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A WOMAN IN CHINA

By Mary Gaunt

Author Of "Alone In West Africa," "The Uncounted Cost," Etc.

London: T. Werner Laurie Ltd.

1915

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CONTENTS

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A WOMAN IN CHINA










CHAPTER I—ACROSS THE OLD WORLD

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My grandmother's curios—Camels and elephants—Dr Morrison—Chinese in Australia—Feared for his virtues—Racial animosity—Great Northern Plain—A city of silence—A land of exile—The Holy Sea—Frost flowers on a birch forest—Chaos at Manchuria and Kharbin—Japanese efficiency—A Peking dust storm.

My grandma's collectibles—Camels and elephants—Dr. Morrison—Chinese people in Australia—Concerned about his values—Racial tension—Great Northern Plain—A quiet city—A land of exile—The Holy Sea—Frost flowers in a birch forest—Chaos in Manchuria and Harbin—Japanese efficiency—A dust storm in Beijing.

When I was a little girl and was taken to see my grandmother, she set out for my amusement, to be looked at but not touched by little fingers, various curios brought home by my grandfather from China in the old days when he was a sailor in the Honourable East India Company's service; beautifully carved ivory chessmen, a model of a Chinese lady's foot about three inches long, dainty mother-of-pearl counters made in the likeness of all manner of strange beasts, lacquer boxes and ivory balls; models of palankeens in ivory, and fans that seemed to me, brought up in the somewhat rough-and-ready surroundings of a new country, dreams of loveliness. The impression was made, I felt the fascination of China, the fascination of a thing far beyond me. Like the pretty things, so out of my reach it seemed that I did not even add it to the list of places I intended to 002visit when I grew up, for even then my great desire was to travel all over the world; I was born with the wander fever in my blood, but unfortunately with small means of satisfying it. As I grew older I used to read every travel book I could get hold of, and later on when I began to live by my pen I got into the habit of gauging my chances of seeing a country by the number of books written about it. China, judged by this standard, fell naturally into the place assigned to it by my grandmother's curios; for from the days of Marco Polo men have gone up and down the land, painfully, sorrowfully, gladly, triumphantly, and at least half of them seem to have put pen to paper to describe what they have seen. Was it likely there would be anything left for me to write about?

When I was a little girl visiting my grandmother, she would show me various curiosities that my grandfather brought back from China long ago when he sailed for the Honourable East India Company. These treasures, meant to be admired but not touched, included beautifully carved ivory chess pieces, a tiny model of a Chinese lady's foot about three inches long, delicate mother-of-pearl counters shaped like all sorts of strange creatures, lacquer boxes, and ivory balls. There were also ivory models of palankeens and fans that seemed like dreams of beauty to me, having grown up in the rough environment of a new country. I was captivated by the allure of China, something so distant and unattainable. These charming items felt so beyond my reach that I didn't even think to add it to the list of places I wanted to visit when I grew up, even though I had a deep desire to travel the world; I was born with a wanderlust in my veins, yet unfortunately lacked the means to fulfill it. As I got older, I devoured every travel book I could find, and later, when I started making a living as a writer, I began to judge my chances of visiting a country by the number of books written about it. China, by this measure, naturally occupied the same place in my mind as my grandmother's curiosities; from the days of Marco Polo, countless people have traversed the land, each experiencing it differently, and it seems that at least half of them have documented their journeys. Was there anything left for me to write about?

Then one bright Sunday morning when the sun was shining, as he does occasionally shine in England, the spirit moved me to go down the Brighton line to spend a day with Parry Truscott, a fellow storyteller. The unkind Fates have seen to it that I live alone, and arriving at Victoria that bright morning I felt amiably disposed and desirous of exchanging ideas with somebody. In the carriage I had chosen were already seated two nicely dressed women, and coming along the platform was a porter with hot-water bottles. The morning was sharp and the opportunity was not to be lost, I turned to them and asked them if they would not like a hot-water bottle. Alas! Alas! Those women towards whom I had felt so friendly evidently did not reciprocate my feelings. In chilly accents calculated to discourage the boldest—and I am not the boldest—they gave me to understand that they required neither the hot-003water bottle nor my conversation, so, snubbed, I retired to the other side of the carriage and amused myself with my own thoughts and the sunshine and shadow on the green country through which we were passing. Half the journey was done when I saw, to my astonishment, a sight that is not often seen in the Sussex lanes, a train of camels and elephants marching along. It seemed to me something worth seeing, and entirely forgetting that I had been put in my place earlier in the morning I cried, “Oh, look! Look! Camels and elephants!”

Then one bright Sunday morning when the sun was shining, as it occasionally does in England, I felt inspired to take the Brighton line to spend a day with Parry Truscott, a fellow storyteller. Unfortunately, the unkind Fates have ensured that I live alone, and when I arrived at Victoria that bright morning, I felt friendly and eager to share ideas with someone. In the carriage I had chosen, two nicely dressed women were already seated, and a porter carrying hot-water bottles was walking along the platform. The morning was chilly, and I didn't want to miss the chance, so I turned to them and asked if they’d like a hot-water bottle. Alas! Those women, to whom I had felt so friendly, clearly did not share my feelings. In frosty tones meant to discourage even the boldest—and I am not the boldest—they made it clear that they wanted neither the hot-water bottle nor my company. Snubbed, I moved to the other side of the carriage and occupied myself with my own thoughts and the dappled sunlight over the green countryside we were passing. Halfway through the journey, to my astonishment, I spotted a sight rarely seen in the Sussex lanes: a train of camels and elephants marching along. It struck me as something worth seeing, and completely forgetting that I had been rebuffed earlier that morning, I exclaimed, “Oh, look! Look! Camels and elephants!”

Those two ladies were a credit to the English nation. They bore themselves with the utmost propriety. What they thought of me I can only dimly guess, but they never even raised their eyes from their papers. Of course the train rushed on, the camels and elephants were left behind, and there was nothing to show they had ever been there. Then I regret to state that I lay back and laughed till I cried, and whenever I felt a little better the sight of those two studious women solemnly reading their papers set me off again. When I got out at Hassocks they did not allow themselves to look relieved, that perhaps would have been expressing too much emotion before a stranger who had behaved in so eccentric a fashion, but they literally drew their skirts around them so that they should not touch mine and be contaminated as I passed.

Those two ladies were an asset to England. They carried themselves with complete decorum. I can only vaguely imagine what they thought of me, but they never even looked up from their papers. Of course, the train sped along, leaving the camels and elephants behind, and there was no trace that they had ever existed. I regret to say that I leaned back and laughed until I cried, and every time I started to feel a bit better, the sight of those two serious women diligently reading their papers made me burst out laughing again. When I got off at Hassocks, they didn’t allow themselves to show relief; that would have been too emotional in front of a stranger who had acted so oddly, but they actually pulled their skirts around themselves to avoid touching mine, as if they might get contaminated as I passed.

There is always more than one side to a story; how I should love to hear the version of that journey told by those two ladies; doubtless it would not in the faintest degree resemble mine. And yet there really were camels and elephants. And so it occurred to me why not go to a country and try and 004write about it, although many had written before. If the gods were kind might I not find a story even in China.

There’s always more than one side to a story; I would love to hear how those two ladies would tell that journey; I’m sure it wouldn’t resemble my version at all. Still, there really were camels and elephants. So it occurred to me, why not travel to a country and try to 004write about it, even though many have done so before? If the gods are kind, maybe I can discover a story even in China.

Meanwhile one of my brothers had married a sister of Dr Morrison, and I had come into touch with the famous Times correspondent, an Australian like myself, and when he came to England he used to come and see me, and we talked about China. When I met him again after my elephant and camel experience I asked his opinion, would it be worth my while to go to China?

Meanwhile, one of my brothers had married a sister of Dr. Morrison, and I had connected with the famous Times correspondent, an Australian like me. When he came to England, he would visit me, and we discussed China. When I ran into him again after my elephant and camel adventures, I asked for his opinion: would it be worth my time to go to China?

He was quite of opinion it would, more, he and his newly-wedded wife gave me a cordial invitation to stay with them, and the thing was settled. I decided to go to Peking. Accordingly, on the last day of January in the year of Our Lord 1913, I left Charing Cross in a thick fog for the Far East. It is a little thing to do, to get into a train and be whirled eastward. There is nothing wonderful about it and yet—and yet—to me it was the beginning of romance. I was bound across the old world for a land where people had lived as a civilised people for thousands of years before we of the West emerged from barbarism, for a country which the new nation from which I have sprung regards with peculiar interest. Australia has armed herself. Why? Because of China's millions to the north. Australia has voted solid for a white Australia, and rigidly excluded the coloured man. Why? Not because she fears the Kanaka who helped to develop her sugar plantations, but because she fears the yellow man and his tireless energy and his low standard of living.

He believed it would happen. More importantly, he and his newly-wedded wife warmly invited me to stay with them, and so it was decided. I chose to go to Peking. Thus, on the last day of January in the year 1913, I left Charing Cross in thick fog, heading to the Far East. It seems simple to board a train and be whisked eastward. There’s nothing extraordinary about it, yet—to me—it marked the start of something romantic. I was traveling across the old world to a land where people had lived civilized lives for thousands of years before we in the West emerged from barbarism, a country that my new nation views with particular interest. Australia has prepared itself for defense. Why? Because of China’s millions to the north. Australia has voted firmly for a white Australia and has strictly excluded people of color. Why? Not because she fears the Kanaka who helped develop her sugar plantations, but because she fears the yellow man, his tireless energy, and his low standard of living.

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When I was a child my father, warden of the 005goldfield where he was stationed, was also, by virtue of his office, protector of the Chinese; and Heaven knows the unfortunate Chinese, industrious, hardworking men of the coolie class from Amoy and Canton, badly needed a protector. Many a time have I seen an unfortunate Chinaman, cut and bleeding, come to my father's house to claim his protection. The larrikins, as we used to call the roughs, had stoned him for no reason that they or anyone else could understand but only because he was a Chinaman. Now I understand what puzzled and shocked me then, and what shocks me still. It is that racial animosity that is so difficult to explain to the home-staying Englishman: that animosity which is aroused because, subconsciously, the white man knows that the yellow man, in lowering the standard of living, will literally take away much of the bread and all chance of butter from the community in which he has a foothold.

When I was a kid, my dad, who was the warden of the 005goldfield, also served as a protector for the Chinese, thanks to his position. And let me tell you, the unfortunate Chinese—hardworking men from Amoy and Canton—really needed someone to look out for them. I often saw a struggling Chinese man, hurt and bleeding, come to our house seeking my dad's help. The local roughnecks, whom we called larrikins, would throw stones at him for no reason that anyone could grasp, except that he was Chinese. Now I understand why I was puzzled and shocked back then, and it still shocks me. It's that racial hostility that's tough to explain to those who stay at home in England: the kind of resentment that stems from the subconscious awareness that the white man feels the yellow man, by lowering the standard of living, will literally take away much of the community's bread and any chance of having butter.

Here I was going to see the land whence had come that subservient, patient, hard-working coolie of my childhood. And the wonder of that rush across the old world, the twelve days' railway journey that takes us from the most modern of civilisations to the most ancient—it grew upon me as we crossed the great northern plain—historic ground whereon the great battles of Europe have been fought. The people in the train were dining, supping, playing cards, sleeping, and the cities we passed in the darkness seemed mere clusters of dancing lights, such lights as I have seen after rain on many a hot and steamy night in West Africa. When morning dawned we had passed Berlin and were slowly leaving the packed civilisation behind us. A grey low 006sky was overhead and there were clumps of fir-trees. Dirty snow was in the hollows, and there were long, straight roads drawn with a ruler as they are in Australia, with little bare trees at regular intervals on either side, and then again dark fir woods and rain everywhere. Soon we had passed the frontier and were in Russia, and I felt I could not rush through without one glimpse of it, so I stayed one little week in Moscow, and I shall always be glad I did, though there, for the first time in my life, I was in a country where my nationality did not count, and it was not a pleasant feeling. But Moscow is the city of a dream. I arrived there at night to streets all covered with a mantle of snow. The many lights shone clear in the keen, cold, windless air and the sleighs drawn by sturdy little horses glided over the white snow as silently as if they had been moving shadows. And when morning came it was snowing. Softly, softly, fell the flakes and the city was a city of silence, white everywhere, and when the sun came out dazzling, sparkling white, only the cupolas of the many churches—Moscow in the heart of holy Russia has sixteen hundred—were golden or bright blue, or dark vivid green, for the snow that hid the brilliant roofs could not lie on their rounded surfaces. Above the cupolas are crosses, and from the crosses hang long chains, and ever and again on the silence rang out the musical clang of some deep-toned bell. But it is the silence that impresses. The bells were but incidental, trifling—the silence is eternal. The snow fell with a hush, there was no rush nor roar nor crash of storm, but every snowflake counted. The little sledges were half buried in it, the drivers in their fur-edged caps 007and blue coats girt in at the waist with a red sash or silver embroidered band, shook it out of their eyes and out of their great beards and brushed it from their shoulders; in every crevice of the old grey walls of the Kremlin it piled up.

Here I was, about to see the land where that obedient, patient, hard-working coolie from my childhood came from. The excitement of traveling across the old world—the twelve-day train journey from the most modern of civilizations to the most ancient—started to hit me as we crossed the vast northern plain, the historic ground where great battles of Europe were fought. The people on the train were eating, playing cards, sleeping, and the cities we passed at night appeared as just clusters of twinkling lights, like the ones I've seen after rain on many hot, humid nights in West Africa. By morning, we had passed Berlin and were slowly leaving that crowded civilization behind us. A dull grey sky loomed above, and there were patches of fir trees. Dirty snow filled the valleys, and there were long, straight roads marked out with precision, just like in Australia, with little bare trees evenly spaced on both sides, followed by more dark fir woods and rain everywhere. Soon, we crossed the border into Russia, and I felt I couldn't rush through without seeing it for myself, so I spent a week in Moscow. I'm glad I did, even though it was the first time in my life that my nationality didn't matter, which wasn't a pleasant feeling. But Moscow felt like a dream. I arrived at night to streets blanketed in snow. The lights shone brightly in the crisp, cold, windless air, and the sleighs pulled by sturdy little horses glided over the white snow as silently as if they were shadows. When morning arrived, it started snowing. Softly, gently, the flakes fell, making the city a place of silence, everything was white, and when the dazzling sun came out, sparkling off the snow, only the domes of the many churches—Moscow, the heart of holy Russia, has sixteen hundred—stood out in gold, bright blue, or deep vivid green, since the snow that covered the beautiful roofs couldn’t stick to their rounded surfaces. Above the domes, crosses rose, and from the crosses dangled long chains, and now and then, the peaceful silence was broken by the melodic ringing of some deep-toned bell. But it's the silence that truly leaves an impression. The bells felt incidental—trivial—while the silence was eternal. The snow fell quietly, without hustle or roar or crash of a storm, yet every snowflake made a difference. The little sledges were half-buried in it; the drivers, clad in fur-lined caps and blue coats gathered at the waist with a red sash or silver embroidery, shook the snow from their eyes and great beards, brushing it off their shoulders; it piled up in every crevice of the old grey walls of the Kremlin.

A dream city! A city of silence!! The snow reigned, deadening all sound save the insistent bells that rang to the glory of God, and the cawing of the black and grey crows that were everywhere. What have scavenger crows to do in this beautiful city? They were there flying round the churches, darting down the spotless roads, gathering in little conclaves, raising their raucous voices as if in protest against the all-embracing silence. They were the discordant note that emphasised the harmony.

A dream city! A city of silence!! Snow covered everything, muffling all sound except for the persistent bells ringing in praise of God and the cawing of the black and grey crows that were everywhere. What are scavenger crows doing in this beautiful city? They flew around the churches, swooping down on the pristine streets, gathering in small groups, raising their harsh voices as if protesting against the overwhelming silence. They were the jarring element that highlighted the harmony.

Cold, was there ever such cold? The air crackled with it. It cut like a knife, for all its clear purity. At every street corner I passed as I drove to the railway station were little piles of fir logs, and little braziers were burning, glowing red spots of brightness where the miserable for a moment might warm their hands.

Cold, was there ever such cold? The air crackled with it. It cut like a knife, with all its clear purity. At every street corner I passed as I drove to the train station were small piles of fir logs, and little braziers were burning, glowing red spots of brightness where the unfortunate could warm their hands for a moment.

They say one should leave Moscow in summer to cross the Siberian plain, because then there are the flowers—such flowers—and the green trees, and the sunshine, and you may see the road—the long and sorrowful road—along which for years the exiles have passed. I have heard many complaints about the weariness of the journey in winter. There is nothing to be seen say the grumblers. For these luckless ones I have the sincerest pity. They have missed something goodly. I suppose for most of us life, as it unfolds itself, is a disappointing thing, full of bitterness and—worse still—of unattainable 008desires, but of one thing I shall always be glad, that I crossed the Siberian plain in the heart of winter, and saw it beneath its mantle of spotless snow. Possibly I may never see it in summer, but its winter beauty is something to be remembered to my dying day.

They say you should leave Moscow in the summer to cross the Siberian plain, because that’s when the flowers bloom—such beautiful flowers—and the trees are green, and the sun shines, and you can see the road—the long and sorrowful road—where the exiles have traveled for years. I’ve heard many complaints about how exhausting the journey is in winter. People say there’s nothing to see, those who complain. I feel really sorry for those unlucky ones. They’ve missed something wonderful. I guess for most of us, life, as it unfolds, can be disappointing, full of bitterness and—worse yet—unreachable desires, but there is one thing I will always be grateful for: that I crossed the Siberian plain in the dead of winter and saw it covered in pristine snow. I may never see it in the summer, but its winter beauty is something I’ll remember for the rest of my life.

And yet it is a land of exile. Even in childhood I had read of the sufferings of those who have been sent there; and my conception of the land and the reality before my eyes as I rushed through it in an express train were always starting up in comparison with each other. A land of exile, and yet from the plains of Eastern Russia in the west to the frozen hills round Kharbin in the east it is a lovely land. It is a plain, of course—a plain thousands of miles in extent, and the vastness and the beauty of the snow-clad solitudes cry aloud in praise to the God Who made them. Overhead, far, far away, is the great arch of the deep blue sky, clear, bright, enticing, delightful, with no threat in its translucent depths such as one knows is latent in tropical lands, and below is the snow-clad plain, stretching far as the eye can see, bathed in the brilliant sunshine. From the desert and the mountains in the south it stretches away north to the frozen sea; and from the busy towns of the Baltic in the west, in close touch with modern civilisation, to the busy toiling millions of the East with their own civilisation that comes from a dateless antiquity; and in all those thousands of miles it changes its character but little.

And yet it’s a land of exile. Even as a child, I read about the struggles of those who were sent there; my idea of the land always clashed with the reality I saw as I sped through it on a train. A land of exile, yet from the plains of Eastern Russia in the west to the frozen hills around Kharbin in the east, it’s a beautiful place. It’s a plain, of course—a vast plain stretching for thousands of miles, where the beauty and vastness of the snow-covered wilderness sing praises to the God who created them. Above, far away, is the great arch of the deep blue sky, clear, bright, inviting, pleasant, with none of the hidden dangers found in tropical regions. Below lies the snow-covered plain, extending as far as the eye can see, basking in brilliant sunlight. From the deserts and mountains in the south, it stretches north to the icy sea; and from the bustling towns of the Baltic in the west, closely connected to modern civilization, to the hardworking millions of the East with their own civilization rooted in ancient history; and throughout those thousands of miles, its character changes very little.

But first there were the Urals. I had looked upon them as mountains all my life; and I saw one evening only some very minor hills, deep in snow, with steep sides covered with a forest of fir and leafless 009larch, dark against the white background; next morning all trace of them was gone, and we were in Asia. On the station platforms were men and women, Cossacks of the west, Buriats of the centre, Tartars of the east, Christians, Buddhists, Mohammedans; there was little difference in outward appearance, muffled as they were against the cold which was often thirty degrees below freezing-point. The men were in long-skirted coats, and the women in short petticoats and high boots, so that it would have been difficult to tell one from the other save that on their heads the men wore fur caps, ragged, dirty, but still fur, while the women muffled themselves in shawls still dirtier. Though they looked as if they had not given water a thought from the day they were born, I, the daughter of a subtropical land, could forgive them. Who could face water in such a biting atmosphere? I sympathised but I did not desire to go too close when we passengers bundled out for exercise on the station platforms, at least most of us did. Some preferred bridge.

But first, there were the Urals. I had always seen them as mountains; but one evening, I noticed just some minor hills, covered in deep snow, with steep sides wrapped in a forest of fir and leafless larch, standing out dark against the white background. The next morning, all signs of them disappeared, and we found ourselves in Asia. On the station platforms, there were men and women—Cossacks from the west, Buriats from the center, Tartars from the east, Christians, Buddhists, and Muslims. They looked pretty similar, all bundled up against the cold, which often dropped to thirty degrees below freezing. The men wore long coats, while the women had short skirts and high boots, making it hard to tell them apart except for the fur caps the men wore—ragged and dirty, but still fur—and the shawls wrapped around the women, which were even dirtier. Although they seemed like they hadn't thought about water since the day they were born, I, the daughter of a subtropical land, could understand. Who would want to deal with water in such biting weather? I felt for them, but I didn't want to get too close when we passengers stepped out for some fresh air on the station platforms; at least most of us did. Some preferred to play bridge.

“My God! my God!” said an old military man with unnecessary fervour. “What are the idiots getting out for. I go one no trump, partner. Where is my partner? The donkey 'll be slipping and hurting himself on those slippery steps next and then our four 'll be spoilt,” and he looked round for sympathy.

“My God! my God!” said an old soldier with unnecessary enthusiasm. “Why are those idiots getting out? I’m calling one no trump, partner. Where is my partner? That fool is going to slip and hurt himself on those slippery steps next, and then our four will be ruined,” and he looked around for sympathy.

Someone murmured something about seeing the country, but he shrivelled him with his scorn.

Someone whispered something about exploring the countryside, but he dismissed him with scorn.

“Seeing the country! This is the eleventh time I've been across and I never even look out if I can help myself. Know better. Oh, here you are, 010partner,” slightly mollified. “I've gone one no trump, and there are two hearts against you.”

“Checking out the country! This is the eleventh time I've crossed over and I barely even look outside if I can avoid it. Know better. Oh, there you are, 010partner,” feeling a bit better. “I've bid one no trump, and there are two hearts against you.”

It was a curious thing to me that most of the passengers in that luxuriously equipped train, with every comfort for the asking save fresh air, grumbled so continuously. It seems to be the accepted thing that the traveller who travels luxuriously should grumble. Our old soldier considered himself a much-injured individual when the attendants did not know by instinct when he required lemon and tea and when whisky-and-soda; and the breaking up of a game of auction bridge because the tables were wanted for dinner reduced him to blackest despair. The hordes which through the ages have swept, conquering, westwards probably never complained, their lives were too strenuous, either they fought and died and were at peace, or they fought and conquered, and small discomforts were swallowed up in the joy of victory. It is left to these modern travellers flying eastward at a rate that would have made the old-time nomads think of witchcraft and sorcery to make a fuss about trifles, to complain of the discomforts and hardships of the long journey across the old world.

It struck me as strange that most of the passengers on that luxuriously equipped train, which offered every comfort except fresh air, complained so much. It seems to be a common belief that travelers in luxury are supposed to grumble. Our old soldier felt deeply wronged when the attendants didn’t instinctively know when he wanted lemon in his tea or when he wanted whisky and soda; and having to interrupt a game of auction bridge because the tables were needed for dinner left him in utter despair. The countless groups that have swept westward through the ages, conquering as they went, probably never complained—life was too intense for them. They either fought and died and found peace or fought and won, and minor discomforts were lost in the happiness of victory. It's left to these modern travelers making their way east at a speed that would have seemed like magic to the ancient nomads to fuss over small matters and complain about the hardships of their long journey across the old world.

I knew the country. In the days when I was a little girl studying my map with diligence I should have counted it a joy unspeakable if I had thought that ever I should be crossing Siberia; crossing the great rivers, the Obi, the Yenesei and the Angara that were then as far away and distant to me as the river that Christian crossed to gain high Heaven; that I should watch the sledges travelling in the sunlight along their hard, frozen surfaces, I to whom a small piece of ice on a saucer of water, which by 011luck we might get if there happened to be an exceptionally cold night in the winter, was a wonder and a delight. I suppose my joy would have' been tempered could I have known how many years must pass over my head before this wonderful thing would happen, for in those days five-and-twenty seemed extraordinarily old, and I was very sure that at thirty life would not be worth living. And I have passed that terrible age limit and have missed most things I have set my heart upon, but still there are moments when life is well worth living. Strange and bitter is the teaching of the years—bitter but kindly, too.

I knew the country. Back when I was a little girl studying my map carefully, I would have considered it an unimaginable joy to think that I would ever cross Siberia; crossing the mighty rivers, the Obi, the Yenesei, and the Angara, which then felt as far away and distant to me as the river Christian crossed to reach Heaven; that I would watch the sledges moving in the sunlight along their hard, frozen surfaces, I who found a small piece of ice on a saucer of water—something we might get only if we had an exceptionally cold night in winter—a wonder and a delight. I guess my joy would have been lessened if I had known how many years would have to pass before this amazing thing happened, because back then, twenty-five seemed incredibly old, and I was convinced that at thirty, life wouldn't be worth living. Yet I've passed that dreaded age and have missed out on most of the things I wished for, but there are still moments when life feels truly worth living. Strange and bitter is what the years teach us—bitter but also kind.

We passed Irkutsk where East and West meet, a great city with church spires and cupolas and buildings overlooking the broad and frozen Angara. We raced along by leafless woods, by barren stretches of spotless snow, and sometimes the swiftly running river was piling up the ice in great slabs and blocks and girding and fretting at its chains, and sometimes it was flowing free for a few miles, the only flowing river in all the long, long journey from the old Russian capital. The water was black, and dark, and cold, looking far colder than the ice. The duck rose, leaving long wakes on the water; then there was a little steam, and then a greater steam in the clear sunlight, but by the time we reached Lake Baikal, the Fortunate Sea, the Holy Sea, the frost had gripped the water again, the lake was a sheet of white, and the afternoon sun shone on hills snow-clad on the eastern side. The hills, hardly worth mentioning when one thinks of the great plain across which we had come, are down to the very ice edge. The great lake, the eighth in the world, is 012but a cleft in them, and the railway track runs on a ledge cut out of the steep hill-side overhanging its waters, waters that were now smooth and white and hard as marble. Here and there little jetties run out; here and there were boats, useless now, close against them; here and there were piles of wood that would be burned up before the thaw. It had been Siberia for days but Baikal struck the true Siberian note.

We went past Irkutsk, where East meets West, a vibrant city filled with church spires, dome-topped buildings, and views overlooking the wide, frozen Angara River. We sped by bare woods and endless stretches of pristine snow, and at times the fast-flowing river was pushing up ice into huge slabs and blocks, straining against its frozen barriers. Other times, it flowed freely for a few miles, the only moving river on the long journey from the old Russian capital. The water appeared black, dark, and cold, looking much colder than the ice itself. Ducks took off, leaving long trails on the water; then some steam rose, followed by more steam in the bright sunlight. However, by the time we reached Lake Baikal, the Fortunate Sea, the Holy Sea, the frost had gripped the water once more, and the lake was covered in white. The afternoon sun shone on the snow-covered hills to the east. The hills were barely noteworthy compared to the vast plain we had crossed. The massive lake, the eighth largest in the world, is just a notch in these hills, and the railway runs along a ledge carved out of the steep hillside overlooking the water, which was now smooth, white, and hard like marble. Here and there, small jetties extended out; scattered boats rested uselessly nearby; and piles of wood awaited burning before the thaw. We had been in Siberia for days, but Baikal truly captured the essence of Siberia.

Here there were convicts too. Some alterations or repairs were being carried out on the line, and drab-coloured convicts were working at them, guarded by soldiers with fixed bayonets. Siberia! Siberia of the story-teller! On every little point of vantage stood a soldier with high fur cap, looking out over the men working below him, and they, splitting wood, digging holes in the iron-bound ground, paused in their labours and lifted their faces to the passing train. Did it speak to them of home and culture and love and happiness and freedom, or were they merely the brutal criminal justly punished, and the peasant, poor and simple, here because the Government want workers, and that he cannot pay his taxes is excuse enough.

Here, there were convicts too. Some changes or repairs were being made on the line, and dull-colored convicts were working on them, watched over by soldiers with fixed bayonets. Siberia! Siberia of the storyteller! On every little rise stood a soldier with a tall fur hat, looking out over the men working below him, and they, chopping wood, digging into the frozen ground, paused in their work and raised their faces to the passing train. Did it remind them of home, culture, love, happiness, and freedom, or were they simply brutal criminals justly punished, and the peasant, poor and simple, here because the Government needs workers, with the fact that he can't pay his taxes being excuse enough?

The sun was brilliant but it was cold, bitter cold, such cold as I had never dreamed of. Men's breath came like solid steam, and the hair on their faces was fringed with white hoar-frost. The earth was so hard frozen that they were building great fires to thaw it before working; and as the darkness fell the flames leapt yellow and red and blue, glowing spots of colour against the whiteness and the night. And with the night came the full moon high in the clear sky, a disc of dazzling silver. The Providence that 013has guided my wandering footsteps surely gives sometimes with a lavish hand; that which I have sought earnestly with many tears is not for me, but this still moonlight winter's night in Siberia was mine, and all the world that we were rushing past was fairyland. There was in it nothing sordid, nothing unclean, nothing sorrowful.

The sun was bright, but it was cold—bitterly cold, colder than I had ever imagined. People’s breath came out like solid steam, and the hair on their faces was covered with white frost. The ground was so frozen that they were making big fires to thaw it before starting their work. As darkness set in, the flames danced in shades of yellow, red, and blue, vibrant spots of color against the white landscape and the night sky. Then night arrived, bringing the full moon high in the clear sky, a dazzling silver disc. The Providence that 013has guided my wandering path surely gives sometimes with a generous hand; what I had earnestly sought with many tears isn’t for me, but this moonlit winter's night in Siberia was mine, and the entire world we sped past felt like a fairyland. There was nothing grim, nothing dirty, nothing sad about it.

And it was still fairyland when I awoke in the morning to a brilliant sun shining upon a forest of dainty, delicate, graceful birches with every branch, every little twig, clothed in sparkling white, for the sunbeams were caught and reflected a million times on the frost flowers, and the whole forest was a thing of beauty and wonder that to see once is to remember for a lifetime. It is worth living to have seen it. I have seen great rivers and mountains and been awed by mighty forests, I have watched the thundering surf and listened to the roar of the tornado; but this was something quite different. Awe was not the predominant feeling, but joy—joy that such beauty exists, that I was alive to look upon it. Behind us lay a long, long trail. We in the rushing train represented the onward march of a mighty civilisation, but all around us in the brilliant winter sunshine lay the limitless plains of Siberia, and the birch forest, and the snow, and the frost, and the beauty that is not made with hands, that defies civilisation, that was before civilisation, and we were moved to raise our eyes with the psalmist and cry aloud: “How wonderful are thy works, O Lord!”

And it was still like a fairy tale when I woke up in the morning to a brilliant sun shining on a forest of delicate, graceful birches, with every branch and twig covered in sparkling white. The sunbeams were caught and reflected countless times on the frost flowers, making the whole forest a breathtaking sight that once seen, is remembered for a lifetime. It's worth living to have witnessed it. I've seen great rivers and mountains and have been awed by mighty forests, I've watched thundering waves and listened to tornadoes roar; but this was something completely different. Awe wasn’t the main feeling; it was joy—joy that such beauty exists, that I was alive to see it. Behind us lay a long, long journey. We in the speeding train represented the progress of a great civilization, but all around us in the brilliant winter sun lay the endless plains of Siberia, the birch forest, the snow, the frost, and the beauty that is beyond human creation, that defies civilization, that existed before civilization, and we were moved to lift our eyes with the psalmist and cry out loud: “How wonderful are your works, O Lord!”

But I did not appreciate the beauty of the winter or the moonlight when they roused me at three o'clock in the morning at Manchuria because my luggage 014had to be examined at the Chinese Customs. The scanty lights on the station, the silver moon in the heaven above lit up the platform as we passengers of the train de luxe made our way to the baggage-room along a path between heaped-up frozen snow and ice, and the difference in temperature between that station platform and the carriages from which the hot air gushed was perhaps one hundred degrees. The reek from those carriages went up to heaven, but the sudden change was cruel.

But I didn’t appreciate the beauty of winter or the moonlight when they woke me up at three in the morning in Manchuria because my luggage 014had to be checked at Chinese Customs. The dim lights at the station and the bright silver moon above illuminated the platform as we passengers of the train de luxe made our way to the baggage room along a path between piles of frozen snow and ice, and the temperature difference between that station platform and the carriages, from which hot air was pouring out, was probably about one hundred degrees. The smell from those carriages rose to the sky, but the sudden change was harsh.

Our pessimistic old soldier wailed loudest. “My God! My God! this is unbearable!” and I wondered why, because on his way through the world he must have encountered worse things than bitter cold that has only to be borne for a few minutes. Probably that was the reason. If he had had something really hard to bear he would very likely have said nothing about it. The baggage-room was confusion, worse confounded, and nobody seemed to know what was being looked for, opium, or arms or both. This place is the Port Said of the East, and people from all corners of the earth were gathered round their belongings. There were groups of Chinese with women and children and weird bundles; there were the very latest dressing-cases and despatch-boxes from Bond Street and Piccadilly; there was a babel of tongues, Russian and French and German and English and the unknown tongues of Asia. China, China at last, and I was within two days of my destination.

Our gloomy old soldier was the loudest, wailing, “My God! My God! this is unbearable!” I wondered why, since he must have faced worse things in life than just biting cold that only lasts a few minutes. That was probably the issue. If he had dealt with something truly difficult, he likely wouldn’t have complained at all. The baggage room was a chaotic mess, with no one knowing what they were searching for—opium, weapons, or maybe both. This place is like the Port Said of the East, filled with people from all over the world gathered around their stuff. There were groups of Chinese with women and children along with strange bundles; there were brand new travel cases and dispatch boxes from Bond Street and Piccadilly; and a mixture of languages filled the air—Russian, French, German, English, and the unfamiliar languages of Asia. Finally, China, and I was just two days away from my destination.

And when the day dawned we had left beautiful Siberia behind, and instead there were flat lands, deserts of stones and dry earth, with but little snow to veil the apparent barrenness, and hills first with 015scanty trees, but growing more and more barren as we approached Kharbin. It looked desolate, cold, uninviting. The land may be rich, it is I am told, but when I passed there was no outward sign of that richness; the covering of beautiful white was gone, there was only a patch or two of snow here and there in the hollows, and the brilliant sunshine was like gleams of light on steel. At Kharbin they examined our baggage again—why I know not—and again it was chaos, chaos in the bitter cold with the mercury many degrees below freezing-point and screeching demons with a Mongolian type of countenance, muffled in furs and rags that seemed the cast-off clothes of all the nations of the earth, hauled the luggage about, pored over tickets and made entries in books with all the elaborate effort of the unlearned, and finally marked the unhappy boxes with great sprawling figures in tar or some such compound.

And when the day broke, we had left the beautiful Siberia behind, and in its place were flat lands, deserts of stones and dry earth, with hardly any snow to cover the apparent barrenness, and hills that started off with 015scanty trees but became increasingly barren as we got closer to Kharbin. It looked desolate, cold, and uninviting. The land may be rich, I've been told, but when I passed through, there was no visible sign of that richness; the lovely white covering was gone, and there were only a few patches of snow in the hollows, while the bright sunshine glinted like light on steel. At Kharbin, they checked our bags again—though I don’t know why—and once more it was chaos, chaos in the bitter cold with the temperature many degrees below freezing, and screeching figures with a Mongolian appearance, bundled up in furs and rags that seemed to be the discarded clothing of all the nations of the world, shuffled our luggage around, examined tickets, and made entries in books with all the painstaking effort of the inexperienced, finally marking the unfortunate boxes with large, sprawling numbers in tar or some similar material.

0039

“Four roubles, twenty kopecks.” Why I had to pay I know not, that was beyond me, but I was glad to get off so lightly, for had they seen fit to ask me one hundred roubles, I should have been equally helpless. I was thankful to get out of the cold back to my warm and evil-smelling coupé.

“Four roubles, twenty kopecks.” I’m not sure why I had to pay, but I was just relieved it wasn’t more. If they had decided to ask for a hundred roubles, I would have been just as stuck. I was just grateful to get out of the cold and back to my warm, smelly compartment.

And at Ch'ang Ch'un I fairly felt I had crossed half the world, and the oldest old world greeted me with active winter. I did not know then, as I do now, how wonderful a thing is a snowstorm in Northern China. Here the snow was falling, falling. We had left behind us the great spaces of the earth, and come back to agriculture. Through the whirling snowflakes, little low-roofed houses, surrounded with walls of stone with little portholes for 016guns—the Japanese block-houses, for Japan holds Manchuria by force of arms—alternated with farmhouses, with fences of high yellow millet stalks. The doors were marked with brilliant red paper with inscriptions in Chinese characters upon it—a spot of brightness amidst the prevailing white that lent tone and colour to the picture.

And at Ch'ang Ch'un, I really felt like I had crossed half the world, and the ancient old world welcomed me with a lively winter. I didn’t know then, as I do now, how amazing a snowstorm is in Northern China. Here, the snow was falling, falling. We had left behind the vast spaces of the earth and returned to farming. Through the swirling snowflakes, small, low-roofed houses, surrounded by stone walls with tiny openings for 016guns—the Japanese blockhouses, since Japan occupies Manchuria by military force—alternated with farmhouses, bordered by tall yellow millet stalks. The doors were adorned with bright red paper covered in Chinese characters—a splash of color amidst the prevailing white that enhanced the scene.

Here it was that the Russians and the sons of Nippon had been at death-grips, and we who were in this train realised why the Eastern nation had won. At Kharbin and at Manchuria, with things managed by Chinese, reigned confusion. That we ever emerged with a scrap of luggage seemed to be more by good luck than good management. From Ch'ang Ch'un to Mukden the little men from the islands in the eastern sea run the railway, and they know what they are about; everything is in order, and everything marches without apparent effort. They bought this land with their blood, and they are holding it now with the sure grip that efficiency gives.

Here, the Russians and the Japanese were locked in a fierce struggle, and we in this train understood why the Eastern nation came out on top. In Kharbin and Manchuria, where things were under Chinese control, there was chaos. The fact that we left with any of our luggage seemed more like luck than good planning. From Ch'ang Ch'un to Mukden, the small men from the islands in the eastern sea run the railway, and they really know what they're doing; everything is organized, and everything runs smoothly without any apparent effort. They fought hard for this land, and they're holding onto it now with the strong grip that efficiency brings.

At Mukden a blizzard was raging, and the old Tartar City was veiled in snow. When the snow went, the sunshine was bleak and bright, and everywhere, far as the eye could see, stretched tilled fields, bare of every green thing. Flatter and flatter grew the land. It was half ice and half earth, and the little sledges that were hitherto drawn by ponies were now drawn by men. Once we had left behind the Siberian fir, there was not a green thing to be seen all the way to Peking. The earth of the fields was streaked, dark brown and lighter brown; there were bare trees with their promise for the future; and once we were in China proper, there were the 017graves—graves solitary, and graves in clusters—just neatly kept little heaps of earth piled up and pointed, something like an ant-hill. The air was clear and sparkling, the outlook was wide. We passed town after town, and where on the Siberian border the names of the stations were in Russian and Chinese, and so equally unintelligible, here in China they were in English and Chinese.

At Mukden, a blizzard was raging, and the old Tartar City was covered in snow. When the snow melted, the sunlight was harsh but bright, and everywhere you looked, there were fields that were barren of any greenery. The land kept getting flatter. It was half ice and half earth, and the small sleds that used to be pulled by ponies were now pulled by people. Once we left the Siberian fir trees behind, there was no green to see all the way to Peking. The soil of the fields was marked in dark brown and lighter brown; there were bare trees hinting at future growth; and once we entered China proper, there were the 017graves—some isolated, others clustered—just neatly maintained little mounds of earth piled up and tapered, resembling ant hills. The air was clear and sparkling, and the view was expansive. We passed town after town, and while on the Siberian border the names of the stations were in both Russian and Chinese, making them equally confusing, here in China the names were in English and Chinese.

“Do you like China?” I asked a Frenchman who sat opposite me at tiffin.

“Do you like China?” I asked a Frenchman sitting across from me at lunch.

“No,” said he frankly. “It is too English.” But he laughed when I said that naturally I considered that a distinct point in the Chinaman's favour.

“No,” he said honestly. “It’s too British.” But he laughed when I mentioned that I obviously saw that as a clear advantage for the Chinese.

A wind rose, and it was as if the brown earth were literally lifted into the air. Everything was smothered in a dust storm. The atmosphere was heavy as a London fog, a fog that had been dried by some freezing process. The air was full of dry brown particles that shrivelled the skin, and parched the lips, and made me weigh in my mind the respective merits of a soft, moist air, and a clear and sparkling one. I had left London in a yellow fog that veiled the tops of the houses, and lent an air of mystery to the street in the near distance, I arrived at Peking in a typical North China dust storm. We came through the wall, the wall of the Chinese city, that until I had seen the Tartar wall looked grey, and grim, and stern, and solid, and I wondered at the curved tiled roofs, and the low houses, and the great bare spaces that go to make up the city.

A wind picked up, and it felt like the brown earth was literally being lifted into the air. Everything was covered in a dust storm. The atmosphere was as heavy as a London fog, a fog that had been dried out by some freezing process. The air was filled with dry brown particles that dried out the skin, cracked the lips, and made me think about the benefits of soft, moist air versus clear, sparkling air. I had left London in a yellow fog that obscured the tops of the houses and added an air of mystery to the street ahead; I arrived in Beijing during a typical North China dust storm. We passed through the wall, the wall of the Chinese city, which until I saw the Tartar wall appeared grey, grim, stern, and solid, and I marveled at the curved tiled roofs, the low houses, and the vast open spaces that make up the city.

The East at last, the Far East! All across the old world I had come; and here on a bitter cold February afternoon, with a wild wind blowing, the train drew up outside the Tartar wall, the wall that 018Kublai Khan and the Ming Emperors built in the capital city of the civilisation that was old when the Roman legions planted their eagles in the marshes of the Thames. I had reached China, the land of blue skies and of sunshine; the land of desperate poverty and of wonderful wealth; the land of triumph, and of martyrdom, and of mystery. What was it going to hold for me?

The East at last, the Far East! I had traveled all across the old world, and here on a bitterly cold February afternoon, with a wild wind blowing, the train pulled up outside the Tartar wall, the wall that 018Kublai Khan and the Ming Emperors built in the capital city of a civilization that was already ancient when the Roman legions planted their eagles in the marshes of the Thames. I had arrived in China, the land of blue skies and sunshine; the land of extreme poverty and incredible wealth; the land of victory, martyrdom, and mystery. What was it going to bring me?










CHAPTER II—A CITY OF THE AGES

019

Chien Men Railway Station—Driver Chow—“Urgent speed in high disdain”—Peking dust storm—Joys of a bath—The glories of Peking—The Imperial City—The Forbidden City—Memorial arches—The observatory—The little Tartar princess—Life in the streets—Street stalls—A mercenary marriage—Courtly gentlemen.

Chien Men Railway Station—Driver Chow—“Urgent speed in high disdain”—Peking dust storm—Joy of a bath—The glories of Peking—The Imperial City—The Forbidden City—Memorial arches—The observatory—The little Tartar princess—Life in the streets—Street stalls—A transactional marriage—Courtly gentlemen.

I looked out of the carriage window as the train ran through the Chinese city on its way to the Chien Men railway station, and wondered what the future was going to be like, and I wondered aloud.

I gazed out of the train window as we passed through the Chinese city on our way to the Chien Men railway station, wondering what the future would hold, and I voiced my thoughts.

“How will I get on?”

“How will I manage?”

Opposite me sat an amusing young gentleman with a ready tongue.

Opposite me sat a funny young man who was quick with his words.

“Oh you'll be all right,” said he. “The Chinese 'll like you because you're fat and o——” and then he checked himself seeing, I suppose, the dawning wrath in my eyes. The Chinese admire fat people and they respect the old, but I had not been accustomed to looking upon myself as old yet, though I had certainly seen more years than he had, and as for fat—well I had fondly hoped my friends looked upon it as a pleasing plumpness. With these chastening remarks sinking into my soul, we rolled into the railway station.

“Oh, you’ll be fine,” he said. “The Chinese will like you because you’re overweight and—” then he stopped himself, probably seeing the anger start to show in my eyes. The Chinese admire heavier people and they respect the elderly, but I wasn’t used to thinking of myself as old yet, even though I had definitely lived more years than he had. And as for being overweight—well, I had hoped my friends considered it a nice plumpness. With these sobering comments settling in, we pulled into the train station.

The railways in China, with a few exceptions, have been built by the English or French—mostly 020by the English—and are managed to a great extent on European lines, so that arriving at the railway station in Peking does not differ very much from arriving at any other great terminus, save for the absence of cabs; but I imagine there must be differences, and that those who run the lines have little difficulties to contend with that would not occur on the London and North Western for example.

The railways in China, with a few exceptions, have been built by the English or French—mostly 020by the English—and are largely managed in a European style. As a result, arriving at the railway station in Peking is not very different from arriving at any other major terminal, except for the lack of cabs. However, I imagine there must be some differences, and that those managing the lines face few challenges that wouldn’t also arise on the London and North Western, for example.

“Dear Sir,”—wrote a stationmaster once to the locomotive superintendent—“I have, with many tears, to call your attention to your driver, Chow, who holds urgent speed in high disdain.”

“Dear Sir,”—wrote a stationmaster once to the locomotive superintendent—“I have, with many tears, to call your attention to your driver, Chow, who holds urgent speed in high disdain.”

The locomotive superintendent, without any tears, investigated the charge against this driver, Chow. The line was worked on the staff system. No driver could leave a station without giving up the staff he had brought in, and receiving the corresponding one for the next stretch of line. The staff—to follow the directions—is to be handed to the driver by the stationmaster, but the stationmaster on this, and I expect on many other occasions, for the Chinese are past-masters in the art of delegating work to someone else, had handed the staff to a coolie and gone about his pleasure. Now Chow evidently had a grudge against him, for, I fear me, no one believed in his altruism. He insisted on the strict letter of the law and declined to take the staff until it was handed to him by the important man himself, and he kept the whole train waiting, while that worthy was searched for, and hauled out of the particular gambling-house he most affected. When the gentleman appeared, furious and angry, on the platform, Chow calmly lifted up his staff to effect 021an exchange, and he swore on investigation he had forgotten that the end the stationmaster received had been reposing for all the long wait upon the nearly red-hot boiler! That the stationmaster burnt his fingers is a mild statement of the case.

The train superintendent, without shedding a tear, looked into the complaint against this driver, Chow. The railway operated on a staff system. No driver could leave a station without handing over the staff he had brought in and receiving the corresponding one for the next section of track. The staff, as per the procedures, is supposed to be handed to the driver by the stationmaster, but on this occasion—and likely many others, since Chinese people are masters at assigning tasks to others—the stationmaster had given the staff to a laborer and went off to enjoy himself. Chow clearly held a grudge against him, as I suspect no one believed in his selflessness. He insisted on following the rules and refused to take the staff unless it was handed to him directly by the stationmaster himself, causing the entire train to wait while the stationmaster was located and dragged out of his favorite gambling house. When the man finally appeared, furious and upset, on the platform, Chow calmly raised up his staff to make the exchange, and upon further investigation, he claimed he had forgotten that the end the stationmaster received had been sitting on the nearly scorching boiler during the long wait! Saying that the stationmaster burnt his fingers barely scratches the surface of the situation.

There was a wild wind blowing when I stepped out of the train and looked around me at the frowning walls, at least I looked as much as I could, for the day was bitterly cold, and most of the ground was in the air. A London fog was nothing to it, that is soft and still and filthy, this was hard and gritty, moving fast and equally filthy, and every one of the passengers was desperately anxious to exchange the bleak railway station for the warmth and comfort and cleanliness to be found between four walls.

There was a fierce wind blowing when I stepped off the train and took a look around at the dark walls. At least I tried to, since the day was freezing cold, and most of the ground was swirling in the air. A London fog was nothing compared to this; that’s soft and still and dirty, while this was harsh and gritty, moving quickly and just as filthy. Every single passenger was eager to trade the dreary train station for the warmth, comfort, and cleanliness found within four walls.

I was just as anxious as anybody else, but by the time I had collected my luggage the awful facts were borne in on me that all the people with whom I had made friends on the way across, were rapidly departing, and that there was no one to meet me. Peking was wonderful, I knew it was wonderful; there were such walls as I had never even dreamt of, towering above me, but I was not able to rise above the fact that I was in a strange city, among quaint-looking people who spoke an unknown tongue, and that I did not know where to go. And the Morrisons' invitation had been most cordial. I had rejected all offers of help, because I was so sure someone from their house would be there to meet me, now I seized the last remaining passenger who could speak a little Chinese, and, with his help, got a hand-cart for my gear, drawn by two ragged men, and a rickshaw for myself—this man haulage, this 022cheapness of human labour, made me realise more quickly than anything else could have done, that I had really arrived in the Eastern world—and after a little debate with myself I started for Dr Morrison's. I had been asked to stay there, and I felt it would be rude to go to the hotel, but as we drove through the streets I thought—as much as the dust, the filthy dust—that the violent gusts of wind were blowing in my face would allow—not of the wonders of this new world upon which I was entering, but of how I should announce myself to these people who apparently were not expecting me. I had such a lot of luggage too!

I was just as anxious as anyone else, but by the time I collected my luggage, the harsh reality hit me that all the people I had made friends with on the journey were quickly leaving, and there was no one to meet me. I knew Peking was amazing; it had walls that I had never even imagined, towering above me, but I couldn’t shake the fact that I was in a strange city, surrounded by quirky-looking people who spoke an unfamiliar language, and I had no idea where to go. The invitation from the Morrisons had been very kind. I had declined all offers of help because I was so sure someone from their home would be there to meet me. Now, I grabbed the last remaining passenger who could speak a bit of Chinese, and with his help, I got a hand-cart for my luggage pulled by two ragged men, and a rickshaw for myself—this aspect of cheap human labor made me realize more quickly than anything else could that I had truly arrived in the Eastern world. After a little internal debate, I decided to head to Dr. Morrison's place. I had been invited to stay there, and I felt it would be rude to go to a hotel, but as we drove through the streets, I thought—at least as much as the dust, the filthy dust—blowing into my face would allow—about how I should introduce myself to these people who clearly weren't expecting me. Plus, I had so much luggage!

0049

At last the coolies stopped opposite a door guarded by two stone lions, and as I got out of my rickshaw, entered the porch, and stood outside a little green wicket gate, the doorkeeper stepped out of his room and looked at me. He was clad all in blue cotton and he had an impassive face and just enough English for a doorkeeper.

At last, the laborers stopped in front of a door watched over by two stone lions, and as I got out of my rickshaw, walked into the porch, and stood outside a small green gate, the doorkeeper came out of his room and looked at me. He was dressed entirely in blue cotton, had a blank expression, and spoke just enough English for his role.

No, Missie was not at home, he announced calmly. “Master?” I asked frantically, but he shook his head, Master was out too. Here was a dilemma. I would have gone straight to the hotel I had discovered Peking boasted, but I feared they might think it rude. I made him understand I would come in and wait a little, and my luggage, my dilapidated luggage, for Kharbin and Manchuria had been hard on it, was carried into the courtyard of the first Chinese house I had ever seen. But I wasn't thinking of sight-seeing then; I was wondering what I should do. I questioned the No. 1 boy, as I subsequently found he was, a pleasant-faced little man in a long blue coat or dress, whichever 023you please to call it, and a little round silk cap suppressing his somewhat wild hair. I learned afterwards that some students, enthusiastic for the new regime, had caught him the day before and shorn off his queue with no skilful hands. It was his opinion that Missie was not expecting a guest, but he suggested I should come inside and have-some tea. The thought of tea was distinctly comforting, and so was his attitude. It suggested that unexpected guests were evidently received with hospitality, and dirty as I felt myself to be, I went in and sat down to a meal of tea and cakes.

No, Missie wasn't home, he said calmly. “Master?” I asked anxiously, but he shook his head; Master was out too. Here was a problem. I would have gone straight to the hotel I found in Peking, but I worried they might think it rude. I made him understand I would come in and wait for a bit, and my luggage—my worn-out luggage, which had seen better days thanks to Kharbin and Manchuria—was brought into the courtyard of the first Chinese house I had ever seen. But I wasn't thinking about sightseeing then; I was trying to figure out what to do. I asked the No. 1 boy, as I later learned he was called, a friendly little man in a long blue coat or dress, whatever you want to call it, and a small round silk cap keeping his somewhat messy hair in check. I found out later that some students who were excited about the new regime had caught him the day before and clumsily cut off his queue. He thought Missie wasn't expecting a guest, but he suggested I come inside and have some tea. The idea of tea was quite comforting, as was his demeanor. It made it clear that unexpected guests were welcomed with hospitality, and even though I felt dirty, I went in and sat down to enjoy tea and cakes.

“I makee room ready chop chop,” announced the boy, and I drank tea and ate cakes, wondering whether I ought not to stop him, and say he had better wait till his mistress came home. And I felt so horribly dirty, too. Then there came in a lady who also looked at me with surprise.

“I’m getting the room ready, quick!” announced the boy, and I drank tea and ate cakes, wondering if I should stop him and suggest he wait until his mistress came home. I felt so incredibly dirty, too. Then a lady walked in and looked at me with surprise.

She had come to tea with Mrs Morrison, and she was quite sure Mrs Morrison was expecting no guest. This was awful. I became so desperate that nothing seemed to matter, and I went on eating cake and drinking tea till presently the No. 1 boy came in again, and calmly announced:

She had come to tea with Mrs. Morrison, and she was pretty sure Mrs. Morrison wasn’t expecting any guests. This was terrible. I became so desperate that nothing seemed to matter, and I kept eating cake and drinking tea until the No. 1 boy came in again and calmly announced:

“Barf ready.”

"Throw up ready."

And I had just been told that my hostess did not expect me!

And I had just been told that my host wasn't expecting me!

I looked at the lady sitting opposite me, I looked at the boy, and I considered my very dirty and dishevelled self. I had not even seen a bath since I left Moscow. I had come through the Peking streets in a Peking dust storm, and I felt a bath was a temptation not to be resisted, wherever that bath was offered; so I arose and followed the boy, and 024presently Mrs Morrison, coming into her own courtyard, was confronted by a heap of strange luggage, and a boy standing over it with a feather duster, no mere feather duster could have coped with the dirt upon it, but a Chinese servant would attack a hornet's nest with one; it is his badge of office. He looked up at her and remarked, in that friendly and conversational manner with which the Chinese servant makes the wheels of life go smoothly for his Missie when he has her alone.

I looked at the woman sitting across from me, then at the boy, and thought about how dirty and messy I looked. I hadn't taken a bath since I left Moscow. I had made my way through the streets of Peking in a dust storm, and I felt that a bath was too tempting to pass up, no matter where it was offered; so I got up and followed the boy. Soon, Mrs. Morrison walked into her courtyard and found a pile of unfamiliar luggage with a boy standing over it, holding a feather duster. No ordinary feather duster could handle the dirt on it, but a Chinese servant would take on a hornet's nest with one; it's part of his job. He looked up at her and spoke in that friendly and chatty way that Chinese servants have to keep things running smoothly for their Missie when they're alone.

“One piecey gentleman in barf!”

“One classy guy in barf!”

She came and knocked at the bedroom door when I was doing my hair and feeling much more able to face the world, and made me most cordially welcome, and, when I was fully dressed and back in the drawing-room, Dr Morrison appeared, and said he was glad to see me, and no one mentioned that my arrival had been unexpected, till a week later, when the letter I had written saying by what train I was coming, turned up.

She came and knocked on the bedroom door while I was doing my hair and feeling much more ready to face the world. She warmly welcomed me, and when I was fully dressed and back in the living room, Dr. Morrison showed up and said he was glad to see me. No one mentioned that my arrival had been unexpected until a week later when the letter I wrote about which train I was taking showed up.

I stayed with Dr Morrison and his pretty young wife for close on a fortnight, and they gave me most kindly hospitality, and not only did I view the wonders of Peking, make some acquaintances and friends, but saw just a little of the peculiarities of Chinese servants. They are good, there is no gainsaying it, but sometimes they did surprise me. Dr Morrison has a secretary, young and slim and clever, who in the early days of our acquaintanceship was wont very kindly to come over and help me in the important matter of fastening up dresses at the back. One evening, being greatly in need of her assistance, I sent across the courtyard to her, and the startled young lady was calmly informed by 025a bland and smiling boy as if it were the most natural thing in the world:

I stayed with Dr. Morrison and his lovely young wife for almost two weeks. They welcomed me with wonderful hospitality, and during my time there, I got to explore the wonders of Beijing, meet some acquaintances and friends, and catch a glimpse of the unique traits of Chinese servants. They are definitely good, no doubt about that, but they did surprise me at times. Dr. Morrison has a secretary who is young, slim, and sharp, and in the early days of our friendship, she kindly came over to help me with the important task of fastening dresses at the back. One evening, when I really needed her help, I sent a message across the courtyard to her. The startled young lady was calmly told by 025 a cheerful and smiling boy, as if it was the most normal thing in the world:

“One piecey gentleman wanchee in he's bedroom.”

“One fancy gentleman wants to be in his bedroom.”

At first I don't think I appreciated Peking. It left me cold, and my heart sank, for I had come to write about it, to gain material perhaps for a novel, and this most certainly is a truth, you cannot write well about a place unless you either love or hate it. Still, I have always had a great distaste for dashing through a country like an American tourist, and so I settled down at the Wagons Lits Hotel, surely the most cosmopolitan hotel in the world.

At first, I don’t think I appreciated Peking. It didn’t impress me, and I felt discouraged because I had come to write about it, to gather material for a novel perhaps, and it’s definitely true that you can’t write well about a place unless you either love or hate it. Still, I’ve always disliked rushing through a country like an American tourist, so I decided to stay at the Wagons Lits Hotel, which is definitely one of the most cosmopolitan hotels in the world.

And then by slow degrees my eyes were opened, and I saw. Blind, blind, how could I have been so blind? It makes me troubled. Have other good things been offered me in life? And have I turned away and missed them? The wonder of what I have seen in Peking never palls, it grows upon me daily.

And then, little by little, my eyes were opened, and I could see. How could I have been so blind? It worries me. Were there other good things offered to me in life that I turned away from and missed? The amazing things I’ve seen in Peking never lose their excitement; they grow on me every day.

“Walk about Zion and go round about her... consider her palaces that ye may tell it to the generation following.” So chanted the psalmist, not so much, perhaps, for the sake of future generations, but because her beauty and charm so filled his soul that his lips were forced to song. “Tell the towers thereof, mark ye well her bulwarks.” Far back in the ages, a nation great and civilised on the eastern edge of the plain that stretches half across the world, builded themselves a mighty city. Peking first came into being when we Western nations, who pride ourselves upon our intense civilisation, were but naked savages, hunters and nomads, and she, spoiled and sacked and looted, 026taking fresh masters, and absorbing them, Chinese and Tartar, Ming and Manchu, has endured even unto the present day. To-day, the spirit of the West is breathing over her and she responds a little, ever so little, and murmurs of change, yet she remains the same at heart as she has been through the ages. How should she change? She is wedded to her past, she can no more be divorced from it than can the morning from the evening.

“Walk around Zion and take a look at her... consider her palaces so that you can tell the next generation.” So sang the psalmist, not just for the sake of future generations, but because her beauty and charm filled his soul so much that he couldn’t help but sing. “Tell about her towers, pay close attention to her walls.” Long ago, a great and civilized nation on the eastern edge of the vast plain built a powerful city. Peking first emerged when we Western nations, who take pride in our advanced civilization, were still just naked savages, hunters and nomads. It has been spoiled, sacked, and looted, taking on new rulers, absorbing both Chinese and Tartar, Ming and Manchu, and has lasted even to this day. Today, the spirit of the West is touching her, and she responds just a bit, murmuring of change, yet at her core, she remains the same as she always has. How could she change? She is tied to her past; she cannot be separated from it any more than morning can be separated from evening.

There is something wonderful and antique about any walled city, but a walled city like Peking stands alone. The very modern railway comes into the Chinese City through an archway in the wall, and the railway station, the hideous modern railway station, lies just outside the great wall of the Tartar City. There are three cities in Peking, indeed for the last few years there have been four—four distinct cities. There is the Imperial City, enclosed in seven miles of pinkish red wall, close on twenty feet high, and in the Imperial City, the very heart of it, behind more pinkish red walls, is the Forbidden City, where dwell the remnant of the Manchu Dynasty, the baby emperor and his guardians, the women, the eunuchs, the attendants that make up such a gathering as waited in bygone days on Darius, King of the Medes, or Ahasuerus, King of Babylon. Here there are spacious courtyards and ancient temples and palaces, and audience halls with yellowish-brown tiled roofs, extensive lakes, where multitudes of wild duck, flying north for the summer, or south for the winter, find a resting-place, watch-towers and walls, and tunnelled gateways through those walls. When through the ages the greatest artists of a nation have been giving their minds to 027the beautifying of a city, the things of beauty in that city are so numerous that it seems impossible for one mind to grasp them, to realise the wonder and the charm, especially when that charm is exotic and evasive.

There’s something incredible and timeless about any walled city, but a walled city like Beijing is truly unique. The modern railway enters the Chinese City through an archway in the wall, and the ugly modern railway station sits just outside the massive wall of the Tartar City. There are three cities in Beijing, and for the last few years, there have actually been four—four distinct cities. First, there’s the Imperial City, surrounded by seven miles of pinkish-red wall, nearly twenty feet high. Within the Imperial City, at its very center, behind even more pinkish-red walls, is the Forbidden City, home to the remnants of the Manchu Dynasty, the young emperor and his guardians, as well as the women, eunuchs, and attendants that resemble the grand court of Darius, King of the Medes, or Ahasuerus, King of Babylon. Here, you’ll find spacious courtyards, ancient temples and palaces, audience halls with yellowish-brown tiled roofs, extensive lakes where flocks of wild ducks—flying north for the summer or south for the winter—stop to rest, along with watchtowers and walls, and tunneled gateways through those walls. Over the centuries, when the greatest artists of a nation have dedicated themselves to enhancing a city’s beauty, the aspects of beauty in that city become so numerous that it’s hard for one person to comprehend them all, to fully appreciate the wonder and charm, especially when that charm is exotic and elusive.

The Imperial City, all round the Forbidden City, consists of a network of narrow streets and alleys lined with low buildings with windows of delicate lattice-work, and curved tiled roofs. Here, hidden away in silent peaceful courtyards shaded by gnarled old trees, are temples guarded by shaven priests in faded red robes. Their hangings are torn and faded, the dust lies on their altars, and the scent of the incense is stale in their courts, for the gods are dead; and yet because the dead are never forgotten in China—China that clings to her past—they linger on. Here are shops, low one-storied shops, with fronts richly carved and gilded, streets deep in mud or dust, narrow alley-ways and high walls with mysterious little doors in them leading into secluded houses, and all the clatter and clamour of a Chinese city, laden donkeys, mules and horses, rickshaws from Japan, glass broughams weirdly reflecting the glory of modern London, and blue, tilted Peking carts with studded wheels, 028such as have been part and parcel of the Imperial City for thousands of years, all the life of the city much as it is outside the pinkish red walls, only here and there are carved pillars and broad causeways that, if the stones could speak, might tell a tale of human woe and Human weariness, of joy and magnificence, that would surpass any told of any city in the world.

The Imperial City, surrounding the Forbidden City, is made up of a maze of narrow streets and alleys lined with low buildings featuring delicate lattice windows and curved tiled roofs. Here, tucked away in quiet, peaceful courtyards shaded by gnarled old trees, are temples watched over by shaven priests in worn red robes. Their banners are tattered and faded, dust covers their altars, and the smell of incense is stale in their courtyards, for the gods are no longer worshiped; yet because the dead are never forgotten in China—where the past is cherished—they still linger on. There are shops, small one-story shops with beautifully carved and gilded facades, streets filled with mud or dust, narrow alleyways, and tall walls with mysterious little doors that lead into secluded homes, along with all the noise and bustle of a Chinese city—laden donkeys, mules, and horses, Japanese rickshaws, glass carriages oddly reflecting the grandeur of modern London, and blue, tilted Peking carts with studded wheels. These have been part of the Imperial City for thousands of years, all the life of the city much like it is outside the pinkish-red walls, but here and there are carved pillars and wide pathways that, if the stones could speak, might tell stories of human suffering and fatigue, joy and splendor, that would surpass any tales from any city in the world.

And outside the Imperial City, hemming it in, in a great square fourteen miles round, is the Tartar City with splendid walls. Outside that again, forming a sort of suburb, lies to the south the Chinese City with thirteen miles of wall enclosing not only its teeming population, but the great open spaces and parks of the Temple of Heaven and the Temple of Agriculture. But though the Tartar City and the Chinese City are distinct divisions of Peking, walled off from each other, all difference between the people has long ago disappeared. The Tartars conquered the Chinese, and the Chinese, patient, industrious, persistent, drew the Tartars to themselves. But still the walls that divided them endure.

And outside the Imperial City, surrounding it in a large square that's fourteen miles across, is the Tartar City with its impressive walls. Beyond that, forming a sort of suburb to the south, is the Chinese City, which has thirteen miles of wall enclosing not just its bustling population but also the spacious parks of the Temple of Heaven and the Temple of Agriculture. Although the Tartar City and the Chinese City are separate areas of Peking, kept apart by walls, the distinctions between the people have faded over time. The Tartars conquered the Chinese, but the Chinese, being patient, hardworking, and determined, gradually drew the Tartars in. Yet, the walls that separate them still remain.

The Tartar City is crossed by broad highways cutting each other at right angles, three run north and south, and three run east and west, they are broad and are usually divided into three parts, the centre part being a good, hard, well-tended roadway, while on either side the soil is loose, and since the streets are thronged, the side ways are churned up in the summer into a slough that requires some daring to cross, and in the winter—the dry, cold rainless winter, the soil is ground into a powdery dust that the faintest breeze raises into the air, and many of the breezes of Northern China are by no means faint. The authorities try to grapple with the evil—at regular intervals are stationed a couple of men with a pail of muddy water, which with a basket-work scoop they distribute lavishly in order to try and keep down the rising dust. But the dust of Peking is a problem beyond a mere pail and scoop. This spattering of water has about as much effect upon it as a thimbleful of water flung on a raging fiery furnace.

The Tartar City is crossed by wide streets that intersect at right angles. Three run north and south, and three run east and west. They are spacious and typically divided into three sections, with the middle section being a solid, well-maintained road, while the sides are loose soil. Since the streets are crowded, the sidewalks turn into a muddy mess in the summer that takes some courage to cross. In the winter—the dry, cold, rainless winter—the soil becomes a powdery dust that even the slightest breeze can send swirling into the air, and many of the breezes in Northern China are anything but gentle. The authorities try to tackle the issue; at regular intervals, a couple of guys with a bucket of muddy water are stationed to generously sprinkle it around in an attempt to control the rising dust. But the dust in Beijing is a problem that a simple bucket and scoop can't solve. This spraying of water has about as much effect on it as a thimbleful of water tossed onto a raging fire.

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Still, in spite of the mud and the dust, the streets 029are not without charm. They are lined with trees; indeed I think no city of its size was ever better planted. When once one has realised how treeless is the greater part of China, this is rather surprising. For look which way you will from the wall in the summer and autumn, you feel you might be looking down upon a wood instead of a city; the roofs of the single-storied houses are hidden by the greenery, and only here and there peeps out the tiled roof of a temple or hall of audience with the eaves curving upwards, things of beauty against the background of green branches. Curiously enough it is only from the walls that Peking has this aspect. Once in the network of alley-ways it seems as if a wilderness of houses and shops were crowding one on top of the other, as if humanity were crushing out every sign of green life. This is because there is to all things Chinese two sides. There is the life of the streets, mud-begrimed, dusty, seething with humanity, odoriferous, ragged, dirty, patient, hardworking; and there is a hidden life shut away in those networks of narrow alley-ways.

Still, despite the mud and dust, the streets 029have their charm. They're lined with trees; in fact, I don’t think any city of this size is better landscaped. Once you realize how treeless most of China is, this is quite surprising. When you look out from the wall in the summer and autumn, it almost feels like you're overlooking a forest instead of a city; the roofs of the single-story houses are obscured by greenery, and only occasionally can you see the tiled roof of a temple or hall with its upward-curving eaves—these are beautiful details against a backdrop of green branches. Interestingly, it's only from the walls that Beijing has this perspective. Once you're in the maze of alleyways, it seems like there's a chaotic jumble of houses and shops squeezing in on each other, as if humanity is squeezing out every hint of green life. This is because there are two sides to everything Chinese. There's the bustling life of the streets, muddy, dusty, teeming with people, smelly, ragged, and dirty, yet patient and hardworking; and then there's a hidden life tucked away in those narrow alleyways.

There is many a gateway between two gilded shop fronts, some black Chinese characters on a red background set out the owner's name and titles, and, passing through, you are straightway admitted into courtyard after courtyard, some planted with trees, some with flowering plants in pots—because of the cruel winter all Chinese gardens in the north here are in pots, sometimes with fruit-trees thick with blossom or heavy with fruit, and in the paved courtyards, secluded, retired as a convent, you find the various apartments of a well-arranged Chinese house; there are shady verandas, and dainty lattice-work 030windows looking out upon miniature landscapes with little hills and streams and graceful bridges crossing the streams. But only a favoured few may see these oases. For the majority Peking must be the wide-open boulevards and narrow hu t'ungs, fronted by low and highly ornamental houses, and shops so close together that there is no more room for a garden or growing green life than there is in Piccadilly. True there are trees in these boulevards, in Morrison Street, in Ha Ta Men Street, in the street of Eternal Repose that cuts them at right angles, but they would be but small things in the mass of buildings were it not for the courtyards of the private houses and temples that are hidden behind.

There are many gateways between two fancy shop fronts, with some black Chinese characters on a red background displaying the owner's name and titles. Passing through, you're immediately welcomed into one courtyard after another, some filled with trees, some with potted flowering plants—because of the harsh winter, all the Chinese gardens in the north are in pots, sometimes featuring fruit trees full of blossoms or heavy with fruit. In the paved courtyards, secluded and quiet like a convent, you can find the different rooms of a well-arranged Chinese house; there are shady verandas and delicate lattice windows that overlook miniature landscapes with small hills, streams, and graceful bridges crossing them. But only a privileged few get to see these oases. For most people, Peking consists of wide boulevards and narrow hutongs, lined with low, highly decorative houses, and shops so close together that there's no space left for a garden or growing greenery, much like Piccadilly. True, there are trees along these boulevards, in Morrison Street, Ha Ta Men Street, and the street of Eternal Repose that intersects them at right angles, but they would seem insignificant amidst the cluster of buildings if not for the courtyards of the private houses and temples that are hidden behind them.

There are, too, in the streets p'ia lous or memorial arches, generally of three archways with tiled roofs of blue or green or yellow rising in tiers one above the other, put up in memory of some deed the Chinese delight to honour. And what the Chinese think worthy of honour, and what the Westerner delights to honour are generally as far apart, I find, as the Poles. In Ha Ta Men Street, however, there is a p'ia lou all of white marble, put up by the last Manchu Emperor in memory of gallant Baron von Kettler, done to death in the Boxer rising, but there, I am afraid, Chinese appreciation was quickened by European force.

There are also in the streets p'ia lous or memorial arches, usually with three archways featuring tiled roofs in blue, green, or yellow that rise in tiers. These structures are erected to commemorate some act that the Chinese enjoy honoring. However, what the Chinese consider worthy of honor and what Westerners value often seem as distant as the poles. In Ha Ta Men Street, though, there is a p'ia lou made entirely of white marble, built by the last Manchu Emperor in memory of the brave Baron von Kettler, who was killed during the Boxer Rebellion. But here, I fear, Chinese appreciation was heightened by European influence.

We are apt to think that European influence in China is quite a thing of yesterday, that Baron von Kettler was the first man of note who perished in the inevitable conflict, and yet, when I looked at the eastern wall of the city, I was reminded, with a start, that European influence dates long before 031the Boxer time, long before the days of the Honourable East India Company, and many must have been the martyrs. There on the eastern wall stands the observatory, and clear-cut against the bright blue sky are astronomical instruments with dragons and strange beasts upon them. They were placed there by the Jesuits in the middle of the seventeenth century, and I know that those priests could not have attained so much influence without a bitter baptism of blood. They stand out as landmarks, those orbs and astrolabes, up and down the wall, even as they have come down through the centuries; monuments, as enduring as any Chinese p'ia lou, of faith and suffering; but the Jesuits were not the first to place astronomical instruments there. The Chinese were not barbarians by any means, though by some curious freak we Westerners have passed them in the race for civilisation, and, as long ago as the days of Kublai Khan, they had an observatory here by the wall. On the ground below, in a tree-shaded courtyard, there is an astrolabe with a beautiful bronze dragon for a stand, the dust-laden air of Peking has polished and preserved it, so that I can see but little difference between it and the newer instruments on the platform above—newer and yet two hundred and fifty years old.

We tend to think that European influence in China is a thing of the past, that Baron von Kettler was the first notable person to die in the inevitable conflict, but when I looked at the eastern wall of the city, I suddenly remembered that European influence goes back much earlier than the Boxer Rebellion, long before the days of the Honourable East India Company, and many must have been the martyrs. There on the eastern wall stands the observatory, and against the bright blue sky are astronomical instruments adorned with dragons and strange creatures. They were placed there by the Jesuits in the mid-seventeenth century, and I know those priests couldn’t have gained such influence without a painful history of sacrifice. Those spheres and astrolabes stand out as landmarks along the wall, just as they have for centuries; they are monuments of faith and suffering, as enduring as any Chinese p'ia lou, but the Jesuits weren’t the first to put astronomical instruments there. The Chinese were by no means barbaric, even though for some strange reason we Westerners have outpaced them in the race for civilization, and as long ago as the time of Kublai Khan, they had an observatory here by the wall. Below, in a tree-shaded courtyard, there’s an astrolabe with a beautiful bronze dragon as a stand; the dust-strewn air of Peking has polished and preserved it so well that I can hardly see any difference between it and the newer instruments on the platform above—newer, yet still two hundred and fifty years old.

And beyond the observatory in the north-east corner of the city is the Lama Temple, a temple with picturesque, yellowish-brown tiled roofs and spacious courtyards, in which are quaint old gnarled trees, and building after building in that curious state that is part beautiful, part slovenly decay, ruled over by hundreds of shaven, yellow-robed monks among whom, they say, it is not safe for a 032woman to go by herself. There is the Temple of Confucius, with surely the most peaceful courtyard in the world, and there are other temples, temples with courtyards and weird, twisted coniferous trees in them that are hundreds of years old, pagodas, and bells, and towers, and to each and all is attached many a story.

And beyond the observatory in the northeast corner of the city is the Lama Temple, a temple with charming yellowish-brown tiled roofs and spacious courtyards, filled with quirky old gnarled trees and building after building in a strange mix of beauty and neglect, overseen by hundreds of shaven, yellow-robed monks, among whom, they say, it’s not safe for a 032woman to walk alone. There’s the Temple of Confucius, which surely has the most peaceful courtyard in the world, and there are other temples, those with courtyards and weird, twisted coniferous trees that are hundreds of years old, pagodas, bells, and towers, each with its own story to tell.

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Overlooking the great causeway that runs along in front of the Forbidden City, west past the south main gate, are two towers, one to the north in the Forbidden City, and one to the south without its walls; and of these two towers they tell a story of tenderness and longing. Hundreds of years ago, when the Tartars were first subject to the Ming Emperors, part of their tribute had to be one of their fairest princesses, who became a member of the Emperor's harem.

Overlooking the large causeway in front of the Forbidden City, extending west past the southern main gate, are two towers—one to the north within the Forbidden City and one to the south outside its walls. These two towers are associated with a story of love and longing. Hundreds of years ago, when the Tartars first became subjects of the Ming Emperors, part of their tribute included one of their most beautiful princesses, who became a member of the Emperor's harem.

The poor little girl's inclinations were not considered, not even now is the desire of a woman considered in China, and the little Tartar girl was bound to suffer for her people. She might or might not please the Emperor, but whether she did or not the position of one who might share the Emperor's bed was so high that she might never again hold communion with her own kin. And then there came one little Tartar princess, who, finding favour with her lord, summoned courage to tell him of her love and longing. But there are some rules that not even the mighty Emperor of China may abrogate, and he could not permit her ever again to mingle with the common herd. One thing only could he do, and that he did. He built the northern tower looking over the causeway, and the southern tower on the other side. On the one tower the poor “lest we forget.” 033little secondary wife, lonely and weighted by her high estate, might stand so that she could see her people on the other, and, though they were too far apart for caress or spoken word, at least they could see each other and know that all was well.

The poor little girl's wishes were ignored, and even now, a woman's desires aren't acknowledged in China. The little Tartar girl was destined to suffer for her people. She might or might not please the Emperor, but regardless of that, the status of someone who could share the Emperor's bed was so elevated that she might never again connect with her own family. Then there was one little Tartar princess who, winning the Emperor's favor, found the courage to express her love and longing. However, there are rules that even the powerful Emperor of China cannot change, and he couldn't allow her to ever mix with common people again. There was only one thing he could do, and he did it. He built the northern tower overlooking the causeway and the southern tower on the opposite side. On one tower, the poor “lest we forget.” 033little secondary wife, lonely and burdened by her high status, could stand in such a way that she could see her people on the other tower, and even though they were too far apart for hugs or spoken words, at least they could see each other and know all was well.

I do not know whether many of the people who throng the streets from morning to night, and long after night has fallen, ever give a thought to the little Tartar princess. The shops, most of them open to the streets, are full, and on two sides of the main roadways are set up little stalls for the sale of trifles. Curiously enough, and I suppose it denotes poverty and lack of home life, about half these stalls are given up to the cooking and selling of eatables. In Ha Ta Men Street, in Morrison Street, in the street of Eternal Repose, that is as if we should say in Piccadilly, in Regent Street, and the Hay-market, and just outside the gates in the Chinese City, on the path that runs between the canal and the Tartar wall, you may see these same little stalls.

I don't know if many of the people crowding the streets from morning until late at night ever think about the little Tartar princess. The shops, most of which open to the streets, are bustling, and along both sides of the main roads, there are little stalls selling small goods. Interestingly, and I guess this shows poverty and a lack of family life, about half of these stalls are dedicated to cooking and selling food. On Ha Ta Men Street, Morrison Street, and the street of Eternal Repose—similar to what we might call Piccadilly, Regent Street, and the Haymarket, as well as just outside the gates of the Chinese City, along the path that runs between the canal and the Tartar wall—you can see these same little stalls.

Here is a man who sells tea, keeping his samovar boiling with shovelfuls of little round hard nodules, coal dust made up with damp clay into balls; here is another with a small frying-pan in which he is baking great slabs of wheaten flour cakes, and selling them hot out of the pan; here is another with an earthenware dish full of an appetising-looking stew of meat and vegetables, with a hard-boiled egg or two floating on top; another man has big yellow slabs of cake with great plums in them, another has sticks of apples and all manner of fruits and vegetables done into sweetmeats. And here as it is cooked, alfresco, do the people, the men, for women are seldom seen at the stalls, come and buy, and 034eat, without other equipment than a basin, a pair of chop sticks or a bone spoon like a ladle supplied by the vendor.

Here’s a man selling tea, keeping his samovar hot with shovelfuls of little round hard lumps, coal dust mixed with damp clay into balls; here’s another with a small frying pan where he’s baking large slabs of bread, selling them straight from the pan; here’s another with an earthenware dish full of a tempting stew made of meat and vegetables, with a hard-boiled egg or two floating on top; another man has big yellow cake slices with large plums in them, while another has sticks of apples and all sorts of fruits and vegetables made into sweets. And here, as it’s cooked outdoors, people, mostly men since women are rarely seen at the stalls, come and buy, eating with nothing but a basin, a pair of chopsticks, or a bone spoon like a ladle provided by the vendor.

They sell, and make, and mend Chinese footgear at these stalls too; there is a fortune-teller, one who will read your future with a chart covered with hieroglyphics spread out on the bare ground; there is the letter-writer for the unlearned; there are primitive little gaming-tables; and there are cheap, very cheap cigarettes and tobacco of brands unknown in America or Egypt.

They sell, make, and repair Chinese shoes at these stalls too; there's a fortune-teller who can predict your future with a chart full of symbols laid out on the ground; there's a letter-writer for those who can’t read; there are simple little gaming tables; and there are very cheap cigarettes and tobacco brands that you won’t find in America or Egypt.

I have said there is a lack of home life, and thought, like the arrogant Westerner I am, that the Chinese do not appreciate it, but only the other day I heard a little story that made me think that the son of Han, like everyone else, longs for a home and someone in it he can call his very own.

I once mentioned that there’s a lack of home life and, in my arrogance as a Westerner, thought that Chinese people don’t appreciate it. However, just the other day, I heard a story that made me realize that the son of Han, just like everyone else, yearns for a home and someone in it that he can truly call his own.

One day a missionary teacher heard an outcry behind her, and turning, saw a blind woman, unkempt and filthy and whining pitifully. “Oh who will help me? Who will help me?” she cried, shrinking away from the dog that was making dashes at the basket she carried for doles.

One day, a missionary teacher heard a shout behind her, and when she turned around, she saw a blind woman, messy and dirty, crying out sadly. “Oh, who will help me? Who will help me?” she pleaded, backing away from the dog that was lunging at the basket she carried for charity.

The missionary called off her dog, and reassured the woman. The dog would not hurt her. He was only interested in the food in her basket. “Then,” said she, “I went on, because I was in a hurry, but as I went I thought how horrible the woman looked, and that I ought to go back and tell her, 'God is Love.'”

The missionary called off her dog and reassured the woman. The dog wouldn’t hurt her; he was only interested in the food in her basket. “Then,” she said, “I moved on because I was in a hurry, but as I walked, I thought about how awful the woman looked, and that I should go back and tell her, 'God is Love.'”

So the missionary stopped and talked religion to that blind beggar, and told her to come up to the Mission Station. She looked after her soul, but also, out of the kindness of her heart, she looked 035after her body, and when the beggar was established, a woman of means with a whole dollar—two shillings—a week, she realised that God was indeed Love, and became a fervent Christian.

So the missionary paused to discuss religion with the blind beggar and invited her to come to the Mission Station. She cared for her soul, but also, out of the kindness in her heart, she took care of her body. Once the beggar was settled—a woman with some resources earning a whole dollar, or two shillings, a week—she understood that God was truly Love and became a passionate Christian.

“Clean,” I asked, being of an inquiring turn of mind, and her saviour laughed.

“Clean?” I asked, curious as always, and her savior laughed.

“Perhaps you wouldn't call her clean, but it is a vast improvement on what she was.”

“Maybe you wouldn't say she's clean, but it's a big improvement from what she used to be.”

The woman wasn't young, as Chinese count youth in a woman, she wasn't good-looking, she wasn't in any way attractive, but she was a woman of means, and presently her guardian was embarrassed by an offer from a man of dim sight, for the hand and heart of her protégée. The missionary was horrified. The woman was married already. The would-be bridegroom, the prospective bride, and all their friends smiled, and seemed to think that since her last alliance wasn't a real marriage it should be no bar. Still the lady was firm, the woman had lived with the man for some years and it was a marriage in her humble opinion. So the disappointed candidates for matrimony went their way. However, a few weeks later the woman came to her guardian with a face wreathed in smiles, “that thing,” she said, she didn't even call him a man, that thing was dead, had died the day before, and there was now no reason why she should not marry again! There was no reason, and within ten days the nuptials were celebrated, and the blind woman went to live with her new husband.

The woman wasn't young by Chinese standards of youth, she wasn't attractive, and she didn't have any charm, but she was wealthy. Her guardian was currently embarrassed by a proposal from a man who couldn't see well, wanting to marry her protégé. The missionary was appalled. The woman was already married. The would-be groom, the prospective bride, and all their friends smiled and believed that since her last marriage wasn't a real one, it shouldn't be a problem. Still, the lady stood her ground; she had lived with the man for several years, and in her opinion, it was a marriage. So, the disappointed suitors moved on. However, a few weeks later, the woman came to her guardian with a beaming smile, saying “that thing,” not even calling him a man, was dead—he had passed away the day before—and now there was no reason for her not to remarry! There was no reason, and within ten days, the wedding took place, and the blind woman moved in with her new husband.

I asked was it a success and the missionary smiled.

I asked if it was a success, and the missionary smiled.

“Yes, it is certainly a success, only her husband complains she eats too much.” 036I said there were always drawbacks when a man married for money!

“Yes, it’s definitely a success, but her husband complains that she eats too much.” 036I said there are always downsides when a man marries for money!

But as a matter of fact the marriage was a great success. I saw the happy couple afterwards, and the woman looked well-cared for and neat, and her husband helped her up some steps quite as carefully as any man of the West might have done. Truly the Fates were kind to the blind beggar when they put her in the way of that missionary. She is far, far happier probably than the bride of a higher class who goes to a new home, and, henceforward, as long as the older woman lives, is but a servant to her mother-in-law. True the husband had complained his new wife ate too much. But Chinese etiquette does not seem to think it at all the correct thing to praise anything that belongs to one. And for a husband to show affection for his wife, whatever he may feel, is a most extraordinary thing. The other day a woman was working in the courtyard of a house when there came in her husband who had been away for close on six months. Did they rush at one another as Westerners would have done? Not at all. He crossed the courtyard to announce himself to his master, and she went on with her work. Each carefully refrained from looking at the other, because had they looked people might have thought they cared for each other. And it is in the highest degree indelicate for a husband or wife to express affection for each other.

But actually, the marriage was a great success. I saw the happy couple later, and the woman looked well-cared for and neat, and her husband helped her up some steps just as carefully as any man from the West would. Truly, fate was kind to the blind beggar when they brought her together with that missionary. She's probably much happier than a higher-class bride who goes to a new home and, for the rest of her life, serves her mother-in-law. True, the husband complained that his new wife ate too much. But Chinese etiquette doesn’t seem to encourage praising anything that belongs to you. And for a husband to show affection for his wife, no matter how he feels, is quite unusual. The other day, a woman was working in the courtyard when her husband, who had been away for almost six months, came in. Did they rush to each other like Westerners would? Not at all. He crossed the courtyard to announce himself to his boss, and she continued her work. They each carefully avoided looking at each other because, if they did, people might think they cared for one another. It’s considered extremely improper for a husband or wife to express affection for each other.

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In truth, once my eyes were opened, I soon grew to think that, from the point of view of the sightseer, there are few places in the world to compare with Peking, and the greatest interest lies in the people—the crowded humanity of the streets. Of course 037I have seen crowded humanity—after London how can any busy city present any novelty—and yet, here in Peking, a new note is struck. Not all at once did I realise it; my mind went groping round asking, what is the difference between these people and those one sees in the streets of London or Paris? They are a different type, but that is nothing, it is only skin deep. What is it then? One thing cannot but strike the new-comer, and that is that they are a peaceable and orderly crowd, more amenable to discipline, or rather they discipline themselves better, than any crowd in the world. Not but that there are police. At every few yards the police of the New Republic, in dusty black bound with yellow in the winter, and in khaki in the summer, with swords strapped to their waists, direct a traffic that is perfectly capable of directing itself; and at night, armed with rifles, mounted bands of them patrol the streets, the most law-abiding streets apparently in the world. In spite of the swarms of tourists, who are more and more pouring into Peking, a foreigner is still a thing to be wondered at, to be followed and stared at; but there is no rudeness, no jostling. He has only to put out his hand to intimate to the following crowd that he wishes a little more space, that their company is a little too odoriferous, and they fall back at once, only to press forward again the next moment. Was ever there such a kindly, friendly nation? And yet—and yet—What is it I find wrong? They are a highly civilised people, from the President who reigns like a dictator, to the humble rickshaw coolie, who guards my dress from the filth of the street. He will hawk, and spit, but he is as 038courtly a gentleman as one of the bucks of the Prince Regent's Court, who probably did much the same thing. It dawned upon me slowly. These people have achieved that refinement we of the West have been striving for and have not attained as yet. It is well surely to make perfection an aim in life, and yet I feel something has gone from these people in the process of refining. Ninety-nine times out of a hundred they can be trusted to keep order, and the hundredth probably not all the police in the capital could hold them. The very rickshaw coolies, when they fall out, trust to the sweet reasonableness of argument, even though that argument Waste interminable hours. A European, an Englishman or an American probably, comes hectoring down the street—no other word describes his attitude, when it is contrasted with that of the courteous Orientals round him. On the smallest provocation, far too small a provocation, he threatens to kick this coolie, he swings that one out of the way and, instead of being shocked, I am distinctly relieved. Here is an exhibition of force, restrained force, that is welcome as a rude breeze, fresh from the sea or the mountains, is welcome in a heated, scented room. These people, even the poorer people of the streets, are suffering from over-civilisation, from over-refinement. They need a touch of the primitive savage to make the red blood run in their veins. Not but that they can be savage, so savage on occasion, the hundredth occasion when no police could hold them, that their cruelty is such that there is not a man who knows them who would not keep the last cartridge in his revolver to save himself from the refinement of their tender mercies. 039But I did not make this reflection the first, or even the tenth time, I walked in the streets. It was a thing that grew upon me gradually. By the time I found I was making comparisons, the comparisons were already made and my opinions were formed. I looked at these strange men and women, especially at the small-footed women, and wondered what effect the condemning of fifty per cent of the population to years of torture had had upon the mental growth of this nation, and I raised my eyes to the mighty walls that surrounded the city, and knew that the nation had done wonderful things.

In truth, once I opened my eyes, I quickly came to believe that, from a sightseer's perspective, there are few places in the world that can compare to Beijing, and the most fascinating aspect is the people—the bustling crowds in the streets. Of course, 037I've seen crowded humanity—after London, how can any busy city offer anything new?—yet here in Beijing, something different stands out. It didn't hit me all at once; I was left pondering what sets these people apart from those in the streets of London or Paris. They are a different type, but that's just superficial. So what is it then? One thing that strikes newcomers is how peaceful and orderly they are, more self-disciplined than any crowd in the world. Of course, there are police. Every few yards, officers of the New Republic, wearing dusty black with yellow in the winter and khaki in the summer, swords at their waists, manage traffic that could easily manage itself; at night, armed with rifles, mounted groups patrol the streets, which seem to be the most law-abiding in the world. Despite the throngs of tourists flooding into Beijing, a foreigner still attracts curiosity, followed and stared at; but there’s no rudeness, no shoving. If they just extend their hand to signal that they need a bit more space and that the crowd’s proximity is a bit too fragrant, people will step back immediately, only to move forward again a moment later. Has there ever been a more kind-hearted and friendly nation? And yet—and yet—what is it that feels off? They are a highly civilized people, from the President ruling like a dictator to the humble rickshaw driver who keeps my clothes clean from the street’s grime. He may cough and spit, but he's as 038much a courtly gentleman as one of the fops from the Prince Regent's Court, who probably did much the same thing. It dawned on me slowly. These people have attained a refinement that we in the West strive for but have not yet reached. It's good, of course, to aim for perfection in life, but still, I sense something has been lost in their refinement process. Ninety-nine times out of a hundred, they can be relied on to maintain order, and in that rare hundredth instance, probably not even all the police in the capital could contain them. Even the rickshaw drivers, when they get into arguments, rely on reasoned discussion, even if that argument goes on for hours. A European, likely an Englishman or American, strides down the street—no other word fits his demeanor, especially when compared to the polite Orientals around him. On the slightest provocation, far too slight, he threatens to kick one coolie and pushes another aside, and instead of being shocked, I feel distinctly relieved. This display of restrained force is as welcome as a bracing breeze, fresh off the sea or mountains, is in a hot, fragrant room. These people, even the poorer ones, are suffering from over-civilization, from excess refinement. They need a hint of the raw, primal savage to invigorate their blood. It's not that they can't be brutal; on that rare occasion when they lose control, their cruelty is such that no one who knows them would hesitate to save their last bullet for self-defense against their so-called tender mercies. 039But I didn't make this observation the first, or even the tenth, time I walked the streets. It was a realization that developed gradually. By the time I noticed I was comparing, my comparisons had already been made, and my opinions formed. I looked at these unfamiliar men and women, especially the small-footed women, and wondered how the years of torment endured by half the population had affected the mental development of this nation. I lifted my gaze to the imposing walls surrounding the city and recognized the remarkable achievements of the nation.










CHAPTER III—THE WALLS AND GATES OF BABYLON

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The mud walls of Kublai Khan—Only place for a comfortable promenade—The gardens on the walls—Guarding the city from devils—The dirt of the Chinese—The gates—The camels—In the Chien Men—The patient Chinese women—The joys of living in a walled city—A change in Chinese feeling.

The mud walls of Kublai Khan—The only spot for a nice stroll—The gardens on the walls—Protecting the city from evil spirits—The dirt of the Chinese—The gates—The camels—At the Chien Men—The patient Chinese women—The pleasures of living in a walled city—A shift in Chinese sentiment.

Are they like the walls and gates of Babylon, I wonder, these walls and gates of the capital city of China. I thought so when first I saw them, and the thought remains with me still. Behind such walls as these surely sat Ahasuerus, King of Babylon; behind such walls as these dwelt the thousands of serfs who toiled, and suffered, and died, that he might be a mighty king. They are magnificent, a wonder of the world, and it seemed to me that the men of the nation who built them must glory in them. But all do not. I sat one day at tiffin at a friend's house, and opposite me sat a Chinese doctor, a graduate of Cambridge, who spoke English with the leisurely accent of the cultivated Englishman, and he spoke of these mighty walls.

Are these walls and gates of the capital city of China like those of Babylon? I wondered that when I first saw them, and the thought still lingers. It must have been behind such walls that Ahasuerus, King of Babylon, resided; behind walls like these lived the countless serfs who worked, suffered, and died so he could be a powerful king. They are stunning, a marvel of the world, and I thought the builders of these structures must take great pride in them. But not everyone does. One day, while having lunch at a friend's house, I found myself across from a Chinese doctor, a Cambridge graduate who spoke English with the smooth accent of the educated Englishman, and he talked about these impressive walls.

“If I had my way,” said he, “they should be levelled with the ground. I would not leave one stone upon another.” And I wondered why. They shut out the fresh air, he said, but I wondered, in my own mind, whether he did not feel that they 041hemmed the people in, caged and held them as it were, in an archaic state of civilisation, that it is best should pass away. They can shut out so little air, and they can only cage and hold those who desire to be so held.

“If I had my way,” he said, “they should be brought down to the ground. I wouldn’t leave one stone on top of another.” And I wondered why. They block the fresh air, he said, but I wondered, in my own mind, whether he didn’t feel that they 041confined the people, trapping them in an outdated state of civilization that should fade away. They can block so little air, and they can only confine those who want to be confined.

Kublai Khan outlined the greater part of them in mud in the thirteenth century, and then, two hundred years after, came the Ming conquerors who faced the great Tartar's walls with grey Chinese brick, curtailing them a little to the north, and as the Mings left them, so are they to-day when the foreign nations from the West, and that other Asiatic nation from the East, have built their Legations—pledges of peace—beneath them and, armed to the teeth, hold, against the Chinese, the Legation Quarter and a mile of their own wall.

Kublai Khan laid out most of them in mud in the thirteenth century, and then, two hundred years later, the Ming conquerors came and faced the great Tartar's walls with grey Chinese bricks, shortening them a bit to the north. The way the Mings left them is how they are today, as foreign nations from the West and another Asian nation from the East have built their Legations—symbols of peace—beneath them, and heavily armed, they maintain control of the Legation Quarter and a mile of their own wall against the Chinese.

Over fifty feet high are these Tartar walls, at their base they are sixty feet through, at their top they are between forty and fifty feet across, more than a hundred if you measure their breadth at the great buttresses, and they are paved with the grey Chinese bricks that face their sides. As in most Chinese cities, the top of the wall is the only place where a comfortable promenade can be had, and the mile-long strip between the Chien Men, the main gate, and the Ha Ta Men, the south-eastern gate—the strip held by the Legations—is well kept; that is to say, a broad pathway, along which people can walk, is kept smooth and neat and free from the vegetation that flourishes on most of the wall top. This vegetation adds greatly to its charm. The mud of the walls is the rich alluvial deposit of the great plain on which Peking stands, and when it has been well watered by the summer rains, a 042luxuriant green growth, a regular jungle, forces its way up through the brick pavement. The top of the wall upon a cool autumn day, before the finger of decay has touched this growth, is a truly delightful garden.

The Tartar walls rise over fifty feet high, measuring sixty feet thick at the base and between forty and fifty feet across at the top. They stretch over a hundred feet wide when you include the massive buttresses, and they're lined with grey Chinese bricks. Like many Chinese cities, the top of the wall is the only spot where a pleasant walk can be enjoyed. The mile-long stretch between the Chien Men, the main gate, and the Ha Ta Men, the southeastern gate—which is monitored by the Legations—is well maintained. This means there's a broad pathway for walking that is kept smooth, tidy, and free from the plants that usually thrive on most wall tops. This greenery adds significantly to its appeal. The walls are made of rich mud from the alluvial deposits of the large plain where Peking is located, and after being nourished by summer rains, it produces a lush green growth that pushes through the brick surface, creating a sort of jungle. On a cool autumn day, before this growth shows signs of decay, the top of the wall becomes a truly delightful garden.

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It was my great pleasure to walk there, for there were all manner of flowering green shrubs and tall grasses, bound together by blooming morning glory, its cup-shaped flowers blue, and pink, and white, and white streaked with pink; there were even small trees, white poplar and the ailanthus, or tree of heaven, throwing out shady branches that afforded shelter from the rays of the brilliant sun. They are not adequate shelter, though, in a rainstorm. Indeed it is very awkward to be caught in a rainstorm upon the walls out of the range of the rickshaws, as I was more than once, for in the hot weather I could never resist the walls, the only place in Peking where a breath of fresh air is to be found, and, since it is generally hottest before the rain, on several occasions I was caught, returning drenched and dripping. It did not matter as a rule, but once when I was there with a companion a more than ordinary storm caught us. We sheltered under an ailanthus tree, and as the wind was strong, umbrellas were useless. My companion began to get agitated.

It was a real pleasure to walk there, with all kinds of flowering green bushes and tall grasses, intertwined with blooming morning glories, their cup-shaped flowers in blue, pink, and white, with some white streaked with pink. There were also small trees, like white poplars and the ailanthus, or tree of heaven, spreading shady branches that provided some cover from the bright sun. However, they don’t provide enough shelter during a rainstorm. It's quite tricky to be stuck in a rainstorm on the walls, away from the rickshaws, as I learned more than once. During the hot weather, I could never resist the walls; they are the only spot in Peking with a breath of fresh air. Since it's usually hottest just before it rains, I occasionally ended up getting soaked on my way back. Usually, it didn’t matter, but one time I was there with a friend and an especially fierce storm hit us. We took cover under an ailanthus tree, but the wind was so strong that our umbrellas were useless. My friend started to feel anxious.

“If this goes on,” said he, “I shan't be able to go out to-morrow. I have only one coat.” He had come up from Tientsin for a couple of days. But for me the case was much more serious. I had on a thin white muslin that began to cling round my figure, and I thought anxiously that if it went on much longer I should not be able to go into the 043hotel that day! However, the rain stopped as suddenly as it had begun, the sun came out in all his fierceness, and before we reached the hotel I was most unbecomingly rough dried.

“If this keeps up,” he said, “I won’t be able to go out tomorrow. I only have one coat.” He had come from Tientsin for a couple of days. But for me, the situation was much worse. I was wearing a thin white muslin dress that started to cling to my body, and I worried that if this continued much longer, I wouldn’t be able to go into the 043hotel that day! Fortunately, the rain stopped as suddenly as it had started, the sun came out in full force, and by the time we reached the hotel, I was most ungracefully dried off.

Things are ordered on the Legation wall, the pathway between the greenery runs straight as a die, but beyond, on the thirteen miles of wall under Chinese care, the greenery runs riot, and only a narrow pathway meanders between the shrubs and grass, just as a man may walk carelessly from station to station; and sometimes hidden among the greenery, sometimes standing out against it, are here and there great upright slabs of stone, always in pairs, relics of the old fortifications, for surely these are all that remain of the catapults with which of old the Chinese and Tartars defended their mighty city.

Things are neatly arranged on the Legation wall, and the pathway that cuts through the greenery runs perfectly straight. However, beyond that, on the thirteen miles of wall under Chinese management, the greenery grows wildly, and only a narrow path winds its way between the shrubs and grass, just like someone might stroll carelessly from one station to another. Sometimes hidden among the plants, and other times contrasting against them, are large upright slabs of stone scattered here and there, always in pairs—remnants of the old fortifications. These must be all that’s left of the catapults used long ago by the Chinese and Tartars to defend their great city.

The walls stand square, north and south, and east and west, only at the north-west corner does the line slant out of the square a little, for every Chinese knows that is the only sure way to keep devils out of a city, and certainly the capital must be so guarded. Whatever I saw and wondered at, I always came back to the walls, the most wonderful sight of a most wonderful city, and I always found something new to entrance me. The watch-towers, the ramps, the gates, the suggestion of old-world story that met me at every turn. In days not so very long ago these walls were kept by the Manchu bannermen, whose special duty it was to guard them, and no other person was allowed upon them, under pain of death, for exactly the same reason that all the houses in the city are of one story: it was not seemly that any mere commoner should 044be able to look down upon the Emperor, and no women, even the women of the bannermen, were allowed to set foot there, for it appeared that the God of War, who naturally took an interest in these defences, objected to women.

The walls are positioned perfectly square, running north and south, and east and west, with the only tilt at the north-west corner, which every Chinese person knows is the best way to keep devils out of a city. The capital must be protected in this way. No matter what I saw that amazed me, I always returned to the walls, the most impressive sight in this remarkable city, and I continually found something new to captivate me. The watchtowers, the ramps, the gates, and the hint of ancient tales greeted me at every corner. Not too long ago, these walls were defended by the Manchu bannermen, whose main job was to guard them, and no one else was allowed up there, on penalty of death, for the same reason that all the houses in the city are only one story: it wasn't appropriate for any commoner to look down on the Emperor. Additionally, no women, even those of the bannermen, were permitted on the walls, as it seemed the God of War, who naturally had an interest in these defenses, disapproved of women.

Now little companies of soldiers take the place of those old-world bannermen. They look out at the life of the city, at their fellows drilling on the great plain beyond, at the muddy canal, that is like a river, making its way across the khaki-coloured plain, that in the summer is one vast crop of kaoliang—one vivid note of green. Wonderful fertility you may see from the walls of the Chinese capital. Looking one feels that the rush of the nations to finance the country is more than justified. Surely here is the truest of wealth. But the soldiers on the walls are children. China does not think much of her soldiers, and the language is full of proverbs about them the reverse of complimentary. “Good iron is not used for nails,” is one of them, “and good men do not become soldiers.” How true that may be I do not know, but these men seemed good enough, only just the babies a fellow-countryman talking of them to me once called them. They know little of their own country, less than nothing of any other. I feel they should not be dressed in shabby khaki like travesties of the men of Western armies, tunics and sandals and bows and arrows would be so much more in keeping with their surroundings. And yet so small are they, like ants at the foot of an oak, that their garb scarcely matters, they but emphasise the vastness of the walls on which they stand; walls builded probably by men differing but little from these soldiers of New China. 045I photographed a little company one bright day in the early spring—it is hardly necessary to say it was bright, because all days at that season, and indeed at most seasons, are brilliantly, translucently bright. My little company dwelt in a low building made up apparently of lattice-work and paper close to the observatory, and evidently word went round that the wonderful thing had been done, and, for all the charm of the walls, it was not a thing that was often done. I suppose the average tourist does not care to waste his plates on commonplace little soldiers in badly made khaki. When next I appeared with the finished picture all along my route soldiers came and asked courteously, and plainly, for all I knew not one word of their tongue, what the result had been. I showed them, of course, and my following grew as I passed on. They knew those who had been taken, which was lucky, for I certainly could not tell t'other from which' and, when I arrived at their little house, smiling claimants stretched out eager hands. I knew the number I had taken and I had a copy apiece. And very glad I was, too, when they all ranged up and solemnly saluted me, and then they brought me tea in their handleless cups, and I, unwashed though I felt those cups were, drank to our good-fellowship in the excellent Chinese tea that needs neither sugar nor milk to make it palatable.

Now small groups of soldiers replace the old-fashioned banner carriers. They look out at the city life, at their fellow soldiers training on the vast plain beyond, at the muddy canal that resembles a river, winding through the khaki-colored plain, which in the summer bursts into a huge stretch of kaoliang—one bright splash of green. You can see amazing fertility from the walls of the Chinese capital. From this vantage point, it's clear that the rush of nations to invest in the country is more than justified. This is where true wealth lies. However, the soldiers on the walls are just kids. China doesn't hold her soldiers in high regard, and the language is filled with proverbs that are less than flattering. “Good iron is not used for nails,” is one, “and good men do not become soldiers.” How true that is, I don't know, but these guys seemed fine, just as a fellow countryman once referred to them as babies. They know little about their own country and even less about others. I feel they shouldn't be dressed in shabby khaki like poor imitations of Western soldiers; tunics, sandals, and bows and arrows would fit their surroundings much better. Yet they are so small, like ants at the base of an oak, that their clothing hardly matters; they only highlight the great walls on which they stand—walls likely built by men not so different from these soldiers of New China. 045I took a photo of a small group one bright day in early spring—hardly needs saying that it was bright because all days in that season, and indeed most seasons, are brilliantly clear. My small group lived in a low building that seemed to be made of lattice-work and paper near the observatory, and it was clear that word had circulated that something remarkable had happened, and despite the charm of the walls, it wasn’t something that occurred often. I guess the average tourist doesn't want to waste their film on ordinary little soldiers in poorly made khaki. The next time I showed up with the finished photo, soldiers all along my path came over and politely, even though I didn't understand a word of their language, asked what the result was. I showed them, of course, and my audience grew as I moved forward. They recognized those who had been photographed, which was fortunate since I couldn’t tell one from the other, and when I reached their little shack, smiling soldiers eagerly stretched out their hands. I knew how many I had taken and had a copy for each. I was very happy when they all lined up and solemnly saluted me, and then they brought me tea in their handleless cups. Although I felt those cups were unwashed, I drank to our friendship in the excellent Chinese tea that doesn’t need sugar or milk to taste good.

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There were other people, too, on the walls in the early springtime, coolies clearing away the dead growth that had remained over from the past summer. It was so light it seemed hardly worth gathering, and those gleaners first taught me to realise something of the poverty of China, the desperate poverty that 046dare not waste so much as a handful of dead grass. They gathered the refuse into heaps, tied it to each end of their bamboos, and, slinging it over their shoulders, trudged with it down one of the ramps into the city. Ever and again in my peregrinations, I would come across one of them sitting in the sun, going over his padded coat in the odd moments he could spare from his toil. For the lower-class Chinese understands not the desirability of water, as applied either to himself or his clothes, and, as he certainly never changes those clothes while one shred will hold to another, the moment must arrive, sooner or later, when his discomfort is desperate, and something must be done. He is like the wonks, the great yellow scavenger dogs that haunt the streets of Peking and all Chinese cities, he sits down and scratches himself, and goes through his clothes. At least that was my opinion. A friend of mine who had served for some years in the interior with the great company, the British and American Tobacco Company, that, with the missionaries, shares the honour of doing pioneer work in China, says I am wrong, Chinamen don't mind such a little thing as that.

There were other people, too, on the walls in early spring, coolies clearing away the dead growth left over from last summer. It was so light it hardly seemed worth collecting, and those gleaners first made me realize something about the poverty in China, the desperate poverty that 046dare not waste even a handful of dead grass. They gathered the scraps into piles, tied them to each end of their bamboo poles, and, slinging them over their shoulders, trudged down one of the ramps into the city. Every now and then during my wanderings, I would find one of them sitting in the sun, going over his padded coat during the brief moments he could spare from his work. For the lower-class Chinese don't understand the importance of water, whether for themselves or their clothes, and since they certainly never change their clothes while even one piece is still intact, the moment will inevitably arrive when their discomfort becomes unbearable, and something must be done. He's like the wonks, the big yellow scavenger dogs that roam the streets of Peking and all Chinese cities; he sits down, scratches himself, and checks his clothes. At least, that’s my opinion. A friend of mine who worked for several years in the interior with the British and American Tobacco Company, which, alongside the missionaries, has the honor of doing pioneering work in China, says I’m wrong; Chinese people don’t mind such small things.

“Those carters,” said he, “in the interior as it gets colder just pile one garment on over another, and never take anything off, and by February—phew! If you want to smell a tall smell”—I said I didn't, the smells of Peking were quite recondite enough for me—but he paid no attention—“you just go and stand over the k'ang in a room where five or six of them are crowded together.”

“Those cart drivers,” he said, “as it gets colder inside just stack one piece of clothing on top of another and never take anything off, and by February—phew! If you want to smell something strong”—I said I didn't, the smells of Beijing were already curious enough for me—but he ignored me—“you just go and stand over the k'ang in a room where five or six of them are crammed together.”

And the carters, it seems, are highly respectable, sometimes well-to-do men. I felt I had a lot to 047learn about the Chinese, these men whose ancestors had built the walls.

And the cart drivers, it seems, are quite respectable, sometimes even affluent men. I felt I had a lot to 047learn about the Chinese, these men whose ancestors had built the walls.

Of course there are gates in the walls, nine gates in all in the Tartar City, great archways with iron-studded doors and watch-towers above. I count it one of the assets of my life, that I have stood under those archways, where for centuries has ebbed and flowed the traffic of a Babylonish city, old world still in this twentieth century. They are lighted with electric light now, instead of with pitch-pine torches, but no matter, the grey stones are there.

Of course, there are gates in the walls, nine gates in total in the Tartar City, grand archways with iron-studded doors and watchtowers above. I consider it one of the highlights of my life that I've stood beneath those archways, where the hustle and bustle of a Babylonian city has been flowing for centuries, still old-world in this twentieth century. They're lit with electric lights now, instead of pitch-pine torches, but it doesn't matter, the gray stones are still there.

The gate of a city like Peking is a great affair. Over every archway is a watch-tower, with tiled roofs rising tier above tier, and portholes filled with the painted muzzles of guns. Painted guns in the year of our Lord 1914! So is the past bound up with the present in China! And these are not entirely relics of the past like the catapult stones. In the year 1900, when the Boxers looted the Chinese City, and the Europeans in the Legations north of the Tartar wall trembled for their lives, the looters burned the watch-tower on the Chien Men, all that was burnable of it, and, when peace was restored, the Chinese set to work and built their many-tiered watch-tower, built it in all the glory of red, and green, and blue, and gold, and in the portholes they put the same painted cannon that had been there in past ages, not only to strike terror into the enemy, but also to impress the God of War with an idea of their preparedness. And yet there was hardly any need of sham, for these gateways must have been formidable things to negotiate before the days of heavy artillery, for each is protected by a curtain wall as high and as thick as the main wall, and in 048them are archways, sometimes one, sometimes two, sometimes three ways out, but always there is a great square walled off in front of the gate so that the traffic must pause, and may be stopped before it passes under the main archway into the city. And these archways look down upon a traffic differing but little from that which has passed down through all the ages.

The gate of a city like Beijing is quite a sight. Above every archway is a watchtower with tiled roofs stacked on top of each other and openings filled with painted gun barrels. Painted guns in the year 1914! This shows how the past is tied to the present in China! And these are not just old relics like the catapult stones. In 1900, when the Boxers looted the Chinese City and the Europeans in the Legations north of the Tartar wall feared for their lives, the looters burned down the watchtower at Chien Men, taking everything flammable with it. When peace returned, the Chinese rebuilt their multi-tiered watchtower, adorning it in vibrant red, green, blue, and gold. They placed the same painted cannons back in the openings that had been there in earlier times, not only to intimidate enemies but also to impress the God of War with their readiness. Yet, there was hardly any need for pretense, as these gateways must have been difficult to get through before the era of heavy artillery. Each is protected by a curtain wall as tall and thick as the main wall, and within 048them are archways—sometimes one, sometimes two, sometimes three exits—but there’s always a large square area walled off in front of the gate, ensuring that traffic must pause and can be halted before entering the main archway into the city. These archways overlook a flow of traffic that hasn’t changed much throughout the ages.

Here come the camels from Mongolia, ragged and dusty, laden with grain, and wool, and fruit, and the camels from the Western Hills, laden with those “black stones” that Marco Polo noted seven hundred years ago, and told his fellow-countrymen they burned for heating purposes in Cambulac. You may see them down by the Ha Ta Men preparing to start out on their long journey, you may see them in the Imperial City, bringing in their wares, but outside the south-western gate, by the watch-tower that guards the corner of the wall, they are to be seen at their best. Here, where the dust is heaped high under the clear blue sky of Northern China, come slowly, in stately fashion, the camels, as they have come for thousands of years. The man who leads them is ragged in the blue of the peasant, his little eyes are keen, and patient, and cunning, and there is a certain stolidity in his demeanour; life can hold but few pleasures for him, one would think, and yet he is human, he cannot go on superior, regardless of outside things, as does his string of beasts of burden. The crenellated walls rise up behind them, the watch-tower with its painted guns frowns down upon them, and the camels, the cord fastened to the tail of the one in front, passing through the nostrils of the one 049behind, go steadily on. They are like the walls, they are older than the walls, possibly they may outlive the walls; silently, surely, in the soft, heaped-up dust they move; so they came a thousand years ago, two thousand years ago, before the very dawn of history.

Here come the camels from Mongolia, worn and dusty, carrying grain, wool, and fruit, and the camels from the Western Hills, loaded with those “black stones” that Marco Polo noted seven hundred years ago, which he told his fellow countrymen were used for heating in Cambulac. You can see them down by the Ha Ta Men getting ready to start their long journey, and you can see them in the Imperial City, bringing in their goods, but outside the southwestern gate, by the watchtower that guards the corner of the wall, they are at their best. Here, where the dust is piled high under the clear blue sky of Northern China, the camels move slowly and majestically, just as they have for thousands of years. The man leading them is tattered in peasant blue, his small eyes sharp, patient, and sly, and there’s a certain stoicism in his demeanor; life seems to offer him few pleasures, yet he is human, unable to remain aloof and indifferent to the world around him, unlike his string of pack animals. The crenelated walls rise behind them, the watchtower with its painted cannons looms above, and the camels, connected by a cord fastened to the tail of the one in front, passing through the nostrils of the one behind, continue steadily onward. They are like the walls; they are older than the walls, and they may outlast the walls; silently, steadily, they move through the soft, accumulated dust; just as they did a thousand years ago, two thousand years ago, before the dawn of history itself.

These Babylonish gates have for me a never-ending attraction. I look and look at the traffic, and always find something new. One sunny morning I went and sat in the Chien Men, just to watch the never-ending throng that made their way backwards and forwards between the Chinese and the Tartar Cities. I took up my position in the centre of the great square, large as Waterloo Place, enclosed by the curtain wall, and the American Guard looked down upon me and wondered, for they watch the traffic day in and day out, and so long as it is peaceful, they see nothing to remark upon in it. There are three gates in the curtain wall, the one to the south is never opened except for the highest in the land to pass through, but from the east gate the traffic goes from the Tartar to the Chinese City, through the west it comes back again, meeting and passing under the great archway that leads to the Tartar City. And all day long that square is thronged. East and west of the main archway are little temples with the golden-brown roofs of all imperial temples, the Goddess of Mercy is enshrined here, and there are bronze vases and flowering plants, and green trees in artistic pots, all going to make a quiet little resting-place where a man may turn aside for a moment from the rush and roar of the city, burn aromatic incense sticks, and invoke good fortune for the enterprise on which he is 050engaged. Do the people believe in the Goddess of Mercy, I wonder? About as much as I do, I suspect. The Chinaman, said a Chinese to me once, is the most materialistic of heathens, believing in little that he cannot see, and handle, and explain; but all of us, Eastern or Western, are human, and have the ordinary man's desire for the pitiful, kindly care of some unseen Power. It is only natural. I, too, Westerner as I am, daughter of the newest of nations, burned incense sticks at the shrine of the Goddess of Mercy, and put up a little prayer that the work upon which I was engaged should be successful. Men have prayed here through the centuries. The prayer of so great a multitude must surely reach the Most High, and what matter by what name He is known.

