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Mr. Standfast

by John Buchan

TO THAT MOST GALLANT COMPANY
THE OFFICERS AND MEN
OF THE
SOUTH AFRICAN INFANTRY BRIGADE
on the Western Front


NOTE

NOTE

The earlier adventures of Richard Hannay, to which occasional reference is made in this narrative, are recounted in The Thirty-Nine Steps and Greenmantle.

J.B.

The earlier adventures of Richard Hannay, which are occasionally mentioned in this story, are detailed in The Thirty-Nine Steps and Greenmantle.

J.B.


Contents

PART I
CHAPTER I The Wicket-Gate
CHAPTER II “The Village Named Morality”
CHAPTER III The Reflections of a Cured Dyspeptic
CHAPTER IV Andrew Amos
CHAPTER V Various Doings in the West
CHAPTER VI The Skirts of the Coolin
CHAPTER VII I Hear of the Wild Birds
CHAPTER VIII The Adventures of a Bagman
CHAPTER IX I Take the Wings of a Dove
CHAPTER X The Advantages of an Air Raid
CHAPTER XI The Valley of Humiliation

PART II
CHAPTER XII I Become a Combatant Once More
CHAPTER XIII The Adventure of the Picardy Château
CHAPTER XIV Mr Blenkiron Discourses on Love and War
CHAPTER XV St Anton
CHAPTER XVI I Lie on a Hard Bed
CHAPTER XVII The Col of the Swallows
CHAPTER XVIII The Underground Railway
CHAPTER XIX The Cage of the Wild Birds
CHAPTER XX The Storm Breaks in the West
CHAPTER XXI How an Exile Returned to His Own People
CHAPTER XXII The Summons Comes for Mr Standfast

PART I

CHAPTER I
The Wicket-Gate

I spent one-third of my journey looking out of the window of a first-class carriage, the next in a local motor-car following the course of a trout stream in a shallow valley, and the last tramping over a ridge of downland through great beech-woods to my quarters for the night. In the first part I was in an infamous temper; in the second I was worried and mystified; but the cool twilight of the third stage calmed and heartened me, and I reached the gates of Fosse Manor with a mighty appetite and a quiet mind.

I spent a third of my trip looking out the window of a first-class train carriage, the next part in a local car following a trout stream in a shallow valley, and the last part walking over a ridge through great beech woods to my place for the night. During the first part, I was in a terrible mood; in the second, I felt anxious and confused; but the cool twilight of the last stage relaxed me and lifted my spirits, and I arrived at the gates of Fosse Manor with a big appetite and a calm mind.

As we slipped up the Thames valley on the smooth Great Western line I had reflected ruefully on the thorns in the path of duty. For more than a year I had never been out of khaki, except the months I spent in hospital. They gave me my battalion before the Somme, and I came out of that weary battle after the first big September fighting with a crack in my head and a D.S.O. I had received a C.B. for the Erzerum business, so what with these and my Matabele and South African medals and the Legion of Honour, I had a chest like the High Priest’s breastplate. I rejoined in January, and got a brigade on the eve of Arras. There we had a star turn, and took about as many prisoners as we put infantry over the top. After that we were hauled out for a month, and subsequently planted in a bad bit on the Scarpe with a hint that we would soon be used for a big push. Then suddenly I was ordered home to report to the War Office, and passed on by them to Bullivant and his merry men. So here I was sitting in a railway carriage in a grey tweed suit, with a neat new suitcase on the rack labelled C.B. The initials stood for Cornelius Brand, for that was my name now. And an old boy in the corner was asking me questions and wondering audibly why I wasn’t fighting, while a young blood of a second lieutenant with a wound stripe was eyeing me with scorn.

As we glided up the Thames valley on the smooth Great Western train, I thought regretfully about the challenges of duty. For over a year, I hadn’t worn anything but khaki, except for the months I spent in the hospital. They assigned me to my battalion before the Somme, and I came out of that exhausting battle after the major fighting in September with a head injury and a D.S.O. I had received a C.B. for the Erzerum campaign, so with those and my Matabele and South African medals and the Legion of Honour, my chest looked like the High Priest’s breastplate. I rejoined in January and got a brigade just before Arras. There, we had a standout moment, capturing about as many prisoners as we sent infantry over the top. After that, we were pulled out for a month, and then sent to a tough spot on the Scarpe with the suggestion that we would soon be used for a major push. Then suddenly, I was ordered home to report to the War Office, and they passed me on to Bullivant and his crew. So here I was, sitting in a train carriage in a grey tweed suit, with a neat new suitcase on the rack labeled C.B. The initials stood for Cornelius Brand, which is my name now. An older guy in the corner was asking me questions and wondering out loud why I wasn’t fighting, while a young second lieutenant with a wound stripe was looking at me with disdain.

The old chap was one of the cross-examining type, and after he had borrowed my matches he set to work to find out all about me. He was a tremendous fire-eater, and a bit of a pessimist about our slow progress in the west. I told him I came from South Africa and was a mining engineer.

The old guy was the type who loved to ask questions, and after he borrowed my matches, he started digging into my background. He was quite the hothead and had a pretty negative view about our slow progress in the west. I told him I was from South Africa and worked as a mining engineer.

“Been fighting with Botha?” he asked.

“Have you been fighting with Botha?” he asked.

“No,” I said. “I’m not the fighting kind.”

“No,” I said. “I’m not the type to fight.”

The second lieutenant screwed up his nose.

The second lieutenant scrunched up his nose.

“Is there no conscription in South Africa?”

“Is there no draft in South Africa?”

“Thank God there isn’t,” I said, and the old fellow begged permission to tell me a lot of unpalatable things. I knew his kind and didn’t give much for it. He was the sort who, if he had been under fifty, would have crawled on his belly to his tribunal to get exempted, but being over age was able to pose as a patriot. But I didn’t like the second lieutenant’s grin, for he seemed a good class of lad. I looked steadily out of the window for the rest of the way, and wasn’t sorry when I got to my station.

“Thank God there isn’t,” I said, and the old guy asked if he could share a bunch of uncomfortable things. I knew guys like him and didn’t think much of it. He was the type who, if he had been under fifty, would have crawled on his belly to his tribunal to get out of it, but being over age, he could act like a patriot. But I didn’t like the second lieutenant’s grin; he seemed like a decent guy. I stared out of the window for the rest of the trip and wasn’t sorry when I finally reached my station.

I had had the queerest interview with Bullivant and Macgillivray. They asked me first if I was willing to serve again in the old game, and I said I was. I felt as bitter as sin, for I had got fixed in the military groove, and had made good there. Here was I—a brigadier and still under forty, and with another year of the war there was no saying where I might end. I had started out without any ambition, only a great wish to see the business finished. But now I had acquired a professional interest in the thing, I had a nailing good brigade, and I had got the hang of our new kind of war as well as any fellow from Sandhurst and Camberley. They were asking me to scrap all I had learned and start again in a new job. I had to agree, for discipline’s discipline, but I could have knocked their heads together in my vexation.

I had the strangest meeting with Bullivant and Macgillivray. They first asked me if I was willing to serve again in the same role, and I said I was. I felt really bitter about it, because I had settled into the military routine and was doing well there. Here I was—a brigadier and still under forty, and with another year of the war, who knows where I could end up. I had started out without any ambitions, just a strong desire to see the job finished. But now I had developed a professional interest in it; I had a solid brigade, and I understood our new type of warfare as well as anyone from Sandhurst or Camberley. They were asking me to throw away everything I had learned and start fresh in a new position. I had to agree because discipline is discipline, but I could have really let them have it in my frustration.

What was worse they wouldn’t, or couldn’t, tell me anything about what they wanted me for. It was the old game of running me in blinkers. They asked me to take it on trust and put myself unreservedly in their hands. I would get my instructions later, they said.

What was worse, they wouldn’t or couldn’t tell me anything about what they needed me for. It was the same old trick of keeping me in the dark. They wanted me to trust them completely and put myself fully in their hands. They said I would get my instructions later.

I asked if it was important.

I asked if it was important.

Bullivant narrowed his eyes. “If it weren’t, do you suppose we could have wrung an active brigadier out of the War Office? As it was, it was like drawing teeth.”

Bullivant narrowed his eyes. “If it weren’t, do you think we could have pulled an active brigadier out of the War Office? As it was, it felt like pulling teeth.”

“Is it risky?” was my next question.

“Is it risky?” was my next question.

“In the long run—damnably,” was the answer.

“In the long run—damn it,” was the answer.

“And you can’t tell me anything more?”

“And you can’t tell me anything else?”

“Nothing as yet. You’ll get your instructions soon enough. You know both of us, Hannay, and you know we wouldn’t waste the time of a good man on folly. We are going to ask you for something which will make a big call on your patriotism. It will be a difficult and arduous task, and it may be a very grim one before you get to the end of it, but we believe you can do it, and that no one else can.... You know us pretty well. Will you let us judge for you?”

“Nothing yet. You’ll get your instructions soon enough. You know both of us, Hannay, and you know we wouldn’t waste a good person’s time on nonsense. We’re going to ask you for something that will really challenge your patriotism. It’ll be a tough and demanding task, and it might get pretty grim before you’re done, but we believe you can handle it, and that no one else can. You know us well enough. Will you let us make the call for you?”

I looked at Bullivant’s shrewd, kind old face and Macgillivray’s steady eyes. These men were my friends and wouldn’t play with me.

I looked at Bullivant’s clever, kind old face and Macgillivray’s calm eyes. These men were my friends and wouldn’t mess around with me.

“All right,” I said. “I’m willing. What’s the first step?”

“All right,” I said. “I’m on board. What’s the first step?”

“Get out of uniform and forget you ever were a soldier. Change your name. Your old one, Cornelis Brandt, will do, but you’d better spell it ‘Brand’ this time. Remember that you are an engineer just back from South Africa, and that you don’t care a rush about the war. You can’t understand what all the fools are fighting about, and you think we might have peace at once by a little friendly business talk. You needn’t be pro-German—if you like you can be rather severe on the Hun. But you must be in deadly earnest about a speedy peace.”

“Take off your uniform and forget you were ever a soldier. Change your name. Your old name, Cornelis Brandt, will work, but make sure you spell it ‘Brand’ this time. Remember that you’re an engineer just back from South Africa, and that you couldn’t care less about the war. You don’t get what all these fools are fighting about, and you believe we could have peace right away with some friendly business discussions. You don’t have to be pro-German—if you want, you can be pretty tough on the Germans. But you have to be seriously committed to a quick peace.”

I expect the corners of my mouth fell, for Bullivant burst out laughing.

I expect my mouth dropped, because Bullivant started laughing out loud.

“Hang it all, man, it’s not so difficult. I feel sometimes inclined to argue that way myself, when my dinner doesn’t agree with me. It’s not so hard as to wander round the Fatherland abusing Britain, which was your last job.”

“Come on, man, it’s not that hard. Sometimes I feel like arguing that way myself when my dinner doesn’t sit right. It’s not as tough as wandering around the country bashing Britain, which was your last gig.”

“I’m ready,” I said. “But I want to do one errand on my own first. I must see a fellow in my brigade who is in a shell-shock hospital in the Cotswolds. Isham’s the name of the place.”

“I’m ready,” I said. “But I want to run one errand on my own first. I need to visit someone in my brigade who is in a shell-shock hospital in the Cotswolds. The place is called Isham.”

The two men exchanged glances. “This looks like fate,” said Bullivant. “By all means go to Isham. The place where your work begins is only a couple of miles off. I want you to spend next Thursday night as the guest of two maiden ladies called Wymondham at Fosse Manor. You will go down there as a lone South African visiting a sick friend. They are hospitable souls and entertain many angels unawares.”

The two men exchanged glances. “This seems like destiny,” said Bullivant. “Please do go to Isham. The place where your work starts is just a couple of miles away. I want you to spend next Thursday night as the guest of two unmarried ladies named Wymondham at Fosse Manor. You’ll head down there as a solo South African visiting a sick friend. They are welcoming people and unknowingly host many angels.”

“And I get my orders there?”

“And I get my instructions there?”

“You get your orders, and you are under bond to obey them.” And Bullivant and Macgillivray smiled at each other.

“You get your orders, and you’re obligated to follow them.” And Bullivant and Macgillivray exchanged smiles.

I was thinking hard about that odd conversation as the small Ford car, which I had wired for to the inn, carried me away from the suburbs of the county town into a land of rolling hills and green water-meadows. It was a gorgeous afternoon and the blossom of early June was on every tree. But I had no eyes for landscape and the summer, being engaged in reprobating Bullivant and cursing my fantastic fate. I detested my new part and looked forward to naked shame. It was bad enough for anyone to have to pose as a pacifist, but for me, strong as a bull and as sunburnt as a gipsy and not looking my forty years, it was a black disgrace. To go into Germany as an anti-British Afrikander was a stoutish adventure, but to lounge about at home talking rot was a very different-sized job. My stomach rose at the thought of it, and I had pretty well decided to wire to Bullivant and cry off. There are some things that no one has a right to ask of any white man.

I was thinking hard about that strange conversation as the little Ford car, which I had arranged to take me to the inn, drove me away from the suburbs of the county town into a land of rolling hills and green meadows. It was a beautiful afternoon, and the blossoms of early June were on every tree. But I wasn't paying attention to the scenery or the summer; I was busy berating Bullivant and cursing my ridiculous fate. I hated my new role and anticipated nothing but embarrassment. It was bad enough for anyone to pretend to be a pacifist, but for me—strong as an ox, sunburned like a gypsy, and not looking my forty years—it was a complete disgrace. Going to Germany as an anti-British Afrikaner was one thing, but sitting around at home talking nonsense was a whole different ball game. The thought of it made me sick, and I had nearly decided to contact Bullivant and back out. There are some things that no one has a right to ask of any white man.

When I got to Isham and found poor old Blaikie I didn’t feel happier. He had been a friend of mine in Rhodesia, and after the German South-West affair was over had come home to a Fusilier battalion, which was in my brigade at Arras. He had been buried by a big crump just before we got our second objective, and was dug out without a scratch on him, but as daft as a hatter. I had heard he was mending, and had promised his family to look him up the first chance I got. I found him sitting on a garden seat, staring steadily before him like a lookout at sea. He knew me all right and cheered up for a second, but very soon he was back at his staring, and every word he uttered was like the careful speech of a drunken man. A bird flew out of a bush, and I could see him holding himself tight to keep from screaming. The best I could do was to put a hand on his shoulder and stroke him as one strokes a frightened horse. The sight of the price my old friend had paid didn’t put me in love with pacificism.

When I got to Isham and found poor old Blaikie, I didn’t feel any happier. He had been a friend of mine in Rhodesia, and after the German South-West situation was over, he came home to a Fusilier battalion, which was in my brigade at Arras. He had been buried by a big explosion just before we reached our second objective, and was dug out without a scratch on him, but he was as daft as a hatter. I had heard he was getting better and had promised his family I would check on him the first chance I got. I found him sitting on a garden bench, staring blankly ahead like a lookout at sea. He recognized me and smiled for a moment, but soon he was back to staring, and everything he said was like the careful speech of a drunk person. A bird flew out of a bush, and I could see him holding himself tight to keep from screaming. The best I could do was put a hand on his shoulder and stroke him like you would a frightened horse. Seeing what my old friend had gone through didn’t make me any fonder of pacifism.

We talked of brother officers and South Africa, for I wanted to keep his thoughts off the war, but he kept edging round to it.

We talked about fellow officers and South Africa because I wanted to steer his mind away from the war, but he kept bringing the conversation back to it.

“How long will the damned thing last?” he asked.

“How long will the damn thing last?” he asked.

“Oh, it’s practically over,” I lied cheerfully. “No more fighting for you and precious little for me. The Boche is done in all right.... What you’ve got to do, my lad, is to sleep fourteen hours in the twenty-four and spend half the rest catching trout. We’ll have a shot at the grouse-bird together this autumn and we’ll get some of the old gang to join us.”

“Oh, it’s almost over,” I said cheerfully, lying. “No more fighting for you and hardly any for me. The Germans are finished, for sure... What you need to do, my friend, is sleep fourteen hours a day and spend the other half catching trout. We’ll go after grouse together this autumn, and we’ll get some of the old crew to join us.”

Someone put a tea-tray on the table beside us, and I looked up to see the very prettiest girl I ever set eyes on. She seemed little more than a child, and before the war would probably have still ranked as a flapper. She wore the neat blue dress and apron of a V.A.D. and her white cap was set on hair like spun gold. She smiled demurely as she arranged the tea-things, and I thought I had never seen eyes at once so merry and so grave. I stared after her as she walked across the lawn, and I remember noticing that she moved with the free grace of an athletic boy.

Someone set a tea tray on the table next to us, and I looked up to see the prettiest girl I'd ever seen. She seemed like she was barely more than a child, and before the war, she probably would have still been considered a flapper. She wore a neat blue dress and apron typical of a V.A.D., and her white cap sat on hair that looked like spun gold. She smiled modestly as she arranged the tea things, and I thought I had never seen eyes that were both cheerful and serious at the same time. I watched her as she walked across the lawn, and I remember noticing that she moved with the effortless grace of an athletic boy.

“Who on earth’s that?” I asked Blaikie.

“Who on earth is that?” I asked Blaikie.

“That? Oh, one of the sisters,” he said listlessly. “There are squads of them. I can’t tell one from another.”

“That? Oh, one of the sisters,” he said without interest. “There are tons of them. I can’t tell them apart.”

Nothing gave me such an impression of my friend’s sickness as the fact that he should have no interest in something so fresh and jolly as that girl. Presently my time was up and I had to go, and as I looked back I saw him sunk in his chair again, his eyes fixed on vacancy, and his hands gripping his knees.

Nothing made me realize how sick my friend was more than the fact that he had no interest in someone as lively and cheerful as that girl. Soon, my time was up and I had to leave, and as I glanced back, I saw him slumped in his chair again, his eyes staring off into space, and his hands clutching his knees.

The thought of him depressed me horribly. Here was I condemned to some rotten buffoonery in inglorious safety, while the salt of the earth like Blaikie was paying the ghastliest price. From him my thoughts flew to old Peter Pienaar, and I sat down on a roadside wall and read his last letter. It nearly made me howl. Peter, you must know, had shaved his beard and joined the Royal Flying Corps the summer before when we got back from the Greenmantle affair. That was the only kind of reward he wanted, and, though he was absurdly over age, the authorities allowed it. They were wise not to stickle about rules, for Peter’s eyesight and nerve were as good as those of any boy of twenty. I knew he would do well, but I was not prepared for his immediately blazing success. He got his pilot’s certificate in record time and went out to France; and presently even we foot-sloggers, busy shifting ground before the Somme, began to hear rumours of his doings. He developed a perfect genius for air-fighting. There were plenty better trick-flyers, and plenty who knew more about the science of the game, but there was no one with quite Peter’s genius for an actual scrap. He was as full of dodges a couple of miles up in the sky as he had been among the rocks of the Berg. He apparently knew how to hide in the empty air as cleverly as in the long grass of the Lebombo Flats. Amazing yarns began to circulate among the infantry about this new airman, who could take cover below one plane of an enemy squadron while all the rest were looking for him. I remember talking about him with the South Africans when we were out resting next door to them after the bloody Delville Wood business. The day before we had seen a good battle in the clouds when the Boche plane had crashed, and a Transvaal machine-gun officer brought the report that the British airman had been Pienaar. “Well done, the old takhaar!” he cried, and started to yarn about Peter’s methods. It appeared that Peter had a theory that every man has a blind spot, and that he knew just how to find that blind spot in the world of air. The best cover, he maintained, was not in cloud or a wisp of fog, but in the unseeing patch in the eye of your enemy. I recognised that talk for the real thing. It was on a par with Peter’s doctrine of “atmosphere” and “the double bluff” and all the other principles that his queer old mind had cogitated out of his rackety life.

The thought of him really brought me down. Here I was, stuck in some pointless comedy, enjoying a false sense of safety, while someone like Blaikie was paying a terrible price. My thoughts then jumped to old Peter Pienaar, and I sat down on a wall by the roadside and read his last letter. It nearly made me burst into tears. You see, Peter had shaved off his beard and joined the Royal Flying Corps the summer before when we returned from the Greenmantle mission. That was the only reward he wanted, and even though he was way over the age limit, they let him in. They were smart not to get hung up on rules, because Peter’s eyesight and nerves were just as sharp as any twenty-year-old's. I knew he would excel, but I wasn’t ready for his immediate, blazing success. He got his pilot’s license in record time and headed to France; soon even we foot soldiers, busy moving ground before the Somme, started hearing rumors about him. He developed an incredible talent for air combat. There were others who were better acrobatic flyers and those who knew more about the technical aspects of flying, but nobody had quite Peter’s knack for getting into a real fight. He was as full of tricks a couple of miles up in the sky as he had been scrambling over the rocks of the Berg. He seemed to know how to hide in the open sky just as well as he did in the tall grass of the Lebombo Flats. Amazing stories began to spread among the infantry about this new pilot who could dodge enemy planes while they were all searching for him. I remember chatting about him with the South Africans when we were resting nearby after the brutal Delville Wood fighting. The day before, we had witnessed an intense battle in the clouds when a German plane went down, and a Transvaal machine-gun officer reported that the British pilot had been Pienaar. “Well done, the old takhaar!” he exclaimed and began to tell stories about Peter’s tactics. It turned out that Peter believed every man has a blind spot, and he knew exactly how to find that blind spot in the sky. The best cover, he claimed, wasn’t in clouds or fog, but in the unseen area in an enemy's vision. I recognized that talk as genuine. It was on par with Peter’s ideas about “atmosphere” and “the double bluff,” and all the other principles his quirky old mind had developed from his chaotic life.

By the end of August that year Peter’s was about the best-known figure in the Flying Corps. If the reports had mentioned names he would have been a national hero, but he was only “Lieutenant Blank,” and the newspapers, which expatiated on his deeds, had to praise the Service and not the man. That was right enough, for half the magic of our Flying Corps was its freedom from advertisement. But the British Army knew all about him, and the men in the trenches used to discuss him as if he were a crack football-player. There was a very big German airman called Lensch, one of the Albatross heroes, who about the end of August claimed to have destroyed thirty-two Allied machines. Peter had then only seventeen planes to his credit, but he was rapidly increasing his score. Lensch was a mighty man of valour and a good sportsman after his fashion. He was amazingly quick at manœuvring his machine in the actual fight, but Peter was supposed to be better at forcing the kind of fight he wanted. Lensch, if you like, was the tactician and Peter the strategist. Anyhow the two were out to get each other. There were plenty of fellows who saw the campaign as a struggle not between Hun and Briton, but between Lensch and Pienaar.

By the end of August that year, Peter was one of the best-known figures in the Flying Corps. If the reports had used his name, he would have been a national hero, but he was just “Lieutenant Blank,” and the newspapers, which went on about his achievements, had to celebrate the Service, not the individual. That was fair enough, as half the appeal of our Flying Corps was its lack of self-promotion. But the British Army knew all about him, and the men in the trenches talked about him like he was a star football player. There was a well-known German airman named Lensch, one of the Albatross heroes, who claimed to have shot down thirty-two Allied planes by the end of August. At that time, Peter had only seventeen victories to his name, but he was quickly racking up more. Lensch was a formidable fighter and a decent athlete in his own right. He was incredibly fast at maneuvering his plane during battles, but Peter was considered better at getting into the fights he wanted. Lensch was, if you will, the tactician, while Peter was the strategist. In any case, both were out to get each other. Many viewed the conflict not as one between Germans and Brits, but between Lensch and Pienaar.

The 15th September came, and I got knocked out and went to hospital. When I was fit to read the papers again and receive letters, I found to my consternation that Peter had been downed. It happened at the end of October when the southwest gales badly handicapped our airwork. When our bombing or reconnaissance jobs behind the enemy lines were completed, instead of being able to glide back into safety, we had to fight our way home slowly against a head-wind exposed to Archies and Hun planes. Somewhere east of Bapaume on a return journey Peter fell in with Lensch—at least the German Press gave Lensch the credit. His petrol tank was shot to bits and he was forced to descend in a wood near Morchies. “The celebrated British airman, Pinner,” in the words of the German communiqué, was made prisoner.

The 15th of September arrived, and I got knocked out and ended up in the hospital. When I was well enough to read the papers again and receive letters, I was dismayed to find out that Peter had been taken down. This happened at the end of October when the strong southwest winds severely affected our flying. After completing our bombing or reconnaissance missions behind enemy lines, instead of being able to glide back to safety, we had to fight our way home slowly against a headwind, exposed to flak and enemy planes. Somewhere east of Bapaume on the way back, Peter ran into Lensch—at least that’s what the German press credited him with. His fuel tank was shot up, and he had to land in a woods near Morchies. “The celebrated British airman, Pinner,” according to the German communiqué, was taken prisoner.

I had no letter from him till the beginning of the New Year, when I was preparing to return to France. It was a very contented letter. He seemed to have been fairly well treated, though he had always a low standard of what he expected from the world in the way of comfort. I inferred that his captors had not identified in the brilliant airman the Dutch miscreant who a year before had broken out of a German jail. He had discovered the pleasures of reading and had perfected himself in an art which he had once practised indifferently. Somehow or other he had got a Pilgrim’s Progress, from which he seemed to extract enormous pleasure. And then at the end, quite casually, he mentioned that he had been badly wounded and that his left leg would never be much use again.

I didn’t hear from him until the start of the New Year when I was getting ready to head back to France. The letter was very cheerful. He seemed to have been treated fairly well, even though he always had low expectations for comfort from the world. I gathered that his captors hadn’t recognized the brilliant airman as the Dutch criminal who had escaped from a German prison a year earlier. He had discovered the joys of reading and had honed a skill he had once practiced poorly. Somehow, he had managed to get a Pilgrim’s Progress, from which he appeared to take great pleasure. Then, quite casually at the end, he mentioned that he had been seriously injured and that his left leg wouldn’t be much use anymore.

After that I got frequent letters, and I wrote to him every week and sent him every kind of parcel I could think of. His letters used to make me both ashamed and happy. I had always banked on old Peter, and here he was behaving like an early Christian martyr—never a word of complaint, and just as cheery as if it were a winter morning on the high veld and we were off to ride down springbok. I knew what the loss of a leg must mean to him, for bodily fitness had always been his pride. The rest of life must have unrolled itself before him very drab and dusty to the grave. But he wrote as if he were on the top of his form and kept commiserating me on the discomforts of my job. The picture of that patient, gentle old fellow, hobbling about his compound and puzzling over his Pilgrim’s Progress, a cripple for life after five months of blazing glory, would have stiffened the back of a jellyfish.

After that, I started getting letters from him regularly, and I wrote back every week, sending him all sorts of packages I could think of. His letters made me feel both ashamed and happy. I had always counted on old Peter, and here he was acting like an early Christian martyr—never a word of complaint and just as cheerful as if it were a winter morning on the high veld and we were getting ready to go out and hunt springbok. I knew what losing a leg must mean for him because being fit had always been his pride. The rest of his life must have looked pretty bleak and dusty to him. But he wrote as if he were at the top of his game and kept expressing sympathy for the challenges of my job. The image of that patient, gentle old guy, limping around his yard and struggling with his Pilgrim’s Progress, a lifelong cripple after five months of bright glory, would have straightened the spine of a jellyfish.

This last letter was horribly touching, for summer had come and the smell of the woods behind his prison reminded Peter of a place in the Woodbush, and one could read in every sentence the ache of exile. I sat on that stone wall and considered how trifling were the crumpled leaves in my bed of life compared with the thorns Peter and Blaikie had to lie on. I thought of Sandy far off in Mesopotamia, and old Blenkiron groaning with dyspepsia somewhere in America, and I considered that they were the kind of fellows who did their jobs without complaining. The result was that when I got up to go on I had recovered a manlier temper. I wasn’t going to shame my friends or pick and choose my duty. I would trust myself to Providence, for, as Blenkiron used to say, Providence was all right if you gave him a chance.

This last letter was incredibly moving because summer had arrived, and the scent of the woods behind his prison reminded Peter of a spot in the Woodbush. You could sense the pain of being away from home in every line. I sat on that stone wall and thought about how insignificant the crumpled leaves in my life felt compared to the thorns Peter and Blaikie had to endure. I remembered Sandy far away in Mesopotamia and old Blenkiron in America, struggling with his digestive issues, and realized they were the kind of guys who did their work without whining. As a result, when I stood up to move on, I felt more resolved. I wasn’t going to let my friends down or pick and choose my responsibilities. I would trust in fate because, as Blenkiron liked to say, fate was reliable if you gave it a chance.

It was not only Peter’s letter that steadied and calmed me. Isham stood high up in a fold of the hills away from the main valley, and the road I was taking brought me over the ridge and back to the stream-side. I climbed through great beechwoods, which seemed in the twilight like some green place far below the sea, and then over a short stretch of hill pasture to the rim of the vale. All about me were little fields enclosed with walls of grey stone and full of dim sheep. Below were dusky woods around what I took to be Fosse Manor, for the great Roman Fosse Way, straight as an arrow, passed over the hills to the south and skirted its grounds. I could see the stream slipping among its water-meadows and could hear the plash of the weir. A tiny village settled in a crook of the hill, and its church-tower sounded seven with a curiously sweet chime. Otherwise there was no noise but the twitter of small birds and the night wind in the tops of the beeches.

It wasn't just Peter's letter that steadied and calmed me. Isham was perched high up in a fold of the hills, away from the main valley, and the road I was traveling took me over the ridge and back to the stream's edge. I climbed through expansive beechwoods, which looked like a green place deep below the sea in the twilight, and then crossed a small stretch of hill pasture to the edge of the vale. All around me were small fields bordered by grey stone walls, filled with indistinct sheep. Below were dark woods surrounding what I assumed was Fosse Manor, since the great Roman Fosse Way, straight as an arrow, crossed over the hills to the south and ran alongside its grounds. I could see the stream meandering through its water-meadows and could hear the sound of the weir. A tiny village nestled in a bend of the hill, and its church tower chimed seven with a strangely sweet ring. Other than that, there was only the chirping of small birds and the night wind rustling through the tops of the beeches.

In that moment I had a kind of revelation. I had a vision of what I had been fighting for, what we all were fighting for. It was peace, deep and holy and ancient, peace older than the oldest wars, peace which would endure when all our swords were hammered into ploughshares. It was more; for in that hour England first took hold of me. Before my country had been South Africa, and when I thought of home it had been the wide sun-steeped spaces of the veld or some scented glen of the Berg. But now I realised that I had a new home. I understood what a precious thing this little England was, how old and kindly and comforting, how wholly worth striving for. The freedom of an acre of her soil was cheaply bought by the blood of the best of us. I knew what it meant to be a poet, though for the life of me I could not have made a line of verse. For in that hour I had a prospect as if from a hilltop which made all the present troubles of the road seem of no account. I saw not only victory after war, but a new and happier world after victory, when I should inherit something of this English peace and wrap myself in it till the end of my days.

In that moment, I experienced a kind of revelation. I had a vision of what I had been fighting for, what we all were fighting for. It was peace, deep and sacred and ancient, peace older than the oldest wars, peace that would last when all our swords were turned into ploughshares. It was more; for in that hour, England truly became a part of me. Before, my home had been South Africa, and when I thought of home, it had been the vast sun-soaked expanses of the veld or some fragrant glen of the Berg. But now I realized that I had a new home. I understood what a precious thing this little England was, how old, kind, and comforting, how completely worth striving for. The freedom of an acre of her soil was cheaply paid for by the blood of the best among us. I knew what it meant to be a poet, even though I couldn't write a single line of verse. For in that hour, I had a perspective as if from a hilltop that made all the current troubles of the journey seem insignificant. I saw not just victory after war, but a new and happier world after victory, when I would inherit some of this English peace and be wrapped in it until the end of my days.

Very humbly and quietly, like a man walking through a cathedral, I went down the hill to the Manor lodge, and came to a door in an old red-brick façade, smothered in magnolias which smelt like hot lemons in the June dusk. The car from the inn had brought on my baggage, and presently I was dressing in a room which looked out on a water-garden. For the first time for more than a year I put on a starched shirt and a dinner-jacket, and as I dressed I could have sung from pure lightheartedness. I was in for some arduous job, and sometime that evening in that place I should get my marching orders. Someone would arrive—perhaps Bullivant—and read me the riddle. But whatever it was, I was ready for it, for my whole being had found a new purpose. Living in the trenches, you are apt to get your horizon narrowed down to the front line of enemy barbed wire on one side and the nearest rest billets on the other. But now I seemed to see beyond the fog to a happy country.

Very humbly and quietly, like a man walking through a cathedral, I went down the hill to the Manor lodge and came to a door in an old red-brick façade, covered in magnolias that smelled like hot lemons in the June dusk. The car from the inn had brought my luggage, and soon I was getting dressed in a room that overlooked a water garden. For the first time in more than a year, I put on a starched shirt and a dinner jacket, and as I got ready, I felt like singing from pure lightheartedness. I was about to take on some tough job, and sometime that evening in that place, I would receive my marching orders. Someone would arrive—maybe Bullivant—and explain the situation. But whatever it was, I was ready for it, as my whole being had found a new purpose. Living in the trenches tends to narrow your perspective to the enemy barbed wire on one side and the closest rest areas on the other. But now, I felt like I could see beyond the fog to a happy place.

High-pitched voices greeted my ears as I came down the broad staircase, voices which scarcely accorded with the panelled walls and the austere family portraits; and when I found my hostesses in the hall I thought their looks still less in keeping with the house. Both ladies were on the wrong side of forty, but their dress was that of young girls. Miss Doria Wymondham was tall and thin with a mass of nondescript pale hair confined by a black velvet fillet. Miss Claire Wymondham was shorter and plumper and had done her best by ill-applied cosmetics to make herself look like a foreign demi-mondaine. They greeted me with the friendly casualness which I had long ago discovered was the right English manner towards your guests; as if they had just strolled in and billeted themselves, and you were quite glad to see them but mustn’t be asked to trouble yourself further. The next second they were cooing like pigeons round a picture which a young man was holding up in the lamplight.

High-pitched voices greeted me as I walked down the wide staircase, voices that hardly matched the elegant panelled walls and the serious family portraits. When I found my hostesses in the hall, I thought their appearance was even less suited to the house. Both women were past forty but dressed like young girls. Miss Doria Wymondham was tall and slim, with a mass of plain pale hair pulled back by a black velvet headband. Miss Claire Wymondham was shorter and curvier, trying her best with poorly applied makeup to look like an exotic demi-mondaine. They welcomed me with the friendly casualness that I had learned was the typical English way to treat guests; as if they had just popped in and made themselves at home, and while I was happy to see them, I shouldn’t have to go out of my way. In the next moment, they were cooing like pigeons around a picture that a young man was holding up in the lamplight.

He was a tallish, lean fellow of round about thirty years, wearing grey flannels and shoes dusty from the country roads. His thin face was sallow as if from living indoors, and he had rather more hair on his head than most of us. In the glow of the lamp his features were very clear, and I examined them with interest, for, remember, I was expecting a stranger to give me orders. He had a long, rather strong chin and an obstinate mouth with peevish lines about its corners. But the remarkable feature was his eyes. I can best describe them by saying that they looked hot—not fierce or angry, but so restless that they seemed to ache physically and to want sponging with cold water.

He was a tall, lean guy around thirty years old, wearing grey slacks and shoes that were dusty from the country roads. His thin face looked sallow, like he spent too much time indoors, and he had more hair on his head than most of us. In the lamp's glow, his features were very clear, and I studied them with interest, because I was expecting a stranger to give me orders. He had a long, strong chin and a stubborn mouth with irritable lines at the corners. But the most striking feature was his eyes. I can best describe them by saying they looked hot—not fierce or angry, but so restless that they seemed to ache and needed to be cooled down with cold water.

They finished their talk about the picture—which was couched in a jargon of which I did not understand one word—and Miss Doria turned to me and the young man.

They wrapped up their conversation about the picture, which was filled with jargon I didn’t understand at all, and Miss Doria turned to me and the young man.

“My cousin Launcelot Wake—Mr Brand.”

“My cousin Launcelot Wake—Mr. Brand.”

We nodded stiffly and Mr Wake’s hand went up to smooth his hair in a self-conscious gesture.

We nodded awkwardly, and Mr. Wake raised his hand to fix his hair in a self-conscious way.

“Has Barnard announced dinner? By the way, where is Mary?”

“Has Barnard said when dinner is? By the way, where's Mary?”

“She came in five minutes ago and I sent her to change,” said Miss Claire. “I won’t have her spoiling the evening with that horrid uniform. She may masquerade as she likes out-of-doors, but this house is for civilised people.”

“She came in five minutes ago and I sent her to change,” said Miss Claire. “I won’t have her ruining the evening with that awful uniform. She can dress however she wants outside, but this house is for civilized people.”

The butler appeared and mumbled something. “Come along,” cried Miss Doria, “for I’m sure you are starving, Mr Brand. And Launcelot has bicycled ten miles.”

The butler showed up and mumbled something. “Come on,” shouted Miss Doria, “I know you’re starving, Mr. Brand. And Launcelot has biked ten miles.”

The dining-room was very unlike the hall. The panelling had been stripped off, and the walls and ceiling were covered with a dead-black satiny paper on which hung the most monstrous pictures in large dull-gold frames. I could only see them dimly, but they seemed to be a mere riot of ugly colour. The young man nodded towards them. “I see you have got the Dégousses hung at last,” he said.

The dining room was completely different from the hall. The paneling had been removed, and the walls and ceiling were covered with a flat black satin paper that displayed the most hideous paintings in large, dull gold frames. I could only make them out vaguely, but they looked like a chaotic mess of unpleasant colors. The young man gestured to them. “I see you finally got the Dégousses hung up,” he said.

“How exquisite they are!” cried Miss Claire. “How subtle and candid and brave! Doria and I warm our souls at their flame.”

“How beautiful they are!” exclaimed Miss Claire. “How nuanced, honest, and courageous! Doria and I kindle our spirits at their fire.”

Some aromatic wood had been burned in the room, and there was a queer sickly scent about. Everything in that place was strained and uneasy and abnormal—the candle shades on the table, the mass of faked china fruit in the centre dish, the gaudy hangings and the nightmarish walls. But the food was magnificent. It was the best dinner I had eaten since 1914.

Some fragrant wood had been burned in the room, and there was an odd, sickly smell in the air. Everything in that place felt tense and uncomfortable and weird—the candle shades on the table, the pile of fake china fruit in the center dish, the flashy decorations, and the eerie walls. But the food was amazing. It was the best dinner I had eaten since 1914.

“Tell me, Mr Brand,” said Miss Doria, her long white face propped on a much-beringed hand. “You are one of us? You are in revolt against this crazy war?”

“Tell me, Mr. Brand,” said Miss Doria, her long pale face resting on a hand full of rings. “Are you one of us? Are you rebelling against this insane war?”

“Why, yes,” I said, remembering my part. “I think a little common-sense would settle it right away.”

“Sure,” I replied, recalling my role. “I believe some common sense would clear this up immediately.”

“With a little common-sense it would never have started,” said Mr Wake.

“With a little common sense, it would never have started,” said Mr. Wake.

“Launcelot’s a C.O., you know,” said Miss Doria.

“Launcelot’s a C.O., you know,” said Miss Doria.

I did not know, for he did not look any kind of soldier.... I was just about to ask him what he commanded, when I remembered that the letters stood also for “Conscientious Objector,” and stopped in time.

I didn't know, because he didn't look like any kind of soldier at all. I was just about to ask him what he was in charge of when I remembered that the letters also stood for “Conscientious Objector,” and I stopped myself just in time.

At that moment someone slipped into the vacant seat on my right hand. I turned and saw the V.A.D. girl who had brought tea to Blaikie that afternoon at the hospital.

At that moment, someone sat down in the empty seat to my right. I turned and saw the V.A.D. girl who had brought tea to Blaikie that afternoon at the hospital.

“He was exempted by his Department,” the lady went on, “for he’s a Civil Servant, and so he never had a chance of testifying in court, but no one has done better work for our cause. He is on the committee of the L.D.A., and questions have been asked about him in Parliament.”

“He was exempted by his Department,” the lady continued, “because he’s a Civil Servant, so he never had the opportunity to testify in court, but no one has done better work for our cause. He is on the committee of the L.D.A., and questions have been raised about him in Parliament.”

The man was not quite comfortable at this biography. He glanced nervously at me and was going to begin some kind of explanation, when Miss Doria cut him short. “Remember our rule, Launcelot. No turgid war controversy within these walls.”

The man wasn't really comfortable with this biography. He glanced at me anxiously and was about to give some sort of explanation when Miss Doria interrupted him. “Remember our rule, Launcelot. No heavy war debates in here.”

I agreed with her. The war had seemed closely knit to the summer landscape for all its peace, and to the noble old chambers of the Manor. But in that demented modish dining-room it was shriekingly incongruous.

I agreed with her. The war had felt intertwined with the summer scenery despite its serenity, and with the grand old rooms of the Manor. But in that ridiculously trendy dining room, it was shockingly out of place.

Then they spoke of other things. Mostly of pictures or common friends, and a little of books. They paid no heed to me, which was fortunate, for I know nothing about these matters and didn’t understand half the language. But once Miss Doria tried to bring me in. They were talking about some Russian novel—a name like Leprous Souls—and she asked me if I had read it. By a curious chance I had. It had drifted somehow into our dug-out on the Scarpe, and after we had all stuck in the second chapter it had disappeared in the mud to which it naturally belonged. The lady praised its “poignancy” and “grave beauty.” I assented and congratulated myself on my second escape—for if the question had been put to me I should have described it as God-forgotten twaddle.

