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South

THE STORY OF SHACKLETON’S LAST EXPEDITION 1914–1917

by Sir Ernest Shackleton C.V.O.


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IN THE PRIDE OF HER YOUTH.
Colour Photograph by F. Hurley

IN THE PRIDE OF HER YOUTH.
Color Photograph by F. Hurley

TO

MY COMRADES

WHO FELL IN THE WHITE WARFARE
OF THE SOUTH AND ON THE
RED FIELDS OF FRANCE
AND FLANDERS

TO

MY FRIENDS

WHO FOUGHT IN THE WHITE WARFARE
OF THE SOUTH AND ON THE
RED FIELDS OF FRANCE
AND FLANDERS

Contents

PREFACE
I. INTO THE WEDDELL SEA
II. NEW LAND
III. WINTER MONTHS
IV. LOSS OF THE ENDURANCE
V. OCEAN CAMP
VI. THE MARCH BETWEEN
VII. PATIENCE CAMP
VIII. ESCAPE FROM THE ICE
IX. THE BOAT JOURNEY
X. ACROSS SOUTH GEORGIA
XI. THE RESCUE
XII. ELEPHANT ISLAND
XIII. THE ROSS SEA PARTY
XIV. WINTERING IN McMURDO SOUND
XV. LAYING THE DEPOTS
XVI. THE AURORA’S DRIFT
XVII. THE LAST RELIEF
XVIII. THE FINAL PHASE

APPENDIX I:
SCIENTIFIC WORK
SEA-ICE NOMENCLATURE
METEOROLOGY
PHYSICS
SOUTH ATLANTIC WHALES AND WHALING

APPENDIX II:
THE EXPEDITION HUTS AT McMURDO SOUND

INDEX

LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS

IN THE PRIDE OF HER YOUTH. Colour Photograph by F. Hurley
The Leader
The Weddell Sea Party
Young Emperor Penguins
A Huge Floe of Consolidated Pack
Samson
Ice-Flowers
Midnight off the New Land
New Land: Caird Coast
Close Under the Barrier
Trying to cut a way for the Ship through the Ice to a Lead ahead (February 14, 1915)
The Night Watchman’s Story
The Dying Sun: The Endurance firmly frozen in
The Rampart Berg
A Bi-Weekly Performance: Scrubbing out the “Ritz”
Pylon Avenue
The Long, Long Night
The Pups
Ice-Pressure Approaching the Ship
Ice-Rafting
The Returning Sun
Wild and Shackleton in the Heavy Pressure
Exercising the Dogs
Crab-eater Seals
The Beginning of the End
“Within a few Seconds she heeled over until she had a List of Thirty Degrees to Port”
Almost Overwhelmed
[Attack of the floes]
“The Driving Floe, moving laterally across the Stern, split the Rudder and tore out the Rudder-Post and Stern-Post”
The End
A Week Later
“The Wreckage lies around in Dismal Confusion”
The First Attempt to reach the Land 346 Miles Away
Ocean Camp
The Look-out at Ocean Camp
The Emergency Sledges being packed in case of a sudden break up of the Ice
The Sledges packed and ready
Relaying the James Caird
Potash and Perlmutter
“Loneliness”: Patience Camp
The Kitchen at Patience Camp
The Stove at Patience Camp constructed out of old Oil-drums
Worsley taking Observations of the Sun to determine our Position
“We cut Steps in this Twenty-five Foot Slab and it makes a fine Look-out”
“There was no Sleep for us that Night, so we lit the Blubber Stove”
Hauling up the Boats for the Night
The Reeling Berg
Sailing South Again
The First Landing ever made on Elephant Island, April 15, 1916
“We Pulled the Three Boats a little Higher on the Beach”
Rough sketch map of landing place and first camp at C. Valentine, Elephant Island
The First Drink and Hot Food for Three-and-a-Half Days
Mount Frank Houlder, Elephant Island
Launching the James Caird
The Stancomb Wills
In Sight of our Goal: Nearing South Georgia
Landing on South Georgia
[Cave Cove on South Georgia]
[Surroundings of King Haakon Bay]
[Plan of Sleeping Berths in Cave]
Sea Elephants on South Georgia
The Cliffs we descended whilst crossing the Island
One of the Glaciers we Crossed
A Typical View in South Georgia
[Rough Memory Map of Route Across South Georgia]
Panorama of South Georgia
The Yelcho
Arrival at Punta Arenas with the Rescued Men
Frank Wild, Second in Command of the Expedition
Our Dugout
The Hut on Elephant Island
View of Interior of Hut on Elephant Island
Marooned on Elephant Island
Elephant Island
The Rescue Ship Sighted
“All Safe! All Well!”
View through a Cave on Elephant Island
The Aurora
Ice Stalactites at the Entrance to a Cave on Elephant Island
A Newly-frozen Lead
The Ross Sea Party
Mackintosh and Spencer-Smith being dragged on the sledge
“The Rudder was bent over to Starboard and Smashed”
“Next Morning the Jury-Rudder was Shipped”
Ice Nomenclature: 1. Young Ice (Bay Ice of Scoresby) in the Middle Distance
2. Light Pack
3. Heavy Hummocked Pack
4. Hummocky Pack and Frozen Lead of Young-Ice
5. Close Pack
6. Open Pack
7. Very Open Pack, approximating to Drift-ice
8. Drift-Ice
“The Rookery”
The Anemometer covered with Rime
Map: The Voyage of the Endurance

PREFACE

After the conquest of the South Pole by Amundsen, who, by a narrow margin of days only, was in advance of the British Expedition under Scott, there remained but one great main object of Antarctic journeyings—the crossing of the South Polar continent from sea to sea.

After Amundsen conquered the South Pole, being only a few days ahead of the British Expedition led by Scott, the only major goal left for Antarctic explorations was to cross the South Polar continent from one ocean to another.

When I returned from the Nimrod Expedition on which we had to turn back from our attempt to plant the British flag on the South Pole, being beaten by stress of circumstances within ninety-seven miles of our goal, my mind turned to the crossing of the continent, for I was morally certain that either Amundsen or Scott would reach the Pole on our own route or a parallel one. After hearing of the Norwegian success I began to make preparations to start a last great journey—so that the first crossing of the last continent should be achieved by a British Expedition.

When I got back from the Nimrod Expedition, where we had to turn around just ninety-seven miles from our goal of planting the British flag at the South Pole due to tough circumstances, I started thinking about crossing the continent. I was sure that either Amundsen or Scott would reach the Pole along our route or a similar one. After hearing about the Norwegian success, I began preparing for one last major journey so that the first crossing of the last continent would be done by a British Expedition.

We failed in this object, but the story of our attempt is the subject for the following pages, and I think that though failure in the actual accomplishment must be recorded, there are chapters in this book of high adventure, strenuous days, lonely nights, unique experiences, and, above all, records of unflinching determination, supreme loyalty, and generous self-sacrifice on the part of my men which, even in these days that have witnessed the sacrifices of nations and regardlessness of self on the part of individuals, still will be of interest to readers who now turn gladly from the red horror of war and the strain of the last five years to read, perhaps with more understanding minds, the tale of the White Warfare of the South. The struggles, the disappointments, and the endurance of this small party of Britishers, hidden away for nearly two years in the fastnesses of the Polar ice, striving to carry out the ordained task and ignorant of the crises through which the world was passing, make a story which is unique in the history of Antarctic exploration.

We didn’t succeed in our goal, but the story of our attempt is what the following pages will cover. While it's important to note our failure in reaching our objective, this book contains tales of great adventure, tough days, lonely nights, one-of-a-kind experiences, and, most importantly, reflections of unwavering determination, incredible loyalty, and generous self-sacrifice from my team. Even in these times that have seen nations make sacrifices and individuals act selflessly, I believe this story will still resonate with readers who are eager to turn away from the horrors of war and the challenges of the past five years. They might read, perhaps with a deeper understanding, about the White Warfare in the South. The struggles, disappointments, and perseverance of this small group of British explorers, who were hidden for nearly two years in the depths of the Polar ice while trying to fulfill their mission unaware of the global crises unfolding, create a narrative that is truly unique in the history of Antarctic exploration.

Owing to the loss of the Endurance and the disaster to the Aurora, certain documents relating mainly to the organization and preparation of the Expedition have been lost; but, anyhow, I had no intention of presenting a detailed account of the scheme of preparation, storing, and other necessary but, to the general reader, unimportant affairs, as since the beginning of this century, every book on Antarctic exploration has dealt fully with this matter. I therefore briefly place before you the inception and organization of the Expedition, and insert here the copy of the programme which I prepared in order to arouse the interest of the general public in the Expedition.

Due to the loss of the Endurance and the disaster involving the Aurora, some documents mainly related to the organization and preparation of the Expedition have been lost. However, I didn't intend to provide a detailed account of the planning, storing, and other necessary but unimportant matters for the average reader, as every book on Antarctic exploration published since the beginning of this century has covered these topics extensively. Therefore, I will briefly outline the inception and organization of the Expedition and include here the copy of the program I prepared to generate public interest in the Expedition.

The Trans-continental Party.

The Transcontinental Party.

“The first crossing of the Antarctic continent, from sea to sea via the Pole, apart from its historic value, will be a journey of great scientific importance.

“The first crossing of the Antarctic continent, from sea to sea via the Pole, besides its historic significance, will be a journey of major scientific importance.

“The distance will be roughly 1800 miles, and the first half of this, from the Weddell Sea to the Pole, will be over unknown ground. Every step will be an advance in geographical science. It will be learned whether the great Victoria chain of mountains, which has been traced from the Ross Sea to the Pole, extends across the continent and thus links up (except for the ocean break) with the Andes of South America, and whether the great plateau around the Pole dips gradually towards the Weddell Sea.

“The distance will be about 1800 miles, and the first half of this, from the Weddell Sea to the Pole, will be over uncharted territory. Every step will contribute to geographical science. We will find out whether the massive Victoria mountain range, which has been mapped from the Ross Sea to the Pole, stretches across the continent and connects (except for the ocean gap) with the Andes of South America, and whether the vast plateau around the Pole gradually slopes down towards the Weddell Sea."

“Continuous magnetic observations will be taken on the journey. The route will lead towards the Magnetic Pole, and the determination of the dip of the magnetic needle will be of importance in practical magnetism. The meteorological conditions will be carefully noted, and this should help to solve many of our weather problems.

“Continuous magnetic observations will be made during the journey. The route will head toward the Magnetic Pole, and measuring the tilt of the magnetic needle will be important in practical magnetism. The weather conditions will be closely monitored, which should help us tackle many of our weather issues.”

“The glaciologist and geologist will study ice formations and the nature of the mountains, and this report will prove of great scientific interest.

“The glaciologist and geologist will examine ice formations and the characteristics of the mountains, and this report will be of significant scientific interest.”

Scientific Work by Other Parties.

Research by Other Parties.

“While the Trans-continental party is carrying out, for the British Flag, the greatest Polar journey ever attempted, the other parties will be engaged in important scientific work.

“While the Transcontinental party is making the biggest Polar journey ever attempted under the British flag, the other teams will be focused on important scientific work.”

“Two sledging parties will operate from the base on the Weddell Sea. One will travel westwards towards Graham Land, making observations, collecting geological specimens, and proving whether there are mountains in that region linked up with those found on the other side of the Pole.

“Two sledging teams will work from the base on the Weddell Sea. One will head west towards Graham Land, making observations, collecting geological samples, and confirming whether there are mountains in that area connected to those on the other side of the Pole.

“Another party will travel eastward toward Enderby Land, carrying out a similar programme, and a third, remaining at the base, will study the fauna of the land and sea, and the meteorological conditions.

“Another group will head east toward Enderby Land, following a similar plan, while a third group, staying at the base, will examine the wildlife on land and in the sea, as well as the weather conditions.”

“From the Ross Sea base, on the other side of the Pole, another party will push southward and will probably await the arrival of the Trans-continental party at the top of the Beardmore Glacier, near Mount Buckley, where the first seams of coal were discovered in the Antarctic. This region is of great importance to the geologist, who will be enabled to read much of the history of the Antarctic in the rocks.

“From the Ross Sea base, on the other side of the Pole, another group will head south and will likely wait for the Trans-continental party at the top of the Beardmore Glacier, near Mount Buckley, where the first coal seams were found in Antarctica. This area is very important to geologists, who will be able to understand much of Antarctica's history through the rocks.”

“Both the ships of the Expedition will be equipped for dredging, sounding, and every variety of hydrographical work. The Weddell Sea ship will endeavour to trace the unknown coast-line of Graham Land, and from both the vessels, with their scientific staffs, important results may be expected.

“Both ships of the Expedition will be set up for dredging, sounding, and all kinds of hydrographic work. The ship in the Weddell Sea will try to map the unknown coastline of Graham Land, and from both vessels, with their scientific teams, we can expect significant results."

“The several shore parties and the two ships will thus carry out geographical and scientific work on a scale and over an area never before attempted by any one Polar expedition.

“The various shore teams and the two ships will carry out geographical and scientific work on a scale and over an area never before attempted by any Polar expedition.”

“This will be the first use of the Weddell Sea as a base for exploration, and all the parties will open up vast stretches of unknown land. It is appropriate that this work should be carried out under the British Flag, since the whole of the area southward to the Pole is British territory. In July 1908, Letters Patent were issued under the Great Seal declaring that the Governor of the Falkland Islands should be the Governor of Graham Land (which forms the western side of the Weddell Sea), and another section of the same proclamation defines the area of British territory as ‘situated in the South Atlantic Ocean to the south of the 50th parallel of south latitude, and lying between 20 degrees and 80 degrees west longitude.’ Reference to a map will show that this includes the area in which the present Expedition will work.

“This will be the first time the Weddell Sea is used as a base for exploration, and all the parties will uncover vast stretches of unknown land. It's fitting that this effort is conducted under the British Flag, as the entire area south to the Pole is British territory. In July 1908, Letters Patent were issued under the Great Seal stating that the Governor of the Falkland Islands should also be the Governor of Graham Land (which is on the western side of the Weddell Sea), and another part of the same proclamation defines the area of British territory as ‘situated in the South Atlantic Ocean to the south of the 50th parallel of south latitude, and lying between 20 degrees and 80 degrees west longitude.’ Referring to a map will show that this includes the area where the current Expedition will operate.”

How the Continent will be crossed.

How the Continent will be crossed.

“The Weddell Sea ship, with all the members of the Expedition operating from that base, will leave Buenos Ayres in October 1914, and endeavour to land in November in latitude 78 degrees south.

“The Weddell Sea ship, with all the members of the Expedition operating from that base, will leave Buenos Aires in October 1914, and try to land in November at latitude 78 degrees south.

“Should this be done, the Trans-continental party will set out on their 1800-mile journey at once, in the hope of accomplishing the march across the Pole and reaching the Ross Sea base in five months. Should the landing be made too late in the season, the party will go into winter quarters, lay out depots during the autumn and the following spring, and as early as possible in 1915 set out on the journey.

“Once this is done, the Transcontinental party will immediately start their 1800-mile journey, aiming to complete the trek across the Pole and arrive at the Ross Sea base within five months. If they land too late in the season, the party will spend the winter in quarters, set up supply depots during the autumn and the following spring, and then, as soon as possible in 1915, begin their journey.”

“The Trans-continental party will be led by Sir Ernest Shackleton, and will consist of six men. It will take 100 dogs with sledges, and two motor-sledges with aerial propellers. The equipment will embody everything that the experience of the leader and his expert advisers can suggest. When this party has reached the area of the Pole, after covering 800 miles of unknown ground, it will strike due north towards the head of the Beardmore Glacier, and there it is hoped to meet the outcoming party from the Ross Sea. Both will join up and make for the Ross Sea base, where the previous Expedition had its winter quarters.

The Transcontinental mission will be led by Sir Ernest Shackleton and will include six men. They will have 100 dogs with sleds, along with two motor sleds that have aerial propellers. The equipment will include everything that the leader and his expert advisors can think of. Once this group reaches the polar region, after covering 800 miles of uncharted territory, they will head directly north towards the Beardmore Glacier, where they hope to meet the team coming from the Ross Sea. Both groups will then connect and head to the Ross Sea base, where the previous expedition spent the winter.

“In all, fourteen men will be landed by the Endurance on the Weddell Sea. Six will set out on the Trans-continental journey, three will go westward, three eastward, and two remain at the base carrying on the work already outlined.

“In total, fourteen men will be dropped off by the Endurance on the Weddell Sea. Six will embark on the Trans-continental journey, three will head west, three will go east, and two will stay at the base to continue with the work already planned.”

“The Aurora will land six men at the Ross Sea base. They will lay down depots on the route of the Trans-continental party, and make a march south to assist that party, and to make geological and other observations as already described.

“The Aurora will land six men at the Ross Sea base. They will set up supply depots along the path of the Trans-continental party and head south to support that team, as well as to conduct geological and other observations as previously outlined.”

“Should the Trans-continental party succeed, as is hoped, in crossing during the first season, its return to civilization may be expected about April 1915. The other sections in April 1916.

“Should the Trans-continental party succeed, as is hoped, in crossing during the first season, its return to civilization may be expected around April 1915. The other sections in April 1916.”

The Ships of the Expedition.

“The Ships of the Expedition.”

“The two ships for the Expedition have now been selected.

The two ships for the Expedition have now been chosen.

“The Endurance, the ship which will take the Trans-continental party to the Weddell Sea, and will afterwards explore along an unknown coast-line, is a new vessel, specially constructed for Polar work under the supervision of a committee of Polar explorers. She was built by Christensen, the famous Norwegian constructor of sealing vessels, at Sandefjord. She is barquentine rigged, and has triple-expansion engines giving her a speed under steam of nine to ten knots. To enable her to stay longer at sea, she will carry oil fuel as well as coal. She is of about 350 tons, and built of selected pine, oak, and greenheart. This fine vessel, equipped, has cost the Expedition £14,000.

“The Endurance, the ship that will take the Transcontinental party to the Weddell Sea and later explore an unknown coastline, is a new vessel specifically designed for Polar work under the guidance of a committee of Polar explorers. It was built by Christensen, the renowned Norwegian builder of sealing vessels, in Sandefjord. It is barquentine rigged and has triple-expansion engines that give it a speed under steam of nine to ten knots. To allow it to stay at sea longer, it will carry oil fuel in addition to coal. It weighs about 350 tons and is made of high-quality pine, oak, and greenheart. This impressive vessel, fully equipped, has cost the Expedition £14,000.

“The Aurora, the ship which will take out the Ross Sea party, has been bought from Dr. Mawson. She is similar in all respects to the Terra Nova, of Captain Scott’s last Expedition. She had extensive alterations made by the Government authorities in Australia to fit her for Dr. Mawson’s Expedition, and is now at Hobart, Tasmania, where the Ross Sea party will join her in October next.”

“The Aurora, the ship that will transport the Ross Sea party, has been purchased from Dr. Mawson. It is essentially the same as the Terra Nova, which was used in Captain Scott’s last expedition. The Australian government made significant modifications to prepare her for Dr. Mawson’s expedition, and she is currently docked in Hobart, Tasmania, where the Ross Sea party will board her next October.”

I started the preparations in the middle of 1913, but no public announcement was made until January 13, 1914. For the last six months of 1913 I was engaged in the necessary preliminaries, solid mule work, showing nothing particular to interest the public, but essential for an Expedition that had to have a ship on each side of the Continent, with a land journey of eighteen hundred miles to be made, the first nine hundred miles to be across an absolutely unknown land mass.

I began the preparations in the middle of 1913, but there was no public announcement until January 13, 1914. For the last six months of 1913, I was busy with the essential groundwork, hard work that didn't show anything particularly interesting to the public but was crucial for an expedition that needed a ship on each side of the continent, with an eighteen hundred mile land journey to complete, the first nine hundred miles across completely uncharted territory.

On January 1, 1914, having received a promised financial support sufficient to warrant the announcement of the Expedition, I made it public.

On January 1, 1914, after receiving the promised financial support that was enough to justify announcing the Expedition, I made it official.

The first result of this was a flood of applications from all classes of the community to join the adventure. I received nearly five thousand applications, and out of these were picked fifty-six men.

The first outcome of this was a surge of applications from all sections of the community to participate in the adventure. I received almost five thousand applications, and from these, fifty-six men were selected.

In March, to my great disappointment and anxiety, the promised financial help did not materialize, and I was now faced with the fact that I had contracted for a ship and stores, and had engaged the staff, and I was not in possession of funds to meet these liabilities. I immediately set about appealing for help, and met with generous response from all sides. I cannot here give the names of all who supported my application, but whilst taking this opportunity of thanking every one for their support, which came from parts as far apart as the interior of China, Japan, New Zealand, and Australia, I must particularly refer to the munificent donation of £24,000 from the late Sir James Caird, and to one of £10,000 from the British Government. I must also thank Mr. Dudley Docker, who enabled me to complete the purchase of the Endurance, and Miss Elizabeth Dawson Lambton, who since 1901 has always been a firm friend to Antarctic exploration, and who again, on this occasion, assisted largely. The Royal Geographical Society made a grant of £1000; and last, but by no means least, I take this opportunity of tendering my grateful thanks to Dame Janet Stancomb Wills, whose generosity enabled me to equip the Endurance efficiently, especially as regards boats (which boats were the means of our ultimate safety), and who not only, at the inception of the Expedition, gave financial help, but also continued it through the dark days when we were overdue, and funds were required to meet the need of the dependents of the Expedition.

In March, to my great disappointment and worry, the promised financial help didn’t come through, and I was now faced with the reality that I had contracted for a ship and supplies, and had hired the crew, but didn’t have the funds to cover these costs. I immediately started reaching out for help and received a generous response from all corners. I can’t name everyone who supported my request, but while I take this chance to thank everyone for their backing, which came from places as far away as the interior of China, Japan, New Zealand, and Australia, I must especially highlight the generous donation of £24,000 from the late Sir James Caird, and another £10,000 from the British Government. I also want to thank Mr. Dudley Docker, who helped me finalize the purchase of the Endurance, and Miss Elizabeth Dawson Lambton, who has been a steadfast supporter of Antarctic exploration since 1901, and who once again contributed significantly on this occasion. The Royal Geographical Society granted £1,000; and last, but definitely not least, I want to extend my heartfelt thanks to Dame Janet Stancomb Wills, whose generosity allowed me to equip the Endurance effectively, especially regarding the boats (which were crucial for our ultimate safety), and who not only provided financial support at the start of the Expedition but also continued her support during the difficult times when we were overdue and funds were needed to support the families of the Expedition.

The only return and privilege an explorer has in the way of acknowledgment for the help accorded him is to record on the discovered lands the names of those to whom the Expedition owes its being.

The only reward and honor an explorer gets for the support they receive is to write the names of those who made the Expedition possible on the lands they discover.

Owing to the exigencies of the war the publication of this book has been long delayed, and the detailed maps must come with the scientific monographs. I have the honour to place on the new land the names of the above and other generous donors to the Expedition. The two hundred miles of new coast-line I have called Caird Coast. Also, as a more personal note, I named the three ship’s boats, in which we ultimately escaped from the grip of the ice, after the three principal donors to the Expedition—the James Caird, the Stancomb Wills and the Dudley Docker. The two last-named are still on the desolate sandy spit of Elephant Island, where under their shelter twenty-two of my comrades eked out a bare existence for four and a half months.

Due to the demands of the war, the publication of this book has been significantly delayed, and the detailed maps will be included with the scientific reports. I’m honored to name the new land after the above-mentioned and other generous supporters of the Expedition. I have named the two hundred miles of new coastline the Caird Coast. Additionally, on a more personal note, I named the three lifeboats, from which we ultimately escaped the ice, after the three main donors to the Expedition—the James Caird, the Stancomb Wills, and the Dudley Docker. The last two are still on the desolate sandy spit of Elephant Island, where under their shelter, twenty-two of my teammates managed to survive for four and a half months.

The James Caird is now in Liverpool, having been brought home from South Georgia after her adventurous voyage across the sub-Antarctic ocean.

The James Caird is now in Liverpool, having been brought back from South Georgia after its adventurous journey across the sub-Antarctic Ocean.

Most of the Public Schools of England and Scotland helped the Expedition to purchase the dog teams, and I named a dog after each school that helped. But apart from these particular donations I again thank the many people who assisted us.

Most of the public schools in England and Scotland helped the expedition buy the dog teams, and I named a dog after each school that contributed. Besides these specific donations, I want to thank the many people who supported us.

So the equipment and organization went on. I purchased the Aurora from Sir Douglas Mawson, and arranged for Mackintosh to go to Australia and take charge of her, there sending sledges, equipment and most of the stores from this side, but depending somewhat on the sympathy and help of Australia and New Zealand for coal and certain other necessities, knowing that previously these two countries had always generously supported the exploration of what one might call their hinterland.

So the preparations and organization continued. I bought the Aurora from Sir Douglas Mawson and set up for Mackintosh to go to Australia to take charge of her. From this side, we sent sledges, equipment, and most of the supplies, but we were also relying a bit on the goodwill and assistance from Australia and New Zealand for coal and some other essentials, knowing that in the past, these two countries had generously supported the exploration of what could be called their territory.

Towards the end of July all was ready, when suddenly the war clouds darkened over Europe.

Towards the end of July, everything was set, when suddenly, the war clouds gathered over Europe.

It had been arranged for the Endurance to proceed to Cowes, to be inspected by His Majesty on the Monday of Cowes week. But on Friday I received a message to say that the King would not be able to go to Cowes. My readers will remember how suddenly came the menace of war. Naturally, both my comrades and I were greatly exercised as to the probable outcome of the danger threatening the peace of the world.

It was planned for the Endurance to head to Cowes for an inspection by the King on the Monday of Cowes week. However, on Friday I got a message saying the King wouldn't be able to make it to Cowes. My readers will recall how suddenly the threat of war emerged. Naturally, both my colleagues and I were very concerned about the potential consequences of the danger facing global peace.

We sailed from London on Friday, August 1, 1914, and anchored off Southend all Saturday. On Sunday afternoon I took the ship off Margate, growing hourly more anxious as the ever-increasing rumours spread; and on Monday morning I went ashore and read in the morning paper the order for general mobilization.

We set sail from London on Friday, August 1, 1914, and stayed anchored off Southend all Saturday. On Sunday afternoon, I took the ship from Margate, growing more anxious by the hour as the rumors spread; and on Monday morning, I went ashore and read in the morning paper the order for general mobilization.

I immediately went on board and mustered all hands and told them that I proposed to send a telegram to the Admiralty offering the ships, stores, and, if they agreed, our own services to the country in the event of war breaking out. All hands immediately agreed, and I sent off a telegram in which everything was placed at the disposal of the Admiralty. We only asked that, in the event of the declaration of war, the Expedition might be considered as a single unit, so as to preserve its homogeneity. There were enough trained and experienced men amongst us to man a destroyer. Within an hour I received a laconic wire from the Admiralty saying “Proceed.” Within two hours a longer wire came from Mr. Winston Churchill, in which we were thanked for our offer, and saying that the authorities desired that the Expedition, which had the full sanction and support of the Scientific and Geographical Societies, should go on.

I quickly boarded the ship and gathered the crew, telling them I planned to send a telegram to the Admiralty offering our ships, supplies, and, if they agreed, our own services to the country if war broke out. Everyone immediately agreed, and I sent a telegram putting everything at the Admiralty’s disposal. We only requested that, in case of a declaration of war, the Expedition be treated as a single unit to maintain its unity. We had enough trained and experienced personnel among us to crew a destroyer. Within an hour, I received a brief message from the Admiralty saying, “Proceed.” Two hours later, a longer message arrived from Mr. Winston Churchill, thanking us for our offer and stating that the authorities wanted the Expedition to continue, as it had the full backing and support of the Scientific and Geographical Societies.

So, according to these definite instructions, the Endurance sailed to Plymouth. On Tuesday the King sent for me and handed me the Union Jack to carry on the Expedition. That night, at midnight, war broke out. On the following Saturday, August 8, the Endurance sailed from Plymouth, obeying the direct order of the Admiralty. I make particular reference to this phase of the Expedition as I am aware that there was a certain amount of criticism of the Expedition having left the country, and regarding this I wish further to add that the preparation of the Expedition had been proceeding for over a year, and large sums of money had been spent. We offered to give the Expedition up without even consulting the donors of this money, and but few thought that the war would last through these five years and involve the whole world. The Expedition was not going on a peaceful cruise to the South Sea Islands, but to a most dangerous, difficult, and strenuous work that has nearly always involved a certain percentage of loss of life. Finally, when the Expedition did return, practically the whole of those members who had come unscathed through the dangers of the Antarctic took their places in the wider field of battle, and the percentage of casualties amongst the members of this Expedition is high.

So, based on these clear instructions, the Endurance set sail for Plymouth. On Tuesday, the King called for me and gave me the Union Jack to carry on the Expedition. That night, at midnight, war started. The following Saturday, August 8, the Endurance departed from Plymouth, following the Admiralty's direct order. I want to highlight this part of the Expedition because I know there was some criticism about it leaving the country. I should add that preparations for the Expedition had been underway for over a year, and a lot of money had been spent. We were even prepared to cancel the Expedition without consulting the donors of this money, and few anticipated that the war would last five years and involve the whole world. The Expedition was not headed for a relaxing trip to the South Sea Islands; it was going into a highly dangerous, challenging, and strenuous situation that has historically resulted in some loss of life. Ultimately, when the Expedition returned, nearly all those members who had survived the dangers of the Antarctic joined the larger battle, and the casualty rate among Expedition members was significant.

The voyage out to Buenos Ayres was uneventful, and on October 26 we sailed from that port for South Georgia, the most southerly outpost of the British Empire. Here, for a month, we were engaged in final preparation. The last we heard of the war was when we left Buenos Ayres. Then the Russian Steam-Roller was advancing. According to many the war would be over within six months. And so we left, not without regret that we could not take our place there, but secure in the knowledge that we were taking part in a strenuous campaign for the credit of our country.

The trip to Buenos Aires was pretty smooth, and on October 26, we left that port for South Georgia, the southernmost point of the British Empire. We spent a month there getting ready. The last update we got about the war was when we left Buenos Aires. At that time, the Russian Steam-Roller was making progress. Many people believed the war would wrap up in six months. So, we departed with a bit of sadness that we couldn’t be involved there, but confident that we were joining an intense campaign to support our country’s reputation.

Apart from private individuals and societies I here acknowledge most gratefully the assistance rendered by the Dominion Government of New Zealand and the Commonwealth Government of Australia at the start of the Ross Sea section of the Expedition; and to the people of New Zealand and the Dominion Government I tender my most grateful thanks for their continued help, which was invaluable during the dark days before the relief of the Ross Sea Party.

Apart from private individuals and organizations, I sincerely appreciate the support provided by the New Zealand Government and the Australian Commonwealth Government at the beginning of the Ross Sea section of the Expedition. I also want to express my heartfelt thanks to the people of New Zealand and their government for their ongoing assistance, which was essential during the tough times before the Ross Sea Party was rescued.

Mr. James Allen (acting Premier), the late Mr. McNab (Minister of Marine), Mr. Leonard Tripp, Mr. Mabin, and Mr. Toogood, and many others have laid me under a debt of gratitude that can never be repaid.

Mr. James Allen (acting Premier), the late Mr. McNab (Minister of Marine), Mr. Leonard Tripp, Mr. Mabin, Mr. Toogood, and many others have put me in a position of gratitude that I can never repay.

This is also the opportunity for me to thank the Uruguayan Government for their generous assistance in placing the government trawler, Instituto de Pesca, for the second attempt at the relief of my men on Elephant Island.

This is also my chance to thank the Uruguayan Government for their generous help in sending the government trawler, Instituto de Pesca, for the second attempt to rescue my men on Elephant Island.

Finally, it was the Chilian Government that was directly responsible for the rescue of my comrades. This southern Republic was unwearied in its efforts to make a successful rescue, and the gratitude of our whole party is due to them. I especially mention the sympathetic attitude of Admiral Muñoz Hurtado, head of the Chilian Navy, and Captain Luis Pardo, who commanded the Yelcho on our last and successful venture.

Finally, it was the Chilean Government that was directly responsible for rescuing my comrades. This southern republic was tireless in its efforts to achieve a successful rescue, and our entire group is grateful to them. I particularly want to highlight the compassionate support of Admiral Muñoz Hurtado, head of the Chilean Navy, and Captain Luis Pardo, who commanded the Yelcho on our final and successful attempt.

Sir Daniel Gooch came with us as far as South Georgia. I owe him my special thanks for his help with the dogs, and we all regretted losing his cheery presence, when we sailed for the South.

Sir Daniel Gooch traveled with us to South Georgia. I want to extend my heartfelt thanks for his assistance with the dogs, and we all felt his cheerful presence would be missed when we set sail for the South.

CHAPTER I
INTO THE WEDDELL SEA

I decided to leave South Georgia about December 5, and in the intervals of final preparation scanned again the plans for the voyage to winter quarters. What welcome was the Weddell Sea preparing for us? The whaling captains at South Georgia were generously ready to share with me their knowledge of the waters in which they pursued their trade, and, while confirming earlier information as to the extreme severity of the ice conditions in this sector of the Antarctic, they were able to give advice that was worth attention.

I decided to leave South Georgia around December 5, and during the final preparations, I went over the plans for the journey to our winter quarters. What kind of welcome was the Weddell Sea getting ready for us? The whaling captains at South Georgia were more than willing to share their knowledge about the waters they worked in, and while they confirmed what I had heard before about the harsh ice conditions in this part of the Antarctic, they also offered advice that was worth considering.

It will be convenient to state here briefly some of the considerations that weighed with me at that time and in the weeks that followed. I knew that the ice had come far north that season and, after listening to the suggestions of the whaling captains, had decided to steer to the South Sandwich Group, round Ultima Thule, and work as far to the eastward as the fifteenth meridian west longitude before pushing south. The whalers emphasized the difficulty of getting through the ice in the neighbourhood of the South Sandwich Group. They told me they had often seen the floes come right up to the group in the summer-time, and they thought the Expedition would have to push through heavy pack in order to reach the Weddell Sea. Probably the best time to get into the Weddell Sea would be the end of February or the beginning of March. The whalers had gone right round the South Sandwich Group and they were familiar with the conditions. The predictions they made induced me to take the deck-load of coal, for if we had to fight our way through to Coats’ Land we would need every ton of fuel the ship could carry.

It’s helpful to briefly outline some of the factors I considered at that time and in the weeks that followed. I was aware that the ice had extended far north that season, and after listening to the suggestions from the whaling captains, I decided to head toward the South Sandwich Group, go around Ultima Thule, and work as far east as the fifteenth meridian west longitude before heading south. The whalers emphasized how tricky it was to navigate through the ice near the South Sandwich Group. They mentioned that they had often seen the ice floes reach right up to the group during the summer, and they thought the Expedition would have to push through heavy ice in order to access the Weddell Sea. The best time to enter the Weddell Sea would likely be at the end of February or the beginning of March. The whalers had circled the South Sandwich Group, so they were familiar with the conditions. Their predictions led me to take on the deck-load of coal, since if we had to fight our way through to Coats’ Land, we would need every ton of fuel the ship could carry.

I hoped that by first moving to the east as far as the fifteenth meridian west we would be able to go south through looser ice, pick up Coats’ Land and finally reach Vahsel Bay, where Filchner made his attempt at landing in 1912. Two considerations were occupying my mind at this juncture. I was anxious for certain reasons to winter the Endurance in the Weddell Sea, but the difficulty of finding a safe harbour might be very great. If no safe harbour could be found, the ship must winter at South Georgia. It seemed to me hopeless now to think of making the journey across the continent in the first summer, as the season was far advanced and the ice conditions were likely to prove unfavourable. In view of the possibility of wintering the ship in the ice, we took extra clothing from the stores at the various stations in South Georgia.

I hoped that by first heading east as far as the fifteenth meridian west, we would be able to go south through looser ice, reach Coats’ Land, and ultimately arrive at Vahsel Bay, where Filchner tried to land in 1912. Two things were on my mind at this point. For specific reasons, I was eager to winter the Endurance in the Weddell Sea, but finding a safe harbor could be really challenging. If we couldn’t find a safe harbor, the ship would have to winter at South Georgia. It seemed pointless now to think about crossing the continent in the first summer, as the season was well advanced and the ice conditions were likely to be unfavorable. Given the chance of wintering the ship in the ice, we gathered extra clothing from the stores at the various stations in South Georgia.

The other question that was giving me anxious thought was the size of the shore party. If the ship had to go out during the winter, or if she broke away from winter quarters, it would be preferable to have only a small, carefully selected party of men ashore after the hut had been built and the stores landed. These men could proceed to lay out depots by man-haulage and make short journeys with the dogs, training them for the long early march in the following spring. The majority of the scientific men would live aboard the ship, where they could do their work under good conditions. They would be able to make short journeys if required, using the Endurance as a base. All these plans were based on an expectation that the finding of winter quarters was likely to be difficult. If a really safe base could be established on the continent, I would adhere to the original programme of sending one party to the south, one to the west round the head of the Weddell Sea towards Graham Land, and one to the east towards Enderby Land.

The other question that was making me anxious was the size of the shore party. If the ship had to head out during winter, or if it broke away from winter quarters, it would be better to have just a small, carefully chosen group of men on land after the hut was built and the supplies were unloaded. These men could set up depots by hauling them manually and take short trips with the dogs, training them for the long march coming up in the spring. Most of the scientists would stay on the ship, where they could work under good conditions. They could also make short trips if needed, using the Endurance as a base. All these plans were based on the assumption that finding a winter base would likely be challenging. If a truly secure base could be established on the continent, I would stick to the original plan of sending one party south, another west around the head of the Weddell Sea toward Graham Land, and one east toward Enderby Land.

We had worked out details of distances, courses, stores required, and so forth. Our sledging ration, the result of experience as well as close study, was perfect. The dogs gave promise, after training, of being able to cover fifteen to twenty miles a day with loaded sledges. The trans-continental journey, at this rate, should be completed in 120 days unless some unforeseen obstacle intervened. We longed keenly for the day when we could begin this march, the last great adventure in the history of South Polar exploration, but a knowledge of the obstacles that lay between us and our starting-point served as a curb on impatience. Everything depended upon the landing. If we could land at Filchner’s base there was no reason why a band of experienced men should not winter there in safety. But the Weddell Sea was notoriously inhospitable and already we knew that its sternest face was turned toward us. All the conditions in the Weddell Sea are unfavourable from the navigator’s point of view. The winds are comparatively light, and consequently new ice can form even in the summer-time. The absence of strong winds has the additional effect of allowing the ice to accumulate in masses, undisturbed. Then great quantities of ice sweep along the coast from the east under the influence of the prevailing current, and fill up the bight of the Weddell Sea as they move north in a great semicircle. Some of this ice doubtless describes almost a complete circle, and is held up eventually, in bad seasons, against the South Sandwich Islands. The strong currents, pressing the ice masses against the coasts, create heavier pressure than is found in any other part of the Antarctic. This pressure must be at least as severe as the pressure experienced in the congested North Polar basin, and I am inclined to think that a comparison would be to the advantage of the Arctic. All these considerations naturally had a bearing upon our immediate problem, the penetration of the pack and the finding of a safe harbour on the continental coast.

We had sorted out the details regarding distances, routes, supplies needed, and so on. Our sledging rations, which were based on both experience and careful study, were perfect. After training, the dogs seemed capable of covering fifteen to twenty miles a day with loaded sledges. At this pace, we could complete the transcontinental journey in 120 days, unless something unexpected got in the way. We eagerly awaited the day we could start this trek, the final great adventure in the history of South Polar exploration, but knowing the challenges ahead kept our impatience in check. Everything hinged on the landing. If we could reach Filchner’s base, there was no reason a group of experienced men couldn't safely spend the winter there. However, the Weddell Sea is known for being unfriendly, and we already understood that its harshest conditions were facing us. All the factors in the Weddell Sea are unfavorable from a navigator’s perspective. The winds are relatively light, which means new ice can form even during the summer. The lack of strong winds also allows ice to build up in large, undisturbed masses. Large amounts of ice drift in from the east along the coast due to the prevailing current, filling up the bight of the Weddell Sea as they move north in a wide semicircle. Some of this ice likely makes almost a complete circle and eventually gets stuck against the South Sandwich Islands during bad seasons. The strong currents pushing the ice against the coasts create greater pressure than found in any other part of Antarctica. This pressure must be at least as intense as what is seen in the crowded North Polar basin, and I suspect a comparison would favor the Arctic. All these factors naturally influenced our immediate challenge: penetrating the pack ice and finding a safe harbor on the continental coast.

The day of departure arrived. I gave the order to heave anchor at 8.45 a.m. on December 5, 1914, and the clanking of the windlass broke for us the last link with civilization. The morning was dull and overcast, with occasional gusts of snow and sleet, but hearts were light aboard the Endurance. The long days of preparation were over and the adventure lay ahead.

The day of departure arrived. I gave the order to raise the anchor at 8:45 a.m. on December 5, 1914, and the clanking of the windlass severed our last connection with civilization. The morning was gray and overcast, with occasional bursts of snow and sleet, but spirits were high aboard the Endurance. The long days of preparation were behind us, and the adventure awaited.

We had hoped that some steamer from the north would bring news of war and perhaps letters from home before our departure. A ship did arrive on the evening of the 4th, but she carried no letters, and nothing useful in the way of information could be gleaned from her. The captain and crew were all stoutly pro-German, and the “news” they had to give took the unsatisfying form of accounts of British and French reverses. We would have been glad to have had the latest tidings from a friendlier source. A year and a half later we were to learn that the Harpoon, the steamer which tends the Grytviken station, had arrived with mail for us not more than two hours after the Endurance had proceeded down the coast.

We had hoped that some ship from the north would bring news of the war and maybe letters from home before we left. A ship did arrive on the evening of the 4th, but it had no letters, and we couldn’t get any useful information from it. The captain and crew were all strongly pro-German, and the “news” they shared was mostly disappointing accounts of British and French defeats. We would have preferred to hear the latest updates from a friendlier source. A year and a half later, we found out that the Harpoon, the steamer that services the Grytviken station, had arrived with mail for us just two hours after the Endurance had moved down the coast.

The bows of the Endurance were turned to the south, and the good ship dipped to the south-westerly swell. Misty rain fell during the forenoon, but the weather cleared later in the day, and we had a good view of the coast of South Georgia as we moved under steam and sail to the south-east. The course was laid to carry us clear of the island and then south of South Thule, Sandwich Group. The wind freshened during the day, and all square sail was set, with the foresail reefed in order to give the look-out a clear view ahead; for we did not wish to risk contact with a “growler,” one of those treacherous fragments of ice that float with surface awash. The ship was very steady in the quarterly sea, but certainly did not look as neat and trim as she had done when leaving the shores of England four months earlier. We had filled up with coal at Grytviken, and this extra fuel was stored on deck, where it impeded movement considerably. The carpenter had built a false deck, extending from the poop-deck to the chart-room. We had also taken aboard a ton of whale-meat for the dogs. The big chunks of meat were hung up in the rigging, out of reach but not out of sight of the dogs, and as the Endurance rolled and pitched, they watched with wolfish eyes for a windfall.

The bow of the Endurance pointed south, and the sturdy ship dipped with the south-westerly swell. Misty rain fell in the morning, but the weather cleared later in the day, giving us a good view of the South Georgia coast as we moved under steam and sail towards the south-east. Our course was set to avoid the island before heading south of South Thule, Sandwich Group. The wind picked up during the day, and we set all square sails with the foresail reefed to keep the lookout's view clear ahead; we didn’t want to risk hitting a "growler," those sneaky pieces of ice that float just below the surface. The ship was steady in the quartering sea but certainly didn’t look as neat and tidy as it had when we left England four months ago. We had topped off our coal supply at Grytviken, and this extra fuel was stored on deck, which made movement quite difficult. The carpenter built a false deck extending from the poop deck to the chart room. We also brought aboard a ton of whale meat for the dogs. The large chunks of meat were hung in the rigging, out of reach but still visible to the dogs, and as the Endurance rolled and pitched, they watched with hungry eyes for a chance to grab some.

I was greatly pleased with the dogs, which were tethered about the ship in the most comfortable positions we could find for them. They were in excellent condition, and I felt that the Expedition had the right tractive-power. They were big, sturdy animals, chosen for endurance and strength, and if they were as keen to pull our sledges as they were now to fight one another all would be well. The men in charge of the dogs were doing their work enthusiastically, and the eagerness they showed to study the natures and habits of their charges gave promise of efficient handling and good work later on.

I was really happy with the dogs, which were tied up around the ship in the most comfortable spots we could find for them. They were in great shape, and I felt that the Expedition had the right power for pulling. They were big, strong animals, picked for their endurance and strength, and if they were as eager to pull our sleds as they were to fight each other, everything would be fine. The guys in charge of the dogs were doing their jobs with enthusiasm, and the eagerness they showed to learn about the nature and habits of their charges suggested they would handle them well and get good results later on.

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The Leader

The Leader

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The Weddell Sea Party

The Weddell Sea Expedition

During December 6 the Endurance made good progress on a south-easterly course. The northerly breeze had freshened during the night and had brought up a high following sea. The weather was hazy, and we passed two bergs, several growlers, and numerous lumps of ice. Staff and crew were settling down to the routine. Bird life was plentiful, and we noticed Cape pigeons, whale-birds, terns, mollymauks, nellies, sooty, and wandering albatrosses in the neighbourhood of the ship. The course was laid for the passage between Sanders Island and Candlemas Volcano. December 7 brought the first check. At six o’clock that morning the sea, which had been green in colour all the previous day, changed suddenly to a deep indigo. The ship was behaving well in a rough sea, and some members of the scientific staff were transferring to the bunkers the coal we had stowed on deck. Sanders Island and Candlemas were sighted early in the afternoon, and the Endurance passed between them at 6 p.m. Worsley’s observations indicated that Sanders Island was, roughly, three miles east and five miles north of the charted position. Large numbers of bergs, mostly tabular in form, lay to the west of the islands, and we noticed that many of them were yellow with diatoms. One berg had large patches of red-brown soil down its sides. The presence of so many bergs was ominous, and immediately after passing between the islands we encountered stream-ice. All sail was taken in and we proceeded slowly under steam. Two hours later, fifteen miles north-east of Sanders Island, the Endurance was confronted by a belt of heavy pack-ice, half a mile broad and extending north and south. There was clear water beyond, but the heavy south-westerly swell made the pack impenetrable in our neighbourhood. This was disconcerting. The noon latitude had been 57° 26´ S., and I had not expected to find pack-ice nearly so far north, though the whalers had reported pack-ice right up to South Thule.

On December 6, the Endurance made good progress on a southeast course. The northerly breeze had picked up during the night and brought a strong following sea. The weather was hazy, and we passed two icebergs, several growlers, and lots of chunks of ice. The staff and crew were settling into their routine. Bird life was abundant, and we spotted Cape pigeons, whale-birds, terns, mollymauks, nellies, and both sooty and wandering albatrosses around the ship. We set our course for the passage between Sanders Island and Candlemas Volcano. December 7 brought the first setback. At six that morning, the sea, which had been green the day before, suddenly changed to a deep indigo. The ship was handling the rough sea well, and some of the scientific staff were moving the coal we had stored on deck to the bunkers. We sighted Sanders Island and Candlemas early in the afternoon, and the Endurance passed between them at 6 p.m. Worsley’s observations indicated that Sanders Island was roughly three miles east and five miles north of its charted position. A large number of icebergs, mostly flat-topped, lay to the west of the islands, and we noticed that many of them were yellow with diatoms. One iceberg had large patches of red-brown soil along its sides. The presence of so many icebergs felt foreboding, and immediately after passing between the islands, we encountered stream-ice. We took in all sails and continued slowly under steam. Two hours later, fifteen miles northeast of Sanders Island, the Endurance faced a mass of heavy pack-ice, half a mile wide and extending north and south. There was clear water beyond, but the strong southwesterly swell made the pack impenetrable in our area. This was unsettling. The noon latitude was 57° 26´ S., and I hadn't expected to find pack-ice so far north, although the whalers had reported pack-ice all the way up to South Thule.

The situation became dangerous that night. We pushed into the pack in the hope of reaching open water beyond, and found ourselves after dark in a pool which was growing smaller and smaller. The ice was grinding around the ship in the heavy swell, and I watched with some anxiety for any indication of a change of wind to the east, since a breeze from that quarter would have driven us towards the land. Worsley and I were on deck all night, dodging the pack. At 3 a.m. we ran south, taking advantage of some openings that had appeared, but met heavy rafted pack-ice, evidently old; some of it had been subjected to severe pressure. Then we steamed north-west and saw open water to the north-east. I put the Endurance’s head for the opening, and, steaming at full speed, we got clear. Then we went east in the hope of getting better ice, and five hours later, after some dodging, we rounded the pack and were able to set sail once more. This initial tussle with the pack had been exciting at times. Pieces of ice and bergs of all sizes were heaving and jostling against each other in the heavy south-westerly swell. In spite of all our care the Endurance struck large lumps stem on, but the engines were stopped in time and no harm was done. The scene and sounds throughout the day were very fine. The swell was dashing against the sides of huge bergs and leaping right to the top of their icy cliffs. Sanders Island lay to the south, with a few rocky faces peering through the misty, swirling clouds that swathed it most of the time, the booming of the sea running into ice-caverns, the swishing break of the swell on the loose pack, and the graceful bowing and undulating of the inner pack to the steeply rolling swell, which here was robbed of its break by the masses of ice to windward.

The situation got dangerous that night. We pushed into the pack, hoping to reach open water ahead, and found ourselves after dark in a pool that was getting smaller and smaller. The ice was grinding around the ship in the heavy swell, and I watched anxiously for any sign of a change in the wind to the east, since a breeze from that direction would have pushed us towards land. Worsley and I stayed on deck all night, navigating the pack. At 3 a.m., we headed south, taking advantage of some openings that had appeared, but encountered heavy, layered pack ice, clearly old; some of it had been under severe pressure. Then we steered northwest and saw open water to the northeast. I pointed the Endurance's bow towards the opening, and, powering at full speed, we made it through. Next, we headed east, hoping to find better ice, and five hours later, after some maneuvering, we rounded the pack and were able to set sail again. This initial struggle with the pack had been exciting at times. Chunks of ice and icebergs of all sizes were heaving and jostling against each other in the heavy southwesterly swell. Despite all our caution, the Endurance hit some large chunks head-on, but the engines were stopped in time, so no damage was done. The scene and sounds throughout the day were stunning. The swell crashed against the sides of huge icebergs, leaping to the top of their icy cliffs. Sanders Island lay to the south, with a few rocky faces peeking through the misty, swirling clouds that cloaked it most of the time, while the booming of the sea rolled into ice caves, the swishing break of the swell on the loose pack, and the graceful bowing and undulating of the inner pack to the steeply rolling swell, which here lost its break due to the masses of ice upwind.

We skirted the northern edge of the pack in clear weather with a light south-westerly breeze and an overcast sky. The bergs were numerous. During the morning of December 9 an easterly breeze brought hazy weather with snow, and at 4.30 p.m. we encountered the edge of pack-ice in lat. 58° 27´ S., long. 22° 08´ W. It was one-year-old ice interspersed with older pack, all heavily snow-covered and lying west-south-west to east-north-east. We entered the pack at 5 p.m., but could not make progress, and cleared it again at 7.40 p.m. Then we steered east-north-east and spent the rest of the night rounding the pack. During the day we had seen adelie and ringed penguins, also several humpback and finner whales. An ice-blink to the westward indicated the presence of pack in that direction. After rounding the pack we steered S. 40° E., and at noon on the 10th had reached lat. 58° 28´ S., long. 20° 28´ W. Observations showed the compass variation to be 1½° less than the chart recorded. I kept the Endurance on the course till midnight, when we entered loose open ice about ninety miles south-east of our noon position. This ice proved to fringe the pack, and progress became slow. There was a long easterly swell with a light northerly breeze, and the weather was clear and fine. Numerous bergs lay outside the pack.

We navigated the northern edge of the ice pack in clear weather, with a light southwesterly breeze and an overcast sky. There were a lot of icebergs. On the morning of December 9, an easterly breeze brought hazy weather with snow, and at 4:30 p.m., we reached the edge of the pack ice at latitude 58° 27´ S, longitude 22° 08´ W. It was first-year ice mixed with older pack ice, all heavily covered in snow and lying from west-southwest to east-northeast. We entered the pack at 5 p.m., but couldn’t make headway, and by 7:40 p.m., we had cleared it again. We then headed east-northeast and spent the rest of the night working around the pack. During the day, we spotted Adélie and ringed penguins, along with several humpback and fin whales. An ice-blink to the west indicated more pack ice in that direction. After going around the pack, we headed S. 40° E., and by noon on the 10th, we had reached latitude 58° 28´ S, longitude 20° 28´ W. Observations showed that the compass variation was 1½° less than what the chart recorded. I kept the Endurance on course until midnight, when we entered loose open ice about ninety miles southeast of our noon position. This ice turned out to be on the edge of the pack, and our progress slowed down. There was a long easterly swell with a light northerly breeze, and the weather was clear and nice. Numerous icebergs were scattered outside the pack.

The Endurance steamed through loose open ice till 8 a.m. on the 11th, when we entered the pack in lat. 59° 46´ S., long. 18° 22´ W. We could have gone farther east, but the pack extended far in that direction, and an effort to circle it might have involved a lot of northing. I did not wish to lose the benefit of the original southing. The extra miles would not have mattered to a ship with larger coal capacity than the Endurance possessed, but we could not afford to sacrifice miles unnecessarily. The pack was loose and did not present great difficulties at this stage. The foresail was set in order to take advantage of the northerly breeze. The ship was in contact with the ice occasionally and received some heavy blows. Once or twice she was brought up all standing against solid pieces, but no harm was done. The chief concern was to protect the propeller and rudder. If a collision seemed to be inevitable the officer in charge would order “slow” or “half speed” with the engines, and put the helm over so as to strike floe a glancing blow. Then the helm would be put over towards the ice with the object of throwing the propeller clear of it, and the ship would forge ahead again. Worsley, Wild, and I, with three officers, kept three watches while we were working through the pack, so that we had two officers on deck all the time. The carpenter had rigged a six-foot wooden semaphore on the bridge to enable the navigating officer to give the seamen or scientists at the wheel the direction and the exact amount of helm required. This device saved time, as well as the effort of shouting. We were pushing through this loose pack all day, and the view from the crow’s-nest gave no promise of improved conditions ahead. A Weddell seal and a crab-eater seal were noticed on the floes, but we did not pause to secure fresh meat. It was important that we should make progress towards our goal as rapidly as possible, and there was reason to fear that we should have plenty of time to spare later on if the ice conditions continued to increase in severity.

The Endurance navigated through loose open ice until 8 a.m. on the 11th, when we entered the pack at latitude 59° 46´ S, longitude 18° 22´ W. We could have gone farther east, but the pack extended quite a bit in that direction, and trying to go around it would have required a lot of northward travel. I didn’t want to lose the advantage of the initial southward progress. Extra miles wouldn’t have mattered for a ship with a larger coal capacity than the Endurance, but we couldn’t afford to waste any unnecessary mileage. The pack was loose, and it didn’t pose significant difficulties at this stage. The foresail was set to take advantage of the northerly breeze. The ship occasionally came into contact with the ice and took some heavy hits. Once or twice, it came to a full stop against solid pieces, but no damage occurred. Our main concern was protecting the propeller and rudder. If a collision seemed unavoidable, the officer in charge would order “slow” or “half speed” on the engines and steer to make a glancing hit with the floe. Then, the helm would be turned toward the ice to keep the propeller clear, and the ship would push forward again. Worsley, Wild, and I, along with three officers, took three shifts while working through the pack to ensure two officers were on deck at all times. The carpenter had set up a six-foot wooden semaphore on the bridge to help the navigating officer communicate to the seamen or scientists at the wheel the direction and precise amount of helm needed. This device saved time and effort in shouting. We spent the whole day pushing through this loose pack, and the view from the crow’s-nest showed no sign of better conditions ahead. A Weddell seal and a crab-eater seal were spotted on the floes, but we didn’t stop to catch fresh meat. It was crucial that we make progress toward our goal as quickly as possible, and there was concern that we would have plenty of time to spare later if the ice conditions continued to worsen.

On the morning of December 12 we were working through loose pack which later became thick in places. The sky was overcast and light snow was falling. I had all square sail set at 7 a.m. in order to take advantage of the northerly breeze, but it had to come in again five hours later when the wind hauled round to the west. The noon position was lat. 60° 26´ S., long. 17° 58´ W., and the run for the twenty-four hours had been only 33 miles. The ice was still badly congested, and we were pushing through narrow leads and occasional openings with the floes often close abeam on either side. Antarctic, snow and stormy petrels, fulmars, white-rumped terns, and adelies were around us. The quaint little penguins found the ship a cause of much apparent excitement and provided a lot of amusement aboard. One of the standing jokes was that all the adelies on the floe seemed to know Clark, and when he was at the wheel rushed along as fast as their legs could carry them, yelling out “Clark! Clark!” and apparently very indignant and perturbed that he never waited for them or even answered them.

On the morning of December 12, we were navigating through loose pack ice, which later got thick in some areas. The sky was cloudy, and light snow was falling. I had all the square sails up by 7 a.m. to make the most of the northern breeze, but I had to bring them in five hours later when the wind shifted to the west. At noon, our position was lat. 60° 26' S., long. 17° 58' W., and we had only covered 33 miles in the past 24 hours. The ice was still very congested, and we were moving through narrow leads and occasional openings, with ice floes often close alongside us. Antarctic snow petrels, storm petrels, fulmars, white-rumped terns, and adelie penguins were all around us. The quirky little penguins seemed really excited about the ship and provided a lot of entertainment on board. One of the running jokes was that all the adelies on the floe appeared to know Clark, and whenever he was at the wheel, they would hurry along as fast as they could, shouting “Clark! Clark!” and looking quite upset that he never waited for them or even acknowledged them.

We found several good leads to the south in the evening, and continued to work southward throughout the night and the following day. The pack extended in all directions as far as the eye could reach. The noon observation showed the run for the twenty-four hours to be 54 miles, a satisfactory result under the conditions. Wild shot a young Ross seal on the floe, and we manœuvred the ship alongside. Hudson jumped down, bent a line on to the seal, and the pair of them were hauled up. The seal was 4 ft. 9 in. long and weighed about ninety pounds. He was a young male and proved very good eating, but when dressed and minus the blubber made little more than a square meal for our twenty-eight men, with a few scraps for our breakfast and tea. The stomach contained only amphipods about an inch long, allied to those found in the whales at Grytviken.

We found several good leads to the south in the evening and continued working our way down throughout the night and the next day. The pack extended in all directions as far as we could see. The noon observation showed that we had covered 54 miles in twenty-four hours, which was a good result given the conditions. Wild shot a young Ross seal on the floe, and we maneuvered the ship alongside. Hudson jumped down, attached a line to the seal, and both of them were pulled up. The seal was 4 feet 9 inches long and weighed about ninety pounds. He was a young male and was good to eat, but when dressed and without the blubber, he provided just enough for a meal for our twenty-eight men, with some scraps left for our breakfast and tea. The stomach contained only amphipods about an inch long, similar to those found in the whales at Grytviken.

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Young Emperor Penguins

Baby Emperor Penguins

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A Huge Floe of Consolidated Pack

A Giant Ice Floe of Solidified Pack

The conditions became harder on December 14. There was a misty haze, and occasional falls of snow. A few bergs were in sight. The pack was denser than it had been on the previous days. Older ice was intermingled with the young ice, and our progress became slower. The propeller received several blows in the early morning, but no damage was done. A platform was rigged under the jib-boom in order that Hurley might secure some kinematograph pictures of the ship breaking through the ice. The young ice did not present difficulties to the Endurance, which was able to smash a way through, but the lumps of older ice were more formidable obstacles, and conning the ship was a task requiring close attention. The most careful navigation could not prevent an occasional bump against ice too thick to be broken or pushed aside. The southerly breeze strengthened to a moderate south-westerly gale during the afternoon, and at 8 p.m. we hove to, stem against a floe, it being impossible to proceed without serious risk of damage to rudder or propeller. I was interested to notice that, although we had been steaming through the pack for three days, the north-westerly swell still held with us. It added to the difficulties of navigation in the lanes, since the ice was constantly in movement.

The conditions got tougher on December 14. There was a misty haze, and occasional snowfalls. A few icebergs were visible. The pack ice was denser than it had been in the previous days. Older ice mixed in with the young ice, making our progress slower. The propeller took several hits in the early morning, but no damage occurred. We set up a platform under the jib-boom so Hurley could capture some footage of the ship breaking through the ice. The young ice didn't pose any issues for the Endurance, which was able to crash through it, but the chunks of older ice were much more challenging, requiring careful navigation. Even with the most cautious steering, we could still occasionally bump into ice that was too thick to break or push aside. The southerly breeze picked up to a moderate south-westerly gale in the afternoon, and at 8 p.m., we stopped to face a floe, as it was impossible to move forward without risking damage to the rudder or propeller. I found it interesting that, although we'd been making our way through the pack for three days, the north-westerly swell was still affecting us. It complicated navigation in the channels since the ice was always shifting.

The Endurance remained against the floe for the next twenty-four hours, when the gale moderated. The pack extended to the horizon in all directions and was broken by innumerable narrow lanes. Many bergs were in sight, and they appeared to be travelling through the pack in a south-westerly direction under the current influence. Probably the pack itself was moving north-east with the gale. Clark put down a net in search of specimens, and at two fathoms it was carried south-west by the current and fouled the propeller. He lost the net, two leads, and a line. Ten bergs drove to the south through the pack during the twenty-four hours. The noon position was 61° 31´ S., long. 18° 12´ W. The gale had moderated at 8 p.m., and we made five miles to the south before midnight and then we stopped at the end of a long lead, waiting till the weather cleared. It was during this short run that the captain, with semaphore hard-a-port, shouted to the scientist at the wheel: “Why in Paradise don’t you port!” The answer came in indignant tones: “I am blowing my nose.”

The Endurance stayed against the ice floe for the next twenty-four hours until the storm eased. The ice pack stretched to the horizon in every direction and was broken by countless narrow channels. Many icebergs were visible, moving through the pack to the southwest due to the current. The pack itself was likely drifting northeast with the gale. Clark dropped a net to catch specimens, but at two fathoms it was pushed southwest by the current and got tangled in the propeller. He lost the net, two leads, and a line. During those twenty-four hours, ten icebergs floated south through the pack. At noon, our position was 61° 31´ S., long. 18° 12´ W. The gale eased at 8 p.m., and we traveled five miles south before midnight, stopping at the end of a long lead, waiting for the weather to clear. During that short journey, the captain, signaling hard to port, yelled to the scientist at the wheel, “Why in the world don’t you turn left!” The reply came back indignantly: “I’m blowing my nose.”

The Endurance made some progress on the following day. Long leads of open water ran towards the south-west, and the ship smashed at full speed through occasional areas of young ice till brought up with a heavy thud against a section of older floe. Worsley was out on the jib-boom end for a few minutes while Wild was conning the ship, and he came back with a glowing account of a novel sensation. The boom was swinging high and low and from side to side, while the massive bows of the ship smashed through the ice, splitting it across, piling it mass on mass and then shouldering it aside. The air temperature was 37° Fahr., pleasantly warm, and the water temperature 29° Fahr. We continued to advance through fine long leads till 4 a.m. on December 17, when the ice became difficult again. Very large floes of six-months-old ice lay close together. Some of these floes presented a square mile of unbroken surface, and among them were patches of thin ice and several floes of heavy old ice. Many bergs were in sight, and the course became devious. The ship was blocked at one point by a wedge-shaped piece of floe, but we put the ice-anchor through it, towed it astern, and proceeded through the gap. Steering under these conditions required muscle as well as nerve. There was a clatter aft during the afternoon, and Hussey, who was at the wheel, explained that “The wheel spun round and threw me over the top of it!” The noon position was lat. 62° 13´ S., long. 18° 53´ W., and the run for the preceding twenty-four hours had been 32 miles in a south-westerly direction. We saw three blue whales during the day and one emperor penguin, a 58-lb. bird, which was added to the larder.

The Endurance made some progress the next day. Long stretches of open water extended to the southwest, and the ship raced at full speed through occasional areas of young ice until it hit a section of older floe with a heavy thud. Worsley was out on the jib-boom for a few minutes while Wild was steering the ship, and he returned with an exciting description of a new sensation. The boom was swinging up and down and side to side while the massive bow of the ship smashed through the ice, splitting it apart, piling it up, and then pushing it aside. The air temperature was 37°F, pleasantly warm, and the water temperature was 29°F. We continued to move forward through nice long leads until 4 a.m. on December 17, when the ice became tricky again. Very large floes of six-month-old ice were tightly packed together. Some of these floes had a square mile of unbroken surface, and among them were patches of thin ice and several heavy old ice floes. Many icebergs were visible, and the course became winding. The ship got stuck at one point by a wedge-shaped piece of floe, but we managed to hook the ice-anchor through it, towed it behind, and passed through the gap. Steering under these conditions required both strength and bravery. There was a clatter at the back in the afternoon, and Hussey, who was at the wheel, explained that “The wheel spun around and threw me over the top of it!” The noon position was lat. 62° 13´ S., long. 18° 53´ W., and we had traveled 32 miles in a south-west direction in the previous twenty-four hours. We saw three blue whales during the day and one emperor penguin, a 58-pound bird, which we added to our supplies.

The morning of December 18 found the Endurance proceeding amongst large floes with thin ice between them. The leads were few. There was a northerly breeze with occasional snow-flurries. We secured three crab-eater seals—two cows and a bull. The bull was a fine specimen, nearly white all over and 9 ft. 3 in. long; he weighed 600 lbs. Shortly before noon further progress was barred by heavy pack, and we put an ice-anchor on the floe and banked the fires. I had been prepared for evil conditions in the Weddell Sea, but had hoped that in December and January, at any rate, the pack would be loose, even if no open water was to be found. What we were actually encountering was fairly dense pack of a very obstinate character. Pack-ice might be described as a gigantic and interminable jigsaw-puzzle devised by nature. The parts of the puzzle in loose pack have floated slightly apart and become disarranged; at numerous places they have pressed together again; as the pack gets closer the congested areas grow larger and the parts are jammed harder till finally it becomes “close pack,” when the whole of the jigsaw-puzzle becomes jammed to such an extent that with care and labour it can be traversed in every direction on foot. Where the parts do not fit closely there is, of course, open water, which freezes over, in a few hours after giving off volumes of “frost-smoke.” In obedience to renewed pressure this young ice “rafts,” so forming double thicknesses of a toffee-like consistency. Again the opposing edges of heavy floes rear up in slow and almost silent conflict, till high “hedgerows” are formed round each part of the puzzle. At the junction of several floes chaotic areas of piled-up blocks and masses of ice are formed. Sometimes 5-ft. to 6-ft. piles of evenly shaped blocks of ice are seen so neatly laid that it seems impossible for them to be Nature’s work. Again, a winding canyon may be traversed between icy walls 6 ft. to 10 ft. high, or a dome may be formed that under renewed pressure bursts upward like a volcano. All the winter the drifting pack changes—grows by freezing, thickens by rafting, and corrugates by pressure. If, finally, in its drift it impinges on a coast, such as the western shore of the Weddell Sea, terrific pressure is set up and an inferno of ice-blocks, ridges, and hedgerows results, extending possibly for 150 or 200 miles off shore. Sections of pressure ice may drift away subsequently and become embedded in new ice.

The morning of December 18 found the Endurance moving among large ice floes with thin ice between them. There weren't many leads. A northern breeze brought occasional snow flurries. We caught three crab-eater seals—two females and one male. The male was an impressive specimen, almost entirely white and 9 feet 3 inches long; he weighed 600 pounds. Just before noon, heavy pack ice blocked our progress, so we secured an ice anchor on the floe and banked the fires. I had prepared for challenging conditions in the Weddell Sea but had hoped that during December and January, at least, the pack would be loose, even if there wasn’t any open water. What we were actually facing was a fairly dense and very stubborn pack. Pack ice could be described as a huge, endless jigsaw puzzle created by nature. The parts of the puzzle in loose pack have floated slightly apart and become disorganized; in many areas, they've pressed together again. As the pack gets denser, the congested areas expand, and the pieces get jammed together until it reaches the point of "close pack," where the entire puzzle gets so tightly jammed that, with care and effort, it can be crossed in every direction on foot. Where the pieces don’t fit closely, there’s open water, which freezes over within hours, releasing clouds of "frost-smoke." Under renewed pressure, this young ice "rafts," forming double layers with a toffee-like consistency. Once again, the edges of heavy floes rise up in slow and almost silent conflict, creating high "hedgerows" around each part of the puzzle. At the junction of several floes, chaotic areas of piled-up blocks and masses of ice are created. Sometimes, you can see 5- to 6-foot piles of evenly shaped ice blocks arranged so neatly that it seems impossible for them to have formed naturally. Other times, you might traverse a winding canyon between icy walls 6 to 10 feet high, or a dome may form that bursts upward like a volcano under renewed pressure. All winter long, the drifting pack changes—grows by freezing, thickens by rafting, and buckles from pressure. If, in its drift, it collides with a coast, such as the western shore of the Weddell Sea, it generates immense pressure leading to an inferno of ice blocks, ridges, and hedgerows that can stretch 150 to 200 miles offshore. Sections of pressure ice might drift away later and become trapped in new ice.

I have given this brief explanation here in order that the reader may understand the nature of the ice through which we pushed our way for many hundreds of miles. Another point that may require to be explained was the delay caused by wind while we were in the pack. When a strong breeze or moderate gale was blowing the ship could not safely work through any except young ice, up to about two feet in thickness. As ice of that nature never extended for more than a mile or so, it followed that in a gale in the pack we had always to lie to. The ship was 3 ft. 3 in. down by the stern, and while this saved the propeller and rudder a good deal, it made the Endurance practically unmanageable in close pack when the wind attained a force of six miles an hour from ahead, since the air currents had such a big surface forward to act upon. The pressure of wind on bows and the yards of the foremast would cause the bows to fall away, and in these conditions the ship could not be steered into the narrow lanes and leads through which we had to thread our way. The falling away of the bows, moreover, would tend to bring the stern against the ice, compelling us to stop the engines in order to save the propeller. Then the ship would become unmanageable and drift away, with the possibility of getting excessive sternway on her and so damaging rudder or propeller, the Achilles’ heel of a ship in pack-ice.

I’ve provided this brief explanation so that the reader can understand the type of ice we navigated through for many hundreds of miles. Another point that might need clarification is the delay caused by the wind while we were in the pack. When a strong breeze or moderate gale was blowing, the ship could only safely navigate through young ice, up to about two feet thick. Since this type of ice rarely extended more than a mile, it meant that in a gale in the pack, we always had to stay put. The ship was 3 ft. 3 in. down by the stern, which protected the propeller and rudder somewhat, but it made the Endurance nearly impossible to control in close pack when the wind reached six miles an hour from the front, as the wind had such a large surface area to act on. The pressure of the wind on the bow and the foremast’s sails would cause the bow to turn away, and under these conditions, the ship couldn’t be steered into the narrow lanes and leads we needed to navigate. Additionally, the bow turning away would tend to push the stern into the ice, forcing us to stop the engines to protect the propeller. Then the ship would become unmanageable and drift away, risking excessive sternway and potentially damaging the rudder or propeller, the weak point of a ship in pack ice.

While we were waiting for the weather to moderate and the ice to open, I had the Lucas sounding-machine rigged over the rudder-trunk and found the depth to be 2810 fathoms. The bottom sample was lost owing to the line parting 60 fathoms from the end. During the afternoon three adelie penguins approached the ship across the floe while Hussey was discoursing sweet music on the banjo. The solemn-looking little birds appeared to appreciate “It’s a Long Way to Tipperary,” but they fled in horror when Hussey treated them to a little of the music that comes from Scotland. The shouts of laughter from the ship added to their dismay, and they made off as fast as their short legs would carry them. The pack opened slightly at 6.15 p.m., and we proceeded through lanes for three hours before being forced to anchor to a floe for the night. We fired a Hjort mark harpoon, No. 171, into a blue whale on this day. The conditions did not improve during December 19. A fresh to strong northerly breeze brought haze and snow, and after proceeding for two hours the Endurance was stopped again by heavy floes. It was impossible to manœuvre the ship in the ice owing to the strong wind, which kept the floes in movement and caused lanes to open and close with dangerous rapidity. The noon observation showed that we had made six miles to the south-east in the previous twenty-four hours. All hands were engaged during the day in rubbing shoots off our potatoes, which were found to be sprouting freely. We remained moored to a floe over the following day, the wind not having moderated; indeed, it freshened to a gale in the afternoon, and the members of the staff and crew took advantage of the pause to enjoy a vigorously contested game of football on the level surface of the floe alongside the ship. Twelve bergs were in sight at this time. The noon position was lat. 62° 42´ S., long. 17° 54´ W., showing that we had drifted about six miles in a north-easterly direction.

While we were waiting for the weather to calm down and the ice to break, I had the Lucas sounding machine set up over the rudder trunk and measured the depth to be 2810 fathoms. We lost the bottom sample when the line broke 60 fathoms from the end. In the afternoon, three Adelie penguins came close to the ship across the ice while Hussey was playing sweet music on the banjo. The serious-looking little birds seemed to enjoy "It’s a Long Way to Tipperary," but they ran away in fright when Hussey started playing some Scottish music. The laughter from the ship only added to their distress, and they hurried off as fast as their short legs would carry them. The ice opened up a bit at 6:15 p.m., and we navigated through the lanes for three hours before having to anchor to a floe for the night. We fired a Hjort mark harpoon, No. 171, into a blue whale that day. Conditions didn’t improve on December 19. A fresh to strong northerly breeze brought haze and snow, and after two hours of travel, the Endurance was stopped again by heavy floes. It was impossible to maneuver the ship in the ice due to the strong wind, which kept the floes moving and caused passages to open and close dangerously fast. The noon observation revealed that we had drifted six miles southeast in the past twenty-four hours. Everyone was busy that day peeling the shoots off our potatoes, which were sprouting like crazy. We stayed tied to a floe the next day, as the wind hadn’t calmed down; in fact, it picked up to a gale in the afternoon. The staff and crew took advantage of the break to play a hard-fought game of football on the flat surface of the floe next to the ship. At this point, we could see twelve icebergs. The noon position was lat. 62° 42´ S., long. 17° 54´ W., indicating that we had drifted about six miles northeast.

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Samson

Samson

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Ice-Flowers

Frost Flowers

Monday, December 21, was beautifully fine, with a gentle west-north-westerly breeze. We made a start at 3 a.m. and proceeded through the pack in a south-westerly direction. At noon we had gained seven miles almost due east, the northerly drift of the pack having continued while the ship was apparently moving to the south. Petrels of several species, penguins, and seals were plentiful, and we saw four small blue whales. At noon we entered a long lead to the southward and passed around and between nine splendid bergs. One mighty specimen was shaped like the Rock of Gibraltar but with steeper cliffs, and another had a natural dock that would have contained the Aquitania. A spur of ice closed the entrance to the huge blue pool. Hurley brought out his kinematograph-camera, in order to make a record of these bergs. Fine long leads running east and south-east among bergs were found during the afternoon, but at midnight the ship was stopped by small, heavy ice-floes, tightly packed against an unbroken plain of ice. The outlook from the mast-head was not encouraging. The big floe was at least 15 miles long and 10 miles wide. The edge could not be seen at the widest part, and the area of the floe must have been not less than 150 square miles. It appeared to be formed of year-old ice, not very thick and with very few hummocks or ridges in it. We thought it must have been formed at sea in very calm weather and drifted up from the south-east. I had never seen such a large area of unbroken ice in the Ross Sea.

Monday, December 21, was a beautiful day with a gentle west-northwest breeze. We set out at 3 a.m. and moved through the ice pack in a southwest direction. By noon, we had traveled seven miles almost directly east, as the pack had drifted north while the ship seemed to head south. We saw plenty of petrels, penguins, and seals, and we spotted four small blue whales. At noon, we entered a long lead heading south and navigated around and between nine amazing icebergs. One impressive iceberg resembled the Rock of Gibraltar but had steeper cliffs, and another had a natural dock that could fit the Aquitania. A spur of ice blocked the entrance to a huge blue pool. Hurley took out his movie camera to capture footage of these icebergs. In the afternoon, we discovered long leads running east and southeast among the icebergs, but by midnight, the ship was halted by small, dense ice floes tightly packed against an unbroken ice field. The view from the mast was not promising. The large floe was at least 15 miles long and 10 miles wide. The edge was invisible at its widest point, and the floe covered an area of at least 150 square miles. It seemed to be made of year-old ice, which wasn't very thick and had very few hummocks or ridges. We thought it must have formed at sea during very calm weather and drifted up from the southeast. I had never seen such a huge expanse of unbroken ice in the Ross Sea.

We waited with banked fires for the strong easterly breeze to moderate or the pack to open. At 6.30 p.m. on December 22 some lanes opened and we were able to move towards the south again. The following morning found us working slowly through the pack, and the noon observation gave us a gain of 19 miles S. 41° W. for the seventeen and a half hours under steam. Many year-old adelies, three crab-eaters, six sea-leopards, one Weddell and two blue whales were seen. The air temperature, which had been down to 25° Fahr. on December 21, had risen to 34° Fahr. While we were working along leads to the southward in the afternoon, we counted fifteen bergs. Three of these were table-topped, and one was about 70 ft high and 5 miles long. Evidently it had come from a barrier-edge. The ice became heavier but slightly more open, and we had a calm night with fine long leads of open water. The water was so still that new ice was forming on the leads. We had a run of 70 miles to our credit at noon on December 24, the position being lat. 64° 32´ S., long. 17° 17´ W. All the dogs except eight had been named. I do not know who had been responsible for some of the names, which seemed to represent a variety of tastes. They were as follows Rugby, Upton Bristol, Millhill, Songster, Sandy, Mack, Mercury, Wolf, Amundsen, Hercules, Hackenschmidt, Samson, Sammy, Skipper, Caruso, Sub, Ulysses, Spotty, Bosun, Slobbers, Sadie, Sue, Sally, Jasper, Tim, Sweep, Martin, Splitlip, Luke, Saint, Satan, Chips, Stumps, Snapper, Painful, Bob, Snowball, Jerry, Judge, Sooty, Rufus, Sidelights, Simeon, Swanker, Chirgwin, Steamer, Peter, Fluffy, Steward, Slippery, Elliott, Roy, Noel, Shakespeare, Jamie, Bummer, Smuts, Lupoid, Spider, and Sailor. Some of the names, it will be noticed, had a descriptive flavour.

We waited with low fires for the strong easterly breeze to settle down or for the ice pack to break up. At 6:30 p.m. on December 22, some lanes opened up and we were able to move south again. The next morning, we slowly made our way through the ice, and the noon observation showed we covered 19 miles S. 41° W. during the seventeen and a half hours of steaming. We spotted many year-old adelies, three crab-eater seals, six leopard seals, one Weddell seal, and two blue whales. The air temperature, which had dropped to 25° F on December 21, had risen to 34° F. While we were moving along open leads to the south in the afternoon, we counted fifteen icebergs. Three of these were table-topped, and one was about 70 ft high and 5 miles long, clearly coming from a barrier edge. The ice got thicker but slightly more open, and we enjoyed a calm night with nice long stretches of open water. The water was so still that new ice was forming on the leads. By noon on December 24, we had covered 70 miles, with our position at lat. 64° 32´ S., long. 17° 17´ W. All the dogs except eight had been named. I’m not sure who came up with some of the names, which seemed to show a mix of preferences. They were Rugby, Upton, Bristol, Millhill, Songster, Sandy, Mack, Mercury, Wolf, Amundsen, Hercules, Hackenschmidt, Samson, Sammy, Skipper, Caruso, Sub, Ulysses, Spotty, Bosun, Slobbers, Sadie, Sue, Sally, Jasper, Tim, Sweep, Martin, Splitlip, Luke, Saint, Satan, Chips, Stumps, Snapper, Painful, Bob, Snowball, Jerry, Judge, Sooty, Rufus, Sidelights, Simeon, Swanker, Chirgwin, Steamer, Peter, Fluffy, Steward, Slippery, Elliott, Roy, Noel, Shakespeare, Jamie, Bummer, Smuts, Lupoid, Spider, and Sailor. Some of the names, as you can see, had a descriptive twist.

Heavy floes held up the ship from midnight till 6 a.m. on December 25, Christmas Day. Then they opened a little and we made progress till 11.30 a.m., when the leads closed again. We had encountered good leads and workable ice during the early part of the night, and the noon observation showed that our run for the twenty-four hours was the best since we entered the pack a fortnight earlier. We had made 71 miles S. 4° W. The ice held us up till the evening, and then we were able to follow some leads for a couple of hours before the tightly packed floes and the increasing wind compelled a stop. The celebration of Christmas was not forgotten. Grog was served at midnight to all on deck. There was grog again at breakfast, for the benefit of those who had been in their bunks at midnight. Lees had decorated the wardroom with flags and had a little Christmas present for each of us. Some of us had presents from home to open. Later there was a really splendid dinner, consisting of turtle soup, whitebait, jugged hare, Christmas pudding, mince-pies, dates, figs and crystallized fruits, with rum and stout as drinks. In the evening everybody joined in a “sing-song.” Hussey had made a one-stringed violin, on which, in the words of Worsley, he “discoursed quite painlessly.” The wind was increasing to a moderate south-easterly gale and no advance could be made, so we were able to settle down to the enjoyments of the evening.

Heavy ice floes held up the ship from midnight until 6 a.m. on December 25, Christmas Day. Then they opened up a bit, and we made progress until 11:30 a.m., when the leads closed again. We had found good leads and manageable ice earlier in the night, and the noon observation showed that our run for the last twenty-four hours was the best since we entered the pack two weeks ago. We had covered 71 miles S. 4° W. The ice kept us stuck until the evening, and then we were able to follow some leads for a couple of hours before the tightly packed floes and increasing wind forced us to stop. We didn't forget to celebrate Christmas. Grog was served at midnight to everyone on deck. There was more grog at breakfast for those who had been in their bunks at midnight. Lees had decorated the wardroom with flags and had a small Christmas gift for each of us. Some of us even had presents from home to open. Later, there was a really fantastic dinner that included turtle soup, whitebait, jugged hare, Christmas pudding, mince pies, dates, figs, and crystallized fruits, along with rum and stout to drink. In the evening, everyone joined together for a “sing-song.” Hussey had crafted a one-stringed violin, on which, in Worsley’s words, he “played quite well.” The wind was picking up to a moderate south-easterly gale, and since we couldn’t make any progress, we settled in to enjoy the evening.

The weather was still bad on December 26 and 27, and the Endurance remained anchored to a floe. The noon position on the 26th was lat. 65° 43´ S., long. 17° 36´ W. We made another sounding on this day with the Lucas machine and found bottom at 2819 fathoms. The specimen brought up was a terrigenous blue mud (glacial deposit) with some radiolaria. Every one took turns at the work of heaving in, two men working together in ten-minute spells.

The weather was still bad on December 26 and 27, and the Endurance stayed anchored to a floe. The noon position on the 26th was lat. 65° 43´ S., long. 17° 36´ W. We took another measurement that day with the Lucas machine and found the bottom at 2819 fathoms. The sample we brought up was a terrigenous blue mud (glacial deposit) with some radiolaria. Everyone took turns with the work of heaving in, with two men working together in ten-minute shifts.

Sunday, December 27, was a quiet day aboard. The southerly gale was blowing the snow in clouds off the floe and the temperature had fallen to 23° Fahr. The dogs were having an uncomfortable time in their deck quarters. The wind had moderated by the following morning, but it was squally with snow-flurries, and I did not order a start till 11 p.m. The pack was still close, but the ice was softer and more easily broken. During the pause the carpenter had rigged a small stage over the stern. A man was stationed there to watch the propeller and prevent it striking heavy ice, and the arrangement proved very valuable. It saved the rudder as well as the propeller from many blows.

Sunday, December 27, was a quiet day on board. The southern wind was blowing snow off the ice floe in clouds, and the temperature had dropped to 23°F. The dogs were having a tough time in their deck space. The wind calmed down by the next morning, but it was still gusty with snow flurries, so I didn’t give the order to start until 11 p.m. The ice pack was still close, but the ice was softer and easier to break. During the break, the carpenter set up a small platform at the back of the ship. A crew member was positioned there to monitor the propeller and prevent it from hitting large chunks of ice, and this setup turned out to be really useful. It protected both the rudder and the propeller from many impacts.

The high winds that had prevailed for four and a half days gave way to a gentle southerly breeze in the evening of December 29. Owing to the drift we were actually eleven miles farther north than we had been on December 25. But we made fairly good progress on the 30th in fine, clear weather. The ship followed a long lead to the south-east during the afternoon and evening, and at 11 p.m. we crossed the Antarctic Circle. An examination of the horizon disclosed considerable breaks in the vast circle of pack-ice, interspersed with bergs of different sizes. Leads could be traced in various directions, but I looked in vain for an indication of open water. The sun did not set that night, and as it was concealed behind a bank of clouds we had a glow of crimson and gold to the southward, with delicate pale green reflections in the water of the lanes to the south-east.

The strong winds that had been blowing for four and a half days finally gave way to a gentle southern breeze on the evening of December 29. Due to the drift, we found ourselves actually eleven miles further north than we had been on December 25. However, we made fairly good progress on the 30th in clear, fine weather. The ship navigated a long lead to the southeast throughout the afternoon and evening, and at 11 p.m. we crossed the Antarctic Circle. A look at the horizon revealed significant breaks in the massive circle of pack ice, mixed with icebergs of various sizes. Leads were visible in different directions, but I searched in vain for any sign of open water. The sun didn’t set that night, and since it was hidden behind a cloud bank, we saw a glow of crimson and gold to the south, along with delicate pale green reflections in the water of the lanes to the southeast.

The ship had a serious encounter with the ice on the morning of December 31. We were stopped first by floes closing around us, and then about noon the Endurance got jammed between two floes heading east-north-east. The pressure heeled the ship over six degrees while we were getting an ice-anchor on to the floe in order to heave astern and thus assist the engines, which were running at full speed. The effort was successful. Immediately afterwards, at the spot where the Endurance had been held, slabs of ice 50 ft. by 15 ft. and 4 ft. thick were forced ten or twelve feet up on the lee floe at an angle of 45°. The pressure was severe, and we were not sorry to have the ship out of its reach. The noon position was lat. 66° 47´ S., long. 15° 52´ W., and the run for the preceding twenty-four hours was 51 miles S. 29° E.

The ship had a serious encounter with the ice on the morning of December 31. We were initially stopped by floes closing in around us, and then around noon, the Endurance got stuck between two floes heading east-northeast. The pressure tilted the ship over six degrees while we were getting an ice anchor onto the floe to help us back away and assist the engines, which were running at full speed. The effort worked. Right after that, at the spot where the Endurance had been stuck, slabs of ice measuring 50 ft by 15 ft and 4 ft thick were pushed ten or twelve feet up on the leeward floe at a 45° angle. The pressure was intense, and we were relieved to have the ship out of its way. The noon position was lat. 66° 47´ S., long. 15° 52´ W., and the distance covered in the last twenty-four hours was 51 miles S. 29° E.

“Since noon the character of the pack has improved,” wrote Worsley on this day. “Though the leads are short, the floes are rotten and easily broken through if a good place is selected with care and judgment. In many cases we find large sheets of young ice through which the ship cuts for a mile or two miles at a stretch. I have been conning and working the ship from the crow’s-nest and find it much the best place, as from there one can see ahead and work out the course beforehand, and can also guard the rudder and propeller, the most vulnerable parts of a ship in the ice. At midnight, as I was sitting in the ‘tub’ I heard a clamorous noise down on the deck, with ringing of bells, and realized that it was the New Year.” Worsley came down from his lofty seat and met Wild, Hudson, and myself on the bridge, where we shook hands and wished one another a happy and successful New Year. Since entering the pack on December 11 we had come 480 miles, through loose and close pack-ice. We had pushed and fought the little ship through, and she had stood the test well, though the propeller had received some shrewd blows against hard ice and the vessel had been driven against the floe until she had fairly mounted up on it and slid back rolling heavily from side to side. The rolling had been more frequently caused by the operation of cracking through thickish young ice, where the crack had taken a sinuous course. The ship, in attempting to follow it, struck first one bilge and then the other, causing her to roll six or seven degrees. Our advance through the pack had been in a S. 10° E. direction, and I estimated that the total steaming distance had exceeded 700 miles. The first 100 miles had been through loose pack, but the greatest hindrances had been three moderate south-westerly gales, two lasting for three days each and one for four and a half days. The last 250 miles had been through close pack alternating with fine long leads and stretches of open water.

“Since noon, the situation with the pack has improved,” Worsley wrote on this day. “Although the leads are short, the floes are weak and can be broken through easily if we choose a good spot carefully. In many instances, we find large sheets of young ice that the ship can cut through for a mile or two at a time. I've been navigating and operating the ship from the crow’s nest, and it’s the best place to be because you can see ahead, plan our course in advance, and keep an eye on the rudder and propeller, which are the most vulnerable parts of a ship in the ice. At midnight, as I was sitting in the 'tub,' I heard a loud commotion on deck, with bells ringing, and realized that it was New Year’s.” Worsley came down from his high perch and met Wild, Hudson, and me on the bridge, where we shook hands and wished each other a happy and successful New Year. Since entering the pack on December 11, we had traveled 480 miles through loose and dense pack ice. We had pushed and struggled through, and the little ship held up well, although the propeller took some hard hits against the ice, and the vessel had been driven against the floe, lifting up on it and then sliding back, rolling heavily side to side. The rolling was often due to cracking through thicker young ice, where the crack took a winding path. As the ship tried to follow it, it would hit one bilge and then the other, causing it to roll six or seven degrees. Our progress through the pack had been on a course of S. 10° E., and I estimated that the total distance traveled exceeded 700 miles. The first 100 miles were through loose pack, but the biggest obstacles were three moderate southwesterly storms, two lasting three days each and one for four and a half days. The last 250 miles were through dense pack alternating with long leads and stretches of open water.

During the weeks we spent manœuvring to the south through the tortuous mazes of the pack it was necessary often to split floes by driving the ship against them. This form of attack was effective against ice up to three feet in thickness, and the process is interesting enough to be worth describing briefly. When the way was barred by a floe of moderate thickness we would drive the ship at half speed against it, stopping the engines just before the impact. At the first blow the Endurance would cut a V-shaped nick in the face of the floe, the slope of her cutwater often causing her bows to rise till nearly clear of the water, when she would slide backwards, rolling slightly. Watching carefully that loose lumps of ice did not damage the propeller, we would reverse the engines and back the ship off 200 to 300 yds. She would then be driven full speed into the V, taking care to hit the centre accurately. The operation would be repeated until a short dock was cut, into which the ship, acting as a large wedge, was driven. At about the fourth attempt, if it was to succeed at all, the floe would yield. A black, sinuous line, as though pen-drawn on white paper, would appear ahead, broadening as the eye traced it back to the ship. Presently it would be broad enough to receive her, and we would forge ahead. Under the bows and alongside, great slabs of ice were being turned over and slid back on the floe, or driven down and under the ice or ship. In this way the Endurance would split a 2-ft. to 3-ft. floe a square mile in extent. Occasionally the floe, although cracked across, would be so held by other floes that it would refuse to open wide, and so gradually would bring the ship to a standstill. We would then go astern for some distance and again drive her full speed into the crack, till finally the floe would yield to the repeated onslaughts.

During the weeks we spent navigating south through the twisting paths of the ice pack, we often had to break apart the floes by ramming the ship into them. This method worked well on ice up to three feet thick, and it’s interesting enough to describe briefly. When we encountered a floe of moderate thickness blocking our path, we would drive the ship at half speed towards it, stopping the engines just before impact. Upon first collision, the Endurance would carve a V-shaped notch in the surface of the floe, with her bow often rising nearly out of the water due to the angle of her cutwater, before sliding back and rolling a bit. We kept a close eye on loose ice chunks to avoid damaging the propeller, then we’d reverse the engines and back the ship off for about 200 to 300 yards. Next, we would accelerate straight into the V-section, aiming for the center precisely. This process would be repeated until we created a short channel into which the ship, serving as a large wedge, could be pushed. Usually, by the fourth attempt, if we were to succeed, the floe would break. A black, snake-like line, as if drawn with a pen on white paper, would appear ahead, widening as we followed it back to the ship. Eventually, it would become wide enough for us to move through, and we would push ahead. Beneath the bow and alongside, large slabs of ice were being shifted and pushed back on the floe or forced down under the ice or ship. In this way, the Endurance would break apart a floe up to three feet thick and a square mile in size. Sometimes, even when a floe was cracked, it would remain held together by other floes, preventing it from fully opening and gradually bringing the ship to a stop. We would then back up a bit and charge with full speed into the crack until finally, the floe would give in to our persistent efforts.

CHAPTER II
NEW LAND

The first day of the New Year (January 1, 1915) was cloudy, with a gentle northerly breeze and occasional snow-squalls. The condition of the pack improved in the evening, and after 8 p.m. we forged ahead rapidly through brittle young ice, easily broken by the ship. A few hours later a moderate gale came up from the east, with continuous snow. After 4 a.m. on the 2nd we got into thick old pack-ice, showing signs of heavy pressure. It was much hummocked, but large areas of open water and long leads to the south-west continued until noon. The position then was lat. 69° 49´ S., long. 15° 42´ W., and the run for the twenty-four hours had been 124 miles S. 3° W. This was cheering.

The first day of the New Year (January 1, 1915) was overcast, with a light breeze coming from the north and occasional snow squalls. The ice condition improved in the evening, and after 8 p.m., we made good progress through the brittle young ice, which the ship easily broke. A few hours later, a moderate gale picked up from the east, bringing steady snow. After 4 a.m. on the 2nd, we encountered thick old pack ice, showing signs of significant pressure. It was very hummocked, but large areas of open water and long leads to the southwest remained until noon. At that point, our position was lat. 69° 49´ S., long. 15° 42´ W., with a distance covered in the past twenty-four hours of 124 miles S. 3° W. This was encouraging.

The heavy pack blocked the way south after midday. It would have been almost impossible to have pushed the ship into the ice, and in any case the gale would have made such a proceeding highly dangerous. So we dodged along to the west and north, looking for a suitable opening towards the south. The good run had given me hope of sighting the land on the following day, and the delay was annoying. I was growing anxious to reach land on account of the dogs, which had not been able to get exercise for four weeks, and were becoming run down. We passed at least two hundred bergs during the day, and we noticed also large masses of hummocky bay-ice and ice-foot. One floe of bay-ice had black earth upon it, apparently basaltic in origin, and there was a large berg with a broad band of yellowish brown right through it. The stain may have been volcanic dust. Many of the bergs had quaint shapes. There was one that exactly resembled a large two-funnel liner, complete in silhouette except for smoke. Later in the day we found an opening in the pack and made 9 miles to the south-west, but at 2 a.m. on January 3 the lead ended in hummocky ice, impossible to penetrate. A moderate easterly gale had come up with snow-squalls, and we could not get a clear view in any direction. The hummocky ice did not offer a suitable anchorage for the ship, and we were compelled to dodge up and down for ten hours before we were able to make fast to a small floe under the lee of a berg 120 ft. high. The berg broke the wind and saved us drifting fast to leeward. The position was lat. 69° 59´ S., long. 17° 31´ W. We made a move again at 7 p.m., when we took in the ice-anchor and proceeded south, and at 10 p.m. we passed a small berg that the ship had nearly touched twelve hours previously. Obviously we were not making much headway. Several of the bergs passed during this day were of solid blue ice, indicating true glacier origin.

The heavy pack blocked our way south after midday. It would have been nearly impossible to push the ship into the ice, and in any case, the strong wind would have made that very dangerous. So we navigated west and north, searching for a suitable opening to the south. The good progress had made me hopeful of spotting land the next day, and the delay was frustrating. I was getting anxious to reach land because the dogs had not been able to exercise for four weeks and were starting to wear down. We passed at least two hundred icebergs during the day, and we also observed large patches of uneven bay ice and ice foot. One piece of bay ice had black earth on it, likely basaltic in origin, and there was a large iceberg with a broad band of yellowish brown running through it. That stain might have been volcanic dust. Many of the icebergs had unusual shapes. There was one that looked exactly like a large two-funnel liner, complete in silhouette except for any smoke. Later in the day, we found an opening in the pack and covered nine miles to the southwest, but at 2 a.m. on January 3, the lead ended in uneven ice, which was impossible to go through. A moderate easterly gale picked up along with snow squalls, and we couldn’t see clearly in any direction. The uneven ice didn’t provide a suitable anchorage for the ship, and we had to maneuver up and down for ten hours before we could secure to a small floe behind a 120 ft. high iceberg. The iceberg protected us from the wind and prevented us from drifting too far. Our position was lat. 69° 59´ S., long. 17° 31´ W. We set off again at 7 p.m., when we pulled in the ice anchor and moved south, and at 10 p.m. we passed a small iceberg that the ship had nearly touched twelve hours earlier. Clearly, we weren’t making much progress. Several of the icebergs we passed that day were solid blue ice, indicating they were true glacier ice.

By midnight of the 3rd we had made 11 miles to the south, and then came to a full stop in weather so thick with snow that we could not learn if the leads and lanes were worth entering. The ice was hummocky, but, fortunately, the gale was decreasing, and after we had scanned all the leads and pools within our reach we turned back to the north-east. Two sperm and two large blue whales were sighted, the first we had seen for 260 miles. We saw also petrels, numerous adelies, emperors, crab-eaters, and sea-leopards. The clearer weather of the morning showed us that the pack was solid and impassable from the south-east to the south-west, and at 10 a.m. on the 4th we again passed within five yards of the small berg that we had passed twice on the previous day. We had been steaming and dodging about over an area of twenty square miles for fifty hours, trying to find an opening to the south, south-east, or south-west, but all the leads ran north, north-east, or north-west. It was as though the spirits of the Antarctic were pointing us to the backward track—the track we were determined not to follow. Our desire was to make easting as well as southing so as to reach the land, if possible, east of Ross’s farthest South and well east of Coats’ Land. This was more important as the prevailing winds appeared to be to easterly, and every mile of easting would count. In the afternoon we went west in some open water, and by 4 p.m. we were making west-south-west with more water opening up ahead. The sun was shining brightly, over three degrees high at midnight, and we were able to maintain this direction in fine weather till the following noon. The position then was lat. 70° 28´ S., long. 20° 16´ W., and the run had been 62 miles S. 62° W. At 8 a.m. there had been open water from north round by west to south-west, but impenetrable pack to the south and east. At 3 p.m. the way to the south-west and west-north-west was absolutely blocked, and as we experienced a set to the west, I did not feel justified in burning more of the reduced stock of coal to go west or north. I took the ship back over our course for four miles, to a point where some looser pack gave faint promise of a way through; but, after battling for three hours with very heavy hummocked ice and making four miles to the south, we were brought up by huge blocks and floes of very old pack. Further effort seemed useless at that time, and I gave the order to bank fires after we had moored the Endurance to a solid floe. The weather was clear, and some enthusiastic football-players had a game on the floe until, about midnight, Worsley dropped through a hole in rotten ice while retrieving the ball. He had to be retrieved himself.

By midnight on the 3rd, we had traveled 11 miles south before coming to a complete stop in weather so snowy that we couldn't figure out if the leads and lanes were worth exploring. The ice was uneven, but luckily, the strong winds were easing up. After checking out all the leads and pools we could see, we turned back to the northeast. We spotted two sperm whales and two large blue whales, the first ones we had seen in 260 miles. We also saw petrels, numerous Adelie penguins, Emperor penguins, crab-eaters, and leopard seals. The clearer weather in the morning revealed that the ice pack was solid and impossible to navigate from the southeast to the southwest. At 10 a.m. on the 4th, we passed within five yards of the small iceberg we had encountered twice the day before. We had been maneuvering across a 20-square-mile area for fifty hours, trying to find an opening to the south, southeast, or southwest, but all the leads directed north, northeast, or northwest. It felt like the spirits of the Antarctic were steering us back—along a route we were resolved not to take. Our goal was to head east as well as south to reach land, if possible, east of Ross's furthest south and well east of Coats' Land. This was crucial since the prevailing winds seemed easterly, and every mile we could move east would matter. In the afternoon, we headed west into some open water, and by 4 p.m., we were making west-southwest with more water opening up ahead. The sun was shining brightly, over three degrees high at midnight, and we managed to maintain that course in good weather until the next noon. By then, we were at lat. 70° 28’ S., long. 20° 16’ W., having covered 62 miles S. 62° W. At 8 a.m., there was open water from north around to the southwest, but thick ice blocked the south and east. By 3 p.m., the path to the southwest and west-northwest was completely blocked, and since we were getting pushed west, I didn't think it was right to burn more of our limited coal supply to head west or north. I turned the ship back over our course for four miles to a spot where some looser ice hinted at a possible way through, but after struggling for three hours with heavy, uneven ice and making only four miles south, we were stopped by huge blocks and old pack ice. Continuing to fight through seemed pointless at that moment, so I ordered the fires to be banked after we secured the Endurance to a solid floe. The weather was clear, and some enthusiastic football players had a game on the floe until, around midnight, Worsley fell through a hole in the weak ice while trying to retrieve the ball and had to be rescued himself.

Solid pack still barred the way to the south on the following morning (January 6). There was some open water north of the floe, but as the day was calm and I did not wish to use coal in a possibly vain search for an opening to the southward, I kept the ship moored to the floe. This pause in good weather gave an opportunity to exercise the dogs, which were taken on to the floe by the men in charge of them. The excitement of the animals was intense. Several managed to get into the water, and the muzzles they were wearing did not prevent some hot fights. Two dogs which had contrived to slip their muzzles fought themselves into an icy pool and were hauled out still locked in a grapple. However, men and dogs enjoyed the exercise. A sounding gave a depth of 2400 fathoms, with a blue mud bottom. The wind freshened from the west early the next morning, and we started to skirt the northern edge of the solid pack in an easterly direction under sail. We had cleared the close pack by noon, but the outlook to the south gave small promise of useful progress, and I was anxious now to make easting. We went north-east under sail, and after making thirty-nine miles passed a peculiar berg that we had been abreast of sixty hours earlier. Killer-whales were becoming active around us, and I had to exercise caution in allowing any one to leave the ship. These beasts have a habit of locating a resting seal by looking over the edge of a floe and then striking through the ice from below in search of a meal; they would not distinguish between seal and man.

Solid ice was still blocking the way south the next morning (January 6). There was some open water north of the floe, but since it was a calm day and I didn’t want to waste coal searching for a southern opening that might not exist, I kept the ship anchored to the floe. This break in good weather allowed us to exercise the dogs, which the handlers took onto the floe. The animals were incredibly excited. Several of them managed to get into the water, and the muzzles they wore didn't stop some fierce fights. Two dogs that managed to slip off their muzzles ended up in an icy pool and were pulled out still locked in a struggle. Nevertheless, both the men and dogs enjoyed the exercise. A depth sounding showed 2400 fathoms with a blue mud bottom. Early the next morning, the wind picked up from the west, and we began to navigate along the northern edge of the solid ice pack heading east under sail. By noon, we had cleared the dense pack, but the view to the south didn’t seem promising for any progress, and I was eager to head east. We traveled northeast under sail, and after covering thirty-nine miles, we passed a peculiar iceberg we had been next to sixty hours earlier. Killer whales were becoming more active around us, and I had to be careful about letting anyone leave the ship. These creatures have a tendency to find a resting seal by peeking over the edge of a floe and then attacking from below; they wouldn’t make a distinction between a seal and a person.

The noon position on January 8 was lat. 70° 0´ S., long. 19° 09´ W. We had made 66 miles in a north-easterly direction during the preceding twenty-four hours. The course during the afternoon was east-south-east through loose pack and open water, with deep hummocky floes to the south. Several leads to the south came in view, but we held on the easterly course. The floes were becoming looser, and there were indications of open water ahead. The ship passed not fewer than five hundred bergs that day, some of them very large. A dark water-sky extended from east to south-south-east on the following morning, and the Endurance, working through loose pack at half speed, reached open water just before noon. A rampart berg 150 ft. high and a quarter of a mile long lay at the edge of the loose pack, and we sailed over a projecting foot of this berg into rolling ocean, stretching to the horizon. The sea extended from a little to the west of south, round by east to north-north-east, and its welcome promise was supported by a deep water-sky to the south. I laid a course south by east in an endeavour to get south and east of Ross’s farthest south (lat. 71° 30´ S.).

The noon position on January 8 was at 70° 0' S latitude and 19° 09' W longitude. We had traveled 66 miles to the northeast in the last twenty-four hours. In the afternoon, we headed east-southeast through loose pack ice and open water, with deep, uneven floes to the south. Several leads appeared to the south, but we continued on our easterly course. The floes were becoming more scattered, and there were signs of open water ahead. That day, the ship passed at least five hundred icebergs, some of them quite large. A dark water-sky stretched from east to south-southeast the next morning, and the Endurance, moving through loose pack ice at half speed, reached open water just before noon. A massive iceberg, 150 feet high and a quarter of a mile long, was at the edge of the loose pack, and we sailed over a protruding part of this iceberg into the rolling ocean, which extended to the horizon. The sea stretched from just west of south, around through east to north-northeast, and its promising welcome was supported by a deep water-sky to the south. I set a course south by east in an effort to get south and east of Ross's farthest south (lat. 71° 30' S).

We kept the open water for a hundred miles, passing many bergs but encountering no pack. Two very large whales, probably blue whales, came up close to the ship, and we saw spouts in all directions. Open water inside the pack in that latitude might have the appeal of sanctuary to the whales, which are harried by man farther north. The run southward in blue water, with a path clear ahead and the miles falling away behind us, was a joyful experience after the long struggle through the ice-lanes. But, like other good things, our spell of free movement had to end. The Endurance encountered the ice again at 1 a.m. on the 10th. Loose pack stretched to east and south, with open water to the west and a good watersky. It consisted partly of heavy hummocky ice showing evidence of great pressure, but contained also many thick, flat floes evidently formed in some sheltered bay and never subjected to pressure or to much motion. The swirl of the ship’s wash brought diatomaceous scum from the sides of this ice. The water became thick with diatoms at 9 a.m., and I ordered a cast to be made. No bottom was found at 210 fathoms. The Endurance continued to advance southward through loose pack that morning. We saw the spouts of numerous whales and noticed some hundreds of crab-eaters lying on the floes. White-rumped terns, Antarctic petrels and snow petrels were numerous, and there was a colony of adelies on a low berg. A few killer-whales, with their characteristic high dorsal fin, also came in view. The noon position was lat. 72° 02´ S., long. 16° 07´ W., and the run for the twenty-four hours had been 136 miles S. 6° E.

We traveled through open water for a hundred miles, passing many icebergs but not running into any pack ice. Two very large whales, likely blue whales, swam close to the ship, and we spotted spouts in every direction. The open water within the pack in that latitude seemed to offer a refuge for the whales, who are harassed by humans further north. The journey southward in clear blue water, with a clear path ahead and the miles behind us disappearing, was a joyful experience after the lengthy struggle through the icy routes. However, like all good things, our time of free movement had to come to an end. The Endurance hit ice again at 1 a.m. on the 10th. Loose pack ice extended to the east and south, with open water to the west and clear skies above. It was made up partly of heavy, uneven ice showing signs of significant pressure, but also included many thick, flat ice floes that seemed to have formed in some sheltered bay, untouched by pressure or much movement. The swirl from the ship's wake brought up diatomaceous scum from the sides of this ice. By 9 a.m., the water was thick with diatoms, and I ordered a cast to be made. No bottom was found at 210 fathoms. The Endurance kept moving south through the loose pack that morning. We saw the spouts of many whales and noticed several hundred crab-eaters lounging on the ice floes. White-rumped terns, Antarctic petrels, and snow petrels were abundant, and there was a colony of Adelie penguins on a small iceberg. A few killer whales, recognizable by their tall dorsal fins, also came into view. By noon, our position was lat. 72° 02´ S., long. 16° 07´ W., and the distance covered in the past twenty-four hours was 136 miles S. 6° E.

We were now in the vicinity of the land discovered by Dr. W. S. Bruce, leader of the Scotia Expedition, in 1904, and named by him Coats’ Land. Dr. Bruce encountered an ice-barrier in lat. 72° 18´ S., long. 10° W., stretching from north-east to south-west. He followed the barrier-edge to the south-west for 150 miles and reached lat. 74° 1´ S., long. 22° W. He saw no naked rock, but his description of rising slopes of snow and ice, with shoaling water off the barrier-wall, indicated clearly the presence of land. It was up those slopes, at a point as far south as possible, that I planned to begin the march across the Antarctic continent. All hands were watching now for the coast described by Dr. Bruce, and at 5 p.m. the look-out reported an appearance of land to the south-south-east. We could see a gentle snow-slope rising to a height of about one thousand feet. It seemed to be an island or a peninsula with a sound on its south side, and the position of its most northerly point was about 72° 34´ S., 16° 40´ W. The Endurance was passing through heavy loose pack, and shortly before midnight she broke into a lead of open sea along a barrier-edge. A sounding within one cable’s length of the barrier-edge gave no bottom with 210 fathoms of line. The barrier was 70 ft. high, with cliffs of about 40 ft. The Scotia must have passed this point when pushing to Bruce’s farthest south on March 6, 1904, and I knew from the narrative of that voyage, as well as from our own observation, that the coast trended away to the south-west. The lead of open water continued along the barrier-edge, and we pushed forward without delay.

We were now near the land discovered by Dr. W. S. Bruce, leader of the Scotia Expedition, in 1904, which he named Coats' Land. Dr. Bruce encountered an ice barrier at latitude 72° 18' S., longitude 10° W., stretching from northeast to southwest. He followed the edge of the barrier southwest for 150 miles and reached latitude 74° 1' S., longitude 22° W. He didn’t see any bare rock, but his description of rising slopes of snow and ice, along with the shallow waters off the barrier, clearly indicated the presence of land. It was up those slopes, as far south as we could go, that I planned to start the march across the Antarctic continent. Everyone was now on the lookout for the coast described by Dr. Bruce, and at 5 p.m., the lookout reported seeing land to the south-southeast. We could see a gentle snow slope rising to about one thousand feet. It appeared to be an island or a peninsula with a sound on its south side, and the location of its northernmost point was around 72° 34' S., 16° 40' W. The Endurance was navigating through heavy loose pack ice, and shortly before midnight, she broke into a lead of open sea along the edge of the barrier. A sounding within one cable's length of the barrier edge yielded no bottom with 210 fathoms of line. The barrier was 70 feet high, with cliffs about 40 feet tall. The Scotia must have passed this point on its way to Bruce's farthest south on March 6, 1904, and I knew from the account of that voyage, as well as from our own observations, that the coast continued to trend southwest. The lead of open water continued along the barrier edge, and we moved forward without delay.

An easterly breeze brought cloud and falls of snow during the morning of January 11. The barrier trended south-west by south, and we skirted it for fifty miles until 11 am. The cliffs in the morning were 20 ft. high, and by noon they had increased to 110 and 115 ft. The brow apparently rose 20 to 30 ft. higher. We were forced away from the barrier once for three hours by a line of very heavy pack-ice. Otherwise there was open water along the edge, with high loose pack to the west and north-west. We noticed a seal bobbing up and down in an apparent effort to swallow a long silvery fish that projected at least eighteen inches from its mouth. The noon position was lat. 73° 13´ S., long. 20° 43´ W., and a sounding then gave 155 fathoms at a distance of a mile from the barrier. The bottom consisted of large igneous pebbles. The weather then became thick, and I held away to the westward, where the sky had given indications of open water, until 7 p.m., when we laid the ship alongside a floe in loose pack. Heavy snow was falling, and I was anxious lest the westerly wind should bring the pack hard against the coast and jam the ship. The Nimrod had a narrow escape from a misadventure of this kind in the Ross Sea early in 1908.

An easterly breeze brought clouds and snow on the morning of January 11. The barrier ran south-west by south, and we navigated around it for fifty miles until 11 am. The cliffs in the morning were 20 feet high, and by noon they had increased to 110 and 115 feet. The top seemed to rise 20 to 30 feet higher. We had to steer away from the barrier once for three hours due to a line of very heavy pack ice. Otherwise, there was open water along the edge, with high loose pack to the west and north-west. We spotted a seal bobbing up and down, seemingly trying to swallow a long silvery fish that was sticking out at least eighteen inches from its mouth. At noon, our position was lat. 73° 13′ S., long. 20° 43′ W., and a sounding then showed 155 fathoms at a distance of a mile from the barrier. The bottom was covered in large igneous pebbles. The weather then turned thick, and I headed west, where the sky indicated open water, until 7 p.m., when we docked the ship alongside a floe in loose pack. Heavy snow was falling, and I worried that the westerly wind could push the pack hard against the coast and jam the ship. The Nimrod narrowly avoided a situation like this in the Ross Sea early in 1908.

We made a start again at 5 a.m. the next morning (January 12) in overcast weather with mist and snow-showers, and four hours later broke through loose pack-ice into open water. The view was obscured, but we proceeded to the south-east and had gained 24 miles by noon, when three soundings in lat. 74° 4´ S., long. 22° 48´ W. gave 95, 128, and 103 fathoms, with a bottom of sand, pebbles, and mud. Clark got a good haul of biological specimens in the dredge. The Endurance was now close to what appeared to be the barrier, with a heavy pack-ice foot containing numerous bergs frozen in and possibly aground. The solid ice turned away towards the north-west, and we followed the edge for 48 miles N. 60° W. to clear it.

We set off again at 5 a.m. the next morning (January 12) in cloudy weather with mist and snow showers. Four hours later, we broke through the loose pack ice into open water. The view was limited, but we headed southeast and covered 24 miles by noon. Three soundings at lat. 74° 4′ S., long. 22° 48′ W. recorded 95, 128, and 103 fathoms, with a bottom of sand, pebbles, and mud. Clark collected a good number of biological specimens in the dredge. The Endurance was now near what looked like the barrier, with a heavy foot of pack ice containing numerous icebergs frozen in and possibly aground. The solid ice angled off to the northwest, and we followed the edge for 48 miles N. 60° W. to clear it.

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Midnight off the New Land

Midnight on the New Land

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New Land: Caird Coast

New Land: Caird Coast

Now we were beyond the point reached by the Scotia, and the land underlying the ice-sheet we were skirting was new. The northerly trend was unexpected, and I began to suspect that we were really rounding a huge ice-tongue attached to the true barrier-edge and extending northward. Events confirmed this suspicion. We skirted the pack all night, steering north-west; then went west by north till 4 a.m. and round to south-west. The course at 8 a.m. on the 13th was south-south-west. The barrier at midnight was low and distant, and at 8 a.m. there was merely a narrow ice-foot about two hundred yards across separating it from the open water. By noon there was only an occasional shelf of ice-foot. The barrier in one place came with an easy sweep to the sea. We could have landed stores there without difficulty. We made a sounding 400 ft. off the barrier but got no bottom at 676 fathoms. At 4 p.m., still following the barrier to the south-west, we reached a corner and found it receding abruptly to the south-east. Our way was blocked by very heavy pack, and after spending two hours in a vain search for an opening, we moored the Endurance to a floe and banked fires. During that day we passed two schools of seals, swimming fast to the north-west and north-north-east. The animals swam in close order, rising and blowing like porpoises, and we wondered if there was any significance in their journey northward at that time of the year. Several young emperor penguins had been captured and brought aboard on the previous day. Two of them were still alive when the Endurance was brought alongside the floe. They promptly hopped on to the ice, turned round, bowed gracefully three times, and retired to the far side of the floe. There is something curiously human about the manners and movements of these birds. I was concerned about the dogs. They were losing condition and some of them appeared to be ailing. One dog had to be shot on the 12th. We did not move the ship on the 14th. A breeze came from the east in the evening, and under its influence the pack began to work off shore. Before midnight the close ice that had barred our way had opened and left a lane along the foot of the barrier. I decided to wait for the morning, not wishing to risk getting caught between the barrier and the pack in the event of the wind changing. A sounding gave 1357 fathoms, with a bottom of glacial mud. The noon observation showed the position to be lat. 74° 09´ S., long. 27° 16´ W. We cast off at 6 a.m. on the 15th in hazy weather with a north-easterly breeze, and proceeded along the barrier in open water. The course was south-east for sixteen miles, then south-south-east. We now had solid pack to windward, and at 3 p.m. we passed a bight probably ten miles deep and running to the north-east. A similar bight appeared at 6 p.m. These deep cuts strengthened the impression we had already formed that for several days we had been rounding a great mass of ice, at least fifty miles across, stretching out from the coast and possibly destined to float away at some time in the future. The soundings—roughly, 200 fathoms at the landward side and 1300 fathoms at the seaward side—suggested that this mighty projection was afloat. Seals were plentiful. We saw large numbers on the pack and several on low parts of the barrier, where the slope was easy. The ship passed through large schools of seals swimming from the barrier to the pack off shore. The animals were splashing and blowing around the Endurance, and Hurley made a record of this unusual sight with the kinematograph-camera.

Now we were past the point reached by the Scotia, and the land beneath the ice sheet we were navigating was uncharted. The unexpected northerly direction made me suspect we were actually circling a massive ice tongue connected to the true edge of the barrier and extending northward. Events confirmed my suspicion. We navigated around the pack all night, heading north-west; then changed to west by north until 4 a.m., and then to south-west. At 8 a.m. on the 13th, our course was south-south-west. The barrier was low and distant at midnight, and by 8 a.m. there was only a narrow ice foot, about two hundred yards wide, separating it from the open water. By noon, there was just an occasional shelf of ice foot. In one spot, the barrier sloped gently to the sea, where we could have easily landed supplies. We took a sounding 400 ft. off the barrier but found no bottom at 676 fathoms. At 4 p.m., still following the barrier to the south-west, we reached a corner where it sharply receded to the south-east. Our path was blocked by very dense pack ice, and after two hours of unsuccessfully searching for a way through, we secured the Endurance to a floe and set up campfires. During the day, we saw two schools of seals swimming quickly to the north-west and north-north-east. The animals swam closely together, rising and blowing air like porpoises, and we wondered what their northward journey meant at this time of year. Several young emperor penguins had been captured and brought aboard the day before. Two of them were still alive when the Endurance was alongside the floe. They quickly hopped onto the ice, turned around, bowed gracefully three times, and then moved to the far side of the floe. There’s something oddly human about how these birds behave. I was worried about the dogs; they were losing weight, and some seemed sick. One dog had to be put down on the 12th. We didn’t move the ship on the 14th. An evening breeze came from the east, causing the pack to start breaking off from the shore. Before midnight, the dense ice that had blocked our way opened up, leaving a passage along the barrier's edge. I decided to wait until morning, not wanting to risk getting stranded between the barrier and the pack if the wind shifted. A sounding gave 1357 fathoms, with a bottom of glacial mud. A noon observation showed our position to be lat. 74° 09’ S., long. 27° 16’ W. We set off at 6 a.m. on the 15th in hazy weather with a north-easterly breeze, proceeding along the barrier in open water. The course was south-east for sixteen miles, then south-south-east. We were now facing solid pack ice, and at 3 p.m. we passed a bight probably ten miles deep running to the north-east. Another similar bight appeared at 6 p.m. These deep cuts reinforced our belief that for several days we had been rounding a massive ice formation, at least fifty miles across, extending from the coast and likely fated to eventually break away. The soundings—approximately 200 fathoms on the landward side and 1300 fathoms on the seaward side—suggested that this enormous mass was floating. Seals were abundant. We saw large groups on the pack ice and several on lower parts of the barrier, where the incline was gentle. The ship moved through large schools of seals migrating from the barrier to the pack offshore. The animals splashed and breathed around the Endurance, and Hurley captured this unusual scene on film with the motion-picture camera.

The barrier now stretched to the south-west again. Sail was set to a fresh easterly breeze, but at 7 p.m. it had to be furled, the Endurance being held up by pack-ice against the barrier for an hour. We took advantage of the pause to sound and got 268 fathoms with glacial mud and pebbles. Then a small lane appeared ahead. We pushed through at full speed, and by 8.30 p.m. the Endurance was moving southward with sails set in a fine expanse of open water. We continued to skirt the barrier in clear weather. I was watching for possible landing-places, though as a matter of fact I had no intention of landing north of Vahsel Bay, in Luitpold Land, except under pressure of necessity. Every mile gained towards the south meant a mile less sledging when the time came for the overland journey.

The barrier now extended to the southwest again. We set the sail to catch a fresh easterly breeze, but by 7 p.m. it needed to be furled as the Endurance got stuck against the pack-ice by the barrier for an hour. We took this break to take soundings and recorded 268 fathoms with glacial mud and pebbles. Then a small channel appeared ahead. We pushed through at full speed, and by 8:30 p.m. the Endurance was sailing south in a nice stretch of open water. We continued to navigate along the barrier in clear weather. I was on the lookout for potential landing spots, although I actually had no plans to land north of Vahsel Bay in Luitpold Land, except in case of necessity. Every mile we gained to the south meant one less mile of sledging when we began the overland journey.

Shortly before midnight on the 15th we came abreast of the northern edge of a great glacier or overflow from the inland ice, projecting beyond the barrier into the sea. It was 400 or 500 ft. high, and at its edge was a large mass of thick bay-ice. The bay formed by the northern edge of this glacier would have made an excellent landing-place. A flat ice-foot nearly three feet above sea-level looked like a natural quay. From this ice-foot a snow-slope rose to the top of the barrier. The bay was protected from the south-easterly wind and was open only to the northerly wind, which is rare in those latitudes. A sounding gave 80 fathoms, indicating that the glacier was aground. I named the place Glacier Bay, and had reason later to remember it with regret.

Shortly before midnight on the 15th, we arrived at the northern edge of a huge glacier or overflow from the inland ice that jutted into the sea. It stood 400 or 500 feet high, and at its edge was a large mass of thick bay ice. The bay created by the northern edge of this glacier would have been a perfect landing spot. A flat ice foot, nearly three feet above sea level, looked like a natural dock. From this ice foot, a snow slope rose to the top of the barrier. The bay was sheltered from the southeasterly wind and was only exposed to the northerly wind, which is uncommon in those latitudes. A depth measurement showed 80 fathoms, suggesting that the glacier was grounded. I named the spot Glacier Bay, and later had reasons to remember it with regret.

The Endurance steamed along the front of this ice-flow for about seventeen miles. The glacier showed huge crevasses and high pressure ridges, and appeared to run back to ice-covered slopes or hills 1000 or 2000 ft. high. Some bays in its front were filled with smooth ice, dotted with seals and penguins. At 4 a.m. on the 16th we reached the edge of another huge glacial overflow from the ice-sheet. The ice appeared to be coming over low hills and was heavily broken. The cliff-face was 250 to 350 ft. high, and the ice surface two miles inland was probably 2000 ft. high. The cliff-front showed a tide-mark of about 6 ft., proving that it was not afloat. We steamed along the front of this tremendous glacier for 40 miles and then, at 8.30 a.m., we were held up by solid pack-ice, which appeared to be held by stranded bergs. The depth, two cables off the barrier-cliff, was 134 fathoms. No further advance was possible that day, but the noon observation, which gave the position as lat. 76° 27´ S. long. 28° 51´ W., showed that we had gained 124 miles to the south-west during the preceding twenty-four hours. The afternoon was not without incident. The bergs in the neighbourhood were very large, several being over 200 ft. high, and some of them were firmly aground, showing tidemarks. A barrier-berg bearing north-west appeared to be about 25 miles long. We pushed the ship against a small banded berg, from which Wordie secured several large lumps of biotite granite. While the Endurance was being held slow ahead against the berg a loud crack was heard, and the geologist had to scramble aboard at once. The bands on this berg were particularly well defined; they were due to morainic action in the parent glacier. Later in the day the easterly wind increased to a gale. Fragments of floe drifted past at about two knots, and the pack to leeward began to break up fast. A low berg of shallow draught drove down into the grinding pack and, smashing against two larger stranded bergs, pushed them off the bank. The three went away together pell-mell. We took shelter under the lee of a large stranded berg.

The Endurance cruised along the front of this ice-flow for about seventeen miles. The glacier featured massive crevasses and high pressure ridges, and it seemed to extend back to ice-covered slopes or hills that were 1000 to 2000 ft. high. Some bays at the front were filled with smooth ice, dotted with seals and penguins. At 4 a.m. on the 16th, we reached the edge of another massive glacial overflow from the ice-sheet. The ice seemed to flow over low hills and was heavily broken up. The cliff-face stood 250 to 350 ft. high, and the ice surface two miles inland was likely 2000 ft. high. The cliff-front showed a tide mark of about 6 ft., confirming it was not floating. We moved along the front of this enormous glacier for 40 miles and then, at 8:30 a.m., got stuck in solid pack-ice, apparently held by stranded icebergs. The depth, two cables off the barrier cliff, was 134 fathoms. No further progress was possible that day, but the noon observation indicated our position at lat. 76° 27´ S. long. 28° 51´ W., showing we had advanced 124 miles to the southwest over the previous twenty-four hours. The afternoon brought some excitement. The nearby icebergs were quite large, several over 200 ft. high, and some were firmly grounded with visible tide marks. A barrier berg to the northwest appeared to be about 25 miles long. We pushed the ship against a small banded iceberg, from which Wordie collected several large pieces of biotite granite. While the Endurance was gently pressing against the iceberg, a loud crack was heard, and the geologist had to quickly scramble aboard. The bands on this iceberg were particularly well defined; they were caused by morainic action in the parent glacier. Later in the day, the easterly wind picked up to a gale. Fragments of floe drifted by at about two knots, and the pack to the leeward began to break up rapidly. A low iceberg with shallow draft crashed into the grinding pack and, colliding with two larger grounded icebergs, pushed them off the bank. The three floated away together in a rush. We took cover under the shelter of a large grounded iceberg.

A blizzard from the east-north-east prevented us leaving the shelter of the berg on the following day (Sunday, January 17). The weather was clear, but the gale drove dense clouds of snow off the land and obscured the coast-line most of the time. “The land, seen when the air is clear, appears higher than we thought it yesterday; probably it rises to 3000 ft. above the head of the glacier. Caird Coast, as I have named it, connects Coats’ Land, discovered by Bruce in 1904, with Luitpold Land, discovered by Filchner in 1912. The northern part is similar in character to Coats’ Land. It is fronted by an undulating barrier, the van of a mighty ice-sheet that is being forced outward from the high interior of the Antarctic Continent and apparently is sweeping over low hills, plains, and shallow seas as the great Arctic ice-sheet once pressed over Northern Europe. The barrier surface, seen from the sea, is of a faint golden brown colour. It terminates usually in cliffs ranging from 10 to 300 ft. in height, but in a very few places sweeps down level with the sea. The cliffs are of dazzling whiteness, with wonderful blue shadows. Far inland higher slopes can be seen, appearing like dim blue or faint golden fleecy clouds. These distant slopes have increased in nearness and clearness as we have come to the south-west, while the barrier cliffs here are higher and apparently firmer. We are now close to the junction with Luitpold Land. At this southern end of the Caird Coast the ice-sheet, undulating over the hidden and imprisoned land, is bursting down a steep slope in tremendous glaciers, bristling with ridges and spikes of ice and seamed by thousands of crevasses. Along the whole length of the coast we have seen no bare land or rock. Not as much as a solitary nunatak has appeared to relieve the surface of ice and snow. But the upward sweep of the ice-slopes towards the horizon and the ridges, terraces, and crevasses that appear as the ice approaches the sea tell of the hills and valleys that lie below.”

A blizzard from the east-north-east kept us from leaving the shelter of the iceberg the next day (Sunday, January 17). The weather was clear, but intense winds blew thick clouds of snow off the land and mostly hid the coastline. “The land, when the air is clear, looks higher than we thought yesterday; it probably rises to 3,000 feet above the head of the glacier. I have named it Caird Coast, which connects Coats’ Land, discovered by Bruce in 1904, with Luitpold Land, discovered by Filchner in 1912. The northern part resembles Coats’ Land. It is bordered by a wavy barrier, the edge of a huge ice sheet pushing outward from the high interior of the Antarctic Continent, which appears to be flowing over low hills, plains, and shallow seas, just like the great Arctic ice sheet once did in Northern Europe. The surface of the barrier, seen from the sea, has a faint golden-brown color. It typically ends in cliffs that range from 10 to 300 feet high but in a few places drops down to sea level. The cliffs are incredibly bright white with stunning blue shadows. Far inland, higher slopes can be seen, appearing like dim blue or faint golden, fluffy clouds. These distant slopes have looked closer and clearer as we moved southwest, while the barrier cliffs here are higher and seemingly more stable. We are now near the junction with Luitpold Land. At this southern end of Caird Coast, the ice sheet, rolling over the hidden and trapped land, is breaking down a steep slope in massive glaciers, with sharp ridges and spikes of ice, and marked by thousands of crevasses. Along the entire length of the coast, we haven't seen any bare land or rock. Not even a single nunatak has shown up to break the surface of ice and snow. But the upward slope of the ice towards the horizon, along with the ridges, terraces, and crevasses that appear as the ice gets closer to the sea, hints at the hills and valleys that lie beneath.”

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Close Under the Barrier

Close Below the Barrier

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Trying to cut a way for the Ship through the Ice to a Lead ahead (February 14, 1915)

Trying to carve a path for the ship through the ice to an opening ahead (February 14, 1915)

The Endurance lay under the lee of the stranded berg until 7 a.m. on January 18. The gale had moderated by that time, and we proceeded under sail to the south-west through a lane that had opened along the glacier-front. We skirted the glacier till 9.30 a.m., when it ended in two bays, open to the north-west but sheltered by stranded bergs to the west. The coast beyond trended south-south-west with a gentle land-slope.

The Endurance was anchored on the sheltered side of the stranded iceberg until 7 a.m. on January 18. By then, the storm had calmed down, and we set sail to the southwest through a passage that had formed along the glacier's edge. We kept close to the glacier until 9:30 a.m., when it split into two bays, which were open to the northwest but protected by the stranded icebergs to the west. The coast continued to trend south-southwest with a gentle slope towards the land.

“The pack now forces us to go west 14 miles, when we break through a long line of heavy brash mixed with large lumps and ‘growlers.’ We do this under the fore-topsail only, the engines being stopped to protect the propeller. This takes us into open water, where we make S. 50° W. for 24 miles. Then we again encounter pack which forces us to the north-west for 10 miles, when we are brought up by heavy snow-lumps, brash, and large, loose floes. The character of the pack shows change. The floes are very thick and are covered by deep snow. The brash between the floes is so thick and heavy that we cannot push through without a great expenditure of power, and then for a short distance only. We therefore lie to for a while to see if the pack opens at all when this north-east wind ceases.”

“The pack now forces us to head west for 14 miles as we break through a long stretch of heavy brash mixed with large chunks and 'growlers.' We do this with just the fore-topsail up, stopping the engines to protect the propeller. This leads us into open water, where we head S. 50° W. for 24 miles. After that, we hit the pack again, pushing us northwest for 10 miles, until we’re stopped by heavy snow lumps, brash, and large loose floes. The pack's character is changing. The floes are very thick and covered in deep snow. The brash between the floes is so thick and heavy that we can’t push through without a huge amount of power, and even then only for a short distance. So, we wait for a bit to see if the pack opens up at all when this northeast wind dies down.”

Our position on the morning of the 19th was lat. 76° 34´ S., long. 31° 30´ W. The weather was good, but no advance could be made. The ice had closed around the ship during the night, and no water could be seen in any direction from the deck. A few lanes were in sight from the mast-head. We sounded in 312 fathoms, finding mud, sand, and pebbles. The land showed faintly to the east. We waited for the conditions to improve, and the scientists took the opportunity to dredge for biological and geological specimens. During the night a moderate north-easterly gale sprang up, and a survey of the position on the 20th showed that the ship was firmly beset. The ice was packed heavily and firmly all round the Endurance in every direction as far as the eye could reach from the masthead. There was nothing to be done till the conditions changed, and we waited through that day and the succeeding days with increasing anxiety. The east-north-easterly gale that had forced us to take shelter behind the stranded berg on the 16th had veered later to the north-east, and it continued with varying intensity until the 22nd. Apparently this wind had crowded the ice into the bight of the Weddell Sea, and the ship was now drifting south-west with the floes which had enclosed it. A slight movement of the ice round the ship caused the rudder to become dangerously jammed on the 21st, and we had to cut away the ice with ice-chisels, heavy pieces of iron with 6-ft. wooden hafts. We kept steam up in readiness for a move if the opportunity offered, and the engines running full speed ahead helped to clear the rudder. Land was in sight to the east and south about sixteen miles distant on the 22nd. The land-ice seemed to be faced with ice-cliffs at most points, but here and there slopes ran down to sea-level. Large crevassed areas in terraces parallel with the coast showed where the ice was moving down over foot-hills. The inland ice appeared for the most part to be undulating, smooth, and easy to march over, but many crevasses might have been concealed from us by the surface snow or by the absence of shadows. I thought that the land probably rose to a height of 5000 ft. forty or fifty miles inland. The accurate estimation of heights and distances in the Antarctic is always difficult, owing to the clear air, the confusing monotony of colouring, and the deceptive effect of mirage and refraction. The land appeared to increase in height to the southward, where we saw a line of land or barrier that must have been seventy miles, and possibly was even more distant.

Our position on the morning of the 19th was at latitude 76° 34′ S and longitude 31° 30′ W. The weather was good, but we couldn't move forward. The ice had surrounded the ship during the night, and there was no water visible in any direction from the deck. A few lanes of water were visible from the masthead. We took soundings at 312 fathoms and found mud, sand, and pebbles. The land could be seen faintly to the east. We waited for conditions to improve, and the scientists used the time to collect biological and geological samples. During the night, a moderate north-easterly gale picked up, and a position check on the 20th showed that the ship was stuck fast. The ice was heavily packed around the Endurance in all directions as far as we could see from the masthead. There was nothing we could do until conditions changed, so we waited that day and the following days with growing anxiety. The east-north-easterly gale that had forced us to take shelter behind the stranded iceberg on the 16th had shifted to the north-east and continued at varying intensities until the 22nd. It seemed that this wind had pushed the ice into the bight of the Weddell Sea, and now the ship was drifting south-west with the ice floes that had trapped it. A slight movement of the ice around the ship caused the rudder to become dangerously stuck on the 21st, and we had to cut away the ice using ice chisels, which are heavy iron tools with 6-foot wooden handles. We kept the steam up and the engines running at full speed ahead to help clear the rudder. Land was visible to the east and south, about sixteen miles away on the 22nd. The land-ice appeared to feature ice cliffs at most points, but there were slopes that ran down to sea level here and there. Large crevassed areas in terraces parallel to the coast showed where the ice was moving down over foothills. The inland ice mostly looked undulating, smooth, and easy to walk on, but many crevasses could have been hidden beneath the surface snow or due to the lack of shadows. I believed that the land likely rose to about 5,000 feet forty or fifty miles inland. Accurately estimating heights and distances in Antarctica is always challenging because of the clear air, the confusing monotony of colors, and the deceptive effects of mirage and refraction. The land seemed to rise in height to the south, where we saw a line of land or a barrier that must have been seventy miles away, and possibly even further.

Sunday, January 24, was a clear sunny day, with gentle easterly and southerly breezes. No open water could be seen from the mast-head, but there was a slight water-sky to the west and north-west. “This is the first time for ten days that the wind has varied from north-east and east, and on five of these days it has risen to a gale. Evidently the ice has become firmly packed in this quarter, and we must wait patiently till a southerly gale occurs or currents open the ice. We are drifting slowly. The position to-day was 76° 49´ S., 33° 51´ W. Worsley and James, working on the floe with a Kew magnetometer, found the variation to be six degrees west.” Just before midnight a crack developed in the ice five yards wide and a mile long, fifty yards ahead of the ship. The crack had widened to a quarter of a mile by 10 a.m. on the 25th, and for three hours we tried to force the ship into this opening with engines at full speed ahead and all sails set. The sole effect was to wash some ice away astern and clear the rudder, and after convincing myself that the ship was firmly held I abandoned the attempt. Later in the day Crean and two other men were over the side on a stage chipping at a large piece of ice that had got under the ship and appeared to be impeding her movement. The ice broke away suddenly, shot upward and overturned, pinning Crean between the stage and the haft of the heavy 11-ft. iron pincher. He was in danger for a few moments, but we got him clear, suffering merely from a few bad bruises. The thick iron bar had been bent against him to an angle of 45 degrees.

Sunday, January 24, was a clear, sunny day with gentle easterly and southerly breezes. No open water was visible from the masthead, but there was a faint water-sky to the west and northwest. “This is the first time in ten days that the wind has shifted from northeast and east, and for five of those days it has reached gale force. Clearly, the ice has become firmly packed in this area, and we must wait patiently for a southerly gale or currents to break the ice. We are drifting slowly. Today's position was 76° 49´ S., 33° 51´ W. Worsley and James, working on the floe with a Kew magnetometer, found the variation to be six degrees west.” Just before midnight, a crack opened in the ice, five yards wide and a mile long, fifty yards ahead of the ship. By 10 a.m. on the 25th, the crack had widened to a quarter of a mile, and for three hours we tried to force the ship into this opening with the engines full throttle and all sails set. The only result was that some ice was pushed away from the stern and the rudder was cleared, and after confirming that the ship was firmly lodged, I gave up the attempt. Later that day, Crean and two other men were over the side on a platform, chipping at a large piece of ice that had gotten under the ship and seemed to be blocking her movement. The ice broke away suddenly, shot upward, and overturned, trapping Crean between the platform and the shaft of the heavy 11-ft. iron pincher. He was in danger for a few moments, but we managed to get him free, suffering only from a few bad bruises. The thick iron bar had been bent against him at a 45-degree angle.

The days that followed were uneventful. Moderate breezes from the east and south-west had no apparent effect upon the ice, and the ship remained firmly held. On the 27th, the tenth day of inactivity, I decided to let the fires out. We had been burning half a ton of coal a day to keep steam in the boilers, and as the bunkers now contained only 67 tons, representing thirty-three days’ steaming, we could not afford to continue this expenditure of fuel. Land still showed to the east and south when the horizon was clear. The biologist was securing some interesting specimens with the hand-dredge at various depths. A sounding on the 26th gave 360 fathoms, and another on the 29th 449 fathoms. The drift was to the west, and an observation on the 31st (Sunday) showed that the ship had made eight miles during the week. James and Hudson rigged the wireless in the hope of hearing the monthly message from the Falkland Islands. This message would be due about 3.20 a.m. on the following morning, but James was doubtful about hearing anything with our small apparatus at a distance of 1630 miles from the dispatching station. We heard nothing, as a matter of fact, and later efforts were similarly unsuccessful. The conditions would have been difficult even for a station of high power.

The following days were pretty boring. Moderate breezes from the east and southwest didn't seem to impact the ice, and the ship stayed stuck. On the 27th, the tenth day of being inactive, I decided to stop the fires. We had been using half a ton of coal each day to keep steam in the boilers, and since the bunkers now held only 67 tons, enough for thirty-three days of steaming, we couldn't keep spending fuel like this. The land was still visible to the east and south when the horizon was clear. The biologist was collecting some interesting samples with the hand-dredge at different depths. A sounding on the 26th reached 360 fathoms, and another on the 29th hit 449 fathoms. We were drifting west, and an observation on the 31st (Sunday) revealed that the ship had moved eight miles during the week. James and Hudson set up the wireless, hoping to catch the monthly message from the Falkland Islands. This message was expected around 3:20 a.m. the next morning, but James was skeptical about our small equipment picking up anything from 1,630 miles away. In fact, we didn't hear anything, and subsequent attempts were equally fruitless. The conditions would have been tough even for a high-power station.

We were accumulating gradually a stock of seal meat during these days of waiting. Fresh meat for the dogs was needed, and seal-steaks and liver made a very welcome change from the ship’s rations aboard the Endurance. Four crab-eaters and three Weddells, over a ton of meat for dog and man, fell to our guns on February 2, and all hands were occupied most of the day getting the carcasses back to the ship over the rough ice. We rigged three sledges for man-haulage and brought the seals about two miles, the sledging parties being guided among the ridges and pools by semaphore from the crow’s-nest. Two more seals were sighted on the far side of a big pool, but I did not allow them to be pursued. Some of the ice was in a treacherous condition, with thin films hiding cracks and pools, and I did not wish to risk an accident.

We were gradually building up a supply of seal meat during these days of waiting. Fresh meat for the dogs was essential, and seal steaks and liver were a welcome change from the ship’s rations aboard the Endurance. On February 2, we brought down four crab-eaters and three Weddells, totaling over a ton of meat for both dogs and people, and everyone spent most of the day hauling the carcasses back to the ship over the rough ice. We set up three sledges for human hauling and transported the seals about two miles, with the sledding teams being directed among the ridges and pools by signals from the crow’s nest. We spotted two more seals across a large pool, but I didn’t let anyone chase them. Some of the ice was treacherous, with thin layers covering cracks and pools, and I didn’t want to risk an accident.

A crack about four miles long opened in the floe to the stern of the ship on the 3rd. The narrow lane in front was still open, but the prevailing light breezes did not seem likely to produce any useful movement in the ice. Early on the morning of the 5th a north-easterly gale sprang up, bringing overcast skies and thick snow. Soon the pack was opening and closing without much loosening effect. At noon the ship gave a sudden start and heeled over three degrees. Immediately afterwards a crack ran from the bows to the lead ahead and another to the lead astern. I thought it might be possible to reeve the ship through one of these leads towards open water, but we could see no water through the thick snow; and before steam was raised, and while the view was still obscured, the pack closed again. The northerly gale had given place to light westerly breezes on the 6th. The pack seemed to be more solid than ever. It stretched almost unbroken to the horizon in every direction, and the situation was made worse by very low temperatures in succeeding days. The temperature was down to zero on the night of the 7th and was two degrees below zero on the 8th. This cold spell in midsummer was most unfortunate from our point of view, since it cemented the pack and tightened the grip of the ice upon the ship. The slow drift to the south-west continued, and we caught occasional glimpses of distant uplands on the eastern horizon. The position on the 7th was lat. 76° 57´ S., long. 35° 7´ W. Soundings on the 6th and 8th found glacial mud at 630 and 529 fathoms.

A crack about four miles long opened in the ice behind the ship on the 3rd. The narrow lane in front was still open, but the light winds didn't seem likely to create any useful movement in the ice. Early on the morning of the 5th, a north-easterly gale picked up, bringing overcast skies and heavy snow. Soon, the pack ice was opening and closing without much effect. At noon, the ship suddenly jolted and tilted three degrees. Right after that, a crack formed from the front to the lead ahead, and another to the lead behind. I thought it might be possible to maneuver the ship through one of these leads towards open water, but we couldn't see any water through the thick snow; and before we could raise steam, while the visibility was still poor, the pack closed again. The northerly gale gave way to light westerly breezes on the 6th. The pack ice seemed more solid than ever. It stretched almost unbroken to the horizon in every direction, and the situation worsened with very low temperatures in the following days. The temperature dropped to freezing on the night of the 7th and was two degrees below freezing on the 8th. This cold snap in midsummer was quite unfortunate for us, as it solidified the pack and tightened the grip of the ice on the ship. The slow drift southwest continued, and we caught occasional glimpses of distant hills on the eastern horizon. The position on the 7th was lat. 76° 57´ S., long. 35° 7´ W. Soundings on the 6th and 8th revealed glacial mud at 630 and 529 fathoms.

The Endurance was lying in a pool covered by young ice on the 9th. The solid floes had loosened their grip on the ship itself, but they were packed tightly all around. The weather was foggy. We felt a slight northerly swell coming through the pack, and the movement gave rise to hope that there was open water near to us. At 11 a.m. a long crack developed in the pack, running east and west as far as we could see through the fog, and I ordered steam to be raised in the hope of being able to break away into this lead. The effort failed. We could break the young ice in the pool, but the pack defied us. The attempt was renewed on the 11th, a fine clear day with blue sky. The temperature was still low, –2° Fahr. at midnight. After breaking through some young ice the Endurance became jammed against soft floe. The engines running full speed astern produced no effect until all hands joined in “sallying” ship. The dog-kennels amidships made it necessary for the people to gather aft, where they rushed from side to side in a mass in the confined space around the wheel. This was a ludicrous affair, the men falling over one another amid shouts of laughter without producing much effect on the ship. She remained fast, while all hands jumped at the word of command, but finally slid off when the men were stamping hard at the double. We were now in a position to take advantage of any opening that might appear. The ice was firm around us, and as there seemed small chance of making a move that day, I had the motor crawler and warper put out on the floe for a trial run. The motor worked most successfully, running at about six miles an hour over slabs and ridges of ice hidden by a foot or two of soft snow. The surface was worse than we would expect to face on land or barrier-ice. The motor warped itself back on a 500-fathom steel wire and was taken aboard again. “From the mast-head the mirage is continually giving us false alarms. Everything wears an aspect of unreality. Icebergs hang upside down in the sky; the land appears as layers of silvery or golden cloud. Cloud-banks look like land, icebergs masquerade as islands or nunataks, and the distant barrier to the south is thrown into view, although it really is outside our range of vision. Worst of all is the deceptive appearance of open water, caused by the refraction of distant water, or by the sun shining at an angle on a field of smooth snow or the face of ice-cliffs below the horizon.”

The Endurance was sitting in a pool covered with young ice on the 9th. The solid ice floes had loosened their hold on the ship, but they were tightly packed all around us. The weather was foggy. We sensed a slight swell coming from the north through the pack, and this movement gave us hope that open water was nearby. At 11 a.m., a long crack appeared in the ice pack, stretching east and west as far as we could see through the fog, and I ordered steam to be raised in hopes of breaking through this lead. The effort was unsuccessful. We could break the young ice in the pool, but the pack resisted our attempts. We tried again on the 11th, on a nice clear day with a blue sky. The temperature was still low, -2° Fahrenheit at midnight. After breaking through some young ice, the Endurance got stuck against a soft floe. The engines running at full speed in reverse had no effect until everyone pitched in to “sally” the ship. The dog kennels in the middle of the ship forced the crew to gather at the back, where they rushed from side to side in a tight space around the wheel. It was quite a comical scene, with the men tumbling over each other amid bursts of laughter, though it didn’t help the ship much. She remained stuck while everyone jumped at the command, but eventually, she slid off when the men stomped hard in unison. We were now in a position to take advantage of any opening that might come up. The ice was solid around us, and since it seemed unlikely we would make any moves that day, I had the motor crawler and warper taken out onto the floe for a trial run. The motor worked really well, moving at about six miles an hour over chunks and ridges of ice hidden under a foot or two of soft snow. The surface was worse than we would expect to encounter on land or barrier ice. The motor pulled itself back on a 500-fathom steel wire and was brought back on board. “From the masthead, the mirage is constantly giving us false alarms. Everything looks unreal. Icebergs hang upside down in the sky; land appears as layers of silvery or golden clouds. Cloud banks look like land, icebergs disguise themselves as islands or nunataks, and the distant barrier to the south is visible, even though it’s really beyond our sight. The worst part is the misleading appearance of open water, caused by the refraction of distant water, or by the sun shining at an angle on a smooth field of snow or on the ice cliffs below the horizon.”

The second half of February produced no important change in our situation. Early in the morning of the 14th I ordered a good head of steam on the engines and sent all hands on to the floe with ice-chisels, prickers, saws, and picks. We worked all day and throughout most of the next day in a strenuous effort to get the ship into the lead ahead. The men cut away the young ice before the bows and pulled it aside with great energy. After twenty-four hours’ labour we had got the ship a third of the way to the lead. But about 400 yards of heavy ice, including old rafted pack, still separated the Endurance from the water, and reluctantly I had to admit that further effort was useless. Every opening we made froze up again quickly owing to the unseasonably low temperature. The young ice was elastic and prevented the ship delivering a strong, splitting blow to the floe, while at the same time it held the older ice against any movement. The abandonment of the attack was a great disappointment to all hands. The men had worked long hours without thought of rest, and they deserved success. But the task was beyond our powers. I had not abandoned hope of getting clear, but was counting now on the possibility of having to spend a winter in the inhospitable arms of the pack. The sun, which had been above the horizon for two months, set at midnight on the 17th, and, although it would not disappear until April, its slanting rays warned us of the approach of winter. Pools and leads appeared occasionally, but they froze over very quickly.

The second half of February brought no significant change in our situation. Early on the morning of the 14th, I ordered the engines to produce a good head of steam and sent the crew to the ice with chisels, prickers, saws, and picks. We worked all day and into the next day, making a strong effort to get the ship into the lead ahead. The team cut away the young ice in front of the bow and pushed it aside with great energy. After twenty-four hours of labor, we managed to get the ship about a third of the way to the lead. However, about 400 yards of thick ice, including older rafted pack, still kept the Endurance from the water, and I reluctantly had to admit that further efforts were pointless. Every opening we made froze over quickly due to the unusually low temperatures. The young ice was flexible, preventing the ship from delivering a strong, shattering blow to the floe, while also holding back the older ice from moving. Giving up the attack was a big disappointment for everyone. The crew had worked long hours without thinking of rest, and they deserved to succeed. But the task was beyond our capabilities. I hadn’t given up hope of getting clear, but I was now counting on the possibility of having to spend the winter trapped in the hostile pack. The sun, which had been up for two months, set at midnight on the 17th, and although it wouldn’t disappear until April, its angled rays warned us that winter was approaching. Pools and leads appeared occasionally, but they froze over very quickly.

We continued to accumulate a supply of seal meat and blubber, and the excursions across the floes to shoot and bring in the seals provided welcome exercise for all hands. Three crab-eater cows shot on the 21st were not accompanied by a bull, and blood was to be seen about the hole from which they had crawled. We surmised that the bull had become the prey of one of the killer-whales. These aggressive creatures were to be seen often in the lanes and pools, and we were always distrustful of their ability or willingness to discriminate between seal and man. A lizard-like head would show while the killer gazed along the floe with wicked eyes. Then the brute would dive, to come up a few moments later, perhaps, under some unfortunate seal reposing on the ice. Worsley examined a spot where a killer had smashed a hole 8 ft. by 12 ft. in 12½ in. of hard ice, covered by 2½ in. of snow. Big blocks of ice had been tossed on to the floe surface. Wordie, engaged in measuring the thickness of young ice, went through to his waist one day just as a killer rose to blow in the adjacent lead. His companions pulled him out hurriedly.

We kept gathering seal meat and blubber, and the trips across the ice floes to hunt and collect seals gave everyone some much-needed exercise. Three female crab-eater seals shot on the 21st didn’t have a male with them, and there was blood around the hole they had crawled out of. We guessed that the male had become prey for one of the killer whales. These fierce creatures were often seen in the open water and we were always wary of how they might not be able to tell the difference between a seal and a person. A lizard-like head would appear as the whale scanned the ice with its menacing eyes. Then it would dive, only to resurface moments later, perhaps under an unsuspecting seal lounging on the ice. Worsley looked at a spot where a killer whale had broken a hole 8 feet by 12 feet in 12½ inches of solid ice, which was topped with 2½ inches of snow. Large chunks of ice had been thrown onto the surface of the floe. Wordie, who was measuring the thickness of the young ice, fell in up to his waist one day just as a killer whale surfaced nearby. His friends quickly pulled him out.

On the 22nd the Endurance reached the farthest south point of her drift, touching the 77th parallel of latitude in long. 35° W. The summer had gone; indeed the summer had scarcely been with us at all. The temperatures were low day and night, and the pack was freezing solidly around the ship. The thermometer recorded 10° below zero Fahr. at 2 a.m. on the 22nd. Some hours earlier we had watched a wonderful golden mist to the southward, where the rays of the declining sun shone through vapour rising from the ice. All normal standards of perspective vanish under such conditions, and the low ridges of the pack, with mist lying between them, gave the illusion of a wilderness of mountain-peaks like the Bernese Oberland. I could not doubt now that the Endurance was confined for the winter. Gentle breezes from the east, south, and south-west did not disturb the hardening floes. The seals were disappearing and the birds were leaving us. The land showed still in fair weather on the distant horizon, but it was beyond our reach now, and regrets for havens that lay behind us were vain.

On the 22nd, the Endurance reached the southernmost point of her drift, hitting the 77th parallel of latitude at long. 35° W. Summer was gone; in fact, we hardly experienced summer at all. The temperatures were low day and night, and the ice was freezing solid around the ship. The thermometer dropped to 10° below zero Fahrenheit at 2 a.m. on the 22nd. A few hours earlier, we had seen a beautiful golden mist to the south, where the rays of the setting sun shone through vapor rising from the ice. All normal perspectives fade away in such conditions, and the low ridges of the ice, with mist in between, created the illusion of a wilderness of mountain peaks like the Bernese Oberland. I could no longer doubt that the Endurance was stuck here for the winter. Gentle breezes from the east, south, and southwest didn’t disturb the hardening ice. The seals were disappearing, and the birds were leaving us. The land was still visible on the distant horizon in good weather, but it was beyond our reach now, and longing for the safe havens we had left behind was pointless.

“We must wait for the spring, which may bring us better fortune. If I had guessed a month ago that the ice would grip us here, I would have established our base at one of the landing-places at the great glacier. But there seemed no reason to anticipate then that the fates would prove unkind. This calm weather with intense cold in a summer month is surely exceptional. My chief anxiety is the drift. Where will the vagrant winds and currents carry the ship during the long winter months that are ahead of us? We will go west, no doubt, but how far? And will it be possible to break out of the pack early in the spring and reach Vahsel Bay or some other suitable landing-place? These are momentous questions for us.”

“We have to wait for spring, which might bring us better luck. If I had known a month ago that the ice would trap us here, I would have set up our base at one of the landing spots by the big glacier. But at that time, there was no reason to think that fate would be unkind. This calm weather with extreme cold in a summer month is definitely unusual. My main worry is the drift. Where will the stray winds and currents take the ship during the long winter ahead? We'll head west, for sure, but how far? And will we be able to break free from the ice early in the spring and reach Vahsel Bay or another suitable landing spot? These are crucial questions for us.”

On February 24 we ceased to observe ship routine, and the Endurance became a winter station. All hands were on duty during the day and slept at night, except a watchman who looked after the dogs and watched for any sign of movement in the ice. We cleared a space of 10 ft. by 20 ft. round the rudder and propeller, sawing through ice 2 ft. thick, and lifting the blocks with a pair of tongs made by the carpenter. Crean used the blocks to make an ice-house for the dog Sally, which had added a little litter of pups to the strength of the expedition. Seals appeared occasionally, and we killed all that came within our reach. They represented fuel as well as food for men and dogs. Orders were given for the after-hold to be cleared and the stores checked, so that we might know exactly how we stood for a siege by an Antarctic winter. The dogs went off the ship on the following day. Their kennels were placed on the floe along the length of a wire rope to which the leashes were fastened. The dogs seemed heartily glad to leave the ship, and yelped loudly and joyously as they were moved to their new quarters. We had begun the training of teams, and already there was keen rivalry between the drivers. The flat floes and frozen leads in the neighbourhood of the ship made excellent training grounds. Hockey and football on the floe were our chief recreations, and all hands joined in many a strenuous game.

On February 24, we stopped following the ship's routine, and the Endurance became our winter station. Everyone worked during the day and slept at night, except for a watchman who took care of the dogs and kept an eye out for any movement in the ice. We cleared a 10 by 20-foot area around the rudder and propeller, cutting through 2-foot thick ice and lifting the blocks with tongs made by the carpenter. Crean used the blocks to build an ice house for the dog Sally, who had just added a little litter of pups to the expedition. Seals occasionally popped up, and we hunted every one that came within reach since they provided fuel as well as food for both us and the dogs. We were instructed to clear the after-hold and check the supplies so we could keep track of our situation for the long Antarctic winter ahead. The dogs left the ship the next day. Their kennels were set up on the ice floe, along a wire rope where their leashes were attached. The dogs seemed really happy to be off the ship and yelped loudly with joy as they moved to their new homes. We had started training teams, and a competitive spirit was already evident among the drivers. The flat ice floes and frozen leads around the ship were perfect for training. Playing hockey and football on the floe became our main forms of recreation, and everyone joined in for some intense games.

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The Night Watchman’s Story

The Night Watchman's Tale

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The Dying Sun: The Endurance firmly frozen in

The Dying Sun: The Endurance is completely frozen in

Worsley took a party to the floe on the 26th and started building a line of igloos and “dogloos” round the ship. These little buildings were constructed, Esquimaux fashion, of big blocks of ice, with thin sheets for the roofs. Boards or frozen sealskins were placed over all, snow was piled on top and pressed into the joints, and then water was thrown over the structures to make everything firm. The ice was packed down flat inside and covered with snow for the dogs, which preferred, however, to sleep outside except when the weather was extraordinarily severe. The tethering of the dogs was a simple matter. The end of a chain was buried about eight inches in the snow, some fragments of ice were pressed around it, and a little water poured over all. The icy breath of the Antarctic cemented it in a few moments. Four dogs which had been ailing were shot. Some of the dogs were suffering badly from worms, and the remedies at our disposal, unfortunately, were not effective. All the fit dogs were being exercised in the sledges, and they took to the work with enthusiasm. Sometimes their eagerness to be off and away produced laughable results, but the drivers learned to be alert. The wireless apparatus was still rigged, but we listened in vain for the Saturday-night time signals from New Year Island, ordered for our benefit by the Argentine Government. On Sunday the 28th, Hudson waited at 2 a.m. for the Port Stanley monthly signals, but could hear nothing. Evidently the distances were too great for our small plant.

Worsley took a group to the ice floe on the 26th and began building a line of igloos and “dogloos” around the ship. These little structures were made, Eskimo-style, from large blocks of ice, topped with thin sheets for the roofs. Boards or frozen sealskins were placed over everything, snow was piled on top and pressed into the seams, and then water was poured over the buildings to solidify everything. The inside was packed down flat and covered with snow for the dogs, who usually preferred to sleep outside unless the weather was extremely harsh. Tethering the dogs was straightforward. The end of a chain was buried about eight inches into the snow, some bits of ice were pressed around it, and a little water was poured over everything. The icy winds of the Antarctic solidified it in moments. Four dogs that had been sick were put down. Some of the dogs were suffering badly from worms, and unfortunately, the remedies we had weren’t effective. All the healthy dogs were exercised with the sledges, and they embraced the work with enthusiasm. Sometimes their eagerness to take off led to funny moments, but the drivers learned to stay alert. The wireless system was still set up, but we listened in vain for the Saturday-night time signals from New Year Island, which the Argentine Government had arranged for us. On Sunday the 28th, Hudson waited at 2 a.m. for the monthly signals from Port Stanley but heard nothing. Clearly, the distances were too far for our small equipment.

CHAPTER III
WINTER MONTHS

The month of March opened with a severe north-easterly gale. Five Weddells and two crab-eaters were shot on the floe during the morning of March 1, and the wind, with fine drifting snow, sprang up while the carcasses were being brought in by sledging parties. The men were compelled to abandon some of the blubber and meat, and they had a struggle to get back to the ship over the rough ice in the teeth of the storm. This gale continued until the 3rd, and all hands were employed clearing out the ’tween decks, which was to be converted into a living- and dining-room for officers and scientists. The carpenter erected in this room the stove that had been intended for use in the shore hut, and the quarters were made very snug. The dogs appeared indifferent to the blizzard. They emerged occasionally from the drift to shake themselves and bark, but were content most of the time to lie, curled into tight balls, under the snow. One of the old dogs, Saint, died on the night of the 2nd, and the doctors reported that the cause of death was appendicitis.