These Babylonian gates have an endless appeal for me. I watch the traffic and always find something new. One sunny morning, I sat at Chien Men just to observe the constant flow of people moving between the Chinese and Tartar Cities. I took my spot in the center of the large square, as big as Waterloo Place, surrounded by the curtain wall, while the American Guard looked down at me, curious. They monitor the traffic day in and day out, and as long as it’s peaceful, they see nothing worth mentioning. There are three gates in the curtain wall; the one to the south is only opened for the highest officials, but from the east gate, traffic flows from the Tartar City to the Chinese City, and from the west, it returns, converging under the grand archway that leads to the Tartar City. That square is bustling all day long. East and west of the main archway are small temples with golden-brown roofs, typical of imperial temples. The Goddess of Mercy is honored here, alongside bronze vases, flowering plants, and green trees in decorative pots, creating a peaceful resting spot where someone can momentarily escape the hustle and bustle of the city, burn aromatic incense sticks, and seek good fortune for their endeavors on which they are 050engaged. I wonder if people truly believe in the Goddess of Mercy? Probably as much as I do, I suspect. A Chinese person once told me that the Chinese are the most materialistic of non-believers, trusting little that they cannot see, touch, or explain; yet all of us, whether from the East or West, are human and naturally have the ordinary desire for the compassionate care of some unseen Power. It’s only human. I, too, as a Westerner and daughter of a young nation, burned incense sticks at the shrine of the Goddess of Mercy and offered a little prayer for success in my work. People have prayed here for centuries. The prayers of such a vast crowd must surely reach the Most High, regardless of what name He is known by.

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Besides the temples there are little guard-houses for the soldiers in the square; guard-houses with delicate, dainty lattice-work windows, and there are signboards with theatre notices in Chinese on gay red and yellow paper. There are black and yellow uniformed military police, there are grey-coated little soldiers with just a dash of red about their shabby, ill-fitting uniforms, and there are the people passing to and fro intent on their business, the earning of a cash, or of thousands of dollars. The earning of a cash, one would think mostly, looking at many a thing of shreds and patches that passes by. To Western eyes the traffic is archaic, no great motors rush about carrying crowds at once, it consists of rickshaws with one or, at most, a couple of fares, of Peking carts with blue tilts and a sturdy pony or a handsome mule in the shafts, and the driver seated cross-legged in fronts of longer carts 051with wheels studded, as the Peking carts are, and loaded with timber, with lime, and all manner of merchandise, and drawn sometimes by three or four underfed little horses, but mostly by a horse or mule in the shafts and a mule or a donkey so far in front one wonders he can exert any influence on the traction at all. The rickshaw coolies clang their bells, men on bicycles toot their horns, every donkey, and most horses and mules, have rings of bells round their necks, and everyone shouts at the top of his voice, while forty feet up on the wall, a foreign soldier, one of the Americans who hold the Chien Men, is practising all his bugle calls.

Besides the temples, there are small guardhouses for the soldiers in the square; guardhouses with delicate, pretty lattice windows, and there are signboards with theater announcements in Chinese on bright red and yellow paper. There are military police in black and yellow uniforms, little soldiers in gray coats with a bit of red on their worn, ill-fitting uniforms, and people moving back and forth focused on their business, whether it's making a small amount of cash or thousands of dollars. You’d think they were mostly making a small amount, judging by many tattered items that go by. To Western eyes, the traffic seems outdated; there are no large vehicles rushing around carrying crowds. Instead, it consists of rickshaws with one or, at most, a couple of passengers, Peking carts with blue covers and a sturdy pony or a handsome mule in the shafts, and the driver sitting cross-legged in front of longer carts with wheels studded like the Peking carts, heavily loaded with timber, lime, and all sorts of merchandise, sometimes pulled by three or four underfed little horses, but mostly by a horse or mule in the shafts and a mule or donkey so far in front that one wonders how it can have any effect on the pulling at all. The rickshaw pullers ring their bells, men on bicycles honk their horns, every donkey, and most horses and mules have bells around their necks, and everyone is shouting at the top of their lungs, while forty feet up on the wall, a foreign soldier, one of the Americans holding the Chien Men, is practicing all his bugle calls.

“Turn out, turn out Mess, mess,” proclaims the bugle shrilly above. “Clang, clang, clang,” ring the rickshaw bells. A postman in shabby blue, with bands of dirty white, passes on his bicycle and blows his horn, herald of the ways of the West. A brougham comes along with sides all of glass, such as the Chinaman loves. In it is a man in a modern tall hat, a little out-of-date; on the box, are two men in grey silk, orthodox Chinese costume, queue and all, but alas for picturesqueness they have crowned their heads with hideous tourist caps, the mafoo behind on the step, hanging on to the roof by a strap, has on a very ordinary wideawake, his business it is to jump down and lead the horses round a corner—no self-respecting Chinese horse can negotiate a corner without assistance—and the finishing touch is put by the coachman, also in a tourist cap, who clangs a bell with as much fervour as a rickshaw coolie. Before this carriage trot outriders. “Lend light, lend light,” they cry, which is the Eastern way of saying “By your leave, by your 052leave. My master a great man comes.” After the coach come more riders. It may be a modern carriage in which lie rides, but the important man in China can no more move without his outriders and his following, than could one of the kings or nobles of Nineveh or Babylon.

“Come out, come out, everyone,” the bugle blares sharply above. “Clang, clang, clang,” sound the rickshaw bells. A postman in worn blue, with stripes of dirty white, rides by on his bicycle and honks his horn, signaling the arrival of Western customs. A brougham rolls by, its sides entirely made of glass, just the way the Chinese prefer. Inside sits a man wearing a somewhat outdated tall modern hat; on the box, two men dressed in traditional grey silk Chinese clothing, complete with queue, but unfortunately for the sake of aesthetics, they've topped their heads with ugly tourist caps. The mafoo riding on the step holds on to the roof by a strap, wearing a simple wide-brimmed hat, responsible for jumping down to guide the horses around corners—no self-respecting Chinese horse can turn a corner without help—and the final detail is the coachman, also in a tourist cap, who rings a bell with as much enthusiasm as a rickshaw driver. In front of this carriage trot outriders. “Lend light, lend light,” they call out, which is the Eastern way of saying “Excuse us, please. My master is an important person.” After the coach follow more riders. It may be a modern carriage he’s in, but an important figure in China can’t move without his outriders and entourage, just like the kings or nobles of Nineveh or Babylon.

More laden carts come in from the west, and the policeman, in dusty black and yellow, directs them, though they really need no directing. The average Chinese mind is essentially orderly, and never dreams of questioning rules. Is there not a stone exactly in the middle of the road under the great archway, and does not every man know that those going east must go one way, and those going west the other? What need for direction? An old-fashioned fat Chinese with shaven head and pigtail and sleeveless black satin waistcoat over his long blue coat comes along. He half-smothers a small donkey with a ring of jingling bells round its neck, a coolie follows him in rags, but that does not matter, spring is in the land, and he is nearly hidden by the lilac bloom he carries, another comes along with a basket strapped on his back and a scoop in his hand, he is collecting the droppings of the animals, either for manure or to make argol for fuel, a stream of rickshaws swerve out of the way of a blind man, ragged, bent, old, who with lute in one hand and staff in the other taps his way along.

More loaded carts come in from the west, and the policeman, dressed in dusty black and yellow, directs them, even though they don’t really need directing. The typical Chinese mindset is fundamentally orderly and doesn’t think twice about questioning rules. Isn’t there a stone right in the center of the road under the big archway? Doesn’t everyone know that those going east must go one way and those heading west the other? What’s the need for direction? An old-fashioned, plump Chinese man with a shaved head and pigtail, wearing a sleeveless black satin vest over his long blue coat, walks by. He almost smothers a small donkey wearing a ring of jingling bells around its neck, while a coolie in rags follows him, but that doesn’t matter; spring is in the air, and the coolie is nearly covered by the lilac blooms he carries. Another man appears with a basket strapped to his back and a scoop in his hand, collecting animal droppings, either for fertilizer or to make argol for fuel. A stream of rickshaws swerves to avoid a blind man—ragged, bent, and old—who taps his way along with a lute in one hand and a staff in the other.

“Hsien Sheng, before born,” he is addressed by the coolies directing him, for his affliction brings him outward respect from these courteous people.

“Mr. Hsien, before he was born,” he is called by the laborers guiding him, because his condition earns him outward respect from these polite individuals.

In the rickshaws are all manner of people: Manchu women with high head-dresses in the form of a cross, highly painted faces and the gayest of 053long silk coats, shy Chinese women, who from their earliest childhood have been taught that a woman must efface herself. Their hair is decked with flowers, and dressed low on the nape of their necks, their coats are of soberer colours, and their feet are pitifully maimed. “For every small foot,” says a Chinese proverb, “there is a jar full of tears.” The years of agony every one of those women must have lived through, but their faces are impassive, smiling with a surface smile that gives no indication of the feelings behind.

In the rickshaws, there are all kinds of people: Manchu women wearing tall cross-shaped headpieces, heavily made-up faces, and the brightest long silk coats, along with shy Chinese women who have been taught from a young age that a woman should be modest. Their hair is adorned with flowers and styled low on the back of their necks, their coats are in more muted colors, and their feet are sadly deformed. “For every small foot,” says a Chinese proverb, “there is a jar full of tears.” Every one of those women has endured years of suffering, yet their expressions remain neutral, wearing a superficial smile that hides their true emotions.

The Chien Men, because it opens only from the Tartar to the Chinese City, is not closed, but eight o'clock sees all the gates in the twenty-three miles of outer wall closed for the night, and very awkward it sometimes is for the foreigner, who is not used to these restrictions, for neither threats nor bribes will open those gates once they are shut.

The Chien Men, which opens only from the Tartar side to the Chinese City, isn’t locked, but at eight o'clock all the gates along the twenty-three miles of the outer wall are closed for the night. This can be quite inconvenient for foreigners who aren’t familiar with these restrictions, as neither threats nor bribes will get those gates opened once they’re shut.

I remember on one occasion a young fellow, who had lingered too long among the delights of the city, found himself, one pleasant warm summer evening, just outside the Shun Chih Men as the gates of the Chinese City were closing. He wanted to get back to his cottage at the race-course but the guardians of the gate were obdurate. “It was an order and the gates were closed till daylight next morning.” He could not climb the walls, and even if he could, the two ponies he had with him could not. He probably used up all the bad language at his command, if I know anything about him, and he grew more furious when he recollected he had guests coming to dinner. Then he began to think, and remembered that the railway came through the wall. Inspection showed him that there 054were gates across it, also fast closed, and here he got his second wind, and quite a fresh assortment of bad language, which was checked by the whistle of an approaching train. Then a bright idea occurred to him. Where a train could go, a pony could go, and he stood close to the line in the darkness, instructed his mafoo to keep close beside him, and the moment the train passed, got on to the line and followed in its wake, regardless of the protests of raging gatekeepers. He got through the gate triumphantly, but then, alas, his troubles began, for the railway line had not been built with a view to taking ponies through the wall. There were rocks and barbed wire, there were fences, and there were mud holes, and his guests are wont to relate how as they were sitting down to table under the hospitable guidance of his No. 1 boy, there arrived on the scene a man, mud to the eyes—it was summertime when there is plenty of mud in the country round Peking—and silent, because no profanity of which he was capable could possibly have done justice to his feelings. Such are some of the joys of living in a Babylonish city.

I remember one time a young guy, who had spent too long enjoying the city, found himself outside the Shun Chih Men as the gates to the Chinese City were closing on a nice warm summer evening. He wanted to get back to his cottage at the racecourse, but the gatekeepers were unyielding. “It’s an order, and the gates are closed until the morning.” He couldn’t climb the walls, and even if he could, his two ponies couldn’t. He probably exhausted all the curse words he knew, if I know anything about him, and he got even angrier when he remembered he had guests coming for dinner. Then he started thinking and recalled that the railway ran through the wall. A quick look showed him that there were gates across it, also firmly shut, and that’s when he got his second wind, along with a whole new batch of curse words, which were interrupted by the whistle of an oncoming train. Then a bright idea hit him. Where a train could go, a pony could go, so he stood close to the tracks in the darkness, told his stable hand to stay right beside him, and as soon as the train passed, he jumped onto the tracks and followed in its wake, ignoring the angry protests of the gatekeepers. He got through the gate successfully, but then, unfortunately, his troubles started, because the railway had not been designed to accommodate ponies going through the wall. There were rocks, barbed wire, fences, and mud holes, and his guests often recall how, just as they were sitting down to eat under the welcoming care of his main servant, a man appeared, caked in mud up to his eyes—it was summertime, after all, and there was plenty of mud around Beijing—and he was silent, because no amount of swearing could have accurately expressed his feelings. Such are some of the joys of living in a chaotic city.

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055When I had sat an hour in the gate I rose to go, and the rickshaw coolie and I disagreed as to the fare. A rickshaw coolie and I never did agree as to the fare. Gladly would I pay double to avoid a row, but the coolie, taken from the Legation Quarter of Peking where the tourists spoil him, would complain and try to extort more if you offered him a dollar for a ten-cent ride, therefore the thing was not to be avoided. I did not see my way to getting clear, and a crowd began to gather. Then there came along a Chinese, a well-dressed young man.

055After sitting at the gate for an hour, I stood up to leave, but I ended up arguing with the rickshaw driver over the fare. I never seemed to agree with a rickshaw driver about the price. I would gladly pay double to avoid a fight, but the driver, coming from the Legation Quarter of Peking where tourists spoil him, would complain and try to squeeze more money out of you if you offered him a dollar for a ten-cent ride, so it was something I couldn't avoid. I didn’t see a way to get out of this situation, and a crowd started to gather. Then, a well-dressed young Chinese man walked by.

His long petticoats of silk were slit at the sides, he had on a silken jacket and a little round cap. He wore no queue, because few of the men of his generation, and of his rank wear a queue, and he spoke English as good as my own.

His long silk petticoats had slits on the sides, he wore a silk jacket and a small round cap. He didn’t have a queue because few men of his age and rank wore one, and he spoke English just as well as I did.

“What is the matter?” I told him. “How much did you pay him?”

“What’s going on?” I asked him. “How much did you pay him?”

“Forty cents.”

"40 cents."

“It is too much,” said he, and he called a policeman, and that coolie was driven off with contumely. But it marked a wonderful stride in Chinese feeling that a Chinese should come to the assistance of a foreigner in distress. Not very long ago he would have passed on the other side, scorning the woman of the outer barbarians, glad in his heart that she should be “done” even by one so low in the social scale as a rickshaw coolie, a serf of the great city these ancient walls enclose.

“It’s too much,” he said, and he called over a police officer, and that coolie was driven away with contempt. But it was a significant change in Chinese sentiment that a Chinese person would come to help a foreigner in trouble. Not long ago, he would have walked on the other side, looking down on the woman from the outer barbarians, secretly pleased that she was being taken advantage of even by someone as lowly as a rickshaw coolie, a servant of the great city within these ancient walls.










CHAPTER IV—THE LEGATION QUARTER OF PEKING

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A forgotten tragedy—The troops—“Lest We Forget”—The fortified wall—“No low-class Chinese”—The last thing in the way of insults—A respecter of power—Racing stables—Pekin s'amuse—Chinese gentleman on a waltz—Musical comedy—The French of the Far East—Chances of an outbreak—No wounded.

A forgotten tragedy—The troops—“Lest We Forget”—The fortified wall—“No low-class Chinese”—The last barrier to insults—A person who respects power—Racing stables—Peking's entertainment—Chinese gentleman dancing a waltz—Musical comedy—The French influence in the Far East—Risks of an outbreak—No injuries.

At Canton a few years since,” wrote Sir George Staunton, recording the visit of the first British Ambassador to the Emperor of China in 1798, “an accident happened which had well-nigh put a stop to our foreign trade. Evils of every kind fraught with this tendency are to be apprehended, and ought to be particularly guarded against, especially by a commercial nation. On some day by rejoicing in firing the guns of one of those vessels which navigates between the British settlements in India and Canton, but not in the employment of the East India Company, two Chinese, in a boat lying near the vessel, were accidentally killed by the gunner. The crime of murder is never pardoned in China. The Viceroy of the Province, fired with indignation at the supposed atrocity, demanded the perpetrator of the deed, or the person of him who ordered it. The event was stated in remonstrance to be purely accidental but the Viceroy, supposing it to have been done from a wicked disposition, still persisted in his 057demand, and to assure himself of that object, he seized one of the principal supercargoes. The other factories being alarmed, united themselves with the English as in a common cause, and seemed disposed to resist the intentions of the Viceroy who on his part arranged his troops on the banks of the river to force a compliance. It was at last deemed expedient on principles of policy, to give up the gunner with scarce a glimmering of hope that his life would be spared.”

A few years ago in Canton,” wrote Sir George Staunton, documenting the visit of the first British Ambassador to the Emperor of China in 1798, “an incident occurred that nearly halted our foreign trade. Various threats that could lead to such a situation must be taken seriously and should be especially guarded against, especially by a trading nation. On a certain day, while celebrating by firing the cannons of one of the ships that travels between the British settlements in India and Canton, but not affiliated with the East India Company, two Chinese men in a nearby boat were accidentally killed by the gunner. In China, the crime of murder is never forgiven. The Viceroy of the Province, filled with anger at the supposed crime, demanded the person responsible for the act or the one who ordered it. It was stated in protest that the event was purely accidental, but the Viceroy, believing it to be a malicious act, insisted on his 057demand, and to secure this, he detained one of the main supercargoes. The other trading companies, alarmed by the situation, joined forces with the English as if it were a common cause and appeared ready to stand against the Viceroy's intentions, who positioned his troops along the riverbanks to enforce compliance. Ultimately, it was deemed necessary from a political standpoint to hand over the gunner, with little hope that his life would be spared.”

Later on in a casual footnote he records that their worst fears had been realised, and the unfortunate gunner, given up, let us hope, not so much from motives of policy as to save the supercargo, had been done to death.

Later on in a casual footnote, he notes that their worst fears came true, and the unfortunate gunner, resigned to his fate—let's hope, not just for political reasons but to save the supercargo—was killed.

That incident, to my mind, explains the Legation Quarter of Peking to-day. Of course the Legation, in its present form, dates only from the Boxer rising, but the germ of it was there when the merchants of the assembled nations felt themselves compelled to sacrifice the careless gunner “from motives of policy.” One hundred and twenty years ago the Western nations were only a stage removed from the barbaric civilisation the Chinese had reached two or three thousand years before, but still they were moving onward, and they felt they must combine if they would trade with this rich land, and yet protect their subjects and their goods. And so they did combine, and there arose that curious state of affairs between the foreigners and the people of the land that has held for many years, that holds in no other land, and that has crystallised in the Legation Quarter of Peking.

That event, to me, explains the Legation Quarter of Beijing today. Of course, the Legation, in its current form, only started after the Boxer Rebellion, but the foundation was there when the merchants of the various nations felt they had to sacrifice the careless gunner “for political reasons.” One hundred and twenty years ago, Western nations were only one step away from the primitive civilization that the Chinese had achieved two or three thousand years earlier, but they were still progressing, and they believed they needed to unite if they wanted to trade with this wealthy land while also protecting their people and their goods. So they did unite, creating that unique relationship between foreigners and the local population that has lasted for many years, exists nowhere else, and has solidified in the Legation Quarter of Beijing.

Suppose in London all the great nations of the 058earth took a strip of the town, extending say from Marble Arch to Hyde Park Corner, and from Park Lane to Bond Street, held it and fortified it heavily, barring out the inhabitants, not wholly, but by certain regulations that prevented them having the upper hand. The thing is unthinkable, yet that is exactly what has happened in Peking. Against the Tartar wall, from the Chien Men to the Ha Ta Men, the nations have taken a parallelogram of ground all but a mile square, they have heavily fortified it, on three sides they have cleared a broad glacis on which no houses may be built, and they have there a body of troops with which they could overawe if not hold all the town.

Imagine if all the major nations of the 058world came together in London and claimed a section of the city, stretching from Marble Arch to Hyde Park Corner, and from Park Lane to Bond Street. They fortified this area heavily, keeping the locals out not completely, but through rules that made sure they couldn't gain the upper hand. It seems unimaginable, yet that's exactly what's happened in Beijing. Along the Tartar wall, from the Chien Men to the Ha Ta Men, the nations have taken a piece of land nearly a mile square, fortified it heavily, cleared a wide area on three sides where no houses can be built, and stationed troops there who could intimidate, if not control, the entire city.

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No man knows exactly how many men the Japanese have, but supposing they are on a par with the other nations, there are at least two thousand five hundred men armed to the teeth and kept at the highest pitch of perfection in the Legation Quarter. Living there is like living in an armed camp. You cannot go in or out without passing forts or guns, in the streets you meet ammunition wagons, baggage wagons, Red Cross wagons, and at every turn are soldiers, soldiers of all the European nations that have any standing at all, soldiers from America, soldiers from Japan; they are doing sentry-go at the various Legations, they are drilling, they are marching, they are shooting all day long. In one corner of the British Legation they keep untouched a piece of the old shot-torn wall of 1900 and painted on it, in big black letters, is the legend, “Lest We Forget,” a reminder always, if the nations needed a reminder, of the days of 1900, of the terrible days that may be repeated any time this 059peace-loving nation drifts into an anti-foreign outbreak. I was going to write it is almost insulting; but it is insulting, and this armed Legation Quarter must be in truth cruelly galling to the better-class, educated Chinese. They must long to oust these arrogant men from the West and their neighbour from the East, who thus lord it over them in the very heart of their own city. Even the wall, the great Tartar wall built first by Kublai Khan, and finished by the Ming conquerors, comes under foreign domination from the Ha Ta Men to the Chien Men. The watch-tower over the Ha Ta Men is still in the hands of the Chinese, and like most things Chinese is all out of repair. The red lacquer is cracked, the gold is faded, the grass grows on the tiled roofs, in the winter dried-up and faded, in the summer lush and green, and for all the Chinese soldiers hold it, it is desolate and a thing of the past But a hundred yards or so to the west, is the German post. Always are armed men there with the eagle on their helmets, always an armed sentry marches up and down, keeping watch and ward. No great need for them to hold the Ha Ta Men, their guns dominate it, and below in the town the French hold carefully the fortified eastern side of the Legation Quarter. The centre of that strip of wall, held by the Japanese, is marked by an iron fence called, I am told, a “traverse.” There is a gate in it, and across the path to that gate, so that it may not be so easily got through, is built up a little wall of brick the height of a man. In the summertime the grass grows on it green and fresh, and all the iron bars of that fence and gate are wreathed in morning glory. The Japanese are not so much in evidence as the 060efficient Germans or the smart Americans, but I am told they are more than keen, and would gladly and effectually hold the whole wall would the other nations allow them. At the Chien Men, the western end of the mile-long strip of wall are the Americans, tall, lean, smart, capable men in khaki, with slouch hats turned up at the sides, clean-shaven faces and the sound in their voices that makes of their English another tongue. In the troubles of 1912, when fires were breaking out all over the city, and every foreigner fled for safety to his Legation, Uncle Sam, guarding the western end of the wall overlooking those Legations, seized the beautiful new watch-tower on the Chien Men, his soldiers established themselves there, and they hold it still. It dominates their Legation they say with reason, for their own safety they must hold it, and the Chinese acquiesce, not because they like it, but because they must. Periodically representations come in, all is quiet now, the Americans may as well give up the main gate, or rather watch-tower, for they do not hold the main gate, only the tower that overlooks it. But the answer is always the same, it overlooks their Legation, they must hold it. They have a wireless telegraph post there and a block-house, and the regulations for the sentry, couched in cold, calm, official language, are an insult to the friendly nation that gives them hospitality, or would be so, if that nation had not shown itself incapable of controlling the passions of its own aroused people. The sentry clad in khaki in summer, in blue in winter, marching up and down by the watch-tower, magnificent in its gorgeous Eastern decorations of blue, and green, and red, and barbaric gold, must report at once anything 061unusual taking place in the gate below, any large gathering of Chinese, any unusual commotion, but above all upon that wall, that wall that belongs to them and is the wall of their capital city, he must not allow, without a permit, any Chinese. The wording of the order runs, “No low-class Chinese,” but the definition of low class is left to the discretion of the soldier, and he is not likely to risk a reproof from those in authority over him by being too lax. With my own eyes have I seen a Chinese, well-dressed in European clothes, turned back by the sentry from the ramp when he would have walked upon the wall. He looked surprised, he was with European friends, the order could not apply to him, but the sentry was firm. He had his orders, “No Chinese,” and without a special permit he must see them carried out. It seemed cruel, and unnecessarily humiliating, but on the central ramp are still the places where the Americans, seeking some material for a barricade, fighting to save themselves from a ghastly death, tore out the bricks from the side of the great wall. Other nations beside Britain, write in their actions, if not on their walls: “Lest We Forget!” The lower-class Chinese probably do not mind the prohibition. It is considered bad manners for a Chinaman to walk upon the wall, because he thereby overlooks the private houses below, but in these days of the New Republic possibly good manners are not so much considered as formerly, and since the Chinese have never been allowed upon the wall they probably do not realise that thirteen miles of it are free to them, if they care to go there. Some few I know do, because I have met there men gathering the dried vegetation for fuel, and I have 062seen one or two beggars, long-haired, filthy men in the frowsiest of rags, but the first have probably got permission from the soldiers, and the latter, seeing foreigners there, have most likely been tempted by the hope of what to them is a lavish dole, and, finding no harm happen, have come again. I may be wrong, of course, but I hardly think death can have much terror for the Chinese beggar, life must hold so very little for him. Those who, having dared their own portion of the wall with impunity, find the foreign mile still a forbidden place to them, probably put it in the same category as the Forbidden City, and never realise that it is the outlander, the outer barbarian, and not their own Government that shuts them off.

No one really knows how many people the Japanese have, but if they’re like other nations, there are at least two thousand five hundred heavily armed men at peak readiness in the Legation Quarter. Living there feels like being in a military camp. You can't come or go without passing forts or guns; the streets are filled with ammunition wagons, baggage wagons, Red Cross vehicles, and soldiers from every European nation that exists, as well as Americans and Japanese. They’re keeping watch at the various Legations, drilling, marching, and shooting all day long. In one corner of the British Legation, they preserved a piece of the old, damaged wall from 1900, and painted on it in big black letters is the phrase, "Lest We Forget," a constant reminder for the nations that the terrible events of 1900 could happen again if this peace-loving nation slips into anti-foreign sentiment. I was going to say it’s almost insulting, but honestly, it is insulting, and this armed Legation Quarter must be truly frustrating for the better-educated Chinese. They must long to drive out these arrogant Westerners and their Eastern neighbor who dominate them right in the heart of their own city. Even the grand Tartar wall, first built by Kublai Khan and finished by the Ming conquerors, is under foreign control from Ha Ta Men to Chien Men. The watchtower at Ha Ta Men is still with the Chinese, but like many things in China, it’s in disrepair. The red lacquer is chipped, the gold has dulled, grass grows on the tiled roofs, dried out in winter and lush in summer, and despite the Chinese soldiers holding it, it feels desolate and a relic of the past. Just a hundred yards to the west lies the German post. Armed men with eagles on their helmets are always stationed there, a sentry marching up and down, keeping watch. There isn’t much need for them to hold Ha Ta Men; their guns command it, while the French carefully fortify the eastern side of the Legation Quarter. The center of that wall, held by the Japanese, is marked by an iron fence called, I’m told, a “traverse.” There’s a gate in it, and to make it less accessible, there’s a small brick wall built up to the height of a person across the path to that gate. In summer, the grass grows fresh and green on it, and all the iron bars of that fence and gate are covered in morning glory. The Japanese might not be as visible as the efficient Germans or the sharp Americans, but I hear they are very eager and would gladly take control of the whole wall if the other nations would let them. At Chien Men, the western end of the mile-long wall, are the Americans—tall, lean, smart men in khaki, with slouch hats turned up at the sides, clean-shaven faces, and their English sounds like a different language. During the troubles of 1912, when fires broke out across the city and every foreigner rushed to their Legation for safety, Uncle Sam, guarding the western end of the wall overlooking those Legations, took control of the beautiful new watchtower at Chien Men. His soldiers set up there, and they still hold it today. They assert it’s crucial for their Legation’s safety, and the Chinese comply, not out of approval but because they have to. Occasionally, there are requests, and now that things are quiet, the Americans could give up the main gate, or rather the watchtower, since they don’t really control the main gate, only the tower above it. But the response is always the same: it overlooks their Legation, and they need to maintain it. They have a wireless telegraph post there and a blockhouse, and the sentry's orders, written in cold, official language, insult the friendly nation that offers them hospitality—or would be, if that nation hadn't shown it couldn't control the passions of its own agitated people. The sentry, dressed in khaki in summer and blue in winter, marches back and forth beside the watchtower, magnificent with its stunning Eastern decorations of blue, green, red, and vivid gold, must immediately report anything unusual happening at the gate below, any large gatherings of Chinese, or any strange commotion. But above all, on that wall that belongs to them and is part of their capital city, he must not allow any Chinese without a permit. The order says, “No low-class Chinese,” but the definition of low-class is left up to the soldier's discretion, and he’s unlikely to take the risk of being reprimanded by his superiors for being too lax. With my own eyes, I've seen a well-dressed Chinese man in European clothes turned away by the sentry when he tried to walk along the wall. He looked surprised; he was with European friends, and the order shouldn’t apply to him. But the sentry was firm. He had his orders: “No Chinese,” and without special permission, he had to enforce them. It seemed cruel and unnecessarily humiliating, but along the central ramp are still the marks where Americans, looking for material for a barricade to defend themselves from a horrific fate, ripped bricks from the side of the great wall. Other nations besides Britain express it in their actions if not on their walls: “Lest We Forget!” The lower-class Chinese probably don’t mind the ban. It's seen as bad manners for a Chinese person to walk on the wall because it allows them to overlook the private homes below. However, in these days of the New Republic, perhaps good manners aren't held in such high regard anymore, and since the Chinese have never been allowed on the wall, they probably don't realize that thirteen miles of it is free for them if they wish to go there. A few I know do, because I’ve met people gathering dried plants for fuel, and I’ve seen a couple of beggars, long-haired, filthy men in rags. The first probably got permission from the soldiers, and the latter, seeing foreigners there, likely came hoping for what they consider a generous handout and, finding no trouble, returned. I could be wrong, of course, but I doubt that death terrifies the Chinese beggar much; life must hold so little for him. Those who have dared to roam their section of the wall without consequence likely see the foreign mile as just as forbidden as the Forbidden City, not realizing it is the foreigners, the outsiders, and not their own government that keeps them away.

But the holding of that wall by an armed force, that dominates both the Chinese and the Tartar Cities, seems to me the very greatest thing in the way of insults. Some day when the Chinese are a united nation, powerful as they ought to be, they will awake to that insult, and the first thing they will do will be to clear their wall from foreign interference. Meanwhile, as I sit in a courtyard of a temple of the Western Hills, drinking in the sparkling air of September, looking at the lovely blue sky peeping through the dark green branches of the temple pines, as I sit and write this book, I think gratefully of that loose-limbed, lissom, athletic, young American soldier who, with rifle across his shoulder, is doing sentry-go upon the wall. The German is there too, the stiff, well-drilled, military German, but my heart goes out to the man who is nearer akin, and whose speech is not unlike that of the people of my own land. It seems to me I am 063safe here, alone among the Chinese, because of those soldiers. There are those who will say I am wrong, that the Chinese are always courteous, and that they like me because of the money I put into their pockets. And that is true enough too. I have found the very rickshaw coolie a finished, courteous gentleman in his manner towards me, and I have received many little acts of kindness which could but come from a kindly heart, with no thought of profit behind it; but still, deep down at the bottom of my heart, I know that the Chinese, more than any man on earth perhaps, respects power, and the Legation Quarter, and the holding of that wall, are an outward manifestation of power that reaches far and keeps me safe here in my mountain temple. The gods here by my side are dead, who fears or respects the gods, Spanish chestnuts are stored beside their altars, but the foreign soldiers on the wall are a fact there is no getting over. It impresses those in authority, and the fiat goes forth, permeating through all classes, “The foreigner is not to be touched under any circumstances whatever.”

But the fact that an armed force is holding that wall, which controls both the Chinese and Tartar Cities, feels to me like the worst kind of insult. Someday, when the Chinese become a united nation, strong as they should be, they'll wake up to that insult, and the first thing they'll do is remove foreign interference from their wall. Meanwhile, as I sit in a courtyard of a temple in the Western Hills, breathing in the fresh September air and admiring the beautiful blue sky peeking through the dark green branches of the temple pines, as I write this book, I think gratefully of that relaxed, athletic young American soldier who, with his rifle slung over his shoulder, is keeping watch on the wall. The German is there too, the stiff, well-trained military German, but I feel a connection with the guy who's more like me, whose speech reminds me of the people from my own country. I feel 063safe here, alone among the Chinese, because of those soldiers. Some might say I’m mistaken, that the Chinese are always polite and that they like me because of the money I put in their pockets. And that’s true as well. I’ve found that even the rickshaw pullers treat me with great courtesy, and I've received many small acts of kindness that come from genuine goodwill, without any hidden motive; but still, deep down in my heart, I know that the Chinese, more than anyone else, respect power, and the Legation Quarter and the control of that wall are visible signs of power that keep me safe here in my mountain temple. The gods by my side are long gone; who fears or respects the gods? Spanish chestnuts are piled next to their altars, but the foreign soldiers on the wall are an undeniable fact. It influences those in power, and the message is clear, spreading through all levels of society: “The foreigner is not to be harmed under any circumstances.”

On this wall come the foreign community to exercise and promenade in the cool of the evening in summer, or to enjoy the sunshine at midday in winter, and here all the soldiers and sailors of the various nationalities foregather. There is no other place in all Peking where one can walk with comfort, for the Chinese as a nation, have no idea of the joy of exercise. They have put it out of the power of their women to move save with difficulty, and that a man should take any pleasure in violent exercise seems to them absurd. To walk when he 064can ride in a rickshaw, or mount a donkey, would argue something wrong in his mental outlook, so it happens that, in all the great city, there are only the streets of the Legation Quarter and the wall where walking exercise can be indulged in. The streets of the Quarter are the streets of an uninteresting, commonplace town, but the wall overlooking the two cities is quite another matter. Here the part of the foreign community that does not ride takes its exercise, and foregathers with its kind.

On this wall, the foreign community gathers to exercise and take walks in the cool of the summer evenings or to enjoy the sun at noon in winter. Here, all the soldiers and sailors from different nations come together. There’s no other place in all of Beijing where you can walk comfortably because, as a nation, the Chinese don’t really value exercise. They’ve made it so that women can hardly move at all, and the idea that a man would take pleasure in strenuous activity seems ridiculous to them. To walk when you can ride in a rickshaw or get on a donkey would suggest something is off with a person’s mindset. So, it turns out that in this entire large city, only the streets of the Legation Quarter and this wall provide a place for walking. The streets of the Quarter are just the unnoticed, ordinary streets of a small town, but the wall overlooking the two cities is a whole different story. Here, those in the foreign community who don’t ride get their exercise and meet up with others like them.

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The foreign quarter is not always thinking of the dangers it is guarding against. That it thinks also a great deal of its amusement, goes without saying. I have observed that this is a special characteristic of the Briton abroad. At home the middle-class man—or woman—is chary of pleasure, taking it as if it were something he had hardly a right to; but abroad he seizes eagerly the smallest opportunity for amusing himself, demanding amusement as something that hardly compensates him for his exile from his native land. So it has come that I, a looker-on, with less strong bonds than those from the Old Country binding me to my father's land, fancy that these exiles have in the end a far better time than the men of the same class who stay at home. I am apt to have no pity for them whatever.

The foreign area doesn't always think about the dangers it's protecting itself against. It's clear that it also cares a lot about having fun. I've noticed that this is a special trait of Brits when they're abroad. At home, the middle-class man—or woman—holds back on enjoyment, treating it like something they barely have the right to. But when they're away, they jump at every chance to have a good time, expecting fun to make up for their separation from their homeland. So, I've come to believe that I, as an observer with fewer ties to my father's country than they have to their Old Country, think these exiles have a much better time than those of the same class who stay back home. I tend not to feel sorry for them at all.

One thing is certain, people keep horses here in Peking who could not dream of such a luxury in England. True, they are only ponies fourteen hands high, but a great deal of fun can be got out of pony racing. And racing-stables are a feature of the Quarter. Not that they are in the Quarter. 065On the plain, about five miles to the west of the city, lies the little race-course, and dotted about within easy distance of this excellent training-ground are the various training-stables for the ponies. The China pony comes from Mongolia, where close watch and ward is kept over him, and neither mares nor stallions are exported.

One thing's for sure, people keep horses here in Beijing who could never afford such a luxury in England. Sure, they’re only ponies around fourteen hands high, but you can have a lot of fun with pony racing. Racing stables are a big part of the Quarter. Not that they’re actually in the Quarter. 065Just five miles west of the city is a small racecourse, and scattered nearby are the training stables for the ponies. The China pony comes from Mongolia, where they keep a close eye on them, and neither mares nor stallions are exported.

“If I could only get hold of a mare,” sighs the young racing man, but he sighs in vain. Meanwhile he can indulge in the sport of kings cheaply.

“If I could just get my hands on a mare,” sighs the young racer, but his sigh is in vain. In the meantime, he can enjoy the sport of kings for a low cost.

“I've joined another fellow in a racing-stable,” said a man to me, soon after my arrival in Peking, and I looked upon him with something of the awe and respect one gives to great wealth. I had not thought he was so well off. He saw my mistake and laughed.

“I've joined another guy in a racing stable,” said a man to me, soon after I arrived in Beijing, and I looked at him with a bit of awe and respect, like you do for someone wealthy. I hadn't realized he was doing so well. He noticed my mistake and laughed.

“The preliminary expenses are only thirty pounds,” he went on, “and I don't intend they shall be very heavy. We can have good sport at a moderate cost.” Of course moderate cost is an elastic term, depending on the purse of the speaker, but in this case I think it meant that men of very ordinary means, poor exiles who would live in a six-roomed flat with a couple of maidservants in England, might have a good time without straining those means unduly.

“The initial expenses are just thirty pounds,” he continued, “and I don't plan on them being too high. We can have a great time without spending a lot.” Of course, "a great time" is a flexible term, depending on the speaker's budget, but in this case, I think it meant that guys with pretty average incomes, struggling expats who would live in a six-room flat with a couple of maids in England, could enjoy themselves without stretching their finances too thin.

A race-meeting in Peking has peculiarities all its own. Of course it is only the men from the West who would think of a race-meeting. The Chinese, except at the theatre, do not amuse themselves in crowds.

A horse race in Beijing has its own unique characteristics. Naturally, it's only the Western folks who would even consider a horse race. The Chinese, except at the theater, don't entertain themselves in large groups.

The Spring Meeting took place early in May, and the description of it should come a little later in my book, but it seems to fall naturally into 066the story of the doings of the Legation Quarter. Arrangements were made with the French railway running to Hankow to stop close to the course, and put the race-going crowd down there. There was no other means of getting there, except by riding; for driving in a country where every inch of ground, save a narrow and rough track, is given over to the needs of agriculture, is out of the question. That spring race-meeting the day was ideal. There was the blue sky overhead, the brilliant sunshine, a gentle breeze to temper it, the young kaoliang was springing, lush and green, in the fields, and the ash-trees that shelter the race-course were one delicate tender green. A delicious day. Could the heart of man desire more? Apparently the foreign residents of Peking did not desire more, for they turned out, men, women, and children. And then I saw what a handful of people are these foreigners who live in the capital of China and endeavour to direct her destinies, for save and except the missionary element, most of the other foreigners were there, from his Britannic Majesty's representative to the last little boy who had joined a hong as junior clerk at a hundred dollars a month, and felt that the cares of Empire were on his shoulders. They were mostly British, of course, the foreign trade of China—long may it be so—is mostly in British hands; and there were representatives of every other great nation, the Ministers of France, Germany, Russia, of Italy, Austria, Spain, Belgium, Holland, and Japan, everyone but America, for America was busy recognising the Chinese Republic, and the other nations were smiling, and wondering why the nation that prides 067itself on being the champion of freedom for the people, was being the first to recognise what is, virtually, a despotic rule.

The Spring Meeting happened in early May, and I’ll describe it in more detail later in my book, but it naturally fits into the story of the happenings in the Legation Quarter. Arrangements were made with the French railway to Hankow to stop close to the course and drop off the race attendees there. There was no other way to get there except by riding, as driving was impractical in a country where every inch of land, except for a narrow and rough path, is used for agriculture. That day of the spring race-meeting was perfect. The sky was blue, the sun was shining brightly, and a gentle breeze kept things comfortable. The young kaoliang was springing up lush and green in the fields, and the ash trees surrounding the racecourse were a delicate tender green. It was a wonderful day. Could anyone want anything more? Apparently, the foreign residents of Peking didn’t, as they all came out—men, women, and children. I realized how few these foreigners are that live in the capital of China and try to shape her future, because, aside from the missionaries, almost all the other foreigners were present, from the representative of His Britannic Majesty to the last little boy who had just joined a hong as a junior clerk earning a hundred dollars a month, feeling the weight of the Empire on his shoulders. Most of them were British, of course, since foreign trade in China—may it last long—is mostly in British hands; and there were representatives from every other major nation, including France, Germany, Russia, Italy, Austria, Spain, Belgium, Holland, and Japan, with everyone except America, as America was busy recognizing the Chinese Republic. The other nations were smiling and wondering why the country that prides itself on being the champion of freedom for the people was the first to acknowledge what is effectively a despotic rule.

The little course, a mile round, is marked out with leafy ash-trees, the grand-stand was charming with lilac bloom purple and white, and banksia roses, fragrant as tender memories. It was shaded by p'engs—mats—raised high on scaffolding, so that pleasant shade might not interfere with the cool breeze, and here were the women of the community, the women of well-to-do people, gay in dainty toilets from London and Paris; the men were in light summer suits, helmets and straw hats, for summer was almost upon us. Tiffin, the luncheon of the East, was set in the rooms behind, decorated with miniature flags of all nations, made in Japan, and wreathed with artificial flowers, though there was a wealth of natural blossom around the stand outside. There is a steward's room and the weighing-room in one tiny building with a curved roof of artistic Chinese design, and all the ponies are walked about and saddled and mounted where every interested spectator can see them. And every spectator on that sunny May day was interested, for the horses, the sturdy Chinese ponies, were, and always are, owned and ridden by the men of the company, men whom everybody knows intimately. For these Peking race-meetings are only amateur, and though, occasionally, a special pony may change hands at two thousand dollars—two hundred pounds—the majority are bought and sold under two hundred dollars—twenty pounds—and yet their owners have much joy and pride in them.

The little track, a mile around, is lined with leafy ash trees, and the grandstand is lovely with purple and white lilacs, and banksia roses that smell as sweet as fond memories. It’s shaded by p'engs—mats—raised high on scaffolding, allowing the cool breeze to flow without disruption, and here are the women of the community, the women from well-off families, dressed in elegant outfits from London and Paris; the men are in light summer suits, helmets, and straw hats since summer is almost here. Tiffin, the lunch of the East, is served in the rooms behind, decorated with miniature flags from all nations made in Japan and adorned with artificial flowers, even though there's plenty of natural blooms around the stand outside. There’s a steward’s room and a weighing room in one small building with a curved roof featuring artistic Chinese design, and all the ponies are paraded, saddled, and ridden where every interested spectator can see them. And every spectator on that sunny May day was indeed interested, because the sturdy Chinese ponies are owned and ridden by the men of the company, men who everyone knows well. These Peking race meetings are purely amateur, and while occasionally a special pony might be sold for two thousand dollars—two hundred pounds—most are bought and sold for under two hundred dollars—twenty pounds—and yet their owners take great joy and pride in them.

Surely it is unique, a race-meeting where all the 068civilised nations of the earth meet and fraternise in simple, friendly fashion, taking a common pleasure in small things.

Surely it's unique, a race meeting where all the 068civilized nations of the world come together and socialize in a friendly way, enjoying simple pleasures together.

“They're off!” Mostly the exclamation was in English, but a Russian-owned horse, ridden by a Cossack rider, won one race, and was led proudly up to the weighing-room by a fair lady of his own people, and was cordially applauded, for the winner was always applauded, no matter what his nationality.

“They’re off!” Most of the shouting was in English, but a Russian-owned horse, ridden by a Cossack, won one race. He was led up to the weighing room proudly by a lovely lady from his own community, and there was enthusiastic applause, because the winner always received applause, regardless of their nationality.

The horses, coming out to parade, were each led by their own mafoo, who managed to look horsey in spite of a shaven head, long queue, and pronounced Chinese features. Up and down they led the ponies, up and down, and when at last the precious charges must be resigned, a score of them squatted down just where they could get the best view of the race, and doubtless each man put up a little prayer to the god he most affected, that the pony that carried his money might come in first.

The horses, coming out to show off, were each led by their own handler, who managed to look horse-like despite having a shaved head, a long braid, and distinct Chinese features. They walked the ponies back and forth, and when it was finally time to let them go, a group of them squatted down right where they could get the best view of the race, and surely each guy said a little prayer to the god he favored most, hoping that the pony carrying his money would come in first.

When we were not watching the saddling, or the parade, or the race, or the weighing-in, we were listening to a Chinese band, Sir Robert Bredon's band, with a Chinese conductor, playing selections from all the modern Western music. It might have been—where in the world might it not have been? Nowhere but in Peking in the heart of China surely, for there, just beyond the limit of the course, were long strings of camels bound for coal to the Western Hills, marching steadily, solemnly, tirelessly, as they marched in the days of Marco Polo, and a thousand years before the days of Marco Polo, and all round the course, crowding every point of vantage were a large concourse of Chinese, people 069of the working and middle classes, clad mostly in blue, the women with bound feet from the farms near by, the men and the children very likely from further afield, but all unchanging as the camels themselves, eagerly watching the foreigners' sports. They are not allowed to come into the enclosure, every mafoo and attendant wears a special badge, and even Chinese of the better class may come only by special invitation of some member. These interested folk, who have no friends among the foreigners may not even go into the enclosure, where the “Tommies” and bluejackets, men from England and America, France, Japan, and all the countries of the earth crowded in the gay sunshine making high holiday. Nevertheless the Orientals surrounded the course. They got upon the mounds of earth that are at the back and looked from that vantage-point not only at the races but at the foreign devils at their tiffin and afternoon tea. Their own refreshment was provided by hawkers selling cakes and sweetmeats, just outside the forbidden ground, and Peking carts and donkeys waited round to take them back to their homes. There were even beggars there, beggars with long, unkempt hair, wrapped in a single garment of sackcloth, ragged, unwashed, unkempt, the typical beggars of China, for no one knows better than they when money is being lightly handled, and as the bright sunny day, the gorgeous spring day of Northern China drew slowly to a close doubtless even they, whom every man's hand was against, gathered in a few stray cash. I hope they did. Such a very little makes so much difference in China.

When we weren’t watching the saddling, the parade, the race, or the weighing-in, we were listening to a Chinese band, Sir Robert Bredon’s band, with a Chinese conductor, playing modern Western music. It could have been—where else could it have been? Nowhere but in Peking, in the heart of China, for there, just beyond the edge of the racetrack, were long lines of camels heading for coal from the Western Hills, marching steadily, solemnly, tirelessly, just like they did in the days of Marco Polo and a thousand years before him. Around the track, filling every vantage point, was a large crowd of Chinese—mostly from the working and middle classes, dressed mainly in blue—with women from the nearby farms having bound feet, and the men and children probably coming from farther away, all as unchanged as the camels, eagerly watching the foreigners’ sports. They weren’t allowed into the enclosure; every mafoo and attendant had a special badge, and even better-class Chinese could only come by special invitation from a member. These curious people, who had no friends among the foreigners, couldn’t enter the enclosure where “Tommies” and bluejackets—men from England, America, France, Japan, and other countries—crowded in the bright sunshine, celebrating. Nevertheless, the locals surrounded the track. They climbed the dirt mounds at the back to watch the races as well as the foreign devils enjoying their tiffin and afternoon tea. Their snacks came from hawkers selling cakes and sweets just outside the restricted area, and Peking carts and donkeys waited nearby to take them back home. There were even beggars, with long, untidy hair, wrapped in a single sackcloth garment, ragged and unwashed, the typical beggars of China, for no one knows better than they when money is being casually handled. As the bright, lovely spring day of Northern China slowly came to an end, they surely gathered a few stray cash coins, even with every man against them. I hope they did. Such a small amount can make a big difference in China.

The sun sank slowly to the west in the translucent 070sky, the ponies in the saddling paddock were walked slowly up and down in the long shadows of the ash-trees, and the country was beautiful with the soft regret of the dying day as we walked back through the fields of kaoliang to the railway station, we, the handful of people who represented the power and majesty of the Western world. The mighty walls of an older civilisation frowned down upon the train—this thing of yesterday—the last rays of the setting sun lighted up all the glory of the red and gold of the Chien Men watch-tower and we were in the Legation Quarter once more, with armed sentries at the gates, and the American soldier upon the wall sounding the bugle call for the changing guard.

The sun set slowly in the clear 070sky to the west, while the ponies in the saddling paddock were led back and forth in the long shadows of the ash trees. The countryside looked beautiful with the gentle sadness of the fading day as we walked back through the fields of kaoliang to the train station, we, the small group representing the power and grandeur of the Western world. The towering walls of an ancient civilization loomed over the train—this relic of yesterday—the last rays of the setting sun illuminated the rich reds and golds of the Chien Men watchtower, and we were back in the Legation Quarter, with armed guards at the gates and the American soldier on the wall sounding the bugle call for the changing of the guard.

I come from a country where every little township considers a race-course as necessary as a cemetery. I have been to many many race-meetings, but this one in Peking, where the men of the land are so barred out that no one of Chinese descent may belong to the Club or even ride a race, stands out as unique. It has a place in my mind by itself. It was so expressive of the attitude of the Powers who watch over China. Peking, the Peking of the Legations had been amusing herself. The National Assembly was in an uproar, the Premier was openly accused of murder, the Loan was in anything but a satisfactory state, everyone feared that the North and the South would be at each other's throats before the month was out, the air was full of rumours of wars, but the English-speaking community love racing, the other nations, from their Ministers downwards, had fallen into line, and Peking, foreign Peking, did itself well.

I come from a country where every small town thinks a racetrack is just as important as a cemetery. I've been to a lot of races, but this one in Beijing, where local men are completely excluded from the Club and can't even compete, stands out as something special. It occupies a unique spot in my mind. It reflects the attitude of the foreign powers overseeing China. Beijing, the Beijing of the Legations, was enjoying itself. The National Assembly was in chaos, the Premier was openly accused of murder, the Loan situation was anything but stable, everyone was worried that the North and South would be at each other's throats before the month ended, and the air was thick with rumors of wars. But the English-speaking community loved racing, and the other nations, from their ministers on down, fell in line, making sure that foreign Beijing kept up appearances.

And I wondered, I wondered much what the 071Chinese thought of it all. It is very, very difficult, so men tell me who have lived in China long, and speak the language well, to get at the bottom of the Chinese mind, to know what they really do think of us. The Chinese gentleman is so courteous that as far as possible he always expresses the opinion he thinks you would like to hear, and the Chinese woman, even if she be of the better classes, with very few exceptions is unlearned and ignorant as a child, indeed she is worse than a child of the Western nations, for the child is at least allowed to ask questions and learn, while all her charm is supposed to depend upon her subservience and her ignorance. As I stood on the race-course that day, and many a time as I sat in the lounge of the Wagons Lits Hotel—the European hotel of the Legation Quarter—where all tourists visiting Peking come, where the nations of the world foregather, and East meets West as never before perhaps in the world's history have they met, I have wondered very much indeed what the East, the portly middle-aged Chinaman with flowing silken robes and long queue thinks of us and our manners and customs. He was accompanied perhaps by a friend, or perhaps by a lady in high collar and trousers with a little son, the crown of the child's head shaven, and the remaining hair done in a halo of little plaits tied up with string, yellow, red, or blue, and he watched gravely either the dancing, or the conversation, or the conjurer, or whatever other amusement the “Wagons Lits” had for the time being set up. Again and again have I watched him, but I could never even make a guess at what he thought. Probably it was anything but complimentary.

And I found myself wondering a lot about what the 071Chinese really thought about it all. People who have lived in China for a long time and speak the language well tell me it’s really hard to understand the Chinese mindset and know what they truly think of us. The Chinese gentleman is so polite that he often shares the opinion he believes you would want to hear. On the other hand, the Chinese woman, even from the upper classes, is mostly uneducated and childlike; in fact, she is worse off than a Western child, who at least has the chance to ask questions and learn, while her charm is thought to rely on her subservience and ignorance. Standing on the racetrack that day, and many times while sitting in the lounge of the Wagons Lits Hotel—the European hotel in the Legation Quarter where all the tourists in Beijing gather, where the nations of the world come together, and East meets West as perhaps never before in history—I often wondered what the East, represented by the stocky, middle-aged Chinese man in flowing silk robes and a long queue, thought about us and our ways. He might have been with a friend or a woman dressed in a high collar and trousers, accompanied by a little boy whose head was shaved, while the remaining hair was styled in a halo of tiny braids tied with string in yellow, red, or blue. He watched seriously, either the dancing, the conversation, the magician, or whatever entertainment the “Wagons Lits” was offering at the time. Time and time again I observed him, but I could never even guess what he was thinking. It was probably anything but flattering.

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072"The men dressed for dinner,” said a Chinese once, describing an evening he had spent among foreigners; “then the order was given and the women stripped,” that is took off their wraps when the music began, only everything is “ordered” in China, “and each man seized a woman in his arms. He pushed her forward, he pulled her back,” graphic illustrations were given, “he whirled round and round and she had no will of her own. And it was all done to horrible music.”

072"The men got ready for dinner,” a Chinese person once said, describing an evening he spent with foreigners; “then the signal was given and the women took off their wraps when the music started, because everything is 'ordered' in China. Each man grabbed a woman and pulled her close, he pushed her forward, he pulled her back,” graphic details were shared, “he spun around and around and she had no say in it. And it was all done to awful music.”

Everything is in the point of view, and that is how, at least one Chinese gentleman saw a waltz. I used to wonder what he said of the musical comedy that from time to time is presented by a wandering company in the dining-room of the Wagons Lits Hotel. They displayed upon a tiny crowded stage, for the edification of Chinese and foreigners alike, for the room was crowded with Chinese both of the old and of the new order, such a picture of morals as Europeans take as a matter of course. We know well enough that such scenes as are depicted in “The Girl in the Taxi” are merely the figments of an exuberant imagination, and are not the daily habits of any class either in London or Paris. But what do the Chinese think? All things are necessary and good, I suppose, but some are difficult to explain. Thirteen years ago the Boxer tragedy, now the musical comedy full of indecencies scarcely veiled.

Everything is about perspective, and that’s how at least one Chinese gentleman viewed a waltz. I often wondered what he thought of the musical comedy that occasionally performed in the dining room of the Wagons Lits Hotel. They showcased on a small crowded stage, for the enjoyment of both Chinese and foreigners alike, a portrayal of morals that Europeans accept as normal. We know well enough that the scenarios in “The Girl in the Taxi” are just the products of an overactive imagination, and not the everyday behavior of any group in either London or Paris. But what do the Chinese think? Everything might be necessary and good, I suppose, but some things are hard to explain. Thirteen years ago, there was the Boxer tragedy, and now there’s musical comedy laden with barely concealed indecencies.

Truth to tell, it was a very interesting thing for a new-comer like me to sit in that hotel watching the people, and listening to the various opinions so freely given by all and sundry. From all parts of the world people come there, tourists, soldiers, 073sailors, business men, philanthropists'—men who were working for the good of China, and men who were ready to exploit her. And then the opinions as to the safety of the Europeans in China that were expressed! Here, in the security of the Legation Quarter, I collected those opinions as I wanted to go into the interior, and I was by no means anxious to risk my life.

Honestly, it was really fascinating for a newcomer like me to sit in that hotel, watching people and listening to the many opinions shared so openly by everyone around. People come from all over the world—tourists, soldiers, sailors, businesspeople, and philanthropists—some working for the good of China and others ready to take advantage of it. And then there were the opinions about how safe Europeans were in China! Here, in the safety of the Legation Quarter, I gathered those opinions because I wanted to venture inland, and I definitely wasn't eager to put my life at risk.

To arrive at any decision was very difficult. In the Treaty Ports there may be some unanimity, but once outside it seemed that every man had his own particular opinion of China and the Chinese, and all these opinions differed widely.

To make any decision was really tough. In the Treaty Ports, there might be some agreement, but once you step outside, it seemed like everyone had their own unique take on China and the Chinese, and all those views varied greatly.

“Safe,” said a man who had fought through the Boxer trouble; “safer far than London. They had to pay then, and they won't forget, you can take your oath of that.”

“Safe,” said a man who had fought through the Boxer trouble; “safer by far than London. They had to pay then, and they won’t forget, you can count on that.”

“Like living on a volcano,” said another. “No, I shall never forget the Boxer trouble. That's the kind of thing that is graved on your mind with hot irons. Do it again? Of course they'll do it again. A docile people, I grant you, but they're very fiends when they're aroused. They're emotional, you know, the French of the Far East, and when they let themselves go———” He paused, and I realised that he had seen them let themselves go, and no words could describe the horror of it. “Would I let my wife and children live in one of the hu t'ungs of Peking? Would I? How would they get away when the trouble commenced?”

“It's like living on a volcano,” said another. “No, I will never forget the Boxer Rebellion. That's the kind of thing that gets burned into your memory. Will they do it again? Of course, they will. A submissive people, I admit, but they're absolute demons when they get worked up. They're emotional, you know, the French of the Far East, and when they lose control———” He paused, and I could tell he had witnessed them lose control, and no words could capture the horror of it. “Would I let my wife and kids live in one of the hutongs in Beijing? Would I? How would they escape when trouble started?”

The chances are they couldn't get away. The hu t'ungs of Peking are narrow alley-ways running out from the main thoroughfares, and the houses there are built, Chinese fashion, round courtyards 074and behind blank walls, hidden away in a nest of other buildings, and the difficulty of getting out and back to the armed Legation Quarter, when a mob were out bent on killing, would be enormous.

The chances are they couldn’t escape. The hutongs of Beijing are narrow alleys branching off from the main streets, and the houses there are built, Chinese-style, around courtyards 074and behind blank walls, tucked away in a cluster of other buildings. The difficulty of getting out and returning to the fortified Legation Quarter, especially when a mob was out looking to kill, would be huge.

“A Debt Commission spells another anti-foreign outbreak, and we're within an ace of a Debt Commission,” said another man thoughtfully; “and if there is a row and things look like going against us, I keep one cartridge in my revolver for myself.” It does not seem much when I write it down, such things have I heard carelessly said many a time before, but when I, a foreigner and a solitary woman, was contemplating a trip up-country, they had a somewhat sinister sound.

“A Debt Commission means more anti-foreign sentiment, and we’re really close to having one,” another man said thoughtfully; “and if there’s trouble and things start to turn against us, I keep one bullet in my gun for myself.” It doesn’t seem like much when I write it down; I’ve heard people say things like this casually many times before, but when I, a foreigner and a lone woman, was thinking about a trip up-country, it sounded a bit threatening.

On the other hand again and again have I heard men scout all idea of danger, men who have been up and down the country for years. And yet but yesterday, the day before I write these words, a man looked at his pretty young wife, she was sweetly pretty, and vowed vehemently, “I would not leave my wife and child alone for a night in our house just outside the Quarter for anything on earth. If anything did happen—and it might———” and he dropped his voice. There are some things that will not bear thinking about, and he had seen the looting of Nanking and the unfortunates who had died when they took the Woosung Forts. “We went to look after the wounded,” said he, “and there weren't any wounded. The savage Northern soldiery had seen to that.” And those whom they mutilated were their own people! What would they do to a foreigner in the event of an anti-foreign outbreak?

On the other hand, I've heard men dismiss the idea of danger over and over again, men who have been through this country for years. And yet just yesterday, only the day before I wrote this, a man looked at his beautiful young wife—she was really lovely—and insisted, “I would never leave my wife and child alone for a night in our house just outside the Quarter for anything in the world. If something did happen—and it could—” and he lowered his voice. Some things are too terrible to think about, and he had witnessed the looting in Nanking and the unfortunate people who died when they captured the Woosung Forts. “We went to check on the wounded,” he said, “but there were no wounded. The brutal Northern soldiers made sure of that.” And those they mutilated were their own people! What would they do to a foreigner in the event of an anti-foreign uprising?

“Are you afraid?” I asked a man who certainly lived far enough away in the city. 075He looked at me curiously, as if he were going to say there was nothing to be afraid of, and then he changed his mind.

“Are you scared?” I asked a guy who definitely lived far enough away in the city. 075He looked at me with curiosity, as if he was about to say there was nothing to fear, but then he hesitated.

“Perhaps I am when I think of it,” said he; “but then you see, I don't think of it.”

“Maybe I am when I think about it,” he said, “but you see, I don’t think about it.”

And that is the average attitude, the necessary attitude, because no man can perpetually brood over the dangers that might assail him. Certain precautions he takes to safeguard himself, here are the nations armed to the teeth in the heart of a friendly country, and for the rest Quien sabe?

And that's the typical mindset, the essential mindset, because no one can constantly worry about the risks that could come their way. He takes some precautions to protect himself; here are the nations heavily armed in the middle of a friendly country, and beyond that, Who knows?

And I talked with all men, and while I was making preparations to go into the interior, had the good-fortune to see a quaint and curious pageant that took me back to Biblical days and made me remember how Vashti the Queen was cast down, and the beautiful Esther found favour in the sight of her lord, and how another tragic Hebrew Queen, going down to posterity with a name unjustly smirched and soiled, had once painted her face and tired her head, and looking out of the window had defied to the death her unfaithful servant. “Had Zimri peace who slew his master?”

And I talked to everyone, and while I was getting ready to head into the interior, I was lucky enough to witness a strange and fascinating parade that reminded me of Biblical times. It made me think about how Queen Vashti was rejected, and how the beautiful Esther found favor with her king, and how another tragic Hebrew queen, whose name is unfairly tarnished, had once put on makeup and styled her hair, and looking out of the window, had defiantly challenged her unfaithful servant to the death. “Did Zimri find peace after killing his master?”










CHAPTER V—THE FUNERAL OF AN EMPRESS

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A good republican—The restricted Empire of the Manchus—Condign punishment—Babylon—An Adventurous Chinaman—The entrance to the Forbidden City—The courtyards of Babylon—A discordant and jarring note—Choirs of priests—A living Buddha—“The Swanee River”—The last note in bathos—Palace eunuchs—Out of hand—Afternoon tea—The funeral procession—The imperial bier—Quaint and strange and Eastern.

A good republican—The limited Empire of the Manchus—Just punishment—Babylon—An adventurous Chinese man—The entrance to the Forbidden City—The courtyards of Babylon—A dissonant and jarring note—Choirs of priests—A living Buddha—“The Swanee River”—The final note in melodrama—Palace eunuchs—Right away—Afternoon tea—The funeral procession—The imperial coffin—Quaint, strange, and Eastern.

The Dowager-Empress of China, the unloved wife and widow of the late Emperor, died, so they gave out to the world, on the 22nd February, 1913, the day I arrived in China. As Empress, just one of the women of the Court chosen to please the ruler and to bear him children, his consort in China never seems to have had any particular standing. This Empress was overshadowed by her aunt, the great Dowager-Empress whom all the world knew, but once the Emperor was dead, as one of the guardians of the baby Emperor she came into a certain amount of power, for the position of Dowager-Empress seems to be an official one as, since her death, another woman who has never been wife to an Emperor has been appointed to the post.

The Dowager-Empress of China, who was never truly loved as the wife and widow of the late Emperor, passed away on February 22, 1913, the same day I arrived in China. As Empress, she was just one of the women in the Court selected to satisfy the ruler and bear him children; her status never seemed significant. This Empress lived in the shadow of her aunt, the renowned Dowager-Empress known to the world. However, after the Emperor's death, she gained some power as one of the guardians of the infant Emperor, because the role of Dowager-Empress appears to be an official position. Since her passing, another woman who has never been married to an Emperor has taken the title.

The power has gone from the Manchus, but China is wedded to her past, nothing passes, so even the Chinese Republic, the men who barely a year before 077had ousted the Empress from her high estate, united in doing her honour at her obsequies.

The power has shifted away from the Manchus, but China is still tied to its past; nothing changes. Even the Chinese Republic, the very people who had just a year before 077removed the Empress from her lofty position, came together to pay their respects at her funeral.

“She was the best republican of us all,” said a Chinese gentleman, learned in the lore and civilisation of the West, “for she freely gave up her position that China might be free.”

“She was the best republican of all of us,” said a Chinese gentleman, well-versed in Western knowledge and culture, “because she willingly gave up her position so that China could be free.”

It was a pretty way of putting it, but to me it seems doubtful whether anyone in over-civilised China trammelled with many conventions, is free, and it is hardly likely that a woman bred to think she had attained the most important position in the world that can fall to a woman's lot, would give it up freely for the good of a people she knew absolutely nothing about. All the Manchus rule over now are the courtyards and palaces of the Forbidden City, and there they are supreme. It is whispered that only a week before the day of which I write, a man was there beaten to death for having stolen something belonging to the dead Empress. So much for the love of the Manchus for freedom and enlightenment. It carries one back to the Middle Ages—further, to Babylon.

It was a nice way of saying it, but honestly, I doubt that anyone in overly civilized China, tied down by so many rules, is truly free. It's hard to believe that a woman who has been raised to think she's reached the most important position available to women would willingly give it up for the benefit of people she knows absolutely nothing about. The only power the Manchus have now is over the courtyards and palaces of the Forbidden City, where they are in total control. I've heard that just a week before the day I'm talking about, a man was beaten to death there for stealing something that belonged to the late Empress. So much for the Manchus' love of freedom and enlightenment. It takes you back to the Middle Ages—or even further, to Babylon.

“They slew there mercilessly, and they also feasted—so did the representatives of the dead Empress hold high festival in her honour.

“They killed there without mercy, and they also celebrated—so did the representatives of the dead Empress throw a grand festival in her honor.”

“The King made a feast unto all the people that were present in Shushan the palace, both unto great and small, seven days, in the Court in the garden of the King's palace.

“The King held a feast for all the people present in Shushan the palace, both great and small, for seven days, in the Court of the garden of the King's palace.

“Where were white, green, and blue hangings fastened with cords of fine linen and purple to silver rings and pillars of marble, the beds were of gold and silver, upon a pavement of red, and blue, and white, and black marble.

“Where there were white, green, and blue drapes tied with fine linen and purple cords to silver rings and marble pillars, the beds were made of gold and silver, set on a floor of red, blue, white, and black marble.”

078"And they gave them drink in vessels of gold... and royal wine in abundance, according to the state of the King.”

078"And they served them drinks in gold vessels... and plenty of royal wine, fitting for the King's status.”

So Ahasuerus the King entertained his people of Babylon, when Vashti the Queen fell, and of Babylon only could I think when, first I entered the Forbidden City.

So King Ahasuerus hosted the people of Babylon when Queen Vashti fell, and all I could think about was Babylon when I first entered the Forbidden City.

0129

Standing on the walls of Peking, a city of the plain, you look down upon twelve square miles of grey-tiled roofs, the roofs of one-storied houses hidden in the summertime by a forest of trees, but in the heart of the city are high buildings that stand out not only by reason of their height but because the roofs of golden-brown tiles, imperial yellow, gleam and glow in the sunlight. This is the Forbidden City where has dwelt for hundreds of years the Emperor of China, often he must have been the only man in it, and always it was closed to all save the immediate following of the Son of Heaven.

Standing on the walls of Peking, a flat city, you look down on twelve square miles of grey-tiled roofs, where single-story houses are hidden in the summer by a forest of trees. But in the heart of the city, tall buildings stand out not just because of their height but also because their golden-brown, imperial yellow roofs shine and sparkle in the sunlight. This is the Forbidden City, where the Emperor of China has lived for hundreds of years. Often, he must have been the only man inside, and it was always closed off to everyone except for the immediate retinue of the Son of Heaven.

I never realised till I came to Peking that this forbidden ground was just as much an object of curiosity to the Chinese as it would have been to any European nation.

I never realized until I got to Beijing that this forbidden area was just as much a source of curiosity for the Chinese as it would have been for any European country.

“I went in once,” said a Chinese gentleman to me, “when I was a young man.” He was only forty then.

“I went in once,” a Chinese gentleman told me, “when I was a young man.” He was only forty at the time.

“Were you invited?”

“Did you get invited?”

“No, no. I went secretly. I wanted to see what it was like.”

“No, no. I went on my own. I wanted to see what it was like.”

“But how?”

“But how?”

“I got the dress of a eunuch and I slipped in early one morning, and then, when I got in, I hardly dared move or breathe for fear someone should find me out. Then when no one took any notice of me I 079walked about and saw everything I could, but the last hour was the worst, I was terrified at the thought that I might not be able to get out.”

“I wore a eunuch's dress and sneaked in early one morning. Once I was inside, I barely dared to move or breathe for fear someone would catch me. When no one paid attention to me, I 079wandered around and saw as much as I could, but the last hour was the hardest; I was freaked out thinking I might not be able to get out.”

“And if you had been caught?”

“And what if you got caught?”

He looked grave even then at the remembrance of that bygone desperate adventure.

He looked serious even then at the memory of that old, desperate adventure.

“Oh death, certainly.”

"Oh death, for sure."

“Death?”

"Is it death?"

“Yes, a long and lingering death,” and the thought of what he had escaped twenty years ago, was on his face.

“Yes, a long and drawn-out death,” and the thought of what he had avoided twenty years ago was evident on his face.

I looked at him with interest, a tall stout Chinaman with his hair cut short in the modern fashion, a long grey robe of silk reaching to his feet, and a little short black sleeveless jacket over it. He did not look, pleasant as he was, as if he would ever have dared anything, but then I have never thought of any Chinaman as likely to risk his life without hope of gain, and to risk it for mere curiosity as a man of my own people might have done! It was throwing a new light on the Chinese. I rather admired him and then I found he was Eastern after all.

I looked at him with interest, a tall, stout Chinese man with his hair cut short in the modern style, wearing a long grey silk robe that reached his feet and a short black sleeveless jacket over it. Despite being pleasant, he didn’t seem like the type who would ever take risks. But then again, I’ve never thought of any Chinese person as someone likely to put their life on the line without a chance of reward, especially not for mere curiosity like someone from my own culture might do! It was providing a fresh perspective on the Chinese. I found myself admiring him, and then I realized he was still very much from the East after all.

We talked of Yuan Shih K'ai, and he, being of the opposition party, expressed his opinion freely, and, considering all things, very boldly about him.

We talked about Yuan Shih K'ai, and he, being from the opposing party, shared his thoughts openly and, all things considered, very confidently about him.

“He has eighteen wives,” said he shaking his head as if this was the unpardonable sin in a man who desired to imitate the manners and customs of the West.

“He has eighteen wives,” he said, shaking his head as if this were an unforgivable sin for someone who wanted to adopt Western manners and customs.

I repeated this to a friend, and he burst out laughing. “Why the old sinner,” said he, “what's he throwing stones for? He's got seventeen and a half himself!” 080So it seems it will be some time before forbidden cities on a small scale will be out of fashion in China.

I told a friend about this, and he laughed out loud. “Why's that old sinner throwing stones?” he said. “He’s got seventeen and a half of his own!” 080So it looks like it will be a while before small-scale forbidden cities go out of style in China.

And still, in these days of the Republic, the Forbidden City of the Manchus dominates Peking.

And yet, in these days of the Republic, the Forbidden City of the Manchus still stands tall in Peking.

It was thrown open for three days to all who could produce a black paper chrysanthemum with five leaves, red, yellow, blue, black, and white, fastened to a tab of white paper with a mourning edge and an inscription in Chinese characters. The foreigners had theirs from their Legations, and the Chinese from their guilds. And those Chinese—there are many of them—who are so unlucky as to belong to no guild, Chinese of the humbler sort, were shut out, and for them there was erected on the great marble bridge in front of the southern entrance, a pavilion of gorgeous orange silk enclosing an altar with offerings that stood before a picture of the dead Empress, so that all might pay their respects.

It was open for three days to anyone who could provide a black paper chrysanthemum with five leaves—red, yellow, blue, black, and white—attached to a tab of white paper edged in mourning and marked with an inscription in Chinese characters. Foreigners got theirs from their embassies, while the Chinese obtained theirs from their guilds. Those Chinese who were unfortunate enough not to belong to any guild—mostly the poorer ones—were excluded, and for them, a pavilion made of bright orange silk was set up on the grand marble bridge in front of the southern entrance, featuring an altar with offerings placed before a picture of the deceased Empress, allowing everyone to pay their respects.

I pinned my badge to the front of my fur coat, for it was keen and cold in spite of the brilliant sunshine, and went off to the wrong entrance, the eastern gate, where only princes and notables were admitted. I thought it strange there should be no sign of a foreigner, but foreigners in Peking can be but as one in a hundred or less, so undismayed, I walked straight up to the gate, and immediately a row of palace servants clad in their white robes of mourning, clustered before the sacred place. They talked and explained vehemently, and with perfect courtesy, but they were very agitated, and though I could not understand one word they said, one thing was certain, admitted I could not be there. So I turned to the southern gate and there it seemed all Peking was streaming. 081It was like China that we might not go in the direct way.

I attached my badge to the front of my fur coat, even though it was sharp and cold despite the bright sunshine, and headed to the wrong entrance, the eastern gate, where only royals and dignitaries were allowed. I found it odd that there were no signs of any foreigners, but foreigners in Beijing are rare, maybe one in a hundred or even fewer. Undeterred, I walked right up to the gate, and immediately a group of palace servants in their white mourning robes gathered in front of the sacred area. They spoke animatedly and courteously, but they seemed very flustered, and even though I couldn’t understand a word they said, it was clear that I couldn’t be admitted there. So, I turned to the southern gate, where it seemed like all of Beijing was pouring in. 081It felt typical of China that we couldn't take the most direct route.

There is a great paved way through the Imperial City alongside a canal that runs between marble-lined banks, but on the principal bridge that crosses it was erected the orange silk pavilion for the poorer classes, and we, the wearers of the black chrysanthemum, hundreds and thousands and ten thousands of us, had to turn off to the right and go along by the tall, pinkish red walls till we came to the great archways in the walls, five great archways filled in with doors studded with great brazen knobs. Usually they were fast shut, but they were open to-day, guarded by soldiers in full-marching order, soldiers of the New Republic in modern khaki looking out of the picture, and there streamed into the tunnellike entrance as curious a crowd as ever I set eyes upon. All must walk, old and young, great and lowly, representatives of the mighty nations of the world and tottering Chinese ladies swaying like “lilies in the wind” upon their maimed feet, only one man, a Mongol Prince, an Incarnation of a Buddha, a living Buddha, was borne in in a sedan chair. But every other mortal had to walk. The tunnels must always be gloomy, and, even on that cold day, they struck chill after the brilliant sunlight, and they are long, for the walls, just here, are about ninety feet through, so might the entrances have been in the palace of Ahasuerus the King. The courtyard we first entered had a causeway running right across it of great hewn stones, hewn and laid by slave labour, when all men bowed before the Son of Heaven, hundreds of years ago. They are worn in many places now, worn by the passing of many 082feet, and still more worn are the grey Chinese bricks that pave the courtyard on either side. It is a great courtyard of splendid proportions. In front of us frowned more high walls of pinkish red, topped by the buildings that can be seen all over Peking, temples or halls of audience with golden-brown tiled roofs that gleamed in the sunlight, and on either side were low buildings with fronts of lattice-work rather fallen into disrepair. They might have been used as guard-houses or, more probably, were the quarters of the six thousand or so of eunuchs that the dignity of the ruler required to attend upon him. There were a few trees, leafless then in March, but there was nothing to spoil the dignity and repose of every line. A great mind surely conceived this entrance, and great must have been the minds that kept it so severely simple. If it be the heart of a nation then do I understand. The people who streamed along the causeway, who roamed over the worn brick pavement, had, as a rule, delicate, finely formed hands though they were but humble craftsmen. If the hands of the poorest be so fine, is it any wonder that the picked men of such a people, their very heart, conceived such a mighty pile? There were more, longer and gloomier tunnels, admitting to a still greater courtyard, a courtyard that must be at least a quarter of a mile across, with the same causeway of worn stones that cry out the tale of the sufferings of the forgotten slaves, who hewed them and dragged them into place, the same grey pavement of bricks, the same tall smooth red walls, crowned over the gateway with temples, rising one story after another till the tiled roof cuts the sky. And through a third set of tunnels we came into a third courtyard, 083the courtyard where the obsequies were being held. The third courtyard was spacious as Trafalgar Square, and round three sides was a wide raised platform of stone reached by broad and easy ramps, and all across it ran a canal held in by marble banks, crossed by graceful bridges, and every one of the uprights, made of white marble, was crowned by a figure that I took for the representation of a flame; but those, who know, tell me it is meant to represent a cloud, and is part of the dragon symbolism. When marble is the medium by which so light a thing as a cloud is represented it must be very finely done indeed, when one outside the national thought, such as I, sees in that representation a flame. Two colossal bronze monsters with grinning countenances and curly manes, conventional lions, mounted on dragon-carved pedestals, stand before the entrance to the fourth temple or hall of audience, and here was what the crowd had come to see, the lighthearted, cheerful, merry crowd, that were making high holiday, here was the altar to the dead.

There’s a wide paved path through the Imperial City next to a canal that flows between marble-lined banks. However, on the main bridge that crosses it, they set up an orange silk pavilion for the lower class, and we, the ones wearing the black chrysanthemum—hundreds of thousands of us—had to turn right and walk along the tall, pinkish-red walls until we reached the large archways in the walls, five grand archways filled with doors adorned with big brass knobs. Usually, they were tightly closed, but today they were open, guarded by soldiers in full combat gear, soldiers of the New Republic in modern khaki, peering from the scene. As curious a crowd as I’ve ever seen streamed into the tunnel-like entrance. Everyone had to walk—old and young, high and low, representatives of mighty nations alongside unsteady Chinese ladies swaying like "lilies in the wind" on their injured feet—except for one man, a Mongol Prince, an Incarnation of a Buddha, who was carried in a sedan chair. But everyone else had to walk. The tunnels were always gloomy, and even on that cold day, they felt chilling after the bright sunlight. They were long, about ninety feet wide, making the entrances resemble the palace of King Ahasuerus. The first courtyard we entered had a causeway running across it made of large hewn stones, carved and placed by slave labor when everyone bowed before the Son of Heaven countless years ago. They’ve worn down in many places now, marked by the passage of countless 082feet, and even more worn are the grey Chinese bricks that pave the courtyard on either side. It’s a vast courtyard of impressive proportions. In front of us loomed even taller pinkish-red walls topped by the buildings visible all over Peking, temples or audience halls with golden-brown tiled roofs gleaming in the sunlight, and to either side were low buildings with lattice-work fronts that had fallen into disrepair. They might have once been guardhouses or, more likely, the quarters for the six thousand or so eunuchs required to attend to the ruler. A few trees stood, leafless in March, but nothing disrupted the dignity and calm of every line. A great mind surely designed this entrance, and it must have taken great minds to maintain its severe simplicity. If this is the heart of a nation, then I understand. The people moving along the causeway and wandering over the worn brick pavement typically had delicate, finely formed hands, even though they were humble craftsmen. If the hands of the poorest are so refined, is it any surprise that the chosen men of such a people—their very heart—built such a grand structure? There were more tunnels, longer and darker, leading to an even larger courtyard, one that must be at least a quarter of a mile across, featuring the same causeway of worn stones that tell the story of the forgotten slaves who hewed and dragged them into place, the same grey brick pavement, the same tall smooth red walls topped over the gateway with temples rising one story after another until their tiled roofs pierced the sky. Through a third set of tunnels, we arrived at a third courtyard, 083the courtyard where the funeral rites were being held. The third courtyard was as spacious as Trafalgar Square, with a wide raised stone platform running along three sides, accessed by broad, gentle ramps. A canal ran across it, bordered by marble banks and crossed by elegant bridges, and each upright made of white marble was topped with a figure I mistook for a flame; however, those in the know tell me it represents a cloud and is part of the dragon symbolism. When a delicate thing like a cloud is represented in marble, it must be executed with great skill, especially for someone outside the national perspective like myself, who sees a flame in that depiction. Two colossal bronze creatures with grinning faces and curly manes, traditional lions perched on dragon-carved pedestals, stood at the entrance to the fourth temple or hall of audience, and here was what the crowd had gathered to see—a lighthearted, cheerful, festive crowd celebrating, here stood the altar for the dead.

Overhead were the tiled roofs, and of all the colours of the rainbow surely none could have been chosen better than the golden brown of those tiles to harmonise with the clear blue of the glorious sky above it, no line to cut it could have been so appropriate as the gentle sweep of the curve of a Chinese roof. There was a little grass growing on the roofs, sere and withered, but a faint breeze just stirred its tops, and it toned with the prevailing golden brown in one glorious beauty. Where else in the world could one get such an effect? Only in Australia have I seen such a sky, and there it was never wedded to such a glow of colour as that it looks down 084upon in Peking. The men who built this palace in a bygone age, built broadly, truly, for all time.

Above were the tiled roofs, and of all the colors of the rainbow, surely none could have been chosen better than the golden brown of those tiles to complement the clear blue of the beautiful sky above. No line could have been more fitting than the gentle curve of a Chinese roof. There was a bit of grass growing on the roofs, dry and withered, but a light breeze stirred its tops, blending with the dominant golden brown in perfect beauty. Where else in the world could you find such a sight? Only in Australia have I seen such a sky, and there it was never paired with such a vibrant glow of color like what looks down 084upon in Peking. The men who built this palace in a past era built with a vision, truly, for all time.

0137

And then, it was surely as if some envious spirit had entered in and marred all this loveliness—no, that would be impossible, but struck a discordant and jarring note that should perhaps emphasise in our minds the beauty that is eternal—for all the front of that temple, which as far as I could see was pinkish red, with under the eaves that beautiful dark blue, light blue, and green, that the Chinese know so well how to mingle, was covered with the most garish, commonplace decorations, made for the most part of paper, red, violent Reckitt's blue, yellow, and white. From every point of vantage ran strings of flags, cheap common little flags of all nations, bits of string were tied to the marble clouds, and they fluttered from them, and the great wonderful bronze lions contrived to look coy in frills that would not have disgraced a Yorkshire ham. The altar on the northern platform was hidden behind a trellis-work of gaily coloured paper, and there were offerings upon it of fruit and cakes in great profusion, all set out before a portrait of the late Empress. On either side were two choirs of priests, Buddhists and Taoists in gorgeous robes of red and orange. What faith the dead Empress held I do not know, but the average Chinese, while he is the prince of materialists, believing nothing he cannot see and explain, has also a keen eye to the main chance, and on his death-bed is apt to summon priests of all faiths so as to let no chance of a comfortable future slip; but possibly it was more from motives of policy than from any idea of aiding the dead woman that these representatives of the two great faiths of China were 085summoned. On the rights behind a trellis-work of bright paper, one choir sat in a circle, beat gongs, struck their bells and intoned; and on the left, behind a like trellis-work, the other choir knelt before low desks and also solemnly intoned. Their Mongolian faces were very impassive, they looked neither to the right nor the left, but kept time to the ceaseless beat of their leader's stick upon a globe of wood split across the middle like a gaping mouth emblematical of a fish and called mu yii—or wooden fish. What were they repeating? Prayers for the dead? Eulogies on her who had passed? Or comfort for the living? Not one of these things. Probably they were intoning Scriptures in Tibetan, an unknown tongue to them very likely, but come down to them through the ages and sanctified by thousands of ceaseless repetitions.

And then it felt like some envious spirit had come in and ruined all this beauty—no, that wouldn't make sense, but rather struck a dissonant and jarring note to perhaps remind us of the beauty that is everlasting—for the entire facade of that temple, which I could see was a pinkish-red, with underneath the eaves that stunning dark blue, light blue, and green that the Chinese expertly blend, was covered with the most gaudy, ordinary decorations, mostly made of paper, in red, bright Reckitt's blue, yellow, and white. Strings of flags, cheap little flags from all over the world, ran from every vantage point, bits of string were tied to the marble clouds, fluttering from them, and the magnificent bronze lions managed to look shy in frills that would be too much for a Yorkshire ham. The altar on the northern platform was obscured behind a trellis of brightly colored paper, and it was laden with offerings of fruit and cakes in abundance, all displayed before a portrait of the late Empress. On either side were two choirs of priests, Buddhists and Taoists clad in vibrant robes of red and orange. I don't know what faith the late Empress followed, but the average Chinese person, while being a true materialist, believing only in what they can see and explain, also has a keen sense of opportunity, and on their deathbed tends to call in priests of all religions to ensure no chance for a comfortable afterlife is missed; perhaps it was more for political reasons than any intention to support the deceased that these representatives of China’s two great faiths were summoned. On the right, behind a trellis of bright paper, one choir sat in a circle, beating gongs, striking their bells, and chanting; and on the left, behind another similar trellis, the other choir knelt at low desks and similarly chanted solemnly. Their Mongolian faces were very expressionless, they didn’t look to the right or the left, but kept time to the relentless beat of their leader's stick on a wooden globe split down the middle, like a gaping fish mouth, known as mu yii—or wooden fish. What were they reciting? Prayers for the dead? Tributes to the one who had passed? Or comfort for the living? None of these things. They were likely chanting Scriptures in Tibetan, a language they probably didn’t understand, but that had been handed down through generations and sanctified by countless repetitions.

And the people came, passed up the steps, bowed by the direction of the usher—in European clothes—three times to the dead Empress's portrait, and the altar, were thanked by General Chang, the Military Commandant, and passed on by the brightly clad intoning priests down into the crowd in the great courtyard again. It was weird to find myself taking part in such a ceremony. Stranger still to watch the people who went up and down those steps. In all the world surely never was such an extraordinary funeral gathering. I am very sure that never shall I attend such another. There was such a mingling of the ancient and the blatantly modern. To the sound of weird, archaic, Eastern music the living Buddha, clad all in yellow, in his yellow sedan chair, borne by four bearers in dark blue with Tartar caps on their heads, made his reverence, and was followed 086by a band of Chinese children from some American mission school, who, with misguided zeal sang fervently at the top of their shrill childish voices “Down by the Swanee River” and “Auld Lang Syne,” and then soldiers in modern uniform of khaki or bright blue were followed by police officers in black and gold. The wrong note was struck by the “Swanee River,” the high officials dwelt upon it, for the Chinese does not look to advantage in these garbs, he looks what he is makeshift, a bad imitation, and the jarring was only relieved when the Manchu princes came in white mourning sheepskins and black Tartar caps. They may be dissolute and decadent, have all the vices that new China accuses them of, but at least they looked polished and dignified gentlemen, at their ease and in their place. It does not matter, possibly. The President once said that to petition for a monarchy was an act of fanaticism worthy of being punished by imprisonment, and so the old order must in a measure pass; even in China, the unchanging, there must come, it is a law of nature, some little change, and when I looked at the bows and arrows of the Manchu guard leaning against the wall I realised that it would be impossible to keep things as they were, however picturesque. Still khaki uniforms, if utilitarian, are ugly, and American folk-songs, under such conditions, struck the last note in bathos, or pathos. It depends on the point of view.

And the people came, walked up the steps, bowed at the direction of the usher—dressed in European clothes—three times to the dead Empress's portrait, and the altar, were thanked by General Chang, the Military Commandant, and were led on by the brightly dressed chanting priests back into the crowd in the large courtyard again. It was strange to find myself taking part in such a ceremony. Even stranger to watch the people going up and down those steps. Surely, there has never been such an extraordinary funeral gathering in the world. I'm quite sure I won't attend another one like it. There was a unique blend of the ancient and the blatantly modern. To the sound of strange, old Eastern music, the living Buddha, dressed entirely in yellow, in his yellow sedan chair, carried by four bearers in dark blue with Tartar caps, made his reverence, and was followed 086by a group of Chinese children from some American mission school, who, with misguided enthusiasm, sang passionately at the top of their high-pitched, childlike voices, “Down by the Swanee River” and “Auld Lang Syne,” and then soldiers in modern khaki or bright blue uniforms were followed by police officers in black and gold. The “Swanee River” struck the wrong note, and the high officials lingered on it, for the Chinese doesn't look good in these outfits; he looks like what he is—a makeshift, a poor imitation—and the dissonance was only eased when the Manchu princes appeared in white mourning sheepskins and black Tartar caps. They may be dissolute and decadent, accused of all the vices that new China blames them for, but at least they looked like polished and dignified gentlemen, comfortable and in their place. It might not matter, though. The President once said that asking for a monarchy was an act of fanaticism deserving imprisonment, and so the old order must gradually fade away; even in China, the unchanging, there must come—it's a law of nature—some change, and when I looked at the bows and arrows of the Manchu guard leaning against the wall, I realized it would be impossible to keep things as they were, no matter how picturesque. Still, khaki uniforms, while practical, are ugly, and American folk songs, in such a context, struck a final note of bathos, or pathos. It all depends on one's point of view.

On the white paper tabs, attached to our black chrysanthemums, was written something about the New Republic, but it might have been the spirit of the Empress at home, so cheerful and bent on enjoyment was the crowd which thronged the 087courtyard. The bands played, sometimes Eastern music, strange and haunting, sometimes airs from the European operas, there were various tents erected with seats and tables, and refreshments were served, oranges, and ginger, and tea, and cakes of all kinds, both in the tents and at little altar-like stands dotted about the courtyard even at the very foot of the pedestals of the great conventional lions. And the people walked round looking at everything, peeping through every crevice in the hopes of seeing some part of the palace that was not open to them, chatting, laughing, greeting each other as they would have done at a garden-party in Europe. There were all sorts of people, dressed in all sorts of fashions. New China looked at best common-plage and ordinary in European clothes; old China was dignified in a queue, silken jacket and brocaded petticoat, generally of a lighter colour; Manchu ladies wore high head-dresses and brilliant silken coats, blue or pink, lavender or grey, and Chinese ladies tottered along on tiny, bound feet that reminded me of the hoofs of a deer, and the most fashionable, unmarried girls wore short coats with high collars covering their chins, and tight-fitting trousers, often of gaily coloured silk, while the older women added skirts, and the poorer classes just wore a long coat of cotton, generally blue, with trousers tightly girt in at the ankles, and their maimed feet in tiny little embroidered shoes. European dress the Chinese woman very seldom affects yet, and their jet black hair, plastered together with some sort of substance that makes it smooth and shiny, is never covered, but flowers and jewelled pins are stuck in it. Occasionally—I 088did on this day—you will see a woman with a black embroidered band round the front of her head, but this, I think, denotes that she is of the Roman Catholic faith, for the Roman Catholics have been in China far longer than any other Christian sect, and they invented this head-dress for the Chinese woman who for ages has been accustomed to wear none, because of the Pauline injunction, that it was a shame for a woman to appear in a church with her head uncovered. Old China did not approve of a woman going about much at all, and here at this funeral I heard many old China hands remarking how strange it was to see so many women mingling with the throng. It marked the change; but such a very short time back, such a thing would have been impossible.

On the white paper tags attached to our black chrysanthemums, there was something about the New Republic, but it could have been the spirit of the Empress at home, because the crowd in the courtyard was so cheerful and intent on having a good time. The bands played, sometimes Eastern music that was strange and haunting, and at other times tunes from European operas. There were various tents set up with seats and tables, and refreshments were served—oranges, ginger, tea, and all sorts of cakes, both in the tents and at little altar-like stands scattered around the courtyard, even right at the foot of the great conventional lions. People wandered around, looking at everything, peeking through every crevice in hopes of catching a glimpse of some part of the palace that was off-limits to them, chatting, laughing, and greeting each other like they would at a garden party in Europe. There were all kinds of people dressed in a variety of styles. New China looked common and ordinary in European clothes; old China stood dignified in queues, silk jackets, and brocaded petticoats, usually in lighter colors. Manchu ladies wore high head-dresses and bright silk coats in blue, pink, lavender, or grey, while Chinese ladies walked unsteadily on tiny, bound feet that reminded me of deer hooves. The most fashionable unmarried girls wore short coats with high collars that covered their chins and tight-fitting trousers, often in brightly colored silk. Older women wore skirts, and poorer classes typically donned long blue cotton coats with trousers tightly cinched at the ankles, their deformed feet in tiny embroidered shoes. Chinese women rarely wore European dress, and their jet-black hair, slicked down with some sort of substance to make it smooth and shiny, was never covered; instead, they adorned it with flowers and jeweled pins. Occasionally—I saw this on that day—you might see a woman with a black embroidered band around the front of her head, but this, I believe, indicates that she is Roman Catholic, as the Roman Catholics have been in China much longer than any other Christian group, and they created this head-dress for Chinese women who had long been used to not wearing any, due to the Pauline teaching that it was shameful for a woman to appear in church with her head uncovered. Old China did not approve of women being out and about, and at this funeral, I heard many old China hands express how odd it was to see so many women mingling with the crowd. It marked a change; not long ago, such a thing would have been impossible.

There were numbers of palace eunuchs too—keepers of the women who, apparently, may now show their faces to all men, and they were clad all in the mourning white, with here and there one, for some reason or other I cannot fathom, in black. The demand for eunuchs was great when the Emperor dwelt, the one man, in the Forbidden City surrounded by his women, and they say that very often the number employed rose to ten thousand. Constantly, as some in the ranks grew old, fell sick, or died, they had to be replaced, and, so conservative is China, the recruits were generally drawn from certain villages whose business it was to supply the palace eunuchs. Often, of course, the operation was performed in their infancy, but often, very often, a man was allowed to grow up, marry, and have children, before he was made ready for the palace.

There were also a lot of palace eunuchs—guardians of the women who, apparently, could now show their faces to all men. They were all dressed in mourning white, with a few of them, for reasons I can’t understand, wearing black. The demand for eunuchs was high when the Emperor lived alone in the Forbidden City, surrounded by his women, and they say that sometimes the number employed reached ten thousand. As some of them grew old, got sick, or died, they needed to be replaced. Because China is so conservative, recruits usually came from certain villages that provided palace eunuchs. Often, the procedure was done when they were infants, but quite frequently, a boy was allowed to grow up, get married, and have children before he was prepared for life in the palace.

“Impossible,” I said, “he would not consent 089then. Never.” And my informant laughed pitifully. “Ah,” said she, “you don't know the struggle in China. Anything for a livelihood.”

“Impossible,” I said, “he wouldn’t agree 089then. Never.” And my informant laughed sadly. “Ah,” she said, “you don’t understand the struggle in China. People will do anything for a living.”

Some of the eunuchs wanted their photographs taken, and I was willing enough if they would only give me room. I wanted one in white, but they desired one in black, either because he was the most important or the least important, I know not which, and they sat him on a stone that had been a seat perhaps when Kublai Khan built the palace; and the keeper of the women, the representative of the old cruel past, that pressed men and women alike into the service of the great, looked in my camera sheepish as a schoolboy kissed in public by his maiden aunt.

Some of the eunuchs wanted their pictures taken, and I was happy to oblige if they would just give me some space. I wanted one in white, but they preferred one in black, either because he was the most important or the least important; I couldn't tell which. They placed him on a stone that might have once been a seat when Kublai Khan built the palace. The keeper of the women, a representative of the harsh old days that forced both men and women into service for the powerful, peeked into my camera looking as awkward as a schoolboy caught being kissed in public by his maiden aunt.

There were coolies, too, in the ordinary blue cotton busy about the work that the entertaining of such a multitude necessarily entails, and everyone looked cheerful and happy, as, after all, why should they not, for death is the common lot, and must come to all of us, and they had seen and heard of the dead Empress about as much as the dweller in Chicago had. They were merely taking what she, or her representatives, gave with frank goodwill, and enjoying themselves accordingly.

There were workers in plain blue cotton clothing busy with the tasks that hosting such a large crowd involves, and everyone looked cheerful and happy. After all, why wouldn't they? Death is something we all share, and they'd heard about the deceased Empress just as much as someone living in Chicago would. They were simply accepting what she, or her representatives, offered with genuine goodwill and enjoying themselves as a result.

Against the walls they kept putting up long scrolls covered with Chinese characters, sentences in praise of the virtues of the Empress, and sent, as we would send funeral wreaths, to honour the dead, and presently a wind arose and tore at them and they fluttered out from the walls like long streamers, and as the wind grew wilder, some were tom down altogether. But that was on the afternoon of the second day, when worse things happened. 090I went down to the Forbidden City after tiffin, and behold, outside the great gates, looking up longingly and murmuring a little, was a great crowd that grew momentarily greater. The doors, studded with brazen nails, were fast closed, and little parties of soldiers with their knapsacks upon their backs were evidently telling the crowd to keep back, and very probably, since it was China, the reason why they should keep back. The reason was, of course, lost upon me, I only knew that, before I realised what was happening, I was in the centre of a crushing crowd that was gradually growing more unmanageable. A Chinese crowd is wonderfully good-natured, far better-tempered than a European crowd of a like size would be, but when a crowd grows great, it is hardly responsible for its actions. Besides, a Chinese crowd has certain little unpleasant habits. The men picked up the little children, for the tiniest tots came to this great festival, and held them on their shoulders, but they coughed, and hawked, and spit, and wiped their noses in the primitive way Adam probably did before he thought of using a fig-leaf as a pocket handkerchief, and at last I felt that the only thing to be done was to edge my way to the fringe of the press, because, even if the doors were opened, it would have seemed like taking my life in my hands to go into one of those tunnels with their uneven pavements in such a crush. Once down it would be hopeless to think of getting up again.

Against the walls, they kept putting up long scrolls covered with Chinese characters, sentences praising the Empress's virtues, sent like funeral wreaths to honor the dead. Soon, a wind picked up, tearing at them as they fluttered from the walls like long streamers, and as the wind grew stronger, some were completely ripped down. That was on the afternoon of the second day when worse things happened. 090I went down to the Forbidden City after lunch, and there, outside the grand gates, was a huge crowd looking up longingly and murmuring softly, which kept growing larger. The doors, studded with brass nails, were tightly shut, and groups of soldiers with their knapsacks were clearly telling the crowd to stay back, probably for reasons specific to China. I didn’t understand the reason; I just knew that before I realized what was happening, I was caught in the middle of a crowd that was becoming increasingly unruly. A Chinese crowd is surprisingly good-natured, much better-tempered than a European crowd of similar size would be, but when a crowd gets large, it can become unpredictable. Plus, a Chinese crowd has some not-so-great habits. The men lifted little children, as even the smallest kids joined this big festival, holding them on their shoulders. They coughed, hawked, spat, and wiped their noses in a way that Adam probably did before he thought to use a fig leaf as a handkerchief. Eventually, I realized that the best thing to do was to squeeze my way to the edge of the crowd because even if the doors opened, it would have felt like risking my life to enter one of those tunnels with their uneven pavements in such a crush. Once down, it would be impossible to think of getting back up again.

091After a time, however, they did open the doors, and the people surged in. When all was clear I followed, and once inside heard how the people in the great courtyard, in spite of police and soldiers, had swarmed up and threatened by their rush, the good-natured, purposeless rush of a crowd, to carry away offerings, altar, choirs and decorations, and, very naturally, those in authority had closed the doors against all new-comers until the people had been got well in hand again. It had taken some time. Before the altar was a regular scrimmage, and after the crowd had passed it left behind it, shoes, and caps, and portions of its clothing which were thrown back into the courtyard to be gathered up by those who could recognise their own property. By the time I arrived things were settling down. We had to wait in the second courtyard, and the women, Chinese ladies with their little aching feet, and Manchus in their high head-dresses sat themselves down on the edge of the causeway, because standing on pavement is wearisome, and there waited patiently till the doors were opened, and inside everything was soon going again as gaily as at an ordinary garden-party in Somerset.

091Eventually, they opened the doors, and the crowd rushed in. Once it was clear, I followed and heard how the people in the large courtyard, despite the police and soldiers, had surged forward and, in their enthusiastic, aimless way, threatened to take away offerings, the altar, choir, and decorations. Naturally, those in charge had locked the doors against any newcomers until they could regain control of the situation. This took some time. In front of the altar, there was quite a chaos, and after the crowd had pushed through, they left behind shoes, caps, and pieces of clothing that were tossed back into the courtyard for those who could identify their belongings. By the time I got there, things were calming down. We had to wait in the second courtyard, where the women—Chinese ladies with their little tired feet and Manchus in their tall headpieces—sat on the edge of the path because standing on the pavement was exhausting. They waited patiently until the doors opened, and inside, everything quickly returned to the lively atmosphere of a regular garden party in Somerset.

0145

“Do you like Chinese tea?” asked a Chinese lady of me in slow and stilted English. I said I did.

“Do you like Chinese tea?” a Chinese woman asked me in slow and awkward English. I said I did.

“Come,” said she, taking my hand in her cold little one, and hand in hand we walked, or rather I walked and she tottered, across to one of the great pavilions that had been erected, and there she sat me down and a cup of the excellent tea was brought me, and every one of the Chinese ladies present, out of the kindly hospitality of her heart towards the lonely foreigner, gave me, with her own fair and shapely little hands, a cake from the dish that was set before us by a white-clad servant. Frankly, I wished they wouldn't be so hospitable. I wanted to say I was quite capable of choosing my own cake, 092and that I had a rooted objection to other people pawing the food I intended to eat, but it seemed it might be rude, and I did not wish to nip kindly feelings in the bud. And then, as the evening shadows drew long, I went back to my hotel, sorry to leave the Forbidden City, glad to have had this one little glimpse of the strange and wonderful that is bound to pass away.

“Come,” she said, taking my hand in her cold little one, and hand in hand we walked, or rather I walked and she wobbled, over to one of the big pavilions that had been set up. There, she sat me down and a cup of excellent tea was brought to me. Every one of the Chinese ladies present, out of their kind hospitality toward the lonely foreigner, offered me, with their own fair and shapely little hands, a cake from the dish that was placed before us by a white-clad servant. Honestly, I wished they wouldn’t be so welcoming. I wanted to say I was perfectly capable of picking my own cake, 092and that I really disliked other people touching the food I was going to eat, but it seemed like it might be rude, and I didn’t want to stifle their kindness. Then, as the evening shadows grew longer, I headed back to my hotel, feeling sad to leave the Forbidden City, but glad to have experienced this brief glimpse of the strange and wonderful that is sure to disappear.

The Empress died in February, in March they held this, can we call it lying-in-state, but it was not till the 3rd of April that her funeral cortège moved from the Forbidden City, and the streets of Peking were thronged with those who came to pay her respect. Did they mourn? Well, I don't know. Hardly, I think, was it mourning in the technical sense. The man in the street in England is far enough away from the king on the throne, but in China it seems as if he might inhabit a different sphere.

The Empress died in February, and in March they held what we might call a lying-in-state, but it wasn't until April 3rd that her funeral procession left the Forbidden City, filling the streets of Beijing with people who came to pay their respects. Did they mourn? I'm not sure. It hardly seemed like mourning in the traditional sense. The average person in England is quite distant from the king on the throne, but in China, it feels like he exists in an entirely different world.

The sky was a cloudless blue, and the bright golden sunshine poured down hot as a July day in England, or a March day in Australia, there was not a wisp of cloud in the sky; in all the five weeks that I had been in China there had never been the faintest indication that such a thing was ever expected, ever known, but at first the brilliancy had been cold, now it was warm, the winter was past, and from the great Tartar wall, looking over the Tartar City—the city that the Mings conquered and the Manchus made their own—the forest of trees that hid the furthest houses was all tinged with the faintest, daintiest green; and soon to the glory of blue and gold, the blue of the sky and the gold of the sunshine, would be added the vivid green that 093tells of the new-born life. And one woman who had held high place here, one sad woman, who had missed most that was good in fife, if rumours be true, was to be carried to her long home that day.

The sky was a clear blue, and the bright golden sunshine poured down hot like a July day in England or a March day in Australia. There wasn't a single cloud in the sky; in the entire five weeks I'd been in China, there had never been any hint that such a thing was ever expected or even known. At first, the brightness had a coldness to it, but now it felt warm. Winter was over, and from the great Tartar wall, overlooking the Tartar City—the city that the Mings conquered and the Manchus made their own—the forest of trees that covered the farthest houses was colored with the faintest, daintiest green. Soon, to the beauty of blue and gold, the blue of the sky and the gold of the sunshine, would be added the bright green that 093signals new life. And one woman who once held a high position here, a sorrowful woman who, if rumors are to be believed, missed out on most of the good things in life, was to be taken to her final resting place that day.

The funeral procession started from the Eastern Gate of the Forbidden City, came slowly down the broad street known now as Morrison Street, turned into the way that passes the Legations and runs along by the glacis whereon the conquering Western nations have declared that, for their safety, no Chinese shall build a house, the Europeans call it the Viale d'ltalia, because it passes by the Italian Legation, and the Chinese by the more euphonious name of Chang an Cheeh—the street of Eternal Repose—a curious commentary on the fighting that went on there in 1900, into the Chien Men Street, that is the street of the main gate through which it must go to the railway station.

The funeral procession began at the Eastern Gate of the Forbidden City, moved slowly down the wide street now known as Morrison Street, turned onto the road that passes the Legations and runs along the embankment where the conquering Western nations have declared that no Chinese can build a house for their safety. The Europeans refer to it as the Viale d'Italia, since it passes by the Italian Legation, while the Chinese call it the more melodious name of Chang an Cheeh—the street of Eternal Repose—a striking contrast to the fighting that took place there in 1900, leading into Chien Men Street, which is the main gateway it must pass through to reach the railway station.

It seemed to me strange this ruler of an ancient people, buried with weird and barbaric rites, was to be taken to her last resting-place by the modern railway, that only a very few years ago her people, at the height of their anti-foreign feeling, had wished to oust from the country—root and branch. But since the funeral procession was going to the railway station it must pass through the Chien Men, and the curtain wall that ran round the great gate offered an excellent point of vantage from which I, with the rest of the European population, might see all there was to be seen. And for this great occasion, the gate in the south of the curtain wall, the gate that is always shut because only the highest in the land may pass through, was open, 094for the highest in the land, the last of the Manchu rulers, was dead.

It struck me as odd that this ruler of an ancient civilization, laid to rest with strange and savage rituals, was being taken to her final resting place by the modern railway—something that just a few years ago, her people, at the peak of their anti-foreign sentiments, had wanted to completely remove from their country. But since the funeral procession was heading to the railway station, it had to go through the Chien Men, and the surrounding wall of the great gate provided a great spot for me, along with the other Europeans, to witness the event. For this significant occasion, the southern gate of the wall, which is usually closed because it’s reserved for the most important figures, was open, 094since the highest in the land, the last of the Manchu rulers, had passed away.

I looked down into the walled-in space between the four gateway arches, as into an arena, and the whole pageant passed below me. First of all marching with deliberate slowness, that contrives to be dignified if they are only carrying coals, came about twenty camels draped in imperial yellow with tails of sable, also an imperial badge hanging from their necks. The Manchus were a hunting people, and though they have been dwellers in towns for the last two hundred and fifty years the fact was not forgotten now that their last ruler had died. She was going on a journey, a long, long journey; she might want to rest by the way, therefore her camels bore tent-poles and tents of the imperial colour. They held their heads high and went noiselessly along, pad, pad, pad, as their like have gone to and fro from Peking for thousands of years. Mongol, or Manchu, or son of Han, it is all the same to the camel. He ministers to man's needs because he must, but he himself is unchanging as the ages, fixed in his way as the sky above, whether he bears grain from the north, or coal from the Western Hills, or tents and drapery for an imperial funeral. Then there were about fifty white ponies, without saddle or trapping of any kind, each led by a mafoo clad in blue like an ordinary coolie. The Peking carts that followed with wheels and tilts of yellow were of a past age, but, after all, does not the King of Great Britain and Ireland on State occasions ride in a most old-world coach. And then I noticed things came in threes. 095Three carts, three yellow palankeens full of artificial flowers, three sedan chairs also yellow covered, and all around these groups were attendants clad in shimmering rainbow muslin and thick felt hats, from the pointed crown of which projected long yellow feathers. Slowly, slowly, the procession moved on, broken now and again by bands of soldiers in full marching order. There was a troop of cavalry of the Imperial Guard they told me, but how could it be imperial when their five-coloured lance pennons fluttering gaily in the air, clearly denoted the New Republic? There was a detachment of mounted police in black and yellow—the most modern of uniforms—there were more attendants in gaily coloured robes carrying wooden halberds, embroidered fans, banners, and umbrellas, and the yellow palankeens with the artificial flowers were escorted by Buddhist lamas in yellow robes crossed with crimson sashes, each with a stick of smouldering incense in his hand. In those palankeens were the dead woman's seals, her power, the power that she must now give up. I could see the smoke, and the scent of the incense rose to our nostrils as we stood on the wall forty feet above. Between the various groups, between the yellow lamas who dated from the days of the Buddha long before the Christ, between the khaki-clad troops and the yellow and black police, things of yesterday, came palace attendants tossing into the air white paper discs. The dead Empress would want money for her journey, and here it was, distributed with a lavish hand. It was only white paper, blank and soiled by the dust of the road, when I picked it up a little later on, but for her it would serve all purposes.

I looked down into the enclosed space between the four gateway arches, like looking into an arena, and the entire spectacle unfolded below me. First, marching slowly but deliberately, managing to appear dignified despite only carrying coals, came about twenty camels draped in imperial yellow, with sable tails, along with an imperial emblem hanging from their necks. The Manchus were originally a hunting people, and even though they've lived in cities for the last two hundred and fifty years, the fact remained that their last ruler had just died. She was embarking on a journey, a long one; she might want to rest along the way, so her camels carried tent poles and tents in imperial colors. They held their heads high and moved silently, pad, pad, pad, just as their kind has traveled to and from Peking for thousands of years. Whether Mongol, Manchu, or Han, it all meant the same to the camel. He serves human needs because he has to, but he remains unchanged as time goes on, as steadfast as the sky above, whether carrying grain from the north, coal from the Western Hills, or tents and drapery for an imperial funeral. Then there were about fifty white ponies, without saddles or any kind of adornment, each led by a mafoo dressed in blue like an ordinary coolie. The Peking carts that followed, with yellow wheels and canopies, belonged to a bygone era, but after all, doesn't the King of Great Britain and Ireland still ride in an old-fashioned coach on state occasions? And then I noticed things came in threes. 095Three carts, three yellow palankeens filled with artificial flowers, three covered sedan chairs also in yellow, and surrounding these groups were attendants dressed in shimmering rainbow muslin and thick felt hats, from which long yellow feathers protruded. Slowly, slowly, the procession moved on, occasionally interrupted by bands of soldiers in full marching order. I was told there was a cavalry troop from the Imperial Guard, but how could it be imperial when their five-colored lance pennons fluttering in the air clearly indicated the New Republic? There was a detachment of mounted police in black and yellow—the most modern of uniforms—more attendants in brightly colored robes carrying wooden halberds, embroidered fans, banners, and umbrellas, and the yellow palankeens with the artificial flowers were accompanied by Buddhist lamas in yellow robes crossed with crimson sashes, each holding a stick of smoldering incense. Inside those palankeens were the dead woman's seals, her power, the power she must now relinquish. I could see the smoke, and the scent of the incense wafted up to us as we stood on the wall forty feet above. Amid the various groups, between the yellow lamas dating back to the days of Buddha long before Christ, and the khaki-clad troops and yellow and black police, remnants of yesterday, came palace attendants tossing white paper discs into the air. The deceased Empress would want money for her journey, and here it was, generously distributed. It was just white paper, blank and soiled by the dust of the road, but when I picked it up a little later, it would serve her purposes.

0151

The approach of the bier itself was heralded by the striking together of two slabs of wood by a 096couple of attendants, and before it came, clad all in the white of mourning, the palace eunuchs who had guarded her privacy when in life; a few Court attendants in black, and then between lines of khaki-uniformed modern infantry in marching order, the bier covered with yellow satin, vivid, brilliant, embroidered with red phoenixes that marked her high rank—the dragon for the Emperor, the phoenix for his consort. The two pieces of wood clacked together harshly and the enormous bier moved on. It was mounted on immense yellow poles and borne by eighty men dressed in brilliant robes of variegated muslin, red being the predominating colour. They wore hats with yellow feathers coming out of the crown, and they staggered under their burden, as might the slaves in Nineveh or Babylon have faltered and groaned beneath their burdens, two thousand years ago.

The approach of the coffin was announced by the loud clapping of two wooden slabs by a 096couple of attendants. As it neared, the palace eunuchs, dressed in white mourning attire and who had guarded her privacy during her life, followed. A few Court attendants in black came next, and then, flanked by lines of khaki-uniformed modern infantry marching in formation, the coffin draped in bright yellow satin, vividly embroidered with red phoenixes that represented her high status—the dragon for the Emperor, the phoenix for his consort. The two pieces of wood struck together sharply, and the large coffin continued forward. It was supported by enormous yellow poles and carried by eighty men wearing bright, patterned muslin robes, with red being the dominant color. They had hats adorned with yellow feathers on top, and they struggled under the weight, reminiscent of the slaves in Nineveh or Babylon, who might have faltered and groaned under their loads two thousand years ago.

Out of the northern archway came the camels and the horses, the soldiers, the lamas, the eunuchs, out came all the quaint gay paraphernalia—umbrellas, and fans, palankeens, and sedan chairs, and banners—and slowly crossed the great courtyard, the arena; a stop, a long pause, then on again, and the southern gate swallowed them up, again the clack of the strips of wood, and the mighty bier, borne on the shoulders of the Babylonish slaves. Slowly, slowly, then it stood still, and we felt as if it must stay there for ever, as if the eighty men who upheld it must be suffering unspeakable things. Once more the clack of the strips of wood, and the southern archway in due course swallowed it up, too, with the few halberdiers and the detachment of soldiery who completed the procession. 097Outside the Chien Men was the railway station, the crowded people—crowded like Chinese flies in summer, and that is saying a great deal—were cleared away by the soldiers, the bier was lifted on to a car, the bands struck up a weird funeral march, the soldiers presented arms, the lama priests fell on their knees, and then very, very slowly the train steamed out of the station, and the last of the Manchu Empresses was borne to her long home.

Out of the northern archway came the camels and horses, the soldiers, the lamas, the eunuchs, and all the unique, colorful items—umbrellas, fans, palanquins, sedan chairs, and banners—and they slowly crossed the large courtyard, the arena; a stop, a long pause, then onward again, until the southern gate swallowed them up, again the clack of the wooden strips, and the heavy bier, carried on the shoulders of the Babylonian slaves. Slowly, slowly, it came to a stop, and we felt as if it must stay there forever, as if the eighty men supporting it must be enduring unimaginable pain. Once again, the clack of the wooden strips, and the southern archway eventually swallowed it up too, along with the few halberdiers and the detachment of soldiers who completed the procession. 097Outside the Chien Men was the railway station, and the crowded people—packed like flies in summer in China, which says a lot—were cleared away by the soldiers, the bier was lifted onto a car, the band played a haunting funeral march, the soldiers presented arms, the lama priests knelt, and then very, very slowly the train pulled out of the station, carrying the last of the Manchu Empresses to her final resting place.

Was it impressive I asked myself as I went down the ramp? And the answer was a little difficult to find. Quaint and strange and Eastern, for the thing that has struck me so markedly in China was here marked as ever. It was like the paper money that was thrown with such lavish generosity into the air. Amongst all the magnificence was the bizarre note—that discordant touch of tawdriness. Beneath the gorgeous robes of the attendants, plainly to be seen, were tatters and uncleanliness, the soldiers in their ill-fitting uniforms looked makeshift, and the police wanted dusting. And yet—and again I must say and yet, for want of better words—behind it all was some reality, something that gripped like the haunting sound of the dirge, or the stately march of the camels that have defied all change.