Then they chatted about other topics. Mostly about movies or mutual friends, and a bit about books. They didn’t pay any attention to me, which was lucky because I know nothing about these subjects and didn’t get half of what they were saying. But once Miss Doria tried to include me. They were discussing some Russian novel—something like Leprous Souls—and she asked if I had read it. By a strange coincidence, I had. It somehow ended up in our dugout on the Scarpe, and after we all got through the second chapter, it vanished into the mud where it clearly belonged. The lady praised its “poignancy” and “grave beauty.” I agreed and congratulated myself on dodging a bullet—because if she had really asked me, I would have called it forgettable nonsense.

I turned to the girl, who welcomed me with a smile. I had thought her pretty in her V.A.D. dress, but now, in a filmy black gown and with her hair no longer hidden by a cap, she was the most ravishing thing you ever saw. And I observed something else. There was more than good looks in her young face. Her broad, low brow and her laughing eyes were amazingly intelligent. She had an uncanny power of making her eyes go suddenly grave and deep, like a glittering river narrowing into a pool.

I turned to the girl, and she greeted me with a smile. I had thought she was pretty in her V.A.D. uniform, but now, in a sheer black dress and with her hair free from a cap, she was the most stunning thing you could ever see. And I noticed something else. There was more than just good looks in her young face. Her wide, low forehead and her sparkling eyes were incredibly sharp. She had an uncanny ability to make her eyes suddenly serious and profound, like a shimmering river tapering into a still pool.

“We shall never be introduced,” she said, “so let me reveal myself. I’m Mary Lamington and these are my aunts.... Did you really like Leprous Souls?

“We will never be introduced,” she said, “so let me introduce myself. I’m Mary Lamington and these are my aunts.... Did you actually like Leprous Souls?

It was easy enough to talk to her. And oddly enough her mere presence took away the oppression I had felt in that room. For she belonged to the out-of-doors and to the old house and to the world at large. She belonged to the war, and to that happier world beyond it—a world which must be won by going through the struggle and not by shirking it, like those two silly ladies.

It was easy to talk to her. Strangely, her presence lifted the heaviness I felt in that room. She was part of the outdoors, the old house, and the wider world. She was connected to the war and to a happier world beyond it—a world that had to be achieved by facing the struggle, not by avoiding it, like those two foolish ladies.

I could see Wake’s eyes often on the girl, while he boomed and oraculated and the Misses Wymondham prattled. Presently the conversation seemed to leave the flowery paths of art and to verge perilously near forbidden topics. He began to abuse our generals in the field. I could not choose but listen. Miss Lamington’s brows were slightly bent, as if in disapproval, and my own temper began to rise.

I could see Wake’s eyes often on the girl, while he loudly spoke and made grand statements and the Misses Wymondham chatted away. Soon, the conversation seemed to stray away from the pleasant subjects of art and edged dangerously close to taboo topics. He started criticizing our generals in the field. I couldn’t help but listen. Miss Lamington’s brows were slightly furrowed, as if in disapproval, and my own temper began to flare.

He had every kind of idiotic criticism—incompetence, faint-heartedness, corruption. Where he got the stuff I can’t imagine, for the most grousing Tommy, with his leave stopped, never put together such balderdash. Worst of all he asked me to agree with him.

He faced all sorts of ridiculous criticism—ineptitude, cowardice, dishonesty. I can't imagine where he got those ideas, since even the most whiny Tommy, when he was off duty, never came up with such nonsense. Worst of all, he wanted me to agree with him.

It took all my sense of discipline. “I don’t know much about the subject,” I said, “but out in South Africa I did hear that the British leading was the weak point. I expect there’s a good deal in what you say.”

It took all my self-control. “I don’t know much about this topic,” I said, “but out in South Africa, I heard that the British leadership was the weak spot. I guess there’s some truth to what you’re saying.”

It may have been fancy, but the girl at my side seemed to whisper “Well done!”

It might have been fancy, but the girl next to me seemed to whisper, "Nice job!"

Wake and I did not remain long behind before joining the ladies; I purposely cut it short, for I was in mortal fear lest I should lose my temper and spoil everything. I stood up with my back against the mantelpiece for as long as a man may smoke a cigarette, and I let him yarn to me, while I looked steadily at his face. By this time I was very clear that Wake was not the fellow to give me my instructions. He wasn’t playing a game. He was a perfectly honest crank, but not a fanatic, for he wasn’t sure of himself. He had somehow lost his self-respect and was trying to argue himself back into it. He had considerable brains, for the reasons he gave for differing from most of his countrymen were good so far as they went. I shouldn’t have cared to take him on in public argument. If you had told me about such a fellow a week before I should have been sick at the thought of him. But now I didn’t dislike him. I was bored by him and I was also tremendously sorry for him. You could see he was as restless as a hen.

Wake and I didn’t stay behind for long before joining the ladies; I intentionally cut it short because I was scared I’d lose my temper and ruin everything. I leaned against the mantelpiece for as long as it takes to smoke a cigarette, letting him talk while I stared at his face. By this point, I was pretty sure Wake wasn’t the guy to give me my instructions. He wasn’t playing a game. He was a completely honest oddball, but not a fanatic, since he wasn’t confident in himself. He had somehow lost his self-respect and was trying to convince himself to regain it. He was quite smart, as the reasons he gave for disagreeing with most of his countrymen were valid to a point. I wouldn’t have wanted to debate him in public. If you had told me about such a person a week earlier, I would have been frustrated just thinking about him. But now, I didn’t dislike him. I was bored by him, and I felt really sorry for him. You could tell he was as restless as a hen.

When we went back to the hall he announced that he must get on the road, and commandeered Miss Lamington to help him find his bicycle. It appeared he was staying at an inn a dozen miles off for a couple of days’ fishing, and the news somehow made me like him better. Presently the ladies of the house departed to bed for their beauty sleep and I was left to my own devices.

When we returned to the hall, he said he had to hit the road and enlisted Miss Lamington to help him find his bike. It turned out he was staying at an inn about twelve miles away for a couple of days of fishing, and somehow that made me like him more. Soon, the women of the house went to bed for their beauty sleep, and I was left to my own devices.

For some time I sat smoking in the hall wondering when the messenger would arrive. It was getting late and there seemed to be no preparation in the house to receive anybody. The butler came in with a tray of drinks and I asked him if he expected another guest that night.

For a while, I sat in the hall, smoking and thinking about when the messenger would show up. It was getting late, and there didn't seem to be any preparations in the house to welcome anyone. The butler came in with a tray of drinks, and I asked him if he was expecting another guest that night.

“I ’adn’t ’eard of it, sir,” was his answer. “There ’asn’t been a telegram that I know of, and I ’ave received no instructions.”

“I hadn't heard of it, sir,” was his answer. “There hasn't been a telegram that I know of, and I have received no instructions.”

I lit my pipe and sat for twenty minutes reading a weekly paper. Then I got up and looked at the family portraits. The moon coming through the lattice invited me out-of-doors as a cure for my anxiety. It was after eleven o’clock, and I was still without any knowledge of my next step. It is a maddening business to be screwed up for an unpleasant job and to have the wheels of the confounded thing tarry.

I lit my pipe and sat for twenty minutes reading a weekly magazine. Then I got up and looked at the family portraits. The moon shining through the lattice called me outside to ease my anxiety. It was past eleven o’clock, and I still had no idea what my next move should be. It’s incredibly frustrating to be all worked up for a tough job and to have everything stall.

Outside the house beyond a flagged terrace the lawn fell away, white in the moonshine, to the edge of the stream, which here had expanded into a miniature lake. By the water’s edge was a little formal garden with grey stone parapets which now gleamed like dusky marble. Great wafts of scent rose from it, for the lilacs were scarcely over and the may was in full blossom. Out from the shade of it came suddenly a voice like a nightingale.

Outside the house, beyond a paved terrace, the lawn sloped down, glowing white in the moonlight, to the edge of the stream, which had widened here into a small lake. At the water’s edge was a little formal garden with gray stone walls that now shone like dark marble. Powerful scents wafted up from it, as the lilacs were barely finished blooming and the hawthorn was in full blossom. Suddenly, from the shade of the garden, a voice like a nightingale emerged.

It was singing the old song “Cherry Ripe”, a common enough thing which I had chiefly known from barrel-organs. But heard in the scented moonlight it seemed to hold all the lingering magic of an elder England and of this hallowed countryside. I stepped inside the garden bounds and saw the head of the girl Mary.

It was singing the old song “Cherry Ripe,” something I mostly recognized from barrel organs. But in the fragrant moonlight, it felt like it carried all the enchanting essence of an ancient England and this cherished countryside. I stepped inside the garden and saw the girl Mary’s head.

She was conscious of my presence, for she turned towards me.

She noticed I was there because she turned to face me.

“I was coming to look for you,” she said, “now that the house is quiet. I have something to say to you, General Hannay.”

“I was looking for you,” she said, “now that the house is quiet. I have something to tell you, General Hannay.”

She knew my name and must be somehow in the business. The thought entranced me.

She knew my name and was probably involved in the business somehow. The thought fascinated me.

“Thank God I can speak to you freely,” I cried. “Who and what are you—living in that house in that kind of company?”

“Thank God I can talk to you openly,” I exclaimed. “Who are you and what are you doing living in that house with those people?”

“My good aunts!” She laughed softly. “They talk a great deal about their souls, but they really mean their nerves. Why, they are what you call my camouflage, and a very good one too.”

“My good aunts!” She laughed softly. “They talk a lot about their souls, but what they really mean is their nerves. They’re what you’d call my camouflage, and a pretty good one at that.”

“And that cadaverous young prig?”

“And that pale young jerk?”

“Poor Launcelot! Yes—camouflage too—perhaps something a little more. You must not judge him too harshly.”

“Poor Launcelot! Yeah—some disguise too—maybe something a bit more. Don’t judge him too harshly.”

“But ... but—” I did not know how to put it, and stammered in my eagerness. “How can I tell that you are the right person for me to speak to? You see I am under orders, and I have got none about you.”

“But ... but—” I didn't know how to say it, and I stuttered in my excitement. “How can I know that you're the right person for me to talk to? You see, I'm under instructions, and I haven't got any about you.”

“I will give you proof,” she said. “Three days ago Sir Walter Bullivant and Mr Macgillivray told you to come here tonight and to wait here for further instructions. You met them in the little smoking-room at the back of the Rota Club. You were bidden take the name of Cornelius Brand, and turn yourself from a successful general into a pacifist South African engineer. Is that correct?”

“I’ll give you proof,” she said. “Three days ago, Sir Walter Bullivant and Mr. Macgillivray told you to come here tonight and wait for further instructions. You met them in the small smoking room at the back of the Rota Club. They asked you to assume the name Cornelius Brand and transform yourself from a successful general into a pacifist South African engineer. Is that right?”

“Perfectly.”

"Perfect."

“You have been restless all evening looking for the messenger to give you these instructions. Set your mind at ease. No messenger is coming. You will get your orders from me.”

“You’ve been anxious all evening waiting for the messenger to give you these instructions. Calm down. No messenger is coming. You’ll get your orders from me.”

“I could not take them from a more welcome source,” I said.

"I couldn't take them from a more welcoming source," I said.

“Very prettily put. If you want further credentials I can tell you much about your own doings in the past three years. I can explain to you who don’t need the explanation, every step in the business of the Black Stone. I think I could draw a pretty accurate map of your journey to Erzerum. You have a letter from Peter Pienaar in your pocket—I can tell you its contents. Are you willing to trust me?”

“Very nicely said. If you want more proof, I can tell you a lot about what you've been up to in the past three years. I can explain, even to those who don't need the explanation, every detail in the Black Stone affair. I think I could draw a pretty accurate map of your trip to Erzerum. You have a letter from Peter Pienaar in your pocket—I can tell you what it says. Are you willing to trust me?”

“With all my heart,” I said.

“With all my heart,” I said.

“Good. Then my first order will try you pretty hard. For I have no orders to give you except to bid you go and steep yourself in a particular kind of life. Your first duty is to get ‘atmosphere’, as your friend Peter used to say. Oh, I will tell you where to go and how to behave. But I can’t bid you do anything, only live idly with open eyes and ears till you have got the ‘feel’ of the situation.”

“Great. Then my first task will challenge you quite a bit. I don’t have any specific instructions for you except to immerse yourself in a certain kind of life. Your main responsibility is to grasp the ‘atmosphere,’ as your friend Peter used to put it. I’ll guide you on where to go and how to act. But I can’t tell you to do anything, just to live leisurely with your eyes and ears wide open until you’ve got the ‘feel’ of the situation.”

She stopped and laid a hand on my arm.

She paused and placed a hand on my arm.

“It won’t be easy. It would madden me, and it will be a far heavier burden for a man like you. You have got to sink down deep into the life of the half-baked, the people whom this war hasn’t touched or has touched in the wrong way, the people who split hairs all day and are engrossed in what you and I would call selfish little fads. Yes. People like my aunts and Launcelot, only for the most part in a different social grade. You won’t live in an old manor like this, but among gimcrack little ‘arty’ houses. You will hear everything you regard as sacred laughed at and condemned, and every kind of nauseous folly acclaimed, and you must hold your tongue and pretend to agree. You will have nothing in the world to do except to let the life soak into you, and, as I have said, keep your eyes and ears open.”

“It won’t be easy. It will drive me crazy, and it will be an even heavier burden for someone like you. You need to really dig into the lives of the clueless, the people whom this war hasn’t affected or has affected in the wrong way, the ones who focus on trivial details all day and are obsessed with what you and I would call selfish little trends. Yes. People like my aunts and Launcelot, but mostly from a different social class. You won’t live in an old manor like this, but in cheap little ‘arty’ houses. You’ll hear everything you consider sacred being laughed at and condemned, while all kinds of disgusting nonsense are praised, and you have to keep quiet and pretend to agree. You won’t have anything else to do except absorb the life around you, and, as I said, keep your eyes and ears open.”

“But you must give me some clue as to what I should be looking for?”

“But you have to give me some hint about what I should be looking for?”

“My orders are to give you none. Our chiefs—yours and mine—want you to go where you are going without any kind of parti pris. Remember we are still in the intelligence stage of the affair. The time hasn’t yet come for a plan of campaign, and still less for action.”

“My instructions are to provide you with none. Our leaders—yours and mine—want you to proceed to your destination without any kind of parti pris. Keep in mind that we are still gathering information on the situation. The time for planning a strategy hasn’t arrived yet, and even less so for taking action.”

“Tell me one thing,” I said. “Is it a really big thing we’re after?”

“Tell me one thing,” I said. “Is it a really big deal we’re going after?”

“A—really—big—thing,” she said slowly and very gravely. “You and I and some hundred others are hunting the most dangerous man in all the world. Till we succeed everything that Britain does is crippled. If we fail or succeed too late the Allies may never win the victory which is their right. I will tell you one thing to cheer you. It is in some sort a race against time, so your purgatory won’t endure too long.”

“A—really—big—thing,” she said slowly and very seriously. “You, me, and about a hundred others are after the most dangerous man in the world. Until we succeed, everything Britain does is hampered. If we fail or succeed too late, the Allies may never win the victory that is rightfully theirs. I’ll tell you one thing to lift your spirits. It’s kind of a race against time, so your purgatory won’t last too long.”

I was bound to obey, and she knew it, for she took my willingness for granted.

I had to obey, and she was aware of it, so she assumed I would go along with it.

From a little gold satchel she selected a tiny box, and opening it extracted a thing like a purple wafer with a white St Andrew’s Cross on it.

From a small gold pouch, she took out a tiny box, and opening it, she pulled out something that looked like a purple wafer with a white St. Andrew’s Cross on it.

“What kind of watch have you? Ah, a hunter. Paste that inside the lid. Some day you may be called on to show it.... One other thing. Buy tomorrow a copy of the Pilgrim’s Progress and get it by heart. You will receive letters and messages some day and the style of our friends is apt to be reminiscent of John Bunyan.... The car will be at the door tomorrow to catch the ten-thirty, and I will give you the address of the rooms that have been taken for you.... Beyond that I have nothing to say, except to beg you to play the part well and keep your temper. You behaved very nicely at dinner.”

“What kind of watch do you have? Ah, a hunter. Write that inside the lid. One day you might need to show it.... One more thing. Buy a copy of the Pilgrim’s Progress tomorrow and memorize it. You'll get letters and messages in the future, and the way our friends write tends to remind me of John Bunyan.... The car will be at the door tomorrow to catch the ten-thirty, and I’ll give you the address of the rooms we’ve booked for you.... Other than that, I have nothing more to say, except to ask you to play your part well and keep your cool. You did really well at dinner.”

I asked one last question as we said good night in the hall. “Shall I see you again?”

I asked one last question as we said good night in the hallway. “Will I see you again?”

“Soon, and often,” was the answer. “Remember we are colleagues.”

“Soon, and often,” was the reply. “Remember, we’re colleagues.”

I went upstairs feeling extraordinarily comforted. I had a perfectly beastly time ahead of me, but now it was all glorified and coloured with the thought of the girl who had sung “Cherry Ripe” in the garden. I commended the wisdom of that old serpent Bullivant in the choice of his intermediary, for I’m hanged if I would have taken such orders from anyone else.

I went upstairs feeling really comforted. I had a pretty awful time ahead of me, but right now it all felt brighter and more colorful because of the girl who sang “Cherry Ripe” in the garden. I admired the cleverness of that old serpent Bullivant in picking his go-between, because I definitely wouldn’t have taken orders from anyone else.

CHAPTER II
“The Village Named Morality”

Up on the high veld our rivers are apt to be strings of pools linked by muddy trickles—the most stagnant kind of watercourse you would look for in a day’s journey. But presently they reach the edge of the plateau and are tossed down into the flats in noble ravines, and roll thereafter in full and sounding currents to the sea. So with the story I am telling. It began in smooth reaches, as idle as a mill-pond; yet the day soon came when I was in the grip of a torrent, flung breathless from rock to rock by a destiny which I could not control. But for the present I was in a backwater, no less than the Garden City of Biggleswick, where Mr Cornelius Brand, a South African gentleman visiting England on holiday, lodged in a pair of rooms in the cottage of Mr Tancred Jimson.

Up on the high plateau, our rivers often look like chains of pools connected by muddy trickles—the most stagnant kind of watercourse you could find in a day's journey. But soon they reach the edge of the plateau and cascade down into the flats in impressive ravines, flowing in full and lively currents to the sea. The story I’m telling is similar. It started in calm stretches, as still as a mill pond; yet the day came when I was caught in a rush, thrown breathlessly from rock to rock by a fate I couldn’t control. But for now, I was in a quiet backwater, specifically in the Garden City of Biggleswick, where Mr. Cornelius Brand, a South African gentleman on holiday in England, was staying in a pair of rooms in Mr. Tancred Jimson's cottage.

The house—or “home” as they preferred to name it at Biggleswick—was one of some two hundred others which ringed a pleasant Midland common. It was badly built and oddly furnished; the bed was too short, the windows did not fit, the doors did not stay shut; but it was as clean as soap and water and scrubbing could make it. The three-quarters of an acre of garden were mainly devoted to the culture of potatoes, though under the parlour window Mrs Jimson had a plot of sweet-smelling herbs, and lines of lank sunflowers fringed the path that led to the front door. It was Mrs Jimson who received me as I descended from the station fly—a large red woman with hair bleached by constant exposure to weather, clad in a gown which, both in shape and material, seemed to have been modelled on a chintz curtain. She was a good kindly soul, and as proud as Punch of her house.

The house—or “home” as they liked to call it at Biggleswick—was one of about two hundred others that surrounded a nice Midland common. It was poorly built and strangely furnished; the bed was too short, the windows didn’t fit, and the doors wouldn’t stay shut; but it was as clean as soap and water and scrubbing could make it. The three-quarters of an acre garden mostly grew potatoes, though under the living room window, Mrs. Jimson had a patch of fragrant herbs, and tall sunflowers lined the path to the front door. It was Mrs. Jimson who greeted me as I got out of the station cab—a large, red-faced woman with hair bleached from constant sun exposure, dressed in a gown that looked like it was made from a chintz curtain. She was a kind-hearted person and as proud as could be of her home.

“We follow the simple life here, Mr Brand,” she said. “You must take us as you find us.”

“We live a simple life here, Mr. Brand,” she said. “You have to accept us as we are.”

I assured her that I asked for nothing better, and as I unpacked in my fresh little bedroom with a west wind blowing in at the window I considered that I had seen worse quarters.

I told her that I wouldn't want anything more, and as I unpacked in my nice little bedroom with a west wind blowing in through the window, I thought about how I had been in worse places.

I had bought in London a considerable number of books, for I thought that, as I would have time on my hands, I might as well do something about my education. They were mostly English classics, whose names I knew but which I had never read, and they were all in a little flat-backed series at a shilling apiece. I arranged them on top of a chest of drawers, but I kept the Pilgrim’s Progress beside my bed, for that was one of my working tools and I had to get it by heart.

I had bought a good number of books in London because I figured that since I would have some free time, I might as well focus on my education. They were mostly English classics that I had heard of but never read, and they all came in a small flat-backed series for a shilling each. I placed them on top of a chest of drawers, but I kept the Pilgrim’s Progress by my bed since that was one of my essential books and I needed to memorize it.

Mrs Jimson, who came in while I was unpacking to see if the room was to my liking, approved my taste. At our midday dinner she wanted to discuss books with me, and was so full of her own knowledge that I was able to conceal my ignorance.

Mrs. Jimson walked in while I was unpacking to check if the room was to my liking and said she liked my taste. During our lunch, she wanted to talk about books with me, and she was so confident in her own knowledge that I could hide my ignorance.

“We are all labouring to express our personalities,” she informed me. “Have you found your medium, Mr Brand? is it to be the pen or the pencil? Or perhaps it is music? You have the brow of an artist, the frontal ‘bar of Michelangelo’, you remember!”

“We're all working to express who we are,” she told me. “Have you found your way, Mr. Brand? Is it with the pen or the pencil? Or maybe it's through music? You have the look of an artist, the classic ‘forehead of Michelangelo,’ remember!”

I told her that I concluded I would try literature, but before writing anything I would read a bit more.

I told her that I decided to try writing literature, but before I wrote anything, I would read a little more.

It was a Saturday, so Jimson came back from town in the early afternoon. He was a managing clerk in some shipping office, but you wouldn’t have guessed it from his appearance. His city clothes were loose dark-grey flannels, a soft collar, an orange tie, and a soft black hat. His wife went down the road to meet him, and they returned hand-in-hand, swinging their arms like a couple of schoolchildren. He had a skimpy red beard streaked with grey, and mild blue eyes behind strong glasses. He was the most friendly creature in the world, full of rapid questions, and eager to make me feel one of the family. Presently he got into a tweed Norfolk jacket, and started to cultivate his garden. I took off my coat and lent him a hand, and when he stopped to rest from his labours—which was every five minutes, for he had no kind of physique—he would mop his brow and rub his spectacles and declaim about the good smell of the earth and the joy of getting close to Nature.

It was a Saturday, so Jimson got back from town in the early afternoon. He worked as a managing clerk in a shipping office, but you wouldn't have guessed it by his looks. He wore loose dark-grey pants, a soft collared shirt, an orange tie, and a soft black hat. His wife walked down the road to meet him, and they returned hand-in-hand, swinging their arms like a couple of schoolkids. He had a thin red beard with streaks of grey and gentle blue eyes behind thick glasses. He was the friendliest person in the world, full of quick questions, and eager to make me feel part of the family. Eventually, he put on a tweed Norfolk jacket and started to tend to his garden. I took off my coat and helped him out, and when he took breaks from his work—which was every five minutes since he didn’t have much of a physique—he would wipe his brow, adjust his glasses, and talk about the lovely smell of the earth and the joy of connecting with Nature.

Once he looked at my big brown hands and muscular arms with a kind of wistfulness. “You are one of the doers, Mr Brand,” he said, “and I could find it in my heart to envy you. You have seen Nature in wild forms in far countries. Some day I hope you will tell us about your life. I must be content with my little corner, but happily there are no territorial limits for the mind. This modest dwelling is a watch-tower from which I look over all the world.”

Once he looked at my big brown hands and muscular arms with a touch of longing. “You’re one of the doers, Mr. Brand,” he said, “and I could genuinely envy you. You’ve experienced nature in its wild forms in distant lands. I hope one day you’ll share your stories with us. I have to be okay with my little corner, but thankfully, there are no limits for the mind. This simple home is a lookout point from which I can see the whole world.”

After that he took me for a walk. We met parties of returning tennis-players and here and there a golfer. There seemed to be an abundance of young men, mostly rather weedy-looking, but with one or two well-grown ones who should have been fighting. The names of some of them Jimson mentioned with awe. An unwholesome youth was Aronson, the great novelist; a sturdy, bristling fellow with a fierce moustache was Letchford, the celebrated leader-writer of the Critic. Several were pointed out to me as artists who had gone one better than anybody else, and a vast billowy creature was described as the leader of the new Orientalism in England. I noticed that these people, according to Jimson, were all “great”, and that they all dabbled in something “new”. There were quantities of young women, too, most of them rather badly dressed and inclining to untidy hair. And there were several decent couples taking the air like house-holders of an evening all the world over. Most of these last were Jimson’s friends, to whom he introduced me. They were his own class—modest folk, who sought for a coloured background to their prosaic city lives and found it in this odd settlement.

After that, he took me for a walk. We ran into groups of tennis players coming back and a few golfers here and there. There seemed to be plenty of young men, mostly on the scrawny side, but there were one or two well-built ones who looked like they should have been in a fight. Some of the names Jimson mentioned with respect. There was Aronson, the not-so-great novelist, and a sturdy, tough-looking guy with a bushy mustache named Letchford, who was the famous lead writer for the Critic. Several others were pointed out to me as artists who had surpassed everyone else, and a large, flamboyant person was described as the leader of the new Orientalism in England. I noticed that, according to Jimson, these people were all "great," and they all seemed to be involved in something "new." There were plenty of young women too, most of them rather poorly dressed and with messy hair. And there were a few decent couples enjoying the fresh air like any other evening anywhere. Most of these last ones were Jimson’s friends, whom he introduced to me. They belonged to his own class—humble people looking for a colorful backdrop to their everyday city lives, which they found in this quirky community.

At supper I was initiated into the peculiar merits of Biggleswick.

At dinner, I was introduced to the unique qualities of Biggleswick.

“It is one great laboratory of thought,” said Mrs Jimson. “It is glorious to feel that you are living among the eager, vital people who are at the head of all the newest movements, and that the intellectual history of England is being made in our studies and gardens. The war to us seems a remote and secondary affair. As someone has said, the great fights of the world are all fought in the mind.”

“It’s one incredible lab for ideas,” Mrs. Jimson said. “It’s amazing to know that you’re surrounded by passionate, lively people who are leading all the newest movements, and that the intellectual history of England is being shaped in our study sessions and gardens. The war feels distant and unimportant to us. As someone once put it, the major battles of the world are all fought in our minds.”

A spasm of pain crossed her husband’s face. “I wish I could feel it far away. After all, Ursula, it is the sacrifice of the young that gives people like us leisure and peace to think. Our duty is to do the best which is permitted to us, but that duty is a poor thing compared with what our young soldiers are giving! I may be quite wrong about the war.... I know I can’t argue with Letchford. But I will not pretend to a superiority I do not feel.”

A spasm of pain crossed her husband’s face. “I wish I could feel it from a distance. After all, Ursula, it’s the sacrifice of the young that gives people like us the time and peace to think. Our duty is to do our best with what's allowed, but that duty feels insignificant compared to what our young soldiers are giving! I might be completely wrong about the war... I know I can’t argue with Letchford. But I won't pretend to be superior when I don’t feel that way.”

I went to bed feeling that in Jimson I had struck a pretty sound fellow. As I lit the candles on my dressing-table I observed that the stack of silver which I had taken out of my pockets when I washed before supper was top-heavy. It had two big coins at the top and sixpences and shillings beneath. Now it is one of my oddities that ever since I was a small boy I have arranged my loose coins symmetrically, with the smallest uppermost. That made me observant and led me to notice a second point. The English classics on the top of the chest of drawers were not in the order I had left them. Izaak Walton had got to the left of Sir Thomas Browne, and the poet Burns was wedged disconsolately between two volumes of Hazlitt. Moreover a receipted bill which I had stuck in the Pilgrim’s Progress to mark my place had been moved. Someone had been going through my belongings.

I went to bed thinking that I had found a pretty good buddy in Jimson. As I lit the candles on my dresser, I noticed that the pile of coins I had taken out of my pockets when I washed up before dinner was unbalanced. It had two big coins on top and sixpences and shillings underneath. It's always been a weird quirk of mine that since I was a kid, I've arranged my loose change symmetrically, with the smallest coins on top. That made me observant, and I started to notice something else. The English classics on top of the chest of drawers were not in the order I had left them. Izaak Walton was to the left of Sir Thomas Browne, and the poet Burns was wedged unhappily between two volumes of Hazlitt. Plus, a bill I had tucked into the Pilgrim’s Progress to keep my place had been moved. Someone had been searching through my stuff.

A moment’s reflection convinced me that it couldn’t have been Mrs Jimson. She had no servant and did the housework herself, but my things had been untouched when I left the room before supper, for she had come to tidy up before I had gone downstairs. Someone had been here while we were at supper, and had examined elaborately everything I possessed. Happily I had little luggage, and no papers save the new books and a bill or two in the name of Cornelius Brand. The inquisitor, whoever he was, had found nothing.... The incident gave me a good deal of comfort. It had been hard to believe that any mystery could exist in this public place, where people lived brazenly in the open, and wore their hearts on their sleeves and proclaimed their opinions from the rooftops. Yet mystery there must be, or an inoffensive stranger with a kit-bag would not have received these strange attentions. I made a practice after that of sleeping with my watch below my pillow, for inside the case was Mary Lamington’s label.

A moment of reflection made me realize it couldn't have been Mrs. Jimson. She didn't have a servant and did all the housework herself, but my things had been untouched when I left the room before dinner, because she had come to tidy up before I went downstairs. Someone had been in here while we were at dinner and had thoroughly examined everything I owned. Luckily, I had very little luggage, and no papers except for the new books and a bill or two in the name of Cornelius Brand. The person who snooped, whoever they were, found nothing... This incident gave me quite a bit of comfort. It was hard to believe that any mystery could exist in this public place, where people lived openly and wore their hearts on their sleeves, proclaiming their opinions from the rooftops. Yet there had to be some mystery, or an innocent stranger with a kit-bag wouldn't have attracted such strange attention. After that, I made it a habit to sleep with my watch under my pillow, because there was a label with Mary Lamington’s name inside the case.

Now began a period of pleasant idle receptiveness. Once a week it was my custom to go up to London for the day to receive letters and instructions, if any should come. I had moved from my chambers in Park Lane, which I leased under my proper name, to a small flat in Westminster taken in the name of Cornelius Brand. The letters addressed to Park Lane were forwarded to Sir Walter, who sent them round under cover to my new address. For the rest I used to spend my mornings reading in the garden, and I discovered for the first time what a pleasure was to be got from old books. They recalled and amplified that vision I had seen from the Cotswold ridge, the revelation of the priceless heritage which is England. I imbibed a mighty quantity of history, but especially I liked the writers, like Walton, who got at the very heart of the English countryside. Soon, too, I found the Pilgrim’s Progress not a duty but a delight. I discovered new jewels daily in the honest old story, and my letters to Peter began to be as full of it as Peter’s own epistles. I loved, also, the songs of the Elizabethans, for they reminded me of the girl who had sung to me in the June night.

Now began a time of enjoyable, relaxed openness. Once a week, I would go up to London for the day to collect letters and any instructions that might come. I had moved from my flat in Park Lane, which I rented under my real name, to a small apartment in Westminster taken in the name of Cornelius Brand. The letters sent to Park Lane were forwarded to Sir Walter, who sent them along to my new address. During the rest of my days, I spent my mornings reading in the garden, and I discovered for the first time the joy that old books can bring. They brought back and expanded on the vision I had seen from the Cotswold ridge, revealing the priceless heritage of England. I absorbed a tremendous amount of history, but I especially enjoyed writers like Walton, who captured the essence of the English countryside. Soon, I found that The Pilgrim’s Progress was not a chore but a pleasure. I discovered new gems daily in that sincere old story, and my letters to Peter started to be as filled with it as Peter's own writings. I also loved the songs of the Elizabethans because they reminded me of the girl who had sung to me on that June night.

In the afternoons I took my exercise in long tramps along the good dusty English roads. The country fell away from Biggleswick into a plain of wood and pasture-land, with low hills on the horizon. The place was sown with villages, each with its green and pond and ancient church. Most, too, had inns, and there I had many a draught of cool nutty ale, for the inn at Biggleswick was a reformed place which sold nothing but washy cider. Often, tramping home in the dusk, I was so much in love with the land that I could have sung with the pure joy of it. And in the evening, after a bath, there would be supper, when a rather fagged Jimson struggled between sleep and hunger, and the lady, with an artistic mutch on her untidy head, talked ruthlessly of culture.

In the afternoons, I worked out by going on long walks along the nice dusty English roads. The countryside dropped away from Biggleswick into a plain filled with woods and pastures, with low hills on the horizon. The area was dotted with villages, each with its green space, pond, and old church. Most also had pubs, where I enjoyed many pints of cool, nutty ale, because the pub in Biggleswick was a boring place that only sold watery cider. Often, while walking home in the twilight, I felt so in love with the landscape that I could have sung out of pure joy. In the evening, after a bath, we would have dinner, while a pretty tired Jimson struggled between sleep and hunger, and the lady, with an artfully messy hat on her untidy hair, relentlessly talked about culture.

Bit by bit I edged my way into local society. The Jimsons were a great help, for they were popular and had a nodding acquaintance with most of the inhabitants. They regarded me as a meritorious aspirant towards a higher life, and I was paraded before their friends with the suggestion of a vivid, if Philistine, past. If I had any gift for writing, I would make a book about the inhabitants of Biggleswick. About half were respectable citizens who came there for country air and low rates, but even these had a touch of queerness and had picked up the jargon of the place. The younger men were mostly Government clerks or writers or artists. There were a few widows with flocks of daughters, and on the outskirts were several bigger houses—mostly houses which had been there before the garden city was planted. One of them was brand-new, a staring villa with sham-antique timbering, stuck on the top of a hill among raw gardens. It belonged to a man called Moxon Ivery, who was a kind of academic pacificist and a great god in the place. Another, a quiet Georgian manor house, was owned by a London publisher, an ardent Liberal whose particular branch of business compelled him to keep in touch with the new movements. I used to see him hurrying to the station swinging a little black bag and returning at night with the fish for dinner.

Bit by bit, I made my way into local society. The Jimsons were a huge help since they were popular and knew most of the residents. They saw me as a promising person aiming for a better life and introduced me to their friends, hinting at a colorful, if somewhat conventional, past. If I had any talent for writing, I’d create a book about the people of Biggleswick. About half of them were respectable citizens who moved there for the fresh country air and low costs, but even they had their quirks and had picked up the local slang. Most of the younger men were government clerks, writers, or artists. There were a few widows with lots of daughters, and on the outskirts were several larger houses—mostly ones that had existed before the garden city was built. One of them was brand-new, a glaring villa with fake antique woodwork, sitting at the top of a hill among unfinished gardens. It belonged to a guy named Moxon Ivery, who was an academic pacifist and a big deal in the area. Another, a quiet Georgian manor house, was owned by a London publisher, a passionate Liberal whose work required him to stay connected with new movements. I often saw him rushing to the station with a small black bag and coming back at night with fish for dinner.

I soon got to know a surprising lot of people, and they were the rummiest birds you can imagine. For example, there were the Weekeses, three girls who lived with their mother in a house so artistic that you broke your head whichever way you turned in it. The son of the family was a conscientious objector who had refused to do any sort of work whatever, and had got quodded for his pains. They were immensely proud of him and used to relate his sufferings in Dartmoor with a gusto which I thought rather heartless. Art was their great subject, and I am afraid they found me pretty heavy going. It was their fashion never to admire anything that was obviously beautiful, like a sunset or a pretty woman, but to find surprising loveliness in things which I thought hideous. Also they talked a language that was beyond me. This kind of conversation used to happen.—MISS WEEKES: “Don’t you admire Ursula Jimson?” SELF: “Rather!” MISS W.: “She is so John-esque in her lines.” SELF: “Exactly!” MISS W.: “And Tancred, too—he is so full of nuances.” SELF: “Rather!” MISS W.: “He suggests one of Dégousse’s countrymen.” SELF: “Exactly!”

I quickly met a surprising number of people, and they were the quirkiest characters you could imagine. For instance, there were the Weekes sisters, three girls living with their mother in a house so artistic that you could easily get a headache from just turning around. The only boy in the family was a conscientious objector who had refused to do any type of work and had ended up in prison for it. They were incredibly proud of him and would share stories of his hardships in Dartmoor with an enthusiasm that I found rather callous. Art was their main topic, and I worried they thought I was pretty dull. They had a habit of never admiring anything that was clearly beautiful, like a sunset or an attractive woman, but instead found surprising beauty in things I considered ugly. Also, they spoke in a way I struggled to understand. This kind of conversation would take place.—MISS WEEKES: “Don't you admire Ursula Jimson?” SELF: “Totally!” MISS W.: “She has such John-esque lines.” SELF: “Exactly!” MISS W.: “And Tancred, too—he's so full of nuances.” SELF: “Totally!” MISS W.: “He reminds me of one of Dégousse’s countrymen.” SELF: “Exactly!”

They hadn’t much use for books, except some Russian ones, and I acquired merit in their eyes for having read Leprous Souls. If you talked to them about that divine countryside, you found they didn’t give a rap for it and had never been a mile beyond the village. But they admired greatly the sombre effect of a train going into Marylebone station on a rainy day.

They didn't really care for books, except for a few Russian ones, and I earned their respect for having read Leprous Souls. If you mentioned that beautiful countryside, you'd see they didn't care about it at all and had never gone more than a mile from the village. But they were really impressed by the gloomy sight of a train arriving at Marylebone station on a rainy day.

But it was the men who interested me most. Aronson, the novelist, proved on acquaintance the worst kind of blighter. He considered himself a genius whom it was the duty of the country to support, and he sponged on his wretched relatives and anyone who would lend him money. He was always babbling about his sins, and pretty squalid they were. I should like to have flung him among a few good old-fashioned full-blooded sinners of my acquaintance; they would have scared him considerably. He told me that he sought “reality” and “life” and “truth”, but it was hard to see how he could know much about them, for he spent half the day in bed smoking cheap cigarettes, and the rest sunning himself in the admiration of half-witted girls. The creature was tuberculous in mind and body, and the only novel of his I read, pretty well turned my stomach. Mr Aronson’s strong point was jokes about the war. If he heard of any acquaintance who had joined up or was even doing war work his merriment knew no bounds. My fingers used to itch to box the little wretch’s ears.

But it was the men who interested me the most. Aronson, the novelist, turned out to be the worst kind of jerk. He thought of himself as a genius who deserved the country’s support, and he relied on his miserable relatives and anyone willing to give him money. He was always rambling about his sins, and they were pretty disgusting. I wished I could throw him in with a few good, old-fashioned hard-core sinners I knew; they would have scared him a lot. He told me he was searching for “reality,” “life,” and “truth,” but it was hard to see how he could know much about them since he spent half the day in bed smoking cheap cigarettes and the other half soaking up the admiration of half-witted girls. The guy was sick in both mind and body, and the only novel of his I read basically made me want to throw up. Mr. Aronson’s strong suit was jokes about the war. If he found out any acquaintances had joined up or were even doing war work, he would laugh uncontrollably. My fingers would itch to slap the little jerk across the face.

Letchford was a different pair of shoes. He was some kind of a man, to begin with, and had an excellent brain and the worst manners conceivable. He contradicted everything you said, and looked out for an argument as other people look for their dinner. He was a double-engined, high-speed pacificist, because he was the kind of cantankerous fellow who must always be in a minority. If Britain had stood out of the war he would have been a raving militarist, but since she was in it he had got to find reasons why she was wrong. And jolly good reasons they were, too. I couldn’t have met his arguments if I had wanted to, so I sat docilely at his feet. The world was all crooked for Letchford, and God had created him with two left hands. But the fellow had merits. He had a couple of jolly children whom he adored, and he would walk miles with me on a Sunday, and spout poetry about the beauty and greatness of England. He was forty-five; if he had been thirty and in my battalion I could have made a soldier out of him.

Letchford was a whole different story. He was quite the character, to start with, possessing a sharp mind but the absolute worst manners imaginable. He contradicted everything you said and sought out arguments the way others look for their meals. He was a loud, opinionated pacifist because he had to always be in the minority. If Britain had stayed out of the war, he would have been a fervent militarist, but since she was involved, he had to find reasons to argue that she was wrong. And honestly, he had some pretty good points. I wouldn’t have been able to counter his arguments even if I tried, so I just sat there listening to him. The world was all messed up for Letchford, and he felt like God had given him two left hands. But the guy had his good qualities. He had a couple of cheerful kids he absolutely adored, and he’d walk miles with me on a Sunday while passionately reciting poetry about the beauty and greatness of England. He was forty-five; if he had been thirty and in my battalion, I could have turned him into a soldier.

