling great. Then, when he left the hospital, he found a letter from the French Consul waiting for him at his office——"
The Chief interpolated:
The Chief interjected:
"Ah yes. The aërial stabiliser had gained the suffrages of Messieurs the Chiefs of the Aëronautique Française. I hope M. Jourdain's report to his Government will induce them to buy the patent. For, judging by the interest that the representatives of another Power seem to take in——"
"Ah yes. The aerial stabilizer has been approved by the Chiefs of French Aeronautics. I hope Mr. Jourdain's report to his government will motivate them to purchase the patent. Because, based on the interest that representatives from another country seem to have in——"
The Chief broke off. The smiling lines about his eyes and mouth had vanished as he queried: "Who is the lady my Scout over there is squiring? A superbly-shaped young woman, with hair of the fashionable terra-cotta shade. But for the hair, I should have said it was your niece, Patrine."
The Chief paused. The friendly look around his eyes and mouth vanished as he asked, "Who is the lady that my Scout over there is with? She's a beautiful young woman with trendy terra-cotta hair. If it weren't for her hair, I would have thought she was your niece, Patrine."
Saxham's eyes followed the direction of the Chief's glance. He said, and his face looked hard as a mask of stone:
Saxham followed the Chief's line of sight. He spoke, his face as rigid as a stone mask:
"Your memory for faces is correct as usual. The lady with the terra-cotta hair is my late brother's daughter, Patrine."
"Your memory for faces is as sharp as ever. The woman with the terra-cotta hair is my late brother's daughter, Patrine."
The Chief's familiar whistle filled in a space of silence, with a pensive little fragment of Delius' Spring Song, while Saxham's frown grew deeper and his jaw thrust out more angrily. Then the well-known voice said:
The Chief's recognizable whistle interrupted the quiet, playing a reflective piece by Delius.Spring Song, while Saxham's frown deepened and his jaw jutted out even more in anger. Then the familiar voice said:
"I am sorry that Miss Patrine has been tempted to follow the fashion. But I regret still more her choice of friends! I refer to the German officer in whose company your niece arrived here, in a yellow Darracq car, about half-an-hour ago." The speaker made sure, with a rapid glance to right and left, that no listener was standing near them, and added: "I know that I may trust you as myself in any private or official matter. Between ourselves frankly, I am here to-day for the purpose of—keeping an eye on this particular man!"
"I'm sorry that Miss Patrine has been tempted to follow the trend. But I'm even more worried about the friends she's chosen! I'm referring to the German officer your niece came with in a yellow Darracq car about half an hour ago." The speaker quickly glanced to the right and left to make sure no one was around and added, "I know I can trust you just as much as I trust myself in any personal or official matter. To be totally honest, I'm here today to—keep an eye on that specific man!"
The Doctor's vivid blue eyes darted rapier-points at the other, from caves that had suddenly been dug about them. The General went on:
The Doctor's bright blue eyes darted quickly to the other person, drawn from the depths that had suddenly opened around them. The General went on:
"The man himself is no common spy, though he may on occasion act as an agent or post-box for Secret Intelligence communications. He is an extraordinarily able young officer, a squadron captain in their Field Flying Service, with some astonishing records to his credit, though he was an Engineer Lieutenant in 1907 when he came to England as chauffeur-officer attached to the Kaiser's Personal Staff. For a comprehensible reason his superiors desired him to improve his knowledge of the topography of the British Isles. He certainly did so, but"—the keen eyes twinkled—"the record runs accomplished by von Herrnung with the All Highest as passenger, were not unattended, or unobserved by us. That he is well-born and well-looking is undeniable, and these advantages, with other social gifts, may easily attract your niece, like any other of Eve's daughters. But to say the least it is inadvisable that she should encourage the advances of this man, or of any other German officer,—when the next forty-eight hours may see Britain and Germany at grips in War."
The man isn’t just any spy, even though he sometimes acts as a messenger for Secret Intelligence. He’s a highly skilled young officer, a squadron captain in the Field Flying Service, with impressive achievements to his name. Back in 1907, he was an Engineer Lieutenant when he arrived in England as a chauffeur-officer for the Kaiser’s Personal Staff. His superiors wanted him to gain a better understanding of the geography of the British Isles, and he certainly did. However,"—his sharp eyes gleamed—"the remarkable trips taken by von Herrnung with the Kaiser as a passenger didn’t escape our notice. It’s true he has an admirable background and is quite handsome, which could easily catch your niece's attention, like with any other woman. But, to be blunt, it would be unwise for her to welcome this man’s attention or any other German officer, especially since Britain and Germany might be on the verge of war within the next forty-eight hours."
"That is your opinion?"
"Is that your opinion?"
"It is my plain, unvarnished opinion, speaking as one of those who are admitted behind the scenes. Not that I am infallible, but the Signs and the Tokens all lead one way." He lifted his lean brown hand and pointed eastwards. "For years they have been making ready, but now—what a frenzy of ordered preparation. What secret councils, what reiteration of orders, what accumulations of stores, what roaring of electric furnaces—I'd give my little finger to know what chemical they're making in huge bulk at the Badische Anilin-und-Soda Fabrik, and hundreds of other dye and bleaching-powder works in Germany and Austria!—every one backed up by the German Imperial State or the Dual Monarchy on the understanding that at the signal, they are to turn to and turn out—what? Benzine for phenol, phenol for picric, and toluene for Super-Explosive, that's understood. But this stuff puzzles me. Do you see the Senile Arc in my eyes yet, Saxham? It must be that I'm getting old!"
"It's my straightforward opinion, speaking as someone who's been let in on the secrets. Not that I'm always right, but all the signs point in one direction." He raised his thin brown hand and pointed east. "They've been preparing for years, but now—there's a crazy amount of organized activity. What secret meetings, what repeating of orders, what stockpiling of supplies, what roaring electric furnaces—I'd give anything to know what chemicals they're producing in huge quantities at the Badische Anilin-und-Soda Fabrik, and countless other dye and bleaching powder factories in Germany and Austria!—each one backed by the German Imperial State or the Dual Monarchy with the understanding that, at the signal, they’re supposed to ramp up production—of what? Benzine for phenol, phenol for picric acid, and toluene for Super-Explosive, that's clear. But this stuff has me puzzled. Do you see the signs of aging in my eyes yet, Saxham? I guess I must be getting old!"
He smiled his whimsical smile and went on:
He gave a playful smile and continued:
"A day or two after the burial of the Archduke Franz Ferdinand and his morganatic partner, murdered by some fanatics among the Greater Serbs, a huge majority among the German military and naval officers doing duty in their Colonies, or on political service in Africa, were recalled by Wireless. Leave has been stopped. Rolling-stock in inconceivable masses is being concentrated on the greater strategic railways, while the official and semi-official Press prates and gabbles of peace and neighbourly goodwill!" He shrugged. "Things were safer when they yelled and foamed in convulsions of Anglophobia. Then one doubted.... Now one is sure! ... Ah, I thought I wasn't mistaken. Here's Sherbrand coming down!"
A day or two after the funeral of Archduke Franz Ferdinand and his morganatic partner, who were killed by some extremists among the Greater Serbs, a large majority of the German military and naval officers serving in their colonies or on political missions in Africa were recalled via wireless message. Leave has been canceled. Huge amounts of rolling stock are being concentrated on the more important strategic railways, while the official and semi-official press keeps talking about peace and friendly relations!" He shrugged. "Things felt safer when they were screaming and ranting out of Anglophobia. Back then, you could doubt.... Now you can be sure! ... Ah, I knew I wasn't wrong. Here comes Sherbrand down!"
CHAPTER XXVIII
CHAPTER 28
THE GOD FROM THE MACHINE
THE GOD IN THE MACHINE
The dazzling turquoise of the sky was now streaked with milky bands of haziness. Dappled golden-white cloudlets at the zenith made what is known as mackerel sky. Trails of rounded stratus floated low in the east and south-east. Long shadows of hangars, pylons, semaphore and electric searchlight-stations, stretched over the turf from westwards, crossed by perambulatory shadows of people moving about. These became stationary, betokening that popular interest was newly awakened. Umbrellas and sticks flourished towards the sky. Bawne gave a little crow of delight as the whitish-brown, shining shape of the monoplane dived down out of the empyrean, travelling with a bold, beautiful swooping glide that took away the gazer's breath.
The bright turquoise sky was now streaked with hazy white lines. Fluffy golden-white clouds at the top formed what’s called a mackerel sky. Curved stratus clouds floated low in the east and southeast. Long shadows from hangars, pylons, semaphore, and electric searchlight stations stretched across the grass from the west, mingling with the shifting shadows of people walking around. These figures paused, showing that they were interested. Umbrellas and walking sticks pointed skyward. Bawne let out a happy shout as the shiny whitish-brown monoplane swooped down from the sky, gliding with a bold, beautiful motion that took everyone's breath away.
"Look, oh look!" Bawne gasped, leaning against Patrine. Now her tardy interest was genuinely awakened. Reaching the end of its glide, the monoplane had regained the horizontal position. As she flattened out and hung well-nigh motionless in mid-air with the sunlight beating on and drenching her fragile, lacy structure, she was a thing of beauty and of wonder. The humming of her tractor came to you mingled with the buzzing of her gyroscopic hoverer, like the incessant vibration of living, sentient wings.
"Hey, check this out!" Bawne said, leaning against Patrine. Now her delayed curiosity was genuinely sparked. As the monoplane completed its glide, it returned to a level position. As it leveled off and appeared almost still in the air with sunlight bathing its delicate, intricate structure, it was a beautiful and astonishing sight. The engine's hum blended with the buzz of its gyroscopic stabilizer, like the constant vibration of active, aware wings.
She seemed to tire of hanging between earth and heaven, ceased buzzing, tilted a wing sharply and began to frolic after it as a kitten runs after its tail on a hearthrug, or as a swallow gambols on a chase after gnats, always turning towards the West, whilst her greyish shadow danced and skipped upon the gold-white cloud-surfaces to eastwards a long way below her, like the ghost of an aëroplane. All the time she was gobbling up distance, steadily descending. She presently reversed her sun-worshipping tactics, dived, and spiralled, banking, from west to east. You saw plainly the helmeted heads and slightly hunched shoulders of the pilot at the controls and the mechanic strapped in the forward cockpit.
She seemed to grow tired of hovering between the earth and sky, stopped buzzing, sharply tilted a wing, and began to playfully chase after it like a kitten chasing its tail on a rug, or like a swallow darting around after gnats, always turning towards the West, while her grayish shadow danced and bounced on the bright white cloud surfaces far below her, like the ghost of an airplane. All the while, she was covering the distance, steadily descending. She soon changed her sun-worshipping tactics, dove, and spiraled, banking from west to east. You could clearly see the helmeted heads and slightly hunched shoulders of the pilot at the controls and the mechanic strapped into the front cockpit.
Soon she hovered again and swooped, so suddenly that Patrine nipped Bawne's shoulder, saying "Great Scott!" under her breath. Another long sweeping glide brought her close to the green turf of the aërodrome. Then, with an adroit flexing of the wing-tips, she balanced, flattened, and landed lightly within the huge white circle, rocking a little on her tyred wheels.
Before long, she was hovering again and dove down so fast that Patrine bit Bawne's shoulder, whispering "Great Scott!" quietly. Another long, gliding sweep brought her near the green grass of the airfield. Then, with a skillful flex of the wing tips, she balanced herself, leveled off, and landed gently within the large white circle, rocking slightly on her tired wheels.
The man with the stop-watch checked the mechanism, the bearded man with the big binoculars lowered and closed them, scribbled in a memorandum-book and came down the judge's stand. The Bird of War's mechanic stayed in his place, the pilot unhitched his body-strap, pushed up his goggled visor, threw a long leg over the fuselage and jumped lightly to the ground. He staggered as he reached it, recovered himself and stood breathing quickly, as a man overcoming giddiness, or other physical sensation of distress.
The man with the stopwatch looked at his device, while the bearded man with the big binoculars lowered and closed them, wrote something in a notebook, and stepped down from the judge's stand. The mechanic of the Bird of War remained in place, the pilot unbuckled his body strap, lifted his goggle visor, swung a long leg over the fuselage, and jumped down smoothly to the ground. He wobbled upon landing, steadied himself, and stood there breathing heavily, like someone recovering from dizziness or another uncomfortable sensation.
Tall, young, and lightly built, with long active limbs and a physique suggestive of youth and courage and enterprise, as he stood motionless, his eared and goggled cap now in hand, the play of sunlight upon his thin brown waterproof gabardine and overalls made him look like a statue of Mercury wrought in pale new bronze. And with a lifting of her sick heart as though it had suddenly spread wings, and soared into a region of unlimited space and glorious freedom, Patrine recognised her Flying Man of the Jardin des Milles Plaisirs.
He was tall, young, and slim, with long, energetic limbs and a body that exuded youth, bravery, and ambition. He stood still, holding his ear-flapped, goggled cap. The sunlight shimmering on his thin brown waterproof coat and overalls made him look like a statue of Mercury in shiny new bronze. With a surge of hope, as if her heart had suddenly soared into a limitless expanse of extraordinary freedom, Patrine recognized her Flying Man from the Garden of a Thousand Pleasures.
From what airt, of what world unknown, did it blow, that cool, fragrant wind that then and always heralded for Patrine his coming? It took her by surprise; lapped her delicately about; enveloped her from head to foot in its pure invisible waves. The hot, sore places in her heart were bathed and healed, the deep caverns filled, the little thirsty rock-pools set awash and brimming. When the sough of it was no longer in her ears or the tug and flutter of it among the folds of her garments; when she ceased to be conscious of the cool resilient pressure upon cheek and neck and forehead—her brief sweet hour of joy was over. Sherbrand had gone away again.
From what air, from what unknown world, did that cool, fragrant breeze come that always signaled Patrine’s arrival? It caught her by surprise; wrapped around her gently; completely enveloping her in its pure, invisible waves. The hot, aching spots in her heart were soothed and healed, the deep emptiness was filled, and the small, thirsty rock pools were washed over and overflowing. When the sound of it faded from her ears and the pull and flutter among the folds of her clothes stopped; when she no longer felt the cool, gentle pressure on her cheek, neck, and forehead—her brief, sweet hour of joy was over. Sherbrand was gone again.
"Cela ira-t-il, monsieur? Je suis prêt à faire une nouvelle demonstration si vous n'êtes pas satisfait."
"Is that okay, sir? I'm ready to do another demonstration if you're not satisfied."
His clear, strong voice speaking in laborious public school French gave her a delicious shock of pleasure. He was addressing the stout, bearded Frenchman who, accompanied by the thinner man who had timed Sherbrand by the stop-watch, now walked across the turf to shake the aviator's hand. As Sherbrand spoke, he drew a white handkerchief from the sleeve of his gabardine and wiped from the corners of his mouth some little blobs of foam, slightly bloodstained. The stout, friendly Frenchman glanced at him, and uttered an exclamation. Sherbrand shook his head in vigorous protest and laughed, repeating his offer to demonstrate again. Upon which the bearded man, who had also a moustache with thick, stiff waxed ends, and wore a large checked-pattern summer suit with a white drill waistcoat, a low collar and a necktie with flowing ends, and was topped with a high-crowned straw hat that suggested Trouville in mid-season, negatived the proposal with a vivacious gesture, pouring forth a stream of words:
His clear, strong voice speaking in clumsy public school French gave her a thrilling rush of pleasure. He was talking to the plump, bearded Frenchman who, along with the thinner man who had timed Sherbrand with a stopwatch, now walked across the grass to shake the aviator's hand. As Sherbrand spoke, he pulled a white handkerchief from the sleeve of his gabardine and wiped some small blobs of foam, slightly tinged with blood, from the corners of his mouth. The stout, friendly Frenchman looked at him and exclaimed. Sherbrand shook his head vigorously in protest and laughed, repeating his offer to demonstrate again. The bearded man, who also had a mustache with thick, stiff waxed ends and wore a large checked summer suit with a white drill waistcoat, a low collar, and a necktie with flowing ends, topped with a high-crowned straw hat that reminded one of Trouville in mid-season, dismissed the suggestion with an animated gesture, pouring forth a stream of words:
"Au contraire, Monsieur, je suis convainçu que vous avez une idée superbe. Nous vous avons observé avec la lunette Zeiss, pendant votre vol, et nous avons constaté le temps très soigneusement: vous avez maintenu le bruit et la stabilité pendant cinq minutes de plus que les vingt-cinq minutes stipulées. Permettez moi comme une simple formalité de voir votre altimètre?"
"On the contrary, sir, I’m convinced that you have a brilliant idea. We observed you with the Zeiss telescope during your flight, and we carefully noted the time: you maintained the noise and stability for five minutes longer than the specified twenty-five minutes. May I, as a mere formality, see your altimeter?"
"By all means!" Sherbrand returned.
"Of course!" Sherbrand replied.
They went back to the aëroplane together, and Sherbrand reached over and unhooked the altimeter from a board in the pilot's cockpit, and the bearded man examined it, and then cordially shook hands.
They went back to the airplane together, and Sherbrand reached over to unclip the altimeter from a panel in the pilot's cockpit. The bearded man checked it, and then they shook hands warmly.
"Within two days, at latest. Possibly sooner!" Patrine heard the straw-hatted, bearded gentleman say in English, pronounced with a strong French accent. "Believe me," he added, "I shall represent most strongly the usefulness of your invention to the Chief of the État de l'Aviation. Au revoir, Monsieur, et encore mes félicitations!"
"Within two days at the latest. Maybe even sooner!" Patrine heard the straw-hatted, bearded man say in English, with a thick French accent. "Trust me," he added, "I will make sure to highlight the importance of your invention to the Chief of the Aviation State."Goodbye, sir, and congratulations again!"
Then he went away with the small dark man who had used the stop-watch, and who carried the Zeiss binoculars slung in their case.
Then he left with the short dark man who had used the stopwatch and was carrying the Zeiss binoculars in their case.
During this business interview Patrine had felt Bawne panting and wriggling close beside her, like an excited, but well-mannered fox-terrier waiting to be whistled for. But Sherbrand, though he glanced at the boy smilingly, had turned aside to engage in conversation with Saxham, and the Chief Scout, whom Sherbrand saluted in orthodox Scout fashion, flushing red under the clear sunburn that darkened his fair skin.
During the business interview, Patrine noticed Bawne panting and fidgeting right next to her, like an excited yet courteous fox terrier waiting to be summoned. However, Sherbrand, while smiling at the boy, turned away to talk with Saxham, and the Chief Scout, whom Sherbrand greeted in the typical Scout manner, blushed beneath the sunburn that deepened his light skin.
"He's one of Us!" Bawne whispered to Patrine, his own young face alight with pleasure. "He was Scoutmaster of a troop in the North, he told me, and I know he must have been a splendid one. He's the kind of chap who'd be prepared for anything. Don't you think he looks like that?"
"He's one of us!" Bawne whispered to Patrine, his youthful face shining with excitement. "He told me he was the Scoutmaster of a troop up North, and I can tell he must have been amazing at it. He looks like the kind of person who's ready for anything. Don't you think he looks like that?"
Patrine did not answer. She was feeling "cheap," as Lady Beauvayse would have expressed it. She had put the man out of her thoughts because she had taken it for granted that Fanshaw's instructor could not be a gentleman. Now, as she watched Sherbrand in conversation with the elder man, his manner of quiet, well-bred deference, mingled with a pleasant courtesy, showed her beyond all doubt that his place was above the salt.
Patrine didn't reply. She felt "cheap," as Lady Beauvayse would have said. She had tried to forget about the man, thinking that Fanshaw’s instructor couldn’t possibly be a gentleman. Now, as she watched Sherbrand conversing with the older man, his calm, respectful attitude combined with genuine courtesy made it obvious to her that he was definitely of a higher status.
He had looked towards her, when he had smiled at Bawne, and his glance had swept over her without recognition. She would have known him anywhere, while he——! She had forgotten her preposterously-coloured hair.
He glanced at her when he smiled at Bawne, but his eyes moved past her without noticing her. She would have recognized him anywhere, but he—! She had completely forgotten about her brightly colored hair.
How sweet the breeze was, bringing from the west the smell of strawberry-fields and red and white clover. Yet she had not noticed it until now. Her mood had changed. She had put away the thing she most hated to remember. She felt almost like the Patrine of two days ago.
The breeze was so refreshing, bringing the smell of strawberry fields and red and white clover from the west. But she hadn't noticed it until now. Her mood had changed. She had pushed aside the memories she disliked the most. She felt almost like the Patrine from two days ago.
"Miss Saxham!"
"Ms. Saxham!"
It was von Herrnung's voice speaking behind her, and with a shock of loathing horror she remembered all. She turned to see his tall figure approaching. The first impression was that he was ill; the next, that he was furiously angry. His florid complexion had bleached to an ugly, greenish pallor, even the blue of his eyes had faded to a curious lilac hue. He carried in his gloved left hand, and with evident care, a flat strapped wallet of brown leather, fastened with two Bramah locks and a lock-strap. He said to Patrine in a jarring voice of resentment and impatience:
It was von Herrnung's voice coming from behind her, and with a rush of disgust and horror, she remembered everything. She turned to see his tall figure approaching. At first, she thought he looked unwell; then she realized he was extremely angry. His once healthy complexion had turned a sickly greenish hue, and even the blue of his eyes had faded to an unusual lilac shade. He was carefully holding a flat, strapped wallet made of brown leather in his gloved left hand, secured with two Bramah locks and a lock-strap. He spoke to Patrine with a harsh tone filled with bitterness and impatience:
"I have been looking for you. Could one not leave you for a minute but you must go off by yourself? Sapperlot! Whom has one here? Where did you pick up the boy?"
I've been looking for you. Can’t you just stay in one place for a minute without going off on your own?Sapperlot"Who do we have here? Where did you find the kid?"
Her heart swelled as Bawne looked up at her in astonishment, then transferred his stare to von Herrnung, puckering his brows in disapproval of the rude, strange man. She answered as calmly as was possible:
Her heart swelled with emotion as Bawne looked up at her in disbelief, then turned his attention to von Herrnung, frowning in disapproval of the rude, strange man. She replied as calmly as she could:
"This is my cousin, Bawne Saxham, Count von Herrnung."
"This is my cousin, Bawne Saxham, Count von Herrnung."
"Why did you leave me?" von Herrnung grumbled as Bawne stiffly saluted, and she told him:
"Why did you leave me?" von Herrnung complained as Bawne gave a rigid salute, and she replied:
"Because I saw you occupied in conversation with your German friends."
"Because I saw you talking with your German friends."
"Women are incomprehensible creatures! ... How do you know that they were German? At any rate, whether they were or not, they have gone away now! You find me annoyed. It is because they are—what shall I call it?—perhaps a little exigent. Now I will have a smoke. I suppose you do not mind?"
"Women are really confusing! ... How do you even know they were German? Either way, they’re gone now! I’m feeling really frustrated. It’s because they are—what can I say?—maybe a little demanding. Anyway, I’m going to have a smoke. I hope that’s okay with you?"
He had not freed his hand from the brown leather satchel to remove his hat when he had mopped his perspiring forehead, with a big cambric handkerchief scented with the très persistent perfume that always clung about his clothes. Nor did he relinquish it to help himself to a cigar, but opened the gold case containing the weeds with the hand that drew it from his pocket, extracted a cigar with his teeth, and returned the case to his pocket; then produced a matchbox, opened it in the same way, picked out a match, shut the box, and struck the match upon it, saying to Bawne, as he blew out the first mouthful of smoke: "What do you think of that, my fine fellow? Should I not make a famous one-handed man?" But Bawne's suffrages remained unwon, although the dexterity of the thing had secretly pleased him. He remained doggedly silent, scowling with his reddish-fair brows, thrusting out his chin.
He didn’t pull his hand out of the brown leather bag to take off his hat when he wiped the sweat off his forehead with a large cotton handkerchief that had the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__very strongThe perfume clung to his clothes. He didn’t put it down to grab a cigar; instead, he opened the gold case holding the cigars with the same hand he used to pull it from his pocket, bit down on a cigar, and put the case back in his pocket. Then, he took out a matchbox, opened it in the same manner, selected a match, closed the box, and struck the match on it. As he blew out the first puff of smoke, he said to Bawne, “What do you think of that, my good man? Shouldn’t I be a famous one-handed guy?” But Bawne didn’t cheer him on, even though he was secretly impressed by the skill. He remained stubbornly silent, frowning with his reddish-blonde brows and jutting out his chin.
"Should I not? Tell me!" von Herrnung persisted. "Or is it that British boys are cowards and afraid to answer when they are spoken to?"
"Should I not? Tell me!" Herrnung insisted. "Or are British boys just too scared to respond when someone talks to them?"
"I am not afraid—of anything or anybody!"
"I'm not afraid—of anything or anyone!"
Bawne reddened and looked the taunting big man between the eyes, squarely. The look added—And least of all of anybody like you! He went on:
Bawne blushed and looked the mocking big man straight in the eye. The expression seemed to say—And definitely not someone like you! He went on:
"But I think it takes more than—that kind of being clever—to make a famous man."
"I think it requires more than just being smart to become a famous person."
"Nicht so schlimm!" Von Herrnung nodded. "But all the same these little tricks are worth knowing. You might be bound with ropes to a post, or tree, or waggon by the enemy, and if he happened to have left your matches on you—and you could get one hand free—there is no knot man could tie that I could not wriggle myself out of!—you might burn the rope and get away! I did that once when I was a gunner-boy of seventeen in South Africa——"
"Not so bad!Mr. Herrnung nodded. "But still, these little tricks are good to know. You might end up tied up with ropes to a post, a tree, or a wagon by the enemy, and if they happen to leave matches with you—and you manage to get one hand free—there's no knot a person could tie that I couldn't wriggle out of! You could burn the rope and escape! I did that once when I was a seventeen-year-old gunner in South Africa——"
Von Herrnung stopped short. Bawne asked simply, and with the same straight look between the eyes:
Von Herrnung stopped suddenly. Bawne asked directly, keeping the same steady gaze:
"Did you fight with the Boers against us in the War?"
"Did you fight alongside the Boers against us in the war?"
Von Herrnung did not seem to have heard. He had caught the drift of a sentence spoken by Sherbrand, who was answering to a question of the Chief Scout.
Von Herrnung didn’t seem to be paying attention. He had caught part of a sentence from Sherbrand, who was answering a question from the Chief Scout.
"Oh yes! I live here—have quarters over Mrs. Dunlett's restaurant—you could communicate with me practically at any time. We've the 'phone and a private telegraph-office, and the wireless—under the usual licence from the Postmaster-General."
"Oh yes! I live here—I have an apartment above Mrs. Dunlett's restaurant—you can contact me almost any time. We have a phone, a private telegraph office, and wireless service—all with the standard license from the Postmaster-General."
He pointed towards the well-known tall posts with the short cross-pieces, china insulators and lines of thick wire, standing beside the telegraph-cabin, over the roof of which straddled the wireless installation's tall, latticed steel mast.
He pointed to the familiar tall poles with short crossbeams, ceramic insulators, and thick wires, positioned next to the telegraph cabin, beneath the towering lattice steel mast of the wireless installation.
"We find it useful for business as well as instructional purposes," he went on. "Macrombie—the man in charge—is a one-time Royal Navy Petty Officer Telegraphist and a first-class operator." Sherbrand's mouth twisted a little at the corners as he added: "About twenty-four days out of thirty, let us say!"
"We find it useful for both business and training," he continued. "Macrombie, the guy in charge, used to be a Royal Navy Petty Officer Telegraphist and is an excellent operator." Sherbrand's mouth curved slightly at the corners as he added, "To be fair, about twenty-four days out of thirty!"
The quick rejoinder came:
The quick reply came:
"Then he's D.O.D. two working days in the month, not counting Sundays. I've met plenty of Macrombies in my time. This doesn't happen to be the monthly pay-day, by any chance, or one of the other close days in its neighbourhood?"
"So he’s D.O.D. for two workdays a month, not counting Sundays. I've encountered a lot of Macrombies over the years. This isn’t pay day, is it, or one of the other days around it?"
"No, no! He's as right as rain and as sober as a seal," said Sherbrand. "And—this tall fellow with red hair must be the man who has written to me upon business. I shall have to go to him."
"No, no! He's totally fine and completely sober," said Sherbrand. "And this tall guy with red hair must be the one who reached out to me about business. I need to go talk to him."
They exchanged a left-handed grip, mutually smiling.
They shook hands with a left-handed grip, both smiling at one another.
"Good old habits stick," said the Chief, and Sherbrand answered:
"Good old habits stick around," said the Chief, and Sherbrand responded:
"Fortunately, they do. Let me say again how much and how gratefully I have to thank you for the teaching that has helped me to find myself!" His clear light glance reverted to Saxham. "The Doctor too, for giving me this chance of meeting you. Please tell him the story if you think it would interest him. I hope with all my heart, sir, that you will soon come here again!"
"Fortunately, they do. I want to reiterate how grateful I am for the teaching that has helped me find out who I really am!" His bright gaze returned to Saxham. "Also, thanks to the Doctor for allowing me to meet you. Please tell him the story if you think he would find it interesting. I really hope, sir, that you will come back here soon!"
"I had already taken the permission for granted," the Chief said, as Sherbrand saluted and went forward to meet "the fellow with red hair." "There is big business in that gyroscopic stabiliser of his," he added to Saxham, "and our friends at the French War Ministry have tumbled to it as one might naturally expect. So much the worse for our bungling bigwigs at Whitehall, who've let a good thing slip, for the millionth time, out of their claws. But taking for granted the value of the patent, and recognising the likelihood of the French bid stimulating Teutonic competition——"
“I thought we had permission,” the Chief said, as Sherbrand saluted and went to meet “the guy with red hair.” “There's a big opportunity with his gyroscopic stabilizer,” he added to Saxham, “and our contacts at the French War Ministry have picked up on it, which isn’t surprising. Too bad for our useless officials at Whitehall, who’ve let another great chance slip away once again. But if we assume the patent's value and think about how the French interest will probably lead to competition from the Germans—”
The gentle, modulated voice broke off. Von Herrnung had stepped out upon the green and was striding towards the lightly-moving, less stiffly-carried figure of Sherbrand, the approximation of the two somehow suggesting a salute of gladiators previous to the fight. Now the big, grey-clad German was arrested in the middle of his stride by the sudden kling-a-ling of a motor-gong, a sharp crystal vibration that stiffened him to attention, and pricked his ears for a repetition of the sound.
The calm, steady voice faded away. Von Herrnung had stepped onto the grass and was walking toward the more relaxed, less tense figure of Sherbrand, and their proximity somehow resembled gladiators acknowledging each other before a battle. At that moment, the tall man in grey was halted by the sudden clang of a motor-gong, a sharp, crystal-clear sound that made him snap to attention and perk up his ears for another ring.
It did not immediately come. He raised the left hand that held the leather satchel, and swung it from front to rear, so that it was for a moment clear of the outline of his body, as who should signal: "I have it safe!" Quick, watchful eyes noted this. Took in also the ornate bulk of the dark blue F.I.A.T. touring-car, as with the characteristic, noiseless smoothness of its make, it glided between the ranks of parked and waiting automobiles, and stopped in the open, perhaps some forty yards away.
It didn’t happen immediately. He lifted his left hand, which was holding the leather satchel, and swung it from front to back, momentarily moving it away from his body, as if to signal: "I've got it safe!Quick, sharp eyes caught this. They also noticed the impressive size of the dark blue F.I.A.T. touring car, which, with its characteristic silent smoothness, glided between the parked and waiting cars and stopped in the open, about forty yards away.
A fat yellow hand, with a twinkling solitaire upon it, waved. A brown hand, with a massive gold curb-chain watch-bracelet on the wrist of it, beckoned imperiously. Something had been forgotten, something was still to say. Von Herrnung wheeled, and went back in his traces as obediently as the pointer that has been called to heel. He did not uncover, perhaps he had been told not to. He saluted, and stood stiffly, listening to a harsh German voice that yapped at him. All his arrogance and swagger seemed to have been juggled out of him by the gestures of the brown hand with the flashing wrist-bracelet, emerging from the white cuff with jewelled sleeve-links and the snowy sleeve with its broad bands of glittering golden braid.
A chubby yellow hand, decorated with a sparkling solitaire ring, waved. A brown hand, wearing a heavy gold curb-chain watch on the wrist, gestured assertively. Something had been missed, something still needed to be addressed. Von Herrnung turned and obeyed as quickly as a pointer called to heel. He didn’t uncover, maybe he had been told not to. He saluted and stood stiffly, listening to a harsh German voice barking at him. All his arrogance and confidence seemed to vanish under the gestures of the brown hand with the flashing watch, emerging from the white cuff with jeweled cufflinks and the snowy sleeve with its broad bands of shining gold trim.
"S'th!"
"Shhh!"
The slight sound pulled Saxham's head round. He had not been looking at the occupants of the blue F.I.A.T. His eyes were intent on the tall white figure of the woman standing beside his boy. Her black lace sunshade was closed. She held the tall-sticked thing at arm's-length, leaning upon it, and the westering light smote a myriad of multi-coloured sparkles out of the tinsel spangles of the hat with the single black cock's plume. The queer headgear crowning her barbaric hair, and her full white oval face with its wide, low, arched black brows and long eyes, made her seem strange, alluring, as some tall-stemmed, exotic flower, sprung at the incantation of an Oriental conjuror, from a green stretch of English turf.
The soft sound caught Saxham's attention. He hadn’t been paying attention to the people in the blue F.I.A.T. His focus was on the tall white figure of the woman beside his son. Her black lace sunshade was closed. She held the tall stick at arm's length, leaning on it, and the setting sun created a dazzling display of colorful sparkles from the tinsel decorations on her hat, which had a single black feather. The unusual headpiece complimented her wild hair, and her full white oval face featured wide, low, arched black brows and long eyes, giving her a strange and captivating look, like a tall, exotic flower that had sprung up at the command of an Oriental magician from a lush patch of English grass.
In the same instant von Herrnung touched his hat, stepped back from the blue car, wheeled and walked away toward the waiting figure of Sherbrand, the sallow man in the Homburg hat gave an order, the chauffeur touched the electric starter, and the F.I.A.T. turned and smoothly bowled away. But in the instant of its turning, the bearded man in the white naval uniform rose in his place, and obtruding half his short, bulky body across the lean person of his sallow neighbour, scrutinised the face and figure of Patrine Saxham with a cool, appraising deliberateness that tortured the wincing flesh it enveloped like the cut of a carriage-whip.
At that moment, von Herrnung removed his hat, stepped back from the blue car, turned, and walked toward the waiting figure of Sherbrand. The thin man in the Homburg hat gave a command, the chauffeur hit the electric starter, and the F.I.A.T. turned and smoothly drove away. However, as it turned, the bearded man in the white naval uniform stood up, leaning half of his short, stocky body across the thin figure of his pale neighbor, and examined the face and figure of Patrine Saxham with a cool, intense scrutiny that made the skin around it feel as uncomfortable as a whip's lash.
They were full, bright, and rather handsome grey-blue eyes shadowed by the white cap-peak, and they had the indefinable expression of authority and power. Their glance said—and the face with the perfectly-trimmed beard and the upturned moustache wore a curious smile that bore out the glance's meaning:
They had bright, striking grey-blue eyes partially hidden by the white cap's peak, and there was an undeniable air of authority and strength about them. Their gaze sent a clear message—amplified by the face with the neatly trimmed beard and the upturned mustache, which wore a unique smile that reinforced the meaning behind the gaze:
"So! That's the woman!" And a surge of scalding shame and bitter resentment rose in the heart of Patrine Saxham and filled it to the brim.
"So! That's the woman!" A wave of intense shame and deep resentment flooded Patrine Saxham's heart, filling it to the top.
She could not have explained why she felt certain that her shameful secret was known to the man with the powerful eyes, the cast of whose face with its pointed beard faintly reminded one of the King and the Tsar.
She couldn't put her finger on why she was so certain that the man with the intense eyes knew her embarrassing secret. His pointed beard and facial features vaguely reminded her of the King and the Tsar.
Patrine had always abominated cheap sentiment. She had once laughed until she cried at a revival of an old four-decker drama, whose hero, waking to the knowledge of a committed, irrevocable deed cried in throaty, stagy tones of anguish upon God to put back the dreadful clock of Time and give him yesterday.
Patrine had always despised cheap sentimentality. She once laughed so hard she cried at a revival of an old four-act play, where the hero, realizing the gravity of an irreversible action, dramatically cried out for God to turn back the terrible clock of Time and give him another shot at yesterday.
Now she perceived the deep, vital interest of the common-place human story. If asking Him on whom that other sinner cried would wipe from Time's register a span of hours between twelve P.M. and three o'clock in the morning—blot one deed from the Roll of things that done, are beyond Humanity's undoing—Patrine told herself that it would be worth while to wear sackcloth, live on boiled field-peas, drink brook-water, and pray—until her knees were worn to the bone.
Now she understood the profound, essential interest in the everyday human experience. If asking Him about the other sinner could wipe a few hours from Time’s records—take away one action from the list of things that are done and can’t be undone—Patrine thought it would be worth it to wear sackcloth, live on boiled peas, drink water from the stream, and pray—until her knees were sore.
She caught Saxham's piercing glance across the intervening strip of greensward. He turned away his eyes, and a shudder went through her frame. Had he suspected—could anyone have found out and told him? The Doctor's head was bent now as the General talked to him. It seemed to her that a muscle in his lean cheek twitched, a characteristic sign with him of excitement, or emotion. She wondered what the General had said to Uncle Owen to make him look like that.
She caught Saxham's intense gaze from across the patch of grass. He turned away, and a shiver ran through her. Had he figured it out—could someone have told him? The Doctor was looking down while the General talked to him. She thought she saw a muscle in his thin cheek twitch, a typical sign of excitement or emotion for him. She wondered what the General had said to Uncle Owen to make him look like that.
As a fact, the quiet voice was saying in Saxham's ear: "And prepare against a surprise, Doctor—for though your nerves are tough as aluminium bronze, a few million gallons of water have rolled under the Thames bridges since you and I held Council of War.... As I mentioned before, the interest taken by the French Government in Sherbrand's gyroscopic hoverer may well have stimulated the interest of our Teuton neighbours. But it doesn't explain the presence on Fanshaw's Flying Ground of Lieutenant-General Count Helmuth von Moltke, Chief of the German Great General Staff, and—Grand Admiral Prince Henry of Prussia, brother of the Kaiser—in a F.I.A.T. touring-car!"
A soft voice was whispering in Saxham's ear: "Get ready for a surprise, Doctor—because even though your nerves are as tough as aluminum bronze, a few million gallons of water have flowed under the Thames bridges since our last War Council.... As I mentioned before, the French Government's interest in Sherbrand's gyroscopic hoverer might have piqued the curiosity of our German neighbors. But it doesn’t explain why Lieutenant-General Count Helmuth von Moltke, Chief of the German General Staff, and Grand Admiral Prince Henry of Prussia, the Kaiser’s brother, are at Fanshaw's Flying Ground in a F.I.A.T. touring car!"
CHAPTER XXIX
CHAPTER 29
A SECRET MISSION
A SECRET MISSION
"Can it be possible——" Saxham checked himself. "You see how rusty I am getting, General. You refer to that machine that turned out from where cars are parked just now. The German fellow went up to it.... It had a groom beside the chauffeur and three other men inside it.... While I was looking—elsewhere—it must have moved away!"
"Is it possible—" Saxham interrupted himself. "You can see how out of practice I'm getting, General. You're referring to that vehicle that just left from where the cars are parked. The German guy approached it... There was a driver and a attendant next to him, along with three other guys inside... While I was looking away, it must have taken off!"
"It has only turned the corner of the café-restaurant," the Chief said in his quiet tones. He glanced in the direction of the squat block of gaily painted wooden buildings devoted to the inner needs of Fanshaw's clients. "The awning hides it, but I can see a bit of it still. Until it moves, I can go on talking. Frankly, I am in the position of the High Church curate who went out wild-pig shooting in the territories of the Limpopo with a single-bore hammer-gun of grandpapa's pattern—and got his choice of pot-shots between a lion and a rhino. Prinz Heinrich is my royal lion and von Herrnung,—who counted for little more than a bush-pig—has suddenly swelled into a rhinoceros."
"It just turned the corner of the café-restaurant," the Chief said quietly. He looked toward the low block of brightly painted wooden buildings that served Fanshaw's clients. "The awning hides it, but I can still see a little bit of it. As long as it stays still, I can keep talking. Honestly, I'm in the same position as the High Church curate who went wild-pig hunting in the Limpopo region with an old single-bore hammer-gun from his grandfather—and had to choose between taking shots at a lion and a rhino. Prinz Heinrich is my royal lion, and von Herrnung—who was barely more than a bush-pig—has suddenly turned into a rhinoceros."
He pulled the grizzled moustache thoughtfully, keeping his eyes glued on the back of the big blue car.
He rubbed his gray mustache thoughtfully, keeping his eyes locked on the back of the big blue car.
"If I could get hold of Sherbrand!—but the chance is dead for the rhino and lion winding me. Old von Moltke with the big wart on his ginger-coloured face, and the charming manner that makes you forget that you don't like him!—would certainly recognise me—and the nautical Hohenzollern and I have met once or twice before. I must lay low like Brer Rabbit, and take a single-handed chance. No, no, Doctor, you have your patients to look after! I am not going to drag you into this. But if I'd got a couple of my Boy Scouts handy——" He broke off, encountering Bawne's bright eyes. "By George, Doctor! I'm going to chance it! I'm going to give your youngster an opportunity to prove his Saxham blood!"
"If only I could catch Sherbrand!—but that opportunity is lost now that the rhino and lion are on my tail. Old von Moltke, with the big wart on his ginger-colored face and that charming way about him that makes you forget you dislike him!—would definitely recognize me—and I've bumped into the nautical Hohenzollern a few times before. I need to keep a low profile like Brer Rabbit and take a solo shot. No, no, Doctor, you have your patients to look after! I’m not going to drag you into this. But if I had a few of my Boy Scouts around——" He stopped, meeting Bawne's bright eyes. "By George, Doctor! I’m going to take the risk! I’m going to give your kid a chance to prove his Saxham blood!"
The Master-hand gave the Scout's Sign, and Bawne shot across like a brownish streak of swiftness. He drew himself up, gave the Full Salute, and stood waiting, his rigid attitude in sharp contrast with his dancing, expectant eyes. The Doctor looked at his watch and moved away silently. The Chief said in a clear undertone:
The Master-hand signaled with the Scout's Sign, and Bawne raced forward like a fast brown blur. He stood up straight, gave a Full Salute, and remained alert, his rigid stance sharply contrasting with his bright, eager eyes. The Doctor glanced at his watch and quietly walked off. The Chief spoke in a clear, low voice:
"You see that tall, red-haired man in grey clothes over there with Mr. Sherbrand? Don't look at him openly, or he will know we are talking about him, but take a sidelong gliff, and say."
"Do you see that tall guy with red hair in the gray outfit over there with Mr. Sherbrand? Don't stare at him, or he'll notice we're talking about him, but take a quick look and say."
"I see him, sir."
"I see him, sir."
"Do you know anything of him? Stand easy and answer carefully."
"Do you know anything about him? Just relax and respond thoughtfully."
The hand came down from the hat-brim. The boy said:
The hand fell from the edge of the hat. The boy said:
"I've heard him talk, sir, and I think he is German. I'm learning that and French at Charterhouse."
"I've heard him talk, sir, and I think he's German. I'm learning that and French at Charterhouse."
"He is a German. Do you speak enough of the language to understand him, suppose he were talking to one of his countrymen?"
"He's German. Do you speak enough of the language to understand him if he were talking to another German?"
"Ich—kann—lesen, aber Ich kann es—nicht sprechen." The answer came slowly. "And if they weren't using crack-jaw words, sir, or talking very quick, I might manage—I could make out a lot of what they said."
"I can read, but I can’t speak it.The answer came slowly. "If they weren't using complicated words or speaking super fast, I might be able to keep up—I could understand a lot of what they were saying."
"Very well, keep your man under close observation and—you see that brown satchel he has in his hand?"
"Okay, watch your guy closely—and do you see that brown bag he's holding?"
"I've seen it close, sir. A flat brown leather despatch case thing—with a criss-cross pattern on the leather, and two locks, and another lock on the strap that goes round. He hadn't it with him when first I saw him talking to—a lady. Then a man—a servant—came and called him away to speak to some gentlemen in a big blue motor-car. One of them—fat and old and bald—with a wart on his cheek, who wore a white topper, and yellowy clothes, and a red necktie, and looked rather like a—like an Inspector of Sunday Schools in shooting-clothes—passed him the leather case. That's how I know he didn't bring it, sir. Oh! and the yellow car he drives isn't British. She's got an oval International plate with the German 'D' in black on a white ground."
"I saw it up close, sir. It was a flat brown leather briefcase with a criss-cross design on it, two locks, and another lock on the strap that wrapped around it. He didn't have it with him when I first saw him talking to a woman. Then a man—a servant—came and called him away to speak to some men in a big blue car. One of them—overweight, old, and bald—with a wart on his cheek, wearing a white top hat, yellow clothes, and a red tie, looked a bit like an—like an inspector of Sunday Schools in shooting attire—handed him the leather case. That’s how I know he didn’t bring it, sir. Oh! and the yellow car he drives isn’t British. It has an oval international plate with a black 'D' on a white background."
"I am glad my Scout knows how to use his eyes!"
"I'm happy my Scout knows how to pay attention!"
The Chief's own eyes were crinkled with merriment. That Moltke, the Chief of the German Great General staff, bosom friend of the All Highest, should resemble a stout Inspector of Sunday Schools in the estimation of a small British boy, was lovely in the extreme.
The Chief's eyes were crinkled with laughter. That Moltke, the Chief of the German General Staff, a close friend of the highest authority, should appear like a chunky Sunday School Inspector to a little British boy was just amazing.
"Well, I want to know what the big German officer—he is an officer!—does with that leather satchel he's carrying so carefully. Where he goes with it, whom he talks to, and what he says to them. Find out whether it is light or heavy, if it is what I believe it to be, you might be rendering good service to your country in destroying it. But you'll be doing all I want or expect, if you stick to the man who carries it!"
"I want to know what the big German officer—he’s an officer!—is doing with that leather satchel he’s carrying so carefully. Where he goes with it, who he talks to, and what he says to them. Check if it’s light or heavy; if it’s what I think it is, you could be doing a huge favor for your country by getting rid of it. But you’ll be giving me everything I want or expect if you just keep an eye on the guy with it!”
"I'll do that, sir, on my Honour!"
"I'll do that, sir, I promise!"
"Good! Make your little German serve you. I may have to leave here upon this business, but I'll be back within, at least—half an hour. If he goes before I get back, find out where he is going. If you can't find out, follow him. On foot if he walks, in a taxi if he doesn't. Here are six separate shillings—in that case you'll want money for fares. Remember, if things take a puzzling turn and you find yourself in a tight place, whisper a quiet word to Sherbrand, though I'd prefer you to carry through on your own! Report to me, in case he goes before I get back here—at Headquarters, Victoria Street. Have you got all this tucked away safe in your head?"
"Great! Have your little German do what you need. I might have to leave for a bit, but I’ll be back in about half an hour. If he leaves before I return, find out where he’s going. If you can’t figure it out, just follow him. On foot if he walks, by taxi if he doesn’t. Here are six shillings—just in case you need money for fares. And remember, if things get confusing and you're in a tight spot, just say a quiet word to Sherbrand, although I’d rather you handle it yourself! Let me know if he leaves before I get back here—at Headquarters, Victoria Street. Do you have all that stored in your head?"
"Yes, sir."
"Yes, sir."
"Then quit yourself like a man. My signal to you that I have left will be a dog's yelping. Ah!" The keen bright eyes, glued on the distant back of the blue car, had seen the rear wheels moving. Before the F.I.A.T. glided smoothly out of eyeshot the Chief had hurried away.
"Then act like a man. The sign that I've left will be a dog's barking. Ah!" The sharp, bright eyes, focused on the distant back of the blue car, had seen the rear wheels moving. Before the F.I.A.T. blended into the distance, the Chief had hurried away.
In the opposite direction to the archway of exit, the slight, active figure in the perfectly-cut blue serge morning clothes and pot hat of Bond Street block, was rapidly walking. Bawne doubted his eyes for a moment before he remembered that the Collingwood Avenue ran along that side of the Flying Ground fence. There was a smaller gate in charge of a commissionaire, in the fence, about a hundred yards along it. Taxi-cabs were standing outside the gate. Any person on foot or awheel, leaving the Flying Ground, must pass the gate and the taxi-stand. You could see through the chinks in the fence when they passed, nip out when they were well by, and follow in a green-flagged chuffer. Bawne had settled this to his satisfaction before a wrench at the rein of duty pulled his head round to the business on hand.
In the opposite direction of the exit archway, a slim, energetic figure dressed in sharp blue morning clothes and a bowler hat from Bond Street was walking quickly. Bawne hesitated for a moment, unsure of what he was seeing, until he remembered that Collingwood Avenue ran alongside that side of the Flying Ground fence. About a hundred yards down, there was a smaller gate managed by a commissionaire. Taxis were parked outside the gate. Anyone on foot or on wheels leaving the Flying Ground had to pass by the gate and the taxi stand. You could peek through the gaps in the fence as they walked by, slip out once they were far enough, and catch a ride in a green-flagged taxi. Bawne felt good about this plan until a jolt of responsibility pulled his attention back to the task at hand.
"I'm not spying on Mr. Sherbrand," the boy told himself, gritting his small square teeth doggedly. "I've got to listen, so as to understand the German's game. And I'm going to. This is how I'm going to!"
"I'm not spying on Mr. Sherbrand," the boy told himself, clenching his small, square teeth resolutely. "I need to listen to figure out the German's game. And I will. This is my plan!"
He began to turn hand-springs after the fashion of the London street Arab, thus lessening the distance between himself and the talking men. They glanced at him, and Sherbrand grinned, but they looked back again directly at each other. Then Bawne threw himself down and panted, rolled over and lay, still panting. Now he was near enough to hear what passed between the two.
He started doing handstands like the kids in the streets of London, narrowing the distance between him and the guys who were chatting. They looked at him, and Sherbrand smirked, but then they quickly returned their attention to each other. Then Bawne fell over, breathing heavily, rolled onto his back, and stayed there, still trying to catch his breath. Now he was close enough to hear what the two were saying.
Sherbrand said:
"No, I was not particularly solid in my conviction that the aërial stabiliser would take the fancy of the Chiefs of the Service Aëronautique. An accident prevented me from witnessing the final test, and I got what the Americans call cold feet and judged it no use staying in France longer. So I flew back here, starting early by daylight the next morning, with Davis, my mechanic, and found a cable waiting at my office to say the working of the invention had been observed with interest by the Chiefs of the S. Aë. F., and that if I could carry out a satisfactory time-trial at my headquarters in the presence of the French Consul, the authorities at the Ministry of War would be willing to buy my patents for France. As it happened, I was suffering from a slight obstruction in the nasal passages, that spoiled my climbing. It was absolutely necessary to go into Hospital. That is why I could not give M. Jourdain an earlier date for the hovering-test you have just seen carried out."
"No, I wasn’t really sure that the aerial stabilizer would impress the leaders of the Aeronautics Service. An accident prevented me from witnessing the final test, and I got what the Americans call cold feet and thought it was pointless to stay in France any longer. So I flew back here, leaving early the next morning with Davis, my mechanic, and found a message at my office saying that the leaders of the S. A. E. F. were interested in my invention, and if I could successfully complete a time trial at my headquarters in front of the French Consul, the Ministry of War would be willing to buy my patents for France. As it turned out, I was dealing with a minor blockage in my nasal passages, which made climbing difficult. I really needed to go to the hospital. That’s why I couldn’t give Mr. Jourdain an earlier date for the hovering test you just watched."
Von Herrnung demanded:
Von Herrnung requested:
"But did you not receive a letter containing a business proposal? A communication from Rathenau, Wolff and Brothers, Aëromotor Engineers of Paris, 200, Rue Gagnette? I happen to know that it was posted, and the date being that of the Paris trial, Herren Rathenau and Wolff certainly possess the prior claim!"
"But didn't you get a letter with a business proposal? It was a message from Rathenau, Wolff and Brothers, Aëromotor Engineers of Paris, 200, Rue Gagnette? I know it was sent, and since it was dated for the Paris trial, Herren Rathenau and Wolff definitely have the first claim!"
"Their communication reached me in Hospital, three days later than the French War Office cable," Sherbrand answered. "It had been forwarded from the makeshift hangar I rented at Drancy—a mistake in the address being the reason of the delay!"
"I received their message in the hospital, three days after the French War Office cable," Sherbrand said. "It had been sent from the temporary hangar I rented at Drancy—an address mistake caused the delay!"
"That fellow Lindemann is a Dummer Teufel," said von Herrnung, shrugging.
"That dude Lindemann is a"Dummer Teufel," said von Herrnung, shrugging.
"My German landlord.... Why—do you know him?" asked Sherbrand with a look of surprise.
"My German landlord... Why—do you know him?" asked Sherbrand, looking surprised.
"No, certainly. But you—you said the fellow's name was Lindemann. Not so? No?—then I am mistaken," said von Herrnung with another shrug. He hurried on as though to cover a mistake with a spate of sentences:
"No, for sure. But you—didn't you say the guy's name was Lindemann? Right? No?—then I must be mistaken," said von Herrnung with another shrug. He hurried on as if trying to compensate for an error with a barrage of words:
"Of course, with Rathenau and Wolff I have nothing to do. Save as an old customer, of whom they have asked a favour—you understand? Indeed I—you will pardon me!—do not your hoverer regard as an original invention. In 1912 our German Ministry of Marine completed a gun-boat fitted with a gyroscopic stabiliser to prevent rolling—you understand—in stormy weather. The device was hellishly effective."
"Of course, I have nothing to do with Rathenau and Wolff. I’m just an old customer for whom they’ve asked for a favor—you get what I mean? Honestly, I—you'll forgive me!—don’t see your hoverer as a completely original invention. Back in 1912, our German Ministry of Marine completed a gunboat equipped with a gyroscopic stabilizer to stop it from rocking—you understand—in rough seas. The device worked really well."
"So effective," rejoined Sherbrand, without the quiver of a facial muscle, though there was laughter in his eyes, "that it broke up the ship."
"So effective," Sherbrand replied, his face completely still, although his eyes sparkled with laughter, "that it broke the ship apart."
"Es mag wohl sein!" returned von Herrnung, covering discomfiture, if he felt it, with his imperturbable shrug and hard blue stare.
"Maybe so!" replied Herrnung, hiding any embarrassment he might have felt with a composed shrug and his intense blue eyes.
Sherbrand went on, straightening his wide shoulders and clasping his hands loosely at his back as he talked:
Sherbrand continued, straightening his broad shoulders and resting his hands loosely behind his back as he spoke:
"I don't claim that my patent is an absolutely new invention. Far from it. But it is a new arrangement of some old ideas, and limited though its use may be—it works. You have seen it working. You agree that it justifies its name?" He waited for the assent, and went on: "Possibly if I had described it as an aërial drag-anchor, I should have explained its uses more clearly. It is no good at all when your machine isn't flying level—of course you understand that? If you were ass enough to try to dive without cutting out the power that drives the horizontal screws you would drop to the ground like a plummet and break into a million of little bits—or dig a hole in the earth big enough for a Tube Station. But—keeping an even line of flight—when you switch it on it pulls against the tractor just sufficiently to give you—not immovability—but poise. Sufficient to take a photograph or drop an explosive with a good deal of accuracy."
"I'm not claiming that my patent is a totally new invention—far from it. But it’s a new way of arranging some old ideas, and even though its application might be limited, it actually works. You've seen it in action. Do you think it lives up to its name?" He waited for a nod and continued: "Maybe if I had called it an aerial drag-anchor, I would have clarified its uses better. It doesn’t function at all if your machine isn’t flying level—obviously, you get that, right? If you were reckless enough to dive without shutting off the power to the horizontal screws, you'd plummet to the ground like a rock and shatter into a million pieces—or make a hole in the earth large enough for a Tube Station. But—while maintaining a steady flight path—when you turn it on, it pulls against the tractor just enough to give you—not complete stillness—but balance. Enough to take a photo or drop an explosive with decent accuracy."
The small boy lying outstretched on the warm turf near them, thought dolefully:
The little boy lying on the warm grass nearby thought sadly:
"Dummer Teufel meant 'stupid devil' in German. But this talk is dreadfully business, I can't stow away much. Man alive! I wish Roddy Wrynche or some other fellow with a top-hole memory had got this job to tackle. And yet the Chief trusted it to me!"
Dummer Teufelmeans 'stupid devil' in German. But this conversation is really serious, and I can’t take much of it. Wow! I wish Roddy Wrynche or someone else with a great memory had taken on this task. Yet the Chief trusted it tome!
All this, while Sherbrand was explaining.
All of this happened while Sherbrand was explaining.
"M. Jourdain declared himself completely satisfied. His observer said that I maintained poise and stability for five minutes longer than the stipulated twenty-five. He looked at the altimeter and said I should receive a definite answer within a couple of days.... Unlucky brute! Someone must have run over him!"
M. Jourdain said he was completely satisfied. His observer noted that I maintained my calm for five minutes longer than the required twenty-five. He checked the altimeter and mentioned that I should get a clear answer in a couple of days... Poor guy! Someone must have run him over!
The shrill yelp of a hurt dog had evoked Sherbrand's exclamation. The sufferer's plaint came from the Collingwood Avenue, on the other side of the fence. Thrice the excruciating sound ripped the ears, then died out in a sobbing whimper.... That was for me! Bawne told himself, as von Herrnung went on:
The sharp yelp of an injured dog made Sherbrand gasp. The dog's pain was coming from Collingwood Avenue, just over the fence. Three times the painful sound echoed through the air, then faded into a soft whimper...That was for me!Bawne reminded himself as von Herrnung went on:
"Still, you are not pledged. There is no definite understanding. In the interests of the wealthy firm I am asked to represent—solely as a matter of courtesy, because they have been immensely civil to me in business,—you would not refuse me a test?"
"Still, you're not fully committed. There's no clear agreement. In the interest of the wealthy firm I'm representing—just out of courtesy, since they've been really nice to me in business—could you give me a try?"
Sherbrand said, drawing off his left glove and showing blood oozing from under bluish-looking finger-nails:
Sherbrand said, taking off his left glove and showing blood seeping from under his bluish fingernails:
"I found it uncommonly parky to-day at 10,000 feet. There was a nor'-east breeze, a regular piercer. Found myself spitting blood rather badly, and to be candid, I was uncommonly grateful that the French Consul declined my offer, in case he was not satisfied, to do the thing again. The fact is, the operation, slight as it was, has weakened me a little. I wouldn't care to repeat the performance without a good night's rest to buck me up."
"It felt unusually cold today at 10,000 feet. There was a sharp breeze coming from the northeast. I ended up spitting blood quite a bit, and honestly, I was really thankful that the French Consul declined my offer to repeat the procedure if he wasn't satisfied. The truth is, even though the operation was minor, it has left me feeling a bit weak. I wouldn’t want to go through that again without a good night's rest to help me recover."
Von Herrnung shrugged and agreed:
Von Herrnung shrugged and said yes:
"That it is cold at 10,000 I can credit easily. I have had the oil in my own gauges frozen at 7,000 in midsummer. Da ist nicht zit strassen. Hæmorrhage and dizziness are the chief enemies of the aviator. One's stomach betrays one also, the cursed beast!—after a good hearty meal!"
I can totally believe it's cold at 10,000 feet. I've had the oil in my own gauges freeze at 7,000 feet in the middle of summer.There are no good roads hereHemorrhaging and dizziness are the main enemies of the pilot. Your stomach can betray you as well, that cursed thing!—especially after a big meal!
"I don't give mine the chance!" Sherbrand returned, "but stave off the pangs of appetite with milk-tablets and meat-lozenges. Do all my flying on these and chocolate. Keep a little store of the things and a Thermos of hot coffee, in a cache I've made for them, under the map-desk on the left of the instrument-frame, facing the pilot's seat. If you will come over to the Bird I'll show you, and explain the working of the gyroscopic hoverer." He added, looking squarely at von Herrnung: "Of course the cutting of the double screw is the chief thing about the invention. I've registered every way I know and got a trade-mark. They tell me at the Patent Office that my international rights are secure!"
"I don’t give them a chance!" Sherbrand replied, "but I manage my hunger with milk tablets and meat lozenges. I do all my flying on these and chocolate. I’ve got a small supply of these things and a Thermos of hot coffee in a __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."cacheI created it for them, under the map desk to the left of the instrument panel, facing the pilot's seat. If you come over to the Bird, I'll show you and explain how the gyroscopic hoverer works." He looked directly at von Herrnung and added, "Of course, cutting the double screw is the key part of the invention. I’ve registered every method I can think of and have a trademark. The Patent Office has assured me that my international rights are secure!”
"They should be, if you have those precautions taken. It does not do to trust," said von Herrnung, "too much! The monkey proverb is law for most men." He shrugged. "It comes, by the way, from Namaland in German South-West Africa. 'Nuts in your pouch are nuts in mine!'"
"They should be, if you've taken those precautions. It's not smart to trust," said von Herrnung, "too much! The monkey proverb applies to most people." He shrugged. "It actually comes from Namaland in German South-West Africa."Nuts in your pouch are nuts in mine!'"
The freemasonry of their calling had established a degree of friendliness between them. They were laughing over the monkey's philosophy as they went over together to the Bird. The small boy who had been idly sprawling on the hot turf near them, with his tilted hat shielding his face from the westering sun-rays, got up and trotted after them like a collie pup.
The connection from their teamwork had built a sense of friendship between them. They were joking about the monkey's philosophy as they walked together towards the Bird. The little boy who had been lying on the warm grass nearby, with his crooked hat shading his eyes from the setting sun, got up and followed them like a playful puppy.
"Coming too, young man?" Sherbrand said, glancing back and smiling. The boy nodded in answer, and thence-forward kept close at the heels of the men, his ears industriously drinking in their conversation, while his eyes were glued on the brown leather satchel depending from the German's gloved left hand. Both men, now leaning over the side of the pilot's cockpit, examined the gearing of the hoverer, protected by a transparent casing set in the tough ash, copper-riveted planking of the fuselage. Then with the aid of sulky Davis they tilted the Bird, and inspected the pair of thin circular plates of toughened steel with flanged edges that, revolving at high velocity in different. directions, constituted the horizontal screw.
"Are you waking up, young man?" Sherbrand asked with a smile as he looked back. The boy nodded in response and then stayed close behind the men, eagerly listening to their conversation while his gaze was fixed on the brown leather satchel hanging from the German's gloved left hand. Both men, now leaning over the side of the pilot's cockpit, checked the gear of the hoverer, which was protected by a transparent cover set in the sturdy ash, copper-riveted planking of the fuselage. Then, with the help of the grumpy Davis, they tilted the Bird and examined the pair of thin circular plates made of toughened steel with flanged edges that, spinning at high speeds in different directions, formed the horizontal screw.
"Driven from the engine, as you see, by an endless chain-drive arrangement. By manipulation of levers, you can throw the tractor out of gear, and hover, under favourable circumstances and in still weather, by means of the horizontal screw alone. But as a rule you keep the tractor working, and the screw acts in one as a lifter and floating-anchor. That's about all it amounts to!—I've said I don't pretend to hang immovable in the air like the albatross and the condor, not to mention the gull and sparrow-hawk and dragon-fly! While I hover I am making way—but way to an inappreciable amount. One of these days we shall find out the big Secret of Stability. Until then we must rub along as best we can!"
"It's driven by an endless chain-drive system, as you can see. By using the levers, you can disconnect the tractor from the gear and hover, under the right conditions and in calm weather, just using the horizontal screw. But usually, you keep the tractor running, and the screw acts both as a lifter and a floating anchor. That’s about it! I’ve mentioned that I don’t claim to stay completely still in the air like an albatross or a condor, let alone the gull, sparrow-hawk, and dragon-fly! While I hover, I'm still moving forward—but just a little bit. One day, we’ll discover the big Secret of Stability. Until then, we just have to manage as best we can!"
Von Herrnung returned:
Von Herrnung is back:
"I am hellishly interested in your invention. It now occurs to me that as you happen to know my flying record"—he shrugged his great shoulders and smoothed his tight red roll of moustache with a well-manicured finger-tip—"that it is possible you would have sufficient confidence to allow me to test your gyroscopic hoverer myself?" He laughed again pleasantly as he finished: "Whatever else I may do, I give you my word of honour I shall not pile up your machine. Will you consent? It may lead—supposing you do not close with the French offer—to big business—done with my friends!"
"I'm really fascinated by your invention. It just occurred to me that since you know about my flying record"—he shrugged his broad shoulders and adjusted his neatly groomed red mustache with a perfectly manicured fingertip—"you might feel confident enough to let me test your gyroscopic hoverer myself?" He chuckled again cheerfully as he finished: "Whatever else I do, I promise I won’t crash your machine. Will you agree? If you don’t accept the French offer, this could lead to some significant business—done with my associates!"
Sherbrand had looked doubtful, only for an instant. Before the twelve-year-old eavesdropper had recovered from the shock that had set his brain spinning and his heart thumping, the situation had been accepted by the owner of the Bird of War. He held out his left hand, and von Herrnung gripped and wrenched it, noting with inward amusement that his grip had brought fresh lines of blood creeping about the edges of Sherbrand's finger-nails.
Sherbrand had looked unsure, but only for a moment. Before the twelve-year-old eavesdropper could recover from the shock that made his head spin and his heart race, the owner of the Bird of War had already come to terms with the situation. He extended his left hand, and von Herrnung grabbed it firmly, noticing with a hint of amusement that his grip left fresh streaks of blood around the edges of Sherbrand's fingernails.
"You shake hands with the left," he commented, smiling. "Not for the first time have I noticed the peculiarity in Englishmen of the younger breed."
"You shake hands with your left hand," he said, smiling. "I've noticed how weird that is for younger Englishmen."
"It is a custom," Sherbrand answered, "with—members of an organisation to which I had, and still have, the honour to belong."
"It's a tradition," Sherbrand replied, "among members of an organization that I have had, and still have, the honor of being a part of."
His eyes, in speaking, went to the bright-haired boy in Scout's uniform standing near them, but von Herrnung's glance had not followed his. The boy was staring wistfully at the round-faced clock on the front gable of the café restaurant—ten minutes to the half-hour and no sign of the Chief's returning. Bawne's courage began to ooze away at the ends of his fingers and toes.
While speaking, his eyes shifted to the blonde boy in the Scout uniform standing nearby, but von Herrnung's gaze didn't follow. The boy was staring wistfully at the round-faced clock on the front gable of the café restaurant—ten minutes until the half-hour, and still no sign of the Chief returning. Bawne's courage began to fade away at his fingertips and toes.
"Then," von Herrnung was beginning impatiently, when a sallow, undersized young man, whose hollow chest and inky paper cuffs advertised his clerical employment, came up, touched a pen sticking out from behind his ear, and said as Sherbrand turned to him:
"Then," von Herrnung began to say impatiently, when a pale, small young man with a sunken chest and dark paper cuffs, indicating he worked in an office, walked up, touched a pen sticking out from behind his ear, and said as Sherbrand turned to him:
"Beg pardon, sir, but the telegraph-cabin is locked up proper, and Mr. Macrombie 'as carried orf the key."
"Excuse me, sir, but the telegraph cabin is locked up tight, and Mr. Macrombie has the key."
"Out of sorts to-day, is he?" Sherbrand asked meaningly, and the telegraph-clerk answered:
"He's not feeling well today, right?" Sherbrand asked knowingly, and the telegraph clerk replied:
"I've never seen 'im so bad before—in the middle of the month!"
"I've never seen him this way before—in the middle of the month!"
As Fate would have it, Macrombie, ex-Petty Officer Telegraphist of the R.N.—from whose sleeve the golden Crown and thunderbolt had been reft by reason of his anti-teetotal habits, had received a visit that morning from a friend who had repaid a debt. Hence the licensed operator of Fanshaw's experimental and educational Wireless-station had succumbed to an attack of his intermittent complaint.
By chance, Macrombie, a former Petty Officer Telegraphist in the Royal Navy—who had lost the golden crown and thunderbolt insignia on his sleeve because of his drinking habits—had a visit that morning from a friend who repaid a debt. As a result, the licensed operator of Fanshaw's experimental and educational wireless station was hit by an episode of his ongoing illness.
Hear Macrombie's assistant continuing the recital:
Listen to Macrombie's assistant keep the performance going:
"He's left the aërial connected to the transmitter and gone out for lemon-squashes four times since one o'clock grub. 'That's the drink for men who have souls to save, ye little fag-eater!' he says to me; 'Salvation for soul and body, sucked through a straw! If thae deboshed and hopeless drunkards at the Admiralty could be induced to swear off their cursed alcohol and take to it, I wad no longer be deaved to the point of steeping my tongue in profanity, by the kind o' eediots' gibberish that is yammering at my lugs!'"
“He’s left the antenna connected to the transmitter and has gone out for lemonades four times since lunch. ‘That’s the drink for men who have souls to save, you little loser!’ he says to me; ‘Salvation for both soul and body, sipped through a straw! If those debauched and hopeless drunks at the Admiralty could be convinced to quit their cursed alcohol and switch to this, I wouldn’t be deafened by the kind of nonsense that’s blaring in my ears!’”
"He'd been raking a lot of Admiralty strays in?" Sherbrand queried. Von Herrnung, who had been grinding his heel into the turf and gnawing his lip with ill-concealed impatience, turned his head sharply, and listened to the colloquy with all his ears.
"Have you been collecting a bunch of Admiralty strays lately?" Sherbrand asked. Von Herrnung, who had been digging his heel into the grass and biting his lip in barely concealed frustration, turned his head quickly and listened closely to the conversation.
"Not so much X's as definites, sir," responded Macrombie's assistant. "He was upset about ten minutes before he broke out by getting an 'Urgent' without a Preparative Call. Then comes 'Important' in International Code, and 'Administration' and 'Emergency.' Then 'War Office,' and 'Documents,' and 'Enforcement of the Law.' By that time 'e was purple in the face and 'arf crazy. 'If I had my way wi' you, ye bung-nosed intemperates,' he says, groaning-like—'I wad keep ye on grits an' caller watter for a fortnicht! Oh, that men, as auld Hosea says in the inspired Screeptures'—an' I 'appen to know myself it was Shakespeare—'should pit an enemy intil their mooths to steal awa' their brains!' An' 'e snatches off the telephone 'ead-band and chucks it into the corner, and just as my own instrument starts to tick out a call, he ketches me by the neck as if I'd bin a tame rabbit, an' slings me out o' the office an' locks the door. 'Out o' this!' 'e says, puttin' the cabin key in 'is pocket. 'I will no' have your lugs, dirr-ty as they are, polluted by the unclean counsels o' the wicked. I'm awa' to cool the wrath o' the righteous wi' anither lemon squash!' An' the winder is blocked by the Morse key instrument, an' even if it wasn't, it's too small for me to get in through!" Macrombie's victim ended, with an injured sniff.
"Not just X's, definitely, sir," replied Macrombie’s assistant. "He got upset about ten minutes before he exploded after getting an 'Urgent' message without a Preparative Call. Then came an 'Important' message in International Code, followed by 'Administration' and 'Emergency.' Then 'War Office,' 'Documents,' and 'Enforcement of the Law.' By that point, he was purple in the face and half-crazy. 'If I had my way with you, you bung-nosed drunks,' he groaned—'I would keep you on grits and cold water for two weeks! Oh, that men, as the old Hosea says in the inspired Scriptures'—and I happen to know it was Shakespeare—'should put an enemy into their mouths to steal away their brains!' And he ripped off the telephone headset and threw it in the corner just as my own device started beeping with a call. He grabbed me by the neck like I was a tame rabbit and tossed me out of the office, locking the door. 'Out of this!' he said, putting the cabin key in his pocket. 'I will not have your ears, dirty as they are, contaminated by the wicked's unclean advice. I’m off to cool the righteous' anger with another lemon squash!' And the window is blocked by the Morse key instrument, and even if it weren’t, it's too small for me to get through!" Macrombie's victim finished with a hurt sniff.
"Well, well! Better hang about the cabin a bit and possess your soul in patience. If any pupils drop along, tell them they'll have to wait! Perhaps Macrombie'll turn up sober enough to take them on by-and-by. As for the message in transmission, I daresay it will keep. Mr. Fanshaw's not expecting any particularly important communication that I know of. Oh, hang it!" Sherbrand whistled dismally. "I'd forgotten. That's just what I am!"
"Well, well! You might as well hang out in the cabin for a bit and be patient. If any students arrive, let them know they’ll have to wait! Maybe Macrombie will come by sober enough to deal with them later. As for the message being sent, I’m sure it can wait. Mr. Fanshaw isn’t expecting anything especially important as far as I know. Oh, darn it!" Sherbrand whistled sadly. "I totally forgot. That's exactly what I am!"
"Shall I go and see if I can find Rumball?" suggested Macrombie's assistant helpfully. "He's at the engine-sheds. He's been a locksmith. 'Twouldn't take him more than a sec. to open the office door!"
"Should I check to see if I can find Rumball?" Macrombie's assistant suggested helpfully. "He's at the engine sheds. He used to be a locksmith, so it wouldn't take him more than a second to open the office door!"
"Cut then!" acceded Sherbrand, and the telegraph-clerk touched his pen—discovering by a jab of the inky nib that he was wearing it—and set off at a trot in the direction of the engine-sheds.
"Go ahead then!" Sherbrand agreed, and the telegraph clerk touched his pen—realizing with a jab of the inky nib that he was still holding it—and quickly started off toward the engine sheds.
You are to suppose that von Herrnung's sharp ears had gathered the pith of the communication. Some meaning in the isolated words the clerk had repeated had had a palpable effect upon his nerves. His face looked bluish-grey and streaky, as he said to Sherbrand, stammering in his eagerness:
Assume that von Herrnung's sharp hearing had caught the essence of the message. Some importance in the specific words the clerk had repeated had clearly impacted his nerves. His face looked bluish-gray and streaky as he told Sherbrand, stammering with excitement:
"So then, it is agreed about my flying your machine?"
"So, it's agreed that I'm flying your plane?"
"I see no objection."
"I don't see any objection."
"Gut!" Von Herrnung went on, concealing a huge joy under a careless camaraderie: "Can you lend me a cap and coat and a pair of Schulzbrille? Goggles you call them, yes! The coat should better to be a large one"—he stumbled in his English now through sheer excitement—"I am so much a bigger man than you!"
"Great!"Von Herrnung continued, concealing a great joy under a relaxed friendliness: 'Can you lend me a cap, a coat, and a pair of __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__?'"Schulzbrille“Goggles, that’s what you call them, right? The coat should be a large size”—he struggled with his English from pure excitement—“I am much bigger than you!”
"Certainly. We keep Flying rigs in all manner of sizes. It's in the way of business," Sherbrand said. Then his glance fell upon Davis, whose little black-avised countenance wore an expression of sulky resentment, and he uttered a slight exclamation. "I forgot, Davis! I really am very sorry!" He turned to von Herrnung and explained in a tone of finality that enraged the hearer: "This is Davis's afternoon off. I cannot ask him to repeat the climb."
"Of course. We have flying rigs in all different sizes. It’s just part of the business," Sherbrand said. Then he noticed Davis, whose small face behind glasses showed signs of sulky resentment, and he let out a small exclamation. "Oh, I totally forgot, Davis! I'm really sorry!" He turned to von Herrnung and explained in a tone that only seemed to annoy the listener: "This is Davis's day off. I can’t ask him to do the climb again."
"It is hellishly annoying! But see! Listen, my fellow!" He addressed himself to little grimy Davis, unhelmeted and unbuttoned, leaning against the Bird's flank with his hands in the pockets of his oily overalls, chewing a blade of grass; "You will go up with me if I tip you? A sovereign! Come then! The gold does it! You will go up with me, will you not, yes?"
"It's so frustrating! But check this out! Listen, buddy!" He addressed little grimy Davis, who was without a helmet and his fly undone, leaning against the Bird with his hands in the pockets of his dirty overalls, chewing on a blade of grass. "Will you go up with me if I give you a tip? A pound! Come on! The cash will convince you! You'll go up with me, right? Yes?"
Davis spat out grass and delivered himself:
Davis spat out grass and spoke up:
"Not even for my young guv'nor—and a Bank of England finnup, do I do the soaring heagle hact again this blooming Wednesday."
"Not even for my young boss—and a Bank of England bonus—am I going to take the high-stakes risk again this Wednesday."
Welsh Davis had come to London from a mountain farm in Merioneth, speaking nothing but his native Cymric, and had culled his Sassenach from Cockney lips. Von Herrnung bid another sovereign, and then two more, ineffectually.
Welsh Davis had come to London from a mountain farm in Merioneth, speaking only his native Welsh, and had learned his English from Cockney speakers. Von Herrnung offered him another pound, and then two more, but it was no use.
"Naow!" Davis was rock. "I've done my day's stunt an' I'm nuffy. D'yer tumble? Nuffy! Yer knaows wot that means—if you're a Flying Bloke!"
"Now!" Davis insisted. "I've done my part for the day, and I'm finished. Do you get it? Finished! You know what that means—if you're a Flying Guy!"
"Damn you, I will gif you ten pounds!" Von Herrnung's face was wrung and streaked with passion. He breathed hard, and the brown leather satchel jumped and wobbled in his shaking hand.
"Damn you, I'll give you ten pounds!" Von Herrnung's face was contorted with emotion. He was breathing hard, and the brown leather satchel bounced and swayed in his trembling hand.
"It isn't any use," said Sherbrand, "really! Money doesn't count with Davis where his off-time's concerned. Davis doesn't want to go up again, and I've not another man of his weight available. What do you turn the scale at? I should guess 16 stone or thereabouts?"
"It's no use," Sherbrand said. "Money doesn't mean anything to Davis when it comes to his free time. Davis doesn’t want to compete again, and I don’t have anyone else who matches his weight. What do you weigh? I'd say around 16 stone or so?"
"I weigh 16 st. 8 lbs. in my ordinary clothes."
"I weigh 232 lbs. in my usual clothes."
"Well, I tot 11 st. 6 lbs. in the fullest of flying-rig, and Davis only 8 st. 5 lbs. And the Bird is built to carry in addition to her engine—what with the instruments, so forth, and man-freight, a cargo of something like 22 stone. You see, even with Davis, you'd load the machine a good bit over her"—he smiled at the conceit—"her Plimsoll mark. Again, I'm sorry. It's your luck! No flying for you to-day!"
"I weighed 11 stone 6 pounds in full flying gear, while Davis weighed only 8 stone 5 pounds. The aircraft is built to carry around 22 stone in addition to its engine, instruments, and crew. Even with Davis, you'd be loading the plane well over the safe limit," he said with a smile. "Again, I’m sorry. It’s just bad luck for you! No flying today!"
"It is damnably annoying! But"—von Herrnung's red-lashed blue eyes were busily scanning Bawne's face and figure—"but suppose I could get a boy of 6 stone to go up with me? Merely as ballast, for I do not require an assistant—the difficulty might be got over in this way? What you say, my little English fellow?" He turned on the boy with a great air of jovial patronage. "Are you plucky enough? Shall we go for a voyage together in the sky?"
"It's really frustrating! But"—von Herrnung's bright blue eyes with red lashes were closely looking at Bawne's face and body—"but what if I could find a kid who weighs about 6 stone to come with me? Just for balance, since I don't need an assistant—could this solve the problem? What do you think, my little English friend?" He smiled down at the boy with an air of cheerful superiority. "Are you brave enough? Shall we go on a trip together in the sky?"
"Yes—please!"
"Yes, please!"
The dark blue eyes met the hard light ones bravely, though every vestige of colour had sunk out of the young face. Then back to lips and cheeks the banished colour came racing. Bawne flushed crimson, as von Herrnung held up a bright bit of gold, and sharply shook his head.
The dark blue eyes met the bright light ones with bravery, even though all color had faded from the young face. Then the lost color returned to the lips and cheeks. Bawne blushed intensely as von Herrnung raised a shiny piece of gold and shook his head sharply.
"Was? Will you not take the sovereign?" von Herrnung demanded. "Are you a faint-heart after all?"
"What"Are you really not going to take the crown?" von Herrnung asked. "Have you become a coward after all?"
The boy bit his lip and said, clenching his small fists desperately:
The boy bit his lip and said, clenching his tiny fists in frustration:
"It's against the rule for Scouts to take tips. So I don't want the money. But I'm ready to come with you!"
"It's against the rules for Scouts to accept tips, so I don't want the money. But I'm ready to go with you!"
"Look here, old fellow!" Sherbrand was beginning anxiously. The boy stopped him with:
"Hey, pay attention, man!" Sherbrand began nervously. The boy interrupted him with:
"Really and truly I'm not funky—and you said I was to have another flight."
"Honestly, I'm not in a bad mood—and you said I was supposed to get another chance."
"So I did, and so you shall," agreed Sherbrand. "But this won't be just a 'bus trip around the aërodrome. It will be climbing and spiralling and hovering, and all the rest!"
"Sure, I will, and so will you," Sherbrand nodded. "But this won't just be a bus ride around the airfield. It will involve climbing, spiraling, hovering, and everything else!"
Bawne persisted:
Bawne kept going:
"You could strap me in. And I'm not afraid—really!"
"Go ahead and strap me in. I'm not scared—really!"
"And," von Herrnung interposed, "I shall not ascend higher than three thousand. Probably less will do for my purpose. The boy will be quite safe. Surely you are able to trust him with me?"
"And," von Herrnung interrupted, "I won't go above three thousand. Probably even less will be enough for what I need. The boy will be completely safe. Surely you can trust him with me?"
Sherbrand hesitated, then said to Bawne in a relieved tone: "Well, there's the Doctor talking to a tall lady in white with a hat that glitters. Run across to your father and ask him whether you may go?"
Sherbrand paused for a moment, then said to Bawne, sounding relieved: "Look, there's the Doctor chatting with a tall woman in white wearing a sparkling hat. Go over to your dad and see if you can go?"
"I'd rather you asked him—if you must—and let me stop here!"
"I'd rather you ask him—if you really need to—and let me end it here!"
"Gut! Sehr gut!" Von Herrnung's tautened nerves would have been relieved by some hard Prussian swearing. He jangled out a laugh instead. He caught hold of the boy under the armpits and lifted him high above his head. "What is your weight? Six stone? Come now, have I not guessed nearly!" He had not relinquished his grip on the leather satchel, and as it banged against his ribs, Bawne realised that it was quite light.
"Great! Really great!Herrnung's frayed nerves could have used some intense Prussian swearing. Instead, he laughed. He picked the boy up by the armpits and lifted him high above his head. "What do you weigh? Six stone? Am I close?" He still had a grip on the leather satchel, and as it bumped against his ribs, Bawne realized it was pretty light.
"Papers inside!" he said to himself. Something quite hard was under the leather at the corners, perhaps the thinnest of metal plates. Its contact with the boy's body seemed to sober von Herrnung's exultation. He dropped Bawne unceremoniously, and straightened himself again.
"Papers inside!" he told himself. There was something hard under the leather at the corners, possibly the thinnest metal plates. The pressure against the boy's body seemed to calm von Herrnung down from his excitement. He dropped Bawne carelessly and straightened up again.
"How much petrol has been used?" he asked hastily of Davis, going over to the Bird and mounting on the landing-carriage to look at the gauges. "Because when I fly I never take risks. You will have to fill up the tank again. Do you hear, my fellow?"
"How much gas have we used?" he asked hurriedly, getting closer to Davis and climbing onto the landing carriage to check the gauges. "Because when I fly, I don't take any risks. You need to refill the tank. Do you hear me, buddy?"
"If Mr. Sherbrand orders me," Davis spat out another piece of grass, "dessay I shall do it!" He eyed von Herrnung with surly disapproval as he craned over the Bird's fuselage, while audibly commenting to an acquaintance who had strolled up:
"If Mr. Sherbrand tells me to," Davis spat out another piece of grass, "I definitely will!" He shot a disapproving glare at von Herrnung, who was leaning over the Bird's fuselage, while loudly commenting to a friend who had just arrived:
"Sheer blinders, I call 'em, these ere Fritzies! Walk into Buckingham Pallis next minute and ask to look into the Privy Puss. 'Ope the Governor comes back before 'e gits Nosey Parkerin' into the 'orizontal 'overing gear! Perish me if I ever met a bloke with such a nerve! Watto, old sonny?" He addressed himself to the boy. "Ain't you feelin' up to the posh?"
"I call them total cluelessness, these Fritzies! Just walk into Buckingham Palace and ask to see the Privy Puss. I hope the Governor returns before he starts snooping around in the horizontal covering gear! I swear I've never met a guy with such guts! What's up, kid?" He focused on the boy. "Aren't you up for the fancy stuff?"
"I am quite all right, thank you!" Bawne responded, while his heart bumped against his ribs. In his brain words and sentences kept forming:
"I'm doing great, thanks!" Bawne replied, while his heart pounded against his ribs. In his mind, words and sentences kept taking shape:
"I'm only a little chap. And this is—a Big thing! Bigger than the Chief expected, perhaps! And he said he'd be back in half an hour." Half an hour meant thirty minutes. He glanced at the big round white-faced clock above the entrance of the café restaurant. More than fifteen minutes of the half-hour had gone.
"I'm just a small fry. And this is a big deal! Bigger than the Chief expected, maybe! And he said he'd be back in half an hour." Half an hour means thirty minutes. He glanced at the large round white clock above the entrance of the café restaurant. More than fifteen minutes of the half-hour had already gone by.
To stick to the big, brutal German was his—Bawne's—Secret Mission. And the inspiring, uplifting voice that thousands of boy-hearts thrill to all the big world over had said to him:
Bawne's Secret Mission was to remain loyal to the strong, resilient German. And the motivating, hopeful voice that thousands of young people around the globe connect with had told him:
"Quit yourself like a man!"
"Man up!"
CHAPTER XXX
CHAPTER XXX
THE REAPING
THE HARVEST
To Patrine, when the shadow of the familiar figure of the Doctor mingled with hers upon the dry green grass, and Saxham's voice called her by her name, it was as though his presence had a weight that physically oppressed her, and his scrutiny seared her flesh like the approach of white-hot iron.
To Patrine, when the familiar figure of the Doctor cast a shadow that mingled with hers on the dry green grass, and Saxham's voice echoed her name, it felt as though his presence bore a heavy weight on her, and his gaze seared her skin like the touch of white-hot iron.
Through her mind passed swift sentences: "Yet another of us has disgraced him! My father and mother are not the only traitors of our name!" In the rawness of her mental anguish every sense was unnaturally exaggerated. The ticking of Saxham's watch, that the furious beating of her heart could not drown, tormented by its iteration. And worst of all, was the consciousness of defilement in the physical sense.
Thoughts raced through her mind: "Another one of us has let him down! My parents aren't the only ones bringing shame to our name!In the raw intensity of her emotional pain, every sensation felt amplified. The ticking of Saxham's watch, which the frantic beating of her heart couldn't drown out, tormented her with its constant rhythm. And the worst part was the physical sensation of shame.
"Did not your mother give you my message?"
"Did your mom not pass on my message to you?"
Always pale, her pallor did not demand particular attention, save that under their ruddy salve the edges of her lips showed white. She answered, forcing the lips to smile, compelling her eyes to meet Saxham's.
Always pale, her complexion didn’t attract much attention, except that under their rosy makeup, the edges of her lips appeared white. She responded by forcing a smile and meeting Saxham's gaze.
"About coming to see you?" She remembered and drew from her gilt-chain vanity bag the letter she had not posted: "This was written to you to-day. Then I thought I would have been able to look in at Harley Street, and in the end——"
"About visiting you?" She remembered and took out the letter she hadn’t sent from her stylish vanity bag: "I wrote this for you today. I thought I would be able to stop by Harley Street, but in the end——"
"In the end you neither paid the visit nor posted the excuse. Well, be more considerate in future to those who love you. Sincere, clean love does not grow on every gooseberry bush, my dear!"
"In the end, you didn’t come to visit or even send an apology. Please be more considerate in the future to those who care about you. True, genuine love isn’t something you encounter everywhere, my dear!"
The curt speech, made in the Doctor's brusquest tone, conveyed to Patrine an impression of exquisite kindness. So many boons, so many benefits had been conferred in that grim, curt way. She had wept and would not weep again, but her hard bright eyes grew misty as she thanked him, and asked after Lynette, with a touch of wistfulness that recalled to the Doctor that unforgettable time when greedy Death had threatened to rob him of his joy. He answered her cheerfully, and they found themselves chatting of familiar, everyday matters across the gulf that yawned between. And then, warned by some swift change of expression in her face, Saxham glanced up to see Sherbrand approaching.
The brief speech, delivered in the Doctor's blunt tone, made Patrine feel a genuine kindness. So many gifts and advantages had been shared in that harsh, straightforward way. She had cried and wouldn’t cry again, but her determined, bright eyes became misty as she thanked him and asked about Lynette, with a hint of longing that reminded the Doctor of that unforgettable moment when cruel Death had threatened to take away his happiness. He responded happily, and they found themselves discussing familiar, everyday topics across the gap that lay between them. Then, sensing a sudden change in her expression, Saxham looked up to see Sherbrand approaching them.
"Doctor!" he called. "Sorry to interrupt, but would you listen a minute?"
"Doctor!" he called out. "Sorry to interrupt, but can you take a moment to listen?"
The tall, lightly-built, lightly moving figure came swinging towards them. He still carried the eared cap with the goggled visor, his thick, silvery-blonde hair was darkened at the temples with the dampness generated under the close covering of waterproof. His light grey-blue eyes were smiling, yet there was a pucker of anxiety between his eyebrows, as he put von Herrnung's case.
The tall, thin figure approached them with an easy walk. He was still wearing the ear-flapped cap with the goggle visor, and his thick, silvery-blonde hair was damp at the temples from the moisture that got trapped under the waterproof covering. His light grey-blue eyes were cheerful, but there was a touch of concern between his eyebrows as he placed down von Herrnung's case.
"So," he ended, "instead of taking a second flight in the Bird with me as we arranged, would you trust your boy to this foreign crack who's in a hole for a passenger? He is Captain von Herrnung of the German Flying Service—winner of the two-days' flight from Hanover to Paris in April—a famous run!" He added, "I need hardly say that with such a record as von Herrnung holds you cannot be apprehensive of any rashness or neglect on his part. But I'll own I would rather take Bawne up another day myself. Still, von Herrnung——"
"So," he finished, "instead of taking another flight in the Bird with me like we planned, would you trust your boy to this foreign guy who's in a tough situation as a passenger? He's Captain von Herrnung of the German Flying Service—winner of the two-day flight from Hanover to Paris in April—a well-known achievement!" He added, "I shouldn't have to mention that with a record like von Herrnung's, you don't need to worry about any recklessness or carelessness on his part. But I admit I'd prefer to take Bawne up another day myself. Still, von Herrnung——"
"I am aware of the reputation held by the person you mention. I am going now to speak to him."
"I know about the reputation of the person you mentioned. I'm going to talk to him now."
The Doctor's face was devoid of all expression. But he battled, as he spoke, with a masterful desire to forbid Bawne the expedition. To assert parental authority on this point would have been the mode of dealing approved by one of the two men who dwelt within the Dop Doctor. The other Saxham said "Hold!"
The Doctor's face was expressionless. However, as he spoke, he fought against a powerful desire to stop Bawne from going on the trip. Trying to exercise his parental authority would have been the preferred method of one of the two personalities within the Dop Doctor. The other, Saxham, said, "Wait!"
Dare you place your paternal love, that other Saxham asked—between your son and his duty? Because it would be so easy to do it, is the reason why you should refrain! The Doctor had walked a few paces towards the object of his troubled reflections. He wheeled abruptly, returned, and presented Sherbrand to his niece.
Do you really want to prioritize your fatherly love, as another Saxham asked, over your son’s responsibilities? The fact that it’s tempting to do so is exactly why you should resist! The Doctor had taken a few steps toward what was bothering him. He suddenly turned around, came back, and introduced Sherbrand to his niece.
A faint blush rose in Patrine's white cheeks as her eyes met those of the tall young aviator. They looked at her without any sign of recognition, and the conviction, "He has forgotten!" shot stingingly across her mind. "He did not think me worth remembering" came next. And then she could have laughed, recalling that she had dismissed him from her own thoughts on the discovery of his connection with Fanshaw's. She had made so certain that a teacher of Flying couldn't be a gentleman.
A faint blush appeared on Patrine's pale cheeks when her eyes met those of the tall young pilot. They gazed at her without any hint of recognition, and the thought, "__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,"He has forgotten!"flashed painfully through her mind."He didn't think I was worth remembering"Then she could have laughed, recalling that she had pushed him out of her mind after discovering his connection to Fanshaw's. She had been so certain that a flight instructor couldn't be a gentleman."
Now, face to face with him again, in his upright easy bearing, in his straight and fearless regard, in the pleasant well-bred voice that addressed her in a brief conventional sentence or so, she read his patent of gentlehood.
Now, standing in front of him again, with his confident stance, his direct and fearless gaze, and the friendly, polite tone that spoke to her in a few standard sentences, she saw his clear kindness.
From whatever root it sprang, the flower was noble. Her swift eyes shot a glance at the bigger figure in grey. What a hoggish knight of the dunghill, what a high-born clown had she not distinguished by her choice and selection. The smile of scorn that curved her mouth was suddenly banished by the sudden recollection of Bawne.
No matter where it came from, the flower was beautiful. Her sharp gaze darted to the larger figure in grey. What a greedy knight of the gutter, what a pretentious fool she hadn't seen in her choice. The sneer on her lips was suddenly replaced by an unexpected memory of Bawne.
"Uncle Owen, you have not yet told Mr. Sherbrand whether Bawne may go up again or not. I am sure—if you won't think me—if you don't mind my saying so!—that he has had enough for to-day! I think it would be better if you would not——"
"Uncle Owen, you still haven't told Mr. Sherbrand if Bawne can go up again or not. I'm sure—if you don’t mind me saying this—that he’s had enough for today! I think it would be better if you didn’t——"
It was not the deep warm voice of Patrine's characteristic utterance, but a weaker, thinner voice that hesitated and faltered and trailed away. It recalled nothing to Sherbrand. He looked at her and transferred his gaze to Saxham, who asked:
It wasn't Patrine's typical deep, warm voice; it was a weaker, thinner one that hesitated, stammered, and trailed off. It didn't trigger any memories for Sherbrand. He looked at her, then turned his attention to Saxham, who asked:
"Does this German officer intend climbing to any high altitude, or perpetrating anything in the nature of a display?"
"Is this German officer planning to reach a high altitude, or do something that might be seen as a display?"
Sherbrand explained:
Sherbrand explained:
"He does not want to go higher than three thousand. Just to try the hoverer, regarding which some business friends of his are bitten with curiosity. My mechanic is not able to go up with him, and he wants a light-weight passenger. He is over sixteen stone himself, and the Bird has been built to carry me with Davis. I calculated her wing-area to——"
"He doesn't want to go over three thousand. Just to test the hoverer, which some of his business friends are really interested in. My mechanic can't go with him, and he needs a lightweight passenger. He weighs more than sixteen stone himself, and the Bird has been designed to carry me along with Davis. I calculated her wing area to——"
Sherbrand travelled into the realm of technicalities, using terms that were Volapuk and Esperanto to Patrine. He had supple, finely-shaped hands, and used them as he talked with vivid illustrative gestures.
Sherbrand went into the details, using terms that confused Patrine. He had flexible, well-defined hands, which he animatedly used while speaking, emphasizing his points with lively gestures.
"So," he ended, "as your plucky youngster asked to go, it seemed a way out of the difficulty, provided you weren't dead against the thing. Of course we'll swadd the little chap in a sweater or so under the pneumatic jacket. It'll be a bit parky, even at three thousand, now the sun's beginning to down."
"So," he finished, "since your brave kid wanted to go, it looked like a solution to the problem, assuming you weren't totally against it. Of course, we'll wrap the little guy in a sweater or two under the inflatable jacket. It's going to be a little chilly, even at three thousand, now that the sun's starting to set."
He added:
He said:
"I'll see to the strapping myself. You may rely upon it, Doctor."
"I'll take care of the strapping myself. You can count on that, Doctor."
Saxham said with a look of kindness at the handsome face with the clear candid eyes:
Saxham said with a kind look on his attractive face with bright, sincere eyes:
"I am sure of that!" He added, mastering that inward impulse: "I shall not forbid the flight if Bawne is set on it. But first, I must speak to him!"
"I'm sure of it!" he said, suppressing his inner urge. "I won't cancel the flight if Bawne is set on going. But first, I need to talk to him!"
And the great form with the stern thoughtful face and scholar's stoop moved across the greensward, followed by the tall young figures of Sherbrand and Patrine. Of the two, the man was by a bare inch the taller. This Patrine realised in a swift side-glance. Certain featural characteristics of him, personal impressions received half-unconsciously, retained their clear sharpness then and for many days....
The tall figure with a serious, thoughtful face and a scholar's hunch walked across the grassy area, followed by the tall young men, Sherbrand and Patrine. Of the two, he was only about an inch taller. Patrine noted this in a quick glance. Some of his features, personal impressions that she half-consciously took in, stayed with her clearly for many days....
The silvery-yellow hair toning into the pale brown skin. The powerful sweep of the brows over eyes set flush with their large orbits, prominent, brilliant, mobile as the eyes of a bird of flight. The nose, arched and jutting like a kite's beak, with large sensitive nostrils, the somewhat sunken cheek and the sharply-angled jaw, the little ear and the rounded skull superbly set upon the full muscular neck rising out of the collar of the gabardine, made up a portrait upon which some happy woman might well dote and dream.
The silvery-yellow hair blends with the light brown skin. The strong arch of the eyebrows sits over eyes that are deep-set in their large sockets, striking, bright, and expressive like a bird in flight. The nose is arched and prominent like a kite's beak, with large, sensitive nostrils; the cheeks are slightly sunken and the jawline is sharply defined; the small ear and the rounded skull rest perfectly on the muscular neck that emerges from the collar of the gabardine, creating a portrait that any fortunate woman could easily admire and daydream about.
It was five o'clock and the breeze that smelt of heather and clover-hay and strawberries blew more strongly, straight from under the westering sun. Patrine drank in deep draughts of the buoyant sweetness. The leaden gyves had fallen from her limbs, the leaden weight had lifted from her bosom. She had recovered something of her old, elastic grace of movement, that even the sheath-skirt could not spoil. Looking at her, Sherbrand said to himself:
It was five o'clock, and the breeze, filled with the scents of heather, clover hay, and strawberries, blew more strongly from the setting sun. Patrine inhaled deeply, savoring the sweet aroma. The heavy shackles had fallen from her limbs, and the weight had lifted from her heart. She felt some of her old, springy grace return, which even the sheath skirt couldn’t overshadow. Watching her, Sherbrand thought to himself:
"She walks like a Highland hill-woman or a native girl of the Philippines. And—did Heaven or a Bond Street specialist give her that extraordinary hair? I rather hate it, and yet I have to go on looking at it. Does she know? I wonder if she knows?"
"She walks like a woman from the Highlands or a local girl from the Philippines. And—did Heaven or a Bond Street expert style her amazing hair? I kinda hate it, but I can’t stop staring at it. Does she realize? I wonder if she knows?"
She felt his eyes on her. And the buoyant sense of well-being that his presence brought to her was mingled with an agony of apprehension. Her heart clamoured, like a brooding thrush attacked by the owl, that Bawne should not be permitted to risk himself with von Herrnung. "Does any other living being know him as I know him?" she asked herself. "If by some misadventure it came to a question of one life or the other, would he scruple—no! he would not scruple for an instant to sacrifice the child?"
She could feel him watching her. The joy his presence brought her was mixed with a heavy sense of fear. Her heart raced, like a scared thrush being chased by an owl, as she thought that Bawne shouldn’t risk himself with von Herrnung.Does any other living being know him like I do?"she thought to herself."If it came down to a choice between one life or the other, would he hesitate—no! He wouldn’t hesitate for a second to sacrifice the child?"
Three words to Uncle Owen—if one only dared to speak them—would have put the thing out of the question. But at the thought of the dreadful avowal to which such an utterance might lead, Patrine was stricken dumb. She could not face the music. This was one little ear of wild oats out of the full field that waited for her reaping, sown in the hours that lie between the midnight of pleasure and the dawn of the Day of Remorse.
Three words to Uncle Owen—if only she had the courage to say them—would have resolved everything. But just the thought of the terrible confession that might come after left Patrine speechless. She couldn't bring herself to face it. This was just a brief moment of reckless behavior amid all the experiences awaiting her, situated in the hours between the midnight of fun and the sunrise of regret.
Perhaps she and Sherbrand had walked more slowly than it had seemed to her. She saw Saxham and his son meet, heard, indistinctly the exchange of a few brief sentences, and then the boy, with a jump to hug his father round the neck, ran to her as she came up.
Maybe she and Sherbrand had walked slower than she thought. She saw Saxham and his son greet each other, heard a few brief sentences exchanged, and then the boy, jumping to hug his dad around the neck, ran towards her as she got closer.
"Cousin Pat, I'm going to get into my flying-kit in a minute." His heart was thumping so that it shook him, and the short upper lip with the gold-brown dust of freckles on it quivered, hard as he tried to keep it stiff: "One doesn't do it before people generally—but I'd rather like you to kiss me now!"
"Cousin Pat, I'm just about to put on my flying gear." His heart was racing so much that it was shaking him, and his short upper lip, dotted with gold-brown freckles, trembled, no matter how hard he tried to keep it still: "Normally, you don’t do this in front of others—but I really want you to kiss me now!"
"My precious, a dozen times!"
"My precious, twelve times!"
She said it impetuously in the deep womanly baritone that Bawne loved, and Sherbrand started as he heard it. She dropped her tall-sticked sunshade, and caught the little boyish figure to her broad womanly bosom, hugged him until he panted, and kissed his pale cheeks red. You do not need to be reminded that Patrine was a galumpher. "Don't go! don't go!" she whispered in her darling's neck. "I hate your going! and I don't believe Uncle Owen likes it.... Say you've been up once and you're 'nuffy! Pretend you funk it. Do, for my sake!"
She said it impulsively in the deep, feminine voice that Bawne loved, and Sherbrand jumped when he heard it. She dropped her tall sunshade and pulled the small boyish figure into her wide embrace, hugging him until he could barely breathe and kissing his pale cheeks until they turned red. You already know that Patrine was clumsy. "Don't go! Don't go!" she whispered into her darling's neck. "I hate it when you leave! And I don't think Uncle Owen likes it either... Just say you've been up once and you're done! Pretend you're scared. Please, for my sake!"
"I—can't. Ouch! You tickle! Please let me go. This is business!" He squirmed, and she burst out laughing, and released him. The act was a wrench that tore her bleeding heart anew.
"I can't. Ouch! You're tickling me! Please let me go. This is work!" He squirmed, and she laughed out loud, releasing him. That moment felt like a twist that tore her bleeding heart open once more.
He bounded instantly after Sherbrand, seeing him go forward to join von Herrnung, who was standing watching Davis fill the Bird's tank with petrol, and her reservoir with oil.
He quickly ran after Sherbrand, seeing him move ahead to meet von Herrnung, who was standing nearby, watching Davis fill the Bird's tank with gasoline and its reservoir with oil.
There was no spurring these lazy devils of English into movement.... The accursed pig-dogs, the stupid sheep's heads! If that fragmentary Wireless message had really to do with the business, within the next ten minutes everything might be ruined. One walked perilously, as amongst pebbles, holding a watch-glass of High Explosive in one's hand. Here came the man and the boy. He joined them with a noisy burst of forced laughter. Presently you saw all three moving in the direction of a building where the "flying-kits of all sorts and shapes and sizes," of which Sherbrand had boasted, were kept for the use of the patrons of Fanshaw's School. As they went in, Bawne cast a wistful glance up at the clock on the front gable of the café restaurant, now supplying afternoon tea served in brown teapots, and rolls and butter on thick white platters, to a thin sprinkling of customers.
There was no way to get these lazy English guys to budge... Those stupid fools, the idiots! If that unfinished wireless message was actually aboutthe businessEverything could go wrong in the next ten minutes. It felt risky, like walking on pebbles while holding a glass of high explosive in one hand. Here came the man and the boy. He joined them with a loud, forced laugh. Soon, all three were heading toward a building where the "flying kits of all sorts, shapes, and sizes," which Sherbrand had bragged about, were kept for the patrons of Fanshaw's School. As they entered, Bawne glanced longingly at the clock on the front gable of the café restaurant, which was now serving afternoon tea in brown teapots, along with rolls and butter on thick white platters, to a few scattered customers.
"Three minutes to the half-hour," said the clock.
"Three minutes until half past," the clock said.
Would the Chief come, or must this thing be carried out by a small boy whose heart lay, a palpable lump of cold lead in the pit of his stomach, and whose knees were turning to jelly as he went?
Would the Chief show up, or would this be handled by a young boy whose heart felt like a heavy lump of cold metal in his stomach and whose knees were shaking as he walked?
If Cousin Pat, when she begged him not to go, had known how badly he, Bawne, had wanted to hold her round the neck and beg her not to let him, he would at this moment have been unheroically safe.
If Cousin Pat had known, when she begged him not to go, how much Bawne wanted to hug her and ask her to stop him from leaving, he would be safe and unheroic right now.
She was so big. He had most dreadfully wanted to cling to her and cry—imagine a fellow of twelve doing anything so kiddish. But he had swallowed the unmanly tears, and wriggled out of her strong protecting arms.
She was so big. He really wanted to hold her and cry—can you imagine a twelve-year-old being that childish? But he kept the tears in and wriggled out of her strong, protective hug.
He looked back and saw her tall white figure, standing near the hulking black-clad shape of the Doctor, who had pulled his hat-brim low down over his eyes, and did not seem to be talking or laughing at all. Davis was doing something with a spanner to the Bird's under-carriage, and the long, thin shadow of her in combination with the squat shadow of the little stooping Welshman, stretched eastwards over the dry green grass.
He turned around and saw her tall white figure standing next to the large, black-clad figure of the Doctor, who had pulled his hat down low over his eyes and didn't appear to be talking or laughing at all. Davis was working on the Bird's undercarriage with a wrench, and the long, thin shadow of her combined with the short shadow of the little bent Welshman stretched eastward across the dry green grass.
He heaved a big sigh and followed his man in. Von Herrnung was already trying on pneumatic coats, swearing in nervous German when they were not big enough. At last he was caparisoned, in a heavy suit of flannel-lined Carberrys and a buttonless hooded jacket. He had stripped the burst glove from his wounded hand, thrown it away, and replaced the magpie pearl ring upon his little finger. He had put on a woollen helmet and tied over that a flapped cap with goggles and ear-pieces. While he attended to his outfit, the leather satchel lay at his feet, or sometimes between them, or he would keep a boot-toe on a corner of it. And his hard blue eyes were vigilantly watchful against surprise.
He let out a deep sigh and followed his friend inside. Von Herrnung was already trying on inflatable jackets, swearing in anxious German when they didn't fit properly. Finally, he was dressed in a heavy flannel-lined Carberry suit and a hooded jacket without buttons. He had removed the torn glove from his injured hand, tossed it aside, and put the magpie pearl ring back on his little finger. He had put on a wool helmet and secured a cap with flaps, goggles, and ear-pieces over it. While he sorted out his gear, the leather satchel sat at his feet, sometimes between them, or he would rest a boot-toe on a corner of it. His intense blue eyes were alert for any surprises.
Sherbrand and the dresser—who presided over a long room of shelves and pegs laden with queer garments, and who looked like a washed mechanic in spotless blue overalls—put Bawne into a woollen sweater, and added to the panoply he had worn already that morning, and which consisted of leggings, slip-strapped to a webbing waistbelt, a pneumatic jacket, a knitted helmet such as von Herrnung wore, and a pair of goggles. They looked like the Eskimo hunter and his little boy in the "Book of The Arctic"—a volume specially beloved of Saxham's small son.
Sherbrand and the dresser—who handled a long room filled with shelves and pegs stacked high with unusual clothes, resembling a polished mechanic in neat blue overalls—dressed Bawne in a wool sweater and added to the gear he was already wearing that morning. This included leggings secured by a webbing belt, a pneumatic jacket, a knitted helmet similar to the one von Herrnung wore, and a pair of goggles. They looked like an Eskimo hunter and his young son from the "Book of The Arctic"—a book that Saxham's little boy loved.
It was five minutes past the half-hour when they emerged from the dressing-shed. Saxham came to meet them, turned and walked by his son's side. Davis, whose weakness as regards the sex we know, had pinched from the visitor's enclosure a green-painted iron chair for Patrine. She half-rose, stung by an impulse of escape, when she saw von Herrnung approaching, and then controlled herself and sat down again.
Five minutes after thirty past the hour, they emerged from the dressing shed. Saxham approached them, turned, and walked next to his son. Davis, who has a fondness for women, had taken a green-painted iron chair from the visitor's area for Patrine. She nearly stood up, feeling the impulse to escape when she spotted von Herrnung approaching, but then she regained her composure and sat back down.
Nothing escaped her long eyes. They saw Sherbrand glance from Saxham to von Herrnung, and read the intention of an introduction in his look. He had just begun:
Nothing escaped her keen eyes. They caught sight of Sherbrand looking from Saxham to von Herrnung and realized he planned to make an introduction. He had just begun:
"Doctor, I don't think you have met Captain——" when von Herrnung lengthened his long stride, outstripped his companions, and went over swiftly and stood beside Patrine.
"Doctor, I don't think you've met Captain——" As von Herrnung picked up his pace, he left his companions behind and quickly moved to stand next to Patrine.
CHAPTER XXXI
CHAPTER 31
VON HERRNUNG BAITS THE HOOK
VON HERRNUNG BAITS THE HOOK
She knew that he had interpreted her movement as an invitation.
She understood that he interpreted her movement as an invitation.
He saluted her and said, speaking thickly:
He greeted her and said, speaking slowly:
"It is necessary that I have a word with you. Walk with me for one moment. I shall not keep you more!"
"I need to chat with you for a minute. Walk with me for a sec. I won’t take long!"
He bulked huge in his rig-out, but looked thoroughly at home, and deadly workmanlike. He pushed up his goggles as though conscious that they discounted his personal attractions, and his blue eyes were stony and glittering, and his full mouth showed pale and hard-set under the scarlet roll of his moustache.
He was huge in his outfit but looked totally at ease and quite capable. He pushed up his goggles as if he was aware they made him look less appealing, and his blue eyes were icy and bright, while his full mouth seemed pale and firm under the vivid red of his mustache.
"I shall not see you again to-day, and I have something important to tell you." He spoke rapidly and his breathing was harsh and loud. "I have been recalled by my Chiefs and return to Germany in—another two or three days. That we do not meet again before I leave is possible, therefore I wish to give you my address."
"I won't see you again today, and I have something important to tell you." He spoke quickly, and his breathing was heavy and loud. "I've been called back by my superiors, and I'm going back to Germany in another two or three days. Since it's likely we won't see each other again before I leave, I want to give you my address."
She did not look up. A white hand with red hairs growing thick on the back of it offered her a pencilled card. She made no movement to take it. He said, thrusting the card underneath her eyes:
She didn't look up. A pale hand with red hairs thick on the back presented her a pencil-drawn card. She didn’t reach for it. He said, nudging the card closer to her face:
"It is printed here in German letters. You read and speak my language badly, so I will translate for you—'Squadron-Captain-Pilot Count Theodor von Herrnung, Imperial Field Flying Service, Flight Station XXX., Taubefeld, near Diebrich, West Hessen, Germany.' Write your letter to me in English. The address copy from this. Will you not take the card?"
"It's printed in German letters. You don't speak or understand my language well, so I'll translate for you—'Squadron-Captain-Pilot Count Theodor von Herrnung, Imperial Field Flying Service, Flight Station XXX., Taubefeld, near Diebrich, West Hessen, Germany.' Please write your letter to me in English. Use this address as a reference. Would you like to take the card?"
"There is no need to. I do not mean to write to you!"
"You don't need to. I don't plan to write to you!"
"Danke. You are candid," he said, "at least. You give me to understand that whatever happens—" he repeated the words with a singular inflection "whatever happens!—you will have no more to do with me?"
"Thanks"You’re honest," he said. "At least you make it clear that no matter what happens—" he stressed the words with a distinct tone.no matter what happens!"You won’t be a part of my life anymore?"
"Have I not told you so twice already?"
"Haven't I already told you that twice?"
He gritted his teeth and said, controlling furious anger:
He gritted his teeth and said, holding back his intense anger:
"Erklären Sie! Was giebt es? Why are you so—rottenly furious with me? You have yourself to thank for—what has happened! You led me on. You made me crazy about you. And the devil of it is I am so still! The sight of you maddens me! Listen! Do not be stupid—unkind to yourself and to me! In three days from now, you will get an envelope at your Club with plenty of money. Join me at my headquarters at Taubefeld and then—you will see! We will be happy—you shall have plenty of money to throw about when we visit Berlin and other big cities, and jewels, dresses, pleasure, admiration—everything a beautiful woman wants! Grosse Gott! Can I offer anything more tempting? What are you saying? 'Yes!' or 'No!'"
"Explain!What is going onWhy are you so angry with me? You have no one to blame for what happened but yourself! You led me on. You made me fall for you. And the worst part is, I still feel that way! Just seeing you drives me crazy! Listen! Don’t be foolish—be good to yourself and to me! In three days, you’ll get an envelope at your Club filled with a lot of money. Meet me at my headquarters in Taubefeld and then—you’ll see! We’ll be happy—you’ll have plenty of cash to spend when we visit Berlin and other big cities, along with jewels, dresses, fun, admiration—everything a beautiful woman wants!Good God"Can I tempt you with anything else? What’s your answer? 'Yes!' or 'No!'"
Her narrowed eyes looked like long black slits in her white face. The pale lips barely moved to answer:
Her narrowed eyes resembled long black slits on her pale face. Her barely moving lips responded:
"Neither! Are you proposing to marry me?"
"Neither! Are you implying that we should get married?"
He laughed woodenly, and repeated:
He laughed stiffly and repeated:
"Marry you! Ha, ha! What verdammt nonsense are you talking? What has love to do with getting married? Nothing that I have ever heard! Of course I shall marry—my family have arranged all that for me. But my Countess will not interfere with my mistress—that I promise you! Come, be kind, my beautiful Isis! Whisper now that you agree!"
"Marry you! LOL! What"damnWhat nonsense are you talking about? What does love have to do with getting married? Nothing I’ve ever heard! Of course, I’ll marry—my family has arranged everything for me. But my Countess won’t interfere with my mistress—that’s a promise! Come on, be nice, my beautiful Isis! Now whisper that you agree!
He bent his head to hear. The whisper came from the pale lips:
He leaned in to hear better. The whisper came from the pale lips:
"I will see you in Hell first!"
"I'll see you in Hell before that!"
He started, taken aback. Her own utterance had shocked her. "Am I a street-walker already," she asked herself, "that I begin to curse and swear?"
He was shocked. Her own words had caught her off guard. "Am I already a streetwalker?" she wondered. "Is that why I start to curse and swear?"
A whistle trilled. He started and said:
A whistle blew. He startled and said:
"So then, all is over between us?"
"Is everything over between us?"
She bent her head assentingly, and her glance fell guiltily on Bawne who was standing near. Von Herrnung, aware of him at the same instant, turned on him with a scowl and the harsh demand:
She nodded in agreement, and her eyes nervously rested on Bawne, who was standing nearby. Von Herrnung, noticing him at the same moment, shot him a scowl and roughly demanded:
"What is this? Do little English boys pry and listen?"
"What’s happening? Do young English boys sneak around and listen in?"
Bawne returned, looking at the other squarely:
Bawne returned, looking directly at the others:
"Beg pardon, but Mr. Sherbrand's calling you. He says it's getting jolly late."
"Hey, Mr. Sherbrand wants to speak with you. He said it's getting pretty late."
"So!" Von Herrnung glanced at his wrist-watch, in the act lifting the brown leather satchel into fullest view. The boy queried with open-eyed innocent curiosity:
"So!Von Herrnung checked his watch while raising the brown leather bag so it was clearly in view. The boy asked with wide-eyed, innocent curiosity:
"Shall I carry that? Are you going to take it with you?"
"Should I hold that? Are you bringing it with you?"
"Es mag wohl sein," von Herrnung answered. Then he clicked his heels and bowed formally, and kissed Patrine's cold and heavy hand. She felt his teeth grit as he did it. She knew he was swearing in his way.
"That might be true"Herrnung replied. Then he clicked his heels, bowed formally, and kissed Patrine's cold, heavy hand. She felt him clench his teeth while doing it. She knew he was cursing in his own way."
"Adieu, then," he said, smiling at her maliciously. "Will you not wish me Angenehme Reise?"
"Goodbye, then," he said, smiling at her with a touch of malice. "Aren't you going to wish meSafe Travels?
"Certainly. A pleasant voyage, and a safe landing!" Her eyes fell on Bawne's little, oddly garbed figure and her woman's heart spoke in spite of her. "Take care of my dearest!" broke from her, and von Herrnung answered:
"Of course. Have a great trip and come back safe!" Her gaze fell on Bawne's small, oddly dressed figure, and her maternal instincts took over despite her wishes. "Please take care of my dear!" she exclaimed, and von Herrnung responded:
"He is your dearest? Ah yes! I will certainly take very good care of him!"
"He's your favorite? Oh, definitely! I'll make sure to take really good care of him!"
He bowed, wheeled about and walked from her with his long strides, and the boy, with a face all flushed and quivering, suddenly jumped at her neck and hugged her; bringing with the rough little embrace the queer scent of water-proofed material and dubbined leather, knocking the silver-spangled hat awry, loosening divers tortoiseshell hairpins and an amethyst slide-buckle holding up the heavy tresses of the dead beech-leaf coloured hair, as he whispered:
He bowed, turned, and walked away from her with long strides. The boy, his face flushed and trembling, suddenly jumped into her neck and hugged her. His rough little embrace carried the odd scent of waterproof material and oiled leather, knocking her silver-spangled hat slightly askew and loosening a few tortoiseshell hairpins and an amethyst slide-buckle that was holding up her heavy, dead beech-leaf colored hair, as he whispered:
"Remember I love you, Pat. Don't mind!"
"Just remember I love you, Pat. Don't stress about it!"
And she shuddered as he freed her, and ran from her, asking herself: How much had the child overheard of von Herrnung's proposal? What had he comprehended of what he had heard?
She shivered as he released her and rushed off, wondering: How much had the child overheard of von Herrnung's proposal? What had he understood of what he heard?
Next, she was aware of the pleasant voice of Sherbrand calling, and saw von Herrnung imperiously beckoning. A cold sickness of dread assailed her, and her knees trembled underneath her weight. A mechanic came running past, carrying away the chair Davis had brought her. He set it down at a safe distance from the aëroplane, and she staggered to it, leaning on the long staff of her sunshade, and sat heavily down, feeling chilly and old....
Next, she heard Sherbrand's friendly voice calling and saw von Herrnung motioning her over with authority. A chill of dread swept over her, making her knees tremble. A worker hurried past, taking away the chair that Davis had brought for her. He placed it some distance from the airplane, and she stumbled over to it, using her sunshade like a walking stick, and sat down heavily, feeling cold and exhausted....
Saxham had squeezed Bawne's shoulder and kissed him, and then withdrawn to a distance whence he could see all that took place. He watched Davis and Sherbrand help the boy into the forward cockpit, and fasten about him the safety belt attached to the fuselage on either side of the fixed bamboo seat.
Saxham squeezed Bawne's shoulder and gave him a kiss, then moved back to a place where he could see everything happening. He watched as Davis and Sherbrand helped the boy into the front cockpit and fastened the safety belt that was attached to the fuselage on both sides of the fixed bamboo seat.
"You are sure you really want to fly again? Mind, I believe you're as safe with him as houses, but if you don't want to go, say the word, and you shan't!"
"Are you really sure you want to fly again? Just remember, I believe you're as safe with him as possible, but if you don't want to go, just say the word, and you won't!"
Sherbrand whispered the words as he busied himself with the boy. And Bawne set his small teeth and squared his sturdy boyish shoulders, registering an unspoken vow to go in spite of all....
Sherbrand quietly whispered the words while he focused on the boy. Bawne clenched his little teeth and squared his strong, youthful shoulders, silently vowing to go no matter what....
One had been told to drop a word to Sherbrand if one found oneself in a tight place. But could one ever hold up one's head again before the Patrol, if one did this? To share one's Mission with another when the Chief had said "I'd rather you'd carry through on your own" wasn't to be thought of. Mother—he swallowed hard at the thought of her—would say so too.
You were supposed to inform Sherbrand if you found yourself in a tough spot. But would you ever be able to face the Patrol again if you did that? Telling someone about your Mission when the Chief had said, "I’d prefer you handle this on your own" was out of the question. Mom—he held back a feeling at the thought of her—would say the same.
It troubled his faithful little soul that he could no longer see von Herrnung. He heard him talking in his guttural English, to Davis, whom Bawne could not see either—as he stood near the nose of the machine, in readiness to start the tractor—any more than the two mechanics who steadied the Bird, pressing each a toe on the axle of the under-carriage as they held on to a steel rod that ran along under the rearward edges of her single plane.
It saddened his faithful little heart that he could no longer see von Herrnung. He could hear him speaking in his rough English to Davis, whom Bawne also couldn't see—since he was at the front of the machine, ready to start the tractor—just like the two mechanics who were stabilizing the Bird, each pressing a toe on the axle of the undercarriage while holding onto a steel rod that ran along the back edges of her single wing.
His final directions sharply given, von Herrnung stepped up on the under-carriage, threw a long leg over the bulwark of the fuselage, and stepped into the pilot's pit. Bawne screwed his head round and saw, through and over a low talc wind-shield, the upright torso of the German, big, hard, and indomitable, the leather satchel still gripped in his strapped-up left hand.
After giving his final instructions with confidence, von Herrnung climbed onto the undercarriage, swung his long leg over the edge of the fuselage, and took his place in the pilot's seat. Bawne turned his head and saw, through a low talc windshield, the upright figure of the German—strong, tough, and unyielding—with the leather bag still held in his secured left hand.
"Are you going to take that leather case along with you?" Sherbrand's voice had a note of surprise in it. "You'll find it a handicap, let me say. You can't sit on it or lean against it, and if you tried to put it under you, you'd find it dead-certain to foul the controls."
"Are you seriously bringing that leather case with you?" Sherbrand said, sounding surprised. "It's going to be a pain, believe me. You can't sit on it or lean against it, and if you try to put it under you, you'll definitely mess up the controls."
To Sherbrand's voice, von Herrnung's answered harshly and rather angrily:
In response to Sherbrand's voice, von Herrnung replied sharply and somewhat angrily:
"Surely I shall be able to carry this? It is nott-thing but a folding camera, with a telephoto lens made especially for Survey and Reconnaissance. There is still a good light. If I fly with the sun behind me, I shall be able to take quite a panorama of London North-West. It is not forbidden—no? Your Government would not object?"
"I can manage this, right? It’s just a folding camera with a telephoto lens made for Survey and Reconnaissance. The lighting is still good. If I fly with the sun behind me, I can get a great panorama of North-West London. It’s not against the rules, is it? Your government wouldn’t mind, would they?"
"I don't suppose my Government would care a little hang!" Sherbrand's voice answered. "But—this isn't one of your German Army Albatros's or Kondors, and I don't see where you're to stow your camera, unless in the observer's pit. Of course the hovering installation takes up a lot of room, and I can't possibly risk your hampering the controls."
"I doubt my government would care at all!" Sherbrand's voice replied. "But—this isn't your German Army Albatros or Kondor, and I have no idea where you're going to put your camera unless it's in the observer's seat. Of course, the hovering setup takes up a lot of space, and I can't risk you messing with the controls."
"Ganz recht! Very good!" came von Herrnung's voice, giving in with simulated heartiness. In another moment his long legs, followed by his great body, came scrambling into the forward cockpit, and his hands busied themselves about the stout belt of pig-leather that secured the boy in the observer's seat.
Exactly right"Great!" came Herrnung's voice, feigning excitement. In no time, his long legs, followed by his large body, rushed into the front cockpit, and his hands fiddled with the strong pig-leather belt that fastened the boy into the observer's seat.
"Look here, my fellow! You will take care of this for me? See, I have passed the belt-strap through the handle. Do not touch it!" The guttural whisper had menace in it. "I shall be sure to know if you touch it, or try to unbuckle the strap."
"Hey, listen! Are you going to take care of this for me? I've already threaded the belt strap through the handle. Don’t touch it!" The low whisper had a threatening tone. "I'll definitely know if you touch it or try to unbuckle the strap."
"What's up?" Sherbrand's head and shoulders came thrusting over the other side of the cockpit. "Why did you unstrap him?" he demanded brusquely of von Herrnung. "Don't you know that he is my friend's son, and that it is my business to see to this?" Sherbrand's hand felt over Bawne's belts and bucklings before his head and shoulders vanished. Then von Herrnung's big body withdrew itself. His voice, sounding from the pilot's pit on the other side of the low wind-shield, gave a peremptory order, and the tractor began slowly to revolve. An instant later, with a blinding flash, it began to roar and whizz round furiously. The Bird, freed from the hands that detained her, leaped forwards, hurtling over the smooth turf at the speed of a racing motor-car. The smooth floor of the cockpit unexpectedly tilted up, and a rough cold wind buffeted Bawne about the head and shoulders, sent eddies down about his dangling feet, bellowed in his covered ears and made him gasp for breath. Then—houses and people, trees, and hangars fell suddenly away, and he knew that the Bird was rushing upwards at the bidding of its "Gnome" motor—long superseded now, but then the latest marvel in aërial engineering—towards the blue sky with its lines of gilt mackerel clouds. On each side of the roaring, flashing whirl that meant the tractor, spread North Middlesex, with its fields fast diminishing to the size of billiard tables. That patch no bigger than a garden-lawn, with a row of wooden things like dog-kennels and chicken-coops, must be—Bawne knew that it was—the aërodrome. Deafened by the noise and a little sick, for the roaring, striving, hurtling Thing in whose body he sat fastened, stank horribly of castor oil, and seemed to agonise and call on Bawne to suffer with it—he looked up and took courage from the warm, blue, beautiful, cheerful sky.
"What's happening?" Sherbrand's head and shoulders popped up over the other side of the cockpit. "Why did you unstrap him?" he questioned sharply, looking at von Herrnung. "Don’t you realize he’s my friend’s son? It’s my job to take care of him!" Sherbrand's hand fumbled around Bawne's belts and buckles before he disappeared again. Then von Herrnung's large frame pulled back. His voice came from the pilot's seat on the other side of the low windshield, giving a firm command, and the tractor slowly began to turn. A moment later, with a blinding flash, it roared to life and spun around wildly. The Bird, freed from the grip that held it, shot forward, soaring over the smooth ground at racing car speed. The cockpit floor suddenly tilted up, and a harsh cold wind slammed against Bawne's head and shoulders, sending gusts swirling around his dangling feet, roaring in his ears and making him gasp for air. Then—houses, people, trees, and hangars vanished in an instant, and he realized that the Bird was climbing into the sky, powered by its "Gnome" engine—now outdated, but then the latest breakthrough in aerial technology—into the blue sky dotted with shimmering mackerel clouds. On either side of the deafening, flashing whirlwind that was the tractor, North Middlesex spread out, its fields quickly shrinking to the size of pool tables. That patch no bigger than a garden lawn, with a row of wooden structures resembling dog kennels and chicken coops, had to be—the aerodrome, Bawne knew. Deafened by the noise and feeling slightly nauseous, as the roaring, thrashing contraption he was strapped into reeked of castor oil and seemed to beg Bawne to endure its turmoil—he looked up and found comfort in the warm, blue, beautiful, cheerful sky.
He was quitting himself like a man. Nobody could say otherwise. How high, how much higher was the Bird going to climb?
He was dealing with it like a pro. No one could argue with that. How high, how much higher was the Bird going to soar?
CHAPTER XXXII
CHAPTER 32
ADVENTURE IN THE AIR
AERIAL ADVENTURE
He looked down, and under his feet, left of the long transparent case that housed the horizontal hovering gear, was a little steel-framed glass port. Seen through this, the ground with its trees, fields and houses, hurried along beneath him as though a comet, travelling in the opposite direction, had been harnessed to our old earth, and was towing her away.
He looked down, and below him, to the left of the long transparent case that held the horizontal hovering gear, was a small steel-framed glass window. Looking through it, he saw the ground with its trees, fields, and houses rushing by beneath him as if a comet, traveling in the opposite direction, had been tied to our old Earth and was pulling it away.
The floor of the cockpit suddenly altered its angle. It had tilted upwards. Now it tilted all to one side. Sick and dizzy, but secure, the boy hung in his straps as she lay over, and saw on his left hand a wing of the Bird rising and blotting out the heavens, while on his right hand the earth reared up so horribly that Bawne could only shut his eyes tight and hold on to the arms-straps of his seat, and gasp out a little prayer. Then the cockpit floor became more level, and the wind buffeted less. The roar of the tractor and the twanging drone of the wires made one's bones hum and tingle to the very ends of one's teeth and finger-tips. But nothing had happened. Perhaps nothing would!
The cockpit floor suddenly shifted its angle. It tilted upward and then leaned to one side. Feeling sick and dizzy but still secure, the boy hung in his straps as she rolled over, and he saw a wing of the Bird rising up on his left, blocking the sky, while on his right the ground loomed up so terrifyingly that Bawne had to shut his eyes tightly and grip the straps of his seat, gasping out a little prayer. Then the cockpit floor leveled off, and the wind became less harsh. The roar of the engine and the vibrating hum of the wires made his bones tingle all the way to the tips of his teeth and fingers. But nothing had happened. Maybe nothing would!
He drew a great breath of relief, and his heart left off bumping. His mouth was cold inside and his tongue felt dry and stiff. Only Our Lord and Our Lady and his guardian Angel had seen him funky, and for this Bawne was grateful. They understood, and—people—would not.
He let out a huge sigh of relief, and his heart finally slowed down. His mouth felt cold inside, and his tongue was dry and stiff. Only God, the Virgin Mary, and his guardian angel had witnessed him like this, and Bawne was grateful for that. They understood, but others wouldn’t.
He guessed it about a quarter to six o'clock. By the genial warmth on one cheek and shoulder, and the way his shadow stretched over the pale grained ash-wood that lined the cock-pit, he knew the west must be upon the left.
He guessed it was about 5:45. From the nice warmth on one cheek and shoulder, and the way his shadow stretched over the light-grained ash wood that lined the cockpit, he realized the west was on his left.
He raised himself, craning his neck, and through the low wind screen behind him, against the background of a sky all flaming and boiling with molten gold and liquid amber, he saw the wide square shoulders and tall helmeted head of von Herrnung, the hard eyes staring unflinchingly through their round glass goggles, the mouth set in a straight inflexible line under the tight red roll of the moustache.
He lifted himself up, stretching his neck, and through the low windscreen behind him, against a sky ablaze and swirling with molten gold and liquid amber, he saw the broad square shoulders and tall helmeted head of von Herrnung, his intense eyes staring steadily through round glass goggles, with his mouth set in a straight, rigid line beneath the tight red curl of his mustache.
The red-moustached mouth opened, and von Herrnung shouted something. Nothing reached the boy but a sort of muffled roar. He shook his head vigorously, and then—one does not wear the Signaller's Badge for nothing!—released a stiff little gloved hand from its grip on the arm-rest, and rapped out with his clenched right fist on the edge of the fuselage:
The red-moustached mouth opened, and von Herrnung shouted something. The boy only heard a muffled roar. He shook his head vigorously, and then—one doesn't wear the Signaller's Badge for nothing!—he got a stiff little gloved hand free from its grip on the armrest and knocked with his clenched right fist on the edge of the fuselage:
"I—can't—hear!"
"I can't hear!"
The Code was understood. The helmeted head, some four feet distant, nodded. One of von Herrnung's gauntleted hands freed itself from the steering-bar. Its knuckles drubbed out the question:
The Code was clear. The helmeted head, around four feet away, nodded. One of von Herrnung's armored hands released the steering bar. Its knuckles tapped out the question:
"Have you the brown satchel?"
"Do you have the brown satchel?"
Bawne had quite forgotten the brown satchel. He screwed back his head and looked down and there it was, lying on the numb knees of him, buckled to him by the tough strap of pigskin that held him in his seat. He nodded assent, and signalled:
Bawne had totally forgotten about the brown satchel. He leaned back and looked down, and there it was, resting on his numb knees, held in place by the sturdy pigskin strap that kept him seated. He nodded in agreement and signaled:
"All right!"
"Okay!"
"Good!" von Herrnung signalled back through the hurly-burly of the Bird's transit. Bawne mustered courage to knock out:
"Great!" von Herrnung called out amidst the chaos of the Bird's journey. Bawne mustered his courage to say:
"Where are we? When shall we go down?"
"Where are we? When are we going down?"
Von Herrnung's right hand lifted itself, and described a sweeping half-circle. The brusque gesture answered Bawne's first question, bidding him look and see.
Von Herrnung's right hand shot up, making a sweeping half-circle. The sudden motion was a response to Bawne's first question, urging him to look and see.
The boy, impeded in his view by reason of his small proportions, wriggled in his straps so as to get his chin well over the gunwale of the Bird's fuselage and the buffetting wind that was dug up and spaded over her bows by the dizzying revolutions of the tractor, got hold of him and pummelled and buffetted him again. Her course was still north, the sun was setting in great smoking lakes of gold and sulphur on her left as she flew. Thick patches of dark green bushes that probably were woods, reddish-green blotches that might be heathy commons, shiny, square patches that he guessed at as reservoirs, toybox villages that were thriving suburban boroughs, specks that were villas, glittering ribbons that suggested canals, and one broad shiny stripe that was a river with tiny boats upon it, were swirling from right to left, sweeping along in the opposite direction, under the rushing body of the winged thing that bore him, ruled by the hand of von Herrnung upon the steering-wheel.
The boy, unable to see due to his small size, wiggled in his restraints to get his chin over the edge of the Bird's fuselage. The strong wind, churned up and pushed over her front by the dizzying spins of the tractor, knocked him around again. She was still flying north, and the sun was setting in large, smoky pools of gold and sulfur to her left. Below, thick patches of dark green bushes that were likely forests, reddish-green spots that might be heathlands, shiny square areas he guessed were reservoirs, small clusters of villages that were thriving suburban neighborhoods, specks that were villas, glistening ribbons that suggested canals, and one wide shiny stripe that was a river with tiny boats on it rushed from right to left, moving in the opposite direction beneath the fast-moving winged craft he was on, steered by von Herrnung's hand on the wheel.
Behind her a chaotic, formless greyness brooded on the horizon, innumerable spires rose out of it and a glittering haze hung over all. That was London, the great grimy Mother of Cities tearing away from her little son at eighty miles an hour. The shriek of an engine and the rumble of a train reduced by distance to infinite tenuity pulled the boy's eyes downwards. A weeny mechanical toy that meant one of the double-humped colossi of steam traction, dragging a string of match-box goods trucks, raced another locomotive, towing a crowded passenger-train neck and neck along the spider-fine perspective of gossamers that meant the Great Eastern Railway. Now fear was swamped in the sheer joy of the experience. This thin air that kept you perpetually gulping and swallowing saliva, made you feel more than ever how good it is to be alive.
Behind her, a chaotic, shapeless grey mass loomed on the horizon, with countless spires rising from it, all wrapped in a shimmering haze. That was London, the great dirty Mother of Cities speeding away from her little son at eighty miles an hour. The shriek of an engine and the rumble of a train, distant yet somehow still noticeable, pulled the boy’s gaze downward. A tiny mechanical toy resembling one of the massive steam engines was pulling a line of matchbox-sized goods wagons, racing against another locomotive that was hauling a packed passenger train, neck and neck along the delicate perspective of the Great Eastern Railway. At that moment, fear was washed away by pure excitement. The thin air, which made you gulp and swallow constantly, reminded him more than ever of how amazing it is to be alive.
Billows and billows of green, interspersed with patches of purple heather, meant Epping Forest, though he did not know it. A great aggregation of grey walls and housetops, looking like a section of an old wasp's nest, stood for Waltham Abbey as the Bird drove on. Quite a tangle of the shiny grey-blue streaks that were rivers meant Lea and Orwell, Ouse, and their trouty tributaries. East England rolled away underneath like an endless carpet woven in irregular patches of many hues. Green and brown, grey and yellow, and innumerable shades of these, so tempting in their suggestions of good things to eat that a most unheroic hunger reminded the schoolboy of tea-time, hours and hours gone by.
Rolls of green, dotted with patches of purple heather, represented Epping Forest, though he didn’t realize it. A big cluster of grey walls and rooftops, looking like a part of an old wasp's nest, stood for Waltham Abbey as the Bird drove on. A tangled mix of shiny grey-blue lines, which were rivers, indicated the Lea and Orwell, Ouse, and their fish-filled tributaries. East England stretched out below like an endless carpet made of irregular patches in many colors. Green and brown, grey and yellow, along with countless shades of these, looked so tempting in their hints of tasty treats that a rather unheroic hunger reminded the schoolboy of tea-time, which was hours ago.
He looked round in search of von Herrnung, who maintained unchanged the same attitude, his shoulders level, his unseen hands steady as rock upon the wheel of the steering-pillar, his mouth shut tightly, his hard eyes ranging ahead or lowered, as he conned his course in masterly fashion by aid of the roller-map, protected by its transparent, rainproof casing, or the compass, clock, altimeter, and other instruments gimballed in the wooden frame in front of the pilot's seat.
He looked for von Herrnung, who maintained the same steady stance, his shoulders squared, his hidden hands gripping the steering column firmly, his lips tightly pressed, his intense eyes either fixed ahead or focused down as he skillfully navigated with the roller-map, protected by its clear, waterproof cover, along with the compass, clock, altimeter, and other instruments mounted in the wooden frame in front of the pilot's seat.
"How long?" the small fist rapped out. Von Herrnung detached a hand and signalled in answer:
"How long?" the small fist knocked. Von Herrnung raised a hand and signaled back:
"One hour!"
"An hour!"
"When do we go home?"
"When are we going home?"
"We go home now!" the hand signalled, and the boy settled down in his seat to wait.
"We're going home now!" the hand signaled, and the boy got comfortable in his seat to wait.
Between hunger and weariness he dozed, and soon slept soundly, his hands hanging laxly over the leather arm-rests and his head nodding over the brown satchel lying on his knees. It figured in his dreams as something huge, oppressive and uncanny, that suddenly took to itself malevolent life, spread a pair of wide leathery bat-wings, and would have flown away but that he gripped it fast.
In the battle between hunger and fatigue, he dozed off and quickly fell into a deep sleep, his hands resting loosely on the leather armrests while his head drooped over the brown bag on his lap. In his dreams, it morphed into something huge, heavy, and unsettling, which suddenly came to life with a pair of wide, leathery bat wings and would have flown away if he hadn't held onto it tightly.
"No, no! You shan't! I promised!" he heard himself crying, and suddenly the thing collapsed limply in his grasp and became nothing but a satchel, and he was awake. Awake and very stiff and rather sick and sleepy, and with the salt smell in his nostrils and the salt taste in his mouth that meant—that could only mean the Sea.
"No, no! You can't! I promised!" he found himself yelling, and suddenly the object went limp in his hands, turning into just a bag, and he woke up. Awake, very stiff, and feeling a bit nauseous and drowsy, with the salty smell in his nose and the salty taste in his mouth that meant—that could only mean the Sea.
He looked over the gunwale and cried out in astonishment. For a vast carpet of rounded woolly-grey-white clouds lay spread beneath. The carpet beginning to rise and the cockpit floor to incline downwards, a thin clammy fog suddenly blotted out everything. The Bird had dived through a field of woolpack mixed with ground-fog. Now flying some hundred feet beneath it, she regained her level, in the clear light stained by the sunset as water in which a dash of red wine is mingled, the light that is the aftermath of a radiant summer's day. And, with the smell of the sea sharper in his nostrils, the boy became aware of moving, muddy-grey water, with ships and boats and steamers on it, far down below.
He leaned over the edge and shouted in surprise. A vast expanse of fluffy, gray-white clouds spread out below. The clouds began to rise, and the cockpit floor tilted downward when a thin, damp fog suddenly obscured everything. The Bird had flown through a field of soft clouds mixed with ground fog. Now flying about a hundred feet below it, she leveled off in the clear light, tinted with the colors of sunset, like water with a splash of red wine, the kind of light that follows a brilliant summer day. With the sharper scent of the sea in his nose, the boy noticed the moving, muddy-gray water, with ships, boats, and steamers far below.
Now the southerly breeze that had steadily tagged on some twenty-three miles an hour to the Bird's eighty odd, began to veer and come in strengthening puffs and gusts from the north-west. Swirling eddies of air came upwards from the water, rocking the machine as a swell takes a boat at sea, and splashed upon the frail, silk-covered wings of the aëroplane in deluges of invisible spray.
The southern breeze, which had been blowing steadily at around twenty-three miles per hour next to the Bird's eighty-some, began to change and blow in stronger gusts from the northwest. Swirling air currents rose from the water, rocking the aircraft like waves rock a boat at sea, and splashed against the fragile, silk-covered wings of the airplane in bursts of invisible spray.
On the right hand and the left were wide stretches of muddy grey salt water, banks of sand, and drain-piped foreshore merging in patches of potato and swede and yellow squares of unripe corn. Clusters of white dots, where shingle and sea-walls bordered the drab, restless water, were fishing hamlets, villages and little coal-port towns. Upon the north bank, rapidly receding in distance, could be dimly sensed, beyond a dense fringe of masts standing close as pins in rows upon a pincushion, the oblongs and squares and rectilinears of docks and shipyards, stone quays, and piers and tide-basins, mixed up with blocks and streets of sheds and warehouses, stations and goods-yards, and huge, many windowed factories, whose towering chimneys yet belched forth thick black smoke-gouts, licked by red tongues of flame. Though even if the Saturday noon steam-siren had not silenced the throbbing of pneumatic rivetting-hammers and the roaring of steam coal-shoots, hydraulic grain dischargers and oil-pumps, and all the hellish hubbub accompanying the huge export and import trade of Yorkshire and Lancashire with North Europe and the Continent, these sounds would not have reached the ears of the boy in the aëroplane save as a dull and muffled murmur, vaguely sensed, through the musical moaning of the stay-wires and the racket of the tractor-screw.
On both the right and left, there were wide stretches of muddy gray saltwater, sandy shores, and drainage-piped coasts merging into patches of potatoes, swedes, and bright yellow areas of unripe corn. Clusters of white dots, where gravel and seawalls met the dull, restless water, marked fishing villages, small towns, and tiny coal ports. On the northern shore, quickly fading into the distance, you could barely see the outlines of docks, shipyards, stone quays, piers, and tidal pools mixed with blocks and streets of sheds, warehouses, stations, and goods yards, along with huge factories filled with windows, whose tall chimneys still belched thick black smoke, flickered by flames. Even if the Saturday noon steam siren hadn’t drowned out the banging of pneumatic riveting hammers and the roaring of steam coal shoots, hydraulic grain unloaders, and oil pumps—along with all the chaotic noise that accompanied the large export and import trade of Yorkshire and Lancashire with Northern Europe and the Continent—those sounds would have only reached the boy in the airplane as a dull, muffled rumble, vaguely felt through the musical moaning of the stay wires and the noise of the tractor screw.
Now the sunset was behind. The land was rushing back upon the right and left-hand. The two-mile-wide river was broadening to a great estuary, vaster than the Thames, between Fort Victoria and Shoeburyness.
The sunset had ended. The landscape was moving quickly on either side. The two-mile-wide river was expanding into a massive estuary, bigger than the Thames, between Fort Victoria and Shoeburyness.
Long crawling strings of linked-up barges, sailing vessels of the old windjammer type and yachts of the latest rig, battered tramp and collier steamers, high-sided rusty looking oil-tankers, pilot-cutters, coastguard motor-launches, whole fleets of steam-trawlers, thrashed up and down its broad south side fairways or cannily negotiated the treacherous channels of the north bank. Ocean-going giants of the Merchant Service, flaunting the White Bordered Jack, or the Red Duster, or under Admiralty Warrant, displaying the Blue Ensign. Behemoths of the North Sea passenger-service showing the three-striped merchant-flag of Germany—or the tricolour of the Netherlands, or the Crosses of Norway, Sweden and Denmark—with more rarely some big grey armoured cruiser upon harbour and Coastal Defence Service, or a brace of stumpy, square-ended patrol-boats, or a trio of the stinging black hornets we have learnt to call torpedo-boat destroyers, ranging in company upon some business of the Powers that order Britannia's naval affairs.
Long lines of connected barges, classic sailing ships, and modern yachts, worn cargo and coal ships, rusty oil tankers, pilot boats, coast guard launches, and entire fleets of steam trawlers moved up and down the wide southern channels or skillfully navigated the tricky waterways of the northern bank. Massive ocean-going ships from the merchant fleet proudly flying the White Bordered Jack, the Red Duster, or under Admiralty Warrant displaying the Blue Ensign. Giants of North Sea passenger service flying Germany's three-striped merchant flag, the Dutch tricolor, or the crosses of Norway, Sweden, and Denmark—along with occasionally a large grey armored cruiser for harbor and coastal defense, a couple of short, square-ended patrol boats, or a trio of those fast black torpedo boat destroyers, working together on behalf of those managing Britain’s naval operations.
Fascinating, wonderful to look down upon. Alike, however diverse in size, shape or uses, in the impression of flat unsubstantiality conveyed to you—together with the doubt that the emmets crawling upon them could possibly be life-sized men. A drifting daisy-petal meant a smart private steam-yacht. You looked down from two thousand feet above, on the open-lidded snuffboxes that signified the fire-control and signalling-stations of some Leviathan of the Home Fleet, and a string of black holes jabbed in an oval of floating white millboard represented her funnels, black discs or white alternately stood for her ventilators; and her imposing deckworks, her turrets or barbettes, her gun-houses and casemates, and the terrible monsters bloodthirstily nosing out of them, were reduced to a more or less symmetrical arrangement in thick or thin black lines.
It’s fascinating and amazing to look down on. Similar yet different in size, shape, or purpose, they appear flat and insubstantial, making you question whether the ants crawling on them could actually be life-sized humans. A drifting daisy petal symbolized a sleek private steam yacht. From two thousand feet above, you stared at the open snuffboxes that indicated the fire-control and signaling stations of a giant battleship from the Home Fleet, while a series of black holes arranged in a circle of floating white boards represented her funnels. Black and white discs alternated for her ventilators, and her impressive deck structures, turrets, gunhouses, and the menacing figures eagerly peering out of them were all simplified to a somewhat symmetrical arrangement of thick or thin black lines.
The rosy light was greying. The gusts came more fitfully. To the south, upon the right hand, were stone-built fortifications with black muzzles of big guns poking from the ramparts, over stretches of salty marsh, drab-coloured mud-flats, and slimy rocks covered with blackened seaweed, sticking up from pale silvery sand-shoals, licked by the restless white tongues of the outgoing tide, and bumped by stranding buoys. Black dots and grey dots wheeled and scurried and settled. Crows and gulls were feeding ravenously as the tide drew off the flats and sand-shoals. And by the queer sensation in his empty stomach, Bawne knew that he too was ravenous.
The rosy light was fading. The gusts were becoming more irregular. To the south, on the right, there were stone fortifications with the dark barrels of large guns sticking out from the walls, overlooking stretches of salty marsh, dull-colored mudflats, and slimy rocks covered in blackened seaweed, rising from pale silvery sandbanks, washed by the restless white waves of the outgoing tide, and nudged by drifting buoys. Black and gray dots swirled and scurried and settled. Crows and gulls were feeding eagerly as the tide pulled back from the flats and sandbanks. And from the strange sensation in his empty stomach, Bawne realized that he too was hungry.
From the beaconed north shore of the vast estuary basin, edged now by low rambling cliffs, and belts of shingle and sand, a long curving headland with two lighthouses at the crook-end, rushed now towards the Bird at what seemed the speed of an express train. Bawne winced as the tall granite towers, topped with helmet-shaped domes of rust-red iron, rose up like twin giants threatening to destroy. An iron balcony with a flagstaff and signal-mast ringed the base of each dome-top, a stairway spiralled round each shaft to a railed stone platform well above high-water mark. And a shrimp-sized man in a red guernsey waved a speck of blue handkerchief, and bellowed a disproportionately loud greeting through what was presumably a megaphone. In reality the lighthouse-keeper was indicating the M. O. cone storm-signal which hung point downwards from the west end of the yard-arm, presaging a south-west or north-westerly gale. Whether or no this warning was lost upon von Herrnung, proof of its value followed. For a great upleaping billow of brine-tasting wind caught the Bird as she flashed past the twin lighthouses upon the headland, tossing her upwards like a withered leaf. And a curved iron shutter in the nearer of the two rust-red dome-tops rolled down exactly as the nictitating membrane of a bird's eye does—and with a wink of glass from the prismatic reflector, a broad triple beam of blinding-white acetylene light leaped north, east and south. In the same instant upon each side of the flashing tractor, the boy sensed a vast, shimmering, liquid restlessness. Here was the Sea, the very Sea.
From the beaconed north shore of the vast estuary, now featuring low, rolling cliffs, gravel, and sand, a long, curved headland with two lighthouses at the bend rushed toward the Bird at what felt like the speed of an express train. Bawne flinched as the tall granite towers, topped with helmet-shaped roofs of rust-red metal, loomed like twin giants threatening destruction. An iron balcony with a flagpole and signal mast surrounded the base of each dome, and a spiral staircase wrapped around each shaft to a stone platform well above the high-water mark. A tiny man in a red sweater waved a small blue handkerchief and shouted a surprisingly loud greeting through what was likely a megaphone. In reality, the lighthouse keeper was signaling the M.O. cone storm signal that hung point down from the west end of the yardarm, warning of a south-west or north-westerly gale. Whether this warning was overlooked by von Herrnung or not, its importance was clear. A massive wave of salty wind caught the Bird as it sped past the twin lighthouses on the headland, lifting it up like a dried leaf. A curved iron shutter on the closer of the two rust-red domes rolled down, like the nictitating membrane of a bird's eye—and with a flash of glass from the prismatic reflector, a wide triple beam of bright white acetylene light shot out to the north, east, and south. At the same moment, on either side of the flashing tractor, the boy felt a vast, shimmering, restless sea. Here was the Sea, the very Sea.
CHAPTER XXXIII
CHAPTER 33
BAWNE LEARNS THE TRUTH
BAWNE DISCOVERS THE TRUTH
Something in the blood of the child answered to the call of the Ancient Mother. He cried out, half in terror, half in delight, and the cockpit tilted so suddenly that he was violently jerked against the seat-back and the canvas bulkhead behind him. Looking up he saw a large old moon of luminous yellow, sailing away overhead through a sky all shot with pink and grey as though hollowed out of a fire-opal. The Bird was rushing through space at ninety miles an hour, and great lumps of cold salt wind splashed over Bawne and took his breath away, and his hands were numbed with bitter cold and his legs were legs of ice.
Something in the child's blood responded to the call of the Ancient Mother. He yelled out, a mix of fear and excitement, and the cockpit tilted so quickly that he was slammed hard against the seatback and the canvas wall behind him. Looking up, he saw a large, old moon glowing yellow, drifting away above in a sky streaked with pink and gray, like it was shaped from a fire-opal. The Bird was speeding through space at ninety miles an hour, and icy gusts of salty wind splashed over Bawne, taking his breath away, while his hands felt numb from the intense cold and his legs felt like ice.