Was it impressive, I asked myself as I went down the ramp? The answer was a bit hard to find. Quirky and strange and Eastern, because what struck me so clearly in China was still evident here. It was like the paper money that was generously thrown into the air. Among all the splendor was a strange note—that jarring hint of cheapness. Underneath the beautiful robes of the attendants, it was easy to see tatters and dirt; the soldiers in their ill-fitting uniforms looked temporary, and the police needed a good clean. And yet—and I must emphasize this—behind it all was a certain reality, something that gripped like the haunting sound of a funeral dirge or the stately march of camels that have withstood all change.










CHAPTER VI—A TIME OF REJOICING

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The charm of Peking—A Chinese theatre—Electric light—The custodian of the theatre—Bargaining for a seat—The orchestra—The scenery of Shakespeare—Realistic gesture—A city wall—A mountain spirit—Gorgeous dresses—Bundles of towels—Women's gallery—Armed patrols—Rain in April—The food of the peasant—Famine—The value of a daughter—God be thanked.

The charm of Beijing—A Chinese theater—Electric lights—The caretaker of the theater—Haggling for a seat—The band—The set design of Shakespeare—Realistic gestures—A city wall—A mountain spirit—Stunning costumes—Piles of towels—Women’s section—Armed patrols—April showers—The diet of the peasant—Hunger—The worth of a daughter—Thank goodness.

The Legation Quarter in Peking, as I was reminded twenty times a day, is not China, it is not even Peking, but it is a pleasant place in which to stay; a place where one may foregather and exchange ideas with one's kind, and yet whence one may go forth and see all Peking; more, may see places where still the foreigner is something to be stared at, and wondered at, and where the old, unchanging civilisation still goes on. Ordinarily if you would see something new, something that gives a fresh sensation, it is necessary to go out from among your kind and brave discomfort, or spend a small fortune to guard against that discomfort, but here, in Peking, you who are interested in such things may see an absolutely new world, and yet have all the comforts, except reading matter, to which you have been accustomed in London. It was no wonder I lingered in Peking. Always there was something 099new to see, always there was something fresh to learn, and at any moment, within five minutes, I could step out into another world, the world of Marco Polo, the world the Jesuit Fathers saw when first the Western nations were beginning to realise there were any countries besides their own.

The Legation Quarter in Beijing, as I was reminded twenty times a day, isn’t China, and it’s not even Beijing, but it’s a nice place to stay; a spot where you can meet up and share ideas with people like you, and still go out and see all of Beijing; more than that, you can visit places where foreigners are still something to be gawked at and where the ancient, unchanging civilization continues. Usually, if you want to see something new, something that gives you a fresh experience, you have to step away from your own crowd and deal with some discomfort, or spend a lot of money to avoid that discomfort. But here in Beijing, if you’re interested in these things, you can see an entirely new world while enjoying almost all the comforts, except reading material, that you’re used to in London. It’s no surprise I hung out in Beijing. There was always something 099new to explore, always something interesting to learn, and at any moment, within five minutes, I could step into another world—the world of Marco Polo, the world the Jesuit Fathers saw when Western nations were just starting to realize there were other countries beyond their own.

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There are people—I have heard them—who complain that Peking is dull. Do not believe them. But, after all, perhaps I am not the best judge. As a young girl, trammelled by trying to do the correct thing and behave as a properly brought up young lady ought, I have sometimes, say at an afternoon call when I hope I was behaving prettily, found life dull, but since I have gone my own way I have been sad sometimes, lonely often, but dull never, and for that God be thanked. But Peking, I think, would be a very difficult place in which to be really dull.

There are people—I’ve heard them—who say that Beijing is boring. Don’t believe them. But then again, maybe I’m not the best judge. As a young girl, caught up in trying to do the right thing and act like a proper lady, I have sometimes, like during an afternoon visit when I hoped I was behaving nicely, found life boring. However, since I've started living life on my own terms, I’ve felt sad at times, lonely often, but never bored, and for that, I’m grateful. But I think Beijing would be a really hard place to be genuinely bored.

It is even possible to go to the theatre every night, but it is a Chinese theatre and that will go a long way. Nevertheless, I felt it was a thing I should like to see; so one evening two of my friends took me to the best theatre that was open. The best was closed for political reasons they said, because the new Government, not as sure of itself as it would like to be, did not wish the people to assemble together. This was a minor theatre, a woman's theatre; that is one where only women were the actors, quite a new departure in the Celestial world, for until about a year before the day of which I write, no woman was ever seen upon the stage, and her parts, as they were in the old days in Europe, were taken by men and boys. Even now, men and women never appear on the stage together, never, never do the sexes 100mingle in China, and the women who act take the very lowest place in the social scale.

It’s even possible to go to the theater every night, but it’s a Chinese theater, which makes a big difference. Still, I thought it was something I’d like to see; so one evening, two of my friends took me to the best theater that was open. The best one was closed for political reasons, they said, because the new government, not as confident as it wants to be, didn’t want people gathering together. This was a minor theater, a women’s theater; meaning only women were the actors, which was a new development in the Celestial world, since until about a year before the day I’m talking about, no woman had ever been seen on stage, and her roles, like in the old days in Europe, were played by men and boys. Even now, men and women never appear on stage together; the sexes never mingle in China, and the women who act hold the very lowest place in the social hierarchy.

One cold night in March three rickshaws put us down at an open doorway in the Chinese City outside the Tartar wall. The Chinese the greatest connoisseurs of pictures do not as yet think much of posters, though the British and American Tobacco Company is doing its best to educate them up to that level, so outside this theatre the door was not decorated with photographs of the lovely damsels to be seen within, clad in as few clothes as the censor will allow, but the intellects of the patrons were appealed to, and all around the doors were bright red sheets of paper, on which the delights offered for the evening were inscribed in characters of gold.

One cold night in March, three rickshaws dropped us off at an open doorway in the Chinese City outside the Tartar wall. The Chinese, the greatest connoisseurs of art, still don't think much of posters, even though the British and American Tobacco Company is doing its best to change that. So, outside this theater, the door wasn't decorated with photographs of the beautiful women performing inside, dressed in as little as the censor allows. Instead, the patrons were appealed to intellectually, and all around the doors were bright red sheets of paper, with the evening's attractions written in gold characters.

We went along a narrow passage with a floor of hard, beaten earth, and dirty whitewashed walls on either side, along such a passage I could imagine went those who first listened to the sayings of Hamlet, Prince of Denmark. The light was dim, the thrifty Chinaman was not going to waste the precious and expensive light of compressed gas where it was not really needed, and from behind the wall came the weird strains of Chinese music. There appeared to be only one door, and here sat a fat and smiling Chinese, who explained to my friends that by the rules of the theatre, the men and women were divided, and that I must go to the women's gallery. They demurred. It would be very dull for me, who could not understand a word of the language, to sit alone. Could no exception be made in my favour? The doorkeeper was courteous as only a Chinese can be, and said that for his part, 101he had no objection; but the custodian of the theatre, put there by the Government to ensure law and order, would object.

We walked through a narrow hallway with a hard, packed dirt floor and dirty whitewashed walls on either side. I could easily imagine that this was the path taken by those who first heard the words of Hamlet, Prince of Denmark. The lighting was dim; the frugal Chinese owner wasn’t about to waste the precious and costly gas light when it wasn’t truly necessary. From behind the wall, I could hear the strange sounds of Chinese music. There seemed to be only one door, where a plump and smiling Chinese man sat, explaining to my friends that according to theater rules, men and women were separated, and I would need to go to the women’s section. They objected, saying it would be very boring for me to sit alone since I couldn’t understand a word of the language. Couldn’t an exception be made for me? The doorkeeper was as polite as only a Chinese can be, saying that he had no problem with it; however, the theater custodian, appointed by the Government to maintain law and order, would object.

I wanted badly to stay with these men who could explain to me all that was going on, so we sent for the custodian, another smiling gentleman, not quite so fat, in the black and yellow uniform of the military police. He listened to all we had to say, sympathised, but declared that the regulations must be carried out. My friends put it to him that the regulations were archaic, and that it was high time they were altered. He smilingly agreed. They were archaic, very; but then you see, they were the regulations. He was here to see that they were carried out, and he suggested, as an alternative, that we should take one of the boxes at the side. The question of sitting in front was dismissed, and we gave ourselves to the consideration of a box for which six dollars, that is twelve shillings English currency, or three dollars American, were demanded. We demurred, it seems you always question prices in China. We told the doorkeeper that the price was very high, and that as we were sitting where we did not wish to sit, he ought to come down. He did. Shades of Keith and Prowse! Two dollars!

I really wanted to stay with these guys who could explain everything that was happening, so we called for the custodian, another friendly guy, not quite as heavy, in the black and yellow military police uniform. He listened to everything we had to say, sympathized, but said that the rules had to be followed. My friends told him that the rules were outdated and that it was time for a change. He agreed with a smile. They were outdated, for sure; but the thing is, they were the rules. His job was to make sure they were followed, and he suggested that we could take one of the boxes on the side instead. We dropped the idea of sitting in front and started considering a box that cost six dollars, which was twelve shillings in British currency, or three dollars in American. We hesitated; it seems you always negotiate prices in China. We told the doorkeeper that the price was too high, and since we were sitting in a spot we didn't want to be in, he should lower it. He did. Shades of Keith and Prowse! Two dollars!

We went up some steep and narrow steps of the most primitive order, were admitted to a large hall lighted by compressed gas—in Cambulac! here in the heart of an ancient civilisation—surrounded by galleries with fronts of a dainty lattice-work of polished wood, such as the Chinese employ for windows, and we took our places in a box, humbly furnished with bare benches and a wooden table. Just beneath us was the stage, and the play was in 102full swing—actors, property men, and orchestra all on at once. It was large and square, raised a little above the people in the body of the hall and surrounded by a little low screen of the same dainty lattice-work. At the back was the orchestra, composed only of men in ordinary coolie dress—dark blue cotton—with long queues. There were castanets, and a drum, cymbals, native fiddle, and various brazen instruments that looked like brass trays, and they all played untiringly, with an energy worthy of a better cause, and with the apparent intention—it couldn't have been so really—of drowning the actors. Yet taken altogether the result was strangely quaint and Eastern.

We climbed some steep and narrow steps that were quite basic and were admitted into a large hall lit by gas—in Cambulac! Here in the middle of an ancient civilization—surrounded by galleries with delicate lattice-work of polished wood, like what the Chinese use for windows. We settled into a box, simply furnished with bare benches and a wooden table. Right below us was the stage, and the play was in 102full swing—actors, stagehands, and the orchestra all performing at once. The stage was large and square, slightly raised above the audience in the hall and enclosed by a low screen made of the same delicate lattice-work. At the back was the orchestra, made up of men in regular coolie attire—dark blue cotton—with long queues. They had castanets, a drum, cymbals, a native fiddle, and various brass instruments that looked like brass trays, playing energetically, almost as if they were trying to drown out the actors. Yet, all together, the result was oddly charming and Eastern.

The entertainment consisted of a number of little plays lasting from half an hour to about an hour. There were never more than half a dozen people on the stage at once, very often only two in the play altogether, and what it was all about we could only guess after all, for even my friends, who could speak ordinary Chinese fluently, could not understand much that was said. Possibly this was because every actor, instead of using the ordinary conversational tone, adapted as we adapt it to the stage, used a high, piercing falsetto that was extremely unnatural, and reminded me of nothing on this earth that I know of except perhaps a pig-killing. Still even I gathered something of the story of the play as it progressed, for the gestures of these women, unlike their voices, were extremely dramatic, and some of the situations were not to be mistaken. Scenery was as it was in Shakespeare's day. It was understood. But for all the bare crudity, the dresses of the actors which belonged to a previous age, 103whether they were supposed to represent men or women, were most rich and beautiful. The general, with his hideously painted face and his long black beard of thread, wore a golden embroidered robe that must have been worth a small fortune; a soldier, apparently a sort of Dugald Dalgety, who pits himself against a scholar clad in modest dark colours, appeared in a blue satin of the most delicate shade, beautifully embroidered with gorgeous lotus flowers and palms; and the principal ladies, who were really rather pretty in spite of their highly painted faces and weird head-dresses, wore robes of delicate loveliness that one of my companions, whose business it was to know about such matters, told me must have been, like the general's, of great value. The comic servant or country man wore a short jumper and a piece of white paper and powder about his nose. It certainly did make him look funny. The dignified scholar was arrayed all in black, the soldier wore the gayest of embroidered silks and satins, the landlady of the inn or boarding-house, a pleasant, smiling woman with roses in her hair and tiny maimed feet, had a pattern of black lace-work painted on her forehead, and when the male characters had to be very fierce indeed, they wore long and flowing beards, beards to which no Chinaman, I fear me, can ever hope to attain, for the Chinaman is not a hairy man. When a gallant gentleman with tight sleeves which proclaimed him a warrior, and a long beard of bright red thread which made him a very fierce warrior indeed, snapped his fingers and lifted up his legs, lifted them up vehemently, you knew that he was getting over a wall or mounting his horse. You could take your choice. A mountain, the shady 104side of it, was represented by one panel of a screen which leaned drunkenly against a very ordinary chair, giving shelter to a very evil spirit with a dress that represented a leopard, and a face of the grimmest and most terrifying of those animals.

The entertainment included a series of short plays that lasted from about half an hour to an hour. There were never more than six people on stage at once, and often just two actors in the entire play. We could only guess what the stories were about because even my friends, who spoke everyday Chinese fluently, couldn't understand much of the dialogue. This might have been due to every actor using a high, shrill falsetto instead of a normal conversational tone; it sounded very unnatural, almost like a pig being slaughtered. Still, I managed to catch some of the plot as it unfolded since the women’s gestures were very dramatic, unlike their voices, and some situations were unmistakable. The scenery was minimal, much like in Shakespeare's time, which was understood at the time. Despite the bare simplicity, the costumes worn by the actors, whether portraying men or women, were rich and beautiful, reflecting a bygone era. The general, with his grotesquely painted face and long black thread beard, wore a golden embroidered robe that must have been worth a small fortune. A soldier, reminiscent of Dugald Dalgety, faced off against a scholar in modest dark colors; he wore a blue satin costume in a delicate shade, intricately embroidered with stunning lotus flowers and palm designs. The main ladies, who were quite pretty despite their heavily painted faces and strange headpieces, donned robes of exquisite beauty that one of my companions, an expert in such matters, told me must have been very valuable, just like the general's. The comedic servant or countryman wore a short jumper with a piece of white paper and powder on his nose, which definitely made him look amusing. The dignified scholar was dressed entirely in black, while the soldier donned the brightest embroidered silks and satins. The landlady of the inn or boarding house, a pleasant woman with roses in her hair and tiny bound feet, had a black lace pattern painted on her forehead. When the male characters needed to appear fearsome, they wore long, flowing beards that no Chinese man could ever hope to grow, as they're not particularly hairy. When a gallant gentleman, with tightly fitting sleeves that marked him as a warrior and a long red thread beard making him look quite fierce, snapped his fingers and lifted his legs with great energy, you knew he was either climbing over a wall or mounting his horse. You could take your pick. A mountain, particularly its shady side, was represented by a panel of a screen leaning awkwardly against an ordinary chair, sheltering a very evil spirit dressed as a leopard, with a face that was the spitting image of that terrifying animal.

This was a play that required much property to be displayed, for a general with a face painted all black and white and long black beard, with his army of five, took refuge behind a stout city wall that was made of thin blue cotton stuff supported on four bamboo poles, and this convenient wall marched on to the stage in the hands of a couple of stout coolies. A wicked mountain spirit outside the walls did terrible things. Ever and again flashes of fire burst out after his speech, and I presume you were not supposed to see the coolie who manipulated that fire, though he stood on the stage as large as any actors in the piece.

This was a play that needed a lot of props because a general with a face painted completely black and white and a long black beard, along with his army of five, took shelter behind a strong city wall made of thin blue cotton fabric held up by four bamboo poles. This handy wall was carried onto the stage by a couple of sturdy workers. A wicked mountain spirit outside the walls caused mayhem. Time and again, bursts of fire erupted after his speeches, and I assume you weren't meant to notice the worker who was operating that fire, even though he was just as visible on stage as any of the actors in the show.

It is hard, too, talking in that high falsetto against the shrieking, strident notes of the music, so naturally the actors constantly required a little liquid refreshment, and an attendant was prompt in offering tea in tiny round basins; and nobody saw anything incongruous in his standing there with the teapot handy, and in slack moments taking a sip himself.

It’s tough to speak in that high-pitched voice over the loud, screechy music, so the actors frequently needed a little drink, and an attendant was quick to offer tea in small round cups; nobody thought it was strange for him to stand there with the teapot ready, occasionally taking a sip himself during quieter moments.

The fun apparently consisted in repartee, and every now and then, the audience, who were silent and engrossed, instead of applauding spontaneously, ejaculated, as if at a word of command, “Hao!” which means “Good!”

The fun seemed to be in the banter, and every so often, the audience, who were quiet and absorbed, instead of clapping spontaneously, shouted out, as if on cue, “Hao!” which means “Good!”

That audience was the best-behaved and most attentive I have ever seen. It consisted mostly of men, as far as I could see, of the middle class. 105They were packed close together, with here and there a little table or bench among them; and up and down went vendors of apples, oranges, pieces of sugar-cane, cakes and sweetmeats.

That audience was the most well-behaved and attentive I've ever seen. It was mainly made up of middle-class men, as far as I could tell. 105They were packed in closely, with a few little tables or benches scattered among them; and vendors strolled through, selling apples, oranges, sticks of sugar cane, cakes, and sweets.

There were also people who supplied hot, damp towels. A man stood here and there in the audience, and from the outer edge of the theatre, came hurtling to him, over the heads of the people, a bundle of these towels. For a cent or so apiece he distributed them, the members of the audience taking a refreshing wipe of face and head and hands and handing the towels back. When the purveyor of the towels had used up all his stock, and got them all back again, he tied them up into a neat bundle, and threw them back the way they had come, receiving a fresh stock in return. Never did a bundle of towels fail in reaching its appointed place, and scores of cents must the providers have pocketed. For the delight of ventilation is not appreciated in China, and to say that theatre was stuffy is a mild way of putting it. The warm wet towel must have given a sort of refreshment. They offered us some up in the dignified seclusion of our box, but we felt we could sustain life without washing our faces with doubtful towels during the progress of the entertainment. Tea was brought, too, excellent Chinese tea, and I drank it with pleasure. I drink Chinese tea without either milk or sugar as a matter of course now; but that night at the Chinese theatre I was only trying it and wondering could I drink it at all.

There were also people who provided hot, damp towels. A man stood here and there in the audience, and from the outer edge of the theater, a bundle of these towels came flying to him over the heads of the crowd. For about a cent each, he handed them out, and the audience members wiped their faces, heads, and hands, returning the towels afterward. Once the towel vendor had gone through all his stock and received everything back, he tied them up into a neat bundle and tossed them back the way they came, getting a fresh supply in exchange. A bundle of towels always reached its destination, and the suppliers must have pocketed a good amount of change. The joy of ventilation is not appreciated in China, and saying that the theater was stuffy is an understatement. The warm, wet towels must have provided some relief. They offered us some in the dignified privacy of our box, but we felt we could get by without washing our faces with questionable towels during the show. They also brought us excellent Chinese tea, which I enjoyed. Now, I usually drink Chinese tea without milk or sugar, but that night at the Chinese theater, I was just trying it out and wondering if I could even drink it at all.

Opposite us was the women's gallery, full of Chinese and Manchu ladies, with high headdresses and highly painted faces. The Chinese ladies often paint their faces, but their attempts at 106decoration pale before that of the Manchus, who put on the colour with such right goodwill that every woman when she is dressed in her smartest, looks remarkably like a sign-board. The wonder is that anyone could possibly be found who could admire the unnatural effect. Someone, I suppose, there is, or it would not be done, but no men went near the women's gallery that evening. It would have been the grossest breach of decorum for a man to do any such thing, and the painted ladies drank their tea by themselves.

Across from us was the women's gallery, filled with Chinese and Manchu ladies, sporting tall headdresses and heavily made-up faces. Chinese women often apply makeup, but their attempts at decoration are nothing compared to the Manchus, who apply it with such enthusiasm that every woman, when dressed in her finest, resembles a signboard. It’s surprising that anyone could actually appreciate the unnatural look. I suppose there must be someone, or else they wouldn’t do it, but no men approached the women's gallery that evening. It would have been a serious breach of etiquette for a man to do so, and the painted ladies enjoyed their tea on their own.

Somewhere about midnight, earlier than usual, consequent, I imagine, upon the disturbed state of the country, the entertainment ended with a perfect crash of music, and the most orderly audience in the world went out into the streets of the Chinese City, into the clear night. Only in very recent years, they tell me, have the streets of Peking been lighted. Formerly the people went to bed at dusk, but they seem to have taken very kindly to the change, for the streets were thronged. There were people on foot, people in rickshaws, people in the springless Peking carts, and important personages with outriders and footmen in the glass broughams beloved by the Chinese; and there were the military police everywhere, now at night with rifles across their shoulders. Here, disciplining this most orderly crowd, they struck me as being strangely incongruous. I wondered at those police then, and I wonder still. What are they for? Whatever the reason, there they were at every few yards. Never have I had such a strange home-coming from a theatre. Down on us forty feet high frowned the walls built in past ages, we crossed the Beggars' 107Bridge of glorious marble, we went under the mighty archway of the Chien Men, and we entered the Legation Quarter guarded like a fortress, and I went to bed meditating on the difference between a Chinese play and a modern musical comedy. They have, I fancy, one thing in common. They are interesting enough to see for the first time, but a little of them goes a long way.

Somewhere around midnight, earlier than usual, probably because of the unsettled state of the country, the show wrapped up with a huge bang of music, and the most well-behaved audience in the world stepped out into the streets of the Chinese City on that clear night. I’ve heard that only in recent years have the streets of Peking been lit up. People used to go to bed at dusk, but it seems they’ve really embraced the change, as the streets were packed. There were pedestrians, people in rickshaws, people in the bumpy Peking carts, and important figures with aides and footmen in the glass carriages that the Chinese love; and everywhere, the military police were present, now at night with rifles slung over their shoulders. In this orderly crowd, the police seemed oddly out of place. I was curious about them then, and I still am. What’s their purpose? Whatever the reason, they were stationed every few yards. I've never had such a bizarre return from a theater. Towering above us were the ancient stone walls, we crossed the magnificent Beggars' 107Bridge made of stunning marble, we passed under the grand archway of the Chien Men, and we entered the Legation Quarter, protected like a fortress. I went to bed reflecting on the difference between a Chinese play and a modern musical comedy. They seem to share one thing: they’re engaging enough to watch once, but you only need so much of them.

I went to bed under a clear and cloudless sky, and the next morning, to my astonishment, it was raining. I have, of course, seen rain many, many times, and many, many times have I seen heavier rain than fell all this April day in Peking, but never before, not even in my own country where rain is the great desideratum, have I seen rain better worth recording.

I went to bed under a clear and cloudless sky, and the next morning, to my surprise, it was raining. I've seen rain countless times, and I've seen heavier rain than what fell all day in April in Beijing, but never before, not even in my own country where we really need rain, have I seen rain that was more worth noting.

It was indeed this April day rain at last!

It was finally raining on this April day!

“To everything there is a season,” says the preacher, and the spring is the time for a little rain in Northern China. In England people suppose it rains three hundred and sixty days out of the three hundred and sixty-five, except in Leap Year when we manage to get in another rainy day, but as a matter of fact, I believe the average is about one hundred and fifty wet days in the year, with a certain number more in which clouds in the sky blot out the sunshine. In the north of China, on the other hand, there had been, to all intents and purposes, no cloud in the sky since the summer rains of 1912, till this rain in April which I looked out upon. Is not rain like that worth recording? Still more do I feel it is worth recording when I think of what that day's rain, that seemed so little to me, meant to millions of people. All through the bitter cold winter the 108country lay in the grip of the frost, but the sun reigned in a heaven of peerless blue, and the light was brilliant with a brilliancy that makes the sunshine of a June day in England a poor, pale thing. The people counted for their crops on the rain that would come in due season, the rain in the spring. March came with the thaw, and the winds from the north lifted the loose soil into the air in clouds of dust. But March passed alternating brilliant sunshine and clouds of dust, and there was never a cloud in the sky, never a drop of moisture for the gasping earth. April came—would it go on like this till June? Rain that comes in due season is necessary to the crops that are the wealth, nay the very life of Northern China.

“To everything there is a season,” says the preacher, and spring is the time for a little rain in Northern China. In England, people think it rains three hundred sixty days out of the year, except in Leap Year when we somehow manage to fit in another rainy day. But actually, I believe the average is about one hundred fifty wet days a year, with a few more days where clouds block out the sun. In the north of China, however, there hadn’t been, for all practical purposes, a cloud in the sky since the summer rains of 1912, until this rain in April that I was looking at. Isn’t rain like that worth noting? Even more so when I consider what that day’s rain, which seemed so small to me, meant to millions of people. All through the bitter cold winter, the 108country was frozen, but the sun shone in a sky of unmatched blue, and the light was so bright that it made the sunshine of a June day in England look dull. The people relied on the rain that would come in its proper time, the rain in spring. March came with a thaw, and the winds from the north lifted the loose soil into clouds of dust. But March passed with flickers of brilliant sunshine and clouds of dust, and there was never a cloud in the sky, never a drop of moisture for the thirsty earth. April came—would it keep going like this until June? Rain that arrives at the right time is essential for the crops that are the wealth, indeed the very life, of Northern China.

From the beams of the peasant's cottage hang the cobs of corn, each one counted; in jars or boxes is his little store of grain, millet—just bird-seed in point of fact—he has a few dried persimmons perhaps and—nothing else. Twice a day the housewife measures out the grain for the meal—she knows, the tiniest child in the household knows exactly how long it will last with full measure, how it may be spun out over a few more dreary, hunger-aching days, how then, if the rain has not come, if the crops have failed, famine will stalk in the land, famine, cruel, pitiless, and from his grip there is no escaping.

From the beams of the peasant's cottage hang the cobs of corn, each one counted; in jars or boxes is his little store of grain, millet—just birdseed, really—he has a few dried persimmons maybe and—nothing else. Twice a day, the housewife measures out the grain for the meal—she knows, and even the tiniest child in the household knows exactly how long it will last with a full measure, how it can be stretched over a few more dreary, hunger-panging days, and then, if the rain hasn’t come, if the crops have failed, famine will stalk the land, famine, cruel and merciless, and there's no escaping its grip.

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Think of it, as I did that April day in Peking, when I watched the rain pelting down. Think of the dumb, helpless peasant watching the cloudless blue sky and the steadily diminishing store of grain, watching, hoping, for the faintest wisp of white cloud that shall give promise of a little moisture. 109They tell me, those who know, that the Chinaman is a fatalist, that he never looks so far ahead, but do they not judge him with Western eyes? True he seldom complains, but he tills his fields so carefully that he must see in imagination the crops they are to produce, he must know, how can he help knowing, that if there be no harvest, there is an end to his home, his family, his children; that if perchance his life be spared, it will be grey and empty, broken, desolate, scarce worth living. Every scanty possession will have to be sold to buy food in a ruinously high market, even the loved children, and no one who has seen them together can doubt that the Chinese deeply love their children, must go, though for the little daughter whose destination will be a brothel of one of the great cities, but two dollars, four pitiful shillings, may be hoped for, and when that is eaten up, the son sold into slavery will bring very little more. To sell their children sounds terrible, but what can they do? Some must be sacrificed that the others may have a chance of life, and even if they are not sacrificed, their fate is to die slowly under the bright sky, in the relentless sunshine. This is the spectre that haunts the peasant. This is the thing that has befallen his fathers, that has befallen him, that may befall him again any year, that no care on his part can guard him from, that the clear sky for ever threatens.

Think about it, like I did that April day in Beijing, when I watched the rain pouring down. Picture the helpless farmer staring at the clear blue sky and the dwindling stock of grain, watching, hoping for even the smallest hint of a white cloud that might bring some rain. 109I've heard from those who understand that the Chinese are fatalists and don't think ahead, but don't they see him through Western eyes? It's true he rarely complains, but he works his fields so diligently that he must envision the crops they will yield. He has to know—how could he not?—that without a harvest, there's no future for his home, his family, his children; that if by chance he survives, his life will be bleak, empty, shattered, and hardly worth living. Every meager possession will have to be sold just to buy food at exorbitant prices, even the beloved children, and anyone who has seen them together knows that Chinese parents deeply love their kids. But for the little daughter, destined for a brothel in one of the big cities, maybe they can hope for just two dollars, four pitiful shillings. When that's gone, selling the son into slavery will barely fetch more. Selling their children sounds horrific, but what choice do they have? Some must be sacrificed so that others have a chance at life, and even if they aren't sacrificed, they'll slowly die under the bright sky in the unyielding sun. This is the fear that haunts the farmer. This is what has happened to his ancestors, what has happened to him, and what could happen to him again any year, something beyond his control, always threatened by the clear sky.

“From plague, pestilence and famine, Good Lord deliver us.”

“From disease, disasters, and hunger, Good Lord, deliver us.”

Does ever that Litany to the Most High go up in English cathedral with such prayerful fervour, such thorough realisation of what is meant by the 110supplication, as is in the heart of the peasant mother in China, carefully measuring out the grain for the meal. Only she would put it the other way. “F rom famine, and the plague and pestilence that stalk in the wake of the famine, oh pitiful, merciful God deliver us!”

Does that Litany to the Most High ever rise in an English cathedral with such heartfelt fervor, such a deep understanding of what is meant by the 110supplication, as it is in the heart of the peasant mother in China, carefully measuring out the grain for the meal? Only she would phrase it differently. “From famine, and the plague and pestilence that follow the famine, oh pitiful, merciful God, deliver us!”

And when I took all this in, when I heard men who had seen the suffering describe it, was it any wonder that I rejoiced at the dull grey sky, at the sound of the rain on the roof, at the water rushing down the gutters.

And when I absorbed all of this, when I listened to men who had witnessed the suffering describe it, was it any surprise that I felt joy at the dull gray sky, at the sound of the rain on the roof, at the water flowing down the gutters?

On the gently sloping hill-sides of Manchuria, where they grow the famous bean, the hill-sides that I had seen in their winter array, on the wide plains of Mongolia, where only the far horizon bounds the view, and you march on to a yet farther horizon where the Mongol tends his flocks and herds, and the industrious Chinaman, pushing out beyond the protecting wall, has planted beans and sown oats, in Honan, where the cotton and the maize and the kaoliang grow, all along the gardens and grain-fields of Northern China, had come the revivifying rain. The day before, under the blue sky, lay the bare brown earth, acres and acres, miles and miles of it, carefully tilled, nowhere in the world have I seen such carefully tilled land, full of promise, but of promise only, of a rich harvest. Then, not hoped for so late, a boon hardly to be prayed for, welcome as sunshine never was welcome, came the rain, six hours steady rain, and the spectre of famine, ever so close to the Chinese peasant, for a time drifted into the background with old, unhappy, long-forgotten things. Next morning on all the khaki-coloured country outside Peking was a tinge of 111green, and we knew that a bountiful harvest was ensured, knew that soon the country would be a beautiful emerald. The house-mother, the patient, uncomplaining, ignorant, Chinese house-mother, might fill her pot joyfully, the house-father might look at his little daughter, with the red thread twisted in her hair, and know, that for a year at least, she was safe in his sheltering arms, for the blessed rain had come, God given.

On the gently sloping hills of Manchuria, where they grow the famous bean, and on the wide plains of Mongolia, where only the distant horizon limits the view, you march on to another horizon where the Mongol tends his flocks and herds. The hardworking Chinese farmer, pushing out beyond the protective wall, has planted beans and sown oats in Honan, where cotton, maize, and kaoliang thrive. All across the gardens and grain fields of Northern China, the refreshing rain has arrived. The day before, under the blue sky, lay the bare brown earth, acres and acres, miles and miles of it, carefully cultivated; I have never seen land so well-tended, full of potential, but only potential, for a rich harvest. Then, unexpectedly, a blessing hardly to be wished for, as welcome as sunshine has ever been, came the rain—six hours of steady rain—and the specter of famine, always lurking close to the Chinese peasant, for a moment faded into the background, along with old, unhappy, long-forgotten memories. The next morning, the khaki-colored countryside outside Peking had a hint of 111green, and we knew that a bountiful harvest was assured, knew that soon the land would be a vibrant emerald. The house-mother, the patient, uncomplaining, unaware Chinese house-mother, could joyfully fill her pot; the house-father could look at his little daughter, with the red thread twisted in her hair, and know that for at least a year, she was safe in his protective embrace, for the blessed rain had come, a gift from God.

Peking in the rain is an uncomfortable place. It is built for the sunshine. The streets of the city were knee-deep in mud, the hu t'ungs were impassable for a man on foot unless he would be mud up to the knees, for there had been six hours solid downpour, and every moment it continued was worth pounds to the country. What was a twenty-five million loan with its heavy interest, against such a rain as this? More than one hundred thousand people were affected by the downpour, were glad and rejoicing that day at the good-fortune that had befallen them. This mass of human beings, at the very lowest computation had considerably more than twenty-five million pounds rained down upon it in the course of six hours. There came with that rain, that blurred the windows of my room, prosperity for the land, and, for a time at least, peace, for peace and good harvests in China are sometimes interchangeable terms. What did it matter to Northern China at that moment that the nations were bickering over the loan, that America was promising, Britain hesitating, Russia threatening? What did it matter whether Emperor, President, or Dictator, was in power? What did it matter that the national representatives hesitated to come to the capital? 112What did it matter what mistakes they made? What does the peasant tilling his field, the woman filling her cooking-pot know about these things? What do they care? A mightier factor than these, a greater power than man's had stepped in. God be thanked, in China that day it rained.

Peking in the rain is an uncomfortable place. It’s made for sunshine. The city streets were flooded with mud, and the alleys were impossible to navigate for anyone on foot unless they wanted to get stuck up to their knees in muck, because there had been six solid hours of downpour, and every moment it continued was worth a lot to the country. What does a twenty-five million loan with all its high-interest matter against this kind of rain? Over one hundred thousand people were affected by the downpour, happy and celebrating the good fortune that had come upon them. This crowd, at the very least, received more than twenty-five million pounds in rain over those six hours. With that rain, which blurred the windows of my room, came prosperity for the land and, at least for a while, peace, because peace and good harvests in China sometimes mean the same thing. At that moment, what did it matter to Northern China that the nations were squabbling over the loan, that America was making promises, Britain was unsure, and Russia was issuing threats? What did it matter who was in power—Emperor, President, or Dictator? What did it matter that the national representatives were hesitant to come to the capital? 112What did it matter what mistakes they made? What do the farmers working their fields, and the women cooking their meals, know about these issues? What do they care? A greater force than these, a stronger power than humans, had intervened. Thank God, it rained in China that day.










CHAPTER VII—ONE OF THE WONDERS OF THE WORLD

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Courteous Americans—Nankou Pass—Beacon towers—Inaccessible hills—“Balbus has built a wall”—Tiny towns—“Watchman, what of the night?”—Deserted watch-towers—-Thoughtful Chinese waiter—Ming Tombs—Chinese carrying chair—Stony way—Greatest p'ia lou in China—Amphitheatre among the barren hills—Tomb of Yung Lo—Trunks of sandal-wood trees—Enterprising Chinese guard.

Polite Americans—Nankou Pass—Signal towers—Remote hills—“Balbus has built a wall”—Small towns—“Watchman, what time is it?”—Abandoned watchtowers—Considerate Chinese waiter—Ming Tombs—Chinese sedan chair—Rocky path—Largest p'ia lou in China—Amphitheater among the desolate hills—Tomb of Yung Lo—Logs of sandalwood trees—Resourceful Chinese guard.

Wherever I might wander in China, and with the rumours of war that were in the air, it looked as if my wanderings were going to be somewhat restricted, to one place I was bound to wander, and that was the Great Wall of China. Even in the days of my grandmother's curios, I had heard about that, one of the wonders of the world, and I could never have left China without seeing it.

Wherever I traveled in China, and with the rumors of war swirling around, it seemed my travels would be somewhat limited. However, there was one place I was determined to visit: the Great Wall of China. Even back in my grandmother's time, I had heard about it, one of the wonders of the world, and I could never leave China without seeing it.

“You can do it in a couple of days,” said the young man, who had chastened me gently when first I entered Peking. “I'm going up on Tuesday, You'd better come along. The poet's coming too,” he added.

“You can get it done in a couple of days,” said the young man, who had gently corrected me when I first arrived in Beijing. “I’m heading up on Tuesday; you should come with me. The poet is coming too,” he added.

114The poet, a real live poet, who thought a deal more about his binding than his public, was like me I think, he did not like seeing places in crowds, and at first he did not give us much of his society. There was also a millionaire, an American millionaire, his little wife, his big daughter, and his angular 114maiden sister. They had an observation-car fixed on to the train, and the guard came along and said that if we ordinary travellers, who were not millionaires, cared to come in the car, the millionaire would be very pleased.

114The poet, a genuine poet, who cared more about his own work than about his audience, was a lot like me, I think; he didn't enjoy being in crowded places and initially kept to himself. There was also a millionaire, an American, along with his petite wife, his tall daughter, and his awkward maiden sister. They had an observation car attached to the train, and the conductor mentioned that if we regular travelers, who weren't millionaires, wanted to join them in the car, the millionaire would be happy to have us.

I have travelled so much by myself that the chance of congenial company once in a way was delightful, but I did feel we ought not to have taken the train to the Nankou Pass. A mule litter, or a Peking cart would have been so much more suitable. However, it is as well to be as comfortable as possible.

I’ve traveled so much alone that having pleasant company now and then is a joy, but I really felt we shouldn’t have taken the train to Nankou Pass. A mule litter or a Peking cart would have been way more fitting. Still, it’s good to be as comfortable as possible.

From the north came China's foes, the sturdy horsemen from Mongolia, the mountain men from the Manchurian Hills, and because the peaceful, industrious inhabitants of the rich; alluvial plains feared greatly the raiders, they, just at the Nankou Pass, where these inaccessible hills might be passed, built watch-towers and kept ward. There they stand, even to this day, upon jutting peaks where the pass opens into the plain, grey stone watch-towers with look-outs and slits for the archers, and beacon-towers which could flash the fiery warning that should rouse the country to the south. For thirteen miles we went up the pass, the cleft that the stream, babbling cheerfully now in April over its water-worn rocks, has carved for itself through the stony hills, and its weird beauty never palls.

From the north came China's enemies, the tough horsemen from Mongolia, the mountain dwellers from the Manchurian Hills, and because the peaceful, hardworking people of the rich alluvial plains feared the raiders greatly, they built watchtowers and kept watch right at the Nankou Pass, where these hard-to-reach hills could be crossed. They still stand today upon the rocky peaks where the pass opens into the plain, grey stone watchtowers with lookouts and slits for archers, along with beacon towers that could send out fiery warnings to alert the country to the south. We traveled up the pass for thirteen miles, through the gap that the stream, bubbling joyfully in April over its well-worn rocks, has carved through the stony hills, and its unique beauty never gets old.

115Always there were the hills, broken to pieces, tossed together by the hand of a giant, there were great clefts in them, vistas looking up stony and inaccessible valleys, gullies that are black as if a burning fiery furnace had been set in their midst, little pockets where the stream widened and there was a patch of green pasture, some goats grazing, a small, neat farm-house and fruit-trees, pink and white, almond, peach, or pear, a wealth of blossom. On every patch of those barren hill-sides where a tree might grow, a tree—a fruit-tree—because the Chinaman is strictly utilitarian, had been planted; only here and there, over the sacred graves of China, there was a patch of willow, tender with the delicate dainty green of early spring.

115The hills were always there, fragmented and tossed together like pieces by a giant's hand. Deep fissures cut through them, revealing views of rocky, hard-to-reach valleys, and gorges so dark they seemed like the entrance to a fiery furnace. There were small areas where the stream broadened into a patch of green pasture, with a few goats grazing, a tidy little farmhouse, and fruit trees—pink and white blossoms from almond, peach, or pear tree, creating a beautiful display. On every bit of those barren hillsides where a tree could grow, a tree—a fruit tree—had been planted, reflecting the practical nature of the farmers. Only occasionally, over the sacred graves of China, was there a spot of willow, tender with the soft, delicate green of early spring.

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Always in China there are people; and here there were tiny towns packed together on ledges of the eternal hills, with the fruit-trees and the willows that shade the graves, and there were walls—walls that stretch up to the inaccessible portion of the hills, where only a goat might climb, and no invading army could possibly pass. So numerous were these walls that my cheery young friend suggested that if ever a village head-man had a little spare time on his hands he remarked: “Oh, I say, here's a fine day and plenty of stones, let's go out and build a wall.” And then next day the villagers in the next hamlet looking out said, “By Jove, Balbus, no Wong, has built a wall. We can't be beat.” But I don't think in the old days the villagers on those hills ever took life quite as lightly as that.

There's always people in China; and here there were small towns clustered on the slopes of the endless hills, with fruit trees and willows providing shade over the graves. There were walls—walls that rose up to the unreachable parts of the hills, where only a goat could climb, and no invading army could ever get through. There were so many of these walls that my cheerful young friend joked that if a village leader found himself with some free time, he might say, "Oh, what a nice day and look at all these stones, let's go build a wall." And then the next day, the villagers from the neighboring hamlet would look out and say, "Wow, Balbus, no Wong, has built a wall. We can’t let that slide." But I doubt that in the old days, the villagers on those hills really took life that lightly.

Over and over again it is repeated, the watch-towers on the hills and the strips of wall running down into the valley, walls with wide tops on which companies of archers might stand, protected by a breast-work slit for arrows, with a wall behind again to which they might retire if they were beaten, making the space between hard to hold, even for a victorious enemy. Always there were the walls and watch-towers as we went on up the valley, telling (116)in their own way, the story of the strenuous lives of the men who lived here in the old days.

Again and again, we see the watchtowers on the hills and the sections of wall stretching down into the valley. These walls have wide tops where groups of archers could stand, shielded by a low barrier with slits for arrows, and another wall behind them for cover if they were overrun. This made the area difficult to maintain, even for a winning enemy. The walls and watchtowers were ever-present as we traveled up the valley, telling their own tale of the hard lives of the men who once lived here.

Down the mule track these walls command came an endless company of people, wandering along, slowly, persistently, as they have wandered since the dawn of history. They had mules, and donkeys, and horses—muzzled so that they cannot eat the tufts of herbage by the roadside—laden with grain, and hides, and all manner of merchandise. There were blue-coated coolies trudging along with bamboos across their shoulders, their heavy loads dangling from either end; and there were laden camels, the ragged dromedaries from Mongolia, long lines of them, picking their way among the stones along the road by the side of the stream. The camels, and the walls, and the watch-towers go together, they enhance the wonder and the charm of this road to the Great Wall.

Down the mule track these walls oversee came an endless stream of people, wandering along slowly and persistently, just as they have since the dawn of history. They had mules, donkeys, and horses—muzzled so they couldn't eat the tufts of grass by the roadside—loaded with grain, hides, and all kinds of goods. There were blue-coated workers trudging along with bamboos over their shoulders, their heavy loads hanging from either end; and there were loaded camels, the tattered dromedaries from Mongolia, in long lines, making their way among the stones along the road beside the stream. The camels, the walls, and the watchtowers go hand in hand; they add to the wonder and charm of this path to the Great Wall.

Up and up we went, up the valley, past the great archway where is the Customs barrier even to-day, and on, higher and higher, deeper into the hills, till ahead, crowning them, climbing their steepest points, bridging their most inaccessible declivities, clear-cut against the blue sky, I saw what I had come out to see, one of the wonders of the world, the Great Wall of China! Here among the stony, arid hills, that anywhere else in the world would be left to the rock-doves and the rabbits, we came upon a piece of man's handiwork that for ages has cried aloud to those who have eyes to see, or ears to hear, of the colossal industry of China, nay of more than that, of the sacrifice of the individual for the good of the community. On and on went the Wall, up and up and up, climbing steadily, falling, climbing again, 117and again dropping into the valleys. There were watch-towers and a broad highway along its top; here stood the sentries, who kept ceaseless watch and ward looking ever for the invader, whether he came in countless array, a conquering army, or in small raiding bands that might take toll of the rich crops to the south, steal a few women, or hold a wealthy squire up to ransom.

Up and up we went, up the valley, past the big archway where the Customs barrier still stands today, and on, higher and higher, deeper into the hills, until ahead, crowning them, climbing their steepest points, bridging their most inaccessible slopes, clear against the blue sky, I saw what I had come to see, one of the wonders of the world, the Great Wall of China! Here among the rocky, dry hills, which anywhere else in the world would be left to the rock doves and the rabbits, we stumbled upon a remarkable achievement of human labor that for ages has been a testament to those who have eyes to see or ears to hear, showcasing the immense effort of China, and even more, the sacrifice of individuals for the greater good of the community. On and on went the Wall, climbing steadily up, falling, climbing again, 117and once again dropping into the valleys. There were watch-towers and a wide path along its top; here stood the sentries, who kept a constant lookout for any invaders, whether they arrived in large forces, a conquering army, or in small raiding parties that might steal the rich crops to the south, take a few women, or hold a wealthy landowner for ransom.

“Watchman, what of the night? What of the night? Is the road clear to the north? Hist! Hist! What is that beneath the loom of the hills? What is the sound that comes up on the wind?”

“Watchman, what’s happening tonight? What’s happening tonight? Is the road clear to the north? Hush! Hush! What’s that beneath the shadows of the hills? What’s the sound carried by the wind?”

“There are always dark shadows in the loom of the hills, and it is only a stone falling down the gully.”

“There are always dark shadows in the hills, and it’s just a stone falling into the gully.”

“Ah, but the dark shadows have hidden a band of Manchurian archers, and the stone might be loosened by the hoof of a Mongol pony. Watchman! Watchman, what of the night? What of the night?”

“Ah, but the dark shadows have concealed a group of Manchurian archers, and the stone might be dislodged by the hoof of a Mongol pony. Watchman! Watchman, what about the night? What about the night?”

That was the way I felt about it as, having got out of the train, and taken a chair, we made our way through the desolate country to the Nankou Pass, and I, forgetting all else, stood gazing my fill at the Wall I had heard about ever since I was a little child. Dreaming of what it must have been in the past, I forgot, for the moment, the present, and the passing of time. I was alone, as the poet wished to be, and then a high-pitched voice brought me to this present day again.

That was how I felt as we got off the train and took a seat, making our way through the barren landscape to the Nankou Pass. I completely forgot everything else and stood there, staring at the Wall I had heard about since I was a kid. Lost in thoughts about what it must have been like in the past, I momentarily forgot about the present and the passage of time. I was alone, just like the poet wanted, until a high-pitched voice snapped me back to reality.

“Say Momma,” said the millionaire—we thought he was a millionaire because of the observation-car, but he may have been just more ordinarily well-to-do than a writer of books—“where's Cora?” 118"Search me,” said Momma placidly.

“Hey Momma,” said the millionaire—we thought he was a millionaire because of the observation car, but he might have just been a bit more well-off than a book author—“where's Cora?” 118“Beats me,” said Momma calmly.

He didn't search her, perhaps because, seeing she was but five feet and small and thin at that, he did not think it likely that Cora, who was a buxom young person close on six feet, could possibly be concealed anywhere about her person.

He didn't search her, maybe because, seeing that she was only five feet tall and small and thin, he didn't think it was possible for Cora, who was a curvy young woman close to six feet, to be hiding anywhere on her.

The maiden aunt pointed an accusing finger up the rough, grass-grown stones that make the top of the Wall.

The spinster aunt pointed an accusing finger at the jagged, grassy stones that form the top of the Wall.

“Skipping like a young ram,” she snorted, and then all three raised their voices, and those old-world rocks rang with shouts of “Cora! Cora!! Cora!!!”

“Skipping like a young ram,” she snorted, and then all three raised their voices, and those old-world rocks rang with shouts of “Cora! Cora!! Cora!!!”

I trembled for the poet's feelings, if he were anywhere within range, but after all, in their own way and time, I dare say the keepers of the Wall were just as commonplace. My companion, who was steadily making his way up the Wall beside Cora, turned at the ear-piercing yells, looked at his watch, spoke to the girl, and came slowly back while she quickened her pace for a moment, as if determined to get over the other side of the hill, whatever happened.

I felt uneasy about the poet's feelings, if he was anywhere nearby, but honestly, in their own way and time, the people guarding the Wall were just as ordinary. My friend, who was steadily climbing the Wall next to Cora, turned at the deafening screams, checked his watch, said something to the girl, and then slowly walked back while she picked up her pace for a moment, as if set on getting over the other side of the hill, no matter what.

“The young gentleman has the most sense,” opined Momma.

“The young man has the most common sense,” Momma said.

“She'll come now he's turned,” said the maiden aunt acidly, and even though she did come, down across the rough stones, by the ruined watch-towers, I felt the insinuation was unjust.

“She'll come now that he's turned,” said the maiden aunt sharply, and even though she did come, walking across the rough stones by the ruined watchtowers, I felt the suggestion was unfair.

Those watch-towers are empty now, deserted and desolate. No thoughtful captain, weighed down with responsibility, looks through their arched windows, no javelin men stand on the stone steps, no sentry tramps along peering out to the north. 119The Wall is tumbling into disrepair, the grass and weeds grow up between the stones, and the wonder of the world is a mighty ruin, stately even in its decay, for never again beneath the sun will such another wall be built. Look at it climbing up those hills, cutting the blue sky, bridging the gullies, and think of the tears, and sweat, and blood, that went to the building of it! That foundations may be well and truly laid, so says tradition, they must be laid on a living human being. It is one way of saying that on sacrifice our lives are based, that for every good thing in life something of value must be given; so to the building of the Wall, that was to hold China safe, went hundreds and thousands of lives, and its upkeep and its watching cost more than we can well imagine.

Those watchtowers are empty now, abandoned and desolate. No thoughtful captain, burdened with responsibility, looks through their arched windows, no javelin men stand on the stone steps, and no sentry strolls along, scanning the north. 119The Wall is falling apart, with grass and weeds growing between the stones, and the marvel of the world is a grand ruin, dignified even in its decay, for never again beneath the sun will such a wall be built. Look at it rising up those hills, cutting through the blue sky, spanning the gullies, and think of the tears, sweat, and blood that went into building it! To lay solid foundations, as tradition says, they must be built on a living human being. It’s one way of saying that our lives are based on sacrifice, that for every good thing in life something valuable must be given; thus, the construction of the Wall, meant to keep China safe, cost hundreds and thousands of lives, and its maintenance and watchfulness required more than we can truly imagine.

We went back to the Ching Er Hotel at Nankou, the little hotel close to the railway and plunged once more into modern life for, unpretentious and kept by Chinese as it is, it still represented the present day. It is just one big room, divided into a hall and many little rooms by so many sheets of paper, so that the man in the room in front may whisper and nothing be lost upon the man in the room at the back, six rooms away, while to have a bath is a matter of public interest, for the smallest splash can be heard from one end of the building to the other.

We went back to the Ching Er Hotel in Nankou, the small hotel near the railway, and once again immersed ourselves in modern life. Simple and run by locals, it still represented the present day. It’s just one big room divided into a hall and several small rooms by thin sheets of paper, so a person in the room in front can whisper and be heard by someone in the room at the back, six rooms away. Taking a bath is a public affair, as even the smallest splash can be heard from one end of the building to the other.

Nevertheless, I shall always have friendly feelings towards that little hotel, where they lodged me so hardly, and fed me so well.

Nevertheless, I will always have good feelings towards that little hotel, where they took me in despite the tough conditions, and treated me to such great food.

They considered one in every way, too. The poet had evidently not been troubled by the family affection of the millionaires, he walked back from the 120Wall, and was so full of enthusiasm he forgave my presence, came to me as I sat at dinner and, covered with the dust of the way as he was, stood, and just as I should expect of a poet, waxed eloquent on the glories he had seen. The Chinese waiter, with shaven head and long blue smock, let him go on for a few minutes, then he took him gently and respectfully by the sleeve.

They thought about it from every angle, too. The poet clearly wasn’t bothered by the family ties of the wealthy; he walked back from the 120Wall, so full of excitement that he overlooked my presence. He approached me while I was having dinner, and despite being covered in dust from the journey, he stood there, and just as I’d expect from a poet, spoke passionately about the wonders he had experienced. The Chinese waiter, with a shaved head and a long blue smock, let him talk for a few minutes, then gently and respectfully took him by the sleeve.

“Vash,” he said solemnly, without the ghost of a smile on his face; “vash,” and the poet came to earth with a laugh. We both laughed.

“Vash,” he said seriously, without even a hint of a smile on his face; “vash,” and the poet came down to earth with a laugh. We both laughed.

“Well, yes,” he said looking at his dust-begrimed person. “I suppose I had better wash. I'll be back in a moment. May I sit at your table?”

“Well, yeah,” he said, looking at his dusty self. “I guess I should wash up. I'll be back in a minute. Can I sit at your table?”

And next day I went to see the Ming Tombs.

And the next day I went to see the Ming Tombs.

St Paul's and Westminster are set in the heart of a mighty city, ever by the peaceful dead sounds the clamour of the living, yet the living forget, in spite of the daily reminder they forget. In China, where graves dot every field, and are part and parcel of the lives of the people, they bury the honoured dead far apart from the rush and roar of everyday life, and they never forget. The Nankou Pass is two hours from Peking, and the tombs of the Ming Emperors are nine miles from the Nankou Pass, set in the very heart of the hills. The entrance to the pass is barren and lonely enough, but the extra nine miles is like journeying into the wilderness where the scapegoat, burdened with the sins of the community, was driven by the Israelites. It is a long, long nine miles over a stony mule track where only a donkey, a pony, or a chair can go, and yet here centuries ago, when it was ten times farther away, China buried her dead, the men who sat on 121the Dragon Throne, and bridged for the nation the gap that lies between mortal men and high Heaven. It is lonely now when the roadway of the West brings Nankou close to the capital, it must have been unspeakably lonely in the days before the opening of the railway. A chair seemed to me the only way to get there, a chair borne by four blue-clad coolies with queues wrapped round their shaven heads, and while my companion rode a pony, in a chair I swung over the stony narrow track away towards the hills. The hills were rugged and barren, the same hills that the Wall crossed; on their stony sides no green thing could ever grow, and they were brown, and pink, and grey, and when a white cloud gathered here and there in the faraway blue sky, the shadows lay across them in great purple patches. And the road was stony, barely to be seen, impossible for wheeled traffic, even the primitive wheeled traffic of Northern China. I doubt even if a wheelbarrow could have gone along it. I doubted often whether the heaps of stones on the slope could possibly be a road, but the coolies seemed to know, and went steadily on, changing the pole from one shoulder to the other so often that it gave me a feeling of brutality that I should use such a means of locomotion. The only person who was comfortable was I.

St. Paul's and Westminster are located in the heart of a bustling city, where the noise of the living constantly echoes around the peaceful dead, yet the living tend to forget this, despite the daily reminders. In China, where graves are scattered across every field and are an integral part of people's lives, they bury their honored dead far away from the chaos of everyday life, and they never forget. The Nankou Pass is just two hours from Beijing, and the tombs of the Ming Emperors are nine miles beyond that, nestled in the heart of the hills. The entrance to the pass is quite barren and lonely, but the additional nine miles feels like a journey into the wilderness where the scapegoat, burdened with the community's sins, was sent by the Israelites. It's a long, difficult nine miles over a rocky mule track that can only accommodate a donkey, a pony, or a chair, yet here, centuries ago, when this place was even farther away, China buried its dead—those who ruled from the Dragon Throne and bridged the gap between mortal men and the heavens. It feels lonely now that the road from the West has brought Nankou closer to the capital, but it must have been incredibly solitary before the railway was built. I thought a chair was the only way to travel there, carried by four coolies in blue uniforms with queues tied around their shaven heads, while my companion rode a pony. I swung back and forth in the chair along the narrow, rocky path toward the hills. The hills were rough and barren, the same ones that the Wall crossed; nothing green could grow on their stony sides, which were brown, pink, and gray. Whenever a white cloud gathered in the distant blue sky, it cast great purple shadows across them. The road was rocky and barely visible, impossible for wheeled vehicles, even the basic ones from Northern China. I even wondered if a wheelbarrow could manage it. I often questioned whether the piles of stones on the slope could actually be a road, but the coolies seemed to know where to go and continued steadily, switching the pole from one shoulder to the other so frequently that it made me feel guilty for using such a mode of travel. The only person who felt comfortable was me.

My companion rode beside me sometimes. He felt himself responsible for my well-being, and it was good to be looked after.

My friend sometimes rode next to me. He felt responsible for my well-being, and it was nice to have someone looking out for me.

“Are you all right?”

"Are you okay?"

All right! If the country round was desolate, the sunshine was glorious, the air, the clear, dry air of Northern China was as invigorating as champagne, 122and I knew that I could go on for ever and feel myself much blessed. The Ming Tombs were but an excuse; it was well and more than well to be here in the open spaces of the earth, to draw deep breaths, to feel that neither past nor future mattered; here beneath the open sky in the golden sunshine swinging along, somewhere, anywhere, I had all I could ask of life.

All right! Even if the surrounding countryside was barren, the sunshine was amazing, and the clear, dry air of Northern China was as refreshing as champagne, 122and I knew I could keep going forever and feel truly blessed. The Ming Tombs were just an excuse; it was more than enough to be here in the open spaces of the earth, to take deep breaths, and to feel that neither the past nor the future mattered; here under the open sky in the golden sunlight, wandering along, somewhere, anywhere, I had everything I could want from life.

And always it was a stony way. Sometimes the coolies climbed up a bank of loose stones that slipped and rolled away as they passed, sure-footed as goats, sometimes the stones were piled on either side and a sort of track meandered in between, sometimes they were scattered all over the plain in such masses that even the industrious Chinese seemed to have given up the task of clearing them away as hopeless, and had simply tilled the land in between. For this was no uninhabited desert, desolate as it seemed. Always we came across little stone-built hamlets, there were men and women working in the fields, and rosy-cheeked children stood by the wayside and waved their little hands to the passing stranger. There would be the sound of bells, and a string of mules or donkeys came picking their way as soberly as the coolies themselves, and left much to themselves by their ragged drivers. They looked of the poorest, these people, men and women clad much alike in dirty blue that, torn here and there, let out the cotton-wool which padded it for winter warmth.

And it was always a rocky path. Sometimes the laborers climbed up a slope of loose stones that slipped and rolled away as they passed, sure-footed like goats. Other times, the stones were piled on either side, with a sort of path winding through the middle. There were moments when they were scattered all over the plain in such large heaps that even the hardworking Chinese seemed to have given up trying to clear them away, opting instead to farm the land in between. This was no barren desert, despite how desolate it appeared. We often came across small stone-built villages, and there were men and women working in the fields, while rosy-cheeked children stood by the roadside and waved to passing strangers. You could hear the sound of bells, and a line of mules or donkeys would make their way through as seriously as the laborers themselves, left largely to their tattered drivers. These people appeared to be very poor, men and women dressed similarly in dirty blue that, torn in places, revealed the cotton padding meant for winter warmth.

Probably they knew nothing, nothing of the world beyond their little dusty, stony hamlets, they prayed perhaps for the rain that should moisten their dusty, stony fields, and give them the mess of meal, the 123handful of persimmons that is all they ask of Fate, and they watched the few strangers who came to visit the tombs, and perhaps never even wondered what the outside world might be like, if it gave to those who lived there anything more than fell to the lot of the humble dwellers on the road to the Ming Tombs.

They probably knew nothing, nothing of the world beyond their small, dusty, rocky villages. They might have prayed for rain to wet their dry, stony fields and provide them with just enough meal, the 123handful of persimmons that was all they asked from Fate. They watched the few strangers who came to visit the tombs and maybe never even wondered what the outside world was like, if it gave those who lived there anything more than what the humble residents along the road to the Ming Tombs received.

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And at last in the pleasant noontide we came to the p'ia lou at the entrance, the greatest p'ia lou in China, that land of p'ia lous, and standing there I realised, not only the beauty of the archway, but the wonder of the place the Mings had chosen to be theirs for all time. It is a great amphitheatre among these barren hills. St Paul's or Westminster could not hold these tombs, for Hyde Park might be put in this valley and yet not half fill it; and round it, set against the base of the hills, in great courts enclosed in pinkish-red walls, the counterpart of those round the Forbidden City, and planted with cypress and pine, are the various tombs. A magnificent resting-place, truly! And the dignity is enhanced by the desolate approach. Through the p'ia lou is the famous Holy Way, the avenue of marble animals, of which all the world has so often heard. What mystic significance had the marble elephant and the camel, the kneeling horse and the sedate scholar? Possibly they had no more than the general suggestion that all things did honour to the mighty dead laid away in their tombs. A paved way runs between them, paved with great blocks of marble brought from the hills, placed there in Bygone ages by the hands of slaves, sweating and struggling under their loads, or possibly by men just exactly like the men who were bearing me, men slaves in all but name, who each day must earn a 124few pence or go under in the pitiful struggle for life. The paved way that runs on for three miles is worn and broken, the grass comes up between the blocks, the bridges are falling into disrepair, but these things are trifles in the face of the amphitheatre set among the eternal hills, the blue sky and the sunshine, these are a memorial here, a memorial that makes the work of men's hands but a small thing.

And finally, during the pleasant midday, we arrived at the p'ia lou at the entrance, the largest p'ia lou in China, the land of p'ia lous. As I stood there, I recognized not just the beauty of the archway but also the wonder of the place the Mings chose to claim as their own forever. It’s a massive amphitheater surrounded by these barren hills. St. Paul’s or Westminster couldn’t fit these tombs; Hyde Park could be placed in this valley and still not fill it halfway. Surrounding it, set against the base of the hills, are the various tombs enclosed in great courts with pinkish-red walls, mirroring those around the Forbidden City, and planted with cypress and pine. It’s truly a magnificent resting place! The dignity of the site is heightened by the desolate approach. Through the p'ia lou runs the famous Holy Way, the avenue of marble animals that everyone has heard about. What mysterious significance did the marble elephant, the camel, the kneeling horse, and the composed scholar have? Perhaps they simply suggested that all things honored the mighty dead resting in their tombs. A paved path stretches between them, made of large marble blocks brought from the hills, placed there long ago by the hands of slaves, sweating and struggling under their burdens, or maybe by men just like those carrying me—men who were slaves in everything but name, who had to earn a few pennies each day or face the pitiful struggle for survival. The paved way, which extends for three miles, is worn and broken; grass grows between the blocks, and the bridges are falling into disrepair, but these details are trivial when faced with the amphitheater among the eternal hills, the blue sky, and the sunshine. Here, they serve as a memorial, a reminder that the work of human hands is a small matter in the grand scheme.

Nevertheless that work is very wonderful. No one, I suppose, except he were making Chinese art or antiquities a special study, would visit every tomb in turn. It would take a week, and we, like the majority of visitors, contented ourselves with that of Yung Lo, the principal one. And here is a curious thing worth noting, a thing that possibly would happen nowhere else in the world, showing how irrevocably China feels herself bound to the past. The Ming Emperor was a Chinese, and the Republic that has just overthrown the Manchu Dynasty, is also Chinese, so as a mark of respect, they have repaired, after a fashion, this, the tomb of the greatest of the Ming Emperors. That is to say—oh China! they have whitewashed the marble, painted the golden-brown tiled roof of the temple, and swept and garnished the great audience hall.

Nevertheless, that work is truly remarkable. I doubt anyone would visit every tomb in order unless they were seriously studying Chinese art or antiques. It would take a week, and like most visitors, we settled for the tomb of Yung Lo, the main one. Here's an interesting point worth mentioning, something that probably wouldn't happen anywhere else in the world, demonstrating how deeply China feels connected to its past. The Ming Emperor was Chinese, and the Republic that just toppled the Manchu Dynasty is also Chinese, so as a sign of respect, they've done some repairs, in a way, to the tomb of the greatest Ming Emperor. That is to say—oh China!—they’ve whitewashed the marble, painted the golden-brown tiled roof of the temple, and cleaned up the grand audience hall.

A tomb in China reminds me in no way of death. We entered through a door studded with heavy brazen knobs a grass-grown courtyard, where were trees, pine and cypress. We went along a paved way, and before us was a building with a curved roof, with the tiles broken here and there; it was set on a platform reached by flights of marble steps, or rather the flights of steps were on either side, while in the centre was a ramp on which was beautifully 125carved in relief the dragon, the sign of Empire, and the horse, which I have heard some people say is the sign of good-fortune. On the platform, through all the cracks in the marble, violets were forcing their way, making a purple carpet under the golden sunshine. We crossed to a hall, which is surely most wonderful. The light was subdued a little, and the hall that contains in its centre the memorial tablet of red and gold is as magnificent in its proportions as York Minster. The roof is supported by trunks of sandal-wood trees, smooth, straight, and brown, they run sixty feet up to the roof, and after more than five hundred years the air is heavy with the sensuous scent of them. Where did they get that sandal-wood, those trunks all of such noble proportions? They must have cost an immense sum of money, for they never grew in Northern China.

A tomb in China doesn’t remind me of death at all. We entered through a door with heavy brass knobs into a courtyard overgrown with grass, where there were pine and cypress trees. We walked along a paved path, and ahead of us was a building with a curved roof, some tiles broken here and there; it was on a platform accessed by flights of marble steps, with the steps on either side and a ramp in the center. The ramp was beautifully 125carved with a dragon, the symbol of the Empire, and a horse, which I’ve heard some people say represents good fortune. On the platform, violets were pushing through the cracks in the marble, creating a purple carpet under the golden sunshine. We moved to a hall, which is truly remarkable. The light was a bit dim, and the hall that holds the memorial tablet of red and gold in its center is as magnificent in its proportions as York Minster. The ceiling is supported by smooth, straight, brown trunks of sandalwood trees that rise sixty feet to the roof, and after more than five hundred years, the air is thick with their rich scent. Where did they find that sandalwood, those trunks of such majestic proportions? They must have been incredibly expensive, as they never grew in Northern China.

Another courtyard is behind this hall of audience, where is a marble fountain, whitewashed, and a spring that is supposed to cure all ills of the eyes, and a door apparently leading into a hill-side, behind which is a grove of cypress trees. The door being opened, we entered a paved tunnel which led upwards to a chamber in the heart of the hill, whence two more ramps led still upwards, one to the right and the other to the left, into the open air again. Here the coffin was placed in the mound through the top of the ramp. The stones with which the ramps were paved were worn and slippery, the angle was steep, the leaves from the trees outside had drifted in, and the effect was strange and weird. Nowhere else but in China could such a thing be. And right on top of the mound, over the 126actual grave, is another memorial tablet to the dead Emperor, looking away out over the valley to the stony hills, that are the wall which hedges off this sacred place from the outside world.

Another courtyard is located behind this audience hall, featuring a whitewashed marble fountain and a spring that's said to cure all eye ailments. There's a door that seems to lead into a hillside, where a grove of cypress trees stands. When we opened the door, we entered a paved tunnel that ascended to a room inside the hill, from which two ramps continued to rise, one to the right and the other to the left, leading back to the open air. Here, the coffin was placed in the mound through the top of the ramp. The stones that paved the ramps were worn and slippery, the incline was steep, and leaves from the trees outside had blown in, creating a strange and eerie atmosphere. Nowhere else but in China could you find such a thing. At the very top of the mound, above the 126actual grave, stands another memorial tablet for the dead Emperor, gazing out over the valley towards the rocky hills that serve as a barrier, separating this sacred place from the outside world.

And Yung Lo, the Emperor, died in the first half of the fifteenth century. How many people in England know or care, where Henry V. lies buried?

And Yung Lo, the Emperor, died in the first half of the fifteenth century. How many people in England know or care where Henry V is buried?

The evening was falling when we went back by the stony mule path, by the little stony villages, where the mothers were calling their children in from the fields, and the men were gathering at the meeting-places for the evening gossip. Of what did they talk? Of the Emperor dead in his tomb hundreds of years ago? Of the New Republic away in the capital? The Emperor seemed somehow nearer to the village people. There was the sound of quaint, tuneless, Eastern music, and sitting with the sun on his sightless face, surrounded by a listening little crowd, was a blind musician holding across his knees a sort of lute. The people turned and watched as the strangers and the aliens passed, and the musician thrummed on. Light or dark was the same to him. The clouds piled now in the western sky, and the stony land looked unutterably dreary in the gathering gloom, the coolies must have been weary, but they went steadily on, changing the chair pole from one shoulder to the other. The slopes that had been hard to scramble up were harder to scramble down, but they made no complaint. This was their work, and the night was coming when they might rest. The night was coming fast, but we were nearing the end of our journey. The hills looked cold, and gloomy, and threatening, and then the heavy clouds above them 127broke, and through them burst the setting sun in all the glory of silver, and purple, and ruddy gold. Down on the barren hills, like a benediction, fell his last rays, telling of hope for the morrow, and we turned into the yard of the little inn, and the coolies bowed themselves to the ground, one after the other, because they got a pitiful little over and above their hard-earned wages.

The evening was settling in when we walked back along the rocky mule path, past the small stony villages, where mothers were calling their kids in from the fields, and men were gathering at their usual spots to share evening gossip. What were they talking about? The Emperor who had been buried in his tomb for hundreds of years? The New Republic far away in the capital? The Emperor somehow felt closer to the villagers. We heard some quirky, off-tune Eastern music, and sitting with the sun on his blind face, surrounded by a curious little crowd, was a blind musician with a kind of lute resting on his knees. The people turned and watched as strangers and outsiders passed by, while the musician continued to play. Light or darkness didn’t matter to him. The clouds were piling up in the western sky, and the stony land looked incredibly dreary as the gloom settled in. The coolies must have been exhausted, but they kept going, shifting the chair pole from one shoulder to the other. The slopes that had been tough to climb up were even harder to scramble down, but they didn’t complain. This was their job, and night was coming when they could finally rest. Night was approaching quickly, but we were close to the end of our journey. The hills appeared cold, gloomy, and ominous, and then the heavy clouds above them 127parted, revealing the setting sun in all its silver, purple, and deep gold glory. Its last rays fell like a blessing on the barren hills, bringing a sense of hope for tomorrow, and we turned into the yard of the little inn, where the coolies bowed to the ground, one after the other, because they received just a tiny bit more than their hard-earned wages.

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And the next day we went back to Peking, back through the pass.

And the next day we returned to Beijing, going back through the pass.

The Ching Er Hotel provided tiffin on the train, curried chicken and mutton chops, some form of cakey pudding, cheese, and bread and butter, all excellent in its way—and we were all so amiable, even the poet had come down from the clouds and joined us, that we only laughed when we found we were expected to pile all these good things on one plate, and do it quickly before the train left!

The Ching Er Hotel served lunch on the train, which included curried chicken, mutton chops, some kind of cake-like pudding, cheese, and bread and butter—all of it really good in its own way. Everyone was in a great mood; even the poet came down from his lofty thoughts and joined us. We just laughed when we realized we were supposed to stack all this delicious food on one plate and do it quickly before the train departed!

As we were eating it, the guard came round and collected one dollar and ninety cents extra apiece, because we had ridden on the observation-car. We paid, and said hard things about the millionaire, but a little more knowledge of ways Chinese has convinced me we accused him unjustly. I feel sure that enterprising and observant guard took stock of us, saw that we did not know the American, and collected, for the benefit of a highly intelligent, and truly deserving Chinese railway official.

As we were eating, the guard came around and collected an extra dollar and ninety cents each because we had ridden in the observation car. We paid and spoke harshly about the millionaire, but a little more understanding of the ways of the Chinese has made me realize we were wrong to blame him. I’m pretty sure that resourceful and observant guard assessed our situation, noticed we didn’t know the American customs, and collected the extra charge for the benefit of a very clever and genuinely deserving Chinese railway official.

We seldom think of the Chinaman with the glamour of romance, but this Nankou Pass is well-calculated to upset all our former ideas, and give us a setting for China such as might apply to barbaric Italy or Provence of the Middle Ages, only—and it is well to remember, what we barbarians of the West 128are apt to forget—that in China, things have always moved in mightier orbits, that where there were ten men in the Western world, you may count a hundred in China, for a hundred a thousand, for a thousand ten thousand.

We rarely think of Chinese people in a romantic way, but the Nankou Pass can change our previous ideas and give us a perspective on China that reminds us of barbaric Italy or Provence during the Middle Ages. However, it’s important to remember what we in the West tend to forget—that in China, things have always operated on a much larger scale. Where there were ten people in the Western world, you can find a hundred in China; for every hundred, there are a thousand; for every thousand, there are ten thousand.

What must the Nankou Pass have been like on some bitter night in winter, when the stars were like points of steel, and the stream was frozen in a grip of iron, and the still air was keen, and hard, and cold, with the bitter, biting sting of the northern winter? When the fires blazed in the beacons on the hillsides, flinging their ruddy light, their message of fear and warning. The keepers of the Wall were failing, the Mongol hordes were pouring over the barrier, and it behoved every man who saw that ruddy glare to arm and come to the keeping of the Pass, to die in its guarding. They died and they held it, and they died and the invaders flung their bodies to the wolves and the crows, and swept on and took the country beyond for their own.

What must the Nankou Pass have been like on a freezing winter night, when the stars sparkled like sharp points and the stream was frozen solid, gripped by iron? The still air was sharp, harsh, and cold, with the biting sting of the northern winter. When the fires blazed in the beacons on the hillsides, casting their red light, signaling fear and warning. The guards of the Wall were failing, the Mongol hordes were pouring over the barrier, and every man who saw that red glow had to arm himself and come to defend the Pass, even if it meant dying in its protection. They fought and they held their ground, and they fought and the invaders tossed their bodies to the wolves and crows, sweeping on and claiming the land beyond as their own.

But the country to the south is China, China of the ages and she absorbs nations, Mongol or Manchu, or men from her western borders, and makes them one with herself.

But the country to the south is China, China of the ages, and it absorbs nations—Mongol or Manchu, or people from her western borders—and makes them one with itself.

This is the message I read in the Nankou Pass. I have changed my mind again and again, and generally I do not believe what I read that day. But it was firmly impressed on me then. China is not dead. The spirit that conceived and built that mighty Wall is a living thing still. All down the Pass, alongside the age-old mule track, runs a new road, a road of the West, a railway, planned, and laid, and built entirely by Chinese without any Western help except such as the sons of China got 129for themselves in the schools of America and England. And it is not only well and truly laid, as well as, and better than, many a Western railway, but behold the spirit of China has entered in, the spirit, not of her poor, struggling for a crust of bread, a mess of meal, but the spirit of the men who conceived and planned the Wall, the beautiful Lama Temple, or the spacious courtyards and glorious palaces of the Forbidden City. They have built embankments and curves, tunnels and archways that are things of beauty, and glorious to look upon, as surely never was railway before. They have built, and it is saying a great deal, a railway that is worthy of the Nankou Pass. They are the lineal descendants of the men, who, two thousand years ago, built the Great Wall. Hail and all hail!

This is the message I read at the Nankou Pass. I've changed my mind again and again, and I usually don’t believe what I read that day. But it really stuck with me back then. China is not dead. The spirit that created and constructed that great Wall is still alive. All along the Pass, next to the ancient mule path, runs a new road, a road from the West, a railway, designed, laid, and built entirely by Chinese people without any Western help except what they learned in the schools of America and England. And not only is it well built, as good as or better than many Western railways, but look, the spirit of China has infused it. This isn’t just the spirit of her poor struggling for a meal, but the spirit of the people who envisioned and designed the Wall, the beautiful Lama Temple, and the spacious courtyards and magnificent palaces of the Forbidden City. They have created embankments, curves, tunnels, and archways that are stunning and a joy to behold, something no railway has ever matched. They have built, and this is saying a lot, a railway that is worthy of the Nankou Pass. They are the direct descendants of the people who built the Great Wall two thousand years ago. Hail and all hail!

And then a railway man talked to me. The railway might be beautiful, but it was costly beyond all excuse. The best of the ideas had come from Europe, certainly these highly civilised, these over-civilised people might be trusted to see and make a beautiful thing, the question was, could they be trusted to manage a railway as a railway should be managed? He thought not. They had somehow lost force. Well, we shall see. One thing seems certain, between us Westerners and the Chinese, is a great gulf fixed. We look across and sometimes we wonder, and sometimes we pity, and sometimes we admire, but we cannot understand.

And then a train worker talked to me. The railway might look amazing, but it was ridiculously expensive. The best ideas definitely came from Europe; these highly cultured, even overly cultured people might be capable of creating something beautiful, but the real question was, could they actually manage a railway the right way? He didn't think so. They seemed to have lost their strength. Well, we’ll see. One thing that seems clear is that there’s a huge divide between us Westerners and the Chinese. We look across, and sometimes we wonder, sometimes we feel sorry, and sometimes we admire, but we just can’t understand.










CHAPTER VIII—TWO CHARITIES

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The manufacturing of the blind—“Before born”—The Rev. Hill Murray—“The Message”—Geography—Marriage—A brave little explorer—Massacre of the blind—Deposits of one tael—A missionary career—The charitable Chinese—A Buddhist orphanage—Invitation to a funeral—An intellectual abbot—The youngest orphan—Pity and mercy.

The production of the blind—“Before birth”—The Rev. Hill Murray—“The Message”—Geography—Marriage—A courageous little explorer—The slaughter of the blind—Deposits of one tael—A missionary life—The compassionate Chinese—A Buddhist orphanage—An invitation to a funeral—An intellectual abbot—The youngest orphan—Compassion and kindness.

The blind musician I had seen playing to the village folk with the setting sun, that he could not see, on his face, remained in my mind. Why especially, I do not know, for it is a common enough sight in China. Terrible as is the affliction, the Chinese, by their insanitary habits, more or less manufacture their blind. The cult of the bath is not theirs yet, they live, apparently happily, amongst filthy surroundings, they neglect the eyes of the new-born child, they suffer from smallpox, and ophthalmia, and the barber with his infected razor shaves, not only close round the outside, but with the laudable intention of making all clean and neat, as far down as he can get round the delicate inside of the eyelid. The result one may see any day in the streets of Peking, or any Chinese town. A beggar in China is always a horrible-looking object. He belongs to a guild. His intention is to attract pity, and it would seem to him going the wrong way about it, to begin by being neat and clean. Besides, though many people 131in China are neat, I suspect very few of them are what we arrogant Westerners would describe as clean, and among a dirty people, the blind beggar stands out, pre-eminent, as the filthiest creature I have ever seen. On the roadside, again and again in a country place where many people are passing, I have seen a half-naked man, who looked as if he had never since his birth even looked at water, clad, or rather half-clad, in filthy rags with raw red sores where his eyes should have been. He was so horrible, so ghastly a specimen of humanity that he seemed almost beyond pity. And yet a blind person always receives a certain amount of respect and consideration from the Chinese, even from the poorest Chinese. Never in his hearing would the roughest rickshaw coolie call him “Hsia Tze” that is “Blind man.” That would be discourteous. Though he be only a beggar, forlorn, hungry, unkempt, he is still addressed by all passers as “Hsien Sheng,” “Before Born,” a title of respect that is given to teachers, doctors, and men of superior rank and age.

The blind musician I saw playing for the villagers at sunset, which he couldn’t see, stuck with me. I’m not sure why, since it’s a common sight in China. Although it’s a terrible condition, the Chinese, due to their unsanitary habits, somewhat create their own blind. They haven’t adopted the bath culture yet, and they seem to live happily despite their filthy surroundings. They neglect the eyes of newborns, suffer from smallpox and ophthalmia, and barbers use infected razors not just for a close shave around the exterior but also, with good intentions, to clean and tidy the delicate area inside the eyelid. You can witness the results any day in the streets of Peking or any Chinese town. A beggar in China always appears grotesque. He is part of a guild. His goal is to attract sympathy, and it seems to him that starting off clean and neat would be counterproductive. Furthermore, while many people in China are tidy, I suspect very few meet the standards we arrogant Westerners would call clean, and among a dirty people, the blind beggar stands out as the dirtiest person I have ever seen. On the roadside, time and again in rural areas where many pass by, I’ve seen a half-naked man who looked like he had never seen water since birth, dressed—or rather half-dressed—in filthy rags with raw red sores where his eyes should be. He was so horrendous, so ghastly, that he seemed almost beyond pity. Yet, a blind person always receives a certain level of respect and consideration from the Chinese, even from the poorest among them. The roughest rickshaw driver would never call him “Hsia Tze,” which means “Blind man.” That would be rude. Even though he’s just a beggar, forlorn, hungry, and unkempt, he is still addressed by all passersby as “Hsien Sheng,” meaning “Before Born,” a respectful title given to teachers, doctors, and those of higher rank and age.

Hard though, in spite of the respect that is paid them, must be the lot of those who are handicapped by the loss of sight. It is hard in any land, but in China, where even among those in full possession of their senses, there are hundreds of thousands just on the verge of starvation, the touch needed to send a man over the brink is very, very slight indeed. Not even the close family ties of the Chinese can help them much, for where the strongest suffer, the weak must go to the wall. And there are very few crafts open to the blind man. He may be a storyteller, or a fortune-teller, or a musician, I cannot 132imagine what he would do if his talents did not run in those lines, and even then he is dependent upon the doles of a people who have very, very little to give away, and naturally guard that little carefully. Once blind there is nothing more to be done. The beautiful blue sky of China, the golden sunshine have gone, and in its place there is the darkness, warm sometimes, bitter cold sometimes, the enveloping darkness that means for so many helplessness and starvation, often at the very best semi-starvation, borne with the uncomplaining stoicism of the Chinese.

Though they receive respect, the situation for those who are blind is incredibly difficult. It's tough anywhere, but in China, where even those with full use of their senses face starvation, the push that sends someone over the edge is very slight. Close family ties offer little help, because when the strongest struggle, the weak are often left to fend for themselves. There are very few jobs available for blind individuals. They might become storytellers, fortune-tellers, or musicians, but I can't imagine what else they would do if their skills didn't fit those roles. Even then, they're reliant on the meager support of a population that has very little to spare and guards what they do have closely. Once blind, there's nothing more that can be done. The beautiful blue sky and golden sunshine of China have disappeared, replaced by darkness—sometimes warm, sometimes bitterly cold. This enveloping darkness often means helplessness and starvation, and frequently, at best, semi-starvation, accepted with the unyielding stoicism of the Chinese.

Now once upon a time a man stood upon the Beggars' Bridge in Peking, outside the walls of the Tartar City, selling Bibles, and noticed as everyone must do, the number of blind who passed by. Was there none to pity, asked the Rev. Hill Murray, none among all those who had devoted their lives to bringing the Gospel to the heathen to help?

Now, once upon a time, a man stood on the Beggars' Bridge in Beijing, just outside the walls of the Tartar City, selling Bibles. He noticed, as everyone does, the number of blind people who passed by. "Is there no one to help?" asked Rev. Hill Murray, "none among all those who have dedicated their lives to bringing the Gospel to the lost?"

“What?” said some. “When you know that already the Chinese declare we missionaries take the children for the sake of making medicine of their eyes, will you give colour to the accusation by setting up a mission to the blind?” And then, when he still persisted, “They need us, they need us,” they said: “Since you are so keen, why don't you do it yourself?”

“What?” some replied. “When you already know that the Chinese say we missionaries take the children to make medicine from their eyes, are you really going to make that accusation even worse by starting a mission for the blind?” And then, when he continued to insist, “They need us, they need us,” they said: “Since you’re so eager, why don’t you do it yourself?”

To him it was “The Message.” Why should he not do it himself? And there and then he set to work. It was years ago. What the cost, what the struggle, I do not know. I only know that one sunny April day wandering round Peking in a hu t'ung in the east of the Tartar City I came upon the house, or rather, for it is all done Chinese fashion, 133the nest of little houses with their courtyards and little gardens, that is the Mission to the Blind.

To him, it was “The Message.” Why shouldn’t he do it himself? And right then and there, he started working on it. It was years ago. I don't know the cost or the struggle involved. I only know that one sunny April day, while wandering around Peking in a lane in the east of the Tartar City, I stumbled upon the house—or rather, in true Chinese style, 133the cluster of small houses with their courtyards and little gardens, which is the Mission to the Blind.

0204

The Rev. Hill Murray is gone to his rest, but his wife and daughters keep up the Mission, waiting for the time when his young son, away in England training, shall be ready to take his place. Fifty pupils, boys and girls, the missionaries send in from the various stations, and here they are taught, taught to read and write according to the Braille system, taught to play musical instruments, and prepared for being preachers, which of course the missionaries consider the most important avocation of all. I, in my turn, am only concerned that the unfortunate should be happy, or as happy as he can be under the circumstances, and I should think that the preacher, the man who feels himself of some importance in spite of his affliction, competent to instruct his fellows in what, to him, is a matter of deep moment, has possibly the best chance of happiness. The girls are taught much the same as the boys, and in addition to knit, and such household work as they are capable of.

The Rev. Hill Murray has passed away, but his wife and daughters continue the Mission, waiting for the time when his young son, who is training in England, will be ready to take over. Fifty students, both boys and girls, are sent in by the missionaries from various stations, and here they are taught to read and write using the Braille system, to play musical instruments, and to prepare for becoming preachers, which the missionaries believe is the most important calling of all. For my part, I just want to see the unfortunate be happy, or as happy as possible given the situation, and I think that the preacher, who feels some significance despite his challenges and is able to guide his peers on what is deeply important to him, likely has the best chance of finding happiness. The girls are taught mostly the same as the boys, and in addition, they learn to knit and do any household tasks they are capable of.

It seemed to me sad, when I went there one bright sunny morning, that these young things should be for ever in the dark, but I am bound to say it was only my thoughts that were sad. The girls came laughing into the front courtyard with their knitting in their hands to see—see, save the mark!—the stranger, and have their photographs taken. The sun, the golden sun of April, streamed down on the stone-paved courtyard, all the plants in pots were in bloom, and the girls, dressed in Chinese fashion, made deep obeisance in the direction they were told I was. All around were the quaint roofs, dainty 134lattice-work windows, and Eastern surroundings of a Chinese house, and the girls were grave at first, because they were being introduced to an older woman, and one whom they thought was their superior, therefore they thought it was not fitting they should laugh and talk, but when I remarked on their gravity, Miss Murray, shepherding them, laughed.

It struck me as sad when I visited on a bright sunny morning that these young girls would always be in the dark. However, I have to admit it was just my own thoughts that were gloomy. The girls came into the front courtyard laughing, knitting in their hands, eager to see—if you can believe it!—the stranger and get their pictures taken. The sun, the brilliant April sun, poured down on the stone-paved courtyard, all the potted plants were in bloom, and the girls, dressed in traditional Chinese fashion, deeply bowed in the direction they were told I was. Surrounding them were the charming roofs, delicate 134lattice windows, and the Eastern ambiance of a Chinese house. At first, the girls were serious, as they were being introduced to an older woman whom they believed was their superior, so they thought it was inappropriate to laugh and chat. But when I commented on their seriousness, Miss Murray, who was guiding them, laughed.

“Oh they are very happy. They don't feel their lot, not yet at any rate. They are proud because they have learned so much. They can read and write, they can knit, and they have learned geography.”

“Oh, they’re really happy. They don’t realize their situation, at least not yet. They’re proud because they’ve learned so much. They can read and write, they can knit, and they’ve learned geography.”

Geography seemed a great asset, and presently, they, when they knew they might, were laughing and talking, and saying how proud they were to have their photographs taken. They sat there knitting, and even while they talked, did exactly what they were told, for like all Chinese, they have a great sense of the fitting. On one occasion a friend brought in a gramophone and set it going for their amusement.

Geography seemed like a big advantage, and soon enough, when they realized they could, they were laughing, chatting, and expressing how proud they were to have their pictures taken. They sat there knitting, and even while they talked, they did exactly what they were asked, because like everyone from China, they had a strong sense of what was appropriate. One time, a friend brought in a record player and started it up for their entertainment.

“I could have shaken them all,” said Miss Murray, “they received the funniest sallies in solemn silence,” and when the entertainer was gone, she reproached them, “You never even smiled.”

“I could have shaken them all,” said Miss Murray, “they took the funniest jokes in complete silence,” and when the entertainer left, she criticized them, “You didn’t even smile.”

A dozen eager voices responded. “Oh but it was so hard not to laugh. We wanted to so much, but we thought it would not be right. It was so hard.”

A dozen eager voices replied. “Oh, but it was so hard not to laugh. We really wanted to, but we thought it wouldn’t be right. It was so hard.”

The lot of all women in China is hard; doubly hard, it seemed to me, must the lot of these poor little girls be, cut off from the only hope of happiness a Chinese woman has, the chance of bearing a son. 135"And they can never marry,” I said sorrowfully to Miss Murray.

The situation for all women in China is tough; it seemed to me that the situation for these poor little girls is even tougher, deprived of the only hope for happiness a Chinese woman has, which is the chance to have a son. 135"And they can never get married,” I said sadly to Miss Murray.

There came a smile into her bright young eyes. “Oh, I don't know. Some of them may. They are so very well-educated, and the Chinese admire education, and in a Chinese household, where there are so many people to do the work, a blind wife would not be so useless. Only the other day we heard of the marriage of one of our girls.”

There was a smile in her bright young eyes. “Oh, I don't know. Some of them might. They are really well-educated, and the Chinese value education, and in a Chinese household, where there are so many people to handle the work, a blind wife wouldn’t be as useless. Just the other day, we heard about one of our girls getting married.”

And I looked at them again with other eyes, and hoped there were many households that would like a wife for their son who knew geography.

And I looked at them again with a fresh perspective, hoping there were plenty of families who would want a wife for their son who was knowledgeable about geography.

We went from the outer to the inner courtyard, a rock garden where, in true Chinese fashion, are set out plants and rockeries, a little winding river with a stone bridge across it, a miniature lake—there is no water in it now—and many creeping plants hiding the stones. It is a charming spot, but naturally the blind are not allowed to go there by themselves. It is too dangerous. However, on one occasion, one curious little boy objected to these restrictions, and went on an exploring expedition on his own account. Groping about in the darkness, he fell into the river, which has steep cement sides, and out of that he could not get. You would think that he would have yelled lustily to call attention to his predicament, but that is not the Chinese way. He had disobeyed, Fate was against him, and he must suffer, and there he lay the livelong day without a murmur, and not till they called the roll in the evening, was his absence discovered, and a search for him instituted. Even that lesson was not sufficient, for once again he was missing, and once again he was discovered fallen into one of the many traps of the rock garden. 136It was unexplored country to him, and he was willing to risk much to see what it was like.

We moved from the outer to the inner courtyard, a rock garden where, in true Chinese style, there are plants and rock features, a small winding river with a stone bridge over it, a tiny lake—though it’s dry now—and many climbing plants covering the stones. It’s a lovely spot, but of course, blind people aren’t allowed to go there alone. It’s too dangerous. However, one time, a curious little boy disagreed with these rules and set out to explore on his own. Feeling his way in the dark, he fell into the river, which has steep cement sides, and couldn’t get out. You might think he would have shouted for help to get attention, but that’s not how the Chinese approach things. He had disobeyed, fate was against him, and he had to face the consequences, so he lay there all day without a sound. It wasn’t until they called the roll in the evening that they discovered he was missing, prompting a search for him. Even that lesson wasn’t enough; once again, he went missing, and once more he was found trapped in one of the many pitfalls in the rock garden. It was uncharted territory for him, and he was willing to risk a lot to see what it was like. 136

In the parts of the house with which they are familiar they can all run about, up and down steps, and in and out of courtyards and down passages as easily as people with sight. The boys came out of their class-rooms where they learn to read, and write, and sing, and play the harmonium, and raced about much as other boys in other lands would do.

In the parts of the house they know well, they can all move around, up and down stairs, in and out of courtyards, and down hallways as easily as sighted people. The boys came out of their classrooms where they learn to read, write, sing, and play the harmonium, and they raced around just like other boys in other places would do.

They have two meals a day—one in the morning and one at four o'clock in the afternoon, and as much tea and bread at other times as they care to have. Mrs Murray apologised for the dampness of the stones of the dining-room floor. It is a Chinese house, and stone floors are not a sign of poverty. These stones are damp because at twelve o'clock the boys come and pour themselves out cups of tea, and naturally they make a mess. The cook is busy, he cannot be with them always. For this charity is run on very simple lines, and the people who see are very few. There is the cook and the house-coolie, a woman for the girls, a doorkeeper, frail and old, he may be seen standing just outside the door in the picture of the hu t'ung, and a couple of men who attend to the making of the Braille books, for their making and binding requires the attention of someone with sight. But with these exceptions, the blind have it all to themselves; they learn, and they play, and they eat by themselves.

They have two meals a day—one in the morning and another at four in the afternoon—along with as much tea and bread as they want at other times. Mrs. Murray apologized for the damp stones on the dining room floor. It's a Chinese house, and stone floors don't indicate poverty. The stones are damp because at noon, the boys come in and pour themselves cups of tea, so they naturally make a mess. The cook is busy; he can't be with them all the time. This charity operates on very simple principles, and there aren’t many people who see it. There is the cook and the house-coolie, a woman for the girls, a frail and elderly doorkeeper who can be seen standing just outside the door in the picture of the hu t'ung, and a couple of men who handle the making of the Braille books, as their creation and binding require someone who can see. But aside from these exceptions, the blind have the place to themselves; they learn, play, and eat independently.

In one of the pictures I have taken, the boys have come out of school and are playing cat and mouse. All join hands in a circle, and one boy creeping in and out softly is chased by another. How they manage it in their darkness I don't know, but they 137chattered, and laughed, and shouted happily though what they said of course I did not know. They are all, boys and girls alike, dressed in the ordinary blue cotton of the country; the boys had their hair cut short, for nowadays the queue, that most curious of fashions in the dressing of hair, is going out. The girls were also dressed like the peasants, with their trousers neatly drawn in at the ankles and their smooth, straight hair drawn back and plaited in a tail down the back, much like an English schoolgirl; the little ones though, have their heads shaven in front, very ugly, but in conformation with Chinese custom, which always shaves part at least of the little one's head.

In one of the pictures I've taken, the boys have just come out of school and are playing a game of cat and mouse. They all join hands in a circle while one boy sneakily creeps in and out as another chases him. I don’t know how they manage it in the darkness, but they 137chattered, laughed, and shouted happily, even though I didn’t understand what they were saying. Both boys and girls are dressed in the typical blue cotton of the region; the boys have their hair cut short since the queue, which was a unique hairstyle, is becoming less popular. The girls are also dressed like the peasants, with their pants neatly cinched at the ankles and their smooth, straight hair pulled back and tied in a braid down their back, resembling an English schoolgirl. However, the little ones have their heads shaved in front, which looks quite unattractive but is in keeping with Chinese tradition, as they typically shave at least part of a young child’s head.

In the courtyard where the boys were playing, was a rocking-horse, a dilapidated and battered toy without either tail, or mane, or eyes. And this toy is pathetic, when you know its history. It was bought with the pennies saved by Mr Hill Murray's children. They, too, out of their small store, wanted to do something for the blind; and the blind children, immediately it came into their possession, took out its eyes. They were not going to have the rocking-horse spying on them when they could not see themselves.

In the courtyard where the boys were playing, there was a rocking horse, a worn and beat-up toy missing its tail, mane, and eyes. It’s a sad story when you know its background. It was bought with the coins saved by Mr. Hill Murray's kids. They, too, wanted to contribute something for the blind from their little savings; and as soon as the blind kids got it, they removed its eyes. They didn’t want the rocking horse watching them when they couldn’t see themselves.

They all wisely live in native fashion. Their food is the food of the well-to-do lower classes, plenty of bread, steamed instead of being baked, and plenty of vegetables and soup, with just a little meat in it; the food to which they have been accustomed, and which they like best. Their beds, I have tried to depict one, are just the ordinary k'ang, a stone platform to hold three in summer, and five in winter. Under it is a small fireplace where a fire can be built 138to warm it, above, it is covered with matting, and each boy spreads his own bed of quilted cotton, which is rolled up in the daytime.

They all live simply and wisely. Their food consists of the meals typical of the modest lower classes, with plenty of bread that's steamed instead of baked, along with lots of vegetables and soup, and just a bit of meat; it’s the food they’re used to and enjoy the most. Their beds, which I've tried to describe, are the usual k'ang, a stone platform that accommodates three people in the summer and five in the winter. Underneath, there’s a small fireplace where they can make a fire 138to keep warm, and above, it's covered with matting. Each boy has his own quilted cotton bedroll that gets rolled up during the day.

I would have thought that the Mission to the Blind was so good and great a thing that it could rouse no bitter feelings in any breast. It has for its object the succouring of those whom the Chinese themselves treat with great respect, yet so fanatical was the Boxer outbreak, that in the hu t'ung outside the Mission, forty of the pupils and their teachers, helpless in their affliction, were done to death by those who would have none of the Westerner and his works, even though those works were works of mercy.

I would have thought that the Mission to the Blind was such a noble and commendable endeavor that it would stir no resentment in anyone. Its purpose is to help those whom the Chinese hold in high regard, yet the fanaticism of the Boxer uprising was so intense that outside the Mission, in the hu t'ung, forty of the students and their teachers, vulnerable in their disability, were killed by those who wanted nothing to do with Westerners and their efforts, even when those efforts were acts of kindness.

More often, perhaps, in China than anywhere in the world where I have been, am I reminded of the passage in Holy Writ that tells how as the Man of Pity came nigh unto Jericho a certain blind man sat by the wayside begging. And, hearing the multitude pass by, he asked what it meant, and they told him, “Jesus of Nazareth passeth by.” We may not give sight to the blind nowadays, but if we walk in the streets of Peking, and then turn in to the Mission to the Blind with its kindly care for the helpless, and its brightening of darkened lives, we know that that man who stood on the Beggars' Bridge pitied, as his Master had pitied before him. All that he could do he has done, and those who have come after him have followed faithfully in his footsteps, can any man do more? I think not. Truly I think not.

More often, maybe in China than anywhere else I've been in the world, I am reminded of the passage in the Bible that describes how, as the Man of Compassion approached Jericho, a blind man was sitting by the roadside begging. When he heard the crowd passing by, he asked what was happening, and they told him, "Jesus of Nazareth is passing by." While we may not be able to give sight to the blind these days, if we walk the streets of Beijing and then go into the Mission for the Blind, with its caring support for those in need and its efforts to brighten darkened lives, we understand that the man who stood on the Beggars' Bridge felt the same compassion that his Master had shown before him. He did everything he could, and those who came after him have followed his example closely—can anyone do more? I don't think so. Truly, I don't think so.

“What wilt thou that I shall do unto thee?” asked the Lord of the World of the blind beggar.

“What do you want me to do for you?” asked the Lord of the World to the blind beggar.

And he said, “Lord that I may receive my sight.”

And he said, “Lord, please let me regain my sight.”

Those who charge themselves with the care of the 139blind may not give so royally now. Theirs is the harder part, they tend and care with unfailing patience, untiring diligence, and then they stand, and wait.

Those who take on the responsibility of caring for the 139blind may not be as generous now. Their role is tougher; they provide care with endless patience and relentless effort, and then they simply stand back and wait.

0212

I was so lost in my admiration for the Mission to the Blind, that I began to think and to say, that missionary enterprise, which I had always thought should turn its attention to its own people, was at least justified in this land of China, where no provision was made for the sick and afflicted, and where charity was unknown. I said it very often, and every foreigner approved, until at last, there came one or two who promptly showed me the utter folly of drawing deductions when I didn't know anything about the facts.

I was so caught up in my admiration for the Mission to the Blind that I started to think and say that missionary work, which I always believed should focus on its own people, was at least justified here in China, where there was no care for the sick and suffering, and where charity didn’t exist. I mentioned this often, and every foreigner agreed with me, until eventually, a couple of people pointed out just how foolish it was to make conclusions when I didn’t actually know the facts.

The foreigner in China is divided into two camps. He is either missionary or he is anti-missionary. Both sides are keen on the matter. And, of course, there are always two sides to every question, as the little girl saw whose sympathies went out to the poor lion, who hadn't got a Christian.

The outsider in China is split into two groups. They are either missionaries or anti-missionaries. Both sides are passionate about the issue. And, of course, there are always two sides to every issue, like the little girl whose sympathies went to the poor lion that didn't have a Christian.

China needs medical missionaries, needs them as badly as the city slums of London or New York; and China is going to get them, for there are thousands of people who think a deal more of the state of the soul of the materialistic Chinaman than they do of the starving bodies, and more than starved intellects of the slum children of a Christian land. Formerly the missionary had a worse time than he has now. He came among a people who despised him, and more than once he suffered martyrdom, and even when there was no question of martyrdom, some of the regulations he submitted to must have been unpleasant. Unwisely I think, for you can 140never make a European look like a Chinaman, the powers that ran the missionary societies, decided that the missionary must wear Chinese dress, even to the shaven head and the queue behind. A hatchet-faced Scot with a fiery red pigtail, they say was an awesome sight, certainly calculated to impress the Celestial, though whether in the way the newcomer intended I should not like to say. The growing of a proper queue was, of course, a question of months, and the majority of missionaries began their career with a false one. A story is told of one luckless young man in Shanghai who lost his, and went about his business for some little time unaware of the fact. When he did discover his loss he went back on his tracks, searching for it at all the places he had visited. At last he arrived at the Hong Kong and Shanghai Bank, and there, pinned high on the wall, was his missing property, and attached to it by some facetious clerk was the legend in great letters that all might read: “Deposits of one tael not accepted here!” For the benefit of the uninitiated, one tael is a sum of money, varying with the price of silver, from half-a-crown to three shillings.

China needs medical missionaries just as much as the slums in London or New York do, and it's going to get them because there are thousands of people who care more about the spiritual state of the materialistic Chinese than they do about the starving bodies and neglected minds of the slum children in Christian countries. In the past, missionaries faced more challenges than they do now. They came to a people who looked down on them, and many times they even faced martyrdom. Even when martyrdom wasn’t a concern, some of the regulations they had to follow must have been uncomfortable. I think it was a poor decision, but the leaders of the missionary societies decided that missionaries should wear Chinese clothing, including the shaved head and queue. A pale-faced Scot with a bright red pigtail was surely a striking sight, though whether it impressed the locals in the way he intended is debatable. Growing a proper queue took months, so most missionaries started out with a fake one. There's a story about one unfortunate young man in Shanghai who lost his queue and went about his business for a while without realizing it. When he finally noticed it was gone, he retraced his steps, searching in all the places he had visited. Eventually, he reached the Hong Kong and Shanghai Bank, where his lost queue was pinned high on the wall, with a humorous note from a clerk saying in big letters for everyone to see: “Deposits of one tael not accepted here!” For those who don't know, one tael is a sum of money that varies with the price of silver, typically between half a crown and three shillings.

But those days are gone by. Nowadays missionary societies are wiser, and the medical missionaries are pleasant, cheerful, hard-working men and women doing an immense amount of good among the suffering poor, so kindly, so thoughtful are they that I grudge their services to the heathen when I think how many of the children, aye and those who are not children, in the mean streets of the great cities of the West need their services. They trouble themselves about the souls of the people too, and the example of kindly lives must be good. Again I grudge it all to 141the Oriental, though I have come to realise that there are many ways of doing good in the world. I do occasionally feel that the missionaries are a little too strenuous in inculcating prayer and praise, and exhorting to a virtue that is a little beyond the average mortal. The caring for both bodies and souls can certainly be overdone. However I dare say it all works right in the end, and I, who do nothing, should be the last to judge. Still sometimes I could not but remember the picture of the two babies discussing the situation, the fat, plump baby, and the thin, miserable, scrawny one.

But those days are behind us. Nowadays, missionary societies are smarter, and the medical missionaries are friendly, upbeat, hard-working men and women doing an incredible amount of good for the suffering poor. They are so kind and thoughtful that I resent the idea of their services going to distant lands when I think about how many children—and even adults—in the rough neighborhoods of major Western cities need their help. They also care about the spiritual well-being of people, and their example of living kindly must have a positive impact. Yet, I still feel a bit possessive of their efforts when it comes to the Eastern communities, even though I've come to understand that there are many ways to make a difference in the world. Sometimes, I feel like the missionaries push a bit too hard on prayer and praise and advocate for a virtue that might be a stretch for the average person. Caring for both body and soul can definitely be overdone. However, I suppose it all ends up working out in the end, and as someone who does nothing, I should be the last to judge. Still, I can't help but remember the image of the two babies discussing the situation: the fat, chubby baby and the thin, miserable, scrawny one.

Said the thin baby: “How do you manage to keep so fat? My milk's sterilised, and the milkman's sterilised, and even the cart's sterilised, and yet look at me,” and he stretched out his thin, starved hands.

Said the skinny baby: “How do you stay so chubby? My milk is sterilized, and the milkman is sterilized, and even the cart is sterilized, and yet look at me,” and he reached out his thin, hungry hands.

“Ah, so's mine,” said the fat baby serenely, “but, when no one's looking, I climb down and get a chew at the corner of the floor-rug, and get enough bacteria to keep a decent life in me!”

“Ah, so is mine,” said the chubby baby calmly, “but when no one is watching, I climb down and chew on the corner of the rug to get enough bacteria to stay healthy!”

Listening to the talk of the missionaries, hearing of the foolishness of smoking, the wickedness of alcoholic drinks, and various forms of sinfulness, I have rather hoped, and more than suspected, that the converts sometimes got down and had a chew at the corner of the floor-rug when no one was looking.

Listening to the missionaries talk about the absurdity of smoking, the dangers of alcohol, and different kinds of wrongdoing, I've often thought—and even suspected—that the converts sometimes snuck a chew from the corner of the rug when no one was watching.

Not that many of the missionaries don't endeavour to live up to their own moral code, many of them do, and many of them lead lives of abnegation and self-denial. We all know that the missionary of the Church of Rome gives up everything, and expects never again to see his country once he enters the mission-field, and many of the China Inland Missionaries, 142except in the matter of celibacy, run them close. Their pay is very, very small, no holidays can be counted upon, and their lives are isolated and lonely. Even the American missionary, who is far better paid, gives up his own individuality. The ministers earn more, I believe, than they would in their own country, because people give gladly to missions, while at home the minister's salary is often a burning question. “Far fields are ever fair,” but a clever surgeon who is kept hard at it from dawn to dark, once the Chinese appreciate him, certainly receives far less than he could earn working for himself. He is given a comfortable home, he may marry and have children without a qualm, for, for every child twenty pounds a year is allowed till he is of age; the societies see to it that a six weeks' holiday is given every year, and a year's furlough every seven years with passage paid home for wife and children. No business firm could afford to make more comfortable provision for its employees.

Not that many of the missionaries don’t try to live by their own moral standards; many of them do, and a lot lead lives of selflessness and sacrifice. We all know that the missionary from the Roman Catholic Church gives up everything and expects to never see his home country again once he goes into the mission field. Many of the China Inland Missionaries, 142except for the celibacy requirement, are very similar. Their pay is extremely low, there are no holidays to count on, and their lives are often isolated and lonely. Even the American missionaries, who are paid better, give up a sense of individuality. I believe ministers earn more than they would in their home country because people are generous when it comes to missions, while at home, a minister's salary is often a contentious issue. “Far fields are ever fair,” but a skilled surgeon who works tirelessly from dawn to dusk, once appreciated by the Chinese, definitely earns much less than he could by working for himself. He is given a comfortable home, can marry and have children without hesitation, as twenty pounds a year is allowed for each child until they come of age; the societies ensure that a six-week vacation is provided every year and a year-long furlough every seven years, with travel expenses paid for his wife and children. No business could match the comfort and provision that these organizations offer their employees.

In China, service is cheap and good, the food and the cooks both excellent, and the climate, at least in the north, exhilarating and delightful. But the missionaries do their duty, and do it well, and they are pioneers of Western civilisation. In their wake comes trade, though that is the last thing the majority of them think about. The only trouble for the American missionary seems to me the danger that hangs over every dweller in China—a danger they share with every other foreign resident. It is hard to think of danger when one looks at the courteous, subservient Chinese, but Sir Robert Hart put it succinctly: “Anything may happen at any time in China.” And for all the New Republic, 143and for all the fair promise, his words are still worthy of attention.

In China, service is affordable and excellent, the food and the chefs are both outstanding, and the climate, at least in the north, is refreshing and enjoyable. However, the missionaries fulfill their roles effectively, acting as pioneers of Western civilization. Following them comes trade, although most of them don't focus on that. The main concern for the American missionary appears to be the constant danger that threatens everyone living in China—a risk shared with all other foreign residents. It’s hard to believe there is danger when looking at the polite, submissive Chinese, but Sir Robert Hart summed it up well: “Anything can happen at any time in China.” And despite the promise of the New Republic, 143 and all its potential, his words are still worth considering.

“Do you really think,” said R. F. Johnston, the well-known writer on things Chinese, “that the Chinese knew nothing about charity till it was preached to them by Christian missionaries?”

“Do you really think,” said R. F. Johnston, the well-known writer on things Chinese, “that the Chinese knew nothing about charity until it was taught to them by Christian missionaries?”

I intimated that such had been my faith.

I hinted that this had been my belief.

“The Chinese,” said he, a little indignantly, “are one of the most charitable peoples on earth.”

“The Chinese,” he said, a bit indignantly, “are one of the most charitable people on earth.”

And then he told me what I, a stranger and ignorant of the language, might have gone years without learning. To begin with, family ties are far stronger in China than in European countries, and a man feels himself bound to help his helpless relatives in a way that would seem absurd to the average Christian, and in addition there are numerous societies for helping those, who, by some mischance, have no one upon whom they can depend. There are societies for succouring the sick, societies for looking after orphans, and other kindly institutions. There are even societies for paying poor folks' fares across ferries! There certainly are a good many rivers in China, but this society I must admit strikes me as a work of supererogation. I don't think much merit can really attach to the subscribers, for the majority of poor folks I have seen would be so much better for walking through the river, clothes and all.

And then he told me what I, as a stranger and someone who didn't know the language, could have gone years without learning. To start, family ties are much stronger in China than in European countries, and a man feels responsible for helping his vulnerable relatives in a way that would seem ridiculous to the average Christian. Plus, there are many organizations dedicated to helping those who, due to some misfortune, have no one to rely on. There are groups for helping the sick, groups for caring for orphans, and other charitable institutions. There are even organizations for covering the ferry fares of poor people! There are certainly a lot of rivers in China, but I must admit that this organization seems a bit unnecessary. I don't think the subscribers deserve much credit, because most of the poor folks I've seen would be much better off wading through the river, clothes and all.

However, we have a good few foolish charities of our own, and even if the Chinese charities do not cover all the ground, we must remember that China is, in so many things, archaic; and these charities run on archaic lines are naturally shocking to men steeped in the sanitary lore of the West, 144We have only to read the novels of Charles Dickens and Charlotte Brontë to see a few flaws in the way the charities of the Early Victorian era were administered; what would we think if we could take a peep into thetlazar-house of the Middle Ages—yet there were kind hearts, I doubt not, in the Middle Ages—and China, with her overflowing population, is yet in the matter of charity where we were some time about the reign of the seventh Henry. Could we expect much?

However, we have quite a few foolish charities of our own, and even if the Chinese charities don’t cover every issue, we must remember that China, in many respects, is outdated; and these charities, operating on outdated principles, are understandably shocking to people familiar with modern hygiene and health practices of the West. 144All we have to do is read the novels of Charles Dickens and Charlotte Brontë to spot some flaws in how charities were run during the Early Victorian era; what would we think if we could glimpse into the hospitals of the Middle Ages—yet I’m sure there were compassionate people back then—and China, with its large population, is still at the stage of charity where we were during the reign of Henry VII. Could we really expect much?

“Would you like to see a Buddhist Orphanage?” asked Mr Johnston.

“Do you want to see a Buddhist orphanage?” Mr. Johnston asked.

I said I would, and he promised to take me to one they were trying to run on Western lines.

I said I would, and he promised to take me to one they were trying to set up on Western lines.

It was a pleasantly warm Sunday, with a wind blowing that lifted the filthy dust of Peking from the roadways, and flung it in our faces. We interviewed first two rickshaw coolies with a view to ascertaining whether they; knew where we wanted to go, or rather he interviewed them, for I have no Chinese. They swore they did, by all their gods. Still he looked doubtful.

It was a pleasantly warm Sunday, with a breeze blowing that lifted the filthy dust of Beijing from the streets and flung it in our faces. We first interviewed two rickshaw drivers to find out if they knew where we wanted to go, or rather he interviewed them, since I don't speak Chinese. They guaranteed they did, by all their gods. Still, he looked unsure.

“Why don't you take them?” said I, feeling mistakenly that nowhere else in the town could the dust and the wind be quite so bad as just outside the Wagons Lits Hotel.

“Why don’t you take them?” I said, mistakenly feeling that nowhere else in the town could the dust and the wind be quite so bad as right outside the Wagons Lits Hotel.

“Because I want to find out if they really know where we want to go. They always swear they do, for fear of losing the job.”

“Because I want to see if they really understand where we want to go. They always claim they do, out of fear of losing their jobs.”

However, at last we set out with rickshaw coolies who seemed to have a working knowledge of the route we wished to follow, and we went through the Chien Men into the Chinese City, and away to the west through a maze of narrow alley-ways, hung 145with long Chinese signs, past the closely packed, one-storied shops where they sold china and earthenware, cotton goods and food-stuffs, lanterns, and rows of uninteresting Chinese shoes. The streets of course were thronged. There were rickshaws, laden donkeys, broughams with Venetian shutters to shut out the glare, the clanging bell and outrider to tell that some important man was passing, mules, camels, men on foot with or without burdens, with bamboos across their shoulders and loads slung from them, and some few women tottering along on maimed feet. And every man was giving his opinion on things in general to the universe at the top of his voice.

However, we finally set out with rickshaw drivers who seemed to know the route we wanted to take. We went through the Chien Men into the Chinese City, heading west through a maze of narrow alleyways, decorated with long Chinese signs, past the cramped, single-story shops selling china, earthenware, cotton goods, food, lanterns, and rows of plain Chinese shoes. The streets were obviously crowded. There were rickshaws, loaded donkeys, broughams with Venetian shutters to block out the glare, the clanging bell and outrider announcing that some important person was passing, mules, camels, men walking both with and without loads, with bamboos across their shoulders and packages hanging from them, and a few women struggling along on damaged feet. Every man was loudly voicing his opinions about everything to anyone who would listen.

“How I wish I could understand what they were saying,” I said to my companion once, when the exigencies of the way brought our rickshaws side by side.

“How I wish I could understand what they were saying,” I told my companion once, when the needs of the journey brought our rickshaws next to each other.

He laughed. “Sometimes it's as well you shouldn't.” And then he corrected himself lest I should have got a wrong impression. “No, on the whole they are very polite to each other.”

He laughed. “Sometimes it's better if you don't.” Then he corrected himself to make sure I didn’t get the wrong idea. “No, overall they’re very polite to each other.”

Once we came upon a man with a packet of papers in his hand. He was standing upon something to raise him a little above the passing crowd, and distributing the papers not to everyone, but apparently with great discrimination. Both of us were deemed worthy of a sheet, and I wondered what on earth the hieroglyphics could mean. It was an invitation to a funeral, my cicerone informed me, the next time we were in speaking distance. Some woman, who had been working for a broader education for women, had died, and her friends were going to mark their appreciation of her labours by 146a suitable funeral. So is the change coming to China.

Once we came across a man holding a stack of papers. He was standing on something to elevate himself above the crowd and was handing out the papers selectively rather than to everyone. Both of us received a sheet, and I was curious about what the strange symbols could mean. It was an invitation to a funeral, my guide told me when we were close enough to talk. A woman who had been advocating for better education for women had passed away, and her friends were planning to honor her efforts with a fitting funeral. This is how change is happening in China.

As we went on the houses grew fewer, there were open spaces where kaoliang and millet were being reaped, for this, my second charity, I visited in September, the grey walls of the city rose up before us, and still there was no sign of the monastery. Our men were panting, the sweat was running down their faces and staining their thin coats, still they dragged us on, never dreaming; of using the tongues Nature had given them to lighten their labours. To ask the way would have been to show the foreigner in the rickshaw that they had not known it in the first instance, and that would be to lose face.