There were dozens more whose names I have forgotten, but they had one common characteristic. They were puffed up with spiritual pride, and I used to amuse myself with finding their originals in the Pilgrim’s Progress. When I tried to judge them by the standard of old Peter, they fell woefully short. They shut out the war from their lives, some out of funk, some out of pure levity of mind, and some because they were really convinced that the thing was all wrong. I think I grew rather popular in my role of the seeker after truth, the honest colonial who was against the war by instinct and was looking for instruction in the matter. They regarded me as a convert from an alien world of action which they secretly dreaded, though they affected to despise it. Anyhow they talked to me very freely, and before long I had all the pacifist arguments by heart. I made out that there were three schools. One objected to war altogether, and this had few adherents except Aronson and Weekes, C.O., now languishing in Dartmoor. The second thought that the Allies’ cause was tainted, and that Britain had contributed as much as Germany to the catastrophe. This included all the adherents of the L.D.A.—or League of Democrats against Aggression—a very proud body. The third and much the largest, which embraced everybody else, held that we had fought long enough and that the business could now be settled by negotiation, since Germany had learned her lesson. I was myself a modest member of the last school, but I was gradually working my way up to the second, and I hoped with luck to qualify for the first. My acquaintances approved my progress. Letchford said I had a core of fanaticism in my slow nature, and that I would end by waving the red flag.

There were dozens more whose names I've forgotten, but they all shared one thing in common: they were full of spiritual pride, and I used to find it entertaining to identify their counterparts in the Pilgrim’s Progress. When I tried to measure them against old Peter’s standards, they fell significantly short. They excluded the war from their lives—some out of cowardice, some from a complete lack of seriousness, and others because they genuinely believed that the whole thing was misguided. I think I became quite popular in my role as a truth seeker, the honest colonial who was instinctively against the war and was looking for guidance on the issue. They saw me as a convert from a world of action that they secretly feared, even though they pretended to look down on it. Anyway, they talked to me openly, and before long I had memorized all the pacifist arguments. I concluded that there were three groups. The first group opposed war entirely, and this had few followers apart from Aronson and Weekes, C.O., who was currently suffering in Dartmoor. The second group believed that the Allies’ cause was compromised and that Britain was as much to blame as Germany for the disaster. This included all the members of the L.D.A.—the League of Democrats against Aggression—a very self-important group. The third and by far the largest group, which included everyone else, thought we had fought long enough and that the issue could now be resolved through negotiation since Germany had learned its lesson. I considered myself a modest member of the last group, but I was slowly moving up to the second, and I hoped that with some luck, I could qualify for the first. My friends approved of my progress. Letchford said I had a core of fanaticism in my slow nature and that I would eventually end up waving the red flag.

Spiritual pride and vanity, as I have said, were at the bottom of most of them, and, try as I might, I could find nothing very dangerous in it all. This vexed me, for I began to wonder if the mission which I had embarked on so solemnly were not going to be a fiasco. Sometimes they worried me beyond endurance. When the news of Messines came nobody took the slightest interest, while I was aching to tooth every detail of the great fight. And when they talked on military affairs, as Letchford and others did sometimes, it was difficult to keep from sending them all to the devil, for their amateur cocksureness would have riled Job. One had got to batten down the recollection of our fellows out there who were sweating blood to keep these fools snug. Yet I found it impossible to be angry with them for long, they were so babyishly innocent. Indeed, I couldn’t help liking them, and finding a sort of quality in them. I had spent three years among soldiers, and the British regular, great fellow that he is, has his faults. His discipline makes him in a funk of red-tape and any kind of superior authority. Now these people were quite honest and in a perverted way courageous. Letchford was, at any rate. I could no more have done what he did and got hunted off platforms by the crowd and hooted at by women in the streets than I could have written his leading articles.

Spiritual pride and vanity, as I mentioned, were at the root of most of their behavior, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t find anything particularly dangerous about it all. This frustrated me because I started to wonder if the mission I had taken on so seriously was going to turn into a disaster. Sometimes they pushed my patience to the limit. When the news from Messines came, nobody cared at all, while I was eager to hear every detail about the big battle. And when they discussed military matters, like Letchford and a few others occasionally did, it was hard not to want to tell them all off because their overconfidence was infuriating. I had to suppress the memory of our comrades out there who were struggling to keep these clueless individuals safe. Yet, I found it impossible to stay angry with them for long; they were so naively innocent. In fact, I couldn’t help but like them and see some kind of merit in them. I had spent three years among soldiers, and while the British regular is a great guy, he has his faults. His strict discipline makes him really anxious about red tape and any kind of authority. But these people were genuinely honest and, in a twisted way, brave. At least Letchford was. I could no more have done what he did, getting chased off platforms by the crowd and booed by women on the streets, than I could have written his opinion pieces.

All the same I was rather low about my job. Barring the episode of the ransacking of my effects the first night, I had not a suspicion of a clue or a hint of any mystery. The place and the people were as open and bright as a Y.M.C.A. hut. But one day I got a solid wad of comfort. In a corner of Letchford’s paper, the Critic, I found a letter which was one of the steepest pieces of invective I had ever met with. The writer gave tongue like a beagle pup about the prostitution, as he called it, of American republicanism to the vices of European aristocracies. He declared that Senator La Follette was a much-misunderstood patriot, seeing that he alone spoke for the toiling millions who had no other friend. He was mad with President Wilson, and he prophesied a great awakening when Uncle Sam got up against John Bull in Europe and found out the kind of standpatter he was. The letter was signed “John S. Blenkiron” and dated “London, July 3rd”.

I was feeling pretty down about my job. Aside from the incident where my stuff was tossed around on the first night, I didn’t have any clues or hints of any mystery. The place and the people were as open and bright as a community center. But one day I came across something that really lifted my spirits. In a corner of Letchford’s paper, the Critic, I found a letter that was one of the harshest pieces of criticism I had ever read. The writer went off like a excited puppy about the way American republicanism was being sold out to the vices of European aristocracies. He claimed that Senator La Follette was a misunderstood patriot, saying he was the only one speaking for the working masses who had no other ally. He was furious with President Wilson and predicted a big awakening when Uncle Sam faced off against John Bull in Europe and realized the kind of unyielding person he really was. The letter was signed “John S. Blenkiron” and dated “London, July 3rd.”

The thought that Blenkiron was in England put a new complexion on my business. I reckoned I would see him soon, for he wasn’t the man to stand still in his tracks. He had taken up the rôle he had played before he left in December 1915, and very right too, for not more than half a dozen people knew of the Erzerum affair, and to the British public he was only the man who had been fired out of the Savoy for talking treason. I had felt a bit lonely before, but now somewhere within the four corners of the island the best companion God ever made was writing nonsense with his tongue in his old cheek.

The idea that Blenkiron was back in England changed everything for me. I figured I’d see him soon, as he wasn't the type to just sit around. He had returned to the role he’d taken on before leaving in December 1915, and rightly so, since only a handful of people knew about the Erzerum incident, and to the British public, he was just the guy who got kicked out of the Savoy for treasonous talk. I had felt a little isolated before, but now, somewhere on the island, the best companion God ever created was joking around with a smirk.

There was an institution in Biggleswick which deserves mention. On the south of the common, near the station, stood a red-brick building called the Moot Hall, which was a kind of church for the very undevout population. Undevout in the ordinary sense, I mean, for I had already counted twenty-seven varieties of religious conviction, including three Buddhists, a Celestial Hierarch, five Latter-day Saints, and about ten varieties of Mystic whose names I could never remember. The hall had been the gift of the publisher I have spoken of, and twice a week it was used for lectures and debates. The place was managed by a committee and was surprisingly popular, for it gave all the bubbling intellects a chance of airing their views. When you asked where somebody was and were told he was “at Moot,” the answer was spoken in the respectful tone in which you would mention a sacrament.

There was a place in Biggleswick that stands out. On the south side of the common, near the station, there was a red-brick building known as the Moot Hall, which served as a sort of gathering spot for the largely non-religious community. Non-religious in the usual sense, that is, because I had already identified twenty-seven different belief systems, including three Buddhists, a Celestial Hierarch, five Latter-day Saints, and about ten different types of Mystics whose names I could never remember. The hall was a gift from the publisher I mentioned earlier, and it was used twice a week for lectures and debates. A committee managed the place, and it was surprisingly popular, providing all those eager minds with a chance to express their opinions. When you asked where someone was, and the answer was "at Moot," it was said with the same respect you would give to a religious sacrament.

I went there regularly and got my mind broadened to cracking point. We had all the stars of the New Movements. We had Doctor Chirk, who lectured on “God”, which, as far as I could make out, was a new name he had invented for himself. There was a woman, a terrible woman, who had come back from Russia with what she called a “message of healing”. And to my joy, one night there was a great buck nigger who had a lot to say about “Africa for the Africans”. I had a few words with him in Sesutu afterwards, and rather spoiled his visit. Some of the people were extraordinarily good, especially one jolly old fellow who talked about English folk songs and dances, and wanted us to set up a Maypole. In the debates which generally followed I began to join, very coyly at first, but presently with some confidence. If my time at Biggleswick did nothing else it taught me to argue on my feet.

I went there regularly and my mind expanded to the limit. We had all the stars of the New Movements. There was Doctor Chirk, who gave a lecture on “God,” which seemed to be a new name he had made up for himself. There was a woman, a terrible woman, who returned from Russia with what she called a “message of healing.” And to my delight, one night there was a bold Black man who had a lot to say about “Africa for the Africans.” I had a brief conversation with him in Sesutu afterward and kind of ruined his visit. Some of the people were extraordinarily good, especially a cheerful old guy who talked about English folk songs and dances and wanted us to set up a Maypole. In the debates that usually followed, I started to join in, very shyly at first, but eventually with some confidence. If my time at Biggleswick taught me nothing else, it was how to argue on my feet.

The first big effort I made was on a full-dress occasion, when Launcelot Wake came down to speak. Mr Ivery was in the chair—the first I had seen of him—a plump middle-aged man, with a colourless face and nondescript features. I was not interested in him till he began to talk, and then I sat bolt upright and took notice. For he was the genuine silver-tongue, the sentences flowing from his mouth as smooth as butter and as neatly dovetailed as a parquet floor. He had a sort of man-of-the-world manner, treating his opponents with condescending geniality, deprecating all passion and exaggeration and making you feel that his urbane statement must be right, for if he had wanted he could have put the case so much higher. I watched him, fascinated, studying his face carefully; and the thing that struck me was that there was nothing in it—nothing, that is to say, to lay hold on. It was simply nondescript, so almightily commonplace that that very fact made it rather remarkable.

The first big effort I made was at a formal event when Launcelot Wake came to speak. Mr. Ivery was in the chair—the first time I had seen him—a plump, middle-aged man with a bland face and unremarkable features. I wasn’t interested in him until he started talking, and then I sat up straight and paid attention. He had a truly smooth way of speaking; his sentences flowed like butter and were as well-structured as a parquet floor. He had this worldly demeanor, treating his opponents with a patronizing friendliness, downplaying all emotion and exaggeration, making you feel that his polished arguments had to be right, because if he wanted to, he could have made a much stronger case. I watched him, captivated, examining his face closely; and what struck me was that there was nothing there—nothing, in other words, to grab onto. It was simply unremarkable, so incredibly ordinary that it became oddly noteworthy.

Wake was speaking of the revelations of the Sukhomlinov trial in Russia, which showed that Germany had not been responsible for the war. He was jolly good at the job, and put as clear an argument as a first-class lawyer. I had been sweating away at the subject and had all the ordinary case at my fingers’ ends, so when I got a chance of speaking I gave them a long harangue, with some good quotations I had cribbed out of the Vossische Zeitung, which Letchford lent me. I felt it was up to me to be extra violent, for I wanted to establish my character with Wake, seeing that he was a friend of Mary and Mary would know that I was playing the game. I got tremendously applauded, far more than the chief speaker, and after the meeting Wake came up to me with his hot eyes, and wrung my hand. “You’re coming on well, Brand,” he said, and then he introduced me to Mr Ivery. “Here’s a second and a better Smuts,” he said.

Wake was talking about the revelations from the Sukhomlinov trial in Russia, which revealed that Germany wasn't to blame for the war. He was great at it, making a clear argument like a top-notch lawyer. I had been working hard on the topic and knew all the usual points inside out, so when I got the chance to speak, I delivered a long rant with some great quotes I'd borrowed from the Vossische Zeitung, which Letchford had lent me. I felt I needed to be particularly passionate because I wanted to impress Wake, since he was friends with Mary and she would know I was playing my part. I received a ton of applause, way more than the main speaker, and after the meeting, Wake came up to me with bright eyes and shook my hand. “You’re doing really well, Brand,” he said, and then introduced me to Mr. Ivery. “Here’s a second and better Smuts,” he said.

Ivery made me walk a bit of the road home with him. “I am struck by your grip on these difficult problems, Mr Brand,” he told me. “There is much I can tell you, and you may be of great value to our cause.” He asked me a lot of questions about my past, which I answered with easy mendacity. Before we parted he made me promise to come one night to supper.

Ivery had me walk part of the way home with him. “I’m impressed by your grasp of these tough issues, Mr. Brand,” he said. “There’s a lot I can share with you, and you could be really important to our cause.” He asked me a ton of questions about my past, which I answered with casual lies. Before we went our separate ways, he made me promise to come over for dinner one night.

Next day I got a glimpse of Mary, and to my vexation she cut me dead. She was walking with a flock of bare-headed girls, all chattering hard, and though she saw me quite plainly she turned away her eyes. I had been waiting for my cue, so I did not lift my hat, but passed on as if we were strangers. I reckoned it was part of the game, but that trifling thing annoyed me, and I spent a morose evening.

Next day, I caught sight of Mary, and to my annoyance, she completely ignored me. She was walking with a group of girls without head coverings, all chatting away, and even though she clearly saw me, she looked away. I had been waiting for my chance, so I didn't raise my hat and just walked by as if we were strangers. I figured it was all part of the act, but that small slight bothered me, and I had a gloomy evening.

The following day I saw her again, this time talking sedately with Mr Ivery, and dressed in a very pretty summer gown, and a broad-brimmed straw hat with flowers in it. This time she stopped with a bright smile and held out her hand. “Mr Brand, isn’t it?” she asked with a pretty hesitation. And then, turning to her companion—“This is Mr Brand. He stayed with us last month in Gloucestershire.”

The next day, I saw her again, this time chatting calmly with Mr. Ivery, wearing a lovely summer dress and a wide-brimmed straw hat adorned with flowers. She paused with a cheerful smile and extended her hand. “Mr. Brand, right?” she asked with a charming hesitation. Then, turning to her companion, she added, “This is Mr. Brand. He stayed with us last month in Gloucestershire.”

Mr Ivery announced that he and I were already acquainted. Seen in broad daylight he was a very personable fellow, somewhere between forty-five and fifty, with a middle-aged figure and a curiously young face. I noticed that there were hardly any lines on it, and it was rather that of a very wise child than that of a man. He had a pleasant smile which made his jaw and cheeks expand like indiarubber. “You are coming to sup with me, Mr Brand,” he cried after me. “On Tuesday after Moot. I have already written.” He whisked Mary away from me, and I had to content myself with contemplating her figure till it disappeared round a bend of the road.

Mr. Ivery said that he and I already knew each other. In the bright daylight, he was quite an appealing guy, somewhere between forty-five and fifty, with a middle-aged build and a strangely youthful face. I noticed he hardly had any lines, and his face resembled that of a very wise child rather than that of a grown man. He had a friendly smile that made his jaw and cheeks stretch like rubber. “You’re coming to dinner with me, Mr. Brand,” he called after me. “On Tuesday after Moot. I’ve already written it down.” He whisked Mary away from me, and I had to settle for watching her figure until it disappeared around a bend in the road.

Next day in London I found a letter from Peter. He had been very solemn of late, and very reminiscent of old days now that he concluded his active life was over. But this time he was in a different mood. “I think,” he wrote, “that you and I will meet again soon, my old friend. Do you remember when we went after the big black-maned lion in the Rooirand and couldn’t get on his track, and then one morning we woke up and said we would get him today?—and we did, but he very near got you first. I’ve had a feel these last days that we’re both going down into the Valley to meet with Apollyon, and that the devil will give us a bad time, but anyhow we’ll be together.

Next day in London, I found a letter from Peter. He had been pretty serious lately and often reminisced about the old days now that he thought his active life was over. But this time, he was in a different mood. “I think,” he wrote, “that you and I will meet again soon, my old friend. Do you remember when we went after that big black-maned lion in the Rooirand and couldn’t find his tracks? Then one morning we woke up and said we would get him today?—and we did, but he almost got you first. I’ve had a feeling these last few days that we’re both heading down into the Valley to meet Apollyon, and that the devil will give us a tough time, but at least we’ll be together.

I had the same kind of feel myself, though I didn’t see how Peter and I were going to meet, unless I went out to the Front again and got put in the bag and sent to the same Boche prison. But I had an instinct that my time in Biggleswick was drawing to a close, and that presently I would be in rougher quarters. I felt quite affectionate towards the place, and took all my favourite walks, and drank my own health in the brew of the village inns, with a consciousness of saying goodbye. Also I made haste to finish my English classics, for I concluded I wouldn’t have much time in the future for miscellaneous reading.

I felt the same way, but I couldn't figure out how Peter and I were going to meet, unless I went back to the Front, got captured, and ended up in the same German prison. But I sensed that my time in Biggleswick was coming to an end, and soon I'd be in tougher situations. I felt a strong affection for the place, took all my favorite walks, and toasted my health with drinks at the village inns, fully aware that I was saying goodbye. I also rushed to finish my English classics because I figured I wouldn't have much time for casual reading in the future.

The Tuesday came, and in the evening I set out rather late for the Moot Hall, for I had been getting into decent clothes after a long, hot stride. When I reached the place it was pretty well packed, and I could only find a seat on the back benches. There on the platform was Ivery, and beside him sat a figure that thrilled every inch of me with affection and a wild anticipation. “I have now the privilege,” said the chairman, “of introducing to you the speaker whom we so warmly welcome, our fearless and indefatigable American friend, Mr Blenkiron.”

The Tuesday arrived, and in the evening, I headed out a bit late for the Moot Hall because I had been putting on nice clothes after a long, hot walk. When I got there, it was pretty crowded, and I could only find a spot on the back benches. On the platform was Ivery, and next to him sat someone who filled me with excitement and anticipation. “I now have the privilege,” said the chairman, “of introducing the speaker we warmly welcome, our brave and tireless American friend, Mr. Blenkiron.”

It was the old Blenkiron, but almightily changed. His stoutness had gone, and he was as lean as Abraham Lincoln. Instead of a puffy face, his cheek-bones and jaw stood out hard and sharp, and in place of his former pasty colour his complexion had the clear glow of health. I saw now that he was a splendid figure of a man, and when he got to his feet every movement had the suppleness of an athlete in training. In that moment I realised that my serious business had now begun. My senses suddenly seemed quicker, my nerves tenser, my brain more active. The big game had started, and he and I were playing it together.

It was the old Blenkiron, but he had changed dramatically. He had lost a lot of weight and was as lean as Abraham Lincoln. Instead of a puffy face, his cheekbones and jaw were prominent and defined, and his complexion, once pale, now had a healthy glow. I realized he was an impressive man, and when he stood up, every movement was as smooth as an athlete in training. In that moment, I understood that my serious business had begun. My senses felt sharper, my nerves were heightened, and my mind was more alert. The big game had started, and he and I were in it together.

I watched him with strained attention. It was a funny speech, stuffed with extravagance and vehemence, not very well argued and terribly discursive. His main point was that Germany was now in a fine democratic mood and might well be admitted into a brotherly partnership—that indeed she had never been in any other mood, but had been forced into violence by the plots of her enemies. Much of it, I should have thought, was in stark defiance of the Defence of the Realm Acts, but if any wise Scotland Yard officer had listened to it he would probably have considered it harmless because of its contradictions. It was full of a fierce earnestness, and it was full of humour—long-drawn American metaphors at which that most critical audience roared with laughter. But it was not the kind of thing that they were accustomed to, and I could fancy what Wake would have said of it. The conviction grew upon me that Blenkiron was deliberately trying to prove himself an honest idiot. If so, it was a huge success. He produced on one the impression of the type of sentimental revolutionary who ruthlessly knifes his opponent and then weeps and prays over his tomb.

I watched him with focused attention. It was a funny speech, full of exaggeration and intensity, not very well argued and really all over the place. His main point was that Germany was in a great democratic mindset and could be welcomed into a brotherly partnership—that actually, she had never been in any other mindset but had been pushed into violence by her enemies' schemes. I would have thought a lot of it went against the Defence of the Realm Acts, but if any smart Scotland Yard officer had heard it, he probably would have seen it as harmless because of its contradictions. It had a fierce seriousness to it and was packed with humor—long, drawn-out American metaphors that had that most critical audience roaring with laughter. But it wasn't the kind of thing they were used to, and I could imagine what Wake would have thought of it. It started to feel like Blenkiron was intentionally trying to come off as a well-meaning fool. If that was the plan, it worked brilliantly. He gave off the vibe of the sentimental revolutionary who ruthlessly stabs his opponent and then cries and prays over their grave.

Just at the end he seemed to pull himself together and to try a little argument. He made a great point of the Austrian socialists going to Stockholm, going freely and with their Government’s assent, from a country which its critics called an autocracy, while the democratic western peoples held back. “I admit I haven’t any real water-tight proof,” he said, “but I will bet my bottom dollar that the influence which moved the Austrian Government to allow this embassy of freedom was the influence of Germany herself. And that is the land from which the Allied Pharisees draw in their skirts lest their garments be defiled!”

Just at the end, he seemed to gather himself and try to make a point. He emphasized that the Austrian socialists went to Stockholm willingly and with their government's approval, coming from a country that critics labeled an autocracy, while the democratic countries in the West hesitated. “I admit I don’t have solid proof,” he said, “but I would bet my last dollar that the reason the Austrian Government allowed this embassy of freedom was the influence of Germany itself. And that's the country from which the Allied hypocrites pull back their skirts to avoid being tainted!”

He sat down amid a good deal of applause, for his audience had not been bored, though I could see that some of them thought his praise of Germany a bit steep. It was all right in Biggleswick to prove Britain in the wrong, but it was a slightly different thing to extol the enemy. I was puzzled about his last point, for it was not of a piece with the rest of his discourse, and I was trying to guess at his purpose. The chairman referred to it in his concluding remarks. “I am in a position,” he said, “to bear out all that the lecturer has said. I can go further. I can assure him on the best authority that his surmise is correct, and that Vienna’s decision to send delegates to Stockholm was largely dictated by representations from Berlin. I am given to understand that the fact has in the last few days been admitted in the Austrian Press.”

He sat down to loud applause, as his audience was engaged, though I noticed some thought his praise of Germany was a bit over the top. It was one thing in Biggleswick to say Britain was wrong, but it was another thing entirely to glorify the enemy. I was confused by his last point because it didn’t really fit with the rest of his talk, and I was trying to figure out his intention. The chairman mentioned it in his closing remarks. “I can confirm everything the lecturer has said,” he said. “I can go even further. I can assure him from a reliable source that his assumption is correct, and that Vienna's decision to send delegates to Stockholm was heavily influenced by pressure from Berlin. I've been informed that this fact has recently been acknowledged in the Austrian Press.”

A vote of thanks was carried, and then I found myself shaking hands with Ivery while Blenkiron stood a yard off, talking to one of the Misses Weekes. The next moment I was being introduced.

A vote of thanks was given, and then I found myself shaking hands with Ivery while Blenkiron stood about a yard away, talking to one of the Misses Weekes. In the next moment, I was being introduced.

“Mr Brand, very pleased to meet you,” said the voice I knew so well. “Mr Ivery has been telling me about you, and I guess we’ve got something to say to each other. We’re both from noo countries, and we’ve got to teach the old nations a little horse-sense.”

“Mr. Brand, it’s great to meet you,” said the voice I recognized. “Mr. Ivery has told me about you, and I think we have some things to discuss. We’re both from new countries, and we need to show the old nations a little common sense.”

Mr Ivery’s car—the only one left in the neighbourhood—carried us to his villa, and presently we were seated in a brightly-lit dining-room. It was not a pretty house, but it had the luxury of an expensive hotel, and the supper we had was as good as any London restaurant. Gone were the old days of fish and toast and boiled milk. Blenkiron squared his shoulders and showed himself a noble trencherman.

Mr. Ivery’s car—the only one remaining in the neighborhood—took us to his villa, and soon we were seated in a bright dining room. It wasn't a beautiful house, but it had the luxury of a high-end hotel, and the dinner we had was as good as any restaurant in London. The days of fish and toast and boiled milk were behind us. Blenkiron straightened his shoulders and showed himself to be a proper eater.

“A year ago,” he told our host, “I was the meanest kind of dyspeptic. I had the love of righteousness in my heart, but I had the devil in my stomach. Then I heard stories about the Robson Brothers, the star surgeons way out west in White Springs, Nebraska. They were reckoned the neatest hands in the world at carving up a man and removing devilments from his intestines. Now, sir, I’ve always fought pretty shy of surgeons, for I considered that our Maker never intended His handiwork to be reconstructed like a bankrupt Dago railway. But by that time I was feeling so almighty wretched that I could have paid a man to put a bullet through my head. ‘There’s no other way,’ I said to myself. ‘Either you forget your religion and your miserable cowardice and get cut up, or it’s you for the Golden Shore.’ So I set my teeth and journeyed to White Springs, and the Brothers had a look at my duodenum. They saw that the darned thing wouldn’t do, so they sidetracked it and made a noo route for my noo-trition traffic. It was the cunningest piece of surgery since the Lord took a rib out of the side of our First Parent. They’ve got a mighty fine way of charging, too, for they take five per cent of a man’s income, and it’s all one to them whether he’s a Meat King or a clerk on twenty dollars a week. I can tell you I took some trouble to be a very rich man last year.”

“A year ago,” he told our host, “I was feeling really awful. I had a strong sense of right and wrong, but I was miserable inside. Then I heard about the Robson Brothers, the top surgeons way out in White Springs, Nebraska. People said they were the best at surgery and getting rid of problems in a person’s intestines. Now, I’ve always been wary of surgeons because I thought our Creator never meant for His creations to be fixed like a broke-down railway. But at that point, I felt so terrible that I would have paid someone to shoot me. ‘There’s no other option,’ I told myself. ‘Either forget your beliefs and your cowardice and get operated on, or it’s the end for you.’ So I gritted my teeth and went to White Springs, and the Brothers examined my duodenum. They decided it was too messed up to keep, so they rerouted my digestive system. It was the smartest surgery since the Lord took a rib from our First Parent. They also have a clever way of charging; they take five percent of a person’s income, and it doesn’t matter if he’s wealthy or just making twenty bucks a week. I can tell you, I made sure to be a very rich man last year.”

All through the meal I sat in a kind of stupor. I was trying to assimilate the new Blenkiron, and drinking in the comfort of his heavenly drawl, and I was puzzling my head about Ivery. I had a ridiculous notion that I had seen him before, but, delve as I might into my memory, I couldn’t place him. He was the incarnation of the commonplace, a comfortable middle-class sentimentalist, who patronised pacificism out of vanity, but was very careful not to dip his hands too far. He was always damping down Blenkiron’s volcanic utterances. “Of course, as you know, the other side have an argument which I find rather hard to meet....” “I can sympathise with patriotism, and even with jingoism, in certain moods, but I always come back to this difficulty.” “Our opponents are not ill-meaning so much as ill-judging,”—these were the sort of sentences he kept throwing in. And he was full of quotations from private conversations he had had with every sort of person—including members of the Government. I remember that he expressed great admiration for Mr Balfour.

All through the meal, I sat in a sort of daze. I was trying to get used to the new Blenkiron, enjoying the comfort of his smooth accent, and I was puzzled about Ivery. I had a silly feeling that I had seen him before, but no matter how hard I searched my memory, I couldn’t place him. He was the very embodiment of the ordinary, a cozy middle-class sentimentalist who promoted pacifism out of pride but was careful not to get too involved. He was always downplaying Blenkiron’s passionate comments. “Of course, as you know, the other side has an argument that I find quite difficult to counter....” “I can understand patriotism, and even jingoism, in certain moods, but I always come back to this issue.” “Our opponents aren't necessarily malicious, just misguided,”—these were the kinds of things he kept saying. He was full of quotes from private conversations he had with all sorts of people—including government officials. I remember he spoke highly of Mr. Balfour.

Of all that talk, I only recalled one thing clearly, and I recalled it because Blenkiron seemed to collect his wits and try to argue, just as he had done at the end of his lecture. He was speaking about a story he had heard from someone, who had heard it from someone else, that Austria in the last week of July 1914 had accepted Russia’s proposal to hold her hand and negotiate, and that the Kaiser had sent a message to the Tsar saying he agreed. According to his story this telegram had been received in Petrograd, and had been re-written, like Bismarck’s Ems telegram, before it reached the Emperor. He expressed his disbelief in the yarn. “I reckon if it had been true,” he said, “we’d have had the right text out long ago. They’d have kept a copy in Berlin. All the same I did hear a sort of rumour that some kind of message of that sort was published in a German paper.”

Of all that talk, I only remembered one thing clearly, and I remembered it because Blenkiron seemed to gather his thoughts and try to argue, just like he had at the end of his lecture. He was talking about a story he had heard from someone, who heard it from someone else, that Austria in the last week of July 1914 had accepted Russia’s proposal to negotiate, and that the Kaiser sent a message to the Tsar saying he was on board. According to his story, this telegram was received in Petrograd and had been rewritten, like Bismarck’s Ems telegram, before it got to the Emperor. He expressed his disbelief in the tale. “I bet if it were true,” he said, “we would have gotten the actual text a long time ago. They would have kept a copy in Berlin. Still, I did hear a sort of rumor that some kind of message like that was published in a German paper.”

Mr Ivery looked wise. “You are right,” he said. “I happen to know that it has been published. You will find it in the Weser Zeitung.”

Mr. Ivery looked wise. “You’re right,” he said. “I happen to know that it’s been published. You’ll find it in the Weser Zeitung.”

“You don’t say?” he said admiringly. “I wish I could read the old tombstone language. But if I could they wouldn’t let me have the papers.”

“You don’t say?” he said with admiration. “I wish I could read the old tombstone language. But if I could, they wouldn’t let me have the papers.”

“Oh yes they would.” Mr Ivery laughed pleasantly. “England has still a good share of freedom. Any respectable person can get a permit to import the enemy press. I’m not considered quite respectable, for the authorities have a narrow definition of patriotism, but happily I have respectable friends.”

“Oh yes they would.” Mr. Ivery chuckled. “England still has a good amount of freedom. Any decent person can get a permit to import enemy publications. I’m not really considered respectable, since the authorities have a narrow view of patriotism, but thankfully I have respectable friends.”

Blenkiron was staying the night, and I took my leave as the clock struck twelve. They both came into the hall to see me off, and, as I was helping myself to a drink, and my host was looking for my hat and stick, I suddenly heard Blenkiron’s whisper in my ear. “London ... the day after tomorrow,” he said. Then he took a formal farewell. “Mr Brand, it’s been an honour for me, as an American citizen, to make your acquaintance, sir. I will consider myself fortunate if we have an early reunion. I am stopping at Claridge’s Ho-tel, and I hope to be privileged to receive you there.”

Blenkiron was staying the night, and I said my goodbyes as the clock struck twelve. They both came into the hall to see me off, and while I poured myself a drink and my host searched for my hat and cane, I suddenly heard Blenkiron whisper in my ear. “London ... the day after tomorrow,” he said. Then he formally said goodbye. “Mr. Brand, it’s been an honor for me, as an American citizen, to meet you, sir. I would consider myself lucky if we have a chance to reconnect soon. I’m staying at Claridge’s Hotel, and I hope to be lucky enough to host you there.”

CHAPTER III
The Reflections of a Cured Dyspeptic

Thirty-five hours later I found myself in my rooms in Westminster. I thought there might be a message for me there, for I didn’t propose to go and call openly on Blenkiron at Claridge’s till I had his instructions. But there was no message—only a line from Peter, saying he had hopes of being sent to Switzerland. That made me realise that he must be pretty badly broken up.

Thirty-five hours later, I was back in my room in Westminster. I figured there might be a message waiting for me, since I didn’t plan to openly visit Blenkiron at Claridge’s until I got his instructions. But there was no message—just a note from Peter, saying he was hopeful about being sent to Switzerland. That made me realize he must be feeling pretty defeated.

Presently the telephone bell rang. It was Blenkiron who spoke. “Go down and have a talk with your brokers about the War Loan. Arrive there about twelve o’clock and don’t go upstairs till you have met a friend. You’d better have a quick luncheon at your club, and then come to Traill’s bookshop in the Haymarket at two. You can get back to Biggleswick by the 5.16.”

Currently, the phone rang. It was Blenkiron on the line. “Go down and talk to your brokers about the War Loan. Get there around twelve and don’t go upstairs until you’ve met up with a friend. You should grab a quick lunch at your club, then come to Traill’s bookstore in the Haymarket at two. You can make it back to Biggleswick by the 5:16.”

I did as I was bid, and twenty minutes later, having travelled by Underground, for I couldn’t raise a taxi, I approached the block of chambers in Leadenhall Street where dwelt the respected firm who managed my investments. It was still a few minutes before noon, and as I slowed down a familiar figure came out of the bank next door.

I did what I was told, and twenty minutes later, after taking the Underground since I couldn't get a taxi, I arrived at the building on Leadenhall Street where the respected firm that managed my investments was located. It was just a few minutes before noon, and as I slowed down, a familiar figure walked out of the bank next door.

Ivery beamed recognition. “Up for the day, Mr Brand?” he asked. “I have to see my brokers,” I said, “read the South African papers in my club, and get back by the 5.16. Any chance of your company?”

Ivery smiled in acknowledgment. “Up for the day, Mr. Brand?” he asked. “I need to meet with my brokers,” I said, “check out the South African news at my club, and make sure I’m back by the 5:16. Any chance you can join me?”

“Why, yes—that’s my train. Au revoir. We meet at the station.” He bustled off, looking very smart with his neat clothes and a rose in his button-hole.

“Yep, that’s my train. Goodbye. See you at the station.” He hurried away, looking very sharp in his tidy clothes with a rose in his lapel.

I lunched impatiently, and at two was turning over some new books in Traill’s shop with an eye on the street-door behind me. It seemed a public place for an assignation. I had begun to dip into a big illustrated book on flower-gardens when an assistant came up. “The manager’s compliments, sir, and he thinks there are some old works of travel upstairs that might interest you.” I followed him obediently to an upper floor lined with every kind of volume and with tables littered with maps and engravings. “This way, sir,” he said, and opened a door in the wall concealed by bogus book-backs. I found myself in a little study, and Blenkiron sitting in an armchair smoking.

I had a restless lunch, and by two o'clock, I was browsing through some new books at Traill’s shop while keeping an eye on the street door behind me. It felt like a public spot for a meeting. I had started to look through a large illustrated book on flower gardens when an assistant approached me. “The manager sends his regards, sir, and he thinks there are some old travel books upstairs that might interest you.” I followed him willingly to an upper floor filled with all sorts of books, with tables scattered with maps and engravings. “This way, sir,” he said, and opened a door in the wall that was hidden by fake book spines. I found myself in a small study, where Blenkiron was sitting in an armchair, smoking.

He got up and seized both my hands. “Why, Dick, this is better than good noos. I’ve heard all about your exploits since we parted a year ago on the wharf at Liverpool. We’ve both been busy on our own jobs, and there was no way of keeping you wise about my doings, for after I thought I was cured I got worse than hell inside, and, as I told you, had to get the doctor-men to dig into me. After that I was playing a pretty dark game, and had to get down and out of decent society. But, holy Mike! I’m a new man. I used to do my work with a sick heart and a taste in my mouth like a graveyard, and now I can eat and drink what I like and frolic round like a colt. I wake up every morning whistling and thank the good God that I’m alive. It was a bad day for Kaiser when I got on the cars for White Springs.”

He got up and grabbed both my hands. “Wow, Dick, this is better than great news. I’ve heard all about your adventures since we parted a year ago at the Liverpool wharf. We’ve both been busy with our own stuff, and there was no way for you to know what I was up to, because after I thought I was better, I felt worse than ever inside. Like I told you, I had to get the doctors to dig into me. After that, I was playing a pretty rough game and had to stay away from decent society. But, holy cow! I’m a new man. I used to do my work with a heavy heart and a taste in my mouth like a graveyard, and now I can eat and drink what I want and run around like a colt. I wake up every morning whistling and thank the good Lord that I’m alive. It was a bad day for the Kaiser when I got on the train for White Springs.”

“This is a rum place to meet,” I said, “and you brought me by a roundabout road.”

“This is a weird place to meet,” I said, “and you took me the long way.”

He grinned and offered me a cigar.

He smiled and offered me a cigar.

“There were reasons. It don’t do for you and me to advertise our acquaintance in the street. As for the shop, I’ve owned it for five years. I’ve a taste for good reading, though you wouldn’t think it, and it tickles me to hand it out across the counter.... First, I want to hear about Biggleswick.”

“There were reasons. It wouldn't be good for you and me to let people know we know each other in public. As for the shop, I've owned it for five years. I have a taste for good books, even if you wouldn’t assume it, and I enjoy handing them out over the counter.... First, I want to hear about Biggleswick.”

“There isn’t a great deal to it. A lot of ignorance, a large slice of vanity, and a pinch or two of wrong-headed honesty—these are the ingredients of the pie. Not much real harm in it. There’s one or two dirty literary gents who should be in a navvies’ battalion, but they’re about as dangerous as yellow Kaffir dogs. I’ve learned a lot and got all the arguments by heart, but you might plant a Biggleswick in every shire and it wouldn’t help the Boche. I can see where the danger lies all the same. These fellows talked academic anarchism, but the genuine article is somewhere about and to find it you’ve got to look in the big industrial districts. We had faint echoes of it in Biggleswick. I mean that the really dangerous fellows are those who want to close up the war at once and so get on with their blessed class war, which cuts across nationalities. As for being spies and that sort of thing, the Biggleswick lads are too callow.”

“There isn’t much to it. A lot of ignorance, a hefty dose of vanity, and a bit of misguided honesty—these are the ingredients of the mix. Not really harmful. There are a couple of shady literary types who should be in a labor crew, but they’re about as threatening as timid dogs. I’ve learned a lot and memorized all the arguments, but you could set up a Biggleswick in every county and it wouldn’t help the Germans. I can still see where the danger is. These guys talked about academic anarchism, but the real thing is out there, and you have to look in the big industrial areas to find it. We had faint hints of it in Biggleswick. What I mean is that the truly dangerous people are those who want to end the war immediately so they can push their precious class war, which cuts across nationalities. As for being spies and that kind of thing, the Biggleswick guys are too inexperienced.”

“Yes,” said Blenkiron reflectively. “They haven’t got as much sense as God gave to geese. You’re sure you didn’t hit against any heavier metal?”

“Yes,” said Blenkiron thoughtfully. “They don’t have as much sense as God gave to geese. Are you sure you didn’t run into any heavier metal?”

“Yes. There’s a man called Launcelot Wake, who came down to speak once. I had met him before. He has the makings of a fanatic, and he’s the more dangerous because you can see his conscience is uneasy. I can fancy him bombing a Prime Minister merely to quiet his own doubts.”

“Yes. There’s a guy named Launcelot Wake who came down to speak once. I had met him before. He has the traits of a fanatic, and he’s even more dangerous because you can tell his conscience is troubled. I can imagine him bombing a Prime Minister just to ease his own doubts.”

“So,” he said. “Nobody else?”

“So,” he said. “No one else?”

I reflected. “There’s Mr Ivery, but you know him better than I. I shouldn’t put much on him, but I’m not precisely certain, for I never had a chance of getting to know him.”

I thought about it. “There’s Mr. Ivery, but you know him better than I do. I shouldn’t rely too much on him, but I’m not really sure, since I never had the opportunity to get to know him.”

“Ivery,” said Blenkiron in surprise. “He has a hobby for half-baked youth, just as another rich man might fancy orchids or fast trotters. You sure can place him right enough.”

“Ivery,” Blenkiron said, surprised. “He has a hobby for clueless young people, just like another rich guy might like orchids or racehorses. You can definitely figure him out.”

“I dare say. Only I don’t know enough to be positive.”

“I’ll say this much. It’s just that I don’t know enough to be sure.”

He sucked at his cigar for a minute or so. “I guess, Dick, if I told you all I’ve been doing since I reached these shores you would call me a romancer. I’ve been way down among the toilers. I did a spell as unskilled dilooted labour in the Barrow shipyards. I was barman in a hotel on the Portsmouth Road, and I put in a black month driving a taxicab in the city of London. For a while I was the accredited correspondent of the Noo York Sentinel and used to go with the rest of the bunch to the pow-wows of under-secretaries of State and War Office generals. They censored my stuff so cruel that the paper fired me. Then I went on a walking-tour round England and sat for a fortnight in a little farm in Suffolk. By and by I came back to Claridge’s and this bookshop, for I had learned most of what I wanted.

He puffed on his cigar for a minute or so. “I guess, Dick, if I told you everything I’ve been up to since I got here, you’d call me a dreamer. I’ve spent time with the workers. I worked as unskilled labor at the Barrow shipyards. I was a bartender at a hotel on the Portsmouth Road, and I spent a rough month driving a taxi in London. For a while, I was the official correspondent for the Noo York Sentinel and joined the others at meetings with under-secretaries of State and War Office generals. They edited my pieces so harshly that the paper let me go. Then I went on a walking tour around England and stayed for two weeks at a small farm in Suffolk. Eventually, I came back to Claridge’s and this bookshop, because I had learned most of what I needed to know.”