The month of March started with a strong north-easterly wind. Five Weddells and two crab-eaters were shot on the ice during the morning of March 1, and as the sledging teams were bringing the carcasses back, the wind picked up along with light drifting snow. The men had to leave behind some blubber and meat, and they struggled to make it back to the ship over the rough ice in the middle of the storm. This gale lasted until the 3rd, and everyone was busy clearing out the ’tween decks, which was to be turned into a living and dining area for the officers and scientists. The carpenter set up the stove intended for the shore hut in this room, making it very snug. The dogs seemed unfazed by the blizzard. They occasionally came out from the snow to shake off and bark but mostly stayed curled up under the snow. One of the older dogs, Saint, passed away on the night of the 2nd, and the doctors said the cause of death was appendicitis.

When the gale cleared we found that the pack had been driven in from the north-east and was now more firmly consolidated than before. A new berg, probably fifteen miles in length, had appeared on the northern horizon. The bergs within our circle of vision had all become familiar objects, and we had names for some of them. Apparently they were all drifting with the pack. The sighting of a new berg was of more than passing interest, since in that comparatively shallow sea it would be possible for a big berg to become stranded. Then the island of ice would be a centre of tremendous pressure and disturbance amid the drifting pack. We had seen something already of the smashing effect of a contest between berg and floe, and had no wish to have the helpless Endurance involved in such a battle of giants. During the 3rd the seal meat and blubber was re-stowed on hummocks around the ship. The frozen masses had been sinking into the floe. Ice, though hard and solid to the touch, is never firm against heavy weights. An article left on the floe for any length of time is likely to sink into the surface-ice. Then the salt water will percolate through and the article will become frozen into the body of the floe.

When the storm passed, we found that the ice pack had been pushed in from the northeast and was now more solid than before. A new iceberg, probably fifteen miles long, had appeared on the northern horizon. The icebergs within our line of sight had all become familiar, and we had names for some of them. It seemed they were all drifting with the pack. The sighting of a new iceberg was more than just interesting, as in that relatively shallow sea, a large iceberg could become beached. Then that piece of ice would create a massive amount of pressure and chaos amid the drifting pack. We had already seen the destructive impact of a clash between an iceberg and a floe, and we wanted to avoid having the helpless Endurance caught in such a giant confrontation. On the 3rd, we re-stowed the seal meat and blubber on ice formations around the ship. The frozen chunks had been sinking into the floe. Ice, while hard and solid to the touch, is never stable under heavy weights. An item left on the floe for any time is likely to sink into the surface ice. Then saltwater will seep through, and the item will become frozen into the body of the floe.

Clear weather followed the gale, and we had a series of mock suns and parhelia. Minus temperatures were the rule, 21° below zero Fahr. being recorded on the 6th. We made mattresses for the dogs by stuffing sacks with straw and rubbish, and most of the animals were glad to receive this furnishing in their kennels. Some of them had suffered through the snow melting with the heat of their bodies and then freezing solid. The scientific members of the expedition were all busy by this time. The meteorologist had got his recording station, containing anemometer, barograph, and thermograph, rigged over the stern. The geologist was making the best of what to him was an unhappy situation; but was not altogether without material. The pebbles found in the penguins were often of considerable interest, and some fragments of rock were brought up from the sea floor with the sounding-lead and the drag-net. On the 7th Wordie and Worsley found some small pebbles, a piece of moss, a perfect bivalve shell, and some dust on a berg fragment, and brought their treasure-trove proudly to the ship. Clark was using the drag-net frequently in the leads and secured good hauls of plankton, with occasional specimens of greater scientific interest. Seals were not plentiful, but our store of meat and blubber grew gradually. All hands ate seal meat with relish and would not have cared to become dependent on the ship’s tinned meat. We preferred the crab-eater to the Weddell, which is a very sluggish beast. The crab-eater seemed cleaner and healthier. The killer-whales were still with us. On the 8th we examined a spot where the floe-ice had been smashed up by a blow from beneath, delivered presumably by a large whale in search of a breathing-place. The force that had been exercised was astonishing. Slabs of ice 3 ft. thick, and weighing tons, had been tented upwards over a circular area with a diameter of about 25 ft., and cracks radiated outwards for more than 20 ft.

Clear weather followed the storm, and we experienced a series of mock suns and parhelia. It was freezing, with temperatures recorded at 21° below zero Fahrenheit on the 6th. We made mattresses for the dogs by stuffing sacks with straw and other materials, and most of the animals were happy to receive this bedding in their kennels. Some had suffered from the snow melting due to their body heat and then freezing solid. By this time, the scientific members of the expedition were all busy. The meteorologist had set up his recording station over the stern, including an anemometer, barograph, and thermograph. The geologist was making the best of what was an unfortunate situation for him, but not without some interesting materials. The pebbles found in the penguins were often quite interesting, and some rock fragments were brought up from the sea floor with the sounding lead and drag-net. On the 7th, Wordie and Worsley found some small pebbles, a piece of moss, a perfect bivalve shell, and some dust on a fragment of a berg, and proudly brought their findings back to the ship. Clark was frequently using the drag-net in the leads and secured good hauls of plankton, along with occasional specimens of greater scientific interest. Seals weren't abundant, but our supply of meat and blubber gradually increased. Everyone enjoyed seal meat and didn't want to rely on the ship’s canned meat. We preferred crab-eater seals over Weddell seals, which are very sluggish. The crab-eater seemed cleaner and healthier. The killer whales were still around. On the 8th, we checked out a spot where the floe ice had been smashed up by a blow from underneath, presumably from a large whale looking for a breathing hole. The force exerted was astonishing. Slabs of ice 3 ft. thick, weighing tons, had been tented upwards over a circular area about 25 ft. in diameter, with cracks radiating outwards for more than 20 ft.

The quarters in the ’tween decks were completed by the 10th, and the men took possession of the cubicles that had been built. The largest cubicle contained Macklin, McIlroy, Hurley, and Hussey and it was named “The Billabong.” Clark and Wordie lived opposite in a room called “Auld Reekie.” Next came the abode of “The Nuts” or engineers, followed by “The Sailors’ Rest,” inhabited by Cheetham and McNeish. “The Anchorage” and “The Fumarole” were on the other side. The new quarters became known as “The Ritz,” and meals were served there instead of in the ward room. Breakfast was at 9 a.m., lunch at 1 p.m., tea at 4 p.m., and dinner at 6 p.m. Wild, Marston, Crean, and Worsley established themselves in cubicles in the wardroom, and by the middle of the month all hands had settled down to the winter routine. I lived alone aft.

The quarters in the lower decks were finished by the 10th, and the men moved into the cubicles that had been built. The biggest cubicle housed Macklin, McIlroy, Hurley, and Hussey, and it was named “The Billabong.” Clark and Wordie stayed across the way in a room called “Auld Reekie.” Next was the space for “The Nuts,” or engineers, followed by “The Sailors’ Rest,” where Cheetham and McNeish lived. “The Anchorage” and “The Fumarole” were on the other side. The new quarters became known as “The Ritz,” and meals were served there instead of in the ward room. Breakfast was at 9 a.m., lunch at 1 p.m., tea at 4 p.m., and dinner at 6 p.m. Wild, Marston, Crean, and Worsley settled into cubicles in the wardroom, and by the middle of the month, everyone had gotten into the winter routine. I lived alone in the back.

Worsley, Hurley, and Wordie made a journey to a big berg, called by us the Rampart Berg, on the 11th. The distance out was 7½ miles, and the party covered a total distance of about 17 miles. Hurley took some photographs and Wordie came back rejoicing with a little dust and some moss.

Worsley, Hurley, and Wordie took a trip to a large ice mountain that we named Rampart Berg on the 11th. The distance to the site was 7½ miles, and the group traveled a total of around 17 miles. Hurley snapped some photos, and Wordie returned happy with a bit of dust and some moss.

“Within a radius of one mile round the berg there is thin young ice, strong enough to march over with care,” wrote Worsley. “The area of dangerous pressure, as regards a ship, does not seem to extend for more than a quarter of a mile from the berg. Here there are cracks and constant slight movement, which becomes exciting to the traveller when he feels a piece of ice gradually upending beneath his feet. Close to the berg the pressure makes all sorts of quaint noises. We heard tapping as from a hammer, grunts, groans and squeaks, electric trams running, birds singing, kettles boiling noisily, and an occasional swish as a large piece of ice, released from pressure, suddenly jumped or turned over. We noticed all sorts of quaint effects, such as huge bubbles or domes of ice, 40 ft. across and 4 or 5 ft. high. Large sinuous pancake-sheets were spread over the floe in places, and in one spot we counted five such sheets, each about 2½ in. thick, imbricated under one another. They look as though made of barley-sugar and are very slippery.”

“Within a mile radius around the iceberg, there’s thin young ice, strong enough to walk on with care,” wrote Worsley. “The area of dangerous pressure for a ship doesn’t seem to extend more than a quarter of a mile from the iceberg. Here, there are cracks and constant slight movements, which become thrilling for the traveler when he feels a piece of ice gradually tilting beneath his feet. Close to the iceberg, the pressure creates all sorts of strange noises. We heard tapping like a hammer, grunts, groans, squeaks, electric trams, birds singing, kettles boiling loudly, and an occasional swish when a large piece of ice, released from pressure, suddenly jumped or turned over. We noticed all kinds of unusual effects, like huge bubbles or domes of ice, 40 ft. across and 4 or 5 ft. high. Large, wavy pancake sheets were spread over the floe in places, and in one spot, we counted five such sheets, each about 2½ in. thick, layered under one another. They look like they’re made of barley sugar and are very slippery.”

The noon position on the 14th was lat. 76° 54´ S., long. 36° 10´ W. The land was visible faintly to the south-east, distant about 36 miles. A few small leads could be seen from the ship, but the ice was firm in our neighbourhood. The drift of the Endurance was still towards the north-west.

The noon position on the 14th was lat. 76° 54´ S., long. 36° 10´ W. The land was faintly visible to the southeast, about 36 miles away. A few small openings in the ice could be seen from the ship, but the ice was solid in our area. The Endurance was still drifting to the northwest.

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The Rampart Berg

The Rampart Mountain

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A Bi-Weekly Performance: Scrubbing out the “Ritz”

A Bi-Weekly Performance: Clearing Out the “Ritz”

I had the boilers blown down on the 15th, and the consumption of 2 cwt. of coal per day to keep the boilers from freezing then ceased. The bunkers still contained 52 tons of coal, and the daily consumption in the stoves was about 2½ cwt. There would not be much coal left for steaming purposes in the spring, but I anticipated eking out the supply with blubber. A moderate gale from the north-east on the 17th brought fine, penetrating snow. The weather cleared in the evening, and a beautiful crimson sunset held our eyes. At the same time the ice-cliffs of the land were thrown up in the sky by mirage, with an apparent reflection in open water, though the land itself could not be seen definitely. The effect was repeated in an exaggerated form on the following day, when the ice-cliffs were thrown up above the horizon in double and treble parallel lines, some inverted. The mirage was due probably to lanes of open water near the land. The water would be about 30° warmer than the air and would cause warmed strata to ascend. A sounding gave 606 fathoms, with a bottom of glacial mud. Six days later, on the 24th, the depth was 419 fathoms. We were drifting steadily, and the constant movement, coupled with the appearance of lanes near the land, convinced me that we must stay by the ship till she got clear. I had considered the possibility of making a landing across the ice in the spring, but the hazards of such an undertaking would be too great.

I had the boilers blown down on the 15th, and the need for 2 cwt. of coal per day to keep the boilers from freezing then stopped. The bunkers still held 52 tons of coal, and the daily use in the stoves was about 2½ cwt. There wouldn’t be much coal left for steaming in the spring, but I planned to supplement the supply with blubber. A moderate gale from the northeast on the 17th brought fine, penetrating snow. The weather cleared in the evening, revealing a beautiful crimson sunset that captivated us. At the same time, the ice cliffs on land appeared in the sky because of a mirage, creating an apparent reflection in open water, even though the land itself wasn’t clearly visible. The effect intensified the next day, with the ice cliffs appearing above the horizon in double and triple parallel lines, some even inverted. The mirage was probably caused by lanes of open water near the land. The water would be about 30° warmer than the air, causing warm layers to rise. A sounding measured 606 fathoms, with a bottom of glacial mud. Six days later, on the 24th, the depth was 419 fathoms. We were drifting steadily, and the constant movement, along with the appearance of lanes near the land, convinced me that we needed to stay by the ship until she got clear. I considered the possibility of making a landing across the ice in the spring, but the risks of such an undertaking would be too great.

The training of the dogs in sledge teams was making progress. The orders used by the drivers were “Mush” (Go on), “Gee” (Right), “Haw” (Left), and “Whoa” (Stop). These are the words that the Canadian drivers long ago adopted, borrowing them originally from England. There were many fights at first, until the dogs learned their positions and their duties, but as days passed drivers and teams became efficient. Each team had its leader, and efficiency depended largely on the willingness and ability of this dog to punish skulking and disobedience. We learned not to interfere unless the disciplinary measures threatened to have a fatal termination. The drivers could sit on the sledge and jog along at ease if they chose. But the prevailing minus temperatures made riding unpopular, and the men preferred usually to run or walk alongside the teams. We were still losing dogs through sickness, due to stomach and intestinal worms.

The training of the sled dogs was progressing. The commands used by the drivers were “Mush” (Go on), “Gee” (Right), “Haw” (Left), and “Whoa” (Stop). These words were adopted by Canadian drivers long ago, originally borrowed from England. There were many conflicts at first until the dogs learned their positions and responsibilities, but as time went on, drivers and teams became effective. Each team had a leader, and efficiency depended largely on this dog’s willingness and ability to discipline any stragglers and disobedient dogs. We learned not to interfere unless the disciplinary measures threatened to become fatal. The drivers could sit on the sled and relax if they wanted, but the cold temperatures made riding unpopular, and the men usually preferred to run or walk alongside the teams. We were still losing dogs to sickness from stomach and intestinal worms.

Dredging for specimens at various depths was one of the duties during these days. The dredge and several hundred fathoms of wire line made a heavy load, far beyond the unaided strength of the scientists. On the 23rd, for example, we put down a 2 ft. dredge and 650 fathoms of wire. The dredge was hove in four hours later and brought much glacial mud, several pebbles and rock fragments, three sponges, some worms, brachiapods, and foraminiferæ. The mud was troublesome. It was heavy to lift, and as it froze rapidly when brought to the surface, the recovery of the specimens embedded in it was difficult. A haul made on the 26th brought a prize for the geologist in the form of a lump of sandstone weighing 75 lbs., a piece of fossiliferous limestone, a fragment of striated shale, sandstone-grit, and some pebbles. Hauling in the dredge by hand was severe work, and on the 24th we used the Girling tractor-motor, which brought in 500 fathoms of line in thirty minutes, including stops. One stop was due to water having run over the friction gear and frozen. It was a day or two later that we heard a great yell from the floe and found Clark dancing about and shouting Scottish war-cries. He had secured his first complete specimen of an Antarctic fish, apparently a new species.

Dredging for samples at different depths was one of the tasks during these days. The dredge and several hundred fathoms of wire line created a heavy load, far more than the scientists could handle on their own. For instance, on the 23rd, we deployed a 2 ft. dredge and 650 fathoms of wire. The dredge was pulled in four hours later and collected a lot of glacial mud, several pebbles and rock fragments, three sponges, some worms, brachiopods, and foraminiferæ. The mud was a hassle. It was heavy to lift, and since it froze quickly when brought to the surface, recovering the specimens stuck in it was challenging. A haul on the 26th yielded a treasure for the geologist: a 75 lbs. chunk of sandstone, a piece of fossil-rich limestone, a fragment of striated shale, sandstone grit, and some pebbles. Pulling in the dredge by hand was tough work, so on the 24th we used the Girling tractor motor, which brought in 500 fathoms of line in thirty minutes, including breaks. One break was because water had splashed onto the friction gear and froze. A day or two later, we heard a loud shout from the ice and found Clark dancing around and yelling Scottish war cries. He had just caught his first complete specimen of an Antarctic fish, apparently a new species.

Mirages were frequent. Barrier-cliffs appeared all around us on the 29th, even in places where we knew there was deep water.

Mirages happened often. Barrier cliffs popped up all around us on the 29th, even in spots where we knew there was deep water.

“Bergs and pack are thrown up in the sky and distorted into the most fantastic shapes. They climb, trembling, upwards, spreading out into long lines at different levels, then contract and fall down, leaving nothing but an uncertain, wavering smudge which comes and goes. Presently the smudge swells and grows, taking shape until it presents the perfect inverted reflection of a berg on the horizon, the shadow hovering over the substance. More smudges appear at different points on the horizon. These spread out into long lines till they meet, and we are girdled by lines of shining snow-cliffs, laved at their bases by waters of illusion in which they appear to be faithfully reflected. So the shadows come and go silently, melting away finally as the sun declines to the west. We seem to be drifting helplessly in a strange world of unreality. It is reassuring to feel the ship beneath one’s feet and to look down at the familiar line of kennels and igloos on the solid floe.”

Bergs and pack ice are thrown up into the sky and transformed into the most incredible shapes. They rise, shaking, upwards, spreading out into long lines at different heights, then shrink and fall, leaving behind only an uncertain, flickering smudge that comes and goes. Eventually, the smudge expands and takes form until it creates a perfect inverted reflection of a berg on the horizon, the shadow hovering over the substance. More smudges appear at different spots along the horizon. These spread into long lines until they connect, encircling us with lines of shining snow cliffs, washed at their bases by waters of illusion in which they seem to be faithfully reflected. So the shadows silently appear and disappear, finally melting away as the sun sets in the west. We seem to be drifting aimlessly in a strange world of unreality. It’s comforting to feel the ship beneath our feet and to look down at the familiar line of kennels and igloos on the solid floe.

The floe was not so solid as it appeared. We had reminders occasionally that the greedy sea was very close, and that the floe was but a treacherous friend, which might open suddenly beneath us. Towards the end of the month I had our store of seal meat and blubber brought aboard. The depth as recorded by a sounding on the last day of March was 256 fathoms. The continuous shoaling from 606 fathoms in a drift of 39 miles N. 26° W. in thirty days was interesting. The sea shoaled as we went north, either to east or to west, and the fact suggested that the contour-lines ran east and west, roughly. Our total drift between January 19, when the ship was frozen in, and March 31, a period of seventy-one days, had been 95 miles in a N. 80° W. direction. The icebergs around us had not changed their relative positions.

The ice floe wasn’t as solid as it seemed. We were occasionally reminded that the greedy sea was very close and that the floe was just a treacherous friend, capable of giving way beneath us at any moment. Towards the end of the month, I had our supply of seal meat and blubber brought on board. The depth recorded by a sounding on the last day of March was 256 fathoms. The steady shallowing from 606 fathoms over a drift of 39 miles N. 26° W. in thirty days was fascinating. The sea became shallower as we headed north, either to the east or west, which suggested that the contour lines ran roughly east and west. Our total drift from January 19, when the ship was frozen in, to March 31—a span of seventy-one days—was 95 miles in a N. 80° W. direction. The icebergs around us hadn’t changed their relative positions.

The sun sank lower in the sky, the temperatures became lower, and the Endurance felt the grip of the icy hand of winter. Two north-easterly gales in the early part of April assisted to consolidate the pack. The young ice was thickening rapidly, and though leads were visible occasionally from the ship, no opening of a considerable size appeared in our neighbourhood. In the early morning of April 1 we listened again for the wireless signals from Port Stanley. The crew had lashed three 20-ft. rickers to the mast-heads in order to increase the spread of our aerials, but still we failed to hear anything. The rickers had to come down subsequently, since we found that the gear could not carry the accumulating weight of rime. Soundings proved that the sea continued to shoal as the Endurance drifted to the north-west. The depth on April 2 was 262 fathoms, with a bottom of glacial mud. Four weeks later a sounding gave 172 fathoms. The presence of grit in the bottom samples towards the end of the month suggested that we were approaching land again.

The sun sank lower in the sky, the temperatures dropped, and the Endurance felt the icy grip of winter. Two north-easterly storms in early April helped to solidify the ice pack. The young ice was thickening quickly, and although we occasionally saw openings from the ship, no large gaps appeared nearby. In the early morning of April 1, we listened again for wireless signals from Port Stanley. The crew had secured three 20-ft. poles to the mastheads to improve our aerials' spread, but we still couldn’t pick up anything. The poles had to be taken down later since we found the gear couldn't support the growing weight of frost. Sounding measurements showed that the sea continued to get shallower as the Endurance drifted northwest. On April 2, the depth was 262 fathoms, with a bottom of glacial mud. Four weeks later, a measurement showed 172 fathoms. The presence of grit in the bottom samples towards the end of the month indicated we were getting closer to land again.

The month was not uneventful. During the night of the 3rd we heard the ice grinding to the eastward, and in the morning we saw that young ice was rafted 8 to 10 ft. high in places. This was the first murmur of the danger that was to reach menacing proportions in later months. The ice was heard grinding and creaking during the 4th and the ship vibrated slightly. The movement of the floe was sufficiently pronounced to interfere with the magnetic work. I gave orders that accumulations of snow, ice, and rubbish alongside the Endurance should be shovelled away, so that in case of pressure there would be no weight against the topsides to check the ship rising above the ice. All hands were busy with pick and shovel during the day, and moved many tons of material. Again, on the 9th, there were signs of pressure. Young ice was piled up to a height of 11 ft. astern of the ship, and the old floe was cracked in places. The movement was not serious, but I realized that it might be the beginning of trouble for the Expedition. We brought certain stores aboard and provided space on deck for the dogs in case they had to be removed from the floe at short notice. We had run a 500-fathom steel wire round the ship, snow-huts, and kennels, with a loop out to the lead ahead, where the dredge was used. This wire was supported on ice-pillars, and it served as a guide in bad weather when the view was obscured by driving snow and a man might have lost himself altogether. I had this wire cut in five places, since otherwise it might have been dragged across our section of the floe with damaging effect in the event of the ice splitting suddenly.

The month was definitely not quiet. On the night of the 3rd, we heard the ice grinding to the east, and in the morning, we saw that young ice had piled up 8 to 10 feet high in some areas. This was the first hint of the danger that would grow more serious in the coming months. The ice was creaking and grinding on the 4th, causing the ship to vibrate slightly. The movement of the floe was strong enough to disrupt our magnetic work. I ordered that any build-up of snow, ice, and debris alongside the Endurance be cleared away, so that if pressure occurred, there would be nothing weighing against the sides to prevent the ship from rising above the ice. Everyone was busy with pick and shovel throughout the day, removing many tons of material. Then, on the 9th, we noticed signs of pressure again. Young ice had stacked up to 11 feet high behind the ship, and the old floe had cracked in some spots. The movement wasn’t severe, but I understood it could signal the start of problems for the Expedition. We brought some supplies aboard and made room on deck for the dogs in case we needed to get them off the floe quickly. We had run a 500-fathom steel wire around the ship, snow-huts, and kennels, with a loop extending out to the lead ahead, where the dredge was working. This wire was held up by ice pillars and served as a guide in bad weather when visibility was poor due to driving snow, which could cause someone to get completely lost. I had this wire cut in five places because otherwise, it might have been dragged across our part of the floe, causing serious damage if the ice split suddenly.

The dogs had been divided into six teams of nine dogs each. Wild, Crean, Macklin, McIlroy, Marston, and Hurley each had charge of a team, and were fully responsible for the exercising, training, and feeding of their own dogs. They called in one of the surgeons when an animal was sick. We were still losing some dogs through worms, and it was unfortunate that the doctors had not the proper remedies. Worm-powders were to have been provided by the expert Canadian dog-driver I had engaged before sailing for the south, and when this man did not join the Expedition the matter was overlooked. We had fifty-four dogs and eight pups early in April, but several were ailing, and the number of mature dogs was reduced to fifty by the end of the month. Our store of seal meat amounted now to about 5000 lbs., and I calculated that we had enough meat and blubber to feed the dogs for ninety days without trenching upon the sledging rations. The teams were working well, often with heavy loads. The biggest dog was Hercules, who tipped the beam at 86 lbs. Samson was 11 lbs. lighter, but he justified his name one day by starting off at a smart pace with a sledge carrying 200 lbs. of blubber and a driver.

The dogs were divided into six teams of nine each. Wild, Crean, Macklin, McIlroy, Marston, and Hurley were each in charge of a team, fully responsible for exercising, training, and feeding their dogs. They called in one of the surgeons when an animal got sick. We were still losing some dogs to worms, and it was unfortunate that the doctors didn’t have the right treatments. Worm powders were supposed to be provided by the expert Canadian dog driver I had hired before we left for the south, and when this guy didn’t join the Expedition, the issue was overlooked. In early April, we had fifty-four dogs and eight pups, but several were unwell, and the number of adult dogs had dropped to fifty by the end of the month. Our supply of seal meat was around 5000 lbs., and I estimated we had enough meat and blubber to feed the dogs for ninety days without cutting into the sledging rations. The teams were performing well, often with heavy loads. The biggest dog was Hercules, weighing in at 86 lbs. Samson was 11 lbs. lighter, but he lived up to his name one day by starting off at a fast pace with a sledge carrying 200 lbs. of blubber and a driver.

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The Long, Long Night

The Long, Long Night

A new berg that was going to give us some cause for anxiety made its appearance on the 14th. It was a big berg, and we noticed as it lay on the north-west horizon that it had a hummocky, crevassed appearance at the east end. During the day this berg increased its apparent altitude and changed its bearing slightly. Evidently it was aground and was holding its position against the drifting pack. A sounding at 11 a.m. gave 197 fathoms, with a hard stony or rocky bottom. During the next twenty-four hours the Endurance moved steadily towards the crevassed berg, which doubled its altitude in that time. We could see from the mast-head that the pack was piling and rafting against the mass of ice, and it was easy to imagine what would be the fate of the ship if she entered the area of disturbance. She would be crushed like an egg-shell amid the shattering masses.

A new iceberg that gave us some reason to worry showed up on the 14th. It was a large iceberg, and we noticed from the north-west horizon that it had a bumpy, crevassed look at the east end. Throughout the day, this iceberg seemed to rise higher and shifted its position slightly. Clearly, it was grounded and holding its spot against the drifting ice. A measurement taken at 11 a.m. showed 197 fathoms, with a hard, rocky bottom. Over the next twenty-four hours, the Endurance moved steadily towards the crevassed iceberg, which doubled in height during that time. From the mast-head, we could see the pack ice piling up and rafting against the mass of ice, and it was easy to picture what would happen to the ship if it entered the disturbed area. It would be crushed like an eggshell among the breaking masses.

Worsley was in the crow’s-nest on the evening of the 15th, watching for signs of land to the westward, and he reported an interesting phenomenon. The sun set amid a glow of prismatic colours on a line of clouds just above the horizon. A minute later Worsley saw a golden glow, which expanded as he watched it, and presently the sun appeared again and rose a semi-diameter clear above the western horizon. He hailed Crean, who from a position on the floe 90 ft. below the crow’s-nest also saw the re-born sun. A quarter of an hour later from the deck Worsley saw the sun set a second time. This strange phenomenon was due to mirage or refraction. We attributed it to an ice-crack to the westward, where the band of open water had heated a stratum of air.

Worsley was in the crow’s-nest on the evening of the 15th, looking for signs of land to the west, and he reported something interesting. The sun set with a glow of rainbow colors on a line of clouds just above the horizon. A minute later, Worsley saw a golden glow that grew larger as he watched, and soon the sun appeared again, rising a semicircle clear above the western horizon. He called out to Crean, who from a spot on the floe 90 ft. below the crow’s-nest also saw the revived sun. A quarter of an hour later, from the deck, Worsley saw the sun set a second time. This strange event was due to mirage or refraction. We attributed it to a crack in the ice to the west, where the open water had warmed a layer of air.

The drift of the pack was not constant, and during the succeeding days the crevassed berg alternately advanced and receded as the Endurance moved with the floe. On Sunday, April 18, it was only seven miles distant from the ship.

The movement of the pack wasn't steady, and over the next few days, the broken ice floated forward and backward as the Endurance shifted with the ice. On Sunday, April 18, it was just seven miles away from the ship.

“It is a large berg, about three-quarters of a mile long on the side presented to us and probably well over 200 ft. high. It is heavily crevassed, as though it once formed the serac portion of a glacier. Two specially wide and deep chasms across it from south-east to north-west give it the appearance of having broken its back on the shoal-ground. Huge masses of pressure-ice are piled against its cliffs to a height of about 60 ft., showing the stupendous force that is being brought to bear upon it by the drifting pack. The berg must be very firmly aground. We swing the arrow on the current-meter frequently and watch with keen attention to see where it will come to rest. Will it point straight for the berg, showing that our drift is in that direction? It swings slowly round. It points to the north-east end of the berg, then shifts slowly to the centre and seems to stop; but it moves again and swings 20 degrees clear of our enemy to the south-west.... We notice that two familiar bergs, the Rampart Berg and the Peak Berg, have moved away from the ship. Probably they also have grounded or dragged on the shoal.”

“It’s a large iceberg, about three-quarters of a mile long on the side facing us and probably well over 200 ft. high. It’s heavily crevassed, as if it once formed the serac part of a glacier. Two especially wide and deep chasms run across it from southeast to northwest, giving it the look of having broken its back on the shallow ground. Huge chunks of pressure ice are piled against its cliffs to a height of about 60 ft., showing the incredible force being applied to it by the drifting pack. The iceberg must be very firmly grounded. We often swing the arrow on the current meter and watch closely to see where it will settle. Will it point straight at the iceberg, indicating that our drift is in that direction? It swings slowly around. It points to the northeast end of the iceberg, then shifts slowly to the center and seems to stop; but it moves again and swings 20 degrees clear of our foe to the southwest... We notice that two familiar icebergs, the Rampart Berg and the Peak Berg, have moved away from the ship. They probably have either grounded or dragged on the shallow."

A strong drift to the westward during the night of the 18th relieved our anxiety by carrying the Endurance to the lee of the crevassed berg, which passed out of our range of vision before the end of the month.

A strong shift to the west during the night of the 18th eased our worries by moving the Endurance to the sheltered side of the crevassed iceberg, which disappeared from our sight before the end of the month.

We said good-bye to the sun on May 1 and entered the period of twilight that would be followed by the darkness of midwinter. The sun by the aid of refraction just cleared the horizon at noon and set shortly before 2 p.m. A fine aurora in the evening was dimmed by the full moon, which had risen on April 27 and would not set again until May 6. The disappearance of the sun is apt to be a depressing event in the polar regions, where the long months of darkness involve mental as well as physical strain. But the Endurance’s company refused to abandon their customary cheerfulness, and a concert in the evening made the Ritz a scene of noisy merriment, in strange contrast with the cold, silent world that lay outside. “One feels our helplessness as the long winter night closes upon us. By this time, if fortune had smiled upon the Expedition, we would have been comfortably and securely established in a shore base, with depots laid to the south and plans made for the long march in the spring and summer. Where will we make a landing now? It is not easy to forecast the future. The ice may open in the spring, but by that time we will be far to the north-west. I do not think we shall be able to work back to Vahsel Bay. There are possible landing-places on the western coast of the Weddell Sea, but can we reach any suitable spot early enough to attempt the overland journey next year? Time alone will tell. I do not think any member of the Expedition is disheartened by our disappointment. All hands are cheery and busy, and will do their best when the time for action comes. In the meantime we must wait.”

We said goodbye to the sun on May 1 and entered the twilight period that would lead to the darkness of midwinter. At noon, the sun barely cleared the horizon due to refraction and set shortly before 2 p.m. A beautiful aurora in the evening was overshadowed by the full moon, which had risen on April 27 and wouldn’t set again until May 6. The sun's disappearance can be a depressing experience in the polar regions, where the long months of darkness bring mental as well as physical strain. But the Endurance’s crew refused to lose their usual cheerfulness, and an evening concert turned the Ritz into a scene of noisy joy, in stark contrast to the cold, silent world outside. “One feels our helplessness as the long winter night approaches. By now, if luck had been on our side, we would have been comfortably established in a shore base, with depots set up to the south and plans made for the long journey in the spring and summer. Where will we land now? It’s hard to predict the future. The ice may open in the spring, but by then we’ll be far to the northwest. I don’t think we’ll make it back to Vahsel Bay. There are possible landing spots along the western coast of the Weddell Sea, but can we reach any suitable place early enough to attempt the overland journey next year? Only time will tell. I don't think any member of the Expedition is discouraged by our setbacks. Everyone is cheerful and busy, and we will do our best when it’s time to act. In the meantime, we must wait.”

The ship’s position on Sunday, May 2, was lat. 75° 23´ S., long. 42° 14´ W. The temperature at noon was 5° below zero Fahr., and the sky was overcast. A seal was sighted from the mast-head at lunch-time, and five men, with two dog teams, set off after the prize. They had an uncomfortable journey outward in the dim, diffused light, which cast no shadows and so gave no warning of irregularities in the white surface. It is a strange sensation to be running along on apparently smooth snow and to fall suddenly into an unseen hollow, or bump against a ridge.

The ship’s position on Sunday, May 2, was lat. 75° 23´ S., long. 42° 14´ W. The temperature at noon was 5° below zero Fahrenheit, and the sky was cloudy. A seal was spotted from the masthead at lunchtime, and five men, along with two dog teams, set off after it. They had an uncomfortable journey outward in the dim, diffused light, which cast no shadows and provided no warning of irregularities in the white surface. It’s a strange feeling to be running along on what seems like smooth snow and suddenly fall into an unseen hole or bump against a ridge.

“After going out three miles to the eastward,” wrote Worsley in describing this seal-hunt, “we range up and down but find nothing, until from a hummock I fancy I see something apparently a mile away, but probably little more than half that distance. I ran for it, found the seal, and with a shout brought up the others at the double. The seal was a big Weddell, over 10 ft. long and weighing more than 800 lbs. But Soldier, one of the team leaders, went for its throat without a moment’s hesitation, and we had to beat off the dogs before we could shoot the seal. We caught five or six gallons of blood in a tin for the dogs, and let the teams have a drink of fresh blood from the seal. The light was worse than ever on our return, and we arrived back in the dark. Sir Ernest met us with a lantern and guided us into the lead astern and thence to the ship.”

“After heading out three miles to the east,” Worsley wrote while recounting this seal hunt, “we searched around but found nothing until, from a mound, I thought I saw something that looked about a mile away, but it was probably just over half that distance. I ran toward it, found the seal, and shouted to bring the others at a run. The seal was a large Weddell, over 10 feet long and weighing more than 800 pounds. But Soldier, one of the team leaders, went for its throat without a second thought, and we had to fend off the dogs before we could shoot the seal. We collected five or six gallons of blood in a tin for the dogs and let the teams have a drink of fresh blood from the seal. The light was worse than ever on our way back, and we returned in the dark. Sir Ernest met us with a lantern and led us into the lead astern and then to the ship.”

This was the first seal we had secured since March 19, and the meat and blubber made a welcome addition to the stores.

This was the first seal we had caught since March 19, and the meat and blubber were a great addition to our supplies.

Three emperor penguins made their appearance in a lead west of the ship on May 3. They pushed their heads through the young ice while two of the men were standing by the lead. The men imitated the emperor’s call and walked slowly, penguin fashion, away from the lead. The birds in succession made a magnificent leap 3 ft. clear from the water on to the young ice. Thence they tobogganed to the bank and followed the men away from the lead. Their retreat was soon cut off by a line of men.

Three emperor penguins showed up in a lead west of the ship on May 3. They poked their heads through the young ice while two of the guys were standing by the lead. The men copied the emperor’s call and walked slowly, waddling like penguins, away from the lead. One by one, the birds made an impressive leap 3 ft. out of the water onto the young ice. From there, they slid on their bellies to the bank and followed the men away from the lead. Their path was quickly blocked by a line of men.

“We walk up to them, talking loudly and assuming a threatening aspect. Notwithstanding our bad manners, the three birds turn towards us, bowing ceremoniously. Then, after a closer inspection, they conclude that we are undesirable acquaintances and make off across the floe. We head them off and finally shepherd them close to the ship, where the frenzied barking of the dogs so frightens them that they make a determined effort to break through the line. We seize them. One bird of philosophic mien goes quietly, led by one flipper. The others show fight, but all are imprisoned in an igloo for the night.... In the afternoon we see five emperors in the western lead and capture one. Kerr and Cheetham fight a valiant action with two large birds. Kerr rushes at one, seizes it, and is promptly knocked down by the angered penguin, which jumps on his chest before retiring. Cheetham comes to Kerr’s assistance; and between them they seize another penguin, bind his bill and lead him, muttering muffled protests, to the ship like an inebriated old man between two policemen. He weighs 85 lbs., or 5 lbs. less than the heaviest emperor captured previously. Kerr and Cheetham insist that he is nothing to the big fellow who escaped them.”

“We walk up to them, talking loudly and looking threatening. Despite our bad manners, the three birds turn to face us, bowing formally. After a closer look, they decide we’re not welcome and try to move away across the ice. We block their path and eventually herd them toward the ship, where the loud barking of the dogs scares them so much they make a strong effort to break through our line. We catch them. One bird with a philosophical air goes quietly, led by one flipper. The others fight back, but all end up locked in an igloo for the night.... In the afternoon, we spot five emperors in the western lead and manage to catch one. Kerr and Cheetham bravely tackle two large birds. Kerr charges at one, grabs it, and is immediately knocked down by the furious penguin, which jumps on his chest before retreating. Cheetham rushes to help Kerr; together they catch another penguin, tie its beak, and lead it, grumbling in muffled protests, to the ship like a drunken old man being escorted by two cops. It weighs 85 lbs., or 5 lbs. less than the heaviest emperor we had caught before. Kerr and Cheetham argue that he’s nothing compared to the big one that got away.”

This penguin’s stomach proved to be filled with freshly caught fish up to 10 in. long. Some of the fish were of a coastal or littoral variety. Two more emperors were captured on the following day, and, while Wordie was leading one of them towards the ship, Wild came along with his team. The dogs, uncontrollable in a moment, made a frantic rush for the bird, and were almost upon him when their harness caught upon an ice-pylon, which they had tried to pass on both sides at once. The result was a seething tangle of dogs, traces, and men, and an overturned sled, while the penguin, three yards away, nonchalantly and indifferently surveyed the disturbance. He had never seen anything of the kind before and had no idea at all that the strange disorder might concern him. Several cracks had opened in the neighbourhood of the ship, and the emperor penguins, fat and glossy of plumage, were appearing in considerable numbers. We secured nine of them on May 6, an important addition to our supply of fresh food.

This penguin’s stomach turned out to be filled with freshly caught fish that were up to 10 inches long. Some of the fish were coastal or littoral types. Two more emperors were caught the next day, and while Wordie was leading one of them towards the ship, Wild came along with his team. The dogs, suddenly out of control, made a wild dash for the bird and were almost on top of him when their harness got caught on an ice pylon, which they tried to pass on both sides at once. The result was a chaotic tangle of dogs, traces, and men, with an overturned sled, while the penguin, three yards away, casually and indifferently watched the commotion. He had never seen anything like that before and had no idea that the strange chaos might have anything to do with him. Several cracks had opened near the ship, and the emperor penguins, fat and glossy, were showing up in large numbers. We secured nine of them on May 6, making an important addition to our supply of fresh food.

The sun, which had made “positively his last appearance” seven days earlier, surprised us by lifting more than half its disk above the horizon on May 8. A glow on the northern horizon resolved itself into the sun at 11 a.m. that day. A quarter of an hour later the unseasonable visitor disappeared again, only to rise again at 11.40 a.m., set at 1 p.m., rise at 1.10 p.m., and set lingeringly at 1.20 p.m. These curious phenomena were due to refraction, which amounted to 2° 37´ at 1.20 p.m. The temperature was 15° below zero Fahr. and we calculated that the refraction was 2° above normal. In other words, the sun was visible 120 miles farther south than the refraction tables gave it any right to be. The navigating officer naturally was aggrieved. He had informed all hands on May 1 that they would not see the sun again for seventy days, and now had to endure the jeers of friends who affected to believe that his observations were inaccurate by a few degrees.

The sun, which had supposedly made “definitely his last appearance” seven days earlier, shocked us by lifting more than half its disk above the horizon on May 8. A glow on the northern horizon turned out to be the sun at 11 a.m. that day. Fifteen minutes later, the unexpected visitor disappeared again, only to rise again at 11:40 a.m., set at 1 p.m., rise at 1:10 p.m., and finally set lingeringly at 1:20 p.m. These strange occurrences were due to refraction, which measured 2° 37' at 1:20 p.m. The temperature was 15° below zero Fahrenheit, and we estimated that the refraction was 2° above normal. In simpler terms, the sun was visible 120 miles farther south than the refraction tables indicated it should be. The navigating officer was understandably upset. He had informed everyone on May 1 that they wouldn’t see the sun again for seventy days and now had to put up with the teasing from friends who pretended to think that his observations were off by a few degrees.

The Endurance was drifting north-north-east under the influence of a succession of westerly and south-westerly breezes. The ship’s head, at the same time, swung gradually to the left, indicating that the floe in which she was held was turning. During the night of the 14th a very pronounced swing occurred, and when daylight came at noon on the 15th we observed a large lead running from the north-west horizon towards the ship till it struck the western lead, circling ahead of the ship, then continuing to the south-south-east. A lead astern connected with this new lead on either side of the Endurance, thus separating our floe completely from the main body of the pack. A blizzard from the south-east swept down during the 16th. At 1 p.m. the blizzard lulled for five minutes; then the wind jumped round to the opposite quarter and the barometer rose suddenly. The centre of a cyclonic movement had passed over us, and the compass recorded an extraordinarily rapid swing of the floe. I could see nothing through the mist and snow, and I thought it possible that a magnetic storm or a patch of local magnetic attraction had caused the compass, and not the floe, to swing, Our floe was now about 2½ miles long north and south and 3 miles wide east and west.

The Endurance was drifting north-north-east due to a series of westerly and south-westerly breezes. At the same time, the ship's bow gradually turned to the left, showing that the ice floe it was on was shifting. During the night of the 14th, there was a noticeable swing, and when daylight broke at noon on the 15th, we noticed a large crack leading from the north-west horizon towards the ship until it connected with the western crack, curving ahead of us and then continuing south-south-east. A crack behind the ship linked to this new one on both sides of the Endurance, completely isolating our ice floe from the main pack. A blizzard from the southeast hit on the 16th. At 1 p.m., the blizzard eased for five minutes; then the wind switched to the opposite direction and the barometer shot up. The center of a cyclonic movement had passed over us, causing the compass to show an unusually quick swing of the floe. I could see nothing through the fog and snow, and I wondered if a magnetic storm or a local magnetic anomaly had made the compass move instead of the floe. Our floe was now about 2½ miles long from north to south and 3 miles wide from east to west.

The month of May passed with few incidents of importance. Hurley, our handy man, installed our small electric-lighting plant and placed lights for occasional use in the observatory, the meteorological station, and various other points. We could not afford to use the electric lamps freely. Hurley also rigged two powerful lights on poles projecting from the ship to port and starboard. These lamps would illuminate the “dogloos” brilliantly on the darkest winter’s day and would be invaluable in the event of the floe breaking during the dark days of winter. We could imagine what it would mean to get fifty dogs aboard without lights while the floe was breaking and rafting under our feet. May 24, Empire Day, was celebrated with the singing of patriotic songs in the Ritz, where all hands joined in wishing a speedy victory for the British arms. We could not know how the war was progressing, but we hoped that the Germans had already been driven from France and that the Russian armies had put the seal on the Allies’ success. The war was a constant subject of discussion aboard the Endurance, and many campaigns were fought on the map during the long months of drifting. The moon in the latter part of May was sweeping continuously through our starlit sky in great high circles. The weather generally was good, with constant minus temperatures. The log on May 27 recorded:

The month of May went by with only a few significant events. Hurley, our handyman, set up our small electric lighting system and installed lights for occasional use in the observatory, the weather station, and various other locations. We couldn’t use the electric lamps too freely due to budget constraints. Hurley also mounted two powerful lights on poles extending from the ship to the left and right. These lamps would brightly light up the “dogloos” even on the darkest winter day and would be crucial if the ice began to break during the long winter nights. We could only imagine how challenging it would be to get fifty dogs on board without lights while the ice was shifting beneath us. May 24, Empire Day, was celebrated with singing patriotic songs at the Ritz, where everyone joined in hoping for a swift victory for the British forces. We didn’t know how the war was progressing, but we hoped the Germans had already been pushed out of France and that the Russian armies were cementing the Allies' success. The war was a constant topic of discussion aboard the Endurance, and many battles were fought on the map during those long months of drifting. In the latter half of May, the moon moved steadily through our starlit sky in large, high circles. The weather was generally good, with constant below-freezing temperatures. The log on May 27 noted:

“Brilliantly fine clear weather with bright moonlight throughout. The moon’s rays are wonderfully strong, making midnight seem as light as an ordinary overcast midday in temperate climes. The great clearness of the atmosphere probably accounts for our having eight hours of twilight with a beautiful soft golden glow to the northward. A little rime and glazed frost are found aloft. The temperature is –20° Fahr. A few wisps of cirrus-cloud are seen and a little frost-smoke shows in one or two directions, but the cracks and leads near the ship appear to have frozen over again.”

“Absolutely beautiful clear weather with bright moonlight all night long. The moon’s rays are incredibly strong, making midnight feel as bright as a typical cloudy midday in temperate regions. The clarity of the atmosphere likely explains why we have eight hours of twilight with a lovely soft golden glow to the north. There’s some frost and icy glaze up high. The temperature is –20° Fahrenheit. A few wisps of cirrus clouds are visible, and a bit of frost smoke can be seen in a couple of directions, but the cracks and openings near the ship seem to have frozen over again.”

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The Pups

The Puppies

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Ice-Pressure Approaching the Ship

Ice pressure nearing the ship

Crean had started to take the pups out for runs, and it was very amusing to see them with their rolling canter just managing to keep abreast by the sledge and occasionally cocking an eye with an appealing look in the hope of being taken aboard for a ride. As an addition to their foster-father, Crean, the pups had adopted Amundsen. They tyrannized over him most unmercifully. It was a common sight to see him, the biggest dog in the pack, sitting out in the cold with an air of philosophic resignation while a corpulent pup occupied the entrance to his “dogloo.” The intruder was generally the pup Nelson, who just showed his forepaws and face, and one was fairly sure to find Nelly, Roger, and Toby coiled up comfortably behind him. At hoosh-time Crean had to stand by Amundsen’s food, since otherwise the pups would eat the big dog’s ration while he stood back to give them fair play. Sometimes their consciences would smite them and they would drag round a seal’s head, half a penguin, or a large lump of frozen meat or blubber to Amundsen’s kennel for rent. It was interesting to watch the big dog play with them, seizing them by throat or neck in what appeared to be a fierce fashion, while really quite gentle with them, and all the time teaching them how to hold their own in the world and putting them up to all the tricks of dog life.

Crean had started taking the pups out for runs, and it was really amusing to watch them with their bouncy canter, just managing to keep up with the sledge while occasionally glancing back with an adorable look, hoping to be invited aboard for a ride. Along with their foster-father, Crean, the pups had taken a liking to Amundsen. They often bullied him quite mercilessly. It was a common sight to see him, the biggest dog in the pack, sitting outside in the cold with a look of philosophical resignation while a chubby pup blocked the entrance to his “dogloo.” The intruder was usually the pup Nelson, who would just show his front paws and face, and it was almost guaranteed that Nelly, Roger, and Toby were snuggled up comfortably behind him. At feeding time, Crean had to stand by Amundsen’s food, because otherwise the pups would eat the big dog’s portion while he stood back to let them have a fair chance. Sometimes their guilty consciences would kick in, and they would bring a seal’s head, half a penguin, or a big chunk of frozen meat or blubber to Amundsen’s kennel as payment. It was interesting to see the big dog play with them, grabbing them by the throat or neck in what looked like an aggressive way, but he was actually very gentle with them, all the while teaching them how to hold their own in the world and introducing them to all the tricks of dog life.

The drift of the Endurance in the grip of the pack continued without incident of importance through June. Pressure was reported occasionally, but the ice in the immediate vicinity of the ship remained firm. The light was now very bad except in the period when the friendly moon was above the horizon. A faint twilight round about noon of each day reminded us of the sun, and assisted us in the important work of exercising the dogs. The care of the teams was our heaviest responsibility in those days. The movement of the floes was beyond all human control, and there was nothing to be gained by allowing one’s mind to struggle with the problems of the future, though it was hard to avoid anxiety at times. The conditioning and training of the dogs seemed essential, whatever fate might be in store for us, and the teams were taken out by their drivers whenever the weather permitted. Rivalries arose, as might have been expected, and on the 15th of the month a great race, the “Antarctic Derby,” took place. It was a notable event. The betting had been heavy, and every man aboard the ship stood to win or lose on the result of the contest. Some money had been staked, but the wagers that thrilled were those involving stores of chocolate and cigarettes. The course had been laid off from Khyber Pass, at the eastern end of the old lead ahead of the ship, to a point clear of the jib-boom, a distance of about 700 yds. Five teams went out in the dim noon twilight, with a zero temperature and an aurora flickering faintly to the southward. The starting signal was to be given by the flashing of a light on the meteorological station. I was appointed starter, Worsley was judge, and James was timekeeper. The bos’n, with a straw hat added to his usual Antarctic attire, stood on a box near the winning-post, and was assisted by a couple of shady characters to shout the odds, which were displayed on a board hung around his neck—6 to 4 on Wild, “evens” on Crean, 2 to 1 against Hurley, 6 to 1 against Macklin, and 8 to 1 against McIlroy. Canvas handkerchiefs fluttered from an improvised grand stand, and the pups, which had never seen such strange happenings before, sat round and howled with excitement. The spectators could not see far in the dim light, but they heard the shouts of the drivers as the teams approached and greeted the victory of the favourite with a roar of cheering that must have sounded strange indeed to any seals or penguins that happened to be in our neighbourhood. Wild’s time was 2 min. 16 sec., or at the rate of 10½ miles per hour for the course.

The drift of the Endurance in the ice pack continued smoothly through June without any significant incidents. There were occasional reports of pressure, but the ice around the ship remained intact. The light conditions were pretty poor, except when the friendly moon was in the sky. A faint twilight around noon each day reminded us of the sun and helped with the crucial task of exercising the dogs. Taking care of the teams was our biggest responsibility during this time. The movement of the ice floes was completely out of our control, and it wasn't helpful to dwell on future uncertainties, even though it was tough to avoid anxiety sometimes. Conditioning and training the dogs felt essential, no matter what fate awaited us, so the teams were taken out by their drivers whenever the weather allowed. Rivalries naturally developed, and on the 15th of the month, a big race, the “Antarctic Derby,” happened. It was quite a notable event. The betting was heavy, and every man aboard the ship had something to gain or lose from the outcome. Some money was at stake, but the more exciting bets involved supplies of chocolate and cigarettes. The course stretched from Khyber Pass, at the eastern end of the old lead ahead of the ship, to a point clear of the jib-boom, about 700 yards away. Five teams set out in the dim noon twilight, in freezing temperatures, with a faint aurora flickering to the south. The race would start with a light signal from the meteorological station. I was appointed as the starter, Worsley was the judge, and James was the timekeeper. The bos’n, wearing a straw hat added to his usual Antarctic outfit, stood on a box near the finish line, assisted by a couple of shady characters shouting the odds, displayed on a board around his neck—6 to 4 on Wild, “even” on Crean, 2 to 1 against Hurley, 6 to 1 against Macklin, and 8 to 1 against McIlroy. Canvas handkerchiefs waved from an improvised grandstand, and the pups, who had never seen anything like this before, sat around howling with excitement. The spectators couldn't see far in the dim light, but they heard the drivers shouting as the teams neared and cheered the favorite's victory with a roar that must have sounded strange to any seals or penguins nearby. Wild's time was 2 minutes 16 seconds, averaging 10½ miles per hour for the distance.

We celebrated Midwinter’s Day on the 22nd. The twilight extended over a period of about six hours that day, and there was a good light at noon from the moon, and also a northern glow with wisps of beautiful pink cloud along the horizon. A sounding gave 262 fathoms with a mud bottom. No land was in sight from the mast-head, although our range of vision extended probably a full degree to the westward. The day was observed as a holiday, necessary work only being undertaken, and, after the best dinner the cook could provide, all hands gathered in the Ritz, where speeches, songs, and toasts occupied the evening. After supper at midnight we sang “God Save the King” and wished each other all success in the days of sunshine and effort that lay ahead. At this time the Endurance was making an unusually rapid drift to the north under the influence of a fresh southerly to south-westerly breeze. We travelled 39 miles to the north in five days before a breeze that only once attained the force of a gale and then for no more than an hour. The absence of strong winds, in comparison with the almost unceasing winter blizzards of the Ross Sea, was a feature of the Weddell Sea that impressed itself upon me during the winter months.

We celebrated Midwinter’s Day on the 22nd. The twilight lasted for about six hours that day, and there was good light at noon from the moon, along with a northern glow and beautiful pink clouds along the horizon. A sounding showed 262 fathoms with a mud bottom. No land was visible from the masthead, although we could see probably a full degree to the west. The day was treated as a holiday, with only essential work being done, and after the best dinner the cook could manage, everyone gathered in the Ritz, where we spent the evening with speeches, songs, and toasts. After supper at midnight, we sang “God Save the King” and wished each other success in the sunny days and hard work ahead. At this time, the Endurance was drifting unusually fast to the north due to a fresh southerly to southwesterly breeze. We traveled 39 miles north in five days with a breeze that only once reached gale force, and that was just for an hour. The lack of strong winds, compared to the almost constant winter blizzards of the Ross Sea, was something that really stood out to me during the winter months in the Weddell Sea.

Another race took place a few days after the “Derby.” The two crack teams, driven by Hurley and Wild, met in a race from Khyber Pass. Wild’s team, pulling 910 lbs., or 130 lbs. per dog, covered the 700 yds. in 2 min. 9 sec., or at the rate of 11.1 miles per hour. Hurley’s team, with the same load, did the run in 2 min. 16 sec. The race was awarded by the judge to Hurley owing to Wild failing to “weigh in” correctly. I happened to be a part of the load on his sledge, and a skid over some new drift within fifty yards of the winning post resulted in my being left on the snow. It should be said in justice to the dogs that this accident, while justifying the disqualification, could not have made any material difference in the time.

Another race happened a few days after the “Derby.” The two top teams, driven by Hurley and Wild, competed in a race from Khyber Pass. Wild’s team, pulling 910 lbs., or 130 lbs. per dog, covered the 700 yards in 2 minutes 9 seconds, which is about 11.1 miles per hour. Hurley’s team, with the same load, finished the run in 2 minutes 16 seconds. The judge awarded the race to Hurley because Wild didn’t “weigh in” correctly. I happened to be part of the load on his sledge, and a skid over some new snow within fifty yards of the finish line led to me being left behind. It should be noted that this accident, while justifying the disqualification, wouldn’t have made a significant difference in the time.

The approach of the returning sun was indicated by beautiful sunrise glows on the horizon in the early days of July. We had nine hours’ twilight on the 10th, and the northern sky, low to the horizon, was tinted with gold for about seven hours. Numerous cracks and leads extended in all directions to within 300 yds. of the ship. Thin wavering black lines close to the northern horizon were probably distant leads refracted into the sky. Sounds of moderate pressure came to our ears occasionally, but the ship was not involved. At midnight on the 11th a crack in the lead ahead of the Endurance opened out rapidly, and by 2 a.m. was over 200 yds. wide in places with an area of open water to the south-west. Sounds of pressure were heard along this lead, which soon closed to a width of about 30 yds. and then froze over. The temperature at that time was –23° Fahr.

The returning sun was marked by beautiful sunrise colors on the horizon in early July. We experienced nine hours of twilight on the 10th, and the northern sky, low on the horizon, was tinged with gold for about seven hours. Numerous cracks and openings stretched out in all directions within 300 yards of the ship. Thin, wavering black lines near the northern horizon were likely distant leads reflected in the sky. We occasionally heard moderate pressure sounds, but the ship wasn't affected. At midnight on the 11th, a crack in the lead ahead of the Endurance rapidly opened up, and by 2 a.m., it was over 200 yards wide in places, with an area of open water to the southwest. Sounds of pressure were heard along this lead, which soon narrowed to about 30 yards and then froze over. The temperature at that time was –23° Fahrenheit.

The most severe blizzard we had experienced in the Weddell Sea swept down upon the Endurance on the evening of the 13th, and by breakfast-time on the following morning the kennels to the windward, or southern side of the ship were buried under 5 ft. of drift. I gave orders that no man should venture beyond the kennels. The ship was invisible at a distance of fifty yards, and it was impossible to preserve one’s sense of direction in the raging wind and suffocating drift. To walk against the gale was out of the question. Face and eyes became snowed up within two minutes, and serious frost-bites would have been the penalty of perseverance. The dogs stayed in their kennels for the most part, the “old stagers” putting out a paw occasionally in order to keep open a breathing-hole. By evening the gale had attained a force of 60 or 70 miles an hour, and the ship was trembling under the attack. But we were snug enough in our quarters aboard until the morning of the 14th, when all hands turned out to shovel the snow from deck and kennels. The wind was still keen and searching, with a temperature of something like –30° Fahr., and it was necessary for us to be on guard against frost-bite. At least 100 tons of snow were piled against the bows and port side, where the weight of the drift had forced the floe downward. The lead ahead had opened out during the night, cracked the pack from north to south and frozen over again, adding 300 yds. to the distance between the ship and “Khyber Pass.” The breakdown gang had completed its work by lunch-time. The gale was then decreasing and the three-days-old moon showed as a red crescent on the northern horizon. The temperature during the blizzard had ranged from –21° to –33.5° Fahr. It is usual for the temperature to rise during a blizzard, and the failure to produce any Föhn effect of this nature suggested an absence of high land for at least 200 miles to the south and south-west. The weather did not clear until the 16th. We saw then that the appearance of the surrounding pack had been altered completely by the blizzard. The “island” floe containing the Endurance still stood fast, but cracks and masses of ice thrown up by pressure could be seen in all directions. An area of open water was visible on the horizon to the north, with a water indication in the northern sky.

The worst blizzard we had ever faced in the Weddell Sea hit the Endurance on the evening of the 13th, and by breakfast the next morning, the kennels on the windward, or southern side of the ship were buried under 5 feet of drift. I instructed that no one should go beyond the kennels. The ship was invisible from fifty yards away, and it was impossible to keep track of direction in the howling wind and choking snow. Walking against the gale was out of the question. Your face and eyes would be covered in snow within two minutes, and if someone had kept pushing through, they would have faced serious frostbite. The dogs mostly stayed in their kennels, with the “old-timers” occasionally sticking out a paw to create a breathing hole. By evening, the wind had reached speeds of 60 to 70 miles an hour, and the ship was shaking from the force. But we were cozy enough in our quarters until the morning of the 14th, when everyone had to get up to shovel snow off the deck and away from the kennels. The wind was still sharp and biting, with a temperature around -30°F, and we had to be careful to avoid frostbite. At least 100 tons of snow had piled up against the front and left side, where the weight of the drift had pushed the ice floe downwards. The lead ahead had opened up during the night, cracking the pack from north to south and then freezing over again, increasing the distance between the ship and “Khyber Pass” by 300 yards. The crew working on the breakdown finished their tasks by lunchtime. As the storm started to ease, the three-day-old moon appeared as a red crescent in the northern sky. The temperature during the blizzard had fluctuated between -21°F and -33.5°F. Normally, the temperature goes up during a blizzard, and the lack of any warming effects suggested there were no high lands for at least 200 miles to the south and southwest. The weather didn’t clear up until the 16th. By then, we noticed that the blizzard had completely changed the appearance of the surrounding ice pack. The “island” floe holding the Endurance remained steady, but we could see cracks and chunks of ice pushed up by pressure all around. An area of open water was visible on the horizon to the north, and there was an indication of water in the northern sky.

The ice-pressure, which was indicated by distant rumblings and the appearance of formidable ridges, was increasingly a cause of anxiety. The areas of disturbance were gradually approaching the ship. During July 21 we could bear the grinding and crashing of the working floes to the south-west and west and could see cracks opening, working, and closing ahead.

The ice pressure, shown by distant rumbles and the formation of huge ridges, was becoming more and more worrying. The areas of disturbance were slowly closing in on the ship. On July 21, we could hear the grinding and crashing of the moving ice floes to the southwest and west, and we could see cracks opening, shifting, and closing up ahead.

“The ice is rafting up to a height of 10 or 15 ft. in places, the opposing floes are moving against one another at the rate of about 200 yds. per hour. The noise resembles the roar of heavy, distant surf. Standing on the stirring ice one can imagine it is disturbed by the breathing and tossing of a mighty giant below.”

“The ice is piling up to heights of 10 or 15 feet in some areas, with the opposing ice floes crashing into each other at about 200 yards per hour. The sound is like the roar of heavy, distant waves. Standing on the moving ice, one might imagine it's shaking from the breathing and tossing of a giant beneath.”

Early on the afternoon of the 22nd a 2-ft. crack, running south-west and north-east for a distance of about two miles, approached to within 35 yds. of the port quarter. I had all the sledges brought aboard and set a special watch in case it became necessary to get the dogs off the floe in a hurry. This crack was the result of heavy pressure 300 yds. away on the port bow, where huge blocks of ice were piled up in wild and threatening confusion. The pressure at that point was enormous. Blocks weighing many tons were raised 15 ft. above the level of the floe. I arranged to divide the night watches with Worsley and Wild, and none of us had much rest. The ship was shaken by heavy bumps, and we were on the alert to see that no dogs had fallen into cracks. The morning light showed that our island had been reduced considerably during the night. Our long months of rest and safety seemed to be at an end, and a period of stress had begun.

Early in the afternoon on the 22nd, a 2-foot crack stretching southwest to northeast for about two miles came within 35 yards of the port side. I had all the sledges brought on board and set a special watch in case we needed to get the dogs off the ice quickly. This crack was caused by heavy pressure 300 yards away on the port bow, where huge blocks of ice were piled up in a chaotic and menacing way. The pressure there was immense. Blocks weighing several tons were pushed up 15 feet above the level of the ice. I decided to split the night watches with Worsley and Wild, and we didn’t get much rest. The ship shook with heavy bumps, and we stayed alert to ensure no dogs fell into the cracks. The morning light revealed that our island had shrunk significantly overnight. Our long months of rest and safety seemed to be over, and a time of stress had begun.

During the following day I had a store of sledging provisions, oil, matches, and other essentials placed on the upper deck handy to the starboard quarter boat, so as to be in readiness for a sudden emergency. The ice was grinding and working steadily to the southward, and in the evening some large cracks appeared on the port quarter, while a crack alongside opened out to 15 yds. The blizzard seemed to have set the ice in strong movement towards the north, and the south-westerly and west-south-westerly winds that prevailed two days out of three maintained the drift. I hoped that this would continue unchecked, since our chance of getting clear of the pack early in the spring appeared to depend upon our making a good northing. Soundings at this time gave depths of from 186 to 190 fathoms, with a glacial mud bottom. No land was in sight. The light was improving. A great deal of ice-pressure was heard and observed in all directions during the 25th, much of it close to the port quarter of the ship. On the starboard bow huge blocks of ice, weighing many tons and 5 ft. in thickness, were pushed up on the old floe to a height of 15 to 20 ft. The floe that held the Endurance was swung to and fro by the pressure during the day, but came back to the old bearing before midnight.

The next day, I arranged for sledging supplies, oil, matches, and other essentials to be stored on the upper deck near the starboard quarter boat, so we would be ready for any emergencies. The ice was shifting and moving steadily to the south, and in the evening, some large cracks appeared on the port quarter, with one crack nearby opening up to 15 yards. The blizzard seemed to be pushing the ice strongly northward, and the southwesterly and west-southwesterly winds that blew two days out of three kept the drift going. I hoped this movement would continue, as our chance of getting clear of the pack early in the spring depended on making significant progress north. Soundings at this time showed depths ranging from 186 to 190 fathoms, with a glacial mud bottom. No land was visible. The light was getting better. A lot of ice pressure was heard and observed in all directions on the 25th, especially near the port quarter of the ship. On the starboard bow, huge blocks of ice weighing tons and 5 feet thick were pushed up on the old floe to heights of 15 to 20 feet. The floe holding the Endurance swayed back and forth due to the pressure throughout the day but returned to its original position before midnight.

“The ice for miles around is much looser. There are numerous cracks and short leads to the north-east and south-east. Ridges are being forced up in all directions, and there is a water-sky to the south-east. It would be a relief to be able to make some effort on our own behalf; but we can do nothing until the ice releases our ship. If the floes continue to loosen, we may break out within the next few weeks and resume the fight. In the meantime the pressure continues, and it is hard to foresee the outcome. Just before noon to-day (July 26) the top of the sun appeared by refraction for one minute, seventy-nine days after our last sunset. A few minutes earlier a small patch of the sun had been thrown up on one of the black streaks above the horizon. All hands are cheered by the indication that the end of the winter darkness is near.... Clark finds that with returning daylight the diatoms are again appearing. His nets and line are stained a pale yellow, and much of the newly formed ice has also a faint brown or yellow tinge. The diatoms cannot multiply without light, and the ice formed since February can be distinguished in the pressure-ridges by its clear blue colour. The older masses of ice are of a dark earthy brown, dull yellow, or reddish brown.”

“The ice for miles around is much looser. There are a lot of cracks and short leads to the northeast and southeast. Ridges are pushing up in all directions, and there’s a water-sky to the southeast. It would be a relief to make some effort for ourselves, but we can’t do anything until the ice frees our ship. If the floes keep loosening, we might break out in the next few weeks and get back to the fight. In the meantime, the pressure continues, and it’s hard to predict the outcome. Just before noon today (July 26), the top of the sun appeared through refraction for one minute, seventy-nine days after our last sunset. A few minutes earlier, a small patch of the sun had shown up on one of the black streaks above the horizon. Everyone is encouraged by the sign that the end of the winter darkness is near... Clark sees that with the returning daylight, the diatoms are starting to appear again. His nets and lines are stained a pale yellow, and much of the newly formed ice also has a faint brown or yellow tint. The diatoms can’t multiply without light, and the ice formed since February can be recognized in the pressure ridges by its clear blue color. The older ice masses are a dark earthy brown, dull yellow, or reddish brown.”

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Ice-Rafting

Ice rafting

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The Returning Sun

The Rising Sun

The break-up of our floe came suddenly on Sunday, August 1, just one year after the Endurance left the South-West India Docks on the voyage to the Far South. The position was lat. 72° 26´ S., long. 48° 10´ W. The morning brought a moderate south-westerly gale with heavy snow, and at 8 a.m., after some warning movements of the ice, the floe cracked 40 yds. off the starboard bow. Two hours later the floe began to break up all round us under pressure and the ship listed over 10 degrees to starboard. I had the dogs and sledges brought aboard at once and the gangway hoisted. The animals behaved well. They came aboard eagerly as though realizing their danger, and were placed in their quarters on deck without a single fight occurring. The pressure was cracking the floe rapidly, rafting it close to the slip and forcing masses of ice beneath the keel. Presently the Endurance listed heavily to port against the gale, and at the same time was forced ahead, astern, and sideways several times by the grinding floes. She received one or two hard nips, but resisted them without as much as a creak. It looked at one stage as if the ship was to be made the plaything of successive floes, and I was relieved when she came to a standstill with a large piece of our old “dock” under the starboard bilge. I had the boats cleared away ready for lowering, got up some additional stores, and set a double watch. All hands were warned to stand by, get what sleep they could, and have their warmest clothing at hand. Around us lay the ruins of “Dog Town” amid the debris of pressure-ridges. Some of the little dwellings had been crushed flat beneath blocks of ice; others had been swallowed and pulverized when the ice opened beneath them and closed again. It was a sad sight, but my chief concern just then was the safety of the rudder, which was being attacked viciously by the ice. We managed to pole away a large lump that had become jammed between the rudder and the stern-post, but I could see that damage had been done, though a close examination was not possible that day.

The breakup of our ice floe happened suddenly on Sunday, August 1, just a year after the Endurance departed from the South-West India Docks on her journey to the Far South. Our coordinates were lat. 72° 26' S., long. 48° 10' W. The morning brought a moderate south-westerly gale with heavy snow, and at 8 a.m., after some warning movements of the ice, the floe cracked 40 yards off the starboard bow. Two hours later, the floe started to break apart all around us due to pressure, and the ship tilted over 10 degrees to starboard. I had the dogs and sledges brought aboard immediately and the gangway raised. The animals behaved well. They jumped aboard eagerly as if sensing the danger, and were placed in their quarters on deck without any fights. The pressure was quickly cracking the floe, pushing it close to the slip and forcing large chunks of ice beneath the keel. Soon, the Endurance tilted heavily to port against the gale, while simultaneously being pushed forward, backward, and sideways several times by the grinding floes. She took one or two hard hits, but held her ground without so much as a creak. At one point, it seemed like the ship would become a toy for the shifting floes, and I felt relieved when she finally came to a stop atop a large piece of our old “dock” under the starboard bilge. I had the boats prepared for lowering, gathered some extra supplies, and set a double watch. Everyone was warned to be ready, catch whatever sleep they could, and keep their warmest clothing nearby. Around us lay the ruins of “Dog Town” amid the debris of pressure ridges. Some of the small homes had been crushed flat under blocks of ice; others had been engulfed and destroyed when the ice opened beneath them and then closed again. It was a heartbreaking sight, but my main concern at that moment was the safety of the rudder, which was being aggressively attacked by the ice. We managed to push away a large chunk that had become stuck between the rudder and the stern-post, but I could tell that damage had been done, although a close inspection wasn't possible that day.

After the ship had come to a standstill in her new position very heavy pressure was set up. Some of the trenails were started and beams buckled slightly under the terrific stresses. But the Endurance had been built to withstand the attacks of the ice, and she lifted bravely as the floes drove beneath her. The effects of the pressure around us were awe-inspiring. Mighty blocks of ice, gripped between meeting floes, rose slowly till they jumped like cherry-stones squeezed between thumb and finger. The pressure of millions of tons of moving ice was crushing and smashing inexorably. If the ship was once gripped firmly her fate would be sealed.

After the ship came to a stop in her new position, there was intense pressure building up. Some of the wooden nails came loose, and the beams bent slightly under the enormous stress. But the Endurance had been designed to handle the icy assaults, and she lifted strongly as the ice floes pushed beneath her. The impact of the pressure around us was incredible. Huge chunks of ice, caught between colliding floes, rose slowly before they popped up like cherry stones squeezed between fingers. The weight of millions of tons of moving ice was crushing and breaking relentlessly. If the ship were caught tightly, her fate would be sealed.

The gale from the south-west blew all night and moderated during the afternoon of the 2nd to a stiff breeze. The pressure had almost ceased. Apparently the gale had driven the southern pack down upon us, causing congestion in our area; the pressure had stopped when the whole of the pack got into motion. The gale had given us some northing, but it had dealt the Endurance what might prove to be a severe blow. The rudder had been driven hard over to starboard and the blade partially torn away from the rudder-head. Heavy masses of ice were still jammed against the stern, and it was impossible to ascertain the extent of the damage at that time. I felt that it would be impossible in any case to effect repairs in the moving pack. The ship lay steady all night, and the sole sign of continuing pressure was an occasional slight rumbling shock. We rigged shelters and kennels for the dogs inboard.

The strong wind from the southwest blew all night and eased up to a stiff breeze in the afternoon of the 2nd. The pressure had nearly stopped. It seemed like the gale had pushed the southern ice pack down onto us, causing congestion in our area; the pressure ended when the entire pack started moving. The gale had given us some northward drift, but it had dealt the Endurance what could be a serious blow. The rudder was pushed hard over to starboard, and the blade was partially torn away from the rudder-head. Large chunks of ice were still jammed against the stern, and it was impossible to check the extent of the damage at that time. I felt it would be impossible to make any repairs in the moving pack. The ship remained steady all night, and the only sign of ongoing pressure was an occasional slight rumbling shock. We set up shelters and kennels for the dogs inside the ship.

The weather on August 3 was overcast and misty. We had nine hours of twilight, with good light at noon. There was no land in sight for ten miles from the mast-head. The pack as far as the eye could reach was in a condition of chaos, much rafted and consolidated, with very large pressure-ridges in all directions. At 9 p.m. a rough altitude of Canopus gave the latitude as 71° 55´ 17´´ S. The drift, therefore, had been about 37 miles to the north in three days. Four of the poorest dogs were shot this day. They were suffering severely from worms, and we could not afford to keep sick dogs under the changed conditions. The sun showed through the clouds on the northern horizon for an hour on the 4th. There was no open water to be seen from aloft in any direction. We saw from the masthead to west-south-west an appearance of barrier, land, or a very long iceberg, about 20 odd miles away, but the horizon clouded over before we could determine its nature. We tried twice to make a sounding that day, but failed on each occasion. The Kelvin machine gave no bottom at the full length of the line, 370 fathoms. After much labour we made a hole in the ice near the stern-post large enough for the Lucas machine with a 32-lb. lead; but this appeared to be too light. The machine stopped at 452 fathoms, leaving us in doubt as to whether bottom had been reached. Then in heaving up we lost the lead, the thin wire cutting its way into the ice and snapping. All hands and the carpenter were busy this day making and placing kennels on the upper deck, and by nightfall all the dogs were comfortably housed, ready for any weather. The sun showed through the clouds above the northern horizon for nearly an hour.

The weather on August 3 was cloudy and foggy. We had nine hours of twilight, with decent light at noon. There was no land in sight for ten miles from the masthead. The ice as far as we could see was chaotic, heavily rafted and consolidated, with very large pressure ridges in every direction. At 9 p.m., a rough altitude reading of Canopus indicated the latitude as 71° 55' 17" S. This means we had drifted about 37 miles north over the past three days. Four of the weakest dogs were euthanized that day. They were suffering badly from worms, and we couldn’t afford to keep sick dogs under the changing conditions. The sun broke through the clouds on the northern horizon for an hour on the 4th. There was no open water visible from above in any direction. From the masthead, we saw a shape to the west-southwest that looked like a barrier, land, or a very long iceberg, about 20 miles away, but the horizon clouded over before we could figure out what it was. We tried to take a sounding twice that day but were unsuccessful each time. The Kelvin machine reported no bottom at the full line length of 370 fathoms. After much effort, we made a hole in the ice near the stern large enough for the Lucas machine with a 32-pound lead; but this seemed to be too light. The machine stopped at 452 fathoms, leaving us unsure if we had reached the bottom. Then as we were hauling up, we lost the lead, the thin wire cutting through the ice and snapping. All hands, including the carpenter, were busy that day building and placing kennels on the upper deck, and by nightfall, all the dogs were comfortably settled, ready for any weather. The sun shone through the clouds above the northern horizon for almost an hour.

The remaining days of August were comparatively uneventful. The ice around the ship froze firm again and little movement occurred in our neighbourhood. The training of the dogs, including the puppies, proceeded actively, and provided exercise as well as occupation. The drift to the north-west continued steadily. We had bad luck with soundings, the weather interfering at times and the gear breaking on several occasions, but a big increase in the depth showed that we had passed over the edge of the Weddell Sea plateau. A sounding of about 1700 fathoms on August 10 agreed fairly well with Filchner’s 1924 fathoms, 130 miles east of our then position. An observation at noon of the 8th had given us lat. 71° 23´ S., long. 49° 13´ W. Minus temperatures prevailed still, but the daylight was increasing. We captured a few emperor penguins which were making their way to the south-west. Ten penguins taken on the 19th were all in poor condition, and their stomachs contained nothing but stones and a few cuttle-fish beaks. A sounding on the 17th gave 1676 fathoms, 10 miles west of the charted position of Morell Land. No land could be seen from the mast-head, and I decided that Morell Land must be added to the long list of Antarctic islands and continental coasts that on close investigation have resolved themselves into icebergs. On clear days we could get an extended view in all directions from the mast-head, and the line of the pack was broken only by familiar bergs. About one hundred bergs were in view on a fine day, and they seemed practically the same as when they started their drift with us nearly seven months earlier. The scientists wished to inspect some of the neighbouring bergs at close quarters, but sledge travelling outside the well-trodden area immediately around the ship proved difficult and occasionally dangerous. On August 20, for example, Worsley, Hurley, and Greenstreet started off for the Rampart Berg and got on to a lead of young ice that undulated perilously beneath their feet. A quick turn saved them.

The last days of August were fairly quiet. The ice around the ship froze solid again, and not much happened in our area. We actively trained the dogs, including the puppies, which kept us busy and gave us exercise. The drift to the northwest continued steadily. We had some bad luck with soundings; the weather interrupted us at times and our gear broke several times, but a significant increase in depth showed that we had passed over the edge of the Weddell Sea plateau. A sounding of about 1700 fathoms on August 10 matched Filchner’s 1924 measurements, 130 miles east of our position at the time. An observation at noon on the 8th gave us lat. 71° 23´ S., long. 49° 13´ W. It was still below freezing, but the days were getting longer. We caught a few emperor penguins heading southwest. The ten penguins we caught on the 19th were all in bad shape, with their stomachs containing only stones and a few cuttlefish beaks. A sounding on the 17th measured 1676 fathoms, 10 miles west of the charted position of Morell Land. We couldn't see any land from the masthead, and I concluded that Morell Land had to be added to the long list of Antarctic islands and coasts that, upon closer examination, turned out to be icebergs. On clear days, we could see for miles from the masthead, and the pack ice was only interrupted by familiar icebergs. On a nice day, around one hundred bergs were visible, and they looked almost the same as when they started drifting with us nearly seven months ago. The scientists wanted to get a closer look at some of the nearby icebergs, but traveling by sled outside the well-used area right around the ship was challenging and sometimes dangerous. For example, on August 20, Worsley, Hurley, and Greenstreet set off for the Rampart Berg and ended up on a lead of young ice that wobbled dangerously beneath their feet. A quick turn saved them.

A wonderful mirage of the Fata Morgana type was visible on August 20. The day was clear and bright, with a blue sky overhead and some rime aloft.

A beautiful Fata Morgana mirage appeared on August 20. It was a clear and bright day, with a blue sky above and some frost up high.

“The distant pack is thrown up into towering barrier-like cliffs, which are reflected in blue lakes and lanes of water at their base. Great white and golden cities of Oriental appearance at close intervals along these clifftops indicate distant bergs, some not previously known to us. Floating above these are wavering violet and creamy lines of still more remote bergs and pack. The lines rise and fall, tremble, dissipate, and reappear in an endless transformation scene. The southern pack and bergs, catching the sun’s rays, are golden, but to the north the ice-masses are purple. Here the bergs assume changing forms, first a castle, then a balloon just clear of the horizon, that changes swiftly into an immense mushroom, a mosque, or a cathedral. The principal characteristic is the vertical lengthening of the object, a small pressure-ridge being given the appearance of a line of battlements or towering cliffs. The mirage is produced by refraction and is intensified by the columns of comparatively warm air rising from several cracks and leads that have opened eight to twenty miles away north and south.”

“The distant ice pack rises into towering cliffs that look like barriers, reflected in the blue lakes and streams of water at their base. Beautiful white and golden cities that have an Eastern appearance are scattered at intervals along these cliff tops, hinting at distant icebergs, some of which we didn’t know before. Above them are shimmering lines of violet and cream indicating even more remote icebergs and packs. These lines rise and fall, quiver, vanish, and reappear in an endless display of transformation. The southern ice pack and icebergs, catching the sun's rays, shine golden, while to the north, the ice masses appear purple. Here, the icebergs take on different shapes, first a castle, then a balloon just above the horizon, which quickly morphs into a giant mushroom, a mosque, or a cathedral. The main feature is the vertical elongation of the object, where a small pressure ridge looks like a line of battlements or towering cliffs. The mirage is created by refraction and is enhanced by columns of relatively warm air rising from several cracks and leads that have opened up eight to twenty miles away to the north and south.”

We noticed this day that a considerable change had taken place in our position relative to the Rampart Berg. It appeared that a big lead had opened and that there had been some differential movement of the pack. The opening movement might presage renewed pressure. A few hours later the dog teams, returning from exercise, crossed a narrow crack that had appeared ahead of the ship. This crack opened quickly to 60 ft. and would have given us trouble if the dogs had been left on the wrong side. It closed on the 25th and pressure followed in its neighbourhood.

We noticed today that a significant change had occurred in our position in relation to the Rampart Berg. It seemed like a large lead had opened up and that there had been some shifting of the pack. This movement might signal increased pressure. A few hours later, the dog teams returned from their exercise and crossed a narrow crack that had appeared in front of the ship. This crack quickly opened up to 60 ft. and could have caused us problems if the dogs had been left on the wrong side. It closed on the 25th, and pressure followed in the surrounding area.

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Wild and Shackleton in the Heavy Pressure

Wild and Shackleton in the Intense Pressure

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Exercising the Dogs

Dog Walking

On August 24 we were two miles north of the latitude of Morell’s farthest south, and over 10° of longitude, or more than 200 miles, west of his position. From the mast-head no land could be seen within twenty miles, and no land of over 500 ft. altitude could have escaped observation on our side of long. 52° W. A sounding of 1900 fathoms on August 25 was further evidence of the non-existence of New South Greenland. There was some movement of the ice near the ship during the concluding days of the month. All hands were called out in the night of August 26, sounds of pressure having been followed by the cracking of the ice alongside the ship, but the trouble did not develop immediately. Late on the night of the 31st the ice began to work ahead of the ship and along the port side. Creaking and groaning of timbers, accompanied by loud snapping sounds fore and aft, told their story of strain. The pressure continued during the following day, beams and deck planks occasionally buckling to the strain. The ponderous floes were grinding against each other under the influence of wind and current, and our ship seemed to occupy for the time being an undesirable position near the centre of the disturbance; but she resisted staunchly and showed no sign of water in the bilges, although she had not been pumped out for six months. The pack extended to the horizon in every direction. I calculated that we were 250 miles from the nearest known land to the westward, and more than 500 miles from the nearest outpost of civilization, Wilhelmina Bay. I hoped we would not have to undertake a march across the moving ice-fields. The Endurance we knew to be stout and true; but no ship ever built by man could live if taken fairly in the grip of the floes and prevented from rising to the surface of the grinding ice. These were anxious days. In the early morning of September 2 the ship jumped and shook to the accompaniment of cracks and groans, and some of the men who had been in the berths hurried on deck. The pressure eased a little later in the day, when the ice on the port side broke away from the ship to just abaft the main rigging. The Endurance was still held aft and at the rudder, and a large mass of ice could be seen adhering to the port bow, rising to within three feet of the surface. I wondered if this ice had got its grip by piercing the sheathing.

On August 24, we were two miles north of the southernmost point reached by Morell and over 10° longitude, or more than 200 miles, west of his location. From the masthead, no land was visible within twenty miles, and any land over 500 ft high would have been spotted on our side of longitude 52° W. A sounding of 1900 fathoms on August 25 further indicated that New South Greenland didn't exist. There was some ice movement near the ship during the last days of the month. All hands were called out on the night of August 26 when sounds of pressure were followed by the ice cracking alongside the ship, but the situation didn’t escalate right away. Late on the night of the 31st, the ice started to shift ahead of the ship and along the port side. The creaking and groaning of timbers, mixed with loud snapping sounds at the front and back, communicated the strain. The pressure continued the next day, with beams and deck planks occasionally bending under the stress. The heavy ice floes were colliding with each other due to the wind and current, and our ship seemed to be in an undesirable position at the center of the chaos; but she held her ground firmly and showed no signs of water in the bilges, even though she hadn’t been pumped out for six months. The pack ice stretched to the horizon in every direction. I estimated we were 250 miles from the nearest known land to the west and over 500 miles from the closest settlement, Wilhelmina Bay. I hoped we wouldn’t have to make a trek across the shifting ice fields. The Endurance was sturdy and reliable, but no ship ever built by man could survive if caught firmly in the grip of the floes and unable to rise above the grinding ice. These were stressful days. Early on September 2, the ship jolted and shook with cracking and groaning sounds, prompting some of the men in their berths to rush on deck. The pressure eased later that day as the ice on the port side broke away from the ship just behind the main rigging. The Endurance was still held at the back and at the rudder, and a large chunk of ice was visible stuck to the port bow, rising within three feet of the surface. I wondered if this ice had gotten its hold by piercing the sheathing.

CHAPTER IV
LOSS OF THE ENDURANCE

The ice did not trouble us again seriously until the end of September, though during the whole month the floes were seldom entirely without movement. The roar of pressure would come to us across the otherwise silent ice-fields, and bring with it a threat and a warning. Watching from the crow’s-nest, we could see sometimes the formation of pressure-ridges. The sunshine glittered on newly riven ice-surfaces as the masses of shattered floe rose and fell away from the line of pressure. The area of disturbance would advance towards us, recede, and advance again. The routine of work and play on the Endurance proceeded steadily. Our plans and preparations for any contingency that might arise during the approaching summer had been made, but there seemed always plenty to do in and about our prisoned ship. Runs with the dogs and vigorous games of hockey and football on the rough snow-covered floe kept all hands in good fettle. The record of one or two of these September days will indicate the nature of our life and our surroundings:

The ice didn’t really bother us again until the end of September, although throughout the entire month, the floes were rarely completely still. We could hear the roar of pressure coming across the otherwise quiet ice fields, bringing a sense of threat and warning. From the crow’s nest, we could sometimes spot the formation of pressure ridges. The sunlight sparkled on the newly broken ice surfaces as chunks of shattered floe rose and fell along the pressure line. The area of disturbance would move toward us, pull back, and then come forward again. The routine of work and play on the Endurance continued steadily. We had made plans and preparations for any situation that might arise during the upcoming summer, but there always seemed to be plenty to keep us busy on our trapped ship. Runs with the dogs and energetic games of hockey and football on the rough, snow-covered floe kept everyone in good spirits. The record of one or two of these September days will show what our life and surroundings were like:

September 4.—Temperature, –14.1° Fahr. Light easterly breeze, blue sky, and stratus clouds. During forenoon notice a distinct terra-cotta or biscuit colour in the stratus clouds to the north. This travelled from east to west and could conceivably have come from some of the Graham Land volcanoes, now about 300 miles distant to the north-west. The upper current of air probably would come from that direction. Heavy rime. Pack unbroken and unchanged as far as visible. No land for 22 miles. No animal life observed.”

September 4.—Temperature, -14.1° F. Light easterly breeze, clear blue sky, and stratus clouds. In the morning, I noticed a distinct terracotta or biscuit color in the stratus clouds to the north. This moved from east to west and might have come from some of the volcanoes in Graham Land, which are about 300 miles away to the northwest. The upper air current probably comes from that direction. There’s heavy rime. The pack ice is unbroken and unchanged as far as I can see. No land for 22 miles. No animal life observed.”

September 7.—Temperature, –10.8° Fahr. Moderate easterly to southerly winds, overcast and misty, with light snow till midnight, when weather cleared. Blue sky and fine clear weather to noon. Much rime aloft. Thick fresh snow on ship and floe that glistens brilliantly in the morning sunlight. Little clouds of faint violet-coloured mist rise from the lower and brinier portions of the pack, which stretches unbroken to the horizon. Very great refraction all round. A tabular berg about fifty feet high ten miles west is a good index of the amount of refraction. On ordinary days it shows from the mast-head, clear-cut against the sky; with much refraction, the pack beyond at the back of it lifts up into view; to-day a broad expanse of miles of pack is seen above it. Numerous other bergs generally seen in silhouette are, at first sight, lost, but after a closer scrutiny they appear as large lumps or dark masses well below the horizon. Refraction generally results in too big an altitude when observing the sun for position, but to-day, the horizon is thrown up so much that the altitude is about 12´ too small. No land visible for twenty miles. No animal life observed. Lower Clark’s tow-net with 566 fathoms of wire, and hoist it up at two and a half miles an hour by walking across the floe with the wire. Result rather meagre—jelly-fish and some fish larvæ. Exercise dogs in sledge teams. The young dogs, under Crean’s care, pull as well, though not so strongly, as the best team in the pack. Hercules for the last fortnight or more has constituted himself leader of the orchestra. Two or three times in the twenty-four hours he starts a howl—a deep, melodious howl—and in about thirty seconds he has the whole pack in full song, the great deep, booming, harmonious song of the half-wolf pack.”

September 7.—Temperature, -10.8° Fahrenheit. Moderate winds from the east to the south, overcast and misty, with light snow until midnight, when the weather cleared. By noon, the sky was blue and the weather was nice. There was a lot of frost above. Thick, fresh snow on the ship and ice floe sparkled brilliantly in the morning sunlight. Little clouds of faint violet mist rose from the lower, saltier parts of the ice pack, which stretched unbroken to the horizon. There was a lot of refraction all around. A flat iceberg about fifty feet high, ten miles to the west, is a good indicator of the amount of refraction. On normal days, it’s clearly visible from the mast-head against the sky; with significant refraction, the pack behind it rises into view; today, there’s a broad expanse of miles of ice visible above it. Many other icebergs usually seen in silhouette are initially hard to spot, but upon closer inspection, they appear as large lumps or dark shapes well below the horizon. Refraction usually leads to an inflated altitude when observing the sun for positioning, but today, the horizon is so elevated that the altitude is about 12 minutes too low. No land is visible for twenty miles. No animal life observed. Lower Clark’s tow-net with 566 fathoms of wire, and hoisted it up at two and a half miles an hour by walking across the floe with the wire. The results are rather meager—jellyfish and some fish larvae. Exercised dogs in sled teams. The young dogs, under Crean’s care, pull just as well, though not as strongly, as the best team in the pack. Hercules has taken on the role of the leader of the pack for the last two weeks or so. A couple of times every twenty-four hours, he starts howling—a deep, melodic howl—and within about thirty seconds, he gets the whole pack to join in, creating a deep, booming, harmonious song of the half-wolf pack.

By the middle of September we were running short of fresh meat for the dogs. The seals and penguins seemed to have abandoned our neighbourhood altogether. Nearly five months had passed since we killed a seal, and penguins had been seen seldom. Clark, who was using his trawl as often as possible, reported that there was a marked absence of plankton in the sea, and we assumed that the seals and the penguins had gone in search of their accustomed food. The men got an emperor on the 23rd. The dogs, which were having their sledging exercise, became wildly excited when the penguin, which had risen in a crack, was driven ashore, and the best efforts of the drivers failed to save it alive. On the following day Wild, Hurley, Macklin, and McIlroy took their teams to the Stained Berg, about seven miles west of the ship, and on their way back got a female crab-eater, which they killed, skinned, and left to be picked up later. They ascended to the top of the berg, which lay in about lat. 69° 30´ S., long. 51° W., and from an elevation of 110 ft. could see no land. Samples of the discoloured ice from the berg proved to contain dust with black gritty particles or sand-grains. Another seal, a bull Weddell, was secured on the 26th. The return of seal-life was opportune, since we had nearly finished the winter supply of dog-biscuit and wished to be able to feed the dogs on meat. The seals meant a supply of blubber, moreover, to supplement our small remaining stock of coal when the time came to get up steam again. We initiated a daylight-saving system on this day by putting forward the clock one hour. “This is really pandering to the base but universal passion that men, and especially seafarers, have for getting up late, otherwise we would be honest and make our routine earlier instead of flogging the clock.”

By mid-September, we were running low on fresh meat for the dogs. The seals and penguins seemed to have completely left our area. It had been almost five months since we had killed a seal, and sightings of penguins were rare. Clark, who was using his trawl as often as he could, reported a significant lack of plankton in the sea, and we figured that the seals and penguins had gone off in search of their usual food. On the 23rd, the men caught an emperor penguin. The dogs, who were out for their sledding exercises, went crazy when they spotted the penguin coming up through a crack in the ice, but despite the drivers’ best efforts, they couldn’t keep it alive. The next day, Wild, Hurley, Macklin, and McIlroy took their teams to Stained Berg, about seven miles west of the ship, and on their way back, they caught a female crab-eater, which they killed, skinned, and left to be picked up later. They climbed to the top of the berg, which was at about latitude 69° 30´ S., longitude 51° W., and from 110 ft up, they couldn’t see any land. Samples of the discolored ice from the berg showed dust with black gritty particles or sand grains. Another seal, a bull Weddell, was caught on the 26th. The return of seal life was very timely since we were nearly out of dog biscuits and wanted to start feeding the dogs meat. The seals also meant a supply of blubber, which would help supplement our small remaining stock of coal when we needed to make steam again. On this day, we started a daylight-saving system by moving the clock forward by one hour. “This is really just catering to the common but universal urge that people, especially those at sea, have to sleep in, because otherwise we'd be honest and shift our routine earlier instead of just changing the clock.”

During the concluding days of September the roar of the pressure grew louder, and I could see that the area of disturbance was rapidly approaching the ship. Stupendous forces were at work and the fields of firm ice around the Endurance were being diminished steadily. September 30 was a bad day. It began well, for we got two penguins and five seals during the morning. Three other seals were seen. But at 3 p.m. cracks that had opened during the night alongside the ship commenced to work in a lateral direction. The ship sustained terrific pressure on the port side forward, the heaviest shocks being under the forerigging. It was the worst squeeze we had experienced. The decks shuddered and jumped, beams arched, and stanchions buckled and shook. I ordered all hands to stand by in readiness for whatever emergency might arise. Even the dogs seemed to feel the tense anxiety of the moment. But the ship resisted valiantly, and just when it appeared that the limit of her strength was being reached the huge floe that was pressing down upon us cracked across and so gave relief.

During the last days of September, the roar of the pressure grew louder, and I could see that the area of disturbance was quickly approaching the ship. Tremendous forces were at play, and the solid ice surrounding the Endurance was steadily breaking apart. September 30 was a rough day. It started off well, as we caught two penguins and five seals in the morning. We also spotted three other seals. But at 3 p.m., cracks that had opened during the night beside the ship began to shift sideways. The ship faced intense pressure on the port side near the front, with the heaviest jolts hitting under the forerigging. It was the worst squeeze we had ever encountered. The decks shook and trembled, beams bent, and stanchions buckled and rattled. I ordered everyone to stay alert and ready for any emergencies that might come up. Even the dogs seemed to sense the tension in the air. But the ship held strong, and just when it seemed like it couldn’t take any more, the massive floe pressing down on us cracked and relieved the pressure.

“The behaviour of our ship in the ice has been magnificent,” wrote Worsley. “Since we have been beset her staunchness and endurance have been almost past belief again and again. She has been nipped with a million-ton pressure and risen nobly, falling clear of the water out on the ice. She has been thrown to and fro like a shuttlecock a dozen times. She has been strained, her beams arched upwards, by the fearful pressure; her very sides opened and closed again as she was actually bent and curved along her length, groaning like a living thing. It will be sad if such a brave little craft should be finally crushed in the remorseless, slowly strangling grip of the Weddell pack after ten months of the bravest and most gallant fight ever put up by a ship.”

“The behavior of our ship in the ice has been incredible,” wrote Worsley. “Since we got stuck, her strength and endurance have been almost unbelievable time and time again. She has been squeezed by a million-ton pressure and managed to rise nobly, emerging clear of the water on the ice. She has been tossed around like a shuttlecock a dozen times. She has been strained, her beams bending upwards, by the overwhelming pressure; her very sides opened and closed again as she bent and curved along her length, groaning like a living creature. It will be heartbreaking if such a brave little vessel is ultimately crushed in the relentless, slowly tightening grip of the Weddell pack after ten months of the most heroic and gallant struggle ever put up by a ship.”

The Endurance deserved all that could be said in praise of her. Shipwrights had never done sounder or better work; but how long could she continue the fight under such conditions? We were drifting into the congested area of the western Weddell Sea, the worst portion of the worst sea in the world, where the pack, forced on irresistibly by wind and current, impinges on the western shore and is driven up in huge corrugated ridges and chaotic fields of pressure. The vital question for us was whether or not the ice would open sufficiently to release us, or at least give us a chance of release, before the drift carried us into the most dangerous area. There was no answer to be got from the silent bergs and the grinding floes, and we faced the month of October with anxious hearts.

The Endurance deserved all the praise that could be given to her. The shipbuilders had never done a better or more solid job; but how long could she keep fighting under these conditions? We were drifting into the crowded area of the western Weddell Sea, the worst part of the worst sea in the world, where the pack ice, pushed relentlessly by wind and current, hits the western shore and is forced up into huge, jagged ridges and chaotic fields of pressure. The crucial question for us was whether the ice would open up enough to release us, or at least give us a chance to escape, before the drift took us into the most dangerous area. There was no answer to be found from the silent icebergs and the grinding floes, and we faced October with anxious hearts.

The leads in the pack appeared to have opened out a little on October 1, but not sufficiently to be workable even if we had been able to release the Endurance from the floe. The day was calm, cloudy and misty in the forenoon and clearer in the afternoon, when we observed well-defined parhelia. The ship was subjected to slight pressure at intervals. Two bull crab-eaters climbed on to the floe close to the ship and were shot by Wild. They were both big animals in prime condition, and I felt that there was no more need for anxiety as to the supply of fresh meat for the dogs. Seal-liver made a welcome change in our own menu. The two bulls were marked, like many of their kind, with long parallel scars about three inches apart, evidently the work of the killers. A bull we killed on the following day had four parallel scars, sixteen inches long, on each side of its body; they were fairly deep and one flipper had been nearly torn away. The creature must have escaped from the jaws of a killer by a very small margin. Evidently life beneath the pack is not always monotonous. We noticed that several of the bergs in the neighbourhood of the ship were changing their relative positions more than they had done for months past. The floes were moving.

The leads in the pack seemed to have opened up a bit on October 1, but not enough for it to be useful, even if we could have freed the Endurance from the ice. The day was calm, overcast, and misty in the morning, clearing up in the afternoon when we saw well-defined sun dogs. The ship experienced slight pressure at times. Two big bull crab-eaters climbed onto the ice near the ship and were shot by Wild. They were both large and in great shape, which made me feel relieved about our supply of fresh meat for the dogs. Seal liver was a welcome change in our own meals. The two bulls had the usual long parallel scars about three inches apart, clearly from the killers. A bull we shot the next day had four parallel scars, each sixteen inches long, on either side of its body; they were quite deep, and one flipper was almost torn off. The animal must have narrowly escaped from a killer. Clearly, life under the pack isn’t always dull. We noticed that several of the icebergs around the ship were shifting their relative positions more than they had in months. The floes were moving.

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Crab-eater Seals

Crab-eating Seals

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The Beginning of the End

The Start of the End

Our position on Sunday, October 3, was lat. 69° 14´ S., long. 51° 8´ W. During the night the floe holding the ship aft cracked in several places, and this appeared to have eased the strain on the rudder. The forenoon was misty, with falls of snow, but the weather cleared later in the day and we could see that the pack was breaking. New leads had appeared, while several old leads had closed. Pressure-ridges had risen along some of the cracks. The thickness of the season’s ice, now about 230 days old, was 4 ft. 5 in. under 7 or 8 in. of snow. This ice had been slightly thicker in the early part of September, and I assumed that some melting had begun below. Clark had recorded plus temperatures at depths of 150 and 200 fathoms in the concluding days of September. The ice obviously had attained its maximum thickness by direct freezing, and the heavier older floes had been created by the consolidation of pressure-ice and the overlapping of floes under strain. The air temperatures were still low, –24.5° Fahr. being recorded on October 4.

Our position on Sunday, October 3, was lat. 69° 14' S., long. 51° 8' W. During the night, the ice floe holding the ship at the back cracked in several places, which seemed to relieve the strain on the rudder. The morning was foggy, with some snowfall, but the weather cleared later in the day, and we could see that the ice pack was breaking up. New leads had appeared, while some old ones had closed. Pressure ridges had formed along some of the cracks. The thickness of the seasonal ice, now about 230 days old, was 4 ft. 5 in. under 7 or 8 in. of snow. This ice had been a bit thicker in early September, and I figured some melting had started underneath. Clark had recorded above-freezing temperatures at depths of 150 and 200 fathoms in the last days of September. The ice had clearly reached its maximum thickness through direct freezing, and the older, thicker floes had formed through the consolidation of pressure ice and the overlapping of floes under pressure. The air temperatures were still low, with –24.5° Fahr. recorded on October 4.

The movement of the ice was increasing. Frost-smoke from opening cracks was showing in all directions during October 6. It had the appearance in one place of a great prairie fire, rising from the surface and getting higher as it drifted off before the wind in heavy, dark, rolling masses. At another point there was the appearance of a train running before the wind, the smoke rising from the locomotive straight upwards; and the smoke columns elsewhere gave the effect of warships steaming in line ahead. During the following day the leads and cracks opened to such an extent that if the Endurance could have been forced forward for thirty yards we could have proceeded for two or three miles; but the effort did not promise any really useful result. The conditions did not change materially during the rest of that week. The position on Sunday, October 10, was lat. 69° 21´ S., long. 50° 34´ W. A thaw made things uncomfortable for us that day. The temperature had risen from –10° Fahr. to +29.8° Fahr., the highest we had experienced since January, and the ship got dripping wet between decks. The upper deck was clear of ice and snow and the cabins became unpleasantly messy. The dogs, who hated wet, had a most unhappy air. Undoubtedly one grows to like familiar conditions. We had lived long in temperatures that would have seemed distressingly low in civilized life, and now we were made uncomfortable by a degree of warmth that would have left the unaccustomed human being still shivering. The thaw was an indication that winter was over, and we began preparations for reoccupying the cabins on the main deck. I had the shelter-house round the stern pulled down on the 11th and made other preparations for working the ship as soon as she got clear. The carpenter had built a wheel-house over the wheel aft as shelter in cold and heavy weather. The ice was still loosening and no land was visible for twenty miles.

The ice was starting to move more. Frosty smoke from opening cracks was visible in every direction on October 6. In one spot, it looked like a massive prairie fire, rising from the surface and getting higher as it drifted away in heavy, dark, rolling clouds. At another spot, it resembled a train rushing ahead with smoke from the locomotive shooting straight up; the smoke columns in other areas looked like warships steaming in formation. The next day, the leads and cracks opened up so much that if the Endurance could have been pushed forward thirty yards, we could have traveled two or three miles; however, the attempt didn’t seem promising for any worthwhile outcome. The conditions didn’t change much for the rest of the week. By Sunday, October 10, our position was lat. 69° 21´ S., long. 50° 34´ W. A thaw made things really uncomfortable that day. The temperature had jumped from –10° Fahr. to +29.8° Fahr., the highest we had felt since January, and the ship was dripping wet below deck. The upper deck was clear of ice and snow, and the cabins became unpleasantly messy. The dogs, who disliked getting wet, looked quite unhappy. It’s clear that people can get used to certain conditions. We had spent so long in temperatures that would have felt incredibly cold in normal life, and now we were uncomfortable because of a bit of warmth that would have left an unaccustomed person still shivering. The thaw signaled that winter was over, and we started getting ready to move back into the cabins on the main deck. I had the shelter-house at the stern taken down on the 11th and made other preparations to work the ship as soon as it was clear. The carpenter built a wheelhouse over the wheel at the back to provide shelter in cold and bad weather. The ice was still breaking up and there was no land visible for twenty miles.

The temperature remained relatively high for several days. All hands moved to their summer quarters in the upper cabins on the 12th, to the accompaniment of much noise and laughter. Spring was in the air, and if there were no green growing things to gladden our eyes, there were at least many seals, penguins, and even whales disporting themselves in the leads. The time for renewed action was coming, and though our situation was grave enough, we were facing the future hopefully. The dogs were kept in a state of uproar by the sight of so much game. They became almost frenzied when a solemn-looking emperor penguin inspected them gravely from some point of vantage on the floe and gave utterance to an apparently derisive “Knark!” At 7 p.m. on the 13th the ship broke free of the floe on which she had rested to starboard sufficiently to come upright. The rudder freed itself, but the propeller was found to be athwartship, having been forced into that position by the floe some time after August 1. The water was very clear and we could see the rudder, which appeared to have suffered only a slight twist to port at the water-line. It moved quite freely. The propeller, as far as we could see, was intact, but it could not be moved by the hand-gear, probably owing to a film of ice in the stern gland and sleeve. I did not think it advisable to attempt to deal with it at that stage. The ship had not been pumped for eight months, but there was no water and not much ice in the bilges. Meals were served again in the wardroom that day.

The temperature stayed pretty high for several days. Everyone moved to their summer quarters in the upper cabins on the 12th, making a lot of noise and having fun. Spring was in the air, and even though there weren't any green plants to brighten our view, there were plenty of seals, penguins, and even whales having a good time in the openings in the ice. The time for renewed action was coming, and even though our situation was serious, we were looking towards the future with hope. The dogs were in a frenzy at the sight of so much game. They went almost wild when a serious-looking emperor penguin inspected them from a vantage point on the ice and let out a seemingly mocking “Knark!” At 7 p.m. on the 13th, the ship broke free from the floe it had been resting on to the right enough to come upright. The rudder was free, but the propeller was found to be positioned sideways, having been forced into that position by the floe sometime after August 1. The water was very clear, and we could see the rudder, which seemed to have only a slight twist to the left at the waterline. It moved quite easily. The propeller looked intact from what we could see, but it couldn't be moved with the hand-gear, likely because of a film of ice in the stern gland and sleeve. I didn't think it was wise to try to fix it at that stage. The ship hadn't been pumped in eight months, but there was no water and not much ice in the bilges. Meals were served again in the wardroom that day.

The south-westerly breeze freshened to a gale on the 14th, and the temperature fell from +31° Fahr. to –1° Fahr. At midnight the ship came free from the floe and drifted rapidly astern. Her head fell off before the wind until she lay nearly at right-angles across the narrow lead. This was a dangerous position for rudder and propeller. The spanker was set, but the weight of the wind on the ship gradually forced the floes open until the Endurance swung right round and drove 100 yds. along the lead. Then the ice closed and at 3 a.m. we were fast again. The wind died down during the day and the pack opened for five or six miles to the north. It was still loose on the following morning, and I had the boiler pumped up with the intention of attempting to clear the propeller; but one of the manholes developed a leak, the packing being perished by cold or loosened by contraction, and the boiler had to be emptied out again.

The southwesterly breeze picked up to a gale on the 14th, and the temperature dropped from +31°F to -1°F. At midnight, the ship broke free from the ice and quickly drifted backward. The ship turned with the wind until it was almost at a right angle across the narrow lead. This put the rudder and propeller in a risky spot. The spanker sail was set, but the pressure of the wind on the ship gradually widened the gaps in the ice until the Endurance spun around completely and moved 100 yards along the lead. Then the ice closed up again, and by 3 a.m., we were stuck once more. The wind calmed down during the day, and the ice pack opened up for about five or six miles to the north. It was still loose the next morning, so I had the boiler pumped up to try to clear the propeller; however, one of the manholes started leaking, the packing either rotted from the cold or loosened from contraction, and we had to empty the boiler again.

The pack was rather closer on Sunday the 17th. Top-sails and head-sails were set in the afternoon, and with a moderate north-easterly breeze we tried to force the ship ahead out of the lead; but she was held fast. Later that day heavy pressure developed. The two floes between which the Endurance was lying began to close and the ship was subjected to a series of tremendously heavy strains. In the engine-room, the weakest point, loud groans, crashes, and hammering sounds were heard. The iron plates on the floor buckled up and overrode with loud clangs. Meanwhile the floes were grinding off each other’s projecting points and throwing up pressure-ridges. The ship stood the strain well for nearly an hour and then, to my great relief, began to rise with heavy jerks and jars. She lifted ten inches forward and three feet four inches aft, at the same time heeling six degrees to port. The ice was getting below us and the immediate danger had passed. The position was lat. 69° 19´ S., long. 50° 40´ W.

The pack was much closer on Sunday the 17th. We set the top sails and head sails in the afternoon, and with a moderate north-easterly breeze, we tried to push the ship out of the lead, but she was stuck. Later that day, heavy pressure built up. The two ice floes surrounding the Endurance started to close in, putting the ship under a series of intense strains. In the engine room, which was the weakest point, we could hear loud groans, crashes, and banging noises. The iron plates on the floor buckled up and clanged loudly. Meanwhile, the floes were grinding against each other, creating pressure ridges. The ship withstood the strain for nearly an hour, and then, to my great relief, it started to rise with heavy jerks and jolts. It lifted ten inches at the front and three feet four inches at the back, while tilting six degrees to the left. The ice was moving away from us, and the immediate danger had passed. The position was lat. 69° 19´ S., long. 50° 40´ W.

The next attack of the ice came on the afternoon of October 18th. The two floes began to move laterally, exerting great pressure on the ship. Suddenly the floe on the port side cracked and huge pieces of ice shot up from under the port bilge. Within a few seconds the ship heeled over until she had a list of thirty degrees to port, being held under the starboard bilge by the opposing floe. The lee boats were now almost resting on the floe. The midship dog-kennels broke away and crashed down on to the lee kennels, and the howls and barks of the frightened dogs assisted to create a perfect pandemonium. Everything movable on deck and below fell to the lee side, and for a few minutes it looked as if the Endurance would be thrown upon her beam ends. Order was soon restored. I had all fires put out and battens nailed on the deck to give the dogs a foothold and enable people to get about. Then the crew lashed all the movable gear. If the ship had heeled any farther it would have been necessary to release the lee boats and pull them clear, and Worsley was watching to give the alarm. Hurley meanwhile descended to the floe and took some photographs of the ship in her unusual position. Dinner in the wardroom that evening was a curious affair. Most of the diners had to sit on the deck, their feet against battens and their plates on their knees. At 8 p.m. the floes opened, and within a few minutes the Endurance was nearly upright again. Orders were given for the ice to be chipped clear of the rudder. The men poled the blocks out of the way when they had been detached from the floe with the long ice-chisels, and we were able to haul the ship’s stern into a clear berth. Then the boiler was pumped up. This work was completed early in the morning of October 19, and during that day the engineer lit fires and got up steam very slowly, in order to economize fuel and avoid any strain on the chilled boilers by unequal heating. The crew cut up all loose lumber, boxes, etc., and put them in the bunkers for fuel. The day was overcast, with occasional snowfalls, the temperature +12° Fahr. The ice in our neighbourhood was quiet, but in the distance pressure was at work. The wind freshened in the evening, and we ran a wire-mooring astern. The barometer at 11 p.m. stood at 28.96, the lowest since the gales of July. An uproar among the dogs attracted attention late in the afternoon, and we found a 25-ft. whale cruising up and down in our pool. It pushed its head up once in characteristic killer fashion, but we judged from its small curved dorsal fin that it was a specimen of Balænoptera acutorostrata, not Orca gladiator.

The next ice attack happened on the afternoon of October 18th. The two ice floes started moving sideways, putting a lot of pressure on the ship. Suddenly, the floe on the left side cracked, and huge chunks of ice erupted from beneath the port side. Within seconds, the ship leaned over until it was tilted thirty degrees to the left, held in place by the opposing floe on the right side. The lifeboats were almost resting on the floe. The midship dog kennels broke loose and crashed onto the leeward kennels, and the howls and barks of the scared dogs created total chaos. Everything that could move on deck and below rolled to the leeward side, and for a few minutes, it looked like the Endurance would tip over completely. Order was quickly regained. I had all the fires put out and battened down the deck to give the dogs something to grip and allow people to move around. Then the crew secured all the loose gear. If the ship had leaned any more, we would have had to release the lifeboats and pull them clear, and Worsley was on alert to warn us. Meanwhile, Hurley went down to the floe and took some pictures of the ship in its unusual position. Dinner in the wardroom that evening was quite an experience. Most of the diners had to sit on the deck, their feet against the battens and their plates on their laps. At 8 p.m., the floes shifted, and within minutes, the Endurance was nearly upright again. Orders were given to chip the ice away from the rudder. The crew used long ice chisels to detach the blocks from the floe and push them out of the way, allowing us to pull the ship’s stern into a clear space. Then the boiler was pumped up. This work finished early on the morning of October 19, and throughout the day, the engineer carefully lit the fires and raised steam slowly to save fuel and avoid putting too much stress on the cold boilers with uneven heating. The crew chopped up all loose lumber, boxes, and so on, and stored them in the bunkers for fuel. The day was overcast, with occasional snow showers, and the temperature was +12° F. The ice around us was calm, but in the distance, pressure was building. The wind picked up in the evening, and we set up a wire mooring behind. The barometer at 11 p.m. measured 28.96, the lowest since the storms in July. Late in the afternoon, a commotion among the dogs drew our attention, and we discovered a 25-foot whale swimming back and forth in our pool. It surfaced once in a typical killer whale manner, but we guessed from its small curved dorsal fin that it was a Balænoptera acutorostrata, not an Orca gladiator.

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“Within a few Seconds she heeled over until she had a List of Thirty Degrees to Port”

“Within a few seconds, she tilted over until she had a thirty-degree list to port.”

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Almost Overwhelmed

Nearly Overwhelmed

A strong south-westerly wind was blowing on October 20 and the pack was working. The Endurance was imprisoned securely in the pool, but our chance might come at any time. Watches were set so as to be ready for working ship. Wild and Hudson, Greenstreet and Cheetham, Worsley and Crean, took the deck watches, and the Chief Engineer and Second Engineer kept watch and watch with three of the A.B.’s for stokers. The staff and the forward hands, with the exception of the cook, the carpenter and his mate, were on “watch and watch”—that is, four hours on deck and four hours below, or off duty. The carpenter was busy making a light punt, which might prove useful in the navigation of lanes and channels. At 11 a.m. we gave the engines a gentle trial turn astern. Everything worked well after eight months of frozen inactivity, except that the bilge-pump and the discharge proved to be frozen up; they were cleared with some little difficulty. The engineer reported that to get steam he had used one ton of coal, with wood-ashes and blubber. The fires required to keep the boiler warm consumed one and a quarter to one and a half hundred-weight of coal per day. We had about fifty tons of coal remaining in the bunkers.

A strong south-westerly wind was blowing on October 20, and the crew was at work. The Endurance was securely stuck in the ice, but our opportunity could come at any moment. Watches were set so they would be ready to work on the ship. Wild and Hudson, Greenstreet and Cheetham, Worsley and Crean took the deck watches, while the Chief Engineer and Second Engineer relieved each other with three of the A.B.s for stokers. The rest of the crew, except for the cook and the carpenter and his mate, were on "watch and watch"—that is, four hours on deck and four hours off duty. The carpenter was busy making a light boat, which could be useful for navigating lanes and channels. At 11 a.m., we gave the engines a gentle test run in reverse. Everything worked well after eight months of being frozen in place, except that the bilge-pump and discharge were frozen too; we managed to clear them with some effort. The engineer reported that to generate steam, he had used one ton of coal, along with wood ashes and blubber. The fires needed to keep the boiler warm consumed between one and a quarter to one and a half hundredweight of coal each day. We had about fifty tons of coal left in the bunkers.

October 21 and 22 were days of low temperature, which caused the open leads to freeze over. The pack was working, and ever and anon the roar of pressure came to our ears. We waited for the next move of the gigantic forces arrayed against us. The 23rd brought a strong north-westerly wind, and the movement of the floes and pressure-ridges became more formidable. Then on Sunday, October 24, there came what for the Endurance was the beginning of the end. The position was lat. 69° 11´ S., long. 51° 5´ W. We had now twenty-two and a half hours of daylight, and throughout the day we watched the threatening advance of the floes. At 6.45 p.m. the ship sustained heavy pressure in a dangerous position. The attack of the ice is illustrated roughly in the appended diagram. The shaded portions represent the pool, covered with new ice that afforded no support to the ship, and the arrows indicate the direction of the pressure exercised by the thick floes and pressure-ridges. The onslaught was all but irresistible. The Endurance groaned and quivered as her starboard quarter was forced against the floe, twisting the sternpost and starting the heads and ends of planking. The ice had lateral as well as forward movement, and the ship was twisted and actually bent by the stresses. She began to leak dangerously at once.

October 21 and 22 were marked by low temperatures, causing the open leads to freeze over. The ice pack was shifting, and now and then we could hear the roar of pressure. We waited for the next move from the massive forces ranged against us. On the 23rd, a strong northwesterly wind picked up, making the movement of the floes and pressure ridges even more threatening. Then, on Sunday, October 24, the Endurance faced what would be the start of the end. We were at latitude 69° 11´ S., longitude 51° 5´ W. We had about twenty-two and a half hours of daylight, and throughout the day, we watched the advancing floes that seemed to loom over us. At 6:45 p.m., the ship took on heavy pressure in a precarious position. The diagram attached shows the ice's assault roughly. The shaded areas represent the pool, covered with new ice that provided no support to the ship, and the arrows indicate the direction of the pressure from the dense floes and pressure ridges. The onslaught was nearly unstoppable. The Endurance groaned and shuddered as her starboard quarter was pressed against the floe, twisting the sternpost and starting to break the planking. The ice moved both sideways and forward, causing the ship to twist and actually bend from the stress. She began to leak dangerously right away.

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I had the pumps rigged, got up steam, and started the bilge-pumps at 8 p.m. The pressure by that time had relaxed. The ship was making water rapidly aft, and the carpenter set to work to make a coffer-dam astern of the engines. All hands worked, watch and watch, throughout the night, pumping ship and helping the carpenter. By morning the leak was being kept in check. The carpenter and his assistants caulked the coffer-dam with strips of blankets and nailed strips over the seams wherever possible. The main or hand pump was frozen up and could not be used at once. After it had been knocked out Worsley, Greenstreet, and Hudson went down in the bunkers and cleared the ice from the bilges. “This is not a pleasant job,” wrote Worsley. “We have to dig a hole down through the coal while the beams and timbers groan and crack all around us like pistol-shots. The darkness is almost complete, and we mess about in the wet with half-frozen hands and try to keep the coal from slipping back into the bilges. The men on deck pour buckets of boiling water from the galley down the pipe as we prod and hammer from below, and at last we get the pump clear, cover up the bilges to keep the coal out, and rush on deck, very thankful to find ourselves safe again in the open air.”

I had the pumps set up, got the steam going, and started the bilge pumps at 8 p.m. By that time, the pressure had eased. The ship was taking on water quickly at the back, and the carpenter got to work on building a coffer-dam behind the engines. Everyone worked in shifts throughout the night, pumping water out and assisting the carpenter. By morning, we were managing to control the leak. The carpenter and his team sealed the coffer-dam with strips of blankets and nailed boards over the seams wherever they could. The main hand pump was frozen and couldn't be used immediately. After it was cleared, Worsley, Greenstreet, and Hudson went down into the bunkers to remove the ice from the bilges. “This is not a pleasant job,” Worsley wrote. “We have to dig a hole through the coal while the beams and timbers creak and crack all around us like gunshots. The darkness is almost total, and we are wading through the wet with half-frozen hands, trying to keep the coal from sliding back into the bilges. The guys on deck pour buckets of boiling water from the kitchen down the pipe as we poke and hammer from below, and finally, we clear the pump, cover the bilges to keep the coal out, and rush back on deck, really thankful to be back in the fresh air.”

Monday, October 25, dawned cloudy and misty, with a minus temperature and a strong south-easterly breeze. All hands were pumping at intervals and assisting the carpenter with the coffer-dam. The leak was being kept under fairly easily, but the outlook was bad. Heavy pressure-ridges were forming in all directions, and though the immediate pressure upon the ship was not severe, I realized that the respite would not be prolonged. The pack within our range of vision was being subjected to enormous compression, such as might be caused by cyclonic winds, opposing ocean currents, or constriction in a channel of some description. The pressure-ridges, massive and threatening, testified to the overwhelming nature of the forces that were at work. Huge blocks of ice, weighing many tons, were lifted into the air and tossed aside as other masses rose beneath them. We were helpless intruders in a strange world, our lives dependent upon the play of grim elementary forces that made a mock of our puny efforts. I scarcely dared hope now that the Endurance would live, and throughout that anxious day I reviewed again the plans made long before for the sledging journey that we must make in the event of our having to take to the ice. We were ready, as far as forethought could make us, for every contingency. Stores, dogs, sledges, and equipment were ready to be moved from the ship at a moment’s notice.

Monday, October 25, started off cloudy and misty, with freezing temperatures and a strong southeast wind. Everyone was pumping water at intervals and helping the carpenter with the coffer-dam. We were managing to keep the leak under control, but the situation looked grim. Heavy pressure ridges were forming in every direction, and although the immediate pressure on the ship wasn’t too intense, I knew we wouldn’t have long before things got worse. The ice within our view was being compressed hugely, likely caused by cyclonic winds, opposing ocean currents, or some kind of constriction in a channel. The massive, threatening pressure ridges showed just how powerful the forces at work were. Huge ice blocks, weighing tons, were lifted into the air and tossed aside as other masses rose up beneath them. We felt like helpless intruders in a strange world, our lives hanging by a thread as we faced the harsh natural forces that mocked our feeble attempts to control the situation. I hardly dared to hope that the Endurance would survive, and throughout that tense day, I went over again the plans we had made long ago for the sledging journey we would need to undertake if we had to take to the ice. We were as prepared as we could be for any situation. Our supplies, dogs, sledges, and equipment were ready to be moved from the ship at a moment’s notice.

The following day brought bright clear weather, with a blue sky. The sunshine was inspiriting. The roar of pressure could be heard all around us. New ridges were rising, and I could see as the day wore on that the lines of major disturbance were drawing nearer to the ship. The Endurance suffered some strains at intervals. Listening below, I could hear the creaking and groaning of her timbers, the pistol-like cracks that told of the starting of a trenail or plank, and the faint, indefinable whispers of our ship’s distress. Overhead the sun shone serenely; occasional fleecy clouds drifted before the southerly breeze, and the light glinted and sparkled on the million facets of the new pressure-ridges. The day passed slowly. At 7 p.m. very heavy pressure developed, with twisting strains that racked the ship fore and aft. The butts of planking were opened four and five inches on the starboard side, and at the same time we could see from the bridge that the ship was bending like a bow under titanic pressure. Almost like a living creature, she resisted the forces that would crush her; but it was a one-sided battle. Millions of tons of ice pressed inexorably upon the little ship that had dared the challenge of the Antarctic. The Endurance was now leaking badly, and at 9 p.m. I gave the order to lower boats, gear, provisions, and sledges to the floe, and move them to the flat ice a little way from the ship. The working of the ice closed the leaks slightly at midnight, but all hands were pumping all night. A strange occurrence was the sudden appearance of eight emperor penguins from a crack 100 yds. away at the moment when the pressure upon the ship was at its climax. They walked a little way towards us, halted, and after a few ordinary calls proceeded to utter weird cries that sounded like a dirge for the ship. None of us had ever before heard the emperors utter any other than the most simple calls or cries, and the effect of this concerted effort was almost startling.

The next day brought bright, clear weather and a blue sky. The sunshine was uplifting. The roar of pressure echoed around us. New ridges were forming, and as the day continued, I noticed the lines of major disturbance drawing closer to the ship. The Endurance felt some strains at intervals. Listening below, I could hear the creaking and groaning of her timbers, the sharp cracks signaling the start of a trenail or plank, and the faint, indescribable sounds of our ship's distress. Above, the sun shone peacefully, with occasional fluffy clouds drifting across in the southerly breeze, while the light shimmered and sparkled on the millions of facets of the new pressure ridges. The day dragged on. At 7 p.m., very heavy pressure built up, twisting and straining the ship from bow to stern. The planks on the starboard side opened up four to five inches, and from the bridge, we could see the ship bending like a bow under immense pressure. Almost like a living being, she resisted the forces that threatened to crush her, but it was a one-sided fight. Millions of tons of ice pressed relentlessly on the small ship that had dared to take on the challenge of the Antarctic. The Endurance was now leaking badly, and at 9 p.m., I ordered the lowering of boats, gear, provisions, and sledges to the floe, moving them to the flat ice a little way from the ship. The movement of the ice temporarily slowed the leaks at midnight, but everyone was pumping all night. A strange sight was the sudden appearance of eight emperor penguins from a crack 100 yards away just as the pressure on the ship reached its peak. They walked a little way toward us, stopped, and after a few regular calls, began to make eerie cries that sounded like a funeral song for the ship. None of us had ever heard the emperors make anything other than the simplest calls, and the effect of this coordinated effort was almost shocking.

Then came a fateful day—Wednesday, October 27. The position was lat. 69° 5´ S., long. 51° 30´ W. The temperature was –8.5° Fahr., a gentle southerly breeze was blowing and the sun shone in a clear sky.

Then came a fateful day—Wednesday, October 27. The location was lat. 69° 5' S., long. 51° 30' W. The temperature was -8.5° F, a light southerly breeze was blowing, and the sun shone in a clear sky.

“After long months of ceaseless anxiety and strain, after times when hope beat high and times when the outlook was black indeed, the end of the Endurance has come. But though we have been compelled to abandon the ship, which is crushed beyond all hope of ever being righted, we are alive and well, and we have stores and equipment for the task that lies before us. The task is to reach land with all the members of the Expedition. It is hard to write what I feel. To a sailor his ship is more than a floating home, and in the Endurance I had centred ambitions, hopes, and desires. Now, straining and groaning, her timbers cracking and her wounds gaping, she is slowly giving up her sentient life at the very outset of her career. She is crushed and abandoned after drifting more than 570 miles in a north-westerly direction during the 281 days since she became locked in the ice. The distance from the point where she became beset to the place where she now rests mortally hurt in the grip of the floes is 573 miles, but the total drift through all observed positions has been 1186 miles, and probably we actually covered more than 1500 miles. We are now 346 miles from Paulet Island, the nearest point where there is any possibility of finding food and shelter. A small hut built there by the Swedish expedition in 1902 is filled with stores left by the Argentine relief ship. I know all about those stores, for I purchased them in London on behalf of the Argentine Government when they asked me to equip the relief expedition. The distance to the nearest barrier west of us is about 180 miles, but a party going there would still be about 360 miles from Paulet Island and there would be no means of sustaining life on the barrier. We could not take from here food enough for the whole journey; the weight would be too great.

“After many months of constant anxiety and stress, with moments when hope soared and times when the outlook seemed truly bleak, the end of the Endurance has arrived. Although we have had to leave the ship, which is damaged beyond any chance of being salvaged, we are alive and well, and we have supplies and gear for the journey ahead. Our goal is to reach land with everyone in the Expedition. It’s tough to express what I feel. To a sailor, their ship is more than just a moving home, and in the Endurance, I had invested my ambitions, hopes, and dreams. Now, her structure is creaking and groaning, her timbers cracking and her wounds wide open; she is slowly giving up her life just as she was starting her journey. She is crushed and abandoned after drifting more than 570 miles northwest during the 281 days since she became trapped in the ice. The distance from where she was stuck to where she now lies, fatally damaged in the grip of the ice, is 573 miles, but the total drift across all recorded positions has been 1186 miles, and we probably traveled over 1500 miles. We are now 346 miles from Paulet Island, the closest place to find food and shelter. A small hut built there by the Swedish expedition in 1902 is stocked with supplies left by the Argentine relief ship. I know all about those supplies because I bought them in London on behalf of the Argentine Government when they asked me to equip the relief expedition. The distance to the nearest ice barrier west of us is about 180 miles, but a party heading there would still be about 360 miles from Paulet Island, and there would be no way to sustain life on the barrier. We couldn't take enough food for the entire journey; the weight would be too much.”

“This morning, our last on the ship, the weather was clear, with a gentle south-south-easterly to south-south-westerly breeze. From the crow’s-nest there was no sign of land of any sort. The pressure was increasing steadily, and the passing hours brought no relief or respite for the ship. The attack of the ice reached its climax at 4 p.m. The ship was hove stern up by the pressure, and the driving floe, moving laterally across the stern, split the rudder and tore out the rudder-post and stern-post. Then, while we watched, the ice loosened and the Endurance sank a little. The decks were breaking upwards and the water was pouring in below. Again the pressure began, and at 5 p.m. I ordered all hands on to the ice. The twisting, grinding floes were working their will at last on the ship. It was a sickening sensation to feel the decks breaking up under one’s feet, the great beams bending and then snapping with a noise like heavy gunfire. The water was overmastering the pumps, and to avoid an explosion when it reached the boilers I had to give orders for the fires to be drawn and the steam let down. The plans for abandoning the ship in case of emergency had been made well in advance, and men and dogs descended to the floe and made their way to the comparative safety of an unbroken portion of the floe without a hitch. Just before leaving, I looked down the engine-room skylight as I stood on the quivering deck, and saw the engines dropping sideways as the stays and bed-plates gave way. I cannot describe the impression of relentless destruction that was forced upon me as I looked down and around. The floes, with the force of millions of tons of moving ice behind them, were simply annihilating the ship.”

This morning, our last on the ship, the weather was clear, with a light breeze coming from the southeast to the southwest. From the crow’s nest, there was no sign of land anywhere. The pressure was steadily increasing, and the hours passed without any relief for the ship. The ice attack peaked at 4 p.m. The ship was lifted at the stern by the pressure, and the moving ice floe crashed against the stern, splitting the rudder and tearing out the rudder-post and stern-post. Then, as we watched, the ice loosened and the Endurance sank a bit. The decks were breaking upwards, and water was rushing in below. The pressure began again, and at 5 p.m., I ordered everyone onto the ice. The twisting, grinding ice floes were finally wreaking havoc on the ship. It was a nauseating feeling to sense the decks cracking underfoot, the massive beams bending and then snapping with a sound like heavy gunfire. The water was overwhelming the pumps, and to prevent an explosion when it reached the boilers, I had to order the fires to be extinguished and the steam released. We had made plans for abandoning the ship in case of an emergency well in advance, so the men and dogs moved to the ice and made their way to a relatively safe, unbroken part of the floe without any issues. Just before leaving, I looked down the engine-room skylight while standing on the trembling deck and saw the engines tilting sideways as the supports and bed plates gave way. I can’t describe the sense of relentless destruction that hit me as I looked down and around. The floes, pushed by the force of millions of tons of moving ice, were simply obliterating the ship.

Essential supplies had been placed on the floe about 100 yds. from the ship, and there we set about making a camp for the night. But about 7 p.m., after the tents were up, the ice we were occupying became involved in the pressure and started to split and smash beneath our feet. I had the camp moved to a bigger floe about 200 yds. away, just beyond the bow of the ship. Boats, stores, and camp equipment had to be conveyed across a working pressure-ridge. The movement of the ice was so slow that it did not interfere much with our short trek, but the weight of the ridge had caused the floes to sink on either side and there were pools of water there. A pioneer party with picks and shovels had to build a snow-causeway before we could get all our possessions across. By 8 p.m. the camp had been pitched again. We had two pole-tents and three hoop-tents. I took charge of the small pole-tent, No. 1, with Hudson, Hurley, and James as companions; Wild had the small hoop-tent, No. 2, with Wordie, McNeish, and McIlroy. These hoop-tents are very easily shifted and set up. The eight forward hands had the large hoop-tent, No. 3; Crean had charge of No. 4 hoop-tent with Hussey, Marston, and Cheetham; and Worsley had the other pole-tent, No. 5, with Greenstreet, Lees, Clark, Kerr, Rickenson, Macklin, and Blackborrow, the last named being the youngest of the forward hands.

Essential supplies had been placed on the ice floe about 100 yards from the ship, and we began setting up camp for the night. But around 7 p.m., after we had put up the tents, the ice we were on started cracking and breaking under our feet due to the pressure. I had the camp moved to a larger floe about 200 yards away, just in front of the ship. We had to transport boats, supplies, and camping gear across a working pressure ridge. The movement of the ice was so slow that it didn't really disrupt our short trek, but the weight of the ridge had caused the floes to sink on either side, creating pools of water. A group had to use picks and shovels to build a snow causeway before we could get all our belongings across. By 8 p.m., the camp was set up again. We had two pole tents and three hoop tents. I took charge of the small pole tent, No. 1, with Hudson, Hurley, and James as my companions; Wild had the small hoop tent, No. 2, with Wordie, McNeish, and McIlroy. These hoop tents are really easy to move and set up. The eight forward hands had the large hoop tent, No. 3; Crean was in charge of hoop tent No. 4 with Hussey, Marston, and Cheetham; and Worsley had the other pole tent, No. 5, with Greenstreet, Lees, Clark, Kerr, Rickenson, Macklin, and Blackborrow, the last being the youngest of the forward hands.

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“The Driving Floe, moving laterally across the Stern, split the Rudder and tore out the Rudder-Post and Stern-Post”

“The Driving Floe, moving sideways across the Stern, split the Rudder and ripped out the Rudder-Post and Stern-Post.”

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The End

The End

“To-night the temperature has dropped to –16° Fahr., and most of the men are cold and uncomfortable. After the tents had been pitched I mustered all hands and explained the position to them briefly and, I hope, clearly. I have told them the distance to the Barrier and the distance to Paulet Island, and have stated that I propose to try to march with equipment across the ice in the direction of Paulet Island. I thanked the men for the steadiness and good morale they have shown in these trying circumstances, and told them I had no doubt that, provided they continued to work their utmost and to trust me, we will all reach safety in the end. Then we had supper, which the cook had prepared at the big blubber-stove, and after a watch had been set all hands except the watch turned in.” For myself, I could not sleep. The destruction and abandonment of the ship was no sudden shock. The disaster had been looming ahead for many months, and I had studied my plans for all contingencies a hundred times. But the thoughts that came to me as I walked up and down in the darkness were not particularly cheerful. The task now was to secure the safety of the party, and to that I must bend my energies and mental power and apply every bit of knowledge that experience of the Antarctic had given me. The task was likely to be long and strenuous, and an ordered mind and a clear programme were essential if we were to come through without loss of life. A man must shape himself to a new mark directly the old one goes to ground.

“Tonight the temperature has dropped to -16°F, and most of the men are cold and uncomfortable. After we set up the tents, I gathered everyone and briefly explained our situation, hopefully making it clear. I told them the distance to the Barrier and to Paulet Island, and I mentioned that I plan to try to march with equipment across the ice toward Paulet Island. I thanked the men for their steadiness and good morale in these tough circumstances, and told them that as long as they continued to give their best and trust me, we would all reach safety in the end. Then we had supper, which the cook had prepared at the big blubber stove, and after assigning a watch, the rest of us turned in.” For myself, I couldn’t sleep. The destruction and abandonment of the ship weren’t a sudden shock. The disaster had been looming for many months, and I had reviewed my plans for all contingencies countless times. But the thoughts that crossed my mind as I walked back and forth in the darkness were not particularly cheerful. The goal now was to ensure the safety of the group, and I had to focus my energies and mental power on that while applying everything that my experience in the Antarctic had taught me. The task was likely to be long and tough, and an organized mind and a clear plan were essential if we were to get through without loss of life. A person must adjust to a new target as soon as the old one is no longer viable.

At midnight I was pacing the ice, listening to the grinding floe and to the groans and crashes that told of the death-agony of the Endurance, when I noticed suddenly a crack running across our floe right through the camp. The alarm-whistle brought all hands tumbling out, and we moved the tents and stores lying on what was now the smaller portion of the floe to the larger portion. Nothing more could be done at that moment, and the men turned in again; but there was little sleep. Each time I came to the end of my beat on the floe I could just see in the darkness the uprearing piles of pressure-ice, which toppled over and narrowed still further the little floating island we occupied. I did not notice at the time that my tent, which had been on the wrong side of the crack, had not been erected again. Hudson and James had managed to squeeze themselves into other tents, and Hurley had wrapped himself in the canvas of No. 1 tent. I discovered this about 5 a.m. All night long the electric light gleamed from the stern of the dying Endurance. Hussey had left this light switched on when he took a last observation, and, like a lamp in a cottage window, it braved the night until in the early morning the Endurance received a particularly violent squeeze. There was a sound of rending beams and the light disappeared. The connexion had been cut.

At midnight, I was pacing on the ice, listening to the grinding floes and the groans and crashes that signaled the death of the Endurance, when I suddenly noticed a crack running across our floe right through the camp. The alarm whistle brought everyone rushing out, and we moved the tents and supplies from what was now the smaller part of the floe to the larger part. There was nothing more we could do at that moment, and the men went back to their tents, but sleep was hard to come by. Every time I reached the end of my patrol on the floe, I could barely make out in the dark the towering piles of pressure ice, which continued to topple and narrow the little floating island we occupied. I didn't realize at the time that my tent, which had been on the wrong side of the crack, had not been set up again. Hudson and James had managed to find space in other tents, and Hurley had wrapped himself in the canvas of Tent No. 1. I found this out around 5 a.m. All night long, the electric light shone from the back of the dying Endurance. Hussey had left the light on when he took a final observation, and like a lamp in a cottage window, it stood against the night until early morning when the Endurance received a particularly violent squeeze. There was a sound of breaking beams, and then the light went out. The connection had been severed.

Morning came in chill and cheerless. All hands were stiff and weary after their first disturbed night on the floe. Just at daybreak I went over to the Endurance with Wild and Hurley, in order to retrieve some tins of petrol that could be used to boil up milk for the rest of the men. The ship presented a painful spectacle of chaos and wreck. The jib-boom and bowsprit had snapped off during the night and now lay at right angles to the ship, with the chains, martingale, and bob-stay dragging them as the vessel quivered and moved in the grinding pack. The ice had driven over the forecastle and she was well down by the head. We secured two tins of petrol with some difficulty, and postponed the further examination of the ship until after breakfast. Jumping across cracks with the tins, we soon reached camp, and built a fireplace out of the triangular water-tight tanks we had ripped from the lifeboat. This we had done in order to make more room. Then we pierced a petrol-tin in half a dozen places with an ice-axe and set fire to it. The petrol blazed fiercely under the five-gallon drum we used as a cooker, and the hot milk was ready in quick time. Then we three ministering angels went round the tents with the life-giving drink, and were surprised and a trifle chagrined at the matter-of-fact manner in which some of the men accepted this contribution to their comfort. They did not quite understand what work we had done for them in the early dawn, and I heard Wild say, “If any of you gentlemen would like your boots cleaned just put them outside.” This was his gentle way of reminding them that a little thanks will go a long way on such occasions.

Morning arrived cold and bleak. Everyone was stiff and tired after their first rough night on the ice. Just as dawn broke, I headed over to the Endurance with Wild and Hurley to grab some cans of petrol we could use to heat up milk for the rest of the crew. The ship looked like a painful mess of chaos and damage. The jib-boom and bowsprit had broken off during the night and now lay at awkward angles to the ship, with the chains, martingale, and bob-stay dragging them as the vessel shook and moved in the grinding ice. The ice had piled over the forecastle, and she was considerably down by the bow. We managed to secure two cans of petrol with some difficulty and decided to check the ship further after breakfast. Leaping across gaps with the cans, we quickly made it back to camp and built a fireplace using the triangular watertight tanks we had taken from the lifeboat to create more space. We then punctured a petrol can in several places with an ice-axe and set it on fire. The petrol burned fiercely under the five-gallon drum we used as a cooker, and the hot milk was ready in no time. Then the three of us, like ministering angels, went around the tents with the life-giving drink, and we were surprised and a little embarrassed by the straightforward way some of the men accepted this contribution to their comfort. They didn’t fully grasp the work we had done for them in the early morning, and I heard Wild say, “If any of you gentlemen would like your boots cleaned, just put them outside.” This was his gentle way of reminding them that a little gratitude goes a long way in situations like this.

The cook prepared breakfast, which consisted of biscuit and hoosh, at 8 a.m., and I then went over to the Endurance again and made a fuller examination of the wreck. Only six of the cabins had not been pierced by floes and blocks of ice. Every one of the starboard cabins had been crushed. The whole of the after part of the ship had been crushed concertina fashion. The forecastle and the Ritz were submerged, and the wardroom was three-quarters full of ice. The starboard side of the wardroom had come away. The motor-engine forward had been driven through the galley. Petrol-cases that had been stacked on the fore-deck had been driven by the floe through the wall into the wardroom and had carried before them a large picture. Curiously enough, the glass of this picture had not been cracked, whereas in the immediate neighbourhood I saw heavy iron davits that had been twisted and bent like the ironwork of a wrecked train. The ship was being crushed remorselessly.

The cook made breakfast, which included biscuits and hoosh, at 8 a.m., and I then went back to the Endurance to take a closer look at the wreck. Only six of the cabins had not been damaged by ice floes and blocks. All of the starboard cabins had been crushed. The entire rear section of the ship had been crumpled like an accordion. The forecastle and the Ritz were underwater, and the wardroom was three-quarters full of ice. The starboard side of the wardroom was missing. The forward motor engine had been pushed through the galley. Petrol cases that had been stacked on the foredeck were driven through the wall into the wardroom by the ice floe and had taken a large picture with them. Interestingly, the glass of this picture was unbroken, while nearby I saw heavy iron davits that had been twisted and bent like the wreckage of a train. The ship was being crushed relentlessly.

Under a dull, overcast sky I returned to camp and examined our situation. The floe occupied by the camp was still subject to pressure, and I thought it wise to move to a larger and apparently stronger floe about 200 yds. away, off the starboard bow of the ship. This camp was to become known as Dump Camp, owing to the amount of stuff that was thrown away there. We could not afford to carry unnecessary gear, and a drastic sorting of equipment took place. I decided to issue a complete new set of Burberrys and underclothing to each man, and also a supply of new socks. The camp was transferred to the larger floe quickly, and I began there to direct the preparations for the long journey across the floes to Paulet Island or Snow Hill.

Under a dull, overcast sky, I returned to camp and assessed our situation. The floe where the camp was set up was still under pressure, so I thought it would be smart to move to a larger and seemingly stronger floe about 200 yards away, off the starboard bow of the ship. This camp would come to be known as Dump Camp because of all the stuff that was discarded there. We couldn't afford to carry unnecessary gear, so we had a major sorting of equipment. I decided to issue a complete new set of Burberrys and underclothing to each man, along with a supply of new socks. We quickly transferred the camp to the larger floe, and I started directing the preparations for the long journey across the floes to Paulet Island or Snow Hill.

Hurley meanwhile had rigged his kinematograph-camera and was getting pictures of the Endurance in her death-throes. While he was engaged thus, the ice, driving against the standing rigging and the fore-, main- and mizzen-masts, snapped the shrouds. The foretop and topgallant-mast came down with a run and hung in wreckage on the fore-mast, with the fore-yard vertical. The main-mast followed immediately, snapping off about 10 ft. above the main deck. The crow’s-nest fell within 10 ft. of where Hurley stood turning the handle of his camera, but he did not stop the machine, and so secured a unique, though sad, picture.

Hurley had set up his movie camera and was recording footage of the Endurance as it faced its final moments. While he was busy with this, the ice collided with the standing rigging and the fore, main, and mizzen masts, breaking the shrouds. The fore top and topgallant mast collapsed and landed in ruins on the fore mast, with the fore yard standing straight up. The main mast followed closely after, breaking off about 10 feet above the main deck. The crow’s nest fell just 10 feet away from where Hurley was operating his camera, but he didn’t stop filming, capturing a unique, yet tragic, image.

The issue of clothing was quickly accomplished. Sleeping-bags were required also. We had eighteen fur bags, and it was necessary, therefore, to issue ten of the Jaeger woollen bags in order to provide for the twenty-eight men of the party. The woollen bags were lighter and less warm than the reindeer bags, and so each man who received one of them was allowed also a reindeer-skin to lie upon. It seemed fair to distribute the fur bags by lot, but some of us older hands did not join in the lottery. We thought we could do quite as well with the Jaegers as with the furs. With quick dispatch the clothing was apportioned, and then we turned one of the boats on its side and supported it with two broken oars to make a lee for the galley. The cook got the blubber-stove going, and a little later, when I was sitting round the corner of the stove, I heard one man say, “Cook, I like my tea strong.” Another joined in, “Cook, I like mine weak.” It was pleasant to know that their minds were untroubled, but I thought the time opportune to mention that the tea would be the same for all hands and that we would be fortunate if two months later we had any tea at all. It occurred to me at the time that the incident had psychological interest. Here were men, their home crushed, the camp pitched on the unstable floes, and their chance of reaching safety apparently remote, calmly attending to the details of existence and giving their attention to such trifles as the strength of a brew of tea.

The issue of clothing was quickly sorted out. We also needed sleeping bags. We had eighteen fur bags, so we had to issue ten of the Jaeger wool bags to accommodate the twenty-eight men in the group. The wool bags were lighter and not as warm as the reindeer bags, so each man who received one was also given a reindeer skin to lie on. It seemed fair to distribute the fur bags by lottery, but some of us older hands didn't participate. We thought we could manage just fine with the Jaegers instead of the furs. The clothing was distributed quickly, and then we turned one of the boats on its side and propped it up with two broken oars to create a shelter for the galley. The cook got the blubber stove going, and a little later, while I was sitting by the stove, I heard one guy say, “Cook, I like my tea strong.” Another chimed in, “Cook, I like mine weak.” It was nice to see that their minds were at ease, but I figured it was a good time to point out that the tea would be the same for everyone and that we’d be lucky if we even had any tea left two months from now. I noted that this situation had some psychological significance. Here were men whose homes were destroyed, camped on unstable ice floes, with their chances of reaching safety looking slim, yet they were calmly focused on everyday details and debating the strength of their tea.

During the afternoon the work continued. Every now and then we heard a noise like heavy guns or distant thunder, caused by the floes grinding together.

During the afternoon, the work went on. Every now and then, we heard a noise like heavy artillery or distant thunder, caused by the ice chunks colliding with each other.

“The pressure caused by the congestion in this area of the pack is producing a scene of absolute chaos. The floes grind stupendously, throw up great ridges, and shatter one another mercilessly. The ridges, or hedgerows, marking the pressure-lines that border the fast-diminishing pieces of smooth floe-ice, are enormous. The ice moves majestically, irresistibly. Human effort is not futile, but man fights against the giant forces of Nature in a spirit of humility. One has a sense of dependence on the higher Power. To-day two seals, a Weddell and a crabeater, came close to the camp and were shot. Four others were chased back into the water, for their presence disturbed the dog teams, and this meant floggings and trouble with the harness. The arrangement of the tents has been completed and their internal management settled. Each tent has a mess orderly, the duty being taken in turn on an alphabetical rota. The orderly takes the hoosh-pots of his tent to the galley, gets all the hoosh he is allowed, and, after the meal, cleans the vessels with snow and stores them in sledge or boat ready for a possible move.”

“The pressure from the congestion in this area of the pack is creating total chaos. The ice floes grind against each other, forming huge ridges and breaking apart with no mercy. The ridges, or hedgerows, marking the pressure lines that surround the rapidly shrinking patches of smooth ice, are massive. The ice moves with a majestic, unstoppable force. Human efforts aren’t in vain, but it feels like we’re battling the immense forces of Nature with a sense of humility. There’s a feeling of reliance on a higher Power. Today, two seals, a Weddell and a crabeater, came close to the camp and were shot. Four others were chased back into the water because their presence disturbed the dog teams, causing floggings and issues with the harness. The arrangement of the tents is complete, and the internal management has been organized. Each tent has a mess orderly, with the duty taken in turns based on an alphabetical rota. The orderly takes the cooking pots from their tent to the galley, gets all the food they’re allowed, and after the meal, cleans the pots with snow and stores them in the sledge or boat, ready for a potential move.”

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A Week Later

A Week Later

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“The Wreckage lies around in Dismal Confusion”

“The wreckage is scattered about in a grim mess.”

October 29.—We passed a quiet night, although the pressure was grinding around us. Our floe is a heavy one and it withstood the blows it received. There is a light wind from the north-west to north-north-west, and the weather is fine. We are twenty-eight men with forty-nine dogs, including Sue’s and Sallie’s five grown-up pups. All hands this morning were busy preparing gear, fitting boats on sledges, and building up and strengthening the sledges to carry the boats.... The main motor-sledge, with a little fitting from the carpenter, carried our largest boat admirably. For the next boat four ordinary sledges were lashed together, but we were dubious as to the strength of this contrivance, and as a matter of fact it broke down quickly under strain.... The ship is still afloat, with the spurs of the pack driven through her and holding her up. The forecastle-head is under water, the decks are burst up by the pressure, the wreckage lies around in dismal confusion, but over all the blue ensign flies still.

October 29.—We had a quiet night, even though there was a lot of pressure around us. Our ice floe is solid, and it took the hits it got. There’s a light wind coming from the north-west to north-north-west, and the weather is nice. We have twenty-eight men and forty-nine dogs, including Sue’s and Sallie’s five grown pups. Everyone was busy this morning getting equipment ready, fitting boats onto sledges, and reinforcing the sledges to carry the boats.... The main motor-sledge, with a bit of work from the carpenter, carried our largest boat perfectly. For the next boat, we tied four regular sledges together, but we weren’t sure about how strong it was, and it ended up breaking down quickly under the pressure.... The ship is still afloat, with parts of the ice pack pushing against it and keeping it above water. The forecastle-head is submerged, the decks are splintered from the pressure, wreckage is scattered about in a sad mess, but through it all, the blue ensign is still flying.

“This afternoon Sallie’s three youngest pups, Sue’s Sirius, and Mrs. Chippy, the carpenter’s cat, have to be shot. We could not undertake the maintenance of weaklings under the new conditions. Macklin, Crean, and the carpenter seemed to feel the loss of their friends rather badly. We propose making a short trial journey to-morrow, starting with two of the boats and the ten sledges. The number of dog teams has been increased to seven, Greenstreet taking charge of the new additional team, consisting of Snapper and Sallie’s four oldest pups. We have ten working sledges to relay with five teams. Wild’s and Hurley’s teams will haul the cutter with the assistance of four men. The whaler and the other boats will follow, and the men who are hauling them will be able to help with the cutter at the rough places. We cannot hope to make rapid progress, but each mile counts. Crean this afternoon has a bad attack of snow-blindness.”

"This afternoon, we have to put down Sallie’s three youngest pups, Sue’s Sirius, and Mrs. Chippy, the carpenter’s cat. We can't take care of weak animals under the new conditions. Macklin, Crean, and the carpenter seemed to be really upset about losing their friends. We plan to make a short trial journey tomorrow, starting with two of the boats and ten sledges. The number of dog teams has been increased to seven, with Greenstreet in charge of the new team, which includes Snapper and Sallie’s four oldest pups. We have ten working sledges to rotate with five teams. Wild’s and Hurley’s teams will pull the cutter with help from four men. The whaler and the other boats will follow, and the men hauling them will be able to assist with the cutter in rough spots. We can't expect to move quickly, but every mile matters. Crean is suffering from a bad case of snow blindness this afternoon."

The weather on the morning of October 30 was overcast and misty, with occasional falls of snow. A moderate north-easterly breeze was blowing. We were still living on extra food, brought from the ship when we abandoned her, and the sledging and boating rations were intact. These rations would provide for twenty-eight men for fifty-six days on full rations, but we could count on getting enough seal and penguin meat to at least double this time. We could even, if progress proved too difficult and too injurious to the boats, which we must guard as our ultimate means of salvation, camp on the nearest heavy floe, scour the neighbouring pack for penguins and seals, and await the outward rift of the pack, to open and navigable water.

The weather on the morning of October 30 was cloudy and misty, with some light snow. A moderate north-easterly breeze was blowing. We were still living off extra food we took from the ship when we abandoned her, and the supplies for sledding and boating were still untouched. These supplies could feed twenty-eight men for fifty-six days on full rations, but we could expect to gather enough seal and penguin meat to at least double that time. We could even, if making progress became too hard and harmful to the boats, which we needed to protect as our last chance of rescue, set up camp on the nearest large ice floe, search the nearby ice for penguins and seals, and wait for the pack ice to open up and create navigable waters.

“This plan would avoid the grave dangers we are now incurring of getting entangled in impassable pressure-ridges and possibly irretrievably damaging the boats, which are bound to suffer in rough ice; it would also minimize the peril of the ice splitting under us, as it did twice during the night at our first camp. Yet I feel sure that it is the right thing to attempt a march, since if we can make five or seven miles a day to the north-west our chance of reaching safety in the months to come will be increased greatly. There is a psychological aspect to the question also. It will be much better for the men in general to feel that, even though progress is slow, they are on their way to land than it will be simply to sit down and wait for the tardy north-westerly drift to take us out of this cruel waste of ice. We will make an attempt to move. The issue is beyond my power either to predict or to control.”

“This plan would help us avoid the serious risks we’re facing by getting stuck in difficult pressure ridges and potentially damaging the boats beyond repair, which are bound to struggle in rough ice. It would also reduce the risk of the ice breaking beneath us, as it did twice during the night at our first camp. Still, I'm confident that it's the right choice to try to make a march, since if we can cover five to seven miles a day to the northwest, our chances of reaching safety in the coming months will increase significantly. There’s also a psychological aspect to consider. It will be much better for the men overall to feel that, even if progress is slow, they are on their way to land rather than just sitting around waiting for the slow northwesterly drift to carry us out of this harsh expanse of ice. We will make an effort to move. The outcome is something I can neither predict nor control.”

That afternoon Wild and I went out in the mist and snow to find a road to the north-east. After many devious turnings to avoid the heavier pressure-ridges, we pioneered a way for at least a mile and a half. and then returned by a rather better route to the camp. The pressure now was rapid in movement and our floe was suffering from the shakes and jerks of the ice. At 3 p.m., after lunch, we got under way, leaving Dump Camp a mass of debris. The order was that personal gear must not exceed two pounds per man, and this meant that nothing but bare necessaries was to be taken on the march. We could not afford to cumber ourselves with unnecessary weight. Holes had been dug in the snow for the reception of private letters and little personal trifles, the Lares and Penates of the members of the Expedition, and into the privacy of these white graves were consigned much of sentimental value and not a little of intrinsic worth. I rather grudged the two pounds allowance per man, owing to my keen anxiety to keep weights at a minimum, but some personal belongings could fairly be regarded as indispensable. The journey might be a long one, and there was a possibility of a winter in improvised quarters on an inhospitable coast at the other end. A man under such conditions needs something to occupy his thoughts, some tangible memento of his home and people beyond the seas. So sovereigns were thrown away and photographs were kept. I tore the fly-leaf out of the Bible that Queen Alexandra had given to the ship, with her own writing in it, and also the wonderful page of Job containing the verse:

That afternoon, Wild and I headed out into the mist and snow to find a road to the northeast. After many tricky turns to avoid the larger pressure ridges, we managed to carve a path for at least a mile and a half, then returned by a slightly better route to camp. The pressure was now shifting quickly, and our floe was bouncing around with the shakes and jerks of the ice. At 3 p.m., after lunch, we set off, leaving Dump Camp behind as a heap of debris. The rule was that personal gear couldn't weigh more than two pounds per person, which meant we could only bring the bare essentials on the march. We couldn't afford to burden ourselves with unnecessary weight. Holes were dug in the snow to store private letters and little personal items, the Lares and Penates of the Expedition members, and into these white graves went many things of sentimental value and some of real worth. I resented the two-pound limit per man due to my strong desire to keep our weights down, but some personal items were definitely essential. The journey could be a long one, and there was a chance of spending the winter in makeshift quarters on a harsh coast at the other end. A person in such conditions needs something to occupy their mind, a tangible reminder of home and loved ones far away. So, sovereigns were discarded, but photographs were kept. I ripped out the flyleaf from the Bible that Queen Alexandra had given to the ship, which had her own writing in it, along with the amazing page from Job that contained the verse:

Out of whose womb came the ice?
And the hoary frost of Heaven, who hath gendered it?
The waters are hid as with a stone,
And the face of the deep is frozen.
—[Job 38:29–30]

Out of whose womb came the ice?
And who has given birth to the frost of Heaven?
The waters are concealed like a stone,
And the surface of the deep is frozen.
—[Job 38:29–30]

The other Bible, which Queen Alexandra had given for the use of the shore party, was down below in the lower hold in one of the cases when the ship received her death-blow. Suitcases were thrown away; these were retrieved later as material for making boots, and some of them, marked “solid leather,” proved, to our disappointment, to contain a large percentage of cardboard. The manufacturer would have had difficulty in convincing us at the time that the deception was anything short of criminal.

The other Bible, which Queen Alexandra had given for the use of the shore party, was down in the lower hold in one of the cases when the ship took its fatal hit. Suitcases were discarded; these were picked up later as materials for making boots, and some of them, labeled “solid leather,” unfortunately turned out to have a big percentage of cardboard. The manufacturer would have struggled to convince us at the time that the deception was anything less than criminal.

The pioneer sledge party, consisting of Wordie, Hussey, Hudson, and myself, carrying picks and shovels, started to break a road through the pressure-ridges for the sledges carrying the boats. The boats, with their gear and the sledges beneath them, weighed each more than a ton. The cutter was smaller than the whaler, but weighed more and was a much more strongly built boat. The whaler was mounted on the sledge part of the Girling tractor forward and two sledges amidships and aft. These sledges were strengthened with cross-timbers and shortened oars fore and aft. The cutter was mounted on the aero-sledge. The sledges were the point of weakness. It appeared almost hopeless to prevent them smashing under their heavy loads when travelling over rough pressure-ice which stretched ahead of us for probably 300 miles. After the pioneer sledge had started the seven dog teams got off. They took their sledges forward for half a mile, then went back for the other sledges. Worsley took charge of the two boats, with fifteen men hauling, and these also had to be relayed. It was heavy work for dogs and men, but there were intervals of comparative rest on the backward journey, after the first portion of the load had been taken forward. We passed over two opening cracks, through which killers were pushing their ugly snouts, and by 5 p.m. had covered a mile in a north-north-westerly direction. The condition of the ice ahead was chaotic, for since the morning increased pressure had developed and the pack was moving and crushing in all directions. So I gave the order to pitch camp for the night on flat ice, which, unfortunately, proved to be young and salty. The older pack was too rough and too deeply laden with snow to offer a suitable camping-ground. Although we had gained only one mile in a direct line, the necessary deviations made the distance travelled at least two miles, and the relays brought the distance marched up to six miles. Some of the dog teams had covered at least ten miles. I set the watch from 6 p.m. to 7 a.m., one hour for each man in each tent in rotation.

The pioneer sled team, made up of Wordie, Hussey, Hudson, and me, carrying picks and shovels, began clearing a path through the pressure ridges for the sleds that were hauling the boats. Each boat, along with its gear and the sleds underneath, weighed over a ton. The cutter was smaller than the whaler but heavier and built much more solidly. The whaler was mounted on the sledge part of the Girling tractor at the front, with two sledges in the middle and at the back. These sledges were reinforced with cross-timbers and shortened oars at both ends. The cutter was mounted on the aero-sledge. The sledges were the weak point. It seemed nearly impossible to prevent them from breaking under such heavy loads while traveling over the rough pressure ice that lay ahead for about 300 miles. Once the pioneer sled started, the seven dog teams took off. They pulled their sleds forward for half a mile, then returned for the other sleds. Worsley managed the two boats, with fifteen men pulling, and these also had to take turns. It was tough work for both the dogs and the men, but there were breaks of relative rest on the return trip after the first part of the load was delivered. We crossed two open cracks, where killer whales were pushing their ugly snouts through, and by 5 p.m. we had covered a mile heading north-northwest. The ice conditions ahead were chaotic; since the morning, increased pressure had built up, and the pack was shifting and breaking in all directions. So I ordered the team to set up camp for the night on flat ice, which, unfortunately, turned out to be young and salty. The older pack was too rough and too heavily covered in snow to be a suitable campsite. Although we had only made a mile in a straight line, the necessary detours made the traveled distance at least two miles, and the relays increased the total distance marched to six miles. Some of the dog teams had covered at least ten miles. I set the watch from 6 p.m. to 7 a.m., with each man in each tent taking one hour on rotation.