As we continued, the houses became fewer, and there were open fields where kaoliang and millet were being harvested. For my second charity visit in September, the grey walls of the city appeared in front of us, yet there was still no sign of the monastery. Our men were breathing heavily, sweat was dripping down their faces and staining their thin coats, but they kept pushing forward, never considering using the voices Nature had given them to ease their workload. Asking for directions would have meant admitting to the foreigner in the rickshaw that they hadn’t known the way from the start, and that would have been embarrassing.

But one of the foreigners had grasped that already, and he insisted on the necessary inquiries being made, and presently we had gone back on our tracks and were at the monastery, being received by the abbot who had charge of it, and a tall Chinese, who spoke German, and was deeply interested in the Orphanage.

But one of the foreigners understood that already, and he insisted on the necessary inquiries being made. Soon, we retraced our steps and arrived back at the monastery, where we were welcomed by the abbot in charge and a tall Chinese man who spoke German and was very interested in the orphanage.

It was the great day of the year, for they were having their annual sports. Over the entrance gateway was a magnificent decoration to mark the event. The place was built Chinese fashion, with many courtyards and low-roofed houses round them, and we were led from one courtyard to another until at last we arrived at a large courtyard, or rather playground. Here were the monks and their charges, and a certain number of spectators who had been invited to see the show, all men, for men and women do not mingle in China, and the next day the entertainment would be repeated with women only as spectators. I received a warm 147invitation to come again, but I felt that once would be enough. We sat down on a bench with a table in front of us, a boy was told off to keep us supplied with tea, and I had leisure to look around me and see what manner of people were these among whom I had come.

It was the biggest day of the year because they were holding their annual sports. A stunning decoration hung over the entrance to celebrate the occasion. The place was designed in a Chinese style, featuring multiple courtyards and low-roofed houses surrounding them. We were guided from one courtyard to the next until we finally reached a large courtyard, or rather a playground. Here, the monks and their students were gathered, along with a number of invited male spectators, since men and women don’t mix in China. The next day, the event would be repeated with women as the audience. I received a warm 147invitation to return, but I felt that once was enough. We settled on a bench with a table in front of us, a boy was assigned to keep our tea filled, and I had a chance to look around and see what kind of people I had joined.

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There are thirty monks here, and they have charge of two hundred and fifty orphans whom they teach to read and write, and all the useful trades, give them, in fact, a good start in the world, and the best of chances to earn their own living. The bright sunshine was everywhere, the walls in a measure shut out the wind and the dust, and the sports were in full swing. At the upper end of the ground, in a room overlooking the play, sat the abbot and some of his subordinates. They wore loose gowns of some dark material girt in at the waist, their only ornament, if ornament it could be called, was a rosary, and head and face were absolutely bare of hair. The abbot from a neighbouring monastery was introduced to me too, a man with a pleasant, thoughtful, cultured face and the most beautiful milk-white teeth. I was sorry I could not speak to that man. I felt somehow as if we might have met on a plane where nationalities and race count for little; but that would have been due to his culture and broadmindedness, not to mine.

There are thirty monks here, and they're responsible for two hundred and fifty orphans whom they teach to read and write, as well as all the practical skills they need, essentially giving them a solid foundation in life and the best opportunities to support themselves. The bright sunshine illuminated everything, and the walls somewhat shielded us from the wind and dust, while the activities were in full swing. At the far end of the grounds, in a room overlooking the play area, sat the abbot and some of his staff. They wore loose robes made of dark fabric, cinched at the waist, and their only accessory, if you could call it that, was a rosary; their heads and faces were completely shaved. The abbot from a neighboring monastery was introduced to me as well; he was a man with a warm, thoughtful, cultured face and the most stunning, pearly white teeth. I regretted not being able to speak with him. I felt like we could have connected on a level where nationality and race mattered little, but that would have been thanks to his culture and open-mindedness, not mine.

Then there were the orphans. They were fat, well-fed looking little chaps dressed in unbleached calico trousers, and coats of the very brightest blue I have ever seen. Each wore on his breast, as a mark of the festive occasion, a bright pink carnation, and every head was shaven as bare as a billiard ball. They looked happy and well, but to my Western 148eyes that last sanitary precaution, as I suppose it was, spoiled any claim they had to good looks. They ran races, they jumped about in sacks, they picked up hoops, they stood in clusters of six and sang in shrill young voices, weird and haunting songs that I was told were patriotic and full of hope for China. The three first in the races had their names proclaimed in black characters on white flags that were carried round the grounds, and there and then received their prizes, a handkerchief or some such trifle.

Then there were the orphans. They were chubby, well-fed little guys dressed in unbleached calico pants and the brightest blue coats I've ever seen. Each one wore a bright pink carnation on their chest as a mark of the festive occasion, and every head was shaved smooth like a billiard ball. They looked happy and healthy, but to my Western 148eyes, that last sanitary precaution, as I suppose it was, ruined any chance they had of being considered good-looking. They raced, jumped around in sacks, picked up hoops, and gathered in groups of six to sing in high-pitched voices weird and haunting songs that I was told were patriotic and full of hope for China. The first three in the races had their names announced in black letters on white flags that were carried around the grounds, and right then, they received their prizes, a handkerchief or something similar.

It was interesting not so much for the sports themselves, those may be better seen in any well-regulated boys' school, but because this is the first time such efforts have been made in China, and made by the Chinese themselves. That a man should take any violent exercise, unless he were absolutely obliged, that he should have any ideal beyond looking fat, and sleek, and well-fed, is entirely contrary to all received Chinese ideas, and must mark a great step in their advancement.

It was interesting not so much for the sports themselves—those could be better seen in any well-run boys' school—but because this is the first time such efforts have been made in China, and made by the Chinese themselves. That a man would engage in any intense exercise unless absolutely necessary, or have any goal beyond just looking healthy, fit, and well-fed, goes completely against all traditional Chinese beliefs and marks a significant step forward in their progress.

And then they brought me the youngest orphan, a wee, fat boy of eight, and though he looked well, he seemed much younger. Probably he was. As I understand it, the Chinese counts himself a year old in the year he is born, and the first New Year's day adds another year to his life, so that the child born on the last day of the old year, would on New Year's Day, be two years old! There is something very lovable about a small child, and there was about this little smiling chap, though he was unbecomingly dressed in coat and trousers of unbleached calico, and his head was shaven bare. He held out his hand to me when he was told, bowed low when 149I gave him a little piece, a very little piece, of money, and then trotted across the grounds to where a young monk was looking on at the show. He caught hold of the monk's robe, and nestled against him, and the man put down a tender hand and caressed him. No child of his own, by his vows, would he ever have, but he was a tender father to this little lonely waif. A waif? He was well-fed, he was suitably clad, and here I saw with my own eyes he had tenderness, could any child have had more? Could men do more? And again I say, as I said when I looked at the Mission to the Blind, I think not. Very surely I think not. At least one of these monks was giving what no Westerner could possibly give to a child of an alien race, that tenderness that softens and smooths life. “They brought young children to Him, that He should touch them... and He took them up in His arms, put His hands upon them, and blessed them.”

Then they brought me the youngest orphan, a small, chubby boy of eight, and even though he seemed healthy, he looked much younger. He probably was. As I understand it, in Chinese culture, a person considers themselves one year old at birth, and then on New Year's Day, they add another year to their age, so a child born on the last day of the old year would be two years old on New Year's Day! There’s something incredibly lovable about a little kid, and this little smiling guy was no exception, even though he was dressed in plain, unbleached calico coat and pants, and his head was completely shaved. He reached out his hand towards me when he was told to, bowed low when I gave him a tiny piece of money, and then he scampered across the grounds to where a young monk was watching the scene. He grabbed hold of the monk's robe and snuggled against him, and the monk gently placed his hand on him, stroking him affectionately. By his vows, he could never have a child of his own, but he was like a caring father to this little lonely waif. A waif? He was well-fed, appropriately dressed, and I could see for myself that he received tenderness—could any child have more? Can men do more? And again I say, just like I did when I looked at the Mission to the Blind, I think not. Very surely I think not. At least one of these monks was giving something that no Westerner could possibly provide to a child of another race—the kind of tenderness that softens and comforts life. “They brought young children to Him, that He should touch them... and He took them up in His arms, put His hands upon them, and blessed them.”

These monks profess a faith that was old when Christianity was born, but they are carrying out as faithfully as ever did any follower of Christ His behests. What matter the creed? What matter by what name we call it? Away in this old Eastern city here, they are preaching, in deeds, the gospel of love and kindness, and no man can do more.

These monks follow a faith that was around long before Christianity began, yet they are practicing it as faithfully as any follower of Christ ever has. Does it really matter what the belief system is? Does it matter what we label it? Here in this ancient Eastern city, they are spreading the message of love and kindness through their actions, and no one can do more than that.

We are apt to think that charity and pity are attributes of the Christian faith only but that is to insult the many good and holy men of other faiths. I am not scorning the kindness and self-sacrifice of the Christian missionary, but it is better, where it is possible, that charity and pity for the Chinese should come from those of their own race. For, however tender and kind an alien may be, he still 150stands outside, and the recipient to a certain extent is necessarily alone. Therefore am I doubly grateful to Mr Johnston for taking me to this Orphanage, where I could see how good the Chinese could be to the waifs and strays of their own people.

We tend to think that charity and compassion are traits exclusive to the Christian faith, but that undermines the many good and holy individuals from other faiths. I'm not dismissing the kindness and selflessness of Christian missionaries, but ideally, charity and compassion for the Chinese people should come from their own community. No matter how caring and kind an outsider may be, they still 150remain an outsider, and the person receiving help can still feel somewhat isolated. That's why I'm especially grateful to Mr. Johnston for bringing me to this orphanage, where I could witness the goodness of the Chinese people caring for the orphans and vulnerable children of their own community.

Pity and mercy belong not to the Western nations alone. They come from the Most High, and are common to all His people, Christian missionary selling Bibles, and pitying the blind upon the Beggars' Bridge, or Buddhist monk taking to his heart the little forsaken child in the monastery of an older faith in the Chinese City. For such love as that we find in the world we, who look on, can only bow our heads and give thanks.

Pity and mercy aren't exclusive to Western nations. They come from the Most High and are shared by all His people, whether it’s a Christian missionary selling Bibles and feeling sorry for the blind on Beggars' Bridge, or a Buddhist monk caring for a little abandoned child in an older faith's monastery in the Chinese City. For such love in the world, we can only bow our heads and give thanks.










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The start for Jehol—Tuan—A Peking cart—Chinese roads—A great highway—Chances of camping out—“Room for ten thousand merchant guests”—Human occupancy—Dust of ages—Eyes at the window—Catering for the journey—The Chinese chicken, minced.

The beginning for Jehol—Tuan—A cart from Peking—Chinese roads—A big highway—Opportunities for camping out—“Space for ten thousand merchant guests”—Human presence—Dust of ages—Eyes at the window—Preparing for the journey—The Chinese chicken, minced.

There were two places that I particularly wanted to go to when I could make up my mind to tear myself away from the charms of Peking. One was the Tungling, or Eastern Tombs, the tombs where the great Empress-Dowager and most of the Manchu Emperors were buried, and Jehol, the Hunting Palace of the Manchus, away to the north in Inner Mongolia, or on the outermost edge of the Province of Chihli, for boundaries are vague things in that out-of-the-way part of the world. I wondered if I could combine them both if instead of coming back to Peking after visiting the tombs I might make my way over the mountains to Jehol. With that end in view I instituted inquiries, only to find that while many people knew a man, or had heard of several men who had been, I never struck the knowledgeable man himself. The only thing was to start out on my own account, and I knew then I should soon arrive at the difficulties to be overcome, not the least of them was two hundred 152and eighty miles in a Peking cart. The only drawback to that arrangement was that if I didn't like the difficulties when I did meet them, there could be no drawing back. They would have to be faced.

There were two places I really wanted to visit when I could finally tear myself away from the attractions of Beijing. One was the Eastern Tombs, where the great Empress Dowager and most of the Manchu Emperors were buried, and the other was Jehol, the Hunting Palace of the Manchus, located to the north in Inner Mongolia, or at the far edge of the Province of Chihli, since boundaries are often unclear in that remote part of the world. I wondered if I could visit both by going over the mountains to Jehol instead of returning to Beijing after seeing the tombs. To explore this option, I started asking around, but while many people claimed to know someone who had been, I never found a truly knowledgeable person. The only choice left was to set out on my own, and I knew I would soon encounter challenges, not least of which was the two hundred and eighty miles in a Beijing cart. The downside to this plan was that if I didn’t like the challenges I faced, there would be no turning back. I would have to confront them.

Accordingly I engaged a servant with a rudimentary knowledge of English. When the matter we spoke of was of no importance, such as my dinner, I could generally understand him, when it was of importance, such as the difficulties of the way, I could not, but I guessed, or the events themselves as they unfolded became explanatory. This gentleman was a small person with noble views on the subject of squeeze, as it pertained to Missie's servant, and he wore on state occasions a long black coat of brocaded silk, slit at the sides, and on all occasions the short hairs that fringed the shaven front of his head stood up like a black horsehair halo. He was badly pock-marked, very cheerful, and an excellent servant, engineering me over difficulties so well that I had to forgive him the squeeze, though in small matters I was occasionally made aware I was paying not double the price, but seven times what it ought to have been. However one buys one's experience. He was my first servant and I paid him thirty dollars a month, so I was squeezed on that basis. A six months' stay in China convinced me I could get as good a servant for fifteen dollars a month, and feel he was well paid.

So, I hired a servant who had a basic understanding of English. When we discussed unimportant things, like my dinner, I generally understood him; but when it came to important topics, like the challenges of the journey, I couldn't follow him. I mostly guessed, or the events themselves explained things as they happened. This man was small and had high-minded ideas about tipping, especially as it related to Missie's servant. On formal occasions, he wore a long black coat made of brocaded silk, which was split at the sides, and no matter the occasion, the short hairs around the shaved front of his head stood up like a black horsehair halo. He had a lot of pockmarks, was very cheerful, and was an excellent servant, helping me navigate challenges so well that I had to overlook the extra fees. Though for smaller things, I occasionally realized I was paying not double the price, but seven times what it should have been. Yet, that's the price of gaining experience. He was my first servant, and I paid him thirty dollars a month, so I was squeezed based on that. After six months in China, I was convinced I could find an equally good servant for fifteen dollars a month and feel he was fairly compensated.

His name was Tuan, pronounced as if it began with a “D,” and he engaged for me two Peking carts with a driver each, and two mules apiece. One was for myself and some of my luggage, the other took 153my servant, my humble kitchen utensils, and the rest of my baggage; and one Sunday morning in May, it is hardly necessary to say it was sunny, because a dull morning in May in Northern China is an exception hailed with joy, the carts appeared at the door of the “Wagons Lits,” and we were ready to start. At least everything was ready but me. I ached in every limb, and felt sure that I was just beginning an attack of influenza. What was to be done? I longed with a great longing for my peaceful bed. I did not want to go venturing forth into the, to me, unknown wilds of China, but I had engaged those carts at the rate of seven dollars a day for the two, and I felt that I really could not afford to linger. Possibly the fresh air might do me good. At any rate, I reflected thankfully, as I climbed into the foremost cart, no active exertion was required of me. And that only shows how remarkably little I knew about a Peking cart. A man and a girl of my acquaintance rose up early in the morning to accompany me the first ten miles on donkeys, we had tiffin together beneath the shade of some pine-trees in a graveyard, and then they wished me good-bye, and I started off with the comfortable feeling that arises from the parting good wishes of kind friends.

His name was Tuan, pronounced like it started with a “D,” and he arranged for me two Peking carts, each with a driver and two mules. One cart was for me and some of my luggage, while the other carried my servant, my basic kitchen supplies, and the rest of my bags. One Sunday morning in May, it’s unnecessary to mention it was sunny because a cloudy morning in May in Northern China is a rare event celebrated with joy, the carts showed up at the door of the “Wagons Lits,” and we were ready to go. At least everything was ready but me. I ached all over and felt certain I was just starting to come down with the flu. What could I do? I longed for my cozy bed. I didn’t want to venture into the, to me, unknown wilderness of China, but I had rented those carts for seven dollars a day for both, and I really couldn’t afford to delay. Maybe the fresh air would do me good. At any rate, I thought gratefully as I climbed into the front cart, no physical effort was required from me. And that just shows how little I really knew about a Peking cart. A man and a girl I knew got up early to ride with me for the first ten miles on donkeys; we had lunch together in the shade of some pine trees in a graveyard, and then they said goodbye, leaving me with the warm feeling that comes from kind friends’ farewell wishes.

Now a Peking cart is a very venerable mode of progression. When our ancestors were lightly dressed in woad, and had no conception of any wheeled vehicle, the Chinese lady was paying her calls sitting in the back of a Peking cart, the seat of honour under the tilt, well out of the sight of the passers-by, while-her servant sat in front, the place of comfort, if such a word can be applied to anything 154pertaining to a Peking cart, for in spite of its long and aristocratic record if there is any mode of progression more wearying and uncomfortable I have not met it. It is simply a springless board set on a couple of wheels with a wagon tilt of blue cotton, if you are not imperial, over it, and a place for heavy luggage behind. The Chinaman sits on the floor and does not seem to mind, but the ordinary Westerner, such as I am, packs his bedding and all the cushions he can raise around him, and then resigns himself to his fate. It has one advantage people will tell you, it has nothing to break in it, but there are moments when it would be a mighty relief if something did break, for if the woodwork holds together, as it tosses you from side to side, you yourself are one sore, bruised mass. No, I cannot recommend a Peking cart, even on the smoothest road.

Now, a Peking cart is a pretty old-fashioned way to get around. Back when our ancestors were dressed in clay and had no idea about wheeled vehicles, Chinese ladies were already being driven around in the back of these carts, sitting in a place of honor under the cover, out of sight from those passing by. Meanwhile, their servant would sit in front, enjoying what we might call a comfort zone – if that term can even apply to anything related to a Peking cart. Despite its long and glamorous history, I haven’t encountered any form of transport that’s more exhausting and uncomfortable. It’s basically just a springless board on a couple of wheels with a blue cotton cover, if you’re not royalty, and a spot for heavy luggage in the back. The driver sits on the floor and seems unfazed, but someone like me from the West ends up packing as many cushions and bedding around him as possible and then just waiting it out. People say it has one benefit: nothing can break in it. But there are times when it would be a huge relief if something did break, because as the cart tosses you from side to side, if the wooden structure holds up, you end up feeling like one big bruise. No, I can’t recommend a Peking cart, even on the smoothest road.

And the roads in China are not smooth. We all know the description of the snakes in Ireland, “There are no snakes,” and if in the same manner could be described the roads in China, blessed would the roads in China be, but as China is a densely populated country there are so-called roads, upon which the people move about, but I have seldom met one that was any better than the surrounding country, and very, very often on this journey did I meet roads where it was ease and luxury to move off them on to the neighbouring ploughed field. The receipt for a road there in the north seems to be: Take a piece of the country that is really too bad to plough or to use for any agricultural purposes whatever, that a mountain torrent, in fact, has given up as too much for the water, 155upset a stone wall over it, a stone wall with good large stones in it, take care they never for a moment lie evenly, and you have your road.

And the roads in China are not smooth. We all know the saying about snakes in Ireland, “There are no snakes,” and if the roads in China could be described in the same way, they would be blessed. However, since China is a densely populated country, there are so-called roads where people travel, but I have rarely come across one that was any better than the surrounding area. Very often during this journey, I encountered roads where it was easier and more comfortable to move off onto the nearby plowed fields. The formula for a road up north seems to be: Take a piece of land that is truly too bad to plow or use for any agricultural purposes, an area that a mountain torrent has deemed unsuitable for water, upset a stone wall over it, making sure the stones are good and large, and ensure they never lie evenly for a moment, and you’ve got your road.

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Leaving Peking for the Eastern Tombs you go for the first two or three hours along a paved way of magnificent proportions, planned and laid out as a great highway should be. The great stones with which it is paved were probably put there by slave labour, how many hundred years ago I do not know, but the blocks are uneven now, some of them are gone altogether, though how a huge block of stone could possibly disappear passes my understanding, and whenever the carter could, he took the cart down beside the road, where at least the dust made a cushion for the nail-studded wheels, and the jarring and the jolting were not quite so terrible.

Leaving Peking for the Eastern Tombs, you travel for the first two or three hours on a grand paved road, designed to function as a major highway. The large stones that make up the pavement were likely placed there by slave labor many hundreds of years ago. I don’t know exactly how long ago, but the blocks are now uneven, and some are completely missing. It’s hard for me to understand how a massive block of stone could just vanish. Whenever possible, the driver would steer the cart off the road, where at least the dust provided some cushion for the nail-studded wheels, making the bumps and jostles a bit less unbearable.

It takes as long to get beyond the environs of Peking in a cart as it does to get out of London in a motor-car. First we passed through the Babylonish gate, and the great walls were behind us, then, outside the city, all looking dusty, dirty, and khaki-coloured in the brilliant sunshine, were numerous small houses, and the wayside was lined with booths on which were things for sale, green vegetables and salads looking inviting, if I could have forgotten the danger of enteric, unappetising-looking meat, bones, the backbones of sheep from which all flesh had been taken, eggs, piles of cakes and small pies, shoes, clothes, samovars, everything a poor man in a primitive community can possibly require, and along the roadway came an endless array of people, clad for the most part in blue cotton, men walking, men with loads slung from a 156bamboo across their shoulders, donkeys laden with baskets, with sacks of grain, with fat Chinese on their backs, with small-footed women being transported from one place to another; there were Peking carts, there were mules, there were ponies; and this busy throng is almost the same as it was a couple of thousand years ago. I wondered; could I have taken a peep at the outskirts of London in the days of Elizabeth of happy memory, would it not have been like this? But no. The sky here is bright and clear, the sunshine hot, and the faces of the moving crowd are yellow and oriental. This crowd is like the men who toiled round the quarries of Babylon or Nineveh, and it is perhaps more satisfied with itself and its position in the universe than any like company of people anywhere in the world. That impression was forced upon me as I stayed in Peking, it grew and grew as I got farther away from the great city, and out into the country.

It takes just as long to get out of the outskirts of Beijing in a cart as it does to leave London in a car. First, we went through the Babylonian gate, and the massive walls were behind us. Outside the city, everything looked dusty, dirty, and khaki-colored in the bright sunshine. There were many small houses, and the roadside was lined with booths selling items like fresh green vegetables and salads that looked tempting, if I could ignore the risk of typhoid; unappealing meat, bones, and sheep backbones stripped of all flesh; eggs; stacks of cakes and small pastries; shoes; clothes; samovars—everything a poor person in a primitive community could need. An endless stream of people filled the road, mostly dressed in blue cotton. Men walked by, some carrying loads slung over their shoulders with a bamboo pole; donkeys were loaded with baskets, sacks of grain, plump Chinese individuals, and small-footed women being transported from one place to another. There were Beijing carts, mules, and ponies; and this bustling crowd resembles what it was like thousands of years ago. I wondered if I could have caught a glimpse of London's outskirts during the days of good old Elizabeth—would it have looked like this? But no. The sky here is bright and clear, the sun is hot, and the faces in the crowd are yellow and Asian. This crowd resembles the workers around the quarries of Babylon or Nineveh, and they might be more content with themselves and their place in the universe than any similar group of people anywhere else in the world. That feeling became stronger as I stayed in Beijing and continued farther from the great city and into the countryside.

But it was a long, long while before I could feel I was really in the country. There was the khaki-coloured land, there were the khaki-coloured houses built of mud apparently, with graceful, tiled roofs, and blue-clad people everywhere, and everywhere at work. Always the fields were most beautifully tilled, there were no fences, the Chinese is too civilised to need a fence, and when you see stone walls it is only because, since they can't be dropped off the planet into space, the stones must be disposed of somehow, here and there the kaoliang was coming up like young wheat, in vivid green patches that were a relief from the general dust, and occasionally there were trees, willow or poplar or fir, delightful to look upon, that marked a graveyard, 157and then, just as I was beginning to hope I was out in the country, a walled town would loom up.

But it took a long time before I really felt like I was in the countryside. There was the brownish land, the mud houses with elegant, tiled roofs, and people in blue working everywhere. The fields were beautifully cultivated, with no fences because the Chinese are too civilized to need them. When you see stone walls, it’s just because they can't simply get rid of the stones, so they are placed here and there. The kaoliang was springing up like young wheat, with bright green patches offering a break from the overall dust, and occasionally there were trees—willow, poplar, or fir—that were nice to look at, marking a graveyard, 157and then, just as I was starting to hope I was truly in the countryside, a walled town would appear.

And in the dusk of the evening we stopped and met for the first time the discomforts of a Chinese inn.

And in the evening's twilight, we paused and experienced for the first time the discomforts of a Chinese inn.

We had started rather late, and I had spent so much time bidding farewell to my friends, that we did not reach the town we had intended to, but put up at a small inn in a small hamlet. This, my first inn was, like most Chinese inns, a line of one-storied buildings, built round the four sides of a large courtyard. Mixed up with the rooms were the stalls for the beasts, the mules and the little grey donkeys, with an occasional pony or two, and the courtyard was dotted with stone or wooden mangers. In the pleasant May weather there was no need to put all the beasts under cover, and there were so many travellers there was not room in the stalls for all the beasts.

We had set out pretty late, and I had taken so long saying goodbye to my friends that we didn’t make it to the town we planned on, but instead stayed at a small inn in a tiny village. This was my first inn, and like most Chinese inns, it was a row of one-story buildings surrounding a large courtyard. Mixed in with the rooms were stalls for the animals—mules and little gray donkeys, and occasionally a pony or two—while the courtyard had stone or wooden mangers scattered around. With the nice May weather, there was no need to keep all the animals inside, and there were so many travelers that there wasn't enough space in the stalls for all the animals.

It was all wonderfully Eastern. I remembered, I could not but remember, how once there arrived at such an inn a little company, weary and tired, and “so it was, that while they were there, the days were accomplished that she should be delivered. And she brought forth her first-born son, and wrapped him in swaddling clothes and laid him in a manger: because there was no room for them in the inn.”

It was all beautifully Eastern. I remembered, I couldn't help but remember how a small group once arrived at such an inn, exhausted and weary. And while they were there, the time came for her to give birth. She had her firstborn son, wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger because there was no room for them at the inn.

I thought of that little company as the Peking cart jolted over the step that is on the threshold of all Chinese doors—no one considers comfort in China, what is a jolt more or less, a Peking cart will not break—and I found myself in the courtyard, and a trestle was brought for me to get down from 158the cart. I might have jumped, I suppose, but one hundred li, about thirty miles, had left me stiff and aching in every limb. My head ached too with the influenza, and when I inspected the room offered for my accommodation, I only wished drearily that there had been no room in this particular inn, and that I might have slept out in the open.

I thought about that small company as the Peking cart jolted over the step at every Chinese door—no one thinks about comfort in China; what’s a little jolt here or there? A Peking cart is sturdy. I found myself in the courtyard, and they brought over a trestle for me to get down from the cart. I could have jumped, I guess, but traveling one hundred li, about thirty miles, had left me stiff and sore all over. My head throbbed from the flu, and when I looked at the room they had for me, I just wished sadly that there had been no room in this particular inn, so I could have slept outside under the stars. 158

But that first day as I went across the plain, that while there were no hills upon it rose slowly towards the hills, I realised that in China, there is not the charm of the open road, you may not sleep under the sky, you must put up at an inn, you would as soon think of camping out in one of the suburbs of London. Indeed you might easily find more suitable places for camping about Surbiton or Richmond than you would among the sterile hills or cultivated valley bottoms of Northern China. I hoped against hope for three days. I had a comfortable sleeping-bag and the nights were fine, it seemed it would be so simple a thing to camp a little off the roadside, even though I had no tent, and that first night, when I smelled the smell of the rooms, rank and abominable, and reeking of human occupancy, I envied my mules, and said that as I got farther into the country I could certainly sleep outside.

But on that first day as I crossed the plain, which sloped gently toward the hills, I realized that in China, the open road doesn’t hold the same allure. You can’t sleep under the stars; you have to stay at an inn. It’s like trying to imagine camping in one of the suburbs of London. In fact, you could easily find better camping spots around Surbiton or Richmond than you would among the barren hills or cultivated valley bottoms of Northern China. I held onto hope for three days. I had a cozy sleeping bag and the nights were nice; it seemed so simple to just camp a bit off the roadside, even without a tent. That first night, when I caught a whiff of the rooms—foul and disgusting, saturated with the stink of human occupancy—I envied my mules and thought that as I ventured deeper into the country, I could definitely sleep outside.

“Room for ten thousand merchant guests,” said the innkeeper in characters of black on red paper over his door, and unless those merchants were very small indeed, I am sure I don't know where he proposed to put them. I remembered with a shudder, that one man of my acquaintance had said: “What I cannot stand is the perpetual tramp, 159tramp, all night,” and I had my suspicions that the guests were small on this occasion, and I feared lest they were going to be catered for. There were also notices in the effective red and black that the landlord would not be responsible for any valuables not confided to his care, and exhorting the guests to be careful of fire. And it seemed to me, as I looked at the rotting thatch and the dubious grey walls, that a fire in this inn would be the very best thing that could happen to it. You see I was specially particular this first night. I thought the next inn might be better. I had a good deal to learn. “The tiger from the Eastern Hills and the tiger from the Western Hills,” says the Chinese proverb, “are both the same.” So everywhere a Chinese inn is about as bad as it can be. They are mostly used by carters, and well-to-do people always go to temples, when they are available. There wasn't a temple about here, and I didn't know I could have lodged there had there been one, so I resigned myself to the inevitable, and wondered with all the energy that was left in me what adverse fate had set me down here. I might have gone back, of course. In a way I was my own mistress; but after all, we none of us own ourselves in this world. I had a book to write, and material for that book was not to be got by staying comfortably in the Wagons Lits Hotel, and therefore I very reluctantly peeped into a room from which clouds of dust were issuing, and which smelt worse than any place I had ever before thought of using as a bed-chamber and dining-room combined. The dust was because I had impressed upon the valued Tuan that I must have a clean room, so he had importantly turned 160two coolies on to stir up the dust of ages, a thousand years at least, I should say, there seemed no end to it, and I wondered, in addition to the merchant guests, what awful microbes were being wakened out of their long sleep. Left alone, they might have been buried so deep that they might not have come nigh me; but he was giving them all a chance. After all it was only fair, a foreign woman did not visit a Chinese inn every day of the week. After more dust than I had ever seen before all at once, had come out of that room, I instructed water to be brought and poured on things in general, and, when the turmoil had quieted down a little, I went in and inspected my quarters.

“Room for ten thousand merchant guests,” said the innkeeper in bold black letters on red paper over his door, and unless those merchants were really tiny, I don’t know where he planned to fit them. I recalled with a shudder that a guy I know once said, “What I can't stand is the nonstop tramp, 159tramp, all night,” and I suspected that the guests might actually be small this time, and I feared what kind of treatment they were going to get. There were also signs in eye-catching red and black stating that the landlord wouldn’t be responsible for any valuables that weren’t entrusted to him and urging guests to be cautious of fire. As I looked at the decaying thatch and the questionable gray walls, I thought a fire in this inn might be the best thing that could happen to it. You see, I was particularly picky on this first night. I thought the next inn might be better. I had a lot to learn. “The tiger from the Eastern Hills and the tiger from the Western Hills,” says the Chinese proverb, “are both the same.” So everywhere a Chinese inn is basically as bad as it gets. They are mostly used by laborers, and well-off people usually prefer to stay in temples when they’re available. There wasn’t a temple nearby, and I didn’t know that I could have stayed there if there had been one, so I resigned myself to my fate and wondered with whatever energy I had left what bad luck brought me here. I could have turned back, of course. In a sense, I was my own boss; but then again, none of us truly own ourselves in this world. I had a book to write, and I wouldn’t gather material for that book by staying comfortably at the Wagons Lits Hotel, so I reluctantly peeked into a room from which clouds of dust were billowing and that smelled worse than any place I had ever considered using as a bedroom and dining room combined. The dust was because I had emphasized to the valued Tuan that I needed a clean room, so he had significantly assigned 160two coolies to stir up a century's worth of dust, at least. It seemed endless, and I wondered, in addition to the merchant guests, what terrible microbes were being disturbed from their long slumber. Left alone, they might have been buried so deep that they wouldn't come near me; but he was giving them all a chance. After all, it was only fair, a foreign woman doesn’t visit a Chinese inn every day. After more dust than I had ever seen all at once had erupted from that room, I instructed for water to be brought in and poured on everything in general, and when the chaos settled down a bit, I went in to check out my accommodations.

They all bear a strong family resemblance to one another, the rooms of these Chinese inns. I always tried to get one that opened directly on to the courtyard, as giving more chance of air. The Chinese, as a rule, have not much use for fresh air. Tuan, had he had his way, would have shut the door fast, as being more correct and private, and then I should have been in an hermetically sealed room, lighted all along the courtyard side by a most dainty latticework window covered with white tissue paper, or rather tissue paper that had once been white. It had been well-smoked during the winter, and a considerable quantity of the dust that had been so industriously stirred up, had lodged there. But air I must have, so I had the paper stripped off from the top of the window as far down as my desire for privacy would allow. Below, the more daring spirits, who had assembled to see the foreign woman, wetted their fingers and poked them softly through the bottom part of the window; and then 161an eye appeared, so that it really seemed at first as if I might as well have been comfortable and had all the paper off. I went outside, and let it plainly be seen that I was very angry indeed, and then Tuan, who had a great idea of my dignity, or rather of his dignity, which was as nothing if I was of no consequence, put one of the “cartee men” on guard, and once more I retired to my uncomfortable lodging. It had a stone floor, being quite a superior sort of inn, the poorer sort have only beaten earth, there were two wooden chairs of dark wood, high, with narrow and uncomfortable seats, a table, also uncomfortably high, and of course, the k'ang. Most people know all about the k'ang now, but this was my first introduction to it as a working piece of furniture. It is a platform of stone about two feet high, so constructed that a small fire lighted underneath, and a very small fire it is, carries the warmth, by a system of flues, all over it. It is covered generally with matting, and on it is always a k'ang table, a little table about eighteen inches square and a foot high, and, though this is not intentional, covered with the grease of many meals.

They all have a strong family resemblance to each other, the rooms of these Chinese inns. I always tried to get one that opened directly onto the courtyard for more airflow. Generally, the Chinese don’t care much for fresh air. Tuan, if he had his way, would have closed the door tight, believing it to be more proper and private, which would have left me in a sealed room, lit along the courtyard side by a delicate latticework window covered with white tissue paper—or rather tissue paper that used to be white. It had gotten quite smoky during the winter, and a significant amount of dust that had been stirred up had settled there. But I needed air, so I had the paper removed from the top of the window down to a level that balanced my need for privacy. Below, the bolder folks who had gathered to see the foreign woman wet their fingers and gently poked them through the bottom part of the window; then an eye emerged, making it seem like I might as well be comfortable and have taken all the paper down. I stepped outside and made it clear that I was very angry, and then Tuan, who valued my dignity—well, it was really his own dignity, which meant nothing if I was unimportant—assigned one of the “cartee men” to guard, and once again, I retreated to my uncomfortable lodging. It had a stone floor, being a fairly nice inn; the cheaper ones only have beaten earth. There were two wooden chairs made of dark wood—tall, with narrow and uncomfortable seats—and a table, also uncomfortably high, and of course, the k'ang. Most people know about the k'ang now, but this was my first introduction to it as a functional piece of furniture. It’s a stone platform about two feet high, designed so that a small fire lit underneath—a very small fire—distributes warmth across it through a system of flues. It’s usually covered with matting, and on it is always a k'ang table, a small table about eighteen inches square and a foot high, and though it’s not intentional, it’s coated with the grease from many meals.

I looked doubtfully at the k'ang this first day. It seemed to me I could not lodge in such a place, and I wished heartily that I had left the describing of China to some more hardened traveller. There was a grass mat upon it, hiding its stoniness, and I had powdered borax sprinkled over it, about half a tin of Keating's followed, though I am told the insects in China rather like Keating's, and only then did I venture to have my bed set up. Alongside was placed my india-rubber bath, the gift of a friend, and every night of that journey did I thank her with 162all my heart, it was so much nicer than my old canvas bath, and making sure that the “cartee man” was still on guard I proceeded to wash and undress and creep into my sleeping-bag.

I looked at the k'ang with doubt on the first day. It seemed to me that I couldn't sleep in such a place, and I really wished I'd left the task of describing China to someone more experienced. There was a grass mat on it, concealing its stony surface, and I sprinkled half a tin of Keating's powder over it, even though I've heard that the insects in China actually like Keating's. Only then did I dare to have my bed set up. Next to it was my rubber bath, a gift from a friend, and every night of that journey, I thanked her with all my heart. It was so much nicer than my old canvas bath. After making sure that the "cartee man" was still on guard, I went ahead to wash, undress, and crawl into my sleeping bag.

At only one Chinese inn where I stayed could food for the traveller be had, and that was, I think, only because it combined the functions of innkeeping and restaurant. In any case, of course, the foreign traveller would not think of eating Chinese food, and I, like everyone else, provided my own. I brought with me rice, tea, and flour. Tuan cooked for me on an absurd little charcoal stove upon which I might have succeeded in boiling an egg. With the exception of those few stores, I lived off the country, buying chickens and eggs, onions, and hard little pears; Tuan doing the buying, charging me at a rate that made me wonder how on earth the “Wagons Lits” managed to board and lodge its guests at a day. I used to think that, for sheer toughness, the palm might be given to the West African chicken, but I withdraw that statement, he isn't in it alongside the Chinese. We used to buy small birds about the size of a pigeon, But an elderly ostrich couldn't have been tougher. My teeth, thank Heaven, are excellent, but the Chinese chicken was too much for them. I then saw why Tuan had provided a chopper for kitchen use, he called it “cookee knife,” and the fiat went forth—I would have no more chicken unless it was minced.

At just one Chinese inn where I stayed, you could actually get food for travelers, probably because it doubled as an inn and a restaurant. In any case, foreign travelers wouldn't think about eating Chinese food, and I, like everyone else, brought my own. I packed rice, tea, and flour. Tuan cooked for me on a tiny charcoal stove that might have been able to boil an egg. Aside from those few stores, I lived off the land, buying chickens, eggs, onions, and hard little pears; Tuan did the shopping and charged me a rate that made me wonder how on earth the “Wagons Lits” managed to feed and accommodate its guests for a day. I used to think that, for sheer toughness, West African chickens took the prize, but I've changed my mind; they don’t compare to the Chinese ones. We used to buy small birds about the size of a pigeon, but even an old ostrich would be softer. Thankfully, my teeth are great, but the Chinese chicken tested them to the limit. I then understood why Tuan gave us a chopper for the kitchen; he called it a “cookee knife,” and the verdict was clear—I would only have chicken if it was minced.

But that first night I couldn't look at chicken, I couldn't even laugh at the woodeny pears and rice which were the next course. I declined everything, lay in bed and drank tea, the wind came in through 163the open lattice-work, guttered my candle and then blew it out, and I, first hot, and then cold, and always miserable, stared at the luminous night sky, cut into squares by the lattice-work of the window, was conscious of every bone in my body, and wondered if I were not going to be very ill indeed.

But that first night I couldn’t even look at chicken, and I couldn’t even laugh at the wooden pears and rice that were the next course. I turned everything down, lay in bed and drank tea, while the wind came in through the open lattice-work, blew out my candle, and left me feeling hot, then cold, and always miserable. I stared at the bright night sky, broken into squares by the lattice of the window, felt every bone in my body, and worried that I might actually get really sick.

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CHAPTER X—THE TUNGLING

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A Peking cart as a cure for influenza—Difficulties of a narrow road—The dead have right of way—The unlucky women—Foot binding—“Beat you, beat you”—Lost luggage—“You must send your husband”—Letter-writing under difficulties—A masterless woman—Malanyu—Most perfect place of tombs in the world.

A Peking cart as a remedy for the flu—Challenges of a narrow road—The deceased have priority—The unfortunate women—Foot binding—“I’ll beat you, I’ll beat you”—Misplaced luggage—“You need to send your husband”—Writing letters under tough conditions—A woman without a husband—Malanyu—The most perfect burial site in the world.

But I wasn't. As a rule I find I worry myself unnecessarily in life. Either a thing can be altered, or it can't. If it can't there's an end to the matter, worrying doesn't mend it. I had come here of my own free will—it wasn't nice, but there was nothing to do but make the best of it. In the morning if I wasn't very happy I was no worse, and to go back that weary journey to Peking would only be to make myself ridiculous. Therefore I arose with the sun, and a nice, bright cheerful sun he was, looked at my breakfast, drank the tea and was ready to start. All the hamlet watched me climb into my cart. I felt I couldn't have walked a step to save my life, and we rumbled over that steep step, and were out in the roadway again.

But I wasn't. Usually, I find that I worry too much in life. Either something can be changed, or it can't. If it can't be changed, then that's that—worrying doesn’t fix anything. I had come here of my own choice—it wasn't great, but there was nothing to do but make the best of it. In the morning, if I wasn’t very happy, I was no worse off, and heading back on that exhausting journey to Beijing would only make me look foolish. So, I got up with the sun, and what a nice, bright, cheerful sun it was. I looked at my breakfast, drank my tea, and got ready to go. The whole village watched me climb into my cart. I felt like I couldn't have walked a single step to save my life, and we bumped over that steep path and were back on the road again.

It is not the best way to view a country from a Peking cart, for the tossing from side to side is apt to engender a distaste for life and to encourage a feeling that nothing would really matter if only the cart would come to a standstill for a moment. Add to that the aching head of influenza and that morning 165I began to pity not only myself but my publisher, for I began to fear he was going to lose money on me. It was Byron, I think, who considered that Providence or somebody else who shall be nameless always took care of publishers, and that is the reason perhaps why I have come to the opinion that a trip in a Peking cart is really the best cure for influenza. Had I gone to bed and had someone kind and nice to wait upon me and bring me the milk and soda and offer the sympathy my soul desired, I should probably have taken a fortnight to get well; as it was, out in the open air from dawn to dark, three days saw the end of my woes, and even at the worst I was able to sit up and take a certain amount of interest in passing events.

It's not the best way to see a country from a Peking cart, as the constant jostling can really make you dislike life and create the feeling that nothing would matter if the cart could just stop for a moment. On top of that, with the headache from the flu, that morning 165I started to feel pity not only for myself but also for my publisher, as I was worried he might lose money on me. I think it was Byron who thought that Providence—or someone else, who shall remain nameless—always looked after publishers, and that’s probably why I’ve come to believe that a ride in a Peking cart is really the best remedy for the flu. If I had stayed in bed with someone nice to take care of me, bringing me milk and soda and offering the sympathy my soul craved, it likely would have taken me two weeks to get better; instead, being outside from dawn till dusk, I was done with my troubles in three days, and even at my worst, I could sit up and take some interest in what was happening around me.

Gradually, gradually, as we went on we seemed to forget the great city that absorbed all things, and the surroundings became more truly countrified. The road, when it was not stones, was deep sand with deep, deep ruts worn by the passing of many carts, and it stretched over just as great a portion of the country as the people would allow. Flat it was, flat, and all along the way were little villages and hamlets. There was no temptation to walk, for it was very rough indeed, just the worn road and the edge of the tilled fields, tilled as surely never before in the world were fields tilled, and they stretched away to the far distant blue hills. Occasionally the road sank deep between them, and as it was very narrow the traffic question was sometimes troublesome. On this day we met a country cart, a longer cart than the Peking cart, covered in with matting and drawn by a mule and a couple of donkeys. Manifestly there was not room for the carts to pass 166and I wondered what would happen for, for either of us, laden as we were, to go backwards would have been difficult. I was requested to get out, which I did reluctantly, my carts were drawn so close against the bank that the right wheels were raised against it, and then they tried to get the other cart past. No good, it would not go. About a dozen men all in dirty, very dirty blue, with pointed hats of grass matting, looking as if they had stepped off old-fashioned tea caddies, came and took an intelligent interest, even as they might have done in Staffordshire, but that didn't make the carts any smaller, and then they decided to drive the country cart up the bank into the field above. They tried and tried, they lashed that unfortunate mule and the donkeys, but with all their pulling it was too heavy, up the bank it would not go. Chinese patience was exemplified. But it was the mule and the donkeys that really displayed the patience. I climbed the bank, sat on a stone and watched them, and did not like to give my valuable advice, because these men must have been driving carts along these roads all their lives, and presumably must know something about it, while never in my life had I handled a team consisting of two donkeys and a mule. At last when they got an extra hard lashing and fell back, conquered once more, poor brutes, by the weight, I rose up and interfered. I did not request—I ordered. They were to take the two foremost mules from my carts and hitch them on to the other cart. My foremost mule protested, he evidently said he had never been associated with donkeys before; but in two minutes they had got that cart to the higher level, and we were free to go on our way. Why 167they did not do it without my ordering I am sure I do not know, for as a rule I had no authority over the carts, they went their own way—I was merely a passenger.

Gradually, as we continued our journey, it seemed like we were leaving behind the bustling city that consumed everything, and the landscape transformed into a more authentic countryside. The road, when it wasn't made of stones, was mostly deep sand with significant ruts created by countless carts, spreading over as much of the land as the locals allowed. It was flat—extremely flat—and dotted with small villages and hamlets. There was little incentive to walk, as the terrain was quite rough: just the worn path and the edges of the meticulously cultivated fields, which were more carefully tended than any fields had ever been before, extending all the way to the distant blue hills. Occasionally, the road dipped between the fields, and because it was very narrow, passing traffic could become a challenge. On that day, we encountered a country cart, which was longer than the Peking cart, covered with matting and pulled by a mule and a couple of donkeys. Clearly, there wasn’t enough room for both carts to pass, and I wondered what would happen if either of us, heavily loaded as we were, tried to reverse; it would have been tricky. I was asked to get out, which I did reluctantly, as my carts were pressed so closely against the bank that the right wheels were lifted up against it, and then they attempted to get the other cart to pass. No luck—it wouldn't budge. About a dozen men, all dressed in grimy blue with pointed grass hats that looked like something from old tea caddies, came over and showed an interest, similar to how they might have in Staffordshire, but that didn't make the carts any smaller. They decided to try lifting the country cart up the bank into the field above. They pulled and pulled, whipping that poor mule and the donkeys, but even with all their effort, it was too heavy; the cart just wouldn’t move up the bank. The Chinese were exemplifying patience, but it was really the mule and the donkeys who showed the most patience. I climbed up the bank, sat on a stone, and watched without wanting to offer my advice, since those men had likely been driving carts along these paths their entire lives, while I had never handled a team of two donkeys and a mule. Finally, after one particularly hard lash caused them to fall back again under the weight, I stood up and stepped in. I didn't ask—I simply ordered. They needed to take the two lead mules from my carts and attach them to the other cart. My lead mule protested, clearly indicating he had never worked with donkeys before; however, within two minutes, they had that cart on a higher level, and we were able to continue on our way. Why they didn’t do it without my direction is beyond me, as usually I had no authority over the carts; they followed their own path—I was just a passenger.

Once more that day the narrow way was blocked, this time by a funeral. The huge coffin was borne by ten straining men, and there was no parleying with it, the dead have right of way in China, and out of the way we had to get. We backed with difficulty till the bank on one side was a little lower, and then up we went till we were on the cultivated land, drove on till we were ahead of the corpse, and then down again into the roadway once more.

Once again that day, the narrow path was blocked, this time by a funeral. The huge coffin was carried by ten struggling men, and there was no arguing about it; the dead have the right of way in China, and we had to move aside. We backed up with difficulty until the bank on one side was a bit lower, and then we climbed up onto the cultivated land, drove ahead of the procession, and then back down into the road again.

In China, as far as I have been, you never get away from the people, this country was far more thickly populated than the country round London, for I have walked in Surrey lanes and found no one of whom to ask a question, while here there were always people in sight. True, here were no leafy lanes such as we find in Surrey and Kent, but the whole country lay flat and outstretched till it seemed as if nothing were hidden right up to the base of the far away hills. The days were getting hot and the men were working in the fields stripped to the waist, while most of the little boys were stark naked, pretty little lissom things they were, too, if they had only been washed; and the little girls, for all clothing, wore a square blue pocket-handkerchief put on corner-wise in front, slung round the neck and tied round the waist with a bit of string; but farther on, in the mountain villages, I have seen the little girls like the little boys, stark naked. Only the women are clothed to the neck, whatever the state of the thermometer. Always there were houses by the 168wayside, and many villages and hamlets, and the women sat on the doorsteps sewing, generally it seemed to me at the sole of a shoe, or two of them laboured at the little stone corn mills, that were in every village, grinding the corn, the millet, or the maize, for household use. Sometimes a donkey, and a donkey can be bought for a very small sum, turned the stone, but usually it seemed that it was the women of the household who, on their tiny feet, painfully hobbled round, turning the heavy stone and smoothing out the flour with their hands, so that it might be smoothly and evenly ground.

In China, from what I've seen, you can’t escape the people. This country is way more densely populated than the area around London. I've walked in Surrey lanes and found no one to ask questions, while here, there are always people in sight. Sure, there aren't any leafy lanes like in Surrey and Kent, but the entire landscape is flat and stretches on, making it seem like nothing is hidden all the way to the distant hills. The days were getting hot, and the men were working in the fields with their shirts off, while most little boys were completely naked—cute, limber kids, although they could use a wash. The little girls, on the other hand, wore a square blue handkerchief tied around their necks and waists, but in the mountain villages, I’ve seen little girls just like the boys, completely nude. Only the women are covered up to their necks, regardless of the temperature. There were always houses along the roadside, with numerous villages and small communities, and the women sat on doorsteps sewing, usually at the soles of shoes, or two of them worked at the small stone corn mills found in every village, grinding corn, millet, or maize for their households. Sometimes, a donkey—easily bought for a small price—would turn the stone, but more often, it seemed to be the women who, on their tiny feet, painfully hobbled around, turning the heavy stone and smoothing out the flour with their hands to ensure it was ground evenly.

Poor women! They have a saying in China to the effect that a woman eats bitterness, and she surely does, if the little I have seen of her life is any criterion. As I went through the villages, in the morning and evening, I could hear the crying of children. Chinese children are proverbially naughty, no one ever checks them, and I could not know why these children were crying, some probably from the pure contrariness of human nature, but a missionary woman, and a man who scorned missionaries and all their works both told me that, morning and evening, the little girls cried because the bandages on their feet were being drawn more tightly. Always it is a gnawing pain, and the only relief the little girl can get is by pressing the calf of her leg tightly against the edge of the k'ang. The pressure stops the flow of blood and numbs the feet as long as it is kept up, but it cannot be kept up long, and with the rush of blood comes the increase of pain—a pain that the tightening of the bandages deepens.

Poor women! There's a saying in China that a woman endures suffering, and she really does, judging by the little I've seen of her life. As I walked through the villages, morning and evening, I could hear children crying. Chinese children are notoriously naughty, and no one ever stops them, so I couldn't know the reason for their tears; perhaps it's just the natural defiance of kids. However, both a missionary woman and a man who dismissed missionaries and all their work told me that the little girls cried because their foot bandages were being tightened. It’s a constant, gnawing pain, and the only relief the little girl can find is by pressing her calf against the edge of the k'ang. That pressure stops the blood flow and numbs her feet as long as she maintains it, but she can't keep it up for long. Eventually, the blood rushes back, bringing with it an increase in pain—a pain that the tightening bandages only intensify.

“Beat you, beat you,” cries the mother taking a 169stick to the little suffering thing, “you cry when I bind your feet.” For a Chinese woman must show no emotion, above all she must never complain. This, of course, is a characteristic of the nation. The men will bear much without complaining.

“Beat you, beat you,” yells the mother, grabbing a 169stick to hit the little suffering child, “you cry when I bind your feet.” A Chinese woman must show no emotion; above all, she must never complain. This is, of course, a trait of the culture. The men also endure a lot without voicing any complaints.

I never grew accustomed to it. The pity and the horror of it never failed to strike me, and if the missionaries do but one good work, they do it in prevailing on the women to unbind their feet, in preventing unlucky little girls from going through years of agony.

I never got used to it. The sadness and the horror of it always hit me hard, and if the missionaries achieve anything good, it's convincing women to stop binding their feet, preventing unfortunate little girls from suffering for years.

There is no mistaking the gait of a woman with bound feet. She walks as if her legs were made of wood, unbending from the hip downwards to the heels. The feet are tiny, shaped like small hoofs about four inches long, encased in embroidered slippers, and to walk at all she must hold out her arms to balance herself. When I was laughed at for my “pathetic note,” and was told I exaggerated the sufferings of the women, I took the trouble to inquire of four doctors, three men and one woman, people who came daily in contact with these women, and they were all of one opinion, the sufferings of the women were very great. The binding in girlhood was not only terribly painful but even after the process was finished the feet were often diseased, often sore and ulcerated, and at the very best the least exertion, as is only natural, makes them ache.

There’s no doubt about the way a woman with bound feet walks. She moves as if her legs are made of wood, not bending from the hips down to her heels. Her feet are tiny, shaped like small hooves about four inches long, wrapped in embroidered slippers, and to walk at all, she has to stretch out her arms to keep her balance. When I was mocked for my “pathetic note” and told I exaggerated the women’s suffering, I decided to ask four doctors—three men and one woman—who regularly interacted with these women, and they all agreed that the women suffered greatly. The binding in childhood was not only extremely painful, but even after it was done, their feet often ended up diseased, frequently sore and ulcerated, and at the very least, any effort made them ache, as you would expect.

“Try,” said one doctor, “walking with your toes crushed under your sole, the arch of your foot pressed up till the whole foot is barely four inches long, and you can only walk on your heel, and see if you do not suffer—suffer in all parts of your body. They say,” he went on, “that while there are many 170peaceful, kindly old men among the Chinese, every woman is a shrew. And I can well believe it. What else could you expect? Oh women have a mighty thin time in China. I don't believe there is any place in the world where they have a worse.”

“Try,” said one doctor, “walking with your toes crushed under your foot, the arch of your foot pushed up until the whole thing is barely four inches long, and you can only walk on your heel, and see if you don’t suffer—suffer in every part of your body. They say,” he continued, “that while there are many 170peaceful, kind old men among the Chinese, every woman is a shrew. And I can definitely believe that. What else could you expect? Oh, women have a really tough time in China. I don't think there's any place in the world where it's worse for them.”

If anyone doubts that this custom presses heavily on the women, let him ask any doctor who has practised much among the Chinese how many legs he has taken off because the neglected sores of ulcerated, bound feet have become gangrenous and a danger to life.

If anyone doubts that this custom strongly affects women, they should ask any doctor who has worked extensively with the Chinese how many legs he has amputated because the neglected sores from bound feet have become gangrenous and life-threatening.

“It really doesn't matter,” said another doctor I knew well, “a Chinese woman is just as well with a pair of wooden legs as with the stumps the binding has left her!”

“It really doesn't matter,” said another doctor I knew well, “a Chinese woman is just as fine with a pair of wooden legs as with the stumps that the binding has left her with!”

As a rule I did not see the beginnings, for though the women go about a little, the small girls are kept at home. But once on this journey, at a poor little inn in the mountains, among the crowd gathered to see the foreign woman were two little girls about eight or nine, evidently the innkeeper's daughters. They were well-dressed among a ragged crew. Their smocks were of bright blue cotton, their neat little red cotton trousers were drawn in at their ankles, and their feet, in tiny embroidered shoes, were about big enough for a child of three. There was paint on their cheeks to hide their piteous whiteness, and their faces were drawn with that haunting look which long-continued pain gives. As they stood they rested their hands on their companions' shoulders, and, when they moved, it was with extreme difficulty. No one took any notice of them. They were simply little girls suffering the usual agonies that custom has ordained a woman 171shall suffer before she is considered a meet plaything and slave for a man. A woman who would be of any standing at all must so suffer. Poor little uncomplaining mites, they laughed and talked, but their faces, white and strained under the paint, haunted me the livelong night, and I felt that I who stood by and suffered this thing was guilty of a wicked wrong to my fellows.

As a rule, I didn’t witness the beginnings, because while the women might go out a bit, the young girls are usually kept at home. But once on this journey, at a small inn in the mountains, among the crowd gathered to see the foreign woman were two little girls, around eight or nine years old, who were clearly the innkeeper's daughters. They were well-dressed compared to the ragged people around them. Their dresses were made of bright blue cotton, their neat little red cotton pants were gathered at their ankles, and their tiny embroidered shoes seemed only big enough for a three-year-old. They had paint on their cheeks to mask their pale skin, and their faces bore the haunting expression that comes from prolonged suffering. As they stood there, they rested their hands on their friends' shoulders, and when they moved, it was with great difficulty. No one paid them any attention. They were just little girls enduring the usual pains that society says a woman must go through before she is seen as an acceptable plaything and servant for a man. A woman who wants any kind of respect must endure this. Poor little silent girls, they laughed and chatted, but their pale, strained faces beneath the makeup haunted me throughout the night, and I felt that by merely standing by and allowing this to happen, I was guilty of a terrible wrong toward my fellow human beings.

And foot binding may result in death. There was a child whose father, a widower, not knowing what to do with his little girl, an asset of small value, sold her to a woman of ill repute. The little slave was five years old, but as yet, her feet had not been bound. Her mistress of course took her in hand and bound her feet, so that she might be married some day. But her feet being bound did not exempt small Wong Lan from her household duties. Every morning, baby as she was, she had to get up, kindle the fire, and take hot water to her mistress, who, in her turn, did not give the attention they required to the poor little feet. With feet sore, ulcerated and dirty, she went about such household duties as a little child could do, till they grew so bad she could only lie about and moan, and was a nuisance to the woman who had taken her. At last a man living in the same courtyard had pity on her. He was a mason and had worked at the great hospital the foreigners had set up just outside the walls of the city where they lived, and he took her in his arms, a baby not yet seven, and brought her to the doctor. She had cried and cried, he said, and he thought she would die if she were left. The doctor when he took her thought she was going to die whether she were left or not. There and then he took a pair of 172scissors, snapped two threads and one foot was off, still in its filthy little slipper. The whole leg was gangrenous and they nursed the baby up for a week till she was strong enough to have the leg amputated at the hip. She grew better, though the doctor shook his head over her. The missionaries decided they had better keep her, and as she recovered, they set about getting her crutches. A Chinese woman evidently begins to be self-conscious very soon, for the mite cried bitterly when they wanted to measure her. The Chinese have a great horror of any deformity, and she thought she would be an object of scorn if she went about on crutches, and everyone could see she had only one leg. Her idea was that she should sit all day long on the k'ang, and then it would be hidden. However, her guardians prevailed, and presently she was hopping about the missionary compound, and being a pretty, taking little girl soon found friends who forgot, or what was more important, taught Her to forget, that she was crippled. Someone gave her a doll, and with this treasure tucked under her arm, she paid visits from one house to the other, happy as the day was long, petted by Chinese and foreigners alike. But the doctor who had shaken his head over her at first was right. The poison was in her system, and in a little over six months from the day she was brought in to the hospital she died. Poor little mite! For six months she had been perfectly happy. The man who had brought her in made her a coffin, the aliens who had succoured and cared for her laid her there with the doll she had been so proud of in her arms, and told all the Chinese who had known her they might come and say a last farewell. They came, 173and then—oh curious human nature!—someone stole the poor little makeshift doll from the dead baby's arms!

And foot binding could lead to death. There was a child whose father, a widower, not knowing what to do with his little girl, who had little value, sold her to a woman of ill repute. The little slave was five years old, but her feet had not yet been bound. Her mistress, of course, took charge and bound her feet so she could be married someday. However, having bound feet didn't exempt small Wong Lan from her household chores. Every morning, despite being just a baby, she had to get up, start the fire, and bring hot water to her mistress, who didn’t pay the attention necessary to those poor little feet. With sore, ulcerated, and dirty feet, she did whatever household tasks a little girl could manage, until her condition grew so bad that she could only lie around moaning, becoming a burden to the woman who had taken her in. Eventually, a man living in the same courtyard felt sorry for her. He was a mason and had worked at the large hospital that the foreigners had constructed just outside the city walls where they lived. He picked her up, still a baby not yet seven, and brought her to the doctor. She had cried and cried, he said, and he feared she would die if she was left alone. The doctor thought she would die whether they helped her or not. Right then, he took a pair of 172scissors, snipped two threads, and one foot came off, still in its filthy little slipper. The entire leg was gangrenous, and they cared for the baby for a week until she was strong enough to have the leg amputated at the hip. She improved, though the doctor remained concerned. The missionaries decided it would be best to keep her, and as she recovered, they set out to get her crutches. A Chinese girl seems to become self-aware very quickly, as the little one cried bitterly when they wanted to measure her. The Chinese have a strong fear of any deformity, and she thought she would be ridiculed if she had to use crutches, and everyone could see she only had one leg. She believed she should just sit all day on the k'ang, where it would be out of sight. However, her guardians won out, and soon she was hopping around the missionary compound. Being a pretty and charming little girl, she quickly made friends who forgot, or more importantly, taught her to forget, that she was disabled. Someone gave her a doll, and with this treasure tucked under her arm, she happily visited one house after another, cherished by both Chinese and foreigners alike. But the doctor who had initially been concerned was right. The poison was in her system, and just over six months after she was brought into the hospital, she died. Poor little thing! For six months, she had been perfectly happy. The man who had brought her in made her a coffin, and the foreigners who had helped and cared for her laid her there with the doll she had been so proud of in her arms, inviting all the Chinese who had known her to come say their last goodbyes. They came, 173and then—oh, curious human nature!—someone stole the poor little makeshift doll from the dead baby's arms!

Of course cruelty to children is a sin that is met with in countries nearer home, is, in fact, more common in Christian England than in heathen China. This was a death that was attributable to the low value that is set on the girl child and to the cruel custom of binding the feet.

Of course, cruelty to children is a sin that we see in countries closer to home; it's actually more common in Christian England than in pagan China. This was a death that was due to the low value placed on girl children and the cruel practice of foot-binding.

And not hundreds and thousands but millions of women so suffer. The practice, they say, is dying out among the more enlightened in the towns, but in the country, within fifteen miles of Peking, it is in full swing. Not only are these “golden lilies” considered beautiful, but the woman with bound feet is popularly supposed to care more for the caresses of her lord, than she with natural feet. Of course, a man may not choose his wife, his mother does that for him, he may not even see her, but he can, and very naturally often does, ask questions about her. The question he generally asks is not: “Has she a pretty face?” but: “Has she small feet?” But if he did not think about it, the women of his family would consider it for him.

And not just hundreds or thousands, but millions of women suffer like this. They say the practice is fading among the more progressive people in the cities, but in the countryside, just fifteen miles from Beijing, it's still happening. Not only are these “golden lilies” seen as beautiful, but people commonly believe that a woman with bound feet cares more about her husband's affection than one with natural feet. Of course, a man doesn’t get to choose his wife; that’s up to his mother, and he might not even meet her beforehand. However, he can, and often does, ask questions about her. The typical question isn’t, “Does she have a pretty face?” but rather, “Does she have small feet?” But even if he doesn't think about it, the women in his family will definitely consider it for him.

A woman told me, how, in the north of Chihli, the custom was for the women of the bridegroom's family to gather round the newly arrived bride who sat there, silent and submissive, while they made comments upon her appearance.

A woman told me that, in northern Chihli, the tradition was for the women from the groom's family to gather around the new bride, who sat there quietly and obediently, while they commented on her looks.

“Hoo! she's ugly!” Or worst taunt of all, “Hoo! What big feet she's got!”

“Hoo! she's ugly!” Or the worst tease of all, “Hoo! What big feet she's got!”

Many will tell you it is not the men who insist upon bound feet, but the women. And, if that is so, to me it only deepens the tragedy. Imagine 174how apart the women must be from the men, when they think, without a shadow of truth, that to be pleasing to a man, a woman must be crippled. The women are hardly to be blamed. If they are so ignorant as to believe that no woman with large feet can hope to become a wife and mother, what else can they do but bind the little girls' feet? Would any woman dare deprive her daughter of all chance of wifehood and motherhood by leaving her feet unbound? Oh the lot of a woman in China is a cruel one, civilised into a man's toy and slave. I had a thousand times rather be a negress, one of those business-like trading women of Tarquah, or one of the capable, independent housewives of Keta. But to be a Chinese woman! God forbid!

Many people will tell you that it's not the men who demand bound feet, but the women. If that's true, it only makes the tragedy deeper. Imagine how distant the women must feel from the men when they mistakenly believe that to please a man, a woman must be crippled. The women can hardly be blamed. If they are so unaware that no woman with large feet can hope to become a wife and mother, what can they do but bind their little girls' feet? Would any woman dare to take away her daughter's chances of being a wife and mother by leaving her feet unbound? Oh, the life of a woman in China is a harsh one, conditioned to be a man's plaything and servant. I would much rather be a Black woman, one of those practical trading women of Tarquah, or one of the capable, independent housewives of Keta. But to be a Chinese woman? God forbid!

It seems very difficult to make a Chinaman understand that a woman has any rights, even a foreign woman, apart from a man. I remember being particularly struck with this once at Pao Ting Fu, the capital of Chihli, a walled town about three hours by rail from Peking. I lost a third of my luggage by the way, because the powers that be, having charged me a dollar and a half for its carriage, divided it into three parts, and by the time I had discovered in what corner the last lot was stowed, the train was moving on, and I could only be comfortably sure it was being taken away from me at the rate of twenty miles an hour. However, the stationmaster assured Dr Lewis, the missionary doctor with whom I was living, that it should be brought back by the next day.

It seems really hard to get a Chinese person to understand that a woman has any rights, even a foreign woman, separate from a man. I remember being especially struck by this once in Pao Ting Fu, the capital of Chihli, a walled town about three hours by train from Beijing. I lost a third of my luggage along the way because the authorities, after charging me a dollar and a half for its transport, split it into three parts. By the time I figured out where the last piece was stored, the train was moving, and I could only be sure it was being taken away from me at twenty miles an hour. However, the stationmaster assured Dr. Lewis, the missionary doctor I was staying with, that it would be returned by the next day.

Accordingly, next day, accompanied by a coolie who spoke no English, I wended my way to the railway station and inquired for that luggage. The 175coolie had been instructed what to say, and I thought they would simply bring me into contact with my lost property. I would pay any money that was due, and the thing would be finished. But I had not reckoned on my standing, or want of standing, as a woman.

Accordingly, the next day, I headed to the train station with a porter who didn’t speak any English and asked about my luggage. The 175porter had been told what to say, so I thought they would just help me find my lost belongings. I was ready to pay whatever fees were necessary, and that would be the end of it. But I hadn’t considered how my status, or lack of it, as a woman would affect the situation.

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Nobody could speak a word of English. In the course of five minutes I should say, the entire station staff of Pao Ting Fu stood around me, and vociferously gave me their views—on the weather and the latest political developments for all I know. If it was about the luggage I was no wiser. Some were dressed in khaki, some in dark cloth with uniform caps, and most had the wild hair that comes to the lower classes with the cutting off of the queue. There were about a dozen of them with a few idlers in blue cotton, patched, dirty, faded, and darned, and some of these wore queues, queues that had been slept in for about a week without attention, and they were all quite anxious to be nice to the foreign woman, and took turns in trying to make her understand. In vain. What they wanted I could not imagine. At last a lane opened, and I guessed the vociferating crowd were saying: “Here is the very man to tackle the situation.” There came along a little man in dark cloth who stood before me and in the politest manner laid a dirty, admonitory finger upon my breast He had a rudimentary knowledge of English but it was very rudimentary, and I remembered promptly that this was a French railway.

Nobody could speak a word of English. In just five minutes, the entire station staff of Pao Ting Fu surrounded me, passionately sharing their opinions—about the weather and the latest political developments, as far as I could tell. If they were talking about the luggage, I was none the wiser. Some were dressed in khaki, others in dark clothing with uniform caps, and most had the wild hair typical of the lower classes who had cut off their queues. There were about a dozen of them along with a few idle folks in patched, dirty, faded blue cotton, some of whom still wore their queues—queues that looked like they hadn’t been taken care of in about a week. They all seemed eager to help the foreign woman and took turns trying to make me understand. It was futile. I couldn’t figure out what they wanted. Finally, a path opened up, and I guessed the shouting crowd was saying: “Here’s the right person to handle this situation.” A little man in dark clothing approached me and politely pointed a dirty finger at my chest. He had a basic understanding of English, but it was really very basic, and I quickly remembered that this was a French railway.

Parlez-vous Français?” said I, wondering if my French would carry me through.

Do you speak French?” I said, wondering if my French would be enough.

He shook his head. As a matter of fact English, 176pidgin-English, is the language of China, when another tongue is wanted, and my new friend's English was not at all bad—what there was of it. Though why I should go to their country and expect these people to understand me I'm sure I do not know.

He shook his head. In fact, English, 176pidgin-English, is the language of China when another language is needed, and my new friend's English wasn't bad at all—whatever there was of it. But I really don’t know why I should go to their country and expect these people to understand me.

“Your luggage is here,” said he very slowly, emphasising every word by a tap.

“Your luggage is here,” he said slowly, emphasizing each word with a tap.

“Thank Heaven,” I sighed, “take me to it,” but he paid no heed.

“Thank goodness,” I sighed, “take me to it,” but he didn’t pay any attention.

“You”—and he tapped on solemnly—“must—send—your—husband.”

"You"—and he tapped solemnly—"must send your husband."

This was a puzzler. “My husband,” I said meekly, “is dead.”

This was a mystery. “My husband,” I said quietly, “is dead.”

It looked like a deadlock. It was apparently impossible to deliver up her luggage to a woman whose husband was dead. Everybody on the platform, including the idlers, made some suggestion to relieve the strain, and feeling that it might help matters, I said he had been dead a very long time, I was a lonely orphan and I had no brothers. They probably discussed the likelihood of my having any other responsible male belongings and dismissed it, and the man, who knew English, returned to the charge.

It seemed like a deadlock. It was clearly impossible to hand over her luggage to a woman whose husband had passed away. Everyone on the platform, including bystanders, offered suggestions to ease the situation, and thinking it might help, I mentioned that he had been gone for a long time, that I was a lonely orphan, and that I had no brothers. They likely considered whether I had any other responsible male relatives and decided it wasn’t worth pursuing, and the man who spoke English pressed on.

“Where—do—you—stay?” and he tapped his way through the sentence.

“Where do you stay?” he asked as he tapped his way through the sentence.

“At Dr Lewis's.” I felt like doing it singsong fashion myself.

“At Dr Lewis's.” I felt like saying it in a sing-song way myself.

“You—must—tell—Lu Tai Fu—to—come.”

“You need to tell Lu Tai Fu to come.”

“But,” I remonstrated, “Dr Lewis is busy, and he does not know the luggage.”

“But,” I protested, “Dr. Lewis is busy, and he doesn’t know the luggage.”

There was another long confabulation, then a brilliant idea flashed like a meteor across the crowd. 177"You—must—go—back—and—write—a— letter,” and with a decisive tap my linguist friend stood back, and the whole crowd looked at me as much as to say that settled it most satisfactorily.

There was another lengthy discussion, and then a brilliant idea hit like a meteor across the crowd. 177"You—have—to—go—back—and—write—a— letter,” and with a firm tap, my linguist friend stepped back, and the whole crowd looked at me as if to say that settled things perfectly.

I argued the matter. I wanted to see the luggage.

I discussed the issue. I wanted to check the luggage.

“The—luggage—is—here”—tapped my friend, reproachfully, as if regretting I should be so foolish—“you—must—go—back—write—one— piecey—letter.”

“The luggage is here,” my friend tapped, reproachfully, as if regretting that I could be so foolish. “You must go back and write one brief letter.”

“I'll write it here,” said I, and after about a quarter of an hour taken up in tapping, I was conducted round to the back of the station, an elderly inkpot and a very, very elderly pen with a point like a very rusty pin were produced, but there was no paper. Everyone looked about, under the benches, up at the ceiling, and at last one really resourceful person produced a luggage label of a violent yellow hue, and on the back of that, with some difficulty, for as well as the bad pen, there was a suspicion of gum on the paper, I wrote a letter to “Dear Sir” requesting that responsible individual to hand over my luggage to my servant, I signed my name with as big a flourish as the size of the label would allow, and then I stood back and awaited developments.

“I'll write it here,” I said, and after about fifteen minutes of tapping away, I was taken around to the back of the station. They brought out an old inkpot and an even older pen with a tip like a rusty pin, but there was no paper. Everyone looked around—under the benches, up at the ceiling—until finally, one really clever person found a bright yellow luggage tag. With some difficulty, due to the bad pen and a sticky residue on the paper, I wrote a letter addressed to “Dear Sir,” asking that responsible person to hand over my luggage to my servant. I signed my name with as big a flourish as the size of the label would allow, and then I stepped back and waited for something to happen.

Everybody in the room looked at that valuable document. They tried it sideways, they tried it upside down, but no light came. At last the linguist remarked with his usual tap:

Everybody in the room stared at that valuable document. They examined it sideways, they turned it upside down, but no clarity emerged. Finally, the linguist said with his usual tap:

“No—can—read.”

"Can't read."

Well, I could read English, so with great empressement and as if I were conferring a great favour, I read that erudite document aloud to the admiring crowd, even to my own name, and such was the magic of the written word, that in about two 178minutes the lost luggage appeared, and was handed over to my waiting coolie! Only when I was gone doubt fell once more upon the company. Could a woman, a masterless woman, be trusted? they questioned. And the stationmaster sent word to Lu Tai Fu that he must have his card to show that it was all right!

Well, I could read English, so with great enthusiasm and as if I were doing them a huge favor, I read that scholarly document out loud to the impressed crowd, even including my own name. Amazingly, in about two 178minutes, the lost luggage showed up and was handed to my waiting porter! Only after I left did doubt creep back into the crowd. Could they really trust a woman, a woman without a master? they wondered. And the stationmaster sent a message to Lu Tai Fu that he needed to have his card to prove it was all legitimate!

If a woman counted for so little in a town where the foreigner was well known, could I expect much in out-of-the-way parts. I didn't expect much, luckily. The people came and looked at me, and they were invariably courteous and polite, with an old-world courtesy that must have come down to them through the ages, but they did not envy, I felt it very strongly—at bottom they were contemptuous. As I have seen the lower classes in an Australian mining town, as I myself have looked upon a stranger in an outlandish dress in the streets of London, so these country people looked upon me. It was just as well to make the most of a show, because their lives were uneventful, that was all.

If a woman meant so little in a town where the outsider was well-known, what could I expect in more remote areas? Thankfully, I didn't expect much. People came and stared at me, and they were always courteous and polite, displaying an old-fashioned politeness that must have been passed down through generations. However, I sensed that they didn't envy me—they were, at their core, contemptuous. Just as I have observed the working class in an Australian mining town, or how I looked at a stranger in unusual clothing on the streets of London, these rural folks regarded me in the same way. It was better to make the most of this spectacle, as their lives were simply uneventful.

It began to get on my nerves before I had done, this contemptuous curiosity. I don't know that I was exactly afraid, but I grew to understand why missionaries perish when the people have all apparently been well-disposed. These people would not have robbed me themselves, but had I met any of the robbers I had been threatened with in Peking, I am sure not one of them would have raised even a finger to help me, they would not even have protested. I was outside their lives.

It started to irritate me before I was finished, this disrespectful curiosity. I don't think I was actually scared, but I began to see why missionaries sometimes suffer even when the locals seem friendly. These people wouldn't have stolen from me themselves, but if I had run into any of the robbers I had been warned about in Beijing, I’m sure none of them would have even lifted a finger to help me; they wouldn't have bothered to object. I was just outside of their world.

And at last, at Malanyu, the hills that at first had loomed purple on the horizon, fairly overshadowed us, and I had arrived at the first stage of my 179journey, the Tungling, or Eastern Tombs. We did forty miles that day over the roughest road I had gone yet, and thankful was I when we rumbled through the gates of the dirty, crowded, little town.

And finally, at Malanyu, the hills that had originally appeared purple on the horizon now towered over us, marking the start of my 179journey, the Tungling, or Eastern Tombs. We covered forty miles that day along the roughest road I'd encountered so far, and I was grateful when we passed through the gates of the filthy, crowded little town.

We put up at the smallest and filthiest inn I had yet met. Chinese towns, even the smallest country hamlet, are always suggestive of slums, and Malanyu was worse than usual, but I slept the sleep of the utterly weary, and next morning at sunrise I had breakfast and went to see the tombs. I went in state, in my own cart with an extra mule on in front, I seated under the tilt a little back, and my servant and the head “cartee man” on the shafts; and then I discovered that if a loaded cart is an abomination before the Lord, a light cart is something unspeakable. But we had seen the wall that went round the tombs the night Before, just the other side of the town, so I consoled myself with the reflection that my sufferings would not be for long.

We stayed at the smallest and dirtiest inn I had encountered so far. Chinese towns, even the tiniest rural village, often remind me of slums, and Malanyu was worse than usual. However, I slept like a log, totally exhausted, and the next morning at sunrise, I had breakfast and set out to see the tombs. I traveled in style, in my own cart with an extra mule in front, sitting a bit back under the cover, while my servant and the head “cartee man” rode on the shafts. Then I realized that if a loaded cart is a nuisance, a light cart is something else entirely. But we had seen the wall surrounding the tombs the night before, just on the other side of town, so I comforted myself with the thought that my discomfort wouldn’t last long.

When the Imperial Manchus sought a last resting-place for themselves they had the whole of China to choose from, and they took with Oriental disregard for humbler people; but—saving grace—they chose wisely though they chose cruelly. They have taken for their own a place just where the mountains begin, a place that must be miles in extent. It is of rich alluvial soil swept down by the rains from the hills, and all China, with her teeming population, cannot afford to waste one inch of soil. The tiniest bit of arable land, as I had been seeing for the last three days, is put to some use, it is tilled and planted and carefully tended, though it bear only a single fruit-tree, only a handful of grain, but here we entered a park, waste land covering many miles, wasted with 180a royal disregard for the people's needs. It lay in a great bay of the hills, sterile, stony, rugged hills with no trace of green upon them, hills that stand up a perfect background to a most perfect place of tombs. I had thought the resting-place of the Mings wonderful, but surely there is no such place for the honoured dead as that the Manchus have set up at the Eastern Tombs.

When the Imperial Manchus looked for a final resting place for themselves, they had all of China to choose from, and they did so with little regard for the less fortunate. However, to their credit, they made a wise choice, even if it was a harsh one. They selected a site right where the mountains begin, a vast area that spans miles. It consists of rich alluvial soil made fertile by rain from the hills, and all of China, with its overflowing population, can't afford to waste a single inch of land. Every small piece of arable land, as I had observed over the last three days, is put to good use; it’s cultivated, planted, and cared for, even if it produces just one fruit tree or a handful of grain. Yet here we entered a park, a wasteland stretching over many miles, neglected with a royal disregard for the needs of the people. It lay in a vast bay of the hills, barren, rocky, rugged hills with no hint of greenery, the perfect backdrop for a most exquisite burial site. I had thought the resting place of the Mings was magnificent, but surely there’s no other resting place for the honored dead like the one the Manchus established at the Eastern Tombs.

Immediately we entered the gateway, the cart jolting wickedly along a hardly defined track, I found myself in a forest of firs and pines that grew denser as we advanced. Here and there was a poplar or other deciduous tree, green with the greenness of May time, but the touch of lighter colour only emphasised the sombreness of the pines and firs that, with their dark foliage, deepened the solemnity of the scene. Through their branches peeped the deep blue sky, and every now and again they opened out a little, and beyond I could see the bare hills, brown, and orange, and purple, but always beautiful, with the shadows chasing each other over them, and losing themselves in their folds. Spacious, grand, silent, truly an ideal place for the burial of Emperors and their consorts is hidden here in the heart of mysterious, matter-of-fact China, and once again I was shown, as I was being shown every day, another side of China from the toiling thousands I saw in the great city and on the country roads.

As soon as we went through the gateway, the cart bumping along a barely visible path, I found myself in a forest of firs and pines that grew denser as we moved forward. Every so often, a poplar or other leafy tree appeared, vibrant with the freshness of spring, but the brighter colors only highlighted the darkness of the pines and firs, deepening the seriousness of the scene. Through their branches, the deep blue sky peeked through, and now and then the trees opened up a bit, revealing the bare hills in shades of brown, orange, and purple, always beautiful, with shadows dancing across them and disappearing into their folds. Spacious, grand, and silent, this truly is an ideal place for the burial of Emperors and their queens, hidden here in the heart of mysterious, practical China. Once again, I was reminded, as I was every day, of another side of China that contrasted with the hardworking thousands I saw in the big city and on the country roads.

Dotted about in this great park, with long vistas in between are the tombs. They are enclosed in walls, walls of the pinkish red that encloses all imperial grounds, generally there is a caretaker, and they look for all the world like comfortable houses, picturesque and artistic, nestling secluded and away 181from the rush and roar of cities, homes where a man may take his well-earned rest. The filthy inn at which I stayed, the reeking little town of Malanyu, though it is at the very gates, is as far-removed from all contact with the tombs as are the slums of Notting Dale from the mansions in Park Lane, or the sordid, mean streets of Paddington from the home of the King in Buckingham Palace. The birds, the innumerable, much-loved birds of China sang in the trees their welcome to the glorious May morning, and the only thing out of keeping was my groaning, jolting, complaining Peking cart and the shouts of the “cartee man” assuring the mules, so I have been told, that the morals of their female relatives were certainly not above suspicion.

Scattered throughout this vast park, with long views in between, are the tombs. They're surrounded by pinkish-red walls that enclose all imperial grounds. There’s usually a caretaker present, and they look just like cozy homes—picturesque and artistic, tucked away from the hustle and bustle of the cities, places where a person can truly relax after working hard. The dirty inn where I stayed, in the grim little town of Malanyu, is at the very entrance but feels as far from the tombs as the slums of Notting Dale are from the mansions on Park Lane, or the shabby streets of Paddington from the King’s home in Buckingham Palace. The countless beloved birds of China sang in the trees, welcoming the beautiful May morning, and the only thing that didn’t fit was my creaking, jostling, complaining Peking cart and the shouts of the “cart man” assuring the mules, or so I’ve been told, that the morals of their female relatives were definitely questionable. 181

Here and there, among the trees, rose up marble pillars tall and stately, carved with dragons and winged at the top, such as one sees in representations of Babylon and Nineveh, there was a marble bridge, magnificent, with the grass growing up between the great paving-stones that here, as everywhere in China, seem to mark the small value that has been put on human flesh and blood, for by human hands have they been placed here, and the uprights are crowned by the symbolic cloud form, caught in the marble. This bridge crosses no stream. It is evidently just a manifestation of power, the power that crushes, and beyond it is an avenue of marble animals. There they stand on the green sward, the green sward stolen from the hungry, curving away towards the p'ia lou stand, as they have stood for many a long year, horses, elephants, fabulous beasts that might have come out of the Book of Revelations, guarding the entrance 182to the place of rest. They are not nearly so magnificent as the avenue at the Ming Tombs, they are only quaintly Chinese, it is the winged pillars, the silence, the sombre pine and fir-trees, and the everlasting hills behind that give them dignity.

Here and there, among the trees, stood tall, grand marble pillars carved with dragons and topped with wings, like those seen in depictions of Babylon and Nineveh. There was a magnificent marble bridge, with grass growing between its large paving stones, which, as in all of China, seems to reflect the low value placed on human life, for it was built by human hands, and the upright supports are adorned with symbolic cloud shapes carved in marble. This bridge doesn’t cross any water; it’s clearly just a display of power, a power that oppresses, and beyond it lies an avenue lined with marble animals. They stand on the lush grass, which has been taken from the hungry, curving elegantly toward the p'ia lou stand, as they have for many long years—horses, elephants, and mythical creatures that could have come straight out of the Book of Revelations, guarding the entrance 182to the place of rest. They aren’t nearly as grand as the avenue at the Ming Tombs; they have a quaintly Chinese charm. It’s the winged pillars, the silence, the dark pine and fir trees, and the eternal hills behind them that give them their dignity.

And now Tuan became very important. I began to feel that he had arranged the whole for my benefit, and was keeping the best piece back to crown it all. We came to a piece of wild country and I was requested to get out of the cart. Getting out of the cart where there was no place to step was always a business. I was stiff from the jolting, felt disinclined to be very acrobatic, and Tuan always felt it his bounden duty to stretch out his arms to catch me, or break my fall. He was so small, though he was round and fat, that he always complicated matters by making me feel that if I did fall I should certainly materially damage him, but it was no good protesting, it was the correct thing for him to help his Missie out of her cart, and he was prepared to perish in the attempt. However, here was a soft cushion of fragrant pine needles, so I scrambled down without any of the qualms from which I usually suffered. We had come to a halt for a moment by the steep side of a little wooded hill where a narrow footpath wound round it. Just such a modest little path between steep rising ground one might see in the Surrey Hills. It invites to a secluded glen, but no cart could possibly go along it, it is necessary to walk. I turned the corner of the hill and lo! there was a paved way, a newly paved way, such as I have seldom seen in China. The faint morning breeze stirred among the pine needles, making a low, mysterious whispering, and out against the back 183ground stood, a splash of brilliant, glowing colour, the many roofs of golden-brown tiles that cover the mausoleum of the great woman who once ruled over China, the last who made a stand, a futile stand, against foreign aggression, and now a foreigner and a woman, unarmed and alone, might come safely and stand beside her tomb.

And now Tuan became really important. I started to think that he had set everything up for my benefit and was saving the best part for last. We reached a wild area, and I was asked to get out of the cart. Getting out where there was no place to step was always tricky. I was stiff from the bumps and didn’t feel like being very acrobatic, and Tuan always believed it was his duty to stretch out his arms to catch me or break my fall. He was so small, even though he was round and chubby, that it always made me feel like if I fell, I might really hurt him. But it was no use protesting; it was the right thing for him to help his Missie out of her cart, and he was ready to risk it. Luckily, there was a soft cushion of fragrant pine needles, so I managed to get down without any of the usual worries. We had stopped for a moment by the steep side of a little wooded hill where a narrow footpath wound around it. Just like the modest little paths between the steep hills you might see in Surrey. It beckons to a secluded glen, but no cart could possibly go along it; you have to walk. I turned the corner of the hill and, lo and behold, there was a paved path, a newly paved path that I had seldom seen in China. The gentle morning breeze rustled through the pine needles, creating a low, mysterious whisper, and against the backdrop 183stood a splash of brilliant, glowing color—the many roofs of golden-brown tiles covering the mausoleum of the great woman who once ruled China, the last one who made a stand, a futile stand, against foreign aggression, and now a foreigner and a woman, unarmed and alone, could safely stand beside her tomb.

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Perhaps that was the best way to view it, at any rate inside I could not go, for the key I discovered was at Malanyu, and it would have taken me at least half a day to go back and get it. Besides I don't think I wanted to go inside. I would not for the world have spoilt the memory that remains in my mind by any tawdry detail such as I had seen at the younger Empress's funeral. It was just a little spoilt as it was by my boy, who came along mysteriously and pointed with a secret finger at the custodian of the tomb, who had not the keys.

Maybe that was the best way to look at it. I couldn't go inside anyway, since the key I found was at Malanyu, and it would have taken me at least half a day to go back and get it. Besides, I don't think I wanted to go inside. I wouldn't want to ruin the memory I have in my mind with any cheap details like what I saw at the younger Empress's funeral. It was already a bit spoiled by my boy, who showed up out of nowhere and pointed with a secret finger at the tomb custodian, who didn’t have the keys.

“Suppose Missie makee littee cumshaw. Suppose my payee one dollar.”

“Suppose Missie gets a little tip. Suppose my pay is one dollar.”

And I expect the man did get perhaps sixty cents, because Tuan was bent on impressing on these people the fact that his Missie was a very important woman indeed.

And I guess the man probably got about sixty cents, because Tuan was determined to make it clear to these people that his Missie was a really important woman.

It was worth it, it was well worth it.

It was worth it, it was definitely worth it.

They say that the old in China is passing away. “Behold upon the mountains the feet of him that bringeth good tidings.” Will they sweep away these tombs and give this land to the people? I hope not, I think not, I pray not. The present in China is inextricably mixed up with the past. “Oh Judah keep thy solemn feast, perform thy vows.” Sometimes it is surely well that the beautiful should be kept for a nation, even at great cost.

They say that the elderly in China are fading away. “Look upon the mountains, the feet of the one who brings good news.” Will they remove these tombs and give this land to the people? I hope not, I think not, I pray not. The present in China is deeply connected to the past. “Oh Judah, keep your solemn feast, fulfill your vows.” Sometimes it’s definitely important that the beautiful be preserved for a nation, even at great expense.










CHAPTER XI—A WALLED CITY

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Numerous walled towns—The dirt of them—T'ung Chou—Romance of the evening light—My own little walled city—The gateways—Hospitable landlady—Bald heads—My landlady's room—A return present—“The ringleaders have been executed”—Summary justice—To the rescue of the missionaries at Hsi An Fu—The Elder Brother Society-Primitive method of attack and defence—The sack of I Chun.

Many walled towns—The dirt of them—T'ung Chou—Romance of the evening light—My own little walled city—The gateways—Welcoming landlady—Bald heads—My landlady's room—A return gift—“The ringleaders have been executed”—Summary justice—To the rescue of the missionaries at Hsi An Fu—The Elder Brother Society—Basic method of attack and defense—The sack of I Chun.

Oh that first walled city! It was the first of many walled cities, many of them so small that it did not take us more than a quarter of an hour to cross from gate to gate; but to enter one and all was like opening a door into the past, into the life our forbears lived before the country I was born and brought up in was ever thought of. When I was a little girl, I cherished a desire to marry a German baron, a German baron of the Middle Ages, who lived in a castle, and I could not help thinking, as the influenza left me and I regained my powers of thought, that here were the towns of my German baron's time—dirt and all. In my childhood I had never thought of the dirt, or perhaps I had not minded. One thing is certain, in the clean land of my childhood I never realised what the dirt that comes from a packed population, from seething humanity, can be like. The Chinese live in these crowded towns for the sake of security—of security in this twentieth century—for even still, China seems to be much in the condition of Europe of the Middle Ages, safety cannot be absolutely counted upon inside the gates of a town, but at least it is a little safer than the open country.

Oh that first walled city! It was the first of many walled cities, many so small that it took us no more than fifteen minutes to walk from one gate to the other; but entering one felt like stepping through a door into the past, into the lives our ancestors lived before the country I grew up in was even imagined. When I was a little girl, I dreamed of marrying a German baron from the Middle Ages who lived in a castle, and I couldn't help but think, as the flu cleared up and my mind came back to me, that here were the towns from my German baron's era—dirt and all. In my childhood, I never noticed the dirt, or maybe I just didn’t care. One thing is certain: in the clean land of my youth, I never understood what the dirt from a crowded population, from bustling humanity, could be like. The Chinese live in these crowded towns for safety—safety in this twentieth century—because even now, China seems to reflect the condition of medieval Europe; safety can’t be completely guaranteed within the town gates, but at least it's a bit safer than the open countryside.

185We passed through T'ung Chou when the soft tender evening shadows were falling upon battlements and walls built by a nation that, though it is most practical, is also one of the most poetical on earth; we passed through Chi Chou when the shadows were long in the early morning, and in the sunlight was the hope of the new-born day. Through the gate was coming a train of Peking carts, of laden donkeys, of great grain carts with seven mules, all bound for the capital in the south.

185We passed through T'ung Chou as the soft evening shadows fell on the battlements and walls built by a nation that, while very practical, is also one of the most poetic on earth. We passed through Chi Chou in the early morning when the shadows were long and the sunlight brought the hope of a new day. A line of Peking carts, loaded donkeys, and large grain carts pulled by seven mules came through the gate, all heading for the capital in the south.

I remember these two perhaps because they were the first of many walled towns, but Tsung Hua Chou will always remain in my memory as my own little walled city, the one that I explored carefully all by myself, and, when I think of a walled town, my thoughts always fly back to that little town, three-quarters of a mile square, at the foot of the hills that mark the limit of the great plain of China proper.

I remember these two maybe because they were the first of many walled towns, but Tsung Hua Chou will always stick in my mind as my own little walled city, the one I explored carefully all by myself. Whenever I think of a walled town, my mind always goes back to that little town, three-quarters of a mile square, at the foot of the hills that mark the edge of the great plain of China proper.

It was Tuan's suggestion we should stay there. I would have lingered at the tombs, but he was emphatic.

It was Tuan's suggestion that we should stay there. I would have hung around the tombs, but he was very firm about it.

“Missie want make picture. More better we stop Tsung Hua Chou. Fine picture Tsung Hua Chou.”

“Missie wants to take a picture. It would be better if we stopped Tsung Hua Chou. A nice picture of Tsung Hua Chou.”

There weren't fine pictures at Tsung Hua Chou. He had struck up a great friendship with the “cartee man,” and, perhaps, either he or the “cartee man” had a favourite gaming-house, or a favourite 186singing girl in the town. At any rate we went, and I, for some hardly explainable reason, am glad we did.

There weren't great pictures at Tsung Hua Chou. He had formed a strong friendship with the “cartee man,” and maybe either he or the “cartee man” had a favorite gaming house or a favorite 186singer in town. In any case, we went, and for some strange reason, I'm glad we did.

The road from the tombs was simply appalling. The hills frowned down on us, close on either side, high and steep and rugged, but the rough valley bottom, up which we went, was the wildest I was to see for a long time. To say I was tossed and jolted, is to but mildly express the condition of affairs. I sat on a cushion, I packed my bedding round me, and with both my hands I held on to the side of the cart, and if for one moment I relaxed the rigidity of my aching arms, my head or some other portion of my aching anatomy, was brought into contact with the woodwork of the cart, just in the place I had reckoned the woodwork could not possibly have reached me. There were little streams and bridges across them, which I particularly dreaded, for the bridges were always roughly paved, but it was nobody's business to see that the road and the pavement met neatly, and the jolt the cart gave, both getting on and getting off, nearly shook the soul out of my body. I thought of walking, for our progress was very slow, but in addition to the going being bad, the mules went just a little faster than I did, three and a half miles an hour to my three, and I felt there was nothing for it but to resign myself and make the best of a bad job. Not for worlds would I have lingered an hour longer on that road than I was absolutely obliged. And yet, bad as it was, it was the best road I had till I got back to Peking again. There may be worse roads than those of China, and there may be worse ways of getting over them than in a 187Peking cart, but I do trust I never come across them.

The road from the tombs was just terrible. The hills loomed over us, steep and rugged on either side, while the rough valley below was the wildest I had seen in a long time. To say I was tossed and jolted is a mild way to put it. I sat on a cushion, wrapped my bedding around me, and held on to the side of the cart with both hands. If I relaxed my already aching arms for even a moment, my head or some other sore part of my body would hit the cart’s wooden frame, usually in places I thought were safe. There were small streams with bridges that I dreaded because the bridges were always roughly paved. No one made sure the road and the pavement lined up properly, and the jolt from the cart while going over them nearly shook the life out of me. I considered walking since we were going so slowly, but the mules still moved a bit faster than I could—three and a half miles an hour compared to my three—so I realized I had no choice but to deal with it and make the best of a bad situation. I wouldn’t have lingered an hour longer on that road than I had to. But as bad as it was, it was the best road I had until I got back to Peking. There might be worse roads than those in China, and worse ways to travel on them than in a 187Peking cart, but I hope I never encounter them.

We entered the gates of the city as the evening shadows were growing long, and as usual, I was carried back to the days of the Crusaders—or farther still to Babylon—as we rumbled under the arched gateway, but inside it was like every other town I have seen, dirty, sordid, crowded, with uneven pavements that there was no getting away from. Within the curtain wall, that guarded the gate, there were the usual little stalls for the sale of cakes, big, round, flat cakes and little scone-like cakes, studded with sesame seed, or a bright pink sweetmeat; there were the sellers of pottery ware, basins and pots of all sorts, and the people stared at the foreign woman, the wealthy foreign woman who ran to two carts. It is an unheard-of thing in China for a Chinese woman to travel alone, though sometimes the foreign missionary women do, but they would invariably be accompanied by a Chinese woman, and one woman would not be likely to have two carts. One thing was certain however, my outfit was all that it should have been, bar the lack of a male protector. It bespoke me a woman of wealth and position in the eyes of the country folk, and the people of the little towns through which I passed. It is possible that a mule litter might have enhanced my dignity; but after all, two Peking carts was very much like having a first-class compartment all to myself.

We entered the city gates as the evening shadows grew longer, and as usual, I was reminded of the days of the Crusaders—or even farther back to Babylon—as we rumbled through the arched gateway. But once inside, it was just like every other town I had seen: dirty, grimy, crowded, with uneven pavements that were unavoidable. Within the curtain wall that protected the gate, there were the usual little stalls selling big, round, flat cakes and smaller scone-like cakes topped with sesame seeds or bright pink sweets. There were also vendors selling pottery—basins and pots of all kinds—and the locals stared at me, the foreign woman, the wealthy foreign woman with two carts. It’s unusual in China for a Chinese woman to travel alone, although sometimes missionary women do, but they’re usually accompanied by a Chinese woman, and one woman typically wouldn’t have two carts. One thing was certain, though: my outfit was exactly what it should have been, except for the lack of a male protector. It clearly marked me as a woman of wealth and status in the eyes of the local people and those in the small towns I passed through. A mule litter might have added to my dignity, but really, having two Peking carts felt a lot like having a first-class compartment all to myself.

There were no foreigners, that I could hear of, in Tsung Hua Chou. The missionaries had fled during the Boxer trouble, and never come back, so that I was more of a show than usual, though 188indeed, in all the towns I passed through I was a show, and the people stared, and chattered, and crowded round the carts, and evidently closely questioned the carters.

There were no foreigners, as far as I could tell, in Tsung Hua Chou. The missionaries had left during the Boxer Rebellion and never returned, which made me stand out even more than usual. In fact, in every town I went through, I was a spectacle; people stared, chatted, and gathered around the carts, clearly asking the carters questions.

They tell me Chinese carters are often rascals, but I grew to like mine very much before we parted company.

They say Chinese drivers can be a bit tricky, but I really grew to like mine a lot before we went our separate ways.

They were stolid men in blue, with dirty rags wrapped round their heads to keep off the dust, and I have no reason to suppose that they affected water any more than the rest of the population, whereby I perceive, my affections are not so much guided by a desire for cleanliness as I had once supposed. They both had the hands of artists, artists with very dirty nails, so it may be a feeling of brotherhood had something to do with my feelings, for I am hoping you who read will count me an artist in a small way. What romance they wove about me, for the benefit of the questioning people, I don't know, but the result of their communications was that the crowd pressed closer, and stared harder, and they were evil-smelling, and had never, never in all their lives been washed. I ceased to wonder that I ached all over with the jolting and rumbling of the cart, I only wondered if something worse had not befallen me, and how it happened that these people, who crowded round, staring as if never in their lives had they seen a foreign woman before, did not fall victims to some horrible pestilence.

They were solid guys in blue, with dirty rags wrapped around their heads to keep off the dust, and I have no reason to think they cared about cleanliness any more than the rest of the crowd, which makes me realize that my feelings aren’t driven by a desire for cleanliness as much as I once thought. They both had hands like artists, though their nails were really dirty, so maybe a sense of camaraderie influenced how I felt, as I hope you who read this will consider me a small-time artist too. I don’t know what stories they spun about me for the curious onlookers, but the result was that the crowd moved in closer and stared even harder, and they smelled terrible, having never washed in their entire lives. I stopped being surprised that my whole body hurt from the jolting and rumbling of the cart; I only wondered if something worse had happened to me, and how it was that these people, who gathered around staring as if they’d never seen a foreign woman before, didn’t fall victim to some terrible disease.

For once inside Tsung Hua Chou I saw no beauty in it, for all the romantic walls outside. The evil-smelling streets we rumbled through to the inn were wickedly narrow, and down the centre hung notices in Chinese characters on long strips of 189paper white and red, and pigs, and children, and creaking wheelbarrows, and men with loads, blocked the way. But we jolted over the step into the courtyard of the inn at last, quite a big courtyard, and quite a busy inn. This was an inn where they apparently ran a restaurant, for as I climbed stiffly out of my cart a servant, carrying a tray of little basins containing the soups and stews the Chinese eat, was so absorbed in gazing at me he ran into the “cartee man,” and a catastrophe occurred which was the occasion of much bad language.

For once inside Tsung Hua Chou, I didn't see any beauty in it, despite the romantic walls outside. The foul-smelling streets we bumped through on the way to the inn were wickedly narrow, with notices in Chinese characters hanging down the center on long strips of paper—white and red—and were blocked by pigs, children, creaking wheelbarrows, and men with loads. But we finally jolted over the step into the inn's courtyard, which was quite big and busy. This was an inn that apparently had a restaurant, because as I climbed stiffly out of my cart, a servant carrying a tray of little bowls with the soups and stews that the Chinese eat was so absorbed in looking at me that he ran into the "cartee man," causing a disaster that led to a lot of cursing.

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The courtyard was crowded. There were blue-tilted Peking carts, there were mules, there were donkeys, there were men of all sorts; but there was only one wretched little room for me. It was very dirty too, and I was very tired. What was to be done?

The courtyard was packed. There were blue-tilted Peking carts, mules, donkeys, and all kinds of people; but there was only one miserable little room for me. It was really dirty too, and I was super tired. What was I supposed to do?

“Plenty Chinese gentlemen sleep here,” declared Tuan, and I could quite believe it. At the door of every lattice-windowed room that looked out on to that busy courtyard, stood one, or perhaps two Chinese of the better class—long petticoats, shaven head, queue and all—each held in his hand a long, silver-mounted pipe from which he took languid whiffs, and he looked under his eyelids, which is the polite way, at the foreign woman. The foreign woman was very dirty, very tired, and very uncomfortable, and the room looked very hopeless. The “cartee men” declared that this was the best inn in the town, and anyhow I was disinclined to go out and look for other quarters. Then there came tottering forward an old woman with tiny feet, one eye and a yellow flower stuck in the knot at the back of her bald head. China is the country of bald 190women. The men, I presume, would not mind it very much, as for so long they have shaven off at least half their hair, but the women certainly must, for if they can they dress their dark hair very elaborately. And yet have I seen many women, like this innkeeper's wife, with a head so bald that but a few strands of hair cover its nakedness, yet those few poor hairs are gathered together into an arrangement of black silk shaped something like a horn, and beside it is placed a flower, a rose, a pink oleander blossom, or a bright yellow flower for which I have no name. That flower gives a finish to a sleek and well-dressed head, when the owner has plenty of hair, but when she has only the heavy horn of silk, half a dozen hairs, and the rest of her bald pate covered with a black varnish, it is a poor travesty. When a girl marries, immediately after her husband has lifted her veil and she is left to the women of his family they pluck out the front hairs on her forehead, so as to give a square effect, and the hair is drawn very tightly back and gathered generally into this horn. I suspect this heavy horn is responsible for the baldness, though an American of my acquaintance declares it is the plucking out of the hairs on the forehead. “The rest of the hair,” says he, “kinder gets discouraged.”

“Many Chinese gentlemen sleep here,” Tuan said, and I could definitely believe it. At the entrance of every lattice-windowed room overlooking the busy courtyard, there stood one or two well-off Chinese men—wearing long petticoats, shaven heads, queues and all—each holding a long, silver-mounted pipe from which they took lazy puffs, glancing at the foreign woman with half-closed eyes, which is the polite way to look. The foreign woman was very dirty, very tired, and very uncomfortable, and the room seemed very bleak. The “cartee men” insisted this was the best inn in town, and anyway, I didn’t feel like going out to search for other accommodations. Then an old woman with tiny feet, one eye, and a yellow flower stuck in the knot at the back of her bald head came tottering forward. China is the country of bald women. I suppose the men wouldn’t mind it too much, since they’ve been shaving off at least half their hair for so long, but the women certainly do, as they usually style their dark hair very elaborately when they can. Still, I’ve seen many women, like this innkeeper's wife, with heads so bald that only a few strands of hair cover them, yet those few poor hairs are arranged into a black silk shape resembling a horn, with a flower placed beside it—either a rose, a pink oleander blossom, or a bright yellow flower that I don’t know the name of. That flower adds a finishing touch to a sleek and well-styled head when the owner has plenty of hair, but when she only has the heavy silk horn, a few hairs, and the rest of her bald head coated with a black gloss, it’s a sad imitation. When a girl marries, right after her husband lifts her veil and she’s left with the women of his family, they pluck out the front hairs on her forehead to create a square look, and the hair is pulled back tightly and typically gathered into this horn. I suspect this heavy horn contributes to the baldness, although an American acquaintance of mine claims it’s the plucking of the hairs on the forehead that causes it. “The rest of the hair,” he says, “kind of gets discouraged.”

This innkeeper's wife was very kindly. She said I should not sleep in that room, I should have her room, and she would go to her mother's. The mother was a surprise to me. I hope when I am as old as she looked I shall have a mother to go to.

This innkeeper's wife was very kind. She insisted that I shouldn't sleep in that room; instead, I could take her room while she went to visit her mother. I was surprised to hear about her mother. I hope that when I’m as old as she looked, I’ll have a mother to go to.

Now I do not as a rule embrace my landlady. In England I couldn't even imagine myself feeling particularly kindly towards a dirty little woman clad 191in a shirt and trousers of exceedingly dirty blue cotton, but the intention was so evidently kind and hospitable, I knew not a word of her tongue, and was by no means sure the valued Tuan would translate my words of thanks properly, so I could but take both her very dirty little hands in mine, clasp them warmly, and try and look my thanks.

Now, I usually don’t hug my landlady. In England, I couldn’t even picture myself feeling particularly fond of a dirty little woman wearing a shirt and pants made of very dirty blue cotton, but her intentions were clearly kind and welcoming. I didn’t understand her language at all, and I wasn’t sure if the respected Tuan would accurately translate my words of gratitude, so all I could do was take her very dirty little hands in mine, hold them warmly, and try to express my thanks through my expression.

Then I inspected her room. It was approached through an entrance where lime was stored, it was rather dark, and it was of good size, though on one side was stacked a supply of stores for the restaurant. Chinese macaroni, that looks as if it were first cousin to sheet gelatine, stale eggs and other nondescript eatables. There was a k'ang, of course, quite a family k'ang, and there was a large mirror on one wall. I had forgotten my camp mirror, so I looked in it eagerly, and the reflection left me chastened. I hadn't expected the journey to improve my looks, but I did hope it had not swelled up one cheek, and bunged up the other eye. I felt I did not want to stay in the room with that mirror, but there were other things worse than the mirror in it. The beautiful lattice-work window had apparently never been opened since the first cover of white tissue paper had been put on it, and the smell of human occupancy there defies my poor powers of description. The dirty little place I had at first disdained, had at least a door opening on to the comparatively fresh air of the courtyard. I told Tuan to explain that while I was delighted to see her room, and admired everything very much in it, nothing would induce me to deprive her of its comforts. She certainly was friendly. As I looked in the chastening mirror, I, like a true woman, I suppose, put up 192a few stray locks that the jolting cart had shaken out of place, and she promptly wanted to do my hair herself with a selection from an array of elderly combs with which she probably dressed her own scanty locks. That was too much. I had to decline, I trust she thought it was my modesty, and then she offered me some of the macaroni. I tried to say I had nothing to give in return and then Tuan remarked, “As friend, as friend.” So as a friend, from that little maimed one-eyed old woman up in the hills of China, I took a handful of macaroni and had nothing to give in return. I hope she feels as friendly towards me as I shall always do towards her.

Then I checked out her room. You entered through a entrance where lime was stored; it was pretty dark and it was a decent size, although one side had a pile of supplies for the restaurant. There was some Chinese macaroni that looked like a close relative of sheet gelatin, stale eggs, and other unidentifiable food items. Of course, there was a k'ang—quite a family-sized k'ang—and a large mirror on one wall. I had forgotten my camp mirror, so I eagerly looked into it, and the reflection left me feeling humbled. I didn’t expect the journey to make me look better, but I hoped it hadn’t made one cheek puffy or messed up the other eye. I felt like I didn’t want to stay in the room with that mirror, but there were worse things than the mirror there. The beautiful latticework window seemed like it hadn’t been opened since the first layer of white tissue paper was put on it, and the smell of someone living there defies my ability to describe it. The dirty little place I had initially looked down on at least had a door leading to the somewhat fresh air of the courtyard. I told Tuan to explain that while I was happy to see her room and appreciated everything in it, nothing would make me take away its comforts from her. She was definitely friendly. As I looked into the chastening mirror, I, like a true woman, I suppose, fixed a few stray strands that the bumpy cart had knocked out of place, and she immediately wanted to do my hair herself using a selection of old combs she probably used to style her own sparse hair. That was too much. I had to decline; I hope she thought it was my modesty, and then she offered me some of the macaroni. I tried to say I had nothing to give in return, and then Tuan remarked, “As friend, as friend.” So, as a friend, from that little maimed one-eyed old woman up in the hills of China, I took a handful of macaroni and had nothing to give back. I hope she feels as friendly towards me as I will always feel towards her.

It is not always that the difficulty of giving a return present is on the foreign side, sometimes it is the Chinese who feel it. I remember a traveller for a business house telling me how on one occasion he had gone to a village and entertained the elders at dinner, giving them brandy which they loved, and liqueurs which seemed to the unsophisticated village fathers ambrosia fit for the gods. The next day, when he was about to take his departure, a small procession approached him and one of them bore on a tray a little Chinese handleless cup covered with another. They said he could speak Chinese, so there was no need for an interpreter, that he had given them a very good time, they were very grateful, and they wished to make him a present by which he might remember them sometimes. But their village was poor and small. It contained nothing worth his acceptance, and after much consultation, they had come to the conclusion that the best way would be to present him with the money, 193so that he might buy something for himself when he came to Peking or some other large town. Thereupon the cup was presented, the cover lifted off, and in the bottom lay a ten cent piece, worth about twopence halfpenny. Probably it seemed quite an adequate present to men who count their incomes by cash of which a thousand go to the dollar.

It's not always that the challenge of giving a return gift falls on the foreign side; sometimes, it's the Chinese who feel the pressure. I remember a traveler from a business company telling me about a time he went to a village and hosted dinner for the elders, serving them brandy, which they loved, and liqueurs that seemed to the unsophisticated village leaders like ambrosia fit for the gods. The next day, as he was getting ready to leave, a small procession approached him, with one of them carrying a little handleless Chinese cup covered by another. They said he could speak Chinese, so an interpreter wasn't needed. They expressed that he had given them a wonderful time, that they were very grateful, and they wanted to give him a gift to help him remember them. But their village was small and poor. It had nothing they felt would be suitable for him, and after much discussion, they decided that the best way was to give him money, 193so he could buy something for himself when he reached Peking or another big city. Then the cup was presented, the cover was lifted, and in the bottom lay a ten-cent piece, worth about two and a half pennies. It probably seemed like a fitting gift to men who calculate their earnings in cash, with a thousand units making up a dollar.

I don't think my landlady minded much my declining the hospitality of her room. Possibly she only wished me to see its glories, and presently she brought to the little room I had at first so despised, and now looked upon, if not as a haven of rest, at least as one of fresh air, a couple of nice hard wood stools, and a beautifully carved k'ang table thick with grease.

I don't think my landlady really cared that I turned down her offer to stay in her room. Maybe she just wanted me to appreciate its beauty, and soon she brought to the small room I had previously looked down on, and now viewed, if not as a perfect escape, at least as a place with fresh air, a couple of nice hardwood stools, and a beautifully carved k'ang table that was covered in grease.

“Say must make Missie comfortable,” said Tuan with the usual suggestion he had done it himself.

“Say must make Missie comfortable,” said Tuan, with the usual implication that he had done it himself.

And those stools were covered, much to my surprise, with red woollen tapestry, and the pattern was one that I had seen used many a time in a little town on the Staffordshire moors, where their business is to dye and print. And here was one of the results of their labours, a “Wardle rag,” as we used to call them, up among the hills of Northern China.

And those stools were covered, much to my surprise, with red wool tapestry, and the pattern was one I had seen many times in a small town on the Staffordshire moors, where they dye and print fabric. And here was one of the results of their work, a “Wardle rag,” as we used to call them, up in the hills of Northern China.

I was too tired to do anything but go to bed that night as soon as I had had my dinner. I had it, as usual, on the k'ang table, the dirt shrouded by my humble tablecloth, and curious eyes watched me, even as I watched the trays of full basins and the trays of empty ones that were for ever coming and going across the courtyard.

I was too tired to do anything but go to bed that night right after dinner. I had it, as usual, on the k'ang table, the dirt hidden by my simple tablecloth, and curious eyes watched me, just as I watched the trays of full basins and the trays of empty ones that kept coming and going across the courtyard.

Next morning my friendly landlady brought to see me two other small-footed women, both smoking 194long pipes, women who said, through Tuan, their ages were forty and sixty respectively, and who examined, with interest, me and my belongings. They felt my boots so much, good, substantial, leather-built by Peter Yapp, that at last I judged they would like to see what was underneath, and took off a boot and stocking for their inspection, and the way they felt my foot up and down as if it were something they had never before met in their lives, amused me very much, At least at first it amused me, and then it saddened me. Though they held out their own poor maimed feet, they did not return the compliment much as I desired it. They took me across the courtyard into another room where, behind lattice-work windows, that had not been opened for ages, were two more women sitting on the k'ang, and two little shaven-headed children. These were younger women, tall and stout, with feet so tiny, they called my attention to them, that it did not seem to me possible any woman could support herself upon them. My boy was not allowed in, so of course I could not talk to them, could only smile and drink tea.

The next morning, my friendly landlady brought over two other women with small feet, both smoking long pipes. They told Tuan that they were forty and sixty years old, respectively, and they examined me and my belongings with interest. They felt my boots, which were solidly made of good leather by Peter Yapp, and I eventually figured they wanted to see what was underneath, so I took off a boot and stocking for them to inspect. They felt my foot up and down as if they had never encountered anything like it before, which amused me at first but then saddened me. Although they showed me their own poor, deformed feet, they didn’t return the gesture, much as I wished they would. They led me across the courtyard into another room where, behind lattice-work windows that hadn’t been opened in ages, sat two more women on the k'ang and two little shaven-headed children. These younger women were tall and stout, with such tiny feet that it seemed impossible for any woman to support herself on them. My boy wasn’t allowed in, so I couldn’t talk to them—only smile and drink tea.

These two younger women, who were evidently of superior rank, had their hair most elaborately dressed and wore most gorgeous raiment. One was clad in purple satin with a little black about it, and the other, a mere girl of eighteen, but married, for her hair was no longer in a queue, and her forehead was squared, wore a coat of pale blue silk brocade and grass-green trousers of the same material. Their faces were impassive, as are the faces of Chinese women of the better class, but they smiled, evidently liked their tortured feet to be noticed, gave 195me tea from the teapot on the k'ang table, and then presently all four, with the gaily dressed babies, tottered out into the courtyard, the older women leading the toddling children, and helping the younger, and, with the aid of settles, they climbed into two Peking carts, my elderly friends taking their places on the outside, whereby I judged they were servants or household slaves.

These two younger women, clearly of a higher social status, had their hair styled in intricate ways and wore beautiful clothing. One was dressed in purple satin with some black accents, while the other, a young woman of eighteen who was married—indicated by her hairstyle and the shape of her forehead—wore a pale blue silk brocade coat and grass-green trousers made of the same fabric. Their expressions were neutral, like those of upper-class Chinese women, but they smiled, clearly enjoying the attention on their bound feet. They served me tea from the teapot on the k'ang table, and soon after, all four of them, along with the brightly dressed children, made their way to the courtyard. The older women led the little ones, assisting the younger ones, and with the help of some benches, they climbed into two Peking carts, with my elderly friends sitting outside, which suggested they were servants or household slaves.

“Chinese wives,” said Tuan, but whether they were the wives of one man, or of two, I had no means of knowing. The costumes of the two younger were certainly not those in which I would choose to travel on a Chinese road in a Peking cart, but the Chinese have a proverb: “Abroad wear the new, at home it does not matter,” so they probably thought my humble mole-coloured cotton crêpe, equally out of place.