“I had learned,” he went on, turning his curious, full, ruminating eyes on me, “that the British working-man is about the soundest piece of humanity on God’s earth. He grumbles a bit and jibs a bit when he thinks the Government are giving him a crooked deal, but he’s gotten the patience of Job and the sand of a gamecock. And he’s gotten humour too, that tickles me to death. There’s not much trouble in that quarter for it’s he and his kind that’s beating the Hun.... But I picked up a thing or two besides that.”

“I’ve come to realize,” he continued, shifting his curious, thoughtful eyes towards me, “that the British working man is one of the most decent people on the planet. He complains a bit and pushes back when he thinks the government is treating him unfairly, but he has the patience of Job and the spirit of a fighter. Plus, he has a sense of humor that cracks me up. There’s not much trouble in that area because it's him and his kind who are taking down the enemy.... But I’ve learned a thing or two besides that.”

He leaned forward and tapped me on the knee. “I reverence the British Intelligence Service. Flies don’t settle on it to any considerable extent. It’s got a mighty fine mesh, but there’s one hole in that mesh, and it’s our job to mend it. There’s a high-powered brain in the game against us. I struck it a couple of years ago when I was hunting Dumba and Albert, and I thought it was in Noo York, but it wasn’t. I struck its working again at home last year and located its head office in Europe. So I tried Switzerland and Holland, but only bits of it were there. The centre of the web where the old spider sits is right here in England, and for six months I’ve been shadowing that spider. There’s a gang to help, a big gang, and a clever gang, and partly an innocent gang. But there’s only one brain, and it’s to match that that the Robson Brothers settled my duodenum.”

He leaned in and tapped my knee. “I respect the British Intelligence Service. Flies don’t land on it much. It's got a really tight operation, but there’s one gap in that operation, and it’s our job to fix it. There’s a powerful mind working against us. I came across it a couple of years ago when I was tracking Dumba and Albert, and I thought it was in New York, but it wasn’t. I picked up its trail again at home last year and found its main office in Europe. I checked Switzerland and Holland, but only parts of it were there. The heart of the operation, where the mastermind sits, is right here in England, and I’ve been keeping an eye on that mastermind for six months. There’s a crew to help, a big crew, a smart crew, and partly an innocent crew. But there’s only one main brain, and that’s what the Robson Brothers targeted my gut for.”

I was listening with a quickened pulse, for now at last I was getting to business.

I was listening with my heart racing because, at last, I was getting down to business.

“What is he—international socialist, or anarchist, or what?” I asked.

“What is he—an international socialist, an anarchist, or what?” I asked.

“Pure-blooded Boche agent, but the biggest-sized brand in the catalogue—bigger than Steinmeier or old Bismarck’s Staubier. Thank God I’ve got him located.... I must put you wise about some things.”

“Full-blooded German agent, but the biggest name in the catalog—bigger than Steinmeier or old Bismarck’s Staubier. Thank God I’ve found him.... I need to fill you in on some things.”

He lay back in his rubbed leather armchair and yarned for twenty minutes. He told me how at the beginning of the war Scotland Yard had had a pretty complete register of enemy spies, and without making any fuss had just tidied them away. After that, the covey having been broken up, it was a question of picking off stray birds. That had taken some doing. There had been all kinds of inflammatory stuff around, Red Masons and international anarchists, and, worst of all, international finance-touts, but they had mostly been ordinary cranks and rogues, the tools of the Boche agents rather than agents themselves. However, by the middle of 1915 most of the stragglers had been gathered in. But there remained loose ends, and towards the close of last year somebody was very busy combining these ends into a net. Funny cases cropped up of the leakage of vital information. They began to be bad about October 1916, when the Hun submarines started on a special racket. The enemy suddenly appeared possessed of a knowledge which we thought to be shared only by half a dozen officers. Blenkiron said he was not surprised at the leakage, for there’s always a lot of people who hear things they oughtn’t to. What surprised him was that it got so quickly to the enemy.

He leaned back in his worn leather armchair and yawned for twenty minutes. He told me how at the beginning of the war, Scotland Yard had a pretty complete list of enemy spies, and without making a fuss, they just dealt with them. After that, with the group having been broken up, it was a matter of picking off stray individuals. That took some effort. There was all kinds of inflammatory stuff around, Red Masons and international anarchists, and worst of all, international finance touts, but they mostly turned out to be ordinary cranks and crooks, more like tools of the German agents rather than agents themselves. However, by the middle of 1915, most of the stragglers had been rounded up. But there were still loose ends, and toward the end of last year, someone was very busy tying those ends together into a net. Odd cases arose of vital information leaking out. It started to get serious around October 1916, when the German submarines began a special operation. The enemy suddenly seemed to know things we thought only a handful of officers were aware of. Blenkiron said he wasn't surprised by the leaks because there are always people who hear things they shouldn’t. What surprised him was how quickly it got to the enemy.

Then after last February, when the Hun submarines went in for frightfulness on a big scale, the thing grew desperate. Leakages occurred every week, and the business was managed by people who knew their way about, for they avoided all the traps set for them, and when bogus news was released on purpose, they never sent it. A convoy which had been kept a deadly secret would be attacked at the one place where it was helpless. A carefully prepared defensive plan would be checkmated before it could be tried. Blenkiron said that there was no evidence that a single brain was behind it all, for there was no similarity in the cases, but he had a strong impression all the time that it was the work of one man. We managed to close some of the bolt-holes, but we couldn’t put our hands near the big ones. “By this time,” said he, “I reckoned I was about ready to change my methods. I had been working by what the highbrows call induction, trying to argue up from the deeds to the doer. Now I tried a new lay, which was to calculate down from the doer to the deeds. They call it deduction. I opined that somewhere in this island was a gentleman whom we will call Mr X, and that, pursuing the line of business he did, he must have certain characteristics. I considered very carefully just what sort of personage he must be. I had noticed that his device was apparently the Double Bluff. That is to say, when he had two courses open to him, A and B, he pretended he was going to take B, and so got us guessing that he would try A. Then he took B after all. So I reckoned that his camouflage must correspond to this little idiosyncrasy. Being a Boche agent, he wouldn’t pretend to be a hearty patriot, an honest old blood-and-bones Tory. That would be only the Single Bluff. I considered that he would be a pacifist, cunning enough just to keep inside the law, but with the eyes of the police on him. He would write books which would not be allowed to be exported. He would get himself disliked in the popular papers, but all the mugwumps would admire his moral courage. I drew a mighty fine picture to myself of just the man I expected to find. Then I started out to look for him.”

Then after last February, when the German submarines went on a rampage, things got serious. There were leaks every week, and the operation was run by people who knew what they were doing; they avoided all the traps set for them, and when fake news was intentionally spread, they ignored it. A convoy that had been kept super secret would be attacked in the one spot where it was vulnerable. A well-prepared defense plan would be undermined before it could even be executed. Blenkiron said that there was no evidence of a single mastermind behind it all, since the cases showed no similarities, but he always felt it was the work of one person. We managed to close some of the small vulnerabilities, but we couldn’t touch the big ones. “At this point,” he said, “I thought I was ready to switch up my approach. I had been working in what the intellectuals call induction, trying to work from the actions back to the person. Now I was going to try a new method, which is to reason from the person down to the actions. They call it deduction. I figured that somewhere on this island was a guy we’ll call Mr. X, and that, given his line of work, he must have certain traits. I thought carefully about what kind of person he must be. I had noticed that his technique seemed to involve the Double Bluff. In other words, when he had two options, A and B, he would pretend to choose B, making us think he would go for A. Then he would actually choose B. So, I assumed his disguise must reflect this little quirk. Being a German agent, he wouldn’t pretend to be a dedicated patriot or an honest old-fashioned Tory. That would just be the Single Bluff. I figured he would be a pacifist, clever enough to stay within the law but still attracting police attention. He would write books that couldn’t be exported. He would be disliked in the popular press, but the intellectuals would admire his moral courage. I painted a vivid picture in my mind of exactly the kind of man I expected to find. Then I set out to look for him.”

Blenkiron’s face took on the air of a disappointed child. “It was no good. I kept barking up the wrong tree and wore myself out playing the sleuth on white-souled innocents.”

Blenkiron’s face looked like that of a disappointed kid. “It was no use. I kept going after the wrong leads and exhausted myself trying to be a detective with pure-hearted people.”

“But you’ve found him all right,” I cried, a sudden suspicion leaping into my brain.

“But you’ve found him, haven’t you?” I exclaimed, a sudden suspicion flashing into my mind.

“He’s found,” he said sadly, “but the credit does not belong to John S. Blenkiron. That child merely muddied the pond. The big fish was left for a young lady to hook.”

“He’s been found,” he said sadly, “but the credit doesn’t go to John S. Blenkiron. That kid just stirred the waters. The big catch was left for a young woman to reel in.”

“I know,” I cried excitedly. “Her name is Miss Mary Lamington.”

“I know,” I exclaimed excitedly. “Her name is Miss Mary Lamington.”

He shook a disapproving head. “You’ve guessed right, my son, but you’ve forgotten your manners. This is a rough business and we won’t bring in the name of a gently reared and pure-minded young girl. If we speak to her at all we call her by a pet name out of the Pilgrim’s Progress.... Anyhow she hooked the fish, though he isn’t landed. D’you see any light?”

He shook his head in disapproval. “You’re right, my son, but you’ve lost your manners. This is a tough business, and we can’t mention the name of a well-bred and innocent young girl. If we talk about her at all, we just use a nickname from the Pilgrim’s Progress.... Anyway, she caught the fish, even though it’s not on the line yet. Do you see any hope?”

“Ivery,” I gasped.

"Ivery," I said, breathless.

“Yes. Ivery. Nothing much to look at, you say. A common, middle-aged, pie-faced, golf-playing high-brow, that you wouldn’t keep out of a Sunday school. A touch of the drummer, too, to show he has no dealings with your effete aristocracy. A languishing silver-tongue that adores the sound of his own voice. As mild, you’d say, as curds and cream.”

“Yes. Ivery. Not much to look at, right? Just an average, middle-aged guy with a round face, a golf enthusiast, the kind you wouldn't mind having in Sunday school. He also has a bit of a show-off vibe to prove he’s not part of your snobby elite. He has a smooth way of speaking that loves to hear itself. As mild, you’d say, as curds and cream.”

Blenkiron got out of his chair and stood above me. “I tell you, Dick, that man makes my spine cold. He hasn’t a drop of good red blood in him. The dirtiest apache is a Christian gentleman compared to Moxon Ivery. He’s as cruel as a snake and as deep as hell. But, by God, he’s got a brain below his hat. He’s hooked and we’re playing him, but Lord knows if he’ll ever be landed!”

Blenkiron got out of his chair and stood over me. “I’m telling you, Dick, that guy gives me the chills. He doesn’t have an ounce of good blood in him. The dirtiest apache is a Christian gentleman next to Moxon Ivery. He’s as cruel as a snake and as deep as hell. But, man, he’s got a sharp mind. He’s caught, and we’re playing him, but God knows if we’ll ever catch him!”

“Why on earth don’t you put him away?” I asked.

“Why don’t you put him away?” I asked.

“We haven’t the proof—legal proof, I mean; though there’s buckets of the other kind. I could put up a morally certain case, but he’d beat me in a court of law. And half a hundred sheep would get up in Parliament and bleat about persecution. He has a graft with every collection of cranks in England, and with all the geese that cackle about the liberty of the individual when the Boche is ranging about to enslave the world. No, sir, that’s too dangerous a game! Besides, I’ve a better in hand, Moxon Ivery is the best-accredited member of this State. His dossier is the completest thing outside the Recording Angel’s little note-book. We’ve taken up his references in every corner of the globe and they’re all as right as Morgan’s balance sheet. From these it appears he’s been a high-toned citizen ever since he was in short-clothes. He was raised in Norfolk, and there are people living who remember his father. He was educated at Melton School and his name’s in the register. He was in business in Valparaiso, and there’s enough evidence to write three volumes of his innocent life there. Then he came home with a modest competence two years before the war, and has been in the public eye ever since. He was Liberal candidate for a London constitooency and he has decorated the board of every institootion formed for the amelioration of mankind. He’s got enough alibis to choke a boa constrictor, and they’re water-tight and copper-bottomed, and they’re mostly damned lies.... But you can’t beat him at that stunt. The man’s the superbest actor that ever walked the earth. You can see it in his face. It isn’t a face, it’s a mask. He could make himself look like Shakespeare or Julius Caesar or Billy Sunday or Brigadier-General Richard Hannay if he wanted to. He hasn’t got any personality either—he’s got fifty, and there’s no one he could call his own. I reckon when the devil gets the handling of him at last he’ll have to put sand on his claws to keep him from slipping through.”

“We don’t have the proof—legal proof, I mean; though there's tons of the other kind. I could make a morally compelling case, but he’d outsmart me in a court. And a bunch of people would rally in Parliament and whine about persecution. He has connections with every group of oddballs in England, and with all the folks who rant about individual freedom while the enemy is out to enslave the world. No, sir, that’s too risky a game! Besides, I’ve got a better option; Moxon Ivery is the most respected member of this State. His dossier is the most complete thing outside of the Recording Angel’s little notebook. We’ve checked his references from every corner of the globe, and they’re all as right as Morgan’s balance sheet. From these, it seems he’s been a stand-up citizen ever since he was a kid. He was raised in Norfolk, and there are people still alive who remember his father. He was educated at Melton School, and his name’s in the register. He was in business in Valparaiso, and there’s enough evidence to fill three volumes about his innocent life there. Then he came back with a decent amount of money two years before the war and has been in the public eye ever since. He was the Liberal candidate for a London constituency and has served on the board of every organization aimed at improving humanity. He’s got enough alibis to choke a boa constrictor, and they’re rock solid and unassailable, and they’re mostly outright lies... But you can’t beat him at that game. The man’s the best actor that ever lived. You can see it on his face. It isn’t a face, it’s a mask. He could make himself look like Shakespeare or Julius Caesar or Billy Sunday or Brigadier-General Richard Hannay if he wanted to. He doesn’t have any personality, either—he has fifty, and there’s no one he could truly call his own. I figure when the devil finally gets a hold of him, he’ll have to put sand on his claws to keep him from slipping away.”

Blenkiron was settled in his chair again, with one leg hoisted over the side.

Blenkiron settled back into his chair, with one leg draped over the side.

“We’ve closed a fair number of his channels in the last few months. No, he don’t suspect me. The world knows nothing of its greatest men, and to him I’m only a Yankee peace-crank, who gives big subscriptions to loony societies and will travel a hundred miles to let off steam before any kind of audience. He’s been to see me at Claridge’s and I’ve arranged that he shall know all my record. A darned bad record it is too, for two years ago I was violent pro-British before I found salvation and was requested to leave England. When I was home last I was officially anti-war, when I wasn’t stretched upon a bed of pain. Mr Moxon Ivery don’t take any stock in John S. Blenkiron as a serious proposition. And while I’ve been here I’ve been so low down in the social scale and working in so many devious ways that he can’t connect me up.... As I was saying, we’ve cut most of his wires, but the biggest we haven’t got at. He’s still sending stuff out, and mighty compromising stuff it is. Now listen close, Dick, for we’re coming near your own business.”

“We’ve shut down quite a few of his channels in the past few months. No, he doesn’t suspect me. The world knows nothing about its greatest figures, and to him, I’m just a peace-loving American, who donates generously to crazy groups and will travel a hundred miles just to vent in front of any audience. He’s visited me at Claridge’s, and I’ve made sure he knows my entire background. It’s a pretty bad background too, because two years ago I was fiercely pro-British before I turned a new leaf and was asked to leave England. When I was home last, I was officially anti-war, when I wasn’t laid up in bed with pain. Mr. Moxon Ivery doesn’t take John S. Blenkiron seriously at all. And while I’ve been here, I’ve been at such a low point socially and working in so many sneaky ways that he can’t connect the dots. As I was saying, we’ve cut most of his connections, but there’s still one big one we haven’t got to. He’s still sending out material, and it’s really compromising material too. Now listen closely, Dick, because we’re getting to your own business.”

It appeared that Blenkiron had reason to suspect that the channel still open had something to do with the North. He couldn’t get closer than that, till he heard from his people that a certain Abel Gresson had turned up in Glasgow from the States. This Gresson he discovered was the same as one Wrankester, who as a leader of the Industrial Workers of the World had been mixed up in some ugly cases of sabotage in Colorado. He kept his news to himself, for he didn’t want the police to interfere, but he had his own lot get into touch with Gresson and shadow him closely. The man was very discreet but very mysterious, and he would disappear for a week at a time, leaving no trace. For some unknown reason—he couldn’t explain why—Blenkiron had arrived at the conclusion that Gresson was in touch with Ivery, so he made experiments to prove it.

It seemed that Blenkiron had a reason to suspect that the open channel was connected to the North. He couldn’t get any closer until he heard from his contacts that a guy named Abel Gresson had shown up in Glasgow from the States. Blenkiron found out that this Gresson was the same person as Wrankester, who, as a leader of the Industrial Workers of the World, had been involved in some nasty cases of sabotage in Colorado. He kept this information to himself because he didn’t want the police to get involved, but he had his team reach out to Gresson and keep him under close surveillance. The man was very discreet but also very mysterious, often disappearing for a week at a time without a trace. For some unknown reason—he couldn't explain why—Blenkiron concluded that Gresson was in contact with Ivery, so he conducted tests to confirm it.

“I wanted various cross-bearings to make certain, and I got them the night before last. My visit to Biggleswick was good business.”

“I wanted different reference points to be sure, and I got them the night before last. My trip to Biggleswick was worthwhile.”

“I don’t know what they meant,” I said, “but I know where they came in. One was in your speech when you spoke of the Austrian socialists, and Ivery took you up about them. The other was after supper when he quoted the Weser Zeitung.”

“I don’t know what they meant,” I said, “but I know where they came in. One was in your speech when you talked about the Austrian socialists, and Ivery challenged you on that. The other was after dinner when he quoted the Weser Zeitung.”

“You’re no fool, Dick,” he said, with his slow smile. “You’ve hit the mark first shot. You know me and you could follow my process of thought in those remarks. Ivery, not knowing me so well, and having his head full of just that sort of argument, saw nothing unusual. Those bits of noos were pumped into Gresson that he might pass them on. And he did pass them on—to Ivery. They completed my chain.”

“You’re not stupid, Dick,” he said, with a slow smile. “You got it right on the first try. You know me well enough to understand my way of thinking in those comments. Ivery, not knowing me as well and having his mind filled with that kind of argument, didn’t see anything strange. Those bits of info were fed to Gresson so he could pass them on. And he did pass them on—to Ivery. They completed my chain.”

“But they were commonplace enough things which he might have guessed for himself.”

“But they were ordinary enough things that he could have figured out on his own.”

“No, they weren’t. They were the nicest tit-bits of political noos which all the cranks have been reaching after.”

“No, they weren’t. They were the best snippets of political wisdom that all the weirdos have been trying to grasp.”

“Anyhow, they were quotations from German papers. He might have had the papers themselves earlier than you thought.”

“Anyway, those were quotes from German newspapers. He might have had the actual papers sooner than you realized.”

“Wrong again. The paragraph never appeared in the Weser Zeitung. But we faked up a torn bit of that noospaper, and a very pretty bit of forgery it was, and Gresson, who’s a kind of a scholar, was allowed to have it. He passed it on. Ivery showed it me two nights ago. Nothing like it ever sullied the columns of Boche journalism. No, it was a perfectly final proof.... Now, Dick, it’s up to you to get after Gresson.”

“Wrong again. That paragraph never showed up in the Weser Zeitung. But we created a ripped piece of that newspaper, and it was quite a beautiful forgery, and Gresson, who’s sort of a scholar, got to have it. He passed it along. Ivery showed it to me two nights ago. Nothing like it has ever tarnished the pages of Boche journalism. No, it was a definitive proof.... Now, Dick, it’s your turn to go after Gresson.”

“Right,” I said. “I’m jolly glad I’m to start work again. I’m getting fat from lack of exercise. I suppose you want me to catch Gresson out in some piece of blackguardism and have him and Ivery snugly put away.”

“Right,” I said. “I’m really glad I’m starting work again. I’m getting fat from not exercising. I guess you want me to catch Gresson doing something shady and have him and Ivery nicely locked up.”

“I don’t want anything of the kind,” he said very slowly and distinctly. “You’ve got to attend very close to your instructions, I cherish these two beauties as if they were my own white-headed boys. I wouldn’t for the world interfere with their comfort and liberty. I want them to go on corresponding with their friends. I want to give them every facility.”

“I don’t want anything like that,” he said very slowly and clearly. “You need to pay close attention to your instructions. I care for these two beauties as if they were my own cherished sons. I wouldn’t dream of interfering with their comfort and freedom. I want them to keep in touch with their friends. I want to provide them with every opportunity.”

He burst out laughing at my mystified face.

He laughed out loud at my confused expression.

“See here, Dick. How do we want to treat the Boche? Why, to fill him up with all the cunningest lies and get him to act on them. Now here is Moxon Ivery, who has always given them good information. They trust him absolutely, and we would be fools to spoil their confidence. Only, if we can find out Moxon’s methods, we can arrange to use them ourselves and send noos in his name which isn’t quite so genooine. Every word he dispatches goes straight to the Grand High Secret General Staff, and old Hindenburg and Ludendorff put towels round their heads and cipher it out. We want to encourage them to go on doing it. We’ll arrange to send true stuff that don’t matter, so as they’ll continue to trust him, and a few selected falsehoods that’ll matter like hell. It’s a game you can’t play for ever, but with luck I propose to play it long enough to confuse Fritz’s little plans.”

“Listen up, Dick. How do we want to deal with the Germans? Well, let's fill them up with all the cleverest lies and get them to act on them. Here’s Moxon Ivery, who has always given them reliable information. They trust him completely, and it would be stupid to ruin that trust. However, if we can figure out Moxon’s methods, we can use them ourselves and send info in his name that isn't exactly genuine. Every message he sends goes straight to the top-secret General Staff, and Hindenburg and Ludendorff puzzle it out. We want to encourage them to keep doing that. We'll send true stuff that isn't important, so they continue to trust him, along with a few selected lies that really matter. It’s a game you can’t play forever, but with some luck, I plan to play it long enough to confuse Fritz’s little plans.”

His face became serious and wore the air that our corps commander used to have at the big pow-wow before a push.

His expression turned serious, carrying the same weight that our battalion commander had at the big meeting before a major offensive.

“I’m not going to give you instructions, for you’re man enough to make your own. But I can give you the general hang of the situation. You tell Ivery you’re going North to inquire into industrial disputes at first hand. That will seem to him natural and in line with your recent behaviour. He’ll tell his people that you’re a guileless colonial who feels disgruntled with Britain, and may come in useful. You’ll go to a man of mine in Glasgow, a red-hot agitator who chooses that way of doing his bit for his country. It’s a darned hard way and darned dangerous. Through him you’ll get in touch with Gresson, and you’ll keep alongside that bright citizen. Find out what he is doing, and get a chance of following him. He must never suspect you, and for that purpose you must be very near the edge of the law yourself. You go up there as an unabashed pacifist and you’ll live with folk that will turn your stomach. Maybe you’ll have to break some of these two-cent rules the British Government have invented to defend the realm, and it’s up to you not to get caught out.... Remember, you’ll get no help from me. You’ve got to wise up about Gresson with the whole forces of the British State arrayed officially against you. I guess it’s a steep proposition, but you’re man enough to make good.”

“I’m not going to give you instructions because you’re capable of making your own. But I can give you the general idea of the situation. Tell Ivery you’re heading North to look into industrial disputes firsthand. That will seem natural to him and fit with your recent behavior. He’ll inform his team that you’re a naïve colonial who feels discontent with Britain and might be useful. You’ll go to a contact of mine in Glasgow, an ardent activist who chooses to do his bit for his country that way. It's a really tough and dangerous path. Through him, you’ll connect with Gresson, and you’ll stay close to that sharp individual. Figure out what he’s up to and try to follow him. He must never suspect you, so you have to stay just on the edge of the law yourself. You’ll go up there as an open pacifist and live with people that will make you uncomfortable. You might have to break some of those petty rules the British Government has made to protect the realm, and it’s your responsibility not to get caught. Remember, you won’t get any help from me. You need to figure out Gresson while the full force of the British State is officially against you. I know it’s a tough challenge, but you’re capable enough to succeed.”

As we shook hands, he added a last word. “You must take your own time, but it’s not a case for slouching. Every day that passes Ivery is sending out the worst kind of poison. The Boche is blowing up for a big campaign in the field, and a big effort to shake the nerve and confuse the judgement of our civilians. The whole earth’s war-weary, and we’ve about reached the danger-point. There’s pretty big stakes hang on you, Dick, for things are getting mighty delicate.”

As we shook hands, he added one last thing. “Take your time, but don’t drag your feet. Every day that goes by, Ivery is spreading the worst kind of poison. The Germans are gearing up for a big campaign, trying to shake our civilians' nerves and confuse their judgment. Everyone’s tired of this war, and we’re reaching a critical point. You've got some serious stakes on you, Dick, because things are getting really tricky.”

I purchased a new novel in the shop and reached St Pancras in time to have a cup of tea at the buffet. Ivery was at the bookstall buying an evening paper. When we got into the carriage he seized my Punch and kept laughing and calling my attention to the pictures. As I looked at him, I thought that he made a perfect picture of the citizen turned countryman, going back of an evening to his innocent home. Everything was right—his neat tweeds, his light spats, his spotted neckcloth, and his aquascutum.

I picked up a new novel at the shop and got to St Pancras just in time for a cup of tea at the buffet. Ivery was at the bookstall grabbing an evening paper. When we got into the carriage, he grabbed my Punch and kept laughing, pointing out the pictures. As I looked at him, I thought he looked like the perfect example of a city guy turned countryman, heading back to his simple home in the evening. Everything was just right—his neat tweed suit, light spats, spotted necktie, and aquascutum.

Not that I dared look at him much. What I had learned made me eager to search his face, but I did not dare show any increased interest. I had always been a little off-hand with him, for I had never much liked him, so I had to keep on the same manner. He was as merry as a grig, full of chat and very friendly and amusing. I remember he picked up the book I had brought off that morning to read in the train—the second volume of Hazlitt’s Essays, the last of my English classics—and discoursed so wisely about books that I wished I had spent more time in his company at Biggleswick.

Not that I dared to look at him too much. What I had learned made me eager to study his face, but I didn't want to show any extra interest. I had always been a bit dismissive towards him because I had never really liked him, so I had to keep up the same attitude. He was cheerful and full of conversation, very friendly and entertaining. I remember he picked up the book I had taken that morning to read on the train—the second volume of Hazlitt’s Essays, the last of my English classics—and talked so wisely about books that I wished I had spent more time with him at Biggleswick.

“Hazlitt was the academic Radical of his day,” he said. “He is always lashing himself into a state of theoretical fury over abuses he has never encountered in person. Men who are up against the real thing save their breath for action.”

“Hazlitt was the academic radical of his time,” he said. “He’s always getting worked up in theoretical rage over issues he’s never faced in real life. People who actually deal with the real problems save their energy for taking action.”

That gave me my cue to tell him about my journey to the North. I said I had learned a lot in Biggleswick, but I wanted to see industrial life at close quarters. “Otherwise I might become like Hazlitt,” I said.

That gave me the signal to share my journey to the North. I said I had learned a lot in Biggleswick, but I wanted to experience industrial life up close. “Otherwise, I might end up like Hazlitt,” I said.

He was very interested and encouraging. “That’s the right way to set about it,” he said. “Where were you thinking of going?”

He was really interested and supportive. “That’s the way to do it,” he said. “Where were you thinking of going?”

I told him that I had half thought of Barrow, but decided to try Glasgow, since the Clyde seemed to be a warm corner.

I told him that I had kind of considered Barrow, but I decided to go for Glasgow instead, since the Clyde seemed like a cozy spot.

“Right,” he said. “I only wish I was coming with you. It’ll take you a little while to understand the language. You’ll find a good deal of senseless bellicosity among the workmen, for they’ve got parrot-cries about the war as they used to have parrot-cries about their labour politics. But there’s plenty of shrewd brains and sound hearts too. You must write and tell me your conclusions.”

“Right,” he said. “I just wish I was going with you. It’ll take you some time to get the hang of the language. You’ll notice a lot of pointless aggression among the workers, since they have cliché phrases about the war just like they used to have about labor politics. But there are also plenty of clever people and good souls. You need to write and share your thoughts with me.”

It was a warm evening and he dozed the last part of the journey. I looked at him and wished I could see into the mind at the back of that mask-like face. I counted for nothing in his eyes, not even enough for him to want to make me a tool, and I was setting out to try to make a tool of him. It sounded a forlorn enterprise. And all the while I was puzzled with a persistent sense of recognition. I told myself it was idiocy, for a man with a face like that must have hints of resemblance to a thousand people. But the idea kept nagging at me till we reached our destination.

It was a warm evening, and he dozed through the last part of the journey. I looked at him and wished I could see into the mind behind that mask-like face. I meant nothing to him, not even enough for him to want to use me as a tool, and I was setting out to try to use him. It felt like a hopeless task. All the while, I was troubled by a constant sense of recognition. I told myself it was ridiculous, since a man with a face like that must resemble a thousand others. But the thought kept bothering me until we reached our destination.

As we emerged from the station into the golden evening I saw Mary Lamington again. She was with one of the Weekes girls, and after the Biggleswick fashion was bareheaded, so that the sun glinted from her hair. Ivery swept his hat off and made her a pretty speech, while I faced her steady eyes with the expressionlessness of the stage conspirator.

As we came out of the station into the golden evening, I saw Mary Lamington again. She was with one of the Weekes girls and, following the Biggleswick style, was not wearing a hat, so the sun shone off her hair. Ivery took off his hat and complimented her, while I looked into her steady eyes with the blankness of a stage conspirator.

“A charming child,” he observed as we passed on. “Not without a touch of seriousness, too, which may yet be touched to noble issues.”

“A charming kid,” he commented as we walked by. “And there's a hint of seriousness there too, which could lead to something great.”

I considered, as I made my way to my final supper with the Jimsons, that the said child was likely to prove a sufficiently serious business for Mr Moxon Ivery before the game was out.

I thought, as I headed to my last dinner with the Jimsons, that the mentioned child would probably become quite a serious issue for Mr. Moxon Ivery before the game was over.

CHAPTER IV
Andrew Amos

I took the train three days later from King’s Cross to Edinburgh. I went to the Pentland Hotel in Princes Street and left there a suit-case containing some clean linen and a change of clothes. I had been thinking the thing out, and had come to the conclusion that I must have a base somewhere and a fresh outfit. Then in well-worn tweeds and with no more luggage than a small trench kit-bag, I descended upon the city of Glasgow.

I took the train three days later from King’s Cross to Edinburgh. I went to the Pentland Hotel on Princes Street and left a suitcase there with some clean clothes and a change of outfits. I had been thinking it through, and realized I needed a base somewhere and a new set of clothes. So, wearing my old tweeds and carrying no more than a small duffel bag, I arrived in the city of Glasgow.

I walked from the station to the address which Blenkiron had given me. It was a hot summer evening, and the streets were filled with bareheaded women and weary-looking artisans. As I made my way down the Dumbarton Road I was amazed at the number of able-bodied fellows about, considering that you couldn’t stir a mile on any British front without bumping up against a Glasgow battalion. Then I realised that there were such things as munitions and ships, and I wondered no more.

I walked from the station to the address Blenkiron had given me. It was a hot summer evening, and the streets were filled with women without hats and tired-looking workers. As I made my way down the Dumbarton Road, I was surprised by how many strong guys were around, especially since you couldn’t move a mile on any British front without running into a Glasgow battalion. Then I remembered that there were things like munitions and ships, and I stopped wondering.

A stout and dishevelled lady at a close-mouth directed me to Mr Amos’s dwelling. “Twa stairs up. Andra will be in noo, havin’ his tea. He’s no yin for overtime. He’s generally hame on the chap of six.” I ascended the stairs with a sinking heart, for like all South Africans I have a horror of dirt. The place was pretty filthy, but at each landing there were two doors with well-polished handles and brass plates. On one I read the name of Andrew Amos.

A stout and messy woman at a close-mouth pointed me to Mr. Amos's home. "Two flights up. Andra will be in soon, having his tea. He’s not one for staying late. He usually gets home around six." I climbed the stairs with a heavy heart, because like all South Africans, I have a fear of dirt. The place was pretty dirty, but at each landing, there were two doors with shiny handles and brass plates. On one, I read the name Andrew Amos.

A man in his shirt-sleeves opened to me, a little man, without a collar, and with an unbuttoned waistcoat. That was all I saw of him in the dim light, but he held out a paw like a gorilla’s and drew me in.

A man in his shirt sleeves answered the door, a small guy without a collar and with his waistcoat unbuttoned. That’s all I could make out in the dim light, but he stretched out a hand like a gorilla’s and pulled me inside.

The sitting-room, which looked over many chimneys to a pale yellow sky against which two factory stalks stood out sharply, gave me light enough to observe him fully. He was about five feet four, broad-shouldered, and with a great towsy head of grizzled hair. He wore spectacles, and his face was like some old-fashioned Scots minister’s, for he had heavy eyebrows and whiskers which joined each other under his jaw, while his chin and enormous upper lip were clean-shaven. His eyes were steely grey and very solemn, but full of smouldering energy. His voice was enormous and would have shaken the walls if he had not had the habit of speaking with half-closed lips. He had not a sound tooth in his head.

The living room, which overlooked a bunch of chimneys against a pale yellow sky where two factory smokestacks stood out distinctly, provided enough light for me to take him in completely. He was around five feet four, broad-shouldered, and had a messy head of graying hair. He wore glasses, and his face resembled that of an old-fashioned Scottish minister, with bushy eyebrows and whiskers that connected under his jaw, while his chin and huge upper lip were clean-shaven. His eyes were steely gray and very serious, yet filled with smoldering energy. His voice was massive and could have rattled the walls if he hadn’t spoken with his lips partially closed. He didn't have a single good tooth in his mouth.

A saucer full of tea and a plate which had once contained ham and eggs were on the table. He nodded towards them and asked me if I had fed.

A saucer full of tea and a plate that had once held ham and eggs were on the table. He nodded towards them and asked me if I had eaten.

“Ye’ll no eat onything? Well, some would offer ye a dram, but this house is staunch teetotal. I door ye’ll have to try the nearest public if ye’re thirsty.”

“Won't you eat anything? Well, some might offer you a drink, but this house is strictly alcohol-free. I guess you'll have to try the nearest pub if you’re thirsty.”

I disclaimed any bodily wants, and produced my pipe, at which he started to fill an old clay. “Mr Brand’s your name?” he asked in his gusty voice. “I was expectin’ ye, but Dod! man ye’re late!”

I ignored any physical needs and took out my pipe, at which point he began to fill an old clay pipe. “Mr. Brand, is it?” he asked in his booming voice. “I was expecting you, but gosh! you're late!”

He extricated from his trousers pocket an ancient silver watch, and regarded it with disfavour. “The dashed thing has stoppit. What do ye make the time, Mr Brand?”

He pulled an old silver watch out of his pants pocket and looked at it with annoyance. “The darn thing has stopped. What time do you have, Mr. Brand?”

He proceeded to prise open the lid of his watch with the knife he had used to cut his tobacco, and, as he examined the works, he turned the back of the case towards me. On the inside I saw pasted Mary Lamington’s purple-and-white wafer.

He went ahead and pried open the lid of his watch with the knife he had used to cut his tobacco, and as he checked the inner workings, he turned the back of the case towards me. Inside, I saw a purple-and-white wafer with Mary Lamington's name on it.

I held my watch so that he could see the same token. His keen eyes, raised for a second, noted it, and he shut his own with a snap and returned it to his pocket. His manner lost its wariness and became almost genial.

I held up my watch so he could see the same emblem. His sharp eyes looked up for a moment, noticed it, and he quickly closed his own watch and put it back in his pocket. His demeanor shifted from cautious to almost friendly.

“Ye’ve come up to see Glasgow, Mr Brand? Well, it’s a steerin’ bit, and there’s honest folk bides in it, and some not so honest. They tell me ye’re from South Africa. That’s a long gait away, but I ken something aboot South Africa, for I had a cousin’s son oot there for his lungs. He was in a shop in Main Street, Bloomfountain. They called him Peter Dobson. Ye would maybe mind of him.”

“You've come to see Glasgow, Mr. Brand? Well, it’s a tough place, and there are good people living here, and some not so good. I heard you’re from South Africa. That’s a long way away, but I know a little about South Africa because I had a cousin's son out there for his health. He was in a shop on Main Street, Bloomfountain. They called him Peter Dobson. You might remember him.”

Then he discoursed of the Clyde. He was an incomer, he told me, from the Borders, his native place being the town of Galashiels, or, as he called it, “Gawly”. “I began as a powerloom tuner in Stavert’s mill. Then my father dee’d and I took up his trade of jiner. But it’s no world nowadays for the sma’ independent business, so I cam to the Clyde and learned a shipwright’s job. I may say I’ve become a leader in the trade, for though I’m no an official of the Union, and not likely to be, there’s no man’s word carries more weight than mine. And the Goavernment kens that, for they’ve sent me on commissions up and down the land to look at wuds and report on the nature of the timber. Bribery, they think it is, but Andrew Amos is not to be bribit. He’ll have his say about any Goavernment on earth, and tell them to their face what he thinks of them. Ay, and he’ll fight the case of the workingman against his oppressor, should it be the Goavernment or the fatted calves they ca’ Labour Members. Ye’ll have heard tell o’ the shop stewards, Mr Brand?”

Then he talked about the Clyde. He told me he was an outsider from the Borders, and his hometown was Galashiels, or as he called it, “Gawly.” “I started as a powerloom tuner in Stavert’s mill. Then my father passed away, and I took up his trade as a joiner. But it’s not a good world anymore for small independent businesses, so I came to the Clyde and learned to be a shipwright. I can say I’ve become a leader in the trade because, even though I’m not an official of the Union and probably won’t be, no one’s word carries more weight than mine. And the Government knows that, as they’ve sent me on commissions all over the country to check out woods and report on the quality of the timber. They think it’s bribery, but Andrew Amos can’t be bribed. He’ll speak his mind about any Government on earth and tell them exactly what he thinks. Yes, and he’ll stand up for the working man against his oppressor, whether it’s the Government or the well-fed politicians they call Labour Members. You’ve heard about the shop stewards, Mr. Brand?”

I admitted I had, for I had been well coached by Blenkiron in the current history of industrial disputes.

I confessed that I had, because Blenkiron had prepared me well on the recent history of labor disputes.

“Well, I’m a shop steward. We represent the rank and file against office-bearers that have lost the confidence o’ the workingman. But I’m no socialist, and I would have ye keep mind of that. I’m yin o’ the old Border radicals, and I’m not like to change. I’m for individual liberty and equal rights and chances for all men. I’ll no more bow down before a Dagon of a Goavernment official than before the Baal of a feckless Tweedside laird. I’ve to keep my views to mysel’, for thae young lads are all drucken-daft with their wee books about Cawpital and Collectivism and a wheen long senseless words I wouldna fyle my tongue with. Them and their socialism! There’s more gumption in a page of John Stuart Mill than in all that foreign trash. But, as I say, I’ve got to keep a quiet sough, for the world is gettin’ socialism now like the measles. It all comes of a defective eddication.”

“Well, I’m a union rep. We stand for the regular workers against leaders who’ve lost the trust of the working man. But I’m not a socialist, and I want you to remember that. I’m one of the old Border radicals, and I’m not likely to change. I believe in individual freedom and equal rights and opportunities for everyone. I won’t bow down to a government official any more than I would to a useless landowner. I have to keep my opinions to myself because those young guys are all drunk on their little books about Capital and Collectivism and a bunch of long, pointless terms I wouldn’t waste my breath on. Them and their socialism! There’s more insight in a page of John Stuart Mill than in all that foreign nonsense. But, like I said, I’ve got to keep quiet because the world is catching socialism like a bad cold. It all comes from a poor education.”

“And what does a Border radical say about the war?” I asked.

“And what does a Border radical think about the war?” I asked.

He took off his spectacles and cocked his shaggy brows at me. “I’ll tell ye, Mr Brand. All that was bad in all that I’ve ever wrestled with since I cam to years o’ discretion—Tories and lairds and manufacturers and publicans and the Auld Kirk—all that was bad, I say, for there were orra bits of decency, ye’ll find in the Germans full measure pressed down and running over. When the war started, I considered the subject calmly for three days, and then I said: ‘Andra Amos, ye’ve found the enemy at last. The ones ye fought before were in a manner o’ speakin’ just misguided friends. It’s either you or the Kaiser this time, my man!’”

He took off his glasses and raised his shaggy brows at me. “I’ll tell you, Mr. Brand. All the bad things I've ever dealt with since I came of age—Tories, landlords, factory owners, pub owners, and the Old Church—all the bad things, I say, because you’ll find plenty of decent qualities in the Germans. When the war started, I thought it over calmly for three days, and then I said: ‘Andra Amos, you've finally found the enemy. The people you fought before were, in a way, just misguided friends. This time, it's either you or the Kaiser, my man!’”

His eyes had lost their gravity and had taken on a sombre ferocity. “Ay, and I’ve not wavered. I got a word early in the business as to the way I could serve my country best. It’s not been an easy job, and there’s plenty of honest folk the day will give me a bad name. They think I’m stirrin’ up the men at home and desertin’ the cause o’ the lads at the front. Man, I’m keepin’ them straight. If I didna fight their battles on a sound economic isshue, they would take the dorts and be at the mercy of the first blagyird that preached revolution. Me and my like are safety-valves, if ye follow me. And dinna you make ony mistake, Mr Brand. The men that are agitating for a rise in wages are not for peace. They’re fighting for the lads overseas as much as for themselves. There’s not yin in a thousand that wouldna sweat himself blind to beat the Germans. The Goavernment has made mistakes, and maun be made to pay for them. If it were not so, the men would feel like a moose in a trap, for they would have no way to make their grievance felt. What for should the big man double his profits and the small man be ill set to get his ham and egg on Sabbath mornin’? That’s the meaning o’ Labour unrest, as they call it, and it’s a good thing, says I, for if Labour didna get its leg over the traces now and then, the spunk o’ the land would be dead in it, and Hindenburg could squeeze it like a rotten aipple.”