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The First Attempt to reach the Land 346 Miles Away

The First Attempt to reach the Land 346 Miles Away

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Ocean Camp

Beach Camp

During the night snow fell heavily, and the floor-cloths of the tents got wet through, as the temperature had risen to +25° Fahr. One of the things we hoped for in those days was a temperature in the neighbourhood of zero, for then the snow surface would be hard, we would not be troubled by damp, and our gear would not become covered in soft snow. The killers were blowing all night, and a crack appeared about 20 ft. from the camp at 2 a.m. The ice below us was quite thin enough for the killers to break through if they took a fancy to do so, but there was no other camping-ground within our reach and we had to take the risk. When morning came the snow was falling so heavily that we could not see more than a few score yards ahead, and I decided not to strike camp. A path over the shattered floes would be hard to find, and to get the boats into a position of peril might be disastrous. Rickenson and Worsley started back for Dump Camp at 7 a.m. to get some wood and blubber for the fire, and an hour later we had hoosh, with one biscuit each. At 10 a.m. Hurley and Hudson left for the old camp in order to bring some additional dog-pemmican, since there were no seals to be found near us. Then, as the weather cleared, Worsley and I made a prospect to the west and tried to find a practicable road. A large floe offered a fairly good road for at least another mile to the north-west, and we went back prepared for another move. The weather cleared a little, and after lunch we struck camp. I took Rickenson, Kerr, Wordie, and Hudson as a breakdown gang to pioneer a path among the pressure-ridges. Five dog teams followed. Wild’s and Hurley’s teams were hitched on to the cutter and they started off in splendid style. They needed to be helped only once; indeed fourteen dogs did as well or even better than eighteen men. The ice was moving beneath and around us as we worked towards the big floe, and where this floe met the smaller ones there was a mass of pressed-up ice, still in motion, with water between the ridges. But it is wonderful what a dozen men can do with picks and shovels. We could cut a road through a pressure-ridge about 14 ft. high in ten minutes and leave a smooth, or comparatively smooth, path for the sledges and teams.

During the night, it snowed heavily, and the tent floors got completely soaked since the temperature had risen to 25°F. One of the things we really hoped for back then was a temperature close to zero, because then the snow surface would be solid, we wouldn't have to deal with dampness, and our gear wouldn’t get covered in soft snow. The ice was cracking all night, and at 2 a.m., a crack appeared about 20 feet from our camp. The ice beneath us was thin enough for the ice to break if it wanted to, but there wasn’t any other camping spot within reach, so we had to take the chance. When morning came, the snow was falling so heavily that we could only see a few yards in front of us, so I decided not to break camp. Finding a path over the broken ice would be difficult, and putting the boats in a risky position could be disastrous. Rickenson and Worsley headed back to Dump Camp at 7 a.m. to get some wood and blubber for the fire, and an hour later we had our meal, with each of us getting one biscuit. At 10 a.m., Hurley and Hudson left for the old camp to bring back some extra dog pemmican since there were no seals near us. As the weather cleared, Worsley and I looked to the west to find a usable route. A large floe provided a decent path for at least another mile to the northwest, so we returned prepared for another move. The weather cleared a bit, and after lunch, we broke camp. I took Rickenson, Kerr, Wordie, and Hudson to clear a path through the pressure ridges. Five dog teams followed. Wild’s and Hurley’s teams were hitched to the cutter and took off in great style. They only needed help once; in fact, fourteen dogs performed as well or even better than eighteen men. The ice was shifting beneath and around us as we worked towards the big floe, and where this floe met the smaller ones, there was a heap of pressed-up ice, still moving, with water in between the ridges. But it’s amazing what a dozen men can do with picks and shovels. We could carve a path through a pressure ridge about 14 feet high in ten minutes and leave a smooth, or relatively smooth, trail for the sledges and teams.

CHAPTER V
OCEAN CAMP

In spite of the wet, deep snow and the halts occasioned by thus having to cut our road through the pressure-ridges, we managed to march the best part of a mile towards our goal, though the relays and the deviations again made the actual distance travelled nearer six miles. As I could see that the men were all exhausted I gave the order to pitch the tents under the lee of the two boats, which afforded some slight protection from the wet snow now threatening to cover everything. While so engaged one of the sailors discovered a small pool of water, caused by the snow having thawed on a sail which was lying in one of the boats. There was not much—just a sip each; but, as one man wrote in his diary, “One has seen and tasted cleaner, but seldom more opportunely found water.”

Despite the wet, deep snow and the stops we had to make to clear our path through the pressure ridges, we managed to march for nearly a mile toward our goal, although the relays and detours meant we actually traveled closer to six miles. Seeing that the men were all exhausted, I ordered them to set up the tents behind the two boats, which provided some minor protection from the wet snow that was threatening to cover everything. While we were doing this, one of the sailors found a small pool of water created by the snow melting on a sail that was lying in one of the boats. There wasn’t much—just a sip each; but, as one man noted in his diary, “One has seen and tasted cleaner, but seldom more opportune water.”

Next day broke cold and still with the same wet snow, and in the clearing light I could see that with the present loose surface, and considering how little result we had to show for all our strenuous efforts of the past four days, it would be impossible to proceed for any great distance. Taking into account also the possibility of leads opening close to us, and so of our being able to row north-west to where we might find land, I decided to find a more solid floe and there camp until conditions were more favourable for us to make a second attempt to escape from our icy prison. To this end we moved our tents and all our gear to a thick, heavy old floe about one and a half miles from the wreck and there made our camp. We called this “Ocean Camp.” It was with the utmost difficulty that we shifted our two boats. The surface was terrible—like nothing that any of us had ever seen around us before. We were sinking at times up to our hips, and everywhere the snow was two feet deep.

The next day was cold and still, with the same wet snow, and in the dim light, I could see that with the loose surface we had now, and considering how little we had accomplished after four intense days, it would be impossible to go very far. Also, thinking about the possibility of leads opening nearby, allowing us to row northwest toward land, I decided to seek a more solid floe and camp there until conditions improved for a second attempt to escape our icy prison. With that in mind, we moved our tents and all our equipment to a thick, heavy old floe about one and a half miles from the wreck and set up camp there. We named this “Ocean Camp.” It was extremely difficult to move our two boats. The surface was awful—unlike anything any of us had encountered before. At times, we were sinking up to our hips, and everywhere the snow was two feet deep.

I decided to conserve our valuable sledging rations, which would be so necessary for the inevitable boat journey, as much as possible, and to subsist almost entirely on seals and penguins.

I decided to save our precious sledging supplies, which would be essential for the unavoidable boat journey, as much as I could, and to live mostly on seals and penguins.

A party was sent back to Dump Camp, near the ship, to collect as much clothing, tobacco, etc., as they could find. The heavy snow which had fallen in the last few days, combined with the thawing and consequent sinking of the surface, resulted in the total disappearance of a good many of the things left behind at this dump. The remainder of the men made themselves as comfortable as possible under the circumstances at Ocean Camp. This floating lump of ice, about a mile square at first but later splitting into smaller and smaller fragments, was to be our home for nearly two months. During these two months we made frequent visits to the vicinity of the ship and retrieved much valuable clothing and food and some few articles of personal value which in our light-hearted optimism we had thought to leave miles behind us on our dash across the moving ice to safety.

A group was sent back to Dump Camp, close to the ship, to gather as much clothing, tobacco, and other supplies as they could. The heavy snowfall from the last few days, along with the thawing and sinking surface, caused many of the items left at the dump to vanish completely. The rest of the men did their best to stay comfortable under the circumstances at Ocean Camp. This floating piece of ice, initially about a mile square but later breaking into smaller fragments, was our home for nearly two months. During that time, we frequently visited the area around the ship and collected a lot of valuable clothing, food, and a few personal items that we had optimistically thought we could leave behind during our hasty escape across the moving ice to safety.

The collection of food was now the all-important consideration. As we were to subsist almost entirely on seals and penguins, which were to provide fuel as well as food, some form of blubber-stove was a necessity. This was eventually very ingeniously contrived from the ship’s steel ash-shoot, as our first attempt with a large iron oil-drum did not prove eminently successful. We could only cook seal or penguin hooshes or stews on this stove, and so uncertain was its action that the food was either burnt or only partially cooked; and, hungry though we were, half-raw seal meat was not very appetizing. On one occasion a wonderful stew made from seal meat, with two or three tins of Irish stew that had been salved from the ship, fell into the fire through the bottom of the oil-drum that we used as a saucepan becoming burnt out on account of the sudden intense heat of the fire below. We lunched that day on one biscuit and a quarter of a tin of bully-beef each, frozen hard.

Gathering food had become the top priority. Since we relied almost completely on seals and penguins for both fuel and sustenance, we needed some kind of blubber stove. We eventually crafted a clever solution from the ship’s steel ash shoot, as our initial try with a large iron oil drum didn’t work out well. This stove only allowed us to cook seal or penguin hooshes or stews, and it was so unpredictable that the food either got burnt or was only half-cooked; and, as hungry as we were, half-raw seal meat didn't seem very appealing. One time, a fantastic stew made with seal meat and a couple of tins of Irish stew salvaged from the ship fell into the fire because the bottom of the oil drum we used as a saucepan burned out from the sudden heat. That day we had for lunch one biscuit and a quarter of a tin of bully-beef each, frozen solid.

This new stove, which was to last us during our stay at Ocean Camp, was a great success. Two large holes were punched, with much labour and few tools, opposite one another at the wider or top end of the shoot. Into one of these an oil-drum was fixed, to be used as the fireplace, the other hole serving to hold our saucepan. Alongside this another hole was punched to enable two saucepans to be boiled at a time; and farther along still a chimney made from biscuit-tins completed a very efficient, if not a very elegant, stove. Later on the cook found that he could bake a sort of flat bannock or scone on this stove, but he was seriously hampered for want of yeast or baking-powder.

This new stove, which was meant to last us during our time at Ocean Camp, turned out to be a great success. Two big holes were created, with a lot of effort and few tools, facing each other at the wider end of the shoot. One of these holes had an oil drum placed in it to serve as the fireplace, while the other held our saucepan. Next to this, another hole was made to boil two saucepans at the same time; and further along, a chimney made out of biscuit tins completed a very efficient, though not very stylish, stove. Later, the cook discovered he could bake a type of flat bannock or scone on this stove, but he really struggled because he didn’t have any yeast or baking powder.

An attempt was next made to erect some sort of a galley to protect the cook against the inclemencies of the weather. The party which I had sent back under Wild to the ship returned with, amongst other things, the wheel-house practically complete. This, with the addition of some sails and tarpaulins stretched on spars, made a very comfortable storehouse and galley. Pieces of planking from the deck were lashed across some spars stuck upright into the snow, and this, with the ship’s binnacle, formed an excellent look-out from which to look for seals and penguins. On this platform, too, a mast was erected from which flew the King’s flag and the Royal Clyde Yacht Club burgee.

An attempt was then made to build a sort of a galley to protect the cook from the bad weather. The group I had sent back with Wild to the ship returned with, among other things, the wheelhouse nearly finished. This, along with some sails and tarps stretched on poles, created a very comfortable storage space and galley. Pieces of decking were tied across some vertical poles stuck into the snow, and this, along with the ship’s binnacle, made an excellent lookout for spotting seals and penguins. On this platform, a mast was also erected from which the King’s flag and the Royal Clyde Yacht Club burgee flew.

I made a strict inventory of all the food in our possession, weights being roughly determined with a simple balance made from a piece of wood and some string, the counter-weight being a 60-lb. box of provisions.

I created a detailed list of all the food we had, estimating the weights using a basic scale made from a piece of wood and some string, with a 60-pound box of supplies as the counterweight.

The dog teams went off to the wreck early each morning under Wild, and the men made every effort to rescue as much as possible from the ship. This was an extremely difficult task as the whole of the deck forward was under a foot of water on the port side, and nearly three feet on the starboard side. However, they managed to collect large quantities of wood and ropes and some few cases of provisions. Although the galley was under water, Bakewell managed to secure three or four saucepans, which later proved invaluable acquisitions. Quite a number of boxes of flour, etc., had been stowed in a cabin in the hold, and these we had been unable to get out before we left the ship. Having, therefore, determined as nearly as possible that portion of the deck immediately above these cases, we proceeded to cut a hole with large ice-chisels through the 3-in. planking of which it was formed. As the ship at this spot was under 5 ft. of water and ice, it was not an easy job. However, we succeeded in making the hole sufficiently large to allow of some few cases to come floating up. These were greeted with great satisfaction, and later on, as we warmed to our work, other cases, whose upward progress was assisted with a boat-hook, were greeted with either cheers or groans according to whether they contained farinaceous food or merely luxuries such as jellies. For each man by now had a good idea of the calorific value and nutritive and sustaining qualities of the various foods. It had a personal interest for us all. In this way we added to our scanty stock between two and three tons of provisions, about half of which was farinaceous food, such as flour and peas, of which we were so short. This sounds a great deal, but at one pound per day it would only last twenty-eight men for three months. Previous to this I had reduced the food allowance to nine and a half ounces per man per day. Now, however, it could be increased, and “this afternoon, for the first time for ten days, we knew what it was to be really satisfied.”

The dog teams set out to the wreck every morning under Wild, and the men did everything they could to salvage as much as possible from the ship. This was a really tough task since the entire forward deck was submerged under a foot of water on the port side and nearly three feet on the starboard side. However, they managed to gather a lot of wood, ropes, and a few cases of supplies. Even though the galley was underwater, Bakewell managed to grab three or four saucepans, which turned out to be incredibly valuable later on. A sizeable amount of flour and other items had been packed in a cabin in the hold, and we hadn't been able to retrieve those before leaving the ship. So, we determined as closely as possible the section of the deck right above these cases and started cutting a hole with large ice chisels through the 3-inch planking. Since the ship was under about five feet of water and ice in that area, it wasn't an easy task. Still, we managed to make the hole big enough for a few cases to float up. These were met with cheers, and as we got more into our work, other cases, which we helped to bring up with a boat-hook, were either cheered or groaned over, depending on whether they held filling food or just treats like jellies. By now, everyone had a good sense of the calorie content and nutritional value of the different foods. It was something that mattered personally to all of us. In this way, we added between two and three tons of supplies to our meager stock, about half of which consisted of staple foods like flour and peas, which we were running low on. While it sounds like a lot, at one pound per day, it would only last twenty-eight men for three months. Before this, I had cut the food ration down to nine and a half ounces per person per day. Now, however, we could increase it, and “this afternoon, for the first time in ten days, we finally knew what it was like to feel genuinely satisfied.”

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The Look-out at Ocean Camp

The lookout at Ocean Camp

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The Emergency Sledges being packed in case of a sudden break up of the Ice

The emergency sledges are being packed in case the ice suddenly breaks up.

I had the sledges packed in readiness with the special sledging rations in case of a sudden move, and with the other food, allowing also for prospective seals and penguins, I calculated a dietary to give the utmost possible variety and yet to use our precious stock of flour in the most economical manner. All seals and penguins that appeared anywhere within the vicinity of the camp were killed to provide food and fuel. The dog-pemmican we also added to our own larder, feeding the dogs on the seals which we caught, after removing such portions as were necessary for our own needs. We were rather short of crockery, but small pieces of venesta-wood served admirably as plates for seal steaks; stews and liquids of all sorts were served in the aluminium sledging-mugs, of which each man had one. Later on, jelly-tins and biscuit-tin lids were pressed into service.

I had the sleds ready to go with special rations in case we had to move quickly, and I also packed food for future seals and penguins. I planned a diet that would offer as much variety as possible while using our precious flour supply as efficiently as I could. We hunted down every seal and penguin that came near the camp for food and fuel. We added dog pemmican to our supplies, feeding the dogs the seals we caught after taking the parts we needed for ourselves. We were a bit short on dishes, but small pieces of veneer wood worked perfectly as plates for seal steaks; stews and all kinds of liquids were served in the aluminum mugs, one for each man. Later, we started using jelly tins and biscuit tin lids as well.

Monotony in the meals, even considering the circumstances in which we found ourselves, was what I was striving to avoid, so our little stock of luxuries, such as fish-paste, tinned herrings, etc., was carefully husbanded and so distributed as to last as long as possible. My efforts were not in vain, as one man states in his diary: “It must be admitted that we are feeding very well indeed, considering our position. Each meal consists of one course and a beverage. The dried vegetables, if any, all go into the same pot as the meat, and every dish is a sort of hash or stew, be it ham or seal meat or half and half. The fact that we only have two pots available places restrictions upon the number of things that can be cooked at one time, but in spite of the limitation of facilities, we always seem to manage to get just enough. The milk-powder and sugar are necessarily boiled with the tea or cocoa.

Monotony in our meals, even with the tough situation we were in, was something I was trying to avoid, so we carefully managed our little stock of luxuries like fish paste, canned herring, and so on, ensuring they lasted as long as possible. My efforts weren't wasted, as one man notes in his diary: “We have to admit that we're eating quite well considering where we are. Each meal includes one dish and a drink. Any dried vegetables we have go into the same pot as the meat, making every dish a kind of hash or stew, whether it's ham, seal meat, or a mix of both. Having only two pots limits what we can cook at once, but despite this limitation, we always seem to get just enough food. The milk powder and sugar have to be boiled with the tea or cocoa.”

“We are, of course, very short of the farinaceous element in our diet, and consequently have a mild craving for more of it. Bread is out of the question, and as we are husbanding the remaining cases of our biscuits for our prospective boat journey, we are eking out the supply of flour by making bannocks, of which we have from three to four each day. These bannocks are made from flour, fat, water, salt, and a little baking-powder, the dough being rolled out into flat rounds and baked in about ten minutes on a hot sheet of iron over the fire. Each bannock weighs about one and a half to two ounces, and we are indeed lucky to be able to produce them.”

“We’re really low on the starchy foods in our diet, so we have a bit of a craving for more. Bread is not an option, and since we’re saving the last of our biscuits for our upcoming boat trip, we’re stretching our supply of flour by making bannocks, of which we have three to four each day. These bannocks are made from flour, fat, water, salt, and a little baking powder. The dough is rolled out into flat rounds and baked for about ten minutes on a hot iron sheet over the fire. Each bannock weighs about one and a half to two ounces, and we’re lucky to be able to make them.”

A few boxes of army biscuits soaked with sea-water were distributed at one meal. They were in such a state that they would not have been looked at a second time under ordinary circumstances, but to us on a floating lump of ice, over three hundred miles from land, and that quite hypothetical, and with the unplumbed sea beneath us, they were luxuries indeed. Wild’s tent made a pudding of theirs with some dripping.

A few boxes of army biscuits soaked in seawater were handed out at one meal. They were in such bad shape that no one would have bothered with them normally, but to us on a floating chunk of ice, over three hundred miles from land—which might not even exist—and with the deep sea below us, they felt like real treats. Wild made a pudding out of theirs with some dripping.

Although keeping in mind the necessity for strict economy with our scanty store of food, I knew how important it was to keep the men cheerful, and that the depression occasioned by our surroundings and our precarious position could to some extent be alleviated by increasing the rations, at least until we were more accustomed to our new mode of life. That this was successful is shown in their diaries.

Although I recognized the need to be careful with our limited food supplies, I understood how important it was to keep the men upbeat. The gloom caused by our situation and uncertain position could be somewhat relieved by increasing the rations, at least until we got used to our new way of life. The success of this approach is reflected in their diaries.

“Day by day goes by much the same as one another. We work; we talk; we eat. Ah, how we eat! No longer on short rations, we are a trifle more exacting than we were when we first commenced our ‘simple life,’ but by comparison with home standards we are positive barbarians, and our gastronomic rapacity knows no bounds.

“Each day passes pretty much like the last. We work, we chat, we eat. Ah, how we eat! No longer on limited portions, we are a bit more particular than we were when we first started our ‘simple life,’ but compared to how we used to eat at home, we are absolute barbarians, and our eating habits know no limits.”

“All is eaten that comes to each tent, and everything is most carefully and accurately divided into as many equal portions as there are men in the tent. One member then closes his eyes or turns his head away and calls out the names at random, as the cook for the day points to each portion, saying at the same time, ‘Whose?’

“All the food that arrives at each tent is consumed, and everything is divided very carefully and precisely into equal portions for each person in the tent. One person then closes their eyes or turns their head away and randomly calls out names while the cook for the day points to each portion, simultaneously asking, ‘Whose?’

“Partiality, however unintentional it may be, is thus entirely obviated and every one feels satisfied that all is fair, even though one may look a little enviously at the next man’s helping, which differs in some especially appreciated detail from one’s own. We break the Tenth Commandment energetically, but as we are all in the same boat in this respect, no one says a word. We understand each other’s feelings quite sympathetically.

“Partiality, no matter how unintentional, is completely avoided, and everyone feels confident that everything is fair, even if someone looks a bit enviously at another person’s portion, which has some particularly desirable detail that theirs lacks. We energetically break the Tenth Commandment, but since we’re all in the same situation, no one says anything. We understand each other’s feelings very sympathetically.”

“It is just like school-days over again, and very jolly it is too, for the time being!”

“It’s just like being back in school again, and it’s really fun too, for the moment!”

Later on, as the prospect of wintering in the pack became more apparent, the rations had to be considerably reduced. By that time, however, everybody had become more accustomed to the idea and took it quite as a matter of course.

Later on, as it became clearer that we would be spending the winter in the pack ice, the rations had to be cut back significantly. By that point, though, everyone had adjusted to the idea and accepted it as just the way things were.

Our meals now consisted in the main of a fairly generous helping of seal or penguin, either boiled or fried. As one man wrote:

Our meals mostly included a pretty large portion of seal or penguin, either boiled or fried. As one guy wrote:

“We are now having enough to eat, but not by any means too much; and every one is always hungry enough to eat every scrap he can get. Meals are invariably taken very seriously, and little talking is done till the hoosh is finished.”

“We're now getting enough to eat, but definitely not too much; and everyone is always hungry enough to eat every bit they can find. Meals are always taken very seriously, and there's not much talking until the hoosh is finished.”

Our tents made somewhat cramped quarters, especially during meal-times.

Our tents were pretty cramped, especially during meals.

“Living in a tent without any furniture requires a little getting used to. For our meals we have to sit on the floor, and it is surprising how awkward it is to eat in such a position; it is better by far to kneel and sit back on one’s heels, as do the Japanese.”

“Living in a tent without any furniture takes some adjustment. For meals, we have to sit on the floor, and it’s surprisingly awkward to eat like that; it’s much better to kneel and sit back on your heels, like the Japanese do.”

Each man took it in turn to be the tent “cook” for one day, and one writes:

Each man took turns being the tent “cook” for a day, and one writes:

“The word ‘cook’ is at present rather a misnomer, for whilst we have a permanent galley no cooking need be done in the tent.

“The word ‘cook’ is currently a bit misleading, because while we have a permanent kitchen, there's no cooking that needs to be done in the tent."

“Really, all that the tent cook has to do is to take his two hoosh-pots over to the galley and convey the hoosh and the beverage to the tent, clearing up after each meal and washing up the two pots and the mugs. There are no spoons, etc., to wash, for we each keep our own spoon and pocket-knife in our pockets. We just lick them as clean as possible and replace them in our pockets after each meal.

“Honestly, all the tent cook has to do is take his two pots over to the kitchen and bring the stew and drinks back to the tent, cleaning up after each meal and washing the two pots and the mugs. There are no spoons or anything else to wash, because we each keep our own spoon and pocket knife in our pockets. We just lick them as clean as we can and put them back in our pockets after each meal.”

“Our spoons are one of our indispensable possessions here. To lose one’s spoon would be almost as serious as it is for an edentate person to lose his set of false teeth.”

“Our spoons are one of our essential belongings here. Losing a spoon would be nearly as serious as an edentate person losing their dentures.”

During all this time the supply of seals and penguins, if not inexhaustible, was always sufficient for our needs.

During all this time, the supply of seals and penguins, while not endless, was always enough for our needs.

Seal- and penguin-hunting was our daily occupation, and parties were sent out in different directions to search among the hummocks and the pressure-ridges for them. When one was found a signal was hoisted, usually in the form of a scarf or a sock on a pole, and an answering signal was hoisted at the camp.

Seal and penguin hunting was our daily job, and teams were sent out in different directions to search among the ice mounds and pressure ridges for them. When one was discovered, a signal was raised, usually a scarf or sock on a pole, and a response signal was raised at the camp.

Then Wild went out with a dog team to shoot and bring in the game. To feed ourselves and the dogs, at least one seal a day was required. The seals were mostly crab-eaters, and emperor penguins were the general rule. On November 5, however, an adelie was caught, and this was the cause of much discussion, as the following extract shows: “The man on watch from 3 a.m. to 4 a.m. caught an adelie penguin. This is the first of its kind that we have seen since January last, and it may mean a lot. It may signify that there is land somewhere near us, or else that great leads are opening up, but it is impossible to form more than a mere conjecture at present.”

Then Wild went out with a dog team to hunt and bring back the game. To feed ourselves and the dogs, we needed at least one seal a day. Most of the seals were crab-eaters, and emperor penguins were the usual catch. However, on November 5, an adelie was caught, which sparked a lot of discussion, as the following extract shows: “The guy on watch from 3 a.m. to 4 a.m. caught an adelie penguin. This is the first one we've seen since last January, and it could mean a lot. It might indicate that there’s land nearby, or it could mean that large leads are opening up, but for now, we can only make guesses.”

No skuas, Antarctic petrels, or sea-leopards were seen during our two months’ stay at Ocean Camp.

No skuas, Antarctic petrels, or sea leopards were spotted during our two months at Ocean Camp.

In addition to the daily hunt for food, our time was passed in reading the few books that we had managed to save from the ship. The greatest treasure in the library was a portion of the “Encyclopædia Britannica.” This was being continually used to settle the inevitable arguments that would arise. The sailors were discovered one day engaged in a very heated discussion on the subject of Money and Exchange. They finally came to the conclusion that the Encyclopædia, since it did not coincide with their views, must be wrong.

Along with our daily search for food, we spent our time reading the few books we had managed to rescue from the ship. The most valuable resource in the library was a section of the “Encyclopædia Britannica.” We constantly referred to it to settle the arguments that inevitably popped up. One day, we found the sailors deep in a heated debate about Money and Exchange. They ultimately decided that the Encyclopædia must be wrong since it didn’t match their opinions.

“For descriptions of every American town that ever has been, is, or ever will be, and for full and complete biographies of every American statesman since the time of George Washington and long before, the Encyclopædia would be hard to beat. Owing to our shortage of matches we have been driven to use it for purposes other than the purely literary ones though; and one genius having discovered that the paper, used for its pages had been impregnated with saltpetre, we can now thoroughly recommend it as a very efficient pipe-lighter.”

“For descriptions of every American town that has ever been, is, or will be, and for comprehensive biographies of every American statesman since George Washington and long before, the Encyclopædia is tough to surpass. Due to our lack of matches, we've been forced to use it for purposes beyond just reading; and one clever person found that the paper used for its pages is treated with saltpeter, so we can now highly recommend it as an effective pipe lighter.”

We also possessed a few books on Antarctic exploration, a copy of Browning and one of “The Ancient Mariner.” On reading the latter, we sympathized with him and wondered what he had done with the albatross; it would have made a very welcome addition to our larder.

We also had a few books on Antarctic exploration, a copy of Browning, and one of “The Ancient Mariner.” While reading the latter, we felt for him and wondered what he had done with the albatross; it would have been a great addition to our food supplies.

The two subjects of most interest to us were our rate of drift and the weather. Worsley took observations of the sun whenever possible, and his results showed conclusively that the drift of our floe was almost entirely dependent upon the winds and not much affected by currents. Our hope, of course, was to drift northwards to the edge of the pack and then, when the ice was loose enough, to take to the boats and row to the nearest land. We started off in fine style, drifting north about twenty miles in two or three days in a howling south-westerly blizzard. Gradually, however, we slowed up, as successive observations showed, until we began to drift back to the south. An increasing north-easterly wind, which commenced on November 7 and lasted for twelve days, damped our spirits for a time, until we found that we had only drifted back to the south three miles, so that we were now seventeen miles to the good. This tended to reassure us in our theories that the ice of the Weddell Sea was drifting round in a clockwise direction, and that if we could stay on our piece long enough we must eventually be taken up to the north, where lay the open sea and the path to comparative safety.

The two things we were most interested in were our drift rate and the weather. Worsley took sun observations whenever he could, and his findings clearly indicated that our ice floe's drift was mostly influenced by the winds and not much by currents. Our hope was to drift north to the edge of the pack ice and then, when the ice was loose enough, take the boats and row to the nearest land. We started off great, drifting north about twenty miles in two or three days during a fierce south-westerly blizzard. However, we gradually slowed down, as later observations showed, until we began to drift back south. An increasing north-easterly wind, which started on November 7 and lasted for twelve days, brought our spirits down for a while until we realized we had only drifted back south three miles, leaving us still seventeen miles ahead. This reassured us in our belief that the ice in the Weddell Sea was moving in a clockwise direction, and if we could stay on our piece long enough, we would eventually be carried north, where the open sea and a route to relative safety awaited.

The ice was not moving fast enough to be noticeable. In fact, the only way in which we could prove that we were moving at all was by noting the change of relative positions of the bergs around us, and, more definitely, by fixing our absolute latitude and longitude by observations of the sun. Otherwise, as far as actual visible drift was concerned, we might have been on dry land.

The ice wasn't moving fast enough to really notice. The only way we could tell we were even moving at all was by seeing how the positions of the icebergs around us changed, and more clearly, by determining our exact latitude and longitude by observing the sun. Otherwise, in terms of actual visible drift, we could have been on solid ground.

For the next few days we made good progress, drifting seven miles to the north on November 24 and another seven miles in the next forty-eight hours. We were all very pleased to know that although the wind was mainly south-west all this time, yet we had made very little easting. The land lay to the west, so had we drifted to the east we should have been taken right away to the centre of the entrance to the Weddell Sea, and our chances of finally reaching land would have been considerably lessened.

For the next few days, we made good progress, drifting seven miles north on November 24 and another seven miles over the next forty-eight hours. We were all really happy to see that, even though the wind had mainly been blowing from the southwest, we had barely moved eastward. The land was to the west, so if we had drifted east, we would have been taken straight to the middle of the entrance to the Weddell Sea, which would have greatly reduced our chances of finally reaching land.

Our average rate of drift was slow, and many and varied were the calculations as to when we should reach the pack-edge. On December 12, 1915, one man wrote: “Once across the Antarctic Circle, it will seem as if we are practically halfway home again; and it is just possible that with favourable winds we may cross the circle before the New Year. A drift of only three miles a day would do it, and we have often done that and more for periods of three or four weeks.

Our average drift speed was slow, and there were many different calculations about when we would reach the edge of the pack ice. On December 12, 1915, one person wrote: “Once we cross the Antarctic Circle, it will feel like we’re almost halfway home again; and it’s possible that with good winds, we could cross the circle before the New Year. A drift of just three miles a day would make it happen, and we’ve often done that and even more for stretches of three or four weeks.

“We are now only 250 miles from Paulet Island, but too much to the east of it. We are approaching the latitudes in which we were at this time last year, on our way down. The ship left South Georgia just a year and a week ago, and reached this latitude four or five miles to the eastward of our present position on January 3, 1915, crossing the circle on New Year’s Eve.”

“We are now only 250 miles from Paulet Island, but too far to the east of it. We’re getting close to the latitudes where we were around this time last year, on our way down. The ship left South Georgia just a year and a week ago and reached this latitude four or five miles east of our current position on January 3, 1915, crossing the circle on New Year’s Eve.”

Thus, after a year’s incessant battle with the ice, we had returned, by many strange turns of fortune’s wheel, to almost identically the same latitude that we had left with such high hopes and aspirations twelve months previously; but under what different conditions now! Our ship crushed and lost, and we ourselves drifting on a piece of ice at the mercy of the winds. However, in spite of occasional setbacks due to unfavourable winds, our drift was in the main very satisfactory, and this went a long way towards keeping the men cheerful.

So, after a year of constant struggle with the ice, we had ended up, through many unexpected twists of fate, almost exactly at the same latitude we had left with so much hope and ambition twelve months earlier; but under such different circumstances now! Our ship was destroyed and lost, and we were drifting on a piece of ice, at the mercy of the winds. Still, despite occasional setbacks from bad winds, our drift was largely quite good, and that helped keep the crew in good spirits.

As the drift was mostly affected by the winds, the weather was closely watched by all, and Hussey, the meteorologist, was called upon to make forecasts every four hours, and some times more frequently than that. A meteorological screen, containing thermometers and a barograph, had been erected on a post frozen into the ice, and observations were taken every four hours. When we first left the ship the weather was cold and miserable, and altogether as unpropitious as it could possibly have been for our attempted march. Our first few days at Ocean Camp were passed under much the same conditions. At nights the temperature dropped to zero, with blinding snow and drift. One-hour watches were instituted, all hands taking their turn, and in such weather this job was no sinecure. The watchman had to be continually on the alert for cracks in the ice, or any sudden changes in the ice conditions, and also had to keep his eye on the dogs, who often became restless, fretful, and quarrelsome in the early hours of the morning. At the end of his hour he was very glad to crawl back into the comparative warmth of his frozen sleeping-bag.

As the drift was mostly influenced by the winds, everyone kept a close eye on the weather, and Hussey, the meteorologist, was asked to make forecasts every four hours, sometimes even more often. A weather station with thermometers and a barograph was set up on a post frozen into the ice, and observations were taken every four hours. When we first left the ship, the weather was cold and miserable, just about as unfavorable as it could be for our planned march. Our initial days at Ocean Camp were spent under similar conditions. At night, the temperature dropped to zero, with blinding snow and drifting. We established one-hour watches, with everyone taking turns, and in that weather, this task was no easy feat. The watchman had to stay vigilant for cracks in the ice or any sudden changes in the ice conditions and also had to keep an eye on the dogs, who often got restless, irritable, and fought in the early morning hours. At the end of his hour, he was really happy to crawl back into the relative warmth of his frozen sleeping bag.

On November 6 a dull, overcast day developed into a howling blizzard from the south-west, with snow and low drift. Only those who were compelled left the shelter of their tent. Deep drifts formed everywhere, burying sledges and provisions to a depth of two feet, and the snow piling up round the tents threatened to burst the thin fabric. The fine drift found its way in through the ventilator of the tent, which was accordingly plugged up with a spare sock.

On November 6, a dreary, cloudy day turned into a raging blizzard from the southwest, bringing snow and low drifts. Only those who had to step outside left the safety of their tent. Deep drifts formed everywhere, covering sledges and supplies with two feet of snow, and the snow piling up around the tents threatened to tear the thin fabric. The fine snow blew in through the tent's ventilator, so it was plugged up with a spare sock.

This lasted for two days, when one man wrote: “The blizzard continued through the morning, but cleared towards noon, and it was a beautiful evening; but we would far rather have the screeching blizzard with its searching drift and cold damp wind, for we drifted about eleven miles to the north during the night.”

This went on for two days when one guy wrote: “The blizzard kept going through the morning but cleared up by noon, and it turned into a beautiful evening; however, we would much prefer the howling blizzard with its biting drift and chilly damp wind, because we ended up drifting about eleven miles north during the night.”

For four days the fine weather continued, with gloriously warm, bright sun, but cold when standing still or in the shade. The temperature usually dropped below zero, but every opportunity was taken during these fine, sunny days to partially dry our sleeping-bags and other gear, which had become sodden through our body-heat having thawed the snow which had drifted in on to them during the blizzard. The bright sun seemed to put new heart into all.

For four days, the beautiful weather lasted, with wonderfully warm, bright sunshine, but it was cold when you stood still or were in the shade. The temperature usually dropped below freezing, but we took every chance during these lovely, sunny days to partially dry our sleeping bags and other gear, which had gotten soaked because our body heat melted the snow that had blown onto them during the blizzard. The bright sun seemed to lift everyone's spirits.

The next day brought a north-easterly wind with the very high temperature of 27° Fahr.—only 5° below freezing. “These high temperatures do not always represent the warmth which might be assumed from the thermometrical readings. They usually bring dull, overcast skies, with a raw, muggy, moisture-laden wind. The winds from the south, though colder, are nearly always coincident with sunny days and clear blue skies.”

The next day brought a northeast wind with a high temperature of 27°F—only 5° below freezing. “These high temperatures don't always reflect the warmth you'd expect from the thermometer readings. They usually come with dull, overcast skies and a raw, muggy, humid wind. The winds from the south, while colder, almost always come with sunny days and clear blue skies.”

The temperature still continued to rise, reaching 33° Fahr. on November 14. The thaw consequent upon these high temperatures was having a disastrous effect upon the surface of our camp. “The surface is awful!—not slushy, but elusive. You step out gingerly. All is well for a few paces, then your foot suddenly sinks a couple of feet until it comes to a hard layer. You wade along in this way step by step, like a mudlark at Portsmouth Hard, hoping gradually to regain the surface. Soon you do, only to repeat the exasperating performance ad lib., to the accompaniment of all the expletives that you can bring to bear on the subject. What actually happens is that the warm air melts the surface sufficiently to cause drops of water to trickle down slightly, where, on meeting colder layers of snow, they freeze again, forming a honeycomb of icy nodules instead of the soft, powdery, granular snow that we are accustomed to.”

The temperature kept going up, hitting 33°F on November 14. The thaw from these high temperatures was having a serious negative impact on the surface of our camp. “The surface is terrible!—not slushy, but tricky. You step out carefully. Everything feels fine for a few steps, then your foot suddenly sinks a couple of feet until it hits a hard layer. You navigate this way, step by step, like someone searching for items at Portsmouth Hard, hoping to gradually find solid ground again. You eventually do, only to go through the frustrating cycle ad lib, accompanied by all the swear words you can think of. What really happens is that the warm air melts the surface enough for water drops to trickle down slightly, where they meet colder layers of snow and freeze again, creating a honeycomb of icy nodules instead of the soft, powdery, granular snow we’re used to.”

These high temperatures persisted for some days, and when, as occasionally happened, the sky was clear and the sun was shining it was unbearably hot. Five men who were sent to fetch some gear from the vicinity of the ship with a sledge marched in nothing but trousers and singlet, and even then were very hot; in fact they were afraid of getting sunstroke, so let down flaps from their caps to cover their necks. Their sleeves were rolled up over their elbows, and their arms were red and sunburnt in consequence. The temperature on this occasion was 26° Fahr., or 6° below freezing. For five or six days more the sun continued, and most of our clothes and sleeping-bags were now comparatively dry. A wretched day with rainy sleet set in on November 21, but one could put up with this discomfort as the wind was now from the south.

These high temperatures lasted for several days, and when the sky cleared and the sun was shining, it felt unbearably hot. Five guys were sent to grab some gear from near the ship using a sled, and they only wore pants and tank tops, which made them really hot; they were actually worried about getting sunstroke, so they pulled down the flaps on their caps to protect their necks. Their sleeves were rolled up past their elbows, and their arms were sunburned and red as a result. On this occasion, the temperature was 26°F, or 6° below freezing. The sun kept shining for five or six more days, and most of our clothes and sleeping bags were finally relatively dry. A miserable day with rainy sleet started on November 21, but the discomfort was bearable since the wind had shifted to the south.

The wind veered later to the west, and the sun came out at 9 p.m. For at this time, near the end of November, we had the midnight sun. “A thrice-blessed southerly wind” soon arrived to cheer us all, occasioning the following remarks in one of the diaries:

The wind shifted later to the west, and the sun came out at 9 p.m. At this time, near the end of November, we had the midnight sun. “A wonderfully warm southerly wind” soon arrived to lift everyone’s spirits, prompting the following comments in one of the diaries:

“To-day is the most beautiful day we have had in the Antarctic—a clear sky, a gentle, warm breeze from the south, and the most brilliant sunshine. We all took advantage of it to strike tents, clean out, and generally dry and air ground-sheets and sleeping-bags.”

“Today is the most beautiful day we've had in Antarctica—a clear sky, a gentle, warm breeze from the south, and the brightest sunshine. We all took advantage of it to take down tents, clean up, and generally dry and air out ground sheets and sleeping bags.”

I was up early—4 a.m.—to keep watch, and the sight was indeed magnificent. Spread out before one was an extensive panorama of ice-fields, intersected here and there by small broken leads, and dotted with numerous noble bergs, partly bathed in sunshine and partly tinged with the grey shadows of an overcast sky.

I was up early—4 a.m.—to keep watch, and the view was truly breathtaking. Spreading out before me was a vast expanse of ice fields, occasionally broken by small cracks and dotted with many majestic icebergs, some lit by sunlight and others shaded by the dull grey of a cloudy sky.

As one watched one observed a distinct line of demarcation between the sunshine and the shade, and this line gradually approached nearer and nearer, lighting up the hummocky relief of the ice-field bit by bit, until at last it reached us, and threw the whole camp into a blaze of glorious sunshine which lasted nearly all day.

As one watched, there was a clear boundary between the sunlight and the shade, and this line slowly moved closer and closer, illuminating the uneven surface of the ice field little by little, until finally it reached us and bathed the entire camp in a brilliant light that lasted almost all day.

“This afternoon we were treated to one or two showers of hail-like snow. Yesterday we also had a rare form of snow, or, rather, precipitation of ice-spicules, exactly like little hairs, about a third of an inch long.

“This afternoon we experienced a couple of brief showers of hail-like snow. Yesterday, we also saw a unique type of snow, or more accurately, icy precipitation that looked like tiny strands of hair, about a third of an inch long.”

“The warmth in the tents at lunch-time was so great that we had all the side-flaps up for ventilation, but it is a treat to get warm occasionally, and one can put up with a little stuffy atmosphere now and again for the sake of it. The wind has gone to the best quarter this evening, the south-east, and is freshening.”

“The warmth in the tents at lunchtime was so great that we had all the side flaps up for ventilation, but it’s nice to get warm every now and then, and you can tolerate a little stuffy air once in a while for that reason. The wind has shifted to the best direction this evening, the southeast, and is picking up.”

On these fine, clear, sunny days wonderful mirage effects could be observed, just as occur over the desert. Huge bergs were apparently resting on nothing, with a distinct gap between their bases and the horizon; others were curiously distorted into all sorts of weird and fantastic shapes, appearing to be many times their proper height. Added to this, the pure glistening white of the snow and ice made a picture which it is impossible adequately to describe.

On these beautiful, clear, sunny days, amazing mirage effects could be seen, just like in the desert. Huge icebergs seemed to be floating in mid-air, with a noticeable gap between their bases and the horizon; others were oddly distorted into all kinds of strange and fantastic shapes, looking many times taller than they actually were. On top of that, the bright, sparkling white of the snow and ice created a scene that’s impossible to describe properly.

Later on, the freshening south-westerly wind brought mild, overcast weather, probably due to the opening up of the pack in that direction.

Later on, the refreshing southwest wind brought mild, cloudy weather, likely because the ice was breaking up in that direction.

I had already made arrangements for a quick move in case of a sudden break-up of the ice. Emergency orders were issued; each man had his post allotted and his duty detailed; and the whole was so organized that in less than five minutes from the sounding of the alarm on my whistle, tents were struck, gear and provisions packed, and the whole party was ready to move off. I now took a final survey of the men to note their condition, both mental and physical. For our time at Ocean Camp had not been one of unalloyed bliss. The loss of the ship meant more to us than we could ever put into words. After we had settled at Ocean Camp she still remained nipped by the ice, only her stern showing and her bows overridden and buried by the relentless pack. The tangled mass of ropes, rigging, and spars made the scene even more desolate and depressing.

I had already set up plans for a quick move in case the ice suddenly broke apart. Emergency orders were issued; each man had his assigned post and specific duties; everything was organized so that in less than five minutes after the alarm rang from my whistle, the tents were taken down, gear and supplies packed, and the entire group was ready to leave. I took one last look at the men to gauge their mental and physical condition. Our time at Ocean Camp hadn't been all happiness. The loss of the ship meant more to us than we could ever express. After we settled at Ocean Camp, it remained trapped by the ice, with only its stern showing and its bow covered and buried by the relentless pack. The tangled mass of ropes, rigging, and spars made the scene even more desolate and depressing.

It was with a feeling almost of relief that the end came.

It was with a sense of almost relief that the end finally arrived.

November 21, 1915.—This evening, as we were lying in our tents we heard the Boss call out, ‘She’s going, boys!’ We were out in a second and up on the look-out station and other points of vantage, and, sure enough, there was our poor ship a mile and a half away struggling in her death-agony. She went down bows first, her stern raised in the air. She then gave one quick dive and the ice closed over her for ever. It gave one a sickening sensation to see it, for, mastless and useless as she was, she seemed to be a link with the outer world. Without her our destitution seems more emphasized, our desolation more complete. The loss of the ship sent a slight wave of depression over the camp. No one said much, but we cannot be blamed for feeling it in a sentimental way. It seemed as if the moment of severance from many cherished associations, many happy moments, even stirring incidents, had come as she silently up-ended to find a last resting-place beneath the ice on which we now stand. When one knows every little nook and corner of one’s ship as we did, and has helped her time and again in the fight that she made so well, the actual parting was not without its pathos, quite apart from one’s own desolation, and I doubt if there was one amongst us who did not feel some personal emotion when Sir Ernest, standing on the top of the look-out, said somewhat sadly and quietly, ‘She’s gone, boys.’

November 21, 1915.—This evening, while we were lying in our tents, we heard the Boss shout, “She’s going, boys!” We jumped up in a flash and rushed to the lookout station and other vantage points, and sure enough, there was our poor ship a mile and a half away, struggling in her death throes. She went down bow first, her stern pointing up into the air. Then she made one quick dive, and the ice closed over her for good. It was a sickening sight to witness, because, mastless and useless as she was, she seemed to connect us to the outside world. Without her, our poverty felt more pronounced, and our isolation more complete. The ship’s loss brought a wave of gloom over the camp. No one said much, but it’s hard not to feel sentimental about it. It felt like the moment we were severed from many cherished memories, happy times, and even some thrilling incidents, as she silently flipped over to find her final resting place beneath the ice we now stand on. When you know every little nook and cranny of your ship like we did, and you’ve helped her countless times in the fight she waged so bravely, saying goodbye has its own heartbreak, aside from our personal despair. I doubt there was anyone among us who didn’t feel a twinge of emotion when Sir Ernest, standing at the top of the lookout, said somewhat sadly and quietly, “She’s gone, boys.”

“It must, however, be said that we did not give way to depression for long, for soon every one was as cheery as usual. Laughter rang out from the tents, and even the Boss had a passage-at-arms with the storekeeper over the inadequacy of the sausage ration, insisting that there should be two each ‘because they were such little ones,’ instead of the one and a half that the latter proposed.”

“It should be said, though, that we didn’t stay down for long. Before long, everyone was as upbeat as ever. Laughter echoed from the tents, and even the Boss had a playful argument with the storekeeper about the sausage ration, insisting there should be two each ‘because they were so small,’ instead of the one and a half that the storekeeper suggested.”

The psychological effect of a slight increase in the rations soon neutralized any tendency to downheartedness, but with the high temperatures surface-thaw set in, and our bags and clothes were soaked and sodden. Our boots squelched as we walked, and we lived in a state of perpetual wet feet. At nights, before the temperature had fallen, clouds of steam could be seen rising from our soaking bags and boots. During the night, as it grew colder, this all condensed as rime on the inside of the tent, and showered down upon us if one happened to touch the side inadvertently. One had to be careful how one walked, too, as often only a thin crust of ice and snow covered a hole in the floe, through which many an unwary member went in up to his waist. These perpetual soakings, however, seemed to have had little lasting effect, or perhaps it was not apparent owing to the excitement of the prospect of an early release.

The psychological impact of a slight increase in rations quickly lifted any feelings of gloom, but as the high temperatures set in, the surface began to thaw, leaving our bags and clothes soaked and heavy. Our boots squelched as we walked, and we constantly lived with wet feet. At night, before the temperature dropped, clouds of steam rose from our damp bags and boots. As it got colder overnight, this moisture condensed into frost on the inside of the tent and would shower down on us if someone accidentally touched the side. We also had to be careful where we stepped, as often only a thin layer of ice and snow covered holes in the floe, with many an unsuspecting person falling in up to their waist. However, these constant soakings didn’t seem to have much lasting impact, or maybe it just wasn’t noticeable because of the excitement about the possibility of an early release.

A north-westerly wind on December 7 and 8 retarded our progress somewhat, but I had reason to believe that it would help to open the ice and form leads through which we might escape to open water. So I ordered a practice launching of the boats and stowage of food and stores in them. This was very satisfactory. We cut a slipway from our floe into a lead which ran alongside, and the boats took the water “like a bird,” as one sailor remarked. Our hopes were high in anticipation of an early release. A blizzard sprang up, increasing the next day and burying tents and packing-cases in the drift. On December 12 it had moderated somewhat and veered to the south-east, and the next day the blizzard had ceased, but a good steady wind from south and south-west continued to blow us north.

A northwesterly wind on December 7 and 8 slowed our progress a bit, but I thought it might help break the ice and create openings through which we could escape to open water. So, I ordered a practice launch of the boats and had food and supplies packed into them. This went really well. We cut a slipway from our ice floe into a lead that ran alongside, and the boats hit the water "like a bird," as one sailor put it. Our hopes were high for an early release. Then, a blizzard kicked up, getting worse the next day and covering tents and packing-cases in snow drift. By December 12, it had calmed down a bit and shifted to the southeast, and the following day the blizzard stopped, but a steady wind from the south and southwest kept blowing us north.

December 15, 1915.—The continuance of southerly winds is exceeding our best hopes, and raising our spirits in proportion. Prospects could not be brighter than they are just now. The environs of our floe are continually changing. Some days we are almost surrounded by small open leads, preventing us from crossing over to the adjacent floes.”

December 15, 1915.—The ongoing southern winds are exceeding our expectations and lifting our spirits accordingly. The outlook couldn’t be better than it is right now. The area around our ice floe is constantly changing. Some days we find ourselves nearly surrounded by small open leads, which keeps us from crossing to the neighboring floes.

After two more days our fortune changed, and a strong north-easterly wind brought “a beastly cold, windy day” and drove us back three and a quarter miles. Soon, however, the wind once more veered to the south and south-west. These high temperatures, combined with the strong changeable winds that we had had of late, led me to conclude that the ice all around us was rotting and breaking up and that the moment of our deliverance from the icy maw of the Antarctic was at hand.

After two more days, our luck changed, and a strong north-easterly wind brought "a terrible cold, windy day" that pushed us back three and a quarter miles. Soon, though, the wind shifted back to the south and south-west. These warmer temperatures, along with the strong, shifting winds we had been experiencing lately, led me to believe that the ice all around us was softening and breaking up, and that the moment for our escape from the icy grip of the Antarctic was close.

On December 20, after discussing the question with Wild, I informed all hands that I intended to try and make a march to the west to reduce the distance between us and Paulet Island. A buzz of pleasurable anticipation went round the camp, and every one was anxious to get on the move. So the next day I set off with Wild, Crean, and Hurley, with dog teams, to the westward to survey the route. After travelling about seven miles we mounted a small berg, and there as far as we could see stretched a series of immense flat floes from half a mile to a mile across, separated from each other by pressure-ridges which seemed easily negotiable with pick and shovel. The only place that appeared likely to be formidable was a very much cracked-up area between the old floe that we were on and the first of the series of young flat floes about half a mile away.

On December 20, after talking with Wild, I told everyone that I planned to head west to shorten the distance between us and Paulet Island. A buzz of exciting anticipation spread through the camp, and everyone was eager to get moving. So the next day, I set off with Wild, Crean, and Hurley, along with dog teams, heading west to scout the route. After traveling about seven miles, we climbed onto a small iceberg, and as far as we could see, a series of huge flat ice floes stretched out, ranging from half a mile to a mile across, separated by pressure ridges that looked manageable with a pick and shovel. The only place that seemed potentially tricky was a heavily cracked area between the old floe we were on and the first of the new flat floes about half a mile away.

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The Sledges packed and ready

The sleds packed and ready

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Relaying the James Caird

Relaying the James Caird

December 22 was therefore kept as Christmas Day, and most of our small remaining stock of luxuries was consumed at the Christmas feast. We could not carry it all with us, so for the last time for eight months we had a really good meal—as much as we could eat. Anchovies in oil, baked beans, and jugged hare made a glorious mixture such as we have not dreamed of since our school-days. Everybody was working at high pressure, packing and repacking sledges and stowing what provisions we were going to take with us in the various sacks and boxes. As I looked round at the eager faces of the men I could not but hope that this time the fates would be kinder to us than in our last attempt to march across the ice to safety.

December 22 was celebrated as Christmas Day, and we used up most of our remaining luxuries at the feast. We couldn’t take everything with us, so we enjoyed a really good meal one last time for eight months—plenty to eat. Anchovies in oil, baked beans, and jugged hare created an amazing mix we hadn’t imagined since our school days. Everyone was busy packing and unpacking sledges and loading up the provisions we were taking in various bags and boxes. As I looked around at the eager faces of the men, I couldn’t help but hope that this time fate would be kinder to us than in our last attempt to cross the ice to safety.

CHAPTER VI
THE MARCH BETWEEN

With the exception of the night-watchman we turned in at 11 p.m., and at 3 a.m. on December 23 all hands were roused for the purpose of sledging the two boats, the James Caird and the Dudley Docker, over the dangerously cracked portion to the first of the young floes, whilst the surface still held its night crust. A thick sea-fog came up from the west, so we started off finally at 4.30 a.m., after a drink of hot coffee.

Aside from the night-watchman, we went to bed at 11 p.m., and at 3 a.m. on December 23, everyone was awakened to drag the two boats, the James Caird and the Dudley Docker, over the dangerously cracked area to the first of the young floes, while the surface still had its night crust. A thick sea fog rolled in from the west, so we finally set off at 4:30 a.m. after a cup of hot coffee.

Practically all hands had to be harnessed to each boat in succession, and by dint of much careful manipulation and tortuous courses amongst the broken ice we got both safely over the danger-zone.

Practically everyone had to be assigned to each boat one after the other, and through a lot of careful maneuvering and winding paths through the broken ice, we got both safely past the danger zone.

We then returned to Ocean Camp for the tents and the rest of the sledges, and pitched camp by the boats about one and a quarter miles off. On the way back a big seal was caught which provided fresh food for ourselves and for the dogs. On arrival at the camp a supper of cold tinned mutton and tea was served, and everybody turned in at 2 p.m. It was my intention to sleep by day and march by night, so as to take advantage of the slightly lower temperatures and consequent harder surfaces.

We then went back to Ocean Camp to get the tents and the rest of the sledges, and set up camp near the boats about 1.25 miles away. On the way back, we caught a big seal that gave us fresh food for both ourselves and the dogs. When we got to camp, we had a dinner of cold canned mutton and tea, and everyone went to bed at 2 p.m. I planned to sleep during the day and travel at night to take advantage of the slightly cooler temperatures and the harder surfaces.

At 8 p.m. the men were roused, and after a meal of cold mutton and tea, the march was resumed. A large open lead brought us to a halt at 11 p.m., whereupon we camped and turned in without a meal. Fortunately just at this time the weather was fine and warm. Several men slept out in the open at the beginning of the march. One night, however, a slight snow-shower came on, succeeded immediately by a lowering of the temperature. Worsley, who had hung up his trousers and socks on a boat, found them iced-up and stiff; and it was quite a painful process for him to dress quickly that morning. I was anxious, now that we had started, that we should make every effort to extricate ourselves, and this temporary check so early was rather annoying. So that afternoon Wild and I ski-ed out to the crack and found that it had closed up again. We marked out the track with small flags as we returned. Each day, after all hands had turned in, Wild and I would go ahead for two miles or so to reconnoitre the next day’s route, marking it with pieces of wood, tins, and small flags. We had to pick the road which though it might be somewhat devious, was flattest and had least hummocks. Pressure-ridges had to be skirted, and where this was not possible the best place to make a bridge of ice-blocks across the lead or over the ridge had to be found and marked. It was the duty of the dog-drivers to thus prepare the track for those who were toiling behind with the heavy boats. These boats were hauled in relays, about sixty yards at a time. I did not wish them to be separated by too great a distance in case the ice should crack between them, and we should be unable to reach the one that was in rear. Every twenty yards or so they had to stop for a rest and to take breath, and it was a welcome sight to them to see the canvas screen go up on some oars, which denoted the fact that the cook had started preparing a meal, and that a temporary halt, at any rate, was going to be made. Thus the ground had to be traversed three times by the boat-hauling party. The dog-sledges all made two, and some of them three, relays. The dogs were wonderful. Without them we could never have transported half the food and gear that we did.

At 8 p.m., the men were woken up, and after having cold mutton and tea, we continued our march. We stopped at 11 p.m. at a large open lead, where we set up camp and went to bed without dinner. Luckily, the weather was nice and warm at that time. Several men slept outside at the start of the march. However, one night, a light snow shower hit, followed by a drop in temperature. Worsley, who had hung his pants and socks on a boat, found them frozen and stiff; getting dressed quickly that morning was quite painful for him. Now that we had started, I was eager for us to make every effort to get ourselves out, so this early setback was quite frustrating. That afternoon, Wild and I skied out to the crack and saw that it had closed up again. We marked the route with small flags as we returned. Each day, after everyone else had settled in for the night, Wild and I would go ahead for about two miles to scout the next day’s path, marking it with pieces of wood, cans, and small flags. We had to choose a route that, while possibly winding, was the flattest and had the fewest bumps. We had to avoid pressure ridges, and where that wasn’t possible, we had to find and mark the best spots to build a bridge of ice blocks across the lead or over the ridge. It was the dog drivers' job to prepare the path for those laboring behind with the heavy boats. These boats were pulled in relays of about sixty yards at a time. I didn’t want them to be too far apart in case the ice cracked between them, preventing us from reaching the one in the back. Every twenty yards or so, they had to stop to rest and catch their breath, and it was a welcome sight for them to see a canvas screen go up on some oars, indicating that the cook had begun preparing a meal and that at least a temporary break was coming. As a result, the ground had to be crossed three times by the boat-hauling team. The dog sledges made two, and some made three relays. The dogs were incredible. Without them, we could never have transported half the food and equipment that we did.

We turned in at 7 p.m. that night, and at 1 a.m. next day, the 25th, and the third day of our march, a breakfast of sledging ration was served. By 2 a.m. we were on the march again. We wished one another a merry Christmas, and our thoughts went back to those at home. We wondered, too, that day, as we sat down to our “lunch” of stale, thin bannock and a mug of thin cocoa, what they were having at home.

We went to bed at 7 p.m. that night, and at 1 a.m. the next day, the 25th, which was the third day of our march, we had a breakfast of sledging rations. By 2 a.m., we were on the move again. We wished each other a merry Christmas and thought about those at home. That day, as we sat down to our "lunch" of stale, thin bannock and a mug of weak cocoa, we wondered what they were having back home.

All hands were very cheerful. The prospect of a relief from the monotony of life on the floe raised all our spirits. One man wrote in his diary: “It’s a hard, rough, jolly life, this marching and camping; no washing of self or dishes, no undressing, no changing of clothes. We have our food anyhow, and always impregnated with blubber-smoke; sleeping almost on the bare snow and working as hard as the human physique is capable of doing on a minimum of food.”

All the crew was in great spirits. The chance to break the monotony of life on the ice lifted everyone's mood. One guy wrote in his diary: “It’s a tough, rugged, fun life, this marching and camping; no washing ourselves or dishes, no changing clothes. We get our food anyway, always infused with blubber-smoke; sleeping almost directly on the bare snow and working as hard as the human body can on a minimal diet.”

We marched on, with one halt at 6 a.m., till half-past eleven. After a supper of seal steaks and tea we turned in. The surface now was pretty bad. High temperatures during the day made the upper layers of snow very soft, and the thin crust which formed at night was not sufficient to support a man. Consequently, at each step we went in over our knees in the soft wet snow. Sometimes a man would step into a hole in the ice which was hidden by the covering of snow, and be pulled up with a jerk by his harness. The sun was very hot and many were suffering from cracked lips.

We marched on, taking a break at 6 a.m., until half-past eleven. After having seal steaks and tea for dinner, we went to bed. The ground was pretty rough now. High temperatures during the day made the top layers of snow very soft, and the thin crust that formed at night wasn’t strong enough to support anyone. As a result, with each step we sank in over our knees in the wet, soft snow. Sometimes a guy would step into a hole in the ice covered by snow, and his harness would pull him up suddenly. The sun was blazing hot, and many were dealing with cracked lips.

Two seals were killed to-day. Wild and McIlroy, who went out to secure them, had rather an exciting time on some very loose, rotten ice, three killer-whales in a lead a few yards away poking up their ugly heads as if in anticipation of a feast.

Two seals were killed today. Wild and McIlroy, who went out to get them, had quite an exciting time on some very loose, rotten ice, with three killer whales in a lead just a few yards away, poking their ugly heads up as if they were expecting a feast.

Next day, December 26, we started off again at 1 a.m. “The surface was much better than it has been for the last few days, and this is the principal thing that matters. The route, however, lay over very hummocky floes, and required much work with pick and shovel to make it passable for the boat-sledges. These are handled in relays by eighteen men under Worsley. It is killing work on soft surfaces.”

Next day, December 26, we set off again at 1 a.m. “The surface was much better than it had been for the last few days, and that's the main thing that matters. However, the route was over very bumpy ice floes, and we had to do a lot of digging with picks and shovels to make it navigable for the sledges. Eighteen men, led by Worsley, handle these in relays. It's brutal work on soft surfaces.”

At 5 a.m. we were brought up by a wide open lead after an unsatisfactorily short march. While we waited, a meal of tea and two small bannocks was served, but as 10 a.m. came and there were no signs of the lead closing we all turned in.

At 5 a.m., we were woken up by a wide open lead after a disappointingly short march. While we waited, we had a meal of tea and two small bannocks, but when 10 a.m. came and there was no sign of the lead closing, we all went to bed.

It snowed a little during the day and those who were sleeping outside got their sleeping-bags pretty wet.

It snowed a bit during the day, and those sleeping outside ended up with pretty wet sleeping bags.

At 9.30 p.m. that night we were off again. I was, as usual, pioneering in front, followed by the cook and his mate pulling a small sledge with the stove and all the cooking gear on. These two, black as two Mohawk Minstrels with the blubber-soot, were dubbed “Potash and Perlmutter.” Next come the dog teams, who soon overtake the cook, and the two boats bring up the rear. Were it not for these cumbrous boats we should get along at a great rate, but we dare not abandon them on any account. As it is we left one boat, the Stancomb Wills, behind at Ocean Camp, and the remaining two will barely accommodate the whole party when we leave the floe.

At 9:30 p.m. that night, we were on our way again. I was, as usual, leading the way at the front, followed by the cook and his assistant pulling a small sled with the stove and all the cooking equipment. These two, covered in blubber soot and as dark as Mohawk Minstrels, were nicknamed “Potash and Perlmutter.” Next came the dog teams, who quickly passed the cook, and the two boats followed behind. If it weren't for these heavy boats, we could move much faster, but we can’t risk leaving them behind for any reason. As it is, we left one boat, the Stancomb Wills, behind at Ocean Camp, and the other two will barely fit the whole group when we leave the ice floe.

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Potash and Perlmutter

Potash and Perlmutter

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“Loneliness”: Patience Camp

"Loneliness": Patience Camp

We did a good march of one and a half miles that night before we halted for “lunch” at 1 a.m., and then on for another mile, when at 5 a.m. we camped by a little sloping berg.

We made a solid march of one and a half miles that night before we stopped for “lunch” at 1 a.m., and then we pushed on for another mile, when at 5 a.m. we set up camp by a small sloping hill.

Blackie, one of Wild’s dogs, fell lame and could neither pull nor keep up with the party even when relieved of his harness, so had to be shot.

Blackie, one of Wild’s dogs, became lame and couldn’t pull or keep up with the group even when he was taken out of his harness, so he had to be shot.

Nine p.m. that night, the 27th, saw us on the march again. The first 200 yds. took us about five hours to cross, owing to the amount of breaking down of pressure-ridges and filling in of leads that was required. The surface, too, was now very soft, so our progress was slow and tiring. We managed to get another three-quarters of a mile before lunch, and a further mile due west over a very hummocky floe before we camped at 5.30 a.m. Greenstreet and Macklin killed and brought in a huge Weddell seal weighing about 800 lbs., and two emperor penguins made a welcome addition to our larder.

At 9 p.m. that night, the 27th, we were on the move again. The first 200 yards took us about five hours to cover because of the issues with pressure ridges breaking down and filling in leads. The surface was also very soft, making our progress slow and exhausting. We managed to cover another three-quarters of a mile before lunch, and then a further mile to the west over a very bumpy ice floe before we set up camp at 5:30 a.m. Greenstreet and Macklin hunted and brought back a massive Weddell seal weighing about 800 lbs., and two emperor penguins were a great addition to our supplies.

I climbed a small tilted berg nearby. The country immediately ahead was much broken up. Great open leads intersected the floes at all angles, and it all looked very unpromising. Wild and I went out prospecting as usual, but it seemed too broken to travel over.

I climbed a small slanted ice formation nearby. The land ahead was really jagged. Big open channels crossed the ice floes at all angles, and it all looked pretty hopeless. Wild and I went out exploring as usual, but it seemed too rough to navigate.

December 29.—After a further reconnaissance the ice ahead proved quite un-negotiable, so at 8.30 p.m. last night, to the intense disappointment of all, instead of forging ahead, we had to retire half a mile so as to get on a stronger floe, and by 10 p.m. we had camped and all hands turned in again. The extra sleep was much needed, however disheartening the check may be.”

December 29.—After another look around, the ice ahead turned out to be completely impassable, so at 8:30 p.m. last night, to everyone's great disappointment, we had to move back half a mile to find a sturdier floe. By 10 p.m., we had set up camp and everyone went to bed again. The extra sleep was really needed, despite how discouraging the setback was.

During the night a crack formed right across the floe, so we hurriedly shifted to a strong old floe about a mile and a half to the east of our present position. The ice all around was now too broken and soft to sledge over, and yet there was not sufficient open water to allow us to launch the boats with any degree of safety. We had been on the march for seven days; rations were short and the men were weak. They were worn out with the hard pulling over soft surfaces, and our stock of sledging food was very small. We had marched seven and a half miles in a direct line and at this rate it would take us over three hundred days to reach the land away to the west. As we only had food for forty-two days there was no alternative, therefore, but to camp once more on the floe and to possess our souls with what patience we could till conditions should appear more favourable for a renewal of the attempt to escape. To this end, we stacked our surplus provisions, the reserve sledging rations being kept lashed on the sledges, and brought what gear we could from our but lately deserted Ocean Camp.

During the night, a crack formed across the ice floe, so we quickly moved to a sturdy old floe about a mile and a half to the east of where we were. The ice around us was now too broken and soft to sled over, yet there wasn't enough open water to safely launch the boats. We had been on the move for seven days; our food supplies were running low, and the men were weak. They were exhausted from pulling over the soft surfaces, and our stock of sledging food was very limited. We had traveled seven and a half miles in a straight line, and at this pace, it would take us over three hundred days to reach land to the west. Since we only had food for forty-two days, our only option was to set up camp on the floe again and muster as much patience as we could until conditions became more favorable for attempting to escape. To prepare for this, we stacked our extra provisions, keeping the reserve sledging rations secured on the sledges, and gathered what gear we could from our recently abandoned Ocean Camp.

Our new home, which we were to occupy for nearly three and a half months, we called “Patience Camp.”

Our new home, where we would live for almost three and a half months, was called “Patience Camp.”

CHAPTER VII
PATIENCE CAMP

The apathy which seemed to take possession of some of the men at the frustration of their hopes was soon dispelled. Parties were sent out daily in different directions to look for seals and penguins. We had left, other than reserve sledging rations, about 110 lbs. of pemmican, including the dog-pemmican, and 300 lbs. of flour. In addition there was a little tea, sugar, dried vegetables, and suet. I sent Hurley and Macklin to Ocean Camp to bring back the food that we had had to leave there. They returned with quite a good load, including 130 lbs. of dry milk, about 50 lbs. each of dog-pemmican and jam, and a few tins of potted meats. When they were about a mile and a half away their voices were quite audible to us at Ocean Camp, so still was the air.

The indifference that seemed to take hold of some of the men after their hopes were dashed quickly faded. Teams were sent out daily in various directions to search for seals and penguins. We had left behind, aside from reserve sledging supplies, about 110 lbs. of pemmican, including the dog pemmican, and 300 lbs. of flour. Additionally, there was a small amount of tea, sugar, dried vegetables, and suet. I sent Hurley and Macklin to Ocean Camp to retrieve the food we had to leave there. They came back with a good haul, including 130 lbs. of powdered milk, about 50 lbs. each of dog pemmican and jam, and a few cans of preserved meats. When they were about a mile and a half away, we could clearly hear their voices at Ocean Camp, the air so still.

We were, of course, very short of the farinaceous element in our diet. The flour would last ten weeks. After that our sledging rations would last us less than three months. Our meals had to consist mainly of seal and penguin; and though this was valuable as an anti-scorbutic, so much so that not a single case of scurvy occurred amongst the party, yet it was a badly adjusted diet, and we felt rather weak and enervated in consequence.

We were definitely lacking in the starchy part of our diet. The flour would last us ten weeks. After that, our sledging rations would barely last three months. Our meals mainly consisted of seal and penguin; while this was great for preventing scurvy—so much so that not a single person in the group got it—it still wasn’t a balanced diet, and we felt pretty weak and drained because of it.

“The cook deserves much praise for the way he has stuck to his job through all this severe blizzard. His galley consists of nothing but a few boxes arranged as a table, with a canvas screen erected around them on four oars and the two blubber-stoves within. The protection afforded by the screen is only partial, and the eddies drive the pungent blubber-smoke in all directions.”

“The cook deserves a lot of credit for how he has kept at his job throughout this intense blizzard. His kitchen is just a few boxes set up as a table, with a canvas screen built around them using four oars and the two blubber stoves inside. The screen offers only limited protection, and the gusts blow the strong smell of blubber smoke all around.”

After a few days we were able to build him an igloo of ice-blocks, with a tarpaulin over the top as a roof.

After a few days, we managed to build him an igloo made of ice blocks, with a tarp on top as the roof.

“Our rations are just sufficient to keep us alive, but we all feel that we could eat twice as much as we get. An average day’s food at present consists of ½ lb. of seal with ¾ pint of tea for breakfast, a 4-oz. bannock with milk for lunch, and ¾ pint of seal stew for supper. That is barely enough, even doing very little work as we are, for of course we are completely destitute of bread or potatoes or anything of that sort. Some seem to feel it more than others and are continually talking of food; but most of us find that the continual conversation about food only whets an appetite that cannot be satisfied. Our craving for bread and butter is very real, not because we cannot get it, but because the system feels the need of it.”

“Our rations are just enough to keep us alive, but we all sense that we could eat twice as much as we receive. An average day's food right now consists of ½ lb. of seal with ¾ pint of tea for breakfast, a 4-oz. bannock with milk for lunch, and ¾ pint of seal stew for dinner. That’s barely enough, even with all the little work we’re doing, since we're completely without bread, potatoes, or anything similar. Some people seem to notice it more than others and are always talking about food, but most of us find that the constant chatter about food only increases our appetite that can't be satisfied. Our craving for bread and butter is very real, not because we can't get it, but because our bodies feel the need for it.”

Owing to this shortage of food and the fact that we needed all that we could get for ourselves, I had to order all the dogs except two teams to be shot. It was the worst job that we had had throughout the Expedition, and we felt their loss keenly.

Because of the food shortage and the need for everything we could get for ourselves, I had to order all the dogs except for two teams to be shot. It was the worst task we faced throughout the Expedition, and we felt their loss deeply.

I had to be continually rearranging the weekly menu. The possible number of permutations of seal meat were decidedly limited. The fact that the men did not know what was coming gave them a sort of mental speculation, and the slightest variation was of great value.

I had to keep changing the weekly menu. The possible options for seal meat were definitely limited. The fact that the guys didn’t know what was coming made them think a bit, and even the smallest change was really appreciated.

“We caught an adelie to-day (January 26) and another whale was seen at close quarters, but no seals.

“We caught an Adélie today (January 26) and another whale was spotted nearby, but no seals.”

“We are now very short of blubber, and in consequence one stove has to be shut down. We only get one hot beverage a day, the tea at breakfast. For the rest we have iced water. Sometimes we are short even of this, so we take a few chips of ice in a tobacco-tin to bed with us. In the morning there is about a spoonful of water in the tin, and one has to lie very still all night so as not to spill it.”

“We're really low on blubber right now, so we have to shut down one of the stoves. We only get one hot drink a day, which is the tea at breakfast. For everything else, we have iced water. Sometimes we even run out of that, so we take a few ice chips in a tobacco tin to bed with us. In the morning, there’s about a spoonful of water left in the tin, and you have to lie very still all night to avoid spilling it.”

To provide some variety in the food, I commenced to use the sledging ration at half strength twice a week.

To mix up the meals a bit, I started using the sledging ration at half strength two times a week.

The ice between us and Ocean Camp, now only about five miles away and actually to the south-west of us, was very broken, but I decided to send Macklin and Hurley back with their dogs to see if there was any more food that could be added to our scanty stock. I gave them written instructions to take no undue risk or cross any wide-open leads, and said that they were to return by midday the next day. Although they both fell through the thin ice up to their waists more than once, they managed to reach the camp. They found the surface soft and sunk about two feet. Ocean Camp, they said, “looked like a village that had been razed to the ground and deserted by its inhabitants.” The floor-boards forming the old tent-bottoms had prevented the sun from thawing the snow directly underneath them, and were in consequence raised about two feet above the level of the surrounding floe.

The ice between us and Ocean Camp, which was now only about five miles away and actually to the southwest, was pretty broken up, but I decided to send Macklin and Hurley back with their dogs to see if there was any more food we could add to our meager supplies. I gave them written instructions to avoid any unnecessary risks and not to cross any wide-open leads, and I told them to return by midday the next day. Even though they both fell through the thin ice up to their waists more than once, they made it to the camp. They found the surface soft and sunk about two feet. Ocean Camp, they said, “looked like a village that had been leveled and deserted by its residents.” The floorboards that made up the old tent bottoms had kept the sun from thawing the snow directly underneath, so they were about two feet above the level of the surrounding floe.

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The Kitchen at Patience Camp

The Kitchen at Patience Camp

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The Stove at Patience Camp constructed out of old Oil-drums

The stove at Patience Camp made from old oil drums.

The storehouse next the galley had taken on a list of several degrees to starboard, and pools of water had formed everywhere. They collected what food they could find and packed a few books in a venesta sledging-case, returning to Patience Camp by about 8 p.m. I was pleased at their quick return, and as their report seemed to show that the road was favourable, on February 2 I sent back eighteen men under Wild to bring all the remainder of the food and the third boat, the Stancomb Wills. They started off at 1 a.m., towing the empty boat-sledge on which the James Caird had rested, and reached Ocean Camp about 3.30 a.m.

The storehouse next to the kitchen had developed a list of several degrees to the right, and pools of water had formed everywhere. They gathered whatever food they could find and packed a few books in a venesta sledging case, returning to Patience Camp around 8 p.m. I was glad about their quick return, and since their report suggested that the route was good, on February 2, I sent back eighteen men led by Wild to bring all the remaining food and the third boat, the Stancomb Wills. They set off at 1 a.m., towing the empty boat sledge that the James Caird had rested on, and reached Ocean Camp around 3:30 a.m.

“We stayed about three hours at the Camp, mounting the boat on the sledge, collecting eatables, clothing, and books. We left at 6 a.m., arriving back at Patience Camp with the boat at 12.30 p.m., taking exactly three times as long to return with the boat as it did to pull in the empty sledge to fetch it. On the return journey we had numerous halts while the pioneer party of four were busy breaking down pressure-ridges and filling in open cracks with ice-blocks, as the leads were opening up. The sun had softened the surface a good deal, and in places it was terribly hard pulling. Every one was a bit exhausted by the time we got back, as we are not now in good training and are on short rations. Every now and then the heavy sledge broke through the ice altogether and was practically afloat. We had an awful job to extricate it, exhausted as we were. The longest distance which we managed to make without stopping for leads or pressure-ridges was about three quarters of a mile.

“We spent about three hours at the Camp, loading the boat onto the sled, gathering food, clothes, and books. We left at 6 a.m. and got back to Patience Camp with the boat at 12:30 p.m., taking exactly three times as long to return with the boat as it did to pull the empty sled to get it. On the way back, we had several stops while the pioneer team of four worked on breaking down pressure ridges and filling in open cracks with ice blocks, as the leads were starting to open up. The sun had softened the surface quite a bit, and in some places it was really tough going. Everyone was a bit worn out by the time we got back, since we’re not in great shape and are on limited rations. Every now and then, the heavy sled would break through the ice completely and was practically floating. It was a huge effort to get it out, especially since we were so tired. The longest distance we managed to cover without stopping for leads or pressure ridges was about three-quarters of a mile.”

“About a mile from Patience Camp we had a welcome surprise. Sir Ernest and Hussey sledged out to meet us with dixies of hot tea, well wrapped up to keep them warm.

“About a mile from Patience Camp, we had a pleasant surprise. Sir Ernest and Hussey came out to meet us with containers of hot tea, nicely wrapped to keep them warm.

“One or two of the men left behind had cut a moderately good track for us into the camp, and they harnessed themselves up with us, and we got in in fine style.

“One or two of the men left behind had made a decent path for us into the camp, and they teamed up with us, and we arrived in great shape.

“One excellent result of our trip was the recovery of two cases of lentils weighing 42 lbs. each.”

“One great result of our trip was finding two cases of lentils that each weighed 42 lbs.”

The next day I sent Macklin and Crean back to make a further selection of the gear, but they found that several leads had opened up during the night, and they had to return when within a mile and a half of their destination. We were never able to reach Ocean Camp again. Still, there was very little left there that would have been of use to us.

The next day, I sent Macklin and Crean back to choose more gear, but they discovered that several leads had opened up overnight, forcing them to turn back when they were just a mile and a half from their destination. We never managed to get to Ocean Camp again. However, there wasn't much left there that would have been useful to us.

By the middle of February the blubber question was a serious one. I had all the discarded seals’ heads and flippers dug up and stripped of every vestige of blubber. Meat was very short too. We still had our three months’ supply of sledging food practically untouched; we were only to use this as a last resort. We had a small supply of dog-pemmican, the dogs that were left being fed on those parts of the seals that we could not use. This dog-pemmican we fried in suet with a little flour and made excellent bannocks.

By mid-February, the blubber situation had become serious. I had all the discarded seals’ heads and flippers dug up and stripped of every trace of blubber. Meat was also very limited. We still had our three months' supply of sledding food practically untouched; we planned to use this only as a last resort. We had a small supply of dog pemmican, and the remaining dogs were being fed on the parts of the seals that we couldn’t use. We fried this dog pemmican in suet with a little flour and made excellent bannocks.

Our meat supply was now very low indeed; we were reduced to just a few scraps. Fortunately, however, we caught two seals and four emperor penguins, and next day forty adelies. We had now only forty days’ food left, and the lack of blubber was being keenly felt. All our suet was used up, so we used seal-blubber to fry the meat in. Once we were used to its fishy taste we enjoyed it; in fact, like Oliver Twist, we wanted more.

Our meat supply was really low now; we were down to just a few scraps. Luckily, we caught two seals and four emperor penguins, and the next day we got forty Adélie penguins. We now had only forty days' worth of food left, and we were missing the blubber. All our suet was gone, so we used seal blubber to fry the meat. Once we got used to its fishy taste, we enjoyed it; in fact, like Oliver Twist, we wanted more.

On Leap Year day, February 29, we held a special celebration, more to cheer the men up than for anything else. Some of the cynics of the party held that it was to celebrate their escape from woman’s wiles for another four years. The last of our cocoa was used to-day. Henceforth water, with an occasional drink of weak milk, is to be our only beverage. Three lumps of sugar were now issued to each man daily.

On Leap Year day, February 29, we had a special celebration, mostly to lift the spirits of the men more than anything else. Some of the skeptics in the group claimed it marked their escape from women's tricks for another four years. We finished the last of our cocoa today. From now on, water—with an occasional serving of weak milk—will be our only drink. Each man is now getting three lumps of sugar daily.

One night one of the dogs broke loose and played havoc with our precious stock of bannocks. He ate four and half of a fifth before he could be stopped. The remaining half, with the marks of the dog’s teeth on it, I gave to Worsley, who divided it up amongst his seven tent-mates; they each received about half a square inch.

One night, one of the dogs got loose and wreaked havoc on our precious stash of bannocks. He ate four and half of a fifth before we could stop him. I gave the remaining half, with the dog's teeth marks on it, to Worsley, who split it among his seven tent-mates; they each got about half a square inch.

Lees, who was in charge of the food and responsible for its safe keeping, wrote in his diary: “The shorter the provisions the more there is to do in the commissariat department, contriving to eke out our slender stores as the weeks pass by. No housewife ever had more to do than we have in making a little go a long way.

Lees, who was responsible for the food and making sure it was kept safe, wrote in his diary: “The less food we have, the more we have to do in the commissary department, figuring out how to stretch our limited supplies as the weeks go by. No housewife ever had more to manage than we do in making a little stretch a long way.”

“Writing about the bannock that Peter bit makes one wish now that one could have many a meal that one has given to the dog at home. When one is hungry, fastidiousness goes to the winds and one is only too glad to eat up any scraps regardless of their antecedents. One is almost ashamed to write of all the titbits one has picked up here, but it is enough to say that when the cook upset some pemmican on to an old sooty cloth and threw it outside his galley, one man subsequently made a point of acquiring it and scraping off the palatable but dirty compound.”

“Writing about the bannock that Peter bit makes you wish now that you could enjoy many meals you've given to the dog at home. When you're hungry, picky eating goes out the window, and you're just happy to eat any scraps, no matter where they came from. It's a bit embarrassing to talk about all the bites I've picked up here, but let's just say that when the cook spilled some pemmican onto an old, dirty cloth and tossed it outside his kitchen, one guy made sure to grab it and scrape off the tasty but grimy mixture.”

Another man searched for over an hour in the snow where he had dropped a piece of cheese some days before, in the hopes of finding a few crumbs. He was rewarded by coming across a piece as big as his thumb-nail, and considered it well worth the trouble.

Another man searched for over an hour in the snow where he had dropped a piece of cheese a few days earlier, hoping to find some crumbs. He was rewarded when he found a piece as big as his thumbnail and thought it was well worth the effort.

By this time blubber was a regular article of our diet—either raw, boiled, or fried. “It is remarkable how our appetites have changed in this respect. Until quite recently almost the thought of it was nauseating. Now, however, we positively demand it. The thick black oil which is rendered down from it, rather like train-oil in appearance and cod-liver oil in taste, we drink with avidity.”

By now, blubber was a normal part of our diet—either raw, boiled, or fried. “It's amazing how our tastes have shifted in this way. Until not too long ago, just thinking about it made us feel sick. Now, though, we genuinely crave it. The thick, black oil that comes from it, looking a bit like train oil and tasting like cod liver oil, we drink eagerly.”

We had now about enough farinaceous food for two meals all round, and sufficient seal to last for a month. Our forty days’ reserve sledging rations, packed on the sledges, we wished to keep till the last.

We now had enough grain-based food for two meals for everyone and enough seal meat to last for a month. We wanted to save our forty days' worth of sledging rations, packed on the sledges, until the very end.

But, as one man philosophically remarked in his diary:

But, as one guy thoughtfully noted in his journal:

“It will do us all good to be hungry like this, for we will appreciate so much more the good things when we get home.”

“It’ll be good for all of us to be hungry like this because we’ll appreciate the good things so much more when we get home.”

Seals and penguins now seemed to studiously avoid us, and on taking stock of our provisions on March 21 I found that we had only sufficient meat to last us for ten days, and the blubber would not last that time even, so one biscuit had to be our midday meal.

Seals and penguins now seemed to carefully steer clear of us, and when I checked our supplies on March 21, I discovered we only had enough meat to last us for ten days, and the blubber wouldn’t even last that long, so we had to settle for one biscuit as our lunch.

Our meals were now practically all seal meat, with one biscuit at midday; and I calculated that at this rate, allowing for a certain number of seals and penguins being caught, we could last for nearly six months. We were all very weak though, and as soon as it appeared likely that we should leave our floe and take to the boats I should have to considerably increase the ration. One day a huge sea-leopard climbed on to the floe and attacked one of the men. Wild, hearing the shouting, ran out and shot it. When it was cut up, we found in its stomach several undigested fish. These we fried in some of its blubber, and so had our only “fresh” fish meal during the whole of our drift on the ice.

Our meals were pretty much all seal meat, with just one biscuit at midday; I figured that at this rate, factoring in a certain number of seals and penguins caught, we could last for almost six months. However, we were all really weak, and as soon as it seemed likely that we would leave our ice floe and get into the boats, I would have to significantly increase the rations. One day, a huge sea leopard climbed onto the floe and attacked one of the men. Wild heard the shouting, ran out, and shot it. When we cut it up, we found several undigested fish in its stomach. We fried those in some of its blubber, giving us our only "fresh" fish meal during the entire time we drifted on the ice.

“As fuel is so scarce we have had to resort to melting ice for drinking-water in tins against our bodies, and we treat the tins of dog-pemmican for breakfast similarly by keeping them in our sleeping-bags all night.

“As fuel is so limited, we’ve had to melt ice for drinking water in tins we keep against our bodies, and we treat the tins of dog pemmican for breakfast the same way by keeping them in our sleeping bags all night."

“The last two teams of dogs were shot to-day (April 2) the carcasses being dressed for food. We had some of the dog-meat cooked, and it was not at all bad—just like beef, but, of course, very tough.”

“The last two teams of dogs were shot today (April 2), and the carcasses were prepared for food. We had some of the dog meat cooked, and it wasn't bad at all—just like beef, but, of course, very tough.”

On April 5 we killed two seals, and this, with the sea-leopard of a few days before, enabled us to slightly increase our ration. Everybody now felt much happier; such is the psychological effect of hunger appeased.

On April 5, we killed two seals, and this, along with the sea-leopard from a few days earlier, allowed us to slightly increase our ration. Everyone felt much happier now; that's the psychological impact of hunger being satisfied.

On cold days a few strips of raw blubber were served out to all hands, and it is wonderful how it fortified us against the cold.

On cold days, we were given a few strips of raw blubber, and it's amazing how much it helped us withstand the cold.

Our stock of forty days’ sledging rations remained practically untouched, but once in the boats they were used at full strength.

Our supply of forty days' worth of sledging rations stayed mostly intact, but once we got in the boats, they were used to the max.

When we first settled down at Patience Camp the weather was very mild. New Year’s Eve, however, was foggy and overcast, with some snow, and next day, though the temperature rose to 38° Fahr., it was “abominably cold and wet underfoot.” As a rule, during the first half of January the weather was comparatively warm, so much so that we could dispense with our mitts and work outside for quite long periods with bare hands. Up till the 13th it was exasperatingly warm and calm. This meant that our drift northwards, which was almost entirely dependent on the wind, was checked. A light southerly breeze on the 16th raised all our hopes, and as the temperature was dropping we were looking forward to a period of favourable winds and a long drift north.

When we first set up at Patience Camp, the weather was really mild. New Year’s Eve, though, was foggy and dreary, with some snow, and the next day, even though the temperature went up to 38°F, it felt “abominably cold and wet underfoot.” Generally, during the first half of January, the weather was fairly warm, allowing us to put away our mitts and work outside for extended periods with bare hands. Up until the 13th, it was annoyingly warm and calm. This meant that our movement northward, which heavily relied on the wind, was slowed down. A light southerly breeze on the 16th boosted our hopes, and as the temperature dropped, we were eager for a stretch of favorable winds and a significant drift northward.

On the 18th it had developed into a howling south-westerly gale, rising next day to a regular blizzard with much drift. No one left the shelter of his tent except to feed the dogs, fetch the meals from the galley for his tent, or when his turn as watchman came round. For six days this lasted, when the drift subsided somewhat, though the southerly wind continued, and we were able to get a glimpse of the sun. This showed us to have drifted 84 miles north in six days, the longest drift we had made. For weeks we had remained on the 67th parallel, and it seemed as though some obstruction was preventing us from passing it. By this amazing leap, however, we had crossed the Antarctic Circle, and were now 146 miles from the nearest land to the west of us—Snow Hill—and 357 miles from the South Orkneys, the first land directly to the north of us.

On the 18th, it turned into a fierce southwesterly gale, which escalated the next day into a full-blown blizzard with heavy drifting snow. No one left the safety of their tents, except to feed the dogs, bring meals back from the galley to their tents, or when it was their turn to stand watch. This lasted for six days until the drifting eased up a bit, although the south wind persisted, and we finally caught a glimpse of the sun. We realized we had drifted 84 miles north in those six days, marking the longest drift we’d experienced. For weeks, we had been stuck on the 67th parallel, as if something was holding us back from moving past it. However, with this incredible shift, we had crossed the Antarctic Circle and were now 146 miles from the nearest land to our west—Snow Hill—and 357 miles from the South Orkneys, the first land directly north of us.

As if to make up for this, an equally strong north-easterly wind sprang up next day, and not only stopped our northward drift but set us back three miles to the south. As usual, high temperatures and wet fog accompanied these northerly winds, though the fog disappeared on the afternoon of January 25, and we had the unusual spectacle of bright hot sun with a north-easterly wind. It was as hot a day as we had ever had. The temperature was 36° Fahr. in the shade and nearly 80° Fahr. inside the tents. This had an awful effect on the surface, covering it with pools and making it very treacherous to walk upon. Ten days of northerly winds rather damped our spirits, but a strong southerly wind on February 4, backing later, to south-east, carried us north again. High temperatures and northerly winds soon succeeded this, so that our average rate of northerly drift was about a mile a day in February. Throughout the month the diaries record alternately “a wet day, overcast and mild,” and “bright and cold with light southerly winds.” The wind was now the vital factor with us and the one topic of any real interest.

As if to make up for this, a strong north-easterly wind kicked up the next day, not only stopping our northward movement but pushing us back three miles to the south. As usual, high temperatures and wet fog came with these northerly winds, though the fog cleared on the afternoon of January 25, giving us the rare sight of bright, hot sun accompanied by a north-easterly wind. It was as hot a day as we'd ever experienced. The temperature reached 36° Fahrenheit in the shade and nearly 80° Fahrenheit inside the tents. This had a terrible effect on the surface, creating pools and making it very slippery to walk on. Ten days of northerly winds really brought down our spirits, but a strong southerly wind on February 4, which later shifted to the southeast, carried us north again. High temperatures and northerly winds quickly followed, so our average rate of northward drift was about a mile a day in February. Throughout the month, the diaries noted alternately "a wet day, overcast and mild," and "bright and cold with light southerly winds." The wind became the key factor for us and the only topic of real interest.

The beginning of March brought cold, damp, calm weather, with much wet snow and overcast skies. The effect of the weather on our mental state was very marked. All hands felt much more cheerful on a bright sunny day, and looked forward with much more hope to the future, than when it was dull and overcast. This had a much greater effect than an increase in rations.

The start of March brought cold, damp, calm weather, with plenty of wet snow and cloudy skies. The impact of the weather on our mood was significant. Everyone felt much happier on a bright sunny day and looked forward to the future with much more optimism than when it was gloomy and overcast. This had a much bigger effect than an increase in food rations.

A south-easterly gale on the 13th lasting for five days sent us twenty miles north, and from now our good fortune, as far as the wind was concerned, never left us for any length of time. On the 20th we experienced the worst blizzard we had had up to that time, though worse were to come after landing on Elephant Island. Thick snow fell, making it impossible to see the camp from thirty yards off. To go outside for a moment entailed getting covered all over with fine powdery snow, which required a great deal of brushing off before one could enter again.

A southeast wind on the 13th that lasted for five days blew us twenty miles north, and from that point on, we had good luck with the wind that didn't leave us for long. On the 20th, we faced the worst blizzard we had experienced up to then, although worse ones were ahead after reaching Elephant Island. Heavy snow fell, making it impossible to see the camp from thirty yards away. Going outside for just a moment meant getting completely covered in fine, powdery snow, which took a lot of effort to brush off before you could come back inside.

As the blizzard eased up, the temperature dropped and it became bitterly cold. In our weak condition, with torn, greasy clothes, we felt these sudden variations in temperature much more than we otherwise would have done. A calm, clear, magnificently warm day followed, and next day came a strong southerly blizzard. Drifts four feet deep covered everything, and we had to be continually digging up our scanty stock of meat to prevent its being lost altogether. We had taken advantage of the previous fine day to attempt to thaw out our blankets, which were frozen stiff and could be held out like pieces of sheet-iron; but on this day, and for the next two or three also, it was impossible to do anything but get right inside one’s frozen sleeping-bag to try and get warm. Too cold to read or sew, we had to keep our hands well inside, and pass the time in conversation with each other.

As the blizzard let up, the temperature dropped and it got really cold. In our weakened state, with torn, greasy clothes, we felt these sudden temperature changes much more than we normally would have. A calm, clear, brilliantly warm day followed, but the next day brought a strong southerly blizzard. Drifts four feet deep covered everything, and we had to keep digging into our meager supply of meat to prevent it from being lost entirely. We had taken advantage of the previous nice day to try to thaw out our blankets, which were frozen stiff and could be held out like pieces of sheet metal; but on this day, and for the next two or three as well, it was impossible to do anything except get right inside our frozen sleeping bags to try to warm up. It was too cold to read or sew, so we had to keep our hands tucked in and pass the time talking to each other.

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Worsley taking Observations of the Sun to determine our Position

Worsley taking observations of the Sun to determine our position.

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“We cut Steps in this Twenty-five Foot Slab and it makes a fine Look-out”

“We made some steps in this twenty-five-foot slab, and it creates a great lookout.”

“The temperature was not strikingly low as temperatures go down here, but the terrific winds penetrate the flimsy fabric of our fragile tents and create so much draught that it is impossible to keep warm within. At supper last night our drinking-water froze over in the tin in the tent before we could drink it. It is curious how thirsty we all are.”

“The temperature wasn’t extremely low compared to other times here, but the awful winds seep through the thin material of our weak tents and create such a draft that it’s impossible to stay warm inside. At dinner last night, our drinking water froze in the tin inside the tent before we could drink it. It’s strange how thirsty we all are.”

Two days of brilliant warm sunshine succeeded these cold times, and on March 29 we experienced, to us, the most amazing weather. It began to rain hard, and it was the first rain that we had seen since we left South Georgia sixteen months ago. We regarded, it as our first touch with civilization, and many of the men longed for the rain and fogs of London.

Two days of bright, warm sunshine followed the cold weather, and on March 29, we experienced what felt like the most incredible weather to us. It started to rain heavily, marking the first rainfall we’d encountered since leaving South Georgia sixteen months earlier. We saw it as our first connection to civilization, and many of the men yearned for the rain and fog of London.

Strong south winds with dull, overcast skies and occasional high temperatures were now our lot till April 7, when the mist lifted and we could make out what appeared to be land to the north.

Strong south winds with gray, cloudy skies and occasional high temperatures were now our situation until April 7, when the fog cleared and we could see what looked like land to the north.

Although the general drift of our ice-floe had indicated to us that we must eventually drift north, our progress in that direction was not by any means uninterrupted. We were at the mercy of the wind, and could no more control our drift than we could control the weather.

Although the general movement of our ice floe suggested that we would eventually drift north, our progress in that direction was far from smooth. We were at the mercy of the wind and had no more control over our drift than we did over the weather.

A long spell of calm, still weather at the beginning of January caused us some anxiety by keeping us at about the latitude that we were in at the beginning of December. Towards the end of January, however, a long drift of eighty-four miles in a blizzard cheered us all up. This soon stopped and we began a slight drift to the east. Our general drift now slowed up considerably, and by February 22 we were still eighty miles from Paulet Island, which now was our objective. There was a hut there and some stores which had been taken down by the ship which went to the rescue of Nordenskjold’s Expedition in 1904, and whose fitting out and equipment I had charge of. We remarked amongst ourselves what a strange turn of fate it would be if the very cases of provisions which I had ordered and sent out so many years before were now to support us during the coming winter. But this was not to be. March 5 found us about forty miles south of the longitude of Paulet Island, but well to the east of it; and as the ice was still too much broken up to sledge over, it appeared as if we should be carried past it. By March 17 we were exactly on a level with Paulet Island but sixty miles to the east. It might have been six hundred for all the chance that we had of reaching it by sledging across the broken sea-ice in its present condition.

A long stretch of calm, still weather at the start of January made us anxious as we stayed around the same latitude we were at in early December. However, towards the end of January, a long drift of eighty-four miles in a blizzard lifted our spirits. This soon stopped, and we began to drift slightly east. Our overall drift slowed down significantly, and by February 22, we were still eighty miles from Paulet Island, which was our new goal. There was a hut there and some supplies that had been taken there by the ship that rescued Nordenskjold’s Expedition in 1904, which I had organized and equipped. We commented on how strange it would be if the very cases of provisions I had ordered and sent out all those years ago were now to support us during the upcoming winter. But that wasn't meant to be. By March 5, we were about forty miles south of Paulet Island's longitude but well to the east of it; since the ice was still too broken up to sled over, it looked like we might pass it by. By March 17, we were directly level with Paulet Island but sixty miles to the east. It might as well have been six hundred miles, given our chances of getting there by sledging across the broken sea ice in its current state.

Our thoughts now turned to the Danger Islands, thirty-five miles away. “It seems that we are likely to drift up and down this coast from south-west to north-east and back again for some time yet before we finally clear the point of Joinville Island; until we do we cannot hope for much opening up, as the ice must be very congested against the south-east coast of the island, otherwise our failure to respond to the recent south-easterly gale cannot be well accounted for. In support of this there has been some very heavy pressure on the north-east side, of our floe, one immense block being up-ended to a height of 25 ft. We saw a Dominican gull fly over to-day, the first we have seen since leaving South Georgia; it is another sign of our proximity to land. We cut steps in this 25-ft. slab, and it makes a fine look-out. When the weather clears we confidently expect to see land.”

Our thoughts shifted to the Danger Islands, which are thirty-five miles away. “It looks like we’ll be drifting up and down this coast from southwest to northeast and back for a while longer before we finally get past Joinville Island. Until we do, we can’t expect much progress since the ice must be really thick against the southeast coast of the island; otherwise, our inability to respond to the recent southeasterly gale just doesn’t make sense. Supporting this, there has been a lot of pressure on the northeast side of our ice floe, with one huge block being lifted to a height of 25 ft. We saw a Dominican gull fly by today, the first one we’ve spotted since leaving South Georgia; it’s another indication that we’re close to land. We cut steps into this 25-ft. slab, and it makes a great lookout. When the weather improves, we fully expect to see land.”

A heavy blizzard obscured our view till March 23. “‘Land in sight’ was reported this morning. We were sceptical, but this afternoon it showed up unmistakably to the west, and there can be no further doubt about it. It is Joinville Island, and its serrated mountain ranges, all snow-clad, are just visible on the horizon. This barren, inhospitable-looking land would be a haven of refuge to us if we could but reach it. It would be ridiculous to make the attempt though, with the ice all broken up as it is. It is too loose and broken to march over, yet not open enough to be able to launch the boats.” For the next two or three days we saw ourselves slowly drifting past the land, longing to reach it yet prevented from doing so by the ice between, and towards the end of March we saw Mount Haddington fade away into the distance.

A heavy blizzard blocked our view until March 23. “‘Land in sight’ was reported this morning. We were doubtful, but by this afternoon, it appeared clearly to the west, and there’s no doubt anymore. It’s Joinville Island, with its jagged, snow-covered mountain ranges just visible on the horizon. This barren, unwelcoming land would be a safe haven for us if we could just reach it. However, it would be foolish to try, with the ice all broken up like this. It’s too loose and broken to walk on, but not open enough to launch the boats.” For the next two or three days, we found ourselves slowly drifting past the land, eager to reach it but held back by the ice in between, and by the end of March, we watched Mount Haddington fade away into the distance.

Our hopes were now centred on Elephant Island or Clarence Island, which lay 100 miles almost due north of us.

Our hopes were now focused on Elephant Island or Clarence Island, which were 100 miles almost straight north of us.

If we failed to reach either of them we might try for South Georgia, but our chances of reaching it would be very small.

If we couldn't reach either of them, we might aim for South Georgia, but our chances of getting there would be pretty slim.

CHAPTER VIII
ESCAPE FROM THE ICE

On April 7 at daylight the long-desired peak of Clarence Island came into view, bearing nearly north from our camp. At first it had the appearance of a huge berg, but with the growing light we could see plainly the black lines of scree and the high, precipitous cliffs of the island, which were miraged up to some extent. The dark rocks in the white snow were a pleasant sight. So long had our eyes looked on icebergs that apparently grew or dwindled according to the angles at which the shadows were cast by the sun; so often had we discovered rocky islands and brought in sight the peaks of Joinville Land, only to find them, after some change of wind or temperature, floating away as nebulous cloud or ordinary berg; that not until Worsley, Wild, and Hurley had unanimously confirmed my observation was I satisfied that I was really looking at Clarence Island. The land was still more than sixty miles away, but it had to our eyes something of the appearance of home, since we expected to find there our first solid footing after all the long months of drifting on the unstable ice. We had adjusted ourselves to the life on the floe, but our hopes had been fixed all the time on some possible landing-place. As one hope failed to materialize, our anticipations fed themselves on another. Our drifting home had no rudder to guide it, no sail to give it speed. We were dependent upon the caprice of wind and current; we went whither those irresponsible forces listed. The longing to feel solid earth under our feet filled our hearts.

On April 7 at dawn, we finally saw the long-awaited peak of Clarence Island, which was almost directly north from our camp. At first, it looked like a massive iceberg, but as the light grew, we could clearly see the dark lines of scree and the steep, towering cliffs of the island, slightly distorted by mirage. The dark rocks against the white snow were a welcome sight. Our eyes had been so accustomed to icebergs that seemed to grow or shrink depending on how the sun cast its shadows; we had frequently spotted rocky islands and the peaks of Joinville Land, only to see them vanish as mere clouds or regular icebergs when the wind or temperature changed. It wasn’t until Worsley, Wild, and Hurley confirmed what I was seeing that I was convinced I was actually looking at Clarence Island. The land was still over sixty miles away, but it appeared to us like a glimpse of home, as we hoped to find solid ground there after months of drifting on unstable ice. We had adapted to life on the ice floe, but we always hoped for a possible landing place. As one dream faded, we clung to another. Our drifting home had no rudder to steer it, no sail to give it speed. We were at the mercy of the whims of wind and current; we went wherever those unpredictable forces led us. The desire to feel solid ground beneath our feet filled our hearts.

In the full daylight Clarence Island ceased to look like land and had the appearance of a berg of more than eight or ten miles away, so deceptive are distances in the clear air of the Antarctic. The sharp white peaks of Elephant Island showed to the west of north a little later in the day.

In the bright sunlight, Clarence Island stopped looking like land and resembled a glacier that was more than eight or ten miles away, because distances can be really misleading in the clear air of Antarctica. A bit later in the day, the sharp white peaks of Elephant Island became visible to the northwest.

“I have stopped issuing sugar now, and our meals consist of seal meat and blubber only, with 7 ozs. of dried milk per day for the party,” I wrote. “Each man receives a pinch of salt, and the milk is boiled up to make hot drinks for all hands. The diet suits us, since we cannot get much exercise on the floe and the blubber supplies heat. Fried slices of blubber seem to our taste to resemble crisp bacon. It certainly is no hardship to eat it, though persons living under civilized conditions probably would shudder at it. The hardship would come if we were unable to get it.”

“I've stopped giving out sugar now, and our meals consist only of seal meat and blubber, with 7 ounces of dried milk per day for the group,” I wrote. “Each man gets a pinch of salt, and we boil the milk to make hot drinks for everyone. The diet works for us since we can't get much exercise on the ice, and the blubber keeps us warm. Fried pieces of blubber actually taste a lot like crispy bacon. It's definitely not hard to eat, though people living in civilized conditions would probably be appalled. The real hardship would come if we couldn't get it.”

I think that the palate of the human animal can adjust itself to anything. Some creatures will die before accepting a strange diet if deprived of their natural food. The Yaks of the Himalayan uplands must feed from the growing grass, scanty and dry though it may be, and would starve even if allowed the best oats and corn.

I believe that the human palate can adapt to anything. Some animals will refuse to eat an unfamiliar diet and can die if they are cut off from their natural food. The Yaks of the Himalayan highlands must graze on the sparse and dry grass, and they would rather starve than eat the best oats and corn if offered.

“We still have the dark water-sky of the last week with us to the south-west and west, round to the north-east. We are leaving all the bergs to the west and there are few within our range of vision now. The swell is more marked to-day, and I feel sure we are at the verge of the floe-ice. One strong gale, followed by a calm would scatter the pack, I think, and then we could push through. I have been thinking much of our prospects. The appearance of Clarence Island after our long drift seems, somehow, to convey an ultimatum. The island is the last outpost of the south and our final chance of a landing-place. Beyond it lies the broad Atlantic. Our little boats may be compelled any day now to sail unsheltered over the open sea with a thousand leagues of ocean separating them from the land to the north and east. It seems vital that we shall land on Clarence Island or its neighbour, Elephant Island. The latter island has attraction for us, although as far as I know nobody has ever landed there. Its name suggests the presence of the plump and succulent sea-elephant. We have an increasing desire in any case to get firm ground under our feet. The floe has been a good friend to us, but it is reaching the end of its journey, and it is liable at any time now to break up and fling us into the unplumbed sea.”

“We still have the dark, water-colored sky from last week to the southwest and west, extending up to the northeast. We're leaving all the icebergs behind us to the west, and there are only a few in sight now. The swell is more noticeable today, and I’m sure we're on the edge of the pack ice. A strong gale followed by a calm could scatter the ice pack, I think, and then we could push through. I've been thinking a lot about our prospects. The sight of Clarence Island after our long drift feels like a final warning. The island is the last outpost of the south and our last chance for a landing. Beyond it lies the vast Atlantic Ocean. Our small boats might soon have to sail exposed over the open sea, with a thousand leagues of ocean separating them from land to the north and east. It seems crucial that we land on Clarence Island or its nearby neighbor, Elephant Island. The latter has a certain appeal for us, even though to my knowledge, no one has ever landed there. Its name suggests the presence of the plump and tasty sea elephant. We increasingly feel the need to have solid ground beneath us. The ice floe has been a good ally, but it’s nearing the end of its journey and could break up at any time, throwing us into the unknown sea.”

A little later, after reviewing the whole situation in the light of our circumstances, I made up my mind that we should try to reach Deception Island. The relative positions of Clarence, Elephant, and Deception Islands can be seen on the chart. The two islands first named lay comparatively near to us and were separated by some eighty miles of water from Prince George Island, which was about 150 miles away from our camp on the berg. From this island a chain of similar islands extends westward, terminating in Deception Island. The channels separating these desolate patches of rock and ice are from ten to fifteen miles wide. But we knew from the Admiralty sailing directions that there were stores for the use of shipwrecked mariners on Deception Island, and it was possible that the summer whalers had not yet deserted its harbour. Also we had learned from our scanty records that a small church had been erected there for the benefit of the transient whalers. The existence of this building would mean to us a supply of timber, from which, if dire necessity urged us, we could construct a reasonably seaworthy boat. We had discussed this point during our drift on the floe. Two of our boats were fairly strong, but the third, the James Caird, was light, although a little longer than the others. All of them were small for the navigation of these notoriously stormy seas, and they would be heavily loaded, so a voyage in open water would be a serious undertaking. I fear that the carpenter’s fingers were already itching to convert pews into topsides and decks. In any case, the worst that could befall us when we had reached Deception Island would be a wait until the whalers returned about the middle of November.

A little later, after assessing everything given our situation, I decided we should attempt to reach Deception Island. You can see the locations of Clarence, Elephant, and Deception Islands on the map. The first two islands were relatively close to us, separated by about eighty miles of water from Prince George Island, which was roughly 150 miles away from our camp on the ice floe. From this island, a chain of similar islands stretches westward, ending at Deception Island. The channels between these barren patches of rock and ice are about ten to fifteen miles wide. However, we knew from the Admiralty sailing directions that there were supplies available for shipwrecked sailors on Deception Island, and it was possible that the summer whalers hadn't yet left its harbor. We also found out from our limited records that a small church had been built there for the benefit of the temporary whalers. The presence of this building would mean we could get timber, which, if we really needed to, we could use to build a fairly seaworthy boat. We talked about this while drifting on the floe. Two of our boats were pretty sturdy, but the third, the James Caird, was lighter, though a bit longer than the others. All of them were small for navigating these famously stormy seas, and they would be heavily loaded, making any journey across open water a serious challenge. I worried that the carpenter might already be itching to convert pews into topsides and decks. Still, the worst that could happen when we reached Deception Island would be waiting until the whalers returned around mid-November.

Another bit of information gathered from the records of the west side of the Weddell Sea related to Prince George Island. The Admiralty “Sailing Directions,” referring to the South Shetlands, mentioned a cave on this island. None of us had seen that cave or could say if it was large or small, wet or dry; but as we drifted on our floe and later, when navigating the treacherous leads and making our uneasy night camps, that cave seemed to my fancy to be a palace which in contrast would dim the splendours of Versailles.

Another piece of information collected from the records of the west side of the Weddell Sea referenced Prince George Island. The Admiralty's “Sailing Directions,” which pertained to the South Shetlands, mentioned a cave on this island. None of us had seen that cave or could say whether it was large or small, wet or dry; but as we floated on our ice floe and later, while navigating the dangerous leads and setting up our uneasy night camps, that cave appeared to my imagination as a palace that would outshine the splendors of Versailles.

The swell increased that night and the movement of the ice became more pronounced. Occasionally a neighbouring floe would hammer against the ice on which we were camped, and the lesson of these blows was plain to read. We must get solid ground under our feet quickly. When the vibration ceased after a heavy surge, my thoughts flew round to the problem ahead. If the party had not numbered more than six men a solution would not have been so hard to find; but obviously the transportation of the whole party to a place of safety, with the limited means at our disposal, was going to be a matter of extreme difficulty. There were twenty-eight men on our floating cake of ice, which was steadily dwindling under the influence of wind, weather, charging floes, and heavy swell. I confess that I felt the burden of responsibility sit heavily on my shoulders; but, on the other hand, I was stimulated and cheered by the attitude of the men. Loneliness is the penalty of leadership, but the man who has to make the decisions is assisted greatly if he feels that there is no uncertainty in the minds of those who follow him, and that his orders will be carried out confidently and in expectation of success.

The swell picked up that night, and the movement of the ice became more noticeable. Occasionally, a nearby floe would slam against the ice where we were camped, and the message from these impacts was clear. We needed to find solid ground fast. When the vibrations stopped after a heavy wave, my thoughts turned to the challenge ahead. If our group had been just six men, finding a solution wouldn’t have been so tough; but clearly, moving the entire party to safety with our limited resources was going to be extremely challenging. There were twenty-eight men on our floating piece of ice, which was gradually shrinking due to the wind, weather, colliding floes, and heavy swells. I admitted that I felt the weight of responsibility heavily on me; however, I was also encouraged and uplifted by the attitude of the men. Loneliness comes with leadership, but a leader who has to make decisions is greatly helped when he knows there’s no doubt in the minds of those following him, and that his orders will be carried out with confidence and an expectation of success.

The sun was shining in the blue sky on the following morning (April 8). Clarence Island showed clearly on the horizon, and Elephant Island could also be distinguished. The single snow-clad peak of Clarence Island stood up as a beacon of safety, though the most optimistic imagination could not make an easy path of the ice and ocean that separated us from that giant, white and austere.

The sun was shining in the clear blue sky the next morning (April 8). Clarence Island was clearly visible on the horizon, and you could also see Elephant Island. The solitary snow-covered peak of Clarence Island stood out like a beacon of safety, but even the most hopeful imagination couldn't envision a simple route through the ice and ocean that separated us from that huge, white, and imposing island.

“The pack was much looser this morning, and the long rolling swell from the north-east is more pronounced than it was yesterday. The floes rise and fall with the surge of the sea. We evidently are drifting with the surface current, for all the heavier masses of floe, bergs, and hummocks are being left behind. There has been some discussion in the camp as to the advisability of making one of the bergs our home for the time being and drifting with it to the west. The idea is not sound. I cannot be sure that the berg would drift in the right direction. If it did move west and carried us into the open water, what would be our fate when we tried to launch the boats down the steep sides of the berg in the sea-swell after the surrounding floes had left us? One must reckon, too, the chance of the berg splitting or even overturning during our stay. It is not possible to gauge the condition of a big mass of ice by surface appearance. The ice may have a fault, and when the wind, current, and swell set up strains and tensions, the line of weakness may reveal itself suddenly and disastrously. No, I do not like the idea of drifting on a berg. We must stay on our floe till conditions improve and then make another attempt to advance towards the land.”

“The pack was much looser this morning, and the long rolling swell from the northeast is more noticeable than it was yesterday. The ice floes rise and fall with the waves of the sea. Clearly, we are drifting with the surface current because all the heavier masses of ice, like floes, icebergs, and hummocks, are being left behind. There’s been some talk in the camp about whether it would be wise to make one of the icebergs our home for a while and drift west with it. The idea isn’t a good one. I can’t be sure that the iceberg would drift in the right direction. If it did move west and took us into open water, what would happen when we tried to launch the boats down the steep sides of the iceberg in the sea swell after the surrounding floes had moved away? We also have to consider the possibility of the iceberg splitting or even overturning while we’re there. It’s impossible to assess the condition of a large mass of ice just by how it looks on the surface. The ice might have a flaw, and when the wind, current, and swell create stress and tension, the weak spot could suddenly and disasterously show itself. No, I don’t like the idea of drifting on an iceberg. We should stay on our floe until conditions improve and then try again to move toward land.”

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“There was no Sleep for us that Night, so we lit the Blubber Stove”

“There was no sleep for us that night, so we lit the blubber stove.”

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Hauling up the Boats for the Night

Hauling up the Boats for the Night

At 6.30 p.m. a particularly heavy shock went through our floe. The watchman and other members of the party made an immediate inspection and found a crack right under the James Caird and between the other two boats and the main camp. Within five minutes the boats were over the crack and close to the tents. The trouble was not caused by a blow from another floe. We could see that the piece of ice we occupied had slewed and now presented its long axis towards the oncoming swell. The floe, therefore, was pitching in the manner of a ship, and it had cracked across when the swell lifted the centre, leaving the two ends comparatively unsupported. We were now on a triangular raft of ice, the three sides measuring, roughly, 90, 100, and 120 yds. Night came down dull and overcast, and before midnight the wind had freshened from the west. We could see that the pack was opening under the influence of wind, wave, and current, and I felt that the time for launching the boats was near at hand. Indeed, it was obvious that even if the conditions were unfavourable for a start during the coming day, we could not safely stay on the floe many hours longer. The movement of the ice in the swell was increasing, and the floe might split right under our camp. We had made preparations for quick action if anything of the kind occurred. Our case would be desperate if the ice broke into small pieces not large enough to support our party and not loose enough to permit the use of the boats.

At 6:30 p.m., a particularly strong shock ran through our ice floe. The watchman and other members of the group immediately checked it out and found a crack right under the James Caird and between the other two boats and the main camp. Within five minutes, the boats had crossed the crack and were close to the tents. The problem wasn’t caused by a collision with another floe. We could see that the piece of ice we were on had shifted and now faced its long side towards the incoming waves. Therefore, the floe was rocking like a ship, and it cracked across when the waves lifted the center, leaving the two ends relatively unsupported. We were now on a triangular raft of ice, with the three sides measuring approximately 90, 100, and 120 yards. Night fell, dull and overcast, and before midnight the wind picked up from the west. We could see the pack ice opening up due to the wind, waves, and currents, and I felt that the time to launch the boats was approaching. In fact, it was clear that even if the conditions weren’t good for a start the next day, we couldn’t safely remain on the floe for many more hours. The movement of the ice in the swells was increasing, and the floe could break right under our camp. We had made preparations for quick action if anything like that happened. Our situation would be desperate if the ice broke into small pieces that weren’t big enough to support our group and weren’t loose enough to allow the use of the boats.

The following day was Sunday (April 9), but it proved no day of rest for us. Many of the important events of our Expedition occurred on Sundays, and this particular day was to see our forced departure from the floe on which we had lived for nearly six months, and the start of our journeyings in the boats.

The next day was Sunday (April 9), but it turned out to be no day of rest for us. Many significant events of our Expedition happened on Sundays, and this particular day marked our forced departure from the ice floe where we had lived for almost six months and the beginning of our journey in the boats.

“This has been an eventful day. The morning was fine, though somewhat overcast by stratus and cumulus clouds; moderate south-south-westerly and south-easterly breezes. We hoped that with this wind the ice would drift nearer to Clarence Island. At 7 a.m. lanes of water and leads could be seen on the horizon to the west. The ice separating us from the lanes was loose, but did not appear to be workable for the boats. The long swell from the north-west was coming in more freely than on the previous day and was driving the floes together in the utmost confusion. The loose brash between the masses of ice was being churned to mudlike consistency, and no boat could have lived in the channels that opened and closed around us. Our own floe was suffering in the general disturbance, and after breakfast I ordered the tents to be struck and everything prepared for an immediate start when the boats could be launched.”

“This has been an eventful day. The morning was nice, although a bit cloudy with stratus and cumulus clouds; there were moderate breezes coming from the south-southwest and southeast. We hoped that this wind would push the ice closer to Clarence Island. By 7 a.m., we could see lanes of water and leads on the horizon to the west. The ice separating us from those lanes was loose, but it didn’t seem workable for the boats. The long swell from the northwest was coming in much more freely than the day before, causing the floes to collide chaotically. The loose brash between the chunks of ice was getting churned into a muddy consistency, and no boat could survive in the channels that opened and closed around us. Our own floe was being affected by the overall disturbance, so after breakfast, I ordered the tents to be taken down and everything to be readied for an immediate departure once the boats could be launched.”

I had decided to take the James Caird myself, with Wild and eleven men. This was the largest of our boats, and in addition to her human complement she carried the major portion of the stores. Worsley had charge of the Dudley Docker with nine men, and Hudson and Crean were the senior men on the Stancomb Wills.

I decided to take the James Caird myself, along with Wild and eleven other guys. This was the biggest of our boats, and besides the crew, it also held most of the supplies. Worsley was in charge of the Dudley Docker with nine men, and Hudson and Crean were the senior guys on the Stancomb Wills.

Soon after breakfast the ice closed again. We were standing by, with our preparations as complete as they could be made, when at 11 a.m. our floe suddenly split right across under the boats. We rushed our gear on to the larger of the two pieces and watched with strained attention for the next development. The crack had cut through the site of my tent. I stood on the edge of the new fracture, and, looking across the widening channel of water, could see the spot where for many months my head and shoulders had rested when I was in my sleeping-bag. The depression formed by my body and legs was on our side of the crack. The ice had sunk under my weight during the months of waiting in the tent, and I had many times put snow under the bag to fill the hollow. The lines of stratification showed clearly the different layers of snow. How fragile and precarious had been our resting-place! Yet usage had dulled our sense of danger. The floe had become our home, and during the early months of the drift we had almost ceased to realize that it was but a sheet of ice floating on unfathomed seas. Now our home was being shattered under our feet, and we had a sense of loss and incompleteness hard to describe.

Soon after breakfast, the ice closed up again. We were standing by, with our preparations as ready as they could be, when at 11 a.m. the floe suddenly split right across under the boats. We quickly moved our gear onto the larger of the two pieces and watched intently for what would happen next. The crack had gone through the spot where my tent was. I stood at the edge of the new fracture, and, looking across the widening channel of water, I could see the place where for many months my head and shoulders had rested while I was in my sleeping bag. The dip formed by my body and legs was on our side of the crack. The ice had sunk under my weight during the months of waiting in the tent, and I had often placed snow under the bag to fill the hollow. The layers of snow were clearly visible. How fragile and precarious our resting place had been! Yet over time, we had grown numb to the danger. The floe had become our home, and during the early months of drifting, we had almost forgotten that it was just a sheet of ice floating on endless seas. Now our home was being shattered beneath us, and we felt a sense of loss and incompleteness that was hard to describe.

The fragments of our floe came together again a little later, and we had our lunch of seal meat, all hands eating their fill. I thought that a good meal would be the best possible preparation for the journey that now seemed imminent, and as we would not be able to take all our meat with us when we finally moved, we could regard every pound eaten as a pound rescued. The call to action came at 1 p.m. The pack opened well and the channels became navigable. The conditions were not all one could have desired, but it was best not to wait any longer. The Dudley Docker and the Stancomb Wills were launched quickly. Stores were thrown in, and the two boats were pulled clear of the immediate floes towards a pool of open water three miles broad, in which floated a lone and mighty berg. The James Caird was the last boat to leave, heavily loaded with stores and odds and ends of camp equipment. Many things regarded by us as essentials at that time were to be discarded a little later as the pressure of the primitive became more severe. Man can sustain life with very scanty means. The trappings of civilization are soon cast aside in the face of stern realities, and given the barest opportunity of winning food and shelter, man can live and even find his laughter ringing true.

The pieces of our ice floe came back together a little later, and we had our lunch of seal meat, with everyone eating their fill. I figured that having a good meal would be the best prep for the journey that now felt imminent, and since we wouldn't be able to take all our meat with us when we finally moved, we could think of every pound we ate as a pound saved. The call to action came at 1 p.m. The pack opened up well, and the channels became navigable. The conditions weren't perfect, but it was better not to wait any longer. The Dudley Docker and the Stancomb Wills were launched quickly. Supplies were loaded, and the two boats were pulled away from the nearby floes toward a pool of open water three miles wide, where a single massive iceberg floated. The James Caird was the last boat to leave, heavily packed with supplies and bits of camp gear. Many things we thought were essential at that moment would be thrown away later as the demands of survival became more intense. People can survive on very little. The comforts of civilization are quickly abandoned when faced with harsh realities, and given the slightest chance to secure food and shelter, people can live and even find joy in their laughter.

The three boats were a mile away from our floe home at 2 p.m. We had made our way through the channels and had entered the big pool when we saw a rush of foam-clad water and tossing ice approaching us, like the tidal bore of a river. The pack was being impelled to the east by a tide-rip, and two huge masses of ice were driving down upon us on converging courses. The James Caird was leading. Starboarding the helm and bending strongly to the oars, we managed to get clear. The two other boats followed us, though from their position astern at first they had not realized the immediate danger. The Stancomb Wills was the last boat and she was very nearly caught, but by great exertion she was kept just ahead of the driving ice. It was an unusual and startling experience. The effect of tidal action on ice is not often as marked as it was that day. The advancing ice, accompanied by a large wave, appeared to be travelling at about three knots; and if we had not succeeded in pulling clear we would certainly have been swamped.

The three boats were a mile away from our ice floe home at 2 p.m. We navigated through the channels and entered the large pool when we noticed a surge of foam-covered water and shifting ice heading towards us, like a river's tidal bore. The ice pack was being pushed east by a tide rip, and two massive chunks of ice were converging on us. The James Caird was in the lead. Steering right and pulling hard on the oars, we managed to get out of the way. The other two boats followed us, although they initially didn’t realize how dangerous the situation was from their position behind us. The Stancomb Wills was the last boat and nearly got trapped, but with a lot of effort, it was kept just ahead of the advancing ice. It was an unusual and shocking experience. The impact of tidal action on ice isn’t usually as pronounced as it was that day. The moving ice, accompanied by a large wave, seemed to be traveling at about three knots; and if we hadn’t managed to pull clear, we definitely would have capsized.

We pulled hard for an hour to windward of the berg that lay in the open water. The swell was crashing on its perpendicular sides and throwing spray to a height of sixty feet. Evidently there was an ice-foot at the east end, for the swell broke before it reached the berg-face and flung its white spray on to the blue ice-wall. We might have paused to have admired the spectacle under other conditions; but night was coming on apace, and we needed a camping-place. As we steered north-west, still amid the ice-floes, the Dudley Docker got jammed between two masses while attempting to make a short cut. The old adage about a short cut being the longest way round is often as true in the Antarctic as it is in the peaceful countryside. The James Caird got a line aboard the Dudley Docker, and after some hauling the boat was brought clear of the ice again. We hastened forward in the twilight in search of a flat, old floe, and presently found a fairly large piece rocking in the swell. It was not an ideal camping-place by any means, but darkness had overtaken us. We hauled the boats up, and by 8 p.m. had the tents pitched and the blubber-stove burning cheerily. Soon all hands were well fed and happy in their tents, and snatches of song came to me as I wrote up my log.

We struggled for an hour against the wind to get around the iceberg that was floating in open water. The waves were crashing against its steep sides, sending spray soaring up to sixty feet. Clearly, there was an ice-foot at the east end, as the swell broke before reaching the iceberg face, splashing white foam onto the blue ice wall. Under different circumstances, we might have stopped to admire the view, but night was quickly approaching and we needed a camping spot. As we steered northwest through the ice floes, the Dudley Docker got stuck between two ice masses while trying to take a shortcut. The saying about shortcuts being the longest route is just as true in Antarctica as it is in the tranquil countryside. The James Caird got a line attached to the Dudley Docker, and after some pulling, we managed to free the boat from the ice. We hurried forward in the twilight searching for a flat old floe and eventually found a fairly large piece bobbing in the swell. It wasn't an ideal camping spot by any means, but darkness had caught up with us. We pulled the boats ashore, and by 8 p.m., we had the tents set up and the blubber stove happily burning. Soon everyone was well-fed and content in their tents, and I could hear snippets of song as I wrote in my log.

Some intangible feeling of uneasiness made me leave my tent about 11 p.m. that night and glance around the quiet camp. The stars between the snow-flurries showed that the floe had swung round and was end on to the swell, a position exposing it to sudden strains. I started to walk across the floe in order to warn the watchman to look carefully for cracks, and as I was passing the men’s tent the floe lifted on the crest of a swell and cracked right under my feet. The men were in one of the dome-shaped tents, and it began to stretch apart as the ice opened. A muffled sound, suggestive of suffocation, came from beneath the stretching tent. I rushed forward, helped some emerging men from under the canvas, and called out, “Are you all right?”

Some vague feeling of unease prompted me to leave my tent around 11 p.m. that night and check the quiet camp. The stars peeking through the snow flurries indicated that the ice floe had shifted and was now facing the swell, putting it at risk of sudden strains. I started walking across the floe to warn the watchman to watch for cracks closely, and as I passed the men’s tent, the floe lifted with a swell and cracked right beneath me. The men were inside one of the dome-shaped tents, and it began to stretch apart as the ice opened up. A muffled sound that suggested suffocation came from under the stretching tent. I rushed forward, helped some men escape from under the canvas, and called out, “Are you all okay?”

“There are two in the water,” somebody answered. The crack had widened to about four feet, and as I threw myself down at the edge, I saw a whitish object floating in the water. It was a sleeping-bag with a man inside. I was able to grasp it, and with a heave lifted man and bag on to the floe. A few seconds later the ice-edges came together again with tremendous force. Fortunately, there had been but one man in the water, or the incident might have been a tragedy. The rescued bag contained Holness, who was wet down to the waist but otherwise unscathed. The crack was now opening again. The James Caird and my tent were on one side of the opening and the remaining two boats and the rest of the camp on the other side. With two or three men to help me I struck my tent; then all hands manned the painter and rushed the James Caird across the opening crack. We held to the rope while, one by one, the men left on our side of the floe jumped the channel or scrambled over by means of the boat. Finally I was left alone. The night had swallowed all the others and the rapid movement of the ice forced me to let go the painter. For a moment I felt that my piece of rocking floe was the loneliest place in the world. Peering into the darkness; I could just see the dark figures on the other floe. I hailed Wild, ordering him to launch the Stancomb Wills, but I need not have troubled. His quick brain had anticipated the order and already the boat was being manned and hauled to the ice-edge. Two or three minutes later she reached me, and I was ferried across to the Camp.

“There are two in the water,” someone replied. The crack had widened to about four feet, and as I threw myself down at the edge, I saw a white object floating in the water. It was a sleeping bag with a man inside. I managed to grab it, and with a heave, I lifted both the man and the bag onto the ice floe. A few seconds later, the edges of the ice came together again with tremendous force. Luckily, there had only been one man in the water, or this could have turned into a tragedy. The rescued bag contained Holness, who was wet up to his waist but otherwise unharmed. The crack was opening again. The James Caird and my tent were on one side of the gap, while the other two boats and the rest of the camp were on the opposite side. With two or three men helping, I took down my tent; then everyone rushed to pull the James Caird across the opening. We held onto the rope as one by one, the men left on our side of the floe jumped the gap or scrambled over using the boat. Finally, I was left alone. The night had swallowed everyone else, and the fast-moving ice forced me to let go of the rope. For a moment, I felt like my little piece of rocking floe was the loneliest place in the world. Peering into the darkness, I could just make out the dark figures on the other floe. I called out to Wild, telling him to launch the Stancomb Wills, but I didn't need to worry. His quick thinking had anticipated my order, and the boat was already being manned and brought to the edge of the ice. Two or three minutes later, it reached me, and I was ferried across to the camp.

We were now on a piece of flat ice about 200 ft. long and 100 ft. wide. There was no more sleep for any of us that night. The killers were blowing in the lanes around, and we waited for daylight and watched for signs of another crack in the ice. The hours passed with laggard feet as we stood huddled together or walked to and fro in the effort to keep some warmth in our bodies. We lit the blubber-stove at 3 a.m., and with pipes going and a cup of hot milk for each man, we were able to discover some bright spots in our outlook. At any rate, we were on the move at last, and if dangers and difficulties lay ahead we could meet and overcome them. No longer were we drifting helplessly at the mercy of wind and current.

We were now on a flat piece of ice about 200 feet long and 100 feet wide. None of us could sleep that night. The killers were blowing through the lanes around us, and we waited for daylight while keeping an eye out for any cracks in the ice. The hours dragged on as we stood huddled together or walked back and forth to stay warm. We lit the blubber stove at 3 a.m., and with our pipes lit and a cup of hot milk for each of us, we found some bright spots in our outlook. At least we were finally on the move, and if dangers and challenges were ahead, we could face and overcome them. We were no longer drifting helplessly at the mercy of the wind and current.

The first glimmerings of dawn came at 6 a.m., and I waited anxiously for the full daylight. The swell was growing, and at times our ice was surrounded closely by similar pieces. At 6.30 a.m. we had hot hoosh, and then stood by waiting for the pack to open. Our chance came at 8, when we launched the boats, loaded them, and started to make our way through the lanes in a northerly direction. The James Caird was in the lead, with the Stancomb Wills next and the Dudley Docker bringing up the rear. In order to make the boats more seaworthy we had left some of our shovels, picks, and dried vegetables on the floe, and for a long time we could see the abandoned stores forming a dark spot on the ice. The boats were still heavily loaded. We got out of the lanes, and entered a stretch of open water at 11 a.m. A strong easterly breeze was blowing, but the fringe of pack lying outside protected us from the full force of the swell, just as the coral-reef of a tropical island checks the rollers of the Pacific. Our way was across the open sea, and soon after noon we swung round the north end of the pack and laid a course to the westward, the James Caird still in the lead. Immediately our deeply laden boats began to make heavy weather. They shipped sprays, which, freezing as they fell, covered men and gear with ice, and soon it was clear that we could not safely proceed. I put the James Caird round and ran for the shelter of the pack again, the other boats following. Back inside the outer line of ice the sea was not breaking. This was at 3 p.m., and all hands were tired and cold. A big floeberg resting peacefully ahead caught my eye, and half an hour later we had hauled up the boats and pitched camp for the night. It was a fine, big, blue berg with an attractively solid appearance, and from our camp we could get a good view of the surrounding sea and ice. The highest point was about 15 ft. above sea-level. After a hot meal all hands, except the watchman, turned in. Every one was in need of rest after the troubles of the previous night and the unaccustomed strain of the last thirty-six hours at the oars. The berg appeared well able to withstand the battering of the sea, and too deep and massive to be seriously affected by the swell; but it was not as safe as it looked. About midnight the watchman called me and showed me that the heavy north-westerly swell was undermining the ice. A great piece had broken off within eight feet of my tent. We made what inspection was possible in the darkness, and found that on the westward side of the berg the thick snow covering was yielding rapidly to the attacks of the sea. An ice-foot had formed just under the surface of the water. I decided that there was no immediate danger and did not call the men. The north-westerly wind strengthened during the night.

The first hints of dawn arrived at 6 a.m., and I waited nervously for full daylight. The swell was increasing, and at times our ice was closely surrounded by similar pieces. At 6:30 a.m., we had hot hoosh, then stood by waiting for the pack to open. Our chance came at 8, when we launched the boats, loaded them up, and began to make our way through the lanes heading north. The James Caird was leading, followed by the Stancomb Wills, with the Dudley Docker bringing up the rear. To make the boats more seaworthy, we left some shovels, picks, and dried vegetables on the floe, and for a while, we could see the abandoned supplies forming a dark spot on the ice. The boats were still heavily loaded. We exited the lanes and entered an area of open water at 11 a.m. A strong easterly breeze was blowing, but the edge of the pack outside sheltered us from the full force of the swell, just like a coral reef protects a tropical island from ocean waves. Our route was across the open sea, and shortly after noon, we turned around the north end of the pack and headed west, with the James Caird still in front. Immediately, our heavily loaded boats started to struggle. They took on sprays, which, freezing as they fell, covered us and our gear with ice, and soon it was clear that we couldn’t proceed safely. I turned the James Caird around and headed back for the shelter of the pack, the other boats following. Back inside the outer line of ice, the sea wasn’t breaking. This was at 3 p.m., and everyone was tired and cold. A big floeberg resting quietly ahead caught my attention, and half an hour later, we had pulled up the boats and set up camp for the night. It was a large, blue berg that looked solid, and from our camp, we had a good view of the surrounding sea and ice. The highest point was about 15 ft. above sea level. After a hot meal, everyone except the watchman went to bed. Everyone needed rest after the troubles of the previous night and the unusual strain of the last thirty-six hours at the oars. The berg seemed sturdy enough to handle the pounding of the sea, and deep and massive enough not to be seriously affected by the swell; but it wasn’t as safe as it appeared. Around midnight, the watchman called me over and pointed out that the heavy north-westerly swell was undermining the ice. A large piece had broken off just eight feet from my tent. We did what we could to inspect the situation in the dark and found that on the west side of the berg, the thick layer of snow was quickly giving way to the sea’s forces. An ice foot had formed just below the water’s surface. I decided there was no immediate danger and chose not to wake the men. The north-westerly wind picked up strength during the night.

The morning of April 11 was overcast and misty. There was a haze on the horizon, and daylight showed that the pack had closed round our berg, making it impossible in the heavy swell to launch the boats. We could see no sign of the water. Numerous whales and killers were blowing between the floes, and Cape pigeons, petrels, and fulmars were circling round our berg. The scene from our camp as the daylight brightened was magnificent beyond description, though I must admit that we viewed it with anxiety. Heaving hills of pack and floe were sweeping towards us in long undulations, later to be broken here and there by the dark lines that indicated open water. As each swell lifted around our rapidly dissolving berg it drove floe-ice on to the ice-foot, shearing off more of the top snow-covering and reducing the size of our camp. When the floes retreated to attack again the water swirled over the ice-foot, which was rapidly increasing in width. The launching of the boats under such conditions would be difficult. Time after time, so often that a track was formed, Worsley, Wild, and I, climbed to the highest point of the berg and stared out to the horizon in search of a break in the pack. After long hours had dragged past, far away on the lift of the swell there appeared a dark break in the tossing field of ice. Æons seemed to pass, so slowly it approached. I noticed enviously the calm peaceful attitudes of two seals which lolled lazily on a rocking floe. They were at home and had no reason for worry or cause for fear. If they thought at all, I suppose they counted it an ideal day for a joyous journey on the tumbling ice. To us it was a day that seemed likely to lead to no more days. I do not think I had ever before felt the anxiety that belongs to leadership quite so keenly. When I looked down at the camp to rest my eyes from the strain of watching the wide white expanse broken by that one black ribbon of open water, I could see that my companions were waiting with more than ordinary interest to learn what I thought about it all. After one particularly heavy collision somebody shouted sharply, “She has cracked in the middle.” I jumped off the look-out station and ran to the place the men were examining. There was a crack, but investigation showed it to be a mere surface break in the snow with no indication of a split in the berg itself. The carpenter mentioned calmly that earlier in the day he had actually gone adrift on a fragment of ice. He was standing near the edge of our camping-ground when the ice under his feet parted from the parent mass. A quick jump over the widening gap saved him.

The morning of April 11 was cloudy and foggy. There was a haze on the horizon, and daylight revealed that the pack had surrounded our iceberg, making it impossible to launch the boats amidst the heavy swell. We couldn’t see any open water. Numerous whales and orcas were surfacing between the ice floes, and Cape pigeons, petrels, and fulmars were circling around our iceberg. The view from our camp as the daylight brightened was breathtaking, though I must admit we looked at it with anxiety. Tumbling hills of pack ice and floe were sweeping toward us in long waves, occasionally broken by dark lines indicating open water. Each swell that lifted around our rapidly shrinking iceberg forced floe ice onto the ice foot, scraping off more of the top snow layer and reducing our camp size. When the floes pulled back to charge again, the water swirled over the ice foot, which was quickly widening. Launching the boats under these conditions would be challenging. Time and again, so often that a path was formed, Worsley, Wild, and I climbed to the highest point of the iceberg and scanned the horizon for a break in the pack. After what felt like hours, far away on the rise of the swell, we spotted a dark opening in the turbulent field of ice. It seemed to take forever to approach. I noticed enviously the calm, relaxed poses of two seals lazily lounging on a drifting floe. They were at home and had no worries or fears. If they thought about anything, I imagine they considered it a perfect day for a fun journey on the moving ice. For us, it felt like a day that might lead to no more days. I don’t think I had ever felt the stress of leadership quite as sharply. When I glanced down at the camp to rest my eyes from the strain of watching the vast white expanse interrupted by that one black ribbon of open water, I could see my companions were unusually eager to hear my thoughts. After one particularly heavy collision, someone shouted, “It has cracked in the middle.” I jumped down from the lookout and ran to where the men were examining. There was a crack, but further investigation showed it to be just a surface break in the snow, with no sign of a split in the iceberg itself. The carpenter mentioned calmly that earlier in the day, he had actually floated away on a chunk of ice. He was standing near the edge of our camp when the ice beneath his feet broke away from the main mass. A quick jump over the widening gap saved him.

The hours dragged on. One of the anxieties in my mind was the possibility that we would be driven by the current through the eighty-mile gap between Clarence Island and Prince George Island into the open Atlantic; but slowly the open water came nearer, and at noon it had almost reached us. A long lane, narrow but navigable, stretched out to the south-west horizon. Our chance came a little later. We rushed our boats over the edge of the reeling berg and swung them clear of the ice-foot as it rose beneath them. The James Caird was nearly capsized by a blow from below as the berg rolled away, but she got into deep water. We flung stores and gear aboard and within a few minutes were away. The James Caird and Dudley Docker had good sails and with a favourable breeze could make progress along the lane, with the rolling fields of ice on either side. The swell was heavy and spray was breaking over the ice-floes. An attempt to set a little rag of sail on the Stancomb Wills resulted in serious delay. The area of sail was too small to be of much assistance, and while the men were engaged in this work the boat drifted down towards the ice-floe, where her position was likely to be perilous. Seeing her plight, I sent the Dudley Docker back for her and tied the James Caird up to a piece of ice. The Dudley Docker had to tow the Stancomb Wills, and the delay cost us two hours of valuable daylight. When I had the three boats together again we continued down the lane, and soon saw a wider stretch of water to the west; it appeared to offer us release from the grip of the pack. At the head of an ice-tongue that nearly closed the gap through which we might enter the open space was a wave-worn berg shaped like some curious antediluvian monster, an icy Cerberus guarding the way. It had head and eyes and rolled so heavily that it almost overturned. Its sides dipped deep in the sea, and as it rose again the water seemed to be streaming from its eyes, as though it were weeping at our escape from the clutch of the floes. This may seem fanciful to the reader, but the impression was real to us at the time. People living under civilized conditions, surrounded by Nature’s varied forms of life and by all the familiar work of their own hands, may scarcely realize how quickly the mind, influenced by the eyes, responds to the unusual and weaves about it curious imaginings like the firelight fancies of our childhood days. We had lived long amid the ice, and we half-unconsciously strove to see resemblances to human faces and living forms in the fantastic contours and massively uncouth shapes of berg and floe.

The hours dragged on. One of the worries in my mind was the chance that we would be swept by the current through the eighty-mile gap between Clarence Island and Prince George Island into the open Atlantic; but slowly the open water came closer, and by noon it was almost within reach. A long lane, narrow but navigable, stretched out towards the south-west horizon. Our opportunity came a little later. We hurried our boats over the edge of the rolling iceberg and swung them clear of the ice-foot as it rose beneath them. The James Caird nearly capsized from a sudden jolt as the iceberg rolled away, but she made it into deep water. We tossed supplies and gear aboard and within a few minutes were off. The James Caird and Dudley Docker had good sails, and with a favorable breeze, we could make progress along the lane, with the rolling fields of ice on either side. The swell was heavy, and spray was crashing over the ice-floes. Trying to set a small sail on the Stancomb Wills caused serious delays. The area of the sail was too small to be of much help, and while the men were busy with that, the boat drifted closer to the ice-floe, putting her in a risky position. Seeing her trouble, I sent the Dudley Docker back for her and tied the James Caird to a piece of ice. The Dudley Docker had to tow the Stancomb Wills, and the delay cost us two hours of precious daylight. Once I had all three boats together again, we continued down the lane and soon spotted a wider stretch of water to the west; it looked like it could free us from the pack's grip. At the head of an ice-tongue that almost closed the gap leading to the open space was a wave-worn iceberg shaped like some strange prehistoric creature, an icy Cerberus guarding the way. It had a head and eyes and rolled heavily enough to nearly topple over. Its sides dipped deep in the sea, and as it rose again, water seemed to stream from its eyes, as if it were crying at our escape from the grip of the floes. This may seem fanciful to readers, but the impression was real for us at the time. People living in civilized conditions, surrounded by nature’s varied forms of life and the familiar work of their own hands, can hardly grasp how quickly the mind, swayed by sight, responds to the unusual and spins curious imaginings around it like the firelight fantasies of childhood. We had spent so long among the ice, and we half-unconsciously tried to see human faces and living forms in the bizarre shapes and massive, awkward silhouettes of icebergs and floes.

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The Reeling Berg

The Spinning Mountain

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Sailing South Again

Sailing South Again

At dusk we made fast to a heavy floe, each boat having its painter fastened to a separate hummock in order to avoid collisions in the swell. We landed the blubber-stove, boiled some water in order to provide hot milk, and served cold rations. I also landed the dome tents and stripped the coverings from the hoops. Our experience of the previous day in the open sea had shown us that the tents must be packed tightly. The spray had dashed over the bows and turned to ice on the cloth, which had soon grown dangerously heavy. Other articles off our scanty equipment had to go that night. We were carrying only the things that had seemed essential, but we stripped now to the barest limit of safety. We had hoped for a quiet night, but presently we were forced to cast off, since pieces of loose ice began to work round the floe. Drift-ice is always attracted to the lee side of a heavy floe, where it bumps and presses under the influence of the current. I had determined not to risk a repetition of the last night’s experience and so had not pulled the boats up. We spent the hours of darkness keeping an offing from the main line of pack under the lee of the smaller pieces. Constant rain and snow squalls blotted out the stars and soaked us through, and at times it was only by shouting to each other that we managed to keep the boats together. There was no sleep for anybody owing to the severe cold, and we dare not pull fast enough to keep ourselves warm since we were unable to see more than a few yards ahead. Occasionally the ghostly shadows of silver, snow, and fulmar petrels flashed close to us, and all around we could hear the killers blowing, their short, sharp hisses sounding like sudden escapes of steam. The killers were a source of anxiety, for a boat could easily have been capsized by one of them coming up to blow. They would throw aside in a nonchalant fashion pieces of ice much bigger than our boats when they rose to the surface, and we had an uneasy feeling that the white bottoms of the boats would look like ice from below. Shipwrecked mariners drifting in the Antarctic seas would be things not dreamed of in the killers’ philosophy, and might appear on closer examination to be tasty substitutes for seal and penguin. We certainly regarded the killers with misgivings.

At dusk, we secured ourselves to a heavy ice floe, with each boat tying its painter to a different hummock to avoid collisions in the swell. We unloaded the blubber stove, boiled water to make hot milk, and served cold rations. I also brought out the dome tents and removed the coverings from the hoops. Our experience from the previous day at sea had taught us that the tents needed to be packed tightly. The spray had splashed over the bows and turned to ice on the fabric, which quickly became dangerously heavy. Other items from our limited supplies had to be discarded that night. We were only carrying what we thought was essential, but now we stripped down to the barest limit of safety. We had hoped for a calm night, but soon we had to cast off as loose ice began to drift around the floe. Drift ice always gets drawn to the leeward side of a heavy floe, where it bumps and pushes against it due to the current. I had decided not to risk a repeat of last night’s experience and hadn’t pulled the boats up. We spent the dark hours keeping some distance from the main pack under the shelter of smaller pieces. Constant rain and snow squalls obscured the stars and soaked us, and sometimes we had to shout to each other just to keep the boats together. No one could sleep due to the intense cold, and we were too cautious to pull fast enough to stay warm since we could only see a few yards ahead. Occasionally, ghostly shadows of silver, snow, and fulmar petrels flashed close to us, and all around we could hear the orcas blowing, their short, sharp hisses sounding like sudden steam releases. The orcas made us anxious, as a boat could easily be capsized by one surfacing to breathe. They would casually toss aside chunks of ice much larger than our boats when they came up, and we felt uneasy that the white undersides of the boats would look like ice from below. Shipwrecked sailors drifting in the Antarctic seas wouldn’t even occur to the orcas, and upon closer inspection, we might seem like tasty substitutes for seals and penguins. We certainly looked at the orcas with concern.

Early in the morning of April 12 the weather improved and the wind dropped. Dawn came with a clear sky, cold and fearless. I looked around at the faces of my companions in the James Caird and saw pinched and drawn features. The strain was beginning to tell. Wild sat at the rudder with the same calm, confident expression that he would have worn under happier conditions; his steel-blue eyes looked out to the day ahead. All the people, though evidently suffering, were doing their best to be cheerful, and the prospect of a hot breakfast was inspiriting. I told all the boats that immediately we could find a suitable floe the cooker would be started and hot milk and Bovril would soon fix everybody up. Away we rowed to the westward through open pack, floes of all shapes and sizes on every side of us, and every man not engaged in pulling looking eagerly for a suitable camping-place. I could gauge the desire for food of the different members by the eagerness they displayed in pointing out to me the floes they considered exactly suited to our purpose. The temperature was about 10° Fahr., and the Burberry suits of the rowers crackled as the men bent to the oars. I noticed little fragments of ice and frost falling from arms and bodies. At eight o’clock a decent floe appeared ahead and we pulled up to it. The galley was landed, and soon the welcome steam rose from the cooking food as the blubber-stove flared and smoked. Never did a cook work under more anxious scrutiny. Worsley, Crean, and I stayed in our respective boats to keep them steady and prevent collisions with the floe, since the swell was still running strong, but the other men were able to stretch their cramped limbs and run to and fro “in the kitchen,” as somebody put it. The sun was now rising gloriously. The Burberry suits were drying and the ice was melting off our beards. The steaming food gave us new vigour, and within three-quarters of an hour we were off again to the west with all sails set. We had given an additional sail to the Stancomb Wills and she was able to keep up pretty well. We could see that we were on the true pack-edge, with the blue, rolling sea just outside the fringe of ice to the north. White-capped waves vied with the glittering floes in the setting of blue water, and countless seals basked and rolled on every piece of ice big enough to form a raft.

Early in the morning of April 12, the weather improved and the wind calmed down. Dawn broke with a clear sky, cold and fearless. I looked around at the faces of my companions in the James Caird and saw tired, drawn features. The stress was starting to show. Wild sat at the rudder with the same calm, confident expression he would have had in better times; his steel-blue eyes scanned the day ahead. Everyone, though clearly suffering, was doing their best to stay cheerful, and the thought of a hot breakfast was uplifting. I told all the boats that as soon as we found a suitable floe, we’d start the cooker, and hot milk and Bovril would soon perk everyone up. Away we rowed to the west through open pack ice, with floes of all shapes and sizes surrounding us, and every man not rowing eagerly searching for a good camping spot. I could tell how hungry the others were by how eagerly they pointed out the floes they thought would work for us. The temperature was around 10° Fahrenheit, and the Burberry suits of the rowers crackled as the men bent to the oars. I noticed little bits of ice and frost falling from arms and bodies. At eight o’clock, a decent floe appeared ahead, and we pulled up to it. The galley was unloaded, and soon the welcome steam rose from the food cooking on the blubber stove as it flared and smoked. Never had a cook worked under such anxious scrutiny. Worsley, Crean, and I stayed in our boats to keep them stable and prevent collisions with the floe since the swell was still strong, but the other men were able to stretch their cramped limbs and run back and forth “in the kitchen,” as someone put it. The sun was now rising beautifully. The Burberry suits were drying, and the ice was melting off our beards. The steaming food gave us new energy, and within three-quarters of an hour, we were off again to the west with all sails set. We had given an extra sail to the Stancomb Wills, and she managed to keep up pretty well. We could see we were on the true edge of the pack, with the blue, rolling sea just outside the line of ice to the north. White-capped waves competed with the sparkling floes in the backdrop of blue water, and countless seals basked and rolled on every piece of ice big enough to form a raft.

We had been making westward with oars and sails since April 9, and fair easterly winds had prevailed. Hopes were running high as to the noon observation for position. The optimists thought that we had done sixty miles towards our goal, and the most cautious guess gave us at least thirty miles. The bright sunshine and the brilliant scene around us may have influenced our anticipations. As noon approached I saw Worsley, as navigating officer, balancing himself on the gunwale of the Dudley Docker with his arm around the mast, ready to snap the sun. He got his observation and we waited eagerly while he worked out the sight. Then the Dudley Docker ranged up alongside the James Caird and I jumped into Worsley’s boat in order to see the result. It was a grievous disappointment. Instead of making a good run to the westward we had made a big drift to the south-east. We were actually thirty miles to the east of the position we had occupied when we left the floe on the 9th. It has been noted by sealers operating in this area that there are often heavy sets to the east in the Belgica Straits, and no doubt it was one of these sets that we had experienced. The originating cause would be a north-westerly gale off Cape Horn, producing the swell that had already caused us so much trouble. After a whispered consultation with Worsley and Wild, I announced that we had not made as much progress as we expected, but I did not inform the hands of our retrograde movement.

We had been heading west with oars and sails since April 9, and favorable easterly winds had been with us. Hopes were high for our noon position check. The optimists thought we had covered sixty miles toward our goal, while the most cautious estimate put us at least thirty miles ahead. The bright sunshine and the stunning scenery around us might have shaped our expectations. As noon came closer, I saw Worsley, our navigational officer, balancing on the edge of the Dudley Docker with his arm around the mast, ready to take a sun reading. He got his observation, and we eagerly waited as he calculated the result. Then the Dudley Docker came alongside the James Caird, and I hopped into Worsley’s boat to see the outcome. It was a harsh disappointment. Instead of making good progress west, we had actually drifted significantly southeast. We were thirty miles east of the position we had occupied when we left the ice floe on the 9th. Sealers operating in this area have noted that there are often strong currents to the east in the Belgica Straits, and no doubt we had encountered one of those currents. The cause was likely a northwesterly gale off Cape Horn, creating the swell that had already caused us so much trouble. After a quiet discussion with Worsley and Wild, I announced that we hadn’t made as much progress as we hoped, but I didn’t tell the crew about our backward drift.

The question of our course now demanded further consideration. Deception Island seemed to be beyond our reach. The wind was foul for Elephant Island, and as the sea was clear to the south-west; I discussed with Worsley and Wild the advisability of proceeding to Hope Bay on the mainland of the Antarctic Continent, now only eighty miles distant. Elephant Island was the nearest land, but it lay outside the main body of pack, and even if the wind had been fair we would have hesitated at that particular time to face the high sea that was running in the open. We laid a course roughly for Hope Bay, and the boats moved on again. I gave Worsley a line for a berg ahead and told him, if possible, to make fast before darkness set in. This was about three o’clock in the afternoon. We had set sail, and as the Stancomb Wills could not keep up with the other two boats I took her in tow, not being anxious to repeat the experience of the day we left the reeling berg. The Dudley Docker went ahead, but came beating down towards us at dusk. Worsley had been close to the berg, and he reported that it was unapproachable. It was rolling in the swell and displaying an ugly ice-foot. The news was bad. In the failing light we turned towards a line of pack, and found it so tossed and churned by the sea that no fragment remained big enough to give us an anchorage and shelter. Two miles away we could see a larger piece of ice, and to it we managed, after some trouble, to secure the boats. I brought my boat bow on to the floe, whilst Howe, with the painter in his hand, stood ready to jump. Standing up to watch our chance, while the oars were held ready to back the moment Howe had made his leap, I could see that there would be no possibility of getting the galley ashore that night. Howe just managed to get a footing on the edge of the floe, and then made the painter fast to a hummock. The other two boats were fastened alongside the James Caird. They could not lie astern of us in a line, since cakes of ice came drifting round the floe and gathering under its lee. As it was we spent the next two hours poling off the drifting ice that surged towards us. The blubber-stove could not be used, so we started the Primus lamps. There was a rough, choppy sea, and the Dudley Docker could not get her Primus under way, something being adrift. The men in that boat had to wait until the cook on the James Caird had boiled up the first pot of milk.

The question of where to go next needed more thought. Deception Island seemed out of reach. The wind was against us for heading to Elephant Island, and since the sea was clear to the southwest, I talked with Worsley and Wild about whether we should head to Hope Bay on the Antarctic mainland, which was only eighty miles away. Elephant Island was closer, but it was on the edge of the pack ice, and even if the wind had been favorable, we would have hesitated to tackle the rough seas that were out in the open. We set a course for Hope Bay, and the boats moved on again. I gave Worsley a line to secure a berg ahead and instructed him to tie up if possible before night fell. It was around three o'clock in the afternoon. We had set sail, and since the Stancomb Wills couldn't keep up with the other two boats, I towed her, not wanting to repeat the experience from the day we left the unstable berg. The Dudley Docker went ahead but turned back toward us at dusk. Worsley was close to the berg and reported it was too dangerous to approach. It was rolling in the swell and had a nasty ice-foot. This wasn't good news. In the fading light, we turned toward a line of pack ice and saw it was so tossed and churned by the sea that there was no piece big enough to provide anchorage and shelter. Two miles away, we spotted a larger piece of ice, and after some effort, we managed to secure the boats to it. I positioned my boat bow on to the floe while Howe stood ready to jump with the painter in his hand. Watching for our chance while we held the oars ready to back as soon as Howe made his leap, I could see there was no way we could get the galley ashore that night. Howe barely got a footing on the edge of the floe and then tied the painter to a hummock. The other two boats were secured alongside the James Caird. They couldn't lie behind us in a line because cakes of ice were drifting around the floe and accumulating on its leeward side. As it turned out, we spent the next two hours pushing away the drifting ice that surged toward us. We couldn't use the blubber-stove, so we fired up the Primus lamps. The sea was rough and choppy, and the Dudley Docker couldn’t get her Primus going because something was adrift. The crew in that boat had to wait until the cook on the James Caird boiled the first pot of milk.

The boats were bumping so heavily that I had to slack away the painter of the Stancomb Wills and put her astern. Much ice was coming round the floe and had to be poled off. Then the Dudley Docker, being the heavier boat, began to damage the James Caird, and I slacked the Dudley Docker away. The James Caird remained moored to the ice, with the Dudley Docker and the Stancomb Wills in line behind her. The darkness had become complete, and we strained our eye to see the fragments of ice that threatened us. Presently we thought we saw a great berg bearing down upon us, its form outlined against the sky, but this startling spectacle resolved itself into a low-lying cloud in front of the rising moon. The moon appeared in a clear sky. The wind shifted to the south-east as the light improved and drove the boats broadside on towards the jagged edge of the floe. We had to cut the painter of the James Caird and pole her off, thus losing much valuable rope. There was no time to cast off. Then we pushed away from the floe, and all night long we lay in the open, freezing sea, the Dudley Docker now ahead, the James Caird astern of her, and the Stancomb Wills third in the line. The boats were attached to one another by their painters. Most of the time the Dudley Docker kept the James Caird and the Stancomb Wills up to the swell, and the men who were rowing were in better pass than those in the other boats, waiting inactive for the dawn. The temperature was down to 4° below zero, and a film of ice formed on the surface of the sea. When we were not on watch we lay in each other’s arms for warmth. Our frozen suits thawed where our bodies met, and as the slightest movement exposed these comparatively warm spots to the biting air, we clung motionless, whispering each to his companion our hopes and thoughts. Occasionally from an almost clear sky came snow-showers, falling silently on the sea and laying a thin shroud of white over our bodies and our boats.

The boats were bumping against each other so hard that I had to loosen the painter of the Stancomb Wills and push it behind us. A lot of ice was coming around the floe and had to be pushed away. Then the Dudley Docker, being the heavier boat, started to damage the James Caird, so I let the Dudley Docker move farther away. The James Caird stayed moored to the ice, with the Dudley Docker and the Stancomb Wills lined up behind it. The darkness was complete, and we strained our eyes to see the ice fragments that threatened us. Before long, we thought we saw a huge iceberg coming toward us, its shape outlined against the sky, but this alarming sight turned out to be a low-hanging cloud in front of the rising moon. The moon appeared in a clear sky. The wind shifted to the southeast as the light got better, pushing the boats sideways toward the jagged edge of the floe. We had to cut the painter of the James Caird and push it away, which meant losing a lot of valuable rope. There was no time to untie. Then we moved away from the floe, and all night long we lay in the freezing open sea, with the Dudley Docker now in front, the James Caird behind it, and the Stancomb Wills third in line. The boats were tied together by their painters. Most of the time, the Dudley Docker kept the James Caird and the Stancomb Wills facing the waves, and the men who were rowing had a better situation than those in the other boats, who were waiting inactive for dawn. The temperature dropped to 4° below zero, and a layer of ice formed on the surface of the sea. When we weren’t on watch, we lay in each other’s arms for warmth. Our frozen suits melted a bit where our bodies touched, and as the slightest movement exposed these relatively warm spots to the biting air, we clung still, whispering hopes and thoughts to our companions. Occasionally, snow flurries would come from an almost clear sky, falling silently on the sea and covering our bodies and boats with a thin layer of white.

The dawn of April 13 came clear and bright, with occasional passing clouds. Most of the men were now looking seriously worn and strained. Their lips were cracked and their eyes and eyelids showed red in their salt-encrusted faces. The beards even of the younger men might have been those of patriarchs, for the frost and the salt spray had made them white. I called the Dudley Docker alongside and found the condition of the people there was no better than in the James Caird. Obviously we must make land quickly, and I decided to run for Elephant Island. The wind had shifted fair for that rocky isle, then about one hundred miles away, and the pack that separated us from Hope Bay had closed up during the night from the south. At 6 p.m. we made a distribution of stores among the three boats, in view of the possibility of their being separated. The preparation of a hot breakfast was out of the question. The breeze was strong and the sea was running high in the loose pack around us. We had a cold meal, and I gave orders that all hands might eat as much as they pleased, this concession being due partly to a realization that we would have to jettison some of our stores when we reached open sea in order to lighten the boats. I hoped, moreover, that a full meal of cold rations would compensate to some extent for the lack of warm food and shelter. Unfortunately, some of the men were unable to take advantage of the extra food owing to seasickness. Poor fellows, it was bad enough to be huddled in the deeply laden, spray-swept boats, frost-bitten and half-frozen, without having the pangs of seasickness added to the list of their woes. But some smiles were caused even then by the plight of one man, who had a habit of accumulating bits of food against the day of starvation that he seemed always to think was at hand, and who was condemned now to watch impotently while hungry comrades with undisturbed stomachs made biscuits, rations, and sugar disappear with extraordinary rapidity.