“Chinese wives,” said Tuan, but I had no way of knowing if they were the wives of one man or two. The outfits of the two younger women were definitely not what I would choose to wear while traveling on a Chinese road in a Peking cart, but the Chinese have a saying: “Wear the new abroad; at home, it doesn’t matter,” so they probably thought my simple mole-colored cotton crêpe looked just as out of place.

And when they were gone I set out to explore the town.

And when they left, I set out to explore the town.

It was only a small place, built square, with two main roads running north, and south, and east, and west, and cutting each other at right angles in the heart of it. They were abominably paved. No vehicle but a springless Peking cart would have dreamt of making its way across that pavement, but then probably no vehicle save a cart or a wheelbarrow in all the years of the city's life had ever been thought of there. The remaining streets were but evil-smelling alley-ways, narrow in comparison with the main ways which, anywhere else, I should have deemed hopelessly inadequate, thronged as they were with people and encroached upon by the shops that stood close on either side. They had no glass fronts, of course, these shops, but otherwise, 196they were not so very unlike the shops one sees in the poorer quarters of the great towns in England. But there was evidently no Town Council to regulate the use to which the streets should be put. The dyer hung his long strips of blue cloth half across the roadway, careless of the convenience of the passer-by, the man who sold cloth had out little tables or benches piled with white and blue calico—I have seen tradesmen do the same in King's Road, Chelsea—the butcher had his very disagreeable wares fully displayed half across the roadway, the gentleman who was making mud bricks for the repair of his house, made them where it was handiest in the street close to the house, and the man who sold cooked provisions, with his little portable kitchen and table, set himself down right in the fairway and tempted all-comers with little basins of soup, fat, pale-looking steamed scones, hard-boiled eggs or meat turnovers.

It was just a small place, built in a square shape, with two main roads running north-south and east-west, crossing each other at right angles in the center. The pavement was awful. No vehicle other than a springless Peking cart would have dared to navigate that surface, but then probably no vehicle other than a cart or a wheelbarrow had ever been envisioned there in the city's entire existence. The other streets were just smelly alleyways, much narrower than the main roads, which, in any other location, I would have thought were totally inadequate, crowded as they were with people and blocked by shops that were crammed on either side. These shops didn’t have glass fronts, of course, but otherwise, 196 they weren't very different from the shops found in the poorer areas of major towns in England. Clearly, there was no Town Council to manage how the streets were used. The dyer draped his long strips of blue cloth right across the road, ignoring the needs of pedestrians; the cloth vendor had small tables or benches stacked with white and blue calico—I’ve seen vendors do the same thing in King's Road, Chelsea; the butcher displayed his rather unpleasant products all over the road; the guy making mud bricks for his house worked right where it was most convenient on the street next to his house, and the food vendor, with his little portable kitchen and table, set up right in the middle of the path, tempting everyone with bowls of soup, fat, pale-looking steamed scones, hard-boiled eggs, or meat turnovers.

This place, hidden behind romantic grey walls, at which I had wondered in the evening light, was in the morning just like any other city, Peking with the glory and beauty gone out of it, and the people who thronged those streets were just the poorer classes of Peking, only it seemed there were more naked children and more small-footed women with elaborately dressed hair tottering along, balancing themselves with their arms. I met a crowd accompanying the gay scarlet poles, flags, musical instruments and the red sedan chair of a wedding. The poor little bride, shut up in the scarlet chair, was going to her husband's house and leaving her father's for ever. It is to be hoped she would find favour in the sight of her husband and 197her husband's women-folk. It was more important probably, that she should please the latter.

This place, hidden behind romantic gray walls, where I had wandered in the evening light, was in the morning just like any other city, with Peking's glory and beauty stripped away. The people crowded the streets; they were mostly the poorer classes of Peking, but it seemed there were more naked children and more small-footed women with elaborately styled hair tottering along, balancing themselves with their arms. I encountered a crowd following the bright red poles, flags, musical instruments, and the red sedan chair of a wedding. The poor little bride, confined in the scarlet chair, was heading to her husband’s home and leaving her father’s forever. Hopefully, she would find favor in the eyes of her husband and his family. It was likely more important that she pleased the latter.

The bridal party made a great noise, but then all in that town was noise, dirt, crowding, and evil smells. The only peaceful place in it was the courtyard of the little temple close against the city wall. Outside it stand two hideous figures with hands flung out in threatening attitude, and inside were more figures, all painted in the gayest colours. What they meant I have not lore enough to know, but they were very hideous, the very lowest form of art.

The bridal party was really loud, but everywhere in that town was noise, dirt, crowds, and bad smells. The only quiet spot was the courtyard of the small temple right against the city wall. Outside, there were two grotesque figures with their arms raised in a threatening way, and inside were more figures, all painted in bright colors. I don’t know what they represented, but they were really ugly, the absolute lowest form of art.

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There was the recording angel with a black face and the open book—after all, the recording angel must often wear a black face—and there was the eternal symbol that has appealed through all ages to all people, and must appeal one would think above all, to this nation that longs so ardently for offspring, the mother with the child upon her knee. But they were all ugly to my Western eyes, and the only thing that charmed me was the silence, the cleanliness, and the quiet of the courtyard, the only place in all the busy little city that was at peace.

There was the recording angel with a dark face and the open book—after all, the recording angel often has a dark face—and there was the timeless symbol that has drawn people in every age, which must resonate, one would think, especially with this nation that yearns so deeply for children, the mother with her child on her lap. But to my Western eyes, they all seemed unattractive, and the only thing that captivated me was the silence, the cleanliness, and the tranquility of the courtyard, the only spot in the bustling little city that felt at ease.

When I engaged Tuan I had thought he was to do all the waiting upon me I needed, but it seems I made a mistake. The farther I got from Peking the greater his importance became, and here he could not so much as carry for me the lightest wrap. His business appeared to be to engage other people to do the work. There was one dilapidated wretch to carry the camera, another the box with the plates, and yet a third bore the black cloth I would put over my head to focus my pictures properly. It was not a bit of good protesting, two minutes after I got rid 198of one lot of followers, another took their place, and as everyone had to be paid, apparently, I often thought, for the pleasure of looking at me, I resigned myself to my fate.

When I hired Tuan, I thought he would handle all the waiting on me that I needed, but it looks like I was wrong. The farther I traveled from Peking, the more important he seemed to become, and here he couldn’t even carry the lightest wrap for me. His job seemed to be finding others to do the work. There was a shabby guy to carry the camera, another to handle the box with the plates, and yet another to hold the black cloth I would put over my head to properly focus my pictures. Protesting didn’t help at all; just two minutes after I got rid of one group of followers, another took their place, and since everyone needed to be paid—clearly, for the joy of looking at me—I just accepted my situation.

Accompanied by all the idlers and children in the town I climbed the ramp on to the walls, which are in perfect order, three miles round and on the top from fifteen feet to twenty broad. That ramp must have been always steep, the last thing a Chinese ever thinks about is comfort, steep almost as the walls themselves, and everywhere the stones are gone, making it a work of difficulty to climb to the top. Tuan helped me in approved Chinese fashion, putting his hand underneath my elbow, and once I was there the town was metamorphosed, it was again the romantic city I had seen from the plain in the evening light. Now the early morning sunlight, with all the promise of the day in it, fell upon graceful curved Chinese roofs and innumerable trees, dainty with the delicate vivid verdure that comes in the spring as a reward to a country where the winter has been long, bitter, and iron-bound.

Accompanied by all the idlers and kids in town, I climbed the ramp up to the walls, which are in perfect condition, three miles around and from fifteen to twenty feet wide at the top. That ramp must have always been steep; the last thing a Chinese person cares about is comfort, steep almost like the walls themselves, and everywhere the stones are missing, making it quite a challenge to climb to the top. Tuan helped me in the traditional Chinese way, putting his hand under my elbow, and once I reached the top, the town transformed. It became the romantic city I had seen from the plain in the evening light. Now, the early morning sunlight, filled with the promise of the day, shone on the graceful curves of Chinese roofs and countless trees, vibrant with the delicate, bright greens that spring brings to a country where the winter has been long, harsh, and unforgiving.

The walls of most Chinese cities are built square, with right angles at the four corners, but in at least two that I have been in, T'ung Chou and Pao Ting Fu, one corner is built out in a bow. I rather admired the effect at first, till I found it was a mark of deepest disgrace. There had been a parricide committed in the town. When such a terrible thing occurs a corner of the city wall must be pulled down and built out; a second one, another corner is pulled down and built out, and a third likewise; but the fourth time such a crime is committed in the 199luckless town the walls must be razed to the ground. But such a disgrace has never occurred in any town in the annals of Chinese history, those age-long annals that go back farther than any other nation's, for if a town should be so unlucky as to have harboured four such criminals within its walls they generally managed, by the payment of a sum of money, to get a city that had some of its corners still intact to take the disgrace upon itself.

The walls of most Chinese cities are built square, with right angles at the four corners, but in at least two that I have visited, T'ung Chou and Pao Ting Fu, one corner is curved outward. I found it pretty impressive at first, until I learned it was a sign of deep disgrace. There had been a parricide in the town. When something as awful as that happens, one corner of the city wall has to be taken down and rebuilt; if it happens again, another corner is taken down and rebuilt, and a third time likewise; but the fourth time such a crime occurs in the 199unfortunate town, the walls must be completely demolished. However, such disgrace has never happened in any town throughout Chinese history, which is the oldest of any nation's, because if a town is unfortunate enough to have four such criminals, they usually manage, by paying a fee, to have a city with some of its corners still intact take on the shame instead.

I strongly suspect too, that it is only when the offender is in high places that his crime is thus commemorated, for I have only heard of these two cases, and yet as short a while ago as 1912 there was a terrible murder in Pao Ting Fu that shocked the town. It appeared there was an idle son, who instead of working for his family, spent all his time attending to his cage bird, taking it out for walks, encouraging it to sing, hunting the graves outside the town for insects for it. His poor old mother sighed over his uselessness.

I strongly suspect that this kind of commemoration only happens when the offender is someone important, because I've only heard about these two cases. Just a little while ago, in 1912, there was a horrific murder in Pao Ting Fu that shocked the town. It seemed there was a lazy son who, instead of working for his family, spent all his time caring for his pet bird. He took it for walks, encouraged it to sing, and even searched the graves outside of town for insects to feed it. His poor old mother lamented his uselessness.

“If it were not for the bird!” said she.

“If it weren't for the bird!” she said.

The young blood in China, it seems, goes to the dogs over a cage bird, a lark or a thrush, as the young man in modern Europe comes to grief over horse-racing, so we see that human nature is the same all the world over. This Chinese mother brooded over her boy's wasted life, and one day when he was out she opened the cage door and the bird flew away.

The youth in China, it seems, gets distracted by a caged bird, like a lark or a thrush, just as young men in modern Europe get caught up in horse racing. This shows that human nature is consistent everywhere. This Chinese mother worried about her son's wasted life, and one day when he was out, she opened the cage door and the bird flew away.

When he came in he asked for the bird and she said nothing, only with her large, sharp knife went on shredding up the vegetables that she was putting into a large cauldron of boiling water for supper. He asked again for the bird. Still she took no 200notice, and he seized her knife and slit her up into small pieces and put her into the cauldron. He was taken, and tried, and was put to death by slicing into a thousand pieces—yes, even in modern China—but they did not think it necessary to pull down another corner of the city wall. Possibly they felt the disgrace of a bygone age was enough for Pao Ting Fu.

When he walked in, he asked for the bird, and she didn't respond, continuing instead to chop up the vegetables with her large, sharp knife as she added them to a big pot of boiling water for dinner. He asked for the bird again. She still ignored him, so he grabbed her knife, sliced her into small pieces, and tossed her into the pot. He was captured, put on trial, and executed by being chopped into a thousand pieces—yes, even in modern China—but they didn't find it necessary to tear down another section of the city wall. Maybe they thought the shame of a past era was enough for Pao Ting Fu.

The corners of the walls of Tsung Hua Chou were as they were first built, rectangular, and the watch-towers at those corners and over the four gates from the distance looked imposing, all that they should be, but close at hand I saw that they were tumbling into ruins, the doors were fallen off the hinges, the window-frames were broken, all was desolate and empty.

The corners of the walls of Tsung Hua Chou were just like when they were originally built, rectangular, and the watchtowers at those corners and above the four gates looked impressive from afar, just as they should, but up close I saw that they were falling apart, the doors had come off the hinges, the window frames were shattered, everything was desolate and empty.

“Once the soldier she watch here,” said my boy, whose pronouns were always somewhat mixed.

“Once the soldier she saw here,” said my boy, whose pronouns were always a bit unclear.

“Why not now?”

"Why not now?"

“No soldier here now. She go work in gold mine ninety li away. Gold mine belong Plesident.”

“No soldiers here now. She went to work in a gold mine ninety li away. The gold mine belongs to the President.”

Tuan had got as far as the fact that a President had taken the place of the Manchu Emperor, but I wondered very much whether the inhabitants of Tsung Hua Chou had. I meditated on my way back to “Missie's inn” on the limitations of the practical Chinese mind that because it is practical, I suppose, cannot conceive of the liberty, equality, and fraternity that a Republic denotes. The President, to the humble Chinese in the street, has just taken the place of the Emperor, he is the one who rules over them, his soldiers are withdrawn. That there was a war in Mongolia, a rebellion impending in the south, were items of news that had not reached 201the man in the street in Tsung Hua Chou who, feeling that the soldiers must be put to some use, concluded they were working in the President's gold mine ninety li away.

Tuan had gotten as far as noting that a President had replaced the Manchu Emperor, but I really wondered if the people of Tsung Hua Chou understood that. On my way back to “Missie's inn,” I reflected on the limitations of the practical Chinese mindset, which, because it is practical, I suppose, can’t grasp the concepts of liberty, equality, and fraternity that a Republic represents. To the ordinary Chinese person on the street, the President has simply taken over from the Emperor; he is the one in charge, with his soldiers now absent. The news of a war in Mongolia and a rebellion brewing in the south hadn’t reached 201the man in the street in Tsung Hua Chou, who, thinking the soldiers needed to be doing something, assumed they were working in the President’s gold mine ninety li away.

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A foreigner went to a Chinese tailor the other day to make him a suit of clothes, and he found occasion to complain that the gentleman's prices had gone up considerably since he employed him last. The man of the scissors was equal to the occasion, and explained that, since “revelations,” so many Chinese had taken to wearing foreign dress, he was obliged to charge more.

A foreigner visited a Chinese tailor recently to have a suit made, and he took the opportunity to complain that the tailor's prices had increased significantly since the last time he used his services. The tailor skillfully addressed the complaint and explained that, due to “revelations,” many Chinese had started wearing foreign clothing, which forced him to raise his prices.

“You belong revolution?” asked the inquiring foreigner, anxious to find out how far liberty, fraternity, and equality had penetrated.

“You belong to the revolution?” asked the curious foreigner, eager to discover how deeply liberty, fraternity, and equality had taken root.

The tailor looked at him more in sorrow than in scorn. How could he be so foolish.

The tailor looked at him with more sadness than disdain. How could he be so foolish?

“I no belong revelation,” he explained carefully, as one who was instructing where no instruction should have been necessary. The thing was self-evident, “I belong tailor man.”

“I don’t belong in revelation,” he explained carefully, like someone who was teaching when no teaching should have been necessary. It was obvious, “I belong to the tailor.”

When the revolution first dawned upon the country people all they realised—when they realised anything at all—was that there was no longer an Emperor, therefore they supposed they would no longer have to pay taxes. When they found that Emperor or no Emperor taxes were still required of them, they just put the President in the Emperor's place. I strongly suspect that if the greater part of the inhabitants of my walled city were to be questioned as to the revolution they would reply like the tailor: “No belong revolution, belong Tsung Hua Chou!”

When the revolution first hit the country, all the locals understood—if they understood anything at all—was that there was no longer an Emperor, so they figured they wouldn't have to pay taxes anymore. When they discovered that taxes were still expected of them, with or without an Emperor, they just swapped the President in for the Emperor. I strongly suspect that if most people in my walled city were asked about the revolution, they would respond like the tailor: “No belong revolution, belong Tsung Hua Chou!”

But in truth the civilisation of China is still so 202much like that of Babylon and Nineveh, that it is best for the poor man, if he can, to efface himself. He does not pray for rights as yet. He only prays that he may slip through life unnoticed, that he may not come in contact with the powers that rule him, for no matter who is right or who is wrong bitter experience has taught him that he will suffer.

But honestly, the culture of China is still so 202much like that of Babylon and Nineveh, that it’s better for the average person, if possible, to keep a low profile. He doesn't ask for rights yet. He just hopes to get through life without being noticed, to avoid interacting with those in power, because no matter who is right or wrong, harsh experience has shown him that he'll end up suffering.

We do not realise that sufficiently in the West when we talk of China. We judge her by our own standards. The time may come when this may be a right way of judging, but it has not come yet. Rather should we judge as they judged in the days of the old Testament, in the days of Nineveh and Babylon, when the proletariat, the slaves, were as naught in the sight of God or man.

We don’t recognize this enough in the West when we talk about China. We evaluate it based on our own standards. Maybe there will be a time when this becomes the right way to judge, but that time isn’t here yet. Instead, we should judge like they did in the days of the Old Testament, during the times of Nineveh and Babylon, when the working class and the slaves were considered worthless in the eyes of God or man.

A man told me how in the summer of 1912, travelling in the interior, he came to a small city in one of the central provinces, a city not unlike Tsung Hua Chou, like indeed a thousand other little cities in this realm of Cathay. The soldiers quartered there had not been paid, and they had turned to and looted the town. The unwise city men, instead of submitting lest a worse thing happen unto them, had telegraphed their woes to Peking, and orders had come down to the General in command that the ringleaders must be executed. But no wise General is going to be hard on his own soldiers. This General certainly was not. Still justice had to be satisfied, and he was not at a loss. He sent a body of soldiers to the looted shops, where certain luckless men were sadly turning over the damaged property. These they promptly arrested. The English onlooker, who spoke Chinese, declared to me solemnly these arrested men were the merchants themselves, 203their helpers and coolies. That was nothing to the savage soldiery. There had to be victims. Had not the order come from the central government. Some of the men, there were twenty in all, they beat and left dead on the spot, the rest they dragged to the yamen. The traveller, furious and helpless, followed. Of course the guilt of the merchants was a foregone conclusion. They never execute anyone who does not confess his guilt and the justice of his sentence in China, but they have means of making sure of the confession. Presently out the unfortunate men came again, stripped to the waist, with their arms tied up high behind them, prepared, in fact, for death. The soldiers dragged them along, they protesting their innocence to unheeding ears. Their women and children came out, running alongside the mournful procession, clinging to the soldiers and to their husbands and fathers, and praying for mercy. They tripped and fell, and the soldiers, the soldiers in khaki, pushed them aside, and stepped over them, and dragged on their victims. The traveller followed. No one took any notice of him, and what could he do, though his heart was sore, one against so many. Through the narrow, filthy streets they went, past their own looted shops. They looked about them wildly, but there was none to help, and before them marched the executioner, with a great sharp sword in his hands, and always the soldiers in modern uniform emphasised the barbarity of the crime. Presently they had distanced the wailing women and were outside the walls, but the foreign onlooker was still with them.

A man told me that in the summer of 1912, while traveling through the countryside, he arrived in a small city in one of the central provinces, a city not unlike Tsung Hua Chou, similar to countless other little towns in this land of China. The soldiers stationed there hadn’t been paid, so they turned around and looted the town. The foolish townspeople, instead of yielding to prevent worse trouble, sent a telegram to Peking about their plight, and orders were dispatched to the General in charge to execute the ringleaders. But no wise General is going to be harsh on his own troops. This General certainly wasn't. Still, justice had to be served, and he found a way. He sent a group of soldiers to the looted stores, where some unfortunate men were sadly inspecting the damaged goods. They promptly arrested these men. An English observer, who spoke Chinese, solemnly told me that those arrested were the merchants themselves, their helpers, and laborers. That didn’t matter to the brutal soldiers. They needed victims. Didn’t the central government issue the order? Some of the men—twenty in total—were beaten and left dead right there, while the others were dragged off to the yamen. The traveler, furious and powerless, followed. Of course, the merchants’ guilt was a foregone conclusion. In China, they never execute anyone who doesn’t confess their guilt and acknowledge the justice of their sentence, but they have ways of ensuring that confession happens. Soon the unfortunate men emerged again, stripped to the waist, with their arms tied high behind their backs, essentially prepared for death. The soldiers pulled them along as they protested their innocence to indifferent ears. Their women and children came out, running alongside the miserable procession, clinging to the soldiers and their husbands and fathers, begging for mercy. They stumbled and fell, and the khaki-clad soldiers pushed them aside, stepping over them as they dragged their victims onward. The traveler followed. No one paid attention to him, and what could he do, though his heart ached, facing so many? They went through the narrow, filthy streets, past their own looted shops. They looked around desperately, but there was no one to help, and in front of them walked the executioner, holding a large, sharp sword, with the modern uniformed soldiers highlighting the brutality of the situation. Soon they had put distance between themselves and the wailing women and were outside the city walls, but the foreign observer was still with them.

“And one was a boy not twenty,” he said with 204a sharp, indrawn breath, wiping his face as he told the ghastly tale.

“And one was a boy not even twenty,” he said with 204a sharp, quick breath, wiping his face as he recounted the horrific story.

They knelt in a row, just where the walls of their own town frowned down on them, and one by one the executioner cut off their heads. The death of the first in the line was swift enough, but, as he approached the end of the row the man's arm grew tired and he did not get the last two heads right off.

They knelt in a line, right where the walls of their own town loomed over them, and one by one, the executioner beheaded them. The first in line died quickly, but as he reached the end of the line, the man's arm grew tired, and he didn’t manage to sever the last two heads cleanly.

“I saw one jump four times,” said the shocked onlooker, “before he died.”

“I saw him jump four times,” said the shocked onlooker, “before he died.”

And then they telegraphed to Peking that order had been restored, and the ringleaders executed.

And then they sent a telegram to Beijing confirming that order had been restored and the ringleaders had been executed.

Since I heard that man's story, I always read that order has been restored in any Chinese city with a shudder, and wonder how many innocents have suffered. For I have heard stories like that, not of one city, or told by one man, but of various cities, and told by different men. The Chinese, it seems to me, copy very faithfully the European newspapers, the great papers of the Western world. Horrors like that are never read in a Western paper, therefore you never see such things reported in the Chinese papers. After all they are only the proletariat, the slaves of Babylon or Nineveh. Who counted a score or so of them slain? Order has been restored, comes the message for the benefit of the modern world, and in the little city the bloody heads adorn the walls and the bodies lie outside to be torn to pieces by the wonks and the vultures.

Since I heard that man's story, I always read that order has been restored in any Chinese city with a shudder, wondering how many innocents have suffered. I've heard stories like that, not from just one city or told by one person, but from various cities and told by different people. It seems to me that the Chinese faithfully copy the European newspapers, the big papers of the Western world. Horrors like that are never reported in a Western paper, so you don't see such things reported in the Chinese papers. After all, they are just the working class, the slaves of Babylon or Nineveh. Who cares if a score or so of them are killed? "Order has been restored," comes the message for the modern world, while in the small city, bloody heads adorn the walls and the bodies lie outside to be torn apart by the wonks and the vultures.

And when I heard tales like this, I wondered whether it was safe for a woman to be travelling alone. It is safe, of course, for the Chinaman, strange as it may sound after telling such tales, is at bottom more law-abiding than the average 205European. True, he is more likely to insult or rob a woman than a man, because he has for so long regarded a woman as of so much less consequence than a man, that when he considers the matter he cannot really believe that any nation could hold a different opinion. Still, in all probability, she will be safe, just as in all probability she might march by herself from Land's End to John o' Groats without being molested. She may be robbed and murdered, and so she may be robbed and murdered in China. The Chinese are robbed and murdered often enough themselves poor things. Also they do not suffer in silence. They revenge themselves when they can.

And when I heard stories like this, I wondered if it was safe for a woman to travel alone. It is safe, of course, because the Chinese person, strange as it may seem after hearing such stories, is actually more law-abiding than the average European. It's true that he might be more likely to insult or rob a woman than a man, since he has long seen women as less important than men, and he can't really believe that any nation would think otherwise. Still, she will probably be safe, just as she could likely walk by herself from Land's End to John o' Groats without being bothered. She could be robbed or murdered, and the same could happen in China. The Chinese people often face robbery and murder themselves, poor things. Also, they don’t just put up with it. They seek revenge when they can.

A man travelling for the British and American Tobacco Company, he was a young man, not yet eight-and-twenty, told me how, once, outside a small walled town, he came upon a howling mob, and parting them after the lordly fashion of the Englishman, who knows he can use his hands, he saw they were crowding round a pit half filled with quicklime. In it, buried to his middle, was a ghastly creature with his eyes scooped out, and the hollows filled up with quicklime.

A man traveling for the British and American Tobacco Company, he was a young guy, not yet twenty-eight, told me how, once, outside a small walled town, he came across a chaotic mob. Parting them like a confident Englishman who knows he can handle himself, he saw they were gathered around a pit half filled with quicklime. In it, buried up to his waist, was a horrific figure with his eyes gouged out, and the empty sockets filled with quicklime.

“If I had had a pistol handy,” said the teller of the tale, “I would have shot him. I couldn't have helped myself. It seemed the only thing to put him out of his misery, but, after all, I think he was past all feeling, and I wonder what the people would have done to me!”

“If I had a gun on me,” said the storyteller, “I would have shot him. I couldn’t have stopped myself. It seemed like the only way to end his suffering, but honestly, I think he was beyond feeling anything, and I wonder what people would’ve done to me!”

They told him, when he investigated, that this man was a robber, that he had robbed and murdered without mercy, and so, when he fell into their hands, they had taken vengeance. 206Was that Babylon, or Nineveh, I wondered? Since such things happen in China one feels that the age of Babylon and Nineveh has not yet gone by. Talk with but a few men who have wandered into the interior, and you realise the strong necessity for these walled towns.

They told him, when he looked into it, that this guy was a robber who had stolen and killed without mercy, so when he got caught, they took their revenge. 206I wondered, was that Babylon or Nineveh? Since stuff like this happens in China, it feels like the era of Babylon and Nineveh isn't over yet. Talk to just a few guys who have ventured into the interior, and you see the pressing need for these fortified towns.

When the rumour of the slaughter of the Manchus, and the killing in the confusion of eight Europeans at Hsi An Fu in Shensi in October 1911, reached Peking, nine young men banded themselves together into the Shensi Relief Force, and set out from the capital to relieve the missionaries cut off there. One of these young men it was my good fortune to meet, and the story of their doings, told at first hand, unrolled for me the leaves of history. They set out to help the men and women of their own colour, but as they passed west from Tai Yuan Fu, again and again, the people of the country appealed to them to stop and help them. The Elder Brother Society, the Ko Lao Hui were on the warpath, and, with whatever good intentions this society had originated, it was, on this way from Tai Yuan Fu to Hsi An Fu, nothing less than a band of robbers, pillaging and murdering, and even the walled cities were hardly a safeguard. Village after village, with no such defences, was wrecked, burned, and destroyed, and their inhabitants were either slain or refugees in the mountains. And the suffering that means, with the bitter winter of China ahead of them, is ghastly to think of. They died, of course, and those who were slain by the robbers probably suffered the least.

When the news of the Manchus being slaughtered and the chaotic killing of eight Europeans in Hsi An Fu, Shensi, in October 1911, reached Peking, nine young men came together to form the Shensi Relief Force and left the capital to assist the missionaries trapped there. I was fortunate to meet one of these young men, and hearing their story firsthand opened up a chapter of history for me. They set out to help fellow countrymen, but as they traveled west from Tai Yuan Fu, they were repeatedly asked by local people to stop and lend a hand. The Elder Brother Society, the Ko Lao Hui, was on the attack, and despite any good intentions the society may have had at the start, they acted like a band of robbers, pillaging and killing on their journey from Tai Yuan Fu to Hsi An Fu, with even the fortified cities offering little protection. Village after village, without any defenses, was devastated, burned, and destroyed, leaving their residents either dead or fleeing to the mountains. The suffering this caused, especially with the harsh Chinese winter ahead, is dreadful to consider. Many died, and those who were killed by the robbers likely endured the least suffering.

“What could we do? What could we possibly do?” asked my informant pitifully. 207At last they came to Sui Te Chou, a walled city, and Sui Te Chou was for the moment triumphant. It had driven off the robbers. The Elder Brother Society had held the little city closely invested. They had built stone towers, and, from the top of them, had fired into the city, and at the defenders on the walls, and, under cover of this fire from the towers, they had attempted to scale the battlements. But the people on the walls had pushed them down with long spears, and had poured boiling water upon them, and, finally, the robbers had given way, and some braves, issuing from the south gate had fallen upon them, killing many and capturing thirty of them. It was a short shrift for them, and a festoon of heads adorned the gateway under which the foreigners passed.

“What can we do? What can we possibly do?” my informant asked, sounding distressed. 207Finally, they arrived at Sui Te Chou, a walled city, and for now, Sui Te Chou was in a state of victory. It had successfully driven off the robbers. The Elder Brother Society had surrounded the small city tightly, building stone towers from which they shot into the city and at the defenders on the walls. Under the cover of this fire from the towers, they tried to climb the battlements. But the defenders had pushed them back with long spears and poured boiling water on them. Eventually, the robbers retreated, and some brave fighters coming from the south gate attacked them, killing many and capturing thirty. It was a swift end for the robbers, and a row of heads decorated the gateway underneath which the outsiders passed.

But, though victorious, the braves of Sui Te Chou knew right well that the lull was only momentary. They were reversing the Scriptural order of things, and beating their ploughshares into swords. The brigands would be back as soon as they had reinforcements, the battle would be to the strong and it would indeed be “Woe to the Vanquished!”

But even though they had won, the warriors of Sui Te Chou understood that this peace was just temporary. They were turning the Scriptural order upside down and changing their ploughshares into swords. The bandits would return as soon as they had reinforcements; the battle would favor the strong, and it would truly be “Woe to the Vanquished!”

“We could not help them. We could not,” reiterated the teller of the tale sadly; “we just had to go on.”

“We couldn’t help them. We couldn’t,” the storyteller repeated sadly; “we just had to keep going.”

It was old China, he said, let us hope the last of old China. In that town were English missionaries, a man and his wife, another man and two little children, members of the English Baptist Church, dressed in Chinese dress, the men with queues. These they rescued, and took along with them, and glad were they to have two more able-bodied men in the party, even though they were counterbalanced 208by the presence of the woman and two children, for everywhere along the track were evidences of the barbaric times in which they lived. Human head? in wicker cages were common objects of the wayside, and the wolves came down from the mountains and gnawed at the dead bodies, or attacked the sick and wounded. Old China was a ghastly place that autumn of 1911, during the “bloodless” revolution. Chung Pu they reached immediately after it had been attacked by six hundred men.

It was old China, he said, and let’s hope it’s the last of it. In that town were English missionaries, a man and his wife, another man, and two little kids, all members of the English Baptist Church, wearing traditional Chinese clothes, with the men sporting queues. They rescued these missionaries and brought them along, and they were glad to have two more strong men in the group, even though the presence of the woman and two children balanced that out. Everywhere along the track were signs of the brutal times they lived in. Human heads in wicker cages were common sights by the roadside, and wolves came down from the mountains to gnaw on dead bodies or attack the sick and wounded. Old China was a horrifying place that autumn of 1911, during the “bloodless” revolution. They reached Chung Pu right after it had been attacked by six hundred men.

“I had to kick a dog away that was gnawing at a dead body as we led the lady into a house for the night,” said the narrator. “I could only implore her not to look.”

“I had to shove a dog away that was gnawing on a dead body as we took the lady into a house for the night,” said the narrator. “I could only beg her not to look.”

But at I Chün things were worse still. They reached it just as it had fallen into the hands of the Elder Brother Society, and they began to think they had taken those missionaries out of the frying-pan into the fire. I Chün is a walled city up in the mountains of Shensi, and the only approach was by a pathway so narrow that it only allowed of one mule litter at a time. On one side was a steep precipice, on the other the city wall, and along that wall came racing men armed with matchlocks, spears, and swords, yelling defiance and prepared, apparently, to attack. The worst of it was there was no turning that litter round. They halted, and the gate ahead of them opened, and right in the centre of the gateway was an ancient cannon with a man standing beside it with a lighted rope in his hand. Turn the litter and get away in a hurry they could not. Leave it they could not. There was seemingly no escape for them. It only wanted one of those excited men to shout “Ta, Ta,” and the match 209could have been applied, and the ancient gun would have swept the pathway. Then the leader of the band of foreigners stepped forward. He flung away his rifle, he flung away his revolver, he flung away his knife, and he stood there before them defenceless, with his arms raised—modem civilisation bowing for the moment before the force of Babylon. It was a moment of supreme anxiety. Suppose the people misunderstood his actions.

But at I Chün, things were even worse. They arrived just as it had fallen into the hands of the Elder Brother Society, and they started to feel they had taken the missionaries out of the frying pan and into the fire. I Chün is a walled city up in the mountains of Shensi, and the only way in was by a pathway so narrow that it could only fit one mule litter at a time. On one side was a steep drop, and on the other was the city wall. Along that wall came rushing men armed with matchlocks, spears, and swords, shouting defiantly and seemingly ready to attack. The worst part was that they couldn’t turn the litter around. They stopped, and the gate ahead opened, revealing an ancient cannon with a man standing next to it holding a lit fuse. They couldn’t turn the litter and make a quick escape. They couldn’t leave it behind. There seemed to be no way out for them. All it would take was for one of those agitated men to shout “Ta, Ta,” and the match 209could go off, and the old cannon would clear the pathway. Then the leader of the group of foreigners stepped forward. He threw away his rifle, tossed aside his revolver, discarded his knife, and stood there before them defenseless, with his arms raised—modern civilization, for a moment, bowing to the might of Babylon. It was a moment of extreme anxiety. What if the people misunderstood his actions?

“We scarcely dared breathe,” said the storyteller. Every heart stood still. And then they understood. The man with the lighted rope dropped it, and they beckoned to the strangers to come inside the gates.

“We barely dared to breathe,” said the storyteller. Every heart froze. And then they understood. The man with the glowing rope dropped it, and they signaled to the strangers to come through the gates.

It required a good deal of courage to go inside those gates, to put themselves in the power of the Elder Brother Society, and they spent an anxious night. The town had been sacked, the streets ran blood, the men were slain, their bodies were in the streets for the crows and the wonks to feed on, and the women—well women never count for much in China in times of peace, and in war they are the spoil of the victor—the Goddess of Mercy was forgotten those days in I Chün. All night long the anxious little party kept watch and ward, and when day dawned were thankful to be allowed to proceed on their way unmolested, eventually reaching Hsi An Fu and rescuing all the missionaries who wished to be rescued.

It took a lot of courage to enter those gates and put themselves at the mercy of the Elder Brother Society, and they spent a sleepless night worrying. The town had been devastated, the streets stained with blood, men were killed, their bodies left in the streets for crows and the wonks to feast on, and the women—well, women don’t count for much in China during peacetime, and in war, they're just the spoils of the victor—the Goddess of Mercy was forgotten in those days in I Chün. All night, the anxious little group kept watch, and as dawn broke, they were relieved to be able to continue their journey unharmed, eventually reaching Hsi An Fu and rescuing all the missionaries who wanted to be saved.

“It was exciting,” said my friend, half apologising for getting excited over it. “It was the last of old China. Such things will never happen again.”

“It was exciting,” my friend said, almost apologizing for getting so worked up about it. “It was the end of old China. Events like that will never happen again.”

Exciting! it thrilled me to hear him talk, to know such things had happened barely a year before, to 210know they had happened in this country. Would they never happen again? I was not so sure of that as I went through walled town after walled town, as I looked up at the walls of Tsung Hua Chou. This was the correct setting. To talk in friendly, commonplace fashion to people who lived in such towns seemed to annihilate time, to bring the past nearer to me, to make me understand, as I had never understood before, that the people who had lived, and suffered, and triumphed, or lived, and suffered, and fallen, were almost exactly the same flesh and blood as I was myself.

Exciting! It thrilled me to listen to him talk, to realize that such things had happened just a year before, to 210know they took place in this country. Would they never happen again? I wasn't so sure as I passed through one walled town after another, looking up at the walls of Tsung Hua Chou. This was the right setting. To chat casually with people who lived in such towns seemed to erase time, to bring the past closer to me, to help me understand, as I had never understood before, that the people who had lived, suffered, and triumphed, or lived, suffered, and failed, were almost exactly the same flesh and blood as I was.

Back at the inn my friend the landlady brought me her little grandson to admire. He was a jolly little unwashed chap with a shaven head, clad in an unwashed shift, and I think I admired him to her heart's content. It was evidently worth having been born and lived all the strenuous weary days of her hard life to have had part in the bringing into the world of that grandson. His little sister in the blue-cornered handkerchief, looking on, did not count for much, and yet she had her own feelings, for when I clambered into my cart and was just rumbling over the step I was startled by a terrified childish outcry. Looking back, I saw that a little serving-maid, a slave probably, was running after my cart with the small son and heir in her arms, making believe to give away the household treasure to the foreign woman, with grandmother and subordinates looking smilingly on. Only the little sister, who was not in the secret, was shrieking lustily in protest.

Back at the inn, my friend the landlady brought me her little grandson to admire. He was a cheerful little kid with a shaved head, dressed in a dirty shift, and I think I admired him to her heart's content. It was clearly worth all the tough, exhausting days of her hard life to have played a part in bringing that grandson into the world. His little sister, wearing a blue-cornered handkerchief, didn’t seem to matter much, but she had her own feelings. When I climbed into my cart and was just about to roll over the step, I was startled by a frightened, childish shout. Looking back, I saw a little serving girl, likely a slave, running after my cart with the small son and heir in her arms, pretending to give away the family treasure to the foreign woman, while the grandmother and others watched with smiles. Only the little sister, who wasn’t in on the joke, was loudly protesting.

I had been thinking of the cities in the plain of Mesopotamia! And this carried me back to the 211days of my own childhood and the hills round Ballarat! Many and many a time in my young days have I seen the household baby offered to the “vegetable John,” and the small brothers and sisters shrieking a terrified protest. “They would be good, and love baby, and never be cross with him any more.” Here was I taking the place of the smiling, bland, John Chinaman of my childhood. After all human nature is much the same all the world over, on the sunny hills of Ballarat, or in a walled city at the foot of the mountains in Northern China. If we could but bridge the gulf that lies between, I expect we should have found it just exactly the same on the banks of the Euphrates and beneath the walls of Babylon.

I had been thinking about the cities in the plain of Mesopotamia! This reminded me of the 211days of my childhood and the hills around Ballarat! Many times in my younger days, I saw the family baby offered to the “vegetable John,” while the little brothers and sisters screamed in terrified protest. “They would be good, love the baby, and never be mean to him again.” Here I was, taking the place of the smiling, friendly, John Chinaman from my childhood. After all, human nature is pretty much the same everywhere, in the sunny hills of Ballarat or in a walled city at the foot of the mountains in Northern China. If we could just bridge the gap that lies between, I think we would find it to be exactly the same along the banks of the Euphrates and under the walls of Babylon.










CHAPTER XII—THE NINE DRAGON TEMPLE

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The crossing of the Lanho—A dust storm—Dangers of a new inn—Locked in—Holy mountain—Ruined city—My interpreter—A steep hill—The barren woman—Unappetising food—The abbot—The beggar—Burning incense—The beauty of the way.

The crossing of the Lanho—A dust storm—Dangers of a new inn—Locked in—Holy mountain—Ruined city—My interpreter—A steep hill—The barren woman—Unappetizing food—The abbot—The beggar—Burning incense—The beauty of the way.

We were fairly in the mountains when we left Tsung Hua Chou. As we crawled along slowly, and I trust with dignity, though dignity is not my strong point, I looked up to the hills that towered above us, almost perpendicular they seemed in places, as if the slope had been shorn off roughly with a blunt knife, and I saw that one of these crags, that must have been about a thousand feet above the valley bottom, anyhow it looked it in the afternoon sunlight, was crowned by buildings; and not feeling energetic, nobody does feel energetic who rides for long in a Peking cart, I thanked my stars that I had not to go up there. I thought if it were the most beautiful temple in the world I would not go up that mountain to visit it. Which only shows that I did not reckon on my Chinese servant. There may be people who can cope single-handed with the will of a Chinaman. I can't. I know now that if my servant expresses a desire for a thing, he will only ask, of course, for what is perfectly correct and good 213for his Missie, he will have it in the end, so it is no good struggling; it is better to give in gracefully at first.

We were pretty deep in the mountains when we left Tsung Hua Chou. As we moved along slowly, and I hoped with some dignity—even though that’s not really my strong suit—I looked up at the hills towering above us. In some places, they seemed nearly vertical, as if the slope had been roughly cut off with a dull knife. I noticed one of these cliffs, which must have been about a thousand feet above the valley floor—at least, that’s how it appeared in the afternoon sunlight—was topped with buildings. Not feeling particularly energetic, and who does after a long ride in a Peking cart, I thanked my lucky stars I didn’t have to climb up there. I thought that even if it were the most beautiful temple in the world, I wouldn’t hike up that mountain just to see it. That just goes to show I didn’t take into account my Chinese servant. There are some people who can handle a Chinaman’s will on their own. I can’t. I've learned that if my servant shows an interest in something, he’ll only ask for what’s perfectly appropriate and good 213for his Missie, he’ll get it in the end, so it’s pointless to fight it; it’s better to give in gracefully at the start.

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As we neared a river, the Lanho, or I suppose I should say the Lan, for “ho” means a river, the clouds began to gather for the first time since I had set out on my journey, and it seemed as if it were going to rain.

As we got closer to a river, the Lanho, or I guess I should say the Lan, since “ho” means river, the clouds started to gather for the first time since I began my journey, and it looked like it was going to rain.

“Must make haste,” said Tuan looking up at the grey sky with the clouds scurrying across it, and making haste in a Peking cart is a painful process.

“Have to hurry,” said Tuan, looking up at the gray sky with clouds racing across it, and hurrying in a Peking cart is a painful process.

By the time we arrived at the river-banks it was blowing furiously, and a good part of the country, as always seems to be the case in China when the wind blows, was in the air. The river, wide and muddy and rather shallow, was flowing swiftly along, and the crossing-place was just where the valley was widest, and there was a large extent of sand on either bank, so there was plenty of material for the wind to play with. It used it as if it had never had a chance before and was bound to make the most of it. There were many other people on that sandy beach, there were other Peking carts, there were laden country carts with their heavily studded wheels cut out of one piece of wood, looking like the wheels Mr Reed puts on his prehistoric carts in Punch, there were laden donkeys and mules, there were all the blue-clad people in charge of the traffic, and there were tiny restaurants, rough-looking shacks where the refreshment of these people was provided for. They weren't refreshing when I arrived, the wind was blowing things away piecemeal, and every man seemed to be grabbing something portable, or putting it down with a stone upon it to anchor it. 214"Must make haste,” said Tuan again, as he helped me out of the cart, and the wind got under my coat, tore at my veil, and succeeded in pulling down some of my hair.

By the time we got to the riverbanks, the wind was howling, and a lot of debris, as always happens in China when the wind picks up, was swirling around. The river, wide, muddy, and somewhat shallow, was rushing by, and the crossing spot was right where the valley was widest, with large stretches of sand on both sides, giving the wind plenty to work with. It seemed like it was relishing the opportunity and determined to make the most of it. There were lots of other people on that sandy beach—other Peking carts, heavily loaded country carts with their solid, studded wheels looking like something out of a cartoon, loaded donkeys and mules, all the blue-clad workers managing the traffic, and little restaurants, rough-looking shacks where food was served. They weren’t serving much refreshment when I showed up; the wind was blowing things away left and right, and everyone was grabbing anything they could carry or weighing stuff down with stones to keep it from blowing away. 214“We need to hurry,” Tuan said again as he helped me out of the cart, the wind getting under my coat, tugging at my veil, and managing to mess up some of my hair.

We had got beyond the region of bridges, I suppose in the summer the floods come down and sweep them away, and everybody was crossing on a wupan, a long, shallow, flat-bottomed boat that had been decked in the middle to allow of carts being taken across. The mules were taken out, and the carts with the help of every available man about, except the fat restaurant-keeper, were got on the boat.

We had passed the area with bridges; I guess during the summer, the floods come through and wash them away. Everyone was crossing in a wupan, a long, shallow, flat-bottomed boat that had a deck in the middle to allow carts to be taken across. The mules were removed, and with the help of every available person nearby, except for the overweight restaurant owner, we managed to get the carts onto the boat.

“Must make haste,” repeated Tuan, distributing with a liberal hand my hard-earned cents. I used to think a cent or two in China didn't matter, but I know by bitter experience they mount up.

“Must hurry,” repeated Tuan, generously handing out my hard-earned cents. I used to think a cent or two in China didn’t matter, but I know from painful experience they add up.

And then just as we were all ready, my leading mule, a fawn-coloured animal of some character, expressed his disapproval of the mode of transit by a violent kick, and broke away. The dust was blowing in heavy clouds, but every now and then I could see through the veil a dozen people racing after him, while he kicked up his heels in derision, and in a fashion of which I should not have thought any beast that had brought a Peking cart so far over such roads was capable. Then a brilliant idea occurred to the younger “cartee man.” He decided to mount the white mule that led the other cart. This was a meek-looking beast who I presume always did exactly as he was told; but a worm will turn, and to be ridden after all the long journey was more than even he would stand. With a buck and a kick he got rid of the “cartee man,” and then 215there were two mules careering about in the wild dust storm. It looked highly probable that they would take advantage of their liberty to go back to Peking, and I crossed that river wondering very much how I was to get any farther on my journey, and whether lost mules were a part of the just expenditure expected of a foreign woman. After about two hours, however, they were brought in, the fawn-coloured mule as perky as ever, but the white one so depressed by his only taste of freedom that he never recovered as long as I had the pleasure of his acquaintance.

And just when we were all set to go, my lead mule, a fawn-colored animal with some attitude, expressed his disapproval of the way we were traveling by kicking violently and breaking free. The dust was swirling in thick clouds, but every now and then I could see through the haze a dozen people chasing after him while he kicked up his heels mockingly. I wouldn't have thought any animal that had pulled a Peking cart over such rough roads was capable of such antics. Then a brilliant idea struck the younger “cartee man.” He decided to hop on the white mule that was pulling the other cart. This was a gentle-looking creature who I presumed always followed commands, but even a meek creature can have its limits, and being ridden after such a long journey was more than he could take. With a buck and a kick, he got rid of the “cartee man,” and suddenly there were two mules running wild in the dust storm. It seemed very likely they would take advantage of their freedom to head back to Peking, and I crossed that river wondering how I was supposed to continue my journey and whether losing mules was just part of the expected woes for a foreign woman. However, about two hours later, they were rounded up, with the fawn-colored mule as lively as ever, but the white one so downcast from his brief taste of freedom that he never really perked up for the rest of our time together.

Before we were on our way again the dust storm had subsided, and I was shaking the mountains, or the Gobi Desert, or whatever it was, out of the folds of my clothes and out of my hair and eyes, and Tuan was once more urgent.

Before we were on our way again, the dust storm had calmed down, and I was shaking the mountains, or the Gobi Desert, or whatever it was, out of the folds of my clothes and out of my hair and eyes, and Tuan was once again insistent.

“Must make haste.”

“Need to hurry.”

But it was no good, we had lost too much time, we could not possibly reach the little town we had planned to reach, and before the sun set we turned into the yard of a little hostelry in a small mountain hamlet underneath the holy mountain that was crowned with the temple I had been looking at all the afternoon.

But it was no use, we had wasted too much time, we couldn’t possibly make it to the small town we had planned to reach, and before the sun set, we turned into the yard of a little inn in a tiny mountain village beneath the sacred mountain topped with the temple I had been gazing at all afternoon.

And then to my joy I found that this place was clean, actually clean!! Two notes of exclamation do not do proper justice to it. The yard bore little traces of occupation, the room I was shown into had a new blue calico curtain at the door, it was freshly whitewashed, a clean mat was on the k'ang, the wood that edged it was new, and there was clean tissue paper over the lattice-work of the windows. The floor, of course, was only hard, beaten earth, but that did not matter. I would sit on the k'ang, and 216besides this place smelt of nothing but whitewash. I rejoiced exceedingly as I had the paper torn off the top of the window to let in the fresh air, but Tuan looked at it from another point of view.

And then, to my delight, I discovered that this place was clean, really clean!! Just saying that isn't enough. The yard had barely any signs of use, the room I was shown into had a new blue calico curtain at the door, it had been freshly whitewashed, a clean mat was on the k'ang, the wood around it was new, and there was clean tissue paper over the window's lattice-work. The floor was just hard, beaten earth, but that didn't matter. I planned to sit on the k'ang, and 216aside from that, the place only smelled of whitewash. I was extremely happy when I tore off the paper from the top of the window to let in fresh air, but Tuan had a different perspective on it.

“Must take care,” said he, “this new inn. 'Cartee man' no know she. Must take care,” and he looked so grave that I wondered what on earth was the penalty I ran the risk of paying for cleanliness.

“Be careful,” he said, “this new inn. 'Cartee man' doesn't know her. Be careful,” and he looked so serious that I wondered what kind of trouble I might face for being clean.

They evidently were afraid, for all the luggage, which as a rule stayed strapped on the carts in the inn yard, was taken off and brought in. I was worth robbing, for I had about seven-and-twenty pounds in dollars in my black box, and that, judging by what I saw, would have bought up all the villages between Jehol and Peking. However, it was no good worrying about it, however agitated Tuan might be. Besides, anyhow he was something of a coward, all Chinese servants are, it seems to me.

They were clearly scared, because all the luggage, which usually stayed strapped to the carts in the inn yard, was taken off and brought inside. I was a target for robbery since I had around twenty-seven pounds in dollars in my black box, and that, based on what I observed, could have bought up all the villages between Jehol and Beijing. However, worrying about it was pointless, no matter how anxious Tuan might be. Besides, he was a bit of a coward; it seems like all Chinese servants are.

His fear didn't seem to last very long, for presently he came bustling in, all excitement.

His fear didn't seem to last long, because soon he came rushing in, full of excitement.

I was brushing my hair to try and get some of the dust out of it, and reflecting there was possibly some reason in so many Chinese women being bald. It must be much easier to keep a hairless head free from dust.

I was brushing my hair to try to get some dust out of it and thinking there might be a reason why so many Chinese women are bald. It must be a lot easier to keep a hairless head free from dust.

“Missie, Missie, innkeeper man, she say my Missie come in good time. Nine Dragon Temple,” he pointed upwards, and I knew with a sinking heart he meant the one I had watched all day and decided that to it I would not go, “open one time for ten day, never in year open any more,” and he looked at me to see his words sink in. They sank in right enough. I knew I was going there, but still I protested.

“Missie, Missie, innkeeper man, she says my Missie is here at a good time. Nine Dragon Temple,” he pointed up, and I felt a sinking feeling because I knew he meant the one I had watched all day and decided I wouldn't visit, “open only once for ten days, never open any more in the year,” and he looked at me to see if his words registered. They definitely did. I knew I was going to go there, but I still protested.

“I cannot walk up that mountain.”

“I can't walk up that mountain.”

“No walk, Missie no walk, can get chair.”

“No walk, Missie no walk, can get chair.”

Still I struggled. “It will cost too much money.”

Still, I struggled. “It’s going to be too expensive.”

“Three dollars, Missie, can do. Not spend much monies,” and he looked at me as much as to say I would never let three dollars, about six shillings, stand between me and a wonder that was only open for ten days in the year, especially when I had arrived on the auspicious day.

“Three dollars, Missie, can do. Not spend much money,” and he looked at me as if to say I would never let three dollars, about six shillings, get in the way of a wonder that was only available for ten days a year, especially since I had arrived on the lucky day.

“But what will you do, Tuan, 217I really cannot afford a chair for you,” for I knew my follower on every occasion, even when I should have walked made a point of riding. He looked at me, but I suppose he saw I had reached the limit of my forbearance. His chest swelled out virtuously.

“But what will you do, Tuan, 217I really can’t afford a chair for you,” because I knew my follower always insisted on riding, even when I should have walked. He looked at me, but I guess he realized I had reached my breaking point. His chest puffed out proudly.

“I strong young man, I walk.”

“I’m a strong young man, I walk.”

I made another effort. “But the bottom of the mountain is a good way off, how shall I get there?”

I tried again. “But the bottom of the mountain is quite far away, how am I supposed to get there?”

“I talkee 'cartee man,' he takee Missie two dollars.”

“I talked to the guy in the car, and he took two dollars from her.”

It was mounting up. I knew it would.

It was piling up. I knew it would.

“But who will look after our things here?”

“But who will take care of our stuff here?”

“One piecey 'cartee man,' stop,” said he airily. So it was all arranged and I was booked for the Nine Dragon Temple whether I liked it or not. Then there was the night to consider in this new inn, the safety of which Tuan had doubted. In my room were all my possessions, including the black box with the money in it, and I looked at the door and saw to my dismay that there was no fastening on the inside.

“One shady cart guy, stop,” he said casually. So it was all set and I was signed up for the Nine Dragon Temple whether I wanted to or not. Then there was the night to think about in this new inn, which Tuan had questioned the safety of. In my room were all my belongings, including the black box with the money in it, and I looked at the door and saw, to my dismay, that there was no lock on the inside.

“I take care Missie,” said Tuan loftily, and then 218proceeded to instruct me in the precautions he had taken.

“I'll take care of it, Missie,” said Tuan proudly, and then 218went on to explain the precautions he had taken.

“Innkeeper man ask how long Missie stay and I say p'r'aps five day, p'r'aps ten day. No tell true.” No tell true indeed, for I had every intention of leaving next day even if I did have to go up to the mountain temple in the morning.

“Innkeeper guy asks how long Miss is staying, and I say maybe five days, maybe ten days. Not telling the truth.” Not telling the truth at all, because I fully planned to leave the next day, even if I had to go up to the mountain temple in the morning.

Again I looked at the rough planks of the door coming down to the earthen floor, and decided I would draw my heavy box across it, and I said so to Tuan.

Again I looked at the rough planks of the door coming down to the dirt floor, and decided I would drag my heavy box across it, and I told Tuan.

But he was emphatic, “I take care Missie,” I wonder if he would have done so had there really been any danger. Then he bid me good night and, going out, drew the door to after him and proceeded to lock it on the outside! I presume he put the key in his pocket. Some papers have honoured me by referring to me as a “distinguished traveller,” and I have had hopes of being elected to the Royal Geographical Society! For a moment I thought of calling him back indignantly, and then I thought better of it. “A man thinks he knows,” says the Chinese proverb, “but a woman knows better.”

But he was firm, “I’ll take care of you, Missie,” I wonder if he would have really done so if there had been any real danger. Then he said goodnight, went out, closed the door behind him, and locked it from the outside! I assume he put the key in his pocket. Some newspapers have called me a “distinguished traveler,” and I have hoped to be elected to the Royal Geographical Society! For a moment, I considered calling him back in anger, but then I changed my mind. “A man thinks he knows,” says the Chinese proverb, “but a woman knows better.”

The window was frail and all across the room, and I knew I could break the lattice-work if I wanted to, so could the thief for that matter, so I slept peacefully, the sleep of the utterly weary, and the innkeeper proved an honest man after all.

The window was weak and all around the room, and I knew I could break the frame if I wanted to, and so could the thief for that matter, so I slept peacefully, the sleep of someone completely exhausted, and the innkeeper turned out to be an honest man after all.

And next day, after breakfast, just as the sun was rising, I started for the Nine Dragon Temple. The peak which it crowned stood out from the rest like a very acute triangle. They say the camera cannot lie, I only know I did not succeed in getting a photograph of that mountain that gave any idea of its steepness. Its slopes, faintly tinged with green and dotted with fir-trees, fell away like the sides of a house from the narrow top that was crowned with buildings. It was just one of the many holy mountains that are scattered over China, and it seemed to me, looking up, that nothing but a bird could reach it. But still I had to try. All the country was bathed in the golden rays of the sun as I climbed into the cart, and we made our way through a ruined city that must once have been very rich and prosperous. Only the poorest of the poor apparently lived among the ruins, and we went through a ruined gateway where no man watched now, and over half-tilled fields, to the supplementary temple at the bottom of the mountain.

And the next day, after breakfast, just as the sun was coming up, I headed for the Nine Dragon Temple. The peak it sat on stood out like a sharp triangle. They say a camera can't lie, but all I know is I didn't manage to take a photo of that mountain that captured how steep it really was. Its slopes, barely colored with green and dotted with pine trees, dropped away like the sides of a house from the narrow top that was topped with buildings. It was just one of many sacred mountains scattered across China, and looking up, it seemed like only a bird could reach it. But I still had to give it a shot. The whole countryside was lit up with the sun's golden rays as I climbed into the cart, and we made our way through a ruined city that must have once been very wealthy and thriving. Only the poorest of the poor seemed to live among the ruins, and we passed through a broken gateway that no one was watching anymore, and over half-tended fields, to the smaller temple at the base of the mountain.

Here Tuan blossomed forth wonderfully. Up till now he had only been my servant, a most important servant but still a servant, now he became, on a sudden, that much more important functionary, my interpreter.

Here Tuan blossomed wonderfully. Until now, he had only been my servant, a very important servant but still a servant; now he suddenly became that much more important as my interpreter.

A solemn old gentleman in a dark-coloured robe with a shaven head received me with that perfect courtesy which it is my experience these monks always show, escorted me into a large room with a k'ang on one side and a figure of a god, large and gorgeous, facing the door. He asked me my age, as apparently the most important question he could ask—it is rather an important factor in one's life—and then when I was seated on the k'ang, with my interpreter, in his very best clothes of silk brocade, on the other, a variety of cakes in little dishes were set on the k'ang table beside me, and a small shavenheaded little boy who I was informed was called “Trees” was set to pour out tea as long as I would drink it. I was so amused at the importance of Tuan. Not for worlds would I have given him away as he sat there sipping tea and nibbling at a piece of cake; and I wonder still what he thought I thought. Did he fear I should call him to account for sitting down as if he were on terms of equality with me? Did he think I was a fool, or was he properly grateful that I allowed him this little latitude? At any rate, except in the matter of squeeze, he always served me very well indeed, and there is no doubt my dignity was enhanced by going about with a real, live interpreter. The priest could not know what a very inadequate one he was.

A serious older man in a dark robe with a shaved head welcomed me with the kind of courtesy I’ve noticed these monks always show. He guided me into a large room with a k'ang on one side and a big, beautifully adorned figure of a god facing the door. He asked me my age, which seemed to him an extremely important question—it really is an important factor in life. Once I was seated on the k'ang, with my interpreter, who was dressed in his finest silk brocade, on the other side, a selection of cakes in small dishes was placed on the k'ang table next to me. A small boy with a shaved head, who I was told was named “Trees,” was assigned to pour tea for as long as I wanted to drink it. I found it quite amusing how serious Tuan was. I wouldn't have dreamed of exposing him while he sat there sipping tea and nibbling on a piece of cake; I still wonder what he thought I thought. Did he worry I would call him out for sitting down as if we were equals? Did he think I was naïve, or was he genuinely grateful for the little freedom I gave him? Regardless, aside from the matter of squeeze, he served me quite well, and there's no doubt my dignity was boosted by having a real interpreter with me. The priest couldn't know what an inadequate one he was.

Presently they came and announced that the chair was ready.

Presently, they came and announced that the chair was ready.

“Put on new ropes,” announced my interpreter pointing out the lashings to me. The chair was fastened to a couple of stout poles and four coolies, they might have been own brothers to the ones I had at the Ming Tombs, lifted it to their shoulders and we were off. All the people who dwelt in the little hamlet that clustered round the temple at the foot of the mountain, hoary-headed old men, little, naked children, small-footed women, peeped out and looked at the foreign woman as she passed on her pilgrimage up the steep and narrow pathway, the first foreigner that had passed up this way for some years, and probably the only one who would pass up this year. It took a good many people to get me up, I noticed, it wouldn't have been Tuan if it hadn't. There was his all-important self of course, there was a man carrying my camera, another one carrying my umbrella and a bundle of incense sticks, there were various minor hangers-on in the shape of small boys, and there were, of course, my four chair coolies.

“Put on new ropes,” my interpreter said, pointing out the lashing to me. The chair was secured to a couple of sturdy poles, and four coolies, who could have been brothers to the ones I met at the Ming Tombs, lifted it to their shoulders, and we were off. All the people living in the little village by the temple at the foot of the mountain—gray-haired old men, small naked children, and diminutive women—peeked out to see the foreign woman as she made her way on her pilgrimage up the steep and narrow path, the first foreigner to pass this way in years, and probably the only one who would this year. I noticed it took a lot of people to get me up; it wouldn't have been Tuan without that. There was, of course, his all-important self, a man carrying my camera, another carrying my umbrella and a bundle of incense sticks, several minor hangers-on in the form of small boys, and, of course, my four chair coolies.

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A Chinese chair is a most uncomfortable thing anyway, and this had exaggerated the faults of its kind. Always it is so built that there is not seat enough, while the back seems specially arranged to pitch the unlucky occupant forward. It is bad enough in the ordinary way—going up a mountain, and a very steep mountain, it is anathema, and coming down it is beyond words. And this mountain was steep, its looks had not belied it; never have I gone up such a steep place before, never, I devoutly hope, shall I go up such a steep place again. The mountain fell away, and I looked out into space on either side. I could see hills, of course, away in the far distance, with a great gulf between me and them, rounded, treeless hills with just a faint touch of green upon them, and the trees on my own mountain, firs and pines with an occasional poplar, green and fresh with the tender green of May time, stood up at an acute angle with the hill-side above, and an obtuse angle below. The air was fresh, and keen, and invigorating, and in the green grass grew bulbs like purple crocuses, wild jessamine sweetly scented, and delicate blue wild hyacinths, that in Staffordshire they call blue bells. I remember once in a delightful wood in the Duke of Sutherland's grounds near Stoke-on-Trent, that most sordid town of the Black Country, seeing the ground there carpeted with just such blossoms as I saw here on the holy mountain in China.

A Chinese chair is really uncomfortable anyway, and this one made its flaws even worse. It's always designed so there isn't enough seating space, and the back seems specially made to pitch the poor person sitting in it forward. It's tough enough on level ground—climbing a mountain, especially a really steep one, is unbearable, and coming back down is indescribable. This mountain was steep; it looked just as steep as it was. I’ve never climbed such a steep place before, and I sincerely hope I never have to do it again. The mountain dropped away, and I looked out into open space on both sides. I could see hills in the distance, separated from me by a wide gap, rounded and treeless, with just a hint of green on them, while the trees on my own mountain—firs and pines with an occasional poplar—were vibrant and fresh with the tender green of May, standing at a sharp angle with the hillside above and a wider angle below. The air was fresh, sharp, and invigorating, and in the green grass grew bulbs like purple crocuses, sweet-smelling wild jasmine, and delicate blue wild hyacinths, which are called bluebells in Staffordshire. I remember once in a lovely wood on the Duke of Sutherland's estate near Stoke-on-Trent, that dreary town in the Black Country, seeing the ground there covered with flowers just like the ones I saw here on the holy mountain in China.

Up we went and up. There were stone steps put together without mortar, all the way, and there were platforms every here and there, where the weary 222might rest, and because the hill was so steep, these platforms were generally made by piling up stones that looked as if a touch would send them rolling to the bottom of the mountain, a step and one would be over oneself, for there were no barriers. It was twelve li, four miles up, and the way was broken by smaller temples dedicated to various gods, among them one to the goddess who takes pity on barren women. This one was half-way up the mountain, and here we met a small-footed woman toiling along with the aid of a stick. Half-way up that cruel mountain she had crawled on her aching feet, and every day she would come up, she told us, to burn incense at the shrine. And she looked old, old. It would be a miracle indeed, I thought, if she bore that longed-for child. Hope must be dying very hard indeed. And yet she must have known. Poor thing, poor weary woman, what was the tragedy of her life? Children, one would think, were a drug in the market in China, they swarm everywhere. I burned an incense stick for her and could only hope the God of Pity would answer her prayer, and take away her reproach before men.

Up we went, higher and higher. There were stone steps built without mortar all the way up, with platforms here and there for tired travelers to rest. Because the hill was so steep, these platforms were mostly just piles of stones that looked like a single touch could send them tumbling down the mountain. With each step, it felt like you could easily fall over, since there were no barriers. It was twelve li, about four miles up, and the path was interrupted by smaller temples dedicated to various gods, including one for the goddess who shows compassion to women struggling to conceive. This temple was halfway up the mountain, where we encountered a woman with small feet, making her way with the help of a stick. She had crawled up that harsh mountain on her sore feet, and she told us she came every day to burn incense at the shrine. She looked ancient, truly ancient. I thought it would be nothing short of a miracle if she ever had that longed-for child. Hope must be fading very slowly for her. And yet, she must have known. Poor thing, poor tired woman, what tragedy must her life hold? One would think children were so common in China they were like a drug in the market, everywhere you looked. I lit an incense stick for her, hoping that the God of Pity would hear her prayers and relieve her humiliation before others.

Up and up and up, and so steep it grew I was fain to shut my eyes else the sensation that I would fall off into space would have been too much for me. From the doorways of the wayside temples we passed through we looked into space, and the mountains at the other side of the valley seemed farther away than ever. A cuckoo called and called again “Cuckoo! Cuckoo!” As we waited once a coolie passed with a bamboo across his shoulder from which were slung two very modern kerosene tins—Babylon and America meeting—and they told me there was no water on the mountain, every drop had to be carried up; and then the men took up the poles on their shoulders and tramped on again, and every time they changed the pole from one shoulder to the other I felt I would surely fall off into the valley, miles below. Up and up and up, they were streaming with perspiration, and at last when it seemed to me we had arrived at the highest point of the world, and that it was very like a needle-point, they set down my chair at the bottom of the flight of steps that led up to the entrance to the main temple, and the abbot and a crowd of monks stood at the top to greet me.

Up and up and up, and it got so steep that I had to close my eyes; otherwise, the feeling that I would fall off into the abyss would have been overwhelming. As we passed through the doorways of the roadside temples, we gazed into the void, and the mountains on the other side of the valley looked more distant than ever. A cuckoo called repeatedly, “Cuckoo! Cuckoo!” While we waited, a porter walked by with a bamboo pole draped over his shoulder, with two very modern kerosene cans hanging from it—Babylon and America meeting—and he told me there was no water on the mountain; every drop had to be carried up. Then the men lifted the poles onto their shoulders and marched on again, and every time they switched the pole from one shoulder to the other, I felt certain I would fall into the valley, miles below. Up and up and up, they were sweating heavily, and finally, when it felt like we had reached the highest point in the world, which resembled a needle's tip, they set my chair down at the foot of the stairs leading up to the entrance of the main temple, where the abbot and a crowd of monks stood at the top to welcome me.

They swarmed everywhere, it was impossible to estimate their numbers, young men and old, all with shaven heads and dark, rusty red robes, and then others, blind, and halt, and maimed, evidently pensioners on their bounty. It seemed to me it could hardly be worth while to climb up so steep a place for the small dole that was all the monks had it in their power to give. It must have been so little, so little. They showed me the shrine, a poor little shrine to one who had seen the wonders of the Lama Temple in Peking. I took a picture of the abbot standing in front of it, and they showed me their kitchen premises, where were great jars of vegetables salted and in pickle, and looking most unappetising, but that apparently, with millet porridge, was all they had to live on.

They were everywhere, making it impossible to count them—young men and older folks, all with shaved heads and dark, rusty red robes. Then there were others who were blind, limping, or disabled, clearly living on some kind of support. It seemed hardly worth the climb up such a steep place for the small amount of food the monks could offer. It must have been very little, barely anything. They showed me the shrine, a humble little place dedicated to someone who had witnessed the wonders of the Lama Temple in Beijing. I took a picture of the abbot standing in front of it, and they took me to their kitchen, which had big jars of pickled and salted vegetables that looked pretty unappetizing, but apparently, along with millet porridge, was all they had to eat.

It was crowded, it was dirty, it was shabby, but there were great stone pillars, eighteen of them, that they told me had been brought from a great distance south of Peking, and had been carried up the mountain in the days of the Mings, long before there were 224the steps, which were only put there a little over a hundred years ago—quite recently for China. How they could possibly get them up even now that there are four miles of steep stone steps I cannot possibly imagine. Babylon! Babylon!! I shut my eyes and saw the toiling slaves, heard the crack of the taskmaster's whip, and the hopeless moan of the man who sank, crushed and broken, beneath the burden.

It was crowded, dirty, and run-down, but there were impressive stone pillars, eighteen of them, which I was told were brought from far south of Beijing and carried up the mountain during the Ming dynasty, long before the steps were built just over a hundred years ago—pretty recent for China. I can't even imagine how they managed to get them up, especially now that there are four miles of steep stone steps. Babylon! Babylon!! I closed my eyes and pictured the struggling slaves, heard the crack of the overseer's whip, and the anguished moan of the man who collapsed, crushed and broken under the weight.

The abbot bowed himself courteously over a gift of thirty cents which Tuan, and I am sure he would not have understated it, said was the proper cumshaw, and I bade them farewell and turned to go down that hill again. The thought of it was heavy on my soul. Outside was a beggar, men are close to starvation in China. The wretched, forlorn creature, with wild hair and his nakedness hidden by the most disgusting rags, had followed my train up all those four steep miles in the hope of a small gift. For five cents he too bowed himself in deepest gratitude. It was a gift I was ashamed of, but the important interpreter considered he had the right to regulate these things, and he certainly led me carefully on all other occasions. Then I looked at my chair and I looked at the steep steps down which we must go. How could I possibly manage it without getting giddy and pitching right forward, for going down would be much worse than coming up had been. And then the men showed me that I must get in and be carried down backwards.

The abbot politely nodded over a gift of thirty cents that Tuan, and I believe he was being honest, said was the appropriate cumshaw. I said my goodbyes and started to head down that hill again. The thought of it weighed heavily on my mind. Outside, there was a beggar; men are close to starvation in China. The miserable, lost man, with wild hair and barely covering himself with filthy rags, had followed my group up those steep four miles hoping for a small gift. For five cents, he too bowed deeply in thanks. It was a gift I felt embarrassed about, but the important interpreter thought he had the authority to manage such things, and he had certainly guided me well on other occasions. Then I looked at my chair and the steep steps we had to descend. How could I possibly do it without getting dizzy and tumbling forward? Going down would be much worse than going up had been. Then the men showed me that I needed to get in and be carried down backwards.

Would they slip? I could but trust not. I was alone and helpless, days, and they must have known it, from any of my own people. They might easily have held me up and demanded more than the three dollars for which they had contracted, but they did not. Patient, uncomplaining, as the Babylonish slaves to whom I had compared them, they carried me steadily and carefully from temple to temple all the way down, and at every altar we stopped I sat and looked on, and Tuan burned incense sticks, the officiating priest, he was very poor, dirty and shabby, struck a melodious gong as the act of adoration was accomplished and Tuan, in all his best clothes, knelt and knocked his head on the ground. I wondered whether I, too, was not acquiring merit, for my money had bought the incense sticks, and my money, it was only a trifling ten cents, paid the wild-looking individual, with torn coat and unshaven head, who carried them up the mountain.

Would they lose their grip? I could only hope they wouldn't. I was alone and powerless, for days, and they must have known it, being from my own group. They could have easily held me back and asked for more than the three dollars we agreed on, but they didn’t. Patient and uncomplaining, like the Babylonian slaves I had compared them to, they carried me steadily and carefully from temple to temple all the way down. At every altar we stopped at, I sat and watched while Tuan burned incense sticks. The priest, who was very poor, dirty, and shabby, struck a melodious gong as the act of worship was completed. Tuan, dressed in his best clothes, knelt and knocked his head on the ground. I wondered if I, too, was gaining merit since my money had bought the incense sticks, and my money — just a small ten cents — paid the wild-looking guy with the torn coat and unshaven head who carried them up the mountain.

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Oh, but I had something—something that I cannot put into words—for my pains; the something that made the men of five hundred years before build the temple on the mountain top to the glory of God, my God and their God, by whatever Name you choose to call Him. It was good to sit there looking away at the distant vista, at the golden sunlight on the trees and grass, at the shadows that were creeping in between, to smell the sensuous smell of the jessamine, and if I could not help thinking of all I had lost in life, of the fate that had sent me here to the Nine Dragon Temple, at least I could count among my gains the beauty that lay before my eyes.

Oh, but I had something—something I can't quite express—for my pain; the thing that inspired the men from five hundred years ago to build the temple on the mountaintop in honor of God, my God and their God, whatever name you choose to call Him. It felt good to sit there, gazing at the distant view, at the golden sunlight on the trees and grass, at the shadows creeping in between, to inhale the sweet scent of jasmine. And while I couldn't help but think of everything I'd lost in life, of the fate that brought me to the Nine Dragon Temple, at least I could appreciate the beauty that lay before me.

And when I reached the bottom of the mountain in safety, I felt I had gained merit, for the men who had carried me so carefully were wild with gratitude, and evidently called down blessings upon my head, because I gave them an extra dollar. It pleased me, and yet saddened me, because it seemed an awful thing that twenty-five cents apiece, sixpence 226each, should mean so much to any man. Their legs ached, they said. Poor things, poor things. Many legs ache in China, and I am afraid more often than not there is no one to supply a salve.

And when I finally got to the bottom of the mountain safely, I felt like I had done something good, because the men who carried me were overwhelmed with gratitude and were clearly showering blessings upon me, all because I gave them an extra dollar. It made me happy but also sad, because it felt terrible that twenty-five cents each, sixpence 226each, could mean so much to anyone. They complained that their legs hurt. Poor guys, poor guys. Many people’s legs hurt in China, and I’m afraid that more often than not, there’s no one to provide relief.

So we came back to the little mountain inn in the glorious afternoon, and the people looked on us as those who had made a pilgrimage, and Tuan climbed a little way down from his high estate. He set about getting me a meal, the eternal chicken, and rice, and stewed pear, and I looked back at the mountain I had climbed and wondered, and was glad, as I am often glad, that I had done a thing I need never do again.

So we returned to the small mountain inn in the beautiful afternoon, and the people regarded us as if we had completed a pilgrimage. Tuan stepped down a bit from his elevated position to prepare me a meal: the usual chicken, rice, and stewed pear. I looked back at the mountain I had just climbed and reflected on it, feeling happy, as I often do, that I had accomplished something I would never have to do again.

Was there merit? For Tuan, let us hope, even though I did pay for the incense sticks, for me, well I don't know. On the mountain I was uplifted, here in the valley I only knew that the view from the high peak, the vista of hill and valley, the greenness of the fresh grass on the rounded, treeless hills, and the greenness of the springing crops in the valley, the golden sunshine and the glorious blue sky of Northern China, the sky that is translucent and far away, was something well worth remembering. Truly it sometimes seems that all things that are worth doing are hard to do.

Was there any real value? For Tuan, let's hope so, even though I did pay for the incense sticks. As for me, I'm not sure. On the mountain, I felt uplifted, but down here in the valley, I just remembered the view from the high peak, the scenery of hills and valleys, the vibrant green of the fresh grass on the smooth, treeless hills, and the lush crops sprouting in the valley. The golden sunshine and the stunning blue sky of Northern China, a sky that feels both clear and distant, were definitely worth remembering. It really does seem that the things that are truly worthwhile are often the hardest to achieve.










CHAPTER XIII—IN THE HEART OF THE MOUNTAINS

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Etiquette of the Chinese cart—Ruined city—The building of the wall—The advice of a mule—A catastrophe—The failing of the Peking cart—Beautiful scenery—Industrious people—The posters of the mountains—Inn yards—The heads of the people—Mountain dogs—Wolves—A slum people—Artistic hands—“Cavalry”—The last pass.

Etiquette of the Chinese cart—Ruined city—The construction of the wall—The advice of a mule—A disaster—The breakdown of the Peking cart—Beautiful views—Hardworking people—The posters of the mountains—Inn courtyards—The expressions of the people—Mountain dogs—Wolves—A struggling community—Artistic hands—“Cavalry”—The final pass.

And now we were on the very borders of China proper. The road was simply awful, very often just following the path of a mountain torrent. Always my cart went first, and however convenient it sometimes seemed for the other cart to take first place, it never did so. Suppose we turned down a narrow path between high banks and found we were wrong and had to go back, the second cart would make the most desperate effort and get up the bank rather than go before me. Such is Chinese etiquette, and like most rules and customs when one inquires into the reason of them, there is some sense at the bottom of it. A Chinese road is as a rule terribly dusty and the second cart gets full benefit of all the dust stirred up.

And now we were on the edge of China proper. The road was terrible, often just following the path of a mountain stream. My cart always went first, and even when it seemed more convenient for the other cart to take the lead, it never did. If we turned down a narrow path between steep banks and realized we were wrong and had to backtrack, the second cart would make a huge effort to get up the bank instead of going ahead of me. That's just how Chinese etiquette works, and like most customs, when you look into why they exist, there’s usually some logic behind them. Generally, a Chinese road is extremely dusty, and the second cart ends up getting all the dust that gets kicked up.

The day after we had been to the Nine Dragon Temple we passed through the Great Wall at Hsing Feng K'ou, another little walled city. We had spent the night just outside the ruined wall of an old city, a city that was nearly deserted. There were 228the old gateways and an old bell tower, even an old cannon lying by the gate, but more than half the people were gone, and those who remained were evidently poor peasants, living there I should say because building material was cheap, and eking out the precarious existence of the poor peasant all over China. The hills were very close down now and the valleys very narrow, and on a high peak close to the crumbling walls was the remains of a beacon tower. Here by the border they had need to keep sharp watch and ward. I suppose they have nothing to fear now, or perhaps there is nothing to take, but in one ruined gateway I passed through they were tending swine, and in another they were growing melons. At least it would never be worth the raiders while to gather and carry away the insipid melon of China.

The day after we visited the Nine Dragon Temple, we went through the Great Wall at Hsing Feng K'ou, another small walled city. We had spent the night just outside the crumbling wall of an old, nearly deserted city. There were 228the old gateways and an old bell tower, and even an old cannon by the gate, but more than half the people were gone. Those who remained were clearly poor peasants, likely living there because building materials were cheap, struggling to survive like poor peasants all over China. The hills were now very close and the valleys quite narrow, with the remains of a beacon tower high on a peak near the crumbling walls. Here at the border, they had to keep a close watch. I guess they have nothing to fear now or maybe there's nothing left to take, but in one wrecked gateway I passed through, they were tending pigs, and in another, they were growing melons. At least it would never be worth the trouble for raiders to gather and carry off China's bland melons.

The Wall is always wonderful. It was wonderful here even in its decay. The country looked as if some great giant had upheaved it in great flat slabs, raising what had been horizontal almost into the perpendicular. It would have been impossible I should have thought for any man, let alone an invading army, to cross there; there were steep grassy slopes on one side, on the other the precipice was rough and impassable, and yet, on the very top of the ridge, ran the wall, broken and falling into decay in some places. I do not wonder that it has not been kept in repair, what I wonder is that it was ever built. Tradition says they loaded goats with the material and drove them to the top of the hills, but it seems to me more likely they were carried by slaves. All the strenuous past lived for me again as the sunlight touched the tops of the watch-229towers and I saw how carefully they were placed to command a valley. And that life is past and gone, the Manchus have conquered and passed away, and the Mongols—well the Mongols they say, when they come in contact with the Chinese, always beat them, and yet it is the Chinese who, pushing out beyond the Wall, settle on and till the rich Mongol pasture lands. There is now no need of the Wall, for the Chinese, the timid Chinese have gone beyond it.

The Wall is always amazing. It was amazing here even in its decay. The country looked like some giant had pulled it apart in big flat slabs, raising what was once horizontal almost to vertical. I would have thought it impossible for anyone, let alone an invading army, to cross there; one side had steep grassy hills, while the other had a rough and impassable cliff, and yet, right on top of the ridge, ran the wall, broken and crumbling in some places. I’m not surprised it hasn’t been kept up; what I wonder is how it was ever built. Legend says they loaded goats with materials and drove them to the top of the hills, but it seems more likely they were carried by slaves. All the intense history came back to me as the sunlight touched the tops of the watchtowers, and I saw how carefully they were placed to oversee the valley. That life is past and gone; the Manchus have conquered and faded away, and the Mongols—well, they say when they confront the Chinese, they always win, and yet it’s the Chinese, the timid Chinese, who have pushed beyond the Wall to settle and farm the rich Mongolian pasture lands. There’s now no need for the Wall, because the Chinese have moved past it.

Inner Mongolia they call this country beyond the Wall, and worse and worse got the road, sometimes it was between high banks, sometimes on a ledge of the hills, sometimes it followed the course of a mountain torrent, but always the general direction was the same, across or along a valley to steep and rugged hills, hills sterile, stony, and forbidding, and through which there seemed no possible way. There was always a way to the valley beyond, but after we passed the Wall I considered it possible only for a Peking cart, and by and by I came to think it was only by supreme good luck that a Peking cart came through. There was a big brown mule in the shafts of my cart, and the fawn mule led, so far away that I wondered more than once whether he had anything to do with the traction at all, or whether it was only his advice that was needed. He was a wise mule, and when he came to a jumping-off place, with apparently nothing beyond it, he used to pause and look round as much as to say:

Inner Mongolia is what they call this land beyond the Wall, and the road kept getting worse. Sometimes it was between high banks, sometimes on a ledge of the hills, and at other times it followed a mountain stream. But the direction was always the same, either across or along a valley toward steep and rugged hills—hills that were barren, rocky, and intimidating, with no obvious route to pass through. There was always a path to the valley beyond, but after we crossed the Wall, I thought it could only be navigated by a Peking cart, and eventually I began to believe it was just sheer luck if one managed to get through. There was a big brown mule in the shafts of my cart, and a fawn mule was leading the way, so far ahead that I often questioned whether he contributed to the pulling at all or if his role was just to give advice. He was a wise mule, and whenever he reached a point where it seemed there was nothing ahead, he would stop and look around as if to say:

“Jeewhicks!” you couldn't expect much refinement from a Chinese mule, “this is tall No can do.” 230The carter would jump down from his place on the tail of the shaft. He would make a few remarks in Chinese, which, I presume, freely translated were:

“Jeewhicks!” you couldn't expect much refinement from a Chinese mule, “this is tall No can do.” 230The carter would jump down from his place on the tail of the shaft. He would make a few remarks in Chinese, which, I assume, could be translated as:

“Not do that place? What 're yer givin' us? Do it on me 'ed.”

“Don't do that? What are you talking about? Do it to my head.”

Then the fawn-coloured mule would return to his work with a whisk of his tail which said plainly as words:

Then the light brown mule would go back to his work with a flick of his tail that clearly said:

“Oh all serene. You say can do. Well, I ain't in the cart, I ain't even drawing the cart, and I ain't particular pals with the gentleman in the shafts, so here goes.”

“Oh, everything's fine. You say you can do it. Well, I'm not in the cart, I'm not even pulling the cart, and I'm not really friends with the guy in the front, so here we go.”

And the result justified the opinion of both. We did get down, but it seemed to me a mighty narrow squeak, and I was breathless at the thought that the experience must be repeated in the course of the next hour or so. At first I was so terrified I decided I would walk, then I found it took me so long—one mountain pass finished off a pair of boots—and there were so many of them I decided I had better put my faith in the mules if I did not wish to delay the outfit and arrive at Jehol barefoot. But I never went up and down those passes without bated breath and a vow that never, never again would I trust myself in the mountains in a Peking cart. Still I grew to have infinite faith in the Peking cart. I was bruised and sore all over, and I found the new nightgowns and chemises in my box were worn into holes with the jolting, but I believed a Peking cart could go anywhere, and then my confidence received a rude shock.

And the outcome confirmed what both of them thought. We did make it down, but it felt like a super close call, and I was breathless just thinking about having to go through that again in the next hour or so. At first, I was so scared that I planned to walk, but it took me so long—one mountain pass ruined a pair of boots—and there were so many passes that I figured I should trust the mules if I didn’t want to slow everyone down and end up in Jehol barefoot. But I never went up and down those passes without holding my breath and promising myself I would never trust myself in the mountains in a Peking cart again. Still, I started to have a lot of faith in the Peking cart. I was bruised and sore all over, and I found that the new nightgowns and chemises in my box had worn into holes from the jolting, but I believed a Peking cart could go anywhere, until my confidence took a serious hit.

We came to a stony place, steep and stony enough in all conscience, but as nothing to some of the places we had passed over, where there had been a precipice on one side and a steep cliff on the other, and where to go over would certainly have spelled grave disaster, but here there was a bank at either side and the fawn-coloured mule never even looked round before negotiating it. Up, up went one side of the cart, but I was accustomed to that by this time, up, up, the angle grew perilous, and then over we went, and I was in the tilt of the cart, almost on my head, and the brown mule in the shafts seemed trying to get into the cart backwards. I didn't see how he could, but I have unlimited faith in the powers of a Chinese mule, so, amidst wild yells from Tuan and the carters, I was out on to the hillside before I had time to think, and presently was watching those mules make hay of my possessions. They didn't leave a single thing either in or on that cart, camera, typewriter, cushions, dressing-bag, bedding, all shot out on to what the Chinaman is pleased to consider the road, even the heavy box, roped on behind, got loose and fell off, and the mule justified my expectations by, in some mysterious way, breaking the woodwork at the top of the cart and tearing all the blue tilt away. It took us over an hour to get things right again, and my faith in the stability of a Peking cart was gone for ever.

We arrived at a rocky spot, steep and rugged enough, but nothing compared to the places we had already crossed, where there was a cliff on one side and a steep drop on the other, and going over would definitely have been a disaster. Here, though, there was a bank on either side, and the tan mule didn't even glance back before tackling it. Up and up went one side of the cart, but I was used to it by then. The angle became risky, and then we tipped over, and I found myself in the cart's tilt, almost upside down, while the brown mule in the shafts seemed to be trying to back into the cart. I didn't see how that was possible, but I had complete faith in a Chinese mule, so amidst the frantic shouts from Tuan and the carters, I was suddenly on the hillside before I knew it, watching those mules wreak havoc on my belongings. They didn’t leave a single item in or on that cart—camera, typewriter, cushions, dressing bag, bedding—everything was tossed onto what the Chinese consider a road. Even the heavy box tied to the back got loose and fell off, and the mule lived up to my expectations by somehow breaking the woodwork at the top of the cart and ripping all the blue cover away. It took us over an hour to sort everything out, and my faith in the stability of a Peking cart was shattered forever.

0332

We were right in the very heart of the mountains now, and the scenery was magnificent, close at hand hills, sterile and stony, and behind them range after range of other blue hills fading away into the bluer distance. Day after day I looked upon a scene that would be magnificent in any land, and here in China filled me with wonder. Could this be China, practical, prosaic China, China of the ages, 232this beautiful land? And always above me was the blue sky, always the golden sunshine and the invigorating, dry air that reminded me, as I have never before been reminded, of Australia.

We were right in the heart of the mountains now, and the scenery was stunning—barren, rocky hills around us, and behind them layer upon layer of blue hills fading into a deeper blue in the distance. Day after day, I gazed at a view that would be breathtaking in any country, and here in China it filled me with awe. Could this really be China, the practical, straightforward China, the China of the ages, 232 this beautiful land? And always above me was the blue sky, the golden sunshine, and the refreshing, dry air that reminded me, more than ever before, of Australia.

But, however desolate and sterile the hills, and they seldom had more than an occasional fir-tree upon them, in the valleys were always people and evidences of their handiwork in the shape of wonderfully tilled fields. There are no fences, the Chinaman does not waste his precious ground in fences, but between the carefully driven furrows there is never a weed, and all day long the people are engaged turning over the ground so that it will not cake, and may benefit by every drop of moisture that may be extracted from the atmosphere. A little snow in the winter, a shower or two in April, and the summer rains in July or August, are all this fruitful land requires for a bountiful harvest, but I am bound to say it is fruitful only because of the intense care that is given to it. No one surely but a Chinese peasant would work as these people work. In every valley bottom there is, according to its size, a town, perhaps built of stones with thatched roofs, a small hamlet, or at least a farmhouse, enclosed either behind a neat mud wall or a more picturesque one of the yellow stalks of the kaoliang. And the people are everywhere, in the very loneliest places far up on the hills I would see a spot of blue herding black goats or swine, and on parts of the road far away from any habitation, when I began to think I had really got beyond even the ubiquitous Chinaman, we would meet a forlorn, ragged figure, an old man past other work or a small boy with a bamboo across his shoulders and slung 233from it two dirty baskets. With scoop in hand he was gathering the droppings of the animals with which to make argol for fuel, for enough wood is not to be had, and in this respect so industrious are the Chinese that their roads are really the cleanest I have ever seen.

But no matter how barren and lifeless the hills were, usually featuring only the occasional fir tree, the valleys were always bustling with people and signs of their hard work in the form of beautifully cultivated fields. There were no fences; the Chinese didn’t waste their precious land on them. Between the carefully arranged furrows, there were no weeds, and all day long, people were busy turning over the soil to prevent it from compacting, maximizing the benefits from every drop of moisture in the air. A little snow in winter, a couple of showers in April, and the summer rains in July or August were all this fertile land needed for a good harvest. However, I must say it was productive only due to the intense care it received. Surely, no one but a Chinese peasant would work as hard as these people do. In every valley, based on its size, there was a town, perhaps made of stone with thatched roofs, a small village, or at least a farmhouse, either enclosed by a tidy mud wall or a more picturesque one made of yellow kaoliang stalks. People were everywhere; even in the most isolated spots high up on the hills, I would see a splash of blue tending to black goats or pigs, and on roads far from any settlement, just when I thought I had genuinely escaped the ever-present Chinese, I would come across a lonely, ragged figure—an old man too worn for other work or a small boy with a bamboo pole across his shoulders, two dirty baskets hanging from it. With a scoop in hand, he was collecting animal droppings to make argol for fuel, as there's not enough wood available. In this regard, the Chinese are so industrious that their roads are truly the cleanest I have ever seen.

There were strangely enough here, in the heart of the mountains, signs of foreign enterprise, for however desolate the place might seem, sooner or later we were sure to come across the advertisements of the British American Tobacco Company. There they would be in a row great placards advertising Rooster Cigarettes, or Peacock Cigarettes or Purple Mountain Cigarettes, half a dozen pictures, and then one upside down to attract attention. I never saw the men who put them there, and I hate the blatant advertisement that spoils the scenery as a rule. Here I greeted them with a distinct thrill of pleasure. Here were men of my race and colour, doing pioneering work in the out-of-the-way corners of the earth, and I metaphorically made them a curtsy and wished them well, for no one knows better than I do the lonely lives they lead. But they are bringing China in touch with the outside world.

There were, oddly enough, signs of foreign business here in the heart of the mountains. No matter how desolate the place seemed, we were bound to come across advertisements from the British American Tobacco Company. They would be lined up in rows, big posters promoting Rooster Cigarettes, Peacock Cigarettes, or Purple Mountain Cigarettes, featuring half a dozen images, and one turned upside down to grab attention. I never saw the people who put them up, and I usually dislike the intrusive ads that ruin the scenery. But here, I felt a distinct thrill of pleasure. Here were people of my race and color, paving the way in remote corners of the world, and I metaphorically curtsied to them and wished them well because no one understands the lonely lives they lead better than I do. Yet they are connecting China to the outside world.

By and by we came to a place where carts were not seen, the people were wiser than I, but there was a constant stream of laden mules and donkeys bringing grain inside the wall. Long before I could see them I could hear the jingling of the collar of bells most of them wore, and in an inn yard we always met the train and saw them start out before us in the morning, though we were early enough, I saw to that, often have I had my breakfast before five o'clock, or coming in after we did in the 234dusk of the evening. I objected to travelling in the dusk. I felt the roads held pitfalls enough without adding darkness to our other difficulties.

Eventually, we arrived at a place where we didn't see any carts. The locals were smarter than I was, but there was a steady stream of loaded mules and donkeys bringing grain through the walls. Long before I could see them, I could hear the jingling of the bells most of them wore. In the inn's yard, we often encountered the caravan, watching them set off ahead of us in the morning, even though we were early enough—I made sure of that. I often had breakfast before five o'clock or came back after them in the 234evening twilight. I disliked traveling at dusk. I felt the roads already had enough hidden dangers without including darkness as an extra challenge.

The inns grew poorer and poorer as we got deeper into the mountains but always I found in those inn yards something interesting to look at. By night I was too weary to do anything but go to bed, but I generally had my tiffin in a shady spot in a corner of the yard and watched all that was going on. The yard would be crowded with animals, mules, and donkeys, and always there were people coming and going, who thought the foreign woman was a sight not to be missed. There have been missionaries here or in Chihli for the last hundred years, so they must have seen foreign women, but the sight cannot be a common one judging by the way they stared. There would be well-to-do Chinamen riding nice-looking donkeys, still more prosperous ones borne in litters by a couple of protesting mules, and in every corner of the yard would be beasts eating. And all these beasts of burden required numerous helpers, and the hangers-on were the most dilapidated specimens of humanity I have ever seen, not nearly so sure of a meal, I'm afraid, as the pigs and hens that wandered round scavenging. There would be an occasional old woman and very, very seldom a young one with large feet marking her as belonging to the very poorest class, but mostly they were men dressed in blue cotton, faded, torn, ragged, and yet patched beyond recognition.

The inns got poorer and poorer as we went further into the mountains, but I always found something interesting to look at in those inn yards. By night, I was too tired to do anything but go to bed, but I usually had my lunch in a shady spot in a corner of the yard and watched everything happening around me. The yard was packed with animals, mules, and donkeys, and there were always people coming and going who thought the foreign woman was a sight worth seeing. There have been missionaries here or in Chihli for the last hundred years, so they must have seen foreign women, but judging by the way they stared, it couldn't be a common sight. There were well-off Chinese riding nice-looking donkeys, even more prosperous ones being carried in litters by a couple of reluctant mules, and in every corner of the yard, there were animals eating. All these working animals needed plenty of helpers, and the people hanging around were the most worn-down examples of humanity I've ever seen, not nearly as certain of a meal as the pigs and hens that wandered around scavenging. There would occasionally be an old woman and very rarely a young one with large feet marking her as belonging to the very poorest class, but mostly they were men dressed in faded, torn, ragged blue cotton, patched beyond recognition.

“Patch beside patch is neighbourly,” says an old saw, “but patch upon patch is beggarly.” The poor folks in the inn yards not only had patch upon patch, but even the last patches were torn, and they 235looked far more poverty-stricken than the children who played about this pleasant weather wearing only their birthday dress. But they all had something to do. An old man whose bald head must have required little shaving and whose weedy queue was hardly worth plaiting, drew water from the well, another who had adopted the modern style of dressing the hair gathered up the droppings of the animals, a small boy with wild hair that no one had time to attend to, and clad in a sort of fringe of rags, drove away the hideous black sow and her numerous litter when she threatened to become a nuisance, and from earliest dawn to dark there were men cutting chaff. The point of a huge knife was fixed in the end of a wooden groove, one man pushed the fodder into its position and another lifted the knife by its wooden handle and brought it down with all his strength. Then he lifted it, and the process was repeated. I have seen men at work thus, in the morning before it was light enough to see, I have seen them at it when the dusk was falling. There do not seem to be any recognised hours for stopping work in China. And all the heads of these people were wild. If they wore a queue it was dirty and unplaited, and the shaven part of their heads had a week's growth of bristles, and if they were more modern in their hair-dressing, their wild black hair stuck out all over the place and looked as if it had originally been cut by the simple process of sticking a basin on the head and clipping all the hairs that stood out round it. But untidy heads of hair are not peculiar to the inn yard, they are common enough wherever I have been in China. There were always innumerable children in the yard, too, with heads 236shaven all but little tails of hair here and there, which, being plaited stiffly, stood out like the headgear of a clown, and there were cart men and donkey men, just peasants in blue, with their blouses girt round their waists. There were the guests, too, petticoated Chinese gentlemen, squires, or merchants, or well-to-do farmers, standing in the doorways looking on, and occasionally ladies, dressed in the gayest colours, with their faces powdered and painted, peeped shyly out, half secretively, as if they were ashamed, but felt they must take one look at the foreign woman who walked about as if she were not ashamed of the open daylight, and was quite capable of managing for herself. Sometimes I was taken to the women's quarters, where the women-folk of the innkeeper dwelt, and there, seated on a k'ang, in a room that had never been aired since it was built, I would find feminine things of all ages, from the half-grown girl, who in England would have been playing hockey, to the old great grandmother who was nursing the cat. They always offered me tea, and I always took it, and they always examined my dress, scornfully I am afraid, because it was only of cotton, and wanted to lay their fingers in the waves of my hair, only I drew the line at those dirty hands coming close to my face. At first it all seemed strange, but in a day I felt as if I had been staying in just such inns all my life. The farther one wanders I find the sooner does novelty wear off. As a little girl, to go fifty miles from my home and to have my meals off a different-patterned china gave me a delightful sense of novelty, and to sleep in a strange bed kept me awake all night. Now in an hour—oh far less—nothing feels new, not even the courtyard of a Chinese mountain inn.

“Patch beside patch is friendly,” says an old saying, “but patch on patch is poor.” The people at the inn not only had patch on patch, but even their last patches were torn, and they 235looked much poorer than the children playing in this nice weather wearing just their birthday clothes. But they all had something to do. An old man with a bald head that didn’t need much shaving and a scraggly queue barely worth braiding was drawing water from the well. Another man, who had adopted a more modern way of styling his hair, was cleaning up after the animals. A small boy with messy hair that no one bothered to fix, dressed in a ragged fringe, was chasing away the ugly black sow and her many piglets when they became a nuisance. From dawn until dark, men were busy cutting chaff. A large knife was fixed in the end of a wooden groove; one man pushed the fodder into place while another lifted the knife by its wooden handle and brought it down with all his strength. Then he lifted it, and they repeated the process. I’ve seen men working like this before it was even light out, and I’ve seen them when dusk was settling in. There don’t seem to be any set hours for stopping work in China. All these people had wild hair. If they had a queue, it was dirty and unbraided, and the shaved part of their heads had a week’s worth of stubble. If their style was more modern, their messy black hair stuck out all over, as if someone had just put a bowl on their heads and cut around it. But messy hair isn’t just a thing in the inn yard; I’ve seen it everywhere I’ve been in China. There were always countless children in the yard, too, with heads 236shaved except for little tufts here and there, which were styled stiffly and stood out like a clown’s hat. There were cart drivers and donkey drivers, regular peasants in blue clothing, with their blouses tied around their waists. Guests included petticoated Chinese gentlemen, squires, merchants, or well-off farmers, standing in doorways watching, and sometimes ladies dressed in bright colors, with powdered and painted faces, peeped shyly out, almost secretively, as if they were embarrassed but felt they had to steal a glance at the foreign woman who walked around without a care in the open daylight and seemed completely capable of taking care of herself. Sometimes I was taken to the women’s quarters, where the innkeeper’s women lived, and there, sitting on a k'ang in a room that had never been aired since it was built, I would find women of all ages, from the young girl who would be playing hockey in England to the old great-grandmother nursing a cat. They always offered me tea, which I always accepted, and they always looked critically at my dress, I’m afraid a bit scornfully, because it was only made of cotton. They wanted to touch the waves of my hair, but I drew the line at letting those dirty hands come close to my face. At first, it all felt strange, but within a day, I felt as if I’d been staying in such inns my whole life. The farther I travel, the quicker I find that novelty wears off. As a little girl, going fifty miles from home and having my meals on different patterned china gave me such a delightful sense of novelty, and sleeping in a strange bed kept me awake all night. Now, in an hour—oh, even less—nothing feels new, not even the courtyard of a Chinese mountain inn.

0340

I have never seen so many people with goitres. The missionaries at Jehol told me it was very much dreaded, and that the people brought the affliction upon themselves by flying into violent passions. I doubt very much whether that is the origin of the goitre; but that it is very much dreaded, I can quite believe. For not only does a goitre look most unsightly, but the unfortunate possessor must always keep his head very straight, for if he lets it drop forward, even for a moment, he closes the air passages, and is in danger of suffocating. I have heard it is brought on by something in the water. Water, of course, I never dared drink in China. I saw very pleasant, clear-looking, liquid drawn up from the wells in those inn courtyards in closely plaited buckets of basket-work, but I never ventured upon it. I always remembered Aunt Eliza:

I have never seen so many people with goiters. The missionaries at Jehol told me it’s quite feared, and that the people bring this condition upon themselves by getting extremely angry. I really doubt that’s the cause of the goiter; however, I can definitely believe it’s very much feared. Not only does a goiter look really unattractive, but the poor person who has it has to keep their head very straight because if they let it drop forward, even for a moment, they close off their airways and risk suffocating. I’ve heard it can be caused by something in the water. Water, of course, I never dared to drink in China. I saw some very clear, pleasant-looking liquid being drawn up from the wells in those inn courtyards in tightly woven baskets, but I never tried it. I always remembered Aunt Eliza:



“In the drinking well

“At the water cooler”

Which the plumber built her,

Which the plumber made for her,

Aunt Eliza fell.

Aunt Eliza tripped.

We must buy a filter.”

"We need to buy a filter."



Aunt Eliza's cheerful, if somewhat callous, legatees had some place where they could buy a filter, I had not, besides, I am sure, all the filters in the world could not make safe water drawn from a well in a Chinese inn yard, so I drank tea, which necessitates the water being boiled.

Aunt Eliza's cheerful, but a bit insensitive, heirs had somewhere to buy a filter; I didn't. Besides, I'm pretty sure that no filter in the world could make the water from a well in a Chinese inn yard safe, so I drank tea, which requires the water to be boiled.

The Chinese build their wells with the expectation of someone, not necessarily Aunt Eliza, coming to grief in them. On one occasion a man of my acquaintance was ordering a well to be made in his yard, and he instructed the well-sinker that he need 238not make it, as the majority of Chinese wells are made, much wider at the bottom than at the top. But the workman shook his head.

The Chinese construct their wells with the understanding that someone, not necessarily Aunt Eliza, might have an accident in them. Once, a guy I knew was having a well dug in his yard, and he told the well-sinker that he didn’t want it made, like most Chinese wells, much wider at the bottom than at the top. But the worker just shook his head.

He must make it, he said, wide enough at the bottom for a man—or woman, they are the greatest offenders—to turn round if he flung himself in. He might change his mind and want to get out again, and if a body were found in a well not roomy enough to allow of this change of mind, he, the builder, would be tried for murder.

He has to make it wide enough at the bottom for a man—or woman, since they're the biggest offenders—to turn around if he throws himself in. He might change his mind and want to get out again, and if a body is found in a well that isn’t big enough to allow for that change of mind, he, the builder, would be charged with murder.

This thoughtful consideration for the would-be suicide, who might wish to repent, is truly Chinese. Personally I doubt very much whether anyone would take the trouble to investigate the bottom of a well. There might easily be something very much worse than Aunt Eliza in it. Presumably she was a well-to-do, and therefore a clean old lady, while the frequenters of those yards were beyond description.

This careful thoughtfulness for someone contemplating suicide, who might want to change their mind, is really reflective of Chinese culture. Personally, I highly doubt that anyone would bother to check the bottom of a well. There could easily be something much worse than Aunt Eliza down there. She was presumably well-off and therefore a clean old lady, while the people who hung out in those yards were indescribable.

The people in the little towns, and more especially those in the lonely farm-houses which looked so neat and well-kept in contrast with the ragged, dirty objects that came out of them, kept a most handsome breed of dogs. Sometimes they were black and white, or grey, but more often they were a beautiful tawny colour. They were, apparently, of the same breed as the wonks that infest all Chinese towns, but there was the same difference between these dogs and the wonks as there is between a miserable, mangy mongrel and the pampered beast that takes first prize at a great show. Indeed, I should like to see these great mountain dogs at a show, I imagine they would be hard to beat. They looked very fierce, whether they are or not I don't know, because I always gave them a wide berth, and 239Tuan, the cautious, always shook his head when one came too close, called to someone else with a stick to drive it away, and murmured his usual formula: “Must take care.” They told me there were wolves among these mountains, and I can quite believe it, though I never saw one. In the dead of winter they are fierce and dangerous, and much dreaded. They come into the villages, steal the helpless children, will make a snap at a man in passing and inflict terrible wounds. A Chinaman will go to sleep in all sorts of uncomfortable spots, and more than one has been wakened by having half the side of his face torn away. Of such a wound as this the man generally dies, but so many are seen who have so suffered, and gruesome sights they are, that the wolves must be fairly numerous and exceedingly bold. They take the children, too, long before the winter has come upon the land. There was a well-loved child, most precious, the only son of the only son, and his parents and grandparents being busy harvesting they left him at home playing happily about the threshold. When they came back, after a short absence, they found he had been so terribly mauled by a wolf that shortly after he died, and the home was desolate. And yet these wolves are very difficult to shoot.

The people in the small towns, especially those in the secluded farmhouses that appeared so tidy and well-maintained compared to the messy, dirty things that came from them, owned some really impressive dogs. Sometimes they were black and white or grey, but more often they were a lovely tan color. They seemed to be the same breed as the wonks that are common in all Chinese towns, but there was a stark contrast between these dogs and the wonks, much like the difference between a sad, scruffy mutt and a pampered pooch that wins first place at a big competition. Honestly, I’d love to see these majestic mountain dogs at a show; I bet they’d be tough to beat. They looked quite fierce, though whether they actually are or not, I can’t say—I always steered clear of them, and 239Tuan, being cautious, always shook his head when one got too close, calling to someone else with a stick to shoo it away while murmuring his usual line: “Must take care.” I heard there were wolves in these mountains, and I can believe it, even though I never saw one. In the dead of winter, they’re ferocious and dangerous, and people really fear them. They come into the villages, snatching up helpless children, and they’ll snap at a passerby, causing terrible injuries. A Chinese person can fall asleep in all kinds of uncomfortable places, and more than a few have woken up to find half their face torn off. Such wounds usually lead to death, but since so many have survived such an ordeal, and the sights can be gruesome, it’s clear that the wolves must be quite numerous and very bold. They even take kids long before winter sets in. There was a beloved child, the only son of the only son, cherished by his parents and grandparents. While they were busy harvesting, they left him playing happily by the door. When they returned after a short time, they found he had been horribly attacked by a wolf and, shortly after, he died, leaving the home in despair. Yet, these wolves are very hard to shoot.

“I have never seen one,” a man told me. “Again and again, when I was in the mountains, the villagers would come complaining of the depredations of a wolf. I could see for myself the results of his visit, but never, never have I found the wolf. It seems as if they must smell a gun.”

“I've never seen one,” a man said to me. “Time and time again, when I was in the mountains, the villagers would come to me, complaining about a wolf causing trouble. I could see the evidence of its visits, but I’ve never, ever found the wolf. It’s like they can sense a gun.”

When first I heard of the wolves I laughed. I was so sure no beast of prey could live alongside 240a Chinaman, the Chinaman would want to eat him.

When I first heard about the wolves, I laughed. I was convinced that no predator could coexist with a Chinaman; the Chinaman would just want to eat him.

“They would if they could catch him,” said my friend, “but they can't, though the majority of the population are on the look-out for him. There is nothing of the hunter about the Chinaman.”

“They would if they could catch him,” said my friend, “but they can't, even though most people are on the lookout for him. The Chinaman has none of the hunter's instincts.”

“Meat!” said a wretched farmer once, rubbing his stomach, when the missionaries fed him during a famine. He couldn't remember when he had tasted meat, and not in his most prosperous year had he had such a feast as his saviours had given him then.

“Meat!” said a miserable farmer once, rubbing his stomach, when the missionaries fed him during a famine. He couldn't remember the last time he had tasted meat, and not even in his best year had he ever experienced such a feast as the ones his saviors provided him then.

“How much do you make a year?” asked the missionary.

“How much do you make in a year?” asked the missionary.

He thought a little and then he said that, in a good year, he perhaps made twelve dollars, but then, of course, all years were not good years. But we, on our part, must remember that these people belong to another age, and that the purchasing power of the dollar for their wants is greater than it is with us.

He thought for a moment and then said that, in a good year, he might make twelve dollars, but of course, not all years were good. However, we should remember that these people belong to another time and that the purchasing power of the dollar for what they need is greater than it is for us.

Very, very lonely it seems to me must these mountain villages be when the frost of winter holds the hills in its grip, very shut out from the world were they now in the early summer, and very little could they know of the life that goes on within the Wall, let alone in other lands. Indeed there are no other lands for the Chinese of this class, this is his country, and this suffices for him, everybody else is in outer barbarism.

It seems to me that these mountain villages must be extremely lonely when winter frost grips the hills. They feel very isolated from the world, especially in early summer, and they know very little about the life happening beyond the Wall, not to mention in other countries. In fact, there are no other countries for this class of Chinese; this is their home, and that's enough for them—everyone else is just considered uncivilized.

Steeper and steeper grew the hills, more and more toilsome the way, and the people, when we stopped, looked more and more wonderingly at the stranger. At one place, where I had tiffin, I shared the room and the k'ang, the sun was so hot and there was no shade, so I could not stay outside, with six women 241of all ages, two had babies that had never been washed, two had hideous goitres, and all had their hair gathered into long curved horns at the back. There was also on the floor, a promising litter of little pigs, and three industrious hens. The women's blue coats were old, torn, patched, soiled, and yet——oh the pity of it, these women, who had to work hard for their living, work in the fields probably, had their feet bound. One had not, but all the rest were maimed. Two of them had their throats all bruised, and I wondered if they had been trying to hang themselves as a means of getting away from a life that had no joy in it, but I afterwards found that with two coins, or anything else that will serve the purpose, coins are probably rather scarce, they pinch up the flesh and produce these bruises as a counter-irritant, and, ugly as it looks, it is often very effective.

The hills became steeper and the path increasingly difficult, and when we stopped, the people looked more and more curiously at the stranger. At one spot where I had lunch, I shared the room and the k'ang. The sun was so hot and there was no shade, so I couldn't stay outside, with six women of all ages. Two of them had babies that had never been washed, two had horrible goiters, and all had their hair styled into long curved horns at the back. On the floor was a promising litter of piglets, and three busy hens. The women's blue coats were old, torn, patched, and dirty, and yet—oh the pity of it—these women, who had to work hard for their living, probably in the fields, had their feet bound. One didn't, but the rest were all disabled. Two of them had bruised throats, and I wondered if they had been trying to hang themselves to escape a joyless life, but I later learned that with two coins, or anything else that could do the job—coins are probably pretty rare—they pinch the flesh and create these bruises as a counter-irritant, and, ugly as it looks, it is often very effective.

These should have been country people, if ever any people belonged to the country, and then, as I looked at them, the truth dawned on me. There are no country people in the China I have seen, as I from Australia know country people, the men of the bush. They—yes—here in the mountains, are a people of mean streets, a slum people, decadent, the very sediment of an age-long civilisation. I said this to a man who had lived long in China and spoke the language well, and he looked at me in surprise.

These should have been rural folks, if anyone ever fit that description, and then, as I observed them, it hit me. There aren't any rural people in the China I've seen, unlike the country people I know from Australia, the men from the bush. They—yes—here in the mountains, are people from poor neighborhoods, a slum community, worn down, the very remnants of a long-standing civilization. I said this to a man who had lived in China for a long time and spoke the language fluently, and he looked at me in surprise.

“Why,” he said, “they all seem to me country people. The ordinary people of the towns are just country yokels.”

“Why,” he said, “they all look like country folks to me. The regular people in the towns are just country bumpkins.”

But we meant exactly the same thing. I looked at the country people I had known all my life, the capable, resourceful pioneers, facing new conditions, 242breaking new ground, ready for any emergency, the men who, if they could not found a new nation, must perish; he was looking at the men from sleepy little country villages in the old land, men who had been left behind in the race. And so we meant exactly the same thing, though we expressed it in apparently opposing terms. These people are serfs, struggling from dawn to dark for enough to fill their stomachs, toiling along a well-worn road, without originality, bound to the past, with all the go and initiative crushed out of them. As their fathers went so must they go, the evils that their fathers suffered must they suffer, and the struggle for a bare existence is so cruelly hard, that they have no hope of improving themselves.

But we meant exactly the same thing. I looked at the country folks I had known all my life, the capable, resourceful pioneers, facing new conditions, 242breaking new ground, ready for any emergency, the men who, if they couldn't establish a new nation, would have to perish; he was looking at the men from sleepy little country villages in the old land, men who had been left behind in the race. And so we meant exactly the same thing, even though we expressed it in seemingly opposing ways. These people are serfs, struggling from dawn to dusk for enough to fill their stomachs, toiling along a well-worn path, lacking originality, tied to the past, with all their drive and initiative crushed out of them. As their fathers went, so must they go; the hardships their fathers suffered must be theirs too, and the fight for mere survival is so painfully hard that they have no hope of bettering their situation.

It was all interesting, wonderful, but I do not think ever in the world have I felt so lonely. I longed with an intense longing to see someone of my own colour, to speak with someone in my own tongue.

It was all interesting and amazing, but I don’t think I’ve ever felt so lonely in my life. I desperately wanted to see someone who looked like me, to talk to someone in my own language.

I don't know that I was exactly afraid, and yet sometimes when I saw things that I did not understand, I wondered what I should do if anything did happen. Considering the way some people had talked in Peking, it would have been a little surprising if I had not. Once we came upon a place where the side of the road was marked with crosses in whitewash and I wondered. I remembered the stories I had heard of the last anti-Christian outbreak, and I wondered if those crosses had anything to do with another. It all sounds very foolish now, but I remember as cross after cross came into view I was afraid, and at last I called Tuan and asked him what they meant.

I’m not sure I was really afraid, but there were times when I saw things I didn’t understand and wondered what I would do if something actually happened. Given how some people talked in Beijing, it would have been a bit surprising if I didn’t. One time we came across a stretch of road marked with whitewashed crosses, and I felt concerned. I recalled the stories I’d heard about the last anti-Christian incident and wondered if those crosses were related to it. It all seems kind of silly now, but I remember feeling scared as cross after cross came into view, and finally, I called Tuan and asked him what they meant.

“Some man,” said he, “give monies mend road, 243puttee white so can see where mend it.” And that was all! But what that road was like before it was mended I cannot imagine!

“Some guy,” he said, “gives money to fix the road, 243white puttee so we can see where it's fixed.” And that was it! But I can’t even imagine what that road was like before it was repaired!

At last, after a wearying day's journey of one hundred and twenty li, or forty miles, over the roughest roads in the world, we came in the evening sunlight upon a long line of grunting, ragged camels just outside a great square gate enclosed in heavy masonry, and we were at Pa Kou, as it is spelt by the wisdom of those who have spelled Chinese, but it is pronounced Ba Go. It is a city or rather a long street, twenty li or nearly seven miles long, and the houses were packed as closely together in that street as they are in London itself. The worst of the journey, Tuan told me, was over. There was another range of mountains to cross, we had been going north, now we were to go west, it would take us two days and we would be in Jehol.

Finally, after a tiring journey of one hundred twenty li, or forty miles, over some of the roughest roads imaginable, we arrived in the evening sunlight at a long line of grunting, ragged camels just outside a massive square gate surrounded by heavy stonework, reaching Pa Kou, as it's spelled by the experts on Chinese, but pronounced Ba Go. It's a city, or more like a long street, about twenty li or nearly seven miles long, with houses packed together as tightly as they are in London. According to Tuan, the worst part of the journey was behind us. There was another mountain range to cross; we had been going north, and now we would head west. It would take us two days to reach Jehol.

And here, for the first time, the authorities took notice of me. The first inn we stopped at was dirty, and Tuan went on a tour of inspection to see if he could not find one more to his Missie's liking, and I sat in my cart and watched the crowded throng, and thought that never in my life had I been so tired—I ached in every limb. If the finding of an inn had depended on me I should simply have gone to sleep where I was. At last it was decided there was none better, and into the crowded and dirty yard we went, and I, as soon as my bed was put up, had my bath and got into it, as the only clean place there was, besides I was too tired to eat, and I thought I might as well rest.