So brave a spirit dwelt in his little breast, that the sob that heaved it and the tears that stung his eyelids and dimmed his goggles, were swallowed and blinked away as soon as shed. The cockpit became level, and there was an imperious rapping behind him, on the upper canvas deck. He turned his head and met the hard unflinching stare of von Herrnung, who held in the hand with which he had rapped a bitten piece of chocolate. Still munching he signalled:
Inside his small chest resided such a brave spirit that the sobs that shook it and the tears that stung his eyelids and blurred his goggles were quickly swallowed and blinked away as soon as they fell. The cockpit leveled off, and he heard a forceful knock behind him on the upper canvas deck. He turned his head and met the intense, steady gaze of von Herrnung, who held a half-eaten piece of chocolate in the hand with which he had knocked. Still chewing, he signaled:
"Hungry?"
"Feeling hungry?"
He smiled grimly as the boy nodded in the affirmative, stuffed the bit of sweetstuff into his mouth, produced from its cache below the level of the upper deck another square of chocolate, tore off the silver foil with his teeth, and crunched it greedily.
He smiled wryly as the boy nodded in agreement, popped the piece of candy into his mouth, pulled out another square of chocolate from his stash under the upper deck, tore off the silver foil with his teeth, and eagerly munched on it.
He smiled, because of a queer tickling pleasure he felt as he did this, akin to the sensation experienced when his taunts had tortured Patrine. "Take care of my dearest!" he fancied he could hear her saying.... Not until she had committed herself to that incautious utterance, had he, von Herrnung, realised what rich vengeance on the desired, hated woman might be wreaked by the simple act of carrying off the boy, whom he had regarded until then as a mere bag of ballast; less useful, but certain to prove less troublesome, than the Cockney-tongued Welshman, who might or might not carry a cheap revolver in the hip-picket under his overalls with which to enforce his protest against being taken away.
He smiled, feeling a strange, tickling pleasure as he did this, similar to the feeling he had when his taunts had tormented Patrine. "Take care of my dearest!" he imagined he could hear her saying... It wasn’t until she made that careless remark that he, von Herrnung, realized how satisfying revenge on the woman he both desired and hated could be, simply by taking away the boy, whom he had previously seen as just extra baggage; less useful, but definitely less annoying than the Welshman with the Cockney accent, who might or might not be carrying a cheap revolver in his hip pocket under his overalls to express his objection to being taken away.
Von Herrnung was himself armed with a Browning automatic pistol. A deadly shot, he would have been capable of dealing with half a dozen Davises upon the solid ground. But, no lover of avoidable risks, he saw himself steering with one hand and shooting with the other, while Davis sat astride the chair in the observer's cockpit, and argued with an eighteen-and-sixpenny Birmingham four-chamber, loaded with the cheap little cordite cartridges, whose pea-sized bullet can kill a fine big man.
Von Herrnung was armed with a Browning automatic pistol. A skilled marksman, he could have easily taken on half a dozen Davises on solid ground. However, not wanting to take any unnecessary risks, he pictured himself steering with one hand and shooting with the other, while Davis sat straddling the chair in the observer's cockpit, arguing with an eighteen-and-sixpenny Birmingham four-chamber, loaded with cheap little cordite cartridges, whose tiny bullet can take down a large man.
"What is this? You are sick?"
"What's going on? Are you not feeling well?"
Even while keeping his ears open and his eyes skinned, as he negotiated the Bird through a choppy cross-current, conning his course between the compass and the roller-chart-map, now illuminated by an electric bulb, his great shoulders shook with merriment as he saw the boy's head sink helplessly against the side of the fuselage, and his small body convulsed by throes of the sickness that is indistinguishable from the dismal malady of the sea. He had shut off the engine to shout to him. And in the sudden cessation of the tractor's racket, the deep organ note of the waters rolled in upon the hearing, mingled with the shrill piping of the wires and the ruffle of the freshening wind. As he switched on power once more, the broad white ray from the Bull Light leaped forth again and caught them as it ran eastwards over the tumbling white-crested billows, flinging a huge shadow of von Herrnung over the canvas-covered space of deck before him and showing him to the white-faced boy who had twisted round once more to look at him, as a featureless human torso shaped out of solid ebony with diamond specks for eyes and gleams of grinning ivory teeth.
Even while keeping his ears open and eyes alert as he steered the Bird through a rough cross-current, navigating between the compass and the roller-chart-map, now illuminated by an electric bulb, his broad shoulders shook with laughter when he saw the boy's head slump helplessly against the side of the fuselage, his small body convulsing from the sickness that felt just like the miserable affliction of the sea. He had turned off the engine to yell at him. And in the sudden silence that replaced the tractor's noise, the deep sound of the waves rolled in, merging with the sharp notes from the wires and the rustle of the increasing wind. As he turned the power back on, the bright white beam from the Bull Light shot out again, catching them as it raced eastward over the tumbling white-capped waves, casting a huge shadow of von Herrnung over the canvas-covered deck in front of him and revealing him to the pale-faced boy, who had twisted around once more to look at him, like a featureless human torso made of solid ebony with diamond-like eyes and shining white teeth.
"When are we going home? Why are we over the sea now?"
"When are we going home? Why are we over the ocean right now?"
Von Herrnung shut off again for the luxury of hearing and answering:
Von Herrnung disconnected once more to savor the luxury of listening and replying:
"I have told you because we are going home. Our home is—Germany. You will not be an English boy but German, once I have got you there!"
"I’m telling you this because we’re going home. Our home is Germany. You won’t be an English boy anymore; you’ll be German as soon as we get there!"
The shrill cry of anger that came from the open mouth of the white face was lost to him in the necessity of switching on the engine. He nodded pleasantly to the white face and, in the darkness of his own shadowy visage, there was the glimmer of a laugh. Then he applied himself to other business, for the tide would turn in an hour, and then the wind might blow hellishly from the nor'-west. Flying lower, he knew his course the true one, for the white headlight and green starboard-lights of a big steamer pricked twinkling holes in the thick grey dusk to northward on his port beam. He told himself she was one of the Elbe Company's big bluff-bowed liners making from Newcastle for Hamburg Docks. The stern-lights of a sister-ship hailing from Grimsby, by her steerings, were also discernible in the mirk ahead, while the lights from her tiers of cabins made her look like a black water-beetle with golden legs, hurriedly scuttling over the sea. Following the course of the Hamburg-bound liners, even if one failed to make connection with one's accredited pilot, it would not be long before one picked up Borkum Riff Lightship and in due course, spiring silver grey against the pink-and-golden sunrise—the twin towers of Nordeich Wireless—marking the journey's end.
The loud shout from the white-faced figure got drowned out by the need to start the engine. He gave a friendly nod to the white-faced figure, and there was a hint of a smile hidden in the shadows of his face. Then he turned his attention to other tasks since the tide would shift in an hour, and the wind could get strong from the northwest. Flying lower, he felt sure about his course as the white headlight and green starboard lights of a large steamer cut through the thick gray dusk to the north on his left. He told himself it was one of the Elbe Company's large, blunt-bowed liners making its way from Newcastle to Hamburg Docks. The stern lights of a sister ship coming from Grimsby were also visible in the fog ahead, and the lights from its rows of cabins made it resemble a black water beetle with golden legs, quickly scurrying across the sea. Following the route of the Hamburg-bound liners, even if he didn't connect with his assigned pilot, it wouldn't be long before he spotted the Borkum Riff Lightship, and eventually—shimmering silver-gray against the pink-and-golden sunrise—the twin towers of Nordeich Wireless, signaling the journey's end.
CHAPTER XXXIV
CHAPTER 34
THE BROWN SATCHEL
THE BROWN BAG
The journey's end. A gust, tearing the mist that veiled the livid waters, showed the shadowy shapes of a procession of battleships, steaming southwards in single line.
The journey is over. A strong wind swept away the fog that shrouded the dark waters, showing the shadowy shapes of a line of battleships moving south.
You see the German assailed by the wind, now hard on the aëroplane's port beam, craning over, counting the speedlights passing diagonally underneath. Eight steel Leviathans, stabbing bright points of electric light through fog and funnel-smoke, with an effect of diamonds seen against a background of dull grey plush.
You see the German fighter being pushed by the wind, now sharply to the left of the airplane, leaning over and watching the speedlights pass diagonally below. Eight steel giants, shooting bright points of electric light through fog and smoke, like diamonds against a dull grey background.
Eight rushing, neutral-tinted shapes—conveying a formidable impression of grim power, and force, and ruthlessness. A Squadron of Battle Cruisers of the British Home Fleet, new from the brine of Lerwick Waters, or the fierce green surges of Scapa Flow. Bound for Harwich Roads or Sheerness, or the Solent, to figure in the huge pageant of steel and steam, electricity, and man-power that would be called the King's Review.
Eight fast, neutral-colored vessels—exuding a powerful sense of grim strength, intensity, and determination. A fleet of battle cruisers from the British Home Fleet, recently emerged from the waters of Lerwick or the tumultuous green waves of Scapa Flow. Making their way to Harwich Roads, Sheerness, or the Solent, to participate in the impressive showcase of steel and steam, electricity, and human effort that would be referred to as the King's Review.
What a chance, supposing Der Tag were come already, for the delivery of a consignment of bombs! It warmed like a draught of wine, to think of the devastating effect of a couple of such German love-gifts, exploded in the bowels of one of those steel monsters, packed with complex machinery, high explosives, and inflammable oil. True, there might be a reverse to the medal, damping even to the spirits of a Superman. Wireless signals would go forth at the order of one amongst a little knot of dark figures on the forebridge of the Flagship, warning each of those grey monsters of its danger. Not an armoured cruiser scouting for them on the horizon, not one of all the torpedo-boat destroyers in their vicinity, not a submarine nosing in the thick cold darkness below the restless white crests, but would join in the man-hunt that must ensue.
What an opportunity, assumingDer Taghas already arrived, bringing a shipment of bombs! It was thrilling to imagine the destructive effect a few of those German gifts could have if they exploded inside one of those steel giants, packed with complex machinery, high explosives, and flammable oil. Sure, there could be a downside to this, which might even take the edge off a Superman's excitement. Wireless signals would be sent out at the command of one of a small group of shadowy figures on the forebridge of the Flagship, warning each of those gray giants of their imminent danger. Not a single armored cruiser watching for them on the horizon, not one of the nearby torpedo-boat destroyers, nor any submarine hiding in the cold darkness below the restless white waves would be left out of the man-hunt that would follow.
How the dusk would spring alive with the eyes of foes, and long rays of searchlight would go probing, and the mobile noses of guns great and lesser would be thrust from their hoods of proof-armour, sniffing bloodthirstily for the enemy up in the sky. While from the Flagship's mothering side, a Navy seaplane, armed with a Vickers' machine-gun, might swing out and plop upon the water, rise from the white snarl of waves with a vicious scream of her propeller, and, keen as a gull-hunting sea-hawk, launch herself in chase.
As dusk fell, the eyes of the enemies seemed to come alive, and long beams from searchlights swept across the area. The barrels of both big and small guns emerged from their protective casings, eagerly scanning the sky for any signs of the enemy. From the safe side of the Flagship, a Navy seaplane equipped with a Vickers machine gun could dive onto the water, rise from the churning waves with the fierce roar of its propeller, and, sharp and focused like a hawk chasing a seagull, take off in pursuit.
Pfui! The thought made one sick at the stomach. Cold, isolation, and darkness tried a man, no matter how courageous. Buffeted by the bitter wind, aching and stiff with weariness, lonely with the loneliness of some small bird of the migratory order, outstripped by its companions on the wild journey over the North Sea, the Kaiser's messenger drew energy and cheer from the conviction that the dispatches entrusted to him by Imperial favour were such as would hasten the arrival of The Day.
UghThe thought made one feel uneasy. Cold, isolation, and darkness challenged a person, no matter how courageous they were. Struggling against the biting wind, worn out and stiff from exhaustion, feeling as alone as a small migratory bird abandoned by its flock on a difficult journey across the North Sea, the Kaiser's messenger found strength and hope in the belief that the messages entrusted to him by the Empire would hasten the arrival of The Day.
The Day, to which all good German officers devoted the second toast on Mess nights. When the Black Eagle would swoop, and the nodding witch-hag Britannia would awaken from her whisky-dreams of World-Dominion to find her armour obsolete, her sword rusted in its scabbard, the trident of Sea Power stolen from her hand.
The Day to which all good German officers raised their second toast on Mess nights. When the Black Eagle would swoop down, and the slumbering witch-hag Britannia would awaken from her whisky dreams of World Dominance to find her armor outdated, her sword rusted in its sheath, and the trident of Sea Power taken from her grasp.
Hurrah! for The Day when the programme arranged by the All Highest War Lord and his War Chiefs should be carried out in the complete overthrow of British Supremacy, the seizure and domination of British territory, the solution of the Great German Race Problem, in the transformation of the United Kingdom into a German dependency,—the annexation of India and the British Colonies—and the forcible Teutonisation of the hated race.
Hooray! for the day when the plan created by the Supreme War Leader and his commanders will be carried out to completely dismantle British dominance, seize and control British territory, address the Great German Race Problem, turn the United Kingdom into a German dependency, annex India and the British Colonies, and forcibly Germanize the hated race.
Aha! Much to be locked in an Imperial messenger's letter-bag, thought von Herrnung, greedily. What in the way of guerdon might not be lavished by a gratified All Highest upon the danger-braving and to-duty-fearlessly-devoted Flying Officer who should accomplish the Secret Mission, and lay the brown satchel at the Imperial feet.
Aha! There’s so much hidden in an Imperial messenger's letter bag, von Herrnung thought eagerly. What kind of reward could a satisfied All Highest offer to the courageous and dedicated Flying Officer who would finish the Secret Mission and present the brown satchel at the feet of the Imperial?
Probably the Second—tchah!—the First Class of the Iron Cross—with military promotion, and a handsome sum in hard cash. Laudatory articles in the State-inspired Press organs and Service Gazettes presently. Meanwhile, was it fitting that the future of von Herrnung should lie, not upon the knees of the gods, but on the lap of a little, seasick English boy?
Probably the Second—ugh!—the First Class of the Iron Cross—with a military promotion and a good amount of cash. Expect flattering articles in the state-sponsored newspapers and military magazines soon. In the meantime, was it fair that von Herrnung's future should rely, not on the gods, but on the whims of a small, seasick English boy?
True, the brown satchel was firmly strapped to the boy, now lying in an attitude of complete exhaustion, with one arm thrown over the gunwale, and his small round head feebly nodding to and fro. The child knew nothing of the Imperial dispatches. And yet—one would have been wiser to keep the bag about one, in spite of the danger of fouling the controls.
It's true that the brown bag was securely attached to the boy, who now lay completely exhausted, one arm hanging over the edge, his small round head weakly swaying back and forth. The child was oblivious to the Imperial dispatches. Still, it would have been wiser for someone to keep the bag close, even though it risked interfering with the controls.
It will be gathered that a chilly premonition of imminent disaster crawled in the veins of the Kaiser's messenger. Hunger and fatigue were spurring von Herrnung to imaginativeness unworthy of a Superman.
A chilling sense of looming disaster seeped into the veins of the Kaiser’s messenger. Hunger and fatigue drove von Herrnung to think of ideas unworthy of a Superman.
Now he knew his frail winged craft beset by cunning, treacherous enemies; the invisible air that cradled and supported her, only waiting to destroy. Other elemental forces, Gale, Lightning, Hail, Waterspout—in collusion to bring about her swift and speedy ruin. The Sea, no less than these, was an implacable adversary, reaching up innumerable greedy hands to drag her down and drown. The hawk-hoverer would have been a help at this juncture if one had had some previous experience in the use of it. As things were, it was wiser to leave the Englishman's invention alone. A labouring beat admonished the man's quick ear of impending engine-trouble. Ah, if the motor, that was the living heart in the aëroplane, should break down at this juncture, or the human intelligence perched behind the roaring tractor falter, the game was up. Kaput for von Herrnung, he very well knew.
Now he realized that his delicate, winged craft was surrounded by clever, deceitful enemies; the invisible air that held it up was just waiting to destroy it. Other natural forces—Wind, Lightning, Hail, Waterspout—were working together to bring about its quick and certain doom. The Sea, just like these forces, was a relentless enemy, reaching up with countless greedy hands to pull it down and drown it. The hawk-hoverer would have been useful at this moment if he had any prior experience with it. As it was, it seemed wiser to leave the Englishman's invention alone. A hard thump warned the man's sharp ears of imminent engine trouble. Ah, if the motor, the lifeblood of the airplane, broke down now, or if the mind behind the roaring propeller faltered, it would be over. Done for von Herrnung, he knew very well.
As though the very fear had brought on the catastrophe, the revolutions dropped. Below 1000, said the indicator's trembling finger, and there was a miss. The bang!—bang! of a back-fire followed. If one had believed in God, now, this would have been the time to pray to Him.
It felt like fear had triggered the disaster; the revolutions dropped. The indicator's unsteady needle showed below 1000, and there was a failure. The bang!—bang! of a backfire followed. If anyone had believed in God, this would have been the moment to pray to Him.
But now the aviator's keen eye, peering downwards through Sherbrand's binoculars, picked up something that had emerged with a sudden yeasty swirl among the white-crested waves. No handsomer nor bigger than an under-sized steam-trawler, the casual observer might as such have accepted her. But a moment more, and fore and aft of the stocky little pseudo-steamer, stretched the long snaky, whitey-brown hull of a submarine.
But now the pilot's keen eye, scanning through Sherbrand's binoculars, noticed something that had suddenly surfaced with a foamy swirl among the white-capped waves. It looked no more attractive or larger than a small steam trawler, and a casual observer might have perceived it that way. However, just a moment later, extending fore and aft of the sturdy little fake steamer was the long, snake-like hull of a submarine in white and brown.
U-18, on observation-service off Spurn Head, or a Britisher? An Evans signalling-pistol, loaded, and with a supply of spare rockets, was fixed in a cleat beside the instrument-board, within reach of the pilot's hand. The altimeter, illuminated by the electric bulb, gave an altitude of six hundred, as von Herrnung snatched the pistol, and fired, aiming towards the sky.
U-18, on watch duty off Spurn Head, or a British vessel? An Evans signaling pistol, loaded with extra rockets, was secured next to the instrument panel, easily accessible to the pilot. The altimeter, illuminated by the electric bulb, indicated an altitude of six hundred when von Herrnung grabbed the pistol and fired, aiming at the sky.
The shot was followed by a second detonation, and a brilliant crimson light illuminated the grey welter, throwing up orange balls of fire as it ascended, to burst in showers of incandescent sparks. Switching off, von Herrnung strained both ears and eyes for an answer to his signal. With the cessation of the motor the diapason of the North Sea rolled upwards through the twilight with a threatening of storm. As the weather-cone had presaged, a gale was coming. It blew strongly from the north-west. The engine back-fired again, and von Herrnung swore at it, trying to make out the nationality of the submarine running on the surface six hundred feet below. There were half-a-dozen tallish figures on the narrow man-railed catwalk running along her hull forward, and one upon the screened-in platform of her humpy conning-tower.
The shot was followed by a second explosion, and a bright red light illuminated the gray chaos, sending up orange fireballs as it ascended, bursting into showers of glowing sparks. Turning off the engine, von Herrnung strained his ears and eyes for a response to his signal. With the motor off, the sound of the North Sea rolled in through the twilight, signaling an approaching storm. As the weather cone had predicted, a gale was coming. It blew strongly from the northwest. The engine backfired again, and von Herrnung cursed it, trying to figure out the nationality of the submarine cruising on the surface six hundred feet below. There were half a dozen tall figures on the narrow catwalk along her hull at the front, and one on the screened-in platform of her humpy conning tower.
Then the blue-white ray of a searchlight leaped forth illuminating her bows and forward torpedo-tubes—revealing the long neutral-coloured hull with the Wireless mast raised for use and soapy seas hissing off the armour-plate. A backwash of brilliance picked out the black-white-and-red Jack of Germany, fluttering from a short pole-mast sternwards. Signal-lights of white and two colours broke out upon another slender mast aft of her conning-tower, and winked and jabbered. U-18 was in touch with her man.
Then the blue-white beam of a searchlight turned on, illuminating her bow and forward torpedo tubes—revealing the long, neutral-colored hull with the wireless mast raised for action and soapy waves hissing off the armor plate. A wave of brightness showcased the black, white, and red flag of Germany, waving from a short pole mast at the back. Signal lights in white and two colors lit up on another slim mast behind her conning tower, blinking and communicating. U-18 was in touch with her partner.
It was quite time, for the Bird's engine hiccupped more and more disastrously, and her pilot's frozen hands could only guess the steering-wheel. He grunted relief. Sapperlot! One's star had not deserted one. Once more the Prussian Field-Flying Service would, with reason, quote von Herrnung's hellish good-luck.
It was about time, as the Bird's engine was sputtering increasingly painfully, and her pilot's frozen hands could barely grip the steering wheel. He let out a grunt of relief.SapperlotOne's luck hadn’t run out. Once again, the Prussian Field-Flying Service would, for good reason, mention von Herrnung's incredible good fortune.
Meanwhile the submarine's three lights chattered volubly in German Navy Code. Do Not Attempt Make Harbour. Heavy Weather Coming. Original Orders Cancelled. Heave To. Will Stand By To Take You Aboard. To which von Herrnung, keeping pace with U-18, replied with long and short flashes of an electric signalling-torch. Understood! What Is the Sea Like? Keep Off and On. Am Coming Down!
At the same time, the submarine's three lights flashed vigorously in German Navy Code. Do Not Attempt to Make Harbour. Heavy Weather Coming. Original Orders Cancelled. Heave To. Will Stand By To Take You Aboard. In response, von Herrnung, matching U-18's speed, signaled back with long and short flashes from an electric signaling torch. Understood! What Is the Sea Like? Keep Off and On. Am Coming Down!
And he came forthwith. The Commander of U-18, standing on the little platform over which furious seas were slashing, watched him critically through a pair of Zeiss binoculars. You, too, are asked to see him; pulling round the Bird's head into the teeth of the nor'wester; shutting off her hiccupping engine, implacably thrusting her nose seawards, and diving with a splendid swoop into the widening paths of spirals that ended amidst the angry surges below.
He arrived immediately. The Commander of U-18 stood on the small platform, where the raging seas were crashing, and observed him closely through a pair of Zeiss binoculars. You're also invited to see him; the Bird turned its head into the strong northwesterly wind, shut off its sputtering engine, and relentlessly pushed its nose toward the sea, diving in a magnificent swoop into the widening spirals that ended among the furious waves below.
Hitting the North Sea with so shattering a slap that the Bird's landing-carriage crumpled and buckled, and the frail spars of her wings crunched like the bones of a small bird in the jaws of a hungry cat.
The Bird hit the North Sea with such force that its landing gear crumpled and bent, while the fragile support beams of its wings crunched like a small bird's bones in the jaws of a hungry cat.
A fierce green sea leaped, towered, and broke, dumping a ton of water on von Herrnung, and knocking the breath out of the man. He tore open the safety-belt as consciousness left him, and recovered in the warm benzine-flavoured stuffiness of the officer's cabin aboard the U-18, to the stinging of schnapps in his mouth and gullet, and the cheer of German words in his ear.
A massive green wave surged, went up high, and crashed down, soaking von Herrnung and taking the breath out of him. He tore off his safety belt just as he lost consciousness and woke up in the warm, benzene-scented haze of the officer's cabin on the U-18, with the sharp taste of schnapps in his mouth and cheerful German voices in his ear.
"Hey now, hey now, we are coming about. That is well! Drink another draught, comrade! You have had a hellishly narrow squeak. Another time, when flying oversea with dispatches, start early, pick your weather, and ship a life-belt, if you are wise!"
"Hey, we’re changing things up. That’s great! Have another drink, my friend! You just narrowly dodged a tough situation. Next time you’re flying overseas with important messages, make sure to leave early, check the weather, and pack a life jacket, if you’ve got any sense!"
Thus Lieutenant Commander Luttha of Undersea-boat No. 18. You see him as a spare, weather-bitten, black-bearded officer in a full panoply of yellow oilies, and a sou'wester shading little eyes, sharp as lancet-points and now twinkling with his bit of fun.
So, Lieutenant Commander Luttha of Submarine No. 18. You see him as a tough, experienced officer with a black beard, fully dressed in yellow oilskin gear, and a sou'wester hat that shades his small, sharp eyes, which now sparkle with a bit of mischief.
But the word "dispatches," coupled with the jest about the life-belt, volted through von Herrnung like the discharge from an electric battery. He gulped and choked, collecting enough tinned air to talk with, and at last got out:
But the word "dispatches," along with the joke about the life jacket, hit von Herrnung like a jolt from a battery. He swallowed hard and struggled to catch his breath, gathering enough air to speak, and finally managed to say:
"The boy—the boy, with the satchel! Where is he, in the devil's name?"
"Where is the kid with the backpack? Seriously!"
Thus adjured the Commander answered pithily:
Prompted, the Commander replied briefly:
"If you mean the half-drowned little English rat Petty Officer Stoll found washing about in the bows of your aviatik, he's alive. Don't worry about that!"
"If you’re referring to the half-drowned little English rat that Petty Officer Stoll found splashing around at the front of your aircraft, he's alive. Don't worry about it!"
Through the churning foam upon his lips, von Herrnung spluttered furiously:
With the foamy spray on his lips, von Herrnung angrily spat out:
"Himmelkreüzbombenelement! What is the verdammt boy to me? It is the satchel that was strapped about the boy's middle I am asking for—the Emperor's—Herr Gott!—I shall go mad!"
"Himmelkreüzbombenelement! What is thedamnboy to me? I'm asking for the satchel wrapped around the boy's waist—the Emperor's—Dear God!"I think I'm losing my mind!"
He staggered to his feet, hitting his head a stunning crack against the low white painted overdeck. The incautious reference to the Emperor electrified those who heard, squatting on the little folding bunks, or kneeling on the palpitating deck of the little officer's cabin, into desperate activity. Von Herrnung found himself boosted up a ladder and through a manhole, guided along a narrow slippery catwalk, washed by the surges of the North Sea, to where a collapsible boat was being emptied of a lot of shipped salt water, and the battered wreck of the Bird of War, lashed to the U-18's forward man-rail, was waiting the Commander's order to be finally abandoned to her fate.
He got up, hitting his head hard on the low white overdeck. The casual mention of the Emperor sent a wave of energy through everyone who heard it, whether they were sitting on the small folding bunks or kneeling on the unstable deck of the little officer's cabin, pushing them into a frenzy of action. Von Herrnung found himself hoisted up a ladder and through a manhole, led along a narrow, slippery catwalk, tossed by the waves of the North Sea, to where a collapsible boat was being drained of a lot of seawater, and the damaged wreck of the Bird of War, tied to the U-18's front handrail, was awaiting the Commander’s order to be finally left behind to its fate.
CHAPTER XXXV
CHAPTER 35
NUMBER EIGHTEEN
NUMBER 18
They launched the collapsible, and ransacked every cranny of the Bird's waterlogged fuselage. Not the ghost of a brown leather satchel rewarded their feverish search. In the forward cockpit the belt swung loose, the patent fastening had been opened by pulling the pin out. Clearly the boy had released himself when the Bird hit the sea.
They launched the collapsible boat and searched every part of the Bird's waterlogged fuselage. Not a single sign of a brown leather satchel appeared in their frantic search. In the front cockpit, the seatbelt was hanging loose; the patented fastening had been opened by pulling the pin. It was clear that the boy had gotten himself free when the Bird crashed into the sea.
"Let us go look at this boy!" suggested the Commander, on receiving the news that the Kind had breathed, and vomited sea-water. Luttha promptly led the way to the men's cabin, where Petty Officer Stoll and an earringed first-class seaman were working over a little limp naked body, outspread on the jiggetting deck-plates, in the raucous glare of the electric light.
"Let's go see this kid!" suggested the Commander after hearing that the King had fainted and coughed up seawater. Luttha quickly led the way to the men's cabin, where Petty Officer Stoll and a first-class seaman with an earring were working on a small, limp, naked body sprawled out on the shaking deck plates under the bright glare of the electric light.
Bawne was questioned, but nothing could be got out of him just then, except North Sea, so they wrapped him in a blue Navy blanket, and left him in charge of Petty Officer Stoll.
Bawne was questioned, but they couldn't get anything from him at that moment, except for "North Sea," so they wrapped him in a blue Navy blanket and left him in Petty Officer Stoll's care.
"This is hellishly unfortunate, you must know, Count," said the Commander, alone with von Herrnung in the vibrating steel box over the upper accumulators, called the officers' cabin, and separated from the men's quarters by a paper-thin sliding bulkhead of painted steel. You are asked to consider it furnished with seven narrow folding bunks, a trestle-table about as wide and long as a coffin-lid, some folding chairs, a marvellous array of charts on spring-rollers, fixed against the steel walls, a row of wooden lockers, a chronometer and auxiliary gyro-compass, several cylinders of oxylithe for respiratory emergencies, an electric stove of small size, a log-book and writing materials, a shelf of German literature, chiefly nautical reference-books; sets of dominoes, a violin and a cornet, speaking-tubes and a telephone, a gramophone and a giant cuspidor.
"This is really unfortunate, you should know, Count," said the Commander, alone with von Herrnung in the vibrating steel box above the upper accumulators, known as the officers' cabin, separated from the men's quarters by a paper-thin sliding bulkhead of painted steel. You can imagine it furnished with seven narrow folding bunks, a trestle table about the size of a coffin lid, some folding chairs, an impressive collection of charts on spring rollers fixed to the steel walls, a row of wooden lockers, a chronometer and auxiliary gyro-compass, several cylinders of oxylithe for breathing emergencies, a small electric stove, a logbook and writing materials, a shelf of German literature, mostly nautical reference books; sets of dominoes, a violin, a cornet, speaking tubes and a telephone, a gramophone, and a large cuspidor.
Von Herrnung, having swapped his water-logged flying-kit and soaked underclothes for dry flannels lent by the Second-in-Command, topped off with a pair of the Commander's spare trousers, and a guernsey frock belonging to the biggest man on board. You can see him supplementing the shortness of the trousers with a pair of long sea-boots: thrusting his huge arms into the guernsey, beginning already to be superior to his rescuers upon the strength of his family rank and wealth and his flying-record, his bulk and handsomeness, and his magpie pearl. He was of the Prussian top-dog breed and let others know it, even whilst smarting under his loss. That he felt it was shown by the livid pallor testifying to mental disquiet and physical exhaustion. But he judged it wisest to bluff, and did.
Von Herrnung, having changed out of his soaked flying suit and wet underwear into dry flannel clothes he borrowed from the Second-in-Command, completed his outfit with a pair of the Commander’s spare pants and a sweater that belonged to the largest guy on board. To compensate for the shortness of the trousers, he wore a pair of tall sea boots; as he squeezed his large arms into the sweater, he began to feel superior to his rescuers thanks to his family background, wealth, flying record, size, looks, and flashy pearl. He was part of the top-tier Prussian elite and made sure others were aware of it, even as he coped with his loss. The pale look on his face reflected his mental distress and physical exhaustion. However, he decided it was best to put on a brave face, and he did.
"The cursed machine would have drowned me if you had not arrived in the nick of time," he said suggestively, smiling under the red moustache that hung uncurled over his full sensual lips: "Suppose you say you found me swimming in the water—the aëroplane having foundered—it is merely rewording a report!"
"The cursed machine would have taken me under if you hadn't arrived right on time," he said with a wink, grinning under the red mustache that hung over his full, sensual lips. "How about you just say you found me swimming in the water after the plane crashed—it’s just rephrasing a report!"
"So many thanks!" ... returned the Commander, chewing hard at an unlighted cigar, sending a jet of saliva into the cuspidor, and smiling in a wry and dubious fashion. "But when I said things were hellishly unfortunate, I meant unfortunate for you!"
"Thanks a lot!" ... replied the Commander, chewing on an unlit cigar, spitting into the spittoon, and smiling in a sarcastic and uncertain manner. "But when I said things were really unlucky, I meant unlucky for you!"
He moved to the green baize-covered plank that served as a cabin table, and took from a weighted document-file a pencilled paper-slip.
He walked over to the green felt-covered board that served as a cabin table and pulled out a penciled note from a heavy document file.
"As far as they concern you I will read you them as taken down by our Wireless operator. 'To Undersea-boat No. 18, on observation-duty off Spurn Head. Stand by to get in touch with, act pilot, and render aid if necessary to German Imperial Secret Service Messenger, crossing to Nordeich in British aëroplane.' The message comes from the German Embassy in London and the sender is Grand Admiral Prinz Heinrich. I have carried out my instructions to the letter. There is only one man going to be broken over this affair!"
"I'll read these to you just as our Wireless operator recorded them. 'To Submarine No. 18, on observation duty off Spurn Head. Be ready to establish contact, act as pilot, and provide assistance if needed to the German Imperial Secret Service Messenger, crossing to Nordeich in a British airplane.' This message is from the German Embassy in London, sent by Grand Admiral Prinz Heinrich. I have followed my instructions exactly. There is only"one"someone who's going to take the blame for this!"
Von Herrnung knew who the man was. The Commander chewed some more of his cigar, picked his oozing yellow oilskins off the deck, thrust himself into them, crowned himself with his sou'wester, and said, taking a farewell shot at the cuspidor:
Von Herrnung knew who the man was. The Commander chewed his cigar, picked up his soggy yellow oilskins from the deck, put them on, topped it off with his sou'wester, and said, giving one last aim at the spit bucket:
"And to brew more thunder-beer for you is not my desire! I am sorry for you, bei Gott! But to make game of those who command me is not the purpose for which I am commissioned, Herr Count. Nor have I any experience in doctoring reports. I rate only as Lieutenant in the Imperial German Navy—a man born of plain people—without fortune or even von before my family name!"
"I don't want to cause you more problems! I'm really sorry for you,I swear to GodBut mocking those in charge of me isn't my reason for being here, Count. Also, I don’t have any experience in falsifying reports. I’m just a Lieutenant in the Imperial German Navy—a guy from a regular background—without any wealth or evenvon"in front of my last name!"
Von Herrnung sensed that he had bitterly offended the only human being who could help him. He apologised subserviently, and catching at the straw afforded him by the Commander's admission of poverty, offered him the pickings of the wrecked aëroplane.
Von Herrnung realized he had really upset the only person who could help him. He apologized sincerely and, seeing that the Commander understood his financial difficulties, offered him the salvageable parts from the crashed airplane.
"For her instruments and signalling outfit—the seats and vacuum flasks even—are well worth the having, and her engine and tractor will sell for——" he named the sum in marks. "There is a patent stabiliser under her belly that I reserve for Majesty—the French have bought it or think they have!"
"Her equipment and signaling gear—the seats and vacuum flasks included—are definitely valuable, and her engine and tractor will sell for——" he said the amount in marks. "There's a patented stabilizer underneath her that I’m saving for Majesty—the French have either bought it or think they have!"
The speaker rubbed his hands. The hoverer might yet prove a sop for the All Highest. Imperial displeasure thus averted, all would go well. He added, feeling that he might actually afford the luxury of grumbling:
The speaker rubbed his hands together. Making the hoverer might still be a way to please the All Highest. If they could avoid imperial disapproval, everything would be alright. He added, feeling that he could actually afford to complain:
"As for me, I am what the English call 'fed up' with special missions. Conceive it. I am at a Hendon Flying School,—chatting with a handsome Englishwoman who has taken me for her lover—as I am waiting to get an inkling of the sort of invention the French War Ministry think worth buying for use in their Service Aëronautique. I am summoned by a groom of our Embassy to speak to some Excellencies—I follow and find myself clicking my heels before Prinz Heinrich, von Moltke, and Krupp von Bohlen in an Embassy auto-car—to be sent off at a moment's notice in a little cranky devil of an English monoplane—with secret dispatches for the All Highest—on a journey over the North Sea. With the barometer falling and the hour past five meridian. That's my luck!" The speaker paused for breath.
"I'm really 'fed up,' as the English say, with special missions. Just think about it. I'm at a Hendon Flying School—talking to a beautiful English woman who thinks I’m her lover—while I'm waiting to hear what kind of invention the French War Ministry considers worth buying for their Aëronautique Service. A guy from our Embassy calls me to talk to some dignitaries—I follow him and find myself clicking my heels in front of Prinz Heinrich, von Moltke, and Krupp von Bohlen in an Embassy car—only to be sent off at a moment's notice in a little, quirky English monoplane—with secret dispatches for the All Highest—on a trip over the North Sea. With the barometer dropping and it being past five o'clock. That's my luck!" The speaker paused for breath.
Luttha said, pulling his black beard through his fingers with a crisp sound, a trick of his when in meditation:
Luttha said, running his fingers through his black beard with a snapping sound, a habit he had when he was deep in thought:
"There was no time to lose. And you have a wonderful record for long-distance flying. And luck it was!—if you had been of my mind. Tell me, did not they give you plain instructions?"
There wasn't a second to lose. And you have an impressive history with long-distance flying. It was fortunate!—if you had thought like I did. Tell me, didn’tthey"provide clear instructions?"
"Do 'they' ever speak plainly?" von Herrnung scoffed; and Luttha answered calmly:
"Do they ever speak clearly?" von Herrnung scoffed, and Luttha replied calmly:
"Yes, to an ordinary man, who does not understand obscure language, they would have said: 'Lieutenant Commander Luttha, here is a brown leather satchel, with something inside it belonging to the Emperor. You will convey the satchel to Nordeich and deliver it to His Majesty's hands. And from the moment I entrust it to yours, it shall be close as your very skin to you. If you meet Death upon your errand, die with it next your heart!'"
"Yes, for an ordinary person who doesn’t understand complicated language, they might say: 'Lieutenant Commander Luttha, here’s a brown leather bag with something inside that belongs to the Emperor. You need to take this bag to Nordeich and give it to His Majesty. From the moment I hand it to you, it should be as close as your own skin. If you come face to face with Death on your mission, die with it next to your heart!'"
The speaker added with a wounding accent of irony:
The speaker said with a painful tone of irony:
"Perhaps that marks the difference between a plebeian and a nobleman! I would have lashed it to my body, under my clothing. You strapped it about the boy! By the way, what is the boy?"
"Maybe that's what sets a commoner apart from a noble! I would have tied it to my body, under my clothes. You wrapped it around the boy! By the way, who is the boy?"
"The boy! ... Nothing! ... A piece of ballast, merely!"
"The boy! ... Nothing! ... Just a burden, honestly!"
Von Herrnung, warmed by dry clothes and exhibitions of schnapps, was fast recovering his characteristic arrogance. He added, with a shrug and a wave of the hand:
Von Herrnung, feeling comfortable in dry clothes and energized by shots of schnapps, was quickly getting back to his usual arrogance. He added, with a shrug and a wave of his hand:
"As for the lost satchel, it may well be that duplicates of the dispatches contained in it have been sent to the Emperor by another messenger. That is the usual method, perhaps you are not aware?"
"About the lost satchel, it’s possible that copies of the messages inside have been sent to the Emperor by another messenger. That’s the usual way, but you might not be aware of that?"
"Duplicates exist, but in only one place on earth will you find them, and that place is the London War Office!"
"Duplicates exist, but you'll only find them in one place on Earth, and that place is the London War Office!"
The Commander pitched his cigar-butt into the cuspidor, snapped the three stud-clips that secured his yellow oilskin storm-coat, and dug his piercing little eyes into von Herrnung's as he asked:
The Commander threw his cigar stub into the spittoon, unbuckled the three clips on his yellow oilskin storm coat, and narrowed his sharp little eyes at von Herrnung as he asked:
"Have you never heard of the War-engine of Robert Foulis, the Scottish sea-captain who first suggested to the British the use of steam as applied to battle-ships, and invented the screw-propeller and the big devil knows how many other things besides the mysterious, secret weapon that Great Britain has kept hidden up her sleeve a hundred and twenty-six years! It was offered by Foulis, then Earl of Clanronald, in 1812, to the British Government, and it frightened people like the drunken Regent and the Duke of York and Lord Mulgrave into refusing it. It was offered again to their War Office at the time of their Crimean War,—taken into consideration by the Duke of Newcastle and again ejected,—because—Grosse Gott!—it was too inhuman! As though a weapon that could end a War in a twinkling by sheer deadly effectiveness could be anything but a boon to mankind. Pfui! Such hypocrisy makes me vomit worse than thirty hours of submergence. Not because of its inhumanity has Britain stored up the old man's war-engine. Out of diplomacy, to brutalise the great Germanic nation into subservience under the rod of Fear!"
"Have you never heard of the war engine created by Robert Foulis, the Scottish sea captain who was the first to propose using steam for battleships in Britain? He invented the screw propeller and many other innovations, not to mention the secret weapon that Great Britain has kept hidden for one hundred twenty-six years! Foulis, who was then the Earl of Clanronald, presented it to the British Government in 1812, and it frightened people like the drunken Regent, the Duke of York, and Lord Mulgrave so much that they turned it down. It was offered again to their War Office during the Crimean War—considered by the Duke of Newcastle and then dismissed—because—"Grosse Gott!—it was so inhumane! As if a weapon that could bring an end to a war instantly through its deadly effectiveness could be anything but a benefit to humanity.Pfui! Such hypocrisy makes me more nauseous than thirty hours spent underwater. Britain hasn't kept the old man's war machine hidden because it's inhumane. They've done it for diplomatic reasons, to keep the mighty Germanic nation in a state of Fear!
Luttha and von Herrnung, otherwise antagonistic, were alike in their rabid hatred of Great Britain. Luttha had talked himself plum-coloured and hoarse by now, but he went on, pounding the air with a knotty, clenched fist:
Luttha and von Herrnung, though generally rivals, shared a strong hatred for Great Britain. Luttha had argued until he was red in the face and hoarse, but he kept at it, pounding the air with his twisted, clenched fist:
"Thus it was well done on the part of the Kaiser's secret agents to steal Clanronald's War Plan, on the brink of The Day to which we have drunk so long! Not the duplicates buried in the Whitehall strong-vaults, see you!—but the originals from the muniment-room of the Welsh castle, the country-seat of the present Earl. Less than an hour after you took flight from Hendon, London was alive and buzzing with the tale! ... How do I know? ... Does not a man know everything with Wireless? And you, with no inkling that you carried for Germany—Victory in the World-War that is coming—you who have lost Clanronald's secret, are a ruined man, bei Gott!"
It was really smart of the Kaiser's secret agents to steal Clanronald's War Plan right before the day we've been looking forward to for so long! Not the copies hidden away in the Whitehall strong vaults, mind you, but the originals from the archives of the Welsh castle, the estate of the current Earl. Less than an hour after you left Hendon, London was buzzing with the news! ... How do I know? ... Doesn’t everyone know everything now with wireless communication? And you, with no idea that you were carrying for Germany—Victory in the upcoming World War—you, who have lost Clanronald's secret, are done for.bei Gott!"
He added, as von Herrnung broke out cursing and raving:
He said, as von Herrnung began to curse and yell:
"As I have said, I pity you!—though you have tried to bribe me!—but it will not do to talk of suicide, for I shall prevent that! Your cartridges are wetted—your revolver will not serve you. And you will not get a chance to drown yourself, for I am going to submerge. My fellows have got the flying-motor out of the stirrups and stowed it away, with the auto-hoverer and the other things for the Emperor, whose property they are! Then we run, only periscopes showing, for the Gat of Norderney. There is a clear-dredged channel to Nordeich Harbour, navigable in any tide. You have to account there to the All Highest for the satchel, or I, bei Gott! must account to him for it and you!"
"Like I said, I feel sorry for you!—even though you tried to bribe me!—but we can't discuss suicide, because I won’t allow that! Your bullets are wet—your gun won’t work. And you won’t get a chance to drown yourself, because I'm going to dive. My crew has taken the flying-motor out of the stirrups and stored it away, along with the auto-hoverer and other items meant for the Emperor, which belong to him! Then we’ll move, with only our periscopes showing, toward the Gat of Norderney. There’s a clear channel to Nordeich Harbour, safe to navigate at any tide. You have to answer to the All Highest for the satchel, or I,bei Gott!"You'll have to take responsibility for it and for you!"
And Luttha slid back the steel door, passed through the narrow gangway and shot up the narrow steel ladder to attend to affairs on deck. Two of his subordinates instantly replaced him. On no account was von Herrnung, the living proof of the Commander's fidelity to his instructions, to be left alone, you understand.
Luttha opened the steel door, walked through the narrow passage, and quickly climbed the slim steel ladder to handle things on deck. Two of his subordinates immediately took his spot. Under no circumstances was von Herrnung, the living proof of the Commander's loyalty to his orders, to be left alone, you know.
One would have said the Superman believed in God, he blasphemed Him so industriously. When he was quite spent and voiceless, the lieutenants offered him practical sympathy in the shape of gingerbread and lager beer. He accepted the beer, and sat on one of the sofas drinking it and brooding lividly, while Undersea-boat No. 18, with hermetically-sealed hatches, folded down her signal and Wireless masts, shut off her 2000 h.p. Diesel oil engines, sucked water into her ballast-tanks, and with only her periscopes showing above the surface, ran under her electric-motor power for Norderney Gat and Nordeich quay.
You might think Superman believed in God, considering how freely he blasphemed. When he was completely exhausted and silent, the lieutenants showed their sympathy by offering him gingerbread and beer. He accepted the beer and sat on one of the sofas, drinking it and brooding heavily, while Undersea-boat No. 18, with her tightly sealed hatches, lowered her signal and wireless masts, turned off her 2000 h.p. diesel engines, took on water in her ballast tanks, and with only her periscopes visible above the surface, moved under electric power toward Norderney Gat and Nordeich quay.
Behind her as she sped, a red stain upon the angry waters gave back the last rays of stormy sunset, smouldering out behind bars of drift-wrack, beyond the bleak east-country beaches and the long blue-black, desolate worlds.
As she sped ahead, a red stain on the choppy waters mirrored the last rays of a stormy sunset, flickering behind barriers of debris, past the bleak eastern beaches and the vast, empty blue-black horizons.
Von Herrnung's private, personal sun was setting somewhat after the same fashion, amidst sable clouds of Imperial wrath. It was to sink below the horizon in deepest disfavour, rise again in The Day's gory dawning, and fall, its evil fires quenched in a drenching rain of blood.
Von Herrnung's personal sun was setting in a similar fashion, encircled by dark clouds of Imperial rage. It was about to dip below the horizon in deep disapproval, rise again in a bloody dawn, and then fall, its wicked flames extinguished in a downpour of blood.
CHAPTER XXXVI
CHAPTER 36
HUE AND CRY
ALERT
Even as petrol and air mingled in the Bird's cylinders, and Davis rotated the tractor and nimbly leaped out of the way of sudden death, the buff broadsheets of the Evening Wire edged the kerbs of Fleet Street and ran up Kingsway to High Holborn. And from Ludgate Hill to Charing Cross, Pall Mall, and Piccadilly Circus, the raucous voices of newsboys yelled through a pelting hail of pence:
As gasoline and air mixed in the Bird's cylinders, Davis steered the tractor and quickly dashed out of the way to avoid danger, the large newspapers of the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__Evening Wirelined the curbs of Fleet Street and stretched up Kingsway to High Holborn. And from Ludgate Hill to Charing Cross, Pall Mall, and Piccadilly Circus, the loud shouts of newsboys rang out amid a shower of coins:
AMAZING THEFT OF A FAMILY SECRET.
STOLEN FROM GWYLL CASTLE
THE CLANRONALD WAR-PLAN.
AN ECHO OF CRIMEAN DAYS.
THIEF KNOWN. POLICE SANGUINE.
"COMMON CRACKSMAN'S ENTERPRISE OR DIPLOMATIC
STROKE?"
UNBELIEVABLE THEFT OF A FAMILY SECRET.
STOLEN FROM GWYLL CASTLE
THE CLANRONALD WAR-PLAN.
A REMINDER OF CRIMEAN DAYS.
THIEF IDENTIFIED. POLICE HOPEFUL.
"COMMON BURGLAR'S JOB OR DIPLOMATIC
MOVE?"
Strings of news-carts laden with bundles of papers were rattling east, north, south, and west. Trains were taking in the story by bales of thousands and disgorging it at every stoppage, as Von Herrnung opened the throttle, and the Bird raced a hundred yards or so, bumping like a taxi going over a bad road, then rose into the air, as gracefully as a mallard, and launched upon the first wide spirals of the aërial ascent.
News trucks filled with piles of papers were rumbling in every direction—east, north, south, and west. Trains were gathering news by the thousands and delivering it at every stop as Von Herrnung pushed the throttle, and the Bird surged forward for about a hundred yards, bouncing like a cab over a bumpy road, then soared into the sky, as gracefully as a duck, and began its first wide spirals of ascent.
The small audience interested in the aëroplane, her freight, and her behaviour, watched her as she dwindled in the sight and died upon the ear. The spectators in the enclosure had departed in dribbles, the last three-seater air-bus had rounded the aërodrome, landed and deposited the last passengers. Two or three over-enthusiastic students lingered, but the rest had shed their grimy overalls and betaken themselves home.
The small group fascinated by the airplane, its cargo, and its performance watched as it disappeared from sight. The spectators in the area had gradually left, and the last three-seater airbus had circled the airfield, landed, and dropped off the final passengers. A couple of overly excited students lingered, but the others had changed out of their dirty overalls and gone home.
The mellow light of late afternoon lay sweetly on the wide expanse of treeless greensward and on the woods that tufted the horizon-line. Rooks and starlings were wheeling over distant tree-clumps, the bands no longer brayed or tootled, the mechanics were leaving the sheds and hangars, the waitresses were hastening to other employments, such as programme-vending at suburban music-halls and picture-theatres, the selling of stale boutonnières about the entrances of restaurants, the serving of drinks and suppers at night-clubs and so on.
The soft light of late afternoon bathed the wide open grass and the woods on the horizon. Rooks and starlings flew over the distant groups of trees, and the birds had stopped calling out or singing. Workers were leaving the sheds and hangars, and waitresses were hurrying off to other jobs, like selling programs at suburban music venues and movie theaters, selling old __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.boutonnièresat the entrances of restaurants, serving drinks and food at nightclubs, and so on.
On the verge of the white-marked oval from which the Bird had taken her departure, Saxham was standing with Patrine. Their faces were lifted to the sky as they talked together, and Sherbrand's eyes were irresistibly drawn to them, so heroic in mould, and so curiously alike.
At the edge of the white-marked oval where the Bird had departed, Saxham stood with Patrine. They faced the sky, chatting, and Sherbrand couldn't help but gaze at them, so heroic in appearance and oddly alike.
There was a puzzled line between the Instructor's thick, fair eyebrows. He was ready to swear it was the same girl. But the face that had looked into his that night in Paris was somehow softer, younger.... It was not only the alteration in the colour of the hair.... If you had taken the big, hearty, smiling young woman of the Milles Plaisirs, and dipped her into a vat of hydrogen peroxide, so that not only her hair but her whole body had been bleached, you would not have accomplished such a transformation—unless the chemical had possessed the power to change the colour of her mind and soul.
A puzzled line formed between the Instructor's thick, light-colored eyebrows. He was sure it was the same girl. But the face that had looked back at him that night in Paris seemed somehow softer, younger.... It wasn't just the hair color change.... If you had taken the big, cheerful, smiling young woman from the Milles Plaisirs and soaked her in a vat of hydrogen peroxide, bleaching not just her hair but her entire body, you still wouldn’t have created such a transformation—unless the chemical could also change the color of her mind and soul.
The girl of the Milles Plaisirs had looked at you frankly, and spoken to you like a pal. In that atmosphere of sexual excitement, amongst those crowds of men and women, flushed with meat and wine and the desire of sensual pleasure, she had appealed to Sherbrand like a heather-scented breeze from the North.
The girl from the Milles Plaisirs had looked at you openly and talked to you like a friend. In that tense atmosphere of sexual energy, surrounded by men and women, buzzing from food and wine and the excitement of pleasure, she had captivated Sherbrand like a refreshing breeze from the North bringing the scent of heather.
Beautiful and big and sisterly, she had seemed to him who had no sisters. He had often wondered how she came to be in that place. But it had never occurred to him to lump her with the ordinary pleasure-seeker. He had read—more correctly than von Herrnung, who believed her from the first to have bitten deep into the Fruit of Knowledge—Purity if not ignorance, in her wide curving smile, and honesty in her clear unshadowed eyes.
She seemed beautiful, big, and sisterly to him, someone who had no sisters. He often pondered how she found herself in that place. Yet, it never occurred to him to see her as just another pleasure-seeker. He had read—more insightfully than von Herrnung, who believed from the beginning that she had seriously indulged in the Fruit of Knowledge—Purity, if not innocence, in her wide, curving smile, and sincerity in her clear, unclouded eyes.
What eyes they were, long, brilliant, blackly-lashed, browny-green as agate. What a wonderful voice came out of the depths of her splendid chest. The arch of her breastbone reminded you of a violoncello. How splendidly her head was set upon its column of warm, living ivory! Her firm round chin had a dint in it that the old Greek sculptor had failed to bestow upon the glorious Venus de Melos, the Lady of the Isle of Music. Everything about her was planned on the scale of magnificence. Six feet tall, she walked the earth like a goddess, or as women must have walked when the Sons of Light mated with the daughters of men.
She had stunning eyes, long and bright, framed by dark lashes, a rich brown-green like agate. Her voice, amazing and deep, came from her beautiful chest. The curve of her breastbone reminded you of a cello. Her head rested elegantly on that column of warm, living ivory! Her firm, rounded chin had a dip that the ancient Greek sculptor overlooked in the magnificent Venus de Milo, the Lady of the Isle of Music. Everything about her was designed with greatness in mind. At six feet tall, she moved through the world like a goddess, or like women must have walked when the Sons of Light mingled with the daughters of men.
Thus Sherbrand, meditating on his Fate to be, while Destiny limped towards him in the person of an undersized telegraph-clerk whose complexion, previously pallid, had deteriorated to dirty green. He began, extending a shaky hand, from which dangled a slip of limp paper:
So Sherbrand, thinking about his fate, watched as destiny came toward him in the form of a short telegraph clerk whose once pale skin had changed to an unhealthy green. He began to extend a shaking hand, from which dangled a flimsy piece of paper:
"For you, sir. Rumball 'adn't got a picklock among his tools, so 'e burst in the door with a No. 10 spanner. They rung us up about twenty times while he was at the job. And the message is important, sir!"
"For you, sir. Rumball didn’t have a lockpick among his tools, so he broke down the door with a No. 10 wrench. They called us about twenty times while he was doing that. And the message is important, sir!"
"I'll see! Thank you, Burgin!"
"I'll check! Thanks, Burgin!"
Sherbrand took the telegram from the jerky hand and read:
Sherbrand took the telegram from the trembling hand and read:
"Your—German—acquaintance—suspected—agent— robbery—documents—national—importance. At—all— costs—keep—him—until—I—come."
"Your German acquaintance suspected an agent regarding robbery documents of national importance. At all costs, keep him until I come."
The Chief's name at the end was the nail that clinched the thing. But the cry of Macrombie's undersized assistant was the hammer-blow that drove the nail to the quick. His sharp eye, following the climbing aëroplane, had seen her flatten and swing about and leap forwards, exactly as the carrier-pigeon strikes out its line of flight for home.
The Chief's name at the end was the final detail that confirmed the agreement. But the shout from Macrombie's small assistant was the decisive moment that solidified it. His sharp eye, following the rising airplane, had noticed it level off, turn around, and speed ahead, just like a carrier pigeon heading home.
"My Gawd," he yelped out. "See there! Blimy, if the —'s not done us! Bunked it by air to Kaiserland while I was spellin' out the screed. Gone with the Bird—the Bird and the 'overing gear. My Gawd! Wot's to be done?"
"Oh my God," he yelled. "Look over there! Wow, if the —'s really messed us up! I flew it to Kaiserland while I was reading the report. Gone with the Bird—the Bird and the covering gear. Oh my God! What are we going to do?"
"Shut your head on what you know!" said Sherbrand's voice in the pale clerk's ear as Sherbrand's hand fell ungently on his shoulder. "You've done your best! It's not your fault if luck was on the other side! But—" His eyes went to the Doctor's great figure standing beside the tall white shape with the hat of twinkling silver. "But the boy!" A sickness swirled up in him and a dizziness overtopped it. He caught at and gripped the clerk's thin shoulder to keep himself upright. "My God! How shall I break it to the Doctor," Sherbrand asked himself, "if that German fellow has carried off the boy?"
“Stop talking about what you know!” Sherbrand hissed in the pale clerk's ear as he slammed his hand down hard on the clerk's shoulder. “You did your best! It’s not your fault that luck wasn't on our side! But—” He glanced at the Doctor's imposing figure next to the tall white shape wearing the glittering silver hat. “But the boy!” A wave of nausea hit him, followed by dizziness. He grabbed the clerk's thin shoulder to steady himself. “My God! How am I going to tell the Doctor,” Sherbrand wondered, “if that German guy has taken the boy?”
"Steady-O! Ketch on to me, sir.... Nobody's looking!" said the telegraph clerk. He was a hero-worshipper on a robust scale and Sherbrand his chosen deity. "This ain't our young Boss givin' in, but just his empty inside playin' tricks on him," he assured himself. To Sherbrand he said humbly: "If you'd come over to the cabin there's hot cocoa and toke there. Grub'll steady you, if you'll excuse me taking the liberty of saying so—and you can't do nothing till he comes!"
"Hey! Do you get what I mean, sir? No one's watching!" said the telegraph clerk. He really looked up to heroes, and Sherbrand was his favorite. "This isn't our young Boss giving up; it's just his empty stomach messing with him," he told himself. To Sherbrand, he said sincerely, "If you could come over to the cabin, we have hot cocoa and snacks. Food will help you feel better, if you don't mind me saying — and you can't do anything until he gets here!"
The person to whom Burgin referred had passed the entrance-gates, almost before the sentence left the lips of the clerk. Now his alert, upright figure came in sight, briskly turning the corner of the restaurant, and wrought to the point of ironic merriment by the greatness of the blow that had fallen on him, Sherbrand shook off his dizziness and faintness, straightened his tall body, clapped both hands to his mouth, and gave the huntsman's view-halloo:
The person Burgin mentioned had already gone through the entrance gates, nearly before the clerk finished speaking. Now his alert, upright figure appeared as he rounded the corner of the restaurant quickly. With a blend of irony and the impact of the shock he had just felt, Sherbrand shook off his dizziness and lightheadedness, straightened his tall frame, placed both hands to his mouth, and let out the joyful call of a huntsman:
"Stole away! Stole—awa-aay!"
"Sneaked away! Sneaked—awa-aay!"
Small cause for mirth, and yet he laughed, pointing to the dwindling speck high upon the north horizon that represented the worldly prospects of Sherbrand, and a handsome sum in cash. The Bird, just then entering a broad belt of gold-white mackerel-cloud, was lost to view in another instant. But the Chief had wheeled upon the pointing gesture, and seen, and understood.
There wasn’t much to laugh about, but he did, pointing to the small dot on the northern horizon that represented Sherbrand's fading chances and a decent amount of money. The Bird, just as it flew into a broad area of silvery-white mackerel clouds, vanished from view in a heartbeat. However, the Chief had turned to follow his gesture, saw it, and got the message.
Then he was upon them, saying in accents jarred with anger:
Then he was upon them, speaking in a voice full of anger:
"How was this allowed to happen? You were warned. You had my wire?"
"How did this happen? You were given a warning. Did you receive my message?"
Sherbrand's mouth was wrung awry with another spasm of mirthless laughter. He fought it back and held out the crumpled slip of paper, saying:
Sherbrand's mouth curled into another round of joyless laughter. He held it back and handed over the crumpled piece of paper, saying:
"I did, but luck was on his side. Thanks to a relapse on Macrombie's part, I got this after the Bird had flown."
"I did, but luck was on my side."hisThanks to a setback on Macrombie's part, I got this after the Bird had already left.
"The Bird..."
"The Bird..."
The blue-grey eyes and the keen hazel met, and struck a spark between them.
The blue-gray eyes and the sharp hazel ones connected, creating a spark between them.
"'The Bird.' He has taken French leave—or, more appropriately, German—by the help of your machine?"
"'The Bird.' He’s left without permission—or, more accurately, he’s ghosted us—because of your device?"
Sherbrand nodded, setting his teeth grimly. The wailing voice of the pallid clerk came in like a refrain:
Sherbrand nodded, grinding his teeth. The somber voice of the pale clerk echoed like a persistent tune:
"'Ooked it. Bunked—so 'elp me Jimmy Johnson! With our young guv'nor's mono', and the gyro 'overer!"
"Checked it out. Made a move—I swear on Jimmy Johnson! With our young governor's funds, and the gyro controller!"
Said the Chief, moving sharply towards where the Wireless mast straddled over the telegraph-cabin:
The Chief said, quickly heading toward the Wireless mast that loomed over the telegraph cabin:
"He has adopted the only means of exit by which it was possible for him to escape. All railways stations are being watched, all highways patrolled by our agents, travelling in high-powered motor-cars. We are on the look-out for him at every ocean shipping-port. One road we left open, not having the means to block it—and that is the road of the stork and the swan! Decidedly, I might have guessed that he would play Young Lochinvar after this fashion. But until I left the ground an hour ago I did not know of the theft of the Clanronald Plan."
"He's taken the only escape route he had. All train stations are being monitored, and all highways are patrolled by our agents in fast cars. We're watching every major shipping port for him. We’ve left one route open because we couldn’t block it—and that’s the route of the stork and the swan! Honestly, I should have guessed he would run off like Young Lochinvar. But until I left the area an hour ago, I had no idea about the theft of the Clanronald Plan."
"The Clanronald—" Sherbrand was beginning, when the Chief cut him short.
"The Clanronald—" Sherbrand began to say, but the Chief cut him off.
"I had forgotten that you are as little wise as I was an hour back. Better glance at this paragraph while I make use of your O. T. installation and Wireless, and put the fear of Heaven into Macrombie, incidentally and by the way."
"I forgot that you're just as lost as I was an hour ago. You should check out this paragraph while I use your O. T. setup and Wireless to scare Macrombie a bit, just to be clear."
He thrust a tightly-folded copy of the Evening Wire upon Sherbrand and vanished into the rum-flavoured stuffiness of the cabin, with the pallid telegraph clerk close upon his heels. And upon Sherbrand, in the act of unfolding the newspaper, rushed his Fate, in a hat of silver spangles: challenging the knowledge in him with blazing eyes well upon the level of his own.
He pushed a tightly-folded copy of the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__Evening Wireat Sherbrand and vanished into the rum-scented stuffiness of the cabin, with the pale telegraph clerk right behind him. As Sherbrand began to unfold the newspaper, his Fate came barreling toward him, sporting a hat adorned with silver sparkles: challenging his knowledge with fiery eyes that mirrored his own.
"Mr. Sherbrand.... Tell me what has happened? Why do you look so—queer and—white?"
"Mr. Sherbrand... What’s wrong? Why do you look so weird and pale?"
She herself was whiter than her narrow dress, and the mouth the eager rush of words poured from was pale under its rose-tinted salve. She hurried on breathlessly:
She was even paler than her fitted dress, and her mouth, from which words came out eagerly, was soft under its pink lip balm. She kept going, breathless:
"They show no signs of coming back—it fidgets me horribly. And—I was looking—from over there, where I was with Uncle Owen,—when you called out, 'Stole away!' and waved your arm." She glanced at the sky, shuddered and looked back at him. "Am I silly? But all the same, the General told you something! I don't ask what! But I funk—I don't know why, but it's beastly—the sensation! Tell me I've nothing to be afraid of—I swear I'll take your word!"
"They don’t seem like they're coming back—it's really freaking me out. And—I was watching from over there, with Uncle Owen—when you shouted, 'Stole away!' and waved your arm." She looked at the sky, shivered, and then looked back at him. "Am I being silly? But still, the General told you something! I’m not asking what! But I’m really worried—I don't know why, but it's a horrible feeling! Just tell me there's nothing to be scared of—I promise I'll believe you!"
That she was just then a creature full of fears was written large upon her. She might have quoted Queen Constance, who I think was also a galumpher, meaning a woman of big build and sweeping gestures, and an imperious temper withal. Sherbrand feared also, and the pang of solicitude for the pretty boy so unexpectedly dragged into the vortex of a diplomatic and political felony was, to do him credit, quite as sharp as the pang caused him by the rape of the Bird.
It was clear that she was overwhelmed with fears. She could have quoted Queen Constance, who I think was also a big woman, recognized for her confident actions and strong presence. Sherbrand was scared as well, and his worry for the charming boy who suddenly found himself in a political scandal was, to his credit, just as strong as his distress over the harm done to the Bird.
He answered:
He replied:
"Miss Saxham, I do not believe that there is any danger of an accident. But—that there will be delay—I shall not try to disguise. The fact is——"
"Miss Saxham, I don't think there's any chance of an accident. However, I won't deny that there will be a delay. The truth is——"
A guttural, Teutonic voice said close at Sherbrand's shoulder.
A deep, Germanic voice spoke close to Sherbrand's shoulder.
"Gnädiges Fräulein will wish to return home? It is getting late, so very late! I haf instructions from my master to drive the Fräulein back to her address."
"MissDo you want to head home? It's getting really late! I have orders from my boss to take the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__Missback to her place.
Sherbrand wheeled, to be confronted by the thickset figure of the moustached and uniformed attendant who had occupied the seat beside the chauffeur of the big blue F.I.A.T. car.
Sherbrand turned to confront the stocky figure of the mustached attendant in uniform who had been sitting beside the chauffeur of the large blue F.I.A.T. car.
"Who is this?" he demanded in a look, and Patrine, her pallor drowned in a scarlet blush of horrible embarrassment, stammered:
"Who is this?" he asked with a sharp look, and Patrine, her pale skin turning deep red with embarrassment, stammered:
"I really—haven't the least idea!"
"I honestly have no clue!"
"You hear!" Sherbrand's tone was not pleasant. "The lady does not know you—that ought to be enough!"
"Did you hear that?" Sherbrand said sharply. "The lady doesn’t know you—that should be enough!"
Patrine felt herself drowning in chill waves of horror. The man persisted:
Patrine felt herself drowning in cold waves of fear. The man kept talking:
"The lady is a friend of the gentleman who brought her here.... I haf my orders to drive the lady home in the yellow car!"
"The woman is a friend of the guy who brought her here... I’m supposed to drive her home in the yellow car!"
In his muddy eyes there flickered a leer or a menace. Patrine saw the Doctor coming and flew to his side. Sherbrand said, looking sternly at the German:
In his muddy eyes, there was a hint of a sneer or a threat. Patrine saw the Doctor coming and hurried to his side. Sherbrand said, glaring at the German:
"You understand, your orders are nothing to the lady. She does not choose to be driven home by you!"
"Look, your orders don’t matter to her. She doesn’t want you to take her home!"
The man protested:
The guy protested:
"But my master——"
"But my boss——"
Sherbrand demanded:
Sherbrand insisted:
"Who is your master?" Then a sudden light dawned upon him, and he turned and knocked sharply at the cabin-door. At which the liveried attendant, as a man who finds hesitancy a double-edged weapon, wheeled in military fashion and retreated, casting a surly glance over his shoulder, and quickening his heavy footsteps to a jog-trot as the General's active person appeared at Sherbrand's side.
"Who’s your boss?" Then he suddenly realized something and turned to knock firmly on the cabin door. The uniformed attendant, aware that hesitation can be a disadvantage, quickly pivoted and left, casting a frustrated glance over his shoulder, speeding up his heavy steps to a jog as the General's energetic figure approached Sherbrand.
"That man, Sir Roland!" Sherbrand's slight gesture indicated the thickset figure now getting hurriedly into the yellow Darracq. He added, as the car swirled round the corner of the restaurant and vanished in the direction of the entrance-gates, "Ought I to have grabbed the brute, and hung on to him? He was certainly with a party of foreign-looking people, who interviewed von Herrnung just before he got away. You saw them?"
"That man, Sir Roland!" Sherbrand said, gesturing slightly toward the stocky figure hurrying into the yellow Darracq. He continued as the car turned the corner of the restaurant and drove off toward the entrance gates, "Should I have grabbed him and held on? He was definitely with a group of foreign-looking people who talked to von Herrnung right before he left. Did you see them?"
"I certainly saw them. And I agree with you that their unexpected appearance has had to do with their countryman's sudden departure," said the Chief. "But to grab an orderly of the German Embassy would be—only less risky than grabbing a Kaiser's messenger, on suspicion of his carrying stolen War Secrets in his official bag."
"I definitely saw them. And I think their unexpected arrival is connected to their countryman's sudden departure," said the Chief. "But capturing an orderly from the German Embassy would be—only a bit less risky than grabbing a Kaiser's messenger, on the suspicion that he’s carrying stolen war secrets in his official bag."
"A Kaiser's messenger!" Sherbrand's mouth shaped a soundless whistle, "Why, now I remember, he had a dispatch-case or valise with him. Wouldn't hear of leaving it behind!"
"A Kaiser's messenger!" Sherbrand mouthed a silent whistle, "Oh, now I remember, he had a dispatch case or suitcase with him. He wouldn't consider leaving it behind!"
"I—daresay not," the Chief's dry smile commented.
"I—I'd say not," the Chief's dry smile replied.
Sherbrand went on:
Sherbrand said:
"I developed muscle in persuading him to let it go in the observer's cockpit for fear of it fouling the warping-controls. No wonder he stuck to it. War Secrets!"
"I put in a lot of effort to persuade him to leave it in the observer's cockpit because I was concerned it could interfere with the warping controls. It’s no wonder he was so attached to it. War Secrets!"
"It is plain you haven't glanced at the Evening Wire. It tells the story rather pithily, beginning with an outbreak of fire on Tuesday night at Gwyll Castle, Denbigh, caused by a short-circuit in the electric-lighting apparatus of the North Tower."
"It's obvious you haven't checked the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Evening WireIt tells the story pretty clearly, starting with a fire breaking out on Tuesday night at Gwyll Castle, Denbigh, caused by a short circuit in the electric lighting system of the North Tower.
He went on:
He continued:
"I waste no time telling you, for all that's possible has been done now in setting our agents on the track of the flying thief! The North Tower at Gwyll holds the priceless Clanronald library, and the Muniment Chamber, where they bottle up the original MSS. detailing the War Plan of the old Earl. The short-circuit that set up the blaze was—the kind that any amateur can arrange for with rubber gloves, a pair of pliers and a bit of soda-water wire."
"I'm getting right to the point: everything possible has been done to find the flying thief! The North Tower at Gwyll holds the priceless Clanronald library and the Muniment Chamber, where they keep the original manuscripts about the former Earl's War Plan. The short-circuit that caused the fire was the type that any amateur could easily make using rubber gloves, a pair of pliers, and a piece of soda-water wire."
"Is it known who the amateur was?"
"Do we know who the amateur is?"
"There is reason to suspect one Heir Rassing, an under-librarian of German nationality, who behaved like a hero, according to the local Fire Brigade! He it was, who suggested—Clanronald being absent on a yachting-cruise in the Fjords of Norway—that the contents of the Muniment Chamber should be transferred to the strong-room in the basement of the East Wing. He superintended the removal, armed with knowledge, enthusiasm, and a large-sized Webley Scott revolver, with which he volunteered to keep solitary guard till morning, outside the strong-room door!"
There's a reason to suspect Heir Rassing, a German assistant librarian, who acted like a hero, according to the local Fire Brigade! He was the one who suggested—since Clanronald was away on a yachting trip in the Fjords of Norway—that the contents of the Muniment Chamber be moved to the strong-room in the East Wing's basement. He oversaw the move, armed with knowledge, enthusiasm, and a large Webley Scott revolver, which he offered to use to stand guard outside the strong-room door until morning!
"And when daylight came—" hinted Sherbrand.
"And when morning came—" suggested Sherbrand.
"It discovered the zealous Herr Rassing to be missing, and a corresponding hiatus in the treasures of the Muniment Chamber. Item, a sharkskin case inlaid with ivory figures, Japanese, antique and valuable,—containing the original diagrams—chemical formulæ and so on—embodying the famous Plan."
It turned out that the eager Mr. Rassing was missing, and there was a significant absence of treasures in the Muniment Chamber. Also gone was a sharkskin case inlaid with valuable antique Japanese ivory figures, which contained the original diagrams—chemical __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.formulas"and so on—reflecting the well-known Plan."
Sherbrand asked.
Sherbrand asked.
"Was it as tremendous as they tell one?"
"Was it really as amazing as everyone claims?"
The crisp voice answered:
The clear voice responded:
"Tremendous it not only was, but Is. The most terrible and effective method of annihilating an enemy, that has ever been conceived by the brain of man."
"It wasn't just incredible, but it still is. It's the most frightening and powerful method of defeating an enemy that humans have ever come up with."
Sherbrand said, drawing a deep breath:
Sherbrand said, taking a deep breath:
"And that is what von Herrnung carried in the brown leather valise-thing that he took away with my machine! Not that I trouble about the Bird. She was old, and I've got the stuff to build a new one. But my patent—the hawk-hoverer—that's another pair of shoes!"
"And that's what von Herrnung put in the brown leather bag he left with my machine! I'm not concerned about the Bird. She was old, and I can make a new one. But my patent—the hawk-hoverer—that's a completely different issue!"
"The hawk—! Phee-eew!"
"The hawk—! Whoosh!"
The Chief whistled a rueful note and his keen eyes softened in sympathy:
The Chief sighed sadly, and his sharp eyes softened with compassion:
"I had forgotten your invention. So von Herrnung has scooped for Germany the gyroscopic hovering-apparatus that the French War Ministry were proposing to buy. Now I understand the something about you that has puzzled me. You wear the look of a father, Sherbrand, bereaved of an uncommonly promising son."
"I had forgotten about your invention. So von Herrnung has taken the gyroscopic hovering device that the French War Ministry was going to buy for Germany. Now I understand the part about you that I found confusing. You have the look of a father, Sherbrand, grieving for a son with exceptional potential."
Saxham's stern face rose up in Sherbrand's thought, stamped with that look, and his throat contracted chokingly. The Chief asked:
Saxham's serious face came to Sherbrand's mind, marked by that expression, and he felt a constriction in his throat. The Chief asked:
"What sort of man is the mechanic von Herrnung has commandeered? A fellow easy to bribe, or intimidate? It would be worth while to know?"
"What kind of guy is the mechanic that von Herrnung has taken control of? Is he someone who's easy to bribe or intimidate? It would be helpful to find out."
"It's a boy—not a man!" broke from Sherbrand, hurriedly and hoarsely. "General, no more unlucky thing could have happened! ... Dr. Saxham's twelve-year-old nipper took a tremendous shine to von Herrnung, and—and—he's gone with him! That's the news the Doctor's got to hear by and by!"
"It's a boy—not a man!" Sherbrand shouted, out of breath and hoarse. "General, nothing could be worse! ... Dr. Saxham's twelve-year-old son really liked von Herrnung, and—and—he's gone with him! That's the news the Doctor is going to hear soon!"
There was a silence. The Chief's face was turned away. Then he said quietly:
There was silence. The Chief turned his gaze. Then he spoke softly:
"There was no question of 'a shine.' My Scout was obeying an order. His Chief Scout had said, 'Keep this man under observation; and if he leaves the Flying Ground—follow him, if you can!"
There was no doubt about it. My Scout was following orders. His Chief Scout had said, "Keep an eye on this guy; and if he leaves the Flying Ground—follow him, if you can!"
Sherbrand could not speak for pity of the small white face that had grinned at him out of the clumsy woollen helmet. He understood now, that when he had bent to strap the safety-belt about the little body swathed in the flannel-lined pneumatic jacket, he had felt a terrified child-heart bumpity-bumping under his hand. And he struggled with his grief and rage in silence, broken by an utterance from the other man.
Sherbrand was at a loss for words because he felt pity for the small white face that had smiled at him from the awkward wool helmet. He now understood that when he had bent down to fasten the safety belt around the little body wrapped in the flannel-lined jacket, he had felt a frightened child's heart racing beneath his hand. He struggled against his sorrow and anger in silence, only interrupted by a remark from the other man.
"So he followed him into the air, seeing no other course before him. My old friend Saxham has good reason to chortle over such a son. I said to-day, 'I am proud of my Scouts!' Well, to-night I am ten times prouder. I shall tell the Doctor this—when I get a private word with him—and wind up with: 'Thanks to Bawne!'"
"So he followed him into the sky, feeling like he had no other choice. My old friend Saxham has every reason to laugh about such a son. I said today, 'I'm proud of my Scouts!' Well, tonight I'm ten times prouder. I’ll tell the Doctor this—when I get a moment alone with him—and I'll finish with: 'Thanks to Bawne!'"
"Then the Doctor—" Sherbrand began, a weight lifting with the hope that the news might not have to be broken:
"Then the Doctor—" Sherbrand began, feeling relieved that he might not have to share the news:
"The Doctor knew. I had said to him, doggily: 'I'll give your pup a fighting chance to prove his Saxham breed.' It's a stark breed—hard as granite, supple as incandescent lava,—with a strain of Berserk madness, and a dash of Oriental fatalism. They can hate magnificently and forgive grandly, and love to the very verge of death."
"The Doctor understood. I had told him, excitedly: 'I'll give your dog a genuine shot to prove his Saxham breed.' It's a tough breed—solid as a rock, flexible like molten lava, with a hint of wild madness and a touch of Eastern fatalism. They can hate fiercely and forgive easily, and love to the point of death."
Could she, Sherbrand wondered, letting his eyes travel to the tall white woman standing by the Doctor, as the Chief went over to them and grasped his old friend's hand. Then both men moved away across the dusky ground together. Those words of thanks and praise were being spoken. Coming from such a source they must be heartening to listen to. But presently when their glow had paled and faded, and the boy did not come back...
Couldshe, Sherbrand thought, watching the tall white woman next to the Doctor as the Chief approached them and shook his old friend's hand. Then both men walked away together across the dim ground. They were exchanging words of thanks and praise. Coming from such a source, those words would have been uplifting to hear. But eventually, when their warmth faded and the boy didn’t come back...
Presently, when the empty chair and the vacant bed, and the little garments hanging in the wardrobe should be filled and occupied and worn only by a shadow-child wrought of lovely memories. By and by, when the silence in the house should clamour in the tortured ears of the woman and the man...
Right now, the empty chair and the unmade bed, along with the little clothes hanging in the closet, should be filled and worn only by a child who exists as a beautiful memory. Eventually, when the silence in the house starts to echo painfully in the ears of the woman and the man...
Then, Sherbrand knew no praise of their lost darling would console Bawne's parents.... Dry-eyed they might smile until their lips cracked, but their hidden hearts would weep. Their tongues might be silent, but their hearts would cry always; Did we wish our child to be heroic? Had he been a craven we would have had him now beside us! Give us our living boy again! O! keep your empty words!
Then, Sherbrand realized that no amount of praise for their lost child would console Bawne's parents. They might smile through their tears until their lips were sore, but their hearts would be shattered inside. Even if they didn't say a word, their hearts would always scream: Did we want our child to be a hero? If he had been a coward, he would still be here with us! Give us our living boy back! Oh! Save your empty words!
A cry from Patrine prodded Sherbrand to active sympathy. So at last they had told her. She knew all. And true to her type she was raging at the Doctor and the Chief like a very termagant; upbraiding them with a spate of words rushing over her writhing lips and lioness-frenzy in her blazing eyes.
A shout from Patrine got Sherbrand moving. So they finally told her. She knew it all. And staying true to herself, she was furious with the Doctor and the Chief, yelling at them with a torrent of words spilling from her trembling lips and a wild look in her fiery eyes.
"I begged you not to let him go!" This was to the Doctor. "Faint! Do you take me for a bally idiot—to faint when there's something to be done! Follow that man and get him back! If he takes him away to Germany—don't you know we shall never see Bawne again! Oh! why—why can't I make you understand!"
"I told you not to let him go!" This was aimed at the Doctor. "Faint! Do you think I'm a complete fool—to faint when there’s work to do? Follow that man and bring him back! If he takes him away to Germany—don’t you realize we’ll never see Bawne again! Oh! why—why can’t I make you see!"
The raging voice grew hoarse with sobs, though her furious eyes were dry as enamel. She added with an inflection that made Sherbrand blink and gulp:
The angry voice cracked with tears, even though her intense eyes were as dry as porcelain. She continued in a tone that made Sherbrand blink and swallow:
"Don't you know—don't you know it will kill Aunt Lynette? And I shall be guilty—I who love them so! Oh, God, I must do something or die raving mad!"
"Don't you realize—don't you"understand"It will kill Aunt Lynette? And I’ll be the one to blame—I who love them so much! Oh, God, I have to do something or I’ll go crazy!"
The Doctor's great arm held her firmly round the body. Saxham was strong as an oak-tree, but who can control a woman in the frenzy of hysteria, standing six feet tall in high-heeled No. 7 shoes? She wrestled and fought, and her tawdry hat of silver spangles tumbled off, and her superb hair shed its pins of tortoiseshell, and rolled, yellow-tawny as a South African torrent in flood-time, down over her heaving shoulders, over the supple back and writhing loins, reaching nearly to her knees. Then her strength went from her, and her tears came. She dropped into a chair Sherbrand had got her, and crumpled up there, crying bitterly.
The Doctor's strong arm wrapped tightly around her. Saxham was as solid as an oak tree, but who can handle a woman in the grip of hysteria, standing six feet tall in size 7 high heels? She struggled and fought, her flashy sequined hat flying off, and her beautiful hair losing its tortoiseshell pins, cascading down her heaving shoulders, flowing like a yellow-brown river during the South African flood season, nearly reaching her knees. Then, her strength gave out, and she started to cry. She sank into a chair that Sherbrand had gotten for her and collapsed there, sobbing uncontrollably.
CHAPTER XXXVII
CHAPTER 37
PATRINE CONFESSES
PATRINE ADMITS
With her hat off and her hairpins out, and her tawny-coloured mane tumbling over her heaving shoulders, the superb illusion of maturity vanished. The three men viewed Patrine with clear, unprejudiced eyes. Stripped of the magic cloak of Circe, here was no transformer of Man into the hoofed and rooting mammal, but a great galumphing schoolgirl, pouring out a heartful of trouble, without the least concern for her complexion; mopping her streaming eyes with a little sopping handkerchief; temporarily ending its brief career of usefulness with a dismal blast upon the nose.
With her hat removed and her hairpins taken out, her brown hair falling over her trembling shoulders, the impressive illusion of adulthood faded away. The three men regarded Patrine with clear, unprejudiced eyes. Stripped of the enchanting cloak of Circe, she was no longer a figure that transformed men into hoofed, rooting animals, but simply a large, awkward schoolgirl, sharing her problems without worrying about how she looked; using a damp handkerchief to wipe her tear-filled eyes; briefly ending its short usefulness with a sorrowful blow to her nose.
"Take mine!" said Saxham, thrusting the large-sized square of cambric upon her.
"Take mine!" Saxham said, extending the large square of cambric toward her.
"Th—thank you, Uncle Owen!"
"Th—thank you, Uncle Owen!"
She said it in the voice of a child. The torrent of tears, so different from those shed earlier, had washed her heart clean. Something hard and cynical and evil had passed out of her. She was Bawne's dear Pat again.
She said it in a childlike voice. The flood of tears, completely different from those she had cried earlier, had cleansed her heart. Something tough, cynical, and dark had left her. She was Bawne's beloved Pat again.
A lean brown hand that wore a chipped and ancient signet was next held out to her. She grasped it and was straightway hauled upon her feet.
A slender brown hand with a chipped and old signet was then offered to her. She took it and was swiftly lifted to her feet.
"Are you better?" said a friendly voice, in a crisp way.
"Are you feeling better?" asked a friendly voice, clearly.
"I—think so. Thank you, Sir Roland!" She added in a tone as tear-soaked as her handkerchief, while Saxham offered her her hat, and Sherbrand tendered tortoiseshell hairpins:
"I—I believe so. Thank you, Sir Roland!" she said, her voice trembling like her handkerchief, as Saxham handed her her hat and Sherbrand offered her tortoiseshell hairpins:
"I'm awfully afraid I have behaved like a fool!"
"I'm really afraid I've been acting like an idiot!"
"Like a woman!" said the friendly voice even more crisply.
"Like a woman!" the friendly voice said even more sharply.
"Do you think women are fools?" she was beginning, when she caught his eye and broke off. For she had met Sir Roland's mother and she knew his young wife quite well, and her Aunt Lynette, the one living being whom she worshipped, was one of his closest friends. No! To this man women were sacred. Why had she uttered such a banality? For the life of her she did not know.
"Do you really think women are stupid?" she began, but then she locked eyes with him and paused. She had met Sir Roland's mother and was fairly familiar with his young wife, and her Aunt Lynette, the one person she admired, was one of his closest friends. No! To this man, women were revered. Why had she said something so cliché? She couldn't understand it.
She drew a sobbing breath, and looked about her vaguely, and suddenly a mist rolled away from her brain. The net of Tragedy whirled high and fell upon her, and the steel trident was driven deep between her ribs again:
She took a shaky breath and looked around her in a daze, and suddenly, a fog lifted from her mind. The web of Tragedy spun high and then landed on her, and the steel trident pierced deep between her ribs again:
"I—had forgotten!" She stared upon them. "What must you all think of me?"
"I completely lost track of that!" She looked at them in disbelief. "What do you all think of me?"
Saxham's arm came round her, and Saxham's voice answered:
Saxham put his arm around her, and Saxham's voice answered:
"Nothing, my dear, but that you are human, and have had a tremendous shock!"
"Nothing, my dear, except that you're human and have gone through a huge shock!"
She leaned against the Doctor's great shoulder, sighing:
She rested against the Doctor's sturdy shoulder, letting out a sigh:
"Thank you! ... I'm all right now! Not going to cry any more.... But Bawne! If we wait long enough there will be news of him? We—shall get him back?"
"Thank you! ... I'm fine now! I won't cry anymore.... But Bawne! If we wait long enough, will we hear anything about him? Will we get him back?"
She felt Saxham's iron muscles jerk, and his ribs heave as though the trident had found a home between them. Perhaps he could not find his voice, for it was the Chief who said:
She could feel Saxham's strong muscles tense up and his ribs expand as if the trident was stuck between them. Maybe he couldn't find his voice, because it was the Chief who spoke:
"We are doing everything possible. Mr. Sherbrand is helping. He has been good enough to place the telegraph installation at our disposal and the Wireless also. A call, Burgin?"
"We're doing everything we can. Mr. Sherbrand is lending a hand. He's been generous enough to let us use the telegraph setup and the wireless as well. Is there a call, Burgin?"
The undersized clerk had waved a hand from the threshold of the cabin. The Chief vanished. Patrine sighed:
The little clerk waved from the cabin door. The Chief was gone. Patrine sighed:
"Oh, if there should be news!"
"Oh, I really hope there’s some news!"
"You are too sensible to be bowled over if there happens to be no news," said the Doctor's voice. But his arm was tense about her waist and she felt the beating of his heart.
"You're too reasonable to get upset if there's no news," the Doctor said. But his arm was tense around her waist, and she could feel his heart beating.
"Uncle Owen!"
"Uncle Owen!"
Sherbrand had withdrawn out of earshot. She squeezed the kind responsive hand, turned her mouth towards the Doctor's ear, and whispered tremulously:
Sherbrand had stepped out of earshot. She squeezed the kind, responsive hand, leaned in toward the Doctor's ear, and whispered anxiously:
"Uncle Owen! You don't know him as I do. That's why I am so—horribly afraid for Bawne! He would be cruel to anyone you liked, if he hated you. And he is furious with me! I have thwarted him in—something he wishes! He is bad!—dangerous!—do you understand?"
"Uncle Owen! You don't know"him"Like I do. That's why I'm so—terrified for Bawne! He would be cruel to anyone you care about if he hated you. And he's really angry with me! I've stood in his way about—something he wants! He's bad!—dangerous!—do you understand?"
"He cannot be a bad pilot with such a record. And in such calm weather there is little danger of an accident. We must be patient; there is nothing else to do at the moment, but wait!"
"He can't be a bad pilot with a record like that. And in this calm weather, there's barely any chance of an accident. We just need to be patient; there's nothing else to do right now except wait!"
Saxham had feigned to misunderstand her, for very pity, you can conceive. Blurting out her miserable secret in this moment of unselfish sorrow, his heart was wrung in him to an anguish of compassion for Patrine. But no less was he wrung by the truth her words conveyed. His son and Lynette's was in the power of an evil man! What was David's daughter saying?
Saxham acted as if he didn't understand her, feeling sorry for her, as you might expect. As she revealed her painful secret in this moment of pure sorrow, he felt a deep sense of compassion for Patrine. But he was also deeply impacted by the truth in her words. His son and Lynette's were being controlled by a cruel man! What was David's daughter trying to communicate?
"Uncle Owen!" The tall figure of Sherbrand had moved away into the reddish twilight, and a wild desire of confession spurred on the girl to desperate frankness of speech. She hurried on, nerving herself to the change that would presently show in Saxham. "Uncle Owen! I think you had better know! Since I met him in Paris I——"
"Uncle Owen!" The tall figure of Sherbrand had moved into the reddish twilight, and the girl felt a strong urge to confess. She hurried on, getting ready for the changes that would soon be visible in Saxham. "Uncle Owen! I think you should know! Since I methimin Paris I——
"Stop!" said Saxham. But she would not stop. She had his blood in her, and went on, though to have set her naked foot on glowing iron would have been easier than to tell.
"Stop!" Saxham shouted. But she wouldn't stop. She had his blood in her, and kept going, even though it would have been easier to put her bare foot on glowing iron than to say anything.
"I have flirted with him!—gone alone with him to restaurants and music-halls!—let him take me to the Upas!"—there was a tightness like knotted whipcord about her throat; "That's—not the worst!"
"I've flirted with him!—gone out alone with him to restaurants and music venues!—let him take me to the Upas!"—there was a tightness in her throat like twisted cord; "That's—not the worst!"
"I guessed it. Stop!" Saxham repeated:
"I knew it. Stop!" Saxham said again.
"Who told?"—she faltered brokenly, and shivered at the deep stern whisper:
"Who told?" she paused, feeling a chill at the low, serious whisper:
"No one told, but the reputation of the—man is known to me. His type does not hesitate where a woman's virtue is concerned."
"Nobody said anything, but I know the guy's reputation. Men like him don’t hold back when it comes to a woman's honor."
A great sigh burst from her. "And you can speak to me and touch me kindly—you don't hate the sight of me?"
She let out a deep sigh. "So you can talk to me and touch me softly—you don't hate how I look?"
"No, my poor girl, God forbid!"
"No, my poor girl, I hope not!"
"How good!—" she began, broke off and said, shuddering: "But—Aunt Lynette! How could I bear it, if she were ever to know——"
"That's awesome!" she began, then paused and said, shuddering, "But—Aunt Lynette! How would I deal with it if she ever found out——"
Saxham said harshly:
Saxham said sharply:
"She shall not know! Who do you dream will tell her? Not I! So set your mind at rest, my girl. You are a girl—though you talk like a woman of thirty!"
"She won't find out! Who do you think will tell her? Not me! So chill, girl. You're still a girl—even if you talk like a woman in her thirties!"
She said with a miserable catch in her throat:
She said with a heartbreaking lump in her throat:
"Nineteen is rather young, isn't it? Perhaps things would have been different if only Dada had lived!"
"Nineteen"is"Pretty young, right? Maybe things would have turned out differently if Dada had lived!"
The utterance was as inapposite as it was sentimental. If David had still been in existence his daughter would have had no less cause for regret. But Saxham, inwardly quivering and wrung with pity, could only acquiesce:
The statement was both inappropriate and emotional. If David were still alive, his daughter would have every reason to feel grief. But Saxham, filled with pity and trembling inside, could only agree:
"Perhaps things would! What you have got to do now is—Forget! Do you hear me? I order you, and I will be obeyed! And I will have you leave this titled lady who employs you, and who is all kindness and no discretion. Resign your post to-morrow! You need not return to your mother. My house is your home!" He went on in his rare tone of tenderness, "You need no telling that I care for you as a daughter. Come to me, and to Lynette who loves you dearly. She will want comfort—now that—" His voice broke and his mouth twisted. He fought with his anguish, in silence, turning his grim white face away.
"Maybe things will change! What you need to do now is—Forget! Do you hear me? I’m serious, and you need to listen! I want you to leave this titled lady who employs you, who is all kindness and no common sense. Resign tomorrow! You don’t have to go back to your mother. My house is your home!" He continued in his rare gentle tone, "You know I care for you like a daughter. Come to me and Lynette, who loves you very much. She will need comfort—now that—" His voice faltered and his mouth twisted. He silently struggled with his pain, turning his pale, tense face away.
"Who will tell Aunt Lynette? Oh! who will tell her?" he heard Patrine whisper. He commanded himself to answer:
"Who’s going to tell Aunt Lynette? Oh! Who will tell her?" he heard Patrine whisper. He made himself reply:
"For the present, I have telephoned her that we may be detained here until late. Suppose you twist up your hair now, and put your hat on. Sherbrand!"
"I just called her to tell her we might be stuck here until late. Why don’t you fix your hair and put on your hat? Sherbrand!"
A sweet, manly voice answered out of the dimness of the Flying Ground: "Here, Doctor! You called me?"
A warm, strong voice answered from the shadows of the Flying Ground: "Yes, Doctor! You called for me?"
In the madder and umber light of the dying sunset Sherbrand's tall brown shape came towards them. Saxham said as Patrine swept her tawny tresses into one rough rope:
In the dim, reddish light of the setting sun, Sherbrand's tall brown figure walked toward them. Saxham said as Patrine pulled her brown hair into a messy ponytail:
"I am going to ask you to find out whether the people at the refreshment-place could give my niece something by way of substitute for dinner. A cup of coffee, or cocoa with milk, a roll and butter, and a slice of cold beef or ham?"
"I'm going to ask you to see if the staff at the snack bar can give my niece something to eat instead of dinner. How about a cup of coffee, or hot chocolate with milk, a roll with butter, and a slice of cold beef or ham?"
Sherbrand said eagerly:
Sherbrand said excitedly:
"I am sure Miss Saxham can get anything like that. Mrs. Durrant keeps open house till nine o'clock, or later, if there is reason. She caters for the School Staff, respectably, by contract. I lodge—a very decent berth—over the dining-room, where I have my grub. Noisy by day but quiet enough at night-time. Will you come this way, Miss Saxham? You too, Doctor?"
"I'm sure Miss Saxham can arrange something like that. Mrs. Durrant keeps her house open until nine o'clock or later if necessary. She provides meals for the School Staff on a contract basis. I rent a pretty good room above the dining room, where I have my meals. It's noisy during the day but quiet enough at night. Will you come this way, Miss Saxham? You too, Doctor?"
Saxham declined. They left him standing there, in the wide expanse that was filling up with brooding shadows, with his back to the dying rose of the sunset, looking fixedly to the north.
Saxham refused. They left him standing there in the open area that was becoming darker with looming shadows, with his back to the fading pink of the sunset, staring intently to the north.
CHAPTER XXXVIII
CHAPTER 38
THE REBOUND
THE REBOUND
Patrine, that magnificent animal, had passed unknowingly through the painful ordeal which accompanies in the human the evolution of a soul. No doubt she had had one before without suspecting it. Now she was conscious of the presence of the guest.
Patrine, that incredible being, had undergone the challenging process of a person's soul evolving, all without even realizing it. She may have experienced this before without awareness. Now she recognized the presence of the guest.
Through the big barbaric halls of her nature, glittering with tinsel over plaster backed with canvas, thronged with vanities, appetites, desires, and ambitions, jostling at the glittering fountains, buying at the tawdry counters, flocking to the dubious restaurants, swooping down the water-chutes, wandering through the painted landscapes, drinking in the dubious atmosphere, had passed a ray of light, pure, vivifying and cleansing, had blown a breeze of crystal mountain air. And through the blare of brass a note had sounded that would never cease to vibrate in Patrine's ears. Having partially confessed, she experienced a disproportionate rebound of spirits. Her fears for Bawne weighed on her less heavily, Saxham's reference to cold ham had awakened in her the pangs of healthy appetite. The proximity of Sherbrand was a vividly keen pleasure. She had always wished for a brother, and here was the very beau ideal of one! She meant to ask him if he had sisters—she was sure they would be awfully nice girls!
Through the vast, wild halls of her nature, shimmering with glitter over plaster backed by canvas, filled with vanity, cravings, desires, and dreams, crowding around the sparkling fountains, shopping at the cheap stalls, flocking to the sketchy restaurants, sliding down the water slides, wandering through the colorful landscapes, soaking in the questionable atmosphere, a ray of light had shone through—pure, refreshing, and cleansing, carried in a breeze of crisp mountain air. And amidst the loud brass sounds, a note had played that would never stop echoing in Patrine's ears. Having partially confessed, she felt an unexpected boost in her spirits. Her worries about Bawne weighed on her less, and Saxham's mention of cold ham had sparked her healthy appetite. The presence of Sherbrand brought her intense joy. She had always wanted a brother, and here was the perfect.idealof one! She intended to ask him if he had sisters—she was confident they would be really nice girls!
One or two electric lights were switched on in the big room full of little white-covered tables, with the counter at the far end piled high with thick white plates. The big nickel urns were cold and empty, but Mrs. Durrant, the stout and smiling proprietress of the restaurant, produced hot coffee and milk in a twinkling, bread and butter, the cold ham, and a cold pigeon-pie.
One or two electric lights were turned on in the large room filled with small tables draped in white cloths, and the counter at the far end piled high with thick white plates. The big nickel urns were cold and empty, but Mrs. Durrant, the friendly and plump owner of the restaurant, quickly brought out hot coffee and milk, along with bread and butter, cold ham, and a cold pigeon pie.
With her own very fat, very pink hands Mrs. Durrant ministered, voluble the while in sympathy.... The lady had been upset because the dear little boy hadn't come back. People were sometimes kept for hours through a Loose Nut, or a Slack Wire, or a Carburetter, or some little thing or another going wrong.
With her chubby, pink hands, Mrs. Durrant offered her help, chatting sympathetically the whole time... The lady was feeling upset because the sweet little boy hadn't come back. Sometimes people had to wait for hours because of a Loose Nut, or a Slack Wire, or a Carburetor, or some other small problem.
"You remember when Under-Instructor Davis took Mr. Durrant for an Air Beano all the way to Upavon, Mr. Sherbrand? Flares burning 'alfway through the night, and pore me!—new to the Flying then—wasn't I, Mr. Sherbrand?—going from one fit of astericks into another, and running out to meet Durrant, when he dropped down calmly 'Ome at four in the mornin', with my hair all untidy and hangin' about me—" Patrine swiftly put up a hand to assure herself that her own tawny coils were securely fastened—"for all the world like an Indian Squawk."
"Do you remember when Under-Instructor Davis took Mr. Durrant for an Air Beano all the way to Upavon, Mr. Sherbrand? Flares burning halfway through the night, and poor me!—new to flying back then, right, Mr. Sherbrand?—going from one panic attack to another and rushing out to meet Durrant when he landed calmly at home at four in the morning, with my hair all messy and all over the place—" Patrine quickly raised a hand to make sure her own tawny curls were securely fastened—"looking just like an Indian woman."
"Wives had their feelings, it was only to be expected," said Mrs. Durrant. Mothers had also theirs, and, that was natural too! Patrine found the idea of her own maternal relationship to Bawne so firmly fixed in the mind of Mrs. Durrant, it was barely worth the trouble to endeavour to explain it away. Mrs. Durrant had none of her own, worse luck! but here, just coming with the salad and some fried potatoes, was Mr. Durrant's married niece, Ellen Agnes, and nobody knew better what it was to lose a darling child.
"Wives have their feelings; that’s just expected," said Mrs. Durrant. Mothers have theirs too, and that’s natural as well! Patrine thought the idea of her own motherly bond with Bawne was so deeply rooted in Mrs. Durrant's mind that it wasn't even worth trying to explain it. Mrs. Durrant unfortunately didn’t have any kids of her own! But right there, bringing in the salad and some fried potatoes, was Mr. Durrant's married niece, Ellen Agnes, who understood better than anyone what it felt like to lose a cherished child.
Ellen Agnes, wan-eyed, anæmic, slipshod, and overworked, supported the statement. Only in April it 'ad 'appened, and Ellen Agnes 'ad never 'eld 'er 'ead up properly since. And little Elbert the 'ealthiest of children. Rising three and never a nillness till the pewmonia carried 'im orf. 'Ad only 'ad 'im phortographed three days before it 'appened! with 'is lovely little limbs and body naked, sitting on a fur rug, the blessed dear!
Ellen Agnes, with her pale eyes, frail frame, messy hair, and exhausted demeanor, confirmed the statement. It had only happened in April, and since then, Ellen Agnes hadn't been able to lift her head properly. And then there was little Elbert, the healthiest child imaginable. Just shy of three years old and never ill until pneumonia took him from us. I had just had his picture taken three days before it happened! With his adorable little arms and body bare, sitting on a fur rug, that precious dear!
Ellen Agnes not appearing to recognise any connecting link between the nude pose and the pneumonia, Patrine suppressed the obvious suggestion. Both women meant well, but their talkative sympathy oppressed her. She imagined how, when Sherbrand ate alone, the stout aunt and the thin niece would hover round his table, assailing his ears with their Cockney voices, making their common, vulgar comments on the happenings of the day.
Ellen Agnes didn’t seem to notice any link between the nude pose and the pneumonia, so Patrine held back her obvious comment. Both women meant well, but their continuous sympathy felt overwhelming to her. She imagined how, when Sherbrand had to eat alone, the chubby aunt and the skinny niece would hang around his table, bombarding him with their Cockney accents and making their usual, simplistic comments about the day’s happenings.
Perhaps her disrelish showed, for the kind women presently slackened their attentions. There was nothing then to divert Sherbrand's attention from his guest, beyond the undeniable attractions of the hastily spread board.
Maybe she made her dislike obvious, because the kind women soon decreased their attention. After that, there was nothing to distract Sherbrand from his guest, except for the undeniable attraction of the quickly arranged table.
So they ate the pie, all of it. Patrine cried, in frank astonishment at the evaporation of her second plateful:
They ate the pie, every bit of it. Patrine was genuinely surprised as she cried over the vanishing of her second plateful:
"But I am a wolf or something. No! Not even salad. What must you think of me? Crying my eyes out one minute and stodging pigeon-pie the next! Do the rest of the friends you feed here behave as badly as that?"
"But I’m like a wolf or something. No! Not even salad. What do you think of me? Crying my eyes out one minute and stuffing my face with pigeon pie the next! Do the other friends you feed here behave as badly as that?"
Sherbrand returned, ignoring the mention of other guests:
Sherbrand returned, disregarding the mention of other guests:
"Now, what should I think? Nothing but that you wanted something to buck you, and I was pretty ravenous myself. It was pretty parky up there at 10,000." He answered to her question how high that was: "Why, comparatively, you might imagine it about nine times as high as the top of St. Paul's Cross from the level of the ground."
"So, what am I supposed to think? That you were just looking for something to motivate you, and I was really hungry too. It was pretty cold up there at 10,000 feet." He answered her question about how high that was: "You could think of it as about nine times higher than the top of St. Paul's Cross from ground level."
Little the speaker dreamed then of aërial battles to be fought at 20,000. She asked whether he had "felt giddy" and he shook his head, saying:
The speaker had no idea about the aerial battles that would take place at 20,000 feet. She asked him if he had felt dizzy, and he shook his head, saying:
"If I had felt inclined to giddiness I should have put off climbing until I felt fitter. I sympathise with Opera Stars who disappoint full houses, because some high C or lower G is a hairsbreadth off the bull. The singer can't afford a false note. It's death to a reputation. And the Flying Man can't risk brain-swim, because it means possibly nose-dive and smash. So I stay out of my sky unless I'm sure of myself. There's nothing on earth like being sure."
"If I had felt a little dizzy, I would have postponed climbing until I felt better. I get why Opera Stars disappoint large audiences when they just barely miss a high note. A singer can't afford to hit a wrong note; it completely damages their reputation. And the Flying Man can't risk feeling disoriented because that could result in a crash and serious injury. So I stay grounded unless I'm completely confident. There's nothing on earth like being sure."
He had a way of saying "my sky" that was queer and rather beautiful. Just as though he had been a lark, occurred to Patrine. And indeed, in the beaky, jutting nose, and the full, bright eyes set forward and flush with the wide orbital arches, there was some resemblance between the man and the bird.
He had a unique way of saying "my sky" that was unusual and really beautiful. It reminded Patrine of a lark. In fact, his sharp, protruding nose and large, bright eyes, which were set forward and nestled within the wide eye sockets, made him look somewhat like the bird.
Patrine sunned herself in the lighter moment. She who had lain through the night sleepless—had risen still a bond-slave—realized that her fetters were broken now that her evil genius had flown. Taking with him her beloved, she fully believed in malice. Piercing though that knowledge was, it could not mar the blissful sense of freedom, mental and physical.
Patrine basked in the sunshine during this happier moment. She had spent the night wide awake—still trapped—but now realized her chains were gone since her tormentor had left. After taking her loved one with him, she truly believed in the malice that had kept her confined. Even though that knowledge stung, it couldn't overshadow the joyful feeling of freedom, both mentally and physically.
Bawne would be brought back. Meanwhile, one's blood sang through one's being, mere living was riotous ecstasy, mere breathing sheerest delight. The joy of life radiated from her. And to Sherbrand, sitting opposite at the little coarse-clothed table, she grew momentarily more and more like the girl of the Milles Plaisirs.
Bawne would return. In the meantime, her blood pulsed with excitement; just being alive was pure bliss, and simply breathing brought her immense joy. Her happiness radiated. To Sherbrand, sitting across from her at the small, rough table, she looked more and more like the girl from the Milles Plaisirs.
True, instead of cloudy black, her hair vied in tone with the banner of coppery flame that streams from the crater of an active volcano, or burns above some giant crucible of molten metal ready to be poured forth. Her long eyes under her wide level brows looked the colour of peat-water, in the electric light that contracted their pupils to pin-heads, and brought out against the yellow-distempered walls the creamy whiteness of her wonderful skin. When she leaned her round elbows on the table-cloth and smiled at him, it was the frank, generous smile that had warmed his heart when he stood solitary and unfriended on the rose-pink carpet near the gilt turnstile on the Upper Promenade.
Actually, instead of a dull black, her hair matched the fiery copper that erupts from a volcano or glows above a huge pot of molten metal ready to be poured. Her long eyes, positioned under straight brows, were the color of muddy water in electric light, making her pupils shrink to tiny dots and emphasizing the creamy whiteness of her incredible skin against the yellowish walls. When she leaned her round elbows on the tablecloth and smiled at him, it was that open, warm smile that had filled his heart when he stood alone and friendless on the rose-pink carpet by the gilded turnstile on the Upper Promenade.
He would put it to the test. He beckoned the pallid Ellen Agnes, asked for the bill, slipped his hand into a breast-pocket and drew from it a tiny white silk purse.
He was ready to check if it worked. He called over the pale Ellen Agnes, asked for the bill, and reached into his breast pocket to take out a small white silk purse.
"Oh! You found ..."
"Oh! You found ..."
With an indescribable emotion, half pain, half pleasure, she saw her missing property in the broad extended palm. He said:
With an indescribable feeling, a blend of pain and pleasure, she saw her lost belongings in the outstretched palm. He said:
"It flashed on me, even as I blackguarded Davis, that you must have paid that Commissionaire-fellow at the turnstile or he'd have been breathing vengeance at my back. So I ran back to find you and ask for an address where I might send the money. You were gone! He had got this purse in his hand. So I—bluffed the brute for all I was worth, and got him to give it me!—a stroke of luck—for I'd no money left to bribe him with! Be kind and tell me how much you gave the fellow!"
As I was cursing Davis, it suddenly occurred to me that you must have paid that guy at the turnstile, or he would’ve been after me. So I hurried back to find you and ask for an address to send the money. But you were gone! He had this purse in his hand. So I played it cool and got him to give it to me! What a lucky break, because I didn’t have any money left to bribe him with! Please tell me how much you gave the guy!
The deep dimple Sherbrand remembered showed in the full oval of one of her white cheeks. Slowly the pale rose-flush sweetened and warmed the whiteness. Her eyes were dusky stars under the barbaric wealth of beech-leaf tresses. A slow smile curved her mouth, the scarlet lips parted widely, showing two perfect rows of gleaming teeth.
The deep dimple Sherbrand remembered was visible in the full oval of one of her white cheeks. Gradually, the pale rose blush became sweeter and warmer against her fair skin. Her eyes were dark like stars beneath her flowing beech-leaf hair. A slow smile curved her mouth, her red lips parting to reveal two perfect rows of gleaming teeth.
"Two half-jimmies!" said the rich, mellow woman's baritone. Why did it talk such awful slang? "Half my screw for one whole week of letter-writing, running errands, doing shopping, and generally sheepdogging for my friend, Lady Beauvayse!"
"Two half-jimmies!" said the wealthy, smooth-voiced woman. Why did she use such terrible slang? "I spent half my time just being a helper for my friend, Lady Beauvayse, for a whole week of writing letters, running errands, and shopping!"
"Then please take this!" This was a fat bright sovereign. "And be kind and say that I may stick to the purse?"
"Here, take this!" It was a shiny gold coin. "And could you please be nice and say that I can keep the money?"
"If you care to—" Patrine began, dubiously.
"If you want to—" Patrine began, feeling uncertain.
"I care—most awfully!" He went on quickly. "Lady Beauvayse—your friend—I've seen her—if she's very pretty and tremendously American?"
"I care a lot!" he said quickly. "Lady Beauvayse—your friend—I’ve met her. Is she really attractive and very American?"
She nodded.
She nodded.
"You've spotted her! That's Lady Beau—the dear thing! But she only talks Yankee Doodle to bounders or fogies, or people who seem to expect it from her. Her English is as good as mine."
"You've seen her! That's Lady Beau—the lovely girl! But she only talks with a Yankee Doodle accent to snobs or older folks, or people who think she should. Her English is just as good as mine."
"You don't mean it!" His keen face crinkled with laughter. She was superbly unconscious of its cause. He went on, rather ashamed of having made fun of her: "That accounts for the Old Kent Road-cum-Whitechapel I've heard from the august lips of British duchesses. At cricket-matches when Eton and Harrow were playing 'Varsity."
"You can't be serious!" His defined features brightened with laughter. She had no idea why. He went on, feeling a little embarrassed for joking with her: "That explains the Old Kent Road—andI've heard about Whitechapel from the respected words of British duchesses. At cricket matches when Eton and Harrow were playing 'Varsity.'
"Does it? I think not! The duchesses weren't amusing themselves, or trying to snub swankers. They were just mothers—real mothers—trying to talk cricket to their boys. And the boys—the sweets!—grinning up their blessed young sleeves, and saying 'Yes'm!' and 'No'm!' How I do love boys! Don't you?" Her smile contracted with a spasm of anguish. "And I'm sitting here, gobbling and gabbling, when my darling!—" She rose taller than ever, from the little table, caught up her feather stole from a chairback near and slung it vigorously round her, straightened the tinsel hat with a side-glance at the strip of a looking-glass nailed in a frame of cheap gilt beading on the matchboarded wall at her right hand, picked up the vanity-bag and the long-sticked sunshade, and declared herself ready to go.
"Does it? I don't think so! The duchesses weren't just having a good time or trying to put snobs in their place. They were just mothers—realMothers—trying to discuss cricket with their sons. And the boys—the sweethearts!—grinning to themselves, saying 'Yes, ma'am!' and 'No, ma'am!' I just love boys! Don’t you?" Her smile faded into a brief moment of sadness. "And here I am, chatting away, when my darling!—" She stood up taller than ever from the small table, grabbed her feather stole from a nearby chair, draped it around herself, adjusted her tinsel hat with a quick glance at the small mirror framed in cheap gold on the wall to her right, picked up her vanity bag and long sunshade, and declared she was ready to go.
CHAPTER XXXIX
CHAPTER 39
A NIGHT IN JULY
A Night in July
She reached the door before him. He had turned to say considerately to the good woman of the restaurant:
She reached the door before he did. He had turned to kindly speak to the nice lady at the restaurant:
"We shall be late.... Frightfully, I expect! Promise me you won't sit up!"
"We're going to be late... really late, I think! Promise me you won't wait for us!"
"Oh! but I can't promise! One never knows! Best to have people up an' ready when there might be need of 'em!" Patrine heard, as she wrenched at the handle of the green curtained glass door.
"Oh! But I can't guarantee it! You never know! It's better to have people up and prepared just in case they're needed!" Patrine heard as she pulled on the handle of the green-curtained glass door.
"No—no! Let me!"
"No—no! Let me do this!"
His hand touched hers and she drew it away, not before a keen, sharp thrill had traversed her. "Vile, hateful creature!" she said to the Patrine von Herrnung knew—the other woman within her, whom she loathed. "Is not it enough that you have done what you have done?" Then as she passed out into the night, feeling beneath her feet the roughness of the gravel walk that led between grass-plats studded with green painted chairs and little iron tables, a strange roaring filled her ears and hellish tongues of fire licked a sky of vivid blackness. She recoiled, saying in awed and shaken tones:
His hand grazed hers, and she recoiled, but not before a quick thrill ran through her.Detestable, loathsome creature!"She said to the Patrine von Herrnung that she knew—the other woman inside her, whom she despised."Isn't it enough that you've done what you've done?As she stepped out into the night, feeling the rough gravel beneath her feet while walking between grassy patches with green-painted chairs and small iron tables, a strange roaring filled her ears, and fiery tongues danced against the pitch-black sky. She flinched, speaking in a mix of awe and disbelief:
"Why! What has happened? What does it mean? ... How horrible!"
"What just happened? What does this mean? ... This is awful!"
The door had shut behind them. Now the round dome of the sky showed not black, but velvety purple. Away in the south-east a fierce red moon drifted like some derelict vessel burning away to embers on a waveless midnight sea. And sheaves of dazzling blue-white flames, leaping and roaring, fenced in, or seemed to fence, a dreadful lake of Stygian darkness, upon the surface of which figures—were they men or devils?—moved....
The door had shut behind them. Now the round sky was not black, but a deep, velvety purple. In the southeast, a bright red moon hovered like a stranded ship burning down to its embers on a peaceful midnight sea. Waves of brilliant blue-white flames surged and roared, either surrounding or giving the impression of surrounding a frightening lake of pitch-black darkness, where figures—were they men or demons?—were moving...
"Don't be scared, Miss Saxham! It's nothing ... though I ought to have wanted you...!"
"Don't worry, Miss Saxham! It's nothing... although I should have wanted you...!"
Not with intent, her heaving shoulder pressed against the breast of the man who had followed her. Perhaps the contact thrilled him, for his voice was unsteady as he went on:
Without meaning to, her shoulder brushed against the chest of the man who had followed her. Perhaps the touch thrilled him, as his voice was unsteady as he went on:
"I was rather a brute to forget! ... It's a night-flare to guide—possible home-comers! ... Wads of tow dipped in petrol, burning in iron buckets round our landing-place.'
"I was really careless to forget! ... It's a night flare to guide—potential returners! ... Bunches of rags soaked in gasoline, burning in metal buckets around our landing zone."
"I ought to have guessed," she said ruefully. "Forgive me for being such an idiot!"
"I should have seen it coming," she said, feeling regretful. "Sorry for being such an idiot!"
His answer was unexpected.
His response was unexpected.
"On condition that you'll leave off saying 'Great Scott!' and things like that."
"Just stop saying 'Great Scott!' and things like that."
"All right! But what's the matter with the expression, anyhow?" she demanded. "Do you always get riled when women use slang?"
"Okay! But what's with that expression, anyway?" she asked. "Do you always get upset when women use slang?"
They had been standing within the gate that led upon the Flying Ground, still girdled by its Valkyr-ring of leaping flame. He said, holding open the gate to let her pass through:
They were standing at the gate that led to the Flying Ground, still surrounded by its Valkyr-ring of leaping flames. He said, holding the gate open for her to pass through:
"I use slang myself, habitually, like every other man I know. But I don't know a man who really likes to hear his wife or sweetheart copy him in that respect. For myself who have neither wife, sweetheart, nor even sister, I can only say what I feel. It is—that a beautiful woman should use beautiful language. One of the old Greek poets put the whole thing into two lines. I've forgotten the original, but the translation runs like this:
"I use slang all the time, just like every other guy I know. But I don’t know any guy who actually likes hearing his wife or girlfriend use the same slang. As for me, not having a wife, girlfriend, or even a sister, I can only share my thoughts. I believe a beautiful woman should speak beautifully. One of the old Greek poets summed it up in just two lines. I can’t recall the original, but the translation goes like this:"
"From the goddess, the words of Olympus,From the shepherdess, the talk of the cows."
"I'm no goddess, God knows!" said Patrine, sorrowfully and sincerely.
"I'm definitely not a goddess!" Patrine said, feeling down and being completely honest.
Then a light scorching flame seemed to envelop her whole body. She felt Sherbrand's breath upon her cheek.... He said, speaking swiftly, and close to her ear:
Then a bright, fiery flame enveloped her body. She could feel Sherbrand's breath on her cheek... He spoke quickly and close to her ear:
"No, you are not a goddess, but something far better! You are a woman one could worship! You could hate magnificently and forgive greatly, and love to the very verge of death! That was said to me of the Doctor, and you are like him!"
"No, you’re not a goddess, but something even greater! You’re a woman worth admiring! You can hate intensely, forgive profoundly, and love with everything you have! That’s what they said about the Doctor, and you’re just like him!"
"Don't!" she said, wincing. "You don't know me!"
"Don't!" she said, flinching. "You don't know me!"
He answered firmly:
He responded confidently:
"But I do know you! I knew you the moment I saw you in Paris. You're the girl I have been waiting for ever since I read Morris's 'Eredwellers'. You're The Friend! Now I've found you I shall never let you go again!"
"But I know you! I recognized you the moment I saw you in Paris. You're the girl I've been waiting for ever since I read Morris's 'Eredwellers.' You're The Friend! Now that I've found you, I won't let you go again!"
What midsummer madness was this, prompting him to sweet audacity? His, "I shall never let you go!" had a convincing, manly ring. She quickened her steps, wading through a shallow sea of shadows, through which the warm short turf came up to meet her feet. He kept by her side, and together they moved towards the Valkyr-ring of fire, changing as they advanced into isolated pillars of towering flame outlining the huge white oval of Fanshaw's landing-place. Here and there the goblin-like shapes moved, stirring the flares with rods, feeding the blaze with something from vessels they carried. And two other figures stood in talk by the telegraph-hut, recognisable, outlined against the oblong of electric radiance framed by the doorway, as Saxham and the Chief.
What kind of midsummer craziness was this that pushed him to be so bold? His declaration, "I will never let you go!" carried a strong, masculine tone. She sped up, navigating through a shallow sea of shadows while the warm, short grass grazed her feet. He kept pace with her, and together they headed toward the fire circle, transforming into solitary pillars of towering flames that defined the large white oval of Fanshaw's landing area. Here and there, goblin-like figures moved about, poking the flames with sticks and adding fuel from the containers they carried. Two other figures were talking by the telegraph hut, recognizable in the rectangle of electric light streaming from the doorway: Saxham and the Chief.
"This is a bit previous, you think? Headlong—ill-considered on my part—to have spoken like this to a girl I've only met once before? You must understand—a man who follows a risky profession gets into the way of not waiting for to-morrow, because to-day may be the wind-up. Say you are not angry!" Sherbrand pleaded.
"Do you think this is a bit early? It was reckless of me to talk like this to a girl I've only met once. You have to understand—someone in a dangerous job learns not to wait for tomorrow, because today could be the end. Please say you’re not upset!" Sherbrand pleaded.
"No, you poor dear boy! But you're so awfully mistaken!" There was a rich and exquisite tenderness, it seemed to Sherbrand, in the deep, full, breathy tones. "I'm not a bit what you think me! There is nothing worthy of worship in a woman like me," said Patrine.
"No, you poor thing! But you're totally wrong!" Sherbrand felt there was a rich and exquisite tenderness in the deep, full, breathy tones. "I'm not at all what you think I am! There's nothing worthy of admiration in someone like me," said Patrine.
He asked, as they walked side by side from patches of brilliant blue-white light into deep oases of shadow:
He asked, as they walked side by side from bright blue-white light into dark shadowy areas:
"May I say more? May I tell you that I've thought of you ever since that Paris night.... What things I've called myself—if you only knew!—for not getting your address. But I swore I'd find you somehow, and I would have! I'd know your voice among a thousand. If I were blind, and forgot other people's faces, I should always see yours painted against the dark. At night—now! when I shut my eyes ... there it is! You are not angry?"
"Is there more I can say? Can I share that I've thought about you ever since that night in Paris? What names I've called myself—if you only knew!—for not getting your address. But I promised I’d find you somehow, and I would have! I’d recognize your voice in a crowd. Even if I were blind and forgot everyone else's faces, yours would always stand out in the dark. At night—like right now!—when I close my eyes... there it is! You're not mad at me, are you?"
"No—I'm only sorry for you!" she said in her deepest, sweetest tone.
"No—I'm just really sorry for you!" she said in her warmest, most sincere tone.
"Sorry?" There was keen anxiety in the face that was illuminated by the petrol-flare they were passing. "You're not—married—or going to be?" he asked.
"Sorry?" A look of deep concern crossed his face, illuminated by the passing petrol flare. "You're not—married—or getting married soon?" he asked.
"Neither!"
"No way!"
"Thank God!" said Sherbrand simply and sincerely. "Now I'll go on! My rank bad luck gives me a kind of right. This morning I got up solid in the conviction that you and I were meant for one another; that we should somehow be brought together; that the French Government would make it possible for me to marry you by buying my hawk-hoverer—for with only the two hundred a year my uncle left me, and the two hundred my Instructorship here brings me—how could I possibly have the nerve to ask you to be my wife? And—" He caught his breath, "And everything I'd dreamed came real. The test succeeded! I dived down out of my sky to find You! Miracle of miracles. And not twenty minutes later—I found myself nearly, if not quite—a ruined man. For if my invention has been swiped off to Germany, France will never buy, for money—what her neighbour gets for nought!"
"Thank God!" Sherbrand said simply and sincerely. "Now I can keep going! My bad luck gives me some sort of right to do so. This morning, I woke up completely convinced that you and I were meant for each other; that somehow we would end up together; that the French government would make it possible for me to marry you by buying my hawk-hoverer—because with just the two hundred a year my uncle left me, plus the two hundred my teaching job here gives me—how could I ever gather the courage to ask you to be my wife? And—" He took a breath, "And everything I dreamed came true. The test worked! I dove down from my high expectations to find you! A miracle of miracles. And not even twenty minutes later—I found myself nearly, if not completely—a ruined man. Because if my invention has been taken to Germany, France will never pay for something that her neighbor gets for free!"
"I understand. My poor Flying Man, you've been plucked of some of your wing-feathers!"
"I understand. My poor Flying Man, you've lost some of your wing feathers!"
"I don't care, if you'll wait for me until they grow again!"
"I don't care if you wait for me until they grow back!"
How grim a day had been followed by this night of wonder! Woven of the shining stuff of dreams it seemed, then and for long years after, to Patrine. Their intimacy grew and ripened like a magic beanstalk in the light of the red moon and the fierce blue petrol-flares. She said with a catch in her breath—like Sherbrand's:
What a gloomy day had brought about this amazing night! To Patrine, it felt like it was crafted from the bright stuff of dreams, both at that moment and for many years to come. Their bond grew and thrived like a magical beanstalk in the light of the red moon and the vibrant blue petrol flares. She said, breathless—just like Sherbrand's:
"You must be serious!"
"You have to be kidding!"
"I never was more so!"
"I've never been more so!"
She amended:
She updated:
"We must be sensible! Oh! but this has been a close-packed day!"
"We need to be reasonable! Oh! But it’s been such a hectic day!"
"Hasn't it!" Sherbrand agreed, as they moved on side by side, from islands of raw, glaring light into broad pools of lustreless darkness, their tall heads level, for Patrine carried her hat of silver spangles swinging from the top of the sunshade with the lengthy stick. "Sometimes, for weeks, the days slip by smoothly as the beads of a Rosary over a baby's finger. Then—bang-bang-bang! they explode—like a rocket fired by a signal-pistol—until things fizzle out into dulness again."
"Hasn’t it!" Sherbrand agreed as they walked side by side, transitioning from bright, harsh light into large areas of dull darkness, their heads held high, since Patrine was swinging her sparkly silver hat from the top of the sunshade with a long stick. "Sometimes, for weeks, the days pass smoothly like beads on a rosary sliding over a baby’s finger. Then—bang-bang-bang! They explode—like a rocket fired from a flare gun—until everything fizzles out into boredom again."
"It's true!" Her bosom rose in a sigh. "But it's possible to get awfully fed up with banging and fizzling. One can learn to long—just for a little dulness, as long as it means quiet and rest, and peace of mind."
"It's true!" She sighed, her chest rising. "But you can get really tired of all the noise and chaos. You can start to crave a little bit of dullness, as long as it brings quiet, rest, and peace of mind."
That Patrine should voice such an aspiration was incredible even to the speaker. "How changed I must be!" she said to herself, as Sherbrand answered her:
It was hard to believe that Patrine would have such a desire, even in her own mind.I must have changed so much!" she thought as Sherbrand responded to her:
"With heathery moors and towering scaurs, and galloping trout-rivers brabbling over lichened boulders—and Somebody one loves to talk to—one calls that kind of dulness a happy honeymoon!"
"With green moors and steep cliffs, and fast-flowing trout-filled rivers bubbling over mossy rocks—and a special someone to talk to—people refer to that kind of boredom as a happy honeymoon!"
She thrilled as his hand, swinging freely by his hip, touched hers, lightly, enclosed, and then released it. He was no tardy lover, this Flying Man. He knew a thousand times better than von Herrnung how a girl should be courted and wooed. For, with her heart in joyful tumult, and her usually pale cheeks warmed and rosy with shy blushes, it was a girl who walked beside Alan Sherbrand that night. I am sorry she could forget so easily the slip that had led her over the frontier line, the Rubicon that can never be recrossed. But in fact she did forget, just as a young man would have forgotten. Though she was to remember as only a woman can remember, and to suffer as only a woman can.
She felt a surge of excitement as his hand, casually swinging by his side, brushed against hers, gently holding it before letting go. This Flying Man was no slowpoke. He understood way better than von Herrnung how to charm and win over a girl. With her heart racing and her usually pale cheeks flushed with shyness, she was just a girl walking next to Alan Sherbrand that night. I regret that she could so easily forget the moment that pushed her across the line, the Rubicon that can never be crossed back. But she really did forget, just like a young man would. Yet she would remember in a way only a woman can, and feel pain in a way only a woman can.
In the midst of the new, wonderful happiness, so strangely threaded not only for Patrine, with bitter loss and tragic possibilities, she suffered a quite intolerable twinge of memory in the sudden recollection of the boldly-scrutinising look cast upon her by the bearded man in the white Naval uniform. She did not realise that an imperious gesture of the brown hand, whose wrist had sported a massive gold watch-bracelet, had whisked von Herrnung off the scene. But she guessed that the huge red-haired Prussian, bowing at the side of the big blue F.I.A.T., had clicked his heels before a master who could break him at his will.
Amid her newfound happiness, which was strangely tinged with sorrow and haunting possibilities not only for Patrine, she experienced a sharp jolt of memory when she suddenly remembered the piercing gaze of the bearded man in the white Naval uniform. She didn’t realize that a decisive motion from the brown hand, which wore a hefty gold watch bracelet, had sent von Herrnung away. However, she understood that the tall, red-haired Prussian, bowing next to the large blue F.I.A.T., had clicked his heels before a master who could easily overpower him.
He had boasted.... They knew! Not only the bearded man whose look had stung so, but the close-shaven old Colossus with the tortoiseshell-mounted pince-nez on his thick heavy nose and the huge wart on his yellow cheek. And the sallow diplomat in the Homburg hat shadowing the sly glance and the moustache tucked up by a sinister smile under his drooping Oriental nose. They all knew.... Even the servant had worn the leer that is born of knowledge, as he said in his Teutonic gutturals:
He had bragged... TheyknewNot just the bearded guy whose stare had troubled him, but also the clean-shaven old giant with tortoiseshell glasses resting on his broad, heavy nose and the large wart on his yellow cheek. And the pale diplomat in the Homburg hat, concealing a sneaky expression and the mustache twisted into a creepy smile beneath his drooping, Asian-looking nose. They all knew.... Even the servant had the knowing smirk that comes from possessing information, as he spoke in his thick German accent:
"The lady is a friend of the gentleman who brought her here..."
"The woman is a friend of the guy who brought her here..."
Horrible! But she would not remember. She banished the hateful, knowing faces with a gallant effort and turned to Sherbrand, asking whether he had been an Eton, or Rugby, or Harrow boy?
Awful! But she wouldn’t remember. She fought to push away the disgusting, familiar faces and turned to Sherbrand, asking if he had attended Eton, Rugby, or Harrow.
For had her Flying Man borne the cachet of the Public School Patrine Saxham would have infinitely preferred it. That it is possible to be a snob even in the most tragic or romantic moment of one's existence, she had not realised before she discovered herself to herself in this way.
If her Flying Man had the status of the Public School, Patrine Saxham would have definitely chosen it. She hadn’t realized until this moment that you can be a snob even during the most tragic or romantic times in life.
"Downside was my school," he said quite proudly. Patrine had no acquaintance with Downside. "My father would have liked me to go to Harrow; but my uncle—my mother's brother—who paid for my education!—being a Catholic, naturally preferred the place where the Faith was taught. And my mother—as naturally—shared his preference. I was happy at Downside. The Fathers were thundering good to me. I worked hard—and I played hard—and when it wasn't Swot, or cricket, or football, or fives, or boxing, it was the making of flying-sticks, just shaved laths with paper wings, at first—and then a dodge much more ambitious, a model Wright in varnished card, with a propeller worked by a rubber release.... My father was pleased at my being a chip of the old block in my turn for mechanics. But when I wouldn't go up for Woolwich—when I entered at Strongitharm's College of Engineering on Tyneside, and spent two years at Folsom's Works at Sunderland—he rather gave me up, I fancy, as a low-minded kind of cad."
"Downside was my school," he said proudly. Patrine wasn’t familiar with Downside. "My dad wanted me to go to Harrow, but my uncle—my mom's brother—who paid for my education—being Catholic, naturally preferred the place that taught the Faith. And my mom—just as you'd expect—shared his preference. I was happy at Downside. The Fathers treated me really well. I worked hard and played hard, and when I wasn’t studying, playing cricket, football, fives, or boxing, I was making flying sticks, starting with just shaved laths with paper wings, and then moving on to a much cooler project, a model Wright made of varnished card, with a propeller powered by a rubber release... My dad was pleased that I took after him with my interest in mechanics. But when I decided not to apply for Woolwich and instead joined Strongitharm's College of Engineering on Tyneside, spending two years at Folsom's Works in Sunderland, he pretty much gave up on me as a low-minded sort of cad."
He shook himself as though to shake off the adverse paternal judgment.
He shook himself as if to get rid of his father's negative judgment.
"I had my reasons for not going in for the Army, though I love it. They weren't easy to explain, and so I didn't try. But my father never liked the idea of my being a civil engineer. Even my mother, and my uncle—dear old fellow—he understands me better now!"
"I had my reasons for not joining the Army, even though I love it. They were difficult to explain, so I didn't. But my dad never liked the idea of me being a civil engineer. Even my mom and my uncle—good old guy—understand me better now!"
"Why?"
"Why?"
"Because he's dead!" said Sherbrand simply, "and the Holy Souls know everything!"
"Because he's dead!" Sherbrand said straightforwardly, "and the Holy Souls know everything!"
"The Holy Souls?" By the glare of the flare-light her puzzled eyes questioned him.
"The Holy Souls?" Her confused eyes searched his in the bright light of the flare, asking questions.
"The Holy Souls in Purgatory. They're privileged to help us. We help them—by praying for them. It's—a spiritual intercommunication—a kind of endless chain. A circuit of influence, received and transmitted, not by etheric flashes, but by a medium more subtle. Prayer—in a word!"
"The Holy Souls in Purgatory are fortunate to assist us. We help them by praying for them. It’s a spiritual bond—a kind of endless chain. A flow of influence that’s shared and passed along, not by electronic signals, but through a more subtle medium. Prayer—plain and simple!"
His bright-winged intellect had outstripped her heavier, duller intelligence. She suddenly felt like a caterpillar on a cabbage-leaf, slow-moving, groping, but dimly conscious of a distant affinity with the jewel-winged butterfly hovering high in golden air....
His sharp intellect had outpaced her slower, duller mind. She suddenly felt like a caterpillar on a cabbage leaf, moving slowly, searching, but somehow aware of a distant connection to the beautiful butterfly soaring high in the golden sky....
"Prayer," she repeated dully, "do you believe in prayer?"
"Prayer," she said flatly, "do you believe in prayer?"
"Naturally!" said Sherbrand—"since I believe in God. Do not you? ..."
"Of course!" said Sherbrand, "because I believe in God. Don’t you? ..."
"I hardly——"
"I barely—"
In the ensuing pause Patrine had a brief retrospective vision of the curate who had prepared her for Confirmation, and who had talked of the Almighty as though He were a crotchety but benevolent old man. And last time she had been to Church—a fashionably attended High Church in the West End—another curate in a black cassock and tufted biretta had preached about the 'Par of Card, the baptismal dar of Grace, the bar of flars,' in which our first parents dwelt in Eden, 'the fatal ar' in which they sinned, and the 'shar of tars' with which Eve lamented her fall.
In the brief pause, Patrine reflected on the curate who had prepared her for Confirmation, who described God like a quirky but kind old man. The last time she went to church—a trendy High Church in the West End—another curate in a black cassock and stylish biretta preached about the 'par of card, the baptismal dar of Grace, the bar of flars,' where our first parents lived in Eden, 'the fatal ar' where they sinned, and the 'shar of tars' with which Eve mourned her fall.
"No," she said bluntly, "I don't think I believe in God at all now, though it sometimes seems as though there must be Somebody behind things!—Somebody who punishes—Somebody who laughs! As for a religion, I don't suppose I've ever had one. Oh, yes!—my religion is Aunt Lynette!"
"No," she said plainly, "I don't think I believe in God at all anymore, even though it sometimes feels like there has to be someone behind everything!—Someone who punishes—Someone who laughs! As for religion, I don't think I've ever really had one. Oh, yes!—my religion is Aunt Lynette!"
A mental picture of Lynette, years ago in the Harley Street nursery, teaching a curly-headed baby Bawne to say his evening prayer, while a great galumphing girl stood in the doorway and looked and listened, rose up and brought with it the horrible choking sensation. She fought with it as Sherbrand said:
A clear memory of Lynette, in the Harley Street nursery, teaching a curly-haired baby Bawne to say his evening prayer, while a big clumsy girl stood in the doorway, watching and listening, came flooding back, bringing a terrible choking sensation. She fought against it as Sherbrand said:
"I think you are speaking of Mrs. Saxham? Well, one must have a star to hitch one's waggon to. And she is a star—if ever I saw one! A woman with a face like a Donatello Madonna, or a tall lily growing in the garden-cloisters of some Italian mountain-convent, and who has the Faith,—ought to be able to teach you to believe in God! Why not ask her? I once knelt in a Church near her, and saw her praying. She seemed—very close to what Norman or someone else called the Eternal Verities."
I think you’re referring to Mrs. Saxham? Well, you need a guiding star to follow. She’s definitely one of them—if I’ve ever seen one! A woman with a face like a Donatello Madonna, or a tall lily blooming in the garden cloisters of some Italian mountain convent, and who has Faith—should inspire you to believe in God! Why not ask her? I once knelt in a church near her and saw her praying. She seemed—very connected to what Norman or someone else called the Eternal Verities.
"She will be nearer still," said Patrine with sudden, savage roughness, "if anything happens—if Bawne is killed! She will die of a broken heart!"
"She'll be even closer," Patrine said suddenly, with a fierce tone, "if anything happens—if Bawne gets killed! She'll die of a broken heart!"
"Then why not pray," argued Sherbrand, "that she may get him back again? Why not try it? There's nothing else that helps so well!"
"Then why not pray," Sherbrand suggested, "that she can win him back? Why not give it a try? Nothing else works as well!"
"Pray!" The tall girl stopped short and swung round on him, facing him. A moment since they had walked like lovers. Now the spell was broken—at all events, for the time.
"Pray!" The tall girl suddenly stopped and turned to look at him. A moment earlier, they had been walking like a couple in love. Now the magic was gone—at least for now.
"Pray—pray!" she mocked. "Am I a sneak?—to pray when I don't believe in prayer! And if I did believe, God—if He exists—would not hear me. Even the parsons own He has His favourites. I am not one of them.... I am one of His forgets!"
"Pray—pray!" she scoffed. "Am I a coward?—to pray when I don't believe in prayer! And even if I did believe, God—if He exists—wouldn't pay attention to me. Even the preachers acknowledge He has His favorites. I'm not one of them... I’m one of His overlooked!"
CHAPTER XL
CHAPTER 40
MACROMBIE IS SACKED
MACROMBIE IS FIRED
Tall, lithe, vigorous, masterful, they confronted each other across the gulf that suddenly opened between them—the bottomless chasm that yawns between Faith and Unbelief.
Tall, slim, energetic, and powerful, they stood facing each other across the gap that suddenly opened up between them—the deep void that lies between Faith and Doubt.
In the fitful uncanny light, the darker side of Patrine started into sinister prominence. Her defiant face was masked by shadow, but the fierce vibrating voice and towering shape had something of the fallen angel. Had wide sable pinions sprung and bannered from her shoulders, Sherbrand would hardly have been surprised.
In the flickering, eerie light, Patrine's darker side became very clear. Her defiant face was obscured by shadow, but her intense, pulsing voice and commanding presence had the feel of a fallen angel. If large black wings had suddenly emerged and spread from her shoulders, Sherbrand wouldn't have been surprised at all.
"Let us draw the line at that. If we are to be friends—and I would like us to be!—agree to it! But since you have what I have not—you would call it Faith, no doubt," he guessed the wide mouth curving in a jeering smile, "there is nothing to prevent you from praying for Aunt Lynette and for Bawne too! Unless you are the kind of physician who draws the line at taking his own drugs!"
"Let's draw a line there. If we're going to be friends—and I really want us to be!—let's agree on that! But since you have something I don't—what you'd probably call Faith," he said with a sarcastic smile, "there's nothing holding you back."you"from praying for Aunt Lynette and Bawne as well! Unless you're one of those doctors who won't take their own medicine!"
If she had thought to disconcert Sherbrand she erred. He said instantly:
If she intended to upset Sherbrand, she was wrong. He responded right away:
"I give you my word of Honour that I will pray for them! But there is one other person much dearer to me than either. You don't ask me for her, but all the same..."
"I promise I’ll pray for them! But there's someone else who means even more to me than either of them. You didn’t ask about __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__, did you?"her"...but I’ll bring it up anyway..."
"You kind, dear boy! Pray for me all you want to!"
"You're so sweet, dear! Pray for me as often as you want!"
She was his big, smiling girl of the Milles Plaisirs, and the Pat young Bawne worshipped, as she stretched out her beautiful, massive arm and offered him a cordial hand.
She was his bright, cheerful girl from the Milles Plaisirs, and the young Bawne loved her as she reached out her beautiful, strong arm and gave him a friendly handshake.
"Shake, Mister! Making love to me one minute and bally-ragging me the next! ... Great Scott! Ah!—I've said it again—and I gave you my word I'd not!"
"Come on, Mister! One minute you're being close with me, and the next you're throwing insults! ... Wow! Ah!—I did it again—and I promised I wouldn't!"
He took the hand in a close grasp, sought for the other and took it also....
He firmly grabbed one hand and reached for the other, taking that one as well....
"Thank you! Why, how you're shivering! You have nothing but that feather thing over your thin gown! Wait half a minute—I'll get you a wrap!"
"Thanks! Wow, you're shaking! You only have that light thing over your thin dress! Hold on a second—I’ll get you a wrap!"
He was gone in an instant, leaving her standing on the border-line of one of the oases of black-velvet shadow, swayed by the violence of her emotion as some tall young birch might have been shaken by the fury of a south-west gale.
He vanished in an instant, leaving her at the edge of one of the dark shadows, swayed by the strength of her emotions like a tall young birch might be tossed by a strong southwest wind.
His touch.... She had not dreamed.... Her head drooped, and a long sigh went fluttering after him into the darkness, like some night-moth whose wings are wrought of hues more gorgeous than the peacock butterfly's, whose scent is on the alert, and whose diamond eyes pierce the blackest midnight in search of the partner of its kind.
His touch… She had never imagined… Her head lowered, and a long sigh trailed after him into the darkness, like a night moth with wings more beautiful than a peacock butterfly's, whose scent is sensitive and whose diamond-like eyes pierce through the deepest black in search of its mate.
A footstep she knew approached. A familiar voice called her:
She heard a familiar footstep approaching. A voice she recognized called out to her:
"Uncle Owen." The spell broke. Her mind leaped up alert and quivering. "Have you any news—of Bawne?"
"Uncle Owen." The spell was broken. Her mind raced, alert and shaking. "Do you have any news—about Bawne?"
"I have news!"
"I've got news!"
"Not——"
"Nope——"
"Not the worst news," said Saxham's harsh voice, "but not—hopeful!"
"It's not the worst news," Saxham said sharply, "but it's not exactly encouraging!"
"They are not coming back?" She strove to set her heel on the treacherous hope that he would say No! For how could she bring herself to desire the enemy's return. And yet the thought of Bawne was a stab of anguish in her bosom. What was the Doctor saying?
"They're not coming back?" She struggled to suppress the risky hope that he would say No! Because how could she let herself desire the return of the enemy? Yet the idea of Bawne felt like a sharp pain in her heart. What was the Doctor saying?
"The last definite intelligence received of them confirms the certainty that Captain von Herrnung is now over the North Sea. He alighted nowhere; that we have positively learned from many different news-centres. A tractor-monoplane answering to the description and carrying two-passengers passed the Bull Light on Spurn Head, at a few minutes before eight. The lighthouse-keeper signalled that bad weather might be expected. The pilot paid no attention. And later on——"
"The latest reliable information we have confirms that Captain von Herrnung is currently over the North Sea. He didn't make any stops; we've verified this from several news sources. A tractor-monoplane matching the description, carrying two passengers, flew past the Bull Light at Spurn Head just a few minutes before eight. The lighthouse keeper signaled that bad weather was approaching. The pilot ignored it. And later on——"
As Saxham spoke, with that strange hoarseness, Patrine took his arm tremblingly. Her heart plunged as though it would burst its prison as the Doctor went on:
As Saxham spoke, with that distinctive rasp in his voice, Patrine anxiously took his arm. Her heart raced like it was about to burst as the Doctor went on:
"An hour or more later a Wireless came in. It had been sent on to Sir Roland from the Admiralty!—I will not puzzle you with technical details. But at 8.30 the officer on duty on the upper-bridge of the second-in-line of a Battle Squadron steaming through Northern Waters on the way to a Southern rendezvous, reported having heard an aëroplane pass overhead, crossing the course of the Squadron diagonally—apparently flying due east——"
About an hour later, a wireless message came in. It was sent to Sir Roland from the Admiralty!—I won’t get into the technical details. But at 8:30, the officer on duty on the upper bridge of the second ship in line of a battle squadron moving through northern waters toward a southern meeting point reported hearing an airplane pass overhead, crossing the squadron's path diagonally—apparently flying directly east—
Saxham added:
Saxham said:
"The aviator made no signal for assistance. But the engine-beat told of trouble developing.... There is nothing to do but wait and hope!"
"The pilot didn't call for help. But the engine noise showed that something was wrong.... All we can do now is wait and hope!"
What had really happened on board H.M.S. Rigasamos, maintaining her appointed speed of fifteen knots, and her statutory two-cable-lengths from the stern of the Flagship ahead, and the bows of the sister-ship following her, had been that as the ship's band struck into The Roast Beef of Old England, and the Owner took his place at the head of the Ward-room mess-table, his Second in Command on the fore-bridge got a speaking-tube message from the Navigating Lieutenant on the upper-bridge, to say that the drone of an aëroplane, flying at about four hundred overhead, had been picked up by Warrant Officer So-and-So, of the gun and searchlight control, per medium of the microphone.
What really happened on H.M.S.Rigasamos, maintaining her speed of fifteen knots and keeping a distance of two cable lengths from the flagship ahead and the sister ship behind her, was that as the ship's band playedThe Roast Beef of Old England, and the owner sat at the head of the wardroom mess table. His second in command on the fore-bridge received a message through the speaking tube from the navigating lieutenant on the upper bridge, saying that Warrant Officer So-and-So had detected the sound of an airplane flying about four hundred feet overhead from the gun and searchlight control.viathe mic.
The Second in Command called back through the voice-tube:
The Second in Command responded using the voice tube:
"An aëroplane.... You're sure? Could hear her racket myself, without assistance. But put it down to a Fleet Seaplane taking a flip round the Squadron for exercise, or one of the Goody-Two-Shoes from the R.N.A.S. Station at Rosforth, blown out to sea doing Coast Patrol."
"An airplane... Are you sure? I could hear it myself, without any assistance. But let’s just say it’s a Fleet Seaplane circling around the Squadron for practice, or one of the Goody-Two-Shoes from the R.N.A.S. Station at Rosforth, blown out to sea while on Coast Patrol."
An answer rumbled down the pipe:
A response echoed through the pipe:
"It was an aëro all right, sir! The rattle of her floats 'ud have given away a Goody.... Travelling east against the side-drive of a forty-mile-an-hour north-west gale.... And with engine trouble well developed. Missing and back-firing like the gayest kind of hell!"
"It was definitely an aircraft, sir! The noise from her floats would have revealed a Goody.... Traveling east against the winds of a forty-mile-an-hour northwest gale.... And with serious engine trouble. Missing and backfiring like crazy!"
The Second in Command took his ear from the mouth of the speaking-tube, and with a glance that included the figures of his Sub-Lieutenant, the Midshipman, signalmen, and lookouts at their posts swung into the chart-house and logged the occurrence in the plain language of the sea. The clock told 8.35 P.M. as he finished, capped his fountain pen, and slipped it in an inside pocket, soliloquising:
The Second in Command took his ear away from the speaking tube and looked at his Sub-Lieutenant, the Midshipman, signalmen, and lookouts at their posts before entering the chart-room to document what had happened in clear nautical terms. The clock read 8:35 PM when he finished, capped his fountain pen, and put it in an inside pocket while muttering to himself:
"Travelling east against a forty-mile-an-hour gale from the north-west, and with engine-trouble to top up with ... Little Willie will be seeing the angels pretty soon at this rate! Or piling himself up somewhere on the coast of Holland! Wonder who the bally idiot is?"
"Traveling east with a northwest wind blowing at forty miles per hour, and facing engine problems on top of that... Little Willie is going to meet the angels pretty soon at this rate! Or crash somewhere along the coast of Holland! I wonder who the hell the idiot is?"
Saxham continued, and now he croaked as hoarsely as a raven:
Saxham kept going, and now he sounded as hoarse as a crow:
"Sir Roland has little doubt that the aëroplane heard on the Rigasamos was Sherbrand's 'Bird of War.' If so, there would be very little hope left, unless it had been previously arranged that a vessel belonging to—a foreign Power!—was to watch for and give help if she should require it. Now you know as much as I do. I have telephoned to both Lady Beauvayse and your mother that you return with me to Harley Street. We shall go presently. First, I want you to speak on the telephone to Lynette."
"Sir Roland is certain that the airplane we heard on the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Rigasamoswas Sherbrand's 'Bird of War.' If that’s true, there would be hardly any hope left, unless a ship from a foreign power had already been set up to be on the lookout and offer help if necessary. Now you know as much as I do. I’ve contacted both Lady Beauvayse and your mother to inform them that you’re coming back with me to Harley Street. We’ll leave soon. First, I want you to call Lynette.
"To—Lynette!" Patrine breathed. The Doctor told her: "I have kept the worst from Lynette hitherto.... I shall do so until the ultimate hope is abandoned. My wife knows my voice so well.... You understand.... She would suspect something ..."
"To—Lynette!" Patrine whispered. The Doctor said to her, "I've kept the worst from Lynette so far.... I'll keep doing that until all hope is gone. My wife knows my voice too well.... You understand what I mean.... She would pick up on something being wrong..."
His voice stumbled and broke. And clinging to the arm of the big man standing quietly beside her, potent in inertia as a lump of raw iron, Patrine realised that her anguish was a drop in the ocean of his. She took his hand and said in a tone he had never before heard from her:
His voice wavered and broke. Holding onto the arm of the big man standing silently next to her, as solid as a piece of raw iron, Patrine understood that her pain was just a small drop in the ocean of his. She took his hand and spoke in a tone he had never heard from her before:
"Come, dear! We will go and speak to her now."
"Come on, sweetheart! Let's go talk to her now."
So they went across to the telegraph-cabin, raw with unshaded electric light and littered with papers. The Chief was there, looking livid and careworn, leaning one elbow on the edge of the stand that supported the Wireless, and wearing the telephone head-band with the ear-pieces, as he dictated to the pallid clerk who occupied a Windsor chair at a stained deal desk, and wrote with a spluttering pen on a depleted paper-pad. At first sight there seemed to be nothing else in the place but a low voice speaking, a Railway Key instrument, a file for telegrams and an overpowering odour of rum.
They walked into the telegraph cabin, brightly lit with harsh electric light and filled with papers. The Chief was there, looking both angry and tired, resting an elbow on the edge of the stand that held the Wireless, wearing a telephone headset with ear pieces as he dictated to the pale clerk sitting in a Windsor chair at a worn desk, writing with a sputtering pen on a nearly empty notepad. At first glance, it seemed like the only things in the room were a low voice, a Railway Key instrument, a file for telegrams, and a strong smell of rum.
The odour of rum consolidated to Patrine's view into a stocky thickset man with a square heavy yellow face set into a tragic mask of despair. It was Macrombie, ex-Petty Officer telegraphist, whom the Royal Navy had spat forth for being D.O.D. fifteen full years before. Sacked now from his civil employment, for the old glaring, unblinkable offence.
The smell of rum caught Patrine’s attention, leading her to a stocky, muscular man with a broad, heavy yellow face that looked like a tragic mask of despair. It was Macrombie, a former Petty Officer telegraphist, who had been let go by the Royal Navy for being D.O.D. fifteen years ago. Now, he had lost his civilian job for the same obvious, undeniable reason.
The liquor had barely faded out in him; his breath came across the little cabin like a flaming sword, and his eyes under their beetling coal-black eyebrows looked burnt-out. He rose from the debilitated office-stool he had been sitting on, saluted Patrine stiffly and said:
The alcohol was just beginning to fade; his breath filled the tiny cabin like a blazing sword, and his eyes, hidden under heavy dark eyebrows, looked worn out. He stood up from the old office stool he had been on, gave Patrine a rigid nod, and said:
"Mem, this is no place for a leddy, wi' a drucken wastrel like mysel' in it. Ay! I hae lat ower a drap too mony, I am awa' the noo wi' my weicht o' wyte. But no wi'oot a warstle have I yielded to the Enemy!" His anguish broke the flood-gates in a rumbling roar. "Like Job I hae cried oot in the nicht-watches to my Creator, speiring o' Him why He made weak men an' strong rum? He didna' gie me ony answer—and I am ganging down the Broad Road's fast as my bluidy thirrst can carry me—a disgraced and ruined man!"
"Mem, this isn’t a place for a lady, not with a loser like me around, drunk and all. Yeah! I’ve had one drink too many, and I’m leaving now with my guilt. But I didn’t give in to the Enemy without a fight!" His pain erupted in a loud roar. "Like Job, I’ve cried out at night to my Creator, asking Him why He created weak men and strong drink? He didn’t give me any answer—and I’m rushing down the Broad Road as fast as my desperate thirst will take me—a disgraced and ruined man!"
"Mr. Sherbrand will give you another chance. I know he will!—I'll ask him!" came impetuously in the big warm womanly baritone.
"Mr. Sherbrand will give you another chance. I know he will! I'll ask him!" came out impulsively in the big, warm, womanly voice.