The morning of April 13 was clear and bright, with a few clouds drifting by. Most of the men looked really worn out and strained. Their lips were cracked, and their eyes and eyelids were red against their salt-encrusted faces. Even the younger men had beards that looked ancient because of the frost and salt spray that had turned them white. I called the Dudley Docker alongside and saw that the condition of the people there was just as bad as on the James Caird. Clearly, we needed to reach land quickly, so I decided to head for Elephant Island. The wind had shifted favorably for that rocky island, which was about a hundred miles away, and the ice pack that separated us from Hope Bay had closed up during the night from the south. At 6 p.m., we divided the supplies among the three boats, considering the possibility that they might get separated. Making a hot breakfast was off the table. The wind was strong, and the sea was high in the loose pack around us. We had a cold meal, and I instructed everyone to eat as much as they wanted, partly because we would need to throw some of our supplies overboard when we reached open water to lighten the boats. I hoped that a hearty meal of cold rations would help make up for the lack of hot food and shelter. Unfortunately, some of the men couldn’t take advantage of the extra food because they were seasick. It was tough enough to be crammed into the heavily loaded, spray-soaked boats, frostbitten and half-frozen, without adding seasickness to their troubles. But there were a few smiles when we saw one guy, who always hoarded bits of food for what he thought was a looming starvation, now helplessly watching as his hungry teammates with no stomach issues devoured biscuits, rations, and sugar at an incredible speed.

We ran before the wind through the loose pack, a man in the bow of each boat trying to pole off with a broken oar the lumps of ice that could not be avoided. I regarded speed as essential. Sometimes collisions were not averted. The James Caird was in the lead, where she bore the brunt of the encounter with lurking fragments, and she was holed above the water-line by a sharp spur of ice, but this mishap did not stay us. Later the wind became stronger and we had to reef sails, so as not to strike the ice too heavily. The Dudley Docker came next to the James Caird and the Stancomb Wills followed. I had given order that the boats should keep 30 or 40 yds. apart, so as to reduce the danger of a collision if one boat was checked by the ice. The pack was thinning, and we came to occasional open areas where thin ice had formed during the night. When we encountered this new ice we had to shake the reef out of the sails in order to force a way through. Outside of the pack the wind must have been of hurricane force. Thousands of small dead fish were to be seen, killed probably by a cold current and the heavy weather. They floated in the water and lay on the ice, where they had been cast by the waves. The petrels and skua-gulls were swooping down and picking them up like sardines off toast.

We raced with the wind through the loose pack, with a guy at the bow of each boat trying to push away the ice chunks we couldn't avoid using a broken oar. I saw speed as crucial. Sometimes, we couldn't dodge collisions. The James Caird led the pack and took the worst of the impact from hidden ice pieces, getting a hole above the waterline from a sharp piece of ice, but this setback didn’t stop us. As the wind picked up, we had to reef the sails to avoid hitting the ice too hard. The Dudley Docker followed close behind the James Caird, with the Stancomb Wills trailing. I had ordered the boats to stay 30 to 40 yards apart to minimize the risk of crashing if one boat got stuck in the ice. The pack was breaking up, and we came across some open areas where thin ice had formed overnight. When we hit this new ice, we had to shake the reef out of the sails to push through. Outside the pack, the wind must have been hurricane-strength. Thousands of small dead fish were visible, likely killed by a cold current and rough weather. They floated in the water or lay on the ice, cast there by the waves. Petrels and skua-gulls were swooping down, picking them up like sardines on toast.

We made our way through the lanes till at noon we were suddenly spewed out of the pack into the open ocean. Dark blue and sapphire green ran the seas. Our sails were soon up, and with a fair wind we moved over the waves like three Viking ships on the quest of a lost Atlantis. With the sheet well out and the sun shining bright above, we enjoyed for a few hours a sense of the freedom and magic of the sea, compensating us for pain and trouble in the days that had passed. At last we were free from the ice, in water that our boats could navigate. Thoughts of home, stifled by the deadening weight of anxious days and nights, came to birth once more, and the difficulties that had still to be overcome dwindled in fancy almost to nothing.

We made our way through the streets until noon when we were suddenly released from the crowd and found ourselves in the open ocean. The seas were a deep blue and vibrant green. We quickly hoisted our sails, and with a good wind, we glided over the waves like three Viking ships searching for a lost Atlantis. With the sails fully out and the sun shining brightly above, we enjoyed a few hours of freedom and magic on the sea, which made up for the pain and trouble of the days that had passed. Finally, we were free from the ice and in water that our boats could navigate. Thoughts of home, held back by the heavy weight of anxious days and nights, sprang back to life, and the challenges that still lay ahead seemed to fade away in our minds.

During the afternoon we had to take a second reef in the sails, for the wind freshened and the deeply laden boats were shipping much water and steering badly in the rising sea. I had laid the course for Elephant Island and we were making good progress. The Dudley Docker ran down to me at dusk and Worsley suggested that we should stand on all night; but already the Stancomb Wills was barely discernible among the rollers in the gathering dusk, and I decided that it would be safer to heave to and wait for the daylight. It would never have done for the boats to have become separated from one another during the night. The party must be kept together, and, moreover, I thought it possible that we might overrun our goal in the darkness and not be able to return. So we made a sea-anchor of oars and hove to, the Dudley Docker in the lead, since she had the longest painter. The James Caird swung astern of the Dudley Docker and the Stancomb Wills again had the third place. We ate a cold meal and did what little we could to make things comfortable for the hours of darkness. Rest was not for us. During the greater part of the night the sprays broke over the boats and froze in masses of ice, especially at the stern and bows. This ice had to be broken away in order to prevent the boats growing too heavy. The temperature was below zero and the wind penetrated our clothes and chilled us almost unbearably. I doubted if all the men would survive that night. One of our troubles was lack of water. We had emerged so suddenly from the pack into the open sea that we had not had time to take aboard ice for melting in the cookers, and without ice we could not have hot food. The Dudley Docker had one lump of ice weighing about ten pounds, and this was shared out among all hands. We sucked small pieces and got a little relief from thirst engendered by the salt spray, but at the same time we reduced our bodily heat. The condition of most of the men was pitiable. All of us had swollen mouths and we could hardly touch the food. I longed intensely for the dawn. I called out to the other boats at intervals during the night, asking how things were with them. The men always managed to reply cheerfully. One of the people on the Stancomb Wills shouted, “We are doing all right, but I would like some dry mitts.” The jest brought a smile to cracked lips. He might as well have asked for the moon. The only dry things aboard the boats were swollen mouths and burning tongues. Thirst is one of the troubles that confront the traveller in polar regions. Ice may be plentiful on every hand, but it does not become drinkable until it is melted, and the amount that may be dissolved in the mouth is limited. We had been thirsty during the days of heavy pulling in the pack, and our condition was aggravated quickly by the salt spray. Our sleeping-bags would have given us some warmth, but they were not within our reach. They were packed under the tents in the bows, where a mail-like coating of ice enclosed them, and we were so cramped that we could not pull them out.

In the afternoon, we had to take in a second reef on the sails because the wind picked up, and the heavily loaded boats were taking on a lot of water and steering poorly in the growing sea. I had set our course for Elephant Island, and we were making good progress. The Dudley Docker came alongside me at dusk, and Worsley suggested we keep going all night; but the Stancomb Wills was barely visible among the waves as night fell, and I decided it would be safer to stop and wait for daylight. It wouldn’t have been good for the boats to separate during the night. We needed to stay together, and I also worried that we might overshoot our target in the dark and wouldn’t be able to find our way back. So we fashioned a sea-anchor out of oars and stopped, with the Dudley Docker in the lead since she had the longest line. The James Caird followed behind her, while the Stancomb Wills took the last position. We had a cold meal and did what we could to make ourselves comfortable for the night ahead. Rest was not on the agenda. Most of the night, spray washed over the boats and froze into lumps of ice, especially around the sterns and bows. We had to break the ice away to keep the boats from becoming too heavy. The temperature was below zero, and the wind cut through our clothes, chilling us to the bone. I worried that not all the men would make it through the night. One of our struggles was a shortage of water. We had come out of the pack into open water so quickly that we hadn’t had time to bring ice aboard for melting in the cookers, and without ice, we couldn’t heat our food. The Dudley Docker had one chunk of ice weighing about ten pounds, which was shared among everyone. We nibbled on small pieces that gave us a bit of relief from the thirst caused by the salty spray, but it also lowered our body heat. The condition of most of the men was heartbreaking. We all had swollen mouths and could barely eat. I was really looking forward to dawn. Throughout the night, I called out to the other boats, checking in on them. The men always managed to answer cheerfully. Someone on the Stancomb Wills shouted, “We’re doing okay, but I could really use some dry mitts.” The joke got a smile out of cracked lips. He might as well have asked for the moon. The only dry things on the boats were swollen mouths and burning tongues. Thirst is a big issue for travelers in polar regions. Ice might be everywhere, but it isn’t drinkable until it melts, and the amount you can dissolve in your mouth is limited. We had been thirsty during the long hours of hard pulling through the pack, and the salt spray quickly made it worse. Our sleeping bags would have kept us warm, but they were out of reach. They were packed underneath the tents in the bows, covered in a thick layer of ice, and we were so cramped that we couldn’t pull them out.

At last daylight came, and with the dawn the weather cleared and the wind fell to a gentle south-westerly breeze. A magnificent sunrise heralded in what we hoped would be our last day in the boats. Rose-pink in the growing light, the lofty peak of Clarence Island told of the coming glory of the sun. The sky grew blue above us and the crests of the waves sparkled cheerfully. As soon as it was light enough we chipped and scraped the ice off the bows and sterns. The rudders had been unshipped during the night in order to avoid the painters catching them. We cast off our ice-anchor and pulled the oars aboard. They had grown during the night to the thickness of telegraph-poles while rising and falling in the freezing seas, and had to be chipped clear before they could be brought inboard.

At last, daylight arrived, and with the dawn, the weather cleared, and the wind dropped to a gentle south-westerly breeze. A stunning sunrise signaled what we hoped would be our last day in the boats. The towering peak of Clarence Island glowed a rose-pink in the morning light, hinting at the sun's upcoming glory. The sky turned blue above us, and the wave crests sparkled cheerfully. As soon as it was bright enough, we chipped and scraped the ice off the bows and sterns. The rudders had been removed during the night to prevent the ropes from catching on them. We released our ice-anchor and pulled the oars on board. They had thickened overnight, like telegraph poles, while rising and falling in the freezing seas, and needed to be chipped clean before we could bring them inside.

We were dreadfully thirsty now. We found that we could get momentary relief by chewing pieces of raw seal meat and swallowing the blood, but thirst came back with redoubled force owing to the saltness of the flesh. I gave orders, therefore, that meat was to be served out only at stated intervals during the day or when thirst seemed to threaten the reason of any particular individual. In the full daylight Elephant Island showed cold and severe to the north-north-west. The island was on the bearings that Worsley had laid down, and I congratulated him on the accuracy of his navigation under difficult circumstances, with two days dead reckoning while following a devious course through the pack-ice and after drifting during two nights at the mercy of wind and waves. The Stancomb Wills came up and McIlroy reported that Blackborrow’s feet were very badly frost-bitten. This was unfortunate, but nothing could be done. Most of the people were frost-bitten to some extent, and it was interesting to notice that the “oldtimers,” Wild, Crean, Hurley, and I, were all right. Apparently we were acclimatized to ordinary Antarctic temperature, though we learned later that we were not immune.

We were incredibly thirsty now. We discovered that we could find temporary relief by chewing pieces of raw seal meat and swallowing the blood, but our thirst returned even stronger because of the saltiness of the flesh. So, I ordered that meat be served only at specific times during the day or when someone seemed in danger of losing their sanity from thirst. In the bright daylight, Elephant Island looked cold and harsh to the north-north-west. The island was where Worsley had indicated, and I congratulated him on the accuracy of his navigation under tough conditions, having done two days of dead reckoning while navigating a winding path through the pack ice and after drifting for two nights at the mercy of the wind and waves. The Stancomb Wills arrived and McIlroy reported that Blackborrow’s feet were badly frostbitten. This was unfortunate, but there was nothing we could do. Most of the crew had some level of frostbite, and it was interesting to observe that the "oldtimers," Wild, Crean, Hurley, and I, were all fine. It seemed we had adjusted to the typical Antarctic temperatures, although we would later learn that we were not immune.

All day, with a gentle breeze on our port bow, we sailed and pulled through a clear sea. We would have given all the tea in China for a lump of ice to melt into water, but no ice was within our reach. Three bergs were in sight and we pulled towards them, hoping that a trail of brash would be floating on the sea to leeward; but they were hard and blue, devoid of any sign of cleavage, and the swell that surged around them as they rose and fell made it impossible for us to approach closely. The wind was gradually hauling ahead, and as the day wore on the rays of the sun beat fiercely down from a cloudless sky on pain-racked men. Progress was slow, but gradually Elephant Island came nearer. Always while I attended to the other boats, signalling and ordering, Wild sat at the tiller of the James Caird. He seemed unmoved by fatigue and unshaken by privation. About four o’clock in the afternoon a stiff breeze came up ahead and, blowing against the current, soon produced a choppy sea. During the next hour of hard pulling we seemed to make no progress at all. The James Caird and the Dudley Docker had been towing the Stancomb Wills in turn, but my boat now took the Stancomb Wills in tow permanently, as the James Caird could carry more sail than the Dudley Docker in the freshening wind.

All day, with a gentle breeze on our port side, we sailed through a clear sea. We would have traded all the tea in China for a piece of ice to melt into drinking water, but there was no ice around. Three icebergs were visible, and we headed toward them, hoping to find some smaller bits floating nearby; but they were solid and blue, showing no signs of breakage, and the waves crashing around them made it impossible to get close. The wind was gradually shifting to be in front of us, and as the day progressed, the sun blazed down from a cloudless sky on our exhausted crew. Progress was slow, but slowly, Elephant Island came closer. While I managed the other boats, signaling and giving orders, Wild remained at the tiller of the James Caird. He seemed unaffected by fatigue and undeterred by hardship. Around four o'clock in the afternoon, a strong breeze came up ahead, creating a choppy sea as it blew against the current. During the next hour of hard rowing, it felt like we weren't moving at all. The James Caird and the Dudley Docker had been taking turns towing the Stancomb Wills, but now my boat took the Stancomb Wills in tow permanently, as the James Caird could handle more sail than the Dudley Docker in the increasing wind.

We were making up for the south-east side of Elephant Island, the wind being between north-west and west. The boats, held as close to the wind as possible, moved slowly, and when darkness set in our goal was still some miles away. A heavy sea was running. We soon lost sight of the Stancomb Wills, astern of the James Caird at the length of the painter, but occasionally the white gleam of broken water revealed her presence. When the darkness was complete I sat in the stern with my hand on the painter, so that I might know if the other boat broke away, and I kept that position during the night. The rope grew heavy with the ice as the unseen seas surged past us and our little craft tossed to the motion of the waters. Just at dusk I had told the men on the Stancomb Wills that if their boat broke away during the night and they were unable to pull against the wind, they could run for the east side of Clarence Island and await our coming there. Even though we could not land on Elephant Island, it would not do to have the third boat adrift.

We were making our way around the southeast side of Elephant Island, with the wind coming from between the northwest and west. The boats, positioned as close to the wind as possible, moved slowly, and when night fell, our goal was still several miles away. The sea was rough. We quickly lost sight of the Stancomb Wills behind the James Caird at the end of the painter, but occasionally the white splash of broken water revealed her presence. Once it was completely dark, I sat in the stern with my hand on the painter, so I could feel if the other boat drifted away, and I maintained that position throughout the night. The rope became heavy with ice as the unseen waves surged past us, tossing our little boat in the movement of the water. Just before dusk, I had told the men on the Stancomb Wills that if their boat broke away during the night and they couldn't fight against the wind, they could head for the east side of Clarence Island and wait for us there. Even though we couldn’t land on Elephant Island, we couldn’t afford to have the third boat adrift.

It was a stern night. The men, except the watch, crouched and huddled in the bottom of the boat, getting what little warmth they could from the soaking sleeping-bags and each other’s bodies. Harder and harder blew the wind and fiercer and fiercer grew the sea. The boat plunged heavily through the squalls and came up to the wind, the sail shaking in the stiffest gusts. Every now and then, as the night wore on, the moon would shine down through a rift in the driving clouds, and in the momentary light I could see the ghostly faces of men, sitting up to trim the boat as she heeled over to the wind. When the moon was hidden its presence was revealed still by the light reflected on the streaming glaciers of the island. The temperature had fallen very low, and it seemed that the general discomfort of our situation could scarcely have been increased; but the land looming ahead was a beacon of safety, and I think we were all buoyed up by the hope that the coming day would see the end of our immediate troubles. At least we would get firm land under our feet. While the painter of the Stancomb Wills tightened and drooped under my hand, my thoughts were busy with plans for the future.

It was a tough night. The men, except for the watch, crouched and huddled at the bottom of the boat, trying to get what little warmth they could from the wet sleeping bags and each other’s bodies. The wind blew harder and harder, and the sea grew fiercer and fiercer. The boat lurched heavily through the squalls and faced into the wind, the sail shaking in the strongest gusts. Every now and then, as the night went on, the moon would break through a gap in the fast-moving clouds, and in that brief light, I could see the pale faces of the men sitting up to adjust the boat as it tilted into the wind. When the moon was hidden, its presence was still felt by the light reflecting off the flowing glaciers of the island. The temperature had dropped significantly, and it seemed that our general discomfort couldn’t have been worse; but the land ahead loomed like a beacon of safety, and I think we were all lifted by the hope that the coming day would bring an end to our immediate troubles. At least we would have solid ground beneath our feet. As the painter of the Stancomb Wills tightened and drooped under my hand, my mind was busy with plans for the future.

Towards midnight the wind shifted to the south-west, and this change enabled us to bear up closer to the island. A little later the Dudley Docker ran down to the James Caird, and Worsley shouted a suggestion that he should go ahead and search for a landing-place. His boat had the heels of the James Caird, with the Stancomb Wills in tow. I told him he could try, but he must not lose sight of the James Caird. Just as he left me a heavy snow-squall came down, and in the darkness the boats parted. I saw the Dudley Docker no more. This separation caused me some anxiety during the remaining hours of the night. A cross-sea was running and I could not feel sure that all was well with the missing boat. The waves could not be seen in the darkness, though the direction and force of the wind could be felt, and under such conditions, in an open boat, disaster might overtake the most experienced navigator. I flashed our compass-lamp on the sail in the hope that the signal would be visible on board the Dudley Docker, but could see no reply. We strained our eyes to windward in the darkness in the hope of catching a return signal and repeated our flashes at intervals.

Towards midnight, the wind shifted to the southwest, which allowed us to get closer to the island. Soon after, the Dudley Docker came down to the James Caird, and Worsley suggested that he head ahead to look for a landing spot. His boat was trailing behind the James Caird, with the Stancomb Wills in tow. I told him he could try, but he had to keep the James Caird in sight. Just as he left, a heavy snow squall hit, and in the darkness, the boats separated. I lost sight of the Dudley Docker. This separation made me anxious for the rest of the night. There was a rough sea, and I couldn't be sure everything was okay with the missing boat. The waves were invisible in the dark, though I could feel the wind's direction and strength, and under such conditions, even the most skilled navigator could face disaster in an open boat. I flashed our compass lamp onto the sail, hoping the signal would be visible on the Dudley Docker, but I got no response. We strained our eyes against the wind in the darkness, hoping to catch a return signal and repeated our flashes at intervals.

My anxiety, as a matter of fact, was groundless. I will quote Worsley’s own account of what happened to the Dudley Docker:

My anxiety, in fact, was unfounded. I will quote Worsley’s own account of what happened to the Dudley Docker:

“About midnight we lost sight of the James Caird with the Stancomb Wills in tow, but not long after saw the light of the James Caird’s compass-lamp, which Sir Ernest was flashing on their sail as a guide to us. We answered by lighting our candle under the tent and letting the light shine through. At the same time we got the direction of the wind and how we were hauling from my little pocket-compass, the boat’s compass being smashed. With this candle our poor fellows lit their pipes, their only solace, as our raging thirst prevented us from eating anything. By this time we had got into a bad tide-rip, which, combined with the heavy, lumpy sea, made it almost impossible to keep the Dudley Docker from swamping. As it was we shipped several bad seas over the stern as well as abeam and over the bows, although we were ‘on a wind.’ Lees, who owned himself to be a rotten oarsman, made good here by strenuous baling, in which he was well seconded by Cheetham. Greenstreet, a splendid fellow, relieved me at the tiller and helped generally. He and Macklin were my right and left bowers as stroke-oars throughout. McLeod and Cheetham were two good sailors and oars, the former a typical old deep-sea salt and growler, the latter a pirate to his finger-tips. In the height of the gale that night Cheetham was buying matches from me for bottles of champagne, one bottle per match (too cheap; I should have charged him two bottles). The champagne is to be paid when he opens his pub in Hull and I am able to call that way.... We had now had one hundred and eight hours of toil, tumbling, freezing, and soaking, with little or no sleep. I think Sir Ernest, Wild, Greenstreet, and I could say that we had no sleep at all. Although it was sixteen months since we had been in a rough sea, only four men were actually seasick, but several others were off colour.

“About midnight, we lost sight of the James Caird, which was towing the Stancomb Wills, but not long after, we spotted the light from the James Caird’s compass lamp. Sir Ernest was flashing it on their sail as a guide for us. We responded by lighting our candle under the tent and letting the light shine through. At the same time, we figured out the direction of the wind and how we were rowing with my little pocket compass, since the boat’s compass was broken. With this candle, our poor crew lit their pipes, their only comfort, as our terrible thirst kept us from eating anything. By this point, we had entered a rough tide rip, which, combined with the heavy, choppy sea, made it almost impossible to keep the Dudley Docker from capsizing. As it was, we took on several big waves over the stern, as well as from the sides and the front, even though we were ‘on a wind.’ Lees, who admitted he was a terrible oarsman, contributed by bailing out water, and Cheetham helped him out. Greenstreet, a great guy, took over the tiller and assisted in other ways. He and Macklin were my right and left strokes throughout. McLeod and Cheetham were both good sailors and rowers; the former was a typical old deep-sea sailor and complainer, while the latter was a pirate through and through. In the height of the storm that night, Cheetham was buying matches from me for bottles of champagne—one bottle per match (too cheap; I should have charged him two bottles). The champagne is to be paid when he opens his pub in Hull, and I can drop by.... We had now endured one hundred and eight hours of hard work, tumbling, freezing, and soaking, with little or no sleep. I think Sir Ernest, Wild, Greenstreet, and I could say we had no sleep at all. Although it had been sixteen months since we faced rough seas, only four men actually got seasick, but several others were feeling unwell.”

“The temperature was 20° below freezing-point; fortunately, we were spared the bitterly low temperature of the previous night. Greenstreet’s right foot got badly frost-bitten, but Lees restored it by holding it in his sweater against his stomach. Other men had minor frost-bites, due principally to the fact that their clothes were soaked through with salt water.... We were close to the land as the morning approached, but could see nothing of it through the snow and spindrift. My eyes began to fail me. Constant peering to windward, watching for seas to strike us, appeared to have given me a cold in the eyes. I could not see or judge distance properly, and found myself falling asleep momentarily at the tiller. At 3 a.m. Greenstreet relieved me there. I was so cramped from long hours, cold, and wet, in the constrained position one was forced to assume on top of the gear and stores at the tiller, that the other men had to pull me amidships and straighten me out like a jack-knife, first rubbing my thighs, groin, and stomach.

“The temperature was 20° below freezing; luckily, we were saved from the painfully low temperature of the night before. Greenstreet’s right foot got badly frostbitten, but Lees warmed it up by holding it in his sweater against his stomach. Other guys had minor frostbites, mainly because their clothes were soaked with salt water... We were close to land as morning came, but couldn’t see anything through the snow and wind. My eyes were starting to fail me. Constantly looking into the wind, watching for waves to hit us, seemed to have given me a cold in the eyes. I couldn’t see or judge distance properly and found myself dozing off momentarily at the tiller. At 3 a.m., Greenstreet relieved me there. I was so cramped from being cold, wet, and stuck in the awkward position on top of the gear and supplies at the tiller that the other guys had to pull me to the middle of the boat and straighten me out like a jackknife, first rubbing my thighs, groin, and stomach.

“At daylight we found ourselves close alongside the land, but the weather was so thick that we could not see where to make for a landing. Having taken the tiller again after an hour’s rest under the shelter (save the mark!) of the dripping tent, I ran the Dudley Docker off before the gale, following the coast around to the north. This course for the first hour was fairly risky, the heavy sea before which we were running threatening to swamp the boat, but by 8 a.m. we had obtained a slight lee from the land. Then I was able to keep her very close in, along a glacier front, with the object of picking up lumps of fresh-water ice as we sailed through them. Our thirst was intense. We soon had some ice aboard, and for the next hour and a half we sucked and chewed fragments of ice with greedy relish.

“At dawn, we found ourselves right next to the shore, but the weather was so foggy that we couldn't see where to land. After taking the tiller again following an hour's rest under the (thank goodness!) dripping tent, I steered the Dudley Docker out before the storm, following the coast to the north. This route was pretty risky for the first hour, with the heavy seas threatening to capsize the boat, but by 8 a.m., we had found some protection from the land. Then I could keep her very close to the shore, along a glacier front, hoping to collect chunks of fresh-water ice as we sailed past. Our thirst was intense. We quickly had some ice on board, and for the next hour and a half, we sucked and chewed on pieces of ice with greedy enjoyment.”

“All this time we were coasting along beneath towering rocky cliffs and sheer glacier-faces, which offered not the slightest possibility of landing anywhere. At 9.30 a.m. we spied a narrow, rocky beach at the base of some very high crags and cliff, and made for it. To our joy, we sighted the James Caird and the Stancomb Wills sailing into the same haven just ahead of us. We were so delighted that we gave three cheers, which were not heard aboard the other boats owing to the roar of the surf. However, we soon joined them and were able to exchange experiences on the beach.”

“All this time we were cruising along beneath towering rocky cliffs and steep glacier faces, which had no chance of landing anywhere. At 9:30 a.m., we spotted a narrow, rocky beach at the base of some very high crags and cliffs, and headed toward it. To our delight, we saw the James Caird and the Stancomb Wills sailing into the same bay just ahead of us. We were so thrilled that we cheered three times, but the other boats couldn't hear us because of the roar of the surf. However, we soon joined them and were able to share our experiences on the beach.”

Our experiences on the James Caird had been similar, although we had not been able to keep up to windward as well as the Dudley Docker had done. This was fortunate as events proved, for the James Caird and Stancomb Wills went to leeward of the big bight the Dudley Docker entered and from which she had to turn out with the sea astern. We thus avoided the risk of having the Stancomb Wills swamped in the following sea. The weather was very thick in the morning. Indeed at 7 a.m. we were right under the cliffs, which plunged sheer into the sea, before we saw them. We followed the coast towards the north, and ever the precipitous cliffs and glacier-faces presented themselves to our searching eyes. The sea broke heavily against these walls and a landing would have been impossible under any conditions. We picked up pieces of ice and sucked them eagerly. At 9 a.m. at the north-west end of the island we saw a narrow beach at the foot of the cliffs. Outside lay a fringe of rocks heavily beaten by the surf but with a narrow channel showing as a break in the foaming water. I decided that we must face the hazards of this unattractive landing-place. Two days and nights without drink or hot food had played havoc with most of the men, and we could not assume that any safer haven lay within our reach. The Stancomb Wills was the lighter and handier boat—and I called her alongside with the intention of taking her through the gap first and ascertaining the possibilities of a landing before the James Caird made the venture. I was just climbing into the Stancomb Wills when I saw the Dudley Docker coming up astern under sail. The sight took a great load off my mind.

Our experiences on the James Caird were similar, although we couldn’t sail as close to the wind as the Dudley Docker could. This turned out to be lucky, as events showed, because the James Caird and Stancomb Wills were pushed downwind past the big bight that the Dudley Docker entered, from which she had to navigate out with the waves behind her. We avoided the risk of having the Stancomb Wills swamped by the following sea. The weather was really foggy in the morning. In fact, at 7 a.m., we were right below the cliffs that dropped straight into the sea before we even noticed them. We followed the coastline northward, where the sheer cliffs and glacier faces constantly came into view. The sea crashed heavily against these walls, making it impossible to land under any circumstances. We picked up ice chunks and eagerly sucked on them. By 9 a.m., at the north-west end of the island, we spotted a narrow beach at the foot of the cliffs. Outside, there was a line of rocks that the surf pounded hard, but a narrow channel appeared as a break in the churning water. I decided we had to take the risk of landing here, despite how uninviting it looked. Two days and nights without drink or hot food had greatly affected most of the men, and we couldn't be sure there was a safer place nearby. The Stancomb Wills was the lighter and more maneuverable boat, so I called her alongside to take her through the gap first and see if landing was possible before the James Caird tried it. Just as I was getting into the Stancomb Wills, I noticed the Dudley Docker approaching from behind under sail. That sight relieved a huge weight off my shoulders.

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The First Landing ever made on Elephant Island, April 15, 1916

The first landing ever made on Elephant Island, April 15, 1916

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“We Pulled the Three Boats a little Higher on the Beach”

“We pulled the three boats a bit farther up on the beach.”

Rowing carefully and avoiding the blind rollers which showed where sunken rocks lay, we brought the Stancomb Wills towards the opening in the reef. Then, with a few strong strokes we shot through on the top of a swell and ran the boat on to a stony beach. The next swell lifted her a little farther. This was the first landing ever made on Elephant Island, and a thought came to me that the honour should belong to the youngest member of the Expedition, so I told Blackborrow to jump over. He seemed to be in a state almost of coma, and in order to avoid delay I helped him, perhaps a little roughly, over the side of the boat. He promptly sat down in the surf and did not move. Then I suddenly realized what I had forgotten, that both his feet were frost-bitten badly. Some of us jumped over and pulled him into a dry place. It was a rather rough experience for Blackborrow, but, anyhow, he is now able to say that he was the first man to sit on Elephant Island. Possibly at the time he would have been willing to forgo any distinction of the kind. We landed the cook with his blubber-stove, a supply of fuel and some packets of dried milk, and also several of the men. Then the rest of us pulled out again to pilot the other boats through the channel. The James Caird was too heavy to be beached directly, so after landing most of the men from the Dudley Docker and the Stancomb Wills I superintended the transhipment of the James Caird’s gear outside the reef. Then we all made the passage, and within a few minutes the three boats were aground. A curious spectacle met my eyes when I landed the second time. Some of the men were reeling about the beach as if they had found an unlimited supply of alcoholic liquor on the desolate shore. They were laughing uproariously, picking up stones and letting handfuls of pebbles trickle between their fingers like misers gloating over hoarded gold. The smiles and laughter, which caused cracked lips to bleed afresh, and the gleeful exclamations at the sight of two live seals on the beach made me think for a moment of that glittering hour of childhood when the door is open at last and the Christmas-tree in all its wonder bursts upon the vision. I remember that Wild, who always rose superior to fortune, bad and good, came ashore as I was looking at the men and stood beside me as easy and unconcerned as if he had stepped out of his car for a stroll in the park.

Rowing carefully and avoiding the blind spots that indicated where the sunken rocks were, we brought the Stancomb Wills towards the opening in the reef. Then, with a few strong strokes, we shot through on the crest of a swell and ran the boat onto a stony beach. The next swell lifted her a little further. This was the first landing ever made on Elephant Island, and I thought it would be fitting for the honor to go to the youngest member of the Expedition, so I told Blackborrow to jump over. He seemed almost in a daze, and to avoid any delay, I helped him over the side of the boat, perhaps a bit too roughly. He promptly sat down in the surf and didn’t move. Then it hit me what I had forgotten: both of his feet were badly frostbitten. Some of us jumped over and pulled him into a dry spot. It was a rough experience for Blackborrow, but at least now he can say he was the first man to sit on Elephant Island. At the time, he might have preferred to skip that honor. We landed the cook with his blubber stove, some fuel, and packets of dried milk, along with several of the men. Then the rest of us headed out again to guide the other boats through the channel. The James Caird was too heavy to be beached directly, so after landing most of the men from the Dudley Docker and the Stancomb Wills, I oversaw the transfer of the James Caird’s gear outside the reef. Soon, we all made the passage, and within minutes, the three boats were aground. A strange sight greeted me when I landed the second time. Some of the men were staggering around the beach as if they had stumbled upon an endless supply of alcohol on the desolate shore. They were laughing loudly, picking up stones and letting handfuls of pebbles slip through their fingers like misers reveling in their hoarded gold. The smiles and laughter, which caused their cracked lips to bleed again, along with their joyful shouts at the sight of two live seals on the beach, reminded me for a moment of that magical hour in childhood when the door finally opens, and the Christmas tree in all its splendor reveals itself. I remember that Wild, who always remained unshaken by fortune, whether good or bad, came ashore as I was watching the men and stood beside me as relaxed and nonchalant as if he had just stepped out of his car for a leisurely stroll in the park.

Soon half a dozen of us had the stores ashore. Our strength was nearly exhausted and it was heavy work carrying our goods over the rough pebbles and rocks to the foot of the cliff, but we dare not leave anything within reach of the tide. We had to wade knee-deep in the icy water in order to lift the gear from the boats. When the work was done we pulled the three boats a little higher on the beach and turned gratefully to enjoy the hot drink the cook had prepared. Those of us who were comparatively fit had to wait until the weaker members of the party had been supplied; but every man had his pannikin of hot milk in the end, and never did anything taste better. Seal steak and blubber followed, for the seals that had been careless enough to await our arrival on the beach had already given up their lives. There was no rest for the cook. The blubber-stove flared and spluttered fiercely as he cooked, not one meal, but many meals, which merged into a day-long bout of eating. We drank water and ate seal meat until every man had reached the limit of his capacity.

Soon half a dozen of us had the supplies ashore. Our strength was nearly gone, and it was tough work carrying our stuff over the rough pebbles and rocks to the base of the cliff, but we couldn't leave anything within reach of the tide. We had to wade knee-deep in the icy water to haul the gear from the boats. When the work was done, we pulled the three boats a little further up the beach and gratefully turned to enjoy the hot drink the cook had made. Those of us who were relatively fit had to wait until the weaker members of the group were served; but every man ended up with his cup of hot milk, and nothing ever tasted better. Seal steak and blubber followed, since the seals that had been careless enough to wait for us on the beach had already given up their lives. The cook had no rest. The blubber stove flared and sputtered fiercely as he cooked not just one meal, but many meals, which turned into a day-long eating fest. We drank water and ate seal meat until every man had reached his limit.

The tents were pitched with oars for supports, and by 3 p.m. our camp was in order. The original framework of the tents had been cast adrift on one of the floes in order to save weight. Most of the men turned in early for a safe and glorious sleep, to be broken only by the call to take a turn on watch. The chief duty of the watchman was to keep the blubber-stove alight, and each man on duty appeared to find it necessary to cook himself a meal during his watch, and a supper before he turned in again.

The tents were set up using oars for support, and by 3 p.m. our camp was all set. The original frame of the tents had been left behind on one of the ice floes to save weight. Most of the guys went to bed early for a safe and restful sleep, only to be interrupted by the call to take their turn on watch. The main job of the watchman was to keep the blubber stove going, and each guy on duty seemed to feel it was essential to cook himself a meal during his watch, along with a dinner before he turned in again.

Wild, Worsley, and Hurley accompanied me on an inspection of our beach before getting into the tents. I almost wished then that I had postponed the examination until after sleep, but the sense of caution that the uncertainties of polar travel implant in one’s mind had made me uneasy. The outlook we found to be anything but cheering. Obvious signs showed that at spring tides the little beach would be covered by the water right up to the foot of the cliffs. In a strong north-easterly gale, such as we might expect to experience at any time, the waves would pound over the scant barrier of the reef and break against the sheer sides of the rocky wall behind us. Well-marked terraces showed the effect of other gales, and right at the back of the beach was a small bit of wreckage not more than three feet long, rounded by the constant chafing it had endured. Obviously we must find some better resting-place. I decided not to share with the men the knowledge of the uncertainties of our situation until they had enjoyed the full sweetness of rest untroubled by the thought that at any minute they might be called to face peril again. The threat of the sea had been our portion during many, many days, and a respite meant much to weary bodies and jaded minds.

Wild, Worsley, and Hurley joined me for a look at our beach before we settled into the tents. At that moment, I almost wished I had waited to check things out until after we’d rested, but the cautious instinct that comes from uncertainties in polar travel had made me uneasy. The view we encountered was far from encouraging. It was clear that at high spring tides, the small beach would be submerged right up to the base of the cliffs. In a strong north-easterly storm, which we could face at any moment, the waves would crash over the thin barrier of the reef and hit the sheer rock wall behind us. Well-defined terraces showed the damage from past storms, and tucked at the back of the beach was a small piece of wreckage, barely three feet long, smoothed down from constant wear. Clearly, we needed to find a better place to rest. I chose not to share with the men the uncertainties of our situation until they had fully enjoyed the peace of rest, free from the worry that we might have to confront danger again at any moment. The threat of the sea had loomed over us for many, many days, and having a break meant a lot to our exhausted bodies and tired minds.

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The accompanying plan will indicate our exact position more clearly than I can describe it. The cliffs at the back of the beach were inaccessible except at two points where there were steep snow-slopes. We were not worried now about food, for, apart from our own rations, there were seals on the beach and we could see others in the water outside the reef. Every now and then one of the animals would rise in the shallows and crawl up on the beach, which evidently was a recognized place of resort for its kind. A small rocky island which protected us to some extent from the north-westerly wind carried a ringed-penguin rookery. These birds were of migratory habit and might be expected to leave us before the winter set in fully, but in the meantime they were within our reach. These attractions, however, were overridden by the fact that the beach was open to the attack of wind and sea from the north-east and east. Easterly gales are more prevalent than western in that area of the Antarctic during the winter. Before turning in that night I studied the whole position and weighed every chance of getting the boats and our stores into a place of safety out of reach of the water. We ourselves might have clambered a little way up the snow-slopes, but we could not have taken the boats with us. The interior of the island was quite inaccessible. We climbed up one of the slopes and found ourselves stopped soon by overhanging cliffs. The rocks behind the camp were much weathered, and we noticed the sharp, unworn boulders that had fallen from above. Clearly there was a danger from overhead if we camped at the back of the beach. We must move on. With that thought in mind I reached my tent and fell asleep on the rubbly ground, which gave a comforting sense of stability. The fairy princess who would not rest on her seven downy mattresses because a pea lay underneath the pile might not have understood the pleasure we all derived from the irregularities of the stones, which could not possibly break beneath us or drift away; the very searching lumps were sweet reminders of our safety.

The accompanying plan will show our exact position more clearly than I can describe it. The cliffs at the back of the beach were hard to reach except at two points where there were steep snow slopes. We weren’t worried about food now because, besides our own supplies, there were seals on the beach and we could see others in the water outside the reef. Every once in a while, one of the animals would come up in the shallows and crawl onto the beach, which clearly was a favored spot for them. A small rocky island, which protected us somewhat from the northwesterly wind, hosted a rookery of ringed penguins. These birds were migratory and were likely to leave us before winter fully set in, but in the meantime, they were within our reach. However, these attractions were overshadowed by the fact that the beach was exposed to the wind and waves from the northeast and east. Easterly gales are more common than westerlies in that area of the Antarctic during winter. Before going to bed that night, I assessed the entire situation, considering all the chances of getting the boats and our supplies to a safe spot out of reach of the water. We could have climbed a little way up the snow slopes, but we couldn’t take the boats with us. The island’s interior was completely inaccessible. We climbed one of the slopes, only to be stopped soon by overhanging cliffs. The rocks behind the camp were heavily weathered, and we noticed the sharp, unweathered boulders that had fallen from above. Clearly, there was a risk from above if we camped at the back of the beach. We needed to move on. With that thought in mind, I reached my tent and fell asleep on the rough ground, which gave a comforting feeling of stability. The fairy tale princess who couldn’t rest on her seven soft mattresses because of a pea underneath them might not have understood the comfort we all felt from the uneven stones, which couldn’t possibly break beneath us or drift away; those very jagged lumps were sweet reminders of our safety.

Early next morning (April 15) all hands were astir. The sun soon shone brightly and we spread out our wet gear to dry, till the beach looked like a particularly disreputable gipsy camp. The boots and clothing had suffered considerably during our travels. I had decided to send Wild along the coast in the Stancomb Wills to look for a new camping-ground, and he and I discussed the details of the journey while eating our breakfast of hot seal steak and blubber. The camp I wished to find was one where the party could live for weeks or even months in safety, without danger from sea or wind in the heaviest winter gale. Wild was to proceed westwards along the coast and was to take with him four of the fittest men, Marston, Crean, Vincent, and McCarthy. If he did not return before dark we were to light a flare, which would serve him as a guide to the entrance of the channel. The Stancomb Wills pushed off at 11 a.m. and quickly passed out of sight around the island. Then Hurley and I walked along the beach towards the west, climbing through a gap between the cliff and a great detached pillar of basalt. The narrow strip of beach was cumbered with masses of rock that had fallen from the cliffs. We struggled along for two miles or more in the search for a place where we could get the boats ashore and make a permanent camp in the event of Wild’s search proving fruitless, but after three hours’ vain toil we had to turn back. We had found on the far side of the pillar of basalt a crevice in the rocks beyond the reach of all but the heaviest gales. Rounded pebbles showed that the seas reached the spot on occasions. Here I decided to depot ten cases of Bovril sledging ration in case of our having to move away quickly. We could come back for the food at a later date if opportunity offered.

Early the next morning (April 15), everyone was up and about. The sun quickly came out, and we laid out our wet gear to dry, making the beach look like a shabby gypsy camp. Our boots and clothes had taken quite a beating during our travels. I decided to send Wild along the coast in the Stancomb Wills to search for a new camping ground. We discussed the details of his journey while having breakfast of hot seal steak and blubber. I wanted to find a camp where we could live safely for weeks, or even months, without worrying about the sea or wind during the worst winter storms. Wild was to head west along the coast, taking four of the toughest guys with him: Marston, Crean, Vincent, and McCarthy. If he didn’t come back before dark, we would light a flare to guide him back to the channel entrance. The Stancomb Wills set off at 11 a.m. and quickly disappeared around the island. After that, Hurley and I walked along the beach to the west, climbing through a gap between the cliff and a large detached basalt pillar. The narrow beach was cluttered with rocks that had fallen from the cliffs. We struggled for over two miles trying to find a spot where we could bring the boats ashore and set up a permanent camp in case Wild’s search didn’t pan out. After three hours of fruitless effort, we had to turn back. On the far side of the basalt pillar, we found a crevice in the rocks sheltered from all but the strongest gales. Rounded pebbles indicated that the sea occasionally reached this spot. Here, I decided to stash ten cases of Bovril sledging rations in case we had to move quickly. We could come back for the supplies later if the chance arose.

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The First Drink and Hot Food for Three-and-a-Half Days

The First Drink and Hot Food for Three and a Half Days

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Mount Frank Houlder, Elephant Island

Mount Frank Houlder, Elephant Island

Returning to the camp, we found the men resting or attending to their gear. Clark had tried angling in the shallows off the rocks and had secured one or two small fish. The day passed quietly. Rusty needles were rubbed bright on the rocks and clothes were mended and darned. A feeling of tiredness—due, I suppose, to reaction after the strain of the preceding days—overtook us, but the rising tide, coming farther up the beach than it had done on the day before, forced us to labour at the boats, which we hauled slowly to a higher ledge. We found it necessary to move our makeshift camp nearer the cliff. I portioned out the available ground for the tents, the galley, and other purposes, as every foot was of value. When night arrived the Stancomb Wills was still away, so I had a blubber-flare lit at the head of the channel.

Returning to the camp, we found the men resting or taking care of their gear. Clark had tried fishing in the shallow water off the rocks and had caught one or two small fish. The day went by quietly. Rusty needles were polished on the rocks, and clothes were repaired and patched. A sense of tiredness—probably from the reaction after the strain of the previous days—set in, but the rising tide, which came further up the beach than it had the day before, forced us to work on the boats, which we slowly hauled to a higher ledge. We decided to move our makeshift camp closer to the cliff. I divided up the available space for the tents, the kitchen, and other needs, as every foot counted. When night came, the Stancomb Wills was still away, so I had a blubber-flare lit at the head of the channel.

About 8 p.m. we heard a hail in the distance. We could see nothing, but soon like a pale ghost out of the darkness came the boat, the faces of the men showing white in the glare of the fire. Wild ran her on the beach with the swell, and within a couple of minutes we had dragged her to a place of safety. I was waiting Wild’s report with keen anxiety, and my relief was great when he told me that he had discovered a sandy spit seven miles to the west, about 200 yds. long, running out at right angles to the coast and terminating at the seaward end in a mass of rock. A long snow-slope joined the spit at the shore end, and it seemed possible that a “dugout” could be made in the snow. The spit, in any case, would be a great improvement on our narrow beach. Wild added that the place he described was the only possible camping-ground he had seen. Beyond, to the west and south-west, lay a frowning line of cliffs and glaciers, sheer to the water’s edge. He thought that in very heavy gales either from the south-west or east the spit would be spray-blown, but that the seas would not actually break over it. The boats could be run up on a shelving beach.

Around 8 p.m., we heard a shout in the distance. We couldn't see anything at first, but soon a boat emerged like a pale ghost from the darkness, with the men's faces glowing white in the firelight. Wild ran her onto the beach with the swell, and in just a couple of minutes, we had pulled her to safety. I was anxiously waiting for Wild's report, and I felt a huge sense of relief when he told me he had found a sandy spit seven miles to the west, about 200 yards long, extending out from the coast and ending in a mass of rock. A long snow slope connected the spit at the shore end, and it seemed possible to make a “dugout” in the snow. Regardless, the spit would definitely be an improvement over our narrow beach. Wild added that the area he described was the only possible camping ground he had seen. Beyond that, to the west and southwest, was a daunting line of cliffs and glaciers, dropping straight to the water's edge. He thought that during very strong storms from the southwest or east, the spit might be hit by spray, but the seas wouldn't actually break over it. The boats could be pulled up onto a sloping beach.

After hearing this good news I was eager to get away from the beach camp. The wind when blowing was favourable for the run along the coast. The weather had been fine for two days and a change might come at any hour. I told all hands that we would make a start early on the following morning. A newly killed seal provided a luxurious supper of steak and blubber, and then we slept comfortably till the dawn.

After hearing this great news, I couldn’t wait to leave the beach camp. The wind was blowing in the right direction for our run along the coast. The weather had been nice for two days, and a change could happen at any moment. I informed everyone that we'd be leaving early the next morning. A freshly killed seal gave us a delicious dinner of steak and blubber, and then we slept soundly until dawn.

The morning of April 17 came fine and clear. The sea was smooth, but in the offing we could see a line of pack, which seemed to be approaching. We had noticed already pack and bergs being driven by the current to the east and then sometimes coming back with a rush to the west. The current ran as fast as five miles an hour, and it was a set of this kind that had delayed Wild on his return from the spit. The rise and fall of the tide was only about five feet at this time, but the moon was making for full and the tides were increasing. The appearance of ice emphasized the importance of getting away promptly. It would be a serious matter to be prisoned on the beach by the pack. The boats were soon afloat in the shallows, and after a hurried breakfast all hands worked hard getting our gear and stores aboard. A mishap befell us when we were launching the boats. We were using oars as rollers, and three of these were broken, leaving us short for the journey that had still to be undertaken. The preparations took longer than I had expected; indeed, there seemed to be some reluctance on the part of several men to leave the barren safety of the little beach and venture once more on the ocean. But the move was imperative, and by 11 a.m. we were away, the James Caird leading. Just as we rounded the small island occupied by the ringed penguins the “willywaw” swooped down from the 2000-ft. cliffs behind us, a herald of the southerly gale that was to spring up within half an hour.

The morning of April 17 was bright and clear. The sea was calm, but we could see a line of ice in the distance that seemed to be coming closer. We had already noticed pack ice and bergs being pushed to the east by the current, only to rush back west sometimes. The current was moving as fast as five miles an hour, and it was this current that had delayed Wild on his way back from the spit. The tide was only rising and falling about five feet at that time, but the moon was nearly full, and the tides were getting stronger. The sight of the ice made it clear that we needed to leave quickly. It would be serious if we were stuck on the beach by the pack ice. The boats were soon floating in the shallow water, and after a quick breakfast, everyone worked hard to load our gear and supplies. We had a setback while launching the boats when we used oars as rollers, and three of them broke, leaving us short for the trip ahead. The preparations took longer than I expected; in fact, some of the men seemed hesitant to leave the barren safety of the small beach and head back out into the ocean. But we had to move, and by 11 a.m. we were on our way, with the James Caird in the lead. Just as we rounded the small island where the ringed penguins lived, the “willywaw” came rushing down from the 2000-foot cliffs behind us, a sign that a southerly gale was about to hit us within half an hour.

Soon we were straining at the oars with the gale on our bows. Never had we found a more severe task. The wind shifted from the south to the south-west, and the shortage of oars became a serious matter. The James Caird, being the heaviest boat, had to keep a full complement of rowers, while the Dudley Docker and the Stancomb Wills went short and took turns using the odd oar. A big swell was thundering against the cliffs and at times we were almost driven on to the rocks by swirling green waters. We had to keep close inshore in order to avoid being embroiled in the raging sea, which was lashed snow-white and quickened by the furious squalls into a living mass of sprays. After two hours of strenuous labour we were almost exhausted, but we were fortunate enough to find comparative shelter behind a point of rock. Overhead towered the sheer cliffs for hundreds of feet, the sea-birds that fluttered from the crannies of the rock dwarfed by the height. The boats rose and fell in the big swell, but the sea was not breaking in our little haven, and we rested there while we ate our cold ration. Some of the men had to stand by the oars in order to pole the boats off the cliff-face.

Soon we were straining at the oars with the strong wind hitting us from the front. We had never faced a tougher challenge. The wind changed from the south to the southwest, and the lack of enough oars became a real issue. The James Caird, being the heaviest boat, needed to have a full set of rowers, while the Dudley Docker and the Stancomb Wills had fewer rowers and took turns using the extra oar. A big swell crashed against the cliffs, and at times we were almost pushed onto the rocks by the swirling green waters. We had to stay close to shore to avoid getting caught in the violent sea, which was whipped into a frothy white mass by the intense gusts. After two hours of hard work, we were nearly exhausted, but we were lucky to find a bit of shelter behind a rocky point. Towering overhead were sheer cliffs hundreds of feet high, and the sea-birds that flew from the crevices in the rock appeared tiny compared to the height. The boats rose and fell with the large swell, but the sea wasn’t crashing in our little cove, so we rested there while we ate our cold rations. Some of the men had to stand by the oars to steer the boats away from the cliff face.

After half an hour’s pause I gave the order to start again. The Dudley Docker was pulling with three oars, as the Stancomb Wills had the odd one, and she fell away to leeward in a particularly heavy squall. I anxiously watched her battling up against wind and sea. It would have been useless to take the James Caird back to the assistance of the Dudley Docker since we were hard pressed to make any progress ourselves in the heavier boat. The only thing was to go ahead and hope for the best. All hands were wet to the skin again and many men were feeling the cold severely. We forged on slowly and passed inside a great pillar of rock standing out to sea and towering to a height of about 2400 ft. A line of reef stretched between the shore and this pillar, and I thought as we approached that we would have to face the raging sea outside; but a break in the white surf revealed a gap in the reef and we laboured through, with the wind driving clouds of spray on our port beam. The Stancomb Wills followed safely. In the stinging spray I lost sight of the Dudley Docker altogether. It was obvious she would have to go outside the pillar as she was making so much leeway, but I could not see what happened to her and I dared not pause. It was a bad time. At last, about 5 p.m., the James Caird and the Stancomb Wills reached comparatively calm water and we saw Wild’s beach just ahead of us. I looked back vainly for the Dudley Docker.

After a half-hour break, I ordered us to start again. The Dudley Docker was rowing with three oars, while the Stancomb Wills had the odd one, and it drifted to leeward in a particularly rough squall. I watched anxiously as she fought against the wind and waves. It would have been pointless to take the James Caird back to help the Dudley Docker, since we were struggling to make any progress ourselves in the heavier boat. The only option was to press on and hope for the best. Everyone was soaked to the skin again, and many of the men were feeling the cold intensely. We moved slowly and passed inside a massive rock pillar sticking out to sea, towering about 2400 ft high. A line of reef stretched between the shore and this pillar, and I thought as we got closer that we would have to battle the raging sea outside; but a gap in the white surf opened up, revealing a break in the reef, and we pushed through, with the wind sending clouds of spray up against our port side. The Stancomb Wills followed safely. In the stinging spray, I completely lost sight of the Dudley Docker. It was clear she would need to go outside the pillar since she was drifting so much, but I couldn’t see what happened to her and I couldn’t risk stopping. It was a tough moment. Finally, around 5 p.m., the James Caird and the Stancomb Wills reached relatively calm water, and we spotted Wild’s beach just ahead of us. I looked back desperately for the Dudley Docker.

Rocks studded the shallow water round the spit and the sea surged amongst them. I ordered the Stancomb Wills to run on to the beach at the place that looked smoothest, and in a few moments the first boat was ashore, the men jumping out and holding her against the receding wave. Immediately I saw she was safe I ran the James Caird in. Some of us scrambled up the beach through the fringe of the surf and slipped the painter round a rock, so as to hold the boat against the backwash. Then we began to get the stores and gear out, working like men possessed, for the boats could not be pulled up till they had been emptied. The blubber-stove was quickly alight and the cook began to prepare a hot drink. We were labouring at the boats when I noticed Rickenson turn white and stagger in the surf. I pulled him out of reach of the water and sent him up to the stove, which had been placed in the shelter of some rocks. McIlroy went to him and found that his heart had been temporarily unequal to the strain placed upon it. He was in a bad way and needed prompt medical attention. There are some men who will do more than their share of work and who will attempt more than they are physically able to accomplish. Rickenson was one of these eager souls. He was suffering, like many other members of the Expedition, from bad salt-water boils. Our wrists, arms, and legs were attacked. Apparently this infliction was due to constant soaking with sea-water, the chafing of wet clothes, and exposure.

Rocks dotted the shallow water around the spit, and the sea surged among them. I ordered the Stancomb Wills to head toward the beach at the spot that looked the smoothest, and in just a few moments, the first boat was ashore, with the men jumping out and holding it against the retreating wave. As soon as I saw it was safe, I brought the James Caird in. Some of us scrambled up the beach through the edge of the surf and secured the painter around a rock to keep the boat steady against the backwash. Then we started unloading the supplies and gear, working like we were on fire, because the boats couldn't be pulled up until they were emptied. The blubber-stove was quickly lit, and the cook began to make a hot drink. We were busy with the boats when I noticed Rickenson go pale and stagger in the surf. I pulled him out of the water's reach and sent him up to the stove, which was sheltered by some rocks. McIlroy checked on him and discovered that his heart was struggling with the strain. He was in bad shape and needed immediate medical care. Some men will take on more work than they can handle. Rickenson was one of those eager individuals. He was suffering, like many others in the Expedition, from painful salt-water boils. Our wrists, arms, and legs were affected. This issue seemed to stem from constant soaking with sea water, chafing from wet clothes, and exposure.

I was very anxious about the Dudley Docker, and my eyes as well as my thoughts were turned eastward as we carried the stores ashore; but within half an hour the missing boat appeared, labouring through the spume-white sea, and presently she reached the comparative calm of the bay. We watched her coming with that sense of relief that the mariner feels when he crosses the harbour-bar. The tide was going out rapidly, and Worsley lightened the Dudley Docker by placing some cases on an outer rock, where they were retrieved subsequently. Then he beached his boat, and with many hands at work we soon had our belongings ashore and our three craft above high-water mark. The spit was by no means an ideal camping-ground; it was rough, bleak, and inhospitable—just an acre or two of rock and shingle, with the sea foaming around it except where the snow-slope, running up to a glacier, formed the landward boundary. But some of the larger rocks provided a measure of shelter from the wind, and as we clustered round the blubber-stove, with the acrid smoke blowing into our faces, we were quite a cheerful company. After all, another stage of the homeward journey had been accomplished and we could afford to forget for an hour the problems of the future. Life was not so bad. We ate our evening meal while the snow drifted down from the surface of the glacier, and our chilled bodies grew warm. Then we dried a little tobacco at the stove and enjoyed our pipes before we crawled into our tents. The snow had made it impossible for us to find the tide-line and we were uncertain how far the sea was going to encroach upon our beach. I pitched my tent on the seaward side of the camp so that I might have early warning of danger, and, sure enough, about 2 a.m. a little wave forced its way under the tent-cloth. This was a practical demonstration that we had not gone far enough back from the sea, but in the semi-darkness it was difficult to see where we could find safety. Perhaps it was fortunate that experience had inured us to the unpleasantness of sudden forced changes of camp. We took down the tents and re-pitched them close against the high rocks at the seaward end of the spit, where large boulders made an uncomfortable resting-place. Snow was falling heavily. Then all hands had to assist in pulling the boats farther up the beach, and at this task we suffered a serious misfortune. Two of our four bags of clothing had been placed under the bilge of the James Caird, and before we realized the danger a wave had lifted the boat and carried the two bags back into the surf. We had no chance of recovering them. This accident did not complete the tale of the night’s misfortunes. The big eight-man tent was blown to pieces in the early morning. Some of the men who had occupied it took refuge in other tents, but several remained in their sleeping-bags under the fragments of cloth until it was time to turn out.

I was really worried about the Dudley Docker, and my eyes and thoughts were focused eastward as we unloaded the supplies. But within half an hour, the missing boat showed up, struggling through the foamy sea, and soon it entered the calmer bay. We watched it approach with the relief that sailors feel when they safely cross the harbor bar. The tide was going out quickly, and Worsley lightened the Dudley Docker by placing some cases on an outer rock, which we retrieved later. Then he beached his boat, and with everyone pitching in, we quickly got our belongings ashore and moved our three boats above the high-water mark. The spit wasn’t exactly an ideal camping spot; it was rough, barren, and unwelcoming—just a couple of acres of rock and gravel, with the sea crashing around it except where the snow slope led up to a glacier, marking the landward edge. But some of the bigger rocks gave us a bit of shelter from the wind, and as we huddled around the blubber stove, with the sharp smoke blowing in our faces, we were a pretty cheerful bunch. After all, we had completed another leg of our journey home, and we could afford to forget about the

A southerly gale was blowing on the morning of April 18 and the drifting snow was covering everything. The outlook was cheerless indeed, but much work had to be done and we could not yield to the desire to remain in the sleeping-bags. Some sea-elephants were lying about the beach above high-water mark, and we killed several of the younger ones for their meat and blubber. The big tent could not be replaced, and in order to provide shelter for the men we turned the Dudley Docker upside down and wedged up the weather side with boulders. We also lashed the painter and stern-rope round the heaviest rocks we could find, so as to guard against the danger of the boat being moved by the wind. The two bags of clothing were bobbing about amid the brash and glacier-ice to the windward side of the spit, and it did not seem possible to reach them. The gale continued all day, and the fine drift from the surface of the glacier was added to the big flakes of snow falling from the sky. I made a careful examination of the spit with the object of ascertaining its possibilities as a camping-ground. Apparently, some of the beach lay above high-water mark and the rocks that stood above the shingle gave a measure of shelter. It would be possible to mount the snow-slope towards the glacier in fine weather, but I did not push my exploration in that direction during the gale. At the seaward end of the spit was the mass of rock already mentioned. A few thousand ringed penguins, with some gentoos, were on these rocks, and we had noted this fact with a great deal of satisfaction at the time of our landing. The ringed penguin is by no means the best of the penguins from the point of view of the hungry traveller, but it represents food. At 8 a.m. that morning I noticed the ringed penguins mustering in orderly fashion close to the water’s edge, and thought that they were preparing for the daily fishing excursion; but presently it became apparent that some important move was on foot. They were going to migrate, and with their departure much valuable food would pass beyond our reach. Hurriedly we armed ourselves with pieces of sledge-runner and other improvised clubs, and started towards the rookery. We were too late. The leaders gave their squawk of command and the columns took to the sea in unbroken ranks. Following their leaders, the penguins dived through the surf and reappeared in the heaving water beyond. A very few of the weaker birds took fright and made their way back to the beach, where they fell victims later to our needs; but the main army went northwards and we saw them no more. We feared that the gentoo penguins might follow the example of their ringed cousins, but they stayed with us; apparently they had not the migratory habit. They were comparatively few in number, but from time to time they would come in from the sea and walk up our beach. The gentoo is the most strongly marked of all the smaller varieties of penguins as far as colouring is concerned, and it far surpasses the adelie in weight of legs and breast, the points that particularly appealed to us.

A strong southern wind was blowing on the morning of April 18, and the drifting snow was covering everything. The outlook was pretty grim, but there was a lot of work to do, and we couldn't give in to the urge to stay in our sleeping bags. Some sea elephants were lying on the beach above the high-water mark, and we killed several younger ones for their meat and blubber. The big tent couldn’t be replaced, so to provide shelter for the men, we turned the Dudley Docker upside down and propped up the windy side with boulders. We also tied the painter and stern-rope around the heaviest rocks we could find to prevent the boat from being moved by the wind. Two bags of clothing were floating around amid the ice and glacier debris on the windward side of the spit, and it didn't seem possible to reach them. The gale continued all day, with fine ice particles drifting off the glacier adding to the big flakes of snow falling from the sky. I carefully examined the spit to see its potential as a camping ground. Some parts of the beach were above the high-water mark, and the rocks that rose above the shingle provided some shelter. It would be possible to climb the snow slope towards the glacier in nice weather, but I didn’t explore that direction during the storm. At the seaward end of the spit was the mass of rock I mentioned earlier. A few thousand ringed penguins, along with some gentoos, were on these rocks, and we were quite pleased to notice this when we landed. The ringed penguin isn’t the best option for a hungry traveler, but it does provide food. At 8 a.m. that morning, I saw the ringed penguins gathering in an orderly way close to the water’s edge, thinking they were getting ready for their daily fishing trip; but it soon became clear that something significant was happening. They were preparing to migrate, and with their departure, much valuable food would be out of our reach. We quickly armed ourselves with pieces of sledge-runner and makeshift clubs and headed toward the rookery. We were too late. The leaders squawked a command, and the flock took to the sea in unbroken lines. Following their leaders, the penguins dove through the surf and reappeared in the rough water beyond. A few weaker birds panicked and returned to the beach, where they later became our meal, but the main group headed north, and we never saw them again. We worried that the gentoo penguins might follow their ringed cousins, but they stayed with us; they apparently didn't have that migratory instinct. They were relatively few in number, but from time to time they would come in from the sea and walk up our beach. The gentoo is the most distinctively marked of all the smaller penguin varieties in terms of coloring, and it far outweighs the adelie in the size of its legs and breast, which were the points that particularly appealed to us.

The deserted rookery was sure to be above high-water mark at all times; and we mounted the rocky ledge in search of a place to pitch our tents. The penguins knew better than to rest where the sea could reach them even when the highest tide was supported by the strongest gale. The disadvantages of a camp on the rookery were obvious. The smell was strong, to put it mildly, and was not likely to grow less pronounced when the warmth of our bodies thawed the surface. But our choice of places was not wide, and that afternoon we dug out a site for two tents in the debris of the rookery, levelling it off with snow and rocks. My tent, No. 1, was pitched close under the cliff, and there during my stay on Elephant Island I lived. Crean’s tent was close by, and the other three tents, which had fairly clean snow under them, were some yards away. The fifth tent was a ramshackle affair. The material of the torn eight-man tent had been drawn over a rough framework of oars, and shelter of a kind provided for the men who occupied it.

The deserted rookery was definitely located above the high-water mark at all times, so we climbed the rocky ledge looking for a spot to set up our tents. The penguins were smart enough to stay away from areas where the sea could reach them, even during the highest tides pushed by the strongest winds. The downsides of camping on the rookery were clear. The smell was intense, to say the least, and it wasn't likely to get any better once the warmth from our bodies started to thaw the surface. But our options for locations were limited, and that afternoon we cleared out a spot for two tents among the wreckage of the rookery, leveling it with snow and rocks. My tent, No. 1, was pitched right under the cliff, and that’s where I stayed during my time on Elephant Island. Crean’s tent was nearby, and the other three tents, which had fairly clean snow underneath them, were a few yards away. The fifth tent was a rundown structure. The fabric from the torn eight-man tent had been stretched over a rough framework made of oars, providing some kind of shelter for the men inside.

The arrangement of our camp, the checking of our gear, the killing and skinning of seals and sea-elephants occupied us during the day, and we took to our sleeping-bags early. I and my companions in No. 1 tent were not destined to spend a pleasant night. The heat of our bodies soon melted the snow and refuse beneath us and the floor of the tent became an evil smelling yellow mud. The snow drifting from the cliff above us weighted the sides of the tent, and during the night a particularly stormy gust brought our little home down on top of us. We stayed underneath the snow-laden cloth till the morning, for it seemed a hopeless business to set about re-pitching the tent amid the storm that was raging in the darkness of the night.

The setup of our camp, checking our gear, and hunting and skinning seals and sea elephants kept us busy all day, so we crawled into our sleeping bags early. My friends and I in Tent No. 1 weren't in for a pleasant night. The warmth from our bodies quickly melted the snow and trash beneath us, turning the floor of the tent into a foul-smelling yellow mud. Snow drifting from the cliff above weighed down the sides of the tent, and during the night, a particularly fierce gust brought our little home crashing down on us. We stayed under the snow-covered fabric until morning because trying to set up the tent again in the raging storm was just too difficult to even consider.

The weather was still bad on the morning of April 19. Some of the men were showing signs of demoralization. They were disinclined to leave the tents when the hour came for turning out, and it was apparent they were thinking more of the discomforts of the moment than of the good fortune that had brought us to sound ground and comparative safety. The condition of the gloves and headgear shown me by some discouraged men illustrated the proverbial carelessness of the sailor. The articles had frozen stiff during the night, and the owners considered, it appeared, that this state of affairs provided them with a grievance, or at any rate gave them the right to grumble. They said they wanted dry clothes and that their health would not admit of their doing any work. Only by rather drastic methods were they induced to turn to. Frozen gloves and helmets undoubtedly are very uncomfortable, and the proper thing is to keep these articles thawed by placing them inside one’s shirt during the night.

The weather was still bad on the morning of April 19. Some of the men were showing signs of discouragement. They didn’t want to leave the tents when it was time to get up, and it was clear they were focused more on the discomforts of the moment than on the luck that had brought us to safer ground. The state of the gloves and headgear that some discouraged men showed me illustrated the typical carelessness of sailors. The items had frozen solid overnight, and it seemed the owners thought this situation gave them a reason to complain, or at least justified their grumbling. They said they wanted dry clothes and that their health didn’t allow them to do any work. Only by using some tough love were they persuaded to get to work. Frozen gloves and helmets are definitely uncomfortable, and the best approach is to keep these items warm by placing them inside one’s shirt during the night.

The southerly gale, bringing with it much snow, was so severe that as I went along the beach to kill a seal I was blown down by a gust. The cooking-pots from No. 2 tent took a flying run into the sea at the same moment. A case of provisions which had been placed on them to keep them safe had been capsized by a squall. These pots, fortunately, were not essential, since nearly all our cooking was done over the blubber-stove. The galley was set up by the rocks close to my tent, in a hole we had dug through the debris of the penguin rookery. Cases of stores gave some shelter from the wind and a spread sail kept some of the snow off the cook when he was at work. He had not much idle time. The amount of seal and sea-elephant steak and blubber consumed by our hungry party was almost incredible. He did not lack assistance—the neighbourhood of the blubber-stove had attractions for every member of the party; but he earned everybody’s gratitude by his unflagging energy in preparing meals that to us at least were savoury and satisfying. Frankly, we needed all the comfort that the hot food could give us. The icy fingers of the gale searched every cranny of our beach and pushed relentlessly through our worn garments and tattered tents. The snow, drifting from the glacier and falling from the skies, swathed us and our gear and set traps for our stumbling feet. The rising sea beat against the rocks and shingle and tossed fragments of floe-ice within a few feet of our boats. Once during the morning the sun shone through the racing clouds and we had a glimpse of blue sky; but the promise of fair weather was not redeemed. The consoling feature of the situation was that our camp was safe. We could endure the discomforts, and I felt that all hands would be benefited by the opportunity for rest and recuperation.

The strong southern wind, which brought a lot of snow, was so intense that while I was walking along the beach to hunt a seal, a gust knocked me over. At the same time, the cooking pots from tent No. 2 flew into the sea. A case of supplies that had been placed on them to keep them safe was overturned by a squall. Luckily, these pots weren't critical since we did most of our cooking on the blubber stove. The galley was set up near the rocks by my tent, in a hole we dug through the debris of the penguin rookery. Cases of supplies provided some shelter from the wind, and a makeshift sail kept some of the snow off the cook while he worked. He hardly had time to relax. The amount of seal and sea elephant steak and blubber devoured by our hungry group was nearly unbelievable. He had plenty of help—the area around the blubber stove attracted everyone in the party—but he earned everyone’s gratitude with his tireless effort in preparing meals that were, at least to us, tasty and satisfying. Honestly, we needed all the comfort that hot food could provide. The icy fingers of the gale penetrated every gap in our beach, forcing its way through our worn clothes and battered tents. The snow, drifting from the glacier and falling from the sky, covered us and our gear and created hazards for our unsteady steps. The rising sea pounded against the rocks and shingle, throwing bits of floe ice within a few feet of our boats. Once during the morning, the sun peeked through the fast-moving clouds, giving us a brief glimpse of blue sky; but the promise of nice weather didn’t come true. The reassuring aspect of the situation was that our camp was safe. We could handle the discomforts, and I felt that everyone would benefit from the chance to rest and recover.

CHAPTER IX
THE BOAT JOURNEY

The increasing sea made it necessary for us to drag the boats farther up the beach. This was a task for all hands, and after much labour we got the boats into safe positions among the rocks and made fast the painters to big boulders. Then I discussed with Wild and Worsley the chances of reaching South Georgia before the winter locked the seas against us. Some effort had to be made to secure relief. Privation and exposure had left their mark on the party, and the health and mental condition of several men were causing me serious anxiety. Blackborrow’s feet, which had been frost-bitten during the boat journey, were in a bad way, and the two doctors feared that an operation would be necessary. They told me that the toes would have to be amputated unless animation could be restored within a short period. Then the food-supply was a vital consideration. We had left ten cases of provisions in the crevice of the rocks at our first camping-place on the island. An examination of our stores showed that we had full rations for the whole party for a period of five weeks. The rations could be spread over three months on a reduced allowance and probably would be supplemented by seals and sea-elephants to some extent. I did not dare to count with full confidence on supplies of meat and blubber, for the animals seemed to have deserted the beach and the winter was near. Our stocks included three seals and two and a half skins (with blubber attached). We were mainly dependent on the blubber for fuel, and, after making a preliminary survey of the situation, I decided that the party must be limited to one hot meal a day.

The rising sea forced us to pull the boats further up the beach. Everyone had to pitch in, and after a lot of hard work, we got the boats into secure spots among the rocks and tied the ropes to large boulders. Then I talked with Wild and Worsley about our chances of reaching South Georgia before winter made the seas impassable. We needed to make efforts to secure help. Hardship and exposure had taken a toll on the group, and I was seriously worried about the health and mental state of several men. Blackborrow's feet, which had been frostbitten during the boat trip, were in bad shape, and the two doctors feared that he might need surgery. They told me that his toes would need to be amputated unless we could restore blood flow soon. Then there was the food supply, which was crucial. We had left ten cases of supplies in a crack in the rocks at our first campsite on the island. A check of our stores showed that we had enough rations for the whole group to last five weeks. We could stretch those rations over three months on a reduced diet, and we might get extra food from seals and sea elephants to some degree. I didn’t feel confident relying on meat and blubber supplies because the animals seemed to have abandoned the beach and winter was approaching. Our reserves included three seals and two and a half skins (with blubber still attached). We were mostly counting on the blubber for fuel, and after evaluating the situation, I decided we should limit the group to one hot meal a day.

A boat journey in search of relief was necessary and must not be delayed. That conclusion was forced upon me. The nearest port where assistance could certainly be secured was Port Stanley, in the Falkland Islands, 540 miles away, but we could scarcely hope to beat up against the prevailing north-westerly wind in a frail and weakened boat with a small sail area. South Georgia was over 800 miles away, but lay in the area of the west winds, and I could count upon finding whalers at any of the whaling-stations on the east coast. A boat party might make the voyage and be back with relief within a month, provided that the sea was clear of ice and the boat survive the great seas. It was not difficult to decide that South Georgia must be the objective, and I proceeded to plan ways and means. The hazards of a boat journey across 800 miles of stormy sub-Antarctic ocean were obvious, but I calculated that at worst the venture would add nothing to the risks of the men left on the island. There would be fewer mouths to feed during the winter and the boat would not require to take more than one month’s provisions for six men, for if we did not make South Georgia in that time we were sure to go under. A consideration that had weight with me was that there was no chance at all of any search being made for us on Elephant Island.

A boat trip to find help was essential and couldn't be put off. That realization hit me hard. The closest port where we could definitely get assistance was Port Stanley in the Falkland Islands, 540 miles away, but we had little chance of making it against the strong north-westerly wind in a fragile and weakened boat with a small sail. South Georgia was over 800 miles away, but it was situated in the area of the west winds, and I could count on finding whalers at any of the whaling stations along the east coast. A boat crew could make the journey and return with help in about a month, assuming the sea was free of ice and the boat managed to withstand the rough waters. It was clear that South Georgia needed to be our goal, so I started planning. The dangers of a boat journey across 800 miles of stormy sub-Antarctic ocean were obvious, but I figured that even if things went wrong, it wouldn't increase the risks for the men left on the island. There would be fewer people to feed during the winter, and the boat wouldn't need more than a month’s worth of supplies for six men, because if we didn't reach South Georgia in that time, we were sure to go down. An important factor was that there was no chance of anyone searching for us on Elephant Island.

The case required to be argued in some detail, since all hands knew that the perils of the proposed journey were extreme. The risk was justified solely by our urgent need of assistance. The ocean south of Cape Horn in the middle of May is known to be the most tempestuous storm-swept area of water in the world. The weather then is unsettled, the skies are dull and overcast, and the gales are almost unceasing. We had to face these conditions in a small and weather-beaten boat, already strained by the work of the months that had passed. Worsley and Wild realized that the attempt must be made, and they both asked to be allowed to accompany me on the voyage. I told Wild at once that he would have to stay behind. I relied upon him to hold the party together while I was away and to make the best of his way to Deception Island with the men in the spring in the event of our failure to bring help. Worsley I would take with me, for I had a very high opinion of his accuracy and quickness as a navigator, and especially in the snapping and working out of positions in difficult circumstances—an opinion that was only enhanced during the actual journey. Four other men would be required, and I decided to call for volunteers, although, as a matter of fact, I pretty well knew which of the people I would select. Crean I proposed to leave on the island as a right-hand man for Wild, but he begged so hard to be allowed to come in the boat that, after consultation with Wild, I promised to take him. I called the men together, explained my plan, and asked for volunteers. Many came forward at once. Some were not fit enough for the work that would have to be done, and others would not have been much use in the boat since they were not seasoned sailors, though the experiences of recent months entitled them to some consideration as seafaring men. McIlroy and Macklin were both anxious to go but realized that their duty lay on the island with the sick men. They suggested that I should take Blackborrow in order that he might have shelter and warmth as quickly as possible, but I had to veto this idea. It would be hard enough for fit men to live in the boat. Indeed, I did not see how a sick man, lying helpless in the bottom of the boat, could possibly survive in the heavy weather we were sure to encounter. I finally selected McNeish, McCarthy, and Vincent in addition to Worsley and Crean. The crew seemed a strong one, and as I looked at the men I felt confidence increasing.

The situation needed to be discussed in detail, since everyone knew that the dangers of the planned journey were severe. The risk was only justifiable because we desperately needed help. The ocean south of Cape Horn in mid-May is known to be the stormiest and most turbulent area of water in the world. The weather is unpredictable, the skies are dreary and overcast, and the strong winds are nearly constant. We had to deal with these conditions in a small, battered boat that was already worn out from the months of work that had passed. Worsley and Wild understood that we had to make the attempt, and they both asked to join me on the trip. I immediately told Wild that he would need to stay behind. I relied on him to keep the group together while I was gone and to lead the men to Deception Island in the spring if we failed to get help. I would take Worsley with me, as I had a very high opinion of his skills as a navigator, especially in calculating positions under challenging circumstances—an opinion that only grew stronger during our actual journey. I needed four more men, and I decided to ask for volunteers, although I already had a pretty good idea of who I would choose. I planned to leave Crean on the island to assist Wild, but he insisted so strongly that I let him come in the boat that, after discussing it with Wild, I agreed. I gathered the men, explained my plan, and asked for volunteers. Many stepped forward right away. Some were not fit enough for the work that needed to be done, and others wouldn’t have been much use on the boat since they weren’t experienced sailors, though the experiences of recent months had earned them some consideration as seafarers. McIlroy and Macklin both wanted to go but understood that their responsibility was to stay on the island with the sick men. They suggested I take Blackborrow so he could get shelter and warmth as soon as possible, but I had to reject this idea. It would be tough enough for fit men to survive in the boat. In fact, I didn’t see how a sick man, lying helpless in the bottom of the boat, could possibly survive the rough weather we were certain to face. I ultimately chose McNeish, McCarthy, and Vincent, along with Worsley and Crean. The crew seemed strong, and as I looked at the men, my confidence grew.

The decision made, I walked through the blizzard with Worsley and Wild to examine the James Caird. The 20-ft. boat had never looked big; she appeared to have shrunk in some mysterious way when I viewed her in the light of our new undertaking. She was an ordinary ship’s whaler, fairly strong, but showing signs of the strains she had endured since the crushing of the Endurance. Where she was holed in leaving the pack was, fortunately, about the water-line and easily patched. Standing beside her, we glanced at the fringe of the storm-swept, tumultuous sea that formed our path. Clearly, our voyage would be a big adventure. I called the carpenter and asked him if he could do anything to make the boat more seaworthy. He first inquired if he was to go with me, and seemed quite pleased when I said “Yes.” He was over fifty years of age and not altogether fit, but he had a good knowledge of sailing-boats and was very quick. McCarthy said that he could contrive some sort of covering for the James Caird if he might use the lids of the cases and the four sledge-runners that we had lashed inside the boat for use in the event of a landing on Graham Land at Wilhelmina Bay. This bay, at one time the goal of our desire, had been left behind in the course of our drift, but we had retained the runners. The carpenter proposed to complete the covering with some of our canvas; and he set about making his plans at once.

The decision made, I walked through the blizzard with Worsley and Wild to check on the James Caird. The 20-foot boat had never looked large; it seemed to have shrunk for some mysterious reason when I saw her in light of our new mission. She was a standard whaling boat, fairly sturdy, but showing signs of the stress she had been under since the Endurance was crushed. Fortunately, where she was damaged when leaving the pack was about the water-line and could be easily repaired. Standing next to her, we looked at the edge of the stormy, turbulent sea that formed our route. Clearly, our journey would be quite the adventure. I called over the carpenter and asked him if he could do anything to make the boat more seaworthy. He first asked if he would be coming with me and seemed quite happy when I said “Yes.” He was over fifty years old and not in great shape, but he had good knowledge of sailing boats and was very quick. McCarthy said he could make some sort of covering for the James Caird if he could use the lids of the cases and the four sledge-runners we had tied inside the boat for potential landing on Graham Land at Wilhelmina Bay. This bay, once our desired destination, had been left behind during our drift, but we had kept the runners. The carpenter planned to finish the covering with some of our canvas; he started making his plans right away.

Noon had passed and the gale was more severe than ever. We could not proceed with our preparations that day. The tents were suffering in the wind and the sea was rising. We made our way to the snow-slope at the shoreward end of the spit, with the intention of digging a hole in the snow large enough to provide shelter for the party. I had an idea that Wild and his men might camp there during my absence, since it seemed impossible that the tents could hold together for many more days against the attacks of the wind; but an examination of the spot indicated that any hole we could dig probably would be filled quickly by the drift. At dark, about 5 p.m., we all turned in, after a supper consisting of a pannikin of hot milk, one of our precious biscuits, and a cold penguin leg each.

Noon had passed, and the storm was worse than ever. We couldn't continue our preparations that day. The tents were struggling in the wind, and the sea was rising. We headed to the snow slope at the shoreward end of the spit, planning to dig a hole in the snow big enough to shelter the group. I thought Wild and his men might camp there while I was away, since it seemed unlikely that the tents could survive against the wind for much longer; however, a look at the area showed that any hole we dug would likely be quickly filled by the drifting snow. After it got dark, around 5 p.m., we all went to bed after having supper, which included a cup of hot milk, one of our precious biscuits, and a cold penguin leg each.

The gale was stronger than ever on the following morning (April 20). No work could be done. Blizzard and snow, snow and blizzard, sudden lulls and fierce returns. During the lulls we could see on the far horizon to the north-east bergs of all shapes and sizes driving along before the gale, and the sinister appearance of the swift-moving masses made us thankful indeed that, instead of battling with the storm amid the ice, we were required only to face the drift from the glaciers and the inland heights. The gusts might throw us off our feet, but at least we fell on solid ground and not on the rocking floes. Two seals came up on the beach that day, one of them within ten yards of my tent. So urgent was our need of food and blubber that I called all hands and organized a line of beaters instead of simply walking up to the seal and hitting it on the nose. We were prepared to fall upon this seal en masse if it attempted to escape. The kill was made with a pick-handle, and in a few minutes five days’ food and six days’ fuel were stowed in a place of safety among the boulders above high-water mark. During this day the cook, who had worked well on the floe and throughout the boat journey, suddenly collapsed. I happened to be at the galley at the moment and saw him fall. I pulled him down the slope to his tent and pushed him into its shelter with orders to his tent-mates to keep him in his sleeping-bag until I allowed him to come out or the doctors said he was fit enough. Then I took out to replace the cook one of the men who had expressed a desire to lie down and die. The task of keeping the galley fire alight was both difficult and strenuous, and it took his thoughts away from the chances of immediate dissolution. In fact, I found him a little later gravely concerned over the drying of a naturally not over-clean pair of socks which were hung up in close proximity to our evening milk. Occupation had brought his thoughts back to the ordinary cares of life.

The storm was stronger than ever the next morning (April 20). No work could be done. Blizzard and snow, snow and blizzard, sudden quiet moments and fierce returns. During the quiet, we could see on the far horizon to the northeast, icebergs of all shapes and sizes being pushed along by the storm, and their eerie appearance made us grateful that, instead of fighting the storm among the ice, we only had to deal with the drift from the glaciers and the highlands. The gusts might knock us off our feet, but at least we fell on solid ground instead of on the swaying ice floes. That day, two seals came up on the beach, one just ten yards from my tent. Our need for food and blubber was so urgent that I called everyone together and organized a line of beaters instead of just walking up to the seal to hit it on the nose. We were ready to tackle this seal as a group if it tried to escape. We made the kill with a pick handle, and in a few minutes, we had stored five days’ worth of food and six days’ worth of fuel safely among the boulders above the high-water mark. That day, the cook, who had worked hard on the floe and during the boat journey, suddenly collapsed. I happened to be at the galley when I saw him fall. I pulled him down the slope to his tent and pushed him inside, telling his tent-mates to keep him in his sleeping bag until I said he could come out or until the doctors said he was well enough. Then I brought in one of the men who had said he wanted to lie down and die to replace the cook. Keeping the galley fire going was both challenging and demanding, and it distracted him from thinking about dying. In fact, I found him a little later seriously worried about a pair of naturally not very clean socks that were drying close to our evening milk. Having something to do brought his mind back to the everyday concerns of life.

There was a lull in the bad weather on April 21, and the carpenter started to collect material for the decking of the James Caird. He fitted the mast of the Stancomb Wills fore and aft inside the James Caird as a hog-back and thus strengthened the keel with the object of preventing our boat “hogging”—that is, buckling in heavy seas. He had not sufficient wood to provide a deck, but by using the sledge-runners and box-lids he made a framework extending from the forecastle aft to a well. It was a patched-up affair, but it provided a base for a canvas covering. We had a bolt of canvas frozen stiff, and this material had to be cut and then thawed out over the blubber-stove, foot by foot, in order that it might be sewn into the form of a cover. When it had been nailed and screwed into position it certainly gave an appearance of safety to the boat, though I had an uneasy feeling that it bore a strong likeness to stage scenery, which may look like a granite wall and is in fact nothing better than canvas and lath. As events proved, the covering served its purpose well. We certainly could not have lived through the voyage without it.

There was a break in the bad weather on April 21, and the carpenter began gathering materials for the decking of the James Caird. He installed the mast from the Stancomb Wills lengthwise inside the James Caird to reinforce the keel, aiming to prevent our boat from “hogging”—that is, bending in rough seas. He didn’t have enough wood to create a proper deck, but by using the sledge-runners and box-lids, he built a framework extending from the forecastle to a well. It was a makeshift solution, but it created a base for a canvas cover. We had a roll of canvas that was frozen solid, and we needed to cut it and then thaw it out over the blubber stove, piece by piece, so we could sew it into a cover. Once it was nailed and screwed in place, it certainly gave the boat a sense of safety, although I couldn’t shake the feeling that it resembled stage scenery, which may look like a solid wall but is really just canvas and lath. As it turned out, the covering worked really well. We definitely wouldn’t have survived the journey without it.

Another fierce gale was blowing on April 22, interfering with our preparations for the voyage. The cooker from No. 5 tent came adrift in a gust, and, although it was chased to the water’s edge, it disappeared for good. Blackborrow’s feet were giving him much pain, and McIlroy and Macklin thought it would be necessary for them to operate soon. They were under the impression then that they had no chloroform, but they found some subsequently in the medicine-chest after we had left. Some cases of stores left on a rock off the spit on the day of our arrival were retrieved during this day. We were setting aside stores for the boat journey and choosing the essential equipment from the scanty stock at our disposal. Two ten-gallon casks had to be filled with water melted down from ice collected at the foot of the glacier. This was a rather slow business. The blubber-stove was kept going all night, and the watchmen emptied the water into the casks from the pot in which the ice was melted. A working party started to dig a hole in the snow-slope about forty feet above sea-level with the object of providing a site for a camp. They made fairly good progress at first, but the snow drifted down unceasingly from the inland ice, and in the end the party had to give up the project.

Another strong wind was blowing on April 22, disrupting our preparations for the voyage. The cooker from Tent No. 5 got blown away in a gust, and although we chased after it to the water’s edge, it was lost for good. Blackborrow was in a lot of pain with his feet, and McIlroy and Macklin felt they would need to operate soon. They thought at the time that they had no chloroform, but they later found some in the medicine chest after we had left. Some supplies that were left on a rock off the spit on the day we arrived were retrieved that day. We were setting aside supplies for the boat journey and selecting the necessary equipment from our limited stock. Two ten-gallon barrels needed to be filled with water melted from ice collected at the foot of the glacier. This was a pretty slow process. The blubber stove was kept going all night, and the watchmen poured the water into the barrels from the pot where the ice was melting. A work crew began digging a hole in the snow slope about forty feet above sea level to set up a camp. They initially made good progress, but the snow kept drifting down from the inland ice, and eventually the crew had to abandon the project.

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Launching the James Caird

Launching the *James Caird*

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The Stancomb Wills

The Stancomb Wills

The weather was fine on April 23, and we hurried forward our preparations. It was on this day I decided finally that the crew for the James Caird should consist of Worsley, Crean, McNeish, McCarthy, Vincent, and myself. A storm came on about noon, with driving snow and heavy squalls. Occasionally the air would clear for a few minutes, and we could see a line of pack-ice, five miles out, driving across from west to east. This sight increased my anxiety to get away quickly. Winter was advancing, and soon the pack might close completely round the island and stay our departure for days or even for weeks, I did not think that ice would remain around Elephant Island continuously during the winter, since the strong winds and fast currents would keep it in motion. We had noticed ice and bergs, going past at the rate of four or five knots. A certain amount of ice was held up about the end of our spit, but the sea was clear where the boat would have to be launched.

The weather was nice on April 23, and we rushed to finish our preparations. On this day, I finally decided that the crew for the James Caird would include Worsley, Crean, McNeish, McCarthy, Vincent, and me. A storm hit around noon, bringing driving snow and heavy gusts. Every once in a while, the sky would clear for a few minutes, and we could see a line of pack ice, five miles out, moving from west to east. This sight made me even more anxious to leave quickly. Winter was setting in, and soon the pack might completely surround the island, delaying our departure for days or even weeks. I didn’t believe the ice would remain around Elephant Island throughout the winter, since the strong winds and fast currents would keep it moving. We had noticed ice and icebergs drifting by at a speed of four or five knots. Some ice was stuck around the end of our spit, but the sea was clear where the boat would need to be launched.

Worsley, Wild, and I climbed to the summit of the seaward rocks and examined the ice from a better vantage-point than the beach offered. The belt of pack outside appeared to be sufficiently broken for our purposes, and I decided that, unless the conditions forbade it, we would make a start in the James Caird on the following morning. Obviously the pack might close at any time. This decision made, I spent the rest of the day looking over the boat, gear, and stores, and discussing plans with Worsley and Wild.

Worsley, Wild, and I climbed up to the top of the seaside rocks to get a better view of the ice than what the beach could provide. The area of pack ice outside seemed broken enough for our needs, so I decided that, unless conditions didn’t allow it, we would set off in the James Caird the next morning. Clearly, the pack could close up at any moment. With that decision made, I spent the rest of the day checking the boat, equipment, and supplies, and going over plans with Worsley and Wild.

Our last night on the solid ground of Elephant Island was cold and uncomfortable. We turned out at dawn and had breakfast. Then we launched the Stancomb Wills and loaded her with stores, gear, and ballast, which would be transferred to the James Caird when the heavier boat had been launched. The ballast consisted of bags made from blankets and filled with sand, making a total weight of about 1000 lbs. In addition we had gathered a number of round boulders and about 250 lbs. of ice, which would supplement our two casks of water.

Our last night on the solid ground of Elephant Island was cold and uncomfortable. We got up at dawn and had breakfast. Then we launched the Stancomb Wills and loaded her with supplies, gear, and ballast, which would be transferred to the James Caird once the heavier boat had been launched. The ballast consisted of bags made from blankets and filled with sand, totaling about 1000 lbs. In addition, we had collected several round boulders and about 250 lbs. of ice, which would supplement our two casks of water.

The stores taken in the James Caird, which would last six men for one month, were as follows:

The supplies on the James Caird, which would last six men for one month, were as follows:

30 boxes of matches.
6½ gallons paraffin.
1 tin methylated spirit.
10 boxes of flamers.
1 box of blue lights.
2 Primus stoves with spare parts and prickers.
1 Nansen aluminium cooker.
6 sleeping-bags.
A few spare socks.
A few candles and some blubber-oil in an oil-bag.

30 boxes of matches.
6½ gallons of paraffin.
1 can of methylated spirit.
10 boxes of flares.
1 box of blue lights.
2 Primus stoves with extra parts and cleaning needles.
1 Nansen aluminum cooker.
6 sleeping bags.
A few extra socks.
A few candles and some blubber oil in an oil bag.

Food:
3 cases sledging rations = 300 rations.
2 cases nut food = 200 ”
2 cases biscuits = 600 biscuits.
1 case lump sugar.
30 packets of Trumilk.
1 tin. of Bovril cubes.
1 tin of Cerebos salt.
36 gallons of water.
250 lbs. of ice.

Food:
3 cases of sledging rations = 300 rations.
2 cases of nut food = 200 rations.
2 cases of biscuits = 600 biscuits.
1 case of lump sugar.
30 packets of Trumilk.
1 tin of Bovril cubes.
1 tin of Cerebos salt.
36 gallons of water.
250 lbs. of ice.

Instruments:
Sextant.
Sea-anchor.
Binoculars.
Charts.
Prismatic compass.
Aneroid.

Tools:
Sextant.
Sea anchor.
Binoculars.
Charts.
Prismatic compass.
Aneroid.

The swell was slight when the Stancomb Wills was launched and the boat got under way without any difficulty; but half an hour later, when we were pulling down the James Caird, the swell increased suddenly. Apparently the movement of the ice outside had made an opening and allowed the sea to run in without being blanketed by the line of pack. The swell made things difficult. Many of us got wet to the waist while dragging the boat out—a serious matter in that climate. When the James Caird was afloat in the surf she nearly capsized among the rocks before we could get her clear, and Vincent and the carpenter, who were on the deck, were thrown into the water. This was really bad luck, for the two men would have small chance of drying their clothes after we had got under way. Hurley, who had the eye of the professional photographer for “incidents,” secured a picture of the upset, and I firmly believe that he would have liked the two unfortunate men to remain in the water until he could get a “snap” at close quarters; but we hauled them out immediately, regardless of his feelings.

The swell was small when the Stancomb Wills was launched, and the boat got moving without any issues. But half an hour later, while we were pulling the James Caird, the swell suddenly picked up. It seemed that the movement of the ice outside had created an opening and allowed the sea to come in without being blocked by the line of pack ice. The swell made things challenging. Many of us got soaked up to our waists while dragging the boat out—a serious issue in that climate. When the James Caird was finally in the water, she nearly capsized among the rocks before we could get her free, and Vincent and the carpenter, who were on deck, fell into the water. That was really unfortunate, as the two men had little chance of drying their clothes once we got going. Hurley, who had the eye of a professional photographer for “incidents,” managed to capture a picture of the mishap, and I’m convinced he would have preferred for the two unfortunate men to stay in the water so he could get a close-up shot; but we pulled them out immediately, regardless of his wishes.

The James Caird was soon clear of the breakers. We used all the available ropes as a long painter to prevent her drifting away to the north-east, and then the Stancomb Wills came alongside, transferred her load, and went back to the shore for more. As she was being beached this time the sea took her stern and half filled her with water. She had to be turned over and emptied before the return journey could be made. Every member of the crew of the Stancomb Wills was wet to the skin. The water-casks were towed behind the Stancomb Wills on this second journey, and the swell, which was increasing rapidly, drove the boat on to the rocks, where one of the casks was slightly stove in. This accident proved later to be a serious one, since some sea-water had entered the cask and the contents were now brackish.

The James Caird soon cleared the breakers. We used all the available ropes as a long painter to keep her from drifting away to the northeast, and then the Stancomb Wills came alongside, transferred her load, and went back to shore for more. While she was being beached this time, the sea hit her stern and filled her halfway with water. She had to be flipped over and emptied before the return trip could happen. Every crew member on the Stancomb Wills was soaked to the skin. The water barrels were towed behind the Stancomb Wills on this second trip, and the swell, which was rapidly increasing, pushed the boat onto the rocks, where one of the barrels was slightly damaged. This accident later turned out to be serious since some seawater had gotten into the barrel and the contents were now salty.

By midday the James Caird was ready for the voyage. Vincent and the carpenter had secured some dry clothes by exchange with members of the shore party (I heard afterwards that it was a full fortnight before the soaked garments were finally dried), and the boat’s crew was standing by waiting for the order to cast off. A moderate westerly breeze was blowing. I went ashore in the Stancomb Wills and had a last word with Wild, who was remaining in full command, with directions as to his course of action in the event of our failure to bring relief, but I practically left the whole situation and scope of action and decision to his own judgment, secure in the knowledge that he would act wisely. I told him that I trusted the party to him and said good-bye to the men. Then we pushed off for the last time, and within a few minutes I was aboard the James Caird. The crew of the Stancomb Wills shook hands with us as the boats bumped together and offered us the last good wishes. Then, setting our jib, we cut the painter and moved away to the north-east. The men who were staying behind made a pathetic little group on the beach, with the grim heights of the island behind them and the sea seething at their feet, but they waved to us and gave three hearty cheers. There was hope in their hearts and they trusted us to bring the help that they needed.

By midday, the James Caird was ready for the journey. Vincent and the carpenter had managed to get some dry clothes by swapping with the shore party (I later heard it took two weeks for the soaked clothes to dry completely), and the boat's crew was standing by, waiting for the signal to set off. A moderate westerly breeze was blowing. I went ashore on the Stancomb Wills and had a final chat with Wild, who was staying in full command, with instructions on what to do if we couldn’t bring help. I mostly left the whole situation and decisions up to his judgment, confident that he would handle things wisely. I told him I trusted the team to him and said goodbye to the men. Then we pushed off for the last time, and within minutes I was aboard the James Caird. The crew of the Stancomb Wills shook hands with us as our boats bumped together and wished us well one last time. Then, after setting our jib, we cut the line and headed northeast. The men left behind formed a small, sad group on the beach, with the ominous cliffs of the island behind them and the waves crashing at their feet, but they waved to us and cheered three hearty times. There was hope in their hearts, and they trusted us to bring the help they desperately needed.

I had all sails set, and the James Caird quickly dipped the beach and its line of dark figures. The westerly wind took us rapidly to the line of pack, and as we entered it I stood up with my arm around the mast, directing the steering, so as to avoid the great lumps of ice that were flung about in the heave of the sea. The pack thickened and we were forced to turn almost due east, running before the wind towards a gap I had seen in the morning from the high ground. I could not see the gap now, but we had come out on its bearing and I was prepared to find that it had been influenced by the easterly drift. At four o’clock in the afternoon we found the channel, much narrower than it had seemed in the morning but still navigable. Dropping sail, we rowed through without touching the ice anywhere, and by 5.30 p.m. we were clear of the pack with open water before us. We passed one more piece of ice in the darkness an hour later, but the pack lay behind, and with a fair wind swelling the sails we steered our little craft through the night, our hopes centred on our distant goal. The swell was very heavy now, and when the time came for our first evening meal we found great difficulty in keeping the Primus lamp alight and preventing the hoosh splashing out of the pot. Three men were needed to attend to the cooking, one man holding the lamp and two men guarding the aluminium cooking-pot, which had to be lifted clear of the Primus whenever the movement of the boat threatened to cause a disaster. Then the lamp had to be protected from water, for sprays were coming over the bows and our flimsy decking was by no means water-tight. All these operations were conducted in the confined space under the decking, where the men lay or knelt and adjusted themselves as best they could to the angles of our cases and ballast. It was uncomfortable, but we found consolation in the reflection that without the decking we could not have used the cooker at all.

I had all the sails up, and the James Caird quickly dipped down towards the beach and its line of dark figures. The westerly wind pushed us quickly to the pack ice, and as we entered it, I stood up with my arm around the mast, steering to dodge the large chunks of ice being tossed around by the waves. The pack thickened, and we had to turn almost directly east, sailing with the wind toward a gap I had spotted that morning from the higher ground. I couldn't see the gap now, but we were headed in its direction, and I was ready to find that it had shifted due to the easterly drift. At four in the afternoon, we found the channel, much narrower than it had looked in the morning but still passable. Lowering the sails, we rowed through without hitting any ice, and by 5:30 p.m., we were out of the pack with open water ahead. We passed one more piece of ice in the darkness an hour later, but the pack was behind us, and with a good wind filling the sails, we navigated our little boat through the night, focused on our distant goal. The swells were really heavy now, and when it was time for our first evening meal, we struggled to keep the Primus lamp lit and make sure the hoosh didn't splash out of the pot. Three of us were needed to cook: one person holding the lamp and two managing the aluminum cooking pot, which had to be lifted off the Primus whenever the boat's movement threatened to cause a spill. We also had to shield the lamp from water since waves were splashing over the bow and our flimsy decking was definitely not watertight. All these tasks took place in the cramped space under the decking, where the men lay or knelt and adjusted themselves as best they could to the angles of our gear and ballast. It was uncomfortable, but we found some comfort in knowing that without the decking, we wouldn't have been able to use the stove at all.

The tale of the next sixteen days is one of supreme strife amid heaving waters. The sub-Antarctic Ocean lived up to its evil winter reputation. I decided to run north for at least two days while the wind held and so get into warmer weather before turning to the east and laying a course for South Georgia. We took two-hourly spells at the tiller. The men who were not on watch crawled into the sodden sleeping-bags and tried to forget their troubles for a period; but there was no comfort in the boat. The bags and cases seemed to be alive in the unfailing knack of presenting their most uncomfortable angles to our rest-seeking bodies. A man might imagine for a moment that he had found a position of ease, but always discovered quickly that some unyielding point was impinging on muscle or bone. The first night aboard the boat was one of acute discomfort for us all, and we were heartily glad when the dawn came and we could set about the preparation of a hot breakfast.

The story of the next sixteen days is one of intense struggle in rough waters. The sub-Antarctic Ocean lived up to its nasty winter reputation. I decided to head north for at least two days while the wind was favorable, hoping to reach warmer weather before turning east towards South Georgia. We took turns every two hours at the tiller. The men not on watch crawled into the damp sleeping bags, trying to escape their troubles for a while, but there was no comfort in the boat. The bags and cases seemed to have a knack for presenting their most annoying angles to our tired bodies. You might think for a moment that you found a comfortable position, only to quickly realize that some hard spot was digging into your muscles or bones. The first night on the boat was extremely uncomfortable for all of us, and we were all relieved when dawn arrived so we could start preparing a hot breakfast.

This record of the voyage to South Georgia is based upon scanty notes made day by day. The notes dealt usually with the bare facts of distances, positions, and weather, but our memories retained the incidents of the passing days in a period never to be forgotten. By running north for the first two days I hoped to get warmer weather and also to avoid lines of pack that might be extending beyond the main body. We needed all the advantage that we could obtain from the higher latitude for sailing on the great circle, but we had to be cautious regarding possible ice-streams. Cramped in our narrow quarters and continually wet by the spray, we suffered severely from cold throughout the journey. We fought the seas and the winds and at the same time had a daily struggle to keep ourselves alive. At times we were in dire peril. Generally we were upheld by the knowledge that we were making progress towards the land where we would be, but there were days and nights when we lay hove to, drifting across the storm-whitened seas and watching with eyes interested rather than apprehensive the uprearing masses of water, flung to and fro by Nature in the pride of her strength. Deep seemed the valleys when we lay between the reeling seas. High were the hills when we perched momentarily on the tops of giant combers. Nearly always there were gales. So small was our boat and so great were the seas that often our sail flapped idly in the calm between the crests of two waves. Then we would climb the next slope and catch the full fury of the gale where the wool-like whiteness of the breaking water surged around us. We had our moments of laughter—rare, it is true, but hearty enough. Even when cracked lips and swollen mouths checked the outward and visible signs of amusement we could see a joke of the primitive kind. Man’s sense of humour is always most easily stirred by the petty misfortunes of his neighbours, and I shall never forget Worsley’s efforts on one occasion to place the hot aluminium stand on top of the Primus stove after it had fallen off in an extra heavy roll. With his frost-bitten fingers he picked it up, dropped it, picked it up again, and toyed with it gingerly as though it were some fragile article of lady’s wear. We laughed, or rather gurgled with laughter.

This account of the journey to South Georgia is based on sparse daily notes. The notes mostly covered the basic facts of distances, locations, and weather, but our memories held onto the events of those unforgettable days. By heading north for the first two days, I hoped to find warmer weather and avoid lines of pack ice that might stretch beyond the main body. We needed every advantage we could get from the higher latitude for sailing on the great circle, but we had to be careful about possible ice streams. Cramped in our small space and constantly wet from the spray, we endured extreme cold throughout the trip. We battled the seas and winds while also struggling daily just to stay alive. At times, we faced serious danger. Usually, we were buoyed by the knowledge that we were making progress toward the land we aimed for, but there were days and nights when we drifted across the stormy seas, watching with interest rather than fear as the towering waves crashed around us, thrown back and forth by Nature in all her might. The valleys felt deep when we lay between the rolling seas, and the hills seemed high when we briefly perched on the peaks of giant waves. Gales were almost constant. Our boat was so small and the seas so vast that often our sail would flap uselessly in the calm between two waves. Then we would climb the next rise and feel the full force of the gale as the frothy white water surged around us. We had our moments of laughter—rare, but genuine. Even when cracked lips and swollen mouths stifled our outward expressions of amusement, we could still find humor in the simplest things. A person’s sense of humor is often easily triggered by the little misfortunes of others, and I will never forget Worsley's attempts one time to put the hot aluminum stand back on the Primus stove after it had fallen off in a particularly rough roll. With his frostbitten fingers, he picked it up, dropped it, picked it up again, and handled it gingerly as if it were some delicate piece of clothing. We laughed, or rather, we gurgled with laughter.

The wind came up strong and worked into a gale from the north-west on the third day out. We stood away to the east. The increasing seas discovered the weaknesses of our decking. The continuous blows shifted the box-lids and sledge-runners so that the canvas sagged down and accumulated water. Then icy trickles, distinct from the driving sprays, poured fore and aft into the boat. The nails that the carpenter had extracted from cases at Elephant Island and used to fasten down the battens were too short to make firm the decking. We did what we could to secure it, but our means were very limited, and the water continued to enter the boat at a dozen points. Much baling was necessary, and nothing that we could do prevented our gear from becoming sodden. The searching runnels from the canvas were really more unpleasant than the sudden definite douches of the sprays. Lying under the thwarts during watches below, we tried vainly to avoid them. There were no dry places in the boat, and at last we simply covered our heads with our Burberrys and endured the all-pervading water. The baling was work for the watch. Real rest we had none. The perpetual motion of the boat made repose impossible; we were cold, sore, and anxious. We moved on hands and knees in the semi-darkness of the day under the decking. The darkness was complete by 6 p.m., and not until 7 a.m. of the following day could we see one another under the thwarts. We had a few scraps of candle, and they were preserved carefully in order that we might have light at meal-times. There was one fairly dry spot in the boat, under the solid original decking at the bows, and we managed to protect some of our biscuit from the salt water; but I do not think any of us got the taste of salt out of our mouths during the voyage.

The wind picked up strongly and turned into a gale from the northwest on the third day out. We steered east. The rising seas revealed the weaknesses in our decking. The constant impacts shifted the box lids and sledge runners so that the canvas sagged and held water. Then icy trickles, different from the driving sprays, poured in at both ends of the boat. The nails that the carpenter had taken from cases at Elephant Island and used to secure the battens were too short to fasten the decking properly. We did what we could to secure it, but our resources were very limited, and water continued to flow into the boat from multiple points. We had to do a lot of baling, and nothing we tried kept our gear from getting soaked. The sneaky streams from the canvas were really more unpleasant than the sudden splashes from the sprays. While lying under the thwarts during our off hours, we tried unsuccessfully to avoid them. There were no dry spots in the boat, and eventually, we just covered our heads with our Burberrys and put up with the constant water. Baling was the job for the watch. We had no real rest. The boat's perpetual motion made it impossible to relax; we felt cold, sore, and anxious. We crawled on hands and knees in the dimness under the deck. It was completely dark by 6 p.m., and we couldn't see each other under the thwarts until 7 a.m. the next day. We had a few scraps of candle, which we saved carefully so we could have light during meals. There was one relatively dry spot in the boat, under the solid original decking at the front, and we managed to protect some of our biscuits from the saltwater; however, I don't think any of us got the taste of salt out of our mouths during the journey.

The difficulty of movement in the boat would have had its humorous side if it had not involved us in so many aches and pains. We had to crawl under the thwarts in order to move along the boat, and our knees suffered considerably. When watch turned out it was necessary for me to direct each man by name when and where to move, since if all hands had crawled about at the same time the result would have been dire confusion and many bruises. Then there was the trim of the boat to be considered. The order of the watch was four hours on and four hours off, three men to the watch. One man had the tiller-ropes, the second man attended to the sail, and the third baled for all he was worth. Sometimes when the water in the boat had been reduced to reasonable proportions, our pump could be used. This pump, which Hurley had made from the Flinder’s bar case of our ship’s standard compass, was quite effective, though its capacity was not large. The man who was attending the sail could pump into the big outer cooker, which was lifted and emptied overboard when filled. We had a device by which the water could go direct from the pump into the sea through a hole in the gunwale, but this hole had to be blocked at an early stage of the voyage, since we found that it admitted water when the boat rolled.

The difficulty of moving around in the boat might have been funny if it didn’t lead to so many aches and pains. We had to crawl under the benches to get around, and our knees took a beating. When it was time for a shift change, I had to direct each person by name on when and where to move, because if everyone crawled around at once, it would have caused total chaos and a lot of bruises. Then there was the balance of the boat to think about. The watch system was four hours on and four hours off, with three men per shift. One person handled the tiller ropes, another managed the sail, and the third bailed as much water as possible. Sometimes, when the water in the boat was at a manageable level, we could use our pump. This pump, which Hurley had made from the case of our ship's standard compass, worked pretty well, even though it wasn’t very big. The person attending the sail could pump into the large outer cooker, which would be lifted and emptied overboard when full. We had a system that allowed water to flow directly from the pump into the sea through a hole in the gunwale, but we had to block this hole early in the trip because we found it let in water when the boat rolled.

While a new watch was shivering in the wind and spray, the men who had been relieved groped hurriedly among the soaked sleeping-bags and tried to steal a little of the warmth created by the last occupants; but it was not always possible for us to find even this comfort when we went off watch. The boulders that we had taken aboard for ballast had to be shifted continually in order to trim the boat and give access to the pump, which became choked with hairs from the moulting sleeping-bags and finneskoe. The four reindeer-skin sleeping-bags shed their hair freely owing to the continuous wetting, and soon became quite bald in appearance. The moving of the boulders was weary and painful work. We came to know every one of the stones by sight and touch, and I have vivid memories of their angular peculiarities even to-day. They might have been of considerable interest as geological specimens to a scientific man under happier conditions. As ballast they were useful. As weights to be moved about in cramped quarters they were simply appalling. They spared no portion of our poor bodies. Another of our troubles, worth mention here, was the chafing of our legs by our wet clothes, which had not been changed now for seven months. The insides of our thighs were rubbed raw, and the one tube of Hazeline cream in our medicine-chest did not go far in alleviating our pain, which was increased by the bite of the salt water. We thought at the time that we never slept. The fact was that we would doze off uncomfortably, to be aroused quickly by some new ache or another call to effort. My own share of the general unpleasantness was accentuated by a finely developed bout of sciatica. I had become possessor of this originally on the floe several months earlier.

While a new watch was shaking in the wind and spray, the men who had just been relieved hurriedly searched through the soaked sleeping bags, trying to steal a little warmth left by the last users; but it wasn’t always possible to find even that comfort when we went off watch. The boulders we had taken onboard for ballast had to be constantly shifted to balance the boat and access the pump, which got clogged with hairs from the shedding sleeping bags and finneskoe. The four reindeer-skin sleeping bags lost their hair easily due to the continuous wetness and soon looked rather bald. Moving the boulders was exhausting and painful work. We got to know each stone by sight and touch, and I still vividly remember their angular shapes today. They could have been quite interesting as geological specimens to a scientist under better conditions. They were useful as ballast, but as weights to move around in cramped quarters, they were simply dreadful. They left no part of our poor bodies untouched. Another problem worth mentioning was the chafing of our legs from our wet clothes, which hadn’t been changed in seven months. The insides of our thighs were rubbed raw, and the one tube of Hazeline cream in our medicine chest didn’t do much to ease our pain, which was made worse by the sting of the salt water. At the time, we felt like we never really slept. The truth was, we would doze off uncomfortably, only to be jolted awake by some new ache or another demand for effort. My own share of the general discomfort was made worse by a bad case of sciatica. I had originally developed this condition on the ice several months earlier.

Our meals were regular in spite of the gales. Attention to this point was essential, since the conditions of the voyage made increasing calls upon our vitality. Breakfast, at 8 a.m., consisted of a pannikin of hot hoosh made from Bovril sledging ration, two biscuits, and some lumps of sugar. Lunch came at 1 p.m., and comprised Bovril sledging ration, eaten raw, and a pannikin of hot milk for each man. Tea, at 5 p.m., had the same menu. Then during the night we had a hot drink, generally of milk. The meals were the bright beacons in those cold and stormy days. The glow of warmth and comfort produced by the food and drink made optimists of us all. We had two tins of Virol, which we were keeping for an emergency; but, finding ourselves in need of an oil-lamp to eke out our supply of candles, we emptied one of the tins in the manner that most appealed to us, and fitted it with a wick made by shredding a bit of canvas. When this lamp was filled with oil it gave a certain amount of light, though it was easily blown out, and was of great assistance to us at night. We were fairly well off as regarded fuel, since we had 6½ gallons of petroleum.

Our meals were consistent despite the strong winds. It was important to focus on this because the conditions of the journey demanded more energy from us. Breakfast at 8 a.m. consisted of a cup of hot stew made from Bovril sledging rations, two biscuits, and some sugar cubes. Lunch was served at 1 p.m. and included raw Bovril sledging rations and a cup of hot milk for each person. Tea at 5 p.m. had the same menu. Then during the night, we had a hot drink, usually milk. The meals were the bright spots in those cold, stormy days. The warmth and comfort from the food and drink lifted our spirits. We had two tins of Virol saved for an emergency, but when we realized we needed an oil lamp to stretch our supply of candles, we used one of the tins in a way that suited us best, fitting it with a wick made from shredding a piece of canvas. When filled with oil, this lamp provided some light, although it was easily blown out, and it was very helpful to us at night. We were fairly well off for fuel, with 6½ gallons of petroleum.

A severe south-westerly gale on the fourth day out forced us to heave to. I would have liked to have run before the wind, but the sea was very high and the James Caird was in danger of broaching to and swamping. The delay was vexatious, since up to that time we had been making sixty or seventy miles a day, good going with our limited sail area. We hove to under double-reefed mainsail and our little jigger, and waited for the gale to blow itself out. During that afternoon we saw bits of wreckage, the remains probably of some unfortunate vessel that had failed to weather the strong gales south of Cape Horn. The weather conditions did not improve, and on the fifth day out the gale was so fierce that we were compelled to take in the double-reefed mainsail and hoist our small jib instead. We put out a sea-anchor to keep the James Caird’s head up to the sea. This anchor consisted of a triangular canvas bag fastened to the end of the painter and allowed to stream out from the bows. The boat was high enough to catch the wind, and, as she drifted to leeward, the drag of the anchor kept her head to windward. Thus our boat took most of the seas more or less end on. Even then the crests of the waves often would curl right over us and we shipped a great deal of water, which necessitated unceasing baling and pumping. Looking out abeam, we would see a hollow like a tunnel formed as the crest of a big wave toppled over on to the swelling body of water. A thousand times it appeared as though the James Caird must be engulfed; but the boat lived. The south-westerly gale had its birthplace above the Antarctic Continent, and its freezing breath lowered the temperature far towards zero. The sprays froze upon the boat and gave bows, sides, and decking a heavy coat of mail. This accumulation of ice reduced the buoyancy of the boat, and to that extent was an added peril; but it possessed a notable advantage from one point of view. The water ceased to drop and trickle from the canvas, and the spray came in solely at the well in the after part of the boat. We could not allow the load of ice to grow beyond a certain point, and in turns we crawled about the decking forward, chipping and picking at it with the available tools.

A strong south-westerly storm on the fourth day forced us to stop sailing. I would have preferred to run with the wind, but the waves were too high, and the James Caird was at risk of capsizing and sinking. The delay was frustrating because we had been making sixty or seventy miles a day, which was impressive given our limited sail area. We stopped under a double-reefed mainsail and our small jigger, waiting for the storm to pass. That afternoon, we spotted pieces of wreckage, likely from some unfortunate ship that didn’t survive the fierce winds south of Cape Horn. The weather didn’t get any better, and by the fifth day the storm was so intense we had to take down the double-reefed mainsail and raise our small jib instead. We deployed a sea-anchor to keep the James Caird’s bow facing into the waves. This anchor was a triangular canvas bag attached to the end of the painter, streaming out from the front of the boat. The boat was high enough to catch the wind, and as it drifted downwind, the drag from the anchor helped keep its head facing into the wind. This way, our boat faced the waves more or less head-on. Even then, the wave crests would often crash over us, and we took on a lot of water, requiring constant bailing and pumping. Looking out to the side, we’d see a hollow forming like a tunnel as a big wave curled over the rising water. A thousand times it seemed like the James Caird would be completely submerged, but the boat held up. The south-westerly storm originated over the Antarctic Continent, and its freezing winds dropped the temperature close to zero. Spray froze on the boat, coating the bow, sides, and deck in a heavy layer of ice. This buildup decreased the boat's buoyancy, adding to the danger, but it also had one significant advantage: the water stopped dripping and leaking from the canvas, and the spray came in only at the well at the back of the boat. We couldn't let the ice load get too heavy, so we took turns crawling around the deck, chipping and picking at it with whatever tools we had.

When daylight came on the morning of the sixth day out we saw and felt that the James Caird had lost her resiliency. She was not rising to the oncoming seas. The weight of the ice that had formed in her and upon her during the night was having its effect, and she was becoming more like a log than a boat. The situation called for immediate action. We first broke away the spare oars, which were encased in ice and frozen to the sides of the boat, and threw them overboard. We retained two oars for use when we got inshore. Two of the fur sleeping-bags went over the side; they were thoroughly wet, weighing probably 40 lbs. each, and they had frozen stiff during the night. Three men constituted the watch below, and when a man went down it was better to turn into the wet bag just vacated by another man than to thaw out a frozen bag with the heat of his unfortunate body. We now had four bags, three in use and one for emergency use in case a member of the party should break down permanently. The reduction of weight relieved the boat to some extent, and vigorous chipping and scraping did more. We had to be very careful not to put axe or knife through the frozen canvas of the decking as we crawled over it, but gradually we got rid of a lot of ice. The James Caird lifted to the endless waves as though she lived again.

When daylight arrived on the morning of the sixth day, we noticed that the James Caird had lost her buoyancy. She wasn’t rising with the incoming waves anymore. The weight of the ice that had built up inside and on her overnight was taking its toll, making her feel more like a log than a boat. We needed to act quickly. First, we pried off the spare oars, which were frozen to the sides of the boat, and tossed them overboard. We kept two oars to use when we reached shore. Two of the fur sleeping bags were thrown over the side; they were completely soaked, weighing about 40 lbs. each, and had frozen solid overnight. Three men were on duty below deck, and when one man went down, it was better to crawl into the wet bag just vacated by another than to try to thaw out a frozen bag with his cold body. We now had four bags—three being used and one set aside for emergencies in case someone couldn't continue. Getting rid of some weight helped the boat a bit, and vigorous chipping and scraping helped even more. We had to be very careful not to cut through the frozen canvas of the decking as we crawled over it, but gradually we managed to remove a lot of ice. The James Caird began to respond to the relentless waves as if she were alive again.

About 11 a.m. the boat suddenly fell off into the trough of the sea. The painter had parted and the sea-anchor had gone. This was serious. The James Caird went away to leeward, and we had no chance at all of recovering the anchor and our valuable rope, which had been our only means of keeping the boat’s head up to the seas without the risk of hoisting sail in a gale. Now we had to set the sail and trust to its holding. While the James Caird rolled heavily in the trough, we beat the frozen canvas until the bulk of the ice had cracked off it and then hoisted it. The frozen gear worked protestingly, but after a struggle our little craft came up to the wind again, and we breathed more freely. Skin frost-bites were troubling us, and we had developed large blisters on our fingers and hands. I shall always carry the scar of one of these frost-bites on my left hand, which became badly inflamed after the skin had burst and the cold had bitten deeply.

About 11 a.m., the boat suddenly dropped into the trough of the sea. The painter had come loose, and the sea-anchor was gone. This was serious. The James Caird drifted away to leeward, and we had no chance of retrieving the anchor and our valuable rope, which had been our only way to keep the boat’s bow facing the waves without the risk of raising the sail in a storm. Now we had to set the sail and hope it would hold. While the James Caird rolled heavily in the trough, we beat the frozen canvas until most of the ice cracked off, and then we hoisted it. The frozen gear protested, but after a struggle, our little craft faced the wind again, and we breathed a little easier. We were suffering from skin frostbites, and we had developed large blisters on our fingers and hands. I will always carry the scar from one of these frostbites on my left hand, which became badly inflamed after the skin burst and the cold bit deeply.

We held the boat up to the gale during that day, enduring as best we could discomforts that amounted to pain. The boat tossed interminably on the big waves under grey, threatening skies. Our thoughts did not embrace much more than the necessities of the hour. Every surge of the sea was an enemy to be watched and circumvented. We ate our scanty meals, treated our frost-bites, and hoped for the improved conditions that the morrow might bring. Night fell early, and in the lagging hours of darkness we were cheered by a change for the better in the weather. The wind dropped, the snow-squalls became less frequent, and the sea moderated. When the morning of the seventh day dawned there was not much wind. We shook the reef out of the sail and laid our course once more for South Georgia. The sun came out bright and clear, and presently Worsley got a snap for longitude. We hoped that the sky would remain clear until noon, so that we could get the latitude. We had been six days out without an observation, and our dead reckoning naturally was uncertain. The boat must have presented a strange appearance that morning. All hands basked in the sun. We hung our sleeping-bags to the mast and spread our socks and other gear all over the deck. Some of the ice had melted off the James Caird in the early morning after the gale began to slacken; and dry patches were appearing in the decking. Porpoises came blowing round the boat, and Cape pigeons wheeled and swooped within a few feet of us. These little black-and-white birds have an air of friendliness that is not possessed by the great circling albatross. They had looked grey against the swaying sea during the storm as they darted about over our heads and uttered their plaintive cries. The albatrosses, of the black or sooty variety, had watched with hard, bright eyes, and seemed to have a quite impersonal interest in our struggle to keep afloat amid the battering seas. In addition to the Cape pigeons an occasional stormy petrel flashed overhead. Then there was a small bird, unknown to me, that appeared always to be in a fussy, bustling state, quite out of keeping with the surroundings. It irritated me. It had practically no tail, and it flitted about vaguely as though in search of the lost member. I used to find myself wishing it would find its tail and have done with the silly fluttering.

We held the boat against the strong winds that day, dealing with discomforts that felt like pain. The boat tossed endlessly on the big waves under gray, threatening skies. Our thoughts didn’t go beyond the essentials of the moment. Every surge of the sea was an enemy to be watched and avoided. We ate our meager meals, treated our frostbite, and hoped for better conditions the next day. Night fell early, and during the long hours of darkness, we were encouraged by a change in the weather for the better. The wind eased, the snow squalls became less frequent, and the sea calmed down. When the morning of the seventh day arrived, there wasn’t much wind. We shook the reef out of the sail and set our course again for South Georgia. The sun came out bright and clear, and soon Worsley took a reading for longitude. We hoped the sky would stay clear until noon so we could get the latitude. We had been six days out without any observations, and our dead reckoning was naturally uncertain. The boat must have looked strange that morning. Everyone was soaking up the sun. We hung our sleeping bags from the mast and spread our socks and other gear all over the deck. Some of the ice had melted off the James Caird in the early morning after the winds started to calm, and dry patches were appearing on the decking. Porpoises swam around the boat, and Cape pigeons flew in circles and swooped within a few feet of us. These little black-and-white birds seemed friendly in a way the large circling albatross did not. They had looked gray against the choppy sea during the storm as they flitted about above our heads and made their sad cries. The albatrosses, specifically the black or sooty ones, watched us with hard, bright eyes, showing a rather detached interest in our struggle to stay afloat amidst the rough seas. Along with the Cape pigeons, an occasional stormy petrel zipped overhead. Then there was a small bird, which I didn’t recognize, that always seemed to be in a fidgety, busy state, completely out of sync with its surroundings. It annoyed me. It hardly had a tail and flitted about aimlessly as if searching for its missing tail. I often found myself wishing it would find its tail and stop the silly fluttering.

We revelled in the warmth of the sun that day. Life was not so bad, after all. We felt we were well on our way. Our gear was drying, and we could have a hot meal in comparative comfort. The swell was still heavy, but it was not breaking and the boat rode easily. At noon Worsley balanced himself on the gunwale and clung with one hand to the stay of the mainmast while he got a snap of the sun. The result was more than encouraging. We had done over 380 miles and were getting on for half-way to South Georgia. It looked as though we were going to get through.

We enjoyed the warmth of the sun that day. Life wasn’t so bad, after all. We felt like we were making good progress. Our gear was drying, and we could have a hot meal in relative comfort. The swell was still strong, but it wasn’t breaking, and the boat was riding smoothly. At noon, Worsley balanced himself on the edge of the boat and held on to the mainmast with one hand while he took a photo of the sun. The result was more than encouraging. We had covered over 380 miles and were getting close to halfway to South Georgia. It seemed like we were going to make it through.

The wind freshened to a good stiff breeze during the afternoon, and the James Caird made satisfactory progress. I had not realized until the sunlight came how small our boat really was. There was some influence in the light and warmth, some hint of happier days, that made us revive memories of other voyages, when we had stout decks beneath our feet, unlimited food at our command, and pleasant cabins for our ease. Now we clung to a battered little boat, “alone, alone—all, all alone; alone on a wide, wide sea.” So low in the water were we that each succeeding swell cut off our view of the sky-line. We were a tiny speck in the vast vista of the sea—the ocean that is open to all and merciful to none, that threatens even when it seems to yield, and that is pitiless always to weakness. For a moment the consciousness of the forces arrayed against us would be almost overwhelming. Then hope and confidence would rise again as our boat rose to a wave and tossed aside the crest in a sparkling shower like the play of prismatic colours at the foot of a waterfall. My double-barrelled gun and some cartridges had been stowed aboard the boat as an emergency precaution against a shortage of food, but we were not disposed to destroy our little neighbours, the Cape pigeons, even for the sake of fresh meat. We might have shot an albatross, but the wandering king of the ocean aroused in us something of the feeling that inspired, too late, the Ancient Mariner. So the gun remained among the stores and sleeping-bags in the narrow quarters beneath our leaking deck, and the birds followed us unmolested.

The wind picked up to a strong breeze in the afternoon, and the James Caird made good progress. I hadn’t realized until the sunlight hit how small our boat really was. There was something in the light and warmth, some hint of better days, that brought back memories of other voyages when we had sturdy decks beneath us, plenty of food at our disposal, and cozy cabins for comfort. Now we clung to a battered little boat, “alone, alone—all, all alone; alone on a wide, wide sea.” We were so low in the water that each wave blocked our view of the horizon. We were a tiny dot in the vast expanse of the ocean—the sea that is open to everyone and merciless to all, that threatens even when it seems to yield, and is always ruthless to those who are weak. For a moment, the awareness of the forces against us felt almost overwhelming. Then hope and confidence would rise again as our boat lifted with a wave and tossed off the crest in a sparkling spray, like the play of colors at the base of a waterfall. I had brought my double-barreled gun and some cartridges onboard as a precaution in case we ran low on food, but we didn’t want to harm our little neighbors, the Cape pigeons, even for fresh meat. We could have shot an albatross, but the wandering king of the ocean evoked in us some of the feeling that inspired, too late, the Ancient Mariner. So the gun stayed among the supplies and sleeping bags in the cramped space beneath our leaking deck, and the birds followed us unbothered.

The eighth, ninth, and tenth days of the voyage had few features worthy of special note. The wind blew hard during those days, and the strain of navigating the boat was unceasing, but always we made some advance towards our goal. No bergs showed on our horizon, and we knew that we were clear of the ice-fields. Each day brought its little round of troubles, but also compensation in the form of food and growing hope. We felt that we were going to succeed. The odds against us had been great, but we were winning through. We still suffered severely from the cold, for, though the temperature was rising, our vitality was declining owing to shortage of food, exposure, and the necessity of maintaining our cramped positions day and night. I found that it was now absolutely necessary to prepare hot milk for all hands during the night, in order to sustain life till dawn. This meant lighting the Primus lamp in the darkness and involved an increased drain on our small store of matches. It was the rule that one match must serve when the Primus was being lit. We had no lamp for the compass and during the early days of the voyage we would strike a match when the steersman wanted to see the course at night; but later the necessity for strict economy impressed itself upon us, and the practice of striking matches at night was stopped. We had one water-tight tin of matches. I had stowed away in a pocket, in readiness for a sunny day, a lens from one of the telescopes, but this was of no use during the voyage. The sun seldom shone upon us. The glass of the compass got broken one night, and we contrived to mend it with adhesive tape from the medicine-chest. One of the memories that comes to me from those days is of Crean singing at the tiller. He always sang while he was steering, and nobody ever discovered what the song was. It was devoid of tune and as monotonous as the chanting of a Buddhist monk at his prayers; yet somehow it was cheerful. In moments of inspiration Crean would attempt “The Wearing of the Green.”

The eighth, ninth, and tenth days of the voyage had few notable events. The wind blew fiercely during those days, and navigating the boat was a constant effort, but we always made some progress toward our goal. There were no icebergs on the horizon, and we knew we were clear of the ice fields. Each day brought its own set of challenges, but also rewards in the form of food and growing hope. We felt we were going to succeed. The odds against us had been significant, but we were pushing through. We still suffered greatly from the cold; although the temperature was rising, our strength was waning due to a lack of food, exposure, and the need to maintain our cramped positions day and night. I realized it was essential to prepare hot milk for everyone during the night to help us survive until dawn. This meant lighting the Primus lamp in the dark, which took a toll on our limited supply of matches. The rule was to make one match last when lighting the Primus. We had no lamp for the compass, so early in the voyage we would strike a match when the steersman needed to check the course at night; however, later we had to be strict about conserving matches, and the practice of striking them at night was stopped. We had one waterproof tin of matches. I had tucked away a lens from one of the telescopes in my pocket in case of a sunny day, but it was useless during the voyage. The sun rarely shone on us. One night, the glass of the compass broke, and we managed to fix it with adhesive tape from the medical kit. One of my memories from those days is of Crean singing at the tiller. He always sang while steering, yet no one ever figured out what the song was. It had no melody and was as monotonous as a Buddhist monk’s chant; still, it somehow felt uplifting. In moments of inspiration, Crean would try to sing “The Wearing of the Green.”

On the tenth night Worsley could not straighten his body after his spell at the tiller. He was thoroughly cramped, and we had to drag him beneath the decking and massage him before he could unbend himself and get into a sleeping-bag. A hard north-westerly gale came up on the eleventh day (May 5) and shifted to the south-west in the late afternoon. The sky was overcast and occasional snow-squalls added to the discomfort produced by a tremendous cross-sea—the worst, I thought, that we had experienced. At midnight I was at the tiller and suddenly noticed a line of clear sky between the south and south-west. I called to the other men that the sky was clearing, and then a moment later I realized that what I had seen was not a rift in the clouds but the white crest of an enormous wave. During twenty-six years’ experience of the ocean in all its moods I had not encountered a wave so gigantic. It was a mighty upheaval of the ocean, a thing quite apart from the big white-capped seas that had been our tireless enemies for many days. I shouted, “For God’s sake, hold on! It’s got us!” Then came a moment of suspense that seemed drawn out into hours. White surged the foam of the breaking sea around us. We felt our boat lifted and flung forward like a cork in breaking surf. We were in a seething chaos of tortured water; but somehow the boat lived through it, half-full of water, sagging to the dead weight and shuddering under the blow. We baled with the energy of men fighting for life, flinging the water over the sides with every receptacle that came to our hands, and after ten minutes of uncertainty we felt the boat renew her life beneath us. She floated again and ceased to lurch drunkenly as though dazed by the attack of the sea. Earnestly we hoped that never again would we encounter such a wave.

On the tenth night, Worsley couldn’t straighten up after his time at the tiller. He was completely cramped, and we had to pull him under the deck and massage him before he could loosen up enough to get into a sleeping bag. A strong north-westerly gale picked up on the eleventh day (May 5) and shifted to the south-west in the late afternoon. The sky was cloudy, and occasional snow squalls added to the discomfort caused by a massive cross-sea—the worst I thought we had faced. At midnight, I was at the tiller when I suddenly saw a line of clear sky between the south and southwest. I called to the other guys that the sky was clearing, and then a moment later, I realized that what I had seen was not a break in the clouds but the white crest of an enormous wave. In my twenty-six years of experience on the ocean in all its moods, I had never encountered a wave so gigantic. It was a massive upheaval of the ocean, completely different from the big white-capped seas that had been our relentless enemies for many days. I yelled, “For God’s sake, hold on! It’s got us!” Then there was a moment of suspense that felt like it lasted for hours. The white foam of the breaking sea surged around us. We felt our boat lift and get thrown forward like a cork in crashing surf. We were in a chaotic mess of tortured water; but somehow the boat survived, half-full of water, sagging under the weight and shaking from the impact. We bailed out water with the energy of men fighting for our lives, throwing it over the sides with anything we could find, and after ten minutes of uncertainty, we felt the boat come back to life beneath us. She floated again and stopped lurching drunkenly as if dazed by the sea’s assault. We earnestly hoped we would never have to face such a wave again.

The conditions in the boat, uncomfortable before, had been made worse by the deluge of water. All our gear was thoroughly wet again. Our cooking-stove had been floating about in the bottom of the boat, and portions of our last hoosh seemed to have permeated everything. Not until 3 a.m., when we were all chilled almost to the limit of endurance, did we manage to get the stove alight and make ourselves hot drinks. The carpenter was suffering particularly, but he showed grit and spirit. Vincent had for the past week ceased to be an active member of the crew, and I could not easily account for his collapse. Physically he was one of the strongest men in the boat. He was a young man, he had served on North Sea trawlers, and he should have been able to bear hardships better than McCarthy, who, not so strong, was always happy.

The conditions in the boat, uncomfortable before, had worsened with all the water. Our gear was completely soaked again. Our cooking stove had been floating around at the bottom of the boat, and bits of our last meal seemed to have soaked into everything. It wasn’t until 3 a.m., when we were all chilled nearly to our breaking point, that we managed to get the stove lit and make ourselves some hot drinks. The carpenter was particularly suffering, but he showed determination and spirit. Vincent had stopped being an active member of the crew for the past week, and I couldn’t easily figure out why he had collapsed. Physically, he was one of the strongest men in the boat. He was young, had worked on North Sea trawlers, and should have been able to handle hardships better than McCarthy, who, though not as strong, was always cheerful.

The weather was better on the following day (May 6), and we got a glimpse of the sun. Worsley’s observation showed that we were not more than a hundred miles from the north-west corner of South Georgia. Two more days with a favourable wind and we would sight the promised land. I hoped that there would be no delay, for our supply of water was running very low. The hot drink at night was essential, but I decided that the daily allowance of water must be cut down to half a pint per man. The lumps of ice we had taken aboard had gone long ago. We were dependent upon the water we had brought from Elephant Island, and our thirst was increased by the fact that we were now using the brackish water in the breaker that had been slightly stove in in the surf when the boat was being loaded. Some sea-water had entered at that time. Thirst took possession of us. I dared not permit the allowance of water to be increased since an unfavourable wind might drive us away from the island and lengthen our voyage by many days. Lack of water is always the most severe privation that men can be condemned to endure, and we found, as during our earlier boat voyage, that the salt water in our clothing and the salt spray that lashed our faces made our thirst grow quickly to a burning pain. I had to be very firm in refusing to allow any one to anticipate the morrow’s allowance, which I was sometimes begged to do. We did the necessary work dully and hoped for the land. I had altered the course to the east so as to make sure of our striking the island, which would have been impossible to regain if we had run past the northern end. The course was laid on our scrap of chart for a point some thirty miles down the coast. That day and the following day passed for us in a sort of nightmare. Our mouths were dry and our tongues were swollen. The wind was still strong and the heavy sea forced us to navigate carefully, but any thought of our peril from the waves was buried beneath the consciousness of our raging thirst. The bright moments were those when we each received our one mug of hot milk during the long, bitter watches of the night. Things were bad for us in those days, but the end was coming. The morning of May 8 broke thick and stormy, with squalls from the north-west. We searched the waters ahead for a sign of land, and though we could see nothing more than had met our eyes for many days, we were cheered by a sense that the goal was near at hand. About ten o’clock that morning we passed a little bit of kelp, a glad signal of the proximity of land. An hour later we saw two shags sitting on a big mass of kelp, and knew then that we must be within ten or fifteen miles of the shore. These birds are as sure an indication of the proximity of land as a lighthouse is, for they never venture far to sea. We gazed ahead with increasing eagerness, and at 12.30 p.m., through a rift in the clouds, McCarthy caught a glimpse of the black cliffs of South Georgia, just fourteen days after our departure from Elephant Island. It was a glad moment. Thirst-ridden, chilled, and weak as we were, happiness irradiated us. The job was nearly done.

The weather improved the next day (May 6), and we finally saw some sunshine. Worsley indicated that we were no more than a hundred miles from the northwest corner of South Georgia. With just two more days of favorable wind, we would spot our destination. I hoped there wouldn’t be any delays since our water supply was dwindling. A hot drink at night was crucial, but I decided to cut the daily water allowance down to half a pint per person. The blocks of ice we had brought on board had melted long ago. We were relying on the water we had collected from Elephant Island, and our thirst was worsened by the brackish water in the slightly damaged breaker that had taken on some seawater during loading. Thirst overwhelmed us. I couldn’t risk increasing the water ration since an unfavorable wind could push us away from the island and extend our journey by many days. Lack of water is the harshest deprivation anyone can face, and we found, like during our earlier boat trip, that the saltwater on our clothes and the spray hitting our faces only intensified our thirst to a painful level. I had to be strict in refusing anyone’s requests to take their next day’s ration early, even when begged. We went about our tasks numbly, hoping for land. I changed our course to the east to ensure we reached the island, which we would’ve missed if we had gone past the northern end. The route was charted for a spot about thirty miles down the coast. Those two days felt like a nightmare. Our mouths were parched, and our tongues were swollen. The wind was still strong, and the rough sea made navigation dangerous, but any concern about the waves faded in the face of our intense thirst. The bright spots were when we each got our single mug of hot milk during the long, cold nights. Things were tough for us during that time, but relief was on the horizon. The morning of May 8 arrived thick and stormy, with squalls coming from the northwest. We scanned the waters ahead for any signs of land, and even though we saw nothing new for days, we felt hopeful that our goal was close. Around ten that morning, we passed a small patch of kelp, a happy sign of land nearby. An hour later, we spotted two shags resting on a large kelp cluster, confirming we must be within ten to fifteen miles of shore. These birds are a reliable indicator of land, just like a lighthouse, because they stay close to the coast. We looked ahead with growing excitement, and at 12:30 p.m., through a gap in the clouds, McCarthy saw the black cliffs of South Georgia, just fourteen days after we left Elephant Island. It was a joyful moment. Despite being parched, cold, and weak, we felt a surge of happiness. The journey was almost complete.

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In Sight of our Goal: Nearing South Georgia

In Sight of Our Goal: Approaching South Georgia

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Landing on South Georgia

Landing on South Georgia Island

We stood in towards the shore to look for a landing-place, and presently we could see the green tussock-grass on the ledges above the surf-beaten rocks. Ahead of us and to the south, blind rollers showed the presence of uncharted reefs along the coast. Here and there the hungry rocks were close to the surface, and over them the great waves broke, swirling viciously and spouting thirty and forty feet into the air. The rocky coast appeared to descend sheer to the sea. Our need of water and rest was well-nigh desperate, but to have attempted a landing at that time would have been suicidal. Night was drawing near, and the weather indications were not favourable. There was nothing for it but to haul off till the following morning, so we stood away on the starboard tack until we had made what appeared to be a safe offing. Then we hove to in the high westerly swell. The hours passed slowly as we waited the dawn, which would herald, we fondly hoped, the last stage of our journey. Our thirst was a torment and we could scarcely touch our food; the cold seemed to strike right through our weakened bodies. At 5 a.m. the wind shifted to the north-west and quickly increased to one of the worst hurricanes any of us had ever experienced. A great cross-sea was running and the wind simply shrieked as it tore the tops off the waves and converted the whole seascape into a haze of driving spray. Down into valleys, up to tossing heights, straining until her seams opened, swung our little boat, brave still but labouring heavily. We knew that the wind and set of the sea was driving us ashore, but we could do nothing. The dawn showed us a storm-torn ocean, and the morning passed without bringing us a sight of the land; but at 1 p.m., through a rift in the flying mists, we got a glimpse of the huge crags of the island and realized that our position had become desperate. We were on a dead lee shore, and we could gauge our approach to the unseen cliffs by the roar of the breakers against the sheer walls of rock. I ordered the double-reefed mainsail to be set in the hope that we might claw off, and this attempt increased the strain upon the boat. The James Caird was bumping heavily, and the water was pouring in everywhere. Our thirst was forgotten in the realization of our imminent danger, as we baled unceasingly, and adjusted our weights from time to time; occasional glimpses showed that the shore was nearer. I knew that Annewkow Island lay to the south of us, but our small and badly marked chart showed uncertain reefs in the passage between the island and the mainland, and I dared not trust it, though as a last resort we could try to lie under the lee of the island. The afternoon wore away as we edged down the coast, with the thunder of the breakers in our ears. The approach of evening found us still some distance from Annewkow Island, and, dimly in the twilight, we could see a snow-capped mountain looming above us. The chance of surviving the night, with the driving gale and the implacable sea forcing us on to the lee shore, seemed small. I think most of us had a feeling that the end was very near. Just after 6 p.m., in the dark, as the boat was in the yeasty backwash from the seas flung from this iron-bound coast, then, just when things looked their worst, they changed for the best. I have marvelled often at the thin line that divides success from failure and the sudden turn that leads from apparently certain disaster to comparative safety. The wind suddenly shifted, and we were free once more to make an offing. Almost as soon as the gale eased, the pin that locked the mast to the thwart fell out. It must have been on the point of doing this throughout the hurricane, and if it had gone nothing could have saved us; the mast would have snapped like a carrot. Our backstays had carried away once before when iced up and were not too strongly fastened now. We were thankful indeed for the mercy that had held that pin in its place throughout the hurricane.

We moved closer to the shore to find a place to land, and soon we could see the green tussock grass on the ledges above the surf-beaten rocks. Ahead of us, to the south, we could see blind rollers indicating uncharted reefs along the coast. Here and there, hungry rocks were just below the surface, and the massive waves broke over them, swirling violently and spraying thirty to forty feet into the air. The rocky coast seemed to drop straight into the sea. Our need for water and rest was nearly desperate, but attempting to land at that moment would have been suicidal. Night was approaching, and the weather conditions were not promising. We had no choice but to pull back until the next morning, so we headed off on a starboard tack until we found what seemed like a safe distance. Then we hove to in the high westerly swell. The hours dragged on as we waited for dawn, which we hoped would mark the final stage of our journey. Our thirst was tormenting, and we could barely eat; the cold felt like it was penetrating our weakened bodies. At 5 a.m., the wind shifted to the northwest and quickly turned into one of the worst storms any of us had ever faced. A massive cross-sea formed, and the wind howled as it ripped the tops off the waves, turning the seascape into a haze of driving spray. Our little boat swung down into valleys and up to high crests, straining until her seams began to open, still brave but laboring heavily. We knew the wind and the waves were pushing us toward the shore, but there was nothing we could do. Dawn revealed a storm-tossed ocean, and the morning slipped by without a sight of land; however, at 1 p.m., through a gap in the swirling mist, we caught a glimpse of the towering cliffs of the island, realizing our situation was desperate. We were on a dead lee shore, and the roar of the breakers against the sheer rock walls helped us gauge our approach to the unseen cliffs. I ordered the double-reefed mainsail to be set, hoping we might claw our way off, but this only increased the strain on the boat. The James Caird was bumping heavily, and water was pouring in everywhere. Our thirst faded in the face of our imminent danger as we baled continuously and shifted our weight from time to time; brief glimpses revealed that the shore was getting closer. I knew Annewkow Island was to our south, but our small, poorly marked chart showed uncertain reefs in the passage between the island and the mainland, and I didn’t want to trust it, though as a last resort, we could try to shelter under the island. The afternoon dragged on as we edged down the coast, with the roar of the breakers in our ears. As evening approached, we were still far from Annewkow Island, and in the dim twilight, we could see a snow-capped mountain looming above us. The chance of surviving the night, with the raging gale and relentless sea pushing us toward the lee shore, seemed slim. I think most of us felt that the end was very close. Just after 6 p.m., in the dark, as the boat was caught in the turbulent backwash from the crashing waves against this rocky coast, everything changed for the better just when things seemed worst. I have often marveled at the thin line between success and failure and the sudden turns that lead from certain disaster to comparative safety. The wind shifted suddenly, and we were free again to pull away from the shore. Almost immediately after the gale eased, the pin that locked the mast to the thwart fell out. It must have been on the verge of coming loose throughout the hurricane, and if it had, nothing could have saved us; the mast would have snapped like a twig. Our backstays had failed before when they froze and were not securely fastened now. We were incredibly grateful for the mercy that had kept that pin in place throughout the storm.

We stood off shore again, tired almost to the point of apathy. Our water had long been finished. The last was about a pint of hairy liquid, which we strained through a bit of gauze from the medicine-chest. The pangs of thirst attacked us with redoubled intensity, and I felt that we must make a landing on the following day at almost any hazard. The night wore on. We were very tired. We longed for day. When at last the dawn came on the morning of May 10 there was practically no wind, but a high cross-sea was running. We made slow progress towards the shore. About 8 a.m. the wind backed to the north-west and threatened another blow. We had sighted in the meantime a big indentation which I thought must be King Haakon Bay, and I decided that we must land there. We set the bows of the boat towards the bay and ran before the freshening gale. Soon we had angry reefs on either side. Great glaciers came down to the sea and offered no landing-place. The sea spouted on the reefs and thundered against the shore. About noon we sighted a line of jagged reef, like blackened teeth, that seemed to bar the entrance to the bay. Inside, comparatively smooth water stretched eight or nine miles to the head of the bay. A gap in the reef appeared, and we made for it. But the fates had another rebuff for us. The wind shifted and blew from the east right out of the bay. We could see the way through the reef, but we could not approach it directly. That afternoon we bore up, tacking five times in the strong wind. The last tack enabled us to get through, and at last we were in the wide mouth of the bay. Dusk was approaching. A small cove, with a boulder-strewn beach guarded by a reef, made a break in the cliffs on the south side of the bay, and we turned in that direction. I stood in the bows directing the steering as we ran through the kelp and made the passage of the reef. The entrance was so narrow that we had to take in the oars, and the swell was piling itself right over the reef into the cove; but in a minute or two we were inside, and in the gathering darkness the James Caird ran in on a swell and touched the beach. I sprang ashore with the short painter and held on when the boat went out with the backward surge. When the James Caird came in again three of the men got ashore, and they held the painter while I climbed some rocks with another line. A slip on the wet rocks twenty feet up nearly closed my part of the story just at the moment when we were achieving safety. A jagged piece of rock held me and at the same time bruised me sorely. However, I made fast the line, and in a few minutes we were all safe on the beach, with the boat floating in the surging water just off the shore. We heard a gurgling sound that was sweet music in our ears, and, peering around, found a stream of fresh water almost at our feet. A moment later we were down on our knees drinking the pure, ice-cold water in long draughts that put new life into us. It was a splendid moment.

We stood off the shore again, exhausted almost to the point of indifference. We had run out of water long ago. The last bit we had was about a pint of cloudy liquid, which we filtered through a piece of gauze from the medicine kit. The thirst hit us with renewed intensity, and I realized we had to land the next day, no matter what. The night dragged on. We were incredibly tired. We longed for daylight. When dawn finally broke on May 10, there was barely any wind, but a strong cross-sea was running. We made slow progress toward the shore. Around 8 a.m., the wind shifted to the northwest, signaling another storm. In the meantime, we had spotted a large indentation that I figured must be King Haakon Bay, so I decided we had to land there. We pointed the boat toward the bay and sailed with the increasing wind. Soon, we were surrounded by treacherous reefs. Massive glaciers reached down to the sea, leaving no safe spot to land. The waves crashed against the reefs and boomed against the shore. Around noon, we saw a jagged reef that looked like blackened teeth, blocking the entrance to the bay. Inside, relatively calm water stretched eight or nine miles to the head of the bay. A gap in the reef appeared, and we headed for it. But fate had other plans for us; the wind shifted and blew from the east, right out of the bay. We could see the path through the reef, but we couldn't approach it directly. That afternoon, we adjusted our course, tacking five times against the strong wind. The last tack finally got us through, and we finally reached the wide mouth of the bay. Dusk was setting in. A small cove with a boulder-strewn beach, protected by a reef, marked a break in the cliffs on the south side of the bay, so we steered that way. I stood at the front, directing the steering as we navigated through the kelp and crossed the reef. The entrance was so narrow that we had to pull in the oars, and the swell was crashing over the reef into the cove, but in a minute or two, we were inside, and in the fading light, the James Caird surged in on a swell and touched the beach. I jumped ashore with the short line and held on as the boat pulled back with the retreating waves. When the James Caird came back in, three of the men got ashore and held the line while I climbed some rocks with another rope. A slip on the wet rocks twenty feet up almost ended my part of the story just when we were about to be safe. A jagged piece of rock caught me but bruised me badly. Nevertheless, I secured the line, and in a few minutes, we were all safely on the beach, with the boat floating in the churning water just offshore. We heard a gurgling sound that was music to our ears and found a stream of fresh water right at our feet. Moments later, we were on our knees, drinking the pure, ice-cold water in long gulps that revived us. It was a wonderful moment.

The next thing was to get the stores and ballast out of the boat, in order that we might secure her for the night. We carried the stores and gear above high-water mark and threw out the bags of sand and the boulders that we knew so well. Then we attempted to pull the empty boat up the beach, and discovered by this effort how weak we had become. Our united strength was not sufficient to get the James Caird clear of the water. Time after time we pulled together, but without avail. I saw that it would be necessary to have food and rest before we beached the boat. We made fast a line to a heavy boulder and set a watch to fend the James Caird off the rocks of the beach. Then I sent Crean round to the left side of the cove, about thirty yards away, where I had noticed a little cave as we were running in. He could not see much in the darkness, but reported that the place certainly promised some shelter. We carried the sleeping-bags round and found a mere hollow in the rock-face, with a shingle floor sloping at a steep angle to the sea. There we prepared a hot meal, and when the food was finished I ordered the men to turn in. The time was now about 8 p.m., and I took the first watch beside the James Caird, which was still afloat in the tossing water just off the beach.

The next thing was to get the supplies and ballast out of the boat so we could secure her for the night. We carried the supplies and gear above the high-water mark and tossed out the sandbags and the boulders we were familiar with. Then we tried to pull the empty boat up the beach and realized just how weak we'd become. Our combined strength wasn't enough to get the James Caird clear of the water. Time and again we pulled together, but it was no use. I realized we needed food and rest before we could beach the boat. We secured a line to a heavy boulder and kept watch to keep the James Caird off the rocks. Then I sent Crean around to the left side of the cove, about thirty yards away, where I had spotted a small cave as we came in. He couldn’t see much in the dark, but he reported that the spot seemed to offer some shelter. We brought the sleeping bags over and found just a small hollow in the rock face, with a shingle floor sloping steeply to the sea. There we made a hot meal, and when we finished eating, I told the men to turn in. It was around 8 p.m. by then, and I took the first watch beside the James Caird, which was still floating in the choppy water just off the beach.

Fending the James Caird off the rocks in the darkness was awkward work. The boat would have bumped dangerously if allowed to ride in with the waves that drove into the cove. I found a flat rock for my feet, which were in a bad way owing to cold, wetness, and lack of exercise in the boat, and during the next few hours I laboured to keep the James Caird clear of the beach. Occasionally I had to rush into the seething water. Then, as a wave receded, I let the boat out on the alpine rope so as to avoid a sudden jerk. The heavy painter had been lost when the sea-anchor went adrift. The James Caird could be seen but dimly in the cove, where the high black cliffs made the darkness almost complete, and the strain upon one’s attention was great. After several hours had passed I found that my desire for sleep was becoming irresistible, and at 1 a.m. I called Crean. I could hear him groaning as he stumbled over the sharp rocks on his way down the beach. While he was taking charge of the James Caird she got adrift, and we had some anxious moments. Fortunately, she went across towards the cave and we secured her, unharmed. The loss or destruction of the boat at this stage would have been a very serious matter, since we probably would have found it impossible to leave the cove except by sea. The cliffs and glaciers around offered no practicable path towards the head of the bay. I arranged for one-hour watches during the remainder of the night and then took Crean’s place among the sleeping men and got some sleep before the dawn came.

Fending off the James Caird from the rocks in the dark was tricky. The boat would have bumped dangerously if it was allowed to ride in with the waves crashing into the cove. I found a flat rock to stand on, as my feet were in bad shape from the cold, wetness, and lack of movement in the boat. For the next few hours, I worked hard to keep the James Caird clear of the beach. Sometimes I had to rush into the churning water. Then, as a wave pulled back, I let the boat out on the tether to avoid a sudden jerk. The heavy line had been lost when the sea anchor got loose. The James Caird could barely be seen in the cove, where the high black cliffs made the darkness almost total, and it was hard to keep focused. After several hours, I realized my need for sleep was becoming overwhelming, and at 1 a.m. I called Crean. I could hear him struggling over the sharp rocks as he made his way down the beach. While he was taking charge of the James Caird, it drifted away, and we had a few stressful moments. Luckily, it drifted towards the cave, and we secured it without any damage. Losing or damaging the boat at this point would have been really serious since we probably wouldn't have been able to leave the cove except by sea. The cliffs and glaciers around provided no workable path to the head of the bay. I arranged for one-hour watches for the rest of the night and then took Crean’s spot among the sleeping men and managed to get some rest before dawn.

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[Cave Cove on South Georgia]

[Cave Cove, South Georgia]

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[Surroundings of King Haakon Bay]

[King Haakon Bay surroundings]

The sea went down in the early hours of the morning (May 11), and after sunrise we were able to set about getting the boat ashore, first bracing ourselves for the task with another meal. We were all weak still. We cut off the topsides and took out all the movable gear. Then we waited for Byron’s “great ninth wave,” and when it lifted the James Caird in we held her and, by dint of great exertion, worked her round broadside to the sea. Inch by inch we dragged her up until we reached the fringe of the tussock-grass and knew that the boat was above high-water mark. The rise of the tide was about five feet, and at spring tide the water must have reached almost to the edge of the tussock-grass. The completion of this job removed our immediate anxieties, and we were free to examine our surroundings and plan the next move. The day was bright and clear.

The sea went down in the early morning hours (May 11), and after sunrise, we were able to start getting the boat ashore, first gearing up for the task with another meal. We were all still feeling weak. We took off the topsides and removed all the movable gear. Then we waited for Byron’s “great ninth wave,” and when it lifted the James Caird, we held her steady and, with a lot of effort, worked her around broadside to the sea. Bit by bit, we dragged her up until we reached the edge of the tussock grass and knew that the boat was above high-water mark. The tide rose about five feet, and at spring tide, the water must have almost reached the edge of the tussock grass. Finishing this task eased our immediate worries, and we were free to take a look at our surroundings and plan our next move. The day was bright and clear.

King Haakon Bay is an eight-mile sound penetrating the coast of South Georgia in an easterly direction. We had noticed that the northern and southern sides of the sound were formed by steep mountain-ranges, their flanks furrowed by mighty glaciers, the outlets of the great ice-sheet of the interior. It was obvious that these glaciers and the precipitous slopes of the mountains barred our way inland from the cove. We must sail to the head of the sound. Swirling clouds and mist-wreaths had obscured our view of the sound when we were entering, but glimpses of snow-slopes had given us hope that an overland journey could be begun from that point. A few patches of very rough, tussocky land, dotted with little tarns, lay between the glaciers along the foot of the mountains, which were heavily scarred with scree-slopes. Several magnificent peaks and crags gazed out across their snowy domains to the sparkling waters of the sound.

King Haakon Bay is an eight-mile-long inlet that cuts into the coast of South Georgia to the east. We noticed that both the northern and southern sides of the inlet were lined with steep mountain ranges, their sides marked by powerful glaciers, which are the extensions of the massive ice-sheet from the interior. It was clear that these glaciers and the steep mountain slopes blocked our access inland from the cove. We needed to sail to the end of the inlet. Swirling clouds and mist had obscured our view as we entered, but brief glimpses of snow-covered slopes gave us hope that we could start an overland journey from that point. A few patches of rough, tussocky land, scattered with small pools, lay between the glaciers at the base of the heavily eroded mountains. Several stunning peaks and cliffs looked out over their snowy kingdoms toward the shimmering waters of the inlet.

Our cove lay a little inside the southern headland of King Haakon Bay. A narrow break in the cliffs, which were about a hundred feet high at this point, formed the entrance to the cove. The cliffs continued inside the cove on each side and merged into a hill which descended at a steep slope to the boulder beach. The slope, which carried tussock-grass, was not continuous. It eased at two points into little peaty swamp terraces dotted with frozen pools and drained by two small streams. Our cave was a recess in the cliff on the left-hand end of the beach. The rocky face of the cliff was undercut at this point, and the shingle thrown up by the waves formed a steep slope, which we reduced to about one in six by scraping the stones away from the inside. Later we strewed the rough floor with the dead, nearly dry underleaves of the tussock-grass, so as to form a slightly soft bed for our sleeping-bags. Water had trickled down the face of the cliff and formed long icicles, which hung down in front of the cave to the length of about fifteen feet. These icicles provided shelter, and when we had spread our sails below them, with the assistance of oars, we had quarters that, in the circumstances, had to be regarded as reasonably comfortable. The camp at least was dry, and we moved our gear there with confidence. We built a fireplace and arranged our sleeping-bags and blankets around it. The cave was about 8 ft. deep and 12 ft. wide at the entrance.

Our cove was just inside the southern headland of King Haakon Bay. A narrow gap in the cliffs, which were around a hundred feet high at this point, formed the entrance to the cove. The cliffs continued into the cove on each side and merged into a hill that sloped steeply down to the boulder beach. The slope, covered in tussock-grass, wasn’t uniform. It leveled out at two spots into small peaty swamp terraces scattered with frozen pools and drained by two small streams. Our cave was a recess in the cliff at the left end of the beach. The rocky face of the cliff was undercut here, and the shingle pushed up by the waves formed a steep incline, which we reduced to about one in six by clearing the stones from the inside. Later, we spread the rough floor with the dead, nearly dry underleaves of the tussock-grass to create a slightly softer bed for our sleeping bags. Water had trickled down the cliff face, forming long icicles that hung down in front of the cave for about fifteen feet. These icicles provided shelter, and when we spread our sails underneath them, using our oars for support, we had quarters that, given the circumstances, could be considered fairly comfortable. At least the camp was dry, and we confidently moved our gear there. We built a fireplace and arranged our sleeping bags and blankets around it. The cave was about 8 ft. deep and 12 ft. wide at the entrance.

While the camp was being arranged Crean and I climbed the tussock slope behind the beach and reached the top of a headland overlooking the sound. There we found the nests of albatrosses, and, much to our delight, the nests contained young birds. The fledgelings were fat and lusty, and we had no hesitation about deciding that they were destined to die at an early age. Our most pressing anxiety at this stage was a shortage of fuel for the cooker. We had rations for ten more days, and we knew now that we could get birds for food; but if we were to have hot meals we must secure fuel. The store of petroleum carried in the boat was running very low, and it seemed necessary to keep some quantity for use on the overland journey that lay ahead of us. A sea-elephant or a seal would have provided fuel as well as food, but we could see none in the neighbourhood. During the morning we started a fire in the cave with wood from the top-sides of the boat, and though the dense smoke from the damp sticks inflamed our tired eyes, the warmth and the prospect of hot food were ample compensation. Crean was cook that day, and I suggested to him that he should wear his goggles, which he happened to have brought with him. The goggles helped him a great deal as he bent over the fire and tended the stew. And what a stew it was! The young albatrosses weighed about fourteen pounds each fresh killed, and we estimated that they weighed at least six pounds each when cleaned and dressed for the pot. Four birds went into the pot for six men, with a Bovril ration for thickening. The flesh was white and succulent, and the bones, not fully formed, almost melted in our mouths. That was a memorable meal. When we had eaten our fill, we dried our tobacco in the embers of the fire and smoked contentedly. We made an attempt to dry our clothes, which were soaked with salt water, but did not meet with much success. We could not afford to have a fire except for cooking purposes until blubber or driftwood had come our way.