And here, for the first time, the authorities noticed me. The first inn we stopped at was filthy, and Tuan went off to check if he could find one that would please his Missie more. I sat in my cart, watching the bustling crowd, and thought that I had never felt so exhausted in my life—I ached all over. If finding an inn depended on me, I would have just fallen asleep right where I was. Eventually, it was decided there was no better option, so we entered the crowded and dirty yard. As soon as my bed was set up, I took a bath and got into it since it was the only clean spot available, plus I was too tired to eat, and I figured I might as well rest.

But I had been seen sitting in the street, and the Tutuh of the town, the Chief Magistrate, sent his 244secretary to call upon the “distinguished traveller” and to ask if she, Tuan, who never could manage the pronouns, reported it as “he,” had a passport. The “distinguished traveller” apologised for being in bed and unable to see the great man's secretary, and sent her servant—I noticed he put on his best clothes, so I suppose he posed as an interpreter—to show she had a passport all in order. He came back looking very grave and very important.

But I had been seen sitting in the street, and the Tutuh of the town, the Chief Magistrate, sent his 244secretary to check on the “distinguished traveler” and to ask if she, Tuan, who could never get the pronouns right, referred to her as “he,” had a passport. The “distinguished traveler” apologized for being in bed and unable to meet the great man’s secretary, and sent her servant—I noticed he dressed in his best clothes, so I assume he pretended to be an interpreter—to show that she had a passport all in order. He returned looking very serious and important.

“She say must take care, plenty robber, must have soldier.”

“She says we need to be careful, there are a lot of robbers, and we need to have soldiers.”

Here was a dilemma. I had heard so much about the robbers of China, and the robbers of China are by no means pleasant gentlemen to meet. A robber band is not an uncommon thing, but is more dangerous probably, to the people of the land than to the foreigner, for here in the north the lesson of 1900 has been well rubbed in. It is a dangerous thing to tackle a foreigner. Dire is the vengeance that is exacted for his life. Still I wasn't quite comfortable in my own mind. I thought of the mighty robber White Wolf, who ravaged Honan, of whom even the missionaries and the British American Tobacco Company are afraid. On one occasion two missionaries were hunted by his band and driven so close that, as they lay hidden under a pile of straw, a pursuer stood on the shoulder of one of them. He lay hardly daring to breathe and the robber moved away without discovering their hiding-place. Afterwards, however, they did fall into the hands of White Wolf, who, contrary to their expectations, courteously fed them and set them on their way. Of course, they had nothing of which to be despoiled, and it was their good-fortune to fall into 245the hands of the leader himself, who knows a little of the world, and something of the danger of attacking a foreigner. The danger had been that they might fall into the hands of his men, his ignorant followers, who, in their zeal, would probably kill them, perhaps with torture, and report to the chief later on. This happened after I had been to Jehol, but, of course, I had heard of White Wolf. I knew his country was farther to the south in the more disturbed zone, and I did not expect to meet robbers here. Still I had the Tutuh's word for it that here they were.

Here was a dilemma. I had heard so much about the robbers in China, and the robbers in China are definitely not pleasant people to encounter. A gang of robbers isn’t rare, but they're probably more dangerous to the locals than to foreigners, since here in the north, the lessons from 1900 have been well learned. It’s risky to target a foreigner. The consequences for harming one are severe. Still, I wasn't completely at ease. I thought about the notorious robber White Wolf, who terrorized Honan, even causing fear among missionaries and the British American Tobacco Company. Once, two missionaries were pursued by his gang and got so close to danger that while hiding under a pile of straw, one of them felt a robber standing right on his shoulder. He lay there, hardly daring to breathe, and thankfully the robber moved on without finding them. Later, though, they did end up in the clutches of White Wolf, who, contrary to what they expected, treated them courteously, fed them, and sent them on their way. Of course, they had nothing anyone would want to steal, and it was pure luck that they fell into the hands of the leader himself, who had some worldly knowledge and understood the risks of attacking a foreigner. The danger was that they might have encountered his men, his ignorant followers, who, in their eagerness, would likely have killed them—perhaps even tortured them—and then reported back to the chief afterward. This happened after I had been to Jehol, but I had heard about White Wolf. I knew his territory was farther south in the more chaotic areas, and I didn’t expect to encounter robbers here. Still, I had the Tutuh's assurance that they were indeed around.

If you are going to have any anxiety in the future, I have come to the conclusion it is just as well to be dead tired. I couldn't do anything, and I was utterly tired out. I had been in the open air all day since five o'clock in the morning, I was safe, in all probability, for the night, and robbers or no robbers, I felt I might as well have a sound night's rest and see what the situation looked like in the morning. I heard afterwards there were missionaries in the town, and had I known it, I might have sought them out and taken counsel with men of my own colour, but I did not know it.

If you're going to feel anxious in the future, I’ve realized it’s best to be completely exhausted. I couldn't do anything, and I was totally worn out. I had been outside all day since five in the morning, I was likely safe for the night, and whether there were robbers or not, I thought I might as well get a good night's sleep and see what the situation looked like in the morning. I found out later that there were missionaries in town, and if I had known that, I might have looked for them and talked to people who were like me, but I didn’t know.

“Must have soldier,” repeated Tuan emphatically, standing beside my camp bed. “How many soldier Missie want?”

“Must have soldier,” Tuan said firmly, standing next to my camp bed. “How many soldiers does Missie want?”

I had heard too many stories of Chinese soldiers to put much reliance on them as protectors. I didn't know offhand how many I wanted. I was by no means sure that I wouldn't be just as safe with the robbers. One thing was certain, I couldn't go back within two days of my destination, besides for all I knew, the robbers were behind me.

I had heard too many stories about Chinese soldiers to really trust them as protectors. I wasn't sure off the top of my head how many I needed. I wasn't convinced that I'd be safer with them than with the robbers. One thing was clear: I couldn't go back within two days of my destination, and for all I knew, the robbers were right behind me.

I put it to Tuan. 246"Suppose I have no passport, what the Tutuh do then?”

I asked Tuan, 246"What if I don’t have a passport? What will the Tutuh do then?”

“Then,” said my henchman emphatically, “he no care robber get Missie.”

“Then,” my henchman said firmly, “he doesn’t care if the robber takes Missie.”

Evidently the Tutuh meant well by me, so I said they might send a soldier for me to look at, at six o'clock next morning and then I would decide how many I would have, and feeling that at least I had eleven hours respite, I turned over and went to sleep.

Evidently, the Tutuh had good intentions towards me, so I told them they could send a soldier for me to check out at six o'clock the next morning, and then I would decide how many I wanted. Feeling like I had at least eleven hours of break, I rolled over and went to sleep.

Punctually the soldier turned up. He was a good-tempered little man, all in blue a little darker than the ordinary coolie wears, over it he had a red sleeveless jacket marked with great black Chinese characters, back and front, a mob cap of blue was upon his head, over his eyes a paper lampshade; he had a nice little sturdy pony, and, for all arms, a fly whisk!

Punctually, the soldier showed up. He was a cheerful little guy, dressed in a shade of blue a bit darker than what the usual laborer wears. Over that, he had a red sleeveless jacket with big black Chinese characters on the front and back. A blue cap rested on his head, topped with a paper lampshade covering his eyes. He had a sturdy little pony and, for weapons, just a fly whisk!

I didn't feel I could really be afraid of him, and I strongly suspected the robbers would thoroughly agree with me.

I didn't feel like I could actually be scared of him, and I really suspected the robbers would completely agree with me.

“What's he for?” I asked Tuan.

“What's he for?” I asked Tuan.

That worthy looked very grave. “Must take care,” he replied with due deliberation. “Plenty robber. She drive away robber. How many soldier Missie have?”

That man looked very serious. “I must be careful,” he said thoughtfully. “There are plenty of robbers. She needs to drive them away. How many soldiers does Missie have?”

Well there was nothing for it but to face the danger, if danger there was. I don't know now if there was any. It is so difficult to believe that any unpleasant thing will happen to one. Again I reflected that there is no danger in China till the danger actually arrives, and then it is too late. What my guardian was to drive away robbers with I am sure I don't know, for I cannot see that the fly whisk would have been very effective. The “cartee men” were perfectly willing to go on, so I said I thought this warrior would be amply sufficient for all purposes, and we started.

Well, there was nothing to do but face the danger, if there was any. I don't know now if there really was. It's hard to believe that anything bad will actually happen to you. I thought again that there's no real danger in China until it actually happens, and by then, it's too late. As for what my guardian was supposed to use to scare off robbers, I couldn't tell you, because I don't think a fly whisk would be very effective. The "cartee men" were totally fine with continuing on, so I said I thought this warrior would be more than enough for what we needed, and we started.

0352

Everybody in Pa Kou keeps a lark, I should think, and every one of those larks were singing joyously as we left the town. Never have I heard such a chorus of bird song, and the morning was delightful. My guardian rode ahead, and for three hours as we jolted over the track, I kept a look-out for robbers, wondered what they would be like, and what I should do when we met, but the only things I saw were bundles of brushwood for the kitchen fires of Pa Kou, apparently walking thitherward on four donkey legs. They reassured me, those bundles of brushwood, they had such a peaceful look. Somehow I didn't think we were going to meet any robbers.

Everyone in Pa Kou has a lark, I assume, and each of those larks was singing happily as we left the town. I’ve never heard such a chorus of bird songs, and the morning was lovely. My guardian rode ahead, and for three hours as we bumped along the path, I kept an eye out for robbers, wondering what they would be like and what I would do if we encountered them. But the only things I saw were bundles of brushwood heading towards Pa Kou on four donkey legs. Those bundles of brushwood put me at ease; they looked so peaceful. Somehow, I felt like we weren’t going to run into any robbers.

Evidently Tuan and the “cartee men” came to the same conclusion, for, at the end of three hours, they came and said the soldier must be changed, did Missie want another? Missie thought she didn't, and the guard was dismissed, his services being valued at twenty cents. It was plenty, for he came, with beaming face, and bowed his thanks.

Evidently, Tuan and the "cartee men" reached the same conclusion because, after three hours, they came over and said the soldier had to be replaced. Did Missie want another one? Missie thought she didn’t, and the guard was let go, his services worth twenty cents. That was more than enough, as he left with a big smile and expressed his thanks.

That was the only time I had anything to do with soldiers on the journey, and I forgot all about him, hieroglyphics, lampshade, fly whisk, and all, till I found entered in the accounts, Tuan was a learned clerk and kept accounts: “Cavalry, twenty cents.”

That was the only time I interacted with soldiers during the journey, and I completely forgot about him, the hieroglyphics, the lampshade, the fly whisk, and everything else, until I saw in the accounts that Tuan was a knowledgeable clerk and managed the accounts: “Cavalry, twenty cents.”

Then I felt I had had more than my money's worth.

Then I felt like I got way more than what I paid for.

The last night of my journey I spent at Liu Kou, the sixth valley, and the next morning the men made 248tremendous efforts to hide all trace of the disaster that had befallen us on the way. I said it didn't matter, it could wait till we got to Jehol, but both Tuan and the “cartee men” were of a different opinion. Apparently they would lose face if they came to their journey's end in such a condition, and I had to wait while the cloth was taken off the back of the cart, and carefully put on in front, so that the broken wood was entirely concealed. Then, when everybody was satisfied that we were making at least a presentable appearance, we started. You see, I never appreciated the situation properly. To travel in a cart seemed to me so humble a mode of progression, that it really did not matter very much whether it were broken or not, indeed a broken cart seemed more to me like going the whole hog, and roughing it thoroughly while we were about it. But with the men it was different, a cart was a most dignified mode of conveyance, and to enter a big town in a broken one was as bad as travelling in a motor with all the evidences of a breakdown upon it, due to careless driving. And when I saw their point of view, of course I at once sat down on some steps and watched an old man draw water, and a disgusting-looking sow, who made me forswear bacon, attend to the wants of her numerous black progeny.

The last night of my journey, I stayed at Liu Kou, the sixth valley, and the next morning, the men made 248huge efforts to hide all evidence of the disaster we had experienced on the way. I said it didn’t matter; we could deal with it when we got to Jehol, but both Tuan and the “cartee men” disagreed. Apparently, they would lose face if they arrived at their destination in such a state, so I had to wait while they took the cloth off the back of the cart and carefully put it in front to completely cover the broken wood. Then, when everyone was satisfied that we at least looked presentable, we set off. You see, I never really understood the situation. Traveling in a cart seemed so humble to me that it didn’t matter much whether it was broken or not; in fact, a broken cart felt like fully embracing the roughness of the journey. But for the men, a cart was a very dignified way to travel, and arriving in a big town in a broken one was as bad as driving a car that looked like it had broken down due to careless driving. Once I realized their perspective, I promptly sat down on some steps and watched an old man draw water and a hideous-looking sow, who made me swear off bacon, take care of her many black piglets.

Tuan passed the time by having a heated argument with the landlord. The fight waxed furious, as I was afterwards told, regarding the hot water I had required for my bath, which was heated in a long pipe, like a copper drain-pipe, that was inserted in a hole by the k'ang fire. Fuel is scarce, and stern necessity has seen to it that these people get the 249most they possibly can out of a fire. I hope Than paid him fairly, but of course I do not know, I parted with a dollar for the night's lodging and the little drop of hot water, for otherwise we carried our own fuel—charcoal—bought our provisions and cooked for ourselves, but we left that landlord protesting at the gate that he would never put up another foreigner.

Tuan spent his time getting into a heated argument with the landlord. The fight got really intense, as I was later told, about the hot water I needed for my bath, which was heated in a long pipe, like a copper drain pipe, that was placed in a hole next to the k'ang fire. Fuel is limited, and harsh necessity has made sure these people get the 249most out of a fire. I hope Than paid him fairly, but I really don’t know; I handed over a dollar for the night’s lodging and a little bit of hot water, because otherwise we brought our own fuel—charcoal—bought our food, and cooked for ourselves, but we left that landlord grumbling at the gate, saying he would never host another foreigner.

That last day's journey was, I think, the hardest day of all, or perhaps it was that I was tired out. There was a long, long mountain to be got over, the Hung Shih La, the Red Stone Rock, and we crossed it by a pass, the worst of many mountain passes we had come across. We climbed up slowly to the top and there was a tablet to the memory of the man who had repaired the road. What it was like before it was repaired I can't imagine, or perhaps it was not done very recently, say within a couple of hundred years, for the road was very bad. There is only room for one vehicle, and the carters raised their voices in a loud singsong, to warn all whom it might concern that they were occupying the road. What would happen if one cart entered at one end and another at the other I am sure I cannot imagine, for there seemed to be no place that I could see where they could pass each other, and I think it must be at least three steep miles long. I did not trust the carts. I walked. My faith in a Peking cart and mule had gone for ever, and if we had started to roll here, it seemed to me, we should not have stopped till we reached America or Siberia at least. So every step of the way I walked, and Tuan would have insisted that the carts come behind me. But here I put my foot down, etiquette or no etiquette I insisted they should go in front. I felt 250it would be just as bad to be crushed by a falling cart as to be upset in it, so they went on ahead, and when we met people, and we met a good many on foot, Tuan called out to them and probably explained that such was the foolish eccentricity of his Missie that, though she was rich beyond the dreams of avarice, and always travelled with two carts, she yet insisted upon walking down all the passes.

That last day’s journey was, I think, the hardest of all, or maybe I was just worn out. We had to get over a long, long mountain, the Hung Shih La, the Red Stone Rock, and we crossed it through a pass, the worst of many we had encountered. We climbed slowly to the top, where there was a tablet honoring the man who had fixed the road. I can’t imagine what it was like before it was repaired, or maybe it wasn’t done very recently—let's say within a couple of hundred years—because the road was in terrible shape. There was only room for one vehicle, and the carters raised their voices in a loud singsong to warn anyone that they were using the road. I can’t imagine what would happen if one cart entered from one end and another entered from the opposite end, because there didn’t seem to be anywhere for them to pass each other, and it must have been at least three steep miles long. I didn’t trust the carts. I walked. My faith in a Peking cart and mule was gone forever, and if we started to roll here, it seemed to me we wouldn’t stop until we reached America or maybe Siberia. So I walked every step of the way, and Tuan would have insisted the carts come behind me. But here, I stood my ground—etiquette or not, I insisted they go in front. I felt 250it would be just as bad to be crushed by a falling cart as to be thrown off balance in it, so they went ahead. When we encountered people—many were on foot—Tuan called out to them and probably explained that this was the silly quirk of his Missie, who, despite being rich beyond belief and always traveling with two carts, insisted on walking down all the passes.

It was worth it too, for the view was glorious, the sunlight, the golden sunlight of a Chinese afternoon, fell on range after range of softly rounded hills, the air was so clear that miles and miles away I could see their folds, with here and there a purple shadow, and here and there the golden light. And over all was the arc of the blue sky. Beautiful, most beautiful it was, and I was only regretful that, like so many of the beautiful things I have seen in life, I looked on it alone. I shall never look on it again. The journey is too arduous, too difficult, but I am glad, very glad indeed, that I have seen it once.

It was definitely worth it because the view was amazing. The sunlight, the golden sunlight of a Chinese afternoon, shone on wave after wave of softly rounded hills. The air was so clear that I could see their curves from miles away, with spots of purple shadows here and there, and patches of golden light. And above it all was the arc of the blue sky. It was beautiful, truly beautiful, and I felt only regret that, like many of the beautiful things I’ve seen in my life, I experienced it alone. I’ll never see it again. The journey is too tough, too difficult, but I’m really glad that I got to see it at least once.

But it was getting late. At the bottom of the pass I got into my cart, and was driven along a disused mountain torrent that occupied the bed of the valley under a line of trees just bursting into leaf. The shadows were long with the coming night, and at last we forded a shallow river and came into the dusty, dirty town of Cheng Teh Fu, an unwalled town beyond which is Jehol, the Hunting Palace of the Manchu Emperors.

But it was getting late. At the bottom of the pass, I got into my cart and was driven along a dry mountain river that filled the valley under a line of trees just starting to bud. The shadows were long as night approached, and eventually, we crossed a shallow river and arrived in the dusty, grimy town of Cheng Teh Fu, an unprotected town beyond which lies Jehol, the Hunting Palace of the Manchu Emperors.

Here there were thousands of soldiers, not like my “cavalry,” but modern, khaki-clad men like those in Peking, gathered together to go against the Mongols, for China was at war, and apparently was 251getting the worst of it, and the air was ringing with bugle calls.

Here, there were thousands of soldiers, not like my “cavalry,” but modern, khaki-clad men like those in Beijing, gathered to fight against the Mongols, because China was at war and seemed to be 251losing badly, with the air filled with bugle calls.

And then Tuan and I had an argument. He wanted me to go to an inn. The streets were dusty, dirty, evil-smelling, I was weary to death, my dress had been rubbed into holes by the jolting of the cart, and my flesh rebelled at the very thought of a Chinese inn. But what was I to do? There were no Europeans in Jehol save the missionaries, and I was so very sure it was wasted labour to try and convert the Chinese it seemed unfair to go to the mission station.

And then Tuan and I had a fight. He wanted me to stay at an inn. The streets were dusty, dirty, and smelled terrible, I was exhausted, my dress was torn from the bumps of the cart, and the idea of a Chinese inn made my skin crawl. But what was I supposed to do? There were no other Europeans in Jehol except for the missionaries, and I was really convinced it was pointless to try to convert the Chinese, so it didn’t feel right to go to the mission station.

And then I suddenly felt I must speak to someone, must hear my own tongue again, must be sympathised with, by a woman if possible, and in spite of the protests of Tuan who saw all chance of squeeze at an end, I made them turn the mules' heads to the mission.

And then I suddenly felt like I needed to talk to someone, needed to hear my own voice again, and needed some sympathy from a woman if I could. Despite Tuan's protests, who knew that any chance of getting money was over, I had them turn the mules' heads toward the mission.

There a sad, sweet-faced woman gave me, a total stranger, the kindest and warmest of welcomes, and I paid off the “cartee men.” For sixty dollars they had brought me two hundred and eighty miles, mostly across the mountains, they had been honest, hard-working, attentive, patient, and good-tempered, and for a cumshaw of five dollars they bowed themselves to the ground. I know they got it, because I took the precaution to pay them myself, and as I watched them go away down the street I made a solemn vow that never again would I travel in the mountains, and never, never again would I submit myself to the tender mercies of a Peking cart. It is one of the things I am glad I have done, but I am glad also it is behind me with no necessity to do again.

There, a sad, sweet-faced woman gave me, a complete stranger, the kindest and warmest welcome, and I settled up with the “cartee men.” For sixty dollars, they had taken me two hundred and eighty miles, mostly over the mountains. They were honest, hard-working, attentive, patient, and good-natured, and for a tip of five dollars, they practically bowed to the ground. I know they received it because I made sure to pay them myself, and as I watched them walk away down the street, I made a serious vow that I would never again travel in the mountains, and never, ever again would I put myself in the hands of a Peking cart. It’s one of the things I’m glad I did, but I’m also relieved it’s behind me, with no need to do it again.










CHAPTER XIV—TO THE GREEKS, FOOLISHNESS

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Missionary compound—Prayer—Reputed dangers of the way—The German girl—Midwife—The Bible as a guide—“My yoke is easy, My burden is light”—A harem—Helping the sick and afflicted—A case of hysteria—Drastic remedies—Ensuring a livelihood—“Strike, strike”—Barbaric war-song—The Chinese soldier—The martyrdom of the Roman Catholic priest.

Missionary compound—Prayer—Supposed dangers of the journey—The German girl—Midwife—The Bible as a guide—“My yoke is easy, My burden is light”—A harem—Helping the sick and suffering—A case of hysteria—Drastic remedies—Securing a livelihood—“Strike, strike”—Brutal war song—The Chinese soldier—The martyrdom of the Roman Catholic priest.

And with my entrance into that missionary compound I entered a world as strange to me as the Eastern world I had come across two continents to see.

And with my entrance into that missionary compound, I stepped into a world just as unfamiliar to me as the Eastern world I had traveled across two continents to explore.

The compound is right in the heart of the town, and was originally a Chinese inn, built, in spite of the rigour of the climate, Chinese fashion, so that to go from one room to the other it was necessary to go out of doors. The walls looking on to the street were blank, except in the room I occupied, where was a small window, so high up I could not see out of it. How it must be to pass from one room to the other when the bitter winter of Northern China holds the mountains in its grip, I do not know.

The compound is right in the center of town and was originally a Chinese inn, built in traditional Chinese style despite the harsh climate, requiring guests to step outside to move from one room to another. The walls facing the street were plain, except for the room I stayed in, which had a small window so high that I couldn’t see out of it. I can only imagine what it’s like to move between rooms when the harsh Northern Chinese winter has a firm hold on the mountains.

I walked in out of the unknown and there came forward to meet me that sad-looking woman with the soft brown eyes and bright red lips. Take me in, yes, indeed she would take me in. I was dusty, I was torn, and I think I was more weary than I 253have ever been in my life, and she made me welcome, made me lie down in a long chair, and had tea brought in. A tall buxom German girl entered, and then to my surprise, and not a little to my discomfort, my hostess bowed her head, and thanked God openly that I had come through the dangers of the way, and been brought safely to their compound! For a moment it took my breath away, and so self-conscious was I, that I did not know which way to look. My father was a pillar of the Church of England, Chancellor of the Diocese in which we lived, and I had been brought up straitly in the fold, among a people who, possibly, felt deeply on occasion, but who never, never would have dreamt of applying religion personally and openly to each other. Frankly I felt very uncomfortable after I had been prayed over, and it seemed a sort of bathos to go on calmly drinking tea and eating bread and jam. The German girl had just arrived, and they heard that the day after she had left Peking, the German Consul had sent round to the mission station, where she had been staying, to cancel her passport, and to say that on no account must she go to Jehol as the country was too disturbed. However she and her escort, one of the missionaries, had come through quite safely, and the Tartar General in charge here had said she might stay so long as she did not go outside the boundaries of the town. But naturally, they were much surprised to see me, a woman and alone.

I walked in from the unknown, and there was a sad-looking woman with soft brown eyes and bright red lips waiting to greet me. She definitely would take me in. I was dusty, torn, and I think I was more exhausted than I had ever been in my life, yet she made me feel welcome, let me lie down in a long chair, and had tea brought in. A tall, curvy German girl entered, and then, to my surprise—and not a little discomfort—my hostess bowed her head and publicly thanked God for bringing me through the dangers of the journey and safely to their place! For a moment, it took my breath away, and I felt so self-conscious that I didn't know which way to look. My father was a prominent member of the Church of England, the Chancellor of the Diocese where we lived, and I had been raised strictly in that environment, among people who might have felt deeply at times but would never, ever think of expressing their faith personally and openly to each other. Honestly, after being prayed over, I felt very uncomfortable, and it seemed kind of awkward to continue calmly drinking tea and eating bread and jam. The German girl had just arrived, and they heard that the day after she left Peking, the German Consul had contacted the mission station where she was staying to cancel her passport and warned her not to go to Jehol since the area was too dangerous. However, she and her escort, one of the missionaries, had made it through safely, and the Tartar General in charge here had said she could stay as long as she didn’t go beyond the town's borders. Naturally, they were quite surprised to see me, a woman, and alone.

I looked round the room, the general sitting-room, a bare stone-floored room, with a mat or two upon it, a little cane furniture, a photograph or two, and some texts upon the walls, a harmonium, a 254couple of tables, and a book-case containing some very old-fashioned books, mostly of a religious tendency, and some stories by A.L.O.E. There was a time when I thought A.L.O.E's stories wonderful, and so I read one or two of them while I was here, and wondered what it was that had charmed me when I was eleven.

I looked around the room, the main sitting area, which had a bare stone floor with a few mats, some simple cane furniture, a couple of photographs, and some texts on the walls. There was a harmonium, a couple of tables, and a bookcase filled with very old-fashioned books, mostly religious ones, and some stories by A.L.O.E. There was a time when I thought A.L.O.E's stories were amazing, so I read a couple while I was here and wondered what had captivated me when I was eleven.

The only other woman in that compound, beside my hostess, was the German girl who had come out to help.

The only other woman in that compound, besides my hostess, was the German girl who had come out to help.

“I gave myself to the Lord for China,” she said, and she spoke simply and quietly, as if she were saying the most natural thing in the world, as if there could be no doubt of the value of the gift—truly it was her all, she could not give more. And the Chinese did need her, I think—that is only my opinion—but not exactly in the way she counted most important. She had taken the precaution to become a midwife, and indeed she must be a godsend, for Chinese practices are crude and cruel in the extreme. It is the child that counts, the mother, even in her hour of travail, must literally make no moan. A woman once told me how she went to see her amah, who was expecting a baby, and she was asked to wait. She waited about an hour, for she was anxious about the woman, and the room was very still, there was no sound till the silence was broken by the first cry of the new-born infant. The child had been born behind the screen while she waited, and an hour later, to her horror, the white-faced young mother was up and preparing to cook the family evening meal. The woman would not have cried out for the world. No Chinese woman would. If poor human flesh is weak, and a 255sigh of pain escape her, her mother-in-law will cover her mouth with her hand, but mostly the woman will gag herself with her long black hair, she will not disgrace herself by a cry as long as her senses are with her. It is all very well to say the Chinese do not suffer as white women suffer. They are not like the sturdy negro women who have lived a primitive, open-air life, walk like queens, and have exercised every muscle. They are the crippled products of an effete civilisation, who spend long hours on the k'ang, and go as little as possible from their own compound. To those women that German girl will be a blessing untold. I think of their bodies while she labours for their souls. Anyway she is surely sent by God.

“I dedicated myself to the Lord for China,” she said, speaking simply and quietly, as if it were the most natural thing in the world, as if there could be no doubt about the value of her gift—truly it was everything she had, she couldn’t give more. And the Chinese did need her, I believe—that’s just my opinion—but not quite in the way she thought was most important. She had taken the initiative to become a midwife, and she must be a godsend, because Chinese practices are incredibly crude and cruel. It’s the child that matters; even in the midst of labor, the mother must literally not make a sound. A woman once told me how she went to see her amah, who was expecting a baby, and she was asked to wait. She waited for about an hour, anxious about the woman, and the room was very still, with no noise until the silence was broken by the first cry of the newborn. The child had been born behind the screen while she waited, and an hour later, to her horror, the pale young mother was up and getting ready to cook the family’s evening meal. The woman wouldn’t cry out for anything. No Chinese woman would. If poor human flesh is weak, and a sigh of pain escapes her, her mother-in-law will cover her mouth with her hand, but mostly the woman will gag herself with her long black hair; she won’t disgrace herself with a cry as long as she can control herself. It’s easy to say that Chinese women don’t suffer like white women do. They’re not like the strong Black women who have lived a primitive, open-air life, walk like queens, and have exercised every muscle. They are the fragile products of a declining civilization, spending long hours on the k'ang, and going out as little as possible from their own compound. To those women, that German girl will be an incredible blessing. I think of their bodies while she works for their souls. Anyway, she’s surely sent by God.

There were two men here to make up the complement, one was my missionary's husband, a man who takes the Bible for his guide in everything, the Bible as it is translated into the English tongue. He does not read primarily for the beauty of the language, for the rhythm, for the poetry, for the Eastern glamour that is over all. He reads it, he would tell you himself, for the truth. It is to him the most important thing in the world; he quotes it, he lives by it, it is never out of his thoughts, he might be a Covenanter of old Puritan days. And the fourth missionary is a man of the world. I don't think he realises it himself, but he is. He had lived there many years, had married a wife and brought up children there, and now had sent them home to be educated, and he himself talked, not of the Bible, though I doubt not he is just as keen as the other, but of the people, and their manner of life, and their customs, of the country, and of the strangers he had 256met, the changes he had seen, and, when I questioned him, of the escape of himself and his family from the Boxers.

There were two men here to complete the group: one was my missionary's husband, a man who follows the Bible as his guide in everything, specifically the version translated into English. He doesn’t read primarily for the beauty of the language, the rhythm, the poetry, or the Eastern charm that surrounds it all. He reads it, as he would tell you himself, for the truth. To him, it’s the most important thing in the world; he quotes it, lives by it, and it’s always on his mind—he could have been a Covenanter from the old Puritan days. The fourth missionary, on the other hand, is a man of the world. I don’t think he realizes it himself, but he is. He lived there for many years, married, and raised kids, and now he has sent them back home for their education. He talks not about the Bible, though I have no doubt he cares just as much as the other man does, but rather about the people, their lifestyle, their customs, the country, and the strangers he has met, the changes he has witnessed, and, when I questioned him, the escape of himself and his family from the Boxers.

For the souls and bodies of these wretched, miserable, uncomprehending Chinese, who very likely, at the bottom of their hearts, pity the strangers because they were not born in the Flowery Land, these devoted people work—work and pray—day and night. The result is not great.

For the souls and bodies of these unfortunate, miserable, and clueless Chinese people, who probably, deep down, feel sorry for the strangers because they weren't born in the Flowery Land, these dedicated individuals toil—working and praying—day and night. The outcome is not significant.

“They will not hear the truth. Their eyes are blind. They worship idols,” they told me of the majority. But they give kindliness, and in all probability, for it is seldom that faithful, honest kindliness fails in its purpose, they make a greater impression than they or I realise.

“They won’t hear the truth. They’re blind to it. They worship idols,” they said about the majority. But they show kindness, and probably, because genuine, honest kindness usually succeeds, they make a bigger impact than they or I understand.

True they believe firmly in the old Hebrew idea of a “jealous God,” but they themselves are more tender than the God they preach. For all of them, it seemed to me, life is hard, unless they have greater joy in the service than I, “a Greek” could understand, but for the older woman it must be hardest of all.

True, they strongly believe in the old Hebrew concept of a “jealous God,” but they are more compassionate than the God they talk about. It seemed to me that life is tough for all of them, unless they find a deeper joy in their service that I, “a Greek,” can't grasp. However, for the older woman, it must be the hardest of all.

“My yoke is easy, My burden is light,” said the Master she followed, but the burden of this woman, away up in the mountains of Northern China, is by no means light. The community is so small, they do not belong to the China Inland Mission but call themselves “The Brethren,” the nearest white man is two days away hard travelling across the mountains, so that perforce the life is lonely. Day in and day out they must live here for seven years among an alien people; a people who come to them for aid and yet despise them. And because they would put no more stumbling-blocks in the way of 257bringing the Chinese to listen to the message they bring, these missionaries conform, as much as they can, to Chinese custom. Very seldom does this woman walk abroad with her husband—it would not be the thing—women and men do not walk together in China. If she goes outside the missionary compound she must be accompanied by another woman, and she puts on some loose coat, because the Chinese would be shocked at any suggestion of the outline of a figure. Also she looks neither to the right nor the left, and does not appear to notice anything, because a well-behaved woman in China never looks about her. She considers, too, very carefully her goings, she would not walk through the town at the hour when the men are going about their business, the hour that I found the most interesting, and invariably chose, no boy may bring her tea to her bedroom—it would not be right—and she has none of the arrogance of the higher race who think what they do must be right and expect the natives of the land to fall into line. No, she conforms, always conforms to the uncomfortable customs of the Chinese, and when any man above the rank of the poorest comes to call upon her husband, she and the girl are hustled out of the way and are as invisible as if he kept a harem. It often occurred to me that the Chinese thought he did. Even in the church the women are screened off from the men, and if a man adheres to the customs of the country so closely in everything they can see, it is natural to suppose they will give him credit for adhering to them in all things. But they must think, at least, he has selected his womenkind with a view to their welfare, for the older woman has had 258a little medical training, and simple cases of sickness she can deal with, while the German girl, as I have said, is a certified midwife. The other man too, though not a doctor, has some little knowledge of the more simple eye diseases.

“My yoke is easy, My burden is light,” said the Master she followed, but the burden of this woman, way up in the mountains of Northern China, is definitely not light. The community is so small that they don’t belong to the China Inland Mission, instead calling themselves “The Brethren.” The nearest white person is two days away after a tough journey across the mountains, making life inevitably lonely. Day in and day out, they must live here for seven years among a foreign people; a people who come to them for help yet look down on them. And because they want to avoid putting any more obstacles in the way of bringing the Chinese to hear their message, these missionaries adapt, as much as they can, to Chinese customs. Very rarely does this woman go out with her husband—it just isn’t done—men and women don’t walk together in China. If she steps outside the missionary compound, she has to be accompanied by another woman, and she wears a loose coat because the Chinese would be shocked at the suggestion of a figure being outlined. She also looks neither to the right nor the left and doesn’t appear to notice anything, since a properly behaved woman in China never looks around. She is also very careful about her movements; she wouldn’t walk through the town when the men are out and about, the very time I found most interesting. No boy is allowed to bring her tea to her bedroom—it wouldn’t be appropriate—and she doesn’t carry the arrogance of those who think their ways are correct and expect the locals to follow suit. No, she conforms, always conforms, to the uncomfortable customs of the Chinese, and when any man above the poorest rank comes to visit her husband, she and the girl are hurried out of sight and are as invisible as if he kept a harem. It often occurred to me that the Chinese thought he did. Even in church, the women are separated from the men, and if a man adheres to the customs of the country so closely in everything visible, it’s natural to assume they consider him to adhere to them in all aspects. But they must think that he has selected his women for their benefit, because the older woman has had a bit of medical training and can handle basic health issues, while the German girl, as I mentioned, is a certified midwife. The other man too, although not a doctor, has some knowledge of basic eye conditions.

And they are grateful, the poor Chinese, for the sympathy they get from these kindly missionaries, who openly say they tend their poor bodies because they feel that so only can they get at their souls. They come to the little dispensary in crowds, come twenty miles over the mountains, and they bring there the diseases of a slum people, coughs and colds, pleurisy and pneumonia, internal complaints and the diseases of filth—here in the clean mountains—itch and the like. Many have bad eyes, many granulated lids, and there is many a case of hideous goitre. While I was there a man, old and poor, tramped one hundred miles across the mountains; he was blind, with frightfully granulated lids, and he had heard of the skill of the missionaries. There are also well-to-do people here, who sometimes seek aid from them, though as a rule, it is the lower class they come in contact with.

And the poor Chinese are grateful for the sympathy they receive from the kind missionaries, who openly admit they care for their physical needs as a way to reach their souls. They come to the small clinic in large numbers, traveling twenty miles over the mountains, bringing along the illnesses of a struggling community—coughs and colds, pleurisy and pneumonia, internal issues, and diseases related to unsanitary conditions—here in the clean mountains—like itch and other ailments. Many have poor eyesight, many suffer from granulated eyelids, and there are numerous cases of severe goiter. While I was there, an old, poor man walked one hundred miles across the mountains; he was blind, with severely granulated eyelids, and he had heard about the missionaries' skill. There are also wealthier individuals who sometimes seek help from them, although generally, it's the lower class that they interact with.

But the ailments of the rich are different, I remember my missionary woman was called in to see a girl about twenty, the daughter of a high-class Manchu. The girl had hiccough. It came on regularly about four o'clock every afternoon, and continued, if I remember rightly, three or four hours. She was well and strong, she had everything the heart of a Chinese woman could desire, she was never required to do one stroke of work, but she was not married. The Manchus have fallen on evil times and find some difficulty in marrying their 259daughters. So this girl, the daughter of well-to-do people, was necessary to no one, not even to herself, and the missionary, finding she spent the greater part of her time lying idly upon the k'ang, diagnosed hysteria, and prescribed a good brisk walk every day. The proud Manchu, who was her mother, looked at the woman she had called in to help her, scornfully.

But the problems of the wealthy are different. I remember that my missionary friend was called to see a girl around twenty, the daughter of a high-status Manchu. The girl had hiccups. They started regularly around four o'clock every afternoon and lasted, if I recall correctly, three or four hours. She was healthy and strong, had everything a Chinese woman could want, and was never expected to lift a finger to work, but she was not married. The Manchus have fallen on hard times and struggle to marry off their 259daughters. So this girl, the daughter of affluent parents, was of no use to anyone, not even herself. The missionary, noticing that she spent most of her time lounging idly on the k'ang, diagnosed her with hysteria and suggested a good brisk walk every day. The proud Manchu mother, who had brought in this woman for help, looked at her with disdain.

“My daughter,” she said drawing herself up to her full height, and the Manchus are tall women, “cannot walk in the street. It would not be seemly.”

“My daughter,” she said, standing up straight, and the Manchus are tall women, “can’t walk in the street. It wouldn’t be appropriate.”

The missionary looked at her a little troubled.

The missionary looked at her with a hint of concern.

“At least,” she said, “she can walk in the courtyard and play with her brother's children.”

“At least,” she said, “she can walk in the yard and play with her brother's kids.”

But the girl looked at her with weary eyes. There was no excitement in playing with her brother's, children, and she could not see the good to be got out of walking aimlessly round the courtyard. Poor Manchu maid! What had she expected?

But the girl looked at her with tired eyes. There was no joy in playing with her brother's kids, and she couldn’t see the point of wandering around the courtyard for no reason. Poor Manchu maid! What had she hoped for?

“If the prophet had bid thee do some great thing, wouldst thou not have done it?”

“If the prophet had asked you to do something really impressive, wouldn’t you have done it?”

“I could do no good,” said the missionary sorrowfully, “and they would not listen to my message.”

“I couldn't do any good,” said the missionary sadly, “and they wouldn't listen to what I had to say.”

The Chinese have their own remedies for many diseases, and some of them the missionaries told me were good, but many were too drastic, and many were wickedly dangerous. When an eye is red and bloodshot for instance, they will break a piece of crockery and pierce the eye with it, and in all probability the unfortunate loses his sight. No wonder they come miles and miles, however rough the way, to submit themselves to gentler treatment. I have known even women with bound feet toil twenty miles 260to see them about some ailment. Of course their feet are not as badly bound as some, for there are many women in China who cannot walk at all. I talked with a man once who told me he had just been called upon to congratulate a man because he had married a wife who could not get across the room by herself. She, naturally, was a lady with slaves to wait upon her. These Chinese women of the mountains of the poorer classes—the Manchus do not bind their feet—must be able to move about a little, for there is a certain amount of work they must do.

The Chinese have their own remedies for many illnesses, and some of them, according to the missionaries, are effective, but many are too extreme, and a lot are dangerously risky. For example, when someone has a red and bloodshot eye, they might break a piece of pottery and use it to poke the eye, which likely results in the person losing their sight. It's no surprise that people travel great distances, no matter how rough the journey, to seek gentler treatments. I've seen women with bound feet walk twenty miles to see a healer for some issue. Of course, their feet aren't as tightly bound as some others’, since many women in China can't walk at all. I once spoke with a man who said he had just congratulated someone for marrying a woman who couldn't even cross the room by herself. Naturally, she was a woman with servants to attend to her. These Chinese women from the poorer mountain regions—the Manchus don’t bind their feet—must be able to move around a bit, as there’s a certain amount of work they need to do.

“A hundred thousand medical missionaries,” said this man, “are wanted in China, for the teeming population suffers from its ignorance, it suffers because it is packed so tightly together; the women suffer from the custom that presses so heavily, and it suffers from its own dirt.”

“A hundred thousand medical missionaries,” said this man, “are needed in China, because the huge population suffers from its ignorance, it suffers because it is so overcrowded; the women suffer from the oppressive customs, and it suffers from its own filth.”

Up here at Jehol the suffering is apparently as bad as anywhere, and the dispensary is full with all the minor ailments that come within the range of the missionaries' simple skill, and all the cruel diseases that are quite beyond them, that they cannot touch, and they do their best in all pity and love, and yet think that they are doing a greater thing than binding up a man's wounds when they can induce him to come to their prayer-meetings, which go along, side by side, with the dispensary.

Up here in Jehol, the suffering seems to be as bad as anywhere else, and the dispensary is crowded with all the minor ailments that the missionaries can help with and all the serious diseases that are beyond their reach. They do their best with compassion and care, yet they believe they’re accomplishing something even greater than healing a person's wounds when they can get him to attend their prayer meetings, which run alongside the dispensary.

I, a heathen and a “Greek,” question whether the Chinese ever receives Christianity. A Chinese gentleman, a graduate of Cambridge, once told me he did not think he ever did.

I, a non-believer and a "Greek," wonder if the Chinese have ever accepted Christianity. A Chinese man, who graduated from Cambridge, once told me that he didn’t think they ever had.

“But the Chinaman,” said he, he actually used the contemned word, “is a practical man, he receives all faiths. Some may be right, and when he thinks 261he is dying, he will send for a priest of every faith he knows of to help him across the dark river. Who knows, some of them may chance to be right,” and he laughed. He himself was of the faith so many of us of this modern world have attained to, seeing the good in so many faiths, seeing the beauty and the pity of them and standing aside and crying: “Why all this? Whither are we bound? What can it matter whether this poor coolie believes in Christ, or Buddha, or the cold ethics of Confucius?” I said this to my missionary woman one day and she looked at me with horror in her eyes.

“But the Chinese guy,” he said, actually using that disrespectful term, “is a practical person; he accepts all religions. Some might be true, and when he thinks 261he's dying, he'll call for a priest from every faith he knows to help him cross the dark river. Who knows, maybe some of them are actually right,” and he laughed. He himself followed the belief that many of us in this modern world have come to, seeing the good in various religions, appreciating their beauty and their sorrow and standing back, asking: “Why is all this happening? Where are we headed? Does it really matter if this poor laborer believes in Christ, or Buddha, or the strict morals of Confucius?” I shared this with my missionary friend one day, and she looked at me with horror in her eyes.

“There will be a reaping some day,” she said. “Where will you be then?”

“There will be a harvest someday,” she said. “Where will you be then?”

“Surely I cannot be blamed for using the reasoning powers God has given.” But I am sure she thought my reasoning powers came from the devil, and if I hadn't been getting used to it I should have been made uncomfortable by being prayed for as one in outer darkness.

“Surely I can’t be blamed for using the reasoning abilities that God has given me.” But I’m sure she believed my reasoning skills came from the devil, and if I hadn’t gotten used to it, I would have felt uncomfortable being prayed for like someone lost in darkness.

It is the worship of the ancestors that holds the Chinese, the man who gives up that, gives up all family ties and becomes practically an outcast. There may be a few genuine Christians, but in proportion to the money spent upon their conversion, their number must be very small. I saw the colporteur come into the compound one day, and they told me he was an earnest Christian. He might be, but again that doubt arose in my mind. If the receiving of Christianity ensures a livelihood, could you expect one of a nation, who will be made a eunuch for the same reason, to reject it.

It’s the reverence for ancestors that binds the Chinese people; someone who lets go of that essentially cuts all family ties and risks becoming a social outcast. There may be a few genuine Christians, but considering the amount of money spent on converting them, their numbers must be very small. One day, I saw the colporteur enter the compound, and I was told he was a sincere Christian. He might be, but I couldn’t shake my doubts. If adopting Christianity guarantees a way to make a living, how could you expect someone from a culture that will make a eunuch for the same reason to turn it down?

The missionaries had a hard time when first they came here. The place is inhabited by Manchus, 262full of the pride of race, and they do not want the outsider. They use them, as they have effected a settlement, but they do not approve of their being there.

The missionaries faced difficulties when they first arrived here. The area is populated by Manchus, 262full full of racial pride, and they are not welcoming to outsiders. They utilize the foreigners since they have established a settlement, but they do not support their presence.

As I and my saintly missionary walked down the street, she carefully avoiding a glance either to the right or the left, a little half-naked child at his mother's side looked at her and cried aloud:

As my devoted missionary companion and I walked down the street, she made sure not to glance either to the right or the left. A small, half-naked child next to his mother looked at her and shouted:

“Ta, ta,” and he said it vehemently again and again.

“Thanks, thanks,” and he said it forcefully over and over.

She stopped, spoke to the mother, and evidently remonstrated, and the woman laughed and passed along on her high Manchu shoes without correcting the child.

She paused, talked to the mother, and clearly protested, but the woman just laughed and walked away in her fancy Manchu shoes without correcting the child.

She looked troubled. “What did he say?” I asked.

She looked worried. “What did he say?” I asked.

“Strike, strike! or some people might say 'kill, kill!' I said to the woman: 'What bad manners is this?'”

“Strike, strike! or some people might say 'kill, kill!' I said to the woman: 'What terrible manners is this?'”

And the woman had only laughed! After all her kindness and tenderness, all her consideration and care; I should have thought the very children would have worshipped the ground she walked upon.

And the woman just laughed! After all her kindness and warmth, all her thoughtfulness and care; I would have thought the kids would have worshipped the ground she walked on.

They are holding their own, they say. In the compound are a couple of Chinese women, the wives of their teachers or servants, and they have had to unbind their feet, a process almost as painful as the binding. One old woman could not unbind hers, they told me, because so long had they been bound the feet split when she attempted to walk upon them unbound, but so true a Christian is she, she puts her tiny feet inside big shoes. But to balance her, their amah, a Manchu, is still a heathen. After the years, the years they had been striving there, they could not find one who has embraced their faith to wait upon them.

They're managing well, they say. In the compound, there are a couple of Chinese women, the wives of their teachers or servants, and they've had to unbind their feet, which is nearly as painful as binding them. One elderly woman couldn't unbind hers, they told me, because her feet had been bound for so long that they split when she tried to walk on them unbound. But she's such a devoted Christian that she squeezes her tiny feet into large shoes. To balance her out, their amah, a Manchu, is still a nonbeliever. After all the years they've been there trying, they still couldn't find anyone who has accepted their faith to help them.

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In truth it was a hard faith, morning, noon, and night, they prayed, morning, noon, and night, it seemed to me from the little meeting-house went up the sound of hymns and prayers, not even in Christian England, England that has held the faith for over a thousand years would so many services have been attended, could they expect it of the Chinese?

In reality, it was a tough faith; they prayed morning, noon, and night. It felt to me that from the little meeting house, the sounds of hymns and prayers rose up continuously. Even in Christian England, a country that has maintained the faith for over a thousand years, there wouldn’t be so many services attended. Could they really expect that from the Chinese?

In the evening, when the night fell, we sat in the compound and talked, I, who was cold and reasonable, and they who were enthusiasts, for to them had come the call, that mysterious crying for the unknown that comes to all peoples and all classes, and is called by such different names.

In the evening, when night fell, we sat in the yard and talked, I, who was calm and rational, and they who were passionate, for they had heard the call, that mysterious yearning for the unknown that comes to all people and all classes, and is known by so many different names.

“I have given myself to the Lord for China.” And outside the house the watchman beat his gong, not to frighten off thieves, as I at first thought, but to keep away the devils who help the “stealer man,” for he cannot alone carry out his nefarious designs, the wonks, the scavenger dogs made the night hideous by their howling, and the soldiers, of whom the town was full, sang their new war-song—wild and barbaric.

“I have dedicated myself to the Lord for China.” And outside the house, the watchman banged his gong, not to scare off thieves, as I initially thought, but to drive away the devils who assist the “stealer man,” since he can’t execute his wicked plans alone. The wonks, the scavenger dogs, made the night unbearable with their howling, and the soldiers, who filled the town, sang their new war song—wild and brutal.

“I do not like it,” said she of the sad eyes and red lips, “I do not like it. It does not sound true.”

“I don't like it,” she said, her sad eyes and red lips conveying her feelings, “I don't like it. It doesn't sound real.”

And I, who had not got to live there, did not like it either, but it was because it did sound to me true—it sounded fierce and merciless. What might not men, who sang like that, do?

And I, who hadn’t lived there, didn’t like it either, but it felt true to me—it felt intense and ruthless. What could men who sang like that be capable of?

“The Chinese soldier is a baby,” said a Chinese 264to me, but that is when he is among his own particular people at home.

“The Chinese soldier is a baby,” said a Chinese 264to me, but that’s when he’s with his own people back home.

“Chinese soldiers,” said another man, a foreigner, “are always robbers and banditti.”

“Chinese soldiers,” said another man, a foreigner, “are always thieves and bandits.”

And there is truth in that last statement, possibly there is truth in both, for children, unguided and unbridled, with the strength and passions of men, are dangerous to let loose upon a community.

And there's truth in that last statement; there might be truth in both, because kids, unled and uncontrolled, with the strength and passions of adults, can be dangerous to unleash in a community.

We are beginning to look upon China as a land at peace. We talk about her “bloodless revolution,” yet even as I write these words I see, sitting opposite to me, my friend who was one of the rescue-party, the gallant nine, who rode post-haste to Hsi An Fu to rescue the missionaries cut off by the tide of the revolution, and I know the peace of China is not as the peace of a Western land.

We are starting to view China as a peaceful country. We refer to her “bloodless revolution,” but as I write this, I see my friend sitting across from me, one of the brave nine who rushed to Hsi An Fu to save the missionaries stranded by the wave of the revolution. I realize that the peace in China is not the same as the peace in a Western country.

Hsi An Fu is situated in Shensi, roughly, about a fortnight's journey from the nearest railway, with walls that rival those of Peking, and like Peking, with a Manchu City walled off inside those walls. There on the 22nd October, 1911, the Revolutionaries, the apostles of progress, shut fast the gates of the inner city and butchered the Manchus within the walls. From house to house they went, and slew them all, old women on the brink of the grave and the tiny infant smiling in its mother's arms. Not one was spared. No cries for mercy were listened to. “Kill, kill!” was the cry that bright autumn Sunday; men, women, and children were slain, the streets ran with their blood, the reek of slaughter went up to heaven, and the Manchus were exterminated.

Hsi An Fu is located in Shensi, about a two-week journey from the nearest railway. It has walls that are as impressive as those of Peking, and like Peking, it has a Manchu City enclosed within those walls. On October 22, 1911, the Revolutionaries, the advocates of progress, locked the gates of the inner city and killed the Manchus inside. They went from house to house, killing everyone—old women on the brink of death and tiny infants smiling in their mothers' arms. Not a single person was spared. No cries for mercy were heard. “Kill, kill!” was the chant that bright autumn Sunday; men, women, and children were murdered, the streets were soaked with their blood, the stench of slaughter rose to the heavens, and the Manchus were wiped out.

The movement was not anti-foreign, but the plight of the missionaries well illustrates the danger every 265foreigner faces in China. The bulk of the people are peaceful. Nowhere in the world, I suppose, is a more peaceful person to be found than the average Chinese peasant. He asks only to be let alone, but, unfortunately, he is not let alone. His rulers “squeeze” and oppress him, bands of robbers take toll of his pittance, and when an unpaid soldiery is let loose upon him, his plight is pitiable. It is certainly understandable, if not pardonable, that he in his turn, takes to pillage, and pillage leads to murder. He is only a puppet in the hands of others. One man alone may be kindly enough but the man who is one of a mob, is swayed by the passions of that mob, or the passions of its leader. So it was at Hsi An Fu. Party feeling ran high. There were really three parties, the Manchus, the Revolutionaries, and the Secret Society, the Elder Brother Society, who are always anti-foreign and who, here in Hsi An Fu, for whatever purpose they might originally have banded themselves together, were virtually a band of robbers, mainly intent on filling their own pockets. The Revolutionaries declared that the foreigners should be protected, but—and again the menace of China to the white man is felt—in the rush and tumult of the battle, many of their followers did not realise this. This was the time to wreak private vengeance, and it was fiercely taken advantage of. When thousands of helpless people, closer akin to the slayers than the foreigners, were being given pitilessly to the sword, who was likely to take much account of a handful of missionaries.

The movement wasn’t anti-foreign, but the situation of the missionaries clearly shows the danger every 265foreigner faces in China. Most people are peaceful. Nowhere else in the world, I think, can you find someone as peaceful as the average Chinese peasant. He just wants to be left alone, but sadly, he isn’t. His rulers exploit and oppress him, gangs of robbers take what little he has, and when unpaid soldiers are unleashed upon him, his situation becomes desperate. It’s understandable, if not excusable, that he, in turn, resorts to looting, which can escalate to murder. He’s just a puppet being controlled by others. One person might be friendly enough, but when someone is part of a mob, they’re influenced by the mob's emotions or its leader's emotions. That’s how it was in Hsi An Fu. Tensions were high. There were actually three groups: the Manchus, the Revolutionaries, and the Secret Society, the Elder Brother Society, who are always anti-foreign and, here in Hsi An Fu, whatever their original purpose for coming together, were essentially a gang of robbers looking to line their own pockets. The Revolutionaries stated that foreigners should be protected, but—and this is where the threat to white people in China becomes real—in the chaos of battle, many of their supporters didn’t realize this. It was a time to settle personal scores, and it was taken advantage of ruthlessly. When thousands of defenseless people, closer to the attackers than the foreigners, were mercilessly slaughtered, who would pay much attention to a few missionaries?

There was outside the city in the south suburb a small school for the teaching of the Swedish missionaries' children, and the head of that school had, 266some little time before, had a camera stolen. He reported it to the police, and being dissatisfied with the lax way the man at the head of the district took the matter up, went to his superior officer. Now in these disturbed times, the man who had “lost face” saw his way to vengeance, and, being in sympathy with the Revolutionaries, and knowing the exact hour of the outbreak, he ordered the villagers round the south suburb, every family, to send at least one man to help exterminate the foreigners. “It was an order,” and the villagers responded. The school was the first place attacked, for not only did this man seek vengeance, but the humble possessions of the missionaries seemed to the poorer Chinese to be wealth well worth looting. Therefore that Sunday at midnight a mob attacked the school premises. The missionaries, Mr and Mrs Beckman and Mr Watne, the tutor, were helpless before the crowd, and hid in a tool-house, but they were discovered and ran out, making for a high wall that surrounded the compound. Mr Watne got astride of this and handed over Mr Beckman's eldest daughter, a tall girl of twelve, but, before he could get the other children, the crowd rushed them, and he was tumbled over the wall, making his escape with the girl to another village some way off while the mob swept over the rest, scattering them far and wide. Mr Beckman, a particularly tall, stalwart man, considerably over six feet high, had his youngest child, a baby, in his arms, and the people gave way before him, closing in on the unfortunates who were following. It is impossible for an outsider to tell the tale of that massacre, for massacre it was, the people falling upon and doing to death the unfortunate woman and the children who were clustering round her. The darkness was filled with the fierce shouts of the murderers, and every now and again they were broken in upon by the terrified wail of a child butchered with none to help.

There was a small school in the southern suburb outside the city for the children of Swedish missionaries. The head of that school had, 266recently had his camera stolen. He reported it to the police, but feeling frustrated with the lax response from the district officer, he decided to go to his superior. During these troubled times, the officer who felt humiliated saw an opportunity for revenge. Supporting the Revolutionaries and knowing exactly when the uprising would begin, he ordered all the villagers in the south suburb to send at least one man each to help get rid of the foreigners. “It was an order,” and the villagers complied. The school was the first target because not only did the officer want revenge, but the missionaries' modest belongings seemed like valuable loot to the poorer locals. So that Sunday at midnight, a mob attacked the school grounds. The missionaries, Mr. and Mrs. Beckman and Mr. Watne, the tutor, were powerless against the crowd and hid in a tool shed, but they were found and ran out, heading for a tall wall that surrounded the property. Mr. Watne climbed over the wall and handed Mr. Beckman's eldest daughter, a tall twelve-year-old girl, over to safety. But before he could get to the other children, the mob rushed them, and he was pushed over the wall, escaping with the girl to a nearby village while the crowd overwhelmed the rest, scattering them everywhere. Mr. Beckman, a particularly tall and strong man, over six feet tall, carried his youngest child, a baby, in his arms as the crowd parted for him, tightening around the unfortunate family that followed. It's hard for anyone outside the situation to recount the story of that massacre—because it was indeed a massacre. The crowd fell upon the hapless woman and the children clustered around her. The darkness echoed with the fierce shouts of the attackers, and every so often, it was pierced by the terrified cries of a child being killed with no one there to help.

“Ta, ta,” cried the people, and they struck mercilessly, with spades and reaping hooks and knives, the weak and helpless, and dodged out of the way of the great, strong man who could fight a little for his life and the lives of those dear to him.

“Bye, bye,” shouted the crowd, as they mercilessly attacked the weak and helpless with shovels, sickles, and knives, while they avoided the powerful man who was able to fight a bit for his own life and the lives of his loved ones.

The woman and the children were slain and at last he was hunted, with the little girl still in his arms, into a deep pond of water outside the suburb. The mite was only three years old, and the distracted father, wild with anxiety for his wife and other children, had to soothe the little one and exhort her to be quiet and not to cry, for the pursuers were lighting fires round the pond to find them. They lighted three, and the fires probably defeated their own end, for the fugitive managed to keep out of the glare, and the leaping flames deepened the darkness around. The baby sheltered in her father's arms, and in spite of the cold, never even whimpered, and the water was so deep the mob dared not venture in. Only a man of extraordinary height could have so saved himself. Hour after hour of the bitter cold autumn night passed and the mob dispersed a little. The lust for killing was not so great in the keen Hours of the early morning. Then the first silver streaks, heralding the rising of the moon, appeared in the eastern sky and the distracted man made his way softly to a bank at one side, and reaching up, again only a tall man could have done it, laid his little girl there. But the child who had been so good in the icy water while she was against his breast began to fret when the keen morning air blew through her sodden clothes and she could not feel her father's arms round her, and he had to take her back and soothe her. But at last he persuaded her to lie still till he got softly out of the water, and crept round to her. He was not followed, the pursuit was slackening more and more, and, keeping in the shadows, he made his way to the missionaries in the western suburb. He thought that all but he and his little girl had perished, and sad to say they did not know of the two who were sheltering in a village some miles away in the country. Here, nearly twelve hours later, the pursuers sought them out and stoned them to death.

The woman and the children were killed, and finally he was chased, with the little girl still in his arms, into a deep pond outside the suburb. The child was only three years old, and the frantic father, overwhelmed with worry for his wife and other kids, had to calm the little one and urge her to be quiet and not cry, because the pursuers were lighting fires around the pond to find them. They lit three fires, which probably worked against them, since the fugitive managed to stay out of the light, and the flickering flames only made the darkness deeper. The baby nestled in her father's arms, and despite the cold, she didn't make a sound, and the water was so deep that the mob didn't dare to enter. Only a man of exceptional height could have escaped like that. Hours passed in the bitter cold autumn night, and the mob broke up a bit. Their thirst for blood wasn't as strong in the early morning's sharp hours. Then the first silver streaks, signaling the rising of the moon, appeared in the eastern sky, and the distressed man quietly made his way to a bank on one side. Reaching up—only a tall man could have done that—he laid his little girl there. But the child, who had been so good in the freezing water against his chest, started to fuss when the chilly morning air hit her damp clothes and she could no longer feel her father's arms around her. He had to take her back and comfort her. Eventually, he convinced her to stay still while he quietly got out of the water and made his way around to her. He wasn’t followed; the pursuit was fading more and more, and staying in the shadows, he headed toward the missionaries in the western suburb. He thought that everyone except him and his little girl had died, sadly unaware that two others were hiding in a village a few miles away in the countryside. Here, nearly twelve hours later, the pursuers found them and stoned them to death.

Meanwhile rumours of what was happening in the southern suburb reached the missionaries in the eastern suburb, and they, taking counsel with their native helpers, divided themselves into three parties, and set out to take refuge in some more distant villages where the people were reputed Christians. They had gone but a little way, when the carts of two of the parties were overtaken by a mob, who handled them somewhat roughly, took all their humble possessions, and drove them back.

Meanwhile, rumors about what was happening in the southern suburb reached the missionaries in the eastern suburb. After consulting with their local helpers, they split into three groups and set out to find refuge in some more remote villages where the people were known to be Christians. They hadn’t gone far when a mob caught up with two of the groups, treated them roughly, took all their meager belongings, and forced them to turn back.

“Kill, kill!” cried the pointing people, as the little helpless company, escorted by the shouting, threatening mob passed, and even those who did not directly threaten, seemed to have no hope.

“Kill, kill!” shouted the pointing crowd as the small, defenseless group, accompanied by the yelling, aggressive mob, passed by, and even those who didn’t directly threaten seemed to have no chance.

“They go to their deaths,” they said, looking at them curiously as men look upon other men about to die.

“They're heading to their deaths,” they said, looking at them curiously like people do when they see others who are about to die.

The missionaries themselves had small hope of their lives. When they reached the first mission-269house they were roughly thrust into a room and there guarded, and they only wondered why death did not come swiftly and cut short the agony of waiting.

The missionaries had little hope for their lives. When they arrived at the first mission-269house, they were roughly shoved into a room and guarded, leaving them to wonder why death didn’t come quickly to end the agony of waiting.

The third party that set out from that suburb consisted of the Rev. Donald Smith, his wife, and some schoolgirls they were escorting back to their homes, as he considered, in these troublous times, they would be safer with their own people than in the mission school. They went due east, and had not gone three miles when they were set upon. The girls fled in all directions, but the attackers only molested the foreigner and his wife. He endeavoured to defend her, but they beat him so severely that both his arms were broken, and they were both left for dead by the wayside. Here they were found by some friendly, kindly villagers—the average Chinaman is kindly—who, when the roughs were gone, came to their rescue, and took them back to the eastern suburb, where the other missionaries had spent a terrible two hours, momentarily expecting the mob to rush in and kill them.

The third group that left that suburb included Reverend Donald Smith, his wife, and some schoolgirls they were escorting back to their homes. He thought that, during these troubling times, they would be safer with their own families than at the mission school. They headed due east and hadn’t traveled three miles when they were attacked. The girls ran in every direction, but the attackers only targeted the foreigner and his wife. He tried to protect her, but they beat him so badly that both of his arms were broken, and they were left for dead by the roadside. They were found by some friendly, kind villagers—the average Chinese person is kind—who, once the attackers were gone, came to their aid and took them back to the eastern suburb, where the other missionaries had spent a terrifying two hours, fearing the mob would burst in and kill them.

But the Chinese are a cautious people, curious in their respect for precedent. What was to be done with these foreigners. Sometimes the foreigners had been slain, but then again, quite as often, they had been guarded and kept safely. There was no getting into the city. The gates were fast locked and were kept shut for days, but someone—very probably a well-wisher to the missionaries—went to the wall and shouted up to know what was the order about foreigners? Were they to kill them or were they to protect them? Back came the response, the order was, the foreigners were to be protected, and when word of this was brought back to the mission station, they were not only released, but the property of which they had been robbed was returned to them. For those who had looted kept it intact till they saw which way the wind blew.

But the Chinese are a careful people, uniquely respectful of tradition. What should be done with these foreigners? Sometimes the foreigners had been killed, but just as often, they had been protected and kept safe. There was no way to get into the city. The gates were tightly locked and stayed shut for days, but someone—likely a supporter of the missionaries—went to the wall and shouted to ask what the decision was regarding foreigners. Were they to be killed or protected? The reply came back: the order was to protect the foreigners. When this news reached the mission station, they were not only released, but the items that had been stolen from them were returned. Those who had looted kept everything untouched until they figured out which way things were going.

And by the time the city gates were opened and order was restored, it was understood, by the proclamation of the New Republic, that all foreigners were to be protected.

And by the time the city gates were opened and order was restored, it was understood, through the announcement of the New Republic, that all foreigners were to be protected.

But the case of the missionaries in Hsi An Fu graphically illustrates the dangers every foreigner, missionary, or the missionary's bête noire, the ubiquitous cigarette-selling British American Tobacco man, runs in China, where the civilisation, the long-established civilisation is that of Nineveh or Babylon, or ancient Egypt. Not that the foreigner runs any greater risk than the native of the country, sometimes he runs less, because, even into the far interior, a glimmering of the vengeance the Christian nations take for their martyred brothers has penetrated; but life in China is, as it was in Nineveh or Babylon, not nearly as sacred as it is in the West. The life of a poor man, one of the luckless proletariat, is of small account to anyone. A disbanded and unpaid soldiery are for ever a menace, and the difference between the disciplined soldier and the unlicensed bandit is very, very small. One week a regiment of soldiers clamouring for their pay, the next a band of robbers hiding in the hills, their methods ruthless, for their hand is against every man's and every man's hand is against them. They live by the sword, as they perish by the sword, and when the tide of lawlessness reaches a certain height, white man and yellow alike suffer, but we take count only of the sufferings of our own people. 271Sitting in the missionary compound up at Jehol in the evening, I thought of these things and looked into the eyes that looked into mine, the kind, brown eyes, and I wondered did she remember, did she think of them, too. I looked again, and I knew she remembered, that ever with her was the thought how cut off they were from the rest of the world, and I read there, though she never murmured, fear. For Jehol has its traditions of sacrifice and martyrdom too. Only six miles away at a village on the Lanho, in the year of the Boxer trouble, they had slowly buried the Catholic priest alive. All the long hot summer's day they had kept him tied to a post, slowly, to prolong his agony, heaping up the earth around him. The day was hot, and he begged for water as the long, weary, hopeless hours dragged themselves away. And some of them had loved him.

But the situation with the missionaries in Hsi An Fu clearly shows the dangers that every foreigner, whether a missionary or the ever-present cigarette-selling British American Tobacco rep, faces in China, where the civilization is as old as Nineveh, Babylon, or ancient Egypt. It's not that foreigners are at a much greater risk than locals; sometimes they have an advantage because even deep into the interior, there's an awareness of the retaliation the Christian nations pursue for their slain brothers. However, life in China, much like it was in Nineveh or Babylon, isn't as valued as it is in the West. The life of a poor person, part of the unfortunate working class, means very little to anyone. Disbanded, unpaid soldiers are always a threat, and the line between a disciplined soldier and a lawless bandit is incredibly thin. One week, a regiment of soldiers demanding their wages; the next, a group of robbers hiding in the hills, using ruthless methods, as they face hostility from everyone and vice versa. They live by the sword and die by it, and when lawlessness hits a certain level, both white and yellow people suffer, yet we only count the suffering of our own kind. 271Sitting in the missionary compound in Jehol that evening, I thought about these things and looked into the eyes that met mine—kind, brown eyes—and wondered if she remembered, if she thought of them too. I looked again, and I could tell she remembered, always aware of how isolated they were from the rest of the world, and I sensed fear in her gaze, even though she never spoke of it. Jehol carries its own stories of sacrifice and martyrdom. Just six miles away, in a village on the Lanho during the Boxer Rebellion, they had slowly buried a Catholic priest alive. All day long during the long, hot summer, they had kept him tied to a post, torturing him by making his death prolonged, burying earth around him. The day was scorching, and he begged for water as the long, tiresome, and hopeless hours dragged on. Some of them had cared for him.

“You might,” said a man looking on, “give him a drink, even if you do kill him.”

“You might,” said a man watching, “give him a drink, even if you end up killing him.”

And they turned on him even as men might have done in the days of the Inquisition:

And they turned on him just like people might have during the Inquisition:

“If you say any more, we will bury you beside him.”

“If you say anything else, we’ll bury you next to him.”

And so he died a cruel death, a martyr, for there was none to help, and when the Western nations exacted retribution, they made the people put up a cross, the symbol of his faith, over the grave. And then, because they had been forced to do it, every villager who passed that monument to show his contempt for the foreigner and all his works cast a stone, till now shape and inscription have both gone, and the passer-by cannot tell what is that rough rock, jagged and unshapely.

And so he died a brutal death, a martyr, with no one to help him, and when the Western nations took action, they made the people put a cross, the symbol of his faith, over his grave. And then, because they had been compelled to do so, every villager who walked by that monument to express his disdain for the foreigner and everything he represented threw a stone, until now both the shape and the inscription are gone, and someone passing by can't tell what that rough, jagged rock is.

Yet here among these selfsame people, four and a half days' hard journey from Peking, far beyond all hope of help from the foreign soldiery, dwell these Christian missionaries. “To the Greeks, foolishness.” But could they better demonstrate the strength of their faith?

Yet here among these very people, four and a half days of tough travel from Beijing, far beyond any hope of assistance from foreign soldiers, live these Christian missionaries. “To the Greeks, foolishness.” But could they show the strength of their faith any better?










CHAPTER XV—A VISIT TO THE TARTAR GENERAL

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Hsiung Hsi Ling, Premier of China—Preparations for a call—A cart of State—An elderly mule—Waiting in the gate—The yam en—Mr Wu, the secretary—“Hallo, Missus!”—The power of a Chinese General—“Plenty robber, too much war”—Ceremonial farewell—A cultivated gentleman—Back to past ages for the night.

Hsiung Hsi Ling, Premier of China—Getting ready for a call—A state cart—An old mule—Waiting at the gate—The yam en—Mr. Wu, the secretary—“Hi there, ma'am!”—The authority of a Chinese general—“Lots of robbery, too much fighting”—Formal farewell—A refined gentleman—Back to ancient times for the night.

Up in Jehol they called the General commanding the three thousand odd troops the Tartar General, why I do not know, but it seems it is the title by which he is commonly known among the country people. He was Hsiung Hsi Ling, the man who is now Premier of China, and to him I brought letters of introduction so that I might be admitted to the Imperial Palace and Park and be treated as a person of consequence, otherwise I imagine a foreigner and a woman at that would have but small chance of respect in China. The Chinese letters lifted me to the rank of the literati, which must have been rather surprising to the Chinese, and these in English were such that I felt I must bear myself so as to live up to them.

Up in Jehol, they referred to the General in charge of the three thousand troops as the Tartar General, though I’m not sure why. It seems that's the title commonly used by the local people. He was Hsiung Hsi Ling, now the Premier of China, and I brought him letters of introduction to gain access to the Imperial Palace and Park and to be treated as someone important. Otherwise, I imagine a foreigner, especially a woman, wouldn’t get much respect in China. The Chinese letters elevated my status to that of the literati, which must have been quite surprising to the Chinese, and the English versions made me feel I needed to conduct myself in a way that matched that status.

The yamen was about five minutes' walk from the mission station, and in my ignorance I had thought I would stroll up some morning when I had recovered from the fatigues of the journey, but the missionaries, 274steeped in the lore of Chinese etiquette, declared such a proceeding was not suitable. A person of consequence, such as my letters proclaimed me, must bear herself more becomingly.

The yamen was a five-minute walk from the mission station, and in my naivety, I thought I would casually walk over one morning after I rested from the journey. However, the missionaries, 274well-versed in Chinese etiquette, insisted that such an approach was inappropriate. A person of importance, like my letters indicated, needed to present herself more appropriately.

“Write and ask if ten o'clock on Tuesday morning will be a suitable time for you to call on the General, and send your letters by your servant. I dare say there will be somebody who can read them, though I am sure there will be nobody who can write an answer,” said the missionary. “The General's English-speaking secretary is away.”

“Write and check if ten o'clock on Tuesday morning is a good time for you to meet with the General, and have your letters delivered by your servant. I'm sure someone will be able to read them, but I doubt anyone will be able to write a reply,” said the missionary. “The General's English-speaking secretary is out.”

Accordingly I sent off Tuan, who was more than sure that he was equal to the task, and he returned without a letter, as the missionary had prophesied, but saying: “She say all right.”

Accordingly, I sent Tuan, who was confident that he could handle the task, and he came back without a letter, just as the missionary had predicted, but said, “She said it’s all good.”

“And now you must have a cart,” said that missionary who was more worldly wise than I expected an enthusiast to be, “and don't get down till the yamen gates are opened. It would never do to wait with the servants in the gate.”

“And now you need a cart,” said the missionary who was more practical than I expected an enthusiast to be, “and don’t get out until the yamen gates are open. It wouldn’t be right to wait with the servants at the gate.”

How Eastern it sounded! And then his wife came and superintended my toilet. The weather was warm, not to say hot, and I had thought a black and white muslin a most fitting and suitable array. But she was horrified at the effect. It was made in the mode of 1913, and did not suggest, as the long Manchu robes do, that I was built like a pyramid, broadest at the base.

How Eastern it sounded! Then his wife came and oversaw my getting ready. The weather was warm, almost hot, and I thought a black and white muslin dress was a perfect choice. But she was horrified by how it looked. It was made in the style of 1913 and didn’t suggest, like the long Manchu robes, that I was shaped like a pyramid, widest at the bottom.

“Haven't you got a coat to put over you,” said she looking round, and she seized my burberry which was the only thing in the shape of a wrap I had with me. Chinese ideas of propriety evidently influenced her very strongly.

“Haven't you got a coat to wear?” she said, looking around. She grabbed my Burberry, which was the only wrap I had with me. Clearly, her ideas about propriety were strongly influenced by Chinese culture.

I declined to wear a burberry on a hot day late in 275May, though all the Chinese Empire were shocked and horrified at my impropriety, but I sought round and found a lace veil which, draped over me, was a little suggestive of a bridal festivity, but apparently satisfied all conditions, and then I went out to mount into that abomination—a Peking cart. The Peking cart that is used for visiting has a little trestle carried over the back end of the shafts, which is taken down when the occupant wishes to mount and dismount, so I got into the seat of honour, the most uncomfortable seat well under the tilt, and Tuan, glorious in a long black silk brocade robe, his queue newly oiled and plaited, and a big straw hat upon his head, climbed on to the tail of the shaft, and the carter, dressed in the ordinary blue of his class, with the ordinary rag over his head to keep off the dust, walked beside the most venerable white mule I have ever come across. I don't know whether aged animals are held in respect in China, I'm afraid not. The poor old thing had great deep hollows over his eyes. I suspect Tuan had got him cheap, because the cart was respectable, and he had been good once—of course he would never have let me lose face—and then he made me pay full price, a whole fivepence I think it came to.

I decided not to wear a burberry on a hot day in 275May, even though everyone in the Chinese Empire was shocked and horrified by my choice. Instead, I searched around and found a lace veil that, draped over me, slightly resembled bridal attire but seemed to meet all expectations. Then, I went out to get into that dreadful thing—a Peking cart. The Peking cart, used for visits, has a small trestle at the back end of the shafts that is removed when the passenger wants to get in or out. So, I took the honor seat, which is the most uncomfortable spot under the cover, while Tuan, looking magnificent in a long black silk brocade robe with his queue freshly oiled and braided, climbed onto the back of the shaft. The carter, dressed in the typical blue of his class with a rag over his head to block the dust, walked alongside the oldest white mule I have ever seen. I’m not sure if old animals are respected in China; I’m afraid they’re not. The poor creature had deep hollows above his eyes. I suspect Tuan got him for a low price because the cart was respectable, and he must have been good once—of course, he wouldn’t let me lose face—and then he made me pay full price, which I think came to a whole fivepence.

“That's a very old mule, Tuan,” I said.

“That's a really old mule, Tuan,” I said.

“Yes,” he assented, “very old, she forty,” which was certainly more than I had reckoned him. I afterwards came to the conclusion he meant fourteen.

“Yes,” he agreed, “very old, she’s forty,” which was definitely more than I had expected him to say. I later realized he actually meant fourteen.

What Tuan was there for, I certainly don't know, except to carry my card-case, which I was perfectly capable of carrying myself.

What Tuan was there for, I really don't know, except to carry my card case, which I was totally capable of carrying myself.

We went out into the dusty, mud-coloured street, and along between mud-coloured walls of the dullest, most uninteresting description, and presently we arrived at the yamen gates, and here it was evident that Tuan, who had been so important all across the mountains, was now quite out of his depth.

We stepped out onto the dusty, brown street, walking between the dull, mud-colored walls that were incredibly uninteresting, and soon we reached the yamen gates. It was clear that Tuan, who had been so significant throughout the mountains, was now totally out of his element.

“Cart no can go,” said he. “Missie get out.”

“Cart can’t go,” he said. “Get out, Missy.”

I was prepared for that. “No,” I said very important for once in my life, “I wait till someone comes.”

I was ready for that. "No," I said, feeling significant for once in my life, "I’ll wait until someone comes."

The yamen entrance was divided into three, as all Chinese entrances seem to be, and over it were curved tiled roofs with a little colouring, faded and shabby, about them; all of it was badly in need of repair, and on the fast-closed gates in the middle were representations of some demon apparently in a fit, but his aspect was a little spoiled by the want of a fresh coat of paint. The two little gates at either side were open, and here clustered Chinese soldiers in khaki, and men in civilian dress of blue cotton, and all stared at the foreign woman who was not a missionary, in the cart; that is the rude ones stared, and the polite ones looked uncomfortably out of the corners of their eyes. A Chinaman's politeness in this respect always ends by making me uncomfortable. A good, downright stare that says openly: “I am taking you in with all my eyes,” I can stand, but the man who looks away and down and out of the corners of his eyes gets on my nerves in no time.

The entrance to the yamen was divided into three sections, like most Chinese entrances are, and above it were curved tiled roofs, slightly colorful but faded and worn down; everything really needed some repairs. On the tightly closed gates in the middle, there were images of some demon looking like it’s having a fit, but it was a bit ruined by the lack of a fresh coat of paint. The two smaller gates on either side were open, and there were groups of Chinese soldiers in khaki and men in blue cotton civilian attire, all staring at the foreign woman in the cart who wasn’t a missionary; the rude ones stared openly, while the polite ones looked awkwardly out of the corners of their eyes. A Chinese person’s politeness in this situation always makes me feel uneasy. I can handle a good, honest stare that openly says: “I’m taking all of you in with my eyes,” but the person who looks away and down and peeks from the corners of his eyes really gets on my nerves quickly.

However, this time I had not long to wait. After a minute or two out came a messenger, a Chinese of the better class, for he was dressed in a bright blue silk coat and petticoats, with a black sleeveless jacket over it, and the gates at his command, to my boy's immense astonishment, opened, and my cart rumbled into the first courtyard. We went on into a second—bare, ugly courtyards they were, without a flower or a tree or any green thing to rest the eye upon—and then I got down as there came to meet me a small bare-headed man without a queue, and his thick black hair apparently cut with a saw and done with a fork. He wore an ill-fitting suit of foreign clothes, and about his neck, instead of a collar, one of those knitted wraps an Englishwoman puts inside her coat when the weather is cold. On his feet were the white socks and heelless slippers of the Chinese. Instead of the dignified greeting the first man had given me he remarked genially, and offhandedly: “Hallo, Missus!” and he did it with a certain confidence, as if he really would show the numerous bystanders that he knew how to receive a lady.

However, this time I didn’t have to wait long. After a minute or two, a messenger came out, a Chinese man from an upper class, dressed in a bright blue silk coat and skirt, with a black sleeveless jacket over it. To my boy's great surprise, the gates he commanded opened, and my cart rolled into the first courtyard. We moved on into a second—bare, unattractive courtyards, with no flowers, trees, or any greenery to rest the eyes upon—and I got down to meet a small, bare-headed man without a queue. His thick black hair looked like it had been cut with a saw and styled with a fork. He wore an ill-fitting suit of foreign clothes and around his neck, instead of a collar, was one of those knitted wraps that an Englishwoman puts inside her coat when it’s cold. On his feet were white socks and heelless slippers typical of the Chinese. Instead of the dignified greeting the first man had given me, he casually remarked, “Hello, Missus!” doing it with a certain confidence, as if he was trying to show the many bystanders that he knew how to welcome a lady.

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Through one shabby courtyard after another, all guarded by soldiers in khaki, he led me to the presence of the Tartar General, Hsiung Hsi Ling, the great man who had been Minister of Finance and who now held military command over the whole of that part of China, independent even of the Viceroy of the Province of Chihli. Those who told me made a great point of that independence; but in China it seems that a General with troops at his command always is independent, not only of the Viceroy of the Province in which he is stationed, but of anyone else in authority. The President himself would treat him with great respect so long as he had troops at his back. He is, in fact, entirely independent. If the central authorities give him money to pay his troops, well and good, he holds himself at their command, if they do not, then he is quite likely to sympathise with his men, and become not only a 278danger to the community among whom he is stationed, but to the Government as well. It is hardly likely yet in China, that a General popular with his troops can be degraded or dismissed. He can only be got rid of by offering him something better.

Through one rundown courtyard after another, all watched over by soldiers in khaki, he led me to meet the Tartar General, Hsiung Hsi Ling, the prominent figure who had been the Minister of Finance and now held military control over that entire part of China, independent even of the Viceroy of the Province of Chihli. Those who told me emphasized this independence; however, in China, it seems that a General with troops under his command is always independent, not just from the Viceroy of the Province he’s stationed in, but from anyone else in authority. The President himself would treat him with great respect as long as he had troops backing him. In fact, he is entirely independent. If the central authorities provide him with funds to pay his troops, that's great; he remains at their service. If they don’t, he might start sympathizing with his men, making him a potential threat, not just to the community he is in, but also to the Government. It’s still unlikely in China that a General who is popular with his troops can be demoted or fired. The only way to get rid of him is to offer him something better.

Here I found none of the pomp and magnificence I had expected to find about an all-powerful Oriental. We went into a room floored with stone, after the Chinese fashion, and furnished with a couple of chairs, and through that into a plain, smallish room, with the usual window of dainty lattice-work covered with white paper. All down the centre of it ran a table like a great dining-table, covered, as if to emphasise the likeness, with a white cloth. I felt as if I had come in at an inopportune moment, before the table had been cleared away. Seated at this table, with his back to the window, was the General. He rose as I entered and came forward, kindly and considerately, to meet me—a man of middle height, younger than I expected, for he hardly looked forty. There was not a thread of white in his coal-black hair, but he had some hair on his face—a moustache and the scanty beard that is all the Chinese can produce—so he was evidently of ripe years, well past middle age. He wore a uniform of khaki, as simple and devoid of ornament as that of one of his own soldiers; his thick black hair was cut short and he had a clever, kindly face. Though he could understand no English, he looked at the foreign woman pleasantly, and as if he were glad to see her. He went back to his chair, and I was seated at his right hand, while his secretary, and very inadequate interpreter, sat on his left. An attendant, looking like an ordinary coolie, brought in tea in three cups with handles and saucers, foreign fashion, and the interview began.

Here, I found none of the grandeur and luxury I expected from a powerful Oriental. We entered a stone-floored room, styled in a traditional Chinese way, furnished with a couple of chairs, and then moved into a plain, smaller room. It had the usual window with delicate lattice work covered in white paper. A large dining table ran down the center, covered with a white cloth, which only emphasized its resemblance to an actual dining table. I felt like I had walked in at the wrong moment, before the table had been cleared. Sitting at this table, with his back to the window, was the General. He stood up as I entered and came forward to greet me warmly—he was of medium height and younger than I anticipated, looking hardly forty. There wasn’t a single gray hair in his jet-black hair, but he did have some facial hair—a mustache and the sparse beard that Chinese men typically grow—showing he was definitely past middle age. He wore a plain khaki uniform, no fancier than that of one of his soldiers; his thick black hair was cut short, and he had a clever, kind face. Although he didn’t understand English, he looked at the foreign woman kindly, as if pleased to see her. He returned to his chair, and I sat to his right, while his secretary, who was a rather inadequate interpreter, sat on his left. An attendant, appearing like a regular coolie, brought in tea served in three handled cups with saucers, in the foreign style, and the meeting began.

I have been told that a grave and unsmiling demeanour is the proper thing to bring to a Chinese interview; and if so I failed lamentably to come up to the correct standard. But since the interpreter knew even less English than Tuan, whom I had left outside, there was really little else to do but smile and look pleasant. My host certainly smiled many times. I complimented him on the beauty of his country and then I asked permission, that is to say his protection, to go on to Lamamiao, or as it is called on the maps, Dolnor. Goodness knows why I asked. It would have meant two or three weeks at least in that awful Peking cart, but I appear to be so constituted that, when I am within range of a place, it would seem like missing my opportunities not to try and get there. I don't know what there is to see at Dolnor, but it is up on the Mongolian plateau, and there is a big lamaserie there and a living Buddha, that is an incarnation of the Buddha. The one who is there at present may be very holy as to one part of him, but the earthly part requires plenty of drink, I am told, and the caresses of many women to make this world tolerable. However, I was not to see him. The General and his secretary might not have understood much, but they did understand what I wanted then, and they were emphatic that I could not go. The General looked at his secretary and then at me, and explained at length, and he must have thought that the English language was remarkable for its brevity, for I was curtly informed:

I’ve been told that having a serious and unsmiling attitude is the right approach for a Chinese interview; if that’s true, I completely failed to meet those expectations. But since the interpreter knew even less English than Tuan, who I’d left outside, I really had no choice but to smile and be friendly. My host definitely smiled many times. I complimented him on the beauty of his country and then asked for permission, or rather his protection, to go to Lamamiao, or as it’s marked on the maps, Dolnor. I have no idea why I asked. It would have meant at least two or three weeks in that dreadful Peking cart, but I seem to be wired in such a way that whenever I’m close to a place, it feels like a missed opportunity not to try and get there. I don’t know what’s to be seen at Dolnor, but it's up on the Mongolian plateau, and there’s a large lamaserie there along with a living Buddha, who is an incarnation of the Buddha. The one there now might be very holy in one sense, but I’ve heard his earthly side requires plenty of drink and the company of many women to make life bearable. However, I wasn’t going to see him. The General and his secretary might not have understood much, but they knew what I wanted at that moment, and they made it clear that I could not go. The General looked at his secretary and then at me, explained at length, and he must have thought that English is remarkably concise because I was told curtly:

“No can go. Plenty robber. Too much war.”

“No can go. Lots of robbers. Too much fighting.”

I had been threatened with robbers before, but not by an important General, and this time I felt I had better take heed, besides there was always the consolatory thought that, if I did not go, I need not ride any more in a Peking cart. Then I asked permission to visit the Palace and Park.

I had been threatened by robbers before, but never by a high-ranking General, so this time I knew I should pay attention. Plus, there was the comforting thought that if I didn’t go, I wouldn’t have to ride in a Peking cart anymore. So, I asked for permission to visit the Palace and Park.

“No can do one time,” said the interpreter. “How many day you want go?”

“No can do one time,” said the interpreter. “How many days do you want to go?”

Somehow, though I had come all this way to see it, I have a rooted objection to sightseeing. To get a ticket to go into a place takes away the charm; still as I was about it, I thought I would go as often as I could, so I said I would like to go on five days. The missionaries, though they had been here for six years, had never yet set foot inside that Park; to go required a permit from the authorities, and it was their idea to ask nothing from those authorities that they could possibly avoid. They would certainly have thought it wicked to ask for anything for their own pleasure. I did not suffer from any such ideas. As the General was bent on being civil to me I thought I might as well say I would like to take my friends in, and as we could not go without proper attendants—I who come from a country where I have blacked my own boots, cooked the family dinner, and ironed my husband's shirts many a time—I asked for and got about thirty tickets. I've got some of them still. Then I drank a cup of very excellent tea, and before five minutes were up rose and made my adieux. Brevity, I had been instructed, was the soul of courtesy in a Chinese interview.

Somehow, even though I had traveled all this way to see it, I have a deep-seated objection to sightseeing. Getting a ticket to enter a place takes away its charm; still, I thought I would go as often as I could, so I said I wanted to go five times. The missionaries, despite being here for six years, had never set foot inside that Park; going in required a permit from the authorities, and they believed in asking nothing from the authorities that they could avoid. They would have considered it wrong to request anything for their own enjoyment. I didn’t share that mindset. Since the General was determined to be nice to me, I figured I might as well say I wanted to take my friends in, and since we couldn’t go without proper staff—I come from a place where I’ve blacked my own shoes, cooked family meals, and ironed my husband’s shirts many times—I asked for and received about thirty tickets. I still have some of them. Then I had a cup of really good tea, and within five minutes, I stood up and said my goodbyes. I had been told that brevity was essential for politeness in a Chinese meeting.

The Tartar General saw me through two doors, which I believe was a high honour, and due to my having been introduced as a learned doctor. The correct thing is to protest all the while and beg your host not to come any farther, but I am really too Western in my ideas and it seems silly. Either he wants to come, or he doesn't, in any case what does it matter, and so I fear me, I was not vehement enough in my protestations of unworthiness. The secretary conducted me to my cart, where a subdued and awed servant awaited my arrival with a new and exalted idea of his Missie's importance. Tuan had magnified my importance, I fancy, for his own sake. He was serving a woman—yes, but she was a rich, generous, and important woman, but he had never, at the bottom of his heart, really dreamt that she could go through the yamen gate in a cart, that she could sit down beside the Tartar General, that she could get many tickets to go inside grounds forbidden to all the Chinese round about. I have not the slightest doubt all the details of the interview reached him before I came out, brief as my visit had been, and he helped me into my cart with, I felt, more deference and less make-believe than was usual. It made me smile a little to myself, but I think it was Tuan who really got most satisfaction out of that visit, though he had not seen the great man.

The Tartar General saw me through two doors, which I think was a big honor, and it was probably because I was introduced as a knowledgeable doctor. The polite thing to do would be to protest and ask my host not to come any closer, but I’m really too Western in my thinking, and it feels silly. Either he wants to come or he doesn't; either way, it doesn’t really matter. So, I worry that I wasn't insistent enough in my claims of unworthiness. The secretary took me to my cart, where a subdued and impressed servant was waiting for me with a newfound idea of how important his Missie was. Tuan had likely inflated my importance for his own benefit. Yes, he was serving a woman, but she was a wealthy, generous, and significant woman. Deep down, he had never really imagined that she could go through the yamen gate in a cart, sit next to the Tartar General, or get tickets to enter areas that were off-limits to all the Chinese around. I’m sure all the details of the meeting reached him before I even came out, as brief as my visit was, and he helped me into my cart with more respect and less pretense than usual. It made me smile a little to myself, but I think Tuan was the one who gained the most satisfaction from that visit, even though he hadn’t seen the important figure.

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I had been comparing China to Babylon. I came away from the General's presence with the feeling that a Babylonish gentleman was truly charming—just like a finished product of my own time. Probably he was. But there were other sides to Babylon, as I was reminded that night. It is well to know all sides. When I had said good night and gone to bed, there burst on my ears a loud beating of gongs, and the weird war-song I had found so 282haunting the night before. The soldiers were stimulating their courage for the fighting in Mongolia. I wonder if the Babylonish soldiery sang so before they marched down upon Jerusalem. Then there came the watchman's gong, and the howl of the wonks that prowled about the town. I was back in past ages, and as I lay there in the darkness I wondered how I had ever had the temerity even to contemplate a visit to Lamamiao, and whether I would ever have the courage necessary to get back to Peking by myself. Luckily the fears of the dark are generally dispersed by the morning sunlight. At least they are with me, or I should never dare go travelling in remote places at all.

I had been comparing China to Babylon. After spending time with the General, I felt that a Babylonian gentleman was genuinely charming—just like someone from my own time. He probably was. But there were other aspects of Babylon, as I was reminded that night. It's important to understand all sides. After saying good night and getting into bed, I was suddenly awoken by loud gongs and the eerie war song I had found so 282haunting the night before. The soldiers were boosting their courage for the fight in Mongolia. I wonder if the Babylonian soldiers sang something similar before they marched down on Jerusalem. Then I heard the watchman’s gong and the howling of the wonks lurking around the town. I felt transported back in time, and as I lay there in the dark, I questioned how I had ever dared to consider visiting Lamamiao and whether I would ever have the courage to return to Beijing by myself. Fortunately, the fears of the dark usually fade away with the morning light. At least they do for me, or else I would never have the guts to travel in remote places at all.










CHAPTER XVI—A PLEASURE-GROUND OF THE MANCHUS

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A return call—Ceremonies—A dog-robbing suit—Difficulties of conversation—A treat for the amah—The British Ambassador at Jehol in the eighteenth century—The last stages of decrepitude—Glories of the park—The bronze temple—A flippant young Chinese gentleman—“Ladies' Temple”—Desolation and dirt and ruin—“Happiness Hall”—Examining a barbarian.

A return call—Ceremonies—A dog-robbing suit—Challenges of conversation—A treat for the nanny—The British Ambassador at Jehol in the 1700s—The final stages of decline—The beauty of the park—The bronze temple—A cheeky young Chinese man—“Ladies' Temple”—Despair and mess and decay—“Happiness Hall”—Assessing a foreigner.

The next day the secretary returned my call, bringing with him the General's card, and an apology for not coming himself. He was so very busy. I never expected him to come, and don't suppose he ever really intended to, but it was true Chinese politeness to put it that way.

The next day, the secretary returned my call, bringing the General's card and an apology for not coming himself. He was really busy. I never expected him to come and don't think he ever actually intended to, but it was just typical Chinese politeness to say it like that.

Mr Wu had sent to say he was coming to call upon me, and it surprised me to see the commotion such a little thing occasioned in the mission house. I felt they were really being awfully good to my guest, but, without taking away one jot from their kindliness, I think, too, they were very glad to be brought into friendly relations with the yamen, and I was very glad indeed to think that I, who was in outer darkness from their point of view, was able to do this little thing for them. Cakes were made, the best tea got out, the table set, and the boy, who generally waited upon us humbler folk in a little short jacket and trousers caught in at the ankles, was put into the long coat, 284or petticoat, whichever you are pleased to call it, that a well-dressed Chinese servant always wears. It seems it is not the correct thing for him to wait upon one in a little short jacket. And then when all was ready, and the small great man was announced, to my surprise the other two women were hustled out of sight, and I and the missionary received him alone. Why, I do not know even now. I sat on a high chair, and so did Mr Wu, and the missionary gave us both tea and cakes, handing everything with both hands; that I believe is the correct Chinese way of doing honour to your guest. I received it as a matter of course, said “Thank you,” or “Please don't bother,” whichever occurred to me, but Mr Wu was loud in his protestations, in both Chinese and English, and I fancy the whole interview—unless I spoiled it—was conducted in a manner which reflected infinite credit upon the missionary's knowledge of Chinese customs and the secretary's best manners. They certainly were very elaborate. This day he had on what one of my naval brothers was wont to designate a dog-robbing suit, though I don't know that he ever went out dog-robbing, and I am quite sure the young Chinese gentleman never did, also his hair was neatly parted in the middle and plastered down on each side, and with a high collar and tie on, he looked really as uncomfortable and outré as it was possible to look. He had brought me the tickets, and implored me if I wanted anything else to ask for it. The interview was a trial to me. It is all very well to be prepared to smile, but smiles don't really fill up more than a minute or two, and what on earth to say during the rest of the time, troubled me. In all the wide world, and I felt it acutely, we had absolutely nothing in common save those tickets, and my heart sank when he told me he would do himself the honour of showing me over the palace himself. If I felt half an hour with him, for all my gratitude for his kindliness, an intolerable burden, what on earth should I feel the livelong day. One piece of news he did tell us, there had been fighting in Mongolia, severe fighting, and many men had been killed, but when we came to ask which side had won he said he did not know, and then of course we guessed the Chinese had suffered a reverse, for if the telegraph could tell any details at all, it was sure to have told the all-important one which side was the conqueror. At last, when it seemed that hour had been interminable, the young man rose, and the farewells began.

Mr. Wu had sent word that he was coming to visit me, and it surprised me to see the fuss such a small thing caused at the mission house. I felt they were being incredibly kind to my guest, but, while their friendliness was sincere, I think they were also quite pleased to establish good relations with the yamen. I was genuinely happy to think that, despite being in a position the others saw as "outer darkness," I could do this small favor for them. Cakes were made, the best tea was brought out, the table was set, and the boy who usually attended us humble folks in his short jacket and trousers was dressed in the long coat, 284or petticoat, as you might call it, that a well-dressed Chinese servant always wears. Apparently, it’s not proper for him to serve in a short jacket. Then, when everything was ready and the small great man arrived, to my surprise, the other two women were ushered away, and I, along with the missionary, greeted him alone. I still don’t know why. I sat in a high chair, just like Mr. Wu, and the missionary served us both tea and cakes, handing everything over with both hands; that’s the proper Chinese way to honor your guest. I accepted it as a matter of course, saying “Thank you” or “Please don't bother,” whichever came to mind, but Mr. Wu was quite loud in his protests, both in Chinese and English. I hope I didn’t ruin it, but the entire meeting—unless I messed it up—reflected greatly on the missionary's knowledge of Chinese customs and the secretary’s good manners. They certainly went all out. That day, he wore what one of my naval friends would call a dog-robbing suit, though I don’t think he ever did any dog-robbing, and I’m pretty sure the young Chinese man didn’t either. He had his hair neatly parted down the middle and slicked down on each side, and with a high collar and tie, he looked as uncomfortable and outré as possible. He had brought me the tickets and urged me to ask for anything else I needed. The meeting was a challenge for me. It's easy to be ready to smile, but smiles don’t really last more than a minute or two, and I struggled to think of what to say during the rest of the time. In all the wide world, and I felt it deeply, we had absolutely nothing in common except those tickets, and my heart sank when he offered to personally show me around the palace. If I found half an hour with him, despite my gratitude for his kindness, to be an unbearable burden, what would I feel after spending the whole day with him? He did share some news: there had been serious fighting in Mongolia, and many men had been killed, but when we asked which side had won, he said he didn’t know. Of course, we deduced that the Chinese must have suffered a defeat because if the telegraph had any details, it would surely have reported which side won. Finally, when what felt like an eternity passed, the young man stood up, and the farewells began.

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Those Chinese farewells! Chinese etiquette is enough to cure the most enthusiastic believer in form and ceremony, to reduce him to the belief that a simple statement of fact, a “Yea, yea,” and “Nay, nay,” are amply sufficient. I suppose all this form and ceremony, this useless form and ceremony, comes from the over-civilisation of China. If ever in the future I am inclined to cavil at abrupt modern manners, I shall think of that young man protesting that the missionary must not come to the gate with him, when all the while he knew he would have been deeply offended if he had not. I fear lest I may now swing over to the other side and say that a rude abruptness is a sign of life, so much better does it seem to me than the long elaborate and meaningless politeness that hampers one so much.

Those Chinese goodbyes! Chinese etiquette is enough to make even the most die-hard fan of rituals and formalities reconsider, leading them to believe that a simple statement of fact, a “Yes, yes” or “No, no,” is more than enough. I guess all this formality, this pointless formality, stems from the over-civilization of China. If I ever find myself starting to complain about the brusque manners of modern times, I’ll remember that young man insisting that the missionary shouldn’t accompany him to the gate, even though he would have been really offended if the missionary hadn’t. I'm worried that I might now swing to the other extreme and argue that bluntness is a sign of vitality, as it appears so much more appealing to me than the lengthy, elaborate, and pointless politeness that can be so restrictive.

When he had gone we discussed the question of a visit to the Imperial Park, and then I found that 286there were many things in the way of my entertaining my hosts, prayer meetings, dispensary afternoons, visits, and that in any case, only the women would accompany me, whether that was really because the men were busy, or because it was not Chinese etiquette for men and women to amuse themselves together I do not know, but I strongly suspect the latter had something to do with it. For of course what the foreigners did, more especially the new foreign woman, who was not a missionary, was a matter of common talk in all the district round. Then my hostess put it to me, as I had plenty of tickets and to spare, would I take their amah. She was most anxious to go. She had been in service with a Manchu family, and once when they were going she had been ill, and once it had rained so that she had never gone, and she was getting an old woman and feared her chances were dwindling sadly.

When he left, we talked about visiting the Imperial Park, and I realized that 286there were many obstacles preventing me from entertaining my hosts—prayer meetings, afternoons at the dispensary, visits—and in any case, only the women would join me. I wasn't sure if the men were busy or if it was simply against Chinese etiquette for men and women to enjoy themselves together, but I strongly suspected the latter was part of it. After all, what foreigners did, especially the new foreign women who weren’t missionaries, was a popular topic of discussion throughout the area. Then my hostess asked me, since I had plenty of extra tickets, if I would take their amah. She was very eager to go. She had worked for a Manchu family, and once when they were heading out, she had been ill, and another time it had rained, so she never got to go, and now she was getting older and worried that her chances were slipping away.

It was such a little thing to want, and yet I don't know. When I looked at the hideous town, for Cheng Teh Fu remains in my mind as the ugliest Chinese town I have ever seen it had not the charm and fascination that walls give, when I thought of the delights that lay hidden behind the fifteen miles of high wall that surround the Park, the delights that are for so very, very few, I did not wonder that the Manchu woman, who already counted herself old, she was forty-five, should have been very anxious to go inside. And when I told her I would take her, she immediately begged leave to go away and put on her best clothes. I couldn't see any difference between her best clothes and her everyday clothes, but I could see she had a small shaven grandchild in attendance, who was immediately put on to carry my umbrella. I suppose she hoped to smuggle him in to see the delights, and I said nothing, for I had plenty of tickets.

It was such a small thing to want, yet I don't know. When I looked at the awful town—because Cheng Teh Fu remains in my mind as the ugliest Chinese town I’ve ever seen—it lacked the charm and allure that walls provide. When I thought about the amazing experiences hidden behind the fifteen miles of high wall that surround the Park, the experiences that are so very, very few, I understood why the Manchu woman, who already considered herself old at forty-five, would be eager to go inside. When I told her I would take her, she immediately asked for permission to go and change into her best clothes. I couldn’t see any difference between her best clothes and her everyday ones, but I noticed she had a small shaven grandchild with her, who was quickly assigned to carry my umbrella. I suppose she hoped to sneak him in to see the wonders, and I said nothing because I had plenty of tickets.

Curiously enough, while most of China has been a sealed book, the Hunting Palace—it is really better described as a Lodge—of the Manchus has been known to the English for one hundred and twenty years, for it was here that, on the 9th September, 1793, the Emperor Ch'ien Lung received Lord Macartney, the first British Ambassador to China. I did not come straight from Peking, but I know that the road, by valley and mountain pass, is reckoned very bad indeed, and very few people as yet take the trouble to go to Jehol. It is four and a half days' hard travelling now, but Lord Macartney took seven, and it is a curious commentary upon the state of the roads in the British Isles in those days that though his chronicler, Sir George Staunton, writing of the journey, complains a little of the roads, and mentions that Lord Macartney's carriage, which he had brought out from England with him, had generally to be dragged along empty, while the “Embassador” himself rode in a palankeen, he does not make much moan about them; no one reading his account would think they were so appalling as they must have been, for I cannot think they have deteriorated much since those days. When I looked at the streets of Cheng Teh Fu, banks, dust heaps, great holes, stones, I tried to imagine the British “Embassador's” coach being dragged across them, twisting round corners, balancing on sidings, up to the axles in dust, or perhaps mud, for it was September and the crowd looking on at the lord from the far islands of the sea, who was bringing tribute to the Emperor of China, 288for I am afraid it is hardly likely they believed he was doing anything else.

Interestingly, while most of China has remained largely unknown to the outside world, the Hunting Palace—better described as a Lodge—of the Manchus has been familiar to the English for the past one hundred and twenty years. It was here, on September 9, 1793, that Emperor Ch'ien Lung welcomed Lord Macartney, the first British Ambassador to China. I didn’t come directly from Peking, but I know that the journey through valleys and mountain passes is considered quite treacherous, and very few people bother to travel to Jehol. Nowadays, it takes about four and a half days of tough travel, but Lord Macartney took seven. It’s a curious reflection on the condition of roads in Britain at that time that, even though his chronicler, Sir George Staunton, expresses some dissatisfaction with the roads and notes that Lord Macartney’s carriage, which he had brought from England, usually had to be dragged along empty while the “Ambassador” himself rode in a palankeen, he doesn’t complain too much. Anyone reading his account wouldn’t assume the roads were as terrible as they must have been, as I can’t imagine they have improved much since then. When I looked at the streets of Cheng Teh Fu with their banks, dust piles, large holes, and stones, I tried to picture the British “Ambassador's” coach being maneuvered over them, twisting around corners, balancing on uneven ground, and submerged up to the axles in dust or maybe mud, since it was September, and the crowd watching the lord from distant islands bringing tribute to the Emperor of China, 288probably didn’t believe he was doing anything else.

Another thing Sir George Staunton notes is the scarcity of timber. “The circumjacent hills,” he writes, “appeared to have been once well planted with trees; but those few which remained were stunted, and timber has become very scarce. No young plantations had been made to supply the old ones cut down.” Now the hills round are absolutely bare, there is not a sign that ever a tree has grown upon them, and I should not have believed they had, had it not been for Sir George Staunton's account.

Another thing Sir George Staunton points out is the lack of timber. “The surrounding hills,” he writes, “seemed to have once been well covered with trees; but the few that are left are stunted, and timber has become very rare. No new plantations have been established to replace the old ones that were cut down.” Now the hills are completely bare; there’s no indication that any trees ever grew there, and I wouldn’t have believed it if it weren’t for Sir George Staunton's account.

And on the other side of this ugly town, among these desolate hills, is set a wall, a wall about twenty feet high, with a broad pathway on the top, along which the guards might walk. And the wall has been built with discretion. Not only was it to keep out all but the elect, but it was to block effectually all view of what went on inside. Not even from the neighbouring hills is it possible to look into that Park. Its delights were only for the Son of Heaven and those who ministered to his well-being.

And on the other side of this bleak town, among these barren hills, there’s a wall, about twenty feet high, with a wide pathway on top for the guards to patrol. The wall was built carefully not just to keep out everyone except the chosen few, but to completely block any view of what happened inside. Even from the nearby hills, it’s impossible to see into that Park. Its pleasures were reserved solely for the Son of Heaven and those who took care of him.

We went along a sordid, dusty street to the principal gate, a shabby and forlorn-looking gate, and the watch-tower over it was crumbling to decay, and we entered the courtyard, a forlorn and desolate courtyard, where the paving-stones were broken, and the grass and weeds were coming up between the cracks. Then there was a long pathway with a broken pavement in the middle, a pavement so characteristic of China that wherever I chance to see such I shall think of her golden sunshine and bright skies. On either side of that pathway were high walls over which were peeping the tiled roofs of 289buildings, until at last after fully five minutes' walk, after passing through many gates, all in various stages of decay, we came to a place where the path ended with two doors to the right and left. This, the palace of an Emperor; it seemed impossible to believe it. I wondered if the woman who had wanted for so many years to see it was disappointed. She was supporting my elbow, true Chinese fashion, and Tuan, having succeeded in passing on my camera to the usual ragged follower, was on the other side, as if I were in the last stages of decrepitude. At first this exceeding attention used to irritate me, but by this time I had resigned myself to my fate. I was more concerned at the shabbiness and sordidness of everything. Of course no one save the servants, who keep the place, live in the grounds now, no one has lived there for over fifty years, not since 1860, when the reigning Emperor fled there from the Allies who sacked Peking, and died there. Perhaps it was for that reason that his secondary wife, the great Dowager-Empress whom all the world knew, disliked the place, and went there no more. I remembered that, as I stood between those two doors and wondered which I should go through first. The one to the left led to some courtyards surrounded by low, one-storied buildings—Emperor's first bedroom—said Tuan, and possibly he was right. I turned to the door on the right and as it opened I knew that these Manchu pleasure-grounds had been planned, as so many things Chinese are planned, nobly. I stepped out on to a plateau and there, there in this treeless China, was a grove of firs and pines. The blue sky peeped through the branches, the sunshine dappled the ground with shadow and light, and the wind 290murmured softly among the evergreen foliage. Here was coolness and delight. Beyond the plateau lay a long grassy valley surrounded by softly rounded, tree-clad hills, and right at the bottom of the valley was a lake with winding shores, a lake covered with lotus lilies, with islands on it, with bridges and buildings, picturesque as only the ideal Chinese buildings can be picturesque. It may have been created by art, and at least art must have entered to some great extent into the making of the beauty, but there is no trace of it. My followers looked at the scene and looked at me, as much as to say this was something belonging to them they were showing me, and they hoped I was appreciating it properly. It might have been the Manchu woman's very own. In truth I could only look and wonder, lost in admiration. What could the heart of man want more for the glorious summertime, the brief, hot summer of Northern China?

We walked along a grimy, dusty street to the main gate, which was shabby and looked abandoned, and the watchtower above it was crumbling. We entered the courtyard, a bleak and desolate space, where the paving stones were broken and grass and weeds were sprouting between the cracks. Then there was a long path with a cracked sidewalk down the middle, a walkway so typical of China that whenever I see one like it, I will think of her golden sunshine and bright skies. On either side of that path were tall walls, with the tiled roofs of buildings peeking over them. After about five minutes of walking, having passed through several gates in various states of disrepair, we reached a spot where the path ended with two doors on the right and left. This was the palace of an Emperor; it seemed unbelievable. I wondered if the woman who had wanted to see it for so many years was disappointed. She was supporting my elbow, in true Chinese fashion, and Tuan, who had successfully handed my camera off to the usual ragged follower, was on the other side, making it seem like I was in my last stages of old age. At first, all this attention annoyed me, but by now, I had accepted my fate. I was more troubled by the shabby and neglected state of everything. Of course, only the servants who maintained the place lived in the grounds now; no one had lived there for over fifty years, not since 1860, when the reigning Emperor fled from the Allies who sacked Peking and died there. Maybe that’s why his secondary wife, the famous Dowager Empress known around the world, disliked the place and never returned. I recalled this as I stood between those two doors, pondering which I should go through first. The one to the left led to some courtyards surrounded by low, one-story buildings—Tuan said it was the Emperor’s first bedroom, and he might have been right. I turned to the door on the right, and as it opened, I realized that these Manchu pleasure grounds had been designed, like many things in China, with grandeur. I stepped out onto a plateau, and there, in this treeless China, was a grove of firs and pines. The blue sky peeked through the branches, the sunshine created dappled patterns on the ground, and the wind softly whispered among the evergreen leaves. Here was coolness and joy. Beyond the plateau lay a long grassy valley surrounded by softly rolling, tree-covered hills, and right at the bottom of the valley was a lake with winding shores, covered with lotus lilies, dotted with islands, bridges, and buildings, picturesque in a way that only ideal Chinese architecture can be. It might have been created by art, and certainly art had played a significant role in shaping its beauty, but there was no sign of it. My followers looked at the scene and then at me, as if to convey that this was something that belonged to them and they hoped I was appreciating it. It might have been the very own property of the Manchu woman. Truly, I could only gaze and wonder, lost in admiration. What more could anyone desire for the glorious summertime, the brief, hot summer of Northern China?

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The first glance was a surprise, and the farther I went in the more my wonder grew. There were paved pathways, but they were not aggressively paved, the rough grey stones had just been sunk in the grass. They were broken a little now, and they toned naturally with the rural surroundings. There were lovely bridges bridging ravines, and here, too, was not one stone too many, nothing to suggest the artificial, that so often spoils the rural scene made to conform to the wants of the luxurious. Of course, besides the pavement, other things had fallen into disrepair, there were steps down hill-sides that were well-nigh hopeless for purposes of ascent and descent, and there were temples where indeed the gods were forlorn and forgotten. Gigantic gods they were 291with fearsome faces and painted in gorgeous colours, but they were all dusty and dirty. There was one temple all of bronze, but it was rusted and shabby. There were shrines in it set with agate and jasper, mother-of-pearl and jade, and what looked like great rubies, but, very likely, were only garnets. Shabby, forlorn, forgotten was the temple, the steps that led up to it were broken and almost unusable, the courtyards were neglected, the tiles of the roof grass-grown, the woodwork of the doors perished, the walls falling, but the situation on the hill-side, embosomed in pines, with the beautiful lake at its feet and the wide vista of hills beyond, was superb, eternal.

The first glance was surprising, and the more I explored, the more my amazement grew. There were paved paths, but they weren’t aggressively done; the rough grey stones had simply been set into the grass. They were a bit worn now, blending naturally with the countryside around them. There were beautiful bridges crossing ravines, and not a single stone felt out of place, nothing to suggest the artificiality that often ruins rural scenes made to cater to luxury. Of course, aside from the pavement, other things had fallen into disrepair—there were steep steps that were nearly impossible to climb or descend, and there were temples where the gods appeared lonely and forgotten. They were massive gods with fearsome faces, painted in vibrant colors, but they were all dusty and grimy. There was one temple made entirely of bronze, but it was rusted and shabby. Inside were shrines adorned with agate and jasper, mother-of-pearl and jade, and what looked like great rubies, but they were probably just garnets. The temple was neglected, the steps leading up to it were broken and nearly unusable, the courtyards were overgrown, the roof tiles were covered in grass, the woodwork of the doors had rotted, the walls were crumbling, but the location on the hillside, surrounded by pines, with the beautiful lake at its base and the wide view of hills beyond, was stunning and timeless.

On the day the missionaries arranged to come we made a picnic to this temple, I, and the two missionary women and our attendants, my servant, and their boy and the Manchu amah and all the heterogeneous! following my boy always collected, and as we sat there at our open-air tiffin the gates were pushed open and in came the little Chinese gentleman in his badly fitting foreign clothes.

On the day the missionaries planned to visit, we had a picnic at this temple. It was me, the two missionary women, our attendants, my servant, their boy, the Manchu amah, and the whole mixed group that my boy usually gathered. As we sat there enjoying our outdoor lunch, the gates swung open and in walked a little Chinese gentleman in his ill-fitting foreign clothes.

“Hallo, Missus,” he said, and I forgot for a moment all the wonders that his people had done, that were here before my eyes.

“Hello, ma’am,” he said, and for a moment I forgot all the wonders that his people had created, which were right in front of me.

He had come to fulfil his promise and show me round.

He had come to keep his promise and show me around.

He was a flippant young gentleman impatient of the past, just as I have seen young men of his age, in Western lands. He was only a boy, after all, and he threw stones at the birds just as a younger boy might have done in England. Only I wished he wouldn't. It was nice to think the birds had sanctuary here, but I suppose it was a way of letting off steam, since he could not talk very easily to the 292foreign woman. A small red squirrel, sitting up deeply engaged with a nut from one of the fir-trees, roused him to wild excitement, and he shouted and yelled to a couple of dignified, petticoated Chinamen on the other side of the lake, in a way that quite upset my ideas of Chinese propriety; in fact, he was the General's secretary, showing off just as I have seen boys in other lands show off.

He was a casual young guy, restless about the past, just like I’ve seen young men his age in Western countries. He was still just a boy, after all, and he tossed stones at the birds just like a younger kid might in England. I just wished he wouldn’t. It was pleasant to think the birds had a safe place here, but I guess it was his way of blowing off some steam since he couldn’t easily talk to the 292foreign woman. A small red squirrel, focused on a nut from one of the fir trees, got him super excited, and he shouted and hollered at a couple of dignified, skirted Chinese men on the other side of the lake, which really challenged my ideas about Chinese decorum; in fact, he was the General's secretary, showing off just like I’ve seen boys do in other countries.

He took us to the women's temple, since we were interested in temples, a temple away on the other side of the lake, down in a hollow of the hills, hidden away as woman has been hidden away in China for immemorial ages.

He took us to the women's temple because we were interested in temples. It was a temple on the other side of the lake, down in a valley in the hills, concealed just like women have been in China for ages.

“Ladies' temple,” said our cicerone with a wave of his hand.

“Ladies' temple,” said our guide with a wave of his hand.