"You're a grand woman to luik at, and the lad'll gie in—an' the haill deil's dance to begin ance mair.... Na, na, my bonny leddy!" said Macrombie, "ye can never lippen to the promises o' a drunkard. Best lat me gang my gait to muckle Hell. Ay! I'll no' be lonesome there for want o' company.... Toch! what a regiment o' Macrombies deid an' damned will answer 'Present' to auld Satan's rollcall! Guid-nicht, my leddy, an' thanks to ye a' the same."
"You're a really beautiful woman, and that guy will give in—then the whole wild party will kick off again... No, no, my lovely lady!" said Macrombie, "you can never trust a drunk's promises. It's better if I go my own way to big Hell. Yep! I won’t be lonely there for lack of company... Seriously! So many dead and damned Macrombies will answer 'Present' to old Satan's roll call! Good night, my lady, and thanks to you just the same."
He took his cap from a peg, and from the corner a bundle of miscellaneous possessions, rolled up in apparently a worn alpaca office-coat, and girt about with knotted string. He saluted the Chief and Saxham, and nodded to the telegraph clerk, and went out of the cabin in a plodding kind of hurry as though no grass should grow under his feet before he set them for good upon the dreadful downward Road.
He snatched his cap from a hook and picked up a bundle of random items wrapped in what appeared to be an old alpaca office coat, secured with some string. He nodded at the Chief and Saxham, and acknowledged the telegraph clerk before quickly leaving the cabin, as if he wanted to waste no time before facing the difficult journey ahead.
His vice had played into an enemy's hands, and he would trust himself no longer. He meted out judgment to rum-soaked Macrombie, assuming for himself the prerogative of the One Judge. But he got his chance in spite of himself, when Britain's Hour came.
His vice had been seized by an enemy, and he no longer trusted himself. He passed judgment on the drunken Macrombie, acting as the One Judge. But he still got his chance, even though he didn’t see it coming, when Britain's moment arrived.
CHAPTER XLI
CHAPTER 41
SAXHAM LIES
Saxham is False
At Saxham's nod Patrine rang up Lynette, and the familiar voice that came back, spun out to a spider-thread of sweetness across the distance, stabbed the listener to the heart like a delicate blade of gold-wrought steel. It said, with a quiver in it:
At Saxham's nod, Patrine called Lynette, and the familiar voice that responded sent a wave of sweetness through the air, touching the listener's heart like a delicate blade made of gold-wrought steel. It said, with a tremor in it:
"Of course, I am not nervous at all. And I know how much Bawne would enjoy the night-flying. But if Owen were not there, perhaps I might be—afraid that something was wrong. Owen!"
"Of course, I'm not nervous at all. I know how much Bawne would enjoy flying at night. But if Owen wasn't there, I might be a little worried that something could go wrong. Owen!"
"Say that I am here," the Doctor signed, and Patrine obeyed.
"Tell them I'm here," the Doctor signed, and Patrine followed the instructions.
"Tell my darling to speak to me," said the voice, and Patrine, dropping the microphone from suddenly useless fingers, saw Saxham take it and force his stiff white lips to speech:
"Tell my love to talk to me," the voice said, and Patrine, dropping the microphone from her suddenly useless fingers, watched as Saxham took it and tried to speak with his rigid white lips:
"It is not possible—just at this moment. You forget——"
"It's not possible right now. You're forgetting——"
"Of course ... The fireworks!"
"Of course... The fireworks!"
"Just so. The fireworks. Expect us in another hour. And—Patrine is here and coming back to Harley Street. To stay. Please tell Mrs. Keyse and Janey to get a room ready."
"Exactly. The fireworks. We'll be there in about an hour. And—Patrine is here and coming back to Harley Street. For good. Please let Mrs. Keyse and Janey know to get a room ready."
The cordial answer came:
The friendly reply came:
"I will at once. Dear Pat! how glad I shall be to have her!"
"I'll take care of it right now. Dear Pat! I'm really excited to have her!"
"This is Patrine speaking now!"
"This is Patrine speaking!"
Saxham's steady hand touched Patrine's in transferring the receiver of the telephone, and the chill of it stung like the touch of death. She could not control her trembling as she answered:
Saxham's steady hand brushed against Patrine's as he handed her the telephone receiver, and its coldness felt like the grip of death. She couldn't stop her hands from trembling as she responded:
"You are always so kind to me, dear Aunt Lynette!"
"You’re always so nice to me, dear Aunt Lynette!"
"No, dear! In an hour, then? Take care of my precious," the sweet voice pleaded, "until I see you both..."
"No, sweetheart! In an hour, okay? Please look after my little one," the gentle voice pleaded, "until I see you both..."
"Yes—yes!"
"Yes—totally!"
Saxham's hand hung up the receiver, rang off, and steadied Patrine, whose knees were melting under her weight:
Saxham hung up the phone, ended the call, and supported Patrine, whose knees were buckling under her weight.
"Don't ask me ... any more ... I—can't!" she begged of him brokenly. He said, and with those deep lines that showed in his hard grey face, and his light eyes staring haggardly from caves that grief had dug about them, Saxham looked older by twenty years:
"Please don't ask me ... anymore ... I just can't!" she begged him, her voice full of pain. With deep lines carved into his weathered grey face and his light eyes looking tired and drained from the burden of sorrow, Saxham seemed to have aged twenty years:
"I know it was hard, but the thing had got to be done. How could I bludgeon her with the truth, whispered over a wire? Once face to face, the first glimpse of me will show her that I have lied to her. God help me!" said the Dop Doctor; "I told her I had stayed on here with Bawne to give him the treat of seeing a night-flying display."
"I know it was hard, but it needed to happen. How could I tell her the truth, just whispered over the phone? Once we’re in person, the first glance at me will show that I’ve lied to her. God help me!" said the Dop Doctor. "I told her I stayed here with Bawne to give him a chance to see a night-flying show."
"How—horribly clever of you!"
"Wow—so clever of you!"
"So clever," Saxham answered harshly, "that I shall probably regret it to the end of my days. In the whole of my practice I have never known a well-meant deceit do any good—rather the opposite. Consequently, I preach to my patients Truth before everything—and break down and lie when my own turn comes—like the damned coward I am."
"So clever," Saxham replied sharply, "that I’ll probably regret it for the rest of my life. In all my experience, I've never seen a lie, even if well-intentioned, do any good—just the opposite, really. So, I tell my patients to value the truth above everything else—and then I cave and lie when it’s my turn—like the damned coward I am."
"We shall leave here now in a few minutes," went on the Doctor, glowering at his chronometer. "I sent Keyse away with the car upon a message. He will be here to take us home to Harley Street at half-past nine. You have ample time to telephone to Berkeley Square for your clothes and so on.... Lady Beauvayse's maid can pack them for you, I presume?"
"We'll be leaving here in a few minutes," the Doctor said, looking at his watch. "I sent Keyse off with the car to deliver a message. He'll return to take us home to Harley Street at 9:30. You have plenty of time to call Berkeley Square for your clothes and everything else... Lady Beauvayse's maid can pack them for you, right?"
"Oh, yes. She's decent in the way of doing things for me."
"Oh, for sure. She's great at handling things for me."
"Very well."
"Sounds good."
The Doctor left the telegraph-hut, and Patrine 'phoned to Berkeley Square. Then, with a sudden recollection of an appointment which must be cancelled, she gave the number that meant Margot's newly-furnished mansion, and presently heard the little bird-like voice chirping:
The Doctor walked out of the telegraph hut, and Patrine called Berkeley Square. Then, suddenly recalling an appointment she had to cancel, she dialed the number for Margot's newly decorated mansion and soon heard the little bird-like voice chirping:
"Yes, this is 00, Cadogan Place. I'm Lady Norwater! ... Is that you, Pat? Yes? What cheer? ... I'm having a long, deadly domestic evening. Franky's reading an improving book aloud to me—at least he was when you rang up—'Matrimony for Beginners. A Handbook to Happiness,' it's called. But I don't believe the man who wrote it ever had a live wife."
"Yes, this is 00, Cadogan Place. I'm Lady Norwater! ... Is that you, Pat? Yes? What's going on? ... I'm stuck at home having a long, dull evening. Franky's reading a self-help book to me—he was when you called—'Marriage for Beginners. A Guide to Happiness,' that's the title. But I doubt the guy who wrote it ever had a real wife."
"Probably not. Margot, pet, I can't possibly lunch with you to-morrow!"
"Probably not. Margot, I’m sorry, but I really can't have lunch with you tomorrow!"
"Don't say you back out because of the book! Fits has got it now under the sofa." Fits was Franky's lady bull-terrier. "And by the time she's done with it there won't be much left. Say you'll come!" Margot urged. "Franky's got to test a new car—so Rhona Helvellyn's coming with two or three Militant pals of hers. I'll give you lobster Américaine and cold lamb in mint aspic—and strawberry mousse. There!"
"Don't bail just because of the book! Fits has it stashed under the sofa." Fits was Franky's bulldog. "By the time she's finished with it, there won't be much left. Just agree to come!" Margot insisted. "Franky's got to test a new car—so Rhona Helvellyn is bringing a few of her Militant friends. I’ll serve you lobster."Américaineand cold lamb in mint jelly—and strawberry mousse. There!
"I'm frightfully sorry, my dinkie, but it simply can't be!"
"I'm really sorry, my friend, but it just isn't possible!"
"What tosh! And we're going to talk over ideas for speeches at the Monster Meeting of Women in October at the Royal Hall. And Rhona has a Grand Slam in the way of surprises—did she say anything to you about the Mansion House Banquet demonstration she's thought of for Monday night?"
"That's ridiculous! We're going to talk about ideas for speeches at the Women's Monster Meeting in October at the Royal Hall. And Rhona has a big surprise in store—did she say anything to you about the Mansion House Banquet demonstration she's thinking about for Monday night?"
"Yes, and I'm down on it—like houses!" declared Patrine. "Is Rhona really spoiling for a taste of skilly and yard-exercise? Don't you get mixed up. Think of Franky reading the paragraphs: 'POPULAR YOUNG PEERESS ON THE SUFFRAGE WAR-PATH. SOCIETY BEAUTY HECKLES THE LORD MAYOR! VISCOUNTESS NORWATER BURSTS UPON BANQUETING BISHOPS, IN THE CHARACTER OF A WOMAN WHO WANTS A VOTE!'"
"Yes, and I completely oppose it—just like with houses!" said Patrine. "Is Rhona really eager to try some cooking and do some yard work? Don’t get it wrong. Picture Franky reading the headlines: 'POPULAR YOUNG PEERESS ON THE SUFFRAGE WAR-PATH. SOCIETY BEAUTY CHALLENGES THE LORD MAYOR! VISCOUNTESS NORWATER INTERRUPTS BANQUETING BISHOPS AS A WOMAN WHO WANTS A VOTE!'"
Patrine called good-bye and rang off, turning with the smile upon her lips to see Sherbrand standing behind her with a long white coat upon his arm.
Patrine said goodbye and hung up, turning with a smile to find Sherbrand standing behind her with a long white coat over his arm.
"I have brought you a wrap. A lady forgot it here the other day. Let me help you to put it on."
"I brought you a wrap. A woman left it here the other day. Let me help you put it on."
Patrine shivered as he drew the large loose garment round her. It was a white Malta blanket-coat, very soft and fleecy and warm.
Patrine shivered as she wrapped the large, loose garment around herself. It was a soft, fluffy, warm white Malta blanket coat.
"Shall we have another turn on the Grounds before the Doctor's car——" Sherbrand was beginning, when the Chief removed the Wireless head-band and came forward.
"Should we take another lap around the Grounds before the Doctor's car——" Sherbrand was beginning to say when the Chief removed the Wireless headband and stepped forward.
"Miss Saxham, I must detain you for a minute, I am afraid."
"Miss Saxham, I need to stop you for a moment, I'm sorry."
Sherbrand went out of the hut. At a sign the pale clerk evaporated. Sir Roland moved nearer to Patrine. How old he looked! she thought.
Sherbrand stepped out of the hut. At a signal, the pale clerk vanished. Sir Roland moved closer to Patrine. Wow, he looked so old! she thought.
"You are done up! Esquinté, aren't you?'
"You're all dressed up! Esquinté, right?"
"I am tired, but neither done up nor the other thing. Miss Saxham, you just now put me in possession of the details of a Suffragist plot. The friend of a friend of yours, backed by some other viragoes of the militant order, intends—I quote your own words!—to a bid for a diet of skilly, and prison-yard exercise, by interrupting the after-dinner speakers at the Mansion House Banquet on Monday night. Kindly let her know from me that the stewards will be prepared to prevent her doing so,—and tell her that women will never make successful conspirators until they learn to hold their tongues! Now, good-night. Your incautiousness has rendered Miss Helvellyn a service. She will bless it one day if she doesn't now."
"I'm tired, but I’m neither fully dressed nor completely casual. Miss Saxham, you just mentioned a Suffragist plot. A friend of a friend of yours, along with some other militant women, plans—I’m quoting you directly!—to push for a strict diet and exercise in the prison yard by interrupting the after-dinner speakers at the Mansion House Banquet on Monday night. Please let her know from me that the stewards will be ready to stop her from doing that—and tell her that women will never be successful at conspiracies until they learn to stay quiet! Now, goodnight. Your carelessness has actually helped Miss Helvellyn. She’ll appreciate it one day, even if she doesn't right now."
He took Patrine's hand in his frank, strong clasp. The haggard lines on the keen bronzed face did not mar the beauty of its kindliness.
He took Patrine's hand in his genuine, strong grip. The weary lines on his sharp, sun-kissed face didn't diminish the warmth of his kindness.
"You have given her a chance. Let's hope she makes the most of it. To herd with the—wild she-asses isn't the way to serve her sex. Rowdiness and shrieking will never get the Vote for Women. Burning down empty country-houses won't land a female Member in the House of Parliament. It isn't Propaganda to—behave like an improper goose. Mind you tell her! That you, Saxham?" as a tall figure came towards them out of the glimmering darkness fitfully splashed by the petrol-flares now burnt down and dying out. "Best take your niece home to Harley Street, she is thoroughly tired. Sherbrand and myself and Mr. Burgin here are good for hours yet."
"You’ve given her a chance. Let’s hope she makes the most of it. Hanging out with the wild women isn’t going to help her cause. Being rowdy and screaming won’t get us the Vote for Women. Burning down abandoned country houses won’t elect a woman to Parliament. Acting like an inappropriate fool isn’t effective activism. Make sure to tell her! You, Saxham?" a tall figure said as they approached from the flickering darkness lit by the petrol flares that were now burning low. "You’d better take your niece home to Harley Street; she’s completely worn out. Sherbrand, Mr. Burgin, and I are good for hours more."
CHAPTER XLII
CHAPTER 42
SAXHAM BREAKS THE NEWS
SAXHAM SHARES THE NEWS
"Owen! ..."
"Owen! ..."
Lynette was dressed in a delicate, filmy black chiffon dinner-gown, and as Saxham's latch-key clicked in the front door-lock and she rose up out of the tail carved armchair that stood beside the large hall fireplace, her paleness seemed to diffuse light, like the whiteness of the moon.
Lynette was wearing a sheer, flowing black chiffon evening gown. As Saxham's key turned in the front door lock and she got up from the decorative armchair next to the big hall fireplace, her pale skin looked like it was glowing, similar to the brightness of the moon.
"Owen ... He is not ... What ..."
"Owen ... He isn't ... What ..."
Her wide bright glance went past the tall wrapped-up figure of Patrine to the taller shape that bulked behind her. No small active boy-form danced in its wake. She put out her arms, groping blindly—swayed and would have fallen, but that Saxham strode past Patrine, caught the slender figure in his powerful embrace, turned and carried his wife away down the short corridor that led to the consulting-room.
Her wide, bright gaze went beyond the tall, wrapped figure of Patrine to the even taller shape looming behind her. There was no small, energetic boy trailing along. She reached out her arms, groping blindly—almost losing her balance—but Saxham stepped past Patrine, caught the slender figure in his strong embrace, turned, and carried his wife down the short hallway that led to the consulting room.
"Miss Pat, my dear! There's cold supper all laid an' ready waitin' in the dining-room. By the Doctor's special orders, and I was to see you eat."
"Miss Pat, my dear! There's a cold dinner ready and waiting for you in the dining room. Following the Doctor's special instructions, I was asked to make sure you eat."
Thus Mrs. Keyse, now for years housekeeper at Harley Street, a little light-haired woman, common of speech and innocent of grammar, but a pearl of price in the Doctor's estimation and her mistress's right hand.
Mrs. Keyse, who had been the housekeeper at Harley Street for years, was a small woman with light hair. She spoke plainly and didn’t concern herself much with grammar, but she was highly valued by the Doctor and was a great support to her mistress.
"Don't say they fed you at 'Endon on 'am and salad an' pigeon-pie. Trash is the word," said Mrs. Keyse, "for resturong pastry, and them there piegeons, if language could be given 'em, would bear me out in what I say."
"Don't tell me they served you ham, salad, and pigeon pie at 'Endon. It's trash, no doubt about it," said Mrs. Keyse. "That pastry is terrible, and if those pigeons could speak, they'd agree with me."
But Patrine refused baked meats, submitting to be escorted to her room and tenderly fussed over by the kind, Cockney-tongued little woman, and yellow-haired pink-cheeked thirteen-year-old Janey, out of whose small triangular face looked the honest grey eyes of W. Keyse.
But Patrine declined the baked meats, letting herself be taken to her room and lovingly looked after by the kind little woman with a Cockney accent and the yellow-haired, rosy-cheeked thirteen-year-old Janey, whose small triangular face displayed the sincere grey eyes of W. Keyse.
Both Mrs. Keyse and Janey had been crying, for Keyse, who acted as the Doctor's chauffeur, had broken bad news in the kitchen-regions. Master Bawne, according to Keyse, had been taken for a trip in one of them Hairos by a German flying-bloke, and it was feared—not having returned or been heard of—that Something or Other had gone wrong.
Both Mrs. Keyse and Janey had been crying because Keyse, who worked as the Doctor's driver, had shared some bad news in the kitchen. Keyse said that Master Bawne had been taken for a ride in one of those Hairos by a German pilot, and there were fears—since he hadn't returned or been heard from—that something had gone wrong.
Mrs. Keyse, a born optimist, rejected the idea of accident or casualty with ringing sniffs of incredulity. Master Bawne, the blessed dear! had prob'ly bin kidnup' by some foreign Nobleman wanting a Nair. Trust a German, Mrs. Keyse would never! having when a young woman in service at Alexandra Crescent, Kentish Town, N.W., been treated something frightful by a young man who travelled in shaving-sets of German silver and other fancy articles of Teuton origin. Keyse must often have heard her mention That There Green?
Mrs. Keyse, a true optimist, laughed off the idea of an accident or misfortune with disbelief. Master Bawne, the sweet child! had probably been taken by some foreign nobleman looking for a servant. Trust a German? Mrs. Keyse absolutely refused! When she was younger, working at Alexandra Crescent, Kentish Town, N.W., she had been treated poorly by a young man who sold shaving sets made of German silver and other fancy items from Germany. Keyse must have often heard her talk about That Green.
Keyse responded, lighting his pipe, for his wife and daughter had accompanied him to their own private parlour in the basement, looking out across the yard to the garage over which Billy and Janey had been born:
Keyse responded, lighting his pipe, while his wife and daughter joined him in their private parlor in the basement, looking out over the yard towards the garage where Billy and Janey had been born.
"Twice a day since you and me stood up before the dodger to git married. But you never tipped me as 'ow the bloke was a bloomin' Fritzer before. 'Ow do you make it out? Switch me on to the notion! 'Cos o' somethink in the German nickel 'e drummed in gettin' into 'im an' affectin' 'is blood?"
"Twice a day since you and I stood in front of the dodger to get married. But you never told me that the guy was a total coward before. How do you explain that? Give me the details! Is it something in the German coin he got that affected his blood?"
Mrs. Keyse, impervious to sarcasm as incapable of grammar, maintained that the subject under discussion had spoke wiv' a Naxent particularly noticeable when upset. Broken English, in moments of passion, with red eyes and white 'air simpular to one o' them Verbenas, had in conjunction with a decided bent towards bigamy, and an appetite for other people's savings, distinguished That There Green.
Mrs. Keyse, unaware of sarcasm and struggling with proper grammar, insisted that the topic being discussed had a noticeable accent, especially when upset. Her broken English during intense moments, along with her red eyes and white hair that resembled a Verbena, along with her clear tendency towards bigamy and a talent for managing others' finances, made That There Green stand out.
W. Keyse and Janey went off to bed, and the other servants, instructed through the Doctor's consulting-room speaking-pipe, shut up the house and retired, all save the night-maid who answered the telephone, and attended to the midnight rings at the hall-door. But Mrs. Keyse did not follow the household. The Doctor and Mrs. Saxham were still shut up together in the consulting-room. Mrs. Keyse owned to herself that she had talked all that rubbage about That There Green and cetra, to hide that her heart was as water in her bosom, and that she trimbled and shook all over after the fashion of them Fancy shapes of Chicken in Haspeck, or Coffin cream, or Blue Mange coloured with Scotch Anneal.
W. Keyse and Janey went to bed, while the other servants, guided by the Doctor's consulting-room intercom, locked up the house and headed to their rooms, except for the night maid who answered the phone and dealt with the late-night knocks at the door. However, Mrs. Keyse didn't join the others. The Doctor and Mrs. Saxham were still closed off together in the consulting room. Mrs. Keyse realized she had been talking on and on about That There Green and such, to hide the fact that her heart felt like water in her chest, and that she was shaking all over like those fancy Chicken in Haspeck dishes, or Coffin cream, or Blue Mange colored with Scotch Anneal.
It grew late and later. The flares on the Flying Ground, many times renewed, had died down to greasy black ash in the scorched and dented buckets, before there was a movement or a sound in the dark consulting-room. Then the woman who sat in the chair sighed, and the long quivering breath she drew, stirred the thick hair of the man who knelt upon the floor before her, holding her in his arms.
Time passed, getting later and later. The flares on the Flying Ground, refueled multiple times, had burned down to greasy black ash in the scorched and dented buckets before anything happened in the dark consultation room. Then the woman sitting in the chair sighed, and the long, shaky breath she took stirred the thick hair of the man kneeling on the floor in front of her, cradling her in his arms.
"Owen!"
"Owen!"
"My wife!"
"My wife!"
The sigh that had escaped her seemed to flutter through the unlighted room like some dusky-winged creature of the darkness. She leaned her face upon his brow, pressing her lips upon the smooth place above the broad meeting eyebrows. The first kiss she had ever given Saxham had been placed just there. Now the sweet lips were cold. He could feel how the delicate white teeth were set behind them. Had she relaxed her grip upon herself he knew she must have cried aloud. Nor could he help her save by his sustaining hold, and the silence of a grief only equalled by her own. Thus they had remained, speechless through the hours; drawn closer than ever by the anguish of mutual loss.
The sigh that escaped her seemed to float through the dark room like a shadowy creature of the night. She rested her face against his forehead, pressing her lips to the smooth skin above his broad eyebrows. The first kiss she had ever given Saxham had landed right there. Now her sweet lips felt cold. He could feel her delicate white teeth pressed together behind them. If she had let go, he knew she would have cried out. He could only hold her close and share in a silence filled with grief that mirrored her own. They remained that way, wordless for hours, drawn closer than ever by the pain of their shared loss.
Now she stirred in Saxham's arms, and spoke collectedly:
Now she adjusted herself in Saxham's arms and spoke calmly:
"Tell me Bawne is not—dead! Give me courage to go on waiting. And yet, do not help me to deceive myself or you, with a false hope."
"Tell me Bawne isn't dead! Give me the strength to keep waiting. And please, don’t let me deceive myself or you with a false sense of hope."
"If the worst had happened," said Saxham, almost appealingly, "should we not have known it?"
"If the worst had happened," Saxham said almost desperately, "wouldn't we have found out by now?"
She breathed between stiff lips, trying to control her shuddering:
She breathed through pursed lips, trying to steady her shaking:
"Twice to-night I have heard him call me: 'Mother!' and then again, 'Mother!' Now I feel"—she closed her eyes and opened them widely, staring through the darkness—"that he is wanting me!—wanting you!—as he never has before. We were always near till now—he could not realise what parting meant!"
"Twice tonight I've heard him call for me: 'Mom!and then again,Mom!"Now I feel"—she closed her eyes and then opened them wide, looking into the darkness—"that he needs me!—needs you!—more than ever. We’ve always been close until now—he can't grasp what being apart truly means!"
She fought with sobs, and the tears she could not keep back fell in the darkness on her husband's face. His own were mingled with them. Perhaps she knew it, as she wiped them away with a touch that was a caress, saying:
She tried to hold back her tears, but the ones she couldn’t stop fell into the darkness on her husband’s face. His tears blended with hers. Maybe she felt it as she wiped them away with a gentle touch, saying:
"We must not give in! We must not fail him! To abandon hope too soon would be to fail!"
"We can’t give up! We can’t let him down! Losing hope too soon would be a failure!"
Courage had come to her with the paling of the stars and the greying in the East that meant the dayspring. She was full of solicitude for Saxham's weariness, as he rose up stiffly as a knight who has watched his armour through the long hours, kneeling on the threshold of the Sanctuary, and knows with the waning of the flame in the lamp before the Tabernacle that his vigil is over and done.
Courage came with the dimming of the stars and the brightening of the East that marked the arrival of dawn. She was really worried about Saxham's exhaustion as he rose stiffly like a knight who had been awake all night in his armor, kneeling at the entrance of the Sanctuary, understanding that with the fading glow of the lamp before the Tabernacle, his watch was finally over.
"You are tired—so tired! Dear Owen, go to bed now, if only for an hour or two. There will be news of him very soon now—there must be news!"
You're so tired—really exhausted! Dear Owen, you should go to bed now, even if it's just for an hour or two. You'll hear news about him very soon—therehasto be news!"
Saxham took a delicate fleecy wrap from a chair and put it about her, for she shivered in the raw chill of the unsunned morning air. Then he touched the blind, and it rolled up upon a vista of backyard and garage. The shriek of an engine and the vibrating passage of an early train through Portland Road Tube Railway came into their ears, standing together at the open window, as Dawn in her streaming crocus veil peeped shyly through the vast smoke-bank that broods upon the morning face of London, engendered by the innumerable little fires of those among her five millions who must rise and eat, and go forth to labour ere yet it is fairly day.
Saxham grabbed a soft, fluffy wrap from a chair and wrapped it around her as she shivered in the chilly morning air. Then he touched the blind, and it rolled up, showing a view of the backyard and garage. The loud sound of an engine and the rumble of an early train passing through Portland Road Tube Railway filled their ears as they stood together at the open window, while Dawn, in her flowing crocus veil, peeked shyly through the thick cloud of smoke hanging over London’s morning, created by the countless small fires of those among its five million residents who had to wake up, eat, and head out to work before the day truly began.
"Owen, tell me! What is coming? What is it I feel, here and here?"
"Owen, tell me! What’s happening? What is it that I feel, here and here?"
She turned upon her husband suddenly with the question, touching her brow and heart lightly and fixing on him her widely opened eyes. The haunted look of Beatrice had come back to them. His wife's strange likeness to the Guido portrait in the Barberini Palace Gallery—the tragic face with the wistful eyes, that despite the asseverations of the learned and critical will be associated as long as its canvas hangs together with the Daughter of the Cenci—leaped up in her at this hour to startle him afresh.
She suddenly turned to her husband with a question, gently touching her forehead and heart, and locking her wide-open eyes on him. The troubled expression from Beatrice had come back. At that moment, her striking similarity to the Guido portrait in the Barberini Palace Gallery—the sorrowful face with yearning eyes, which, despite what the experts say, will forever be associated with the Daughter of the Cenci as long as it’s on the canvas—hit him again.
"What is in the air?" she asked. "What changes are taking place about us? What great and horrible Thing is moving,—moving towards us as we stand together here?"
"What’s in the air?" she asked. "What changes are happening around us? What major and frightening thing is coming—coming toward us as we stand here together?"
Saxham's powerful arm went round her protectingly. He answered:
Saxham's strong arm wrapped around her for protection. He said:
"You shall know, my love, my comrade. In confidence—I am permitted to tell you this much. We stand upon the very brink of international War!"
"You need to know, my love, my friend. Trust me—I can tell you this. We're on the brink of an international war!"
She looked at him and in the golden eyes he read courage, endurance and tenderness. Love that would be changeless. Fidelity through life beyond Death to the Life that is for evermore.
She looked at him, and in her golden eyes, he saw bravery, resilience, and kindness. A love that would never waver. Loyalty through life and beyond death to the everlasting life that endures forever.
"You mean that Austro-Hungary will attack Servia, and that Russia will intervene?"
"Are you saying that Austria-Hungary is going to attack Serbia and that Russia will get involved?"
"As Austria intends, no doubt," said Saxham shrugging, "prompted by her Mentor and Ally at Berlin. In him we have a personality blatantly vain, immensely egoistic, feverishly energetic, imbued to the verge of monomania with the idea of his own appointment by the Almighty—as they understand Him in Germany—to be Imperial leader of nations and arbiter of the destinies of Kings!"
"As Austria clearly intends," Saxham said with a shrug, "influenced by her Mentor and Ally in Berlin. In him, we see a person who is openly vain, extremely self-centered, obsessively energetic, and consumed with the belief that he was chosen by the Almighty—as they interpret Him in Germany—to be the Imperial leader of nations and the one who decides the fates of kings!"
He went on:
He continued:
"Suppose the Great Powers of the World a row of straw bee-skeps, susceptible of being upset by a Hohenzollern kick! Will the mailed toe of Imperial Germany refrain from giving it—invading France through the lost Alsace-Lorraine provinces, the moment Austria-Hungary gets to grips with the Russian bear? Britain is France's ally, bound in Honour to support her. Now you understand what vital questions the Chancellories of the world were burning electric light and brain-power and eyesight over, the long night through, while you and I——"
"Picture the Great Powers of the World as a line of straw beehives, easily toppled by a kick from a Hohenzollern! Will the armored boot of Imperial Germany hesitate to do so—invading France through the lost Alsace-Lorraine regions, as soon as Austria-Hungary confronts the Russian bear? Britain is an ally of France, bound by honor to support her. Now you understand the urgent matters that the Chancellories of the world were intensely debating, using electric light, mental effort, and their vision all night long, while you and I——"
She stopped him:
She held him back:
"You make me think!—You have told me—That man who has taken my darling is a German Flying Officer. He may have had some urgent, secret reason for quitting England at once!"
"You make me think!—You told me—The guy who took my sweetheart is a German Flying Officer. He might have had some urgent, secret reason for leaving England so quickly!"
"It is more than probable that he carried dispatches of importance. But I can answer no questions on that point. I should be verging, if I did, on a betrayal of confidence."
"It's very likely that he had important messages with him. But I can't answer any questions about that. If I did, it would break a trust."
Lynette Saxham looked at her husband earnestly, and the change wrought in her by the long night's vigil of sorrow sent a pang through the man's heart. That line of anxiety between the slender eyebrows and the bluish shadows round the golden eyes came to him, like the sorrowful sweetness of the exquisite lips, out of the past.
Lynette Saxham gazed at her husband with intensity, and the impact of the long night of grief struck him like a sharp pain in the heart. The worried crease between her slender eyebrows and the dark circles under her vibrant eyes reminded him of the bittersweet beauty of her delicate lips, evoking memories from the past.
"Why do the Germans hate us?" she asked, and he answered wearily and sombrely:
"Why do the Germans hate us?" she asked, and he answered wearily and earnestly:
"As the nation with which Germany runs neck and neck in military armament, national wealth and influence, Germans pay us British the compliment of dislike. German ambition, spreading rank and high, is checked in the attainment of its ends even by our geographical position. We carry in our veins too large a share of Teutonic blood, to be ingratiating or subservient to our arrogant and domineering neighbours. What hatred is bitterer than racial hatred? Where is enmity deadlier than that one finds existing between women and men of kindred blood?"
"As the country that Germany competes with closely in military strength, wealth, and influence, Germans show us Brits the courtesy of disliking us. German ambition, which is both widespread and driven, is even hindered in reaching its goals by our geographical location. We have too much Teutonic blood in our veins to be sycophantic or submissive to our arrogant and overbearing neighbors. What hatred is more intense than racial hatred? Where is the animosity more dangerous than that between people with shared heritage?"
The face of David, fair and debonair, rose up before Saxham as he said it. Strange! that even while he thanked his stars for David's ancient treachery, the fact of the betrayal should rankle in the Doctor still.
David's charming and handsome face appeared in front of Saxham as he spoke. Strange! Even though the Doctor felt grateful for David's past betrayal, the sting of that betrayal still troubled him.
"Nowhere is there hatred more terrible. Listen, Owen—there is something I want to tell you——"
"Nowhere is hatred more awful. Listen, Owen—there's something I need to tell you——"
Lynette shivered and drew the fleecy shawl more closely about her white bare throat, and the slender shoulders and arms that were revealed through the laces of her filmy dinner-gown:
Lynette shivered and wrapped the soft shawl more tightly around her bare white throat, as well as her slim shoulders and arms that were visible through the lace of her sheer dinner gown:
"In the first days of the Siege of Gueldersdorp, a woman from the native stad, the wife of a Barala herd, who came to the Convent for medicine and soup for a sick piccanin—told the Mother that long before the Orange Free State threw in its lot with the Transvaal—long before Oom Paul and Vader Steyn ordered that all rooinek soldiers sent by Groot Brittanje to South Africa should quit the country—the Barala could not sleep in their kraals at night 'for the going of the creatures.' Not all the creatures of prey—the Eaters of Flesh—the crows and the aasvogels, the wild dogs and jackals, the aard-wolves, and hyænas. But the hartebeest and springbok and prongbuck and rietbuck; with the little gazelles and tiny antelopes, the dassies and hares, and all the shy, wild harmless things that are stalked and shot for what is called sport, by most men and some women—they passed away in multitudes each night until just before the dawn. Even the meerkat and the leopard went, the baboons and snakes and the big lizards. Barala trackers followed the trails North to the Marches of the Okavango—and farther still into the Mabunda country—the woman told us—and their wise men had warned them that it was a teeken of War to come."
In the early days of the Siege of Gueldersdorp, a woman from the nearby town, the wife of a Barala herder, came to the Convent looking for medicine and soup for a sick __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.child—she informed the Mother that well before the Orange Free State joined forces with the Transvaal—long before Oom Paul and Vader Steyn ordered that allforeignSoldiers sent by Great Britain to South Africa should leave the country— the Barala couldn't sleep in their kraals at night.because of the departure of the animalsNot all the predators—the Flesh Eaters—the crows and thevulturesthe wild dogs and jackals, theaardwolves, and hyenas. But the hartebeest, springbok, pronghorn, and rietbuck; along with the small gazelles and tiny antelopes, thedassiesand hares, along with all the timid, harmless wild animals that are hunted for what people call sport, by many men and some women—they disappeared in large numbers every night until just before dawn. Even themeerkatand the leopard departed, along with the baboons, snakes, and large lizards. Barala trackers followed the trails north to the borders of the Okavango—and even further into Mabunda territory—the woman informed us—and their wise men had warned them that it was asignof the upcoming War."
Her wistful eyes strained towards the East, where between the crowded roofs of the vast City and the shadowy purple day-brow, showed a clear wide band of crocus-yellow, melting into exquisite hyacinth-blue.
Her nostalgic eyes looked longingly toward the East, where, between the crowded rooftops of the sprawling City and the shadowy purple sky, there was a clear, wide stripe of crocus-yellow blending into beautiful hyacinth-blue.
"Perhaps I am like the antelope and the hares and the wild-bucks and the other creatures. It may be that this nameless Thing that I have felt coming nearer and nearer is War," said Lynette. Then she winced as though the net had whirled and fallen, and the trident pierced, and cried out irrepressibly: "If so—Bawne will be out there unprotected—in the midst of it! Owen!—do you hear me? How can you stand there so calmly when such a thing may be? How—oh!—how could you consent to his going?"
"Maybe I'm like the antelope, the hares, the wild bucks, and other animals. It seems like this unknown thing I’ve been feeling getting closer and closer is War," Lynette said. Then she flinched as if the net had spun and fallen, and the trident pierced, crying out uncontrollably: "If that’s the case—Bawne will be out there unprotected—right in the middle of it! Owen!—can you hear me? How can you stand there so calmly when something like this might happen? How—oh!—how could you agree to his going?"
Saxham's square face was set like a mask in the stern effort for self-control. He was in spirit with the Navigating Lieutenant on the upper bridge of H.M.S. Rigasamos, hearkening to the drone of an aëroplane struggling against the thrust of a north-west gale.... He heard the double knock of a back-fire, and heard men talking about engine-trouble. Even as he brought himself back to say quietly:
Saxham's square face was set like a mask in a serious effort to keep his composure. He was mentally in sync with the Navigating Lieutenant on the upper bridge of H.M.S.Rigasamos, listening to the sound of an airplane struggling against a northwest wind.... He heard a backfire and men talking about engine problems. As he tuned back in, he said softly:
"I did as you would have done in the same circumstances. If the same voice that spoke to me had virtually said to you: 'Here stands your only son, a child in years and yet a man for England! Will you let him go?' Would you not have consented? If you deny, I shall tell you that I know my wife better than she knows herself!"
"I did what you would have done if you were in my position. If the same voice that spoke to me had essentially said to you: 'Here stands your only son, a child in years but a man for England! Will you let him go?"Wouldn't you agree? If you say you wouldn't, I'll tell you that I know my wife better than she knows herself!"
"'A child in years—a man for England....'" The fold between her slender eyebrows deepened and the delicate sensitive upper-lip lifted, showing the white, slightly irregular teeth. "I do not understand," she said piteously; "Was there any question of an order to be carried out?—a duty to be done?"
'A child in years—a man for England....'" The furrow between her thin eyebrows deepened, and her delicate upper lip curled up, showing her white, slightly uneven teeth. "I don't get it," she said sadly; "Was there any question about an order to follow? —a duty to complete?"
"There was a question to be settled," said Saxham, "involving Bawne's whole future. Here and Hereafter—and the question was this: Whether the son you have given me is worthy of his mother, or whether he has inherited any twist of brain, any degenerate and wretched weakness from the father whom your pure hand saved and led back, my guardian Saint, my heart's beloved!—from the very threshold of the gates of Hell."
"There was a question that needed to be settled," Saxham said, "that affects Bawne's whole future—both here and in the afterlife. The question is this: Is the son you gave me worthy of his mother, or has he inherited some flaw, some unfortunate and miserable weakness from the father whom your pure hand saved and brought back, my guardian Saint, my heart's beloved!—from the very brink of Hell."
"Owen! Don't speak so of yourself. I will not hear it. You had been so wronged—driven beside yourself by misfortune and betrayal. You were not responsible——" She covered the little ears with the slender hands. He took the hands down and kissed them, and held them in his own, as he went on:
"Owen! Stop talking about yourself like that. I won't hear it. You’ve been treated so unfairly—strained by bad luck and betrayal. It's not your fault—" She covered the little ears with her slim hands. He brought her hands down, kissed them, and held them in his own as he carried on:
"That is what I should like to believe. But—the truth is very different. There was—there is still, I suppose—a spot of weakness in me. A bubble of air in the casting—a flaw in the wrought steel." He looked like wrought steel as he spoke; "I had to be sure our boy is sound, mentally and morally as he is physically. Fit—in the fullest and highest sense of the word. Rather than have the doubt," said Saxham, "or the knowledge that confirms the doubt, I would——"
"That's what I want to believe. But the truth is quite different. There was—there still is, I suppose—a weakness in me. A bubble of air in the casting—a flaw in the forged steel." He looked like forged steel as he spoke. "I needed to be sure our son is strong, mentally and morally as well as physically. Fit—in the fullest and highest sense of the word. Instead of living with doubt," said Saxham, "or knowing something that confirms that doubt, I would——"
"No, no!" She tried to free her slender hands, but the Doctor's hold was as inexorable as gentle. "You must not say—that! I cannot bear——"
"No, no!" She attempted to pull her slender hands away, but the Doctor's grip was both firm and gentle. "You must not say—that! I can't handle——"
"Ah, my poor love, you, too, have feared lest the sins of the father might some day be visited on the son!" said Saxham with a strange mingling of pity and sorrow and exultation. "Well, now for your comfort, believe they will not be. Bawne is all yours, Lynette. Young as he is, he has learned to master Self and conquer Fear. Obedience, Duty, and Honour are welded into the metal of his character. If I had not been my boy's father, I should have envied that man—knowing what I have learned to-day. And therefore I do not grudge—I give freely——"
"Oh, my dear, you've also worried that the father's mistakes might eventually impact the son!" Saxham said with a strange blend of pity, sadness, and happiness. "To ease your mind, trust that they won't. Bawne is completely yours, Lynette. Even though he's young, he's learned to control himself and conquer fear. Obedience, duty, and honor are deeply ingrained in his character. If I hadn’t been his father, I would have envied that man—knowing what I know today. So, I don’t hold back—I give freely..."
"You give—you do not grudge——" She suddenly wrenched away her hands and said in a tone that chilled Saxham:
"You give—you don’t hold back—" She abruptly pulled her hands away and said in a tone that shocked Saxham:
"Owen, do you speak like this because you believe Bawne is—dead?"
"Owen, do you speak like this because you believe Bawne is—dead?"
The Doctor made answer:
The Doctor replied:
"I believe that if God so decree our boy will yet be given back to us. As far as knowledge goes—except for one fact I am little wiser than you."
"I believe that if God wants it to happen, our boy will come back to us. When it comes to knowledge—except for one thing, I'm not much smarter than you."
"I must know what that one thing is! You will tell me now, and all!"
"I need to know what that one thing is! You have to tell me everything right now!"
The sun was rushing up over East London in a gloriole of golden fire. To her husband's thought she was like some slender Roman patrician at the stake, as she stood up against the background of flaming splendour, and waited to hear the worst.
The sun was rising rapidly over East London, filling the sky with golden light. To her husband, she looked like a fragile Roman noblewoman about to face execution, standing in front of a stunningly fiery scene, bracing herself for the worst.
CHAPTER XLIII
CHAPTER 43
THE PLUNDERED NEST
THE ROBBED NEST
If that story of the aëroplane over the North Sea in the thickening dark, fighting East against the side-thrust of the nor'-west gale, with the dropping revolutions and the hiccuping engine, had seemed desperate before, it was ghastly now. Saxham's last hope died as he told. When he had done, Lynette said with strange, unnatural composure:
If the story about the airplane over the North Sea in the growing darkness, struggling against the east while facing the powerful northwest wind, with the slowing spins and sputtering engine, had felt desperate before, it seemed terrifying now. Saxham's last hope vanished as he finished telling it. When he was done, Lynette spoke with a strange, unnatural calm:
"Perhaps I have loved our child too much, and that is why he is taken from me.... And yet how can a mother love by measure and by rule? Did Our Lady withhold any part of her love from her Divine Child? Did not the dearest of all earthly mothers say to me—in that waking Vision, the God-given reality of which I have never doubted—'Be to a son of Owen's what I have been to you!'"
"Maybe I’ve loved our child too much, and that’s why he’s been taken from me.... But how can a mother love in moderation or by any measure? Did Our Lady ever hold back any part of her love from her Divine Child? Didn’t the most cherished of all earthly mothers say to me—in that waking Vision, the God-given reality of which I’ve never doubted—'Be to a son of Owen's what I have been to you!'"
Her strained composure gave way. Her face quivered and the tears broke forth. She nipped her trembling lips close and shut her quivering eyelids with her fingers, but the fountains were unsealed, and she wept. Perhaps it was better so. She dried her eyes presently, and yielding to Saxham's persuasions in that she consented to go and lie down, she came into his embrace and laid her arms about his neck and kissed him with wifely tenderness, saying:
Her forced calm disappeared. Her face trembled, and tears streamed down. She bit her shaking lips and pressed her fingers against her trembling eyelids, but the dam broke, and she cried. Maybe it was for the best. After some time, she wiped her eyes, and surrendering to Saxham's encouragement, she agreed to lie down. She stepped into his embrace, wrapped her arms around his neck, and kissed him tenderly, saying:
"I will answer now, what you said a little while ago. You shall see under the only leaf of my heart, Owen, that has ever been folded down over a secret kept from you. When my boy was to be born, and I was weak and suffering, the doubt—the dread, that has haunted and tortured you, assailed me and made me wretched—for a little while. Then I gathered together, jealously, every noble, true and brave thing you had ever done for me or for others; every good deed of kindness, every unselfish tender thought. I asked you to take me with you to visit your poorer patients. I saw their hollow eyes brighten and heard them bless you when you turned from their bedsides to carry comfort and help elsewhere. And I wrote down these things in a book. They shine from its pages like jewels. When I die it was to be given to Bawne.... It will be if he lives to come back to us.... There is a prayer at the end that, in His goodness, God might give me in my boy a man like you!"
I'll respond now to what you said earlier. You'll see one part of my heart, Owen, that I've always kept closed off about a secret I’ve been holding from you. When my son was about to be born and I was feeling weak and in pain, the doubt—the fear that has tormented you—hit me too and made me miserable for a little while. Then I clung tightly to every noble, true, and brave thing you’ve ever done for me or for others; every act of kindness, every selfless and caring thought. I asked you to take me with you to visit your less fortunate patients. I saw their sunken eyes light up and heard them thank you when you left their bedsides to bring comfort and help to others. I wrote these things down in a book. They shine from its pages like jewels. When I die, it was meant to be given to Bawne... It will be if he lives to come back to us... There’s a prayer at the end that, in His goodness, God might give me in my son a man like you!
He went with her to the door and looked after her earnestly as she passed down the corridor out of his sight.
He walked her to the door and watched her intently as she walked down the hallway.
Then he locked himself in, and went back to his chair at the consulting-room table. The bright boy had stood there beside him a few short hours before. He was there now, pleading with a silent voice, coaxing with unseen looks, tugging with invisible hands. He always would be. Though Time softened the mother's anguish of loss, there would be no forgetfulness for Saxham, the grim stern man whose nature was Fidelity. Other children might yet call the Dop Doctor father, but their little fingers would never blur the imprint of the firstborn's babyish hand upon his heart.
Then he locked himself in and returned to his chair at the consulting-room table. The bright boy had been standing there next to him just a few hours ago. He was still there, speaking without words, pleading with unseen glances, tugging with invisible hands. He always would be. Even though time made the mother's pain of loss easier, Saxham, the serious and stern man whose nature was loyalty, would never forget. Other children might one day call the Dop Doctor "dad," but their small fingers would never erase the mark of the firstborn's tiny hand on his heart.
Perhaps you can see the man, wan and haggard and unshaven, trying to attend to the pressing correspondence that had accumulated since the previous noon. Even as, to the shrill crying of the Fleet bugles, a windy grey day broke over the choppy Solent, showing the huge pageant of Sea Power ready for the King.
You might imagine the man, pale and exhausted with stubble on his face, trying to catch up on the urgent letters that stacked up since yesterday. Even as the loud calls of the Fleet bugles echoed, a gloomy grey day appeared over the rough Solent, revealing the impressive show of Sea Power set up for the King.
Down forty-mile avenues of floating steel fortresses one might follow Majesty, with a great muster of Naval sea-planes and aëroplanes manoeuvring somewhat wildly overhead.
Along the forty-mile stretch of floating steel ships, you might glimpse Majesty, surrounded by a large group of naval seaplanes and airplanes flying somewhat chaotically above.
As Saxham sat there with Fate's trident rankling in him, those lights he had spoken of were burning behind closely-curtained windows at the Admiralty and at the Foreign Office, and at the Belgian and German Embassies. In Berlin and Vienna, in Brussels and Paris and St. Petersburg—later to cast off its Teutonic name in loathing and be Petrograd—similar phenomena might have been observed. "Austria was going to take some step," as Prince Lichnowsky had nervously stated to Britain's Foreign Secretary, adding that he regarded the situation as very uncomfortable. And the German Foreign Secretary ingenuously confided to the British Chargé d'Affaires in Berlin that it was the intention of Austria-Hungary to offer Serbia a pill which she could not swallow, in the Note demanding the removal of all officers and functionaries guilty of propaganda against the Dual Monarchy, presented by Baron Giesel at Belgrade, on the 24th of July. The ultimatum was to be accepted or rejected within forty-eight hours, a sweeping proviso, in which one recognises the Hohenzollern touch.
As Saxham sat there with Fate's trident nudging him, the lights he mentioned were shining behind tightly closed curtains at the Admiralty and the Foreign Office, as well as at the Belgian and German Embassies. In Berlin and Vienna, and in Brussels, Paris, and St. Petersburg—later to drop its German name in disgust and become Petrograd—similar scenes could have been seen. "Austria is about to make a move," Prince Lichnowsky nervously told Britain's Foreign Secretary, expressing that he found the situation very unsettling. The German Foreign Secretary naively informed the British Chargé d'Affaires in Berlin that Austria-Hungary planned to present Serbia with a demand it could never accept, in the Note that called for the removal of all officials responsible for propaganda against the Dual Monarchy, which Baron Giesel delivered in Belgrade on July 24th. The ultimatum had to be accepted or rejected within forty-eight hours, a vague requirement that revealed the Hohenzollern influence.
The world trembled on the brink of Armageddon. Men even then were doubtful as to the issue. It might yet, some said, be Peace. But if Man, who arrives at conclusions by intellectual processes, was unsure, not so things that are guided merely by Instinct. Like the wise creatures of Natal and the Transvaal and Bechuanaland in 1900, these knew quite well that War was in the air.
The world was on the brink of disaster. People were uncertain about what would happen next. Some believed there was still hope for peace. But while humans, who depend on logic and reason, were unsure, the animals guided solely by instinct were not. Just like the wise creatures of Natal, the Transvaal, and Bechuanaland in 1900, they could sense that war was on the way.
It is on record that in these days preceding the Great Calamity, huge droves of wild pig, great herds of deer and small bands of the rarer elk, with bears, hares, martens, and foxes, evacuated the forests of Bavaria and South Germany for the mountain fastnesses of Switzerland. Immense flights of birds not usually migratory, partridges, pheasants, grouse, plover, wild-doves and water-fowl went South with the animals. Under cover of night the colossal game-preserves of East Prussia emptied into Poland—their furred and feathered peoples passing into the labyrinthine swamps of the Russian Dnieper and Dniester—spreading the news, sending the alarm before them:
Records indicate that in the days leading up to the Great Calamity, large groups of wild pigs, massive herds of deer, and small packs of rare elk, along with bears, hares, martens, and foxes, abandoned the forests of Bavaria and South Germany in favor of the mountainous safe havens of Switzerland. Huge flocks of typically non-migratory birds, including partridges, pheasants, grouse, plovers, wild doves, and waterfowl, also moved south with the animals. Under the cover of night, the extensive game reserves of East Prussia emptied into Poland, as their furry and feathered inhabitants ventured into the dangerous swamps of the Russian Dnieper and Dniester, spreading the news and raising the alarm as they traveled:
"Man is coming, and with him War!"
"Humans are approaching, and along with them comes War!"
Man was coming. That strange trembling of the earth had warned its creatures, even before the tramp, tramp, tramp of millions of marching feet, the rumbling that betokened the slow but sure approach of Titanic death-engines, told Fine Ears to seek safety in flight, before the cataclysm of human flesh and iron and steel, and chemicals a thousand times more deadly, rolled down to overwhelm, and destroy. Hence through those July nights the sound of rushing wings above, and stealthy pads, and trotting hoofs, and heavy bodies crashing through sedge and brake and underbrush, hardly for a moment ceased. Puffs of sweet wild breath, and musky odours from hidden lairs; tufts of hair upon the thorns, and crowded spoor upon the dust of the forest-paths or the mud of the river-banks, told of their going, to those who were skilled to read such signs. But the same mysterious instinct that urged them to flight, bade the eagle and vulture that prey upon carrion, the raven and owl and crow, the wolf and lynx be on the alert, for the table of Earth would shortly be spread for them as never before in the whole History of War. And their hoarse croaking and hooting and baying and barking answered: War, War, War!
Humans were coming. That odd trembling of the ground had warned all creatures, even before the sound of millions of marching feet and the rumbling indicating the slow but certain approach of massive death-machines, urged Fine Ears to find safety in flight, before the overwhelming force of human flesh, iron, steel, and chemicals thousands of times more lethal moved in to destroy everything. So, throughout those July nights, the sounds of rushing wings overhead, stealthy paws, trotting hooves, and heavy bodies crashing through reeds and underbrush barely paused. Whiffs of sweet wild scents and musky odors from hidden dens; tufts of fur on thorns, and numerous tracks on the dusty forest paths or muddy riverbanks revealed their departure to those skilled in reading such signs. But the same mysterious instinct that drove them to flee also urged the eagle and vulture that feed on carrion, the raven, owl, and crow, the wolf and lynx to stay alert, for soon the Earth would be filled with more food for them than ever before in the entire History of War. And their harsh croaking, hooting, howling, and barking responded: War, War, War!
CHAPTER XLIV
CHAPTER 44
PATRINE REMEMBERS
PATRINE REMEMBERS
Patrine knelt beside the bed in her charming chintz-draped, white-enamelled room at Harley Street, and clumsily thanked God for having taken away von Herrnung. She petitioned that darling Bawne might be quickly found and brought back, and that if he were not, Lynette might not die. And she wound up with 'Our Father,' rather imperfectly remembered, and got into bed wondering whether Sherbrand would be pleased if he could know her not quite as irreligious as she had boasted—and lay revelling drowsily in the comfort of cool lavender-scented linen, until she fell asleep.
Patrine knelt beside the bed in her lovely room decorated with chintz and white enamel on Harley Street, and awkwardly thanked God for taking von Herrnung away. She prayed that dear Bawne would be found quickly and brought back, and if that didn't happen, that Lynette wouldn't die. She finished with the 'Our Father,' which she only half-remembered, and got into bed, wondering if Sherbrand would be pleased to know that she wasn't as irreligious as she had claimed. She lay there happily enjoying the comfort of the cool lavender-scented sheets until she fell asleep.
She had not tasted sleep for nights: age-long nights of broad staring wakefulness. Now Somnos, the gentle brother of Thanatos, took her and lapped her divinely round. She felt herself drifting away on a wide-flowing tide of deep sweet restfulness. Then it was as though an electric light were suddenly switched on in the dark galleries of her brain. Insomnia, the malevolent hag-witch, jests thus merrily with her victims, suffering them to taste sleep, and then whisking the cup away. Like many other practical jests, this ends in breakdown and brain-fever, or drives its victims to the chemist for sleepy drugs, and to the madhouse subsequently.
She hadn’t slept in nights: endless nights of wide-eyed wakefulness. Now Somnos, the gentle brother of Thanatos, took her in warmly. She felt herself drifting away on a soothing wave of deep, sweet rest. Then it felt like a bright light was suddenly turned on in the dark corners of her mind. Insomnia, the cruel witch, plays cruel tricks on its victims, giving them a taste of sleep, only to take it away. Like many other cruel pranks, this leads to collapse and mental breakdown or drives its victims to seek sleep aids from the pharmacy, ultimately ending up in a mental hospital later.
In the middle of the dazzling cocoon-shaped patch of brightness thus created, Patrine recognized the outlines of an ornamental fountain that occupied the centre of the vestibule leading to the supper-room of the Upas Club. Executed in the New Art style of sculpture, of white and black, and tawny marble, it was shaded by tall palms with gilded leaves.
In the middle of the bright, cocoon-shaped space, Patrine saw an ornate fountain at the entrance to the dining room of the Upas Club. Designed in the Art Nouveau style and made from white, black, and tan marble, it was surrounded by tall palm trees with golden leaves.
On low pedestals rising from the rim of the shallow oval basin of the fountain were three nude life-sized shapes delicately tinted, with gilt hair, carmined lips, darkened eyebrows, vague round eyes of pale blue. They had the flattened breasts and narrow hips of masculine adolescence with women's faces and shoulders, arms and thighs. One held a finger hushingly on its lip; another was putting on a black vizard through which its pale eyes peeped slyly, the third was smiling over the rim of a golden drinking-cup. The Three were sharing a pleasant secret between them—or so it had seemed that night to Patrine.
On low pedestals rising from the edge of the shallow oval basin of the fountain stood three life-sized nude figures, softly colored, with golden hair, red lips, dark eyebrows, and vague round pale blue eyes. They had flattened breasts and narrow hips like teenage boys but with women's faces, shoulders, arms, and thighs. One figure held a finger to its lips in a gesture to be quiet; another was putting on a black mask, peeking mischievously through it with its pale eyes, and the third was smiling over the edge of a golden drinking cup. The three appeared to be sharing a pleasant secret among themselves—or at least that's how it had seemed to Patrine that night.
After complying with certain formalities, and paying a heavy fee for admission, Patrine with her friend had passed through to a wonderfully decorated supper-room with a big grill at the end, where white-capped cooks were busy with savoury things. Wind and strings filled the room with great waves of music. Liveried attendants were serving champagne in crystal jugs to men and women seated supping at the daintily-appointed tables. The hot eyes and lividly-pale or purple-flushed faces of many of the revellers, already told their tale of excess.
After finishing the required paperwork and paying a hefty entry fee, Patrine and her friend walked into a beautifully decorated dining room featuring a large grill at one end, where chefs in white hats were busy cooking delicious meals. The sounds of wind and string instruments filled the air with waves of music. Dressed attendants were serving champagne in crystal pitchers to the men and women seated at the elegantly set tables. The eager expressions and the flushed, pale, or purple faces of many of the guests suggested their indulgence.
The champagne at a guinea a jug, a speciality of the Upas, had seemed excellent to Patrine. She was out for enjoyment, and fizz made you feel top-hole. They had supped—was it lobster Américaine or grilled oysters that had preceded the other things?—when there came a change in the music. The unseen orchestra sighing and thrilling forth the amorous phrases of Samson et Dalila, leaped all at once into another familiar theme. To wit, the dance of the Jaguars in the Jungle, with its wail, clang, clash and growl as of strange, discordant, exotic instruments.
The champagne at a guinea a jug, a specialty of the Upas, had seemed excellent to Patrine. She was out to enjoy herself, and the bubbles really made her feel great. They had just finished dinner—was it lobster Américaine or grilled oysters that came first?—when the music changed. The hidden orchestra sighed and played the romantic melodies ofSamson et Dalila, suddenly transitioning into another familiar melody. In particular, the dance of the Jaguars in the Jungle, featuring wails, clinks, clashes, and growls reminiscent of odd, jarring, exotic instruments.
"Drums covered with serpent-skin, gombos of elephant-tusk, human skull-rattles and all the paraphernalia of Voodoo," to quote Lady Beauvayse.
"Drums covered in snake skin, gombos made from elephant tusks, shakers made from human skulls, and all the elements of Voodoo," to quote Lady Beauvayse.
Couples rose, and began passing out through a wide curtained exit at the farther end of the supper-room. The music grew madder. Patrine, laughing, took von Herrnung's offered arm.
Couples stood up and began to exit through a wide curtained doorway at the far end of the dining room. The music grew increasingly chaotic. Patrine, laughing, took von Herrnung's extended arm.
"Now," he told her, "you are going to see something that is very chic! We shall dance in the Hall of the Hundred Pillars!"
"Now," he said to her, "you're about to see something that's reallychic"We're going to dance in the Hall of a Hundred Pillars!"
"How frightfully ripping!" said Patrine.
"How incredibly awesome!" said Patrine.
Thus they joined the mob of people—a singularly quiet mob,—and passed through the heavy, curtained entrance. The much-talked-of Hall was merely a big circular ballroom, lighted by groups of electric lilies, set about with pillars of tinted glass, slanting from a dado of black marble, ending at a broad frieze of black beneath the ceiling-dome. Theatrical and tawdry, gaudy and glittering, the scheme of decoration reminded Patrine of the inside of a solitaire marble. The walls of fierce bright orange were striped in curving oblique and transverse lines of black-and-silver, the silver dome was decorated with similarly curving lines of orange-and-black.
They joined the surprisingly quiet crowd and walked through the heavy, draped entrance. The much-talked-about Hall was just a large circular ballroom, illuminated by clusters of electric lilies and surrounded by pillars made of colored glass, slanting from a black marble dado to a wide black frieze under the dome ceiling. Over-the-top and flashy, bright and shimmering, the decor reminded Patrine of the inside of a solitaire marble. The walls were a vibrant shade of orange, striped with curving diagonal and horizontal lines in black and silver, while the silver dome featured similar curving lines in orange and black.
To the strange barbaric music of the dance from São Paulo men and women were gyrating and posturing, gliding and pausing, as other men and women had done at the Milles Plaisirs. Presently Patrine and her friend were revolving like the others, in the Valse with the hesitations and the Tango steps in it. You had only to know Tango and the thing came easily—or you imagined it did, after so much champagne. Reflected in the wall and ceiling-mirrors the girl had seen herself, twisting and twirling amidst the mob of dancers, with her head thrown back, and her long eyes blazing, and her wide red mouth laughing wantonly, before the black-and-orange-and-silver walls, the silver-and-black-and-orange dome spun giddily round her with the mob of dancers. Dazed, she had shut her eyes. She had felt herself being hurried somewhere—out of the pillared dancing-hall....
To the wild, primal music of the dance from São Paulo, men and women were swaying and striking poses, gliding and stopping, just like others had done at the Milles Plaisirs. Soon, Patrine and her friend were twirling like everyone else, doing the Valse with its pauses and mixing in Tango steps. All you needed was to know the Tango, and it seemed easy—or at least that’s what you thought after all that champagne. Reflected in the mirrors on the walls and ceiling, the girl saw herself twisting and spinning among the crowd of dancers, her head thrown back, her long eyes shining, and her wide red mouth laughing flirtatiously, with the black, orange, and silver walls surrounding her, and the silver, black, and orange dome spinning dizzyingly with the crowd. Feeling dazed, she closed her eyes. She felt like she was being swept away somewhere—out of the pillared dance hall....
She shivered, lying there in the sunshine remembering.... She recalled von Herrnung's face as they had passed out of velvet-curtained, soundless darkness into a tapestry-hung, softly-carpeted corridor. The inner angles of the eyebrows were lifted, the laughing mouth under the red-rolled moustache displayed the big white teeth in a tigerish way. The pupils of his eyes were dilated, the irises pale as water. He had looked at her curiously, and said with a strange accent:
She shivered as she lay there in the sunshine, remembering.... She thought back to von Herrnung's face as they had stepped out of the velvet-curtained, silent darkness into a corridor adorned with tapestries and soft carpets. The inner corners of his eyebrows were raised, and his laughing mouth, framed by a red-rolled mustache, showed his big white teeth in an intense way. His pupils were dilated, and his irises were as pale as water. He looked at her with curiosity and said in a strange accent:
"So, Isis, you are mine now!"
"Alright, Isis, you're mine now!"
"I suppose so!"
"I guess so!"
"I did not suppose so. The experience has been very real for me. Shall we go back—or would you prefer——"
"I didn't think so. The experience has felt really real to me. Should we go back—or would you prefer——"
She said with her face turned from him sullenly:
She said, her face turned away from him, pouting:
"I should prefer to go—to where I live!"
"I would rather go to where I live!"
He had been loth to let her go. Then under a promise of renewal of those strange, shameful, secret relations, he had wrapped her theatre-mantle about her, and helped her arrange her lace scarf about her head, and taken her through a passage back to the vestibule where the three ambiguous statues stood about the central fountain, upon whose restless jet of water played shifting lights of different hues. By some arrangement of those who had planned the Upas, there faced you as you issued with your companion from the furtive side-passage the figure that had its finger on its smiling, carmined lips....
He didn't want to let her go. Then, with a promise to revive their unusual, secretive relationship, he wrapped her theater cloak around her, helped her adjust her lace scarf over her head, and led her through a path back to the entrance where the three vague statues surrounded the central fountain, where the restless water cast shifting lights in different colors. Due to some arrangement by the architects of the Upas, as you and your companion emerged from the hidden side passage, you faced the figure with its finger on its smiling, red lips....
And then—the stale air of London at dawn in midsummer. In the shabby side-street where long ranks of private cars stood waiting, von Herrnung had signalled the chauffeur of one of them—could the man have been the German who had leered at her that day at Hendon?—and then he had put her in, and followed her, and taken her back to Berkeley Square....
And then—the stale air of London at dawn in the middle of summer. In the neglected side street where long lines of private cars were waiting, von Herrnung signaled to the driver of one of them—could the guy have been the German who had stared at her that day at Hendon?—and then he helped her inside, followed her, and took her back to Berkeley Square....
It irked her to remember that she had told to the sleepy manservant who had admitted her at 3 A.M. an absolutely supererogatory falsehood to account for her return at that belated hour. For Lady Beau wouldn't have bothered if you'd arrived with the milkman, so long as you turned up smiling at her bedside with your fountain-pen, and her coroneted paper-pad, when she'd had her early grape-fruit, and roll, and coffee, and was ready to tackle her morning mail.
It frustrated her to realize that she had told the sleepy butler who let her in at 3 A.M. a totally unnecessary lie to justify her late arrival. Lady Beau wouldn’t have minded if you came in with the milkman, as long as you showed up smiling at her bedside with your fountain pen and her fancy paper pad when she finished her early grapefruit, roll, and coffee, and was ready to tackle her morning mail.
Patrine must be discreet. Cautious. Must tell no lies of the unnecessary kind. For even though von Herrnung had been removed, just when his attitude had become formidable and menacing—there might yet be pitfalls of her own digging to brave and shun.
Patrine needs to be careful and cautious. She shouldn't tell any unnecessary lies. Even though von Herrnung has been removed from the situation, especially after his behavior became threatening, there could still be traps of her own making that she needs to navigate and avoid.
Pitfalls ... Perils ... As she lay wakeful, conscious through shut eyelids of the white mouldings of the ceiling her face was turned to, suddenly a keen sharp terror ran her through. She had heard her own voice say to von Herrnung:
Pitfalls... Perils... As she lay awake, sensing through her closed eyelids the white moldings of the ceiling she was facing, a sudden, intense fear struck her. She had heard her own voice say to von Herrnung:
"My God! Can't you understand that I ask nothing better than never to see nor hear of you again!"
"Oh my God! Can't you get that I just want to never see or hear from you again!"
He had mocked her with his hateful smile, and she had not understood.
He had mocked her with his cruel grin, and she hadn't noticed.
"Under no—possible conditions? Just think a bit, my dear! Because—to burn one's boats behind one—that is not prudent at all!"
"Under no circumstances? Just think about it, my dear! Burning your bridges behind you isn’t smart at all!"
And later:
And later:
"You give me to understand that whatever happens—whatever happens—you will have nothing more to do with me?"
"Are you saying that no matter what happens—"no matter what happens"You won't want anything to do with me after this?"
Idiot!—besotted idiot! She leaped up in the bed, visualising the peril, clearly as though a shutter had snapped back within her brain. Horror froze her, realising the shame she might live to bring upon those who loved Patrine. Uncle Owen ... Lynette ... Bawne....
Idiot!—totally ridiculous! She sat up sharply in bed, imagining the danger as if a curtain had just lifted in her mind. Fear froze her as she understood the embarrassment she could cause to those who cared for Patrine. Uncle Owen ... Lynette ... Bawne....
Mildred and Irma were minor considerations, shadowy silhouettes, negative quantities. Neither Irma nor Mildred had ever loved Patrine. Dad had though. Poor, dear Dad! She was glad he wasn't alive now. And Margot ... Would Kittums cut one if—that happened? And—Sherbrand! A blush burned over her, and she flung herself face downwards, burying her scorching face among the pillows, stifling the scream that the sheer torture wrung from her, by nipping a fold of the smooth linen in her teeth.
Mildred and Irma hardly counted; they were just vague figures, unimportant. Neither Irma nor Mildred had ever really loved Patrine. But Dad had. Poor, dear Dad! She felt relieved he wasn’t alive now. And Margot... Would Kittums fall apart if that happened? And—Sherbrand! A flush crept over her, and she threw herself face down, burying her hot face in the pillows, muffling the scream that the unbearable pain made her want to release by biting down on a fold of the smooth linen.
So she lay and writhed on the red-hot griddle of her anguished recollection, until a neat housemaid knocked at the door and brought her morning tea. And as she set down the emptied cup, someone else knocked, and opened the door softly, and Patrine turned—to meet the look of Lynette.
She lay there, caught up in the pain of her memories, until a neat housemaid knocked at the door and brought her morning tea. After setting down the empty cup, someone else knocked, opened the door softly, and Patrine turned—to meet Lynette's gaze.
And then, though her struggling conscience warned her that she was unworthy to be held in arms so pure, she cried out wildly, and felt herself enfolded, and the fierce emotional tumult within her broke forth in wild sobs and drenching tears. She heard herself saying:
And then, even though her guilty conscience told her she didn't deserve to be held in such pure arms, she cried out in desperation and felt the embrace. The intense emotional chaos inside her burst forth in loud sobs and flowing tears. She heard herself saying:
"I would have given my life over and over to have saved you from grief like this!"
"I would have given my life over and over to spare you from this kind of pain!"
And yet these were not the words she would have spoken. We are actors often and often when we least suspect ourselves, even when Calamity with one swift stroke of the scalpel has divided the palpitating flesh and quivering nerves down to the living bone.
And yet these weren't the words she would have used. We often behave like actors, even when we’re not aware of it, even when a disaster has suddenly cut through the flesh and nerves down to the living bone with a quick slice of the scalpel.
"I would have given my life!" she wept, and Lynette seated by the bedside and bending over her, answered tenderly:
"I would have given my life!" she exclaimed, and Lynette, sitting by the bedside and leaning over her, responded softly:
"I know it, my kind heart! You have always loved him. You wished him not to go—you begged Owen not to allow——"
"I know it, my kind heart! You’ve always loved him. You wanted him to stay—you begged Owen not to let——"
There was unutterable loyalty in the breaking of the sentence: "He thought it best. I trust my husband," said the sweet voice. "But yet I thank you, dear one, for your loyalty to me."
There was undeniable loyalty in the pause of the sentence: "He thought it was best. I trust my husband," said the gentle voice. "But still, I appreciate you, my dear, for your loyalty to me."
"Don't touch me! I'm not fit!" Patrine stammered, resisting the mothering, encircling embrace. But the cup of pure sweetness was held to her feverish lips, she craved it too much to thrust it from her. You can see her coming out of the bed in a galumphing outburst of passionate, remorseful tenderness:
"Don't touch me! I'm not okay!" Patrine stammered, pushing away the overly protective hug. But the cup of sweet liquid was brought to her feverish lips; she wanted it too much to push it away. You could see her getting out of bed in a clumsy surge of passionate, regretful tenderness:
"Here is my place!—here!" she gulped out brokenly, hiding her wet face on the elder woman's knees. Together they made a group not unlike Bouguerau's great canvas of the Consolatrix, save that there was no dead, lovely boy lying amidst the scattered petals of the fallen roses on the stone. Perhaps if there had been and the worst known, Bawne Saxham's mother could hardly have suffered more.
"This is my place!—right here!" she said through tears, pressing her face into the older woman's lap. Together, they created a scene that brought to mind Bouguerau's famous painting of the Consolatrix, except there wasn't a dead, beautiful boy lying among the scattered petals of fallen roses on the stone. Maybe if there had been and the worst was accepted, Bawne Saxham's mother wouldn't have felt any more pain.
Not to understand ... not to be sure. To be bereaved, and never to know just how the Beloved was taken from you.... Can there be anything more fantastically horrible than this, the fate of thousands of sorrowing women since the beginning of the Great War?
Not understanding ... not being sure. To grieve and never know exactly how your Loved One was taken from you... Is there anything more unimaginably horrible than this, the experience of thousands of grieving women since the beginning of the Great War?
It was Sunday morning, brilliant and hot even for July weather. The clangour of church-bells mingled with the clashing of milk-cans, and the scent of pot-roses mingled with the hot smell of London in midsummer. Lynette shivered in spite of the sultriness, and looked down at the girl, spilt out at her knees under the meretricious splendour of her dead beech-leaf hair. She did not—how could she?—fathom the secret of such wretchedness, but love and pity flooded her heart, thawed out of its frozen misery by the vital warmth of the contact. She drew the unresisting arms upwards and about her, and lifted the prone head and took it to her bosom, saying:
It was a bright and hot Sunday morning, even for July. The sound of church bells mixed with the clanging of milk cans, and the scent of pot roses combined with the warm smell of London in summer. Lynette shivered despite the heat and looked down at the girl sprawled at her knees beneath the striking allure of her lifeless beech-leaf hair. She couldn’t—how could she?—comprehend the depths of such misery, but love and compassion filled her heart, melting the frozen sadness inside her with the warmth of their connection. She wrapped her arms around her without resistance, lifted the limp head, and brought it to her chest, saying:
"My poor girl! My dear Patrine!"
"My poor girl! My beloved Patrine!"
They were silent awhile. Then Lynette asked, her soft breath stirring the heavy tresses:
They were silent for a moment. Then Lynette asked, her soft breath stirring her thick hair:
"Why did you do this, dearest? Wasn't it sufficiently beautiful?"
"Why did you do this, my dear? Wasn’t it pretty enough?"
Patrine choked out, blazing crimson to the tips of her little ears:
Patrine gasped, her small ears turning bright red:
"No! At least!—It is hideous now and he hated it! I—I had to tell him," a sob and a laugh tangled together, "it was the effect of Paris air!"
"No! At least!—It looks terrible now, and he hated it! I—I had to tell him," a sob and a laugh blended together, "it was the impact of the Paris air!"
Lynette smiled, though the golden eyes were running over: "Bawne thinks so much of you, always!"
Lynette smiled, even though her golden eyes were welling up with tears: "Bawne always thinks so highly of you!"
"I don't deserve that any one should!"
"I don't deserve that from anyone!"
"Nobody shall speak ill before me of any one I care for! Why did you start?"
"Nobody can say anything negative about the people I care about in front of me! What made you get involved?"
For a vision had flashed into the brain of Patrine, of all the world mocking and jeering and vilifying, and Saxham and Lynette upholding and defending David's daughter, who had brought disgrace upon them. She lifted her head and released herself almost roughly from Lynette's embrace. She stooped down and took the hem of Mrs. Saxham's gown and kissed it, and rose up looking wonderfully big and stately, and extraordinarily tall.
A vision suddenly flashed in Patrine's mind, revealing a world that mocked, jeered, and belittled her while Saxham and Lynette defended David's daughter, who had brought shame upon them. She lifted her head and pulled away almost sharply from Lynette's hug. She bent down, kissed the hem of Mrs. Saxham's dress, and stood up, looking impressively grand and unusually tall.
"I love you!" she said in her large warm voice. "You are the best woman I ever met or shall meet, and I am a rotten bad hat! Not worth a penn'orth of monkey-nuts, take my word for it! But—if somebody like you had been my mother—perhaps there'd have been something to show for it to-day."
"I love you!" she said in her deep, warm voice. "You are the best woman I've ever met or will ever meet, and I'm a really awful person! Not worth anything, believe me! But—if someone like you had been my mother—maybe I would have something to show for it today."
Lynette might have replied, but just then through the quiet house, unnaturally still without the boyish voice and the boyish laughter, and the clumping of little thick-soled brogues upon the stairs and in the passages, there sounded the sharp whirring ting-a-ting of the hall telephone-bell. She turned and was gone with no more noise than a thrush makes in departure. Left alone, Patrine threw on her bathrobe over the thin nightgown of revealing transparency, lined with the opulent beauty that captures the desires of men, and looked at her fair reflection in the long cheval-glass, smiling with something of the subtlety of the androgynous genius of the Upas Club fountain—the figure that faced the guests as they entered, tying a vizard over its mocking eyes.
Lynette might have said something, but just then, in the quiet house—unnaturally silent without the cheerful boy's voice, laughter, and the clattering of little shoes on the stairs and in the hall—the sharp ringing of the hall telephone shattered the stillness. She turned and slipped away with hardly a sound, like a departing thrush. Left alone, Patrine put on her bathrobe over her sheer nightgown, which was beautifully alluring, and gazed at her fair reflection in the full-length mirror, smiling with a hint of the cleverness of the androgynous figure from the Upas Club fountain—the one that faced the guests as they arrived, covering its mocking eyes with a visor.
"You're worse even than I thought you!" Patrine said calmly to Patrine, "but now you know what he meant by what he said, you're not going to trust to Chance and Luck. You're going—for Uncle Owen's sake, and Aunt Lynette's, and Bawne's—and Mother's and Irma's and your own—don't pretend you're a victim!—to marry Sherbrand, the Flying Man!"
"You're even worse than I imagined!" Patrine said to Patrine calmly. "But now you get what he meant by what he said. You’re not going to depend on Chance and Luck. You’re going—for Uncle Owen, Aunt Lynette, Bawne, Mom, Irma, and yourself—don't act like you’re a victim!—to marry Sherbrand, the Flying Man!"
Not a notion of any possible or eventual wrong or injury to Sherbrand troubled her conscience. She had yet to develop on the side of moral sensitiveness. Responsibility towards God, and duty towards her neighbour—the sense of these two obligations that are the foundation and cornerstone of Christianity—had not as yet awakened in Patrine.
She had no concerns about any potential wrong or harm to Sherbrand bothering her conscience. Her moral sensitivity still needed development. The feeling of responsibility to God and duty to her neighbor—these two obligations that are the foundation and cornerstone of Christianity—had not yet awakened in Patrine.
She liked Sherbrand. It troubled her more that he had not the cachet of one of the great public Schools, than to know him poor, with his four hundred per annum—as the proverbial church-mouse. But she herself was not altogether penniless. There would be a hundred and fifty pounds a year for Patrine when she married; derived from moneys bequeathed to his daughter's children by Grandpapa Lee Hailey, strictly tied up and protected by various legal provisos, from depredations on the part of the unknown possessive male.
She liked Sherbrand. It bothered her more that he didn’t have thestatusof one of the great public schools than being aware he was poor, with his four hundreda year—like a typical church mouse. But she wasn’t entirely without funds herself. There would be one hundred and fifty pounds a year for Patrine when she got married; this money came from a bequest to his daughter's children from Grandpapa Lee Hailey, which was carefully secured and protected by various legal conditions to prevent any claims from an unknown male.
Five hundred and fifty between them. Anyhow, she told herself, that was better than a jab in the eye with a burnt stick. How soon might the marriage be brought off? One must bend one's energies to the solving of that question. How many sleepless nights—they were horribly unbecoming!—lay between Patrine and Security? The Fear that lurked in her dried her palate at the question. She felt like the runner of a Marathon fainting in sight of the goal.
Five hundred and fifty total. Anyway, she reminded herself that it was better than getting poked in the eye with a burned stick. How soon could the wedding take place? She needed to direct her energy toward figuring that out. How many sleepless nights—so unappealing!—were there between Patrine and Security? The anxiety that loomed over her made her mouth dry just thinking about it. She felt like a marathon runner about to pass out right as she spotted the finish line.
CHAPTER XLV
CHAPTER 45
FLOTSAM FROM THE NORTH SEA
DEBRIS FROM THE NORTH SEA
On Monday morning, July 20th, under a flying double-column of Naval Goody Two Shoes and aëroplanes, the King led forth his Fleets for tactical exercises in the Channel. There were pictures on the screens at the music-halls that night and for many nights after, that evoked from huge audiences tremendous outbursts of patriotic clapping. Hence first blood in the Great War scores to Lil, belonging to the most ancient of all professions—who had accepted the invitation proffered by a Teutonic stranger to join the familiar crowd on the Empire Promenade.
On the morning of Monday, July 20th, beneath a line of Naval Goody Two Shoes and airplanes, the King guided his Fleets for tactical drills in the Channel. That night, and for many nights after, images were shown on screens in theaters, causing large audiences to break into loud patriotic applause. Thus, the first blood in the Great War belongs to Lil, from the oldest profession in the world—who had accepted an invitation from a Teutonic stranger to join the familiar crowd on the Empire Promenade.
The German paid for drinks. A friend joined him. There were more drinks, and the two men began to talk, discussing the ultimatum expected from Austria-Hungary, and the inevitable refusal of Belgrade to eat Vienna humble-pie. War with Russia must ensue. They were cheering in Berlin that night for Krieg mit Russland.
The German paid for the drinks. A friend joined him. They had more drinks, and the two men began talking, discussing the.ultimatumexpected from Austria-Hungary, and the inevitable refusal of Belgrade to yield to Vienna. War with Russia was destined to occur. That night, they were celebrating in Berlin forKrieg mit Russland.
"It must come sometime," said Lil's patron in an undertone to his crony. "Why then should it not happen now?"
"It has to happen eventually," Lil's patron whispered to his friend. "So why not let it happen now?"
"War with Russia means war with France!" the other returned in the same key.
"A war with Russia means a war with France!" the other person responded in the same tone.
"And war with France a reckoning with these pig-dogs!" snarled Lil's temporary owner. "If the Serbians and Russes are to be smacked—good! If the French—good also! If the English, a thousand times the better!"
"And the war with France is the perfect moment to settle the score with these filthy dogs!" sneered Lil's temporary owner. "If we need to take care of the Serbians and Russians—fantastic! If it's the French—perfect! And if it's the English, even better a thousand times!"
"Let us hope," said the more placable Teuton, emptying his second liqueur-glass of Kümmel—"that it will not be this time as at the affair of Agadir!"
"Let's hope," said the more laid-back German, taking the last sip from his second glass of Kümmel, "that this time it won't be like what happened at Agadir!"
"We are ready!" said Lil's patron with an oath. "We have seven millions of men ready, and two thousand millions of cartridges, and for shell—one would not have dreamed the world held so much steel packed with super-explosive. No, no! Diesmal wird es nicht sein wie in der Agadir!"
"We're all set!" shouted Lil's supporter, swearing. "We have seven million soldiers ready, two billion rounds of ammunition, and as for shells—it's hard to believe the world has that much steel loaded with super-explosive. No, no!"This time it won't be like in Agadir!"
He inquired as they left the bar and moved to where Lil, steeped in the Pictures, was standing at the front of the Promenade:
He asked as they left the bar and walked to where Lil, absorbed in the Pictures, was standing at the front of the Promenade:
"What are these Gottverflucht jackasses braying about?"
"What are these goddamn jackasses braying about?"
The jackasses were lustily cheering the portrait of Admiral Sir John Rushworth Jellicoe, Commander-in-Chief of the Grand Fleet—now flung upon the screen. And the jackasses got upon their feet with a sound as though the packed house were tumbling to pieces, and the Orchestra changed on the final bar of "Rule Britannia!" and the more belligerent of the two Teutons leaned over the barricade and hissed malignantly, as wind and strings crashed tumultuously into "God save the King!"
The crowd was cheering excitedly at the image of Admiral Sir John Rushworth Jellicoe, Commander-in-Chief of the Grand Fleet—now showing on the screen. The audience got to their feet, creating a noise that made it seem like the packed venue was about to collapse. The orchestra moved on from the last note of "Rule Britannia!" and the more aggressive of the two Germans leaned over the barrier, hissing with hostility as the brass and strings powerfully merged into "God Save the King!"
The row broke out in the Promenade as the Royal portrait flashed out and faded. A German voice swore shrilly, another expostulated, and a woman screamed and screamed....
The fight broke out on the Promenade as the royal portrait flashed on and off. A German voice shouted angrily, someone else objected, and a woman screamed nonstop.
"'Ere! What's up, what's up now along o' you, young woman?" demanded a burly gold-braided Commissionaire, thrusting through the staring crowd that had gathered. He dragged Lil, still screeching and clawing, from the windpipe of her dishevelled patron, adding, "Do you call this pretty be'aviour? I'm ashamed o' you—I am!"
"Hey! What's happening with you, young lady?" a stocky, gold-braided commissionaire commanded, pushing through the crowd of spectators who had gathered. He yanked Lil away, who was still screaming and scratching, from the throat of her messy patron, saying, "Is this how you behave? I'm embarrassed for you—I truly am!"
"He hissed.... The —— hissed the King!" Lil gasped, scarlet and vituperative and still clawing. "Let me git at 'im! Let me——"
"He hissed... The —— hissed at the King!" Lil exclaimed, her face flushed with anger as she continued scratching. "Let me at him! Let me——"
"No, hold her tight! It is a lie! She is drunk!" snarled the German who had hissed. His necktie, a choice thing in Berlin haberdashery, much sported on the Unter den Linden, was plucked up by the roots, and a broad bleeding scratch adorned his flushed and angry features. But at the suggestion that he should give the offender in charge of the Police, he melted with his companion into the thinnest of thin air, and Lil did not spend the night in the cells at Wine Street Police-Station. There ought to have been a paragraph in the Daily Teller or the Morning Wire, but it was crowded out by the report—in leaded type—of von Herrnung's death and that of the boy, his volunteer passenger, the only son of Dr. Owen Saxham, M.D., F.R.C.S., M.V.O., whose distinguished share in the Defence of Gueldersdorp would always be remembered, etc., etc., even now that the frank, manly, and courageous policy of General Botha had established permanent and solid ties of friendship between the Briton and the Boer.
"No, hold her tight! It's a lie! She's drunk!" growled the German who had hissed. His necktie, a stylish piece from Berlin’s shops, often found on Unter den Linden, was torn off, and a deep bleeding scratch marked his flushed and furious face. But when it was suggested to hand the offender over to the police, he disappeared along with his friend, and Lil didn’t end up spending the night at Wine Street Police Station. There should have been a paragraph in the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Daily Telleror theMorning Wire, but it was overshadowed by the bold report of von Herrnung's death and that of the boy, his volunteer passenger, the only son of Dr. Owen Saxham, M.D., F.R.C.S., M.V.O., whose significant contributions to the Defense of Gueldersdorp would always be remembered, etc., etc., even now that General Botha's direct, courageous, and honorable policy had created strong and lasting friendships between the Britons and the Boers.
A sudden freak, perhaps a private bet, had induced the deceased officer, Captain Count von Herrnung of the Prussian Field Flying Service, son of a distinguished official of the German Imperial Foreign Office, and hero of the two days' flight from Hanover to Paris in the previous April,—to essay the crossing to Germany at a late hour, and in the face of a threatening gale. Another paragraph recorded how the wreck of the monoplane, "Bird of War" (wrongly described as "the property of Fanshaw's Flying School"), "had been found by a passenger-steamer of the Hamburg Line, bound for Newcastle, floating derelict in the North Sea."
A sudden impulse, perhaps a private bet, led the late officer, Captain Count von Herrnung of the Prussian Field Flying Service, who was the son of a high-ranking official in the German Imperial Foreign Office and a celebrated hero for his two-day flight from Hanover to Paris the previous April, to try to cross over to Germany late at night, despite an approaching storm. Another report mentioned that the wreckage of the monoplane, "Bird of War" (incorrectly identified as "the property of Fanshaw's Flying School"), "was found by a passenger steamer from the Hamburg Line headed to Newcastle, drifting abandoned in the North Sea."
A telephone-call followed the ring that had heralded the stroke of Fate's scimitar on that thick bull-neck of Saxham's. He answered it through the roaring in his ears of the North Sea waters that had drowned the boy.
A phone call came right after the ring that marked the strike of Fate's sword on Saxham's thick neck. He answered it despite the overwhelming noise of the North Sea waves that had consumed the boy.
"Are you there?" came in the voice of the friend so toughly tried, so faithfully trusted. "You have heard the report? Your voice tells me you have! Hope, man!—hope!—against everything go on hoping!"
"Are you there?" asked the voice of the friend who had always been reliable. "Have you heard the news? Your voice says you have! Hope, man!—hope!—just keep hoping no matter what!"
The thick slow answer came stumbling over the wire:
The slow, heavy response came awkwardly over the line:
"Have I—grounds for hope?"
"Do I have hope?"
Came the prompt reply:
The quick response came:
"I say yes! Dare to despair, when you hear that from me!"
"I say yes! Go ahead and feel hopeless when you hear that from me!"
"God bless you, General!"
"Bless you, General!"
"Have you—you have not told her?"
"Have you—hold on, you haven't told her?"
Saxham answered, steadying his twitching lips:
Saxham replied, controlling his shaking lips:
"No!—I thought I should like to keep my wife for another hour or two!"
"No! I thought I'd like to keep my wife for another hour or two!"
There was a crisp, sharp order:
There was a distinct, firm order:
"Go to her now, and steel her with this from me—that the aëroplane, when found, had been thoroughly gutted. The First Officer, who is English and one of our men, swears positively to this. The 'Gnome' engine had been taken out of the stirrups, and the gyroscopic hovering-gear removed wholesale. Do you comprehend that this means—a pre-arranged thing? Listen!—I'll pound it into you, confound you! Once—they have been picked up! Twice—they have been picked up! Three times—they have been picked up! Go to your wife and tell her so from me!"
"Go to her now and make sure she hears this from me—that the airplane, when it was found, had been completely stripped. The First Officer, who is English and part of our crew, is sure of this. The 'Gnome' engine had been removed from the mounts, and the gyroscopic hovering gear was completely taken out. Do you understand what this means—it's a planned operation? Listen!—I’m going to drill this into you, you got it? Once—they were picked up! Twice—they were picked up! Three times—they were picked up! Go to your wife and tell her this from me!"
The speaker rang off.
The speaker hung up.
But he knew discouragement. The rapid march of events across the page of History since the Saturday of von Herrnung's flight from Hendon had elicited a check from Official Headquarters.
But he was familiar with discouragement. The rapid developments in history since the Saturday of von Herrnung's escape from Hendon had triggered a reaction from Official Headquarters.
Without signing the book that all visitors must sign, and cooling your heels in the anteroom, you are to be admitted to the private sanctum at the War Office, Whitehall, and the presence of Britain's Secretary of State for War. See him, seated square and upright in a high-backed leather-covered arm-chair behind a big green cloth covered mahogany desk, a thinnish, wide-shouldered man, with a nose of the beaky type, brown crisp hair sprinkled with grey receding from tall sunburned temples, and deep-set smallish blue eyes, a little weakened by much recent poring over State documents by electric-light.
Without signing the visitor's book and waiting in the anteroom, you’ll be taken to the private office at the War Office in Whitehall to meet Britain’s Secretary of State for War. You’ll see him sitting upright in a high-backed leather chair behind a large mahogany desk covered with a big green cloth. He’s a thin, broad-shouldered man with a beaky nose, brown hair lightly speckled with grey, receding from his tall, sunburned temples, and small, deep-set blue eyes that appear slightly tired from recently reviewing State documents under electric light.
The British Government found it incompatible with its present line of Foreign Policy to take steps towards the recovery of the Foulis Papers. For forty-five years their duplicates had lain in safe-keeping at the War Office. They were there now. That was the Minister's chief point.
The British Government considered it incompatible with its current Foreign Policy to take steps to retrieve the Foulis Papers. For forty-five years, copies of these papers have been safely kept at the War Office. They remain there today. That was the Minister's key point.
The Foulis War Engine had never been patented—never acquired by the British War Office. Such distinction or favour as the tenth Earl had received from Government had been conferred in recognition of the dead man's gallant services to his country, not as the reward of his inventive gift. Ergo, the British Government could not concern itself with the theft of the original Plans from Gwyll Castle. To pursue and arrest the thief was the affair of the Head of the Clanronald family. If his lordship chose to drop the matter!—the Colonel's celebrated Parliamentary shrug and smile conveyed the rest.
The Foulis War Engine was never patented—or taken on by the British War Office. The acknowledgment and benefits that the tenth Earl received from the Government were a result of the late man's courageous service to his country, not a recognition of his inventive skills.ThereforeThe British Government couldn't intervene in the theft of the original plans from Gwyll Castle. It was up to the head of the Clanronald family to track down and catch the thief. If his lordship chose to let it go!—the Colonel's well-known Parliamentary shrug and smile said everything.
There was another point still. If the Plans of the War Engine of Clanronald had once been seen by—alien eyes, the possession of the formulas did not matter two pence. The cat that had grown grey in the bag was out of it for good. In the Colonel's opinion—a priceless asset in the highly delicate condition of International Politics—a more formidable document than the Foulis Plan was the Note which was even then being placed by Austria's Representative at Belgrade before the Serbian Council of Ministers. This, in conjunction with Germany's deferred answer to our proposal of a Conference of Representatives of the Great Powers, and the sudden, secret return of the Emperor of Germany to Berlin—"justifies Admiralty orders that have been issued," said the Minister, "directing our First—ahem!—-Battle Fleet, concentrated—as it happens!—at Portland, not to disperse for Manoeuvre Leave."
There was one more thing. If outsiders had ever seen Clanronald's War Engine plans, having the formulas didn't make any difference. The information was out in the open for good. In the Colonel's opinion—a valuable asset in the delicate landscape of International Politics—a more important document than the Foulis Plan was the Note being presented by Austria's Representative in Belgrade to the Serbian Council of Ministers. This, along with Germany's delayed reply to our proposal for a Conference of Representatives of the Great Powers and the unexpected, secret return of the German Emperor to Berlin—"justifies the orders issued by the Admiralty," said the Minister, "instructing our First—ahem!—Battle Fleet, which is currently gathered—conveniently!—at Portland, not to break up for Manoeuvre Leave."
The speaker, who had pushed back his chair and crossed his legs, looked very steadily at Sir Roland as this last sentence very quietly left his thin lips. Not a muscle twitched in the other's lean, keen face. The Minister went on:
The speaker, who had pushed back his chair and crossed his legs, looked intently at Sir Roland as those quiet words came from his thin lips. Not a muscle twitched on the other man's lean, sharp face. The Minister continued:
"Thus I may hope I have made clear to you my view of the situation. As for the Flying-officer, Count von Herrnung—we may presume him to have been—for no doubt he is drowned—a military spy. The German General Staff have a preference for employing men belonging to the higher social circles for work of this kind. Wonderfully organised, their system of strategical and political investigation!"
"I hope I’ve clearly expressed my view on the situation. Regarding the pilot, Count von Herrnung—we can assume he’s gone since he probably drowned—a military spy. The German General Staff favors using people from high social circles for this kind of work. Their approach to strategic and political investigation is extremely organized!"
Sir Roland agreed:
Sir Roland was on board:
"Wonderfully organised, when one goes closely into its ramifications—tracing and following them to their Headquarters in a certain underground office at the Wilhelmstrasse! But they fail in one thing. The kind of operations they contemplate can usually be deduced from the line of their reconnaissance!"
"It's incredibly organized; if you take a closer look at the details, you can trace them back to their headquarters in an underground office on Wilhelmstrasse! However, they do have one weakness. The kinds of operations they are planning can usually be guessed based on the direction of their reconnaissance!"
"And yet in the instance under consideration," hinted the Minister, "Count von Herrnung's intention of commandeering a machine from the Hendon Flying Ground seems to have been fairly well disguised!"
"But in the case we're discussing," the Minister suggested, "Count von Herrnung's plan to take a machine from the Hendon Flying Ground appears to have been kept pretty well under wraps!"
"Pardon me!" opposed Sir Roland, with quiet assurance. "He had no such intention when he arrived at Hendon. His orders were conveyed to him on the ground! And the haste with which he was got out of England with the brown satchel proves that his superiors did not dare to delay even for the precautionary measures, and that no copies nor photographs have been made of the Foulis MSS. and plans! Take it from me that the cat, if she has not already got to Germany, remains in the brown bag!"
"Excuse me!" Sir Roland replied confidently. "He didn’t plan that when he arrived in Hendon. His orders were given to him right then and there! The way he was rushed out of England with the brown bag shows that his superiors were too scared to take even the most basic safety precautions, meaning no copies or photos were made of the Foulis manuscripts and plans! Believe me, if the cat hasn’t already made it to Germany, it’s still in the brown bag!”
"And the bag is somewhere in the North Sea. But it may be recovered," said the Minister, "with the body of von Herrnung."
"The bag is somewhere in the North Sea. But it can be found," said the Minister, "along with von Herrnung's body."
The General returned, with a deepening of the lines upon his forehead, and at the angles of his mobile nostrils:
The General returned, with deeper wrinkles appearing on his forehead and at the edges of his expressive nostrils:
"It may be recovered, as you say. But if so, it will be found upon the body of the boy." He added, meeting the question in the tired eyes of the other man: "Some objection was made by Mr. Sherbrand—the owner of the now wrecked aëroplane—to von Herrnung's taking the satchel with him in the pilot's pit. So—Mr. Sherbrand informs me—von Herrnung strapped it to the safety-belt that secured Saxham in his seat."
"It might be recoverable, as you mentioned. But"if"It will be found on the boy's body." He continued, meeting the questioning gaze of the other man: "Mr. Sherbrand—the owner of the now-destroyed airplane—objected to von Herrnung taking the satchel with him in the cockpit. So, as Mr. Sherbrand tells me, von Herrnung strapped it to the safety belt that secured Saxham in his seat."
A gleam of interest warmed the frostiness of the Ministerial countenance:
A hint of interest eased the sternness of the Minister's face:
"The boy ... Ah! yes, as I think I mentioned before, I sympathise deeply with the boy's parents. He is a son of a personal friend of your own, I understand?"
"The boy ... Ah! yes, I think I mentioned earlier that I truly sympathize with the boy's parents. He's the son of a personal friend of yours, right?"
"Dr. Saxham, sir, late attached to the Medical Staff at Gueldersdorp."
"Dr. Saxham, sir, recently joined the Medical Staff in Gueldersdorp."
"Saxham—that is the name—and the child is the only one? Most sad and regrettable. And I think the paragraph in the Wire mentioned—one of your Boy Scouts?"
"Saxham—that's the name—and is the child the only one? That's really sad and unfortunate. I think the paragraph in the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__"Wire"Did you mention one of your Boy Scouts?"
"One of my Scouts!" The Chief's bright eyes snapped as he added, "Very much to the honour of his troop. Very greatly to the credit of the Organisation—as I mean to prove to him should he happily survive to return!"
"One of my Scouts!" The Chief's eyes sparkled with excitement as he continued, "What an honor for his troop. A great achievement for the Organization—I'll definitely make sure to highlight that when he returns safely!"
"Indeed? You interest me! Pray tell the story."
"Really? You've got my attention! Please tell me the story."
It was told, succinctly and crisply. He said quite warmly:
It was explained clearly and directly. He said with genuine warmth:
"I could hardly have credited! What pluck and energy! And to dare the thing—on the strength of a second flight! A boy like that should have lived! Good-bye, my dear General!"
"I can hardly believe it! What bravery and energy! And taking that risk—after a second attempt! A kid like that should have made it! Goodbye, my dear General!"
He added, accompanying the visitor to his door:
He said, guiding the visitor to the door:
"These are pleasant summer evenings to be wasted in London! A shower or so—and one could do a great deal of execution with the White Coachman on our Hampshire trout-rivers, sir!"
"These are beautiful summer evenings to enjoy in London! A rain shower or two—and one could accomplish a lot with the White Coachman on our Hampshire trout rivers, sir!"
He spoke like an angler mildly peeved by deprivation of the sport he loved best, and even paused to tap the glass of a barometer hanging by the wainscot, on his way back to the writing-table littered with State papers, in defiance of the thin, shrill summons of the telephone-bell....
He spoke like a fisherman who was a bit frustrated by the absence of the sport he loved most, and even paused to tap on the glass of a barometer hanging on the wall as he walked back to the desk piled high with government papers, ignoring the thin, sharp ring of the phone....
So the General went away, owning to himself that the thing looked desperate. It was better for England that the Plans of the Foulis War Engine should lie at the bottom of the North Sea, but what of his friend, what of his friend's wife?
So the General left, acknowledging that the situation was grim. It was better for England that the Foulis War Engine's plans remained at the bottom of the North Sea, but what about his friend and his friend's wife?
The keen eyes were unwontedly dim as he reached the wide Turkey-carpeted landing, and the messenger caught a snatch of The Flowers o' the Forest whistled in slow time as his hurrying footsteps overtook the General. Would Sir Roland please to go back, was the gist of the message. The Minister had something further to communicate.
His usually sharp eyes seemed unusually dull as he reached the wide landing covered in Turkish carpet, and the messenger noticed a hint ofThe Flowers o' the Forestwhistled softly as his quick steps caught up with the General. The main point of the message was that Sir Roland should return; the Minister had more to talk about.
The War Minister was not alone. Two persons were with him—a tall man in civilian clothes who stood looking out of the window as one who had temporarily removed himself out of earshot, the other a slim and dapper Naval Secretary.
The War Minister wasn't by himself. He had two people with him—a tall man in casual clothes standing by the window, seeming to disengage from the conversation, and a slim and stylish Naval Secretary.
The "something further" proved to be the pith of an Admiralty communication just imparted. Early that morning a British Submarine on North Sea Patrol duty (we will call her E-131), upon returning to the surface to ascertain the cause of defective submergence, had discovered a brown leather lock-strap to be entangled with her aft diving-plane on the starboard side. A leather satchel firmly attached to the other end of the strap was jammed under the plane, and subsequently extricated by one of the men, from the collapsible.
The "something further" ended up being the main focus of a recent Admiralty message. That morning, a British submarine on patrol in the North Sea (let's refer to her as E-131) surfaced to investigate why it had been diving poorly and discovered a brown leather strap caught on its rear diving plane on the right side. A leather satchel, connected to the other end of the strap, was stuck under the plane and was later retrieved by one of the crew members from the collapsible.
Perhaps you can imagine the Lieutenant Commander stooping over the retrieved bit of flotsam, lying under the shaded electric light hanging over the narrow sliding table that pulled out from under his bunk in the officer's cabin—a place of privacy again, the steel bulkhead-doors being shut. For when you submerge they are all thrown wide so that the Commander's eye may traverse the whole length of an elongated engine-room, and see what every man is doing at his particular post, in a single flash.
You can probably imagine the Lieutenant Commander bent over the piece of debris he found, sitting under the dim electric light hanging above the narrow pull-out table from beneath his bunk in the officer's cabin—a private spot again, with the steel bulkhead doors shut. When you’re diving, those doors are all wide open so the Commander can see the entire length of the long engine room and quickly check what everyone is doing at their specific posts.
The Commander's eye was screwed up in the vain endeavour to see under the flap of the locked satchel. He took up the thing and turned it in his hands, while the strap, soaked and twisted by sea-water and engine-power, flapped upon his knees like a long frond of wet seaweed.
The Commander's eye was narrowed in a useless effort to peek beneath the flap of the locked satchel. He picked it up and turned it over in his hands, while the strap, soaked and twisted by seawater and engine power, flapped against his knees like a long piece of wet seaweed.
"Wonder who cut the strap?" Clumsily, as though by a blunt knife wielded by a numb hand—it had been hacked through, and the satchel scratched badly in the process. He went on: "Looks like some rich American globe-trotter's travelling-satchel. No picking these locks! One might negotiate 'em with the oxygen flame-puff—if it wasn't for the risk of damaging the wads of dollar bills that might possibly be inside. Nothing to be done but rip or cut the leather—and that seems to be made strengthy with metal, somehow!" He slipped the lean blade of a penknife between the strongly stitched edges. The satchel proved to be lined with thin plates of aluminium. "As easy to get inside as the Bank of England!" he grumbled, and so it proved, if the Bank of England has ever been negotiated with a bull-head tin-opener.
"Who cut the strap?" he wondered. Clumsily, as if using a dull knife with a numb hand, it had been hacked through, leaving the satchel badly scratched. He continued, "This looks like some rich American traveler's bag. No way to pick these locks! You could try using an oxygen flame—if it weren't for the chance of ruining the stacks of dollar bills that might be inside. The only option is to tear or cut the leather—and it looks like it’s reinforced with metal somehow!" He slipped the thin blade of a penknife between the tightly stitched edges. To his surprise, the satchel was lined with thin sheets of aluminum. "Getting into this is as easy as breaking into the Bank of England!" he grumbled, and it certainly seemed that way, as if the Bank of England could ever be opened with a tin opener.
Inside the leather case lined with aluminium, a little sea-water had penetrated, patching with damp a small antique portfolio of pearly, bossy shark-skin exquisitely painted with birds and foliage by some old-world Japanese master of Art. The quaintly feeble lock, and corner-guards were of bronze, gold-inlaid with scowling fox-masks, and the inevitable chrysanthemum.
Inside the leather case lined with aluminum, a little seawater had leaked in, dampening a small antique portfolio made of shiny shark skin, beautifully decorated with birds and plants by a traditional Japanese master artist. The strangely delicate lock and corner guards were made of bronze, inlaid with gold and featuring scowling fox masks and the familiar chrysanthemum.
The Japanese lock gave at a twist of the penknife-blade and then the portfolio disgorged its loose sheaf of yellowed papers strung together by a clew of faded silken twist. Drawings to scale and plans: sheets of manuscript and pages covered with the symbols used in chemical formulas, scribed in a clear small rounded hand.
The Japanese lock opened with a twist of the penknife blade, and the portfolio spilled out its loose collection of yellowed papers tied together with a piece of worn silk string. There were scale drawings and plans: manuscripts and pages filled with symbols for chemical formulas, all written in a neat, small, rounded handwriting.
"Great Scott!—what's this?"
"Wow!—what's this?"
The ash from the Commander's neglected cigarette fell upon the topside of the precious manuscript. He blew it reverently off, and dug himself into the pile:
The ash from the Commander's neglected cigarette landed on the precious manuscript. He softly blew it off and immersed himself in the pile:
"H'm, hum!"
"Hmm!"
"By Me, Robert Foulis, Seaman, Tenth Earl of Clanronald, G.C.B., Admiral of the Red, Rear-Admiral of the British Fleet, and Marquis of Araman, etc., etc. Invented & Conceived Not in Hatred of Mankind, but in Defence of my Country and the Rights Beloved by Every True Briton——"
"By Me, Robert Foulis, Seaman, Tenth Earl of Clanronald, G.C.B., Admiral of the Red, Rear-Admiral of the British Fleet, and Marquis of Araman, etc., etc. Created & Thought Up Not Out of Hatred for Humanity, but to Protect My Country and the Rights Cherished by Every True Briton——"
"Marvellous old cock! And in 1854, when he was eighty if a day, he offers it for the fifth time to the British Government!"
"An amazing old man! And in 1854, when he was eighty or older, he presented it to the British Government for the fifth time!"
"Busy, Owner? See you've got inside the prize-packet! My Christmas! what is it? Miss Araminta's Diary; 'FOUND AFTER FORTY YEARS!' or 'HOW I BROKE MY ENGAGEMENT WITH THE CURATE!'"
"Busy, Owner? I see you have the prize packet inside! Wow, what is it? Miss Araminta's Diary; 'FOUND AFTER FORTY YEARS!' or 'HOW I BROKE MY ENGAGEMENT WITH THE CURATE!'"
This from a young, exceedingly wet, and dirty Engineer Lieutenant, fresh from an interview with the damaged diving-plane, and smelling potently of castor-oil.
This is a young, very wet, and dirty Engineer Lieutenant who just returned from inspecting the damaged diving plane, and he has a strong smell of castor oil.
The Commander looked up, and strange things were in his eyes.
The Commander looked up, and there was something unusual in his gaze.
"You're pretty wide!" He added, speaking partly to the other man inside the Commander: "Jolly good thing we're on the Home trip. That main motor gives a lot o' trouble, and—suppose some purblind sailing ship crashed into us—and sent us to the bottom with THIS aboard. Great Sea Boots! It makes me crawl all down my back to think of it!"
"You're pretty wide!" he said, partly talking to the other man in the Commander. "Thank goodness we're heading home. That main motor causes a lot of problems, and—what if some careless sailor crashes into us—and sinks us with THIS on board? Good grief! It gives me chills just thinking about it!"
The Second clattered down the steel ladder and filled the doorway with his burly personality.
The Second rushed down the metal ladder and filled the doorway with his impressive presence.
"What makes you crawl? Don't say the leg o' mutton we bought Saturday from the skipper of that Grimsby trawler has gone back on us! Is that what the liar means by fresh meat?"
"What makes you freak out? Don't tell me the leg of mutton we bought on Saturday from that Grimsby trawler skipper has gone bad! Is that what the liar calls fresh meat?"
"If I told you, you'd crawl too. Or you'd think it a case of sunstroke—or D.T. of the deferred kind." The Commander stowed the papers back in the sharkskin case with gingerly carefulness that provoked the query whether he thought he had got hold of a new kind of floating mine, and elicited the retort:
"If I told you, you'd totally freak out too. Or you'd think it was heat exhaustion—or some kind of delayed withdrawal symptoms." The Commander carefully put the papers back in the sharkskin case, making you wonder if he thought he had discovered a new kind of floating mine, which triggered the response:
"I don't think!—I know it!"
"I don't think!—I know!"
No one got anything more out of the speaker, who, presently, declining stewed mutton, whose wholesome savour amply certified to the moral character of the trawler's skipper, went to the Wireless and dispatched a pithy message to the Commander of E-131's particular Coast Defence station, and the news was flashed to Whitehall, to go forth ere long from thence over the world.
No one gained any further insights from the speaker, who, after refusing the stewed mutton—whose tasty aroma backed up the trawler's skipper's good reputation—went to the Wireless and sent a short message to the Commander of E-131's Coast Defence station, and the information was swiftly sent to Whitehall, about to be shared with the world shortly after.
Sir Roland said, with that unwonted cloud dulling his bright eyes, and a certain huskiness of utterance:
Sir Roland said, with an unusual shadow over his bright eyes and a slight heaviness in his voice:
"There's no other solution of the puzzle. Remembering that I had said to him, 'In an emergency, you might do good service to your country by destroying this!' my Scout took the only course open to him—and dumped the satchel into the sea!"
"There’s no other way to solve the puzzle. Remember what I told him, 'In an emergency, you might really help your country by getting rid of this!"My Scout took the only option he had—and threw the satchel into the ocean!"
The Minister admitted with characteristic reticence:
The Minister admitted, as he usually does, with some hesitation:
"Whether I concur with your theory or not, I must admit to you that the report received specifies that the strap had been cut. 'Hacked through' is the actual expression—and the back of the leather outer case scratched as though by a knife."
"Whether I agree with your theory or not, I have to let you know that the report we got says the strap was cut. 'Hacked through' is the exact phrase—and the back of the leather outer case is scratched as if it was done by a knife."
"It is vital that I should examine the strap and see those scratches!"
"I need to check the strap and examine those scratches!"
The Minister answered:
The Minister replied:
"To-morrow morning by twelve o'clock—I can obtain you an opportunity. The recovered valise, or wallet, or satchel, will be brought up to the Admiralty by the officer commanding E-131. She has not yet arrived in harbour. But the Commander will doubtless receive instructions as soon as he reports himself." He continued, gracefully ignoring his previous statement that the Government had decided not to interfere: "In the absence of the Earl of Clanronald, now yachting in Northern waters, it is obligatory that the War Office should take the matter in hand."
"Tomorrow morning by noon, I can get you a chance. The recovered bag will be taken to the Admiralty by the officer in charge of E-131. It hasn't reached the harbor yet. But the Commander will definitely receive instructions as soon as he checks in." He went on, smoothly ignoring his earlier statement that the Government had chosen not to get involved: "With the Earl of Clanronald off yachting in Northern waters, it's essential for the War Office to manage the situation."
The very tall stranger had wheeled, and advanced to Sir Roland with a smile and an outstretched hand of greeting. We know how great a heart beat in its pulses. Its short, hard grip spoke sympathy and understanding, though the voice was harsh and the light grey eyes stared out of the brick-burned, heavily-moustached face with the old sagacious, indomitable regard. He said after a word or two had passed, the Admiralty Secretary temporarily occupying the attention of the War Minister:
The very tall stranger turned and walked over to Sir Roland with a smile and an outstretched hand for a greeting. We can feel the greatness in his heart through his pulse. His short, firm handshake expressed sympathy and understanding, even though his voice was rough and his light gray eyes peered out from a weathered, heavily mustached face with the same wise, unwavering gaze. After exchanging a few words, while the Admiralty Secretary briefly had the War Minister's attention:
"By the way, you will be interested to hear something I have at first-hand from Clanronald. He has been, as perhaps you know, cruising with two ancient cronies, Lord Gaynor and Colonel Kaye, in his steam-yacht Helga, along the Danish West Coast of Jutland. He returns the richer by—what I may term a unique experience!"
"By the way, you'll want to hear something I got straight from Clanronald. As you might know, he's been sailing around with two old friends, Lord Gaynor and Colonel Kaye, on his steam yacht."Helga"… along the Danish West Coast of Jutland. He returns with what I can only describe as a unique experience!"
Sir Roland said, meeting the Sirdar's eyes with great certainty:
Sir Roland said, looking the Sirdar in the eye with total confidence:
"If I may guess at the nature of the experience, I should hazard that it was—an attempt in the kidnapping line?"
"If I had to guess what happened, I'd say it was an attempt at kidnapping."
The other gave his short, gruff laugh:
The other person gave a short, harsh laugh:
"You have hit it. They carry a Wireless installation on the Helga, and sparked the story via Cullercoats to Bredingley, who was stopping a week-end at Doome. The yacht was at anchorage in the outer harbour of Esbjorg, some twenty-eight kilometres from the frontier of Danish-Germany. It was midnight. Everybody on board, including the watch, seems to have been asleep except Clanronald, who was roused by something scraping the side of the yacht. Presently he heard stealthy footsteps on deck, and whispering. He was squatting on his bunk with a brace of loaded revolvers and a Winchester repeating-rifle, when the intruders opened his cabin door!"
You got it. They have a wireless setup on the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Helga, and they started the storyfromCullercoats to Bredingley, who was spending the weekend at Doome. The yacht was anchored in the outer harbor of Esbjorg, about twenty-eight kilometers from the Danish-German border. It was midnight. Everyone on board, including the watch, appeared to be asleep except for Clanronald, who was jolted awake by something scraping against the side of the yacht. Soon, he heard soft footsteps on deck and whispered voices. He was sitting on his bunk with two loaded revolvers and a Winchester repeating rifle when the intruders opened his cabin door!
"Did any of them survive the intrusion? If so, Clanronald has—very much changed!"
"Did any of them make it through the intrusion? If they did, Clanronald has really changed a lot!"
The Sirdar returned, with the quirk of a smile lurking under the heavy moustache whose brown was getting flecked with grey:
The Sirdar returned, a hint of a smile concealed beneath his thick mustache, which was beginning to show some gray streaks:
"Well—the Helga has recently been re-enamelled, and Clanronald is faddy on the point of his new paint. Besides"—the quirk deepened into a laugh—"he thought it would be more useful to take them as live specimens of the kind of material that goes to make up the crew of a German submarine."
"Well—the"Helgahas recently been repainted, and Clanronald is picky about his new colors. "Besides"—the quirk turned into a laugh—"he thought it would be more useful to use them as live examples of the types of people that make up the crew of a German submarine."
They looked at each other, laughing. Sir Roland inquired:
They looked at each other and laughed. Sir Roland asked:
"I venture to hope that while Clanronald was about it—he collected the submarine?"
"I hope that while Clanronald was doing that—he got the submarine?"
"Unfortunately, no! And, very regrettably, the collapsible boat in which the raiders had made their midnight visit was swamped when the two others—there had been four of them!—jumped into her to make off. Presumably they could swim and were picked up by the submarine—Undersea Boat No. 14—according to the testimony of one of the prisoners. The other of whom—an officer and leader of the foray—took poison, and was found dead in the cabin that served for his prison-cell. The other, a mere seaman, is too dazed with terror to be intelligible—according to Clanronald. But the whole thing is interesting!"
"Unfortunately, no! Sadly, the collapsible boat that the raiders used for their midnight visit was swamped when the other two—there were four of them!—jumped in to escape. Presumably, they could swim and were picked up by the submarine—Undersea Boat No. 14—based on the testimony of one of the prisoners. The other one—an officer and the leader of the raid—took poison and was found dead in the cabin that served as his prison cell. The last one, a regular seaman, is too shaken with fear to make any sense, according to Clanronald. But the whole situation is intriguing!"
"Hugely and instructively. As shedding," said the General, "a certain light upon a mystery that baffled the wiseacres in 1913. I refer to the mysterious disappearance of the engineer-inventor Riesl from his cabin aboard a Hamburg Line, Leith-bound steamer. With a contract in his pocket for the supply of crude-oil-consuming marine motor-engines to the Navy of a Power—other than the German Government!"
A lot, and in a very informative way. This clears up a mystery that confused the know-it-alls back in 1913. I'm referring to the unusual disappearance of engineer-inventor Riesl from his cabin on a Hamburg Line steamer bound for Leith. He had a contract in his pocket to provide crude oil-burning marine engines to the Navy of a country—other than the German Government!
"Possibly!—possibly! One never knows what forces are working beneath the surface." The set, brick-dust face and grave sagacious eyes of the great soldier seemed to testify to his complete innocence of anything like a double-entendre.
"Maybe!—maybe! You never know what forces are at play beneath the surface." The serious, brick-red face and wise, thoughtful eyes of the great soldier appeared to reveal his complete unawareness of anything like a __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.double-entendre.
He ended as the War Minister dismissed the secretary from the Admiralty, and turned again to Sir Roland, saying in his most pompous tones:
He finished just as the War Minister sent the secretary from the Admiralty away and turned back to Sir Roland, speaking in his most pompous tone:
"Twelve o'clock to-morrow, then, General. Meanwhile, pray convey to his parents my admiration—in which I feel the First Lord will concur—of the remarkable qualities manifested by young Saxham! Astonishing devotion to duty, and courageous self-reliance! He should have lived!—he would have made a noble man!"
"Tomorrow at twelve o'clock, then, General. In the meantime, please convey my admiration to his parents—I'm sure the First Lord will agree—for the remarkable qualities displayed by young Saxham! His incredible dedication to duty and brave independence! He should have lived! He would have become a great man!"
Came the curt reply:
Received the short response:
"He is alive now! I am convinced of it!"
"He's alive! I know it!"
The Minister gave the speaker a glance of incredulity. It was so very clear to the War Secretary's logical mind that the child and the man were drowned. But the harsh voice of the great Field Marshal, England's most faithful friend, who was to succeed him in his place of power, answered for him:
The Minister gave the speaker a look of disbelief. The War Secretary's logical mind knew that both the child and the man had drowned. But the commanding voice of the esteemed Field Marshal, England's most loyal ally, who was about to take over his role of authority, answered for him:
"One would expect you to stick to your guns, General. Should you prove right before I sail for Egypt, bring him to see me!"
"I expect you to stay firm, General. If you're proven right before I go to Egypt, have him come see me!"
"I promise that, faithfully, my lord."
"I truly promise you, my lord."
They shook hands and parted. It seemed a long week until the morrow when the secret of Robert Foulis came home to roost at Whitehall. But it ended, and twelve o'clock brought that keenly-desired opportunity of examining the cut lock-strap and the empty, knife-scored satchel in the official sanctum of the First Lord Commissioner for the Admiralty, and in the presence of that functionary.
They shook hands and went their separate ways. It felt like a long week until tomorrow when Robert Foulis's secret would finally be revealed at Whitehall. But the wait was over, and at noon, the much-anticipated opportunity arrived to examine the cut lock strap and the empty, knife-scarred satchel in the official office of the First Lord Commissioner for the Admiralty, with that official present.
"There seems—ah!" the First Lord mounted a pair of gold-rimmed pince-nez, "to be something in the nature of an address scratched upon the leather!"
"There seems—ah!" the First Lord put on a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, "to be something like an address scratched into the leather!"
Sir Roland corroborated, after a brief inspection:
Sir Roland confirmed after a quick glance:
"There is, most undoubtedly. And the address is that of the London Headquarters of our Organisation, No. 1000, Victoria Street."
"Sure. The address is our organization's London Headquarters, 1000 Victoria Street."
"Dear me—dear me! Most remarkable! Now here," said the Right Hon. gentleman, breathing asthmatically and twinkling through the gold-framed pebbles, "is something not so easily deciphered. A rude symbol, something like a fleur-de-lis with letters at either side, and a few other meaningless scrawls!"
"Oh wow—oh wow! That's impressive! Now listen," said the Right Honorable gentleman, gasping for breath and looking through his gold-framed glasses, "this is not so simple to understand. It's a rough symbol, something like a"fleur-de-lis"with letters on both sides and some other useless scribbles!"
"It is not a fleur-de-lis," Sir Roland answered, "but a fox-mask, with the number and signature of my Scout. He belonged to the Fox Patrol, 331st London. Here is his troop-number, 22, and here are his initials, B.M.S.—Bawne Mildare Saxham. It is perfectly in order! In this way he would be expected to sign a communication to his fellow-Scout. And the marks below, I can assure you, are not meaningless. They convey that there is trouble of a very definite kind. In addition the arrow, here, taking the top of the satchel for the North as in a map—signifies, 'Road to be followed East.'" He added with a stiffening of the facial muscles that made the keen face as hard as a mask carved in boxwood:
"It’s not a"fleur-de-lis"Sir Roland replied, "but a fox mask, with the number and signature of my Scout. He was part of the Fox Patrol, 331st London. Here’s his troop number, 22, and his initials, B.M.S.—Bawne Mildare Saxham. It’s completely legit! This is how he would sign off on a message to his fellow Scout. And the marks below, I assure you, are significant. They indicate that there is trouble of a very specific kind. Also, the arrow here, pointing to the top of the satchel as North on a map—means, 'Road to be followed East.'" He added, his facial muscles tightening, making his sharp features as hard as a mask carved from boxwood:
"And followed it shall be!"
"And it shall be followed!"
It had been decided amongst those who controlled such matters that the British Public were to be fed with the tale. The tapes began to run out at the newspaper-offices as the General took leave of the First Lord and the War Minister and got into his waiting car, and sped away to Harley Street to tell the Dop Doctor how the Saxham pup had proved worthy of his breed.
It was decided by
The evening papers made great marvel out of the story, and at all the street corners of London and the suburbs broadsheets lined the gutters, proclaiming in huge inky capitals:
The evening newspapers blew the story out of proportion, and at every street corner in London and nearby areas, papers spilled into the gutters, shouting in big bold letters:
"MYSTERIES OF THE SEA. EXTRAORDINARY ATTEMPTED CAPTURE OF BRITISH YACHTSMAN BY PIRATES IN DANISH WATERS! MIRACULOUS RECOVERY OF CLANRONALD WAR-PLAN! SUBMARINE IN NORTH SEA FOULS BAG CONTAINING PRICELESS HEIRLOOM STOLEN FROM GWYLL CASTLE! LAST MESSAGE OF HERO BOY SCOUT!"
"MYSTERIES OF THE SEA. EXTRAORDINARY ATTEMPT TO CAPTURE A BRITISH YACHTSMAN BY PIRATES IN DANISH WATERS! MIRACULOUS RECOVERY OF THE CLANRONALD WAR PLAN! A SUBMARINE IN THE NORTH SEA DISCOVERS A BAG CONTAINING A PRICELESS HEIRLOOM STOLEN FROM GWYLL CASTLE! LAST MESSAGE FROM A HERO BOY SCOUT!"
CHAPTER XLVI
CHAPTER 46
AT NORDEICH WIRELESS
AT NORDEICH WIFI
In the face of the outrunning tide, Undersea Boat No. 18 had nosed her way from Norderney Gat to Nordeich, by the deep-dredged low-water channel of which Luttha had told. The boy had been roused by the kick of a foot shod with a heelless rubber boot, out of a dog-sleep on the vibrating deckplates of the men's cabin, under the white glare of the electric globes. The man who kicked him hauled away the blue blanket, and pitched him his clothes, yet moist and heavy with sea-water, ordering him in broken English to get into them quickly to go ashore.
As the tide came in, Undersea Boat No. 18 had traveled from Norderney Gat to Nordeich, going through the deep-dredged low-water channel that Luttha had mentioned. The boy was jolted awake by a kick from a foot in a heelless rubber boot, interrupting his deep sleep on the vibrating deck of the men's cabin, which was lit by the harsh glare of electric lights. The man who kicked him pulled away the blue blanket and tossed him his clothes, still wet and heavy with seawater, telling him in broken English to hurry up and get dressed to go ashore.
The boy obeyed, stiffly, for he yet ached in every limb from the resuscitative rubbing administered by Petty Officer Stoll and his assistant—and his temples throbbed, and there was a singing in his ears. Perhaps that was from the smell of the petrol! One breathed petrol—devoured tinned meat stew petrol-flavoured, and drank soup and coffee made with petrol—judging by the tang upon the palate—on board the German submarine.
The boy went along with it, but he was still aching all over from the rough treatment he got from Petty Officer Stoll and his assistant. His head was pounding, and his ears were ringing. Maybe it was the smell of the petrol! He had inhaled petrol, eaten canned meat stew that tasted like petrol, and drunk soup and coffee made with petrol—at least that’s what the taste on his tongue suggested—while on board the German submarine.
The hatch at the top of the dripping steel ladder was open, letting in the smell of the sea tanged with the odours of fish and rotten seaweed and sewage. One emerged through the manhole into a strange, windless woolly world. Through a weeping woolly-grey mist, grey, greasy-looking water lapped and licked against a weedy jetty of grey stone alongside which U-18 lay with the fog smoking off her whitey grey painted steel skin. A bluff-bowed galliot, a yacht or two, and some lighters laden with bricks and cement sat on the blue-grey mud of a small harbour; grey and white seagulls were feeding on the mud, gaily-painted row-boats were lying on the shelving beach of weedy sand.
The hatch at the top of the dripping steel ladder was open, allowing the scent of the sea to mix with the smells of fish, rotting seaweed, and sewage. Stepping through the manhole led into a strange, windless, fuzzy world. Through a gloomy, fuzzy-grey mist, grey, greasy-looking water softly washed against a weedy jetty of grey stone where U-18 sat with fog rising off her white-grey painted steel surface. A bluff-bowed galliot, a couple of yachts, and some lighters filled with bricks and cement were resting on the blue-grey mud of a small harbor; grey and white seagulls were foraging in the mud, and brightly painted rowboats were parked on the sloping beach of weedy sand.
To the right-hand a lighthouse or beacon made a yellow blur in the prevailing woolliness. Behind one, the foggy land seemed mixed up with the foggy sea, even as the yellow-white curd mixes with the whey in a dish of rennet. North, the intermittent beam thrown from a lighthouse came and went in sudden winks. Facing to the mainland again, one made out east of the quay an aggregation of tiled roofs and chimneys, and a wooden church-spire with a quaint gilded weathercock. Running south were black and white signal-posts, buffers, and a big, barn-like railway station. Beyond, the fog came down so like a curtain, that the shining metals of the permanent way ran into it and ended as sharply as though they had been cut off.
On the right, a lighthouse created a yellow blur in the thick fog. Behind it, the misty land seemed to merge with the foggy sea, much like the yellow-white curds combine with the whey in a dish of rennet. To the north, the beam from a lighthouse flashed on and off unexpectedly. Looking back toward the mainland, you could see a cluster of tiled roofs and chimneys east of the quay, along with a wooden church spire topped by a charming gilded weathercock. Running south, there were black and white signal posts, buffers, and a large, barn-like railway station. Beyond that, the fog fell like a curtain, causing the shiny metals of the railway to disappear into it, ending as abruptly as if they had been cut off.
There was a trampling of feet on the steel ladder. Heads showed through the manhole, and a rough hand caught the boy by the collar of his pneumatic jacket and jerked him out of his betters' way. Luttha appeared in his panoply of yellow oilskins, passed aft and went up on the platform, where his second officer and another stood together at the rail. Von Herrnung followed, dough-pale, and wearing an old Navy cap in place of his goggled helmet, and a junior officer came after. They brought the tang of schnapps with the smell of their oilskin coats. The boy had seen them drinking and nodding to each other at the narrow table in the officer's cabin, as he had hurried into his clothes.
There was a noise of footsteps on the metal ladder. Heads emerged from the manhole, and a rough hand seized the boy by the collar of his rubber jacket and pulled him out of the way. Luttha appeared in his bright yellow rain gear, walked to the back, and climbed up onto the platform, where his second officer and another person were standing at the railing. Von Herrnung followed, looking pale and wearing an old Navy cap instead of his goggle helmet, with a junior officer behind him. They brought the scent of schnapps along with the smell of their raincoats. The boy had seen them drinking and nodding to each other at the small table in the officer's cabin while he hurried to get dressed.
"Gute Reise! Viel Glück!" Luttha had shouted to von Herrnung, and waved his hand with a heartiness that did not seem quite real.
Safe travels! Good luck!Luttha had called out to von Herrnung, waving his hand with a enthusiasm that didn't feel completely sincere.
"Auf wiedersehen, besten Dank!" von Herrnung had called back to the Commander, and set his foot upon the one-rail gang-plank by which a seaman had connected the submarine with the quay. And then he had drawn it back, as though the salty plank had burned him. For a party of tall grey soldiers with brown boots and belts, and spiked helmets covered with grey stuff like their clothing, came tramping along the quay with bayonets fixed, and halted at a harsh order from their officer—and von Herrnung, with a shiny grey face, and grey lips under his red moustache, had croaked out meaningly to Luttha:
"Goodbye, thank you very much!Von Herrnung shouted back to the Commander as he stepped onto the single-rail gangplank linking the submarine to the dock. Then he quickly pulled his foot back as if the wet plank had burned him. A group of tall, gray soldiers in brown boots and belts, wearing spiked helmets covered in gray fabric like their uniforms, marched along the dock with their bayonets drawn, stopping abruptly at their officer's command. Von Herrnung, with a shiny gray face and gray lips beneath his red mustache, spoke meaningfully to Luttha:
"My thanks for this, Herr Commander! We will settle the score one day!"
"Thanks for this, Commander! We'll get even one day!"
He went on then, and the officer arrested him. And while Bawne stood staring, taking in the scene, another brutal hand had grabbed him by the scruff—lifted him as a boy lifts a puppy—and slung him on to the stones of the quay.
He kept going, and the officer arrested him. As Bawne stood there, watching it all happen, another tough hand grabbed him by the collar—picked him up like a kid picks up a puppy—and tossed him onto the stones of the quay.
"You come with us!" Somebody spoke to him in English. It was von Herrnung, and his eyes were poisonous with hate. "You bear your share in this, Her Dearest." This was a curious nickname by which the Enemy was often to address Bawne. "Where I go you will go also!—do you understand?"
"You’re coming with us!" Someone addressed him in English. It was von Herrnung, and his eyes were filled with hatred. "You will take part in this, Her Dearest." This was a peculiar nickname that the Enemy frequently used for Bawne. "Wherever I go, you will go too! Do you understand?"
The officer said something harshly, making an imperious gesture with his drawn sword, and von Herrnung saluted and fell silently into place between the grey files. Then the party marched along the quay between rows of storehouses with doors painted in broad horizontal stripes of black and white, and passed through a yard and a big open gate at the end of it, with a black and white sentry-box, and a grey-uniformed spike-helmeted sentry on duty outside the gate. The sentry presented arms, and the party swung through, and struck into a wide main-road that crossed the railhead, a sandy road with a dyke at either side of it, that followed the curve of the shore-line east.
The officer spoke sharply, making an authoritative gesture with his drawn sword. Von Herrnung saluted and quietly took his place among the grey-clad ranks. Then the group marched along the quay, flanked by rows of warehouses with doors painted in bold black and white stripes, and passed through a yard and a large open gate at the end, where there was a black and white sentry-box and a sentry in a grey uniform wearing a spike helmet on duty outside. The sentry saluted, and the group proceeded through the gate onto a wide main road that crossed the railhead—a sandy path with a dyke on either side, following the curve of the shoreline to the east.
Beyond the shore-line the North Sea fog came down, blank and drab as an asbestos curtain, waiting a westerly breeze to roll inland and blot out everything. Between shore and road were the clumped houses of the fishing-village, and a church with a wooden spire, shaped like an old-fashioned needle-case. Sand-dunes, covered with sea-holly and bent grass, came up to the road. But on the other side of the road, beyond the dyke, the eye traversed a wide expanse of dead, flat fenland, drained by a many branched creek.
Beyond the shoreline, the North Sea fog rolled in, dull and gray like an asbestos curtain, waiting for a westward breeze to push it inland and blanket everything. Between the shoreline and the road were clusters of houses from the fishing village, along with a church that had a wooden spire, resembling an old-fashioned needle case. Sand dunes, speckled with sea-holly and bent grass, rose up to the road. But on the other side of the road, beyond the embankment, the eye could see a vast expanse of lifeless, flat marshland, drained by a winding creek.
Set in the midst of the fenland were buildings of some kind. One thought of barracks in the same enclosure with a martello tower or a powder-magazine, like that in Hyde Park. But two strange landmarks sticking up into the foggy sky altered the character of the flat-roofed structure of grey stone standing in a wide expanse of gravel enclosed by a strong wooden fence, stained with some drab weather-resisting composition, and entered by an imposing pair of spike-topped gates. A wide dyke full of sluggish water girdled the fence. You crossed by a wooden swing-bridge leading to the big gates. When you approached them by the road that branched from the main-road at right-angles, you realised the immense height of two hollow triangular towers of grey-painted steel latts and girders that straddled over the flat roof of the squat stone building—the shorter tower nosing up three hundred feet into the air, and its big brother more than double that height, sheathing its sharp point amongst the leaden-hued clouds, bellying full of moisture sucked up from the North Sea.
In the middle of the marshy area, there were some buildings that looked like barracks next to a martello tower or a powder magazine, similar to the one in Hyde Park. But two unusual structures rising into the foggy sky changed the atmosphere of the flat-roofed grey stone building sitting in a large gravel area, surrounded by a sturdy wooden fence coated with a dull, weather-resistant finish, entered through an impressive pair of spiked gates. A wide ditch filled with sluggish water surrounded the fence. You crossed a wooden swing bridge to reach the large gates. As you approached them via the road that branched off the main road at a right angle, you noticed the immense height of two hollow triangular towers made of grey-painted steel beams and girders that loomed over the flat roof of the short stone building—the shorter tower reaching three hundred feet high, while its larger counterpart towered more than double that height, its sharp point piercing through the heavy, moisture-laden clouds from the North Sea.
They looked alive to Bawne in a queer ugly way, throwing out their mile-long antennæ to the supporting poles, linking their metal guy-ropes to solid structures of stone and concrete, like colossal web-spinning insects, half-spider, half-mantis, wholly horrible. And they reminded him of the three tall Wireless masts rearing over the Admiralty at Whitehall, and Marconi House, in the Strand, and the little one that straddled over the telegraph-cabin on Fanshaw's Flying Ground. And at the remembrance the salt tears overbrimmed his raw and burning eyelids, blotting out the muscular, vigorous backs of the men who walked in front of him, and his throat felt as choky as though he had swallowed a whole bull's-eye.
They looked oddly alive to Bawne in a creepy way, reaching their long antennas toward the support poles and connecting their metal guy wires to solid stone and concrete structures, like huge web-spinning insects—part spider, part mantis, completely terrifying. They reminded him of the three tall wireless masts towering over the Admiralty at Whitehall, Marconi House in the Strand, and the small one that straddled the telegraph cabin on Fanshaw's Flying Ground. With that memory, salty tears filled his sore, burning eyelids, obscuring the strong, sturdy backs of the men walking ahead of him, and his throat felt as tight as if he had swallowed a whole bull's-eye.
There was a sharp order to halt, and boots marked time on sandy gravel. A grey-uniformed soldier of the two on guard outside the big spike-topped gates, flanked with a black-and-white sentry-box on either side, brought his bayonet to the slope and challenged sharply. A sergeant-major of the party stepped out and answered; the sentry bellowed:
A loud command to halt was heard, and boots stomped on the sandy gravel in sync. A soldier in a gray uniform, one of the two standing guard at the large spiked gates, raised his bayonet and called out sharply. A sergeant-major from the group stepped forward and replied; the guard shouted:
"Raus!"
"Get out!"
And with the ruffle of a side-drum, the gates swung open, the guard turned out of a stone guardhouse within, and the armed party with the prisoner and the boy marched into the gravelled courtyard. The gates shut, and von Herrnung was taken off to a block of buildings distant from the central erection with the Wireless towers. There was a clock over the doorway of the guardhouse. The hands indicated a quarter to four.
As the snare drum played, the gates opened, and the guard stepped out from a stone guardhouse. An armed group with the prisoner and the boy walked into the gravel courtyard. The gates shut behind them, and von Herrnung was taken to a block of buildings away from the main structure with the wireless towers. Above the guardhouse door, there was a clock that read a quarter to four.
Bawne, standing shivering in the morning rawness, heard the infantry officer commanding the party say in a loud, harsh voice that the boy was to be kept close and sharply looked after. Then a heavy hand gripped him roughly by the collar, and the voice belonging to the grip shouted:
Bawne, shivering in the chilly morning air, heard the infantry officer in charge tell the group in a loud, harsh voice that the boy needed to be kept close and monitored closely. Then a strong hand grabbed him roughly by the collar, and the voice that accompanied the grip shouted:
"At the Herr Lieutenant's orders!"
"At the Lieutenant's orders!"
Whereupon the boy was summarily thrust before the gruff-voiced speaker to a shed behind the guardhouse—a shed whose planks were a-tremble at all their lower edges with glittering drops of North Sea fog. He was helped in with a kick, scientifically administered—the big key crashed in the lock—and one was free to sob one's bursting heart out, lying face downwards among the hard, clean, shining straw-trusses that covered the floor of beaten earth. Somehow the tears relieved, and merciful sleep came to the child, and presently he awakened under the oilskin coat that served for bed-covering, to the rustling of the straw under his head, and through one unglazed aperture that admitted light and air, shone a large, lucent moon—in her last quarter, with Saturn, blazing like a great blue diamond, at her pale and silvery side.
The boy was quickly shoved in front of the gruff-voiced speaker into a shed behind the guardhouse—a shed whose wooden planks shook at their lower edges with glimmering drops of North Sea mist. He was helped inside with a precise kick—the large key crashed into the lock—and one was free to cry his heart out, lying face down among the hard, clean, shining straw that covered the dirt floor. Somehow the tears helped, and a comforting sleep came to the child, who soon woke up under the oilskin coat being used as a blanket, to the sound of the straw rustling beneath his head. Through one unglazed opening that let in light and air, a large, bright moon shone—in her last quarter, with Saturn, glowing like a big blue diamond, beside her pale and silvery glow.
In the shed, which had been destined but luckily not used as a kennel for the Adjutant's Pomeranian boar-hound, the boy remained in durance vile for a period of several days. The drills and parades, the buglings and drummings that marked the ordinary course of garrison life, alone enlivened the cramped monotony. He was given coarse food and drink three times a day, and permitted to exercise for half-an-hour in charge of a corporal within the limits of the gravelled courtyard. Soldiers were drilling there on most of these occasions, big men in the brand-new green-grey uniform that seemed a kind of Service kit, and who regarded Bawne with looks of quite incomprehensible malignancy, and when their mouths were not closed by Prussian military discipline, made coarse or beastly jokes at his expense.
In the shed that was intended to be a kennel for the Adjutant's Pomeranian boar-hound but thankfully never got used for that purpose, the boy was stuck in confinement for several days. The drills and parades, along with the bugling and drumming that filled the usual routine of garrison life, were the only things that broke the monotony of his cramped situation. He received bland food and drink three times a day and was allowed to exercise for half an hour under the watch of a corporal in the fenced gravel courtyard. Soldiers practiced there most of the time, large men in brand-new green-grey uniforms that looked like some sort of service outfit, and they stared at Bawne with an unfathomable hostility, making crude or disgusting jokes at his expense when their mouths weren’t silenced by Prussian military discipline.
You are to suppose a pitifully unequal struggle on the part of the boy to maintain decency, cleanliness, and self-respect under these conditions, which would have ended in hopeless lethargy had the Saxham pup sprung from a feebler race. Two things helped him at this juncture. The Rosary he said in his straw lair at night, and certain stimulating reading contained in a sea-stained and grimy-paged Scout's Notebook, that nobody had seen him with, or having seen had thought it worth their while to take away. You can see him on the sixth morning of captivity squatting on his straw, poring over the Alphabet of the Morse Signalling Code, the Rules for First Aid, and so on, following the ten precepts of Scout Law.
You should picture a struggle for the boy to maintain his dignity, cleanliness, and self-respect under these circumstances, which would have turned into total indifference if the Saxham pup had been from a weaker breed. Two things supported him during this crucial moment. The Rosary he recited in his straw nest at night, and some motivational reading he discovered in a sea-soaked and dirty Scout's Notebook, which no one had noticed him with, or if they did, they didn’t think to take it away. You can imagine him on the sixth morning of being trapped, sitting in his straw, studying the Alphabet of the Morse Signalling Code, the Rules for First Aid, and so on, adhering to the ten principles of Scout Law.
"Rule No. 7. A Scout obeys orders of his patrol-leader or scout-master without question."
"Rule No. 7A Scout follows the instructions of their patrol leader or scoutmaster without hesitation.
He nodded his head as he read the words and his heavy eyes brightened. He pushed back the dulled and rumpled hair from his forehead and straightened his hunched back.
He nodded while reading the words, and his tired eyes brightened. He pushed the messy hair off his forehead and sat up straight.
"Rule No. 8. A Scout smiles and whistles under all difficulties...."
"Rule No. 8A Scout maintains a positive attitude and stays optimistic regardless of the challenges.
The smile was bravely forced. He held up his head, filled his lungs with air, inflated his chest, pouted his lips, and began to whistle Rule Britannia. And at the second bar, somebody booted the door heavily and a thick voice bellowed:
He forced a smile. He lifted his head, took a deep breath, puffed out his chest, pressed his lips together, and began to whistle.Rule BritanniaJust at the second bar, someone kicked the door hard and a deep voice shouted:
"Halt den Mund!"
"Shut up!"
It was the voice of the soldier who was Bawne's jailor, and the whistle quavered and broke down. And as the boyish heart swelled to bursting and the irrepressible tears brimmed over, a musical motor-horn, some distance off, sounded clearly and sweetly:
It was the voice of the soldier who was Bawne's jailer, and the whistle quivered and fell silent. As the young heart swelled to the point of bursting and unstoppable tears streamed down, a melodic horn in the distance sounded clear and sweet:
"Ta-rara-ta ra!" And a Prussian officer's voice drowned out the sweetness of the answering echo, shouting:
"Ta-rara-ta ra!" A Prussian officer's voice cut through the sweetness of the echoing response, shouting:
"Achtung! Wache heraus!"
"Attention! Guard out!"
Bugles sounded, side-drums beat, there was a crunching of heavy boots upon stone and gravel, followed by the click of presented arms, and the groaning of the heavy gates swung back. Amidst all these significant noises, you caught the purr and crackle of pneumatic tyres rolling over the wooden bridge into the courtyard. As they stopped short, a bugle sounded imperatively, and hoarse voices gave the order:
Bugles sounded, drums thudded, heavy boots crunched on stone and gravel, followed by the click of arms being presented and the creaking of the heavy gates swinging open. Amid all these significant sounds, you could hear the purr and crackle of pneumatic tires rolling over the wooden bridge into the courtyard. As they stopped, a bugle sounded sharply, and loud voices commanded:
"Helm ab!"
"Hold fast!"
And a multitudinous shout answered—a thick, short, crashing utterance that suggested the fall of a tree. Three trees fell crashing, and then in a little still of awe a sharp, hollow voice answered:
Then a loud shout answered—a deep, harsh sound that reminded me of a tree falling. Three trees fell with a crash, and after a moment of silent awe, a sharp, hollow voice responded:
"Danke, meine Kinden!"
"Thanks, my kids!"
And the boy squatting, listening in the straw, was conscious of a queer tingling sensation that made his hair stiffen on his scalp and sent odd little waves of shuddering down the whole length of his spine. The voice was not melodious or powerful. But it set the nerves on edge, and made you wonder what he could be like—the man to whom it belonged. And the question made a picture in the mind, of a mouth with thin lips that were parched and discoloured, a cruel mouth, matching the harsh and hollow utterance.
The boy crouching in the straw felt a weird tingling sensation that made the hair on his head stand up and sent strange shivers down his spine. The voice wasn't melodic or powerful. But it made everyone uneasy and sparked curiosity about who it belonged to. That curiosity created an image in his mind of a mouth with dry, thin lips that were cracked and discolored, a cruel mouth that matched the harsh and hollow sound of the voice.
The time crawled on and the sun climbed high. It must have been noon or nearly when measured steps approached the shed, and the door was unlocked. This time a non-commissioned officer who had kicked Bawne yesterday caught hold of the boy, hauled him out of the shed, and made at the double towards the squat stone building bestridden by the pair of Wireless towers. Their intolerable shadows, the sun being nearly overhead, barred the big courtyard with wide lateral and diagonal bands and stripes of blackness. It was as though two Brobdingnagian spiders had spun there a pair of webs of incredible size.
Time passed slowly, and the sun climbed high. It had to be around noon when carefully measured footsteps approached the shed, and the door was opened. This time, a non-commissioned officer who had kicked Bawne the day before seized the boy, yanked him out of the shed, and hurried toward the low stone building topped with two Wireless towers. The long shadows from the towers, with the sun almost directly above, cast wide horizontal and diagonal bands of darkness across the large courtyard. It looked like two giant spiders had woven incredibly massive webs there.
There were soldiers on guard with fixed bayonets at the open doors, that led into the square low-ceiled stone vestibule. Before the two wide steps stood a bright yellow motor-car. It was big, roomy, and luxurious, with the Prussian eagle in black and red on both doors. A young officer in field-grey and flat cap sat immovable at the steering-wheel. At a little distance waited two other cars. Their chauffeurs wore a dark blue livery with silver braid and buttons, and these cars were black-enamelled and studiously plain.
Soldiers with fixed bayonets stood guard at the open doors leading into the square, which had a low-ceilinged stone entrance. In front of the two wide steps was a bright yellow car. It was large, roomy, and luxurious, featuring the Prussian eagle in black and red on both doors. A young officer in field-grey and a flat cap remained still at the steering wheel. A short distance away, two other cars were waiting. Their drivers wore dark blue uniforms embellished with silver braids and buttons, and those cars were black and deliberately plain.
Inside the vestibule were more sentries and a small body of soldiers, all with fixed bayonets. Also three dubious individuals in black uniform who might have been detectives or not. They were grouped outside a heavy door on the right hand as you entered. Despite the presence of so many persons a singular quiet reigned. Footfalls made no noise on the floor, presumably of stone, covered with thick, resilient red rubber. There were no windows, light being admitted from overhead by a skylight of thick opaline glass.
Inside the entrance area, there were more guards and a small group of soldiers, all with their bayonets drawn. There were also three suspicious-looking individuals in black uniforms who might have been detectives or something similar. They were gathered outside a heavy door on the right as you entered. Despite the number of people, there was an odd silence. You couldn't hear any footsteps on the floor, which was probably stone but covered with thick, durable red rubber. There were no windows; light came in from above through a skylight made of thick opaline glass.
I have said that quiet reigned, but as the corollary of a sharp harsh voice that talked without cessation. It upbraided, denounced, interrogated; interrupted conjectural answers with contradiction; burst out anew into shrill denunciation, and switched off the current of abuse to pelt its object with questions again. It rasped the nerves. Of the men who heard it some grew pale, others were red and sweated freely. When it broke off in a scream like a vicious stallion's neigh, a susurration of horror passed from one to another of the erect, silent, and rigid men waiting in the vestibule. The neighing scream was followed by a small commotion. The door opened, and a tall, grey-moustached, grey-cloaked cavalry officer, in a silver helmet crested with a perching eagle, demanded—Bawne's little German serving him once more at this juncture:
I noted that it was quiet, but that was only because a loud, harsh voice was constantly speaking. It scolded, accused, questioned, interrupted answers with contradictions, erupted into loud accusations, and then switched back to throwing questions at its victim. It was nerve-wracking. Some of the men listening turned pale, while others flushed and started sweating heavily. When it ended with a scream that sounded like a fierce horse's neigh, a wave of dread spread among the tall, silent, and tense men waiting in the entryway. The neighing scream was followed by a brief commotion. The door opened, and a tall cavalry officer with a gray mustache and gray cloak, wearing a silver helmet with a perched eagle, demanded—Bawne's little German serving him again at this moment: __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__
"Water! Immediately—a glass of water!" and vanished again.
"Water! I need a glass of water right now!" and then vanished again.
An orderly got the water, passing out by another tall door in the centre of the vestibule and coming back with a filled tumbler on a china plate. One of the men in black snatched it from him and knocked officiously. But the harsh shrill voice had begun to rate again, and when the door was opened, a thick-set officer in a spiked infantry helmet, with a glittering gold moustache and sharp blue eyes twinkling through glittering gold pince-nez, waved the water away as though it had never been asked for.
A servant fetched the water, going through another tall door in the middle of the lobby and coming back with a filled glass on a china plate. One of the men in black snatched it from him and knocked impatiently. However, a high-pitched, sharp voice began to scold again, and when the door opened, a stocky officer wearing a spiked infantry helmet, with a shiny gold mustache and bright blue eyes sparkling behind gleaming gold pince-nez, dismissed the water as if it had never been asked for.
"The boy!" he said, in a shrill falsetto whisper. "Seine Majestät wants the boy!"
"The boy!" he said, in a high-pitched whisper.His Majestywants the kid!"
Then it seemed as though twenty zealous hands propelled the boy towards the mysterious room's threshold. The officer in pince-nez grabbed his arm and pulled him briskly in.
Then it felt like twenty eager hands shoved the boy toward the entrance of the mysterious room. The officer in pince-nez grabbed his arm and quickly pulled him inside.
CHAPTER XLVII
CHAPTER 47
THE MAN OF "THE DAY"
THE MAN OF THE DAY
You were in a square, singularly light, though windowless room immediately underneath the lower, pointed end of the biggest Wireless. The room was lighted along the top of the walls on two sides by oblong slabs of thick opaque glass with many ventilators controlled by levers. The huge metal ribs and supports of the colossal steel tower overhead were built deep into the solid stone masonry. Through a massive block of crystal glass—the insulator on which the pointed end of the mast rested, your vision was snatched up—up dizzily—through the vertical labyrinth of metal ribs and girders, until it ended at the inner extremity of the apex, seven hundred and fifty feet above. The shrill song of the wind amongst the steel ribs, and spars, and guy-ropes, whose ends were linked to reinforced steel beams or ground-anchors, sunk in heavy outside foundations of masonry, hardly reached one here. But from the dynamo-room that absorbed the space between this and the second Wireless chamber, you heard the deep moan of the Goldberg Alternator, its rotor speed maintained by a 500 horse-power Krafit engine, sunk, to lessen the tremendous vibration, in a solid steel and cement lined power-house, deep below the level of the soggy ground.
You were in a bright, square room with no windows, located directly beneath the pointed end of the largest Wireless. The room was lit along the top of two walls by long panels of thick, opaque glass with various ventilators controlled by levers. The huge metal beams and supports of the giant steel tower above were firmly embedded in solid stone masonry. Through a large block of crystal glass—the insulator that the pointed end of the mast rested on—your gaze was drawn upward—dizzily—through the vertical maze of metal beams and girders, ending at the inner tip of the apex, seven hundred and fifty feet above. The sharp whistling of the wind among the steel beams, supports, and guy wires, anchored to reinforced steel beams or ground anchors set in heavy external foundations of masonry, barely reached you here. But from the dynamo room, which was between this area and the second Wireless chamber, you could hear the deep rumbling of the Goldberg Alternator, its rotor speed maintained by a 500 horsepower Krafit engine, located in a solid steel and cement-lined powerhouse deep underground to reduce the intense vibrations.
The boy's wide blue eyes took in the wonder and the strangeness of his surroundings. Lightness and whiteness, a ship-shape neatness, a scrupulous freedom from dust, a dazzling polish and burnish on surfaces or knobs or handles of wood, brass, or copper, characterised the place. About the walls were metal cylinders with pipes and induction-coils, frames supporting reels of wire in rows, and brass things like pincers in rows above them; and above these, rows of shining crystal bull's-eyes like port-lights, and yet others with stars and circles of electric bulbs.
The boy's big blue eyes absorbed the wonder and uniqueness of his surroundings. Everything felt bright and white, perfectly organized, completely dust-free, and surfaces like wood, brass, or copper shone with a brilliant polish. The walls were lined with metal cylinders, pipes, and induction coils, frames holding rows of wire reels, and above them, there were rows of shiny crystal bull's-eyes like portholes, along with others adorned with stars and circles of electric bulbs.