While we were setting up camp, Crean and I climbed the tussock slope behind the beach and reached the top of a headland that overlooked the sound. There, we discovered albatross nests, and to our delight, they contained young birds. The fledglings were plump and healthy, and we had no doubt they wouldn't survive long. Our biggest concern at this point was running low on fuel for the cooker. We had enough rations for ten more days, and we realized we could catch birds for food; however, we needed to secure fuel for hot meals. The petroleum we had brought in the boat was running low, and we felt it was necessary to save some for the overland journey ahead. A sea elephant or seal would have provided both fuel and food, but there were none in sight. In the morning, we started a fire in the cave using wood from the boat, and even though the thick smoke from the damp sticks stung our tired eyes, the warmth and the idea of hot food made it worthwhile. Crean was the cook that day, and I suggested he wear his goggles, which he had brought along. The goggles helped him a lot as he bent over the fire to tend the stew. And what a stew it was! The young albatrosses weighed about fourteen pounds each when freshly killed, and we figured they weighed at least six pounds each after being cleaned and prepped for cooking. Four birds went into the pot for six men, along with a Bovril ration for thickening. The meat was white and tender, and the bones were soft enough to almost dissolve in our mouths. That was an unforgettable meal. Once we were full, we dried our tobacco in the embers and smoked happily. We tried to dry our clothes, which were soaked with saltwater, but it wasn’t very successful. We couldn't afford to keep the fire going for anything other than cooking until we found blubber or driftwood.

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[Plan of Sleeping Berths in Cave]

[Plan of Sleeping Berths in Cave]

The final stage of the journey had still to be attempted. I realized that the condition of the party generally, and particularly of McNeish and Vincent, would prevent us putting to sea again except under pressure of dire necessity. Our boat, moreover, had been weakened by the cutting away of the topsides, and I doubted if we could weather the island. We were still 150 miles away from Stromness whaling-station by sea. The alternative was to attempt the crossing of the island. If we could not get over, then we must try to secure enough food and fuel to keep us alive through the winter, but this possibility was scarcely thinkable. Over on Elephant Island twenty-two men were waiting for the relief that we alone could secure for them. Their plight was worse than ours. We must push on somehow. Several days must elapse before our strength would be sufficiently recovered to allow us to row or sail the last nine miles up to the head of the bay. In the meantime we could make what preparations were possible and dry our clothes by taking advantage of every scrap of heat from the fires we lit for the cooking of our meals. We turned in early that night, and I remember that I dreamed of the great wave and aroused my companions with a shout of warning as I saw with half-awakened eyes the towering cliff on the opposite side of the cove. Shortly before midnight a gale sprang up suddenly from the north-east with rain and sleet showers. It brought quantities of glacier-ice into the cove, and by 2 a.m. (May 12) our little harbour was filled with ice, which surged to and fro in the swell and pushed its way on to the beach. We had solid rock beneath our feet and could watch without anxiety. When daylight came rain was falling heavily, and the temperature was the highest we had experienced for many months. The icicles overhanging our cave were melting down in streams and we had to move smartly when passing in and out lest we should be struck by falling lumps. A fragment weighing fifteen or twenty pounds crashed down while we were having breakfast. We found that a big hole had been burned in the bottom of Worsley’s reindeer sleeping-bag during the night. Worsley had been awakened by a burning sensation in his feet, and had asked the men near him if his bag was all right; they looked and could see nothing wrong. We were all superficially frostbitten about the feet, and this condition caused the extremities to burn painfully, while at the same time sensation was lost in the skin. Worsley thought that the uncomfortable heat of his feet was due to the frost-bites, and he stayed in his bag and presently went to sleep again. He discovered when he turned out in the morning that the tussock-grass which we had laid on the floor of the cave had smouldered outwards from the fire and had actually burned a large hole in the bag beneath his feet. Fortunately, his feet were not harmed.

The final stage of the journey was still ahead of us. I knew that the overall condition of the group, especially McNeish and Vincent, meant we couldn’t set out to sea again unless absolutely necessary. Our boat had also been weakened by the removal of the topsides, and I wasn’t sure we could make it around the island. We were still 150 miles away from the Stromness whaling station by sea. The other option was to try to cross the island. If we couldn’t get over, we would need to gather enough food and fuel to survive the winter, but that idea was almost unimaginable. Over on Elephant Island, twenty-two men were waiting for the help that only we could provide. Their situation was worse than ours. We had to keep moving somehow. Several days would pass before we had enough strength to row or sail the last nine miles up to the head of the bay. In the meantime, we could prepare as much as possible and dry our clothes by using every bit of heat from the fires we lit to cook our meals. We turned in early that night, and I remember dreaming of a huge wave and waking my companions with a shout of warning as I saw, through half-closed eyes, the towering cliff on the other side of the cove. Just before midnight, a sudden gale blew in from the northeast, bringing rain and sleet. It filled our cove with chunks of glacier ice, and by 2 a.m. (May 12), our little harbor was packed with ice, surging back and forth with the swell and pushing onto the beach. We stood on solid rock beneath our feet, watching without worry. When daylight came, it was pouring rain, and the temperature was the warmest we had experienced in months. Icicles hanging over our cave were melting and dripping down, and we had to move quickly in and out to avoid getting hit by falling chunks. A piece weighing fifteen or twenty pounds crashed down while we were eating breakfast. We discovered that a big hole had burned in the bottom of Worsley’s reindeer sleeping bag during the night. Worsley had been woken by a burning feeling in his feet and had asked the men nearby if his bag was okay; they looked and saw nothing wrong. We were all suffering from superficial frostbite on our feet, making them burn painfully while feeling numb at the same time. Worsley assumed the uncomfortable heat in his feet was from the frostbite, so he stayed in his bag and eventually went back to sleep. He found out when he got up in the morning that the tussock grass we had laid on the cave floor had smoldered from the fire and had actually burned a large hole in the bag beneath his feet. Luckily, his feet weren’t harmed.

Our party spent a quiet day, attending to clothing and gear, checking stores, eating and resting. Some more of the young albatrosses made a noble end in our pot. The birds were nesting on a small plateau above the right-hand end of our beach. We had previously discovered that when we were landing from the boat on the night of May 10 we had lost the rudder. The James Caird had been bumping heavily astern as we were scrambling ashore, and evidently the rudder was then knocked off. A careful search of the beach and the rocks within our reach failed to reveal the missing article. This was a serious loss, even if the voyage to the head of the sound could be made in good weather. At dusk the ice in the cove was rearing and crashing on the beach. It had forced up a ridge of stones close to where the James Caird lay at the edge of the tussock-grass. Some pieces of ice were driven right up to the canvas wall at the front of our cave. Fragments lodged within two feet of Vincent, who had the lowest sleeping-place, and within four feet of our fire. Crean and McCarthy had brought down six more of the young albatrosses in the afternoon, so we were well supplied with fresh food. The air temperature that night probably was not lower than 38° or 40° Fahr., and we were rendered uncomfortable in our cramped sleeping quarters by the unaccustomed warmth. Our feelings towards our neighbours underwent a change. When the temperature was below 20° Fahr, we could not get too close to one another—every man wanted to cuddle against his neighbour; but let the temperature rise a few degrees and the warmth of another man’s body ceased to be a blessing. The ice and the waves had a voice of menace that night, but I heard it only in my dreams.

Our group had a quiet day, focusing on our clothing and gear, checking stores, eating, and resting. A few more young albatrosses ended up in our pot. The birds were nesting on a small plateau above the right side of our beach. We had previously realized that when we were landing from the boat on the night of May 10, we had lost the rudder. The James Caird had been hitting hard at the back as we scrambled ashore, and that must have knocked the rudder off. A thorough search of the beach and the nearby rocks didn’t show anything. This was a significant loss, even if we could make the trip to the head of the sound in good weather. At dusk, the ice in the cove was rising and crashing against the beach. It pushed up a ridge of stones near where the James Caird was resting at the edge of the tussock grass. Some chunks of ice were driven right up to the canvas wall at the front of our cave. Pieces were lodged within two feet of Vincent, who had the lowest sleeping spot, and within four feet of our fire. Crean and McCarthy had caught six more young albatrosses in the afternoon, so we had plenty of fresh food. That night, the temperature was probably not lower than 38° or 40° Fahrenheit, and we felt uncomfortable in our cramped sleeping area due to the unusual warmth. Our feelings towards our neighbors changed. When the temperature was below 20° Fahrenheit, we couldn't get too close to each other—everyone wanted to snuggle with their neighbor; but as the temperature rose a few degrees, another man’s body warmth stopped feeling like a blessing. The ice and waves sounded threatening that night, but I only heard it in my dreams.

The bay was still filled with ice on the morning of Saturday, May 13, but the tide took it all away in the afternoon. Then a strange thing happened. The rudder, with all the broad Atlantic to sail in and the coasts of two continents to search for a resting-place, came bobbing back into our cove. With anxious eyes we watched it as it advanced, receded again, and then advanced once more under the capricious influence of wind and wave. Nearer and nearer it came as we waited on the shore, oars in hand, and at last we were able to seize it. Surely a remarkable salvage! The day was bright and clear; our clothes were drying and our strength was returning. Running water made a musical sound down the tussock slope and among the boulders. We carried our blankets up the hill and tried to dry them in the breeze 300 ft. above sea-level. In the afternoon we began to prepare the James Caird for the journey to the head of King Haakon Bay. A noon observation on this day gave our latitude as 54° 10´ 47´´ S., but according to the German chart the position should have been 54° 12´ S. Probably Worsley’s observation was the more accurate. We were able to keep the fire alight until we went to sleep that night, for while climbing the rocks above the cove I had seen at the foot of a cliff a broken spar, which had been thrown up by the waves. We could reach this spar by climbing down the cliff, and with a reserve supply of fuel thus in sight we could afford to burn the fragments of the James Caird’s topsides more freely.

The bay was still icy on the morning of Saturday, May 13, but the tide washed it all away in the afternoon. Then something strange happened. The rudder, with all the vast Atlantic to sail in and the coasts of two continents to search for a resting place, came bobbing back into our cove. With worried eyes we watched it as it moved closer, pulled away again, and then came back once more under the unpredictable influence of wind and wave. It got nearer and nearer as we waited on the shore, oars in hand, and finally we were able to grab it. What an impressive salvage! The day was bright and clear; our clothes were drying, and our strength was coming back. The running water made a musical sound as it flowed down the tussock slope and among the boulders. We carried our blankets up the hill and tried to dry them in the breeze 300 ft. above sea level. In the afternoon we started preparing the James Caird for the journey to the head of King Haakon Bay. A noon observation on this day gave our latitude as 54° 10´ 47´´ S., but according to the German chart, the position should have been 54° 12´ S. Probably Worsley’s observation was more accurate. We managed to keep the fire burning until we went to sleep that night, because while climbing the rocks above the cove, I had spotted a broken spar at the foot of a cliff, which had been tossed up by the waves. We could reach this spar by climbing down the cliff, and with a backup supply of fuel in sight, we could afford to burn the fragments of the James Caird’s topsides more freely.

During the morning of this day (May 13) Worsley and I tramped across the hills in a north-easterly direction with the object of getting a view of the sound and possibly gathering some information that would be useful to us in the next stage of our journey. It was exhausting work, but after covering about 2½ miles in two hours, we were able to look east, up the bay. We could not see very much of the country that we would have to cross in order to reach the whaling-station on the other side of the island. We had passed several brooks and frozen tarns, and at a point where we had to take to the beach on the shore of the sound we found some wreckage—an 18-ft. pine-spar (probably part of a ship’s topmast), several pieces of timber, and a little model of a ship’s hull, evidently a child’s toy. We wondered what tragedy that pitiful little plaything indicated. We encountered also some gentoo penguins and a young sea-elephant, which Worsley killed.

On the morning of May 13, Worsley and I hiked across the hills heading northeast to get a view of the sound and hopefully gather some information that would be helpful for the next leg of our journey. It was tiring work, but after covering about 2½ miles in two hours, we could look east up the bay. We couldn't see much of the terrain we needed to cross to reach the whaling station on the other side of the island. We passed several streams and frozen ponds, and when we had to walk along the beach by the sound, we came across some wreckage—an 18-ft. pine spar (likely part of a ship's topmast), several pieces of timber, and a small model of a ship's hull, clearly a child's toy. We wondered what kind of tragedy that miserable little toy hinted at. We also spotted some gentoo penguins and a young sea elephant, which Worsley killed.

When we got back to the cave at 3 p.m., tired, hungry, but rather pleased with ourselves, we found a splendid meal of stewed albatross chicken waiting for us. We had carried a quantity of blubber and the sea-elephant’s liver in our blouses, and we produced our treasures as a surprise for the men. Rough climbing on the way back to camp had nearly persuaded us to throw the stuff away, but we had held on (regardless of the condition of our already sorely tried clothing), and had our reward at the camp. The long bay had been a magnificent sight, even to eyes that had dwelt on grandeur long enough and were hungry for the simple, familiar things of everyday life. Its green-blue waters were being beaten to fury by the north-westerly gale. The mountains, “stern peaks that dared the stars,” peered through the mists, and between them huge glaciers poured down from the great ice-slopes and fields that lay behind. We counted twelve glaciers and heard every few minutes the reverberating roar caused by masses of ice calving from the parent streams.

When we got back to the cave at 3 p.m., tired, hungry, but feeling pretty good about ourselves, we found a delicious meal of stewed albatross chicken waiting for us. We had brought some blubber and the sea elephant’s liver in our jackets, and we revealed our treasures as a surprise for the men. The rough climbing on the way back to camp had almost made us want to toss the stuff away, but we managed to hold on (despite the state of our already worn-out clothes), and we were rewarded when we got to camp. The long bay had been an incredible sight, even for eyes that had seen grandeur long enough and were craving the simple, familiar things of everyday life. Its green-blue waters were being whipped into a frenzy by the northwesterly gale. The mountains, “stern peaks that dared the stars,” peeked through the mists, and between them, massive glaciers flowed down from the great ice slopes and fields that lay behind. We counted twelve glaciers and heard the loud roar every few minutes caused by ice breaking away from the main streams.

On May 14 we made our preparations for an early start on the following day if the weather held fair. We expected to be able to pick up the remains of the sea-elephant on our way up the sound. All hands were recovering from the chafing caused by our wet clothes during the boat journey. The insides of our legs had suffered severely, and for some time after landing in the cove we found movement extremely uncomfortable. We paid our last visit to the nests of the albatrosses, which were situated on a little undulating plateau above the cave amid tussocks, snow-patches, and little frozen tarns. Each nest consisted of a mound over a foot high of tussock-grass, roots, and a little earth. The albatross lays one egg and very rarely two. The chicks, which are hatched in January, are fed on the nest by the parent birds for almost seven months before they take to the sea and fend for themselves. Up to four months of age the chicks are beautiful white masses of downy fluff, but when we arrived on the scene their plumage was almost complete. Very often one of the parent birds was on guard near the nest. We did not enjoy attacking these birds, but our hunger knew no law. They tasted so very good and assisted our recuperation to such an extent that each time we killed one of them we felt a little less remorseful.

On May 14, we got ready for an early start the next day if the weather was good. We planned to pick up the remains of the sea elephant on our way up the sound. Everyone was recovering from the irritation caused by our wet clothes during the boat trip. The insides of our legs had taken quite a hit, and for a while after arriving at the cove, moving around was really uncomfortable. We made our final visit to the albatross nests, which were located on a small, rolling plateau above the cave among tussocks, patches of snow, and little frozen ponds. Each nest was a mound over a foot high made of tussock grass, roots, and a bit of dirt. The albatross lays one egg, and very rarely two. The chicks, hatched in January, are fed in the nest by the parent birds for almost seven months before they head out to sea and start looking after themselves. Up to four months old, the chicks are stunning white balls of fluffy down, but by the time we got there, their feathers were nearly complete. Often, one of the parent birds would be on guard near the nest. We didn’t enjoy hunting these birds, but our hunger was relentless. They tasted so good and helped us recover so much that each time we killed one, we felt a little less guilty.

May 15 was a great day. We made our hoosh at 7.30 a.m. Then we loaded up the boat and gave her a flying launch down the steep beach into the surf. Heavy rain had fallen in the night and a gusty north-westerly wind was now blowing, with misty showers. The James Caird headed to the sea as if anxious to face the battle of the waves once more. We passed through the narrow mouth of the cove with the ugly rocks and waving kelp close on either side, turned to the east, and sailed merrily up the bay as the sun broke through the mists and made the tossing waters sparkle around us. We were a curious-looking party on that bright morning, but we were feeling happy. We even broke into song, and, but for our Robinson Crusoe appearance, a casual observer might have taken us for a picnic party sailing in a Norwegian fiord or one of the beautiful sounds of the west coast of New Zealand. The wind blew fresh and strong, and a small sea broke on the coast as we advanced. The surf was sufficient to have endangered the boat if we had attempted to land where the carcass of the sea-elephant was lying, so we decided to go on to the head of the bay without risking anything, particularly as we were likely to find sea-elephants on the upper beaches. The big creatures have a habit of seeking peaceful quarters protected from the waves. We had hopes, too, of finding penguins. Our expectation as far as the sea-elephants were concerned was not at fault. We heard the roar of the bulls as we neared the head of the bay, and soon afterwards saw the great unwieldy forms of the beasts lying on a shelving beach towards the bay-head. We rounded a high, glacier-worn bluff on the north side, and at 12.30 p.m. we ran the boat ashore on a low beach of sand and pebbles, with tussock growing above high-water mark. There were hundreds of sea-elephants lying about, and our anxieties with regard to food disappeared. Meat and blubber enough to feed our party for years was in sight. Our landing-place was about a mile and a half west of the north-east corner of the bay. Just east of us was a glacier-snout ending on the beach but giving a passage towards the head of the bay, except at high water or when a very heavy surf was running. A cold, drizzling rain had begun to fall, and we provided ourselves with shelter as quickly as possible. We hauled the James Caird up above highwater mark and turned her over just to the lee or east side of the bluff. The spot was separated from the mountain-side by a low morainic bank, rising twenty or thirty feet above sea-level. Soon we had converted the boat into a very comfortable cabin à la Peggotty, turfing it round with tussocks, which we dug up with knives. One side of the James Caird rested on stones so as to afford a low entrance, and when we had finished she looked as though she had grown there. McCarthy entered into this work with great spirit. A sea-elephant provided us with fuel and meat, and that evening found a well-fed and fairly contented party at rest in Peggotty Camp.

May 15 was an amazing day. We made our breakfast at 7:30 a.m. Then we loaded up the boat and launched her down the steep beach into the surf. Heavy rain had fallen during the night, and a gusty north-westerly wind was blowing now, accompanied by misty showers. The James Caird headed to sea as if eager to face the waves again. We passed through the narrow entrance of the cove, with ugly rocks and swaying kelp on either side, turned east, and sailed happily up the bay as the sun broke through the mist, making the choppy waters sparkle around us. We looked like a strange bunch that bright morning, but we were feeling good. We even started singing, and, aside from our Robinson Crusoe appearance, a casual observer might have thought we were a picnic group sailing in a Norwegian fjord or one of the beautiful sounds on New Zealand's west coast. The wind blew fresh and strong, and small waves crashed on the shore as we moved forward. The surf was strong enough to have endangered the boat if we had tried to land near the carcass of the sea elephant, so we decided to continue to the head of the bay without taking any risks, especially since we expected to find sea elephants on the upper beaches. These large creatures tend to seek out peaceful spots protected from the waves. We also hoped to find penguins. Our expectations regarding the sea elephants were confirmed. We heard the roars of the bulls as we approached the head of the bay, and soon saw the massive, awkward forms of the creatures lying on a sloping beach towards the bay's end. We rounded a high, glacier-worn bluff on the north side, and at 12:30 p.m., we ran the boat ashore on a low beach of sand and pebbles, with tussock grass growing above the high-water mark. There were hundreds of sea elephants scattered around, and our worries about food disappeared. There was enough meat and blubber in sight to feed our group for years. Our landing spot was about a mile and a half west of the bay’s north-east corner. Just east of us was a glacier snout ending on the beach but allowing passage towards the head of the bay, except at high tide or when heavy surf was happening. A cold, drizzly rain had started to fall, and we quickly set up shelter. We pulled the James Caird up above the high-water mark and turned her over just on the east side of the bluff. The spot was separated from the mountain side by a low morainic bank, rising twenty or thirty feet above sea level. Soon, we had transformed the boat into a cozy cabin à la Peggotty, lining it with tussocks that we dug up with knives. One side of the James Caird rested on stones to create a low entrance, and when we finished, it looked as though it had always been there. McCarthy enthusiastically joined in this work. A sea elephant provided us with fuel and meat, and that evening, we found ourselves well-fed and fairly content in Peggotty Camp.

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Sea Elephants on South Georgia

Sea Elephants in South Georgia

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The Cliffs we descended whilst crossing the Island

The cliffs we went down while crossing the island

Our camp, as I have said, lay on the north side of King Haakon Bay near the head. Our path towards the whaling-stations led round the seaward end of the snouted glacier on the east side of the camp and up a snow-slope that appeared to lead to a pass in the great Allardyce Range, which runs north-west and south-east and forms the main backbone of South Georgia. The range dipped opposite the bay into a well-defined pass from east to west. An ice-sheet covered most of the interior, filling the valleys and disguising the configurations of the land, which, indeed, showed only in big rocky ridges, peaks, and nunataks. When we looked up the pass from Peggotty Camp the country to the left appeared to offer two easy paths through to the opposite coast, but we knew that the island was uninhabited at that point (Possession Bay). We had to turn our attention farther east, and it was impossible from the camp to learn much of the conditions that would confront us on the overland journey. I planned to climb to the pass and then be guided by the configuration of the country in the selection of a route eastward to Stromness Bay, where the whaling-stations were established in the minor bays, Leith, Husvik, and Stromness. A range of mountains with precipitous slopes, forbidding peaks, and large glaciers lay immediately to the south of King Haakon Bay and seemed to form a continuation of the main range. Between this secondary range and the pass above our camp a great snow-upland sloped up to the inland ice-sheet and reached a rocky ridge that stretched athwart our path and seemed to bar the way. This ridge was a right-angled offshoot from the main ridge. Its chief features were four rocky peaks with spaces between that looked from a distance as though they might prove to be passes.

Our camp, as I mentioned, was located on the north side of King Haakon Bay near the head. Our route to the whaling stations went around the seaward end of the snouted glacier on the east side of the camp and up a snow slope that looked like it led to a pass in the great Allardyce Range, which runs north-west to south-east and forms the main spine of South Georgia. The range dipped opposite the bay into a well-defined pass running from east to west. An ice sheet covered most of the interior, filling the valleys and hiding the shapes of the land, which only showed in large rocky ridges, peaks, and nunataks. When we looked up the pass from Peggotty Camp, the area to the left seemed to offer two easy paths to the opposite coast, but we knew that part of the island (Possession Bay) was uninhabited. We had to focus our attention further east, and it was impossible from the camp to learn much about the conditions we would face on the overland journey. I planned to climb to the pass and then use the landscape to decide on a route east to Stromness Bay, where the whaling stations were set up in the smaller bays: Leith, Husvik, and Stromness. A range of mountains with steep slopes, jagged peaks, and large glaciers lay just south of King Haakon Bay and seemed to extend from the main range. Between this secondary range and the pass above our camp, a vast snow upland sloped up to the inland ice sheet and reached a rocky ridge that crossed our path and seemed to block the way. This ridge was a right-angled offshoot from the main ridge. Its main features were four rocky peaks with gaps between them that looked from a distance like they could be passes.

The weather was bad on Tuesday, May 16, and we stayed under the boat nearly all day. The quarters were cramped but gave full protection from the weather, and we regarded our little cabin with a great deal of satisfaction. Abundant meals of sea-elephant steak and liver increased our contentment. McNeish reported during the day that he had seen rats feeding on the scraps, but this interesting statement was not verified. One would not expect to find rats at such a spot, but there was a bare possibility that they had landed from a wreck and managed to survive the very rigorous conditions.

The weather was terrible on Tuesday, May 16, and we stayed under the boat almost all day. The space was cramped but offered complete protection from the elements, and we felt pretty satisfied with our little cabin. Lots of meals featuring sea elephant steak and liver boosted our mood. McNeish mentioned during the day that he had seen rats eating the leftovers, but this intriguing claim wasn’t confirmed. You wouldn’t expect to find rats in such a place, but it was possible they had come ashore from a shipwreck and somehow survived the harsh conditions.

A fresh west-south-westerly breeze was blowing on the following morning (Wednesday, May 17), with misty squalls, sleet, and rain. I took Worsley with me on a pioneer journey to the west with the object of examining the country to be traversed at the beginning of the overland journey. We went round the seaward end of the snouted glacier, and after tramping about a mile over stony ground and snow-coated debris, we crossed some big ridges of scree and moraines. We found that there was good going for a sledge as far as the north-east corner of the bay, but did not get much information regarding the conditions farther on owing to the view becoming obscured by a snow-squall. We waited a quarter of an hour for the weather to clear but were forced to turn back without having seen more of the country. I had satisfied myself, however, that we could reach a good snow-slope leading apparently to the inland ice. Worsley reckoned from the chart that the distance from our camp to Husvik, on an east magnetic course, was seventeen geographical miles, but we could not expect to follow a direct line. The carpenter started making a sledge for use on the overland journey. The materials at his disposal were limited in quantity and scarcely suitable in quality.

A fresh west-southwest breeze was blowing the next morning (Wednesday, May 17), bringing misty squalls, sleet, and rain. I took Worsley with me on an exploratory trip to the west to check out the area we would cross at the start of the overland journey. We went around the seaward end of the snouted glacier, and after walking about a mile over rocky ground and snow-covered debris, we crossed some large ridges of scree and moraines. We found that the path was good for a sled as far as the northeast corner of the bay, but we didn’t get much information about the conditions further on because the view was blocked by a snow squall. We waited fifteen minutes for the weather to improve but had to turn back without seeing more of the area. I was satisfied, however, that we could reach a good snow slope that seemed to lead to the inland ice. Worsley estimated from the chart that the distance from our camp to Husvik, on an east magnetic course, was seventeen geographical miles, but we couldn’t expect to go in a straight line. The carpenter began making a sled for use on the overland journey. The materials he had were limited in quantity and barely suitable in quality.

We overhauled our gear on Thursday, May 18; and hauled our sledge to the lower edge of the snouted glacier. The vehicle proved heavy and cumbrous. We had to lift it empty over bare patches of rock along the shore, and I realized that it would be too heavy for three men to manage amid the snow-plains, glaciers, and peaks of the interior. Worsley and Crean were coming with me, and after consultation we decided to leave the sleeping-bags behind us and make the journey in very light marching order. We would take three days’ provisions for each man in the form of sledging ration and biscuit. The food was to be packed in three sacks, so that each member of the party could carry his own supply. Then we were to take the Primus lamp filled with oil, the small cooker, the carpenter’s adze (for use as an ice-axe), and the alpine rope, which made a total length of fifty feet when knotted. We might have to lower ourselves down steep slopes or cross crevassed glaciers. The filled lamp would provide six hot meals, which would consist of sledging ration boiled up with biscuit. There were two boxes of matches left, one full and the other partially used. We left the full box with the men at the camp and took the second box, which contained forty-eight matches. I was unfortunate as regarded footgear, since I had given away my heavy Burberry boots on the floe, and had now a comparatively light pair in poor condition. The carpenter assisted me by putting several screws in the sole of each boot with the object of providing a grip on the ice. The screws came out of the James Caird.

We revamped our gear on Thursday, May 18, and dragged our sled to the lower edge of the snouted glacier. The vehicle turned out to be heavy and bulky. We had to lift it empty over bare patches of rock along the shore, and I realized it would be too heavy for three men to manage in the snowfields, glaciers, and peaks of the interior. Worsley and Crean were coming with me, and after discussing it, we decided to leave the sleeping bags behind and make the journey with very minimal gear. We would take three days' worth of provisions for each person in the form of sledging rations and biscuits. The food was to be packed in three bags so that each member of the group could carry their own supply. Then we needed to take the Primus lamp filled with oil, the small cooker, the carpenter’s adze (to use as an ice axe), and the alpine rope, which totaled fifty feet when tied. We might have to lower ourselves down steep slopes or cross crevassed glaciers. The filled lamp would provide six hot meals, which would consist of sledging rations boiled with biscuits. There were two boxes of matches left, one full and the other partially used. We left the full box with the men at the camp and took the second box, which had forty-eight matches. I was unlucky with my footwear since I had given away my heavy Burberry boots on the floe and now had a relatively light pair in bad condition. The carpenter helped me by putting several screws in the soles of each boot to give me some grip on the ice. The screws came out of the James Caird.

We turned in early that night, but sleep did not come to me. My mind was busy with the task of the following day. The weather was clear and the outlook for an early start in the morning was good. We were going to leave a weak party behind us in the camp. Vincent was still in the same condition, and he could not march. McNeish was pretty well broken up. The two men were not capable of managing for themselves and McCarthy must stay to look after them. He might have a difficult task if we failed to reach the whaling station. The distance to Husvik, according to the chart, was no more than seventeen geographical miles in a direct line, but we had very scanty knowledge of the conditions of the interior. No man had ever penetrated a mile from the coast of South Georgia at any point, and the whalers I knew regarded the country as inaccessible. During that day, while we were walking to the snouted glacier, we had seen three wild duck flying towards the head of the bay from the eastward. I hoped that the presence of these birds indicated tussock-land and not snow-fields and glaciers in the interior, but the hope was not a very bright one.

We went to bed early that night, but I couldn't sleep. My mind was focused on the tasks for the next day. The weather was clear, and it looked promising for an early start in the morning. We were planning to leave a weak group behind at the camp. Vincent was still in rough shape and couldn’t march. McNeish was pretty beaten up too. The two men couldn't manage on their own, so McCarthy had to stay behind to take care of them. He might face a tough job if we didn't make it to the whaling station. The chart said Husvik was only about seventeen nautical miles away in a straight line, but we had very little knowledge of what lay inland. No one had ever gone more than a mile from the coast of South Georgia at any point, and the whalers I knew considered the land inaccessible. That day, while we were walking to the snouted glacier, we saw three wild ducks flying toward the head of the bay from the east. I hoped their presence meant there was tussock land and not just snowfields and glaciers inland, but it wasn’t a very hopeful thought.

We turned out at 2 a.m. on the Friday morning and had our hoosh ready an hour later. The full moon was shining in a practically cloudless sky, its rays reflected gloriously from the pinnacles and crevassed ice of the adjacent glaciers. The huge peaks of the mountains stood in bold relief against the sky and threw dark shadows on the waters of the sound. There was no need for delay, and we made a start as soon as we had eaten our meal. McNeish walked about 200 yds with us; he could do no more. Then we said good-bye and he turned back to the camp. The first task was to get round the edge of the snouted glacier, which had points like fingers projecting towards the sea. The waves were reaching the points of these fingers, and we had to rush from one recess to another when the waters receded. We soon reached the east side of the glacier and noticed its great activity at this point. Changes had occurred within the preceding twenty-four hours. Some huge pieces had broken off, and the masses of mud and stone that were being driven before the advancing ice showed movement. The glacier was like a gigantic plough driving irresistibly towards the sea.

We left at 2 a.m. on Friday morning and had our food ready an hour later. The full moon was shining in a nearly cloudless sky, its light reflecting beautifully off the peaks and crevasses of the surrounding glaciers. The towering mountains stood out sharply against the sky, casting dark shadows on the waters of the sound. There was no reason to delay, so we set off as soon as we finished our meal. McNeish walked with us for about 200 yards; he couldn’t walk any further. After saying goodbye, he turned back to the camp. Our first task was to navigate around the edge of the snouted glacier, which had points jutting out toward the sea like fingers. The waves were lapping at these points, and we had to move quickly from one indentation to another as the water receded. We soon reached the east side of the glacier and noticed it was quite active at that spot. Changes had taken place in the last twenty-four hours. Large chunks had broken off, and the masses of mud and stone being pushed by the advancing ice were clearly moving. The glacier was like a massive plow advancing relentlessly toward the sea.

Lying on the beach beyond the glacier was wreckage that told of many ill-fated ships. We noticed stanchions of teakwood, liberally carved, that must have came from ships of the older type; iron-bound timbers with the iron almost rusted through; battered barrels and all the usual debris of the ocean. We had difficulties and anxieties of our own, but as we passed that graveyard of the sea we thought of the many tragedies written in the wave-worn fragments of lost vessels. We did not pause, and soon we were ascending a snow-slope heading due east on the last lap of our long trail.

Lying on the beach beyond the glacier was wreckage that told the story of many ill-fated ships. We noticed beautifully carved teakwood posts that must have come from older ships; iron-bound timbers with the metal almost rusted through; battered barrels and all the usual debris from the ocean. We had our own difficulties and worries, but as we passed that graveyard of the sea, we thought about the many tragedies etched in the wave-worn fragments of lost vessels. We didn’t stop, and soon we were climbing a snow slope heading due east on the final stretch of our long journey.

The snow-surface was disappointing. Two days before we had been able to move rapidly on hard, packed snow; now we sank over our ankles at each step and progress was slow. After two hours’ steady climbing we were 2500 ft. above sea-level. The weather continued fine and calm, and as the ridges drew nearer and the western coast of the island spread out below, the bright moonlight showed us that the interior was broken tremendously. High peaks, impassable cliffs, steep snow-slopes, and sharply descending glaciers were prominent features in all directions, with stretches of snow-plain over laying the ice-sheet of the interior. The slope we were ascending mounted to a ridge and our course lay direct to the top. The moon, which proved a good friend during this journey, threw a long shadow at one point and told us that the surface was broken in our path. Warned in time, we avoided a huge hole capable of swallowing an army. The bay was now about three miles away, and the continued roaring of a big glacier at the head of the bay came to our ears. This glacier, which we had noticed during the stay at Peggotty Camp, seemed to be calving almost continuously.

The snow surface was disappointing. Two days earlier, we had been able to move quickly on hard, packed snow; now we were sinking over our ankles with every step, making progress slow. After two hours of steady climbing, we were 2,500 feet above sea level. The weather remained nice and calm, and as the ridges came closer and the western coast of the island spread out below us, the bright moonlight revealed the jagged terrain. High peaks, impassable cliffs, steep snow slopes, and sharply descending glaciers were prominent in every direction, with stretches of snow plains covering the ice sheet of the interior. The slope we were climbing led to a ridge, and our path was straight to the top. The moon, which turned out to be a great ally during this journey, cast a long shadow at one point, indicating that the surface ahead was uneven. Alerted in time, we steered clear of a massive hole that could have swallowed an army. The bay was now about three miles away, and we could hear the continuous roaring of a large glacier at the head of the bay. This glacier, which we had noticed during our stay at Peggotty Camp, seemed to be calving almost nonstop.

I had hoped to get a view of the country ahead of us from the top of the slope, but as the surface became more level beneath our feet, a thick fog drifted down. The moon became obscured and produced a diffused light that was more trying than darkness, since it illuminated the fog without guiding our steps. We roped ourselves together as a precaution against holes, crevasses, and precipices, and I broke trail through the soft snow. With almost the full length of the rope between myself and the last man we were able to steer an approximately straight course, since, if I veered to the right or the left when marching into the blank wall of the fog, the last man on the rope could shout a direction. So, like a ship with its “port,” “starboard,” “steady,” we tramped through the fog for the next two hours.

I had hoped to see the landscape in front of us from the top of the slope, but as the ground became more even under our feet, a thick fog rolled in. The moon got covered, casting a soft light that was more frustrating than complete darkness, as it lit up the fog without helping us find our way. We tied ourselves together as a safety measure against holes, crevasses, and cliffs, and I led the way through the soft snow. With almost the full length of the rope between me and the last person, we managed to keep a mostly straight path. If I drifted to the right or left while marching into the blank wall of fog, the last person on the rope could yell out a direction. So, like a ship with its “port,” “starboard,” “steady,” we trudged through the fog for the next two hours.

Then, as daylight came, the fog thinned and lifted, and from an elevation of about 3000 ft. we looked down on what seemed to be a huge frozen lake with its farther shores still obscured by the fog. We halted there to eat a bit of biscuit while we discussed whether we would go down and cross the flat surface of the lake, or keep on the ridge we had already reached. I decided to go down, since the lake lay on our course. After an hour of comparatively easy travel through the snow we noticed the thin beginnings of crevasses. Soon they were increasing in size and showing fractures, indicating that we were travelling on a glacier. As the daylight brightened the fog dissipated; the lake could be seen more clearly, but still we could not discover its east shore. A little later the fog lifted completely, and then we saw that our lake stretched to the horizon, and realized suddenly that we were looking down upon the open sea on the east coast of the island. The slight pulsation at the shore showed that the sea was not even frozen; it was the bad light that had deceived us. Evidently we were at the top of Possession Bay, and the island at that point could not be more than five miles across from the head of King Haakon Bay. Our rough chart was inaccurate. There was nothing for it but to start up the glacier again. That was about seven o’clock in the morning, and by nine o’clock we had more than recovered our lost ground. We regained the ridge and then struck south-east, for the chart showed that two more bays indented the coast before Stromness. It was comforting to realize that we would have the eastern water in sight during our journey, although we could see there was no way around the shore line owing to steep cliffs and glaciers. Men lived in houses lit by electric light on the east coast. News of the outside world waited us there, and, above all, the east coast meant for us the means of rescuing the twenty-two men we had left on Elephant Island.

As daylight broke, the fog began to fade and lift, and from about 3,000 feet up, we looked down at what appeared to be a massive frozen lake, its far shore still hidden in the fog. We stopped there to have a bit of biscuit while we debated whether to head down and cross the lake's flat surface or continue along the ridge we had already reached. I chose to go down since the lake was on our path. After about an hour of relatively easy travel through the snow, we noticed the first signs of crevasses. They quickly grew larger and showed fractures, indicating we were traveling over a glacier. As the daylight brightened, the fog cleared; we could see the lake more distinctly, but we still couldn't find its eastern shore. A little later, the fog lifted completely, and we realized that the lake extended to the horizon, and we suddenly understood we were looking down at the open sea on the island's east coast. The slight movement at the shore indicated that the sea was not frozen; it had just been the poor light that misled us. Clearly, we were at the top of Possession Bay, and at that point, the island couldn't be more than five miles wide from the head of King Haakon Bay. Our rough chart was inaccurate. We had no choice but to head back up the glacier. It was around seven o'clock in the morning, and by nine o'clock, we had more than made up for our lost distance. We regained the ridge and then headed southeast, as the chart showed that two more bays indented the coast before Stromness. It was reassuring to know that we would have the eastern water in sight during our journey, although we saw that there was no way to navigate around the shoreline due to steep cliffs and glaciers. People lived in houses lit by electric lights on the east coast. News of the outside world awaited us there, and, most importantly, the east coast meant we had a way to rescue the twenty-two men we had left on Elephant Island.

CHAPTER X
ACROSS SOUTH GEORGIA

The sun rose in the sky with every appearance of a fine day, and we grew warmer as we toiled through the soft snow. Ahead of us lay the ridges and spurs of a range of mountains, the transverse range that we had noticed from the bay. We were travelling over a gently rising plateau, and at the end of an hour we found ourselves growing uncomfortably hot. Years before, on an earlier expedition, I had declared that I would never again growl at the heat of the sun, and my resolution had been strengthened during the boat journey. I called it to mind as the sun beat fiercely on the blinding white snow-slope. After passing an area of crevasses we paused for our first meal. We dug a hole in the snow about three feet deep with the adze and put the Primus into it. There was no wind at the moment, but a gust might come suddenly. A hot hoosh was soon eaten and we plodded on towards a sharp ridge between two of the peaks already mentioned. By 11 a.m. we were almost at the crest. The slope had become precipitous and it was necessary to cut steps as we advanced. The adze proved an excellent instrument for this purpose, a blow sufficing to provide a foothold. Anxiously but hopefully I cut the last few steps and stood upon the razor-back, while the other men held the rope and waited for my news. The outlook was disappointing. I looked down a sheer precipice to a chaos of crumpled ice 1500 ft. below. There was no way down for us. The country to the east was a great snow upland, sloping upwards for a distance of seven or eight miles to a height of over 4000 ft. To the north it fell away steeply in glaciers into the bays, and to the south it was broken by huge outfalls from the inland ice-sheet. Our path lay between the glaciers and the outfalls, but first we had to descend from the ridge on which we stood. Cutting steps with the adze, we moved in a lateral direction round the base of a dolomite, which blocked our view to the north. The same precipice confronted us. Away to the north-east there appeared to be a snow-slope that might give a path to the lower country, and so we retraced our steps down the long slope that had taken us three hours to climb. We were at the bottom in an hour. We were now feeling the strain of the unaccustomed marching. We had done little walking since January and our muscles were out of tune. Skirting the base of the mountain above us, we came to a gigantic bergschrund, a mile and a half long and 1000 ft. deep. This tremendous gully, cut in the snow and ice by the fierce winds blowing round the mountain, was semicircular in form, and it ended in a gentle incline. We passed through it, under the towering precipice of ice, and at the far end we had another meal and a short rest. This was at 12:30 p.m. Half a pot of steaming Bovril ration warmed us up, and when we marched again ice-inclines at angles of 45 degrees did not look quite as formidable as before.

The sun rose in the sky, promising a nice day, and we felt warmer as we trudged through the soft snow. Ahead of us were the ridges and spurs of a mountain range, the transverse range we had seen from the bay. We were traveling across a gently rising plateau, and after an hour, we started to feel uncomfortably hot. Years ago, on a previous expedition, I had vowed never to complain about the heat of the sun again, and that commitment had only strengthened during the boat journey. I remembered it as the sun beat down on the blinding white snow slope. After passing an area of crevasses, we stopped for our first meal. We dug a hole in the snow about three feet deep with the adze and placed the Primus inside it. There was no wind at the moment, but a gust could come at any time. Soon, we enjoyed a hot meal and continued on toward a sharp ridge between two of the peaks I’d mentioned earlier. By 11 a.m., we were close to the top. The slope had become steep, and we needed to cut steps as we progressed. The adze turned out to be great for this task, with one solid blow creating a foothold. Anxiously but optimistically, I cut the last few steps and stood on the sharp ridge while the other men held the rope, waiting for my report. The view was disappointing. I looked down a sheer drop into a chaotic mass of crumpled ice 1500 ft. below. There was no way down for us. To the east stretched a vast snowy upland, sloping up for seven or eight miles to over 4000 ft. In the north, it dropped steeply into glaciers leading to the bays, and to the south, it was disrupted by huge flows from the inland ice sheet. Our path lay between the glaciers and the flows, but first, we had to descend from the ridge we were on. Cutting steps with the adze, we moved sideways around the base of a dolomite that blocked our view to the north. We faced the same sheer drop again. Farther to the northeast, there seemed to be a snow slope that might lead down to lower ground, so we retraced our steps down the long slope we had taken three hours to climb. It took us an hour to reach the bottom. By now, we felt the strain of the unfamiliar marching. We hadn’t done much walking since January, and our muscles were not up for it. As we skirted the base of the mountain above us, we came to a massive bergschrund, a mile and a half long and 1000 ft. deep. This huge gully, carved in the snow and ice by the strong winds swirling around the mountain, was semicircular and ended in a gentle slope. We passed through it, under the towering ice cliff, and at the far end, we took another meal and a short break. This was at 12:30 p.m. Half a pot of steaming Bovril warmed us up, and when we marched again, the 45-degree ice inclines didn’t seem quite as daunting as before.

Once more we started for the crest. After another weary climb we reached the top. The snow lay thinly on blue ice at the ridge, and we had to cut steps over the last fifty yards. The same precipice lay below, and my eyes searched vainly for a way down. The hot sun had loosened the snow, which was now in a treacherous condition, and we had to pick our way carefully. Looking back, we could see that a fog was rolling up behind us and meeting in the valleys a fog that was coming up from the east. The creeping grey clouds were a plain warning that we must get down to lower levels before becoming enveloped.

Once again, we started our way to the top. After another exhausting climb, we finally reached the summit. The snow was lightly spread over blue ice at the ridge, and we had to cut steps for the last fifty yards. The same cliff was below us, and I searched in vain for a way down. The hot sun had loosened the snow, making it now quite dangerous, so we had to be cautious with every step. Looking back, we could see fog rolling in behind us, meeting the fog coming up from the east in the valleys. The creeping grey clouds served as a clear warning that we needed to get to lower ground before getting trapped.

The ridge was studded with peaks, which prevented us getting a clear view either to the right or to the left. The situation in this respect seemed no better at other points within our reach, and I had to decide that our course lay back the way we had come. The afternoon was wearing on and the fog was rolling up ominously from the west. It was of the utmost importance for us to get down into the next valley before dark. We were now up 4500 ft. and the night temperature at that elevation would be very low. We had no tent and no sleeping-bags, and our clothes had endured much rough usage and had weathered many storms during the last ten months. In the distance, down the valley below us, we could see tussock-grass close to the shore, and if we could get down it might be possible to dig out a hole in one of the lower snow-banks, line it with dry grass, and make ourselves fairly comfortable for the night. Back we went, and after a detour we reached the top of another ridge in the fading light. After a glance over the top I turned to the anxious faces of the two men behind me and said, “Come on, boys.” Within a minute they stood beside me on the ice-ridge. The surface fell away at a sharp incline in front of us, but it merged into a snow-slope. We could not see the bottom clearly owing to mist and bad light, and the possibility of the slope ending in a sheer fall occurred to us; but the fog that was creeping up behind allowed no time for hesitation. We descended slowly at first, cutting steps in the snow; then the surface became softer, indicating that the gradient was less severe. There could be no turning back now, so we unroped and slid in the fashion of youthful days. When we stopped on a snow-bank at the foot of the slope we found that we had descended at least 900 ft. in two or three minutes. We looked back and saw the grey fingers of the fog appearing on the ridge, as though reaching after the intruders into untrodden wilds. But we had escaped.

The ridge was dotted with peaks, which blocked our view to the right and left. The situation didn’t look any better at other spots we could access, so I decided our best option was to go back the way we came. The afternoon was passing, and the fog was rolling in ominously from the west. It was crucial for us to get down into the next valley before dark. We were now at 4500 ft., and the nighttime temperature at that height would be really low. We had no tent or sleeping bags, and our clothes had taken a beating and weathered many storms over the past ten months. In the distance, down the valley, we could see tussock grass near the shore, and if we could reach it, we might be able to dig a hole in one of the lower snowbanks, line it with dry grass, and make ourselves somewhat comfortable for the night. We turned back, and after a detour, we reached the top of another ridge as the light started to fade. After a quick look over the top, I turned to the concerned faces of the two men behind me and said, “Come on, guys.” Within a minute, they stood next to me on the ice ridge. The surface dropped sharply in front of us but transitioned into a snow slope. We couldn't see the bottom clearly due to the mist and poor light, and the thought of the slope possibly ending in a sheer drop crossed our minds; however, the fog creeping up behind us left no time for second thoughts. We started descending slowly, cutting steps into the snow; then the snow got softer, indicating the slope wasn’t as steep. There was no turning back now, so we unroped and slid down like we did in our younger days. When we finally stopped on a snowbank at the bottom of the slope, we realized we had dropped at least 900 ft. in just a few minutes. We looked back and saw the gray fingers of fog starting to reach for us from the ridge, as if trying to grab the intruders of these uncharted wilderness. But we had made it out safely.

The country to the east was an ascending snow upland dividing the glaciers of the north coast from the outfalls of the south. We had seen from the top that our course lay between two huge masses of crevasses, and we thought that the road ahead lay clear. This belief and the increasing cold made us abandon the idea of camping. We had another meal at 6 p.m. A little breeze made cooking difficult in spite of the shelter provided for the cooker by a hole. Crean was the cook, and Worsley and I lay on the snow to windward of the lamp so as to break the wind with our bodies. The meal over, we started up the long, gentle ascent. Night was upon us, and for an hour we plodded along in almost complete darkness, watching warily for signs of crevasses. Then about 8 p.m. a glow which we had seen behind the jagged peaks resolved itself into the full moon, which rose ahead of us and made a silver pathway for our feet. Along that pathway in the wake of the moon we advanced in safety, with the shadows cast by the edges of crevasses showing black on either side of us. Onwards and upwards through soft snow we marched, resting now and then on hard patches which had revealed themselves by glittering ahead of us in the white light. By midnight we were again at an elevation of about 4000 ft. Still we were following the light, for as the moon swung round towards the north-east, our path curved in that direction. The friendly moon seemed to pilot our weary feet. We could have had no better guide. If in bright daylight we had made that march we would have followed the course that was traced for us that night.

The country to the east was an elevated snowy landscape separating the northern glaciers from the southern outlets. From the top, we saw that our path was between two massive areas of crevasses, and we thought the way ahead was clear. This belief, combined with the increasing cold, led us to give up on the idea of camping. We had another meal at 6 p.m. A light breeze made cooking challenging, even with the shelter provided by a hole for the cooker. Crean was the cook, and Worsley and I lay on the snow with the wind at our backs to shield the lamp. After eating, we began the long, gentle ascent. Night had fallen, and for an hour we trudged along in almost complete darkness, carefully watching for signs of crevasses. Then at around 8 p.m., a glow we had seen behind the jagged peaks turned into the full moon, rising in front of us and creating a silver pathway for us to follow. We moved along that path, safe in the moonlight, with shadows of the crevasse edges dark on both sides. We marched onward and upward through soft snow, resting occasionally on hard patches that sparkled ahead in the white light. By midnight, we were again at about 4000 ft. Still, we were following the light; as the moon moved towards the northeast, our path curved that way too. The friendly moon seemed to guide our tired feet. We couldn't have had a better guide. If we had made that march in bright daylight, we would have followed the same course that was laid out for us that night.

Midnight found us approaching the edge of a great snowfield, pierced by isolated nunataks which cast long shadows like black rivers across the white expanse. A gentle slope to the north-east lured our all-too-willing feet in that direction. We thought that at the base of the slope lay Stromness Bay. After we had descended about 300 ft. a thin wind began to attack us. We had now been on the march for over twenty hours, only halting for our occasional meals. Wisps of cloud drove over the high peaks to the southward, warning us that wind and snow were likely to come. After 1 a.m. we cut a pit in the snow, piled up loose snow around it, and started the Primus again. The hot food gave us another renewal of energy. Worsley and Crean sang their old songs when the Primus was going merrily. Laughter was in our hearts, though not on our parched and cracked lips.

Midnight found us nearing the edge of a vast snowfield, dotted with isolated nunataks that cast long shadows like black rivers across the white landscape. A gentle slope to the northeast tempted our eager feet to head that way. We believed that at the bottom of the slope lay Stromness Bay. After descending about 300 feet, a cold wind started to hit us. We had been marching for over twenty hours, only stopping for occasional meals. Wisps of clouds moved over the tall peaks to the south, warning us that wind and snow were probably on the way. After 1 a.m., we dug a pit in the snow, piled loose snow around it, and fired up the Primus again. The hot food gave us a fresh boost of energy. Worsley and Crean sang their old songs while the Primus happily cooked. Laughter filled our hearts, even if our lips were dry and chapped.

We were up and away again within half an hour, still downward to the coast. We felt almost sure now that we were above Stromness Bay. A dark object down at the foot of the slope looked like Mutton Island, which lies off Husvik. I suppose our desires were giving wings to our fancies, for we pointed out joyfully various landmarks revealed by the now vagrant light of the moon, whose friendly face was cloud-swept. Our high hopes were soon shattered. Crevasses warned us that we were on another glacier, and soon we looked down almost to the seaward edge of the great riven ice-mass. I knew there was no glacier in Stromness and realized that this must be Fortuna Glacier. The disappointment was severe. Back we turned and tramped up the glacier again, not directly tracing our steps but working at a tangent to the south-east. We were very tired.

We got moving again within half an hour, still heading down to the coast. We were pretty sure we were above Stromness Bay. A dark shape at the bottom of the slope looked like Mutton Island, which is off Husvik. I guess our hopes were amplifying our imaginations, because we excitedly pointed out various landmarks illuminated by the now wandering light of the moon, which was partially covered by clouds. Our high hopes were soon dashed. Crevasses warned us that we were on another glacier, and before long, we were looking down almost to the seaward edge of the massive broken ice formation. I knew there wasn't a glacier in Stromness and realized that this had to be Fortuna Glacier. The disappointment hit hard. We turned back and trudged up the glacier again, not retracing our steps directly but making our way at a tangent to the southeast. We were really tired.

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One of the Glaciers we Crossed

One of the glaciers we crossed

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A Typical View in South Georgia

A Typical View in South Georgia

At 5 a.m. we were at the foot of the rocky spurs of the range. We were tired, and the wind that blew down from the heights was chilling us. We decided to get down under the lee of a rock for a rest. We put our sticks and the adze on the snow, sat down on them as close to one another as possible, and put our arms round each other. The wind was bringing a little drift with it and the white dust lay on our clothes. I thought that we might be able to keep warm and have half an hour’s rest this way. Within a minute my two companions were fast asleep. I realized that it would be disastrous if we all slumbered together, for sleep under such conditions merges into death. After five minutes I shook them into consciousness again, told them that they had slept for half an hour, and gave the word for a fresh start. We were so stiff that for the first two or three hundred yards we marched with our knees bent. A jagged line of peaks with a gap like a broken tooth confronted us. This was the ridge that runs in a southerly direction from Fortuna Bay, and our course eastward to Stromness lay across it. A very steep slope led up to the ridge and an icy wind burst through the gap.

At 5 a.m., we were at the base of the rocky spurs of the range. We were exhausted, and the wind coming down from the heights was chilling us. We decided to take cover behind a rock to rest. We placed our trekking poles and the adze on the snow, sat as close together as we could, and wrapped our arms around each other. The wind was bringing in some drift, and the white dust settled on our clothes. I thought we could stay warm and take a half-hour break this way. Within a minute, my two companions were sound asleep. I realized it would be a mistake if we all dozed off together, as sleep in these conditions can turn into death. After five minutes, I shook them awake again, told them they had napped for half an hour, and gave the signal to start fresh. We were so stiff that for the first two or three hundred yards, we walked with our knees bent. A jagged line of peaks with a gap that looked like a broken tooth faced us. This was the ridge extending south from Fortuna Bay, and our route east to Stromness went across it. A steep slope led up to the ridge, and an icy wind blew through the gap.

We went through the gap at 6 a.m. with anxious hearts as well as weary bodies. If the farther slope had proved impassable our situation would have been almost desperate; but the worst was turning to the best for us. The twisted, wave-like rock formations of Husvik Harbour appeared right ahead in the opening of dawn. Without a word we shook hands with one another. To our minds the journey was over, though as a matter of fact twelve miles of difficult country had still to be traversed. A gentle snow-slope descended at our feet towards a valley that separated our ridge from the hills immediately behind Husvik, and as we stood gazing Worsley said solemnly, “Boss, it looks too good to be true!” Down we went, to be checked presently by the sight of water 2500 ft. below. We could see the little wave-ripples on the black beach, penguins strutting to and fro, and dark objects that looked like seals lolling lazily on the sand. This was an eastern arm of Fortuna Bay, separated by the ridge from the arm we had seen below us during the night. The slope we were traversing appeared to end in a precipice above this beach. But our revived spirits were not to be damped by difficulties on the last stage of the journey, and we camped cheerfully for breakfast. Whilst Worsley and Crean were digging a hole for the lamp and starting the cooker I climbed a ridge above us, cutting steps with the adze, in order to secure an extended view of the country below. At 6.30 a.m. I thought I heard the sound of a steam-whistle. I dared not be certain, but I knew that the men at the whaling-station would be called from their beds about that time. Descending to the camp I told the others, and in intense excitement we watched the chronometer for seven o’clock, when the whalers would be summoned to work. Right to the minute the steam-whistle came to us, borne clearly on the wind across the intervening miles of rock and snow. Never had any one of us heard sweeter music. It was the first sound created by outside human agency that had come to our ears since we left Stromness Bay in December 1914. That whistle told us that men were living near, that ships were ready, and that within a few hours we should be on our way back to Elephant Island to the rescue of the men waiting there under the watch and ward of Wild. It was a moment hard to describe. Pain and ache, boat journeys, marches, hunger and fatigue seemed to belong to the limbo of forgotten things, and there remained only the perfect contentment that comes of work accomplished.

We passed through the gap at 6 a.m. with anxious hearts and tired bodies. If the far slope had been impossible to cross, our situation would have been nearly hopeless; but things were turning around for us. The twisted, wave-like rock formations of Husvik Harbour appeared right ahead as dawn broke. Without saying a word, we shook hands with each other. In our minds, the journey was over, even though we still had twelve miles of challenging terrain to cover. A gentle snow slope led down to a valley that separated our ridge from the hills just behind Husvik, and as we stood there looking, Worsley said solemnly, “Boss, it looks too good to be true!” We headed down, only to be momentarily stopped by the sight of water 2500 feet below. We could see little wave ripples on the black beach, penguins waddling about, and dark shapes that looked like seals lounging lazily on the sand. This was an eastern arm of Fortuna Bay, separated by the ridge from the arm we had seen the night before. The slope we were on seemed to end in a cliff above this beach. But our lifted spirits wouldn’t be dimmed by the challenges of the last part of the journey, so we set up camp cheerfully for breakfast. While Worsley and Crean dug a hole for the lamp and got the cooker started, I climbed a ridge above us, cutting steps with the adze to get a better view of the landscape below. At 6:30 a.m., I thought I heard a steam whistle. I couldn’t be sure, but I knew the men at the whaling station would be getting up around that time. I went back down to the camp and told the others, and in excitement, we watched the chronometer for seven o’clock, when the whalers would start working. Right on the dot, the steam whistle reached us, carried clearly by the wind across the rocks and snow. None of us had ever heard sweeter music. It was the first sound made by humans that we had heard since we left Stromness Bay in December 1914. That whistle told us that people were nearby, that ships were ready, and that in just a few hours, we’d be on our way back to Elephant Island to rescue the men waiting under Wild’s watch. It was a moment hard to describe. The pain, aches, boat journeys, marches, hunger, and fatigue felt like distant memories, and all that remained was the perfect satisfaction that comes from completing a hard task.

My examination of the country from a higher point had not provided definite information, and after descending I put the situation before Worsley and Crean. Our obvious course lay down a snow-slope in the direction of Husvik. “Boys,” I said, “this snow-slope seems to end in a precipice, but perhaps there is no precipice. If we don’t go down we shall have to make a detour of at least five miles before we reach level going. What shall it be?” They both replied at once, “Try the slope.” So we started away again downwards. We abandoned the Primus lamp, now empty, at the breakfast camp and carried with us one ration and a biscuit each. The deepest snow we had yet encountered clogged our feet, but we plodded downward, and after descending about 500 ft., reducing our altitude to 2000 ft. above sea-level, we thought we saw the way clear ahead. A steep gradient of blue ice was the next obstacle. Worsley and Crean got a firm footing in a hole excavated with the adze and then lowered me as I cut steps until the full 50 ft. of our alpine rope was out. Then I made a hole big enough for the three of us, and the other two men came down the steps. My end of the rope was anchored to the adze and I had settled myself in the hole braced for a strain in case they slipped. When we all stood in the second hole I went down again to make more steps, and in this laborious fashion we spent two hours descending about 500 ft. Halfway down we had to strike away diagonally to the left, for we noticed that the fragments of ice loosened by the adze were taking a leap into space at the bottom of the slope. Eventually we got off the steep ice, very gratefully, at a point where some rocks protruded, and we could see then that there was a perilous precipice directly below the point where we had started to cut steps. A slide down a slippery slope, with the adze and our cooker going ahead, completed this descent, and incidentally did considerable damage to our much-tried trousers.

My view of the country from above hadn’t given me clear information, so after coming down, I shared the situation with Worsley and Crean. Our best option was to head down a snow slope towards Husvik. “Guys,” I said, “this snow slope might end in a cliff, but maybe it won't. If we don’t go down, we’ll have to make a detour of at least five miles before we find flat ground. What do you think?” They both immediately replied, “Let’s try the slope.” So we started heading downward again. We left the empty Primus lamp at the breakfast camp and took along one ration and a biscuit each. The deepest snow we’d encountered so far slowed us down, but we trudged downwards, and after dropping about 500 feet, bringing our altitude to 2000 feet above sea level, we thought we saw a clear path ahead. Next, we faced a steep stretch of blue ice. Worsley and Crean got a solid foothold in a hole made with the adze, then lowered me while I cut steps until the full 50 feet of our climbing rope was used. I dug out a hole big enough for all three of us, and the other two climbed down the steps. My end of the rope was secured to the adze, and I settled into the hole, ready in case they slipped. Once we were all in the second hole, I went down again to make more steps, and in this slow and tough way, we spent two hours getting down about 500 feet. Halfway down, we had to move diagonally to the left after noticing that chunks of ice loosened by the adze were falling into the abyss below. Eventually, we gratefully got off the steep ice at a spot where some rocks jutted out, and we could see a dangerous cliff right below where we had started cutting steps. A slip down a slippery slope, with the adze and our cooker sliding ahead, finished this descent and, incidentally, did some significant damage to our already worn-out trousers.

When we picked ourselves up at the bottom we were not more than 1500 ft. above the sea. The slope was comparatively easy. Water was running beneath the snow, making “pockets” between the rocks that protruded above the white surface. The shells of snow over these pockets were traps for our feet; but we scrambled down, and presently came to patches of tussock. A few minutes later we reached the sandy beach. The tracks of some animals were to be seen, and we were puzzled until I remembered that reindeer, brought from Norway, had been placed on the island and now ranged along the lower land of the eastern coast. We did not pause to investigate. Our minds were set upon reaching the haunts of man, and at our best speed we went along the beach to another rising ridge of tussock. Here we saw the first evidence of the proximity of man, whose work, as is so often the ease, was one of destruction. A recently killed seal was lying there, and presently we saw several other bodies bearing the marks of bullet-wounds. I learned later that men from the whaling-station at Stromness sometimes go round to Fortuna Bay by boat to shoot seals.

When we got ourselves up from the bottom, we were only about 1500 feet above the sea. The slope was fairly easy. Water was flowing under the snow, creating "pockets" between the rocks that stuck out above the white surface. The snow covering these pockets was tricky for our feet, but we made our way down and soon came across patches of tussock. A few minutes later, we reached the sandy beach. We spotted tracks from some animals and were confused until I remembered that reindeer, brought from Norway, had been placed on the island and now roamed the lower land along the eastern coast. We didn't stop to check them out. Our focus was on getting to where people were, and we hurried along the beach to another rising ridge of tussock. Here, we saw the first signs of nearby human activity, which, as often happens, was one of destruction. A recently killed seal lay there, and soon we spotted several other bodies with bullet wounds. I later found out that men from the whaling station at Stromness sometimes take a boat around to Fortuna Bay to shoot seals.

Noon found us well up the slope on the other side of the bay working east-south-east, and half an hour later we were on a flat plateau, with one more ridge to cross before we descended into Husvik. I was leading the way over this plateau when I suddenly found myself up to my knees in water and quickly sinking deeper through the snow-crust. I flung myself down and called to the others to do the same, so as to distribute our weight on the treacherous surface. We were on top of a small lake, snow-covered. After lying still for a few moments we got to our feet and walked delicately, like Agag, for 200 yds., until a rise in the surface showed us that we were clear of the lake.

Noon found us well up the slope on the other side of the bay, heading east-southeast. Half an hour later, we were on a flat plateau, with one more ridge to cross before we descended into Husvik. I was leading us across this plateau when I suddenly found myself up to my knees in water, quickly sinking deeper through the snow crust. I threw myself down and shouted to the others to do the same, to help distribute our weight on the unstable surface. We were on top of a small, snow-covered lake. After lying still for a few moments, we got to our feet and walked carefully, like Agag, for about 200 yards until a rise in the surface indicated that we were clear of the lake.

At 1.30 p.m. we climbed round a final ridge and saw a little steamer, a whaling-boat, entering the bay 2500 ft, below. A few moments later, as we hurried forward, the masts of a sailing-ship lying at a wharf came in sight. Minute figures moving to and fro about the boats caught our gaze, and then we saw the sheds and factory of Stromness whaling-station. We paused and shook hands, a form of mutual congratulation that had seemed necessary on four other occasions in the course of the expedition. The first time was when we landed on Elephant Island, the second when we reached South Georgia, and the third when we reached the ridge and saw the snow-slope stretching below on the first day of the overland journey, then when we saw Husvik rocks.

At 1:30 p.m., we climbed around one last ridge and spotted a small steamer, a whaling boat, entering the bay 2,500 feet below. Moments later, as we rushed forward, the masts of a sailing ship at a wharf came into view. Tiny figures moving around the boats caught our attention, and then we saw the sheds and factory of the Stromness whaling station. We paused to shake hands, a gesture of mutual congratulations that felt necessary on four other occasions during the expedition. The first time was when we landed on Elephant Island, the second when we reached South Georgia, the third when we arrived at the ridge and saw the snow slope stretching below on the first day of our overland journey, and then when we saw Husvik rocks.

Cautiously we started down the slope that led to warmth and comfort. The last lap of the journey proved extraordinarily difficult. Vainly we searched for a safe, or a reasonably safe, way down the steep ice-clad mountain-side. The sole possible pathway seemed to be a channel cut by water running from the upland. Down through icy water we followed the course of this stream. We were wet to the waist, shivering, cold, and tired. Presently our ears detected an unwelcome sound that might have been musical under other conditions. It was the splashing of a waterfall, and we were at the wrong end. When we reached the top of this fall we peered over cautiously and discovered that there was a drop of 25 or 30 ft., with impassable ice-cliffs on both sides. To go up again was scarcely thinkable in our utterly wearied condition. The way down was through the waterfall itself. We made fast one end of our rope to a boulder with some difficulty, due to the fact that the rocks had been worn smooth by the running water. Then Worsley and I lowered Crean, who was the heaviest man. He disappeared altogether in the falling water and came out gasping at the bottom. I went next, sliding down the rope, and Worsley, who was the lightest and most nimble member of the party, came last. At the bottom of the fall we were able to stand again on dry land. The rope could not be recovered. We had flung down the adze from the top of the fall and also the logbook and the cooker wrapped in one of our blouses. That was all, except our wet clothes, that we brought out of the Antarctic, which we had entered a year and a half before with well-found ship, full equipment, and high hopes. That was all of tangible things; but in memories we were rich. We had pierced the veneer of outside things. We had “suffered, starved, and triumphed, grovelled down yet grasped at glory, grown bigger in the bigness of the whole.” We had seen God in His splendours, heard the text that Nature renders. We had reached the naked soul of man.

Cautiously, we began our descent down the slope that led to warmth and comfort. The final stretch of our journey turned out to be incredibly challenging. We searched in vain for a safe, or at least reasonably safe, way down the steep, icy mountainside. The only possible path appeared to be a channel carved by water flowing from higher ground. We followed this stream, wading through icy water. We were wet to the waist, shivering, cold, and exhausted. Soon, we heard an unwelcome sound that might have been pleasant under different circumstances. It was the splashing of a waterfall, and we were at the wrong end of it. When we reached the top of the fall, we looked over cautiously and saw that it dropped about 25 or 30 feet, with impassable ice cliffs on both sides. The idea of going back up was hardly thinkable in our completely worn-out state. The only way down was through the waterfall itself. We managed to tie one end of our rope to a boulder with some difficulty, as the rocks were smooth from the rushing water. Then Worsley and I lowered Crean, who was the heaviest among us. He vanished completely in the falling water and emerged gasping at the bottom. I went next, sliding down the rope, and Worsley, the lightest and most agile member of our group, went last. At the bottom of the fall, we were finally able to stand on dry land again. We couldn’t retrieve the rope. We had dropped the adze from the top of the fall along with the logbook and the cooker wrapped in one of our shirts. That was all we brought out of Antarctica, which we had entered a year and a half earlier with a well-equipped ship, full supplies, and high hopes. Those were all the tangible items we had; but in terms of memories, we were rich. We had penetrated the surface of the external world. We had “suffered, starved, and triumphed; we had crawled low yet reached for glory, expanding in the vastness of it all.” We had witnessed the splendor of God, heard the message that Nature conveys. We had reached the naked soul of humanity.

Shivering with cold, yet with hearts light and happy, we set off towards the whaling-station, now not more than a mile and a half distant. The difficulties of the journey lay behind us. We tried to straighten ourselves up a bit, for the thought that there might be women at the station made us painfully conscious of our uncivilized appearance. Our beards were long and our hair was matted. We were unwashed and the garments that we had worn for nearly a year without a change were tattered and stained. Three more unpleasant-looking ruffians could hardly have been imagined. Worsley produced several safety-pins from some corner of his garments and effected some temporary repairs that really emphasized his general disrepair. Down we hurried, and when quite close to the station we met two small boys ten or twelve years of age. I asked these lads where the manager’s house was situated. They did not answer. They gave us one look—a comprehensive look that did not need to be repeated. Then they ran from us as fast as their legs would carry them. We reached the outskirts of the station and passed through the “digesting-house,” which was dark inside. Emerging at the other end, we met an old man, who started as if he had seen the Devil himself and gave us no time to ask any question. He hurried away. This greeting was not friendly. Then we came to the wharf, where the man in charge stuck to his station. I asked him if Mr. Sorlle (the manager) was in the house.

Shivering from the cold but feeling light-hearted and happy, we set out for the whaling station, now just a mile and a half away. The tough parts of the journey were behind us. We tried to stand a little taller, as the thought of women at the station made us painfully aware of how rough we looked. Our beards were long, and our hair was tangled. We hadn’t washed, and the clothes we had worn for nearly a year were torn and stained. It was hard to imagine three more ragged-looking guys. Worsley pulled out some safety pins from somewhere in his clothes and made a few temporary fixes that only highlighted how out of sorts he looked. We hurried down, and when we got close to the station, we ran into two small boys, about ten or twelve years old. I asked them where the manager’s house was. They didn’t say anything. They just gave us one look—an understanding look that didn’t need to be repeated. Then they took off running as fast as they could. We reached the edge of the station and went through the “digesting-house,” which was dark inside. When we came out the other side, we saw an old man who jumped back as if he had seen the Devil and didn’t give us time to ask any questions before he hurried away. That wasn’t a warm welcome. Next, we arrived at the wharf, where the man in charge stayed put. I asked him if Mr. Sorlle (the manager) was at home.

“Yes,” he said as he stared at us.

“Yes,” he said as he looked at us.

“We would like to see him,” said I.

"We'd like to see him," I said.

“Who are you?” he asked.

"Who are you?" he asked.

“We have lost our ship and come over the island,” I replied.

"We lost our ship and came to the island," I replied.

“You have come over the island?” he said in a tone of entire disbelief.

"You came over to the island?" he said in a tone of complete disbelief.

The man went towards the manager’s house and we followed him. I learned afterwards that he said to Mr. Sorlle: “There are three funny-looking men outside, who say they have come over the island and they know you. I have left them outside.” A very necessary precaution from his point of view.

The man headed to the manager’s house, and we followed him. I found out later that he told Mr. Sorlle: “There are three strange-looking guys outside who say they’ve come from the island and know you. I left them out there.” A very smart move on his part.

Mr. Sorlle came out to the door and said, “Well?”

Mr. Sorlle came to the door and said, “Well?”

“Don’t you know me?” I said.

“Don’t you recognize me?” I asked.

“I know your voice,” he replied doubtfully. “You’re the mate of the Daisy.”

“I recognize your voice,” he said uncertainly. “You’re the partner of the Daisy.”

“My name is Shackleton,” I said.

"My name is Shackleton," I said.

Immediately he put out his hand and said, “Come in. Come in.”

Immediately, he reached out his hand and said, “Come in. Come in.”

“Tell me, when was the war over?” I asked.

“Tell me, when did the war end?” I asked.

“The war is not over,” he answered. “Millions are being killed. Europe is mad. The world is mad.”

“The war isn't over,” he replied. “Millions are dying. Europe has lost its mind. The world has lost its mind.”

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[Rough Memory Map of Route Across South Georgia]

[Rough Memory Map of Route Across South Georgia]

Mr. Sorlle’s hospitality had no bounds. He would scarcely let us wait to remove our freezing boots before he took us into his house and gave us seats in a warm and comfortable room. We were in no condition to sit in anybody’s house until we had washed and got into clean clothes, but the kindness of the station-manager was proof even against the unpleasantness of being in a room with us. He gave us coffee and cakes in the Norwegian fashion, and then showed us upstairs to the bathroom, where we shed our rags and scrubbed ourselves luxuriously.

Mr. Sorlle’s hospitality was incredible. He hardly let us take off our freezing boots before he welcomed us into his home and offered us seats in a warm, cozy room. We definitely needed to clean up and change into fresh clothes before sitting in anyone’s place, but the station-manager’s kindness outweighed any discomfort he might have felt having us there. He served us coffee and pastries the Norwegian way, and then took us upstairs to the bathroom, where we stripped off our old clothes and enjoyed a long, luxurious wash.

Mr. Sorlle’s kindness did not end with his personal care for the three wayfarers who had come to his door. While we were washing he gave orders for one of the whaling-vessels to be prepared at once in order that it might leave that night for the other side of the island and pick up the three men there. The whalers knew King Haakon Bay, though they never worked on that side of the island. Soon we were clean again. Then we put on delightful new clothes supplied from the station stores and got rid of our superfluous hair. Within an hour or two we had ceased to be savages and had become civilized men again. Then came a splendid meal, while Mr. Sorlle told us of the arrangements he had made and we discussed plans for the rescue of the main party on Elephant Island.

Mr. Sorlle’s kindness didn’t stop with just taking care of the three travelers who showed up at his door. While we were washing up, he ordered one of the whaling boats to be readied immediately so it could leave that night for the other side of the island to pick up the three men. The whalers were familiar with King Haakon Bay, even though they didn’t usually work on that side of the island. Soon, we were clean again. Then we put on some nice new clothes supplied from the station and got rid of our excess hair. Within an hour or two, we were no longer savages but had become civilized men once more. After that, we enjoyed a fantastic meal as Mr. Sorlle shared the plans he’d made, and we discussed strategies for rescuing the main party on Elephant Island.

I arranged that Worsley should go with the relief ship to show the exact spot where the carpenter and his two companions were camped, while I started to prepare for the relief of the party on Elephant Island. The whaling-vessel that was going round to King Haakon Bay was expected back on the Monday morning, and was to call at Grytviken Harbour, the port from which we had sailed in December 1914, in order that the magistrate resident there might be informed of the fate of the Endurance. It was possible that letters were awaiting us there. Worsley went aboard the whaler at ten o’clock that night and turned in. The next day the relief ship entered King Haakon Bay and he reached Peggotty Camp in a boat. The three men were delighted beyond measure to know that we had made the crossing in safety and that their wait under the upturned James Caird was ended. Curiously enough, they did not recognize Worsley, who had left them a hairy, dirty ruffian and had returned his spruce and shaven self. They thought he was one of the whalers. When one of them asked why no member of the party had come round with the relief, Worsley said, “What do you mean?” “We thought the Boss or one of the others would come round,” they explained. “What’s the matter with you?” said Worsley. Then it suddenly dawned upon them that they were talking to the man who had been their close companion for a year and a half. Within a few minutes the whalers had moved our bits of gear into their boat. They towed off the James Caird and hoisted her to the deck of their ship. Then they started on the return voyage. Just at dusk on Monday afternoon they entered Stromness Bay, where the men of the whaling-station mustered on the beach to receive the rescued party and to examine with professional interest the boat we had navigated across 800 miles of the stormy ocean they knew so well.

I arranged for Worsley to go with the rescue ship to show the exact spot where the carpenter and his two companions were camping, while I began preparing for the rescue of the group on Elephant Island. The whaling vessel that was heading to King Haakon Bay was expected back on Monday morning and was set to stop at Grytviken Harbour, the port from which we had departed in December 1914, so that the local magistrate could be informed about the fate of the Endurance. It was possible there were letters waiting for us there. Worsley boarded the whaler at ten that night and went to bed. The next day, the rescue ship arrived at King Haakon Bay, and he reached Peggotty Camp by boat. The three men were incredibly happy to learn that we had crossed safely and that their wait under the upturned James Caird was over. Interestingly, they didn’t recognize Worsley, who had left them looking like a hairy, dirty vagabond and returned clean-shaven and well-groomed. They thought he was one of the whalers. When one of them asked why no one from the party had come with the rescue, Worsley replied, “What do you mean?” “We thought the Boss or one of the others would come,” they explained. “What’s wrong with you?” said Worsley. Then it hit them that they were talking to the man who had been their close companion for a year and a half. Within minutes, the whalers had moved our gear into their boat. They towed the James Caird and hoisted her onto the deck of their ship. Then they started the return journey. Just at dusk on Monday afternoon, they entered Stromness Bay, where the men from the whaling station gathered on the beach to welcome the rescued group and to examine the boat we had navigated across 800 miles of the stormy ocean they knew so well.

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Panorama of South Georgia

South Georgia view

When I look back at those days I have no doubt that Providence guided us, not only across those snowfields, but across the storm-white sea that separated Elephant Island from our landing-place on South Georgia. I know that during that long and racking march of thirty-six hours over the unnamed mountains and glaciers of South Georgia it seemed to me often that we were four, not three. I said nothing to my companions on the point, but afterwards Worsley said to me, “Boss, I had a curious feeling on the march that there was another person with us.” Crean confessed to the same idea. One feels “the dearth of human words, the roughness of mortal speech” in trying to describe things intangible, but a record of our journeys would be incomplete without a reference to a subject very near to our hearts.

When I think back on those days, I have no doubt that fate guided us, not just across those snowfields, but also across the stormy sea that separated Elephant Island from our destination on South Georgia. I remember that during that long and exhausting thirty-six-hour trek over the unnamed mountains and glaciers of South Georgia, I often felt like there were four of us instead of three. I didn’t mention this to my companions at the time, but later Worsley told me, “Boss, I had a strange sense on the march that there was another person with us.” Crean admitted he felt the same way. It’s tough to find the right words to express things that are hard to grasp, but it wouldn’t feel right to leave out a mention of something very important to us in recounting our journeys.

CHAPTER XI
THE RESCUE

Our first night at the whaling-station was blissful. Crean and I shared a beautiful room in Mr. Sorlle’s house, with electric light and two beds, warm and soft. We were so comfortable that we were unable to sleep. Late at night a steward brought us tea, bread and butter and cakes, and we lay in bed, revelling in the luxury of it all. Outside a dense snow-storm, which started two hours after our arrival and lasted until the following day, was swirling and driving about the mountain-slopes. We were thankful indeed that we had made a place of safety, for it would have gone hard with us if we had been out on the mountains that night. Deep snow lay everywhere when we got up the following morning.

Our first night at the whaling station was amazing. Crean and I shared a lovely room in Mr. Sorlle’s house, complete with electric lights and two warm, soft beds. We were so comfortable that we couldn’t fall asleep. Late at night, a steward brought us tea, bread and butter, and cakes, and we lay in bed, enjoying the luxury of it all. Outside, a heavy snowstorm, which started two hours after we arrived and lasted until the next day, was swirling around the mountain slopes. We were really grateful we found a safe place, because it would have been really tough if we had been out on the mountains that night. There was deep snow everywhere when we got up the next morning.

After breakfast Mr. Sorlle took us round to Husvik in a motor-launch. We were listening avidly to his account of the war and of all that had happened while we were out of the world of men. We were like men arisen from the dead to a world gone mad. Our minds accustomed themselves gradually to the tales of nations in arms, of deathless courage and unimagined slaughter, of a world-conflict that had grown beyond all conceptions, of vast red battlefields in grimmest contrast with the frigid whiteness we had left behind us. The reader may not realize quite how difficult it was for us to envisage nearly two years of the most stupendous war of history. The locking of the armies in the trenches, the sinking of the Lusitania, the murder of Nurse Cavell, the use of poison-gas and liquid fire, the submarine warfare, the Gallipoli campaign, the hundred other incidents of the war, almost stunned us at first, and then our minds began to compass the train of events and develop a perspective. I suppose our experience was unique. No other civilized men could have been as blankly ignorant of world-shaking happenings as we were when we reached Stromness Whaling Station.

After breakfast, Mr. Sorlle took us over to Husvik in a motorboat. We listened intently as he shared stories about the war and everything that had happened while we were cut off from the outside world. We felt like people coming back to life in a world that had gone crazy. Our minds slowly adjusted to hearing about nations at war, incredible bravery, and unimaginable death tolls, of a global conflict that had grown beyond anything we could comprehend, of vast red battlefields that starkly contrasted with the frigid whiteness we had left behind. The reader might not fully grasp how hard it was for us to picture nearly two years of the most extraordinary war in history. The deadlock of the armies in the trenches, the sinking of the Lusitania, the murder of Nurse Cavell, the use of poison gas and flamethrowers, submarine warfare, the Gallipoli campaign, and countless other events of the war almost overwhelmed us at first, but then we began to understand the sequence of events and develop a clearer perspective. I guess our experience was unique. No other civilized people could have been as completely unaware of world-changing events as we were when we arrived at Stromness Whaling Station.

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The Yelcho

The Yelcho

I heard the first rumour of the Aurora’s misadventures in the Ross Sea from Mr. Sorlle. Our host could tell me very little. He had been informed that the Aurora had broken away from winter quarters in McMurdo Sound and reached New Zealand after a long drift, and that there was no news of the shore party. His information was indefinite as to details, and I had to wait until I reached the Falkland Islands some time later before getting a definite report concerning the Aurora. The rumour that had reached South Georgia, however, made it more than ever important that I should bring out the rest of the Weddell Sea party quickly, so as to free myself for whatever effort was required on the Ross Sea side.

I first heard the rumor about the Aurora’s troubles in the Ross Sea from Mr. Sorlle. Our host didn’t have much information to share. He told me that the Aurora had broken free from its winter grounds in McMurdo Sound and made it to New Zealand after a long drift, but there was no update on the shore party. His details were vague, and I had to wait until I got to the Falkland Islands a while later to get a clear report about the Aurora. The rumor that reached South Georgia, however, made it even more urgent that I get the rest of the Weddell Sea party out quickly, to prepare myself for any efforts needed on the Ross Sea side.

When we reached Husvik that Sunday morning we were warmly greeted by the magistrate (Mr. Bernsten), whom I knew of old, and the other members of the little community. Moored in the harbour was one of the largest of the whalers, the Southern Sky, owned by an English company but now laid up for the winter. I had no means of getting into communication with the owners without dangerous delay, and on my accepting all responsibility Mr. Bernsten made arrangements for me to take this ship down to Elephant Island. I wrote out an agreement with Lloyd’s for the insurance of the ship. Captain Thom, an old friend of the Expedition, happened to be in Husvik with his ship, the Orwell, loading oil for use in Britain’s munition works, and he at once volunteered to come with us in any capacity. I asked him to come as captain of the Southern Sky. There was no difficulty about getting a crew. The whalers were eager to assist in the rescue of men in distress. They started work that Sunday to prepare and stow the ship. Parts of the engines were ashore, but willing hands made light labour. I purchased from the station stores all the stores and equipment required, including special comforts for the men we hoped to rescue, and by Tuesday morning the Southern Sky was ready to sail. I feel it is my duty as well as my pleasure to thank here the Norwegian whalers of South Georgia for the sympathetic hands they stretched out to us in our need. Among memories of kindness received in many lands sundered by the seas, the recollection of the hospitality and help given to me in South Georgia ranks high. There is a brotherhood of the sea. The men who go down to the sea in ships, serving and suffering, fighting their endless battle against the caprice of wind and ocean, bring into their own horizons the perils and troubles of their brother sailormen.

When we arrived in Husvik that Sunday morning, we were warmly welcomed by the magistrate, Mr. Bernsten, whom I had known for a long time, along with the other people in the small community. Moored in the harbor was one of the largest whalers, the Southern Sky, owned by an English company but currently out of operation for the winter. I had no way to contact the owners without risking dangerous delays, and after I accepted all responsibility, Mr. Bernsten arranged for me to take this ship down to Elephant Island. I drafted an agreement with Lloyd’s for the ship’s insurance. Captain Thom, an old friend of the Expedition, happened to be in Husvik with his ship, the Orwell, loading oil for Britain's munitions factories, and he immediately volunteered to join us in any capacity. I asked him to be the captain of the Southern Sky. Getting a crew wasn’t a problem. The whalers were eager to help rescue men in distress. They began working that Sunday to prepare and load the ship. Parts of the engines were on shore, but willing hands made the work easier. I bought all the supplies and equipment we needed from the station stores, including special comforts for the men we hoped to rescue, and by Tuesday morning, the Southern Sky was ready to set sail. I feel it’s my duty and my pleasure to thank the Norwegian whalers of South Georgia for the generous support they offered us in our time of need. Among the many acts of kindness I've received in various lands separated by the seas, the memory of the hospitality and help I was given in South Georgia stands out. There is a brotherhood at sea. The men who go down to the sea in ships, serving and suffering, fighting their endless struggle against the whims of wind and ocean, bring the dangers and troubles of their fellow sailors into their own experiences.

The Southern Sky was ready on Tuesday morning, and at nine o’clock we steamed out of the bay, while the whistles of the whaling-station sounded a friendly farewell. We had forgathered aboard Captain Thom’s ship on the Monday night with several whaling captains who were bringing up their sons to their own profession. They were “old stagers” with faces lined and seamed by the storms of half a century, and they were even more interested in the story of our voyage from Elephant Island than the younger generation was. They congratulated us on having accomplished a remarkable boat journey. I do not wish to belittle our success with the pride that apes humility. Under Providence we had overcome great difficulties and dangers, and it was pleasant to tell the tale to men who knew those sullen and treacherous southern seas.

The Southern Sky was all set on Tuesday morning, and at nine o’clock we sailed out of the bay while the whaling station’s whistles gave us a friendly send-off. We had gathered on Captain Thom’s ship the night before with several whaling captains who were bringing their sons into the family business. They were seasoned veterans, their faces weathered and marked by the storms of half a century, and they were even more interested in hearing about our journey from Elephant Island than the younger crowd was. They congratulated us on achieving a remarkable boat trip. I don’t want to downplay our success with false modesty. With a bit of luck, we had overcome significant challenges and dangers, and it felt good to share our story with men who understood those grim and treacherous southern seas.

McCarthy, McNeish, and Vincent had been landed on the Monday afternoon. They were already showing some signs of increasing strength under a regime of warm quarters and abundant food. The carpenter looked woefully thin after he had emerged from a bath. He must have worn a lot of clothes when he landed from the boat, and I did not realize how he had wasted till I saw him washed and changed. He was a man over fifty years of age, and the strain had told upon him more than upon the rest of us. The rescue came just in time for him.

McCarthy, McNeish, and Vincent had arrived on Monday afternoon. They were already showing some signs of gaining strength thanks to warm shelter and plenty of food. The carpenter looked painfully thin after he got out of a bath. He must have worn a lot of clothes when he landed from the boat, and I didn't realize how much weight he had lost until I saw him clean and dressed. He was a man over fifty, and the stress had affected him more than the rest of us. The rescue came just in time for him.

The early part of the voyage down to Elephant Island in the Southern Sky was uneventful. At noon on Tuesday, May 23, we were at sea and steaming at ten knots on a south-westerly course. We made good progress, but the temperature fell very low, and the signs gave me some cause for anxiety as to the probability of encountering ice. On the third night out the sea seemed to grow silent. I looked over the side and saw a thin film of ice. The sea was freezing around us and the ice gradually grew thicker, reducing our speed to about five knots. Then lumps of old pack began to appear among the new ice. I realized that an advance through pack-ice was out of the question. The Southern Sky was a steel-built steamer, and her structure, while strong to resist the waves, would not endure the blows of masses of ice. So I took the ship north, and at daylight on Friday we got clear of the pancake-ice. We skirted westward, awaiting favourable conditions. The morning of the 28th was dull and overcast, with little wind. Again the ship’s head was turned to the south-west, but at 3 p.m. a definite line of pack showed up on the horizon. We were about 70 miles from Elephant Island, but there was no possibility of taking the steamer through the ice that barred the way. North-west again we turned. We were directly north of the island on the following day, and I made another move south. Heavy pack formed an impenetrable barrier.

The beginning of the journey to Elephant Island on the Southern Sky was pretty uneventful. At noon on Tuesday, May 23, we were at sea, cruising at ten knots on a south-westerly course. We were making good progress, but the temperature dropped significantly, and I started to worry about the chance of hitting ice. On the third night, the sea grew oddly quiet. When I looked over the side, I noticed a thin layer of ice forming. The water around us was freezing, and the ice gradually got thicker, slowing us down to about five knots. Soon enough, chunks of old ice began to appear among the newer ice. I realized that trying to navigate through the pack ice was not an option. The Southern Sky was a steel steamer, built strong enough to handle the waves, but it wouldn’t survive the impact of ice masses. So, I steered the ship north, and by daylight on Friday, we navigated clear of the pancake ice. We moved westward, waiting for better conditions. The morning of the 28th was grey and overcast with little wind. Once again, the ship’s heading was redirected to the south-west, but at 3 p.m., a clear line of pack ice appeared on the horizon. We were about 70 miles from Elephant Island, and there was just no way to get the steamer through the ice blocking our path. We turned north-west again. The next day, we were directly north of the island, and I attempted another southward move, but the heavy pack created an impassable barrier.

To admit failure at this stage was hard, but the facts had to be faced. The Southern Sky could not enter ice of even moderate thickness. The season was late, and we could not be sure that the ice would open for many months, though my opinion was that the pack would not become fast in that quarter even in the winter, owing to the strong winds and currents. The Southern Sky could carry coal for ten days only, and we had been out six days. We were 500 miles from the Falkland Islands and about 600 miles from South Georgia. So I determined that, since we could not wait about for an opening, I would proceed to the Falklands, get a more suitable vessel either locally or from England, and make a second attempt to reach Elephant Island from that point.

Admitting failure at this point was tough, but we had to confront the reality. The Southern Sky couldn't handle ice even of moderate thickness. The season was getting late, and we couldn't be certain that the ice would break up for many months. However, I believed that the pack wouldn't get stuck in that area even in winter due to the strong winds and currents. The Southern Sky could only carry enough coal for ten days, and we had already been out for six days. We were 500 miles away from the Falkland Islands and about 600 miles from South Georgia. So, I decided that since we couldn't wait for an opening, I would head to the Falklands, find a more suitable ship either locally or from England, and make a second attempt to reach Elephant Island from there.

We encountered very bad weather on the way up, but in the early afternoon of May 31 we arrived at Port Stanley, where the cable provided a link with the outer world. The harbour-master came out to meet us, and after we had dropped anchor I went ashore and met the Governor, Mr. Douglas Young. He offered me his assistance at once. He telephoned to Mr. Harding, the manager of the Falkland Islands station, and I learned, to my keen regret, that no ship of the type required was available at the islands. That evening I cabled to London a message to His Majesty the King, the first account of the loss of the Endurance and the subsequent adventures of the Expedition. The next day I received the following message from the King:

We faced really bad weather on the way up, but on the afternoon of May 31, we reached Port Stanley, where the cable connected us to the outside world. The harbour master came out to greet us, and after we dropped anchor, I went ashore and met the Governor, Mr. Douglas Young. He immediately offered his help. He called Mr. Harding, the manager of the Falkland Islands station, and I was disappointed to learn that there was no ship of the type we needed available at the islands. That evening, I sent a cable to London with a message to His Majesty the King, the first report of the loss of the Endurance and the Expedition's subsequent adventures. The next day, I received the following message from the King:

“Rejoice to hear of your safe arrival in the Falkland Islands and trust your comrades on Elephant Island may soon be rescued.

“I'm glad to hear you made it safely to the Falkland Islands and hope your friends on Elephant Island will be rescued soon.”

“GEORGE R.I.”

“GEORGE R.I.”

The events of the days that followed our arrival at the Falkland Islands I will not attempt to describe in detail. My mind was bent upon the rescue of the party on Elephant Island at the earliest possible moment. Winter was advancing, and I was fully conscious that the lives of some of my comrades might be the price of unnecessary delay. A proposal had been made to send a relief ship from England, but she could not reach the southern seas for many weeks. In the meantime I got into communication with the Governments of the South American Republics by wireless and cable and asked if they had any suitable ship I could use for a rescue. I wanted a wooden ship capable of pushing into loose ice, with fair speed and a reasonable coal capacity. Messages of congratulation and goodwill were reaching me from all parts of the world, and the kindness of hundreds of friends in many lands was a very real comfort in a time of anxiety and stress.

I won't go into detail about what happened after we arrived at the Falkland Islands. I was focused on rescuing the group on Elephant Island as quickly as possible. Winter was coming, and I knew that the lives of some of my friends could depend on avoiding any unnecessary delays. There was a suggestion to send a relief ship from England, but it wouldn’t be able to reach the southern seas for several weeks. In the meantime, I reached out to the governments of South American countries via wireless and cable to see if they had any suitable ships available for a rescue. I needed a wooden ship that could navigate through loose ice, move at a decent speed, and carry a reasonable amount of coal. I was receiving messages of congratulations and goodwill from all around the world, and the support from hundreds of friends in different countries provided real comfort during this anxious and stressful time.

The British Admiralty informed me that no suitable vessel was available in England and that no relief could be expected before October. I replied that October would be too late. Then the British Minister in Montevideo telegraphed me regarding a trawler named Instituto de Pesca No. 1, belonging to the Uruguayan Government. She was a stout little vessel, and the Government had generously offered to equip her with coal, provisions, clothing, etc., and send her across to the Falkland Islands for me to take down to Elephant Island. I accepted this offer gladly, and the trawler was in Port Stanley on June 10. We started south at once.

The British Admiralty informed me that there wasn’t a suitable ship available in England and that I shouldn’t expect any relief before October. I told them that October would be too late. Then the British Minister in Montevideo sent me a telegram about a trawler named Instituto de Pesca No. 1, which belonged to the Uruguayan Government. It was a sturdy little vessel, and the Government had kindly offered to supply it with coal, food, clothing, and other essentials, then send it over to the Falkland Islands for me to take to Elephant Island. I gladly accepted the offer, and the trawler arrived in Port Stanley on June 10. We headed south immediately.

The weather was bad but the trawler made good progress, steaming steadily at about six knots, and in the bright, clear dawn of the third day we sighted the peaks of Elephant Island. Hope ran high; but our ancient enemy the pack was lying in wait, and within twenty miles of the island the trawler was stopped by an impenetrable barrier of ice. The pack lay in the form of a crescent, with a horn to the west of the ship stretching north. Steaming north-east, we reached another horn and saw that the pack, heavy and dense, then trended away to the east. We made an attempt to push into the ice, but it was so heavy that the trawler was held up at once and began to grind in the small thick floes, so we cautiously backed out. The propeller, going slowly, was not damaged, though any moment I feared we might strip the blades. The island lay on our starboard quarter, but there was no possibility of approaching it. The Uruguayan engineer reported to me that he had three days’ coal left, and I had to give the order to turn back. A screen of fog hid the lower slopes of the island, and the men watching from the camp on the beach could not have seen the ship. Northward we steamed again, with the engines knocking badly, and after encountering a new gale, made Port Stanley with the bunkers nearly empty and the engines almost broken down. H.M.S. Glasgow was in the port, and the British sailors gave us a hearty welcome as we steamed in.

The weather was bad, but the trawler was making good progress, moving steadily at about six knots. In the bright, clear dawn of the third day, we caught sight of the peaks of Elephant Island. Hope was high; however, our old adversary, the pack ice, was lying in wait, and within twenty miles of the island, the trawler was stopped by an impenetrable barrier of ice. The pack formed a crescent shape, with a horn to the west of the ship extending north. Heading northeast, we reached another horn and saw that the pack was heavy and dense, then trended away to the east. We tried to push into the ice, but it was so thick that the trawler got stuck immediately and began to grind against the small, dense floes, so we carefully backed out. The propeller was running slowly and wasn't damaged, but I feared we might damage the blades at any moment. The island was off our starboard side, but there was no way to get closer to it. The Uruguayan engineer informed me that we had three days' worth of coal left, and I had to give the order to turn back. A fog screen concealed the lower slopes of the island, and the men watching from the beach camp wouldn't have been able to see the ship. We steamed north again, with the engines knocking badly, and after facing a new gale, we made it to Port Stanley with nearly empty bunkers and engines that were almost broken down. H.M.S. Glasgow was in port, and the British sailors gave us a warm welcome as we steamed in.

The Uruguayan Government offered to send the trawler to Punta Arenas and have her dry-docked there and made ready for another effort. One of the troubles on the voyage was that according to estimate the trawler could do ten knots on six tons of coal a day, which would have given us a good margin to allow for lying off the ice; but in reality, owing to the fact that she had not been in dock for a year, she only developed a speed of six knots on a consumption of ten tons a day. Time was precious and these preparations would have taken too long. I thanked the Government then for its very generous offer, and I want to say now that the kindness of the Uruguayans at this time earned my warmest gratitude. I ought to mention also the assistance given me by Lieut. Ryan, a Naval Reserve officer who navigated the trawler to the Falklands and came south on the attempt at relief. The Instituto de Pesca went off to Montevideo and I looked around for another ship.

The Uruguayan government offered to send the trawler to Punta Arenas to have it dry-docked and prepared for another attempt. One of the issues during the voyage was that the trawler was estimated to travel ten knots on six tons of coal a day, which would have given us a good buffer while waiting off the ice; however, in reality, because it hadn’t been in dock for a year, it only reached a speed of six knots while consuming ten tons a day. Time was tight, and these preparations would have taken too long. I thanked the government for its very generous offer, and I want to express my deepest gratitude for the kindness of the Uruguayans during this time. I should also mention the help I received from Lieut. Ryan, a Naval Reserve officer who navigated the trawler to the Falklands and came south to assist with the relief effort. The Instituto de Pesca went off to Montevideo, and I began looking for another ship.

A British mail-boat, the Orita called at Port Stanley opportunely, and I boarded her with Worsley and Crean and crossed to Punta Arenas in the Magellan Straits. The reception we received there was heartening. The members of the British Association of Magellanes took us to their hearts. Mr. Allan McDonald was especially prominent in his untiring efforts to assist in the rescue of our twenty-two companions on Elephant Island. He worked day and night, and it was mainly due to him that within three days they had raised a sum of £1500 amongst themselves, chartered the schooner Emma and equipped her for our use. She was a forty-year-old oak schooner, strong and seaworthy, with an auxiliary oil-engine.

A British mail boat, the Orita, arrived at Port Stanley just in time, and I boarded her with Worsley and Crean to head to Punta Arenas in the Magellan Straits. The welcome we received there was uplifting. The members of the British Association of Magellanes embraced us warmly. Mr. Allan McDonald was especially notable for his tireless efforts to help rescue our twenty-two companions on Elephant Island. He worked day and night, and thanks to him, within three days, they managed to raise £1500 among themselves, charter the schooner Emma, and get her ready for our use. She was a sturdy forty-year-old oak schooner, strong and seaworthy, with an auxiliary oil engine.

Out of the complement of ten men all told who were manning the ship, there were eight different nationalities; but they were all good fellows and understood perfectly what was wanted. The Chilian Government lent us a small steamer, the Yelcho, to tow us part of the way. She could not touch ice, though, as she was built of steel. However, on July 12 we passed her our tow-rope and proceeded on our way. In bad weather we anchored next day, and although the wind increased to a gale I could delay no longer, so we hove up anchor in the early morning of the 14th. The strain on the tow-rope was too great. With the crack of a gun the rope broke. Next day the gale continued, and I will quote from the log of the Emma, which Worsley kept as navigating officer.

Out of the total crew of ten men on the ship, there were eight different nationalities; but they all got along well and clearly understood what needed to be done. The Chilean government provided us with a small steamer, the Yelcho, to tow us part of the way. However, she couldn't handle ice since she was made of steel. On July 12, we passed her our tow-rope and continued our journey. In bad weather, we anchored the next day, and even though the wind picked up to a gale, I couldn't wait any longer, so we raised anchor in the early morning of the 14th. The strain on the tow-rope was too much. With the sound of a gun, the rope snapped. The next day, the gale persisted, and I will quote from the log of the Emma, which Worsley kept as the navigation officer.

“9 a.m.—Fresh, increasing gale; very rough, lumpy sea. 10 a.m.—Tow-rope parted. 12 noon. Similar weather. 1 p.m.—Tow-rope parted again. Set foresail and forestay-sail and steered south-east by south. 3 p.m.—Yelcho hailed us and said that the ship’s bilges were full of water (so were our decks) and they were short of coal. Sir Ernest told them that they could return to harbour. After this the Yelcho steamed into San Sebastian Bay.”

“9 a.m.—Fresh, increasing wind; very rough, choppy sea. 10 a.m.—Tow-rope broke. 12 noon—Similar weather. 1 p.m.—Tow-rope broke again. Set foresail and forestay-sail and steered southeast by south. 3 p.m.—Yelcho called out to us, saying that the ship’s bilges were full of water (so were our decks) and they were low on coal. Sir Ernest told them they could go back to harbor. After this, the Yelcho headed into San Sebastian Bay.”

After three days of continuous bad weather we were left alone to attempt once more to rescue the twenty-two men on Elephant Island, for whom by this time I entertained very grave fears.

After three days of nonstop bad weather, we were finally on our own again, trying once more to rescue the twenty-two men on Elephant Island, for whom I had serious concerns by this point.

At dawn of Friday, July 21, we were within a hundred miles of the island, and we encountered the ice in the half-light. I waited for the full day and then tried to push through. The little craft was tossing in the heavy swell, and before she had been in the pack for ten minutes she came down on a cake of ice and broke the bobstay. Then the water-inlet of the motor choked with ice. The schooner was tossing like a cork in the swell, and I saw after a few bumps that she was actually lighter than the fragments of ice around her. Progress under such conditions was out of the question. I worked the schooner out of the pack and stood to the east. I ran her through a line of pack towards the south that night, but was forced to turn to the north-east, for the ice trended in that direction as far as I could see. We hove to for the night, which was now sixteen hours long. The winter was well advanced and the weather conditions were thoroughly bad. The ice to the southward was moving north rapidly. The motor-engine had broken down and we were entirely dependent on the sails. We managed to make a little southing during the next day, but noon found us 108 miles from the island. That night we lay off the ice in a gale, hove to, and morning found the schooner iced up. The ropes, cased in frozen spray, were as thick as a man’s arm, and if the wind had increased much we would have had to cut away the sails, since there was no possibility of lowering them. Some members of the scratch crew were played out by the cold and the violent tossing. The schooner was about seventy feet long, and she responded to the motions of the storm-racked sea in a manner that might have disconcerted the most seasoned sailors.

At dawn on Friday, July 21, we were within a hundred miles of the island and encountered the ice in the dim light. I waited all day and then tried to push through. The small boat was rolling in the heavy swell, and within ten minutes in the pack, she came down on a piece of ice and broke the bobstay. Then the motor's water inlet got clogged with ice. The schooner was bobbing like a cork in the swell, and I realized after a few bumps that she was actually lighter than the ice fragments around her. Making progress under such conditions was impossible. I worked the schooner out of the pack and headed east. That night, I navigated her through a line of pack ice to the south but was forced to turn northeast, as the ice extended that way as far as I could see. We hove to for the night, which now lasted sixteen hours. Winter was well underway, and the weather was really bad. The ice to the south was moving north quickly. The motor had broken down, leaving us completely reliant on the sails. We managed to make a little headway the next day, but by noon, we were still 108 miles from the island. That night, we anchored near the ice in a gale, hove to, and by morning, the schooner was covered in ice. The ropes, coated in frozen spray, were as thick as a man's arm, and if the wind had picked up much more, we would have had to cut the sails, as there was no way to lower them. Some of the inexperienced crew were exhausted from the cold and the rough tossing. The schooner was about seventy feet long and reacted to the stormy sea in a way that could have unnerved even the most experienced sailors.

I took the schooner south at every chance, but always the line of ice blocked the way. The engineer, who happened to be an American, did things to the engines occasionally, but he could not keep them running, and, the persistent south winds were dead ahead. It was hard to turn back a third time, but I realized we could not reach the island under those conditions, and we must turn north in order to clear the ship of heavy masses of ice. So we set a northerly course, and after a tempestuous passage reached Port Stanley once more. This was the third reverse, but I did not abandon my belief that the ice would not remain fast around Elephant Island during the winter, whatever the arm-chair experts at home might say. We reached Port Stanley in the schooner on August 8, and I learned there that the ship Discovery was to leave England at once and would be at the Falkland Islands about the middle of September. My good friend the Governor said I could settle down at Port Stanley and take things quietly for a few weeks. The street of that port is about a mile and a half long. It has the slaughter-house at one end and the graveyard at the other. The chief distraction is to walk from the slaughter-house to the graveyard. For a change one may walk from the graveyard to the slaughter-house. Ellaline Terriss was born at Port Stanley—a fact not forgotten by the residents, but she has not lived there much since. I could not content myself to wait for six or seven weeks, knowing that six hundred miles away my comrades were in dire need. I asked the Chilian Government to send the Yelcho, the steamer that had towed us before, to take the schooner across to Punta Arenas, and they consented promptly, as they had done to every other request of mine. So in a north-west gale we went across, narrowly escaping disaster on the way, and reached Punta Arenas on August 14.

I took the schooner south whenever I could, but there was always a line of ice blocking our path. The engineer, an American, occasionally worked on the engines, but he couldn't keep them running, and the persistent south winds were right in our face. It was tough to turn back for a third time, but I realized we couldn't reach the island under those conditions, and we had to head north to clear the ship of heavy ice. So we set a northern course, and after a rough journey, we reached Port Stanley again. This was our third setback, but I still believed that the ice wouldn't stay packed around Elephant Island during the winter, no matter what the armchair experts back home said. We got to Port Stanley on the schooner on August 8, and I found out there that the ship Discovery was set to leave England immediately and would arrive at the Falkland Islands around mid-September. My good friend the Governor said I could relax in Port Stanley for a few weeks. The main street of the port is about a mile and a half long, starting with the slaughterhouse at one end and ending with the graveyard at the other. The main attraction is walking from the slaughterhouse to the graveyard, and for a change, one can walk back the other way. Ellaline Terriss was born in Port Stanley, a fact the locals remember, but she hasn't lived there much since. I couldn't bear to wait for six or seven weeks, knowing my comrades were six hundred miles away and in desperate need. I asked the Chilian Government to send the Yelcho, the steamer that had towed us before, to take the schooner over to Punta Arenas, and they agreed right away, as they had with all my other requests. So in a north-west gale, we made the trip, narrowly avoiding disaster along the way, and we reached Punta Arenas on August 14.

There was no suitable ship to be obtained. The weather was showing some signs of improvement, and I begged the Chilian Government to let me have the Yelcho for a last attempt to reach the island. She was a small steel-built steamer, quite unsuitable for work in the pack, but I promised that I would not touch the ice. The Government was willing to give me another chance, and on August 25 I started south on the fourth attempt at relief. This time Providence favoured us. The little steamer made a quick run down in comparatively fine weather, and I found as we neared Elephant Island that the ice was open. A southerly gale had sent it northward temporarily, and the Yelcho had her chance to slip through. We approached the island in a thick fog. I did not dare to wait for this to clear, and at 10 a.m. on August 30 we passed some stranded bergs. Then we saw the sea breaking on a reef, and I knew that we were just outside the island. It was an anxious moment, for we had still to locate the camp and the pack could not be trusted to allow time for a prolonged search in thick weather; but presently the fog lifted and revealed the cliffs and glaciers of Elephant Island. I proceeded to the east, and at 11.40 a.m. Worsley’s keen eyes detected the camp, almost invisible under its covering of snow. The men ashore saw us at the same time, and we saw tiny black figures hurry to the beach and wave signals to us. We were about a mile and a half away from the camp. I turned the Yelcho in, and within half an hour reached the beach with Crean and some of the Chilian sailors. I saw a little figure on a surf-beaten rock and recognized Wild. As I came nearer I called out, “Are you all well?” and he answered, “We are all well, boss,” and then I heard three cheers. As I drew close to the rock I flung packets of cigarettes ashore; they fell on them like hungry tigers, for well I knew that for months tobacco was dreamed of and talked of. Some of the hands were in a rather bad way, but Wild had held the party together and kept hope alive in their hearts. There was no time then to exchange news or congratulations. I did not even go up the beach to see the camp, which Wild assured me had been much improved. A heavy sea was running and a change of wind might bring the ice back at any time. I hurried the party aboard with all possible speed, taking also the records of the Expedition and essential portions of equipment. Everybody was aboard the Yelcho within an hour, and we steamed north at the little steamer’s best speed. The ice was open still, and nothing worse than an expanse of stormy ocean separated us from the South American coast.

There was no suitable ship available. The weather was improving slightly, so I asked the Chilean Government to let me use the Yelcho for one last attempt to reach the island. It was a small steel steamer, not really made for navigating through ice, but I promised I wouldn’t go near the ice. The Government agreed to give me another chance, and on August 25, I headed south for the fourth rescue attempt. This time luck was on our side. The little steamer made a quick trip down in relatively good weather, and as we approached Elephant Island, I noticed that the ice had opened up. A southerly gale had pushed it north temporarily, giving the Yelcho a chance to get through. We neared the island in thick fog. I didn't dare wait for it to clear, and at 10 a.m. on August 30, we passed some stranded icebergs. Then we saw the sea crashing onto a reef, and I realized we were just outside the island. It was a tense moment because we still needed to locate the camp and the ice could shift at any time, leaving us no time for a long search in the thick weather; but soon the fog lifted, revealing the cliffs and glaciers of Elephant Island. I headed east, and at 11:40 a.m., Worsley’s sharp eyes spotted the camp, nearly hidden under its snow cover. The men on the island saw us at the same moment, and we watched as tiny black figures rushed to the beach and waved signals to us. We were about a mile and a half from the camp. I navigated the Yelcho in, and within half an hour, we reached the beach with Crean and some Chilean sailors. I saw a small figure on a surf-beaten rock and recognized Wild. As I got closer, I called out, “Are you all well?” and he replied, “We are all well, boss,” followed by three cheers. As I approached the rock, I threw packets of cigarettes ashore; they landed on them like hungry tigers, because I knew they had been craving tobacco for months. Some of the men were in pretty rough shape, but Wild had kept the group together and their spirits up. There wasn’t time for news or congratulations. I didn’t even walk up the beach to see the camp, which Wild assured me had been significantly improved. A heavy sea was rolling in, and a change in wind could bring the ice back at any moment. I rushed everyone aboard as quickly as possible, along with the Expedition records and essential equipment. Everyone was on the Yelcho within an hour, and we headed north at the steamer’s best speed. The ice was still clear, and nothing worse than a choppy ocean stood between us and the South American coast.

During the run up to Punta Arenas I heard Wild’s story, and blessed again the cheerfulness and resource that had served the party so well during four and a half months of privation. The twenty-two men on Elephant Island were just at the end of their resources when the Yelcho reached them. Wild had husbanded the scanty stock of food as far as possible and had fought off the devils of despondency and despair on that little sand-spit, where the party had a precarious foothold between the grim ice-fields and the treacherous, ice-strewn sea. The pack had opened occasionally, but much of the time the way to the north had been barred. The Yelcho had arrived at the right moment. Two days earlier she could not have reached the island, and a few hours later the pack may have been impenetrable again. Wild had reckoned that help would come in August, and every morning he had packed his kit, in cheerful anticipation that proved infectious, as I have no doubt it was meant to be. One of the party to whom I had said “Well, you all were packed up ready,” replied, “You see, boss, Wild never gave up hope, and whenever the sea was at all clear of ice he rolled up his sleeping-bag and said to all hands, ‘Roll up your sleeping-bags, boys; the boss may come to-day.’” And so it came to pass that we suddenly came out of the fog, and, from a black outlook, in an hour all were in safety homeward bound. The food was eked out with seal and penguin meat, limpets, and seaweed. Seals had been scarce, but the supply of penguins had held out fairly well during the first three months. The men were down to the last Bovril ration, the only form of hot drink they had, and had scarcely four days’ food in hand at the time of the rescue. The camp was in constant danger of being buried by the snow, which drifted heavily from the heights behind, and the men moved the accumulations with what implements they could provide. There was danger that the camp would become completely invisible from the sea, so that a rescue party might look for it in vain.

During the lead-up to Punta Arenas, I heard Wild’s story and once again appreciated the optimism and resourcefulness that had helped the group endure four and a half months of hardship. The twenty-two men on Elephant Island were almost out of supplies when the Yelcho reached them. Wild had managed the limited food as best he could and had battled feelings of hopelessness and despair on that little sand-spit, where they had a shaky grip between the harsh ice-fields and the dangerous, ice-filled sea. The ice pack had occasionally opened up, but for the most part, the path north was blocked. The Yelcho arrived just in time. If it had come two days earlier, it wouldn't have been able to reach the island, and if it had arrived just a few hours later, the ice pack might have become impassable again. Wild had thought that help would arrive in August, and every morning he packed his gear, maintaining a cheerful outlook that spread to everyone around him, just as I’m sure he intended. One of the men I told, “Well, you all were packed up and ready,” replied, “You see, boss, Wild never lost hope, and whenever the sea was even a little clear of ice, he rolled up his sleeping bag and told everyone, ‘Roll up your sleeping bags, boys; the boss might come today.’” And then it happened that we suddenly emerged from the fog, and within an hour, we had shifted from a bleak situation to being on our way to safety. They supplemented their food with seal and penguin meat, limpets, and seaweed. Seals had been hard to come by, but they’d managed to stock up on penguins pretty well during the first three months. The men were down to their last Bovril ration, their only source of hot drink, and had barely four days' worth of food left when they were rescued. The camp was at constant risk of being buried under heavy snow drifting down from the heights behind, and the men removed the buildup with whatever tools they could find. There was a chance that the camp could become completely concealed from the sea, making it impossible for a rescue party to find them.

“It had been arranged that a gun should be fired from the relief ship when she got near the island,” said Wild. “Many times when the glaciers were ‘calving,’ and chunks fell off with a report like a gun, we thought that it was the real thing, and after a time we got to distrust these signals. As a matter of fact, we saw the Yelcho before we heard any gun. It was an occasion one will not easily forget. We were just assembling for lunch to the call of ‘Lunch O!’ and I was serving out the soup, which was particularly good that day, consisting of boiled seal’s backbone, limpets, and seaweed, when there was another hail from Marston of ‘Ship O!’ Some of the men thought it was ‘Lunch O!’ over again, but when there was another yell from Marston lunch had no further attractions. The ship was about a mile and a half away and steaming past us. A smoke-signal was the agreed sign from the shore, and, catching up somebody’s coat that was lying about, I struck a pick into a tin of kerosene kept for the purpose, poured it over the coat, and set it alight. It flared instead of smoking; but that didn’t matter, for you had already recognized the spot where you had left us and the Yelcho was turning in.”

“It was planned that a gun would be fired from the relief ship when it got close to the island,” said Wild. “Many times, when the glaciers were ‘calving,’ and chunks fell off with a sound like a gunshot, we thought it was the real deal, and after a while, we started to distrust these signals. Honestly, we saw the Yelcho before we heard any gun. It was a moment you won’t easily forget. We were just getting ready for lunch to the call of ‘Lunch O!’ and I was serving the soup, which was especially good that day, made from boiled seal’s backbone, limpets, and seaweed, when there was another shout from Marston of ‘Ship O!’ Some of the men thought it was ‘Lunch O!’ again, but when Marston yelled again, lunch lost all appeal. The ship was about a mile and a half away and steaming past us. A smoke signal was the agreed sign from the shore, so I grabbed someone’s coat that was lying around, struck a pick into a tin of kerosene we kept for this, poured it over the coat, and set it on fire. It flared up instead of creating smoke; but that didn’t matter, because you had already recognized the spot where you left us, and the Yelcho was turning in.”

We encountered bad weather on the way back to Punta Arenas, and the little Yelcho laboured heavily; but she had light hearts aboard. We entered the Straits of Magellan on September 3 and reached Rio Secco at 8 a.m. I went ashore, found a telephone, and told the Governor and my friends at Punta Arenas that the men were safe. Two hours later we were at Punta Arenas, where we were given a welcome none of us is likely to forget. The Chilian people were no less enthusiastic than the British residents. The police had been instructed to spread the news that the Yelcho was coming with the rescued men, and lest the message should fail to reach some people, the fire-alarm had been rung. The whole populace appeared to be in the streets. It was a great reception, and with the strain of long, anxious months lifted at last, we were in a mood to enjoy it.

We ran into bad weather on the way back to Punta Arenas, and the little Yelcho struggled along; but everyone on board was in good spirits. We entered the Straits of Magellan on September 3 and arrived at Rio Secco at 8 a.m. I went ashore, found a phone, and let the Governor and my friends in Punta Arenas know that the men were safe. Two hours later, we were in Punta Arenas, where we received a welcome none of us will likely forget. The Chilean people were just as excited as the British residents. The police had been told to spread the word that the Yelcho was coming with the rescued men, and to make sure the message got out, the fire-alarm had been sounded. The entire population seemed to be in the streets. It was an amazing reception, and with the stress of long, anxious months finally lifted, we were ready to enjoy it.

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Arrival at Punta Arenas with the Rescued Men

Arrival at Punta Arenas with the Rescued Men

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Frank Wild, Second in Command of the Expedition

Frank Wild, Second in Command of the Expedition

The next few weeks were crowded ones, but I will not attempt here to record their history in detail. I received congratulations and messages of friendship and good cheer from all over the world, and my heart went out to the good people who had remembered my men and myself in the press of terrible events on the battlefields. The Chilian Government placed the Yelcho at my disposal to take the men up to Valparaiso and Santiago. We reached Valparaiso on September 27. Everything that could swim in the way of a boat was out to meet us, the crews of Chilian warships were lined up, and at least thirty thousand thronged the streets. I lectured in Santiago on the following evening for the British Red Cross and a Chilian naval charity. The Chilian flag and the Union Jack were draped together, the band played the Chilian national anthem, “God Save the King,” and the “Marseillaise,” and the Chilian Minister for Foreign Affairs spoke from the platform and pinned an Order on my coat. I saw the President and thanked him for the help that he had given a British expedition. His Government had spent £4000 on coal alone. In reply he recalled the part that British sailors had taken in the making of the Chilian Navy.

The next few weeks were busy, but I won't go into a detailed account of what happened. I received congratulations and messages of friendship and support from all around the world, and I was really grateful to the kind people who thought of my team and me during such terrible events on the battlefields. The Chilean Government offered the Yelcho to take the men to Valparaiso and Santiago. We arrived in Valparaiso on September 27. Every boat that could float came out to greet us, the crews of Chilean warships were lined up, and at least thirty thousand people filled the streets. I gave a lecture in Santiago the next evening for the British Red Cross and a Chilean naval charity. The Chilean flag and the Union Jack were displayed together, the band played the Chilean national anthem, “God Save the King,” and the “Marseillaise,” and the Chilean Minister for Foreign Affairs spoke from the stage and pinned an honor on my coat. I met with the President to thank him for the support given to a British expedition. His Government had spent £4000 on coal alone. In response, he recalled how British sailors had contributed to the development of the Chilean Navy.

The Chilian Railway Department provided a special train to take us across the Andes, and I proceeded to Montevideo in order to thank personally the President and Government of Uruguay for the help they had given generously in the earlier relief voyages. We were entertained royally at various spots en route. We went also to Buenos Ayres on a brief call. Then we crossed the Andes again. I had made arrangements by this time for the men and the staff to go to England. All hands were keen to take their places in the Empire’s fighting forces. My own immediate task was the relief of the marooned Ross Sea party, for news had come to me of the Aurora’s long drift in the Ross Sea and of her return in a damaged condition to New Zealand. Worsley was to come with me. We hurried northwards via Panama, steamship and train companies giving us everywhere the most cordial and generous assistance, and caught at San Francisco a steamer that would get us to New Zealand at the end of November. I had been informed that the New Zealand Government was making arrangements for the relief of the Ross Sea party, but my information was incomplete, and I was very anxious to be on the spot myself as quickly as possible.

The Chilean Railway Department provided a special train to take us across the Andes, and I headed to Montevideo to personally thank the President and Government of Uruguay for their generous help during the earlier relief voyages. We were treated like royalty at various stops en route. We also made a quick visit to Buenos Aires. Then we crossed the Andes again. By this time, I had arranged for the men and staff to return to England. Everyone was eager to join the Empire’s fighting forces. My immediate task was to rescue the stranded Ross Sea party, as I had received news about the Aurora’s long drift in the Ross Sea and her damaged return to New Zealand. Worsley was coming with me. We rushed northwards via Panama, with steamship and train companies giving us warm and generous support, and we caught a steamer in San Francisco that would take us to New Zealand by the end of November. I had been told that the New Zealand Government was organizing the relief for the Ross Sea party, but my information was incomplete, and I was very eager to get there myself as quickly as possible.

CHAPTER XII
ELEPHANT ISLAND

The twenty-two men who had been left behind on Elephant Island were under the command of Wild, in whom I had absolute confidence, and the account of their experiences during the long four and a half months’ wait while I was trying to get help to them, I have secured from their various diaries, supplemented by details which I obtained in conversation on the voyage back to civilization.

The twenty-two men who were left behind on Elephant Island were led by Wild, whom I completely trusted. I’ve gathered their accounts of the experiences they endured during the long four and a half months of waiting while I worked to get help for them, based on their various diaries and additional details I learned during conversations on the trip back to civilization.

The first consideration, which was even more important than that of food, was to provide shelter. The semi-starvation during the drift on the ice-floe, added to the exposure in the boats, and the inclemencies of the weather encountered after our landing on Elephant Island, had left its mark on a good many of them. Rickenson, who bore up gamely to the last, collapsed from heart-failure. Blackborrow and Hudson could not move. All were frost-bitten in varying degrees and their clothes, which had been worn continuously for six months, were much the worse for wear. The blizzard which sprang up the day that we landed at Cape Wild lasted for a fortnight, often blowing at the rate of seventy to ninety miles an hour, and occasionally reaching even higher figures. The tents which had lasted so well and endured so much were torn to ribbons, with the exception of the square tent occupied by Hurley, James, and Hudson. Sleeping-bags and clothes were wringing wet, and the physical discomforts were tending to produce acute mental depression. The two remaining boats had been turned upside down with one gunwale resting on the snow, and the other raised about two feet on rocks and cases, and under these the sailors and some of the scientists, with the two invalids, Rickenson and Blackborrow, found head-cover at least. Shelter from the weather and warmth to dry their clothes was imperative, so Wild hastened the excavation of the ice-cave in the slope which had been started before I left.

The first priority, which was even more crucial than food, was to find shelter. The near-starvation from drifting on the ice floe, combined with the harsh conditions in the boats and the bad weather we faced after landing on Elephant Island, had taken a toll on many of them. Rickenson, who had kept going bravely until the end, collapsed from heart failure. Blackborrow and Hudson were unable to move. Everyone had varying degrees of frostbite, and their clothes, worn non-stop for six months, were in terrible condition. The blizzard that hit the day we landed at Cape Wild lasted for two weeks, often blowing at seventy to ninety miles per hour, sometimes even stronger. The tents that had held up so well endured a lot of damage, except for the square tent where Hurley, James, and Hudson were staying. Sleeping bags and clothes were soaking wet, and the physical discomforts were causing serious mental distress. The two remaining boats were turned upside down, one resting on the snow and the other elevated about two feet on rocks and cases, providing some cover for the sailors and some of the scientists, along with the two invalids, Rickenson and Blackborrow. Finding shelter from the weather and warmth to dry their clothes was essential, so Wild rushed to continue digging the ice cave on the slope that had been started before I left.

The high temperature, however, caused a continuous stream of water to drip from the roof and sides of the ice-cave, and as with twenty-two men living in it the temperature would be practically always above freezing, there would have been no hope of dry quarters for them there. Under the direction of Wild they, therefore, collected some big flat stones, having in many cases to dig down under the snow which was covering the beach, and with these they erected two substantial walls four feet high and nineteen feet apart.

The high temperature caused a constant stream of water to drip from the roof and sides of the ice cave, and since there were twenty-two men living in it, the temperature would nearly always be above freezing, leaving them with no chance of having dry living spaces. Under Wild's direction, they collected some large flat stones, often having to dig down through the snow covering the beach, and with these, they built two solid walls that were four feet high and nineteen feet apart.

“We are all ridiculously weak, and this part of the work was exceedingly laborious and took us more than twice as long as it would have done had we been in normal health. Stones that we could easily have lifted at other times we found quite beyond our capacity, and it needed two or three of us to carry some that would otherwise have been one man’s load. Our difficulties were added to by the fact that most of the more suitable stones lay at the farther end of the spit, some one hundred and fifty yards away. Our weakness is best compared with that which one experiences on getting up from a long illness; one ‘feels’ well, but physically enervated.

"We're all incredibly weak, and this part of the work was extremely hard and took us more than twice as long as it would have if we were healthy. Stones that we could easily lift at other times felt totally beyond our strength, and it took two or three of us to carry some that would normally be just one person's job. Our challenges were made worse by the fact that most of the better stones were at the far end of the spit, about one hundred and fifty yards away. Our weakness is best compared to how you feel when getting up from a long illness; you feel okay, but physically drained."

“The site chosen for the hut was the spot where the stove had been originally erected on the night of our arrival. It lay between two large boulders, which, if they would not actually form the walls of the hut, would at least provide a valuable protection from the wind. Further protection was provided to the north by a hill called Penguin Hill at the end of the spit. As soon as the walls were completed and squared off, the two boats were laid upside down on them side by side. The exact adjustment of the boats took some time, but was of paramount importance if our structure was to be the permanent affair that we hoped it would be. Once in place they were securely chocked up and lashed down to the rocks. The few pieces of wood that we had were laid across from keel to keel, and over this the material of one of the torn tents was spread and secured with guys to the rocks. The walls were ingeniously contrived and fixed up by Marston. First he cut the now useless tents into suitable lengths; then he cut the legs of a pair of seaboots into narrow strips, and using these in much the same way that the leather binding is put round the edge of upholstered chairs, he nailed the tent-cloth all round the insides of the outer gunwales of the two boats in such a way that it hung down like a valance to the ground, where it was secured with spars and oars. A couple of overlapping blankets made the door, superseded later by a sack-mouth door cut from one of the tents. This consisted of a sort of tube of canvas sewn on to the tent-cloth, through which the men crawled in or out, tying it up as one would the mouth of a sack as soon as the man had passed through. It is certainly the most convenient and efficient door for these conditions that has ever been invented.

The spot we chose for the hut was where the stove had originally been set up on the night we arrived. It was situated between two large boulders, which, while they wouldn't be the actual walls of the hut, would definitely offer good wind protection. To the north, a hill called Penguin Hill provided additional shelter at the end of the spit. Once the walls were finished and squared off, we placed the two boats upside down on them, side by side. Getting the boats adjusted just right took some time, but it was crucial for making our structure the permanent setup we hoped it would be. Once positioned, they were securely propped up and tied down to the rocks. The few pieces of wood we had were laid across from keel to keel, and over that, we spread one of the torn tent materials, securing it to the rocks with guys. Marston cleverly designed and fixed up the walls. First, he cut the now useless tents into appropriate lengths, then he fashioned strips from the legs of a pair of seaboots. Using these like the leather binding around upholstered chairs, he nailed the tent fabric all around the inside of the outer gunwales of the two boats. This allowed it to hang down like a valance to the ground, where it was secured with spars and oars. A couple of overlapping blankets served as the door, which was later replaced by a sack-mouth door made from one of the tents. This consisted of a kind of canvas tube sewn onto the tent cloth, through which the men crawled in and out, tying it up like the mouth of a sack when they were through. It really is the most convenient and efficient door for these conditions that has ever been created.

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Our Dugout

Our Team Space

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The Hut on Elephant Island

The Cabin on Elephant Island

“Whilst the side walls of the hut were being fixed, others proceeded to fill the interstices between the stones of the end walls with snow. As this was very powdery and would not bind well, we eventually had to supplement it with the only spare blanket and an overcoat. All this work was very hard on our frost-bitten fingers, and materials were very limited.

“While the side walls of the hut were being repaired, others filled the gaps between the stones of the end walls with snow. Since the snow was very powdery and wouldn’t stick well, we eventually had to patch it up with the only spare blanket and an overcoat. All this work was really tough on our frost-bitten fingers, and we had very few materials.”

“At last all was completed and we were invited to bring in our sodden bags, which had been lying out in the drizzling rain for several hours; for the tents and boats that had previously sheltered them had all been requisitioned to form our new residence.

“At last everything was ready, and we were invited to bring in our soaked bags, which had been sitting outside in the drizzle for several hours; the tents and boats that had previously protected them had all been taken to create our new home.

“We took our places under Wild’s direction. There was no squabbling for best places, but it was noticeable that there was something in the nature of a rush for the billets up on the thwarts of the boats.

“We took our spots under Wild’s direction. There was no arguing over the best spots, but it was clear that there was a bit of a rush for the seats on the thwarts of the boats.

“Rickenson, who was still very weak and ill, but very cheery, obtained a place in the boat directly above the stove, and the sailors having lived under the Stancomb Wills for a few days while she was upside down on the beach, tacitly claimed it as their own, and flocked up on to its thwarts as one man. There was one ‘upstair’ billet left in this boat, which Wild offered to Hussey and Lees simultaneously, saying that the first man that got his bag up could have the billet. Whilst Lees was calculating the pros and cons Hussey got his bag, and had it up just as Lees had determined that the pros had it. There were now four men up on the thwarts of the Dudley Docker, and the five sailors and Hussey on those of the Stancomb Wills, the remainder disposing themselves on the floor.”

“Rickenson, who was still very weak and sick but in good spirits, found a spot in the boat right above the stove. The sailors, having spent a few days under the Stancomb Wills while she was turned upside down on the beach, quietly claimed it as theirs and all crowded onto the thwarts together. There was one 'upstairs' spot left in this boat, which Wild offered to Hussey and Lees at the same time, saying that the first person to get their bag up could take the spot. While Lees was weighing the options, Hussey grabbed his bag and got it up just as Lees concluded that the advantages leaned in his favor. Now there were four men up on the thwarts of the Dudley Docker, and five sailors along with Hussey on those of the Stancomb Wills, with the rest settling on the floor.”

The floor was at first covered with snow and ice, frozen in amongst the pebbles. This was cleared out, and the remainder of the tents spread out over the stones. Within the shelter of these cramped but comparatively palatial quarters cheerfulness once more reigned amongst the party. The blizzard, however, soon discovered the flaws in the architecture of their hut, and the fine drift-snow forced its way through the crevices between the stones forming the end walls. Jaeger sleeping-bags and coats were spread over the outside of these walls, packed over with snow and securely frozen up, effectively keeping out this drift.

The floor was initially covered in snow and ice, frozen among the pebbles. This was cleared away, and the rest of the tents were set up over the stones. Inside the shelter of these cramped but relatively luxurious quarters, the group felt cheerful again. However, the blizzard quickly revealed the weaknesses in their hut's design, and fine snow drifted in through the gaps between the stones making up the end walls. Jaeger sleeping bags and coats were draped over the outside of these walls, packed with snow and securely frozen, effectively keeping out the drift.

At first all the cooking was done outside under the lee of some rocks, further protection being provided by a wall of provision-cases. There were two blubber-stoves made from old oil-drums, and one day, when the blizzard was unusually severe, an attempt was made to cook the meals inside the hut. There being no means of escape for the pungent blubber-smoke, the inmates had rather a bad time, some being affected with a form of smoke-blindness similar to snow-blindness, very painful and requiring medical attention.

At first, all the cooking was done outside, sheltered by some rocks, with extra protection from a wall of supply cases. There were two blubber stoves made from old oil drums, and one day, when the blizzard was particularly severe, an attempt was made to cook the meals inside the hut. With no way for the strong blubber smoke to escape, the people inside had a really tough time, with some experiencing a type of smoke blindness similar to snow blindness, which was very painful and needed medical attention.

A chimney was soon fitted, made by Kerr out of the tin lining of one of the biscuit-cases, and passed through a close-fitting tin grummet sewn into the canvas of the roof just between the keels of the two boats, and the smoke nuisance was soon a thing of the past. Later on, another old oil-drum was made to surround this chimney, so that two pots could be cooked at once on the one stove. Those whose billets were near the stove suffered from the effects of the local thaw caused by its heat, but they were repaid by being able to warm up portions of steak and hooshes left over from previous meals, and even to warm up those of the less fortunate ones, for a consideration. This consisted generally of part of the hoosh or one or two pieces of sugar.

A chimney was quickly put in place, made by Kerr from the tin lining of one of the biscuit cases. It passed through a snug tin grommet sewn into the canvas of the roof, positioned right between the keels of the two boats, and the smoke issue was soon solved. Later, another old oil drum was set up around this chimney, allowing two pots to be cooked at the same time on the same stove. Those whose sleeping spots were close to the stove experienced some effects from the local thaw caused by its heat, but they were compensated by being able to warm up pieces of steak and hoosh left over from earlier meals, and even heat up some from the less fortunate, for a small fee. This generally consisted of part of the hoosh or one or two pieces of sugar.

The cook and his assistant, which latter job was taken by each man in turn, were called about 7 a.m., and breakfast was generally ready by about 10 a.m.

The cook and his assistant, a role that each man took on in rotation, were called around 7 a.m., and breakfast was usually ready by about 10 a.m.

Provision-cases were then arranged in a wide circle round the stove, and those who were fortunate enough to be next to it could dry their gear. So that all should benefit equally by this, a sort of “General Post” was carried out, each man occupying his place at meal-times for one day only, moving up one the succeeding day. In this way eventually every man managed to dry his clothes, and life began to assume a much brighter aspect.

Provision cases were then set up in a wide circle around the stove, and those lucky enough to sit next to it could dry their gear. To make sure everyone got a chance, a kind of “General Post” was implemented, with each person taking their spot at meal times for just one day and moving up one spot the next day. This way, eventually, everyone was able to dry their clothes, and life started to look much brighter.

The great trouble in the hut was the absence of light. The canvas walls were covered with blubber-soot, and with the snowdrifts accumulating round the hut its inhabitants were living in a state of perpetual night. Lamps were fashioned out of sardine-tins, with bits of surgical bandage for wicks; but as the oil consisted of seal-oil rendered down from the blubber, the remaining fibrous tissue being issued very sparingly at lunch, by the by, and being considered a great delicacy, they were more a means of conserving the scanty store of matches than of serving as illuminants.

The main problem in the hut was the lack of light. The canvas walls were covered in blubber soot, and with snow piling up around the hut, the people inside were stuck in a constant state of darkness. They made lamps out of sardine cans with pieces of surgical bandage for wicks; however, since the oil was seal oil rendered from the blubber, and the leftover fibrous tissue was used very sparingly at lunch and considered a real treat, the lamps were more about preserving the few matches they had than about providing light.

Wild was the first to overcome this difficulty by sewing into the canvas wall the glass lid of a chronometer box. Later on three other windows were added, the material in this case being some celluloid panels from a photograph case of mine which I had left behind in a bag. This enabled the occupants of the floor billets who were near enough to read and sew, which relieved the monotony of the situation considerably.

Wild was the first to tackle this issue by stitching the glass lid of a chronometer box into the canvas wall. Later, three more windows were added, using some celluloid panels from a photo case I had left behind in a bag. This allowed the people in the nearby floor billets to read and sew, which really broke up the monotony of the situation.

“Our reading material consisted at this time of two books of poetry, one book of ‘Nordenskjold’s Expedition,’ one or two torn volumes of the ‘Encyclopædia Britannica,’ and a penny cookery book, owned by Marston. Our clothes, though never presentable, as they bore the scars of nearly ten months of rough usage, had to be continually patched to keep them together at all.”

“Our reading material at this time included two poetry books, one book about ‘Nordenskjold’s Expedition,’ a couple of tattered volumes of the ‘Encyclopædia Britannica,’ and a penny cookbook that belonged to Marston. Our clothes, while never looking presentable and showing the wear and tear of almost ten months of rough use, had to be constantly patched just to hold together.”

As the floor of the hut had been raised by the addition of loads of clean pebbles, from which most of the snow had been removed, during the cold weather it was kept comparatively dry. When, however, the temperature rose to just above freezing-point, as occasionally happened, the hut became the drainage-pool of all the surrounding hills. Wild was the first to notice it by remarking one morning that his sleeping-bag was practically afloat. Other men examined theirs with a like result, so baling operations commenced forthwith. Stones were removed from the floor and a large hole dug, and in its gloomy depths the water could be seen rapidly rising. Using a saucepan for a baler, they baled out over 100 gallons of dirty water. The next day 150 gallons were removed, the men taking it in turns to bale at intervals during the night; 160 more gallons were baled out during the next twenty-four hours, till one man rather pathetically remarked in his diary, “This is what nice, mild, high temperatures mean to us: no wonder we prefer the cold.” Eventually, by removing a portion of one wall a long channel was dug nearly down to the sea, completely solving the problem. Additional precautions were taken by digging away the snow which surrounded the hut after each blizzard, sometimes entirely obscuring it.

Since the floor of the hut had been raised with loads of clean pebbles, most of the snow cleared away, it stayed relatively dry during the cold weather. However, when the temperature occasionally rose just above freezing, the hut became a drainage pool for all the surrounding hills. Wild was the first to notice this one morning when he pointed out that his sleeping bag was nearly floating. The other men checked theirs and found the same, so they immediately started baling out the water. They removed stones from the floor and dug a large hole, where they saw the water quickly rising in its dark depths. Using a saucepan as a baler, they got rid of over 100 gallons of dirty water. The next day, they removed 150 gallons, taking turns to bale through the night; another 160 gallons were baled out in the following 24 hours, until one man sadly wrote in his diary, “This is what nice, mild, high temperatures mean to us: no wonder we prefer the cold.” Eventually, they resolved the problem by digging a long channel nearly down to the sea after removing part of one wall. They also took extra precautions by clearing the snow around the hut after each blizzard, which sometimes completely covered it.

A huge glacier across the bay behind the hut nearly put an end to the party. Enormous blocks of ice weighing many tons would break off and fall into the sea, the disturbance thus caused giving rise to great waves. One day Marston was outside the hut digging up the frozen seal for lunch with a pick, when a noise “like an artillery barrage” startled him. Looking up he saw that one of these tremendous waves, over thirty feet high, was advancing rapidly across the bay, threatening to sweep hut and inhabitants into the sea. A hastily shouted warning brought the men tumbling out, but fortunately the loose ice which filled the bay damped the wave down so much that, though it flowed right under the hut, nothing was carried away. It was a narrow escape, though, as had they been washed into the sea nothing could have saved them.

A massive glacier across the bay behind the hut almost ended the party. Huge blocks of ice weighing tons would break off and crash into the sea, creating massive waves. One day, Marston was outside the hut, using a pick to dig up a frozen seal for lunch, when a noise “like an artillery barrage” startled him. Looking up, he saw that one of these gigantic waves, over thirty feet high, was rushing across the bay, threatening to sweep the hut and everyone inside into the sea. A quick shout of warning got the men rushing out, but luckily the loose ice that filled the bay managed to dampen the wave enough that, although it flowed right under the hut, nothing was swept away. It was a close call, as if they had been washed into the sea, there would have been no way to save them.

Although they themselves gradually became accustomed to the darkness and the dirt, some entries in their diaries show that occasionally they could realize the conditions under which they were living.

Although they slowly got used to the darkness and dirt, some entries in their diaries reveal that they occasionally recognized the conditions they were living in.

“The hut grows more grimy every day. Everything is a sooty black. We have arrived at the limit where further increments from the smoking stove, blubber-lamps, and cooking-gear are unnoticed. It is at least comforting to feel that we can become no filthier. Our shingle floor will scarcely bear examination by strong light without causing even us to shudder and express our disapprobation at its state. Oil mixed with reindeer hair, bits of meat, sennegrass, and penguin feathers form a conglomeration which cements the stones together. From time to time we have a spring cleaning, but a fresh supply of flooring material is not always available, as all the shingle is frozen up and buried by deep rifts. Such is our Home Sweet Home.”

“The hut gets dirtier every day. Everything is covered in soot. We’ve reached a point where we don’t even notice the increases in grime from the smoking stove, blubber lamps, and cooking gear. At least it’s comforting to know we can’t get any dirtier. Our shingle floor is barely fit for inspection under bright light without making us cringe and comment on how bad it looks. Oil mixed with reindeer hair, scraps of meat, sennegrass, and penguin feathers create a mess that holds the stones together. Occasionally, we do a spring cleaning, but it’s not easy to find new flooring material since all the shingles are frozen and buried under deep cracks. Such is our Home Sweet Home.”

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View of Interior of Hut on Elephant Island

View of the Inside of a Hut on Elephant Island

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Marooned on Elephant Island

Stranded on Elephant Island

“All joints are aching through being compelled to lie on the hard, rubbly floor which forms our bedsteads.”

“All my joints ache from having to lie on the hard, rocky floor that serves as our beds.”

Again, later on, one writes: “Now that Wild’s window allows a shaft of light to enter our hut, one can begin to ‘see’ things inside. Previously one relied upon one’s sense of touch, assisted by the remarks from those whose faces were inadvertently trodden on, to guide one to the door. Looking down in the semi-darkness to the far end, one observes two very small smoky flares that dimly illuminate a row of five, endeavouring to make time pass by reading or argument. These are Macklin, Kerr, Wordie, Hudson, and Blackborrow—the last two being invalids.

Again, later on, someone writes: “Now that Wild’s window lets in a beam of light into our hut, we can start to ‘see’ things inside. Before, we had to rely on our sense of touch, aided by the comments from those whose faces we accidentally stepped on, to find the door. Looking down in the dim light to the far end, we see two tiny smoky lights that faintly illuminate a row of five, trying to pass the time by reading or arguing. These are Macklin, Kerr, Wordie, Hudson, and Blackborrow—the last two being unable to walk.”

“The centre of the hut is filled with the cases which do duty for the cook’s bed, the meat and blubber boxes, and a mummified-looking object, which is Lees in his sleeping-bag. The near end of the floor space is taken up with the stove, with Wild and McIlroy on one side, and Hurley and James on the other. Marston occupies a hammock most of the night—and day—which is slung across the entrance. As he is large and the entrance very small, he invariably gets bumped by those passing in and out. His vocabulary at such times is interesting.

The center of the hut is filled with cases that serve as the cook’s bed, boxes for meat and blubber, and a mummified-looking object, which is Lees in his sleeping bag. The near end of the floor space has the stove, with Wild and McIlroy on one side and Hurley and James on the other. Marston spends most of the night—and day—in a hammock slung across the entrance. Since he is large and the entrance is very small, he often gets bumped by people coming in and out. His choice of words during these moments is quite colorful.

“In the attic, formed by the two upturned boats, live ten unkempt and careless lodgers, who drop boots, mitts, and other articles of apparel on to the men below. Reindeer hairs rain down incessantly day and night, with every movement that they make in their moulting bags. These, with penguin feathers and a little grit from the floor, occasionally savour the hooshes. Thank heaven man is an adaptable brute! If we dwell sufficiently long in this hut, we are likely to alter our method of walking, for our ceiling, which is but four feet six inches high at its highest part, compels us to walk bent double or on all fours.

“In the attic, created by the two turned-up boats, live ten messy and careless tenants who drop boots, gloves, and other clothing onto the men below. Reindeer hairs fall continuously day and night with every move they make in their shedding bags. These, along with penguin feathers and a bit of dirt from the floor, sometimes mix with the hooshes. Thank goodness humans are adaptable! If we stay long enough in this hut, we're likely to change how we walk, since our ceiling, which is only four feet six inches high at its highest point, forces us to walk hunched over or on all fours."

“Our doorway—Cheetham is just crawling in now, bringing a shower of snow with him—was originally a tent entrance. When one wishes to go out, one unties the cord securing the door, and crawls or wriggles out, at the same time exclaiming ‘Thank goodness I’m in the open air!’ This should suffice to describe the atmosphere inside the hut, only pleasant when charged with the overpowering yet appetizing smell of burning penguin steaks.

“Our doorway—Cheetham is just coming in now, bringing a flurry of snow with him—was originally a tent entrance. When you want to go outside, you untie the cord holding the door, and then crawl or wiggle out, all while saying ‘Thank goodness I’m in the fresh air!’ This should be enough to capture the vibe inside the hut, which is only nice when filled with the intense yet tempting smell of cooking penguin steaks.

“From all parts there dangles an odd collection of blubbery garments, hung up to dry, through which one crawls, much as a chicken in an incubator. Our walls of tent-canvas admit as much light as might be expected from a closed Venetian blind. It is astonishing how we have grown accustomed to inconveniences, and tolerate, at least, habits which a little time back were regarded with repugnance. We have no forks, but each man has a sheath-knife and a spoon, the latter in many cases having been fashioned from a piece of box lid. The knife serves many purposes. With it we kill, skin, and cut up seals and penguins, cut blubber into strips for the fire, very carefully scrape the snow off our hut walls, and then after a perfunctory rub with an oily penguin-skin, use it at meals. We are as regardless of our grime and dirt as is the Esquimaux. We have been unable to wash since we left the ship, nearly ten months ago. For one thing we have no soap or towels, only bare necessities being brought with us; and, again, had we possessed these articles, our supply of fuel would only permit us to melt enough ice for drinking purposes. Had one man washed, half a dozen others would have had to go without a drink all day. One cannot suck ice to relieve the thirst, as at these low temperatures it cracks the lips and blisters the tongue. Still, we are all very cheerful.”

“From all around, there's an odd collection of squishy clothes hanging up to dry, which you have to crawl through, much like a chicken in an incubator. The walls of our tent let in about as much light as closed Venetian blinds. It’s surprising how we’ve gotten used to these inconveniences and how we tolerate habits that not too long ago we found disgusting. We don’t have forks, but everyone has a knife and a spoon, the spoon often made from a piece of a box lid. The knife is useful for many things. We use it to kill, skin, and cut up seals and penguins, slice blubber into strips for the fire, carefully scrape the snow off our hut walls, and after a quick wipe with an oily penguin skin, we use it for eating. We pay no mind to our grime and dirt, much like the Eskimos. We haven’t been able to wash since we left the ship nearly ten months ago. For one, we have no soap or towels—only the bare necessities were brought with us; and even if we had them, our fuel supply would only allow us to melt enough ice for drinking water. If one person washed, half a dozen others would have to go without a drink all day. You can’t suck on ice to quench your thirst because, at these low temperatures, it cracks your lips and blisters your tongue. Still, we all stay really cheerful.”

During the whole of their stay on Elephant Island the weather was described by Wild as “simply appalling.” Stranded as they were on a narrow, sandy beach surrounded by high mountains, they saw little of the scanty sunshine during the brief intervals of clear sky. On most days the air was full of snowdrift blown from the adjacent heights. Elephant Island being practically on the outside edge of the pack, the winds which passed over the relatively warm ocean before reaching it clothed it in a “constant pall of fog and snow.”

During their entire time on Elephant Island, Wild described the weather as “simply awful.” Stranded on a narrow, sandy beach surrounded by tall mountains, they caught very little of the scarce sunshine during the brief clear skies. Most days, the air was filled with snow drifting in from the nearby heights. Since Elephant Island was basically on the outer edge of the ice pack, the winds that blew over the relatively warm ocean before reaching it covered the island in a “constant shroud of fog and snow.”

On April 25, the day after I left for South Georgia, the island was beset by heavy pack-ice, with snow and a wet mist. Next day was calmer, but on the 27th, to quote one of the diaries, they experienced “the most wretched weather conceivable. Raining all night and day, and blowing hard. Wet to the skin.” The following day brought heavy fog and sleet, and a continuance of the blizzard. April ended with a terrific windstorm which nearly destroyed the hut. The one remaining tent had to be dismantled, the pole taken down, and the inhabitants had to lie flat all night under the icy canvas. This lasted well into May, and a typical May day is described as follows: “A day of terrific winds, threatening to dislodge our shelter. The wind is a succession of hurricane gusts that sweep down the glacier immediately south-south-west of us. Each gust heralds its approach by a low rumbling which increases to a thunderous roar. Snow, stones, and gravel are flying about, and any gear left unweighted by very heavy stones is carried away to sea.”

On April 25, the day after I left for South Georgia, the island was overwhelmed by heavy pack ice, along with snow and a damp mist. The next day was calmer, but on the 27th, to quote one of the diaries, they faced “the most miserable weather imaginable. Raining all night and day, with strong winds. Soaking wet.” The following day brought thick fog and sleet, continuing the blizzard. April ended with a powerful windstorm that nearly destroyed the hut. The last remaining tent had to be taken down, the pole removed, and the people had to lie flat all night under the cold canvas. This situation lasted well into May, and a typical May day is described as follows: “A day of fierce winds, threatening to blow away our shelter. The wind comes in a series of hurricane-force gusts sweeping down the glacier just to the south-southwest of us. Each gust signals its arrival with a low rumble that builds to a thunderous roar. Snow, rocks, and gravel are flying everywhere, and any gear left unsecured by very heavy stones is swept away to sea.”

Heavy bales of sennegrass, and boxes of cooking-gear, were lifted bodily in the air and carried away out of sight. Once the wind carried off the floor-cloth of a tent which six men were holding on to and shaking the snow off. These gusts often came with alarming suddenness; and without any warning. Hussey was outside in the blizzard digging up the day’s meat, which had frozen to the ground, when a gust caught him and drove him down the spit towards the sea. Fortunately, when he reached the softer sand and shingle below high-water mark, he managed to stick his pick into the ground and hold on with both hands till the squall had passed.

Heavy bales of sennegrass and boxes of cooking gear were lifted into the air and carried away out of sight. At one point, the wind snatched the floor cloth of a tent that six men were holding and shaking the snow off. These gusts often appeared suddenly and without warning. Hussey was outside in the blizzard trying to dig up the day’s meat that had frozen to the ground when a gust hit him and pushed him down the spit toward the sea. Fortunately, when he reached the softer sand and pebbles below the high-water mark, he managed to stick his pick into the ground and hold on with both hands until the squall passed.

On one or two rare occasions they had fine, calm, clear days. The glow of the dying sun on the mountains and glaciers filled even the most materialistic of them with wonder and admiration. These days were sometimes succeeded by calm, clear nights, when, but for the cold, they would have stayed out on the sandy beach all night.

On a couple of rare occasions, they enjoyed beautiful, calm, clear days. The warm light of the setting sun on the mountains and glaciers amazed even the most practical among them. These days were sometimes followed by calm, clear nights, when, if it weren't for the cold, they would have stayed on the sandy beach all night.

About the middle of May a terrific blizzard sprang up, blowing from sixty to ninety miles an hour, and Wild entertained grave fears for their hut. One curious feature noted in this blizzard was the fact that huge ice-sheets as big as window-panes, and about a quarter of an inch thick, were being hurled about by the wind, making it as dangerous to walk about outside as if one were in an avalanche of splintered glass. Still, these winds from the south and south-west, though invariably accompanied by snow and low temperatures, were welcome in that they drove the pack-ice away from the immediate vicinity of the island, and so gave rise on each occasion to hopes of relief. North-east winds, on the other hand, by filling the bays with ice and bringing thick misty weather, made it impossible to hope for any ship to approach them.

Around the middle of May, an intense blizzard hit, blowing at speeds of sixty to ninety miles per hour, and Wild was seriously worried about their hut. One interesting aspect of this blizzard was that massive sheets of ice, as large as window panes and about a quarter of an inch thick, were being tossed around by the wind, making it as dangerous to walk outside as if one were caught in an avalanche of shattered glass. Still, these winds from the south and southwest, although always accompanied by snow and low temperatures, were welcome because they pushed the pack ice away from the area around the island, sparking hopes of rescue each time. On the other hand, northeast winds filled the bays with ice and brought in thick misty weather, making it impossible to expect any ships to come near them.

Towards the end of May a period of dead calm set in, with ice closely packed all round the island. This gave place to north-east winds and mist, and at the beginning of June came another south-west blizzard, with cold driving snow. “The blizzard increased to terrific gusts during the night, causing us much anxiety for the safety of our hut. There was little sleep, all being apprehensive of the canvas roof ripping off, and the boats being blown out to sea.”

Towards the end of May, a period of complete stillness settled in, with ice tightly packed all around the island. This was followed by northeast winds and mist, and at the start of June, we experienced another southwest blizzard, bringing biting cold and heavy snow. “The blizzard intensified into fierce gusts throughout the night, making us quite anxious about the safety of our hut. Sleep was hard to come by, as everyone was worried the canvas roof would rip off and the boats would be blown out to sea.”

Thus it continued, alternating between south-west blizzards, when they were all confined to the hut, and north-east winds bringing cold, damp, misty weather.

So it went on, switching between south-west snowstorms that kept them all inside the hut, and north-east winds that brought cold, damp, foggy weather.

On June 25 a severe storm from north-west was recorded, accompanied by strong winds and heavy seas, which encroached upon their little sandy beach up to within four yards of their hut.

On June 25, a fierce storm came in from the northwest, bringing strong winds and rough seas that reached up to just four yards from their small sandy beach by the hut.

Towards the end of July and the beginning of August they had a few fine, calm, clear days. Occasional glimpses of the sun, with high temperatures, were experienced, after south-west winds had blown all the ice away, and the party, their spirits cheered by Wild’s unfailing optimism, again began to look eagerly for the rescue ship.

Towards the end of July and the beginning of August, they enjoyed a few nice, calm, clear days. They had occasional sun and high temperatures after the south-west winds blew all the ice away. The team, uplifted by Wild's constant optimism, began to eagerly anticipate the arrival of the rescue ship.

The first three attempts at their rescue unfortunately coincided with the times when the island was beset with ice, and though on the second occasion we approached close enough to fire a gun, in the hope that they would hear the sound and know that we were safe and well, yet so accustomed were they to the noise made by the calving of the adjacent glacier that either they did not hear or the sound passed unnoticed. On August 16 pack was observed on the horizon, and next day the bay was filled with loose ice, which soon consolidated. Soon afterwards huge old floes and many bergs drifted in. “The pack appears as dense as we have ever seen it. No open water is visible, and ‘ice-blink’ girdles the horizon. The weather is wretched—a stagnant calm of air and ocean alike, the latter obscured by dense pack through which no swell can penetrate, and a wet mist hangs like a pall over land and sea. The silence is oppressive. There is nothing to do but to stay in one’s sleeping-bag, or else wander in the soft snow and become thoroughly wet.” Fifteen inches of snow fell in the next twenty-four hours, making over two feet between August 18 and 21. A slight swell next day from the north-east ground up the pack-ice, but this soon subsided, and the pack became consolidated once more. On August 27 a strong west-south-west wind sprang up and drove all this ice out of the bay, and except for some stranded bergs left a clear ice-free sea through which we finally made our way from Punta Arenas to Elephant Island.

The first three attempts to rescue them unfortunately happened when the island was covered in ice. Although on the second try we got close enough to fire a gun, hoping they would hear it and know we were safe and well, they were so used to the noise from the nearby glacier calving that either they didn’t hear it or ignored it. On August 16, we saw pack ice on the horizon, and the next day the bay filled with loose ice, which quickly froze together. Shortly after, massive old floes and many icebergs came drifting in. “The pack looks as dense as we’ve ever seen it. There’s no visible open water, and 'ice-blink' surrounds the horizon. The weather is terrible—a stagnant calm fills the air and the ocean, which is obscured by dense pack ice that prevents any swell from breaking through, and a damp mist hangs like a shroud over land and sea. The silence is suffocating. There’s nothing to do but stay in your sleeping bag or wander in the soft snow and get completely soaked.” In the next twenty-four hours, fifteen inches of snow fell, totaling over two feet from August 18 to 21. A slight swell from the north-east the next day stirred up the pack ice, but this faded quickly, and the pack consolidated again. On August 27, a strong wind from the west-south-west picked up and blew all the ice out of the bay, leaving a clear, ice-free sea except for some stranded icebergs, through which we finally made our way from Punta Arenas to Elephant Island.

As soon as I had left the island to get help for the rest of the Expedition, Wild set all hands to collect as many seals and penguins as possible, in case their stay was longer than was at first anticipated. A sudden rise in temperature caused a whole lot to go bad and become unfit for food, so while a fair reserve was kept in hand too much was not accumulated.

As soon as I left the island to get help for the rest of the Expedition, Wild had everyone gather as many seals and penguins as they could, just in case they had to stay longer than expected. A sudden rise in temperature caused a lot of the food to spoil and become inedible, so while a decent reserve was kept, they didn’t stockpile too much.

At first the meals, consisting mostly of seal meat with one hot drink per day, were cooked on a stove in the open. The snow and wind, besides making it very unpleasant for the cook, filled all the cooking-pots with sand and grit, so during the winter the cooking was done inside the hut.

At first, the meals, which mainly included seal meat and one hot drink each day, were prepared on a stove outside. The snow and wind not only made it very uncomfortable for the cook but also filled all the cooking pots with sand and grit. So, during the winter, the cooking was done inside the hut.

A little Cerebos salt had been saved, and this was issued out at the rate of three-quarters of an ounce per man per week. Some of the packets containing the salt had broken, so that all did not get the full ration. On the other hand, one man dropped his week’s ration on the floor of the hut, amongst the stones and dirt. It was quickly collected, and he found to his delight that he had enough now to last him for three weeks. Of course it was not all salt. The hot drink consisted at first of milk made from milk-powder up to about one-quarter of its proper strength. This was later on diluted still more, and sometimes replaced by a drink made from a pea-soup-like packing from the Bovril sledging rations. For midwinter’s day celebrations, a mixture of one teaspoonful of methylated spirit in a pint of hot water, flavoured with a little ginger and sugar, served to remind some of cock-tails and Veuve Cliquot.

A little Cerebos salt was saved, and it was distributed at a rate of three-quarters of an ounce per person each week. Some packets containing the salt had broken, so not everyone received their full ration. On the other hand, one guy dropped his week's ration on the hut floor, among the stones and dirt. It was quickly gathered up, and to his delight, he found he now had enough to last him for three weeks. Of course, it wasn't all salt. The hot drink initially consisted of milk made from milk powder, only about one-quarter of its proper strength. Later, it was diluted even more and sometimes replaced with a drink made from a pea-soup-like mixture from the Bovril sledging rations. For midwinter’s day celebrations, a mixture of one teaspoon of methylated spirit in a pint of hot water, flavored with a bit of ginger and sugar, reminded some of cocktails and Veuve Cliquot.

At breakfast each had a piece of seal or half a penguin breast. Luncheon consisted of one biscuit on three days a week, nut-food on Thursdays, bits of blubber, from which most of the oil had been extracted for the lamps, on two days a week, and nothing on the remaining day. On this day breakfast consisted of a half-strength sledging ration. Supper was almost invariably seal and penguin, cut up very finely and fried with a little seal blubber.

At breakfast, each person had a piece of seal or half a penguin breast. Lunch consisted of one biscuit three days a week, nut food on Thursdays, bits of blubber, from which most of the oil had been taken out for the lamps, on two days a week, and nothing on the remaining day. On that day, breakfast was a half-strength sledging ration. Dinner was almost always seal and penguin, chopped up very finely and fried with a little seal blubber.