His eyes had lost their seriousness and now had a grim intensity. “Yeah, and I haven’t backed down. I got a clear message early on about how I could best serve my country. It hasn’t been an easy job, and there are plenty of honest people who will tarnish my reputation. They think I’m stirring up the folks at home and abandoning the cause of the guys at the front. Man, I’m keeping them focused. If I didn’t fight their battles on solid economic grounds, they would get lost and be at the mercy of the first loudmouth preaching revolution. People like me are safety valves, if you know what I mean. And don’t get it twisted, Mr. Brand. The ones pushing for higher wages aren’t for peace. They’re fighting for the guys overseas just as much as for themselves. There’s hardly one in a thousand who wouldn’t work themselves to the bone to beat the Germans. The Government has made mistakes, and they need to be held accountable for them. If not, the men would feel trapped, with no way to make their grievances heard. Why should the big man double his profits while the little guy struggles to put food on the table for Sunday breakfast? That’s what Labour unrest, as they call it, really means, and I think it's a good thing, because if Labour didn’t push back now and then, the spirit of the land would be dead, and Hindenburg could squeeze it like a rotten apple.”

I asked if he spoke for the bulk of the men.

I asked if he spoke for most of the guys.

“For ninety per cent in ony ballot. I don’t say that there’s not plenty of riff-raff—the pint-and-a-dram gentry and the soft-heads that are aye reading bits of newspapers, and muddlin’ their wits with foreign whigmaleeries. But the average man on the Clyde, like the average man in ither places, hates just three things, and that’s the Germans, the profiteers, as they call them, and the Irish. But he hates the Germans first.”

“For ninety percent in any ballot. I’m not saying there aren’t plenty of losers—the pub-goers and the clueless who are always reading snippets from newspapers and confusing their minds with foreign nonsense. But the average guy on the Clyde, like the average guy elsewhere, really dislikes just three things: the Germans, the profiteers, as they call them, and the Irish. But he hates the Germans the most.”

“The Irish!” I exclaimed in astonishment.

“The Irish!” I said in surprise.

“Ay, the Irish,” cried the last of the old Border radicals. “Glasgow’s stinkin’ nowadays with two things, money and Irish. I mind the day when I followed Mr Gladstone’s Home Rule policy, and used to threep about the noble, generous, warm-hearted sister nation held in a foreign bondage. My Goad! I’m not speakin’ about Ulster, which is a dour, ill-natured den, but our own folk all the same. But the men that will not do a hand’s turn to help the war and take the chance of our necessities to set up a bawbee rebellion are hateful to Goad and man. We treated them like pet lambs and that’s the thanks we get. They’re coming over here in thousands to tak the jobs of the lads that are doing their duty. I was speakin’ last week to a widow woman that keeps a wee dairy down the Dalmarnock Road. She has two sons, and both in the airmy, one in the Cameronians and one a prisoner in Germany. She was telling me that she could not keep goin’ any more, lacking the help of the boys, though she had worked her fingers to the bone. ‘Surely it’s a crool job, Mr Amos,’ she says, ‘that the Goavernment should tak baith my laddies, and I’ll maybe never see them again, and let the Irish gang free and tak the bread frae our mouth. At the gasworks across the road they took on a hundred Irish last week, and every yin o’ them as young and well set up as you would ask to see. And my wee Davie, him that’s in Germany, had aye a weak chest, and Jimmy was troubled wi’ a bowel complaint. That’s surely no justice!’....”

“Yeah, the Irish,” exclaimed the last of the old Border radicals. “Glasgow's a mess these days with two things: money and Irish. I remember when I supported Mr. Gladstone’s Home Rule policy and used to talk about the noble, generous, warm-hearted sister nation stuck in foreign bondage. My God! I’m not even talking about Ulster, which is a grim, unfriendly place, but our own people all the same. But the guys who won’t lift a finger to help with the war and are taking advantage of our needs to start a petty rebellion are detestable to God and man. We treated them like spoiled children, and that’s the gratitude we get. They’re coming over here by the thousands to take the jobs of the guys who are doing their duty. I spoke last week to a widow who runs a small dairy down Dalmarnock Road. She has two sons, both in the army—one in the Cameronians and one a prisoner in Germany. She was telling me that she couldn’t keep going anymore, lacking the help of her boys, even though she’s worked herself to the bone. ‘It’s a cruel thing, Mr. Amos,’ she said, ‘that the Government should take both my boys, and I might never see them again, while letting the Irish come in and take the bread from our mouths. At the gasworks across the road, they hired a hundred Irish last week, and every one of them as young and fit as you could ask to see. And my little Davie, the one in Germany, always had a weak chest, and Jimmy had issues with his stomach. That’s just not fair!’...”

He broke off and lit a match by drawing it across the seat of his trousers. “It’s time I got the gas lichtit. There’s some men coming here at half-ten.”

He paused and lit a match by striking it against the seat of his pants. "It's time I got the gas lit. Some guys are coming here at half ten."

As the gas squealed and flickered in the lighting, he sketched for me the coming guests. “There’s Macnab and Niven, two o’ my colleagues. And there’s Gilkison of the Boiler-fitters, and a lad Wilkie—he’s got consumption, and writes wee bits in the papers. And there’s a queer chap o’ the name o’ Tombs—they tell me he comes frae Cambridge, and is a kind of a professor there—anyway he’s more stuffed wi’ havers than an egg wi’ meat. He telled me he was here to get at the heart o’ the workingman, and I said to him that he would hae to look a bit further than the sleeve o’ the workin’-man’s jaicket. There’s no muckle in his head, poor soul. Then there’ll be Tam Norie, him that edits our weekly paper—Justice for All. Tam’s a humorist and great on Robert Burns, but he hasna the balance o’ a dwinin’ teetotum.... Ye’ll understand, Mr Brand, that I keep my mouth shut in such company, and don’t express my own views more than is absolutely necessary. I criticise whiles, and that gives me a name of whunstane common-sense, but I never let my tongue wag. The feck o’ the lads comin’ the night are not the real workingman—they’re just the froth on the pot, but it’s the froth that will be useful to you. Remember they’ve heard tell o’ ye already, and ye’ve some sort o’ reputation to keep up.”

As the gas squeaked and flickered in the light, he described the guests who were coming. “There’s Macnab and Niven, two of my colleagues. And there’s Gilkison from the Boiler-fitters, and a guy named Wilkie—he has tuberculosis and writes little pieces for the newspapers. And there’s a strange guy named Tombs—they say he comes from Cambridge and is some sort of professor there—anyway, he’s more full of nonsense than an egg is full of meat. He told me he was here to understand the working man, and I told him he would have to look a bit deeper than the sleeve of the working man’s jacket. There’s not much going on in his head, poor soul. Then there’s Tam Norie, the one who edits our weekly paper—Justice for All. Tam’s a humorist and really into Robert Burns, but he doesn’t have the balance of a wobbling top.... You’ll understand, Mr. Brand, that I keep my mouth shut in such company and don’t express my own views more than absolutely necessary. I criticize sometimes, and that gives me a reputation for having common sense, but I never let my tongue run wild. Most of the guys coming tonight aren’t the real working men—they’re just the froth on the drink, but it’s the froth that will be useful to you. Remember, they’ve already heard about you, and you’ve got some kind of reputation to maintain.”

“Will Mr Abel Gresson be here?” I asked.

“Will Mr. Abel Gresson be here?” I asked.

“No,” he said. “Not yet. Him and me havena yet got to the point o’ payin’ visits. But the men that come will be Gresson’s friends and they’ll speak of ye to him. It’s the best kind of introduction ye could seek.”

“No,” he said. “Not yet. He and I haven’t gotten to the point of visiting each other. But the guys who do come will be Gresson’s friends and they’ll talk about you to him. It’s the best kind of introduction you could ask for.”

The knocker sounded, and Mr Amos hastened to admit the first comers. These were Macnab and Wilkie: the one a decent middle-aged man with a fresh-washed face and a celluloid collar, the other a round-shouldered youth, with lank hair and the large eyes and luminous skin which are the marks of phthisis. “This is Mr Brand boys, from South Africa,” was Amos’s presentation. Presently came Niven, a bearded giant, and Mr Norie, the editor, a fat dirty fellow smoking a rank cigar. Gilkison of the Boiler-fitters, when he arrived, proved to be a pleasant young man in spectacles who spoke with an educated voice and clearly belonged to a slightly different social scale. Last came Tombs, the Cambridge professor, a lean youth with a sour mouth and eyes that reminded me of Launcelot Wake.

The knocker rang, and Mr. Amos quickly opened the door to welcome the first arrivals. They were Macnab and Wilkie: one was a respectable middle-aged man with a freshly washed face and a celluloid collar, while the other was a hunched young man with lank hair and large eyes and glowing skin, signs of tuberculosis. “This is Mr. Brand, boys, from South Africa,” Amos introduced. Soon, Niven arrived, a bearded giant, along with Mr. Norie, the editor, who was a dirty, hefty guy smoking a foul cigar. When Gilkison from the Boiler-fitters showed up, he turned out to be a nice young man in glasses who spoke with an educated tone and clearly belonged to a slightly different social class. Last to arrive was Tombs, the Cambridge professor, a thin young man with a sour expression and eyes that reminded me of Launcelot Wake.

“Ye’ll no be a mawgnate, Mr Brand, though ye come from South Africa,” said Mr Norie with a great guffaw.

“You won’t be a magnate, Mr. Brand, even though you come from South Africa,” said Mr. Norie with a loud laugh.

“Not me. I’m a working engineer,” I said. “My father was from Scotland, and this is my first visit to my native country, as my friend Mr Amos was telling you.”

“Not me. I'm a working engineer,” I said. “My dad was from Scotland, and this is my first visit to my homeland, like my friend Mr. Amos was telling you.”

The consumptive looked at me suspiciously. “We’ve got two—three of the comrades here that the cawpitalist Government expelled from the Transvaal. If ye’re our way of thinking, ye will maybe ken them.”

The sickly person looked at me with suspicion. “We’ve got two—three of our friends here that the capitalist government kicked out of the Transvaal. If you think like us, you might know them.”

I said I would be overjoyed to meet them, but that at the time of the outrage in question I had been working on a mine a thousand miles further north.

I said I would be thrilled to meet them, but at the time of the incident in question, I had been working in a mine a thousand miles farther north.

Then ensued an hour of extraordinary talk. Tombs in his sing-song namby-pamby University voice was concerned to get information. He asked endless questions, chiefly of Gilkison, who was the only one who really understood his language. I thought I had never seen anyone quite so fluent and so futile, and yet there was a kind of feeble violence in him like a demented sheep. He was engaged in venting some private academic spite against society, and I thought that in a revolution he would be the class of lad I would personally conduct to the nearest lamp-post. And all the while Amos and Macnab and Niven carried on their own conversation about the affairs of their society, wholly impervious to the tornado raging around them.

Then an hour of incredible conversation followed. Tombs, in his sing-song, overly dramatic University voice, was eager to gather information. He asked endless questions, mostly to Gilkison, who was the only one who really understood him. I had never seen anyone so articulate yet so pointless, and there was a sort of weak aggression in him like a crazed sheep. He seemed to be venting some personal academic bitterness towards society, and I thought that in a revolution, he would be exactly the type I would personally take to the nearest lamp-post. Meanwhile, Amos, Macnab, and Niven continued their own discussion about the issues in their society, completely unaffected by the chaos swirling around them.

It was Mr Norie, the editor, who brought me into the discussion.

It was Mr. Norie, the editor, who mentioned me in the conversation.

“Our South African friend is very blate,” he said in his boisterous way. “Andra, if this place of yours wasn’t so damned teetotal and we had a dram apiece, we might get his tongue loosened. I want to hear what he’s got to say about the war. You told me this morning he was sound in the faith.”

“Our South African friend is really shy,” he said loudly. “Andra, if this place of yours wasn’t so strictly alcohol-free and we could have a drink each, we might get him talking. I want to hear what he has to say about the war. You mentioned this morning that he was firm in his beliefs.”

“I said no such thing,” said Mr Amos. “As ye ken well, Tam Norie, I don’t judge soundness on that matter as you judge it. I’m for the war myself, subject to certain conditions that I’ve often stated. I know nothing of Mr Brand’s opinions, except that he’s a good democrat, which is more than I can say of some o’ your friends.”

“I didn’t say anything like that,” Mr. Amos replied. “As you know well, Tam Norie, I don’t assess the situation the way you do. Personally, I'm in favor of the war, under certain conditions that I’ve mentioned many times. I don’t know much about Mr. Brand’s opinions, except that he’s a good democrat, which is more than I can say for some of your friends.”

“Hear to Andra,” laughed Mr Norie. “He’s thinkin’ the inspector in the Socialist State would be a waur kind of awristocrat then the Duke of Buccleuch. Weel, there’s maybe something in that. But about the war he’s wrong. Ye ken my views, boys. This war was made by the cawpitalists, and it has been fought by the workers, and it’s the workers that maun have the ending of it. That day’s comin’ very near. There are those that want to spin it out till Labour is that weak it can be pit in chains for the rest o’ time. That’s the manœuvre we’re out to prevent. We’ve got to beat the Germans, but it’s the workers that has the right to judge when the enemy’s beaten and not the cawpitalists. What do you say, Mr Brand?”

“Hear Andra,” laughed Mr. Norie. “He thinks the inspector in the Socialist State would be a worse kind of aristocrat than the Duke of Buccleuch. Well, there might be something to that. But he’s wrong about the war. You know my views, guys. This war was started by the capitalists, and it’s been fought by the workers, and it’s the workers who must bring it to an end. That day is coming very soon. There are those who want to drag it out until Labour is so weak it can be put in chains for good. That’s the maneuver we’re trying to stop. We’ve got to defeat the Germans, but it’s the workers who have the right to decide when the enemy is beaten, not the capitalists. What do you think, Mr. Brand?”

Mr Norie had obviously pinned his colours to the fence, but he gave me the chance I had been looking for. I let them have my views with a vengeance, and these views were that for the sake of democracy the war must be ended. I flatter myself I put my case well, for I had got up every rotten argument and I borrowed largely from Launcelot Wake’s armoury. But I didn’t put it too well, for I had a very exact notion of the impression I wanted to produce. I must seem to be honest and in earnest, just a bit of a fanatic, but principally a hard-headed businessman who knew when the time had come to make a deal. Tombs kept interrupting me with imbecile questions, and I had to sit on him. At the end Mr Norie hammered with his pipe on the table.

Mr. Norie had clearly taken a stance, but he gave me the opportunity I had been waiting for. I shared my thoughts passionately, emphasizing that for the sake of democracy, the war needed to end. I believe I made my case effectively, as I pulled out every terrible argument and heavily borrowed from Launcelot Wake’s arsenal. However, I didn’t articulate it perfectly because I had a clear idea of the impression I wanted to make. I needed to come across as honest and sincere, a bit of a zealot, but mainly as a pragmatic businessman who recognized when it was time to strike a deal. Tombs kept interrupting me with stupid questions, and I had to put him in check. In the end, Mr. Norie banged his pipe on the table.

“That’ll sort ye, Andra. Ye’re entertain’ an angel unawares. What do ye say to that, my man?”

“That’ll sort you out, Andra. You’re entertaining an angel without even realizing it. What do you say to that, my friend?”

Mr Amos shook his head. “I’ll no deny there’s something in it, but I’m not convinced that the Germans have got enough of a wheepin’.” Macnab agreed with him; the others were with me. Norie was for getting me to write an article for his paper, and the consumptive wanted me to address a meeting.

Mr. Amos shook his head. “I won’t deny there’s something to it, but I’m not convinced that the Germans have enough of a push.” Macnab agreed with him; the others sided with me. Norie wanted me to write an article for his paper, and the sickly one wanted me to speak at a meeting.

“Wull ye say a’ that over again the morn’s night down at our hall in Newmilns Street? We’ve got a lodge meeting o’ the I.W.B., and I’ll make them pit ye in the programme.” He kept his luminous eyes, like a sick dog’s, fixed on me, and I saw that I had made one ally. I told him I had come to Glasgow to learn and not to teach, but I would miss no chance of testifying to my faith.

“Will you say all that again tomorrow night down at our hall on Newmilns Street? We’ve got an I.W.B. lodge meeting, and I’ll make sure they include you in the program.” He kept his bright eyes, like a sick dog’s, focused on me, and I realized that I had found at least one ally. I told him I had come to Glasgow to learn and not to teach, but I wouldn’t miss any opportunity to share my beliefs.

“Now, boys, I’m for my bed,” said Amos, shaking the dottle from his pipe. “Mr Tombs, I’ll conduct ye the morn over the Brigend works, but I’ve had enough clavers for one evening. I’m a man that wants his eight hours’ sleep.”

“Alright, guys, I'm heading to bed,” said Amos, tapping the ash out of his pipe. “Mr. Tombs, I'll show you around the Brigend works tomorrow morning, but I've had enough talking for one evening. I need my eight hours of sleep.”

The old fellow saw them to the door, and came back to me with the ghost of a grin in his face.

The old guy saw them to the door and came back to me with a faint grin on his face.

“A queer crowd, Mr Brand! Macnab didna like what ye said. He had a laddie killed in Gallypoly, and he’s no lookin’ for peace this side the grave. He’s my best friend in Glasgow. He’s an elder in the Gaelic kirk in the Cowcaddens, and I’m what ye call a free-thinker, but we’re wonderful agreed on the fundamentals. Ye spoke your bit verra well, I must admit. Gresson will hear tell of ye as a promising recruit.”

“A strange crowd, Mr. Brand! Macnab didn’t like what you said. He had a boy killed in Gallypoly, and he’s not looking for peace this side of the grave. He’s my best friend in Glasgow. He’s an elder in the Gaelic church in the Cowcaddens, and I’m what you’d call a free-thinker, but we really agree on the basics. You spoke your piece very well, I must admit. Gresson will hear about you as a promising recruit.”

“It’s a rotten job,” I said.

“It’s a terrible job,” I said.

“Ay, it’s a rotten job. I often feel like vomiting over it mysel’. But it’s no for us to complain. There’s waur jobs oot in France for better men.... A word in your ear, Mr Brand. Could ye not look a bit more sheepish? Ye stare folk ower straight in the een, like a Hieland sergeant-major up at Maryhill Barracks.” And he winked slowly and grotesquely with his left eye.

“Yeah, it’s a terrible job. I often feel like throwing up about it myself. But it’s not for us to complain. There are worse jobs out in France for better men.... Just a word of advice, Mr. Brand. Could you try to look a bit more bashful? You stare at people too straight in the eye, like a Highland sergeant major at Maryhill Barracks.” And he winked slow and awkwardly with his left eye.

He marched to a cupboard and produced a black bottle and glass. “I’m blue-ribbon myself, but ye’ll be the better of something to tak the taste out of your mouth. There’s Loch Katrine water at the pipe there.... As I was saying, there’s not much ill in that lot. Tombs is a black offence, but a dominie’s a dominie all the world over. They may crack about their Industrial Workers and the braw things they’re going to do, but there’s a wholesome dampness about the tinder on Clydeside. They should try Ireland.”

He walked over to a cupboard and pulled out a black bottle and a glass. “I’m feeling great myself, but you might need something to get that taste out of your mouth. There’s Loch Katrine water at the tap over there... As I was saying, there’s not much wrong with that group. Tombs is a serious offense, but a teacher is a teacher everywhere. They might brag about their Industrial Workers and the amazing things they plan to do, but there’s a healthy dampness about the tinder in Clydeside. They should give Ireland a shot.”

“Supposing,” I said, “there was a really clever man who wanted to help the enemy. You think he could do little good by stirring up trouble in the shops here?”

“Let’s say,” I said, “there was a really smart guy who wanted to help the enemy. Do you think he could make much of a difference by causing trouble in the stores here?”

“I’m positive.”

"I'm sure."

“And if he were a shrewd fellow, he’d soon tumble to that?”

“And if he were smart, he’d figure that out quickly?”

“Ay.”

"Yeah."

“Then if he still stayed on here he would be after bigger game—something really dangerous and damnable?”

“Then if he still stuck around here, he would be going after bigger prey—something truly dangerous and wicked?”

Amos drew down his brows and looked me in the face. “I see what ye’re ettlin’ at. Ay! That would be my conclusion. I came to it weeks syne about the man ye’ll maybe meet the morn’s night.”

Amos furrowed his brows and looked me in the eye. “I see what you’re getting at. Yeah! That would be my conclusion. I figured it out weeks ago about the man you might meet tomorrow night.”

Then from below the bed he pulled a box from which he drew a handsome flute. “Ye’ll forgive me, Mr Brand, but I aye like a tune before I go to my bed. Macnab says his prayers, and I have a tune on the flute, and the principle is just the same.”

Then from under the bed he pulled out a box and took out a beautiful flute. “I hope you don't mind, Mr. Brand, but I always like to play a tune before I go to bed. Macnab says his prayers, and I play a tune on the flute, and the principle is just the same.”

So that singular evening closed with music—very sweet and true renderings of old Border melodies like “My Peggy is a young thing”, and “When the kye come hame”. I fell asleep with a vision of Amos, his face all puckered up at the mouth and a wandering sentiment in his eye, recapturing in his dingy world the emotions of a boy.

So that one special evening ended with music—beautiful and genuine renditions of old Border songs like “My Peggy is a young thing” and “When the kye come hame.” I drifted off to sleep with a picture of Amos in my mind, his face all scrunched up at the mouth and a wistful look in his eye, reliving in his worn-out world the feelings of a boy.

The widow-woman from next door, who acted as house-keeper, cook, and general factotum to the establishment, brought me shaving water next morning, but I had to go without a bath. When I entered the kitchen I found no one there, but while I consumed the inevitable ham and egg, Amos arrived back for breakfast. He brought with him the morning’s paper.

The widow next door, who handled housekeeping, cooking, and pretty much everything else for the place, brought me shaving water the next morning, but I had to skip a bath. When I walked into the kitchen, it was empty, but while I was eating the usual ham and eggs, Amos came back for breakfast. He brought the morning paper with him.

“The Herald says there’s been a big battle at Eepers,” he announced.

"The Herald reports that there's been a major battle at Eepers," he announced.

I tore open the sheet and read of the great attack of 31 July which was spoiled by the weather. “My God!” I cried. “They’ve got St Julien and that dirty Frezenberg ridge ... and Hooge ... and Sanctuary Wood. I know every inch of the damned place....”

I ripped open the page and read about the huge attack on July 31 that was ruined by the weather. “Oh my God!” I shouted. “They’ve taken St Julien and that filthy Frezenberg ridge... and Hooge... and Sanctuary Wood. I know every part of that cursed place...”

“Mr Brand,” said a warning voice, “that’ll never do. If our friends last night heard ye talk like that ye might as well tak the train back to London.... They’re speakin’ about ye in the yards this morning. Ye’ll get a good turnout at your meeting the night, but they’re Sayin’ that the polis will interfere. That mightna be a bad thing, but I trust ye to show discretion, for ye’ll not be muckle use to onybody if they jyle ye in Duke Street. I hear Gresson will be there with a fraternal message from his lunatics in America.... I’ve arranged that ye go down to Tam Norie this afternoon and give him a hand with his bit paper. Tam will tell ye the whole clash o’ the West country, and I look to ye to keep him off the drink. He’s aye arguin’ that writin’ and drinkin’ gang thegither, and quotin’ Robert Burns, but the creature has a wife and five bairns dependin’ on him.”

“Mr. Brand,” said a warning voice, “that’s not going to work. If our friends heard you talk like that last night, you might as well take the train back to London.... They’re talking about you in the yards this morning. You’ll get a good turnout at your meeting tonight, but they’re saying that the police will interfere. That might not be a bad thing, but I trust you to show some discretion, because you won’t be much use to anyone if they lock you up in Duke Street. I hear Gresson will be there with a fraternal message from his crazies in America.... I’ve arranged for you to go down to Tam Norie this afternoon and help him with his little paper. Tam will tell you all about the situation in the West country, and I expect you to keep him away from the drink. He’s always arguing that writing and drinking go together, and quoting Robert Burns, but the guy has a wife and five kids depending on him.”

I spent a fantastic day. For two hours I sat in Norie’s dirty den, while he smoked and orated, and, when he remembered his business, took down in shorthand my impressions of the Labour situation in South Africa for his rag. They were fine breezy impressions, based on the most whole-hearted ignorance, and if they ever reached the Rand I wonder what my friends there made of Cornelius Brand, their author. I stood him dinner in an indifferent eating-house in a street off the Broomielaw, and thereafter had a drink with him in a public-house, and was introduced to some of his less reputable friends.

I had an amazing day. For two hours, I sat in Norie’s messy office while he smoked and talked a lot, and when he remembered, he took notes in shorthand of my thoughts on the labor situation in South Africa for his magazine. My thoughts were lively and based entirely on my lack of knowledge, and if they ever made it to the Rand, I wonder what my friends there thought of Cornelius Brand, the writer. I treated him to dinner at a mediocre restaurant on a street near the Broomielaw, and afterward, I had a drink with him in a pub and met some of his less reputable friends.

About tea-time I went back to Amos’s lodgings, and spent an hour or so writing a long letter to Mr Ivery. I described to him everybody I had met, I gave highly coloured views of the explosive material on the Clyde, and I deplored the lack of clearheadedness in the progressive forces. I drew an elaborate picture of Amos, and deduced from it that the Radicals were likely to be a bar to true progress. “They have switched their old militancy,” I wrote, “on to another track, for with them it is a matter of conscience to be always militant.” I finished up with some very crude remarks on economics culled from the table-talk of the egregious Tombs. It was the kind of letter which I hoped would establish my character in his mind as an industrious innocent.

Around tea time, I returned to Amos’s place and spent about an hour writing a long letter to Mr. Ivery. I told him about everyone I had met, painted a vivid picture of the volatile situation on the Clyde, and lamented the absence of clear thinking among the progressive groups. I described Amos in detail and concluded that the Radicals were likely to hinder real progress. “They have shifted their old militant energy,” I wrote, “to a new focus, as it’s a matter of principle for them to always be confrontational.” I wrapped it up with some rather simplistic economic opinions I picked up from the notorious Tombs. It was the kind of letter I hoped would make me come across as a diligent idealist in his eyes.

Seven o’clock found me in Newmilns Street, where I was seized upon by Wilkie. He had put on a clean collar for the occasion and had partially washed his thin face. The poor fellow had a cough that shook him like the walls of a power-house when the dynamos are going.

Seven o’clock found me on Newmilns Street, where Wilkie caught up with me. He had put on a clean collar for the occasion and had partially washed his thin face. The poor guy had a cough that shook him like the walls of a power plant when the generators are running.

He was very apologetic about Amos. “Andra belongs to a past worrld,” he said. “He has a big reputation in his society, and he’s a fine fighter, but he has no kind of Vision, if ye understand me. He’s an auld Gladstonian, and that’s done and damned in Scotland. He’s not a Modern, Mr Brand, like you and me. But tonight ye’ll meet one or two chaps that’ll be worth your while to ken. Ye’ll maybe no go quite as far as them, but ye’re on the same road. I’m hoping for the day when we’ll have oor Councils of Workmen and Soldiers like the Russians all over the land and dictate our terms to the pawrasites in Pawrliament. They tell me, too, the boys in the trenches are comin’ round to our side.”

He was really sorry about Amos. “Andra is part of a past world,” he said. “He has a huge reputation in his society, and he’s a great fighter, but he doesn’t have any kind of Vision, if you catch my drift. He’s an old Gladstonian, and that’s pretty much finished in Scotland. He’s not a Modern, Mr. Brand, like you and me. But tonight you'll meet a couple of guys who will be worth your time to know. You might not go as far as they do, but you’re on the same path. I’m looking forward to the day when we’ll have our Councils of Workmen and Soldiers like the Russians, and we can dictate our terms to the parasites in Parliament. I’ve also heard that the guys in the trenches are starting to come around to our side.”

We entered the hall by a back door, and in a little waiting-room I was introduced to some of the speakers. They were a scratch lot as seen in that dingy place. The chairman was a shop-steward in one of the Societies, a fierce little rat of a man, who spoke with a cockney accent and addressed me as “Comrade”. But one of them roused my liveliest interest. I heard the name of Gresson, and turned to find a fellow of about thirty-five, rather sprucely dressed, with a flower in his buttonhole. “Mr Brand,” he said, in a rich American voice which recalled Blenkiron’s. “Very pleased to meet you, sir. We have come from remote parts of the globe to be present at this gathering.” I noticed that he had reddish hair, and small bright eyes, and a nose with a droop like a Polish Jew’s.

We entered the hall through a back door, and in a small waiting area, I was introduced to some of the speakers. They looked like an odd bunch in that shabby place. The chairman was a shop steward from one of the organizations, a fierce little guy who spoke with a Cockney accent and called me "Comrade." One person caught my attention the most. When I heard the name Gresson, I turned to see a guy around thirty-five, pretty well-dressed, with a flower in his buttonhole. “Mr. Brand,” he said in a rich American accent that reminded me of Blenkiron. “Very pleased to meet you, sir. We’ve traveled from far-off places to be here at this gathering.” I noticed he had reddish hair, small bright eyes, and a nose that drooped like a Polish Jew's.

As soon as we reached the platform I saw that there was going to be trouble. The hall was packed to the door, and in all the front half there was the kind of audience I expected to see—working-men of the political type who before the war would have thronged to party meetings. But not all the crowd at the back had come to listen. Some were scallawags, some looked like better-class clerks out for a spree, and there was a fair quantity of khaki. There were also one or two gentlemen not strictly sober.

As soon as we got to the platform, I could tell trouble was brewing. The hall was filled to the brim, and in the front half, there was the kind of audience I anticipated—working-class men who, before the war, would have crowded into party meetings. But not everyone in the back was there to listen. Some were troublemakers, some seemed like middle-class office workers out for a good time, and there was a decent number of people in military uniforms. There were also one or two guys who clearly weren’t completely sober.

The chairman began by putting his foot in it. He said we were there tonight to protest against the continuation of the war and to form a branch of the new British Council of Workmen and Soldiers. He told them with a fine mixture of metaphors that we had got to take the reins into our own hands, for the men who were running the war had their own axes to grind and were marching to oligarchy through the blood of the workers. He added that we had no quarrel with Germany half as bad as we had with our own capitalists. He looked forward to the day when British soldiers would leap from their trenches and extend the hand of friendship to their German comrades.

The chairman started off on the wrong foot. He said we were here tonight to protest the ongoing war and to set up a branch of the new British Council of Workers and Soldiers. He told them in a mixed-up way that we needed to take control ourselves, because the people running the war had their own interests at heart and were pushing toward an oligarchy at the expense of the workers. He pointed out that our issues with Germany weren’t nearly as serious as our problems with our own capitalists. He looked forward to the day when British soldiers would jump out of their trenches and offer a hand of friendship to their German comrades.

“No me!” said a solemn voice. “I’m not seekin’ a bullet in my wame,”—at which there was laughter and cat-calls.

“No way!” said a serious voice. “I’m not looking for a bullet in my stomach,”—at which there was laughter and catcalls.

Tombs followed and made a worse hash of it. He was determined to speak, as he would have put it, to democracy in its own language, so he said “hell” several times, loudly but without conviction. Presently he slipped into the manner of the lecturer, and the audience grew restless. “I propose to ask myself a question—” he began, and from the back of the hall came—“And a damned sully answer ye’ll get.” After that there was no more Tombs.

Tombs continued and messed it up even more. He was set on addressing democracy in its own terms, so he loudly but half-heartedly said “hell” several times. Soon, he started talking like a lecturer, and the audience became restless. “I’m going to ask myself a question—” he began, and from the back of the room came a shout—“And you’ll get a damn silly answer.” After that, Tombs was done.

I followed with extreme nervousness, and to my surprise got a fair hearing. I felt as mean as a mangy dog on a cold morning, for I hated to talk rot before soldiers—especially before a couple of Royal Scots Fusiliers, who, for all I knew, might have been in my own brigade. My line was the plain, practical, patriotic man, just come from the colonies, who looked at things with fresh eyes, and called for a new deal. I was very moderate, but to justify my appearance there I had to put in a wild patch or two, and I got these by impassioned attacks on the Ministry of Munitions. I mixed up a little mild praise of the Germans, whom I said I had known all over the world for decent fellows. I received little applause, but no marked dissent, and sat down with deep thankfulness.

I followed along feeling extremely nervous, and to my surprise, I got a decent hearing. I felt as low as a scruffy dog on a chilly morning because I hated to talk nonsense in front of soldiers—especially in front of a couple of Royal Scots Fusiliers, who, for all I knew, could have been in my own brigade. I approached the situation as a straightforward, practical, patriotic guy who had just come from the colonies. I looked at things with fresh eyes and called for a new approach. I was very moderate, but to justify my presence there, I had to throw in a wild point or two, which I brought in through passionate criticisms of the Ministry of Munitions. I even included a bit of mild praise for the Germans, whom I claimed I had known all over the world as decent people. I received little applause, but no strong disagreement, and I sat down feeling deeply grateful.

The next speaker put the lid on it. I believe he was a noted agitator, who had already been deported. Towards him there was no lukewarmness, for one half of the audience cheered wildly when he rose, and the other half hissed and groaned. He began with whirlwind abuse of the idle rich, then of the middle-classes (he called them the “rich man’s flunkeys’), and finally of the Government. All that was fairly well received, for it is the fashion of the Briton to run down every Government and yet to be very averse to parting from it. Then he started on the soldiers and slanged the officers (“gentry pups” was his name for them), and the generals, whom he accused of idleness, of cowardice, and of habitual intoxication. He told us that our own kith and kin were sacrificed in every battle by leaders who had not the guts to share their risks. The Scots Fusiliers looked perturbed, as if they were in doubt of his meaning. Then he put it more plainly. “Will any soldier deny that the men are the barrage to keep the officers’ skins whole?”

The next speaker shut it down. I think he was a well-known protester who had already been deported. There was no neutrality towards him; half the crowd cheered wildly when he got up, while the other half booed and groaned. He kicked things off with a furious attack on the wealthy elite, then on the middle class (calling them the “wealthy’s lackeys”), and finally on the Government. That part was received pretty well since it’s typical for Brits to criticize every Government while being reluctant to let go of it. Then he turned his focus to the soldiers, insulting the officers (he referred to them as “rich snobs”), and the generals, whom he accused of being lazy, cowardly, and constantly drunk. He told us that our own family members were being sacrificed in every battle by leaders who didn’t have the courage to take the same risks. The Scots Fusiliers looked uneasy, as if they were confused by his words. Then he spelled it out more clearly. “Will any soldier deny that the men are just a shield to protect the officers?”

“That’s a bloody lee,” said one of the Fusilier jocks.

"That's a damn lee," said one of the Fusilier guys.

The man took no notice of the interruption, being carried away by the torrent of his own rhetoric, but he had not allowed for the persistence of the interrupter. The jock got slowly to his feet, and announced that he wanted satisfaction. “If ye open your dirty gab to blagyird honest men, I’ll come up on the platform and wring your neck.”

The man ignored the interruption, caught up in his own flow of words, but he didn’t account for how persistent the interrupter was. The jock slowly stood up and declared that he wanted satisfaction. “If you keep talking trash about honest people, I’ll come up on the stage and take you down.”

At that there was a fine old row, some crying out “Order”, some “Fair play”, and some applauding. A Canadian at the back of the hall started a song, and there was an ugly press forward. The hall seemed to be moving up from the back, and already men were standing in all the passages and right to the edge of the platform. I did not like the look in the eyes of these new-comers, and among the crowd I saw several who were obviously plain-clothes policemen.

At that point, there was quite a commotion, with some shouting "Order," others calling for "Fair play," and some clapping. A Canadian in the back of the hall started singing, and people surged forward. The hall felt like it was rising from the back, and already men were standing in all the aisles and right up to the edge of the stage. I didn't like the look in the eyes of these newcomers, and among the crowd, I noticed several who were clearly plain-clothes cops.

The chairman whispered a word to the speaker, who continued when the noise had temporarily died down. He kept off the army and returned to the Government, and for a little sluiced out pure anarchism. But he got his foot in it again, for he pointed to the Sinn Feiners as examples of manly independence. At that, pandemonium broke loose, and he never had another look in. There were several fights going on in the hall between the public and courageous supporters of the orator.

The chairman whispered something to the speaker, who resumed when the noise had temporarily quieted down. He steered clear of the army and focused back on the Government, briefly promoting straightforward anarchism. But he stumbled again when he cited the Sinn Feiners as examples of strong independence. At that point, chaos erupted, and he didn't have a chance again. Several fights broke out in the hall between the audience and the brave supporters of the speaker.

Then Gresson advanced to the edge of the platform in a vain endeavour to retrieve the day. I must say he did it uncommonly well. He was clearly a practised speaker, and for a moment his appeal “Now, boys, let’s cool down a bit and talk sense,” had an effect. But the mischief had been done, and the crowd was surging round the lonely redoubt where we sat. Besides, I could see that for all his clever talk the meeting did not like the look of him. He was as mild as a turtle dove, but they wouldn’t stand for it. A missile hurtled past my nose, and I saw a rotten cabbage envelop the baldish head of the ex-deportee. Someone reached out a long arm and grabbed a chair, and with it took the legs from Gresson. Then the lights suddenly went out, and we retreated in good order by the platform door with a yelling crowd at our heels.

Then Gresson stepped up to the edge of the platform, trying unsuccessfully to regain control of the situation. I have to admit, he did it pretty well. He was obviously a skilled speaker, and for a moment when he said, “Now, guys, let’s calm down a bit and think this through,” it actually worked. But the damage was done, and the crowd was pressing around the isolated spot where we were sitting. Plus, I could tell that despite his smooth talk, the crowd didn’t like how he looked. He seemed as gentle as a dove, but they weren’t having it. A projectile flew past my face, and I saw a rotten cabbage hit the bald head of the former deportee. Someone reached out a long arm and grabbed a chair, pulling it out from under Gresson. Then the lights suddenly went out, and we made a measured exit through the platform door with a screaming crowd at our backs.

It was here that the plain-clothes men came in handy. They held the door while the ex-deportee was smuggled out by some side entrance. That class of lad would soon cease to exist but for the protection of the law which he would abolish. The rest of us, having less to fear, were suffered to leak into Newmilns Street. I found myself next to Gresson, and took his arm. There was something hard in his coat pocket.

It was here that the undercover guys became really useful. They held the door while the former deportee was sneaked out through a side entrance. That type of guy would quickly disappear if it weren't for the law he would get rid of. The rest of us, having less to worry about, were allowed to drift into Newmilns Street. I found myself next to Gresson and grabbed his arm. There was something stiff in his coat pocket.

Unfortunately there was a big lamp at the point where we emerged, and there for our confusion were the Fusilier jocks. Both were strung to fighting pitch, and were determined to have someone’s blood. Of me they took no notice, but Gresson had spoken after their ire had been roused, and was marked out as a victim. With a howl of joy they rushed for him.

Unfortunately, there was a huge lamp right where we came out, and there were the Fusilier guys, clearly agitated. Both were fired up and ready to fight, looking for someone to take it out on. They ignored me, but Gresson had said something after they got angry and was singled out as their target. With a shout of excitement, they charged at him.

I felt his hand steal to his side-pocket. “Let that alone, you fool,” I growled in his ear.

I felt his hand sneak into his side pocket. “Leave that alone, you idiot,” I grumbled in his ear.

“Sure, mister,” he said, and the next second we were in the thick of it.

“Sure, man,” he said, and the next moment we were right in the middle of it.

It was like so many street fights I have seen—an immense crowd which surged up around us, and yet left a clear ring. Gresson and I got against the wall on the side-walk, and faced the furious soldiery. My intention was to do as little as possible, but the first minute convinced me that my companion had no idea how to use his fists, and I was mortally afraid that he would get busy with the gun in his pocket. It was that fear that brought me into the scrap. The jocks were sportsmen every bit of them, and only one advanced to the combat. He hit Gresson a clip on the jaw with his left, and but for the wall would have laid him out. I saw in the lamplight the vicious gleam in the American’s eye and the twitch of his hand to his pocket. That decided me to interfere and I got in front of him.

It was like so many street fights I’ve seen—an enormous crowd surged around us but left a clear space. Gresson and I backed up against the wall on the sidewalk, facing the furious soldiers. I planned to keep my head down, but within the first minute, it was clear my companion had no clue how to throw a punch, and I was extremely worried he’d pull out the gun in his pocket. That fear pushed me into the fight. The soldiers were all athletes, but only one stepped up to confront us. He landed a solid punch on Gresson’s jaw with his left, and if it weren't for the wall, he would have knocked him out. I noticed the vicious gleam in the American’s eye and the twitch in his hand toward his pocket. That made me decide to step in front of him.

This brought the second jock into the fray. He was a broad, thickset fellow, of the adorable bandy-legged stocky type that I had seen go through the Railway Triangle at Arras as though it were blotting-paper. He had some notion of fighting, too, and gave me a rough time, for I had to keep edging the other fellow off Gresson.