At the distant end of the long, light, shining room, the deck-like run of the polished boards was broken by a step leading to a platform where the rigidly-erect figures of three men in dark blue uniform sat at the middle, and at either end of a long narrow table burdened with instruments whose use Bawne partly knew. The midmost operator, sitting with his back to you, wore a head-band with receiver ear-pieces, beyond which his ears, large, thick, and red as quarter-pounds of beefsteak, projected in a singularly grotesque way. The man seated on the right of the table had a paper-pad and pencil, and the man on the left sat in front of a typewriter, with lowered intent eyes and fingers crooked above the keys, as one waiting to type off a Wireless message, and the tingling desire to approach and see the apparatus more closely evoked a wiggle on the part of the boy that was grimly checked by a big hard hand that gripped his arm. This reminded him that he was a prisoner. Like von Herrnung, Bawne thought and—then upon his right he became aware of von Herrnung, green as a drowned man—and with all the stiffening gone out of him—wilting over the supporting arms of two officers of the garrison. And then a voice said something shrilly and harshly—and Saxham's son found himself looking into a pair of steel-blue, shining, flickering eyes, with whites curiously veined with red.
At the far end of the bright, shiny room, the smooth wooden floor had a step leading up to a platform where three men in dark blue uniforms sat at a long, narrow table filled with instruments that Bawne partially recognized. The operator in the middle, facing away from you, wore a headband with receiver earpieces, and beyond that, his large, thick, red ears stuck out in a strangely ridiculous way. The man on the right side of the table had a notepad and pencil, while the man on the left sat in front of a typewriter, his eyes lowered and fingers curled above the keys, as if ready to type out a wireless message. The strong urge to get closer to the equipment made the boy squirm, but a firm hand gripping his arm held him back. This was a reminder that he was a prisoner. He thought of von Herrnung and then noticed von Herrnung on his right, looking as pale as someone who had drowned, all his stiffness gone, slumped over the arms of two garrison officers. Then a voice spoke sharply, and Saxham's son found himself staring into a pair of shining steel-blue eyes, the whites oddly veined with red.
The man to whom the eyes belonged sat immediately facing you, on the opposite side of a big kneehole writing-table with rows of drawers in its pedestals, and official-looking ledgers upon it, also files of papers, dispatch-cases, three big inkstands, and the shining metal pillar of a telephone transmitter, the base of which the officer gripped with his right hand as he leaned forwards, sharply scrutinising you. The hand was large and muscular, with short, thick, crooked fingers, covered with jewelled rings that sparkled in the sun.
The man whose gaze you caught was sitting right across from you at a large writing desk filled with numerous drawers on the sides. The desk was messy with official-looking ledgers, piles of papers, dispatch cases, three large ink wells, and the shiny metal base of a telephone. The officer gripped the base firmly with his right hand as he leaned in, examining you closely. His hand was large and muscular, with short, thick, crooked fingers decorated with sparkling jeweled rings that shone in the sunlight.
Half a dozen other officers stood at some little distance behind the seated personage.... Five out of the six wore the Service dress of grey-green serge, with spiked helmets covered with the same material. Badges, buckles, chain-straps, and the hilts of swords curved or straight were dulled to rigorous uniformity, and belts, gloves, and boots were of earth, not tan-coloured, brown. Thus much Bawne grasped, but of these individualities, save one, he got no clear impression. You were obliged to look at, and think of, the man sitting in the chair.
Half a dozen other officers stood a short distance behind the seated figure. Five out of the six wore gray-green service uniforms with spiked helmets made from the same material. Badges, buckles, chain straps, and sword handles—whether curved or straight—were all kept to a strict uniform appearance, and their belts, gloves, and boots were earth-toned rather than tan or brown. Bawne noticed all this, but besides one officer, he couldn't get a clear impression of the individuals. You were compelled to focus on and think about the man sitting in the chair.
Those strange eyes stung as they fastened on you and sucked at you, somehow making you think of a tiger lurking in a cave of ice. They were shadowed by the peak of a grey-green field-cap, with an edge of vivid crimson showing above its deep band of silver lace, oakleaf and acorn-patterned. He wore a loose grey overcoat with silver buttons, thrown open to reveal a grey-green single-breasted Service jacket with a turn-down collar edged with silver lace and faced with crimson, and a glittering decoration dangling below the hook. But as he was of the short-necked, fleshy type of man, and kept his head well down and thrust forward, staring you out of countenance over a grizzled moustache with upright, bushy ends—and all the light in the room came from overhead, the decoration was obscured by the shadow of his chin. A sharp chin, meagrely modelled, with a cleft in the middle, suggesting petulance and vanity. The chin of a mediocre actor of romantic parts.
Those strange eyes locked onto you, drawing you in, making you think of a tiger hiding in an ice cave. They were partly hidden under the brim of a grey-green field cap, with a vibrant red edge showing above a deep band of silver lace patterned with oak leaves and acorns. He wore a loose grey overcoat with silver buttons, thrown open to reveal a grey-green single-breasted service jacket with a turn-down collar trimmed in silver lace and lined with crimson, and a shiny decoration hanging below the hook. However, since he had a short, thick neck and kept his head down, leaning forward while staring at you over a bushy, grizzled mustache, the overhead light cast a shadow on his chin, hiding the decoration. His chin was sharp and thin with a cleft in the middle, giving off an impression of petulance and vanity. The chin of an average actor playing romantic roles.
"So you are the boy?"
"So, you’re the kid?"
The tobacco-stained teeth in the mouth under the dyed moustache were filled and patched with gold that glittered when he spoke to you. There was a flash of yellow metal now as he added:
The tobacco-stained teeth in the mouth beneath the dyed mustache were filled and patched with gold that sparkled when he spoke to you. There was a flash of yellow metal now as he added:
"You do not answer, no? Come nearer, boy!"
"You're not responding, are you? Come here, kid!"
His legs, short, thick legs in grey riding-breeches and brown boots with beautiful spurs of gold and steel, stuck out towards you under the table. As you stepped out briskly to lessen the distance between you, he pulled the legs back sharply, and a handsome, dark young officer, standing on his right, put out a brown-gloved hand warningly, as though the border of the big Turkey rug on which stood the kneehole writing-table were a frontier-line that must not be crossed.
His short, stocky legs in gray riding pants and brown boots, decorated with elegant gold and steel spurs, jutted out towards you under the table. As you rushed forward to shorten the distance, he quickly pulled his legs back, and a handsome, dark-haired young officer on his right reached out a brown-gloved hand as a warning, as if the edge of the large Turkish rug beneath the writing table was a line that shouldn’t be crossed.
As he did this, the seated man glanced round at him, nodding approval, and the pale, jagged seam of a scar on his left cheek showed plainly against the dark, harsh, fever-dry skin. With the slewing of his head the decoration hanging by a swivel at the collar of his single-breasted Service jacket flashed into the light. Bawne saw a large Maltese Cross eight-pointed and blue-enamelled, having a black eagle, with outspread wings, between each arm. Crossed swords in diamonds were above, surmounted by a diamond Crown Imperial. And a black and white ribbon supported another Cross of plain black edged with silver, at a buttonhole of the Norfolk-cut jacket of grey-green. Possibly the boy had guessed in whose presence he stood, even before the young officer, at an impatient signal from his master, said in excellent English:
As he did this, the man sitting down looked at him, nodding in approval, and the pale, jagged scar on his left cheek stood out against his dark, dry skin. When he turned his head, a decoration hanging from a swivel on the collar of his single-breasted service jacket caught the light. Bawne saw a large, blue-enamelled Maltese Cross with eight points, featuring a black eagle with outspread wings between each arm. Crossed swords set in diamonds were above it, topped by a diamond Crown Imperial. A black and white ribbon held another plain black Cross edged with silver at the buttonhole of the grey-green Norfolk-cut jacket. The boy might have realized whose presence he was in, even before the young officer, responding to an impatient signal from his superior, spoke in excellent English:
"I am commanded to tell you that you are in the presence of the Emperor of Germany."
"I have been asked to let you know that you are in the presence of the Emperor of Germany."
CHAPTER XLVIII
CHAPTER 48
PATRINE IS ENGAGED
PATRINE IS ENGAGED
"Don't tell me—not that you ever have—that there ain't such a thing as Providence!" Thus Franky, after lunch upon the fateful Third of August, from the hearthrug of the drawing room at 00, Cadogan Place. "When," he went on, "just as I'm on the point of sendin' in my papers to please you—good old England kerwumps into War!"
"Don't tell me—though you never have—that there's no such thing as Providence!" Franky said after lunch on that fateful August 3rd, while sitting on the hearthrug in the drawing room at 00, Cadogan Place. "Just when I'm about to hand in my resignation to make you happy—good old England gets pulled into War!"
He continued, as Margot shrugged her small shoulders:
He kept talking while Margot shrugged her small shoulders:
"All right, best child! Bet you twenty to one in gloves it comes off!—as sure as the Austrian monitors were shellin' Belgrade, and the British Cabinet were sittin' on Sunday, and the weekly rags selling like hot cakes, when you and me and the rest of the congregation were slowly oozin' out of Church. Why, the Kaiser and the Tsar have been at loggerheads since Saturday. German troops are swampin' Luxembourg, and the next move will be the Invasion of France. There We come in—and the rest of the big European Powers! Like a row of beehives kicked over!—all the swarms mixed and stingin', and Kittums' little Franky in the middle of the scrum!"
"Okay, best kid! I’ll bet you twenty to one in gloves that it's going to happen! Just like when the Austrian monitors were shelling Belgrade, and the British Cabinet was meeting on Sunday, and the weekly papers were flying off the shelves while you, me, and the rest of the crowd were slowly leaving church. I mean, the Kaiser and the Tsar have been fighting since Saturday. German troops are pouring into Luxembourg, and the next step will be the invasion of France. That's when we come in—and the other major European powers! Like a row of beehives that got knocked over—all the swarms mixed up and stinging, with Kittums' little Franky caught in the middle of it!"
"Why are you so—frightfully keen about it?"
"Why are you so really excited about it?"
Margot's great dark deer-eyes were vaguely troubled. She got up from her writing-table, a lovely thing in Russian tulip-tree, the shelf of which was graced by a row of mascots: Ti-Ti and the jade tree-frog, Jollikins, Gojo, and half a dozen more.
Margot's large, dark doe-like eyes revealed a touch of concern. She rose from her writing desk, a stunning piece crafted from Russian tulip wood, adorned with a row of mascots: Ti-Ti and the jade tree frog, Jollikins, Gojo, and a few others.
"Best child, I'm not keen!" asserted Franky. "But I'm pattin' myself on the back—gloatin' over the knowledge that I'm not a bally Has Been—but a real live soldier—just when I'm likely to be wanted to be one! Switch on?"
"Best kid, I'm not interested!" Franky insisted. "But I'm giving myself a pat on the back—celebrating the fact that I'm not a has-been, but a real live soldier—just when I'm likely to be needed! Ready to go?"
He added, as Margot shook her head: "My grammar's a bit off, but I know what I mean if I can't express it. Here's a telegraph-kid on a red spider. Two to one in cough-drops that yellow screed's for me! Callin' me to Headquarters just as I'd got into my civvy rags to spend the afternoon with my wife!"
He went on, while Margot shook her head: "My grammar isn't perfect, but I understand what I mean even if I can't express it correctly. There's a kid with a telegraph on a red spider. Two to one in cough drops that yellow note is for me! Summoning me to Headquarters just as I got into my comfy clothes to spend the afternoon with my wife!"
The prophecy proved correct. Franky vanished upstairs to peel, plunge into his Guards' uniform, and whirl away, borne by a taxi, into the dim conjectural regions known as Headquarters.
The prophecy ended up being true. Franky went upstairs to change into his Guards' uniform and was then taken away by a taxi to the mysterious, uncertain place called Headquarters.
Margot went back to her desk to re-read a type-written letter from the Secretary of the Krauss and Wolfenbuchel Fraüenklinik at Berlin, counselling the honoured English lady whose introduction, supplied by a former lady-client, was specially satisfactory!—to secure a room at the Institute, by the payment of a moiety of the fee in advance. The crowd of applicants desirous to subject themselves to the wonderful "Purple Dreams" treatment, was so large, the accommodation, by comparison, so restricted, that to follow this course would be the only wise plan. Similar treatment could be obtained in Paris and Brussels, but to ensure success beyond doubt it was wisest to seek it at the German fountainhead. One hundred guineas would secure admission to the Berlin Fraüenklinik. By cheque made payable to the British Agent of Professors Krauss and Wolfenbuchel, Mr. Otto Busch, 000, Cornhill, London, E.C. It would be advisable were the English client to follow her remittance, taking up residence in Berlin within the next few days. Travelling might not be so easy in October, mildly hinted the Secretary of the Institute.
Margot returned to her desk to re-read a typewritten letter from the Secretary of the Krauss and Wolfenbuchel Frauenklinik in Berlin. The letter informed the esteemed English lady, who had been referred by a former client, that it was particularly advisable to secure a room at the Institute by paying part of the fee in advance. There were so many applicants eager to undergo the remarkable "Purple Dreams" treatment, and the available accommodations were so limited that this was the only sensible option. Similar treatments were offered in Paris and Brussels, but to ensure success, it was best to seek it at the original German source. A payment of one hundred guineas would grant her admission to the Berlin Frauenklinik. Payment should be made by cheque to the British Agent of Professors Krauss and Wolfenbuchel, Mr. Otto Busch, 000, Cornhill, London, E.C. It would be wise for the English client to follow up on her payment and move to Berlin within the next few days. Traveling might not be easy in October, the Secretary of the Institute subtly suggested.
Why, bosh! what utter piffle! Good old England wasn't going to toddle into any European War in a hurry, decided Margot. She had had enough bother over the South African biz. Perhaps if Germany was having a rag with Russia, and a tiny bit of a scrap with France, one would have to get a passport, and travel by a different route to Berlin. Perhaps the best thing would be to go now—and stick the boredom of a three months' residence in the Kaiser's capital! Why not? Under the existing circumstances, one would be bored anywhere.
Oh, come on! What nonsense! Good old England wasn’t going to jump into any European War, Margot thought. She had dealt with enough trouble from the South African situation. Maybe if Germany was having a disagreement with Russia and a little conflict with France, one would need a passport and take a different route to Berlin. Maybe the smartest move would be to go now—and put up with three months of boredom in the Kaiser's capital! Why not? With everything happening, it would be boring anywhere.
She drew the cheque, and enclosed it to Mr. Busch's address, and wrote a little letter in a huge hand to the Secretary, saying that she had done this and was obliged by his advice. Then she 'phoned to the Club to ask Patrine to come round to tea at 00, Cadogan Place. Miss Saxham was not there, according to the hall-porter, but might be found at AA, Harley Street. There Margot ran her to earth. Yes, Pat would come with pleasure! but upon condition that Lady Norwater was alone.
She wrote the check and mailed it to Mr. Busch's address, along with a brief note in capital letters to the Secretary, saying that she had done this and appreciated his advice. Then she called the Club to invite Patrine over for tea at 00, Cadogan Place. According to the hall porter, Miss Saxham wasn't there but could be found at AA, Harley Street. That's where Margot found her. Yes, Pat would love to come! But only if Lady Norwater was alone.
"Of course!" Margot remembered. "She's in mourning for the pretty kiddy-cousin! I must be getting stupid, or I'd have thought of that!"
"Of course!" Margot remembered. "She's mourning for her cute little cousin! I must be going crazy, or I would have thought of that!"
But when the tall figure passed under the Persian portière of the Cadogan Place drawing-room, it was arrayed in a revealing gown of pale rose lisse with the well-known stole of black feathers and a tall-crowned hat of golden braiding topped the Nile sunrise hair.
When the tall figure entered the drawing room at Cadogan Place under the Persian curtain, it was wearing a revealing light pink silk gown paired with a familiar black feather stole, and a tall hat with golden braiding rested on top of the sun-kissed hair.
"Why, I thought—" Margot began:
"Wait, I thought—" Margot began:
"I know! Do you think it horribly unfeeling?" The speaker stooped to kiss the soft cheek of the little creature curled up in the corner of a favourite sofa in a favourite attitude which conveyed an impression of Margot's having no feet. Patrine did not look at all horrid or unfeeling as she said, winking back the tears that had overbrimmed her underlids, "My heart is in crape if my body isn't!"
"I know! Do you think it's totally heartless?" The speaker leaned down to kiss the soft cheek of the little creature curled up in the corner of a favorite sofa in a beloved position that made it seem like Margot didn't have any feet. Patrine didn’t look heartless at all as she said, blinking back the tears that had filled her eyes, "My heart is in mourning even if my body isn't!"
"I know!" Margot's lovely eyes looked sympathy. "I remember how fond you've always been of the little cousin."
"I know!" Margot's beautiful eyes reflected sympathy. "I remember how much you’ve always liked our little cousin."
"Uncle Owen and Lynette won't believe that the darling's drowned," Patrine went on. "But I can't hope! I'm not of the hoping kind! When I shut my eyes I seem to see Bawne fighting to keep afloat—then sinking. It's as though he called me, and—it's horrible!" She shuddered. "It's horrible!"
"Uncle Owen and Lynette won't believe that the little one has drowned," Patrine said. "But I can't force myself to hope! I'm just not the hopeful kind! When I close my eyes, I feel like I see Bawne fighting to stay above water—then going under. It's like he's reaching out to me, and—it's really scary!" She shivered. "It's really scary!"
"And—Count von Herrnung? The German Flying Man?" Margot touched the large white hand next her. "You know what a bad hand I am at saying things that are consolatory and cosy. Couldn't rake up a single text for my life—or if I did I'd quote 'em wrong end topside. Like the callow curate who assured the weeping widow that 'Heaven tempers the wind to the lorn sham!'"
"And—Count von Herrnung? The German Flying Man?" Margot touched the large white hand next to her. "You know I'm really bad at saying comforting things. I couldn't think of a single quote to save my life—or if I did, I'd mess it up. Like that inexperienced curate who told the crying widow that 'Heaven tempers the wind to the lorn sham!'"
"I'll let you off the texts, not being a weeping widow!"
"I'll let you off the messages; I’m not going to be a weeping widow!"
But Patrine's pale cheeks burned. Margot pursued, not looking at them:
But Patrine's pale cheeks were flushed. Margot kept speaking, not looking at them:
"Rhona Helvellyn told me there was nothing serious between you. Indeed, she said you rather hated him than otherwise. But of course you're sorry he's drowned, naturally!"
"Rhona Helvellyn told me there wasn't anything serious between you. In fact, she said you sort of hated him instead. But of course, you're sorry he drowned, right?"
There was a silence. Then:
It was silent. Then:
"Yes," Patrine agreed, "I rather hated him than otherwise!"
"Yeah," Patrine agreed, "I actually hated him more than the other way around!"
"Ah!" Margot's little face was sage. "It's a pity you don't care for some nice man or other!"
"Ah!" Margot's small face was thoughtful. "It's too bad you don't like some nice guy or someone!"
"Isn't it?"
"Right?"
"But you will one day. It's much nicer to live with your husband than with your sister. Though I never had a sister," added Margot. Then her mind, light and brilliant as a humming-bird, flitted to another subject. "Rhona and her two Militants lunched with me on Sunday. Awfully down on their luck, all three. The Grand Slam they'd planned—the surprise-packet for the Mansion House Banquet had had the lid put on it by the Police. Fancy Scotland Yard finding out anything! But it had, for Rhona got a mysterious note warning her that she'd be dropped on before she could open her head. So—the Bishops toddled through their speeches without being interrupted! Sit down and light up. These Balkan Sobranies are tophole!"
"But you will one day. It's way better to live with your husband than with your sister. Though I never had a sister," Margot added. Then her mind, light and bright like a hummingbird, zipped to another topic. "Rhona and her two Militants had lunch with me on Sunday. They’re all really struggling. The Grand Slam they had planned—the surprise for the Mansion House Banquet—got shut down by the police. Can you believe Scotland Yard finding out anything? But they did, because Rhona got a mysterious note warning her that she’d be in trouble before she could say anything. So—the Bishops gave their speeches without being interrupted! Sit down and light up. These Balkan Sobranies are top-notch!"
"I can't stay!" But Patrine sat down on the sofa, dipped in the ever-brimful silver box, and kindled a cigarette.
"I can’t stay!" But Patrine sat down on the couch, reached into the always full silver box, and lit a cigarette.
"Where's His Nibs?" she asked. For not even the chastening of bereavement could cure Patrine of slanginess.
"Where's His Nibs?" she asked. Even the sadness of loss couldn't dim Patrine's love for slang.
"Called to B.P.G. Headquarters suddenly." Margot blew rings. "Or doing duty for some pal or other at the Tower. Don't bother about him! Tell me—why can't you stay with me?"
"Suddenly called to B.P.G. Headquarters." Margot blew out rings. "Or covering for some friend at the Tower. Don't stress about him! Tell me—why can't you stay with me?"
"Aunt Lynette wants me, for one thing. And——"
"Aunt Lynette wants me, for one thing. And—"
"And who for the other?"
"And who's for the other?"
"A man!" Patrine sent a thin blue spiral of cigarette smoke twirling upwards from her pursed lips. Intently she watched it climbing and spreading. When it faded between her absorbed eyes and the Futurist mouldings of the lapis lazuli-grounded ceiling whereon a silver comet swung in a great elliptical orbit about a golden central Sun, she resumed:
"A man!" Patrine released a slender blue spiral of cigarette smoke from her tight lips. She watched closely as it ascended and expanded. When it vanished between her concentrated gaze and the Futurist designs of the lapis lazuli ceiling, where a silver comet orbited around a golden central Sun in a broad elliptical path, she went on:
"A man——"
"A guy——"
"That makes two men!" said Margot shrewdly,
"That makes two guys!" Margot said cleverly,
"No, only one. A man I'm going to marry. Rather soon, too," said Patrine calmly, and put her cigarette into her mouth again.
"No, just one. A guy I'm going to marry. Really soon, too," Patrine said calmly as she put her cigarette back in her mouth.
"PAT!"
"Pat!"
Margot was staring at her blankly.
Margot was looking at her with a blank expression.
"Well, my dinkie?"
"Well, my little buddy?"
"Isn't this frightfully previous?"
"Isn't this super outdated?"
Patrine removed the cigarette to say:
Patrine pulled the cigarette out of her mouth to say:
"It depends on how you look at things."
"It all depends on how you see it."
"But—when did you meet?"
"But when did you meet?"
"In Paris."
"In Paris."
"Do I know him?"
"Do I know him?"
"No, luckily for me!"
"No, thankfully for me!"
Margot's small, amazed face dimpled a little at the compliment.
Margot's small, surprised face brightened slightly at the compliment.
"Is he nice?"
"Is he cool?"
"I think so!"
"I believe so!"
"In Our Set?"
"In Our Group?"
"I don't think so! He's a Flying Man by profession. Now you know nearly as much as I do," said Patrine. "And I've to be getting back to Harley Street." She rose from the sofa, towering over her small, indignant friend.
"I don't think so! He’s a Flying Man for a job. Now you know almost as much as I do," Patrine said. "And I need to head back to Harley Street." She got up from the sofa, looking down at her small, upset friend.
"You're not going out of this room until you tell me the rest of it! What is his name, and when did—it—come off?"
"You're not getting out of this room until you give me the details! What's his name, and when did it come off?"
"His name is Alan—and he only asked me on Wednesday, when he came to Harley Street. He has called every day since that horrible 18th of July, but this time he came to bring"—Patrine choked a little—"Bawne's Scout staff and smasher. They had been forgotten in the dressing-shed at the Flying School. Lynette was too ill to go down to receive them. I had to instead—and the sight of them broke me up."
"His name is Alan, and he only asked me on Wednesday when he came to Harley Street. He has called every day since that awful July 18th, but this time he came to bring"—Patrine got a bit emotional—"Bawne's Scout staff and smasher. They had been left in the dressing shed at the Flying School. Lynette was too ill to go down and get them, so I had to instead—and seeing them really affected me."
"I—see!"
"I get it!"
"And," Patrine went on, "he—Alan—was being sympathetic, when Uncle Owen came in."
"And," Patrine continued, "he—Alan—was being understanding when Uncle Owen came in."
"My hat!" Margot sat up, her small face alight and sparkling. "The Doctor-man with the chin and eyebrows! Did he give you unlimited wigging or relent and bless you like the heavy uncle in a proper French Comedy?"
"My hat!" Margot sat up, her small face shining and excited. "The Doctor guy with the chin and eyebrows! Did he cause you endless trouble or eventually come around and help you out like the quirky uncle in a classic French comedy?"
"He saw how things were between us. He wasn't astonished. He was very kind. He is always kind!" said Patrine, swallowing. "If I really believed God were as good as Uncle Owen, I shouldn't be afraid to die."
"He got the situation between us. He wasn't surprised. He was really kind. He's always kind!" said Patrine, gulping. "If I really thought God was as good as Uncle Owen, I wouldn't be scared to die."
"He makes me feel like an earwig under a steam-roller," affirmed Margot. "And the charming aunt. Does she cotton to the engagement?"
"He makes me feel like a bug under a steamroller," Margot said. "And what about the lovely aunt? Is she okay with the engagement?"
"Lynette is not, for the present, to be told. I asked that. It seems so cruel to be happy when she is so broken-hearted."
"Lynette shouldn't be told right now. I asked for that. It feels really unfair to be happy when she's so heartbroken."
"Umps! Then—Irma and your gay and giddy mater? How do they take it?"
"Oops! So, how are Irma and your cheerful and lively mom dealing with it?"
"They haven't been asked to take it any way."
"They haven't been asked to take it in any way."
"Oh well! Love is good while it lasts," Kittums said from the summit of a pedestal of experience, "but if I could change back to Margot St. John again——"
"Oh well! Love is amazing while it lasts," Kittums said from the top of a pedestal of experience, "but if I could become Margot St. John again——"
"You wouldn't!"
"You wouldn't!"
"Wouldn't I, that's all! This horror that November brings—that's coming every day closer! ... Pat—I haven't told Franky yet, that's to be got over! But I've definitely settled to go to that Institute in Berlin where women can have babies without knowing anything about it—under—Bother! I never can remember the name of that drug!"
"Wouldn't I! That's it! This fear that November brings—it's getting closer every day! ... Pat—I haven't told Franky yet, that's something I need to handle! But I've definitely decided to go to that institute in Berlin where women can have babies without knowing anything about it—under—Ugh! I can never remember the name of that drug!"
Patrine sat up. Her face was curiously expressionless. She said, crushing out the last spark of her cigarette-end against the face of a Chinaman on the lacquer ash-tray that occupied a little stand beside the sofa with the silver Sobranie box:
Patrine sat up. Her expression was strangely vacant. She said, crushing the last bit of her cigarette against the face of a Chinese man on the lacquer ashtray that was on a small stand next to the sofa with the silver Sobranie box:
"You told me something—you showed me the pink book with the pretty title, 'WEEP NO MORE MOTHERS'—wasn't that the name? You've made up your mind? Does it cost the earth?"
"You told me something—you showed me the pink book with the nice title, 'WEEP NO MORE MOTHERS'—wasn’t that the name? Have you decided? Does it cost a lot?"
"Two hundred for patients of the superior class—wohlgeboren clients. Half paid in advance! Stiff!—but to make sure of not suffering I'd plank a thou'! It's a nightmare, and a Day-mare, that haunts me all the clock round. That's why I'd change—and be Margot St. John again! That's why I can't whoop with joy when my friends tell me they're going to be spliced!"
"Two hundred for patients from the upper class—__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__"wohlgeborenclients. Half paid upfront! Tough!—but to make sure I don’t have to deal with the stress, I’d put down a grand! It’s a nightmare, and a daymare, that constantly haunts me. That’s why I’d change—and be Margot St. John again! That’s why I can’t celebrate with joy when my friends tell me they’re getting married!
Patrine got up.
Patrine got out of bed.
"Oh!—well! Perhaps I shall escape. After all—it's a lottery!"
"Oh! Well! Maybe I'll get lucky. It's a lottery, after all!"
"Not for big, splendid women like you. You were made to be a mother, Pat!"
"Not for incredible, amazing women like you. You were meant to be a mom, Pat!"
"Don't!"
"Stop!"
She kissed Margot hastily and went to the door.
She quickly kissed Margot and went to the door.
"Stop!" Margot scrambled off the sofa. "You've forgotten the most important thing of all. Hasn't 'Alan' got a surname by any chance?"
"Stop!" Margot leaped off the sofa. "You forgot the most important thing. Doesn't 'Alan' have a last name?"
Patrine looked back over her shoulder with something of the old smile.
Patrine looked over her shoulder with a trace of her old smile.
"Rather! What do you think of Sherbrand?"
"Seriously! What do you think about Sherbrand?"
"What do I think of Sherbrand? How odd! It's Franky's family name!"
"What do I think of Sherbrand? That's funny! It's Franky's last name!"
"Queer coincidence. But my Sherbrand hasn't any relatives in the Peerage!—or if he has, he hasn't told me! I'll butt you wise when I know him well enough to ask him about them. You see, the whole thing has been beautifully sudden!"
"What a weird coincidence. But"mySherbrand doesn't have any relatives in the Peerage, or if he does, he hasn’t mentioned it! I’ll let you know when I get to know him well enough to ask about it. You see, the whole situation has been completely unexpected!
"Bring him to lunch at the Club to-morrow. You're not in mourning, and if you were it wouldn't matter. It's simply a family affair, if he's really Franky's cousin. So, say yes."
"Take him to lunch at the Club tomorrow. You're not in mourning, and even if you were, it wouldn't matter. It's just a family thing, assuming he's really Franky's cousin. So, just say yes."
"Very well, if he'll come!"
"Okay, if he'll come!"
CHAPTER XLIX
CHAPTER 49
THE WAR CLOUD BREAKS
THE WAR CLOUDS CLEAR
Patrine kissed her friend again, and went, leaving Kittums in a whirl of astonishment. To Franky, presently returning from the conjectural region known as Headquarters she announced:
Patrine kissed her friend again and left, leaving Kittums in a daze of surprise. To Franky, who had just returned from the enigmatic place called Headquarters, she said:
"Here's something like news! Pat Saxham—the girl with the Nile sunrise hair that you don't like!—is going to marry a Flying Man. And his name is—the same as yours!"
"Here's some news! Pat Saxham—the girl with the gorgeous Nile sunrise hair that you dislike!—is going to marry a Flying Man. And his name is—the same as yours!"
"By the Great Snipe! you don't say so!"
"No way! You can't be for real!"
Franky, slim and dapper in the scarlet Guards' tunic and crimson sash, divested himself of his sword, dropped his immaculate buckskin gloves into his forage-cap, and sighed with undisguised relief as the attentive Jobling, who had been hovering in the background, disappeared with these articles. Then he proceeded carefully to choose a cigarette from the silver box of Sobranies, lighted it up, bundled Fits out of her master's corner of the sofa, and dropped into it with a sigh of relief.
Franky, slim and sharp in the red Guards' tunic and crimson sash, removed his sword, tossed his immaculate buckskin gloves into his cap, and sighed with noticeable relief as the observant Jobling, who had been hanging in the background, collected these items. He then took a cigarette from the silver box of Sobranies, lit it, nudged Fits out of his spot on the sofa, and settled into it with a sigh of relief.
"Sherbrand.... Must be the aviator-fellow we met in Paris. The chap whose hoverer was bein' tested by the swells of the French S. Aë! Saved your life and snubbed me for askin' him to dine with us! Well, that's what I call a cannon off the cush for the Saxham girl!" His dislike of her betrayed itself in his tone. "Must be the same man! supposin' him short of a father! Hilton of Ours showed me an advertisement in the B.M.D. column of The Banner this afternoon briefly announcin' my Uncle Sherbrand's death. Never read The Banner—that's how I missed it. Can't say I feel much like puttin' crape on my sleeve in any quantity," went on Franky. "My Uncle Noel has been the Family Skeleton, poor old chap! since that affair in 1900. No doubt his son's cut up—wouldn't be decent of him not to! But at any rate it brings him nearer these—" Franky stuck out a beautifully-cut pair of red-striped auxiliaries ending in dazzling patent-leather Number Eights, and craning over Fits, who had jumped upon his knees, regarded them critically, ending after a pause—"By one life out of the three that stand between. Don't be so gushin', old girl!" The rebuke was for Fits, who had taken advantage of her master's attitude to lick him on the chin.
"Sherbrand... He has to be the pilot we met in Paris. The guy whose hovercraft was being tested by the French elite! He saved your life and refused my invitation to dinner with us! Now that's what I call a real setback for the Saxham girl!" His tone clearly expressed his disdain for her. "It must be the same guy! I'm assuming he doesn't have a father! Hilton from our group showed me an ad in the B.M.D. section of __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."The BannerThis afternoon, I'm briefly announcing the death of my Uncle Sherbrand. Never readThe Banner—that's how I missed it. I can't say I'm in the mood to wear black armbands," Franky continued. "My Uncle Noel has been the family disgrace, poor guy! ever since that incident in 1900. No doubt his son is upset—wouldn't be right if he wasn't! But at least it brings him one step closer to these—" Franky showed off a sharply tailored pair of red-striped trousers ending in shiny patent-leather Number Eights. Leaning over to Fits, who had jumped onto his knees, he examined them critically and concluded after a pause—"By one life out of the three that stand in the way. Don't be so sentimental, old girl!" The remark was aimed at Fits, who had taken the chance to lick him on the chin.
Margot crinkled her slender eyebrows and moved restlessly among her big bright, muslin-covered cushions as she asked:
Margot furrowed her thin eyebrows and rearranged her large, vibrant, muslin-covered cushions as she asked:
"Is this Volapuk or Esperanto? For mercy's sake don't be obscure! Why is this Flying Sherbrand nearer your shoes by one life out of three? What has he got to do with your shoes at all?"
"Is this Volapük or Esperanto? Seriously, don't be vague! Why is this Flying Sherbrand so much closer to your shoes by one life out of three? What does he even have to do with your shoes?"
"Don't you switch on?" He lifted his sleek brown head and turned his neck in the setting of the gold-encrusted collar badged with the Scottish Thistle, and stared at Margot with the brown eyes that had seemed so beautiful under the awnings of the Nile dahabeyah, and were only stupid now.
"Aren't you turning it on?" He raised his smooth brown head, turned his neck in the gold-encrusted collar featuring the Scottish Thistle, and gazed at Margot with the brown eyes that had looked so stunning under the awnings of the Nile.dahabeyah, and now it just seemed silly.
"Have you forgotten? Don't you twig, best child? Suppose—for the joke of it—there's War, and I get wiped out tryin' to keep up the fightin' traditions of my family and get a bit of gun-metal to hang on a ribbon here." He glanced down at the left breast of the red coat, guiltless of anything in the decoration line. "Then—unless the child"—his tone grew gentle—"our kiddy that's coming, happens to be a boy—my Cousin Sherbrand steps into my billet. He's the next heir to the Norwater Viscounty. Look in Burke or Whittaker if you don't believe me! Get down, old lady, you're coverin' me with white hairs!" He bundled Fits off his knees, got up and rang. "A man ought to be here from Armer's," he told the servant who responded. "Armer and Co., Pall Mall, Military Tailors. Send him up to my room and tell Jobling to help him with all those cases and things. No! don't send Jobling!—send Dowd!"
"Have you forgotten? Don’t you understand, my dear child? Just imagine—just for fun—there’s a war, and I get killed while trying to uphold my family’s fighting traditions and earn a bit of gun-metal to wear on a ribbon here." He looked down at the left side of his red coat, which had no decorations. "Then—unless our child"—his voice softened—"the little one that’s coming, happens to be a boy—my Cousin Sherbrand takes my place. He's the next heir to the Norwater Viscounty. Check with Burke or Whittaker if you don’t believe me! Get down, old lady, you’re covering me with white hairs!" He pushed Fits off his knees, stood up, and rang the bell. "A man should be here from Armer's," he said to the servant who entered. "Armer and Co., Pall Mall, Military Tailors. Send him up to my room and tell Jobling to help him with all those cases and things. No! Don’t send Jobling!—send Dowd!"
The said Dowd being Franky's soldier servant, between whom and the civilian Jobling reigned a profound mutual contempt.
Dowd was Franky's soldier servant, and there was a strong mutual disdain between him and the civilian Jobling.
"What is Dowd going to do?"
"What is Dowd going to do?"
"Oh! only goin' to help overhaul my Service kit and so on," Franky responded lightly. "What with gettin' leave and bein' married I've hardly sported kharks since last Autumn Slogs. Wouldn't do to find myself too potty to get into the regulation tea-leaves in case my country called."
"Oh! I’m just going to help reorganize my Service kit and things," Franky said casually. "With taking time off and getting married, I haven’t really worn my uniform since last Autumn Slogs. It wouldn’t be right to let myself get too out of shape to fit into the standard tea-leaves in case my country needs me."
"What rot! ..."
"What nonsense! ..."
But Franky had swung out of the room and clattered upstairs with Fits close upon his heels. Fits, who, ordinarily unwilling to be out of sight and sound of her master, now adhered to him like a leech, or his shadow; whining and fidgeting in his absence, as though her feminine mind were beset by haunting apprehensions of some sudden parting, or impending loss.... Long afterwards Margot wondered: "If I had loved him as Fits loves him—should I not also have felt that foreshadowing dread?"
But Franky quickly left the room and hurried upstairs with Fits right behind him. Fits, who normally wouldn’t stray far from her master, now clung to him like a leech or his shadow, whining and fidgeting whenever he was out of sight, as if her anxious mind was troubled by the fear of sudden separation or losing him... Much later, Margot pondered: "If I had loved him the way Fits loves him, wouldn’t I have also felt that sense of impending dread?"
But she was conscious only of her own physical discomfort and the increasing weariness that movement brought her. Sharp discontent peaked and pinched the tiny features. She caught a reflection of them in a screen-mirror and shuddered. With every day that dawned now, their wild-rose prettiness faded. By-and-by—
But she was only aware of her own physical discomfort and the increasing fatigue that movement caused her. A strong feeling of discontent flared up and distorted her small features. She noticed a reflection of them in a mirror and cringed. With each passing day, their once-vibrant beauty diminished. Eventually—
"If I were as good to look at as I used to be in June—or even a month ago!" she wondered—"would he leave me as he is leaving me to-night—to go down to the House? Don't I know that the House means the Club, or the music-hall, or a card-party! Why do men get the best of everything and never have to pay the bill?"
"If I looked as good as I did in June—or even a month ago!" she thought—"wouldhe"He's leaving me tonight to head to the House? Don’t I realize that the House is just a cover for the Club, or the music hall, or a card game? Why do men get to have all the fun without ever having to pay the price?"
She dined in a tea-gown, and when Franky, still in that strange mood of suppressed excitement, attired to four pins in the magpie evening garb of civilized life, had kissed her and said: "So-long, Kittums, little woman! I'm going down to the Big Talk Shop for a bit. Expect me back on the doormat when the Mouthpieces of the Nation have done swoppin' hot air!" she tucked up her feet on the big sofa in her charming drawing-room and read "WEEP NO MORE, MOTHERS," until the pink pamphlet with the gilt sunrise stamped upon it grew heavy in the tiny hand. Then she rang for Pauline and betook herself to bed.
She had dinner in a tea gown, and when Franky, still in that unusual mood of barely contained excitement, dressed up in his sharp modern evening wear, kissed her and said, "See you later, Kittums, my little woman! I'm off to the Big Talk Shop for a bit. Expect me back on the welcome mat when the Mouthpieces of the Nation are done exchanging hot air!" she tucked her feet up on the big sofa in her beautiful living room and read "WEEP NO MORE, MOTHERS," until the pink pamphlet with the gold sunrise stamped on it felt heavy in her small hand. Then she called for Pauline and went to bed.
The bedroom was blue-green as a starling's egg, its painted walls adorned with delicate lines of black and silver. Perhaps you can see Kittums, under her Brittany lace coverlet amongst the big frilled pillows in one of the narrow black oak bedsteads standing side by side on a carpet of deep rose. A silver night-lamp burned under a dome of sapphire glass on her night-table, and an electric clock noiselessly marked the hours. Lying thus, wrapped about with all the swaddlings of Civilisation, this dainty daughter of the Twentieth Century strove in blind revolt against Nature, the huge relentless Force that was slowly grinding her down. The ant that gets fed into the mill-hopper with the grain might resent the millstone after the same fashion. Ridiculous, but infinitely pathetic, the tragedy of an infinitesimal thing.
The bedroom was a blue-green color like a starling's egg, with painted walls adorned with delicate black and silver lines. You might see Kittums under her Brittany lace coverlet, surrounded by large frilled pillows on one of the narrow black oak beds placed side by side on a deep rose carpet. A silver night lamp glowed under a dome of sapphire glass on her nightstand, and an electric clock quietly ticked away the hours. Lying there, wrapped in all the comforts of modern life, this fragile daughter of the 20th Century fought in blind rebellion against Nature, the massive, relentless force that was slowly wearing her down. It was like the ant that gets crushed in the mill along with the grain, feeling resentment toward the millstone. Absurd, yet deeply sad, the tragedy of something so tiny.
What did Franky comprehend of her terrors, her forebodings? Even Saxham's counsels were a man's counsels, his advice a man's advice. "Face your ordeal! do not flee it, lest you encounter something even more terrible!" Not more terrible for oneself, mind you! but for that unknown, conjectural being, referred to by Franky with such foolish tenderness.
What did Franky understand about her fears and anxieties? Even Saxham's advice was just a man's perspective; his suggestions were typical of a man.Face your challenge! Don't run away from it, or you might face something even worse!"Not worse for yourself, of course! But for that unknown, imaginary person that Franky talked about with such foolish affection."
The child always! Never Margot! She set her little teeth, staring out into the blue-green dusk from among her pillows. What if it were to be always so? "My boy," "My son," for ever, instead of "My wife."
The kid always! Never Margot! She gritted her little teeth, staring out into the blue-green twilight from her cushions. What if it were always like this? "My boy," "My son," forever, instead of "My wife."
It was a breathless night. A hush of suspense brooded over the huge, hot city, such as prevails before the breaking of a storm. Sentences from the Secretary's letter came back to her as she tossed under the cool light coverings:
It was a tense night. A sense of anticipation filled the large, muggy city, like the calm before a storm. Words from the Secretary's letter echoed in her mind as she tossed and turned under the cool light blankets:
"Wiser not to delay, lest travelling should become difficult. It will be advisable indeed for the gracious lady to start as soon as may be. English bank-notes are negotiable here to some extent. A sum in gold is most convenient to bring."
"It's better not to wait, because traveling might get tough. It's definitely a good idea for the lady to leave as soon as possible. English banknotes are somewhat accepted here. Bringing some gold is the most convenient option."
Why hang back? Why hesitate because one expected opposition from Franky? Why not slip off on the quiet without a hint to him? What a perfectly tophole idea! One could pack secretly, get funds from one's Bank, and skip with Pauline via Ostend to-morrow! Berlin was a dull place, but anyhow one had got to be dull for some months yet. The thing could be arranged while Franky was absent on duty at the Tower, or on one of his mysterious errands to Headquarters. One could cable to him afterwards from the Fraüenklinik at Berlin.
Why hold back? Why hesitate just because Franky might oppose it? Why not just leave quietly without mentioning anything to him? What a great idea! You could pack in secret, withdraw some cash from the bank, and head off with Pauline to Ostend tomorrow! Berlin was a dull place, but anyway, you had to deal with that for a few more months. The plan could be finalized while Franky was away on duty at the Tower or on one of his secret missions to Headquarters. You could send him a cable later from the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Fraüenklinikin Berlin.
An electrical thrill of energy and purpose volted through the humming-bird brain under the silken brown waves. Margot tossed back her coverings and sat up suddenly in bed. Her great eyes gleamed like a lemur's in the light of the night-globe. She would steal that march on Franky, she told herself, to-morrow, or at the latest, the day after. Wouldn't it be A1?
An electric wave of energy and determination surged through Margot's mind beneath the soft brown sheets. She tossed off her covers and sat up quickly in bed. Her big eyes shone like a lemur's in the light of the night lamp. She promised herself she would get ahead of Franky tomorrow or, at the latest, the day after. Wouldn't that be amazing?
The small face dimpled into mischievous smiles. She caught a glimpse of it in a mirror on the opposite wall and kissed her little hand to Margot with saucy gaiety. If Franky, down at Westminster, could only know what Kittums was planning! She had a vision of the Houses of Parliament under the white-hot August moonlight, outlined in bluish-green and dazzling silver against a background of glittering black. Like a Limoges enamel, she told herself. The long lines of electric arc-lights stretching over the bridge, up Whitehall and down Victoria Street—all along the Thames Embankment—strings of diamonds—crowds and crowds of people ... talking bosh about War when there wouldn't——She was asleep.
The small face broke into playful smiles. She caught a glimpse of it in a mirror on the opposite wall and blew a kiss to Margot with cheeky joy. If Franky, down at Westminster, could only know what Kittums was planning! She imagined the Houses of Parliament lit up by the bright August moon, glowing in bluish-green and silver against a backdrop of sparkling black. Like a Limoges enamel, she thought. The long lines of electric arc lights stretching over the bridge, up Whitehall and down Victoria Street—all along the Thames Embankment—looked like strings of diamonds—crowds and crowds of people ... chatting nonsense about War when there wouldn’t—She was asleep.
Asleep, while packed thousands waited under the blue glare of the arc-lights for the rising of the Curtain on the World Tragedy, of which four yearlong Acts have been played out. For the tag of which Humanity is waiting with held breath, too weary even to cry out: "How long, O Lord?—how long?"
Asleep, while thousands of people waited under the bright blue lights for the curtain to open on the World Tragedy, which has been going on for four long years. Humanity is waiting for the end, holding its breath, too exhausted even to shout: "How long, O Lord?—how long?"
Prone to assume strange, angular attitudes when speaking, the Foreign Secretary hung over and clutched at the dispatch-box before him, as though it literally contained that most malignant of all the swarm of Evils that issued from the Box of Pandora, as he told his hearers of the rejection of the German bribe and warned them of the imminence of a Declaration of War. Then, amidst increasing, deepening excitement, the Prime Minister read the appeal of the King of the Belgians, and told of Great Britain's ultimatum to Germany....
The Foreign Secretary, appearing a bit disheveled and gripping the dispatch box in front of him as if it held all the worst evils from Pandora's Box, informed the audience about rejecting the German bribe and cautioned them that a Declaration of War was imminent. As the tension mounted, the Prime Minister read the appeal from the King of the Belgians and discussed Great Britain's ultimatum to Germany....
No wonder those close-packed crowds of sturdy Britons waited under the blue glare of the arc-lamps to hear Big Ben bell the midnight hour. As the great voice boomed Twelve from the illuminated square of the dial amidst the striking of the countless clocks of London, a tremendous roar of cheers acclaimed the pipping of the egg of Fate and Destiny, echoed by other crowds in distant thoroughfares, spreading in waves to the unseen horizon, whose East was pregnant with the Kaiser's Day.
It's no surprise that the tightly packed crowds of strong Brits stood under the bright street lamps to hear Big Ben chime at midnight. As the powerful voice announced Twelve from the glowing clock face, amidst the sounds of countless clocks throughout London, a huge cheer erupted, marking the fresh starts of Fate and Destiny. This celebration resonated with other crowds in distant streets, spreading in waves toward the unseen horizon, where the East was filled with promise for the Kaiser's Day.
That Fourth of August; Eve of the Feast of British Oswald, King, soldier and Saint, whose Address to his Northumbrian warriors before the battle of Denisburn, fought against Pagan Cadwalla in 633, the Catholic Church enshrines in Her Chronicles:
On the Fourth of August, the eve of the Feast of British Oswald, king, soldier, and saint, whose speech to his Northumbrian warriors before the battle of Denisburn, fought against Pagan Cadwalla in 633, the Catholic Church notes in its Chronicles:
"Let us all kneel and jointly beseech the true and living GOD ALMIGHTY in His Mercy to defend us from the doughty and fierce enemy. For He knoweth that we have undertaken a just War...."
"Let’s all kneel and together ask the true and living GOD ALMIGHTY in His Mercy to protect us from the brave and fierce enemy. For He knows that we have taken on a just War...."
"Whereupon," says the Venerable Bede, "all did as the King commanded. And advancing towards the enemy with the first dawn of day, they won the victory their Faith deserved."
"Then," says the Venerable Bede, "everyone followed the King's orders. And as they approached the enemy at dawn, they earned the victory their Faith deserved."
And before midnight of this pregnant Fourth of August, from the great Wireless Station of Eilvise in Hanover, Germany flung round the world this vital message to all her mercantile Marine:
Before midnight on this important Fourth of August, the major Wireless Station of Eilvise in Hanover, Germany sent out this crucial message to all its commercial shipping globally:
"War declared on England! Make as quickly as you can for a neutral port!"
"War has been declared on England! Get to a neutral port as quickly as you can!"
On the outbreak of War the British Navy cut the All German cables. One by one the German Colonial Wireless Stations were dismantled. When the great station at Kamina in Togoland fell, the only remaining link in the system was between the Fatherland and the United States.
When the war started, the British Navy cut all German cables. One by one, the German Colonial Wireless Stations were dismantled. When the main station at Kamina in Togoland was taken, the only connection left in the system was between the homeland and the United States.
Dawn outlining the silken blinds, vied with the blue glimmer of the night-lamp as Margot wakened, to hear, in the hush that precedes the Brocken-hunt of Sloane Street motor-traffic, Franky's low, urgent appeal:
Dawn shining through the soft curtains clashed with the blue light of the night lamp as Margot woke up to hear, in the stillness before the bustling traffic of Sloane Street started, Franky's soft, urgent plea:
"Kittums! Kittums, best child!"
"Kittums! Kittums, best kid!"
"What on earth did you wake me for?" said a sleepy and distinctly cross voice.
"What on earth did you wake me up for?" a groggy and obviously irritated voice said.
"Couldn't help it! I simply had to tell you!" Franky began.
"I couldn't stop myself! I just had to tell you!" Franky began.
The little hand touched the electric clock-button and on the ceiling wavered a gigantic dial of yellow brightness.
The little hand pressed the button on the electric clock, and a large yellow dial shimmered on the ceiling.
"Had to! At three o'clock in the morning! When I was having such a tophole dream! Thought I was back at the Club in my three dear rooms with the Adams doors and chimney-pieces—and Pauline came in with a huge basket of white flowers—and I asked: 'Who are they for?' And she said: 'For Mademoiselle!' And I was Margot St. John—and had never been married!" There was infinite wistfulness in the little voice.
"Hadto! At three in the morning! When I was having such an incredible dream! I thought I was back at the Club in my three beautiful rooms with the Adams doors and fireplace mantels—and then Pauline walked in with a large basket of white flowers—and I asked: 'Who are they for?And she said, "For Mademoiselle!" I was Margot St. John—and I'd never been married!" There was a strong feeling of nostalgia in her soft voice.
"White flowers mean death, don't they, when you dream of 'em? And I'm sorry your dip in the Bran Tub of Matrimony has turned out such a bad investment. What I came to tell you should revive your hopes of making a better one, my child!"
"White flowers symbolize death in dreams, right? I'm sorry to hear that your experience with marriage has been such a bad investment. What I wanted to share with you should give you hope for making a better choice, my dear!"
That jarring note of mingled resentment and irony, how new and strange it sounded to Margot! Until this moment Franky's voice had never been anything but gentle. It was gentle now as he said, at his dressing-room door:
That weird combination of resentment and irony was so fresh for Margot! Up until now, Franky's voice had always been gentle. It was still gentle as he spoke at the door of his dressing room:
"Finish your sleep. I was rather a brute to wake you!" He was going without a backward glance.
"Finish your nap. I was really rude to wake you!" He walked away without looking back.
"Come back! Come off it! Don't be dignified!" Margot called after the retreating figure. "I'm quite awake now, so you'd better tell. What's on?"
"Come back! Stop! Don't act all high and mighty!" Margot shouted after the vanishing figure. "I'm wide awake now, so you might as well tell me what's going on."
He came back to the bedside, looking tall and shadowy in the blue dimness. Margot put up a little hand and patted his cheek. There were wet drops upon the smooth, warm skin.... Perhaps he had walked home, and it had been raining. Or—
He came back to the bedside, looking tall and shadowy in the blue light. Margot lifted a hand and lightly patted his cheek. There were wet spots on the smooth, warm skin... Maybe he had walked home in the rain. Or—
"Franky! You're not——"
"Franky! You're not—
He captured the little hand and took it in both his own, and squeezed it. He said in a cheerful but rather choky voice:
He took the small hand in both of his and squeezed it. He said in a cheerful but slightly shaky voice:
"Of course not! And—the news could have waited. Only—since midnight England and Germany have been at War. The Big Scrap is three hours old. First battalion of Ours is under orders for the Front—I've exchanged out of the Second with Ackroyd—too sick a man for fightin' just now, luckily for me. You know Ackroyd. Used to flirt with him frightfully—to give me beans when I'd vexed you when we were first engaged. When do we go, did you ask? Liable to be off at any old minute. By-bye, little woman. Too late to go to bed—heaps of things to attend to. God bless you! See you at brekker—or lunch, if I've luck."
"Of course not! And the news could have waited. But since midnight, England and Germany have been at war. The big conflict has been going on for three hours. Our first battalion has orders to go to the front—I’ve switched out of the second with Ackroyd—he’s too sick to fight right now, which is lucky for me. You know Ackroyd. He used to flirt with me a lot—to get back at me when I annoyed you during our engagement. When are we leaving, you asked? It could be any time now. Bye-bye, little lady. It's too late to go to bed—there's a lot to take care of. God bless you! I’ll see you at breakfast—or lunch, if I’m lucky."
CHAPTER L
CHAPTER 50
THE EVE OF ARMAGEDDON
THE NIGHT BEFORE ARMAGEDDON
Kittums, upon that fateful morning, coming down to breakfast and finding no Franky, was annoyed. One might just as well have had breakfast in bed. She didn't want any, but Cook would be hurt if the chowder and eggs, and croquettes of chicken weren't eaten. Therefore Margot ate—to avoid wounding the cook. The daily papers she left untouched, knowing that War would leap out from the huge capitals heading the columns and strike her in the eyes.
Kittums, on that fateful morning, came down for breakfast and found no Franky, which annoyed her. She might as well have had breakfast in bed. She didn't want any, but Cook would be upset if the chowder, eggs, and chicken croquettes went uneaten. So, Margot ate—to avoid hurting the cook's feelings. She left the daily papers untouched, knowing that the news of War would jump out at her from the bold headlines and hit her hard.
She had herself dressed and 'phoned for the car. The house did not seem a place to stay in, somehow. Dowd was busy in his master's room, ordering Jobling about in loud authoritative tones and being waited upon by the maids. Even Pauline, ordinarily scornful, referred to him as "Monsieur Dowd" instead of "zat man Dow!"
She got dressed and called for the car. The house just didn’t feel like a place to linger. Dowd was occupied in his boss's room, giving Jobling orders in loud, authoritative tones while the maids looked after him. Even Pauline, who typically ignored him, called him "Monsieur Dowd" instead of "that man Dow!
Once in Sloane Street, the War rushed at you. Groups of men, young, old or middle-aged, stood talking at every street-corner, newspapers rustled in every hand. You couldn't escape the papers. Huge flaring headlines shrieked from the broad-sheets in the gutters and on the railings: "WAR DECLARED! ULTIMATUM EXPIRED. BRITISH FLEET READY FOR BATTLE. INVASION OF BELGIUM BY GERMAN ARMY CORPS!" The drapery salesman who was to win the Victoria Cross, called from the top of a Knightsbridge motor-bus to the grocer's assistant who was to receive the Médaille Militaire at the doughty hands of Joffre.... The budding airman who was to bring down a Zeppelin single-handed chuffed past on a motor-cycle—the girls who were to make shells for British guns, or pack made ones with T.N.T. and kindred explosives, tripped along in their transparent hobble-skirts, to meet Alf and Ted at the Tube. And neither Alf, who subsequently took five Huns prisoner by the single hand, shepherding them back to the British lines with dunts of the gun-butt and sarcasms more pointed, nor Ted, who threw himself down over the exploding bomb, dying that his comrades in the trench might live, dreamed what kind of chick would pip Fate's egg for him or her presently. Yet the dullest face wore a new expression, in the tamest eyes burned the light of battle! Unquenched it burns in them still, after four dreadful years of War.
Once you got to Sloane Street, the War hit you hard. Groups of men, whether young, old, or middle-aged, were chatting at every street corner, and newspapers fluttered in everyone's hands. You couldn't escape the news. Huge, eye-catching headlines screamed from the broadsheets in the gutters and on the railings: "WAR DECLARED! ULTIMATUM EXPIRED. BRITISH FLEET READY FOR BATTLE. GERMAN ARMY CORPS INVADING BELGIUM!" The drapery salesman, who would go on to earn the Victoria Cross, shouted from the top of a Knightsbridge bus to the grocer's assistant who was set to receive the Médaille Militaire from Joffre himself.... The aspiring airman, who planned to take down a Zeppelin all by himself, zoomed past on a motorcycle—the girls set to make shells for British guns, or pack finished ones with T.N.T. and other explosives, strolled by in their sheer hobble skirts, heading to meet Alf and Ted at the Tube. And neither Alf, who would later capture five enemy soldiers single-handedly, herding them back to the British lines with gun-butt jabs and sharp sarcasm, nor Ted, who threw himself over an exploding bomb, sacrificing his life so his comrades could survive, had any idea what kind of future awaited them. Yet even the dullest faces showed a new intensity, and the tamest eyes flickered with the fire of battle! That fire still burns in them, even after four long years of War.
The Club, already deserted by August holiday-makers, would be utterly abandoned to chimney-sweeps, charwomen and window-cleaners, and yet Margot told the chauffeur to drive to the Club.
The Club, already empty from the August vacationers, would be entirely left to chimney sweeps, cleaners, and window washers, but Margot told the chauffeur to take them to the Club.
Turning out of Piccadilly she discovered Short Street to be blocked by taxi-cabs. An endless procession of telegraph-boys plunged in and out between the thudding swing-doors of the vestibule. The vestibule was congested with battered, dusty ladies, ladies' maids even dustier and more battered, and travelling bags battered and dusty to the nth degree.
As she turned off Piccadilly, she noticed that Short Street was blocked by taxis. An endless stream of telegram boys zipped in and out between the heavy swinging doors of the entrance. The entrance was packed with tired, dusty women, ladies' maids who looked even more exhausted and worn out, and travel bags that were battered and dusty to the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.nthdegree.
Some of the bags were bursting, not a few of the maids were hysterical. All the returned travellers were telling their adventures at once. The air was thick with exclamations, explanations, cries and ejaculations. Unfed, unslept, baggageless and penniless in many instances, the members of the Ladies' Social—seeking health, or novelty, in half the pleasure-resorts upon the map of Europe—had come hurtling back to Short Street like leaves driven before the furious blast of War.
Some of the bags were almost bursting, and a lot of the maids were in a frenzy. All the returning travelers were talking about their adventures at once. The atmosphere was filled with exclamations, explanations, cries, and shout-outs. Hungry, exhausted, often without their luggage and money, the members of the Ladies' Social—seeking health or new experiences in half the vacation spots across Europe—had hurried back to Short Street like leaves carried away by the fierce wind of War.
"Has anything happened?"
"Did anything happen?"
Lady Norwater addressed this query to the Club hall-porter, a bald person of habitually slow movements and singularly bland address. The man gnashed his teeth at her, uttering a sound between a groan and a snarl—made as though to tear non-existent hair,—leaped with astonishing nimbleness over a pile of luggage, and vanished. Margot would have made a note of his conduct in the Complaints register, but that the hall-table was obliterated by heaps of rugs, dust-cloaks and waterproofs. Wondering, she made her way into the big General Room on the ground-floor.
Lady Norwater asked this question to the Club's hall porter, a bald man known for his slow movements and unusually gentle demeanor. He gritted his teeth at her, making a noise that was a mix of a groan and a snarl—as if he were trying to pull nonexistent hair out—and surprisingly jumped nimbly over a pile of luggage before disappearing. Margot thought about jotting down his behavior in the Complaints register, but the hall table was piled high with stacks of rugs, dust coats, and waterproofs. Curious, she made her way into the large General Room on the ground floor.
Here travel-creased, dust-smeared members sat in voluble rows on the comfortable sofas, or reclined speechless in the capacious armchairs. Medical men, hastily summoned by 'phone, moved noiselessly from patient to patient. Husbands and male friends listened not unmoved, to piteous recitals of adverse experiences undergone on enemy ground.
Travel-weary and dusty individuals sat chatting on the comfy sofas or quietly reclined in the spacious armchairs. Medical professionals, who were quickly called by phone, moved quietly from one patient to the next. Husbands and male friends listened closely to heartbreaking stories of the difficulties faced in enemy territory.
Kittums, snatched into the whirl, moved from friend to friend, gathering experiences. Mrs. Charterhouse, with her Pekinese pug and her maid, had just arrived at Homburg to undergo treatment for a twenty-two-inch waist when the War Cloud gathered monstrous on the horizon. Had not her Swiss doctor written a warning instead of a prescription the white and golden Cynthia, Mademoiselle Mariette and Chin-Chin, would at this moment have been languishing on rye bread and bean coffee in a Teutonic jail.
Kittums, swept up in the excitement, moved between friends, gathering experiences. Mrs. Charterhouse, with her Pekingese pug and her maid, had just arrived in Homburg for a procedure to get a twenty-two-inch waist when the dark cloud of war threatened from the horizon. If her Swiss doctor hadn’t sent a warning instead of a prescription, the stylish Cynthia, Mademoiselle Mariette, and Chin-Chin would now be stuck eating rye bread and bean coffee in a German jail.
"As it is, we've spent a whole week, and every sou we had on us making the journey!" said Cynthia, in her plaintive tones. "They held us up at Frankfurt, Basel, and Geneva! What inquisitions, what scowling suspicious looks! To be hunted and suspect makes you wicked, I've found out! When we got to Paris at four yesterday morning and took a rickety fiacre to the Palais—all the taxis have vanished!—I could have prayed for a cup of tea and a roll! But at the Palais all was confusion. The hotel was shutting up—every male servant called to the Reserve. We got to the 'Spitz'—the same experience there! Exhausted, I sat on something in the vestibule—it moved, groaned, and I found it to be the wreck of Sir Thomas Brayham. He and Lady Wathe, his man and her maid, who have been all through July at Franzenbad in the Egerland,—reaching Paris after awful adventures, had all four been hurled out in the same way. One of those jiggety motor-omnibuses took all of us to the Couronne. They were full to the roofs and cellars, but they wedged us in, somehow! Then, for two days Sir Thomas tore round Paris trying to get laissez-passers." She turned her lovely eyes upon a large, stertorously-breathing but otherwise inert object reclining with closed eyes and folded hands in the biggest of the Club armchairs. "Didn't you, Sir Thomas?"
"We've spent a whole week and every last cent we had on this journey!" Cynthia said, sounding miserable. "They kept us waiting in Frankfurt, Basel, and Geneva! The interrogations, the suspicious glares! Being hunted and treated like a suspect makes you feel bad, I've realized! When we finally got to Paris at four yesterday morning and took a ricketyfiacreto the Palais—since all the taxis had vanished!—I could haveprayeda cup of tea and a roll! But at the Palais, it was total chaos. The hotel was shutting down—every male staff member had been called to action. We made it to the 'Spitz'—the same situation there! Exhausted, I sat on something in the foyer; it moved, groaned, and I realized it was the wreck of Sir Thomas Brayham. He and Lady Wathe, along with his man and her maid, who had spent all of July at Franzenbad in the Egerland, arrived in Paris after terrible adventures, and all four had been thrown out in the same way. One of those bumpy motor-buses squeezed us in and took us to the Couronne. They were packed to the brim, but somehow they managed to fit us all in! Then, for two days, Sir Thomas rushed around Paris trying to getlaissez-passersShe turned her beautiful eyes towards a large object, breathing heavily but otherwise motionless, lying back with closed eyes and hands folded in the biggest armchair of the Club. "Didn't you, Sir Thomas?"
"Beparr?"
"Beparr?"
Brayham, waking with a bewildered stare, regarded the charming Cynthia uncomprehendingly until the Goblin, sitting opposite, centre of a knot of bosom friends, repeated the query:
Brayham, waking up with a puzzled expression, looked at the beautiful Cynthia in disbelief until the Goblin, sitting across from him among a group of close friends, asked the question again:
"Didn't you run about Paris for passes for two days?"
"Weren't you running around Paris for passes for two days?"
"No!" bounced out Brayham, now aroused, and purpling under the coal-dust that begrimed his large, judicial visage. He added, with a vestige of his King's Bench manner, as the Goblin stared at him in concern for his mental state: "I retain the use of my reason, dear friend! But I WILL NOT consent that the varied tortures of the abominable ordeal I have undergone could possibly be packed within the nutshell limits of forty-eight hours! Mph!"
“No!” Brayham shouted, now awake and flushed under the coal dust that smeared his large, commanding face. He continued, maintaining a serious tone as the Goblin stared at him with concern for his sanity: “I’m still thinking clearly, my dear friend! But I WILL NOT accept that the countless torments from the horrific experience I’ve endured could possibly fit into just forty-eight hours! Mph!”
So dust-covered was the ex-Justice that the very act of shaking his head rebukingly at the Goblin, raised a cloud that made him sneeze. He uttered the curious composite sound that heralds sternutation, drew out a voluminous, coal-dusty handkerchief, stared at it indignantly, and in the very act of returning it to his pocket—fell asleep again.
He was so covered in dust that when he shook his head disapprovingly at the Goblin, it stirred up a cloud of dust that made him sneeze. He let out a weird sound just before sneezing, pulled out a large, coal-dusty handkerchief, glared at it in frustration, and just as he was about to put it back in his pocket—he fell asleep again.
"A perfect wreck, as I said just now!" whispered Mrs. Charterhouse to Kittums.
"A total disaster, just like I said!" whispered Mrs. Charterhouse to Kittums.
"How I congratulate you, dear Lady Wastwood," said the Goblin, "on not having gone abroad!"
How"I congratulate you, dear Lady Wastwood," said the Goblin, "for not having traveled overseas!"
"Was it so horrid?" asked Trixie, sympathetically, arching the eyebrows that resembled musical slurs.
"Was it really that bad?" Trixie asked sympathetically, raising her eyebrows that looked like musical slurs.
"Was it so—" Lady Wathe shrugged her thin shoulders and gave the ghost of one of her rattling laughs. "If to fight your way back, stage by stage, amidst inconceivable difficulties, obstacles and insults, is horrid!—if to travel for two long days and nights in trains crowded to suffocating excess merits the term—" She loosened the quadruple string of superb Oriental pearls that tightly clipped her stalk-like throat and went on: "If it comes under the heading to find yourself and your friends—in tatters after a suffocating struggle!—packed with sixty other squalid wretches in a luggage-van en route for Dieppe! If to sit for three hours on your jewel-case, waiting, in a crush of congested humanity, for the arrival of the Newhaven boat—if to fight as with beasts at Ephesus to gain its gangway—if to fall in a heap on the sodden deck—to lie there lost to everything but the fact that the waves that drench you are British waves, and the British coast is slowly crawling nearer!—if all this and how much more, can be lumped under the term of horrid, it has been, dear Lady Wastwood, horrid in the extreme!"
"Was it really—" Lady Wathe shrugged her slim shoulders and gave a faint laugh. "If battling your way back, step by step, through unbelievable hardships, obstacles, and insults is terrible!—if spending two exhausting days and nights on overcrowded trains is what you call—" She loosened the four strands of beautiful Oriental pearls that tightly hugged her slender neck and continued: "If it means finding yourself and your friends—broken after a suffocating struggle!—packed in with sixty other miserable souls in a luggage caron the wayTo Dieppe! If you've spent three hours perched on your luggage, stuck in a crowd waiting for the Newhaven boat—if you've fought like animals at Ephesus just to get to the gangway—if you've collapsed on the wet deck—lying there unaware of everything except that the waves soaking you are British waves, and the British coast is gradually getting closer!—if all of this, and much more, can be called horrendous, then it has indeed been, dear Lady Wastwood, horrendous to the extreme!
Lady Wastwood's small, triangular, white face with the V-shaped scarlet mouth, looked enigmatical. She arched the thick black slurs that were her eyebrows again, and said not without intent, to her crony Cynthia Charterhouse:
Lady Wastwood's small, triangular white face with the V-shaped scarlet mouth appeared mysterious. She raised her thick black eyebrows once more and said intentionally to her friend Cynthia Charterhouse:
"Who would have dreamed only three weeks ago, when that excessively long-legged and extremely good-looking Count von Herrnung sat here and talked to us about German women and German Supermen—that we should be at War to-day with Germany?"
"Whowould'veimaginedJust three weeks ago, when that super tall and incredibly handsome Count von Herrnung sat here and talked to us about German women and German Supermen—did we really think we would be at war with Germany today?
"Poor Count Tido!" Something rattled in the Goblin's meagre throat as though she had accidentally swallowed some of her pearls. "That dreadful report in The Wire made the Franzenbad treatment disagree with me horribly! To be drowned in that commonplace North Sea crossing, upon the very eve of realising the one ambition of his life! For he hated us so thoroughly! His Anglophobia was a perfect obsession. Poor dear Tido! One might call it a wasted career!" The speaker dried a tear and continued: "His family will be frantic. You know he was to have been married in October! Baroness Kriemhilde von Wolfensbragen-Hirschenbuttel. Immensely rich! Her father has large interests in the pearl-fisheries of German New Guinea. Her betrothal gift, a superb black and white pearl, the Count always wore as a mascot. Poor Baroness! She will be inconsolable. Marriage means the first draught of real freedom to young German girls!"
"Poor Count Tido!" Something rattled in the Goblin's thin throat as if she had accidentally swallowed some of her pearls. "That terrible report in __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__The WireThe Franzenbad treatment really didn't sit well with me! To drown in that ordinary North Sea crossing right before achieving the one goal of his life! He loathed us so much! His Anglophobia was a complete obsession. Poor dear Tido! One could say it was a wasted career!" The speaker wiped away a tear and continued: "His family will be in a panic. You know he was supposed to get married in October! Baroness Kriemhilde von Wolfensbragen-Hirschenbuttel. Extremely wealthy! Her father has significant interests in the pearl fisheries of German New Guinea. Her engagement gift, a beautiful black and white pearl, was something the Count always wore as a good luck charm. Poor Baroness! She will be devastated. Marriage is the first taste of real freedom for young German girls!"
Mrs. Charterhouse said in her sweetly venomous way:
Mrs. Charterhouse said in her delightfully sarcastic manner:
"Miss Saxham bears up—under the circumstances!"
"Miss Saxham is managing well—considering the circumstances!"
"Under what circumstances, might one presume to ask?" Then, reading aright the ambiguous smile of Mrs. Charterhouse, the Goblin rattled out her characteristic laugh:
"When might someone ask?" Then, noticing the ambiguous smile of Mrs. Charterhouse, the Goblin laughed her distinctive laugh:
"What absurdity! You refer to a mere dinner-table flirtation in Paris. The mere rapprochement of atomes crochus! Miss Saxham and Lady Beauvayse dined with us on the night of the Grand Prix. Poor Tido was certainly struck with her. I remember he talked about her eyes and figure afterwards. But her hair being so black and growing so heavily—did not please him. He found the effect—I think his term was—'too crepuscular.'"
“What nonsense! You're talking about a casual dinner flirtation in Paris. Just therapprochementofatomes crochusMiss Saxham and Lady Beauvayse had dinner with us the night of the Grand Prix. Poor Tido was really attracted to her. I remember he brought up her eyes and figure later on. However, he wasn’t into her hair because it was so black and thick—it just didn’t do it for him. He called the look—if I remember right—'too crepuscular.'
"Ah! You throw a ray," said Mrs. Charterhouse in that sugared way of hers, "on a mystery that has intrigued me. Now I know why Miss Saxham went to the Atelier Wiber in the Rue de la Paix and got her crepuscular tresses changed to terra-cotta!"
"Ah! You’ve clarified something," said Mrs. Charterhouse in her charming manner, "about a mystery that's been on my mind. Now I understand why Miss Saxham went to Atelier Wiber on Rue de la Paix and dyed her twilight hair terra-cotta!"
"Not saffron? Now," said Lady Wastwood, pensively tilting her own green-gold head and elevating her arched black eyebrows, "I should have called that shade saffron or tumeric. Who do you suppose footed the bill for the process? The wretch Wiber simply won't look at you under four hundred and fifty francs!"
"Not"Saffron? Now," said Lady Wastwood, thoughtfully tilting her green-gold head and raising her arched black eyebrows, "I would have described that color as saffron or turmeric. Who do you think covered the cost? That miserable Wiber won't even acknowledge you for less than four hundred and fifty francs!"
"Perhaps Vivie Beauvayse—" suggested Mrs. Charterhouse.
"Maybe Vivie Beauvayse—" suggested Mrs. Charterhouse.
"I think not. Vivie preferred the crepuscular effect. It contrasted capitally with her own style of colouring. You must have noticed, they are seldom seen going about together as they used. Dear Lady Wathe, do you feel faint? Can I get you anything?"
"I don't think so. Vivie enjoyed the evening light. It really brought out her coloring beautifully. You must have noticed that they hardly spend time together like they used to. Dear Lady Wathe, are you feeling lightheaded? Can I get you anything?"
For something had clicked behind the Goblin's pearls, and she had suddenly stiffened in her seat. The superb figure of Patrine Saxham had entered by the swing-doors leading from the vestibule followed by a tall, broad-shouldered young man in loose grey tweeds, whose left sleeve displayed a band of black significantly new.
Something shifted behind the Goblin's pearls, and she suddenly tensed in her seat. The impressive figure of Patrine Saxham entered through the swing doors from the vestibule, followed by a tall, broad-shouldered young man in loose grey tweeds, whose left sleeve clearly showed a newly added black band.
"Can that be Miss Saxham? It must be!—her type is so unusual! Not having seen her since the night of the dinner I referred to I did not quite grasp the meaning of your references to ingredients common in Indian curries. Of course, I understand now!" The Goblin surveyed the tall, pliant figure with the dead beech-leaf hair through her lorgnette before she leaned forwards and roused the sleeping Brayham by a brisk application of the instrument. "Look, Sir Thomas! Would you have known Miss Saxham?"
"Could that be Miss Saxham? It must be! She has such a distinctive look! I haven't seen her since that dinner I mentioned, so I didn’t really get your comments about ingredients typically used in Indian curries. But I understand now!" The Goblin scrutinized the tall, agile figure with the muted beech-leaf hair through her lorgnette, then leaned forward and nudged the sleeping Brayham with a quick tap of the tool. "Look, Sir Thomas! Would you have recognized Miss Saxham?"
"Beparr! ... Wharr? ... God bless my soul, no!"
"Beparr! ... What? ... Oh my gosh, no!"
Brayham, turning in the armchair as the Zoo walrus turns in his concrete pond, surveyed Patrine with a bloodshot stare.
Brayham, turning in the armchair like a walrus in a concrete pond at the zoo, watched Patrine with a bloodshot stare.
"Silly girl! Spoilt her looks!" he snorted. "Handsome as the dooce with her gipsy-black tresses. Won her bet. Won't get her ring now though, unless von Herrnung paid before he flew!"
"Silly girl! She's messed up her looks!" he sneered. "She's as beautiful as ever with her dark, gypsy-black hair. I won the bet. But she won't get her ring now unless von Herrnung paid before he left!"
"Was there a bet between them? How is it you never told me? Have I deserved this from you?" demanded Lady Wathe indignantly, as Mrs. Charterhouse and Lady Wastwood exchanged glances and smiles.
"Did they place a bet? Why didn't you ever mention it? Did I do something to deserve this from you?" Lady Wathe asked angrily, while Mrs. Charterhouse and Lady Wastwood exchanged glances and smiles.
"Sorry! ... Forgot! ..." Brayham gobbled apologetically. "Man I know happened to be close to 'em leaving Spitz's Restaurant that Sunday night in Paris. Told me he heard von Herrnung lay Miss Saxham his magpie pearl solitaire against a bit o' Palais Royal paste she was wearing—that she wouldn't change the colour of her hair! Made the appointment for her, with Wiber—'Pastiches Artistiques,' and so on, Rue de la Paix. He bragged of it afterwards at the Cercle Moderne! Dam Germans! no idea of decency! Why do Englishwomen intrigue with 'em? Bounders that kiss and tell!"
"Sorry! ... I forgot! ..." Brayham said with an apology. "A guy I know was nearby when they left Spitz's Restaurant that Sunday night in Paris. He told me he heard von Herrnung offer Miss Saxham his beautiful pearl solitaire in exchange for a piece of Palais Royal paste she was wearing—if she wouldn’t dye her hair! He set up an appointment for her with Wiber—"Pastiches Artistiques,' etc.,Rue de la PaixHe boasted about it later at the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Cercle Moderne"Seriously, those Germans! They have no decency! Why do English women get involved with them? They're total bounders who kiss and tell!"
There was a significant pause, broken by the Goblin's shrillest peal of laughter. The ex-Justice, whose vitality was low, folded his hands and dozed again. Then——
There was a long pause, broken by the Goblin's loudest laugh. The former Justice, feeling exhausted, clasped his hands and fell asleep again. Then——
"Now we know who footed the bill," said Cynthia Charterhouse in dove-like accents. While Trixie murmured in the vexed ear of Margot:
Now weknow"Who paid for everything?" Cynthia Charterhouse said in a calming voice. Meanwhile, Trixie whispered irritably in Margot's ear:
"Kitts, my dinkie, you are a pal of the Saxhams. How far had the affair really gone?"
"Kitts, my friend, you are an ally of the Saxhams."Howfar has the situationreallyprogressed?
"There was no affair!" said Margot's sweet little voice, very clearly. "Pat rather hated Count von Herrnung than otherwise!"
"There was no affair!" Margot's sweet voice said clearly. "Pat actually hated Count von Herrnung more than anything!"
"Judging by the mute evidence of her hair—" began Mrs. Charterhouse, languidly. How Margot loathed these women, erstwhile her chosen friends and associates, tearing with greedy beaks and vicious claws at the reputation of an unmarried girl....
"Based on the silent clues from her hair—" started Mrs. Charterhouse, casually. How much Margot despised these women, who had once been her friends and colleagues, as they ripped apart the reputation of an unmarried girl with their greedy beaks and vicious claws....
"Her hair belongs to her! She can bleach it if she wishes!" The little figure rose to its altitude of four feet seven inches and surveyed the scandalmongers with wrathful eyes. "I have said that there was nothing between Miss Saxham and Count von Herrnung"—the little voice was crystal-cold: "I should be extremely obliged to all of you if you will understand this clearly! Miss Saxham is engaged to my husband's cousin, Alan Sherbrand."—Had Franky heard that stately reference to my husband, he would have been "bowled," to quote himself. "Franky likes him, and so do I, tremendously! We're both keen on their bringing off the match!"
"Her hair belongs to her! She can bleach it if she wants!" The small figure stood tall at four feet seven inches, glaring at the gossipers with fiery eyes. "I've made it clear that there's nothing going on between Miss Saxham and Count von Herrnung" — the little voice was icy: "I would really appreciate it if all of you could understand this! Miss Saxham is engaged to my husband's cousin, Alan Sherbrand." — If Franky had heard that official mention of my husband, he would have been "bowled," to use his own words. "Franky likes him, and so do I, a lot! We're both really excited for them to make this happen!"
There was another resounding silence. Brayham snored melodiously. Then Trixie Wastwood said with her Pierrot smile:
There was another heavy silence. Brayham snored in a steady rhythm. Then Trixie Wastwood said with her Pierrot smile:
"Really, Kitts, it was—hardly cricket not to have warned us!"
"Honestly, Kitts, it was totally unfair not to warn us!"
While Mrs. Charterhouse added in tones of iced velvet:
While Mrs. Charterhouse spoke in a cool, smooth voice:
"Regard me also as prone beneath Miss Saxham's Number Eight shoes. Did you say her fiancé was a cousin of Lord Norwater's? Not possibly the son of the uncle who died quite recently? Captain the Hon. Noel Sherbrand, late of the Royal Gunners.... My husband used to know him before—people left off!"
"You should also see me as someone who’s been stepped on by Miss Saxham's size eight shoes. Did you bring her up?"fiancéIs he a cousin of Lord Norwater? Could he be the son of the uncle who recently passed away? Captain the Hon. Noel Sherbrand, formerly of the Royal Gunners.... My husband knew him back then—before everyone stopped socializing!
"It is the same. He muddled his career somehow, and—most people cut him! But he is dead," said Margot very deliberately, "and his son, if we have no—" the delicate cheeks flushed with sudden vivid crimson—"his son is perfectly tophole and Franky's next heir. We met him in June in Paris, and so did Pat Saxham! How do any of you know she didn't tint her hair to please him."
"It's the same. He messed up his career somehow, and—most people cut him off! But he's stilldead"Margot said very deliberately, "and his son, if we have no—" her delicate cheeks flushed with a sudden bright crimson—"his son is absolutely top-notch and Franky's next heir. We met him in June in Paris, and so did Pat Saxham! How do any of you know she didn't dye her hair to impresshim."
"Possibly she did! But, according to Sir Thomas—it was the other man who paid!"
"Maybe she did! But, according to Sir Thomas, it was the other guy who paid!"
"Odd, isn't it? In this world," said the Goblin with her crackling laugh, "the other man invariably pays the bill! And so the young gentleman over there—who is quite remarkably good-looking in the blond Norman style—and who is going to marry Miss Saxham—succeeds to Lord Norwater in—a certain eventuality! May one be permitted to hope, dear Lady Norwater, that Fate and yourself will combine fortuitously, to keep the cousin out of the House of Peers!"
"Isn't it weird? In this world," said the Goblin with her crackling laugh, "someone else always ends up paying! And that young man over there—who looks pretty handsome in a classic blond way—and who is about to marry Miss Saxham—might inherit Lord Norwater's title in—a particular situation! Can we hope, dear Lady Norwater, that Fate and you will team up to keep the cousin out of the House of Peers!"
"Rude, ill-bred, horrid woman!" thought Margot, clenching her little teeth to keep back these epithets. "How dare she twit me with—that! How dare—" Then her hot flush sank away and a mist came before her eyes, and she would have fallen, but that Trixie Wastwood jumped up from the sofa and threw about the little figure a kind, supporting arm.
"Rude, disrespectful, awful woman!" Margot thought, grinding her small teeth to keep these insults in check. "How dare she mock me with—that"How dare—" Then her rage faded, and her vision blurred, and she would have fallen if Trixie Wastwood hadn't jumped off the sofa and wrapped a supportive arm around her small frame.
"I've got you! You're not going to faint, Kittums, are you? Forgive us, my dinkie! What pigs we have been!"
I've got you! You're not going to faint, are you, Kittums? Sorry about that, my dear! Whatpigswe’ve been!
"Heckling the tomtit for defending the saffron-crested blackbird! I rather agree with you," admitted Mrs. Charterhouse as Margot freed herself, saying it was nothing, and proudly moved away. "We women are horribly spiteful," continued Cynthia. "Yes, we are spiteful, Lady Wathe! I am perfectly in earnest. What is the reason? Will anything cure us? Do somebody tell me! Colonel Charterhouse would say it is because we eat too much rich food, walk too little, automobile too much, and want some useful work or other to occupy our minds! He is coming here to lunch with me—he was quite touchingly anxious to be invited!" Her beautiful eyes widened as the swing-doors thudded behind three entering masculine figures, "Why, here he is with Lord Norwater, and your boy, Trixie! All three in khaki! What a day we are having!"
"Can you believe they're making fun of that little bird for standing up for the blackbird with the yellow crest? I totally agree with you," Mrs. Charterhouse said as Margot brushed it off, saying it was nothing, and confidently walked away. "We women can be really spiteful," Cynthia continued. "Yeah, we are spiteful, Lady Wathe! I'm dead serious. Why is that? Can anything change us? Someone please tell me! Colonel Charterhouse is coming here for lunch with me—he was actually quite eager to be invited!" Her beautiful eyes widened as the swing doors thudded behind three men who just walked in. "Oh look, here he is with Lord Norwater, and your boy, Trixie! All three of them in khaki! What a day we’re having!"
She added, as her handsome middle-aged Colonel made his spurred way through the ever-thickening crush to her:
She added, as her charming middle-aged Colonel walked through the increasing crowd towards her:
"I am enlightened! So this was your surprise!"
"I understand! So"thiswas your surprise!"
"Not half as big as mine when I found they were willing to take me. 'Fit as a fiddle,' according to the M. O. Gad!"—he went on, as his wife made room for him on the settle by her side—"as willingly as though he had been somebody else's husband," Lady Wathe said subsequently—"It's to my golf I owe it—these A.M.S. sawbones finding me in the pink! And instead of a back-seat, what do you think they've given me? Command of the Third Reserve Battalion of the blessed old Regiment, the Loyal North Linkshires, vice Crowe-Pinckney, kicked out by a gouty toe! ... How's that for an oldster of fifty-five, ... Eh, what?" His chuckle was that of a Fourth Form athlete picked to supply a gap in the School Eleven. And Cynthia's beautiful eyes, as she slipped her hand into the Colonel's, looked at him as the boy's mother's might have looked upon her son.
"Not even close to how big it felt when I found out they wanted me. 'Fit as a fiddle,' as they say. Wow!"—he continued as his wife made some room for him on the couch next to her—"as happily as if he had been someone else's husband," Lady Wathe commented later—"I owe it to my golf—those A.M.S. doctors getting me back in shape! And instead of just sitting on the sidelines, guess what they’ve offered me? Command of the Third Reserve Battalion of the good old Regiment, the Loyal North Linkshires,viceCrowe-Pinckney, who got kicked out because of a gouty toe! ... How's that for a fifty-five-year-old, ... right?" His laugh was like that of a Fourth Form athlete who got chosen to join the School Eleven. And Cynthia's lovely eyes, as she took the Colonel's hand, looked at him like a mother looks at her son.
Lady Wastwood's Pierrot smile might have played upon the reunited couple mockingly, but that the unexpected apparition of her boy Wastwood in single-starred khaki, adorned with the badge of a crack Hussar Regiment, girt with the Sam Browne and narrow officer's shoulder-strap, and clad as to the legs in spurred brown butcher-boots—dimmed her bright green eyes and brought a choke into her throat. Wastwood the son was so like Wastwood the father—killed at Magersfontein in 1900,—whom Trixie, for no reason apparently, had romantically adored. A burly young man, pink as a baby, with thick fair hair growing down within two inches of his eyebrows, small, fierce blue eyes, and a huge roaring voice, softened down now to a tender bellow as he answered a pale girl's eager question with:
Lady Wastwood's Pierrot smile might have seemed like a tease towards the reunited couple, but the unexpected sight of her son Wastwood in single-starred khaki, sporting the badge of a prestigious Hussar Regiment, wearing the Sam Browne belt and a slim officer's shoulder strap, and dressed in spurred brown butcher boots—dulled the sparkle in her green eyes and brought a lump to her throat. Wastwood the son looked so much like Wastwood the father—who was killed at Magersfontein in 1900—and whom Trixie had romantically admired for no clear reason. He was a big young man, rosy like a baby, with thick blond hair that fell just short of his eyebrows, small, intense blue eyes, and a booming voice, now softened into a gentle roar as he answered a pale girl's eager question with:
"Well, I can't say exactly when we're going to the Front, but I hope to Christmas it'll be soon!"
"Well, I can’t say exactly when we’re going to the Front, but I hope it’ll be soon, maybe by Christmas!"
Wastwood's engagement to the girl had been announced only the week previously in the Society Columns of the leading dailies. Now, while Wastwood's younger brother Jerry anguished in the throes of a final Exam, at Sandhurst, the said Jerry being set upon getting a Commission in time to go to the Front with one of the First Divisions—his elder sat on a Club sofa and made love to the girl Jerry was subsequently to marry. For not only Wastwood's title, but his vacant Commission as a Lieutenant in the Dapple Greys and his sweetheart went to his junior after Mons.
Wastwood's engagement to the girl had been announced just a week earlier in the Society Columns of the major newspapers. Now, while Wastwood's younger brother Jerry struggled through his final exam at Sandhurst, determined to get a commission in time to head to the front with one of the First Divisions, his older brother lounged on a club sofa and flirted with the girl Jerry was later going to marry. Because not only Wastwood's title, but also his vacant commission as a lieutenant in the Dapple Greys and his sweetheart would go to his junior after Mons.
There was a lot of family and regimental re-shuffling and re-dealing, you will remember, after Mons.
A lot of changes in the family and regiment were going on, as you may recall, after Mons.
The leaven of the Great Awakening was working in the souls of these worldly-minded, ultra-modern men and women, even as the crowd in the rooms grew denser, as the buzz of talk became almost solid, and khaki mingled with the brilliant toilettes. Hardly a man but wore dead-leaf brown. Wives were entertaining their husbands, mothers were lunching their sons, that day, at the multitudinous little tables in the great and lesser dining-rooms,—there was a revival of old code-words, an interchange of almost forgotten pet-names, a resurrection of ancient jokes, when the atmosphere seemed dangerously charged with emotion. How many Last Sacraments of renewed love were eaten and drunk by husbands and wives who, estranged for years, were to be reunited by the War, and parted by the War until the Day when Wars shall be no more.
The energy of the Great Awakening was stirring in the hearts of these modern, worldly people, just as the crowd in the rooms grew denser, and the buzz of conversation became almost palpable, with khaki blending in with bright outfits. Almost every man wore shades of brown. Wives were entertaining their husbands, mothers were having lunch with their sons that day at the many small tables in the large and smaller dining rooms—there was a revival of old code words, a sharing of nearly forgotten nicknames, a resurgence of old jokes, and the atmosphere felt intensely charged with emotion. How many moments of renewed love were shared over meals and drinks by husbands and wives who had been distant for years, bound to be brought back together by the War, only to be separated again until the day when wars will be no more.
That a tall young man in grey tweed with a crape armlet should sit opposite Patrine that day at Margot's special table was one of the thousand miracles already wrought.
It was one of the many miracles that a tall young man in grey tweed, wearing a mourning armband, sat across from Patrine that day at Margot's special table.
Sherbrand had shelved all recollection of that June adventure in the Bois de Boulogne, when a flushed young husband in immaculate top-hat and frock-coat had thanked an angry young man in waterproof overalls and gabardine for not chopping his wife into kedgeree.
Sherbrand had completely forgotten about that June incident in the Bois de Boulogne, when a flustered young husband in a clean top hat and frock coat had thanked an irritated young man in waterproof overalls and gabardine for not turning his wife into kedgeree.
Could one be angry any more when this little human dragon-fly was what Patrine called "a frightful pal" of hers. Thank Heaven! Patrine had known nothing of the cousinship when she had answered Sherbrand's plain question, "Will you marry me?" with an assent:
Could anyone still be upset when this little human dragonfly was what Patrine referred to as "a scary friend" of hers? Thank goodness! Patrine had no idea about the family connection when she answered Sherbrand's direct question, "Will you marry me?" with a yes:
"Sooner than not!"
"Sooner or later!"
"Then—it is settled?"
"Then it's settled?"
"Yes, you poor dear! If you think me worth having!"
"Yes, you poor thing! If you really think I'm worth it!"
Worth having! Sherbrand's glorious Patrine. Whom to be near was heaven on earth. Whom to obey was a lover's luxury, even when she had issued the mandate:
Worth having! Sherbrand's glorious Patrine. Being near her felt like heaven on earth. Following her orders was a lover's joy, even when she had given the command:
"Now, you must come to the Club and lunch with me, and meet my friends. Do be decent to them!"
"Now, you need to come to the Club and have lunch with me, and meet my friends. Please be friendly to them!"
Perhaps you can see Sherbrand bowing rather stiffly to Margot and accepting with the briefest hesitation the smallest of offered hands.
You might see Sherbrand bending awkwardly to Margot and, after a brief pause, accepting the tiniest hand she offers.
"I thought it must be the same!—I was certain there couldn't be two Flying Sherbrands. Pat!—Mr. Sherbrand can't deny the relationship, though he disapproves of Franky and me most fearfully. You'll have to teach him," went on the coaxing little voice, "that we're lots and lots nicer than he thinks us! For we've got to be friends," said Kittums, "if you and my dear Pat are going to be married! No time like the present! Can't we begin now?"
"I thought it had to be the same!—I was sure there couldn't be two Flying Sherbrands. Pat!—Mr. Sherbrand can't deny the connection, even though he really disapproves of Franky and me. You'll have to show him," the sweet little voice went on, "that we're much nicer than he thinks we are! Because we need to be friends," Kittums said, "if you and my dear Pat are going to get married! There’s no better time than now! Can we start right away?"
What a vivid little face it was, though there were tired marks like faint bruises under the great dark eyes, and the rose-flush in the cheeks was less bright than it had seemed in June. He released the tiny jewelled fingers, and found himself presented to the husband.
It was a bright little face, even though there were tired marks like faint bruises under the big dark eyes, and the rosy glow in the cheeks was less vibrant than it had been in June. He released the tiny jeweled fingers and was introduced to the husband.
"Frightfully glad to meet you—more reasons than one!"
"Really nice to meet you—there's more than one reason for that!"
Franky, slim, sleek-headed, and dapper in unblemished Regulation tea-leaf, held out his hand, saying as he looked the other squarely in the eyes:
Franky, slim, well-groomed, and sharply dressed in clean Regulation tea-leaf, reached out his hand, making direct eye contact as he said:
"If I had known your Home address, I should like to have dropped a line to you, when I—when I saw the newspaper yesterday."
"If I had known your address, I would have wanted to send you a message when I—when I saw the newspaper yesterday."
"My mother lives at Bournemouth. My father had been an invalid for years. I go down to-day by the afternoon train."
"My mom lives in Bournemouth. My dad has been sick for years. I'm taking the afternoon train down today."
"Ah! Please remember me to my—Aunt Jeannette."
"Ah! Please send my regards to my Aunt Jeannette."
From what dusty shelf of memories had Franky reached down the name of his uncle's unknown wife? But it sounded pleasantly to Mrs. Sherbrand's son. The cloud upon his forehead cleared away, and his cold sea-blue eyes began to thaw into kindness:
From what distant part of his memories had Franky retrieved the name of his uncle's unknown wife? But it sounded pleasant to Mrs. Sherbrand's son. The frown on his forehead faded, and his cold sea-blue eyes began to soften with warmth:
"I'd like a word with you in private. Do you mind comin' out of this clackshop into the vest*i*bulee?" Franky went on, quoting his favourite Jimmy Greggson, and with a word to Margot and a glance on Sherbrand's part at Patrine, the two men passed through the swing-doors. Here Franky wheeled, and said with effort:
"I want to speak with you privately. Can you step out of this noisy place into the lobby?" Franky added, quoting his favorite Jimmy Greggson, and with a word to Margot and a look from Sherbrand at Patrine, the two men walked through the swinging doors. Once they were outside, Franky turned and said with some difficulty:
"This is a bit subsequent! but—if there's time available and the date of my uncle's funeral doesn't happen to be fixed, I should like to say—" He grew furiously red and began to stammer: "My father ... myself ... Dash! how brutally I bungle! But my uncle has a right to—to lie in the family vault with his ancestors. It's at Whins—the Church is in the Castle grounds. I can guarantee that my father—every facility—sympathy—proper respect—" He broke down. Sherbrand answered, now the cooler of the two:
"This is a little later! But—if there’s time and my uncle’s funeral date isn’t set, I want to say—" He turned bright red and began to fumble over his words: "My dad ... me ... Damn! I'm really messing this up! But my uncle deserves to—be buried with his family. It’s at Whins—the church is in the castle grounds. I can promise you that my dad—will offer all the support—understanding—proper respect—" He hesitated. Sherbrand responded, now the more composed of the two:
"You are very kind, Lord Norwater. My mother has already received a telegram from Lord Mitchelborough conveying a message to the same effect."
"You're very kind, Lord Norwater. My mom has already gotten a text from Lord Mitchelborough with a message saying the same thing."
"I engineered that!" thought Franky complacently. But he was fish-dumb. Sherbrand went on:
"I made that!" Franky thought to himself with pride. But he didn't have a clue. Sherbrand went on:
"She would thank you, as I do, gratefully. But my father—would have preferred to be buried where he died!"
"She would thank you, just like I do, with appreciation. But my father—would have wanted to be buried where he died!"
"Good egg! And now there's another thing to get off my chest," said Franky. "You know you stand in for the Viscounty when I succeed my father, or if I get knocked out in this scrap—supposing I should kick without heirs! That being so, suppose you bury the hatchet and lunch with us? Wouldn't in Paris—perhaps you will now? The War seems to rub up old saws like new somehow. That copy-book tag about Blood bein' thicker than water! that's one of the ones I mean. In case my wife got left—do you tumble?"—the ambiguous term was quite expressive—"I'd like to think that you were—would be kind to her!"
"Good egg! And now there's something else I need to say," Franky said. "You know you’ll be acting as the stand-in for the Viscounty when I take over from my father, or if I get taken out in this fight—just in case I kick the bucket without any heirs! So, how about you bury the hatchet and join us for lunch? Maybe in Paris—are you thinking about it now? The War seems to bring back old sayings like they're new again. That saying about blood being thicker than water—that's one of the ones I mean. If something happened to my wife—do you understand what I’m saying?"—the unclear term was quite telling—"I'd like to think that you would be kind to her!"
"I should certainly—in that case—try to do what I could." A certain physical and mental resemblance showed between these two long-legged, lightly-built, clean-made Sherbrands, standing together talking of grave matters, with candour and simplicity and British avoidance of sentiment and excess of words.
"I really should—if that’s the case—try to do what I can." There was a clear physical and mental resemblance between these two tall, slim, well-groomed Sherbrands as they stood together talking about serious issues with honesty and directness, reflecting that typical British habit of avoiding sentimentality and unnecessary words.
"But,"—Sherbrand found himself yielding to an impulse of confidence in the owner of the brown eyes that were some inches below his own, "this War is my chance! I'm a certified pilot-aviator and constructor and engineer. Perhaps there'll be a chink in the Royal Flying Corps for me—and many another fellow like me—before long—I hope, not very long! For my father's sake as much as for my own, I'm bound to make good—you understand?"
"But," Sherbrand felt compelled to trust the person with brown eyes that were a few inches lower than his own, "this War is my chance! I'm a licensed pilot, aviator, builder, and engineer. Maybe there will be a position in the Royal Flying Corps for me—and for many others like me—soon—I hope, not too soon! For my father's sake as much as my own, I need to succeed—you understand?"
The brown eyes understood. His kindred blood warmed to the look in them.
The brown eyes understood. His family connection reacted to the expression in them.
"He knew—my father knew that he had failed in life through his own fault. He did not resent his brother's attitude. He bore the consequences more or less patiently, and when he died he left the cleansing of his name to me. Not that he was as badly to blame as people thought. He was born without sufficient of the quality called—objectivity. It's the power that keeps a man slogging, slogging in one groove without getting mechanical or stupid, as long as he attain his ends or can serve his country by keeping on. It's indispensable!"—he emphasised the word, his strong blue-grey eyes full on Franky's—"as indispensable as lymph in your inner ear-tubes. Without it you can't keep a level balance—whether you stand, or walk, or fly!"
He knew—my father knew that he had failed in life because of his own choices. He didn't hold a grudge against his brother's attitude. He dealt with the consequences pretty patiently, and when he passed away, he left it up to me to clear his name. It’s not that he was as at fault as people believed. He was born without enough of what you’d call—objectivity. It's the ability that helps a person keep going, working hard in one direction without becoming robotic or foolish, as long as they reach their goals or can serve their country by moving forward. It'sessential!"—he stressed the word, his intense blue-grey eyes focused on Franky's—"as vital as lymph in your inner ear tubes. Without it, you can't keep your balance—whether you're standing, walking, or flying!"
"Miss Saxham—knows, I suppose?"
"Miss Saxham—knows, I guess?"
A flush crept up through Sherbrand's tanning:
A flush spread across Sherbrand's skin:
"I have told her. It wasn't pleasant. But she—likes me enough to overlook it. She—seems to think I should never fail in that way! I hope to God I never shall!" The old boyish terror of inherited weakness cropped up in the tone of the man grown. "It would be horrible to suspect the bacillus of slackness lurking in my blood! If there is—the sooner I get scrapped, the better for her and for me!"
"I've told her. It wasn't easy. But she likes me enough to let it go. She seems to think I should never make mistakes like that! I hope to God I never will!" The old fear of inherited weakness came through in the voice of the grown man. "It would be awful to think there's any sign of laziness in my blood! If there is, then the sooner I'm out of the picture, the better for both of us!"
"Well, you've chosen the—kind of career that is going to use up a good many men pretty quickly." Franky was warming more and more to this big blond, candid cousin. "Not that I think there's much of the slacker about you. Few chaps more fit and nervy—that is, going by looks, you know! But if the Kaiser's Flying Men can shoot on the wing as well as they brag they can"—his brown eyes were watchful for a change in the other's face—"then——"
"Well, you've picked a career that's likely to wear out a lot of guys fast." Franky was growing more and more fond of this blunt, big blond cousin. "Not that I think you're lazy at all. There are few guys who are as fit and brave—just going by looks, of course! But if the Kaiser’s Airmen can really shoot on the move like they claim, then——"
"Then I tumble out of my sky, a dead bird!" said Sherbrand, squaring his broad shoulders, "and someone luckier fills my place!"
"Then I drop from my high position, like a dead bird!" Sherbrand said, shrugging his broad shoulders, "and someone luckier takes my place!"
"Thumbs up! Ten to one you'd come down with a broken wing or so." There was something that touched Franky's latent quality of imagination in the fellow's queer way of saying "my sky." "This cousin of mine is a handsome fellow," he said to himself, "and a plucky one. And—by the Great Brass Hat!—now I come to think of it—the livin' image of old Sir Roger Sherbrand—his and my great-grandfather—goin' by the portrait in the gallery at Whins."
"Thumbs up! I bet you'd end up with a broken wing or something." There was something about the guy's weird way of saying "my sky" that connected with Franky's hidden imagination. "This cousin of mine is a handsome guy," he thought, "and pretty brave. And—by the Great Brass Hat!—now that I think about it—he looks just like old Sir Roger Sherbrand—our great-grandfather—based on the painting in the gallery at Whins."
"So you're firm on joinin' the Flying Corps..." he went on, feeling for the moustache which had been reduced to Regulation toothbrush size. "Good egg You! Wish you all the sporting chances——"
"So you're committed to joining the Flying Corps..." he said, reaching for his mustache that had been trimmed to the Regulation toothbrush size. "That's great! Wishing you all the best opportunities——"
"And better luck," said Sherbrand drily, "with Bird of War No. II. than I had with No. I.!"
"And good luck," Sherbrand said dryly, "with Bird of War No. II compared to what I dealt with in No. I!"
"You're building a new 'plane?" The brown eyes were alight with interest.
"Are you building a new plane?" The brown eyes sparkled with excitement.
"Rather! Come and have a look at her one day."
"Absolutely! Come and see her sometime."
"Like a shot, if only I'd time! Did she tot to a hatful of money?"
"Just like that, if only I had the time! Did she earn a lot of money?"
"Something under £700. £500 of that goes for the new 'Gnome' engine. You see that German—" Sherbrand broke off.
"Something under £700. £500 of that is for the new 'Gnome' engine. You see that German—" Sherbrand paused abruptly.
"I remember! Pretty rough on you, that North Sea crossin' business. Must have been an awful loss. Look here!" Franky reddened again and began to flounder. "Could I—couldn't I—help with the boodle? Got £700 lying by idle. Frightfully glad if you'd let me chip in!—just in a cousinly sort o' way!"
"I remember! That crossing of the North Sea was really hard for you. It must have been a big loss. Look!" Franky blushed again and began to trip over his words. "Could I—couldn't I—help with the money? I've got £700 just sitting here. I’d be really happy if you let me pitch in!—just like a cousin!"
"I am much obliged to you, Lord Norwater."
"Thank you so much for that, Lord Norwater."
Confound the fellow! how he froze at the least hint of patronage. He went on, holding his head high:
What a guy! He totally shut down at the first hint of help. He carried on, with his head held high:
"You are very kind, but I am not poor, unless as poverty is understood by people of your world. Apart from what my profession brings me I have something in the way of income. My mother's brother left me a sum of money that brings in yearly over £200." He went on as Franky regarded with unaffected interest the man who wasn't poor on two hundred per annum: "The principal—I suppose it tots up to £6,000—I shall naturally settle on my wife."
"You're really generous, but I'm not poor, at least not in the way you think. Besides what I earn from my job, I have some extra income too. My mom's brother left me some money that gives me over £200 a year." He continued as Franky watched with genuine interest at the man who didn't consider himself poor with two hundred.a year"The principal—I think it comes to £6,000—I’ll obviously give to my wife."
He warmed and brightened with the utterance of the word. His cold eyes grew soft and his brows smoothed pleasantly. He said with a glowing pride, and a kind of brave shyness that a woman who loved him would have adored:
He lit up and brightened at the sound of the word. His cold eyes softened, and his brow relaxed into a pleasant expression. He spoke with glowing pride, combined with a brave shyness that a woman who loved him would have cherished:
"I have said nothing yet to Miss Saxham about my hopes of a Commission—I suppose for fear of not pulling the thing off. But the moment it comes along I shall persuade her to marry me. We'll be man and wife before I fly for the Front."
"I haven't told Miss Saxham about my hopes for a Commission yet—probably because I'm afraid it won't happen. But as soon as it's confirmed, I'll persuade her to marry me. We'll be husband and wife before I go to the Front."
As cocky as though he had landed the biggest catch in the matrimonial waters, thought Franky, instead of that great, slangy, galumphing young woman without a halfpenny at her back. But he did the amiable, in a way characteristic of Franky, ushering the guest back to the luncheon-room, introducing "my cousin" to people worth knowing, doing the honours with a pleasant cordiality that won upon Sherbrand more and more.
Feeling as confident as if he had won the biggest trophy in dating, Franky thought, instead of that loud, awkward young woman with no money to her name. But he played the gracious host, which was typical of Franky, guiding the guest back to the dining room, introducing "my cousin" to important people, and performing his duties with a warm friendliness that impressed Sherbrand more and more.
Sherbrand took leave directly after lunch, saying that he had to catch the afternoon express for Bournemouth. He had left his bag and suit-case in the hall-porter's care. Would Patrine?—Patrine read the entreaty in the hiatus and yielded to it, saying Yes, she would drive with him, and see him off from Waterloo.
Sherbrand said his goodbyes right after lunch, explaining that he had to catch the afternoon train to Bournemouth. He had left his bag and suitcase with the hall porter. Would Patrine?—Patrine picked up on the unspoken request and agreed, saying yes, she would drive with him and see him off at Waterloo.
"It's lovely of you!" Sherbrand said to her gratefully as they rose. She gave him her cordial smile and a soft glance from the long eyes. They took leave of their hosts and passed out together, heads slewing as the tall young figures went by.
"That's really nice of you!" Sherbrand said with gratitude as they stood up. She gave him a warm smile and a soft gaze from her long eyes. They said goodbye to their hosts and left together, heads turning as the tall young figures passed by.
Once in a taxi, spinning down Short Street, Sherbrand possessed himself of the hand he coveted. Its warm strong, answering clasp thrilled him to speechlessness. He looked at the long white fingers intertwined with his own, and asked himself whether he were deserving of a happiness too great to be credited. When her shoulder touched his, its warm creamy whiteness gleaming through the dead-white of her thin sleeve, his heart drummed until it seemed as though she could not but hear it. But his was not the only heart that beat....
Once in a taxi, speeding down Short Street, Sherbrand grabbed the hand he had wished for. Its warm, strong grip left him speechless. He looked at the long white fingers woven with his own and wondered if he deserved a happiness that seemed unreal. When her shoulder brushed against his, its warm creamy whiteness shining through the stark white of her thin sleeve, his heart raced as if she could hear it. But he wasn’t the only one whose heart was pounding….
"Thank you." It was her rich warm voice speaking close by his ear. "Thank you for being so nice to my Kittums! She is the truest little soul going. We have been chums ever since I joined the Club. Never quarrelled once—until she made up her mind to marry Franky——"
"Thank you." It was her rich, warm voice near his ear. "Thank you for being so kind to my Kittums! She's the sweetest little soul. We've been friends ever since I joined the Club. We've never had a disagreement—until she chose to marry Franky——"
"And now you're going to marry Franky's first cousin." Sherbrand laughed rather breathlessly. "'Marry' ... 'Marriage.' Two splendid words with meanings and meanings beyond meanings packed into them. Isn't it wonderful? ..." He gripped the warm white hand in his strong brown one. "Pat, your pulses are playing a tune!"
"And now you're going to marry Franky's first cousin." Sherbrand laughed a bit out of breath. "'Marry'... 'Marriage.' Two incredible words full of meaning. Isn't it amazing? ..." He held her warm white hand in his strong brown one. "Pat, your pulse is racing!"
"So are yours," she answered in a low tone.
"Same goes for yours," she said softly.
"What is it?" He bent his head and set his lips in a swift caress to the back of the white hand. Then he turned it gently over and looked earnestly at the blue wrist-veins. They were full and throbbing tumultuously. Her blood was answering to the call of his. He set a second swift kiss upon them and his voice was unsteady as he said:
"What is it?" He leaned in and quickly kissed the back of her white hand. Then he gently flipped it over and gazed closely at the blue veins in her wrist. They were full and pulsing with energy. Her blood was reacting to his presence. He placed another quick kiss on them, his voice shaking as he said:
"I know the name of the tune, my wonder. Patrine! Love!—it's the Wedding March!"
"I know the name of the song, my love. Patrine! Love!—it's theWedding March!
"Whose? Grieg's, or Wagner's in Lohengrin, or Haydn's?"
"Whose? Grieg's or Wagner's?"Lohengrin, or Haydn's music?"
"Neither Wagner's nor Haydn's nor Grieg's. Yours and mine! I told Lord Norwater to-day that I meant to make sure of you before I fly for the Front."
"Not Wagner's, Haydn's, or Grieg's. Yours and mine! I told Lord Norwater today that I intend to secure you before I go to the Front."
"You're going to the Front? Oh!—why?" Her long eyes looked at him with sharp terror in them. He answered:
"Are you going to the Front? Oh no! Why?" Her eyes widened in fear as she looked at him. He replied:
"When the Powers that be offer me a Commission in the Royal Flying Corps."
"When the authorities offer me a role in the Royal Flying Corps."
"I see." She breathed freely. "And so—we are not to be married until then?"
"I understand." She relaxed. "So, we won't be getting married until that time?"
"Would you—to-morrow, if I——"
"Would you tomorrow, if I——"
"You know I would!" Her voice broke over him in a wave of tenderness. "You've made me love you—so dreadfully, Alan. Now if the little tin gods hear us—the spiteful little gods who spoil people's lives—something will happen to part us, soon."
"You know I would!" Her voice enveloped him with warmth. "You've made me love you—so deeply, Alan. Now if those little tin gods are listening—the spiteful little gods who mess up people's lives—something's going to happen to tear us apart soon."
His arm went round her and gathered her against him. He said with a great thrill of triumph:
He wrapped his arm around her and pulled her in close. He said with a burst of excitement:
"If the Great God is for us we can defy the little tin devils! It was He who made us for each other, brought us together—will bring us closer still!"
"If the Great God is with us, we can take on those little tin devils! He created us for each other, united us—and will bring us even closer!"
He added, as a handsome boy of nineteen or twenty, dressed at the zenith of the fashion, and already showing the worn lines of habitual dissipation, flashed by driven in a silver-grey Lanchester, with a notorious Cyprian enthroned at his side:
He added, as a good-looking guy around nineteen or twenty, dressed in the latest fashion and already showing the signs of frequent partying, sped by in a silver-grey Lanchester, with a well-known escort sitting next to him:
"How can I thank Him enough for what He has done for me? How many temptations He has helped me resist, that I might come to you clean to-day!"
"How can I thank Him enough for all that He has done for me? He has helped me resist so many temptations so that I could come to you today feeling clean!"
"Were any of the temptations like Mrs. Mallison?" She had freed her hand from his, and now leaned forwards, hiding her clouded face from Sherbrand under the pretext of following the grey car with her eyes. "That was little Wyvenhoe with her.... How young he is! And how old she must be! Why, I've seen her portrait in a Book of Beauty dated forty years back—with a chignon and waterfall. They called her the Marble Marvel in those days, didn't they? Before she pitched her cap over the windmill, and made hay of the Prunes and Prisms. Now she acts in Music Hall sketches—has a voice like a raven's, paints a quarter-of-an-inch thick, and exploits Eton boys. Is anything the matter?"
"Were any of the temptations like Mrs. Mallison?" She pulled her hand away from his and leaned forward, hiding her worried face from Sherbrand by pretending to watch the gray car. "That was little Wyvenhoe with her... He’s so young! And she must be so old! I’ve seen her portrait in a Book of Beauty from forty years ago—with a chignon and waterfall. They called her the Marble Marvel back then, right? Before she threw caution to the wind and messed everything up with the Prunes and Prisms. Now she performs in Music Hall sketches—has a voice like a raven, wears makeup a quarter-inch thick, and takes advantage of Eton boys. Is something wrong?"
Sherbrand had suddenly started and pulled his watch out. Now he rapped on the glass at the back of the chauffeur, leaned out of the window and spoke to the man, and resumed his seat, answering:
Sherbrand suddenly startled and pulled out his watch. He tapped on the glass behind the chauffeur, leaned out of the window to speak with him, and then settled back into his seat, replying:
"The matter is that I had forgotten an important appointment. I can manage to keep it by the skin of my eyelids by taking the three o'clock train to Bournemouth instead of the two-thirty Express. You won't mind? You'll come with me and wait for me?"
"I totally forgot about an important appointment. I can hardly make it if I take the three o'clock train to Bournemouth instead of the two-thirty Express. You don't mind, do you? Will you come with me and wait?"
"Not a little bit! ..." she answered to the one question and to the other: "Of course I will!"
"Not at all!" she answered one question, and to the other, she said, "Of course I will!"
CHAPTER LI
CHAPTER 51
THE INWARD VOICE
THE INNER VOICE
The taxi, arrested and reversed on its way to Piccadilly Circus, was soon speeding Westwards. It whirred up Berkeley Street, traversed Berkeley Square, and turned into a short street ending in railings, enclosing grass wonderfully green for August, clipped bushes of evergreens, and some autumn-foliaged planes.
The taxi, which had stopped and turned around on its way to Piccadilly Circus, was soon speeding west. It zipped up Berkeley Street, crossed Berkeley Square, and turned onto a short street that ended in railings, surrounding a beautifully green grassy area for August, neatly trimmed evergreen bushes, and some trees beginning to show their autumn colors.
"We'll keep the man. I'll take his number. He'll look after my kit for me. Let me help you out, dear!"
"We'll keep him. I'll get his number. He'll handle my things for me. Let me help you out, babe!"
He opened a gate in the railings and let her through. A large double house, with many windows, severely screened with brown curtains and wire blinds, loomed behind them, commanding the oblong patch of London green. The Modern Gothic porch of a lofty building of smoke-darkened freestone rose up before them. Patrine said under her breath, realising the ecclesiastical character of the edifice:
He opened a gate in the railings and let her go through. A big double house with lots of windows, heavily draped with brown curtains and wire blinds, stood behind them, looking over the rectangular green space in London. The Modern Gothic entrance of a tall building made of dark freestone loomed ahead of them. Patrine whispered quietly, recognizing the church-like quality of the building:
"Great Scott! It's a church!"
"Wow! It's a church!"
But Sherbrand, who had stayed to shut the gate in the railings did not hear the tabooed expletive. He caught her up and turned the massive iron handle of the porch-door which was braced by bands of iron with trefoil heads, and studded with heavy nails. They went down two shallow steps into an oblong, vaulted chamber, very cool and dark and fragrant, tesselated with squares of black and white stone. Slabs of black marble lined the walls to the height of a tall man. An inscription in Early English lettering, cut into the black background and gilded, caught Patrine's eye in passing. She read beneath the symbol of the Cross:
But Sherbrand, who had stayed behind to close the gate in the railings, didn’t hear the forbidden curse. He caught up with her and turned the heavy iron handle of the porch door, reinforced with iron strips and adorned with trefoil-shaped ends, studded with large nails. They went down two shallow steps into a rectangular, vaulted room that was very cool, dark, and fragrant, with a patterned floor made of black and white tiles. Black marble slabs covered the walls up to the height of a tall man. An inscription in Early English lettering, carved into the black background and gilded, caught Patrine’s eye as she walked by. She read beneath the symbol of the Cross:

Under were lists of names, all male, ranged alphabetically. Her quick eye dropped to the initial S. and found Sherbrand there. But when she looked for her companion, he was waiting hat in hand, at a door some distance beyond them.
Below were lists of names, all male, arranged alphabetically. Her quick glance landed on the initial S. and she saw Sherbrand there. But when she looked for her companion, he was standing by a door a bit away, waiting with his hat in hand.
"You will come in and wait for me?" he whispered as she came towards him.
"Are you going to come in and wait for me?" he whispered as she approached him.
"Why not? As well here as anywhere!" He opened the door and she passed in.
"Why not? It's just as good here as anywhere else!" He opened the door, and she walked in.
To Patrine's left hand, close to the door by which they had entered, was a small unpretending altar supporting the tinted image of an emaciated, bearded monk in a black robe girdled with a white cord. A clustered pillar of red and white marble supported a shallow basin containing a little water. Patrine shrugged as Sherbrand dipped his fingers and made upon brow and breast the sacred Sign. Then he seemed to hesitate—dipped again and held the wetted finger tips towards her, evidently courting her touch. She shook her head hastily. Her eyes swept purposely past his, scanning the vast interior. They were standing in the shorter southern transept of what was some church.
To Patrine's left, near the door they had entered, was a small, simple altar with a colorful statue of a thin, bearded monk in a black robe secured with a white cord. A clustered pillar of red and white marble held up a shallow basin containing a bit of water. Patrine shrugged as Sherbrand dipped his fingers in the water and made the sacred Sign on his forehead and chest. Then he seemed to hesitate—dipped his fingers again and reached them toward her, clearly wanting her to touch him. She quickly shook her head. Her eyes intentionally moved past his, scanning the vast interior. They were standing in the shorter southern transept of what wassomechurch.
The vast nave was dark and cool, full of silence and shadow and the perfume of flowers and incense, mingled with a fragrance far subtler than these. Pillars of richest Modern Gothic design supported the roof, whose forest of rich dark timbers showed little adornment, except at the Sanctuary end. Here coffering, diapering, and gilding made for splendour; rich marble cased the pillars and floored the stately choir with its rows of stalls, wrought in dark wood, elaborately carved. The north transept housed the organ, a towering instrument of many pipes. The scarlet cushion on the vacant organ-bench, the book of chants left upon the rack, the black and yellow-white of the well-used keys, the numbered heads of the stops, showed through the lattice-work of a high wrought-iron screen, wonderfully painted and gilt. Between Patrine and the nave was a pulpit of red and white marble like the pillars, with a carved sounding-board of obviously ancient work. Rows of pews flanked the wide central aisle and the two smaller, and on the right of a lofty oaken screen that masked the west door, with the mellow light of a great rose-window falling on it, towered a huge Crucifix in black marble, upholding a white tortured Figure whose drooping thorn-crowned Head, like His hands and feet and side, dripped with crimson.... Patrine winced at the sight, and turned hastily away.
The large nave was dark and cool, filled with silence and shadows, along with the scent of flowers and incense mixed with a much subtler fragrance. Pillars in a rich Modern Gothic style supported the roof, which was made of deep, dark timbers with little decoration, except at the Sanctuary end. Here, intricate designs and gold accents created splendor; rich marble wrapped the pillars and covered the elegant choir floor with its rows of beautifully carved dark wood stalls. The north transept housed the organ, a towering instrument with many pipes. The red cushion on the empty organ bench, the book of chants left on the rack, the black and yellow-white worn keys, and the numbered heads of the stops were visible through the intricate lattice of a high wrought-iron screen that was beautifully painted and gilded. Between Patrine and the nave stood a pulpit made of red and white marble like the pillars, topped with an obviously ancient carved sounding board. Rows of pews lined the wide central aisle and the two smaller aisles, and on the right, behind a tall oak screen that concealed the west door, loomed a huge black marble Crucifix, supporting a white tormented Figure whose drooping, thorn-crowned Head, along with His hands, feet, and side, dripped with crimson. Patrine winced at the sight and quickly looked away.
Now she was looking over the head of Sherbrand, who knelt before her upright and motionless,—at the High Altar, backed with a noble triptych, its three panels displaying the Annunciation, the Visitation, and the Nativity. A silver lamp depending by chains from the centre of the Sanctuary roof burned with a small steady flame before the Tabernacle—standing between tall tapers burning in gleaming candlesticks, and vases of huge white golden-anthered August lilies—hiding behind its broidered curtains and golden doors, the Ineffable Mystery.
Now she was gazing over Sherbrand's head, who was kneeling in front of her, upright and still, at the High Altar, backed by a stunning triptych with three panels depicting the Annunciation, the Visitation, and the Nativity. A silver lamp, hanging from chains in the center of the Sanctuary ceiling, burned with a small, steady flame in front of the Tabernacle—situated between tall candles glowing in shiny candlesticks and large vases of white lilies with golden stamens—hidden behind its embroidered curtains and golden doors, the Ineffable Mystery.
"Come!" Sherbrand's whisper said, close at her ear as he rose up. She turned and followed him down a side-aisle. "Sit here!" he signed to her, pointing to a narrow bench. He waited until she was seated, laid his hat and stick beside her, gave her a grave smile, bent his knees once more, looking towards the High Altar and moved noiselessly away.
"Come!" Sherbrand whispered in her ear as he stood up. She turned and followed him down a side aisle. "Sit here!" he said, pointing to a narrow bench. He waited for her to sit, set his hat and stick beside her, gave her a serious smile, bent his knees again, looked toward the High Altar, and quietly walked away.
Turning her head to follow him with her eyes, Patrine saw that the large dark church was not as empty as she had supposed. Kneeling or seated figures of men and women were scattered here and there amongst the wilderness of empty pews. The serried rows of rush-bottomed kneeling-chairs in either side-aisle showed aggregations of people, ten or a dozen together, chiefly in the neighbourhood of certain narrow wooden doors appertaining to small structures that might be little chapels or vestries, set between groups of pillars in regular sequence down the length of the side-walls. Still following Sherbrand's figure with her eyes she saw him knock at one of the doors, wait as though for an answer, and enter. As the door swung towards her, she saw that it bore a name in gilt letters within an oval on the upper panel. Each of the doors, a questing glance satisfied her, bore a name.
Turning her head to keep him in view, Patrine realized that the large dark church wasn't as empty as she'd thought. Kneeling or seated figures of men and women were scattered among the many empty pews. The closely arranged rows of rush-bottomed kneeling chairs in each side aisle held groups of people, ten or twelve together, mostly near certain narrow wooden doors leading to small spaces that could be little chapels or vestries, positioned between groups of pillars regularly along the side walls. Still following Sherbrand's figure with her eyes, she saw him knock on one of the doors, wait as if expecting a response, and then enter. As the door swung open toward her, she noticed it had a name in gold letters within an oval on the upper panel. A quick glance confirmed that each of the doors had a name.
Of course the little wooden chapels were confessionals. Was Confession the important business that necessitated Sherbrand's losing a train and foregoing the company of Patrine to the station, a favour so eagerly sought and so ardently received? Her red lips curled a little at the corners as she turned her face back towards the High Altar, rising within the low barrier of the red and white marble Communion-rail. So remote and pure and set apart with its tall, shining lights and gleaming vases of pure white lilies, its snow-white silk frontal embroidered with a golden ray-surrounded Chalice, its fair white linen Altar-cloth, with a running border of Old English lettering in dark rusty red:
Certainly, the small wooden chapels functioned as confessionals. Was going to Confession really the crucial reason that made Sherbrand miss a train and skip time with Patrine at the station, a moment he had wanted so much and looked forward to with such excitement? Her red lips curved slightly at the corners as she turned her face back towards the High Altar, rising above the low barrier of the red and white marble Communion rail. It seemed so far away, pure, and set apart with its tall, shining lights and shining vases of pure white lilies, its snow-white silk frontal embroidered with a golden Chalice surrounded by rays, and its fair white linen altar cloth featuring a running border of Old English lettering in a dark rusty red:
"He had borne our Infirmities and Carried out
Sorrows. He was Wounded for our Iniquities.
He was Bruised for our sins."
"He took on our weaknesses and carried our pain.
He was hurt for our wrongs.
He was broken for our sins."
The words seemed to have a physical as well as mental force and impressiveness. It was as though they swept from the high white Table through the fragrant, wax-lit stillness of the Sanctuary, winnowing the still, spicy air of the dark nave and the lighter side-aisles as with wide, powerful, unseen wings. And despite the presence of nearly a hundred people scattered about the great building, the stillness was extraordinary. It got on the nerves.
The words seemed to hold both physical and mental strength. It was like they flowed from the high white table through the fragrant, candlelit peace of the sanctuary, stirring the quiet, spicy air of the dark nave and the brighter side aisles with wide, powerful, invisible wings. And even with almost a hundred people scattered across the large space, the silence was striking. It was almost eerie.
Almost awfully upon the nerves. For a long way behind her, where the shadowy dusk brooded thickest, and the white tortured Figure of the Crucified hung drooping from the great Cross of black marble against the background of the towering oak screen, it was as though the first great drops of a thunder-shower were falling, pat, pat, pat! upon the pavement below.
Almost painfully nerve-wracking. Far behind her, where the shadowy dusk was the darkest, the white, anguished figure of the Crucified hung lifeless from the large black marble cross, set against the backdrop of the towering oak screen. It felt like the first heavy drops of a thunderstorm were starting to fall,pat, pat, pat!on the sidewalk below.
Merely a trick of imagination—and yet it tortured. One knew by sensations like these that one had been frightfully overstrained of late. One had done lots of things one regretted—several things one disliked to think of; one thing that made one hate oneself sometimes with a very fury of intensity, when one wasn't too busy hating him. But since he was drowned, one had felt it scarcely cricket to go on expending fierce resentment and savage disgust and acute loathing in that direction. One heaped it on the living of the two gross, sensual offenders. Oh God! when Sherbrand had said in that tone of triumph:
Just a trick of the imagination—and yet it felt like torture. You could sense that feelings like these indicated how stressed you had been lately. You’d done many things you regretted—several things you didn’t want to think about; one thing that sometimes made you hate yourself with fierce intensity, when you weren't too busy hating __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.himBut since he had drowned, it felt wrong to keep throwing intense anger, harsh disgust, and deep hatred at him. You directed all of it at the living of the two gross, sensual offenders. Oh God! when Sherbrand had said in that triumphant tone:
"I come to you clean!"
"I come to you honest!"
How inexpressibly one had abominated oneself. How one had shrunk against the side of the taxicab, pretending to look after wretched little decadent Wyvenhoe and the unquenchable Mrs. Mallison—feigning sudden absorption in the Piccadilly shop-windows, to escape those clear undoubting eyes that pierced one to the very soul. To be thought good when one was wicked, pure when one was the other thing; believed candid when one was a living lie. Ah!—that not only pierced but scorched.
How much one had hated oneself. How one had shrunk against the side of the taxi, pretending to pay attention to the pathetic little Wyvenhoe and the never-satisfied Mrs. Mallison—faking sudden interest in the shop windows of Piccadilly to avoid those sharp, piercing eyes that saw right into the soul. To appear good when one was actually bad, to seem pure when one was anything but; to be thought honest when one was a total fraud. Ah!—that not only hurt but also stung.
If anybody, a month or so back, had asked Patrine: "Are you a Christian?" she would have retorted: "What are you playing at? Of course I am—I suppose!" Of late that conjectural Being she had called God had receded, faded, grown dimmer, and vanished. But here in the stillness, looking towards the Altar, she was conscious as those candle-flames went up like prayers from faithful souls, that Good and Evil were living warring Forces. You chose White or Black deliberately, and when Death came—it was anything but the end.
If someone had asked Patrine a month ago, "Are you a Christian?" she would have shot back, "What’s with the questions? Of course I am—I guess!" Recently, the belief in God that she once had had faded and vanished. But in the stillness, looking at the Altar, she felt that as the candle flames flickered like prayers from devoted people, Good and Evil were real, opposing Forces. You deliberately chose White or Black, and when Death arrived—it was far from the end.
Her hair stiffened slightly on her scalp and a light shudder thrilled through her. She felt with a growing awe, and sense of dreadful certainty, that Someone was looking at her. And to relieve the insupportable tension she stretched out her hand, and took a squat, thick little book from the shelf below the seat in front of her. It was a copy of the Douai translation from the Latin Vulgate of the Bible, and there was a purple marker where she opened it, in the middle of the Book of Job.
Her hair tingled slightly on her scalp, and a light shiver coursed through her. She felt a growing sense of awe and a chilling certainty that someone was watching her. To relieve the overwhelming tension, she reached out and took a small, thick book from the shelf under the seat in front of her. It was a copy of the Douai translation from the Latin Vulgate of the Bible, with a purple marker indicating her spot in the middle of the Book of Job.
"Power and terror are with Him...."
"Power and fear are with Him...."
That was the first line that caught her eye. A little lower on the page came:
That was the first line that grabbed her attention. A little further down the page, there was:
"Was it not Him that made life? Hell is naked before Him and there is no covering for destruction.... He stretched out the North over the empty place, and hangeth the earth upon nothing.
"Was it not Him who created life? Hell is exposed before Him, and there’s no hiding from destruction.... He spread out the North over the void and hangs the earth on nothing.
"He hath set bounds about the waters, till light and darkness come to an end....
"He has set limits around the waters, until light and darkness come to an end....
"The pillars of heaven tremble and dread at His beck. By His power the seas are suddenly gathered together, and His Wisdom hath struck the proud one.
"The pillars of heaven shake and fear at His command. By His power, the seas are quickly brought together, and His Wisdom has humbled the arrogant.
"His Spirit hath adorned the heavens ... and seeing we have heard scarce a little drop of His Word, who shall be able to withstand the thunder of His greatness?"
"His Spirit has beautified the heavens ... and since we've barely heard a small portion of His Word, who will be able to withstand the power of His greatness?"
It was like a Voice speaking—a Voice of inconceivable magnitude. It made one go cold, asking oneself the question: What if sin were an insult to Him? A scrap of filth flung in the Face of One who created the atom, the protoplasm, the cell, and the bacillus, and built from these in His own Image, Man.
It felt like a Voice speaking—a Voice of unimaginable power. It sent chills down your spine, making you think: What if sin is an insult to Him? A piece of dirt thrown in the face of the One who created the atom, protoplasm, cell, and bacillus, and made Man in His own Image from these.
Sitting in the stilly duskiness the woman He had made shut her eyes and tried to envisage Him. He was not the God of the Curate's Confirmation-class, nor the God the Anglican Vicar of the West End Church preached about, but a Being the hem of whose garment extends beyond the confines of Space, and in whose lap lies Eternity. Infinite Goodness, infinite Love, infinite Purity, infinite Beauty, He could stoop to care for the little beings of His Workmanship so much, that for them He did not hesitate to sacrifice Himself in the Person of His Only Son. Did not love such as this make wilful sin an insult to Him in that Son's Person? Wasn't it—pretty rough on Our Saviour—to have poured out His Blood upon the Cross of Calvary as an atonement for the sins of men like dead von Herrnung, and women like Patrine Saxham, and know them still so beastly, so prurient, so base, so vile? ... It began to dawn upon Patrine, still possessed by that strange hallucination of the Blood that dripped heavily from the tortured Body on the great black Cross behind her, how it might be that evil wilfully committed, opened its Wounds afresh. Drove the thorns anew into the drooping Head of the Crucified, pierced once more the Heart, that inexhaustible fountain of love....
Sitting in the dim evening light, the woman He created closed her eyes and tried to imagine Him. He wasn't the God of the Curate's Confirmation class, nor the God the Anglican Vicar of the West End Church spoke about, but a Being whose presence reaches beyond the limits of Space, and in whose lap lies Eternity. Infinite Goodness, infinite Love, infinite Purity, infinite Beauty—He cared so deeply for the small beings of His creation that He didn't hesitate to sacrifice Himself through His Only Son. Didn't love like this make deliberate sin an insult to Him through that Son? Wasn't it—pretty unfair to Our Savior—to have spilled His Blood on the Cross of Calvary as atonement for the sins of people like dead von Herrnung, and women like Patrine Saxham, and still see them so corrupted, so immoral, so degraded, so despicable? ... It started to dawn on Patrine, still haunted by that strange vision of the Blood that dripped heavily from the tortured Body on the great black Cross behind her, how willful evil might reopen its Wounds. It drove the thorns into the drooping Head of the Crucified again, piercing once more the Heart, that endless source of love....
"O! all you that pass by ... attend and see if there be any sorrow like unto My Sorrow."
"Oh! all you who walk by ... pay attention and see if there is any pain like My Pain."
The words came cropping up through layers of sentences heard and forgotten, clearly as though a voice had spoken them at her side.
The words came through layers of sentences that were heard and forgotten, as clear as if someone had spoken them right next to her.
This afternoon the headlines of papers had shrieked of horrors. You remember that at seven o'clock in the morning two German Army Corps had poured into Belgium by the eleven strategic railways that provided for The Day. The vast grey-green flood of marching men, the huge python-like columns of machine-guns, the splendidly-horsed batteries of field artillery, the Brobdingnagian siege howitzers thundering behind their traction-engines, the miles of motor- and horse-drawn transport-waggons, carts, and lorries, blotted out the familiar features of the landscape, as, preceded by massed brigades of cavalry, with squadrons of Field Flying Service aëroplanes reconnoitring three thousand feet overhead, the hosts of Germany rolled down towards the banks of the Meuse.
This afternoon, the headlines in the newspapers shouted about terrible events. You remember that at seven in the morning, two German Army Corps surged into Belgium through the eleven main railways prepared for The Day. The massive wave of marching soldiers, the long lines of machine guns, the well-placed batteries of field artillery, the huge siege howitzers thundering behind their engines, and the miles of motorized and horse-drawn transport wagons, carts, and trucks wiped out the familiar sights of the landscape. As they moved forward, led by groups of cavalry and with squadrons of Field Flying Service planes scouting three thousand feet above, the German forces advanced toward the banks of the Meuse.
Directly in line of them rose the fortified City of Liége, termed "the Birmingham of Belgium," holding in the suburb of Seraign, five miles distant from the city, the huge Cockerill machine-plant and foundry, one of the largest ironworks in the world. They had stayed three hours at the frontier station of Visé, a Belgium Custom House town of less than 4,000 inhabitants, where a few squadrons of Belgian Cavalry and the Belgian 12th Line Regiment, aided by some heroic peasants, farmers, and townspeople had risen up with desperate gallantry to oppose their inevitable advance.
Directly in front of them was the fortified City of Liège, known as "the Birmingham of Belgium," which contained the large Cockerill machine plant and foundry in the suburb of Seraing, just five miles from the city. They had spent three hours at the border station of Visé, a small Belgian customs town with fewer than 4,000 residents, where a few squadrons of Belgian cavalry and the Belgian 12th Line Regiment, along with some brave peasants, farmers, and townspeople, had fought hard to resist their inevitable advance.
They had written the sign-manual of the Hun upon the ashes of Visé in the blood of its massacred inhabitants. Frightfulness, the many-headed hydra, was uncaged and let loose ere they rolled on to Liége peeved by their three hours' intolerable delay. While I who write and you who read far from the sound of fusillades, or the crash of shells or the yells of peasants dying amongst the flames of burning houses, learned of these deeds from the shrilly clamorous headlines, and asked one another with raised eyebrows, in incredulous voices: "Can these hideous things possibly have been done?"
They had documented the Huns' actions on the ashes of Visé, stained with the blood of its killed people. A terrifying chaos, like a many-headed monster, was unleashed just before they headed to Liège, irritated by their three-hour delay. Meanwhile, I who write and you who read, far from the sounds of gunfire, the blast of shells, or the cries of villagers perishing in the flames of burning homes, learned about these events from the sensational headlines, and we exchanged raised eyebrows and disbelieving tones, asking each other: "Could these horrific things really have happened?"
Patrine had no doubt that they had been done!—were being done even while she sat waiting in Sherbrand's church for Sherbrand. Did she not know von Herrnung? Were not his fellow-officers and the soldiers he and they commanded, lustful, brutal, cruel, rapacious, arrogant, and pitiless even as he? He was a Type—not the isolated example of a new species. It would not be easily stamped out; its dominating characteristics would write themselves upon a conquered race. Those outraged wives, those violated daughters of Belgium would live to see it reproduced in the living fruit of their humiliation. What honest man could bear to stoop over his wife's bedside and meet the eyes of the Enemy looking at him—from the face of a new-born child!
Patrine was certain that it had already happened!—that it was happening even while she sat waiting in Sherbrand's church for him. Did she not know von Herrnung? Were his fellow officers and the soldiers he led not lustful, brutal, cruel, greedy, arrogant, and heartless, just like him? He was a type—not just an isolated example of a new breed. It wouldn’t be easy to wipe out; its dominant traits would be ingrained in a conquered people. Those abused wives and violated daughters of Belgium would have to live with the reality of their humiliation reflected in the future. What decent man could stand to lean over his wife's bedside and see the eyes of the Enemy staring back at him—from the face of a newborn child!
A rigor of horror seized upon her body and shook it. Her jaw dropped, her eyes closed as though they shrank and withered under their contracting lids. She slid from her seat and fell upon her knees helplessly. Her head sank forwards upon the hands that rose instinctively to hide her face. In the same instant Sherbrand's low voice speaking behind her turned the heart in her bosom to ice.
A wave of fear crashed over her, making her shake. Her mouth fell open, and her eyes closed as if they were shrinking and wilting under their lids. She slipped from her seat and dropped to her knees, unable to move. Her head dropped forward onto the hands that instinctively rose to protect her face. At that moment, Sherbrand's soft voice behind her froze her heart.
"Dearest—I am ready, that is if you are? My keeping you was unavoidable. I am going to Communion with my mother, before the Funeral Mass to-morrow, and I wanted to make my Confession first. Has the time seemed long?"
"Hey—I’m ready if you are. It was bound to happen that I’d keep you. I’m going to Communion with my mom before the Funeral Mass tomorrow, and I wanted to make my Confession first. Does time feel like it's dragging?"
"Not long. Shall we go now?"
"Not long. Should we go now?"
He bent the knee to the High Altar and moved with Patrine down the nave towards an altar dedicated to the Virgin Mother, that was on the south side of the church near the great west door. Wax tapers of several sizes burned in a brass stand beside the tiny altar-rail. Sherbrand lighted three tapers and placed them, felt in his waistcoat-pocket for a bit of silver and balanced it on the slotted top of the money-box too gorged with pennies to admit of the slender sixpenny bit. Then with a beautiful, devotional simplicity he knelt upon the narrow blue golden-starred cushion for a moment, looking up at the gracious veiled head that bent above.
He knelt at the High Altar and walked with Patrine down the aisle toward an altar dedicated to the Virgin Mother, located on the south side of the church near the large west door. Wax candles of different sizes burned in a brass stand next to the small altar rail. Sherbrand lit three candles and placed them in position, then looked in his waistcoat pocket for a bit of silver and balanced it on the slotted top of the donation box, which was so full of pennies that it couldn't fit the slender sixpence. Then, with a beautiful and genuine devotion, he knelt on the narrow blue cushion adorned with golden stars for a moment, gazing up at the gentle veiled head that leaned above.
But for the modernity of the tweed clothes, the pose of the athletic, lightly-built body would, with the mellowed light from the great rose window falling on the keen bronzed face and thick fair hair, have suggested a knight at prayer. In a moment he rose. They returned as they had come, passed through the chapter-house of the Sodality, and issued through the door into the garden. She said, as he triumphantly possessed himself of the dear white hand:
If it weren't for the modern tweed clothes, the pose of his athletic, slender body, with the soft light from the large rose window illuminating his sharp, tanned face and thick blonde hair, would have made him look like a knight in prayer. In a moment, he stood up. They retraced their steps, passed through the chapter-house of the Sodality, and exited through the door into the garden. She said, as he confidently took her precious white hand:
"Tell me, when you lighted and placed those three candles and knelt down—what did you intend—what was it for? A practical insurance against a railway-accident?"
"Tell me, when you lit those three candles and knelt down—what did you mean by that—what was it for? Was it a way to protect yourself from a train accident?"
The dull, ill-timed gibe was no sooner uttered than she sickened with self-contempt. For Sherbrand answered with direct simplicity:
The dull, poorly timed insult had barely left her lips when she was hit with a wave of self-disgust. This was because Sherbrand responded with complete honesty:
"Well, no! Call my three candles a reminder that I have asked Our Lady's help and protection and guidance for three dear people. My father, my mother, and my wife that is to be. For myself I asked that I might never disappoint you. You don't know how I shall try to live up to your belief in me!"
"Well, no! Think of my three candles as a reminder that I've asked Our Lady for help, protection, and guidance for three important people: my father, my mother, and my future wife. As for myself, I asked that I never let you down. You have no idea how hard I will try to live up to your faith in me!"
"You dear boy!" Touched to the quick response of tears she could barely falter: "You're a million times too good for me, if only you knew!"
"You sweet boy!" Overcome with emotion, she could barely hold back her tears: "You're a million times better than I deserve, if only you knew!"
"I know this—that the wide world doesn't hold another woman like my woman! Why, Pat, the very sound of your voice lashes all the blood in me into big red roaring waves of love."
"I know this—the whole world doesn't have another woman like my woman! Wow, Pat, just hearing your voice sends waves of love rushing through me."
"'Big red roaring waves.' Oh, Alan!"
"'Big red roaring waves.' Oh, Alan!"
She laughed, driving back the hot salt tears that stung her eyelids. The taxi was waiting at the corner of Blount Street, patiently ticking out twopence. Sherbrand whistled and it approached them. But this time Patrine did not enter. She could not now drive to Waterloo. It was much, much too late. She refused even to be dropped anywhere. She infinitely preferred walking. It was quite a pleasant stroll from there to Harley Street.
She laughed, trying to hold back the hot, salty tears that stung her eyes. The taxi was waiting at the corner of Blount Street, patiently ticking away twopence. Sherbrand whistled, and it came over to them. But this time, Patrine didn't get in. She couldn't go to Waterloo now. It was way too late. She even refused to be dropped off anywhere. She preferred to walk. It was actually a nice walk from there to Harley Street.
So they wrung hands and looked in each other's eyes and parted. When the taxi vanished round the corner of Blount Street, the tall, gallantly-borne figure in the golden-braided hat and pale rose gown began to walk swiftly towards Grosvenor Square. Suddenly it paused, wheeled, and returned upon its paces, passed through the gate in the railings and disappeared into the church.
They held hands and gazed into each other's eyes before parting ways. Once the taxi rounded the corner of Blount Street, the tall figure in the golden-braided hat and light pink dress began to walk quickly toward Grosvenor Square. Suddenly, it stopped, turned around, and walked back through the gate in the railing, vanishing into the church.
In bed that night in the chintz-hung room at Harley Street, Patrine, recalling the experience that had followed the yielding to that irresistible prompting, wondered if it had actually taken place, or were woven of the tissue of dreams.
That night in the fabric-covered room on Harley Street, Patrine lay in bed, reflecting on the experience that followed her decision to give in to that strong urge. She questioned whether it had actually happened or if it was just a figment of her imagination.
Kneeling upon a bast matting-covered hassock behind the door of the narrow little wooden cell into which she had slipped as a tall, grey-haired officer in Service khaki passed out,—she had rested her elbows upon a narrow ledge before her and peered through a close grating of bronze wire at a figure dimly descried beyond.
Kneeling on a cushioned mat behind the door of the small wooden room she had entered, she rested her elbows on a narrow ledge in front of her and looked through a tight bronze wire grate at a figure faintly visible beyond as a tall, gray-haired officer in service khaki walked out.
The priest was white-haired and of small stature. A meagre ray of light falling from above upon the hands clasped over the ends of the narrow stole of violet-purple that hung loosely about his neck, showed them wasted and yellow-white and deeply wrinkled. By the testimony of the hands he was an old man. Something in the manner of her address must have struck him as unusual. She had not spoken six words in her quick, hot, stammering whisper before he lifted a hand and said authoritatively:
The priest had white hair and was short. A soft beam of light from above illuminated the hands clasped over the ends of the narrow violet-purple stole draped around his neck, showing they were thin, yellow-white, and deeply wrinkled. It was obvious from his hands that he was old. There was something about the way she spoke that struck him as odd. She had barely said six words in her rapid, intense, stammering whisper before he raised a hand and said firmly:
"Stop!"
"Stop!"
And as she had arrested the rush of her words, he had continued, in a grave, dry voice, quite devoid of unction or sympathy, cautiously lowered and yet wonderfully distinct:
As she paused in her speech, he continued in a serious, emotionless tone, totally lacking warmth or compassion, carefully controlled yet strikingly clear:
"You say that you wish to 'confide something' to me 'under the seal of Confession,' and you are not a Catholic!"
"You say you want to 'share something' with me 'under the seal of Confession,' and you're not even Catholic!"
"No, I am not! I suppose I would be called—a sort of Christian, though." She said it haltingly. "Does my not being a Catholic prevent you listening to anything I ... want to say?"
"No, I'm not! I guess you could say I'm sort of a Christian, though." She said it hesitantly. "Does the fact that I'm not Catholic stop you from listening to anything I... want to share?"
The dry voice came back:
The dry voice responded:
"I do not refuse to hear what you have to say. But Confession, Absolution, and Penance are Catholic Sacraments. I cannot extend the benefits of the Church to one who stands without her pale."
"I'm open to hearing what you have to say. However, Confession, Absolution, and Penance are Catholic Sacraments. I can't provide the Church's benefits to someone who isn’t part of its community."
"I'm sorry! ... I suppose, I really haven't got the right to ask advice from you, or to expect you to keep anything—secret?"
"I'm sorry! ... I guess I shouldn’t ask for your advice or expect you to keep anything confidential?"
There was a little old man's cough. The dry voice followed:
There was a cough from an elderly man. The rough voice continued:
"I did not say that. As a priest, I am bound to give good counsel to those who ask it. And I promise you, also as a priest, to respect your confidence.... Now if you desire to go on—for I have several penitents waiting—I will ask you to do so. Be clear and truthful and brief. Mention no person by name. Let there be no exaggeration. Now begin! ..."
"I didn’t say that. As a priest, I have a duty to give good advice to those who ask for it. And I promise you, I’ll keep your trust... Now, if you want to keep going—since I have several people waiting for confession—I encourage you to do so. Be honest, direct, and brief. Don’t mention anyone by name. No exaggerations. Now, go ahead! ..."
"It's like this..." And she had blurted out the ugly, sordid story, that in the plain, unvarnished narration grew uglier and more sordid still.
"It's like this..." And she had rushed through the complicated, tangled story, which, in its simple, unfiltered version, became even messier and more twisted.
He had listened without the movement of an eyebrow or the twitch of a muscle. At certain points where she had deviated from the sheer fact by a mere hairsbreadth the dry little cough had interjected: "Think again!" When she touched upon the circumstances that had resulted in "another man's" offer of marriage:
He listened without even raising an eyebrow or showing any reaction. At times when she deviated a bit from the hard facts, a dry cough would interrupt: "Think again!" This happened when she talked about the situation that led to "another man's" marriage proposal:
"You have accepted this other?" he had asked, and followed her affirmative by saying, quietly, just as he had told her she was not a Catholic: "You have not told him of—what has taken place. Is he an honourable, upright man?"
“You’ve accepted this other one?” he asked, and after her yes, he added quietly, just as he had told her she wasn’t a Catholic: “You haven’t told him about—what happened. Is he an honorable, honest man?”
"Very!"
"Totally!"
"H'mm!" said the dry cough. "What is his religion?"
"Hmm!" said the dry cough. "What faith does he follow?"
"He is a Catholic."
"He's Catholic."
"H'mm! ... A devout Catholic?"
"Hmm! ... A devoted Catholic?"
"He seems—awfully keen on his Church!"
"He seems really passionate about his church!"
A silence had followed, during which the beating of Patrine's heart and the singing of the blood in her ears had seemed to fill the clean little wooden place. Then:
A silence lingered, during which Patrine's heart raced and she could hear the blood pounding in her ears, as if it filled the neat little wooden area. Then:
"Do you intend to tell this keen Catholic," asked the merciless voice, "that you do not come to him—pure?"
"Are you really going to tell this eager Catholic," asked the harsh voice, "that you don't come to him—pure?"
"No! ... At least..." The heave of her bosom against the little shelf before the lattice made the dry wood quiver and creak. A deep sigh broke from her. The priest's voice continued:
"No! ... At least..." The rise and fall of her chest against the small ledge by the window made the dry wood shake and creak. A deep sigh escaped her. The priest's voice continued:
"You have made it quite clear why you have applied to me. To be encouraged not to tell! But even for your own sake I advise you to make confession. Do you expect God's blessing upon a marriage that is—upon your side—a fraud?"
"You've made it pretty obvious why you came to me. You want me to encourage you not to say anything! But for your own good, I really think you should come clean. Do you expect God's blessing on a marriage that you know is, for you, a lie?"
"Men aren't angels!" Patrine burst out rebelliously. "How do I know that he—Yes, I do know!"
"Men aren't perfect!" Patrine said boldly. "How can I be sure that he—Yes, I am sure!"
His face had risen up before her, and his voice was in her ears saying with that note of gladness in it: "I come to you clean!" and shame and compunction choked her, as she added:
His face flashed in her mind, and his voice rang in her ears, cheerfully saying, "I come to you clean!" She was flooded with shame and guilt as she replied:
"He's straighter than I should have believed it possible for any man to be."
"He's more direct than I ever thought any guy could be."
"H'mm!" The dry hacking old man's cough came again. He sniffed twice, sharply. Now he was speaking again.
"Hmm!" The old man coughed harshly again. He sniffed sharply twice. Now he was talking again.
"You have not known many—or any Catholic men before this one. Your doubt as to the existence of masculine purity proves with what type of persons you have hitherto mixed. For your own sake you will be wise to tell the truth to this gentleman. If you loved him you would tell him for his. Now you must leave. I have given you too much time as it is. Repeat after me as I dictate." He clasped the withered hands and began briskly: "Oh, my God——"
"You haven't met many—or any—Catholic men before this one. Your doubts about male purity reveal the kind of people you've been around. For your own good, you should be honest with this guy. If you really cared for him, you would tell him the truth for his benefit. Now it's time for you to go. I've already given you too much time. Repeat after me as I say it." He took her frail hands and started firmly: "Oh, my God——"
After a brief ineffectual hesitation, Patrine echoed him. He went on trailing after him a voice that stumbled and dragged:
After a brief, pointless pause, Patrine copied him. He kept following him with a voice that wavered and dragged on:
"Oh, my God! I am very sorry that I have offended Thee by the sin of fornication, and have yielded up my body to uncleanness, instead of keeping myself pure as Thou commandest. I beseech Thee for the love of Thy Son my Saviour Jesus Christ to bestow upon me the grace of a genuine sorrow for my sin; and while I implore that Thou wouldst mercifully spare me the ruin and disgrace I have merited by my own act, I faithfully promise Thee to profit by the bitter lesson I have learned. But if I find myself as the natural consequence of my wickedness——"
Oh my God! I'm really sorry for offending You with the sin of fornication, and for giving in to impurity instead of keeping myself pure as You command. I ask You, in the name of Your Son, my Savior Jesus Christ, to grant me the grace of genuine sorrow for my sin; and while I plead that You would mercifully spare me the ruin and disgrace I deserve from my actions, I promise to learn from this painful lesson. But if I find myself suffering the natural consequences of my wrongdoing——"
"—of my wickedness——"
"—of my wrongdoings——"
The dragging echo failed. A mist came before her eyes.
The lingering echo faded. A mist clouded her sight.
"Go on," said the stern voice from the other side of the grating. It went on dictating:
"Go ahead," said the serious voice from the other side of the grating. It kept dictating:
"But if I find myself as the natural consequence of my sinfulness about to be the mother of a child, I vow not to be guilty of any violence to the innocent. But to bear my bitter punishment meekly, as coming from Thy Hand. Amen."