There were occasionally very welcome variations from this menu. Some paddies—a little white bird not unlike a pigeon—were snared with a loop of string, and fried, with one water-sodden biscuit, for lunch. Enough barley and peas for one meal all round of each had been saved, and when this was issued it was a day of great celebration. Sometimes, by general consent, the luncheon biscuit would be saved, and, with the next serving of biscuit, was crushed in a canvas bag into a powder and boiled, with a little sugar, making a very satisfying pudding. When blubber was fairly plentiful there was always a saucepan of cold water, made from melting down the pieces of ice which had broken off from the glacier, fallen into the sea, and been washed ashore, for them to quench their thirst in. As the experience of Arctic explorers tended to show that sea-water produced a form of dysentery, Wild was rather diffident about using it. Penguin carcasses boiled in one part of sea-water to four of fresh were a great success, though, and no ill-effects were felt by anybody.

There were sometimes very welcome changes to this menu. Some paddies—a small white bird similar to a pigeon—were caught with a loop of string and fried, served with one soggy biscuit for lunch. Enough barley and peas for one meal for everyone had been saved, and when this was distributed, it was a day of great celebration. Occasionally, by everyone's agreement, the lunch biscuit would be saved and, along with the next biscuit serving, crushed into powder in a canvas bag and boiled with a little sugar, creating a very satisfying pudding. When blubber was fairly abundant, there was always a pot of cold water made by melting down pieces of ice that had broken off from the glacier, fallen into the sea, and washed ashore, for them to quench their thirst. Since the experience of Arctic explorers showed that seawater could cause a type of dysentery, Wild was a bit hesitant about using it. However, boiling penguin carcasses in one part seawater to four parts fresh water was a great success, and nobody experienced any negative effects.

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Elephant Island

Elephant Island

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The Rescue Ship Sighted

Rescue Ship Spotted

The ringed penguins migrated north the day after we landed at Cape Wild, and though every effort was made to secure as large a stock of meat and blubber as possible, by the end of the month the supply was so low that only one hot meal a day could be served. Twice the usual number of penguin steaks were cooked at breakfast, and the ones intended for supper were kept hot in the pots by wrapping up in coats, etc. “Clark put our saucepanful in his sleeping-bag to-day to keep it hot, and it really was a great success in spite of the extra helping of reindeer hairs that it contained. In this way we can make ten penguin skins do for one day.”

The ringed penguins moved north the day after we arrived at Cape Wild, and even though we tried hard to gather as much meat and blubber as we could, by the end of the month our supply was so low that we could only serve one hot meal a day. Twice the usual number of penguin steaks were cooked for breakfast, and the ones meant for dinner were kept warm in the pots by wrapping them up in coats and other items. “Clark kept our pot full in his sleeping bag today to keep it warm, and it really worked well despite the extra helpings of reindeer hairs mixed in. This way, we can make ten penguin skins last for a whole day.”

Some who were fortunate enough to catch penguins with fairly large undigested fish in their gullets used to warm these up in tins hung on bits of wire round the stove.

Some people who were lucky enough to catch penguins with big, undigested fish in their stomachs would warm them up in tins hanging on pieces of wire around the stove.

“All the meat intended for hooshes is cut up inside the hut, as it is too cold outside. As the boards which we use for the purpose are also used for cutting up tobacco, when we still have it, a definite flavour is sometimes imparted to the hoosh, which, if anything, improves it.”

“All the meat meant for hoosh is cut up inside the hut because it's too cold outside. Since the boards we use for this are also used for cutting up tobacco when we still have it, a distinct flavor sometimes gets added to the hoosh, which actually improves it.”

Their diet was now practically all meat, and not too much of that, and all the diaries bear witness to their craving for carbohydrates, such as flour, oatmeal, etc. One man longingly speaks of the cabbages which grow on Kerguelen Island. By June 18 there were only nine hundred lumps of sugar left, i.e., just over forty pieces each. Even my readers know what shortage of sugar means at this very date, but from a different cause. Under these circumstances it is not surprising that all their thoughts and conversation should turn to food, past and future banquets, and second helpings that had been once refused.

Their diet was now mostly meat—though not a lot of it—and all the journals show how much they craved carbohydrates like flour and oatmeal. One man nostalgically mentions the cabbages that grow on Kerguelen Island. By June 18, there were only nine hundred lumps of sugar left, i.e. just over forty pieces each. Even my readers understand what a sugar shortage feels like right now, though for different reasons. Given these circumstances, it's no surprise that all their thoughts and conversations revolved around food, reminiscing about past feasts and the second helpings they once turned down.

A census was taken, each man being asked to state just what he would like to eat at that moment if he were allowed to have anything that he wanted. All, with but one exception, desired a suet pudding of some sort—the “duff” beloved of sailors. Macklin asked for many returns of scrambled eggs on hot buttered toast. Several voted for “a prodigious Devonshire dumpling,” while Wild wished for “any old dumpling so long as it was a large one.” The craving for carbohydrates, such as flour and sugar, and for fats was very real. Marston had with him a small penny cookery book. From this he would read out one recipe each night, so as to make them last. This would be discussed very seriously, and alterations and improvements suggested, and then they would turn into their bags to dream of wonderful meals that they could never reach. The following conversation was recorded in one diary:

A census was taken, and each man was asked to share what he would like to eat at that moment if he could have anything. Everyone, except for one person, wanted some kind of suet pudding—the “duff” that sailors love. Macklin asked for multiple servings of scrambled eggs on hot buttered toast. Several voted for “a massive Devonshire dumpling,” while Wild wished for “any old dumpling as long as it was a large one.” The desire for carbs like flour and sugar, along with fats, was very real. Marston had a small penny cookbook with him. Each night, he would read out one recipe to make them last. They would discuss it seriously, suggest changes and improvements, and then turn in for the night, dreaming of amazing meals they could never have. The following conversation was noted in one diary:

“WILD: ‘Do you like doughnuts?’

“WILD: ‘Do you like donuts?’”

“McILROY: ‘Rather!’

“McILROY: ‘Definitely!’”

“WILD: ‘Very easily made, too. I like them cold with a little jam.’

“WILD: ‘Super easy to make, too. I enjoy them cold with a bit of jam.’”

“McILROY: ‘Not bad; but how about a huge omelette?’

“McILROY: ‘Not bad; but how about a giant omelette?’”

“WILD: ‘Fine!’ (with a deep sigh).

“WILD: ‘Alright!’ (with a deep sigh).

“Overhead, two of the sailors are discussing, some extraordinary mixture of hash, apple-sauce, beer, and cheese. Marston is in his hammock reading from his penny cookery book. Farther down, some one eulogizes Scotch shortbread. Several of the sailors are talking of spotted dog, sea-pie, and Lockhart’s with great feeling. Some one mentions nut-food, whereat the conversation becomes general, and we all decide to buy one pound’s worth of it as soon as we get to civilization, and retire to a country house to eat it undisturbed. At present we really mean it, too!”

“Above, two sailors are chatting about some crazy mix of hash, apple sauce, beer, and cheese. Marston is in his hammock reading from his cheap cookbook. Further down, someone praises Scotch shortbread. Several sailors are passionately discussing spotted dog, sea-pie, and Lockhart’s. Someone brings up nut food, and the conversation shifts to a broader topic. We all agree to buy a pound of it as soon as we get back to civilization and head to a country house to enjoy it without interruption. Right now, we really mean it too!”

Midwinter’s day, the great Polar festival, was duly observed. A “magnificent breakfast” of sledging ration hoosh, full strength and well boiled to thicken it, with hot milk was served. Luncheon consisted of a wonderful pudding, invented by Wild, made of powdered biscuit boiled with twelve pieces of mouldy nut-food. Supper was a very finely cut seal hoosh flavoured with sugar.

Midwinter’s day, the big Polar festival, was celebrated as planned. A “fantastic breakfast” of sledging ration hoosh, fully concentrated and boiled down to thicken it, along with hot milk, was served. Lunch featured a delicious pudding created by Wild, made from powdered biscuits boiled with twelve pieces of stale nut-food. Dinner consisted of finely chopped seal hoosh flavored with sugar.

After supper they had a concert, accompanied by Hussey on his “indispensable banjo.” This banjo was the last thing to be saved off the ship before she sank, and I took it with us as a mental tonic. It was carried all the way through with us, and landed on Elephant Island practically unharmed, and did much to keep the men cheerful. Nearly every Saturday night such a concert was held, when each one sang a song about some other member of the party. If that other one objected to some of the remarks, a worse one was written for the next week.

After dinner, they had a concert with Hussey playing his "essential banjo." This banjo was the last thing saved off the ship before it sank, and I took it with us as a mental boost. It traveled with us the whole way and landed on Elephant Island practically unscathed, helping to keep the guys upbeat. Every Saturday night, they held such a concert, where everyone sang a song about another member of the group. If that person took issue with certain comments, an even harsher one was written for the following week.

The cook, who had carried on so well and for so long, was given a rest on August 9, and each man took it in turns to be cook for one week. As the cook and his “mate” had the privilege of scraping out the saucepans, there was some anxiety to secure the job, especially amongst those with the larger appetites. “The last of the methylated spirit was drunk on August 12, and from then onwards the King’s health, ‘sweethearts and wives,’ and ‘the Boss and crew of the Caird,’ were drunk in hot water and ginger every Saturday night.”

The cook, who had done such a great job for so long, got a break on August 9, and each guy took a turn being the cook for a week. Since the cook and his “assistant” were in charge of scraping out the saucepans, everyone was keen to get the gig, especially those with bigger appetites. “The last of the methylated spirit was finished on August 12, and after that, they toasted to the King’s health, ‘sweethearts and wives,’ and ‘the Boss and crew of the Caird,’ with hot water and ginger every Saturday night.”

The penguins and seals which had migrated north at the beginning of winter had not yet returned, or else the ice-foot, which surrounded the spit to a thickness of six feet, prevented them from coming ashore, so that food was getting short. Old seal-bones, that had been used once for a meal and then thrown away, were dug up and stewed down with sea-water. Penguin carcasses were treated likewise. Limpets were gathered from the pools disclosed between the rocks below high tide, after the pack-ice had been driven away. It was a cold job gathering these little shell-fish, as for each one the whole hand and arm had to be plunged into the icy water, and many score of these small creatures had to be collected to make anything of a meal. Seaweed boiled in sea-water was used to eke out the rapidly diminishing stock of seal and penguin meat. This did not agree with some of the party. Though it was acknowledged to be very tasty it only served to increase their appetite—a serious thing when there was nothing to satisfy it with! One man remarked in his diary: “We had a sumptuous meal to-day—nearly five ounces of solid food each.”

The penguins and seals that had moved north at the start of winter still hadn't come back, or the thick six-foot ice surrounding the spit was keeping them from reaching the shore, so food was running low. Old seal bones, which had been used for a meal before and discarded, were dug up and cooked with sea water. Penguin carcasses were treated in the same way. Limpets were gathered from the pools revealed between the rocks below high tide after the pack ice had been pushed away. It was a chilly task collecting these little shellfish, as each one required the whole hand and arm to be submerged in the freezing water, and it took many dozens of these small creatures to make a decent meal. Seaweed boiled in sea water was used to stretch the quickly dwindling supply of seal and penguin meat. This didn't sit well with some of the group. Although it was considered quite tasty, it only made them hungrier— a serious issue when there was nothing to fill that hunger! One man noted in his diary: “We had a lavish meal today—almost five ounces of solid food each.”

It is largely due to Wild, and to his energy, initiative, and resource, that the whole party kept cheerful all along, and, indeed, came out alive and so well. Assisted by the two surgeons, Drs. McIlroy and Macklin, he had ever a watchful eye for the health of each one. His cheery optimism never failed, even when food was very short and the prospect of relief seemed remote. Each one in his diary speaks with admiration of him. I think without doubt that all the party who were stranded on Elephant Island owe their lives to him. The demons of depression could find no foothold when he was around; and, not content with merely “telling,” he was “doing” as much as, and very often more than, the rest. He showed wonderful capabilities of leadership and more than justified the absolute confidence that I placed in him. Hussey, with his cheeriness and his banjo, was another vital factor in chasing away any tendency to downheartedness.

It’s mostly because of Wild, and his energy, initiative, and resourcefulness, that the whole group stayed upbeat throughout and ultimately made it out alive and well. With the help of the two surgeons, Drs. McIlroy and Macklin, he always kept a close eye on everyone’s health. His optimistic attitude never wavered, even when food was scarce and the chances of rescue seemed slim. Everyone in their diaries speaks highly of him. I truly believe that everyone stranded on Elephant Island owes their lives to him. The demons of depression couldn’t get a grip when he was around; and he didn’t just talk about it—he actively did as much, and often more, than the others. He demonstrated incredible leadership skills and fully earned the complete trust I had in him. Hussey, with his cheerful spirit and banjo, was another key player in keeping the group's spirits up.

Once they were settled in their hut, the health of the party was quite good. Of course, they were all a bit weak, some were light-headed, all were frost-bitten, and others, later, had attacks of heart failure. Blackborrow, whose toes were so badly frost-bitten in the boats, had to have all five amputated while on the island. With insufficient instruments and no proper means of sterilizing them, the operation, carried out as it was in a dark, grimy hut, with only a blubber-stove to keep up the temperature and with an outside temperature well below freezing, speaks volumes for the skill and initiative of the surgeons. I am glad to be able to say that the operation was very successful, and after a little treatment ashore, very kindly given by the Chilian doctors at Punta Arenas, he has now completely recovered and walks with only a slight limp. Hudson, who developed bronchitis and hip disease, was practically well again when the party was rescued. All trace of the severe frost-bites suffered in the boat journey had disappeared, though traces of recent superficial ones remained on some. All were naturally weak when rescued, owing to having been on such scanty rations for so long, but all were alive and very cheerful, thanks to Frank Wild.

Once they were settled in their hut, everyone’s health was pretty good. Of course, they were all a bit weak, some were light-headed, all had frostbite, and later on, others experienced heart failure. Blackborrow, whose toes were severely frostbitten on the boats, had to have all five amputated while on the island. With inadequate tools and no proper way to sterilize them, the operation, done in a dark, dirty hut with just a blubber stove to keep the temperature up and the outside temperature well below freezing, really highlights the skill and resourcefulness of the surgeons. I’m happy to say that the operation was very successful, and after some treatment on land, graciously provided by the Chilean doctors in Punta Arenas, he has fully recovered and now walks with only a slight limp. Hudson, who developed bronchitis and a hip condition, was almost well by the time the party was rescued. All signs of the severe frostbite suffered during the boat journey had vanished, though some still had marks from more recent minor ones. Everyone was understandably weak when rescued because they had been living on such meager rations for so long, but all were alive and in good spirits, thanks to Frank Wild.

August 30, 1916, is described in their diaries as a “day of wonders.” Food was very short, only two days’ seal and penguin meat being left, and no prospect of any more arriving. The whole party had been collecting limpets and seaweed to eat with the stewed seal bones. Lunch was being served by Wild, Hurley and Marston waiting outside to take a last long look at the direction from which they expected the ship to arrive. From a fortnight after I had left, Wild would roll up his sleeping-bag each day with the remark, “Get your things ready, boys, the Boss may come to-day.” And sure enough, one day the mist opened and revealed the ship for which they had been waiting and longing and hoping for over four months. “Marston was the first to notice it, and immediately yelled out ‘Ship O!’ The inmates of the hut mistook it for a call of ‘Lunch O!’ so took no notice at first. Soon, however, we heard him pattering along the snow as fast as he could run, and in a gasping, anxious voice, hoarse with excitement, he shouted, ‘Wild, there’s a ship! Hadn’t we better light a flare?’ We all made one dive for our narrow door. Those who could not get through tore down the canvas walls in their hurry and excitement. The hoosh-pot with our precious limpets and seaweed was kicked over in the rush. There, just rounding the island which had previously hidden her from our sight, we saw a little ship flying the Chilian flag.

August 30, 1916, is noted in their diaries as a “day of wonders.” Food was really scarce, with only two days' worth of seal and penguin meat left, and no sign of more coming. The whole group had been foraging for limpets and seaweed to eat with the stewed seal bones. Lunch was being served by Wild, while Hurley and Marston waited outside to take a last long look toward the direction they expected the ship to come from. Since a fortnight after I left, Wild had been rolling up his sleeping bag each day, saying, “Get your things ready, guys, the Boss might come today.” And sure enough, one day the fog lifted and revealed the ship they had been waiting, longing, and hoping for over four months. “Marston was the first to see it and immediately shouted, ‘Ship O!’ The people in the hut mistook it for a call of ‘Lunch O!’ so they didn't react at first. Soon, though, we heard him sprinting along the snow as fast as he could, and in a breathless, anxious voice, hoarse with excitement, he yelled, ‘Wild, there’s a ship! Shouldn't we light a flare?’ We all rushed toward our narrow door. Those who couldn’t get through tore down the canvas walls in their haste and excitement. The hoosh-pot with our precious limpets and seaweed got knocked over in the chaos. There, just rounding the island that had previously concealed her from us, we saw a small ship flying the Chilean flag.

“We tried to cheer, but excitement had gripped our vocal chords. Macklin had made a rush for the flagstaff, previously placed in the most conspicuous position on the ice-slope. The running-gear would not work, and the flag was frozen into a solid, compact mass so he tied his jersey to the top of the pole for a signal.

“We attempted to cheer, but excitement had seized our vocal cords. Macklin made a dash for the flagpole, which had been positioned in the most visible spot on the ice slope. The running mechanism was jammed, and the flag was frozen into a solid mass, so he tied his jersey to the top of the pole as a signal.”

“Wild put a pick through our last remaining tin of petrol, and soaking coats, mitts, and socks with it, carried them to the top of Penguin Hill at the end of our spit, and soon, they were ablaze.

“Wild punctured our last remaining can of gas, and soaking coats, gloves, and socks in it, carried them to the top of Penguin Hill at the end of our spit, and soon, they were on fire.

“Meanwhile most of us had gathered on the foreshore watching with anxious eyes for any signs that the ship had seen us, or for any answering signals. As we stood and gazed she seemed to turn away as if she had not seen us. Again and again we cheered, though our feeble cries could certainly not have carried so far. Suddenly she stopped, a boat was lowered, and we could recognize Sir Ernest’s figure as he climbed down the ladder. Simultaneously we burst into a cheer, and then one said to the other, ‘Thank God, the Boss is safe.’ For I think that his safety was of more concern to us than was our own.

“Meanwhile, most of us had gathered on the shore, watching anxiously for any signs that the ship had noticed us or for any response signals. As we stood and stared, it seemed like she was turning away, as if she hadn’t seen us. Again and again we cheered, even though our weak cries definitely couldn’t have carried that far. Suddenly, she stopped, a boat was lowered, and we could see Sir Ernest’s figure as he climbed down the ladder. At the same moment, we burst into cheers, and then one person said to another, ‘Thank God, the Boss is safe.’ I think his safety mattered to us more than our own.”

“Soon the boat approached near enough for the Boss, who was standing up in the bows, to shout to Wild, ‘Are you all well?’ To which he replied, ‘All safe, all well,’ and we could see a smile light up the Boss’s face as he said, ‘Thank God!’

“Soon the boat got close enough for the Boss, who was standing at the front, to shout to Wild, ‘Are you all okay?’ To which he replied, ‘All safe, all good,’ and we could see a smile brighten the Boss’s face as he said, ‘Thank God!’”

“Before he could land he threw ashore handsful of cigarettes and tobacco; and these the smokers, who for two months had been trying to find solace in such substitutes as seaweed, finely chopped pipe-bowls, seal meat, and sennegrass, grasped greedily.

“Before he could touch down, he tossed handfuls of cigarettes and tobacco onto the shore; the smokers, who had been trying to find comfort for two months with substitutes like seaweed, finely chopped pipe bowls, seal meat, and sennegrass, eagerly grabbed them.”

“Blackborrow, who could not walk, had been carried to a high rock and propped up in his sleeping-bag, so that he could view the wonderful scene.

“Blackborrow, who couldn't walk, had been carried to a high rock and propped up in his sleeping bag so that he could take in the amazing view.”

“Soon we were tumbling into the boat, and the Chilian sailors, laughing up at us, seemed as pleased at our rescue as we were. Twice more the boat returned, and within an hour of our first having sighted the boat we were heading northwards to the outer world from which we had had no news since October 1914, over twenty-two months before. We are like men awakened from a long sleep. We are trying to acquire suddenly the perspective which the rest of the world has acquired gradually through two years of war. There are many events which have happened of which we shall never know.

“Soon we were jumping into the boat, and the Chilean sailors, laughing up at us, seemed just as happy about our rescue as we were. The boat returned two more times, and within an hour of first seeing it, we were heading north towards the outside world, which we hadn't heard from since October 1914, over twenty-two months ago. It's like we're waking up from a long sleep. We're trying to quickly understand the perspective that the rest of the world has gradually developed during two years of war. There are many events that have happened that we will never know about.”

“Our first meal, owing to our weakness and the atrophied state of our stomachs, proved disastrous to a good many. They soon recovered though. Our beds were just shake-downs on cushions and settees, though the officer on watch very generously gave up his bunk to two of us. I think we got very little sleep that night. It was just heavenly to lie and listen to the throb of the engines, instead of to the crack of the breaking floe, the beat of the surf on the ice-strewn shore, or the howling of the blizzard.

“Our first meal, because we were weak and our stomachs had shrunk, was a disaster for quite a few people. They bounced back quickly, though. Our beds were just makeshift cushions and couches, but the officer on duty kindly gave up his bunk for two of us. I think we barely slept that night. It was amazing to lie there and listen to the engines thumping, instead of the sound of breaking ice, the crashing surf on the frozen shore, or the howling blizzard.”

“We intend to keep August 30 as a festival for the rest of our lives.”

“We plan to celebrate August 30 as a festival for the rest of our lives.”

You readers can imagine my feelings as I stood in the little cabin watching my rescued comrades feeding.

You all can picture how I felt as I stood in the small cabin, watching my rescued friends eat.

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“All Safe! All Well!”

"All good! All well!"

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View through a Cave on Elephant Island

View through a Cave on Elephant Island

CHAPTER XIII
THE ROSS SEA PARTY

I now turn to the fortunes and misfortunes of the Ross Sea Party and the Aurora. In spite of extraordinary difficulties occasioned by the breaking out of the Aurora from her winter quarters before sufficient stores and equipment had been landed, Captain Æneas Mackintosh and the party under his command achieved the object of this side of the Expedition. For the depot that was the main object of the Expedition was laid in the spot that I had indicated, and if the transcontinental party had been fortunate enough to have crossed they would have found the assistance, in the shape of stores, that would have been vital to the success of their undertaking. Owing to the dearth of stores, clothing, and sledging equipment, the depot party was forced to travel more slowly and with greater difficulty than would have otherwise been the case. The result was that in making this journey the greatest qualities of endurance, self-sacrifice, and patience were called for, and the call was not in vain, as you reading the following pages will realize. It is more than regrettable that after having gone through those many months of hardship and toil, Mackintosh and Hayward should have been lost. Spencer-Smith during those long days, dragged by his comrades on the sledge, suffering but never complaining, became an example to all men. Mackintosh and Hayward owed their lives on that journey to the unremitting care and strenuous endeavours of Joyce, Wild, and Richards, who, also scurvy-stricken but fitter than their comrades, dragged them through the deep snow and blizzards on the sledges. I think that no more remarkable story of human endeavour has been revealed than the tale of that long march which I have collated from various diaries. Unfortunately, the diary of the leader of this side of the Expedition was lost with him. The outstanding feature of the Ross Sea side was the journey made by these six men. The earlier journeys for the first year did not produce any sign of the qualities of leadership amongst the others. Mackintosh was fortunate for the long journey in that he had these three men with him: Ernest Wild, Richards, and Joyce.

I now shift to the ups and downs of the Ross Sea Party and the Aurora. Despite the huge challenges caused by the Aurora leaving its winter base before enough supplies and equipment were unloaded, Captain Æneas Mackintosh and his team accomplished the goal of this part of the Expedition. The depot, which was the main aim of the Expedition, was established at the location I had specified, and if the transcontinental team had managed to cross, they would have found the supplies they needed, which were crucial for their success. Due to a lack of supplies, clothing, and sledging gear, the depot party had to travel much slower and faced more obstacles than planned. As a result, this journey called for immense endurance, selflessness, and patience, and their efforts were not in vain, as you will see in the following pages. It’s incredibly unfortunate that after enduring so many months of hardship, Mackintosh and Hayward were lost. Spencer-Smith, who was pulled along by his teammates on the sledge during those long days, suffered silently and became a role model for everyone. Mackintosh and Hayward owed their survival on that journey to the relentless care and determination of Joyce, Wild, and Richards, who, though also suffering from scurvy but in better shape than their comrades, pulled them through the deep snow and blizzards on the sledges. I believe no story of human effort is more remarkable than the tale of that long march, which I’ve pieced together from various diaries. Regrettably, the diary of the leader of this part of the Expedition was lost with him. The standout feature of the Ross Sea side was the journey undertaken by these six men. The earlier journeys in the first year didn’t show any signs of leadership qualities in the others. Mackintosh was fortunate to have these three men with him for the long journey: Ernest Wild, Richards, and Joyce.

Before proceeding with the adventures of this party I want to make clear in these pages how much I appreciate the assistance I received both in Australia and New Zealand, especially in the latter dominion. And amongst the many friends there it is not invidious on my part to lay special stress on the name of Leonard Tripp, who has been my mentor, counsellor, and friend for many years, and who, when the Expedition was in precarious and difficult circumstances, devoted his energy, thought, and gave his whole time and advice to the best interests of our cause. I also must thank Edward Saunders, who for the second time has greatly helped me in preparing an Expedition record for publication.

Before diving into the adventures of this group, I want to express my deep appreciation for the support I received in both Australia and New Zealand, especially in the latter. Among my many friends there, I’d like to highlight Leonard Tripp, who has been my mentor, advisor, and friend for many years. During challenging times for the Expedition, he dedicated his energy and time, offering valuable advice for the best interest of our cause. I also want to thank Edward Saunders, who has once again been instrumental in helping me prepare an Expedition record for publication.

To the Dominion Government I tender my warmest thanks. To the people of New Zealand, and especially to those many friends—too numerous to mention here—who helped us when our fortunes were at a low ebb, I wish to say that their kindness is an ever-green memory to me. If ever a man had cause to be grateful for assistance in dark days, I am he.

To the Dominion Government, I extend my heartfelt thanks. To the people of New Zealand, and especially to all the amazing friends—too many to mention here—who supported us when we were struggling, I want to express my gratitude for their kindness, which I will always remember. If anyone has a reason to be thankful for help during tough times, it’s me.

The Aurora, under the command of Captain Æneas Mackintosh, sailed from Hobart for the Ross Sea on December 24, 1914. The ship had refitted in Sydney, where the State and Federal Governments had given generous assistance, and would be able, if necessary, to spend two years in the Antarctic. My instructions to Captain Mackintosh, in brief, were to proceed to the Ross Sea, make a base at some convenient point in or near McMurdo Sound, land stores and equipment, and lay depots on the Great Ice Barrier in the direction of the Beardmore Glacier for the use of the party that I expected to bring overland from the Weddell Sea coast. This programme would involve some heavy sledging, but the ground to be covered was familiar, and I had not anticipated that the work would present any great difficulties. The Aurora carried materials for a hut, equipment for landing and sledging parties, stores and clothing of all the kinds required, and an ample supply of sledges. There were also dog teams and one of the motor-tractors. I had told Captain Mackintosh that it was possible the transcontinental journey would be attempted in the 1914–15 season in the event of the landing on the Weddell Sea coast proving unexpectedly easy, and it would be his duty, therefore, to lay out depots to the south immediately after his arrival at his base. I had directed him to place a depot of food and fuel-oil at lat. 80° S. in 1914–15, with cairns and flags as guides to a sledging party approaching from the direction of the Pole. He would place depots farther south in the 1915–16 season.

The Aurora, captained by Æneas Mackintosh, set sail from Hobart to the Ross Sea on December 24, 1914. The ship had been refitted in Sydney, where the State and Federal Governments provided generous support, and it would be able, if needed, to stay in the Antarctic for two years. My instructions to Captain Mackintosh were straightforward: he was to go to the Ross Sea, establish a base at a convenient location in or near McMurdo Sound, unload supplies and equipment, and set up depots on the Great Ice Barrier toward the Beardmore Glacier for the team I planned to bring overland from the Weddell Sea coast. This plan would require some heavy sledging, but the terrain was familiar, and I expected the work to be manageable. The Aurora was loaded with materials for a hut, gear for landing and sledging crews, various supplies and clothing, and plenty of sledges. There were also dog teams and one motor-tractor. I informed Captain Mackintosh that there was a chance the transcontinental journey would be attempted in the 1914-15 season if landing on the Weddell Sea coast turned out to be easier than anticipated, so it would be his responsibility to set up depots to the south right after arriving at his base. I instructed him to establish a food and fuel-oil depot at latitude 80° S. in 1914-15, with cairns and flags to guide the sledging party coming from the Pole. He would create additional depots farther south in the 1915-16 season.

The Aurora had an uneventful voyage southwards. She anchored off the sealing-huts at Macquarie Island on Christmas Day, December 25. The wireless station erected by Sir Douglas Mawson’s Australian Antarctic Expedition could be seen on a hill to the north-west with the Expedition’s hut at the base of the hill. This hut was still occupied by a meteorological staff, and later in the day the meteorologist, Mr. Tulloch, came off to the ship and had dinner aboard. The Aurora had some stores for the Macquarie Island party, and these were sent ashore during succeeding days in the boats. The landing-place was a rough, kelp-guarded beach, where lay the remains of the New Zealand barque Clyde. Macquarie Island anchorages are treacherous, and several ships engaged in the sealing and whaling trade have left their bones on the rocky shores, where bask great herds of seals and sea-elephants. The Aurora sailed from the island on December 31, and three days later they sighted the first iceberg, a tabular berg rising 250 ft. above the sea. This was in lat. 62° 44´ S., long. 169° 58´ E. The next day, in lat. 64° 27´ 38´´ S., the Aurora passed through the first belt of pack-ice. At 9 a.m. on January 7, Mount Sabine, a mighty peak of the Admiralty Range, South Victoria Land, was sighted seventy-five miles distant.

The Aurora had a smooth journey south. She anchored near the sealing huts at Macquarie Island on Christmas Day, December 25. You could see the wireless station built by Sir Douglas Mawson’s Australian Antarctic Expedition on a hill to the northwest, with the Expedition’s hut at the bottom of the hill. This hut was still staffed by meteorologists, and later that day, the meteorologist, Mr. Tulloch, came to the ship for dinner. The Aurora had supplies for the Macquarie Island team, which were sent ashore in boats over the next few days. The landing spot was a rough beach protected by kelp, where the wreckage of the New Zealand barque Clyde lay. The anchorages around Macquarie Island are dangerous, and several ships involved in sealing and whaling have met their end on the rocky shores, where large groups of seals and sea elephants bask. The Aurora left the island on December 31, and three days later, they spotted the first iceberg, a tabular berg rising 250 ft. above the sea, located at lat. 62° 44´ S., long. 169° 58´ E. The next day, at lat. 64° 27´ 38´´ S., the Aurora went through the first belt of pack ice. At 9 a.m. on January 7, they saw Mount Sabine, a towering peak of the Admiralty Range in South Victoria Land, seventy-five miles away.

It had been proposed that a party of three men should travel to Cape Crozier from winter quarters during the winter months in order to secure emperor penguins’ eggs. The ship was to call at Cape Crozier, land provisions, and erect a small hut of fibro-concrete sheets for the use of this party. The ship was off the Cape on the afternoon of January 9, and a boat put off with Stenhouse, Cope, Joyce, Ninnis, Mauger, and Aitken to search for a landing-place. “We steered in towards the Barrier,” wrote Stenhouse, “and found an opening leading into a large bight which jutted back to eastward into the Barrier. We endeavoured without success to scale the steep ice-foot under the cliffs, and then proceeded up the bay. Pulling along the edge of perpendicular ice, we turned into a bay in the ice-cliff and came to a cul-de-sac, at the head of which was a grotto. At the head of the grotto and on a ledge of snow were perched some adelie penguins. The beautiful green and blue tints in the ice-colouring made a picture as unreal as a stage setting. Coming back along the edge of the bight towards the land, we caught and killed one penguin, much to the surprise of another, which ducked into a niche in the ice and, after much squawking, was extracted with a boat-hook and captured. We returned to our original landing, and were fortunate in our time, for no sooner had we cleared the ledge where Ninnis had been hanging in his endeavour to catch the penguin than the barrier calved and a piece weighing hundreds of tons toppled over into the sea.

It was suggested that a group of three men should travel from their winter camp to Cape Crozier during the winter to collect emperor penguin eggs. The ship was scheduled to stop at Cape Crozier, drop off supplies, and set up a small hut made of fibro-concrete sheets for their use. The ship arrived off the Cape in the afternoon on January 9, and a boat set out with Stenhouse, Cope, Joyce, Ninnis, Mauger, and Aitken to look for a landing spot. “We steered toward the Barrier,” Stenhouse wrote, “and found an opening leading into a large cove that extended back to the east into the Barrier. We tried unsuccessfully to climb the steep ice-foot beneath the cliffs and then continued up the bay. As we pulled along the edge of the vertical ice, we turned into a bay in the ice cliff and reached a dead end, where there was a grotto. At the entrance of the grotto and on a snow ledge were some Adelie penguins. The stunning green and blue hues in the ice created a scene that looked as unreal as a stage set. As we made our way back along the edge of the cove toward the land, we managed to catch and kill one penguin, which startled another that dove into a niche in the ice. After a lot of squawking, it was pulled out with a boat-hook and captured. We returned to our original landing and were lucky with our timing, for just as we left the ledge where Ninnis had been trying to catch the penguin, the barrier calved, and a piece weighing hundreds of tons fell into the sea.

“Since we left the ship a mist had blown up from the south, and when we arrived back at the entrance to the bay the ship could be but dimly seen. We found a slope on the ice-foot, and Joyce and I managed, by cutting steps, to climb up to a ledge of debris between the cliffs and the ice, which we thought might lead to the vicinity of the emperor penguin rookery. I sent the boat back to the ship to tell the captain of our failure to find a spot where we could depot the hut and stores, and then, with Joyce, set out to walk along the narrow land between the cliffs and the ice to the southward in hopes of finding the rookery. We walked for about a mile along the foot of the cliffs, over undulating paths, sometimes crawling carefully down a gully and then over rocks and debris which had fallen from the steep cliffs which towered above us, but we saw no signs of a rookery or any place where a rookery could be. Close to the cliffs and separated from them by the path on which we travelled, the Barrier in its movement towards the sea had broken and showed signs of pressure. Seeing a turn in the cliffs ahead, which we thought might lead to better prospects, we trudged on, and were rewarded by a sight which Joyce admitted as being the grandest he had ever witnessed. The Barrier had come into contact with the cliffs and, from where we viewed it, it looked as if icebergs had fallen into a tremendous cavern and lay jumbled together in wild disorder. Looking down into that wonderful picture one realized a little the ‘eternalness’ of things.

“Since we left the ship, a mist had rolled in from the south, and when we got back to the entrance of the bay, we could barely make out the ship. We found a slope on the ice-foot, and Joyce and I managed to cut steps to climb up to a ledge of debris between the cliffs and the ice, which we hoped might lead us to the emperor penguin rookery. I sent the boat back to the ship to inform the captain about our failure to find a place to set up the hut and stores, and then Joyce and I set out to walk along the narrow land between the cliffs and the ice to the south in hopes of finding the rookery. We walked for about a mile along the base of the cliffs, over uneven paths, sometimes carefully crawling down a gully and then over rocks and debris that had fallen from the steep cliffs above us, but we saw no signs of a rookery or any place where one could be. Close to the cliffs, separated from them by the path we were on, the Barrier had broken on its way to the sea and showed signs of pressure. Spotting a bend in the cliffs ahead, which we thought might lead to better opportunities, we pushed on and were rewarded with a sight Joyce admitted was the most magnificent he had ever seen. The Barrier had come into contact with the cliffs, and from where we stood, it looked like icebergs had fallen into an enormous cavern and lay strewn together in wild disorder. Looking down into that incredible scene, you could sense a little of the ‘eternalness’ of things.”

“We had not long to wait, and, much as we wished to go ahead, had to turn back. I went into a small crevasse; no damage. Arriving back at the place where we left the boat we found it had not returned, so sat down under an overhang and smoked and enjoyed the sense of loneliness. Soon the boat appeared out of the mist, and the crew had much news for us. After we left the ship the captain manœuvred her in order to get close to the Barrier, but, unfortunately, the engines were loath to be reversed when required to go astern and the ship hit the Barrier end on. The Barrier here is about twenty feet high, and her jib-boom took the weight and snapped at the cap. When I returned Thompson was busy getting the broken boom and gear aboard. Luckily the cap was not broken and no damage was done aloft, but it was rather a bad introduction to the Antarctic. There is no place to land the Cape Crozier hut and stores, so we must build a hut in the winter here, which will mean so much extra sledging from winter quarters. Bad start, good finish! Joyce and I went aloft to the crow’s-nest, but could see no opening in the Barrier to eastward where a ship might enter and get farther south.”

“We didn’t have to wait long, and even though we wanted to continue, we had to turn back. I went into a small crevasse; no damage. When we got back to where we left the boat, we found it hadn’t returned, so we sat down under an overhang, smoked, and embraced the feeling of solitude. Soon, the boat emerged from the mist, and the crew had a lot of news for us. After we left the ship, the captain tried to maneuver it closer to the Barrier, but unfortunately, the engines were hesitant to reverse when he needed to go backward, and the ship crashed into the Barrier head-on. The Barrier here is about twenty feet high, and the jib-boom took the impact and broke at the cap. When I got back, Thompson was busy bringing the broken boom and gear onboard. Luckily, the cap wasn’t broken and nothing was damaged up high, but it was a rough start for the Antarctic. There's no place to land the Cape Crozier hut and supplies, so we’ll have to build a hut here during the winter, which means a lot more sledging from winter quarters. Bad start, good finish! Joyce and I climbed up to the crow’s-nest, but we couldn’t see any opening in the Barrier to the east where a ship could enter and go further south.”

Mackintosh proceeded into McMurdo Sound. Heavy pack delayed the ship for three days, and it was not until January 16 that she reached a point off Cape Evans, where he landed ten tons of coal and ninety-eight cases of oil. During succeeding days Captain Mackintosh worked the Aurora southward, and by January 24 he was within nine miles of Hut Point. There he made the ship fast to sea-ice, then breaking up rapidly, and proceeded to arrange sledging parties. It was his intention to direct the laying of the depots himself and to leave his first officer, Lieut. J. R. Stenhouse, in command of the Aurora, with instructions to select a base and land a party.

Mackintosh moved into McMurdo Sound. Heavy snow slowed the ship down for three days, and it wasn't until January 16 that she reached a spot off Cape Evans, where he unloaded ten tons of coal and ninety-eight cases of oil. In the following days, Captain Mackintosh steered the Aurora southward, and by January 24, he was just nine miles from Hut Point. There, he secured the ship to the sea ice, which was breaking up quickly, and started organizing sledging teams. His plan was to oversee the depot laying himself and leave his first officer, Lieutenant J. R. Stenhouse, in charge of the Aurora, with instructions to find a base and land a team.

The first objective was Hut Point, where stands the hut erected by the Discovery expedition in 1902. An advance party, consisting of Joyce (in charge), Jack, and Gaze, with dogs and fully loaded sledges, left the ship on January 24; Mackintosh, with Wild and Smith, followed the next day; and a supporting party, consisting of Cope (in charge), Stevens, Ninnis, Haywood, Hooke, and Richards, left the ship on January 30. The first two parties had dog teams. The third party took with it the motor-tractor, which does not appear to have given the good service that I had hoped to get from it. These parties had a strenuous time during the weeks that followed. The men, fresh from shipboard, were not in the best of training, and the same was true of the dogs. It was unfortunate that the dogs had to be worked so early after their arrival in the Antarctic. They were in poor condition and they had not learned to work together as teams. The result was the loss of many of the dogs, and this proved a serious matter in the following season. Captain Mackintosh’s record of the sledging in the early months of 1915 is fairly full. It will not be necessary here to follow the fortunes of the various parties in detail, for although the men were facing difficulties and dangers, they were on well-travelled ground, which has been made familiar to most readers by the histories of earlier Expeditions.

The first goal was Hut Point, where the hut built by the Discovery expedition in 1902 stands. An advance group, led by Joyce, along with Jack and Gaze, plus dogs and fully loaded sledges, set off from the ship on January 24; Mackintosh, with Wild and Smith, followed the next day; and a supporting group, led by Cope, with Stevens, Ninnis, Haywood, Hooke, and Richards, left the ship on January 30. The first two groups had dog teams. The third group took the motor-tractor, which didn’t perform as well as I had hoped. These groups faced a tough time in the following weeks. The men, fresh off the ship, weren’t in the best shape, and the same was true for the dogs. It was unfortunate that the dogs were worked so soon after arriving in Antarctica. They were in poor condition and hadn’t learned to work together as teams. This led to losing many of the dogs, which became a serious issue in the following season. Captain Mackintosh’s records of the sledging in early 1915 are quite detailed. There’s no need to follow each group’s journey closely here, because while the men were dealing with challenges and dangers, they were on well-traveled ground that most readers will recognize from the histories of earlier expeditions.

Captain Mackintosh and his party left the Aurora on the evening of January 25. They had nine dogs and one heavily loaded sledge, and started off briskly to the accompaniment of a cheer from their shipmates. The dogs were so eager for exercise after their prolonged confinement aboard the ship that they dashed forward at their best speed, and it was necessary for one man to sit upon the sledge in order to moderate the pace. Mackintosh had hoped to get to Hut Point that night, but luck was against him. The weather broke after he had travelled about five miles, and snow, which completely obscured all landmarks, sent him into camp on the sea-ice. The weather was still thick on the following morning, and the party, making a start after breakfast, missed its way. “We shaped a course where I imagined Hut Point to be,” wrote Captain Mackintosh in his diary, “but when the sledge-meter showed thirteen miles fifty yards, which is four miles in excess of the distance from the slip to Hut Point, I decided to halt again. The surface was changing considerably and the land was still obscured. We have been travelling over a thick snow surface, in which we sink deeply, and the dogs are not too cheerful about it.” They started again at noon on January 27, when the weather had cleared sufficiently to reveal the land, and reached Hut Point at 4 p.m. The sledge-meter showed that the total distance travelled had been over seventeen miles. Mackintosh found in the hut a note from Joyce, who had been there on the 25th, and who reported that one of his dogs had been killed in a fight with its companions. The hut contained some stores left there by earlier Expeditions. The party stayed there for the night. Mackintosh left a note for Stenhouse directing him to place provisions in the hut in case the sledging parties did not return in time to be taken off by the ship. Early next morning Joyce reached the hut. He had encountered bad ice and had come back to consult with Mackintosh regarding the route to be followed. Mackintosh directed him to steer out towards Black Island in crossing the head of the Sound beyond Hut Point.

Captain Mackintosh and his team left the Aurora on the evening of January 25. They had nine dogs and one heavily loaded sled, and set off energetically to cheers from their shipmates. The dogs were so eager for exercise after being cooped up on the ship for so long that they took off at full speed, requiring one person to sit on the sled to slow them down. Mackintosh had hoped to reach Hut Point that night, but luck was not on his side. The weather deteriorated after he traveled about five miles, and snow, which completely hid all landmarks, forced him to set up camp on the sea ice. The following morning, the weather was still poor, and after breakfast, the group lost their way. “We set a course where I thought Hut Point was,” Captain Mackintosh wrote in his diary, “but when the sled meter showed thirteen miles fifty yards, which is four miles more than the distance from the slip to Hut Point, I decided to stop again. The surface was changing significantly, and the land was still hidden. We have been traveling over deep snow, which we sink into, and the dogs are not too happy about it.” They set off again at noon on January 27 when the weather cleared enough to see the land and reached Hut Point by 4 p.m. The sled meter indicated they had traveled over seventeen miles in total. At the hut, Mackintosh found a note from Joyce, who had been there on the 25th, stating that one of his dogs had been killed in a fight with the others. The hut held supplies left by previous expeditions. The team stayed there for the night. Mackintosh left a note for Stenhouse telling him to put provisions in the hut in case the sledging teams didn’t return in time to be picked up by the ship. Early the next morning, Joyce arrived at the hut. He had run into bad ice and came back to discuss the route with Mackintosh. Mackintosh advised him to head toward Black Island while crossing the head of the Sound beyond Hut Point.

Mackintosh left Hut Point on January 28. He had taken some additional stores, and he mentions that the sledge now weighed 1200 lbs. This was a heavy load, but the dogs were pulling well and he thought it practicable. He encountered difficulty almost at once after descending the slope from the point to the sea-ice, for the sledge stuck in soft snow and the party had to lighten the load and relay until they reached a better surface. They were having trouble with the dogs, which did not pull cheerfully, and the total distance covered in the day was under four miles. The weather was warm and the snow consequently was soft. Mackintosh had decided that it would be best to travel at night. A fall of snow held up the party throughout the following day, and they did not get away from their camp until shortly before midnight. “The surface was abominably soft,” wrote Mackintosh. “We harnessed ourselves on to the sledge and with the dogs made a start, but we had a struggle to get off. We had not gone very far when in deeper snow we stopped dead. Try as we would, no movement could be produced. Reluctantly we unloaded and began the tedious task of relaying. The work, in spite of the lighter load on the sledge, proved terrific for ourselves and for the dogs. We struggled for four hours, and then set camp to await the evening, when the sun would not be so fierce and the surface might be better. I must say I feel somewhat despondent, as we are not getting on as well as I expected, nor do we find it as easy as one would gather from reading.”

Mackintosh left Hut Point on January 28. He had brought some extra supplies, and he noted that the sledge now weighed 1200 lbs. This was a heavy load, but the dogs were pulling well, and he thought it was doable. He ran into trouble almost immediately after going down the slope from the point to the sea ice, as the sledge got stuck in soft snow, and the team had to lighten the load and relay until they got to a better surface. They were struggling with the dogs, who weren’t pulling enthusiastically, and they managed to cover less than four miles that day. The weather was warm, which made the snow soft. Mackintosh decided it would be best to travel at night. A snowstorm delayed the team for the entire following day, and they didn’t leave their camp until just before midnight. “The surface was incredibly soft,” wrote Mackintosh. “We harnessed ourselves to the sledge and, with the dogs, tried to start, but we had a hard time getting moving. We hadn’t gone very far when we stopped dead in deeper snow. No matter how hard we tried, we couldn’t get any movement. Reluctantly, we unloaded and began the tiring process of relaying. The work, even with the lighter load on the sledge, was exhausting for us and the dogs. We struggled for four hours and then set up camp to wait for the evening, hoping the sun wouldn’t be so strong and the surface might improve. I must say I feel somewhat down, as we’re not progressing as well as I expected, nor is it as easy as it sounds in reading.”

The two parties met again that day. Joyce also had been compelled to relay his load, and all hands laboured strenuously and advanced slowly. They reached the edge of the Barrier on the night of January 30 and climbed an easy slope to the Barrier surface, about thirty feet above the sea-ice. The dogs were showing signs of fatigue, and when Mackintosh camped at 6.30 a.m. on January 31, he reckoned that the distance covered in twelve and a half hours had been about two and a half miles. The men had killed a seal at the edge of the sea-ice and placed the meat on a cairn for future use. One dog, having refused to pull, had been left behind with a good feed of meat, and Mackintosh hoped the animal would follow. The experiences of the party during the days that followed can be indicated by some extracts from Mackintosh’s diary.

The two groups met again that day. Joyce had also been forced to lighten his load, and everyone worked hard and moved slowly. They reached the edge of the Barrier on the night of January 30 and climbed an easy slope to the Barrier surface, which was about thirty feet above the sea-ice. The dogs were showing signs of tiredness, and when Mackintosh set up camp at 6:30 a.m. on January 31, he estimated that they had covered about two and a half miles in twelve and a half hours. The men had killed a seal at the edge of the sea-ice and placed the meat on a cairn for later use. One dog, having refused to pull, had been left behind with a good amount of meat, and Mackintosh hoped the dog would catch up. The experiences of the party in the following days can be illustrated by some excerpts from Mackintosh’s diary.

Sunday, January 31.—Started off this afternoon at 3 p.m. Surface too dreadful for words. We sink into snow at times up to our knees, the dogs struggling out of it panting and making great efforts. I think the soft snow must be accounted for by a phenomenally fine summer without much wind. After proceeding about 1000 yds. I spotted some poles on our starboard side. We shaped course for these and found Captain Scott’s Safety Camp. We unloaded a relay here and went back with empty sledge for the second relay. It took us four hours to do just this short distance. It is exasperating. After we had got the second load up we had lunch. Then we dug round the poles, while snow fell, and after getting down about three feet we came across, first, a bag of oats, lower down two cases of dog-biscuit—one with a complete week’s ration, the other with seal meat. A good find. About forty paces away we found a venesta-lid sticking out of the snow. Smith scraped round this with his ice-axe and presently discovered one of the motor-sledges Captain Scott used. Everything was just as it had been left, the petrol-tank partly filled and apparently undeteriorated. We marked the spot with a pole. The snow clearing, we proceeded with a relay. We got only half a mile, still struggling in deep snow, and then went back for the second load. We can still see the cairn erected at the Barrier edge and a black spot which we take to be the dog.

Sunday, January 31.—We set out this afternoon at 3 p.m. The surface is awful. Sometimes we sink into the snow up to our knees, and the dogs are panting and struggling to get out. I think the soft snow must be due to an unusually good summer with little wind. After going about 1000 yards, I spotted some poles on our right. We headed for these and found Captain Scott’s Safety Camp. We unloaded a relay here and went back with an empty sled for the second relay. It took us four hours to cover this short distance. It’s frustrating. After we got the second load up, we had lunch. Then we dug around the poles while snow fell, and after digging down about three feet, we found first a bag of oats, then two cases of dog biscuits—one with a full week’s ration, the other with seal meat. A good find. About forty paces away, we discovered a venesta lid sticking out of the snow. Smith cleared around it with his ice axe and soon uncovered one of the motor sledges Captain Scott used. Everything was just as it was left, the petrol tank partly filled and seemingly in good condition. We marked the spot with a pole. As the snow cleared, we continued with a relay. We managed only half a mile, still battling through deep snow, and then returned for the second load. We can still see the cairn at the edge of the Barrier and a dark spot that we think is the dog.

February 1.—We turned out at 7.30 p.m., and after a meal broke camp. We made a relay of two and a half miles. The sledge-meter stopped during this relay. Perhaps that is the cause of our mileage not showing. We covered seven and a half miles in order to bring the load two and a half miles. After lunch we decided, as the surface was getting better, to make a shot at travelling with the whole load. It was a back-breaking job. Wild led the team, while Smith and I pulled in harness. The great trouble is to get the sledge started after the many unavoidable stops. We managed to cover one mile. This even is better than relaying. We then camped—the dogs being entirely done up, poor brutes.

February 1.—We got up at 7:30 p.m., and after eating, we broke camp. We covered a relay of two and a half miles. The sledge-meter stopped during this relay, which might explain why our mileage isn't adding up. We actually traveled seven and a half miles to move the load just two and a half miles. After lunch, since the surface was improving, we decided to try hauling the whole load at once. It was tough work. Wild led the team while Smith and I pulled in harness. The hardest part is getting the sledge moving again after all the unavoidable stops. We managed to cover one mile, which is better than relaying. We then set up camp—the dogs were completely worn out, poor things.

February 2.—We were awakened this afternoon, while in our bags, by hearing Joyce’s dogs barking. They have done well and have caught us up. Joyce’s voice was heard presently, asking us the time. He is managing the full load. We issued a challenge to race him to the Bluff, which he accepted. When we turned out at 6.30 p.m. his camp was seen about three miles ahead. About 8 p.m., after our hoosh, we made a start, and reached Joyce’s camp at 1 a.m. The dogs had been pulling well, seeing the camp ahead, but when we arrived off it they were not inclined to go on. After a little persuasion and struggle we got off, but not for long. This starting business is terrible work. We have to shake the sledge and its big load while we shout to the dogs to start. If they do not pull together it is useless. When we get the sledge going we are on tenter-hooks lest it stop again on the next soft slope, and this often occurs. Sledging is real hard work; but we are getting along.”

February 2.—We were woken up this afternoon while in our bags by the sound of Joyce’s dogs barking. They’ve done well and caught up with us. Joyce’s voice was soon heard asking us what time it was. He’s managing the full load. We challenged him to a race to the Bluff, which he accepted. When we got up at 6:30 p.m., we could see his camp about three miles ahead. Around 8 p.m., after our dinner, we got going and reached Joyce’s camp at 1 a.m. The dogs had been pulling hard, eager to see the camp ahead, but when we got close, they were reluctant to go on. After a bit of coaxing and some struggle, we were able to start, but not for long. Getting started is terribly difficult. We have to shake the sledge and its heavy load while shouting to the dogs to get going. If they don’t pull together, it’s useless. Once we get the sledge moving, we’re on edge, worried it might stop again on the next soft slope, which often happens. Sledding is really hard work, but we’re making progress.

The surface was better on February 2, and the party covered six miles without relaying. They camped in soft snow, and when they started the next day they were two hours relaying over one hundred and fifty yards. Then they got into Joyce’s track and found the going better. Mackintosh overtook Joyce on the morning of February 4 and went ahead, his party breaking trail during the next march. They covered ten miles on the night of the 4th. One dog had “chucked his hand in” on the march, and Mackintosh mentions that he intended to increase the dogs’ allowance of food. The surface was harder, and during the night of February 5 Mackintosh covered eleven miles twenty-five yards, but he finished with two dogs on the sledge. Joyce was travelling by day, so that the parties passed one another daily on the march.

The surface was better on February 2, and the group covered six miles without having to relay. They set up camp in soft snow, and when they started the next day, they spent two hours relaying over one hundred and fifty yards. Then they picked up Joyce’s trail and found the going easier. Mackintosh caught up with Joyce on the morning of February 4 and moved ahead, with his group breaking trail during the next leg. They covered ten miles on the night of the 4th. One dog had "chucked his hand in" on the march, and Mackintosh noted that he planned to increase the dogs’ food rations. The surface was harder, and during the night of February 5, Mackintosh covered eleven miles and twenty-five yards, but he finished with two dogs on the sled. Joyce was traveling by day, so the groups passed each other daily on the route.

A blizzard came from the south on February 10 and the parties were confined to their tents for over twenty-four hours. The weather moderated on the morning of the next day, and at 11 a.m. Mackintosh camped beside Joyce and proceeded to rearrange the parties. One of his dogs had died on the 9th, and several others had ceased to be worth much for pulling. He had decided to take the best dogs from the two teams and continue the march with Joyce and Wild, while Smith, Jack, and Gaze went back to Hut Point with the remaining dogs. This involved the adjustment of sledge-loads in order that the proper supplies might be available for the depots. He had eight dogs and Smith had five. A depot of oil and fuel was laid at this point and marked by a cairn with a bamboo pole rising ten feet above it. The change made for better progress. Smith turned back at once, and the other party went ahead fairly rapidly, the dogs being able to haul the sledge without much assistance from the men. The party built a cairn of snow after each hour’s travelling to serve as guides to the depot and as marks for the return journey. Another blizzard held the men up on February 13, and they had an uncomfortable time in their sleeping-bags owing to low temperature.

A blizzard hit from the south on February 10, and the teams were stuck in their tents for over twenty-four hours. The weather eased up the next morning, and at 11 a.m., Mackintosh set up camp next to Joyce and started reorganizing the teams. One of his dogs had died on the 9th, and several others were no longer reliable for pulling. He decided to take the best dogs from both teams and continue the trek with Joyce and Wild, while Smith, Jack, and Gaze would head back to Hut Point with the remaining dogs. This required adjusting the sledge loads to ensure the right supplies were available for the depots. He had eight dogs, and Smith had five. An oil and fuel depot was established at this point, marked by a cairn with a bamboo pole standing ten feet tall. The change led to better progress. Smith turned back immediately, and the remaining team moved ahead fairly quickly, with the dogs able to pull the sledge with little help from the men. The team built a snow cairn after each hour of travel to guide them to the depot and mark the way back. Another blizzard stopped the men on February 13, and they had a rough time in their sleeping bags due to the low temperature.

During succeeding days the party plodded forward. They were able to cover from five to twelve miles a day, according to the surface and weather. They built the cairns regularly and checked their route by taking bearings of the mountains to the west. They were able to cover from five to twelve miles a day, the dogs pulling fairly well. They reached lat. 80° S. on the afternoon of February 20. Mackintosh had hoped to find a depot laid in that neighbourhood by Captain Scott, but no trace of it was seen. The surface had been very rough during the afternoon, and for that reason the depot to be laid there was named Rocky Mountain Depot. The stores were to be placed on a substantial cairn, and smaller cairns were to be built at right angles to the depot as a guide to the overland party. “As soon as breakfast was over,” wrote Mackintosh the next day, “Joyce and Wild went off with a light sledge and the dogs to lay out the cairns and place flags to the eastward, building them at every mile. The outer cairn had a large flag and a note indicating the position of the depot. I remained behind to get angles and fix our position with the theodolite. The temperature was very low this morning, and handling the theodolite was not too warm a job for the fingers. My whiskers froze to the metal while I was taking a sight. After five hours the others arrived back. They had covered ten miles, five miles out and five miles back. During the afternoon we finished the cairn, which we have built to a height of eight feet. It is a solid square erection which ought to stand a good deal of weathering, and on top we have placed a bamboo pole with a flag, making the total height twenty-five feet. Building the cairn was a fine warming job, but the ice on our whiskers often took some ten minutes thawing out. To-morrow we hope to lay out the cairns to the westward, and then to shape our course for the Bluff.”

Over the next few days, the team continued to move forward. They managed to cover between five to twelve miles a day, depending on the terrain and weather. They regularly built cairns and checked their route by taking bearings from the mountains to the west. They covered between five to twelve miles a day, with the dogs pulling fairly well. They reached latitude 80° S. on the afternoon of February 20. Mackintosh had hoped to find a supply depot in that area set up by Captain Scott, but there was no sign of it. The surface was very rough that afternoon, which is why the depot location was named Rocky Mountain Depot. The supplies were to be placed on a solid cairn, and smaller cairns were to be constructed at right angles to serve as guides for the overland party. "As soon as breakfast was over," Mackintosh wrote the next day, "Joyce and Wild set out with a light sled and the dogs to mark the cairns and place flags to the east, building one every mile. The outer cairn had a large flag and a note indicating the location of the depot. I stayed behind to take angles and determine our position with the theodolite. The temperature was very low this morning, and handling the theodolite wasn't exactly a warm task for my fingers. My beard froze to the metal while I was taking a sight. After five hours, the others returned. They had covered ten miles, five miles out and five miles back. In the afternoon, we finished the cairn, which we built to a height of eight feet. It's a sturdy square structure that should withstand a lot of weather. On top, we placed a bamboo pole with a flag, bringing the total height to twenty-five feet. Building the cairn was a good way to warm up, but the ice on our beards often took ten minutes to thaw. Tomorrow, we hope to lay out the cairns to the west and then continue on toward the Bluff."

The weather, became bad again during the night. A blizzard kept the men in their sleeping-bags on February 21, and it was not until the afternoon of the 23rd that Mackintosh and Joyce made an attempt to lay out the cairns to the west. They found that two of the dogs had died during the storm, leaving seven dogs to haul the sledge. They marched a mile and a half to the westward and built a cairn, but the weather was very thick and they did not think it wise to proceed farther. They could not see more than a hundred yards and the tent was soon out of sight. They returned to the camp, and stayed there until the morning of February 24, when they started the return march with snow still falling. “We did get off from our camp,” says Mackintosh, “but had only proceeded about four hundred yards when the fog came on so thick that we could scarcely see a yard ahead, so we had to pitch the tent again, and are now sitting inside hoping the weather will clear. We are going back with only ten days’ provisions, so it means pushing on for all we are worth. These stoppages are truly annoying. The poor dogs are feeling hungry; they eat their harness or any straps that may be about. We can give them nothing beyond their allowance of three biscuits each as we are on bare rations ourselves; but I feel sure they require more than one pound a day. That is what they are getting now.... After lunch we found it a little clearer, but a very bad light. We decided to push on. It is weird travelling in this light. There is no contrast or outline; the sky and the surface are one, and we cannot discern undulations, which we encounter with disastrous results. We picked up the first of our outward cairns. This was most fortunate. After passing a second cairn everything became blotted out, and so we were forced to camp, after covering 4 miles 703 yds. The dogs are feeling the pangs of hunger and devouring everything they see. They will eat anything except rope. If we had not wasted those three days we might have been able to give them a good feed at the Bluff depot, but now that is impossible. It is snowing hard.”

The weather turned bad again overnight. A blizzard kept the men in their sleeping bags on February 21, and it wasn’t until the afternoon of the 23rd that Mackintosh and Joyce tried to lay out the cairns to the west. They discovered that two of the dogs had died during the storm, leaving seven dogs to pull the sledge. They marched a mile and a half west and built a cairn, but the weather was really thick, and they didn’t think it was wise to go any farther. They couldn’t see more than a hundred yards, and the tent was soon out of sight. They went back to camp and stayed there until the morning of February 24, when they began the return march with snow still falling. “We did get off from our camp,” says Mackintosh, “but had only gone about four hundred yards when the fog came in so thick that we could barely see a yard ahead, so we had to pitch the tent again, and now we’re sitting inside hoping the weather will clear. We’re going back with only ten days’ worth of provisions, so we need to push on as hard as we can. These delays are really frustrating. The poor dogs are hungry; they’re chewing on their harness and any straps they find. We can’t give them anything beyond their allowance of three biscuits each since we’re on bare rations ourselves, but I’m sure they need more than a pound a day. That’s what they’re getting now... After lunch, it cleared up a bit, but the light was still really bad. We decided to keep going. It’s strange traveling in this light. There’s no contrast or outline; the sky and the ground blend together, and we can’t see the bumps, which leads to unfortunate results. We found the first of our outgoing cairns. That was very lucky. After passing a second cairn, everything got covered up, and we had to camp after covering 4 miles and 703 yards. The dogs are hungry and eating everything they see. They’ll eat anything except rope. If we hadn’t wasted those three days, we might have been able to give them a good meal at the Bluff depot, but now that’s impossible. It’s snowing hard.”

The experiences of the next few days were unhappy. Another blizzard brought heavy snow and held the party up throughout the 25th and 26th. “Outside is a scene of chaos. The snow, whirling along with the wind, obliterates everything. The dogs are completely buried, and only a mound with a ski sticking up indicates where the sledge is. We long to be off, but the howl of the wind shows how impossible it is. The sleeping-bags are damp and sticky, so are our clothes. Fortunately, the temperature is fairly high and they do not freeze. One of the dogs gave a bark and Joyce went out to investigate. He found that Major, feeling hungry, had dragged his way to Joyce’s ski and eaten off the leather binding. Another dog has eaten all his harness, canvas, rope, leather, brass, and rivets. I am afraid the dogs will not pull through; they all look thin and these blizzards do not improve matters.... We have a week’s provisions and one hundred and sixty miles to travel. It appears that we will have to get another week’s provisions from the depot, but don’t wish it. Will see what luck to-morrow. Of course, at Bluff we can replenish.”

The next few days were miserable. Another blizzard hit, bringing heavy snow and keeping us stuck on the 25th and 26th. “Outside is complete chaos. The snow, swirling with the wind, covers everything. The dogs are completely buried, and only a mound with a ski sticking up shows where the sled is. We want to leave, but the howling wind makes it clear that it’s impossible. Our sleeping bags are damp and sticky, and so are our clothes. Luckily, the temperature isn’t too low, so nothing has frozen. One of the dogs barked, and Joyce went out to check. He found that Major, feeling hungry, had made his way to Joyce’s ski and chewed off the leather binding. Another dog has eaten all parts of his harness—canvas, rope, leather, brass, and rivets. I’m worried the dogs won’t make it; they all look so thin, and these blizzards don’t help at all... We have a week’s worth of food and still need to travel one hundred sixty miles. It seems we’ll have to get another week’s provisions from the depot, but we don’t want to. We’ll see what luck brings tomorrow. Of course, we can restock at Bluff.”

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The Aurora

The Northern Lights

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Ice Stalactites at the Entrance to a Cave on Elephant Island

Ice Stalactites at the Entrance to a Cave on Elephant Island

“We are now reduced to one meal in the twenty-four hours,” wrote Mackintosh a day later. “This going without food keeps us colder. It is a rotten, miserable time. It is bad enough having this wait, but we have also the wretched thought of having to use the provisions already depot-ed, for which we have had all this hard struggle.” The weather cleared on the 27th, and in the afternoon Mackintosh and Joyce went back to the depot, while Wild remained behind to build a cairn and attempt to dry the sleeping-bags in the sun. The stores left at the depot had been two and a quarter tins of biscuit (42 lbs. to the tin), rations for three men for three weeks in bags, each intended to last one week, and three tins of oil. Mackintosh took one of the weekly bags from the depot and returned to the camp. The party resumed the homeward journey the next morning, and with a sail on the sledge to take advantage of the southerly breeze, covered nine miles and a half during the day. But the dogs had reached almost the limit of their endurance; three of them fell out, unable to work longer, while on the march. That evening, for the first time since leaving the Aurora, the men saw the sun dip to the horizon in the south, a reminder that the Antarctic summer was nearing its close.

“We are now down to one meal every twenty-four hours,” Mackintosh wrote a day later. “This lack of food makes us feel colder. It’s a terrible, miserable time. It’s bad enough to be waiting like this, but we also have the awful thought of having to use the supplies we’ve already stored, for which we went through all this hard struggle.” The weather cleared on the 27th, and in the afternoon, Mackintosh and Joyce went back to the depot, while Wild stayed behind to build a cairn and try to dry the sleeping bags in the sun. The supplies left at the depot included two and a quarter tins of biscuits (42 lbs. each), rations for three men for three weeks in bags, each meant to last one week, and three tins of oil. Mackintosh took one of the weekly bags from the depot and returned to the camp. The party resumed their journey home the next morning, and with a sail on the sledge to catch the southerly breeze, they covered nine and a half miles during the day. But the dogs had nearly reached their limit; three of them collapsed and couldn’t work any longer during the march. That evening, for the first time since leaving the Aurora, the men saw the sun dip down to the horizon in the south, a reminder that the Antarctic summer was coming to an end.

The remaining four dogs collapsed on March 2. “After lunch we went off fairly well for half an hour. Then Nigger commenced to wobble about, his legs eventually giving under him. We took him out of his harness and let him travel along with us, but he has given us all he can, and now can only lie down. After Nigger, my friend Pompey collapsed. The drift, I think, accounts a good deal for this. Pompey has been splendid of late, pulling steadily and well. Then Scotty, the last dog but one, gave up. They are all lying down in our tracks. They have a painless death, for they curl up in the snow and fall into a sleep from which they will never wake. We are left with one dog, Pinkey. He has not been one of the pullers, but he is not despised. We can afford to give him plenty of biscuit. We must nurse him and see if we cannot return with one dog at least. We are now pulling ourselves, with the sail (the floor-cloth of the tent) set and Pinkey giving a hand. At one stage a terrific gust came along and capsized the sledge. The sail was blown off the sledge, out of its guys, and we prepared to camp, but the wind fell again to a moderate breeze, so we repaired the sledge and proceeded.

The remaining four dogs collapsed on March 2. “After lunch, we set off fairly well for about half an hour. Then Black started to wobble, and his legs eventually gave out. We took him out of his harness and let him walk alongside us, but he has given us everything he can, and now he can only lie down. After Black, my friend Pompey collapsed. The snow drift, I think, accounts for a lot of this. Pompey has been great lately, pulling steadily and well. Then Scotty, the second-to-last dog, gave up. They are all lying down in our tracks. They have a peaceful death, curling up in the snow and falling into a sleep they will never wake from. We are left with one dog, Pinkey. He hasn’t been one of the main pullers, but he’s not looked down upon. We can afford to give him plenty of biscuits. We must take care of him and see if we can at least return with one dog. We are now pulling ourselves, with the sail (the floor-cloth of the tent) set up and Pinkey helping out. At one point, a huge gust came along and flipped the sledge. The sail was blown off the sledge, out of its ties, and we got ready to camp, but the wind died down to a gentle breeze, so we fixed the sledge and continued on.”

“It is blowing hard this evening, cold too. Another wonderful sunset. Golden colours illuminate the sky. The moon casts beautiful rays in combination with the more vivid ones from the dipping sun. If all was as beautiful as the scene we could consider ourselves in some paradise, but it is dark and cold in the tent and I shiver in a frozen sleeping-bag. The inside fur is a mass of ice, congealed from my breath. One creeps into the bag, toggles up with half-frozen fingers, and hears the crackling of the ice. Presently drops of thawing ice are falling on one’s head. Then comes a fit of shivers. You rub yourself and turn over to warm the side of the bag which has been uppermost. A puddle of water forms under the body. After about two hours you may doze off, but I always wake with the feeling that I have not slept a wink.”

“It’s really windy this evening, and it’s cold too. Another amazing sunset. Golden colors light up the sky. The moon sends down beautiful rays mixed with the brighter ones from the setting sun. If everything was as lovely as the view, we could think we were in paradise, but it's dark and cold in the tent, and I’m shivering in a frozen sleeping bag. The inside fur is frozen solid from my breath. You crawl into the bag, zip it up with half-frozen fingers, and you can hear the ice cracking. Right now, drops of melting ice are falling on my head. Then I start to shiver. I rub myself and shift to warm the part of the bag that was on top. A puddle of water collects under me. After about two hours, I might doze off, but I always wake up feeling like I haven’t slept at all.”

The party made only three and a half miles on March 3. They were finding the sledge exceedingly heavy to pull, and Mackintosh decided to remove the outer runners and scrape the bottom. These runners should have been taken off before the party started, and the lower runners polished smooth. He also left behind all spare gear, including dog-harness in order to reduce weight, and found the lighter sledge easier to pull. The temperature that night was –28° Fahr., the lowest recorded during the journey up to that time. “We are struggling along at a mile an hour,” wrote Mackintosh on the 5th. “It is a very hard pull, the surface being very sticky. Pinkey still accompanies us. We hope we can get him in. He is getting all he wants to eat. So he ought.” The conditions of travel changed the next day. A southerly wind made possible the use of the sail, and the trouble was to prevent the sledge bounding ahead over rough sastrugi and capsizing. The handling of ropes and the sail caused many frost-bites, and occasionally the men were dragged along the surface by the sledge. The remaining dog collapsed during the afternoon and had to be left behind. Mackintosh did not feel that he could afford to reduce the pace. The sledge-meter, had got out of order, so the distance covered in the day was not recorded. The wind increased during the night, and by the morning of the 7th was blowing with blizzard force. The party did not move again until the morning of the 8th. They were still finding the sledge very heavy and were disappointed at their slow progress, their marches being six to eight miles a day. On the 10th they got the Bluff Peak in line with Mount Discovery. My instructions had been that the Bluff depot should be laid on this line, and as the depot had been placed north of the line on the outward journey, owing to thick weather making it impossible to pick up the landmarks, Mackintosh intended now to move the stores to the proper place. He sighted the depot flag about four miles away, and after pitching camp at the new depot site, he went across with Joyce and Wild and found the stores as he had left them.

The team only made three and a half miles on March 3. They found the sledge really heavy to pull, so Mackintosh decided to take off the outer runners and scrape the bottom. Those runners should’ve been removed before they set off, and the lower runners should have been polished smooth. He also left all the extra gear behind, including the dog harness, to lighten the load, making it easier to pull the sledge. That night, the temperature dropped to –28° F, the lowest recorded during the journey so far. “We are struggling along at a mile an hour,” Mackintosh wrote on the 5th. “It’s a tough pull, the surface is very sticky. Pinkey is still with us. We hope to get him in. He’s getting all he wants to eat. So he should.” Travel conditions changed the next day. A southern wind allowed them to use the sail, but they had to work to keep the sledge from bouncing ahead over rough sastrugi and flipping over. Handling the ropes and sail caused many frostbites, and sometimes the men were dragged along the ground by the sledge. The last dog collapsed in the afternoon and had to be left behind. Mackintosh felt he couldn't afford to slow down. The sledge-meter broke, so they didn't record how far they traveled that day. The wind picked up overnight, and by the morning of the 7th, it was blowing with blizzard force. The team didn’t move again until the morning of the 8th. They still found the sledge very heavy and were disappointed with their slow progress, managing only six to eight miles a day. On the 10th, they aligned Bluff Peak with Mount Discovery. My instructions were that the Bluff depot should be located on this line, and since the depot had been placed north of the line on the way out due to thick weather that made it impossible to see the landmarks, Mackintosh planned to move the stores to the correct location now. He spotted the depot flag about four miles away, and after setting up camp at the new depot site, he went over with Joyce and Wild and found the stores just as he had left them.

“We loaded the sledge with the stores, placed the large mark flag on the sledge, and proceeded back to our tent, which was now out of sight. Indeed it was not wise to come out as we did without tent or bag. We had taken the chance, as the weather had promised fine. As we proceeded it grew darker and darker, and eventually we were travelling by only the light of stars, the sun having dipped. After four and a half hours we sighted the little green tent. It was hard pulling the last two hours and weird travelling in the dark. We have put in a good day, having had fourteen hours’ solid marching. We are now sitting in here enjoying a very excellent thick hoosh. A light has been improvised out of an old tin with methylated spirit.”

“We loaded the sled with supplies, put the large marker flag on the sled, and headed back to our tent, which was now out of sight. It really wasn’t smart to come out without a tent or bag. We took the risk since the weather had promised to be nice. As we moved on, it got darker and darker, and eventually we were traveling by starlight since the sun had set. After four and a half hours, we spotted the little green tent. The last two hours were tough, and it felt strange moving in the dark. We put in a solid day, having marched for fourteen hours straight. Now we’re sitting here enjoying some really good thick stew. We made a makeshift light out of an old tin with methylated spirit.”

The party spent the next day in their sleeping-bags, while a blizzard raged outside. The weather was fine again on March 12, and they built a cairn for the depot. The stores placed on this cairn comprised a six weeks’ supply of biscuit and three weeks’ full ration for three men, and three tins of oil. Early in the afternoon the men resumed their march northwards and made three miles before camping. “Our bags are getting into a bad state,” wrote Mackintosh, “as it is some time now since we have had an opportunity of drying them. We use our bodies for drying socks and such-like clothing, which we place inside our jerseys and produce when required. Wild carries a regular wardrobe in this position, and it is amusing to see him searching round the back of his clothes for a pair of socks. Getting away in the mornings is our bitterest time. The putting on of the finneskoe is a nightmare, for they are always frozen stiff, and we have a great struggle to force our feet into them. The icy sennegrass round one’s fingers is another punishment that causes much pain. We are miserable until we are actually on the move, then warmth returns with the work. Our conversation now is principally conjecture as to what can have happened to the other parties. We have various ideas.”

The group spent the next day in their sleeping bags while a blizzard raged outside. The weather cleared up on March 12, and they built a cairn for the food supply. The supplies on this cairn included a six-week stock of biscuits, a three-week full ration for three men, and three cans of oil. Early in the afternoon, the men continued their march north and covered three miles before setting up camp. “Our bags are in pretty bad shape,” wrote Mackintosh, “since it’s been a while since we had the chance to dry them out. We use our bodies to dry our socks and similar clothes, which we keep inside our jerseys and pull out when needed. Wild has a whole wardrobe stashed in this way, and it’s funny to see him rummaging around the back of his clothes for a pair of socks. The mornings are the hardest for us. Putting on the finneskoe is a struggle because they’re always frozen solid, and we have a tough time getting our feet into them. The icy sennegrass on our fingers adds to the pain. We feel miserable until we’re actually moving; then warmth comes back with the activity. Our conversations mainly involve guessing what might have happened to the other groups. We have various theories.”

Saturday, March 13, was another day spent in the sleeping-bags. A blizzard was raging and everything was obscured. The men saved food by taking only one meal during the day, and they felt the effect of the short rations in lowered vitality. Both Joyce and Wild had toes frost-bitten while in their bags and found difficulty in getting the circulation restored. Wild suffered particularly in this way and his feet were very sore. The weather cleared a little the next morning, but the drift began again before the party could break camp, and another day had to be spent in the frozen bags.

Saturday, March 13, was another day spent in sleeping bags. A blizzard was raging, and everything was obscured. The men conserved food by having just one meal during the day, and they felt the impact of the short rations in their decreased energy. Both Joyce and Wild had frostbitten toes while in their bags and struggled to get circulation back. Wild suffered particularly in this regard, and his feet were very sore. The weather cleared up a bit the next morning, but the snow drift started again before the group could break camp, so they had to spend another day in their frozen bags.

The march was resumed on March 15. “About 11 p.m. last night the temperature commenced to get lower and the gale also diminished. The lower temperature caused the bags, which were moist, to freeze hard. We had no sleep and spent the night twisting and turning. The morning brought sunshine and pleasure, for the hot hoosh warmed our bodies and gave a glow that was most comforting. The sun was out, the weather fine and clear but cold. At 8.30 a.m. we made a start. We take a long time putting on our finneskoe, although we get up earlier to allow for this. This morning we were over four hours’ getting away. We had a fine surface this morning for marching, but we did not make much headway. We did the usual four miles before lunch. The temperature was –23° Fahr. A mirage made the sastrugi appear to be dancing like some ice-goblins. Joyce calls them ‘dancing jimmies.’ After lunch we travelled well, but the distance for the day was only 7 miles 400 yds. We are blaming our sledge-meter for the slow rate of progress. It is extraordinary that on the days when we consider we are making good speed we do no more than on days when we have a tussle.”

The march started up again on March 15. “Around 11 p.m. last night, the temperature began to drop, and the wind also calmed down. The lower temperature caused our damp bags to freeze solid. We couldn’t sleep and spent the night tossing and turning. The morning brought sunshine and joy, as the hot hoosh warmed us up and gave us a comforting glow. The sun was out, the weather was nice and clear, but still cold. We got going at 8:30 a.m. It took us a long time to put on our finneskoe, even though we woke up earlier to make time for it. This morning, it took us over four hours to get moving. The surface was good for marching, but we didn’t cover much ground. We only managed the usual four miles before lunch. The temperature was -23° Fahr. A mirage made the sastrugi look like they were dancing, almost like ice-goblins. Joyce calls them ‘dancing jimmies.’ After lunch, we traveled better, but the total distance for the day was just 7 miles and 400 yards. We’re blaming our sledge-meter for the slow progress. It’s strange that on days when we feel like we’re moving quickly, we achieve no more than on days when we struggle.”

March 15.—The air temperature this morning was –35° Fahr. Last night was one of the worst I have ever experienced. To cap everything, I developed toothache, presumably as a result of frost-bitten cheek. I was in positive agony. I groaned and moaned, got the medicine-chest, but could find nothing there to stop the pain. Joyce, who had wakened up, suggested methylated spirit, so I damped some cotton-wool, then placed it in the tooth, with the result that I burnt the inside of my mouth. All this time my fingers, being exposed (it must have been at least 50° below zero), were continually having to be brought back. After putting on the methylated spirit I went back to the bag, which, of course, was frozen stiff. I wriggled and moaned till morning brought relief by enabling me to turn out. Joyce and Wild both had a bad night, their feet giving them trouble. My feet do not affect me so much as theirs. The skin has peeled off the inside of my mouth, exposing a raw sore, as the result of the methylated spirit. My tooth is better though. We have had to reduce our daily ration. Frost-bites are frequent in consequence. The surface became very rough in the afternoon, and the light, too, was bad owing to cumulus clouds being massed over the sun. We are continually falling, for we are unable to distinguish the high and low parts of the sastrugi surface. We are travelling on our ski. We camped at 6 p.m. after travelling 6 miles 100 yds. I am writing this sitting up in the bag. This is the first occasion I have been able to do thus for some time, for usually the cold has penetrated through everything should one have the bag open. The temperature is a little higher to-night, but still it is –21° Fahr. (53° of frost). Our matches, among other things, are running short, and we have given up using any except for lighting the Primus.”

March 15.—The temperature this morning was –35° Fahrenheit. Last night was one of the worst I’ve ever had. To make things worse, I got a toothache, probably from frostbite on my cheek. I was in real agony. I groaned and moaned, got the medicine chest, but couldn’t find anything to ease the pain. Joyce, who woke up, suggested using methylated spirit, so I soaked some cotton wool and put it in the tooth, which ended up burning the inside of my mouth. Meanwhile, my fingers, being exposed (it had to be at least 50° below zero), kept having to be warmed up. After applying the methylated spirit, I went back to my sleeping bag, which, of course, was frozen solid. I squirmed and moaned until morning brought some relief, allowing me to get out. Joyce and Wild both had a rough night, their feet bothering them. My feet don’t hurt me as much as theirs do. The skin has peeled off the inside of my mouth, leaving a raw sore from the methylated spirit. My tooth is feeling better, though. We’ve had to cut down our daily rations. Frostbite is common because of it. The surface got really rough in the afternoon, and the light was poor due to cumulus clouds covering the sun. We keep falling because we can’t tell the high and low spots of the sastrugi surface. We’re traveling on our skis. We set up camp at 6 p.m. after going 6 miles and 100 yards. I’m writing this sitting up in the bag. This is the first time I’ve been able to do this for a while since the cold usually seeps in if you have the bag open. The temperature is a bit warmer tonight, but it’s still –21° Fahrenheit (53° of frost). Our matches, among other supplies, are running low, and we’ve stopped using them except for lighting the Primus.

The party found the light bad again the next day. After stumbling on ski among the sastrugi for two hours, the men discarded the ski and made better progress; but they still had many falls, owing to the impossibility of distinguishing slopes and irregularities in the grey, shadowless surface of the snow. They made over nine and a half miles that day, and managed to cover ten miles on the following day, March 18, one of the best marches of the journey. “I look forward to seeing the ship. All of us bear marks of our tramp. Wild takes first place. His nose is a picture for Punch to be jealous of; his ears, too, are sore, and one big toe is a black sore. Joyce has a good nose and many minor sores. My jaw is swollen from the frost-bite I got on the cheek, and I also have a bit of nose.... We have discarded the ski, which we hitherto used, and travel in the finneskoe. This makes the sledge go better but it is not so comfortable travelling as on ski. We encountered a very high, rough sastrugi surface, most remarkably high, and had a cold breeze in our faces during the march. Our beards and moustaches are masses of ice. I will take care I am clean-shaven next time I come out. The frozen moustache makes the lobes of the nose freeze more easily than they would if there was no ice alongside them.... I ask myself why on earth one comes to these parts of the earth. Here we are, frostbitten in the day, frozen at night. What a life!” The temperature at 1 p.m. that day was –23° Fahr., i.e. 55° of frost.

The group faced poor visibility again the next day. After struggling on skis among the sastrugi for two hours, the men abandoned the skis and made better progress; however, they still fell often due to the difficulty of spotting slopes and irregularities in the gray, shadowless surface of the snow. They covered over nine and a half miles that day and managed to travel ten miles the following day, March 18, which was one of the best marches of the trip. “I can't wait to see the ship. We're all showing signs of our trek. Wild is in the worst shape. His nose looks like something that would make Punch envious; his ears are sore too, and one of his big toes is infected. Joyce has a decent nose and a few minor sores. My jaw is swollen from frostbite on my cheek, and I also have a little issue with my nose.... We’ve dropped the skis we were using and are traveling in finneskoe. This helps the sledge move better, but it’s not as comfortable as traveling on skis. We came across a particularly high, rough sastrugi surface and faced a cold breeze during our march. Our beards and mustaches are solid ice. I’ll make sure to be clean-shaven next time I head out. A frozen mustache makes the tips of the nose freeze more easily than if there wasn’t any ice next to them…. I wonder why anyone would come to these parts of the world. Here we are, frostbitten during the day and freezing at night. What a life!” The temperature at 1 p.m. that day was –23° Fahrenheit, i.e. 55° of frost.

The men camped abreast of “Corner Camp,” where they had been on February 1, on the evening of March 19. The next day, after being delayed for some hours by bad weather, they turned towards Castle Rock and proceeded across the disturbed area where the Barrier impinges upon the land. Joyce put his foot through the snow-covering of a fairly large crevasse, and the course had to be changed to avoid this danger. The march for the day was only 2 miles 900 yds. Mackintosh felt that the pace was too slow, but was unable to quicken it owing to the bad surfaces. The food had been cut down to close upon half-rations, and at this reduced rate the supply still in hand would be finished in two days. The party covered 7 miles 570 yds. on the 21st, and the hoosh that night was “no thicker than tea.”

The men camped side by side at “Corner Camp,” where they had been on February 1, on the evening of March 19. The next day, after being delayed for several hours by bad weather, they headed towards Castle Rock and made their way across the disturbed area where the Barrier meets the land. Joyce accidentally stepped into the snow covering a pretty large crevasse, so they had to change their route to avoid this danger. They only managed to march 2 miles and 900 yards for the day. Mackintosh felt that they were moving too slowly, but he couldn’t speed up because of the rough terrain. Their food supply had been cut down to nearly half-rations, and at this reduced rate, they would run out in two days. The group covered 7 miles and 570 yards on the 21st, and the hoosh that night was “no thicker than tea.”

“The first thought this morning was that we must do a good march,” wrote Mackintosh on March 22. “Once we can get to Safety Camp (at the junction of the Barrier with the sea-ice) we are right. Of course, we can as a last resort abandon the sledge and take a run into Hut Point, about twenty-two miles away.... We have managed quite a respectable forenoon march. The surface was hard, so we took full advantage of it. With our low food the cold is penetrating. We had lunch at 1 p.m., and then had left over one meal at full rations and a small quantity of biscuits. The temperature at lunch-time was –6° Fahr. Erebus is emitting large volumes of smoke, travelling in a south-easterly direction, and a red glare is also discernible. After lunch we again accomplished a good march, the wind favouring us for two hours. We are anxiously looking out for Safety Camp.” The distance for the day was 8 miles 1525 yds.

“The first thought this morning was that we need to have a solid march,” wrote Mackintosh on March 22. “Once we reach Safety Camp (where the Barrier meets the sea-ice), we’ll be in a good place. Of course, if necessary, we can abandon the sledge and head to Hut Point, which is about twenty-two miles away.... We managed a pretty decent morning march. The surface was hard, so we took full advantage of it. With our limited food supply, the cold is really getting to us. We had lunch at 1 p.m., and afterwards we had one meal left at full rations and a small amount of biscuits. The temperature at lunchtime was –6° F. Erebus is releasing large amounts of smoke drifting southeast, and a red glow is also visible. After lunch, we made good progress again, with the wind in our favor for two hours. We are eagerly watching for Safety Camp.” The distance covered for the day was 8 miles 1525 yds.

March 23, 1915.—No sooner had we camped last night than a blizzard with drift came on and has continued ever since. This morning finds us prisoners. The drift is lashing into the sides of the tent and everything outside is obscured. This weather is rather alarming, for if it continues we are in a bad way. We have just made a meal of cocoa mixed with biscuit-crumbs. This has warmed us up a little, but on empty stomachs the cold is penetrating.”

March 23, 1915.—As soon as we set up camp last night, a blizzard with heavy snow started, and it hasn’t stopped since. This morning, we find ourselves trapped. The snow is hitting the sides of the tent, and everything outside is hidden. This weather is pretty concerning because if it keeps up, we’re in trouble. We just had a meal of cocoa mixed with biscuit crumbs. It warmed us up a bit, but on empty stomachs, the cold is still getting to us.

The weather cleared in the afternoon, but too late for the men to move that day. They made a start at 7 a.m. on the 24th after a meal of cocoa and biscuit-crumbs.

The weather cleared up in the afternoon, but it was too late for the men to move that day. They started at 7 a.m. on the 24th after having cocoa and biscuit crumbs for breakfast.

“We have some biscuit-crumbs in the bag and that is all. Our start was made under most bitter circumstances, all of us being attacked by frost-bites. It was an effort to bare hands for an instant. After much rubbing and ‘bringing back’ of extremities we started. Wild is a mass of bites, and we are all in a bad way. We plugged on, but warmth would not come into our bodies. We had been pulling about two hours when Joyce’s smart eyes picked up a flag. We shoved on for all we were worth, and as we got closer, sure enough, the cases of provisions loomed up. Then what feeds we promised to give ourselves. It was not long before we were putting our gastronomic capabilities to the test. Pemmican was brought down from the depot, with oatmeal to thicken it, as well as sugar. While Wild was getting the Primus lighted he called out to us that he believed his ear had gone. This was the last piece of his face left whole—nose, cheeks, and neck all having bites. I went into the tent and had a look. The ear was a pale green. I quickly put the palm of my hand to it and brought it round. Then his fingers went, and to stop this and bring back the circulation he put them over the lighted Primus, a terrible thing to do. As a result he was in agony. His ear was brought round all right, and soon the hot hoosh sent warmth tingling through us. We felt like new beings. We simply ate till we were full, mug after mug. After we had been well satisfied, we replaced the cases we had pulled down from the depot and proceeded towards the Gap. Just before leaving Joyce discovered a note left by Spencer-Smith and Richards. This told us that both the other parties had returned to the Hut and apparently all was well. So that is good. When we got to the Barrier-edge we found the ice-cliff on to the newly formed sea-ice not safe enough to bear us, so we had to make a detour along the Barrier-edge and, if the sea ice was not negotiable, find a way up by Castle Rock. At 7 p.m., not having found any suitable place to descend to the sea-ice we camped. To-night we have the Primus going and warming our frozen selves. I hope to make Hut Point to-morrow.”

“We have some biscuit crumbs in the bag, and that’s all we have. Our journey started under really harsh conditions, as all of us suffered from frostbite. It was tough just to expose our bare hands for a moment. After a lot of rubbing and trying to warm up our extremities, we set off. Wild is covered in bites, and we're all in rough shape. We kept moving, but warmth wouldn’t return to our bodies. We had been pulling for about two hours when Joyce, with her sharp eyes, spotted a flag. We pushed on as hard as we could, and sure enough, as we got closer, we saw the food supplies. We couldn't wait to treat ourselves. Before long, we were putting our appetites to the test. Pemmican was brought down from the depot, along with oatmeal to thicken it and some sugar. While Wild was lighting the Primus, he shouted that he thought he had lost his ear. That was the last intact part of his face—his nose, cheeks, and neck were all bitten. I went into the tent to check it out. His ear was pale green. I quickly pressed my palm against it to help revive it. Then his fingers lost circulation, and to try and fix that, he put them over the lighted Primus, which was a terrible idea. He was in agony as a result. Fortunately, his ear was okay in the end, and soon the hot hoosh spread warmth through us. We felt like new people. We just kept eating until we were stuffed, mug after mug. Once we had eaten our fill, we put back the cases we had taken down from the depot and headed towards the Gap. Just before we left, Joyce found a note left by Spencer-Smith and Richards. It informed us that both of the other teams had returned to the Hut, and everything seemed to be fine. So that’s good news. When we reached the edge of the Barrier, we found the ice cliff onto the newly formed sea ice wasn't stable enough for us to cross, so we had to detour along the Barrier edge and, if the sea ice wasn't passable, find a way up by Castle Rock. By 7 p.m., having not found a suitable spot to descend to the sea ice, we set up camp. Tonight, we have the Primus going, warming up our frozen bodies. I hope to reach Hut Point tomorrow.”

Mackintosh and his companions broke camp on the morning of March 25, with the thermometer recording 55° of frost, and, after another futile search for a way down the ice-cliff to the sea-ice, they proceeded towards Castle Rock. While in this course they picked up sledge-tracks, and, following these, they found a route down to the sea-ice. Mackintosh decided to depot the sledge on top of a well-marked undulation and proceed without gear. A short time later the three men, after a scramble over the cliffs of Hut Point, reached the door of the hut.

Mackintosh and his team packed up camp on the morning of March 25, with the thermometer showing a frosty 55°. After another unsuccessful attempt to find a way down the ice cliff to the sea ice, they headed toward Castle Rock. While on this path, they noticed some sledge tracks, and following them led them to a route down to the sea ice. Mackintosh decided to leave the sledge on top of a well-defined rise and continue without equipment. Soon after, the three men, after climbing over the cliffs of Hut Point, reached the door of the hut.

“We shouted. No sound. Shouted again, and presently a dark object appeared. This turned out to be Cope, who was by himself. The other members of the party had gone out to fetch the gear off their sledge, which they also had left. Cope had been laid up, so did not go with them. We soon were telling each other’s adventures, and we heard then how the ship had called here on March 11 and picked up Spencer-Smith, Richards, Ninnis, Hooke, and Gaze, the present members here being Cope, Hayward, and Jack. A meal was soon prepared. We found here even a blubber-fire, luxurious, but what a state of dirt and grease! However, warmth and food are at present our principal objects. While we were having our meal Jack and Hayward appeared.... Late in the evening we turned into dry bags. As there are only three bags here, we take it in turns to use them. Our party have the privilege.... I got a letter here from Stenhouse giving a summary of his doings since we left him. The ship’s party also have not had a rosy time.”

“We shouted. No response. We shouted again, and soon a dark figure appeared. It was Cope, who was alone. The others had gone outside to grab the gear from their sled, which they had also left behind. Cope had been unwell, so he didn’t go with them. We quickly started sharing our stories, and then we learned that the ship had stopped here on March 11 and picked up Spencer-Smith, Richards, Ninnis, Hooke, and Gaze, while the current members here are Cope, Hayward, and Jack. A meal was prepared soon after. We even found a blubber-fire here—luxurious, but what a mess of dirt and grease! Still, warmth and food are our main priorities right now. While we were eating, Jack and Hayward showed up.... Later in the evening, we settled into dry bags. Since there are only three bags here, we take turns using them. Our group has that privilege.... I received a letter from Stenhouse summarizing what he’s been up to since we left him. The ship’s crew hasn’t had it easy either.”

Mackintosh learned here that Spencer-Smith, Jack, and Gaze, who had turned back on February 10, had reached Hut Point without difficulty. The third party, headed by Cope, had also been out on the Barrier but had not done much. This party had attempted to use the motor-tractor, but had failed to get effective service from the machine and had not proceeded far afield. The motor was now lying at Hut Point. Spencer-Smith’s party and Cope’s party had both returned to Hut Point before the end of February.

Mackintosh learned here that Spencer-Smith, Jack, and Gaze, who had turned back on February 10, made it to Hut Point without any issues. The third group, led by Cope, had also been out on the Barrier but didn’t accomplish much. This group tried using the motor-tractor but couldn’t get it to work well and didn’t get very far. The motor is now at Hut Point. Both Spencer-Smith’s group and Cope’s group returned to Hut Point before the end of February.

The six men now at Hut Point were cut off from the winter quarters of the Expedition at Cape Evans by the open water of McMurdo Sound. Mackintosh naturally was anxious to make the crossing and get in touch with the ship and the other members of the shore party; but he could not make a move until the sea-ice became firm, and, as events occurred, he did not reach Cape Evans until the beginning of June. He went out with Cope and Hayward on March 29 to get his sledge and brought it as far as Pram Point, on the south side of Hut Point. He had to leave the sledge there owing to the condition of the sea-ice. He and his companions lived an uneventful life under primitive conditions at the hut. The weather was bad, and though the temperatures recorded were low, the young sea-ice continually broke away. The blubber-stove in use at the hut seemed to have produced soot and grease in the usual large quantities, and the men and their clothing suffered accordingly. The whites of their eyes contrasted vividly with the dense blackness of their skins. Wild and Joyce had a great deal of trouble with their frost-bites. Joyce had both feet blistered, his knees were swollen, and his hands also were blistered. Jack devised some blubber-lamps, which produced an uncertain light and much additional smoke. Mackintosh records that the members of the party were contented enough but “unspeakably dirty,” and he writes longingly of baths and clean clothing. The store of seal-blubber ran low early in April, and all hands kept a sharp look-out for seals. On April 15 several seals were seen and killed. The operations of killing and skinning made worse the greasy and blackened clothes of the men. It is to be regretted that though there was a good deal of literature available, especially on this particular district, the leaders of the various parties had not taken advantage of it and so supplemented their knowledge. Joyce and Mackintosh of course had had previous Antarctic experience: but it was open to all to have carefully studied the detailed instructions published in the books of the three last Expeditions in this quarter.

The six men currently at Hut Point were stranded from the winter quarters of the Expedition at Cape Evans because of the open water in McMurdo Sound. Naturally, Mackintosh wanted to cross over and connect with the ship and the rest of the shore party; however, he couldn’t make any moves until the sea-ice was stable, and, as it turned out, he didn’t reach Cape Evans until early June. On March 29, he went out with Cope and Hayward to retrieve his sled and managed to bring it as far as Pram Point, on the south side of Hut Point. He had to leave the sled there due to the sea-ice conditions. He and his companions led a routine life under basic circumstances at the hut. The weather was poor, and while the recorded temperatures were low, the young sea-ice kept breaking away. The blubber stove at the hut produced its usual heavy amount of soot and grease, affecting the men and their clothes. The whites of their eyes starkly contrasted with the deep blackness of their skin. Wild and Joyce struggled a lot with their frostbite. Joyce had both feet blistered, swollen knees, and blistered hands. Jack came up with some blubber lamps that gave off a dim light and created a lot of extra smoke. Mackintosh noted that the group was reasonably content but “unspeakably dirty,” and he often longed for baths and clean clothes. The supply of seal blubber ran low early in April, and everyone kept a close eye out for seals. On April 15, several seals were spotted and killed. The process of killing and skinning worsened the greasy and soiled clothes of the men. It’s unfortunate that even though there was a lot of literature available, particularly about this specific area, the leaders of the various parties hadn’t utilized it to enhance their knowledge. Joyce and Mackintosh had prior Antarctic experience, but everyone could have thoroughly studied the detailed instructions published in the documents from the last three Expeditions in this region.

CHAPTER XIV
WINTERING IN McMURDO SOUND

The Aurora, after picking up six men at Hut Point on March 11, had gone back to Cape Evans. The position chosen for the winter quarters of the Aurora was at Cape Evans, immediately off the hut erected by Captain Scott on his last Expedition. The ship on March 14 lay about forty yards off shore, bows seaward. Two anchors had been taken ashore and embedded in heavy stone rubble, and to these anchors were attached six steel hawsers. The hawsers held the stern, while the bow was secured by the ordinary ship’s anchors. Later, when the new ice had formed round the Aurora, the cable was dragged ashore over the smooth surface and made fast. The final moorings thus were six hawsers and one cable astern, made fast to the shore anchors, and two anchors with about seventy fathoms of cable out forward. On March 23 Mr. Stenhouse landed a party consisting of Stevens, Spencer-Smith, Gaze, and Richards in order that they might carry out routine observations ashore. These four men took up their quarters in Captain Scott’s hut. They had been instructed to kill seals for meat and blubber. The landing of stores, gear, and coal did not proceed at all rapidly, it being assumed that the ship would remain at her moorings throughout the winter. Some tons of coal were taken ashore during April, but most of it stayed on the beach, and much of it was lost later when the sea-ice went out. This shore party was in the charge of Stevens, and his report, handed to me much later, gives a succinct account of what occurred, from the point of view of the men at the hut:

The Aurora, after picking up six men at Hut Point on March 11, returned to Cape Evans. The site selected for the Aurora's winter quarters was at Cape Evans, right next to the hut built by Captain Scott during his last expedition. On March 14, the ship was about forty yards offshore, facing the sea. Two anchors were taken ashore and embedded in heavy stone rubble, and six steel hawsers were attached to these anchors. The hawsers secured the stern, while the bow was fixed with regular ship anchors. Later, when new ice formed around the Aurora, the cable was pulled ashore over the smooth surface and secured. The final setup consisted of six hawsers and one cable at the stern, anchored to the shore, and two anchors with about seventy fathoms of cable out at the front. On March 23, Mr. Stenhouse landed a group made up of Stevens, Spencer-Smith, Gaze, and Richards so they could carry out routine observations on land. These four men settled into Captain Scott’s hut. They were instructed to hunt seals for meat and blubber. The unloading of supplies, equipment, and coal was slow, as it was expected that the ship would remain moored throughout the winter. Some tons of coal were brought ashore in April, but most of it stayed on the beach and a lot was lost later when the sea ice melted. This shore team was led by Stevens, and his report, which I received much later, provides a brief account of what happened from the perspective of the men in the hut:

“CAPE EVANS, ROSS ISLAND, July 30, 1915.

“Cape Evans, Ross Island, July 30, 1915.

“On the 23rd March, 1915, a party consisting of Spencer-Smith, Richards, and Gaze was landed at Cape Evans Hut in my charge. Spencer-Smith received independent instructions to devote his time exclusively to photography. I was verbally instructed that the main duty of the party was to obtain a supply of seals for food and fuel. Scientific work was also to be carried on.

“On March 23, 1915, a team made up of Spencer-Smith, Richards, and Gaze arrived at Cape Evans Hut under my supervision. Spencer-Smith was given specific instructions to focus solely on photography. I was told that the primary task of the team was to gather seals for food and fuel. We were also expected to conduct some scientific research.”

“Meteorological instruments were at once installed, and experiments were instituted on copper electrical thermometers in order to supplement our meagre supply of instruments and enable observations of earth, ice, and sea temperatures to be made. Other experimental work was carried on, and the whole of the time of the scientific members of the party was occupied. All seals seen were secured. On one or two occasions the members of the shore party were summoned to work on board ship.

“Meteorological instruments were quickly set up, and tests were conducted on copper electrical thermometers to supplement our limited supply of instruments and allow for observations of earth, ice, and sea temperatures. Additional experimental work was carried out, and the scientific members of the team were kept busy the entire time. All seals spotted were captured. On one or two occasions, the shore party members were called to work aboard the ship.”

“In general the weather was unsettled, blizzards occurring frequently and interrupting communication with the ship across the ice. Only small, indispensable supplies of stores and no clothes were issued to the party on shore. Only part of the scientific equipment was able to be transferred to the shore, and the necessity to obtain that prevented some members of the party landing all their personal gear.

“In general, the weather was unpredictable, with blizzards happening often and disrupting communication with the ship over the ice. Only a small amount of essential supplies was sent to the group on shore, and no clothing was provided. Only some of the scientific equipment could be brought to the shore, and the need to retrieve it stopped some members of the group from bringing all their personal gear.”

“The ship was moored stern on to the shore, at first well over one hundred yards from it. There were two anchors out ahead and the vessel was made fast to two others sunk in the ground ashore by seven wires. The strain on the wires was kept constant by tightening up from time to time such as became slack, and easing cables forward, and in this way the ship was brought much closer inshore. A cable was now run out to the south anchor ashore, passed onboard through a fair-lead under the port end of the bridge, and made fast to bollards forward. Subsequent strain due to ice and wind pressure on the ship broke three of the wires. Though I believe it was considered on board that the ship was secure, there was still considerable anxiety felt. The anchors had held badly before, and the power of the ice-pressure on the ship was uncomfortably obvious.

The ship was docked stern-to the shore, initially more than a hundred yards away. There were two anchors set out in front, and the vessel was secured with two additional ones sunk in the ground on the shore by seven wires. The tension on the wires was kept steady by tightening them when they got loose and easing the cables forward, allowing the ship to get much closer to the shore. A cable was then run to the south anchor on the shore, passed onboard through a fair-lead under the port end of the bridge, and secured to bollards at the front. However, the strain from the ice and wind on the ship caused three of the wires to break. Even though the crew believed the ship was secure, there was still significant anxiety. The anchors had failed before, and the force of the ice pressure on the ship was uncomfortably clear.

“Since the ship had been moored the bay had frequently frozen over, and the ice had as frequently gone out on account of blizzards. The ice does not always go out before the wind has passed its maximum. It depends on the state of tides and currents; for the sea-ice has been seen more than once to go out bodily when a blizzard had almost completely calmed down.

“Since the ship was docked, the bay often froze over, and the ice frequently melted due to blizzards. The ice doesn't always melt before the wind has peaked. It depends on the tides and currents; in fact, sea ice has been observed to completely break up even when a blizzard had nearly subsided.”

“On the 6th May the ice was in and people passed freely between the shore and the ship. At 11 p.m. the wind was south, backing to south-east, and blew at forty miles per hour. The ship was still in her place. At 3 a.m. on the 7th the wind had not increased to any extent, but ice and ship had gone. As she was not seen to go we are unable to say whether the vessel was damaged. The shore end of the cable was bent twice sharply, and the wires were loose. On the afternoon of the 7th the weather cleared somewhat, but nothing was seen of the ship. The blizzard only lasted some twelve hours. Next day the wind became northerly, but on the 10th there was blowing the fiercest blizzard we have so far experienced from the south-east. Nothing has since been seen or heard of the ship, though a look-out was kept.

“On May 6th, the ice was in, and people moved freely between the shore and the ship. At 11 p.m., the wind was blowing from the south, shifting to the southeast, at forty miles per hour. The ship was still in its spot. By 3 a.m. on the 7th, the wind hadn't picked up much, but the ice and ship were gone. Since we didn’t see them leave, we can't say if the vessel was damaged. The shore end of the cable was bent sharply twice, and the wires were loose. In the afternoon of the 7th, the weather cleared a bit, but the ship was still nowhere to be seen. The blizzard lasted about twelve hours. The next day, the wind shifted to the north, but on the 10th, we faced the worst blizzard we've experienced so far, coming from the southeast. Since then, there's been no sight or sound of the ship, although we kept a lookout.”

“Immediately the ship went as accurate an inventory as possible of all stores ashore was made, and the rate of consumption of food-stuffs so regulated that they would last ten men for not less than one hundred weeks. Coal had already been used with the utmost economy. Little could be done to cut down the consumption, but the transference to the neighbourhood of the hut of such of the coal landed previously by the ship as was not lost was pushed on. Meat also was found to be very short; it was obvious that neither it nor coal could be made to last two years, but an evidently necessary step in the ensuing summer would be the ensuring of an adequate supply of meat and blubber, for obtaining which the winter presented little opportunity. Meat and coal were, therefore, used with this consideration in mind, as required but as carefully as possible.

“Right away, the ship took a detailed inventory of all supplies on land, and the food consumption rate was adjusted so that it would last ten men for at least one hundred weeks. Coal had already been used as sparingly as possible. There wasn’t much that could be done to reduce usage further, but efforts were made to move the coal that had been brought ashore and wasn’t lost closer to the hut. Meat was also found to be in short supply; it was clear that neither meat nor coal could last for two years. Therefore, a crucial step next summer would be to ensure a sufficient supply of meat and blubber, as winter offered few opportunities for obtaining them. Meat and coal were, thus, used with this in mind—necessary but as carefully as possible.”

“A. STEVENS.”

“A. STEVENS.”

The men ashore did not at once abandon hope of the ship returning before the Sound froze firmly. New ice formed on the sea whenever the weather was calm, and it had been broken up and taken out many times by the blizzards. During the next few days eager eyes looked seaward through the dim twilight of noon, but the sea was covered with a dense black mist and nothing was visible. A northerly wind sprang up on May 8 and continued for a few hours, but it brought no sign of the ship, and when on May 10 the most violent blizzard yet experienced by the party commenced, hope grew slender. The gale continued for three days, the wind attaining a velocity of seventy miles an hour. The snowdrift was very thick and the temperature fell to –20° Fahr. The shore party took a gloomy view of the ship’s chances of safety among the ice-floes of the Ross Sea under such conditions.

The men on shore didn't immediately lose hope that the ship would return before the Sound froze solid. New ice formed on the sea whenever the weather was calm, and it had been broken up and removed many times by blizzards. Over the next few days, eager eyes scanned the sea through the dim midday light, but the water was shrouded in a dense black mist, making everything invisible. A northerly wind picked up on May 8 and lasted for a few hours, but it revealed no sign of the ship. When May 10 brought the most violent blizzard the group had faced so far, hope dwindled. The storm lasted three days, with winds reaching seventy miles per hour. The snowdrifts were very thick, and the temperature dropped to -20° Fahrenheit. The shore party felt pretty pessimistic about the ship’s chances of surviving among the ice floes of the Ross Sea under such conditions.

Stevens and his companions made a careful survey of their position and realized that they had serious difficulties to face. No general provisions and no clothing of the kind required for sledging had been landed from the ship. Much of the sledging gear was also aboard. Fortunately, the hut contained both food and clothing, left there by Captain Scott’s Expedition. The men killed as many seals as possible and stored the meat and blubber. June 2 brought a welcome addition to the party in the form of the men who had been forced to remain at Hut Point until the sea-ice became firm. Mackintosh and those with him had incurred some risk in making the crossing, since open water had been seen on their route by the Cape Evans party only a short time before. There were now ten men at Cape Evans—namely, Mackintosh, Spencer-Smith, Joyce, Wild, Cope, Stevens, Hayward, Gaze, Jack, and Richards. The winter had closed down upon the Antarctic and the party would not be able to make any move before the beginning of September. In the meantime they overhauled the available stores and gear, made plans for the work of the forthcoming spring and summer, and lived the severe but not altogether unhappy life of the polar explorer in winter quarters. Mackintosh, writing on June 5, surveyed his position:

Stevens and his companions carefully assessed their situation and realized they were facing serious challenges. No general supplies and no clothing suitable for sledging had been brought from the ship. A lot of the sledging equipment was still on board. Luckily, the hut contained food and clothing left by Captain Scott's Expedition. The men hunted as many seals as they could and stored the meat and blubber. June 2 brought a welcome addition to the group in the form of the men who had been stuck at Hut Point until the sea ice was solid. Mackintosh and his team took some risks to make the crossing since the Cape Evans group had recently seen open water on their route. There were now ten men at Cape Evans—Mackintosh, Spencer-Smith, Joyce, Wild, Cope, Stevens, Hayward, Gaze, Jack, and Richards. Winter had settled in over Antarctica, and the group wouldn’t be able to move until September. In the meantime, they sorted through the available supplies and gear, planned for the upcoming spring and summer work, and lived the tough but not entirely unhappy life of polar explorers in winter quarters. Mackintosh, writing on June 5, reviewed his situation:

“The decision of Stenhouse to make this bay the wintering place of the ship was not reached without much thought and consideration of all eventualities. Stenhouse had already tried the Glacier Tongue and other places, but at each of them the ship had been in an exposed and dangerous position. When this bay was tried the ship withstood several severe blizzards, in which the ice remained in on several occasions. When the ice did go out the moorings held. The ship was moored bows north. She had both anchors down forward and two anchors buried astern, to which the stern moorings were attached with seven lengths of wire. Taking all this into account, it was quite a fair judgment on his part to assume that the ship would be secure here. The blizzard that took the ship and the ice out of the bay was by no means as severe as others she had weathered. The accident proves again the uncertainty of conditions in these regions. I only pray and trust that the ship and those aboard are safe. I am sure they will have a thrilling story to tell when we see them.”

Stenhouse's decision to make this bay the ship's wintering spot wasn't made lightly; he carefully considered all possibilities. He had already tried the Glacier Tongue and other locations, but at each of those sites, the ship ended up in a vulnerable and risky position. When they tested this bay, the ship withstood several intense blizzards, during which the ice stayed in on multiple occasions. Even when the ice did break up, the moorings held firm. The ship was anchored facing north, with both anchors down at the front and two anchors buried at the back, to which the rear moorings were connected with seven lengths of wire. Given all this, it was reasonable for him to believe the ship would be safe here. The blizzard that took the ship and ice out of the bay wasn't as severe as others she had survived. This incident shows just how unpredictable conditions can be in these areas. I can only hope and trust that the ship and everyone on board are safe. I’m sure they’ll have an exciting story to share when we see them.

The Aurora could have found safe winter quarters farther up McMurdo Sound, towards Hut Point, but would have run the risk of being frozen in over the following summer, and I had given instructions to Mackintosh before he went south that this danger must be avoided.

The Aurora could have found safe winter quarters further up McMurdo Sound, near Hut Point, but it would have faced the risk of being frozen in during the following summer, and I had instructed Mackintosh before he headed south that this risk needed to be avoided.

“Meanwhile we are making all preparations here for a prolonged stay. The shortage of clothing is our principal hardship. The members of the party from Hut Point have the clothes we wore when we left the ship on January 25. We have been without a wash all that time, and I cannot imagine a dirtier set of people. We have been attempting to get a wash ever since we came back, but owing to the blow during the last two days no opportunity has offered. All is working smoothly here, and every one is taking the situation very philosophically. Stevens is in charge of the scientific staff and is now the senior officer ashore. Joyce is in charge of the equipment and has undertaken to improvise clothes out of what canvas can be found here. Wild is working with Joyce. He is a cheerful, willing soul. Nothing ever worries or upsets him, and he is ever singing or making some joke or performing some amusing prank. Richards has taken over the keeping of the meteorological log. He is a young Australian, a hard, conscientious worker, and I look forward to good results from his endeavours. Jack, another young Australian, is his assistant. Hayward is the handy man, being responsible for the supply of blubber. Gaze, another Australian, is working in conjunction with Hayward. Spencer-Smith, the padre, is in charge of photography, and, of course, assists in the general routine work. Cope is the medical officer.

“Meanwhile, we’re getting everything ready here for a longer stay. The main challenge we’re facing is a lack of clothing. The team from Hut Point has the clothes we wore when we left the ship on January 25. We haven’t had a wash this whole time, and I can’t imagine a dirtier group of people. We’ve been trying to find a way to wash ever since we got back, but because of the storm over the last two days, we haven’t had any chance to do so. Everything is running smoothly here, and everyone is handling the situation with a good attitude. Stevens is in charge of the scientific team and is now the senior officer on land. Joyce is overseeing the equipment and is working on making clothes out of whatever canvas we can find here. Wild is working with Joyce. He’s a cheerful and eager guy who never seems to get stressed or upset; he’s always singing, cracking jokes, or doing something funny. Richards is keeping the meteorological log. He’s a young Australian, a hard worker, and I’m expecting great results from his efforts. Jack, another young Australian, is his assistant. Hayward is our go-to person, responsible for supplying blubber. Gaze, another Australian, is working with Hayward. Spencer-Smith, the padre, is in charge of photography and helps out with the general tasks. Cope is the medical officer.”

“The routine here is as follows: Four of us, myself, Stevens, Richards, and Spencer-Smith, have breakfast at 7 a.m. The others are called at 9 a.m., and their breakfast is served. Then the table is cleared, the floor is swept, and the ordinary work of the day is commenced. At 1 p.m. we have what we call ‘a counter lunch,’ that is, cold food and cocoa. We work from 2 p.m. till 5 p.m. After 5 p.m. people can do what they like. Dinner is at 7. The men play games, read, write up diaries. We turn in early, since we have to economize fuel and light. Night-watches are kept by the scientific men, who have the privilege of turning in during the day. The day after my arrival here I gave an outline of our situation and explained the necessity for economy in the use of fuel, light, and stores, in view of the possibility that we may have to stay here for two years.... We are not going to commence work for the sledging operations until we know more definitely the fate of the Aurora. I dare not think any disaster has occurred.”

“The routine here is as follows: Four of us, myself, Stevens, Richards, and Spencer-Smith, have breakfast at 7 a.m. The others are called at 9 a.m., and their breakfast is served. Then the table is cleared, the floor is swept, and the normal work of the day begins. At 1 p.m., we have what we call ‘a counter lunch,’ which consists of cold food and cocoa. We work from 2 p.m. to 5 p.m. After 5 p.m., people can do what they want. Dinner is at 7. The men play games, read, and write in their diaries. We go to bed early since we have to conserve fuel and light. Night watches are kept by the scientists, who have the privilege of sleeping during the day. The day after I arrived here, I outlined our situation and explained the need to conserve fuel, light, and supplies, since we might have to stay here for two years.... We aren’t going to start work on the sledging operations until we have a clearer idea of what happened to the Aurora. I can’t bear to think that a disaster has occurred.”

During the remaining days of June the men washed and mended clothes, killed seals, made minor excursions in the neighbourhood of the hut, and discussed plans for the future. They had six dogs, two being bitches without experience of sledging. One of these bitches had given birth to a litter of pups, but she proved a poor mother and the young ones died. The animals had plenty of seal meat and were tended carefully.

During the last days of June, the men washed and repaired their clothes, hunted seals, took short trips around the hut, and talked about their plans for the future. They had six dogs, two of which were inexperienced female sled dogs. One of these females had a litter of puppies, but she wasn't a good mother and the puppies died. The dogs had plenty of seal meat and were well taken care of.

Mackintosh called a meeting of all hands on June 26 for the discussion of the plans he had made for the depot-laying expedition to be undertaken during the following spring and summer.

Mackintosh called a meeting for everyone on June 26 to discuss the plans he made for the depot-laying expedition that would take place the following spring and summer.

“I gave an outline of the position and invited discussion from the members. Several points were brought up. I had suggested that one of our party should remain behind for the purpose of keeping the meteorological records and laying in a supply of meat and blubber. This man would be able to hand my instructions to the ship and pilot a party to the Bluff. It had been arranged that Richards should do this. Several objected on the ground that the whole complement would be necessary, and, after the matter had been put to the vote, it was agreed that we should delay the decision until the parties had some practical work and we had seen how they fared. The shortage of clothing was discussed, and Joyce and Wild have agreed to do their best in this matter. October sledging (on the Barrier) was mentioned as being too early, but is to be given a trial. These were the most important points brought up, and it was mutually and unanimously agreed that we could do no more.... I know we are doing our best.”

“I gave an overview of the situation and asked for feedback from the members. Several points were raised. I had suggested that one of our group should stay behind to keep weather records and stock up on meat and blubber. This person would be able to send my instructions to the ship and guide a team to the Bluff. It was decided that Richards would take on this task. A few people objected, arguing that we would need everyone on board, and after a vote, it was agreed to postpone the decision until the teams had some hands-on work and we could see how they managed. We talked about the clothing shortage, and Joyce and Wild agreed to do what they could to address it. October sledging (on the Barrier) was mentioned as being too early, but we're going to give it a try. These were the key points discussed, and it was mutually agreed that we couldn’t do any more... I know we’re doing our best.”

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A Newly-frozen Lead

A Fresh Lead

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The Ross Sea Party

The Ross Sea Team

The party was anxious to visit Cape Royds, north of Cape Evans, but at the end of June open water remained right across the Sound and a crossing was impossible. At Cape Royds is the hut used by the Shackleton Expedition of 1907–1909, and the stores and supplies it contains might have proved very useful. Joyce and Wild made finneskoe (fur boots) from spare sleeping-bags. Mackintosh mentions that the necessity of economizing clothing and footgear prevented the men taking as much exercise as they would otherwise have done. A fair supply of canvas and leather had been found in the hut, and some men tried their hands at making shoes. Many seals had been killed and brought in, and the supply of meat and blubber was ample for present needs.

The team was eager to visit Cape Royds, which is north of Cape Evans, but by the end of June, there was still open water all across the Sound, making it impossible to cross. At Cape Royds is the hut used by the Shackleton Expedition from 1907 to 1909, and the supplies inside could have been really useful. Joyce and Wild made fur boots from extra sleeping bags. Mackintosh notes that the need to conserve clothing and footwear limited how much exercise the men could take. They found a good supply of canvas and leather in the hut, and some of the men tried to make shoes. Many seals were hunted and brought back, and there was plenty of meat and blubber for their current needs.

During July Mackintosh made several trips northwards on the sea-ice, but found always that he could not get far. A crack stretched roughly from Inaccessible Island to the Barne Glacier, and the ice beyond looked weak and loose. The improving light told of the returning sun. Richards and Jack were weighing out stores in readiness for the sledging expeditions. Mackintosh, from the hill behind the hut, saw open water stretching westward from Inaccessible Island on August 1, and noted that probably McMurdo Sound was never completely frozen over. A week later the extent of the open water appeared to have increased, and the men began to despair of getting to Cape Royds. Blizzards were frequent and persistent. A few useful articles were found in the neighbourhood of the hut as the light improved, including some discarded socks and underwear, left by members of the Scott Expedition, and a case of candied peel, which was used for cakes. A small fire broke out in the hut on August 12. The acetylene-gas lighting plant installed in the hut by Captain Scott had been rigged, and one day it developed a leak. A member of the party searched for the leak with a lighted candle, and the explosion that resulted fired some woodwork. Fortunately the outbreak was extinguished quickly. The loss of the hut at this stage would have been a tragic incident.

During July, Mackintosh took several trips north on the sea ice but always found he couldn't go very far. A crack ran roughly from Inaccessible Island to the Barne Glacier, and the ice beyond looked weak and loose. The improving light indicated that the sun was coming back. Richards and Jack were measuring out supplies to prepare for the sledging expeditions. From the hill behind the hut, Mackintosh saw open water stretching west from Inaccessible Island on August 1 and noted that McMurdo Sound probably never completely froze over. A week later, it seemed like the open water had increased, and the men began to lose hope of reaching Cape Royds. Blizzards were frequent and relentless. As the light improved, a few useful items were found near the hut, including some discarded socks and underwear left by members of the Scott Expedition, and a case of candied peel, which was used for cakes. A small fire broke out in the hut on August 12. The acetylene gas lighting plant that Captain Scott had installed in the hut was rigged, and one day it developed a leak. A party member searched for the leak with a lit candle, leading to an explosion that ignited some woodwork. Thankfully, the fire was quickly extinguished. Losing the hut at that stage would have been a tragic incident.

Mackintosh and Stevens paid a visit to Cape Royds on August 13. They had decided to attempt the journey over the Barne Glacier, and after crossing a crevassed area they got to the slopes of Cape Barne and thence down to the sea-ice. They found this ice to be newly formed, but sufficiently strong for their purpose, and soon reached the Cape Royds hut.

Mackintosh and Stevens visited Cape Royds on August 13. They decided to try the journey across the Barne Glacier, and after crossing a crevassed area, they reached the slopes of Cape Barne and then made their way down to the sea ice. They found the ice to be newly formed but strong enough for their needs, and soon arrived at the Cape Royds hut.

“The outer door of the hut we found to be off,” wrote Mackintosh. “A little snow had drifted into the porch, but with a shovel, which we found outside, this was soon cleared away. We then entered, and in the centre of the hut found a pile of snow and ice, which had come through the open ventilator in the roof of the hut. We soon closed this. Stevens prepared a meal while I cleared the ice and snow away from the middle of the hut. After our meal we commenced taking an inventory of the stores inside. Tobacco was our first thought. Of this we found one tin of Navy Cut and a box of cigars. Soap, too, which now ensures us a wash and clean clothes when we get back. We then began to look round for a sleeping-bag. No bags were here, however, but on the improvised beds of cases we found two mattresses, an old canvas screen, and two blankets. We took it in turns to turn in. Stevens started first, while I kept the fire going. No coal or blubber was here, so we had to use wood, which, while keeping the person alongside it warm, did not raise the temperature of the hut over freezing-point. Over the stove in a conspicuous place we found a notice by Scott’s party that parties using the hut should leave the dishes clean.”

“The outer door of the hut was missing,” wrote Mackintosh. “A little snow had drifted into the porch, but with a shovel we found outside, we quickly cleared it away. We then went inside and noticed a pile of snow and ice in the center of the hut, which had come through the open ventilator in the roof. We quickly closed it. Stevens cooked a meal while I removed the ice and snow from the middle of the hut. After eating, we started taking stock of the supplies inside. Our first thought was tobacco. We found one tin of Navy Cut and a box of cigars. We also discovered soap, which means we’ll be able to wash and have clean clothes when we get back. Then we searched for a sleeping bag, but there weren’t any. However, on the makeshift beds of boxes, we found two mattresses, an old canvas screen, and two blankets. We took turns sleeping. Stevens went first while I kept the fire going. There was no coal or blubber, so we had to use wood, which warmed the person next to it but didn’t raise the temperature of the hut above freezing. Above the stove, we noticed a sign from Scott’s party stating that anyone using the hut should leave the dishes clean.”

Mackintosh and Stevens stayed at the Cape Royds hut over the next day and made a thorough examination of the stores there. They found outside the hut a pile of cases containing meats, flour, dried vegetables, and sundries, at least a year’s supply for a party of six. They found no new clothing, but made a collection of worn garments, which could be mended and made serviceable. Carrying loads of their spoils, they set out for Cape Evans on the morning of August 15 across the sea-ice. Very weak ice barred the way and they had to travel round the coast. They got back to Cape Evans in two hours. During their absence Wild and Gaze had climbed Inaccessible Island, Gaze having an ear badly frost-bitten on the journey. The tobacco was divided among the members of the party. A blizzard was raging the next day, and Mackintosh congratulated himself on having chosen the time for his trip fortunately.

Mackintosh and Stevens stayed at the Cape Royds hut for the next day and thoroughly examined the supplies there. They found a pile of cases outside the hut containing meat, flour, dried vegetables, and other items, enough for at least a year's supply for a group of six. They didn’t find any new clothes, but they gathered a collection of worn garments that could be repaired and made useful. Carrying their finds, they set out for Cape Evans on the morning of August 15 across the sea ice. Weak ice blocked their way, so they had to travel around the coast. They reached Cape Evans in two hours. While they were gone, Wild and Gaze climbed Inaccessible Island, with Gaze suffering from a badly frostbitten ear on the way back. The tobacco was shared among the group. A blizzard hit the next day, and Mackintosh felt lucky for the timing of his trip.

The record of the remaining part of August is not eventful. All hands were making preparations for the sledging, and were rejoicing in the increasing daylight. The party tried the special sledging ration prepared under my own direction, and “all agreed it was excellent both in bulk and taste.” Three emperor penguins, the first seen since the landing, were caught on August 19. By that time the returning sun was touching with gold the peaks of the Western Mountains and throwing into bold relief the massive form of Erebus. The volcano was emitting a great deal of smoke, and the glow of its internal fires showed occasionally against the smoke-clouds above the crater. Stevens, Spencer-Smith, and Cope went to Cape Royds on the 20th, and were still there when the sun made its first appearance over Erebus on the 26th. Preceding days had been cloudy, and the sun, although above the horizon, had not been visible.

The rest of August was pretty uneventful. Everyone was busy getting ready for sledging and enjoying the longer daylight. The team tried out the special sledging rations I had prepared, and “everyone agreed it was excellent both in size and flavor.” Three emperor penguins, the first ones seen since we landed, were caught on August 19. By then, the returning sun was touching the peaks of the Western Mountains with gold and highlighting the impressive shape of Erebus. The volcano was releasing a lot of smoke, and the glow of its internal fires could occasionally be seen against the smoke clouds above the crater. Stevens, Spencer-Smith, and Cope went to Cape Royds on the 20th and were still there when the sun finally appeared over Erebus on the 26th. The days before had been cloudy, and although the sun was above the horizon, it hadn’t been visible.

“The morning broke clear and fine,” wrote Mackintosh. “Over Erebus the sun’s rays peeped through the massed cumulus and produced the most gorgeous cloud effects. The light made us all blink and at the same time caused the greatest exuberance of spirits. We felt like men released from prison. I stood outside the hut and looked at the truly wonderful scenery all round. The West Mountains were superb in their wild grandeur. The whole outline of peaks, some eighty or ninety distant, showed up, stencilled in delicate contrast to the sky-line. The immense ice-slopes shone white as alabaster against dark shadows. The sky to the west over the mountains was clear, except for low-lying banks at the foot of the slopes round about Mount Discovery. To the south hard streaks of stratus lay heaped up to 30 degrees above the horizon.... Then Erebus commenced to emit volumes of smoke, which rose hundreds of feet and trailed away in a north-westerly direction. The southern slopes of Erebus were enveloped in a mass of cloud.” The party from Cape Royds returned that afternoon, and there was disappointment at their report that no more tobacco had been found.

“The morning started out clear and beautiful,” wrote Mackintosh. “The sun’s rays peeked through the dense cumulus clouds over Erebus, creating stunning cloud formations. The light made us all squint and lifted our spirits immensely. We felt like we had just been freed from prison. I stood outside the hut and took in the truly amazing scenery all around. The West Mountains looked incredible in their wild splendor. The outline of peaks, some eighty or ninety miles away, stood out sharply against the skyline. The massive ice slopes shone white like alabaster against the dark shadows. The sky to the west over the mountains was clear, except for low-lying clouds at the base of the slopes near Mount Discovery. To the south, heavy streaks of stratus clouds were piled up to 30 degrees above the horizon... Then Erebus started to release huge plumes of smoke, rising hundreds of feet and drifting away in a northwesterly direction. The southern slopes of Erebus were covered in a thick blanket of cloud.” The team from Cape Royds returned that afternoon, and there was disappointment when they reported that no more tobacco had been found.

The sledging of stores to Hut Point, in preparation for the depot-laying journeys on the Barrier, was to begin on September 1. Mackintosh, before that date, had discussed plans fully with the members of his party. He considered that sufficient sledging provisions were available at Cape Evans, the supply landed from the ship being supplemented by the stores left by the Scott Expedition of 1912–13 and the Shackleton Expedition of 1907–09. The supply of clothing and tents was more difficult. Garments brought from the ship could be supplemented by old clothing found at Hut Point and Cape Evans. The Burberry wind-proof outer garments were old and in poor order for the start of a season’s sledging. Old sleeping-bags had been cut up to make finneskoe (fur boots) and mend other sleeping-bags. Three tents were available, one sound one landed from the Aurora, and two old ones left by Captain Scott. Mackintosh had enough sledges, but the experience of the first journey with the dogs had been unfortunate, and there were now only four useful dogs left. They did not make a full team and would have to be used merely as an auxiliary to man-haulage.

The sledging of supplies to Hut Point, in preparation for the depot-laying journeys on the Barrier, was set to start on September 1. Before that date, Mackintosh had talked through plans in detail with his team. He believed that there were enough sledging provisions at Cape Evans, with supplies from the ship supplemented by the stock left by the Scott Expedition of 1912–13 and the Shackleton Expedition of 1907–09. The supply of clothing and tents was trickier. Clothes brought from the ship could be added to the old clothing found at Hut Point and Cape Evans. The Burberry wind-proof outer garments were old and in poor condition for the start of the sledging season. Old sleeping bags had been cut up to make finneskoe (fur boots) and repair other sleeping bags. Three tents were available: one good one that had come from the Aurora, and two old ones left by Captain Scott. Mackintosh had enough sledges, but the experience from the first journey with the dogs had been unfortunate, and now there were only four useful dogs left. They didn’t make a complete team and would have to be used just as an aid to man-hauling.

The scheme adopted by Mackintosh, after discussion with the members of his party, was that nine men, divided into three parties of three each, should undertake the sledging. One man would be left at Cape Evans to continue the meteorological observations during the summer. The motor-tractor, which had been left at Hut Point, was to be brought to Cape Evans and, if possible, put into working order. Mackintosh estimated that the provisions required for the consumption of the depot parties, and for the depots to be placed southward to the foot of the Beardmore Glacier, would amount to 4000 lbs. The first depot was to be placed off Minna Bluff, and from there southward a depot was to be placed on each degree of latitude. The final depot would be made at the foot of the Beardmore Glacier. The initial task would be the haulage of stores from Cape Evans to Hut Point, a distance of 13 miles. All the sledging stores had to be taken across, and Mackintosh proposed to place additional supplies there in case a party, returning late from the Barrier, had to spend winter months at Hut Point.

Mackintosh's plan, after discussing it with his team, was for nine men to break into three groups of three to handle the sledging. One person would stay at Cape Evans to keep up the meteorological observations through the summer. The motor-tractor left at Hut Point was to be brought to Cape Evans and, if possible, fixed up to work again. Mackintosh figured that the supplies needed for the depot teams and the depots to be placed southward to the base of the Beardmore Glacier would total 4,000 lbs. The first depot would be set up off Minna Bluff, and from there, a depot would be established every degree of latitude moving south. The last depot would be at the base of the Beardmore Glacier. The first task would involve transporting supplies from Cape Evans to Hut Point, which is 13 miles apart. All the sledging supplies had to be moved, and Mackintosh suggested putting extra provisions there in case a group returning late from the Barrier had to spend the winter months at Hut Point.

The first party, consisting of Mackintosh, Richards, and Spencer-Smith, left Cape Evans on September 1 with 600 lbs. of stores on one sledge, and had an uneventful journey to Hut Point. They pitched a tent half-way across the bay, on the sea-ice, and left it there for the use of the various parties during the month. At Hut Point they cleared the snow from the motor-tractor and made some preliminary efforts to get it into working order. They returned to Cape Evans on the 3rd. The second trip to Hut Point was made by a party of nine, with three sledges. Two sledges, man-hauled, were loaded with 1278 lbs. of stores, and a smaller sledge, drawn by the dogs, carried the sleeping-bags. This party encountered a stiff southerly breeze, with low temperature, and, as the men were still in rather soft condition, they suffered much from frost bites. Joyce and Gaze both had their heels badly blistered. Mackintosh’s face suffered, and other men had fingers and ears “bitten.” When they returned Gaze had to travel on a sledge, since he could not set foot to the ground. They tried to haul the motor to Cape Evans on this occasion, but left it for another time after covering a mile or so. The motor was not working and was heavy to pull.

The first group, made up of Mackintosh, Richards, and Spencer-Smith, left Cape Evans on September 1 with 600 lbs. of supplies on one sled and had a smooth journey to Hut Point. They set up a tent halfway across the bay, on the sea ice, and left it there for other groups to use during the month. At Hut Point, they cleared the snow off the motor-tractor and made some initial attempts to get it running. They returned to Cape Evans on the 3rd. The second trip to Hut Point was made by a group of nine, with three sleds. Two sleds, pulled by the men, were loaded with 1,278 lbs. of supplies, and a smaller sled, pulled by the dogs, carried the sleeping bags. This group faced a strong southerly wind and low temperatures, and since the men were still in pretty rough shape, they suffered from frostbite. Joyce and Gaze both had badly blistered heels. Mackintosh’s face was affected, and other men had their fingers and ears “frostbitten.” When they returned, Gaze had to ride on a sled since he couldn’t put his feet on the ground. They attempted to haul the motor back to Cape Evans during this trip, but after covering about a mile, they left it for another time because the motor wasn’t working and was heavy to pull.

Eight men made the third journey to Hut Point, Gaze and Jack remaining behind. They took 660 lbs. of oil and 630 lbs. of stores. From Hut Point the next day (September 14) the party proceeded with loaded sledges to Safety Camp, on the edge of the Barrier. This camp would be the starting-point for the march over the Barrier to the Minna Bluff depot. They left the two sledges, with 660 lbs. of oil and 500 lbs. of oatmeal, sugar, and sundries, at Safety Camp and returned to Hut Point. The dogs shared the work on this journey. The next day Mackintosh and his companions took the motor to Cape Evans, hauling it with its grip-wheels mounted on a sledge. After a pause due to bad weather, a party of eight men took another load to Hut Point on September 24, and on to Safety Camp the next day. They got back to Cape Evans on the 26th. Richards meanwhile had overhauled the motor and given it some trial runs on the sea-ice. But he reported that the machine was not working satisfactorily, and Mackintosh decided not to persevere with it.

Eight men made the third trip to Hut Point, with Gaze and Jack staying behind. They brought along 660 lbs. of oil and 630 lbs. of supplies. The next day (September 14), the group set out with loaded sledges to Safety Camp, located on the edge of the Barrier. This camp would serve as the starting point for the trek over the Barrier to the Minna Bluff depot. They left behind two sledges containing 660 lbs. of oil and 500 lbs. of oatmeal, sugar, and other items at Safety Camp before heading back to Hut Point. The dogs helped with the work on this journey. The following day, Mackintosh and his team took the motor to Cape Evans, towing it with its grip-wheels mounted on a sledge. After a delay caused by bad weather, a group of eight men made another trip to Hut Point on September 24, then to Safety Camp the next day. They returned to Cape Evans on the 26th. In the meantime, Richards had serviced the motor and conducted some trial runs on the sea ice. However, he reported that the machine wasn’t working adequately, and Mackintosh decided not to continue with it.

“Everybody is up to his eyes in work,” runs the last entry in the journal left by Mackintosh at Cape Evans. “All gear is being overhauled, and personal clothing is having the last stitches. We have been improvising shoes to replace the finneskoe, of which we are badly short. Wild has made an excellent shoe out of an old horse-rug he found here, and this is being copied by other men. I have made myself a pair of mitts out of an old sleeping-bag. Last night I had a bath, the second since being here.... I close this journal to-day (September 30) and am packing it with my papers here. To-morrow we start for Hut Point. Nine of us are going on the sledge party for laying depots—namely, Stevens, Spencer-Smith, Joyce, Wild, Cope, Hayward, Jack, Richards, and myself. Gaze, who is still suffering from bad feet, is remaining behind and will probably be relieved by Stevens after our first trip. With us we take three months’ provisions to leave at Hut Point. I continue this journal in another book, which I keep with me.”

“Everyone is buried in work,” reads the last entry in the journal left by Mackintosh at Cape Evans. “All the gear is being fixed up, and personal clothing is getting its final stitches. We’ve been making shoes to replace the finneskoe, which we’re badly short of. Wild has created an excellent shoe out of an old horse blanket he found here, and others are copying it. I made myself a pair of mittens from an old sleeping bag. Last night I had a bath, the second one since we arrived here.... I’m closing this journal today (September 30) and packing it with my papers. Tomorrow we start for Hut Point. Nine of us are going on the sledging party to lay down depots—namely, Stevens, Spencer-Smith, Joyce, Wild, Cope, Hayward, Jack, Richards, and me. Gaze, who is still dealing with bad feet, is staying behind and will probably be replaced by Stevens after our first trip. We’re taking three months’ worth of provisions to leave at Hut Point. I’ll continue this journal in another book that I’ll keep with me.”

The nine men reached Hut Point on October 1. They took the last loads with them. Three sledges and three tents were to be taken on to the Barrier, and the parties were as follows:

The nine men arrived at Hut Point on October 1. They brought the final loads with them. Three sledges and three tents were set to be taken onto the Barrier, and the groups were as follows:

No. 1: Mackintosh, Spencer-Smith, and Wild; No. 2: Joyce, Cope, and Richards; No. 3: Jack, Hayward, and Gaze. On October 3 and 4 some stores left at Half-Way Camp were brought in, and other stores were moved on to Safety Camp. Bad weather delayed the start of the depot-laying expedition from Hut Point until October 9.

No. 1: Mackintosh, Spencer-Smith, and Wild; No. 2: Joyce, Cope, and Richards; No. 3: Jack, Hayward, and Gaze. On October 3 and 4, some supplies left at Half-Way Camp were brought in, and other supplies were moved to Safety Camp. Bad weather postponed the start of the depot-laying expedition from Hut Point until October 9.

CHAPTER XV
LAYING THE DEPOTS

Mackintosh’s account of the depot-laying journeys undertaken by his parties in the summer of 1915–16 unfortunately is not available. The leader of the parties kept a diary, but he had the book with him when he was lost on the sea-ice in the following winter. The narrative of the journeys has been compiled from the notes kept by Joyce, Richards, and other members of the parties, and I may say here that it is a record of dogged endeavour in the face of great difficulties and serious dangers. It is always easy to be wise after the event, and one may realize now that the use of the dogs, untrained and soft from shipboard inactivity, on the comparatively short journey undertaken immediately after the landing in 1915 was a mistake. The result was the loss of nearly all the dogs before the longer and more important journeys of 1915–16 were undertaken. The men were sledging almost continuously during a period of six months; they suffered from frost-bite, scurvy, snow-blindness, and the utter weariness of overtaxed bodies. But the they placed the depots in the required positions, and if the Weddell Sea party had been able to make the crossing of the Antarctic continent, the stores and fuel would have been waiting for us where we expected to find them.

Mackintosh's account of the depot-laying trips his teams took in the summer of 1915–16 isn't available, unfortunately. The leader of the teams kept a diary, but he had it with him when he was lost on the sea ice the following winter. The story of the journeys has been put together from notes kept by Joyce, Richards, and other team members, and I can say that it's a record of determined effort in the face of significant challenges and serious dangers. It's always easy to be wise in hindsight, and we can see now that using the dogs—who were untrained and soft from being inactive on the ship—on the relatively short journey right after landing in 1915 was a mistake. The consequence was the loss of almost all of the dogs before the longer and more crucial journeys of 1915–16 began. The men were sledging almost non-stop for six months; they suffered from frostbite, scurvy, snow blindness, and the utter exhaustion of overworked bodies. But they managed to place the depots where they needed to be, and if the Weddell Sea party had been able to cross the Antarctic continent, the supplies and fuel would have been waiting for us where we expected to find them.

The position on October 9 was that the nine men at Hut Point had with them the stores required for the depots and for their own maintenance throughout the summer. The remaining dogs were at Cape Evans with Gaze, who had a sore heel and had been replaced temporarily by Stevens in the sledging party. A small quantity of stores had been conveyed already to Safety Camp on the edge of the Barrier beyond Hut Point. Mackintosh intended to form a large depot off Minna Bluff, seventy miles out from Hut Point. This would necessitate several trips with heavy loads. Then he would use the Bluff depot as a base for the journey to Mount Hope, at the foot of the Beardmore Glacier, where the final depot was to be laid.

The situation on October 9 was that the nine men at Hut Point had all the supplies they needed for the depots and for their own upkeep throughout the summer. The remaining dogs were at Cape Evans with Gaze, who had a sore heel and had been temporarily replaced by Stevens in the sledging team. A small amount of supplies had already been taken to Safety Camp on the edge of the Barrier beyond Hut Point. Mackintosh planned to set up a large depot off Minna Bluff, seventy miles from Hut Point. This would require several trips with heavy loads. Afterward, he would use the Bluff depot as a base for the journey to Mount Hope, at the foot of the Beardmore Glacier, where the final depot was to be established.

The party left Hut Point on the morning of October 9, the nine men hauling on one rope and trailing three loaded sledges. They reached Safety Camp in the early afternoon, and, after repacking the sledges with a load of about 2000 lbs., they began the journey over the Barrier. The pulling proved exceedingly heavy, and they camped at the end of half a mile. It was decided next day to separate the sledges, three men to haul each sledge. Mackintosh hoped that better progress could be made in this way. The distance for the day was only four miles, and the next day’s journey was no better. Joyce mentions that he had never done harder pulling, the surface being soft, and the load amounting to 220 lbs. per man. The new arrangement was not a success, owing to differences in hauling capacity and inequalities in the loading of the sledges; and on the morning of the 12th, Mackintosh, after consultation, decided to push forward with Wild and Spencer-Smith, hauling one sledge and a relatively light load, and leave Joyce and the remaining five men to bring two sledges and the rest of the stores at their best pace. This arrangement was maintained on the later journeys. The temperatures were falling below –30° Fahr. at some hours, and, as the men perspired freely while hauling their heavy loads in the sun, they suffered a great deal of discomfort in the damp and freezing clothes at night. Joyce cut down his load on the 13th by depot-ing some rations and spare clothing, and made better progress. He was building snow-cairns as guide-posts for use on the return journey. He mentions passing some large crevasses during succeeding days. Persistent head winds with occasional drift made the conditions unpleasant and caused many frost-bites. When the surface was hard, and the pulling comparatively easy, the men slipped and fell continually, “looking much like classical dancers.”

The team left Hut Point on the morning of October 9, with nine men pulling on one rope and dragging three loaded sledges. They arrived at Safety Camp in the early afternoon, and after repacking the sledges with a load of about 2000 lbs., they started their journey over the Barrier. The pulling was extremely difficult, and they set up camp after just half a mile. The next day, they decided to split the sledges, with three men assigned to haul each sledge. Mackintosh hoped this would improve their progress. They only covered four miles that day, and the following day’s journey was no better. Joyce noted he had never experienced harder pulling, as the surface was soft and the load reached 220 lbs. per man. The new setup didn't work out due to differences in strength and imbalances in the sledging loads; so on the morning of the 12th, after discussing it, Mackintosh decided to move on with Wild and Spencer-Smith, pulling one sledge with a lighter load, while Joyce and the other five men would handle the two sledges and remaining supplies at their own pace. This arrangement continued on their later journeys. The temperatures dropped below -30° Fahrenheit at times, and the men sweat profusely while hauling their heavy loads under the sun, leading to significant discomfort from their damp and freezing clothes at night. On the 13th, Joyce reduced his load by caching some rations and extra clothing, allowing for better progress. He was also building snow-cairns as markers for the return trip and mentioned passing several large crevasses in the following days. Persistent headwinds with occasional drifting snow made the conditions unpleasant and resulted in many frostbites. When the surface was harder and pulling easier, the men kept slipping and falling, "looking much like classical dancers."

On the 20th a northerly wind made possible the use of a sail, and Joyce’s party made rapid progress. Jack sighted a bamboo pole during the afternoon; and Joyce found that marked a depot he had laid for my own “Farthest South” party in 1908. He dug down in the hope of finding some stores, but the depot had been cleared. The party reached the Bluff depot on the evening of the 21st and found that Mackintosh had been there on the 19th. Mackintosh had left 178 lbs. of provisions, and Joyce left one sledge and 273 lbs. of stores. The most interesting incident of the return journey was the discovery of a note left by Mr. Cherry Garrard for Captain Scott on March 19, 1912, only a few days before the latter perished at his camp farther south. An upturned sledge at this point was found to mark a depot of dog-biscuit and motor-oil, laid by one of Captain Scott’s parties. Joyce reached Safety Camp on the afternoon of the 27th, and, after dumping all spare gear, pushed on to Hut Point in a blizzard. The sledges nearly went over a big drop at the edge of the Barrier, and a few moments later Stevens dropped down a crevasse to the length of his harness.

On the 20th, a northern wind allowed them to use a sail, and Joyce’s team made quick progress. Jack spotted a bamboo pole in the afternoon, which Joyce realized marked a depot he had established for my own “Farthest South” team in 1908. He dug down, hoping to find some supplies, but the depot had been emptied. The team reached the Bluff depot on the evening of the 21st and found out that Mackintosh had been there on the 19th. Mackintosh had left 178 lbs. of provisions, and Joyce left one sledge and 273 lbs. of supplies. The most interesting moment of the return journey was when they discovered a note left by Mr. Cherry Garrard for Captain Scott on March 19, 1912, just a few days before Scott perished at his camp further south. An upturned sledge at this spot indicated a depot of dog biscuits and motor oil, set up by one of Captain Scott’s teams. Joyce arrived at Safety Camp on the afternoon of the 27th, and after unloading all the extra gear, continued on to Hut Point in a blizzard. The sledges nearly toppled over a steep drop at the edge of the Barrier, and moments later, Stevens fell into a crevasse to the length of his harness.

“Had a tough job getting him up, as we had no alpine rope and had to use harness,” wrote Joyce. “Got over all right and had a very hard pull against wind and snow, my face getting frost-bitten as I had to keep looking up to steer. We arrived at the hut about 7.30 p.m. after a very hard struggle. We found the Captain and his party there. They had been in for three days. Gaze was also there with the dogs. We soon had a good feed and forgot our hard day’s work.”

“Had a tough time getting him up since we had no alpine rope and had to use a harness,” Joyce wrote. “We made it over okay but had to pull really hard against the wind and snow, and my face got frostbitten because I had to keep looking up to steer. We reached the hut around 7:30 p.m. after a really tough struggle. We found the Captain and his group there. They had been there for three days. Gaze was there with the dogs too. We quickly had a good meal and forgot about our tough day.”

Mackintosh decided to make use of the dogs on the second journey to the Bluff depot. He thought that with the aid of the dogs heavier loads might be hauled. This plan involved the dispatch of a party to Cape Evans to get dog-pemmican. Mackintosh himself, with Wild and Spencer-Smith, started south again on October 29. Their sledge overturned on the slope down to the sea-ice, and the rim of their tent-spread was broken. The damage did not appear serious, and the party soon disappeared round Cape Armitage. Joyce remained in charge at Hut Point, with instructions to get dog food from Cape Evans and make a start south as soon as possible. He sent Stevens, Hayward, and Cope to Cape Evans the next day, and busied himself with the repair of sledging-gear. Cope, Hayward, and Gaze arrived back from Cape Evans on November 1, Stevens having stayed at the base. A blizzard delayed the start southward, and the party did not get away until November 5. The men pulled in harness with the four dogs, and, as the surface was soft and the loads on the two sledges were heavy, the advance was slow. The party covered 5 miles 700 yards on the 6th, 4 miles 300 yards on the 7th, and 8 miles 1800 yards on the 9th, with the aid of a light northerly wind. They passed on the 9th a huge bergstrom, with a drop of about 70 feet from the flat surface of the Barrier. Joyce thought that a big crevasse had caved in. “We took some photographs,” wrote Joyce. “It is a really extraordinary fill-in of ice, with cliffs of blue ice about 70 feet high, and heavily crevassed, with overhanging snow-curtains. One could easily walk over the edge coming from the north in thick weather.” Another bergstrom, with crevassed ice around it, was encountered on the 11th. Joyce reached the Bluff depot on the evening of the 14th and found that he could leave 624 lbs. of provisions. Mackintosh had been there several days earlier and had left 188 lbs. of stores.

Mackintosh decided to use the dogs on the second trip to the Bluff depot. He thought that with the dogs' help, they could haul heavier loads. This plan involved sending a team to Cape Evans to get dog pemmican. Mackintosh, along with Wild and Spencer-Smith, set out south again on October 29. Their sledge flipped over while going down to the sea ice, and the edge of their tent was damaged. The damage didn’t seem serious, and the team soon went past Cape Armitage. Joyce stayed in charge at Hut Point, with instructions to get dog food from Cape Evans and head south as soon as possible. The next day, he sent Stevens, Hayward, and Cope to Cape Evans while he worked on repairing the sledging gear. Cope, Hayward, and Gaze returned from Cape Evans on November 1, with Stevens staying at the base. A blizzard delayed their departure south, and they didn’t leave until November 5. The men pulled in harness with the four dogs, and since the surface was soft and the sledges were heavily loaded, their progress was slow. They covered 5 miles and 700 yards on the 6th, 4 miles and 300 yards on the 7th, and 8 miles and 1800 yards on the 9th, thanks to a light northerly wind. On the 9th, they passed a huge bergstrom with a drop of about 70 feet from the flat surface of the Barrier. Joyce suspected that a large crevasse had collapsed. "We took some photographs,” Joyce wrote. “It's a really extraordinary formation of ice, with cliffs of blue ice about 70 feet high, heavily crevassed, and with overhanging snow curtains. One could easily walk over the edge coming from the north in thick weather." They came across another bergstrom with crevassed ice around it on the 11th. Joyce arrived at the Bluff depot on the evening of the 14th and found he could leave 624 pounds of provisions. Mackintosh had been there several days earlier and had left 188 pounds of supplies.

Joyce made Hut Point again on November 20 after an adventurous day. The surface was good in the morning and he pushed forward rapidly. About 10.30 a.m. the party encountered heavy pressure-ice with crevasses, and had many narrow escapes. “After lunch we came on four crevasses quite suddenly. Jack fell through. We could not alter course, or else we should have been steering among them, so galloped right across. We were going so fast that the dogs that went through were jerked out. It came on very thick at 2 p.m. Every bit of land was obscured, and it was hard to steer. Decided to make for Hut Point, and arrived at 6.30 p.m., after doing twenty-two miles, a very good performance. I had a bad attack of snow-blindness and had to use cocaine. Hayward also had a bad time. I was laid up and had to keep my eyes bandaged for three days. Hayward, too.” The two men were about again on November 24, and the party started south on its third journey to the Bluff on the 25th. Mackintosh was some distance ahead, but the two parties met on the 28th and had some discussion as to plans. Mackintosh was proceeding to the Bluff depot with the intention of taking a load of stores to the depot placed on lat. 80° S. in the first season’s sledging. Joyce, after depositing his third load at the Bluff, would return to Hut Point for a fourth and last load, and the parties would then join forces for the journey southward to Mount Hope.

Joyce reached Hut Point again on November 20 after an eventful day. The terrain was good in the morning, and he moved ahead quickly. Around 10:30 a.m., the group ran into heavy pressure ice with crevasses, and they had several close calls. “After lunch, we suddenly came upon four crevasses. Jack fell through. We couldn't change our route or we would have ended up steering among them, so we dashed right across. We were moving so fast that the dogs that fell in were yanked out. It became very thick at 2 p.m. Every piece of land was hidden, and it was difficult to steer. We decided to head for Hut Point and arrived at 6:30 p.m., having covered twenty-two miles, which was pretty impressive. I had a bad case of snow-blindness and had to use cocaine. Hayward also had a tough time. I was out of commission and had to keep my eyes bandaged for three days. Hayward too.” The two men were up and about again on November 24, and the group set off south on its third journey to the Bluff on the 25th. Mackintosh was some distance ahead, but the two groups met on the 28th and discussed their plans. Mackintosh was heading to the Bluff depot with the aim of taking a load of supplies to the depot located at 80° S. from the first season’s sledging. Joyce, after dropping off his third load at the Bluff, would head back to Hut Point for a fourth and final load, and then the groups would combine forces for the trip south to Mount Hope.

Joyce left 729 lbs. at the Bluff depot on December 2, reached Hut Point on December 7, and, after allowing dogs and men a good rest, he moved southward again on December 13. This proved to be the worst journey the party had made. The men had much trouble with crevasses, and they were held up by blizzards on December 16, 18, 19, 22, 23, 26, and 27. They spent Christmas Day struggling through soft snow against an icy wind and drift. The party reached the Bluff depot on December 28, and found that Mackintosh, who had been much delayed by the bad weather, had gone south two days earlier on his way to the 80° S. depot. He had not made much progress and his camp was in sight. He had left instructions for Joyce to follow him. The Bluff depot was now well stocked. Between 2800 and 2900 lbs. of provisions had been dragged to the depot for the use of parties working to the south of this point. This quantity was in addition to stores placed there earlier in the year.

Joyce left 729 lbs. at the Bluff depot on December 2, reached Hut Point on December 7, and, after giving the dogs and crew a good rest, he moved south again on December 13. This turned out to be the toughest journey the group had made. The men struggled with crevasses and were held up by blizzards on December 16, 18, 19, 22, 23, 26, and 27. They spent Christmas Day battling through soft snow against a freezing wind and drift. The group got back to the Bluff depot on December 28 and found that Mackintosh, who had been significantly delayed by the bad weather, had gone south two days earlier on his way to the 80° S. depot. He hadn't made much progress, and his camp was in sight. He had left instructions for Joyce to follow him. The Bluff depot was now well stocked. Between 2800 and 2900 lbs. of provisions had been dragged to the depot for the use of teams heading south from this point. This amount was in addition to supplies placed there earlier in the year.

Joyce left the Bluff depot on December 29, and the parties were together two days later. Mackintosh handed Joyce instructions to proceed with his party to lat. 81° S and place a depot there. He was then to send three men back to Hut Point and proceed to lat. 82° S., where he would lay another depot. Then if provisions permitted he would push south as far as lat. 83°. Mackintosh himself was reinforcing the depot at lat. 80° S. and would then carry on southward. Apparently his instructions to Joyce were intended to guard against the contingency of the parties failing to meet. The dogs were hauling well, and though their number was small they were of very great assistance. The parties were now ninety days out from Cape Evans, and “all hands were feeling fit.”

Joyce left the Bluff depot on December 29, and the teams met two days later. Mackintosh gave Joyce instructions to take his team to latitude 81° S and set up a depot there. He was then supposed to send three men back to Hut Point and continue to latitude 82° S, where he would lay down another depot. If supplies allowed, he would push further south to latitude 83°. Mackintosh was reinforcing the depot at latitude 80° S and would then head south himself. It seemed his instructions to Joyce were meant to prepare for the possibility that the teams might not meet. The dogs were pulling well, and although their number was small, they were extremely helpful. The teams were now ninety days out from Cape Evans, and “everyone was feeling fit.”

The next incident of importance was the appearance of a defect in one of the two Primus lamps used by Joyce’s party. The lamps had all seen service with one or other of Captain Scott’s parties, and they had not been in first-class condition when the sledging commenced. The threatened failure of a lamp was a matter of grave moment, since a party could not travel without the means of melting snow and preparing hot food. If Joyce took a faulty lamp past the 80° S. depot, his whole party might have to turn back at lat. 81° S., and this would imperil the success of the season’s sledging. He decided, therefore, to send three men back from the 80° S. depot, which he reached on January 6, 1916. Cope, Gaze, and Jack were the men to return. They took the defective Primus and a light load, and by dint of hard travelling, without the aid of dogs, they reached Cape Evans on January 16.

The next important incident was when one of the two Primus lamps used by Joyce’s team developed a defect. The lamps had all been used by Captain Scott’s teams before, and they weren’t in top condition when the sledding began. The potential failure of a lamp was a serious issue because the team couldn’t travel without the ability to melt snow and prepare hot meals. If Joyce used a faulty lamp past the 80° S. depot, his entire party might have to turn back at latitude 81° S., which would jeopardize the success of the season’s sledding. Therefore, he decided to send three men back from the 80° S. depot, which he reached on January 6, 1916. Cope, Gaze, and Jack were the men chosen to return. They took the defective Primus and a light load, and through hard travel, without the help of dogs, they arrived at Cape Evans on January 16.

Joyce, Richards, and Hayward went forward with a load of 1280 lbs., comprising twelve weeks’ sledging rations, dog food and depot supplies, in addition to the sledging-gear. They built cairns at short intervals as guides to the depots. Joyce was feeding the dogs well and giving them a hot hoosh every third night. “It is worth it for the wonderful amount of work they are doing. If we can keep them to 82° S. I can honestly say it is through their work we have got through.” On January 8 Mackintosh joined Joyce, and from that point the parties, six men strong, went forward together. They marched in thick weather during January 10, 11, and 12, keeping the course by means of cairns, with a scrap of black cloth on top of each one. It was possible, by keeping the cairns in line behind the sledges and building new ones as old ones disappeared, to march on an approximately straight line. On the evening of the 12th they reached lat. 81° S., and built a large cairn for the depot. The stores left here were three weeks’ rations for the ordinary sledging unit of three men. This quantity would provide five days’ rations for twelve men, half for the use of the overland party, and half for the depot party on its return journey.

Joyce, Richards, and Hayward moved forward with a load of 1280 lbs., which included twelve weeks’ worth of sledging rations, dog food, and supplies for the depot, along with the sledging gear. They constructed cairns at short intervals to mark the way to the depots. Joyce was feeding the dogs well and giving them a hot meal every third night. “It’s worth it for the amazing amount of work they’re doing. If we can keep them to 82° S., I can honestly say it’s thanks to their work that we’ve made it through.” On January 8, Mackintosh joined Joyce, and from then on, the six-man team moved forward together. They marched in thick weather on January 10, 11, and 12, following the course using cairns topped with scraps of black cloth. By keeping the cairns aligned behind the sledges and building new ones as the old ones vanished, they managed to travel in a fairly straight line. On the evening of the 12th, they reached lat. 81° S. and built a large cairn for the depot. The supplies left there amounted to three weeks’ rations for the standard sledging unit of three men. This amount would provide five days’ rations for twelve men, with half allocated for the overland party and half for the depot party on their return trip.

The party moved southwards again on January 13 in bad weather.

The group headed south again on January 13 in bad weather.

“After a little consultation we decided to get under way,” wrote Joyce. “Although the weather is thick, and snow is falling, it is worth while to make the effort. A little patience with the direction and the cairns, even if one has to put them up 200 yds. apart, enables us to advance, and it seems that this weather will never break. We have cut up an old pair of trousers belonging to Richards to place on the sides of the cairns, so as to make them more prominent. It was really surprising to find how we got on in spite of the snow and the pie-crust surface. We did 5 miles 75 yds. before lunch. The dogs are doing splendidly. I really don’t know how we should manage if it were not for them.... The distance for the day was 10 miles 720 yds., a splendid performance considering surface and weather.”

“After a bit of discussion, we decided to set off,” wrote Joyce. “Even though the weather is foggy and it’s snowing, it’s worth making the effort. A little patience with the direction and the markers, even if we have to place them 200 yards apart, allows us to move forward, and it seems like this weather won’t clear up. We’ve cut up an old pair of Richards' trousers to use on the sides of the markers, making them easier to spot. It was really surprising how well we managed despite the snow and the uneven surface. We covered 5 miles and 75 yards before lunch. The dogs are doing great. I really don’t know how we’d get by without them.... The total distance for the day was 10 miles and 720 yards, which is quite an achievement given the conditions.”