This brought the second jock into the mix. He was a big, sturdy guy, the kind of adorable stocky type with bandy legs that I had seen bulldoze through the Railway Triangle at Arras like it was nothing. He had some idea of how to fight, too, and made it tough for me, since I had to keep pushing the other guy away from Gresson.

“Go home, you fool,” I shouted. “Let this gentleman alone. I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Go home, you fool,” I shouted. “Leave this guy alone. I don’t want to hurt you.”

The only answer was a hook-hit which I just managed to guard, followed by a mighty drive with his right which I dodged so that he barked his knuckles on the wall. I heard a yell of rage, and observed that Gresson seemed to have kicked his assailant on the shin. I began to long for the police.

The only response was a hook punch that I barely managed to block, followed by a powerful right blow that I avoided, causing him to slam his knuckles against the wall. I heard a shout of anger and noticed that Gresson appeared to have kicked his attacker in the shin. I started wishing for the police to show up.

Then there was that swaying of the crowd which betokens the approach of the forces of law and order. But they were too late to prevent trouble. In self-defence I had to take my jock seriously, and got in my blow when he had overreached himself and lost his balance. I never hit anyone so unwillingly in my life. He went over like a poled ox, and measured his length on the causeway.

Then there was the swaying of the crowd that signaled the arrival of the law enforcement. But they were too late to stop the trouble. In self-defense, I had to take my shot seriously and landed a punch when he had gone too far and lost his balance. I never hit anyone so reluctantly in my life. He fell over like a knocked-down ox and sprawled out on the pathway.

I found myself explaining things politely to the constables. “These men objected to this gentleman’s speech at the meeting, and I had to interfere to protect him. No, no! I don’t want to charge anybody. It was all a misunderstanding.” I helped the stricken jock to rise and offered him ten bob for consolation.

I found myself explaining things calmly to the cops. “These guys were upset about this gentleman’s speech at the meeting, and I had to step in to protect him. No, no! I don’t want to press any charges. It was all just a misunderstanding.” I helped the injured jock to his feet and offered him ten bucks for consolation.

He looked at me sullenly and spat on the ground. “Keep your dirty money,” he said. “I’ll be even with ye yet, my man—you and that red-headed scab. I’ll mind the looks of ye the next time I see ye.”

He glared at me and spat on the ground. “Keep your filthy money,” he said. “I’ll settle the score with you, man—you and that red-haired freeloader. I’ll remember what you look like the next time I see you.”

Gresson was wiping the blood from his cheek with a silk handkerchief. “I guess I’m in your debt, Mr Brand,” he said. “You may bet I won’t forget it.”

Gresson was wiping the blood from his cheek with a silk handkerchief. “I guess I owe you one, Mr. Brand,” he said. “You can bet I won’t forget it.”

I returned to an anxious Amos. He heard my story in silence and his only comment was—“Well done the Fusiliers!”

I came back to a worried Amos. He listened to my story quietly, and his only response was, "Great job, the Fusiliers!"

“It might have been worse, I’ll not deny,” he went on. “Ye’ve established some kind of a claim upon Gresson, which may come in handy.... Speaking about Gresson, I’ve news for ye. He’s sailing on Friday as purser in the Tobermory. The Tobermory’s a boat that wanders every month up the West Highlands as far as Stornoway. I’ve arranged for ye to take a trip on that boat, Mr Brand.”

“It could have been worse, I won’t deny,” he continued. “You’ve got some sort of a claim on Gresson, which might be useful.... Speaking of Gresson, I have news for you. He’s leaving on Friday as the purser on the Tobermory. The Tobermory is a boat that goes up the West Highlands every month, all the way to Stornoway. I’ve set it up for you to take a trip on that boat, Mr. Brand.”

I nodded. “How did you find out that?” I asked.

I nodded. “How did you find that out?” I asked.

“It took me some finding,” he said dryly, “but I’ve ways and means. Now I’ll not trouble ye with advice, for ye ken your job as well as me. But I’m going north myself the morn to look after some of the Ross-shire wuds, and I’ll be in the way of getting telegrams at the Kyle. Ye’ll keep that in mind. Keep in mind, too, that I’m a great reader of the Pilgrim’s Progress and that I’ve a cousin of the name of Ochterlony.”

“It took me a while to find it,” he said dryly, “but I have my ways. I won’t bother you with advice, because you know your job just as well as I do. But I’m heading north tomorrow to check on some of the Ross-shire woods, and I’ll be able to receive telegrams at the Kyle. Keep that in mind. Also remember that I’m a big fan of Pilgrim’s Progress and that I have a cousin named Ochterlony.”

CHAPTER V
Various Doings in the West

The Tobermory was no ship for passengers. Its decks were littered with a hundred oddments, so that a man could barely walk a step without tacking, and my bunk was simply a shelf in the frowsty little saloon, where the odour of ham and eggs hung like a fog. I joined her at Greenock and took a turn on deck with the captain after tea, when he told me the names of the big blue hills to the north. He had a fine old copper-coloured face and side-whiskers like an archbishop, and, having spent all his days beating up the western seas, had as many yarns in his head as Peter himself.

The Tobermory was definitely not a passenger ship. Its decks were cluttered with a hundred random things, making it hard to take even a single step without dodging. My bunk was just a shelf in the stuffy little saloon, where the smell of ham and eggs hung in the air like a cloud. I boarded at Greenock and went for a walk on deck with the captain after tea. He told me the names of the big blue hills to the north. He had a fine old copper-colored face and sideburns like an archbishop, and having spent all his life navigating the western seas, he had as many stories in his head as Peter himself.

“On this boat,” he announced, “we don’t ken what a day may bring forth. I may put into Colonsay for twa hours and bide there three days. I get a telegram at Oban and the next thing I’m awa ayont Barra. Sheep’s the difficult business. They maun be fetched for the sales, and they’re dooms slow to lift. So ye see it’s not what ye call a pleasure trip, Maister Brand.”

“On this boat,” he announced, “we don’t know what a day may bring. I might stop in Colonsay for two hours and stay there three days. I get a telegram in Oban, and next thing I’m off beyond Barra. Dealing with sheep is tricky. They need to be gathered for the sales, and they’re really slow to round up. So you see, it’s not exactly a pleasure trip, Mr. Brand.”

Indeed it wasn’t, for the confounded tub wallowed like a fat sow as soon as we rounded a headland and got the weight of the south-western wind. When asked my purpose, I explained that I was a colonial of Scots extraction, who was paying his first visit to his fatherland and wanted to explore the beauties of the West Highlands. I let him gather that I was not rich in this world’s goods.

Indeed it wasn’t, because the darn tub sank like a fat pig as soon as we rounded a headland and caught the weight of the south-western wind. When asked why I was there, I explained that I was a colonial of Scottish descent, visiting my ancestral homeland for the first time and wanted to explore the beauty of the West Highlands. I made sure he understood that I wasn’t wealthy.

“Ye’ll have a passport?” he asked. “They’ll no let ye go north o’ Fort William without one.”

“Do you have a passport?” he asked. “They won't let you go north of Fort William without one.”

Amos had said nothing about passports, so I looked blank.

Amos hadn't mentioned anything about passports, so I just stared in confusion.

“I could keep ye on board for the whole voyage,” he went on, “but ye wouldna be permitted to land. If ye’re seekin’ enjoyment, it would be a poor job sittin’ on this deck and admirin’ the works o’ God and no allowed to step on the pier-head. Ye should have applied to the military gentlemen in Glesca. But ye’ve plenty o’ time to make up your mind afore we get to Oban. We’ve a heap o’ calls to make Mull and Islay way.”

“I could keep you on board for the entire journey,” he continued, “but you wouldn’t be allowed to go ashore. If you’re looking for fun, it would be a waste sitting on this deck admiring the beauty of nature and not being able to step onto the dock. You should have reached out to the military guys in Glasgow. But you’ve got plenty of time to decide before we arrive in Oban. We have a lot of stops to make around Mull and Islay.”

The purser came up to inquire about my ticket, and greeted me with a grin.

The purser approached to check my ticket and greeted me with a smile.

“Ye’re acquaint with Mr Gresson, then?” said the captain. “Weel, we’re a cheery wee ship’s company, and that’s the great thing on this kind o’ job.”

“Are you familiar with Mr. Gresson, then?” said the captain. “Well, we’re a cheerful little ship’s crew, and that’s the most important thing in this kind of work.”

I made but a poor supper, for the wind had risen to half a gale, and I saw hours of wretchedness approaching. The trouble with me is that I cannot be honestly sick and get it over. Queasiness and headache beset me and there is no refuge but bed. I turned into my bunk, leaving the captain and the mate smoking shag not six feet from my head, and fell into a restless sleep. When I woke the place was empty, and smelt vilely of stale tobacco and cheese. My throbbing brows made sleep impossible, and I tried to ease them by staggering upon deck. I saw a clear windy sky, with every star as bright as a live coal, and a heaving waste of dark waters running to ink-black hills. Then a douche of spray caught me and sent me down the companion to my bunk again, where I lay for hours trying to make a plan of campaign.

I had a pretty bad dinner because the wind was blowing like crazy, and I knew hours of misery were coming. The problem with me is that I can't just get sick and deal with it. I felt nauseous and had a headache, and the only place to hide was in bed. I crawled into my bunk, leaving the captain and the mate smoking right above me, and fell into a restless sleep. When I woke up, the place was empty, and it smelled terrible from stale tobacco and cheese. My pounding head made it impossible to sleep, so I tried to relieve it by stumbling onto the deck. I saw a clear, windy sky, with every star shining like a bright coal, and a dark ocean stretching out to pitch-black hills. Then a wave of spray hit me, sending me back down the stairs to my bunk, where I lay for hours trying to figure out a plan.

I argued that if Amos had wanted me to have a passport he would have provided one, so I needn’t bother my head about that. But it was my business to keep alongside Gresson, and if the boat stayed a week in some port and he went off ashore, I must follow him. Having no passport I would have to be always dodging trouble, which would handicap my movements and in all likelihood make me more conspicuous than I wanted. I guessed that Amos had denied me the passport for the very reason that he wanted Gresson to think me harmless. The area of danger would, therefore, be the passport country, somewhere north of Fort William.

I argued that if Amos had wanted me to have a passport, he would have given me one, so I shouldn't worry about it. But it was my job to stick close to Gresson, and if the boat anchored in a port for a week and he went ashore, I had to follow him. Without a passport, I'd constantly have to avoid trouble, which would restrict my movements and probably make me stand out more than I wanted to. I figured that Amos had withheld the passport precisely because he wanted Gresson to see me as harmless. So, the area of danger would be the country where the passport was needed, somewhere north of Fort William.

But to follow Gresson I must run risks and enter that country. His suspicions, if he had any, would be lulled if I left the boat at Oban, but it was up to me to follow overland to the north and hit the place where the Tobermory made a long stay. The confounded tub had no plans; she wandered about the West Highlands looking for sheep and things; and the captain himself could give me no time-table of her voyage. It was incredible that Gresson should take all this trouble if he did not know that at some place—and the right place—he would have time to get a spell ashore. But I could scarcely ask Gresson for that information, though I determined to cast a wary fly over him. I knew roughly the Tobermory’s course—through the Sound of Islay to Colonsay; then up the east side of Mull to Oban; then through the Sound of Mull to the islands with names like cocktails, Rum and Eigg and Coll; then to Skye; and then for the Outer Hebrides. I thought the last would be the place, and it seemed madness to leave the boat, for the Lord knew how I should get across the Minch. This consideration upset all my plans again, and I fell into a troubled sleep without coming to any conclusion.

But to track down Gresson, I had to take some risks and enter that area. His suspicions, if he had any, would be eased if I left the boat at Oban, but it was on me to travel overland to the north and find the spot where the Tobermory stayed for a while. The darn boat had no set plans; it drifted around the West Highlands looking for sheep and other things, and the captain couldn’t give me any schedule for its journey. It was unbelievable that Gresson would go through all this trouble if he didn’t know that at some point—and the right one—he would have plenty of time to get some time on land. But I could hardly ask Gresson for that information, though I decided to keep a close watch on him. I had a rough idea of the Tobermory’s route—through the Sound of Islay to Colonsay; then up the east side of Mull to Oban; then through the Sound of Mull to the islands with names that sound like cocktails, Rum, Eigg, and Coll; then to Skye; and finally the Outer Hebrides. I thought that the last place would be it, and it seemed crazy to leave the boat, because who knew how I would get across the Minch. This issue threw all my plans into chaos again, and I fell into a restless sleep without reaching any conclusions.

Morning found us nosing between Jura and Islay, and about midday we touched at a little port, where we unloaded some cargo and took on a couple of shepherds who were going to Colonsay. The mellow afternoon and the good smell of salt and heather got rid of the dregs of my queasiness, and I spent a profitable hour on the pier-head with a guide-book called Baddely’s Scotland, and one of Bartholomew’s maps. I was beginning to think that Amos might be able to tell me something, for a talk with the captain had suggested that the Tobermory would not dally long in the neighbourhood of Rum and Eigg. The big droving season was scarcely on yet, and sheep for the Oban market would be lifted on the return journey. In that case Skye was the first place to watch, and if I could get wind of any big cargo waiting there I would be able to make a plan. Amos was somewhere near the Kyle, and that was across the narrows from Skye. Looking at the map, it seemed to me that, in spite of being passportless, I might be able somehow to make my way up through Morvern and Arisaig to the latitude of Skye. The difficulty would be to get across the strip of sea, but there must be boats to beg, borrow or steal.

Morning found us cruising between Jura and Islay, and around noon we stopped at a small port, where we unloaded some cargo and picked up a couple of shepherds heading to Colonsay. The warm afternoon and the pleasant smell of salt and heather cleared away the remnants of my queasiness, and I spent an hour by the pier with a guidebook called Baddely’s Scotland and one of Bartholomew’s maps. I started to think that Amos might have some information since a conversation with the captain had hinted that the Tobermory wouldn’t linger long near Rum and Eigg. The main driving season hadn’t really started yet, and sheep for the Oban market would be collected on the way back. If that was the case, Skye was the first place to pay attention to, and if I could find out about any large cargo waiting there, I could come up with a plan. Amos was somewhere near the Kyle, just across the narrows from Skye. Looking at the map, it seemed to me that, despite not having a passport, I might be able to make my way up through Morvern and Arisaig to the area around Skye. The challenge would be crossing the stretch of sea, but there had to be boats I could borrow, beg, or steal.

I was poring over Baddely when Gresson sat down beside me. He was in a good temper, and disposed to talk, and to my surprise his talk was all about the beauties of the countryside. There was a kind of apple-green light over everything; the steep heather hills cut into the sky like purple amethysts, while beyond the straits the western ocean stretched its pale molten gold to the sunset. Gresson waxed lyrical over the scene. “This just about puts me right inside, Mr Brand. I’ve got to get away from that little old town pretty frequent or I begin to moult like a canary. A man feels a man when he gets to a place that smells as good as this. Why in hell do we ever get messed up in those stone and lime cages? I reckon some day I’ll pull my freight for a clean location and settle down there and make little poems. This place would about content me. And there’s a spot out in California in the Coast ranges that I’ve been keeping my eye on.” The odd thing was that I believe he meant it. His ugly face was lit up with a serious delight.

I was focused on Baddely when Gresson sat down next to me. He was in a good mood and ready to talk, and to my surprise, his conversation revolved around the beauty of the countryside. There was a soft apple-green light over everything; the steep heather hills rose against the sky like purple amethysts, while beyond the straits, the western ocean spread its pale molten gold towards the sunset. Gresson became passionate about the scene. “This really makes me feel alive, Mr. Brand. I need to escape from that little old town pretty often, or I start to feel cooped up like a canary. A guy feels like a guy when he’s in a place that smells this good. Why do we get stuck in those stone and lime cages? I think one day I’ll make a move to find a better spot and settle down there to write little poems. This place would be enough for me. And there's a spot in California in the Coast ranges that I’ve been eyeing.” The strange thing was that I believe he truly meant it. His rough face was bright with genuine joy.

He told me he had taken this voyage before, so I got out Baddely and asked for advice. “I can’t spend too much time on holidaying,” I told him, “and I want to see all the beauty spots. But the best of them seem to be in the area that this fool British Government won’t let you into without a passport. I suppose I shall have to leave you at Oban.”

He told me he had made this trip before, so I pulled out Baddely and asked for tips. “I can’t spend too much time on vacation,” I said to him, “and I want to see all the beautiful places. But the best ones seem to be in the area that this clueless British Government won’t let you enter without a passport. I guess I’ll have to leave you in Oban.”

“Too bad,” he said sympathetically. “Well, they tell me there’s some pretty sights round Oban.” And he thumbed the guide-book and began to read about Glencoe.

“Too bad,” he said with sympathy. “Well, I've heard there are some beautiful sights around Oban.” He flipped through the guidebook and started reading about Glencoe.

I said that was not my purpose, and pitched him a yarn about Prince Charlie and how my mother’s great-grandfather had played some kind of part in that show. I told him I wanted to see the place where the Prince landed and where he left for France. “So far as I can make out that won’t take me into the passport country, but I’ll have to do a bit of footslogging. Well, I’m used to padding the hoof. I must get the captain to put me off in Morvern, and then I can foot it round the top of Lochiel and get back to Oban through Appin. How’s that for a holiday trek?”

I said that wasn’t my goal, and spun a tale about Prince Charlie and how my mom’s great-grandfather had a role in that story. I told him I wanted to see where the Prince landed and where he went back to France. “As far as I can tell, that won’t take me into the passport zone, but I will have to do some walking. Well, I’m used to hiking. I need to get the captain to drop me off in Morvern, and then I can walk around the top of Lochiel and make my way back to Oban through Appin. How’s that for a holiday adventure?”

He gave the scheme his approval. “But if it was me, Mr Brand, I would have a shot at puzzling your gallant policemen. You and I don’t take much stock in Governments and their two-cent laws, and it would be a good game to see just how far you could get into the forbidden land. A man like you could put up a good bluff on those hayseeds. I don’t mind having a bet....”

He approved the plan. “But if it were me, Mr. Brand, I would try to outsmart your brave policemen. You and I don’t really trust governments and their cheap laws, and it would be interesting to see how far you could get into the restricted area. A guy like you could really bluff those country bumpkins. I don’t mind placing a bet....”

“No,” I said. “I’m out for a rest, and not for sport. If there was anything to be gained I’d undertake to bluff my way to the Orkney Islands. But it’s a wearing job and I’ve better things to think about.”

"No," I said. "I'm just here to relax, not for fun. If there was something to gain, I’d try to bluff my way to the Orkney Islands. But it's a tiring task and I have better things to focus on."

“So? Well, enjoy yourself your own way. I’ll be sorry when you leave us, for I owe you something for that rough-house, and beside there’s darned little company in the old moss-back captain.”

“So? Well, have fun your own way. I’ll miss you when you go, because I owe you for that wild time, and besides, there’s hardly any company with the old moss-back captain.”

That evening Gresson and I swopped yarns after supper to the accompaniment of the “Ma Goad!” and “Is’t possible?” of captain and mate. I went to bed after a glass or two of weak grog, and made up for the last night’s vigil by falling sound asleep. I had very little kit with me, beyond what I stood up in and could carry in my waterproof pockets, but on Amos’s advice I had brought my little nickel-plated revolver. This lived by day in my hip pocket, but at night I put it behind my pillow. But when I woke next morning to find us casting anchor in the bay below rough low hills, which I knew to be the island of Colonsay, I could find no trace of the revolver. I searched every inch of the bunk and only shook out feathers from the mouldy ticking. I remembered perfectly putting the thing behind my head before I went to sleep, and now it had vanished utterly. Of course I could not advertise my loss, and I didn’t greatly mind it, for this was not a job where I could do much shooting. But it made me think a good deal about Mr Gresson. He simply could not suspect me; if he had bagged my gun, as I was pretty certain he had, it must be because he wanted it for himself and not that he might disarm me. Every way I argued it I reached the same conclusion. In Gresson’s eyes I must seem as harmless as a child.

That evening, Gresson and I exchanged stories after dinner, while the captain and mate chimed in with "Ma Goad!" and "Is it possible?" I went to bed after a glass or two of weak grog and made up for last night's sleeplessness by falling into a deep sleep. I didn’t have much with me, just the clothes I was wearing and what I could fit in my waterproof pockets, but on Amos's advice, I had brought my little nickel-plated revolver. During the day, I kept it in my hip pocket, but at night I placed it behind my pillow. However, when I woke up the next morning to find us anchoring in the bay below the rough low hills of Colonsay Island, I couldn’t find the revolver anywhere. I searched every inch of the bunk and only ended up shaking out feathers from the damp ticking. I clearly remembered putting it behind my head before I fell asleep, and now it had completely disappeared. Of course, I couldn’t let anyone know about my loss, and I didn’t really mind that much since this wasn’t a situation where I would need to shoot much. But it made me think a lot about Mr. Gresson. He couldn’t possibly suspect me; if he had taken my gun, which I was pretty sure he had, it must be because he wanted it for himself, not to disarm me. No matter how I looked at it, I came to the same conclusion. To Gresson, I must seem as harmless as a child.

We spent the better part of a day at Colonsay, and Gresson, so far as his duties allowed, stuck to me like a limpet. Before I went ashore I wrote out a telegram for Amos. I devoted a hectic hour to the Pilgrim’s Progress, but I could not compose any kind of intelligible message with reference to its text. We had all the same edition—the one in the Golden Treasury series—so I could have made up a sort of cipher by referring to lines and pages, but that would have taken up a dozen telegraph forms and seemed to me too elaborate for the purpose. So I sent this message:

We spent most of the day at Colonsay, and Gresson, as much as his responsibilities allowed, stuck to me like glue. Before I went ashore, I wrote out a telegram for Amos. I spent a chaotic hour with the Pilgrim’s Progress, but I couldn't come up with any clear message related to its text. We all had the same edition—the one from the Golden Treasury series—so I could have created some sort of code by referring to lines and pages, but that would have used up a ton of telegraph forms and seemed too complicated for what I needed. So I sent this message:

Ochterlony, Post Office, Kyle,
I hope to spend part of holiday near you and to see you if boat’s programme permits. Are any good cargoes waiting in your neighbourhood? Reply Post Office, Oban.

Ochterlony, Post Office, Kyle,
I hope to spend part of my holiday near you and see you if the boat schedule allows. Are there any good cargoes waiting in your area? Please reply to the Post Office, Oban.

It was highly important that Gresson should not see this, but it was the deuce of a business to shake him off. I went for a walk in the afternoon along the shore and passed the telegraph office, but the confounded fellow was with me all the time. My only chance was just before we sailed, when he had to go on board to check some cargo. As the telegraph office stood full in view of the ship’s deck I did not go near it. But in the back end of the clachan I found the schoolmaster, and got him to promise to send the wire. I also bought off him a couple of well-worn sevenpenny novels.

It was really important that Gresson didn’t see this, but it was a huge hassle to get away from him. I went for a walk along the shore in the afternoon and passed the telegraph office, but that annoying guy was with me the whole time. My only chance was just before we set sail, when he had to go on board to check some cargo. Since the telegraph office was clearly visible from the ship’s deck, I didn’t go near it. Instead, I found the schoolmaster at the back of the village and got him to promise to send the message. I also bought a couple of well-used seven-penny novels from him.

The result was that I delayed our departure for ten minutes and when I came on board faced a wrathful Gresson. “Where the hell have you been?” he asked. “The weather’s blowing up dirty and the old man’s mad to get off. Didn’t you get your legs stretched enough this afternoon?”

The result was that I delayed our departure for ten minutes, and when I got on board, I was met by an angry Gresson. “Where the hell have you been?” he asked. “The weather’s getting bad, and the captain’s eager to leave. Didn’t you get enough of a break this afternoon?”

I explained humbly that I had been to the schoolmaster to get something to read, and produced my dingy red volumes. At that his brow cleared. I could see that his suspicions were set at rest.

I explained humbly that I had gone to the schoolmaster to get something to read, and I pulled out my worn red books. At that, his expression softened. I could tell that his doubts were eased.

We left Colonsay about six in the evening with the sky behind us banking for a storm, and the hills of Jura to starboard an angry purple. Colonsay was too low an island to be any kind of breakwater against a western gale, so the weather was bad from the start. Our course was north by east, and when we had passed the butt-end of the island we nosed about in the trough of big seas, shipping tons of water and rolling like a buffalo. I know as much about boats as about Egyptian hieroglyphics, but even my landsman’s eyes could tell that we were in for a rough night. I was determined not to get queasy again, but when I went below the smell of tripe and onions promised to be my undoing; so I dined off a slab of chocolate and a cabin biscuit, put on my waterproof, and resolved to stick it out on deck.

We left Colonsay around six in the evening with a storm brewing behind us and the hills of Jura to our right looking an angry purple. Colonsay was too low an island to offer any protection against a western gale, so the weather was bad right from the start. Our course was north by east, and after we passed the end of the island, we bounced around in the waves, taking on tons of water and rolling like crazy. I know as much about boats as I do about Egyptian hieroglyphics, but even a landlubber like me could see we were in for a rough night. I was determined not to get seasick again, but when I went below, the smell of tripe and onions threatened to make me lose it; so I had a piece of chocolate and a biscuit, put on my waterproof gear, and decided to stay on deck.

I took up position near the bows, where I was out of reach of the oily steamer smells. It was as fresh as the top of a mountain, but mighty cold and wet, for a gusty drizzle had set in, and I got the spindrift of the big waves. There I balanced myself, as we lurched into the twilight, hanging on with one hand to a rope which descended from the stumpy mast. I noticed that there was only an indifferent rail between me and the edge, but that interested me and helped to keep off sickness. I swung to the movement of the vessel, and though I was mortally cold it was rather pleasant than otherwise. My notion was to get the nausea whipped out of me by the weather, and, when I was properly tired, to go down and turn in.

I positioned myself near the front of the boat, where I was away from the unpleasant smells of the steamer. The air was as fresh as mountaintops, but really cold and damp, as a gusty drizzle had started, and I was getting splashed by the big waves. I steadied myself as we rocked into the twilight, holding on with one hand to a rope that hung down from the short mast. I noticed that there was just a simple railing between me and the edge, but that intrigued me and helped keep my nausea at bay. I swayed with the movement of the boat, and even though I felt freezing, it was more enjoyable than not. My plan was to let the weather shake off my queasiness, and when I was truly tired, to head down and get some rest.

I stood there till the dark had fallen. By that time I was an automaton, the way a man gets on sentry-go, and I could have easily hung on till morning. My thoughts ranged about the earth, beginning with the business I had set out on, and presently—by way of recollections of Blenkiron and Peter—reaching the German forest where, in the Christmas of 1915, I had been nearly done in by fever and old Stumm. I remembered the bitter cold of that wild race, and the way the snow seemed to burn like fire when I stumbled and got my face into it. I reflected that sea-sickness was kitten’s play to a good bout of malaria.

I stood there until it was dark. By then, I was like a robot, the way a guard feels when on duty, and I could have easily kept going until morning. My thoughts drifted around the world, starting with the mission I had set out on, and eventually—through memories of Blenkiron and Peter—landing in the German forest where, during Christmas of 1915, I almost got killed by fever and old Stumm. I recalled the biting cold of that crazy chase, and how the snow felt like fire when I tripped and ended up face-first in it. I thought about how sea sickness was nothing compared to a really bad case of malaria.

The weather was growing worse, and I was getting more than spindrift from the seas. I hooked my arm round the rope, for my fingers were numbing. Then I fell to dreaming again, principally about Fosse Manor and Mary Lamington. This so ravished me that I was as good as asleep. I was trying to reconstruct the picture as I had last seen her at Biggleswick station....

The weather was getting worse, and I was getting more than just spray from the seas. I wrapped my arm around the rope since my fingers were going numb. Then I started daydreaming again, mainly about Fosse Manor and Mary Lamington. This captivated me so much that I was practically asleep. I was trying to recreate the scene as I had last seen her at Biggleswick station....

A heavy body collided with me and shook my arm from the rope. I slithered across the yard of deck, engulfed in a whirl of water. One foot caught a stanchion of the rail, and it gave with me, so that for an instant I was more than half overboard. But my fingers clawed wildly and caught in the links of what must have been the anchor chain. They held, though a ton’s weight seemed to be tugging at my feet.... Then the old tub rolled back, the waters slipped off, and I was sprawling on a wet deck with no breath in me and a gallon of brine in my windpipe.

A heavy body crashed into me and knocked my arm off the rope. I slid across the deck's yard, surrounded by a swirl of water. One foot got caught on a stanchion of the railing, which gave way beneath me, so for a moment I was more than halfway overboard. But my fingers clawed wildly and grabbed onto what must have been the anchor chain. They held on, even though it felt like a ton was pulling at my feet... Then the old vessel rolled back, the water washed away, and I found myself sprawled on a wet deck, struggling to breathe with a gallon of seawater in my throat.

I heard a voice cry out sharply, and a hand helped me to my feet. It was Gresson, and he seemed excited.

I heard a voice shout suddenly, and a hand helped me up. It was Gresson, and he looked really excited.

“God, Mr Brand, that was a close call! I was coming up to find you, when this damned ship took to lying on her side. I guess I must have cannoned into you, and I was calling myself bad names when I saw you rolling into the Atlantic. If I hadn’t got a grip on the rope I would have been down beside you. Say, you’re not hurt? I reckon you’d better come below and get a glass of rum under your belt. You’re about as wet as mother’s dish-clouts.”

“God, Mr. Brand, that was a close call! I was on my way to find you when this damn ship started tipping over. I guess I must have bumped into you, and I was cursing myself when I saw you rolling into the Atlantic. If I hadn’t grabbed onto the rope, I would have been right down there with you. Hey, you’re not hurt, are you? You should probably come below and have a glass of rum. You’re as wet as kitchen rags.”

There’s one advantage about campaigning. You take your luck when it comes and don’t worry about what might have been. I didn’t think any more of the business, except that it had cured me of wanting to be sea-sick. I went down to the reeking cabin without one qualm in my stomach, and ate a good meal of welsh-rabbit and bottled Bass, with a tot of rum to follow up with. Then I shed my wet garments, and slept in my bunk till we anchored off a village in Mull in a clear blue morning.

There’s one benefit to campaigning. You take your chances as they come and don’t dwell on what could have been. I didn’t think much more about the business, except that it cured me of wanting to be seasick. I went down to the smelly cabin without a single worry in my stomach and enjoyed a decent meal of Welsh rarebit and bottled Bass, followed by a shot of rum. Then I changed out of my wet clothes and slept in my bunk until we anchored off a village in Mull on a clear, blue morning.

It took us four days to crawl up that coast and make Oban, for we seemed to be a floating general store for every hamlet in those parts. Gresson made himself very pleasant, as if he wanted to atone for nearly doing me in. We played some poker, and I read the little books I had got in Colonsay, and then rigged up a fishing-line, and caught saithe and lythe and an occasional big haddock. But I found the time pass slowly, and I was glad that about noon one day we came into a bay blocked with islands and saw a clean little town sitting on the hills and the smoke of a railway engine.

It took us four days to make our way up the coast to Oban, since we felt like a floating general store for every small village in the area. Gresson was really friendly, as if he wanted to make up for almost getting me killed. We played some poker, I read the little books I had picked up in Colonsay, and then I set up a fishing line and caught saithe, lythe, and an occasional big haddock. But time seemed to drag, so I was relieved when, one day around noon, we entered a bay full of islands and spotted a charming little town perched on the hills, with the smoke from a train in the distance.

I went ashore and purchased a better brand of hat in a tweed store. Then I made a bee-line for the post office, and asked for telegrams. One was given to me, and as I opened it I saw Gresson at my elbow.

I went ashore and bought a nicer hat at a tweed store. Then I headed straight for the post office and asked for telegrams. They handed me one, and as I opened it, I noticed Gresson standing next to me.

It ran thus:

It went like this:

Brand, Post office, Oban. Page 117, paragraph 3. Ochterlony.

Brand, Post Office, Oban. Page 117, paragraph 3. Ochterlony.

I passed it to Gresson with a rueful face.

I handed it to Gresson with a regretful expression.

“There’s a piece of foolishness,” I said. “I’ve got a cousin who’s a Presbyterian minister up in Ross-shire, and before I knew about this passport humbug I wrote to him and offered to pay him a visit. I told him to wire me here if it was convenient, and the old idiot has sent me the wrong telegram. This was likely as not meant for some other brother parson, who’s got my message instead.”

“There’s some nonsense,” I said. “I have a cousin who’s a Presbyterian minister in Ross-shire, and before I knew about this passport nonsense, I wrote to him and offered to visit. I told him to send me a message here if it worked for him, and the old fool sent me the wrong telegram. This probably was meant for some other minister, and he ended up getting my message instead.”

“What’s the guy’s name?” Gresson asked curiously, peering at the signature.

“What’s the guy’s name?” Gresson asked curiously, looking closely at the signature.

“Ochterlony. David Ochterlony. He’s a great swell at writing books, but he’s no earthly use at handling the telegraph. However, it don’t signify, seeing I’m not going near him.” I crumpled up the pink form and tossed it on the floor. Gresson and I walked to the Tobermory together.

“Ochterlony. David Ochterlony. He’s really talented at writing books, but he’s totally useless when it comes to handling the telegraph. But that doesn’t matter since I’m not planning to see him.” I crumpled up the pink form and threw it on the floor. Gresson and I walked to the Tobermory together.

That afternoon, when I got a chance, I had out my Pilgrim’s Progress. Page 117, paragraph 3, read:

That afternoon, when I had a moment, I pulled out my Pilgrim’s Progress. Page 117, paragraph 3, read:

Then I saw in my dream, that a little off the road, over against the Silver-mine, stood Demas (gentlemanlike) to call to passengers to come and see: who said to Christian and his fellow, Ho, turn aside hither and I will show you a thing.

Then I saw in my dream that just off the road, across from the Silver-mine, stood Demas, looking sharp, calling out to travelers to come and take a look. He said to Christian and his companion, "Hey, come over here and I’ll show you something."

At tea I led the talk to my own past life. I yarned about my experiences as a mining engineer, and said I could never get out of the trick of looking at country with the eye of the prospector. “For instance,” I said, “if this had been Rhodesia, I would have said there was a good chance of copper in these little kopjes above the town. They’re not unlike the hills round the Messina mine.” I told the captain that after the war I was thinking of turning my attention to the West Highlands and looking out for minerals.

At tea, I steered the conversation toward my own past. I talked about my experiences as a mining engineer and mentioned that I could never shake the habit of looking at landscapes like a prospector. “For example,” I said, “if this were Rhodesia, I would say there’s a good chance of finding copper in those little hills above the town. They’re quite similar to the hills around the Messina mine.” I told the captain that after the war, I was considering shifting my focus to the West Highlands to explore for minerals.

“Ye’ll make nothing of it,” said the captain. “The costs are ower big, even if ye found the minerals, for ye’d have to import a’ your labour. The West Hielandman is no fond o’ hard work. Ye ken the psalm o’ the crofter?

“There's nothing in it for you,” said the captain. “The costs are too high, even if you found the minerals, because you'd have to bring in all your workers. The West Highlander isn't keen on hard labor. Do you know the crofter's psalm?”

O that the peats would cut themselves,
    The fish chump on the shore,
And that I in my bed might lie
    Henceforth for ever more!

O that the turf would cut itself,
    The fish flounder on the shore,
And that I could lie in my bed
    From now on forever more!

“Has it ever been tried?” I asked.

“Has anyone ever tried it?” I asked.

“Often. There’s marble and slate quarries, and there was word o’ coal in Benbecula. And there’s the iron mines at Ranna.”

“Often. There are marble and slate quarries, and there were reports of coal in Benbecula. And there are iron mines at Ranna.”

“Where’s that?” I asked.

"Where's that?" I asked.

“Up forenent Skye. We call in there, and generally bide a bit. There’s a heap of cargo for Ranna, and we usually get a good load back. But as I tell ye, there’s few Hielanders working there. Mostly Irish and lads frae Fife and Falkirk way.”

“Up in front of Skye. We stop there, and usually hang out for a bit. There’s a lot of cargo for Ranna, and we typically get a decent load back. But like I said, there aren’t many Highlanders working there. Mostly Irish and guys from Fife and Falkirk.”

I didn’t pursue the subject, for I had found Demas’s silver-mine. If the Tobermory lay at Ranna for a week, Gresson would have time to do his own private business. Ranna would not be the spot, for the island was bare to the world in the middle of a much-frequented channel. But Skye was just across the way, and when I looked in my map at its big, wandering peninsulas I concluded that my guess had been right, and that Skye was the place to make for.

I didn’t follow up on the topic because I had discovered Demas’s silver mine. If the Tobermory stayed at Ranna for a week, Gresson would have time to handle his own business. Ranna wouldn't be the spot since the island was wide open to the world in a busy channel. But Skye was just across the water, and when I looked at my map with its large, winding peninsulas, I realized my guess was correct, and that Skye was the destination to aim for.

That night I sat on deck with Gresson, and in a wonderful starry silence we watched the lights die out of the houses in the town, and talked of a thousand things. I noticed—what I had had a hint of before—that my companion was no common man. There were moments when he forgot himself and talked like an educated gentleman: then he would remember, and relapse into the lingo of Leadville, Colorado. In my character of the ingenuous inquirer I set him posers about politics and economics, the kind of thing I might have been supposed to pick up from unintelligent browsing among little books. Generally he answered with some slangy catchword, but occasionally he was interested beyond his discretion, and treated me to a harangue like an equal. I discovered another thing, that he had a craze for poetry, and a capacious memory for it. I forgot how we drifted into the subject, but I remember he quoted some queer haunting stuff which he said was Swinburne, and verses by people I had heard of from Letchford at Biggleswick. Then he saw by my silence that he had gone too far, and fell back into the jargon of the West. He wanted to know about my plans, and we went down into the cabin and had a look at the map. I explained my route, up Morvern and round the head of Lochiel, and back to Oban by the east side of Loch Linnhe.

That night, I sat on deck with Gresson, and in a beautiful, starry silence, we watched the lights in the houses of the town go out and talked about a thousand things. I noticed—something I had sensed before—that my companion was no ordinary man. There were moments when he lost himself and spoke like an educated gentleman; then he would remember and slip back into the slang of Leadville, Colorado. In my role as the curious inquirer, I threw him questions about politics and economics—the kind of topics I might have been expected to learn from superficial readings. Usually, he responded with some slangy catchphrase, but sometimes he was so interested that he spoke to me like an equal. I also discovered that he had a passion for poetry and a remarkable memory for it. I can't recall how we got on the subject, but I remember he quoted some unusual, haunting lines that he said were by Swinburne, as well as verses by people I had heard of from Letchford at Biggleswick. Then he realized from my silence that he had gone too far and returned to the Western jargon. He wanted to know about my plans, so we went down into the cabin and looked at the map. I explained my route, up Morvern and around the head of Lochiel, and back to Oban by the east side of Loch Linnhe.

“Got you,” he said. “You’ve a hell of a walk before you. That bug never bit me, and I guess I’m not envying you any. And after that, Mr Brand?”

“Gotcha,” he said. “You've got quite a walk ahead of you. That bug never got to me, and I don't think I'm jealous of you at all. And after that, Mr. Brand?”

“Back to Glasgow to do some work for the cause,” I said lightly.

“Back to Glasgow to do some work for the cause,” I said casually.

“Just so,” he said with a grin. “It’s a great life if you don’t weaken.”

“Exactly,” he said with a grin. “It’s a great life if you stay strong.”

We steamed out of the bay next morning at dawn, and about nine o’clock I got on shore at a little place called Lochaline. My kit was all on my person, and my waterproof’s pockets were stuffed with chocolates and biscuits I had bought in Oban. The captain was discouraging. “Ye’ll get your bellyful o’ Hieland hills, Mr Brand, afore ye win round the loch head. Ye’ll be wishin’ yerself back on the Tobermory.” But Gresson speeded me joyfully on my way, and said he wished he were coming with me. He even accompanied me the first hundred yards, and waved his hat after me till I was round the turn of the road.

We set sail from the bay the next morning at dawn, and around nine o’clock I got ashore at a small place called Lochaline. I had all my stuff with me, and my waterproof pockets were stuffed with chocolates and biscuits I had bought in Oban. The captain was discouraging. “You’ll get your fill of Highland hills, Mr. Brand, before you make it around the loch head. You’ll be wishing you were back on the Tobermory.” But Gresson cheerfully encouraged me on my way and said he wished he could come with me. He even walked with me the first hundred yards and waved his hat until I turned the corner.

The first stage in that journey was pure delight. I was thankful to be rid of the infernal boat, and the hot summer scents coming down the glen were comforting after the cold, salt smell of the sea. The road lay up the side of a small bay, at the top of which a big white house stood among gardens. Presently I had left the coast and was in a glen where a brown salmon-river swirled through acres of bog-myrtle. It had its source in a loch, from which the mountain rose steeply—a place so glassy in that August forenoon that every scar and wrinkle of the hillside were faithfully reflected. After that I crossed a low pass to the head of another sea-lock, and, following the map, struck over the shoulder of a great hill and ate my luncheon far up on its side, with a wonderful vista of wood and water below me.

The first stage of that journey was pure joy. I was glad to be free from the annoying boat, and the warm summer scents coming down the valley were comforting after the cold, salty smell of the sea. The road went up the side of a small bay, at the top of which a big white house sat among gardens. Soon, I had left the coast and was in a valley where a brown salmon river twisted through acres of bog-myrtle. It originated from a loch, from which the mountain rose steeply—a spot so clear that August morning that every scar and wrinkle of the hillside was clearly reflected. After that, I crossed a low pass to the head of another sea loch, and, following the map, I made my way over the shoulder of a great hill and had my lunch high up on its side, with a stunning view of woods and water below me.