"But if I find that, as a natural result of my wrongdoing, I'm about to become a mother, I promise not to harm the innocent. Instead, I'll endure my harsh punishment humbly, recognizing it as coming from Your Hand. Amen."
She said the words. He blessed her with some such words as these:
She said the words. He blessed her with words like these:
"Now may God bless and forgive you, and bring your soul from darkness into His Light. Leave me now. Please shut the door."
"Now may God bless and forgive you, and lead your soul from darkness into His Light. Please leave me now and close the door."
She heard the dry little hacking cough again as she closed it after her. But she did not go away thinking him harsh and merciless. She had seen great shining tears dropping, dropping upon those withered hands.
She heard the dry little hacking cough again as she closed the door behind her. But she didn't leave thinking he was cold and unfeeling. She had seen big, shining tears land on those withered hands.
CHAPTER LII
CHAPTER 52
KHAKI
KHAKI
Remember how upon the great grey canvas of London, broadly splashed in with khaki, from the becoming dead-leaf of the Regular troops to the deadly ginger of the newly mobilised Reserve or the hideous mustard-yellow of the latest recruit to the newest Territorial unit—Recruiting posters of every shape, size, and method of appeal to patriotism, suddenly flared out, ranging from the immemorial red-and-blue printing on white to the huge pictorial hoarding-plaster in monochrome. Dash in as values the glow of re-awakened patriotism, the resounding silences in which Royal Messages to British Citizens and lieges were delivered by grave officials in scarlet gowns and curly white wigs, and the singing of the National Anthem by huge crowds gathered in front of Buckingham Palace, to cheer, over and over again the King, the Queen, and the Heir to the British Throne.
Remember how, across the vast grey expanse of London, it was splashed with khaki—from the faded yellow-brown of the Regular troops to the bright orange of the newly mobilized Reserve and the awful mustard-yellow of the latest recruits to the new Territorial unit. Recruiting posters of every shape, size, and method of appealing to patriotism suddenly appeared, ranging from the classic red-and-blue print on white to the huge pictorial billboards in black and white. Add to that the vibrant revival of patriotism, the deep silences during which Royal Messages to British citizens were delivered by solemn officials in red robes and curly white wigs, and the singing of the National Anthem by large crowds gathered in front of Buckingham Palace, cheering repeatedly for the King, the Queen, and the Heir to the British Throne.
Recall how keenly-curious Britons densely thronged the neighbourhood of the Houses of Parliament, eager to ascertain the British attitude towards France and other Continental Powers; while immense aggregations of people blocked the entrance to Downing Street, surging outside the wrought-iron screens protecting Ministerial windows; congesting Whitehall until omnibuses proceeded at a snail's pace.
Remember how deeply curious the British were as they gathered around the Houses of Parliament, eager to learn about the UK's position on France and other European countries; while large crowds assembled outside Downing Street, pressing against the wrought-iron gates guarding the Ministerial windows; choking Whitehall until buses moved at a crawl.
Revive the strange newness of things, the snap and tingle of seeing not only Royal Palaces and Government Offices, but vital places such as Arsenals, Docks, Railway, and Electric Power stations, Powder-magazines and Munition Stores closely guarded by men in tea-leaf or ginger-brown. Sickly the hot flush of things so new with the pale dread of ruin, the ugly rumours of Invasion. Shadow in broad and black, a panic on the Stock Exchange, the dizzying fall of prices on Continental Bourses, the record slump on Wall Street, the frenzied stampede of the run upon the Banks, the Proclamation from the steps of the Royal Exchange of the strange thing called by nearly everybody—anything but a Moratorium; as, for example, a Monatorial, a Monoroarium or Honorarium, and so on.
Experience the strange newness of things, the excitement and thrill of seeing not just Royal Palaces and Government Offices, but also crucial places like Arsenals, Docks, Railways, and Electric Power stations, along with Powder magazines and Munition Stores closely guarded by men in tea-leaf or ginger-brown uniforms. There's a sickly heat to everything so new, accompanied by a pale fear of destruction and unsettling rumors of Invasion. There’s a looming shadow, panic on the Stock Exchange, the dizzying drop of prices on Continental markets, the record crash on Wall Street, the chaotic rush to withdraw from the Banks, and the announcement from the steps of the Royal Exchange about the peculiar thing everyone calls—anything but a Moratorium; for example, a Monatorial, a Monoroarium, or Honorarium, and so on.
Who could ever forget the excitement attendant on the sailing of famous passenger and cargo-liners with quick-firers and Maxims nosing through steel shields abaft the lower bridge? How the Red Cross notified its surgeons, nurses, and ambulance-helpers to hold themselves ready for business, and a neat khaki rig-out that had puzzled us in several unfamiliar details, turned out to be the Service uniform of the Royal Flying Corps.
Who could forget the thrill of seeing famous passenger and cargo ships set sail, armed with rapid-fire guns and Maxims peeking out from metal shields behind the lower bridge? How the Red Cross notified its surgeons, nurses, and ambulance helpers to be ready, and a neat khaki uniform that puzzled us with several unfamiliar details turned out to be the service uniform of the Royal Flying Corps.
German and Austro-Hungarian Reservists of all classes, summoned home by the strident bellow of Fatherland, surged round their respective Consulates. Prince Cheraowski, Representative of Germany, having had his passports handed him, shrugged the shrug of a disgruntled man, lighted a cigarette, and took a farewell constitutional through St. James's Park. And, on the Declaration of War with Austria-Hungary a few days later, Count Lensdorff received his walking-ticket, and gracefully vanished from the scene. And from the hall-doors of one Embassy in Carlton House Terrace and another in Belgrave Square, British workmen, cheerfully whistling, unscrewed the massive brazen plates. Crowds watched the operation in phlegmatic silence; the single individual who loosed a "boo" being promptly bonneted by a disapproving majority, and moved on by the police, while the windows of the British Embassy at Berlin were being shattered by brickbats, as were those of divers British consulates and Legations throughout the Fatherland. On the mud, stones, and verbal filth lavished on their inmates, of the Yahoo-like usage undergone by Englishmen and Englishwomen, we may not dwell, but I do not think we are likely to forget.
German and Austro-Hungarian reservists from various backgrounds, called back home by the urgent call of their country, gathered around their respective consulates. Prince Cheraowski, the German representative, received his passports, sighed in frustration, lit a cigarette, and took a farewell walk through St. James's Park. A few days later, when war was declared with Austria-Hungary, Count Lensdorff received his notice and quietly disappeared. Meanwhile, from the doorways of one embassy on Carlton House Terrace and another on Belgrave Square, British workers, happily whistling, removed the large brass plates. A crowd watched this silently; the only person who dared to boo was quickly silenced by the disapproving group and escorted away by the police, while the windows of the British Embassy in Berlin were being shattered by thrown bricks, as were those of various British consulates and legations across Germany. We won't focus on the mud, stones, and verbal abuse hurled at the people inside, or the disgraceful treatment endured by English men and women, but I don't think we'll easily forget it.
Recall again, how vast public spaces carefully kept and tended by Committees and boards and Councils, became, as at the stroke of a wand, huge training camps of young, keen, healthy if pale-cheeked Britons in ill-fitting gingerbread or mustard-coloured clothes. How groups of unoccupied London houses, or large vacant stores, or the head-centres of the Y.M.C.A. in various districts, would suddenly overflow with bronzed and sturdy warriors of the Regular Forces, and as suddenly empty again. The platforms of railway termini, closely guarded and barred from the public, would be dotted with neat stacks of Lee Enfield rifles, while regularly-breathing sleepers in khaki pillowed on their packs, shielded by the peaks of their tilted caps from the blue-white electric glare, or the yellow dazzle of the morning sun. A whistle—a snort and clank of two big locomotives—and the platforms under the reverberating glass roofs would be empty again, under the dusty yellow sunshine, or the blue-white electric glare.
Think back to how expansive public spaces, carefully managed by Committees, boards, and Councils, transformed, almost magically, into huge training camps filled with young, eager, healthy (if a bit pale) Brits dressed in ill-fitting gingerbread or mustard-colored uniforms. Notice how groups of vacant London houses, empty stores, or the main branches of the Y.M.C.A. in various neighborhoods suddenly filled up with bronzed and strong soldiers from the Regular Forces, only to be empty again just as quickly. The platforms of train stations, heavily guarded and off-limits to the public, would be covered with neat stacks of Lee Enfield rifles, while soldiers in khaki, resting on their packs, enjoyed a well-deserved nap, partially shielded from the harsh blue-white glow of electric lights or the bright morning sun by the brims of their tilted caps. Then, a whistle—followed by the sound of two massive locomotives clanking—and the platforms beneath the resonating glass roofs would be empty once more, bathed in dusty yellow sunlight or bright electric light.
Remember all this to the daily accompaniment of those huge shrieking headlines, the trotting of innumerable iron-shod hoofs, the ceaseless rolling of iron-shod wheels, the clatter and vibration of huge motor-lorries, vans, and waggons commandeered for the use of the Auxiliary Transport (brilliantly painted in thousands of instances, and proclaiming in foot-long capitals the virtues of Crump's Curative Saline, or Bango's Extract of Beef), mingled with the steady tramp of marching men, all through the days and nights. By night you lay and listened to these sounds, mingled with the bleating of flocks of sheep, and the bellowing of herds of cattle, until the hoofs and wheels and marching boots mingled into the roar of one great ink-black, awful River, whose ice-cold woe-waters—sprung from some mysterious source—swept through our villages and towns and cities, carrying with them millions of lives, brute and human, towards the blood-red dawn of Death.
Amid the constant backdrop of huge, attention-grabbing headlines, the relentless sound of countless iron-clad hooves, the ongoing rumble of iron-clad wheels, and the clatter and vibration of massive trucks, vans, and wagons repurposed for Auxiliary Transport (often brightly painted, boldly advertising Crump's Curative Saline or Bango's Extract of Beef in large letters), mixed with the steady march of soldiers day and night. At night, you would lie there listening to these sounds, combined with the bleating of sheep and the lowing of cattle, until the hooves, wheels, and marching boots merged into the deafening roar of one massive, dark River, whose cold, sorrowful waters—flowing from some unknown source—traveled through our villages, towns, and cities, carrying millions of lives, both animal and human, toward the blood-red dawn of Death.
CHAPTER LIII
CHAPTER 53
FRANKY GOES TO THE FRONT!
FRANKY HEADS TO THE FRONT!
With the First Infantry Brigade of the First British Expeditionary Force went the First Battalion of the Bearskins Plain.
The First Battalion of the Bearskins Plain accompanied the First Infantry Brigade of the First British Expeditionary Force.
Exchanging with Ackroyd, "too sick a man for fighting" (who parted with several superfluous inches of appendix and convalesced in time to go out with the Second Battalion and meet a glorious end at Ypres), Franky was swallowed up in the vortex of Aldershot. 000, Cadogan Place saw him but once more before the roaring flood whirled him away, like a slim brown autumn leaf, to the Unknown.
While hanging out with Ackroyd, "a guy too sick to fight" (who lost a few unnecessary inches of his appendix and recovered just in time to join the Second Battalion, only to meet a heroic end at Ypres), Franky got caught up in the chaos of Aldershot. 000, Cadogan Place saw him one last time before the wild tide pulled him away, like a slender brown autumn leaf, into the Unknown.
His gift to Margot on the night of their parting was a silver elephant of truculent aspect, having ruby eyes and mother-o'-pearl tusks and a howdah on its back, accommodating a "Gladsome Days" pull-off kalendar.
His gift to Margot on the night they parted ways was a silver elephant with an intense expression, adorned with ruby eyes and mother-of-pearl tusks, and a howdah on its back that held a removable calendar titled "Gladsome Days."
"You're such nuts on mascots and gadgets, best childie, I thought I'd get you this beggar for a keepsake. Saw it in a shop in Bond Street. It goes like so!"—Franky demonstrated by sticking a penknife-blade under the liberal whack of leaves that had become obsolete since the First of January. "Rather a neat notion. Something appropriate for every day o' the week," he continued, indicating a rhymed distich appearing beneath the current date. This, the first of many utterances on the part of the Silver Elephant, ranging from the idiotically inappropriate to the appositely malign, ran as follows:
"You really love mascots and gadgets, little buddy, so I thought I’d get you this souvenir. I found it in a store on Bond Street. It works like this!"—Franky showed him by sliding a penknife blade under the pile of leaves that had been useless since January 1st. "Pretty clever idea. Something for every day of the week," he said, highlighting a rhymed couplet that was below the current date. This was the first of many remarks from the Silver Elephant, varying from completely silly to quite appropriate, that went like this:
"Be really nice to the kittyAnd treat her gently:You wouldn't tug her by the tailIf her claws grew out of it!"
"Well, if that's the best this beast can do—" began Margot, sternly surveying the proboscidean. Then she softened, meeting Franky's disappointed eyes, and said it was a lovely present and she would always keep it on the table by her bedside. She and Franky were almost lovers again for the brief time that yet remained to them. She even endured without open resentment his continual references to the child.
"Well, if that’s the best this creature can do—" Margot started, giving the elephant a stern look. Then she softened, meeting Franky’s disappointed gaze, and said it was a lovely gift that she would always keep on the table by her bedside. For the brief time they had left together, she and Franky were almost like lovers again. She even tolerated his constant references to the child without openly resenting it.
"Take care of you both for my sake, won't you, Kittums? Of course, long before Christmas I hope to be back with you! But"—he tenderly crushed the little figure to him as he sat on the bedside holding it embraced—"but if by any old chance I get sent in—remember what kind of man I'd like my boy to be. Sanguine, ain't I?—on the point of his being a boy—putting a pink geranium in the front window before the house is built, but still——"
"Please take care of yourselves for me, Kittums. I really hope to be back with you well before Christmas! But"—he gently pulled the little figure close as he sat on the bedside holding it—"but if by some chance I'm sent away—remember what kind of man I want my boy to be. Optimistic, right?—almost to the point of being a boy—putting a pink geranium in the front window before the house is even built, but still——"
He laughed awkwardly, and brushed off a shining drop of moisture that splashed on the slender brown leather strap that marks the officer's caste. A third star showed on his khaki sleeve, but he had made no reference to it, and Kittums omitted to ask what it meant. He kissed her gravely on the eyes and lips and forehead, unwound the slender arms that clasped his neck, and gently laid her back upon the pillows. Then with: "Good-night and God bless you!" he went quietly out of the room. The hall-door shut and a servant put the chain up, and the waiting car slid away to the Tower. For "I'm to kip down at the old shop for to-night," Franky had explained, "and shepherd five hundred strengthy foot-sloggers—fat as prize bullocks every one of 'em!—to Nowhere in Particular in the morning."
He laughed awkwardly and wiped away a shining drop of sweat that splashed on the thin brown leather strap that indicated the officer's rank. A third star was visible on his khaki sleeve, but he didn’t say anything about it, and Kittums didn’t ask what it meant. He kissed her gently on the eyes, lips, and forehead, unwound her slender arms from around his neck, and softly laid her back on the pillows. Then, with "Good night and God bless you!" he quietly left the room. The front door closed, and a servant put up the chain, while the waiting car drove off to the Tower. "I’m staying at the old place tonight," Franky had said, "and I’ll be in charge of five hundred strong foot soldiers—every one of them as big as prize bullocks!—heading to Nowhere in Particular in the morning."
Margot cried a little when the hall-door shut, and then fell soundly asleep among her big pillows. Waking as a ray of five o'clock sunshine penetrated between the blue-green silk blinds and the lacy curtains, to realise that Something had gone out of her life.
Margot cried a little when the front door shut, and then she drifted into a deep sleep on her big pillows. She woke up when a beam of five o'clock sunlight peeked through the blue-green silk blinds and the lacy curtains, realizing that something significant had left her life.
Something wilful, petulant Kittums had not valued until the hall-door had shut behind it. Something that—crawling, shuddering thought!—might never return. She sat up in bed, hugging her knees and staring into a Future without any Franky in it, a tragic little picture against the background of the big frilled pillows, her great dark eyes wide and wild under her tumbled gold brown hair-waves, her paleness enhanced by the rose-silk night-sheath, a maelstrom of thought, emotions, apprehensions, terrors, whirling in the humming-bird brain.
Kittums didn't understand how stubborn and moody she was until the front door shut behind her. Something that—crawling and shuddering at the thought!—might never return. She sat up in bed, hugging her knees and staring at a future without any Franky in it, a sad little scene set against the backdrop of the big frilly pillows, her large dark eyes wide and frantic beneath her messy golden-brown hair, her pale skin glowing in the rose-silk nightgown, a whirlwind of thoughts, emotions, fears, and anxieties swirling in her busy mind.
The ray of sunshine presently touched the face of the electric clock and elicited a malicious twinkle from the ruby eyes of the Silver Elephant. Remembering her promise, Kittums put out a hand, pulled off the paper-slip bearing the date of the previous day and read:
The beam of sunlight now struck the face of the digital clock, making the ruby eyes of the Silver Elephant sparkle with mischief. Remembering her promise, Kittums reached out, took off the paper slip with yesterday's date, and read:
"May All Your Hours
Be Bright As This!"
"Hope All Your Hours
Shine As Bright As This!"
CHAPTER LIV
CHAPTER 54
OFFICIAL RETICENCE
OFFICIAL SILENCE
The First British Expeditionary Force was in France. Thus much after considerable delay was vouchsafed us. Some studiously unenlightening Field post-cards, some industriously Censored private letters, some Press narratives and photographs were permitted us, of Highlanders, Guards, Scots Greys, Middlesex, Worcestershires, Gordons, and others, brought in upon the midnight tide and debarking from huge transports at Boulogne and Havre and Rouen, under burning blue skies and a sizzling sun. The illustrated weeklies and the cinematograph showed them, with battery after battery of R.F.A. and R.H.A. and R.G.A., Ammunition parks and columns, and Engineers with pontoons on motor-waggons, and Field Ambulance units, endlessly streaming into or out of the canvas cities erected on the sites of the old Napoleonic camps. Showed also Comic Relief, in the familiar form of British Tommy, grinningly appreciative of the welcome accorded him by command of the French Republic; meekly submitting to be plucked bare of buttons and badges, by sirens who sought these with offerings of chocolate, wine, and fruit. This meagre pabulum we champed, possessing our souls perforce, in patience; sitting before the great iron curtain of official reticence that had glided down into its grooves as though it never meant to go up again.
The First British Expeditionary Force was in France. After many delays, we finally got some updates. We received unhelpful field postcards, heavily censored private letters, and reports with images showing Highlanders, Guards, Scots Greys, Middlesex, Worcestershires, Gordons, and others arriving under a bright blue sky and scorching sun, disembarking from large transport ships at Boulogne, Havre, and Rouen. The illustrated magazines and newsreels depicted them alongside numerous batteries of R.F.A., R.H.A., and R.G.A., ammunition parks and supply columns, as well as engineers with pontoons on motor wagons, and field ambulance units, constantly moving in and out of makeshift cities that had been built on the ruins of the old Napoleonic camps. They also showed a humorous side, featuring British soldiers, or ‘Tommy,’ joyfully enjoying the warm welcome from the French Republic; they willingly gave away buttons and badges to women offering them chocolate, wine, and fruit. We patiently absorbed this limited information, waiting for more while sitting behind the great iron curtain of official silence that had come down as if it was never meant to go up again.
Then, with the whiffling swoop of the Jabberwock—the Food Scare was upon us. Letters showered from venerable maiden aunts in remote country districts, describing economies practised by our great-grandmothers in 1801 and 1814. Hot-eyed friends buttonholed one and whispered of Famine that was coming, and pressed crumpled pamphlets, dealing with Food Values, into one's unwilling hand. The Specie Scare came next, rousing the most phlegmatic to frenzied indignation. What! In lieu of the smooth plump British sovereign and half-sovereign welcomed in every corner of the civilised world, must we perforce accept the "magpie," or One Pound note, and the "pinky" or ten-shilling bill!
Then, with the quick swoop of the Jabberwock—the Food Scare hit us. Letters flooded in from well-meaning aunts in the countryside, sharing money-saving tips that our great-grandmothers used in 1801 and 1814. Passionate friends seized you, whispering about the famine that was coming, shoving wrinkled pamphlets about Food Values into your unwilling hands. The Specie Scare followed, throwing even the calmest people into a panic. What? Instead of the smooth, solid British sovereign and half-sovereign that were accepted everywhere in the civilized world, were we really expected to accept the "magpie," or One Pound note, and the "pinky," or ten-shilling bill!
People frothed and vituperated. We were all frothing, what time the stocky Kalmuck-faced von Kluck with 130,000 Germans of the Kaiser's First Army came rolling down in overwhelming force upon the First and Second British Army Corps. Eighty thousand men of our blood holding the line of the canal from Condé to "a place called Mons" with, as the flanking angle, another place called Binche.
People were angry and shouting insults. We were all furious when the stocky, Kalmuck-faced von Kluck led 130,000 Germans from the Kaiser's First Army charging down in overwhelming force against the First and Second British Army Corps. Eighty thousand of our soldiers were holding the canal line from Condé to "a place called Mons," with another location called Binche as our flanking point.
The 5th French Army was in full retreat from Namur and Charleroi; borne back by the resistless pressure of von Buelow, Chief of the Second Army of Attila, 250,000 strong. The 4th French Army was retiring before von Hahsen and a third tidal wave of armed Germanity—humping its huge snaky columns after the fashion of the looper caterpillar—along the menaced line of the Meuse.
The 5th French Army was retreating quickly from Namur and Charleroi, pushed back by the unstoppable force of von Buelow, the commander of Attila's Second Army, which numbered 250,000 troops. The 4th French Army was also falling back in the face of von Hahsen and a third massive wave of armed Germans, advancing in long, winding columns like looper caterpillars along the vulnerable line of the Meuse.
The Krupp and Skoda motor-howitzers that had crushed Belgian fortresses like eggshells were coming into position; the circling enemy aëroplanes were directing with smoke-rockets the uncannily excellent shooting of the German Artillery. We who thought we had no more than a couple of Army Corps in front of us, and possibly a Division of Cavalry, were beginning to realise the ugly truth. As the frightful blizzard of iron and flame broke upon the British batteries, and the shallow trenches made in desperate haste and crowded with the flower of the British Army, began to lose the shape of trenches, to melt—to become mere scratches in the earth, littered with human scrap....
The Krupp and Skoda motor-howitzers that had destroyed Belgian forts like they were made of eggshells were taking their positions; enemy planes circling overhead were using smoke rockets to guide the disturbingly precise shots of the German artillery. We, who thought we only faced a couple of Army Corps and maybe a Division of Cavalry, were starting to understand the harsh reality. As the horrifying storm of iron and fire rained down on the British batteries, the shallow trenches hastily dug and filled with the best of the British Army began to lose their shape, to fade away—turning into mere scratches on the ground, littered with human debris....
We did not suspect, we never dreamed of grave disaster to our Forces, though some of us were strangely haunted by well-loved looks and dear familiar touches before the Iron Curtain of official silence lifted that quarter-inch and the thick red stuff oozed slowly underneath.
We didn’t suspect it; we never imagined a major disaster for our Forces. Still, some of us were strangely reminded of cherished faces and familiar touches before the Iron Curtain of official silence lifted just a little, and the thick red stuff slowly began to seep out.
An hour or two before the Great Awakening, Margot had 'phoned asking Patrine to come round. Arriving, her friend found Kittums sorely exercised in spirit. The housekeeper, in tears, had sought an interview on the Food Question and entreated her lady to lose no time in provisioning the domestic citadel with Flour, Sugar, Bacon, Tea, Coffee, Potatoes, Cereals, and tinned meats against the approaching days of famine. She begged to submit a List. It would be well to lose no time for all the Banks were breaking. She felt it her duty to mention the fact.
An hour or two before the Great Awakening, Margot called Patrine, asking her to come over. When Patrine arrived, she found Kittums very upset. The housekeeper, in tears, wanted to discuss the Food Situation and urged her to quickly stock up on flour, sugar, bacon, tea, coffee, potatoes, cereals, and canned meats in preparation for the days of scarcity ahead. She insisted on giving a list. It was urgent to act quickly because all the banks were collapsing. She felt it was her duty to bring this up.
"And so I told Wallop to dry her poor old eyes," explained Kittums, "and I'd go and buy up the Army and Navy Stores as soon as I'd had a look in at what Franky calls the Dross House, just to ask the Manager, as man to man, if there's any chance of the Bank going biff? Your adorable Lynette and your Uncle Owen may say that hoarding things to eat isn't playing the game and all that. Well! When you're too sharp-set to think Imperially, come round here and I'll grub the lot. How is your Flying Man?"
"So I told Wallop to dry her teary eyes," Kittums explained, "and I’d head to the Army and Navy Stores right after I checked out what Franky calls the Dross House, just to ask the Manager, man to man, if there’s any chance the Bank is going under? Your lovely Lynette and your Uncle Owen might argue that stockpiling food isn’t fair play and all that. Well! When you’re too hungry to think clearly, come over here and I’ll take care of everything. How’s your Flying Man?"
"Doing some Army Coaching. Out Farnborough way," said Patrine. "I've not set eyes on him twice since that Club lunch."
"I'm doing some Army coaching near Farnborough," Patrine said. "I haven't seen him since that club lunch."
"When Franky cottoned to him so," said Margot. "You've not had a scrimmage?"
"When Franky figured him out like that," Margot said. "You haven't had a fight?"
"God forbid!"
"Heaven forbid!"
"Engaged people always squabble."
"Couples always argue."
"Alan and I don't," asserted Patrine.
"Alan and I don’t," Patrine insisted.
The car came round and they drove to the Bank. Most Banks had enjoyed a Run and a few had experienced the combination of a Run with a Panic. There had been a severe Run on Margot's bank. Now it was over and a huge majority among the people who formed queues at the doors and crowded the counters were paying in the deposits they had nervously withdrawn. Relieved in mind, Kittums cashed a cheque of magnitude, and the respectable Williams turned the car in the direction of the Stores.
The car arrived, and they drove to the bank. Most banks had experienced a surge of customers, with some facing a blend of that rush and a panic. Margot's bank had gone through a significant run. Now it was done, and a large number of the people waiting at the doors and crowding the counters were depositing the money they had anxiously withdrawn. Feeling relieved, Kittums cashed a big check, and the respectable Williams drove the car toward the stores.
On this Day of the Great Awakening, Woman stormed the departments. Kittums and Patrine plunged into the scrum, to emerge after having achieved a modified success. Lady Norwater's explanation, that she required provisions in wholesale bulk because of a yachting-trip she meditated, had been hit upon by several thousands of other terminological inexactitudinarians. The mounds of bacon, the castled tins of tea and coffee, the sacks of sugar, rice, and cereals, the raisins, currants, and tinned comestibles—had been nearly all picked up by these knowing early risers. Still enough had been secured to relieve the mind of Mrs. Wallop, and scare the wolf from the threshold of 00, Cadogan Place.
On this Day of the Great Awakening, women took charge of the departments. Kittums and Patrine jumped into the action, achieving a modified success. Lady Norwater's excuse that she needed supplies in bulk for a yachting trip she was planning had been used by thousands of others as well. The heaps of bacon, the stacked cans of tea and coffee, the bags of sugar, rice, and cereals, the raisins, currants, and canned goods—were mostly grabbed by these savvy early risers. Still, they managed to get enough to ease Mrs. Wallop's mind and keep the wolf away from the door at 00, Cadogan Place.
"Beg pardon, m' lady." The sedate face of the respectable Williams looked over the last Brobdingnagian parcel transferred to his embrace. "I think if your ladyship 'as no objection it would be better to close the car."
"Excuse me, ma'am." The composed look of the respectable Williams fell on the last huge package handed to him. "I think, if it's okay with you, it would be better to close the car."
"If it will close," began Margot, looking with interested speculation at the mountainous accumulation of bulky, whitey-brown string-tied bags and packages upon the front seat.
"If it closes," Margot said, watching with keen interest the large stack of heavy, white-brown bags and packages tied with string on the front seat.
"FOOD 'OGS!" bellowed a man in a rusty bowler hat and soiled shirt sleeves, so suddenly and powerfully that Kittums jumped.
"FOOD DOGS!" shouted a guy in a rusty bowler hat and dirty shirt sleeves, so abruptly and loudly that Kittums startled.
"Garn 'ome!" vindictively shrieked a fiery-faced female. "Greedy-guts! Yah! Git along 'ome!"
"Go home!" shouted an angry woman with a red face. "Greedy jerk! Yeah! Just leave!"
"FOOD 'OGS!" reiterated the Stentor in shirt sleeves, backed by an approving murmur from a crowd of dingily-clad men and women gathered upon the pavement right and left of the imposing entrance to the Stores.
"FOOD 'OGS!" repeated the Stentor in short sleeves, backed by a nod of approval from a group of poorly dressed men and women standing on the sidewalks to the right and left of the grand entrance to the Stores.
"Now then, move on 'ere!" came from a policeman, and the crowd began to dissolve, with lowering glances. Motorcars were moving away, carrying their owners embedded in groceries. Others were driving up to the door.
"Okay, keep moving!" shouted a policeman, and the crowd began to disperse, looking down. Cars were leaving, carrying drivers filled with groceries. Others were arriving at the entrance.
"Move on, please!" repeated the Man in Blue.
"Please, move on!" the Man in Blue said again.
"Not till I've got rid of these things. Call the Commissionaire. Tell him my name and number!—say the orders were given by mistake! ..." Margot went on, when the Alpine range of parcels had melted away under the combined efforts of chauffeur and Commissionaire: "Poor old Wallop will wail, but I've purged myself of the contempt of being a Food Hog. Great Snipe! to think of deserving to be called such an awful name. It made me feel all of seventeen stone, with a row of chins like saddle-bags!" She pinched her own dainty chin between a tiny finger and thumb. "Still, I've enjoyed the scrum," she went on, as the car slid towards Piccadilly. "It's bucked me splendidly! I shall know what to do now, when I want to lay my ghosts. You know one of them"—the little fingers twitched in Patrine's—"what's coming in November. The other started haunting me only a few days back." All the new-won colour had died out of the small oval face and the great dark eyes were tragic in their terror. "You're too good a pal to laugh. Well, then—I'll own up. Franky's my latest ghost of all!"
"Not until I've dealt with these things. Call the doorman. Give him my name and number!—say the orders were a mistake! ..." Margot continued after the pile of packages had vanished thanks to the driver and the doorman's teamwork: "Poor old Wallop will be upset, but I’ve freed myself from the embarrassment of being a Food Hog. Great Snipe! to think I deserved to be called such a terrible name. It made me feel like I weighed seventeen stone, with a bunch of chins like saddle-bags!" She pinched her own delicate chin between her tiny finger and thumb. "Still, I’ve enjoyed the chaos," she added as the car glided toward Piccadilly. "It’s really pumped me up! Now I know what to do when I want to face my fears. You know one of them"—her little fingers twitched in Patrine's—"what's coming in November. The other just started haunting me a few days ago." All the color had drained from her small oval face, and her large dark eyes were filled with fear. "You're too good of a friend to laugh. Well, I’ll admit it. Franky’s my latest ghost!"
"But you have heard? You have had letters?"
"But have you heard? Have you gotten any letters?"
The answer was strangled between a laugh and a sob.
The answer was stuck between laughter and tears.
"Letters. Three post-cards from Somewhere in France and a queer epistle all squares of blacking. Not much between—except that he is tophole and coming Home at Christmas and sends love to us both! That's Franky's way. He always talks as—" A shudder went through the little figure, and shadows were about the great wild eyes, and the pale lips quivered:
"Letters. Three postcards from Somewhere in France and a weird letter completely covered in ink. Not much else—except that he’s doing great, coming home for Christmas, and sending love to both of us! That’s Franky’s way. He always talks like—" A shudder ran through the small figure, shadows formed around the big wild eyes, and the pale lips quivered:
"Poor little Kittums!" said Patrine's big warm baritone. She slipped an arm tenderly about the little thing. Who could have dreamed that Kittums could care so about Franky—or any other man. "Are you worrying so badly, my dinkie?" she went on, soothingly: "Try not. It isn't wise!"
"Poor little Kittums!" Patrine said in her warm, soothing voice. She gently put an arm around the little one. Who would have thought Kittums could care so much about Franky—or any man at all? "Are you really worried, my sweet?" she continued gently. "Try not to worry. It’s not helpful!"
"I'm not worrying," came the weary answer. "I'm being haunted—that's all. Day and night since it started, his hands are on me and his eyes are looking at me. When I sleep, I'm wandering through desolate places looking, always looking for him! And thousands of other selfish, silly women are being haunted in the same way. Oh, Pat, be always kind when you're married to your Flying Man!"
"I'm not worried," the weary reply came. "I'm being haunted—that's all. Day and night since this started, I can feel his hands on me and his eyes watching me. When I sleep, I'm wandering through empty spaces, always searching for him! And thousands of other selfish, foolish women are being haunted just like I am. Oh, Pat, always be kind when you're married to your Flying Man!"
"When!"—Patrine echoed. But what of sorrow or doubt her tone conveyed was lost upon Margot. She had told her own grief, and the telling had relieved her. Like the child with the kissed bruise, she could prattle of other things. She was twittering and chirping in the gay little voice Franky knew so well, as Williams, the respectable, turned smoothly into Short Street. There was a dense block at the corner by the Aldebaran Hotel, and amidst the swishing of the motor-engines and the fidgeting of plump carriage-horses, loathful of the sudden release of the pungent exhaust from escape-valves under their noses—a little piece of dialogue between two Cyprians on the near sidewalk drove home to both the occupants of the car.
"When!"—Patrine echoed. But any trace of sadness or doubt in her voice didn’t register with Margot. She had shared her own sadness, and that sharing had lightened her load. Like a child talking about a bruise that’s been kissed better, she could chat about other things. She was chattering away in the cheerful little voice that Franky knew so well, as Williams, the respectable driver, turned smoothly onto Short Street. There was a thick jam at the corner by the Aldebaran Hotel, and amidst the revving engines and the restless plump carriage horses, unhappy with the sudden wafts of exhaust fumes under their noses—a little exchange between two women on the nearby sidewalk deeply impacted both occupants of the car."
One Cyprian was well-to-do, past thirty-five and expensively caparisoned for conquest, from the tall feather topping her stove-pipe hat and her burnished wig of Angora goat-hair, to her silk stockings of liberally-open pattern and the tips of her high-heeled, buckled shoes. Her hard eyes under their painted brows took critical stock of the other, younger woman, whose make-up could not hide ill-health, and whose flaunting fineries were the worse for wear.
A wealthy woman from Cyprus was over thirty-five and dressed lavishly for attention, featuring a tall feather in her stovepipe hat, a shiny wig made of Angora goat hair, stylish silk stockings with a bold pattern, and high-heeled shoes with buckles. Her cold eyes, set beneath painted eyebrows, scrutinized the younger woman, whose makeup couldn't hide her poor health, and whose flashy clothes were obviously worn out.
Said Hard Eyes, indicating with a jerk of her powdered double chin, a procession moving down Piccadilly Circus-wards—a publisher's catchpenny advertisement of "WEEP NO MORE, MOTHERS!" ingenious in its employment of robust-looking matrons as bearers of the sandwich-boards plastered with posters of rose-colour and gold:
Hard Eyes said, pointing quickly with her powdered double chin at a parade heading toward Piccadilly Circus—an eye-catching advertisement from a publisher that read "WEEP NO MORE, MOTHERS!" and cleverly featured strong-looking mothers carrying the sandwich boards adorned with pink and gold posters:
"You could give some of the swell West End ladies a tip or two, I reckon, Lallie, about that Purple Dreams dope?"
"I think you could give some advice to those classy West End ladies about that Purple Dreams stuff, Lallie?"
"Honest to God, I could! But I wouldn't!" The haggard eyes leapt viciously out of their languor. "Let 'em run up against it—same as me! Me that went all the way to Brussels to get the new treatment. Great Scott! When I came to I was black and blue and green all over. And my face! It was a fair scream!" She threw an appraising side-glance in a shop window. "No! My skin'll never be what it used, I reckon."
"Honestly, I could! But I wouldn't!" Her tired eyes sparked with intensity despite their exhaustion. "Let them handle it—just like I did! I went all the way to Brussels for the new treatment. Good grief! When I woke up, I was covered in bruises. And my face! It was a disaster!" She shot a critical look at her reflection in a shop window. "No! I guess my skin will never be what it used to be."
"But the"—the hard eyes between the elder woman's blued lids were hideously significant—"the Trouble, eh?"
"But the"—the intense eyes between the older woman's blue eyelids were oddly significant—"the Trouble, huh?"
"The Trouble"—Lallie's still girlish shoulders shrugged.—"Oh, that's all right! I heard no more of it! There's the one comfort. Good-bye, ducky. I got to meet somebody at the Cri."
"The Trouble"—Lallie's still-girlish shoulders shrugged. —"Oh, that's okay! I didn't hear anything else about it! That's the one good thing. Bye, cutie. I’ve got to meet someone at the Cri."
"Well, better luck!" And as the block broke and the car moved on, the women nodded and parted. Margot and her friend Patrine did not look at each other as the car stopped before the Club.
"Good luck!" And as the block broke and the car drove away, the women nodded and parted ways. Margot and her friend Patrine didn’t glance at each other as the car halted in front of the Club.
A glance showed the vestibule crowded, the second pair of swing-doors thudded momentarily as members and their guests passed on into the Club rooms, without relieving the congestion that fresh arrivals renewed. Some doors above, a piano-organ in charge of two men was jolting out the last bars of the Russian National Anthem. One of the men, olive-skinned, grey-haired, and dressed in threadbare black, sang the words with perfunctory fervour in a cracked tenor voice. As the last chord banged out and the organist jerked the changing-lever over, and the Marseillaise summoned jangling echoes of its lyrical frenzy from the pavement and the surrounding walls, Patrine, meeting Sherbrand's eyes over the crowded heads of people, knew a sudden shock of apprehension in the strangeness of their regard.
A quick glance revealed the entrance area was crowded, and the second set of swing doors slammed for a moment as members and their guests moved into the Club rooms, not easing the crowd created by the new arrivals. Above, a piano-organ being operated by two men was playing the final notes of the Russian National Anthem. One man, with olive skin, gray hair, and wearing tattered black clothes, sang the lyrics with exaggerated enthusiasm in a shaky tenor voice. As the last chord rang out and the organist flipped the changing lever, the Marseillaise erupted, resonating its intense energy off the pavement and nearby walls. Patrine, locking eyes with Sherbrand over the crowd, felt a sudden jolt of fear at the strangeness of their gaze.
For day and night since that strange, impulsive visit she had made to the Confessional—"You must tell him. It is your duty to tell him!" had sounded in her ears. She set her teeth and determined that she would never tell him, none the less knowing that the revelation would be made. A Power infinitely stronger than her woman's will was bearing upon it. Her treasure was in peril, her fairy-gold at any moment might turn to withered leaves at a breath from her own mouth.
For both day and night since that strange, impulsive visit she made to the Confessional—"You have to tell him. It’s your responsibility to tell him!" echoed in her ears. She clenched her teeth and decided she would never tell him, even though she knew the truth would eventually come out. A force much stronger than her will as a woman was at work. Her treasure was at stake; her fairy-gold could easily turn into withered leaves at any moment with just a word from her mouth.
CHAPTER LV
CHAPTER 55
NEWS OF BAWNE
BAWNE NEWS
"Pat!—what luck!"
"Pat!—what a stroke of luck!"
Sherbrand was standing before her, tall and lean and masterful, saluting her with the touch of three fingers to a soldierly forage-cap with three buttons, set jauntily atilt on the broad tanned brow.
Sherbrand stood in front of her, tall, slim, and authoritative, greeting her with a light touch of three fingers to his military cap with three buttons, worn at a stylish angle on his broad, sun-kissed forehead.
Ah! the delight of seeing the cold grey glance warm into sea-blue, the lean, eagle-face flash into smiles. For a little while yet he was hers, she told herself, as the hard hand gripped on hers that answered the swift fierce pressure, and her blood that the sickly chill of fear had stagnated, whirled on its crimson circle singing for joy. And then—a second glance, sweeping from the top to the toes of the tall manly figure, stopped the song.
Ah! The joy of watching the cold grey gaze transform into a warm sea-blue, the lean, eagle-like face brighten with smiles. For a little while longer, he was hers, she reminded herself, as his strong hand tightened around hers in response to her quick, intense grip, and her blood, which the sickly chill of fear had stopped, rushed back in its crimson flow, singing with joy. And then—a second glance, sweeping from head to toe of the tall, masculine figure, silenced the song.
"Alan! You—in khaki!"
"Alan! You—in khakis!"
"I suppose so," he said a little clumsily, echoing thousands of other men. "It's the universal wear just now, isn't it? We fellows must make good while we can—and we're all of us joining. Even Macrombie—you can't have forgotten Macrombie—has got his rating, and is acting a P.O.T. on a Destroyer in the North Sea."
"I suppose so," he said a bit awkwardly, sounding like so many other guys. "It's the thing to do right now, right? We guys have to take advantage of our opportunities—and everyone’s getting involved. Even Macrombie—you haven't forgotten about Macrombie, have you—has his rating now and is working as a P.O.T. on a Destroyer in the North Sea."
Do you see the dour drunkard standing up, under the eye of the smart young inspecting Fleet Surgeon, naked save for the leather bootlace that held a battered silver locket round his harsh and swarthy scrag.
Do you see the grim drunk standing up, under the watchful eye of the sharp young Fleet Surgeon, who is inspecting him? He’s wearing nothing but a leather bootlace that holds a worn silver locket around his rough, dark-skinned neck.
"Your age? ..."
"How old are you? ..."
"Ye micht ca' me forty," said the subject, with caution.
"You could say I'm forty," the person said cautiously.
"I might, but I'd be a liar!" said the Fleet Surgeon, "so try again, my man!"
"I could, but that would be dishonest!" said the Fleet Surgeon, "so give it another try, my friend!"
"Ye micht pit twa to the forr-ty," came rumbling from the hairy chest.
"You might put two to the forty," came a rumbling voice from the hairy chest.
"And tack eight on to that," thus the Fleet Surgeon, tucking the hooked ends of the stethoscope into his ears, and deftly applying the microphone. "And then I'd be wide of the actual! Breathe deeply, will you!" The effort provoked a volley of coughs sounding like half-bricks pitched against the sides of an empty cistern and the Fleet Surgeon shook his head.
"And add eight to that," said the Fleet Surgeon, putting the hooked ends of the stethoscope in his ears and adjusting the microphone. "Then I'd be off the mark! Breathe deeply, please!" The effort caused a series of coughs that echoed like half-bricks hitting the walls of an empty cistern, and the Fleet Surgeon shook his head.
"Hough—hough—hough!—why didna' ye—hough! lat weel alane?" gasped Macrombie, with eyes blazing hell-fire through the moisture engendered by the cough. "Dinna ye ken I'll never no' be wanting to breathe deeply whaur ye're needing to send me? There is nae room whatever for lung-play oot o' the ordinar'," he added scornfully, "aboard ane o' thae kittle, cranky, tinpot Destroyers!"
"Hough—hough—hough!"—why didn’t you—ugh! let me be alone?" Macrombie gasped, his eyes blazing with anger through the moisture from the cough. "Don’t you know I’ll never want to breathe deeply where you’re trying to send me? There’s no space at all for taking deep breaths in one of those twitchy, unstable tin can Destroyers!"
"Hold out your hand!" commanded the arbiter of Destinies. He contemplated the extended member, wavering and fluttering like the indicator-needle on the dial of an atmospheric pressure-gauge. "Pretty wobbly, what?" he commented to the owner with the sarcastic inflection that advertised a keen advocate of Temperance.
"Hold out your hand!" commanded the arbiter of Destinies. He observed the outstretched hand, trembling like the needle on a barometer. "Pretty shaky, huh?" he commented to the owner with a sarcastic tone that made it clear he was strongly in favor of Temperance.
"Man, O! man!" broke from Macrombie in a harsh rattling whisper, desperate appeal flashing in his burnt-out eyes, "you that are young enough to be my son, tak' me or leave me, ane or the tither—but shame me nae mair!"
"Wow!" Macrombie said in a rough, shaky whisper, desperation visible in his worn-out eyes. "You, who are young enough to be my son, either accept me or reject me, but please, don't make me feel ashamed any more!"
Telegraphists were sorely needed, so Macrombie of the racking hoast and the shaky hand was passed as fit for Service, and duty rated as Petty Officer Telegraphist aboard one of the contemned tin-pots.
Telegraph operators were in high demand, so Macrombie, even with his nervous personality and shaky hands, was deemed fit for service and assigned the rank of Petty Officer Telegraphist on one of the old ships.
The Crown and winged double-thunderbolt must have nerved the arm they came back to. For, on the day of the Battle of Jutland, when a point-blank salvo from an enemy cruiser wrecked the bridge and searchlight platform, carrying away the forward mast and funnel of Macrombie's particular tin-pot, and men in respirators were fighting the smothering fumes of the fire caused by German shells of the incendiary description, a dour, stark man whose clothes were alight and burning on him, stuck grimly to his post among the wreckage of the shattered Wireless room, sending out the message last dictated by the officer who lay dead across the blistering steel plating—for the short circuit set up by the smashed searchlight had created its own separate conflagration, and the electricity was "running out of everything like oil."
The Crown and the winged double-thunderbolt probably reinforced the arm they returned to. On the day of the Battle of Jutland, an enemy cruiser scored a direct hit that destroyed the bridge and searchlight platform, taking out the forward mast and funnel of Macrombie's specific tin can. Crewmembers in respirators fought against the suffocating smoke from the fire ignited by German incendiary shells. A grim, stoic man, whose clothes were on fire, held his ground amid the wreckage of the shattered Wireless room, sending out the last message dictated by the officer who lay dead across the scorching steel plating—because the short circuit caused by the damaged searchlight had sparked its own separate fire, and the electricity was "pouring out of everything like oil."
When the tin-pot heeled over, and, having duly buried her steel chest and secret documents, went down with colours flying in a smother of oily steam, men who were saved on the rafts told this tale of Macrombie, who sleeps well, after Life's thirsty fever, at his post in the Destroyer's battered Wireless cabin, on the deep-ridged, sandy bottom of the wild, shallow North Sea.
When the small ship capsized, and after securely burying its metal chest and sensitive documents, it sank with its flag waving in a cloud of oily steam. The men who were rescued on the rafts recounted the tale of Macrombie, who now rests peacefully, after a life full of challenges, at his post in the wrecked Wireless cabin, on the deep, sandy floor of the wild, shallow North Sea.
Patrine felt her heart crushed as in the grip of a cold steel gauntlet. Her apprehensions had not been unfounded. She and Alan were to be parted, if not as she had feared.
Patrine felt her heart break as if it were caught in a cold, steel grip. Her fears weren’t unfounded. She and Alan were going to be separated, just like she had feared.
"I—suppose I ought to congratulate you—" Her unwilling eyes admired the tall manly figure in the plain workmanlike uniform. The buttonless tunic with its Lancer plastron, the riding-breeches of ampler cut than the cavalryman's, the high spurless boots of supple brown leather, and the belt that carried a revolver and no sword. "What—what are you in?" she asked draggingly, and he answered with a smile and a flash of his grey eyes:
"I—I suppose I should congratulate you—" Her hesitant gaze admired the tall, masculine figure in the straightforward, practical uniform. The tunic without buttons paired with the Lancer plastron, the riding pants that were wider than the cavalryman's, the high spurless boots made of soft brown leather, and the belt that held a revolver but no sword. "What—what branch are you in?" she asked slowly, and he responded with a smile and a sparkle in his grey eyes:
"I hope I'm in for some of what's going on!"
"I hope I can be a part of what's going on!"
"How glad you are!"
"You're so glad!"
"Rather. I should think so! Now that they've let me into the Royal Flying Corps as a T.S.L. Look at my wings!" He touched the white outspread pinions on the tunic-breast with a reverent finger-tip and went on pouring out his story without a break. "It's cost me some badgering of High Officials of Military Aëronautics at Whitehall, and a lot of time wasted in baby tests. Squad drill, Harris tube, bomb-dropping, air-signalling, Webley and Scott practice, and so on. Now I'm teaching trick-flying to Army aviators from 4.30 A.M. till 11 P.M. The Powers that Be have taken over the Flying Schools—Durrant's Café is our Officer's Mess now. You should see old Durrant in his glory as Head Waiter. And Mrs. D—" His white teeth flashed as he laughed.
"Absolutely! I really think so! Now that I've been accepted into the Royal Flying Corps as a T.S.L. Check out my wings!" He gently touched the white wings on his uniform and continued his story without missing a beat. "It took a lot of determination with senior officials in Military Aeronautics at Whitehall, and I spent ages on basic tests. Squad drill, Harris tube, bomb-dropping, air-signaling, Webley and Scott practice, and more. Now I'm teaching trick-flying to Army pilots from 4:30 A.M. to 11 P.M. The higher-ups have taken over the Flying Schools—Durrant's Café is our Officer's Mess now. You should see old Durrant shining as the Head Waiter. And Mrs. D—" His bright white teeth were visible as he laughed.
"And they have known of this"—she nodded at the eagle-wings—"while I have been kept in ignorance! How long?"
"And they've known about this," she gestured to the eagle wings, "while I've been clueless! How long?"
"Not quite a fortnight. Don't be unreasonable, dear!"
"Not even two weeks. Don't be difficult, dear!"
The new tone stung. Did a yellow star upon the cuffs and shoulder-straps and a pair of white wings on the left breast mean so much to him that her just claims upon his confidence seemed wanting in reason now? Anger and resentment choked her as he added:
The new tone stung. Did a yellow star on the cuffs and shoulder straps and a pair of white wings on the left side really matter to him so much that her legitimate claims to his trust now seemed unreasonable? Anger and resentment surged inside her as he added:
"I am here now, as it happens, because I'm crossing the Channel to-morrow at peep o' day." Something in her pale face made him add: "Don't worry!—I'm likely to be back again by nightfall. That's what I've rushed in here to tell you, though I've a man in tow, a Wing Commander of the French S. Aë. Hot from the Front and just landed at Hendon. I had to take him in my car to his Embassy, and now I've got to find him a room at an hotel. When I've done it I'm coming back here to talk to you. Where on earth has my man got to? Why, there he is, talking to Lady Norwater. The little chap with the grey moustache and the gold-banded képi."
"I'm here right now because I'm crossing the Channel tomorrow at dawn." Something in her pale face prompted him to add, "Don't worry! I should be back by nightfall. That's why I rushed in here to tell you. I have a guy with me, a Wing Commander from the French S. Aë. He just arrived from the front and landed at Hendon. I had to drive him to his Embassy, and now I need to find him a hotel room. Once I’ve sorted that out, I'll come back here to talk to you. Where on earth did my guy go? Oh, there he is, talking to Lady Norwater. The little guy with the grey moustache and the gold-banded."képi."
"I am honoured by Madame's gracious remembrance," the person indicated could be heard protesting, during an instant's lull in the Babel of voices round. "But my own—a thousand pardons! is less accurate."
"I'm grateful for Madame's thoughtful remembrance," the person indicated could be heard protesting, during a brief pause in the noise of voices around. "But my own—I'm really sorry!—is less accurate."
"Oh!" Margot expostulated, "but you can't have forgotten. That Sunday of the Grande Semaine—when you were in the Bois, timing a Flying Officer who was testing an English invention—a sort of a——"
"Oh!" Margot exclaimed, "but you can't have forgotten. That Sunday of the Great Week—when you were in the Woods, timing a Flying Officer who was testing an English invention—a kind of a——"
"But assuredly, Madame!" His quick nod and the gesture of his gloved hand summoned up the scene vividly. "I remember, but perfectly, though much water has rolled under the bridges since that day. And Milord—Madame's husband?"
"Of course, Madame!" His quick nod and the gesture of his gloved hand revived the scene. "I remember it clearly, even though a lot has happened since that day. And Milord—your husband?"
"He's at the Front," Margot explained, "wherever the Front is!"
"He's at the Front," Margot said, "wherever that is!"
"Unfortunately at the moment," returned the suave voice, "the Front is everywhere. It is easy to find without binoculars. Adieu, Madame. Merci bien de la souvenir si gracieuse, dites mes amitiés à Monsieur." And in another moment he arrived beside Sherbrand, exclaiming with his vivacious shrug and gesture: "My faith, my friend, your London Cercle des Dames is a veritable Paradise of Mahommed. Now in Paris, at least before the War—instead of ten thousand houris to every true Believer, one counted at least three Adams to every Eve. But I observe your search has been successful. Will you not present me to Mademoiselle your fiancée?"
"Unfortunately right now," replied the smooth voice, "the Front is everywhere. You can see it easily without binoculars."Goodbye, Madam.Thank you for the kind memory, please give my regards to Monsieur."Then a moment later, he approached Sherbrand, exclaiming with an energetic shrug and gesture: 'Honestly, my friend, your London..."Cercle des Damesis a true paradise. Back in Paris, at least before the War—instead of ten thousand houris for every true Believer, you’d find at least three Adams for every Eve. But I see your search has been successful. Will you introduce me to yourfiancée?
And the dapper middle-aged Wing Commander in the gold-banded képi, whose dark plain uniform displayed the gold badge of the Service Aëronautique under the Cross of the Legion of Honour, was introduced as Captain Raymond by an off-hand young Briton who comprehended not in the least the immense condescension that had prompted the request.
And the stylish middle-aged Wing Commander in the gold-bandedképi, whose dark plain uniform displayed the gold badge of the Aëronautical Service beneath the Cross of the Legion of Honour, was introduced as Captain Raymond by a laid-back young Brit who was unaware of the considerable condescension that had prompted the request.
"Sapristi!" thought Raymond, as Patrine gave him her large hand and assured him in her big warm voice that she was frightfully pleased to meet a friend of Alan's.—"A magnificent type of the human female animal to have paired with this bluff, simple English boy. Part femme du monde, part romping hoyden, part cabotine, she should have been a Duchesse of the old Napoleonic regime, or at least the effect that lies behind a cause célèbre of the Paris Law Courts of modern days. And she will be expected by this honest fellow to live in a stucco villa at Kensington or the Crystal Palace, and bear and rear his children, and live and die in all the deadly respectability of the British middle-class milieu!"
"Wow!thought Raymond, as Patrine shook his hand and happily told him in her friendly voice that she was really glad to meet a friend of Alan's. —"What an amazing woman paired with this straightforward, simple English guy. Partsocialite, part laid-back tomboy, partdrama queenShe could have been a Duchess from the old Napoleonic era, or at least the type of woman who becomes the talk of the Paris courts today. And this genuine guy probably expects her to live in a stucco villa in Kensington or near the Crystal Palace, raise their kids, and lead a life filled with all the boring respectability of the British middle class.environment!
But he made his beautiful bow and murmured some civil phrases. In the spring, at the Hendon Flying Grounds of M. Fanshaw, he, Raymond, had been interested to meet the friend of Mademoiselle. Had been profoundly impressed by the displayed inventions of a young man so gifted as aviator and engineer. Had had the good fortune subsequently to obtain the consent of his own Chiefs of the S. Aë. F. to a test of an invention—the value of which had been hall-marked by the approbation of Messieurs les Allemands. True, M. Sherbrand had been the victim of their unscrupulosity. But Fortune, who knew? might be kinder in the near future. This War so grievous, so brutal, so deplorable, waged by the Prussian against Civilisation and Progress, would open up not only le métier des armes, but countless other avenues of prosperity to thousands of ardent and gifted young men. Like M. Sherbrand. To whom Raymond said with an authoritative glance of his blue eye: "My friend, we keep your auto waiting at the door!"
He gave a charming bow and said a few polite words. In the spring, at the Hendon Flying Grounds of M. Fanshaw, Raymond was intrigued to meet Mademoiselle's friend. He was deeply impressed by the inventions showcased by such a talented aviator and engineer. Luckily, he had received approval from his superiors at the S. Aë. F. for a test of an invention—the value of which had been confirmed by the Germans. It’s true that M. Sherbrand had fallen victim to their unscrupulousness. But who knows? Fortune might be kinder soon. This terrible, brutal, and tragic War, fought by the Prussians against Civilization and Progress, would not only open up opportunities in warfare but also numerous other paths to prosperity for thousands of eager and talented young men. Like M. Sherbrand. To whom Raymond confidently said with a commanding look from his blue eye: "My friend, we have your car waiting at the door!"
"Ah, but stay!" Patrine began, with a sense of hatred towards the well-used little Ford runabout standing in much grander company by the kerb outside the Club: "do stay and lunch and smoke and tell us things about the War, won't you?"
"Oh, but wait!" Patrine began, looking down at the beat-up little Ford parked among the fancier cars by the curb outside the Club with disdain. "Please stay and have lunch, smoke, and share some stories about the War, okay?"
"A thousand thanks, but impossible, Mademoiselle!"
"Thank you so much, but that's not possible, Miss!"
Raymond shrugged, conscious that her look of disappointment was for Sherbrand, and pleaded fatigue as an excuse.
Raymond shrugged, realizing that her disappointed look was directed at Sherbrand, and he used tiredness as an excuse.
"For these are iron times, Mademoiselle," he went on in his smooth, musical accents, "and we who live in them are unfortunately of flesh and blood. When the War is done perhaps there will again be social pleasures like the lunch you were so kind as to offer me. That I am tempted to accept I will not conceal from you. I have not eaten since I flew from France at la pointe du jour—one of the smallest of the little hours of this morning, and then I broke fast on two fingers of little red wine, and a hunch of soldier's bread."
"These are tough times, Mademoiselle," he said in his smooth, melodic voice, "and we who live through them are, unfortunately, human. When the War ends, maybe there will be social gatherings again, like the lunch you kindly offered me. I won’t deny that I’m tempted to accept. I haven't eaten since I escaped from France at __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."daybreak"—one of the early hours of this morning, and then I just had two sips of red wine and a piece of toast."
"You mean to say you're fresh from flying the Channel?"
"Are you saying you just flew over the Channel?"
"Crossing the Channel came near the end of my journey, Mademoiselle. I should have arrived earlier"—he shrugged indifferently—"had not some German aviators caused delay."
"Crossing the Channel was almost the end of my journey, Mademoiselle. I would have arrived earlier," he shrugged casually, "if some German pilots hadn't caused a delay."
"Oh-h!" Her vexation passed like a breath from a mirror. Her long eyes danced with delight under her hat-brim. Her breath came quick, her red lips curled, and a sweet faint pink showed under her creamy skin. "You're a knight of the skies hot from a fray with two flying dragons—and you were going without saying a word! What do you think we Englishwomen are made of?"
"Oh wow!" Her irritation disappeared like fog from a mirror. Her bright eyes shone with happiness under her hat. She breathed rapidly, her red lips turned up in a smile, and a soft pink blush appeared on her fair skin. "You're a sky knight, just back from fighting two flying dragons—and you were going to leave without a word! What do you think we Englishwomen are made of?"
"Very desirable flesh, some of you, at least, Mademoiselle," occurred to Raymond, but he suppressed the equivoque and answered with professional brevity:
"Very attractive figure, at least for some of you, Mademoiselle," Raymond thought, but he kept the double meaning to himself and replied with a professional bluntness:
"Mademoiselle, I regret there is but little to tell you. The enemy possesses an aërial organisation of great effectiveness which is being chiefly employed in the killing of harmless civilians and the destruction of unfortified towns. But small success has hitherto attended his efforts in the Channel. Your British Expedition was conveyed across the water without the loss of one piou-piou, or any damage received by the explosion of a German bomb. As for the German aviators of whom I speak, their attitude towards myself and my pilot was modest. Flying their double-seated military Taubes, of which the wings and tail resemble those of the dove after which they have been named, they pursued our biplane half-way from Calais to Dover before deciding to attack."
"Miss, I'm sorry to say there isn't much information for you. The enemy has a very efficient air force mainly focused on killing innocent civilians and bombing unprotected towns. So far, they've been mostly unsuccessful in the Channel. Your British Expedition crossed the water without losing a single __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."pound, or suffering any damage from a German bomb explosion. Regarding the German pilots I mentioned, they were quite respectful towards my pilot and me. Operating their two-seater military Taubes, which have wings and tails resembling those of the dove they are named after, they pursued our biplane halfway from Calais to Dover before choosing to confront us.
"Then—" She hesitated, softly clapping her palms together and dimpling like a big child over the telling of a new fairy tale.
"Then—" She paused, excitedly clapping her hands together and grinning like a child revealing a new fairy tale.
"Then one climbed, possessing the advantage of a powerful engine, and dropped a bomb from a height of some 600 mètres which exploded without hitting us and went to the bottom of the sea. While the second aviator, who was armed with a repeating-carbine, wounded my pilot so severely that it was only by a miracle of endurance he preserved consciousness long enough to land without a crash. So I left him at Dover and—with a pilot mechanic from the Air Station, completed my passage, descending at Brooklands at twelve demie."
"Then one of them climbed higher, thanks to a powerful engine, and dropped a bomb from about 600."meters, which exploded without hitting us and sank to the bottom of the sea. The second pilot, who had a repeating carbine, injured my pilot so severely that he only managed to stay conscious long enough to land safely through pure willpower. I left him in Dover and, with a mechanic from the Air Station, finished my trip, landing at Brooklands at twelve.thirty."
"Was your pilot hurt very badly? Will he be able to fly back to France?"
"Was your pilot seriously injured? Will he be able to fly back to France?"
"Mademoiselle, being a pious Catholic, he has already flown to Heaven."
"Miss, as a devoted Catholic, he has already gone to Heaven."
"He is dead.... And you can joke!" Patrine reproached him. His face was very wrinkled as he smiled.
"He's dead... And you can joke about it!" Patrine reprimanded him. His face was so wrinkled as he smiled.
"Mademoiselle, if a soldier could not jest at Death upon occasion, Life for a soldier would be impossible! Of verity, the loss of a good pilot-aviateur is not a thing to joke about, but fortunately I have your friend to fill his place."
"Miss, if a soldier can't joke about Death sometimes, life would be unbearable for them! Honestly, losing a good pilot—aviator"isn't a joke, but luckily I have your friend to fill in for him."
"Alan! You must not—I will never consent to it!"
"Alan"You can't—I'm never going to agree to that!"
All taken aback, her colour banished, she fixed Sherbrand with blazing imperative eyes. He reddened to the hair and his mouth shut firmly. For the first time there was a clash of wills between the pair.
All surprised, her face pale, she locked eyes with Sherbrand, her gaze fierce and authoritative. He turned bright red, his lips pressed together tightly. For the first time, there was a clash of wills between them.
"Alan, why didn't you ask me?"
"Alan, why didn't you just ask me?"
He was redder than ever.
He was more red than ever.
"Because it wasn't for you to say. It is an order from my Chiefs—don't you understand?"
"Because it wasn't your place to say. It's a directive from my superiors—don't you understand?"
She did not care that the French officer was smiling. She would have liked to have struck him in his merrily-crinkled face. Wretch! to have blurted the truth at her that Alan had hidden. What was he saying:
She didn't care that the French officer was smiling. She wanted to punch him on his cheerfully crinkled face. Jerk! for revealing the truth that Alan had hidden from her. What was he saying:
"Permit, Mademoiselle, that I make my adieux. I go to secure an apartment where I may repose myself." He looked at Sherbrand, saying in his cool tone of authority: "The Aldebaran,—that is in the next street and a good hotel, is it not so? A little sleep will not come amiss after a cutlet and a demi-bouteille. And whilst I eat we will settle our affaires. Eh, mon lieutenant?"
"Excuse me, Miss, while I say my __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."goodbyes"I'm going to find an apartment where I can unwind." He looked at Sherbrand, speaking with a calm confidence: "The Aldebaran—that's just down the street and a good hotel, right? A bit of rest will be nice after a cutlet and a __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."half bottle. And while I eat, we can figure out ourbusiness"Right, Lieutenant?"
His gloved hand took Sherbrand neatly by the elbow. He was skilfully steering him towards the doorway when Patrine, white and flaming, placed herself in their path.
His gloved hand grabbed Sherbrand by the elbow. He was skillfully leading him toward the doorway when Patrine, looking pale and furious, stepped in front of them.
"My affairs come first!" she was beginning.
"My priorities come first!" she began.
"Shut up!" came from Sherbrand, in an exasperated aside whisper. "My duty comes before you—or anything in the world. It should come first for you if you cared a damn for me!"
""Shut up!"came from Sherbrand, in an exasperated whisper. "My responsibilities come before you—or anything else in the world. They should come first for you if you really cared about me!"
No one but Raymond had overheard the curious, fierce colloquy. She felt literally scorched by the hot look of anger. She knew an agony like the tearing of the tissues of the flesh when Sherbrand passed her and went out with that gloved hand of authority upon his arm.
No one but Raymond had heard the heated conversation. She felt almost burned by the intense glare of anger. It was like a physical pain, as if her flesh was tearing, when Sherbrand walked by her, leaving with that commanding gloved hand on his arm.
"Women are the devil!" he thought bitterly, as he opened the door of the runabout Ford to admit the French Staff Officer. "She'd had a shock in being told the news so suddenly; but to ballyrag me—to make me look such a thundering idiot before him!"
"Women are the worst!" he thought bitterly as he opened the door of the small Ford to let in the French Staff Officer. "She had been caught off guard by the news, but to humiliate me—to make me look like a complete fool in front ofhim!
He swung the crank with violence and wrenched angrily at the levers when he took the driving-seat. A gloved hand patted his arm, and Raymond's voice said in his ear:
He forcefully turned the crank and angrily pulled at the levers as he settled into the driver's seat. A gloved hand rested on his arm, and Raymond's voice whispered in his ear:
"Bah! You are chagrined, my friend, because a handsome woman has made you a little drama. Think no more of it! I have forgotten, for my part." He added, as they got out at the Aldebaran: "I propose to detain you but a little while, mon ami. When we have completed arrangements for the start to-morrow, you will be free to return and make your peace with Mademoiselle."
"Hey! You're upset, my friend, because a beautiful woman stirred up some drama for you. Don't think too much about it! I've already forgotten it myself." He added, as they got out at the Aldebaran: "I intend to keep you for just a little while,mon ami"Once we finish getting everything ready for the departure tomorrow, you’ll be free to go back and make things right with Mademoiselle."
"Thank you, sir. She was rattled at my telling her so suddenly about my Commission," said Sherbrand, still beclouded. "Women are all like that, I suppose?"
"Thanks, man. She was really surprised when I suddenly told her about my Commission," Sherbrand said, still puzzled. "I guess all women react that way?"
"Except in France," said the agreeable voice of Raymond, "where the love of Country is stronger in our women than the love of lover or even of child. It was so before 1870. They have remembered through the centuries, as their sisters of Britain have not. They—the women of England are patriotic—oh yes! but patriotism is not yet a religion to them. It will cost millions of lives, and of blood an ocean to kindle that flame within their souls. Then, they also will hold the bayonet to the grindstone with their soft white hands and say: 'Become sharp, to drink the blood of Germans!' And they will mend the soldier's ragged breeches and clean the soldier's dirty rifle, and when they do they will not be less womanly. No, by my faith! nor less beloved by men. Try one of these. You will not find them too bad."
"Except in France," Raymond's pleasant voice said, "where women's love for their country is stronger than their love for a partner or even a child. It was like this before 1870. They’ve remembered throughout the centuries in a way that women in Britain haven’t. English women are patriotic—oh yes!—but their patriotism isn't quite a religion yet. It will take millions of lives and an ocean of blood to spark that passion in their hearts. Then, they too will take the bayonet to the grindstone with their delicate hands and say: 'Get sharp, to spill the blood of Germans!' They’ll mend the soldier's worn-out trousers and clean the soldier's dirty rifle, and when they do, they won’t be any less feminine. No, I swear! Nor will they be any less loved by men. Try one of them. You won’t find them too bad."
He offered Sherbrand a cigarette and took a light from him as they stood under the Aldebaran's tall Corinthian portico.
He offered Sherbrand a cigarette and lit it with his lighter as they stood under the tall Corinthian porch of the Aldebaran.
"One should always be accurate. When I told you that in France there lived no woman who was not patriotic, I was in error. Such a woman existed since three or four days."
"One should always be accurate. When I said that in France there wasn’t a woman who wasn’t patriotic, I was wrong. A woman like that has existed for the last three or four days."
He blew out a puff of smoke and watched its mounting spiral. Then he resumed:
He blew out a puff of smoke and watched it spiral upwards. Then he went on:
"She was very young, very pretty, the bride of a month, and passionately enamoured. When her husband received orders to proceed with his Regiment of Chasseurs to the Belgian Front, she made him a scene of desperation. She would do this and that mad thing if he did not take her. Then she became calmer. She had exacted a promise from her doting cavalryman. She should visit him at the Front at a suitable opportunity. She chose her own moment, my faith!—and what a moment! She appeared in her husband's quarters in the French cavalry camp near Antoineville when the Germans were attacking Dinant. When the Cavalry Division of the Prussian Guards, and the Cavalry of their First Division, with some infantry battalions and machine-gun companies crossed the Meuse, and we were to attack, she was lying in his arms, the little idiot! He told her to go and she would not. Then he entreated her—a fatal error that!"
She was very young, very attractive, a newlywed for a month, and deeply in love. When her husband received orders to go to the Belgian Front with his Chasseur Regiment, she threw a desperate tantrum. She promised to do all sorts of outrageous things if he didn’t take her with him. Then she settled down. She managed to get a promise from her devoted cavalryman that she could visit him at the Front at the right time. She chose her own moment, I swear!—and what a moment it was! She arrived at her husband’s quarters at the French cavalry camp near Antoineville just as the Germans were attacking Dinant. While the Prussian Guards Cavalry Division, along with their First Division's cavalry, some infantry battalions, and machine-gun units, crossed the Meuse and prepared to attack, she was lying in his arms, the silly girl! He told her to leave, but she wouldn’t. Then he pleaded with her—what a mistake that was!
The cigarette was burning crookedly, forgotten between Raymond's fingers.
The cigarette was burning unevenly, left forgotten between Raymond's fingers.
"Then he commanded her. She laughed, and kissed him. He gave back the kiss, drew his revolver and shot her dead. Then he ran out—in time to mount and wheel to his place as second in command of his squadron, before the Regiment swept on to the charge. Fate was kind to him. He charged like a Centaur, and died like a soldier of France the Beloved. Tell the story to Mademoiselle Saxham. She is magnificently handsome, but forgive me! not a patriot. And a woman without patriotism is—an altar without a Sacred Host and a lamp without a flame."
He gave her an order. She laughed and kissed him. He kissed her back, took out his gun, and shot her dead. Then he ran out—just in time to hop on his horse and take his place as second in command of his squadron before the Regiment charged. Luck was on his side. He charged like a Centaur and died like a soldier of France, the Beloved. Tell the story to Mademoiselle Saxham. She is breathtakingly beautiful, but forgive me! She's not a patriot. And a woman without patriotism is—an altar without a Sacred Host and a lamp without a flame.
They went into the hotel. When the Frenchman had secured a quiet bedroom on the fourth floor, and intimated that no German was to serve him, they went together into the dining-room.
They entered the hotel. After the Frenchman secured a quiet room on the fourth floor and insisted that no German was to serve him, they went together to the dining room.
"Pfui! It smells of soot, and petrol, and drainage, this London air of yours," said Raymond, as he chose a table in a quiet corner. "You will eat with me? No! Then smoke and share my wine." He ordered cutlets, petit pois, a sweet omelette, and a bottle of Beaujolais, and, filling his own glass and one for Sherbrand, touched brims gaily and said with a smile: "To France and her Allies, Victory! On earth," a clink, "by sea," a clink, "under the sea," another clink, "and in the Air!"
"Ugh"This London air you have smells like soot, gas, and sewage," said Raymond as he chose a table in a quiet corner. "Are you going to eat with me? No? Then smoke and share my wine." He ordered cutlets,peas, a sweet omelette, and a bottle of Beaujolais, and, pouring his own glass and one for Sherbrand, clinked them together happily and said with a smile: "To France and her Allies, Victory! On land," clink, "at sea," clink, "under the sea," another clink, "and in the Air!"
He clinked three times, and emptied the glass thirstily. Sherbrand asked:
He clinked three times and quickly finished the drink. Sherbrand asked:
"Was the battle near Dinant a big affair?"
"Was the battle near Dinant important?"
"Not big." He broke a roll and munched bread. "Not on the grand scale. A spectacle très intéressante, regarded from the—archaic point of view. An example of the ancient mode de bataille that will be dead as the Dodo in three months. Chasseurs à cheval and German Imperial Guard Regiments charging and meeting with shocks like thunder. Much slaughter. So fierce was the onslaught upon our side that the Germans were driven back across the Meuse. Many missed the bridge and were drowned. One French regiment followed them in pursuit for several kilomètres. They were led by the man of whom I have told you. A glass to his memory—and hers!"
"Not big." He tore off a piece of the roll and chewed on the bread. "Not in a big way. A __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__"very interesting spectacle, viewed from the—traditional perspective. An example of the oldway of battlethat will be extinct in three months.Horseback huntersand German Imperial Guard Regiments charging and clashing like thunder. There was a lot of bloodshed. Our side's attack was so intense that the Germans were pushed back across the Meuse. Many missed the bridge and drowned. One French regiment chased them for severalkilometersThey were guided by the person I've mentioned before. Here’s to his memory—andhers!
They touched full glasses and drank. Raymond went on.
They clinked their full glasses and took a drink. Raymond went on.
"My Flying Centre was near Maubeuge on the 16th. Some escadrilles of my command were engaged that day near Dinant. My faith! those côtellettes are slow in arriving." He munched more bread, and his blue eyes narrowed smilingly. "We had only the little bombs we used in Morocco, but yes!—we did some good work with the balles-bon. Flying low, at ordered distances—for to make War by Air successfully the science of tactics must assist the aviator.... What says your great Field Marshal, who has bent his neck to the collar-work of Administration—who has conjured an Army of trained soldiers out of your shops and counting-houses, and playing-fields,—and will make another and another when the time comes?"
My Flying Center was close to Maubeuge on the 16th. Some __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__squadronsof my command were involved that day near Dinant. Wow! Thoselittle dishesare slow to arrive." He took another bite of bread, and his blue eyes narrowed with a smile. "We only had the small bombs we used in Morocco, but yes!—we did some good work with thegood bulletsFlying at low altitudes and specific distances is essential for effective aerial combat; the science of tactics must back up the pilot... What does your esteemed Field Marshal say, who has taken on the challenging role of Administration—who has shaped an Army of trained soldiers from your factories, offices, and sports fields—and will do it again and again when necessary?
Sherbrand quoted the words uttered by the great voice now quenched for ever in the bitter waters of the North Sea.
Sherbrand quoted the words spoken by the powerful voice that is now silenced forever in the cold waters of the North Sea.
"Until aviators learn to fly, manoeuvre, and attack in regular formation, the Fifth Arm will remain a useless limb."
"Until pilots learn to fly, maneuver, and attack in standard formation, the Fifth Arm will remain a useless appendage."
"Tonnerre de Dieu! but that goes to the point," said Raymond, "straight and sharp as a thrust from his sword. If we possessed that man we should make use of him. He should be Marshal of France, or President or Emperor—all we should ask of him would be to lead us. Notr' Joffre would not be jealous—they would agree like the hilt and the hand. But I was telling you of an attack by the fléchette.... You may imagine how the Uhlans loved that rain of steel. It changed the retreat to a rout. Only it spoiled so many German horses. Right through the man, you understand, into the animal! ... Sieves on four legs are useless as Remounts for French Chasseurs."
"Goodness gracious!"But that gets straight to the point," said Raymond, "direct and sharp like a sword thrust. If we had that man, we could really use him. He should be the Marshal of France, or the President, or the Emperor—all we would need from him is to lead us. Our Joffre wouldn't be jealous—they would get along like the hilt and the hand. But I was telling you about an attack
"And the German Field Flight?" Sherbrand interrogated.
"And what about the German Field Flight?" Sherbrand asked.
"Their Fifth Arm was represented," said Raymond, sipping his burgundy, "by many Taubes and Aviatiks armed with the machine-gun and some ordinary bombs of schrapnel,—also a dirigible of 'Parsifal' type dropping big bombs. We were hampered in our offensive by a prejudice which does not trouble the Germans. To throw bombs upon friend and foe alike—that is not our idea of War. It annoyed me, and I wasted on that flatulent brute of a 'Parsifal' all my remaining fléchettes and little Morocco bombs. Aha, the côtelettes!"
"Their Fifth Arm was represented," said Raymond, sipping his burgundy, "by many Taubes and Aviatiks equipped with machine guns and some standard bombs ofshrapnel—also a 'Parsifal' type airship dropping large bombs. Our offensive was hindered by a principle that doesn't impact the Germans. Bombing both allies and enemies—that's not how we see Warfare. It frustrated me, and I wasted all my remainingfléchettesand little Morocco takes aim at that loudmouthed bully of a 'Parsifal.' Aha, thecôtelettes!
A waiter set them before him. He tucked his napkin under his chin, and helped himself, and said:
A waiter set the dishes in front of him. He tucked his napkin under his chin, helped himself, and said:
"Thus, though I had damaged her steering-gear and riddled her outer envelope, and the Flying Pig wallowed in difficulties below me, I could not pursue the advantage I had got. When the pilot of an Aviatik launched himself to the rescue, all the ammunition of my carabine was exhausted. I had one cartridge left in my automatic revolver, and not a single bomb with which to return the compliments of the German's mitraille. My petrol-tank had been perforated. My single bullet missed him. The duel was too unequal, so I withdrew from the field, leaving him to cavalier the Flying Pig. We may meet again upon terms more equal, when French military aviators fight with machine-guns. And now to business. It concerns your gyroscopic stabiliser, the patent of which my Chiefs desired to buy for the use of our Service Aëronautique. You demanded, according to M. Jourdain's statement, £8,000 and a royalty for the world-patent. We will buy it of you outright for £12,000. Is it agreed?"
"So, even though I had damaged her steering gear and shot up her outer skin, and the Flying Pig was struggling below me, I couldn't take advantage of the situation. When the pilot of an Aviatik came to the rescue, I ran out of ammo for my carbine. I had one bullet left in my automatic revolver and no bombs to use against the German's."mitrailleMy gas tank got punctured. I missed him with my single shot. The duel was too one-sided, so I backed off, leaving him to deal with the Flying Pig. We might meet again under better circumstances when French military pilots have machine guns. Now, let's get to the point. It's regarding your gyroscopic stabilizer, which my superiors wanted to purchase for our __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Service AëronautiqueAs per M. Jourdain's statement, you requested £8,000 and a royalty for the global patent. We will buy it from you outright for £12,000. Does that work for you?
Sherbrand straightened in his chair, and said, looking the other squarely in the eyes:
Sherbrand sat up straight in his chair and said, making direct eye contact with the other person:
"No, sir, thank you! You see, though the War Office wouldn't have anything to say to me——"
"No, sir, thank you! You see, even though the War Office wouldn't speak to me——"
"It occurs to you that now you may find a market for your invention?" To the devil with this smug young British tradesman! thought Raymond behind his knitted brows. "Come!" he said. "Another proposal. Will you make and supply us with your hawk-hoverer? Or sell us the right to manufacture a thousand for the sole use of the S. Aë.? Name your price—I shall not be frightened. It is not State money, but my private fortune that I draw upon—with the approval of my Chiefs. It has been my whim to lavish on my escadrille what other men hang in jewels upon their mistresses. Efficiency is my vice. I have heard of worse!" He scrawled some invisible figures with a polished finger-nail upon the tablecloth and exclaimed, with a laugh and a shrug: "Sapristi! At even a hundred pounds apiece you would soon be a millionaire, even without the fortune you expect from your War Office! Upon occasion it pays to be a patriot. Decide, Monsieur, lest my patience run dry before my purse!"
"Have you considered that you might find a market for your invention now?"To hell with this arrogant young British tradesman!Raymond frowned in thought. "Come on!" he said. "I have another idea. Will you make and supply us with your hawk-hoverer? Or sell us the rights to produce a thousand just for the S. Aë.? Name your price—I’m not worried. It’s not government money; I’m using my own funds—with my superiors' approval. I’ve decided to spend on myescadrillewhat other guys spend on jewelry for their partners. Being efficient is my weakness. I've heard of worse!" He scribbled some invisible numbers with a well-groomed fingernail on the tablecloth and said, laughing and shrugging: "Sapristi"Even at a hundred pounds each, you'd become a millionaire really fast, even without the fortune you’re hoping for from your War Office! Sometimes, being a patriot has its perks. Make a choice, Monsieur, or I'll run out of patience before I run out of money!"
"I've not asked you a hundred, sir," Sherbrand said with his disarming simplicity. "I can make and sell the hoverers at a profit for £60. It's the cutting and welding of the horizontal flanged screws with the acetylene flame that eats up that money. But for the cost of the process, hang it!—I'd have had more than seventy ready by me now."
"I haven't asked you a hundred times, sir," Sherbrand said with his direct charm. "I can produce and sell the hoverers for a profit of £60. It's the cutting and welding of the horizontal flanged screws with the acetylene flame that really adds up. But if it weren't for that cost—forget it!—I would have had over seventy ready by now."
"You have seventy, you say, laid by in readiness?"
"You have seventy, you say, saved up and ready?"
"Laid by in grease," said Sherbrand, "at the aërodrome."
"Put away in grease," said Sherbrand, "at the airfield."
"Waiting the moment when the authorities at Whitehall awaken to the fact that you are a genius, mon ami! À la bonne heure! We buy your seventy equilibrisers!"
"Waiting for the moment when the officials at Whitehall recognize that you are a genius,my friend!Finally"Hey! We'll buy your seventy equilibrators!"
"I'll sell you ten," said the British tradesman doggedly. "And I'll give the Belgian Government another ten, if you think they'd honour me by accepting them?"
"I'll sell you ten," the British tradesman insisted. "And I'll donate another ten to the Belgian Government, if you think they'd be willing to accept them?"
"Parole d'honneur! I can guarantee they will. And of the other fifty?"
"Word of honor"I can guarantee they will. What about the other fifty?"
"They are for England to take or leave," said Sherbrand. "No doubt I'm an ass, but a man must act according to his lights."
"It's up to England to accept or reject them," Sherbrand said. "I know I'm being foolish, but a person has to act based on their own understanding."
"They are stars, your lights," said Raymond with a crackling oath, "and they point the path of Honour!" He pulled a cheque-book and a fountain-pen from a pocket within his tunic and wrote a cheque on the Crédit Lyonnais for the price of the ten stabilisers, their packing, carriage and duty, saying as he signed, and tossed the lilac slip of paper across the tablecloth: "Your endorsement is my receipt. For the stabilisers—they must be sent not later than to-morrow. I would give something if I could fly back to France with a couple in my valise. But patience! In a week at most we will give the Germans news of us. Perhaps I shall have the good fortune of a rencontre with my Boche pilot-aviator. For—listen, lieutenant! He too possessed the device that solves for the avion the problem of stability. And—listen well!—he carried a young boy with him in the nacelle. It was the man who robbed you. Von Herrnung! Could you not have guessed before?"
"They're stars, your lights," Raymond said with a fierce oath, "and they guide us towards Honor!" He took out a checkbook and a fountain pen from a pocket in his tunic and wrote a check on Crédit Lyonnais for the cost of the ten stabilizers, including packing, shipping, and duties, saying as he signed and tossed the lilac piece of paper across the tablecloth: "Your endorsement is my receipt. The stabilizers—make sure they’re sent by tomorrow at the latest. I’d give anything if I could fly back to France with a couple in my luggage. But patience! In a week at most, we'll give the Germans word of us. Maybe I’ll be lucky enough to run into my Boche pilot-aviator. Because—listen, lieutenant! He also had the device that solves the stability issue for theavion. And—listen up!—he had a young boy with him in thenacelle"It was the guy who robbed you. Von Herrnung! Couldn't you have figured that out sooner?"
It seemed to Sherbrand that he had always guessed. Raymond went on:
It felt to Sherbrand like he had always known. Raymond went on:
"When I read of the finding of the wreck of your 'Bird' in the North Sea, I knew what coup the Prussian and his confederates had carried out. We had met in Berlin, and at the Hanover aërodrome, and at Paris. And—I could have shot him the other day if it had not been for the child. The legions of the modern Attila employ women and babes as bucklers and breastworks, by their Emperor's order. Perhaps he carried the boy for protection!" His moustache bristled like an angry cat's as he added:
"When I heard about the discovery of the wreck of your 'Bird' in the North Sea, I understood the kind of plan that the Prussian and his allies executed. We had met in Berlin, at the Hanover aerodrome, and in Paris. And—I could have shot him the other day if it hadn’t been for the kid. The armies of the modern Attila use women and children as shields and barriers, by their Emperor's order. Maybe he brought the boy along for protection!" His mustache bristled like an angry cat's as he added:
"A beastly idea, but the German Idea is bestial. Well, au 'voir! To-morrow, six demie, we start from the aërodrome!"
A harsh concept, but the German idea is brutal. Well, __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__see you later! Tomorrow, 6thirty"Let's leave from the airport!"
He rose, whisked his napkin over his mouth, and said, giving Sherbrand a hearty hand-grip:
He got up, wiped his mouth with his napkin, and said, giving Sherbrand a strong handshake:
"I shall be punctual. Do not forget. My compliments to Mademoiselle!"
"I'll be on time. Don't forget. Best wishes to Mademoiselle!"
But Sherbrand was occupied less by thoughts of his angry love than by Raymond's story of the boy in the German warplane. He telephoned to Sir Roland and to Saxham before he drove back to the Club thinking:
But Sherbrand was more focused on Raymond's story about the boy in the German warplane than on his own frustrations. He called Sir Roland and Saxham before heading back to the Club, thinking:
"Bawne!—It must be Bawne!—out there in the midst of all those horrors. If I could only meet that fellow von Herrnung! ... I've owed him no grudge because he robbed me.... But—for this—I could kill him now!"
"Bawne! It has to be Bawne! out there amidst all those horrors. If I could just locate that guy von Herrnung! I’m not mad at him for stealing from me.... But for this—I could really kill him right now!"
CHAPTER LVI
CHAPTER 56
LA BRABANÇONNE
THE BRABANT ANTHEM
"You saint, Pat!" Margot, amidst Raymond's polite excuses, had recognised Sherbrand's hatchet-face under the khaki cap. "You've stolen a whole morning for me from your Flying Man. Why didn't you tell me he'd come back to town? How perfectly tophole he looks in tea-leaves! Franky and I came across that French officer who was with him, last June, in Paris. We're been rubbing noses on the strength of having met before. Is Alan going to the Front? My poor Pattums, it'll be your turn to be haunted. Here's Rhona Helvellyn. Cheer, Rhona! Do tell us why you look so smudgy? Have you been hiding up the chimney of the House of Commons, or bombarding a Minister's front door with coal?"
"You legend, Pat!" Margot, amidst Raymond's polite excuses, spotted Sherbrand's sharp face under the khaki cap. "You’ve given up a whole morning from your Flying Man for me. Why didn’t you let me know he was back in town? He looks absolutely dapper with those tea leaves! Franky and I ran into that French officer who was with him last June in Paris. We’ve been reminiscing about our past encounter. Is Alan going to the Front? My poor Pattums, your turn to be tormented is coming. Here’s Rhona Helvellyn. Cheer up, Rhona! Do tell us why you look so disheveled? Have you been hiding in the chimney of the House of Commons, or bombarding a Minister’s front door with coal?"
She beckoned, and Rhona came stalking through the crush of marvellously got-up members, the round, fair, freckled boy-face that topped her long swan-neck and deceptively sloping shoulders pinched with weariness under the wreck of a Heath hat, her usually immaculate tailor-mades covered with the dust of what might have been a Claxton Hall conflict or a Downing Street Demonstration, and strange fires burning in her light-lashed eyes.
She waved, and Rhona made her way through the crowd of elegantly dressed people, her round, fair, freckled face resting on her long, graceful neck and gently sloping shoulders, which seemed weary under the worn Heath hat. Her usually immaculate tailored outfits were dusty from what might have been a Claxton Hall conflict or a Downing Street protest, and there were unusual sparks in her light-lashed eyes.
"Am I such a sweep? I feel one! But so'd you be grubby if you'd done the crossing from Folkestone to Ostend and back again to London without a dab of a puff. I'd an appointment here at three-thirty." Beyond anything in life Rhona plumed herself on her punctuality. "Mrs. Saxham—the Mrs. Saxham, had promised to meet me in the Chintz Room." The Chintz Room is the first-floor drawing-room securable for private teas and interviews. "We got in too ravenous even to wash for lunch. You should have seen us eat. My hat! the scrum on those boats. And the dirt. Nothing but a Turkish bath will get me clean again. As for Brenda, she's a nigger." Thus Rhona in her loud young accents. "Nobody'd believe she'd been born a white girl!"
"Am I really such a mess? I feel like one! But you'd feel gross too if you traveled from Folkestone to Ostend and back to London without a chance to clean up. I had an appointment here at three-thirty." Above all, Rhona was very proud of her punctuality. "Mrs. Saxham—the"Mrs. Saxham promised to meet me in the Chintz Room." The Chintz Room is the drawing room on the first floor, available for private teas and meetings. "We arrived so hungry that we couldn't even clean up before lunch. You should have seen us eat. It was crazy on those boats. And the dirt. Only a Turkish bath will make me feel clean again. As for Brenda, she's a wreck." Rhona said this in her loud, youthful voice. "No one would believe she was born a white girl!"
"Is she here?"
"Is she here?"
"My Christmas! I should rather hope so! Upstairs scraping off the top-crust before I take her to Eccleston Square. Don't do to startle the Mater. She's been frightfully off-colour with worry over her precious youngest. You see, Brenda was due home for the Autumn holidays from the Convent of the Dames de l'Annonciation at Huin on the Sambre, when the War broke out. And—Huin's near Charleroi, where they say the Germans are—and we'd nary a letter, and no answer to a hailstorm of wires from the Mater. So I got passes and permits on the Q.T. and skipped over to Ostend—to see what might be done."
"My Christmas! I really hope so! Upstairs, scraping off the top crust before I take her to Eccleston Square. Can't surprise Mom. She's been really worried about her precious youngest. You see, Brenda was supposed to come home for the autumn holidays from the Convent of the Dames de l'Annonciation in Huin on the Sambre when the war started. And—Huin's near Charleroi, where they say the Germans are—and we hadn't received any letters or answers to a bunch of messages from Mom. So I got passes and permits secretly and made my way to Ostend—to see what I could do."
"And you got through?"
"And you made it through?"
"Did I? Not much! We don't get things properly rubbed into us—tucked away in our blessed old island. I forgot that Belgian trains wouldn't be running from Ostend to Brussels, now the Germans have got a grab on there.... As for getting South-East by Courtrai and Valenciennes—all trains were required by the Allies for military purposes. Perhaps if I'd been a hefty War Correspondent or an Army Nursing Sister or a V.A.D. in diamond earrings and a Red Cross armlet, I'd have had a chance. But I'm doubtful! Transport officers, English and Belgian, keep their mouths shut—and once they've opened them to say "No!" they never open 'em again. And"—Rhona breathed as though she had been running—"there were Official War News placards stuck up at the Customs Office, and on the quays and at the Préfecture. They said that the Germans under von Buelow have been having a scrap with the 5th French Army on the Sambre—from Namur to Charleroi—and that the French have been beaten back. And the hospitals are crowded with Belgian and German wounded"—she gulped and something twinkled on her pale eyelashes—"and trains crammed with more keep coming in and in. I've seen some sights, I tell you, that gave me horrors. That showed me, even more than those Ostend quays and wharves and squares and Places—packed solid with refugees—Great Christmas!—shall I ever forget 'em!—the devilish, hellish work of War!"
"Did I? Not really! We don’t get things properly explained to us—stuck away on our old island. I forgot that Belgian trains weren’t running from Ostend to Brussels now that the Germans have taken control there... As for heading Southeast through Courtrai and Valenciennes—all trains were needed by the Allies for military purposes. Maybe if I had been a prominent War Correspondent or an Army Nurse or a V.A.D. wearing diamond earrings and a Red Cross armlet, I would have had a chance. But I’m not so sure! Transport officers, both English and Belgian, stay silent—and once they say 'No!' they don’t say anything else. And"—Rhona breathed as if she had been running—"there were Official War News posters up at the Customs Office, on the docks, and at the Préfecture. They said that the Germans under von Buelow have been clashing with the 5th French Army on the Sambre—from Namur to Charleroi—and that the French have been pushed back. And the hospitals are packed with Belgian and German wounded"—she paused, and something sparkled on her pale eyelashes—"and trains packed with more keep arriving. I’ve seen some sights, I tell you, that gave me chills. Those images, even more than the Ostend docks and wharves and squares—crammed with refugees—Good Lord!—will I ever forget them!—the terrible, brutal nature of War!"
"Refugees.... Common people?" Margot was a little puzzled. Rhona nodded and repeated:
"Refugees... Just regular people?" Margot seemed a little confused. Rhona nodded and repeated:
"Refugees. Swells and mechanics, rag-pickers and shopkeepers, sweeps, schoolgirls, lacemakers, and students. Professors, priests, and prostitutes. Madame la Comtesse and her gardener's wife, wheeling the babies in trams and go-carts. Dust-covered, dirty, done up, desperate, with faces that make you think of the damned in the Tartarus scenes of Orpheus and Eurydice. And someone squealed my name, and there was Brenda. Just got in, with three of the Sisters, and a baker's dozen of English pupils and a herd of other miserables, evacuated from Charleroi and Huin. Three-and-a-half days on the journey, travelling by fits and starts on branch-lines—tramping when trains weren't available. Eating whenever anything was to be had, and going without when there wasn't! Sleeping in barns and on the floors of railway-station platforms, or waiting-rooms, when they were lucky—such a pack of tramps you never saw in your life. But Great Scott! how thundering glad I was to get hold of Brenda and whisk her away from that Chorus of the Damned in Orpheus, pent up like cattle behind ropes, and moaning and stretching their arms out to the sea!"
"Refugees. Workers and mechanics, trash collectors and shopkeepers, cleaners, schoolgirls, lace-makers, and students. Professors, priests, and prostitutes. Madame la Comtesse and her gardener's wife, pushing babies in strollers and carts. Dusty, dirty, dressed up, desperate, with faces that remind you of the damned in the Tartarus scenes of Orpheus and Eurydice. Then someone shouted my name, and there was Brenda. She had just arrived with three of the Sisters, a group of English students, and other unfortunate people evacuated from Charleroi and Huin. They had spent three-and-a-half days traveling, taking detours on branch lines—walking when trains weren’t available. Eating whenever they could find food and going without when they couldn’t! Sleeping in barns and on the floors of train station platforms, or waiting rooms when they got lucky—such a group of drifters you’ve never seen. But wow! how incredibly glad I was to find Brenda and whisk her away from that Chorus of the Damned in Orpheus, stuck like cattle behind ropes, moaning and reaching their arms out toward the sea!"
"Why on earth the sea?"
"Why on earth the ocean?"
A foreign voice, resonant and rather nasal, startled Margot by answering:
A deep, somewhat nasal foreign voice surprised Margot by replying:
"Pardon, Madame. Because these most unhappy fugitives believe that salvation and safety may be found in England, from whence come those strong brown English soldiers who are fighting in Belgium now."
"Excuse me, ma'am. These unfortunate refugees believe they can find safety and salvation in England, which is where those tough brown English soldiers currently fighting in Belgium are from."
"Are there—" Margot was beginning. But Rhona was introducing the speaker at length as Comte d'Asnay, Capitaine Commandant and Adjutant of the Belgian General Staff, Attached to the General Staff on the Third Division of the Belgian Army, and d'Asnay was saying with a smile:
"Are there—" Margot began to say. But Rhona was busy introducing the speaker in detail as Comte d'Asnay, Captain Commander and Adjutant of the Belgian General Staff, assigned to the General Staff of the Third Division of the Belgian Army, and d'Asnay was smiling as he spoke:
"Mademoiselle bestows upon me all my titles, possibly because we Belgians have so little else left."
"Mademoiselle grants me all my titles, probably because we Belgians have so little else to cling to."
"Except Honour," snapped Rhona.
"Except Honor," snapped Rhona.
"Except our Honour and our self-respect, and a few other non-negotiable securities," he said, "that do not bring us much of credit on the Bourses of Vienna and Berlin. But Madame was asking of the refugees. Many from Liége have escaped to Antwerp or into Holland, thousands are rushing from Namur into the bosom of France. But from Louvain and Brussels and Tirlemont they flock to Ostend. The steamers of the Channel service are crowded with those who have money and can obtain the necessary laissez-passers. Your town of Folkestone is encumbered with arrivals. Were stones pillows there would be a head for every stone. But those who have neither money nor passports—and many of these were rich a week ago—remain, as Mademoiselle has told you, to weep, and stretch their arms towards the sea."
"Aside from our dignity and self-respect, and a few other important resources," he said, "those don't really earn us much trust on the stock exchanges of Vienna and Berlin. But Madame was inquiring about the refugees. Many from Liège have made it to Antwerp or Holland, and thousands are escaping from Namur into France. However, from Louvain, Brussels, and Tirlemont, they are making their way to Ostend. The Channel ferries are overcrowded with those who can afford it and have the necessarylaissez-passersYour town of Folkestone is flooded with newcomers. If stones were pillows, there would be a head for every stone. But those without money or passports—and many of them were wealthy just a week ago—are left, as Mademoiselle has told you, to cry and reach out towards the sea.
"They'd rush the boats," declared Rhona, "only that the Companies keep up the gangways. I suppose," she grimaced, "the authorities at Ostend don't want a scare. They believe—I hope they may get it!—there'll yet be an Autumn Season. Hang these profit-hoggers! If I'd my way I'd lower every blessed gangway and let everyone who wanted walk on board. If Belgium hadn't faced the music there'd be Germans in England now, murdering and burning.... They've a right to come. Let 'em all come! Britain's big enough, I should hope!"
"They'd rush the boats," Rhona said, "if it weren't for the Companies managing the gangways. I guess," she frowned, "the authorities in Ostend don't want to create a panic. They think—I hope they're right!—that there will still be an Autumn Season. Damn these profit-hoggers! If it were up to me, I'd lower every single gangway and let anyone who wanted to board. If Belgium hadn't stood up to them, there would be Germans in England right now, killing and burning.... They have the right to come. Let them all come! I hope Britain is big enough!”
"Brava, Mademoiselle. Bis!" d'Asnay applauded noiselessly. "That is what you said to me on the deck of the steamer. Say it again, say it often, and the people will be let come!"
"Well done, Miss. Again!d'Asnay clapped quietly. "That's what you told me on the deck of the steamer. Repeat it, say it often, and the people will be allowed to come!"
"Oh, I've my plan." Rhona's light eyes sparkled wickedly. "People here want waking up. They're kept in cotton-wool. Eyes bunged up and ears stuffed. What they want is—to see and hear. Well, a few of 'em are doing it. That," she nodded knowingly at d'Asnay, "is where my Distinguished Visitors come in."
"Oh, I have my plan." Rhona's bright eyes glinted playfully. "People here need to wake up. They're living in a bubble. Their eyes are closed, and their ears are blocked. What they really want is to see and hear. Well, a few of them are starting to do that. That," she nodded knowingly at d'Asnay, "is where my Distinguished Visitors come in."
The lips under the fiercely-waxed moustaches smiled. Margot liked the look of this officer of the Belgian General Staff, with the savage eyes and the smooth olive skin, the pointed chestnut beard, fiercely-waxed moustache, and the cool, polite manner. He wore the uniform of the Belgian Chasseurs à Cheval, and the vulture-plumes of his high shako were cut and broken and scorched in places, the gold braiding of his dark blue tunic was tarnished and weather-beaten, and the grey, blue-striped overalls and spurred black knee-boots were rusty with old mud and white with new dust. "You're from the Front?" she queried, as she moved with Rhona and the Belgian towards the glass swing-doors, giving access from the vestibule to the Club's big ground-floor drawing-room.
The lips beneath the heavily waxed mustaches smiled. Margot liked the look of this officer from the Belgian General Staff, with his intense eyes and smooth olive skin, pointed chestnut beard, sharply waxed mustache, and calm, polite demeanor. He wore the uniform of the Belgian Chasseurs à Cheval, and the vulture feathers on his tall shako were cut, frayed, and scorched in places. The gold braiding on his dark blue tunic was tarnished and worn, and his gray, blue-striped overalls and spurred black knee-boots were covered in old mud and fresh dust. "Are you from the Front?" she asked as she moved with Rhona and the Belgian towards the glass swing doors leading from the vestibule to the Club's large ground-floor drawing room.
He answered:
He replied:
"There are several Fronts—and I have the honour to come from one of them, Madame."
"There are many fronts—and I’m proud to come from one of them, ma'am."
"With dispatches?"
"With updates?"
"Possibly with dispatches, Madame!" He answered with an amused side-glance at the small, vivacious face. "Though there are swifter methods of transmitting intelligence than by entrusting letters to a messenger's hands."
"Maybe through messages, Madame!" he said, giving her a playful look at her small, energetic face. "Even though there are quicker ways to pass on information than relying on letters delivered by a messenger."
As he moved beside her, courteously replying, she saw the crimson and green enamelled, purple-ribboned Cross of the Belgian Order of Leopold shining upon the dark blue tunic-breast.
As he walked beside her, engaging in polite conversation, she noticed the red and green enameled, purple-ribboned Cross of the Belgian Order of Leopold gleaming on the dark blue uniform.
"How are—things—getting on? Nobody tells us anything," twittered the humming-bird. "We might live at the North Pole."
"How’s it going? No one shares any updates with us," chirped the hummingbird. "We might as well be living at the North Pole."
"Madame might find even at the North Pole compensations for the low temperature and the lack of society." The vulture-plumes on the dark blue shako nodded as he turned his face to her. "In the fact that there are no Boches there," he added, and the smile that had curved the soldierly moustache vanished as though the word had wiped it from his mouth.
"Madame might actually discover some advantages at the North Pole despite the cold and isolation." The vulture feathers on the dark blue hat bounced as he turned to her. "Like the fact that there are no Germans there," he added, and the smile that had formed on his soldierly mustache vanished as if the word had wiped it from his face.
"Do tell me what are Boches?" Margot begged, kindling to interest. He answered with an intensity that dug deep lines at the angles of his nostrils, and puckered the corners of the eyes that burned under his frowning brows:
"Please tell me, what are Boches?" Margot asked eagerly, her curiosity piqued. He responded with a seriousness that created deep lines at the corners of his nostrils and tightened the edges of his eyes that glimmered under his furrowed brows:
"They are a nation of beings, Madame, that are no longer men!"
"They are a nation of beings, Madam, who are no longer human!"
"Germans you mean, don't you?" she asked after a little pause of bewilderment, staring with shocked, dilated eyes at the left side of d'Asnay's close-cropped head, now revealed to her as he removed his shako, and standing a little in advance of the two women, held back with the thrust of his broad shoulders a leaf of the drawing-room swing-doors. The four-inch square of white surgical plaster adhering to a place whence the chestnut-brown hair had been shaven, showed the outline of a deep, jagged gash. "You are hurt! You have had some awful accident! ... Was it a motor-smash? Doesn't it pain you?" Kittums asked breathlessly. For d'Asnay had touched the surgical strapping with his gloved hand, and his smiling face had winced.
"You mean Germans, right?" she asked after a moment of confusion, staring in shock with wide eyes at the left side of d'Asnay's closely cropped head, now visible as he took off his shako, leaning slightly forward and using his broad shoulders to hold back the drawing-room swing doors. The four-inch square of white surgical plaster on a spot where chestnut-brown hair had been shaved showed the outline of a deep, jagged cut. "You're hurt! You’ve had a terrible accident! ... Was it a car crash? Does it hurt?" Kittums asked, breathless. d'Asnay had touched the surgical bandage with his gloved hand, and his smiling face flinched.
"It is nothing, Madame," he assured her, "and it was not caused by an accident. It is merely a whiff of schrapnel—a love-gift from Messieurs les Boches."
"It's nothing, ma'am," he assured her, "and it wasn't caused by an accident. It's just a little bit of __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."shrapnel—a gift of love fromthe Germans."
"You are wounded?"
"You hurt?"
"Madame, that is what one calls it, when one suffers à coup d'obus. They are common, these little tokens, on our side of the North Sea. Mine has procured me a visit to London, and the pleasure of meeting you."
"Ma'am, that's what you call it when someone is in pain."from a shell shockThese little reminders are typical on our side of the North Sea. Mine got me a trip to London and the joy of meeting you.
She looked at him like a grieved child, and her lips so quivered that he softened to her behind the crinkles of his smiling bearded mask.
She looked at him like a sad child, and her lips trembled so much that he found himself softening toward her despite the smile on his bearded face.
"You speak like this because you think I am heartless and indifferent. Perhaps I have been—until to-day! We are so far from things. We see nothing. And we hear so little about the War!"
"You talk like this because you think I'm cold and indifferent. Maybe I have been—until today! We're so disconnected from everything. We see nothing. And we hear so little about the War!"
"Alas, Madame!" came the answer. "Forgive the cruel prophecy, that the moment approaches when you will hear too much!"
"Oh no, Madame!" came the response. "I apologize for the blunt prediction that the time is approaching when you'll hear way too much!"
The swing-doors thudded behind them like guns at a great distance. The capacious ground-floor drawing-room, not usually crowded before luncheon, was thronged nearly to the walls. A vacant space in the centre presumably accommodated the Distinguished Visitors. But between these and Margot's quickening curiosity intervened a solid wall of backs.
The swing doors slammed shut behind them like distant gunfire. The large ground-floor drawing room, typically empty before lunch, was crowded almost to capacity. A clear space in the center was probably intended for the Distinguished Visitors. But between them and Margot's increasing curiosity was a solid wall of people’s backs.
The Distinguished Visitors must be Royalties, decided Margot, as she skirted the barrier, looking right and left for a peephole, recognising the vast back of Sir Thomas Brayham, the skeleton back of the Goblin, the willowy back of Trixie Wastwood, the backs of Lady Beauvayse, Cynthia Charterhouse, Tota Stannus, and Patrine Saxham with other backs pertaining to divers dear friends, consolidated into the rampart of humanity over which the towering feathers of Vanity Fair nodded and bobbed and waved.
Margot concluded that the Distinguished Visitors had to be royalty as she moved around the barrier, looking for a peephole. She spotted the tall form of Sir Thomas Brayham, the slim frame of the Goblin, the elegant figure of Trixie Wastwood, and the silhouettes of Lady Beauvayse, Cynthia Charterhouse, Tota Stannus, and Patrine Saxham, along with other recognizable backs, all forming a wall of people crowned by the swaying feathers of Vanity Fair.
"They're taking it in," Margot heard Rhona mutter, behind her. "'Somebody's playing off a joke on us,' would be the first thing that'd come into their blessed heads. Well!—let 'em think what they choose. Ask me why I did it, Comte, and I swear I couldn't tell you. Blue murder! how my arms ache. But so must yours. You nursed the biggest of the babies all the way from Ostend to Charing Cross."
"They're buying it," Margot heard Rhona murmur behind her.Somebody's playing a joke on us"’ would be the first thing that comes to their minds. Fine!—let them think whatever they want. Ask me why I did it, Comte, and I honestly couldn’t tell you. Ugh, my arms are aching. But yours must be hurting too. You carried the heaviest of the babies all the way from Ostend to Charing Cross."
"Mademoiselle is right!" The swift, fierce undertone was d'Asnay's. "They do not comprehend yet. Not yet!" He breathed hissingly through his nose. "Wait—and presently the Truth will leap at them and strike them entre les yeux. But a place must be found for the friend of Mademoiselle!" He came noiselessly to the side of Margot. "A chair, so. A footstool, so. Madame will step on the one and mount to the other. Permit, Madame, that I offer my assistance! Now Madame commands an excellent view of—shall I call it—the spectacle?"
"Mademoiselle is right!" d'Asnay said sharply. "They still don’t get it. Not yet!" He exhaled forcefully. "Just wait—and soon the Truth will hit them and strike them.in the eyes"But we need to find a place for Mademoiselle’s friend!" He quietly approached Margot. "A chair, like this. A footstool, like that. Madame will step on one and climb to the other. Allow me, Madame, to help you! Now Madame has a great view of—shall I say—the spectacle?"
The speaker's voice was drowned in an outburst of strident music. Barely two doors from the Club the piano-organ had broken out with "La Barbançonne." And as the walls vibrated to its shrill cries of triumph, and the wild disonances of a joy that touches frenzy, the cracked but vigorous tenor began to sing:
The speaker's voice was overwhelmed by a burst of loud music. Just two doors away from the Club, the piano-organ began playing "La BarbançonneAs the walls trembled with its shrill victory cries and the wild chaos of joy that veers into madness, the damaged yet strong voice started to sing:
"After centuries, centuries of slaveryThe Beige rising from the graveHas reclaimed through its courageIts name, its rights, and its flag.And your sovereign and proud handPeople now untamedCarved on your old bannerThe king, the Law, the Freedom!"
"Sapristi! It is strange that!" d'Asnay muttered at the first bars. "Mademoiselle Helvellyn devised the tableau, certainly, but who arranged the entr'acte?"
"Wow"That's strange!" d'Asnay whispered at the first notes. "Mademoiselle Helvellyn definitely created the scene, but who arranged the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__?"intermission?
The shrill, unbearable frenzy of the piano-organ abated, the voice of the singer was more plainly heard. It chanted in thin nasal tones, with missed-out notes in each bar that were like gaps where teeth had been in an old sorrowful singing mouth:
The loud, overpowering sound of the piano-organ faded away, and the singer's voice became more distinct. It sang in high, nasal tones, with off-key notes in every measure that felt like spaces where teeth had once been in a sorrowful, old singing mouth:
"Oh Belgium, oh beloved mother,To you our hearts, to you our arms,To you black blood, oh Homeland——"
While Margot, a-tiptoe en her chair, peered through the screen of towering feathers at the Club's Distinguished Visitors,—wondering that within the wall of absorbed faces there should be so little to attract or interest. Nothing more intriguing than the homely figure of a Flemish peasant woman, with four young children huddled round her, and a baby at her breast.
While Margot stood on her chair, peering through the screen of towering feathers at the Club's Distinguished Visitors, she wondered how there could be so little to attract or interest behind the wall of engrossed faces. Nothing seemed more intriguing than the simple figure of a Flemish peasant woman, with four young children gathered around her and a baby at her breast.
CHAPTER LVII
CHAPTER 57
THE BELGIAN WIFE
THE BELGIAN WIFE
Desolate advance-guard of the vast army so soon to invade the shores of Britain, how familiar the figure is now that was then so strange to us in the quaint old-world fashion of its homely garments, the thick white dust and travel-stains that covered it, from the linen coif to the wooden shoes.
The lonely leader of the massive army set to invade the shores of Britain feels so familiar now, that once seemed so strange to us in its old-fashioned, simple clothes, covered in thick white dust and travel stains, from the linen cap to the wooden shoes.
She was not old, the woman who sat with her little flock gathered about her, on the Indian stool that had supported the superb person of von Herrnung, what time he had held forth to Mrs. Charterhouse and Lady Wastwood upon the loftiness of German Kultur, the perfection of German female beauty, and the overwhelming mental and bodily superiority of the German Superman. A Walloon peasant from a village near Jodoigne where she and her husband had worked upon a tiny farm.
The woman sitting with her small group on the Indian stool—once occupied by the impressive von Herrnung while he lectured Mrs. Charterhouse and Lady Wastwood on the greatness of German culture, the beauty of German women, and the unmatched mental and physical superiority of the German Superman—wasn't old. She was a Walloon farmer from a village near Jodoigne, where she and her husband had worked on a small farm.
Perhaps a dozen words of French were hers: "Tout brûle!" and "En Angleterre où il n'y a pas de Boches!"
She probably knew around a dozen words of French: "Everything burns!" and "In England where there are no Germans!
We were to learn to reap terrible meanings from that hoarse, faint parrot-cry. Truths that raised the hairs upon the flesh and chilled the blood were to be imaged for us in the blank vacuity of her unseeing stare. We were to learn why all her children squinted, from Vic, the sturdy man of seven, and Josephine, his junior, possibly by a year, down to Georgette of the chubby cheeks and crinkly, roguish eyelids, and Albert, of the round blue stare, the big white-haired head, and the marvellous bow legs.
We were going to learn to uncover deep, unsettling meanings from that harsh, faint parrot-like cry. Truths that made our hair stand on end and sent chills down our spines were going to be revealed to us in the empty void of her unseeing gaze. We were going to understand why all her children squinted, from Vic, the strong seven-year-old, and his younger sister Josephine, down to Georgette with her chubby cheeks and playful, crinkly eyelids, and Albert, with his round blue eyes, big white-haired head, and amazing bow legs.
In their dull stunned quietude and their clayey pallor, the mark of the Beast was branded upon them, down to the livid baby in its little cap of soiled linen, swaddled in the old red shawl, that bound down its arms. You might have thought it dead, but for the flutter of a muscle in the cheek, and the faint movement of its lips, feebly sucking at the breast that had been large and bounteous, and now was lax, and flabby, covered by a network of darkish violet veins.
In their numb, stunned silence and their lifeless, pale skin, the mark of the Beast was clear on them, even on the motionless baby in its tiny cap of dirty linen, wrapped in an old red shawl that constrained its arms. You might have believed it was dead, if not for the slight twitch of a muscle in its cheek and the faint movement of its lips, weakly attempting to suck at the breast that had once been full and generous but was now loose and sagging, covered in a network of dark violet veins.
"Who are they? ... What are they? ... Where do they come from? ... Why were they brought here? ... Does no one know? ... Will no one tell? ..."
"Who are they? ... What are they? ... Where do they come from? ... Why were they brought here? ... Does no one know? ... Will no one tell? ..."
The silence of amazement was now breaking. The mouths belonging to the faces under the nodding feathers, old and young, handsome and ugly, vacuous and clever, silly and intellectual, were all prattling interrogations like the above. Pride of Place and Joy of Life, Thirst of Pleasure, Lust of Power, Gaiety and Weariness, Wisdom and Folly, Humbug and Sincerity, Meanness and Generosity, ringed-in the dusty group of wooden-shod mysteries and most frightfully wanted to know! And nobody offered any solution of the puzzle. The piano-organ was playing half a dozen doors below the Club, the cracked old tenor quavering to its accompaniment:
The silence of awe was beginning to fade. The people, young and old, attractive and unattractive, simple-minded and sharp, foolish and wise, were all asking questions like the ones above. Pride of Place, Joy of Life, Thirst for Pleasure, Lust for Power, Happiness and Fatigue, Wisdom and Foolishness, Deceit and Honesty, Meanness and Generosity all surrounded the dusty group of mysterious figures and were eager to know! Yet, no one provided any answers to the riddle. The piano-organ played a few floors down from the Club, the old, cracked tenor vibrating to its tune:
"We swear you will live!You will always live great and beautifulAnd your invincible unityWill have as its immortal motto——"
The music suddenly broke off. A policeman had ordered the organ to move on....
The music abruptly stopped. A police officer had told the organ to keep going....
"Tout brûlé!"
"Totally burned!"
Hitherto the Belgian woman had not looked up, nor changed her listless attitude. Now she lifted her empty expressionless eyes, and hoarsely iterated her parrot-cry. The suckling at her breast whimpered and let go the nipple. She glanced at it, saying in her own thick Flemish tongue:
Until now, the Belgian woman hadn’t looked up or changed her disengaged posture. Now she lifted her blank gaze and hoarsely repeated her parrot-like cry. The baby at her breast whined and pulled away from the nipple. She glanced at it, speaking in her thick Flemish dialect:
"Daar is geen melk."[1]
"There's no milk."[1]
[1] "There is no milk."
"No milk available."
She rocked the baby for whom she had no milk. Its feeble whimper was not stilled. She went on to that accompaniment:
She rocked the baby that she couldn't feed. Its soft whimper kept going. She carried on with that background noise:
"De Duischer kwamen. Zy hebben alles gebrand! De geburen,—mijn voder—mijn man is gedood! Zy hebben hem in het vuur geworpen!"[2]
"The Dutch came. They burned everything! The neighbors—my father—my husband is dead! They threw him into the fire!"[2]"
[2] "The Germans came. They burned everything. The neighbours, and my father, and my husband are dead. They threw them into the fire."
"The Germans came. They wrecked everything. The neighbors, my father, and my husband are all gone. They threw them into the fire."
The baby's whimper became a wail of feeble protest. It fought and struggled frantically under the old red swathing shawl. The shawl loosened, slid to the floor, and the wizened arms rose free and jerking. One arm, tightly bandaged below the elbow, ended in a raw and bloody stump. She regarded it with her drained-out stare, not trying to replace the strappings that had bound it, saying in the heavy voice of a sleep-walker:
The baby's whimper turned into a faint cry of protest. It thrashed and struggled wildly under the old red shawl. The shawl came loose, fell to the floor, and the weak arms rose, twitching. One arm, tightly wrapped below the elbow, ended in a raw and bloody stump. She stared at it with a blank expression, not trying to adjust the bindings that had held it, speaking in a dull, half-asleep voice:
"Dees ook hebben ze gedaan. God sta ons bij!"[3]
The text appears to be incomplete. Please provide a complete phrase for modernization.They've done this too. God help us!"[3]"
[3] "This too they did. God help us!"
"They did this too. God help us!"
And sobs and weeping broke out around her, as though that little handless arm had been a veritable rod of Moses bringing water from the living rock. But no sigh lifted her bosom, nor were her dry eyelids moistened with the dew of tears. Prussian militarism had wrought its work upon her. She and hers had been trodden as grapes in the Hohenzollern Winepress. Those emptied eyes had seen things done that might well make devils laugh in Hell.
Cries and tears erupted around her, as if that little handless arm were a true rod of Moses bringing water from a living rock. But not a sigh left her lips, nor did her dry eyelids shine with tears. Prussian militarism had taken its toll on her. She and her family had been crushed like grapes in the Hohenzollern Winepress. Those vacant eyes had seen things that could easily make devils laugh in Hell.
The Club walls vanished away as we looked, and behind that stricken figure spread the devastated plains of Belgium, the Sorrowful, the Glorious, who has endured agony and shame unutterable, that her neighbours might go free. We had a vision of the Son of Man descending in a blood-red, rainy dawning, and heard Him saying to the apostles of German Kultur:
The walls of the Club faded away as we watched, revealing the devastated fields of Belgium behind that broken figure, the Sad, the Proud, which has endured unimaginable suffering and humiliation so that her neighbors could be free. We imagined the Son of Man descending in a blood-red, rainy dawn and heard Him addressing the apostles of German Culture:
"Inasmuch as ye have done it unto the least of these ... ye have done it unto Me!"
"Whatever you did for the least of these ... you did for Me!"
And not a woman among us who had a man with the British Expedition, but prayed in her soul, fervently:
And not a single woman among us who had a partner with the British Expedition didn't pray in her heart, sincerely:
"Vengeance is Thine, for Thou hast said it. But make him Thy scourge, O Lord!"
"Vengeance is Yours, for You have said it. But make surehimYour punishment, O Lord!
CHAPTER LVIII
CHAPTER 58
SHERBRAND BUYS THE LICENCE
SHERBRAND PURCHASES THE LICENSE
The spell of silence was broken. Excitement seethed as Patrine escaped out of the crush in the drawing-room and returned to the vestibule. There, subsiding into one of the tall-backed chairs beside the table that held the Members' Register and Visitors' Book, she waited, hoping against hope that the tall figure in khaki might reappear under the Club portico.
The silence was finally shattered. Excitement bubbled up as Patrine slipped away from the crowd in the drawing room and returned to the vestibule. There, she settled into one of the tall-backed chairs by the table that held the Members' Register and Visitors' Book, waiting with her fingers crossed for the tall figure in khaki to come back under the Club's portico.
"Patrine!"
"Patrine!"
"Oh, Alan!—you came back after all!"
"Oh, Alan! You really came back!"
Her gloom changed to radiancy. She rose up as the tall figure of Sherbrand passed under the portico, and hurried to him, emptying her budget of regrets. "I've behaved like a cad. Do forgive me! Don't be wrathy. But you can't be—or you'd never have come back."
Her sadness turned into happiness. She got up as the tall figure of Sherbrand walked under the porch and ran to him, expressing her feelings of regret. "I've been a jerk. Please forgive me! Don't be angry. But you can't be—or you wouldn't have come back."
"You dear, it's all right!" He caught the outstretched hands in both his and wrung them. "Forget—and let's be happy." The truth about Bawne tugged at him as he said the words, but he had determined not to torture her with that horror. He went on, with the frankness that she found so lovable, "I was vexed, but it was idiotic of me not to have told you about the Commission before."
"You, my dear, it's all good!" He took her outstretched hands in both of his and squeezed them. "Forget it—and let's be happy." The truth about Bawne weighed on him as he spoke, but he chose not to burden her with that terrible news. He continued, with the honesty that she found so endearing, "I was upset, but it was silly of me not to have mentioned the Commission to you earlier."
"And the man. Your French sossifer," she went on, "who looked at me as though I ought to live in a cage at the Zoo? What must he have thought of your taste in young women? What mustn't he have said when he got you out of the way?"
"And the guy. Your French sausage maker," she went on, "who looked at me like I should be in a cage at the Zoo? What must he have thought about your choice in young women? What must he not have said once you were out of the picture?"
"Oh, not much!"
"Not much!"
"Go on. Rub it in!"
"Go ahead. Rub it in!"
"Well then"—Sherbrand's mouth was steady, but the laughter in his eyes was not to be controlled—"he saw I was fearfully sick at your having shown temper before him. And he told me not to be chagrined because a handsome woman had made me a little drama."
"Well then," Sherbrand said, keeping his expression calm, but the laughter in his eyes was hard to miss, "he saw that I was genuinely upset with you for losing your composure in front of him. And he told me not to feel bad just because a beautiful woman had put on a little show for me."
"F'ff!" She winced and set her teeth on her crimson underlip. "He knew I'd ask and you'd tell me. He saw me—squirming—in his mind's eye. Oh! and how he's hit me off. For I was awfully like the heavy leading lady of a tin travelling theatre-company. Aren't you ashamed of me? Don't you loathe me?" she wooed with entreating eyes.
"Ugh!" She winced and bit her red bottom lip. "He knew I’d ask, and you’d tell me. He saw me—squirming—in his mind. Oh! and how he got to me. Because I"wasTotally like the overdramatic leading lady of a low-budget traveling theater troupe. Aren’t you embarrassed by me? Don’t you hate me?" she begged with her pleading eyes.
"Frightfully. Tell me—where can we have a cosy talk together? I've got a whole hour before I'm due at Hendon," he said.
"That's really creepy. Tell me—where can we have a good conversation together? I have a full hour before I need to be at Hendon," he said.
"The Rose-and-Green Divan—but there are sure to be people smoking there. Oh!—I know. The Little Library. Nobody ever goes in, and it's got a door opening into the Divan. Friends of Members aren't admitted into the Library—but if you're caught there—you say you were coming out of the Divan, where outsiders are allowed—and opened the wrong door—do you switch on?"
"The Rose-and-Green Lounge—but there are definitely going to be people smoking there. Oh! I know. The Little Library. Almost nobody ever goes in, and it has a door that leads to the Lounge. Friends of Members aren’t allowed in the Library—but if you get caught there, you can say you were coming out of the Lounge, where outsiders are allowed, and accidentally opened the wrong door—got it?"
He nodded, repressing the desire to ask in whose company she had been caught there, and followed the tall lithe figure down a short corridor leading to the back of the ground-floor. The corridor ended in the Little Library, a studious apartment of bathing-machine dimensions, walled with curiously new-appearing books of information and reference, and containing two small writing-tables, each supported by a rosewood-stained Windsor, a brace of baskets, and two deep, cushiony, Rothmore chairs. A Member of mature years and mountainous proportions slept placidly in one of these, with Whitaker's Peerage balanced at a perilous angle on the vanishing indications of what must once have been her lap. The subdued murmur of voices trickled in from the adjoining smoking-room with vaporous wisps of Turkish and Virginia. Save for the stout slumbering Member the lovers were beautifully alone.
He nodded, suppressing the impulse to ask whose company she had been caught with, and followed the tall, slender figure down a short hallway that led to the back of the ground floor. The hallway opened into the Little Library, a cozy space about the size of a portable bath, lined with surprisingly new-looking books full of information and references. Inside were two small writing tables, each paired with a rosewood-stained Windsor chair, a couple of baskets, and two deep, comfy Rothmore chairs. A Member of considerable age and size was sleeping peacefully in one of these, with Whitaker's Peerage precariously balanced on what must have once been her lap. The soft murmur of voices floated in from the adjacent smoking room, blending with hazy wisps of Turkish and Virginia tobacco. Besides the stout sleeping Member, the lovers were completely alone.
"Good! Oh, boy!—to have got you back again," Patrine said breathlessly after their kiss. She dropped down noiselessly into the springy embraces of the vacant Rothmore, and Sherbrand smiling, perched upon the chair's broad arm.
"Awesome! Wow!—I can't believe you're back," Patrine said, catching her breath after their kiss. She gently sank into the soft cushions of the empty Rothmore, and Sherbrand, smiling, perched on the wide arm of the chair.
"This is an unbecoming contrast—isn't it?" She leaned her beech-leaf tinted head against the plastron of the khaki tunic as his strong hand crept behind her supple waist. "But I don't care, I can't think of anything but you, Alan. When do you start to-morrow, and from where? I suppose you mustn't tell me?" She sighed, rubbing her cheek against him as the strong arm embraced and held her. "Oh me! What it is to be the sweetheart of a soldier. Why—Alan!"
"This is such an awkward contrast, right?" She leaned her beech-leaf colored head against the chest of the khaki tunic while his strong hand slipped around her soft waist. "But I don’t mind; I can't stop thinking about you, Alan. What time do you start tomorrow, and where? I guess you can’t tell me?" She sighed, rubbing her cheek against him as his strong arm wrapped around her. "Oh dear! What is it like to be the girlfriend of a soldier? Why—Alan!"
She lifted her head and looked at him, frowning, and her long eyes were black between the narrowed lids. "Do you know how your heart jumped when I said 'soldier'? Does it mean as much to you as all that?"
She lifted her head and looked at him with a frown, her long eyes dark between her narrowed eyelids. "Do you even notice how your heart raced when I mentioned 'soldier'? Does it really mean that much to you?"
He began to stammer a little.
He began to stutter a little.
"Oh—well!—you see—we Sherbrands have worn the King's coat for ages. Ever since there were any Sherbrands—going by the portraits in the gallery at Whins—where my father lived when he was a boy. He used to describe them to me until I knew them as well as he did from the Sir Alan who fought with Talbot against the French at Castillan Chatillon as a boy, and got killed at Bannockburn thirty-five years later, down to the jolly old Sir Roger, who fought like a Trojan at Badajoz. He was my great-grandfather, so I suppose I've always had a secret hankering for the Service. Like the inherited nostalgia Hillmen's children have for the mountains, or sailors' for the sea. The kind of feeling that sets the little Arctic foxes in the Zoo howling at the first sprinkle of snow in December. Only I knew I mustn't yield to it. You know the reason why!"
"Oh—well!—you see—we Sherbrands have been serving the King for ages. Ever since the first Sherbrands—based on the portraits in the gallery at Whins—where my father grew up as a child. He used to tell me their stories until I knew them as well as he did, from Sir Alan, who fought with Talbot against the French at Castillan Chatillon as a boy and was killed at Bannockburn thirty-five years later, down to the cheerful old Sir Roger, who fought bravely at Badajoz. He was my great-grandfather, so I guess I’ve always had a hidden desire to join the Service. Kind of like the inherited yearning that Hillmen's children have for the mountains or sailors have for the sea. It’s the same feeling that makes the little Arctic foxes in the Zoo howl when the first snow falls in December. But I knew I shouldn’t give in to it. You know why!"
"You told me, and I answered that that kind of reason couldn't affect you."
"You told me, and I said that kind of reasoning wouldn't affect you."
"Now you shall hear a plan I've been nursing." His arm again engirdled her. "Do you know Seasheere? It's a little grassy, cliffy, shingly village on the South-East coast, three-hours' journey from Charing Cross. There's a Naval Air Station there that was a Seaplane School not long ago. We used to send 'em pupils from Hendon: there's a cottage where they take lodgers not far off. I spent three weeks there last summer, fishing and motor-boating when I wasn't making friends with Goody Two Shoes——"
"Now you're about to hear a plan I've been working on." He wrapped his arm around her again. "Do you know Seasheere? It's a small, grassy village on the Southeast coast with cliffs and pebble beaches, about a three-hour journey from Charing Cross. There's a Naval Air Station there that was a Seaplane School not too long ago. We used to send students from Hendon; there's a cottage nearby that hosts guests. I spent three weeks there last summer, fishing and motorboating when I wasn't hanging out with Goody Two Shoes——"
"Who's Goody Two Shoes?"
"Who's Goody Two-Shoes?"
"The hydroplane!" His voice broke in laughter. "Did you think I meant a girl?"
"The hydroplane!" He burst out laughing. "Did you actually think I was talking about a girl?"
"I'm an idiot. Go on about your plan, dear."
"I'm such an idiot. Please go ahead with your plan, dear."
"Oh—well! The cottage I stayed at was jolly comfortable, and the landlady the tidiest old woman that ever grilled a chop. Now suppose—to-morrow, or a week, or two months hence you got a wire from Somewhere in France or Belgium saying: 'Seasheere—such-a-day-and-such-an-hour—Alan'—would you pack your kit for a week-end and hop into the train, and come?"
"Oh, well! The cottage I stayed in was really cozy, and the landlady was the tidiest old woman who ever made a chop. Now imagine—tomorrow, next week, or two months from now you received a message from somewhere in France or Belgium saying: '__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__'."Seasheere—such-a-day-and-such-an-hour—Alan"—would you pack your stuff for a weekend and hop on the train to come?"
"Without asking—without telling—Aunt Lynette or Uncle Owen?" She asked the question breathlessly.
"Without asking—without telling—Aunt Lynette or Uncle Owen?" she asked, breathless.
"We'll tell the Doctor and Mrs. Saxham directly afterwards." He leaned his cheek on the beech-leaf hair and his arm tightened about her waist possessively. "You said my heart jumped just now when you called me a soldier. How it will jump when I pick you out with the glasses, a tiny black speck on the cliffs at Seasheere, waiting with the sunset behind you, or the dawn in your eyes to welcome me back from over the sea. Oh, my girl!"—his voice wooed her irresistibly—"I've dreamed wide awake of the joy of such a greeting.... It's up to you to make my dream come true!" He kissed her hair. "And we'll watch the day die, and sup together, and you'll sleep at my nice old woman's cottage. And I'll turn in at the Air Station—and next morning we'll be married at Seasheere Catholic Church!"
"We'll inform the Doctor and Mrs. Saxham right after this." He pressed his cheek against her beech-leaf hair, wrapping his arm around her waist in a possessive way. "You said my heart skipped a beat when you called me a soldier. Just think about how fast it will race when I see you through the binoculars, a tiny black dot on the cliffs at Seasheere, waiting with the sunset behind you, or the dawn in your eyes to welcome me back from across the sea. Oh, my girl!"—his voice was irresistibly charming—"I've fantasized about the joy of such a welcome.... It's up to you to make my dream come true!" He kissed her hair. "Then we’ll watch the day fade, have dinner together, and you'll sleep at my lovely old woman's cottage. After that, I'll head over to the Air Station—and the next morning we'll get married at Seasheere Catholic Church!"
"Married—that's your plan? Ah, Alan! shall we ever be married?" she sighed.
"Married—that’s your plan? Oh, Alan! Are we ever going to tie the knot?" she sighed.
He laughed softly, pressing her against him.
He chuckled quietly, drawing her in closer.
"The little Catholic Church I've mentioned was built for the very purpose. Perched on the cliffs as though it might spread its rafters any minute and flap away to sea." He kissed her hair again. "Don't think I'm spinning fairy-tales. I've got a Special Licence, so there's no need to bother about time, or previous residence in the district, or anything stuffy. Nothing's wanted but Opportunity, the church, and the priest. And that the local Registrar should put in an appearance. That's necessary, as we're not of the same faith—yet!"
"The small Catholic Church I mentioned was built for that exact purpose. It’s perched on the cliffs as if it could fly off into the sea at any moment." He kissed her hair again. "Don't think I'm making up stories. I have a Special License, so we don't have to worry about timing, where we live, or any of that tedious stuff. All we need is Opportunity, the church, and the priest. Plus, the local Registrar has to be there. That’s a must since we don’t share the same faith—yet!"
She freed herself from his embrace, rose to her superb height, and stood over him.
She pulled away from his hug, stood up to her tall height, and loomed over him.
"You've arranged all this—without consulting me for a minute. You and your landlady—and your Licence and your Registrar! Boy, I am sensible of a great desire to box your ears soundly for this!"
"You've arranged all of this—without even asking me once. You, your landlady—your License and your Registrar! I seriously feel like giving you a good smack for this!"
"I'd rather take a clout from you than a kiss from any other woman."
"I'd rather take a hit from you than kiss any other woman."
She tapped him lightly on both ears, and said, putting a butterfly touch of lips in the middle of the broad, tanned brow:
She gently tapped him on both ears and said, pressing a soft kiss in the center of his broad, tanned forehead:
"There are both clout and kiss. Now show me the Special Licence."
"There's both impact and love. Now show me the Special License."
He thrust his hand into a pocket behind the plastron of the khaki tunic and pulled out a note-case she had bought and given him. The shiny square of parchment-paper bearing the signature of his Grace the Archbishop of Canterbury drew both their heads together over it. In a compartment meant for stamps was a hard, thin, metallic circle, shining yellow through tissue paper folds.
He reached into a pocket at the front of his khaki tunic and took out a wallet she had bought and given to him. The shiny piece of parchment paper with the signature of the Archbishop of Canterbury drew them closer together as they looked at it. In a section meant for stamps, there was a small, thin, metallic circle, shining yellow through the layers of tissue paper.
"The—Ring?" she whispered.
"The ring?" she whispered.
"The Ring!" He nodded, smiling, as she bent her face over it, kissed the tissue paper reverently, stuck the Licence back in its compartment, and gave him back the case.
"The Ring!" He nodded with a smile as she leaned over it, kissed the tissue paper with reverence, put the License back in its slot, and returned the case to him.
"And you had these in your pocket this afternoon when I was such a horrid beast to you?"
"And you had these in your pocket this afternoon when I was being such a terrible jerk to you?"
"They were burning a hole right into my chest. Why, Pat, you're—crying!"
"They were burning a hole right through my chest. Wow, Pat, you're—crying!"
She half turned away, mopping her wet eyes with her flimsy little handkerchief.
She turned away a bit, wiping her tear-filled eyes with her thin little handkerchief.
"Because—because—it's so blessedly sweet and dear of you to have planned this. Do you—do you really want it so much?"
"Because—because—it’s really sweet and thoughtful of you to have arranged this. Do you—do you actually want it that much?"
"More than anything under the sky," said Sherbrand. "And, don't you see, it settles the question of providing for you, splendidly! If we're married, and I get—pipped—Somewhere at the Front—" He stopped short, for one of her large hands firmly covered his mouth.
"More than anything else in the world," Sherbrand said. "And, don't you see, it answers the question of how to take care of you perfectly! If we get married, and I end up—gone—somewhere at the Front—" He stopped suddenly as one of her large hands pressed firmly over his mouth.
"I won't have it. You're not to speak like that, ever!" said a muffled voice above his head. "If you were killed—don't you understand—everything'd be over for me! It's a kind of nasty little Death—only to have you hint at it."
"I won't put up with that. You can't talk like that, ever!" said a muffled voice above his head. "If you were to die—don't you understand—everything would be over for me! It's a really uncomfortable thought—just the idea of you even suggesting it."
"All right!" he mumbled penitently, and kissed the hand. It was withdrawn, and he went on:
"Alright!" he said with a hint of regret, and kissed her hand. She pulled it back, and he went on:
"I have my little fortune, though Flying has made a hole in it. And I'd naturally like—as my mother is provided for—the stuff to go to my wife."
"I have my small fortune, although Flying has taken a hit out of it. And I would, of course, like—since my mother is taken care of—for the rest to go to my wife."
"Oh! if I only were—good enough, I would be your wife to-morrow!" she groaned.
"Oh! If only I were good enough, I’d marry you tomorrow!" she sighed.
He got up and took her masterfully in his arms.
He got up and easily picked her up into his arms.
"No more of that. I can't stick being made out a—bally pattern. You are a hundred times too good for me!"
"Not anymore. I can't take being treated like a total joke. You're way too good for me!"
"But not at all patriotic," came drifting back upon him in the voice of Raymond. His embrace never slackened, but he asked of her a question, looking for the answer to lighten in her eyes: "Pat—you've not said yet that you're glad they've given me my Flying Commission!—that you're British enough to give your man, if it came to giving—for the Old Shop! I know you are!—of course you are!—but say it—I'd like to hear you."
"But not at all patriotic"Raymond's voice rang in his thoughts. He held her tightly but couldn’t resist asking her a question, hoping to catch a hint of happiness in her eyes: 'Pat—you haven’t said you’re happy that I got my Flying Commission!—that you’re British enough to support your guy if it came down to it—for the Old Shop! I know you are!—of course you are!—but just say it—I’d love to hear you say it.'"
"I—I——" She caught her breath and her eyes wavered miserably under his steady gaze. "I'm not a little bit o' good at telling decent proper lies. I love England—but I love you heaps, heaps, heaps best!" He felt her pant between his arms.... She writhed her long white neck like a creature in desperate agony. "I want to eat my cake and have it!" she wailed, evading his eyes. "Now you know me, you'll despise me. But it's the truth—anyway! I'd like a man to send to the War—and a man to keep for myself!"
"I—I——" She gasped, her eyes flickering sadly under his unwavering gaze. "I'm really not good at telling proper lies. I love England—but I love you so much, so much, __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."tons"the most!" He felt her breathing heavily between his arms.... She twisted her long white neck like a creature in deep pain. "I want to have my cake and eat it too!" she cried, avoiding his eyes. "Now that you know me, you'll hate me. But it's the truth—anyway! I want a guy to send off to the War—and a guy to keep for myself!"
His arms wrapped her closely and his heart plunged madly against her bosom. He kissed her on her yielded mouth, and the kiss was a living flame.
He held her close, and his heart raced against her chest. He kissed her gently on her eager lips, and the kiss felt like a living fire.
"That will be when we are married and you have a son!" he whispered, and a drowning horror enveloped her. She cried out and thrust him back, and might have sunk down at his feet and told her dreadful story then....
"That's when we're married and you have a son!" he whispered, and a wave of suffocating dread hit her. She screamed and pushed him away, and she might have fallen at his feet to share her awful story right then...
Whitaker's Peerage intervened, sliding from the lap of the obese, reposeful Member, and falling to the carpet with a resounding thump. The indignant eyes of the awakened lady glared at Sherbrand over her gold-rimmed spectacles. She demanded, snorting:
Whitaker's Peerage dropped from the lap of the heavyset, relaxed Member and hit the carpet with a loud thud. The furious eyes of the startled woman stared at Sherbrand over her gold-rimmed glasses. She demanded, snorting:
"Since when has this room—hr'runk!—been thrown open to visitors?"
"Since when has this room—"hr'runk!—been open for visitors?"
"I'll inquire," Sherbrand stammered, and the guilty couple fled. That night Patrine wrote on a card "Seasheere," and thenceafter wore it in her bosom. But many weeks were over her head before the Call came.
"I'll ask," Sherbrand stuttered, and the guilty couple quickly left. That night, Patrine wrote "Seasheere" on a card and then kept it close to her heart. But many weeks went by before the Call finally arrived.
CHAPTER LIX
CHAPTER 59
THE WOE-WAVE BREAKS
THE WOE-WAVE CRASHES
Meanwhile everybody who could get near the Belgian refugees excitedly pressed hospitality upon them.... The desolate mother was termed "Poor Dear" in a dozen different keys of sympathy. But she only looked with dull vague eyes in the faces of would-be philanthropists. When kindly hands tried to draw the little ones away, she grabbed them and held on.
Meanwhile, everyone who could get close to the Belgian refugees eagerly offered them a place to stay. The grieving mother was called "Poor Dear" in various sympathetic tones. But she just stared blankly with dull eyes at the faces of those trying to help. When kind hands attempted to take the little ones away, she held on to them tightly.
"She doesn't understand us, the Poor Dear Creature!" Thus the Goblin, gulping within her rows of pearls, red-eyed under her towering osprey panache. "What she has suffered! It shatters one to realise. Can one credit that dear Count Tido could have belonged to such a race? Miss Helvellyn claims her by right of discovery, I believe, so farewell to my plans for her benefit! But Belgians, I understand, are to be had in any quantity, and Belgians I must and will have! Think of those rows and rows of new cottages standing empty at Wathe Regis, and that huge caravanserai that nobody can live in at the corner of Russell Square! Do you hear me, Sir Thomas? Oh, how clever of you, Lady Eliason! Sir Thomas, listen! Lady Eliason positively promises that Sir Solomon shall interest himself in this. Of course there must be a Fund, and a Committee, and a Headquarters! The Fund must be Huge, the Committee Representative.... Dear Lady Beauvayse is to be our Hon. Secretary.... With your legal knowledge and influence, and your passion for philanthropy, Sir Thomas, don't tell me You are going to keep out of this! You are damned if you do! did you say? Bless you! Who are these queer people coming in?"
"She just doesn't understand us, the Poor Dear Creature!" said the Goblin, swallowing hard between her rows of pearls, her red eyes glaring beneath her tall osprey.feather"What she’s been through! It’s incredible to think about. Can anyone believe that dear Count Tido comes from such a background? I believe Miss Helvellyn is claiming her by right of discovery, so my plans to help her are out the window! But I’ve heard there are plenty of Belgians available, and I absolutely will have Belgians! Just think of all those empty new cottages at Wathe Regis and that huge hotel that no one can live in at the corner of Russell Square! Are you listening, Sir Thomas? Oh, how smart you are, Lady Eliason! Sir Thomas, pay attention! Lady Eliason."absolutely promisesthat Sir Solomon will become involved in this.Of courseWe need to establish a Fund, a Committee, and a Headquarters! The Fund has to be substantial, and the Committee must be diverse. Dear Lady Beauvayse will serve as our Honorary Secretary. With your legal expertise and connections, plus your passion for philanthropy, Sir Thomas, you can't possibly sit this one out! You'll regret it if you do! What did you say? Bless you! Who are these mysterious people entering?
Two nuns in the familiar habit worn by Roman Catholic Sisters of Charity, little black-robed figures with starched white coifs, broad white guimpes and flowing black veils, had passed the Club windows a moment previously. A tall, slight woman in Quaker grey had seen and hurried in pursuit of the Sisters, recognised as members of a Belgian Community, to whom Mrs. Saxham explained the situation, speaking in her exquisite French. The Sisters replied in a less polished accent, their discreet eyes ignoring curious glances as their guide ushered them into the crowded drawing-room.
Two nuns dressed in the usual attire of Roman Catholic Sisters of Charity, small figures in black robes with neat white headdresses, wide white collars, and long black veils, had just walked past the Club's windows. A tall, slender woman in Quaker gray noticed them and hurried after the Sisters, who were identified as members of a Belgian Community. Mrs. Saxham explained the situation to them in her elegant French. The Sisters replied with a less polished accent, their calm eyes ignoring the curious looks as their guide brought them into the crowded drawing room.
The crowd parted before them, revealing Rachel and her children. The nuns moved forwards and stood within the radius of those heavy, vacant eyes. Life leaped into them. She cried out in her thick Flemish tongue and was answered, and rose up, the children clinging to her. In a moment the Sisters had advanced upon her, taken the baby from the cramped arms that now resigned it, taken the mother also into a pair of black-sleeved arms. And she was weeping on the bosom of Charity, and telling them the dreadful story that is told anew every day. Presently she and Vic, Josephine, Georgette, and Albert the big-headed, were eating cake and drinking coffee under the sheltering wing of the Sisters, but though some elderly Members still hovered in their neighbourhood, the question of a Fund and a Committee had usurped the attention of the Club.
The crowd moved aside for them, revealing Rachel and her kids. The nuns stepped forward and stood close to those heavy, empty eyes. Life flickered back into them. She called out in her thick Flemish accent and received a response, rising up with her children holding onto her. In no time, the Sisters had approached her, taken the baby from her tired arms that finally let go, and wrapped the mother in their black-sleeved embrace. She was crying on Charity’s shoulder, sharing the heartbreaking story that gets told every day. Soon, she and Vic, Josephine, Georgette, and Albert the big-headed were enjoying cake and coffee under the caring watch of the Sisters, but even though some older members still hung around nearby, the focus had shifted to a Fund and a Committee that captured the Club's attention.
Lady Eliason and Lady Wathe were selecting a Quorum.... Rhona Helvellyn had proposed to Lynette an adjournment to the Chintz Room. They had reached the swing-doors of the drawing-room, when with violence they banged open to admit Brenda Helvellyn in the maddest spirits, escorted by Doda Foltlebarre and Sissi Eliason and half a dozen of the wilder, younger members of the Club.
Lady Eliason and Lady Wathe were gathering a group. Rhona Helvellyn suggested to Lynette that they head to the Chintz Room. They had just reached the swing doors of the drawing room when they burst open with a bang, allowing Brenda Helvellyn to enter in high spirits, joined by Doda Foltlebarre, Sissi Eliason, and about six of the more energetic younger members of the Club.
Said Rhona, barring her junior's way with a long thin arm as Brenda rollicked past her:
Rhona said, stopping her teammate with a long, thin arm as Brenda rushed past her:
"Mrs. Saxham, let me introduce my sister Brenda. Brenda admires you frightfully!"
"Mrs. Saxham, I’d like you to meet my sister Brenda. Brenda thinks you're awesome!"
Brenda, staring with wide bright eyes at the object of her alleged admiration, offered a pink, moist, recently washed hand to Lynette. At Rhona's indignant exclamation she started and pulled away the hand, stammering:
Brenda, with her big bright eyes on the person she said she admired, reached out a pink, damp, freshly washed hand to Lynette. At Rhona's irritated shout, she flinched and pulled her hand back, stumbling over her words:
"They wouldn't let me! ..."
"They wouldn't let me! ..."
"Wouldn't let you change into decent clothes when I'd 'phoned Home to have some sent here? Tell me another!"
"You actually think I wouldn't let you change into some nice clothes after I called Home to have some sent over? Come on!"
"Well, then, the things hadn't come!"
"Well, those things never showed up!"
"And if they haven't, why not have stayed upstairs until they do come?"
"And if they haven't, why not just stay upstairs until they do?"
"All alone.... Oh! I couldn't! Anything awful might happen up there...." The peach-face of sixteen winced and the eyebrows puckered. "And Doda and Sissi simply love me in these things. They said I must come down and be seen!"
"All alone... Oh no! I can't! Something awful could happen up there..." The sixteen-year-old's rosy face tensed and her brows furrowed. "And Doda and Sissi completelylove"Me in these outfits. They told me I needed to come down and show myself!"
Doda and Sissi and the guilty six exchanged rapturous winks and grimaces. Certainly a damsel of sixteen, whose superb crimson tresses are crowned with the squashed ruin of a muslin "Trouville" hat, and whose slender form is draped in the wilted wraith of a light green aquascutum, is more than likely to create a succès fou, on her appearance in a London drawing-room.
Doda, Sissi, and the guilty six exchanged excited winks and smiles. Without a doubt, a sixteen-year-old girl with beautiful red hair complemented by a crushed muslin "Trouville" hat, and whose slender figure is dressed in the worn remnants of a light green aquascutum, is guaranteed to make abig splash, when she enters a drawing room in London.
"'Seen!'" Rhona snorted. "Well, you are a sight, there's no denying. From your head to your feet—My merry Christmas! what have you got on your feet?"
"'Wow!'" Rhona scoffed. "Well, you definitely look different. From head to toe—My goodness! whatareyou wearing on your feet?
Brenda tittered nervously, poking out a slim foot in a huge golosh lined with wearied red flannel.
Brenda giggled nervously, extending a slim foot into a big galosh lined with old red flannel.
"They're the Mère Économe's. There wasn't time to dress properly. We were turned out of the Convent, haven't I told you!—just as we stood. It was early in the morning. Seven o'clock Mass was just over. We were trooping in to the Réfectoire for coffee. We went to Mass and did our lessons, in spite of the awful guns. Then ... all at once—" She began to laugh, and a mask of fine glittering dew broke out over her peachy face from the temples to the upper lip. "The earth began to shake. The French were retreating from Charleroi. They streamed past and past, horsemen and guns and marching men, just as they'd gone by two days before when we waved and cheered them from the garden. Only this time there were wounded men.... The ambulance waggons were heaped with them—all bloody and dreadful.... Oh! And then the shells began to fall ... among the waggons and on the Convent! "The Germans are coming," the soldiers called to us. 'Fly while you have time!'"
"They're the Mère Économe's. There wasn't time to get properly dressed. We were thrown out of the Convent, haven't I told you!—just like that. It was early in the morning. Seven o'clock Mass had just ended. We were on our way to the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Réfectoirefor coffee. We went to Mass and did our lessons, despite the terrible sounds of gunfire. Then... all of a sudden—" She began to laugh, and a sparkling layer of dew appeared on her peachy face from her temples to her upper lip. "The ground started to shake. The French were retreating from Charleroi. They rushed past—horsemen, artillery, and marching soldiers—just like two days before when we waved and cheered them from the garden. Only this time there were wounded men... The ambulance wagons were filled with them—all bloody and horrifying... Oh! And then the shells started to fall... among the wagons and on the Convent! 'The Germans are coming,' the soldiers shouted to us. 'Run while you can!'"
"Shut up!" Rhona ordered the girl. "Haven't I told you not to talk, you stoopid! There weren't any shells—it's all your silly nerves. There might have been—but there weren't!"
"Shut up!" Rhona shouted at the girl. "Haven't I told you not to talk, you fool! There were no shells—it's just your stupid nerves. There might have been—but there weren't!"
"But the shells were hitting the Convent walls ... and bursting. The house was on fire. And the French Commandant said to the Maitresse Générale: 'It will be rasé over your heads if you remain, Madame. On n'y fait quartier à personne—les Allemands! They are advancing in incredible numbers. The road to Calais lies open before them because of the Great Catastrophe of yesterday. Our hearts are sad, not only for our own losses, but for the misfortunes of our friends across the——'"
"But the shells were hitting the convent walls ... and exploding. The house was on fire. And the French Commandant said to the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Maitresse Générale"It'll be"razedabove your heads if you stay, ma'am.No mercy is given to anyone—it's the Germans! They are coming in overwhelming numbers. The road to Calais is wide open for them because of the Great Catastrophe yesterday. We feel deep sorrow, not just for our own losses, but for the struggles of our friends across the——'"
"WILL you be silent! He never said so!"
"Can you be quiet? He never said that!"
With her scarlet head surmounting the shiny waterproof, Brenda rather reminded one of a Green Hackle, the likeness to the splendid gauze-winged fly being increased by the brightness of her eyes. Very round, very wide open, and with strange lines radiating from the pin-point speck of pupil to the outer band ringing the hazel irids, they stared from that crystal-beaded mask of hers. "But, Rhona," she reiterated, bewildered by her senior's vehemence of contradiction, "he did say so! And the Convent was burning when we left!"
With her bright red hair sticking out from her shiny waterproof jacket, Brenda looked like a Green Hackle, especially with the brightness of her eyes making the resemblance to the beautiful gauze-winged fly even stronger. Her eyes were very round, wide open, and had strange lines radiating from the tiny pupil to the outer circle of her hazel irises, peeking out from behind her crystal-beaded mask. "But, Rhona," she repeated, confused by her superior's passionate denial, "hedid"Say that! And the convent was on fire when we left!"
"If it was, you're to forget it—d'you hear me? And look here, if you dare to talk like this at home——"
"If it was, you need to forget it—do you understand? And listen, if you speak like this at home——"
"I won't. I know the Mater mustn't be upset! Look here, I'll swear I won't, if that'll do! Only don't say I've got to stop upstairs, will you? They're so gay here," Brenda pleaded humbly—"it'll help me to forget!"