The weather cleared on the 14th; and the men were able to get bearings from the mountains to the westward. They advanced fairly rapidly during succeeding days, the daily distances being from ten to twelve miles, and reached lat. 82° S. on the morning of January 18. The depot here, like the depot at 81° S., contained five days’ provisions for twelve men. Mackintosh was having trouble with the Primus lamp in his tent, and this made it inadvisable to divide the party again. It was decided, therefore, that all should proceed, and that the next and last depot should be placed on the base of Mount Hope, at the foot of the Beardmore Glacier, in lat. 83° 30´ S. The party proceeded at once and advanced five miles beyond the depot before camping on the evening of the 18th.

The weather cleared up on the 14th, allowing the men to get their bearings from the mountains to the west. They made good progress in the following days, covering distances of ten to twelve miles each day, and reached latitude 82° S. on the morning of January 18. This depot, like the one at 81° S., had enough supplies for twelve men for five days. Mackintosh was having issues with the Primus lamp in his tent, which made it difficult to split the group again. It was decided that everyone would continue together, and the next and final depot would be set up at the base of Mount Hope, at the foot of the Beardmore Glacier, in latitude 83° 30′ S. The group moved on immediately and camped five miles past the depot that evening on the 18th.

The sledge loads were now comparatively light, and on the 19th the party covered 13 miles 700 yds. A new trouble was developing, for Spencer-Smith was suffering from swollen and painful legs, and was unable to do much pulling. Joyce wrote on the 21st that Smith was worse, and that Mackintosh was showing signs of exhaustion. A mountain that he believed to be Mount Hope could be seen right ahead, over thirty miles away. Spencer-Smith, who had struggled forward gamely and made no unnecessary complaints, started with the party the next morning and kept going until shortly before noon. Then he reported his inability to proceed, and Mackintosh called a halt. Spencer-Smith suggested that he should be left with provisions and a tent while the other members of the party pushed on to Mount Hope, and pluckily assured Mackintosh that the rest would put him right and that he would be ready to march when they returned. The party agreed, after a brief consultation, to adopt this plan. Mackintosh felt that the depot must be laid, and that delay would be dangerous. Spencer-Smith was left with a tent, one sledge, and provisions, and told to expect the returning party in about a week. The tent was made as comfortable as possible inside, and food was placed within the sick man’s reach. Spencer-Smith bade his companions a cheery good-bye after lunch, and the party was six or seven miles away before evening. Five men had to squeeze into one tent that night, but with a minus temperature they did not object to being crowded.

The sled loads were now relatively light, and on the 19th the group covered 13 miles and 700 yards. A new issue arose, as Spencer-Smith was dealing with swollen and painful legs, making it hard for him to pull much. Joyce wrote on the 21st that Smith was getting worse, and Mackintosh was showing signs of exhaustion. A mountain he believed to be Mount Hope loomed in the distance, over thirty miles away. Spencer-Smith, who had pushed through bravely and made no unnecessary complaints, set out with the group the next morning and kept going until just before noon. Then he reported that he couldn't continue, and Mackintosh called for a stop. Spencer-Smith proposed that he stay behind with provisions and a tent while the others pressed on to Mount Hope, confidently assuring Mackintosh that resting would help him recover, and he would be ready to march when they returned. The group agreed to this plan after a brief discussion. Mackintosh felt it was essential to set up the depot and that any delay could be risky. Spencer-Smith was left with a tent, one sled, and supplies, and told to expect the group back in about a week. They made the tent as comfortable as possible and placed food within Spencer-Smith's reach. After lunch, he cheerfully said goodbye to his companions, who then traveled six or seven miles away before evening. Five men had to fit into one tent that night, but with the temperature below freezing, they didn’t mind being cramped.

On January 23 a thick fog obscured all landmarks, and as bearings of the mountains were now necessary the party had to camp at 11 a.m., after travelling only four miles. The thick weather continued over the 24th, and the men did not move again until the morning of the 25th. They did 17¾ miles that day, and camped at 6 p.m. on the edge of “the biggest ice-pressure” Joyce had ever seen. They were steering in towards the mountains and were encountering the tremendous congestion created by the flow of the Beardmore Glacier into the barrier ice.

On January 23, a dense fog covered all landmarks, and since they needed the mountain bearings, the group had to set up camp at 11 a.m. after traveling only four miles. The thick weather persisted throughout the 24th, and the men didn’t move again until the morning of the 25th. They traveled 17¾ miles that day and set up camp at 6 p.m. on the edge of “the biggest ice-pressure” Joyce had ever seen. They were moving toward the mountains and facing the massive congestion caused by the flow of the Beardmore Glacier into the barrier ice.

“We decided to keep the camp up,” ran Joyce’s account of the work done on January 26. “Skipper, Richards, and myself roped ourselves together, I taking the lead, to try and find a course through this pressure. We came across very wide crevasses, went down several, came on top of a very high ridge, and such a scene! Imagine thousands of tons of ice churned up to a depth of about 300 ft. We took a couple of photographs, then carried on to the east. At last we found a passage through, and carried on through smaller crevasses to Mount Hope, or we hoped it was the mountain by that name. We can see a great glacier ahead which we take for the Beardmore, which this mountain is on, but the position on the chart seems wrong. [It was not.—E.H.S.] We nearly arrived at the ice-foot when Richards saw something to the right, which turned out to be two of Captain Scott’s sledges, upright, but three-quarters buried in snow. Then we knew for certain this was the place we had struggled to get to. So we climbed the glacier on the slope and went up about one and a quarter miles, and saw the great Beardmore Glacier stretching to the south. It is about twenty-five miles wide—a most wonderful sight. Then we returned to our camp, which we found to be six miles away. We left at 8 a.m. and arrived back at 3 p.m., a good morning’s work. We then had lunch. About 4 p.m. we got under way and proceeded with the two sledges and camped about 7 o’clock. Wild, Hayward and myself then took the depot up the Glacier, a fortnight’s provisions. We left it lashed to a broken sledge and put up a large flag. I took two photographs of it. We did not arrive back until 10.30 p.m. It was rather a heavy pull up. I was very pleased to see our work completed at last.... Turned in 12 o’clock. The distance done during day 22 miles.”

“We decided to keep the camp going,” Joyce reported about the work done on January 26. “Skipper, Richards, and I roped ourselves together, with me leading the way, to find a path through this pressure. We encountered very wide crevasses, went down several, reached the top of a very high ridge, and what a sight it was! Picture thousands of tons of ice churned up to about 300 ft deep. We took a couple of photos and then continued eastward. Finally, we found a passage and moved through smaller crevasses towards Mount Hope, or at least we hoped it was that mountain. We could see a large glacier ahead that we suspected was the Beardmore, which this mountain is on, but the chart position seemed off. [It was not.—E.H.S.] We nearly reached the ice-foot when Richards spotted something to the right, which turned out to be two of Captain Scott’s sledges, standing upright but three-quarters buried in snow. That confirmed we had finally made it to the spot we had been trying to reach. So, we climbed the glacier slope and went about one and a quarter miles up, seeing the vast Beardmore Glacier stretching to the south. It’s about twenty-five miles wide—a truly amazing sight. Then we made our way back to our camp, which we found to be six miles away. We left at 8 a.m. and got back at 3 p.m., a productive morning. We had lunch afterward. Around 4 p.m., we set out again with the two sledges and camped around 7 o’clock. Wild, Hayward, and I then took the depot up the Glacier, bringing a fortnight’s worth of provisions. We left it secured to a broken sledge and raised a large flag. I took two photos of it. We didn’t return until 10:30 p.m. It was quite a heavy haul up. I was really happy to see our work finally completed... Turned in at midnight. The distance covered during the day was 22 miles.”

The party remained in camp until 3.30 p.m. on the 27th, owing to a blizzard with heavy snow. Then they made a start in clearer weather and got through the crevassed area before camping at 7 p.m. Joyce was suffering from snow-blindness. They were now homeward bound, with 365 miles to go. They covered 16½ miles on the 28th, with Joyce absolutely blind and hanging to the harness for guidance, “but still pulling his whack.” They reached Spencer-Smith’s camp the next afternoon and found him in his sleeping-bag, quite unable to walk. Joyce’s diary of this date contains a rather gloomy reference to the outlook, since he guessed that Mackintosh also would be unable to make the homeward march. “The dogs are still keeping fit,” he added. “If they will only last to 80° S. we shall then have enough food to take them in, and then if the ship is in I guarantee they will live in comfort the remainder of their lives.”

The group stayed at camp until 3:30 p.m. on the 27th because of a blizzard with heavy snow. Then they set off in clearer weather and passed through the crevassed area before setting up camp at 7 p.m. Joyce was suffering from snow blindness. They were now heading home, with 365 miles to go. They covered 16.5 miles on the 28th, with Joyce completely blind and relying on the harness for guidance, “but still pulling his weight.” They reached Spencer-Smith’s camp the following afternoon and found him in his sleeping bag, unable to walk. Joyce’s diary for this date includes a rather bleak note about the situation, as he suspected that Mackintosh wouldn’t be able to make the return journey either. “The dogs are still doing well,” he added. “If they can just hold on until 80° S, we’ll have enough food to bring them in, and if the ship is there, I’m sure they’ll live comfortably for the rest of their lives.”

No march could be made on the 30th, since a blizzard was raging. The party made 8 miles on the 31st, with Spencer-Smith on one of the sledges in his sleeping-bag. The sufferer was quite helpless, and had to be lifted and carried about, but his courage did not fail him. His words were cheerful even when his physical suffering and weakness were most pronounced. The distance for February 1 was 13 miles. The next morning the party abandoned one sledge in order to lighten the load, and proceeded with a single sledge, Spencer-Smith lying on top of the stores and gear. The distance for the day was 15½ miles. They picked up the 82° S. depot on February 3, and took one week’s provisions, leaving two weeks’ rations for the overland party. Joyce, Wild, Richards, and Hayward were feeling fit. Mackintosh was lame and weak; Spencer-Smith’s condition was alarming. The party was being helped by strong southerly winds, and the distances covered were decidedly good. The sledge-meter recorded 15 miles 1700 yds. on February 4, 17 miles 1400 yds. on the 5th, 18 miles 1200 yds. on the 6th, and 13 miles 1000 yds. on the 7th, when the 81° S. depot was picked up at 10.30 a.m., and one week’s stores taken, two weeks’ rations being left.

No march could be made on the 30th because a blizzard was raging. The party made 8 miles on the 31st, with Spencer-Smith on one of the sledges in his sleeping bag. The suffering man was completely helpless and had to be lifted and carried around, but his courage didn’t waver. He spoke cheerfully even when his physical suffering and weakness were at their worst. The distance for February 1 was 13 miles. The next morning, the party left behind one sledge to lighten the load and continued with a single sledge, Spencer-Smith lying on top of the supplies and gear. The distance for that day was 15½ miles. They picked up the 82° S. depot on February 3 and took one week’s provisions, leaving two weeks’ rations for the overland party. Joyce, Wild, Richards, and Hayward were feeling strong. Mackintosh was lame and weak; Spencer-Smith’s condition was concerning. The party was benefiting from strong southerly winds, and the distances covered were quite good. The sledge-meter recorded 15 miles 1700 yards on February 4, 17 miles 1400 yards on the 5th, 18 miles 1200 yards on the 6th, and 13 miles 1000 yards on the 7th, when the 81° S. depot was picked up at 10:30 a.m., and one week’s supplies were taken, leaving two weeks’ rations behind.

The march to the next depot, at 80° S., was uneventful. The party made good marches in spite of bad surfaces and thick weather, and reached the depot late in the afternoon of February 12. The supply of stores at this depot was ample, and the men took a fortnight’s rations (calculated on a three-man basis), leaving nearly four weeks’ rations. Spencer-Smith seemed a little better, and all hands were cheered by the rapid advance. February 14, 15, and 16 were bad days, the soft surface allowing the men to sink to their knees at times. The dogs had a rough time, and the daily distances fell to about eight miles. Mackintosh’s weakness was increasing. Then on the 18th, when the party was within twelve miles of the Bluff depot, a furious blizzard made travelling impossible. This blizzard raged for five days. Rations were reduced on the second day, and the party went on half-rations the third day.

The march to the next depot, located at 80° S., was uneventful. The group made good progress despite rough terrain and poor visibility, reaching the depot late in the afternoon of February 12. The supplies at this depot were sufficient, and the men took a two-week supply of rations (calculated for three people), leaving nearly four weeks' rations behind. Spencer-Smith seemed to be feeling a bit better, and everyone was encouraged by the swift advancement. February 14, 15, and 16 were challenging days, with the soft ground sometimes causing the men to sink to their knees. The dogs struggled as well, and the daily distance covered dropped to about eight miles. Mackintosh was becoming weaker. Then on the 18th, when the group was just twelve miles from the Bluff depot, a fierce blizzard made travel impossible. This blizzard raged for five days. Rations were cut on the second day, and the group went on half-rations by the third day.

“Still blizzarding,” wrote Joyce on the 20th. “Things are serious, what with our patient and provisions running short. Dog provisions are nearly out, and we have to halve their rations. We are now on one cup of hoosh among the three of us, with one biscuit and six lumps of sugar. The most serious of calamities is that our oil is running out. We have plenty of tea, but no fuel to cook it with.” The men in Mackintosh’s tent were in no better plight. Mackintosh himself was in a bad way. He was uncertain about his ability to resume the march, but was determined to try.

“Still snowing hard,” Joyce wrote on the 20th. “Things are getting serious since our patient and supplies are running low. We're almost out of dog food, and we have to cut their rations in half. Now, the three of us are down to one cup of hoosh, one biscuit, and six lumps of sugar. The biggest problem is that our oil is running low. We have plenty of tea, but no fuel to cook it with.” The men in Mackintosh’s tent were in no better situation. Mackintosh himself was not doing well. He was unsure if he could continue the march, but he was determined to give it a shot.

“Still blizzarding,” wrote Joyce again on the 21st. “We are lying in pools of water made by our bodies through staying in the same place for such a long time. I don’t know what we shall do if this does not ease. It has been blowing continuously without a lull. The food for to-day was one cup of pemmican amongst three of us, one biscuit each, and two cups of tea among the three.” The kerosene was exhausted, but Richards improvised a lamp by pouring some spirit (intended for priming the oil-lamp) into a mug, lighting it, and holding another mug over it. It took half an hour to heat a mug of melted snow in this way. “Same old thing, no ceasing of this blizzard,” was Joyce’s note twenty-four hours later. “Hardly any food left except tea and sugar. Richards, Hayward, and I, after a long talk, decided to get under way to-morrow in any case, or else we shall be sharing the fate of Captain Scott and his party. The other tent seems to be very quiet, but now and again we hear a burst of song from Wild, so they are in the land of the living. We gave the dogs the last of their food to-night, so we shall have to push, as a great deal depends on them.” Further quotations from Joyce’s diary tell their own story.

“Still snowing hard,” Joyce wrote again on the 21st. “We’re lying in puddles of water made by our bodies because we’ve been in the same spot for so long. I don’t know what we’ll do if this doesn’t let up. It’s been blowing nonstop without a break. Today’s food was one cup of pemmican for three of us, one biscuit each, and two cups of tea among the three.” The kerosene was all gone, but Richards improvised a lamp by pouring some spirit (meant for priming the oil lamp) into a mug, lighting it, and holding another mug over it. It took half an hour to heat a mug of melted snow this way. “Same old story, no end to this blizzard,” was Joyce’s note twenty-four hours later. “Barely any food left except tea and sugar. Richards, Hayward, and I decided after a long talk that we’re going to set out tomorrow no matter what, or else we’ll share the fate of Captain Scott and his group. The other tent seems really quiet, but every now and then we hear Wild burst into song, so they’re still alive. We gave the dogs the last of their food tonight, so we have to move, as a lot depends on them.” Further entries from Joyce’s diary tell their own story.

February 23, Wednesday.—About 11 o’clock saw a break in the clouds and the sun showing. Decided to have the meal we kept for getting under way. Sang out to the Skipper’s party that we should shift as soon as we had a meal. I asked Wild, and found they had a bag of oatmeal, some Bovril cubes, one bag of chocolate, and eighteen biscuits, so they are much better off than we are. After we had our meal we started to dig out our sledge, which we found right under. It took us two hours, and one would hardly credit how weak we were. Two digs of the shovel and we were out of breath. This was caused through our lying up on practically no food. After getting sledge out we took it around to the Skipper’s tent on account of the heavy sastrugi, which was very high. Got under way about 2.20. Had to stop very often on account of sail, etc. About 3.20 the Skipper, who had tied himself to the rear of the sledge, found it impossible to proceed. So after a consultation with Wild and party, decided to pitch their tent, leaving Wild to look after the Skipper and Spencer-Smith, and make the best of our way to the depot, which is anything up to twelve miles away. So we made them comfortable and left them about 3.40. I told Wild I should leave as much as possible and get back 26th or 27th, weather permitting, but just as we left them it came on to snow pretty hard, sun going in, and we found even with the four dogs we could not make more than one-half to three-quarters of a mile an hour. The surface is so bad that sometimes you go in up to your waist; still in spite of all this we carried on until 6.35. Camped in a howling blizzard. I found my left foot badly frost-bitten. Now after this march we came into our banquet—one cup of tea and half a biscuit. Turned in at 9 o’clock. Situation does not look very cheerful. This is really the worst surface I have ever come across in all my journeys here.”

February 23, Wednesday.—Around 11 o'clock, I noticed a break in the clouds and the sun came out. We decided to have the meal we saved for when we got moving. I called out to the Skipper’s group that we should move as soon as we finished eating. I asked Wild what they had, and it turned out they had a bag of oatmeal, some Bovril cubes, a bag of chocolate, and eighteen biscuits, so they were much better off than us. After our meal, we started digging out our sled, which was right underneath the snow. It took us two hours, and it’s hard to believe how weak we were. After just a couple of shovels full, we were out of breath. This was due to having hardly any food. Once we got the sled out, we took it over to the Skipper’s tent because the sastrugi was really high. We got moving around 2:20. We had to stop often because of the sail and other issues. Around 3:20, the Skipper, who had tied himself to the back of the sled, found it impossible to continue. After talking with Wild and the team, they decided to set up camp, leaving Wild to take care of the Skipper and Spencer-Smith while we tried to make our way to the depot, which was as far as twelve miles away. We made sure they were comfortable and left them around 3:40. I told Wild that I’d be back as soon as possible, hopefully on the 26th or 27th, depending on the weather, but just as we left, it started to snow heavily, the sun disappeared, and even with the four dogs, we couldn’t go more than half to three-quarters of a mile an hour. The surface was so bad that sometimes we were sinking in up to our waists; still, despite all this, we kept going until 6:35. We set up camp in a howling blizzard. I discovered my left foot was badly frostbitten. After this march, we got our feast—one cup of tea and half a biscuit. Turned in at 9 o’clock. The situation doesn’t look very promising. This is honestly the worst surface I’ve ever encountered in all my travels here.

Mackintosh had stayed on his feet as long as was humanly possible. The records of the outward journey show clearly that he was really unfit to continue beyond the 82° S. depot, and other members of the party would have liked him to have stayed with Spencer-Smith at lat. 83° S. But the responsibility for the work to be done was primarily his, and he would not give in. He had been suffering for several weeks from what he cheerfully called “a sprained leg,” owing to scurvy. He marched for half an hour on the 23rd before breaking down, but had to be supported partly by Richards. Spencer-Smith was sinking. Wild, who stayed in charge of the two invalids, was in fairly good condition. Joyce, Richards, and Hayward, who had undertaken the relief journey, were all showing symptoms of scurvy, though in varying degrees. Their legs were weak, their gums swollen. The decision that the invalids, with Wild, should stay in camp from February 24, while Joyce’s party pushed forward to Bluff depot, was justified fully by the circumstances. Joyce, Richards, and Hayward had difficulty in reaching the depot with a nearly empty sledge. An attempt to make their journey with two helpless men might have involved the loss of the whole party.

Mackintosh had stayed on his feet as long as he possibly could. The records of the outward journey clearly show that he was really unfit to continue beyond the 82° S depot, and other team members would have preferred for him to stay with Spencer-Smith at lat. 83° S. But the responsibility for the work to be done was mainly his, and he refused to give up. He had been suffering for several weeks from what he cheerfully referred to as “a sprained leg,” due to scurvy. He marched for half an hour on the 23rd before breaking down, but he had to be supported partly by Richards. Spencer-Smith was deteriorating. Wild, who stayed in charge of the two invalids, was in fairly good condition. Joyce, Richards, and Hayward, who had taken on the relief journey, were all showing signs of scurvy, though to different extents. Their legs were weak, and their gums were swollen. The decision for the invalids, along with Wild, to stay in camp starting February 24 while Joyce’s team moved forward to Bluff depot was fully justified by the circumstances. Joyce, Richards, and Hayward had trouble reaching the depot with a nearly empty sled. Attempting to make the journey with two helpless men might have risked the entire party.

February 24, Thursday.—Up at 4:30; had one cup of tea, half biscuit; under way after 7. Weather, snowing and blowing like yesterday. Richards, laying the cairns had great trouble in getting the compass within 10° on account of wind. During the forenoon had to stop every quarter of an hour on account of our breath. Every time the sledge struck a drift she stuck in (although only 200 lbs.), and in spite of three men and four dogs we could only shift her with the 1—2—3 haul. I wonder if this weather will ever clear up. Camped in an exhausted condition about 12.10. Lunch, half cup of weak tea and quarter biscuit, which took over half an hour to make. Richards and Hayward went out of tent to prepare for getting under way, but the force of wind and snow drove them back. The force of wind is about seventy to eighty miles per hour. We decided to get the sleeping-bags in, which took some considerable time. The worst of camping is the poor dogs and our weak condition, which means we have to get out of our wet sleeping-bags and have another half cup of tea without working for it. With scrapings from dog-tank it is a very scanty meal. This is the second day the dogs have been without food, and if we cannot soon pick up depot and save the dogs it will be almost impossible to drag our two invalids back the one hundred miles which we have to go. The wind carried on with unabating fury until 7 o’clock, and then came a lull. We at once turned out, but found it snowing so thickly that it was impossible to proceed on account of our weakness. No chance must we miss. Turned in again. Wind sprang up again with heavy drift 8.30. In spite of everything my tent-mates are very cheerful and look on the bright side of everything. After a talk we decided to wait and turned in. It is really wonderful what dreams we have, especially of food. Trusting in Providence for fine weather to-morrow.

February 24, Thursday.—Woke up at 4:30; had a cup of tea and half a biscuit; got going after 7. The weather was snowy and windy, just like yesterday. Richards had a tough time with the compass while laying down the cairns, struggling to get it within 10° because of the wind. During the morning, we had to stop every 15 minutes to catch our breath. Each time the sledge hit a drift, it got stuck (even though it was only 200 lbs.), and despite having three men and four dogs, we could only move it with a 1—2—3 pull. I wonder if this weather will ever clear up. We set up camp in exhaustion around 12:10. For lunch, we had half a cup of weak tea and a quarter of a biscuit, which took over half an hour to prepare. Richards and Hayward left the tent to get ready to move out, but the wind and snow forced them back. The wind was blowing at about seventy to eighty miles per hour. We decided to bring the sleeping bags in, which took quite a while. The worst part of camping is seeing the poor dogs and our own weak state, meaning we have to get out of our wet sleeping bags for another half cup of tea without putting in any effort. The scraps from the dog tank provided a very meager meal. This is the second day the dogs have gone without food, and if we can't find the depot soon to save them, it’ll be almost impossible to pull our two injured comrades back the hundred miles we need to go. The wind continued its relentless fury until 7 o'clock, then there was a break. We quickly got out but found it snowing so heavily that we couldn't go forward because of our weakness. We can’t afford to miss any opportunity. We went back inside. The wind picked up again with heavy drifts at 8:30. Despite everything, my tent-mates are very cheerful and always look on the bright side. After talking it over, we decided to wait and turned in. It’s truly amazing what dreams we have, especially about food. Hoping for good weather tomorrow.

February 25, Friday.—Turned out 4.45. Richards prepared our usual banquet, half cup of tea, quarter biscuit, which we relished. Under way at 7, carried on, halting every ten minutes or quarter of an hour. Weather, snowing and blowing same as yesterday. We are in a very weak state, but we cannot give in. We often talk about poor Captain Scott and the blizzard that finished him and party. If we had stayed in our tent another day I don’t think we should have got under way at all, and we would have shared the same fate. But if the worst comes we have made up our minds to carry on and die in harness. If any one were to see us on trek they would be surprised, three men staggering on with four dogs, very weak; practically empty sledge with fair wind and just crawling along; our clothes are all worn out, finneskoe and sleeping bags torn. Tent is our worst point, all torn in front, and we are afraid to camp on account of it, as it is too cold to mend it. We camped for our grand lunch at noon. After five hours’ struggling I think we did about three miles. After lunch sat in our tent talking over the situation. Decided to get under way again as soon as there is any clearance. Snowing and blowing, force about fifty or sixty miles an hour.

February 25, Friday.—Woke up at 4:45. Richards made our usual meal: half a cup of tea and a quarter of a biscuit, which we enjoyed. We got started at 7, moving on and stopping every ten to fifteen minutes. The weather is still snowing and blowing just like yesterday. We're in a really weak state, but we can’t give up. We often think about poor Captain Scott and the blizzard that took him and his crew. If we had stayed in our tent for another day, I don’t think we would have managed to set out at all, and we would have met the same fate. But if it comes to that, we’ve decided to keep going and die trying. If anyone saw us on the trek, they’d be surprised to see three men staggering along with four dogs, feeling really weak; practically an empty sled with a fair wind, just crawling forward; our clothes are all worn out, our boots and sleeping bags are torn. The tent is our biggest problem, all ripped at the front, and we’re too afraid to camp because it’s too cold to fix it. We stopped for a big lunch at noon. After five hours of struggling, I think we covered about three miles. After lunch, we sat in our tent discussing the situation. We decided to get moving again as soon as there’s a break in the weather. It’s snowing and blowing, with winds around fifty to sixty miles an hour.

February 26, Saturday.—Richards went out 1.10 a.m. and found it clearing a bit, so we got under way as soon as possible, which was 2.10 a.m. About 2.35 Richards sighted depot, which seemed to be right on top of us. I suppose we camped no more than three-quarters of a mile from it. The dogs sighted it, which seemed to electrify them. They had new life and started to run, but we were so weak that we could not go more than 200 yds. and then spell. I think another day would have seen us off. Arrived at depot 3.25; found it in a dilapidated condition, cases all about the place. I don’t suppose there has ever been a weaker party arrive at any depot, either north or south. After a hard struggle got our tent up and made camp. Then gave the dogs a good feed of pemmican. If ever dogs saved the lives of any one they have saved ours. Let us hope they will continue in good health, so that we can get out to our comrades. I started on our cooking. Not one of us had any appetite, although we were in the land of plenty, as we call this depot; plenty of biscuit, etc., but we could not eat. I think it is the reaction, not only in arriving here, but also finding no news of the ship, which was arranged before we left. We all think there has been a calamity there. Let us hope for the best. We decided to have rolled-oats and milk for a start, which went down very well, and then a cup of tea. How cheery the Primus sounds. It seems like coming out of a thick London fog into a drawing-room. After a consultation we decided to have a meal of pemmican in four hours, and so on, until our weakness was gone. Later.—Still the same weather. We shall get under way and make a forced march back as soon as possible. I think we shall get stronger travelling and feeding well. Later.—Weather will not permit us to travel yet. Mended our torn tent with food-bags. This took four hours. Feeding the dogs every four hours, and Richards and Hayward built up depot. It is really surprising to find it takes two men to lift a 50-lb. case; it only shows our weakness. Weather still the same; force of wind at times about seventy to ninety miles an hour; really surprising how this can keep on so long.

February 26, Saturday.—Richards went out at 1:10 a.m. and found the weather clearing a bit, so we got moving as soon as we could, which was at 2:10 a.m. Around 2:35, Richards spotted the depot, which seemed to be right above us. I guess we camped no more than three-quarters of a mile from it. The dogs saw it, and it seemed to energize them. They had a burst of energy and started to run, but we were so weak that we could only go about 200 yards before we had to stop. I think another day like this would have been too much for us. We arrived at the depot at 3:25 and found it in a bad state, with cases scattered everywhere. I doubt there has ever been a weaker group that reached any depot, whether north or south. After a tough effort, we put up our tent and set up camp. Then we fed the dogs some pemmican. If any dogs ever saved anyone's lives, it’s these dogs that saved ours. Let’s hope they stay healthy so we can reach our comrades. I started cooking. None of us had any appetite, even though we were in the land of plenty, as we call this depot; there were plenty of biscuits, etc., but we couldn’t eat. I think it’s the reaction, not just from getting here, but also because we found no news of the ship, which was supposed to be communicated before we left. We all suspect there’s been some kind of disaster there. Let’s hope for the best. We decided to start with rolled oats and milk, which went down well, and then a cup of tea. How cheerful the Primus sounds—it feels like coming out of a thick fog in London and into a cozy living room. After discussing it, we decided to have a meal of pemmican in four hours, and keep that up until we felt stronger. Later.—Still the same weather. We’ll head back and march hard as soon as we can. I think we’ll get stronger while traveling and eating well. Later.—The weather still won’t let us travel. We mended our torn tent with food bags. This took four hours. We’re feeding the dogs every four hours, and Richards and Hayward are fixing up the depot. It’s really surprising that it takes two men to lift a 50-pound case; it just shows how weak we are. The weather remains the same; the wind is blowing at times about seventy to ninety miles an hour; it’s really surprising how this is continuing for so long.

February 27, Sunday.—Wind continued with fury the whole night. Expecting every minute to have the tent blown off us. Up 5 o’clock; found it so thick one could not get out of the tent. We are still very weak, but think we can do the twelve miles to our comrades in one long march. If only it would clear up for just one day we would not mind. This is the longest continuous blizzard I have ever been in. We have not had a travelling day for eleven days, and the amount of snow that has fallen is astonishing. Later.—Had a meal 10.30 and decided to get under way in spite of the wind and snow. Under way 12 o’clock. We have three weeks’ food on sledge, about 160 lbs., and one week’s dog-food, 50 lbs. The whole weight, all told, about 600 lbs., and also taking an extra sledge to bring back Captain Mackintosh. To our surprise we could not shift the sledges. After half an hour we got about ten yards. We turned the sledge up and scraped runners; it went a little better after. I am afraid our weakness is much more than we think. Hayward is in rather a bad way about his knees, which are giving him trouble and are very painful; we will give him a good massage when we camp. The dogs have lost all heart in pulling; they seem to think that going south again is no good to them; they seem to just jog along, and one cannot do more. I don’t suppose our pace is more than one-half or three-quarters of a mile per hour. The surface is rotten, snow up to one’s knees, and what with wind and drift a very bad outlook. Lunched about 4.30. Carried on until 11.20, when we camped. It was very dark making our dinner, but soon got through the process. Then Richards spent an hour or so in rubbing Hayward with methylated spirits, which did him a world of good. If he were to break up now I should not know what to do. Turned in about 1.30. It is now calm, but overcast with light falling snow.

February 27, Sunday.—The wind raged all night. We expected the tent to blow away at any moment. Up at 5 o’clock; it was so thick outside that we couldn’t get out of the tent. We’re still very weak, but we think we can cover the twelve miles to our friends in one long push. If it could just clear up for one day, we wouldn’t mind. This has been the longest stretch of blizzard I’ve ever experienced. We haven’t had a traveling day in eleven days, and the amount of snow that’s fallen is incredible. Later.—Had a meal at 10:30 and decided to set off despite the wind and snow. We got going at noon. We have three weeks’ worth of food on the sledge, about 160 lbs., and one week’s worth of dog food, 50 lbs. The total weight is about 600 lbs., plus we have an extra sledge to bring back Captain Mackintosh. To our surprise, we couldn’t move the sledges. After half an hour, we had managed about ten yards. We flipped the sledge over and scraped the runners; it went a bit better after that. I’m afraid our weakness is worse than we realize. Hayward is having a rough time with his knees, which are very painful; we’ll give him a good massage when we camp. The dogs have lost all motivation for pulling; they seem to think that heading south again is pointless; they just plod along, and there’s not more we can do. I doubt our pace is more than half or three-quarters of a mile per hour. The surface is terrible, with snow up to our knees, and with the wind and drifts, the outlook is grim. We lunched around 4:30. We pushed on until 11:20 when we set up camp. It was very dark while we made dinner, but we got through it quickly. Then Richards spent about an hour rubbing Hayward with methylated spirits, which helped him immensely. If he were to break down now, I wouldn’t know what to do. Turned in around 1:30. It’s now calm, but overcast with light snow falling.

February 28, Monday.—Up at 6 o’clock; can just see a little sky-line. Under way at 9 o’clock. The reason of delay, had to mend finneskoe, which are in a very dilapidated condition. I got my feet badly frost-bitten yesterday. About 11 o’clock came on to snow, everything overcast. We ought to reach our poor boys in three or four hours, but Fate wills otherwise, as it came on again to blizzard force about 11.45. Camped at noon. I think the party must be within a very short distance, but we cannot go on as we might pass them, and as we have not got any position to go on except compass. Later.—Kept on blizzarding all afternoon and night.

February 28, Monday.—Woke up at 6 AM; could just see a little bit of the skyline. Started moving at 9 AM. The delay was because I had to fix my snow boots, which are in pretty bad shape. My feet got badly frostbitten yesterday. Around 11 AM, it started snowing, and everything was overcast. We should reach our poor guys in three or four hours, but Fate has other plans, as the weather turned into a blizzard again around 11:45 AM. We set up camp at noon. I believe the party must be very close, but we can’t keep going or we might miss them, and right now we only have our compass to go on. Later.—It continued to blizzard all afternoon and all night.”

February 29, Tuesday.—Up at 5 o’clock; still very thick. It cleared up a little to the south about 8 o’clock, when Richards sighted something black to the north of us, but could not see properly what it was. After looking round sighted camp to the south, so we got under way as soon as possible. Got up to the camp about 12.45, when Wild came out to meet us. We gave him a cheer, as we fully expected to find all down. He said he had taken a little exercise every day; they had not any food left. The Skipper then came out of the tent, very weak and as much as he could do to walk. He said, ‘I want to thank you for saving our lives.’ I told Wild to go and give them a feed and not to eat too much at first in case of reaction, as I am going to get under way as soon as they have had a feed. So we had lunch, and the Skipper went ahead to get some exercise, and after an hour’s digging out got everything ready for leaving. When we lifted Smith we found he was in a great hole which he had melted through. This party had been in one camp for twelve days. We got under way and picked the Skipper up; he had fallen down, too weak to walk. We put him on the sledge we had brought out, and we camped about 8 o’clock. I think we did about three miles, rather good with two men on the sledges and Hayward in a very bad way. I don’t think there has been a party, either north or south, in such straits, three men down and three of us very weak; but the dogs seem to have new life since we turned north. I think they realize they are homeward bound. I am glad we kept them, even when we were starving. I knew they would have to come in at the finish. We have now to look forward to southerly winds for help, which I think we shall get at this time of year. Let us hope the temperature will keep up, as our sleeping-bags are wet through and worn out, and all our clothes full of holes, and finneskoe in a dilapidated condition; in fact, one would not be out on a cold day in civilization with the rotten clothes we have on. Turned in 11 o’clock, wet through, but in a better frame of mind. Hope to try and reach the depot to-morrow, even if we have to march overtime.

February 29, Tuesday.—Woke up at 5 o’clock; still very foggy. It cleared up a bit to the south around 8 o’clock when Richards spotted something dark to the north of us, but he couldn’t tell what it was. After looking around, he saw the camp to the south, so we got moving as quickly as we could. We reached the camp around 12:45, when Wild came out to meet us. We cheered him, as we fully expected to find everyone in bad shape. He said he had taken some exercise every day; they had run out of food. Then the Skipper came out of the tent, very weak and barely able to walk. He said, ‘I want to thank you for saving our lives.’ I told Wild to feed them and not to let them eat too much at first, just in case they had a bad reaction, as I planned to get moving right after they ate. We had lunch, and the Skipper went ahead to get some exercise. After an hour of digging out, we readied everything for leaving. When we lifted Smith, we found he was in a deep hole he had melted through. This group had been in one camp for twelve days. We got moving and picked up the Skipper; he had collapsed, too weak to walk. We placed him on the sled we had brought, and we set up camp around 8 o’clock. I think we traveled about three miles, which is pretty good considering we had two men on the sleds and Hayward in terrible shape. I don’t think any party, north or south, has been in such a dire situation, with three men down and the other three of us very weak; but the dogs seem to have new energy since we started heading north. I think they realize they’re going home. I’m glad we kept them, even when we were starving. I knew they would be essential in the end. Now we have to look forward to southerly winds for help, which I believe we’ll get this time of year. Let’s hope the temperature stays up, as our sleeping bags are soaked and worn out, all our clothes are full of holes, and the finneskoe is falling apart; honestly, no one would venture out in this rotten gear on a cold day back in civilization. Turned in at 11 o’clock, soaked but in a better mood. Hoping to reach the depot tomorrow, even if we have to hike overtime.

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Mackintosh and Spencer-Smith being dragged on the sledge

Mackintosh and Spencer-Smith being pulled on the sled

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“The Rudder was bent over to Starboard and Smashed”

“The rudder was bent over to the right and smashed.”

March 1, Wednesday.—Turned out usual time; a good south wind, but, worse luck, heavy drift. Set sail; put the Skipper on rear sledge. The temperature has gone down and it is very cold. Bluff in sight. We are making good progress, doing a good mileage before lunch. After lunch a little stronger wind. Hayward still hanging on to sledge; Skipper fell off twice. Reached depot 5.45. When camping found we had dropped our tent-poles, so Richards went back a little way and spotted them through the binoculars about half a mile off, and brought them back. Hayward and I were very cold by that time, the drift very bad. Moral: See everything properly secured. We soon had our tent up, cooked our dinner in the dark, and turned in about 10 o’clock.

March 1, Wednesday.—Woke up at the usual time; there was a good south wind, but unfortunately, a heavy drift. We set sail and put the Skipper on the back sledge. The temperature has dropped, and it’s really cold. The bluff is in sight. We’re making good progress, covering a decent distance before lunch. After lunch, the wind picked up a bit. Hayward is still holding on to the sledge; the Skipper fell off twice. We reached the depot at 5:45. When we set up camp, we realized we had lost our tent poles, so Richards went back a little way and spotted them through the binoculars about half a mile off, and brought them back. By that time, Hayward and I were really cold, as the drift was pretty bad. Moral: Ensure everything is properly secured. We quickly got our tent up, cooked our dinner in the dark, and went to bed around 10 o’clock.

March 2, Thursday.—Up as usual. Strong south-west wind with heavy drift. Took two weeks’ provisions from the depot. I think that will last us through, as there is another depot about fifty miles north from here; I am taking the outside course on account of the crevasses, and one cannot take too many chances with two men on sledges and one crippled. Under way about 10 o’clock; lunched noon in a heavy drift; took an hour to get the tents up, etc., the wind being so heavy. Found sledges buried under snow after lunch, took some time to get under way. Wind and drift very heavy; set half-sail on the first sledge and under way about 3.30. The going is perfect; sometimes sledges overtaking us. Carried on until 8 o’clock, doing an excellent journey for the day; distance about eleven or twelve miles. Gives one a bit of heart to carry on like this; only hope we can do this all the way. Had to cook our meals in the dark, but still we did not mind. Turned in about 11 o’clock, pleased with ourselves, although we were wet through with snow, as it got through all the holes in our clothes, and the sleeping-bags are worse than awful.

March 2, Thursday.—Woke up as usual. There’s a strong south-west wind with heavy snowdrift. Took two weeks’ worth of food from the depot. I think that should last us since there’s another depot about fifty miles north of here; I’m taking the outer route because of the crevasses, and we can’t take too many risks with two men on sledges and one injured. Got going around 10 o’clock; had lunch at noon in a heavy snowdrift; it took us an hour to set up the tents because of the wind. After lunch, we found the sledges buried under snow, which delayed us further. The wind and snowdrift were really intense; we set half-sail on the first sledge and got going around 3:30. The conditions for travel are ideal; sometimes the sledges catch up to us. We pushed on until 8 o’clock, making great progress for the day—covering about eleven or twelve miles. It feels encouraging to make this kind of progress; I just hope we can keep it up for the whole journey. We had to prepare our meals in the dark, but it didn’t bother us much. We turned in around 11 o’clock, feeling good about ourselves, even though we were soaked with snow since it got through all the rips in our clothes, and the sleeping bags are in terrible shape.

March 3, Friday.—Up the usual time. It has been blowing a raging blizzard all night. Found to our disgust utterly impossible to carry on. Another few hours of agony in these rotten bags. Later.—Blizzard much heavier. Amused myself mending finneskoe and Burberrys, mitts and socks. Had the Primus while this operation was in force. Hoping for a fine day to-morrow.

March 3, Friday.—Woke up at the usual time. It’s been snowing heavily all night. We found it completely impossible to continue. Just a few more hours of struggling in these awful sleeping bags. Later.—The blizzard got even worse. I spent the time fixing ski boots and my Burberrys, mittens, and socks. I had the Primus going while I worked on this. Hoping for a nice day tomorrow.”

March 4, Saturday.—Up 5.20. Still blizzarding, but have decided to get under way as we will have to try and travel through everything, as Hayward is getting worse, and one doesn’t know who is the next. No mistake it is scurvy, and the only possible cure is fresh food. I sincerely hope the ship is in; if not we shall get over the hills by Castle Rock, which is rather difficult and will delay another couple of days. Smith is still cheerful; he has hardly moved for weeks and he has to have everything done for him. Got under way 9.35. It took some two hours to dig out dogs and sledges, as they were completely buried. It is the same every morning now. Set sail, going along pretty fair. Hayward gets on sledge now and again. Lunched as usual; sledges got buried again at lunch-time. It takes some time to camp now, and in this drift it is awful. In the afternoon wind eased a bit and drift went down. Found it very hard pulling with the third man on sledge, as Hayward has been on all the afternoon. Wind veered two points to south, so we had a fair wind. An hour before we camped Erebus and Terror showing up, a welcome sight. Only hope wind will continue. Drift is worst thing to contend with as it gets into our clothes, which are wet through now. Camped 8 o’clock. Cooked in the dark, and turned in in our wet sleeping-bags about 10 o’clock. Distance about eight or nine miles.

March 4, Saturday.—Up at 5:20. It's still snowing heavily, but we’ve decided to get moving since we need to push through everything; Hayward is getting worse, and we don’t know who will be next. No doubt it’s scurvy, and the only cure is fresh food. I really hope the ship is here; if not, we’ll have to get over the hills by Castle Rock, which is quite tough and will delay us for another couple of days. Smith is still in good spirits; he hasn’t moved much for weeks and needs everything done for him. We got going at 9:35. It took about two hours to dig out the dogs and sledges since they were completely buried. This is the same routine every morning now. We set sail and made pretty good progress. Hayward gets on the sledge now and then. We had lunch as usual; the sledges got buried again during lunch. It's taking longer to set up camp now, and in this drift, it’s terrible. In the afternoon, the wind eased a bit, and the snow drift decreased. It was really hard pulling with the third man on the sledge, as Hayward has been on it all afternoon. The wind shifted a couple of points to the south, so we had a decent wind. An hour before we set up camp, we saw Erebus and Terror, which was a welcome sight. I just hope the wind holds up. The drift is the worst challenge since it gets into our clothes, which are completely soaked now. We camped at 8 o'clock, cooked in the dark, and crawled into our wet sleeping bags around 10 o'clock. We covered about eight or nine miles.”

March 5, Sunday.—Turned out 6.15. Overslept a little; very tired after yesterday. Sun shining brightly and no wind. It seemed strange last night, no flapping of tent in one’s ears. About 8.30 came on to drift again. Under way 9.20, both sails set. Sledge going hard, especially in soft places. If Hayward had not broken down we should not feel the weight so much. Lunch 12.45. Under way at 3. Wind and drift very heavy. A good job it is blowing some, or else we should have to relay. All land obscured. Distance about ten or eleven miles, a very good performance. Camped 7.10 in the dark. Patients not in the best of trim. I hope to get in, bar accidents, in four days.

March 5, Sunday.—Woke up at 6:15. Slept in a bit; felt really tired from yesterday. The sun was shining brightly and there was no wind. It felt strange last night with no tent flapping in my ears. Around 8:30, we started to drift again. We were on the move by 9:20, with both sails up. The sledge was tough to pull, especially in the soft spots. If Hayward hadn't broken down, we wouldn't feel the weight as much. Had lunch at 12:45. Got going again at 3. The wind and drift were really strong. It’s a good thing there’s some wind; otherwise, we would have to relay. All the land was obscured. We covered about ten or eleven miles, which is a solid effort. Set up camp at 7:10 in the dark. The patients aren’t in the best shape. I hope to arrive, barring any accidents, in four days.

March 6, Monday.—Under way 9.20. Picked up thirty-two mile depot 11 o’clock. Going with a fair wind in the forenoon, which eased somewhat after lunch and so caused very heavy work in pulling. It seems to me we shall have to depot someone if the wind eases at all. Distance during day about eight miles.

March 6, Monday.—Departed at 9:20. Reached the thirty-two mile depot at 11:00. We had a decent wind in the morning, but it died down a bit after lunch, making it really tough to pull. I think we might need to leave someone at a depot if the wind calms down at all. We covered about eight miles today.

March 7, Tuesday.—Under way 9 o’clock. Although we turn out at 5 it seems a long time to get under way. There is double as much work to do now with our invalids. This is the calmest day we have had for weeks. The sun is shining and all land in sight. It is very hard going. Had a little breeze about 11 o’clock, set sail, but work still very, very heavy. Hayward and Skipper going on ahead with sticks, very slow pace, but it will buck them up and do them good. If one could only get some fresh food! About 11 o’clock decided to camp and overhaul sledges and depot all gear except what is actually required. Under way again at 2, but surface being so sticky did not make any difference. After a consultation the Skipper decided to stay behind in a tent with three weeks’ provisions whilst we pushed on with Smith and Hayward. It seems hard, only about thirty miles away, and yet cannot get any assistance. Our gear is absolutely rotten, no sleep last night, shivering all night in wet bags. I wonder what will be the outcome of it all after our struggle. Trust in Providence. Distance about three and a half miles.

March 7, Tuesday.—We got moving at 9 o'clock. Even though we wake up at 5, it feels like it takes forever to get going. There's twice as much work to do now with our sick members. Today is the calmest we've had in weeks. The sun is shining and all the land is visible. The going is really tough. We had a bit of a breeze around 11 o'clock, set sail, but the work is still extremely heavy. Hayward and the Skipper are moving ahead with sticks at a very slow pace, but it’s good for them and will boost their spirits. If only we could get some fresh food! By 11 o'clock, we decided to camp and check the sledges, stashing all gear except what's actually needed. We set off again at 2, but the sticky surface didn’t help at all. After discussing it, the Skipper decided to stay back in a tent with three weeks’ worth of supplies while we moved on with Smith and Hayward. It feels tough, being only about thirty miles away, yet we can’t get any help. Our gear is completely falling apart, we didn’t sleep at all last night, and we shivered all night in wet bags. I wonder what the outcome of this struggle will be. I’m trusting in Providence. We’ve covered about three and a half miles.

March 8, Wednesday.—Under way 9.20. Wished the Skipper good-bye; took Smith and Hayward on. Had a fair wind, going pretty good. Hope to arrive in Hut Point in four days. Lunched at No. 2 depot. Distance about four and a half miles. Under way as usual after lunch; head wind, going very heavy. Carried on until 6.30. Distance about eight or nine miles.

March 8, Wednesday.—Set off at 9:20. Said goodbye to the Skipper; picked up Smith and Hayward. Had a decent wind and made good progress. Hoping to reach Hut Point in four days. Had lunch at No. 2 depot. Distance covered was around four and a half miles. Continued as usual after lunch; faced a headwind and it was tough going. Kept at it until 6:30. Distance traveled was about eight or nine miles.

March 9, Thursday.—Had a very bad night, cold intense. Temperature down to —29° all night. At 4 a.m. Spencer-Smith called out that he was feeling queer. Wild spoke to him. Then at 5.45 Richards suddenly said, ‘I think he has gone.’ Poor Smith, for forty days in pain he had been dragged on the sledge, but never grumbled or complained. He had a strenuous time in his wet bag, and the jolting of the sledge on a very weak heart was not too good for him. Sometimes when we lifted him on the sledge he would nearly faint, but during the whole time he never complained. Wild looked after him from the start. We buried him in his bag at 9 o’clock at the following position: Ereb. 184°—Obs. Hill 149°. We made a cross of bamboos, and built a mound and cairn, with particulars. After that got under way with Hayward on sledge. Found going very hard, as we had a northerly wind in our faces, with a temperature below 20°. What with frost-bites, etc., we are all suffering. Even the dogs seem like giving in; they do not seem to take any interest in their work. We have been out much too long, and nothing ahead to cheer us up but a cold, cheerless hut. We did about two and a half miles in the forenoon; Hayward toddling ahead every time we had a spell. During lunch the wind veered to the south with drift, just right to set sail. We carried on with Hayward on sledge and camped in the dark about 8 o’clock. Turned in at 10, weary, worn, and sad. Hoping to reach depot to-morrow.

March 9, Thursday.—Had a terrible night, really cold. The temperature dropped to -29° all night. At 4 a.m. Spencer-Smith called out that he was feeling strange. Wild spoke to him. Then at 5:45, Richards suddenly said, ‘I think he’s gone.’ Poor Smith had been in pain for forty days, dragged along on the sledge, but never complained or grumbled. He had a tough time in his wet sleeping bag, and the jolting of the sledge was hard on his weak heart. Sometimes when we lifted him onto the sledge, he would almost faint, but he never said a word the whole time. Wild took care of him from the beginning. We buried him in his bag at 9 o’clock at the following position: Ereb. 184°—Obs. Hill 149°. We made a cross out of bamboos and built a mound and cairn with details. After that, we got going with Hayward on the sledge. The going was really tough, as we had a cold north wind in our faces, with temperatures below 20°. With frostbite and everything, we’re all suffering. Even the dogs seem ready to give up; they don't seem interested in their work anymore. We've been out far too long, and all that's ahead is a cold, cheerless hut. We covered about two and a half miles in the morning; Hayward waddling ahead every time we took a break. During lunch, the wind shifted to the south with some drift, just right for setting sail. We kept going with Hayward on the sledge and camped in the dark around 8 o’clock. Turned in at 10, tired, worn out, and sad. Hoping to reach the depot tomorrow.

March 10, Friday.—Turned out as usual. Beam wind, going pretty fair, very cold. Came into very soft snow about 3; arrived at Safety Camp 5 o’clock. Got to edge of Ice Barrier; found passage over in a bay full of seals. Dogs got very excited; had a job to keep them away. By the glass it looked clear right to Cape Armitage, which is four and a half miles away. Arrived there 8 o’clock, very dark and bad light. Found open water. Turned to climb slopes against a strong north-easterly breeze with drift. Found a place about a mile away, but we were so done up that it took until 11.30 to get gear up. This slope was about 150 yds. up, and every three paces we had to stop and get breath. Eventually camped and turned in about 2 o’clock. I think this is the worst day I ever spent. What with the disappointment of not getting round the Point, and the long day and the thought of getting Hayward over the slopes, it is not very entertaining for sleep.

March 10, Friday.—It turned out like usual. We had a beam wind, making fair progress, but it was really cold. We hit some soft snow around 3 PM and arrived at Safety Camp by 5 o'clock. When we reached the edge of the Ice Barrier, we found a way across in a bay full of seals. The dogs got super excited, and it was tough to keep them away. Through the binoculars, it looked clear all the way to Cape Armitage, which is four and a half miles away. We got there by 8 o'clock, but it was very dark and visibility was poor. We found some open water. Then we started climbing slopes against a strong north-easterly breeze with snowdrift. We found a spot about a mile away, but we were so exhausted that it took until 11:30 to get our gear up. This slope was about 150 yards high, and every three steps, we had to stop to catch our breath. Eventually, we set up camp and went to bed around 2 o'clock. I think this is the worst day I've ever had. Between being disappointed at not getting around the Point, the long day, and worrying about getting Hayward over the slopes, sleep isn't very appealing.”

March 11, Saturday.—Up at 7 o’clock; took binoculars and went over the slope to look around the Cape. To my surprise found the open water and pack at the Cape only extended for about a mile. Came down and gave the boys the good news. I think it would take another two hard days to get over the hills, and we are too weak to do much of that, as I am afraid of another collapsing. Richards and Wild climbed up to look at the back of the bay and found the ice secure. Got under way 10.30, went round the Cape and found ice; very slushy, but continued on. No turning now; got into hard ice shortly after, eventually arriving at Hut Point about 3 o’clock. It seems strange after our adventures to arrive back at the old hut. This place has been standing since we built it in 1901, and has been the starting-point of a few expeditions since. When we were coming down the bay I could fancy the Discovery there when Scott arrived from his Farthest South in 1902, the ship decorated rainbow fashion, and Lieutenant Armitage giving out the news that Captain Scott had got to 82° 17´ S. We went wild that day. But now our homecoming is quite different. Hut half-full of snow through a window being left open and drift getting in; but we soon got it shipshape and Hayward in. I had the fire going and plenty of vegetables on, as there was a fair supply of dried vegetables. Then after we had had a feed, Richards and Wild went down the bay and killed a couple of seals. I gave a good menu of seal meat at night, and we turned in about 11 o’clock, full—too full, in fact. As there is no news here of the ship, and we cannot see her, we surmise she has gone down with all hands. I cannot see there is any chance of her being afloat or she would be here. I don’t know how the Skipper will take it.

March 11, Saturday.—Woke up at 7 o’clock, grabbed the binoculars, and headed over the slope to check out the Cape. To my surprise, I found that the open water and ice at the Cape only stretched for about a mile. I went back and shared the good news with the guys. I think it'll take another two tough days to get over the hills, and we're too weak to push ourselves too much more; I'm worried about collapsing again. Richards and Wild climbed up to check the back of the bay and found the ice secure. We got going at 10:30, went around the Cape, and encountered ice; it was pretty slushy, but we pressed on. There was no turning back now; we hit solid ice shortly after and eventually made it to Hut Point around 3 o’clock. It feels strange to return to the old hut after all our adventures. This place has been here since we built it in 1901 and has been the starting point for a few expeditions since then. As we were coming down the bay, I could picture the Discovery there when Scott returned from his Farthest South in 1902, the ship decked out in colorful decorations, and Lieutenant Armitage announcing that Captain Scott reached 82° 17′ S. We went crazy with excitement that day. But now our homecoming is quite different. The hut was half-full of snow because a window was left open, letting the drift in; but we quickly got it in shape and brought Hayward in. I got the fire going and cooked plenty of vegetables since we had a decent supply of dried ones. After we ate, Richards and Wild went down the bay and killed a couple of seals. I put together a nice meal of seal meat for dinner, and we went to bed around 11 o’clock, feeling full—too full, actually. Since there's no news about the ship and we can't see her, we suspect she has gone down with everyone on board. I don’t think there’s any chance she’s still afloat; if she was, she would be here. I don't know how the Skipper will take the news.

March 12, Sunday.—Heard groans proceeding from the sleeping-bags all night; all hands suffering from over-eating. Hayward not very well. Turned out 8 o’clock. Good breakfast—porridge, seal, vegetables, and coffee; more like a banquet to us. After breakfast Richards and Wild killed a couple of seals whilst I made the hut a bit comfy. Hayward can hardly move. All of us in a very bad state, but we must keep up exercise. My ankles and knees badly swollen, gums prominent. Wild, very black around joints, and gums very black. Richards about the best off. After digging hut out I prepared food which I think will keep the scurvy down. The dogs have lost their lassitude and are quite frisky, except Oscar, who is suffering from over-feeding. After a strenuous day’s work turned in 10 o’clock.

March 12, Sunday.—Heard groans coming from the sleeping bags all night; everyone is suffering from overeating. Hayward isn't feeling very well. Got up at 8 o'clock. Had a great breakfast—porridge, seal, vegetables, and coffee; felt more like a feast to us. After breakfast, Richards and Wild hunted down a couple of seals while I made the hut a bit more comfortable. Hayward can hardly move. We're all in bad shape, but we need to keep exercising. My ankles and knees are badly swollen, and my gums are swollen too. Wild has very dark areas around his joints and black gums. Richards is doing the best of all. After digging out the hut, I prepared some food that I think will help keep scurvy at bay. The dogs have regained their energy and are quite lively, except for Oscar, who is suffering from overeating. After a long day’s work, we turned in at 10 o'clock.

March 13, Monday.—Turned out 7 o’clock. Carried on much the same as yesterday, bringing in seal blubber and meat. Preparing for departure to-morrow; hope every one will be all right. Made new dog harness and prepared sledges. In afternoon cooked sufficient seal meat for our journey out and back, and same for dogs. Turned in 10 o’clock, feeling much better.

March 13, Monday.—Woke up at 7 o’clock. We did pretty much the same as yesterday, bringing in seal blubber and meat. Getting ready to leave tomorrow; hope everyone will be okay. I made a new dog harness and got the sledges ready. In the afternoon, I cooked enough seal meat for our trip out and back, and for the dogs too. Went to bed at 10 o’clock, feeling a lot better.

March 14, Tuesday.—A beautiful day. Under way after lunch. One would think, looking at our party, that we were the most ragged lot one could meet in a day’s march; all our clothes past mending, our faces as black as niggers’—a sort of crowd one would run away from. Going pretty good. As soon as we rounded Cape Armitage a dead head wind with a temperature of –18° Fahr., so we are not in for a pleasant time. Arrived at Safety Camp 6 o’clock, turned in 8.30, after getting everything ready.

March 14, Tuesday.—It was a gorgeous day. We got moving after lunch. If you looked at our group, you'd think we were the scruffiest bunch you could find on a day’s hike; our clothes were beyond repair, our faces were filthy—a kind of crew you’d want to avoid. We were making decent progress. As soon as we rounded Cape Armitage, we hit a strong headwind with a temperature of –18° F, so it’s not going to be a pleasant journey. We arrived at Safety Camp at 6 o’clock and went to bed at 8:30 after getting everything set up.

March 15, Wednesday.—Under way as usual. Nice calm day. Had a very cold night, temperature going down to –30° Fahr. Going along at a rattling good rate; in spite of our swollen limbs we did about fifteen miles. Very cold when we camped; temperature –20° Fahr. Turned in 9 o’clock.

March 15, Wednesday.—On the move as usual. It was a nice, calm day. Had a really cold night, with the temperature dropping to –30° F. We made good progress; despite our swollen limbs, we covered about fifteen miles. It was very cold when we set up camp; temperature was –20° F. Turned in at 9 o’clock.

March 16, Thursday.—Up before the sun, 4.45 a.m. Had a very cold night, not much sleep. Under way early. Going good. Passed Smith’s grave 10.45 a.m. and had lunch at depot. Saw Skipper’s camp just after, and looking through glass found him outside tent, much to the joy of all hands, as we expected him to be down. Picked him up 4.15 p.m. Broke the news of Smith’s death and no ship. I gave him the date of the 17th to look out for our returning, so he had a surprise. We struck his camp and went north for about a mile and camped. We gave the Skipper a banquet of seal, vegetables, and black currant jam, the feed of his life. He seems in a bad way. I hope to get him in in three days, and I think fresh food will improve him. We turned in 8 o’clock. Distance done during day sixteen miles.

March 16, Thursday.—Up before sunrise, 4:45 a.m. Had a really cold night, barely any sleep. Set off early. Making good progress. Passed Smith’s grave at 10:45 a.m. and had lunch at the depot. Saw Skipper’s camp shortly after, and through the binoculars, I spotted him outside the tent, much to everyone’s delight, as we thought he might be gone. Picked him up at 4:15 p.m. Broke the news about Smith’s death and that there was no ship. I told him to expect us back on the 17th, so that should surprise him. We packed up his camp and headed north for about a mile and set up camp. We treated the Skipper to a feast of seal, vegetables, and black currant jam, his best meal ever. He seems to be in rough shape. I hope to get him back in three days, and I think fresh food will help him. We turned in at 8 o’clock. Total distance traveled today was sixteen miles.

March 17, Friday.—Up at 5 o’clock. Under way 8 a.m. Skipper feeling much better after feeding him up. Lunched a few yards past Smith’s grave. Had a good afternoon, going fair. Distance about sixteen miles. Very cold night, temperature –30° Fahr. What with wet bags and clothes, rotten.

March 17, Friday.—Woke up at 5 a.m. Started the day at 8 a.m. The skipper felt much better after getting some food. We had lunch just a few yards past Smith’s grave. The afternoon was productive, covering a good distance. We traveled about sixteen miles. It was a very cold night, with the temperature at –30° Fahrenheit. Everything was damp, from bags to clothes, pretty miserable.”

March 18, Saturday.—Turned out 5 o’clock. Had rather a cold night. Temperature –29° Fahr. Surface very good. The Skipper walked for a little way, which did him good. Lunched as usual. Pace good. After lunch going good. Arrived at Safety Camp 4.10 p.m. To our delight found the sea-ice in the same condition and arrived at Hut Point at 7 o’clock. Found Hayward still about same. Set to, made a good dinner, and all hands seem in the best of spirits. Now we have arrived and got the party in, it remains to themselves to get better. Plenty of exercise and fresh food ought to do miracles. We have been out 160 days, and done a distance of 1561 miles, a good record. I think the irony of fate was poor Smith going under a day before we got in. I think we shall all soon be well. Turned in 10.30 p.m. Before turning in Skipper shook us by the hand with great emotion, thanking us for saving his life.”

March 18, Saturday.—Woke up at 5 o’clock. Had a pretty cold night. Temperature –29° Fahrenheit. The surface was very good. The Skipper walked for a little while, which was good for him. We had lunch as usual. The pace was good. After lunch, things were going well. Arrived at Safety Camp at 4:10 p.m. To our delight, we found the sea-ice in the same condition and got to Hut Point by 7 o’clock. Hayward was still about the same. We got started on making a good dinner, and everyone seemed to be in great spirits. Now that we've arrived and brought the party in, it's up to them to get better. Lots of exercise and fresh food should do wonders. We’ve been out for 160 days and covered a distance of 1,561 miles—a solid record. I think it’s ironic that poor Smith passed away just a day before we got in. I believe we’ll all be well soon. Turned in at 10:30 p.m. Before going to bed, the Skipper shook our hands with a lot of emotion, thanking us for saving his life.”

Richards, summarizing the work of the parties, says that the journeys made between September 1 and March 18, a period of 160 days, totalled 1561 miles. The main journey, from Hut Point to Mount Hope and return, was 830 miles.

Richards, summarizing the work of the teams, states that the trips made between September 1 and March 18, over a span of 160 days, covered a total of 1561 miles. The primary journey, from Hut Point to Mount Hope and back, was 830 miles.

“The equipment,” he adds, “was old at the commencement of the season, and this told severely at the later stages of the journey. Three Primus lamps gave out on the journeys, and the old tent brought back by one of the last parties showed rents several feet in length. This hampered the travelling in the long blizzards. Finneskoe were also in pieces at the end, and time had frequently to be lost through repairs to clothing becoming imperative. This account would not be complete without some mention of the unselfish service rendered by Wild to his two ill tent-mates. From the time he remained behind at the long blizzard till the death of Spencer-Smith he had two helpless men to attend to, and despite his own condition he was ever ready, night or day, to minister to their wants. This, in a temperature of –30° Fahr. at times, was no light task.

“The equipment,” he adds, “was outdated at the start of the season, and this had a serious impact during the later parts of the journey. Three Primus lamps failed on the trips, and the old tent returned by one of the last groups had tears several feet long. This made traveling difficult during the long blizzards. The Finneskoe were also falling apart by the end, and we often lost time making urgent repairs to our clothing. This account wouldn’t be complete without mentioning the selfless assistance Wild provided to his two sick tent-mates. From the time he stayed behind during the long blizzard until Spencer-Smith's death, he had two helpless men to care for, and despite his own condition, he was always ready, day or night, to meet their needs. This was no small task in temperatures that sometimes dropped to -30° Fahrenheit."

“Without the aid of four faithful friends, Oscar, Con, Gunner, and Towser, the party could never have arrived back. These dogs from November 5 accompanied the sledging parties, and, although the pace was often very slow, they adapted themselves well to it. Their endurance was fine. For three whole days at one time they had not a scrap of food, and this after a period on short rations. Though they were feeble towards the end of the trip, their condition usually was good, and those who returned with them will ever remember the remarkable service they rendered.

“Without the help of four loyal friends, Oscar, Con, Gunner, and Towser, the group would never have made it back. These dogs from November 5 joined the sledding teams, and even though the pace was often really slow, they adapted well. Their stamina was impressive. For three entire days at one point, they didn’t have a single bite to eat, and this was after already being on a limited diet. Although they were weak by the end of the journey, they were usually in good shape, and those who returned with them will always remember the incredible support they provided.

“The first indication of anything wrong with the general health of the party occurred at about lat. 82° 30´ S., when Spencer-Smith complained of stiffness in the legs and discolouration. He attributed this to holes in his windproof clothing. At lat. 83° S., when he gave way, it was thought that the rest would do him good. About the end of January Captain Mackintosh showed very serious signs of lameness. At this time his party had been absent from Hut Point, and consequently from fresh food, about three months.

“The first sign that something was off with the overall health of the group happened around latitude 82° 30´ S., when Spencer-Smith mentioned he was feeling stiffness in his legs and noticed some discoloration. He blamed this on the holes in his windproof clothing. At latitude 83° S., when he collapsed, it was believed that resting would help him recover. By the end of January, Captain Mackintosh was showing significant signs of limping. At this point, his team had been away from Hut Point, and thus from fresh food, for about three months.”

“On the journey back Spencer-Smith gradually became weaker, and for some time before the end was in a very weak condition indeed. Captain Mackintosh, by great efforts, managed to keep his feet until the long blizzard was encountered. Here it was that Hayward was first found to be affected with the scurvy, his knees being stiff. In his case the disease took him off his feet very suddenly, apparently causing the muscles of his legs to contract till they could be straightened hardly more than a right angle. He had slight touches in the joints of the arms. In the cases of Joyce, Wild, and Richards, joints became stiff and black in the rear, but general weakness was the worst symptom experienced. Captain Mackintosh’s legs looked the worst in the party.”

“On the way back, Spencer-Smith gradually got weaker, and for some time before the end, he was in really bad shape. Captain Mackintosh, with a lot of effort, managed to stay on his feet until they hit a long blizzard. It was here that Hayward was first found to be affected by scurvy, with stiff knees. In his case, the disease struck him down very suddenly, apparently causing the muscles in his legs to contract so much that they could hardly straighten past a right angle. He also had some minor issues in the joints of his arms. For Joyce, Wild, and Richards, their joints became stiff and discolored, but overall weakness was the worst symptom they encountered. Captain Mackintosh’s legs looked the worst in the group.”

The five men who were now at Hut Point found quickly that some of the winter months must be spent there. They had no news of the ship, and were justified in assuming that she had not returned to the Sound, since if she had some message would have been awaiting them at Hut Point, if not farther south. The sea-ice had broken and gone north within a mile of the point, and the party must wait until the new ice became firm as far as Cape Evans. Plenty of seal meat was available, as well as dried vegetables, and the fresh food improved the condition of the patients very rapidly. Richards massaged the swollen joints and found that this treatment helped a good deal. Before the end of March Mackintosh and Hayward, the worst sufferers, were able to take exercise. By the second week of April Mackintosh was free of pain, though the backs of his legs were still discoloured.

The five men at Hut Point quickly realized they would have to spend part of the winter there. They hadn’t heard anything about the ship and had every reason to think it hadn’t returned to the Sound, since if it had, they would have found a message waiting for them at Hut Point or even further south. The sea ice had broken up and moved north within a mile of the point, so the group had to wait until the new ice was solid all the way to Cape Evans. There was plenty of seal meat available, along with dried vegetables, and the fresh food helped improve the patients' conditions very quickly. Richards massaged the swollen joints, and this treatment was quite effective. By the end of March, Mackintosh and Hayward, the two who suffered the most, were able to get some exercise. By the second week of April, Mackintosh was pain-free, although the backs of his legs were still discolored.

A tally of the stores at the hut showed that on a reasonable allowance the supply would last till the middle of June. Richards and Wild killed many seals, so that there was no scarcity of meat and blubber. A few penguins were also secured. The sole means of cooking food and heating the hut was an improvised stove of brick, covered with two sheets of iron. This had been used by the former Expedition. The stove emitted dense smoke and often made the hut very uncomfortable, while at the same time it covered the men and all their gear with clinging and penetrating soot. Cleanliness was out of the question, and this increased the desire of the men to get across to Cape Evans. During April the sea froze in calm weather, but winds took the ice out again. On April 23 Joyce walked four miles to the north, partly on young ice two inches thick, and he thought then that the party might be able to reach Cape Evans within a few days. But a prolonged blizzard took the ice out right up to the Point, so that the open water extended at the end of April right up to the foot of Vinie’s Hill. Then came a spell of calm weather, and during the first week of May the sea-ice formed rapidly. The men made several short trips over it to the north. The sun had disappeared below the horizon in the middle of April, and would not appear again for over four months.

A check of the supplies at the hut revealed that with a reasonable allowance, the stock would last until mid-June. Richards and Wild caught plenty of seals, so there was no shortage of meat and blubber. A few penguins were also collected. The only way to cook food and heat the hut was with a makeshift stove made of brick, covered with two sheets of iron. This stove had been used by the previous Expedition. The stove produced thick smoke, often making the hut very uncomfortable, while also covering the men and their equipment in a sticky, persistent soot. Cleanliness was impossible, which fueled the men's desire to get over to Cape Evans. In April, the sea froze in calm weather, but the winds blew the ice away again. On April 23, Joyce walked four miles north, partly on young ice that was two inches thick, and he thought the party might be able to reach Cape Evans in a few days. However, a long blizzard blew the ice out right to the Point, leaving open water at the end of April all the way to the foot of Vinie’s Hill. Then there was a period of calm weather, and during the first week of May, the sea ice formed quickly. The men took several short trips across it to the north. The sun disappeared below the horizon in mid-April and wouldn't reappear for more than four months.

The disaster that followed is described by both Richards and Joyce. “And now a most regrettable incident occurred,” wrote Richards. “On the morning of May 8, before breakfast, Captain Mackintosh asked Joyce what he thought of his going to Cape Evans with Hayward. Captain Mackintosh considered the ice quite safe, and the fine morning no doubt tempted him to exchange the quarters at the hut for the greater comfort and better food at Cape Evans.” (Mackintosh naturally would be anxious to know if the men at Cape Evans were well and had any news of the ship.) “He was strongly urged at the time not to take the risk, as it was pointed out that the ice, although firm, was very young, and that a blizzard was almost sure to take part of it out to sea.”

The disaster that followed is detailed by both Richards and Joyce. “And now, a very unfortunate incident happened,” wrote Richards. “On the morning of May 8, before breakfast, Captain Mackintosh asked Joyce what he thought about him going to Cape Evans with Hayward. Captain Mackintosh believed the ice was safe, and the beautiful morning likely tempted him to trade the quarters at the hut for the greater comfort and better food at Cape Evans.” (Mackintosh would naturally be eager to know if the men at Cape Evans were okay and if they had any news about the ship.) “He was strongly advised at the time not to take the risk, as it was pointed out that the ice, while firm, was very young, and that a blizzard was almost certain to wash part of it out to sea.”

However, at about 1 p.m., with the weather apparently changing for the worse, Mackintosh and Hayward left, after promising to turn back if the weather grew worse. The last sight the watching party on the hill gained of them was when they were about a mile away, close to the shore, but apparently making straight for Cape Evans. At 3 p.m. a moderate blizzard was raging, which later increased in fury, and the party in the hut had many misgivings for the safety of the absent men.

However, around 1 p.m., as the weather seemed to be getting worse, Mackintosh and Hayward left, promising to come back if conditions deteriorated. The last glimpse the watching group on the hill had of them was when they were about a mile away, near the shore, but apparently heading straight for Cape Evans. By 3 p.m., a moderate blizzard was in full force, which later intensified, and the group in the hut had many worries about the safety of the men who were absent.

On May 10, the first day possible, the three men left behind walked over new ice to the north to try and discover some trace as to the fate of the others. The footmarks were seen clearly enough raised up on the ice, and the track was followed for about two miles in a direction leading to Cape Evans. Here they ended abruptly, and in the dim light a wide stretch of water, very lightly covered with ice, was seen as far as the eye could reach. It was at once evident that part of the ice over which they had travelled had gone out to sea.

On May 10, the first day they could, the three men left behind walked over new ice to the north to try and find some clues about what happened to the others. The footprints were clear enough on the ice, and they followed the track for about two miles in the direction of Cape Evans. Here, it ended suddenly, and in the fading light, they saw a wide stretch of water, barely covered with ice, as far as they could see. It was immediately clear that part of the ice they had crossed had drifted out to sea.

The whole party had intended, if the weather had held good, to have attempted the passage across with the full moon about May 16. On the date on which Mackintosh and Hayward left it was impossible that a sledge should travel the distance over the sea-ice owing to the sticky nature of the surface. Hence their decision to go alone and leave the others to follow with the sledge and equipment when the surface should improve. That they had actually been lost was learned only on July 15, on which date the party from Hut Point arrived at Cape Evans.

The entire group had planned, if the weather had been good, to try to cross when the full moon was around May 16. On the day Mackintosh and Hayward left, it was impossible for a sled to cover the distance over the sea ice because the surface was too sticky. So, they decided to go ahead on their own and let the others follow with the sled and equipment when the conditions got better. They only learned that they had actually gone missing on July 15, when the group from Hut Point arrived at Cape Evans.

The entry in Joyce’s diary shows that he had very strong forebodings of disaster when Mackintosh and Hayward left. He warned them not to go, as the ice was still thin and the weather was uncertain. Mackintosh seems to have believed that he and Hayward, travelling light, could get across to Cape Evans quickly before the weather broke, and if the blizzard had come two or three hours later they probably would have been safe. The two men carried no sleeping-bags and only a small meal of chocolate and seal meat.

The entry in Joyce’s diary reveals that he had serious feelings of impending disaster when Mackintosh and Hayward left. He warned them not to go because the ice was still thin and the weather was unpredictable. Mackintosh apparently thought that he and Hayward, traveling light, could make it to Cape Evans quickly before the weather turned, and if the blizzard had hit just two or three hours later, they likely would have been safe. The two men didn’t have any sleeping bags and only packed a small meal of chocolate and seal meat.

The weather during June was persistently bad. No move had been possible on May 16, the sea-ice being out, and Joyce decided to wait until the next full moon. When this came the weather was boisterous, and so it was not until the full moon of July that the journey to Cape Evans was made. During June and July seals got very scarce, and the supply of blubber ran short.

The weather in June was consistently terrible. No progress could be made on May 16 because the sea ice was gone, so Joyce chose to wait for the next full moon. When that time arrived, the weather was wild, and the trip to Cape Evans wasn't undertaken until the full moon in July. During June and July, seals became quite rare, and the supply of blubber ran low.

Meals consisted of little but seal meat and porridge. The small stock of salt was exhausted, but the men procured two and a half pounds by boiling down snow taken from the bottom layer next to the sea-ice. The dogs recovered condition rapidly and did some hunting on their own account among the seals.

Meals mainly included seal meat and porridge. The small supply of salt was used up, but the men managed to get two and a half pounds by boiling down snow from the bottom layer near the sea ice. The dogs quickly regained their strength and did some hunting on their own among the seals.

The party started for Cape Evans on July 15. They had expected to take advantage of the full moon, but by a strange chance they had chosen the period of an eclipse, and the moon was shadowed most of the time they were crossing the sea-ice. The ice was firm, and the three men reached Cape Evans without difficulty. They found Stevens, Cope, Gaze, and Jack at the Cape Evans Hut, and learned that nothing had been seen of Captain Mackintosh and Hayward. The conclusion that these men had perished was accepted reluctantly. The party at the base consisted now of Stevens, Cope, Joyce, Richards, Gaze, Wild, and Jack.

The party set off for Cape Evans on July 15. They had planned to take advantage of the full moon, but by a strange twist of fate, they chose the time of an eclipse, and the moon was hidden for most of their journey across the sea-ice. The ice was solid, and the three men made it to Cape Evans without any trouble. They found Stevens, Cope, Gaze, and Jack at the Cape Evans Hut, and learned that there was no sign of Captain Mackintosh and Hayward. It was reluctantly accepted that these men had likely perished. The group at the base now included Stevens, Cope, Joyce, Richards, Gaze, Wild, and Jack.

The men settled down now to wait for relief. When opportunity offered Joyce led search-parties to look for the bodies or any trace of the missing men, and he subsequently handed me the following report:

The men got comfortable now to wait for help. When the chance came, Joyce organized search parties to look for the bodies or any sign of the missing men, and he later gave me this report:

“I beg to report that the following steps were taken to try and discover the bodies of Captain Mackintosh and Mr. Hayward. After our party’s return to the hut at Cape Evans, July 15, 1916, it was learned that Captain Mackintosh and Mr. Hayward had not arrived; and, being aware of the conditions under which they were last seen, all the members of the wintering party were absolutely convinced that these two men were totally lost and dead—that they could not have lived for more than a few hours at the outside in the blizzard that they had encountered, they being entirely unprovided with equipment of any sort.

I’m reporting that we took the following steps to try and find the bodies of Captain Mackintosh and Mr. Hayward. After our group returned to the hut at Cape Evans on July 15, 1916, we learned that Captain Mackintosh and Mr. Hayward had not arrived; and, knowing the conditions they faced when we last saw them, everyone in the wintering party was completely convinced that these two men were totally lost and dead—that they couldn’t have survived for more than a few hours at most in the blizzard they encountered, especially since they had no equipment whatsoever.

“There was the barest chance that after the return of the sun some trace of their bodies might be found, so during the spring—that is, August and September 1916—and in the summer—December and January 1916–17—the following searches were carried out:

“There was a slight chance that after the sun returned, some evidence of their bodies might be found, so during the spring—that is, August and September 1916—and in the summer—December and January 1916–17—the following searches were conducted:

“(1) Wild and I thoroughly searched Inaccessible Island at the end of August 1916.

“(1) Wild and I completely explored Inaccessible Island at the end of August 1916.

“(2) Various parties in September searched along the shore to the vicinity of Turk’s Head.

“(2) In September, several groups searched the shoreline near Turk’s Head.”

“(3) In company with Messrs. Wild and Gaze I started from Hut Point, December 31, 1916, at 8 a.m., and a course was steered inshore as close as possible to the cliffs in order to search for any possible means of ascent. At a distance of half a mile from Hut Point we passed a snow slope which I had already ascended in June 1916; three and a half miles farther on was another snow slope, which ended in Blue Ice Glacier slope, which we found impossible to climb, snow slope being formed by heavy winter snowfall. These were the only two places accessible. Distance on this day, 10 miles 1710 yds covered. On January 1 search was continued round the south side of Glacier Tongue from the base towards the seaward end. There was much heavy pressure; it was impossible to reach the summit owing to the wide crack. Distance covered 4 miles 100 yds. On January 2 thick weather caused party to lay up. On 3rd, glacier was further examined, and several slopes formed by snow led to top of glacier, but crevasses between slope and the tongue prevented crossing. The party then proceeded round the Tongue to Tent Island, which was also searched, a complete tour of the island being made. It was decided to make for Cape Evans, as thick weather was approaching. We arrived at 8 p.m. Distance 8 miles 490 yds.

(3) Along with Messrs. Wild and Gaze, I left Hut Point on December 31, 1916, at 8 a.m., steering a course as close to the cliffs as possible to look for any possible ways to climb. About half a mile from Hut Point, we passed a snow slope I had previously ascended in June 1916; three and a half miles further on, there was another snow slope that led to the Blue Ice Glacier slope, which we found impossible to climb due to the heavy winter snowfall. These were the only two accessible areas. We covered a distance of 10 miles and 1710 yards that day. On January 1, we continued searching around the south side of Glacier Tongue from the base toward the seaward end. There was a lot of heavy pressure; it was impossible to reach the summit due to a wide crack. We covered 4 miles and 100 yards. On January 2, thick weather forced the party to rest. On the 3rd, we further examined the glacier, and several snow slopes led to the top, but crevasses between the slope and the tongue prevented us from crossing. The party then went around the Tongue to Tent Island, where we also searched, completing a full tour of the island. It was decided to head for Cape Evans as thick weather was approaching. We arrived at 8 p.m., covering a distance of 8 miles and 490 yards.

“I remain, etc.,
“ERNEST E. JOYCE.

“I remain, etc.,
“ERNEST E. JOYCE.

To Sir ERNEST SHACKLETON, C.V.O.,
Commander, I.T.A.E.”

“To Sir Ernest Shackleton, C.V.O.,
“Commander, I.T.A.E.”

In September Richards was forced to lay up at the hut owing to a strained heart, due presumably to stress of work on the sledging journeys. Early in October a party consisting of Joyce, Gaze, and Wild spent several days at Cape Royds, where they skinned specimens. They sledged stores back to Cape Evans in case it should be found necessary to remain there over another winter. In September, Joyce, Gaze, and Wild went out to Spencer-Smith’s grave with a wooden cross, which they erected firmly. Relief arrived on January 10, 1917, but it is necessary now to turn back to the events of May 1915, when the Aurora was driven from her moorings off Cape Evans.

In September, Richards had to stay at the hut because of a strained heart, likely due to the stress from the sledging trips. Early in October, a group made up of Joyce, Gaze, and Wild spent several days at Cape Royds, where they prepared some specimens. They sledged supplies back to Cape Evans in case they needed to stay there for another winter. In September, Joyce, Gaze, and Wild went to Spencer-Smith’s grave with a wooden cross, which they set up securely. Relief arrived on January 10, 1917, but it’s important to go back to the events of May 1915, when the Aurora was knocked from her moorings off Cape Evans.

CHAPTER XVI
THE AURORA’S DRIFT

After Mackintosh left the Aurora on January 25, 1915, Stenhouse kept the ship with difficulty off Tent Island. The ice-anchors would not hold, owing to the continual breaking away of the pack, and he found it necessary much of the time to steam slow ahead against the floes. The third sledging party, under Cope, left the ship on the afternoon of the 31st, with the motor-tractor towing two sledges, and disappeared towards Hut Point. Cope’s party returned to the ship on February 2 and left again on February 5, after a delay caused by the loose condition of the ice. Two days later, after more trouble with drifting floes, Stenhouse proceeded to Cape Evans, where he took a line of soundings for the winter quarters. During the next month the Aurora occupied various positions in the neighbourhood of Cape Evans. No secure moorings were available. The ship had to keep clear of threatening floes, dodge “growlers” and drifting bergs, and find shelter from the blizzards. A sudden shift of wind on February 24, when the ship was sheltering in the lee of Glacier Tongue, caused her to be jammed hard against the low ice off the glacier, but no damage was done. Early in March Stenhouse sent moorings ashore at Cape Evans, and on March 11 he proceeded to Hut Point, where he dropped anchor in Discovery Bay. Here he landed stores, amounting to about two months’ full rations for twelve men, and embarked Spencer-Smith, Stevens, Hook, Richards, Ninnis, and Gaze, with two dogs. He returned to Cape Evans that evening.

After Mackintosh left the Aurora on January 25, 1915, Stenhouse struggled to keep the ship off Tent Island. The ice anchors wouldn’t hold because the pack kept breaking apart, so he often had to steam slowly ahead against the ice floes. The third sledging party, led by Cope, left the ship on the afternoon of the 31st, towing two sledges with a motor-tractor, and vanished towards Hut Point. Cope’s party returned to the ship on February 2 and left again on February 5, after being delayed by the unstable ice. Two days later, after more trouble with drifting floes, Stenhouse went to Cape Evans, where he took soundings for the winter quarters. Over the next month, the Aurora occupied various positions near Cape Evans. There were no secure moorings available. The ship had to avoid threatening floes, dodge “growlers” and drifting icebergs, and find shelter from the blizzards. A sudden shift in wind on February 24, while the ship was sheltered from Glacier Tongue, caused it to get jammed against the low ice off the glacier, but no damage occurred. Early in March, Stenhouse sent moorings ashore at Cape Evans, and on March 11, he went to Hut Point, where he dropped anchor in Discovery Bay. There, he unloaded supplies, enough for about two months’ full rations for twelve men, and took on Spencer-Smith, Stevens, Hook, Richards, Ninnis, and Gaze, along with two dogs. He returned to Cape Evans that evening.

“We had a bad time when we were ‘sculling’ about the Sound, first endeavouring to make Hut Point to land provisions, and then looking for winter quarters in the neighbourhood of Glacier Tongue,” wrote Stenhouse afterwards. “The ice kept breaking away in small floes, and we were apparently no nearer to anywhere than when the sledges left; we were frustrated in every move. The ship broke away from the fast ice in blizzards, and then we went dodging about the Sound from the Ross Island side to the western pack, avoiding and clearing floes and growlers in heavy drift when we could see nothing, our compasses unreliable and the ship short-handed. In that homeless time I kept watch and watch with the second officer, and was hard pressed to know what to do. Was ever ship in such predicament? To the northward of Cape Royds was taboo, as also was the coast south of Glacier Tongue. In a small stretch of ice-bound coast we had to find winter quarters. The ice lingered on, and all this time we could find nowhere to drop anchor, but had to keep steam handy for emergencies. Once I tried the North Bay of Cape Evans, as it apparently was the only ice-free spot. I called all hands, and making up a boat’s crew with one of the firemen sent the whaler away with the second officer in charge to sound. No sooner had the boat left ship than the wind freshened from the northward, and large bergs and growlers, setting into the bay, made the place untenable. The anchorage I eventually selected seemed the best available—and here we are drifting, with all plans upset, when we ought to be lying in winter quarters.”

“We had a tough time when we were ‘sculling’ around the Sound, first trying to reach Hut Point to drop off supplies, and then searching for a place to spend the winter near Glacier Tongue,” Stenhouse wrote later. “The ice kept breaking apart into small floes, and we seemed no closer to any destination than when the sledges left; we faced frustration at every turn. The ship broke free from the solid ice during blizzards, and we found ourselves navigating the Sound from the Ross Island side to the western pack, dodging floes and growlers in heavy snow with little visibility, our compasses were unreliable, and the ship was short-handed. During that aimless time, I stood watch with the second officer, struggling to figure out what to do. Was there ever a ship in such a situation? The area north of Cape Royds was off-limits, as was the coastline south of Glacier Tongue. In a small stretch of ice-bound coast, we had to find a place to winter. The ice lingered, and we couldn't find anywhere to anchor, forcing us to keep the steam up for emergencies. Once, I tried the North Bay of Cape Evans since it seemed to be the only spot without ice. I called everyone together and assembled a boat crew with one of the firemen, sending the whaler out with the second officer in charge to take soundings. As soon as the boat left the ship, the wind picked up from the north, and large icebergs and growlers began pouring into the bay, making it uninhabitable. The anchorage I finally chose seemed to be the best option available—and here we are drifting, with all our plans thrown off, when we should be settling into our winter quarters.”

A heavy gale came up on March 12, and the Aurora, then moored off Cape Evans, dragged her anchor and drifted out of the bay. She went northward past Cape Barne and Cape Royds in a driving mist, with a heavy storm-sea running. This gale was a particularly heavy one. The ship and gear were covered with ice, owing to the freezing of spray, and Stenhouse had anxious hours amid the heavy, ice-encumbered waters before the gale moderated. The young ice, which was continually forming in the very low temperature, helped to reduce the sea as soon as the gale moderated, and the Aurora got back to Cape Evans on the evening of the 13th. Ice was forming in the bay, and on the morning of the 14th Stenhouse took the ship into position for winter moorings. He got three steel hawsers out and made fast to the shore anchors. These hawsers were hove tight, and the Aurora rested then, with her stern to the shore, in seven fathoms. Two more wires were taken ashore the next day. Young ice was forming around the ship, and under the influence of wind and tide this ice began early to put severe strains upon the moorings. Stenhouse had the fires drawn and the boiler blown down on the 20th, and the engineer reported at that time that the bunkers contained still 118 tons of coal.

A strong gale picked up on March 12, and the Aurora, which was anchored off Cape Evans, lost her anchor and drifted out of the bay. She moved north past Cape Barne and Cape Royds in a driving mist, with a rough sea crashing around her. This gale was especially intense. The ship and equipment were coated in ice due to the freezing spray, and Stenhouse endured a tense period in the heavy, ice-laden waters before the wind calmed down. The young ice forming in the extremely low temperatures helped to calm the sea once the gale lessened, and the Aurora returned to Cape Evans on the evening of the 13th. Ice began to form in the bay, and on the morning of the 14th, Stenhouse positioned the ship for winter moorings. He deployed three steel hawsers and secured them to the shore anchors. These hawsers were pulled tight, and the Aurora settled with her stern facing the shore in seven fathoms. Two more wires were taken ashore the next day. Young ice was accumulating around the ship, and due to the wind and tide, this ice started to put significant pressure on the moorings. Stenhouse had the fires extinguished and the boiler shut down on the 20th, and the engineer reported that there were still 118 tons of coal in the bunkers at that time.

The ice broke away between Cape Evans and Cape Barne on the 23rd, and pressure around the ship shattered the bay ice and placed heavy strains on the stern moorings. The young ice, about four inches thick, went out eventually and left a lead along the shore. The ship had set in towards the shore, owing to the pressure, and the stern was now in four-and-a-half fathoms. Stenhouse tightened the moorings and ran out an extra wire to the shore anchor. The nature of the ice movements is illustrated by a few extracts from the log:

The ice broke up between Cape Evans and Cape Barne on the 23rd, and the pressure around the ship shattered the bay ice, putting heavy strain on the stern moorings. The young ice, around four inches thick, eventually cleared out and left a gap along the shore. The ship had drifted closer to the shore because of the pressure, and the stern was now in four-and-a-half fathoms of water. Stenhouse tightened the moorings and added an extra wire to the shore anchor. The nature of the ice movements is illustrated by a few extracts from the log:

March 27, 5 p.m.—Ice broke away from shore and started to go out. 8 p.m.—Light southerly airs; fine; ice setting out to north-west; heavy pressure of ice on starboard side and great strain on moorings. 10 p.m.—Ice clear of ship.

March 27, 5 p.m.—The ice detached from the shore and began to drift away. 8 p.m.—Gentle southern breezes; pleasant; ice moving out to the northwest; significant pressure from ice on the right side and a lot of stress on the moorings. 10 p.m.—Ice cleared away from the ship.

March 28.—New ice forming over bay. 3 a.m.—Ice which went out last watch set in towards bay. 5 a.m.—Ice coming in and overriding newly formed bay-ice; heavy pressure on port side of ship; wires frozen into ice. 8 a.m.—Calm and fine; new ice setting out of bay. 5 p.m.—New ice formed since morning cleared from bay except area on port side of ship and stretching abeam and ahead for about 200 yds., which is held by bights of wire; new ice forming.

March 28.—New ice is forming over the bay. 3 a.m.—The ice that broke loose during the last watch is moving back toward the bay. 5 a.m.—Ice is coming in and piling up over the newly formed bay ice; there is significant pressure on the port side of the ship; wires are frozen into the ice. 8 a.m.—It's calm and nice; new ice is leaving the bay. 5 p.m.—The new ice that formed since this morning has cleared from the bay, except for an area on the port side of the ship and extending out to the side and ahead for about 200 yards, which is being held by loops of wire; new ice is forming.

March 29, 1.30 p.m.—New ice going out. 2 p.m.—Hands on floe on port quarter clearing wires; stern in three fathoms; hauled wires tight, bringing stern more to eastward and in four fathoms; hove in about one fathom of starboard cable, which had dragged during recent pressure.

March 29, 1:30 p.m.—New ice is moving out. 2:00 p.m.—Crew on the floe on the port side clearing wires; the stern is in three fathoms; tightened the wires, moving the stern more to the east and into four fathoms; pulled in about one fathom of the starboard cable, which had dragged during the recent pressure.

April 10, 1.30 p.m.—Ice breaking from shore under influence of south-east wind. Two starboard quarter wires parted; all bights of stern wires frozen in ice; chain taking weight. 2 p.m.—Ice opened, leaving ice in bay in line from Cape to landward of glacier. 8 p.m.—Fresh wind; ship holding ice in bay; ice in Sound wind-driven to north-west.

April 10, 1:30 p.m.—Ice breaking away from the shore due to a southeast wind. Two starboard quarter wires broke; all sections of the stern wires frozen in ice; chain taking on weight. 2 p.m.—Ice opened up, leaving ice in the bay from Cape to the area inland of the glacier. 8 p.m.—New wind; the ship is holding in the ice in the bay; ice in the Sound is pushed north-west by the wind.”

April 17, 1 am.—Pressure increased and wind shifted to north-west. Ice continued to override and press into shore until 5 o’clock; during this time pressure into bay was very heavy; movement of ice in straits causing noise like heavy surf. Ship took ground gently at rudder-post during pressure; bottom under stern shallows very quickly. 10 p.m.—Ice-moving out of bay to westward; heavy strain on after moorings and cables, which are cutting the floe.”

April 17, 1 am.—Pressure increased, and the wind shifted to the northwest. Ice kept pushing and pressing into the shore until 5 o’clock; during this time, the pressure in the bay was really intense; the movement of ice in the straits caused noise like heavy surf. The ship gently grounded at the rudder-post during the pressure; the bottom under the stern becomes shallow very quickly. 10 p.m.—Ice is moving out of the bay to the west; there’s a heavy strain on the moorings and cables at the back, which are cutting into the floe.”

Stenhouse continued to nurse his moorings against the onslaughts of the ice during the rest of April and the early days of May. The break-away from the shore came suddenly and unexpectedly on the evening of May 6:

Stenhouse kept securing his moorings against the attacks of the ice throughout the rest of April and into the early days of May. The break away from the shore happened suddenly and unexpectedly on the evening of May 6:

May 6, 1915.—Fine morning with light breezes from east-south-east.... 3.30 p.m.—Ice nearly finished. Sent hands ashore for sledge-load. 4 p.m.—Wind freshening with blizzardy appearance of sky. 8 p.m.—. . . Heavy strain on after-moorings. 9.45 p.m.—The ice parted from the shore; all moorings parted. Most fascinating to listen to waves and chain breaking. In the thick haze I saw the ice astern breaking up and the shore receding. I called all hands and clapped relieving tackles (4-in. Manila luff tackles) on to the cables on the forepart of the windlass. The bos’n had rushed along with his hurricane lamp, and shouted, ‘She’s away wi’ it!’ He is a good fellow and very conscientious. I ordered steam on main engines, and the engine-room staff, with Hooke and Ninnis, turned to. Grady, fireman, was laid up with a broken rib. As the ship, in the solid floe, set to the north-west, the cables rattled and tore at the hawse-pipes; luckily the anchors, lying as they were on a strip-sloping bottom, came away easily, without damage to windlass or hawse-pipes. Slowly as we disappeared into Sound, the light in the hut died away. At 11.30 p.m. the ice around us started to break up, the floes playing tattoo on the ship’s sides. We were out in the Sound and catching the full force of the wind. The moon broke through the clouds after midnight and showed us the pack, stretching continuously to northward, and about one mile to the south. As the pack from the southward came up and closed in on the ship, the swell lessened and the banging of floes alongside eased a little.

May 6, 1915.—It was a nice morning with light breezes coming from the east-southeast.... 3:30 p.m.—The ice was almost gone. I sent the crew ashore for a sledge-load. 4 p.m.—The wind was picking up, and the sky looked blizzard-like. 8 p.m.—There was a heavy strain on the back moorings. 9:45 p.m.—The ice broke away from the shore; all the moorings came loose. It was fascinating to listen to the waves and chains snapping. In the thick haze, I saw the ice behind us breaking up, and the shore was moving away. I called everyone and put relieving tackles (4-inch Manila luff tackles) on the cables at the front of the windlass. The bos’n rushed in with his hurricane lamp and shouted, "She's away with it!" He’s a solid guy and very diligent. I ordered steam on the main engines, and the engine-room staff, including Hooke and Ninnis, got to work. Grady, the fireman, was sidelined with a broken rib. As the ship, stuck in the solid floe, headed northwest, the cables rattled and strained at the hawse-pipes; fortunately, the anchors, lying on a sloping bottom, came up easily without damaging the windlass or hawse-pipes. As we slowly disappeared into the Sound, the light in the hut faded away. At 11:30 p.m., the ice surrounding us started to break apart, with the floes tapping against the ship's sides. We were out in the Sound, feeling the full force of the wind. The moon broke through the clouds after midnight, revealing the pack of ice stretching continuously to the north and about a mile to the south. As the pack from the south closed in on the ship, the swell decreased and the banging of the floes against us eased a little.

May 7, 8 a.m.—Wind east-south-east. Moderate gale with thick drift. The ice around ship is packing up and forming ridges about two feet high. The ship is lying with head to the eastward, Cape Bird showing to north-east. When steam is raised I have hopes of getting back to the fast ice near the Glacier Tongue. Since we have been in winter quarters the ice has formed and, held by the islands and land at Cape Evans, has remained north of the Tongue. If we can return we should be able now to moor to the fast ice. The engineers are having great difficulty with the sea connexions, which are frozen. The main bow-down cock, from which the boiler is ‘run up,’ has been tapped and a screw plug put into it to allow of a hot iron rod being inserted to thaw out the ice between the cock and the ship’s side—about two feet of hard ice. 4.30 p.m.—The hot iron has been successful. Donolly (second engineer) had the pleasure of stopping the first spurt of water through the pipe; he got it in the eye. Fires were lit in furnaces, and water commenced to blow in the boiler—the first blow in our defence against the terrific forces of Nature in the Antarctic. 8 p.m.—The gale has freshened, accompanied by thick drift.”

May 7, 8 a.m.—Wind from the east-southeast. There’s a moderate gale with heavy snow. The ice around the ship is jamming and forming ridges about two feet high. The ship is facing east, with Cape Bird visible to the northeast. Once we get the steam up, I’m hopeful we can return to the stable ice near the Glacier Tongue. Since we've been in winter quarters, the ice has formed and, held by the islands and land at Cape Evans, has stayed north of the Tongue. If we can go back, we should now be able to secure ourselves to the stable ice. The engineers are having a tough time with the sea connections, which are frozen. The main bow-down cock, from which we manage the boiler, has been tapped, and a screw plug put in to allow a hot iron rod to melt the ice between the cock and the ship’s side—about two feet of solid ice. 4:30 p.m.—The hot iron has worked! Donolly, the second engineer, had the fun of stopping the first rush of water from the pipe; he got splashed in the face. Fires were lit in the furnaces, and water started flowing into the boiler—the first step in our defense against the incredible forces of Nature in the Antarctic. 8 p.m.—The gale has picked up, with heavy snow coming down.

The Aurora drifted helplessly throughout May 7. On the morning of May 8 the weather cleared a little and the Western Mountains became indistinctly visible. Cape Bird could also be seen. The ship was moving northwards with the ice. The daylight was no more than a short twilight of about two hours’ duration. The boiler was being filled with ice, which had to be lifted aboard, broken up, passed through a small porthole to a man inside, and then carried to the manhole on top of the boiler. Stenhouse had the wireless aerial rigged during the afternoon, and at 5 p.m. was informed that the watering of the boiler was complete. The wind freshened to a moderate southerly gale, with thick drift, in the night, and this gale continued during the following day, the 9th. The engineer reported at noon that he had 40-lb. pressure in the boiler and was commencing the thawing of the auxiliary sea-connexion pump by means of a steam-pipe.

The Aurora floated aimlessly on May 7. On the morning of May 8, the weather improved slightly, and the Western Mountains became faintly visible. Cape Bird was also in sight. The ship was drifting northward with the ice. Daylight lasted only about two hours in a brief twilight. The boiler was being filled with ice, which had to be hauled aboard, broken up, passed through a small porthole to a man inside, and then carried to the manhole on top of the boiler. Stenhouse set up the wireless aerial in the afternoon, and at 5 p.m. he was told that the boiler was fully watered. The wind picked up to a moderate southerly gale, with heavy drift, during the night, and this gale continued throughout the next day, the 9th. The engineer reported at noon that he had 40-lb. pressure in the boiler and was starting to thaw the auxiliary sea-connection pump using a steam pipe.

“Cape Bird is the only land visible, bearing north-east true about eight miles distant,” wrote, Stenhouse on the afternoon of the 9th. “So this is the end of our attempt to winter in McMurdo Sound. Hard luck after four months’ buffeting, for the last seven weeks of which we nursed our moorings. Our present situation calls for increasing vigilance. It is five weeks to the middle of winter. There is no sun, the light is little and uncertain, and we may expect many blizzards. We have no immediate water-supply, as only a small quantity of fresh ice was aboard when we broke drift.

“Cape Bird is the only land in sight, about eight miles away to the northeast,” Stenhouse wrote on the afternoon of the 9th. “So this is the end of our effort to winter in McMurdo Sound. It's unfortunate after being tossed around for four months, especially since we've been carefully watching our moorings for the last seven weeks. Our current situation requires us to be even more vigilant. It’s five weeks until the middle of winter. There’s no sun, the light is minimal and unpredictable, and we can expect a lot of blizzards. We don’t have a reliable water supply either, as we only had a small amount of fresh ice on board when we broke free from the drift.”

“The Aurora is fast in the pack and drifting God knows where. Well, there are prospects of a most interesting winter drift. We are all in good health, except Grady, whose rib is mending rapidly; we have good spirits and we will get through. But what of the poor beggars at Cape Evans, and the Southern Party? It is a dismal prospect for them. There are sufficient provisions at Cape Evans, Hut Point, and, I suppose, Cape Royds, but we have the remaining Burberrys, clothing, etc., for next year’s sledging still on board. I see little prospect of getting back to Cape Evans or anywhere in the Sound. We are short of coal and held firmly in the ice. I hope she drifts quickly to the north-east. Then we can endeavour to push through the pack and make for New Zealand, coal and return to the Barrier eastward of Cape Crozier. This could be done, I think, in the early spring, September. We must get back to aid the depot-laying next season.”

“The Aurora is fast in the pack and drifting who knows where. Well, it looks like we'll have a really interesting winter drift. We’re all in good health, except for Grady, whose rib is healing quickly; we’re in good spirits and we’ll make it through. But what about the poor folks at Cape Evans and the Southern Party? Their situation is bleak. There are enough supplies at Cape Evans, Hut Point, and I suppose Cape Royds, but we still have the remaining Burberrys, clothes, etc., for next year’s sledding still on board. I see little chance of getting back to Cape Evans or anywhere in the Sound. We’re running low on coal and stuck firmly in the ice. I hope we drift quickly to the northeast. Then we can try to push through the pack and head for New Zealand, gather coal, and return to the Barrier east of Cape Crozier. I think this could be done in early spring, September. We need to get back to help with depot-laying next season.”

A violent blizzard raged on May 10 and 11. “I never remember such wind-force,” said Stenhouse. “It was difficult to get along the deck.” The weather moderated on the 12th, and a survey of the ship’s position was possible. “We are lying in a field of ice with our anchors and seventy-five fathoms of cable on each hanging at the bows. The after-moorings were frozen into the ice astern of us at Cape Evans. Previous to the date of our leaving our winter berth four small wires had parted. When we broke away the chain two of the heavy (4-in.) wires parted close to shore; the other wire went at the butts. The chain and two wires are still fast in the ice and will have to be dug out. This morning we cleared the ice around the cables, but had to abandon the heaving-in, as the steam-froze in the return pipes from the windlass exhaust, and the joints had to be broken and the pipe thawed out. Hooke was ‘listening in’ from 8.30 p.m. to 12.30 a.m. for the Macquarie Island wireless station (1340 miles away) or the Bluff (New Zealand) station (1860 miles away), but had no luck.”

A violent blizzard hit on May 10 and 11. “I can’t remember winds this strong,” said Stenhouse. “It was hard to move around on the deck.” The weather improved on the 12th, allowing for a survey of the ship’s position. “We’re stuck in a field of ice with our anchors and seventy-five fathoms of cable hanging at the front. The rear moorings were frozen into the ice behind us at Cape Evans. Before we left our winter spot, four small wires had broken. When we pulled away, the chain broke, and two of the heavy (4-in.) wires snapped near the shore; the other wire broke at the butts. The chain and two wires are still stuck in the ice and will need to be dug out. This morning we cleared the ice around the cables but had to stop the retrieval because the steam froze in the return pipes from the windlass exhaust, so we had to break the joints and thaw out the pipe. Hooke was listening from 8:30 p.m. to 12:30 a.m. for the Macquarie Island wireless station (1340 miles away) or the Bluff (New Zealand) station (1860 miles away), but he had no luck.”

The anchors were hove in by dint of much effort on the 13th and 14th, ice forming on the cable as it was hoisted through a hole cut in the floe. Both anchors had broken, so the Aurora had now one small kedge-anchor left aboard. The ship’s position on May 14 was approximately forty-five miles north, thirty-four west of Cape Evans. “In one week we have drifted forty-five miles (geographical). Most of this distance was covered during the first two days of the drift. We appear to be nearly stationary. What movement there is in the ice seems to be to the north-west towards the ice-bound coast. Hands who were after penguins yesterday reported much noise in the ice about one mile from the ship. I hope the floe around the ship is large enough to take its own pressure. We cannot expect much pressure from the south, as McMurdo Sound should soon be frozen over and the ice holding. North-east winds would drive the pack in from the Ross Sea. I hope for the best. Plans for future development are ready, but probably will be checkmated again.... I took the anchors aboard. They are of no further use as separate anchors, but they ornament the forecastle head, so we put them in their places.... The supply of fresh water is a problem. The engineer turned steam from the boiler into the main water-tank (starboard) through a pipe leading from the main winch-pipe to the tank top. The steam condenses before reaching the tank. I hope freezing does not burst the tank. A large tabular iceberg, calved from the Barrier, is silhouetted against the twilight glow in the sky about ten miles away. The sight of millions of tons of fresh ice is most tantalizing. It would be a week’s journey to the berg and back over pack and pressure, and probably we could bring enough ice to last two days.”

The anchors were pulled in with a lot of effort on the 13th and 14th, with ice forming on the cable as it was hoisted through a hole cut in the floe. Both anchors had broken, so the Aurora was left with just one small kedge-anchor onboard. The ship’s position on May 14 was about forty-five miles north and thirty-four miles west of Cape Evans. “In one week, we have drifted forty-five miles (geographical). Most of this distance was covered in the first two days of drifting. We seem to be almost stationary. Any movement in the ice appears to be towards the north-west in the direction of the ice-bound coast. Crew members who went after penguins yesterday reported a lot of noise in the ice about a mile from the ship. I hope the floe around the ship is big enough to handle its own pressure. We can't expect much pressure from the south, as McMurdo Sound should soon be frozen over and the ice will be holding. North-east winds would push the pack in from the Ross Sea. I’m hoping for the best. Plans for future developments are ready, but they’ll probably be blocked again... I brought the anchors aboard. They are no longer useful as separate anchors, but they look nice on the forecastle head, so we placed them there... The supply of fresh water is an issue. The engineer directed steam from the boiler into the main water tank (starboard) through a pipe that leads from the main winch pipe to the tank top. The steam condenses before reaching the tank. I hope freezing doesn’t burst the tank. A large tabular iceberg, calved from the Barrier, stands out against the twilight glow in the sky about ten miles away. The sight of millions of tons of fresh ice is incredibly tempting. It would take a week to journey to the iceberg and back over the pack and pressure, and we could probably bring back enough ice to last two days.”

The record of the early months of the Aurora’s long drift in the Ross Sea is not eventful. The galley condenser was rigged, but the supply of fresh water remained a problem. The men collected fresh-fallen snow when possible and hoped to get within reach of fresh ice. Hooke and Ninnis worked hard at the wireless plant with the object of getting into touch with Macquarie Island, and possibly sending news of the ship’s movements to Cape Evans. They got the wireless motor running and made many adjustments of the instruments and aerials, but their efforts were not successful. Emperor penguins approached the ship occasionally, and the birds were captured whenever possible for the fresh meat they afforded. The Aurora was quite helpless in the grip of the ice, and after the engine-room bilges had been thawed and pumped out the boilers were blown down. The pressure had been raised to sixty pounds, but there was no chance of moving the ship, and the supply of coal was limited. The story of the Aurora’s drift during long months can be told briefly by means of extracts from Stenhouse’s log:

The record of the early months of the Aurora’s long drift in the Ross Sea isn't particularly eventful. The galley condenser was set up, but fresh water remained an issue. The crew collected fresh-fallen snow when they could and hoped to get close to fresh ice. Hooke and Ninnis worked hard on the wireless plant to reach Macquarie Island and possibly send updates about the ship’s movements to Cape Evans. They got the wireless motor running and made several adjustments to the instruments and aerials, but their attempts were unsuccessful. Emperor penguins occasionally approached the ship, and they captured as many as they could for fresh meat. The Aurora was completely stuck in the ice, and after the engine-room bilges were thawed and pumped out, the boilers were blown down. Pressure had been raised to sixty pounds, but there was no chance of moving the ship, and the supply of coal was limited. The story of the Aurora’s drift over those long months can be summarized through excerpts from Stenhouse’s log:

May 21.—Early this morning there appeared to be movements in the ice. The grating and grinding noise makes one feel the unimportance of man in circumstances like ours. Twilight towards noon showed several narrow, open leads about two cables from ship and in all directions. Unable to get bearing, but imagine that there is little or no alteration in ship’s position, as ship’s head is same, and Western Mountains appear the same.... Hope all is well at Cape Evans and that the other parties have returned safely. Wish we could relieve their anxiety.

May 21.—Early this morning, we noticed some movement in the ice. The harsh grinding noise reminds us how insignificant people are in situations like ours. By noon, twilight revealed several narrow, open leads about two cables away from the ship and in every direction. We couldn't get a clear bearing, but I think the ship's position hasn't changed much since the ship's bow is still the same and the Western Mountains look the same.... I hope everything is good at Cape Evans and that the other teams have returned safely. I wish we could ease their worries.

May 22.—Obtained good bearings of Beaufort Island, Cape Ross, and Dunlop Island, which put the ship in a position eighteen miles south 75° east (true) from Cape Ross. Since the 14th, when reliable bearings were last obtained, we have drifted north-west by north seven miles.

May 22.—We got accurate coordinates for Beaufort Island, Cape Ross, and Dunlop Island, which placed the ship eighteen miles south 75° east (true) from Cape Ross. Since the 14th, when we last got reliable coordinates, we've drifted northwest by north for seven miles.

May 24.—Blizzard from south-south-east continued until 9 p.m., when it moderated, and at 11.45 p.m. wind shifted to north-west, light, with snow. Quite a lot of havoc has been caused during this blow, and the ship has made much northing. In the morning the crack south of the ship opened to about three feet. At 2 p.m. felt heavy shock and the ship heeled to port about 70°. Found ice had cracked from port gangway to north-west, and parted from ship from gangway along to stern. Crack extended from stern to south-east. 7.35 p.m.—Ice cracked from port fore chains, in line parallel to previous crack. The ice broke again between the cracks and drifted to north-west for about ten yards. The ice to southward then commenced to break up, causing heavy strain on ship, and setting apparently north in large broken fields. Ship badly jammed in. 9.15 p.m.—Ice closed in again around ship. Two heavy windsqualls with a short interval between followed by cessation of wind. We are in a labyrinth of large rectangular floes (some with their points pressing heavily against ship) and high pressure-ridges.

May 24.—The blizzard from the south-south-east continued until 9 p.m., when it eased up, and at 11:45 p.m. the wind shifted to the northwest, becoming light, with snow. A lot of damage was caused during this storm, and the ship has made considerable progress northward. In the morning, the crack south of the ship widened to about three feet. At 2 p.m., I felt a heavy shock, and the ship tilted to port about 70°. I found that ice had cracked from the port gangway to the northwest, separating from the ship from the gangway along to the stern. The crack extended from the stern to the southeast. 7:35 p.m.—Ice cracked from the port fore chains, in line with the previous crack. The ice broke again between the cracks and drifted northwest for about ten yards. The ice to the south then started to break up, putting heavy strain on the ship, and apparently drifting north in large broken fields. The ship is badly jammed in. 9:15 p.m.—Ice closed in again around the ship. Two heavy windsqualls, with a short interval in between, were followed by a halt in the wind. We are in a maze of large rectangular floes (some pressing heavily against the ship) and high pressure ridges.

May 25.—In middle watch felt pressure occasionally. Twilight showed a scene of chaos all around; one floe about three feet in thickness had upended, driven under ship on port quarter. As far as can be seen there are heavy blocks of ice screwed up on end, and the scene is like a graveyard. I think swell must have come up under ice from seaward (north-east), McMurdo Sound, and broken the ice, which afterwards started to move under the influence of the blizzard. Hardly think swell came from the Sound, as the cracks were wending from north-west to south-east, and also as the Sound should be getting icebound by now. If swell came from north-east then there is open water not far away. I should like to know. I believe the Ross Sea is rarely entirely ice-covered. Have bright moonlight now, which accentuates everything—the beauty and loneliness of our surroundings, and uselessness of ourselves, while in this prison: so near to Cape Evans and yet we might as well be anywhere as here. Have made our sledging-ration scales, and crew are busy making harness and getting sledging equipment ready for emergencies. Temperature –30° Fahr.

May 25.—During the middle watch, I occasionally felt pressure. At twilight, the scene around us was chaotic; one floe, about three feet thick, had flipped and ended up under the ship on the port quarter. As far as I can see, heavy blocks of ice are standing on end, making it look like a graveyard. I think a swell must have come from the sea (north-east), likely from McMurdo Sound, and broken the ice, which then started to shift due to the blizzard. I doubt the swell came from the Sound, since the cracks are running from northwest to southeast, and the Sound should be freezing up by now. If the swell did come from the north-east, that would mean there's open water nearby. I'd like to know. I believe the Ross Sea is rarely completely ice-covered. We have bright moonlight now, which highlights everything—the beauty and loneliness of our surroundings, and the helplessness we feel in this prison; so close to Cape Evans, yet we might as well be anywhere else. We've made our sledging-ration scales, and the crew is busy making harnesses and preparing sledging gear for emergencies. Temperature –30° Fahr.

May 26.—If the ship is nipped in the ice, the ship’s company (eighteen hands) will take to four sledges with one month’s rations and make for nearest land. Six men and one sledge will endeavour to make Cape Evans via the western land, Butler Point, Hut Point, etc. The remaining twelve will come along with all possible speed, but no forced marches, killing and depot-ing penguins and seals for emergency retreats. If the ship remains here and makes no further drift to the north, towards latter end of July light will be making. The sun returns August 23. The sea-ice should be fairly safe, and a party of three, with one month’s rations, will proceed to Cape Evans. If the ice sets north and takes the ship clear of land, we will proceed to New Zealand, bunker, get extra officer and four volunteers, provisions, etc., push south with all speed to the Barrier, put party on to the Barrier, about two miles east of Cape Crozier, and land all necessary stores and requirements. The ship will stand off until able to reach Cape Evans. If necessary, party will depot all stores possible at Corner Camp and go on to Cape Evans. If worst has happened my party will lay out the depot at the Beardmore for Shackleton. If the ship is released from the ice after September we must endeavour to reach Cape Evans before going north to bunker. We have not enough coal to hang about the Sound for many days.

May 26.—If the ship gets stuck in the ice, the crew (eighteen people) will take four sledges with a month's worth of supplies and head for the nearest land. Six men and one sledge will try to reach Cape Evans via the western land, Butler Point, Hut Point, and so on. The remaining twelve will come as quickly as possible, but without pushing too hard, hunting and storing penguins and seals for emergency supplies. If the ship stays here and doesn’t drift further north, we’ll start getting more light towards the end of July. The sun will be back on August 23. The sea ice should be fairly solid, and a group of three, with a month’s rations, will head to Cape Evans. If the ice moves north and takes the ship away from land, we’ll head to New Zealand to refuel, get an extra officer and four volunteers, supplies, and so on, and then quickly move south to the Barrier, drop a group about two miles east of Cape Crozier, and offload all necessary supplies and gear. The ship will wait until it can reach Cape Evans. If needed, the group will store as much as possible at Corner Camp and then continue to Cape Evans. If the worst happens, my group will set up the depot at the Beardmore for Shackleton. If the ship is freed from the ice after September, we must try to reach Cape Evans before heading north to refuel. We don’t have enough coal to linger in the Sound for many days.

May 28.—By the position obtained by meridian altitude of stars and bearing of Mount Melbourne, we have drifted thirty-six miles north-east from last bearings taken on 23rd inst. The most of this must have been during the blizzard of the 24th. Mount Melbourne is one hundred and eleven miles due north of us, and there is some doubt in my mind as to whether the peak which we can see is this mountain. There may be a mirage.... In the evening had the football out on the ice by the light of a beautiful moon. The exercise and break from routine are a splendid tonic. Ice-noises sent all hands on board.

May 28.—Based on the position we got from measuring the altitude of stars and the direction of Mount Melbourne, we've drifted thirty-six miles northeast since our last readings taken on the 23rd. Most of this movement must have happened during the blizzard on the 24th. Mount Melbourne is one hundred and eleven miles straight north of us, and I'm not sure if the peak we can see is actually this mountain. It might be a mirage.... In the evening, we played football on the ice under a beautiful moon. The exercise and break from routine were a great boost. Ice noises drove everyone back on board.

June 1.—Thick, hazy weather. In the afternoon a black streak appeared in the ice about a cable’s length to the westward and stretching north and south. 8 p.m.—The black line widened and showed long lane of open water. Apparently we are fast in a floe which has broken from the main field. With thick weather we are uncertain of our position and drift. It will be interesting to find out what this crack in the ice signifies. I am convinced that there is open water, not far distant, in the Ross Sea.... To-night Hooke is trying to call up Cape Evans. If the people at the hut have rigged the set which was left there, they will hear ‘All well’ from the Aurora. I hope they have. [The messages were not received.]

June 1.—It’s thick and hazy outside. In the afternoon, a dark line appeared in the ice about a cable’s length west of us, stretching north and south. 8 p.m.—The dark line has widened, revealing a long stretch of open water. It seems like we’re stuck in a floe that has broken away from the main ice field. With the thick weather, we’re unsure of our position and how much we’ve drifted. It’ll be interesting to find out what this crack in the ice means. I believe there’s open water not too far away in the Ross Sea.... Tonight, Hooke is trying to contact Cape Evans. If the folks at the hut managed to set up the equipment that was left there, they should hear ‘All well’ from the Aurora. I really hope they did. [The messages were not received.]

June 8.—Made our latitude 75° 59´ S. by altitude of Sirius. This is a very monotonous life, but all hands appear to be happy and contented. Find that we are not too well off for meals and will have to cut rations a little. Grady is taking exercise now and should soon be well again. He seems very anxious to get to work again, and is a good man. No wireless calls to-night, as there is a temporary breakdown—condenser jar broken. There is a very faint display of aurora in northern sky. It comes and goes almost imperceptibly, a most fascinating sight. The temperature is –20° Fahr.; 52° of frost is much too cold to allow one to stand for long.

June 8.—Established our latitude at 75° 59´ S. by measuring the altitude of Sirius. Life is quite monotonous, but everyone seems to be happy and satisfied. I've noticed that our meal situation isn't great, so we’ll have to reduce rations a bit. Grady is starting to exercise now and should be back to normal soon. He’s eager to get back to work and is a solid guy. No wireless communications tonight due to a temporary breakdown—a condenser jar is broken. There's a very faint aurora visible in the northern sky. It appears and disappears almost imperceptibly, making it a truly captivating sight. The temperature is –20° Fahr.; 52° of frost is far too cold to stay outside for long.

June 11.—Walked over to a very high pressure-ridge about a quarter of a mile north-north-west of the ship. In the dim light walking over the ice is far from being monotonous, as it is almost impossible to see obstacles, such as small, snowed-up ridges, which makes us wary and cautious. A dip in the sea would be the grand finale, but there is little risk of this as the water freezes as soon as a lane opens in the ice. The pressure-ridge is about fifteen to twenty feet high for several hundred feet, and the ice all about it is bent up in a most extraordinary manner. At 9 p.m. Hooke called Cape Evans, ‘All well—Aurora,’ etc.; 10 p.m., weather reports for 8 p.m. sent to Wellington, New Zealand, and Melbourne, via Macquarie Island. [The dispatch of messages from the Aurora was continued, but it was learned afterwards that none of them had been received by any station.]

June 11.—I walked over to a really high pressure ridge about a quarter of a mile north-north-west of the ship. In the dim light, walking on the ice is anything but boring, as it's nearly impossible to see obstacles like small, snow-covered ridges, which keeps us alert and careful. A fall into the sea would be the grand finale, but there’s little chance of that since the water freezes as soon as a lane opens in the ice. The pressure ridge is about fifteen to twenty feet high for several hundred feet, and the ice around it is bent up in a really unusual way. At 9 p.m., Hooke called Cape Evans, ‘All well—Aurora,’ etc.; at 10 p.m., weather reports for 8 p.m. were sent to Wellington, New Zealand, and Melbourne, via Macquarie Island. [The dispatch of messages from the Aurora continued, but it was later discovered that none of them had been received by any station.]

June 13.—The temperature in the chart-room ranges from zero to a little above freezing-point. This is a very disturbing factor in rates of the chronometers (five in number, 3 G.M.T. and 2 Sid.T.), which are kept in cases in a padded box, each case covered by a piece of blanket, and the box covered by a heavy coat. In any enclosed place where people pass their time, the niches and places where no heat penetrates are covered with frozen breath. There will be a big thaw-out when the temperature rises.

June 13.—The temperature in the chart room fluctuates between zero and slightly above freezing. This is a significant issue for the chronometers (five in total, 3 G.M.T. and 2 Sid.T.), which are stored in padded cases inside a box, each case wrapped in a piece of blanket, and the box itself covered by a heavy coat. In any enclosed space where people spend time, the corners and areas where heat doesn't reach are coated with frozen breath. There will be a major thaw when the temperature increases.

June 14.—Mount Melbourne is bearing north 14° W (true). Our approximate position is forty miles east-north-east of Nordenskjold Ice Tongue. At 9 p.m. Hooke called Cape Evans and sent weather reports to Wellington and Melbourne via Macquarie Island. Hooke and Ninnis on several evenings at about 11 o’clock have heard what happened to be faint messages, but unreadable. He sent word to Macquarie Island of this in hopes that they would hear and increase the power.

June 14.—Mount Melbourne is located north 14° W (true). We're roughly forty miles east-northeast of Nordenskjold Ice Tongue. At 9 p.m., Hooke contacted Cape Evans and sent weather reports to Wellington and Melbourne through Macquarie Island. On several evenings around 11 o'clock, Hooke and Ninnis heard what seemed to be faint messages, but they were unreadable. He informed Macquarie Island about this in hopes they could hear it and boost the signal.”

June 20.—During this last blow with its accompanying drift-snow there has been much leakage of current from the aerial during the sending of reports. This is apparently due to induction caused by the snow accumulating on the insulators aloft, and thus rendering them useless, and probably to increased inductive force of the current in a body of snowdrift. Hooke appears to be somewhat downhearted over it, and, after discussing the matter, gave me a written report on the non-success (up to the present time) of his endeavours to establish communication. He thinks that the proximity of the Magnetic Pole and Aurora Australis might affect things. The radiation is good and sufficient for normal conditions. His suggestion to lead the down lead wires out to the ahead and astern would increase scope, but I cannot countenance it owing to unsettled state of ice and our too lofty poles.

June 20.—During this recent storm with its accompanying snow drift, we’ve experienced a lot of current leakage from the aerial while sending reports. This seems to be due to induction caused by the snow piling up on the insulators above, making them ineffective, along with the increased inductive force from the snowdrift itself. Hooke seems a bit down about it, and after discussing the issue, he gave me a written report on the lack of success (so far) in establishing communication. He thinks that the closeness of the Magnetic Pole and Aurora Australis might be impacting things. The radiation is good and sufficient for normal conditions. His idea to run the down lead wires out ahead and behind could expand our range, but I can’t support it because of the unstable ice conditions and our overly tall poles.

June 21.—Blowing gale from south-west throughout day, but for short spell of westerly breeze about 5 p.m. Light drift at frequent intervals, very hazy, and consequently no land in sight during short twilight. Very hard up for mitts and clothing. What little we have on board I have put to one side for the people at the hut. Have given Thompson instructions to turn crew to making pair mitts and helmet out of Jaeger fleece for all hands forward. With strict economy we should make things spin out; cannot help worrying over our people at the hut. Although worrying does no good, one cannot do otherwise in this present impotent state. 11 p.m.—Wind howling and whistling through rigging. Outside, in glare of moon, flying drift and expanse of ice-field. Desolation!

June 21.—There was a strong wind blowing from the southwest all day, except for a brief period of a westerly breeze around 5 p.m. There was light drifting at frequent intervals, and it was very hazy, so we couldn’t see any land during the short twilight. We’re really short on mitts and clothing. I’ve set aside what little we have on board for the people at the hut. I’ve instructed Thompson to have the crew make a pair of mitts and a helmet out of Jaeger fleece for everyone up front. If we’re careful, we should be able to stretch our supplies; I can’t help but worry about our people at the hut. Even though worrying doesn’t change anything, it’s hard not to feel this way in our current helpless situation. 11 p.m.—The wind is howling and whistling through the rigging. Outside, in the bright moonlight, there’s drifting snow and a vast ice field. It’s desolate!

June 22.—To-day the sun has reached the limit of his northern declination and now he will start to come south. Observed this day as holiday, and in the evening had hands aft to drink to the health of the King and the Expedition. All hands are happy, but miss the others at Cape Evans. I pray to God we may soon be clear of this prison and in a position to help them. We can live now for sunlight and activity.

June 22.—Today, the sun has hit the point of its northern decline, and now it will begin to move south. We marked this day as a holiday, and in the evening, everyone gathered to raise a toast to the health of the King and the Expedition. Everyone is happy, but we miss the others at Cape Evans. I pray to God we can soon be out of this prison and able to assist them. Now we can live for sunlight and activity.

July 1.—The 1st of July! Thank God. The days pass quickly. Through all my waking hours one long thought of the people at Cape Evans, but one must appear to be happy and take interest in the small happenings of shipboard.

July 1.—July 1st! Thank God. The days fly by. Throughout all my waking hours, I can’t stop thinking about the people at Cape Evans, but I have to seem happy and show interest in the little things going on aboard the ship.

July 3.—Rather hazy with very little light. Moderate west-north-west to south-west winds until noon, when wind veered to south and freshened. No apparent change in ship’s position; the berg is on the same bearing (1 point on the port quarter) and apparently the same distance off. Mount Melbourne was hidden behind a bank of clouds. This is our only landmark now, as Franklin Island is towered in perpetual gloom. Although we have had the berg in sight during all the time of our drift from the entrance to McMurdo Sound, we have not yet seen it in a favourable light, and, were it not for its movement, we might mistake it for a tabular island. It will be interesting to view our companion in the returning light—unless we are too close to it!

July 3.—It’s pretty hazy with very little light. The winds are moderate coming from the west-northwest to southwest until noon, when they shift to the south and pick up. There’s no noticeable change in the ship’s position; the iceberg is still at the same angle (1 point on the port quarter) and seems to be the same distance away. Mount Melbourne is hidden behind a cloud bank. This is our only landmark now since Franklin Island is always shrouded in gloom. Even though we’ve had the iceberg in sight the entire time we’ve drifted from the entrance to McMurdo Sound, we haven’t seen it in good light yet, and if it weren’t for its movement, we might confuse it for a flat-topped island. It’ll be interesting to see our companion when the light returns—unless we’re too close to it!

July 5.—Dull grey day (during twilight) with light, variable, westerly breezes. All around hangs a heavy curtain of haze, and, although very light snow is falling, overhead is black and clear with stars shining. As soon as the faint noon light fades away the heavy low haze intensifies the darkness and makes one thankful that one has a good firm ‘berth’ in the ice. I don’t care to contemplate the scene if the ice should break up at the present time.

July 5.—It’s a dull grey day (at twilight) with light, shifting breezes coming from the west. A thick curtain of haze hangs all around, and while there's a light snow falling, the sky above is black and clear with shining stars. Once the faint noon light disappears, the heavy low haze deepens the darkness, making me grateful for a solid ‘berth’ in the ice. I really don’t want to think about what would happen if the ice were to break up right now.

July 6.—Last night I thought I saw open water in the shape of a long black lane to the southward of the ship and extending in an easterly and westerly direction, but owing to the haze and light snow I could not be sure; this morning the lane was distinctly visible and appeared to be two or three hundred yards wide and two miles long.... At 6 p.m. loud pressure-noises would be heard from the direction of the open lane and continued throughout the night. Shortly after 8 o’clock the grinding and hissing spread to our starboard bow (west-south-west), and the vibration caused by the pressure could be felt intermittently on board the ship.... The incessant grinding and grating of the ice to the southward, with seething noises, as of water rushing under the ship’s bottom, and ominous sounds, kept me on the qui vive all night, and the prospect of a break-up of the ice would have wracked my nerves had I not had them numbed by previous experiences.

July 6.—Last night, I thought I saw a stretch of open water shaped like a long black lane to the south of the ship, running east and west, but with the haze and light snow, I couldn't be sure. This morning, the lane was clearly visible and looked to be two or three hundred yards wide and about two miles long.... At 6 p.m., loud pressure noises could be heard coming from the direction of the open lane and continued throughout the night. Shortly after 8 o’clock, the grinding and hissing sounds reached our starboard bow (west-south-west), and we could feel the vibrations from the pressure periodically on board the ship.... The constant grinding and creaking of the ice to the south, along with seething noises that sounded like water rushing beneath the ship, and other ominous sounds, kept me alert all night. The thought of the ice breaking apart would have rattled my nerves if I hadn’t already dulled them with past experiences.

July 9.—At noon the sky to the northward had cleared sufficiently to allow of seeing Mount Melbourne, which appears now as a low peak to the north-west. Ship’s position is twenty-eight miles north-north-east of Franklin Island. On the port bow and ahead of the ship there are some enormous pressure-ridges; they seem to be the results of the recent and present ice-movements. Pressure heard from the southward all day.

July 9.—At noon, the sky to the north had cleared enough to see Mount Melbourne, which now looks like a low peak to the northwest. The ship is positioned twenty-eight miles north-north-east of Franklin Island. On the port side and ahead of the ship, there are some massive pressure ridges; they appear to be the result of recent and ongoing ice movements. Pressure was felt coming from the south all day.

July 13.—At 5 p.m. very heavy pressure was heard on the port beam and bow (south) and very close to the ship. This occurred again at irregular intervals. Quite close to the ship the ice could be seen bending upwards, and occasional jars were felt on board. I am inclined to think that we have set into a cul-de-sac and that we will now experience the full force of pressure from the south. We have prepared for the worst and can only hope for the best—a release from the ice with a seaworthy vessel under us.

July 13.—At 5 p.m., we heard heavy pressure on the port side and bow (south), and it was very close to the ship. This happened again at irregular intervals. Right next to the ship, we could see the ice bending upwards, and we felt occasional jolts onboard. I’m starting to think that we’ve gotten ourselves into a dead end and that we will now face the full force of the pressure from the south. We’ve prepared for the worst and can only hope for the best—a chance to break free from the ice with a seaworthy vessel beneath us.

July 18.—This has been a day of events. About 8 a.m. the horizon to the north became clear and, as the light grew, the more westerly land showed up. This is the first clear day that we have had since the 9th of the month, and we have set a considerable distance to the north-east in the meantime. By meridian altitudes of stars and bearings of the land, which proved to be Coulman Islands, Mount Murchison, and Mount Melbourne, our position shows seventy-eight miles (geographical) north-east by north of Franklin Island. During the last three days we have drifted forty miles (geographical), so there has been ample reason for all the grinding and growling of pressure lately. The ship endured some severe squeezes this day.

July 18.—Today has been full of events. Around 8 a.m., the northern horizon cleared up, and as the light increased, the more westerly land became visible. This is the first clear day we've had since the 9th of the month, and we've traveled a significant distance to the northeast in the meantime. By measuring the altitudes of stars at noon and taking bearings of the land, which turned out to be Coulman Islands, Mount Murchison, and Mount Melbourne, we've determined our position to be seventy-eight miles (geographical) northeast by north of Franklin Island. Over the last three days, we've drifted forty miles (geographical), which explains all the shifting and pressure we've experienced lately. The ship faced some serious squeezes today.

July 20.—Shortly before breakfast the raucous voice of the emperor penguin was heard, and afterwards two were seen some distance from the ship.... The nearest mainland (in vicinity of Cape Washington) is ninety miles distant, as also is Coulman Island. Franklin Island is eighty miles south-east by south, and the pack is in motion. This is the emperor’s hatching season, and here we meet them out in the cheerless desert of ice.... 10.45 p.m.—Heavy pressure around ship, lanes opened and ship worked astern about twenty feet. The wires in the ice took the strain (lashings at mizzen chains carried away) and carried away fair-lead bollard on port side of forecastle head.

July 20.—Shortly before breakfast, we heard the loud call of the emperor penguin, and later saw two of them some distance from the ship.... The nearest mainland (near Cape Washington) is ninety miles away, and so is Coulman Island. Franklin Island is eighty miles southeast by south, and the ice pack is moving. This is the emperor’s breeding season, and here we encounter them in the bleak ice desert.... 10:45 p.m.—There was heavy pressure around the ship, channels opened up, and the ship moved back about twenty feet. The wires in the ice took the strain (the lashings at the mizzen chains broke) and the fair-lead bollard on the port side of the forecastle head was damaged.

July 21, 1 a.m.—Lanes opened to about 40 ft. wide. Ship in open pool about 100 ft. wide. Heavy pressure in vicinity of ship. Called all hands and cut wires at the forecastle head. [These wires had remained frozen in the ice after the ship broke away from her moorings, and they had served a useful purpose at some times by checking ice-movements close to the ship.] 2 a.m.—Ship swung athwart lane as the ice opened, and the floes on the port side pressed her stern round. 11.30 a.m.—Pack of killer whales came up in the lane around the ship. Some broke soft ice (about one inch thick) and pushed their heads through, rising to five or six feet perpendicularly out of the water. They were apparently having a look round. It is strange to see killers in this immense field of ice; open water must be near, I think. 5.15 p.m.—New ice of lanes cracked and opened. Floes on port side pushed stern on to ice (of floe); floes then closed in and nipped the ship fore and aft. The rudder was bent over to starboard and smashed. The solid oak and iron went like matchwood. 8 p.m.—Moderate south-south-west gale with drift. Much straining of timbers with pressure. 10 p.m.—Extra hard nip fore and aft; ship visibly hogged. Heavy pressure.

July 21, 1 a.m.—Lanes opened up to about 40 ft. wide. The ship was in an open pool about 100 ft. wide. There was heavy pressure around the ship. I called everyone and cut the wires at the forecastle head. [These wires had stayed frozen in the ice after the ship broke away from her moorings, and they had occasionally helped by controlling ice movements near the ship.] 2 a.m.—The ship swung across the lane as the ice opened, and the floes on the port side pushed her stern around. 11:30 a.m.—A pack of killer whales appeared in the lane around the ship. Some broke through soft ice (about one inch thick) and pushed their heads through, rising vertically out of the water by five or six feet. They seemed to be checking things out. It's strange to see killer whales in this vast field of ice; I think open water must be close by. 5:15 p.m.—New ice in the lanes cracked and opened. The floes on the port side pushed the stern onto the ice (of the floe); then the floes closed in and nipped the ship both fore and aft. The rudder was bent over to starboard and smashed. The solid oak and iron splintered like matchwood. 8 p.m.—There was a moderate south-southwest gale with drifting snow. Timbers were straining a lot under the pressure. 10 p.m.—An especially hard nip at both ends; the ship visibly hogged. Heavy pressure.

July 22.—Ship in bad position in newly frozen lane, with bow and stern jammed against heavy floes; heavy strain with much creaking and groaning. 8 a.m.—Called all hands to stations for sledges, and made final preparations for abandoning ship. Allotted special duties to several hands to facilitate quickness in getting clear should ship be crushed. Am afraid the ship’s back will be broken if the pressure continues, but cannot relieve her. 2 p.m.—Ship lying easier. Poured Sulphuric acid on the ice astern in hopes of rotting crack and relieving pressure on stern-post, but unsuccessfully. Very heavy pressure on and around ship (taking strain fore and aft and on starboard quarter). Ship, jumping and straining and listing badly. 10 p.m.—Ship has crushed her way into new ice on starboard side and slewed aslant lane with stern-post clear of land-ice. 12 p.m.—Ship is in safer position; lanes opening in every direction.

July 22.—The ship is in a bad spot in a newly frozen channel, with the bow and stern stuck against heavy ice floes; there’s a lot of strain, creaking, and groaning. 8 a.m.—Called everyone to their stations for the sledges and made final preparations for abandoning the ship. Assigned specific tasks to several crew members to speed up getting clear in case the ship gets crushed. I'm worried the ship's back will break if the pressure keeps up, but I can't ease the strain. 2 p.m.—The ship is lying more comfortably. I poured sulfuric acid on the ice behind in hopes of rotting the crack and relieving pressure on the stern, but it didn’t work. There's very heavy pressure on and around the ship (straining fore and aft and on the starboard side). The ship is jumping, straining, and leaning badly. 10 p.m.—The ship has pushed its way into new ice on the starboard side and is now tilted in the lane with the stern clear of land-ice. 12 p.m.—The ship is in a safer position; lanes are opening in every direction.”

July 23.—Caught glimpse of Coulman Island through haze. Position of ship south 14° east (true), eighty miles off Coulman Island. Pressure continued intermittently throughout the day and night, with occasional very heavy squeezes to the ship which made timbers crack and groan. The ship’s stern is now in a more or less soft bed, formed of recently frozen ice of about one foot in thickness. I thank God that we have been spared through this fearful nightmare. I shall never forget the concertina motions of the ship during yesterday’s and Wednesday’s fore and aft nips.

July 23.—Caught a glimpse of Coulman Island through the haze. The ship's position is south 14° east (true), eighty miles from Coulman Island. The pressure has continued on and off throughout the day and night, with occasional heavy squeezes that made the timbers crack and groan. The ship’s stern is now resting in a relatively soft bed formed of recently frozen ice about one foot thick. I thank God that we have been spared from this terrifying nightmare. I will never forget the concertina motions of the ship during the fore and aft nips of yesterday and Wednesday.

July 24.—Compared with previous days this is a quiet one. The lanes have been opening and closing, and occasionally the ship gets a nasty squeeze against the solid floe on our starboard quarter. The more lanes that open the better, as they form ‘springs’ (when covered with thin ice, which makes to a thickness of three or four inches in a few hours) between the solid and heavier floes and fields. Surely we have been guided by the hands of Providence to have come in heavy grinding pack for over two hundred miles (geographical), skirting the ice-bound western shore, around and to the north of Franklin Island, and now into what appears a clear path to the open sea! In view of our precarious position and the lives of men in jeopardy, I sent this evening an aerogram to H. M. King George asking for a relief ship. I hope the wireless gets through. I have sent this message after much consideration, and know that in the event of our non-arrival in New Zealand on the specified date (November 1) a relief ship will be sent to aid the Southern Party.

July 24.—Compared to previous days, today is quiet. The lanes have been opening and closing, and occasionally the ship gets jostled against the solid ice on our starboard side. The more lanes that open, the better, as they create 'springs' (when covered with thin ice that can reach a thickness of three or four inches in just a few hours) between the solid and heavier ice floes and fields. We must have been guided by Providence to have navigated heavy, grinding pack ice for over two hundred miles (geographical), skirting the ice-covered western shore, around and north of Franklin Island, and now entering what seems like a clear route to the open sea! Considering our precarious situation and the danger to our lives, I sent an aerogram to H. M. King George this evening asking for a relief ship. I hope the wireless message goes through. I've thought this through a lot, and I know that if we don't arrive in New Zealand by the specified date (November 1), a relief ship will be sent to assist the Southern Party.

July 25.—Very heavy pressure about the ship. During the early hours a large field on the port quarter came charging up, and on meeting our floe tossed up a ridge from ten to fifteen feet high. The blocks of ice as they broke off crumbled and piled over each other to the accompaniment of a thunderous roar. Throughout the day the pressure continued, the floes alternately opening and closing, and the ship creaking and groaning during the nips between floes.

July 25.—There was a lot of pressure around the ship. In the early hours, a large ice field on the port side came rushing in, and when it hit our floe, it created a ridge around ten to fifteen feet high. The ice blocks that broke off crumbled and stacked on top of each other, making a thunderous roar. Throughout the day, the pressure persisted, with the floes opening and closing alternately, and the ship creaking and groaning during the shifts between the floes.

August 4.—For nine days we have had southerly winds, and the last four we have experienced howling blizzards. I am sick of the sound of the infernal wind. Din! Din! Din! and darkness. We should have seen the sun to-day, but a bank of cumulus effectually hid him, although the daylight is a never-ending joy.

August 4.—For nine days, we've been dealing with southerly winds, and for the last four days, we've faced howling blizzards. I’m fed up with the sound of that dreadful wind. Noise! Noise! Noise! and darkness. We should have seen the sun today, but a thick bank of clouds completely blocked it, even though the daylight is an endless pleasure.

August 6.—The wind moderated towards 6 a.m., and about breakfast time, with a clear atmosphere, the land from near Cape Cotter to Cape Adare was visible. What a day of delights! After four days of thick weather we find ourselves in sight of Cape Adare in a position about forty-five miles east of Possession Isles; in this time we have been set one hundred miles. Good going. Mount Sabine, the first land seen by us when coming south, lies away to the westward, forming the highest peak (10,000 ft.) of a majestic range of mountains covered in eternal snow. Due west we can see the Possession Islands, lying under the stupendous bluff of Cape Downshire, which shows large patches of black rock. The land slopes down to the north-west of Cape Downshire, and rises again into the high peninsula about Cape Adore. We felt excited this morning in anticipation of seeing the sun, which rose about nine-thirty (local time). It was a glorious, joyful sight. We drank to something, and with very light hearts gave cheers for the sun.

August 6.—The wind calmed down by 6 a.m., and around breakfast time, with clear skies, we could see the land from near Cape Cotter to Cape Adare. What a wonderful day! After four days of thick fog, we find ourselves spotting Cape Adare, roughly forty-five miles east of Possession Isles; during this time, we've traveled a hundred miles. Great progress. Mount Sabine, the first land we noticed when heading south, stands to the west, forming the tallest peak (10,000 ft.) of a stunning mountain range covered in eternal snow. Directly west, we can see the Possession Islands, situated under the impressive cliffs of Cape Downshire, which display large patches of black rock. The land slopes down to the northwest of Cape Downshire and then rises again into the high peninsula near Cape Adare. We felt excited this morning, looking forward to seeing the sun, which rose around nine-thirty (local time). It was a magnificent, joyous sight. We raised a toast and, feeling very light-hearted, cheered for the sun.

August 9.—Donolly got to work on the rudder again. It is a long job cutting through the iron sheathing-plates of the rudder, and not too safe at present, as the ice is treacherous. Hooke says that the conditions are normal now. I wish for his sake that he could get through. He is a good sportsman and keeps on trying, although, I am convinced, he has little hope with this inadequate aerial.

August 9.—Donolly started working on the rudder again. It’s a lengthy task cutting through the iron sheathing plates of the rudder, and it’s not very safe right now since the ice is slippery. Hooke says that the conditions are normal now. I really hope for his sake that he can make it through. He’s a good sport and keeps pushing forward, even though I’m sure he has little hope with this inadequate aerial.

August 10.—The ship’s position is lat. 70° 40´ S., forty miles north 29° east of Cape Adare. The distance drifted from August 2 to 6 was one hundred miles, and from the 6th to the 10th eighty-eight miles.

August 10.—The ship is located at 70° 40´ S., forty miles north and 29° east of Cape Adare. We drifted one hundred miles from August 2 to 6, and eighty-eight miles from the 6th to the 10th.”

August 12.—By observation and bearings of land we are forty-five miles north-east of Cape Adare, in lat. 70° 42´ S. This position is a little to the eastward of the position on the 10th. The bearings as laid off on a small scale chart of gnomonic projection are very inaccurate, and here we are handicapped, as our chronometers have lost all regularity. Donolly and Grade are having quite a job with the iron platings on the rudder, but should finish the cutting to-morrow. A jury-rudder is nearly completed. This afternoon we mixed some concrete for the lower part, and had to use boiling water, as the water froze in the mixing. The carpenter has made a good job of the rudder, although he has had to construct it on the quarterdeck in low temperatures and exposed to biting blasts.

August 12.—By taking observations and bearings of the land, we are forty-five miles northeast of Cape Adare, at latitude 70° 42' S. This location is slightly east of where we were on the 10th. The bearings plotted on a small-scale gnomonic projection chart are very inaccurate, and we are struggling with that since our chronometers have lost all accuracy. Donolly and Grade are working hard on the iron plates for the rudder, but they should finish cutting by tomorrow. A temporary rudder is almost done. This afternoon, we mixed some concrete for the lower part, and we had to use boiling water because the water froze while mixing. The carpenter has done a great job on the rudder, even though he's had to build it on the quarterdeck in low temperatures and in harsh winds.

August 16.—We are ‘backing and filling’ about forty miles north-east of Cape Adare. This is where we expected to have made much mileage. However, we cannot grumble and must be patient. There was much mirage to the northward, and from the crow’s-nest a distinct appearance of open water could be seen stretching from north-north-west to north-east.

August 16.—We are 'backing and filling' about forty miles northeast of Cape Adare. This is where we thought we would have covered a lot of distance. However, we can't complain and need to be patient. There was a lot of mirage to the north, and from the crow's nest, a clear view of open water could be seen stretching from north-northwest to northeast.

August 17.—A glorious day! Land is distinctly visible, and to the northward the black fringe of water-sky over the horizon hangs continuously. Hooke heard Macquarie Island ‘speaking’ Hobart. The message heard was the finish of the weather reports. We have hopes now of news in the near future.

August 17.—What a beautiful day! Land is clearly visible, and to the north, the dark edge of the water-sky hangs continuously over the horizon. Hooke heard Macquarie Island ‘talking’ to Hobart. The message received was the end of the weather reports. We’re now hopeful for news in the near future.

August 23.—Saw the land in the vicinity of Cape North. To the south-south-west the white cliffs and peaks of the inland ranges were very distinct, and away in the distance to the south-west could be seen a low stretch of undulating land. At times Mount Sabine was visible through the gloom. The latitude, is 69° 44½´ S. We are fifty-eight miles north, forty miles east of Cape North.

August 23.—Spotted land near Cape North. To the south-south-west, the white cliffs and peaks of the inland ranges were easily visible, and in the distance to the south-west, there was a low stretch of rolling land. Occasionally, Mount Sabine could be seen through the mist. The latitude is 69° 44½´ S. We are fifty-eight miles north and forty miles east of Cape North.

August 24.—We lifted the rudder out of the ice and placed it clear of the stern, athwart the fore-and-aft line of the ship. We had quite a job with it (weight, four and a half tons), using treble- and double-sheaved-blocks purchase, but with the endless-chain tackle from the engine-room, and plenty of ‘beef’ and leverage, we dragged it clear. All the pintles are gone at the fore part of the rudder; it is a clean break and bears witness to the terrific force exerted on the ship during the nip. I am glad to see the rudder upon the ice and clear of the propeller. The blade itself (which is solid oak and sheathed on two sides and after part half-way down, with three-quarter-inch iron plating) is undamaged, save for the broken pintles; the twisted portion is in the rudder trunk.

August 24.—We managed to lift the rudder out of the ice and moved it away from the stern, across the ship's line. It was quite a task (weighing four and a half tons) and we used triple- and double-sheaved blocks for leverage. But with the endless-chain tackle from the engine room and a lot of muscle, we got it free. All the pintles are missing from the front part of the rudder; it's a clean break and shows the incredible force that was applied to the ship during the ice pressure. I'm relieved to see the rudder on the ice and away from the propeller. The blade itself (made of solid oak and covered on two sides and halfway down the back with three-quarter-inch iron plating) is unscathed, except for the broken pintles; the twisted part is still in the rudder trunk.

August 25, 11 p.m.—Hooke has just been in with the good tidings that he has heard Macquarie and the Bluff (New Zealand) sending their weather reports and exchanging signals. Can this mean that they have heard our recent signals and are trying to get us now? Our motor has been out of order.

August 25, 11 p.m.—Hooke just came in with the great news that he heard Macquarie and the Bluff (New Zealand) sending their weather reports and exchanging signals. Could this mean they've picked up on our recent signals and are trying to reach us now? Our engine has been malfunctioning.

August 26.—The carpenter has finished the jury-rudder and is now at work on the lower end of the rudder truck, where the rudder burst into the stern timbers. We are lucky in having this opportunity to repair these minor damages, which might prove serious in a seaway.

August 26.—The carpenter has finished the jury rudder and is now working on the lower end of the rudder truck, where the rudder connects to the stern timbers. We're fortunate to have this chance to fix these minor issues, which could become serious in rough waters.

August 31, 6.30 a.m.—Very loud pressure-noises to the south-east. I went aloft after breakfast and had the pleasure of seeing many open lanes in all directions. The lanes of yesterday are frozen over, showing what little chance there is of a general and continued break-up of the ice until the temperature rises. Land was visible, but far too distant for even approximate bearings. The berg still hangs to the north-west of the ship. We seem to have pivoted outwards from the land. We cannot get out of this too quickly, and although every one has plenty of work, and is cheerful, the uselessness of the ship in her present position palls.

August 31, 6:30 a.m.—Very loud pressure noises coming from the south-east. After breakfast, I went up and was pleased to see many open lanes in all directions. The lanes from yesterday are frozen over, showing just how little chance there is of a complete and lasting break-up of the ice until the temperature rises. Land was visible, but it was far too distant for even rough bearings. The iceberg is still hanging to the north-west of the ship. We seem to have pivoted away from the land. We need to get out of this situation quickly, and even though everyone has plenty of work and is cheerful, the ship's uselessness in her current position is starting to wear on us.”

September 5.—The mizzen wireless mast came down in a raging blizzard to-day. In the forenoon I managed to crawl to windward on the top of the bridge-house, and under the lee of the chart-house watched the mast bending over with the wind and swaying like the branch of a tree, but after the aerial had stood throughout the winter I hardly thought the mast would carry away. Luckily, as it is dangerous to life to be on deck in this weather (food is brought from the galley in relays through blinding drift and over big heaps of snow), no one was about when the mast carried away.

September 5.—The mizzen wireless mast came down in a fierce blizzard today. In the morning, I managed to crawl to the top of the bridge-house, and protected by the chart-house, I watched the mast bending and swaying like a tree branch in the wind. But since the aerial had survived the winter, I didn't really think the mast would break. Fortunately, since it's dangerous to be on deck in this weather (food is brought from the galley in stages through the blinding snow and over large piles of snow), no one was around when the mast fell.

September 8.—This is dull, miserable weather. Blow, snow, and calm for an hour or two. Sometimes it blows in this neighbourhood without snow and sometimes with—this seems to be the only difference. I have two patients now, Larkman and Mugridge. Larkman was frost-bitten on the great and second toes of the left foot some time ago, and has so far taken little notice of them. Now they are causing him some alarm as gangrene has set in. Mugridge is suffering from an intermittent rash, with red, inflamed skin and large, short-lived blisters. I don’t know what the deuce it is, but the nearest description to it in a ‘Materia Medica,’ etc., is pemphigus, so pemphigus it is, and he has been ‘tonic-ed’ and massaged.

September 8.—The weather is pretty miserable. It’s blowing, snowing, and calm for an hour or so. Sometimes it blows here without snow and sometimes with—seems like that’s the only difference. I have two patients right now, Larkman and Mugridge. Larkman got frostbite on the big and second toes of his left foot a while ago, and he hasn't really paid much attention to it until now, but now they’re worrying him since gangrene has set in. Mugridge is dealing with a rash that comes and goes, with red, inflamed skin and big, short-lived blisters. I have no idea what it really is, but the closest match I can find in a ‘Materia Medica,’ etc., is pemphigus, so pemphigus it is, and he has been given tonics and massages.

September 9.—This is the first day for a long time that we have registered a minimum temperature above zero for the twenty-four hours. It is pleasant to think that from noon to noon throughout the night the temperature never fell below +4° (28° frost), and with the increase of daylight it makes one feel that summer really is approaching.

September 9.—This is the first day in a while that we've had a minimum temperature above zero for the past twenty-four hours. It's nice to think that from noon to noon, the temperature stayed above +4° (28° frost) all night, and with more daylight, it makes you feel like summer is really on its way.

September 13.—All around the northern horizon there is the appearance of an open water-sky, but around the ship the prospect is dreary. The sun rose at 6.20 a.m. and set at 5.25 p.m. Ship’s time eleven hours five minutes of sunlight and seventeen hours light. Three hours twilight morning and evening. The carpenter is dismantling the taffrail (to facilitate the landing and, if necessary, the boarding of the jury-rudder) and will construct a temporary, removable rail.

September 13.—All around the northern horizon, there looks to be an open water-sky, but the view around the ship is bleak. The sun rose at 6:20 a.m. and set at 5:25 p.m. Ship’s time gives us eleven hours and five minutes of sunlight and seventeen hours of light. Three hours of twilight in the morning and evening. The carpenter is taking apart the taffrail (to make it easier to land and, if needed, board the jury-rudder) and will build a temporary, removable rail.

September 16.—There has been much mirage all around the horizon, and to the eastward through south to south-west heavy frost-smoke has been rising. Over the northern horizon a low bank of white fog hangs as though over the sea. I do not like these continued low temperatures. I am beginning to have doubts as to our release until the sun starts to rot the ice.

September 16.—There’s been a lot of mirage all around the horizon, and to the east, from south to southwest, thick frost smoke has been rising. Over the northern horizon, a low bank of white fog hangs like it’s over the sea. I’m not comfortable with these ongoing low temperatures. I’m starting to doubt that we’ll be free until the sun starts to melt the ice.

September 17.—This is the anniversary of our departure from London. There are only four of the original eleven on board—Larkman, Ninnis, Mauger, and I. Much has happened since Friday, September 18, 1914, and I can recall the scene as we passed down the Thames with submarines and cruisers, in commission and bent on business, crossing our course. I can also remember the regret at leaving it all and the consequent ‘fedupness.’

September 17.—Today marks the anniversary of our departure from London. Only four of the original eleven are still on board—Larkman, Ninnis, Mauger, and me. A lot has happened since Friday, September 18, 1914, and I can clearly picture the scene as we made our way down the Thames, with submarines and cruisers in operation and focused on their missions, crossing our path. I also remember the sense of regret at leaving everything behind and the resulting feeling of being fed up.

September 21.—The sun is making rapid progress south, and we have had to-day over seventeen hours’ light and twelve hours’ sunlight. Oh for a release! The monotony and worry of our helpless position is deadly. I suppose Shackleton and his party will have started depot-laying now and will be full of hopes for the future. I wonder whether the Endurance wintered in the ice or went north. I cannot help thinking that if she wintered in the Weddell Sea she will be worse off than the Aurora. What a lot we have to look for in the next six months—news of Shackleton and the Endurance, the party at Cape Evans, and the war.

September 21.—The sun is quickly heading south, and today we’ve had over seventeen hours of light and twelve hours of sunshine. I really need a break! The boredom and stress of our helpless situation is overwhelming. I guess Shackleton and his team have started laying down depots by now and are feeling hopeful about the future. I wonder if the Endurance stayed trapped in the ice or if it went north. I can’t help but think that if it wintered in the Weddell Sea, it might be worse off than the Aurora. There’s so much to look forward to in the next six months—news about Shackleton and the Endurance, the team at Cape Evans, and the war.

September 22.—Lat. 69° 12´ S.; long. 165° 00´ E. Sturge Island (Balleny Group) is bearing north (true) ninety miles distant. Light north-west airs with clear, fine weather. Sighted Sturge Island in the morning, bearing due north of us and appearing like a faint low shadow on the horizon. It is good to get a good landmark for fixing positions again, and it is good to see that we are making northerly progress, however small. Since breaking away from Cape Evans we have drifted roughly seven hundred and five miles around islands and past formidable obstacles, a wonderful drift! It is good to think that it has not been in vain, and that the knowledge of the set and drill of the pack will be a valuable addition to the sum of human knowledge. The distance from Cape Evans to our present position is seven hundred and five miles (geographical).

September 22.—Lat. 69° 12´ S.; long. 165° 00´ E. Sturge Island (Balleny Group) is to the north (true) ninety miles away. There are light north-west winds with clear, nice weather. We spotted Sturge Island in the morning, directly north of us, looking like a faint low shadow on the horizon. It's great to have a clear landmark for our positioning again, and it's reassuring to see that we are making some progress north, even if it's small. Since leaving Cape Evans, we've drifted about seven hundred and five miles around islands and past significant barriers, an impressive drift! It's comforting to know that this journey hasn't been in vain, and that our understanding of the movement and formation of the ice pack will contribute to human knowledge. The distance from Cape Evans to where we are now is seven hundred and five miles (geographical).

September 27.—The temperature in my room last night was round about zero, rather chilly, but warm enough under the blankets. Hooke has dismantled his wireless gear. He feels rather sick about not getting communication, although he does not show it.

September 27.—The temperature in my room last night was around zero, pretty chilly, but warm enough under the blankets. Hooke has taken apart his wireless equipment. He feels pretty down about not being able to communicate, although he doesn’t show it.

September 30.—Ninnis has been busy now for the week on the construction of a new tractor. He is building the body and will assemble the motor in the fore ’tween decks, where it can be lashed securely when we are released from the ice. I can see leads of open water from the masthead, but we are still held firmly. How long?

September 30.—Ninnis has been busy this week building a new tractor. He’s working on the body and will finish assembling the motor in the front section, where it can be secured when we get free of the ice. From the masthead, I can see patches of open water, but we’re still stuck. How long will this last?

October 7.—As time wears on the possibility of getting back to the Barrier to land a party deserves consideration; if we do not get clear until late in the season we will have to turn south first, although we have no anchors and little moorings, no rudder and a short supply of coal. To leave a party on the Barrier would make us very short-handed; still, it can be done, and anything is preferable to the delay in assisting the people at Cape Evans. At 5 a.m. a beautiful parhelion formed around the sun. The sight so impressed the bos’n that he roused me out to see it.”

October 7.—As time goes on, the chance of returning to the Barrier to drop off a team is worth considering; if we don't get clear until late in the season, we'll have to head south first, even though we don't have any anchors, little mooring equipment, no rudder, and a limited supply of coal. Leaving a team on the Barrier would leave us very short-handed; still, it can be done, and anything is better than the delay in helping the people at Cape Evans. At 5 a.m., a beautiful parhelion formed around the sun. The sight impressed the bos’n so much that he woke me up to see it.”