All that morning I was very happy, not thinking about Gresson or Ivery, but getting my mind clear in those wide spaces, and my lungs filled with the brisk hill air. But I noticed one curious thing. On my last visit to Scotland, when I covered more moorland miles a day than any man since Claverhouse, I had been fascinated by the land, and had pleased myself with plans for settling down in it. But now, after three years of war and general rocketing, I felt less drawn to that kind of landscape. I wanted something more green and peaceful and habitable, and it was to the Cotswolds that my memory turned with longing.

All that morning, I was really happy, not thinking about Gresson or Ivery, but clearing my mind in those open spaces and breathing in the fresh hill air. But I noticed something strange. On my last trip to Scotland, when I walked more moorland miles in a day than anyone since Claverhouse, I had been captivated by the land and made plans to settle down there. But now, after three years of war and chaos, I felt less attracted to that kind of landscape. I wanted something greener, more peaceful, and more livable, and my thoughts turned longingly to the Cotswolds.

I puzzled over this till I realised that in all my Cotswold pictures a figure kept going and coming—a young girl with a cloud of gold hair and the strong, slim grace of a boy, who had sung “Cherry Ripe” in a moonlit garden. Up on that hillside I understood very clearly that I, who had been as careless of women as any monk, had fallen wildly in love with a child of half my age. I was loath to admit it, though for weeks the conclusion had been forcing itself on me. Not that I didn’t revel in my madness, but that it seemed too hopeless a business, and I had no use for barren philandering. But, seated on a rock munching chocolate and biscuits, I faced up to the fact and resolved to trust my luck. After all we were comrades in a big job, and it was up to me to be man enough to win her. The thought seemed to brace any courage that was in me. No task seemed too hard with her approval to gain and her companionship somewhere at the back of it. I sat for a long time in a happy dream, remembering all the glimpses I had had of her, and humming her song to an audience of one black-faced sheep.

I thought about this for a while until I realized that in all my Cotswold pictures, a girl kept appearing—a young girl with a cloud of golden hair and the strong, lean grace of a boy, who had sung “Cherry Ripe” in a moonlit garden. On that hillside, it became clear to me that I, who had been as indifferent to women as any monk, had fallen deeply in love with a girl half my age. I didn't want to admit it, even though the realization had been creeping up on me for weeks. It wasn’t that I didn’t enjoy my obsession, but it felt too hopeless, and I had no interest in pointless flirting. However, sitting on a rock munching on chocolate and biscuits, I faced the truth and decided to trust my luck. After all, we were partners in a big adventure, and it was up to me to be strong enough to win her over. That thought gave me the boost of courage I needed. No challenge felt too tough with her approval to seek and her companionship on my mind. I sat there for a long time in a joyful daydream, recalling all the moments I had seen her and humming her song to a lone black-faced sheep.

On the highroad half a mile below me, I saw a figure on a bicycle mounting the hill, and then getting off to mop its face at the summit. I turned my Zeiss glasses on to it, and observed that it was a country policeman. It caught sight of me, stared for a bit, tucked its machine into the side of the road, and then very slowly began to climb the hillside. Once it stopped, waved its hand and shouted something which I could not hear. I sat finishing my luncheon, till the features were revealed to me of a fat oldish man, blowing like a grampus, his cap well on the back of a bald head, and his trousers tied about the shins with string.

On the main road half a mile below me, I saw someone on a bicycle riding up the hill, then getting off to wipe their face at the top. I focused my Zeiss glasses on them and noticed it was a local police officer. They spotted me, stared for a moment, parked their bike by the side of the road, and then slowly began to walk up the hill. At one point, they stopped, waved their hand, and shouted something I couldn't hear. I continued to finish my lunch until I could make out the features of a heavyset older man, panting like a beached whale, with his cap pushed back on his bald head, and his pants tied at the calves with string.

There was a spring beside me and I had out my flask to round off my meal.

There was a spring next to me, and I took out my flask to finish off my meal.

“Have a drink,” I said.

“Grab a drink,” I said.

His eye brightened, and a smile overran his moist face.

His eyes lit up, and a smile spread across his wet face.

“Thank you, sir. It will be very warrm coming up the brae.”

“Thank you, sir. It’s going to be really warm walking up the hill.”

“You oughtn’t to,” I said. “You really oughtn’t, you know. Scorching up hills and then doubling up a mountain are not good for your time of life.”

“You shouldn’t,” I said. “You really shouldn’t, you know. Speeding up hills and then climbing a mountain aren’t good for your age.”

He raised the cap of my flask in solemn salutation. “Your very good health.” Then he smacked his lips, and had several cupfuls of water from the spring.

He lifted the cap of my flask in a respectful gesture. “To your health.” Then he smacked his lips and took several gulps of water from the spring.

“You will haf come from Achranich way, maybe?” he said in his soft sing-song, having at last found his breath.

“You must have come from Achranich, right?” he said in his soft sing-song voice, finally catching his breath.

“Just so. Fine weather for the birds, if there was anybody to shoot them.”

“Exactly. Good weather for the birds, if anyone were around to shoot them.”

“Ah, no. There will be few shots fired today, for there are no gentlemen left in Morvern. But I wass asking you, if you come from Achranich, if you haf seen anybody on the road.”

“Ah, no. There will be few shots fired today, because there are no gentlemen left in Morvern. But I was asking you, since you come from Achranich, if you have seen anyone on the road.”

From his pocket he extricated a brown envelope and a bulky telegraph form. “Will you read it, sir, for I haf forgot my spectacles?”

From his pocket, he pulled out a brown envelope and a thick telegraph form. “Will you read it, sir? I forgot my glasses.”

It contained a description of one Brand, a South African and a suspected character, whom the police were warned to stop and return to Oban. The description wasn’t bad, but it lacked any one good distinctive detail. Clearly the policeman took me for an innocent pedestrian, probably the guest of some moorland shooting-box, with my brown face and rough tweeds and hobnailed shoes.

It included a description of someone named Brand, a South African with a questionable background, whom the police were instructed to stop and send back to Oban. The description wasn’t terrible, but it was missing a solid distinctive detail. Obviously, the officer thought I was just an innocent bystander, likely a visitor at some moorland hunting lodge, with my brown skin, rugged tweeds, and sturdy shoes.

I frowned and puzzled a little. “I did see a fellow about three miles back on the hillside. There’s a public-house just where the burn comes in, and I think he was making for it. Maybe that was your man. This wire says ‘South African’; and now I remember the fellow had the look of a colonial.”

I frowned and thought for a moment. “I did see a guy about three miles back on the hillside. There’s a pub right where the stream comes in, and I think he was heading for it. Maybe that was your man. This wire says ‘South African’; and now I remember the guy had the look of someone from the colonies.”

The policeman sighed. “No doubt it will be the man. Perhaps he will haf a pistol and will shoot.”

The policeman sighed. “No doubt it will be the guy. Maybe he’ll have a gun and will shoot.”

“Not him,” I laughed. “He looked a mangy sort of chap, and he’ll be scared out of his senses at the sight of you. But take my advice and get somebody with you before you tackle him. You’re always the better of a witness.”

“Not him,” I laughed. “He looked like a scruffy guy, and he’ll be scared out of his mind when he sees you. But trust me, get someone with you before you confront him. It’s always better to have a witness.”

“That is so,” he said, brightening. “Ach, these are the bad times! in old days there wass nothing to do but watch the doors at the flower-shows and keep the yachts from poaching the sea-trout. But now it is spies, spies, and ‘Donald, get out of your bed, and go off twenty mile to find a German.’ I wass wishing the war wass by, and the Germans all dead.”

“That’s true,” he said, perking up. “Ah, these are tough times! Back in the day, we only had to watch the doors at the flower shows and keep the yachts from catching the sea trout. But now it’s all spies, spies, and ‘Donald, get out of bed and go twenty miles to find a German.’ I wish the war was over and the Germans were all gone.”

“Hear, hear!” I cried, and on the strength of it gave him another dram.

“Hear, hear!” I shouted, and based on that, I handed him another drink.

I accompanied him to the road, and saw him mount his bicycle and zig-zag like a snipe down the hill towards Achranich. Then I set off briskly northward. It was clear that the faster I moved the better.

I walked with him to the road and watched him hop on his bike, weaving like a bird down the hill toward Achranich. Then I headed north at a quick pace. It was obvious that the faster I moved, the better.

As I went I paid disgusted tribute to the efficiency of the Scottish police. I wondered how on earth they had marked me down. Perhaps it was the Glasgow meeting, or perhaps my association with Ivery at Biggleswick. Anyhow there was somebody somewhere mighty quick at compiling a dossier. Unless I wanted to be bundled back to Oban I must make good speed to the Arisaig coast.

As I moved along, I couldn't help but feel disgusted by how efficient the Scottish police were. I wondered how they had figured me out. Maybe it was the meeting in Glasgow, or maybe my connection with Ivery at Biggleswick. Either way, someone was really quick at putting together a dossier. If I didn’t want to be sent back to Oban, I needed to hurry to the Arisaig coast.

Presently the road fell to a gleaming sea-loch which lay like the blue blade of a sword among the purple of the hills. At the head there was a tiny clachan, nestled among birches and rowans, where a tawny burn wound to the sea. When I entered the place it was about four o’clock in the afternoon, and peace lay on it like a garment. In the wide, sunny street there was no sign of life, and no sound except of hens clucking and of bees busy among the roses. There was a little grey box of a kirk, and close to the bridge a thatched cottage which bore the sign of a post and telegraph office.

Right now, the road dropped down to a sparkling sea-loch that looked like a blue sword blade among the purple hills. At the top, there was a small village, tucked away among birch and rowan trees, where a brown stream flowed into the sea. When I arrived, it was about four in the afternoon, and peace hung over the place like a cloak. In the wide, sunny street, there was no sign of life, and the only sounds were hens clucking and bees buzzing around the roses. There was a little grey church, and nearby, close to the bridge, a thatched cottage with a sign for a post and telegraph office.

For the past hour I had been considering that I had better prepare for mishaps. If the police of these parts had been warned they might prove too much for me, and Gresson would be allowed to make his journey unmatched. The only thing to do was to send a wire to Amos and leave the matter in his hands. Whether that was possible or not depended upon this remote postal authority.

For the past hour, I had been thinking that I should get ready for any problems. If the local police had been alerted, they might be too much for me to handle, and Gresson could complete his journey without any issues. The only option was to send a message to Amos and let him take care of it. Whether that was possible depended on this far-off postal service.

I entered the little shop, and passed from bright sunshine to a twilight smelling of paraffin and black-striped peppermint balls. An old woman with a mutch sat in an arm-chair behind the counter. She looked up at me over her spectacles and smiled, and I took to her on the instant. She had the kind of old wise face that God loves.

I walked into the small shop and stepped from bright sunlight into a dim space filled with the scent of paraffin and striped peppermint candies. An elderly woman wearing a bonnet sat in an armchair behind the counter. She glanced up at me over her glasses and smiled, and I instantly felt a connection. She had that warm, wise face that seems to be cherished by God.

Beside her I noticed a little pile of books, one of which was a Bible. Open on her lap was a paper, the United Free Church Monthly. I noticed these details greedily, for I had to make up my mind on the part to play.

Beside her, I saw a small stack of books, one of which was a Bible. A magazine, the United Free Church Monthly, was opened on her lap. I took in these details eagerly, as I needed to decide what role to take on.

“It’s a warm day, mistress,” I said, my voice falling into the broad Lowland speech, for I had an instinct that she was not of the Highlands.

“It’s a warm day, ma'am,” I said, my voice slipping into the broad Lowland accent, as I had a feeling that she wasn’t from the Highlands.

She laid aside her paper. “It is that, sir. It is grand weather for the hairst, but here that’s no till the hinner end o’ September, and at the best it’s a bit scart o’ aits.”

She set her paper down. “It is, sir. It’s great weather for the harvest, but around here that doesn’t happen until the end of September, and at best it’s a little scarce on oats.”

“Ay. It’s a different thing down Annandale way,” I said.

“Ay. It’s different over by Annandale,” I said.

Her face lit up. “Are ye from Dumfries, sir?”

Her face lit up. “Are you from Dumfries, sir?”

“Not just from Dumfries, but I know the Borders fine.”

“Not just from Dumfries, but I know the Borders really well.”

“Ye’ll no beat them,” she cried. “Not that this is no a guid place and I’ve muckle to be thankfu’ for since John Sanderson—that was ma man—brought me here forty-seeven year syne come Martinmas. But the aulder I get the mair I think o’ the bit whaur I was born. It was twae miles from Wamphray on the Lockerbie road, but they tell me the place is noo just a rickle o’ stanes.”

“ You won’t beat them,” she cried. “Not that this isn’t a good place and I have plenty to be thankful for since John Sanderson—that was my man—brought me here forty-seven years ago come Martinmas. But the older I get, the more I think of the little place where I was born. It was two miles from Wamphray on the Lockerbie road, but they tell me the place is now just a pile of stones.”

“I was wondering, mistress, if I could get a cup of tea in the village.”

“I was wondering, ma'am, if I could grab a cup of tea in the village.”

“Ye’ll hae a cup wi’ me,” she said. “It’s no often we see onybody frae the Borders hereaways. The kettle’s just on the boil.”

“Come have a cup with me,” she said. “It’s not often we see anyone from the Borders around here. The kettle’s just starting to boil.”

She gave me tea and scones and butter, and black-currant jam, and treacle biscuits that melted in the mouth. And as we ate we talked of many things—chiefly of the war and of the wickedness of the world.

She gave me tea and scones with butter, blackcurrant jam, and treacle biscuits that melted in my mouth. As we ate, we talked about many things—mostly about the war and the evils of the world.

“There’s nae lads left here,” she said. “They a’ joined the Camerons, and the feck o’ them fell at an awfu’ place called Lowse. John and me never had no boys, jist the one lassie that’s married on Donald Frew, the Strontian carrier. I used to vex mysel’ about it, but now I thank the Lord that in His mercy He spared me sorrow. But I wad hae liked to have had one laddie fechtin’ for his country. I whiles wish I was a Catholic and could pit up prayers for the sodgers that are deid. It maun be a great consolation.”

“There are no boys left here,” she said. “They all joined the Camerons, and most of them fell at a terrible place called Lowse. John and I never had any sons, just one daughter who’s married to Donald Frew, the Strontian carrier. I used to worry about it, but now I thank the Lord that in His mercy He spared me from sorrow. But I would have liked to have had one boy fighting for his country. Sometimes I wish I were Catholic and could say prayers for the soldiers who are dead. It must be a great comfort.”

I whipped out the Pilgrim’s Progress from my pocket. “That is the grand book for a time like this.”

I pulled out my copy of Pilgrim’s Progress from my pocket. “That’s the perfect book for a time like this.”

“Fine I ken it,” she said. “I got it for a prize in the Sabbath School when I was a lassie.”

“Yeah, I understand,” she said. “I won it as a prize in Sunday School when I was a little girl.”

I turned the pages. I read out a passage or two, and then I seemed struck with a sudden memory.

I flipped through the pages. I read a passage or two aloud, and then something triggered a sudden memory.

“This is a telegraph office, mistress. Could I trouble you to send a telegram? You see I’ve a cousin that’s a minister in Ross-shire at the Kyle, and him and me are great correspondents. He was writing about something in the Pilgrim’s Progress and I think I’ll send him a telegram in answer.”

“This is a telegraph office, ma'am. Could I ask you to send a telegram? You see, I have a cousin who’s a minister in Ross-shire at the Kyle, and we keep in touch a lot. He was writing about something in the Pilgrim’s Progress, and I think I’ll send him a telegram in response.”

“A letter would be cheaper,” she said.

“A letter would be cheaper,” she said.

“Ay, but I’m on holiday and I’ve no time for writing.”

“Yeah, but I’m on vacation and I don’t have time to write.”

She gave me a form, and I wrote:

She handed me a form, and I filled it out:

Ochterlony. Post Office, Kyle.—Demas will be at his mine within the week. Strive with him, lest I faint by the way.

Ochterlony. Post Office, Kyle.—Demas will be at his mine within the week. Work with him, so I don’t lose my strength along the way.

“Ye’re unco lavish wi’ the words, sir,” was her only comment.

“You're really generous with your words, sir,” was her only comment.

We parted with regret, and there was nearly a row when I tried to pay for the tea. I was bidden remember her to one David Tudhole, farmer in Nether Mirecleuch, the next time I passed by Wamphray.

We said goodbye with sadness, and there was almost an argument when I tried to pay for the tea. I was asked to remember her to one David Tudhole, a farmer in Nether Mirecleuch, the next time I went by Wamphray.

The village was as quiet when I left it as when I had entered. I took my way up the hill with an easier mind, for I had got off the telegram, and I hoped I had covered my tracks. My friend the postmistress would, if questioned, be unlikely to recognise any South African suspect in the frank and homely traveller who had spoken with her of Annandale and the Pilgrim’s Progress.

The village was just as quiet when I left as it was when I arrived. I headed up the hill feeling more at ease, since I had sent off the telegram, and I hoped I had erased any trace of my activities. My friend, the postmistress, would probably not recognize any South African suspect in the open and friendly traveler who had chatted with her about Annandale and the Pilgrim’s Progress.

The soft mulberry gloaming of the west coast was beginning to fall on the hills. I hoped to put in a dozen miles before dark to the next village on the map, where I might find quarters. But ere I had gone far I heard the sound of a motor behind me, and a car slipped past bearing three men. The driver favoured me with a sharp glance, and clapped on the brakes. I noted that the two men in the tonneau were carrying sporting rifles.

The soft, mulberry dusk of the west coast was starting to settle over the hills. I hoped to cover a dozen miles before dark to reach the next village on the map, where I might find a place to stay. But before I had gone far, I heard the sound of a motor behind me, and a car drove past with three men inside. The driver shot me a quick glance and hit the brakes. I noticed that the two men in the back seat were carrying sporting rifles.

“Hi, you, sir,” he cried. “Come here.” The two rifle-bearers—solemn gillies—brought their weapons to attention.

“Hey, you, sir,” he called out. “Come here.” The two riflemen—serious attendants—held their weapons at the ready.

“By God,” he said, “it’s the man. What’s your name? Keep him covered, Angus.”

“By God,” he said, “it’s the guy. What’s your name? Keep him covered, Angus.”

The gillies duly covered me, and I did not like the look of their wavering barrels. They were obviously as surprised as myself.

The gillies properly covered me, and I wasn't a fan of the way their barrels were shaking. They were clearly just as surprised as I was.

I had about half a second to make my plans. I advanced with a very stiff air, and asked him what the devil he meant. No Lowland Scots for me now. My tone was that of an adjutant of a Guards’ battalion.

I had about half a second to make my plans. I walked up with a very stiff demeanor and asked him what the hell he meant. No Lowland Scots for me now. My tone was that of an officer in a Guards’ battalion.

My inquisitor was a tall man in an ulster, with a green felt hat on his small head. He had a lean, well-bred face, and very choleric blue eyes. I set him down as a soldier, retired, Highland regiment or cavalry, old style.

My interrogator was a tall guy in a long coat, wearing a green felt hat on his small head. He had a lean, refined face and very fiery blue eyes. I figured he was a soldier, retired from a Highland regiment or cavalry, old school.

He produced a telegraph form, like the policeman.

He pulled out a telegraph form, similar to the one the police officer had.

“Middle height—strongly built—grey tweeds—brown hat—speaks with a colonial accent—much sunburnt. What’s your name, sir?”

“Average height—well-built—gray tweed suit—brown hat—talks with a colonial accent—pretty sunburned. What’s your name, sir?”

I did not reply in a colonial accent, but with the hauteur of the British officer when stopped by a French sentry. I asked him again what the devil he had to do with my business. This made him angry and he began to stammer.

I didn't respond in a colonial accent, but with the arrogance of a British officer confronted by a French guard. I asked him again what the hell he had to do with my business. This made him mad, and he started to stammer.

“I’ll teach you what I have to do with it. I’m a deputy-lieutenant of this county, and I have Admiralty instructions to watch the coast. Damn it, sir, I’ve a wire here from the Chief Constable describing you. You’re Brand, a very dangerous fellow, and we want to know what the devil you’re doing here.”

“I’ll show you what I need to do about it. I’m a deputy-lieutenant of this county, and I have orders from the Admiralty to keep an eye on the coast. Damn it, sir, I’ve got a message from the Chief Constable describing you. You’re Brand, a very dangerous guy, and we want to know what the hell you’re doing here.”

As I looked at his wrathful eye and lean head, which could not have held much brains, I saw that I must change my tone. If I irritated him he would get nasty and refuse to listen and hang me up for hours. So my voice became respectful.

As I looked at his angry eye and thin head, which clearly didn't hold much brains, I realized I had to change my tone. If I annoyed him, he would get mean, refuse to listen, and keep me waiting for hours. So, my voice turned respectful.

“I beg your pardon, sir, but I’ve not been accustomed to be pulled up suddenly, and asked for my credentials. My name is Blaikie, Captain Robert Blaikie, of the Scots Fusiliers. I’m home on three weeks’ leave, to get a little peace after Hooge. We were only hauled out five days ago.” I hoped my old friend in the shell-shock hospital at Isham would pardon my borrowing his identity.

“I’m sorry to interrupt, sir, but I’m not used to being stopped out of nowhere and asked for my ID. My name is Blaikie, Captain Robert Blaikie, of the Scots Fusiliers. I’m back home on a three-week leave, looking for some peace after Hooge. We just got pulled out five days ago.” I hoped my old friend from the shell-shock hospital at Isham would forgive me for borrowing his identity.

The man looked puzzled. “How the devil am I to be satisfied about that? Have you any papers to prove it?”

The man looked confused. “How on earth am I supposed to be satisfied with that? Do you have any documents to back it up?”

“Why, no. I don’t carry passports about with me on a walking tour. But you can wire to the depot, or to my London address.”

“Why, no. I don’t carry passports with me on a walking tour. But you can send a wire to the depot, or to my London address.”

He pulled at his yellow moustache. “I’m hanged if I know what to do. I want to get home for dinner. I tell you what, sir, I’ll take you on with me and put you up for the night. My boy’s at home, convalescing, and if he says you’re pukka I’ll ask your pardon and give you a dashed good bottle of port. I’ll trust him and I warn you he’s a keen hand.”

He tugged at his yellow mustache. “I have no idea what to do. I want to get home for dinner. Here’s the deal, sir: I’ll take you with me and give you a place to stay for the night. My son is at home recovering, and if he says you’re pukka, I’ll apologize and treat you to a really nice bottle of port. I trust his judgment, and I warn you, he’s pretty discerning.”

There was nothing to do but consent, and I got in beside him with an uneasy conscience. Supposing the son knew the real Blaikie! I asked the name of the boy’s battalion, and was told the 10th Seaforths. That wasn’t pleasant hearing, for they had been brigaded with us on the Somme. But Colonel Broadbury—for he told me his name—volunteered another piece of news which set my mind at rest. The boy was not yet twenty, and had only been out seven months. At Arras he had got a bit of shrapnel in his thigh, which had played the deuce with the sciatic nerve, and he was still on crutches.

There was nothing to do but agree, so I climbed in beside him with a heavy heart. What if the son knew the real Blaikie? I asked for the boy’s battalion and was told it was the 10th Seaforths. That wasn’t comforting, since they had been part of our group on the Somme. But Colonel Broadbury—he introduced himself—shared another piece of news that eased my worries. The boy was not yet twenty and had only been deployed for seven months. At Arras, he had taken a piece of shrapnel in his thigh, which had messed with his sciatic nerve, and he was still using crutches.

We spun over ridges of moorland, always keeping northward, and brought up at a pleasant white-washed house close to the sea. Colonel Broadbury ushered me into a hall where a small fire of peats was burning, and on a couch beside it lay a slim, pale-faced young man. He had dropped his policeman’s manner, and behaved like a gentleman. “Ted,” he said, “I’ve brought a friend home for the night. I went out to look for a suspect and found a British officer. This is Captain Blaikie, of the Scots Fusiliers.”

We drove over the moorland hills, always heading north, and arrived at a cozy white-washed house near the sea. Colonel Broadbury led me into a hall where a small peat fire was crackling, and on a couch next to it rested a slim, pale-faced young man. He had left behind his police demeanor and acted like a gentleman. “Ted,” he said, “I’ve brought a friend home for the night. I went out to look for a suspect and ended up finding a British officer. This is Captain Blaikie, of the Scots Fusiliers.”

The boy looked at me pleasantly. “I’m very glad to meet you, sir. You’ll excuse me not getting up, but I’ve got a game leg.” He was the copy of his father in features, but dark and sallow where the other was blond. He had just the same narrow head, and stubborn mouth, and honest, quick-tempered eyes. It is the type that makes dashing regimental officers, and earns V.C.s, and gets done in wholesale. I was never that kind. I belonged to the school of the cunning cowards.

The boy looked at me with a friendly expression. “I'm really glad to meet you, sir. I hope you don’t mind me not getting up; I have a bad leg.” He looked just like his father, but he was dark and pale where his father was blond. He had the same narrow head, stubborn mouth, and honest, quick-tempered eyes. This type tends to become bold regimental officers, win V.C.s, and meet untimely ends. I was never like that. I belonged to the group of clever cowards.

In the half-hour before dinner the last wisp of suspicion fled from my host’s mind. For Ted Broadbury and I were immediately deep in “shop”. I had met most of his senior officers, and I knew all about their doings at Arras, for his brigade had been across the river on my left. We fought the great fight over again, and yarned about technicalities and slanged the Staff in the way young officers have, the father throwing in questions that showed how mighty proud he was of his son. I had a bath before dinner, and as he led me to the bathroom he apologised very handsomely for his bad manners. “Your coming’s been a godsend for Ted. He was moping a bit in this place. And, though I say it that shouldn’t, he’s a dashed good boy.”

In the half-hour before dinner, the last bit of doubt faded from my host’s mind. Ted Broadbury and I quickly got into “shop talk.” I had met most of his senior officers, and I knew all about their activities at Arras since his brigade had been across the river on my left. We recounted the big battle and chatted about the details while poking fun at the Staff, just like young officers do, with his dad chiming in with questions that showed how proud he was of his son. I took a bath before dinner, and as he led me to the bathroom, he sincerely apologized for his bad manners. “Your visit has been a huge relief for Ted. He was feeling a bit down in this place. And, although I shouldn’t say it, he’s a really good kid.”

I had my promised bottle of port, and after dinner I took on the father at billiards. Then we settled in the smoking-room, and I laid myself out to entertain the pair. The result was that they would have me stay a week, but I spoke of the shortness of my leave, and said I must get on to the railway and then back to Fort William for my luggage.

I had the promised bottle of port, and after dinner, I played billiards with the father. Then we relaxed in the smoking room, and I made an effort to entertain them both. In the end, they wanted me to stay for a week, but I mentioned that my leave was short and that I needed to get to the railway and then back to Fort William for my luggage.

So I spent that night between clean sheets, and ate a Christian breakfast, and was given my host’s car to set me a bit on the road. I dismissed it after half a dozen miles, and, following the map, struck over the hills to the west. About midday I topped a ridge, and beheld the Sound of Sleat shining beneath me. There were other things in the landscape. In the valley on the right a long goods train was crawling on the Mallaig railway. And across the strip of sea, like some fortress of the old gods, rose the dark bastions and turrets of the hills of Skye.

So I spent that night between clean sheets, had a nice breakfast, and was given my host’s car to get me started on my journey. I ditched it after a few miles and, following the map, headed over the hills to the west. Around midday, I reached the top of a ridge and saw the Sound of Sleat sparkling below me. There were other sights in the landscape. In the valley to my right, a long freight train was slowly moving along the Mallaig railway. And across the stretch of sea, like a fortress of the ancient gods, stood the dark cliffs and peaks of the hills of Skye.

CHAPTER VI
The Skirts of the Coolin

Obviously I must keep away from the railway. If the police were after me in Morvern, that line would be warned, for it was a barrier I must cross if I were to go farther north. I observed from the map that it turned up the coast, and concluded that the place for me to make for was the shore south of that turn, where Heaven might send me some luck in the boat line. For I was pretty certain that every porter and station-master on that tin-pot outfit was anxious to make better acquaintance with my humble self.

Obviously, I need to stay away from the railroad. If the police were looking for me in Morvern, they'd be alerted about that line since I would have to cross it to go further north. I saw on the map that it curved up the coast, so I figured my best bet was to head for the shore south of that curve, hoping that luck would come my way with a boat. I was pretty sure that every porter and station master on that little operation was eager to get to know me better.

I lunched off the sandwiches the Broadburys had given me, and in the bright afternoon made my way down the hill, crossed at the foot of a small fresh-water lochan, and pursued the issuing stream through midge-infested woods of hazels to its junction with the sea. It was rough going, but very pleasant, and I fell into the same mood of idle contentment that I had enjoyed the previous morning. I never met a soul. Sometimes a roe deer broke out of the covert, or an old blackcock startled me with his scolding. The place was bright with heather, still in its first bloom, and smelt better than the myrrh of Arabia. It was a blessed glen, and I was as happy as a king, till I began to feel the coming of hunger, and reflected that the Lord alone knew when I might get a meal. I had still some chocolate and biscuits, but I wanted something substantial.

I had lunch with the sandwiches the Broadburys gave me, and in the bright afternoon, I headed down the hill, crossed at the bottom of a small freshwater loch, and followed the stream through midge-infested hazel woods to where it met the sea. The terrain was tough, but it felt great, and I fell into the same relaxed mood I had experienced the previous morning. I didn’t see a soul. Occasionally, a roe deer would dash out of the bushes, or an old blackcock would surprise me with its scolding. The area was vibrant with heather still in bloom, and it smelled better than Arabian myrrh. It was a lovely glen, and I was as happy as a king until I started to feel hungry and realized that only the Lord knew when I might get a meal. I still had some chocolate and biscuits, but I craved something more filling.

The distance was greater than I thought, and it was already twilight when I reached the coast. The shore was open and desolate—great banks of pebbles to which straggled alders and hazels from the hillside scrub. But as I marched northward and turned a little point of land I saw before me in a crook of the bay a smoking cottage. And, plodding along by the water’s edge, was the bent figure of a man, laden with nets and lobster pots. Also, beached on the shingle was a boat.

The distance was farther than I expected, and it was already getting dark when I reached the coast. The shore was wide and empty—large piles of pebbles scattered with alders and hazels from the hillside brush. But as I walked north and went around a small point of land, I spotted a smoking cottage in a bend of the bay. Along the water’s edge was a hunched figure of a man, carrying nets and lobster traps. Also, a boat was washed up on the pebbles.

I quickened my pace and overtook the fisherman. He was an old man with a ragged grey beard, and his rig was seaman’s boots and a much-darned blue jersey. He was deaf, and did not hear me when I hailed him. When he caught sight of me he never stopped, though he very solemnly returned my good evening. I fell into step with him, and in his silent company reached the cottage.

I picked up my pace and passed the fisherman. He was an old man with a scruffy gray beard, wearing sea boots and a well-worn blue sweater. He was deaf and didn't hear me when I called out to him. When he saw me, he didn't stop, but he solemnly replied to my “good evening.” I walked alongside him, and together we reached the cottage in comfortable silence.

He halted before the door and unslung his burdens. The place was a two-roomed building with a roof of thatch, and the walls all grown over with a yellow-flowered creeper. When he had straightened his back, he looked seaward and at the sky, as if to prospect the weather. Then he turned on me his gentle, absorbed eyes. “It will haf been a fine day, sir. Wass you seeking the road to anywhere?”

He stopped in front of the door and took off his bags. The place was a small two-room building with a thatched roof, and the walls were covered in a yellow-flowered vine. Once he straightened his back, he looked out at the sea and the sky, as if checking the weather. Then he turned to me with his kind, thoughtful eyes. “It must have been a nice day, sir. Were you looking for the road to somewhere?”

“I was seeking a night’s lodging,” I said. “I’ve had a long tramp on the hills, and I’d be glad of a chance of not going farther.”

“I was looking for a place to stay for the night,” I said. “I’ve had a long hike in the hills, and I’d appreciate a chance to rest a bit.”

“We will haf no accommodation for a gentleman,” he said gravely.

“We will have no accommodation for a gentleman,” he said seriously.

“I can sleep on the floor, if you can give me a blanket and a bite of supper.”

“I can sleep on the floor if you can give me a blanket and something to eat.”

“Indeed you will not,” and he smiled slowly. “But I will ask the wife. Mary, come here!”

“Of course you won’t,” he said, smiling slowly. “But I’ll ask my wife. Mary, come over here!”

An old woman appeared in answer to his call, a woman whose face was so old that she seemed like his mother. In highland places one sex ages quicker than the other.

An old woman showed up in response to his call, a woman whose face was so wrinkled that she looked like his mother. In the mountains, one gender ages faster than the other.

“This gentleman would like to bide the night. I wass telling him that we had a poor small house, but he says he will not be minding it.”

“This guy would like to stay the night. I was telling him that we have a small, modest house, but he says he doesn’t mind.”

She looked at me with the timid politeness that you find only in outland places.

She glanced at me with the shy politeness that you only see in remote areas.

“We can do our best, indeed, sir. The gentleman can have Colin’s bed in the loft, but he will haf to be doing with plain food. Supper is ready if you will come in now.”

“We can do our best, absolutely, sir. The gentleman can have Colin’s bed in the loft, but he’ll have to get by with simple food. Supper is ready if you’ll come in now.”

I had a scrub with a piece of yellow soap at an adjacent pool in the burn and then entered a kitchen blue with peat-reek. We had a meal of boiled fish, oatcakes and skim-milk cheese, with cups of strong tea to wash it down. The old folk had the manners of princes. They pressed food on me, and asked me no questions, till for very decency’s sake I had to put up a story and give some account of myself.

I scrubbed with a bar of yellow soap at a nearby pool and then walked into a kitchen that smelled strongly of peat. We had a meal of boiled fish, oatcakes, and skim-milk cheese, with cups of strong tea to wash it down. The elderly people had the manners of royalty. They offered me food and didn’t ask me any questions until, out of courtesy, I had to come up with a story and share some information about myself.

I found they had a son in the Argylls and a young boy in the Navy. But they seemed disinclined to talk of them or of the war. By a mere accident I hit on the old man’s absorbing interest. He was passionate about the land. He had taken part in long-forgotten agitations, and had suffered eviction in some ancient landlords’ quarrel farther north. Presently he was pouring out to me all the woes of the crofter—woes that seemed so antediluvian and forgotten that I listened as one would listen to an old song. “You who come from a new country will not haf heard of these things,” he kept telling me, but by that peat fire I made up for my defective education. He told me of evictions in the year. One somewhere in Sutherland, and of harsh doings in the Outer Isles. It was far more than a political grievance. It was the lament of the conservative for vanished days and manners. “Over in Skye wass the fine land for black cattle, and every man had his bit herd on the hillside. But the lairds said it wass better for sheep, and then they said it wass not good for sheep, so they put it under deer, and now there is no black cattle anywhere in Skye.” I tell you it was like sad music on the bagpipes hearing that old fellow. The war and all things modern meant nothing to him; he lived among the tragedies of his youth and his prime.

I discovered they had a son in the Argylls and a young boy in the Navy. But they didn’t seem interested in talking about them or the war. By sheer chance, I stumbled upon the old man’s deep passion. He was really into the land. He had been part of long-forgotten movements and had faced eviction in some ancient landlord dispute farther north. Soon, he was sharing all the struggles of the crofters with me—struggles that felt so ancient and forgotten that I listened like one would to an old song. “You, coming from a new country, probably haven’t heard about these things,” he kept saying, but by that peat fire, I made up for what I missed in my education. He told me about evictions that happened in the past. One took place somewhere in Sutherland, and he spoke of cruel actions in the Outer Isles. It was more than just a political issue. It was the sorrow of someone conservative for lost days and ways of life. “Over in Skye was the perfect land for black cattle, and every man had his little herd on the hillside. But the landowners said it was better for sheep, then they claimed it wasn’t good for sheep, so they turned it into deer land, and now there are no black cattle anywhere in Skye.” I tell you, it felt like sad music from the bagpipes listening to that old man. The war and everything modern didn’t mean anything to him; he was stuck in the tragedies of his youth and his prime.

I’m a Tory myself and a bit of a land-reformer, so we agreed well enough. So well, that I got what I wanted without asking for it. I told him I was going to Skye, and he offered to take me over in his boat in the morning. “It will be no trouble. Indeed no. I will be going that way myself to the fishing.”

I’m a Tory myself and a bit of a land-reformer, so we got along pretty well. So well, in fact, that I got what I wanted without even asking for it. I mentioned I was going to Skye, and he offered to take me over in his boat in the morning. “It won’t be any trouble. Not at all. I’ll be heading that way myself for fishing.”

I told him that after the war, every acre of British soil would have to be used for the men that had earned the right to it. But that did not comfort him. He was not thinking about the land itself, but about the men who had been driven from it fifty years before. His desire was not for reform, but for restitution, and that was past the power of any Government. I went to bed in the loft in a sad, reflective mood, considering how in speeding our newfangled plough we must break down a multitude of molehills and how desirable and unreplaceable was the life of the moles.

I told him that after the war, every acre of British soil would need to be used for the men who earned the right to it. But that didn’t ease his mind. He wasn’t thinking about the land itself, but about the men who had been forced away from it fifty years ago. His wish wasn’t for reform, but for restitution, and that was beyond the capability of any government. I went to bed in the loft feeling sad and reflective, thinking about how in our rush to use our new plow, we would have to destroy countless molehills and how precious and irreplaceable the life of the moles was.

In brisk, shining weather, with a wind from the south-east, we put off next morning. In front was a brown line of low hills, and behind them, a little to the north, that black toothcomb of mountain range which I had seen the day before from the Arisaig ridge.

In bright, sunny weather with a breeze coming from the southeast, we set off the next morning. In front of us was a brown line of low hills, and behind them, slightly to the north, was that jagged mountain range I had seen the day before from the Arisaig ridge.

“That is the Coolin,” said the fisherman. “It is a bad place where even the deer cannot go. But all the rest of Skye wass the fine land for black cattle.”

“That is the Coolin,” said the fisherman. “It's a dangerous place where even the deer can’t go. But the rest of Skye is great land for beef cattle.”

As we neared the coast, he pointed out many places. “Look there, Sir, in that glen. I haf seen six cot houses smoking there, and now there is not any left. There were three men of my own name had crofts on the machars beyond the point, and if you go there you will only find the marks of their bit gardens. You will know the place by the gean trees.”

As we got closer to the coast, he pointed out several spots. “Look over there, Sir, in that valley. I’ve seen six cottages smoking there, and now there’s none left. Three men with my last name used to have farms on the fields past the point, and if you go there, you’ll only find the remnants of their small gardens. You’ll recognize the place by the cherry trees.”

When he put me ashore in a sandy bay between green ridges of bracken, he was still harping upon the past. I got him to take a pound—for the boat and not for the night’s hospitality, for he would have beaten me with an oar if I had suggested that. The last I saw of him, as I turned round at the top of the hill, he had still his sail down, and was gazing at the lands which had once been full of human dwellings and now were desolate.

When he dropped me off on a sandy beach between green hills of ferns, he was still going on about the past. I managed to get him to take a pound—for the boat and not for the night’s hospitality, because he would have hit me with an oar if I had suggested that. The last time I saw him, as I turned around at the top of the hill, he still had his sail down and was staring at the lands that had once been filled with homes and were now abandoned.

I kept for a while along the ridge, with the Sound of Sleat on my right, and beyond it the high hills of Knoydart and Kintail. I was watching for the Tobermory, but saw no sign of her. A steamer put out from Mallaig, and there were several drifters crawling up the channel and once I saw the white ensign and a destroyer bustled northward, leaving a cloud of black smoke in her wake. Then, after consulting the map, I struck across country, still keeping the higher ground, but, except at odd minutes, being out of sight of the sea. I concluded that my business was to get to the latitude of Ranna without wasting time.

I stayed along the ridge for a while, with the Sound of Sleat on my right and the tall hills of Knoydart and Kintail beyond it. I was looking out for the Tobermory, but I didn’t see any sign of her. A steamer left Mallaig, and there were several fishing boats moving up the channel. I then spotted a destroyer heading north, leaving a trail of black smoke behind. After checking the map, I cut across the land, still keeping to the higher ground, but for the most part, I was out of sight of the sea. I decided that my goal was to reach the latitude of Ranna without wasting any time.

So soon as I changed my course I had the Coolin for company. Mountains have always been a craze of mine, and the blackness and mystery of those grim peaks went to my head. I forgot all about Fosse Manor and the Cotswolds. I forgot, too, what had been my chief feeling since I left Glasgow, a sense of the absurdity of my mission. It had all seemed too far-fetched and whimsical. I was running apparently no great personal risk, and I had always the unpleasing fear that Blenkiron might have been too clever and that the whole thing might be a mare’s nest. But that dark mountain mass changed my outlook. I began to have a queer instinct that that was the place, that something might be concealed there, something pretty damnable. I remember I sat on a top for half an hour raking the hills with my glasses. I made out ugly precipices, and glens which lost themselves in primeval blackness. When the sun caught them—for it was a gleamy day—it brought out no colours, only degrees of shade. No mountains I had ever seen—not the Drakensberg or the red kopjes of Damaraland or the cold, white peaks around Erzerum—ever looked so unearthly and uncanny.