"I won't. I know the Mater shouldn't be upset! Look, I promise I won't if that helps! Just don’t say I have to stay upstairs, okay? It's so lively here," Brenda pleaded earnestly—"it'll help me forget!"
"All right!" and with a warning scowl from Rhona the sisters parted. Lynette Saxham asked, looking after the little bizarre figure of Brenda with wistful tenderness in her eyes:
"Okay!" With a warning glare from Rhona, the sisters parted ways. Lynette Saxham asked, gazing at the small, quirky figure of Brenda with a tender, longing expression in her eyes:
"Will she recover from the shock of the horrors she has seen the more quickly because you forbid her to speak of them?"
"Will she recover from the shock of the terrible things she's seen faster if you tell her not to talk about them?"
"I don't know.... I haven't thought.... It's my mother I bother most about.... You see, Roddy's Battery—Roddy's my brother—has gone with the Expedition. If Brenda talks rawhead and bloody-bones—but I'll take care she don't, the little fool!"
"I don’t know... I haven't really thought about it... My biggest concern is my mom... You see, Roddy's Battery—Roddy is my brother—has gone with the Expedition. If Brenda starts saying scary things—but I'll make sure she doesn't, that little fool!"
The eyes of both women followed the funny little figure. Lynette said as it was absorbed in a crowd of laughing friends:
Both women were watching the quirky little figure. Lynette said as it vanished into a crowd of laughing friends:
"Would you prefer that we finished our talk here?" She glanced at the settee in a glass-screened angle near the fireplace, and Rhona assented with evident relief. Her Chiefs of the W.S.S.S., she explained, were anxious that Mrs. Saxham should consent to speak at the Royal Hall Mass Meeting of Protest Against the Delay of Parliament in passing the Woman Suffrage Bill. The Meeting was fixed for the middle of October. Mrs. Saxham's sympathy with the Movement was to be gathered from her writings. A personal expression would be valued by the W.S.S.S.
"Do you want to wrap up our conversation here?" She glanced at the couch in the glass-enclosed corner by the fireplace, and Rhona nodded with obvious relief. She explained that her Chiefs of the W.S.S.S. were eager for Mrs. Saxham to agree to speak at the Royal Hall Mass Meeting for Protest Against Parliament's Delay in passing the Woman Suffrage Bill. The meeting was set for mid-October. The W.S.S.S. would value a personal statement from Mrs. Saxham, as her support for the Movement was evident in her writings.
"I am in sympathy to the extent of joining in any form of protest or any description of organised Demonstration that is not characterised by violence," said Lynette. "To brawl at public meetings"—Rhona wondered whether she had heard of her own baulked attempt to heckle the Bishops at the Guildhall Banquet?—"to assault public personages and damage private or public property is not the method by which the Franchise will be gained. To make war upon men is not the way, I think, to win their suffrages for women. But I will gladly speak at the Meeting, please be kind enough to tell the Chiefs."
"I completely support joining any protest or organized demonstration that isn't violent," Lynette said. "Getting into fights at public meetings"—Rhona questioned if Lynette was aware of her own unsuccessful attempt to heckle the Bishops at the Guildhall Banquet—"attacking public figures and damaging property, whether it's private or public, isn't how we'll gain the right to vote. Fighting against men isn't the way to win their support for women's rights, in my view. But I’d be glad to speak at the meeting; please let the leaders know."
"It's awfully sporting of you—when you've been in such trouble. It must have been quite too awful," bungled Rhona, "about your boy!"
"That's really generous of you—especially after everything you’ve been through. It must have been awful," Rhona stammered, "about your son!"
"About my boy! ..." Lynette caught her breath and nipped her lower lip between her teeth to keep back the cry that else must have escaped her. "You are kind.... You will be infinitely kinder if you say no more!"
"Oh my boy! ..." Lynette took a deep breath and bit her lower lip to suppress the cry that was about to come out. "You’re so kind.... You’ll be even kinder if you stop talking!"
"I beg your pardon. I'm frightfully clumsy!" apologised Rhona. "Roddy—my brother who's at the Front—once told me that I had the tact of a steam-cultivator and the discretion of a runaway motor-bus." She added: "I'm afraid you think I was rough on Brenda. But the Mater's heart-trouble keeps us all on tenterhooks, and for her sake—no matter what horrors are hinted or whispered—nothing shall make me believe—anything but the Best, until the Worst is brought to my door! You understand, don't you? ... What's that? Young Brenda——"
"I’m really sorry. I’m so clumsy!" Rhona said. "Roddy—my brother who's at the Front—once told me that I have the grace of a steamroller and the caution of a runaway bus." She continued, "I’m worried you think I was too harsh on Brenda. But with Mom's heart issues, we’re all really stressed, and for her sake—no matter what awful things are suggested or hinted at—nothing will make me think anything but the best until the worst actually happens! You understand that, right? ... What’s that? Young Brenda——
A gust of laughter drew the eyes of both women to the Green Hackle, who, surrounded by an appreciative circle, including Margot and Trixie Wastwood, Cynthia Charterhouse, Doda and Sissi, was performing the maddest pas seul that ever held the floor. One huge golosh flew off, shaving a gilt-and-crystal electrolier as she finished with a daring high kick, and dropped down breathless and panting between Margot and Cynthia Charterhouse.
A burst of laughter got the attention of both women as they looked over at the Green Hackle, who, surrounded by a crowd of admirers that included Margot and Trixie Wastwood, Cynthia Charterhouse, Doda, and Sissi, was putting on the wildestsolo dancethat anyone had ever seen. One large galosh flew off, just missing an elegant gilt-and-crystal chandelier as she finished with a bold high kick, landing breathless and panting between Margot and Cynthia Charterhouse.
"You crazy child!" cooed Mrs. Charterhouse, patting one of the pink hands.
"You crazy kid!" Mrs. Charterhouse said lovingly, patting one of the pink hands.
"I feel crazy!" gurgled Brenda, while Doda picked up her battered Trouville hat and Sissi retrieved hairpins scattered over the Club carpet. "Oh, my stars! You don't know, you'll none of you ever guess what it is to me to find you all so gay!" She bounced on the springy seat until her red locks tossed like the mane of a Shetland pony. "Now I really can believe—really!—that the whole thing's been a bad dream! Like you get when Sisters have been too busy to boil the potatoes soft, or take the cores out of the stewed apples." She turned her head and the sparkling mask of tiny beads broke out again over her flushed face. "Who are those Soeurs de Charité?" she asked, for the circle of elderly Members had melted away and the two Religious were now going, taking with them the Belgian mother and her children, to whom—of course at the Club's expense—they were to afford a temporary home. "What are they here for? Why, that's the woman who came with us on the boat from Ostend! Ah, my God!—it's all true! I can't tell lies any more! Do you hear, Rhona?" and the bizarre little figure leaped up and stood before them, defiant and panting. "Not even for you and Mother!" The voice broke in a wail. "Oh! how can you bear to see everyone so gay when the Guards and Gunners have been killed at Mons? Seven thousand lying dead, the French Commandant told us. Thousands taken prisoners—and we sit laughing here——"
"I feel insane!" Brenda shouted, while Doda picked up her old Trouville hat and Sissi gathered hairpins scattered across the Club carpet. "Oh my gosh! You have no idea, none of you can guess how much it means to me to see you all so cheerful!" She bounced on the springy seat until her red hair flew around like a Shetland pony's mane. "Now I can really believe—honestly!—that this whole thing has just been a bad dream! Like those times when Sisters are too busy to cook the potatoes soft or take the cores out of the stewed apples." She turned her head, and the sparkling mask of tiny beads lit up again over her flushed face. "Who are those __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__?"Soeurs de Charité“What?” she asked, noticing that the group of older Members had scattered and the two Religious were leaving with the Belgian mother and her kids, whom—of course at the Club's expense—they were providing a temporary home for. “What are they here for? Oh, that’s the woman who traveled with us on the boat from Ostend! Oh my God!—it’s all real! I can’t lie anymore! Do you hear me, Rhona?” The quirky little figure jumped up and stood before them, defiant and out of breath. “Not even for you and Mom!” Her voice cracked into a wail. “Oh! How can you bear to see everyone so happy when the Guards and Gunners have been killed at Mons? Seven thousand lying dead, the French Commandant told us. Thousands taken prisoner—and we sit here laughing——”
Lynette Saxham caught the little body as it doubled on itself and dropped like a shot rabbit. She carried it to one of the settees, and knelt by it, loosening the clothes, working with swift and motherly hands.
Lynette Saxham caught the small body as it curled up and fell like a shot rabbit. She brought it to one of the couches and knelt beside it, loosening the clothes and working quickly with gentle hands.
The piano-organ had come back, or another like it,—and was jolting out the popular pseudo-pathetic strains of "Good-bye, Little Girl, Good-bye!" The swing-doors had thudded behind the nuns and their charges. Lady Wathe was just saying to Lady Eliason:
The piano-organ was back, or something like it was, playing the overly sentimental hit "Good-bye, Little Girl, Good-bye!" The swing doors had closed behind the nuns and their students. Lady Wathe was just telling Lady Eliason:
"Then you, dear, will personally apply to the Foreign Office and the Home Office and the Belgian Ambassador and the County Council. Pray count on me for all the rest! Sir Solomon is a Tower of Strength! You agree with me, don't you, Sir Thomas? Mercy on us! What a commotion! Who has had a telegram from the Front? Who says the Guards and Gunners have been annihilated? Who says the British Expedition has been overwhelmed by numbers and forced to Retreat? Will nobody stop that horrible organ? Will nobody answer me?"
"Then you, dear, will personally contact the Foreign Office, the Home Office, the Belgian Ambassador, and the County Council. Please depend on me for __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."everythingCome on! Sir Solomon is as solid as a rock! You agree with me, don’t you, Sir Thomas? Wow!WhatWhat a commotion! Who got a telegram from the Front? Who says the Guards and Gunners have been wiped out? Who claims the British Expedition has been overwhelmed and forced to retreat? Will no one stop that terrible organ? Will no one answer me?
It was the tragic crowning of that day of trivial happenings that the Iron Curtain that had baffled us so persistently should rise to the tune of a music-hall ballad at the touch of a schoolgirl's hand. Long before the huge funeral broadsheets broke out in the gutters of Fleet Street, the Strand, Pall Mall, and Piccadilly, screaming of the RETIREMENT OF THE FRENCH FORCES FROM NAMUR AND CHARLEROI, DISASTER TO THE BRITISH EXPEDITIONARY ARMY, DECIMATION OF FAMOUS REGIMENTS, AND THE RETREAT FROM MONS, the Tidal Wave of Mourning that was to sweep the United Kingdom from end to end had crashed down upon the Club.
It was the tragic peak of a day filled with trivial events when the Iron Curtain, which had puzzled us for so long, rose to the melody of a music-hall song at the touch of a schoolgirl. Long before the massive funeral posters appeared on the streets of Fleet Street, the Strand, Pall Mall, and Piccadilly, announcing the RETIREMENT OF THE FRENCH FORCES FROM NAMUR AND CHARLEROI, DISASTER TO THE BRITISH EXPEDITIONARY ARMY, DECIMATION OF FAMOUS REGIMENTS, AND THE RETREAT FROM MONS, the Tidal Wave of Mourning that would sweep across the entire United Kingdom had already crashed down upon the Club.
Ah! how one had underrated them, those dead men who, living, had seemed to hold themselves so lightly. Who, submitting to be outclassed in Sport even while holding it the thing best worth living for, had smilingly accepted those hateful records of 1912-1913.
Ah! How much one had underestimated them, those dead men who, when they were alive, seemed to take themselves so casually. They accepted a loss in sports, even while viewing it as the most important thing to live for, and smiled as they accepted those frustrating records from 1912-1913.
Theirs is a glorious record now. Above the huge Roll that is wreathed with bloodstained laurels, droop the Flags of the Allied Nations, their heavy folds all gemmed with bitter tears. Each nightfall finds the endless Roll grown longer. Each day-dawn sees the Hope of noble houses, the pride and stay of homes gentle and simple swallowed up in the abyss that is never glutted! How long, O Lord? we cry, yet comes no nearer the End for which the smallest children pray.
Their record is now something to be proud of. Above the massive Roll decorated with bloodstained laurels, the Flags of the Allied Nations hang solemnly, their heavy folds glistening with bitter tears. Every night, the endless Roll keeps growing. Each daybreak brings the hope of noble families, the pride and support of both humble and simple homes, swallowed by an abyss that can never be filled! How long, O Lord? we cry, yet the End that even the youngest children pray for remains just as far away.
And the women.... In the Book of the Prophet Ezekiel we read of a valley of dry bones over which the Spirit of the Creator breathed. When that Wind from Heaven stirred them, the dead white bones put on Life and rose up. A change as miraculous has been wrought in Woman since the Black Deluge left a deposit of new-made widows and mourning mothers, red-eyed sisters and silent wan-faced sweethearts, sitting about the little tables where the empty places showed as awful gaps.
And the women... In the Book of the Prophet Ezekiel, we read about a valley of dry bones that the Spirit of the Creator breathed over. When that Wind from Heaven stirred them, the lifeless white bones came to life and rose up. A miraculous change like that has occurred in women since the Black Deluge left behind a new generation of widows and grieving mothers, red-eyed sisters and silent, pale-faced sweethearts, sitting at small tables where the empty spaces felt like awful gaps.
The bereaved did not shed many tears. Their grief was too deep to be emotional, their newly-awakened spirit too lofty for complaint. Their pride in their dead men was their upholding. Their bleeding hearts they only showed to GOD. Before then, He was for many of us non-existent: for many more a remote, passively observant Personality but tepidly interested in the affairs of the human race. Would these have learned to know Him, think you, if there had been no War?
The mourners didn’t cry much. Their sadness was too deep to show emotionally, and their newly awakened spirits were too uplifted for complaints. Their pride in their loved ones kept them going. They only shared their aching hearts with God. Before this, He was nonexistent for many of us; for many others, a distant, passive observer, only somewhat involved in human affairs. Do you think they would have come to know Him if there hadn’t been a War?
And those whom every newspaper unfolded, every knock at the door might smite with dire intelligence, right bravely they bore themselves through that fortnight-long, hideous pipe-dream of the Long Retreat South. For many of these the torture of suspense was to give place to cruel certainty, after that unforgettable Sunday of the Sixth September, when at a distance of twelve kilometres from Paris the retirement of the Allied Armies suddenly changed to an Advance, and the columns of German Guard Uhlans in hot pursuit of the British Force, were routed by Generals Gough and Chetwode with our 3rd and 5th Cavalry Brigades. For many, many others, the strain has never since slackened. They lie o' nights as they lay through those nights of September, 1914, and feel the bed shaking, and the floors and walls vibrating, as the outer rings of vast concussions spread to them through the troubled ocean of atmosphere. And in the mornings they will tell you calmly:
Those who were highlighted in every newspaper, with every knock on the door possibly bringing bad news, bravely endured the two-week nightmare of the Long Retreat South. For many, the torment of waiting was replaced by a harsh reality after that unforgettable Sunday on September 6th, when just twelve kilometers from Paris, the withdrawal of the Allied Armies suddenly turned into an advance, and the columns of German Guard Uhlans pursuing the British Force were defeated by Generals Gough and Chetwode, along with our 3rd and 5th Cavalry Brigades. For countless others, the pressure has never eased since then. They lie awake at night just as they did during those September nights of 1914, feeling the bed shake and the floors and walls tremble as the shockwaves of massive explosions reach them through the disturbed atmosphere. And in the mornings, they will tell you calmly:
"Oh, yes. He is alive, but where he is there is terrible fighting. I heard the guns." ...
"Yeah, definitely."Heis alive, but there’s terrible fighting happening where he is. I heard the gunfire." ...
No arguments of people whose sons or husbands are not with the Army in Belgium, or France, Italy, or Palestine, will convince them that they do not hear the guns. Or that, borne upon the waves of a subtler medium than air are not conveyed to them finer, more mysterious vibrations.
No amount of arguments from people whose sons or husbands aren’t serving in the Army in Belgium, France, Italy, or Palestine will convince them that they don’t hear the guns. Or that, carried on waves of something more subtle than air, they aren’t picking up deeper, more mysterious vibrations.
Thoughts that meet thoughts. Mental appeals—demands—entreaties.... The hands of their souls, reaching out through the dark hours, clasp those of other souls in greetings and farewells.
Thoughts connecting with thoughts. Mental calls—requests—pleas.... The hands of their souls, reaching out through the dark hours, grasp those of other souls in greetings and farewells.
CHAPTER LX
CHAPTER 60
KULTUR!
CULTURE!
The Belgian village-town had been so sorely knocked about that the names of its faubourgs, boulevards, and thoroughfares were obliterated. Hence, one is fain to substitute others, such as the Street Where The Naked Body Of The Little Girl Hung Up On Hooks In the Butcher's Window, the Passage Of The Three Dead British Soldiers With Slit Noses And Pounded Feet,—The Square Of The Forty Blindfolded Civilian Corpses, and the Place Of The Church Of The Curé They Crucified For Warning The British By Ringing The Bells. Of this sacred edifice—Romanesque and dating from the tenth century—little remained beyond the crypt and the stump of the tower. Some calcined and twisted bones, a scorched rag of a cassock, represented M. le Curé, that faithful shepherd of souls. Of M. le Curé's flock, not one remained to tell the story of the tragic episode that had reared the grim pile of blackening corpses in the Market Square, and added seven hundred homeless refugees to the rivers of human wretchedness ceaselessly rolling South.
The Belgian village had been so badly damaged that the names of its suburbs, boulevards, and streets had vanished. People had to come up with new names, like the Street Where the Naked Body of the Little Girl Was Displayed in the Butcher's Window, the Passage of the Three Dead British Soldiers with Slit Noses and Pounded Feet, the Square of the Forty Blindfolded Civilian Corpses, and the Place of the Church of the Curé They Crucified for Warning the British by Ringing the Bells. Of this sacred building—Romanesque and dating back to the tenth century—little remained except for the crypt and the fragments of the tower. Some charred and twisted bones, along with a burnt piece of a cassock, represented M. le Curé, that faithful shepherd of souls. Of M. le Curé's congregation, not a single person was left to recount the tragic event that had transformed the Market Square into a grim pile of blackening corpses and added seven hundred homeless refugees to the unending streams of human suffering moving southward.
In the bright sunshine of the fine October morning that had followed a night of rain and thunder, the grimly-altered shadows of shell-torn buildings lay black on the ripped-up pavements and shrapnel-pocked walls. A sandy-white cat lapped gratefully at a puddle, a dishevelled fowl pecked between the cobblestones, a pigeon or two preened on the broken ridge-tiles. To the eye of a skilled observer hovering hawk-like in the hot blue heavens, raking the streets through high-powered Zeiss binoculars, nothing human remained alive in this Aceldama. Yet when the two-seated bomb-carrying Taube with the big man and the small boy in it had banked and climbed, and hummed away Southwards on its aërial mission of ruin and destruction, one British officer, sorely wounded, lay in what had been the ground-floor living-room of a well-to-do baker's shop.
On a bright October morning after a night of rain and thunder, the dark, jagged outlines of destroyed buildings stood out against the torn-up sidewalks and shrapnel-damaged walls. A sandy-white cat happily lapped up a puddle, a scruffy chicken pecked at the cobblestones, and a couple of pigeons groomed themselves on the broken roof tiles. To the careful observer, soaring high in the hot blue sky with powerful Zeiss binoculars, there was no sign of life in this place of death. Yet when the two-seater bomb-carrying Taube, with the big man and the small boy inside, banked, climbed, and flew off southward on its mission of destruction, one British officer, seriously injured, lay in what had once been the ground-floor living room of a thriving bakery.
A Captain of a Guards infantry battalion belonging to a Brigade of the First Division of the First Army Corps. Marching, counter-marching, digging, and fighting rearguard actions had kept the Brigade's hands full during those blazing days and drenching nights of August and September, whilst the battered Divisions that had borne the brunt of the huge German offensive, reduced to one-twentieth of their effective, had hurried Southwards, leaving a trail of blood.
A captain in a guards infantry battalion within a brigade of the First Division of the First Army Corps. Marching, counter-marching, digging, and fighting rearguard actions kept the brigade occupied during the sweltering days and drenched nights of August and September, while the worn-out divisions that had faced the worst of the overwhelming German offensive, reduced to one-twentieth of their fighting strength, hurried southward, leaving a path of blood.
"Those other beggars have had all the luck!" the Brigade had growled when it had any time for growling. But it had won shining honours at the Marne, and had been heavily engaged at the Aisne, losing many of its men and officers. In the Aisne battle, particularly, the man we are concerned with had won special mention in Dispatches for a deed of great gallantry. Three days previously, an order from General Headquarters had moved his battalion on the little village town.
"Those other beggars have had all the luck!" the Brigade grumbled whenever they had a chance to complain. But they had earned shining honors at the Marne and had been heavily involved at the Aisne, losing many of their men and officers. In the battle at Aisne, particularly, the man we're focusing on received special recognition in Dispatches for an act of great bravery. Three days before, an order from General Headquarters had moved his battalion to the small village town.
Their R.F.A. Battery had been posted a quarter-mile distant, commanding the north-east and east where the Germans were known to be. Machine-guns were placed at the principal road-ends debouching on the west where the Germans might be: the main streets had been barricaded with transport-waggons and motor-lorries, all the Maxims left had been hidden behind the sand-bagged windows of a factory—a gaunt, brick sky-scraper, long a thorn to the beauty-loving eye of M. le Curé—the walls of houses ending streets leading to the country had been loopholed for musketry, and a howitzer from the battery and a machine-gun had been spared to protect the bridge south of the town, a little place resting in the elbow of a small babbling river. Watches and patrols had been set and pickets placed, and then these war-worn Britons had dispersed into billets, or gone into barracks, too weary to eat, craving only for sleep.... That big mound of blackened ruins near the railway station, left intact for strategic purposes by the enemy, now stood for the barracks—just as that calcined heap of masonry, and twisted iron girders at the town's north angle now represented the hospital. Both had blazed, two huge, unquenchable, incendiary-shell-kindled pyres, to light the retreat of the battalion south.
Their R.F.A. Battery was set up a quarter-mile away, keeping an eye on the northeast and east where the Germans were known to be. Machine guns were positioned at the main road intersections leading west where the Germans could come from: the main streets were blocked with transport wagons and trucks, and all the remaining Maxims were hidden behind the sandbagged windows of a factory—a tall, brick skyscraper that had long been an eyesore for M. le Curé. The walls of houses at the ends of streets leading to the countryside had been reinforced for shooting, and a howitzer from the battery along with a machine gun was saved to guard the bridge south of the town, a small spot by a winding river. Watches and patrols were organized, and pickets were stationed, and then these battle-weary Brits headed off to their quarters or barracks, too tired to eat and just wanting sleep.... That large mound of charred ruins near the railway station, left untouched for strategic reasons by the enemy, now served as the barracks—just like that scorched mass of bricks and twisted iron at the north end of the town now represented the hospital. Both had burned fiercely, two massive, unquenchable blazes ignited by incendiary shells, lighting the retreat of the battalion to the south.
Secure on those points of menace, north-east, east, and west, the exhausted battalion had slept like dead men. The townspeople, relieved in mind by the presence of so many English soldiers, slept like Flemings—very nearly the same thing. The Burgomaster slept; M. le Maire followed his example. M. le Docteur and M. l'Avocat slumbered profoundly too. Only M. le Curé, being restless for some reason or other, resolved to spend the night on the church-tower in the company of his breviary, an electric reading-lamp, a bottle of strong coffee, and a battered but excellent night-glass, the property of his late maternal uncle, an Admiral of the French Navy.
Located at the danger zones—northeast, east, and west—the exhausted battalion had slept deeply. The townspeople, relieved by the presence of so many English soldiers, slept soundly—almost the same as a Flemish person. The Burgomaster was asleep; M. le Maire soon followed. M. le Docteur and M. l'Avocat were also fast asleep. Only M. le Curé, feeling uneasy for some reason, chose to spend the night in the church tower with his breviary, an electric reading lamp, a strong bottle of coffee, and a well-worn yet excellent night glass that belonged to his late uncle, an Admiral in the French Navy.
Four hours they had slept, when a furious clangour from the church bells awakened the sleepers. Shrill whistles screamed, bugles were sounded, Staff officers and company commanders clattered out of their quarters—the battalion jumped like one man to its feet. Voices talked over the wires of the field-telephones. An artillery patrol-leader had ridden into the advance of a column of heavy motor-lorries approaching the bridge that crossed the river, carrying the highway that had brought the battalion from the south. Lorries heavy-laden with—French infantry!—for an outpost's flashlight on the advance had revealed the Allies' uniform. Well, what of it! French troops were in the east upon the Yser. But still the crazy church-bells jangled and clanged and pealed, shrieking:
They had only slept for four hours when a loud clang from the church bells woke everyone up. Sharp whistles blared, bugles sounded, and staff officers along with company commanders rushed out of their quarters—the battalion sprang to its feet as one. Voices filled the air over the field-telephone wires. An artillery patrol leader had ridden ahead of a line of heavy trucks making their way toward the bridge that spanned the river, following the highway that had brought the battalion from the south. Trucks loaded down with—French infantry!—as an outpost's flashlight on the move had revealed the Allies' uniforms. So what! French troops were in the east near the Yser. Yet, the chaotic church bells continued to ring loudly and jangle, screaming:
"REVEILLEZ-VOUS, MESSIEURS LES ANGLAIS! VOUS ÊTES SURPRIT, LES ALLEMANDS SONT ICI! RÉVEILLEZ-VOUS! AUX ARMES! AUX ARMES!"
"WAKE UP, GENTLEMEN OF ENGLAND! YOU'RE SURPRISED, THE GERMANS HAVE ARRIVED! WAKE UP! TO ARMS! TO ARMS!"
And another broad arrow of dazzling blue-white light showed motor-lorries packed with spiked helmets and green-grey tunics, behind the képis topping men in blue coats and red breeches. The gunners of the howitzer, spared for the point commanding the road south of the bridge, were picked off by German sharpshooters before they could fire. The officer with the machine-gun was bayoneted and the gun itself seized. Revolvers cracked and spat incessantly, bayonets plunged through the darkness into grunting bodies. Britons and Boches strove in a mêlée of whirling rifle-butts and pounding fists. And by the light of star-shell, shrapnel, and machine-gun-fire from the other side of the river began to play indiscriminately on the assailants and the assailed. Under cover of this fire, the Germans would have rushed the bridge, but for the Factory stuffed with machine-guns, pumping lead from its windows, and the howitzer—Oh! bully for the howitzer! thought the wounded man.
Another bright beam of dazzling blue-white light revealed trucks full of soldiers wearing spiked helmets and green-grey uniforms, alongside men in blue coats and red pants wearing the képis. The howitzer gunners, tasked with defending the road south of the bridge, were targeted by German snipers before they could fire. The officer operating the machine gun was bayoneted, and the gun itself was captured. Revolvers fired nonstop, and bayonets pierced through the darkness into struggling bodies. British and Germans clashed in a chaotic fight with flailing rifle butts and striking fists. Amid the light of star shells, shrapnel, and machine-gun fire from the other side of the river began to fall on both attackers and defenders without distinction. If not for the factory filled with machine guns firing bullets from its windows and the howitzer—Oh! what a relief for the howitzer! thought the wounded man.
His company had been entrenched as a reserve near the bridge in the mouth of a faubourg running westwards. They had doubled out to support the bridge-party in the moment of alarm. He had been shot then in the right arm and had gone on using his revolver with the left hand. It was not until some well-timed shrapnel from the R.F.A. battery north-east of the town began to burst among the green-grey uniforms, and the Kaisermen took to their motor-lorries and went off, carrying their wounded and leaving many dead—that Franky had been sensible of any pain.
His unit had been stationed as a reserve near the bridge at the edge of a neighborhood that extended westward. They had deployed to support the bridge crew during the crisis. He had been shot in his right arm and continued to shoot his revolver with his left hand. It wasn't until some accurately aimed shrapnel from the R.F.A. battery northeast of the town began exploding among the green-grey uniforms, causing the Germans to retreat in their trucks, taking their wounded and leaving many dead behind—that Franky finally felt any pain.
"You've been pipped, old man," had said the commander of the bridge-company, mopping a smudged and perspiring visage with a handkerchief that shrieked for the wash.
"You've been defeated, old man," said the commander of the bridge company, wiping his dirty and sweaty face with a handkerchief that really needed a wash.
"By the Great Brass Hat! so I have, but I'd forgotten all about it," said Franky, surveying the carnage in the golden sunlight of the newly-minted day. "Look at these fellows in French uniforms. It's an insult to the Allies to bury 'em like that. Couldn't we take off the blue coats and red baggies before we stow 'em underground? And the prisoners. What beauties! Whining 'Kamerad!' to our chaps, and putting their hands up for mercy. Do they suppose——"
"By the Great Brass Hat! I really did, but I completely forgot about it," Franky said, surveying the devastation in the golden sunlight of the new day. "Look at these guys in French uniforms. It's an insult to the Allies to bury them like this. Couldn't we take off the blue coats and red pants before we put them in the ground? And the prisoners. What a sight! Whining 'Kamerad!' to our guys and raising their hands for mercy. Do they think——"
The speaker ceased, for the brother-officer who had commanded the bridge-company was absorbed in looking through his binoculars at a silvery speck in the western heavens. It grew into a British R.F.C. scouting biplane, that came droning overhead at 4,000, circled, fired a white rocket for attention, dived nearer, circled again, and dropped a scrawled message in a leaded clip-bag.
The speaker paused as the brother-officer overseeing the bridge company was busy scanning the western sky with his binoculars. It turned out to be a British R.F.C. scouting biplane that flew overhead at 4,000 feet, circled around, fired a white rocket to grab attention, swooped down closer, circled again, and dropped a quickly written message in a leaded clip bag.
"Enemy-column—infantry with motor-lorries and two guns crossing river—bridge a mile to the West of you—hurrying hell-for-leather North. Dropped them two bombs. Bigger column advancing from North with more motor-lorries and howitzers. Look out for squalls that direction. Roads to South all clear."
"Enemy column—infantry with trucks and two cannons crossing the river—bridge a mile to your West—hurrying fast North. Dropped two bombs on them. A larger column is advancing from the North with more trucks and howitzers. Be alert for trouble that way. Roads to the South are all clear."
"Those crossing the bridge to west of us will be the gentlemen who came round that way to leave their cards!" said the Lieutenant-Colonel Commanding as the biplane sang itself away. "Probably a column detached for the surprise from the bigger force to the north. Well, we seem to have finished top-dog. Let's hope they won't tackle us again until the men have had their coffee. 'Phone the Brigadier at Zille! And 'wireless' the news of the scrimmage to the Divisional Commander at Baix and Marwics thirty miles south of us, and get a message through to Sir Kenneth"—he named the General Officer Commanding the A.C. to which the Brigade belonged. "And give details to the G.H.Q. at St. O., don't forget! Not that we'll get much credit over this." The Colonel scowled, surveying from the sandbagged window of Headquarters, situate in the Factory, the long lines of stretchers being trotted off by the R.A.M.C. bearers to the town Hospital. He rubbed his finger under the bristles of his close-clipped moustache with a rasping sound that conveyed his irritation as he went on: "That's the worst of these rotten little Advance-guard actions! They're expensive, infernally expensive. The casualties are heavy and the credit nil."
"Those crossing the bridge to the west of us are the guys who came that way to drop off their cards!" said the Lieutenant-Colonel in charge as the biplane flew away. "They’re probably a group sent out for a surprise from the larger force to the north. Well, it looks like we’ve come out on top. Let’s hope they won’t come at us again until the men have had their coffee. Call the Brigadier at Zille! And send a wireless update about the skirmish to the Divisional Commander at Baix and Marwics, thirty miles south of us, and get a message to Sir Kenneth"—he referred to the General Officer Commanding the A.C. the Brigade was part of. "And don’t forget to send details to G.H.Q. at St. O.! Not that we’ll get much recognition for this." The Colonel frowned, looking out from the sandbagged window of Headquarters, located in the Factory, at the long lines of stretchers being taken away by the R.A.M.C. bearers to the town Hospital. He rubbed his finger under the bristles of his close-cropped moustache with a grating sound that showed his annoyance as he continued: "That’s the worst part of these pathetic little Advance-guard actions! They’re costly, incredibly costly. The casualties are high and the creditnone."
"Possibly, sir, but at any rate we've wiped out a lot of these Boche beggars," said the Battery Commander, optimistically. "Halloa! Bird over! And it's a Boche plane!"
"Maybe, sir, but either way we've taken out a lot of these German guys," said the Battery Commander, feeling optimistic. "Hey! Look up! It's a German plane!"
A two-seated Taube, shining silver in the morning sunshine, had come out of the golden mists to northward, rolling up the landscape under its steel belly with wonderful steady swiftness. At some 3,000 above the town, it hovered, making a queer buzzing noise.
A two-seater Taube, shining silver in the morning sun, appeared from the golden mist to the north, gliding smoothly over the landscape at amazing speed. At about 3,000 feet above the town, it hovered, making a strange buzzing noise.
"I've heard that song before," said the Adjutant, his eyes glued to his binoculars. "You remember, sir, at Fegny?"
"I've heard that song before," the Adjutant said, his eyes focused on his binoculars. "You remember, sir, at Fegny?"
"The spotter our fellows christened the Buzzard. At his old smoke-signalling tactics." The Colonel snatched the Field-telephone, spoke, and from a gaping skylight at the top of the tall, square, many-windowed Factory an extravagantly-tilted Maxim began to pump lead skywards in a glittering fan-shaped stream. "Queer effect, uncommonly! Looks as if it were raining upside down.... Gad!—I believe that hit him!" he added, as a small dark object fell from the Hunnish monoplane. But it was only the inevitable miniature parachute with the smoke-rocket attached to it belching gouts of black vapour. The Buzzard ceased buzzing, banked, and climbed gracefully out of view.
"Our team called the spotter the Buzzard. He used his old smoke-signaling techniques." The Colonel grabbed the field phone, spoke, and from a large open skylight at the top of the tall, square factory with multiple windows, a wildly angled Maxim started firing bullets into the sky in a dazzling fan-shaped spray. "It's a strange effect, really! It looks like it's raining upwards... Wow!—I think that hit him!" he added, as a small dark object dropped from the enemy monoplane. But it was just the usual mini parachute with a smoke rocket attached, releasing clouds of black smoke. The Buzzard stopped buzzing, turned, and soared gracefully out of sight.
And then, with a leaping of green-white tongues of flame away in the north, beyond a long sunlit stretch of level country fringed with poplars and streaked with canals, and patched with brown cornfields and golden-tinted woods and apple-laden orchards, and dotted with little towns and villages, the heavy German field-guns and 11.2-inch Krupp howitzers began to shower shrapnel and big steel shells of High Explosive upon the devoted little town.
From the north, past a long stretch of sunlit flatlands lined with poplar trees, crisscrossed by canals, and filled with brown cornfields, golden-tinged woods, and apple-filled orchards, scattered with small towns and villages, the powerful German field guns and 11.2-inch Krupp howitzers began to unleash shrapnel and massive high-explosive shells on the unsuspecting little town.
The Kaisermen had got the range from their spotter. Half of the single Field battery of 18-pounder quick-firers were put out of action in the twinkling of an eye. The little town became a storm-centre, canopied by soot-black smoke, stabbed by the fierce blue glares of the shell-bursts. The houses were toppling. The ruins were blazing. The gasometer near the station was hit and blew up with a fearful explosion. The streets were full of shrieking, stampeding, dying townspeople and children. "Save us! Take us with you!" they screamed to the Englishmen. For the Divisional Commander at Baix and Marwics had telegraphed "Retire," and the battalion was preparing to evacuate the town.
The Kaisermen received the range from their spotter. Half of the field battery equipped with 18-pounder quick-firers was knocked out in an instant. The small town became a center of chaos, engulfed in thick black smoke, illuminated by the intense blue flashes of shell explosions. The houses were collapsing, and the ruins were ablaze. The gasometer near the station was struck and exploded with a deafening blast. The streets were filled with screaming, fleeing townspeople and children. "Help us! Take us with you!" they shouted to the Englishmen. The Divisional Commander at Baix and Marwics had sent a telegram stating "Retreat," and the battalion was getting ready to evacuate the town.
A great shell wrecked the Factory, killed the Adjutant and many of the machine-gunners, and slightly wounded the C.O. The Romanesque church-tower, whose bells had shrieked alarm in the little hours of the morning, rocked, staggered, and collapsed over its famous chime.
A massive shell obliterated the Factory, killed the Adjutant and many of the machine-gunners, and lightly injured the C.O. The Romanesque church tower, whose bells had loudly warned in the early hours of the morning, swayed, wobbled, and then collapsed over its famous chime.
Again, men had melted as you laid your hands on them, blown into crimson rags as their mouths opened shouting to you. It had been Hell, Franky remembered, sheer, absolute, unvarnished Hell. The Battalion Surgeon-Major had been dressing his wounded arm in the open street when the Death-blizzard had broken upon them. A lump of shrapnel hit Franky in the ribs on the right side and some R.A.M.C. bearers carried him, vomiting blood, into the baker's shop. Possibly they were killed—for a shell hit and burst, and wrecked the house in the instant of their leaving it—and they never came back again. Their charge, in his helplessness, had escaped death by a narrow shave. The plank flooring of the upper room, dropping from the broken joist at the fireplace end, had formed a penthouse over him—lying on the blood-soaked stretcher on the tiled flooring—shielding him from the avalanche of household furniture, glass and crockery, descending from overhead.
Once again, men disintegrated as you touched them, becoming torn red rags as they screamed for you. It had been pure, absolute, unfiltered Hell, Franky remembered. The Battalion Surgeon-Major was treating his injured arm in the open street when the Death-blizzard hit them. A piece of shrapnel hit Franky in the ribs on the right side, and some R.A.M.C. bearers carried him, coughing up blood, into the baker's shop. They could have been killed—because a shell exploded and destroyed the building just as they left it—and they never came back. Their charge, in his helplessness, narrowly escaped death. The wooden floor of the upper room, collapsing from the broken beam at the fireplace end, created a makeshift shelter above him—lying on the blood-soaked stretcher on the tiled floor—protecting him from the avalanche of furniture, glass, and dishes falling from above.
Thus he had lain, partially unconscious, when what was left of the battalion marched out of the town. Most of the population followed on the blistered heels of the British soldiers, helping to carry the stretchers of the wounded and crippled men who under that blizzard of fiery Death had been got out of the burning Hospital. Not all had been got out. Franky, lying bloody and smothered with plaster, and helpless under the penthouse of planking that had saved him, had heard the screams of these—such pitiful, heart-rending screams.
He lay there, mostly unconscious, as what remained of the battalion left the town. Most of the locals followed closely behind the British soldiers, helping carry the stretchers of the injured and disabled men who had been rescued from the burning hospital during that storm of fiery chaos. Not everyone had made it out. Franky, bloodied and covered in plaster, trapped under the wooden planks that had protected him, heard the screams of those left behind—such heart-wrenching, painful screams.
Then the bombardment had stopped, and the mere relief from that intolerable torture of outrageous sound was Heaven. The screams from the burning Hospital had ceased, but when the earth had shaken with the approach of a great host, and German cavalry in green-grey uniforms with covered helmets had ridden through the ravaged streets, and the tottering walls had trembled at the passage of colossal motor-tractors dragging 11.2-inch Krupps and carrying huge loads of German gunners, engineers, and infantry—and German voices had shouted harshly up and down the streets—and German heads were thrust from open windows—and the work of Pillage, so dear to the German heart, was being carried out with German thoroughness—the screaming had begun again.—Cries of women and children, shouts of men; pleas, expostulations, prayers for mercy in French or Flemish, brutal laughter, German oaths, threats, and orders; subsequently, to the accompaniment of "Deutschland, Deutschland, über Alles"—the popping of corks and the breaking of glasses—Hochs for Kaiser and Kronprinz, fierce disputes over the divison of booty, more shrieks of women and girls.... To the funeral adagio of picks and mattocks upon the cobblestones of the Market Square. A volley then, and shots and more shots.... Subsequently Private of Infantry, Max Schlutter, made these scrawled entries in his note-book; testifying to the Sadism prevailing among the troops of the Attila of To-day:
Then the bombardment stopped, and the relief from that unbearable torment of deafening noise felt like Heaven. The screams from the burning hospital had faded, but when the ground shook with the arrival of a massive force, German cavalry in green-grey uniforms with covered helmets rode through the destroyed streets. The crumbling walls trembled as huge motor tractors pulled 11.2-inch Krupps and transported large groups of German gunners, engineers, and infantry—and harsh German voices shouted up and down the streets—German heads poked out from open windows—and the looting, a favorite activity of the German heart, was being carried out with German precision—the screaming started again. Cries of women and children, shouts of men; pleas, protests, prayers for mercy in French or Flemish, brutal laughter, German curses, threats, and commands; followed by the sounds of "Deutschland, Deutschland, über Alles— the sound of corks popping and glasses clinking—toasting the Kaiser and Kronprinz, heated debates over dividing the spoils, and more screams from women and girls... To the slow, somber rhythm of picks and shovels on the cobblestones of the Market Square. Then a volley, shots, and more shots... After that, Private of Infantry Max Schlutter documented these observations in his notebook, recording the cruelty common among the soldiers of today's Attila:
"October —th, 1914. Great day of loot and plunder! We shelled the cowardly English—a whole Army Corps with a brigade of heavy Artillery—out of the village of H——. The Hospital, Barracks, Church, and many houses destroyed by our guns. The Mayor, the Burgomaster, and the Registrar shot for harbouring our enemies. The priest tied up to his church-door, tortured, and then burnt, for ringing the bells to warn the English of our approach. Lieutenant Rossberg had a little girl butchered like a pigling, and pounded the feet of some lame English soldiers we found hiding, to teach the swine how to dance. They too were shot. Decidedly the Lieutenant is a funny fellow. All the people who had not run away brought out of their houses and shot. They filled the air with their lamentations. After a grand gorge and a big swill, we now all drunk and slept on the pavements by the light of a magnificent silvery moon. Burned more houses, and continued the march next day with a hellishly bad head."
"October —th, 1914. A great day of looting and plundering! We shelled the cowardly English—a whole Army Corps with a brigade of heavy artillery—out of the village of H——. The hospital, barracks, church, and many houses were destroyed by our guns. The Mayor, the Burgomaster, and the Registrar were shot for harboring our enemies. The priest was tied to his church door, tortured, and then burned for ringing the bells to warn the English of our approach. Lieutenant Rossberg had a little girl killed like a pig, and he pounded the feet of some injured English soldiers we found hiding, to teach them how to dance. They were also shot. The Lieutenant is quite a character. All the people who hadn’t run away were dragged out of their houses and shot. Their cries filled the air. After a big feast and getting very drunk, we all slept on the pavements under the light of a beautiful silver moon. We burned more houses and continued the march the next day with a terrible hangover."
"How long before they find me out?" Franky had wondered. But the plaster-whitened brown boots sticking stiffly out under the penthouse of broken flooring must have looked as though they clothed the rigid feet of a dead man. "Presently they will come!" he had promised himself. But though they had sacked the baker's shop and visited the other rooms in the dwelling, no one had entered the ravaged little parlour, split open from floor to ceiling by the upburst of the High Explosive, and offering its ravaged, worthless interior to the scrutiny of every passing eye.
"How long until they find me?" Franky thought. But the whitewashed brown boots sticking awkwardly out from under the broken flooring probably looked like they belonged to a dead man. "They'll arrive soon!" he told himself. But even though they had ransacked the bakery and searched the other rooms in the building, no one had stepped into the ruined little parlor, torn apart from floor to ceiling by the explosion, revealing its damaged, worthless interior to anyone who passed by.
Worn and spent with fierce exertion, hard fighting, and loss of blood, delirious with the rising fever of his wounds, he was conscious in whiffs and snatches. The conscious intervals made fiery streaks across broad belts of murky shadow, a No Man's Land wherein Franky wandered, meeting things both beautiful and hideous, knowing nothing real except thirst, racking cramps, and stabbing pain.
Worn out from intense effort, hard fights, and blood loss, he had brief moments of awareness, feverish from his injuries. During those moments of consciousness, he experienced sudden bursts of clarity amid the deep darkness, a No Man's Land where Franky floated, seeing both beautiful and grotesque visions, recognizing nothing real except for thirst, painful cramps, and excruciating pain.
The second day passed. At sun-high a distant fury of guns broke out. Through the terrible drum-fire of Prussian Artillery he fancied he could hear the British field-guns, hammering out Death in return for Death. Suffering agonies for lack of water, he sustained life with scraps of chocolate broken from a half-cake carried in a breast-pocket. To move one hand and carry it to his mouth was possible at cost of ugly pain. Night fell, a night that was rainy, and windy, full of cool drippings that wet Franky's clothes without visiting his baked lips, and still the cannonade went on ceaselessly—so that the crazy walls that sheltered him shuddered and the earth vibrated, and the eeriness was made more eerie with the sliding of tiles from broken rafters, and the creaking and banging of broken doors, slammed by ghostly, invisible hands. Pale splashes of light,—reflected stabs of fire from the muzzles of those unsleeping guns in the south and west, made the darkness yet more dreary. Rats scrambled and squeaked, close to him in the obscurity, evoking horrible suggestions of being gnawed and bitten as one lay helpless there.... He gritted his teeth to keep back the cry that nearly broke from him as one rodent crossed him, its hooked claws rattling against his straps and buttons, its cold hairless tail sliding snakily over his hand. He fancied that he saw its eyes shining in the darkness—he was certain that it had moved and lopped round behind him—he felt its whiskered snout cautiously approaching the throbbing artery beneath his ear.... Then his nerve left him, and he croaked out feebly, though it seemed to him that he shouted:
The second day passed. At noon, a distant roar of gunfire erupted. Amid the terrifying barrage of Prussian artillery, he thought he could hear the British field guns, retaliating with Death for Death. Suffering greatly from thirst, he kept himself going with pieces of chocolate broken from a half-bar he had in his breast pocket. Moving one hand to bring it to his mouth caused him excruciating pain. Night fell, bringing rain and wind, with cool droplets soaking Franky's clothes without quenching his dry lips, and still the cannon fire continued relentlessly—causing the crumbling walls that sheltered him to tremble and the ground to shake, while the eeriness grew even more unsettling with tiles sliding from the damaged rafters and the creaking and banging of broken doors, slammed by unseen, ghostly hands. Pale flashes of light—reflected bursts of fire from the unyielding guns to the south and west—made the darkness feel even more oppressive. Rats scurried and squeaked nearby in the dark, conjuring terrible thoughts of being gnawed and bitten while lying there helpless.... He clenched his teeth to suppress the cry that almost escaped him as one rat crossed his path, its sharp claws scraping against his straps and buttons, its cold, hairless tail sliding snake-like over his hand. He thought he saw its eyes gleaming in the dark—he was sure it had moved and circled behind him—he felt its whiskered snout cautiously approaching the pulsing artery beneath his ear.... Then he lost his nerve and croaked out weakly, though it felt to him like he was shouting:
"S'cat, you brute! Get, you beggar! Halloa; Halloa! Belges au secours! Ici un Anglais, grievement blessé! Is anybody there?"
"Go away, you beast! Shoo, you mooch! Hey, hey!"Help, Belgians!Here’s an Englishman, seriously injured"Is anyone there?"
But there came no answer save the muffled thunder of guns in the distance, the crackle of fire in houses that were burning, the gurgling of a broken water-main, and the distressed miaowing of a cat. It came nearer. There was a rustling sound, and the light descent of a furry body on padded feet; Pussy had jumped in where the window had been, alighting not far from Franky. He could see a pair of green eyes lamping in the darkness, and called, seductively:
But there was no response, just the distant sound of gunfire, the crackling flames of burning buildings, the gurgling of a broken water main, and the sad meowing of a cat. It got closer. There was a rustling noise and a soft thud as a furry body landed on padded feet; the cat had jumped in through where the window used to be, landing not far from Franky. He could see a pair of green eyes shining in the dark and called out invitingly:
"Pussy, pussy! Come here, old girl!"
"Hey, kitty! Come here, you old girl!"
The purr came near. Franky, with infinite torment reached out a hand, felt and stroked a warm, furry body. He said, cautiously feeling for the appreciative, sensitive places at the nape of a cat's neck, and under the jaws:
The purring got louder. Franky, overwhelmed with pain, reached out his hand and felt a warm, furry body. He said, cautiously looking for the soft, sensitive areas at the back of the cat's neck and under its chin:
"Good old girl. Don't know what they call cats in Flemish, but Pussy seems to be good enough for you. Stop and scare the rats away, give 'em fits, eh, Pussy? You're agreeable? Good egg! Oh—I say!"
"Good girl. I’m not sure what they call cats in Flemish, but Pussy seems perfect for you. Stop and scare the rats away, give them a hard time, okay, Pussy? You good with that? Awesome! Oh—I say!"
For Pussy had walked, loudly purring, on to the chest that heaved so painfully, and proceeded to knead the surface scientifically, preparatory to curling down. Franky set his teeth, and bore the ordeal. Thus they kept company until morning, when Pussy, who proved to be a lean white Tom with patches of sandy tortoiseshell on flanks and shoulders, withdrew by the fanged opening where the window had been. A moment later Franky heard his late companion lapping noisily from a street-puddle and knew envy, in the anguish of his own unrelieved thirst.
The cat walked in, purring loudly, onto the chest that was rising and falling painfully, and started kneading the surface purposely, preparing to curl up. Franky gritted his teeth and endured the situation. They kept each other company until morning, when the cat, a skinny white male with patches of sandy tortoiseshell on his sides and shoulders, slipped out through the jagged opening where the window used to be. A moment later, Franky heard his former companion slurping loudly from a puddle in the street and felt a pang of envy at his own unquenchable thirst.
He wandered then for a space of hours or instants, in the days of his own lost childhood. He was in the night-nursery at Whins, suffering from some feverish ill. He felt the prickling as of innumerable ants running up his limbs and the sweat upon his forehead, and called meaningly to Nurse for drink. But it was his mother in her dinner-dress, with shining jewels crowning her dark hair, and wreathing her neck and starring her bosom, who came to the bedside and leaned over him, put the rumpled hair from his hot forehead, and held to his lips the cup of milk. Then a droning sound made the room vibrate, and he was back with his company in the hastily-dug trench across the mouth of the west-running thoroughfare, and church-bells were clanging and the telephone-buzzer was calling for the reserve to double out and reinforce the men in the trench enfilading the bridge....
He wandered for a few hours or moments, lost in the memories of his childhood. He was in the night nursery at Whins, suffering from some fever. He felt a tingling sensation like countless ants crawling up his limbs and sweat on his forehead, and he called out for Nurse to bring him a drink. But it was his mother, dressed for dinner and adorned with sparkling jewels in her dark hair, around her neck, and on her chest, who came to his bedside. She leaned over him, pushed the tangled hair from his hot forehead, and held a cup of milk to his lips. Then a droning sound filled the room, and he found himself back with his group in the hastily-dug trench at the mouth of the road running west, while church bells were ringing and the telephone buzzed, calling for the reserves to quickly move out and support the men in the trench overlooking the bridge....
Then he was awake and the sun was high. Those guns in the west were silent now, though from the south and south-east came heavy thuds and long vibrations. Through the rents in the flooring above him by which the rain had dripped upon him in the night, he was looking at the blue sky. A big white bird hovered there. Not a bird—a Taube. The Taube, and he had not dreamed the buzzing after all.
Then he woke up and the sun was high. The guns in the west were silent now, but from the south and southeast came heavy thuds and long vibrations. Through the gaps in the floor above him, where rain had dripped on him during the night, he was looking at the blue sky. A big white bird hovered there. Not just any bird—a Taube.TheTaube, and he hadn't actually dreamed the buzzing.
Oh, but it was queer to lie there under the keen scrutiny of that eye in the heavens! It made the prickly ants swarm up Franky's thighs and sides until the sensation grew unbearable. Hate, fierce hate of the murderous, beautiful thing droning up there in the azure sky above its curious misty circle made him see everything red, made him want to yell and shriek. For Margot was in danger, somehow—somewhere—while one lay helpless as a log....
Oh, but it was weird to lie there under the piercing gaze of that eye in the sky! It made the prickly ants crawl up Franky's thighs and sides until the feeling was unbearable. He felt a deep hatred, an intense hatred for the deadly, beautiful thing buzzing up there in the blue sky above its strange misty circle, making him see everything red and wanting to scream and shout. Because Margot was in danger, somehow—somewhere—while he lay there helpless like a log....
"Steady, old child!" whispered Franky to himself, warningly. "You're going off your chump. Hold still!"
"Easy there, kid!" Franky whispered to himself, nervously. "You're losing it. Just stay cool!"
And he held still. The Buzzard ceased to buzz, and floated on, droning. He fancied that he felt its shadow darken and pass over him, moving from his head to his feet. The noise of the tractor stopped. Reflected in the area of a skewed wall-mirror he saw the machine volplane down, and alight without a falter in the Market Place—before the smoking ruins of the Town Hall.
And he remained still. The Buzzard stopped buzzing and floated away, humming. He thought he felt its shadow darken and pass over him, from his head to his feet. The sound of the tractor faded. In the distorted reflection of a wall mirror, he saw the machine glide down and land smoothly in the Market Place—right in front of the smoldering ruins of the Town Hall.
CHAPTER LXI
CHAPTER 61
LYNETTE DREAMS
LYNETTE'S DREAMS
Upon that same night in October nearly five weeks following the breaking of the Woe Wave, Lynette Saxham had a strange dream.
On that same night in October, nearly five weeks after the Woe Wave struck, Lynette Saxham had an unusual dream.
It seemed to her that she saw piled up in one colossal heap the riches of all the world, the world we know and the world we have forgotten; the treasures of all ages piled up higher than Kilimanjaro, or Aconcagua, or the cloud-mantled peak of Mount Everest. To her feet as she stood spell-bound amongst the foothills, rolled jewelled crowns, and huge barbaric torques and diadems of rough gold, precious cups, vases, and chargers; outpoured treasures of precious stones and wrought gems of inconceivable beauty and vileness, wondrous fabrics, marvels of sculpture, weapons, armour and coins of age beyond the ages—rude discs of tarnished gold, stamped with the effigies of forgotten kings. Orders, decorations, the paraphernalia of Pomp, the stage-properties of Power, the symbols of every religion, save One, were mingled in the stupendous pile, and a terrible Voice cried:
She felt like she was looking at an enormous pile of all the world's treasures, from the world we know and the one we've lost; riches from all ages stacked higher than Kilimanjaro, Aconcagua, or the cloud-covered peak of Mount Everest. At her feet, as she stood spellbound among the foothills, rolled jeweled crowns, large exotic necklaces, and diadems made of rough gold, along with precious cups, vases, and platters; a deluge of treasures featuring precious stones and beautifully crafted gems of unbelievable beauty and ugliness, amazing fabrics, stunning sculptures, weapons, armor, and coins that were ancient—simple disks of tarnished gold, stamped with the images of forgotten kings. Orders, decorations, the trappings of splendor, the symbols of power, signs of every religion except one, were all mixed in this incredible pile, and a terrifying Voice shouted:
"Gone is the age of pride in possession! Chattels and fardels are no more! The days have spilt like pearls from a broken necklace! Time has eaten the years as the moth a garment of wool! Foredone, foregone, finished! Who now will gather riches from the Dustheap of the World?" And as new avalanches of treasure rolled downwards to the reverberation of that thunderous shout, a Hand of Titanic proportions hurled down upon the heap a war-chariot of beaten gold, with great scythed wheels, and jewelled harness; and that vision changed, and the dreamer was drowning, deep down in clear green seas, under the rushing keel of a huge barbaric War-galley that was all of gold, arabesqued and bossed with jewels, and coral, and pearl.
"The era of valuing possessions is over! Things and burdens are a thing of the past! Those days have slipped away like pearls from a broken necklace! Time has devoured the years like a moth eats through wool! It's all done, all gone, finished! Who will now gather wealth from the Dustheap of the World?" And as new waves of treasure crashed down with that loud shout, a gigantic hand tossed down a war chariot made of solid gold, with enormous scythed wheels and jeweled harness; and that vision changed, and the dreamer found themselves sinking deep in clear green seas, beneath the rushing hull of a massive barbaric war galley, completely adorned in gold, intricately designed with jewels, coral, and pearls.
And the sense of suffocation passed, and a wonderful cool peace flowed in upon Lynette. She seemed to be led by a beloved hand that had been dust for years, into a bare walled place through which a thin breeze piped shrilly. Someone was there, doing some manual labour. He turned, and with a shock of unutterable rapture Lynette was looking in the face of her lost boy.
The feeling of suffocation faded, replaced by a wonderful, cool peace that washed over Lynette. It felt like she was being guided by a beloved hand that had been gone for years, into a simple walled space where a light breeze whistled sharply. Someone was there, working hard. He turned, and with a jolt of indescribable joy, Lynette found herself looking into the face of her lost boy.
Bawne had grown thin and seemed taller. His temples had hollowed, his plume of tawny-gold hair hung unkempt over his wide white forehead. But his blue eyes were as sweet as ever. She had never realised how like they were to Saxham's in shape and colour, and in expression, until now. He thrust his lower jaw out and knit his brows slightly, as though her face were fading from his vision, and he wished to fix in mind the memory of its well-loved features:
Bawne had gotten skinny and looked taller. His temples were sunken, and his messy, tawny-gold hair draped over his wide, pale forehead. But his blue eyes were still just as warm as always. She had never realized how much they looked like Saxham's in shape, color, and expression until now. He pushed his jaw forward and slightly frowned, as if her face was becoming blurry to him, and he wanted to cling to the memory of its beloved features:
"Stay, Mother! Oh! Mother, don't leave me!" he cried, and stretched out his hands to her, and she awakened, weeping for sorrow and joy.
"Stay, Mom! Oh! Mom, please don't go!" he cried, reaching out his hands to her, and she woke up, tears flowing down her face from both sadness and happiness.
It was broad day. Her husband was not there. She rose and bathed in the cold water she loved, and dressed in the simple Quaker-like grey that set off her fairness, and went out to Mass.... The day's Preparation was taken from the noble prayer of St. Ambrose, Bishop and Confessor:
It was sunny outside. Her husband wasn’t there. She got up, washed in the cold water she liked, and put on a simple gray outfit similar to what Quakers wear, which suited her fair complexion, and went out to Mass.... The day's Preparation was centered on the powerful prayer of St. Ambrose, Bishop and Confessor:
"And now before Thee, O Lord, I lay the troubles of the poor; the sorrows of nations, and the groanings of those in bondage; the desolation of the fatherless; the weariness of wayfarers; the helplessness of the sick; the struggles of the dying; the failing strength of the aged; the ambitious hopes of young men; the high desires of maidens; and the widow's tears. For Thou, O Lord, art full of pity for all men: nor hatest aught of that which Thou hast made."
"And now before You, O Lord, I bring the struggles of the poor; the pains of nations, and the cries of those in captivity; the loneliness of the fatherless; the exhaustion of travelers; the vulnerability of the sick; the battles of the dying; the weakening strength of the elderly; the hopeful dreams of young men; the high aspirations of young women; and the tears of widows. For You, O Lord, are full of compassion for all people: and You do not hate anything that You have created."
He even loved von Herrnung, who had taken her boy, and kept him in slavery, and robbed the joyous light from his sweet eyes, and set amongst his red-brown hair one sinister streak of white. She saw the bleached forelock dangling before her eyes when she shut them and tried to pray for the Enemy:
He even loved von Herrnung, who had taken her son, kept him in captivity, robbed the joyful light from his sweet eyes, and put a dark streak of white in his red-brown hair. She saw the bleached lock hanging before her eyes when she closed them and tried to pray for the Enemy:
"Oh God! forgive that evil man, and turn his heart towards mercy and pitifulness, and give me back Thy precious gift, for the love of Her who is Thy Mother!"
"Oh God! Please forgive that evil man and change his heart to one of mercy and compassion, and return to me Your precious gift, for the sake of Her who is Your Mother!"
It was yet early when she returned to Harley Street and passed at once into the Doctor's consulting-room. There, where her lips had first kissed him, sleeping in his chair, she found Saxham sitting at his table, with his sorrow of heart revealed in the stoop of his great shoulders, and his greying head resting upon his hands. Not a sound did he utter, but the attitude was more than eloquent:
It was still early when she returned to Harley Street and walked right into the Doctor's office. There, in the same spot where her lips had first touched his while he napped in his chair, she found Saxham sitting at his desk, the burden of his sadness evident in the way his broad shoulders slumped and his graying head rested on his hands. He didn’t say anything, but his posture said it all:
"Oh my son!" it said. "Oh me!—my little son!"
"Oh my son!" it exclaimed. "Oh no!—my little son!"
"Owen!" she said, coming to his side and touching him. Then, as he started and looked up: "Bawne is alive!" she cried. "I have seen him in a dream, and he has spoken to me. He was in a bare high place with corrugated iron walls, whitened. It made me think of the Hospital at Gueldersdorp in the old days, and of a hangar.... His clothes were soiled and torn, and his hands were blackened. One other thing I saw—but I will not wring your heart by telling you.... It is enough that I have seen our boy.... alive. Oh! thank God!" She stopped, and the rose of joy faded from her cheeks, and only the tears were left there. Her eyes widened with a terrible doubt. "You knew! ... It is in your face! You had heard ... something, and you did not tell me!"
"Owen!" she called, walking over and touching him. Then, as he jumped and looked up, she exclaimed, "Bawne is alive! I saw him in a dream, and he talked to me. He was in a bare, high place with whitewashed corrugated iron walls. It reminded me of the hospital in Gueldersdorp from back in the day and a hangar... His clothes were dirty and torn, and his hands were blackened. There was one other thing I saw—but I won’t hurt you by telling you... It’s enough that I’ve seen our boy... alive. Oh! Thank God!" She paused, and the joy faded from her cheeks, leaving only tears. Her eyes widened with a terrible doubt. "Youknew"! ... It's obvious! You heard something, and you didn’t share it with me!”
"I had not the courage. Despise me, for I deserve it! I had news of Bawne at the end of August. He is with that man who stole him—" He clenched the hand that rested on the table until the knuckles showed white upon it and his hair was wet upon his forehead and his mouth was twisted awry. "Taken with him on errands of aërial reconnaissance—carried helplessly into battle as a Teddy bear or a golliwog might be fastened on the front of a racing-plane. And, when I remember that I bade him risk that journey—" Saxham broke off, and turned his face away. She came nearer to him and said:
"I didn't have the courage. Go ahead, hate me, I deserve it! I found out about Bawne at the end of August. He's with the guy who took him—" He tightened his hand on the table until his knuckles turned white, his hair damp on his forehead, and his face twisted in pain. "Sent on aerial scouting missions—carried into battle like a teddy bear or a golliwog strapped to the front of a racing plane. And when I think about how I told him to take that risk—" Saxham paused and turned his face away. She moved closer to him and said:
"But he is alive!—alive, even though he be in danger. My dream was sent to tell me so. Did not the Mother come to me in my sleep and lead me to him? Just as when she came and sent me here to you. Now I will atone for these days of selfish grieving. Only give me work to do!"
"But he's alive! — alive, even if he's in danger. My dream was meant to reveal that to me. Didn’t the Mother come to me in my sleep and guide me to him? Just like when she came and brought me here to you. Now I want to make up for these days of selfish grieving. Just give me something to do!"
"Have you not enough upon your hands already? Too much, I have sometimes feared."
"Don't you already have enough going on? I've worried at times that it's too much."
"Only the Hospice and the Schools," she answered eagerly, "and the Training Houses for the elder women. And, thanks to you, these are excellently staffed. If I were to die it would make little difference. Things would go on just the same."
"Just the Hospice and the Schools," she said enthusiastically, "and the Training Houses for the older women. And, thanks to you, they are all well-staffed. If I were to die, it wouldn’t really make a difference. Things would go on just the same."
"Would they?"
"Would they?"
She stooped, lifted his hand to her lips and kissed it. He looked at her keenly as she did so, and the over-bright flush upon the thin cheeks and the hollows about the beautiful eyes, like the burning touch of her hand and of her lips, told him their tale of woe.
She bent down, took his hand in hers, and kissed it. He watched her closely as she did this, and the rosy blush on her thin cheeks and the shadows around her beautiful eyes, combined with the warmth of her hand and lips, told their story of sorrow.
"Not for you. Nothing would ever be the same for you or for Bawne. Therefore—give me more work."
"Not for you. Nothing will ever be the same for you or for Bawne. So—give me more work."
"There is plenty of work, unhappily," he said, "because of this calamity that has fallen upon the nation. We have notice that a hundred wounded men from the Front—many of them cot-cases—will arrive at SS. Stanislaus and Theresa's at three this afternoon."
"There's a lot of work to do, unfortunately," he said, "because of this disaster that has hit the country. We've been told that a hundred injured soldiers from the Front—many of them in beds—will be arriving at SS. Stanislaus and Theresa's at three this afternoon."
"I shall be there!"
"I'm going to be there!"
"I am not going to try to dissuade you. I will not keep back what God has given to me from those who have given so much for England. There is another quarter where you will be of use." His eyes were on the triptych frame before him. "I speak of that little Lady Norwater—Patrine's friend—I think you have not met?"
"I'm not going to try to change your mind. I won’t withhold what God has given me from those who have sacrificed so much for England. There’s another place where you can be useful." He was looking at the triptych frame in front of him. "I'm talking about that young Lady Norwater—Patrine's friend—I don't think you've met her?"
"Oh, but I have. We were made acquainted with each other some weeks ago at the Club." Her delicate face contracted. "That day when the news came about the British losses. Just before that poor child Brenda Helvellyn blurted out the dreadful truth. Owen, it was tragic. She had known it from the beginning——"
"Oh, but I have. We met a few weeks ago at the Club." Her delicate face tensed. "That day when we heard about the British losses. Just before that poor girl Brenda Helvellyn shared the awful truth. Owen, it was heartbreaking. She had known it from the beginning——"
"And the sister forbade her to breathe a hint of it. That is the attitude of the fashionable Sadducean," said Saxham bitterly, "who not only denies the Atonement and the Resurrection, but will not admit of Death."
"And the sister told her not to say anything about it. That’s the attitude of the trendy Sadducee," Saxham said bitterly, "who not only denies the Atonement and the Resurrection but also refuses to accept Death."
"But," she asked him, "what of Lady Norwater? Patrine tells me she is ill."
"But," she asked him, "what about Lady Norwater? Patrine said she’s unwell."
"She is ill. Lord Norwater—at first reported missing after an action north of Ypres on the —th is now said to have been killed."
"She is ill. Lord Norwater—originally reported missing after a battle north of Ypres on the —th is now reported to have been killed."
Lynette was silent. Her husband knew why her head was bent and her white fingers sought a little Crucifix she wore. She was praying for the dead man. Presently she said:
Lynette was silent. Her husband knew why her head was lowered and her pale fingers were looking for the small crucifix she wore. She was praying for the deceased man. After some time, she said:
"He was very brave, I believe?'
"I think he was really brave."
"He had been recommended for the Victoria Cross for a special service of great gallantry—rendered during the Battle of the Aisne. He was a brave and simple young man, and very lovable. His wife received the official intelligence of his death yesterday. They 'phoned Patrine, as you know, and sent for me later. Lady Norwater is expecting her confinement at the end of November—and they were alarmed for her."
"He was nominated for the Victoria Cross for an act of great bravery during the Battle of the Aisne. He was a brave and kind young man, truly easy to love. His wife received the official news of his death yesterday. They called Patrine, as you know, and later sent for me. Lady Norwater is expected to give birth at the end of November—and they were concerned about her."
"Poor little soul! Her baby will be a comfort to her!"
"Poor thing! Her baby will give her some comfort!"
Saxham remembered under what circumstances he had made the acquaintance of Lady Norwater, and his look was rather grim. In his mind's ear he heard again the sweet little voice saying in its fashionable slang jargon:
Saxham remembered how he met Lady Norwater, and his expression was quite serious. He could still hear her sweet voice using her trendy slang:
"Oh no! I rather cotton to kiddies. It's the bother of having 'em doesn't appeal. It puts everything in the cart for the Autumn Season."
"Oh no! I actually like kids. It’s just that the hassle of having them doesn't interest me. It makes everything more complicated for the Fall Season."
Still, the recent remembrance of her piteousness softened the Doctor's never very adamantine heart towards her, the humming-bird broken on the wheel of implacable Fate. Not unnatural, after all. More of a woman than one would have thought her. How she had clasped her tiny hands together and entreated him, when the worst was feared for her, to save, to save her child.
Yet, the recent memories of her pain warmed the Doctor's heart, which was never truly that hard, toward her—the hummingbird broken by cruel fate. Not so unnatural, after all. She turned out to be more of a woman than one might have expected. How she had joined her small hands together and begged him, when the worst was feared for her, to save, to save her child.
"Franky's child. Perhaps—the boy he hoped for. Oh! to have to say hoped, hurts so dreadfully. Yes, yes! I will be brave and good and quiet.... I will do everything that you say. Ah, now I know why all these days I have felt Franky near me, and seen his eyes looking at me out of every stranger's face."
"Franky's kid. Maybe—the son he hoped for. Oh! having to saywished, hurts so much. Yes, yes! I will be brave, good, and quiet.... I will do everything you say. Ah, now I understand why I've felt Franky close to me lately and have seen his eyes looking at me from the faces of every stranger.
Margot did not cry out in her pain and loneliness for her friend Patrine to come to her, though she sent loving, grateful messages whenever Pat called or 'phoned. But she had said to Saxham, only that morning: "Doctor, I met your wife at the Club not long ago. She is more beautiful, but so much sadder than the portrait you showed me. Ah, yes! I remember why. When I am better, would she come and see me? Perhaps it is inconsiderate that I should ask. But the world is so huge and coarse and noisy and empty"—the little lip had quivered—"and there is something in her face that is so sweet, I have been fancying that it would"—-she hesitated—"be good for me and for my baby if she would sometimes visit me. Do you think she would mind?"
Margot didn’t cry out in her pain and loneliness for her friend Patrine to come, but she sent loving, grateful messages whenever Pat called or texted. However, she had told Saxham just that morning, “Doctor, I met your wife at the Club not long ago. She’s more beautiful but so much sadder than the picture you showed me. Ah, yes! I remember why. When I’m feeling better, would she come and see me? Maybe it’s inconsiderate to ask. But the world is so huge, harsh, noisy, and empty”—her lip trembled—“and there's something in her face that looks so sweet. I’ve been thinking it would”—she paused—“be good for me and my baby if she could visit me sometimes. Do you think she would mind?”
Saxham had answered:
Saxham replied:
"I will ask her." Now he gave the piteous message, and Lynette warmly agreed:
"I'll ask her." He then shared the unfortunate news, and Lynette quickly agreed:
"Of course I will go. Whenever you say I may!"
"Of course I’ll go. Just let me know when!"
"Not for some days. She is to see no one yet, and your hands are full with Madame van der Heuvel and Marienne and Simonne." The Doctor referred to an exiled Belgian lady and her young daughters, who had been received at Harley Street as guests. "And—there is the Hospital—and to-night you have to address this Meeting of Suffragists at the Royal Hall. It is the only decision of yours, let me tell you," said Saxham, "that I ever felt tempted to dispute. My wife upon the same platform with Mrs. Carrie Clash and Fanny Leaven! A triple force of Metropolitan Police on duty, and detectives at all the exits and amongst the audience. It's—" Words failed Saxham.
"Not for a few days. She’s not allowed to see anyone yet, and you’re busy with Madame van der Heuvel and her daughters, Marienne and Simonne." The Doctor was talking about a Belgian woman in exile and her young daughters, who had been taken in as guests on Harley Street. "And—then there’s the Hospital—and tonight you have to speak at this Suffragist Meeting at the Royal Hall. I must say, it’s the only decision of yours that I ever felt tempted to question," Saxham said. "My wife sharing the stage with Mrs. Carrie Clash and Fanny Leaven! A whole team of Metropolitan Police on duty, and detectives at all the exits and mingling with the crowd. It’s—" Saxham was at a loss for words.
"It is unspeakably hateful in your eyes. Dear Owen, I know it. But I should be hateful in my own sight if I were to break my word. On the day I first met you we spoke of these views of mine. I hold them still. Marriage has not altered them. It is not in me," said Lynette, "to change!"
"I know you see it as incredibly hateful, dear Owen. I get that. But I would hate myself if I broke my promise. On the day we first met, we discussed my beliefs. I still stand by them. Marriage hasn’t changed them. It’s just not in me," Lynette said, "to change!"
"You are the soul of faithfulness in all things!"
"You embody loyalty in every way!"
"Then do not be grieved that I keep to my given promise. Those who have honoured me by asking me to address them are aware that my convictions are opposed to theirs at points. But while I oppose I admire their ruthless devotion and their magnificent, unswerving policy of self-sacrifice——"
"Don't be upset that I keep my promise. Those who have respected me by inviting me to speak know that my beliefs conflict with theirs in some ways. But even when I disagree, I admire their steadfast dedication and their impressive, consistent approach to self-sacrifice——"
"But these felonies," he protested, "these incendiary attacks upon property——"
"But these crimes," he argued, "these violent attacks on property——"
"In nine cases out of ten, and I believe the authorities know it as well as the W.S.S.S., such outrages have not been committed by Suffragists at all."
"In nine out of ten cases, and I believe the authorities know this just like the W.S.S.S., these acts of violence have not been carried out by Suffragists at all."
"By whom, then?"
"By who, then?"
"Have we no enemies without our gates even now when we are at War?"
"Do we have no enemies beyond our gates even now that we are at war?"
"Germans...." A light broke in upon Saxham. "It's not impossible. As for scattered literature being evidence—that can be bought anywhere. But granted the blackest sheep of the W.S.S.S. to be proved—piebald, that will not make me less anxious for you to-night."
"Germans...." Saxham had a realization. "It's possible. Random texts as proof—that can be found anywhere. But even if we can confirm the worst person from the W.S.S.S.—mixed bag or not, that won’t lessen my worry for you tonight."
He touched a heavy plait of the red-brown hair with a tender hand and said to her:
He softly ran his fingers through a thick braid of her red-brown hair and said to her:
"I grudge that the pearls of my wife's eloquence should be thrown before Suffragists."
"I feel frustrated that my wife's eloquent words are wasted on Suffragists."
"We disagree, dear love," she said to him, "but we do not love the less for it. When the Franchise is accorded to Women, should I vote for one Party and you for another, will that matter a whit to you?"
"We might not agree on everything, my dear," she said to him, "but that doesn't affect how much we love each other. When women get the right to vote, if I pick one party and you pick another, will that really bother you?"
"Not a whit," he said, as he kissed her. "You may give your vote to whom you choose, so long as the voter remains mine. Who was that?" Saxham's quick ear had heard a footstep in the hall. "Madame van der Heuvel coming back from Mass?"
"Not at all," he said, kissing her. "You can vote for whoever you want, as long as the voter is mine. Who was that?" Saxham's sharp hearing caught a footstep in the hall. "Is that Madame van der Heuvel coming back from Mass?"
"It is Patrine!"
"It's Patrine!"
"Patrine off and away at this hour?"
"Is Patrine out and about at this hour?"
"I told her I would explain to you."
"I told her I’d explain it to you."
"She has explained to you," said Saxham, "and that should be enough."
"She explained it to you," Saxham said, "and that should be sufficient."
"Dear Owen! ... I am sure she wished you to know of it.... She has gone down to Seasheere, a little Naval Flying-station on the South-East coast, to meet Alan Sherbrand on the home-flight from Somewhere in France."
"Dear Owen! ... I’m sure she wanted you to know about it.... She has gone to Seasheere, a small Naval Flying station on the Southeast coast, to meet Alan Sherbrand when he returns from somewhere in France."
"I see in to-day's Wire that he has been gazetted Lieutenant," said Saxham. "One rather wonders, all things considered, that it has not happened before."
"I see in today's"Wire"That he's been promoted to Lieutenant," said Saxham. "One can't help but wonder, considering everything, why this didn't happen sooner."
For not once nor twice in the past weeks the big smudgy contents-bills hung upon railings and worn as a chest-protector by newspaper-vendors, since paper became too scarce an article to line street-gutters with, had trumpeted the name of Sherbrand; and the big black-capitalled headings had set forth his deeds of daring. Only to-day they had announced:
In the last few weeks, the large, messy bills were draped over railings and worn like armor by newspaper vendors, as paper had become too rare to use for covering the streets. These bills prominently featured the name Sherbrand, with big, bold headlines highlighting his brave deeds. Just today, they declared:
"SHERBRAND OF THE R.F.C. STRAFES ANOTHER HUN-BIRD. BAG BROUGHT UP TO NINE, AND TWO ENEMY KITE-BALLOONS. POPULAR YOUNG AVIATOR NOW VISCOUNT NORWATER, HEIR-PRESUMPTIVE TO BRITISH EARL."
"SHERBRAND OF THE R.F.C. STRAFES ANOTHER HUN-BIRD. TOTAL NOW NINE ENEMY AIRCRAFT AND TWO BALLOONS. THE POPULAR YOUNG AVIATOR IS NOW VISCOUNT NORWATER, HEIR-PRESUMPTIVE TO A BRITISH EARL."
"He may be sent back to the Front at any moment—it is natural that they should wish to be together, don't you think?" The speaker added, as Saxham made no immediate rejoinder: "As they are engaged to be married, and what is more, engaged with your consent."
"He could be sent back to the Front at any moment—so it makes sense that they would want to be together, right?" The speaker kept going since Saxham didn't answer immediately: "Since they're engaged to be married, and also because they have your approval."
"She has told you so?"
"Did she really tell you that?"
"No!" A shadow of the old smile hovered upon the sensitive mouth. "I told her, and she could not deny it.... Oh, Owen! Do you really believe I have been blind all this time?"
"No!" A hint of the old smile remained on her soft lips. "I told her, and she couldn't deny it.... Oh, Owen! Do you really think I've been oblivious this whole time?"
"I should have known that women have clairvoyance in these matters. But Patrine feared that you would think her unfeeling or inconsiderate——"
"I should have realized that women are insightful in these situations. But Patrine was concerned that you might think of her as uncaring or thoughtless——"
"And why? Because when God sent me a great grief He gave my poor girl a great happiness? The best earthly happiness, save one, that He holds in His gift."
"And why? Because when God gave me deep sorrow, He also gave my poor girl immense joy? The greatest happiness on Earth, aside from one, that He has in His gift."
"I thank Him that you still think so, after thirteen years of marriage!"
"I'm glad you still feel that way, even after thirteen years of being married!"
"I shall always think so, Owen. And it is a great thing that Patrine has chosen so well. He is true and brave, and loves my dear sincerely. And her love is beautiful and disinterested. There is no taint of baseness in her——"
"I will always believe that, Owen. It's great that Patrine has made such a good choice. He is honest and brave, and really loves my dear. Her love is beautiful and selfless. There's no hint of anything low in her——"
"She has nothing of Mildred or of David, then," flashed through the Doctor's mind. Lynette went on:
"She doesn't have anything from Mildred or David," raced through the Doctor's mind. Lynette carried on:
"No one will ever be able to charge her with venality or mercenariness. The succession that they will talk of in the newspapers was not dreamed of when she and Alan fell in love."
"No one will ever be able to accuse her of being corrupt or greedy. The succession that they __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__"will"Talking about it in the newspapers wasn't even considered when she and Alan fell in love."
"The succession! Ah, of course!" the Doctor said; "There is a possible succession to a Viscounty now that Lord Norwater's death is proved fact, but only in case Lady Norwater bears no male child. But a title would not spoil Sherbrand, and I agree with you that it has never influenced Patrine."
"The succession! Oh, yeah!" the Doctor said. "There’s a possible successor to a Viscounty now that it’s confirmed that Lord Norwater has died, but only if Lady Norwater doesn’t have a son. But a title wouldn’t hurt Sherbrand, and I agree with you that it has never impacted Patrine."
"How tired you look!" Lynette said, noting the look of heavy care and the deep lines of weariness traced on the stern visage.
"You look really tired!" Lynette said, noticing the worried expression and the signs of fatigue on the serious face.
"I have several critical private cases, and a long list of operations for this morning at SS. Stanislaus and Theresa's. Now go and dress, my sweet, for I have work to do."
"I have a few important personal matters and a packed schedule of surgeries this morning at SS. Stanislaus and Theresa's. Now please get dressed, my dear, because I have things to handle."
And Lynette went with a happier look than she had worn since the crushing blow fell. And Saxham shot the bolt of his consulting-room door and went back to his chair at the big writing-table, and leaned his head upon his hands.
Lynette seemed happier than she had been since the upsetting news broke. Saxham locked the door to his office, went back to his chair at the big writing table, and rested his head in his hands.
An Atlas burden of care cracked the sinews of the Doctor's huge shoulders. It had not occurred to Saxham when Patrine had gulped out her pitiful story, and he had heartened her by bidding her forget, that forgetfulness would speedily be accomplished at the cost of an honest man.
A heavy burden of responsibility rested on the Doctor’s broad shoulders. It hadn’t occurred to Saxham when Patrine told her heartbreaking story, and he attempted to persuade her to move on, realizing that this forgetfulness would quickly lead to the loss of a good man.
Now, what to do? Must Sherbrand take the stranger's leavings or David's girl be twice the loser by the stranger's lustful theft? It was a problem to thrash the brain to jelly of grey matter, thought the Dop Doctor, drilling his fingertips into his aching temples—were there no cause for anxiety elsewhere.
So, what's next? Should Sherbrand take what the stranger left behind, or should David's girl suffer even more because of the stranger's greedy actions? It was a dilemma that was making the Dop Doctor's brain feel like mush as he pressed his fingertips into his throbbing temples—was there really no other reason to be concerned?
Ah! how much more stuffed the pack that burdened the big shoulders. The boy had been taken and the mother would die of grief. You could see her withering like a white rose held near the blast of a smelting-furnace. Yet there was nothing to do but look on and play the game. A bitter spasm gripped the man by the throat, and slow tears, wrung from the depths of him by mortal anguish, splashed on the paper between his elbows and raised great blisters there. Truly, when the spark of Hope burns dimmest, when the grain of Faith is a thousand times smaller than the mustard-seed—when God seems most far away, He is nearest. We have learned this with other truths, in the War. Blood and tears mingle in the collyrium with which our eyes have been bathed, that we might see.
Ah! How much heavier the burden that weighed down the big shoulders. The boy had been taken, and the mother would be heartbroken with grief. You could see her fading like a white rose near the heat of a smelting furnace. Yet all there was to do was watch and play the game. A bitter ache tightened around the man's throat, and slow tears, drawn from the depths of his pain, splashed onto the paper between his elbows, creating big blisters there. Truly, when the spark of Hope is dimmest, when Faith feels a thousand times smaller than a mustard seed—when God seems farthest away, He is closest. We have learned this along with other truths during the War. Blood and tears mix in the substance that we use to cleanse our eyes so we can see.
Saxham battled down his weakness, and rose up and went to duty. None might guess, looking at the Dop Doctor, that those hard, bright eyes had wept an hour ago. Later on, a moment serving, he went to the telephone.
Saxham pushed past his weakness, got up, and continued with his work. No one would suspect, just by looking at the Dop Doctor, that those strong, bright eyes had shed tears just an hour before. Later, on a break, he went to the phone.
"Halloa! Is this New Scotland Yard? M.P.O.? Halloa! ... I am Dr. Saxham, speaking from SS. Stanislaus and Theresa's Hospital, N.W. Can I get word with Superintendent-on-the-Executive, Donald Kirwall? Halloa! ... Thanks, I'll hold the line."
"Hello! Is this New Scotland Yard? M.P.O.? Hi! ... I’m Dr. Saxham, calling from SS. Stanislaus and Theresa's Hospital, N.W. Can I speak with Superintendent Donald Kirwall from the Executive? Hi! ... Thanks, I’ll hold."
He waited a minute, and the Superintendent answered:
He waited a minute, and the Superintendent answered:
"Halloa! Dr. Saxham? Anything we can do for you, sir?"
"Hi! Dr. Saxham? Is there anything we can assist you with, sir?"
"Yes. Put me on six good plain-clothes men at this Mass Meeting of Suffragists at the Royal Hall to-night. Can you? ... Halloa! ... I could do with eight or ten!"
"Yes. Get me six trustworthy plainclothes officers for the suffragist meeting at the Royal Hall tonight. Can you do that? ... Hey! ... Actually, I could use eight or ten!"
"Halloa! ... Well, sir, we'll do what we can. We'll be pretty strong in force there, as it happens, Marylebone and Holborn and St. James's Divisions...." Something like an official chuckle came over the line. "Mrs. Petrell in the chair, and the Clash and Fanny Higgins. We've learned to look for trouble when they get up to speak. Halloa! Beg pardon! I didn't quite hear! ..."
"Hey! ... Well, we'll do our best. We'll have a solid presence there since we have Marylebone, Holborn, and St. James's Divisions...." A formal-sounding chuckle came through the call. "Mrs. Petrell is in charge, along with the Clash and Fanny Higgins. We've learned to expect issues whenever they start to talk. Hey! Sorry! I didn’t catch that! ..."
Saxham had cursed the popular leaders.
Saxham had cursed the well-known leaders.
"Yes, I was aware they'd prevailed on Mrs. Saxham to address 'em.... Indeed, they're advertising her all over the shop.... Halloa? ... Certainly we'll put you on the plain-clothes men you ask for. But even without Police to protect her, Mrs. Saxham don't run much risk. Halloa! ... Why! ... Oh! because an uncommon big percentage of the audience on these packed nights are out-and-out loose women. Soho and Leicester Square, and all that lot.... Others come up from Poplar and Stepney and Bethnal Green and Deptford to hear Fanny Higgins. Halloa? Do they want the Vote? Well, naturally these gay women like the idea of being Represented in Parliament. If respectable females are going to get good of it, naturally the prostitutes want the Franchise. They hold that Woman Suffrage 'ud improve their conditions. Halloa! ... You don't know but what the gay women have as good a right to vote as the gay men who employ 'em? No more don't I! But whatever they are, they appreciate those who spend their lives in trying to help the unfortunate. And, West or East-Enders—the most chronic cases among 'em wouldn't suffer a finger to be laid on your wife. All the same, I'll attend to your instructions. Doors at 7. The men shall be there. Don't worry yourself! Four ready back of the Platform and four more posted right and left of the proscenium. Don't mention it! Very proud to.... Good-afternoon!"
“Yeah, I knew they got Mrs. Saxham to talk to them…. In fact, they’re promoting her everywhere…. Hey there? … Of course, we’ll assign you the plain-clothes officers you asked for. But even without police protection, Mrs. Saxham isn’t in much danger. Hey! … Oh! It’s just that a surprisingly high percentage of the audience on these busy nights are outright loose women. Soho and Leicester Square, and all those places…. Others come up from Poplar, Stepney, Bethnal Green, and Deptford to hear Fanny Higgins. Hey? Do they want the vote? Well, naturally, these women like the idea of being represented in Parliament. If respectable women are going to benefit from it, of course the sex workers want the right to vote. They believe that women’s suffrage would improve their situation. Hey! … You can’t say those women don’t have as much right to vote as the men who hire them, right? I don’t think so either! But whatever their situation, they appreciate those who dedicate their lives to helping the less fortunate. And whether from the West End or East End—the frequent offenders among them wouldn’t touch your wife. Still, I’ll take care of your instructions. Doors open at 7. The men will be there. Don’t worry! Four will be backstage and four more posted to the right and left of the proscenium. No problem at all! Very happy to.... Good afternoon!”
"Good-afternoon and thanks, Superintendent!"
"Good afternoon and thanks, Superintendent!"
And Saxham rang off, more relieved in mind than he would have cared to own. Then the horn of a motor sounded below in the Hospital courtyard, and another and another followed. Tyres crackled on gravel. The running feet of men pattered on pavement. The hall-porter whistled up the speaking-tube into the Medical Officer's Room, and Saxham went down, meeting the black-robed Mother Prioress and the Sister Superintendent on their way to the great vestibule.
Saxham hung up, feeling more relieved than he wanted to admit. Then a car horn honked in the hospital courtyard, followed by another and then another. Tires crunched on the gravel. The sound of running footsteps echoed on the pavement. The hall porter whistled into the speaking tube to the Medical Officer's Room, and Saxham went downstairs, passing by the black-robed Mother Prioress and the Sister Superintendent as they headed to the main entrance.
CHAPTER LXII
CHAPTER 62
WOUNDED FROM THE FRONT
INJURED FROM THE FRONT
The wide-leaved front doors stood open. Doctors and surgeons, theatre-assistants, students, white-habited Sisters, blue-and-white-uniformed nurses and probationers, were swarming in the great vestibule. Already a double stream of canvas stretchers, laden with still figures swathed in iodined gauze and cotton-wool padding, were being carried up the wide steps, from the big grey-painted Red Cross motor-ambulances, by R.A.M.C., and blue-uniformed bearers of St. Theresa's Association, while omnibuses, private cars, taxis from Charing Cross and Victoria were hauled up behind, waiting to disgorge their loads. And cheer upon cheer went up from the packed sidewalks and roadway; handkerchiefs waved from the windows of the nearest houses, and the passengers on the roofs of the omnibuses passing up and down Wellington Road, Edgware Road, and Praed Street, stood up and craned their necks in the fruitless endeavour to glimpse the reason of those frantic cheers.
The wide front doors were fully open. Doctors, surgeons, theater assistants, students, nurses in white uniforms, and those in blue-and-white outfits were filling the large foyer. A steady flow of canvas stretchers, carrying still bodies wrapped in iodine-soaked gauze and cotton padding, was being carried up the wide steps from the big gray-painted Red Cross ambulances by R.A.M.C. staff and blue-uniformed workers from St. Theresa's Association. Meanwhile, buses, private cars, and taxis from Charing Cross and Victoria were lined up behind, waiting to drop off their passengers. Cheers erupted from the crowded sidewalks and street; handkerchiefs waved from the windows of nearby houses, and passengers on the tops of the buses traveling up and down Wellington Road, Edgware Road, and Praed Street stood up and craned their necks in a futile attempt to see what was causing the enthusiastic cheers.
For the first convoy of wounded from the Front had reached the Hospital. These unwashed, begrimed, hairy brigands, these limping tramps in tattered khaki, these bandaged cripples leading blind comrades, were our Guards, our Gunners, our Highlanders, Kents, Middlesex men and Munsters, our Rifles and Northamptons, our Welsh and Gloucesters, our Scots Greys and Lancers, our immortals of those red-hot days of August, and their compeers, the terrible fighters of the Marne and the Aisne....
The first convoy of wounded soldiers from the Front had reached the Hospital. These unkempt, dirty, rough-looking men, limping in tattered khaki, and the bandaged veterans assisting their blinded comrades, were our Guards, Gunners, Highlanders, Kents, Middlesex, Munsters, Rifles, Northamptons, Welsh, Gloucesters, Scots Greys, and Lancers—our heroes from those scorching days in August, along with the brave fighters from the Marne and the Aisne.
They were back, full of cross-nicked, nickel-coated Mauser bullets, bits of shell and lumps of shrapnel, cheap jokes, music-hall choruses, vermin, and spunk. The reek of lysol and carbolic, the sickly whiff of dysentery and the ghastly stench of gangrene, brought back to Saxham the Hospital at Gueldersdorp, as he passed back and forth between the stretchers, issuing swift orders, briefly wording directions, marshalling his trained forces with the generalship that had distinguished him of old.
They were back, loaded with cross-nicked, nickel-plated Mauser bullets, shell fragments, and bits of shrapnel, along with cheesy jokes, music-hall lyrics, pests, and bravado. The smell of Lysol and disinfectant, the unbearable scent of dysentery, and the awful stench of gangrene reminded Saxham of the hospital in Gueldersdorp as he hurried between the stretchers, issuing quick orders, giving brief instructions, and rallying his trained team with the leadership skills that had once distinguished him.
"Doctor!"
"Doctor!"
"What is it, Ironside?" Saxham turned to speak to the Resident Medical Officer. "You look off-colour, man!"
"What's wrong, Ironside?" Saxham said, turning to the Resident Medical Officer. "You look unwell!"
"I feel off, sir. They're so damned full of grit, and cheerful! Not only the cases from the Base Hospitals, but those casualties they've sent us direct from the trenches.... Two days in the train getting to Calais—and Lord! the straw and filthiness in their wounds! And we've been told our next War'd be carried out on an absolutely Aseptic Basis, and here we are back in 1900!"
"I feel weird, sir. They're so tough and upbeat! It's not just the cases from the Base Hospitals, but also the wounded they’ve sent us directly from the trenches... Two days on the train to get to Calais—and wow, the straw and dirt in their wounds! We were told our next war would be totally sterile, and here we are back in 1900!"
"Not quite," said Saxham. "Wounds like these were never made by Boer shrapnel. Human bodies shattered beyond imagination by High Explosive, rank among the triumphs of Modern Science. After the Stone Age and the Iron Age, the Golden Age and the Age of Shoddy has come the Age of Militant Chemistry. Martianism, in a word."
"Not quite," said Saxham. "Wounds like these were never caused by Boer shrapnel. Modern Science has produced human bodies that are utterly devastated by High Explosive. After the Stone Age and the Iron Age, the Golden Age and the Age of Shoddy, we've now entered the Age of Aggressive Chemistry. That's Martianism, in a nutshell."
"It's an ugly word.... Doctor, that man over there," the speaker indicated a pair of hollow eyes staring hungrily over a huge iodine-smeared gauze muffler, "wants to know if we can save his lower jaw? Not that there's much left of it. His pal, who interprets for him, says a wounded German officer shot him in the face with his revolver, 'cos he went to give the blankety blank a drink out of his water-bottle. One of the Gunners—and not long married, according to the pal."
"It's such a horrible situation... Doctor, that guy over there," the speaker pointed to a pair of sunken eyes that were eagerly looking over a large iodine-stained gauze scarf, "wants to know if we can save his lower jaw? Not that there's much left of it. His friend, who translates for him, says a wounded German officer shot him in the face with his revolver because he tried to give the guy a drink from his water bottle. One of the gunners—and he was newly married, according to the friend."
"All right, tell him! Name him for one of my beds," Saxham said brusquely, and nodded to the owner of the desperate eyes, saying, as they flared back their gratitude: "Even if it had been 1821 in the cattle-truck, we're in the Twentieth Century here. Warn Burland," he named the anæsthetist, "for duty at once. Gaynor Gaynes and Frost to be ready with the X Ray on Flat I. Mr. Whitchett and Mr. Pridd to act as Assistant Surgeons. We'll take the worst cases straight away——"
"Okay, tell him! Name him after one of my beds," Saxham said suddenly, nodding at the owner of the desperate eyes, who responded with a look of gratitude. "Even if it was 1821 in the cattle truck, we're in the 20th century now. Let Burland know," he mentioned the anesthetist, "to get on duty right away. Prepare Gaynor Gaynes and Frost with the X-ray on Flat I. Mr. Whitchett and Mr. Pridd will serve as Assistant Surgeons. We'll take the worst cases right away——"
"But, my God, sir! most of these men are beyond Surgery," groaned Ironside, cracking his finger-joints. "Broken and mashed and rent as they are, what they need is to be re-created! ... If Christ were to look in here just now," the Medical Resident cried in his bitterness, "there'd be plenty of work in His line. New tissues to make, bony structures to re-build. Organs to replace where organs have been destroyed. He'd have done it by mixing earth with His saliva and anointing. We might as well spit on twenty per cent. of these fellows—for all the good we can do!"
"But, oh my God, sir! Most of these guys are beyond help," groaned Ironside, cracking his knuckles. "Broken, crushed, and torn apart as they are, what they really need is to be completely restored! ... If Christ were to walk in here right now," the Medical Resident exclaimed in frustration, "there'd be plenty of work for Him. New tissues to create, bones to rebuild, organs to replace where they've been destroyed. He could do it by mixing dirt with His saliva and anointing. We might as well just give up on twenty percent of these people—for all the good we can do!"
"Give them liquid nourishment—brandy where necessary, and send those I've tagged up to the theatre. No waiting to wash—in their cases. And remember my Gunner gets the first look-in!"
"Get them some drinks—brandy if necessary—and send the ones I've marked to the theater. There's no time to prepare for them. And remember, my Gunner gets first pick!"
Saxham turned and ran at speed, making for the nearest elevator, found it just going up full of stretcher-cases lying close packed as sardines, turned and shot up the stone staircase three steps at a time to the first floor, glittering with white enamel, polished oak, brass fittings and cleanliness, under the discreet radiance of shaded electric lights. The centre space was occupied by the tribune engirdling the domed Sanctuary of the Chapel. Short corridors tastefully adorned with red-enamelled buckets, blue glass bombs of chemical fire-extinguisher, and snaky coils of brass-fitted hose, led to long wards running east, west, north, and south.
Saxham turned and quickly ran toward the nearest elevator, which was just going up, crowded with stretcher cases packed in tightly. He switched directions and sprinted up the stone staircase, taking three steps at a time to the first floor, which gleamed with white enamel, polished oak, brass fittings, and cleanliness, all illuminated by the soft glow of shaded electric lights. The central area featured a tribune around the domed Sanctuary of the Chapel. Short corridors were elegantly decorated with red-enamel buckets, blue glass fire-extinguishers, and winding coils of brass-fitted hoses, leading to long wards that extended in all directions: east, west, north, and south.
"Eh, Doctor!"
"Hey, Doctor!"
A fair-faced, gentle-eyed Sister of Mercy, in the wide-winged starched linen cap and guimpe, and white twill nursing-habit with the black Cross, stood near the lift, talking to a tall, raw-boned, white-haired Surgeon-General of the R.A.M.C. She greeted Saxham's appearance with a little womanly cry:
A gentle-looking, soft-eyed Sister of Mercy, dressed in a wide, starched linen cap and a dress, along with a white nursing uniform that had a black Cross, stood by the elevator, talking with a tall, tough-looking, white-haired Surgeon-General of the R.A.M.C. She greeted Saxham's arrival with a light, feminine exclamation:
"Eh, Doctor! Never it rains buddit pours." There was a hint of Lancashire in her dialect. "The R.A.M.C. have sent us ten more cases. Dear, dear!—but we'll have our hands full."
"Oh, Doctor! It’s never just a little rain, it really pours." There was a trace of Lancashire in her accent. "The R.A.M.C. has sent us ten more cases. Wow!—we're going to be busy."
"Then you'll be happy, Sister-Superintendent. I've never known you so beamingly contented as when you were regularly run off your feet, and hadn't a minute to say your Rosary. Anything specially interesting, Sir Duncan?"
"Then you'll be happy, Sister-Superintendent. I’ve never seen you as happily content as when you were always busy and didn’t have a moment to say your Rosary. Anything particularly interesting, Sir Duncan?"
"Aweel!" The broad Scots tongue of Taggart droned the bagpipe-note as of old. "Aweel! There's an abdawminal or twa I'd like ye to throw your 'ee over—an' a G.P. that ye will find in your line. Fracture o' the lumbar vairtebra from shrapnel—received ten o'clock yesterday morr'ning!—an' some cases o' shellitis, wi' intermittent accesses o' raging mania an' intervals o' mild delusions—an' ane will gar you draw on the Medical Officer's Emergency List o' Abbreviated Observations I supplied ye wi' a guid few years agone."
"Well!" Taggart's strong Scottish accent echoed the sound of bagpipes like it used to. "Well! There’s a couple of abdominal issues I’d like you to check out—and a GP that you’ll find helpful. A fractured lumbar vertebra from shrapnel—sustained at ten o'clock yesterday morning!—and some cases of shell shock, featuring intermittent episodes of severe mania and moments of mild delusions—and one will prompt you to refer to the Medical Officer's Emergency List of Abbreviated Observations I gave you a while back."
"I've not forgotten."
"I haven't forgotten."
"I'm no' dootin' but ye have found it unco' useful." Taggart's frosty eyelashes twinkled. "It has saved my ain face from shame mair times than I daur tell." He quoted, relishingly: "M.B.A.—Might Be Anything! G.O.K.—Guid Only Knows! L.F.A.—Luik for Alcohol. A.D.T.—Any Damned Thing! 'Toch, Sister, I beg your parr-don! The word slipped oot—I have nae other excuse! But my case o' shell-shock, Saxham. What say ye to an involuntary simuleetion o' rigor mortis? A man sane an' sound an' hale—clampit by his relentless imagination into the shape o' a Polwheal Air-Course Finder, or a pair o' dividers. Half open, ye ken. Ye may stand him on the ground upo' his feet, an' his neb is pointing at the daisies—or ye may lie him o' his back in bed—an' his taes are tickling the stars. Am thinking it long till I'm bringing ye thegither! But ye are busied. I'll no' keep ye the noo."
"I have no doubt you’ve found it really useful." Taggart's icy eyelashes sparkled. "It has saved me from embarrassment more times than I can count." He quoted with delight: "M.B.A.—Might Be Anything! G.O.K.—God Only Knows! L.F.A.—Look for Alcohol. A.D.T.—Any Damned Thing! 'Excuse me, Sister, I’m really sorry! That word slipped out—I have no other excuse! But my shell-shock, Saxham. What do you say to an involuntary simulation ofrigor mortis? A man who is sane, sound, and healthy—caught by his unstoppable imagination and turned into a Polwheal Air-Course Finder, or a pair of dividers. Partly open, you see. You can set him on the ground on his feet, and his nose points at the daisies—or you can lay him on his back in bed—and his toes touch the stars. I think it won’t be long before I bring you two together! But you’re busy. I won’t take up your time right now.
Racing for the second lift, just emptied of its sorrowful burden, the big shirt-sleeved Doctor checked in his stride and touched the handle of a sliding door. The door shot back noiselessly in its grooving. Saxham was in a cushioned tribune high above the level of the chapel Altar. The scent of flowers and the perfume of incense hung like a benison on the still air of the sacred place.
Hurrying to the second elevator, which had just been cleared of its heavy cargo, the big doctor in his short sleeves stopped to grab the handle of a sliding door. The door opened quietly on its track. Saxham was sitting in a cushioned section high above the chapel altar. The smell of flowers and the scent of incense filled the calm air of the sacred space like a blessing.
In one of the carved stalls of the nave the figure of a priest in cassock and biretta sat reading from a breviary. It was the Chaplain, waiting in readiness to be called to administer Holy Unction and Viaticum to some Catholic soul about to depart. In the choir behind the high Altar a slight girl, in the frilled cap and prim black gown of the Novitiate, knelt on a rush-bottomed prie-dieu absorbed in meditation, her black Rosary twisted round her clasped hands. Prayers that are most earnest are frequently incoherent. Saxham formulated no petition as he knelt there in the tribune, but the cry of his heart to the Divine Hearer might have been construed into words like these:
In one of the carved stalls in the nave, a priest in a cassock and biretta was reading from a breviary. It was the Chaplain, ready to be called to perform Holy Unction and Viaticum for a Catholic soul about to pass away. In the choir behind the high altar, a slender girl in a frilled cap and a simple black gown of the Novitiate knelt on a rush-bottomed prie-dieu, lost in meditation, her black rosary wrapped around her clasped hands. The most sincere prayers are often hard to express. Saxham didn’t form any specific request as he knelt there in the tribune, but the longing in his heart toward the Divine Listener could have been articulated in words like these:
"If Thou wert here in the visible Body as when of old Thou didst walk on earth with Thy Disciples, Thou wouldst heal these broken sons of Thine with Thy look. Thy Touch, Thy Word! Yet art Thou here—for Thou hast said it, ever present for Thy Faithful in Spirit, Flesh, and Blood. Help O Helper! Heal O Healer! Lord Jesus, present in the Blessed Sacrament of the Altar, give power and wisdom to Thy servant. Aid me, working in the dark by my little flame of hard-won knowledge, to preserve life, Thou Giver of Life! Amen."
"If You were here in the flesh like You were long ago when You walked the earth with Your Disciples, You would heal these broken children of Yours with just a glance. Your Touch, Your Word! Yet You are here—because You’ve said so, always present for Your Faithful in Spirit, Flesh, and Blood. Help, O Helper! Heal, O Healer! Lord Jesus, present in the Blessed Sacrament of the Altar, grant power and wisdom to Your servant. Support me as I work in the dark with my small light of hard-earned knowledge, to preserve life, You Giver of Life! Amen."
So having prayed, the Dop Doctor went up to the theatre and wrought mightily, doing wonderful things in the way of patching and botching the broken bodies of men. Later, as he sat in the Harley Street dining-room playing the courteous, attentive host to sad-eyed, wistful Madame van der Heuvel and her two pretty daughters—for Lynette had dined earlier on account of the Suffrage Meeting—he heard a latch-key in the front-door and Patrine's well-known step in the hall.
After praying, the Dop Doctor went up to the theater and worked diligently, accomplishing impressive feats in repairing the injured bodies of men. Later, while sitting in the dining room on Harley Street, being a courteous and attentive host to the sorrowful yet hopeful Madame van der Heuvel and her two beautiful daughters—since Lynette had eaten earlier because of the Suffrage Meeting—he heard a key in the front door and recognized Patrine's familiar footsteps in the hallway.
He excused himself, rose and went out, and spoke to his niece. She made a croaking sound in answer, as unlike the voice of Patrine as the pinched and sunken face revealed by the hall electroliers, resembled the face of dead David's handsome girl. The mouth hung lax. The cheeks had fallen. The eyes stared blank and tearless, from hollow caves under the broad black eyebrows. He said with a pricking of foreboding:
He apologized, got up, and went outside to talk to his niece. She replied with a croaking sound, completely different from Patrine’s voice, just as her pinched and sunken face, lit by the hallway lights, looked nothing like the beautiful girl from David's past. Her mouth was drooping, her cheeks were sagging, and her eyes were wide open and dry, staring blankly from the deep hollows beneath her thick black eyebrows. He said, feeling a strange sense of unease:
"You have had a long day! ..."
"You've had a long day! ..."
"Not long enough to tire me. I am made of india-rubber, I think, and steel."
"Not long enough to tire me out. I feel like I'm made of rubber and steel."
He considered her a moment with grave, keen eyes that had no gleam of curiosity.
He stared at her for a moment with serious, piercing eyes that revealed no hint of curiosity.
"Sherbrand is well? He returned from France in safety?"
"Is Sherbrand alright? Did he make it back safely from France?"
"He was quite in the pink when he arrived—and ditto when he left. Not that he had much time. A wireless came, ordering him to replace an aviator of the Royal Flying Corps, killed on observation-duty—or whatever it is they call it—with our fellows on the new Front. Rough on him, but he took it smiling. No, thanks! I'm not keen on dinner.... You won't mind if I go to my room?"
He was really cheerful when he got here—and still the same when he left. Although he didn’t have much time. A message came in, telling him to replace a pilot from the Royal Flying Corps who was killed on duty—or however they phrase it—with our guys at the new Front. Tough luck for him, but he handled it well. "No, thanks! I'm not really up for dinner.... Do you mind if I head to my room?"
"One moment. Have you had food to-day?" he asked her.
"One moment. Have you eaten today?" he asked her.
"I forget.... Yes, of course! There was luncheon at one o'clock. The people at the Air Station did us tremendously well." Her mouth twisted. "I think it better to tell you and Lynette that Alan Sherbrand and I have said ta-ta!" She tried to smile. "I'm back on your hands like a bad penny!" Her eyes seemed all black between their narrowed lids.
"I forgot.... Yes, right! There was lunch at one o'clock. The people at the Air Station were really generous with us." Her mouth twisted. "I think it's best to let you and Lynette know that Alan Sherbrand and I have parted ways!" She tried to smile. "I'm back in your lives like a bad penny!" Her eyes looked dark between their narrowed lids.
They were quite alone, no servant within hearing, and the dining-room door was shut. Came the Doctor's low-toned question:
They were entirely alone, with no servants around, and the dining room door was shut. Then the Doctor spoke in a gentle voice:
"Has any—third person made mischief between you two?"
"Has anyone else caused issues between you two?"
"No, nobody has blabbed to him about anything. But—he's wise enough now, as regards this child. Particularly wide-O!" The black, glittering eyes looked dry and hard as enamel. Her teeth again showed in that mirthless grin. "I don't suppose he has the ghost of an illusion left.... Women—most women would say I was a howling fool to make a clean breast of it. I never meant to—I can swear!—when first we got engaged. I used to call his goodness stodgy. I think I despised him for it in certain moods of mine. You've never realised the kind of beast I can be. But more and more, I got to respect him! And suddenly—I knew that if I married him under false colours—letting him believe me to be what I amn't—even though he never found me out—I'd—never have been able to shake hands with myself again!"
"No, nobody has mentioned anything to him about it. But—he's smart enough about this kid now. Especially wide-O!" Her dark, shiny eyes looked dry and hard like enamel. Her teeth showed again in that joyless grin. "I don’t think he has any illusions left... Women—most women would call me a complete fool for being honest about it. I never meant to—I swear!—when we first got engaged. I used to think his goodness was boring. I think I even despised him for it in some of my moods. You’ve never realized what a terrible person I can be. But more and more, I came to respect him! And suddenly—I knew that if I married him under false pretenses—making him think I’m something I’m not—even if he never found out—I’d—never be able to look at myself in the mirror again!"
She moved to the stairs, the sleeve of her coat brushing the Doctor's great shoulder.
She walked toward the stairs, the sleeve of her coat barely brushing against the Doctor's strong shoulder.
"Don't you suppose God had it all his own way," she said in that odd, strangled voice that wasn't like Patrine's. "There were minutes when the World, and the Flesh, and the Devil were jolly well to the fore. Alan would marry me to-morrow if I used the power I could use. But I won't! I won't! It'd not be playing the decent, straight game. So I let him call me heartless, and piffle like that, and then the game seemed hardly worth playing. I'd have thrown up my cards—only the Recall came. And we said good-bye, and I saw him fly away like a great white bird, over the water. And I'm so strong—so horribly strong—that I stood it and didn't die.... Even if Alan's killed at the Front I shan't die.... Ah-h! ... You mustn't touch me!" Her hands plucked themselves violently from Saxham's that would have enfolded them. "I could stand anything better than pity. Being pitied would kill me—though I'm so awfully strong!"
"Don't you think God always got his way?" she said in that strange, tense voice that wasn't like Patrine's. "There were times when the World, the Flesh, and the Devil were right in front of me. Alan would marry me tomorrow if I used the power I __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."coulduse. But I won't! I won't! That wouldn't be playing by the decent, honest rules. So I let him call me heartless and keep talking like that, and then it felt like the game wasn't worth it at all. I would have given up my cards—if it weren't for the Recall. And we said goodbye, and I watched him fly away like a big white bird over the water. And I'm so strong—so unbelievably strong—that I managed to get through it without dying.... Even if Alan gets killed at the Front I won't die....Ah-h!"You can't touch me!" Her hands pulled away from Saxham's that were about to grab them. "I can handle anything better than pity. Being pitied would destroy me—even though I'm really strong!"
"Then trust us not to pity you—only to love you. That I look upon you as a daughter is no secret to you, I think?"
"So, don't expect us to feel sorry for you—just to love you. I think it's pretty clear that I see you as a daughter, right?"
"No, dear!" She stroked his sleeve, not lifting her pitifully reddened eyelids, and then he felt her start. "Uncle Owen!" Her hand clenched upon his arm, and her tear-blurred eyes sought his. "I must tell you.... He had news to give me to-day—of Bawne!"
"No, sweetheart!" She softly touched his sleeve, keeping her puffy eyelids down, and then he felt her flinch. "Uncle Owen!" Her hand gripped his arm tighter, and her tear-filled eyes looked up at him. "I have to tell you... He had news for me today—about Bawne!"
"Nothing worse, thank God!—than what I know already," Saxham commented when she had told. He stood in silence a moment, mastering himself, and the electric hall-light showed in his harsh square visage the ravages that grief had wrought.
"Thank God there’s nothing worse than what I already know," Saxham said after she finished sharing. He stood quiet for a moment, gathering himself, and the bright hall light emphasized the effect that grief had on his sharp, square face.
"How you have suffered! If only I could do something to comfort you!" she muttered. "And Lynette. Do you know—there are days"—a sob caught her breath—"when I daren't even look at Lynette."
"You've been through a lot! I wish I could do something to help you feel better!" she whispered. "And Lynette. You know—there are days"—a sob cut her off—"when I can't even stand to look at Lynette."
"It is so with me!" His voice was deep and quiet and sorrowful. "Old Webster probed deep with his Elizabethan goose-quill, when he wrote of the
"That's exactly how I feel!" His voice was deep, calm, and filled with sadness. "Old Webster went deep with his Elizabethan quill when he wrote about the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."
"Gray that wastes a beautiful womanJust like wax melts in the flame."
Pray for us both, my dear, and believe that you are a comfort to us."
Please pray for both of us, my dear, and know that you bring us comfort.
She said with a laugh that was half a sob: "I might have made a hole in the water at Seasheere, or jumped out of the train on the way back, I daresay, but for the thought of you both. Or, if it wasn't that stopped me, my joss was on the job."
She laughed, her voice wavering as if she might cry: "I probably would have made a scene in the water at Seasheere, or jumped off the train on the way back, I bet, if I hadn’t been thinking about both of you. Or, if that wasn't what stopped me, it was just my luck."
"I had rather say your Guardian Angel."
"I'd rather say your Guardian Angel."
"Do you think any self-respecting Guardian Angel could possibly bother about a regular bad egg like me?"
"Do you really think any self-respecting Guardian Angel would care about an average loser like me?"
"Mine did—when my wife married me and I was a peculiarly bad egg."
"Mine did—when my wife married me and I was a really terrible person."
"You, you dear!" She suddenly caught him round the neck and hugged him strenuously. "Do you think I don't know—haven't always known how my father and mother treated you!"
"You, you dear!" She suddenly wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. "Do you think I don't know—haven't always known how my parents treated you?"
"Time heals wounds of that kind," said Saxham, as they turned together from the foot of the staircase, and, still keeping a protecting arm about David's daughter, he reached his hat and stick from the hall-stand, "though you may doubt the statement now."
"Time heals those kinds of wounds," Saxham said as they turned together from the bottom of the staircase. Still keeping a protective arm around David's daughter, he picked up his hat and stick from the hall stand. "Even if you might not believe that right now."
"I can't. I'd only have to look at mother to——"
"I can't. I would just have to look at my mom to——"
"To remember that she is your mother!"
"Don’t forget, she’s your mom!"
His tone was final in its closure of the subject. But in his heart he thanked frail Mildred once again for her ancient treachery, as he went out to the waiting car, and sped through London's murky streets to the North-West suburb where stands the Hospital.
His tone was firm, ending the conversation. But inside, he quietly valued fragile Mildred for her past betrayal as he walked to the waiting car and raced through London's gritty streets to the North-West suburb where the hospital was located.
Patrine went upstairs, holding by the balusters and feeling chilly and old. In the prettily furnished sitting-room, communicating with her chintzy bedroom, were her letters, and a deep cardboard box stood upon a table. It had been sent on to Harley Street from the Club, and bore the address of a Regent Street florist, whose showy establishment boasted a German name.
Patrine went upstairs, gripping the banister and feeling cold and exhausted. In the nicely decorated living room, which connected to her colorful bedroom, were her letters, and a large cardboard box sat on a table. It had been sent to Harley Street from the Club and had the address of a florist on Regent Street, whose flashy shop had a German name.
The fragrance of roses with a musky after-tang in their sweetness permeated the atmosphere. There were no roses amongst the flowers on the chimney-shelf and cabinets. It occurred to Patrine that there must be roses in the box.
The air was filled with the scent of roses mixed with a musky undertone. There weren't any roses among the flowers on the mantel and shelves. Patrine figured there had to be roses in the box.
Her head was throbbing and her eyes smarted. She threw off her hat and coat, pitched them down upon the chintzy sofa, switched off the electric lights, let up the blinds, pulled a chair close to the open window, and sat down, resting her folded arms on the clean, dustless sill.
Her head was throbbing and her eyes were in pain. She took off her hat and coat, tossed them onto the ugly sofa, turned off the lights, pulled up the blinds, moved a chair next to the open window, and sat down, resting her folded arms on the clean, dust-free sill.
Sitting there, staring out into the semi-obscurity of Harley Street, with the late cabs and motors sliding past and the distant roar of Oxford Street in her ears, she asked herself:
Sitting there, gazing into the dim light of Harley Street, with late-night cabs and cars driving by and the distant sounds of Oxford Street in her ears, she wondered:
"Have I behaved like an honourable woman or—a blithering idiot? That's what I want to know?"
"Have I behaved like a respectable woman or—like a total idiot? That's what I want to know?"
She waited. Not one pat on the back was vouchsafed by an approving Conscience. The indicator of the dial slowly travelled in the direction of the blitherer. Patrine shut her hot, dry eyes, and began to conjure up the day that had gone over. Its sweetness was rendered infinitely sweeter, its bitterness a hundredfold more poignant by the knowledge that it was the last, the very last.
She waited. Not a single pat on the back was given by an approving Conscience. The dial's indicator slowly moved toward the chatterbox. Patrine shut her hot, dry eyes and began to remember the day that had just passed. Its sweetness felt even sweeter, and its bitterness felt a hundred times more intense, knowing that it was the last, the very last.
If she lived to be old, old, old, she knew she would never live to forget Seasheere. The smell of the hot thyme and sun-baked grasses of the cliffs, the rhythmic frrsh! of the salt waves upon its shingle, the shrill piping of its gulls, and pale blue of its skies would never fade, never cease, never be silent, never alter.... For on Seasheere cliffs her Wind of Joy had blown for the last time.
If she lived to a really old age, she knew she would never forget Seasheere. The scent of the warm thyme and sun-dried grasses of the cliffs, the steadyfrrsh!The sound of the salt waves against the pebbles, the sharp cries of the gulls, and the light blue of the skies would never fade, never stop, never go silent, never change.... For on the Seasheere cliffs, her Wind of Joy had blown for the last time.
CHAPTER LXIII
CHAPTER 63
BAWNE FINDS A FRIEND
BAWNE MAKES A FRIEND
The machine that could hover like Sherbrand's "Bird of War" had come down in the Market Place. A big grey two-seater monoplane, with the rounded cleft bird-tail and wings of the German Taube type. You could see a number on its side and three big black Maltese crosses, and the profile heads of pilot and passenger showing up in strong relief against the blackened ruins of the Town Hall.
The machine that could hover like Sherbrand's "Bird of War" had arrived in the marketplace. It was a big gray two-seater monoplane, featuring a rounded split bird-tail and wings similar to the German Taube design. You could see a number on its side along with three large black Maltese crosses, with the profiles of the pilot and passenger clearly visible against the charred remains of the Town Hall.
A bomb hung in its wire cage-holder on the visible side of the fuselage. It struck Franky that the airman must be profoundly sure of himself, or culpably reckless to have come down before getting rid of the thing. A swivel-mounting like a barless capital A supported a machine-gun above the radius of the tractor, and well within reach of the pilot's hand.
A bomb was secured in its wire holder on the visible side of the fuselage. Franky realized that the airman must have been either fully confident in his skills or dangerously reckless for landing without disposing of it first. A swivel mount shaped like a barless capital A held a machine gun above the radius of the tractor, making it easily accessible to the pilot.
The pilot got down. He was tall and big, with a red moustache; a man whose natural height and bulk were so augmented by the padded helmet topped with the now-raised goggles, the pneumatic jacket girt in by a broad band of webbing, supporting a brace of large revolvers, and the heavy bandolier he carried, that the figure of his companion, scrambling after him, seemed that of a mere dwarf.
The pilot got off. He was tall and big, with a red mustache; a guy whose natural height and size were even more striking due to the padded helmet with the goggles now pushed up, the pneumatic jacket tightened by a wide webbing belt holding a set of large revolvers, and the heavy bandolier he wore, making his companion, who was hurrying after him, look tiny in comparison.
The man who saw, per medium of the rakishly-angled looking-glass yet hanging on the wall of the wrecked parlour, conceived a horror of the Troll-like creature in its big helmet, and the full-sized oilskins that hung in folds about its diminutive body, the skirts reaching nearly to the ground. When the two passed beyond the mirror's area of reflection, the doubt whether they might not have discovered his whereabouts and be stealthily creeping up from the rear to attack him, made him shudder, and brought the perspiration starting in the hollows of his sunken temples and cheeks.
The man who witnessed,throughThe oddly angled mirror still hanging on the wall of the ruined living room gave him a sense of dread towards the troll-like figure in its large helmet and the oversized rain gear that hung loosely around its small body, nearly touching the ground. When the two moved out of the mirror's view, the fear that they might have found him and were quietly sneaking up from behind to attack made him shiver, causing sweat to form in the hollows of his sunken temples and cheeks.
Minutes passed. He waited with his eyes upon the mirror. Someone was approaching from the direction of the Market Place, keeping well under the broken walls of the houses fringing the narrow trottoir. Where an avalanche of tiles and brickwork had fallen, he must perforce skirt the obstacle, and thus for an instant be reflected in the glass. Meanwhile the sound of nearing footsteps—sometimes muffled in thick dust, or clicking over cobblestones, or tripping and stumbling among bricks and rubble—grew more distinct. The red-moustached giant could not walk so lightly. It must be the Troll—could be no one but the Troll! The suspense of waiting had tensed into unbearable agony when the sound of a voice crying broke out in the deathly silence of the place.
Minutes passed. He waited, watching the mirror. Someone was approaching from the direction of the Market Place, staying close to the crumbling walls of the houses along the narrowtrottoirWhere a pile of tiles and bricks had collapsed, he had to navigate around the obstacle, and for a moment, he caught a glimpse of himself in the glass. Meanwhile, the sound of approaching footsteps—sometimes muffled by thick dust, or clicking over cobblestones, or stumbling among bricks and debris—grew louder. The red-moustached giant couldn’t move that quietly. It had to be the Troll—no one else could it be! The tension of waiting had turned into unbearable agony when the sound of a voice calling out shattered the deadly silence of the place.
"Oh, oh!" Like a woman or a child's uncontrolled wailing. "Oh—the poor men! Oh, the poor women and the li-ittle ch-ildren! Oh!" and da capo, working up to a crescendo of agony, and dying away in heartbreaking sobs. It was so strange—not that there should be weeping in these razed and ravaged streets, but that the voice that wept should be a voice of England—that it begot in the helpless man who heard doubts of his own sanity, and a reckless desire to dissipate such doubts. He heard himself call out: "Who is crying there?"
"Oh, oh!" like the unrestrained cries of a woman or a child. "Oh—the poor men! Oh, the poor women and the li-ittle ch-ildren! Oh!" andda capo, escalating to a peak of pain and fading into sorrowful sobs. It was odd—not that there would be crying in these devastated streets, but that the voice wailing belonged to England—that it stirred feelings of uncertainty in the helpless man who heard it, along with a reckless desire to dismiss those doubts. He heard himself yell: "Who is crying over there?"
And a treble voice piped back, and stumbling over the moraine of débris tongueing from the avalanche of broken tiles and masonry, came—not the Troll-dwarf in his huge disguising helmet and outsized pneumatic jacket—but an urchin of twelve or thirteen—in the familiar dress of a Boy Scout—minus the smasher hat and staff.
Then a high-pitched voice replied, and as it stumbled over the pile ofdebrisLeft by the avalanche of broken tiles and bricks came—not the Troll-dwarf in his heavy disguise and oversized jacket—but a kid around twelve or thirteen—dressed like a Boy Scout—without the pith helmet and staff.
"Me for the gay old life!" meditated Franky. "Thought I was getting groggy in the upper works—and now I know it! A British Boy Scout in his little khaki shirt, with a row of gadgets on his left sleeve, and ribbon tags to his little garters, all on his little lone in the middle of this—Gehenna!" He spoke to the fever that galloped through his veins in the tone of a patron presiding at the test-display of a Cinema Film Company: "Pretty good, but you can do better. Roll along with a troop of blue-eyed Girl Guides, old Touch-and-Go!"
"Cheers to a good life!" Franky thought. "I felt a bit off in my head—and now I'm definitely sure! A British Boy Scout in his little khaki shirt, with a bunch of gadgets on his left sleeve and ribbon tags on his little garters, all alone in the middle of this—Hell!" He spoke to the fever racing through his veins like an audience member at a movie screening: "Not bad, but you can do better. Keep it moving with a group of blue-eyed Girl Guides, old Touch-and-Go!"
The Scout's figure vanished out of the glass. There was a sound of scratching and scrambling. The broken floor jarred to the impact of a light body, and a boyish treble called:
The Scout's silhouette vanished from the glass. There was a sound of scratching and scrambling. The cracked floor trembled from the impact of a small body, and a youthful voice shouted:
"Is—is anybody here? Anybody—English?"
"Is anyone here? Anyone—English?"
The voice quavered on the last word. Franky knew that this was delirium. He grinned under his four-days' beard, and the grime and soot and plaster that masked him, and answered in a series of Bantu clicks, so leather-dry was his tongue:
The voice shook on the last word. Franky recognized that this was delirium. He smiled beneath his four-day-old beard, mixed with dirt, soot, and plaster that covered him, and replied with a series of Bantu clicks, as his tongue was extremely dry:
"Me as per descrip: to fol: Young British sossifer of good fam: irrepro: ref: and tophole edu: badly dam: by Hun shell! Greatly in need of the com: of a ref: Chris: ho: Mus: in the eve: and intell: conver: greatly appre:" He shut his stiff eyelids and opened them again, but the imaginary Scout had not gone.
"Here’s a description of me: a young British guy from a good family, with a solid reference and a great education, but unfortunately injured by a German shell! I'm really in need of the company of a reference named Chris, who must appreciate intelligent conversation in the evening." He closed his stiff eyelids and opened them again, but the imagined Scout was still there.
"You're dreadfully—hurt. Couldn't I do—something?" the treble voice piped. Its owner was now squatting on his heels in the shade of Franky's penthouse of planks. The knuckles he rested on the floor were cracked and grimy, and his deeply-freckled, fair-complexioncd face was lined, and anxious and thin. His blue eyes were swollen with crying, though his sensitive lips wore a wistful, crooked smile. "You are real?" he asked wistfully, and Franky answered, huskily:
"You're really hurt. Is there anything I can do to help?" the high-pitched voice chimed in. Its owner was now squatting on his heels in the shade of Franky's makeshift wooden shelter. The knuckles he rested on the floor were cracked and dirty, and his heavily-freckled, light-complexioned face was lined, anxious, and thin. His blue eyes were puffy from crying, yet his delicate lips wore a sad, lopsided smile. "You"are"Is it real?" he asked earnestly, and Franky replied, hoarsely:
"Rather! In fact, I'm a lot more real than you. Who are you, since we're gettin' personal?" He repeated slowly after the boy:
"Definitely! In fact, I'm way more authentic than you. So, who are you now that we're getting personal?" He said slowly, repeating the boy's words:
"'Bawne Mildare Saxham, Scout No. 22. Fox Patrol, 331st London W.' Seems good enough." He shut his hot eyes wearily. "But if you're solid—you'd get me a drink!"
"'Bawne Mildare Saxham, Scout No. 22. Fox Patrol, 331st London W.' Sounds good." He shut his weary eyes. "But if you're genuine—you'd bring me a drink!"
There was a little stir. The Scout had gone. Franky knew it without opening his eyes, yielding to the deadly sinking faintness engendered by the effort of speech. A mountainous weight crushed his chest, and his legs were cold and heavy as ingots of pig-iron. It occurred to him that at this rate the—wind-up—could not be far off. And a great horror fell upon him like a pall, and cold sweat broke forth and streamed upon his haggard face and broken body. Death for one who so loved Life and the pleasant things of a commonplace existence.... A cricket-match, a day with the hounds, a funny revue, a game of polo, a break at billiards, a clinking run with the car, a fine cigar. Mess in camp after the hard day's march, long, cool drinks with bits of ice tinkling in the tumbler. That new, fierce pleasure tasted in his first experience of real fighting.... And oh! how much sweeter than these the scent of Margot's hair, the light of Margot's eyes, the clasp of her arms about his neck, the hope of fatherhood, never now to be realised....
There was a bit of a stir. The Scout was missing. Franky sensed it without even opening his eyes, succumbing to the intense weakness from trying to speak. A heavy weight pushed down on his chest, and his legs felt cold and heavy like iron blocks. He thought that at this pace, the end couldn't be far off. A deep sense of fear engulfed him, and cold sweat began to pour down his tired face and battered body. Death for someone who loved Life and the simple pleasures of everyday existence... A cricket match, a day out with the hounds, a funnyrevue, a polo match, a break for billiards, an exciting drive in the car, a premium cigar. Meals in camp after a long march, long, refreshing drinks with ice clinking in the glass. That deep satisfaction he experienced during his first real taste of combat... And oh! how much sweeter than all these was the scent of Margot's hair, the light in Margot's eyes, the way her arms wrapped around his neck, the hope of fatherhood, which would never happen...
"My little chap!" he muttered, and his heart wept, but no tears came to his arid eyes. Then something cold touched his mouth. The rim of a cup with water in it. "Thank you!" he said, after a gulping draught, opening his eyes with the sense of reviving coolness stealing through his parched vitals. "That's—absolutely IT!"
"My little guy!" he whispered, and his heart ached, but no tears came to his dry eyes. Then something cold touched his lips. The rim of a cup filled with water. "Thank you!" he said, after taking a big gulp, opening his eyes as the refreshing coolness spread through his parched body. "That's—exactly what I needed!"
The boyish treble said with a quaver in it:
The youthful voice shook as he spoke:
"If I set this can beside you—I got the water from the pipe that is running—and the broken cup near it, could you manage to dip it in? Are you able to move this hand?"
"If I place this can next to you—I got the water from the tap—and put the broken cup nearby, could you dip it in? Can you move this hand?"
"First class!" whispered Franky, lifting the member a very little way and dropping it again. "The—the other arm came in for it when the shrapper hit me in the ribs.... Halloa! Chocolate," for a bit touched his lips and was gently pushed between them. "That reminds me. I've an iron ration somewhere about me. No—they took my pack off when I got crumped up." It had seemed only—decent to Franky in those days of endless foot-slogging, to carry a pack and a Lee-Enfield and fare no better than his men. "Frightfully obliged. But I won't take this." This being another scrap of chocolate. "Is thy servant a Boche that he should stodge kid's grub?"
"First class!" Franky whispered, lifting the piece slightly before letting it drop. "The other arm got hit when the shrapnel struck me in the ribs... Hey! Chocolate," he said as a piece brushed his lips and was gently pushed between them. "That reminds me. I've got some emergency rations around here somewhere. No—they took my pack off when I got all crumpled up." Franky thought it only fair to carry a pack and a Lee-Enfield during those long days of marching, without expecting better treatment than his men. "Really grateful. But I won't take this." This referred to another piece of chocolate. "Am I German or something that I should eat kid's food?"
"You're English!" The blue eyes were full of hungry worship. "Man alive!" quavered the boyish treble, "you don't know how I've wanted to hear an English voice again. Tell me"—he panted and was pale under his multitudinous freckles, and the beating of the childish heart shook the thin young frame—"the Germans haven't beaten England—and sunk our Navy, and wiped out our Army—and killed the King, and Lord Roberts, and the Chief Scout, and Lord Kitchener, and—and my father and mother and everyone?"
"You're from England!" The blue eyes sparkled with eager admiration. "Wow!" the boyish voice trembled, "you have no idea how much I've wanted to hear an English voice again. Tell me"—he gasped and looked pale under his many freckles, and the quickening heartbeat shook his frail young body—"the Germans haven't beaten England—sunk our Navy, wiped out our Army—and killed the King, and Lord Roberts, and the Chief Scout, and Lord Kitchener, and—and my mom and dad and everyone?"
"No!" said the wounded man, and his faint whisper was as convincing as though the negative had been shouted with the full strength of vigorous lungs. "Is that the kind of lie they've been pitching you? Perhaps it does 'em good to believe it! Let 'em, if they like. It'll never be true!"
"No!" said the wounded man, and his faint whisper was just as convincing as if he had shouted the denial with all his strength. "Is that the kind of lie they’ve been telling you? Maybe it makes them feel better to believe it! Let them, if that's what they want. It will never be true!"
"I knew it couldn't!" The clear treble had lost its quaver. "And yet there were times when I was funky. He seemed so awfully sure at—the beginning! And—the Enemy never stops—rubbing it in!"
"I knew it couldn't!" The clear voice had regained its steadiness. "But there were still moments when I felt out of sorts."He"seemed so incredibly confident at the beginning! And—the Enemy never stops—rubbing it in!"
"Who is the Enemy?"
"Who is the Enemy?"
"His name is von Herrnung. And—and I must go now, for—for your sake." The eyes flickered, and their pupils dilated to wide circles of frightened blackness. "He might wake up—and come—and find you. And if he found you——"
"His name is von Herrnung. And—I have to go now, for your sake." The eyes flickered, and their pupils widened into large, frightened black circles. "He might wake up—and come—and find you. And if he finds you——"
When the arteries have been almost depleted by hæmorrhage, and the strength of the body has ebbed to vanishing point, the brain is sometimes dazzlingly clear. Thus, though the faint whisper barely reached the ear of the other, the haggard eyes looking out of the begrimed and unshaven face of the man lying in the blood-soaked stretcher were alert and observant. He said reassuringly:
When the arteries are almost drained from bleeding and the body's strength has diminished, the mind can occasionally be unexpectedly clear. So, even though the soft whisper barely reached the other person's ear, the tired eyes looking out from the grimy, unshaven face of the man lying on the bloodstained stretcher were alert and conscious. He said reassuringly:
"He won't come just yet. Tell me more about him, and all about yourself."
"He isn't coming right now. Tell me more about him and yourself."
How strangely lined and pinched and puckered was the young face with its clear red-and-white sprinkled over with brown freckles. Fine dust of dew-beads started upon forehead and temples and cheeks, the half-opened mouth twitched nervously, though he thrust out his under-jaw and knitted his reddish brows in a gallant effort of self-control.
The young face was strangely shaped and tense, its clear red and white marked with brown freckles. Tiny beads of dew gathered on his forehead, temples, and cheeks, while his half-open mouth twitched nervously. Despite this, he thrust out his lower jaw and furrowed his reddish brow in a brave effort to maintain self-control.
"His name is von Herrnung. He is the German Field Flight officer who took me away from England. I wrote down the date in my Scout's pocket-book so that I mightn't forget. It was July 18th. He was trying Mr. Sherbrand's hawk-hoverer at Hendon. He asked me to go up with him——"
"His name is von Herrnung. He's the German Field Flight officer who took me away from England. I wrote down the date in my Scout's pocketbook so I wouldn't forget. It was July 18th. He was testing Mr. Sherbrand's hawk-hoverer at Hendon. He asked me to go up with him——"
"Great Snipe!" panted Franky weakly. "Are YOU the boy who dropped the wallet with the Clanronald Papers and the scratched message in the North Sea?"
"Great Snipe!" Franky exclaimed faintly. "Are YOU the kid who dropped the wallet with the Clanronald Papers and the scratched message in the North Sea?"
The blue eyes understood. "There was a wallet," said their owner. "I don't know what was inside, of course. But he——"
The blue eyes understood. "There was a wallet," said the owner. "I can't say what was inside, obviously. But he——"
A spasm of trembling went through the slender body. He bent his head, and blinked his eyes, and the muscles of his throat and jaw worked as though he fought down an hysterical access of tears. And a broad shaft of golden light, falling on the young bare head, showed how the shining red-brown hair had been roughly clipped in ridges, leaving a forehead-tuft oddly streaked with white. Amongst the crowds of homeless exiles endlessly streaming along the roads of this scourged and tortured country, or crouching amongst the wreckage of its ruined villages and battered towns, heads even younger than this boy's had displayed the tragic sign.
A shiver went through the thin body. He dropped his head, blinked, and his throat and jaw tensed as if he were trying to hold back tears. A bright beam of golden light shining on his young, bare head revealed how his shiny red-brown hair had been roughly cut in uneven patches, leaving a strange tuft of white on his forehead. Among the crowds of homeless refugees endlessly moving along the roads of this damaged and suffering country, there were even younger faces showing the same tragic signs.
"Poor kid!" Franky muttered, recognising it as the result of overwhelming physical shock and unnatural mental strain. "He knew what was inside? ..."
"Poor kid!" Franky murmured, understanding it was due to extreme physical shock and a lot of mental stress. "Did he know what was inside? ..."
"I don't think so! If he had known when the submarine picked us up in the North Sea—I think he would have killed me! He would like to kill me now, he says"—the apple in the boy's throat jerked—"because through me he has been degradiren—reduced from Captain to Supernumerary Officer Pilot—and has had his Third Class of the Red Eagle taken away! That was done at the big Wireless Station—Nordeich, they called it——"
"I don’t think so! If he had known when the submarine picked us up in the North Sea—I think he would have killed me! He says he wants to kill me now"—the lump in the boy's throat tightened—"because through me he has beendegradiren—reduced from Captain to Supernumerary Officer Pilot—and has lost his Third Class of the Red Eagle! That happened at the big Wireless Station—Nordeich, as they called it—
"Nordeich.... Of course ... in German West Friesland. Thrash along—I'm following you. Did they Court Martial the Flying Man?" Franky whispered; and Bawne whispered back:
"Nordeich... Obviously... in German West Friesland. Keep going—I'm right behind you. Did they court-martial the Flying Man?" Franky whispered, and Bawne whispered back:
"The Emperor punished him! ..."
"The Emperor punished him!"
"The Emperor, did you say? ..."
"The Emperor, right? ..."
"Yes. He came to Nordeich—in—I've forgotten what they call it when great people want to move about without red carpets and lots of fuss."
"Yeah. He came to Nordeich—I can't remember what it's called when important people want to travel without red carpets and all the drama."
"Incognito."
"Private."
"Incognito. He'd broken off his yachting-trip in Norwegian waters—and landed at Kiel only that day. I heard men whisper it.... He was dressed in the field-grey, like his War Minister von Falkenhayn—-and his generals of the Imperial Staff—and all the other officers and men. But he 'stripped off the War-harness,'—that's what they called it!—before he got into the Potsdam train."
"Incognito. He had shortened his yachting trip in Norwegian waters and arrived in Kiel just that day. I heard men whispering about it.... He was dressed in field-grey, like his War Minister von Falkenhayn—and his generals from the Imperial Staff—and all the other officers and soldiers. But he 'dropped the war gear'—that's what they called it!—before getting on the Potsdam train."
"Go on! ... What did he look like? ... They say he has changed a lot o' late."
"Go ahead! ... What did he look like? ... They say he has changed a lot recently."
"I couldn't tell. I'd only seen photos that made him look younger and hid his short arm. But even if he hadn't sat while the others stood—and worn the Iron Cross, Grand Class—and the Black Eagle with diamond swords and a Crown Imperial—I'd have known it was the Emperor, by his eyes."
"I can't really say. I had only seen pictures that made him look younger and hid his short arm. But even if he hadn't been sitting while the others were standing—and if he wasn't wearing the Iron Cross, Grand Class, and the Black Eagle with diamond swords and a Crown Imperial—I would have recognized him as the Emperor, just by his eyes."
"By his eyes, you say! ..."
"By his eyes, you say! ..."
The boy's heart throbbed visibly, the breath came in short puffs through his nostrils, and his lips were twisted awry as he smiled. The smile stiffened out as he nodded. "By his awful eyes! ... When they looked at you they made you feel tired, and empty, and—queer. But when they got angry—you were reminded of—of a tiger lurking to spring out of a cave of ice!"
The boy's heart raced, his breath coming in quick gasps through his nose, and his lips curled into a smile. The smile disappeared as he nodded. "Those awful eyes! ... When they looked at you, you felt drained, hollow, and—odd. But when they got angry—you felt like—like a tiger about to leap out of an ice cave!"
"Ah! So he got angry, did he?"
"Oh! So he got mad, huh?"
Bawne nodded.
Bawne agreed.
"When I wouldn't answer the questions he asked me—he talked English—about how the brown satchel had come unstrapped and tumbled into the sea. And he said to an officer: 'Show him your whip!'—and he did—and it was short-stocked and covered with leather, like a dog-whip—with three thongs strung with little balls of lead. Man alive! you ought to see my back. Though they only hit me once!" He winced, and flushed, and paled. "I was a coward to squeal—though when they asked: 'Will you tell now?' I did say: 'Not to stop you from killing me!'"
"When I didn't answer his questions—he was speaking English—about how the brown satchel came undone and fell into the sea. He told an officer, 'Show him your whip!'—and he did—and it was short and covered with leather, like a dog whip, with three straps attached topped with little balls of lead. Man, you should see my back. They only hit me once, though!" He winced, turned red, and then went pale. "I was a coward for squealing—even when they asked, 'Will you tell now?' Ididsay: 'Don’t let me stop you from killing me!'"
"Good egg you! Great Snipe!—if I'd been there. With a Service Revolver—! Never mind.... Go on!"
"You're a good person! Awesome job, Snipe! If I had been there, I would have had my service revolver! But never mind... keep going!"
"I forget.... Oh!—they pulled on my shirt and gave me some strong stuff to drink. Corn brandy, I think it was—and then He got up and came round the table and began to talk to me. He said I must not be an obstinate boy, for in another few days there would be War. Our pitiful little Army'd be wiped out and our Fleet sent to the bottom of the sea. The British Isles would be Deutsch Brittanien—and English people who would not swear to be good Brito-German subjects of their new Emperor and Overlord would be instantly put to death. But if I told up about the brown satchel I would be permitted to live, and possibly my parents also. If I said No!—nothing would be left but to call back the officer with the whip."
"I don’t remember... Oh!—they pulled at my shirt and offered me some strong drink. I think it was corn brandy—and then He stood up, walked around the table, and began talking to me. He said I shouldn’t be a stubborn boy, because in just a few days there would be War. Our small Army would be defeated, and our Fleet would sink to the bottom of the sea. The British Isles would become __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Deutsch Brittanien—and English people who wouldn’t swear loyalty to be loyal Brito-German subjects of their new Emperor and Overlord would be executed immediately. But if I showed the brown satchel, I would be allowed to live, and maybe my parents would too. If I said No!—the only option left would be to summon the officer with the whip.
"Coaxin', wasn't he? And what did you tell him?"
"He was really trying to win you over, wasn't he? And what did you tell him?"
"I said: 'You've only said you're going to conquer England, Sir. You haven't done it yet!"
I said, "You’ve only declared that you’re going to take over England, Sir. You haven’t actually done it yet!"
It was not merely the treble voice of a courageous child answering. It was the utterance of a race untamable and indomitable. Franky could hear the metal balls on the whip clink one against another as the loaded thongs were shaken out.... He whispered with dry lips:
It wasn't just the high voice of a brave kid answering back. It was the voice of a strong and determined people. Franky could hear the metal balls on the whip clinking together as the heavy thongs were flicked out... He whispered with parched lips:
"Then——?"
"So——?"
"Then I don't quite know. I was sick and sleepy, and the blood was running down my back under my shirt. If they had killed me I wouldn't have cared much. Perhaps he saw that, for he called up von Herrnung. He was not to be dismissed from the Field Flying Service—because of the War that was coming!—but he was to forfeit his Order of the Red Eagle and rank as a Supernumerary Officer Pilot. Man alive!—you should have seen how that big man squirmed and crawled and blubbered." The young lips curled, and the jaw thrust out contemptuously. "'Thanks! Gratitude! ... My blood to prove devotion! ... All I ask—the service of danger—the reconnaissance under enemy fire!' And the Emperor——"
"Honestly, I have no idea. I was feeling sick and exhausted, and blood was dripping down my back under my shirt. If they had killed me, I wouldn’t have cared. Maybe he noticed that because he called in von Herrnung. He wasn't supposed to be released from the Field Flying Service—thanks to the upcoming War!—but he was set to lose his Order of the Red Eagle and his rank as a Supernumerary Officer Pilot. Man, you should have seen how that big guy squirmed and complained." The young lips curled, and the jaw jutted out in contempt. "'Thanks! Gratitude!... My blood to prove my loyalty! ... All I want is the thrill of danger—the reconnaissance under enemy fire!' And the Emperor——"
"Kicked him, I hope!"
"Hope he got kicked!"
"No, he said: 'Supernumerary Officer Pilot von Herrnung you will now to your Flying Headquarters return. Let it be your task to win back at the cost of a thousand lives—if you had them—the lost esteem of your Emperor. Take this boy with you. Make of him a decent German. It is "up to you," as the English say.' And then the Wireless went 'S'ss! Crackle! Pzz!' and the telephone-bell said 'Pr'rr!' and the room was cleared—they said because of a Call from the Winter Palace at Petersburg."
"No, he said: 'Supernumerary Officer Pilot von Herrnung, you need to go back to your Flying Headquarters. It’s your responsibility to restore, even if it costs a thousand lives—if you had them—the lost respect of your Emperor. Take this boy with you. Make him a decent German. It’s 'up to you,' as the English say.' And then the Wireless went 'S'ss! Crackle! Pzz!' and the phone rang'Pr'rr!"and the room was emptied—they said it was due to a call from the Winter Palace in Petersburg."
"And where did they take you after you left the Wireless Station? Go on—I'd like to hear you tell!"
"So, where did they take you after you left the Wireless Station? Come on—I want to hear you tell the story!"
The boy glanced round uneasily and then mastered his apprehensions. The grimed hands went to his stocking-top and pulled out a squat little book. The coloured presentment of a Boy Scout adorned its soiled leather cover, and the thumbed leaves of the diary within were pencilled from end to end. The Odyssey of a Saxham Pup, one might have called the story whispered into the ear of the wounded man by the boy squatting at his side.
The boy looked around anxiously and then brushed off his concerns. He reached into his sock and took out a small, thick book. The dirty leather cover had a colorful image of a Boy Scout, and the worn pages of the diary inside were filled with notes from top to bottom. One might refer to the story the boy sitting next to the injured man shared as The Journey of a Saxham Pup.
One had been taken by train to Bremen and thence to a place called Taubefeld, in West Hessen. Flight Station XXX was here on a vast stretch of heath. There were rows of great hangars, and a vast army of motor floats and lorries, upon which machines, hangars, telegraph-installations, workshops, mess-houses, and quarters for officers and mechanics, could be placed when the mobilisation-order came and transported by road or rail.
One took a train to Bremen and then to a place called Taubefeld in West Hessen. Flight Station XXX was situated on a vast stretch of heath. There were rows of large hangars and a huge fleet of motor floats and trucks, which could transport machines, hangars, telegraph installations, workshops, mess halls, and accommodations for officers and mechanics when the mobilization order came in, either by road or rail.
One had fallen sick at Taubefeld—the effects of that North Sea ducking. One had waked up with a skin-cropped head wondering where one was. A woman who helped in the cookhouse had given one broth and gruel and the medicine prescribed by the doctor. One had crawled off one's straw palliasse weakly and shakily, and so won forth into a new, unfriendly world.
Someone had gotten sick at Taubefeld—the result of that North Sea swim. They woke up with a shaved head, wondering where they were. A woman who helped in the kitchen had given them some broth, gruel, and the medicine the doctor prescribed. They had weakly and unsteadily crawled off their straw mattress and stepped out into a new, unwelcoming world.
One's parole had been taken—and one was thenceforth free to move about and see things—when one was not wanted to help oil or clean wires or sweep up the hangars. There was grub enough: bacon-soup, potato-salad, and sausage, queer but not uneatable. Nobody was really brutal as long as one didn't speak English, or even German with a British accent, too much at one time. Keine Unterhaltung da! ("No conversation there!") some officer or N.C. would yell at one, and the rebuke was generally accompanied by the swishing cut of a cane.
Once you were granted parole, you could move around and explore as long as you weren't needed to help with oiling or cleaning wires or sweeping the hangars. There was plenty of food: bacon soup, potato salad, and sausage—odd but not inedible. Nobody was really harsh as long as you didn't speak English, or even German with a British accent, too often.Keine Unterhaltung da!("No talking here!") some officer or N.C. would yell at you, and the scolding was often accompanied by the sharp snap of a cane.
Consequently the Saxham Pup had bent himself to acquire German, as spoken by Germans, and schooled himself to employ his eyes and ears while maintaining economy in the use of his tongue. He had found out his whereabouts from an envelope he had picked up, and other things from listening to the officers' conversation, and the talk of the mechanics in the big hangars.
As a result, the Saxham Pup focused on learning German since Germans spoke it, and trained himself to use his observation skills while being mindful of how much he talked. He figured out where he was from an envelope he found and learned more by listening to the officers' conversations and the discussions of the mechanics in the large hangars.
War was the thing everybody talked about. There was going to be bloody War in a twinkling. The German Navy was going to smash the British Navy into matchwood, everybody was quite sure. The German Army was going to walk over the miserable little British Army—and then would be expiated the sins of the British Government and the diabolical plottings of Sir Edward Grey. Throat-cuttings, shootings, and hangings were mentioned in connection with the above, and other personages whom British Boy Scouts hold in reverence. But one had had to bear it and hold one's tongue, and keep smiling. That was the method of the Chief who had said to one: "Quit yourself like a man."
Everyone was talking about the war. It was about to get really bloody any minute now. People were completely convinced that the German Navy was going to destroy the British Navy. The German Army was expected to easily defeat the small British Army—and then the sins of the British Government and the sinister plans of Sir Edward Grey would be faced. There were talks of throat-cuttings, shootings, and hangings related to this, as well as regarding other figures that British Boy Scouts admire. But one had to endure it, stay quiet, and keep a smile on their face. That was what the Chief, who said, "Act like a man," taught.
Brave advice, possible to follow by day when alien eyes were watching. One could choke down weak tears and the ache of the lonely heart that cried for Home and the dear familiar faces, when the Birds of War were roaring and whirring up the night-field or down out of the sky. But at night, in the grim, unfriendly dark of the sleeping-cupboard, without other witness than the thin, sore-eyed white kitten that shared one's meals and slept beside one on the hard straw mattress under the foul-smelling grey blanket,—things were harder. One had got through, after a fashion, by "rotting" and making believe. One did not set down in the Scout's Note-Book or tell the wounded friend on the stretcher how one had kissed the back of one's own hand, and whispered, "Good-night, Mother!" and touched one's cheek with the tips of two fingers and whispered, "Good-night, and God keep and bless you, my darling boy!"
Brave advice is easy to follow during the day when strangers are watching. You can hold back the tears and the pain of a lonely heart that longs for Home and familiar faces, even when the sounds of War fill the night sky. But at night, in the bleak, unfriendly darkness of the small sleeping space, with just the thin, sad-eyed white kitten that shared meals and snuggled up on the hard straw mattress under the musty gray blanket for company, things were tougher. You managed to get through it by "putting on a brave face" and pretending. You didn’t write in the Scout’s Note-Book or tell the injured friend on the stretcher how you kissed the back of your own hand, whispered, "Good-night, Mother!" and touched your cheek with two fingers, murmuring, "Good-night, and God keep and bless you, my darling boy!"
Amongst other things of interest picked up by day, one found out that Supernumerary Officer Pilot von Herrnung was cold-shouldered by the officers of the Flight Squadron, which he had captained before his fall. No longer top-dog, he was made to pay for his domineering and swaggering. He resented this, by swaggering more. The men talked of this in the hangars, as they tuned-up wires or cleaned the engines. Von Herrnung was Unglücklich. Nobody liked him. The Squadron would not stand him long. Hadn't he insulted the Herr Squadron-Captain Pilot who had succeeded and challenged him, and got his cartel back again?
Among other interesting things found throughout the day, it became evident that Supernumerary Officer Pilot von Herrnung was being overlooked by the officers of the Flight Squadron, which he had previously led before his fall from grace. No longer the leader, he had to deal with the fallout of his arrogant actions. In response, he became even more arrogant. The men talked about this in the hangars as they fixed wires or cleaned the engines. Von Herrnung wasUnglücklichNo one liked him. The Squadron wouldn’t put up with him for much longer. Hadn’t he insulted the Squadron-Captain Pilot who had taken over and challenged him, only to get his position back?