During the month of October the Aurora drifted uneventfully. Stenhouse mentions that there was often an appearance of open water on the northern and eastern horizon. But anxious eyes were strained in vain for indications that the day of the ship’s release was near at hand. Hooke had the wireless plant running again and was trying daily to get into touch with Macquarie Island, now about eight hundred and fifty miles distant. The request for a relief ship was to be renewed if communication could be established, for by this time, if all had gone well with the Endurance, the overland party from the Weddell Sea would have been starting. There was considerable movement of the ice towards the end of the month, lanes opening and closing, but the floe, some acres in area, into which the Aurora was frozen, remained firm until the early days of November. The cracks appeared close to the ship, due apparently to heavy drift causing the floe to sink. The temperatures were higher now, under the influence of the sun, and the ice was softer. Thawing was causing discomfort in the quarters aboard. The position on November 12 was reckoned to be lat. 66° 49´ S., long. 155° 17´ 45´´ E. Stenhouse made a sounding on November 17, in lat. 66° 40´ S., long. 154° 45´ E., and found bottom at 194 fathoms. The bottom sample was mud and a few small stones. The sounding-line showed a fairly strong undercurrent to the north-west. “We panned out some of the mud,” says Stenhouse, “and in the remaining grit found several specks of gold.” Two days later the trend of the current was south-easterly. There was a pronounced thaw on the 22nd. The cabins were in a dripping state, and recently fallen snow was running off the ship in little streams. All hands were delighted, for the present discomfort offered promise of an early break-up of the pack.

During October, the Aurora drifted without any major incidents. Stenhouse noted that there often seemed to be open water on the northern and eastern horizon. However, anxious eyes strained in vain for signs that the day of the ship's release was approaching. Hooke had the wireless system up and running again and was trying every day to reach Macquarie Island, which was now about eight hundred and fifty miles away. If communication could be established, they planned to request a relief ship again, since by this time, if all had gone well with the Endurance, the overland party from the Weddell Sea would have already started. Towards the end of the month, there was a lot of ice movement, with lanes opening and closing. Still, the floe, covering several acres, in which the Aurora was stuck, remained stable until early November. Cracks appeared close to the ship, likely due to heavy drifting causing the floe to sink. The temperatures were warmer now, thanks to the sun, and the ice was getting softer. Thawing was causing discomfort in the living quarters on board. As of November 12, their position was estimated at lat. 66° 49' S., long. 155° 17' 45'' E. Stenhouse took a sounding on November 17, at lat. 66° 40' S., long. 154° 45' E., and found the bottom at 194 fathoms. The bottom sample contained mud and a few small stones. The sounding line indicated a fairly strong undercurrent going to the north-west. “We panned out some of the mud,” Stenhouse said, “and in the remaining grit found several specks of gold.” Two days later, the current shifted to a south-easterly direction. There was a significant thaw on the 22nd. The cabins were dripping, and freshly fallen snow was melting off the ship in small streams. Everyone was thrilled, as the current discomfort suggested an early break-up of the pack.

November 23.—At 3 a.m. Young Island, Balleny Group, was seen bearing north 54° east (true). The island, which showed up clearly on the horizon, under a heavy stratus-covered sky, appeared to be very far distant. By latitude at noon we are in 66° 26´ S. As this is the charted latitude of Peak Foreman, Young Island, the bearing does not agree. Land was seen at 8 a.m. bearing south 60° west (true). This, which would appear to be Cape Hudson, loomed up through the mists in the form of a high, bold headland, with low undulating land stretching away to the south-south-east and to the westward of it. The appearance of this headland has been foretold for the last two days, by masses of black fog, but it seems strange that land so high should not have been seen before, as there is little change in the atmospheric conditions.

November 23.—At 3 a.m., Young Island, part of the Balleny Group, was spotted bearing north 54° east (true). The island, which was clearly visible on the horizon beneath a thick, stratus-covered sky, seemed very far away. By noon, our latitude is recorded at 66° 26´ S. Since this matches the charted latitude of Peak Foreman, Young Island, the bearing doesn’t add up. Land was sighted at 8 a.m., bearing south 60° west (true). This appeared to be Cape Hudson, rising through the mist as a high, striking headland, with low, rolling land extending to the south-southeast and toward the west. The sighting of this headland has been predicted for the past two days by dense black fog, but it’s odd that such a tall landform hasn’t been seen before, given the stable atmospheric conditions.

November 24.—Overcast and hazy during forenoon. Cloudy, clear, and fine in afternoon and evening. Not a vestige of land can be seen, so Cape Hudson is really ‘Cape Flyaway.’ This is most weird. All hands saw the headland to the south-west, and some of us sketched it. Now (afternoon), although the sky is beautifully clear to the south-west, nothing can be seen. We cannot have drifted far from yesterday’s position. No wonder Wilkes reported land. 9 p.m.—A low fringe of land appears on the horizon bearing south-west, but in no way resembles our Cape of yesterday. This afternoon we took a cast of the lead through the crack 200 yds. west of the ship, but found no bottom at 700 fathoms.”

November 24.—It was overcast and hazy in the morning. It turned cloudy, then clear and nice in the afternoon and evening. Not a trace of land is visible, making Cape Hudson feel like 'Cape Flyaway.' This is really strange. Everyone saw the headland to the south-west, and some of us sketched it. Now (afternoon), even though the sky is beautifully clear to the south-west, we can’t see anything. We can’t have drifted far from where we were yesterday. No wonder Wilkes said there was land. 9 p.m.—A low strip of land shows up on the horizon to the south-west, but it doesn’t look anything like our Cape from yesterday. This afternoon, we took a lead cast through the gap 200 yards west of the ship, but found no bottom even at 700 fathoms.

An interesting incident on November 26 was the discovery of an emperor penguin rookery. Ninnis and Kavenagh took a long walk to the north-west, and found the deserted rookery. The depressions in the ice, made by the birds, were about eighteen inches long and contained a greyish residue. The rookery was in a hollow surrounded by pressure ridges six feet high. Apparently about twenty birds had been there. No pieces of egg-shell were seen, but the petrels and skuas had been there in force and probably would have taken all scraps of this kind. The floes were becoming soft and “rotten,” and walking was increasingly difficult. Deep pools of slush and water covered with thin snow made traps for the men. Stenhouse thought that a stiff blizzard would break up the pack. His anxiety was increasing with the advance of the season, and his log is a record of deep yearning to be free and active again. But the grip of the pack was inexorable. The hands had plenty of work on the Aurora, which was being made shipshape after the buffeting of the winter storms. Seals and penguins were seen frequently, and the supply of fresh meat was maintained. The jury-rudder was ready to be shipped when the ship was released, but in the meantime it was not being exposed to the attacks of the ice.

An interesting event on November 26 was the discovery of an emperor penguin rookery. Ninnis and Kavenagh took a long walk to the northwest and found the abandoned rookery. The depressions in the ice made by the birds were about eighteen inches long and had a grayish residue. The rookery was in a hollow surrounded by pressure ridges six feet high. It seemed about twenty birds had been there. No pieces of eggshell were found, but the petrels and skuas had been there in large numbers and likely took all scraps of this kind. The ice floes were becoming soft and "rotten," making walking increasingly difficult. Deep pools of slush and water covered with thin snow created traps for the men. Stenhouse thought a strong blizzard would break up the pack. His anxiety was growing as the season progressed, and his log shows a deep longing to be free and active again. But the grip of the pack was relentless. The crew had plenty of work on the Aurora, getting it ready after the battering of the winter storms. Seals and penguins were seen often, and they maintained a supply of fresh meat. The jury-rudder was ready to be shipped when the ship was released, but in the meantime, it was protected from the ice's attacks.

“No appreciable change in our surroundings,” was the note for December 17. “Every day past now reduces our chance of getting out in time to go north for rudder, anchors, and coal. If we break out before January 15 we might get north to New Zealand and down to Cape Evans again in time to pick up the parties. After that date we can only attempt to go south in our crippled state, and short of fuel. With only nine days’ coal on board we would have little chance of working through any Ross Sea pack, or of getting south at all if we encountered many blizzards. Still there is a sporting chance and luck may be with us.... Shackleton may be past the Pole now. I wish our wireless calls had got through.”

“No noticeable change in our surroundings,” was the entry for December 17. “Each passing day reduces our chance of escaping in time to head north for the rudder, anchors, and coal. If we make it out before January 15, we might be able to get to New Zealand and back to Cape Evans in time to pick up the teams. After that date, we can only try to go south in our damaged condition, and with limited fuel. With just nine days’ worth of coal on board, we would have little chance of navigating through any pack ice in the Ross Sea, or getting south at all if we face many snowstorms. Still, there’s a slim chance, and luck might be on our side... Shackleton might have already passed the Pole by now. I wish our radio calls had gone through.”

Christmas Day, with its special dinner and mild festivities, came and passed, and still the ice remained firm. The men were finding some interest in watching the moulting of emperor penguins, who were stationed at various points in the neighbourhood of the ship. They had taken station to leeward of hummocks, and appeared to move only when the wind changed or the snow around them had become foul. They covered but a few yards on these journeys, and even then stumbled in their weakness. One emperor was brought on board alive, and the crew were greatly amused to see the bird balancing himself on heels and tail, with upturned toes, the position adopted when the egg is resting on the feet during the incubation period. The threat of a stiff “blow” aroused hopes of release several times, but the blizzard—probably the first Antarctic blizzard that was ever longed for—did not arrive. New Year’s Day found Stenhouse and other men just recovering from an attack of snow-blindness, contracted by making an excursion across the floes without snow-goggles.

Christmas Day, with its special dinner and mild celebrations, came and went, and the ice stayed solid. The men found some interest in watching the molting emperor penguins, who were scattered around the area near the ship. They positioned themselves to the leeward side of snow mounds and seemed to move only when the wind shifted or the snow around them got messy. They only traveled a few yards during these movements, and even then, they stumbled because of their weakness. One emperor was brought on board alive, and the crew was amused to see the bird balancing on its heels and tail, with its toes pointed up, which is the position adopted when the egg rests on its feet during incubation. The potential for a strong “blow” raised hopes of being set free several times, but the blizzard—likely the first Antarctic blizzard ever wished for—did not arrive. New Year’s Day found Stenhouse and other men just recovering from an episode of snow blindness, contracted by taking a trip across the ice floes without snow goggles.

At the end of the first week in January the ship was in lat. 65° 45´ S. The pack was well broken a mile from the ship, and the ice was rolling fast. Under the bows and stern the pools were growing and stretching away in long lanes to the west. A seal came up to blow under the stern on the 6th, proving that there was an opening in the sunken ice there. Stenhouse was economizing in food. No breakfast was served on the ship, and seal or penguin meat was used for at least one of the two meals later in the day. All hands were short of clothing, but Stenhouse was keeping intact the sledging gear intended for the use of the shore party. Strong, variable winds on the 9th raised hopes again, and on the morning of the 10th the ice appeared to be well broken from half a mile to a mile distant from the ship in all directions. “It seems extraordinary that the ship should be held in an almost unbroken floe of about a mile square, the more so as this patch was completely screwed and broken during the smash in July, and contains many faults. In almost any direction at a distance of half a mile from the ship there are pressure ridges of eight-inch ice piled twenty feet high. It was provident that although so near these ridges were escaped.”

At the end of the first week in January, the ship was at latitude 65° 45' S. The ice was breaking up well about a mile from the ship, and the ice was moving quickly. Under the bow and stern, pools of water were forming and stretching out in long lanes to the west. A seal surfaced to breathe under the stern on the 6th, indicating there was an opening in the submerged ice there. Stenhouse was trying to save food. No breakfast was provided on the ship, and seal or penguin meat was used for at least one of the two meals later in the day. Everyone was short on clothing, but Stenhouse was keeping the sledging gear meant for the shore party intact. Strong, variable winds on the 9th raised everyone's hopes again, and on the morning of the 10th, it seemed like the ice was breaking up well from half a mile to a mile away from the ship in all directions. “It seems incredible that the ship is stuck in an almost unbroken floe of about a mile square, especially since this patch was completely crushed and broken during the smash in July and has many faults. In almost any direction, half a mile from the ship, there are pressure ridges of eight-inch ice piled twenty feet high. It was fortunate that, despite being so close, we avoided these ridges.”

The middle of January was passed and the Aurora lay still in the ice. The period of continuous day was drawing towards its close, and there was an appreciable twilight at midnight. A dark water-sky could be seen on the northern horizon. The latitude on January 24 was 65° 39½´ S. Towards the end of the month Stenhouse ordered a thorough overhaul of the stores and general preparations for a move. The supply of flour and butter was ample. Other stores were running low, and the crew lost no opportunity of capturing seals and penguins. Adelies were travelling to the east-south-east in considerable numbers, but they could not be taken unless they approached the ship closely, owing to the soft condition of the ice. The wireless plant, which had been idle during the months of daylight, had been rigged again, and Hooke resumed his calls to Macquarie Island on February 2. He listened in vain for any indication that he had been heard. The pack was showing much movement, but the large floe containing the ship remained firm.

The middle of January had passed, and the Aurora was still stuck in the ice. The period of continuous daylight was coming to an end, and there was noticeable twilight at midnight. A dark water sky was visible on the northern horizon. On January 24, the latitude was 65° 39½´ S. Toward the end of the month, Stenhouse ordered a complete inventory of supplies and general preparations for a move. There was plenty of flour and butter, but other supplies were running low, and the crew took every chance to catch seals and penguins. Adelie penguins were heading east-southeast in large numbers, but they couldn't be caught unless they got close to the ship because the ice was soft. The wireless equipment, which had been unused during the months of daylight, was set up again, and Hooke started trying to reach Macquarie Island on February 2. He listened in vain for any sign that he had been heard. The pack ice was moving a lot, but the large floe holding the ship remained stable.

The break-up of the floe came on February 12. Strong north-east to south-east winds put the ice in motion and brought a perceptible swell. The ship was making some water, a fore-taste of a trouble to come, and all hands spent the day at the pumps, reducing the water from three feet eight and a half inches in the well to twelve inches, in spite of frozen pipes and other difficulties. Work had just finished for the night when the ice broke astern and quickly split in all directions under the influence of the swell. The men managed to save some seal meat which had been cached in a drift near the gangway. They lost the flagstaff, which had been rigged as a wireless mast out on the floe, but drew in the aerial. The ship was floating now amid fragments of floe, and bumping considerably in the swell. A fresh southerly wind blew during the night, and the ship started to forge ahead gradually without sail. At 8.30 a.m. on the 13th Stenhouse set the foresail and foretopmast staysail, and the Aurora moved northward slowly, being brought up occasionally by large floes. Navigation under such conditions, without steam and without a rudder, was exceedingly difficult, but Stenhouse wished if possible to save his small remaining stock of coal until he cleared the pack, so that a quick run might be made to McMurdo Sound. The jury-rudder could not be rigged in the pack. The ship was making about three and a half feet of water in the twenty-four hours, a quantity easily kept in check by the pumps.

The breakup of the ice came on February 12. Strong north-east to south-east winds set the ice in motion and created noticeable swells. The ship was taking on some water, a sign of trouble ahead, and everyone spent the day at the pumps, reducing the water level from three feet eight and a half inches to twelve inches, despite frozen pipes and other challenges. Just as the work wrapped up for the night, the ice cracked behind the ship and quickly broke apart in all directions due to the swells. The crew managed to save some seal meat that had been stored in a drift near the gangway. They lost the flagstaff, which had been set up as a wireless mast out on the ice, but pulled in the aerial. The ship was now floating among chunks of ice and rocking significantly in the swell. A fresh southerly wind blew through the night, and the ship slowly began to move forward without sails. At 8:30 a.m. on the 13th, Stenhouse set the foresail and foretopmast staysail, and the Aurora continued its slow northward progress, occasionally being held up by large ice floes. Navigating under these conditions, without steam and without a rudder, was extremely challenging, but Stenhouse wanted to conserve his small remaining supply of coal until he cleared the pack, allowing for a quick trip to McMurdo Sound. The jury-rudder couldn't be set up in the pack. The ship was taking on about three and a half feet of water over twenty-four hours, a manageable amount to handle with the pumps.

During the 14th the Aurora worked very slowly northward through heavy pack. Occasionally the yards were backed or an ice-anchor put into a floe to help her out of difficult places, but much of the time she steered herself. The jury-rudder boom was topped into position in the afternoon, but the rudder was not to be shipped until open pack or open water was reached. The ship was held up all day on the 15th in lat. 64° 38´ S. Heavy floes barred progress in every direction. Attempts were made to work the ship by trimming sails and warping with ice-anchors, but she could not be manœuvred smartly enough to take advantage of leads that opened and closed. This state of affairs continued throughout the 16th. That night a heavy swell was rolling under the ice and the ship had a rough time. One pointed floe ten or twelve feet thick was steadily battering, with a three-feet send, against the starboard side, and fenders only partially deadened the shock. “It is no use butting against this pack with steam-power,” wrote Stenhouse. “We would use all our meagre supply of coal in reaching the limit of the ice in sight, and then we would be in a hole, with neither ballast nor fuel.... But if this stagnation lasts another week we will have to raise steam and consume our coal in an endeavour to get into navigable waters. I am afraid our chances of getting south are very small now.”

During the 14th, the Aurora moved slowly north through thick ice. Sometimes the crew backed the sails or used an ice-anchor on a floe to get unstuck, but most of the time the ship managed on its own. They positioned the temporary rudder in the afternoon, but they wouldn’t attach it until they reached open pack ice or open water. The ship was stuck all day on the 15th at latitude 64° 38' S. Heavy floes blocked progress in every direction. They tried to maneuver the ship by adjusting the sails and using ice-anchors, but they couldn’t move quickly enough to take advantage of the openings that came and went. This situation continued throughout the 16th. That night, a strong swell was rolling under the ice, and the ship struggled. One sharp floe, ten or twelve feet thick, was relentlessly hitting the starboard side with waves three feet high, and the fenders only slightly softened the impact. “It’s useless to push against this pack with steam," wrote Stenhouse. “We’d use up all our limited supply of coal just reaching the edge of the visible ice, and then we’d be stuck without ballast or fuel... If this situation lasts another week, we'll have to raise steam and burn our coal trying to get into navigable waters. I’m afraid our chances of moving south are very slim right now.”

The pack remained close, and on the 21st a heavy swell made the situation dangerous. The ship bumped heavily that night and fenders were of little avail. With each “send” of the swell the ship would bang her bows on the floe ahead, then bounce back and smash into another floe across her stern-post. This floe, about six feet thick and 100 ft. across, was eventually split and smashed by the impacts. The pack was jammed close on the 23rd, when the noon latitude was 64° 36½´ S. The next change was for the worse. The pack loosened on the night of the 25th, and a heavy north-west swell caused the ship to bump heavily. This state of affairs recurred at intervals in succeeding days. “The battering and ramming of the floes increased in the early hours [of February 29] until it seemed as if some sharp floe or jagged underfoot must go through the ship’s hull. At 6 a.m. we converted a large coir-spring into a fender, and slipped it under the port quarter, where a pressured floe with twenty to thirty feet underfoot was threatening try knock the propeller and stern-post off altogether. At 9 a.m., after pumping ship, the engineer reported a leak in the way of the propeller-shaft aft near the stern-post on the port side. The carpenter cut part of the lining and filled the space between the timbers with Stockholm tar, cement, and oakum. He could not get at the actual leak, but his makeshift made a little difference. I am anxious about the propeller. This pack is a dangerous place for a ship now; it seems miraculous that the old Barky still floats.”

The pack stayed close, and on the 21st, a heavy swell made things risky. The ship hit hard that night, and the fenders didn’t help much. With each surge of the swell, the ship would slam her bow against the floe in front, then bounce back and crash into another floe at her stern. This floe, about six feet thick and 100 feet wide, eventually split and shattered from the impacts. The pack was tightly jammed on the 23rd, when the noon latitude was 64° 36½´ S. The next change wasn’t good. The pack loosened up on the night of the 25th, and a heavy north-west swell caused the ship to hit hard again. This situation kept happening in the days that followed. “The banging and crashing of the floes increased in the early hours [of February 29] until it felt like some sharp floe or jagged piece underneath might go right through the ship’s hull. At 6 a.m., we turned a large coir-spring into a fender and slid it under the port side, where a pressured floe with twenty to thirty feet below was threatening to knock the propeller and stern-post off completely. At 9 a.m., after pumping the ship, the engineer reported a leak near the propeller shaft at the back on the port side. The carpenter cut part of the lining and filled the space between the timbers with Stockholm tar, cement, and oakum. He couldn’t reach the actual leak, but his quick fix made a slight difference. I’m worried about the propeller. This pack is a dangerous place for a ship right now; it seems amazing that the old Barky is still afloat.”

The ice opened out a little on March 1. It was imperative to get the ship out of her dangerous situation quickly; as winter was approaching, and Stenhouse therefore ordered steam to be raised. Next morning he had the spanker gaff rigged over the stern for use as a temporary rudder while in the heavy pack. Steam had been raised to working pressure at 5.15 p.m. on the 2nd, and the Aurora began to work ahead to the westward. Progress was very slow owing to heavy floes and deep underfoots, which necessitated frequent stoppages of the engines. Open water was in sight to the north and north-west the next morning, after a restless night spent among the rocking floes. But progress was very slow. The Aurora went to leeward under the influence of a west-south-west breeze, and steering by means of the yards and a warp-anchor was a ticklish business. The ship came to a full stop among heavy floes before noon on the 3rd, and three hours later, after vain attempts to warp ahead by means of ice-anchors, Stenhouse had the fires partially drawn (to save coal) and banked.

The ice opened up a bit on March 1. It was crucial to get the ship out of its dangerous situation quickly since winter was approaching, so Stenhouse ordered steam to be raised. The next morning, he rigged the spanker gaff over the stern to use as a temporary rudder while in the thick ice. Steam reached working pressure at 5:15 p.m. on the 2nd, and the Aurora began to move ahead to the west. Progress was very slow due to heavy ice floes and deep water, which forced frequent engine stoppages. Open water was visible to the north and northwest the following morning after a restless night among the rocking ice. But progress remained slow. The Aurora drifted to leeward under the influence of a west-southwest breeze, and steering using the yards and a warp-anchor was tricky. The ship came to a complete stop among heavy floes before noon on the 3rd, and three hours later, after unsuccessful attempts to move ahead using ice-anchors, Stenhouse had the fires partially drawn (to save coal) and banked.

No advance was made on March 4 and 5. A moderate gale from the east-north-east closed the ice and set it in motion, and the Aurora, with banked fires, rolled and bumped, heavily. Seventeen bergs were in sight, and one of them was working southwards into the pack and threatening to approach the ship. During the night the engines were turned repeatedly by the action of ice on the propeller blades. “All theories about the swell being non-existent in the pack are false,” wrote the anxious master. “Here we are with a suggestion only of open water-sky, and the ship rolling her scuppers under and sitting down bodily on the floes.” The ice opened when the wind moderated, and on the afternoon of the 6th the Aurora moved northward again. “Without a rudder (no jury-rudder can yet be used amongst these swirling, rolling floes) the ship requires a lot of attention. Her head must be pointed between floes by means of ice-anchors and warps, or by mooring to a floe and steaming round it. We kept a fairly good course between two bergs to our northward and made about five miles northing till, darkness coming on, the men could no longer venture on the floes with safety to fix the anchors.”

No progress was made on March 4 and 5. A moderate gale from the east-northeast closed off the ice and caused it to shift, and the Aurora, with its fires banked, rolled and bumped heavily. Seventeen icebergs were visible, and one of them was drifting southward into the pack and threatening to get closer to the ship. During the night, the engines were repeatedly turned by the pressure of ice against the propeller blades. “All theories about the swell being nonexistent in the pack are wrong,” wrote the worried captain. “Here we are with just a hint of open water-sky, and the ship has its scuppers under and is sitting down heavily on the floes.” The ice opened up when the wind calmed, and on the afternoon of the 6th, the Aurora moved northward again. “Without a rudder (we can’t use a jury-rudder among these swirling, rolling floes yet), the ship needs a lot of attention. Its head must be directed between floes using ice anchors and warps, or by tying to a floe and maneuvering around it. We maintained a decent course between two icebergs to our north and made about five miles north until darkness fell, making it unsafe for the men to venture onto the floes to secure the anchors.”

The next three days were full of anxiety. The Aurora was held by the ice, and subjected to severe buffeting, while two bergs approached from the north. On the morning of the 10th the nearest berg was within three cables of the ship. But the pack had opened and by 9.30 a.m. the ship was out of the danger zone and headed north-north-east. The pack continued to open during the afternoon, and the Aurora passed through wide stretches of small loose floes and brash. Progress was good until darkness made a stop necessary. The next morning the pack was denser. Stenhouse shipped a preventer jury-rudder (the weighted spanker gaff), but could not get steerage way. Broad leads were sighted to the north-west in the afternoon, and the ship got within a quarter of a mile of the nearest lead before being held up by heavy pack. She again bumped severely during the night, and the watch stood by with fenders to ease the more dangerous blows.

The next three days were filled with anxiety. The Aurora was stuck in the ice and rocked back and forth violently, while two icebergs approached from the north. On the morning of the 10th, the nearest iceberg was just three cables away from the ship. But the ice pack had opened up, and by 9:30 a.m., the ship was out of the danger zone and headed north-north-east. The ice pack continued to break up throughout the afternoon, and the Aurora passed through wide areas of small loose ice and rubble. Progress was good until nightfall, which forced them to stop. The next morning, the ice pack was thicker. Stenhouse installed a preventer jury-rudder (the weighted spanker gaff), but couldn’t get any steering power. In the afternoon, broad leads were spotted to the northwest, and the ship got within a quarter of a mile of the nearest lead before becoming stuck by heavy ice. During the night, the ship bumped hard again, and the watch stood by with fenders to cushion the more dangerous hits.

Early next morning Stenhouse lowered a jury-rudder, with steering pennants to drag through the water, and moved north to north-west through heavy pack. He made sixteen miles that day on an erratic course, and then spent an anxious night with the ship setting back into the pack and being pounded heavily. Attempts to work forward to an open lead on the morning of the 13th were unsuccessful. Early in the afternoon a little progress was made, with all hands standing by to fend off high ice, and at 4.50 p.m. the Aurora cleared the main pack. An hour was spent shipping the jury-rudder under the counter, and then the ship moved slowly northward. There was pack still ahead, and the bergs and growlers were a constant menace in the hours of darkness. Some anxious work remained to be done, since bergs and scattered ice extended in all directions, but at 2 p.m. on March 14 the Aurora cleared the last belt of pack in lat. 62° 27.5´ S., long. 157° 32´ E. “We ‘spliced the main brace,’” says Stenhouse, “and blew three blasts of farewell to the pack with the whistle.”

Early the next morning, Stenhouse lowered a jury rudder with steering ropes to drag through the water and headed north to northwest through thick ice. He covered sixteen miles that day on a winding path and then spent a tense night as the ship was pushed back into the pack and heavily battered. Attempts to advance toward an open lead on the morning of the 13th were unsuccessful. Early in the afternoon, there was some progress, with the crew ready to push away from the large ice, and at 4:50 p.m., the Aurora broke free from the main pack. An hour was spent storing the jury rudder under the counter, and then the ship moved slowly northward. There was still pack ice ahead, and the icebergs and small chunks of ice posed a constant threat during the dark hours. Some stressful work was still needed since icebergs and scattered ice were everywhere, but at 2 p.m. on March 14, the Aurora passed the last stretch of pack ice at latitude 62° 27.5′ S., longitude 157° 32′ E. "We 'spliced the main brace,'" Stenhouse says, "and sounded three blasts of farewell to the pack with the whistle."

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“Next Morning the Jury-Rudder was Shipped”

“Next morning, the jury-rudder was installed.”

The Aurora was not at the end of her troubles, but the voyage up to New Zealand need not be described in detail. Any attempt to reach McMurdo Sound was now out of the question. Stenhouse had a battered, rudderless ship, with only a few tons of coal left in the bunkers, and he struggled northward in heavy weather against persistent adverse winds and head seas. The jury-rudder needed constant nursing, and the shortage of coal made it impossible to get the best service from the engines. There were times when the ship could make no progress and fell about helplessly in a confused swell or lay hove to amid mountainous seas. She was short-handed, and one or two of the men were creating additional difficulties. But Stenhouse displayed throughout fine seamanship and dogged perseverance. He accomplished successfully one of the most difficult voyages on record, in an ocean area notoriously stormy and treacherous. On March 23 he established wireless communication with Bluff Station, New Zealand, and the next day was in touch with Wellington and Hobart. The naval officer in New Zealand waters offered assistance, and eventually it was arranged that the Otago Harbour Board’s tug Plucky should meet the Aurora outside Port Chalmers. There were still bad days to be endured. The jury-rudder partially carried away and had to be unshipped in a heavy sea. Stenhouse carried on, and in the early morning of April 2 the Aurora picked up the tug and was taken in tow. She reached Port Chalmers the following morning, and was welcomed with the warm hospitality that New Zealand has always shown towards Antarctic explorers.

The Aurora wasn’t out of trouble yet, but there’s no need to go into detail about the journey to New Zealand. Reaching McMurdo Sound was completely off the table. Stenhouse had a battered ship without a rudder and only a few tons of coal left. He struggled to go north in rough weather against strong headwinds and choppy seas. The makeshift rudder required constant attention, and the lack of coal made it hard to get the best performance from the engines. Sometimes, the ship couldn’t move at all and just bobbed around helplessly in the rough seas or lay still in towering waves. They were short-handed, and one or two crew members were causing extra problems. Still, Stenhouse showed impressive seamanship and relentless determination. He successfully completed one of the toughest voyages ever in notoriously stormy and dangerous waters. On March 23, he established wireless contact with Bluff Station, New Zealand, and the next day he connected with Wellington and Hobart. The naval officer in New Zealand offered support, and it was eventually arranged for the Otago Harbour Board’s tug Plucky to meet the Aurora outside Port Chalmers. There were still rough days ahead. The jury-rudder partially broke apart and had to be removed in heavy seas. Stenhouse pressed on, and in the early morning of April 2, the Aurora met the tug and was taken in tow. She reached Port Chalmers the next morning and was warmly welcomed, reflecting the hospitality New Zealand has always shown to Antarctic explorers.

CHAPTER XVII
THE LAST RELIEF

When I reached New Zealand at the beginning of December 1916, I found that the arrangements for the relief were complete. The New Zealand Government had taken the task in hand earlier in the year, before I had got into touch with the outside world. The British and Australian Governments were giving financial assistance. The Aurora had been repaired and refitted at Port Chalmers during the year at considerable cost, and had been provisioned and coaled for the voyage to McMurdo Sound. My old friend Captain John K. Davis, who was a member of my first Antarctic Expedition in 1907–1909, and who subsequently commanded Dr. Mawson’s ship in the Australian Antarctic Expedition, had been placed in command of the Aurora by the Governments, and he had engaged officers, engineers, and crew. Captain Davis came to Wellington to see me on my arrival there, and I heard his account of the position. I had interviews also with the Minister for Marine, the late Dr. Robert McNab, a kindly and sympathetic Scotsman who took a deep personal interest in the Expedition. Stenhouse also was in Wellington, and I may say again here that his account of his voyage and drift in the Aurora filled me with admiration for his pluck, seamanship, and resourcefulness.

When I arrived in New Zealand at the start of December 1916, I discovered that the plans for the relief expedition were all set. The New Zealand Government had taken on this task earlier in the year, even before I had made contact with the outside world. The British and Australian Governments were providing financial support. The Aurora had been repaired and refitted at Port Chalmers during the year at a significant cost, and it was stocked with supplies and fuel for the journey to McMurdo Sound. My old friend Captain John K. Davis, who had been part of my first Antarctic Expedition from 1907 to 1909 and later commanded Dr. Mawson’s ship in the Australian Antarctic Expedition, was appointed by the Governments to lead the Aurora. He brought on board officers, engineers, and crew. Captain Davis came to Wellington to meet me when I arrived, and I listened to his account of the situation. I also had meetings with the Minister for Marine, the late Dr. Robert McNab, a kind and sympathetic Scotsman who took a personal interest in the Expedition. Stenhouse was also in Wellington, and I must say again that his account of his voyage and the challenges he faced on the Aurora filled me with admiration for his bravery, seamanship, and resourcefulness.

After discussing the situation fully with Dr. McNab, I agreed that the arrangements already made for the relief expedition should stand. Time was important and there were difficulties about making any change of plans or control at the last moment. After Captain Davis had been at work for some months the Government agreed to hand the Aurora over to me free of liability on her return to New Zealand. It was decided, therefore, that Captain Davis should take the ship down to McMurdo Sound, and that I should go with him to take charge of any shore operations that might be necessary. I “signed on” at a salary of 1s. a month, and we sailed from Port Chalmers on December 20, 1916. A week later we sighted ice again. The Aurora made a fairly quick passage through the pack and entered the open water of the Ross Sea on January 7, 1917.

After fully discussing the situation with Dr. McNab, I agreed that the plans already set for the relief mission should remain in place. Time was crucial, and changing plans or leadership at the last minute would be difficult. After Captain Davis had been working for a few months, the Government agreed to transfer the Aurora to me without any liability upon her return to New Zealand. So, it was decided that Captain Davis would take the ship to McMurdo Sound, and I would accompany him to oversee any necessary shore operations. I “signed on” at a salary of 1 shilling per month, and we left Port Chalmers on December 20, 1916. A week later, we saw ice again. The Aurora made a fairly quick trip through the pack and reached the open water of the Ross Sea on January 7, 1917.

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Ice Nomenclature: 1. Young Ice (Bay Ice of Scoresby) in the Middle Distance

Ice Nomenclature: 1. Young Ice (Bay Ice of Scoresby) in the Middle Distance

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2. Light Pack

Light Pack

Captain Davis brought the Aurora alongside the ice edge off Cape Royds on the morning of January 10, and I went ashore with a party to look for some record in the hut erected there by my Expedition in 1907. I found a letter stating that the Ross Sea party was housed at Cape Evans, and was on my way back to the ship when six men, with dogs and sledge, were sighted coming from the direction of Cape Evans. At 1 p.m. this party arrived on board, and we learned that of the ten members of the Expedition left behind when the Aurora broke away on May 6, 1915, seven had survived, namely, A. Stevens, E. Joyce, H. E. Wild, J. L. Cope, R. W. Richards, A. K. Jack, I. O. Gaze. These seven men were all well, though they showed traces of the ordeal through which they had passed. They told us of the deaths of Mackintosh, Spencer-Smith, and Hayward, and of their own anxious wait for relief.

Captain Davis brought the Aurora next to the ice edge off Cape Royds on the morning of January 10, and I went ashore with a group to search for any records in the hut built by my Expedition in 1907. I found a letter stating that the Ross Sea party was staying at Cape Evans, and I was on my way back to the ship when we spotted six men with dogs and a sled coming from the direction of Cape Evans. By 1 p.m., this group arrived on board, and we learned that out of the ten members of the Expedition left behind when the Aurora broke free on May 6, 1915, seven had survived: A. Stevens, E. Joyce, H. E. Wild, J. L. Cope, R. W. Richards, A. K. Jack, and I. O. Gaze. These seven men were all okay, although they showed signs of the tough experiences they had endured. They told us about the deaths of Mackintosh, Spencer-Smith, and Hayward, and shared their anxious wait for rescue.

All that remained to be done was to make a final search for the bodies of Mackintosh and Hayward. There was no possibility of either man being alive. They had been without equipment when the blizzard broke the ice they were crossing. It would have been impossible for them to have survived more than a few days, and eight months had now elapsed without news of them. Joyce had already searched south of Glacier Tongue. I considered that further search should be made in two directions, the area north of Glacier Tongue, and the old depot off Butler Point, and I made a report to Captain Davis to this effect.

All that was left to do was conduct a final search for the bodies of Mackintosh and Hayward. There was no chance either of them was still alive. They didn’t have any gear when the blizzard broke on the ice they were crossing. There was no way they could have survived more than a few days, and now eight months had passed without any word about them. Joyce had already searched south of Glacier Tongue. I thought we should look in two other areas: north of Glacier Tongue and the old depot at Butler Point, so I reported this to Captain Davis.

On January 12 the ship reached a point five and a half miles east of Butler Point. I took a party across rubbly and waterlogged ice to within thirty yards of the piedmont ice, but owing to high cliffs and loose slushy ice could not make a landing. The land-ice had broken away at the point cut by the cross-bearings of the depot, but was visible in the form of two large bergs grounded to the north of Cape Bernacchi. There was no sign of the depot or of any person having visited the vicinity. We returned to the ship and proceeded across the Sound to Cape Bernacchi.

On January 12, the ship arrived at a point five and a half miles east of Butler Point. I led a group across rough, waterlogged ice, getting within thirty yards of the land-ice, but due to tall cliffs and loose, slushy ice, we couldn't land. The land-ice had broken off at the point marked by the depot's cross-bearings, but we could see it in the form of two large icebergs grounded north of Cape Bernacchi. There was no sign of the depot or anyone having been in the area. We returned to the ship and headed across the Sound to Cape Bernacchi.

The next day I took a party ashore with the object of searching the area north of Glacier Tongue, including Razorback Island, for traces of the two missing men. We reached the Cape Evans Hut at 1.30 p.m., and Joyce and I left at 3 p.m. for the Razorbacks. We conducted a search round both islands, returning to the hut at 7 p.m. The search had been fruitless. On the 14th I started with Joyce to search the north side of Glacier Tongue, but the surface drift, with wind from south-east, decided me not to continue, as the ice was moving rapidly at the end of Cape Evans, and the pool between the hut and Inaccessible Island was growing larger. The wind increased in the afternoon. The next day a south-east blizzard was blowing, with drift half up the islands. I considered it unsafe to sledge that day, especially as the ice was breaking away from the south side of Cape Evans into the pool. We spent the day putting the hut in order.

The next day, I took a group ashore to search the area north of Glacier Tongue, including Razorback Island, for any signs of the two missing men. We reached the Cape Evans Hut at 1:30 p.m., and Joyce and I left at 3 p.m. to explore the Razorbacks. We searched around both islands and returned to the hut by 7 p.m. Unfortunately, the search was unsuccessful. On the 14th, I set out with Joyce to search the north side of Glacier Tongue, but the surface drift, with the wind coming from the southeast, made me decide to stop, as the ice was moving quickly at the end of Cape Evans, and the pool between the hut and Inaccessible Island was getting bigger. The wind picked up in the afternoon. The next day, a southeast blizzard was blowing, making the drift halfway up the islands. I thought it was unsafe to use the sledge that day, especially since the ice was breaking away from the south side of Cape Evans into the pool. We spent the day organizing the hut.

We got up at 3 a.m. on the 16th. The weather was fine and calm. I started at 4.20 with Joyce to the south at the greatest possible speed. We reached Glacier Tongue about one and a half miles from the seaward end. Wherever there were not precipitous cliffs there was an even snow-slope to the top. From the top we searched with glasses; there was nothing to be seen but blue ice, crevassed, showing no protuberances. We came down and, half running, half walking, worked about three miles towards the root of the glacier; but I could see there was not the slightest chance of finding any remains owing to the enormous snowdrifts wherever the cliffs were accessible. The base of the steep cliffs had drifts ten to fifteen feet high. We arrived back at the hut at 9.40, and left almost immediately for the ship. I considered that all places likely to hold the bodies of Mackintosh and Hayward had now been searched. There was no doubt to my mind that they met their deaths on the breaking of the thin ice when the blizzard arose on May 8, 1916. During my absence from the hut Wild and Jack had erected a cross to the memory of the three men who had lost their lives in the service of the Expedition.

We got up at 3 a.m. on the 16th. The weather was nice and calm. I started at 4:20 with Joyce heading south at the fastest pace we could manage. We reached Glacier Tongue about one and a half miles from the edge of the sea. Where the cliffs weren’t steep, there was a smooth snow slope leading to the top. From up there, we scanned the area with binoculars; all we could see was blue ice, full of cracks, with no noticeable features. We made our way down, moving at a jog-walk for about three miles toward the base of the glacier, but I could tell there was no chance of finding any remains due to the massive snowdrifts wherever the cliffs were accessible. The base of the steep cliffs had drifts that were ten to fifteen feet high. We got back to the hut at 9:40 and left almost immediately for the ship. I believed that all potential locations for finding the bodies of Mackintosh and Hayward had now been searched. There was no doubt in my mind that they had died when the thin ice broke during the blizzard on May 8, 1916. While I was away from the hut, Wild and Jack had put up a cross in memory of the three men who lost their lives in the service of the Expedition.

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3. Heavy Hummocked Pack

3. Heavy Bumpy Pack

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4. Hummocky Pack and Frozen Lead of Young-Ice

4. Hummocky Pack and Frozen Lead of Young-Ice

Captain Davis took the ship northward on January 17. The ice conditions were unfavourable and pack barred the way. We stood over to the western coast towards Dunlop Island and followed it to Granite Harbour. No mark or depot of any kind was seen. The Aurora reached the main pack, about sixty miles from Cape Adare, on January 22. The ice was closed ahead, and Davis went south in open water to wait for better conditions. A north-west gale on January 28 enabled the ship to pass between the pack and the land off Cape Adare, and we crossed the Antarctic Circle on the last day of the month. On February 4 Davis sent a formal report to the New Zealand Government by wireless, and on February 9 the Aurora was berthed at Wellington. We were welcomed like returned brothers by the New Zealand people.

Captain Davis took the ship north on January 17. The ice conditions were unfavorable and pack ice blocked the way. We moved over to the western coast toward Dunlop Island and followed it to Granite Harbour. No signs or depots of any kind were visible. The Aurora reached the main pack, about sixty miles from Cape Adare, on January 22. The ice was closed ahead, and Davis went south into open water to wait for better conditions. A north-west gale on January 28 allowed the ship to pass between the pack ice and the land off Cape Adare, and we crossed the Antarctic Circle on the last day of the month. On February 4, Davis sent a formal report to the New Zealand Government via wireless, and on February 9, the Aurora arrived at Wellington. We were welcomed like returning brothers by the people of New Zealand.

CHAPTER XVIII
THE FINAL PHASE

The foregoing chapters of this book represent the general narrative of our Expedition. That we failed in accomplishing the object we set out for was due, I venture to assert, not to any neglect or lack of organization, but to the overwhelming natural obstacles, especially the unprecedentedly severe summer conditions on the Weddell Sea side. But though the Expedition was a failure in one respect, I think it was successful in many others. A large amount of important scientific work was carried out. The meteorological observations in particular have an economic bearing. The hydrographical work in the Weddell Sea has done much to clear up the mystery of this, the least known of all the seas. I have appended a short scientific memorandum to this volume, but the more detailed scientific results must wait until a more suitable time arrives, when more stable conditions prevail. Then results will be worked out.

The previous chapters of this book provide the overall story of our Expedition. Our failure to achieve our goal wasn’t due to any negligence or poor organization, but rather because of the overwhelming natural challenges we faced, especially the extremely harsh summer conditions on the Weddell Sea side. However, even though the Expedition didn’t succeed in one way, I believe it was successful in many others. We accomplished a significant amount of important scientific work. In particular, the meteorological observations have practical implications. The hydrographical research in the Weddell Sea has shed light on the mysteries of this, the least explored of all the seas. I’ve included a brief scientific summary in this volume, but the more detailed scientific findings will need to wait until a more appropriate time, when conditions are more stable. Then the results will be analyzed.

To the credit side of the Expedition one can safely say that the comradeship and resource of the members of the Expedition was worthy of the highest traditions of Polar service; and it was a privilege to me to have had under my command men who, through dark days and the stress and strain of continuous danger, kept up their spirits and carried out their work regardless of themselves and heedless of the limelight. The same energy and endurance that they showed in the Antarctic they brought to the greater war in the Old World. And having followed our fortunes in the South you may be interested to know that practically every member of the Expedition was employed in one or other branches of the active fighting forces during the war. Several are still abroad, and for this very reason it has been impossible for me to obtain certain details for this book.

To give credit to the Expedition, I can confidently say that the camaraderie and resourcefulness of its members were in line with the highest traditions of Polar service; I was privileged to command men who, through tough times and the constant stress of danger, maintained their spirits and got their work done without thinking of themselves or seeking the spotlight. The same energy and endurance they demonstrated in the Antarctic were brought to the larger conflict in the Old World. After following our journey in the South, you might be interested to know that nearly every member of the Expedition served in various active combat roles during the war. Several are still overseas, and because of this, I have been unable to gather certain details for this book.

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5. Close Pack

Close Pack

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6. Open Pack

6. Open Package

Of the fifty-three men who returned out of the fifty-six who left for the South, three have since been killed and five wounded. Four decorations have been won, and several members of the Expedition have been mentioned in dispatches. McCarthy, the best and most efficient of the sailors, always cheerful under the most trying circumstances, and who for these very reasons I chose to accompany me on the boat journey to South Georgia, was killed at his gun in the Channel. Cheetham, the veteran of the Antarctic, who had been more often south of the Antarctic circle than any man, was drowned when the vessel he was serving in was torpedoed, a few weeks before the Armistice. Ernest Wild, Frank Wild’s brother, was killed while minesweeping in the Mediterranean. Mauger, the carpenter on the Aurora, was badly wounded while serving with the New Zealand Infantry, so that he is unable to follow his trade again. He is now employed by the New Zealand Government. The two surgeons, Macklin and McIlroy, served in France and Italy, McIlroy being badly wounded at Ypres. Frank Wild, in view of his unique experience of ice and ice conditions, was at once sent to the North Russian front, where his zeal and ability won him the highest praise.

Of the fifty-three men who returned out of the fifty-six who left for the South, three have since been killed and five have been wounded. Four medals have been awarded, and several members of the Expedition have been mentioned in dispatches. McCarthy, the best and most effective of the sailors, always cheerful under the toughest circumstances, and for these very reasons I chose to join me on the boat journey to South Georgia, was killed at his post in the Channel. Cheetham, the veteran of the Antarctic, who had been south of the Antarctic Circle more than anyone else, drowned when the ship he was serving on was torpedoed a few weeks before the Armistice. Ernest Wild, Frank Wild’s brother, was killed while sweeping mines in the Mediterranean. Mauger, the carpenter on the Aurora, was seriously wounded while serving with the New Zealand Infantry, making him unable to work in his trade again. He is now employed by the New Zealand Government. The two surgeons, Macklin and McIlroy, served in France and Italy, with McIlroy being badly wounded at Ypres. Frank Wild, due to his unique experience with ice and icy conditions, was immediately sent to the North Russian front, where his enthusiasm and skill earned him the highest praise.

Macklin served first with the Yorks and later transferred as medical officer to the Tanks, where he did much good work. Going to the Italian front with his battalion, he won the Military Cross for bravery in tending wounded under fire.

Macklin started off with the Yorks and later moved to the Tanks as a medical officer, where he did a lot of great work. When he went to the Italian front with his battalion, he earned the Military Cross for his bravery in caring for wounded soldiers under fire.

James joined the Royal Engineers, Sound Ranging Section, and after much front-line work was given charge of a Sound Ranging School to teach other officers this latest and most scientific addition to the art of war.

James joined the Royal Engineers, Sound Ranging Section, and after extensive front-line work, he was put in charge of a Sound Ranging School to teach other officers this new and highly scientific advancement in the art of warfare.

Wordie went to France with the Royal Field Artillery and was badly wounded at Armentières.

Wordie went to France with the Royal Field Artillery and was seriously injured at Armentières.

Hussey was in France for eighteen months with the Royal Garrison Artillery, serving in every big battle from Dixmude to Saint-Quentin.

Hussey was in France for eighteen months with the Royal Garrison Artillery, fighting in every major battle from Dixmude to Saint-Quentin.

Worsley, known to his intimates as Depth-Charge Bill, owing to his success with that particular method of destroying German submarines, has the Distinguished Service Order and three submarines to his credit.

Worsley, known to his close friends as Depth-Charge Bill due to his success with that specific method of taking out German submarines, has the Distinguished Service Order and three submarines credited to his name.

Stenhouse, who commanded the Aurora after Mackintosh landed, was with Worsley as his second in command when one of the German submarines was rammed and sunk, and received the D.S.C. for his share in the fight. He was afterwards given command of a Mystery Ship, and fought several actions with enemy submarines.

Stenhouse, who was in charge of the Aurora after Mackintosh landed, served as Worsley's second in command when one of the German submarines was rammed and sunk, earning the D.S.C. for his contribution to the battle. He later took command of a Mystery Ship and engaged in several encounters with enemy submarines.

Clark served on a mine-sweeper. Greenstreet was employed with the barges on the Tigris. Rickenson was commissioned as Engineer-Lieutenant, R.N. Kerr returned to the Merchant Service as an engineer.

Clark served on a minesweeper. Greenstreet worked with the barges on the Tigris. Rickenson was commissioned as an Engineer Lieutenant, R.N. Kerr went back to the Merchant Service as an engineer.

Most of the crew of the Endurance served on minesweepers.

Most of the crew of the Endurance worked on minesweepers.

Of the Ross Sea Party, Mackintosh, Hayward, and Spencer-Smith died for their country as surely as any who gave up their lives on the fields of France and Flanders. Hooke, the wireless operator, now navigates an airship.

Of the Ross Sea Party, Mackintosh, Hayward, and Spencer-Smith died for their country just like anyone who lost their life on the battlefields of France and Flanders. Hooke, the wireless operator, now pilots an airship.

Nearly all of the crew of the Aurora joined the New Zealand Field Forces and saw active service in one or other of the many theatres of war. Several have been wounded, but it has been impossible to obtain details.

Nearly all of the crew of the Aurora joined the New Zealand Field Forces and served actively in various theaters of war. Several have been injured, but it's been impossible to get details.

On my return, after the rescue of the survivors of the Ross Sea Party, I offered my services to the Government, and was sent on a mission to South America. When this was concluded I was commissioned as Major and went to North Russia in charge of Arctic Equipment and Transport, having with me Worsley, Stenhouse, Hussey, Macklin, and Brocklehurst, who was to have come South with us, but who, as a regular officer, rejoined his unit on the outbreak of war. He has been wounded three times and was in the retreat from Mons. Worsley was sent across to the Archangel front, where he did excellent work, and the others served with me on the Murmansk front. The mobile columns there had exactly the same clothing, equipment, and sledging food as we had on the Expedition. No expense was spared to obtain the best of everything for them, and as a result not a single case of avoidable frost-bite was reported.

On my return, after rescuing the survivors of the Ross Sea Party, I offered my services to the Government and was sent on a mission to South America. Once that was completed, I was commissioned as a Major and went to North Russia to manage Arctic Equipment and Transport, along with Worsley, Stenhouse, Hussey, Macklin, and Brocklehurst, who was supposed to come South with us but, as a regular officer, rejoined his unit when the war broke out. He has been injured three times and was involved in the retreat from Mons. Worsley was sent to the Archangel front, where he did outstanding work, and the others served with me on the Murmansk front. The mobile units there had the same clothing, equipment, and sledding food as we did on the Expedition. No expense was spared to provide them with the best of everything, and as a result, not a single case of preventable frostbite was reported.

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7. Very Open Pack, approximating to Drift-ice

7. Very Open Pack, similar to drifting ice

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8. Drift-Ice

Drift Ice

Taking the Expedition as a unit, out of fifty-six men three died in the Antarctic, three were killed in action, and five have been wounded, so that our casualties have been fairly high.

Taking the Expedition as a whole, out of fifty-six men, three died in Antarctica, three were killed in action, and five were wounded, which means our casualties have been quite significant.

Though some have gone there are enough left to rally round and form a nucleus for the next Expedition, when troublous times are over and scientific exploration can once more be legitimately undertaken.

Though some have left, there are still enough people remaining to come together and create a core group for the next Expedition, once the difficult times are behind us and scientific exploration can be properly pursued again.

APPENDIX I

SCIENTIFIC WORK

By J. M. WORDIE, M.A. (Cantab.), Lieut. R.F.A.

By J. M. WORDIE, M.A. (Cantab.), Lieutenant R.F.A.

The research undertaken by the Expedition was originally planned for a shore party working from a fixed base on land, but it was only in South Georgia that this condition of affairs was fully realized. On this island, where a full month was spent, the geologist made very extensive collections, and began the mapping of the country; the magnetician had some of his instruments in working order for a short while; and the meteorologist was able to co-operate with the Argentine observer stationed at Grytviken. It had been realized how important the meteorological observations were going to be to the Argentine Government, and they accordingly did all in their power to help, both before and at the end of the Expedition. The biologist devoted most of his time, meanwhile, to the whaling industry, there being no less than seven stations on the island; he also made collections of the neritic fauna, and, accompanied by the photographer, studied the bird life and the habits of the sea-elephants along the east coast.

The research conducted by the Expedition was initially intended for a shore team working from a permanent base on land, but it was only in South Georgia that this situation became fully apparent. On this island, where they spent a whole month, the geologist collected extensive samples and started mapping the area; the magnetician managed to get some of his instruments working for a brief time; and the meteorologist collaborated with the Argentine observer based at Grytviken. It became clear how crucial the meteorological observations would be to the Argentine Government, and they did everything they could to assist, both before and after the Expedition. Meanwhile, the biologist spent most of his time focused on the whaling industry, as there were seven stations on the island; he also collected samples of the neritic fauna and, accompanied by the photographer, studied the bird life and the behavior of the sea elephants along the east coast.

By the time the actual southern voyage commenced, each individual had his own particular line of work which he was prepared to follow out. The biologist at first confined himself to collecting the plankton, and a start was made in securing water samples for temperature and salinity. In this, from the beginning, he had the help of the geologist, who also gave instructions for the taking of a line of soundings under the charge of the ship’s officers. This period of the southward voyage was a very busy time so far as the scientists were concerned, for, besides their own particular work, they took the full share of looking after the dogs and working the ship watch by watch. At the same time, moreover, the biologist had to try and avoid being too lavish with his preserving material at the expense of the shore station collections which were yet to make.

By the time the actual southern voyage began, each person had their own specific job they were ready to tackle. The biologist initially focused on collecting plankton, and they started gathering water samples to check temperature and salinity. From the start, he had assistance from the geologist, who also gave guidance on how to take soundings overseen by the ship’s officers. This period of the southward voyage was a hectic time for the scientists because, in addition to their own tasks, they fully participated in taking care of the dogs and managing the ship’s watch shifts. At the same time, the biologist had to be careful not to use too much of his preserving materials, as he needed to save some for the coastal station collections that were still to come.

When it was finally known that the ship had no longer any chance of getting free of the ice in the 1914–1915 season, a radical change was made in the arrangements. The scientists were freed, as far as possible, from ship’s duties, and were thus able to devote themselves almost entirely to their own particular spheres. The meteorological investigations took on a more definite shape; the instruments intended for the land base were set up on board ship, including self-recording barographs, thermometers, and a Dines anemometer, with which very satisfactory results were got. The physicist set up his quadrant electrometer after a good deal of trouble, but throughout the winter had to struggle constantly with rime forming on the parts of his apparatus exposed to the outer air. Good runs were being thus continually spoilt. The determination of the magnetic constants also took up a good part of his time.

Once it became clear that the ship had no chance of breaking free from the ice during the 1914–1915 season, a major shift happened in the arrangements. The scientists were relieved from ship duties as much as possible, allowing them to focus almost entirely on their specific areas of research. The meteorological studies became more organized; the instruments meant for the land base were set up on board, including automatic barographs, thermometers, and a Dines anemometer, which produced very good results. The physicist managed to set up his quadrant electrometer after significant effort, but had to constantly battle with frost forming on the parts of his equipment exposed to the outside air throughout the winter. This consistently disrupted his work. Determining the magnetic constants also took up a significant amount of his time.

Besides collecting plankton the biologist was now able to put down one or other of his dredges at more frequent intervals, always taking care, however, not to exhaust his store of preserving material, which was limited. The taking of water samples was established on a better system, so that the series should be about equally spaced out over the ship’s course. The geologist suppressed all thought of rocks, though occasionally they were met with in bottom samples; his work became almost entirely oceanographical, and included a study of the sea-ice, of the physiography of the sea floor as shown by daily soundings, and of the bottom deposits; besides this he helped the biologist in the temperature and salinity observations.

Besides collecting plankton, the biologist could now lower one of his dredges more often, always being careful not to run out of his limited supply of preserving material. The process for taking water samples was improved, ensuring that the samples were spaced out evenly along the ship's route. The geologist pushed aside any thoughts of rocks, even though they occasionally encountered them in the bottom samples; his work became almost entirely focused on oceanography, which included studying sea ice, mapping the sea floor using daily soundings, and examining the bottom deposits. Additionally, he assisted the biologist with temperature and salinity observations.

The work undertaken and accomplished by each member was as wide as possible; but it was only in keeping with the spirit of the times that more attention should be paid to work from which practical and economic results were likely to accrue. The meteorologist had always in view the effect of Antarctic climate on the other southern continents, the geologist looked on ice from a seaman’s point of view, and the biologist not unwillingly put whales in the forefront of his programme. The accounts which follow on these very practical points show how closely scientific work in the Antarctica is in touch with, and helps on the economic development of, the inhabited lands to the north.

The work done by each member was as extensive as possible; however, it was only fitting for the times that more focus should be placed on work that could lead to practical and economic outcomes. The meteorologist always considered how the Antarctic climate impacted the other southern continents, the geologist viewed ice from a sailor’s perspective, and the biologist was eager to prioritize whales in his agenda. The following accounts on these practical matters demonstrate how closely scientific work in Antarctica connects with and supports the economic development of the populated lands to the north.

SEA-ICE NOMENCLATURE

By J. M. WORDIE, M.A. (Cantab.), Lieut. R.F.A.

By J. M. WORDIE, M.A. (Cantab.), Lieutenant R.F.A.

During the voyage of the Endurance it was soon noticed that the terms being used to describe different forms of ice were not always in agreement with those given in Markham’s and Mill’s glossary in “The Antarctic Manual,” 1901. It was the custom, of course, to follow implicitly the terminology used by those of the party whose experience of ice dated back to Captain Scott’s first voyage, so that the terms used may be said to be common to all Antarctic voyages of the present century. The principal changes, therefore, in nomenclature must date from the last quarter of the nineteenth century, when there was no one to pass on the traditional usage from the last naval Arctic Expedition in 1875 to the Discovery Expedition of 1901. On the latter ship Markham’s and Mill’s glossary was, of course, used, but apparently not slavishly; founded, as far as sea-ice went, on Scoresby’s, made in 1820, it might well have been adopted in its entirety, for no writer could have carried more weight than Scoresby the younger, combining as he did more than ten years’ whaling experience with high scientific attainments. Above all others he could be accepted both by practical seamen and also by students of ice forms.

During the voyage of the Endurance, it became clear that the names used to describe different types of ice didn't always match those in Markham's and Mill's glossary from “The Antarctic Manual,” 1901. Typically, the team followed the terminology used by those whose ice experience went back to Captain Scott’s first journey, so the terms were consistent across all Antarctic expeditions of this century. Therefore, the main updates to the naming conventions came from the last quarter of the nineteenth century, when there was no one to continue the traditional usage from the last naval Arctic Expedition in 1875 to the Discovery Expedition of 1901. On the latter ship, Markham's and Mill's glossary was used, but not rigidly; based on Scoresby’s work from 1820 about sea-ice, it could have been fully adopted, as no author held more credibility than Scoresby the younger, who combined over ten years of whaling experience with strong scientific knowledge. He was respected by both practical seamen and ice formation researchers.

That the old terms of Scoresby did not all survive the period of indifference to Polar work, in spite of Markham and Mill, is an indication either that their usefulness has ceased or that the original usage has changed once and for all. A restatement of terms is therefore now necessary. Where possible the actual phrases of Scoresby and of his successors, Markham and Mill, are still used. The principle adopted, however, is to give preference to the words actually used by the Polar seamen themselves.

That the old terms from Scoresby didn't all survive the time when Polar work was ignored, despite Markham and Mill, shows either that they are no longer useful or that their original meanings have changed for good. A restatement of terms is now necessary. Whenever possible, the actual phrases from Scoresby and his successors, Markham and Mill, are still used. However, the principle adopted is to favor the words actually used by the Polar seamen themselves.

The following authorities have been followed as closely as possible:

The following authorities have been followed as closely as possible:

W. Scoresby, Jun., “An Account of the Arctic Regions,” 1820, vol. i, pp. 225–233, 238–241.

W. Scoresby, Jun., “An Account of the Arctic Regions,” 1820, vol. i, pp. 225–233, 238–241.

C. R. Markham and H. R. Mill in “The Antarctic Manual,” 1901, pp, xiv–xvi.

C. R. Markham and H. R. Mill in “The Antarctic Manual,” 1901, pp, xiv–xvi.

J. Payer, “New Lands within the Arctic Circle,” 1876, vol. i, pp. 3–14.

J. Payer, “New Lands within the Arctic Circle,” 1876, vol. i, pp. 3–14.

W. S. Bruce, “Polar Exploration” in Home University Library, c. 1911, pp. 54–71.

W. S. Bruce, “Polar Exploration” in Home University Library, c. 1911, pp. 54–71.

Reference should also be made to the annual publication of the Danish Meteorological Institute showing the Arctic ice conditions of the previous summer. This is published in both Danish and English, so that the terms used there are bound to have a very wide acceptance; it is hoped, therefore, that they may be the means of preventing the Antarctic terminology following a different line of evolution; for but seldom is a seaman found nowadays who knows both Polar regions. On the Danish charts six different kinds of sea-ice are marked—namely, unbroken polar ice; land-floe; great ice-fields; tight pack-ice; open ice; bay-ice and brash. With the exception of bay-ice, which is more generally known as young ice, all these terms pass current in the Antarctic.

Reference should also be made to the annual publication of the Danish Meteorological Institute showing the Arctic ice conditions of the previous summer. This is published in both Danish and English, so the terms used there are likely to be widely accepted; it is hoped, therefore, that they may help prevent the Antarctic terminology from evolving differently; because nowadays, it's rare to find a seaman who knows both Polar regions. On the Danish charts, six different kinds of sea ice are marked—namely, unbroken polar ice; land-floe; great ice-fields; tight pack-ice; open ice; bay-ice; and brash. With the exception of bay-ice, which is more commonly known as young ice, all these terms are recognized in the Antarctic.

Slush or Sludge. The initial stages in the freezing of sea-water, when its consistency becomes gluey or soupy. The term is also used (but not commonly) for brash-ice still further broken down.

Slush or Sludge. The early stages of freezing sea water, when it becomes thick and soupy. The term is also used (though not often) for brash ice that has broken down even more.

Pancake-ice. Small circular floes with raised rims; due to the break-up in a gently ruffled sea of the newly formed ice into pieces which strike against each other, and so form turned-up edges.

Pancake ice. Small round pieces of ice with raised edges; this happens when newly formed ice breaks apart in a lightly choppy sea, causing the pieces to collide and create turned-up edges.

Young Ice. Applied to all unhummocked ice up to about a foot in thickness. Owing to the fibrous or platy structure, the floes crack easily, and where the ice is not over thick a ship under steam cuts a passage without much difficulty. Young ice may originate from the coalescence of “pancakes,” where the water is slightly ruffled or else be a sheet of “black ice,” covered maybe with “ice-flowers,” formed by the freezing of a smooth sheet of sea-water.

Young Ice. Refers to all ice that hasn’t formed into large chunks, up to about a foot thick. Due to its fibrous or layered structure, the ice cracks easily, and where it’s not too thick, a steamboat can make its way through without much trouble. Young ice can come from the merging of "pancakes" where the water is gently disturbed, or it can be a sheet of "black ice" that might be covered with "ice flowers," which form when a smooth layer of seawater freezes.

In the Arctic it has been the custom to call this form of ice “bay-ice”; in the Antarctic, however, the latter term is wrongly used for land-floes (fast-ice, etc.), and has been so misapplied consistently for fifteen years. The term bay-ice should possibly, therefore, be dropped altogether, especially since, even in the Arctic, its meaning is not altogether a rigid one, as it may denote firstly the gluey “slush,” which forms when sea-water freezes, and secondly the firm level sheet ultimately produced.

In the Arctic, people usually refer to this type of ice as "bay-ice." However, in the Antarctic, that term is incorrectly used for land-floes (like fast-ice, etc.), and this has been a consistent mistake for fifteen years. Maybe we should just stop using the term bay-ice altogether, especially since, even in the Arctic, its meaning isn’t completely fixed. It can refer, first, to the sticky "slush" that forms when seawater freezes, and second, to the solid, flat sheet that eventually develops.

Land floes. Heavy but not necessarily hummocked ice, with generally a deep snow covering, which has remained held up in the position of growth by the enclosing nature of some feature of the coast, or by grounded bergs throughout the summer season when most of the ice breaks out. Its thickness is, therefore, above the average. Has been called at various times “fast-ice,” “coast-ice,” “land-ice,” “bay-ice” by Shackleton and David and the Charcot Expedition; and possibly what Drygalski calls Schelfeis is not very different.

Land floes. Heavy ice that isn’t necessarily hummocked, usually covered with a thick layer of snow, which has remained in place due to the surrounding features of the coast or by grounded icebergs during the summer when most of the ice melts. Its thickness is, therefore, above average. It has been referred to at different times as “fast-ice,” “coast-ice,” “land-ice,” and “bay-ice” by Shackleton, David, and the Charcot Expedition; and what Drygalski calls Schelfeis might not be very different.

Floe. An area of ice, level or hummocked, whose limits are within sight. Includes all sizes between brash on the one hand and fields on the other. “Light-floes” are between one and two feet in thickness (anything thinner being “young-ice”). Those exceeding two feet in thickness are termed “heavy floes,” being generally hummocked, and in the Antarctic, at any rate, covered by fairly deep snow.

Floe. A section of ice, whether flat or piled up, whose edges are visible. It includes all sizes from small bits of ice to large sheets. “Light floes” are between one and two feet thick (anything thinner is called “young ice”). Those over two feet thick are known as “heavy floes,” which are usually piled up and, at least in the Antarctic, covered by a good amount of snow.

Field. A sheet of ice of such extent that its limits cannot be seen from the masthead.

Field. A sheet of ice so vast that you can't see its edges from the top of the mast.

Hummocking. Includes all the processes of pressure formation whereby level young ice becomes broken up and built up into

Hummocking. Involves all the processes of pressure formation that cause flat young ice to break apart and then pile up into

Hummocky Floes. The most suitable term for what has also been called “old pack” and “screwed pack” by David and Scholleneis by German writers. In contrast to young ice, the structure is no longer fibrous, but becomes spotted or bubbly, a certain percentage of salt drains away, and the ice becomes almost translucent.

Hummocky Floes. The best term for what has also been referred to as “old pack” and “screwed pack” by David and Scholleneis by German authors. Unlike young ice, the structure is no longer fibrous; instead, it appears spotted or bubbly, a certain amount of salt seeps out, and the ice becomes nearly transparent.

The Pack is a term very often used in a wide sense to include any area of sea-ice, no matter what form it takes or how disposed. The French term is banquise de derive.

The Pack is a term commonly used to refer to any area of sea ice, regardless of its form or arrangement. The French term is banquise de derive.

Pack-ice. A more restricted use than the above, to include hummocky floes or close areas of young ice and light floes. Pack-ice is “close” or “tight” if the floes constituting it are in contact; “open” if, for the most part, they do not touch. In both cases it hinders, but does not necessarily check, navigation; the contrary holds for

Pack-ice. A more specific term than the one above, used to describe hummocky floes or areas of young ice and light floes that are closely grouped together. Pack-ice is considered “close” or “tight” when the floes are in contact; it’s “open” when they generally do not touch each other. In both situations, it obstructs navigation, but doesn’t always stop it; the opposite is true for

Drift-ice. Loose open ice, where the area of water exceeds that of ice. Generally drift-ice is within reach of the swell, and is a stage in the breaking down of pack-ice, the size of the floes being much smaller than in the latter. (Scoresby’s use of the term drift-ice for pieces of ice intermediate in size between floes and brash has, however, quite died out). The Antarctic or Arctic pack usually has a girdle or fringe of drift-ice.

Drift ice. Loose, open ice where the area of water is larger than that of the ice. Generally, drift ice is affected by waves and represents a stage in the breakdown of pack ice, with the size of the pieces being much smaller than in the latter. (Scoresby's use of the term drift ice for pieces of ice that are intermediate in size between floes and brash has, however, completely fallen out of use). The Antarctic or Arctic pack usually has a band or edge of drift ice.

Brash. Small fragments and roundish nodules; the wreck of other kinds of ice.

Brash. Small pieces and roundish lumps; the remnants of different types of ice.

Bergy Bits. Pieces, about the size of a cottage, of glacier-ice or of hummocky pack washed clear of snow.

Bergy Bits. Chunks, roughly the size of a cottage, of glacier ice or uneven pack ice that have been washed clean of snow.

Growlers. Still smaller pieces of sea-ice than the above, greenish in colour, and barely showing above water-level.

Growlers. Even smaller chunks of sea ice than those mentioned above, greenish in color, and just barely visible above the water level.

Crack. Any sort of fracture or rift in the sea-ice covering.

Crack. Any kind of break or gap in the sea ice surface.

Lead or Lane. Where a crack opens out to such a width as to be navigable. In the Antarctic it is customary to speak of these as leads, even when frozen over to constitute areas of young ice.

Lead or Lane. Where a crack widens enough to be passable. In the Antarctic, it's common to refer to these as leads, even when they are frozen over and form areas of young ice.

Pools. Any enclosed water areas in the pack, where length and breadth are about equal.

Pools. Any contained bodies of water in the group, where the length and width are roughly the same.

METEOROLOGY

By L. D. A. HUSSEY, B.Sc., (Lond.), Capt. R.G.A.

By L.D.A. Hussey, B.Sc. (London), Captain R.G.A.

The meteorological results of the Expedition, when properly worked out and correlated with those from other stations in the southern hemisphere, will be extremely valuable, both for their bearing on the science of meteorology in general, and for their practical and economic applications.

The weather results from the Expedition, once fully analyzed and compared with data from other locations in the southern hemisphere, will be very valuable, both for advancing the science of meteorology overall and for their practical and economic uses.

South America is, perhaps, more intimately concerned than any other country, but Australia, New Zealand, and South Africa are all affected by the weather conditions of the Antarctic. Researches are now being carried on which tend to show that the meteorology of the two hemispheres is more interdependent than was hitherto believed, so that a meteorological disturbance in one part of the world makes its presence felt, more or less remotely perhaps, all over the world.

South America is probably more closely connected than any other place, but Australia, New Zealand, and South Africa are all impacted by the weather conditions in Antarctica. Research is currently ongoing that suggests the weather patterns of the two hemispheres are more interconnected than previously thought, meaning that a weather disturbance in one part of the world can be felt, to varying degrees, all around the globe.

It is evident, therefore, that a complete knowledge of the weather conditions in any part of the world, which it is understood carries with it the ability to make correct forecasts, can never be obtained unless the weather conditions in every other part are known. This makes the need for purely scientific Polar Expeditions so imperative, since our present knowledge of Arctic and Antarctic meteorology is very meagre, and to a certain extent unsystematic. What is wanted is a chain of observing stations well equipped with instruments and trained observers stretching across the Antarctic Continent. A series of exploring ships could supplement these observations with others made by them while cruising in the Antarctic Seas. It would pay to do this, even for the benefit accruing to farmers, sailors, and others who are so dependent on the weather.

It’s clear that having complete knowledge of the weather in any part of the world—which is necessary for making accurate forecasts—can’t happen unless we understand the weather in every other region. This highlights the urgent need for purely scientific Polar Expeditions, as our current understanding of Arctic and Antarctic meteorology is very limited and somewhat chaotic. What we need is a network of observation stations fully equipped with instruments and trained observers across the Antarctic continent. A fleet of exploring ships could also gather additional data while navigating the Antarctic seas. This effort would be worthwhile, especially for farmers, sailors, and others who rely on weather conditions.

As an instance of the value of a knowledge of Antarctic weather conditions, it may be mentioned that, as the result of observations and researches carried out at the South Orkneys—a group of sub-Antarctic islands at the entrance to the Weddell Sea—it has been found that a cold winter in that sea is a sure precursor of a drought over the maize and cereal bearing area of Argentina three and a half years later. To the farmers, the value of this knowledge so far in advance is enormous, and since England has some three hundred million pounds sterling invested in Argentine interests, Antarctic Expeditions have proved, and will prove, their worth even from a purely commercial point of view.

As an example of the importance of understanding Antarctic weather conditions, it's noteworthy that observations and research conducted in the South Orkneys—a group of sub-Antarctic islands at the entrance to the Weddell Sea—have revealed that a cold winter in that sea typically predicts a drought in Argentina's maize and cereal-producing regions about three and a half years later. For farmers, this knowledge, which is available well in advance, is incredibly valuable, and given that England has around three hundred million pounds sterling invested in Argentine interests, Antarctic Expeditions have shown, and will continue to show, their worth even from a purely commercial perspective.

I have given just this one instance to satisfy those who question the utility of Polar Expeditions, but many more could be cited.

I’ve provided this one example to address those who doubt the usefulness of Polar Expeditions, but many others could be mentioned.

As soon as it was apparent that no landing could be made, and that we should have to spend a winter in the ship drifting round with the pack, instruments were set up and observations taken just as if we had been ashore.

As soon as it became clear that we couldn't land and would have to spend the winter in the ship drifting with the ice, we set up our instruments and took observations just like we would have if we were on land.

A meteorological screen or box was erected on a platform over the stern, right away from the living quarters, and in it were placed the maximum and minimum thermometers, the recording barograph, and thermograph—an instrument which writes every variation of the temperature and pressure on a sheet of paper on a revolving drum—and the standard thermometer, a very carefully manufactured thermometer, with all its errors determined and tabulated. The other thermometers were all checked from this one. On top of the screen a Robinson’s anemometer was screwed. This consisted of an upright rod, to the top of which were pivoted four arms free to revolve in a plane at right angles to it. At the end of these arms hemispherical cups were screwed. These were caught by the wind and the arms revolved at a speed varying with the force of the wind. The speed of the wind could be read off on a dial below the arms.

A weather station was set up on a platform at the back of the ship, away from the living quarters. Inside, there were maximum and minimum thermometers, a recording barograph, and a thermograph—an instrument that charts every change in temperature and pressure on a sheet of paper on a rotating drum—as well as a standard thermometer, which was precisely made with all its errors identified and recorded. All the other thermometers were calibrated against this one. On top of the weather station, a Robinson’s anemometer was attached. This device consisted of an upright rod, with four arms that could rotate freely against it. At the ends of these arms were hemispherical cups that caught the wind, causing the arms to spin at varying speeds depending on the wind's strength. The wind speed could be read on a dial below the arms.

In addition there was an instrument called a Dines anemometer which supplied interesting tracings of the force, duration, and direction of the wind. There was an added advantage in the fact that the drum on which these results were recorded was comfortably housed down below, so that one could sit in a comparatively warm room and follow all the varying phases of the blizzard which was raging without. The barometer used was of the Kew Standard pattern. When the ship was crushed, all the monthly records were saved, but the detailed tracings, which had been packed up in the hold, were lost. Though interesting they were not really essential. Continuous observations were made during the long drift on the floe and while on Elephant Island the temperature was taken at midday each day as long as the thermometers lasted. The mortality amongst these instruments, especially those which were tied to string and swung round, was very high.

Additionally, there was a device called a Dines anemometer that provided fascinating readings of the wind’s strength, duration, and direction. A convenient feature was that the drum where these results were recorded was comfortably stored below deck, allowing one to sit in a relatively warm room and monitor all the changing conditions of the blizzard outside. The barometer used was of the Kew Standard type. When the ship was crushed, all the monthly records were saved, but the detailed readings, which had been packed away in the hold, were lost. While they were interesting, they weren't really essential. Continuous observations were made during the long drift on the ice floe, and while on Elephant Island, the temperature was recorded every midday as long as the thermometers were functional. The loss of these instruments, especially those that were tied to string and swung around, was notably high.

A few extracts from the observations taken during 1915—the series for that year being practically complete—may be of interest. January was dull and overcast, only 7 per cent. of the observations recording a clear blue sky, 71 per cent. being completely overcast.

A few excerpts from the observations made in 1915—the series for that year being almost complete—might be interesting. January was gloomy and cloudy, with only 7 percent of the observations noting a clear blue sky, while 71 percent were completely overcast.

The percentage of clear sky increased steadily up till June and July, these months showing respectively 42 per cent. and 45.7 per cent. In August 40 per cent. of the observations were clear sky, while September showed a sudden drop to 27 per cent. October weather was much the same, and November was practically overcast the whole time, clear sky showing at only 8 per cent. of the observations. In December the sky was completely overcast for nearly 90 per cent. of the time.

The percentage of clear sky steadily increased until June and July, with these months recording 42 percent and 45.7 percent clarity, respectively. In August, 40 percent of the observations were clear sky, while September saw a sharp decline to 27 percent. October's weather was similar, and November was mostly overcast, with clear skies appearing in only 8 percent of the observations. In December, the sky was completely overcast for nearly 90 percent of the time.

Temperatures on the whole were fairly high, though a sudden unexpected drop in February, after a series of heavy north-easterly gales, caused the ship to be frozen in, and effectually put an end to any hopes of landing that year. The lowest temperature experienced was in July, when –35° Fahr., i.e. 67° below freezing, was reached. Fortunately, as the sea was one mass of consolidated pack, the air was dry, and many days of fine bright sunshine occurred. Later on, as the pack drifted northwards and broke up, wide lanes of water were formed, causing fogs and mist and dull overcast weather generally. In short, it may be said that in the Weddell Sea the best weather comes in winter. Unfortunately during that season the sun also disappears, so that one cannot enjoy it as much as one would like.

Overall, the temperatures were quite high, but a sudden unexpected drop in February after a series of strong north-easterly storms caused the ship to get stuck in ice, effectively ending any hopes of landing that year. The lowest temperature recorded was in July, when it dropped to –35° Fahr., which is 67° below freezing. Fortunately, since the sea was entirely covered in solid ice, the air was dry, and there were many days of clear, bright sunshine. Later, as the ice drifted north and started to break up, wide channels of water formed, leading to fog, mist, and generally dull overcast weather. In short, it can be said that winter is when the best weather occurs in the Weddell Sea. Unfortunately, during that season, the sun also disappears, so you can't enjoy it as much as you'd like.

As a rule, too, southerly winds brought fine clear weather, with marked fall in the temperature, and those from the north were accompanied by mist, fog, and overcast skies, with comparatively high temperatures. In the Antarctic a temperature of 30°, i.e.below freezing, is considered unbearably hot.

As a general rule, southerly winds brought nice clear weather, with a noticeable drop in temperature, while the winds from the north were accompanied by mist, fog, and cloudy skies, with relatively high temperatures. In Antarctica, a temperature of 30°, i.e.below freezing, is considered unbearably hot.

The greatest difficulty that was experienced was due to the accumulation of rime on the instruments. In low temperatures everything became covered with ice-crystals, deposited from the air, which eventually grew into huge blocks. Sometimes these blocks became dislodged and fell, making it dangerous to walk along the decks. The rime collected on the thermometers, the glass bowl of the sunshine recorder, and the bearings of the anemometer, necessitating the frequent use of a brush to remove it, and sometimes effectively preventing the instruments from recording at all.

The biggest challenge we faced was the buildup of frost on the instruments. In the cold temperatures, everything got coated with ice crystals from the air, which eventually formed large blocks. Sometimes these blocks would break loose and fall, making it risky to walk on the decks. The frost accumulated on the thermometers, the glass bowl of the sunshine recorder, and the bearings of the anemometer, requiring us to frequently use a brush to clear it away, and at times, completely hindering the instruments from recording anything.

One of our worst blizzards occurred on August 1, 1915, which was, for the ship, the beginning of the end. It lasted for four days, with cloudy and overcast weather for the three following days, and from that time onwards we enjoyed very little sun.

One of our worst snowstorms happened on August 1, 1915, which marked the beginning of the end for the ship. It lasted for four days, with gray and gloomy weather for the next three days, and from then on, we barely saw any sunshine.

The weather that we experienced on Elephant Island can only be described as appalling. Situated as we were at the mouth of a gully, down which a huge glacier was slowly moving, with the open sea in front and to the left, and towering, snow-covered mountains on our right, the air was hardly ever free from snowdrift, and the winds increased to terrific violence through being forced over the glacier and through the narrow gully. Huge blocks of ice were hurled about like pebbles, and cases of clothing and cooking utensils were whisked out of our hands and carried away to sea. For the first fortnight after our landing there, the gale blew, at times, at over one hundred miles an hour. Fortunately it never again quite reached that intensity, but on several occasions violent squalls made us very fearful for the safety of our hut. The island was almost continuously covered with a pall of fog and snow, clear weather obtaining occasionally when pack-ice surrounded us. Fortunately a series of south-westerly gales had blown all the ice away to the north-east two days before the rescue ship arrived, leaving a comparatively clear sea for her to approach the island.

The weather we dealt with on Elephant Island was nothing short of awful. We were at the mouth of a gully, where a massive glacier was slowly creeping down, with the open sea in front and to our left, and towering, snow-covered mountains on our right. The air was rarely free from snowdrifts, and the winds became extremely violent as they were funneled over the glacier and through the narrow gully. Huge chunks of ice were thrown around like pebbles, and our cases of clothing and cooking utensils were snatched from our hands and swept away to sea. For the first two weeks after our arrival, the gale sometimes blew at over one hundred miles per hour. Luckily, it never quite reached that intensity again, but there were several instances of violent squalls that made us very worried about the safety of our hut. The island was almost always shrouded in fog and snow, with clear weather occasionally occurring when pack-ice surrounded us. Fortunately, a series of south-westerly gales had blown all the ice away to the north-east two days before the rescue ship arrived, leaving a relatively clear sea for her to approach the island.

Being one solitary moving station in the vast expanse of the Weddell Sea, with no knowledge of what was happening anywhere around us, forecasting was very difficult and at times impossible.

Being one isolated moving station in the vast stretch of the Weddell Sea, with no idea of what was going on elsewhere around us, predicting weather was very hard and sometimes impossible.

Great assistance in this direction was afforded by copies of Mr. R. C. Mossmann’s researches and papers on Antarctic meteorology, which he kindly supplied to us.

Great help in this area came from copies of Mr. R. C. Mossmann’s research and papers on Antarctic meteorology, which he generously provided to us.

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“The Rookery”

“The Rookery”

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The Anemometer covered with Rime

The anemometer covered in rime

I have tried to make this very brief account of the meteorological side of the Expedition rather more “popular” than scientific, since the publication and scientific discussion of the observations will be carried out elsewhere; but if, while showing the difficulties under which we had to work, it emphasizes the value of Antarctic Expeditions from a purely utilitarian point of view, and the need for further continuous research into the conditions obtaining in the immediate neighbourhood of the Pole, it will have achieved its object.

I’ve tried to keep this brief overview of the weather aspects of the Expedition a bit more “popular” than scientific, since the official publication and scientific discussion of the findings will take place elsewhere. However, if it highlights the challenges we faced while also stressing the importance of Antarctic Expeditions from a practical standpoint, as well as the necessity for ongoing research about the conditions around the Pole, then it will have fulfilled its purpose.

PHYSICS

By R. W. JAMES, M.A. (Cantab.), B.Sc. (Lond.), Capt. R.E.

By R. W. JAMES, M.A. (Cantab.), B.Sc. (Lond.), Capt. R.E.

Owing to the continued drift of the ship with the ice, the programme of physical observations originally made out had to be considerably modified. It had been intended to set up recording magnetic instruments at the base, and to take a continuous series of records throughout the whole period of residence there, absolute measurements of the earth’s horizontal magnetic force, of the dip and declination being taken at frequent intervals for purposes of calibration. With the ice continually drifting, and the possibility of the floe cracking at any time, it proved impracticable to set up the recording instruments, and the magnetic observations were confined to a series of absolute measurements taken whenever opportunity occurred. These measurements, owing to the drift of the ship, extend over a considerable distance, and give a chain of values along a line stretching, roughly from 77° S. lat. to 69° S. lat. This is not the place to give the actual results; it is quite enough to state that, as might have been expected from the position of the magnetic pole, the values obtained correspond to a comparatively low magnetic latitude, the value of the dip ranging from 63° to 68°.

Due to the ship's ongoing drift with the ice, the original plan for physical observations had to be significantly changed. It had been planned to set up recording magnetic instruments at the base and take a continuous series of records throughout the entire time spent there, with absolute measurements of the earth’s horizontal magnetic force, dip, and declination taken at regular intervals for calibration purposes. However, with the ice constantly drifting and the risk of the floe cracking at any moment, it became impractical to set up the recording instruments, and the magnetic observations were limited to a series of absolute measurements taken whenever possible. These measurements, due to the ship's drift, cover a considerable distance, providing a range of values along a line stretching roughly from 77° S. latitude to 69° S. latitude. This isn't the place to present the actual results; it’s enough to say that, as expected given the position of the magnetic pole, the values obtained correspond to a relatively low magnetic latitude, with dip values ranging from 63° to 68°.

So far as possible, continuous records of the electric potential gradient in the atmosphere were taken, a form of quadrant electrometer with a boom and ink recorder, made by the Cambridge Scientific Instrument Company, being employed. Here again, the somewhat peculiar conditions made work difficult, as the instrument was very susceptible to small changes of level, such as occurred from time to time owing to the pressure of the ice on the ship. An ionium collector, for which the radioactive material was kindly supplied by Mr. F. H. Glew, was used. The chief difficulty to contend with was the constant formation of thick deposits of rime, which either grew over the insulation and spoiled it, or covered up the collector so that it could no longer act. Nevertheless, a considerable number of good records were obtained, which have not yet been properly worked out. Conditions during the Expedition were very favourable for observations on the physical properties and natural history of sea-ice, and a considerable number of results were obtained, which are, however, discussed elsewhere, mention of them being made here since they really come under the heading of physics.

As much as possible, continuous records of the electric potential gradient in the atmosphere were taken using a quadrant electrometer with a boom and ink recorder from the Cambridge Scientific Instrument Company. Again, the somewhat unusual conditions made it difficult to work, as the instrument was very sensitive to small changes in level caused by the pressure of the ice on the ship. An ionium collector, for which the radioactive material was generously provided by Mr. F. H. Glew, was also used. The main challenge was the constant buildup of thick rime deposits, which either covered the insulation and ruined it, or obscured the collector, preventing it from functioning. Nevertheless, a significant number of good records were collected, which have not yet been thoroughly analyzed. The conditions during the Expedition were very favorable for observing the physical properties and natural history of sea ice, and a substantial amount of results were obtained, which are discussed elsewhere, but are mentioned here since they really fall under the category of physics.

In addition to these main lines of work, many observations of a miscellaneous character were made, including those on the occurrence and nature of parhelia or “mock suns,” which were very common, and generally finely developed, and observations of the auroral displays, which were few and rather poor owing to the comparatively low magnetic latitude. Since most of the observations made are of little value without a knowledge of the place where they were made, and since a very complete set of soundings were also taken, the daily determination of the ship’s position was a matter of some importance. The drift of the ship throws considerable light on at least one geographical problem, that of the existence of Morrell Land. The remainder of this appendix will therefore be devoted to a discussion of the methods used to determine the positions of the ship from day to day.

In addition to these main areas of work, various observations were made, including the occurrence and nature of parhelia, or "mock suns," which were quite common and generally well-developed, as well as observations of auroras, which were limited and not very impressive due to the relatively low magnetic latitude. Since most of the observations are not very valuable without knowing where they were made, and since a complete set of soundings was also collected, determining the ship's position each day was quite important. The ship's drift sheds light on at least one geographical issue: the existence of Morrell Land. Therefore, the rest of this appendix will focus on the methods used to determine the ship's positions on a daily basis.

The latitude and longitude were determined astronomically every day when the sun or stars were visible, the position thus determined serving as the fixed points between which the position on days when the sky was overcast could be interpolated by the process known as “dead reckoning,” that is to say, by estimating the speed and course of the ship, taking into account the various causes affecting it. The sky was often overcast for several days at a stretch, and it was worth while to take a certain amount of care in the matter. Captain Worsley constructed an apparatus which gave a good idea of the direction of drift at any time. This consisted of an iron rod, which passed through an iron tube, frozen vertically into the ice, into the water below. At the lower end of the rod, in the water, was a vane. The rod being free to turn, the vane took up the direction of the current, the direction being shown by an indicator attached to the top of the rod. The direction shown depended, of course, on the drift of the ice relative to the water, and did not take into account any actual current which may have been carrying the ice with it, but the true current seems never to have been large, and the direction of the vane probably gave fairly accurately the direction of the drift of the ice. No exact idea of the rate of drift could be obtained from the apparatus, although one could get an estimate of it by displacing the vane from its position of rest and noticing how quickly it returned to it, the speed of return being greater the more rapid the drift. Another means of estimating the speed and direction of the drift was from the trend of the wire when a sounding was being taken. The rate and direction of drift appeared to depend almost entirely on the wind-velocity and direction at the time. If any true current-effect existed, it is not obvious from a rough comparison of the drift with the prevailing wind, but a closer investigation of the figures may show some outstanding effect due to current.[1] The drift was always to the left of the actual wind-direction. This effect is due to the rotation of the earth, a corresponding deviation to the right of the wind direction being noted by Nansen during the drift of the Fram. A change in the direction of the wind was often preceded by some hours by a change in the reading of the drift vane. This is no doubt due to the ice to windward being set in motion, the resulting disturbance travelling through the ice more rapidly than the approaching wind.

The latitude and longitude were determined every day using astronomy whenever the sun or stars were visible. The position calculated served as fixed points to estimate the location on days when the sky was cloudy, using a method known as “dead reckoning.” This involved estimating the ship's speed and course while considering various factors affecting it. The sky was often overcast for several consecutive days, so it was important to be careful in this regard. Captain Worsley created a device that indicated the direction of drift at any given time. It consisted of an iron rod that passed through an iron tube, which was vertically frozen into the ice and extended into the water below. At the lower end of the rod, submerged in the water, was a vane. Since the rod was free to rotate, the vane would align with the current's direction, which was indicated by a marker attached to the top of the rod. The direction shown depended on the drift of the ice relative to the water and didn’t account for any actual current that might be moving the ice along. However, the true current was never significant, and the vane likely indicated the drift of the ice fairly accurately. The apparatus didn’t provide an exact rate of drift, but one could estimate it by moving the vane from its resting position and timing how quickly it returned, with the return speed being faster the quicker the drift. Another way to estimate the speed and direction of drift was by observing the wire's trend during a sounding. The rate and direction of drift seemed to rely almost entirely on the wind's speed and direction at the time. If there were any true current effects, they weren’t apparent from a rough comparison of the drift with the prevailing wind, though a closer look at the numbers might reveal some significant effect caused by the current. The drift generally occurred to the left of the wind direction. This phenomenon is attributed to the Earth's rotation, and a similar deviation to the right of the wind direction was noted by Nansen during the drift of the Fram. A shift in wind direction was often preceded by a change in the drift vane reading by several hours, likely due to the ice upwind being set in motion, with the resulting disturbance moving through the ice faster than the wind approached.

[1] Cf. “Scientific results of Norwegian North Polar Expedition, 1893–96,” vol. iii, p. 357.

[1] See “Scientific results of the Norwegian North Polar Expedition, 1893–96,” vol. iii, p. 357.

For the astronomical observations either the sextant or a theodolite was used. The theodolite employed was a light 3´´ Vernier instrument by Carey Porter, intended for sledging work. This instrument was fairly satisfactory, although possibly rigidity had been sacrificed to lightness to rather too great an extent. Another point which appears worth mentioning is the following: The foot-screws were of brass, the tribrach, into which they fitted, was made of aluminium for the sake of lightness. The two metals have a different coefficient of expansion, and while the feet fitted the tribrach at ordinary temperatures, they were quite loose at temperatures in the region of 20° Fahr. below zero. In any instrument designed for use at low temperatures, care should be taken that parts which have to fit together are made of the same material.

For the astronomical observations, either a sextant or a theodolite was used. The theodolite used was a lightweight 3’’ Vernier instrument by Carey Porter, designed for sledging work. This instrument was fairly effective, although it seems that some rigidity may have been sacrificed for lightness a bit too much. Another important point to mention is this: The foot-screws were made of brass, and the tribrach they fit into was made of aluminum for the sake of weight. These two metals have different expansion rates, and while the feet fit snugly in the tribrach at normal temperatures, they were pretty loose at temperatures around 20° Fahrenheit below zero. For any instrument made for low temperatures, it’s important to ensure that parts that need to fit together are made from the same material.

For determining the position in drifting pack-ice, the theodolite proved to be a more generally useful instrument than the sextant. The ice-floes are quite steady in really thick pack-ice, and the theodolite can be set up and levelled as well as on dry land. The observations, both for latitude and longitude, consist in measuring altitude of the sun or of a star. The chief uncertainty in this measurement is that introduced by the refraction of light by the air. At very low temperatures, the correction to be applied on this account is uncertain, and, if possible, observations should always be made in pairs with a north star and a south star for a latitude, and an east star and a west star for a longitude. The refraction error will then usually mean out. This error affects observations both with the theodolite and the sextant, but in the case of the sextant another cause of error occurs. In using the sextant, the angle between the heavenly body and the visible horizon is measured directly. Even in dense pack-ice, if the observations are taken from the deck of the ship or from a hummock or a low berg, the apparent horizon is usually sharp enough for the purpose. In very cold weather, however, and particularly if there are open leads and pools between the observer and the horizon, there is frequently a great deal of mirage, and the visible horizon may be miraged up several minutes. This will reduce the altitude observed, and corrections on this account are practically impossible to apply. This error may be counterbalanced to some extent by pairing observations as described above, but it by no means follows that the mirage effect will be the same in the two directions. Then again, during the summer months, no stars will be visible, and observations for latitude will have to depend on a single noon sight of the sun. If the sun is visible at midnight its altitude will be too low for accurate observations, and in any case atmospheric conditions will be quite different from those prevailing at noon. In the Antarctic, therefore, conditions are peculiarly difficult for getting really accurate observations, and it is necessary to reduce the probability of error in a single observation as much as possible. When possible, observations of the altitude of a star or of the sun should be taken with the theodolite, since the altitude is referred to the spirit-level of the instrument, and is independent of any apparent horizon. During the drift of the Endurance both means of observation were generally employed. A comparison of the results showed an agreement between sextant and theodolite, within the errors of the instrument if the temperature was above about 20° Fahr. At lower temperatures there were frequently discrepancies which could generally be attributed to the mirage effects described above.

To determine the position in drifting pack ice, the theodolite turned out to be a more useful tool than the sextant. The ice floes remain quite stable in really thick pack ice, and the theodolite can be set up and leveled just like on dry land. The observations for both latitude and longitude involve measuring the height of the sun or a star. The main uncertainty in these measurements comes from the refraction of light in the air. At very low temperatures, the necessary correction is uncertain, so it's best to take observations in pairs—with a north star and a south star for latitude, and an east star and a west star for longitude. This way, the refraction error usually cancels out. This error affects observations taken with both the theodolite and the sextant, but with the sextant, there's another source of error. When using the sextant, the angle between the celestial body and the visible horizon is measured directly. Even in dense pack ice, if the observations are made from the ship's deck or from a hummock or a low iceberg, the apparent horizon is usually clear enough for the purpose. However, in very cold weather, especially with open leads and pools between the observer and the horizon, there can often be a lot of mirage, causing the visible horizon to be raised by several minutes. This would lead to a lower observed altitude, and correcting for this is practically impossible. This error might be lessened somewhat by pairing observations as mentioned earlier, but that doesn't guarantee the mirage effect will be the same in both directions. Additionally, during the summer months, no stars are visible, so latitude observations will rely on a single noon sight of the sun. If the sun is visible at midnight, its altitude will be too low for accurate observations, and in any case, atmospheric conditions will differ significantly from those at noon. Therefore, in Antarctica, conditions are particularly challenging for obtaining truly accurate observations, and it's essential to minimize the likelihood of error in each observation. When possible, star or sun altitude observations should be taken with the theodolite, as this altitude is measured relative to the instrument's spirit level and is not dependent on any apparent horizon. During the drift of the Endurance, both methods of observation were typically used. A comparison of the results indicated consistency between the sextant and the theodolite, within the instrument's errors, if the temperature was above about 20° Fahrenheit. At lower temperatures, discrepancies were often noted, usually due to the mirage effects described earlier.

As the Endurance was carried by the ice-drift well to the west of the Weddell Sea, towards the position of the supposed Morrell Land, the accurate determination of longitude became a matter of moment in view of the controversy as to the existence of this land. During a long voyage latitude can always be determined with about the same accuracy, the accuracy merely depending on the closeness with which altitudes can be measured. In the case of longitude matters are rather different. The usual method employed consists in the determination of the local time by astronomical observations, and the comparison of this time with Greenwich time, as shown by the ship’s chronometer, an accurate knowledge of the errors and rate of the chronometer being required. During the voyage of the Endurance about fifteen months elapsed during which no check on the chronometers could be obtained by the observation of known land, and had no other check been applied there would have been the probability of large errors in the longitudes. For the purpose of checking the chronometers a number of observations of occultations were observed during the winter of 1915. An occultation is really the eclipse of a star by the moon. A number of such eclipses occur monthly, and are tabulated in the “Nautical Almanac.” From the data given there it is possible to compute the Greenwich time at which the phenomenon ought to occur for an observer situated at any place on the earth, provided his position is known within a few miles, which will always be the case. The time of disappearance of the star by the chronometer to be corrected is noted. The actual Greenwich time of the occurrence is calculated, and the error of the chronometer is thus determined. With ordinary care the chronometer error can be determined in this way to within a few seconds, which is accurate enough for purposes of navigation. The principal difficulties of this method lie in the fact that comparatively few occultations occur, and those which do occur are usually of stars of the fifth magnitude or lower. In the Antarctic, conditions for observing occultation are rather favourable during the winter, since, fifth-magnitude stars can be seen with a small telescope at any time during the twenty-four hours if the sky is clear, and the moon is also often above the horizon for a large fraction of the time. In the summer, however, the method is quite impossible, since, for some months, stars are not to be seen.

As the Endurance was pushed by the ice drift well west of the Weddell Sea, heading toward the location of the supposed Morrell Land, accurately determining longitude became crucial due to the debate over the land's existence. During a long voyage, latitude can always be found with relatively consistent accuracy, depending mainly on how closely altitudes can be measured. Longitude, however, is a different story. The usual method involves determining local time through astronomical observations and comparing it with Greenwich time as shown by the ship's chronometer, which requires a good understanding of the chronometer's errors and rate. During the Endurance's voyage, about fifteen months passed without any way to check the chronometers against known land, and without any other checks, significant errors in longitude could have occurred. To validate the chronometers, several observations of occultations were made during the winter of 1915. An occultation is essentially the eclipse of a star by the moon. A number of these eclipses happen each month and are listed in the “Nautical Almanac.” Using the information from there, it's possible to calculate the Greenwich time when the phenomenon should happen for an observer at any location on Earth, as long as their position is known within a few miles, which is usually the case. The time when the star disappears according to the chronometer needing correction is noted. The actual Greenwich time of the event is calculated, which then reveals the error of the chronometer. With proper care, the chronometer error can be identified to within a few seconds, which is precise enough for navigation. The main challenges of this method are that relatively few occultations happen, and those that do are typically of stars of the fifth magnitude or lower. In Antarctica, conditions for observing occultations are quite favorable during the winter, as fifth-magnitude stars can be seen with a small telescope at any time of the day if the sky is clear, and the moon is often above the horizon for a large part of the time. However, in summer, the method becomes nearly impossible, as stars can't be seen for several months.

No chronometer check could be applied until June 1915. On June 24 a series of four occultations were observed; and the results of the observations showed an error in longitude of a whole degree. In July, August, and September further occultations were observed, and a fairly reliable rate was worked out for the chronometers and watches. After the crushing of the ship on October 27, 1915, no further occultations were observed, but the calculated rates for the watches were employed, and the longitude deduced, using these rates on March 23, 1916, was only about 10´ of arc in error, judging by the observations of Joinville Land made on that day. It is thus fairly certain that no large error can have been made in the determination of the position of the Endurance at any time during the drift, and her course can be taken as known with greater certainty than is usually the case in a voyage of such length.

No chronometer check could be done until June 1915. On June 24, a series of four occultations were observed, and the results showed a whole degree error in longitude. In July, August, and September, more occultations were observed, and a fairly reliable rate was established for the chronometers and watches. After the sinking of the ship on October 27, 1915, no more occultations were observed, but the calculated rates for the watches were used, and the longitude determined on March 23, 1916, was only about 10' of arc off, based on the observations of Joinville Land that day. It's therefore quite certain that no major error occurred in determining the position of the Endurance at any point during the drift, and her course can be considered known with more certainty than is usually the case in such a long voyage.

SOUTH ATLANTIC WHALES AND WHALING

By ROBERT S. CLARK, M.A., B.Sc., Lieut. R.N.V.R.

By ROBERT S. CLARK, M.A., B.Sc., Lieut. R.N.V.R.

Modern whaling methods were introduced into sub-Antarctic seas in 1904, and operations commenced in the following year at South Georgia. So successful was the initial venture that several companies were floated, and the fishing area was extended to the South Shetlands, the South Orkneys, and as far as 67° S along the western coast of Graham Land. This area lies within the Dependencies of the Falkland Islands, and is under the control of the British Government, and its geographical position offers exceptional opportunities for the successful prosecution of the industry by providing a sufficient number of safe anchorages and widely separated islands, where shore stations have been established. The Dependencies of the Falkland Islands lie roughly within latitude 50° and 65° S. and longitude 25° and 70° W., and include the Falkland Islands, South Georgia, South Sandwich, South Orkney, and South Shetland Islands, and part of Graham Land.

Modern whaling methods were introduced to the sub-Antarctic seas in 1904, and operations started the following year at South Georgia. The initial venture was so successful that several companies were established, and the fishing area expanded to the South Shetlands, the South Orkneys, and as far as 67° S along the western coast of Graham Land. This area is part of the Dependencies of the Falkland Islands and is controlled by the British Government. Its geographical location offers excellent opportunities for successfully running the industry by providing enough safe anchorages and widely spaced islands where shore stations have been set up. The Dependencies of the Falkland Islands lie roughly between latitudes 50° and 65° S and longitudes 25° and 70° W, and include the Falkland Islands, South Georgia, South Sandwich, South Orkney, and South Shetland Islands, as well as part of Graham Land.

The industry is prosperous, and the products always find a ready market. In this sub-Antarctic area alone, the resulting products more than doubled the world’s supply. The total value of the Falkland Island Dependencies in 1913 amounted to £1,252,432, in 1914 to £1,300,978, in 1915 to £1,333,401, and in 1916 to £1,774,570. This has resulted chiefly from the marketing of whale oil and the by-product, guano, and represents for each total a season’s capture of several thousand whales. In 1916, the number of whales captured in this area was 11,860, which included 6000 for South Georgia alone. Whale oil, which is now the product of most economic value in the whaling industry, is produced in four grades (some companies adding a fifth). These are Nos. 0, I, II, III, IV, which in 1913 sold at £24, £22, £20, and £18 respectively per ton, net weight, barrels included (there are six barrels to a ton). The 1919 prices have increased to

The industry is thriving, and the products always find a ready market. In this sub-Antarctic area alone, the resulting products more than doubled the world’s supply. The total value of the Falkland Island Dependencies in 1913 was £1,252,432, in 1914 was £1,300,978, in 1915 was £1,333,401, and in 1916 was £1,774,570. This mainly came from the sale of whale oil and its by-product, guano, representing a season’s haul of several thousand whales for each total. In 1916, 11,860 whales were caught in this area, including 6,000 for South Georgia alone. Whale oil, which is now the most valuable product in the whaling industry, is produced in four grades (with some companies offering a fifth). These are Nos. 0, I, II, III, IV, which in 1913 sold for £24, £22, £20, and £18 respectively per ton, net weight, including barrels (there are six barrels in a ton). The prices in 1919 have increased to

£72 10s. per ton (barrels included) less 2½ per cent.
£68 per ton (barrels included) less 2½ per cent.
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£63   ”    ”        ”          ”          ”          ”      ”

£72.50 per ton (barrels included) minus 2.5%.
£68.00 per ton (barrels included) minus 2.5%.
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Whale oil can be readily transformed into glycerine: it is used in the manufacture of soap, and quite recently, both in this country and in Norway, it has been refined by means of a simple hardening process into a highly palatable and nutritious margarine. Wartime conditions emphasized the importance of the whale oil, and fortunately the supply was fairly constant for the production of the enormous quantities of glycerine required by the country in the manufacture of explosives. In relation to the food supply, it was no less important in saving the country from a “fat” famine, when the country was confronted with the shortage of vegetable and other animal oils. The production of guano, bone-meal, and flesh-meal may pay off the running expenses of a whaling-station, but their value lies, perhaps, more in their individual properties. Flesh-meal makes up into cattle-cake, which forms an excellent fattening food for cattle, while bone-meal and guano are very effective fertilizers. Guano is the meat—generally the residue of distillation—which goes through a process of drying and disintegration, and is mixed with the crushed bone in the proportion of two parts flesh to one part bone. This is done chiefly at the shore stations, and, to a less extent on floating factories, though so far on the latter it has not proved very profitable. Whale flesh, though slightly greasy perhaps and of strong flavour, is quite palatable, and at South Georgia, it made a welcome addition to our bill of fare—the flesh of the hump back being used. A large supply of whale flesh was “shipped” as food for the dogs on the journey South, and this was eaten ravenously. It is interesting to note also the successful rearing of pigs at South Georgia—chiefly, if not entirely, on the whale products. The whalebone or baleen plates, which at one time formed the most valuable article of the Arctic fishery, may here be regarded as of secondary importance. The baleen plates of the southern right whale reach only a length of about 7 ft., and have been valued at £750 per ton, but the number of these whales captured is very small indeed. In the case of the other whalebone whales, the baleen plates are much smaller and of inferior quality—the baleen of the sei whale probably excepted, and this only makes about £85 per ton, Sperm whales have been taken at South Georgia and the South Shetlands, but never in any quantity, being more numerous in warmer areas. The products and their value are too well known to be repeated.

Whale oil can easily be turned into glycerine, which is used to make soap. Recently, both in this country and in Norway, it has been processed through a simple hardening method into a tasty and nutritious margarine. Wartime conditions highlighted the importance of whale oil, and luckily, the supply was fairly steady for producing the large amounts of glycerine needed for making explosives. In terms of food supply, it played a crucial role in preventing the country from experiencing a “fat” famine during shortages of vegetable and other animal oils. While producing guano, bone meal, and flesh meal might cover the operational costs of a whaling station, their value is likely more in their specific uses. Flesh meal can be made into cattle cake, which is excellent fattening food for cattle, while bone meal and guano are highly effective fertilizers. Guano is the residue from meat distillation, which is dried and broken down, then mixed with crushed bone in a ratio of two parts flesh to one part bone. This mainly occurs at shore stations, and to a lesser extent on floating factories, though it hasn't been very profitable so far on the latter. Whale flesh, although somewhat greasy and strongly flavored, is quite edible, and at South Georgia, it was a welcome addition to our meals, particularly the flesh of the humpback whale. A large amount of whale flesh was “shipped” as food for the dogs on the journey south, and they ate it eagerly. It's also interesting that pigs were successfully raised at South Georgia, mainly, if not entirely, on whale products. Whalebone or baleen plates, which were once the most valuable item in the Arctic fishery, are now considered secondary in importance. The baleen plates of the southern right whale can reach about 7 ft. and have been valued at £750 per ton, but very few of these whales are caught. For other whalebone whales, the baleen plates are much smaller and of lower quality—except for the sei whale, which is worth about £85 per ton. Sperm whales have been caught at South Georgia and the South Shetlands, but not in large quantities, as they are more common in warmer areas. The products and their value are too well known to repeat.

The Endurance reached South Georgia on November 5, 1914, and anchored in King Edward Cove, Cumberland Bay, off Grytviken, the shore station of the Argentina Pesca Company. During the month’s stay at the island a considerable amount of time was devoted to a study of the whales and the whaling industry, in the intervals of the general routine of expedition work, and simultaneously with other studies on the general life of this interesting sub-Antarctic island. Visits were made to six of the seven existing stations, observations were made on the whales landed, and useful insight was gathered as to the general working of the industry.

The Endurance arrived in South Georgia on November 5, 1914, and moored at King Edward Cove, Cumberland Bay, near Grytviken, the shore base of the Argentina Pesca Company. During the month spent on the island, a significant amount of time was dedicated to studying whales and the whaling industry, alongside the regular activities of the expedition and other research on the diverse life of this fascinating sub-Antarctic island. They visited six of the seven operating stations, observed the whales that were caught, and gained valuable insights into the overall workings of the industry.

From South Georgia the track of the Endurance lay in a direct line to the South Sandwich Group, between Saunders and Candlemas Islands. Then south-easterly and southerly courses were steered to the Coats’ Land barrier, along which we steamed for a few hundred miles until forced westward, when we were unfortunately held up in about lat. 76° 34´ S. and long. 37° 30´ W. on January 19, 1915, by enormous masses of heavy pack-ice. The ship drifted to lat. 76° 59´ S., long. 37° 47´ W. on March 19, 1915, and then west and north until crushed in lat. 69° 5´ S. and long. 51° 30´ W. on October 26, 1915. We continued drifting gradually north, afloat on ice-floes, past Graham Land and Joinville Island, and finally took to the boats on April 9, 1916, and reached Elephant Island on April 15. The Falkland Island Dependencies were thus practically circumnavigated, and it may be interesting to compare the records of whales seen in the region outside and to the south of this area with the records and the percentage of each species captured in the intensive fishing area.

From South Georgia, the course of the Endurance headed straight to the South Sandwich Group, between Saunders and Candlemas Islands. We then steered southeast and south toward the Coats’ Land barrier, where we traveled for several hundred miles until we were reluctantly pushed westward. Unfortunately, we were stuck around lat. 76° 34´ S. and long. 37° 30´ W. on January 19, 1915, by massive blocks of heavy pack ice. The ship drifted to lat. 76° 59´ S., long. 37° 47´ W. on March 19, 1915, and then continued west and north until it was crushed at lat. 69° 5´ S. and long. 51° 30´ W. on October 26, 1915. We kept drifting slowly north, floating on ice floes, past Graham Land and Joinville Island, and finally took to the boats on April 9, 1916, reaching Elephant Island on April 15. The Falkland Island Dependencies were effectively circumnavigated, and it might be interesting to compare the records of whales seen in the area outside and to the south of this region with the records and percentages of each species captured in the intensive fishing zone.

The most productive part of the South Atlantic lies south of latitude 50° S., where active operations extend to and even beyond the Antarctic circle. It appears to be the general rule in Antarctic waters that whales are more numerous the closer the association with ice conditions, and there seems to be reasonable grounds for supposing that this may explain the comparatively few whales sighted by Expeditions which have explored the more northerly and more open seas, while the whalers themselves have even asserted that their poor seasons have nearly always coincided with the absence of ice, or with poor ice conditions. At all events, those Expeditions which have penetrated far south and well into the pack-ice have, without exception, reported the presence of whales in large numbers, even in the farthest south latitudes, so that our knowledge of the occurrence of whales in the Antarctic has been largely derived from these Expeditions, whose main object was either the discovery of new land or the Pole itself. The largest number of Antarctic Expeditions has concentrated on the two areas of the South Atlantic and the Ross Sea, and the records of the occurrences of whales have, in consequence, been concentrated in these two localities. In the intervening areas, however, Expeditions, notably the Belgica on the western side and the Gauss on the eastern side of the Antarctic continent, have reported whales in moderately large numbers, so that the stock is by no means confined to the two areas above mentioned.

The most productive part of the South Atlantic is south of latitude 50° S., where active operations reach to and even beyond the Antarctic circle. It seems to be a general rule in Antarctic waters that whales are more abundant when close to icy conditions. This might explain why there are relatively few whales spotted by Expeditions that have explored the more northern and open seas. Whalers have even claimed that their bad seasons often align with a lack of ice or poor ice conditions. In any case, those Expeditions that have traveled far south and deep into the pack ice have consistently reported large numbers of whales, even in the southernmost latitudes. Thus, our understanding of whale sightings in the Antarctic has mostly come from these Expeditions, which primarily aimed at discovering new land or reaching the Pole itself. The majority of Antarctic Expeditions have focused on two areas: the South Atlantic and the Ross Sea, and as a result, reports of whale occurrences have mostly been concentrated in these locations. However, in the areas in between, Expeditions, particularly the Belgica on the western side and the Gauss on the eastern side of the Antarctic continent, have reported whales in moderately large numbers, indicating that the whale population is not limited to just the two areas mentioned.

The effective fishing area may be assumed to lie within a radius of a hundred miles from each shore station and floating-factory anchorage, and a rough estimate of all the Falkland stations works out at 160,000 square miles. The total for the whole Falkland area is about 2,000,000 square miles, which is roughly less than a sixth of the total Antarctic sea area. The question then arises as to how far the “catch percentage” during the short fishing season affects the total stock, but so far one can only conjecture as to the actual results from a comparison of the numbers seen, chiefly by scientific and other Expeditions, in areas outside the intensive fishing area with the numbers and percentage of each species captured in the intensive fishing area. Sufficient evidence, however, seems to point quite definitely to one species—the humpback—being in danger of extermination, but the blue and fin whales—the other two species of rorquals which form the bulk of the captures—appear to be as frequent now as they have ever been.

The effective fishing area is estimated to be within a hundred miles from each shore station and floating factory anchorage, totaling around 160,000 square miles for all the Falkland stations. The overall Falkland area is about 2,000,000 square miles, which is roughly less than one-sixth of the total Antarctic sea area. This raises the question of how much the “catch percentage” during the short fishing season impacts the total stock. However, so far, we can only speculate on the actual results from comparing the numbers observed, mainly by scientific and other expeditions, in areas outside the intensive fishing zone with the numbers and percentage of each species caught in the intensive fishing area. There seems to be enough evidence pointing clearly to one species—the humpback—as being at risk of extinction, while the blue and fin whales— the other two main species caught—appear to be just as common now as they have ever been.

The whales captured at the various whaling-stations of the Falkland area are confined largely to three species—blue whale (Balænoptera musculus), fin whale (Balænoptera physalis), and humpback (Megaptera nodosa); sperm whales (Physeter catodon) and right whales (Balæna glacialis) being only occasional and rare captures, while the sei whale (Balænoptera borealis) appeared in the captures at South Georgia in 1913, and now forms a large percentage of the captures at the Falkland Islands. During the earlier years of whaling at South Georgia, and up to the fishing season 1910–11, humpbacks formed practically the total catch. In 1912–13 the following were the percentages for the three rorquals in the captures at South Georgia and South Shetlands:

The whales caught at the different whaling stations in the Falkland area are mainly three species—blue whale (Balænoptera musculus), fin whale (Balænoptera physalis), and humpback (Megaptera nodosa); sperm whales (Physeter catodon) and right whales (Balæna glacialis) are only occasional and rare catches, while the sei whale (Balænoptera borealis) showed up in the captures at South Georgia in 1913, and now makes up a large percentage of the catches at the Falkland Islands. During the earlier years of whaling at South Georgia, up until the fishing season of 1910–11, humpbacks accounted for almost the entire catch. In 1912–13, the following were the percentages for the three rorquals in the captures at South Georgia and the South Shetlands:

Humpback 38 per cent., fin whale 36 per cent., blue whale 20 per cent. Of late years the percentages have altered considerably, blue whales and fin whales predominating, humpbacks decreasing rapidly. In 1915, the South Georgia Whaling Company (Messrs. Salvesen, Leith) captured 1085 whales, consisting of 15 per cent. humpback, 25 per cent. fin whales, 58 per cent. blue whales, and 2 right whales. In the same year the captures of three companies at the South Shetlands gave 1512 whales, and the percentages worked out at 12 per cent. humpbacks, 42 per cent. fin whales, and 45 per cent. blue whales. In 1919, the Southern Whaling and Sealing Company captured (at Stromness, South Georgia) 529 whales, of which 2 per cent. were humpbacks, 51 per cent. fin whales, and 45 per cent. blue whales. These captures do not represent the total catch, but are sufficiently reliable to show how the species are affected. The reduction in numbers of the humpback is very noticeable, and even allowing for the possible increase in size of gear for the capture of the larger and more lucrative blue and fin whales, there is sufficient evidence to warrant the fears that the humpback stock is threatened with extinction.

Humpback 38%, fin whale 36%, blue whale 20%. Recently, the percentages have changed significantly, with blue whales and fin whales becoming more common and humpbacks declining sharply. In 1915, the South Georgia Whaling Company (Messrs. Salvesen, Leith) captured 1,085 whales, which included 15% humpbacks, 25% fin whales, 58% blue whales, and 2 right whales. That same year, three companies at the South Shetlands captured a total of 1,512 whales, with percentages of 12% humpbacks, 42% fin whales, and 45% blue whales. In 1919, the Southern Whaling and Sealing Company captured 529 whales at Stromness, South Georgia, of which 2% were humpbacks, 51% were fin whales, and 45% were blue whales. These captures don’t represent the total catch, but they are reliable enough to indicate how the species are being impacted. The decrease in humpback numbers is very noticeable, and even accounting for the likely increase in gear size for catching the larger and more valuable blue and fin whales, there is enough evidence to support concerns that the humpback population is at risk of extinction.

In the immediate northern areas—in the region from latitude 50° S. northward to the equator, which is regarded as next in importance quantitatively to the sub-Antarctic, though nothing like being so productive, the captures are useful for a comparative study in distribution. At Saldanha Bay, Cape Colony, in 1912, 131 whales were captured and the percentages were as follows: 35 per cent. humpback, 13 per cent. fin whale, 4 per cent. blue whale, 46 per cent. sei whale, while nearer the equator, at Port Alexander, the total capture was 322 whales, and the percentages gave 98 per cent. humpback, and only 2 captures each of fin and sei whales. In 1914, at South Africa (chiefly Saldanha Bay and Durban), out of a total of 839 whales 60 per cent. were humpback, 25 per cent. fin whales, and 13 per cent. blue whales. In 1916, out of a total of 853 whales 10 per cent. were humpback, 13 per cent. fin whales, 6 per cent. blue whales, 68 per cent. sperm whales, and 1 per cent. sei whales. In Chilian waters, in 1916, a total of 327 whales gave 31 per cent. humpbacks, 24 per cent. fin whales, 26 per cent. blue whales, 12 per cent. sperm whales, and 5 right whales. There seems then to be a definite interrelation between the two areas. The same species of whales are captured, and the periods of capture alternate with perfect regularity, the fishing season occurring from the end of November to April in the sub-Antarctic and from May to November in the sub-tropics. A few of the companies, however, carry on operations to a limited extent at South Georgia and at the Falkland islands during the southern winter, but the fishing is by no means a profitable undertaking, though proving the presence of whales in this area during the winter months.

In the immediate northern regions—from latitude 50° S. up to the equator, which is considered almost as significant as the sub-Antarctic in terms of numbers, though not nearly as productive—the catches provide valuable data for comparing distribution. In Saldanha Bay, Cape Colony, in 1912, 131 whales were caught, with the following breakdown: 35% humpback, 13% fin whale, 4% blue whale, and 46% sei whale. Closer to the equator, at Port Alexander, the total catch was 322 whales with 98% humpback and only 2% each of fin and sei whales. In 1914, in South Africa (mainly Saldanha Bay and Durban), out of 839 whales, 60% were humpback, 25% fin whales, and 13% blue whales. In 1916, out of 853 whales, 10% were humpback, 13% fin whales, 6% blue whales, 68% sperm whales, and 1% sei whales. In Chilean waters in 1916, a total of 327 whales showed 31% humpbacks, 24% fin whales, 26% blue whales, 12% sperm whales, and 5 right whales. There appears to be a clear relationship between the two areas. The same species of whales are caught, and the capture periods alternate regularly, with the fishing season running from late November to April in the sub-Antarctic and from May to November in the sub-tropics. Some companies, however, operate on a limited scale in South Georgia and the Falkland Islands during the Southern winter, but this fishing is not particularly profitable, even though it indicates the presence of whales in these areas during the winter months.

The migrations of whales are influenced by two causes:

The migrations of whales are influenced by two factors:

(1) The distribution of their food-supply;
(2) The position of their breeding-grounds.

(1) The way their food supply is distributed;
(2) The location of their breeding grounds.

In the Antarctic, during the summer months, there is present in the sea an abundance of plant and animal life, and whales which feed on the small plankton organisms are correspondingly numerous, but in winter this state of things is reversed, and whales are poorly represented or absent, at least in the higher latitudes. During the drift of the Endurance samples of plankton were taken almost daily during an Antarctic summer and winter. From December to March, a few minutes haul of a tow-net at the surface was sufficient to choke up the meshes with the plant and animal life, but this abundance of surface life broke off abruptly in April, and subsequent hauls contained very small organisms until the return of daylight and the opening up of the pack-ice. The lower water strata, down to about 100 fathoms, were only a little more productive, and Euphausiæ were taken in the hauls—though sparingly. During the winter spent at Elephant Island, our total catch of gentoo penguins amounted to 1436 for the period April 15 to August 30, 1916. All these birds were cut up, the livers and hearts were extracted for food, and the skins were used as fuel. At the same time the stomachs were invariably examined, and a record kept of the contents. The largest proportion of these contained the small crustacean Euphausia, and this generally to the exclusion of other forms. Occasionally, however, small fish were recorded. The quantity of Euphausiæ present in most of the stomachs was enormous for the size of the birds. These penguins were migrating, and came ashore only when the bays were clear of ice, as there were several periods of fourteen consecutive days when the bays and the surrounding sea were covered over with a thick compact mass of ice-floes, and then penguins were entirely absent. Euphausiæ, then, seem to be present in sufficient quantity in certain, if not in all, sub-Antarctic waters during the southern winter. We may assume then that the migration to the south, during the Antarctic summer, is definitely in search of food. Observations have proved the existence of a northern migration, and it seems highly improbable that this should also be in search of food, but rather for breeding purposes, and it seems that the whales select the more temperate regions for the bringing forth of their young. This view is strengthened by the statistical fœtal records, which show the pairing takes place in the northern areas, that the fœtus is carried by the mother during the southern migration to the Antarctic, and that the calves are born in the more congenial waters north of the sub-Antarctic area. We have still to prove, however, the possibility of a circumpolar migration, and we are quite in the dark as to the number of whales that remain in sub-Antarctic areas during the Southern winter.

In Antarctica, during the summer months, the sea teems with plant and animal life, and whales that feed on tiny plankton are abundant. However, in winter, this situation flips, and whales are either scarce or completely absent, especially in the higher latitudes. While the Endurance drifted, we took samples of plankton nearly every day during both Antarctic summer and winter. From December to March, we only needed a few minutes of tow-netting at the surface to fill the net with various plant and animal life, but this surface abundance dropped sharply in April. Hauls after that had very few organisms until daylight returned and the pack ice started to break up. The deeper waters, down to about 100 fathoms, yielded slightly better results, with Euphausiæ caught—though in limited quantities. During our winter at Elephant Island, we caught a total of 1,436 gentoo penguins from April 15 to August 30, 1916. We processed all these birds, extracting the livers and hearts for food and using the skins as fuel. We also examined their stomachs, keeping a record of the contents. Most of these contained the small crustacean Euphausia, usually to the exclusion of other types, though we occasionally noted small fish. The quantity of Euphausiæ in most stomachs was huge relative to the size of the birds. These penguins were migrating, only coming ashore when the bays were ice-free, as there were multiple stretches of fourteen straight days when thick ice floes covered the bays and surrounding sea, during which time the penguins were completely absent. Thus, Euphausiæ appear to be plentiful in some, if not all, sub-Antarctic waters during the southern winter. We can infer that the southward migration during the Antarctic summer is primarily for food. Observations indicate a northern migration, which seems unlikely to be for food but more likely for breeding, as whales appear to prefer more temperate regions for giving birth. This notion is supported by statistical fetal records, which show that mating occurs in northern areas, the fetus is carried by the mother during the southern migration to Antarctica, and calves are born in the more favorable waters north of the sub-Antarctic region. However, we still need to confirm the possibility of a circumpolar migration, and we have little information on how many whales stay in sub-Antarctic regions during the southern winter.

The following is a rough classification of whales, with special reference to those known to occur in the South Atlantic:

The following is a basic classification of whales, specifically focusing on those known to be found in the South Atlantic:


               1.  WHALEBONE WHALES (Mystacoceti)
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Right whales (Balænidæ)             Rorquals (Balænopteridæ)
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Southern right whale             |                        |
(Balæna glacialis)         Finner whales              Humpback
                            (Balænoptera)       (Megaptera nodosa)
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                     Blue whale    (B. musculus)
                     Fin whale     (B. physalis)
                     Sei whale     (B. borealis)
                     Piked whale   (B. acutorostrata)
                     Bryde’s whale (B. brydei)


               2. TOOTHED WHALES (Odontoceti)
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Sperm whale              Beaked whales              Dolphins
(Physeter catodon) (including bottlenose whales)  (1) Killer
                      (Hyperoodon rostratus)     (Orcinus orca)
                                                  (2) Black Fish
                                              (Globicephalus melas)
                                                  (3) Porpoises
                                              (Lagenorhynchus sp.)


               1.  WHALEBONE WHALES (Mystacoceti)
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Right whales (Balænidæ)             Rorquals (Balænopteridæ)
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Southern right whale             |                        |
(Balæna glacialis)         Fin whales              Humpback
                            (Balænoptera)       (Megaptera nodosa)
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                     Blue whale    (B. musculus)
                     Fin whale     (B. physalis)
                     Sei whale     (B. borealis)
                     Piked whale   (B. acutorostrata)
                     Bryde’s whale (B. brydei)


               2. TOOTHED WHALES (Odontoceti)
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Sperm whale              Beaked whales              Dolphins
(Physeter catodon) (including bottlenose whales)  (1) Killer
                      (Hyperoodon rostratus)     (Orcinus orca)
                                                  (2) Black Fish
                                              (Globicephalus melas)
                                                  (3) Porpoises
                                              (Lagenorhynchus sp.)

The subdivision of whalebone whales is one of degree in the size of the whalebone. These whales have enormously muscular tongues, which press the water through the whalebone lamellæ and thus, by a filtering process, retain the small food organisms. The food of the whalebone whales is largely the small crustacea which occur in the plankton, though some whales (humpback, fin whales, and sei whales) feed also on fish. The stomachs examined at South Georgia during December 1914, belonged to the three species, humpbacks, fin whales, and blue whales, and all contained small crustacea—Euphausiæ, with a mixture of amphipods. The toothed whales—sperms and bottlenoses—are known to live on squids, and that there is an abundance of this type of food in the Weddell Sea was proved by an examination of penguin and seal stomachs. Emperor penguins (and hundreds of these were examined) were invariably found to contain Cephalopod “beaks,” while large, partly digested squids were often observed in Weddell seals. A dorsal fin is present in the rorquals but absent in right whales. With other characters, notably the size of the animal, it serves as a ready mark of identification, but is occasionally confusing owing to the variation in shape in some of the species.

The subdivision of baleen whales varies based on the size of the baleen. These whales have very strong tongues that push water through the baleen plates, filtering out small food organisms. Their diet mainly consists of tiny crustaceans found in the plankton, although some whales (like humpbacks, fin whales, and sei whales) also eat fish. The stomachs examined at South Georgia in December 1914 belonged to three species: humpbacks, fin whales, and blue whales, and all contained small crustaceans—Euphausiæ, along with some amphipods. Toothed whales—sperm whales and bottlenose dolphins—are known to eat squid, and the Weddell Sea has plenty of this food source, as shown by the examination of penguin and seal stomachs. Emperor penguins (hundreds of which were examined) consistently had Cephalopod “beaks” in their stomachs, while large, partially digested squid were often found in Weddell seals. Rorquals have a dorsal fin, while right whales do not. Along with other factors like the size of the animal, this is a helpful identifier, although it can sometimes be confusing due to shape variations in some species.

With the exception of several schools of porpoises very few whales were seen during the outward voyage. Not till we approached the Falkland area did they appear in any numbers. Four small schools of fin whales and a few humpbacks were sighted on October 28 and 29, 1914, in lat. 38° 01´ S., long. 55° 03´ W. and in lat. 40° 35´ S., long. 53° 11´ W., while Globicephalus melas was seen only once, in lat. 45° 17´ S., long. 48° 58´ W., on October 31, 1914. At South Georgia, the whales captured at the various stations in December 1914, were blue whales, fin whales, and humpbacks (arranged respectively according to numbers captured). During the fishing season 1914–15 (from December to March) in the area covered—South Georgia to the South Sandwich Islands and along Coats’ Land to the head of the Weddell Sea—the records of whales were by no means numerous. Two records only could with certainty be assigned to the humpback, and these were in the neighbourhood of the South Sandwich Islands. Pack-ice was entered in lat. 59° 55´ S., long. 18° 28´ W., and blue whales were recorded daily until about 65° S. Between lat. 65° 43´ S., long. 17° 30´ W., on December 27, 1914, and lat. 69° 59´ S., long. 17° 31´ W., on January 3, 1915, no whales were seen. On January 4, however, in lat. 69° 59´ S., long. 17° 36´ W., two large sperm whales appeared close ahead of the ship in fairly open water, and were making westward. They remained sufficiently long on the surface to render their identification easy. Farther south, blue whales were only seen occasionally, and fin whales could only be identified in one or two cases. Killers, however, were numerous, and the lesser piked whale was quite frequent. There was no doubt about the identity of this latter species as it often came close alongside the ship. From April to September (inclusive) the sea was frozen over (with the exception of local “leads”), and whales were found to be absent. In October whales again made their appearance, and from then onwards they were a daily occurrence. Identification of the species, however, was a difficult matter, for the Endurance was crushed and had sunk, and observations were only possible from the ice-floe, or later on from the boats. The high vertical “spout” opening out into a dense spray was often visible, and denoted the presence of blue and fin whales. The lesser piked whale again appeared in the “leads” close to our “camp” floe, and was easily identified. An exceptional opportunity was presented to us on December 6, 1915, when a school of eight bottlenose whales (Hyperoodon rostratus) appeared in small “pool” alongside “Ocean” Camp in lat. 67° 47´ S., long. 52° 18´ W. These ranged from about 20 ft. to a little over 30 ft. in length, and were of a uniform dark dun colour—the large specimens having a dull yellow appearance. There were no white spots. At the edge of the pack-ice during the first half of April 1916, about lat. 62° S. and long. 54° W. (entrance to Bransfield Strait), whales were exceedingly numerous, and these were chiefly fin whales, though a few seemed to be sei whales. It is interesting to note that the fishing season 1915–1916 was exceptionally productive—no less than 11,860 whales having been captured in the Falkland area alone.

With the exception of a few groups of porpoises, very few whales were spotted during the journey out. It wasn’t until we got closer to the Falkland area that they appeared in larger numbers. On October 28 and 29, 1914, we saw four small groups of fin whales and a few humpbacks at lat. 38° 01´ S., long. 55° 03´ W., and lat. 40° 35´ S., long. 53° 11´ W., while Globicephalus melas was only seen once at lat. 45° 17´ S., long. 48° 58´ W., on October 31, 1914. At South Georgia, the whales caught at various stations in December 1914 included blue whales, fin whales, and humpbacks (listed by the number caught). During the fishing season of 1914–15 (from December to March), in the area from South Georgia to the South Sandwich Islands, and along Coats’ Land to the head of the Weddell Sea, records of whales were not numerous at all. Only two sightings could definitely be attributed to humpbacks, and these were near the South Sandwich Islands. We entered pack-ice at lat. 59° 55´ S., long. 18° 28´ W., and blue whales were seen every day until about lat. 65° S. Between lat. 65° 43´ S., long. 17° 30´ W., on December 27, 1914, and lat. 69° 59´ S., long. 17° 31´ W., on January 3, 1915, no whales were observed. However, on January 4, at lat. 69° 59´ S., long. 17° 36´ W., two large sperm whales appeared right in front of the ship in fairly open water, heading westward. They stayed on the surface long enough for us to identify them easily. Further south, blue whales were only occasionally seen, and fin whales could only be recognized in a couple of instances. However, killer whales were numerous, and the lesser pike whale was quite common. There was no doubt about identifying this latter species, as it often swam close to the ship. From April to September (including), the sea was frozen over (except for some local “leads”), and whales were absent. In October, whales began to appear again, and from that point on, they were a regular sight. However, identifying species was difficult because the Endurance had been crushed and sunk, and observations could only be made from the ice floe, or later from the boats. The high vertical “spout” that turned into a dense spray was often visible, indicating the presence of blue and fin whales. The lesser pike whale reappeared in the “leads” close to our “camp” floe and was easily identified. An exceptional opportunity arose on December 6, 1915, when a group of eight bottlenose whales (Hyperoodon rostratus) was seen in a small “pool” next to “Ocean” Camp at lat. 67° 47´ S., long. 52° 18´ W. These ranged from about 20 ft. to just over 30 ft. in length, and had a uniform dark dun color—the larger ones appeared dull yellow. There were no white spots. At the edge of the pack-ice during the first half of April 1916, around lat. 62° S. and long. 54° W. (the entrance to Bransfield Strait), whales were incredibly numerous, mainly fin whales, although a few seemed to be sei whales. It’s worth noting that the fishing season of 1915–1916 was exceptionally productive—no less than 11,860 whales were captured in the Falkland area alone.

The South Atlantic whaling industry, then, has reached a critical stage in development. It is now dependent on the captures of the large fin and blue whales, humpbacks having been rapidly reduced in numbers, so that the total stock appears to have been affected. With regard to the other species, the southern right whale has never been abundant in the captures, the sperm whale and the sei whale have shown a good deal of seasonal variation, though never numerous, and the bottlenose and lesser piked whale have so far not been hunted, except in the case of the latter for human food. The vigorous slaughter of whales both in the sub-Antarctic and in the sub-tropics, for the one area reacts on the other, calls for universal legislation to protect the whales from early commercial extinction, and the industry, which is of world-wide economic importance, from having to be abandoned. The British Government, with the control of the world’s best fisheries, is thoroughly alive to the situation, and an Inter-departmental Committee, under the direction of the Colonial Office, is at present devising a workable scheme for suitable legislation for the protection of the whales and for the welfare of the industry.

The South Atlantic whaling industry has reached a critical point in its development. It now relies on the catches of large fin and blue whales, as humpback numbers have quickly diminished, affecting the overall stock. As for other species, the southern right whale has never been abundant in catches, the sperm whale and sei whale have shown significant seasonal fluctuations, but have never been numerous, and the bottlenose and lesser piked whale have not been hunted yet, except for the latter which has been caught for human food. The intensive killing of whales in both the sub-Antarctic and sub-tropics, where one area impacts the other, necessitates universal legislation to protect whales from early commercial extinction and to prevent the industry, which is crucial for the global economy, from having to shut down. The British Government, which controls the world’s best fisheries, is fully aware of the situation, and an Inter-departmental Committee, led by the Colonial Office, is currently working on a practical plan for effective legislation to safeguard whales and support the industry.

APPENDIX II

THE EXPEDITION HUTS AT McMURDO SOUND

By SIR E. H. SHACKLETON

By Sir E. H. Shackleton

The following notes are designed for the benefit of future explorers who may make McMurdo Sound a base for inland operations, and to clear any inaccuracies or ambiguities concerning the history, occupation, and state of these huts.

The following notes are meant to help future explorers who might use McMurdo Sound as a base for inland operations, and to clarify any inaccuracies or uncertainties regarding the history, use, and condition of these huts.

(1) THE NATIONAL ANTARCTIC EXPEDITION’S HUT AT HUT POINT—THE HEAD OF McMURDO SOUND

(1) THE NATIONAL ANTARCTIC EXPEDITION'S HUT AT HUT POINT—THE HEAD OF McMURDO SOUND

This hut was constructed by Captain Scott in 1902, by the Expedition sent out by the Royal Geographical Society, the Royal Society, the Government, and by private subscription. Captain Robert F. Scott was appointed to the command of the Expedition. I served as Third Lieutenant until February 1903, when I was invalided home through a broken blood vessel in the lungs, the direct result of scurvy contracted on the Southern journey. The Discovery hut was a large strong building, but was so draughty and cold in comparison with the ship, which was moored one hundred yards away, that it was, during the first year, never used for living quarters. Its sole use was as a storehouse, and a large supply of rough stores, such as flour, cocoa, coffee, biscuit, and tinned meat, was left there in the event of its being used as a place of retreat should any disaster overtake the ship. During the second year occasional parties camped inside the hut, but no bunks or permanent sleeping quarters were ever erected. The discomfort of the hut was a byword on the Expedition, but it formed an excellent depot and starting-point for all parties proceeding to the south.

This hut was built by Captain Scott in 1902, as part of the Expedition sent out by the Royal Geographical Society, the Royal Society, the Government, and through private donations. Captain Robert F. Scott was put in charge of the Expedition. I served as Third Lieutenant until February 1903, when I was sent home due to a broken blood vessel in my lungs, a direct result of scurvy I got on the Southern journey. The Discovery hut was a large, sturdy building, but it was so drafty and cold compared to the ship, which was moored just one hundred yards away, that it was never used for living quarters during the first year. Its only purpose was as a storage space, and a big supply of basic items, like flour, cocoa, coffee, biscuits, and canned meat, was kept there in case it needed to be used as a retreat if any disaster happened to the ship. In the second year, occasional groups camped inside the hut, but no bunk beds or permanent sleeping areas were ever set up. The discomfort of the hut was a well-known topic during the Expedition, but it served as an excellent depot and starting point for all teams heading south.

When the Discovery finally left McMurdo Sound, the hut was stripped of all gear, including the stove, but there was left behind a large depot of the stores mentioned above. I was not aware of this until I returned to McMurdo Sound in February 1908, when I sent Adams, Joyce, and Wild across to the hut whilst the Nimrod was lying off the ice.

When the Discovery finally left McMurdo Sound, the hut was cleared of all equipment, including the stove, but a large supply of the stores mentioned earlier was left behind. I didn't realize this until I returned to McMurdo Sound in February 1908, when I sent Adams, Joyce, and Wild over to the hut while the Nimrod was anchored off the ice.

On the return of the party they reported that the door had been burst open, evidently by a southerly blizzard, and was jammed by snow outside and in, so they made an entrance through one of the lee windows. They found the hut practically clear of snow, and the structure quite intact. I used the hut in the spring, i.e. September and October 1908, as a storehouse for the large amount of equipment, food, and oil that we were to take on the Southern journey. We built a sort of living-room out of the cases of provisions, and swept out the debris. The Southern Party elected to sleep there before the start, but the supporting party slept outside in the tents, as they considered it warmer.

When the team returned, they reported that the door had been forced open, apparently by a southern blizzard, and it was packed with snow inside and out. So, they entered through one of the sheltered windows. They found the hut mostly clear of snow and the structure was in good shape. I used the hut in the spring, i.e. September and October 1908, to store the large amount of equipment, food, and oil we would take on the Southern journey. We created a sort of living area out of the supply cases and cleaned out the debris. The Southern Party chose to sleep there before heading out, but the supporting party opted to sleep outside in the tents, thinking it would be warmer.

We still continued to use the lee window as means of ingress and egress to avoid continual shovelling away of the snow, which would be necessary as every southerly blizzard blocked up the main entrance. The various depot parties made use of the hut for replenishing their stores, which had been sledged from my own hut to Hut Point. On the night of March 3, 1909, I arrived with the Southern Party, with a sick man, having been absent on the march 128 days. Our position was bad, as the ship was north of us. We tried to burn the Magnetic Hut in the hope of attracting attention from the ship, but were not able to get it to light. We finally managed to light a flare of carbide, and the ship came down to us in a blizzard, and all were safely aboard at 1 a.m. on March 4, 1909. Before leaving the hut we jammed the window up with baulks of timber, to the best of our ability, in the storm and darkness. The hut was used again by the Ross Sea Section of this last Expedition. The snow was cleared out and extra stores were placed in it. From reports I have received the Discovery Hut was in as good condition in 1917 as it was in 1902.

We continued to use the lee window as a way to get in and out to avoid constantly shoveling snow, which would be necessary since every southern blizzard blocked the main entrance. The different depot teams used the hut to restock their supplies, which had been sledged from my hut to Hut Point. On the night of March 3, 1909, I arrived with the Southern Party, bringing a sick man, after being away on the march for 128 days. Our situation was dire because the ship was to the north of us. We tried to burn the Magnetic Hut to attract the ship's attention, but we couldn't get it to light. Eventually, we managed to ignite a flare with carbide, and the ship came down to us despite the blizzard, and everyone was safely aboard by 1 a.m. on March 4, 1909. Before leaving the hut, we jammed the window shut with beams of timber as best we could in the storm and darkness. The hut was used again by the Ross Sea Section of this last Expedition. The snow was cleared out, and extra supplies were added. From reports I've received, the Discovery Hut was in as good condition in 1917 as it had been in 1902.

The stores placed there in 1902 are intact. There are a few cases of extra provisions and oil in the hut, but no sleeping gear, or accommodation, nor stoves, and it must not be looked upon as anything else than a shelter and a most useful pied-à-terre for the start of any Southern journey. No stores nor any equipment have been taken from it during either of my two Expeditions.

The stores that were set up there in 1902 are still untouched. There are a few extra supplies and some oil in the hut, but no sleeping gear, no accommodations, and no stoves. It should only be seen as a shelter and a very useful pied-à-terre for the beginning of any journey to the South. No supplies or equipment have been removed from it during either of my two Expeditions.

(2) CAPE ROYDS HUT

CAPE ROYDS CABIN

For several reasons, when I went into McMurdo Sound in 1908 in command of my own Expedition, known as the British Antarctic Expedition, after having failed to land on King Edward VII Land, I decided to build our hut at Cape Royds—a small promontory twenty-three miles north of Hut Point. Here the whole shore party lived in comfort through the winter of 1908. When spring came stores were sledged to Hut Point, so that should the sea-ice break up early between these two places we might not be left in an awkward position. After the return of the Southern Party we went direct north to civilization, so I never visited my hut again. I had left, however, full instructions with Professor David as to the care of the hut, and before the whole Expedition left, the hut was put in order. A letter was pinned in a conspicuous place inside, stating that there were sufficient provisions and equipment to last fifteen men for one year, indicating also the details of these provisions and the position of the coal store. The stove was in good condition, and the letter ended with an invitation for any succeeding party to make what use they required of stores and hut. The hut was then locked and the key nailed on the door in a conspicuous place. From the report of Captain Scott’s last Expedition the hut was in good condition, and from a still later report from the Ross Sea side of this present Expedition, the hut was still intact.

For several reasons, when I entered McMurdo Sound in 1908 in charge of my own expedition, known as the British Antarctic Expedition, after failing to land on King Edward VII Land, I decided to build our hut at Cape Royds—a small promontory twenty-three miles north of Hut Point. Here, the entire shore party lived comfortably through the winter of 1908. When spring arrived, supplies were sledged to Hut Point, so that if the sea ice broke up early between these two locations, we wouldn’t be in a tough spot. After the Southern Party returned, we headed straight north to civilization, so I never visited my hut again. However, I left detailed instructions with Professor David on how to care for the hut, and before the whole expedition left, the hut was organized. A letter was pinned in a visible spot inside, stating that there were enough provisions and equipment to support fifteen men for one year, along with the details of these provisions and the location of the coal store. The stove was in good shape, and the letter concluded with an invitation for any future team to make use of the supplies and hut as needed. The hut was then locked, and the key was nailed to the door in a prominent spot. According to Captain Scott’s last expedition report, the hut was in good condition, and from a subsequent report from the Ross Sea side of this current expedition, the hut was still intact.

(3) CAPE EVANS HUT

CAPE EVANS CABIN

This large and commodious hut was constructed by Captain Scott at Cape Evans on his last Expedition. The party lived in it in comfort, and it was left well supplied with stores in the way of food and oil, and a certain amount of coal. Several of the scientific staff of this present Expedition were ashore in it, when the Aurora, which was to have been the permanent winter quarters, broke adrift in May 1915, and went north with the ice. The hut became the permanent living quarters for the ten marooned men, and thanks to the stores they were able to sustain life in comparative comfort, supplementing these stores from my hut at Cape Royds. In January 1917, after I had rescued the survivors, I had the hut put in order and locked up.

This large and spacious hut was built by Captain Scott at Cape Evans during his last expedition. The team lived there comfortably, and it was well-stocked with food, oil, and some coal. Several members of the scientific staff from this current expedition were inside when the Aurora, which was supposed to be the permanent winter base, broke free in May 1915 and drifted north with the ice. The hut then became the permanent living quarters for the ten stranded men, and thanks to the supplies, they managed to sustain life in relative comfort, also getting additional supplies from my hut at Cape Royds. In January 1917, after I had rescued the survivors, I organized the hut and locked it up.

To sum up, there are three available huts in McMurdo Sound.

To sum up, there are three huts available in McMurdo Sound.

(a) The Discovery Hut with a certain amount of rough stores, and only of use as a point of departure for the South.

(a) The Discovery Hut has some basic supplies and is only useful as a starting point for the South.

(b) Cape Royds Hut with a large amount of general stores, but no clothing or equipment now.

(b) Cape Royds Hut has a lot of general supplies, but no clothing or equipment left.

(c) Cape Evans Hut with a large amount of stores, but no clothing or equipment and only a few sledges.

(c) Cape Evans Hut has a lot of supplies, but no clothing or equipment and just a few sledges.

(4) DEPOTS SOUTH OF HUT POINT

(4) DEPOTS SOUTH OF HUT POINT

In spite of the fact that several depots have been laid to the south of Hut Point on the Barrier, the last being at the Gap (the entrance to the Beardmore Glacier), no future Expedition should depend on them as the heavy snowfall obliterates them completely. There is no record of the depots of any Expedition being made use of by any subsequent Expedition. No party in any of my Expeditions has used any depot laid down by a previous Expedition.

Despite several depots being set up south of Hut Point on the Barrier, with the most recent one at the Gap (the entrance to the Beardmore Glacier), no future Expedition should rely on them because heavy snowfall completely covers them. There is no record of the depots from any Expedition being utilized by any later Expedition. No team on any of my Expeditions has used any depot established by a previous Expedition.

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The Voyage of the Endurance

The Journey of the Endurance

INDEX

Adare, Cape
Admiralty
    Range
Agag
Aitken
Albatross
Allardyce Range
Allen, James
Amphipods
Amundsen
    (dog)
“Ancient Mariner,”
Animal life in Weddell Sea
    See also Penguins Seals and Bird life
Annewkow Island
Antarctic Circle
    Derby
Argentine
Armitage, Cape
    Lieut.
Atmospheric effects
    See also Mirage and Sun
Attempt to cut ship out
Aurora,
Aurora Australis
Australia

Adare, Cape
Admiralty
    Range
Agag
Aitken
Albatross
Allardyce Range
Allen, James
Amphipods
Amundsen
    (dog)
“Ancient Mariner,”
Animal life in Weddell Sea
    See also Penguins, Seals and Bird life
Annewkow Island
Antarctic Circle
    Derby
Argentine
Armitage, Cape
    Lieut.
Atmospheric effects
    See also Mirage and Sun
Attempt to cut ship out
Aurora,
Aurora Australis
Australia

Bakewell
Barne Glacier
Barrier
    Great Ice
    surface
Beardmore Glacier
Beaufort Island
Belgica Straits
Bergs
Bergschrund
Bernsten, Mr.
Bird life in Weddell Sea
Black Island
Blackborrow
Blizzards, severe
Blue Ice Glacier
Bluff
    depot
Boats
Bovril
British territory
Brocklehurst, Capt. H. Courtney
Browning
Bruce, Dr. W. S.
Buenos Ayres
Burberry clothing
Butler Point depot

Bakewell
Barne Glacier
Barrier
    Great Ice
    surface
Beardmore Glacier
Beaufort Island
Belgica Straits
Bergs
Bergschrund
Bernsten, Mr.
Bird life in Weddell Sea
Black Island
Blackborrow
Severe blizzards
Blue Ice Glacier
Bluff
    depot
Boats
Bovril
British territory
Brocklehurst, Capt. H. Courtney
Browning
Bruce, Dr. W. S.
Buenos Aires
Burberry clothing
Butler Point depot

Caird Coast
    Sir James
Caird, James (boat)
Candlemas Volcano
Cape Barne
    Bernacchi
    Bird
    Cotter
    Crozier
    Evans
    Horn weather
    Hudson
    pigeons
    Ross
    Royds
    Valentine
    Wild
Castle Rock
Cave Cove
Cheetham
Chile
Christmas celebrations
Clarence Island
Clark
Coal, Antarctic
    on deck
Coats’ Land
Con (dog)
Cook
Cope
Corner Camp
Coulman Islands
Crean
Current meter
Cyclone

Caird Coast
    Sir James
Caird, James (boat)
Candlemas Volcano
Cape Barne
    Bernacchi
    Bird
    Cotter
    Crozier
    Evans
    Horn weather
    Hudson
    pigeons
    Ross
    Royds
    Valentine
    Wild
Castle Rock
Cave Cove
Cheetham
Chile
Christmas celebrations
Clarence Island
Clark
Coal, Antarctic
    on deck
Coats’ Land
Con (dog)
Cook
Cope
Corner Camp
Coulman Islands
Crean
Current meter
Cyclone

Danger Islands
Davis, Captain John K.
Daylight saving
Deception Islands
Diatoms
Discovery
Discovery Bay
    Mount
Distances, Ross Sea Party
Dog-pemmican
Dogs
Dominican gulls
Dudley Docker Mr.
Dudley Docker (boat)
Dunlop Island
Dump Camp

Danger Islands
Davis, Captain John K.
Daylight saving
Deception Islands
Diatoms
Discovery
Discovery Bay
    Mount
Distances, Ross Sea Party
Dog food
Dogs
Dominican gulls
Mr. Dudley Docker
Dudley Docker (boat)
Dunlop Island
Dump Camp

Eclipse of moon
Elephant Island
Emma
Empire Day celebrations
Encyclopædia Britannica
Enderby Land
Endurance
    abandoned
    beset
    crushed
    sunk
Erebus Mount
Expedition ships
    first made public
    Mawson
    Scott
    Shackleton
    Swedish

Eclipse of moon
Elephant Island
Emma
Empire Day celebrations
Encyclopædia Britannica
Enderby Land
Endurance
    abandoned
    beset
    crushed
    sunk
Erebus Mountain
Expedition ships
    first made public
    Mawson
    Scott
    Shackleton
    Swedish

Falkland Islands
    Wireless listened for
Farthest South
    Scott’s
Filchner
Financial help, appeal for
    failure to materialize
    promised
Fish, dead
    from sea-leopard
    new species
Föhn effect
Fortuna Bay
    Glacier
Franklin Island

Falkland Islands
Wireless listened for
Farthest South
Scott’s
Filchner
Financial help, appeal for
failure to materialize
promised
Fish, dead
from sea-leopard
new species
Föhn effect
Fortuna Bay
Glacier
Franklin Island

Galley
Gallipoli
Garrard, Mr. Cherry
Gaze
Girling tractor-motor
Glacier Bay
    Tongue
Glasgow, H.M.S.
Gold
Graham Land
Greenstreet
Grytviken
Gunner (dog)

Galley
Gallipoli
Garrard, Mr. Cherry
Gaze
Girling tractor-motor
Glacier Bay
    Tongue
Glasgow, H.M.S.
Gold
Graham Land
Greenstreet
Grytviken
Gunner (dog)

Half-way Camp
Harding, Mr.
Harpoon
Hayward
Hercules (dog)
Hobart
Holness
Hooke
Hope Bay
    Mountain
Howe
Hudson
Hurley
Hurtado, Admiral Muñoz
Hussey
Husvik
Hut, Cape Evans
    Cape Royds
    Elephant Island
    at Hut Point;
Hut Point

Half-way Camp
Harding, Mr.
Harpoon
Hayward
Hercules (dog)
Hobart
Holness
Hooke
Hope Bay
    Mountain
Howe
Hudson
Hurley
Hurtado, Admiral Muñoz
Hussey
Husvik
Hut, Cape Evans
    Cape Royds
    Elephant Island
    at Hut Point;
Hut Point

Ice-blink
Ice-hole
Inaccessible Island
Instituto de Pesca

Ice-blink
Ice-hole
Inaccessible Island
Institute of Fishing

Jack
Jaeger sleeping-bags
James
Joinville Land
Joyce

Jack Jaeger sleeping bags James Joinville Land Joyce

Kavenagh
Kelvin sounding machine
Kerr
Khyber Pass
Killer whales
King Haakon Bay
King George V, flag
    to inspect Endurance
    telegram from
    telegram to

Kavenagh
Kelvin sounding machine
Kerr
Khyber Pass
Killer whales
King Haakon Bay
King George V, flag
    to inspect Endurance
    telegram from
    telegram to

Lambton, Miss Elizabeth Dawson
Lamps
Larkman
Leap Year Day
Leith
Lucas sounding machine
Luitpold Land
Lusitania

Lambton, Miss Elizabeth Dawson
Lamps
Larkman
Leap Year Day
Leith
Lucas sounding machine
Luitpold Land
Lusitania

Mackintosh
Macklin
Macquarie Island
Magnetic Pole
    storm
    variation
Magellan Straits
Marston
Mauger
McCarthy
McDonald, Allen
McIlroy
McLeod
McMurdo Sound
McNab, Dr.
McNeish
Meteorology
Midwinter’s Day celebrations
Minna Bluff
Mirage
Montevideo
Morell Land
Morell’s Farthest South
Motor crawler
    sledge
    tractor
Mount Haddington
    Melbourne
    Murchison
    Sabine
Mugridge
Mutton Island

Mackintosh
Macklin
Macquarie Island
Magnetic Pole
    storm
    variation
Magellan Straits
Marston
Mauger
McCarthy
McDonald, Allen
McIlroy
McLeod
McMurdo Sound
McNab, Dr.
McNeish
Meteorology
Midwinter’s Day celebrations
Minna Bluff
Mirage
Montevideo
Morell Land
Morell’s Farthest South
Motor crawler
    sledge
    tractor
Mount Haddington
    Melbourne
    Murchison
    Sabine
Mugridge
Mutton Island

New South Greenland
New Year Island
New Zealand
Nigger (dog)
Nimrod
Ninnis
Nordenskjold
    Ice Tongue
North Polar Basin
Norwegian Whalers
Nurse Cavell

New South Greenland
New Year Island
New Zealand
Black (dog)
Nimrod
Ninnis
Nordenskjold
    Ice Tongue
North Polar Basin
Norwegian Whalers
Nurse Cavell

Orde-Lees
Orita
Orwell
Oscar (dog)

Orde-Lees
Orita
Orwell
Oscar (dog)

Pack-ice
    described
    See also Pressure
Paddies
Pardo, Captain Luis
Paulet Island
Peak Berg
    Foreman
Peggotty Camp
Penguins
    Adelie
    Emperor
    Gentoo
    Ringed
Peter (dog)
Petrels
    See also Bird life
Pinkey (dog)
Plankton
Pompey (dog)
Porpoises
Port Chalmers
Positions
Possession Bay
    Islands
Potash and Perlmutter
Pram Point
Pressure in Ross Sea
    in Weddell Sea
    See also Pack-ice
Prince George Island
Programme of Expedition
Public Schools
Punta Arenas
Pups

Pack-ice
    described
    See also Pressure
Paddies
Pardo, Captain Luis
Paulet Island
Peak Berg
    Foreman
Peggotty Camp
Penguins
    Adelie
    Emperor
    Gentoo
    Ringed
Peter (dog)
Petrels
    See also Bird life
Pinkey (dog)
Plankton
Pompey (dog)
Porpoises
Port Chalmers
Positions
Possession Bay
    Islands
Potash and Perlmutter
Pram Point
Pressure in Ross Sea
    in Weddell Sea
    See also Pack-ice
Prince George Island
Programme of Expedition
Public Schools
Punta Arenas
Pups

Queen Alexandra

Queen Alexandra

Radiolaria
Rain
Rats on South Georgia
Rampart Berg
Razorback Island
Reeling Berg
Refraction,   See Atmospheric effects
Reindeer
Richards
Rickenson
Rio Secco
Rocky Mountain Depot
Ross
    Island
    Sea
    Sea Party
Royal Geographical Society
Ryan, Lieut. R.N.R.

Radiolaria
Rain
Rats on South Georgia
Rampart Berg
Razorback Island
Reeling Berg
Refraction,   See Atmospheric effects
Reindeer
Richards
Rickenson
Rio Secco
Rocky Mountain Depot
Ross
    Island
    Sea
    Sea Party
Royal Geographical Society
Ryan, Lieut. R.N.R.

Safety Camp
Saint (dog)
Sally (dog)
Samson (dog)
Sanders Island
Santiago
Saunders, Edward
Scientific observations commenced
    work proposed
Scotia
Scott
Sea-elephants
Sea-leopard
Seal blubber
    meat
Seals
    Crab-eater
    Ross
    Weddell
Semaphore for sledging parties
    on bridge
Shags
Shackleton, Sir E.
Shoaling, of sea-floor
Shore party
Sledging parties, proposed
Snapper (dog)
Snow Hill
Soldier (dog)
Sorlle, Mr.
South Georgia
    Orkneys
    Sandwich Group
Southern Sky
Spencer-Smith
Splitting ice-floes
Stained Berg
Stancomb Wills, Dame Janet
Stancomb Wills (boat)
Stenhouse
Stevens
Stove
Stromness
Sue (dog)
Sun disappears
    See also Atmospheric effects
Swell

Safety Camp
Saint (dog)
Sally (dog)
Samson (dog)
Sanders Island
Santiago
Saunders, Edward
Scientific observations began
    work proposed
Scotia
Scott
Sea elephants
Sea leopard
Seal blubber
    meat
Seals
    Crab-eater
    Ross
    Weddell
Semaphore for sledding teams
    on bridge
Shags
Shackleton, Sir E.
Shoaling, of sea floor
Shore party
Sledding teams, proposed
Snapper (dog)
Snow Hill
Soldier (dog)
Sorlle, Mr.
South Georgia
    Orkneys
    Sandwich Group
Southern Sky
Spencer-Smith
Splitting ice floes
Stained Berg
Stancomb Wills, Dame Janet
Stancomb Wills (boat)
Stenhouse
Stevens
Stove
Stromness
Sue (dog)
Sun disappears
    See also Atmospheric effects
Swell

Temperature, air
    sea
Tent Island
Tents
    orderlies
Terns, See also Bird life
Terriss, Ellaline
“The Ritz”
Thom, Captain
Thompson
Tide-rip
Tobacco substitutes
Towser (dog)
Transcontinental party
Tripp, Mr. Leonard
Talloch, Mr.
Turk’s Head

Temperature, air
    sea
Tent Island
Tents
    orderlies
Terns, See also Bird life
Terriss, Ellaline
“The Ritz”
Thom, Captain
Thompson
Tide-rip
Tobacco substitutes
Towser (dog)
Transcontinental party
Tripp, Mr. Leonard
Talloch, Mr.
Turk’s Head

Uruguayan Government

Uruguay Government

Vahsel Bay
Victoria Mountains
Vincent
Vinie’s Hill
Virol

Vahsel Bay
Victoria Mountains
Vincent
Vinie’s Hill
Virol

Wave, enormous
Weddell Sea
    ice conditions in
    plateau
    winds in
Weather at Cape Evans
    at Elephant Island
    at Ocean Camp
    at Patience Camp, See also Temperatures
Western Mountains
Whales
    blue
    humpback and finner seen
    sperm
Wilhelmina Bay
Willywaw
Winston Churchill
Wild, Ernest
    Frank
Wordie
Worsley
Wreckage at South Georgia

Wave, huge
Weddell Sea
ice conditions in
plateau
winds in
Weather at Cape Evans
at Elephant Island
at Ocean Camp
at Patience Camp, See also Temperatures
Western Mountains
Whales
blue
humpback and fin seen
sperm
Wilhelmina Bay
Willywaw
Winston Churchill
Wild, Ernest
Frank
Wordie
Worsley
Wreckage at South Georgia

Yaks
Yelcho
Young, Mr. Douglas
Young Island

Yaks Yelcho Young, Mr. Douglas Young Island


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