And it, too, is falling into decay, the dusty gods, ranged round the sacred place, remind one of the contents of a lumber-room, and “Forgotten, forgotten,” is written large all over it. The forlorn old man in shabby blue, with a tiny little queue and a dirty face who keeps it, looks as if he too had been forgotten, and was grateful for a twenty-cent cumshaw. Only the courtyard with the soft breeze rustling in the pine-trees and ringing the musical bells that hung from the eaves was peaceful in the afternoon sunshine, with a charm of its own.

And it, too, is falling apart. The dusty gods lining the sacred place remind one of a cluttered storage room, and “Forgotten, forgotten,” is written big all over it. The sad old man in a worn-out blue outfit, with a tiny queue and a dirty face who takes care of it, looks like he has also been forgotten and is thankful for a twenty-cent tip. Only the courtyard, with the gentle breeze rustling through the pine trees and the musical bells hanging from the eaves, felt peaceful in the afternoon sun, with its own special charm.

What women have come and prayed here? The proud Manchu Empress whom her lord had neglected, the Chinese concubine who longed to find favour in his eyes?

What women have come and prayed here? The proud Manchu Empress whom her lord had ignored, the Chinese concubine who longed to win his favor?

All over this pleasure-ground are buildings, but so deftly placed they never for one moment interfere with the charm of the countryside. There is a little temple on the Golden Mountain where the Jehol River takes its rise in a spring; on another hill is a little look-out place or tea pagoda with the roof covered with tiles of imperial yellow, and a view from it that even an Emperor is lucky to command. At the end of a long grassy glade where the deer were feeding in the shade of oaks and willows was a tall pagoda, and the Emperor's library was in another little valley, hidden away behind high walls. We entered through a guard-house and came upon a small door in the high stone wall, and this door on the inner side appeared to be blocked not only by the trunk of a tree but by a huge rock. There was, however, just room for one person to pass round, and then we entered a shaded rock garden, which is all round the building that holds the library. The deep veranda was charming, on the hottest day one might sit, cool and secluded, reading here, and on each corner are exquisite bronze models of Chinese ponies. The library itself, like most of these houses, was sealed up, and our young friend had not the key, but the lattice-work windows, and most of the walls are of lattice-work, for this is a summer palace, were down to the ground, and through the torn paper I could get a glimpse of what looked like another lumber-room, but that once must have been gorgeous with red lacquer and gold.

All over this park, there are buildings, but they’re placed so perfectly that they never disrupt the beauty of the countryside. There’s a small temple on the Golden Mountain where the Jehol River begins from a spring; on another hill, there’s a lookout spot or tea pagoda with a roof covered in imperial yellow tiles, offering a view that even an Emperor would envy. At the end of a long grassy glade where deer grazed in the shade of oaks and willows, there stood a tall pagoda, and the Emperor’s library was tucked away in another little valley, hidden behind tall walls. We entered through a guardhouse and found a small door in the high stone wall. On the inside, this door seemed blocked not only by the trunk of a tree but also by a huge rock. However, there was just enough space for one person to squeeze through, and then we stepped into a shaded rock garden that surrounds the building housing the library. The deep veranda was delightful; on the hottest days, one could sit here, cool and private, reading, and at each corner are beautiful bronze models of Chinese ponies. The library itself, like most of these buildings, was locked up, and our young friend didn’t have the key, but the lattice-work windows—most of the walls were lattice-work since this is a summer palace—had openings down to the ground, and through the torn paper, I could catch a glimpse of what seemed like another storage room, though it must have once been stunning with red lacquer and gold.

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Always it was the same, desolation and dirt and ruin, and the young man who was showing us everything made as if he wished to impress upon us that it did not matter. He belonged to the modern world, and these were past and gone. But when we admired and were charmed and delighted I saw that he, too, was pleased.

Always it was the same: emptiness, filth, and decay. The young man guiding us around tried to show us that it didn’t really matter. He belonged to the modern world, and all this was in the past. But when we expressed our admiration and fascination, I noticed that he was pleased as well.

There were the Emperor's rooms opening into a courtyard close to the gate, there were his great audience halls down among a grove of firs, where probably he received Lord Macartney. Highly scented white single peonies made fragrant the grass-grown courtyards, where great bronze gongs are the remnants of a past magnificence, and the rooms are many of them empty, for all they are so carefully sealed. There were more rooms for the Emperor on an island in the lily-covered lake; and reached by bridges that are taken up in June and July and boats substituted, and farthest away of all, at the very end of the lake, were the rooms of the Empress.

There were the Emperor's rooms opening into a courtyard near the gate, and his grand audience halls nestled among a grove of fir trees, where he likely met Lord Macartney. Fragrant white peonies filled the grass-covered courtyards, where large bronze gongs remain from a time of splendor, and many of the rooms are empty, despite being so carefully sealed. The Emperor had more rooms on an island in the lily-covered lake, accessed by bridges that are taken down in June and July and replaced with boats. At the far end of the lake were the rooms of the Empress.

“Happiness Hall” the Emperor Kwang Hsi wrote on it with his own hands, or so our guide told us, and there to this day the golden characters remain. Did they speak the truth, I wonder. At that particular period, I believe, the Empress counted for a great deal more than the Emperor, so possibly at least the envious Emperor felt he was speaking the truth; but, as a rule, it is difficult to think that the woman who shared the Dragon Throne could have been happy. It is difficult to believe that any woman in China can be happy, she counts for so little even now.

“Happiness Hall,” the Emperor Kwang Hsi wrote on it with his own hands, or so our guide told us, and there to this day the golden characters remain. I wonder if that’s true. At that time, I believe the Empress was considered much more significant than the Emperor, so maybe the jealous Emperor felt he was being honest; but generally, it’s hard to believe that the woman who shared the Dragon Throne could have been happy. It’s hard to accept that any woman in China can be happy, as she means so little even now.

The courtyards were like all the other courtyards, with great gongs of Ningpo work and bronze vases, and shaded by picturesque pine-trees, only here was an innovation. In a sheltered corner, hidden away from the sight of all, by high walls and green shrubs, was the bathing-place of the Court ladies, and on the other side their theatre.

The courtyards looked just like the others, filled with large gongs from Ningpo and bronze vases, shaded by beautiful pine trees, but there was something new here. In a secluded corner, out of sight from everyone, surrounded by tall walls and green shrubs, was the bathing area for the Court ladies, and on the other side was their theater.

The Emperor had a theatre not far from the gate of the pleasure-grounds, a great place all falling into decay, and here they had a play for the entertainment 295of their guests, when the first British Ambassador came here, and it is evident that the women were allowed to be present, even though they were behind a screen, for Sir George Staunton relates that the only foreigner, seen by these secluded women, was George Staunton aged thirteen, the page to the Embassy, who was led on to a platform by a eunuch, so that the wives and concubines of the Emperor might see what a barbarian from the islands of the far Western sea looked like.

The Emperor had a theater not far from the entrance of the pleasure gardens, a large place that was falling into disrepair. Here, they put on a play to entertain their guests when the first British Ambassador arrived. It’s clear that women were allowed to attend, even if they were behind a screen, because Sir George Staunton mentions that the only foreigner seen by these secluded women was George Staunton, who was thirteen and served as a page to the Embassy. He was brought onto a platform by a eunuch so the Emperor's wives and concubines could see what a barbarian from the distant Western islands looked like.

But here, close to her rooms, and by her bathing-place, the Empress had her own private theatre, and I wondered what manner of play could interest such secluded ladies, such narrow lives.

But here, near her rooms and by her bathing area, the Empress had her own private theater, and I wondered what kind of play could engage such reclusive women, such limited lives.

Wonderful to relate both the theatre and the roof of the rooms showed signs of having been recently done up. The rumour ran that after the Revolution in February 1912, the Court thought of retiring here, and these recent repairs in a place that has been untouched for years give colour to the rumour. We asked our guide as we sat at afternoon tea on the veranda looking out at the sunlight coming through the fir-trees that make the approach to “Happiness Hall,” but he shook his head. He knew nothing about it. He was a most circumspect young man and never did know anything, he felt perhaps it was wisest not.

It was great to see that both the theater and the roof of the rooms had clearly been recently renovated. There was talk that after the Revolution in February 1912, the Court considered moving here, and these recent updates in a place that had been neglected for years lend some credibility to the rumor. While we sipped our afternoon tea on the veranda, looking out at the sunlight filtering through the fir trees leading to “Happiness Hall,” we asked our guide about it, but he shook his head. He had no idea. He was a very cautious young man and never seemed to know anything; he probably thought it was best that way.

Oh but it was sad the waste here. All these dwelling-places dotted about in the valley, on hillside, hidden away in groves of trees, are of one story, they are summer palaces, but the rooms are well-proportioned, and with their wide verandas and their lattice-work walls down to the ground, must have been delightful to live in, and they were furnished as 296an Emperor's palace should be furnished. There were chairs unlike the usual Chinese chairs, comfortable chairs of red lacquer and blackwood, and they were inlaid with cloisonne work, with carved jade, with delightful patterns in mother-of-pearl, there were stools, there were tables, there were low k'ang tables of lacquer, and all were perished with the sun and the wind; of not one piece has any care been taken. Some of the rooms were empty, some were full of packing-cases hiding I know not what treasures; judging by those perishing chairs and tables that were left out, I should imagine something worth possessing. Can it be only fifty years since an Emperor came here, it might be two hundred judging by the state of decay everything was in, and yet, when all was said and done, this place struck me as being the most magnificent pleasure-ground, the most beautifully situated, the most beautifully planned, that I have ever seen, worth, and more than worth, the arduous journey through the mountains that I had taken to see it.

Oh, but it was sad to see the waste here. All these homes scattered throughout the valley, on the hillsides, tucked away in groves of trees are single-story places; they are summer retreats, and while the rooms are well-proportioned, with their wide verandas and latticework walls extending to the ground, they must have been a delight to live in, furnished as an 296 Emperor's palace should be. There were chairs unlike the typical Chinese chairs, comfortable ones made of red lacquer and blackwood, inlaid with cloisonné, carved jade, and lovely patterns in mother-of-pearl. There were stools, tables, and low lacquered k'ang tables, all ruined by the sun and wind; no care had been taken with any of them. Some of the rooms were empty, some were filled with packing cases hiding who knows what treasures. Judging by the decaying chairs and tables left outside, I imagine there was something worth having. Can it really be just fifty years since an Emperor visited here? It feels like two hundred, considering how decayed everything is, yet, when all is said and done, this place struck me as the most magnificent pleasure ground, the most beautifully situated and planned place I have ever seen, worth, and more than worth, the difficult journey through the mountains I undertook to see it.

It is supposed to be cut off from the people, and it is I suppose, judging by the joy the mission servants expressed at getting a chance to see it.

It’s meant to be cut off from the people, and I guess it is, judging by the excitement the mission servants showed at getting a chance to see it.

“All my life,” said the amah, “I have served in Manchu families, and yet see, it is through a foreigner I come here,” and it was as if the seeing had crowned her life. But still there is a little dribbling in of the favoured few of the lower classes. It may be they were the palace servants who speared great black bass in the lake. It might have been they who carried out baskets of lily root and sold them with the fish outside. I bought bass easily enough for my hostess, great things still alive and bleeding from women's temple.

“All my life,” said the amah, “I have served in Manchu families, and yet here I am, coming here because of a foreigner,” and it felt like this moment had defined her life. But there is still a trickle of favored few from the lower classes. Maybe they were the palace servants who caught the huge black bass in the lake. It might have been them who carried out baskets of lily root and sold them along with the fish outside. I bought bass easily enough for my hostess, impressive ones still alive and bleeding from the women's temple.

Sometimes there are rumours of art treasures sold from the palace, and then again it is contradicted: but I wondered, as I looked at those great baskets of lily roots that were constantly going outside, if here were not an excellent way to conceal contraband. It may be though that the guards at the gate are not to be bought, and possibly I do them an injustice.

Sometimes there are rumors about art treasures being sold from the palace, and then it’s denied again. But as I watched those big baskets of lily roots constantly being taken outside, I wondered if this was a clever way to hide stolen goods. However, it could be that the guards at the gate can’t be bribed, and maybe I’m being unfair to them.

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I had written this and felt apologetic for my suspicions of the humble guard, forgetting that this is China, where anything may happen, when before my book could go to press a greater than the guard, no less a person than the Premier himself, Hsiung Hsi Ling, the great Tartar General, was accused of taking away the precious curios from Jehol. He had brought away curios valued at tens of thousands of pounds but he succeeded in proving to the satisfaction of the President that he had brought them away only that they might be stored in one of the great museums in Peking, where not only could they be cared for, but they might be seen by far more people. Again I thought of the Babylonish gentleman. Doubtless he, too, would have moved the nation's treasures from one place to another without saying by your leave to any man. To whom was he responsible? Perhaps to the King upon the throne. Hardly to him, if his army was strong and faithful.

I wrote this and felt sorry for doubting the humble guard, forgetting that this is China, where anything can happen. Before my book could go to press, someone even bigger than the guard, none other than the Premier himself, Hsiung Hsi Ling, the great Tartar General, was accused of taking precious artifacts from Jehol. He had taken artifacts worth tens of thousands of pounds, but he managed to convince the President that he did it so they could be stored in one of the great museums in Peking, where they could be cared for and viewed by many more people. Again, I thought of the Babylonian gentleman. Surely he would have relocated the nation's treasures without asking permission from anyone. To whom was he accountable? Maybe to the King on the throne. But hardly to him if his army was strong and loyal.

We lingered on the veranda of the Empress's house over our afternoon tea—wherever we went hot water was procurable—and the sunshine came through the branches of the pines and firs, the great willows dipped their weeping branches in the clear waters of the lake, the deep blue of the sky contrasted 298with the green of the pine-needles, and a long snake came slowly, slowly, through the grass to take his daily drink, unperturbed, though all the servants and the German girl and I ran to look at him. He knew he was quite safe, no one would harm a sacred snake. A small eagle screamed from the rocks above, there was the mourning of a dove, the plaintive cry of a hoopoe, and a chattering black and white magpie looked on. A tiny blue kingfisher, like a jewel, fluttered on to a stone, and a bird something like a thrush, sang sweetly and loudly as the evening shadows lengthened. A great blue crane, tall almost as a man flew slowly across the water, and the brown deer clustered in the glades and began to feed. Truly it was an ideal spot up among the barren hills of Inner Mongolia, this Park enclosed by miles of high wall and still carefully guarded and jealously secluded by the Republic as it was by the Manchus. When France became a Republic they threw open her palaces and desecrated her most holy places. Not so here in the unchanging East. What was secluded and difficult of entrance in Manchu times is secluded and entered only by favour still. China absorbs the present and clings to the past. Are they past for ever those dead and gone rulers who made these pleasure-grounds?

We hung out on the porch of the Empress's house with our afternoon tea—hot water was always available wherever we went—and sunshine streamed through the branches of the pines and firs. The big willows dipped their drooping branches into the clear waters of the lake, and the deep blue sky contrasted 298with the green of the pine needles. A long snake slithered slowly through the grass to take its daily drink, unfazed, even though all the servants, the German girl, and I rushed over to watch it. It knew it was safe; no one would harm a sacred snake. A small eagle screeched from the rocks above, the mourning of a dove echoed, and a sad-sounding hoopoe called out while a chattering black and white magpie observed. A tiny blue kingfisher, like a jewel, fluttered onto a stone, and a bird that resembled a thrush sang sweetly and loudly as the evening shadows grew longer. A large blue crane, almost as tall as a man, flew slowly across the water, and the brown deer gathered in the clearings to start feeding. It truly was an ideal spot nestled among the barren hills of Inner Mongolia, this park enclosed by miles of high wall and still carefully guarded and jealously secluded by the Republic, just like it was during the Manchu era. When France became a Republic, they opened up her palaces and desecrated her most sacred sites. Not so here in the unchanging East. What was secluded and hard to access during Manchu times is still secluded and only entered by invitation. China absorbs the present while holding tightly to the past. Are those long-gone rulers who created these pleasure grounds lost to history forever?

Their last representative is a little boy hidden away in the heart of Peking, hardly realising yet what he has lost.

Their last representative is a young boy tucked away in the heart of Beijing, barely aware of what he has lost.

“If he comes again,” said a Chinese gentleman, “he will be Emperor by force of arms.”

“If he comes again,” said a Chinese gentleman, “he will be Emperor through force.”

Will the power come back to him? I can no more believe that the Chinese will become a modern nation, forgetting these glories of their past, than could the women's bathing place. 299prophet believe that the Lord would leave His chosen people in captivity.

Will the power return to him? I can't believe that the Chinese will become a modern nation, forgetting the glories of their past, any more than the women's bathing place. 299prophet could believe that the Lord would abandon His chosen people in captivity.

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“I will bring again the captivity of my people of Israel, and they shall build the waste cities, and inhabit them; and they shall plant vineyards, and drink the wine thereof; they shall also make gardens and eat the fruit of them.

“I will bring back the captives of my people Israel, and they will rebuild the ruined cities and live in them; they will plant vineyards and drink their wine; they will also make gardens and eat their fruit.

“And I will plant them upon their land, and they shall no more be pulled out of their land, which I have given them, saith the Lord thy God.”

“And I will plant them in their own land, and they will never be uprooted from the land I have given them, says the Lord your God.”

And we from the mission wended our way back through the dusty, dirty, commonplace streets, and the little gentleman who had been our guide, much to his relief, I am sure, for he spoke little English, and he would not speak Chinese, turned off at the yamen.

And we from the mission made our way back through the dusty, dirty, ordinary streets, and the little guy who had guided us, much to his relief, I’m sure, since he spoke very little English and wouldn’t speak Chinese, turned off at the yamen.










CHAPTER XVII—THE VALLEY OF THE DEAD GODS

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Legend of the birth of Ch'ien Lung—A valley of temples—Wells—A temple fair—Hawking—Suicide's rock—Five hundred and eight Buddhas—The Po-Ta-La—Supercilious elephants—Steep steps—Airless temple—The persevering frog—Bright-roofed Temple—Tea at the Temple of the great Buddha—The Yuan T'iing—Ming Temple outside Peking.

Legend of the birth of Ch'ien Lung—A valley of temples—Wells—A temple fair—Falconry—Suicide's rock—Five hundred and eight Buddhas—The Po-Ta-La—Arrogant elephants—Steep steps—Stuffily closed temple—The determined frog—Bright-roofed Temple—Tea at the Temple of the Great Buddha—The Yuan T'iing—Ming Temple outside Beijing.

As we walked in the Manchu Park the amah told us a story, a legend, and the missionary translated it to me. It took a long while to tell, first she slipped on the rocky steps and we had to wait till she recovered, then the General's secretary joined us, and finally, when we were safe back at the missionary compound, she had to wait till we got by ourselves, because she thought it was improper!

As we strolled through Manchu Park, the maid shared a story, a legend, and the missionary translated it for me. It took a while to tell because first she slipped on the rocky steps and we had to wait for her to recover. Then the General's secretary joined us, and finally, when we were back at the missionary compound, she insisted on waiting until we were alone because she thought it was inappropriate!

And this was the story the amah told as we walked beneath the fir-trees.

And this was the story the nanny told as we walked under the fir trees.

Once upon a time in the valley of Jehol there was born a little girl who did not speak till she was three years old, then she opened her lips, looked at her grandfather, and called him by name. And her grandfather died. She did not speak again for a long time, but the next person she called by name also died and consternation reigned in the family. Her father and mother died, whether because she spoke to them the amah did not know, but she was left penniless and at last a farmer took compassion 301upon the girl, now just growing into womanhood, and told her she might have charge of the ducks, on condition she did not speak. So for her began a lonely, silent life among the mountains, herding the ducks.

Once upon a time in the valley of Jehol, a little girl was born who didn't speak until she was three years old. Then she finally opened her mouth, looked at her grandfather, and called him by name. Right after that, her grandfather passed away. She didn’t say anything for a long time, but the next person she called by name also died, which caused panic in the family. Her father and mother died too, and the amah didn’t know if it was because she spoke to them, but she was left without a cent. Eventually, a farmer took pity on the girl, who was now just reaching womanhood, and told her she could take care of the ducks as long as she didn’t talk. So began her lonely, silent life among the mountains, herding the ducks.

One night as the dusk was falling and the duck pond and the hills beyond were wrapped in a mysterious haze that hid and glorified everything, there came along an old man riding a donkey and asked her the way to the Hunting Palace of the Manchus that was somewhere among these hills and valleys. He had lost his way, he said, and wanted to get back there. The girl looked at him with mournful eyes and shook her head without saying a word.

One night as dusk settled in and the duck pond and the hills beyond were shrouded in a mysterious haze that concealed and beautified everything, an old man riding a donkey approached her and asked for directions to the Hunting Palace of the Manchus, which was somewhere in these hills and valleys. He mentioned that he had lost his way and wanted to find his way back there. The girl looked at him with sad eyes and shook her head without saying a word.

“What is your name?” cried the old man.

“What’s your name?” shouted the old man.

She turned away silently.

She silently turned away.

“I must find my way,” he added, and she took up a stick and gathered her ducks together.

“I need to find my way,” he said, and she picked up a stick and rounded up her ducks.

“But I am the Emperor,” said he, “and I must get back. What manner of girl are you who will not speak to the Emperor?”

“But I am the Emperor,” he said, “and I need to return. What kind of girl are you that won’t talk to the Emperor?”

And she looked at him more gravely than ever out of her dark eyes, and drove off her ducks, taking no more notice of the greatest ruler in the world than if he had been a common coolie. So the Emperor found his own way to his Hunting Palace, and that night he dreamed a dream, a vivid dream, that an ancestor had come to him and told him he must marry a strange and mysterious woman.

And she looked at him more seriously than ever from her dark eyes, and sent her ducks away, paying no more attention to the most powerful ruler in the world than if he were just an ordinary laborer. So the Emperor made his own way to his Hunting Palace, and that night he had a vivid dream where an ancestor visited him and told him he needed to marry a strange and mysterious woman.

But the women who came to the ruler of the earth were not strange and mysterious, they were ordinary and commonplace even though he had his choice of the women of his Empire. He brooded over the matter and came to the conclusion that the strange 302and mysterious woman must be the girl he had met herding ducks in the dusk of the evening. Then he sent out to the part of the country where he had wandered that night and demanded the daughters of the farmer.

But the women who came to the ruler of the earth weren't strange or mysterious; they were ordinary and typical, even though he had his pick of the women in his Empire. He thought about it and concluded that the intriguing and mysterious woman must be the girl he had met while herding ducks at dusk. So, he sent messengers to the area where he had wandered that night and asked for the farmer's daughters.

The good man was highly honoured and dressed his girls in their finest clothes to appear before their Emperor, but, and they must have been bitterly disappointed, though they were pretty girls, there was nothing strange about them, they were as ordinary as all the other women who occupied, the women's quarters. He had seen many, many, like them. Again he sent back to the farm and they said there were no other women there but the girl who herded the ducks, and it could not be she because she spoke to no one.

The good man was greatly respected and dressed his daughters in their best clothes to present themselves to the Emperor, but they must have been really disappointed; even though they were attractive girls, there was nothing special about them. They were just as ordinary as all the other women in the women's quarters. He had seen countless women like them. Once again, he sent word back to the farm, and they said there were no other women there except for the girl who tended the ducks, and it couldn't be her because she never talked to anyone.

“That,” said the Emperor, “is the girl,” and he ordered her to be properly arrayed and brought before him at once.

“That,” said the Emperor, “is the girl,” and he ordered her to be dressed properly and brought before him immediately.

Alas for the glamour that comes with the dusk of the evening. The girl had grown up without any comeliness and when she was brought before the Emperor he turned away disgusted. Nevertheless, for his dream's sake, he married her and gave her a fine house to live in, but he had nothing to do with her, she was his wife only in name.

Unfortunately, the charm that comes with evening's twilight is fleeting. The girl had grown up without any beauty, and when she was presented to the Emperor, he looked away in disgust. Still, for the sake of his dream, he married her and provided her with a nice house to live in, but he didn't engage with her; she was his wife only in name.

And the duck-herd girl, come to high estate, pined because she did not find favour in the sight of her lord, she never ceased to pray for his smiles, and at last she so worked upon him that one night he did send for her. She was his wife, her shame had gone from her. And presently, it was rumoured that the duck-herd girl was to become a mother. But the Emperor was angry, he could not believe the child was his, and he turned Her out to wander, desolate and forlorn, upon the hills. At first she despaired, but presently she took courage, had she not been raised from a duck-herd to an Emperor's wife, and was she not to bear his son, and by her faith in herself she persuaded some shepherds who tended their sheep upon the other side of the valley from the wall that surrounded the Emperor's pleasure-grounds to take her in, and here her son was born.

And the duck-herd girl, having risen to a high position, longed for the approval of her lord. She never stopped praying for his affection, and eventually, she influenced him so much that one night he called for her. She became his wife, and her shame was gone. Soon, it was rumored that the duck-herd girl was expecting a child. But the Emperor was furious; he couldn't believe the child was his, and he cast her out to wander, heartbroken and alone, on the hills. At first, she lost hope, but then she found her courage. Hadn't she gone from a duck-herd to an Emperor's wife? And wasn't she about to give birth to his son? Through her faith in herself, she convinced some shepherds who grazed their sheep on the other side of the valley from the Emperor's gardens to take her in, and there, her son was born.

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And that night the Emperor dreamed another dream. He dreamed that a most illustrious son had been born to him that very night. He sent to make inquiries and the only one of his wives or concubines who had borne a son that night, was the woman he had driven from him with contumely. So he took her back with honour, and his dream—both his dreams were fulfilled, for the son that was born to him that night among the hills was the illustrious Ch'ien Lung, the man who at eighty-three still sat upon the Dragon Throne when George III. of England sent Lord Macartney on an embassy to China in 1793.

And that night, the Emperor had another dream. He dreamed that a remarkable son had been born to him that very night. He sent out inquiries and discovered that the only one of his wives or concubines who had given birth that night was the woman he had harshly rejected. So he took her back with respect, and his dream—both of his dreams—came true, for the son born to him that night in the hills was the legendary Ch'ien Lung, the man who, at eighty-three, still sat on the Dragon Throne when George III of England sent Lord Macartney on an embassy to China in 1793.

And Ch'ien Lung was a good son to his mother at least, and because she was a pious woman, and he was born amidst those sheltering hills, he built there a series of temples to the glory of God and for her pleasure.

And Ch'ien Lung was a good son to his mother at least, and because she was a devout woman, and he was born among those protective hills, he built a series of temples there for the glory of God and to delight her.

I was bound to go and see those temples, indeed I think the man or woman who went to Jehol and did not make a point of going up that valley must lack something.

I felt obligated to visit those temples; honestly, I believe anyone who went to Jehol and didn’t make it a priority to explore that valley must be missing something.

The drawback for me was that I had to go in a Peking cart, and even though those temples were 304built by an Emperor I had no reason to suppose that the road that led to them was any better than the ordinary Chinese roads. It wasn't, but I don't know that it was worse. Tuan engaged the old white mule of venerable years, and I think that was an advantage, he went so slowly that often I was able to walk. I did not propose to visit all of them, there is a family likeness between all Chinese temples, whatever be the name of the deity to whom they are dedicated, and seeing too many I should miss the beauty of all.

The downside for me was that I had to travel in a Peking cart, and even though those temples were 304built by an Emperor, I had no reason to believe that the road to get there was any better than the typical Chinese roads. It wasn't, but I can't say it was worse either. Tuan got an old white mule, which I think was a plus; he was so slow that often I could just walk alongside. I didn’t plan to visit all of them because all Chinese temples have a similar look, no matter the deity they’re dedicated to, and if I saw too many, I’d miss the beauty of each one.

It was a gorgeous June morning the day I set out, sitting as far forward as I could in the cart with Tuan on the tail of the shaft and the carter walking at the mule's head. All round one side of Cheng Teh Fu is built up a high wall that the Chinese call a breakwater, and a breakwater I believe it is indeed after the summer rains, though then, the Jehol River ran just a shallow trickle at its foot. There were many little vegetable gardens along here, the ground most carefully cultivated and showing not a weed, not a stray blade of grass. “The garden of every peasant contained a well for watering it,” writes Sir George Staunton in 1793, “and the buckets for drawing up the water were made of ozier twigs wattled or plaited, of so close a texture as to hold any fluid.” He might have been writing of the peasants of today. As I passed, with those selfsame buckets were they watering their gardens.

It was a beautiful June morning the day I set out, sitting as far forward as I could in the cart with Tuan at the back and the driver walking at the mule's head. Around one side of Cheng Teh Fu is a high wall that the Chinese call a breakwater, and it really is a breakwater after the summer rains, though at that time, the Jehol River was just a shallow trickle at its base. There were many little vegetable gardens along here, the ground meticulously cultivated and showing no weeds, not even a stray blade of grass. “The garden of every peasant contained a well for watering it,” writes Sir George Staunton in 1793, “and the buckets for drawing up the water were made of osier twigs wattled or plaited, of such close texture as to hold any fluid.” He could have been describing the peasants of today. As I passed by, they were using those same buckets to water their gardens.

The people were streaming out of the town, most of them on foot, but there were a few fat men and small-footed women on donkeys, and one or two of the richer people, I noticed by the women's dresses they were mostly Manchus, had blossomed out into 305Peking carts. For there was a fair at one of the temples, a very minor temple; and a fair in China seems to be much what it used to be in England, say one hundred, or one hundred and fifty years ago. It attracts all the country people for miles round. Here they were all clad in blue, save the lamas, who were in bright yellow and dingy red. There were the people who came to worship, followed by the people who came to trade, who must make money out of them, men buying, selling, begging, men and women clad in neat blue cotton, and in the dingiest, dirtiest rags, men gathering the droppings of the mules and donkeys, and—how it made me think of the historical novels I used to love to read in the days when novels fascinated me—gentlemen with hooded hawks upon their wrists. All of them wended their way along this road, this beautiful road, this very, very bad road, and I went along with them, the woman who was not a missionary, who was travelling by herself, and who, consequently, was an object of interest to all, far outrivalling the fair, in attraction. It was a scene peculiarly Chinese, and it will be many a long year before I forget it.

People were leaving the town in droves, mostly on foot, but a few heavyset men and small-footed women were on donkeys, and I noticed that a couple of the wealthier folks, indicated by the women’s dresses—most of them were Manchus—had upgraded to 305Peking carts. There was a fair at one of the temples, a rather minor one; and a fair in China seems to be much like what it used to be in England, say a hundred or a hundred and fifty years ago. It draws in people from the countryside for miles around. Everyone was dressed in blue, except for the lamas, who wore bright yellow and dull red. There were worshippers, followed by traders looking to make a profit, with men buying, selling, begging—men and women dressed in neat blue cotton and in the grimiest, dirtiest rags, men collecting the droppings of mules and donkeys, and—how it reminded me of the historical novels I used to love back when I was captivated by novels—gentlemen with hooded hawks on their wrists. They all made their way down this road, this beautiful road, this very, very bad road, and I walked alongside them, the woman who wasn’t a missionary, traveling alone, and who, consequently, attracted more attention than the fair itself. It was a scene that was distinctly Chinese, and it will be many years before I forget it.

On the left-hand side rose a steep ridge well wooded for China, and on the very top of the ridge ran the encircling wall that shut out all but the favoured few from the pleasure-grounds of the Manchu Sovereigns. Six weeks before, up among these mountains of Inner Mongolia, all the trees were leafless, and on this day in June the leaves of the poplars and aspens, acacias and oaks still retained the delicate, dainty green of early spring, and on the right were the steep, precipitous cliffs over306looking the town. One of these cliffs goes by the sinister name of the “Suicide's Rock.” The Chinese, though we Westerners are accustomed to regard them as impassive, are at bottom an emotional people. They quarrel violently at times, and one way of getting even with an enemy or a man who has wronged them is to dare him to go over the “Suicide's Rock.” To my Western notions it is not quite clear how the offender is scored off, for the challenger must be prepared to accompany the challenged on his dreadful leap. Yet they do it. Three times in the six years the missionaries have been here have a couple gone over the cliff, to be dashed to pieces on the rocks below.

On the left side stood a steep ridge, surprisingly wooded for China, and along the very top of the ridge ran the encircling wall that kept out all but the select few from the pleasure grounds of the Manchu Sovereigns. Six weeks earlier, up in these mountains of Inner Mongolia, all the trees were bare, and on this June day, the leaves of the poplars and aspens, acacias and oaks, still had that delicate, fresh green of early spring. To the right were the steep, sheer cliffs overlooking the town. One of these cliffs is ominously called “Suicide's Rock.” Although we Westerners often see the Chinese as emotionless, they are actually quite emotional. They can argue fiercely at times, and one way of settling a score with an enemy or someone who has wronged them is to dare him to jump off “Suicide's Rock.” To my Western perspective, it’s unclear how the offender is truly punished, since the person challenging must be ready to take the fatal leap alongside the one being challenged. Yet they do it. Three times in the six years the missionaries have been here, a couple has jumped over the cliff, only to be smashed against the rocks below.

But that sinister cliff was soon passed, and turning a little with the wall we went up a valley, and up that valley for perhaps eight miles, embosomed among the folds of the hills, hills for the most part steep, rounded, and treeless, are the temples, red, and gold, and white, against the green or brown of the hills.

But that eerie cliff was quickly behind us, and as we turned slightly along the wall, we made our way up a valley. We traveled up that valley for about eight miles, surrounded by the curves of the hills. Most of the hills were steep, rounded, and bare of trees, and nestled within them were the temples, painted red, gold, and white, standing out against the green or brown hills.

To the glory of God! Surely. Surely. An ideal place for temples whoever placed them there, artist or Emperor, holy man, or grateful son.

To the glory of God! Definitely. Definitely. An ideal spot for temples, no matter who put them there—artist, emperor, holy person, or grateful son.

“Idols. Idols,” say the missionaries at Jehol sadly, those good, kindly folk, whose life seemed to me an apology for living, a dedication of their whole existence to the austere Deity they have set up. But here I was among other gods.

“Idols. Idols,” say the missionaries at Jehol sadly, those good, kind people, whose lives seem to me an apology for living, a dedication of their entire existence to the strict Deity they have established. But here I was among different gods.

“We go last first,” said Tuan, and I approved. There would be no fear of my missing something I particularly wanted to see if they were all on my homeward path.

“We go last first,” said Tuan, and I agreed. There would be no worry about missing something I really wanted to see if they were all on my way home.

“B-rrr! B-rrr! B-rrr!” cried my “cartee man” encouraging his old mule, and as we went along the road, up the valley, and everywhere in this treeless land, the temples were embowered in groves of trees, sometimes fir-trees, sometimes acacia or white poplar, and always on the road we passed the blue-clad people, and out of the carts peeped the Manchu ladies with highly painted faces and flower-decked hair, till at last we came to a halt under a couple of leafy acacia-trees, by a bridge that had once been planned on noble lines. And bridges are needed here, for the missionaries told me that a very little rain will put this road, that is axle-deep in dust, five feet under water. But the bridge was broken, the stones of the parapet were lying flat on one side; the stones that led up to it were gone altogether. And as the bridge that led up to it so was the temple.

“Brrr! Brrr! Brrr!” shouted my “cart driver,” encouraging his old mule. As we traveled along the road, up the valley, and throughout this treeless land, the temples were surrounded by groves of trees—sometimes fir trees, sometimes acacia, or white poplar. We frequently passed by people dressed in blue, and from the carts peeked out Manchu ladies with heavily made-up faces and flower-adorned hair, until we finally stopped under a couple of leafy acacia trees, by a bridge that was once designed beautifully. Bridges are necessary here because the missionaries told me that even a little rain will turn this dusty road, which is axle-deep in dust, into five feet of water. But the bridge was broken; the stones of the parapet lay flat on one side, and the stones that led up to it were completely missing. Just like the bridge, the temple was in a similar state.

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Tuan, with some difficulty, made me understand it was the Temple of the five hundred and eight Buddhas, and as I went in, attended by a priest in the last stages of dirt and shabbiness, I saw rows upon rows of seated Buddhas greater than life-size, covered with gold leaf that shone out bright in the semi-darkness, with shaven heads and faces, sad and impassive, gay, and laughing, and frowning. Dead gods surely, for the roof is falling in, the hangings are tatters, and the dust of years lies thick on floor, on walls, on the Buddhas themselves. There was a pot of sand before one golden figure rather larger than the rest, and I burned incense there, bowing myself in the House of Rimmon, because I do not think that incense is often burned now before the dead god.

Tuan, with some effort, helped me realize that it was the Temple of the Five Hundred and Eight Buddhas. As I entered, accompanied by a priest who was incredibly dirty and shabby, I saw rows of seated Buddhas that were larger than life, covered in gold leaf that shimmered in the dim light. Their heads and faces were shaven, some looked sad and expressionless, while others appeared cheerful, laughing, or frowning. They seemed like long-gone gods, as the roof was caving in, the decorations were tattered, and years of dust were thick on the floor, walls, and the Buddhas themselves. There was a pot of sand in front of one golden figure that was slightly larger than the others, and I burned incense there, bowing in the House of Rimmon, because I doubt incense is often burned for the dead god anymore.

They are all dead these gods in the temples 308builded by a pious Emperor for his pious mother. The next I visited was a lamaserie, built in imitation of the Po-Ta-La in Lhasa. It climbs up the steep hill-side, story after story, with here and there on the various stages a pine-tree, and the wind whispers among its boughs that the Emperor who built and adorned it is long since dead, the very dynasty has passed away, and the gods are forgotten. Forgotten indeed. I got out of my cart at the bottom of the hill, and the gate opened to me, because the General had sent to say that one day that week a foreign woman was coming and she must have all attention, else I judge I might have waited in vain outside those doors. Inside is rather a gorgeous p'ia lou, flanked on either side by a couple of elephants. I cannot think the man who sculptured them could ever have seen an elephant, he must have done it from description, but he has contrived to put on those beasts such a very supercilious expression it made me smile just to look at them.

They are all gone, these gods in the temples 308built by a devoted Emperor for his devoted mother. The next place I visited was a lamasery, created to resemble the Po-Ta-La in Lhasa. It climbs up the steep hillside, story after story, with a few pine trees dotting the various levels, and the wind whispers among their branches, reminding me that the Emperor who built and decorated it has long since passed, the entire dynasty has faded away, and the gods are forgotten. Truly forgotten. I got out of my cart at the bottom of the hill, and the gate opened for me because the General had informed them that a foreign woman was coming one day that week and she should receive full attention; otherwise, I think I would have waited in vain outside those doors. Inside is quite an ornate p'ia lou, flanked on either side by a couple of elephants. I can’t imagine the person who sculpted them ever actually saw an elephant; he must have worked from descriptions, but he managed to give those creatures such a pompous expression that it made me smile just looking at them.

From that p'ia lou the monastery rises. Never in my life before have I seen such an effect of sheer steep high walls. I suppose it must be Tibetan, for it is not Chinese as I know the Chinese. Stage after stage it rose up, showing blank walls that once were pinkish red, with square places like windows, but they were not windows, they were evidently put there to catch the eye and deepen the effect of steepness. Stage after stage I climbed up steep and narrow steps that were closed alongside the wall, and Tuan, according to Chinese custom, supported my elbow, as if it were hardly likely I should be capable of taking another step. Also, according to his custom, he had engaged a ragged follower to 309carry my camera, and a half-naked little boy to bear the burden of the umbrella. I don't suppose I should have said anything under any circumstances, China had taught me my limitations where my servants were concerned, but that day I was glad of his aid, for this Tibetan temple meant to me steep climbing. I have no use for stairs. Stage after stage we went, and on each platform the view became wider, far down the valley I could see, and the hills rose range after range, softly rounded, rugged, fantastic, till they faded away in the far blue distance. I had thought the Nine Dragon Temple wonderful, but now I knew that those men of the Ming era who had built it had never dreamed of the glories of these mountains of Inner Mongolia. I was weary before I came to the last pine-tree, but still there was a great walled, flat-topped building towering far above me, its walls the faded pinkish red, on the edge of its far-away roof a gleam of gold.

From that place, the monastery rises. I've never seen anything like the sheer steep walls before. It must be Tibetan, because it’s definitely not Chinese in the way I know Chinese architecture. It rose in stages, revealing blank walls that were once a pinkish-red, with square openings that looked like windows, but weren’t—they were clearly there to catch your eye and enhance the steepness. I climbed up steep, narrow steps alongside the wall, and Tuan, following Chinese tradition, supported my elbow, as if I might not be able to take another step. He had also hired a ragged follower to carry my camera and a half-naked little boy to carry the umbrella. I probably wouldn’t have said anything, given my experiences in China regarding my servants, but that day, I appreciated the help because this Tibetan temple meant a lot of steep climbing to me. I’m not a fan of stairs. We continued up stage after stage, and with each platform, the view opened up wider—far down the valley, I could see, with hills rising in soft, rugged, fantastic ranges until they faded into the distant blue. I had thought the Nine Dragon Temple was amazing, but now I realized that those Ming-era builders had no idea of the splendor of these Inner Mongolian mountains. I was tired by the time I reached the last pine tree, but still, there was a large walled, flat-topped building towering above me, its walls a faded pinkish-red, and on the edge of its distant roof, a gleam of gold.

The steps were so narrow, so steep, and so rugged, that if I had not been sure that never in my life should I come there again I should have declined to go up them, but I did go up, and at the top we came to a door, a door in the high blind wall that admitted us to a great courtyard with high walls towering all round it and a temple, one of the many temples in this building, in the centre. The temple was crowded with all manner of beautiful things, vases of cloisonné, figures overlaid with gold leaf, hangings of cut silk, the chair of the Dalai Lama in gold and carved lacquer-work, the mule-saddle used by the Emperor Ch'ien Lung, lanterns, incense burners, shrines, all heaped together in what seemed to me the wildest confusion, and everything was 310more than touched with the finger of decay. All the rich, red lacquer was perished, much of the china and earthenware was broken, the hangings were rotted and torn and ragged, the paint was peeling from stonework and wood, the copper and brass was green with rust. Ichabod! Ichabod! The gods are dead, the great Emperor is but a name.

The steps were so narrow, steep, and rough that if I hadn’t been certain I would never return, I probably wouldn’t have climbed them. But I did go up, and at the top, we reached a door in the high, featureless wall that led us into a large courtyard surrounded by towering walls, with a temple at the center, one of many in this complex. The temple was filled with all kinds of beautiful items: cloisonné vases, figures covered in gold leaf, silk hangings, the Dalai Lama's chair made of gold and intricately carved lacquer, the mule-saddle used by Emperor Ch'ien Lung, lanterns, incense burners, shrines, all jumbled together in what seemed to me like absolute chaos, and everything had more than a hint of decay. The vibrant red lacquer was ruined, a lot of the china and pottery was broken, the hangings were rotting, tattered, and frayed, the paint was peeling off the stone and wood, and the copper and brass had turned green with rust. Ichabod! Ichabod! The gods are dead; the great Emperor is just a name.

It was oppressive in there too, for the blank walls towered up four sides square, the bright blue sky was above and the sun was shining beyond, but the mountain breezes for at least one hundred and fifty years have not been able to get in here, and it was hot, close, and airless. Once there were more steps that led up to the very top of the wall, but they are broken and dangerous now, crumbling to ruin, and as far as I could make out from Tuan's imperfect English no one has been up them for many a long day. There was nothing to be done but to go away from this airless temple and make my way down, down to the platform where are its foundations, and thence down, down, by the little plateaux where the pine-trees grow, by the rough and broken paths to the floor of the valley again.

It was stifling in there too, with the blank walls towering on all four sides, the bright blue sky above, and the sun shining beyond, but the mountain breezes hadn’t gotten in here for at least one hundred and fifty years. It was hot, stuffy, and breathless. There used to be more steps leading up to the very top of the wall, but they’re broken and dangerous now, crumbling into ruins, and from what I gathered from Tuan's shaky English, no one has been up them in a long time. There was nothing to do but leave this airless temple and make my way down, down to the platform where its foundations are, and then further down, through the small plateaus where the pine trees grow, along the rough and broken paths back to the valley floor.

Sightseeing always wearies me. I want to see these places, I want to know what they are like, I want to be in a position to talk about them to people who have also been there—they are the people who are most interested in one's doings—but the actual doing of the sightseeing I always find burdensome. Now having done so much I was tempted to go back and say I had had enough, for the time being, at any rate, but then I remembered I could not indefinitely trespass upon the kindness of my hosts, I must go soon, and I should never, never come back to this valley. Still I was desperately tired and sorely tempted to give up, and then I remembered the two frogs who fell into a pitcher of milk. I don't think Aesop told the story, but he ought to have done so. They swam round and round hopelessly, for there was no possibility of getting out, and one said to the other, “It's no good, we may as well give in. It'll save trouble in the end,” and he curled up his legs and sank to the bottom of the milk and was drowned. But the other frog was made of sterner stuff.

Sightseeing always tires me out. I want to see these places, I want to know what they’re like, and I want to be able to talk about them with people who have also been there—they're the ones most interested in what I've been up to—but the actual experience of sightseeing always feels like a hassle. After doing so much, I was tempted to turn back and say I’d had enough, at least for now, but then I remembered that I couldn’t keep taking advantage of my hosts' kindness indefinitely; I had to leave soon, and I would probably never come back to this valley. Still, I was really exhausted and very tempted to quit, and then I remembered the two frogs that fell into a pitcher of milk. I don’t think Aesop told that story, but he should have. They swam around hopelessly because there was no way to get out, and one said to the other, “This is pointless; we might as well give up. It’ll save us trouble in the end,” and he curled up his legs and sank to the bottom of the milk and drowned. But the other frog was made of tougher stuff.

“I think I'll just hustle round a bit,” said he, needless to say he was an American frog, “who knows what may happen.” So he swam round and round, and sure enough when they looked into that pitcher in the morning there he was sitting on a little pat of butter!

“I think I'll just move around a bit,” he said, needless to say he was an American frog, “who knows what might happen.” So he swam around and around, and sure enough when they looked into that pitcher in the morning there he was sitting on a little pat of butter!

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I thought of that frog as I sat at the door of the next temple we drove up to, and I, weary and tired and a little cross, had to wait some time, for the priest who had the keys was not there. Of course I had sent no word that I was coming and it was unreasonable of me to expect that the priest should wait from dawn till dark for my arrival. With me waited a little crowd of people, men, women, and children, that gradually grew in numbers, and when the custodian at last arrived it was evident they all intended to take advantage of my presence and go in and see the temple too. I had not the least objection, neither, it seemed, had the priest. They were holiday-makers from the fair, and they probably gave him some small trifle. Tuan decided that we should give eighty cents, roughly about one and eightpence, or forty cents American money. 312And glad indeed was I that I had waited. Not that the temple differed much inside the courtyard and the sanctuary from the other temples I have seen, all was the same ruin and desolation, only after I had climbed up many steps, roughly made of stones and earth, we came upon a platform from which the roof was visible. The Emperor's Palace, they call this, or the Bright-roofed Temple, and truly it is well-named. Its roof, with dragons running up all four corners, is of bronze covered with gold, and gleams and glitters in the sunshine. Solomon's Temple, in all its glory, could not have been more wonderful, and as I tried to photograph it, though no photograph can give any idea of its beauty, some girls, Manchu by their head-dresses, with flowers in their hair, giggled and pointed, and evidently discussed me. I thought they would come in well—a contrast to that gorgeous roof, but a well-dressed Chinese—not in foreign clothes, I imagine the General's secretary is the only man up among these hills who could indulge in such luxuries, drove them away and then came and apologised, through Tuan, for their behaviour. I said, truly enough, that I did not mind in the least, but he said, as far as I. could make out, that their behaviour was unpardonable, so I am afraid they hadn't admired me, which was unkind, considering I had taken them in.

I thought about that frog as I sat at the entrance of the next temple we arrived at. I was weary, tired, and a bit irritable, and had to wait a while since the priest with the keys wasn’t there. Of course, I hadn’t notified anyone that I was coming, and it was unreasonable to expect the priest to wait all day for me. Along with me was a small group of people—men, women, and children—that gradually increased in size. When the custodian finally arrived, it was clear they all wanted to take advantage of my presence to enter the temple too. I had no objection, and neither did the priest. They were holiday-makers from the fair, and they probably gave him a little something. Tuan decided we should give eighty cents, which is about one shilling and eight pence, or forty cents in American money. 312And I was really glad I had waited. Not that the temple was much different inside the courtyard and the sanctuary from the other temples I’ve seen; it was all the same ruin and desolation. However, after climbing several steps made of stones and earth, we reached a platform where the roof was visible. They call this place the Emperor's Palace or the Bright-roofed Temple, and it’s truly well-named. The roof, adorned with dragons at each corner, is bronze covered in gold, gleaming and sparkling in the sunlight. Solomon's Temple, at its peak, couldn’t have been more magnificent. As I attempted to photograph it—though no picture could capture its beauty—some girls, ethnic Manchu based on their head-dresses and with flowers in their hair, giggled and pointed, obviously discussing me. I thought they would make a nice contrast to the stunning roof, but a well-dressed Chinese person—not in foreign clothes; I imagine the General's secretary is the only one in these hills who could afford such luxuries—shooed them away and then apologized through Tuan for their behavior. I assured him, quite truthfully, that I didn’t mind at all, but he insisted, as far as I could gather, that their behavior was unacceptable, which I’m afraid meant they hadn’t admired me, which was unkind, considering I had taken them in.

The next temple, a mass of golden brown and green tiled roofs, looked loveliest of all in its setting, against the hill-side. The roofs, broken and irregular, peeped out from among the firs and pines, and there was a soft melody in the air as we approached, for a wind, a gentle wind had arisen, and every bell 313hanging at the corners of the many roofs was chiming musically. I do not know any sweeter sound than the sound of those temple bells as the evening falls. This was an extensive place of many courtyards, climbing up the hill like the lamaserie, the Ta Fo Hu they call it or “Great Buddha Temple,” for in one of the temples, swept and garnished better than any temples I had seen before, was a colossal figure seventy feet high with many arms outstretched and an eye in the palm of every hand. It is surely a very debased Buddhism, but I see the symbolism, the hand which bestows and the eye which sees all things. But for all the beauty of the symbolism it was ugly, as all the manifestations of the Deity, as conceived by man, are apt to be. The stone flooring was swept, but the gold is falling from the central figure, the lacquer is perished, the hangings are torn and dust-laden beyond description, and the only things of any beauty are walls which are covered with little niches in which are seated tiny golden Buddhas, hundreds of them. I wanted to buy one but the priests shook their heads, and it would have been a shame to despoil the temple. Even if they had said, “Yes,” I don't know that I would have taken it.

The next temple, with its golden brown and green tiled roofs, looked the most beautiful in its setting against the hillside. The rooftops, uneven and irregular, peeked out from the firs and pines, and there was a soft melody in the air as we got closer, for a gentle wind had picked up, and every bell 313hanging at the corners of the many roofs was chiming beautifully. I can’t think of a sweeter sound than those temple bells as the evening falls. This was a large place with many courtyards, climbing up the hill like the lamaserie, called Ta Fo Hu or “Great Buddha Temple,” because in one of the temples, cleaned and decorated better than any I had seen before, stood a colossal figure seventy feet high with many arms outstretched and an eye in the palm of every hand. It’s definitely a distorted version of Buddhism, but I get the symbolism—the hand that gives and the eye that sees everything. Yet, for all the beauty of the symbolism, it was ugly, as all depictions of the Deity conceived by man tend to be. The stone floor was swept, but the gold was peeling from the central figure, the lacquer was worn away, the decorations were torn and so dusty it was hard to describe, and the only beautiful things were the walls covered with small niches holding tiny golden Buddhas—hundreds of them. I wanted to buy one, but the priests shook their heads, and it would have been a shame to take anything from the temple. Even if they had said, “Yes,” I’m not sure I would have taken it.

There were many priests here, shaven-headed old men and tiny children in brilliant yellow and purplish red, but they were all as shabby and poverty-stricken as the temple itself. I had tea on one of the many platforms overlooking many roofs, and a young monk made me a seat from the broken yellow tiles that lay on the ground, and the little boy priests looked so eagerly at the cakes I had brought with me—the priests gave me tea—that I gave some to them and 314they gobbled them up like small boys all the world over. Tuan pointed out to me some dark steps in the wall. If I went up there I should reach the Great Buddha's head; but I shook my head, not even the recollection of the frog who gave up so easily could have made me climb those steps. I am not even sorry now that I didn't.

There were a lot of priests here, bald old men and little kids in bright yellow and purplish-red, but they all looked as scrappy and poor as the temple itself. I had tea on one of the many platforms that overlooked a sea of rooftops, and a young monk made a seat for me out of the broken yellow tiles scattered on the ground. The little boy priests eagerly stared at the cakes I had brought, and since the priests had given me tea, I shared some with them, and they devoured them like little boys everywhere do. Tuan pointed out some dark steps in the wall. If I climbed up there, I would reach the Great Buddha's head, but I shook my head; not even the memory of the frog who gave up so easily could have motivated me to climb those steps. I’m not even sorry now that I didn’t. 314

I was very tired by this time, and very thankful that there was only one more temple to see. There were really eight in all, but I was suffering from a surfeit of temples, only I could not miss this one, for every day when I went for a walk I could see its glorious golden brown tiled roof amid the dark green of the surrounding mountain pines. It was unlike any Chinese roof I have seen, but it is one of the temples of this valley. It is the Yuan T'ing, a temple built by Ch'ien Lung, not for his mother but for a Tibetan wife, after the style of her country, that she might not feel so lonely in a strange land.

I was really tired by this point and super grateful that there was just one more temple to see. There were actually eight in total, but I was overloaded with temples; still, I couldn't miss this one since every day during my walks, I could see its stunning golden brown tiled roof against the dark green of the surrounding mountain pines. It was different from any Chinese roof I had seen, but it was one of the temples in this valley. It's the Yuan T'ing, a temple built by Ch'ien Lung, not for his mother but for a Tibetan wife, designed in her country’s style so she wouldn’t feel so lonely in a foreign land.

Its pinkish red arched walls and gateways seemed quite close, but it was exceedingly difficult to get at, particularly for a tired woman who, when she was not jolting in a Peking cart, had been climbing up more steps than even now she cares to think about. And the temple, save for that roof, was much like every other temple, a place of paved courtyards with the grass and weeds growing up among the stones, and grass and even young pine-trees growing on the tiled roofs. The altars were shabby and decayed, and when I climbed up till I was right under the domed roof—and it was a steep climb—more than once I was tempted to turn back and take it as read, as they do long reports at meetings. I found the round chamber was the roosting-place of many pigeons, all 315the lacquer was perished, the bronze rusted, and though the attendant opened many doors with many keys, I know that the place is seldom visited, and but for that vivid roof, it must be forgotten.

Its pinkish-red arched walls and gateways looked pretty close, but it was really hard to reach, especially for a tired woman who, when she wasn't bouncing around in a Peking cart, had been climbing more stairs than she cares to remember. The temple, except for that roof, was pretty much like every other temple—paved courtyards with grass and weeds growing up among the stones, and grass and even young pine trees sprouting on the tiled roofs. The altars were worn and falling apart, and when I made my way up to where I was right under the domed roof—and it was a steep climb—I was tempted more than once to just turn back and consider it done, like they do with long reports at meetings. I found that the round chamber was the roost for many pigeons, all 315the lacquer was gone, the bronze rusted, and even though the attendant opened many doors with many keys, I could tell the place is rarely visited, and but for that bright roof, it would probably be forgotten.

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And yet the people like to look at these things. There was not a crowd following me as there was at the Bright-roofed Temple, but there was still the ragged-looking coolie who was carrying my camera. I suspected him of every filthy disease known in China, and their name must be legion, any that had by chance escaped him I thought might have found asylum with the boy who bore my umbrella. I hoped that rude health and an open-air life would enable me to throw off any germs. These two, who had had to walk where I had ridden, I pitied, so I told Tuan to say they need not climb up as I had used up all my plates and certainly had no use for an umbrella.

And yet people enjoy looking at these things. There wasn't a crowd following me like there was at the Bright-roofed Temple, but there was still the scruffy coolie carrying my camera. I suspected him of having every nasty disease known in China, and there must be a lot. I figured any diseases he didn’t have might have found a home with the boy holding my umbrella. I hoped that being in good health and living outdoors would help me shake off any germs. I felt sorry for these two, who had to walk while I rode, so I told Tuan to say they didn’t need to climb up since I had used up all my plates and definitely didn’t need an umbrella.

“She say 'No matter,'” said Tuan including them both in the feminine, “She like to come,” and I think he liked it as well, for they escorted me with subdued enthusiasm round that domed chamber inspecting what must have been a reproduction of a debased Buddhist hell in miniature. It was covered with dust, faded, and weather-worn, like everything else in the temple, but it afforded the four who were with me great pleasure, and when with relief I saw a figure instead of being bitten by a snake, or eaten by some gruesome beast, or sawn asunder between two planks, merely resting in a tree, Tuan explained with great gusto and evident satisfaction: “Spikes in tree.” He took care I should lose none of the flavour of the tortures. But even the tortures were faded and worn, the dust had settled on them, the air and the sun 316had perished them, and I could not raise a shudder. Dusty and unclean they spoiled for me the beauty of the golden roof and the dark green mountain pines. I was glad to go down the many steps again, glad to go down to the courtyard where the temple attendant, who might have been a priest, but was dressed in blue cotton and had the shaven head and queue that so many of the Manchus still affect, gave me tea out of his tiny cups, seated on the temple steps. A dirty old man he was, but his tea was perfect, and I made up my mind not to look whether the cups were clean, for his manners matched his tea.

“She says ‘No matter,’” Tuan said, including both of them in the feminine, “She likes to come,” and I think he liked it too. They guided me with quiet enthusiasm around that domed room, inspecting what must have been a miniature version of a degraded Buddhist hell. It was covered in dust, faded, and weathered, like everything else in the temple, but it brought the four of us great joy. When I felt relief seeing a figure merely resting in a tree instead of being bitten by a snake, eaten by some gruesome beast, or sawn in half between two planks, Tuan explained with great enthusiasm and clear satisfaction: “Spikes in tree.” He made sure I wouldn’t miss any of the flavor of the tortures. But even the tortures seemed dull and worn, with dust settled on them; the air and the sun had worn them down, and I couldn’t muster a shudder. The dusty and unclean scene spoiled for me the beauty of the golden roof and the dark green mountain pines. I was glad to head back down the many steps, glad to reach the courtyard where the temple attendant—who could have been a priest, dressed in blue cotton and sporting the shaven head and queue that many Manchus still have—served me tea from tiny cups while I sat on the temple steps. He was a dirty old man, but his tea was perfect, and I decided not to check if the cups were clean, as his manners matched the quality of his tea.

And then I went out on to the broad cleared space in front, and feasted my eyes for the last time on the golden brown tiled roof set amongst the green of the pines, and clear-cut against the vivid blue of the sky.

And then I stepped into the wide open area out front and enjoyed one last look at the golden-brown tiled roof nestled among the green pines, sharply contrasting with the bright blue sky.

And yet it is not the beauty only that appeals, there is something more than that, for even as I look at those hills, I remember another temple I visited just outside Peking, a little temple, and I went not by myself but with a party of laughing young people. There was nothing beautiful about this temple, the walls were crumbled almost to dust, the roof was falling in, upon the tiles the grasses were growing, the green kaoliang crept up to the forsaken altars, and the dust-laden wind of Northern China swept in through the broken walls and caressed the forgotten gods who still in their places look out serenely on the world beyond.

And yet it’s not just the beauty that draws me in; there’s something more. As I gaze at those hills, I remember another temple I visited just outside Beijing, a small temple, and I wasn't alone—I was with a group of laughing friends. There wasn't anything beautiful about this temple; the walls were crumbled almost to dust, the roof was falling in, the tiles were covered in grass, the green kaoliang was creeping up to the abandoned altars, and the dusty wind of Northern China blew in through the broken walls, gently touching the forgotten gods who still sat there, looking out calmly at the world beyond.

I could not but remember Swinburne, “Laugh out again for the gods are dead.” Are they dead? Does anything die in China? 317In the Ming Dynasty, some time in the fifteenth century, when the Wars of the Roses were raging in England they built this little temple, nearly three hundred years before Ch'ien Lung built the temples in the valley at Jehol, and they installed the gods in all the glory of red lacquer and gold, and when the last gold leaf had been laid on and the last touches had been given to the dainty lacquer they walked out and left it, left it to the soft, insidious decay that comes to things forgotten. For it must be remembered, whether we look at this valley of dead gods or this little temple outside Peking, that when a memorial is put up it is not expected to last for ever, and no provision is made or expected for its upkeep. If it last a year, well and good, so was the man to whom it was put up, valued, and if it last a hundred years—if five hundred years after it was dedicated there still remains one stone standing upon the other, how fragrant the memory of that man must have been. It is five hundred years since this temple was built and still it endures. Behind is the wall of the city, grim and grey, but the gods do not look upon the wall, their faces are turned to the south and the gorgeous sunshine. They still sit in their places, but the little figures that once adorned the chamber are lying about on the ground or leaning up disconsolately against the greater gods, and some of them are broken. On the ground, in the dust, was a colossal head with a face that reminded us that the silken robes of Caesar's wife came from China, for that head was never modelled from any Mongolian, dead or alive. A Roman Emperor might have sat for it. The faces that looked down on it, lying there in the dust, were Eastern there were the narrow 318eyes, the impassive features, the thin lips, but this, this was European, this man had lived and loved, desired and mourned, and, for there was just a touch of scorn on the lips, when he had drained life to its dregs, or renounced its joys, said with bitterness: “All is vanity.”

I couldn't help but think of Swinburne, “Laugh out again for the gods are dead.” Are they really dead? Does anything truly die in China? 317During the Ming Dynasty, sometime in the fifteenth century, while the Wars of the Roses were happening in England, they built this little temple, nearly three hundred years before Ch'ien Lung constructed the temples in the valley at Jehol. They set up the gods in all their red lacquer and gold splendor, and when the last bit of gold leaf was applied and the final touches were added to the delicate lacquer, they walked away and left it, leaving it to the slow, creeping decay that comes to forgotten things. It should be noted, whether we observe this valley of dead gods or this small temple outside Peking, that when a memorial is erected, it's not expected to last forever, and no plans are made or anticipated for its maintenance. If it endures for a year, that's good; the person it memorializes was valued. If it lasts a hundred years—if five hundred years after its dedication there’s still one stone atop another, how cherished that person's memory must have been. It's been five hundred years since this temple was built, and it still stands. Behind it is the city wall, bleak and gray, but the gods don’t face the wall; their gazes are directed southward toward the bright sunshine. They still reside in their spots, but the small figures that used to decorate the chamber are scattered on the ground or leaning forlornly against the larger gods, and some are broken. On the ground, in the dust, lay a huge head with a face that reminded us that the silken robes of Caesar's wife originated from China, for that head was never modeled after any Mongolian, dead or alive. A Roman Emperor might have posed for it. The faces looking down at it, lying there in the dust, were Eastern, with slender 318eyes, expressionless features, and thin lips, but this, this was European; this man had lived and loved, desired and grieved, and with just a hint of disdain on his lips, when he had exhausted life or given up its pleasures, he remarked bitterly: “All is vanity.”

And the Chinese peasants came and looked at the aliens having tiffin in the shade, and for them our broken meats were a treat. One was crippled and one was blind and one was covered with the sores of smallpox, so hideous to look upon that the lady amongst us who prided herself upon her good looks turned shuddering away and implored that they be driven off, before we all caught the terrible disease.

And the Chinese farmers came and watched the foreigners having lunch in the shade, and for them, our leftover food was a delight. One was disabled, one was blind, and one had smallpox sores that were so hideous that the lady among us, who took pride in her beauty, turned away in horror and begged for them to be sent away before we all caught the awful disease.

What could life possibly hold for these people? Surely for them the gods are dead?

What could life possibly have in store for these people? Surely the gods are gone for them?

I talked with an old woman, dirty and wrinkled, with a bald head and maimed feet.

I spoke with an elderly woman, dirty and wrinkled, with a bald head and deformed feet.

“She asks how old you are?” translated the young man beside me.

“She asks how old you are?” the young man next to me translated.

“Tell her I am sixty.” I thought it would sound more respectable.

“Tell her I’m sixty.” I thought it would come off as more respectable.

“A-a-h!” She looked at me a moment. “She says,” he went on translating, “that you have worn better than she has, for she is sixty too. And have you any sons?”

“A-a-h!” She looked at me for a moment. “She says,” he continued translating, “that you look better than she does, because she is also sixty. Do you have any sons?”

For a moment I hesitated, but I was not going to lose face, what would she think of a woman without sons, so I laid my hand on his arm, and smiled to indicate that he was my son.

For a moment I hesitated, but I wasn’t going to lose face; what would she think of a woman without sons? So, I placed my hand on his arm and smiled to show that he was my son.

“A-a-h!” and she talked and smiled.

“A-a-h!” and she chatted and smiled.

“What does she say?” He looked a little shy. “Tell me”

“What does she say?” He looked a bit shy. “Tell me.”

“She says you are to be congratulated,” and indeed he was a fine specimen of manhood. “She says she has three sons.”

“She says you should be congratulated,” and he really was a great example of a man. “She says she has three sons.”

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And alas, alas, I had brought it on myself, for I was not to be congratulated, I have no son, but I was answered too. I have called the gods dead, but they are not dead. What if the temple crumbles? There is the cloudless sky and the growing green around it. This woman was old, and grey, and bent. The gods have given her three sons, and she is content. This child had the smallpox, and by and by when it shall have passed—Ah but that is beyond me. What compensation can there be for the scarred face and blinded eyes? Only if we understood all things, perhaps the savour would be gone from life. Behind all is the All Merciful, the dead gods in the temples are but a manifestation of the Great Power that is over all.

And unfortunately, I brought this upon myself because I shouldn't be congratulated; I have no son, but I got an answer too. I've called the gods dead, but they're not actually dead. What if the temple falls apart? There's a clear sky and the greenery growing around it. This woman was old, gray, and bent. The gods have blessed her with three sons, and she is happy. This child had smallpox, and eventually, when it passes—ah, but that's beyond me. What compensation can there be for a scarred face and blinded eyes? Only if we understood everything, maybe the joy would be lost from life. Behind it all is the All Merciful; the dead gods in the temples are just a sign of the Great Power that rules everything.

I thought of that little temple outside the walls of Peking, and the old woman who congratulated me on the son I had not as I stood taking my last look at the Yuan T'ing. And then I looked again away down the valley to the folds of the hills where the other temples nestled, embowered in trees. Far away I could see the sheer walls of the Po Ta La climbing up the hill-side golden and red and white with the evening sunlight falling upon them, and making me feel that just so from this very spot at this very hour they should be looked at, and then I went down, a ten minutes' weary scramble, I was very, very tired, to my cart and across the Jehol River again, back to the missionary compound.

I thought about that little temple outside the walls of Beijing and the old woman who congratulated me on the son I didn't have as I stood taking my last look at the Yuan T'ing. Then I looked again down the valley at the hills where the other temples were nestled, surrounded by trees. In the distance, I could see the steep walls of the Po Ta La rising up the hillside, glowing golden, red, and white in the evening sunlight, making me feel like this was the exact spot at this exact hour to appreciate them. Then I made my way down, a ten-minute exhausting scramble; I was really, really tired, to my cart and across the Jehol River again, back to the missionary compound.

Never again shall I visit that valley of temples that lies among the hills of Inner Mongolia, never again, and though, of course, since the days of 320Marco Polo Europeans have visited it, it is so distant, so difficult to come at that they have not gone in battalions. But those temples in the folds of the hills are beautiful beyond dreaming, and though their glory has gone, still in their decay, with the eternal hills round and behind them, they form a fitting memorial to the man who set them there to the glory of God and for his humble mother's sake.

Never again will I visit that valley of temples nestled among the hills of Inner Mongolia, never again. Although, of course, since the days of 320Marco Polo, Europeans have come to see it, its remoteness and the challenges of reaching it have meant that they've come in small numbers. But those temples hidden in the hills are incredibly beautiful, and even though their former glory has faded, they still stand—surrounded by the everlasting hills—as a poignant tribute to the man who built them to honor God and for the sake of his humble mother.










CHAPTER XVIII—IN A WUPAN

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The difficulties of the laundry—A friend in need—A strange picnic party—The authority of the parent—Travelling in a mule litter—Rain—A frequented highway—Yellow oiled paper—Restricted quarters—Dodging the smoke—“What a lot you eat!”—Charm of the river—Modest Chinamen—The best-beloved grandchild—The gorges of the Lanho—The Wall again—Effect of rain on the Chinaman—The captain's cash-box—A gentleman of Babylon—Lanchou.

The challenges of doing laundry—A friend who helps you out—An unusual picnic group—The power of a parent—Traveling in a mule cart—Rain—A busy road—Yellow wax paper—Limited space—Avoiding the smoke—“You sure eat a lot!”—The beauty of the river—Humble Chinese men—The favorite grandchild—The canyons of the Lanho—The Wall again—How rain affects the Chinese—The captain's cash box—A gentleman from Babylon—Lanchou.

And now it was time to bid farewell to my kind hosts and start back to Peking. Thank goodness it was going to be fairly easy. Instead of the abominable cart I was going to float down the River Lan in a wupan, a long, narrow, flat-bottomed boat.

And now it was time to say goodbye to my gracious hosts and head back to Beijing. Thankfully, the journey would be relatively simple. Instead of the dreadful cart, I would be drifting down the River Lan in a wupan, which is a long, narrow, flat-bottomed boat.

First I sent my servant with my card to the Tartar General to thank him for all his kindness. This brought Mr Wu down again with the General's card at the most awkward hour of course, in the middle of tiffin, and Mr Wu, much to my surprise, was dignified and even stately in full Chinese dress. He was all grey and black. His petticoat or coat or whatever it is called was down to his ankles and was of silk, he wore a little sleeveless jacket, and his trousers were tied in with neat black bands at his neat little ankles. So nice did he look, such a contrast to the commonplace little man I had seen before, that I felt obliged to admire him openly. Besides, I am 322told that is quite in accordance with Chinese good manners.

First, I sent my servant with my card to the Tartar General to thank him for all his kindness. This brought Mr. Wu down again with the General's card at the most awkward hour, right in the middle of lunch, and Mr. Wu, much to my surprise, was dignified and even stately in full Chinese attire. He was dressed in all grey and black. His long coat, or whatever it's called, reached his ankles and was made of silk; he wore a little sleeveless jacket, and his trousers were neatly tied with black bands at his tidy little ankles. He looked so nice, such a contrast to the ordinary little man I had seen before, that I felt compelled to admire him openly. Besides, I am 322told that this is quite in line with Chinese good manners.

He received my compliments with a smile, and then explained the reason of the change.

He accepted my compliments with a smile, and then explained the reason for the change.

“Must send shirt, collar, Tientsin, be washed. I very poor man, no more got.”

“Need to send the shirt and collar from Tientsin to be washed. I'm a very poor man and I don’t have any more.”

And Tientsin was three or four days by river, sometimes much more, as well as five hours by train! I felt he had indeed done me an honour when he had used up his available stock of linen in my entertaining, and to think I had only admired him when he was in native dress!

And Tientsin was three or four days away by river, sometimes even longer, and just five hours by train! I felt he had truly honored me by using up his supply of linen for my hospitality, and to think I had only admired him when he was in traditional dress!

Another Chinese gentleman came in that day and was introduced to me. He contented himself with Chinese dress, and he had more English, though it was of a peculiar order.

Another Chinese gentleman came in that day and was introduced to me. He wore traditional Chinese clothing and spoke more English, though it was a bit unusual.

“But I hate to hear people laugh at Mr Chung's English,” said the missionary who was a man of the world. “He was a good friend to me and mine. If it hadn't been for him, I doubt if I or my wife or children would be here now.”

“But I hate to hear people laugh at Mr. Chung's English,” said the missionary, who was a well-traveled man. “He was a good friend to me and my family. If it hadn't been for him, I doubt that my wife, my kids, or I would be here now.”

It was the time of the Boxer trouble, and the missionary was stationed at Pa Kou where Mr Chung had charge of the telegraph station. The missionaries grew salads in their garden, which the head of the telegraphs much appreciated, and even when he felt it wiser not to be too closely in touch with the foreigners, he still sent down a basket for a salad occasionally. One day in the bottom of the basket he put a letter. “The foreign warships are attacking the Taku Forts,” it ran, “better get away. I am keeping back the news.”

It was during the Boxer Rebellion, and the missionary was stationed at Pa Kou where Mr. Chung was in charge of the telegraph station. The missionaries grew salads in their garden, which the head of the telegraphs really appreciated, and even when he thought it was safer not to be too close to the foreigners, he still occasionally sent down a basket for a salad. One day, at the bottom of the basket, he included a letter. “The foreign warships are attacking the Taku Forts,” it said, “better get away. I am holding back the news.”

But the missionary could not get away. Up and down the town he went, but he could get no carts. 323All the carters raised their prices to something that was prohibitive, even though death faced them. And then came the basket again for more salads and in the bottom was another letter.

But the missionary couldn't escape. He wandered around town, but he couldn't find any carts. 323All the cart drivers hiked their prices to something outrageous, even with death looming over them. Then the basket came again for more salads, and at the bottom was another letter.

“The foreign ships have taken the Taku Forts,” it said. “I am keeping back the news. Go away as soon as possible.”

“The foreign ships have taken the Taku Forts,” it said. “I’m holding back the news. Leave as soon as you can.”

And then the missionary spoke outright of his dilemma, and Mr Chung went to the Prefect of the town and enlisted him on their side. The carters were sent for.

And then the missionary openly shared his dilemma, and Mr. Chung went to the town Prefect to get his support. The carters were called in.

“You would not go,” said the Prefect, “when this man offered you a great sum of money,” it sounded quite Biblical as he told it. “Now you will go for the ordinary charge or I will take off your heads.”

“You wouldn’t go,” said the Prefect, “when this man offered you a huge amount of money,” it sounded pretty Biblical as he said it. “Now you will go for the regular fee or I’ll have your heads cut off.”

So two carts were got, and the missionary, his wife, and children, and as much of their household goods as they could take, were hustled into them, and they started off for the nearest port.

So they got two carts, and the missionary, his wife, and kids, along with as much of their household belongings as they could fit, were hurried into them, and they set off for the nearest port.

“If ever I am in a hole again I hope I travel with such women,” said the missionary; “they were as cheerful as if it was a picnic-party.”

“If I ever find myself in a tough spot again, I hope I’m with women like these,” said the missionary; “they were as cheerful as if we were at a picnic.”

All went well for a couple of days, and then one day, passing through a town, a man came up and addressed them, and said he was servant to some Englishmen, a couple of mining engineers, who were held up in this town, because they had heard there was an ambush laid for all foreigners a little farther down the road. And the missionaries had thought they were the last foreigners left in the country!

All went smoothly for a few days, and then one day, while passing through a town, a man approached them and mentioned that he worked for some Englishmen, a couple of mining engineers, who were stuck in this town because they had heard there was an ambush set up for all foreigners a bit further down the road. The missionaries thought they were the only foreigners left in the country!

They promptly sought out the Englishmen, who confirmed the boy's story. It was not safe to go farther. The little party decided to stick together, 324and finally the missionary went to the Prefect and told him how the Prefect at Pa Kou had helped them, and suggested it would be wise to do likewise, especially as the foreigners were sure to win in the end.

They quickly found the Englishmen, who verified the boy's story. It wasn't safe to go any further. The small group decided to stay together, 324and eventually the missionary approached the Prefect and explained how the Prefect at Pa Kou had assisted them, suggesting it would be smart to do the same, especially since the foreigners were likely to succeed in the end.

The Prefect considered the matter and finally promised to help them, provided they put themselves entirely in his hands and said nothing, no matter what they heard. It seemed a desperate thing to do to put themselves entirely in the hands of their enemies, but it was the only chance, that chance or Buckley's and Buckley, says the Australian proverb, never had a chance. They agreed to the Prefect's terms; he set a guard of soldiers over them, and they travelled surrounded by them. But at first they were very doubtful whether they had been wise in trusting a man who was to all intents and purposes an open enemy.

The Prefect thought about the situation and finally agreed to help them, as long as they completely trusted him and said nothing, no matter what they heard. It seemed crazy to put their lives in the hands of their enemies, but it was their only option, that or nothing, and who knows how that would turn out. They accepted the Prefect's terms; he assigned soldiers to guard them, and they traveled with them around. But at first, they were really unsure if it was smart to trust a man who was basically their open enemy.

“Where did you get them?” asked the people of the soldiers as they passed. And the soldiers detailed at length their capture.

“Where did you get those?” asked the people as the soldiers walked by. And the soldiers explained in detail how they were captured.

“And what are you going to do with them?” And the soldiers always said that, by the orders of the Prefect of the town where they had been captured, they were taking them on to be delivered over to the proper authorities, who would know what to do with them, doubtless the least that could happen would be that they would have their heads taken off.

“And what are you going to do with them?” The soldiers always replied that, following the orders of the town’s Prefect where they had been captured, they were taking them to be handed over to the appropriate authorities, who would know what to do with them. Undoubtedly, the least that could happen would be that they would get executed.

And the man who told me the story had lived through such days as that. Had seen his wife and children live through them!

And the man who shared the story with me had experienced days like that. He had watched his wife and kids go through them!

But the Prefect was as good as his word, the soldiers saw them through the danger-zone to safety.

But the Prefect kept his promise, and the soldiers escorted them through the danger zone to safety.

“But if it had not been for Mr Chung in the first 325instance———-” says the missionary, and his gratitude was in his voice.

“But if it hadn't been for Mr. Chung in the first 325instance———-” says the missionary, and his gratitude was clear in his voice.

And Mr Chung had his own troubles. He was progressive and modern, not, I think, Christian, and he had actually himself taught his daughters to read. Also he had decided not to bind their feet. And then, the pity of it—and the extraordinary deference that is paid to elders in China—there came orders from his parents in Canton—he must be a man over forty—the daughters' feet were to be bound.

And Mr. Chung had his own issues. He was progressive and modern, and I don't think he was Christian. He had actually taught his daughters to read himself. He also decided not to bind their feet. And then, the unfortunate part—and the amazing respect given to elders in China—his parents in Canton sent orders—he must be a man over forty—that the daughters' feet were to be bound.

I was glad indeed to have heard the story of Mr Chung before I set out on my journey.

I was really glad to have heard Mr. Chung's story before I started my journey.

The Lanho is seven miles, a two hours' journey by mule litter or cart from Cheng Teh Fu, and I decided to go by litter and send my things by cart, for, not only did I object to a cart, but I thought I would like to see what travelling by mule litter was like. I am perfectly satisfied now—I don't ever want to go by one again.

The Lanho is seven miles, a two-hour journey by mule litter or cart from Cheng Teh Fu, and I chose to go by litter and send my stuff by cart because I didn’t just dislike the idea of a cart, but I also wanted to experience traveling by mule litter. Now that I've tried it, I’m completely satisfied—I never want to do it again.

I had to get in at the missionary compound, because it takes four men to lift a litter on to the mules, and there was only one to attend to it. It was early in the morning, only a little after six, but all the missionaries walked about a mile of the way with me—I felt it was exceedingly kind of them, because it was the only time I ever saw men and women together outside the compound—then they bade me good-bye, and I was fairly started on my journey. I sat in my litter on a spring cushion, lent me for the cart by a Chinese gentleman, and I endeavoured to balance myself so that the litter should not—as it seemed to me to be threatening to do—turn topsy-turvy. It made me rather uncomfortable at first, because once in there is no way of getting out without 326lifting the litter off the mules. You may indeed slip down between it and the leading mule's hind legs, but that proceeding strikes me as decidedly risky, for a mule can kick and his temper does not seem to be improved by having the shafts of a litter on his back.

I needed to get into the missionary compound because it takes four people to lift a litter onto the mules, and there was only one person available to help. It was early in the morning, just after six, but all the missionaries walked with me for about a mile—I thought it was incredibly kind of them, especially since it was the only time I've seen men and women together outside the compound—then they said goodbye, and I was officially on my way. I sat in my litter on a spring cushion, which a Chinese gentleman had lent me for the cart, and I tried to balance myself so that the litter wouldn't, as it seemed it might, tip over. It made me a bit uneasy at first, since once you're in, there's no way to get out without 326lifting the litter off the mules. You could indeed slip down between it and the leading mule's hind legs, but that feels pretty risky to me, because a mule can kick, and he doesn’t seem to get any friendlier with the shafts of a litter on his back.

It was a cloudy morning and it threatened rain. I had only seen one day's rain since I had been in China. The scenery was wild and grand. We went along by the Jehol River, on the edge of one range of precipitous mountains, while the other, on the other side of the river, towered above us. We were going along the bottom of a valley, as is usual in this part of the world, but as the Jehol is a flowing river and takes up a good part of the bottom, we very often went along a track that was cut out of the mountain-side. The white mule in front with the jingling bells and red tassels on his collar and headstall, always preferred the very edge, so that when I looked out of the left-hand side of my litter, I looked down a depth of about thirty or forty feet, as far as I could guess, into the river-bed below. I found it better not to look. Not that it was very deep or that there was any likelihood of my going over. I am fully convinced, in spite of the objurgations showered upon him by the driver, that that white mule knew his business thoroughly. Still it made me uncomfortable to feel so helpless.

It was a cloudy morning and rain seemed imminent. I had only experienced one day of rain since arriving in China. The landscape was wild and stunning. We traveled alongside the Jehol River, at the edge of one steep mountain range, while another loomed above us on the opposite side of the river. We were navigating through the bottom of a valley, which is typical for this region, but since the Jehol is a flowing river and occupies a large part of the valley floor, we often found ourselves on a path carved into the mountainside. The white mule in front, adorned with jingling bells and a red tassel on his collar and headstall, always preferred to stick to the very edge. So, when I looked out from the left side of my litter, I could see a drop of about thirty or forty feet into the riverbed below. I decided it was best not to look. Not that it was particularly deep or that I was likely to fall over. I am absolutely convinced, despite the driver's constant scolding, that the white mule was well aware of what he was doing. Still, it made me uneasy to feel so powerless.

And the way was very busy indeed, even thus early in the morning. All sorts of folk were going along it, there were heavy country carts drawn by seven strong mules, they were taking grain to the river to be shipped “inside the Wall,” and the road that they followed was abominable. Every now and 327again they would stick in the heavy sand or ruts, or stones of the roadway—everything that should not be in a road, according to our ideas, was there—and the driver would promptly produce a spade and dig out the wheels, making the way for the next cart that passed worse than ever. Two litters passed us empty, and we met any number of donkeys laden, I cannot say with firewood, but with bundles of twigs that in any other country that I know would not be worth the gathering, much less the transport, but would be burnt as waste. And there were numberless people on foot, this was evidently a much-frequented highway, since it was busy now when it was threatening rain, for no Chinese go out in the rain if they can help it. I thoroughly sympathise, I should think twice myself before going if I had but one set of clothes and nowhere to dry them if they got wet. The hill-sides were rocky and sterile, but wherever there was a flat place, wherever there was a little pocket of fertile ground, however inaccessible it might appear, it was carefully cultivated, so was all the valley bottom along the banks of the river, and all this ground was crying out for the rain. And then presently down it came, heavy, pouring rain such as I had only seen once before in China. It drove across our pathway like a veil, all the rugged hills were softened and hidden in a grey mist, and my muleteer drew over and around me sheets of yellow oiled paper through which I peered at the surrounding scenery. I wasn't particularly anxious to get wet myself, because I did not see in an open boat how on earth I was ever to get dry again, and three or four days wet or even damp, would not have been either comfortable, or healthy.

And the road was really busy, even this early in the morning. All sorts of people were moving along it, with heavy country carts pulled by seven strong mules, taking grain to the river to be shipped "inside the Wall," and the road they were on was terrible. Every now and then, they'd get stuck in the deep sand, ruts, or rocks—everything that shouldn’t be on a road, by our standards, was there—and the driver would immediately pull out a spade to dig out the wheels, making the way for the next cart even worse. Two litters passed us empty, and we encountered many donkeys loaded up, not with firewood, but with bundles of twigs that wouldn’t be worth gathering in any other country I know, let alone transporting; they would just be burned as waste. There were countless people on foot as well; this was clearly a heavily traveled highway, busy even though it looked like it might rain, since no Chinese person goes out in the rain if they can avoid it. I totally get it—I’d think twice too if I only had one set of clothes and nowhere to dry them if they got wet. The hillsides were rocky and barren, but wherever there was a flat spot, no matter how hard to reach it seemed, it was meticulously farmed. So was the valley floor along the riverbanks, all of which was crying out for rain. And then suddenly, it came; heavy, pouring rain like I had only seen once before in China. It swept across our path like a curtain, all the rugged hills softened and vanished into a grey mist, while my muleteer draped sheets of yellow oiled paper around me, through which I peered at the scenery. I wasn't really keen on getting wet myself, as I couldn’t see how I’d ever get dry again in an open boat, and being wet or even damp for three or four days wouldn’t be comfortable or healthy.

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328At last we arrived at the river, a broad, swift-flowing, muddy river running along the bottom of the valley and apparently full to the brim, at least there were no banks, and needless to say, of course, there was not a particle of vegetation to beautify it. There was a crossing here very like the ferrying-place I had crossed on my journey up, and there were a row of long boats with one end of them against the bank. It was raining hard when I arrived, and the litter was lifted down from the mules, but the only thing to do was to sit still and await the arrival of Tuan and my baggage in the Peking cart.

328Finally, we got to the river, a wide, fast-flowing, muddy stretch that ran along the valley floor and seemed completely full—there were no visible banks, and, of course, there wasn't a single plant to make it look nice. There was a crossing here much like the ferry I had used on my way up, and a line of long boats was stationed with one end resting against the shore. It was pouring when I arrived, and the cargo was unloaded from the mules, but all I could do was sit still and wait for Tuan and my luggage to show up in the Peking cart.

They came at last, and the rain lifting a little Tuan set about preparing one of the boats for my reception.

They finally arrived, and with the rain easing up a bit, Tuan started getting one of the boats ready for me.

I must confess I looked on with interest, because I did not quite see how I was going to spend several days with a servant and three boatmen in such cramped quarters. The worst of it was there was no getting out of it now if I did not like it, it had to be done. Though I do worry so much I always find it is about the wrong thing. I had never—and I might well have done so—thought about the difficulties of this boat journey until I stood on the banks of the river, committed to it, and beyond the range of help from any of my own colour. For one moment my heart sank. If it had been the evening I should have despaired, but with fourteen good hours of daylight before me I can always feel hopeful, especially if they are to be spent in the open air. The wupan is about thirty-seven feet long, flat bottomed, and seven feet wide in the middle, tapering of course towards the ends. In the middle V-shaped sticks hold up a ridge pole, and 329across this Tuan put a couple of grass mats we had bought for this purpose, then he produced some unbleached calico—and when I think of what I paid for that unbleached calico, and how poor the Chinese peasants are, I am surprised that the majority of them do not go naked—and proceeded to make of it a little tent for me right in the middle of the awning. I stood it until I discovered that the idea was he should sleep at one end and the boatmen at the other, and then I protested. What I was to be guarded from I did not know, but I made him clearly understand that one end of the boat I must have to myself. There might be a curtain across the other end of the awning, that I did not mind, but I must be free to go out without stepping on sleeping servant or boatmen. That little matter adjusted, much to his surprise, the next thing we had to think about was the stove. I wanted it so placed that when the wind blew the matting did not make a funnel that would carry the smoke directly into my face. But that is just exactly what it did do, and I've come to the conclusion there is no possible way of arranging a stove comfortably on a winding river. We tried it aft, and we tried it for'ard, and when it was aft it seemed the wind was behind, and when it was for'ard the wind was ahead, and whichever way the smoke came it was equally unpleasant, so I decided the only thing to be done was to smile and look pleasant, and be thankful that whereas I required three meals a day to sustain me in doing nothing, my boatmen who did all the work and had a stove of their own, apparently, sustained life on two. The ideal way would be to have a companion and two boats, and then the trip would be delightful. 330As it was I found it well worth doing.

I have to admit I watched with interest because I wasn’t sure how I was going to spend several days with a servant and three boatmen in such tight quarters. The worst part was that there was no way out of it now; if I didn’t like it, I had to deal with it. I worry a lot, but I often find I'm worried about the wrong things. I had never—and I probably should have—thought about the challenges of this boat journey until I stood on the riverbank, committed to it, and out of reach of any help from my own people. For a moment, I felt discouraged. If it had been evening, I would have despaired, but with fourteen hours of daylight ahead, I always feel hopeful, especially when I get to spend it outside. The wupan is about thirty-seven feet long, flat-bottomed, and seven feet wide in the middle, tapering towards the ends. In the center, V-shaped sticks hold up a ridge pole, and 329on this, Tuan laid down a couple of grass mats we had bought for this purpose. Then, he pulled out some unbleached calico—and when I think of what I paid for that fabric, and how poor the Chinese peasants are, I’m surprised most of them don’t go without clothes—and he proceeded to create a little tent for me right in the middle of the awning. I tolerated it until I found out his plan was for him to sleep at one end and the boatmen at the other, and then I protested. I didn’t know what I needed to be protected from, but I made it clear that I needed one end of the boat to myself. I didn’t mind if there was a curtain across the other end of the awning, but I had to be able to go out without stepping on my sleeping servant or the boatmen. Once we sorted that out, much to his surprise, the next thing we had to figure out was the stove. I wanted it positioned so that when the wind blew, the matting wouldn’t create a funnel that directed smoke right into my face. But that’s exactly what it did, and I've concluded there’s no comfortable way to set up a stove on a winding river. We tried it at the back, and we tried it at the front, and when it was at the back, it seemed the wind was behind us, and when it was at the front, the wind was ahead. No matter where the smoke came from, it was equally unpleasant, so I decided the only thing to do was smile, look pleasant, and be grateful that while I needed three meals a day just to do nothing, my boatmen, who did all the work and apparently had a stove of their own, managed on two. The ideal situation would have been to have a companion and two boats, and then the trip would have been delightful. 330As it was, I found it well worth the effort.

The rain stopped that first day soon after we left the crossing-place, and from the little low boat the mountains on either side appeared to tower above us, rugged, precipitous, sterile; they were right down to the waters edge and the river wound round, and on the second day we were in the heart of the mountains, and passed through great rocky gorges. It was lonely for China, but just as I thought that no human being could possibly live in such a sterile land, I would see far up on the hills a little spot of blue, some small boy herding goats, or a little pocket of land between two great rocks, carefully tilled, and the young green crops just springing up. And then again there were little houses, neat, tidy little houses with heavy roofs, and I wondered what it must be like to be here in the mountains when the winter held them in its grip. Somehow it seemed to me far more lonely and desolate than anything I had seen on my way across country.

The rain stopped that first day shortly after we left the crossing point, and from the small low boat, the mountains on either side seemed to loom over us, rugged, steep, and barren; they stretched right down to the water's edge, and the river twisted around. By the second day, we were deep in the mountains, passing through large rocky gorges. It felt isolated for China, but just when I thought that no one could possibly live in such a barren land, I would see a small blue spot high up on the hills, a young boy herding goats, or a small piece of land between two massive rocks, carefully cultivated, with young green crops just starting to emerge. Then I would spot little houses, neat and tidy with heavy roofs, and I couldn't help but wonder what it must be like to be here in the mountains during the harsh winter. It felt far lonelier and more desolate than anything I had encountered on my journey across the country.

We always tied up for the men to eat their midday meal, and we always tied up for the night. But we wakened at the earliest glimmer of dawn. They evidently breakfasted on cold millet porridge, and I, generally, was up and dressed and had had my breakfast and forgotten all about it by five-thirty in the morning. My bed took up most of the room in my quarters, I dressed and washed on it, a bath was out of the question, and pulling aside the curtains sat on it and had my breakfast, the captain of the boat, the gentleman with the steering-oar, looking on with the greatest interest.

We always tied up for the guys to eat their lunch, and we always tied up for the night. But we woke up at the first light of dawn. They clearly had cold millet porridge for breakfast, and I, usually, was up and dressed and had already eaten and forgotten all about it by five-thirty in the morning. My bed took up most of the space in my room; I got dressed and washed on it, a bath was not an option, and pulling back the curtains, I sat on it and had my breakfast, with the captain of the boat and the guy handling the steering-oar watching me with great interest.

He spoke to Tuan evidently about my breakfast, and I asked him what he said.

He clearly talked to Tuan about my breakfast, and I asked him what he said.

“She say what a lot you eat,” said Tuan. “Not in ten days she have so much.”

“She says you eat a lot,” Tuan said. “She wouldn’t have that much in ten days.”

468And I was surprised, because I had thought my breakfast exceedingly frugal. I had watched the eggs being poached, and I ate them without butter or toast or bacon, I had a dry piece of bread, tea, of course, and some unappetising stewed pears. But by and by I was watching my captain shovelling in basinsful of millet porridge, about ten times as much as I ate, and I came to the conclusion it was the variety he was commenting on, not the amount.

468And I was surprised because I thought my breakfast was really modest. I watched the eggs being poached, and I ate them without butter, toast, or bacon; just a dry piece of bread, tea, of course, and some unappetizing stewed pears. But then I noticed my captain devouring bowls of millet porridge, eating about ten times as much as me, and I realized he was talking about the variety, not the quantity.

They were things of delight those early mornings on the river. At first all the valley would be wrapped in a soft grey mist, with here and there the highest peaks, rugged and desolate, catching the sunlight; then gradually, gradually, the sun came down the valley and the mists melted before his rays, lingering here and there in the hollows, soft and grey and elusive, till at last the sunlight touched the water and gave this muddy water of the river a golden tint, and all things rejoiced in the new-born day. The little blue kingfishers preened themselves, the blue-grey cranes with white necks and black points that the Chinese call “long necks” sailed with outspread wings slowly across the water, and the sunlight on the square sails of the upcoming boats made them gleam snow white. For there was much traffic on the river. Desolate as the country round was, the river was busy. The boats that were going down stream were rowed, and those that were coming up, when the wind was with them, put out great square sails, and when it was against them were towed by four men. They fastened the towing rope to the mast, stripped themselves, and slipping a 332loop over their heads fixed it round their chests and pulled by straining against a board that was fast in the loop. The current was strong, and it must have been hard work judging by the way they strained on the rope. The missionaries were afraid I would be shocked at the sight of so many naked men, but it was the other way round, my presence, apparently the only woman on the river, created great consternation, for the Chinaman is a modest man. Badly I wanted to get a photograph of those straining men, for never have I seen the Chinese to greater advantage. In their shabby blue cotton they look commonplace and of the slums, you feel they are unwashed, but these suggest splendid specimens of brawny manhood. They don't need to be washed. However, as we approached, boatmen and servant all raised their voices in a loud warning singsong. What they said, I do not know, but it must have been something like: “Oh brothers, put on your clothes. We have a bothering foreign woman on board.” The result would be a wild scramble and everybody would be getting into dirty blue garments, only some unfortunate, who was steering in a difficult part or had hold of a rope that could not be dropped was left helpless, and he crouched down or hid behind a more lucky companion. If there had been anybody with whom to laugh I would have laughed many a time when we met or passed boats on the Lanho. But I never got a really good photograph of those towing men. My men evidently felt it would be taking them at a disadvantage, and the production of my camera was quite sufficient to send us off into mid stream, as far away from the towing boat as possible.

Those early mornings on the river were a delight. At first, the whole valley was shrouded in a soft grey mist, with only the highest peaks, rugged and desolate, catching the sunlight. Gradually, the sun came down the valley, and the mists melted away before its rays, lingering in the hollows, soft, grey, and elusive. Eventually, the sunlight touched the river, giving the muddy water a golden tint, and everything celebrated the new day. The little blue kingfishers preened, while the blue-grey cranes with white necks and black points, which the Chinese call “long necks,” glided gracefully across the water. The sunlight made the square sails of the approaching boats shine bright white. There was a lot of traffic on the river. Despite the desolate surroundings, the river was busy. The boats heading downstream were rowed, while those coming upstream used large square sails when the wind was favorable, and were towed by four men when it wasn’t. They attached the towing rope to the mast, stripped off their clothes, and slipped a loop over their heads, cinching it around their chests to pull against a board secured in the loop. The current was strong, and it must have been tough work judging by how hard they strained against the rope. The missionaries worried I would be shocked by so many naked men, but it was the opposite; my presence, as apparently the only woman on the river, caused quite a stir, as the Chinese are modest. I desperately wanted to take a photograph of those straining men, for I had never seen the Chinese appear so strong and impressive. In their worn blue cotton, they looked ordinary and downcast, as if unwashed, but here they seemed like robust specimens of manhood. They didn’t need to be cleaned up. However, as we approached, the boatmen and servants raised their voices in a loud warning singsong. I didn't understand what they said, but it was likely something like, “Oh brothers, put on your clothes. We have a bothersome foreign woman on board.” This led to a frantic scramble as everyone rushed to put on their dirty blue clothes, except for one poor guy who was steering in a tricky spot or was holding onto a rope he couldn’t release. He would crouch down or hide behind a luckier companion. If there had been someone to share a laugh with, I would have chuckled many times when we passed other boats on the Lanho. But I never managed to get a good photograph of those towing men. My crew clearly felt it would be unflattering, and just pulling out my camera was enough to send us drifting into midstream, as far away from the towing boat as possible.

Occasionally the hills receded just a little and left a small stretch of flat country where there were always exceedingly neat-looking huts. There were the neatest bundles of sticks stacked all round them, just twigs, and we landed once to buy some, for the men cooked entirely with them, and my little stove needed them to start the charcoal. But oh, the people who came out of those houses were dirty. Never have I seen such unclean-looking unattractive women. One had a child in her arms with perfectly horrible-looking eyes, and I knew there was another unfortunate going to be added to the many blind of China. She ran away at the sight of me, and so did two little stark-naked boys. I tempted them with biscuits, and their grandfather or great-grandfather, he might have been, watched with the deepest interest. He and I struck up quite a friendship over the incident, smiling and laughing and nodding to one another, as much as to say, “Yes, it was natural they should be afraid, but we—we, who had seen the world—of course knew better.” Then he went away and fetched back in his arms another small shaven-headed youngster whom he patted and petted and called my attention to, as much as to say this was little Benjamin, the well-beloved, had I not a biscuit for him? Alas I had been too long away from civilisation and I had given away all I had. But when I think about it, it is always with a feeling of regret that I had not a sweet biscuit for that old Chinaman up in the mountains and his best-beloved grandson.

Sometimes the hills would pull back just a bit, revealing a small area of flat land where there were always very tidy huts. Neatly stacked bundles of twigs surrounded them, and we stopped once to buy some since the men used them for cooking, and my little stove needed them to ignite the charcoal. But oh, the people who came out of those houses were dirty. I've never seen such unclean and unattractive women. One had a child in her arms with horribly unhealthy-looking eyes, and I knew another unfortunate blind person would soon join the many in China. She ran away when she saw me, and so did two little naked boys. I tried to entice them with biscuits, while their grandfather or great-grandfather watched with great interest. We struck up quite a friendship over the incident, smiling and laughing and nodding at each other, as if to say, “Yes, it's understandable that they were scared, but we—we, who have seen the world—know better.” Then he went away and came back holding another small shaven-headed child, whom he patted and called my attention to, as if to say this was little Benjamin, the beloved one, and if I had a biscuit for him? Unfortunately, I had been away from civilization too long and had given away everything I had. But when I think back on it, I always feel a twinge of regret that I didn’t have a sweet biscuit for that old Chinese man up in the mountains and his cherished grandson.

I saw one morning some men fishing in the shallows by a great rock, and I demanded at once that we buy a fish. They were spearing the fish and 334we bought a great mud-fish for five cents, for I saw the money handed over, and then the unfortunate fish with a reed through his gills was dragged through the water alongside the boat. When I came to eat a small piece of him, which I did with interest I was so tired of chicken, he was abominable, and I smiled a little ruefully when I found in the accounts he was charged at thirty-five cents! Judging by the nastiness of that fish one ought to be able to buy up the entire contents of the Lanho for such a sum. However, the boatmen ate him gladly, and I suppose if I lived on millet for breakfast, tiffin, and dinner, and any time else when I felt hungry, I might even welcome a mud-fish for a change. Their only relish appeared to be what Tuan called “sour pickle.” There was one most unappetising-looking salted turnip which lasted a long while, though every one of the crew had a bite at it.

One morning, I saw some guys fishing in the shallow water near a big rock, and I immediately insisted that we buy a fish. They were using spears to catch the fish and 334we got a huge mud fish for five cents— I saw the money change hands, and then the poor fish, with a reed stuck through its gills, was pulled through the water beside the boat. When it came time to eat a small piece of it, which I was looking forward to since I was so tired of chicken, it was disgusting. I couldn't help but smile a bit sadly when I saw in the accounts that it was charged at thirty-five cents! Considering how nasty that fish was, you’d think you could buy the whole contents of the Lanho for that price. Still, the boatmen happily ate it, and I suppose if I had millet for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, plus whenever else I was hungry, I might even appreciate a mud fish for a change. The only thing they seemed to enjoy was what Tuan called “sour pickle.” There was one particularly unappetizing-looking salted turnip that lasted a long time, even though everyone in the crew took a bite of it.

Gorge after gorge we passed, and the rocks rising above us seemed very high, while the sun beating down upon the water in that enclosed space made it very hot in the middle of the day, and I was very glad indeed of the mat awning, though, of course, it was of necessity so low that even I, who am a short woman, could not stand up underneath, but it kept off the sun, and the air, coming through as we were rowed along, made a little breeze. There were rapids, many rapids, but they did not impress me. I couldn't even get up a thrill, sometimes indeed the boat was turned right round, but it always seemed that the worst that might happen to me would be that I should have to get out and walk, and of course get rather wet in the process. Tuan made a great fuss about them all, “must take care” but the worst 335one of all he was so exceedingly grave over that I felt at least we were risking our valuable lives. It was inside the wall and was called “Racing Horse Rapid” but it wasn't very bad. I have been up much worse rapids on the Volta, in West Africa, and nobody seemed to think they were anything out of the ordinary, but then the negro has not such a rooted objection to water as the Chinaman apparently has. My crew had to get wet, up to their waists sometimes, and it was a little rough on them—I remembered it in their cumshaw—that having a woman on board their modesty did not allow them to strip, and they went in with all their clothes on.

Gorge after gorge we passed, and the rocks towering above us felt really high. The sun beating down on the water in that enclosed space made it so hot in the middle of the day, and I was really grateful for the mat awning. Of course, it was low enough that even I, being a short woman, couldn't stand up underneath it, but it provided shade from the sun, and the air coming through as we were rowed along created a little breeze. There were lots of rapids, but they didn't really impress me. I couldn't even feel excited; sometimes the boat would turn completely around, but it always felt like the worst that could happen was that I'd have to get out and walk, which would definitely get me a bit wet. Tuan made a big deal about them all, saying we "must take care," but the worst one he was overly serious about was the "Racing Horse Rapid," which turned out not to be that bad. I've been on much worse rapids on the Volta in West Africa, and nobody seemed to think those were anything special. But then again, it seems like Black people don't have as strong an aversion to water as the Chinese do. My crew had to get soaked, up to their waists sometimes, and it was a bit tough for them—I recalled this when considering their cumshaw—since having a woman on board meant their modesty didn't let them strip, so they went in fully dressed.

The Wall, broken for the passing of the river, is always a wonder, and here it was wonderful as ever. We stopped here for a little in order, as far as I could make out, that Tuan might get some ragged specimens of humanity to pluck a couple of chickens, being too grand a gentleman to do it himself, and for a brief space the foreshore was white with feathers, for the thrifty Chinaman, who finds a use for everything, once he has made feather dusters has no use for feathers. Feather pillows he knows not. But for once Tuan's skill in putting the work he was paid for doing, off on to other people, failed either to amuse or irritate me. I had eyes for nothing but the Wall—the Wall above all other walls still—for all it is in ruins. As we went down the river it followed along the tops of the highest hills for over a mile. Always the Wall cuts the skyline. There is never anything higher than the Wall. And here, as if this river valley must be extra well guarded, on every accessible peak was a watch-tower. They are all in ruins now, but they speak 336forcibly of the watch and ward that was kept here once. There was one square ruin on the highest peak. As evening fell, heavy, threatening clouds gathered and it stood out against them. As we went far down the valley it was always visible, now to the right of us, now to the left, as the river wound, and when I thought it was gone in the gathering gloom, a jagged flash of lightning, out of the black cloud behind it, illumined it again, and for the moment I forgot that it was ruined, and thought only what an excellent vantage-point those old-time builders had chosen. All the country round must see the beacon fire flaring there. And again I thought of the signals that must have gone up, “The Mongols are coming down the river. The Manchus are gathering in the hills.”

The Wall, broken where the river flows, is always impressive, and here it was just as amazing as ever. We paused for a bit so Tuan could get some rough specimens of humanity to catch a couple of chickens, as he was too high and mighty to do it himself, and for a brief moment, the shoreline was covered in feathers. The thrifty Chinese man, who finds a use for everything, once he'd made feather dusters, had no use for the feathers. He doesn’t know about feather pillows. But for once, Tuan's habit of passing off work he was supposed to do onto others didn’t either amuse or annoy me. I couldn't take my eyes off the Wall—the Wall above all other walls still—despite being in ruins. As we traveled down the river, it followed the tops of the highest hills for over a mile. The Wall always cuts the skyline. Nothing is ever taller than the Wall. And here, as if this river valley needed extra protection, there was a watchtower on every accessible peak. They’re all in ruins now, but they strongly speak of the vigilance that used to be maintained here. One square ruin sat on the highest peak. As evening approached, heavy, threatening clouds gathered, and it stood out against them. As we moved further down the valley, it was always in view, sometimes to our right, sometimes to our left, as the river twisted. Just when I thought it had disappeared into the growing darkness, a jagged flash of lightning from the black cloud behind it lit it up again, and for a moment, I forgot it was ruined and only thought about what an excellent lookout point those ancient builders had chosen. Everyone in the area must have seen the beacon fire blazing there. Again, I thought of the signals that must have been sent up: “The Mongols are coming down the river. The Manchus are gathering in the hills.”

Those heavy clouds bespoke rain, and that night it came down, came down in torrents, and if there is a more uncomfortable place in which to be rained upon than a small boat I have yet to find it. Those grass mats kept off some of the rain, but they were by no means as water-tight as I should have liked. I spread my burberry over my bed, put up my umbrella, and stopped up the worst leaks with all the towels I could spare, and yet the water came in, and on the other side of my calico screen I could hear the men making a few remarks, which Tuan told me next day were because, “she no can cook dinner, no can dry clothes.” I had lent them my charcoal stove, but it was small and would only dry “littee, littee clothe” so everybody including myself got up next morning in a querulous mood, and very sorry for themselves. The others at least were earning their pay, but I wondered how I was 337going to make money out of it, and again I questioned the curious fate that sent me wandering uncomfortably about the world, and sometimes actually—yes actually getting enjoyment out of it.

Those heavy clouds signaled rain, and that night it poured, really came down hard. If there's a more uncomfortable place to get rained on than a small boat, I haven’t found it yet. Those grass mats blocked some of the rain, but they weren’t nearly as waterproof as I would have liked. I spread my Burberry coat over my bed, set up my umbrella, and plugged the worst leaks with all the towels I could spare, but still the water came in. On the other side of my calico screen, I could hear the men making a few comments, which Tuan told me the next day were about how, “she can’t cook dinner, can’t dry clothes.” I had lent them my charcoal stove, but it was small and could only dry “little, little clothes,” so everyone, including me, woke up the next morning in a grumpy mood, feeling sorry for themselves. At least the others were earning their pay, but I wondered how I was 337going to make money from it, and again I pondered the strange fate that had me wandering uncomfortably around the world and sometimes—yes, actually enjoying it.

I didn't enjoy that day, however. We went on a little and at length we stopped, all the country was veiled in soft moist grey mist, the perpetual sunshine of Northern China was gone, and Tuan and the boatman came to me. They proposed, of all the Chinese things in this world to do, to go back! Why I don't know now, for to go back meant going against the stream and towing the boat! A very much harder job than guiding it down stream, where it would go of its own weight. I have not often put my foot down in China. I have always found it best to let my servants, or those I employed, go about things their own way, but this was too much for me. I made it clearly understood that the boat belonged to me for the time being, and that back I would not go.

I didn’t enjoy that day, though. We moved a bit further and eventually stopped; the landscape was covered in a soft, damp gray mist, and the usual sunshine of Northern China was missing. Tuan and the boatman approached me with a suggestion that, out of all the things to do in China, we should go back! I still don’t understand why because going back meant fighting the current and pulling the boat! It was a much tougher job than just guiding it downstream, where it would naturally flow by its own weight. I haven’t often taken a stand in China. I’ve always thought it was best to let my servants or those I hired handle things in their own way, but this was too much for me. I made it clear that the boat was mine for the time being and that I was not going back.

Tuan murmured something about some place “she get dry” and I quite agreed looking at the shivering wretches, but that place had got to be ahead, not behind us. However, go on they would not, so we pulled up against the bank and all four of them cowered over the little charcoal stove till I feared lest they would be asphyxiated with the fumes. I got in my bed, pulled my eiderdown round me, and thanked Providence I had it, a sleeping bag, and a burberry, and then as best I could I dodged the drops that came through the matting, but I knew I wasn't nearly so uncomfortable as my men. At last the rain lifted a little, and three rueful figures pulled us down to a small, a very 338small temple wherein they lighted a fire and cooked themselves a warm meal. By that time the rain had gone, and they were smiling and cheerful once more.

Tuan mumbled something about a place where “she gets dry,” and I completely agreed while looking at the shivering people. But that place had to be ahead of us, not behind. However, they wouldn’t move on, so we stopped by the bank, and all four of them huddled around the little charcoal stove until I worried they might get asphyxiated from the fumes. I got into my bed, wrapped my eiderdown around me, and thanked Providence I had it, along with a sleeping bag and a burberry. Then, as best as I could, I dodged the drops that came through the matting, but I knew I wasn’t nearly as uncomfortable as my men. At last, the rain eased a bit, and three miserable figures led us to a small, very 338small temple where they lit a fire and cooked themselves a warm meal. By that time, the rain had stopped, and they were smiling and cheerful again.

As the result of that rain the river rose three feet, the rapids were easier than ever to go over, only of course there was the risk of hitting the rocks that were now submerged, and the waters were muddier than ever. I felt as if all those mountain-sides were being washed down into the Lanho, as they probably were. All along the banks, too, the people were collected gathering—not driftwood, for there was none, but driftweed, gathering it in with rakes and dipping-in baskets, holding them out for the water to run away and using the residuum “for burn,” as Tuan put it. It was dreary, wet, grey, cold. The country grew flatter as we came down the river, the hills receded; we were in an agricultural country which was benefiting, I doubt not, by this rain, but with the mountains went the stern grandeur, and cold rain on a flat country is uninspiring. Besides breakfast before five-thirty leaves a long day before one, and the incidents were so small. I watched the captain steering and refreshing himself with a bite at a pink radish as large and as long as a parsnip, and it looked cold and uninviting. Surely I ought to be thankful that Fate had not caused me to be born a Chinese of the working classes.

As a result of the rain, the river rose three feet, and the rapids were easier to navigate than ever. Of course, there was the risk of hitting the now-submerged rocks, and the water was muddier than ever. I felt like all those mountainsides were being washed into the Lanho, which they probably were. Along the banks, people were gathered—not collecting driftwood since there was none, but gathering driftweed with rakes and dipping baskets, holding them out to let the water run off, using the leftovers “for burn,” as Tuan put it. It was dreary, wet, gray, and cold. The landscape got flatter as we traveled down the river, the hills fading away; we were in agricultural land that was likely benefiting from the rain, but with the mountains went the impressive grandeur, and cold rain on flat land is uninspiring. Plus, breakfast before five-thirty makes for a long day ahead, and the events were so minor. I watched the captain steering and snacking on a pink radish as big and long as a parsnip, and it looked cold and unappetizing. I should be thankful that Fate didn’t make me a working-class Chinese.

The captain had a large cash-box which reposed trustfully at the end of my bed. Not that I could have got into it, for it was fastened with the sort of padlock that I should put on park gates, and I certainly couldn't have carried it away, at least not unbeknownst, for it was a cube of at least eighteen inches. It gave me the idea of great wealth, for never in my life do I expect to require a cash-box like that. If I did I should give up story writing and grow old with a quiet mind. But then I do not take my earnings in copper cash.

The captain had a big cash box that sat trustingly at the end of my bed. Not that I could have opened it, since it was locked with a padlock like the kind you'd find on park gates, and there’s no way I could have carried it off without anyone noticing, as it was at least eighteen inches on each side. It made me think of immense wealth, because I really don't expect to ever need a cash box like that in my life. If I did, I’d probably quit writing stories and simply grow old peacefully. But then again, I don’t get paid in coins.

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More and more as we went along the river was I reminded of my idea of Babylon—Babylon with the romance taken out of it, Babylon grown commonplace. At one place we stopped at, there came down to the ferry a short fat man in blue, in a large straw hat, leading a donkey. But he belonged to no age, he was Sancho Panza to the life. Again there came a gentleman mounted on a mule, his servant following slowly on a small grey donkey. He was nicely dressed in darkish petticoats, and his servant wore the usual blue. They stood on the river-bank and the servant hailed the ferry. With a little difficulty the beasts were got on board and the boat poled across. It was just a wupan like my own, decked in the middle so that the animals would not have to step down. The donkey came off as if it were all in the day's work, but the mule was obstinate, and it took the entire population of that little crossing-place, including Tuan and my boatmen, to hoist him off. The person most interested, the rider, never stirred a finger. True son of Babylon was he. “Let the slaves see to all things,” I imagine him saying. There was a little refreshment booth, and a man selling long fingers of paste, or rather fried batter. My captain handled one thoughtfully and then put it back.

More and more as we continued along the river, I was reminded of my idea of Babylon—Babylon stripped of its romance, Babylon turned ordinary. At one spot we stopped, a short, chubby man in blue, wearing a large straw hat and leading a donkey, approached the ferry. But he belonged to no specific time; he was Sancho Panza come to life. Then a gentleman appeared riding a mule, with his servant following slowly on a small gray donkey. He was nicely dressed in dark skirts, and his servant wore the typical blue. They stood by the riverbank while the servant called for the ferry. With a bit of effort, they got the animals onto the boat, which was just like mine, outfitted in the middle so the animals wouldn’t have to step down. The donkey got off as if it were all in a day's work, but the mule was stubborn, and it took the entire population of that little crossing place, including Tuan and my boatmen, to lift him off. The person most concerned, the rider, didn’t lift a finger. True son of Babylon was he. “Let the slaves take care of everything,” I imagined him saying. There was a small refreshment booth, where a man was selling long strips of fried batter. My captain picked one up thoughtfully and then set it back down.

“Doesn't he like it?” I asked Tuan. It seemed to me so much nicer than the pink radish.

“Doesn't he like it?” I asked Tuan. It seemed so much nicer to me than the pink radish.

“She like,” said Tuan, “too much monies. Very dear,” and I think I could have bought up the whole 340stock in trade for twenty cents, about fivepence, so the cash-box was a fraud after all.

“She likes,” said Tuan, “too much money. Very expensive,” and I think I could have bought the whole 340stock in trade for twenty cents, about five pence, so the cash box was a scam after all.

Now the hills had receded into the dim distance there were no more rapids, and I was back on the great alluvial plain of Northern China once more. The sun came out in all his glory, there were innumerable boats, and the evening sunlight gleamed on their white sails. Many of them were full of people, with many women amongst them, and Tuan told me it was the Dragon Boat Festival.

Now that the hills had faded into the background, there were no more rapids, and I was back on the vast alluvial plain of Northern China. The sun shone brightly, and there were countless boats with the evening sunlight sparkling on their white sails. Many of them were filled with people, including a lot of women, and Tuan told me it was the Dragon Boat Festival.

And then, as the evening shadows were falling, we came to the port of Lanchou and my journey in a wupan was ended.

And then, as the evening shadows were setting in, we arrived at the port of Lanchou, and my journey in a wupan was over.










CHAPTER XIX—A RIVER PORT IN BABYLON

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The question of squeeze—Batter fingers for the boatmen—An array of damp scarecrows—Ox carts—Prehistoric wheels—A decadent people—Beggars—The playing of a part—A side show—Cumshaw.