"Colossal insolence!" he had fumed. "A challenge from a person of my rank confers an honour on him who receives it. Not a man among you stands upon my level. Deny it if you can!"
"What sheer arrogance!" he had exclaimed. "A challenge from someone of my status brings honor to whoever accepts it. None of you are my equal. Prove me wrong if you can!"
"True, very true!" the Lieutenant-Observer who had brought back the challenge was reputed to have retorted. "Not a man among us has ever been degraded, therefore, Herr Supernumerary Officer, you stand alone. And we of the Field Flight do not regard your presence among us as a distinction. You may possibly conceive that?"
"That's right, absolutely!" the Lieutenant-Observer who delivered the challenge reportedly responded. "None of us have ever been disgraced, so, Herr Supernumerary Officer, you’re on your own. And we in the Field Flight don’t see your presence here as a privilege. Do you understand that?"
He had said it just as though he had had a stink under his nose, according to the narrator. And he had dropped von Herrnung's letter on von Herrnung's table, wiped his fingers ostentatiously upon his handkerchief, given the ghost of a salute—wheeled and gone out. After that the whilom favourite of Fortune had turned sullen and solitary, and developed such desperate recklessness that men funked to fly with him. Subsequently the Bird of War hovering-gear having, after due examination by Government experts, been relinquished to its captor, he had had the mechanism adapted to a Taube monoplane, and thenceforward made Her Dearest the sharer of his flights.
He spoke as if he had something unpleasant right under his nose, as the narrator noted. He dropped von Herrnung's letter on the table, wiped his fingers exaggeratedly on his handkerchief, gave a slight salute—then turned and walked away. After that, the once-favored child of fortune became moody and withdrawn, engaging in such reckless behavior that no one wanted to fly with him. Later, after a thorough examination by government experts, the Bird of War's equipment was returned to its captor, who then modified it for a Taube monoplane, making Her Dearest his flying partner from that point onward.
You are to suppose Bawne snatching fearful joys in the realisation of cherished ambitions. Loathing and fearing, he yet admired the big red-haired man, so superbly brave in the air that seemed his natural element. Equally the man, detesting the child, grudgingly acknowledged his courage and obedience. No queerer companionship may have been than this between the Enemy, and the son of Saxham and Lynette.
You should picture Bawne reaching for the temporary happiness that came with fulfilling his dreams. Even though he disliked and feared the big red-haired man, he couldn’t help but respect his courage in the environment where he thrived. Similarly, the man who looked down on the child reluctantly acknowledged his bravery and his readiness to take orders. There was no weirder friendship than that between the Enemy and the son of Saxham and Lynette.
When the Flight Squadron shifted to Aix-la-Chapelle, a huge seething caldron of military preparation,—"Does England declare War against us?" people asked the Flight officers. "It is probable," they answered, "Gott sei danke!" Upon the Third of August, starting at night, Bawne had made a long flight with the Enemy. At midnight the Taube had hovered over a great, beautiful city twinkling with millions of electric lights.
When the Flight Squadron relocated to Aix-la-Chapelle, a hotspot for military preparedness, people asked the Flight officers, "Is England declaring war on us?" They answered, "Thank God!On August 3rd, starting at night, Bawne took a long flight with the Enemy. At midnight, the Taube flew in circles over a beautiful city glowing with millions of electric lights.
"That is Brussels you see down there," shouted von Herrnung through the voice-tube. "The city is en fête because of the agreement arrived at between the Emperor and the Belgian King. That means England has lost a friend, and made another enemy. Do you understand, little English swine?"
"That’s Brussels down there," von Herrnung shouted through the voice tube. "The city iscelebrating"Because of the agreement between the Emperor and the Belgian King, England has lost a friend and gained another enemy. Do you understand, you little English pig?"
And von Herrnung, who had brought a Wireless outfit, had busied himself in picking up messages from a low-powered installation at the German Embassy and transmitting them to Somebody, high in authority, who waited at Berlin. He had grown more and more peeved as he went about his business, Bawne could not tell why but Franky understood quite well.
And von Herrnung, who had brought a wireless setup, had been busy picking up messages from a low-powered station at the German Embassy and sending them to someone important waiting in Berlin. He became more and more frustrated as he worked; Bawne couldn’t figure out why, but Franky understood completely.
Belgium had not been content that the Red Cock should perch upon her British neighbour's roof, while her own house remained unscathed by fire. Franky smiled, knowing this to have been the burden of the song sung by the tuned sparks. Broad day had found the big city humming with mobilisation, enormous placards printed in the National Colours, with: "BELGIUM REFUSES!" and "ROI, LOI, LIBERTÉ," posted in all the public places—and a park of heavy Artillery concentrated round the Etterbeek Barracks, as von Herrnung had flown back to Aix-la-Chapelle on the morning of August 4th.
Belgium was not pleased that the Red Cock was sitting on her British neighbor's roof while her own house remained untouched by fire. Franky smiled, knowing this had been the theme of the song sung by the tuned sparks. The bright morning found the big city buzzing with activity, with large signs printed in the national colors saying: "BELGIUM REFUSES!" and "KING, LAW, FREEDOM," displayed in all public places—and a group of heavy artillery stationed around the Etterbeek Barracks, as von Herrnung had flown back to Aix-la-Chapelle on the morning of August 4th.
Bawne went on:
Bawne continued:
The Flight Squadron had been attached to a Field Artillery Division of the Second Corps, under a General named von Kluck. A huge man he, with a square head and a big mouth full of broken teeth. Bawne had previously seen him at the Wireless Station where he had been taken on landing from the submarine.
The Flight Squadron was assigned to a Field Artillery Division of the Second Corps, commanded by a General named von Kluck. He was a large man, with a square jaw and a big mouth full of broken teeth. Bawne had seen him before at the Wireless Station when he was brought in after coming up from the submarine.
They had seen little of the aviation-base, from the beginning of hostilities. The Powers that Were had promptly taken von Herrnung at his word. For him were the long-distance flights, the delicate and risky missions, the dangerous reconnaissances over the Allied batteries. Driven by that gadfly of desire to regain the lost distinctions, he seemed to have lost all sense of fear and to bear a charmed life.
They had seen very little of the airbase since the fighting started. The officials quickly took von Herrnung at his word. He was in charge of the long-haul flights, the sensitive and risky missions, and the dangerous surveillance over the Allied positions. Driven by an unstoppable urge to restore lost prestige, he seemed to have lost all sense of fear and lived a seemingly charmed life.
Thus, while von Kluck's Advance was opposed at Mons by the stubborn thrust of the British Forces, the Buzzard earned his nickname by his tireless quest for Death. It eased his grudge against mankind to hunt men—and he hunted; hovering and observing, wirelessing and spotting, utilising one machine for many purposes,—in those days when War Flying was as yet in its infancy—sniped at by the sharpshooters of four out of seven British Divisions—often waging, with automatic pistol and Krupp machine-gun, fierce battles with other Paladins of the Wing, on the boundless lists of air.
While von Kluck's advance confronted the determined British forces at Mons, the Buzzard got his nickname from his relentless chase of death. It helped ease his bitterness toward humanity to hunt men—and he hunted; hovering and observing, sending messages and spotting, using one aircraft for multiple purposes—in a time when military aviation was still in its early days—targeted by sharpshooters from four out of seven British divisions—often involved in intense fights with other aerial combatants, using automatic pistols and Krupp machine guns, on the limitless battlefields of the sky.
How many times the boy's heart had cried for pity when some brave bird crippled by a spout of lead, or fired by an explosive bullet, had gone spinning earthwards, showing the Three Crosses of the Union Jack, or the blue-white-red circles of France's tricolour—or the red-black-yellow of the Belgian Flag upon its upper and under-wings as it fell.
How many times had the boy's heart ached for compassion when a brave bird, wounded by a lead shot or an explosive bullet, spiraled down towards the ground, showing the Three Crosses of the Union Jack, or the blue-white-red circles of France's flag—or the red-black-yellow of Belgium's flag on its top and bottom wings as it fell.
They had bombed Paris two days before, and bombed Ypres that morning, starting from a Flying Base near the city of Bruges. Bawne knew the place was Ypres because it was marked in red on the roller-map. The British General Headquarters were supposed to be there. All the bombs had been used except two, and the Enemy must have forgotten to get rid of these before he landed. He was generally careful, but not so when he drank much. And lately he had drunk a good deal, there was so much wine in the country. He had come down and gone into the restaurant to quest for food and champagne. If he found, he would eat hugely and drink heavily, and then sleep himself sober. He always slept after a bout before taking to the air again. But sometimes when he had mixed drinks he got savage instead of sleepy, and then——
They had bombed Paris two days ago and targeted Ypres that morning, taking off from a airbase near Bruges. Bawne recognized it as Ypres because it was marked in red on the map. The British General Headquarters was supposed to be there. All the bombs had been dropped except for two, and the enemy must have forgotten to get rid of them before landing. He usually took precautions, but not when he had been drinking a lot. And lately, he had been drinking quite a bit; there was plenty of wine available in the country. He had gone down to the restaurant to look for food and champagne. If he found it, he would eat a lot and drink heavily, then sleep it off. He always took a nap after a binge before getting back into the air. But sometimes, when he mixed drinks, he became aggressive instead of sleepy, and then——
"Do you mean that he thrashes you?" Franky interjected here.
"Are you saying that he hits you?" Franky interrupted.
"Rather! Just look!"
"Definitely! Just look!"
There were bright red, newly-made weals and brown and purplish old ones on the little muscular, boyish arm from which the speaker stripped the sleeve.
The speaker pulled back the sleeve of the small, muscular, boyish arm, revealing bright red, fresh welts and old brownish-purple ones.
"My back and legs are lots worse," he volunteered with the air of a showman. "I sometimes think he'd like to kill me. But he won't"—the blue eyes were shrewd under the white-streaked forelock—"because of what the Emperor said."
"My back and legs are a lot worse," he said, putting on a show. "Sometimes I think he wants to kill me. But he won't"—his blue eyes were intense beneath the white-streaked bangs—"because of what the Emperor said."
"'Take the boy with you and make of him a decent German.' For fear of your being sent for, he— Yes, I understand! ... My Christmas!" Franky whispered, opening his haggard eyes, and the fire that burned in them scorched up the water, "If I only had the use of this bashed-up body I'd jolly soon put the fear of God into the howling brute!" His uncertain hand fumbled about the butt of his Webley and Scott revolver. "Shoot him—and make tracks for Headquarters with you in his Taube. Can't fly for monkey-nuts though. Can you?"
"'Take the boy with you and raise him to be a decent German.' Out of worry about you getting called, he— Yes, I understand! ... My Christmas!" Franky whispered, opening his tired eyes, and the fire in them burned away the tears. "If I could just control this messed-up body, I'd quickly strike fear into that howling brute!" His shaky hand reached for the grip of his Webley and Scott revolver. "Shoot him—and head to Headquarters in his Taube. But you can't fly worth a damn, can you?"
"A little." There was a lightening of pleasure in the sombre depths of the blue eyes. "He lets me do plain, straight flying when he's sending Wireless, or photographing or observing. I've never started from the ground yet, or done a landing, though I'm sure I could if I tried. He has shown me lots and lots. And I do what he tells me." The forehead knitted under the ragged piebald forelock. "He bluffs about shooting me if I don't obey. But before I drink brandy or do other things that are blackguardly—or throw bombs on the British and the Allies, he shall kill me! I've told him—and he knows I'll keep my word."
"A little." There was a spark of happiness in the deep blue eyes. "He lets me fly straight when he's using the radio, taking pictures, or observing. I haven't taken off from the ground or landed yet, but I know I could if I wanted to."Hehas taught me a lot. And I do what he says." The forehead wrinkled under the messy, multicolored hair. "He jokes about shooting me if I don't pay attention. But before I drink brandy or do anything unethical—or drop bombs on the Brits and the Allies, hewill"Kill me! I've told him—and he knows I'm serious."
"I pipe. And can't you manage to do a flip on your own," came back in the nearly extinguished voice from the sunken chest of the helpless figure on the blood-soaked stretcher. "One o' these fine days when von Thingamy isn't wide? What's to hinder your getting away now and pushing South to meet the British Advance-guard? We blew up the bridge when we left the town, but it's up to you to swim the river. Or cross with a barrel or a plank."
"I’m talking. Can’t you manage to flip over by yourself?" came the almost fading voice from the weakened figure on the blood-soaked stretcher. "One of these days when that Thingamy isn’t around? What’s holding you back from getting away now and heading south to meet the British advance guard? We blew up the bridge when we left the town, but it’s up to you to swim across the river. Or cross using a barrel or a plank."
"Yes. And I've often planned to bunk it! But—Man alive!—he's frightfully clever. He knows a Scout sticks to his Word of Honour—and he always asks for my Parole."
"Yeah. I've often considered backing out! But—wow!—he's really smart. He knows a Scout keeps his Word of Honor—and he always asks for my word."
"F'f! That's a poser, old son." Franky considered. "If I were in your shoes I'd take to givin' the strictly limited parole. Two hours—or three—or four.... There's a chance if the time expires without renewal—of being able to—perpetuate a strictly honourable bunk. So, best Kid, live in hopes and watch out for chances, and one day——"
"Wow! That's a tough situation, my friend." Franky paused for a moment. "If I were you, I’d recommend aiming for a very limited parole. Two hours—maybe three or four.... If time runs out without getting extended, there's a chance to—secure a completely legitimate arrangement. So, my friend, stay hopeful and watch for opportunities, and one day——"
The speaker's voice trailed off into indistinctness. A deadly vertigo came upon him. He sank amidst swirling waves of grey nothingness, to emerge after æons, to consciousness of the morning sunshine, and the warm rain dropping on his clammy cheek and hand.
The speaker's voice faded into the background. A strong dizziness overwhelmed him. He sank into swirling waves of gray emptiness, only to regain awareness after what felt like a long time, feeling the morning sun and warm rain on his damp cheek and hand.
"Oh, oh! I thought you were dead!" It was the wailing voice he had heard long ages back. "Like all the other people.... The poor men and women and the little children——"
"Oh my gosh! I thought you were dead!" It was the weeping voice he had heard a long time ago. "Just like all the other people... The poor men and women and the little children——"
"Dead! Not a bit of it! Only shamming for a drink," Frankly whispered, as the cup with its blessing of cool water revisited his baked lips: "Look here. Where did you tell me your Flying Devil was?"
"Dead? Not at all! Just pretending to need a drink," Frankly whispered, as the cup filled with refreshing cool water touched his dry lips again. "Hey, where did you say your Flying Devil was?"
The boy said, with a scared glance through the breached front wall of the baker's parlour, out into the street where the golden sunshine played upon War's havoc and desolation:
The boy said, nervously looking through the shattered front wall of the baker's shop, out into the street where the golden sunshine emphasized the destruction and chaos of War:
"I said he went into the restaurant in the square where the—the dead people are piled up—to hunt about for wine."
"I said he went into the restaurant in the square where the—well, the dead bodies are piled up—to look for some wine."
"I remember. What's that?"
"I remember. What's that?"
The gaunt eyes rolled towards the yawning gap where once had been the window. The white lips whispered, "Did you hear? I'll swear somebody laughed."
The empty eyes focused on the open space where the window used to be. The pale lips whispered, "Did you hear that? I really thought I heard someone laugh."
Both held their breath. Not a sound reached them except the sliding of some débris from a pile of shattered masonry, and the gurgling of the water in the broken street-main. Franky mustered breath and went on:
Both of them held their breath. The only sound they heard was the rustling of some __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.debrisfrom a pile of broken bricks and the bubbling water in the damaged main street. Franky caught his breath and continued:
"And now shake hands and scoot, my son, for this spot isn't healthy. Say 'Good-bye and God bless you!' And—if you didn't mind—you might kiss me"—the uninjured hand lifted clumsily and pointed—"here on my forehead.... Steady on! Hold hard! Thumbs up, old man!"
"Now shake hands and move on, my son, because this place isn’t safe. Say ‘Goodbye and God bless you!’ And—if you don’t mind—you could kiss me"—the unhurt hand raised awkwardly and pointed—"right here on my forehead... Hold steady now! Hold on tight! Thumbs up, buddy!"
For sobs were racking the thin young frame, and the bright tears were running. He gasped out:
He was shaking with sobs, and bright tears were flowing down his face. He gasped out:
"I—I—can't go away and leave you—to—to die all alone!"
"I—I—can't just leave you here—to—to die all by yourself!"
Die....
Die....
The dreadful word, at last, dropping with a dull shock through the wounded man's consciousness as a heavy stone sinks through deeps of black water. Swirling rings of mist in Franky's brain, threatened to close down and blot out all things. He thrust back the grey menace of unconsciousness with a brave effort, whispering:
The awful word finally hit the injured man's mind like a heavy stone dropping into deep, dark water. Turbulent clouds of confusion in Franky's head threatened to overwhelm him and wipe everything away. He battled against the encroaching darkness of unconsciousness with all his might, whispering:
"Die.... Rats! What are you—talking about? It's me for the gay life every time! All I've—got to do is to lie here—and—wait until they fetch me.... They're coming—before to-morrow morning—give you my solemn word!"
"Dude... What are you saying? I’m all about having a good time! All I need to do is lie here and wait until they come for me... They’ll be here before tomorrow morning—I promise!"
"You're sure?"
"Are you sure?"
"Dead sure. Look here—can you remember my name was Norwater? Captain, First Battalion Bearskins Plain?" The stumbling voice went on as the boy nodded: "Well then, I'd like you to put in a word for me when you say your prayers, sometimes. I might have a little chap of my own, by-and-by, to do that for his Pater. What's this, best child?"
"Definitely. Hey—do you remember my name was Norwater? Captain, First Battalion Bearskins Plain?" The shaky voice went on as the boy nodded: "Well, I’d really appreciate it if you could say a little prayer for me sometimes. I might have a little kid of my own someday who could do that for his dad. How's it going, my best kid?"
A black wooden Crucifix with the Figure of Our Lord in white plaster was being held close to the dimming eyes.
A black wooden crucifix with a white plaster figure of Christ was held close to the fading eyes.
"It's a Crucifix. I think it must have fallen down from the room that was above here. Won't you keep it—to help you through the night-time—just as the one on my Rosary helps me? ..."
"It's a cross. I think it must have fallen from the room above us. Would you hold onto it—to help you through the night—just like the one on my Rosary helps me? ..."
"Good egg! Do you pray to it—and kiss it?"
"Good egg! Do you pray to it and kiss it?"
"We pray—not to it, but to Our Lord who died for us and lives in Heaven. We kiss it—because even if it isn't pretty it is His Image—and has been blessed by a priest."
"We pray—not to it, but to Our Lord who died for us and lives in Heaven. We kiss it—because even if it isn't beautiful, it is His Image—and has been blessed by a priest."
"Wipe my mouth first, please. You'll find—hanky in my pocket. Thanks!" He asked, after his discoloured lips had touched the Feet of the Crucified: "Isn't there something one ought to say? A prayer—or something! Not much time now—before they fetch me. Tell quick—what words say!"
"Please wipe my mouth first. There's a handkerchief in my pocket. Thanks!" he said after his stained lips touched the Feet of the Crucified. "Isn’t there something you should say? A prayer or something! We don’t have much time before they come for me. Quickly tell me—what words should I say!"
"You couldn't have anything better than Our Father. Our Lord made that prayer Himself. But there are lots of others. The little ones are easiest. Say: 'Jesu, have mercy upon me!'"
"You can't find anything better than Our Father. Our Lord created that prayer Himself. But there are many others. The shorter ones are the easiest. Just say: 'Jesus, have mercy on me!"
The weak voice came stumbling after.
The faint voice faded away.
"Jesu, have mercy on me!"
"Jesus, have mercy on me!"
"Jesu, help me!"
"Jesus, help me!"
"Jesu, help me!"
"Jesus, help me!"
"O Thou who didst die for sinful men upon the Cross, have mercy upon me a sinner!"
"Oh You who died for humanity's sins on the Cross, have mercy on me, a sinner!"
The glassy eyes stared upwards and past the boy, and a thin scarlet thread began to trickle from the corner of his mouth....
The glassy eyes gazed up and beyond the boy, and a thin red thread began to drip from the corner of his mouth...
"O Thou who didst die—upon the Cross—mercy—me a sinner!"
"Oh You who died on the Cross—please have mercy on me, a sinner!"
The stumbling voice trailed away into silence. The glazing eyes, meeting Bawne's, said plainly: "Now go!" And as the boy, blind with tears, turned in obedience to their order, a dull flame leaped into them. They had seen the tall half-length of a big man, panoplied in the goggled helmet and pneumatic jacket of the aviator, bulking in the window-gap, even before Bawne knew that the Enemy was there.
The hesitant voice faded away. The empty eyes, fixed on Bawne's, clearly said: "Now go!" And as the boy, his vision blurry from tears, turned to obey, a dull fire ignited within them. They had noticed the tall figure of a big man, wearing the goggled helmet and pneumatic jacket of an aviator, standing in the window opening, even before Bawne realized the Enemy was there.
CHAPTER LXIV
CHAPTER 64
AT SEASHEERE
AT SEASHEERE
The narrow white footpath had suddenly led nowhere. Patrine had found herself standing at the edge of a four-foot bluff, looking down upon a grassy plateau that gently sloped to the brink of the cliffs. A wire fence enclosed an aggregation of stone-grey wooden buildings dominated by a flagstaff and the latticed steel tower of a Wireless installation. The White Ensign flapped lazily from the halyards of the flagstaff, there were three hangars at a little distance away. A row of seaplanes sat on the grass before them, and some figures of men in overalls or the familiar Naval uniform moved in and out and about the machines busily as ants. Where the grassland stopped at the cliff-edge the roofs of other hangars showed, that were built upon the shingle. A little way out beyond the line of foam where the long green lips of the sea mumbled at the wet pebbles, another row of seaplanes lashed to buoys, rocked like gulls drowsing after a gorge of fish. And far out to sea, where the heavy trails of smoke bannering from the funnels of rushing grey hulls betokened the War activities of the Fleet in the Channel, and the conning-towers of big submarines sometimes pretended to be little stocky steamers sitting on the swell, two strange bat-like things rose and circled and swooped, and were hidden in grey-blue mists to rise again, and swoop and circle.... And a little dinghy with two blue figures in it was pulling out from the beach in the direction of the anchored planes.
The narrow white path suddenly led to a dead end. Patrine found herself at the edge of a four-foot bluff, looking down at a grassy plateau that sloped gently to the cliff's edge. A wire fence surrounded a group of stone-grey wooden buildings, dominated by a flagpole and a lattice steel tower for wireless communication. The White Ensign waved gently from the flagpole, and not far away stood three hangars. A line of seaplanes rested on the grass in front of them, with men in overalls or familiar naval uniforms moving around the planes busy like ants. Where the grassland met the cliff's edge, the roofs of other hangars could be seen, built on the pebbly shore. Just beyond the foamy water where the long green waves washed over the wet stones, another row of seaplanes, tied to buoys, bobbed like gulls resting after a meal. Farther out at sea, heavy trails of smoke billowed from the smokestacks of fast grey ships indicating naval activity of the Fleet in the Channel, and the conning towers of large submarines sometimes showed up like stocky steamers resting on the swell, while two strange bat-like aircraft rose, circled, swooped, and disappeared into the grey-blue mist only to emerge again and repeat their movements. A small dinghy with two figures in blue was moving away from the beach toward the anchored planes.
"Beg pardon! But—aren't you Miss Saxham?"
"Excuse me! But—aren't you Miss Saxham?"
She craned her long neck, looking for the speaker, and found him in a youthful Flight Sub-Lieutenant, who, standing below the grassy bluff, was looking up with very brown eyes at the tall figure in the narrow skirt of tan, white and rose-pink chequers, the low-cut blouse of guipure lace, and the knitted silk coat of rose-pink. Buckled pumps adorned the well-arched feet, clad with navy blue silk stockings of liberal open-work. She sported a buff sunshade lined with rose, and a hat of rough tan straw, trimmed with quills of navy blue and rose-pink, sat coquettishly on the beech-leaf hair. She gave the boy one of her wide smiles, evading the "Yes" by nodding, and with a cat-like leap and scramble, he was up the grassy bluff and standing before her, blushing and saluting and holding out a scribbled paper-pad.
She stretched her long neck to find the speaker and spotted him—a young Flight Sub-Lieutenant—who, standing at the bottom of the grassy hill, was looking up at her tall figure. She was dressed in a narrow skirt with tan, white, and rose-pink checks, a low-cut blouse made of guipure lace, and a knitted silk coat in rose-pink. Her well-arched feet were in buckled pumps, paired with navy blue silk stockings that had a generous open-work design. She carried a buff sunshade lined with rose and wore a tan straw hat, adorned with navy blue and rose-pink quills, playfully placed on her beech-leaf-colored hair. She greeted the boy with one of her big smiles, nodding instead of saying "Yes," and with a graceful leap and scramble, he was up the grassy bluff, standing in front of her, blushing, saluting, and holding out a scribbled notepad.
"For me?"
"Is this for me?"
"For you—if you're Miss Saxham. It's a Wireless came this morning—from your—from a great friend of yours. Somewhere in France."
"For you—if you're Miss Saxham. It's a wireless message that arrived this morning—from your—from a close friend of yours. Somewhere in France."
"Oh—thank you!"
"Oh—thanks!"
She pulled off a loose buff glove and stretched a large white hand for the paper-pad. The message ran:
She removed a loose beige glove and extended her large white hand towards the notepad. The message said:
"6 a.m. Now leaving Compiegne for Calais. Seasheere in five hours, barring accident. All my love to you. Alan."
"6 a.m. Just left Compiègne for Calais. I should be at sea in five hours, unless something goes wrong. Sending you all my love. Alan."
And the Lieutenant had thought her pale.... She kissed the paper and smiled at him bewilderingly. "Lucky beggar, Sherbrand," thought the Lieutenant. "What a glorious woman!" He extorted from Patrine, who would not be twenty until next August, the penalty for being built on a grander scale than other daughters of Eve. But she was asking:
And the Lieutenant thought she looked pale.... She kissed the paper and smiled at him in a puzzling way. "Lucky guy, Sherbrand," the Lieutenant thought. "What an incredible woman!" He pressured Patrine, who wouldn’t turn twenty until next August, about the price of being more captivating than other daughters of Eve. But she was asking:
"Whom have I to thank for bringing Mr. Sherbrand's message?"
"Who should I thank for bringing Mr. Sherbrand's message?"
"Flight Sub-Lieutenant Dareless—and the thanks are quite on my side." He phrased the trite civility punctiliously, while the bold brown eyes beamed and twinkled: "For you're IT," they said; "just—clippingly—IT!"
"Flight Sub-Lieutenant Dareless—I'm the one who should be thanking you." He expressed the usual courtesy with exaggerated politeness, while his bold brown eyes sparkled and glowed: "Because you’re IT," they seemed to say; "just—totally—IT!"
"How did you know me?" began Patrine.
"How did you know me?" Patrine asked.
"Picked you up through the binnics from the bridge, ten minutes ago." The slim brown hand flourished, indicating a T-square-shaped space of well-watered turf marked off in whitewash lines upon the green aërodrome below. "We call things by their proper names so as not to lose touch, you understand? The short stretch is the Bridge, and the long strip aft at right angles—that's the Quarter-deck. The big hut No. 1 is our Wardroom—the Wing-Commander's cabin is divided off from it. The officers' cabins are in the small hut, No. 2, and the Warrant Officers and men divide No. 3. Of course we keep watches and post sentries—just as if we were at sea. That Territorial on guard near is relieving a man of ours, do you see?" He jerked his chin towards the moving brown figure. "What have we to guard? Oh, well, the hangars, and our Wireless"—another jerk indicating the latticed steel mast surmounting a telegraph hut wedded to a vibrating dynamo-shed. "We get reports from our patrols—most of 'em are fitted with radio-apparatus—and we receive and transmit messages. Long distance? Well, rather! We're frightfully swanky about our Wireless plant. It's Number One, H.P. Not big, but jolly powerful. A——"
"I spotted you through the binoculars from the bridge ten minutes ago." The slim brown hand waved, indicating a T-square-shaped patch of well-watered grass marked in white on the green airstrip below. "We use proper names for things so we stay connected, you know? The short section is the Bridge, and the long strip at a right angle to it—that’s the Quarter-deck. The large hut No. 1 is our Wardroom—the Wing-Commander's office is separated from it. The officers' quarters are in the smaller hut, No. 2, and the Warrant Officers and men share No. 3. Of course, we keep watches and post sentries—just like we would at sea. That Territorial guard over there is taking over from one of ours, see?" He nodded toward the moving brown figure. "What do we need to guard? Well, the hangars and our Wireless"—another nod pointed to the latticed steel mast on top of a telegraph hut connected to a humming dynamo shed. "We get reports from our patrols—most of them have radio equipment—and we send and receive messages. Long distance? Absolutely! We’re really proud of our Wireless system. It’s Number One, H.P. Not large, but very powerful. A——"
Six clear, silvery double-notes had sounded from a brass bell, hung beneath a little white-painted penthouse sitting on the blue strip of shadow on the westward side of the Wardroom hut. The Petty Officer who had rung the bell exchanged a brief word with the Territorial, and went back to the hangars from whence he had emerged. Patrine, with her heart in her mouth, asked the Sub-Lieutenant:
Six clear, silvery double chimes sounded from a brass bell hanging beneath a small white-painted penthouse in the dark blue shadow on the west side of the Wardroom hut. The Petty Officer who had rung the bell shared a quick word with the Territorial and headed back to the hangars he had just come from. Patrine, her heart racing, asked the Sub-Lieutenant:
"Was that a signal?"
"Was that a sign?"
"Only ship-time," said the brown-eyed one. "Six bells. Eleven A.M. And our man ought to be looming up in sight. He might hit Seasheere now at any minute. In fact, he's nearly an hour late."
"Just ship-time," said the brown-eyed one. "Six bells. Eleven A.M. Our guy should be coming into sight any moment now. He could be getting to Seasheere at any minute. In fact, he's nearly an hour late."
"You don't—you don't suppose——?"
"You don't think—do you?"
Fear had pinched and drawn and bleached her so that she looked forty behind her white veil with blue chenille dragonflies. Her pale mouth twitched and her black brows knotted over the haunted eyes that strained out to sea. The paper-pad, crunched to a mere wad, dropped from the hand that unconsciously released it. The boy picked it up, thrilled by this peep behind the scenes of another's romance.
Fear had tightened her face and aged her so much that she looked like she was in her forties behind her white veil with blue chenille dragonflies. Her pale lips twitched, and her dark brows knotted above haunted eyes that gazed out at the sea. The paper pad, crumpled into a small ball, slipped from the hand that had released it without noticing. The boy picked it up, thrilled by this peek into someone else's romance.
"No, no! There's no fear of an accident, Miss Saxham. Perhaps a bit o' engine-trouble—you've got to travel slowish if she vibes too much. Or he might have spotted an Aviatik and delayed to have a biff at him—on the principle that ten Hun-birds make an evener bag than nine. We know what a terror he's getting to be with the Maxim. But what puts the fear of God into the flighty Taube quicker than anything is our R.N.A.S. Vickers' gun."
"No, no! There's no need to worry about an accident, Miss Saxham. It might just be a little engine trouble—you need to slow down if it shakes too much. Or he could have spotted an Aviatik and chosen to pursue it—believing that taking down ten enemy planes looks better than nine. We know how much of a threat he's becoming with the Maxim. But nothing scares the nervous Taube faster than our R.N.A.S. Vickers' gun."
Ah, did he know how horribly he tortured her! But a grey speck showed upon the delicately-misty distance eastwards, growing bigger, coming nearer, putting miles of green white, heaving water under its throbbing engine with effortless speed. Her glance leaped to Dareless, studying the oncomer between narrowed lids, and the hope that had kindled in her died out as he shook his head.
Oh, did he know how much he was hurting her! But a gray dot appeared on the softly foggy horizon to the east, growing larger and closer, easily cutting through the miles of green and choppy water with its strong engine. Her eyes darted to Dareless, watching the approaching figure through her narrowed gaze, and the hope that had ignited within her faded as he shook his head.
"One of ours, on the Home-flight from Belgium, Miss Saxham. Your man will pick up much higher, and to the south-east."
"One of ours, on the flight back from Belgium, Miss Saxham. Your guy will score much higher, and to the southeast."
And presently the latest type of Fleet hydroplane, a two-seater Batboat carrying two bareheaded young gentlemen, moaned into view, chasing its own wave-skipping, flying shadow at full stretch for the shore, came down in a long mallard-like glide, skidding over the water as the wild-duck does, and in a ruffle of glittering spray, continued the home-journey in the character of a motor-boat.
Before long, the newest model of the Fleet hydroplane, a two-seater Batboat with two young men wearing no hats, came into view, speeding towards the shore while following its own wave-surfing reflection in the air. It descended in a long, smooth glide like a mallard, skimming over the water like a wild duck, and with a splash of sparkling spray, continued its journey home like a motorboat.
Then there was a sharp squib-like crack, and from one of the anchored hydroplanes, a rocket went up and burst in a smoke-puff that hung in a little cloud of violet-grey upon the sunny air, and from the hangars on the shingle under the bluff streamed figures in blue overalls or grimy shirt-sleeves, and cheered and waved, standing ankle-deep in refluent water, topped with creamy sheets of foam. As the Batboat with her joyous navigators rushed spluttering to the shallow anchorage and tied up beside the Station planes, megaphones bellowed, motor-horns tooted, somebody banged on the ship's bell, a cornet struck up "Rule Britannia!" very much out of tune....
Then there was a loud crack like a firework, and from one of the anchored hydroplanes, a rocket shot up and exploded in a puff of smoke that hung in a small cloud of violet-grey against the sunny sky. From the hangars on the beach below the bluff, people in blue overalls or dirty shirts rushed out, cheering and waving, standing in ankle-deep water topped with creamy foam. As the Batboat with its excited crew sped up to the shallow anchorage and tied up next to the Station planes, megaphones blared, motor horns honked, someone hit the ship's bell, and a cornet started playing "Rule Britannia!" very out of tune....
"Well done, you two beggars! Oh! well done!" trumpeted Dareless, through his hollowed hands, and turned a beaming face on Patrine to explain that the hatless navigators of the Batboat were Lieutenants of a Flight stationed at Antwerp, and had shared in the Air Raid on the Zeppelin-sheds at Düsseldorf—early on the previous day.
"Great job, you two! Oh! Great job!" shouted Dareless, cupping his hands around his mouth. He turned a smiling face to Patrine to explain that the hatless navigators of the Batboat were Lieutenants from a Flight stationed in Antwerp and had participated in the air raid on the Zeppelin sheds in Düsseldorf early the day before.
And then a droning song had come drifting down out of the sky to the south-eastward with a buzzing undernote in it that Patrine remembered well. Dareless had lifted his head for a rapid upward reconnaissance, and said with a flash of white teeth in his brown face:
Then a humming melody drifted down from the sky to the southeast, bringing with it a buzzing undertone that Patrine recognized. Dareless lifted his head for a quick glance upward and said, flashing a smile that revealed his white teeth against his brown skin:
"Thumbs up, Miss Saxham!—this is your particular bird!"
"Well done, Miss Saxham!—this is your special bird!"
And Patrine had seen, small and high, and shining palely golden in the sunlight, the shape of the biplane that carried her lover, and her heart knocked twice in her bosom, heavily, as they knock behind the curtain before they ring up at the Comedie Française. A Clery's signalling-pistol had cracked and been answered from the Air-Station. Mechanics in overalls had appeared upon the green. Then the buzzing had stopped, and the second Bird of War, rising higher to escape the backwash of light airs from the cliffs, had launched into a splendid sweeping spiral, ending in a long glide, and alighted on the well-rolled Station aërodrome—and Sherbrand had come home.
Patrine saw the small, high biplane shining softly gold in the sunlight, carrying her lover. Her heart thumped heavily in her chest, just like it does before a performance at the Comedie Française. A Clery's signaling pistol fired, and there was a response from the Air Station. Mechanics in overalls showed up on the grass. Then the buzzing stopped, and the second Bird of War, climbing higher to avoid the light drafts from the cliffs, made a stunning sweeping spiral, glided gracefully down, and landed on the well-prepared airstrip—and Sherbrand was home.
Surely never until the thought of Flight,—formed in the brain-cells of Man and fertilised by the lust of Adventure,—hatched out in the Bird that bears the Knight of To-day upon the air-path, did lover return to his lady after a fashion so wonderful as this.
Surely, never before, until the concept of Flight—sparked by human imagination and driven by the thirst for Adventure—appeared in the Bird that now carries today's Knight through the skies, has a lover returned to their beloved in such an extraordinary manner.
The Flying Men have always been coming. In the Book of Books you will read of them. Ecclesiasticus, the Preacher, foretold of the day when a Bird of the Air should carry the Voice, and That Which Hath Wings should tell the matter; and how these Winged ones rush and roar through the prophetic pages of Ezekiel and Daniel, you have but to open them to learn. Their shapes like locusts, their armoured bodies with great-eyed headpieces "like those of horses prepared unto battle," the noise made by their wings in flight "like the noise of chariots and horses running to battle," the wheels beneath their wings, the human faces appertaining to them, the inward fire that issues from them in scorching vapours,—are described with fiery eloquence in the Apocalypse of the Apostle of St. John, when the Fifth Angel sounds the Trumpet, and the King whose name is Exterminans, the Destroyer, reaches the culminating point of his terrific reign upon earth.
The Flying Men have always been on the move. You can read about them in the Book of Books. Ecclesiasticus, the Preacher, foretold the day when a Bird of the Air would carry the Voice, and That Which Has Wings would bring the news; and how these Winged beings rush and roar through the prophetic writings of Ezekiel and Daniel—you just need to open them to see. They look like locusts, their armored bodies feature large-eyed headpieces "like those of horses ready for battle," the sound of their wings as they fly is "like the sound of chariots and horses rushing into battle," with wheels beneath their wings, human faces, and inner fire that bursts from them in scorching vapors—described in vivid detail in the Apocalypse of the Apostle St. John, when the Fifth Angel sounds the Trumpet, and the King known as Exterminans, the Destroyer, reaches the height of his horrifying reign on earth.
Flight makes the world no more joyful, being mainly used for purposes of destruction, but nothing can rob the Flying Man of his shining gloriole of Romance. The boy who was building toy aëroplanes of card and elastic a few years back has rediscovered the Flying Dragon of the Cretaceous period, broken and tamed the winged monster into a War steed, and thundered down the forgotten roads of the Pterodactyl and the Rukh, to reap shining honours upon the battlefields of the mutable Air. And if the girl who chaffed the boy of old worships him to-day as St. George, Sir Lancelot, Sir Galahad, and Le Bon Sieur de Bayard rolled into one, who shall blame her? Not I, for one!
Flight doesn't make the world any happier; it's mostly used for destructive ends. But nothing can take away the Flying Man's brilliant aura of Romance. The boy who was building toy airplanes with cardboard and rubber bands a few years ago has rediscovered the Flying Dragon from the Cretaceous period, tamed the winged beast into a War steed, and charged down the forgotten paths of the Pterodactyl and the Rukh, earning shining honors on the constantly changing battlefields of the skies. And if the girl who teased him back then admires him today as St. George, Sir Lancelot, Sir Galahad, and Le Bon Sieur de Bayard all in one, who could blame her? Not me, that's for sure!
In the instant of reunion, when the tall brown figure came swinging to meet her, and the strong hard hands gripped her own, Patrine loved him more than ever. Sherbrand's was not a romantic greeting, but it thrilled her nevertheless.
In that moment of connection, as the tall brown figure walked toward her and his strong, firm hands took hers, Patrine loved him more than ever. Sherbrand's greeting wasn't romantic, but it still thrilled her.
"They've asked us to lunch here, but it's ready at the Cottage. Shall we accept? It's for you to decide."
"They invited us to lunch here, but it's ready at the Cottage. Should we go for it? The choice is yours."
His tone had indicated his keen desire for the tête-à-tête in preference. Disappointment had shadowed his clear eyes when Patrine had voted for luncheon at the Air Station, inwardly longing to be alone with him—to be alone.
His tone indicated that he genuinely wanted the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.tête-à-têteInstead, disappointment shadowed his clear eyes when Patrine decided to have lunch at the Air Station, secretly wishing to be alone with him—to be alone.
And yet, despite the longing, the haunting sense of a sword of Fate hanging over her, Patrine found the Wardroom lunch a jolly banquet. They were so young, those sunburnt faces, laughing about the plainly-furnished board. The Wing-Commander in charge of the Station proved to be something under thirty. To Patrine, occupying the place of honour on his right hand, he did the honours like a veteran. One of the navigators of the Batboat sat upon her other side, and Sherbrand was her vis-à-vis.
And yet, despite the longing and the unsettling feeling of Fate’s sword hovering over her, Patrine found the Wardroom lunch to be a delightful feast. The sun-kissed faces around the simple table were so young, laughing together. The Wing-Commander in charge of the Station was barely under thirty. To Patrine, who sat in the place of honor on his right, he played the host like a pro. One of the navigators of the Batboat sat on her other side, and Sherbrand was hervis-à-vis.
Sherbrand was altered. She knew him older, harder, sterner.... Thinner to the verge of haggardness, with a deep vertical furrow graved between the thick eyebrows that made a bar of blonde fairness against the red of his deeply-burned skin. He had gone away a splendid youth. Now he returned with two silvery-yellow stars on the cuffs and shoulder-straps of his khaki tunic, a man seasoned and tempered as a bar of steel in the furnace-blast of War.
Sherbrand had changed. She saw that he was older, tougher, and more serious. He was thinner to the point of looking gaunt, with a deep vertical line between his thick eyebrows that stood out against his blonde hair and deeply tanned skin. He had left as an impressive young man. Now he returned with two silver-yellow stars on the cuffs and shoulder straps of his khaki uniform, a man shaped and hardened like steel from the heat of battle.
The pleasant meal ended, and the jolly party broke up. Their hosts accompanied them to the gate of the Station enclosure, and the warmth and heartiness of Naval tradition had been in the farewells that had sped the departing guests upon their way:
The delightful meal wrapped up, and the happy gathering broke up. Their hosts escorted them to the gate of the Station enclosure, and the warmth and friendliness of Naval tradition shone through in the goodbyes that sent the departing guests off:
"Au revoir! All happiness!"
"Goodbye! All happiness!
"So-long! We'll look after the 'plane all right!"
"Talk to you later! We'll look after the plane!"
"Adios! Buenas noches!"
"Goodbye! Good night!"
"Sayonara!"
"Goodbye!"
"Siéda!"
"Siéda!"
"Good-bye and good luck! Now all together.... Hip—hip—" and a rousing British cheer.
"Goodbye and good luck! Now everyone together.... Hip—hip—" followed by an energetic British cheer.
CHAPTER LXV
CHAPTER 65
GOOD-BYE, DEAR LOVE, GOOD-BYE!
GOODBYE, DEAR LOVE, GOODBYE!
They had looked back to smile and wave their thanks, and an aged tennis-shoe, scientifically hurled by Dareless, had knocked the cap out of Sherbrand's upraised hand, and raised a cloud of chalky dust from the surface of the sunken road. Under cover of this they had crossed the road and climbed a slope together and found themselves standing in heavenly loneliness, with the sea beside them and their feet upon the thymy grasses blotted by the short shadows of their tall figures, under the almost vertical sun.
They turned back to smile and wave their thanks, and an old tennis shoe, skillfully thrown by Dareless, knocked the cap out of Sherbrand's lifted hand and sent a cloud of dusty chalk into the air from the sunken road. Taking advantage of this distraction, they crossed the road and climbed a slope together, discovering a beautiful solitude, with the sea next to them and their feet on fragrant grass cast with the short shadows of their tall figures under the almost vertical sun.
"Look!" Sherbrand had said, pointing to a whitewashed, red-tiled cottage cuddled in a hollow some quarter of a mile distant, girt with a gay frivolous little garden full of bachelor's buttons and sunflowers, lavender bushes and nasturtiums yellow and red. He slipped his hand within her arm and pressed it, whispering: "There's our Eden—and my dream has come true!"
"Look!" Sherbrand said, pointing to a whitewashed cottage with red tiles set in a hollow about a quarter of a mile away, surrounded by a charming little garden full of bachelor’s buttons and sunflowers, lavender bushes, and yellow and red nasturtiums. He slipped his hand into her arm and gently squeezed it, whispering, "There’s our Eden—and my dream has come true!"
Her heart choked her. They moved on together shoulder to shoulder, her elbow resting in the bend of his strong arm, and her hand lying in his. The air they breathed was sweet with heady, nameless fragrance, the burning golden light that haloed them seemed the effluence of their love. Anguish and rapture mingled in the chalice of the perfect hour for Patrine. Nothing but rapture was in the draught for Sherbrand, though a faint fold showed between his eyebrows as he said suddenly:
Her heart hurt. They walked next to each other, her elbow nestled in the bend of his strong arm, and her hand clasped in his. The air was sweet with a captivating, unfamiliar scent, and the warm golden light around them felt like the glow of their love. Patrine felt a mix of anguish and joy in that moment. For Sherbrand, there was only joy in the experience, though a slight crease formed between his eyebrows as he suddenly said:
"Hang it! I've forgotten to ask the Station fellows to give me a night's shakedown. However, there's a decent hotel in Seasheere. My bag is still in the machine, by the way.... Did you send someone on to the cottage with your traps?"
"Dang it! I forgot to ask the guys at the Station for a place to stay tonight. Anyway, there’s a nice hotel in Seasheere. Also, my bag is still in the machine... Did you send someone ahead to the cottage with your gear?"
"I——"
"I—"
She began to falter. It was coming.... But his eagerness delayed the moment of revelation. The track they followed dipped down and they found themselves in a grassy basin. The turf cupped up on every side and they were alone, lidded by the blazing turquoise sky.
She began to hesitate. It was getting closer... But his excitement delayed the moment of truth. The path they were on sloped down, leading them into a grassy hollow. The grass surrounded them, and they were alone, protected by the bright turquoise sky.
At the bottom of the green nest he stopped, and next moment his embrace enveloped her. She forgot, as an answering flame burned in her blood, all the things that she had meant to say. "I'll have my hour," shot through her whirling brain, "I must have something of him to keep in remembrance. He has never loved me—nor I him—so passionately as now. Oh, my God!"
At the bottom of the green nest, he paused, and in the next moment, he pulled her into his arms. As a wave of warmth flooded her body, she forgot everything she had planned to say. “I’ll have my hour,” raced through her thoughts, “I need to have something of him to remember. He has never loved me—nor I him—this passionately before. Oh, my God!”
He released her with a happy sigh, and they sat down on the shadowed side of their green nest, a deep dimple in the cheek of the sunny, smiling Earth, and looked in each other's eyes. He said, as she took off her hat and threw it aside and turned her unveiled, unshadowed face back to his:
He let her go with a happy sigh, and they sat down on the cool side of their green nest, a deep dip in the sunny, cheerful Earth, and looked into each other's eyes. He said, as she took off her hat and tossed it aside, turning her bare, glowing face back to his:
"Your dear cheeks are thinner, I fancy, Pat. Have you been worrying much about me?"
"I think your cheeks look slimmer, Pat. Have you been stressing a lot about me?"
She nodded, thinking of her sleepless nights passed after reading his few letters, or when his letters had failed to come.
She nodded, recalling the sleepless nights she had after reading his few letters or when his letters didn't arrive.
"Pretty badly—in the days of the Retreat from Mons. You piloted that French officer over the Channel and—whiff!—you vanished. What has become of him?"
"Pretty badly—in the days of the Retreat from Mons. You got that French officer across the Channel and—poof!—you vanished. What happened to him?"
"Wing Commandant Raymond? He's riding the storm and directing the whirlwind somewhere on the French Front. I got my orders to join the R.F.C.-unit acting with a rearguard battery of the Second Army Corps as soon as I'd dumped him. As for the work with the battery, it was always the same thing. We flew out against von Kluck's advance, spotting their gun-emplacements and getting the range for our gunners. And under us a dark-brown river with five branches rolled South. And that was the Retreat."
"Wing Commander Raymond? He's managing the chaos somewhere on the French Front. I received my orders to join the R.F.C. unit working with a rearguard battery of the Second Army Corps right after I dropped him off. As for the work with the battery, it was always the same. We flew out against von Kluck's advance, locating their gun positions and assisting our gunners with range finding. Below us, a dark-brown river with five branches flowed south. And that was the Retreat."
His arm was round her, her cheek was pressed to his, her bosom heaved against him. She turned her lips to his in a quick kiss, and whispered:
His arm was around her, her cheek was pressed against his, and her chest was rising and falling against him. She tilted her lips toward his for a quick kiss and whispered:
"And when you came down out of your sky 'like pigeons homing at nightfall'—that's a sentence in one of your letters—d'you recognise it?—the river went on rolling still?"
"And when you came down from your sky 'like pigeons flying home at dusk'—that’s a line from one of your letters—do you remember it?—the river kept flowing, right?"
"Just the same, without a break. And what a—welter. Remnants of crack infantry brigades tangled with the rags of cavalry squadrons—grimy, hairy, ragged chimney-sweeps with bandaged feet and empty bellies, and blackened tongues hanging out, and blind, blank, staring eyes.... Imagine all the toy soldier outfits in the kiddy-shops of Regent Street emptied into the gutters and you'll get an idea of what the thing was like.... And Transport and Supply-columns jumbled with bits of R.G.A. batteries and R.F.A.—three dying horses to a howitzer, and one gunner left out of six! Bands of refugees and troops of stragglers. Lunatics led along howling and gibbering. Lorries, carts, and motor-vans crammed with swollen-footed cripples—cheek by jowl with bloody spectres evacuated from Field Hospitals that were reddening the sky with their burning in the rear. A day-and-nightmare to haunt one for ever if the end had been different—" He caught his breath. "But when I remember that we straightened the muddle—brought Order out of Chaos—turned on the Germans and bit to the bone—I pray that the memory may stay with me always, so that I may teach your sons and mine what it means to be Englishmen!"
"Just like that, without a pause. And what a—mess. Leftover infantry brigades were mixed up with the rags of cavalry units—filthy, unkempt, ragged people like chimney sweeps with bandaged feet and empty stomachs, blackened tongues hanging out, and blind, vacant, staring eyes.... Imagine all the toy soldier uniforms from kids' shops on Regent Street dumped into the gutters, and you'll get an idea of what it was like.... And Transport and Supply columns tangled up with bits of R.G.A. batteries and R.F.A.—three dying horses for each howitzer, and only one gunner left out of six! Groups of refugees and troops of stragglers. Insane people being led around, howling and mumbling. Trucks, carts, and vans filled with swollen-footed cripples—next to bloody figures evacuated from Field Hospitals that were igniting the sky behind us. A day-nightmare that would haunt someone forever if the outcome had been different—" He paused to catch his breath. "But when I remember that we sorted the mess out—brought Order out of Chaos—turned on the Germans and fought to the end—I pray that memory stays with me always, so I can teach your sons and mine what it means to be Englishmen!"
"Oh, Alan! My poor boy! ..." She caught him in her arms with sudden passion, strained him to her and then freed herself from him, and moved away, signing to him that he must not approach. "What you hope for can never be! I'd have told you this before if I'd been decent, but I wanted your kisses—I was hungry for the touch of you—and the sound of your voice in my ears after all these weeks and weeks——"
"Oh, Alan! My poor boy! ..." She embraced him passionately, held him tight, then pushed him back and stepped away, indicating that he shouldn’t come any closer. "What you want is impossible! I should have told you this sooner if I had been honest, but I yearned for your kisses—I craved your touch—and I missed hearing your voice in my ears after all these weeks and weeks——"
"Then why do you say it can never be—and tell me in the same breath that you long for me and love me?" His light brows were drawn into a heavy line over his stern grey eyes. "Aren't you and I going to be married? Is it possible that you'd draw back—now?"
“Then why do you say it can never happen—and at the same time tell me that you want me and love me?” His light brows were deeply furrowed over his serious gray eyes. “Aren't we getting married? Is it really possible that you would pull away—now?
"Because your wife should be a pure woman, and I am not, it is possible. Don't move! Don't come nearer! If you do I'll never have the courage to tell—what must be told!"
"Because your wife deserves to be a good woman, and I'm not, it might happen. Don't move! Don't come any closer! If you do, I'll never have the courage to say—what needs to be said!"
And he had sat still, as a figure in carved khaki-coloured stone with his knees apart and his knotted hands hanging between them, and his eyes, curiously hard and pale against the strong red sunburn of his face, fixed immovably upon her mouth. When she ended there had been a great silence; and she had looked up at the azure dome lidding their green nest, wondering why the burning, perfumed breeze had suddenly turned cold. His voice recalled her:
He sat completely still, like a statue made of khaki-colored stone, with his knees apart and his knotted hands resting between them. His eyes, strangely hard and pale against the deep red sunburn on his face, were fixed on her mouth. When she finished speaking, there was a long silence, and she looked up at the blue sky above their green spot, wondering why the hot, fragrant breeze had suddenly turned cold. His voice pulled her back:
"Why have you told me this?"
"Why did you say this to me?"
"To be honest." She hugged her knees. "To give you a chance for freedom before you were handicapped with me for life, poor boy!"
"Honestly," she said as she hugged her knees. "I wanted to give you a chance for freedom before you were stuck with me forever, poor guy!"
"And how do you suppose it makes me feel?" He breathed roughly, and gritted his teeth, wringing his hands in one another so strongly that the knuckles started death-white against the reddened skin. She heard herself saying lamely:
"And how do you think that makes me feel?" he said harshly, gritting his teeth and twisting his hands together so tightly that his knuckles turned pale against the reddened skin. She heard herself reply weakly:
"I knew you'd be horribly sick about it and hate me!"
"I knew you'd be really upset about it and hate me!"
"I don't hate you. But I want to kill him! He took you to that damnable place and—" He bit his lip and swallowed. "How long was that before I met you at Hendon? Three days—and our day of meeting—the meeting I thanked God for!—was July 18th. This is October—the 14th—to be particular. You must know what I'm driving at. Is there—any danger——"
I don't hate you. But I want to kill __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.him! He took you to that terrible place and—" He bit his lip and swallowed. "How long was it before I met you at Hendon? Three days—and our meeting—the day I thanked God for!—was July 18th. This is October—the 14th, to be exact. You have to know what I'm getting at. Is there—any danger——"
She said in a level voice, looking at him steadily:
She spoke in a calm voice, looking at him steadily:
"I have deserved it—but I think God is going to be kinder to me than to—punish me in that way." Her eyes flickered and fell from his. "It was because—I was so awfully afraid at first that I made up my mind to marry you. And now—and now you know the very worst of me."
"I deserve this—but I trust that God will show me more kindness than to punish me like that." Her eyes shifted away from his. "It was because—I was so utterly terrified at first that I chose to marry you. And now—and now you know the very worst thing about me."
"Hardly the worst." He drew breath roughly, and the cloud upon his forehead lightened a little. "We'd have been man and wife before I flew for France—if you'd let me have my way. Why didn't you?"
"Not the worst." He breathed heavily, and the frown on his forehead relaxed a little. "We could have gotten married before I went to France—if you had just let me do what I wanted. Why didn’t you?"
"I—Oh!—It seemed so mean.... A kind of child-stealing. You were so unsuspecting, and so generous, and so clean!" She bit her lips, and the tears welled over her underlids.... "You shamed me into being straight with you. I'd loved you from the beginning. But it was as though my love had left off crawling and grown a pair of wings."
"I—Oh!—It felt so harsh.... Like taking a child away. You were so oblivious, so generous, and so."innocent!" She bit her lips, and tears welled up in her eyes.... "You made me open up to you. I had loved you from the beginning. But it felt like my love had stopped crawling and had learned to soar."
"Answer me straight." He turned so as to face her. "Did you ever love that German?"
"Just tell me the truth." He turned to look at her. "Did you ever love that German?"
"To my shame be it spoken—never for an instant! After that night at the Upas I hated him unspeakably. Only when I thought he was dead, I began to let up a little on the hate."
"I hate to say it—not even for a second! After that night at the Upas, I despised him intensely. It was only when I thought he was dead that I started to let go of the hate."
He looked at his hands and unknotted them and knotted them, and said suddenly:
He stared at his hands, untied them, re-tied them, and then suddenly said:
"You may be interested to know that he is not dead, but very much the other thing. He is scouting and spotting for von Kluck's gunners on their south and west Fronts, and sometimes bombing positions he has skried out—and doing it all superbly, damn him! He has been degraded to the rank of a Supernumerary Flying officer for some breach of duty that got to the Kaiser. And he has evidently made his mind up to make good in this War. They pick him for all the dangerous missions. He seems unkillable—and we've tried our hardest. And wherever he goes—until now I've kept this from you—he takes—the Saxhams' son!"
You might find it interesting that he’s not dead; in fact, it’s quite the opposite. He’s scouting and spotting for von Kluck's gunners on their south and west fronts, and sometimes bombing targets he’s identified—and he’s doing it all brilliantly, damn him! He’s been demoted to the rank of Supernumerary Flying Officer for some infraction that got back to the Kaiser. And he’s clearly determined to prove himself in this War. They pick him for all the dangerous missions. He seems unstoppable—and we’ve done everything we can to bring him down. And wherever he goes—until now I’ve kept this from you—he brings along—the Saxhams' son!
"Bawne! ..."
"Wow! ..."
She shaped the name dumbly, with lips that were pale as poplar leaves. "God forgive me!" her conscience whispered. "How little I have thought of Bawne!"
She said the name slowly, her lips as pale as poplar leaves. "God forgive me!" her conscience whispered. "I haven't thought about Bawne nearly enough!"
"Yes. I mean Bawne!"
"Yes. I mean Bawne!"
So odd was the contrast between the speaker's grim, set face and the bald simplicity of his language, that her white lips twitched with a crazy desire to laugh, as he added:
It was so odd how serious the speaker appeared compared to the simple words he was saying that her pale lips trembled with an unusual desire to laugh as he carried on:
"I've been keen for a long time on coming across the man who pinched my hawk-hoverer and kidnapped my friend's son—and putting the fear of God into him with an automatic revolver, or a Maxim.... But now that I know—this!"—the deadly contempt in the voice is inconveyable—"a clean death hardly meets his case. Good cartridges seem wasted in killing that fellow. One wants to set one's heel down—hard on him—and scrunch!"
"I've been wanting for a long time to find the guy who took my hawk and kidnapped my friend's son—and scare him to death with an automatic pistol, or a Maxim.... But now that I know—this!"—the deadly contempt in the voice is indescribable—"a quick death isn't enough for him. Good bullets seem wasted on taking that guy out. I want to stomp down—hard on him—and crush!"
He had sat silent, staring before him yet a moment longer. Then he gathered himself together and got up from the grass, glanced at his wrist-watch and said, holding out his hand to assist her in rising:
He sat quietly, staring ahead for a bit longer. Then he gathered himself, got up from the grass, checked his wristwatch, and said, extending his hand to help her up:
"Well, let's be going. It's half-past three. They'll expect us to tea at the cottage. By the way, you haven't told me. Did you send on your bag from the station when you came?"
"Okay, let's go. It's 3:30. They'll be expecting us for tea at the cottage. By the way, you haven't brought it up. Did you send your bag from the station when you got here?"
She shuddered violently, and leaped up without touching the offered hand. The west was all dappled with tiny pearly cloudlets, their shadows were lengthening momentarily, the salt smell of the sea was on the breeze that came in languid puffs. But the wine of joy that had brimmed their green bowl had been emptied out by her own hand, and the draught now held to her flinching mouth was bitterer than hemlock and blacker than Styx. That change in his face and voice—
She shuddered violently and jumped up without accepting the offered hand. The west was dotted with small pearly clouds, their shadows stretching out for a moment. The salty smell of the sea filled the breeze, which came in gentle puffs. But the joy that had once filled their green bowl was gone, spilled out by her own hand, and the drink held to her shaking mouth was more bitter than poison and darker than the River Styx. That change in his face and voice—
"What do you suppose? I brought no bag. I am going home by the next train." She glanced at a little jewelled wrist-watch he had given her and back at the mask-like face, that said:
"What do you think? I didn't bring a bag. I'm catching the next train home." She glanced at the small jeweled wristwatch he had given her and then back at his mask-like face, which seemed to express:
"You mean we part here, for good! Is that it?"
"Are we really parting ways here for good? Is that it?"
"For good—or bad. My poor boy——"
"For better or worse. My poor kid——"
He put her "poor boy" from him with a gesture of the hand. He asked in a flat, toneless voice:
He brushed off her "poor boy" with a hand gesture. He asked in a calm, emotionless voice:
"Am I a blackguard like von Herrnung? You came down here to marry me. What will be said afterwards—if——"
"Am I really a jerk like von Herrnung? You came down here to marry me. What will people say later—if——"
"I'm past caring what people think or say!" she flashed at him angrily. "I've told you that I will not marry you!—that I'm not fit to be your wife. Oh! if you suppose it didn't hurt——"
"I don't care what people think or say anymore!" she snapped at him, furious. "I've already told you I won't marry you!—that I'm not the right person to be your wife. Oh! if you think it doesn't hurt——"
A rush of tears drowned out his altered visage. She turned away, fighting for composure, summoning all her woman's pride to help her at her need. That swaying grace, that alluring physical perfection—had never appealed to Sherbrand's senses so irresistibly....
A surge of tears blurred his altered look. She turned away, fighting to collect herself, relying on all her feminine pride to help her through this moment. That elegant gesture, that enchanting beauty—had never captured Sherbrand's attention so strongly...
"Patrine!"
"Patrine!"
She heard his eager footsteps following her. She was snatched into his masterful embrace, assailed by his stormy kisses, wooed by his passionate words of love beyond her power to resist. The flood in the veins of both was rising, the force of the warm rushing torrent was bearing them away, she cared not whither, so that she might keep those arms about her still.
She heard his eager footsteps behind her. He pulled her into his strong embrace, and she was swept away by his intense kisses, captivated by the passionate words of love that she couldn't resist. Excitement surged through both of them, the warm rush surrounding them, and she didn’t care where it led, as long as she could stay in his arms.
"Patrine! My woman of women—do you think I'd let you go from me? Not I! I'll have you for my wife whether you will or no! We'll forget—all that! We'll be happy in spite of it. Won't we?"
"Patrine! My one and only—do you really think I’d let you go? Not a chance! I’m going to have you as my wife, whether you like it or not! We’ll forget everything! We’ll be happy no matter what. Right?"
"No!" she gasped out.
"No!" she exclaimed.
"We will, I tell you!" He laughed out with ringing triumph and bent his head, seeking her evasive mouth with his own. Hard pressed she had panted:
"We definitely will, I promise!" He laughed triumphantly and leaned in, trying to find her elusive lips with his own. Breathless, she gasped:
"Don't ask me to marry you! I'd never, never do it! Unless you were poor and sick and a nobody—and wanted a woman to nurse and work for you.... Then—the wag of a finger or the wind of a word would bring me to you. But—I swear it before God!—I won't marry you as you are!"
"Don't ask me to marry you! I would never do it! Unless you were poor, sick, and nobody—and you needed a woman to take care of you and support you.... Then—a small gesture or a few words could make me reconsider. But—I swear it before God!—I won't marry you as you are!"
"You will!"
"You will!"
"I've sworn I won't. But—" She had whispered it in a kiss of fire—"I will give you—what that other man took!"
"I promise I won't. But—” She murmured in a passionate kiss—“I will give you—what that other guy stole!"
And Sherbrand had uttered a hoarse sound like a sob, and unwound her arms from about his neck, and said, holding her hands close in his and looking sternly in her swimming eyes:
Sherbrand let out a choked sound that resembled a sob, released her grip from around his neck, and said, holding her hands tightly in his and looking deeply into her tear-filled eyes:
"I'm no saint, God knows!—but I'm a better man than to take what you offer. Halloa! That's Davis. What's up now?"
"I'm no saint, trust me!—but I'm a better person than to take what you're offering. Hey! That's Davis. What's happening now?"
A distant whistle had made him prick his ears. He whistled back and ran lightly up to the brink of the grassy punch-bowl in time to meet the little black-avised Welshman—hero of the Paris episode in connection with the girl with the goo-goo eyes. Davis had handed him a paper-pad. Sherbrand had read it, scrawled a reply on the blank side to be dispatched by the Station's Wireless, and hurried back to Patrine.
A distant whistle caught his attention. He whistled back and rushed to the edge of the grassy bowl just in time to meet the little black-eyed Welshman—the hero from the Paris incident with the girl who had dreamy eyes. Davis had given him a notepad. Sherbrand read it, quickly wrote a reply on the blank side to be sent through the Station's Wireless, and hurried back to Patrine.
"We—couldn't have been married to-morrow anyway. The man who undertook to replace me while I went on leave has been killed doing reconnaissance on our new Front in North-West France. I'm recalled."
"We couldn’t have gotten married tomorrow anyway. The guy who was supposed to fill in for me while I took leave has been killed while doing reconnaissance on our new front in North-West France. I’m being recalled."
"Recalled?"
"Remembered?"
He nodded. The British Force had been deftly transferred from its position on the Aisne to a base at St. Omer, you will remember, thus blocking the Calais Gate. The New Offensive was taking shape. Sherbrand had continued:
He nodded. The British Force had seamlessly transitioned from its location on the Aisne to a base at St. Omer, as you might remember, effectively blocking the Calais Gate. The New Offensive was taking shape. Sherbrand continued:
"So—if you're to catch the three-fifty from Fearnchurch to Charing Cross—we'll have to run!"
"So—if you want to catch the 3:50 from Fearnchurch to Charing Cross—we'll need to hurry!"
And as the screech of a distant engine had sounded from the direction of Fearnchurch Station, he had caught up the veiled hat and thrust it upon Patrine, grabbed her thin rain-coat and vanity bag and sunshade, and hurried her back to the flinty railway-station by the way she had come. And with the banging of the carriage-door, her woman's heart had broken. She had felt it bleeding drip, drip, drip! as Sherbrand's tall bare head and grave sad eyes had receded out of sight.
As the sound of a distant engine echoed from Fearnchurch Station, he quickly grabbed the veiled hat and placed it on Patrine, took her thin raincoat, vanity bag, and sunshade, and hurried her back to the stony railway station along the path she had come. With the slam of the carriage door, her heart shattered. She felt it bleeding, drip, drip, drip! as Sherbrand's tall, bare head and gloomy, sad eyes disappeared from sight.
And the train had been delayed at the next station, waiting for the passage of a troop-train crammed with eager faced young men of Kitchener's Army, concrete answers to the famous Call to Arms and the First Five Questions—nearly half an hour. So that rounding the curve beyond the last signal-cabin for the clanking journey through the short tunnel, Patrine had seen, some miles to seaward of the glittering white prow of the North Foreland, a biplane with its wings reddened by the sunset, flying south-east.
The train had been delayed at the next station for almost half an hour, waiting for a troop train full of enthusiastic young men from Kitchener's Army, responding to the famous Call to Arms and the First Five Questions. As we went around the curve past the last signal cabin before the noisy ride through the short tunnel, Patrine noticed a biplane a few miles out to sea from the shiny white bow of the North Foreland, its wings illuminated in red by the sunset, flying southeast.
"Oh! good-bye, Alan!" she had whispered, knowing that she would never see her Bird of War again. He had been caught and dragged back into the fiery whirl of the cyclone without the hope that nerves and supports and brings adventurers back. Sorrowful and stern, baulked of his heart's desire, grimly bent on meeting von Herrnung, and wreaking retribution for a horrible wrong, upon the red head of the Kaiser's Flying Man.
"Oh! Goodbye, Alan!" she whispered, realizing she would never see her Bird of War again. He had been caught and pulled back into the fiery chaos of the cyclone, without the hope that courage and support bring adventurers home. Sad and serious, denied his heart's desire, firmly resolved to confront von Herrnung and seek revenge for a terrible wrong against the red-haired head of the Kaiser's Flying Man.
CHAPTER LXVI
CHAPTER 66
MORE KULTUR
MORE CULTURE
The boy's slight figure seemed to shrink upon itself as the stony eyes looked at him, and the teeth showed under the red moustache, not tightly curled now, but stiffened and pointing to the eyes. Von Herrnung set a foot upon the broken wall and leaped into the baker's parlour, staggering slightly as he alighted amongst the rubbish on the broken floor. He had been drinking, but not to excess, for the restaurant-cellars having been thoroughly gutted by his countrymen, the wreckage of the bar behind which Madame had sat, busy with her embroidery, had yielded barely a half-tumbler of Cognac and a single bottle of Champagne.
The boy's thin frame seemed to fold in on itself as the cold eyes looked at him, with teeth visible beneath the red mustache, which was now stiff and pointed at the eyes instead of tightly curled. Von Herrnung set a foot on the crumbling wall and jumped into the baker's parlor, stumbling slightly as he landed among the debris on the broken floor. He had been drinking, but not too much, since his countrymen had completely emptied the restaurant cellars, and the mess left behind at the bar where Madame used to sit, focused on her embroidery, had barely yielded half a glass of Cognac and one bottle of Champagne.
Having drunk enough to spur memory and not to lull his snarling grievances to slumber, he had come forth to blunt the tooth of his bitter hatred on the boy. For, since that queer tickling, pleasurable sensation experienced in his first tantalization of Bawne's hunger, every new weal marked upon the wincing body, every fresh bruise inflicted on the shuddering soul of Her Dearest, imparted to von Herrnung a ferocious pleasure in comparison with which mere vicious indulgence palled.
After drinking enough to trigger his memories without calming his angry complaints, he had stepped outside to unleash his bitterness on the boy. Since that peculiar, enjoyable feeling he experienced when he first taunted Bawne's hunger, every new mark on the boy's suffering body and each fresh bruise on Her Dearest's trembling spirit brought von Herrnung a savage pleasure that belittled ordinary cruelty.
"So, there you are, little English pig-dog," he said in German, as the blue eyes met his own and fell away before them and the colour sank out of the young face. "Get you back to the Market-platz there and wait for me. I have some business with your friend."
"So, there you are, little English pig-dog," he said in German, as the blue eyes met his own and then looked away, the color draining from the young face. "Go back to theMarket-platz"Just wait for me. I need to talk to your friend."
He stretched out a long arm, picked up the boy by the slack of his garments, and with a turn of the wrist dropped him into the street. His ears were pricked for the cry that should follow the slight scrambling fall of the light body on the rubbish. It failed to come, and he frowned. Presently— Meanwhile here was game of a larger kind. He looked down from his superb height upon the bloodstained figure in the stretcher. Its eyes were closed, and the haggard face beneath the grime and bristles had the yellowish-white of old wax. He spoke to it harshly, in his English, and the brownish lids split apart and the gaunt sick eyes glimmered up at him. But no reply came from the livid lips. He rapped his foot sharply on the floor, repeating:
He reached down with a long arm, grabbed the boy by the loose fabric of his clothes, and with a flick of his wrist tossed him into the street. He listened for the cry that should have followed the boy's light body hitting the rubbish, but it never came, and he frowned. Meanwhile, here was something bigger to focus on. He looked down from his impressive height at the bloodstained figure on the stretcher. Its eyes were closed, and the worn face under the dirt and stubble had a yellowish-white color like old wax. He spoke to it harshly in English, and the brownish eyelids opened, revealing hollow, sickly eyes staring up at him. But there was no response from the pale lips. He stomped his foot sharply on the floor, repeating:
"I suppose you know you are my prisoner, sir?" and a strange spasm of mingled amusement and irony twitched the muscles of the haggard mask. The faded negatives of eyes regarded him with the ghost of a smile in them. The dissolving voice said in tones no louder than a sigh:
"I guess you know you’re my prisoner, right?" A strange mix of amusement and irony flashed across the tired face. The dull eyes gazed at him with a trace of a smile. The fading voice spoke in tones barely louder than a whisper:
"Possibly. But not—for long!"
"Maybe. But not—for long!”
The voice stopped short. As von Herrnung took a step nearer to the stretcher, his toe stubbed against and caught in the strap of a leather case lying on the littered floor. He picked up the case and smiled as he drew out a costly pair of Zeiss binoculars. His own, though hailing from the Jena workshop, only magnified to 12x. These registered 25x. On the metal rim of the larger lense was engraved the style and title of the owner: "Capt. Rt. Hon. Viscount Norwater, Royal Bearskins Plain."
The voice went quiet. As von Herrnung stepped closer to the stretcher, he accidentally kicked a strap of a leather case on the messy floor. He picked up the case and smiled as he took out a pricey pair of Zeiss binoculars. His own, which came from the Jena workshop, only had a 12x magnification. These binoculars magnified 25x. On the metal rim of the larger lens, it was engraved with the name and title of the owner: "Capt. Rt. Hon. Viscount Norwater, Royal Bearskins Plain."
A find in the dual sense. He restored the binoculars to their case, unbuckled the strap and slipped it under his heavy bandolier of cartridges, hanging the case beside his own, loosened the upper stud-clips that fastened his goggled helmet, and pushed it back so as to reveal his whole face. The gaunt eyes were open, looking at him attentively. He asked them:
A discovery in both ways. He returned the binoculars to their case, unfastened the strap, and tucked it under his heavy bandolier of cartridges, hanging the case beside his own. He loosened the upper clips that held his goggled helmet and pushed it back to reveal his whole face. His sunken eyes were wide open, watching him closely. He asked them:
"May it not be that we have met before? In Paris, yes? On the night of the Grand Prix. At the Hotel Spitz, ja, ja, gewiss! A dinner given by Sir Thomas Brayham for Lady Wathe and a few friends. You were one of the friends. I another. How is the old woman, do you know?"
"Have we met before? In Paris, right? On the night of the Grand Prix. At the Hotel Spitz, __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,"yes, yes, for sure"A dinner hosted by Sir Thomas Brayham for Lady Wathe and a few friends. You were one of the friends. I was another. Do you know how the old woman is doing?"
Kreutzdonnerwetter! what inconceivable insolence! The eyes looked through him as though he had not been there. His hard blue eyes, already injected with blood, grew savage, and a purplish tinge suffused his florid skin. He reflected an instant, pulled a capacious silver spirit-flask from the deep side-pocket of his pneumatic, half-filled the drinking cup that capped it, and knelt down beside the stretcher, saying quite pleasantly, in his gutturals:
Kreutzdonnerwetter!What unbelievable rudeness! Their eyes looked right through him as if he wasn’t even there. His intense blue eyes, already bloodshot, went wild, and a purplish tint spread across his flushed skin. He paused for a moment, pulled out a large silver flask from the deep side pocket of his jacket, half-filled the cup on top of it, and knelt down beside the stretcher, speaking quite pleasantly in his low voice:
"See, here is some capital Cognac. Let me give you a sip, eh? Then you will feel better." He poured a dram between the teeth, and waited through a spasm of coughing, wiped the blood and mucus from the gasping lips with a rag of the torn clothing, then pulled a stool from amongst the rubbish, sat down near the feet of the wounded man, facing him, and took a long pull of the belauded brandy from the neck of the big flask.
"Check this out, here’s some great Cognac. Let me give you a sip, alright? It'll help you feel better." He poured a shot between the man's lips and waited for him to cough, wiped the blood and mucus from the man's struggling lips with a piece of torn clothing, then pulled over a stool from the mess, sat down near the wounded man's feet, facing him, and took a long drink from the praised brandy in the big flask.
"That does more good than canteen coffee," he said, and sucked his red moustache appreciatively. He set down the flask on the floor between his feet, found his case, and carefully chose a cigar.
"That does more good than coffee from the cafeteria," he said, appreciating his red mustache. He placed the flask on the floor between his feet, found his case, and carefully took out a cigar.
"A zigarre? No! You will, then, perhaps not object to my smoking? We of the Field Flight have to comfort ourselves with snuff when in the air. To burn tobacco and blaze up like a star-shell and come down like a charred rocket-stick, that is not at all agreeable or praktisch. Sapperlot! you are not a very amusing companion. Nevertheless, my fellow, I drink to your jolly good health!"
"A cigar? No? Then maybe you won’t mind if I smoke? We in the Field Flight have to indulge in snuff when we’re airborne. Lighting up tobacco and bursting into flames like a firework, only to fall back down like a charred rocket stick, is really not pleasant at all or __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."practical.Good grief!"You might not be the most entertaining person, but still, my friend, cheers to your good health!"
He knocked off the ash of his cigar, cleared his throat, and spat, just clearing Franky's shoulder. The flicker of anger in the sunken eyes brought a glitter of malice into his own. He sent out a long swaggering stream of smoke, and knocked the ash from his cigar with the little finger of his ringed left hand, continuing:
He flicked the ash from his cigar, cleared his throat, and spat, just missing Franky's shoulder. The flash of anger in his sunken eyes gave him an edge of malice. He let out a long, confident puff of smoke and knocked the ash from his cigar with the pinky of his ringed left hand, continuing:
"You see, I have cut the long thumb-nail that amused you when we met in Paris. The Day has come—though you would not join me in drinking to its dawning!—and the German eagle has dipped his claws in English blood. We Prussians have beaten out the iron sceptre of World Power with giant blows upon the War Anvil, and the sun that never set upon the swanky British Empire, has already risen to find the Roast Beef of Old England in danger, and the Triple Entente a bankrupt syndicate." He shrugged and twisted his red moustache, tilted his big body sidewise, and spat at a carefully-calculated angle, missing the other shoulder of the victim as he pursued:
"I’ve trimmed the long thumbnail that you found amusing when we met in Paris. That day has arrived—even though you wouldn’t join me in raising a glass to celebrate!—and the German eagle has sunk its claws into English blood. We Prussians have forged the iron scepter of World Power with powerful blows on the War Anvil, and the sun that never set on the flashy British Empire has already risen to find the Roast Beef of Old England in danger, and the Triple Entente a failed attempt." He shrugged, twisted his red mustache, tilted his large body to the side, and spat at a carefully aimed angle, missing the other shoulder of the victim as he continued:
"But you do not know ... Donnerwetter! how should you?—lying here like a stuck pig! Yesterday—in the neighbourhood of Ypres—took place the ultimate, conclusive battle, in which the German mammoth pounded the British Lion into pulp. Your little British Expeditionary Force may be said to exist no longer. Your Brigade of Guards, who boast that, like the Samurai, they do not surrender while yet unwounded, is practically extinct. Maddened by despair the officers shot the few men who remained and then blew one another's brains out. Your Commander-in-Chief is our prisoner, Sir Rothesay Craig has been killed, also General Callonby and General Jones-Torrian. The French Generalissimo has surrendered, with the 5th French Army. The 6th French Army has been chopped into sausage-meat. So, all is over! Total Kaput!"
"But you don't know..."Wow!How could you?—lying here like you've given up! Yesterday—in the area around Ypres—was the last, crucial battle, where the massive German forces defeated the British troops. Your small British Expeditionary Force is pretty much gone. Your Brigade of Guards, who take pride in not surrendering until they're injured, is almost entirely wiped out. Driven to madness by despair, the officers shot the few men who were left and then turned on each other. Your Commander-in-Chief is our prisoner, Sir Rothesay Craig has been killed, along with General Callonby and General Jones-Torrian. The French Generalissimo has surrendered, along with the 5th French Army. The 6th French Army has been completely devastated. So, it’s all over! Total disaster!
"If what you say is Gospel," said the weak voice, and the faded eyes had the ghost of a smile in them, "why do I keep on hearing our guns?"
"If what you're saying is true," said the faint voice, and the dulled eyes had a hint of a smile in them, "why do I still hear our guns?"
For the hurly-burly of battle in the South had broken out afresh as though in contradiction. The crazy floor vibrated, the tottering walls shook with the distant fury of sound:
The chaos of battle in the South had flared up again, almost as if to contradict itself. The unstable ground shook, and the unsteady walls quivered with the distant roar of noise:
Thud—thud—thud—thud! and the muffled Boom!—Crash! of immense explosions. And through all the steady slogging of Royal Garrison Artillery howitzers, and the tireless, dogged hammering of Field Artillery eighteen-pounders.
Thud—thud—thud—thud!and the mutedBoom!—Crash!of massive explosions. Amid the continuous barrage of Royal Garrison Artillery howitzers and the steady, determined fire of Field Artillery eighteen-pounders.
"Macht nicht!"
"Don't do that!"
Von Herrnung shrugged contemptuously, though his keen ear did not miss the fact that the guns were coming nearer: "That must go on—for a little!—until the last show of resistance is broken down. If it be a military virtue not to be aware when you are beaten—your big-jawed, dull-brained, short-headed British bull-dogs of soldiers have that virtue, of course. But comes the awakening! The Russian Navy has been blown off the Baltic, the Czar has accepted our Kaiser's ultimatum—the Belgian Government has made its submission—the Belgian Army has laid down its arms. Our 17-inch siege-howitzers are bombarding the shores of England from their emplacements at Calais. The Army of Invasion is embarking—your British Navy—the floating bulwark of your Empire—lies at the bottom of the North Sea. Ministers run from one end of England to the other, begging, coaxing, persuading—your proletariat. There is panic in the English War Office, and despair at Buckingham Palace; rebellion in the streets of London, débâcle in the City, and stampede in the West End. To-morrow the Emperor of Greater Germany and the Crown Prince, Viceroy of the Brito-German Possessions, will, with the Empress enter Paris. Ten miles of films will record for all Posterity this colossal and magnificent scene. The London pageant of triumph follows. Well may you weep, my unlucky fellow, over the collapse and ruin of your proud country"—for tears were really trickling from the puckered eyelids of the now flushed and quivering face. "Himmelkreuzbombenelement! You are not weeping. You are laughing, you dirty English swine!"
Von Herrnung shrugged in contempt, but his keen ears picked up the sound of the guns drawing nearer: "This has to go on—for a little longer!—until the last sign of resistance is crushed. If it's a military trait to be ignorant when you’re defeated—your big-jawed, dull-witted British soldiers definitely have that trait. But wake up is coming! The Russian Navy has been wiped out in the Baltic, the Czar has accepted our Kaiser's ultimatum—the Belgian Government has surrendered—the Belgian Army has put down its weapons. Our 17-inch siege howitzers are bombarding the shores of England from their spots in Calais. The Invasion Army is boarding ships—your British Navy—the floating shield of your Empire—sinks to the depths of the North Sea. Ministers are racing across England, begging, persuading, trying to reach—your working class. There’s panic in the English War Office, and despair at Buckingham Palace; rebellion is breaking out in the streets of London,débâcleIn the city, there's chaos in the West End. Tomorrow, the Emperor of Greater Germany, the Crown Prince and Viceroy of the Brito-German Territories, along with the Empress, will enter Paris. Ten miles of footage will capture this grand and impressive scene for future generations. After that, the celebration in London will take place. It's no surprise you're crying, my poor friend, over the downfall and devastation of your once-great country,"—for tears were genuinely streaming down the wrinkled eyelids of his now flushed and trembling face.Himmelkreuzbombenelement"You’re not crying. You’re laughing, you dirty English pig!"
"What else do you—expect—when you're so—dashed amusin'?" gasped Franky painfully. "Roll along with some more of it—why don't you, Anatole?"
"What else do you expect when you're acting so completely ridiculous?" Franky gasped in pain. "Just keep it up—why don’t you, Anatole?"
"You do not believe me, no? You think that I am rotting," von Herrnung shrugged his huge shoulders and laughed with forced heartiness. "Always to rot, that is the English custom." He added, with a cruel relish: "Desto besser, you will die more pleasantly. For of course you will die. This is the third day you have lain here, Alter junge, and you have the smell and colour of gangrene. You are a lump of carrion, Norwater, not worth the taking away!"
"You don't believe me, do you? You think I'm falling apart," von Herrnung shrugged his broad shoulders and laughed with a strained enthusiasm. "Always falling apart, that's the English way." He added, with a mean satisfaction:Desto besser, you’ll die more comfortably. Because, of course, you will die. This is the third day you’ve been lying here,Alter junge", and you smell and look like gangrene. You're just a mass of decaying flesh, Norwater, not worth saving!"
"Possibly not!"
"Maybe not!"
The eyes met his calmly, though their laughter had died out. It angered von Herrnung to be baulked of the ferocious enjoyment he had promised himself. He finished the Cognac slowly, seeking in the fiery drink a spur to inventiveness, and sucked his moustache slowly as he capped and pocketed the flask.
Their eyes met his calmly, even though their laughter had faded. It frustrated von Herrnung to be denied the intense pleasure he had expected. He slowly finished the Cognac, hoping the strong drink would spark his creativity, and he absentmindedly stroked his moustache as he capped the flask and put it back in his pocket.
"I am hellishly sorry, I assure you, Norwater," he said, adopting a bluff and hearty manner as he sucked the stump of the nearly finished cigar. "One is hardened to death and wounds in War, but one is human. And I have been on friendly terms with many Englishmen and Angenehme Englânderinn such as Lady Wathe, whom I have known for years, and that superb brunette, Mees Saxham. We flirted desperately that night in Paris. Later on, in London, she became my mistress——"
"I'm really sorry, I promise you, Norwater," he said, adopting a friendly and cheerful demeanor as he took a puff from the nearly finished cigar. "You get used to death and injuries in war, but you’re still human. I've gotten along well with many English people andpleasant Englishwomen, like Lady Wathe, whom I’ve known for years, and that gorgeous brunette, Miss Saxham. We were flirting like crazy that night in Paris. Later, in London, she became my mistress——
"You lie, you aëroplane-stealing cad!" said Franky, feebly but with great distinctness. Von Herrnung swore and spat, full in his face. Its nostrils winced disgust, but the brown eyes were indomitable. And from the blue lips came a mere thread of human utterance, pregnant with scathing irony:
"You're lying, you plane-stealing jerk!" Franky said, weakly but clearly. Von Herrnung cursed and spat right in his face. Franky's nostrils flared in disgust, but his brown eyes were firm. From his blue lips came a soft, sarcastic comment, full of bitter irony:
"I—say to you what the—Belgian woman said to your Kaiser—when his—horse splashed her. 'This kind of filth—wipes off!'"
"I'll tell you what the Belgian woman said to your Kaiser when his horse splashed her."This kind of filth—wipes off!'"
"You think so, eh? You——"
"You think so, huh? You——"
Von Herrnung clenched his fist, and might have dashed it in the eyes that defied him, but for a sudden, significant change in the sound of those distant guns. The barrage of the German Field Artillery was becoming intermittent. The slogging of the British had increased in energy.
Von Herrnung clenched his fist and might have thrown it at the defiant eyes looking back at him, but then he noticed a sudden, significant change in the sound of those distant guns. The German Field Artillery's bombardment was becoming sporadic. The British forces were accelerating their advance.
A flare of red spurted into the Kaiserman's pasty cheeks, and his hard eyes lighted eagerly. He forgot his rule of sleeping off liquor before again taking to the air. With a confidence in his own powers largely justified by his successes, his mind leaped to the scene of conflict. Now, when the German batteries were weakening, was the moment for the arrival of a pilot-aviator of the Imperial Field Flight, skilled as aërial observer and signaller, and known to be indifferent to risk.
A rush of red spread across the Kaiserman's pale cheeks, and his sharp eyes sparkled with excitement. He disregarded his rule about sleeping off alcohol before taking to the skies again. With a confidence in his skills that was mostly supported by his past achievements, his mind raced toward the battlefield. Now, as the German artillery was weakening, it was the perfect moment for a pilot from the Imperial Field Flight, skilled in aerial observation and signaling, and recognized for his fearlessness.
Here was the chance one had hoped for. Restitution of the forfeited decoration. Restoration to the Emperor's favour. Reinstatement in the lost place upon the regimental roster. Promotion—the bestowal of new honours—danced before him like little, gaudy demons, drowning with their buzz the voice of prudence, luring him to the essay.
This was the opportunity he had been waiting for. Regaining the lost decoration. Winning back the Emperor's favor. Being restored to the position he had lost on the regimental roster. Promotion—the awarding of new honors—played before him like shiny little demons, drowning out the voice of reason and tempting him to take the plunge.
"I am compelled to leave you now, Norwater," he said smilingly to the man on the stretcher; "thanks so much for our interesting chat! I shall carry away a pleasant recollection, and leave you also a memento in the shape of a bomb, which I shall drop on you when I have climbed to a suitable height. So Gut Abend, Alter junge. Though before I go there is a trifling formality——"
"I have to leave you now, Norwater," he said with a smile to the man on the stretcher; "thanks a lot for our interesting conversation! I’ll take away a nice memory, and I’ll leave you a little reminder in the form of a bomb, which I'll drop on you when I reach a good height. So __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Good evening, old friend. Before I go, there's a quick formality——"
He knelt down by the stretcher, and without unnecessary gentleness rifled the pockets of the wounded man. The victim had swooned when von Herrnung rose, transferring to his own person a small purse, heavy with English sovereigns, and a pigskin case full of crisp French banknotes, with a thin gold wrist-watch that had a luminous dial, and a coroneted monogram upon the back.
He knelt beside the stretcher and, not too gently, searched the pockets of the injured man. The victim had passed out when von Herrnung stood up, taking a small purse filled with English sovereigns, a pigskin case packed with crisp French banknotes, a slim gold wristwatch with a glowing dial, and a coroneted monogram on the back.
Sheer waste, according to the German War Book, issued by the Great Staff for the use of German officers, to leave upon the person of the fallen opponent articles likely to be of use to the conqueror. He rinsed his hands in the water-can, and dried them on his clothing, pulled up his helmet, fastened it, and buttoned his pockets, straightened his bandolier, nodded pleasantly at the reflection of his giant person in the skewed wall-mirror, jumped lightly through the window-gap, and went upon his way.
According to the German War Book, published by the General Staff for German officers, it’s completely pointless to leave anything on a fallen enemy that could be useful to the victor. He rinsed his hands in the water can, dried them on his clothes, adjusted his helmet, secured it, buttoned his pockets, straightened his bandolier, smiled at his reflection in the angled wall mirror, jumped lightly through the window gap, and continued on his way.
The slight figure lying so still upon the stretcher had never been remarkable for beauty of proportion. The sharpened face with its hue of old wax, the discoloured stains and the hair and grime upon it, had never been handsome even in health. But thrown back and tilted upwards, with the rosy glow of the setting sun touching the high brow, and violet shadows framing the sealed eyelids and close-shut mouth, it did not lack the quality of nobility. There was something knightly about the still form.
The thin figure lying so still on the stretcher had never been recognized for its beautiful proportions. The sharp face, with its old waxy color, the faded stains, and the dirt in the hair, had never been appealing even when healthy. But with the head thrown back and tilted up, lit by the rosy glow of the setting sun on the high forehead, and violet shadows outlining the closed eyelids and tightly shut mouth, it exuded a certain nobility. There was something noble about that lifeless form.
He revived to pain and loneliness and burning thirst, the squalor and abomination of desolation, the louder, nearer thudding of the German drum-fire, and the dogged reply of the unweakening British guns. He might have deemed the events that had taken place illusions born of weakness and fever, but for the testimony of the looking-glass that hung away upon the wall. There was the familiar vista of the Market Square, with the charred ruins of Town Hall and Clock Tower, yet sending up thin columns of bluish smoke into the radiant air. You could even make out a corner of the great stack of stiffened, blackening bodies. Nothing was wanting but that the Taube should still be resting on the cobblestones like a drowsy white vampire-bat glutted with human blood.
He woke up, feeling pain and loneliness, extremely thirsty, surrounded by the dirt and horrors of destruction, with the booming German artillery getting louder and closer, and the unyielding response from the sturdy British guns. He might have thought that the things he was experiencing were just hallucinations from exhaustion and fever, if not for the reflection in the mirror hanging on the wall. There was the familiar view of the Market Square, with the charred remains of the Town Hall and Clock Tower, still sending up thin wisps of bluish smoke into the bright sky. You could even see a corner of the massive pile of stiffening, blackening bodies. All that was missing was the Taube resting on the cobblestones like a sleepy white vampire bat full of human blood.
But the Taube was not there. From high overhead the buzzing note of the hoverer came down to Franky. He could see through the rents in the penthouse of broken flooring the white, winged shape hanging poised overhead. He even fancied he could descry the helmeted, goggled head of von Herrnung peering over the bulwarks of the bird-body, the jut of his elbow and the pear-shaped wire cages in which the bombs hung ready to his hand.
But the Taube wasn't there. From high above, the buzzing sound of the hoverer reached Franky. He could see through the gaps in the damaged penthouse flooring the white, winged shape hovering overhead. He even thought he could make out the helmeted, goggled head of von Herrnung looking over the edges of the aircraft, the angle of his elbow, and the pear-shaped wire cages where the bombs were waiting for him to grab.
The thought of Margot and the child was an exquisite agony. The thirst for life, delectable life, revived in Franky ragingly. In dreadful expectation of the deafening crash, and the rending pang, and the burning bite of the greenish flame, the haggard eyes were straining upwards, when the terror went out of them, and their lids flickered down.... Let the fellow do his worst. Where was the good of hating? Christ had prayed for His murderers when they nailed Him on the Tree. The numb hand feebly made the Sacred Sign, and the tension passed with the terror.... There was a dull boom high overhead, and some heavy objects fell in a neighbouring backyard. Little bits of metal rattled on Franky's plank penthouse, and some warm drops pattered on Franky's face and wetted the hand that lay upon his breast. Not rain, but something sticky and thick, with a sickly, well-known odour. He lifted the hand. Oh, horrible! The heavens were raining blood.
The thought of Margot and the child was a painful agony. Franky felt an intense longing for life, for a beautiful life. In terrifying anticipation of the overwhelming crash, the tearing pain, and the burning sting of the greenish flame, his tired eyes looked upward, then the fear vanished, and his eyelids fluttered shut.... Let the guy do his worst. What good was hate? Christ prayed for His executioners while they nailed Him to the Cross. His numb hand weakly made the Sacred Sign, and the tension lifted with the fear.... There was a dull boom overhead, and some heavy objects fell in a nearby yard. Small pieces of metal clattered on Franky's wooden roof, and warm drops splattered on his face and wet the hand resting on his chest. It wasn't rain, but something sticky and thick, with a sickeningly familiar smell. He lifted his hand. Oh, how terrible! The heavens were raining blood.
Too weak to even guess at what had happened, he fell again into a stupor. The hollowed chest heaved at longer intervals beneath the First Aid bandaging over which had been thrown the khaki coat. Long cold breaths expired through the panting nostrils, the eyes showed a glassy line of white between the parted lids. He was dreaming....
Too weak to even think about what had happened, he slipped back into a daze. His sunken chest rose and fell at longer intervals beneath the First Aid bandaging covered by the khaki coat. Long, cold breaths escaped through his strained nostrils, and a glassy line of white showed between his partially open eyelids. He was dreaming....
Dreaming of being borne along in a shadowy boat under starless skies, through clear lucent darkness, over another darkness unfathomable, and yet diamond-clear. Perhaps no more water than the atmosphere above it was air, both possibly, elements unknown.... The boat crowded with seated shapes, three of them feminine.... A tall, black-hooded, black-mantled figure in the sternway seemed to impel the vessel with a single oar.
Imagining being transported in a shadowy boat under starless skies, through a clear, glowing darkness, across another deep darkness that's still crystal clear. Perhaps the water was just the air above, both possibly unknown elements... The boat was occupied by seated figures, including three women... A tall figure in a black hood and cloak at the back of the boat appeared to be driving it with a single oar.
"Is this stuff water?"
"Is this water?"
The quiet voice of a man seated beside Franky had asked the question. Franky slipped his hand over the boat's low side and withdrew it shining, but not dripping, thinking:
A quiet voice from a man sitting next to Franky asked the question. Franky ran his hand along the edge of the boat and pulled it back, shiny but not dripping, thinking:
"It is and it isn't. Fairly odd! Wonder where we're bound for? That fellow sculling.... Reminds me of old Charon, in the Sixth Æneid, when I swotted Virgil at School."
"It is and it isn't. Pretty weird! I wonder where we're going? That guy rowing... reminds me of old Charon in the Sixth Æneid, back when I studied Virgil in school."
"Me too!" Thought seemed to pass current as speech, for though Franky had not voiced his reflection, the tall man who sat next him had answered instantly:
"Me too!" Thoughts felt like words, because even though Franky hadn't spoken his mind, the tall man sitting next to him replied immediately:
"But if this is the Ninefold—what about the 'cold and venomous waters, consuming iron and breaking the rarest vessels.'" The speaker dipped his hand over the side and brought it up all shining but not dripping, and touched his lips with it, and went on, smiling: "Besides, if you and I are alive, where are our golden boughs, and if we're dead, where are our oboli? We ought to have 'em! It wouldn't be good form not!"
"But if this is the Ninefold—what about the 'cold and venomous waters, consuming iron and breaking the rarest vessels"The speaker dipped his hand over the side and brought it up shiny but not dripping, then touched his lips with it and kept smiling: 'Besides, if you and I are alive, where are our golden boughs? And if we're dead, where are our oboli? We should have them! It wouldn't be right not to!'"
"Why, you're Braythwayte of Ours! How is it I didn't know you? Why did I suppose—" Franky broke off, for Braythwayte's very recent exit from the stage of life had been performed after a highly coloured fashion, when the Germans had showered heavy shells of high explosive upon the little Belgian town. "That fellow sculling," he said to cover the slight embarrassment. "Somehow I fancy I've seen him before."
"Wait, you’re Braythwayte from our group! How did I not recognize you? Why did I think—" Franky paused, remembering how dramatic Braythwayte's recent death had been, with the Germans heavily shelling the small Belgian town. "That guy rowing," he said to cover his slight embarrassment. "I think I've seen him somewhere before."
"Ah! Now I recollect." Braythwayte was answering the thought of the previous moment. "I did get crumped up pretty badly. Should have come off lots worse hadn't it been for Cruse. He threw himself in front of me when the shell dropped so near us." He spoke of the Sergeant-Major of his Company who had been killed at the same moment. "Don't you recognise him? Cruse is the man who's sculling. I caught a glimpse of his face just now—it can be nobody but Cruse."
"Oh! Now I remember." Braythwayte was reacting to his earlier thought. "I really got messed up pretty badly. I should have come out a lot worse if it hadn't been for Cruse. He jumped in front of me when the shell landed so close to us." He was talking about the Sergeant-Major of his Company who had been killed at that same moment. "Don't you recognize him? Cruse is the guy who's rowing. I just caught a glimpse of his face—it has to be Cruse."
"Beggin' yer pard'n, Sorr." The soft South Irish brogue sounded more apologetic than contradictory. The thick, sturdy figure of the speaker, uncertainly descried in the clear obscurity, leaned anxiously over from the opposite seat. "'Tis Father Walsh—may Those Above reward him for an ould, bould gentleman!—that kem crawlin' out on his four bones to the Advanced threnches at a place they did be callin' La Bossy or suchlike—to give Holy Absolution to meself and Hanlon an' two other boys av' the Loyal Irish Rifles that wor' in a bad way. Wouldn't I swear to his skin on a gate, or the bend of his beak anywhere"—the voice hesitated—"barrin' for the mimmory I have that Thim Wans was afther pluggin' him through the head—and himself just layin' the Blessed Sacrament on me tongue!"
"Excuse me, sir." The soft South Irish accent sounded more apologetic than confrontational. The sturdy figure of the speaker, barely visible in the dim light, leaned forward anxiously from the opposite seat. "It was Father Walsh—may Those Above reward him for being such a brave, old gentleman!—who crawled on all fours to the front trenches at a place they called La Bossy or something like that—to give Holy Absolution to me, Hanlon, and two other guys from the Loyal Irish Rifles who were in rough shape. I’d swear on his skin on a gate, or anywhere you want"—the voice faltered—"except for the memory I have that those Thim Wans shot him in the head—and he was just putting the Blessed Sacrament on my tongue!"
"Beg pardon." A woman's voice joined in the conversation. "Sorry to interrupt, but I know him, really. It isn't the Surgeon-Major—or Father Anybody!" Franky recognised in the clear obscurity the flowing white head-dress and grey Red-Cross badged cape of an Army Nursing Sister, as she went on: "It's just our Civil Surgical Specialist—who died of double pneumonia (septic) at the Harfleur Military Hospital. Had a touch of influenza—and would get out of bed to operate on one of the Sisters—a sudden case of appendix trouble with typhoid thrown in. Oh, yes! the operation was successful, but the Sister didn't recover. Still, the C.S.S. gave his life for hers all the same!"
"Excuse me." A woman's voice entered the conversation. "Sorry to interrupt, but I really do know him. It's not the Surgeon-Major or Father Anybody!" Franky recognized in the dim light the flowing white headscarf and gray Red Cross-caped uniform of an Army Nurse as she continued: "It's just our Civil Surgical Specialist—who died of double pneumonia (septic) at the Harfleur Military Hospital. He had a bit of the flu and still got out of bed to operate on one of the Nurses—a sudden case of appendicitis mixed with typhoid. Oh, yes! The surgery was a success, but the Nurse didn't survive. Still, the C.S.S. gave his life for hers, no doubt about it!"
"Good egg, him! But are you quite sure there's no mistake with regard to our friend there?" Franky nodded towards the tall, black-hooded, black-mantled figure plying the oar, upright in the stern. "Because just now I caught a glimpse of his face, and I could have sworn it was my grandfather—by a long sight the finest man I've ever come across! He dived over the yacht's side and saved my life when I was drowning. It was the Cowes Season of 1894. I was a cheeky nipper of eight—and he was seventy-one. And the chill and the excitement brought on a stroke or something. He was dead in his cabin-berth next morning, when his man went in with the mail."
"He's a great guy! But are you absolutely sure there's no mix-up with our friend over there?" Franky gestured toward the tall figure in the black hood and cloak rowing steadily in the back. "Because I just got a glimpse of his face, and I could have sworn it was my grandfather—by far the best man I've ever known! He jumped off the yacht and saved my life when I was drowning. It was the Cowes Season of 1894. I was just a spoiled eight-year-old, and he was seventy-one. The cold and excitement must have caused a stroke or something. He was dead in his cabin the next morning when his servant came in with the mail."
"Oh, you funnies!" This with a clear little trill of laughter in the voice of a small girl—Franky could see her bright eyes dancing as she peeped at him from her niche between the Army Nurse and the small, black-habited elderly figure of a Sister of Charity in a deep starched guimpe and wide-flanged cornette. "As if it could be anybody but my Dada—who pulled the soldiers out of the train that was all smashed up and burning! When me and Mummy——"
"Oh, you silly things!" A cheerful giggle came from a small girl—Franky could see her bright eyes sparkling as she peeked at him from her spot between the Army Nurse and the small, elderly Sister of Charity dressed in a deep starched __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. guimpeand a wide-brimmed cornette. "As if it could be anyone but my Dad—who saved the soldiers from the train that was all wrecked and on fire! When Mom and I——"
"Taisez vous donc, Raymonde!" whispered the nun reprovingly. "It is not convenable that petites demoiselles should interrupt their elders thus. Remember where you are, and in what Presence!"
"Be quiet, Raymonde!"whispered the nun with disapproval. "It's notappropriateforyoung ladies"Don't interrupt your elders like that. Remember where you are and who you’re with!"
"Please don't scold her!" coaxed Franky, the devout lover of children. The nun smiled, meeting his entreating eyes. He smiled back and went on: "Right or wrong—we seem all agreed that our friend in the stern is a near relation—or a close acquaintance of nearly every one of us. In every case a supreme benefactor——"
"Please don’t punish her!" Franky pleaded, the devoted lover of children. The nun smiled, meeting his earnest eyes. He smiled back and continued, "Whether it's right or wrong—we all seem to agree that our friend in the back is either a close relative or a good friend of nearly all of us. In any case, a great benefactor——"
"Surely, monsieur!" she gave back in a hushed tone. "But surely, monsieur! The Helper—the Benefactor of us all!"
"Sure thing, sir!" she responded softly. "But of course, sir! The Helper—the Benefactor of us all!"
As the keel grated on unseen bottom, she folded her hands with a beautiful devoutness, and sank upon her knees, drawing with her the child. The man of the Loyal Irish followed her example. Franky found himself kneeling with the others—and as the boat's prow ploughed into sand or shingle, and the Ferryman, shipping his oar, moved shorewards with a shepherding gesture, the voyagers rose with a thrill of expectancy, and followed with one accord.
As the boat brushed against the hidden bottom, she clasped her hands in a beautiful expression of devotion and knelt down, pulling the child with her. The man from the Loyal Irish mirrored her actions. Franky noticed he was kneeling with the others—and as the front of the boat grounded in sand or gravel, and the Ferryman put away his oar and motioned toward the shore, the travelers sprang up in a wave of excitement and followed together.
He stepped ashore—dropping the great black mantle—turned and faced them, spreading out His Arms. Beauty Divine, glory unspeakable——
He stepped onto the shore—letting the big black cloak fall—turned to face them, arms wide open. Divine beauty, indescribable glory—
CHAPTER LXVII
CHAPTER 67
THE QUESTION
THE QUESTION
"Have I been honest?" Patrine asked herself over and over, kneeling by the open window, staring into the darkness. "Have I been just towards the man who never was a friend even when he played the lover? Did not my own attitude of cynical curiosity towards secret, hidden things, bias his line of conduct towards me? Might not even von Herrnung have respected a girl who showed no inclination to flutter moth-like, about the flaming torch of Sin? No! he would not. But I could have saved myself even from scorching—I, who approached the flame too closely, and shall carry the scars of my burning to the grave."
"Have I been honest?" Patrine kept asking herself, kneeling by the open window and staring into the darkness. "Have I treated the guy who was never truly a friend, even when he pretended to be a lover, fairly? Did my own cynical curiosity about secret, hidden things affect how he treated me? Would even von Herrnung have respected a girl who didn’t flutter like a moth around the blazing torch of Sin? No! He wouldn’t. But I could have avoided getting burned—I, who got too close to the flame, and I’ll carry the scars of my burns to the grave."
Drip, drip, drip! Water, oozing from the box that stood upon the table, was dropping on the carpet with the small, insistent sound.... At the west end of the Catholic Church where Patrine had told her story to a priest in the Confessional there was a great black Crucifix, bearing a white thorn-crowned Figure gashed with gory-seeming wounds. She had fancied that the blood from them dripped down upon the pavement as she had sat staring at the High Altar, and wondering whether it were true that wilful sin committed by men and women for whose salvation Christ had bled and died might not cause Him suffering even now?
Drip, drip, drip! Water was slowly leaking from the box on the table, falling onto the carpet with a small, persistent sound. At the west end of the Catholic Church, where Patrine had shared her story with a priest in the Confessional, there was a large black Crucifix, featuring a white thorn-crowned figure marked with gruesome wounds. She imagined that blood from those wounds dripped down onto the pavement as she sat staring at the High Altar, wondering if it's true that the intentional sins committed by men and women, for whose salvation Christ bled and died, might still cause Him suffering even now?
She had been willing to sin for Sherbrand, and said so in her hour of madness. Yet the renunciation of her lover as a husband had been an act of the purest love. Perhaps God would overlook the one thing for the sake of the other? Perhaps He had really spoken by the mouth of that old priest whose tears had dropped upon his withered hands....
She had been willing to compromise her values for Sherbrand, and she acknowledged it in her moment of madness. However, turning down her lover as a husband was the truest expression of love. Maybe God would overlook one mistake for the sake of the other? Perhaps He really had spoken through the old priest whose tears had dripped onto his wrinkled hands...
Drip, drip, drip! Patrine began to suspect the source whence the sound proceeded. The people who had packed the roses—they must be roses—had wetted the cotton-wool too heavily, the fools! The inlaid table and the carpet would suffer if the wet were not mopped up. One ought to ring for Mrs. Keyse or Janey, or better still, see to it oneself.
Drip, drip, drip! Patrine began to suspect where the sound was coming from. The people who packed the roses—they had to be roses—must have soaked the cotton wool too much, how silly! The inlaid table and the carpet would be ruined if the moisture wasn't cleaned up. It would be best to call Mrs. Keyse or Janey, or even better, handle it herself.
She half-rose with this intention, then sank down again nervelessly. It was half-past ten. The October night leaned close over London, Harley Street was muffled in velvet darkness. The veiled gleam of electric lights showed at its junction with Cavendish Square. The rumble of the tube train came from Portland Place, the faint shriek of the Northern Express sounded from Euston. A Brocken Hunt of motor-buses screeched and clanked up the Marylebone Road and faded into distance. The rumble and roar of Oxford Street showed signs of diminution. It was possible to hear stray sentences spoken by people passing upon the pavement below.
She half-got up with that intention but then sank back down helplessly. It was 10:30 PM. The October night hung over London, and Harley Street was wrapped in deep darkness. A faint glow from electric lights shone at its intersection with Cavendish Square. The sound of the tube train came from Portland Place, and the distant whistle of the Northern Express echoed from Euston. A chaotic group of buses screeched and rattled up Marylebone Road and faded into the distance. The rumble and noise of Oxford Street were beginning to quiet down. You could hear snippets of conversation from people walking on the pavement below.
"I don't care!" This from the shorter of two female figures that had halted before the house. The edge of light-coloured skirt showing below her cloak, and the gleam of white cuffs framing the gloved hands with which she gestured, suggested a Hospital nurse to Patrine. "Taxation without Representation is a crying injustice—and the men will wake up to it one of these days.... And Mrs. Clash may be a noisy person—and Fanny Leaven may drop her haiches—I do myself when I get stirred up. But they're in earnest—and they've suffered—cruel!—for their convictions. Look at this Petrell—that one that always takes the Chair. She's a physical wreck—with the treatment she's had—and I know what I'm talking about! Haven't we had Suffragettes brought to the Hospital for treatment over and over—after they'd been pitched out of Political Meetings by Stewards and half-throttled by Police. What I say is—Moses! how late! ... We shall get locked out of the Home if we don't run for it!"
"I don't care!" said the shorter of the two women who had stopped in front of the house. The light-colored skirt peeking out from under her cloak, along with the white cuffs framing her gloved hands as she gestured, made Patrine think she looked like a hospital nurse. "Taxation without Representation is a real injustice—and the guys will realize it sooner or later.... And yeah, Mrs. Clash can be really loud—and Fanny Leaven might stir things up—I definitely do when I get fired up. But they mean it—and they've really suffered—it's so unfair! Look at Petrell—that one who always takes the Chair. She's in terrible shape because of what she’s been through—and trust me, I know what I'm talking about! Haven't we had Suffragettes brought into the hospital for treatment time and again after being thrown out of political meetings by Stewards and nearly choked by the police? What I'm saying is—wow, it’s so late! ... We're going to get locked out of the house if we don't hurry!"
And their light hurrying footsteps and the unmistakable frou-frou of starched print accompanying, passed away up Harley Street. They must have come from the Mass Meeting of Suffragists that had taken place at the Royal Hall.
Their quick footsteps and the distinct rustle of starched fabric faded away up Harley Street. They must have come from the Mass Meeting of Suffragists that took place at the Royal Hall.
It had been a memorable evening. The atmosphere of the Royal Hall, thronged not only with the members of the W.S.S.S. but with representatives of many other Women's Unions and Associations and Societies and Leagues, was highly charged with electricity. Mrs. Petrell, resolute-lipped, quiet-eyed, clear of diction and composed of manner, knew, as she sat in her chair beside the little table in the middle of the crowded platform, and better even than the plain-clothes police among the audience—that at any moment the storm might break.
It was an unforgettable evening. The atmosphere in the Royal Hall, filled with members of the W.S.S.S. as well as representatives from different Women's Unions, Associations, Societies, and Leagues, was buzzing with excitement. Mrs. Petrell, with her firm lips, calm eyes, clear speech, and composed demeanor, understood even better than the plainclothes police in the audience, as she sat in her chair beside the small table in the center of the crowded stage, that the storm could erupt at any moment.
She had advocated with all her much-tried strength an armistice for the War-period, involving a temporary abandonment of militant methods and inflammatory addresses, in favour of a policy of active help and practical sympathy, alike honourable to her head and heart.
She had fervently advocated for a ceasefire during the war, urging a temporary stop to aggressive tactics and inflammatory rhetoric, in favor of an approach centered on real support and practical compassion, which was equally commendable for both her mind and her heart.
Other Societies, Unions, Leagues, and Associations might have followed the lead of their Presidents. But would the W.S.S.S. accept her programme? Militancy had been its motto and the breath of its nostrils through all these troubled years. Since the outbreak of War, Flaming Fanny had busily sown the whirlwind, advocating fresh Demonstrations in conjunction with a system of Unlimited Strikes. Woman must hold her hand, now that her help was needed. Man, the Oppressor of all time, must be coerced by Woman's flat refusal to take part in Relief Work, or War Work, or Work of any kind whatever, into yielding the withheld right. And Mrs. Clash sided with Fanny—and others, nearer home.
Other societies, unions, leagues, and associations might have followed their leaders' example. But would the W.S.S.S. accept her plan? Militancy had been their motto and a key part of their identity throughout these challenging years. Since the start of the war, Flaming Fanny had been actively stirring things up, advocating for more demonstrations along with a series of unlimited strikes. Women needed to take a stand now that their involvement was crucial. Men, the oppressors throughout history, must be compelled by women's refusal to participate in relief work, war work, or any kind of work at all, to grant the rights that have been denied. And Mrs. Clash supported Fanny—and others nearby.
Little wonder then that Pressmen, sensing the imminence of riot, had turned out in their shabbiest tweeds and left their watches and tie-pins at home. Little wonder that Medical Students, who had not already joined the Service, with betting-men and patrons of the pugilistic Prize Ring, found themselves baulked of anticipated entertainment, or that loafers and crooks, pickpockets and rowdies, disappointed of a pleasurable evening, expressed themselves in unmeasured terms regarding that Mass Meeting at the Royal Hall.
It's not surprising that the press, sensing a riot was about to break out, showed up in their oldest tweed outfits and left their watches and tie pins at home. It's also no surprise that medical students who hadn’t already signed up for service, along with gamblers and boxing fans, felt let down when the entertainment they were waiting for didn’t happen. Loafers and criminals, pickpockets and troublemakers, who were disappointed by a night that didn't go as expected, certainly expressed their frustrations about that mass meeting at the Royal Hall.
A melodious speaking-voice can be a magical wand, wielded by the mouth of a plain woman. But when the woman is beautiful and intellectual, when soul breathes through her words, and strength and tenderness, then she becomes a Force to reckon with, a Power to move mountains and bring water of tears from the living rock of the hardest human heart.
A beautiful speaking voice can be a magical asset for an ordinary woman. But when that woman is gorgeous and smart, and when her words are full of emotion, strength, and kindness, she turns into a powerful force, able to move mountains and bring tears from even the toughest heart.
The officially-checked lights of the Hall shone down upon a sea of threatening faces. The electric battens over the speaker's head showed her to be a tall, fair, slender woman, dressed in filmy grey, veiling soft clinging silk of the same shade. The simplicity of her dress was unrelieved by ornaments other than a chain of pearls about her long throat. The red-brown hair seemed heavy for the little Greek head, the lovely pale face with the sensitive lips, wore a look of patient sorrow, the eyes she turned upon the audience—a seething mixture of irreconcilable elements—had in them courage, sympathy and understanding, and knowledge too. Before she spoke she had created an impression. Strangers were ingratiated by her beauty and evident refinement. Those who best knew her were among the wildest and most reckless there. They had quieted, when she had risen up in her unnoticed corner of the platform, and moved forwards to the speaker's place opposite the Chair, as though oil had been cast upon the waters of a stormy sea.
The bright lights of the Hall shone down on a crowd of serious faces. The electric beams above the speaker illuminated her as a tall, fair, slender woman, dressed in sheer gray fabric that gently draped over a silk layer of the same color. The simplicity of her outfit was enhanced by a string of pearls around her long neck. Her richly colored red-brown hair contrasted with her delicate Greek features, and her beautiful pale face with sensitive lips showed a look of quiet sorrow. The eyes she directed at the audience—a turbulent mix of conflicting elements—held courage, sympathy, understanding, and knowledge. Even before she spoke, she made an impression. Strangers were drawn in by her beauty and clear elegance. Those who knew her best were among the wildest and most reckless in the crowd, yet they went silent as she rose from her unnoticed spot on the platform and moved to the speaker's position across from the Chair, as if calm had settled over the turbulent waters of a stormy sea.
"When God Willed this War that we call Armageddon," she had said to them—"for without the permission of the Most High the earthly Powers that planned and prepared it could not have plucked the fruit of their desire—it came in time to prevent the declaration of a War even more terrible. War, to the Death, between Woman and Man."
"When God decided on this War that we call Armageddon," she told them, "because without the approval of the Most High, the earthly Powers that planned and initiated it couldn't have reached their goal—it occurred just in time to prevent the beginning of an even more terrible War. A War, to the Death, between Woman and Man."
In a few trenchant words she painted the dire results of such hostility.
In just a few blunt words, she described the serious consequences of that kind of hostility.
"That unnatural horror has been mercifully averted," she said to them. "The old sore is healed, there is no hatred nor rancour left. We women have learned what a price has to be paid for the Franchise of Manhood. It is the brave blood that is drenching the soil of Belgium and France and Poland—that will flow in rivers as wide as the Thames at Vauxhall Bridge before Peace is proclaimed again. They have answered the Call. They are pouring into the recruiting offices—in thousands of thousands—those who have given up their loved ones, their homes, their hopes of success in Arts or Sciences, professions or businesses or trades. Will women be as unselfish and as generous when their Call comes? For it will come. It is coming while I stand here!"
"Thank goodness that terrible nightmare has been avoided," she said to them. "The old wounds have healed, and there’s no hatred or bitterness left. We women have learned the high cost of the Franchise of Manhood. It's the brave blood soaking the soil of Belgium, France, and Poland—that will flow in rivers as wide as the Thames at Vauxhall Bridge before Peace is declared again. They have answered the Call. Thousands are rushing into the recruitment offices—those who have given up their loved ones, their homes, their dreams of success in the Arts or Sciences, professions, businesses, or trades. Will women be just as selfless and generous when their Call comes? Because it will come. It’s approaching while I’m standing here!"
They were strangely quiet, under the spell of the beautiful voice, and the eyes that were luminous and deep with tenderness:
They were strangely quiet, entranced by the beautiful voice and the eyes that sparkled with deep kindness:
"There are faithful Christians among you; brave earnest souls who have prayed to GOD for guidance among the difficulties that beset the way for working-women, and weaker souls have been maddened to frenzy and plunged into unbelief by the intolerance and the injustice, the shrieking wrongs and the unpurged evils that Man, who enters upon his heritage the world, by the Gate of Motherhood, has ignorantly accumulated upon the shoulders of the sex he professes to respect."
"There are committed Christians among you; courageous, genuine people who have prayed to God for guidance through the challenges that working women encounter. Weaker individuals have been driven to insanity and pushed into doubt by the intolerance and injustice, the blatant wrongs and the lingering evils that man, who comes into this world through the Gate of Motherhood, has unknowingly placed on the shoulders of the gender he claims to respect."
There was a murmur of approval at this. She lifted a hand, and they were silent.
There was a subtle nod of approval at this. She raised her hand, and they went quiet.
"I say to those who have despaired, 'Despair no longer!' I say to those who have prayed—'Your prayer is answered!' Take up the work that has dropped from the hands that are busy with the rifle. Prove your right to the Parliamentary Franchise. Take your place amongst the World's Workers, for good and for all. The Vote will be granted: it cannot be denied! But if you had it now, passionately as you desire it, and the choice were offered you—Oh! my sisters!—would you not yield it up with gladness to bring those dead men back to life again?"
I tell those who have lost hope, 'Stop losing hope!' I tell those who have prayed—'Your prayers have been heard!' Pick up the work that has been abandoned by those busy with the rifle. Assert your right to vote. Stand alongside the workers of the world for the greater good. The vote will be granted: it cannot be denied! But if you had it now, as passionately as you desire it, and the choice was yours—Oh! my sisters!—would you not willingly give it up to bring those dead men back to life again?
And after a pause of unbroken silence she added:
Then, after a brief moment of total silence, she continued:
"For they have fought even better than they knew. They have re-conquered Woman. Freely and willingly as comrade and helper she takes her place and her share of the burden. Peace is proclaimed. The War between the sexes is at an end!"
"They've fought even better than they thought. They've reclaimed Woman. Freely and willingly, as a partner and supporter, she takes her place and shares the responsibilities. Peace is declared. The battle between the sexes is over!"
We know how truly the speaker prophesied. Quietly as the vast Atlantic flows into and fills a labyrinth of empty, echoing, rock-caverns, the vast body of unemployed women took the places of the male workers called away to the Front. They had clicked into the slots before the world was well aware of it, or they themselves understood that a miracle had been wrought.
We see how right the speaker was about this. Just as the vast Atlantic Ocean quietly fills a maze of empty, echoing rock caves, many unemployed women stepped into the roles of male workers who were called away to fight. They took on those positions without anyone noticing, or even realizing themselves that a major change had occurred.
Said the breeched and gaitered lady-conductor of a North-West tram the other day:
One day, the stylish lady conductor of a North-West tram said:
"Now the ones that was brought up active has got their chance to do a bit, and the ones that was brought up idle 'ave found out that they like work, will they ever be content to sit and twiddle their thumbs again? I don't think!" She clipped pink tickets with zeal, and when a red-nosed, watery-eyed elderly man who had offered her a pewter shilling cursed her venomously as she thrust the coin back on him: "'Ere you! ... 'Op it!" she said to the offender, and caught him neatly by the scruff, hauled him down the cork-screw stairway, and deposited him in the Camden Road without turning a hair.
"Now those who were brought up to be active finally have their chance to do something, and those who were raised to be lazy have found that they enjoy working; will they ever be content just sitting around doing nothing again? I doubt it!" She excitedly clipped pink tickets, and when a red-nosed, watery-eyed old man who tried to give her a pewter shilling yelled at her angrily as she pushed the coin back to him, she replied, "Hey you! ... Get lost!" She grabbed him firmly by the scruff, dragged him down the corkscrew stairs, and let him loose on Camden Road without breaking a sweat.
CHAPTER LXVIII
CHAPTER 68
THE DEVIL-EGG
THE DEVIL EGG
Von Herrnung had quitted the earth sober, to discover at the height of a thousand metres that his potations had dulled his brain. As he ceased to climb and brought down the nose of the Taube to the level, he realised that he was dizzy, and that at the pit of his stomach squatted the aviator's deadly foe, the demon of nausea. He pictured it as a yellow, frog-like thing with frothing leathery lips and green eyes that squinted. This image vexed him, and would not be driven away.
Von Herrnung had taken off from the ground sober, only to realize at an altitude of a thousand meters that his drinks had clouded his mind. As he stopped climbing and leveled the nose of the Taube, he understood that he felt dizzy, and lurking in the pit of his stomach was the pilot's worst enemy, the demon of nausea. He pictured it as a yellow, frog-like creature with frothy, leathery lips and squinting green eyes. This image unsettled him and wouldn't leave his mind.
He switched on the hawk-hoverer and sensed the drag of the twin horizontal flanged screws against the thrust of the propeller, adding to its drone the vibration of the endless travelling-chains running in their sheath of transparent talc. To make room for its long groove in the floor of the bird-body, the thick glass port beneath the pilot's feet had been removed by the sergeant-mechanic of the Flight Squadron. Now there were two ports, one on either side. Through these the German looked down upon the shell-pounded ruins of the village-town, its roofless homes and broken enclosures giving the effect of a wild-bees' nest laid open by the gardener's shovel after the gardener has smoked out the bees. As von Herrnung located the baker's house by aid of his recently acquired binoculars, another swirl of sickness took him, and he shuddered and spat bile over the side.
He activated the hawk-hoverer and felt the resistance of the twin horizontal flanged screws against the thrust of the propeller, adding a vibration to its hum from the endless moving chains running in their clear talc sheath. To make room for its long groove in the floor of the bird-body, the sergeant-mechanic of the Flight Squadron had removed the thick glass panel beneath the pilot's feet. Now there were two panels, one on each side. Through these, the German looked down at the shell-damaged ruins of the village, its roofless houses and broken fences resembling a wild bee's nest disrupted by a gardener's shovel after he has smoked out the bees. As von Herrnung spotted the baker's house with his newly acquired binoculars, another wave of nausea hit him, and he shuddered and spat bile over the side.
Those distant voices of guns had not ceased their sullen calling. In the rose-flushed south towards which the Taube faced as it hovered above the ruins of the village, black columns of vapour swelled and towered, and acrid flashes stabbed through the murkiness. One should be there, his manlier self said to him. Better to be a brave German bird dodging Death amongst the puffs of shrapnel, dropping devil-eggs on the British batteries, winning back the forfeited Cross and the lost Imperial favour, than to be here, hanging like a carrion-vulture over the maimed body of a dying man.
The distant sounds of gunfire continued their somber call. In the rosy south, where the Taube aircraft hovered over the village ruins, dark clouds of smoke billowed and rose high, and bright flashes cut through the darkness. "You should be there," his braver self urged. It's better to be a daring German bird dodging death amid the explosions, dropping bombs on British artillery, reclaiming the lost Cross and Imperial favor, than to be here, hanging like a vulture over the wounded body of a dying man.
Perhaps. But one had promised oneself revenge for the scorn that had stung like fire. And one had bragged to the English boy of what one meant to do. He looked back, and called through the speaking-tube that traversed the canvas over-deck between the pilot's seat and the passenger's:
Maybe. But someone had vowed to get revenge for the insult that had stung like fire. And they had bragged to the English boy about what they intended to do. They looked back and shouted through the speaking tube that went through the canvas above, connecting the pilot's seat and the passenger's:
"Unstrap yourself and come to me and take the control-stick. Schnell—do you hear? What is that you say?" He put the voice-tube to his ear and heard the shrill pipe answer through it. "You think it best to tell me that you take back your parole?" The big teeth grinned under the red moustache. "All right!" said the Enemy. "While we are in the air, you are free to jump out if you like, and run away. When we get to the ground again, that is another matter. Come now, sit in front of me and take over the controls!"
"Unbuckle yourself and come over to take the control stick."Quickly"—do you hear me? What are you saying?" He put the voice tube to his ear and caught the high-pitched reply. "You think it’s a good idea to tell me you’re revoking your parole?" The big grin revealed his white teeth under the red mustache. "Alright!" said the Enemy. "While we’re in the air, you can jump out if you want and run away. Once we land, though, that’s a different situation. Now, come sit in front of me and take control!"
And as the boy obeyed, creeping beneath the intervening deck and under the canvas partition, the Enemy moved back upon the pilot-seat, keeping his feet on the lower controls, and separating his knees so as to leave a ledge for Bawne to occupy. Still laughing, he took spare safety-straps that hung on each side against the bulwarks, and clipped the patent pneumatic studs to the belt that girt the boy.
As the boy followed the instructions, crawling under the deck and the canvas divider, the Enemy moved back to the pilot's seat, resting his feet on the lower controls and spreading his knees to make room for Bawne. Still laughing, he grabbed the extra safety straps hanging on each side against the walls and secured the boy with the patented pneumatic clips on the belt.
It did not do to run risks. Some day, it might occur to the Emperor to order von Herrnung to deliver up his captive. And—the little devil was useful—hellishly! He had come into the world, twelve years ago—possessed of the Flying Gift. He had taken to the air as naturally as a young crow or pigeon. A tap on the shoulder, a word shouted in his ear—and he knew what you wanted! He understood now why his overlord required the unrestricted use of his arms at this moment. The small hands twitched as they gripped the lever, and shudders convulsed the slender frame. Noting this von Herrnung grinned. His qualms had left him for the present, he was once more master of his stomach and lord of his cool and steady brain. Through the back of his head the boy could see him—leaning his big body sidewise—craning his neck over the edge of the fuselage—his hand hovering over the bomb hanging near in its wire holder, his keen hard eyes calculating distance—his red brows knitted, his full mouth smiling under its thatch of red hair. The devil-egg would burst upon its impact with a roof or with the ground, a thousand metres under the Taube. How many times since the red dawning of the Aggressor's Day had he, von Herrnung, not plucked out the pin and lifted the latch, and sent Death and Destruction speeding earthwards! Why should this particular devil-egg have exploded five seconds after its release?
Taking risks wasn’t a smart move. One day, the Emperor might order von Herrnung to hand over his prisoner. And this little brat was incredibly useful—seriously! He had been born twelve years ago with the Flying Ability. He took to the skies as naturally as a young crow or pigeon. A tap on the shoulder, a shout in his ear—and he knew exactly what you wanted! He understood now why his overlord needed his arms to be free at that moment. His small hands twitched as they held the lever, and shudders ran through his slender frame. Noticing this, von Herrnung grinned. His worries had faded for now; he was back in control of his stomach and mind. From the back of his head, the boy could see him—leaning his large body sideways—craning his neck over the edge of the fuselage—his hand hovering over the bomb hanging nearby in its wire holder, his sharp, hard eyes calculating the distance—his red brows furrowed, his full mouth smiling beneath its tuft of red hair. The devil's egg would explode upon impact with a roof or the ground, a thousand meters below the Taube. How many times since the first light of the Aggressor's Day had he, von Herrnung, not pulled out the pin, lifted the latch, and sent Death and Destruction plunging down to Earth! Why would this particular devil's egg have exploded five seconds after it was released?
The detonating mechanism had been wrongly set, or the explosive had suffered some chemical deterioration. With the volcanic upburst of flaming gases and the fierce blizzard of rending steel splinters, the Taube was shot upwards like the cork from a bottle of champagne. The Enemy had cut out the hovering-gear when he had dropped the devil-egg, and the thrust of the tractor had sent the Taube rushing on. Thus, though she had been bumped about on waves of rising gases—though daylight shone through holes in her wings and body,—a wheel had dropped like a stone from her under-carriage—and a piece of her tail had gone fluttering and swerving earthwards, no serious damage had been done to the machine.
The detonation mechanism was either set up incorrectly or the explosive had deteriorated. With the explosive blast of fiery gases and the chaotic storm of tearing steel shards, the Taube shot upward like a cork popping out of a champagne bottle. The enemy had disabled the hovering gear when they dropped the bomb, and the thrust from the tractor pushed the Taube forward. So, even though it had been tossed around on waves of rising gases—despite daylight streaming through holes in its wings and body—a wheel had fallen like a rock from its undercarriage, and a piece of its tail had spiraled and swirled down to the ground; no serious damage had been done to the aircraft.
Bawne's cheek was bleeding from the scratch of a splinter, but he stuck manfully to the controls. "Steer south," he had been told, "when I switch off the hoverer," and he had waited, his teeth set, his brows knitted, his eyes on the compass, and his heart crying out to God to save his new-found friend.
Bawne's cheek was bleeding from a scratch made by a splinter, but he bravely held on to the controls. "Steer south," he had been told, "when I turn off the hoverer," and he waited, gritting his teeth, furrowing his brows, focusing on the compass, and silently praying to God to save his new friend.
He knew it was because he had prayed so hard that the bomb had exploded prematurely. Would the Enemy try again with the one that yet remained? But the Enemy made no sign. One dared not look round or speak to him. Was he in a fit, or sick, or merely shamming? One could feel the big body heaving at one's back as it lay huddled against the canvas partition, with rolling head and arms spread wide, and knees that straddled and sagged.
He understood that it was because he had prayed so hard that the bomb detonated early. Would the Enemy try again with the one that was still remaining? But the Enemy showed no signs of that. No one dared to turn around or speak to him. Was he having a seizure, sick, or just faking it? You could feel the large body struggling behind you as it pressed against the canvas wall, with its head lolling, arms spread out, and knees bent and apart.
Jerk! The Taube heaved her after-part as a cow gets up, and nose-dived. Von Herrnung's feet had slipped from the controls, and her rudder was flapping free. As Bawne toed the bar and gripped the guide-wheel, and brought the keel to a level, the blood in his veins tingled and he knew a thrill of joy.
Idiot! The Taube raised her back end like a cow getting up and dove in headfirst. Von Herrnung's feet had slipped off the controls, leaving the rudder loose. As Bawne pushed the bar and held the guide-wheel to level the keel, he felt a rush of joy and his blood tingled in his veins.
One had borne a lot, but—Man alive!—a moment like this was worth it. What Boy Scout could deny the greatness of this boy's reward? To be master of this giant Bird, rushing at the speed of an express-train over woods and fields and villages, diminished to the patches on a crazy-quilt by the height at which one sped. To hear the shrill breeze harping in the wires and the roar of the flashing tractor, and change the din at a finger-touch to the silence of a glide.
One had gone through a lot, but—wow!—a moment like this made it all worth it. What Boy Scout could resist the thrill of this kid's reward? Being in charge of this huge Bird, speeding like a train over forests, fields, and towns, making them look like little patches on a crazy quilt from your high vantage point. Hearing the sharp wind whistling through the wires and the rumble of the powerful engine, and with just a touch of a finger, switching the noise to the silence of a glide.
West, where the sun was setting in red fire were signs by now familiar. Linked specks that were big grey German troop-trains ran over the shining gossamer-lines of the railways, going south. Where the shining lines looked like scattered pins, the railways had been blown up by the Belgians, or the British. Things like caterpillars crawling over the white ribbons of the highways were German motor-lorries dragging great howitzers, or Army Supply and Transport, or marching columns of robust, bullet-headed German infantrymen.
To the west, where the sun was setting in a bright red, familiar signs appeared. Long lines of large grey German troop trains moved along the shiny railway tracks heading south. Where the glimmering tracks looked like scattered pins, the railways had been damaged by the Belgians or the British. What looked like caterpillars crawling over the white ribbons of the highways were German trucks transporting huge howitzers, Army Supply and Transport vehicles, or marching groups of strong, square-headed German soldiers.
A blot of grey upon a town was where a Division rested. Strings of grey spiders hurrying south, would be brigades of cyclist telegraphists or sharpshooters, and processions of drab beetles scuttling along, Field Ambulances, or Staff motor-cars. One would have said that a green-grey blight had fallen upon Belgium, swiftly advancing, stayed by nothing, devouring as it moved.
A gray area over a town marked the location of a Division. Lines of gray figures hurrying south were brigades of cyclist telegraphers or sharpshooters, and clusters of dull-colored vehicles moving quickly were Field Ambulances or Staff motorcars. It seemed like a green-gray plague had settled over Belgium, spreading rapidly, unstoppable, and devouring everything in its way.
East, where the shadow of the Taube raced beside her like a carriage-dog, black streaks that were barges still crawled on the canals, and peasants' carts crept over the roads—and there were no columns of troops in view, nor uglier tokens of the War. Though the red and brown towns showed scant signs of life, late root-crops were being harvested; plough-teams were breaking up the stubbles, factory chimneys were smoking, and acres of linen-web yet spread to bleach along the river-banks.
To the east, where the shadow of the Taube raced beside her like a dog pulling a cart, black shapes that were barges crept along the canals, and farmers' carts moved slowly along the roads—and there weren’t any groups of soldiers around, nor any other unpleasant reminders of the War. Even though the red and brown towns showed little activity, late root crops were being harvested; plow teams were turning the leftover stubble, factory chimneys were releasing smoke, and fields of linen were still spread out to bleach along the riverbanks.
Later in the month the grey-green blight was to sweep over all this region as the Boche retreated before the thrust of the 1st and 4th British Army Corps, from Houthulst Forest to Menin-on-Lys.
Later in the month, the gray-green blight would spread through this area as the Germans retreated in the face of the 1st and 4th British Army Corps' advance, from Houthulst Forest to Menin-on-Lys.
Those voices of the guns were nearer now. They talked on incessantly. You felt the air that carried you vibrating as you flew. The solid earth heaved up in waves under the dusty golden smoke-drifts veiling the south horizon. Black pillars of smoke and débris climbed and collapsed against the dusty gold. Grey Imperial Staff cars were parked in the courtyard of a château with pepper-box towers. Officers sat at tables on the vine-covered terrace, while a farm close by was doing duty as a casualty-clearing station. You could pick out the flutter of the Red Cross Flag on a broken tree beside the gateway—and the come and go of the bearers carrying laden or empty stretchers—and the white armlets of the Sanitätskorps men who drove the ambulance-cars. To have seen over and over again what grown folks learned from newspapers was to be a man seasoned in War, whilst yet one's bones were young. Well worth the hardships one had borne, this sheaf of ripe experience. Good to know one had obeyed the Chief who said, "Quit yourself like a man!"
The sound of the guns was getting closer. They continued talking without stopping. You could feel the air buzzing as you moved through it. The solid ground seemed to rise in waves beneath the dusty, golden smoke that blanketed the southern horizon. Thick black columns of smoke and __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__debrisrose and fell against the dusty gold. Grey Imperial Staff cars were parked in the courtyard of a château with turreted towers. Officers sat at tables on the vine-covered terrace, while a nearby farm served as a casualty clearing station. You could see the flutter of the Red Cross flag on a broken tree by the gate—and the comings and goings of bearers carrying loaded or empty stretchers—and the white armbands of theSanitätskorpsmen who drove the ambulance cars. Seeing what adults read about in the newspapers over and over made you a man experienced in war, even though you were still young. This collection of hard-earned experiences made the struggles worthwhile. It felt good to know you had followed the Chief's command, "Quit yourself like a man!"
So Bawne flew on. The fiery chrism of a strange second baptism was on his forehead. Gates of wonder seemed opening on the horizon towards which he hastened, guided by the big broad arrow of the reinforced compass and the thudding of those nearing guns.
So Bawne kept flying. The blazing mark of a new kind of baptism was on his forehead. Gates of wonder seemed to be opening on the horizon as he rushed forward, guided by the big, clear arrow of the reinforced compass and the sound of the approaching guns.
Some perception of great issues at stake and marvellous impending changes, ushering in the revival of the forgotten days of Chivalry, may have come at this hour to the child so strangely caught and whirled into the dizzy circles of the maelstrom of International War. Did a voice whisper to him that as of old by his Pagan forefathers, babes were sacrificed to Bel and Odin—so for the cleansing of the sick world of to-day from the War-madness begotten by greed and materialism a torrent of rich, warm, generous blood was to be shed from the veins of the young? Could he dream that the lower mankind sank, the higher men were to rise—mounting on stepping-stones of obedience and courage, to those heights where the human may walk with the Divine? That through long years to come, bright boys in myriads would drain the wine of Death from the chalice of Self-Sacrifice, and pass to God who kindled in those clean young souls the fire that made Him burn to die for men.
The child, caught up in the overwhelming chaos of International War, may have sensed the significant issues at stake and the incredible changes on the horizon that could bring back the forgotten days of Chivalry. Did a voice tell him that just like in ancient times when his Pagan ancestors sacrificed babies to Bel and Odin—now, to cleanse today's troubled world of the madness caused by greed and materialism, a flood of rich, warm, generous blood would need to be shed from the veins of the young? Could he picture that as humanity fell further, the nobler individuals would rise—building on the foundations of obedience and courage, reaching those heights where humans can walk alongside the Divine? That for many years ahead, countless bright boys would drink from the chalice of Self-Sacrifice, confronting Death, and ascend to God, who ignited in those pure young souls the passion that made Him willing to die for humanity.
The Enemy was rousing from his doze or dwam, or swoon, or whatever had been the matter with him. The big body was heaving into an upright posture, the big foot was knocking in Morse on the bottom of the fuselage. The boy looked down and saw blood running there—or was it the red of the sunset?
The Enemy was waking up from his nap, or whatever he had been doing. The large figure was sitting up, and a big foot was tapping in Morse code on the floor of the aircraft. The boy looked down and saw blood there—or was it just the red of the sunset?
"Shut—off—and—look—at me," rapped the foot, and its thrall obeyed and shrieked at the sight of the horror he was strapped to, glaring with wild eyes, and spitting unintelligible sentences with bloody splinters of shattered teeth and red rags of palate and tongue.
"Shut up and look at me," the foot ordered, and its follower complied, screaming at the horrifying sight he was tied to, staring with wild eyes, and mumbling incoherent phrases mixed with bloody fragments of shattered teeth and red pieces of palate and tongue.
"I am damaged, is it not so? Something hit me when the bomb exploded." Something like this came in strange sounds from that inhuman face. And the boy shrieked again and again, straining at the belt that bound him to his terrible companion, conscious of nothing but overmastering fear—
"I'm hurt, right? Something hit me when the bomb went off." Those words came out in a strange way from that inhuman face. The boy kept screaming, trying to pull at the belt that bound him to his terrifying companion, consumed by overwhelming fear—
"Quit yourself like a man!"
"Man up!"
He heard the words through the drumming in his ears and his heart left off leaping. His brain cleared. He realised that the Taube was diving to the ground. He switched on power and brought down her tail and pulled up her nose gamely. They passed through a suffocating mist of burned chemicals that deposited red powder on your hands and face, and the glass of your flying-goggles, and parched your lungs like burning Cayenne pepper—and were over the battle-zone.
He heard the words despite the loud ringing in his ears, and his heart stopped racing. His mind became clear. He noticed that the Taube was diving down. He turned on the power, lowered the tail, and pulled up the nose with determination. They flew through a dense cloud of burnt chemicals that coated their hands and faces, and the lenses of their goggles, making their lungs feel like they were on fire from hot cayenne pepper—and then they were above the battle zone.
As far as the eye could take it in the face of earth was moving. Death, like a many-handed mole, seemed working underground. Huge geysers of dirt and mud and stones heaved up in thick black smoke and vapour. The air shook incessantly with reduplicated concussions. Buildings tottered and sank away, and railway bridges melted, and spurts of blinding fire leaped from invisible mouths of guns.
As far as the eye could see, the ground was moving. Death, like a multi-armed creature, appeared to be operating beneath the surface. Massive geysers of dirt, mud, and rocks erupted in thick black smoke and vapor. The air constantly trembled with repeated shockwaves. Buildings swayed and fell, railway bridges crumbled, and flashes of blinding fire shot out from hidden gun barrels.
The revolutions were slowing down. The Taube travelled painfully. Beneath her bobbed a row of sausage-shaped observation-balloons straining at their spidery cables, beyond these were the third and second German lines—whitish furrows stretching East and West, with little zig-zags, that were communicating-trenches, between. A thin blue haze of rifle and machine-gun fire hung over the pitted ground. The Advanced lines behind their smear of rust-red barbed wire might have been sixty yards from the parapet of the British trenches. Friend and foe were dying there—and over the hurly-burly, dodging Death in puffs of woolly vapour, belched from vertical mobile muzzles, directing fire, signalling, wirelessing, scouting, fighting others who assailed signallers or scouters—wheeled and circled the Birds of War. Their sharp eyes picked him out flying far down beneath them.
The revolutions were slowing down. The Taube moved slowly and with difficulty. Below her, a line of sausage-shaped observation balloons bobbed, straining against their thin cables. Beyond them lay the third and second German lines—pale furrows stretching East and West, with little zig-zag patterns in between that served as communication trenches. A thin blue haze of rifle and machine-gun fire lingered over the battered ground. The front lines, behind a smear of rust-red barbed wire, might have been sixty yards from the edge of the British trenches. Both friends and enemies were dying there—and amidst the chaos, dodging Death in puffs of woolly vapor, coming from vertical mobile muzzles, directing fire, signaling, communicating wirelessly, scouting, and battling against those who attacked the signallers or scouts—wheeled and circled the Birds of War. Their sharp eyes spotted him flying far below them.
"There goes a Hun somebody's shrapbozzled!" said the pilot of a R.A.F.B.E., shutting off to speak to his observer.
"There goes a Hun, someone’s been blown to bits!" said the pilot of an R.A.F.B.E., turning to speak to his observer.
"Going to crash in a minute," said the observer of the Bleriot Experimental. "Where, do you suppose?"
"Going to crash any minute," said the observer of the Bleriot Experimental. "Where do you think it will happen?"
"If he keeps on at that angle," said the pilot from behind his glasses, "he'll pass over that nest of Hun machine-guns in the big shell-pit behind the German Advanced Line, at about a hundred and fifty—and pile in that ploughfield behind our Gunners."
"If he keeps flying like that," said the pilot from behind his glasses, "he'll fly straight over that nest of German machine guns in the big shell hole behind the German front line, at about one hundred fifty—and crash into that plowed field behind our gunners."
The Taube was flying low and crookedly—the high crescendo whine of shell passed over it—heavy metal sent from German batteries—and other shells from British guns were crashing and bursting near. The wind was getting up in the west, and the drift of the machine was trending eastwards, in spite of anything Bawne could do. Could one keep flying long enough to pass the first line of British trenches? And how would one come to the ground, knowing nothing about landing—and with a bomb on board!
The Taube was flying low and at an awkward angle—the deafening, sharp whine of shells zoomed overhead—heavy metal fired from German artillery—and other shells from British guns were exploding nearby. The wind was picking up from the west, and despite Bawne's attempts, the plane was drifting eastward. Could they stay airborne long enough to cross the first line of British trenches? And how would they land, with no idea how to land—and with a bomb onboard!
One must get rid of the devil-egg. Should one drop it on the enemy's trenches? As he flew towards them a rag of white fluttered, and Bawne caught his breath. A long line of grey-green men were jumping like grasshoppers over the parapet. They went forwards with their hands up, waving a White Flag, and from the British trenches came men in khaki doubling out to take their prisoners....
We need to get rid of the devil-egg. Should we drop it on the enemy's trenches? As he flew toward them, a piece of white cloth waved in the air, and Bawne gasped. A long line of gray-green soldiers were jumping over the parapet like grasshoppers. They moved forward with their hands raised, waving a White Flag, and from the British trenches, men in khaki rushed out to take their prisoners....
Rat-tat-tatt!
Bang-bang-bang!
The khaki figures began to fall. The grey men were cheering.... The rat-tatt—came from the German machine-guns, pumping out jets of murderous lead. Then in a flash Bawne understood, leaned to the right, and seeing the machine-gun pit beneath him—pulled out the pin, jerked up the latch, and dropped the devil-egg. Horrible to think, it would kill Germans!—but then—to save one's own dear Englishmen——
The khaki figures began to collapse. The gray men were cheering... Therat-tatt—came from the German machine guns, firing deadly bullets. Then, in an instant, Bawne understood, leaned to the right, and seeing the machine-gun pit below him—pulled out the pin, lifted the latch, and dropped the explosive. It was awful to think it would kill Germans!—but then—to save his own beloved Englishmen——
"Good Night! Did you see that?" asked the pilot of the R.A.F.B.E., shutting off to address his observer, and immediately switching on again, for a geyser of earth and stones and fire, and bits of things that had been men and guns had spurted up from the spot where a moment since had been the gun-pit, and troubled waves of heated air reached them at 5000.
“Good night! Did you see that?” the pilot of the R.A.F.B.E. asked, turning off the controls to speak to his observer before quickly switching them back on again as a huge explosion of dirt, rocks, fire, and pieces of what used to be men and guns erupted from where the gun-pit had just been, with waves of hot air hitting them at 5,000 feet.
"He knows he's got to come down crash, and jettisoned the lollipop to improve his chances! ... Civil of him to drop it just when the Deershires were getting it hot and hot! ... Deserves thanks from the British C. in C., though his Kaiser won't be particularly pleased with him," reflected the R.F.C. observer, as the Taube, flying like a bird with a wounded wing, crossed the lines of the British trenches, dived staggeringly, and crashed down in the ploughed field behind the slogging guns.
"He knows he needs to act decisively, so he tossed the lollipop to improve his chances! ... It was considerate of him to drop it just when the Deershires were really getting into it! ... He deserves gratitude from the British Commander in Chief, although his Kaiser probably won't be thrilled with him," thought the R.F.C. observer as the Taube, flying like a bird with a broken wing, crossed into British trench lines, dove unevenly, and crashed into the plowed field behind the heavy artillery.
CHAPTER LXIX
CHAPTER 69
A MENACE; AND GOOD NEWS
A THREAT; AND GOOD NEWS
Drip, drip! ...
Drop, drop! ...
The slow dropping of water on the carpet and the sweet, heavy fragrance of roses, brings me back as it brought Patrine. She got up and pulled down the dark blue blinds with the precaution that was becoming habitude with us at this date, in view of that often bragged-of menace from the sky. She switched up the lights and moved to the table, roughly pulled off the string that tied, and lifted the lid of the cardboard box.
The slow drip of water on the carpet and the strong smell of roses remind me of the past, just like they did for Patrine. She got up and pulled down the dark blue blinds, a careful routine we had picked up by now, considering the often-talked-about threat from above. She turned on the lights and walked over to the table, yanked off the string tied around the cardboard box, and lifted the lid.
A rich, sweet fragrance that was almost musky enveloped her as she lifted the thin paper. A sheaf of roses of flaming sanguine crimson, tied with black-and-white striped ribbon lay beneath. Black and white are the Prussian colours. Black, white, and red the standard of the Hohenzollern. Patrine knew that von Herrnung had sent the roses, even before she recognised his writing on a thick white envelope pinned to the ribbon binding the flowers.
A rich, sweet, almost musky scent filled the air as she lifted the thin paper. A bunch of bright red roses, tied with a black-and-white striped ribbon, sat underneath. Black and white are the colors of Prussia. Black, white, and red are the colors of the Hohenzollern flag. Patrine realized that von Herrnung had sent the roses before she even recognized his handwriting on a thick white envelope attached to the ribbon holding the flowers together.
"If Isis desires news of 'her dearest', she will open and read the letter. From one who does not desire to forget."
"If Isis wants to know about 'her dearest', she'll open and read the letter. From someone who doesn't want to forget."
The letter contained a lock of hair, jaggedly cut—she knew from whose sweet head. Half blind with tears, she lifted the lock to her lips and kissed it passionately, before she bent herself to read the careful English sentences that revealed the man in all his vanity and lustfulness, insolence, and tyranny, as though the burin of Strang or the brush of Sargent had etched him upon copper or limned him upon canvas, to show the world what depths of infamy can be plumbed by the Superman.
The letter contained a lock of hair, cut unevenly—she knew whose lovely head it came from. With tears in her eyes, she brought the lock to her lips and kissed it deeply, then she bent down to read the neatly written English sentences that revealed the man in all his vanity and desire, arrogance, and cruelty, as if the engraving tool of Strang or the brush of Sargent had captured him on metal or painted him on canvas, showing the world just how low the Superman can fall.
"Strong Woman of the race of moral weaklings, have you not yet learned to be proud that a Prussian soldier prized your beauty, and took it for his own? When the fierce men in the proud German Field-grey have swarmed over the soil of England,—when, amidst the squadron of night-birds whose feathers gleam mysteriously in the pale moonlight, thy lover flies onward, singing his war-song, laden with his cargo of explosives—when the Red Cock crows on the roof-trees of London's wilderness of houses and London's fire-bells, amidst terrific explosions, ring out the last battle of the century, will Isis then think of me? Revolvers, carbines, bombs, and poisoned arrows are among the gifts I shall bring thee in the hand that wears the mascot pearl of black and white. Coloured signalling-balls set in the silver of the searchlight, shall be thy tiara; for thy arms and thy white bosom there will be strings of rubies outpoured from the broken coffers of the House of Life. Our second nuptials will be celebrated by a mitred Death, amidst the smoking ruins of Westminster Abbey, to the roaring strains of the German Anthem, 'Now Praise Ye the Lord.' Till then au revoir! shall one perhaps say?
"Strong woman of the race of moral weaklings, haven’t you learned to take pride in the fact that a Prussian soldier valued your beauty and made it his own? When the fierce men in their proud German uniforms overrun the land of England—when, amidst the squadron of night creatures with feathers that shimmer in the pale moonlight, your lover flies onward, singing his war song, loaded with explosives—when the Red Cock crows on the rooftops of London’s maze of houses and the city’s fire bells ring out amidst the horrific explosions marking the last battle of the century, will Isis then think of me? Guns, rifles, bombs, and poisoned arrows are among the gifts I will bring you in the hand that wears the lucky pearl of black and white. Colorful signaling balls set in the silver of the searchlight shall be your tiara; for your arms and your white bosom, there will be strings of rubies poured out from the broken treasures of the House of Life. Our second wedding will be celebrated by a mitred Death amidst the smoking ruins of Westminster Abbey, to the roaring strains of the German Anthem, ‘Now Praise Ye the Lord.’ Until then, goodbye! someone might say?