The issue of squeeze—Fat fingers for the boatmen—A bunch of soggy scarecrows—Ox carts—Ancient wheels—A declining society—Panhandlers—Acting a part—A side show—Tip.

They tell me I must not talk about a river port in Babylon, because Babylon was a city not a country, and it had no river port, but in that valley of Mesopotamia there must have been in those old days, little places where the people living along the banks landed their produce, or gathered it in, and I think they must have resembled this river port of Lanchou in Chihli, to which I came one still pleasant evening in June.

They say I shouldn’t mention a river port in Babylon, since Babylon was a city, not a country, and it didn’t have a river port. But in that valley of Mesopotamia, there must have been small spots where people living along the banks unloaded their goods or collected them. I imagine they must have looked like this river port of Lanchou in Chihli, which I visited one calm, pleasant evening in June.

The sun was on the point of setting, and I consulted Tuan about where I should go for the night. The inns, he opined, would be full, for all the country-side had come to the feast, and, in truth, I did not hanker much after a Chinese inn. I infinitely preferred the wupan, even at its very worst, when the rain was coming through the matting. I only wondered if Tuan and the boatmen would think it extremely undignified of me to stay where I was. The worst I knew there were the cockroaches, and Heaven only knew what I might find in a Chinese inn in June. 342Apparently Tuan did not think it undignified, and the boatmen of course were glad.

The sun was about to set, and I asked Tuan where I should spend the night. He said the inns would be packed since everyone from the countryside had come to the feast, and honestly, I wasn't too keen on staying at a Chinese inn. I much preferred the wupan, even at its worst, when the rain was leaking through the matting. I just wondered if Tuan and the boatmen would think it was really undignified for me to stay where I was. The worst I knew about there were the cockroaches, and who knows what I'd find in a Chinese inn in June. 342It seemed Tuan didn't find it undignified, and the boatmen were obviously happy about it.

“You pay him one dollar,” suggested Tuan. Now a dollar is a thousand cash, and a thousand cash, I suppose would about fill that money-box of his. He got the dollar, because I paid it him myself, but what squeeze Tuan extracted I am sure I don't know. Some he did get, I suppose as of right, for squeeze seems to be the accepted fact in China.

“You give him one dollar,” Tuan suggested. A dollar is a thousand cash, and a thousand cash would probably fill his money box. He received the dollar because I gave it to him directly, but I have no idea how much Tuan managed to take from him. I guess he got some as his due, because it seems like squeezing is just the norm in China.

A woman once told me how she was offered squeeze and a good big squeeze too.

A woman once told me how she was offered a hug and a really big hug too.

She was head of a hospital, and being an attractive young person, she used to go out pretty often for motor drives with the locomotive superintendent of the nearest railway. The Chinese took note of this, as apparently they do of all things likely to concern them, and one day there called upon her a Chinaman, well-dressed, of the better class. He stood at the door of her sitting-room, shaking his own hands, and bowed three times.

She was the head of a hospital, and since she was an attractive young woman, she often went out for drives with the locomotive superintendent of the nearby railway. The Chinese noticed this, as they tend to do with anything that might affect them, and one day a well-dressed Chinese man from the upper class visited her. He stood at the door of her sitting room, shook his hands, and bowed three times.

“What do you want?” said she, for she had never to her knowledge, seen him before.

“What do you want?” she asked, since she had never seen him before.

He spoke as good English, almost as she did herself, and he said, well it was a little matter in which she might be of service to him, and—yes—he of service to her.

He spoke English pretty well, almost as well as she did herself, and he mentioned that it was a small thing where she could help him, and—yes—he could help her too.

She looked at him in astonishment. “But I don't know you,” she said, puzzled and surprised.

She stared at him in shock. “But I don’t know you,” she said, confused and surprised.

It was a matter of oil, he said at last, when he got to the point. It was well known that the engines required a great deal of oil, and he had several thousands of tons of oil for sale. 343"But what has that to do with me?” asked the girl, more surprised than ever.

It was about oil, he finally said, getting to the point. Everyone knew that the engines needed a lot of oil, and he had several thousand tons of oil for sale. 343"But what does that have to do with me?” the girl asked, more surprised than ever.

He bowed again. “You are a great friend of ———”

He bowed again. “You are a great friend of ———”

“But how do you know that?”

“But how do you know that?”

“Oh pardon,” his hand on his heart, “Chinaman know everything. You can help me.”

“Oh, sorry,” he said, placing his hand on his heart, “the Chinese know everything. You can help me.”

“How?” she said still wondering.

“How?” she said, still curious.

“You speak to Mr ———-. He buy oil,” and he looked at her ingratiatingly.

“You're talking to Mr ———-. He buys oil,” and he looked at her with a flattering smile.

She stared at him, hardly knowing whether to be angry or not.

She looked at him, unsure if she should be angry or not.

“I have nothing to do with the locomotives.”

“I have nothing to do with the trains.”

“Oh, but it will pay you,” said he, and from each side out of a long pocket he drew two heavy bags, and planked them down on her writing-table. Still she did not understand what he was driving at.

“Oh, but it will pay off,” he said, and from each side of a long pocket, he pulled out two heavy bags and dropped them onto her writing desk. Still, she didn’t grasp what he was getting at.

“For you,” said he, “for a few words.”

“For you,” he said, “for a few words.”

“Why, you are offering me squeeze,” said she indignantly, as the full meaning of the thing flashed on her.

“Why are you trying to take advantage of me?” she said angrily, as the full meaning of the situation hit her.

He made a soothing sound with his mouth. “Everybody does it,” said he.

He made a calming sound with his mouth. “Everyone does it,” he said.

“Indeed I don't.”

"Of course, I don't."

“Not enough?” said he. “There is five hundred and fifty dollars there,” and he looked at her questioningly. “Well,” thoughtfully, “I can make it two hundred dollars more, I have much oil,” and down went another bag of silver. More than six months' salary was on the table.

“Not enough?” he asked. “There’s five hundred and fifty dollars here,” and he looked at her with a questioning expression. “Well,” he said thoughtfully, “I can add two hundred dollars more; I have plenty of oil.” He dropped another bag of silver onto the table. More than six months' salary was lying there.

“And suppose,” said she, curious, “Mr ———— pays no attention to me.”

“And let’s say,” she said, intrigued, “Mr ———— doesn’t pay any attention to me.”

“That would be unfortunate,” with a low bow, “but I think not. I have much oil. I take risk.” 344Then she rose up wrathfully. “Take it away,” she said, “take it away. How dare you offer me squeeze!” And he did take it away, and as he probably knew her salary to the very last penny, thought her a fool for her pains.

"That would be unfortunate," he said with a slight bow, "but I don't think so. I have plenty of oil. I'm willing to take the risk." 344Then she stood up angrily. "Take it away," she said, "take it away. How dare you offer me something so pathetic!" And he did take it away, and since he likely knew her salary down to the last penny, he thought she was a fool for her trouble.

I don't know whether Tuan extracted his squeeze beforehand, but I know all three boatmen had the long fingers of batter fried in lard for their breakfast the next morning, for I saw them having them, and Tuan informed me with a grin, “Missie pay dollar. Can do,” and I was very glad I had not patronised the Chinese inn.

I’m not sure if Tuan got his cut beforehand, but I know all three boatmen had the long fingers of fried dough for breakfast the next morning because I saw them eating it. Tuan told me with a grin, “Missie pay dollar. Can do,” and I was really glad I hadn’t gone to the Chinese inn.

Of course I rose very early. Before half-past four I was up and dressed and peeping out of my little tent at the rows and rows of boats that lay double-banked against the shore. The sun got up as early as I did, and most of those people in the boats were up before him. The boats were own sisters to the one in which I had come down the river, with one mast, and shelters in the middle, and all the people had suffered, as we had done, from wet, for such a drying day I have never before seen. All the sails of course had to be dried, all the mats, the dilapidated bedding, and it seemed most of the clothing, for padded blue coats and trousers were stuck on sticks, or laid out in the sun. All the scarecrows that ever I had known, had apparently come to grief on that double-banked row of boats. The banks were knee-deep in mud, but it was sandy mud that soon dried, and by six o'clock business on that shore was in full swing. There was a theatre and fair going on close at hand, but business had to be attended to all the same. These boatmen all still wear the queue, so the barber was very busy, as it is of course impossible to shave on board a boat, and even the immaculate Tuan had a fine crop of bristles all over his head. They were gone before he gave me breakfast this morning. The alluvial mud of the shore was cut into deep cart ruts, and there were any number of carts coming down to the boats and going away from them. There were ox carts with a solitary ox, harnessed much as a horse would be and looking strange to me, accustomed to the bullock drays of Australia with their bullocks, ten or twenty of them drawing by a single wooden yoke, there were mule carts and carts heavy with merchandise drawn by a mixed team of mule, ox, and the small and patient donkey, and the people took from the boats their loading of grain, grown far away in Mongolia, of stones, gathered by the river-bank, water-worn stones used for making the picturesque garden and courtyard paths the Chinese love, and even sometimes for building, and of osiers, grown up in the mountains. There were piles and piles of these, and men were carrying them slung on the ends of their bamboos. And the boats, for the return journey were loaded, as far as I could see, with salt and the thin tissue paper they use everywhere for the windows, it is much more portable than glass, and cotton stuffs, such as even the poorest up in the mountains must buy for their clothing. And because it was the Dragon Boat Feast, I suppose, many of the boats were full of passengers, people who had started thus early to make a day of it, innumerable small-footed women and small, shavenheaded children, what little there was left of their hair done up in tiny plaits, that stood straight out on end. And all had on their best clothing. Even 346the gentleman whose picture I have taken standing under a tree had on a new hat of the brightest yellow matting, and I wondered whether the poorer folk who thronged the river-side in Mesopotamia, so many long centuries ago, were not something like him. The only thing that was modern was the railway station and rolling stock, just behind the river-side town, and the great iron bridge that spans the river. Modern civilisation come to Babylon. It has barely touched the surface though of this age-old civilisation. The people who came crowding into the feast came in carts with heavy wooden wheels, Punch's prehistoric wheels, exactly as their ancestors came, possibly three thousand years ago, and the carts were drawn by mules, by oxen, by donkeys, and were covered, some with the ordinary blue cloth, some with grass matting, and sometimes, when they were open, the women carried umbrellas of Chinese oiled paper, with here and there one of ordinary European pattern. And the carts were packed very close together indeed, for there were numberless women, and the majority of them could only just totter along. For them to walk far or for long, would be a sheer impossibility. Country people? No, again I saw it strongly, these were serfs, perhaps, but not country people, they were a highly civilised people, far more highly civilised than I am who sit in judgment, so civilised that they were decadent, effete, and every woman was helpless!

Of course, I woke up really early. Before 4:30, I was up and dressed, peeking out of my little tent at the rows of boats lined up along the shore. The sun rose as early as I did, and most of the people in the boats were already awake before him. The boats were just like the one I had taken down the river, with one mast and a shelter in the middle, and everyone had suffered from the rain, just like us, because I had never seen such a drying day. All the sails had to be dried, along with the mats, the tattered bedding, and it seemed like most of the clothing, as padded blue coats and trousers were hung on sticks or laid out in the sun. It looked like all the scarecrows I had ever known had met their end on that row of boats. The banks were knee-deep in mud, but it was sandy mud that dried quickly, and by six o'clock, business on that shore was in full swing. There was a theater and a fair going on nearby, but business still needed attending to. The boatmen all still wore queues, so the barber was very busy since it’s impossible to shave on a boat, and even the well-groomed Tuan had a fine growth of stubble all over his head. They had already left by the time he made me breakfast this morning. The alluvial mud of the shore was cut into deep cart ruts, and numerous carts came to the boats and then left again. There were ox carts with a single ox, harnessed like a horse, which looked strange to me, used to seeing bullock drays in Australia with 10 to 20 bullocks pulling a single wooden yoke. There were mule carts and carts heavily loaded with goods drawn by a mix of mules, oxen, and the small, patient donkey, as people unloaded grain from the boats, grown far away in Mongolia, stones gathered from the riverbank, water-worn stones used for making the picturesque garden and courtyard paths the Chinese love, and sometimes even for building, along with osiers grown in the mountains. There were piles and piles of these, and men were carrying them slung on the ends of their bamboo poles. The boats, for the return journey, were loaded, as far as I could see, with salt and the thin tissue paper they use everywhere for windows; it’s much more portable than glass, along with cotton fabrics that even the poorest people in the mountains must buy for their clothing. And since it was the Dragon Boat Festival, many of the boats were full of passengers who had set off early to enjoy the day—countless small-footed women and small, shaven-headed children, the little hair they had left done up in tiny braids that stuck straight out. Everyone was dressed in their best clothes. Even the gentleman whose picture I took standing under a tree was wearing a new hat made of the brightest yellow matting, and I wondered if the poorer folks who filled the riverbank in Mesopotamia so many centuries ago were something like him. The only modern thing was the railway station and rolling stock just behind the riverside town, along with the large iron bridge crossing the river. Modern civilization has reached Babylon. Yet, it has barely scratched the surface of this ancient civilization. The people crowding into the festival came in carts with heavy wooden wheels—Punch's prehistoric wheels—just like their ancestors did possibly three thousand years ago. The carts were pulled by mules, oxen, or donkeys, some covered with ordinary blue cloth, others with grass matting, and sometimes when open, the women carried umbrellas made of Chinese oiled paper, with a few of the ordinary European type mixed in. The carts were packed very closely together because there were countless women, most of whom could only just totter along. For them, walking far or for long would be impossible. Country people? No, I saw clearly; these were serfs, maybe, but not country people—they were a highly civilized people, much more civilized than I, who sit in judgment, so civilized that they were decadent, ineffective, and every woman was helpless!

They crowded round the theatricals that were going on there in the open, and all the stalls were crowded together round them too. These sellers cannot afford to spread themselves out when half of 347the likely buyers must needs be stationary. Never have I seen so many Chinese women of the well-to-do class together before. They wore their gayest silks and satins and embroidered coats, their hair was elaborately dressed and decked with flowers, their faces were painted and powdered, and usually there was on them the faintest of impassive smiles. Poor women of modern Babylon, maimed and crippled! It was rather a relief to look at the beggars, and there were many of them, who, clad in sacking and filthy rags, with wild black hair, beat their foreheads in the dust, and made loud moan of their sufferings. Everyone plays his part properly in China. It is the beggars' to make loud moan, it is the women's to give no hint of the cruel suffering that has made childhood and youth a torture, and left the dreadful aftermath behind it.

They gathered around the performances happening outside, and all the vendors were clustered nearby as well. These sellers can't afford to spread out when half of the potential buyers have to stay in one place. I've never seen so many well-off Chinese women together before. They wore their brightest silks and satins and fancy embroidered coats, their hair was styled beautifully and adorned with flowers, their faces were painted and powdered, and they almost always wore the slightest, indifferent smile. Poor women of modern Babylon, injured and disabled! It was somewhat comforting to look at the beggars—there were many of them—dressed in burlap and filthy rags, with wild black hair, beating their foreheads in the dust and loudly lamenting their suffering. Everyone has their role in China. It's the beggars' role to loudly complain, while the women's role is to show no sign of the profound suffering that has made their childhood and youth a nightmare, leaving a terrible toll in its wake.

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I had plenty of time to see everything, for the train was not due till eleven, and when it grew too hot to stay in the open any longer, I went on to the platform and sat in the shade, and formed a sort of side show to the fair, for so many people crowded round to look at the foreign woman, and they had more than what a servant of one of my friends called “a littee stink,” that at last the station policeman, who was really a soldier guarding the line, came and cleared them away drastically with drawn sword, and I explained, as best I could, that on this great occasion, I hadn't the least objection to being a show, for very likely many of these people had come from beyond the beaten tracks, from places where foreigners were scarce, but I must have sufficient air.

I had plenty of time to see everything since my train wasn’t leaving until eleven. When it got too hot to stay outside any longer, I went to the platform and sat in the shade. I ended up drawing a crowd, like a side show at a fair, because so many people gathered to look at the foreign woman. They had more than what one of my friends' servants called “a little stink,” and eventually, the station policeman—who was actually a soldier guarding the line—came over and cleared them away with his sword drawn. I explained, as best I could, that on this big occasion, I didn’t mind being the center of attention since many of these people probably came from places where foreigners were rare, but I needed enough air to breathe.

Tuan got the tickets, and then I suppose, seeing his time was short, for we should be in Peking by seven, and should certainly part, he relieved his mind and asked a question that had evidently been burning there ever since we had left the mission station.

Tuan got the tickets, and then I guess, knowing his time was short, since we needed to be in Peking by seven and would definitely be saying goodbye, he let out what had clearly been on his mind ever since we left the mission station.

“Missie have pay mission boys cumshaw?

“Missie has to pay mission boys tip?

Now the cumshaw had been a difficulty.

Now the tip had been a difficulty.

My hostess had come to me and said: “I know you are going to give a cumshaw. I may as well tell you that if our visitors don't we always do ourselves, because the servants expect it, but I am come to beg of you not to give too much and to give it through us. In fact the cook went for his holiday last night and we gave him eighty cents and said it was from you.”

My hostess came up to me and said, “I know you’re going to give a cumshaw. I should tell you that if our visitors don’t, we always do it ourselves, because the staff expects it. But I’m here to ask you not to give too much and to give it through us. Actually, the cook went on his holiday last night, and we gave him eighty cents and said it was from you.”

“Eighty cents!” I was afraid those servants would think me very mean. But my hostess was very fluent on the subject, and very determined. The majority of their visitors could not possibly afford to give much, and they were very anxious not to establish a precedent. What was I to do? I might have supplemented it through Tuan, but I felt it would be making a poor return to the people who had been so kind to me, so I was obliged to let it go at that.

“Eighty cents!” I was worried the staff would think I was really cheap. But my host was really articulate about it and very insistent. Most of their guests couldn’t possibly give much, and they were eager not to set a precedent. What was I supposed to do? I could have made up the difference through Tuan, but I felt that wouldn’t be a fair exchange for the people who had been so generous to me, so I had to leave it at that.

“I pay Missie, she give cumshaw for me,” said I to Tuan.

“I pay Missie, she gives cumshaw for me,” I said to Tuan.

“Ah!” said that worthy, as if he had settled a doubt satisfactorily in his own mind, “boy say Missie pay eighty cent, I say, not my Missie, she give five, ten dollar, always give five, ten dollar, your Missie give eighty cent!”

“Ah!” said that decent man, as if he had resolved a question in his own mind, “the boy says my lady pays eighty cents, I say, not my lady, she gives five, ten dollars, always gives five, ten dollars, your lady gives eighty cents!”

And as I went on my way to Peking, across the plain in its summer dress of lush green kaoliang, I wondered sorrowfully if all the return I had made for the kindness received was to have those missionaries accused of pocketing the cumshaw I was supposed to have given.

And as I traveled to Peking, through the fields dressed in their summer green kaoliang, I sadly wondered if all the effort I put in to repay the kindness I received was just leading to those missionaries being accused of taking the cumshaw I was said to have given.

But I was glad to come back, glad not to think any more of the Chinaman as a creature whose soul had to be saved, glad to come back to my ordinary associates who were ordinarily worldly and selfish, and felt that they might drink a whisky-and-soda and consider their own enjoyment, though there were a few hundred million people in outer darkness around them. The majority of us cannot live in the rarefied atmosphere that demands constant sacrifice and abnegation for the sake of those we do not and cannot love.

But I was happy to come back, happy to stop seeing the Chinaman as someone whose soul needed saving, happy to return to my regular friends who were typically worldly and selfish. They could enjoy a whisky-and-soda and think about their own pleasure, even with a few hundred million people in darkness around them. Most of us can’t live in the rarefied atmosphere that requires constant sacrifice and self-denial for the sake of those we don’t and can’t love.










CHAPTER XX—THE WAYS OF THE CHINESE SERVANT

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The heat of Peking—-The wall by moonlight—Tongshan—“Your devoted milkman”—The eye of the mistress—A little fort—In case of an outbreak—The Temple of the Sleeping Buddha—A runaway bride—The San Shan An—My own temple courtyard—The missing outfit—The Language Officer—Friends in need.

The heat of Beijing—The wall in moonlight—Tongshan—“Your loyal milkman”—The gaze of the mistress—A small fort—In case of a riot—The Temple of the Sleeping Buddha—A runaway bride—The San Shan An—My own temple courtyard—The missing outfit—The Language Officer—Friends in need.

It was David, I think, who said in his haste, that all men are liars, but I suppose he was right, if he meant as he probably did, that at one time or another, we are all of us given to making rash statements. I expect it would be a rash statement to say that Peking in the summer is the hottest place in the world, and that the heat of West Africa, that much-maligned land, is nothing to it, and yet, even when I think over the matter at my leisure, I know that the heat, for about six weeks, is something very hard to bear. I suspect it is living in a stone house inside the city walls that makes it so hot. Could I have slept in the open I might have taken a different view. I slept, or rather I did not sleep, with two windows wide open, and an electric fan going, but, since Peking mosquitoes are of the very aggressive order, bred in the imperial canal, the great open drain that runs through the city, it was always necessary to keep the mosquito curtains drawn. If anyone doubts that a house with mosquito-proof 351windows and doors is an airless death-trap, let him try and sleep under mosquito curtains, while hoping for a breath of cool air from the electric fan. Fully half the air is cut off, but as the mosquito curtains are raised during the daytime, the air over the bed is renewed daily. In that abomination a mosquito-proof house, it is never renewed.

It was David, I think, who said in his haste that all men are liars, and I suppose he was right if he meant, as he probably did, that at some point, all of us tend to make hasty statements. I expect it would be a bold statement to say that Beijing in the summer is the hottest place in the world and that the heat of West Africa, that often criticized land, is nothing compared to it. Yet, even when I think it over at my leisure, I know that the heat for about six weeks is quite unbearable. I suspect it’s living in a stone house within the city walls that makes it so hot. If I could have slept outside, I might have felt differently. I slept, or rather I didn’t sleep, with two windows wide open and an electric fan running, but since the mosquitoes in Beijing are very aggressive, bred in the imperial canal, the big open drain running through the city, it was always necessary to keep the mosquito curtains drawn. If anyone doubts that a house with mosquito-proof 351windows and doors is an airless death-trap, let them try sleeping under mosquito curtains while hoping for a breath of cool air from the electric fan. Half the air is blocked off, but since the mosquito curtains are raised during the day, the air over the bed gets refreshed daily. In that horrible mosquito-proof house, it never gets refreshed.

Since it was a choice between little air and plenty of mosquitoes. I chose the shortage of air, and generally went to bed with a deep soup plate full of cold water, and a large sponge. It made the bed decidedly wet, but that was an advantage.

Since it was a choice between limited air and a lot of mosquitoes, I opted for the lack of air and usually went to bed with a deep soup plate full of cold water and a large sponge. It made the bed pretty wet, but that was actually a plus.

I did not go away because the war had started between the North and the South, and no one knew exactly what was going to happen. To be at the heart of things is often to be too close, wiser eyes than mine saw nothing. Once there was a rumour that the Southern army would march on Peking, and that promised excitement, but in the city itself, though there was martial law, there was no excitement, and the only pleasant thing to do was to go on moonlight evenings and sit on the wall. There was a cool breath of air there, if there was anywhere, and at any rate the moonlight lent it a glamour, and the fireflies, that came out after the rain, gave the added touch that made it fairyland.

I didn't leave because the war between the North and the South had started, and no one really knew what would happen next. Being right in the middle often means you're too close; wiser people than me saw nothing unusual. There was once a rumor that the Southern army would march on Beijing, which sounded exciting, but in the city itself, even with martial law in place, there was no thrill, and the only enjoyable thing to do was to sit on the wall on moonlit evenings. There was a cool breeze up there, if nowhere else, and anyway, the moonlight added a magical touch, while the fireflies that appeared after the rain gave it that extra bit of enchantment that made it feel like a fairyland.

But at last the heat was too much even for me, who am not wont to complain of whatever sort of weather is doled out to me, and I accepted the invitation of a friend to stay at Tongshan, which is a great railway centre, a place where there is a coal mine, and some large cement works run by capable and efficient Germans.

But finally, the heat became too much even for me, someone who usually doesn't complain about any kind of weather I get, and I accepted a friend's invitation to stay in Tongshan, which is a major railway hub, a place with a coal mine and some large cement factories run by skilled and efficient Germans.

And at Tongshan I lived in the house that was 352held for defence during the Boxer trouble. The barrier at the gate—the barrier that is at the gate of all Chinese houses, to keep off evil spirits, who can only move in a straight line—was so curious that I took a photograph of it, and against the walls that surround the grounds were the look-out places which the railwaymen manned, and from which they kept watch and ward.

And at Tongshan, I lived in the house that was 352used for defense during the Boxer Rebellion. The barrier at the gate—the one found at all Chinese homes to keep out evil spirits, which can only move in a straight line—was so interesting that I took a photo of it. Along the walls surrounding the grounds were the lookout spots staffed by the railway workers, who kept watch.

I have always liked the feeling of living in a fort—a place where men have helped to make history, but I have observed that it is always the immediate trifle that is to the fore that counts, and my friend's servants were a perpetual joy and delight to me. They used to write her letters. There was one, a touching one, from the milkman I shall remember with joy. A “cunningful” cook had misrepresented him, and he wished to be taken into favour again, and he signed himself distractedly “Your devoted milkman.” The cow was brought round so that it might be milked before the eyes of the buyer, and only a Chinaman, surely, would have been capable of concealing a bottle of water up his sleeves and letting it run slowly down his arm as he milked, so that the cow was unjustly accused of giving very poor milk. Besides, when the cow's character was cleared, who knew from where that water had been taken, and how much dirt it had washed off the arm down which it ran. No pleading took that milkman into favour again, despite the tenderness expressed in his signature. Another man had been away, and returning, wished a small job as watchman at six dollars a month, and begging for it by letter, he signed himself fervently “Your own Ah Foo.” But the crowning boy was the No. 1 boy. He was a 353delicious person without intending it. When first my friend engaged him, she acquired at the same time a small dog, and she soon realised that the rigorous Chinese winter was hard on dogs, and that Ben must have a little coat. The question was how to make the coat. No. 1 boy came to the rescue.

I’ve always liked the feeling of living in a fort—a place where people have made history, but I’ve noticed that it’s usually the little things that matter most, and my friend’s servants were a constant source of joy and delight to me. They used to write her letters. There was one, a touching one, from the milkman that I’ll always remember fondly. A “clever” cook had misrepresented him, and he wanted to win back her favor, signing off as “Your devoted milkman.” The cow was brought around to be milked in front of the buyer, and only a Chinese person could have hidden a bottle of water up his sleeves and let it trickle slowly down his arm while milking, which led to the cow being wrongfully accused of producing very poor milk. Besides, once the cow’s reputation was cleared, who knew where that water had come from and how much muck it had washed off his arm as it flowed down? No amount of pleading won that milkman back, despite the sentiment expressed in his signature. Another man had been away, and upon his return, he wanted a small job as a watchman for six dollars a month, begging for it in a letter and signing it sincerely as “Your own Ah Foo.” But the star of the show was the No. 1 boy. He was an absolutely charming person without even trying. When my friend first hired him, she also got a small dog, and she quickly realized that the harsh Chinese winter was tough on dogs and that Ben needed a little coat. The question was how to make the coat. No. 1 boy stepped in to help.

Mr ——— at the railway station had a dog, and “Marcus,” said the boy, “have two coats.”

Mr ——— at the train station had a dog, and “Marcus,” said the boy, “has two coats.”

“Oh well borrow one and copy it,” said his mistress, relieved.

“Oh well, just borrow one and copy it,” said his mistress, feeling relieved.

“My tink,” said the boy confidentially, and he sank his voice, “Missie bolly, more better not send back.” And he looked at her to see if this wisdom would sink in.

“My think,” said the boy quietly, and he lowered his voice, “Missie bolly, it’s better not to send back.” And he looked at her to see if she would understand this advice.

“Boy!”

“Dude!”

“Marcus have two coats,” repeated he reproachfully.

“Marcus has two coats,” he repeated, sounding accusatory.

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The owner of Marcus, on the story being told to him, when the coat was borrowed with every assurance it should be returned, admitted that if occasionally he saw among his accounts a coat for Marcus he always paid for it, and supposed the old one had worn out. Thinking it over, he thought perhaps he had supplied a friend or two, or more possibly his friends' servants. No. 1 boy made a mistake in taking his mistress into his confidence, instead of charging her for “one piecey dog coat.”

The owner of Marcus, upon hearing the story told to him, confirmed that when the coat was borrowed with a promise to return it, he would occasionally see a charge for a coat for Marcus in his accounts. He always paid for it, assuming the old one had worn out. Reflecting on it, he considered that he might have provided a coat for a friend or possibly the servants of his friends. The number one boy made a mistake by confiding in his mistress instead of just billing her for “one piece of dog coat.”

But, of course that is the trouble with Missies, as compared with Masters, they have such inquiring minds. There was once a man of violent temper who was in the habit of letting off steam on his No. 1 boy. He abused him roundly, and even beat him whenever he felt out of sorts, yet greatly to the surprise of all his friends, the boy put up with him, and made him a very excellent servant. Presently he married, and then, much to his surprise, before a month was out the boy, who had been faithful and long-suffering for so long, came and gave notice.

But, of course, that’s the problem with girls compared to boys—they have such curious minds. There was once a man with a really bad temper who would often take it out on his number one servant. He would yell at him and even hit him whenever he was in a bad mood, yet to the surprise of all his friends, the boy tolerated it and became a pretty great servant. Eventually, he got married, and then, much to his surprise, within a month, the boy, who had been loyal and patient for so long, came and quit.

“But why?” asked the astonished man.

“But why?” asked the shocked man.

“Master beat,” said the boy laconically.

“Master beat,” the boy said simply.

“D——n it,” said the man, “I've beaten you a dozen times before. Why do you complain now?”

“Damn it,” said the man, “I've beaten you a dozen times before. Why are you complaining now?”

“Before time,” explained the boy solemnly, “when Master beat, my put down one dollar, sugar, one dollar flour. Now Missie come, no can. My go.”

“Before time,” the boy explained seriously, “when Master would beat, I put down one dollar for sugar, one dollar for flour. Now Missie comes, can’t do that. I’m going.”

He did not mind a beating so long as he could make his master pay for it, but when an inquiring mistress questioned these little items for groceries that she knew had never been used, he gave up the place, he could no longer get even with his master. It was a truly Chinese way of looking at things.

He didn't care about getting punished as long as he could get back at his master for it, but when a curious mistress asked about the groceries that she knew had never been used, he quit his job because he could no longer find a way to get even with his master. It was a very Chinese way of seeing things.

These were some of the stories they told me in the house they had fortified against the Boxers and held till the ships sent them a guard. And once the sailors came there was no more danger, It was the luckless country people who feared. The older men pitied and understood the situation, but the mischievous young midshipmen took a fearful joy in scaring the problematical enemy.

These were some of the stories they shared with me in the house they had fortified against the Boxers and held until the ships sent them a guard. Once the sailors arrived, there was no more danger. It was the unlucky country folks who were scared. The older men felt sorry for them and understood the situation, but the playful young midshipmen took a twisted pleasure in frightening the potential enemy.

“Who goes there?”

"Who's there?"

“Belong my,” answered the shivering coolie, endeavouring to slip past, and in deadly terror that the pointed rifle would go off. They were ground between two millstones those unfortunate peasants. The Boxers harried them, and then the foreigners came and avenged their wrongs on these who had done probably no harm. Always it is these helpless serfs who suffer in case of war. Other classes may suffer—these are sure to.

“Belong to me,” replied the trembling laborer, trying to get away quickly, terrified that the rifle would fire. Those unfortunate peasants were caught in a terrible situation. The Boxers attacked them, and then the foreigners came and took out their anger on those who likely hadn’t done anything wrong. It’s always these defenseless workers who pay the price in times of war. Other groups might be affected, but these will definitely suffer.

They will never hold this house again should necessity arise, for the well that gave them water has gone dry.

They will never have this house again if the need comes up, because the well that provided them water has run dry.

Of course everyone hopes and says, that the necessity never will arise again but for all that, they are not, the foreign settlers in China, quite as certain of their safety as one would be in a country town in England, for instance. They came in to afternoon tea and tennis, men and women, and they gave all attention to the amusement in hand, a lighthearted, cheerful set of people, and then one little speech and one saw there was another side. There was always the might be. Everything was going on as usual, everywhere around were peaceable, subservient people, and yet—and yet terrible things had happened in the past, who could say if they would not happen again. Every now and again, not dominating the conversation, but running a subcurrent to it, would come up the topic of the preparations they had made in case of “another outbreak.”

Of course, everyone hopes and says that the need will never come up again, but still, the foreign settlers in China aren't as sure of their safety as they would be in a small town in England, for example. They gathered for afternoon tea and tennis, men and women alike, focused on the fun at hand, a lighthearted and cheerful group. Then, with just one small comment, you could see there was another side. There was always the what if. Everything was proceeding normally, with peaceful, compliant locals all around, and yet—and yet terrible things had happened before, and who could say if they wouldn’t happen again? Every so often, not dominating the conversation but running beneath it, the topic of their preparations for “another outbreak” would come up.

One woman kept a box of clothes at Tientsin.

One woman had a box of clothes in Tientsin.

“I wonder you don't,” she said looking at her hostess. “No, my dear, don't you remember yet, I never take sugar. Thank you. You ought to think about it, you know. It is really so awkward if one has to rush away in a hurry to find oneself without clothes.”

“I’m surprised you don’t,” she said, looking at her hostess. “No, dear, don’t you remember? I never take sugar. Thanks. You should really think about it; it’s pretty awkward if you have to rush out and find yourself without clothes.”

Another woman laughed, and yet she was very much in earnest.

Another woman laughed, but she was completely serious.

“That's not the first thing to worry about. There, that was vantage to them,” she interpolated, taking an interest in the game of tennis, “that young 356woman's going to make a nice little player. No, what I think is that the place they have chosen to hold is far too far away. Want your clothes in Tientsin? I'm not at all sure you'll get over that mile and a half from your house in safety, and I've farther still to go, with two little children too. Why don't you get your husband to——— Oh there they've finished! Now have I time for another set?”

“That's not the main thing to worry about. Look, that was a good advantage for them,” she added, showing interest in the tennis match. “That young woman is going to be a great player. No, what I think is that the location they've chosen is way too far away. Want your clothes in Tientsin? I’m not sure you'll make it that mile and a half from your house safely, and I have even farther to go, with two little kids too. Why don’t you ask your husband to——— Oh, they’ve finished! Do I have time for another set?”

“It's after six.”

“It’s after 6 PM.”

“Good gracious! And baby to bath! I must go. You speak to your husband about another place, my dear. He'll have some influence.”

“Good grief! And I need to give the baby a bath! I have to go. You should talk to your husband about finding another place, sweetheart. He'll have some pull.”

“No, I wouldn't try to hold any place again,” said my host, thinking of the past, “I should be on the train and off to Tientsin at the first hint of danger.”

“ No, I wouldn’t try to hold any place again,” said my host, reflecting on the past, “I should be on the train and headed to Tientsin at the first sign of danger.”

“But suppose you couldn't get away in time?”

“But what if you couldn't escape in time?”

“Well, of course, that's possible,” he said thoughtfully, “and the Chinese are beggars at pulling up railways.”

“Well, of course, that's possible,” he said thoughtfully, “and the Chinese are experts at building railways.”

I listened, and then I understood how people get used to contemplating a danger that is only possible, and not actually impending.

I listened, and then I realized how people get used to thinking about a danger that could happen, but isn't actually happening.

“If anything happens to Yuan Shih K'ai,” but then, of course, though that is not only a possible, but even a probable danger, everyone hopes that nothing will happen to Yuan Shih K'ai, just as if anything did happen to him, they would hope things would not be as bad as they had feared, and if their worst fears were realised, then they would hope that they would be the lucky ones who would not be overwhelmed. This is human nature, at least one side of human nature, the side of human nature that has made of the British a great colonising people. The autumn was coming, the golden, glowing 357autumn of Northern China, so, coming back to Peking, I determined to find out some place where I could enjoy its beauties and write the book which my publisher expected. Most people seem to think that the writing of a book is a mere question of plenty of time, a good pen, paper, and ink. “You press the button, we do the rest,” promises a certain firm that makes cameras; but I do not find either writing or taking photographs quite so simple a matter as all that. To do either, even as well as I can, I want to be by myself, for I am a sociable being, I do love the society of my kind, to talk to them, to exchange ideas with them, and when I am doing that, I cannot give the time and attention it requires to writing. Everyone who writes in China, and anyone who writes at all is moved to take pen in hand to try and elucidate its mysteries, wants to write in a temple in the Western Hills. I was no exception to the rule. The Western Hills, whose rugged outlines you can see from Peking, called me, and I set out to look for a temple. It was going to be easy enough to get one, for “Legation” Peking goes to the hills in the summer, and when autumn holds the land goes back to the joys of city life.

“If anything happens to Yuan Shih K'ai,” but then again, while that’s not just a possibility but actually a likely danger, everyone hopes that nothing will happen to him. Just like if something did happen to him, they would wish things wouldn't be as bad as they feared, and if their worst fears came true, they would hope to be among the lucky ones who wouldn't be overwhelmed. This is part of human nature, at least one aspect of it, the aspect that has made the British a significant colonizing force. Autumn was approaching, the golden, vibrant 357autumn of Northern China, so as I returned to Peking, I decided to find a place where I could appreciate its beauty and write the book my publisher was expecting. Most people seem to think writing a book is just about having plenty of time, a good pen, paper, and ink. “You press the button, we do the rest,” a certain company that makes cameras promises; however, I don’t find writing or taking photographs to be that simple. To do either, even to the best of my ability, I need to be alone, because I’m a social person—I genuinely enjoy being with others, talking to them, and exchanging ideas. When I’m doing that, I can’t devote the time and focus needed for writing. Everyone who writes in China, and anyone who writes at all, feels compelled to pick up a pen to try to unravel its mysteries, wants to write in a temple in the Western Hills. I was no different. The Western Hills, whose jagged outlines you can see from Peking, called to me, so I set out in search of a temple. It should be easy enough to find one since “Legation” Peking heads to the hills for the summer, and when autumn arrives, everyone returns to the pleasures of city life.

The first I inspected was the Temple of the Sleeping Buddha, a temple which has many courtyards, and a figure of the Buddha, peacefully sleeping. An emblem of peace looks the great bronze figure. He is, of course, represented clothed, only his feet are bare, and the faithful bring him offerings of shoes, rows and rows of shoes there were on a shelf at the side of the temple, some colossal, three or four feet long, and some tiny, some made after the fashion of the ordinary Chinese shoe, of silk or 358quilted satin, but some make-believe, and very excellent make-believe, of paper. Looking at them I could not have told the difference, and as the Buddha's eyes are shut, he could not even go as far as that. He certainly could not put them on, for his feet are pressed closely together, the feet of a profoundly sleeping man. All is peace here. Here there is no trouble, no anxiety, that sleeping figure seems to say.

The first place I checked out was the Temple of the Sleeping Buddha, which has multiple courtyards and a statue of the Buddha peacefully napping. The large bronze figure is an emblem of peace. He's depicted wearing clothes, with only his feet bare, and the worshippers leave him offerings of shoes. There were rows and rows of shoes on a shelf beside the temple—some enormous, three or four feet long, and some tiny. Some were made like ordinary Chinese shoes, crafted from silk or quilted satin, while others were cleverly made of paper. Looking at them, I couldn't tell the difference, and since the Buddha’s eyes are closed, he couldn’t either. He definitely couldn’t wear them because his feet are pressed closely together, as if he were a man in deep sleep. There's a sense of peace here. There’s no trouble or anxiety; that sleeping figure seems to communicate.

But there was for all that. Where in the world is there no trouble?

But there was still that. Where in the world is there no trouble?

0504

It takes about three and a half hours to reach the Sleeping Buddha Temple from Peking. First I took a rickshaw across the city. Then from the northwest gate, the Hsi Chih Men, still by rickshaw, I went to the Summer Palace, and I did the remaining five miles into the heart of the hills on a donkey. I don't like riding a donkey, five miles on a donkey on an uncomfortable Chinese saddle, riding astride, wearies me to death, and when I was just thinking life was no longer worth living I arrived, and wandered into a courtyard where, at the head of some steps, stood a little Chinese girl. She was dressed in the usual dress of a girl of the better classes, a coat and trousers, like a man usually wears with us, only the coat had a high collar standing up against her cheeks, and because she was unmarried, she wore her hair simply drawn back from her face and plaited in a long tail down her back, much as an English schoolgirl wears it. She made me a pretty, shy salutation, and called to her friend the Englishwoman, who had rented the courtyard, and who was living here while she painted pictures. This lady was returning to Peking she said, next day, but she 359very kindly invited me to luncheon, and she told me the Chinese girl's story. She was practically in hiding. She had been betrothed, of course, years before to some boy she had never seen, and this year the time had arrived for the carrying out of the contract. But young China is beginning to think it has rights and objects to being disposed of in marriage without even a chance to protest. It would not be much good the boy running away, however much he objected to the matrimonial plans his family had made for him, for he could be married quite easily in his absence, a cock taking his place; but it beats even the Chinese to have a marriage without a bride, therefore the girl had run away. The time was past and the contract had not been carried out. Poor little girl! It surprised me that so shy and quiet a little girl had found courage to defy authority and run away, even though she had found out that her betrothed was as averse from the marriage as she was. She had unbound her feet, as if to signalise her freedom; but alas, the arch of her foot was broken, and she could never hope to be anything but flat-footed, still that was better than walking with stiff knees, on her heels, as if her legs were a couple of wooden pegs like the majority of her fellow-countrywomen. The woman who was befriending her suggested, as I was taking a temple in the hills, I should give her sanctuary. That was all very well, but the care of a helpless being, like a Chinese girl, is rather an undertaking. I consulted a friend who had been in China many years, and he was emphatic on the subject.

It takes about three and a half hours to get to the Sleeping Buddha Temple from Beijing. First, I took a rickshaw across the city. Then, from the northwest gate, the Hsi Chih Men, still by rickshaw, I went to the Summer Palace, and I covered the last five miles into the hills on a donkey. I don't like riding donkeys; five miles on an uncomfortable Chinese saddle, sitting astride, exhausts me completely. Just when I was thinking life wasn't worth living anymore, I arrived and walked into a courtyard where a little Chinese girl stood at the top of some steps. She was dressed in the typical outfit of a girl from a well-off family, a coat and trousers, similar to what men typically wear here, except her coat had a high collar that pressed against her cheeks. Because she was unmarried, her hair was simply pulled back from her face and tied in a long braid down her back, much like an English schoolgirl's hairstyle. She greeted me shyly and called to her friend, the Englishwoman who had rented the courtyard and was living there while she painted. This lady said she was returning to Beijing the next day but kindly invited me to lunch and shared the Chinese girl's story with me. The girl was practically in hiding. She had been betrothed years ago to a boy she had never met, and now it was time for that arrangement to be fulfilled. But young people in China are starting to realize they have rights and don't want to be married off without any chance to speak up. However, it wouldn't help if the boy ran away, no matter how much he disliked the marriage his family had planned for him since he could be married in his absence, and a rooster could take his place; but even the Chinese find it odd to have a marriage without a bride, so the girl had fled. The time had come, but the deal hadn't been completed. Poor girl! I was surprised that such a shy and quiet little thing had mustered the courage to stand up against authority and run away, especially since she discovered that her fiancé felt just as strongly against the marriage as she did. She had unbound her feet as a symbol of her freedom; but sadly, the arch of her foot was broken, and she could never hope to have anything other than flat feet. Still, that was better than walking on stiff knees, on her heels, like her fellow countrywomen who seemed to have legs like wooden pegs. The woman who was helping her suggested that since I was visiting a temple in the hills, I should offer her sanctuary. That sounded good, but taking care of a helpless person, like a Chinese girl, is quite an undertaking. I checked with a friend who had spent many years in China, and he was very serious about the matter.

“No, no, no. Never have anything to do with a woman in China until she is well over forty. You 360don't know the trouble you will let yourself in for. Chinese women!” And he held up his hands. So it appears that the secluded life does not make them all that they ought to be.

“No, no, no. Never get involved with a woman in China until she’s well over forty. You 360don't know the trouble you're signing up for. Chinese women!” And he held up his hands. So it seems that a sheltered life doesn’t make them what they should be.

However, while I was considering the matter, some woman in Peking, kinder and less cautious than I, stepped in and the little girl has found an asylum, and is, I am assured by a friend, all right, and better off than hundreds of her people. True she easily might be that, and yet not have attained to much.

However, as I was thinking it over, a woman in Beijing, more caring and less cautious than I am, took action, and the little girl has found a safe place. A friend of mine has assured me that she is doing well and is better off than many others in her community. It's true she could easily be in a better situation, yet still not have achieved much.

I always seem to be talking of the condition of the Chinese women, like King Charles's head, it comes into everything. After all, the condition and status of half the nation must be always cropping up when one considers the people at all. “Chinese women,” said a man, “are past-mistresses in false modesty.” And again I thought what a commentary on a nation. To Western eyes how it marks the subjection and the ignorance of the women.

I always end up talking about the situation of Chinese women; like King Charles's head, it comes up in every conversation. After all, the status and condition of half the population will always be relevant when considering society. “Chinese women,” one man said, “are experts in false modesty.” And again, I reflected on what a statement that is about a nation. To Western eyes, it highlights the subjugation and ignorance of women.

When the first baby is coming, the bride is supposed, though it would be a tragedy beyond all words if she had no children, to be too shy to tell her husband, or even her mother-in-law, so she puts on bracelets, and then the family know that this woman, at least, is about to fulfil her destiny. I hope the little Chinese girl I found up in the Temple of the Sleeping Buddha will yet marry, marry someone she chooses herself, will not need to pluck out the front hairs on her forehead, and will be on such terms with her husband, that though she may with pride put on the bracelets, she may rejoice openly that their love is crowned. I do not think there will be any false modesty about her. 361But I did not take a courtyard in the Sleeping Buddha Temple. It was rented by the Y.M.C.A. and I think that, combined with the donkey ride, put me off. I felt I would rather go farther afield, farther away from the traces of the foreigner, and I could have my pick of temples in September. I took the San Shan An, in another valley, one of the lovely valleys of the world.

When the first baby is on the way, the bride is expected, even though it would be a tragedy beyond words if she had no children, to be too shy to tell her husband or even her mother-in-law. So she puts on bracelets, and then the family knows that this woman is about to fulfill her destiny. I hope the little Chinese girl I found up at the Temple of the Sleeping Buddha will eventually marry, choose someone for herself, won’t have to pluck out the front hairs from her forehead, and will have such a good relationship with her husband that even though she proudly wears the bracelets, she can openly celebrate that their love is blessed. I don’t think she’ll be falsely modest. 361But I didn’t take a courtyard in the Sleeping Buddha Temple. It was rented by the Y.M.C.A., and I think that, along with the donkey ride, put me off. I felt like I would rather go further out, farther away from the signs of the foreigner, and I could choose from many temples in September. I chose the San Shan An, in another valley, one of the beautiful valleys of the world.

The San Shan An is only a small temple with a central courtyard and two or three smaller ones, and I agreed to take it for the sum of twenty-eight dollars a month. I engaged a cook and a boy, the boy's English was scanty and the cook had none, but I only paid the two twenty-four dollars a month, six dollars less than the valued Tuan had all to himself, and one day in September I saw my household gods on to two carts, went myself by train, and got out at the first station at the Western Hills.

The San Shan An is just a small temple with a central courtyard and a couple of smaller ones, and I went ahead and took it for twenty-eight dollars a month. I hired a cook and a boy; the boy's English was limited, and the cook didn't speak any, but I only paid them twenty-four dollars a month, which was six dollars less than what the valued Tuan had for himself. One day in September, I loaded my household gods onto two carts, took the train myself, and got off at the first stop at the Western Hills.

I had taken the precaution, as I had no Chinese, and I did not expect to meet anybody who understood English, to have the name of the temple written out in Chinese characters, and descending from the train, after a little trouble I found one among the wondering crowd who could read, and all that crowd, a dirty little crowd, took an interest in my further movements. They immediately supplied me with donkeys and boys to choose from, and I had the greatest difficulty in explaining that I did not want a donkey, all I wanted was a guide. The only one who seemed to grasp it was a very ragged individual who, with basket under his arm, and scoop in hand, was gathering manure. He promptly seized my dispatch-box, all the luggage I carried, and we started, pursued by disappointed boys with donkeys, 362who could not believe that the foreign woman was actually going to walk in the wake of a man who gathered manure. I must confess it was a most humble procession, even in my eyes, who am not accustomed to standing on my dignity. My only sister had given me that dispatch-case as a parting present, and it looked wonderfully rich and cultured in the very grimy hand that grasped it so triumphantly. I should never have had the heart to turn that old man away, he looked so pleased at having got a job. Off he went, and we walked for over an hour across a flat and rough country, where the kaoliang had been gathered on to the threshing floors, and all the people this gorgeous hot autumn day were at work there.

I had taken the precaution, since I didn’t speak Chinese and didn’t expect to meet anyone who understood English, to have the name of the temple written in Chinese characters. After I got off the train, I managed to find someone in the curious crowd who could read. That dirty little crowd all took an interest in what I would do next. They quickly provided me with a choice of donkeys and boys, and I had a hard time explaining that I didn’t want a donkey; all I needed was a guide. The only one who seemed to get it was a very ragged man who, with a basket under his arm and a scoop in hand, was collecting manure. He immediately grabbed my dispatch box and all the luggage I had, and we set off, followed by disappointed boys with donkeys, 362who couldn’t believe that a foreign woman was actually going to walk behind a man who was gathering manure. I must admit it was a pretty humbling procession, even for me, who isn’t used to being proud. My only sister had given me that dispatch case as a farewell gift, and it looked so rich and classy in the very grimy hands that held it so proudly. I could never have had the heart to send that old man away; he looked so happy to have a job. Off we went, and we walked for over an hour across a flat and rough landscape, where the kaoliang had been collected onto the threshing floors, and everyone was hard at work on that beautiful hot autumn day.

A threshing floor in the East makes one think of Ruth and Boaz, and possibly these people were not unlike those who worked on that threshing floor in Judah so long ago, only they were dirty and poor, and not comely as we picture the Moabitish beauty. It was hot as we walked, and I grew a little doubtful as we approached the hills—were we going in the right direction.

A threshing floor in the East reminds you of Ruth and Boaz, and maybe these people were similar to those who worked on that threshing floor in Judah ages ago, only they were dirty and poor, not as beautiful as we imagine the Moabite woman. It was hot as we walked, and I started to have doubts as we got closer to the hills—were we going the right way?

“San Shan Erh,” said my guide, and he repeated it, and I grew more doubtful, for I did not know then that these hill people say, “San Shan Erh” where a more cultivated man would say “San Shan An,” it is very Pekingese to have many “r's” to roll. He combined business with pleasure, or rather he combined his business, and whenever he came across a patch of manure, he gathered it in, and I waited patiently. At last we came to the entrance of a well-wooded valley, and a well-wooded valley is a precious thing in China, and we went up a roughly 363flagged pathway, flagged, I dare say, a couple of hundred years ago or more, a steep pathway by a graveyard, and between the trees that were just taking on a tinge of autumn gold, we arrived at a plateau built up with stones, and along beneath some trees we entered a gate and came into a square brick paved courtyard surrounded by low, one-storied buildings, and with four pine-trees raising their dark green branches against the deep blue sky. I had seen so many temple courtyards, and now here was one, that for a space, was to be my very own. In China, it seems, the gods always make preparation for taking in guests—at a price.

“San Shan Erh,” my guide said, repeating it, which made me more doubtful. I didn’t realize then that these hill people say “San Shan Erh” while a more refined person would say “San Shan An.” It’s very Pekingese to roll many “r’s.” He mixed work with pleasure, or rather, he mixed his business, and whenever he found a patch of manure, he collected it while I waited patiently. Finally, we reached the entrance of a well-wooded valley, and a well-wooded valley is a valuable thing in China. We climbed a roughly flagged pathway—flagged, I'd say, a couple of hundred years ago or more—a steep path by a graveyard. Amidst trees that were just starting to turn a hint of autumn gold, we reached a plateau made of stones. We passed under some trees, entered a gate, and came into a square courtyard with brick paving, surrounded by low, one-story buildings, and four pine trees lifting their dark green branches against the deep blue sky. I had seen so many temple courtyards, and now here was one that was momentarily mine. In China, it seems, the gods always prepare to welcome guests—at a cost.

0510

But was this my temple?

But was this my sanctuary?

My heart sank, as for a moment I realised what a foolish thing I had done. I had supposed, after my usual fashion, that everything would go smoothly for me, and now at the very outset, things were going wrong, and I knew I was helpless. Two men in blue, of the coolie class, old, and very, very dirty, looked at me, and talked unintelligibly to my guide, and he, very intelligibly, demanded his cumshaw, but there was no sign of my possessions.

My heart sank as I realized for a moment what a stupid thing I had done. I had assumed, as I usually do, that everything would go smoothly for me, and now, right from the start, things were going wrong, and I knew I was powerless. Two guys in blue, from the coolie class, were old and extremely dirty, looked at me, and spoke in a way I couldn't understand to my guide, who clearly demanded his cumshaw, but there was no sign of my belongings.

For the moment I feared, feared greatly, I was entirely alone, what might not happen to me? I might not even have been brought to the right temple, for all I knew. In bridge, when doubtful they say play to win, so I decided I must act as if everything was all right, and I paid my guide his cumshaw, saw him go, and not quite as happy as I should have liked to have been, inspected the temple. There was one big room that I decided would do me for a living-room, if this were really my temple, as it had a sort of little veranda or 364look-out place, which stood out on the cliff side overlooking the place of tombs, and the plain where in the distance, about twelve miles as the crow flies, I could see in the clear atmosphere the walls of Peking. They might as well have been a hundred, I thought ruefully, for all the help I was likely to get from that city to-night, if this were not really my temple.

For the moment, I was filled with fear, fearing greatly that I was completely alone. What could happen to me? I could have ended up at the wrong temple, for all I knew. In bridge, they say to play to win when you're doubtful, so I decided I had to act like everything was fine. I paid my guide his tip, watched him leave, and not feeling as happy as I wished I could be, I looked around the temple. There was one large room that I thought would work as a living room if this truly was my temple, as it had a little veranda or lookout spot that jutted out on the cliff side, overlooking the tombs and the plain where, in the distance about twelve miles away, I could see the walls of Beijing in the clear air. They might as well have been a hundred miles away, I thought sadly, because I wasn't likely to get any help from that city tonight if this really wasn't my temple.

A Chinese temple is sparsely furnished. All the rooms had stone floors, all of them opened into the courtyard and not into one another, and for all furniture there were the usual k'angs, two cupboards, three tables, and three uncomfortable Chinese chairs. I had hired an easy chair, a lamp, and with my camp outfit I expected to manage. But where was my camp outfit?

A Chinese temple is simply furnished. All the rooms had stone floors, each opening into the courtyard instead of into each other. The only furniture was the typical k'angs, two cupboards, three tables, and three uncomfortable Chinese chairs. I had rented an easy chair and a lamp, and with my camping gear, I thought I would be fine. But where was my camping gear?

I could not understand a word of what the people said, but they seemed friendly, they well might be, I thought, I was entirely at their mercy, and a very dirty old gentleman with claw-like hands, an unshaven head, and the minutest of queues came and contemplated me in a way which was decidedly disconcerting. I went and looked at the gods, dusty and dirty too in their sanctuaries. There was a most musical bell alongside one of them and when I struck it, the clang seemed to emphasise my loneliness and helplessness. Could this be the right temple? If it was not where was I to go? There was no means of getting back to Peking, short of walking, even then the gates must be shut long before I arrived. As far as I knew, there was no foreigner left in the hills. I went on to the look-out place, and looked out over the plain, and the old man came and looked at me, and I grew more and more uncomfortable. 365Tiffin time was long past, afternoon tea time came and went. It had been warm enough in the middle of the day, but the evenings grow chill towards the end of September, and I had only a white muslin gown on. At the very best the prospect of sleeping on one of those cold and stony k'angs did not look inviting. I could have cried as the shadows grew long and the sun set.

I couldn’t understand a word the people were saying, but they seemed friendly; they could be, I thought. I was completely at their mercy, and a very dirty old man with claw-like hands, an unshaven head, and the tiniest of queues came over and stared at me in a way that was definitely unsettling. I went to check out the gods, who were also dusty and dirty in their shrines. There was a really musical bell next to one of them, and when I struck it, the sound only highlighted my loneliness and helplessness. Could this be the right temple? If not, where was I supposed to go? There was no way to get back to Peking except by walking, and even then the gates would have to be closed long before I arrived. As far as I knew, there weren’t any foreigners left in the hills. I continued on to the viewpoint and looked out over the plain, while the old man kept staring at me, making me more and more uncomfortable. 365Tiffin time was long gone, and afternoon tea time came and went. It had been warm enough during the day, but the evenings get chilly towards the end of September, and I was only wearing a white muslin dress. At the best, the idea of sleeping on one of those cold, stony k'angs didn't sound appealing. I felt like crying as the shadows grew longer and the sun set.

And then, oh joy, down beneath me, out on the hill-side, I heard a voice, an unmistakable American voice. I had been terrified, and like a flash my terrors rolled away. I looked over and there were a man and a woman taking an evening stroll, very much at home, for neither of them had on a hat. I forgot in a moment I had been afraid and I hailed them at once.

And then, oh joy, down below me, out on the hillside, I heard a voice, an unmistakably American voice. I had been scared, but in an instant, my fears disappeared. I looked over and saw a man and a woman taking an evening walk, completely at ease, since neither of them was wearing a hat. I forgot I had been afraid and called out to them right away.

“Is this the San Shan An?”

“Is this the San Shan An?”

“Sure,” said the man as they looked up in surprise.

“Sure,” said the man as they looked up in shock.

Well, that was a relief anyhow, and I thought how foolish I had been to be afraid. But where were the carts?

Well, that was a relief anyway, and I realized how silly I had been to be scared. But where were the carts?

The stranger said they ought to have arrived hours ago, and then they bid me good-bye, and I waited once more. I was uncomfortable now—I was no longer afraid. At least not till it grew dark, and then, I must confess, the place seemed to me strangely eerie. The sun was set, the moon was old, and not due till the morning, the faint wind moaned through the pine-branches, and the darkness was full of all sorts of strange, mysterious, unexplainable sounds. It was cold, cold, and the morning and the light were a good eleven hours off.

The stranger said they should have arrived hours ago, and then they said goodbye to me, and I waited again. I felt uneasy now—I wasn’t scared anymore. At least not until it got dark, and then, I have to admit, the place felt oddly creepy. The sun had set, the moon was waning, not expected until morning, and the faint wind sighed through the pine branches, with the darkness filled with all kinds of strange, mysterious, unexplainable sounds. It was cold, really cold, and morning and light were still a good eleven hours away.

Then, just as I was in the depths of despair, there 366was a commotion in the courtyard, a lantern flashed on the trunks of the pine-trees, and a kindly American voice out of the darkness said:

Then, just when I was feeling completely hopeless, there 366was a stir in the courtyard, a lantern shone on the trunks of the pine trees, and a friendly American voice emerged from the darkness saying:

“I thought I had better come down and see if your outfit had turned up.”

“I thought I should come down and check if your outfit showed up.”

“There is not a sign of it.” I wonder if there was relief in my voice.

“There’s no sign of it.” I wonder if there was relief in my voice.

“No, so the people here tell me, and they are in rather a way about you.”

“No, that’s what the people here say, and they have quite a bit to say about you.”

So that was why the dirty old gentleman had apparently been stalking me. It had never occurred to me that these people could be troubled about me, this was a new and kindly light on Chinese character.

So that’s why the creepy old man had been following me. It never crossed my mind that these people might be concerned about me; this was a new and kind perspective on Chinese character.

“Perhaps you'll come along with me,” went on my new friend. “I've got two ladies staying with me from Tientsin, and they'll do the best they can for you for the night.”

“Maybe you'll join me,” my new friend continued. “I have two ladies staying with me from Tientsin, and they’ll do everything they can to help you for the night.”

Bless him, bless him, I could have hugged him. Go, of course I went thankfully, and with his lantern, he guided me over the steepest and roughest of mountain paths till we came to his temple, a much bigger one than mine.

Bless him, bless him, I could have hugged him. Of course I went, and with his lantern, he guided me over the steepest and roughest mountain paths until we reached his temple, which was much bigger than mine.

“I thought there was no one left in the hills,” I said as we went along.

“I thought there was no one left in the hills,” I said as we kept walking.

“I'm going next week,” he said, “but I love this valley. There is only one lovelier in the world—the one I was born in.”

“I'm heading there next week,” he said, “but I really love this valley. There’s only one that’s more beautiful in the world—the one I was born in.”

“And where is that?”

“Where is that?”

“The Delaware Valley. These people,” he went on, “are mightily relieved to hear I am going to keep you for the night.”

“The Delaware Valley. These people,” he continued, “are really relieved to hear that I’m going to keep you for the night.”

Again I thanked him, and indeed he and his friends were friends in need. “And I cannot make them understand like you do,” I said a little futilely. 367"Well, I ought to,” he laughed. “I'm the Language Officer.”

Again I thanked him, and honestly, he and his friends were really there when I needed support. “And I can’t explain it to them like you do,” I said, feeling a bit helpless. 367 "Well, I should be able to," he laughed. "I’m the Language Officer.”

He decided my carts had had time to come from Peking and go back again, and they must have gone up the wrong valley, and he and his friends took me in and fed me, and comforted me, so that I was ready to laugh at my woes, and then, just as we were finishing an excellent dinner, there appeared on the terrace, where we were dining, an agitated individual with a guttering candle, my boy, whom I hardly knew by sight yet.

He figured that my carts had enough time to travel to Beijing and back, and that they must have taken the wrong valley. So he and his friends took me in, fed me, and comforted me, making me ready to laugh at my troubles. Then, just as we were finishing a great dinner, an anxious person showed up on the terrace where we were dining, holding a flickering candle—it was my boy, someone I barely recognized.

He told a tale of woe and suffering. According to him, the road to Jehol must have been nothing to that road from Peking to the Western Hills, and I and my new friends went down to inspect what was left of my outfit. There wasn't much in it that was smashable, and beyond salad oil in the bread and kerosene in the salt, there was not much damage done. I could not understand though how they had come to grief at all, for the loads were certainly light for two carts, and once in the hills, of course, the goods were carried by men. And then the truth dawned on me. It was the way of a Chinese servant all over. I had been foolish enough to give my boy the five dollars to pay for the two carts. He had made one do, and pocketed two dollars fifty cents. I asked him if such were not the case.

He shared a story of hardship and pain. He claimed that the road to Jehol must have been nothing compared to the one from Beijing to the Western Hills, and my new friends and I went down to check on what was left of my stuff. There wasn't much that could be broken, and besides some salad oil in the bread and kerosene in the salt, there wasn’t much damage at all. I couldn’t figure out how they got into trouble, since the loads were definitely light for two carts, and once in the hills, the goods were carried by men anyway. Then it hit me. It was the typical behavior of a Chinese servant. I had been foolish enough to give my boy five dollars to cover the two carts. He had made one cart work, and pocketed two dollars and fifty cents. I asked him if that wasn't the case.

“Yes, sah,” said he, and I wondered, till I found that he always said “Yes, sah,” whether he understood me or not. More often than not he did not understand, but that “sah” made me understand he had learned his little English from a countryman of my friend, the Language Officer.

“Yes, sir,” he said, and I was puzzled until I realized that he always said “Yes, sir,” regardless of whether he understood me or not. Most of the time, he didn’t understand, but that “sir” made me recognize that he had picked up his limited English from a countryman of my friend, the Language Officer.

And after all I think I was glad of the little adventure. I had not realised how eerie a temple would be all by myself at night, and it was good to think that for a night or two at least there would be people of my own colour within a quarter of an hour of me on the hill-side.

And after everything, I think I was happy about the little adventure. I hadn’t realized how creepy a temple would be alone at night, and it was nice to know that for a night or two at least, there would be people who looked like me just a short walk away on the hillside.

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CHAPTER XXI—FROM THE SAN SHAN AN

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An old temple—Haunted—Wolf with green eyes—Loneliness—Death of missionaries—Fear—Sanctuaries—“James Buchanan”—Valiant farmers—Autumn tints—Famous priest—Sacrifice of disciples—Tree conserving—Camels at my gate—Servants—“Cook book”—Enchanted hills—Cricket cages—Kindly people—The fall of Belshazzar—Hope for the future.

An old temple—Haunted—Wolf with green eyes—Loneliness—Death of missionaries—Fear—Sanctuaries—“James Buchanan”—Brave farmers—Autumn colors—Famous priest—Sacrifice of followers—Tree preserving—Camels at my gate—Servants—“Recipe book”—Magical hills—Cricket cages—Friendly people—The fall of Belshazzar—Hope for the future.

And with two servants and the temple coolies to wait upon me I settled down in the San Shan An, the Temple of the Three Mountains, the oldest temple in this valley of temples, built long ago in the Sung Dynasty. They said it was haunted, haunted by the ghost of a big snake, and when the mud from the roof fell as so much dust on the stone floor, and over me, my tables and chairs and bed, my boy stretched out his arms and explained that the snake had done it. The snake, I found, always accounted for dust. When my jam and butter disappeared, and I suspected human agency, he said in his pidgin-English, “I tink—I tink——” and then words failed him, and he broke out into spelling, “I tink it R—A—T.” Why he could spell that word and not pronounce it I do not know, but until I left I did not know that the snake that lived in my roof was supernatural. I don't think even I could be afraid of the ghost of a snake. The temple up above, the Language 370Officer's temple, was haunted by a wolf with green eyes, and that would have been a different matter. I am glad I did not dare the wolf with green eyes. For I was all by myself. The Language Officer, the Good Samaritan, went back to Peking, and, except at week-ends, when I persuaded a friend or two to dissipate my loneliness, I was the only foreigner in the valley. Go back to Peking until the work I had set myself to do was done, I determined I would not. It has been a curious and lonely existence away in the hills, in the little temple embosomed in trees, among a people who speak not a word of my language; but it had its charm. I had my camp-bed set up on the little platform looking out over the place of tombs, with the great Peking plain beyond, and there, while the weather was warm, I had all my meals, and there, warm or cold, I always slept. When the evening shadows fell I was lonely, I was worse than lonely, all that I had missed in life came crowding before my eyes, all the years seemed empty, wasted, all the future hopeless, and I went to bed and tried to sleep, if only to forget.

And with two servants and the temple workers to wait on me, I settled into the San Shan An, the Temple of the Three Mountains, the oldest temple in this valley of temples, built long ago during the Sung Dynasty. They said it was haunted, haunted by the ghost of a giant snake, and when the mud from the roof fell as dust onto the stone floor and over me, my tables and chairs, and my bed, my boy stretched out his arms and explained that the snake was responsible. I discovered that the snake always explained the dust. When my jam and butter went missing, and I suspected someone had taken them, he said in his broken English, “I think—I think——” and then he couldn’t find the words and started spelling, “I think it R—A—T.” Why he could spell that word but not say it, I don’t know, but until I left, I didn’t realize that the snake living in my roof was supernatural. I don’t think I could even be afraid of the ghost of a snake. The temple above, the Language Officer's temple, was haunted by a wolf with green eyes, and that would have been a different story. I’m glad I didn’t confront the wolf with green eyes. I was all alone. The Language Officer, the Good Samaritan, went back to Peking, and except on weekends when I convinced a friend or two to ease my loneliness, I was the only foreigner in the valley. I decided I would not go back to Peking until the work I had set out to do was finished. It has been a strange and lonely existence up in the hills, in the little temple surrounded by trees, among people who don’t speak a word of my language; but it had its charm. I set up my camp bed on the little platform overlooking the tombs, with the vast Peking plain beyond, and there, while the weather was warm, I had all my meals, and there, warm or cold, I always slept. When the evening shadows fell, I felt alone—I felt worse than alone; everything I had missed in life rushed into my mind, all the years seemed empty and wasted, all the future felt hopeless, and I went to bed and tried to sleep, if only to forget.

And China is not a good place in which to try the lonely life. There are too many tragic histories associated with it, and one is apt to remember them at the wrong times. Was I afraid at night? I was, I think, a little, but then I am so often afraid, and so often my fears are false, that I have learned not to pay much attention to them. I knew very well that the Legations would not have allowed me, without a word of warning, to take a temple in the hills, had there been any likelihood of danger, but still, when the evening shadows fell, I could not but remember 371once again, Sir Robert Hart's dictum, and that if anything did happen, I was cut off here from all my kind. It was just Fear, the Fear that one personifies, but another time, if I elect to live by myself among an alien people, I do not think I will improve my mind by reading first any account of the atrocities those people have perpetrated at no very remote period. As the darkness fell I was apt to start and look over my shoulder at any unexplainable sound, to remember these things and to hope they would not happen again, which is first cousin to fearing they would. At Pao Ting Fu, not far from here as distances in China go, during the Boxer trouble, the Boxers attacked the missionaries, both in the north and the south suburb, just outside the walls of the town. In the north suburb the Boxers and their following burned those missionaries to death in their houses, because they would not come out. They dared not. Think how they must have feared, those men and women in the prime of their life, when they stayed and faced a cruel death from which there was no escape, rather than chance the mercies of the mob outside. One woman prayed them to save her baby girl, her little, tender Margaret, not a year old, her they might kill, and her husband, and her two little boys, but would no one take pity on the baby, the baby that as yet could not speak. But though many of those who heard her prayer and repeated it, pitied, they did not dare help. It is a notable Chinese characteristic—obedience to orders—and the lookers-on thought that those in authority having ordered the slaughter of the missionaries it was not their part to interfere. They told afterwards how, as a brute rushed up the 372stairs, the mother, desperate, seized a pistol that lay to her hand and shot him. I am always glad she did that. And others told, how, through the mounting flames, they could see her husband walking up and down, leading his two little boys by the hand, telling them—ah, what could any man say under such terrible circumstances as that.

And China isn't a great place to try living alone. There are too many tragic stories tied to it, and you tend to remember them at the worst times. Was I scared at night? I was, I think, a bit, but I often feel afraid, and most of my fears are unfounded, so I’ve learned not to pay them much attention. I knew that the Legations wouldn’t have let me, without any warning, take a temple in the hills if there was any real danger, but still, when evening came, I couldn't help but recall Sir Robert Hart's saying, and the fact that if anything happened, I was completely cut off from everyone I knew. It was just Fear, the kind you can imagine, but the next time I choose to live alone among strangers, I don’t think I'll start by reading accounts of the atrocities those people committed not too long ago. As darkness fell, I would jump at any strange noise, remembering these things and hoping they wouldn’t happen again, which is pretty much the same as fearing they would. At Pao Ting Fu, not far from here, during the Boxer Rebellion, the Boxers attacked the missionaries in both the northern and southern suburbs, right outside the town walls. In the north suburb, the Boxers and their followers burned those missionaries alive in their homes because they wouldn’t come out. They were too scared. Think about how terrified those men and women must have been, in the prime of their lives, staying and facing a cruel death instead of risking the mob outside. One woman pleaded for someone to save her baby girl, her little, fragile Margaret, who wasn’t even a year old. They could kill her and her husband and her two little boys, but wouldn’t anyone have compassion for the baby who couldn’t even speak yet? Even though many of those who heard her prayer felt sorry for her, they didn’t dare help. It’s a notable Chinese trait—obedience to orders—and the onlookers thought that since those in power had ordered the missionaries’ slaughter, it wasn’t their place to intervene. They later recounted how, as a brute rushed up the stairs, the mother, desperate, grabbed a nearby pistol and shot him. I’m always glad she did that. Others recalled how, through the rising flames, they could see her husband walking back and forth, holding his two little boys by the hand, telling them—ah, what could any man say in such horrible circumstances?

And in the south suburb the missionary doctor was true almost to the letter of the faith he preached. As the mob surrounded him, he took a revolver, showed them how perfect was his command over the weapon, how he could have dealt death right and left, and then he tossed it aside and submitted to their wicked will, and they took him and cut off his head. But the fate of the women always horrified me most. It was that that seemed most terrible in the dusk of the evening. They took two of the unmarried women, and one was too terrified to walk—having once seen a Chinese crowd, filthy, horrible and always filthy and horrible even when they are friendly, one realises what it must be to be in their power, one understands that girl's shrinking terror. Her they tied, hands and feet together, and slung her from a pole, exactly as they carry pigs to market. Is this too terrible a thing to write down for everyone to read? It almost seems to me it is. If so forgive me. I used to think about it those evenings alone in the San Shan An. And one of those women, they say, was always brave, and gave to a little child her last little bit of money as she walked to her death, and the other, who was so terrified at first, recovered herself, and walked courageously as they led her to execution outside the city walls.

And in the southern suburb, the missionary doctor was almost true to the letter of the faith he preached. As the crowd closed in on him, he picked up a revolver and demonstrated his skill with the weapon, showing how he could have caused death all around him. Then he set it aside and accepted their cruel decision, and they took him and beheaded him. But what always horrified me the most was the fate of the women. That seemed the most terrible as dusk fell. They captured two of the unmarried women, and one was too scared to walk—having once witnessed a Chinese crowd, dirty and horrifying, even when they were being friendly, you realize what it must be like to be at their mercy, you understand that girl's overwhelming fear. They tied her hands and feet and hoisted her from a pole, just like they carry pigs to market. Is this too horrific to write down for everyone to read? It almost feels like it is. If so, forgive me. I used to think about it on those solitary evenings in the San Shan An. And one of those women, they say, was always brave, giving her last bit of money to a little child as she walked to her death, and the other, who was so terrified at first, found her courage and walked bravely as they led her to her execution outside the city walls.

When I thought of those women I was ashamed 373 of the Fear that made me afraid to look behind me in the dark, made me listen intently for unusual sounds, and hear a thousand unexplainable ones. I, in the broad daylight, went and looked in the two sanctuaries that were at each end of my courtyard, each with an image and altar in it. In both were stored great matting bundles of Spanish chestnuts, and in the larger, oh sacrilege! oh bathos! was my larder, and I saw eggs, and meat, and cabbage, and onions, coming out of it, but I do not think anything could have induced me to go into those places after nightfall. I ask myself why—I wonder—but I find no answer. The gods were only images, the dust and dirt of long years was upon them, they were dead, dead, and yet I, the most modern of women was afraid—at night I was afraid, the fear that seems to grow up with us all was upon me. By and by a friend sent me out “James Buchanan”—a small black and white k'ang dog, about six inches high, but his importance must by no means be measured by his size. I owe much gratitude to James Buchanan for he is a most cheerful and intelligent companion. I intended to part with him when I left the hills, but I made him love me, and then to my surprise, I found I loved him, and he must share my varying fortunes. But what is a wandering woman, like I am, to do with a little dog?

When I thought about those women, I felt ashamed 373 of the fear that made me too scared to look behind me in the dark, made me listen closely for strange sounds, and hear a thousand unexplainable ones. In broad daylight, I went to check the two shrines at each end of my courtyard, each with its own image and altar. Both were filled with large bundles of Spanish chestnuts, and in the larger one, oh the sacrilege! oh the irony! was my pantry, and I saw eggs, meat, cabbage, and onions inside, but I don’t think anything could convince me to step into those places after sunset. I ask myself why—I wonder—but I find no answer. The gods were just images, covered in dust and dirt from many years, they were dead, dead, and yet I, the most modern of women, was scared—at night, I felt that fear that seems to grow with us all. Eventually, a friend sent me “James Buchanan”—a small black and white k’ang dog, about six inches tall, but his importance shouldn’t be measured by his size. I owe a lot to James Buchanan because he is a very cheerful and smart companion. I had planned to leave him behind when I left the hills, but I made him love me, and then, to my surprise, I found that I loved him too, and he has to share my changing fortunes. But what is a wandering woman like me supposed to do with a little dog?

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We went for walks together up and down the hill-sides, and the people got to know us, and laughed and nodded as we passed. The Chinese seem fond of animals, and yet you never see a man out for a walk with his dog. A man with a bird-cage in his hand, taking birdie for a walk, is a common 374sight in China, so common that you forget to notice it, but I have never seen a man followed by a dog, though most of the farm-houses appear to have one or two to guard them. Here, in the hills, they were just the ordinary, ugly wonks one sees in Peking, not nearly such handsome beasts as I saw up in the mountains. The farms in these hills evidently require a good deal of guarding, for I would often hear the crack of a gun. Some farmer, so my friend, the Language Officer, told me, letting the “stealer man,” and anyone else whom it might concern, know that he had fire-arms and was prepared to use them. At first the reports used to startle me, and make me look out into the darkness of the hill-side, darkness deepened here and there by a tiny light, and I used to wonder if anything was wrong. “Buchanan” always regarded those reports as entirely out of place, and said so at the top of his small voice. But then he was always challenging wonks, or finding “stealer men,” so I paid no attention to him.

We went for walks together up and down the hills, and people got to know us, laughing and nodding as we passed by. The Chinese seem to love animals, but you rarely see a man walking his dog. It's quite common to see a man carrying a birdcage, taking his bird for a walk, so much so that you stop noticing it. However, I’ve never seen a man with a dog following him, even though most farmhouses appear to have one or two for protection. Here in the hills, the dogs were just the typical, plain-looking ones you see in Peking, not nearly as nice as the ones I saw up in the mountains. The farms around here clearly require a lot of guarding because I would often hear the sound of gunshots. According to my friend, the Language Officer, it was just some farmer letting any “thief” or anyone who might care know that he had firearms and was ready to use them. At first, the shots startled me, and I would look out into the darkness of the hillside, where the darkness was occasionally broken by a tiny light, wondering if something was wrong. “Buchanan” always thought those shots were completely inappropriate and stated so loudly. But he was always challenging the wonks or dealing with “thieves,” so I didn’t pay much attention to him.

At the first red streak of dawn, for the temple faced the east, I wakened. And all my fears, the dim, mysterious, unexplainable fears born of the night, and the loneliness, and the old temple, were gone, rolled away with the darkness. The crescent moon and the jewelled stars paled before the sun, rising in a glory of purple and gold, a glory that brightened to crimson, the pungent, aromatic fragrance of the pines and firs came to my nostrils, their branches were outlined against the deep blue of the sky, and I realised gradually that another blue day had dawned and the world was not empty, but full of the most wonderful possibilities waiting but to be grasped. Oh those dawnings in the San Shan An! Those dawnings after a night in the open air! Never shall I forget them!

At the first light of dawn, since the temple faced east, I woke up. All my fears—the dim, mysterious, unexplainable fears that came from the night, the loneliness, and the old temple—were gone, swept away with the darkness. The crescent moon and the sparkling stars faded in the light of the sun, which rose in a blaze of purple and gold, brightening to crimson. The strong, aromatic scent of the pines and firs filled the air, their branches silhouetted against the deep blue sky. I gradually realized that another bright blue day had begun, and the world was not empty, but full of incredible possibilities just waiting to be seized. Oh, those dawns in the San Shan An! Those dawns after a night spent outdoors! I will never forget them!

And the valley was lovely that autumn weather. Day after day, day after day, was the golden sunshine, the clear, deep blue sky, the still, dry, invigorating air—no wonder everyone with a literary turn yearns to write a book in a valley of the Western Hills. And this valley of the San Shan An was the loveliest valley of them all. It, too, is a valley of temples, to what gods they were set up I know not, by whom they were set up I know not, only because of the gods and the temples there are trees, trees in plenty, evergreen firs and pines, green-leaved poplars and ash-trees, maples and Spanish chesnuts. At first they were green, these deciduous trees, and then gradually, as autumn touched them tenderly with his fingers, they took on gorgeous tints, gold and brown, and red, and amber, the summer dying gloriously under the cloudless blue sky. They tell me that American woods show just such tints, but I have not been to America, and I have seen nothing to match this autumn in the Chinese hills. And I had not thought to see beauty like this in China!

And the valley was beautiful in that autumn weather. Day after day, day after day, there was golden sunshine, a clear, deep blue sky, and still, dry, refreshing air—no wonder everyone with a literary flair longs to write a book in a valley of the Western Hills. And this valley of the San Shan An was the most lovely of them all. It's also a valley of temples, to which gods they were dedicated I don't know, and who built them I don't know, but because of the gods and the temples, there are trees—plenty of trees, evergreen firs and pines, green-leaved poplars and ash trees, maples and Spanish chestnuts. At first, these deciduous trees were green, and then slowly, as autumn gently touched them with its fingers, they transformed into stunning shades of gold, brown, red, and amber, with summer fading gloriously under the clear blue sky. They tell me that American woods show similar colors, but I haven't been to America, and I've seen nothing that compares to this autumn in the Chinese hills. I never expected to see beauty like this in China!

I counted seven temples, and there were probably more. Up the hill to the north of my valley, beyond a large temple that I shall always remember for the quaint and picturesque doorway, that I have photographed, was a plateau to be reached by a stiff climb, and here was a ruined shrine where sat calmly looking over the plain, as he had probably looked in life, the marble figure of a very famous priest of the long ago. It is ages since this priest 376lived in the hills, but his memory is fragrant still. He had two disciples. I wonder if the broken marble figures, one beside him and one on the ground outside the shrine, are figures of them. There came a drought upon the land, the crops failed and the people starved, and these two, to propitiate a cruel or neglectful Deity, flung themselves into a well in the temple with the beautiful doorway. Whether the rain came I know not, but tradition says that the two disciples instead of perishing rose up dragons. Personally I feel that must have been an unpleasant surprise for the devotees, but you never know a Chinaman's taste, perhaps they liked being dragons. The country people seem to think it was an honour. There was a farmhouse just beyond this shrine, a poor little place, but here on the flat top of the hill there was a little arable land, and the Chinese waste no land. Far up the hill-sides, in the most inaccessible places, I could see these little patches of cultivated ground. It seemed to me that the labour of reaching them would make the handful of grain they produced too expensive, but labour hardly counts in China. Up the paths toiled men and women, intent on getting the last grain out of the land. Off the beaten ways walking is pretty nearly impossible so steep are the hill-sides, but of course there are paths, paths everywhere, paved paths, in China there are no untrodden ways, and upon these paths I would meet the peasants and the priests, clad like ordinary peasants in blue cotton, only with shaven heads. My own landlord whom my boy called “Monk,” and generally added, “He bad man,” used to come regularly for his rent, and he was so fat that the wicked evidently flourished like a green bay tree. All the priests, I think, let out their temples as long as they can get tenants, and whatever they are—my landlord had beaten a man to death—much must be forgiven them. They have gained merit because, in this treeless China, they have conserved and planted trees. Some little profit, I suppose they make out of their trees because, one day in September, I waked to the fact that at my gate, how they had climbed up the toilsome, roughly-paved way I know not, was a train of camels, and they had come to take away the sacks that were stored in the sanctuary under the care of the god. What on earth was done with those Spanish chestnuts? They must have been valuable when they were worth a train of camels to take them away.

I counted seven temples, and there were probably more. Up the hill to the north of my valley, beyond a large temple that I’ll always remember for its quirky and picturesque doorway, which I’ve photographed, was a plateau that you could reach by a tough climb. Here was a ruined shrine where sat calmly overlooking the plain, as he probably had in life, the marble figure of a very famous priest from long ago. It’s been ages since this priest lived in the hills, but his memory still lingers. He had two disciples. I wonder if the broken marble figures, one beside him and another on the ground outside the shrine, represent them. A drought hit the land, the crops failed, and the people starved. To appease a cruel or neglectful deity, these two flung themselves into a well in the temple with the beautiful doorway. Whether the rain came, I don’t know, but tradition says that instead of perishing, the two disciples transformed into dragons. Personally, I think that must have been an unpleasant surprise for the devotees, but you never know about a Chinese person's taste; maybe they enjoyed being dragons. The local people seem to see it as an honor. There was a farmhouse just beyond this shrine, a poor little place, but up on the flat top of the hill, there was a small amount of arable land, and the Chinese waste no land. Far up the hillsides, in the most inaccessible places, I could see these little patches of cultivated ground. It seemed to me that the effort to reach them would make the handful of grain they produced too expensive, but labor hardly counts in China. Up the paths toiled men and women, focused on getting the last grain out of the land. Off the beaten paths, walking is nearly impossible due to how steep the hillsides are, but of course, there are paths—paths everywhere. Paved paths; in China, there are no untrodden ways, and on these paths, I would meet the peasants and the priests, dressed like ordinary peasants in blue cotton, except with shaven heads. My landlord, whom my boy called “Monk” and generally added, “He bad man,” used to come regularly for his rent, and he was so fat that the wicked evidently thrived like a green bay tree. I think all the priests rent out their temples as long as they can find tenants, and whatever they are—my landlord had beaten a man to death—much must be forgiven them. They have earned merit because, in this treeless China, they have conserved and planted trees. I suppose they make some small profit from their trees because one day in September, I realized that at my gate, a train of camels had arrived, and I have no idea how they climbed up the difficult, roughly paved path. They had come to take away the sacks that were stored in the sanctuary under the care of the god. What on earth was done with those Spanish chestnuts? They must have been valuable if they were worth a train of camels to take them away.

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As far as I could see there was no worship done in my temple, the coolies, who carefully locked the sanctuary doors at night, were filthy past all description. I tried to put it out of my thoughts that they occupied a k'ang at night in the room that did duty for my kitchen, and I am very sure that they were the poorest of the poor, but at night I would see the youngest and dirtiest of them take a small and evil-smelling lamp inside along with the god, but what he did there I never knew. Only the lamp inside, behind the paper of the windows lit up all the lattice-work and made of that sanctuary, that shabby, neglected-looking place, a thing of beauty. But, indeed, the outside of all the buildings was wonderful at night. In the daytime when I looked I saw how beautiful was the lattice-work which made up the entire top half of my walls. At night in the courtyard when only a single candle was lighted 378their beauty was forced upon me, whether I would or not. Always I went outside to look at those rooms lighted at night. I walked up and down the courtyard in the dark—“James Buchanan” generally hung on to the hem of my gown—I looked at the lighted lattice-work of the windows, and I listened to the servants and the coolies talking, and I wondered what they discussed so endlessly, in voices that sounded quite European.

As far as I could see, there was no worship happening in my temple. The laborers, who carefully locked the sanctuary doors at night, were incredibly dirty. I tried to ignore the fact that they slept on a k'ang in the room that served as my kitchen, and I was pretty sure they were the poorest of the poor. But at night, I would see the youngest and dirtiest of them bring a small, foul-smelling lamp inside with the god, though I never knew what he did there. The lamp inside, shining through the paper on the windows, illuminated the lattice-work and transformed that shabby, neglected sanctuary into something beautiful. The exterior of all the buildings was amazing at night. During the day, I could see how beautiful the lattice-work was that made up the upper half of my walls. At night, in the courtyard, when only a single candle was lit 378, its beauty struck me whether I liked it or not. I always went outside to admire those rooms lit at night. I walked back and forth in the dark—“James Buchanan” usually clung to the hem of my dress—I gazed at the lighted lattice-work of the windows, listened to the servants and the laborers talking, and wondered what they discussed so endlessly in voices that sounded quite European.

They were good servants. The cook I know I shall regret all my days, for I never expect to get a better, and the boy was most attentive. Any little thing that he could do for me he always did, and the way they uncomplainingly washed up plates never ceased to command my admiration. I had only a camp outfit, the making of books may be weariness unto the flesh, as Solomon says it is, but even then it does not make me a rich woman, so I did not wish to spend more than I could help, and yet I wanted to entertain a friend or two occasionally. This entailed washing the plates between the courses, and the servants did it without a murmur. I came to think it was quite the correct thing to wait while the plates and knives for the next course were washed up. My friends, of course, knew all about it, and entered into the spirit of the thing cheerfully, but the servants never gave me away. You would have thought I had a splendid pantry, and my little scraps of white metal spoons were always polished till they looked like the silver they ought to have been. My table linen I made simply out of the ordinary blue cotton one meets all over China, and it looked so nice, so suitable to meals on the look-out place, that I shall always cherish a tenderness for blue cotton. 379Indeed, but for the lonely nights when one thought, it was delightful. I only hope my friends enjoyed coming to me, as much as I enjoyed having them. Their presence drove away all fears. I never feared the gods in their sanctuaries, I never thought of those who had perished in the Boxer trouble or the possibility of the return of such days when they were with me. I thought I had lost the delights of youth, the joy of the land of long ago, but I found the sensation of entertaining friends in the San Shan An was like the make-believe parties of one's childhood. Sitting on the look-out place, away to the south, we could see a range of low, bald hills. They were enchanted hills. The Chinese would not go near them, for all that the caves they held hidden in their folds were full of magnificent jewels. We planned to go over and get them some day before I left the hills, and make ourselves rich for life. But they were guarded by gnomes, and elves, and demons, who by their nefarious spells kept us away, though we did not fear like the Chinese, and we are not rich yet, though jewels are there for the taking.

They were great servants. I’ll miss the cook all my life because I don’t expect to find anyone better, and the boy was really attentive. He always did whatever little thing he could for me, and I was constantly impressed by how they washed the dishes without complaining. I only had a camp outfit; making books can be exhausting, as Solomon says, but it doesn’t make me wealthy, so I didn’t want to spend more than necessary, even though I liked to occasionally entertain a friend or two. This meant washing the plates between courses, and the servants did it without a complaint. I grew to believe it was perfectly fine to wait while they washed the plates and knives for the next course. My friends, of course, understood and happily went along with it, but the servants never let on. You would think I had a fantastic pantry, and my few white metal spoons were always polished until they looked like the silver they were supposed to resemble. I made my table linen out of the regular blue cotton found all over China, and it looked so nice and suitable for meals on the lookout place that I’ll always have a fondness for blue cotton. 379Indeed, aside from the lonely nights when I thought, it was delightful. I can only hope my friends enjoyed coming over as much as I enjoyed having them. Their presence chased away all my fears. I never feared the gods in their sanctuaries, nor did I think about those who died during the Boxer trouble or the possibility of such days returning while they were with me. I thought I had lost the joys of youth and the happiness of the long-ago land, but I realized that entertaining friends in the San Shan An felt like the pretend parties of my childhood. Sitting on the lookout place, to the south, we could see a range of low, bare hills. They were magical hills. The Chinese wouldn’t go near them, even though the caves hidden within their folds were full of magnificent jewels. We planned to go over and get them one day before I left the hills and make ourselves rich for life. But they were protected by gnomes, elves, and demons, who, with their wicked spells, kept us away, although we weren’t afraid like the Chinese, and we’re still not rich, despite the jewels that are there for the taking.

Oh, those sunny days in the mountain temple when we read poetry, and told stories, and dreamed of the better things life held for us in the future! They were good days, days in my life to be remembered, if no more good ever comes to me. Was it the exhilarating air, or the company, or the temple precincts? All thanks give I to those dead gods who gave me, for a brief space, something that was left out of my life.

Oh, those sunny days at the mountain temple when we read poetry, shared stories, and dreamed of the better things life had in store for us! They were wonderful days, moments in my life to cherish, even if no more good comes my way. Was it the fresh air, the people around me, or the temple grounds? I’m grateful to those ancient gods who, for a little while, filled in something missing from my life.

There was only one blot. That imaginative document known as “Cook's book” was brought to me afterwards. It wasn't a book at all, needless to 380say. It was written on rejected scraps of my typewriting paper, and it generally stated I had eaten more “Chiken” than would have sufficed to run a big hotel, and disposed of enough “col” to keep a small railway engine of my own. Then the flour, and the butter, and the milk, and the lard, I was supposed to have consumed! I did not at first like to say much, because the servants were so good in that matter of washing plates, and knives, and forks, and whenever I did remonstrate the boy murmured something about “Master.” He was a true Chinaman, he felt sure I would not grudge anything to make a man comfortable. The woman evidently did not matter. She was never urged as an excuse for a heavy bill. I put it to him that the presence of “Master” need not add so greatly to the coal bill, and I put it very gently, till one day he mentioned with pride that “Missie other boy was a great friend of his.” And I, remembering Tuan's powers in the matter of squeeze, had gone about getting these servants through quite different channels! But once this knowledge was borne in on me, I became hardhearted. I threatened to do the marketing myself.

There was only one issue. That creative piece known as “Cook's book” was given to me later. It wasn't really a book at all, needless to say. It was written on discarded scraps of my typing paper, and it basically claimed I had eaten more “Chiken” than would be enough to run a large hotel, and used up enough “col” to fuel a small train engine. Then there were the flour, butter, milk, and lard I was supposedly supposed to have consumed! I didn't want to say much at first because the staff were really reliable when it came to cleaning plates, knives, and forks, and whenever I did complain, the boy would mutter something about “Master.” He was a true Chinaman who was sure I wouldn’t mind anything that made a man feel comfortable. The woman clearly didn't matter. She was never pointed out as a reason for a big bill. I told him that the presence of “Master” shouldn't increase the coal bill so much, and I said it very gently, until one day he proudly mentioned that “Missie other boy was a great friend of his.” And I, recalling Tuan's skills in negotiation, had been getting these helpers through completely different connections! But once I realized this, I became heartless. I threatened to handle the shopping myself.

“I talkee cook,” said the crestfallen boy, and he did “talkee cook,” said, I suppose, Missie wasn't quite the fool they had counted her, and presently he came back and returned me fifteen cents! After that I had no mercy, and I regularly questioned every item of my bills.

“I talked to the cook,” said the disappointed boy, and he really did. I guess Missie wasn’t as foolish as they thought, and soon he came back and handed me fifteen cents! After that, I held nothing back, and I questioned every single item on my bills.

But they were simple souls, and I couldn't help liking them. It seemed hardly possible they could belong to the same people who had slung a helpless woman from a pole like a pig, bearing her to her death, a woman from whom they had had naught 381but kindness. And yet they were. The selfsame subservience that made them bow themselves to the Boxer yoke, was exactly the quality that made them pleasant to me, who was in authority over them. They were just peasants of Babylon, making the best of life, deceiving and dissimulating, because deception is the safeguard of the slave, the only safeguard he knows. And they certainly made the best of life. It amused me to watch their pleasures, those that were visible to my eyes. They had a little feast one night, with my stores, I doubt not, and they caught and kept crickets in little three-cornered cages which they made themselves. At first, when I went to the temple, these cages were hung from the eaves outside, but as the weather grew colder they were taken inside, and I could hear a cheery chirping, long after the crickets had gone from the hills outside. It rained and was cold the first week in October, and the servants, like the babies they were, shivered, and suggested, “Missie go back Peking,” and one day when it rained hard my tiffin was two hours late, and was brought by a boy who looked as if he were on the point of bursting into tears.

But they were simple folks, and I couldn't help but like them. It seemed nearly impossible that they could be the same people who had dragged a helpless woman from a pole like a pig, carrying her to her death, a woman from whom they had received nothing but kindness. And yet they were. The same submissiveness that made them bow to the Boxer yoke was exactly what made them pleasant to me, someone who was in charge of them. They were just peasants from Babylon, making the best of life, deceiving and pretending, because deception is the only protection a slave knows. And they certainly made the best of it. I found it amusing to watch their little joys, the ones I could see. They had a small feast one night, using my supplies, I’m sure, and they caught and kept crickets in little triangular cages they made themselves. At first, when I went to the temple, those cages were hung from the eaves outside, but as the weather got colder, they were brought inside, and I could hear their cheerful chirping long after the crickets had disappeared from the hills. It rained and was cold the first week of October, and the servants, like the children they were, shivered and suggested, “Missie go back to Peking,” and one day when it rained heavily, my tiffin was two hours late, brought to me by a boy who looked like he was about to burst into tears.

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Certainly those temples are not built for cold weather. Everything is ordered in China, even the weather, and the first frost is due, I believe, on the 1st of November, and yet, on that day, I sat in the warm and pleasant sunshine writing on the platform that looked away to the enchanted hills, reflecting a little sorrowfully that presently I would be gone, and it would be abandoned for the winter.

Certainly those temples aren't designed for cold weather. Everything in China is organized, even the weather, and the first frost is expected, I think, on November 1st. Yet, on that day, I sat in the warm and pleasant sunshine, writing on the platform that overlooked the beautiful hills, feeling a little sad that soon I would be gone, and it would be left behind for the winter.

For after that unexpected rain, which for once was not ordered, the days were lovely, and the nights 382times of delight. The stars hung like diamond drops in the sky, the planets were scintillating crescents, and, when the moon rose, the silver moon, she turned the courtyard and the temple into a dream palace such as never was on sea or land. It was beauty and delight given, oh given with a lavish hand.

After that surprising rain, which for once wasn’t planned, the days were beautiful, and the nights 382 were full of joy. The stars hung like diamond drops in the sky, the planets sparkled like crescents, and when the moon rose, the shimmering moon turned the courtyard and the temple into a dream palace like nothing seen on land or sea. It was beauty and joy given, oh given generously.

And the people I saw in the hills were the kindliest I had yet met in China. I had little enough to do with them, I could not communicate with them, and yet this was borne in on me. Whenever we met, dirty brown faces smiled upon me, kindly voices with a burr in them gave me greeting, I was regularly offered the baby of the farm-house at my gates, much to that young gentleman's discomfiture, and whenever there was anything to see, they evidently invited me to stay and share the sight. Once a bridal procession passed with much beating of gongs, the bride shut up in the red sedan chair, and all the people about stood looking on, and I stayed too. Another time they were killing a pig, an unwieldy, gruesome beast, that made me forswear pork, and I was invited to attend the great event. The poor pig was very sorry for himself, and was squealing loudly, but much as I wished to show I appreciated kindliness, I could not accept that invitation.

And the people I saw in the hills were the friendliest I had met in China. I didn't interact with them much; I couldn't really communicate with them, yet I felt their warmth. Whenever we crossed paths, their dirty brown faces would smile at me, and kindly voices with a slight accent would greet me. They often offered me the farmhouse baby at my gate, much to the little guy’s embarrassment, and whenever something interesting happened, they clearly wanted me to stay and enjoy it too. Once, a bridal procession went by with lots of gong clanging, the bride hidden away in a red sedan chair, and everyone around was watching, so I stayed to observe as well. Another time, they were butchering a pig, a large, gruesome creature that made me swear off pork, and I was invited to witness the whole event. The poor pig was in distress and squealing loudly, but even though I wanted to show my appreciation for their kindness, I couldn't accept that invitation.

And here in the Western Hills I sat in judgment upon the people I had known of all my life and been amongst for the last ten months. Of course, I have no right to sit in judgment but after all, I should be a fool to live among people for some time and yet have no opinion about them. And it seemed to me that I was looking with modern eyes upon the 383survival of one of the great powers of the ancient world, Babylon come down to modern times, Babylon cumbrously adapting herself to the pressure of the nations who have raced ahead of the civilisation that was hers when they were barbarian hordes.

And here in the Western Hills, I sat in judgment on the people I had known my whole life and had been around for the last ten months. Sure, I have no right to judge them, but honestly, I'd be foolish to spend time among these people and not form an opinion about them. It felt like I was seeing the 383survival of one of the great powers of the ancient world, Babylon brought into modern times, as Babylon awkwardly adjusted to the pressures of nations that have advanced beyond the civilization she had when they were just barbaric hordes.

All along the Pacific Coast, on the west of America, and the east of Australia, they fear the Chinaman, and—I used to say his virtues. I put it the wrong way. What the white races fear—and rightly fear—is that the Chinaman will come in such hordes, he will lower the standard of living, he will bring such great pressure to bear, he will reduce the people of the land in which he elects to live, the people of the working classes, to his own condition—the hopeless condition of the toiling slaves of Babylon. It has been well said that the East, China, is the exact opposite of the West in every thought and feeling. In the West we honour individualism. This is true of almost every nation. A man is taught from his earliest youth to depend to a great degree upon himself, that he alone is responsible for his own actions. Even the women of the more advanced nations—it marks their advancement, whatever people may think—are clamouring for a position of their own, to be judged on their merits, not to be one of a class bound by iron custom to go one way and one way only. In the East this is reversed. No man has a right to judge for himself, he is hide-bound by custom, he dare not step out one pace from the beaten path his fathers trod. The filial piety of the Chinese has been lauded to the skies. In truth it is a virtue that has become a curse. To his elders the Chinaman 384must give implicit, unquestioning obedience. His work, his marriage, the upbringing of his children, the whole ordering of his life is not his business but the business of those in authority over him. If he stepped out and failed, his failure would affect the whole community. Whatever he does affects not only himself, but the farthest ramifications of his numerous family. This interdependence makes for a certain excellence, an excellence that was reached by the Chinese nation some thousands of years ago, and then—it is stifling.

All along the Pacific Coast, on the west side of America and the east side of Australia, people fear the Chinese, and—I used to say his virtues. I put it the wrong way. What the white races fear—and rightly so—is that the Chinese will come in such large numbers that they will lower the standard of living, apply immense pressure, and reduce the local working-class people to their own situation—the desperate condition of the laboring masses of Babylon. It has been accurately stated that the East, specifically China, is the exact opposite of the West in every thought and feeling. In the West, we value individualism. This is true for almost every nation. From a young age, a person is taught to rely heavily on themselves, that they alone are responsible for their actions. Even women in more progressive nations—they're seeking equality, no matter what anyone thinks—demand to be recognized on their own merits rather than being confined by strict customs that dictate a single path. In the East, it's the opposite. No one has the right to make their own choices; they are bound by tradition and cannot stray from the path their ancestors followed. The deep respect the Chinese have for their elders has been praised to the skies. In reality, it is a virtue that has turned into a burden. To their elders, the Chinese must give complete, unquestioning obedience. His work, marriage, child-rearing, and the overall management of his life are not his decisions but are dictated by those in authority over him. If he steps out of line and fails, that failure impacts the entire community. Whatever he does affects not just himself but the wider network of his extended family. This interdependence creates a certain excellence—a standard that the Chinese achieved thousands of years ago, but it can also be stifling.

This patriarchal system, this continual keeping of the eyes upon the past, has done away in the nation with all self-reliance. A man must be not only a genius, but possessed of an extraordinarily strong will-power if he manage to shake off the trammels and go his own way unaided, if he exercise the sturdy self-reliance that sent the nations of the West ahead by leaps and bounds, though the Chinese had worked their way to civilisation ages before them. Pages might be written on the subservience and ignorance of the women.

This patriarchal system, this constant focus on the past, has eliminated all self-reliance in the nation. A man has to be not only a genius but also incredibly willful to break free from these constraints and forge his own path without help. He must demonstrate the strong self-reliance that propelled the Western nations forward, even though the Chinese had achieved civilization long before them. There could be many pages written about the subservience and ignorance of women.

“Oh but a woman has influence,” say the men who know China most intimately. And of course she has influence, but in China it must often be the worst form of power, the influence of the favourite, favoured slave. The woman's influence is the influence of a degraded, ignorant, and servile class, a class that every man treats openly with a certain contempt, a class that is crippled, mentally and bodily. The Chinese, be it counted to them for grace, have always held in high esteem a well-educated man, educated on their archaic lines; but not, I think, till this century, has it ever occurred to 385them that a woman would be better educated. A cruel drag upon the nation must be the appalling ignorance of its women, the intense ignorance of half the population. Things are changing, they say, but, of necessity, they change most slowly. Knowledge of any kind takes long, long to permeate an inert mass.

“Oh, but a woman has influence,” say the men who know China the best. And of course, she has influence, but in China, it often takes the form of the worst kind of power, the influence of a favorite, pampered servant. A woman's influence is tied to a degraded, uneducated, and submissive class, one that every man treats with a certain disdain, a class that is mentally and physically limited. The Chinese, to their credit, have always valued a well-educated man, educated in their traditional ways; however, I don’t think it has occurred to them until this century that a woman could be better educated. The shocking ignorance of its women, the profound ignorance of half the population, is a heavy burden on the nation. Things are changing, they say, but, understandably, these changes happen very slowly. Gaining any kind of knowledge takes a long time to spread through an unyielding mass.

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We praise the Chinaman for his industry. But, in truth, we praise without due cause. We of the West have long since learned of the dignity of labour and if we do not always live up to our ideals, at least we appreciate them, and judged by this standard the Chinaman is found wanting. He does not appreciate the dignity of labour. The long nails on the fingers of the man upon whom fortune has smiled proclaim to all that he has no need to use his hands; his fat, flabby, soft body declares him rich and well-fed, and that there is no need to exert himself. He is a man to be envied by the greater part of the nation. The forceful, strenuous life of the West, the life that has made the nations has no charms for, excites no admiration in his breast. Manual labour and strife is for the man who cannot help himself. And, man for man, his manual labour will by no means compare with that accomplished by the man of the West. Nominally he works from dawn to dark, really he wastes two-thirds of the time, sometimes in useless, misdirected effort, sometimes in mere idle loitering. He is a slave in all but name. His life is dull, dull and colourless; he can look forward to no recreation when his work is over, therefore he spins it out the livelong day. Home life, in the best sense of the term, he has none, he may just as well stay at his 386work, exchanging ideas and arguing with his fellows.

We admire the Chinese for their hard work. But honestly, our praise may not be entirely justified. We in the West have learned the value of labor, and even if we don’t always live by our ideals, we at least recognize them. By this standard, the Chinese fall short. They don’t see the value in labor. The long nails on the fingers of a fortunate man signal his lack of need to work with his hands; his soft, overweight body shows that he’s wealthy and well-fed, leading a life without effort. He’s someone to be envied by most of the population. The demanding, vigorous lifestyle of the West—the one that has built nations—holds no appeal for him; it inspires no admiration. Manual labor and struggle are for those who cannot support themselves. And when it comes to manual work, he can’t compete with the labor of a Westerner. While he claims to work from sunrise to sunset, he truly wastes two-thirds of that time, often engaged in pointless or misdirected tasks, or simply loafing around. He is a slave in everything but name. His life is monotonous and lackluster; he looks forward to no leisure after work, so he drags it out throughout the day. He doesn’t have a real home life; he might as well stay at his 386job, exchanging ideas and debating with his peers.

Something to hope for, to live for, to work for, seems to me the great desideratum of the majority of the Chinese nation, something a little beyond the colourless round of life. The greater part of the nation is poor, so poor that industry is thrust upon it, unless it worked it would of necessity die; the struggle for life absorbs all its energies, gives it no time for thought sufficient to raise it an inch above the dull routine that makes up the daily round, but the country is by no means poor, had it been there would have been no such civilisation so early and so lasting in the world's history, no such fostering of a race that now, in spite of most evil sanitary conditions, raises four generations to the three of the man of the West.

Something to hope for, to live for, to work for, seems to me the main thing most people in China are looking for, something a little beyond the monotonous routine of life. Most of the population is poor, so poor that they have to work hard to survive; if they didn't, they would inevitably face dire consequences. The struggle for survival consumes all their energy, leaving them no time to think and rise above the dull habits that shape their daily lives. However, the country itself is far from poor; if it were, there wouldn't have been such an early and enduring civilization in world history, nor would there be a thriving population that, despite terrible sanitary conditions, raises four generations compared to three in the West.

China is a rich land and once she is wiser she will be far richer still, for in her mountains are such store of iron and coal as, once worked, may well revolutionise the industrial world.

China is a wealthy country and once she becomes wiser, she will be even richer, because her mountains hold such vast amounts of iron and coal that, once utilized, could truly transform the industrial world.

Now the thought of revolutionising the condition of the industrial world brings me quite naturally to the consideration of missionary effort.

Now, thinking about changing the state of the industrial world naturally leads me to consider missionary work.

For the last two hundred and fifty years the Catholic, and for the last hundred years the Protestant Churches, have been working in China with a view to proselytising the people. And converts are notoriously harder to make than in any other missionary field. Still they are made.

For the last two hundred and fifty years, the Catholic Church, and for the last hundred years, the Protestant Churches have been working in China to convert the people. Converts are known to be more difficult to gain than in any other missionary field. Still, they do happen.

To me, a Greek, it does not seem to matter by what name a man calls upon the Great Power that is over us all—the thing that really matters is the life of the man who calls upon that God. Now the missionaries, whether they make converts, or whether they do not, do this, they set up a higher standard of living. They come among these slave people, they educate them, men and women, they care for the sick by thousands, and by their very presence among them they show them, I speak of material things, there is something beyond their own narrow round, and they make them desire these better things. If the Western nations are wise they will allow no poor missionaries in China, it is so easy to sink to the level of the people, to become as Chinese as the Chinese themselves. Personally, I think it is a mistake to conform to Chinese customs. The missionaries are there to preach the better customs of the West and there must be no lowering of the standard. The Chinaman wants to be taught self-reliance, he wants to be taught self-respect, and, last but by no means least, he wants to be taught to amuse himself rationally and healthily. Now this in a measure, even this last, is what the missionaries, the majority of them, are teaching him, though, doubtless, they would not put their teaching in exactly those words, might be even surprised to hear it so described. They are helping to break down the great patriarchal system which has been stifling China for so many hundreds of years. They are teaching responsibility, the responsibility of every man and woman for his and her own doings.

To me, as a Greek, it doesn't really matter what name someone uses to call on the Great Power that governs us all—the important thing is the life of the person who is calling that God. The missionaries, whether they convert people or not, establish a higher standard of living. They come to these oppressed people, educate both men and women, care for the sick by the thousands, and just by being there, they show them—I'm talking about material things—that there is something beyond their limited existence, making them desire better things. If the Western nations are smart, they won't send poor missionaries to China; it's too easy to sink to the level of the people, to become as Chinese as the Chinese themselves. Personally, I think it's a mistake to adopt Chinese customs. The missionaries are there to promote the better customs of the West, and they must not lower the standard. The Chinese want to learn self-reliance, they want to gain self-respect, and, not to be overlooked, they want to learn how to entertain themselves in a rational and healthy way. In a way, even this last point is something most missionaries are teaching, although they might not phrase their lessons that way and could be surprised to hear it described so. They are helping to dismantle the patriarchal system that has stifled China for so many hundreds of years. They are teaching accountability, the responsibility of every man and woman for their own actions.

And they are pioneers of trade, forerunners of the merchants who must inevitably follow in their footsteps. There are those who will say that they do not influence the more highly educated portion of the community, but they come to those who need 388them most. The rich can afford to send their sons abroad, to pay for medical attendance. It is to those of humble means that the schools and hospitals introduced by foreign charity are an immeasurable advantage, a boon beyond price. For the man who has once come in contact with these foreigners never forgets. He has seen their possessions, humble in their eyes, wonderful in his, and in his heart a desire is implanted—a desire for something a little better than has satisfied his fathers. And slowly this little leaven of discontent, heavenly discontent and dissatisfaction with things as they are, will permeate the whole lump. China is daily coming more in contact with the rest of the world. That world ruthlessly shuts out her proletariat because it will not be pulled down. It is well then that the proletariat should be levelled up. The process is slowly beginning when the missionaries put into the hands of a labourer the Gospels, tell him he is of as much value as the President in his palace, make him desire to read, to wash his face to be just a little better than his fellows. The creed he holds is a small matter, but it is a great matter if he be no longer a slave, but a self-respecting man fit to mingle on equal terms with the men of the West. Such a man will be more capable, more ready to develop the resources of his own rich land; as a trader he will be of ten times more value to the mercantile world for ever on the look-out for a market. Whether the nations then need fear him will be matter for further consideration. It is possible things may be adjusted on a comfortable basis of supply and demand.

And they are pioneers of trade, trailblazers for the merchants who will inevitably follow in their footsteps. Some may argue that they don’t affect the more educated part of society, but they reach those who need 388them the most. The wealthy can afford to send their kids abroad and pay for medical care. For those with limited means, the schools and hospitals provided by foreign aid are an invaluable advantage, a priceless blessing. Once a person has interacted with these foreigners, they never forget. They've seen their possessions, which may seem ordinary to the foreigners but amazing to them, and it plants a desire in their hearts—a desire for something a bit better than what satisfied their ancestors. This little seed of discontent, a kind of heavenly discontent with things as they are, will gradually spread. China is increasingly engaging with the rest of the world. That world harshly excludes its working class because it doesn't want to be dragged down. Therefore, it's important for the working class to be uplifted. The change is starting when missionaries give a laborer the Gospels, tell him he is just as valuable as the President in his palace, and encourage him to learn, to clean himself up, to strive to be just a bit better than his peers. The beliefs he holds are minor, but it’s significant if he is no longer a slave but a self-respecting individual capable of engaging as an equal with people from the West. Such a person will be more capable, more likely to develop the resources of his own rich land; as a trader, he will be ten times more valuable to the mercantile world, always on the lookout for a market. Whether the nations should fear him will be a matter for further discussion. It's possible that things may be adjusted on a comfortable basis of supply and demand.

It would be unfair to give all credit for changing {3898}China to the missionaries. They are only one factor in a general movement that her own sons, the men of new China, have deeply at heart. The past is going, but the great change will not be anything violent. The Boxer tragedy awakened the Western world thoroughly to what it had always felt, that an Empire like Babylon was unsuited to the present day, and they said so with shot and shell, and China is taking the lesson to heart, slowly, slowly, but she is taking it. She will have learned it thoroughly when the need for change, the desire for better things, the power to insist on a higher standard of living shall have come to her lower classes, and then she will not change exactly as the Western world would wish, but as she herself thinks best. The Chinese have always adapted themselves, and in these modern times they will use the same methods that they have done through the centuries.

It wouldn't be fair to credit the missionaries alone for the changes in China. They are just one part of a broader movement that the people of New China deeply care about. The past is fading away, but the significant transformation won't be violent. The Boxer tragedy made the Western world recognize what they've always known: an empire like Babylon isn't suitable for today, and they expressed this through force. China is absorbing this lesson, slowly but surely. She will fully understand it when the need for change, the desire for better living conditions, and the power to demand a higher standard of living reach her lower classes. At that point, she won't change in the way the Western world envisions, but in a way that she believes is best. The Chinese have always adapted, and in these modern times, they will employ the same methods they have used throughout the centuries.

There came forth the fingers of a man's hand and wrote upon the plaster of the wall of the King's Palace, “MENE MENE TEKEL UPHAR-SIN.” In that night was Belshazzar, the King of the Chaldeans, slain, and Darius the Mede took the kingdom. So the men who made the Forbidden City sacred have passed away, the Dowager-Empress who defied the West has gone to her long home, the Emperor is but a tiny child, his Empire is confined within the pinkish red walls of the Inner City, and the Republic, the new young Republic with a Dictator at its head, reigns in his stead. But the nation is stirring, the slow-moving, patient slaves of Babylon. Will not a new nation arise that shall be great in its own way even as the nations of the West are great, for surely the spirit of those men 390who built the wondrous courtyards and halls of audience of the Forbidden City, who planned the pleasure-grounds at Jehol, who stretched the wall over two thousand miles of mountain and valley, who conceived the Altar of Heaven, the most glorious altar ever dedicated to any Deity, must be alive and active as it was a thousand' years ago. And when that spirit animates not the few taskmasters, but the mass of the people, when it reaches the toiling slaves and makes of them men, the nation will be like the palaces and altars they built hundreds of years ago, and the rest of the world may stand aside, and wonder, and, perhaps, fear.

A man's hand appeared and wrote on the plaster of the wall in the King's Palace, “MENE MENE TEKEL UPHAR-SIN.” That night, Belshazzar, the King of the Chaldeans, was killed, and Darius the Mede took over the kingdom. The men who made the Forbidden City sacred are gone, the Dowager-Empress who challenged the West has passed away, the Emperor is just a small child, his Empire is trapped within the pinkish-red walls of the Inner City, and the Republic, the new young Republic led by a Dictator, now rules in his place. But the nation is stirring, those slow-moving, patient slaves of Babylon. Will a new nation rise that will be great in its own way, just as the nations of the West are great? Surely the spirit of those who built the magnificent courtyards and audience halls of the Forbidden City, who designed the pleasure-grounds at Jehol, who stretched the wall over two thousand miles of mountains and valleys, who created the Altar of Heaven, the most glorious altar ever dedicated to any Deity, must still be alive and active as it was a thousand years ago. And when that spirit inspires not just the few taskmasters, but the masses of the people, when it reaches the laboring slaves and turns them into men, the nation will be like the palaces and altars they constructed hundreds of years ago, and the rest of the world may step aside, wonder, and perhaps even fear.

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