"Ah, were Isis of the burning beech-leaf tresses not only beautiful but wise, she would place her hand in the hand that stretches yearningly over the North Sea. I wish love more than vengeance; is not that unnatural for a Hun? A golden consciousness of happiness yet to come wells up within me. Would Isis taste that happiness, let her go to her window and open it on the night of the day that brings this letter. There are no Germans in England who are not in prison or under espionage. No, possibly! yet go to thy window! A word to him who waits there, and Isis is once more mine. But beware of turning my tenderness by scornful rejection to hatred. Cold devil!—I should then strike, and frightfully, at the head whence came this hair. Look at it well and answer. T.v.H."
"Ah, if Isis with her beautiful, fiery hair were not just lovely but also wise, she would take the hand of the one who reaches longingly over the North Sea. I wish for love more than revenge; isn’t that strange for a Hun? A golden feeling of happiness that’s yet to come rises within me. If Isis wants to experience that happiness, she should go to her window and open it on the night this letter arrives. There are no Germans in England who aren’t in prison or being watched. No, maybe! But go to your window! A word to him who waits there, and Isis is mine again. But be careful not to turn my affection into hate with a dismissive rejection. Cold-hearted!—I would then strike, and very hard, at the source of this hair. Look at it closely and respond. T.v.H."
She could turn no paler, her hue was that of death already. She dropped the loathsome letter from her hand upon the roses and thrust the lock of hair into her bosom, and went to a window and touched the spring of the blind. It flew up and revealed her tall shape standing there silhouetted against the electric radiance in defiance of that boasted menace from the sky.
She couldn't get any paler; her skin was already like a corpse. She dropped the disgusting letter from her hand onto the roses, stuffed the lock of hair into her dress, and went to a window. She pressed the button for the blind and it shot up, revealing her tall figure silhouetted against the bright lights outside, defiantly facing the ominous storm in the sky.
The street seemed empty, within the radius of her vision, save for the dark bulk of a motor-car, standing before a house on the same side some way down. Its headlights flashed, once, twice, and again, as though in answer. It slid forwards with a low hissing sound: "Ss'sh!" it said, as if in gluttonous anticipation, and stopped opposite the hall-door. Again the headlights flashed, there was a gleam of yellow enamel. She recognised the Darracq car in which von Herrnung had driven her to Fanshaw's Flying Ground on that unforgettable eighteenth of July.
The street appeared empty to her, except for the dark outline of a car parked in front of a house a short distance away. Its headlights flashed on and off—once, twice, and then again, almost like it was answering. It moved forward with a soft hissing sound: "Ss'sh!It seemed to signal, as if waiting for something, and then halted right in front of the hall door. The headlights flashed again, showing a gleam of yellow paint. She recognized the Darracq car that von Herrnung had used to drive her to Fanshaw's Flying Ground on that memorable eighteenth of July.
Holding her breath, narrowing her long-sighted eyes for better focus, she scrutinised the driver, recognising in the thick-set figure hunched over the steering-wheel, wearing a peaked cap pulled low over his forehead, and a wide white muffler twisted round his throat, the German who had brought the message from the Three in the blue F.I.A.T. car. She was sure of him when he touched his cap, looking furtively up at the window, and switched on a small electric bulb, illuminating the clock upon the dashboard as though to afford her a view of his face. Its bloodshot pale eyes, thick broad nose, and the unwholesome, purplish colour of the complexion, barred with a big light yellowish moustache with waxed ends, had stuck in her memory as ugly personal traits will stick. Of the slenderer man beside him she had no recollection. He was buttoned up in an overcoat with a fur collar, and wore a soft felt hat. She felt the eyes it shadowed were fastened on her, and recoiled as though from the touch of something unclean and horrible, roughly dragging down the blind.
Holding her breath and squinting to see better, she studied the driver, recognizing in the stocky figure hunched over the steering wheel, wearing a peaked cap pulled low over his forehead and a wide white scarf around his neck, the German who had delivered the message from the Three in the blue F.I.A.T. car. She was sure it was him when he touched his cap, glanced up at the window, and turned on a small electric light, illuminating the clock on the dashboard as if to give her a clear view of his face. His bloodshot pale eyes, thick broad nose, and unhealthy purplish complexion, marked by a large light yellow mustache with waxed ends, were stuck in her memory, as ugly personal traits often are. She didn’t remember the slimmer man next to him. He was buttoned up in an overcoat with a fur collar and wore a soft felt hat. She felt that the eyes hidden beneath it were fixed on her, and she recoiled as if from something filthy and dreadful, roughly pulling down the blind.
She was brave, but the sense of being almost alone in the house with those alert, observant eyes outside, spying upon her movements, made her heart beat suffocatingly, and brought chill damps of deadly terror to the surface of her skin. She moved to a chair with a clogging sense of ultimate effort—the nightmare feeling of striving against a powerful hypnotic influence, bidding her creep downstairs and open the street-door, step into the car waiting at the kerbstone, and be borne away by rushing wheels and whirling screws, or even swifter wings, perhaps, to that War-torn land where von Herrnung was waiting to exact his price for sparing the beloved head.
She was brave, but the feeling of being almost alone in the house with those watchful, observant eyes outside, watching her every move, made her heart race painfully and sent a chilling wave of pure fear across her skin. She moved to a chair with a heavy sense of ultimate effort—the nightmare feeling of fighting against a strong hypnotic force, urging her to creep downstairs and open the front door, step into the car waiting at the curb, and be taken away by speeding wheels and whirring gears, or maybe even faster wings, to that war-torn land where von Herrnung was waiting to demand his price for sparing the person she loved.
She drew the lock of hair from her bosom and whispered inarticulate tendernesses to it, stroking its red-gold beauty with fingers and lips. Not until now those bread white strands amongst the reddish-gold conveyed their sinister meaning. When it came it was like a blow delivered full between the eyes. She swayed forwards and fell upon her knees beside the table, her forehead resting on the clenched hand that held the boy's hair. All that was maternal in her fierce, undisciplined nature urged her now to make the sacrifice. Remorse for having forgotten the child in her absorbing love for Sherbrand, was a scourge of fiery scorpions that urged her to the leap.
She took the lock of hair from her chest and whispered soft, meaningless words to it, running her fingers and lips over its beautiful red-gold strands. Only now did those white strands among the reddish-gold reveal their dark significance. When the truth hit her, it felt like a punch to the face. She leaned forward and fell to her knees by the table, resting her forehead on the clenched hand that held the boy's hair. Everything maternal in her wild, untamed nature urged her to make the sacrifice. The guilt for having neglected the child in her intense love for Sherbrand felt like a tormenting fire that drove her to take the leap.
Its uselessness, the certainty that von Herrnung would keep no hinted promise to restore the hostage, would have been no argument to deter her. Sherbrand's influence might have counterpoised, but she had sent away Sherbrand for his own sake. Now she would go to Bawne, buy him back with body and soul, if need be, from the hands of the torturer, or at least share his agony and die by his side.
Its futility, the knowledge that von Herrnung wouldn't honor any implied promise to return the hostage, wouldn't have stopped her. Sherbrand's influence might have evened things out, but she had sent Sherbrand away for his own sake. Now she was resolute in going to Bawne, ready to buy him back with everything she had, if needed, from the torturer, or at the very least to share in his suffering and die by his side.
Madness was near enough that night to sweep her tattered robe before the eyes of Patrine, and beckon enticingly with her sceptre of plaited straw. She was alone and she had borne so much, and nothing else could save Lynette's boy—unless it were a miracle! Where was God—where was God now? Upon that July night of the child's spiriting away Sherbrand had bidden her pray that Bawne might be restored to them. She had petitioned in a perfunctory way when she had thanked God for taking away von Herrnung—that the child might be traced and brought back. Now she clenched her hands until the nails dug into their palms, and groaned out, as the dry sobs racked her body, words that sensed after this fashion:
Madness was close enough that night to brush against her tattered robe before Patrine and temptingly wave her straw scepter. She was alone, had been through so much, and nothing else could save Lynette's boy—unless it was a miracle! Where was God—where was God now? On that July night when the child was taken away, Sherbrand had told her to pray for Bawne’s return. She had prayed reluctantly when she thanked God for getting rid of von Herrnung—that the child might be found and brought back. Now she clenched her hands until her nails dug into her palms and groaned out, as dry sobs shook her body, words that expressed something like this:
"Save him, save him! For Christ's love save him—and give him back! For the dear sakes of those to whom I have been so ungrateful! hear me—only hear me! and I will—be different. I will serve Thee, O God, who have ignored Thee! I will confess Thee, I who have denied! ..."
"Save him, save him! For God’s sake, save him—and bring him back! For the love of those I've been so ungrateful to! Please, just listen to me—and I will change. I will serve You, O God, whom I've ignored! I will confess You, I who have denied You! ..."
Mean, base, said her pride, to kneel and entreat Him whom you have neglected and insulted. Even though He heard, do you think that He would answer now? But with desperate effort she thrust away the thought from her. The Hound of Heaven had leaped upon her, flying. She felt his teeth in her garments, holding her back from the invisible hands that dragged at her. She knew that unseen forces of Good and Evil were engaged in furious battle for her soul.... And strangling, she gasped out incoherent sentences, wild appeals to the Divine Pity.... In the midst of these, startling her like a thunderclap, came a hurried knocking at the door.
It felt cruel and degrading, she thought, to kneel and beg someone you have ignored and insulted. Even if He was listening, do you really believe He would respond now? But with a desperate effort, she pushed that thought away. The Hound of Heaven had pounced on her, rushing forward. She felt its teeth in her clothes, holding her back from the unseen forces that were pulling her. She realized that unseen forces of Good and Evil were in a fierce battle for her soul... Gasping, she choked out jumbled sentences, frantic pleas for Divine Mercy... In the midst of this, startling her like a thunderclap, there came a frantic knocking at the door.
"Miss Pat!"
"Ms. Pat!"
It was the voice of Mrs. Keyse, and as Patrine stumbled to her feet and stood wild-eyed and shaking, the little, matronly figure in the black silk gown of housekeeperly dignity appeared upon the threshold of the room.
It was Mrs. Keyse's voice, and as Patrine stood up, eyes wide and trembling, the small, caring figure in the black silk dress of a dignified housekeeper appeared in the doorway of the room.
"You—wanted me, Mrs. Keyse? Is it about the—the yellow car? Have they——"
"You wanted to see me, Mrs. Keyse? Is this about the yellow car? Have they——"
The hoarse voice and the white, wrung face conveyed to an ardent lover of Patrine that something was wrong with her Doctor's niece. Tragedy was in the air—but Discretion is the better Part of Value, and nobody knew better than Emrigation Jane what fierce passions could boil in the Saxham blood.
The husky voice and the pale, exhausted face indicated to a concerned admirer of Patrine that something was wrong with her Doctor's niece. There was an impending tragedy—but it's best to be discreet, and no one understood better than Emrigation Jane the intense feelings that could bubble up in the Saxham family.
"No, Miss Pat. It's not the car, yet, though I fancied I 'eard one stop here a minute back. It's the telephone in the consultin' room ringin', and ringin',—and Chewse gone to bed," Chewse being the trained maid who admitted patients and received messages. "And me with the best will in the world never could make 'ead or tail of them tellermessages—except the 'ulloing! And pre'aps you'd come and write down for the Doctor whatever it is they've got to say...."
"No, Miss Pat. It's not the car yet, even though I thought I heard one stop here a minute ago. It's the phone in the consultation room ringing and ringing, and Chewse has gone to bed," Chewse being the trained maid who admitted patients and took messages. "And no matter how hard I try, I can never make sense of those telegrams—except for the greeting! Maybe you could come and write down whatever they need to tell the Doctor...."
"Very well. Don't wait, I'm coming directly!"
"Okay. Don't wait, I'm on my way!"
Mrs. Keyse vanished, and with that dreamlike sense of unreality upon her, Patrine followed downstairs and passed along the silent corridor. The electric lamp above the Doctor's table had been switched on. She took the Doctor's chair and rang-up and waited, sitting where Saxham had sat when Lynette's sweet lips first touched his forehead—where the big man had planned self-murder in the darkest hour of his despair. The frayed patch on the Persian rug beneath her feet had been worn by Saxham's usage. The triptych frame that held the portraits of Lynette and Bawne drew Patrine's eyes as she sat waiting, and the clench of her big white hand upon the table-ledge, the bend of her black brows and the stern sorrow stamped upon her face made her likeness to the Doctor more than ever apparent now.
Mrs. Keyse vanished, and with that dreamlike sense of unreality surrounding her, Patrine followed downstairs and strolled through the quiet hallway. The electric lamp above the Doctor's desk was lit. She sat in the Doctor's chair, called for help, and waited, sitting where Saxham had been when Lynette's sweet lips first touched his forehead—where the big man had considered ending his own life in his darkest moment of despair. The worn spot on the Persian rug beneath her feet had been damaged by Saxham's use. The triptych frame displaying the portraits of Lynette and Bawne caught Patrine's eye as she waited, and the grip of her large white hand on the edge of the table, the furrow of her dark brows, and the deep sorrow on her face made her resemblance to the Doctor more noticeable than ever.
"Halloa!" she called, and the brusque harshness of her own voice was startlingly like Saxham's. A sense of Destiny oppressed her. She felt as one stifling in a vacuum—drowning for lack of air. Her prayers had rolled back upon her soul unanswered. The sense of spiritual desolation intensified her desperate loneliness. No good to pray and cling until you broke your nails to that great Rock that upholds the Crucifix. Better let go, and be carried away by the torrent. Signs and wonders are not wrought in these days!—said that other Patrine within Patrine—and if any were, there would be no miracle. You fool, you fool, to dream of one!
"Hey!" she shouted, and the raspiness of her voice took her by surprise, sounding a lot like Saxham's. She felt a heavy sense of Destiny weighing down on her. It was like she was choking in a vacuum—drowning from not getting enough air. Her prayers bounced back unanswered, leaving a deep sense of spiritual emptiness that intensified her loneliness. It felt pointless to pray and cling on until her nails broke against the massive Rock that holds the Crucifix. It would be better to let go and get carried away by the current. Signs and wonders just aren’t happening these days!—thought the other Patrine inside Patrine—and even if they were, there wouldn’t be any miracle. You idiot, you fool, to think otherwise!
She was sorry for herself as she sat there waiting. This little duty done, she would rise and obey that sinister summons from the outer darkness. Nothing on earth nor in Heaven could help or prevent. The sudden tinkle of the bell came at this juncture. The call was in Sir Roland's well-known voice.
She felt pity for herself as she sat there waiting. Once this small task was finished, she would stand up and answer that creepy call from the darkness outside. Nothing on earth or in heaven could help or stop it. Just then, the sudden sound of the bell rang. The voice on the other end was Sir Roland's, unmistakable as always.
"Halloa! ... Is that you, Saxham?"
"Hey! ... Is that you, Saxham?"
"Halloa!" she called back in that voice so strangely like his and unlike her own.
"Hey!" she called back in a voice that was strangely similar tohisyet different from her own.
"Good! Well, my true friend and faithful coadjutor of old time," said the crisp voice, shaken a little as though by some irrepressible emotion or excitement, "some news has been communicated to us by Wireless that will lift up your heart and your wife's. Are you listening? ... To-day, about six P.M., near Langebeke, north-west of Ypres, at the moment of the White Flag ruse that cost the Deershire Regiment two hundred men, a two-seater Taube, flying low, as though something were the matter with her engine, came wobbling over the British lines. Nobody shot at her—she had just given our side sufficient reason for consideration by dropping a highly-effective bomb on a wasp's nest of German machine-gunners—and she crashed to ground behind a battery of First Corps R.F.A. Her German pilot had been frightfully wounded. His passenger, who sat in his lap to steer—and dropped the bomb!—escaped with a shake-up. You've got the story? Then, here's the tag of it. WE'VE GOT YOUR BOY! Bawne was the lucky fellow who only got a shaking. He arrives at Charing Cross to-night at twelve sharp!"
“Great! Well, my true friend and loyal partner from back in the day,” said the sharp voice, slightly trembling as if overwhelmed with emotion or excitement, “we’ve received some news via Wireless that will boost your spirits and your wife’s. Are you listening? ... Today, around 6 PM, near Langebeke, northwest of Ypres, during the White Flag trick that cost the Deershire Regiment two hundred men, a two-seater Taube, flying low as if there was something wrong with its engine, came wobbling over the British lines. Nobody shot at her—she had just given our side enough reason to hesitate by dropping a highly effective bomb on a group of German machine-gunners—and she crashed to the ground behind a battery of the First Corps R.F.A. Her German pilot was badly injured. His passenger, who sat on his lap to steer—and dropped the bomb!—came away with just a jolt. You got the story? Then here’s the kicker. WE'VE GOT YOUR BOY! Bawne was the lucky guy who only got a jolt. He’s arriving at Charing Cross tonight at midnight sharp!”
He added, as a stifled cry travelled over the wire:
He added, as a muted cry came through the line:
"Congratulations with all my heart, to you and Mrs. Saxham. And to Miss Pat, though I'm afraid she pays, poor girl, in sorrow for your joy. There is a report that Sherbrand's Bird of War No. 2 has been shot down by a Zeppelin he encountered returning to the Front from England to-day, to supply the place of an R.F.C. pilot—killed while on observation-service near St. Yves—for Callenby's Cavalry Corps."
"Congratulations from the bottom of my heart to you and Mrs. Saxham. And to Miss Pat as well, although I’m sorry to say she’s feeling down, poor girl, because of your happiness. There’s a report that Sherbrand’s Bird of War No. 2 was shot down by a Zeppelin it encountered today while coming back to the Front from England, intended to replace an R.F.C. pilot—who was killed during observation duty near St. Yves—for Callenby’s Cavalry Corps."
There was a stifled sound of interrogation or an exclamation. The Chief continued:
There was a muffled sound of inquiry or a shout. The Chief went on:
"He had no bombs. It was madness to attack with only a Maxim and their magazine-revolvers, but glorious madness worth a thousand sane, reasonable acts. As it is, the Zeppelin—supposed to have been on her way from Ostend to bomb St. O—was badly crippled and compelled to turn back. It was a shell from one of her Q.F.'s that exploded Sherbrand's petrol-tank and set the Bird on fire. The machine was seen to fall in flames near Dixschoote—held by the Germans. Sherbrand and his observer must be prisoners—that is, supposing they're alive. Hard luck! Break it gently to the poor girl! Good-night!"
"He didn't have any bombs. It was insane to attack with just a Maxim and their revolvers, but it was a glorious kind of madness worth a thousand sensible, rational actions. As it turned out, the Zeppelin—meant to be heading from Ostend to bomb St. O—was badly damaged and had to turn back. A shell from one of her Q.F.'s blew up Sherbrand's fuel tank and set the Bird on fire. The aircraft was seen crashing in flames near Dixschoote—which was held by the Germans. Sherbrand and his observer must be prisoners—if they’re still alive. Tough luck! Break the news gently to the poor girl! Goodnight!"
There was no answering Good-night, only a faint thud and rustle. Sir Roland did not guess what he had done as he rang off and hung the receiver up. And Lynette, coming into the consulting-room, noiselessly as a pale moonbeam, found a big galumphing girl she loved lying huddled between the chair and table, with her white face pressed against the spot worn threadbare by the Doctor's feet.
There was no reply to the Good-night, just a soft thud and rustling sound. Sir Roland didn’t notice what he had done when he ended the call and hung up the receiver. Lynette, entering the consulting room quietly like a pale moonbeam, found a big, awkward girl she cared for lying curled up between the chair and table, with her white face pressed against the spot worn thin by the Doctor's feet.
Coincidence, you say, perhaps. Well, but what is Coincidence? Is it a Dust-wind careering over the Desert in the neighbourhood of the Pyramids, playing with straw and twigs and dead locusts' wings, and one stray fragment of printed paper, as a Mounted Division of the British Expeditionary Force encamped upon the slope not far from Gizeh, ride out with the dawn to exercise their horses on the plain that is partly flooded by the Nile? Or is it the ragged quarter-sheet torn from an English newspaper, that wraps itself about the spurred ankle of the big blond young Englishman who rides the vicious chestnut mare?
It might seem like a coincidence. But what exactly is a coincidence? Is it a dust storm rushing across the desert near the Pyramids, swirling straw, twigs, dead locust wings, and an odd piece of printed paper, while a Mounted Division of the British Expeditionary Force is camped on the hillside not far from Giza, heading out at dawn to ride their horses on the area partially flooded by the Nile? Or is it the torn fragment of an English newspaper that gets caught around the spurred ankle of the tall, blond young Englishman riding the spirited chestnut mare?
Long lines of horses marching in threes for miles, black and coffee-coloured natives in flowing jubbehs mixed up with tanned young British Centaurs in sun-helmets and khaki shorts—and the rag of paper clings to the leg of the one man there whom its news concerns. She who is dearer than all save Honour is once more a free woman,—and his faith and constancy are to meet their reward. His letter lies before me; a sentence pencilled more blackly than the rest stands out upon the yellowish paper:
Long lines of horses walking in threes for miles, dark and coffee-colored locals in flowing robes alongside tanned young British soldiers in sun helmets and khaki shorts—and the piece of paper clings to the leg of the one man it affects. She, who means more to him than anything except Honor, is once again a free woman,—and his faith and loyalty are about to be rewarded. His letter lies in front of me; a sentence written in darker pencil than the rest stands out on the yellowish paper:
"If this be accident it is incredible. If Design, it is miraculous. And I had rather thank Heaven for a miracle vouchsafed than owe even such happiness—to Chance."
"If this is just a coincidence, it's hard to believe. If it’s by design, it's amazing. And I would rather thank Heaven for a miracle given to me than owe even that kind of happiness to chance."
When the deep swoon gave place to semi-consciousness, the pale lips uttered nothing but broken words. Locked away safely behind them was the glorious news that would have changed two people's lives. Thus Lynette was still ignorant of her own great happiness, when having helped Patrine upstairs to her room and put her tenderly to bed, she dismissed Mrs. Keyse to her own slumbers, and took her place beside Patrine's pillow, listening to the sighing breaths that were growing deeper and fuller, keenly alert for the sound of the Doctor's latch-key and the Doctor's step in the hall.
When the deep swoon faded into semi-consciousness, her pale lips spoke only in fragments. Behind them was the incredible news that could have transformed two lives. So, Lynette remained unaware of her own immense happiness. After helping Patrine upstairs to her room and gently tucking her into bed, she sent Mrs. Keyse off to rest and took her place by Patrine's pillow, listening to the deepening breaths, eagerly waiting for the sound of the Doctor's key and his footsteps in the hall.
It was close upon the smallest hour. Something had detained Saxham. Sitting in the darkened room beside the long prone shape beneath the coverings, Lynette was free to lean her head against the back of the chair she sat in and yield herself to the bitter sweetness of memories of her lost boy.
It was just before dawn. Something had held Saxham back. Sitting in the dim room next to the long figure covered up, Lynette was able to lean her head against the back of her chair and surrender to the bittersweet memories of her lost boy.
What the sorrow of Shakespeare wrought in deathless lines no halting pen like mine dare strive to portray. Enough that the beloved little ghost that haunted the woman whose heart was breaking, was closer than ever to Lynette on this night. All day the sweet obsession had thrust itself between Bawne's mother and solid, tangible things. The red-gold sheen of the boyish head, the gay blue challenge of the laughing eyes, the coaxing tones of the treble voice had tortured the senses they deceived. She had thrust him away with both hands, for ordinary, commonplace duties claimed, and yielding led the way to madness. He had come back again and again, to be driven away once more. Now that her hands lay idle in her lap—now that she was withdrawn from the world and its realities, the beloved little ghost returned and had his will with her.
What the sorrow of Shakespeare expressed in timeless lines, no uncertain hand like mine would ever attempt to capture. It’s enough that the cherished little ghost who haunted the heartbroken woman was closer than ever to Lynette on this night. All day long, the sweet obsession had pushed itself between Bawne's mother and the solid, tangible world. The vibrant shine of the boyish head, the bright blue challenge of the laughing eyes, the coaxing notes of the high voice had tormented her deceived senses. She had pushed him away with both hands, as everyday responsibilities demanded her attention, and giving in would lead to madness. He had come back time and again, only to be sent away once more. Now that her hands rested idly in her lap—now that she was removed from the world and its realities, the beloved little ghost returned and had his way with her.
Sitting in the haunted gloom, a strange conviction came to Lynette. This was not Grief, travestying in the figure of the absent, but a visitation from the World Unseen.... Bawne was dead, and had been dragged back from the threshold of the Beyond by her own unbridled yearnings. Could there be a punishment more terrible than this? Only those who have loved and lost, and clinging to their faith in a Future Life, strive to bear patiently the burden of bereavement, can comprehend the torture of this woman in this hour.
Sitting in the unsettling darkness, Lynette suddenly sensed something unusual. This wasn’t merely sadness hiding behind memories of what’s missing; it was a connection from another world.... Bawne was gone, pulled away from the brink of the afterlife by her own intense desires. Could anything hurt more than this? Only those who have loved and lost, and who cling to their hope in an afterlife while working through their grief, can truly grasp the pain this woman experienced in that moment.
The Presence grew more torturingly tangible. The empty shell of the house that had been Bawne's home was full of his callings, his movements, his play, his laughter. She heard his quick soft breathing behind her chair in the darkness. Once she could have vowed that a hard little boyish hand brushed against her cheek. Then she was alone once more, except for the unconscious sleeper. And then the torture began all over again.
The presence became more painfully real. The vacant house that once belonged to Bawne was filled with his calls, his movements, his play, his laughter. She heard his quick, quiet breathing behind her chair in the dark. For a moment, she could have sworn a small, firm boy's hand brushed against her cheek. Then she was alone again, apart from the unconscious sleeper. And then the torment began all over again.
Bawne was coming home, late, from the Hendon Flying Ground. The long months of misery—the horror of the War—had been a dreadful dream. She heard the long br'r' of the electric hall-bell under the impetuous insistent finger—the small scurry of his entrance, a squawk from the maid who answered night-calls—a whispered word or two, and the clumping of the heavy little brogues upon the stairs. Would he trip at the corner where he always stubbed his toe? she wondered—and she plainly heard him stumble. Then her hair stiffened upon her head, and a long shudder rippled through her. The little clumping brogues had stopped before Patrine's bedroom door.
Bawne was coming home late from the Hendon Flying Ground. The long months of misery—the horror of the War—felt like a terrible dream. She heard the long br'r' of the electric doorbell being rung by an eager finger, the hurried sound of his entrance, a startled cry from the maid who answered the late-night calls, a whispered exchange or two, and the thumping of his heavy little brogues on the stairs. Would he trip at the corner where he always stubbed his toe? she wondered—and she clearly heard him stumble. Then her hair stood on end, and a shiver ran through her. The little thumping brogues had stopped in front of Patrine's bedroom door.
"Mother!"
"Mom!"
His voice called, and his well-known thump came on the door-panel. The handle clicked. She controlled her shuddering and forced her stiffened tongue to speech.
His voice called out, and his recognizable knock echoed on the door. The handle clicked. She held back a shudder and pushed herself to speak with her rigid tongue.
"Come in, my own!"
"Come in, my dear!"
The tall door swung slowly inwards. A wedge of brightness from the lighted landing threw his shadow over the white-enamelled door-post.... The darkness of the room soaked it greedily up. Then the doorway was a square of radiance with a little ghostly figure framed in it. All the light was behind him. She could not see his face, but she felt his eyes upon her.... Then the voice that her ears were sick for said with a quaver in its treble:
The tall door creaked open slowly. A beam of light from the lit landing threw his shadow over the white-enamelled door frame. The darkness of the room eagerly swallowed it up. Then the doorway turned into a square of light with a small, ghostly figure outlined in it. All the light was behind him. She couldn’t see his face, but she could feel his gaze on her. Then the voice she had longed to hear spoke with a tremor in its high tone:
"It's dark, but I can hear you breathing! ... Mother, why didn't you and Father come? I thought when I got there I'd be sure to see you! ... But amongst all those faces and faces not one was yours—and—Man alive!—I wanted to blub a bit! I'm not quite sure that I didn't, you know!"
"It's dark, but I can hear you breathing! ... Mom, why didn't you and Dad show up? I thought for sure I’d see you when I got there! ... But out of all those faces, not one was yours—and—oh man!—I really wanted to cry a bit! I'm not completely sure I didn’t, you know!"
She stretched her arms to the beloved little ghost, whispering:
She stretched out her arms to the sweet little ghost, whispering:
"My poor, poor love, my baby, my treasure! Mother knows how much it hurt. But be patient a little longer. Soon—soon—your father and I——"
"My poor, poor love, my baby, my treasure! Mom knows how much this hurts. But hang in there a little longer. Soon—soon—your dad and I——"
The woe-wave rose and swelled in her bosom, tears began to run over her stiff white face. The clasped hands she stretched to him were quivering, but she controlled them like the trembling of her voice.
The wave of sadness surged and filled her chest, tears began to flow down her pale face. The hands she extended to him trembled, but she kept them steady, just as she controlled the shake in her voice.
"Go back to Paradise, my little son! Wait patiently, my love, my Angel! I have been wrong, but I will grieve no more! I will be patient:—O! believe——"
"Return to Paradise, my little son! Please wait patiently, my love, my Angel! I've made mistakes, but I won't grieve any longer! I will be patient:—Oh! believe——"
A man's footsteps sounded on the staircase and the great shadowy figure of the Doctor appeared behind Bawne's little shape. With a swift movement Saxham caught up the bewildered boy, made one long stride across the threshold, and put the warm, living treasure into the mother's outstretched arms...
A man's footsteps echoed on the stairs, and the large shadowy figure of the Doctor appeared behind Bawne's small frame. In one swift motion, Saxham picked up the confused boy, took a long step across the threshold, and placed the warm, living treasure into the mother's outstretched arms...
Once again big black-lettered contents-bills shrieked from the railings and were worn after the fashion of heralds' tabards by the vendors of newspapers, and the editions were snapped up as fast as they came out. Here are some of the headlines:
Once again, bold black headlines announced from the railings and were worn like heralds' vests by the newspaper vendors, and the papers were snatched up as fast as they were released. Here are some of the headlines:
"THRILLING ESCAPE OF KIDNAPPED BOY SCOUT FROM THE HANDS OF THE HUN. YOUNG HERO OF NORTH SEA ADVENTURE LANDS BEHIND BRITISH LINES AT LANGEBEKE IN TAUBE WITH A BOCHE PRISONER. FULL STORY OF HOW SCOUT WHO SAVED THE CLANRONALD PAPERS BOMBED THE GERMAN MACHINE-GUNS. DECORATION OF SCOUT SAXHAM WITH 'GOLDEN WOLF' BADGE BY ROYAL PRESIDENT AT ASSOCIATION HEADQUARTERS. PROBABLE TESTIMONIAL FROM BRITISH PUBLIC. AFTERNOON TEA WITH THE WAR MINISTER AT WHITEHALL. EXPECTED INVESTITURE WITH EDWARDIAN ORDER OF MERIT. WHAT YOU GET BY BEING PREPARED!"
"THRILLING ESCAPE OF KIDNAPPED BOY SCOUT FROM THE HANDS OF THE HUN. YOUNG HERO OF NORTH SEA ADVENTURE ARRIVES BEHIND BRITISH LINES AT LANGEBEKE IN A TAUBE WITH A GERMAN PRISONER. READ THE FULL STORY OF HOW THE SCOUT WHO SAVED THE CLANRONALD PAPERS BOMBED GERMAN MACHINE GUNS. SCOUT SAXHAM IS AWARDED THE 'GOLDEN WOLF' BADGE BY THE ROYAL PRESIDENT AT ASSOCIATION HEADQUARTERS. A POSSIBLE THANK-YOU FROM THE BRITISH PUBLIC. ENJOY AFTERNOON TEA WITH THE WAR MINISTER AT WHITEHALL. EXPECTED AWARD WITH THE EDWARDIAN ORDER OF MERIT. THIS IS WHAT YOU ACHIEVE BY BEING PREPARED!"
And again:
And again:
"SPLENDID PLUCK OF BRITISH AVIATOR. FIGHTS ZEPPELIN ON WAY TO BOMB BRITISH HEADQUARTERS. AIRSHIP CRIPPLED. SHERBRAND R.F.C. KILLED. FALLS IN FLAMES OVER GERMAN LINES. HEROIC END OF SOLE REMAINING HEIR TO PENINSULAR WAR EARLDOM, AND INVENTOR OF THE HAWK-HOVERER THAT SOLVES PROBLEM OF STABILITY. WILL WAR OFFICE ADOPT GREAT INVENTION, EMPLOYED BY ALLIES' FLYING SERVICES?"
"BRAVE BRITISH PILOT CHALLENGES ZEPPELIN ON A MISSION TO BOMB BRITISH HEADQUARTERS. AIRSHIP DAMAGED. SHERBRAND R.F.C. DIED, CRASHING IN FLAMES OVER GERMAN TERRITORY. HEROIC FATE OF THE LAST HEIR TO THE PENINSULAR WAR EARLDOM AND INVENTOR OF THE HAWK-HOVERER, WHICH ADDRESSES STABILITY PROBLEMS. WILL THE WAR OFFICE EMBRACE THIS AMAZING INVENTION, USED BY ALLIED AIR FORCES?"
Three days later:
Three days later:
"SHERBRAND R.F.C. RECEIVES POSTHUMOUS HONOURS FROM FRANCE AND BELGIUM. CROIX D'HONNEUR AND ORDER OF LEOPOLD. WHY NOT BRITISH D.S.O.?"
"SHERBRAND R.F.C. RECEIVES POSTHUMOUS HONORS FROM FRANCE AND BELGIUM. CROIX D'HONNEUR AND ORDER OF LEOPOLD. WHY NOT THE BRITISH D.S.O.?"
CHAPTER LXX
CHAPTER 70
A LOVER'S JOURNEY
A Lover's Journey
The crossing—in this Arctic April weather when all of Britain and Belgium and North-West France lay under snowdrifts—had been calm and smooth enough for the worst sea-stomachs on the steamer. The tall young woman in the Navy blue felt hat with the well-known V.A.D. ribbon, and the long blue serge coat with the Red Cross shield-badge on the left breast, seemed used to travelling alone in War-time. She had secured a dry chair, set in the shelter of the after-deck-saloon, and a lifebelt as stipulated by the authorities, and tucked herself in her travelling-rug with her suit-case under her feet before the lights went out. Thus she had remained throughout the passage, with her dark eyes looking seawards, as deaf to occasional bursts of uproarious song from a draft of returning Blighties packed on the lower-deck, as to the siren's raucous shrieks.
The crossing—in this Arctic April weather when all of Britain, Belgium, and North-West France were under snow—had been calm and smooth enough for even those who usually get very seasick on the steamer. The tall young woman in the navy blue felt hat with the recognizable V.A.D. ribbon and the long blue serge coat bearing the Red Cross shield badge on her left breast seemed used to traveling alone during wartime. She found a dry chair in the shelter of the after-deck saloon, secured a lifebelt as required by the authorities, and wrapped herself in her travel rug with her suitcase tucked under her feet before the lights went out. Throughout the passage, she stayed in that position, her dark eyes gazing out to sea, completely unfazed by the occasional loud songs from a group of returning Blighties packed on the lower deck, just as she was indifferent to the siren's harsh shrieks.
Courteous fellow-passengers, chiefly British and Belgian officers returning from leave, would have been ready enough to have chatted with the young woman who was going to the Front. Such attentions as they offered her she accepted frankly. One got her tea and sandwiches, another offered chocolate, another a foot-warmer. Yet another insisted on lending her an unnecessary extra rug. They pointed out the hovering Fleet hydroplanes, and the diligently-scouting searchlights of the destroyers guarding the sea-way, and the Hull-bound Dutch liner whose neutrality was proclaimed in illuminated side-letters, blazing like a sea-Alhambra upon the east horizon, and the Hospital ship that passed close, coming from Boulogne laden with wounded, the huge Red Cross upon her flank picked out with blazing green lights.
Polite fellow passengers, mainly British and Belgian officers returning from leave, were more than happy to chat with the young woman heading to the Front. She appreciated their kindness. One got her tea and sandwiches, another offered chocolate, and someone else provided a foot warmer. A different person insisted on lending her an extra blanket that she didn’t need. They pointed out the Fleet hydroplanes hovering above, the searchlights of the destroyers carefully scanning the sea, the Dutch liner heading to Hull with its neutrality announced in bright lights, shining like a sea-Alhambra on the eastern horizon, and the hospital ship that passed closely, arriving from Boulogne filled with wounded, its large Red Cross lit up with bright green lights on its side.
One and all united in assuring the wearer of the V.A.D. uniform that there was no danger. Though when the red and green eyes on the ends of the East and West jetties winked into sight over the coal-black shining water, her fellow-passengers congratulated Patrine as heartily as though some peril had been escaped.
Everyone gathered to reassure the person in the V.A.D. uniform that there was no danger. However, when the red and green lights at the ends of the East and West jetties appeared over the shimmering black water, her fellow passengers warmly congratulated Patrine as if they had just escaped a serious threat.
"Nothing more doing, Pinkums, old thing!" said an experienced youngster of twenty to a susceptible senior whom Patrine's unprotected condition had roused to a strong sense of responsibility. "She's got enough passes from British and French Headquarters to make a poker-hand. I saw her showin' 'em to the authorities at Folkestone. Besides, have heart, there's a Red Tab here to meet her. We'd better hence it before we're snubbed."
"No more talking about it, Pinkums, my old friend!" said a experienced young man of twenty to a sensitive older man who suddenly felt the urge to take control due to Patrine's vulnerable state. "She's got enough passes from British and French Headquarters to play a winning card. I saw her showing them to the officials at Folkestone. Plus, come on, there's a Red Tab here to greet her. We should leave before we get rejected."
And they saluted, and clattered down the crowded gangway, grabbing their valises and buttoning up their British warms, and hurried away to get into trench-kit, webbings, and waders, and swell the crowd in the railway-station—waiting to go up to the Front and carry on with the hourly, momentary game of touch-and-go with Death.
They waved goodbye, hurried down the busy walkway, grabbed their bags and buttoned up their British coats, and rushed off to put on their uniforms, gear, and boots, joining the crowd at the train station—waiting to head to the Front and keep playing the ongoing, exciting game of touch-and-go with Death.
While Patrine looked eagerly about her, listening to the hum of the vast human beehive. This was not the big rambling, old-fashioned French seaport one had known so well before the War. Under sky-blind arc-lights and red, green, and white lamps, every form of activity imaginable in connection with the running of that now huge and complicated machine, the British Field Army, seemed even at this hour to be in full swing. The rumble of steam-cranes and the roar of dynamos, the panting of pneumatic hold-dischargers, the clank of couplings, and the shrieks of locomotives mingled with the tinny voices of gramophones from the recreation-rooms at the great packed barracks and crowded camps, and the sounds of song and laughter and applause from music-halls and picture-palaces.
As Patrine eagerly looked around, she listened to the buzz of the massive human beehive. This wasn’t the large, sprawling, old-fashioned French port everyone used to know so well before the War. Under bright arc lights and red, green, and white lamps, every kind of activity related to running the now huge and complex machine, the British Field Army, seemed to be in full swing even at this hour. The rumble of steam cranes and the roar of generators, the hissing of pneumatic loaders, the clank of couplings, and the shrieks of locomotives mixed with the tinny sounds of gramophones from the recreation rooms at the large packed barracks and crowded camps, along with the sounds of singing, laughter, and applause from music halls and cinemas.
"Yes, it goes on most of the time," said the Red Tab who had come to meet Patrine, an officer upon the Staff of the Commandant of a Headquarters not far from—a certain place where Miss Saxham wished to go. "The Army's got to be rationed and equipped and horsed and foraged, and timbered and coaled and petroled and munitioned, as well as cobbled and engineered and patched and tinkered and nursed—don't you follow me? And these Base Ports are jolly useful. Nobody goes to bed much, I fancy. Perhaps they'll make up the sleep they've lost by-and-by, after the War."
"Yeah, it happens most of the time," said the Red Tab who had come to meet Patrine, an officer on the Commandant's staff at a headquarters not far from a certain place where Miss Saxham wanted to go. "The Army needs to be rationed, equipped, given horses, and supplied with food, as well as timber, coal, fuel, and ammunition, along with repairs and maintenance—do you understand what I mean? And these Base Ports are really helpful. I don’t think anyone gets much sleep, honestly. Maybe they’ll catch up on the sleep they’ve missed once the War is over."
"What-ho, Nubbins! Back from the Old Shop? Sorry!—didn't happen to see you weren't alone!"
"Hey, Nubbins! You're back from the Old Shop? Sorry! I didn't know you had company!"
The station had vomited a flood of khaki, tumbling down the half-lit quays to take later boats by storm. A tall, lanky officer of Gunners had hailed Red Tab effusively; then, seeing him to be engaged with a lady, hurried on with apologies and a salute for Patrine.
The station had sent out a bunch of khaki uniforms, hurrying down the poorly lit docks to catch the next boats. A tall, thin officer from the Gunners had excitedly called out to Red Tab; but when he noticed him chatting with a woman, he quickly continued on, offering apologies and a salute to Patrine.
"Don't mind me! Do call back your friend," she urged. "He seemed so glad to see you."
"Don't worry about me! Just call your friend back," she urged. "He seemed really happy to see you."
"Thanks much. If you don't mind. Whewip! Whewip!"
"Thank you so much. If that's okay with you. Whewip! Whewip!"
And the other, recalled by a shrill whistle, wheeled and came back upon his stride, to grasp the offered hand. Whereupon, ensued the following strictly private duologue:
The other person, called back by a sharp whistle, turned around and walked back to take the offered hand. Then, the completely private conversation that followed went like this:
"How goes the Battery?"
"How's the Battery?"
"First class. And your crowd?"
"First class. And your people?"
"Crawling along as per, usual. Congrats on the Oudstyde affair!"
"Crawling along as always. Congrats on the Oudstyde event!"
"Thanks frightfully! But the whole thing was a bit of a fluke—everyone knows that. They had thrown down a gas-attack and the wind went about-face. So we stayed where we were and shelled them through their chlorine. Then they got their Reserves up and came on in lumps—the old Zulu formation—and Pyers and his Engineers got to work with the"—the speaker's voice dropped to an undertone—"what Pyers calls the 'Piffbozzler.'"
Thanks a lot! But it was really just a lucky accident—everyone knows that.TheyThey launched a gas attack and the wind changed direction. So we held our ground and bombarded them through the chlorine. Then they brought up their reinforcements and charged at us in groups—the classic Zulu formation—and Pyers and his Engineers got to work with the—" the speaker lowered his voice to a whisper—"what Pyers calls the 'Piffbozzler.'"
"The rose by any other name——" quoted Red Tab, and went on: "I'd have given a tenner to have been there!—and as for old Clanronald—I wonder if he got leave from—wherever he is—to see the stunt that day?"
"A rose by any other name——" quoted Red Tab, continuing: "I would’ve paid ten bucks to be there!—and about old Clanronald—I wonder if he got permission from—wherever he is—to see the show that day?"
Said the Gunner:
Said the Shooter:
"If he did—and had such a thing as a stomach about him, he must have simply—vomited! Pyers says he felt like the Angel with the Flaming Sword—when he didn't feel like an Indian jeweller with a blowpipe—frizzling a column of white ants marching over the floor. You've seen how the things come on and on——"
"If he did—and actually had a stomach at all, he must have just—thrown up! Pyers says he felt like the Angel with the Flaming Sword—when he wasn't feeling like an Indian jeweler with a blowpipe—frying a line of white ants marching across the floor. You've seen how they keep coming and coming——"
"Yahgh!" remarked Red Tab expressively.
"Yahgh!" exclaimed Red Tab dramatically.
"But—just for once—we didn't happen to be on the frizzled side. The C. in C. has laughed to the verge of hysterics over a leader in the Berlin Lokal Anzeiger, with reference to the realised dream of the 'homicidal maniac' Clanronald. 'A deplorable example of the perversion of Die Wissenschaft at the murderous hands of English military chemists,' they called it. Pretty neat from Boches who've been pumping burning paraffin into our trenches, and suffocating platoons of men with asphyxiating gases, ever since May."
"But—just this once—we weren't on the losing side. The C. in C. has laughed almost to the point of hysteria over an article in the Berlin __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Lokal Anzeiger, referencing the horrifying reality of the 'homicidal maniac' Clanronald. 'A pitiful illustration of the distortion ofDie Wissenschaft“at the murderous hands of English military chemists,” they called it. It's quite ironic coming from the Germans, who have been pouring burning paraffin into our trenches and suffocating groups of men with choking gases since May.
"And particularly appropriate from people who bribed a crack Professor of Literature to engage as librarian at Gwyll Castle—set the Library Wing on fire and steal the portfolio with the plans of the 'homicidal maniac' three weeks before the War—when Prinz Heinrich and old Moltke were stopping in London. They'd promised their agent twelve million marks if he succeeded. Wonder what he got from them when the plot fizzled out? Well, so-long! Any message for Edith?'
"And it's especially ironic coming from people who bribed a top Literature professor to be a librarian at Gwyll Castle—set the Library Wing on fire and stole the portfolio containing the plans of the 'homicidal maniac' three weeks before the War—while Prinz Heinrich and old Moltke were in London. They promised their agent twelve million marks if he succeeded. I wonder how much he received when the plan went wrong? Anyway, take care! Do you have a message for Edith?"
"Tell her you saw me topping, and remember me to your wife!"
"Tell her you saw me succeed, and say hi to your wife for me!"
And they gripped hands and parted, and Red Tab hurried back to the tall young woman waiting on the flagstones under a blue shaded arc-lamp, saying:
They held hands tightly and said their goodbyes. Red Tab quickly went back to the tall young woman standing on the flagstones under a blue shaded arc lamp, saying:
"Good of you not to mind. But a shame to keep you waiting. No—we go out at this gate. I've got a car waiting. More cushy than a crowded railway-carriage—unless you'd have preferred going by train?"
"It's great that you don't mind. But it's a pity to keep you waiting. No—we're going this way. I’ve got a car waiting. It's much more comfortable than a crowded train carriage—unless you would have rather taken the train?"
The grey landaulette waiting in the side-street presented no more unusual feature than unusually heavy armoured tyres, and a guard of razor-edged steel bars protecting the front seat.
The gray landaulette parked on the side street didn’t have anything particularly unique about it except for its unusually heavy armored tires and a guard of sharp steel bars shielding the front seat.
"In case of barbed wire—strung across country roads," explained Red Tab. "One runs a chance of getting decapitated—travelling fast at night—or in foggy weather—without a jigger of this sort. Let me stick this cushion at your back and tuck the rugs about you. There's a Thermos in the pocket with hot coffee—and sandwiches in a box. Don't restrain your appyloose if you feel at all hungry! The grub was put in specially for you. No: you won't hear the guns yet, except at intervals, and rather faintly. Fact—I've heard 'em in the South of England more distinctly than one does here! But at St. O—, twenty-eight miles from the Front—they're loud enough at times—though there's nothing much doing. Things have been as dull as ditch-water and none of us'll be sorry when the Boches get a move on again. No—thanks, I'm not coming inside! Responsible for your safety. Advise you to tuck up and go to by-by!"
"If there’s barbed wire across country roads," Red Tab explained, "you could really risk getting hurt—especially if you're driving fast at night or in foggy weather—without something like this. Let me put this cushion behind you and wrap the blankets around you. There’s a Thermos in the pocket with hot coffee—and sandwiches in a box. Don’t hesitate to eat if you get hungry! The food was packed just for you. No, you won’t hear the guns yet, not really, just occasionally and pretty quietly. In fact, I’ve heard them more clearly in the South of England than you will here! But at St. O—, twenty-eight miles from the Front—they're loud enough sometimes—though not much is happening. It’s been really boring, and none of us will mind when the Germans start moving again. No thanks, I’m not going inside! It’s my responsibility to keep you safe. I suggest you get comfortable and go to sleep!"
The car settled into its speed when the ups and downs of the old town had been left behind, and the belated activities of the Base Port had died into a distant hum. It slackened pace when the blaze of its headlights showed long black columns of laden motor-lorries upon the wintry roads ahead of it—or horse-drawn transport waggons—or droves of animals, the steam of whose breath and shaggy hides hung over them in a cloud—or bodies of men in heavy marching order—French and British soldiers wearing the new steel headpiece,—shaped after the fashion of Mambrino's helmet, like a basin turned upside down.
The car sped up after it left the hilly old town behind, and the distant buzz from the Base Port faded. It slowed down when its headlights lit up long lines of heavy trucks on the wintry roads ahead—or horse-drawn wagons—or herds of animals with steam rising from their breath in the cold, creating a fog around them—or groups of men in full gear—French and British soldiers wearing new steel helmets that looked like Mambrino's helmet, shaped like upside-down basins.
And sometimes there were the halts at barriers or patrol-posts near towns or villages, where the light of swung lanterns reddened the moustached faces of gendarmes of Chasseurs. But usually when Patrine cleared a space upon the misty window-glass, the snow-covered landscape would be flying past under the fitful moonlight, with the elongated shadow of the grey Staff car galloping beside it like a demon dog.
Sometimes, there were stops at checkpoints or patrol posts near towns or villages, where the glow of swinging lanterns illuminated the mustached faces of police officers and soldiers. But usually, when Patrine cleared a spot on the foggy window, the snow-covered landscape would zoom by under the flickering moonlight, with the long shadow of the gray staff car racing alongside like a demon dog.
Midnight was striking from an ancient church-tower when, passing the guarded barriers of a town of old-world houses, and stopping in a street running from a Place bathed in frosty moonlight, and dominated by a vast cathedral, Red Tab, with icicles on his clipped moustache and fur collar, got down and tapped upon the rimy glass.
It was midnight when the old church tower chimed. After passing the locked gates of a town with historic buildings, and stopping on a street that led from a plaza bathed in frosty moonlight and overshadowed by a massive cathedral, Red Tab, with icicles hanging from his neatly trimmed mustache and fur collar, got out and tapped on the icy glass.
"Sorry to wake you up, Miss Saxham!" he said, opening the door as Patrine sat up, straightened the dented brim of her hat and blinked denial of her slumberousness, "but here's the end of your journey. This is the Ursuline Convent of St. O—, where we've arranged for you to billet to-night. The Superioress is a frightfully hospitable old lady, and my uncle—I mean Sir Roland—thought you'd be more cushy with the Sisters than at a common hotel!"
"Sorry to wake you, Miss Saxham!" he said, opening the door as Patrine sat up, straightened the bent brim of her hat, and blinked to pretend she hadn’t been asleep. "But this is the end of your journey. This is the Ursuline Convent of St. O—, where we've arranged for you to stay tonight. The Superioress is a very welcoming lady, and my uncle—I mean Sir Roland—thought you'd be more comfortable with the Sisters than at a regular hotel!"
"Sir Roland is always kind. But you, Captain Smyth-Howell?" She looked out at her red-tabbed escort with compunction as he tugged at the chain of a clanging bell, and beat his mittened hands together, stamping upon the pavement to warm his frozen feet.
"Sir Roland is always kind. But you, Captain Smyth-Howell?" She looked at her red-tabbed escort with a sense of guilt as he tugged on the chain of a ringing bell and rubbed his mittened hands together, stamping his feet on the pavement to warm them up.
"Me? Oh, I'm pushing on to Divisional Headquarters—twenty-five miles from this place and five miles north of the Belgian frontier. You'll be sent on to Pophereele in the morning, first thing. The French Chaplain of the Red Cross Hospital there is staying for the night with the Bishop at the Palace here. A tremendously agreeable old bird the Chaplain—and a Monsignore of the Vatican. I've met him—and he said he'd be delighted to look after you. Don't get down—it's frightfully slippery!"
"Me? Oh, I'm going to Divisional Headquarters—twenty-five miles from here and five miles north of the Belgian border. You'll be sent to Pophereele first thing in the morning. The French Chaplain at the Red Cross Hospital there is staying overnight with the Bishop at the Palace here. He's a really nice old guy—the Chaplain—and a Monsignore of the Vatican. I've met him, and he said he’d be happy to help you out. Be careful on your way down—it’s really slippery!"
But the tall, womanly figure was already standing beside him on the snowy cobblestones, tilting a round white chin towards the sky, and narrowing long eyes—"queer eyes" he mentally termed them—to see the better through her veil.
But the tall, graceful figure was already beside him on the snowy cobblestones, tilting her round white chin up towards the sky and narrowing her long eyes—he thought of them as "strange eyes"—to see better through her veil.
"What glorious stars!"
"What amazing stars!"
He liked the soft warmth of her voice, as he answered:
He liked the soothing warmth of her voice as he responded:
"Magnificent, aren't they? Look at Draco blazing away, high over the north transept of the Cathedral. And that would be Aquila—I rather fancy—lowish on the horizon, over that ruined tower. That's a bit of their famous Abbey——"
"Aren't they awesome? Check out Draco shining brightly way up in the north transept of the Cathedral. And I think that's Aquila, low on the horizon, above that old tower. That's part of their famous Abbey—"
"Great Scott!"
"Wow!"
"Did anything startle you?" he asked. "You said——"
"Did anything surprise you?" he asked. "You said——"
"I know I said it, but I didn't mean to. There, again—" She pointed as forked tongues of pale rainbow-tinted fire leaped up from the northern horizon, throwing into momentary relief the Cathedral's stately bulk and the huddled housetops.
"I know I said it, but I didn't really mean it. There it is again—" She pointed as forked tongues of pale, rainbow-colored fire shot up from the northern horizon, briefly illuminating the impressive structure of the Cathedral and the clustered rooftops.
"Those are Boche fireworks!"
"Those are German fireworks!"
"Fireworks?"
"Fireworks?"
"Star-shell, rockets, and so forth. They regularly treat us to a display before they begin to pound us again. Where are we fighting? Oh, pretty busy north—as far as Ypres and as far south as La Bassée. French on our right—French and Belgians on the left of us. More French holding Verdun. My hat! what gorgeous fighters! Men of steel with muscles of vulcanised rubber. And we thought the Gaul an absinthe-drinking degenerate. I tell you we wanted this War to open our eyes for us. Perhaps they did too! Here's one of the Sisters coming now!"
"Star shells, rockets, and all that. They always put on a show for us before they start bombing us again. Where are we fighting? Oh, it's pretty busy up north—up to Ypres and down to La Bassée. The French are on our right—French and Belgians on our left. More French are holding Verdun. My goodness! What incredible fighters! Men of steel with muscles like rubber. And we thought the Gauls were just absinthe-drinking degenerates. I tell you, we needed this War to open our eyes. Maybe they did too! Here comes one of the Sisters now!"
Hurrying felt slippers with rope soles shuffled over stone pavements. The key grated and the bolts shot back. A little Sister Portress in a close guimpe and flowing black veil, with a blue-checked apron tied over her habit, swung back the heavy door, holding her lantern high.
Quickly moving felt slippers with rope soles shuffled over the stone pavement. The key scraped as it turned, and the bolts slid back. A young Sister Portress wearing a fitted guimpe and a flowing black veil, with a blue-checked apron tied over her habit, swung open the heavy door, holding her lantern high.
Just Heaven, upon how cold a night Madame had arrived from England! Madame must be perished. But there was coffee, and soup très chaud not only for Madame but for M. l'Officier. And also the chauffeur. Madame la Supérieure would never permit that either should proceed without nourishment. If M. l'Officier and his attendant preferred not to enter, the Sister would wait upon them in the car.
It was just heavenly to think about how chilly the night was when Madame arrived from England! She must be freezing. But there was coffee and soup.very hotnot only for Madame but also for M. l'Officier and the driver. Madamela Supérieurewould never let either of them go without something to eat. If M. l'Officier and his assistant didn't want to come inside, the Sister would serve them in the car.
And so Patrine, after taking leave of her red-tabbed escort, was led away to the Mother Superior, a little, bright-eyed, kindly Religious, full of solicitude for Mademoiselle, who, confessing to having emptied a Thermos of hot coffee, and a box of sandwiches during the later stages of the transit, was borne away from the guest's refectory up and down several crooked flights of ancient stairs to a white-washed apartment, containing a prie-dieu and a big plaster Crucifix, a great walnut bed with faded Directoire curtains, a minute washstand,—a faint smell of scorched wood, emanating from the perforated metal registers of a calorifère, and a bad little coloured print of Lord Roberts, within a stitched border of yellow immortelles and faded laurel-leaves, that had been green and fresh six months before....
So, Patrine, after bidding farewell to her red-tabbed escort, was taken to the Mother Superior, a small, bright-eyed, kind woman who was very worried about Mademoiselle. She admitted to having consumed a Thermos of hot coffee and a box of sandwiches during the later part of her trip. She was guided from the guest dining room up and down several winding flights of old stairs to a whitewashed room, which had aprie-dieuand a large plaster crucifix, a big walnut bed with worn-outDirectoirecurtains, a small washstand, and a slight smell of burnt wood coming from the perforated metal vents of acalorifèreThere was also a gaudy colored print of Lord Roberts, framed with yellow.immortellesand wilted laurel leaves, which had been green and fresh just six months ago....
Patrine spent a white night in the town where the old brave heart of the great soldier had given its last throb for England. Not because those thudding guns in the north and east kept her wakeful—or because she had never stayed in a convent before.
Patrine spent a restless night in the town where the brave heart of the great soldier had its last beat for England. It wasn’t because the loud cannons in the north and east kept her up, or because she had never stayed in a convent before.
She was going to Sherbrand—her Flying Man—who had been supposed to be dead and found to be living,—and who had written to say that he did not want Patrine. The letter lay against her heart, and her hands were folded tightly over it, as she lay staring with shining eyes at the drawn curtains flapping in the chill breeze stinging through the open window that had been fastened with a nail when the English guest arrived.
She was on her way to Sherbrand—her Flying Man—whom everyone believed was dead but turned out to be alive, and who had written to say he didn’t want Patrine. The letter pressed against her heart, and her hands were tightly folded over it as she lay there, staring with bright eyes at the drawn curtains fluttering in the cold breeze coming through the open window that had been nailed shut when the English guest arrived.
CHAPTER LXXI
CHAPTER 71
LIVING AND DEAD
LIVING AND DEAD
"PATHETIC ECHO OF AIR-TRAGEDY. SHERBRAND, R.F.C., NOT DEAD OR PRISONER. RESCUED BY AMERICAN RED CROSS AMBULANCE. IN HOSPITAL NEAR YPRES. WILL RECOVER, BUT BLIND FOR LIFE."
"TRAGIC AIR DISASTER. SHERBRAND, R.F.C., IS NOT DEAD OR CAPTURED. RESCUED BY AMERICAN RED CROSS AMBULANCE. CURRENTLY IN HOSPITAL NEAR YPRES. WILL RECOVER, BUT WILL BE BLIND FOR LIFE."
The clamorous headlines had followed close on a telephone from Sir Roland. Patrine had learned what it means to cry for joy—an unforgettable experience. She had discovered that one who kneels down to thank God for a boon so marvellous, has no words left to offer Him, nor even tears and sighs.
The bold headlines appeared immediately after a call from Sir Roland. Patrine learned what it feels like to cry tears of joy—an unforgettable moment. She understood that when someone kneels to thank God for such a wonderful gift, they are left speechless, with no tears or sighs left to offer.
She had written again and again to Sherbrand, saying only "Let me come to you!" Passionate, pitiful, tender letters, answered after weeks of delay by one page in the stiff, neat handwriting of the American Red Cross Nursing Sister who acted as amanuensis for the blind man.
She had written to Sherbrand repeatedly, simply saying "Let me come to you!"Passionate, heartbreaking, and tender letters were finally answered after weeks of waiting by a single page written in the formal, neat handwriting of the American Red Cross Nursing Sister who served as the secretary for the blind man."
"April, 1915.
"April, 1915.
"You have said that you wish to visit me in my blindness. I thank you for the expressed desire, but I cannot receive you here! I have never been the kind of man who bid for pity from women, and the ties that you broke, voluntarily, six months ago, I do not wish to renew. My mother has been here to bring me some things"—the French and Belgian decorations, guessed Patrine—"and has gone away again. She understands that it is best for me to remain here, because, although the War is over as far as I am actively concerned, I can hear the guns and breathe the breath of battle, and know when the 'planes pass overhead, and follow them in thought. There is little else a blind man can do, except make toys or baskets! Do not think me bitter or discontented—I am neither—quite O.K. I wish people had been told I brought down the Zepp., that's all! With gratitude for your kind and friendly remembrance,
"You mentioned wanting to visit me while I'm blind. I appreciate the thought, but I can't have you here! I've never wanted pity from women, and I don't want to rekindle the connections you chose to end six months ago. My mom came to bring me some things"—the French and Belgian medals, Patrine probably figured—"and she's already gone. She knows it's best for me to stay here because, even though the war is officially over for me, I can still hear the guns, feel the tension of battle, and know when the planes fly overhead, tracking their paths in my mind. There’s not much else a blind man can do besides making toys or baskets! Don't think I'm bitter or unhappy—I'm neither—I'm actually doing just fine. I just wish people knew I brought down the Zeppelin, that's all! Thank you for your kind and friendly thoughts,
- Sincerely yours,
"A. S."
"A. S."
A formal letter, but between the cold, stiff lines Patrine had read reproach, and love, and yearning. An unkind letter—but could she judge him harshly, her poor blind eagle, sitting in darkness never to be lifted, listening to the guns, and the battle-song of the Birds of War, drifting down out of "his sky"?
A formal letter, but between the cold, stiff lines, Patrine sensed disappointment, love, and longing. It was a harsh letter—but could she really judge him harshly, her poor blind eagle, stuck in darkness forever, hearing the guns and the battle song of the Birds of War coming down from "his sky"?
There was Mass in the Convent chapel at seven next morning. A military chaplain offered the Divine Sacrifice, and the rush-bottomed chairs were occupied by soldiers, French Chasseurs and Zouaves, Senegalese and Negroes, English Guards and Irish Fusiliers, Highlanders and a German or two,—all patients from the Hospital under the management of the Ursuline Sisters—a big building next door to the Convent, that had been a young ladies' boarding school in the days before the War.
The next morning at seven, there was a Mass in the convent chapel. A military chaplain conducted the service, and the rush-bottomed chairs were filled with soldiers—French Chasseurs and Zouaves, Senegalese and Black soldiers, English Guards and Irish Fusiliers, Highlanders, and a few Germans—all patients from the hospital managed by the Ursuline Sisters, a large building next to the convent that had previously been a girls' boarding school before the war.
The chapel was a dusky place. So dusky that though the red carnations and white Eucharis lilies in the Altar vases struck vivid notes of colour in the light of the Altar candles, the ruby spark of the Sanctuary lamp and the bright flame of the Paschal candle were barely visible in the brooding gloom. You could only tell the place to be crowded, by the deep-toned chorus of masculine voices joining fervently in the Confiteor and Credo. Pale green flashes momentarily lit up the crimson and purple and tawny tracery of the round east window, and the distant thudding of the guns at the Front made an accompaniment to the sacred rite.
The chapel was pretty dark. So dark that even though the red carnations and white Eucharis lilies in the altar vases brought some bright color from the altar candles, the ruby glow of the sanctuary lamp and the bright flame of the Paschal candle were hard to see in the thick darkness. You could only tell it was crowded by the deep choir of male voices passionately singing along in theConfiteorandCredoFaint green flashes briefly lit up the red, purple, and gold designs of the round east window, as the distant sound of gunfire from the front served as a backdrop to the sacred ceremony.
The French priest officiating was a lean, short, elderly personage with brilliant eyes set in a mask of walnut-brown wrinkles and a resonant voice that was illustrated by beautiful, illuminating gestures as he preached.
The French priest conducting the service was a thin, short, older man with bright eyes surrounded by deep, walnut-brown wrinkles and a strong voice that was complemented by lovely, expressive gestures as he preached.
"Let none say in your hearing, unrebuked, that this War is an unrelieved misfortune," he said to his hearers. "Recognize with me, my French compatriots, the Divine Mercy as extended particularly to France in this fiery ordeal! Her towns and villages have been destroyed,—her buildings have been shattered, her sons in countless thousands slain, but her national character has been purified—the soul of her people has been raised from the mire. If there is one here present among you—whatever may be his nationality,—who is conscious of loving Virtue better and loathing Vice more intensely, since the beginning of this War—then the War has been a blessing—to him—and not a curse! Acts have been performed—and are repeated hourly—acts of a sublime and touching selflessness and an almost Divine tenderness,—not only by men and women who are mild and gentle, but by the roughest and the most abandoned of either sex. The good seed was sown in time of peace—ah yes, my children! but it might have perished. And now Our Lord, who loves flowers, has caused these pure and exquisite blossoms to spring for Him from the field of War."
"Don't let anyone say in your presence, without being challenged, that this War is just a disaster," he told his audience. "Let's recognize together, my French friends, the Divine Mercy that has been especially granted to France during this difficult time! Her towns and villages have been destroyed—her buildings have been shattered, her sons have been killed by the thousands, yet her national spirit has been strengthened—the soul of her people has risen from the depths. If there's anyone here—no matter their nationality—who feels a stronger love for Virtue and a deeper hatred for Vice since this War started—then for them, the War has been a blessing, not a curse! Acts have been carried out—and continue every hour—of sublime and heartfelt selflessness and almost Divine tenderness—not just by gentle and kind individuals, but also by the roughest and most lost among them. The good seeds were planted in peaceful times—oh yes, my children! but they might have failed. And now Our Lord, who loves flowers, has allowed these pure and beautiful blossoms to bloom for Him from the battlefield."
After his tiny sermon, delivered in French, and repeated in English, he hesitated a moment before turning to the Altar and said, with emotion in his mobile face and quick utterance:
After his brief sermon, delivered in French and repeated in English, he paused for a moment before turning to the altar and said, with emotion on his expressive face and in a quick tone:
"I have to ask a favour of you this morning. It is that at the Commemoration of the Departed you will unite with me in a mental act of prayer. Prayer for the soul of one to whom the gift of Faith, not being sought, was not given. A soul that has passed forth in darkness into the presence of Him who is the Light."
"I need to ask you for a favor this morning. Can you join me in a moment of prayer during the Commemoration of the Departed? It's a prayer for the soul of someone who never received the gift of Faith because they didn't seek it. A soul that has transitioned into darkness and now stands before Him who is the Light."
He turned away and began the Credo. As the deep chorus of male voices followed, Patrine found herself agreeing with the preacher's discourse.
He turned away and began the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.CredoAs the strong choir of men’s voices filled the air, Patrine realized she was connecting with the preacher's message.
"What was it," she asked herself, "that led me out from overheated, crowded rooms, oppressive with the scent of flowers and perfumes of triple extract—where the Tango and the Turkey Trot were being danced by half-clad, painted women and effeminate young men—and set my feet upon a mountain-slope with the free winds of heaven blowing upon me? I must answer—It was the War!"
"What was it," she asked herself, "that made me leave those stuffy, crowded rooms filled with the scent of flowers and strong perfumes—where half-dressed, drunk women and flashy young men were dancing the Tango and the Turkey Trot—and brought me to a mountain slope with the fresh winds of heaven blowing over me? I have to say—it was the War!"
As the great waves of the Credo surged and beat against the old brown rafters she went on thinking:
As the massive waves of the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__Credocrashed and slammed against the old brown beams, she kept thinking:
"What has made me quicken to the call of Humanity—awakened me to the knowledge of my sisterhood with my fellow-women? What has taught me how to live without dissipation and do without useless luxuries? Again—the War! And oh! what has taught me the meaning of Love in all its fulness, and set within the shrine of my heart this great sacred sorrow, and kindled in my soul the pure altar-flame of Faith? The War, the terrible War!"
"What has motivated me to answer the call of Humanity—made me realize my bond with other women? What has taught me to live simply and steer clear of unnecessary luxuries? Once again—the War! And oh! what has revealed to me the true essence of Love in all its depth, filling my heart with this profound sacred sorrow and lighting the pure flame of Faith in my soul? The War, the terrible War!"
She prayed for Sherbrand at the Commemoration of the Living! A somewhat incoherent petition that her Flying Man might be helped to bear his blindness, and find some happiness in her unchanged love. And the thought of the dead Agnostic haunted her. Who was the man, and what had brought about his ending? Was he a patient in the Ursuline Hospital?
She prayed for Sherbrand during the Commemoration of the Living! It was a somewhat vague request for her Flying Man to find the strength to deal with his blindness and to find some happiness in her constant love. And the memory of the late Agnostic stayed in her thoughts. Who was he, and what caused his death? Was he a patient at the Ursuline Hospital?
A French, an English, or a German soldier? By a subtle change in her mental purview, recollections of von Herrnung began to occupy her mind.
A French, an English, or a German soldier? With a slight change in her viewpoint, memories of von Herrnung began to flood her mind.
"I will not think of him!—I will not!" she said to herself desperately. Then the obsession assumed an acute form. All that she most wished to forget in her relations with the Kaiser's Flying Man was being revived in her memory. Scene by scene, sentence by sentence, she was forced to live over the hated Past again.
"I won't think about him!—I won't!" she told herself frantically. Then the obsession took a sharper turn. Everything she desperately wanted to forget about her relationship with the Kaiser's Flying Man came flooding back to her mind. Scene by scene, sentence by sentence, she was forced to relive the painful past all over again.
She must have risen from her knees and left the chapel, so unbearable became the torment, but that the sacring bell rang its triples, the deep tones of the Sanctus answered from the turret, and the Host was lifted up. Then her tense nerves relaxed. The almost tangible presence of evil withdrew itself. She breathed more freely, and peace flowed in balmy waves upon her stormy soul. In prayer for herself and those who were most dear to her, she lost the sense of the unseen hands plucking at her garments and the soundless voice whispering at her ear. And presently at the Ipsis Domine, when supplication is made by priests and people for the departed, she prayed for the soul of the Denier—that the Divine Mercy might reach and enfold him, and lead him yet into the Way of Peace.
She must have gotten up from her knees and left the chapel when the pain became too much, but then the sacring bell rang its triples, the deep tones of theSanctusechoed from the turret, and the Host was lifted. At that moment, her anxious nerves eased. The almost tangible presence of evil receded. She breathed more easily, and a sense of calm enveloped her troubled spirit like a soothing wave. In prayer for herself and her loved ones, she let go of the hidden hands pulling at her clothes and the quiet voice murmuring in her ear. Soon, at theIpsis DomineWhen the priests and people pray for those who have passed away, she prayed for the soul of the Denier—asking that Divine Mercy would reach and embrace him, guiding him onto the Path of Peace.
"Christ is risen who created all things, and who hath had pity upon mankind.... Purchased people, declare His virtues, alleluia! Who hath called you out of darkness into His admirable light."
"Christ is risen, the creator of everything, and who has shown compassion for humanity.... Redeemed people, share His virtues, alleluia! Who has brought you out of darkness into His wonderful light."
To Patrine the Call had come.
The Call had come to Patrine.
It was Easter Week and there were many communicants. The nuns and the French and English Red Cross nurses helped the lame to reach the Altar-rails and guided the blind. When a tall, blond young English Officer with bandaged eyes and an empty sleeve was led up to his Master's Table, Patrine was grateful that the chapel was so dusk.
It was Easter Week, and a lot of people were taking communion. The nuns and the French and English Red Cross nurses assisted the disabled in getting to the altar and helped guide the blind. When a tall, blond young English officer with bandaged eyes and an empty sleeve was brought to the Master's Table, Patrine felt relieved that the chapel was so dim.
She was to meet the Chaplain of the Pophereele Stationary Hospital after Mass, the Mother Superioress had said. Thus, guided by an Ursuline Sister, she passed from the chapel into a long, whitewashed cloister looking on the garden, its open arches facing the doors of what had been class-rooms, and now were wards. Another Ursuline, the Sister Superintendent of the Hospital, with a young, gentle face framed in her close white guimpe and flowing black veil, sat writing in a big book at a plain deal table. Near her were some shelves with rows of bottles and a chest of drawers with measuring-glasses upon it, and a pestle and mortar and druggists' scales. Above the table a black wooden Crucifix hung against the whitewashed wall.
She was supposed to meet the Chaplain of the Pophereele Stationary Hospital after Mass, the Mother Superior had said. So, guided by an Ursuline Sister, she walked from the chapel into a long, whitewashed hallway overlooking the garden, with its open arches facing the doors that used to be classrooms and were now wards. Another Ursuline, the Sister Superintendent of the Hospital, who had a young and gentle face framed by her close white guimpe and flowing black veil, was sitting at a simple wooden table, writing in a big book. Nearby, there were some shelves lined with bottles and a chest of drawers topped with measuring glasses, a pestle and mortar, and druggists' scales. Above the table, a black wooden Crucifix was hanging against the whitewashed wall.
"This is Soeur Catherine, who keeps the Hospital accounts and dispenses the medicines, and posts the register in which we set down the names of all the wounded received and discharged. Take care, Mademoiselle! That paint is new and comes off!" cried the chaperoning Sister, snatching aside the skirt of Patrine's long blue V.A.D. coat.
"This is Sister Catherine, who manages the hospital accounts, dispenses the medications, and updates the register where we keep track of the names of all the wounded we take in and send out. Be careful, Miss! That paint is fresh and will smudge!" exclaimed the supervising Sister, pulling aside the hem of Patrine's long blue V.A.D. coat.
She had brushed, in passing, against a wooden tablet that leaned against the wall near the door through which she had come. A big square of black-painted deal surmounted by a gabled and eaved Cross of German pattern, and bearing an inscription in white Gothic lettering:
She had casually brushed against a wooden sign that leaned against the wall near the door she had come in through. It was a large square of black-painted wood topped with a gabled cross in a German style, featuring an inscription in white Gothic letters:
"HIER RUHT IM GOTT
EIN DEUTSCHER FLIEGENDE OFFIZIER."
"HERE RESTS IN GOD
A GERMAN AIR FORCE OFFICER."
"That is for the grave of the German officer who died yesterday. One of the Bavarian soldiers is painting it. He has not finished—he has only gone away for a moment to get some more céruse from Mother Madeleine."
"That’s for the grave of the German officer who died yesterday. One of the Bavarian soldiers is painting it. He hasn't finished yet—he just stepped away for a moment to grab some more."cérusefrom Mother Madeleine.
Sister Catherine offered the explanation. She added, as the tall English girl glanced at something that lay on the deal table beside the register:
Sister Catherine explained. She added, as the tall English girl examined something on the deal table next to the register:
"That is his flying-cap, poor man! and the belt that shows his rang militaire. They will be placed upon the pall when they carry him to the cemetery. But pardon! One should have observed before that Mademoiselle was suffering! What! Mademoiselle is not ill, not even a little fatigued? Then what Mademoiselle needs is a petit déjeuner."
"That's his flying cap, poor guy! And the belt that shows his __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."military rankThey'll be placed on the coffin when they take him to the cemetery. But wait! Someone should have noticed earlier that Mademoiselle was in distress! What! Mademoiselle isn’t sick, not even a little tired? Then what Mademoiselle needs is abreakfast."
And Patrine was whisked away to the guest's refectory to be refreshed with pistolets and coffee. Monseigneur would follow a little later. Madame la Superieure had arranged for Monseigneur to take déjeuner with M. l'Aumonier. Later, Monseigneur hoped for the pleasure of meeting the English Mademoiselle.
Patrine was taken to the guest dining area to enjoyrollsand coffee. The bishop would arrive a little later. The Superior had made arrangements for the bishop to havelunchwith M. l'Aumonier. Later, Monseigneur was looking forward to the enjoyment of meeting the English Miss.
Mademoiselle's tall rounded figure, ushered by the little active Ursuline Sister, had barely passed through the glazed swing-doors leading from the cloister to the Convent, when the short, spare, elderly priest who had celebrated Mass entered from the chapel, followed by the Convent Aumonier, who had served him at the altar. Even as the nun rose from her table, the vividly clear eyes of Monseigneur, set in the mask of dry walnut-brown wrinkles, dropped on the painted head-board propped against the wall.
Mademoiselle's tall, curvy figure, accompanied by the small, lively Ursuline Sister, had just walked through the glass swing doors from the cloister to the Convent when the short, thin, older priest who had led the Mass entered from the chapel, followed by the Convent Aumonier, who had helped him at the altar. As the nun stood up from her table, the bright, clear eyes of Monseigneur, framed by a face of dry, walnut-brown wrinkles, landed on the painted headboard leaning against the wall.
"That is for him?"
"Is that for him?"
The supple right hand of Monseigneur waved towards the chapel, then extended itself to the Sister, who curtsied and kissed his amethyst ring.
Monseigneur's elegant right hand pointed towards the chapel, then extended to the Sister, who curtsied and kissed his amethyst ring.
"For him, Monseigneur," answered the Aumonier, to whom the question had been addressed.
"For him, Your Excellency," replied the Chaplain, who was asked the question.
"Dieu veuille avoir son âme!"
"God have mercy on his soul!"
The left sleeve of Monseigneur's decidedly rusty serge soutane bore the well-known brassard. Its scarlet and white peeped between the folds of his heavy black mantle as he made the Sign of the Cross.
The left sleeve of the bishop's worn serge robe showed the familiar armband. Its red and white peeked through the folds of his heavy black cloak as he made the Sign of the Cross.
"His name is missing from the inscription," he commented, producing a battered silver snuff-box and helping himself to a generous pinch. "Why, might one demand?"
"His name isn't on the inscription," he said, taking out a battered silver snuff box and helping himself to a big pinch. "Why, you might wonder?"
"The initials will be painted in presently, Monseigneur. There will be no name—by desire of the deceased!"
"The initials will be painted in soon, Your Excellency. There won’t be a name—at the request of the deceased!"
"He preferred anonymity?" The amethyst ring of Monseigneur's prelacy flashed violet as he dusted the brown powder from his upper-lip with a blue checked handkerchief. "The Père Aumonier tells me," his startlingly clear eyes were on the Sister, "that terrible as were his injuries, he might have recovered—that his death occurred suddenly and unexpectedly."
"He chose to remain anonymous?" The amethyst ring of the Monseigneur’s prelacy shone violet as he wiped the brown powder off his upper lip with a blue checked handkerchief. "The Père Aumonier told me," his remarkably clear eyes were on the Sister, "that despite his serious injuries, he might have recovered—that his death occurred suddenly and without warning."
"But yes, Monseigneur, he might have recovered!" The fair face framed in the narrow guimpe was shadowed and troubled. "The coup d'obus had spared the brain, arteries, and vertebra. His sight was uninjured—M. le Commandant and his colleagues had achieved wonders in the partial restoration of the visage. Speech was difficult—but we could understand him—unless he was sullen and would only speak German to us. But at those times a Bavarian soldier interpreted—he who has painted the headboard for the grave."
"But yes, Your Excellency, he could have recovered!" The beautiful face framed by the narrow collar looked shadowed and worried. "Theshell explosionhad saved his brain, arteries, and spine. His vision was intact—Captain and his team accomplished incredible things in partially reconstructing his face. Speaking was tough—but we could understand him—unless he was grumpy and would only speak to us in German. During those moments, a Bavarian soldier interpreted for him—he was the one who painted the headstone for the grave.
"He—the German officer—was grateful to those who nursed him?" inquired Monseigneur of the Aumonier.
"Was he—the German officer—grateful to the people who looked after him?" Monseigneur asked the Aumonier.
The stout little Chaplain visibly hesitated. It was the Sister who answered in her clear and gentle voice:
The short, stocky Chaplain hesitated noticeably. It was the Sister who responded in her clear and gentle voice:
"Alas! no, Monseigneur! He was arrogant, even brutal. But then—he suffered so terribly, in mind as in body—one could not be angry at anything he said. He could not resign himself to his disfigured condition. It was intolerable, he would cry, that he should now be an object of horror to women—women who had worshipped him almost as a god!"
"Oh no, Monseigneur! He was arrogant, even cruel. But then—he endured so much, both mentally and physically—that it was difficult to stay angry about anything he said. He couldn't accept his disfigured appearance. It was unbearable, he would shout, that he had become something terrifying to women—women who had almost worshiped him like a god!"
"Chut—chut! Eh—well! One presumes he meant a certain type of women," observed Monseigneur.
"Shh—shh! Well! One would assume he was talking about a specific type of woman," said Monseigneur.
"Possibly so, Monseigneur." The simplicity of the fair face in the narrow guimpe was touching. "For when we assured him that we did not regard him with horror he would say to us: 'That makes nothing! I speak of women. You are only nuns.'"
"Maybe that’s true, Monseigneur." The innocence of her beautiful face in the narrow guimpe was touching. "Because when we told him we didn’t view him with fear, he would reply: 'That doesn’t matter! I’m talking about women. You’re just nuns.'"
"But nuns are women," objected Monseigneur.
"But nuns are women," Monseigneur argued.
"Monseigneur, he said not. When his condition seemed to him most miserable he found relief in saying things—abusive—outrageous—about nuns. We didn't mind. We pitied him—poor Number Twenty! But the French and English officers in the same ward resented this. They entreated us to remove him to a separate room. This we did, and at his request the Bavarian was placed in the same apartment—he has been an officer's servant—and is active and useful, even though he has lost a leg. Thus things went better. Poor Twenty seemed more contented. He even looked forward to leaving the Hospital!"
"Sir, he didn’t say that. When he thought his situation was at its worst, he found some relief in making terrible and outrageous comments about nuns. We didn’t mind. We felt sorry for him—poor Number Twenty! But the French and English officers in the same ward didn’t like this. They encouraged us to move him to a separate room. We did that, and at his request, the Bavarian was placed in the same room—he had been an officer's servant—and he’s active and helpful, even though he lost a leg. Things got a little better. Poor Twenty seemed more at peace. He even started looking forward to leaving the Hospital!"
"And then? A change?—a relapse?" suggested Monseigneur.
"And then? A change?—a setback?" Monseigneur suggested.
"A change. He became more gloomy—more violent after a letter arrived for him from England at the Jour des morts. Since two days comes another letter. We heard him raving of perfidy, the folly of his agents—the injustice of his Emperor—the revenge upon the Englishwoman that he would never have now! ... Then all was quiet. Towards morning the Bavarian came out of the room and called an orderly. The Herr Hauptmann was sleeping, he said, in such a queer way.... From that unnatural stupor he never awakened. All his letters and papers were torn up and scattered in fragments. There was a little cardboard box on the night-table and a pencil billet for me. I am to send a ring he always wore to the address of a noble young lady at Berlin. She was his fiancée, I believe, Monseigneur. He thanks me for the little I have been able to do for him!—he begs the Sisters to pardon his rudeness.... He wishes no name upon his grave—but to be forgotten.... Poor broken body—poor rebellious heart—poor stubborn, desperate soul!"
"A change. He grew more gloomy—more aggressive after he got a letter from England on the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."Day of the DeadTwo days later, another letter showed up. We listened to him rave about betrayal, his agents' foolishness—the unfairness of his Emperor—the revenge he would never get against the Englishwoman! ... Then everything went quiet. By morning, the Bavarian left the room and called for an orderly. He said the Herr Hauptmann was sleeping in a very strange way.... He never woke up from that unnatural stupor. All his letters and papers were shredded and scattered everywhere. There was a small cardboard box on the nightstand and a pencil.notefor me. I need to send a ring he always wore to the address of a young noblewoman in Berlin. She was hisfiancée"I believe you, Monseigneur. He thanks me for the little I've been able to do for him!—he asks the Sisters to forgive his rudeness.... He doesn’t want a name on his grave—just to be forgotten.... Poor broken body—poor rebellious heart—poor stubborn, desperate soul!"
"You think, then, that—he killed himself?" asked Monseigneur with directness.
"So you think that—he committed suicide?" Monseigneur asked directly.
"I dare not think!" She was searching in her table drawer with tears dropping on her hands. "I can only pray that the autopsy of the surgeon will not reveal that the death was not natural. Look, Monseigneur!—this is his ring. A big black-and-white pearl. And under the pearl, which lifts up—is a little box for something.... A relic perhaps—or a portrait, or a lock of a friend's hair."
"I can't even think!" She was rummaging through her desk drawer, tears streaming down her hands. "I can only hope that the surgeon's autopsy doesn't reveal that his death wasn't natural. Look, Monseigneur!—this is his ring. It has a big black-and-white pearl. And underneath the pearl, which lifts up, there’s a small compartment for something.... Maybe a relic—or a portrait, or a lock of a friend's hair."
"It might serve as a reliquary—at need, my child," said Monseigneur, examining the platinum setting. He gave one swift glance at the unsuspicious Aumonier and another at the innocent nun. He peered again narrowly at the empty hiding-place, to the shallow sides of which a few atoms of glittering grey dust were adhering. He lifted the ring to his nose and sniffed, tapped the little box on his thumb-nail, and touched his tongue to one of the glittering grey specks. Then he hastily spat in his handkerchief, and thunder-clouds sat on the furrowed forehead over the great hooked beak.
"It could serve as a reliquary—if needed, my child," said Monseigneur, eyeing the platinum setting. He cast a quick glance at the unsuspecting Aumonier and another at the innocent nun. He examined the empty hiding spot again, where a few flecks of shimmering gray dust clung to the shallow sides. He brought the ring up to his nose and sniffed, tapped the small box against his thumbnail, and touched his tongue to one of the sparkling gray specks. Then he quickly spat into his handkerchief, and dark clouds gathered on his furrowed brow above his prominent hooked nose.
"Listen!"
"Hey, listen!"
The nun started and grew paler still. She hurried to the glazed doors opening on the garden and threw them wide apart. As the chill outer air rushed in, sporting with the scant white locks of M. l'Aumonier, fluttering the purple lappets at the throat of Monseigneur, and tugging as with invisible hands at the Sister's thin black veil, approaching footsteps crunched over the sloppy gravel of the cloister walk.
The nun jumped and got even paler. She hurried to the glass doors that led to the garden and threw them open. As the cold air from outside rushed in, it tousled the few white hairs of M. l'Aumonier, fluttered the purple edges of Monseigneur's collar, and pulled at the Sister's thin black veil with unseen hands, while footsteps approached, crunching on the wet gravel of the cloister path.
The small stout figure of the Sister-Keeper of the mortuary headed the small, solemn procession. She held up her habit out of the slush, and carried as well as a mammoth iron doorkey, a small bunch of spring flowers.
The short, solid figure of the Sister-Keeper at the mortuary led the small, serious procession. She lifted her habit out of the mud and carried a heavy iron door key along with a small bunch of spring flowers.
A stretcher-squad of the French Red Cross followed the Sister of the mortuary. In life the man they bore must have been a magnificent specimen of humanity. In death the length of his rigid form appeared phenomenal. The black velvet pall, over which had been draped the black-red-white German War Ensign, was far too short to cover the stiff blanket-swathed feet. That they projected beyond the stretcher-end with an effect of arrogance and obstinacy, was the thought that occurred to one of the three people gathered in a little group upon the threshold of the cloister-doors.
A stretcher team from the French Red Cross followed the Sister from the mortuary. In life, the man they carried must have been an extraordinary example of humanity. In death, the length of his stiff body seemed striking. The black velvet covering, draped with the black-red-white German War Ensign, was far too short to cover his rigid feet wrapped in a blanket. The fact that his feet extended beyond the end of the stretcher gave off an impression of arrogance and defiance, a thought that crossed the mind of one of the three people gathered in a small group at the cloister doors.
"Monseigneur.... My Father! ..." Sister Catherine was speaking in suppressed but eager accents. "It is Number Twenty. They are taking him to the mortuary. The Sister-Keeper promised to carry flowers as a sign that all was well. You understand, do you not? The surgeons have decided—thanks be to God!—that the poor man did not poison himself!"
"Monseigneur... My Father!..." Sister Catherine spoke in low but excited voices. "It's Number Twenty. They're taking him to the morgue. The Sister-Keeper promised to bring flowers to show that everything is okay. You understand, right? The surgeons have decided—thank God!—that the poor man didn’t take his own life!"
She dropped to her knees and began to say a decade of her Rosary, the wooden beads running between her fingers like brown water as she prayed. The priests made the Sign of the Cross silently as the body was borne past. When the last feather of the Black Eagle had vanished, and the crunching of footsteps on sloppy gravel had thinned away in distance, the nun rose.
She knelt down and began to say a decade of her Rosary, the wooden beads slipping through her fingers like brown water as she prayed. The priests quietly made the Sign of the Cross as the body was carried by. When the last feather of the Black Eagle had vanished and the sound of footsteps on soft gravel faded away, the nun stood up.
"You feel happier now, my sister, do you not?" Monseigneur asked kindly.
"You feel happier now, my sister, right?" Monseigneur asked gently.
"Much happier, Monseigneur," she said, "for now I may pray for him!"
"I'm much happier, Sir," she said, "because now I can pray for him!"
Monseigneur, who had retained the ring, shut the hiding-place with a decided click, snapped into its slot the end of the bar that held the magpie pearl in place, and said as he restored the bauble to the nun:
Monsieur, who had kept the ring, securely closed the hiding spot with a decisive click, slid the end of the bar that held the magpie pearl back into position, and said as he passed the trinket back to the nun:
"Who knows but that some ray of Divine Grace may yet shine upon that darkened soul! Do as the owner begged of you, and pray for him by all means!"
"Who knows, maybe a touch of Divine Grace will still shine on that troubled soul! Do what the owner asked you to do, and definitely pray for him!"
"That I will!" she said fervently. "And you also, will you not pray for him? the poor, proud Pagan who believed no resurrection possible—unless one were to exist again as a vapour or a tree. Alas! I fear I have sinned much in yielding to the feeling he inspired in me!"
"I definitely will!" she said with enthusiasm. "And what about you? Won't you pray for him too? The poor, proud Pagan who believed there was no resurrection unless it was as a vapor or a tree. Oh, I'm afraid I've sinned quite a bit by giving in to the feelings he awakened in me!"
She added, meeting the keen glance of Monseigneur's vivid eyes:
She said, meeting the piercing gaze of Monseigneur's bright eyes:
"The feeling of repugnance. Of horror, Monseigneur! Here comes the Bavarian to finish the inscription. Well, my good Kühler, you have got some more ceruse?"
"The feeling of disgust. Of horror, Monseigneur! Here comes the Bavarian to finish the inscription. So, my good Kühler, do you have any more white lead?"
The glass-doors had been darkened by the shape of a one-legged man on crutches, a black-haired, swarthy fellow dressed in the maroon flannel uniform distinctive of the Hospital. A little pot with a brush in it dangled from one of his big fingers. He glanced up under his heavy brows, with a muttered word as he passed the Sister, and returned the greeting of Monseigneur with a clumsy attempt at a salute.
The glass doors were partially blocked by the silhouette of a one-legged man on crutches, a dark-haired, tan guy dressed in the maroon flannel uniform unique to the Hospital. A small pot with a brush dangled from one of his big fingers. He glanced up from under his thick brows, mumbling something as he walked by the Sister, and clumsily acknowledged Monseigneur with an awkward salute.
"You are better? You are getting on?" said Monseigneur to him in German.
"Are you feeling better? How are you doing?" the Monseigneur asked him in German.
"Better, mein Vater, and getting on."
"Better, my dad, and getting on."
"That is well! And you have only a little bit to do, and then your work is done?"
"That's awesome! Do you just have a bit left to wrap up, and then you're finished?"
"Done, mein Vater!" echoed the one-legged man.
"Completed,"my father!"echoed the one-legged guy."
He went to the head-board where it was near the door leading to the chapel, leaned his crutches against the wall, and began cautiously and painfully to let himself down. Monseigneur and the Aumonier hurried to his assistance, saw him safely squatted upon his folded sack, took leave of the Sister, who knelt to receive the blessing of the hand that wore the amethyst ring,—and vanished through the farther door at the urgent summons of a bell.
He made his way to the headboard near the chapel door, leaned his crutches against the wall, and carefully and painfully lowered himself down. Monseigneur and the Aumonier hurried to assist him, ensured he was comfortably settled on his folded sack, said goodbye to the Sister, who knelt to receive a blessing from the hand with the amethyst ring, and left through the other door at the urgent sound of a bell.
The Sister turned again to her big ledger. A list of articles appertaining to the deceased would have to be checked and verified. Two pairs of binoculars—surely the one bearing the name and address of an officer in a British Guards regiment ought to be sent to the Allies' Headquarters at St. O—. Two purses, one full of English sovereigns, a stout roll of French bank-notes in a pigskin case, and so forth. When next she looked round, the Bavarian was wiping his brushes. The finished inscription now stood:
The Sister turned back to her large ledger. She needed to check and verify a list of items that belonged to the deceased. There were two pairs of binoculars—definitely, the one with the name and address of an officer in a British Guards regiment should be sent to the Allies' Headquarters at St. O—. There were also two purses, one filled with English sovereigns, a sturdy roll of French banknotes in a pigskin case, and so on. When she looked around again, the Bavarian was cleaning his brushes. The completed inscription now read:
"HIER RUHT IM GOTT
EIN DEUTSCHER FLIEGENDE OFFIZIER
T. v. H.
30 YAHRE ALT."
"HERE RESTS IN GOD
A GERMAN AVIATOR
"T. v. H.30 YEARS OLD.
"You are sorry for him, are you not, my good Kühler?" the nun asked mildly as the Bavarian scrambled to his solitary foot, and stood supporting himself against the wall.
"You feel sorry for him, right, my good Kühler?" the nun asked gently as the Bavarian quickly got up on one foot and leaned against the wall for support.
"Sorry, my Sister?" He spoke in thick Teutonic French, and looked at her under his lowering black brows as he reached his crutches out of the corner and tucked them under his arms. "Why should I be sorry? He's dead—and so an end of him. Total kaput for another officer!" He saluted the Sister and stumped out.
"Sorry, my sister?" He spoke with a thick French accent and glanced at her from under his low, dark brows as he grabbed his crutches from the corner and tucked them under his arms. "Why should I be sorry? He's dead—and that's that."Total kaput"for another officer!" He saluted the sister and limped out.
CHAPTER LXXII
CHAPTER 72
LOVE THAT HAS WINGS
LOVE WITH WINGS
Under a blue sky—the forget-me-not blue of April—tiny blizzards—mere dust of snow—alternated with slashes of sleet. The road running east from Pophereele was villainous; bad pavé in the centre, and on either side morasses of mud from which rose at irregular intervals, scraggy poplars hacked by shell-fire and barked by the impact of innumerable iron-shod wheels.
Under a clear blue sky—the forget-me-not blue of April—tiny snow flurries—just a light dusting of snow—were mixed with slashes of sleet. The road heading east from Pophereele was in awful condition; roughpavéIn the center, there were wet marshes on both sides, with scraggly poplar trees that had been damaged by shellfire and marked by the impact of countless iron-tipped wheels rising up at uneven intervals.
An almost continuous line of transports bumped over the abominable pavé. Staff cars with British Brass Hats and red French képis gold-braided, motor-guns and caissons, motor-lorries, motor-ambulances, motor-cyclists, pedestrians—chiefly Belgian peasants in tall peaked caps and long blue blouses, caked to the knees in sticky mire. Odd detachments of French Artillery, a squadron of Chasseurs in the new uniform of sallow blue—a half-battalion of magnificent, singing Canadians, loaded on the dark green motor-buses that used to run from Holloway to Westminster Bridge.
An almost constant flow of vehicles jolted over the terriblepavéStaff cars with British officers in brass hats and red uniforms.képisdecorated with gold trim, motorized guns, supply wagons, trucks, ambulances, motorcyclists, and pedestrians—mainly Belgian farmers in tall peaked caps and long blue coats, covered to the knees in thick mud. Random groups of French artillery, a squadron of Chasseurs in the new pale blue uniform—a half-battalion of impressive, singing Canadians crammed onto dark green buses that used to run from Holloway to Westminster Bridge.
Where French police were posted at cross-roads and a working-party of British Engineers were mending the highway—filling up shell-pits, and the cunningly-concealed emplacements where a battery of French 75's had been in action a few months before, and the shrapnel-riddled houses of a small village yet harboured a few wizened Flemish peasants, was the point whence you first caught sight of the towers of the ancient capital of Western Flanders, rising above a bank of grey mist, sucked from the thawing earth by the warmth of the April sun.
At the location where French police were posted at the crossroads and a group of British engineers was fixing the highway—filling in shell holes and cleverly concealing areas where a battery of French 75s had fired a few months prior, and where the shrapnel-damaged homes of a small village still housed a few elderly Flemish farmers—was where you first spotted the towers of the old capital of Western Flanders, rising above a layer of grey mist, lifted from the warming ground by the April sun.
An historic city of gabled houses, a city on a river long lost and vaulted over—a city as famous through its industries of cloth-weaving, and the exquisite manufacture of cob-webby lace of Valenciennes, as precious to students of Art and Literature by reason of its stirring history, and the wonders it enshrined. A matchless city, the glory of Flandre Occident, with its Cloth Hall of the marvellous Early Gothic façades, its Renaissance Nieuwerk and ancient Stedehuus, its glorious cathedral on the north opposite the Halles, with the unfinished tower by Marten Untenhove, and the triumphal arch in the West porch by Urban Taillebert.
A historic city with gabled houses, situated on a river that has long vanished and been paved over—a city renowned for its cloth-weaving and the intricate lace of Valenciennes, cherished by art and literature lovers for its deep history and the marvels it offers. An unparalleled city, the pride of Flandre Occident, home to the Cloth Hall boasting beautiful Early Gothic façades and its RenaissanceNieuwerkand oldStedehuusits stunning cathedral on the north side across from the Halles, featuring the unfinished tower by Marten Untenhove and the triumphal arch in the West porch by Urban Taillebert.
Since October, 1914, when a British Brigade with two battalions of another B.B., had successfully withstood the desperate attacks of the flower of the Prussian Imperial Guard, the beautiful old city had suffered bombardment, furious, purposeful, desultory, or intermittent, from the enemy's 11.2-in. long range Krupps. That First Battle—fought upon a line extending from a few miles north-east of the city—had been succeeded after the partial lull of winter, by a second, a stubborn and sanguinary renewal of the struggle, rendered hideous by the use of the Boche's trump-card, flaming oil-jets and asphyxiating gas.
Since October 1914, when a British Brigade with two battalions from another unit successfully repelled the desperate attacks of the elite Prussian Imperial Guard, the beautiful old city has endured bombardment—intense, targeted, random, or sporadic—from the enemy's 11.2-inch long-range Krupps. That First Battle—fought along a line a few miles northeast of the city—was followed by a second battle after a brief winter break, a fierce and bloody restart of the conflict, worsened by the Germans' secret weapon: blazing oil jets and suffocating gas.
Now the pride of Flandre Occident stood as it stands to-day, like the heart of a martyr calcined but unconsumed in the cold ashes of the pyre. Its sad and stately dignity was marvellously beautiful, under the blue April sky, with its lashes of wintry sleet. Its gardens were dressed in green spring livery, the grass was peeping between the cobble-stones, the scorched and broken chestnut-trees that had shaded the promenades on the site of its ancient ramparts were thrusting out their pinky-brown finger-like buds. And above the shell-pitted waste of uncut brass now representing the Plaine d'Amour,—where the reviews used to take place and the Kermesses, and athletic Club competitions—where the aërodrome is cut by the line of the canal that receives the waters of the subterranean river—a lark was singing joyfully as it climbed its airy spiral, and a blind man was standing by the twisted ruins of a British aëroplane drinking in the music that rained from the sky.
Now the pride of Flanders West stands, just like it does today, as the heart of a martyr burned but not consumed in the cold ashes of the pyre. Its sad and dignified beauty was incredibly striking under the blue April sky, with hints of wintry sleet. Its gardens were dressed in green spring attire, with grass peeking through the cobblestones, and the scorched, broken chestnut trees that once shaded the promenades along the ancient ramparts were pushing out their pinky-brown, finger-like buds. Above the damaged landscape now resembling the Plaine d'Amour—where the reviews used to take place, along with the Kermesses and athletic club competitions—where the aerodrome intersects with the canal fed by the underground river—a lark was singing joyfully as it climbed its airy spiral, while a blind man stood by the twisted remains of a British airplane, soaking in the music drifting down from the sky.
In the battered Rue d'Elverdinghe, behind a block of the ruined prison, the car that had brought Sherbrand waited. A grey car with the Red Cross and a miniature replica of Old Glory on the bonnet. The Belgian chauffeur smoked cigarettes and read the Independence Belge industriously; the American V.A.D. orderly smoked also, surveying the wreckage at the end of the wide thoroughfare, between whose gaunt and roofless walls was revealed a vista of the Grand Place,—where the west façade of the Cathedral reared, a calcined skeleton above the ruined Halles,—and the Belfry whose massiveness defied the genii of destruction for a few weeks to come. Yet he kept his eye on his charge, solicitously. No creature is so utterly unaided by the senses, so pathetically defenceless as a recently blind man.
In the damaged Rue d'Elverdinghe, behind a block of the destroyed prison, the car that brought Sherbrand was waiting. It was a gray car with the Red Cross and a small replica of the American flag on the hood. The Belgian driver was smoking cigarettes and reading the __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__.Independence BelgeHe watched intently; the American V.A.D. orderly was also smoking, observing the devastation at the end of the broad street, where the empty and roofless walls revealed a view of the Grand Place—where the west side of the Cathedral loomed like a charred skeleton above the destroyed Halles—and the Belfry whose sturdy structure seemed to withstand the forces of destruction for a few more weeks. Still, he kept a close watch on his patient, feeling concerned. No being is as utterly defenseless, so heartbreakingly vulnerable, as a man who has just lost his sight.
Drives were part of the treatment prescribed for Sherbrand by the American surgeon of the Hospital at Pophereele. The chauffeur and the attendant were instructed to humour him, and his humour craved solitude and the sense of space. This excursion to the plain lying north-west of the stricken city where Death and Ruin were Burgomaster and Bishop was not the first by several. The few remaining inhabitants—the pale women who made lace in the shelter of broken doorways, the feeble old folks from the almshouses, who peered from their cellar-refuges at the crunch and grind of armoured wheels upon the bricks and timbers heaped upon the littered thoroughfares—dully wondered at these visits of the blind Englishman.
Drives were part of the treatment that the American surgeon at the hospital in Pophereele prescribed for Sherbrand. The chauffeur and attendant were instructed to cater to his needs, which included a preference for solitude and open space. This trip to the plains northwest of the ruined city, where Death and Ruin were the dominant forces, wasn’t the first of its kind. The few residents left—the pale women making lace in the shelter of damaged doorways, and the frail elderly from the almshouses peeking out from their cellars at the sound of armored wheels crunching over the bricks and debris in the messy streets—quietly wondered about these visits from the blind Englishman.
They had seen many strange things of late, the red-eyed, meagre, ague-bitten old people, since that day in early October when fifteen thousand Kaisermen, chanting the German War Song, had defiled for six mortal hours through the streets of their ancient town.
Lately, they had witnessed a lot of odd things, like the thin, sickly old people with red eyes, ever since that day in early October when fifteen thousand Kaisermen, singing the German War Song, marched through the streets of their historic town for six long hours.
"There are a great many of you gentlemen," some of the old folks had ventured to say.
"There are a lot of you all," some of the older people had dared to say.
"That may be so," they had been told, "but we have millions waiting to follow. We are sure to win; the French are cowards, and the English stupid fools. As for you—you are now all Belgo-Germans, our Kaiser has said so! When we leave here we are going to Calais, Paris next, and then London—it's nothing at all to get to London in our magnificent Zeppelins!"
"That might be true," they had been told, "but we have millions ready to follow. We're definitely going to win; the French are cowards, and the English are total fools. As for you—you’re all Belgo-Germans now, our Kaiser has declared it! Once we leave here, we're heading to Calais, then Paris, and then London—getting to London in our amazing Zeppelins is a piece of cake!"
Then suddenly the Germans had gone away—and with them trains of waggons crammed with booty. A week later, amidst the vivas of the people, twenty-one thousand British had poured into the town. They had rolled down the streets like a tawny river singing lustily:
Then suddenly, the Germans were gone—and along with them, trains of wagons loaded with loot. A week later, amid cheers from the crowd, twenty-one thousand British troops poured into the town. They flowed through the streets like a golden river, singing happily:
"Here we are—here we are—here we are again!Hello! Hello! Hello! HELLO!"
And the crowd had been quick to catch up the chorus, responding:
The crowd quickly joined in the chorus, replying:
"Eeeweea—eeweea—eeweea—again!Hello! Hello! Hello! HELLO!"
And the British Headquarters had established itself in its spider-web of Intelligence at the house of the Burgomaster, and the very next day a Boche aviator had tried to drop a bomb on it, and had been winged by a clever shot from an anti-aircraft gun, and brought crashing down on the Plaine d'Amour. And there had been rejoicings on the part of the young people who were thoughtless. But the wise old folks had known quite well that many more Taubes would come.
The British Headquarters had established its intelligence network in the Burgomaster's house, and the very next day, a German pilot attempted to bomb it. He was shot down by a skilled anti-aircraft gunner and crashed onto the Plaine d'Amour. The young people, who were oblivious to the danger, celebrated. However, the wise older generation understood that many more planes would follow.
What an autumn it had been, dear Lord! thought the trembling old people. The first Sunday in August, with its decorations, processions, hymns, and litanies, all in honour of Our Lady of Thuyn, had been turned into a demonstration of penitents. The Kermesse had been prohibited with the other festivities. No use baking honey-cakes and marzipan. Nobody would have bought them. The Yprais were too busy listening to the distant firing of terribly great guns. All the window-panes rattled and shivered, and the earth vibrated without ceasing. Each morning brought dreadful news, contradicted every afternoon, and confirmed at night. Towns bombarded, townsmen shot, hung, or burned, children and women—even nuns—violated and murdered. Villages wiped out—these were the stories that found their way into the deafest ears. Crowds of refugees evacuated from these towns and villages presently began to throng in. Soon the streets were full from wall to wall. Spies moved everywhere, and no lights dared be shown at night-time. Bread grew scarce, the dreadful sound of the guns drew nearer. Wounded, Allies and Germans also, were brought in, in thousands, by the ambulance-cars. The hospitals and hotels and convents were full—all the schools—and many of the private houses. Terrible rumours gained ground of a great battle about to be fought in the neighbourhood of the town.
What an autumn it had been, dear Lord! thought the trembling old people. The first Sunday in August, with its decorations, parades, hymns, and prayers, all honoring Our Lady of Thuyn, had turned into a gathering of penitents. The Kermesse had been canceled along with the other celebrations. There was no point in baking honey cakes and marzipan. Nobody would have bought them. The people of Ypres were too busy listening to the distant sound of massive artillery. All the windows rattled and shook, and the ground vibrated non-stop. Each morning brought terrible news, only to be refuted every afternoon, then confirmed at night. Towns were bombed, townspeople shot, hanged, or burned; children and women—even nuns—were violated and murdered. Villages were wiped out—these were the stories that reached even the hardest hearts. Crowds of refugees fleeing these towns and villages soon began to flood in. Before long, the streets were packed from wall to wall. Spies were everywhere, and no lights dared to shine at night. Bread became scarce, and the horrifying sound of the guns drew nearer. Wounded soldiers, both Allies and Germans, were brought in by the thousands in ambulances. The hospitals, hotels, convents, schools, and many private homes were filled to capacity. Terrible rumors spread about a major battle about to take place near the town.
Peering from garret-windows by day or night, one could see great banks of black smoke towering on the north, east, and west horizons, pierced by broad licking tongues of cherry-coloured flame. Taubes and Allied aircraft fought battles in the heavens. Bombs were dropped upon public buildings. Death had begun to be common in the streets when the first Krupp shells fell and exploded in the moat behind the Abbey Church of St. Jacques. Ten minutes later—upon the doomed city fell the direst fury of the German hate.
From the attic windows, day or night, you could see massive clouds of black smoke rising on the north, east, and west horizons, sliced through by wide tongues of bright red flame. Taubes and Allied planes fought in the sky. Bombs were dropped on public buildings. Death was beginning to be a common sight in the streets when the first Krupp shells landed and exploded in the moat behind the Abbey Church of St. Jacques. Ten minutes later, the city faced the full force of German hatred.
It had been as though hell had opened, as under that hail of iron and fire the troops and transports of the Allies, and the long processions of townspeople afoot and in carts and carriages had rolled out of the town. Even the dogs had left, following their owners. Like the cats—who clung to their familiar surroundings, and had to be removed by force, if they were to be taken—the old folks resisted the sturdy hands that tugged at them. "Leave us! ..." they quavered. "We are so old! ... We can never bear the journey! ... We should only die upon the roads if we were to go!"
It felt like all hell had broken loose as the Allied troops and their transports, along with long lines of townspeople on foot and in carts and carriages, rushed out of the town under the relentless onslaught of iron and fire. Even the dogs had fled, following their owners. The cats, however, clung to their familiar spots and had to be dragged away if they were to leave. The elderly resisted the strong hands pulling at them. "Leave us! ..." they trembled. "We're so old! ... We can't handle the journey! ... We'll just die on the road if we go!"
Many did go, and many died, and of those who stayed behind them, Steel, Iron, and Fire claimed a heavy toll. But in the Northern quarter, some yet dwelt in cellar-basements, feeding on mouldy flour, and frozen potatoes. Sleeping on sacks of straw, covered with rugs or blankets, warming their lean, shivery bodies at braziers, choking behind masks taken from slain men through deadly gas-attacks,—creeping up between bombardments for a breath of purer air. Venturing forth to kneel upon the littered pavements of roofless churches, and pray to Our Lord before His vacant tabernacles and shattered Crucifixes—for an end to the dreadful War.
Many left, and many died, and for those who remained, Steel, Iron, and Fire took a heavy toll. But in the Northern quarter, some still lived in basement cellars, surviving on moldy flour and frozen potatoes. They slept on straw sacks, covered with rugs or blankets, warming their thin, shivering bodies at braziers, choking behind masks taken from fallen men during deadly gas attacks—sneaking out between bombings for a breath of cleaner air. They ventured out to kneel on the littered pavements of roofless churches, praying to Our Lord before His empty tabernacles and shattered crucifixes—for an end to the horrific War.
And no answer came, it seemed, for all their praying. They had grown used to the dampness underground. Their eyes were now accustomed to the gloom, as their ears to the stunning crashes of the bombardments—and the perpetual whirr and buzz and whine of the aircraft in the sky. So natural had become to them the abomination of desolation that they actually resented the occasional visits of the Red Cross car from Pophereele.
It seemed like no answer ever came to any of their prayers. They had become accustomed to the dampness underground. Their eyes had adjusted to the darkness, just as their ears had adapted to the overwhelming sounds of the bombardments—and the constant whirring, buzzing, and whining of the planes overhead. The horror of their isolation had become so familiar that they actually resented the rare visits from the Red Cross car from Pophereele.
"Behold him again," they grumbled, "the tall, blind Englishman. What does he seek here? Hardly to view our ruins that he has no eyes to see! And now in another big grey car arrive a French priest and a woman, asking, wherever they meet a soul to ask, if the blind Englishman is here? The priest is a Monseigneur—Old Ottilie swears to the ring and the purple collar. The woman is English, it appears. Perhaps she is the blind man's wife?"
"Take another look at him," they whispered, "the tall, blind Englishman. What’s he doing here? It’s not like he can actually see our ruins! And now, showing up in another big gray car, a French priest and a woman are asking everyone they run into if the blind Englishman is nearby? The priest is a Monseigneur—Old Ottilie is adamant about the ring and the purple collar. The woman looks English. Maybe she’s the blind man's wife?"
The car moved on where the roadway was not broken by trenches, crawling painfully over litter and wreck. In the shadow of the ruined prison, while yet the sun was high, they halted. Their chauffeur nodded to his Belgian compatriot, the Red Cross orderly, interrogated by Monseigneur, pointed to the tall brown figure standing on the grass beside the twisted wreckage of a British aëroplane.
The car moved down the road, uninterrupted by ditches, slowly navigating over debris and wreckage. In the shadow of the destroyed prison, while the sun was still high, they came to a stop. Their driver nodded to his Belgian companion, the Red Cross orderly, who, when asked by Monseigneur, pointed to the tall brown figure standing on the grass beside the twisted remains of a British airplane.
"I will wait here for you, Mademoiselle," said Monseigneur, getting out and assisting his fellow-traveller. She was very tall and of supple figure, and wore a long blue coat with the Red Cross shield-badge, and a felt hat banded with the V.A.D. ribbon, pulled down over luxuriant masses of hair—hair that had been cloudy-black as storm-wrack and had been bleached to the hue of wintry beech-leaves, and now had darkened to the brown of peat-earth, deepening in colour every day.
"I'll wait here for you, Miss," Monseigneur said, stepping out and assisting his companion. She was very tall with a flexible figure, dressed in a long blue coat that had the Red Cross badge and a felt hat decorated with the V.A.D. ribbon, pulled down over her thick, luxurious hair—hair that had once been a cloudy black like storm debris, then faded to the color of winter beech leaves, and now had darkened to a rich brown like peat, deepening in shade every day.
She gave Monseigneur her hand, thanking him, and suddenly he thought her beautiful, although the tall young woman had not previously appealed to the sense of beauty in Monseigneur. Her long eyes under their widely arching brows were stars, her mouth was smiling. When she moved away over the snow-patched grass, she seemed to tread on air....
She extended her hand to Monseigneur, showing her appreciation, and unexpectedly, he saw her beauty, which he had overlooked before. Her elongated eyes, highlighted by elegantly arched brows, resembled stars, and her smile was radiant. As she moved across the grass dusted with snow, she seemed to glide effortlessly...
Throughout the drive Patrine had been torn with horrible misgivings. "What shall I say or do," she had wondered. "How shall I bear it if the look upon his face should tell me, when Alan first hears my voice—that I was wrong to come?" But the chilly fit had passed with the first glimpse of Sherbrand. The rich, warm flood rising in her veins had swept her doubts away.
As she drove, Patrine was overwhelmed with anxiety. “What should I say or do?” she thought. “How will I react if his face tells me, the moment Alan hears my voice, that I shouldn't have come?” But the fear disappeared as soon as she saw Sherbrand. The wave of warmth in her veins pushed her doubts away.
Here on this shell-pitted expanse of turf you felt the War-pulse beating. French 75's were putting over a furious barrage from the south. North of the City of the Salient the British guns were slogging, and through the chain-fire of the enemy's 77 mm.'s, his 11.2-in. howitzers bellowed at short intervals, and sent in 600-pound shells.
On this worn piece of land, you could feel the heartbeat of the War. French 75s were delivering a heavy barrage from the south. North of the City of the Salient, the British artillery was firing continuously, and amidst the rapid fire from the enemy’s 77 mm guns, their 11.2-inch howitzers roared at regular intervals, launching 600-pound shells.
The smoke of a train rose north-west in the direction of Thourout Junction. That the train was a German train, carrying troops and guns and munitions for War purposes, did not at once occur to Patrine. All was well. Not a doubt remained. She was near her Flying Man again after months of separation. Here at last was food for her hungry eyes and drink for her thirsting soul.
The smoke from a train puffed out to the northwest toward Thourout Junction. Patrine didn’t realize at first that this was a German train carrying soldiers, weapons, and munitions for the war. Everything felt as it should. There were no doubts left. She was finally near her Flying Man again after months apart. Here, at last, was something for her eager eyes and something to satisfy her longing soul.
"He has grown thin, poor dear!" she thought, seeing how the war-stained khaki hung in folds on his tall figure. The broad shoulders stooped. The chest had sunken, and he leaned upon a heavy walking-stick. The beloved face was turned away, the line of the cheek was careworn. She choked upon a sob and stopped short, fighting her emotion down.
"He's gotten so thin, poor thing!" she thought, seeing how the war-torn khaki hung loosely on his tall frame. His broad shoulders were hunched, his chest had caved in, and he relied on a heavy walking stick. The familiar face was turned away, and the line of his cheek looked exhausted. She held back a sob and stopped, trying to manage her feelings.
The song of the soaring lark broke off. The bird dived to earth and hid itself amongst the frosty grasses as the snoring whirr of aircraft came out of the distance high in the sky to the west. Now the shape of a big biplane gleamed pinky-white as a seagull, beating up against the thrust of the snow-tanged easterly breeze.
The song of the flying lark stopped. The bird swooped down and hid in the frosty grass as the loud drone of aircraft came closer from the far western sky. A large biplane's silhouette now glowed pinkish-white like a seagull, flying against the cold easterly wind.
Nearer and nearer flew the 'plane. Now one could see it distinctly. A French machine by its blue-white-red rings, and a Caudron by its great square tail. A silver-grey monoplane scurried in its wake, a Weiss by the backward curve of its wing-tips. The whirr of its tractor and the blatter of its machine-gun wakened the echoes sleeping among the leprous white ruins of the city. The Caudron wheeled and circled beautifully, and the trac-trac of its mitraille answered the machine-gun, and spent bullets began to patter on the Plaine far below.
The plane got closer and closer. Now it was clearly visible—a French aircraft with its blue-white-red insignia, and a Caudron with its large square tail. A silver-grey monoplane zoomed behind it, recognizable as a Weiss by the backward curve of its wing tips. The noise of its engine and the rapid fire of its machine gun broke the silence among the crumbling white ruins of the city. The Caudron gracefully turned and circled, and the sound of its machine gun echoed back as spent bullets started to rain down on the plain far below.
Suddenly the Frenchman banked and began to climb. The Weiss, its aluminium sheathing glittering in the sunshine, climbed too, so rapidly that the enemy's purpose was foiled. Then, at a great height they circled round each other, and the crack and flare of explosive revolver-bullets began to mingle with the blatter and trac-trac, and little blobs of something that blazed and sputtered wickedly began to drop with the bullets that tumbled out of the skies. It was the prettiest sight. It suggested the amorous dallying of two big butterflies, the squabble of a pair of hawking swallows, and yet the issues were Life and Death. Suddenly the Weiss took to flight. A second Caudron had showed upon the distance and the Kaiser's flier was not taking any more on. Waiting for his countryman to come abreast, the Frenchman hovered like a kite-hawk. And at the familiar buzz of the horizontal screws a visible thrill went through Sherbrand. He took off the smoked glasses that he wore, and turned his blind eyes upwards towards the sound, and on his haggard face was stamped the anguish of his despair.
Out of nowhere, the French pilot banked and started climbing. The Weiss, its aluminum surface gleaming in the sun, climbed too, so quickly that it threw off the enemy's plans. At a high altitude, they circled each other, and the crack and flash of explosive bullets mixed with the sound of gunfire and the whir of small projectiles falling from the sky. It was a stunning sight. It reminded one of the playful dance of two large butterflies or the clash of a pair of swooping swallows, but the stakes were Life and Death. Suddenly, the Weiss took off. A second Caudron appeared in the distance, and the Kaiser's pilot was no longer willing to engage. Waiting for his fellow countryman to catch up, the Frenchman hovered like a hawk. At the familiar buzz of the propellers, a noticeable thrill ran through Sherbrand. He took off his tinted glasses and turned his sightless eyes skyward toward the sound, his worn face showing the pain of his despair.
"My poor boy!" nearly broke from Patrine, and hot tears scalded her eyelids. He started, though she had uttered no word, and brought down those unseeing eyes. His nostrils expanded as he inhaled the air. His thick fair brows contracted. The first Caudron, exchanging signals with the second, had ceased hovering and floated onwards, but Sherbrand's thoughts had been brought down out of his sky.
"My poor boy!" Patrine almost cried, and hot tears stung her eyelids. He responded, even though she hadn't spoken, and lowered his blank eyes. His nostrils flared as he inhaled. His thick blonde brows knitted together. The first Caudron, signaling to the second, had stopped hovering and moved on, but Sherbrand's thoughts had come tumbling down from his sky.
"What is it? ... Why?" said the intent and frowning look. He snuffed the air again and pondered still, and suddenly Patrine comprehended. Some waft of perfume from her hair or clothes had reached the sense made keener by his blindness, evoked some once-loved image, roused some memory of her.
"What is it? ... Why?" he asked, looking serious and frowning. He sniffed the air again, deep in thought, and suddenly Patrine understood. A trace of perfume from her hair or clothes had caught his heightened senses due to his blindness, bringing back a beloved image, recalling a memory of her.
She crouched low, and looked up at the lean, lined visage yearningly. Dear heart! how changed he was to-day from her young Mercury of the Milles Plaisirs. And yet this altered face of his, marred by the broad, new-healed scar that traversed the left cheek and temple, and the cloudy look of suffering in the prominent grey-blue eyes, was dearer than ever to Patrine.
She crouched down and looked up at his lean, weathered face with longing. Oh, how different he was today from her youthful Mercury of the Milles Plaisirs. Yet, despite this changed face of his, marked by the wide, newly healed scar across his left cheek and temple, and the pained look in his striking gray-blue eyes, he was more precious to Patrine than ever.
How bravely the ribbon of the Croix de Guerre and the purple, green, and silver of the Belgian Order showed against the war-stained khaki. What woman living would not glory in such a lover, welcome the sacred charge, rejoice to be his guide and minister! ... "Oh, my blind eagle, to sit mateless in the darkness shall not be your fate, God being good to me!" Some words like these were on the lips of Patrine.
How striking the ribbon of the Croix de Guerre and the purple, green, and silver of the Belgian Order looked against the battle-worn khaki. What woman wouldn't feel proud to have such a lover, accept the noble duty, and be happy to be his guide and support! ... "Oh, my blind eagle, you will not sit alone in the darkness, as long as God is good to me!" Some words like these were on Patrine's lips.
But the words were unspoken. He was turning those cloudy, troubled eyes towards his unseen sky again as though trying to project the vision of his soul through the depths of aërial distance. Then he desisted as though wearied by the effort. His stern face softened to dreamy tenderness. His lips moved. Very quietly, but with infinite wistfulness, he uttered her own name:
But the words remained unspoken. He turned his cloudy, troubled eyes to the unseen sky again, as if trying to convey the vision of his soul through the depths of the air. Then he paused, seeming tired from the effort. His stern face melted into dreamy tenderness. His lips moved. Very softly, but with endless longing, he whispered her name:
"Patrine! Patrine!"
"Patrine! Patrine!"
He was thinking of her—he was dreaming of her—he was still her lover. She knew a joyful shock, a checking of the pulses.... Then her blood whirled on its crimson circle as though arteries and veins were brimmed with wine. Her bosom heaved, her eyes were misty jewels, and out of the wonderful silence about them came to her the low, sweet soughing of her long-lost Wind of Joy.
He was thinking about her—he was dreaming about her—he was still her boyfriend. She felt a wave of happiness, her heart racing... Then her blood surged in a vivid rush as if her veins were filled with wine. Her chest rose and fell, her eyes sparkled like jewels, and from the lovely quiet surrounding them, she heard the gentle, sweet whisper of her long-lost Wind of Joy.
She moved to Sherbrand, kissed him full upon the mouth, and called him: "Alan!" And a great cry broke from him—a cry of wonder, triumph, and joy. As his arms swept out to enfold her she knew that she had conquered. She had not been deceived in reading love between the formal lines.
She moved to Sherbrand, kissed him passionately on the lips, and shouted, "Alan!" He let out a loud cry—a mix of amazement, victory, and joy. As his arms stretched out to embrace her, she understood that she had triumphed. She had been right to feel love beneath the formal words.
"Life has nothing more to give!" was Patrine's thought as his arms held her. It seemed that Death would be a tiny price to pay for such a wonderful moment as this.
"Life has nothing more to offer!" was Patrine's thought as he held her close. It felt like Death would be a minor sacrifice for such an incredible moment like this.
"My love, my love! Did you really think we could live without each other?" she stammered through his eager kisses. "Didn't you know I would have to come and carry you back home by the hair of your head? Did you dare to dream that I or any of the people who love you could get on without you? Your mother, and Aunt Lynette—and Bawne and Uncle Owen—and Sir Roland—who managed things for me to come to you!—and Margot and her boy ... for there is a boy—a regular topper—born last November—with eyes just like poor Franky's! And you're to come back and be kind to him and his mother—because you promised Franky you would! So that old ghost of your succession to the Viscounty is laid—and I'm glad of it! Another stone heaved out of the way that leads me back to you!"
"My love, my love! Did you really think we could live without each other?" she gasped between his eager kisses. "Did you not know I would have to come and drag you back home by your hair? Did you really think that I or anyone who loves you could manage without you? Your mom, Aunt Lynette—and Bawne and Uncle Owen—and Sir Roland—who set everything up so I could come to you!—and Margot and her son... there’s a boy—a real gem—born last November—who has eyes just like poor Franky's! And you’re going to come back and be good to him and his mom—because you promised Franky you would! So the old worry about your inheritance to the Viscounty is settled—and I'm glad about that! Another obstacle cleared that leads me back to you!"
She went on, holding him as he held her embraced, pouring herself out in a swift rush of eager utterance:
She kept going, holding him as he held her tight, expressing herself in a fast stream of passionate words:
"Come back and help us readjust values. Everything's changed—everything's altered—since the beginning of the War. We women have found out—even the idlest and the vainest of us—that the things we used to live for really meant nothing! What we have called Society is a box of broken toys. The plays we have laughed or cried at—the books we have read—the music we have gone rabid over—the frocks we have sported—the flirtations we have revelled in—the scandals we have discussed—none of these mean anything, count for anything—weigh anything! Nothing is real but Life—and Love—and Death. Not life like the life we used to know—nor love like the love we talked of. A life of work, and help, and prayer, and hope—and courage—and the kind of love that has wings and doesn't crawl in the mud. Nothing like the Death we used to dodge and blink and dread so, but something nobler. Something that leads through the Gate of the Grave—to God! Don't you see that the War was sent to change us?—don't you see——"
"Come back and help us rethink our values. Everything has changed—everything is different—since the start of the War. We women have realized—even the laziest and most superficial among us—that the things we used to live for really didn’t matter at all! What we called Society is just a bunch of broken toys. The plays we laughed or cried at—the books we read—the music we went crazy over—the clothes we wore—the flirtations we enjoyed—the scandals we talked about—none of these mean anything, count for anything—are of any significance! Nothing is real except Life—and Love—and Death. Not life like we used to know—nor love like the one we talked about. A life of work, helping others, prayer, hope—and courage—and a type of love that soars and doesn’t get stuck in the mud. Nothing like the Death we used to avoid and fear so much, but something greater. Something that leads through the Gate of the Grave—to God! Don’t you see that the War was meant to change us?—don’t you see——"
He cried out:
He shouted:
"I shall never see again!" An ugly spasm wrenched his jaw aside. "They think I take it pluckily. But every night I dream it over once more—and the sky is rushing back, and the ground is swirling up—and the Bird is toppling, spinning downwards, in a trail of smoke and fire. I can hear my observer screaming, poor, poor fellow! How I escaped burning I don't know. Then comes the crash!—and the grey void of Nothingness out of which, æons later, I crawl into a blind man's dreadful world. A world that is all sounds and voices and sounds and touches. A world where I must live—and die—in the dark!"
"I'll never see it again!" An ugly spasm twisted his jaw to the side. "They think I’m handling it bravely. But every night, I go through it all over again—and the sky rushes back, and the ground swirls up—and the Bird is falling, spinning downwards, in a trail of smoke and fire. I can hear my observer screaming, poor guy! I have no idea how I escaped burning. Then comes the crash!—and the gray void of Nothingness from which, ages later, I crawl into a blind man's terrifying world. A world that’s nothing but sounds, voices, and touches. A world where I have to live—and die—in the dark!"
She said in her deep sweet voice, with her velvet cheek pressed against Sherbrand's:
She said in her deep, calming voice, with her soft cheek pressed against Sherbrand's:
"With me. And suppose you saw me, and could not feel nor hear me?"
"What if you were with me, but couldn't see, feel, or hear me?"
She felt him shudder as he answered:
She felt him tremble as he answered:
"The thing would be Hell!"
"The thing would be hell!"
"Well, then, let me try and make the best of it! For both of us, my dear one!" She pressed closer to his breast, magnetising him with her touch, her breath, her presence, summoning all her forces of womanly allurements to charm him from despair. "Couldn't I reconcile my lover to the dark?" she whispered.
"Alright, let me make the best of this! For both of us, my dear!" She stepped closer to his chest, enticing him with her touch, her breath, her presence, using all her feminine charms to lift him out of despair. "Couldn’t I persuade my lover to embrace the darkness?" she whispered.
"Are you cold, dearest?" he asked. For as the last words left her lips a sharp vibration had passed through her. "You shivered as though you were."
"Are you cold, sweetheart?" he asked. The moment she finished speaking, a sudden shiver ran through her. "You shivered like you were."
"Perhaps? ... I hardly know," said Patrine, thrusting away the loathed memory of the Upas. "Perhaps the wind has shifted—or a goose walked over my grave."
"Maybe? ... I'm not really sure," Patrine said, brushing away the bad memory of the Upas. "Maybe the wind shifted — or a goose walked over my grave."
She changed her tone and began to tell him how Margot had evicted her Uncle Derek and his Lepidopthingambobs and handed over the caravanserai in Hanover Square to the Red Cross people for a Hospital—and how all the wards were to be covered with vulcanised rubber—not a corner to catch a dust-speck anywhere. And she went on to describe her journey in search of Sherbrand, and her disappointment at finding him absent from the Hospital at Pophereele—and the kindness shown her by the Monseigneur who had escorted her from St. O—, and subsequently insisted on accompanying her here.
She changed her tone and began to tell him how Margot had kicked out her Uncle Derek and his Lepidopthingambobs, and handed over the place in Hanover Square to the Red Cross for a hospital—and how all the wards were going to be covered with vulcanized rubber—not a single spot for dust to settle. Then she described her trip looking for Sherbrand and her disappointment at finding him missing from the hospital at Pophereele—and the kindness shown to her by the Monseigneur who had escorted her from St. O—, and later insisted on coming with her here.
"For it's supposed to be risky," she ended, smiling. "He says—to me it seems like spitting in the face of a dead body!—that the Germans shell the poor place nearly every day."
"Because it's supposed to be risky," she said with a smile. "He says—though to me it sounds like insulting a dead person!—that the Germans shell that poor spot almost every day."
"It's true. They've pitched High Explosive in once already this morning—and as I mean to marry you to-morrow," said Sherbrand, "we had better be off out of it before they repeat the dose." He added: "There's an English Catholic priest at the Hospital—and I've my Special Licence still tucked away in a pocket!"
"It's true. They already dropped High Explosive once this morning—and since I'm planning to marry you tomorrow," said Sherbrand, "we should get out of here before they do it again." He added, "There's an English Catholic priest at the hospital—and I still have my Special License tucked away in my pocket!"
She exclaimed in delight:
She exclaimed with joy:
"Then you never meant to give me up? Own it—you didn't!"
"So you never really meant to let me go? Just admit it—you didn't!"
"It was you who took your solid oath you wouldn't marry me."
"You were the one who promised you wouldn't marry me."
"Unless you were poor and ill—and wanted a woman to nurse you and look after you"—her voice broke—"and work for you! Oh, Boy!—no, not boy any more! My man of all the men that ever were or will be! Don't refuse me the right my love gives me—of working for you!" she urged.
"Unless you were poor and sick—and needed a woman to take care of you and look after you"—her voice shook—"and work for you! Oh, Boy!—not just a boy anymore! My man among all the men that ever were or will be! Don't deny me the right that my love gives me—to work for you!" she insisted.
"Such true love. Such fine love. Pat, you're a glory of a woman. And you shall work—I'll give you lots of work," he promised her. "But—my sweet girl, I'm not poor."
"Such genuine love. Such wonderful love. Pat, you're an incredible woman. You'll have plenty of work—I'll assign you lots of tasks," he promised her. "But—my dear, I'm not broke."
She asked him in her deep sweet voice:
She asked him in her warm, soothing voice:
"Do you think you'd be poor to me—if you hadn't a copper halfpenny?" And with his arm about her still, and her heart beating against his hand, as they moved over the grass together, she began to describe their home. Quite a small, unpretending, but comfortable home. The home of two people who adored each other, and wanted nothing better than to go on doing it up to the last day of their lives.
"Do you think you would treat me poorly if you didn’t have a dime to your name?" With his arm still around her and her heart racing against his hand as they walked across the grass together, she began to describe their home. It was small, simple, but cozy. A place for two people who loved each other and wanted nothing more than to continue doing so for the rest of their lives.
"We'll have children—stacks!" she assured him. "Long-legged boys with beaky, hatchet faces—boys who'll invent and build aëroplanes and fly them too, you bet!"
"We'll have kids—lots of them!" she assured him. "Tall boys with sharp, angular faces—boys who will invent and build airplanes and fly them too, you can count on it!"
"And girls," put in Sherbrand, tightening his clasp about the supple womanly body, "great big galumphing girls, like their mother!"
"And girls," said Sherbrand, tightening his grip around the graceful woman's body, "big clumsy girls, just like their mother!"
"The sweets!" she sighed. "I can see them now!"
"The treats!" she breathed out. "I can see them now!"
"Ah, that's what I shan't do ever," said Sherbrand. "Don't you think they'll be bored with their blind father, sometimes, Pat?"
"Ah, that's something I would never do," said Sherbrand. "Don't you think they might get bored with their blind dad sometimes, Pat?"
"Just let them dare! Let them—that's all!" She winked away the tears crowding to her eyelashes. "Besides you mayn't be always blind—I'll never give up praying! Didn't that American surgeon at the Hospital say that cases of functional blindness from shock—like yours—supposing there is no serious lesion in the brain—have been known to recover sight suddenly and completely? Don't shake your head! Isn't there a chance—a blessed possibility—to cling to, and fight for? Ah! if you were cured, don't you know I'd send you back to the Front next day? Don't you, Alan? Yes!—yes! you do!" The bright drops rushed in spate over her underlids, and hopped over the front of her long blue coat, to lose themselves among the frosted grasses as she went hotly on:
"Let them try! Just let them—that's all!" She blinked away the tears filling her eyes. "Besides, you might not always be blind—I'll always keep praying! Didn’t that American surgeon at the hospital say that cases of functional blindness from shock—like yours—if there's no serious brain injury—have been known to suddenly and completely regain their sight? Don't shake your head! Isn't there a chance—a precious possibility—to hold on to and fight for? Ah! If you were cured, don't you know I'd send you back to the front the very next day? Don’t you, Alan? Yes!—yes! You do!" The bright tears flowed freely over her lower eyelids and splashed onto the front of her long blue coat, disappearing among the frosted grasses as she continued passionately:
"Don't you believe—you must believe—I'd lay down my life—just for the glory of doing that! Perhaps I usedn't to care much about England—before the War. But now I've found out what it means to be a pup of the old bull-mother,—I'd meet Death jumping—rather than fail cf doing my bit. What's up?"
"You have to believe me—I would give my life—just for the honor of doing that! Maybe I didn't care much about England—before the War. But now that I've understood what it means to be part of the old country—I would confront Death directly—rather than let down my duty. What's happening?"
Someone had whistled shrilly behind them, and she wheeled, to see Monseigneur and a Red Cross orderly beckoning and signalling, standing on a heap of rubbish on the outskirts of the Plaine. Sherbrand, for whom the call was meant, waved his stick and whistled in answer. The orderly, at a gesture from Monseigneur, got nimbly down from the rubbish-heap and started to cross the intervening stretch of grass.
Someone whistled loudly behind them, and she turned to see Monseigneur and a Red Cross orderly waving and signaling from a pile of trash at the edge of the Plaine. Sherbrand, who the call was intended for, waved his stick and whistled back. The orderly, responding to a signal from Monseigneur, quickly climbed down from the trash pile and began crossing the patch of grass in between.
"Why is he coming?" began Patrine, vexedly.
"Why is he coming?" Patrine asked, irritated.
"To fetch the blind man, I suppose."
"I suppose we should go get the blind guy."
"Ah-h!" Her long eyes blazed resentment. "If anyone but yourself had called you that! ... Send him back!" she pleaded, jealously. "From henceforward nobody is to fetch you—or carry you either, except Me!"
"Ah-h!" Her sharp eyes flashed with resentment. "If anyone else had called you that!... Send him back!" she pleaded, filled with jealousy. "From now on, no one is to bring you back—or carry you either, except me!"
So Sherbrand laughed in his companioned darkness, waved again, and shouted to the orderly to go back. What he said was lost in the racket accompanying the arrival of a German H.E. shell.
Sherbrand laughed in the darkness, waved again, and shouted to the orderly to return. His voice was drowned out by the sound of a German high-explosive shell landing nearby.
For still at intervals during each day and sometimes at night-time the sad dignity of the deserted City of the Salient was outraged by these monstrous messengers of hate. The thing came from the enemy's position east of the city, and fell with a hideous droning note in the wooded park by the Dixmude Gate.
Yet at times throughout each day and even at night, the somber dignity of the abandoned City of the Salient was shattered by these monstrous symbols of hatred. The object came from the enemy's position east of the city and crashed down with a terrible buzzing sound in the wooded park near the Dixmude Gate.
A shattering crash followed—as though the roof of the world were tumbling in. The green park of budding trees was rent and splintered, cratered and riven as though a Dinosaur had died there of acute rabies, biting and tearing and howking up the earth.
A loud crash followed, like the roof of the world was falling in. The once-peaceful park, filled with young trees, was destroyed, with craters and tears as if a dinosaur had died there from rabies, biting, tearing, and clawing up the ground.
Love is a wonderful wit-quickener in necessity. It taught Patrine Saxham, the woman of limitations, exactly what to do at the moment when the great shell droned down to ground. Irresistible as a mountain torrent, she leaped straight for the blind man before her, hurling him backwards by the sudden impact, over-balancing and bearing him down. Pinning him with the sheer weight of her vigorous young body—covering him as Nature teaches a tigress to cover her menaced cub, whilst their ears were deafened with the appalling detonation, the solid earth heaved and billowed under their prone, locked bodies, and the air surged and winnowed about them as though beaten by the passage of huge invisible wings.
Love is an incredible motivator for quick thinking in a crisis. It showed Patrine Saxham, a woman aware of her own limits, exactly what to do when the explosive shell came crashing down. She charged toward the blind man in front of her like an unstoppable mountain stream, sending him sprawling backward from the force of her impact, knocking him off balance and bringing him down. She pinned him down with the power of her strong young body—protecting him like a tigress shielding her vulnerable cubs, while their ears rang from the deafening explosion, the ground shifted and rolled beneath their intertwined bodies, and the air swirled around them as if stirred by the passage of massive invisible wings.
"Is this Death?" she asked herself. "Then—for both!" was her half-conscious prayer. But Death passed by in a blizzard of scorching gases, splinters of rending steel, gravel, and stones, splintered timber and pulverised soil, leaving a huge cloud of reddish-yellow billowing over the Plaine d'Amour. A brown powder that stank of verbena, thickly coated all visible objects. Hair, skin, and clothes were tinted to uniformity, and a smothering oppression burdened the lungs. Yet as Patrine lay gasping, nerveless, beaten, that fierce new-kindled instinct of protection lived in her, potent, vital with possibilities as the spark in the battery or the germ in the cell.
"Is this Death?" she wondered. "Then— for both!" was her semi-conscious prayer. But Death rushed by in a whirlwind of scorching gases, shards of tearing steel, gravel, and stones, crushed wood and broken earth, leaving a huge cloud of reddish-yellow billowing over the Plaine d'Amour. A brown powder that smelled like verbena coated everything in sight. Hair, skin, and clothes were all the same color, and a heavy weight pressed down on the lungs. Yet as Patrine lay gasping, helpless and defeated, that fierce, newly ignited instinct to protect remained within her, strong and full of potential like the spark in a battery or the germ in a cell.
The Great Test had found her not wanting nor unready. The dross of self had been burned away in the flame of a passion high and pure. The Crown of a noble womanhood was hers in that great moment when her body had made a rampart for the shielding of her love.
The Great Test showed that she was neither lacking nor unready. The flaws within her had been burned away by a deep and genuine passion. In that crucial moment, she earned the Crown of noble womanhood as her body acted as a shield to protect her love.
Under the heave of her bosom Sherbrand's broad chest panted. He lived—and her heart went up in a rush of passionate thanks to Heaven. She moved from him, quaking in every nerve and fibre, crouched beside him, found her handkerchief, and wiped the pungent dust from his face. It was pale, the mouth and eyes were closed, the nostrils fluttered with quick panting. His head had struck against the ground when her leap had hurled him backwards. He had been stunned, she told herself. He would revive soon.
Sherbrand's broad chest rose and fell as he panted. He was alive—and her heart swelled with gratitude to Heaven. She moved away from him, shaking all over, crouched beside him, found her handkerchief, and wiped the gritty dust from his face. It was pale; his mouth and eyes were shut, and his nostrils flared with quick breaths. His head must have hit the ground when her leap had knocked him backward. He must have been disoriented, she told herself. He would come around soon.
"Patrine!" he choked out, opening his eyes.
"Patrine!" he exclaimed, opening his eyes wide.
"Pat's here by you, my darling!" She slipped her strong arm under his neck and helped him to sit up:
"Pat's right here with you, my love!" She slid her strong arm under his neck and helped him sit up.
"You're not hurt?" His lungs pumped hard, and his reddened eyes ran water. He blinked it away and caught her hands, crushing them in his grip. "You're sure you're not?"
"Are you alright?" His heart was pounding, and his red eyes were full of tears. He blinked them away and took her hands, squeezing them tightly. "You’re really okay, right?"
"Quite, quite sure! And you're all right, aren't you?"
"Totally sure! And you're good, right?"
"As right as rain, except for a bump on the head!" He freed a hand and rubbed it. "When the shell came over—and the ground rose up and hit me. How did it happen?"
"Feeling good, except for a bump on my head!" He used one hand to rub it. "When the shell exploded—and the ground came up and hit me. How did that even happen?"
"I—hardly know. Oh, Alan! God has been good to us! Hasn't He?"
"I hardly know. Oh, Alan! God has been good to us! Isn't He?"
There was no immediate response. Sherbrand's lean face was working. He rose to his knees and thus remained an instant, in silence that gave thanks. Then he got lightly on his feet, reached down and lifted Patrine. And thus they stood, the girl clinging to the young man's broad shoulders as he held her, the tears from her own still smarting eyes tracing white channels in the dust that masked her quivering face.
There was no immediate response. Sherbrand's thin face was tense. He got on his knees and stayed that way for a moment, immersed in a silence that felt grateful. Then he gently stood up, bent down, and picked up Patrine. They stood there, the girl gripping the young man's strong shoulders as he held her up, tears from her still-stinging eyes creating white trails in the dust on her trembling face.
"You and I! ... My hat!—" she gasped—"what a precious pair of scallawags! You lose nothing in not being able to see, my Flying Man!—just now. Oh! but the station! And the park——"
"You and I! ... My hat!—" she exclaimed—"what a priceless pair of troublemakers! You’re not missing anything by being unable to see, my Flying Man!—not at this moment. Oh! but the station! And the park——"
She stopped in sheer astonishment. For the deadliest fury of the High Explosive had wreaked itself on the bit of municipal woodland. With the electric train-station that had neighboured it, and the abattoirs in its vicinity, it had been clean wiped out.
She stopped in complete shock. The most powerful explosion of High Explosive had obliterated the small area of public woodland. It also took out the electric train station that was next to it, and theslaughterhousesnearby, it had been totally destroyed.
"Come," said Sherbrand, tightening his clasp as he felt her sway against him. He was supporting—he was guiding as they turned their faces south.
"Come on," Sherbrand said, tightening his grip as he felt her lean against him. He was supporting her—he was leading as they turned their faces south.
Here the Death that had passed by had left more traces of its passage. The rent carcase of a gaunt cow that had grazed upon the Plaine d'Amour, lay in a steaming crimson pool among the frosty grasses; and beyond, some thirty paces from the Rue d'Elverdinghe, where the automobiles waited near the ruins of the prison, Monseigneur in his flowing black cloak knelt over a stained bundle of ragged blue clothing and shattered humanity, and the Belgian and his fellow-chauffeur were bringing a stretcher from the Red Cross car....
Here, Death had made its presence felt more starkly. The carcass of a lean cow that had grazed on the Plaine d'Amour lay in a steaming pool of blood among the frosty grass; and further ahead, about thirty paces from the Rue d'Elverdinghe, where the cars waited near the ruins of the prison, Monseigneur in his long black cloak knelt over a bloodied heap of torn blue clothing and shattered lives, while the Belgian and his fellow driver were retrieving a stretcher from the Red Cross vehicle....
"The poor orderly has been wounded ... No! ... killed!" flashed through Patrine's mind as Monseigneur glanced towards her, gesturing with a supple hand in a swift expressive way. "I must go over there—I may be wanted," she mentally added, controlling her sick shudder and reached back to take again the hand of her blind man. But a sudden exclamation from Sherbrand brought round her head, and the strange look stamped upon the face she loved, arrested movement and checked utterance.
"The poor orderly has been hurt... No!... killed!" raced through Patrine's mind as Monseigneur gazed at her, gesturing with a smooth hand in a swift, expressive manner. "I have to get over there—I might be needed," she thought, pushing aside her nausea as she reached back to take the hand of her blind man once more. But a sudden shout from Sherbrand caught her attention, and the unusual look on the face she adored halted her in her tracks and silenced her words.
"What is it? What has happened?" she forced her stiffened tongue to ask him. "Oh, Alan! tell me! You are not ill——"
"What is it? What happened?" she managed to ask him, her tongue feeling stiff. "Oh, Alan! Please tell me! You’re not sick—"
"Not ill!" came from the twisted mouth, wrung and convulsed with—was it joy or anguish? He shut his eyes, striving for calmness and coherent speech and wrestling with a fierce emotion that made him sway and totter like a drunken man. "Give me your hand—both your dear hands! Don't mind my shutting my eyes—it'll steady me to tell you! ... Just now—when you let go of me—something happened—and I—saw!"
"Not sick!" came from the distorted mouth, twisted and shaking with—was it happiness or pain? He shut his eyes, trying to find calm and speak clearly while struggling with a powerful emotion that made him sway and stumble like a drunkard. "Give me your hand—both your precious hands! Don’t worry that my eyes are closed—it helps me steady myself to tell you! ... Just now—when you let go of me—something happened—and I—saw!
He choked upon the last word. She faced him, white and wild and desperate, and cried in a voice quite strange to Sherbrand's ears:
He tripped over the last word. She looked at him, pale, frantic, and desperate, and shouted in a voice that sounded strange to Sherbrand's ears:
"You saw! ... My God!—do you want to drive me crazy? Do you mean—you can't mean——"
"You saw! ... OMG!—are you trying to drive me crazy? You can't be serious——"
"Does the truth sound so insane?" His voice broke in a sob. He opened the shut, quivering lids through which the tears were streaming, and the grey-blue eyes that looked at her were no longer the dead orbs of one blind. Life and light throbbed in their depths, they glowed with such a radiance as the eyes of the First Lover may have shed on the face of the new-made Eve. What was he saying in shaken tones of mingled awe and rapture:
"Does the truth really sound that crazy?" His voice cracked as he began to sob. He opened his closed, trembling eyelids, from which tears flowed, and his gray-blue eyes, once lifeless, now gazed at her with new energy. Life and light surged within them, shining with a brightness as if the eyes of the First Lover were looking upon the newly created Eve. What was he saying in unsteady tones of mixed wonder and happiness:
"I saw what I am seeing now. Trees—and green grass, and blue sky—and your face! Your dear face that stayed with me when the Big Dark blotted out the rest.... More loving—more lovely than ever I have dreamed it. Oh! Pat, did ever any man get such a wedding-present?" His tone changed: "My sight for me—and death for that poor chap there! Can it be Carpenter—the American who's been so good to me! ... And the priest helping to lift him—the old man with the noble face? ... Not Monseigneur—our Chaplain at the Hospital! He's beckoning! Come! Let's run!"
"I saw what I see now. Trees—and green grass, and blue sky—and your face! Your dear face that stayed with me when the Big Dark covered everything else... More loving—more beautiful than I ever imagined it could be. Oh! Pat, has any man ever received such an incredible wedding gift?" His tone changed: "My sight for me—and death for that poor guy over there! Could it be Carpenter—the American who's been so good to me! ... And the priest helping to lift him—the old man with the noble face? ... Not Monseigneur—our Chaplain at the Hospital! He’s waving! Come! Let’s run!"
So these happy lovers with Death as travelling-companion drove away from the City of the Salient. There was a wedding next morning at the Hospital of Pophereele. And twenty-four hours later, the big black-capitalled broadsheets bellowed from Ludgate Hill up Fleet Street and along the Strand to Charing Cross, and all through the West End:
So these joyful lovers, with Death as their companion, left the City of the Salient. There was a wedding the next morning at the Hospital of Pophereele. And twenty-four hours later, the big bold headlines screamed from Ludgate Hill up Fleet Street and along the Strand to Charing Cross, and all throughout the West End:
ROMANTIC SEQUEL TO FAMOUS AVIATOR'S STORY. SHERBRAND OF THE R.F.C., BLINDED IN AIR-BATTLE, RECOVERS SIGHT THROUGH SHELL-SHOCK. MARRIED YESTERDAY. RETURNS WITH BRIDE. CAPTAINCY AND D.S.O."
ROMANTIC SEQUEL TO THE FAMOUS AVIATOR'S STORY. SHERBRAND OF THE R.F.C., BLINDED IN AIR COMBAT, RECOVERS HIS SIGHT AFTER SUFFERING FROM SHELL SHOCK. MARRIED YESTERDAY. RETURNS WITH HIS WIFE. CAPTAIN AND D.S.O.
A closing picture of a young couple sitting very close together on a rustic seat in the garden of a cottage on Seasheere Downs, where hyacinths bloom, and clumps of pink-white peonies, and the Birds of War whirr overhead in a June's sky of speedwell-blue.
A final scene shows a young couple sitting close together on a rustic bench in the garden of a cottage on Seasheere Downs, surrounded by blooming hyacinths and clusters of pink-white peonies, while the Birds of War buzz overhead in a bright blue June sky.
Patrine Sherbrand says to her husband, as the smoke of British transports and heavily-laden supply-steamers slants against the east horizon, and the knife-sharp bows of shepherding Destroyers cleave the grey-green waters of the North Sea:
Patrine Sherbrand tells her husband, as the smoke from British ships and heavily-loaded supply steamers drifts against the eastern horizon, and the sharp bows of accompanying Destroyers slice through the grey-green waters of the North Sea:
"If without dishonour to your dear name it lay in my power to keep you with me, do you think I'd have it so? Not I! I'll have you carry on as though I'd never even existed. For me—the work that lies at hand. When that's done—dreams of you. If you were killed you'd live for me—my man I gave for England! Our England that they'll never beat—not even if they win!"
"If it wouldn't tarnish your reputation, do you really think I’d want to stay here without you? Definitely not! I want you to live your life like I was never here. As for me—I'll concentrate on the work ahead. Once that's finished, I’ll just dream about you. If something happens to you, you’ll still be alive for me—my man who sacrificed for England! Our England that they can never conquer—not even if they win!"
"Thanks, my sweet wife! Then when I say—our honeymoon is over——?"
"Thanks, my wonderful wife! So when I say—our honeymoon is over—?"
"Ah, well! ... How soon? ..."
"Oh, well! ... How soon? ..."
He told her, looking in her eyes, that did not flinch beneath his:
He told her, looking into her eyes, which remained steady under his gaze:
"In four days! The Medical Board finds me quite fit—and there's a Flying billet waiting. Our Western Front...."
"In four days! The Medical Board believes I’m fully fit—and there's a flying assignment ready. Our Western Front...."
She said, as her heart beat on his and their mouths met in a kiss:
She said, as her heart raced with his and their lips touched in a kiss:
"Then—four more days of love with me, and fly, my Bird of War!"
"Then—four more days of love with me, and then you can go, my Bird of War!"
The Chief Scout had said to Sherbrand in those days of July, 1914: "The Saxham breed's a stark breed—hard as granite, supple as incandescent lava, with a strain of Berserk madness, and a dash of Oriental fatalism. They can hate magnificently and forgive grandly, and love to the very verge of Death."
The Chief Scout told Sherbrand in July 1914: "The Saxham breed is tough—solid like granite, flexible like molten lava, with a bit of wild madness, and a hint of Eastern fatalism. They can hate intensely and forgive easily, and love all the way to the brink of Death."
Sherbrand had found it so. He thanked God that this heart that he had won would never change nor fail him. He knew that he could call his own the love that reaches living hands to Love beyond the grave.
Sherbrand felt the same way. He thanked God that the heart he had won would never change or let him down. He knew he could embrace a love that reaches out in life to a love that goes beyond death.
THE END
THE END
THAT WHICH HATH WINGS ***
That Which Has Wings ***
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