As soon as I changed my direction, the Coolin joined me. I've always had a thing for mountains, and the darkness and mystery of those imposing peaks fascinated me. I completely forgot about Fosse Manor and the Cotswolds. I also forgot about the main feeling I’d had since leaving Glasgow, which was the absurdity of my mission. It all seemed too far-fetched and whimsical. I wasn’t really at personal risk, but I had this unsettling fear that Blenkiron might have been too smart and that the whole thing could be a trap. But that dark mountain range shifted my perspective. I started to get a strange feeling that this was the place, that something might be hidden there, something pretty sinister. I remember sitting on a peak for half an hour scanning the hills with my binoculars. I spotted steep cliffs and valleys that faded into primeval darkness. When the sun hit them—since it was a bright day—it revealed no colors, only shades. No mountains I’d ever seen—not the Drakensberg or the red kopjes of Damaraland or the cold, white peaks around Erzerum—ever looked so eerie and otherworldly.

Oddly enough, too, the sight of them set me thinking about Ivery. There seemed no link between a smooth, sedentary being, dwelling in villas and lecture-rooms, and that shaggy tangle of precipices. But I felt there was, for I had begun to realise the bigness of my opponent. Blenkiron had said that he spun his web wide. That was intelligible enough among the half-baked youth of Biggleswick, and the pacifist societies, or even the toughs on the Clyde. I could fit him in all right to that picture. But that he should be playing his game among those mysterious black crags seemed to make him bigger and more desperate, altogether a different kind of proposition. I didn’t exactly dislike the idea, for my objection to my past weeks had been that I was out of my proper job, and this was more my line of country. I always felt that I was a better bandit than a detective. But a sort of awe mingled with my satisfaction. I began to feel about Ivery as I had felt about the three devils of the Black Stone who had hunted me before the war, and as I never felt about any other Hun. The men we fought at the Front and the men I had run across in the Greenmantle business, even old Stumm himself, had been human miscreants. They were formidable enough, but you could gauge and calculate their capacities. But this Ivery was like a poison gas that hung in the air and got into unexpected crannies and that you couldn’t fight in an upstanding way. Till then, in spite of Blenkiron’s solemnity, I had regarded him simply as a problem. But now he seemed an intimate and omnipresent enemy, intangible, too, as the horror of a haunted house. Up on that sunny hillside, with the sea winds round me and the whaups calling, I got a chill in my spine when I thought of him.

Strangely enough, seeing them made me think about Ivery. There didn’t seem to be any connection between a relaxed, comfortable person living in nice houses and classrooms and that rough jumble of cliffs. But I sensed there was one, as I started to grasp the enormity of my opponent. Blenkiron had mentioned that he spun his web wide. That made sense among the naïve young people of Biggleswick, the pacifist groups, or even the tough guys on the Clyde. I could easily fit him into that picture. But the fact that he was operating among those mysterious dark cliffs made him seem larger and more desperate—a completely different kind of challenge. I didn’t exactly dislike the idea, since my main issue over the past weeks was that I was out of my element, and this felt more like my territory. I always thought I was a better outlaw than a detective. But a sense of awe mixed with my satisfaction. I started feeling about Ivery the way I had felt about the three devils of the Black Stone who pursued me before the war, and in a way I never felt about any other enemy. The men we fought at the Front and the others I encountered in the Greenmantle affair, even old Stumm himself, were just human villains. They were intimidating, but you could understand and assess their strengths. But this Ivery was like poison gas hanging in the air, slipping into unexpected places, and you couldn't confront him directly. Until then, despite Blenkiron’s seriousness, I had seen him merely as a puzzle. But now he felt like a close and all-encompassing enemy, elusive like the fear of a haunted house. Up on that sunny hillside, with the sea winds around me and the curlews calling, I felt a chill run down my spine when I thought of him.

I am ashamed to confess it, but I was also horribly hungry. There was something about the war that made me ravenous, and the less chance of food the worse I felt. If I had been in London with twenty restaurants open to me, I should as likely as not have gone off my feed. That was the cussedness of my stomach. I had still a little chocolate left, and I ate the fisherman’s buttered scones for luncheon, but long before the evening my thoughts were dwelling on my empty interior.

I’m embarrassed to admit it, but I was also really hungry. There was something about the war that made me extremely ravenous, and the less food I had access to, the worse I felt. If I had been in London with twenty restaurants available to me, I probably would have lost my appetite. That was the stubbornness of my stomach. I still had a bit of chocolate left, and I ate the fisherman’s buttered scones for lunch, but long before evening, my thoughts were consumed with my empty stomach.

I put up that night in a shepherd’s cottage miles from anywhere. The man was called Macmorran, and he had come from Galloway when sheep were booming. He was a very good imitation of a savage, a little fellow with red hair and red eyes, who might have been a Pict. He lived with a daughter who had once been in service in Glasgow, a fat young woman with a face entirely covered with freckles and a pout of habitual discontent. No wonder, for that cottage was a pretty mean place. It was so thick with peat-reek that throat and eyes were always smarting. It was badly built, and must have leaked like a sieve in a storm. The father was a surly fellow, whose conversation was one long growl at the world, the high prices, the difficulty of moving his sheep, the meanness of his master, and the godforsaken character of Skye. “Here’s me no seen baker’s bread for a month, and no company but a wheen ignorant Hielanders that yatter Gawlic. I wish I was back in the Glenkens. And I’d gang the morn if I could get paid what I’m awed.”

I spent that night in a shepherd’s cottage miles from anywhere. The man was named Macmorran, and he had come from Galloway when sheep farming was booming. He was a pretty good impression of a savage, a small guy with red hair and red eyes, who could have been a Pict. He lived with a daughter who had once worked in Glasgow, a plump young woman with a face completely covered in freckles and a permanent pout of discontent. It’s no wonder, because that cottage was pretty run down. It was so filled with peat smoke that my throat and eyes were always stinging. The place was poorly built and probably leaked like crazy in a storm. The father was a grumpy guy, whose conversations were just a long complaint about the world, the high prices, the challenges of moving his sheep, the stinginess of his employer, and the miserable nature of Skye. “I haven’t seen any baker’s bread for a month, and my only company is a few ignorant Highlanders who speak Gaelic. I wish I was back in Glenkens. I’d leave tomorrow if I could get paid what I’m owed.”

However, he gave me supper—a braxy ham and oatcake, and I bought the remnants off him for use next day. I did not trust his blankets, so I slept the night by the fire in the ruins of an arm-chair, and woke at dawn with a foul taste in my mouth. A dip in the burn refreshed me, and after a bowl of porridge I took the road again. For I was anxious to get to some hill-top that looked over to Ranna.

However, he gave me dinner—a tough ham and oatcake, and I bought the leftovers from him for the next day. I didn't trust his blankets, so I spent the night by the fire in the remains of an armchair and woke up at dawn with a terrible taste in my mouth. A quick dip in the stream refreshed me, and after a bowl of porridge, I hit the road again. I was eager to reach a hilltop that overlooked Ranna.

Before midday I was close under the eastern side of the Coolin, on a road which was more a rockery than a path. Presently I saw a big house ahead of me that looked like an inn, so I gave it a miss and struck the highway that led to it a little farther north. Then I bore off to the east, and was just beginning to climb a hill which I judged stood between me and the sea, when I heard wheels on the road and looked back.

Before noon, I was near the eastern side of the Coolin, on a route that was more of a rocky area than a path. Soon I spotted a large building ahead that resembled an inn, so I skipped it and took the highway leading to it a bit further north. Then I headed east and was just starting to climb a hill that I thought was between me and the sea when I heard wheels on the road and looked back.

It was a farmer’s gig carrying one man. I was about half a mile off, and something in the cut of his jib seemed familiar. I got my glasses on him and made out a short, stout figure clad in a mackintosh, with a woollen comforter round its throat. As I watched, it made a movement as if to rub its nose on its sleeve. That was the pet trick of one man I knew. Inconspicuously I slipped through the long heather so as to reach the road ahead of the gig. When I rose like a wraith from the wayside the horse started, but not the driver.

It was a farmer’s cart carrying one man. I was about half a mile away, and something about his appearance seemed familiar. I pulled out my glasses and saw a short, stocky figure wearing a raincoat and a wool scarf wrapped around his neck. As I watched, he moved as if to rub his nose on his sleeve. That was a specific habit of someone I knew. Quietly, I slipped through the tall heather to get to the road in front of the cart. When I suddenly appeared from the side of the road, the horse got startled, but the driver didn’t flinch.

“So ye’re there,” said Amos’s voice. “I’ve news for ye. The Tobermory will be in Ranna by now. She passed Broadford two hours syne. When I saw her I yoked this beast and came up on the chance of foregathering with ye.”

“So you’re there,” said Amos’s voice. “I’ve got news for you. The Tobermory should be in Ranna by now. She passed Broadford two hours ago. When I saw her, I hitched up this horse and came up hoping to meet with you.”

“How on earth did you know I would be here?” I asked in some surprise.

“How did you know I would be here?” I asked, surprised.

“Oh, I saw the way your mind was workin’ from your telegram. And says I to mysel’—that man Brand, says I, is not the chiel to be easy stoppit. But I was feared ye might be a day late, so I came up the road to hold the fort. Man, I’m glad to see ye. Ye’re younger and soopler than me, and yon Gresson’s a stirrin’ lad.”

“Oh, I saw how your mind was working from your telegram. And I thought to myself—this man Brand is not someone who's going to be easily stopped. But I was worried you might be a day late, so I came up the road to hold down the fort. Man, I’m glad to see you. You’re younger and more vigorous than me, and that Gresson is an energetic guy.”

“There’s one thing you’ve got to do for me,” I said. “I can’t go into inns and shops, but I can’t do without food. I see from the map there’s a town about six miles on. Go there and buy me anything that’s tinned—biscuits and tongue and sardines, and a couple of bottles of whisky if you can get them. This may be a long job, so buy plenty.”

“There’s one thing you need to do for me,” I said. “I can’t go into inns and stores, but I can’t do without food. I see from the map there’s a town about six miles ahead. Go there and buy me anything that’s canned—biscuits, tongue, sardines, and a couple of bottles of whiskey if you can. This might take a while, so get plenty.”

“Whaur’ll I put them?” was his only question.

“Where should I put them?” was his only question.

We fixed on a cache, a hundred yards from the highway in a place where two ridges of hill enclosed the view so that only a short bit of road was visible.

We settled on a spot, a hundred yards from the highway in an area where two hill ridges framed the view so that only a small stretch of the road was visible.

“I’ll get back to the Kyle,” he told me, “and a’body there kens Andra Amos, if ye should find a way of sendin’ a message or comin’ yourself. Oh, and I’ve got a word to ye from a lady that we ken of. She says, the sooner ye’re back in Vawnity Fair the better she’ll be pleased, always provided ye’ve got over the Hill Difficulty.”

“I’ll get back to Kyle,” he said to me, “and everyone there knows Andra Amos, so if you find a way to send a message or come yourself, that would be great. Oh, and I have a message for you from a lady we both know. She says the sooner you’re back in Vanity Fair, the happier she’ll be, as long as you’ve gotten over the Hill Difficulty.”

A smile screwed up his old face and he waved his whip in farewell. I interpreted Mary’s message as an incitement to speed, but I could not make the pace. That was Gresson’s business. I think I was a little nettled, till I cheered myself by another interpretation. She might be anxious for my safety, she might want to see me again, anyhow the mere sending of the message showed I was not forgotten. I was in a pleasant muse as I breasted the hill, keeping discreetly in the cover of the many gullies. At the top I looked down on Ranna and the sea.

A smile creased his old face as he waved goodbye with his whip. I took Mary’s message as a push to hurry, but I couldn’t keep up the pace. That was Gresson’s job. I think I was a bit irritated, until I lifted my spirits with another thought. She might be worried about me, she might want to see me again; either way, just sending the message showed I wasn’t forgotten. I was lost in a nice daydream as I climbed the hill, staying hidden in the cover of the gullies. When I reached the top, I looked down at Ranna and the sea.

There lay the Tobermory busy unloading. It would be some time, no doubt, before Gresson could leave. There was no row-boat in the channel yet, and I might have to wait hours. I settled myself snugly between two rocks, where I could not be seen, and where I had a clear view of the sea and shore. But presently I found that I wanted some long heather to make a couch, and I emerged to get some. I had not raised my head for a second when I flopped down again. For I had a neighbour on the hill-top.

There was the Tobermory busy unloading. It would take a while before Gresson could leave. There wasn’t a rowboat in the channel yet, and I might have to wait for hours. I made myself comfortable between two rocks, where I couldn’t be seen and had a clear view of the sea and shore. But soon I realized I needed some long heather to make a bed, so I went out to get some. I hadn’t even raised my head for a second when I flopped down again. Because I had a neighbor on the hilltop.

He was about two hundred yards off, just reaching the crest, and, unlike me, walking quite openly. His eyes were on Ranna, so he did not notice me, but from my cover I scanned every line of him. He looked an ordinary countryman, wearing badly cut, baggy knickerbockers of the kind that gillies affect. He had a face like a Portuguese Jew, but I had seen that type before among people with Highland names; they might be Jews or not, but they could speak Gaelic. Presently he disappeared. He had followed my example and selected a hiding-place.

He was about two hundred yards away, just reaching the top, and, unlike me, he was walking openly. His eyes were on Ranna, so he didn’t see me, but from my hiding spot, I studied him closely. He looked like an average country guy, wearing poorly fitted, baggy knickerbockers that gillies usually wear. His face resembled that of a Portuguese Jew, but I had seen that look before among people with Highland names; they could be Jews or not, but they could speak Gaelic. Soon, he vanished. He had followed my lead and found a hiding spot.

It was a clear, hot day, but very pleasant in that airy place. Good scents came up from the sea, the heather was warm and fragrant, bees droned about, and stray seagulls swept the ridge with their wings. I took a look now and then towards my neighbour, but he was deep in his hidey-hole. Most of the time I kept my glasses on Ranna, and watched the doings of the Tobermory. She was tied up at the jetty, but seemed in no hurry to unload. I watched the captain disembark and walk up to a house on the hillside. Then some idlers sauntered down towards her and stood talking and smoking close to her side. The captain returned and left again. A man with papers in his hand appeared, and a woman with what looked like a telegram. The mate went ashore in his best clothes. Then at last, after midday, Gresson appeared. He joined the captain at the piermaster’s office, and presently emerged on the other side of the jetty where some small boats were beached. A man from the Tobermory came in answer to his call, a boat was launched, and began to make its way into the channel. Gresson sat in the stern, placidly eating his luncheon.

It was a clear, hot day, but really nice in that breezy spot. Pleasant scents wafted up from the sea, the heather was warm and fragrant, bees buzzed around, and stray seagulls glided along the ridge. I glanced over at my neighbor now and then, but he was completely absorbed in his hidey-hole. Most of the time, I kept my binoculars on Ranna and watched what was happening with the Tobermory. She was docked at the jetty but seemed in no rush to unload. I watched as the captain got off and walked up to a house on the hillside. Then some idle folks strolled down towards her and stood chatting and smoking close by. The captain came back and left again. A man with papers showed up, along with a woman holding what looked like a telegram. The mate went ashore in his best outfit. Then finally, after midday, Gresson arrived. He joined the captain at the piermaster’s office, and soon came out on the other side of the jetty where some small boats were pulled up on the beach. A man from the Tobermory answered his call, a boat was launched, and started making its way into the channel. Gresson sat in the back, calmly eating his lunch.

I watched every detail of that crossing with some satisfaction that my forecast was turning out right. About half-way across, Gresson took the oars, but soon surrendered them to the Tobermory man, and lit a pipe. He got out a pair of binoculars and raked my hillside. I tried to see if my neighbour was making any signal, but all was quiet. Presently the boat was hid from me by the bulge of the hill, and I caught the sound of her scraping on the beach.

I watched every detail of that crossing with some satisfaction that my prediction was coming true. About halfway across, Gresson took the oars, but soon handed them over to the Tobermory guy and lit a pipe. He pulled out a pair of binoculars and scanned my hillside. I tried to see if my neighbor was signaling, but everything was quiet. Soon, the boat was hidden from my view by the curve of the hill, and I could hear her scraping on the beach.

Gresson was not a hill-walker like my neighbour. It took him the best part of an hour to get to the top, and he reached it at a point not two yards from my hiding-place. I could hear by his labouring breath that he was very blown. He walked straight over the crest till he was out of sight of Ranna, and flung himself on the ground. He was now about fifty yards from me, and I made shift to lessen the distance. There was a grassy trench skirting the north side of the hill, deep and thickly overgrown with heather. I wound my way along it till I was about twelve yards from him, where I stuck, owing to the trench dying away. When I peered out of the cover I saw that the other man had joined him and that the idiots were engaged in embracing each other.

Gresson wasn’t a hill-walker like my neighbor. It took him nearly an hour to reach the top, and he got there just a couple of yards from my hiding spot. I could hear his heavy breathing, so I knew he was out of breath. He walked straight over the peak until he was out of sight of Ranna and then collapsed on the ground. He was now about fifty yards away from me, and I tried to close the gap. There was a grassy trench along the north side of the hill, deep and thick with heather. I made my way along it until I was about twelve yards from him, where I had to stop because the trench ended. When I peeked out from my cover, I saw that another man had joined him, and they were foolishly embracing each other.

I dared not move an inch nearer, and as they talked in a low voice I could hear nothing of what they said. Nothing except one phrase, which the strange man repeated twice, very emphatically. “Tomorrow night,” he said, and I noticed that his voice had not the Highland inflection which I looked for. Gresson nodded and glanced at his watch, and then the two began to move downhill towards the road I had travelled that morning.

I didn’t dare move any closer, and as they spoke in low tones, I couldn’t catch anything they were saying. Except for one phrase that the strange man repeated twice, quite forcefully. “Tomorrow night,” he said, and I noticed his voice lacked the Highland accent I was expecting. Gresson nodded and checked his watch, and then the two of them started to head downhill toward the road I had taken that morning.

I followed as best I could, using a shallow dry watercourse of which sheep had made a track, and which kept me well below the level of the moor. It took me down the hill, but some distance from the line the pair were taking, and I had to reconnoitre frequently to watch their movements. They were still a quarter of a mile or so from the road, when they stopped and stared, and I stared with them. On that lonely highway travellers were about as rare as roadmenders, and what caught their eye was a farmer’s gig driven by a thick-set elderly man with a woollen comforter round his neck.

I followed as best as I could, using a shallow dry watercourse that sheep had created, which kept me well below the level of the moor. It took me down the hill, but quite a distance from the path the pair was taking, and I had to check frequently to see what they were doing. They were still about a quarter of a mile from the road when they stopped and stared, and I stared with them. On that lonely highway, travelers were as rare as road workers, and what caught their attention was a farmer’s cart driven by a stocky older man wearing a wool scarf around his neck.

I had a bad moment, for I reckoned that if Gresson recognised Amos he might take fright. Perhaps the driver of the gig thought the same, for he appeared to be very drunk. He waved his whip, he jiggoted the reins, and he made an effort to sing. He looked towards the figures on the hillside, and cried out something. The gig narrowly missed the ditch, and then to my relief the horse bolted. Swaying like a ship in a gale, the whole outfit lurched out of sight round the corner of hill where lay my cache. If Amos could stop the beast and deliver the goods there, he had put up a masterly bit of buffoonery.

I had a moment of panic because I thought that if Gresson recognized Amos, he might get scared. Maybe the driver of the gig thought the same thing, as he seemed really drunk. He waved his whip, jerked the reins around, and tried to sing. He looked toward the figures on the hillside and shouted something. The gig almost went into the ditch, and then, to my relief, the horse took off. Swaying like a ship in a storm, the whole thing disappeared around the corner of the hill where my stash was hidden. If Amos could stop the horse and deliver the goods there, he had really pulled off an impressive act.

The two men laughed at the performance, and then they parted. Gresson retraced his steps up the hill. The other man—I called him in my mind the Portuguese Jew—started off at a great pace due west, across the road, and over a big patch of bog towards the northern butt of the Coolin. He had some errand, which Gresson knew about, and he was in a hurry to perform it. It was clearly my job to get after him.

The two men laughed at the show, and then they went their separate ways. Gresson walked back up the hill. The other man—I mentally referred to him as the Portuguese Jew—took off at a fast pace due west, crossing the road and heading over a large stretch of bog towards the northern side of the Coolin. He had some task to complete, which Gresson was aware of, and he was in a rush to get it done. It was obviously my responsibility to follow him.

I had a rotten afternoon. The fellow covered the moorland miles like a deer, and under the hot August sun I toiled on his trail. I had to keep well behind, and as much as possible in cover, in case he looked back; and that meant that when he had passed over a ridge I had to double not to let him get too far ahead, and when we were in an open place I had to make wide circuits to keep hidden. We struck a road which crossed a low pass and skirted the flank of the mountains, and this we followed till we were on the western side and within sight of the sea. It was gorgeous weather, and out on the blue water I saw cool sails moving and little breezes ruffling the calm, while I was glowing like a furnace. Happily I was in fair training, and I needed it. The Portuguese Jew must have done a steady six miles an hour over abominable country.

I had a terrible afternoon. The guy covered the moorland miles like a deer, and under the hot August sun, I struggled to keep up with him. I had to stay well behind and as hidden as possible in case he looked back; that meant when he went over a ridge, I had to double back to make sure he didn’t get too far ahead, and when we were in an open area, I had to make wide detours to stay out of sight. We hit a road that crossed a low pass and went along the side of the mountains, and we followed that until we were on the western side and could see the sea. The weather was beautiful, and out on the blue water, I saw white sails moving and little breezes ruffling the calm, while I was sweating like crazy. Fortunately, I was in decent shape, and I really needed it. The Portuguese Jew must have been going a steady six miles an hour over terrible terrain.

About five o’clock we came to a point where I dared not follow. The road ran flat by the edge of the sea, so that several miles of it were visible. Moreover, the man had begun to look round every few minutes. He was getting near something and wanted to be sure that no one was in his neighbourhood. I left the road accordingly, and took to the hillside, which to my undoing was one long cascade of screes and tumbled rocks. I saw him drop over a rise which seemed to mark the rim of a little bay into which descended one of the big corries of the mountains. It must have been a good half-hour later before I, at my greater altitude and with far worse going, reached the same rim. I looked into the glen and my man had disappeared.

About five o’clock, we reached a point where I wouldn't dare go any further. The road ran flat along the edge of the sea, so I could see several miles of it. Plus, the guy had started looking around every few minutes. He was getting close to something and wanted to make sure no one was nearby. So, I left the road and climbed up the hillside, which turned out to be nothing but a long slope of loose rocks and scree. I saw him go over a rise that seemed to mark the edge of a small bay where one of the big valleys from the mountains came down. It took me a good half-hour longer to reach that same edge at a higher point, battling through much worse terrain. I looked into the valley, and my guy had vanished.

He could not have crossed it, for the place was wider than I had thought. A ring of black precipices came down to within half a mile of the shore, and between them was a big stream—long, shallow pools at the sea end and a chain of waterfalls above. He had gone to earth like a badger somewhere, and I dared not move in case he might be watching me from behind a boulder.

He couldn't have crossed it, because the area was broader than I realized. A ring of dark cliffs came down to within half a mile of the shore, and between them was a large stream—long, shallow pools at the ocean end and a series of waterfalls above. He had burrowed in like a badger somewhere, and I didn't dare move in case he was watching me from behind a rock.

But even as I hesitated he appeared again, fording the stream, his face set on the road we had come. Whatever his errand was he had finished it, and was posting back to his master. For a moment I thought I should follow him, but another instinct prevailed. He had not come to this wild place for the scenery. Somewhere down in the glen there was something or somebody that held the key of the mystery. It was my business to stay there till I had unlocked it. Besides, in two hours it would be dark, and I had had enough walking for one day.

But just as I hesitated, he showed up again, crossing the stream, his focus on the path we had taken. Whatever he had to do, it was done, and he was heading back to his boss. For a moment, I thought about following him, but another feeling took over. He hadn’t come to this remote place for the views. Somewhere down in the valley, there was something or someone that held the answer to the mystery. It was up to me to stay there until I figured it out. Plus, it would be dark in two hours, and I had done enough walking for one day.

I made my way to the stream side and had a long drink. The corrie behind me was lit up with the westering sun, and the bald cliffs were flushed with pink and gold. On each side of the stream was turf like a lawn, perhaps a hundred yards wide, and then a tangle of long heather and boulders right up to the edge of the great rocks. I had never seen a more delectable evening, but I could not enjoy its peace because of my anxiety about the Portuguese Jew. He had not been there more than half an hour, just about long enough for a man to travel to the first ridge across the burn and back. Yet he had found time to do his business. He might have left a letter in some prearranged place—in which case I would stay there till the man it was meant for turned up. Or he might have met someone, though I didn’t think that possible. As I scanned the acres of rough moor and then looked at the sea lapping delicately on the grey sand I had the feeling that a knotty problem was before me. It was too dark to try to track his steps. That must be left for the morning, and I prayed that there would be no rain in the night.

I walked over to the stream and had a long drink. The valley behind me was glowing in the setting sun, and the bare cliffs were tinged with pink and gold. On either side of the stream, there was turf like a lawn, maybe a hundred yards wide, followed by a tangle of long heather and boulders leading up to the massive rocks. I had never seen a more beautiful evening, but I couldn’t enjoy the tranquility because I was worried about the Portuguese Jew. He hadn’t been gone for more than half an hour, just enough time for a man to reach the first ridge across the stream and come back. Yet he had managed to take care of his business. He might have left a letter in some prearranged spot—in which case I would wait there until the person it was meant for showed up. Or he could have met someone, though I didn’t think that was likely. As I scanned the vast expanse of rough moorland and then looked at the sea gently lapping against the gray sand, I felt like I was facing a tricky problem. It was too dark to try to track his steps. That would have to wait until morning, and I hoped there wouldn’t be any rain overnight.

I ate for supper most of the braxy ham and oatcake I had brought from Macmorran’s cottage. It took some self-denial, for I was ferociously hungry, to save a little for breakfast next morning. Then I pulled heather and bracken and made myself a bed in the shelter of a rock which stood on a knoll above the stream. My bed-chamber was well hidden, but at the same time, if anything should appear in the early dawn, it gave me a prospect. With my waterproof I was perfectly warm, and, after smoking two pipes, I fell asleep.

I had most of the leftover ham and oatcakes for dinner that I brought from Macmorran’s cottage. It took some willpower, since I was really hungry, to save a bit for breakfast the next morning. Then I gathered heather and bracken and made myself a bed against a rock that was on a hill above the stream. My sleeping spot was well concealed, but at the same time, if anything showed up in the early morning, I could see it coming. With my waterproof gear on, I was nice and warm, and after smoking two pipes, I fell asleep.

My night’s rest was broken. First it was a fox which came and barked at my ear and woke me to a pitch-black night, with scarcely a star showing. The next time it was nothing but a wandering hill-wind, but as I sat up and listened I thought I saw a spark of light near the edge of the sea. It was only for a second, but it disquieted me. I got out and climbed on the top of the rock, but all was still save for the gentle lap of the tide and the croak of some night bird among the crags. The third time I was suddenly quite wide awake, and without any reason, for I had not been dreaming. Now I have slept hundreds of times alone beside my horse on the veld, and I never knew any cause for such awakenings but the one, and that was the presence near me of some human being. A man who is accustomed to solitude gets this extra sense which announces like an alarm-clock the approach of one of his kind.

My sleep was restless. First, a fox came and barked at my ear, waking me to a pitch-black night with hardly a star visible. Then it was just a wandering hill wind, but as I sat up and listened, I thought I saw a spark of light near the edge of the sea. It was only for a moment, but it made me uneasy. I got up and climbed to the top of the rock, but everything was quiet except for the gentle lapping of the tide and the croak of some night bird among the cliffs. The third time, I was suddenly wide awake for no reason at all, as I hadn't been dreaming. I've slept hundreds of times alone beside my horse on the veld, and I've never had such awakenings for any reason other than one: the presence of another human being nearby. A person who is used to being alone develops an extra sense that alerts them, like an alarm clock, to the approach of someone else.

But I could hear nothing. There was a scraping and rustling on the moor, but that was only the wind and the little wild things of the hills. A fox, perhaps, or a blue hare. I convinced my reason, but not my senses, and for long I lay awake with my ears at full cock and every nerve tense. Then I fell asleep, and woke to the first flush of dawn.

But I could hear nothing. There was a scraping and rustling on the moor, but that was just the wind and the small wild creatures of the hills. A fox, maybe, or a blue hare. I convinced my mind, but not my senses, and for a long time I lay awake with my ears perked up and every nerve tense. Then I fell asleep and woke to the first light of dawn.

The sun was behind the Coolin and the hills were black as ink, but far out in the western seas was a broad band of gold. I got up and went down to the shore. The mouth of the stream was shallow, but as I moved south I came to a place where two small capes enclosed an inlet. It must have been a fault in the volcanic rock, for its depth was portentous. I stripped and dived far into its cold abysses, but I did not reach the bottom. I came to the surface rather breathless, and struck out to sea, where I floated on my back and looked at the great rampart of crag. I saw that the place where I had spent the night was only a little oasis of green at the base of one of the grimmest corries the imagination could picture. It was as desert as Damaraland. I noticed, too, how sharply the cliffs rose from the level. There were chimneys and gullies by which a man might have made his way to the summit, but no one of them could have been scaled except by a mountaineer.

The sun was behind the Coolin, and the hills looked as dark as ink, but out in the western seas, there was a wide band of gold. I got up and walked down to the shore. The mouth of the stream was shallow, but as I headed south, I reached a spot where two small capes formed an inlet. It must have been a fault in the volcanic rock because the depth was alarming. I took off my clothes and dove deep into its cold depths, but I couldn't touch the bottom. I surfaced, feeling a bit breathless, and paddled out to sea, floating on my back while I gazed at the huge wall of cliffs. I realized that the spot where I had spent the night was just a small patch of green at the base of one of the grimmest valleys imaginable. It was as barren as Damaraland. I also noticed how sharply the cliffs jutted out from the ground. There were chimneys and gullies that seemed like they could lead a person to the top, but none of them could be climbed except by a skilled mountaineer.

I was feeling better now, with all the frowsiness washed out of me, and I dried myself by racing up and down the heather. Then I noticed something. There were marks of human feet at the top of the deep-water inlet—not mine, for they were on the other side. The short sea-turf was bruised and trampled in several places, and there were broken stems of bracken. I thought that some fisherman had probably landed there to stretch his legs.

I was feeling better now, with all the grogginess gone, and I dried off by running up and down the heather. Then I noticed something. There were footprints at the top of the deep-water inlet—not mine, because they were on the other side. The short sea grass was disturbed and pressed down in several spots, and there were snapped bracken stems. I figured that some fisherman had probably come there to stretch his legs.

But that set me thinking of the Portuguese Jew. After breakfasting on my last morsels of food—a knuckle of braxy and a bit of oatcake—I set about tracking him from the place where he had first entered the glen. To get my bearings, I went back over the road I had come myself, and after a good deal of trouble I found his spoor. It was pretty clear as far as the stream, for he had been walking—or rather running—over ground with many patches of gravel on it. After that it was difficult, and I lost it entirely in the rough heather below the crags. All that I could make out for certain was that he had crossed the stream, and that his business, whatever it was, had been with the few acres of tumbled wilderness below the precipices.

But that got me thinking about the Portuguese Jew. After finishing my last bites of food—a piece of meat and some oatcake—I started trying to track him from the spot where he first entered the valley. To get my bearings, I retraced my steps along the road I had come, and after a lot of effort, I found his footprints. They were pretty clear up to the stream because he had been moving—well, more like running—over ground with lots of gravel. After that, it got tough, and I lost the trail completely in the thick heather below the cliffs. All I could confirm was that he had crossed the stream, and whatever he was doing, it had something to do with the few acres of messy wilderness below the cliffs.

I spent a busy morning there, but found nothing except the skeleton of a sheep picked clean by the ravens. It was a thankless job, and I got very cross over it. I had an ugly feeling that I was on a false scent and wasting my time. I wished to Heaven I had old Peter with me. He could follow spoor like a Bushman, and would have riddled the Portuguese Jew’s track out of any jungle on earth. That was a game I had never learned, for in the old days I had always left it to my natives. I chucked the attempt, and lay disconsolately on a warm patch of grass and smoked and thought about Peter. But my chief reflections were that I had breakfasted at five, that it was now eleven, that I was intolerably hungry, that there was nothing here to feed a grasshopper, and that I should starve unless I got supplies.

I had a hectic morning there but found nothing except for a sheep’s skeleton picked clean by the ravens. It was a thankless task, and I got really annoyed about it. I had a nagging feeling that I was on the wrong track and wasting my time. I wished to God I had old Peter with me. He could follow tracks like a pro and could have figured out the Portuguese Jew’s trail in any jungle on earth. That was a skill I had never picked up since I always left it to my crew back in the day. I gave up on the search and lay down on a warm patch of grass, smoking and thinking about Peter. But my main thoughts were that I had breakfasted at five, it was now eleven, I was extremely hungry, there was nothing here to feed a grasshopper, and I would starve if I didn’t find some food.

It was a long road to my cache, but there were no two ways of it. My only hope was to sit tight in the glen, and it might involve a wait of days. To wait I must have food, and, though it meant relinquishing guard for a matter of six hours, the risk had to be taken. I set off at a brisk pace with a very depressed mind.

It was a long path to my stash, but there was no other option. My only hope was to stay put in the valley, even if it meant waiting for days. To wait, I needed food, and although it meant giving up my watch for about six hours, I had to take the risk. I set off at a quick pace with a heavy heart.

From the map it seemed that a short cut lay over a pass in the range. I resolved to take it, and that short cut, like most of its kind, was unblessed by Heaven. I will not dwell upon the discomforts of the journey. I found myself slithering among screes, climbing steep chimneys, and travelling precariously along razor-backs. The shoes were nearly rent from my feet by the infernal rocks, which were all pitted as if by some geological small-pox. When at last I crossed the divide, I had a horrible business getting down from one level to another in a gruesome corrie, where each step was composed of smooth boiler-plates. But at last I was among the bogs on the east side, and came to the place beside the road where I had fixed my cache.

From the map, it looked like there was a shortcut over a pass in the mountain range. I decided to take it, but like most shortcuts, this one was not blessed by fate. I won’t go into the discomforts of the journey. I found myself slipping on loose rocks, climbing steep chutes, and traveling precariously along narrow ridges. My shoes were nearly torn off my feet by the brutal rocks, which were all pitted as if they had some kind of geological chickenpox. When I finally crossed the divide, I had a terrible time getting down from one elevation to another in a grim hollow, where each step was made up of smooth metal plates. But eventually, I was among the bogs on the east side and arrived at the spot beside the road where I had stashed my supplies.

The faithful Amos had not failed me. There were the provisions—a couple of small loaves, a dozen tins, and a bottle of whisky. I made the best pack I could of them in my waterproof, swung it on my stick, and started back, thinking that I must be very like the picture of Christian on the title-page of Pilgrim’s Progress.

The loyal Amos had come through for me. There were the supplies—a couple of small loaves, a dozen cans, and a bottle of whisky. I packed them as best as I could into my waterproof bag, slung it over my shoulder, and started back, thinking that I must look a lot like the image of Christian on the title page of Pilgrim’s Progress.

I was liker Christian before I reached my destination—Christian after he had got up the Hill Difficulty. The morning’s walk had been bad, but the afternoon’s was worse, for I was in a fever to get back, and, having had enough of the hills, chose the longer route I had followed the previous day. I was mortally afraid of being seen, for I cut a queer figure, so I avoided every stretch of road where I had not a clear view ahead. Many weary detours I made among moss-hags and screes and the stony channels of burns. But I got there at last, and it was almost with a sense of comfort that I flung my pack down beside the stream where I had passed the night.

I felt like Christian before I reached my destination—Christian after he made it up the Hill Difficulty. The morning walk was tough, but the afternoon was worse because I was anxious to get back, and having had enough of the hills, I chose the longer route I had taken the day before. I was really scared of being seen, since I looked pretty odd, so I avoided any stretch of road where I couldn’t see clearly ahead. I made many tiring detours through muddy patches, rocky slopes, and the stony beds of streams. But I finally made it there, and I almost felt a sense of relief as I dropped my pack beside the stream where I had spent the night.

I ate a good meal, lit my pipe, and fell into the equable mood which follows upon fatigue ended and hunger satisfied. The sun was westering, and its light fell upon the rock-wall above the place where I had abandoned my search for the spoor.

I had a nice meal, lit my pipe, and settled into the calm mood that comes after tiring work and a full stomach. The sun was setting, and its light shone on the rock wall above the spot where I had stopped looking for tracks.

As I gazed at it idly I saw a curious thing.

As I looked at it casually, I noticed something strange.

It seemed to be split in two and a shaft of sunlight came through between. There could be no doubt about it. I saw the end of the shaft on the moor beneath, while all the rest lay in shadow. I rubbed my eyes, and got out my glasses. Then I guessed the explanation. There was a rock tower close against the face of the main precipice and indistinguishable from it to anyone looking direct at the face. Only when the sun fell on it obliquely could it be discovered. And between the tower and the cliff there must be a substantial hollow.

It looked like it was split in two, and a beam of sunlight came through the gap. There was no doubt about it. I could see the end of the beam on the moor below, while everything else was in shadow. I rubbed my eyes and got out my glasses. Then I figured it out. There was a rock tower right up against the main cliff, and it was hard to distinguish from it if you were looking straight at the cliff. Only when the sunlight hit it at an angle could you see it. And there had to be a decent-sized hollow between the tower and the cliff.

The discovery brought me to my feet, and set me running towards the end of the shaft of sunlight. I left the heather, scrambled up some yards of screes, and had a difficult time on some very smooth slabs, where only the friction of tweed and rough rock gave me a hold. Slowly I worked my way towards the speck of sunlight, till I found a handhold, and swung myself into the crack. On one side was the main wall of the hill, on the other a tower some ninety feet high, and between them a long crevice varying in width from three to six feet. Beyond it there showed a small bright patch of sea.

The discovery had me up on my feet, rushing toward the end of the beam of sunlight. I left the heather behind, climbed some yards of scree, and struggled on some really smooth slabs, where only the friction of my tweed and the rough rock kept me from slipping. Slowly, I made my way toward the tiny spot of sunlight until I found a handhold and swung myself into the crack. On one side was the main wall of the hill, and on the other was a tower about ninety feet high, with a long crevice in between that varied in width from three to six feet. Beyond it, I could see a small bright patch of sea.

There was more, for at the point where I entered it there was an overhang which made a fine cavern, low at the entrance but a dozen feet high inside, and as dry as tinder. Here, thought I, is the perfect hiding-place. Before going farther I resolved to return for food. It was not very easy descending, and I slipped the last twenty feet, landing on my head in a soft patch of screes. At the burnside I filled my flask from the whisky bottle, and put half a loaf, a tin of sardines, a tin of tongue, and a packet of chocolate in my waterproof pockets. Laden as I was, it took me some time to get up again, but I managed it, and stored my belongings in a corner of the cave. Then I set out to explore the rest of the crack.

There was more to it, because where I entered there was an overhang that formed a nice cave—low at the entrance but about ten feet high inside, and as dry as can be. Here, I thought, is the perfect hiding place. Before going any further, I decided to go back for some food. Descending wasn't very easy, and I slipped the last twenty feet, landing on my head in a soft spot of rubble. At the stream, I filled my flask from the whisky bottle and packed half a loaf, a tin of sardines, a tin of meat, and a packet of chocolate into my waterproof pockets. Weighed down like that, it took me a while to climb back up, but I managed it and stashed my stuff in a corner of the cave. Then I set off to explore the rest of the crack.

It slanted down and then rose again to a small platform. After that it dropped in easy steps to the moor beyond the tower. If the Portuguese Jew had come here, that was the way by which he had reached it, for he would not have had the time to make my ascent. I went very cautiously, for I felt I was on the eve of a big discovery. The platform was partly hidden from my end by a bend in the crack, and it was more or less screened by an outlying bastion of the tower from the other side. Its surface was covered with fine powdery dust, as were the steps beyond it. In some excitement I knelt down and examined it.

It slanted down and then rose again to a small platform. After that, it dropped down in easy steps to the moor beyond the tower. If the Portuguese Jew had come here, that was the way he would have reached it, since he wouldn't have had time to make my ascent. I went very cautiously because I felt I was on the verge of a big discovery. The platform was partly hidden from my view by a bend in the crack, and it was more or less shielded by an outlying bastion of the tower from the other side. Its surface was covered with fine powdery dust, just like the steps beyond it. Feeling excited, I knelt down and examined it.

Beyond doubt there was spoor here. I knew the Portuguese Jew’s footmarks by this time, and I made them out clearly, especially in one corner. But there were other footsteps, quite different. The one showed the rackets of rough country boots, the others were from un-nailed soles. Again I longed for Peter to make certain, though I was pretty sure of my conclusions. The man I had followed had come here, and he had not stayed long. Someone else had been here, probably later, for the un-nailed shoes overlaid the rackets. The first man might have left a message for the second. Perhaps the second was that human presence of which I had been dimly conscious in the night-time.

There was definitely evidence here. By this point, I recognized the Portuguese Jew's footprints, and I could see them clearly, especially in one corner. But there were other footprints that were completely different. One type belonged to rough country boots, while the others had un-nailed soles. Again, I wished Peter were here to confirm my thoughts, even though I was pretty confident in my deductions. The man I had been tracking had come here, and he hadn't stayed long. Someone else had been here, likely later, because the un-nailed shoes covered the boot prints. The first man might have left a message for the second. Maybe the second presence was that vague feeling I'd sensed during the night.

I carefully removed all traces of my own footmarks, and went back to my cave. My head was humming with my discovery. I remembered Gresson’s word to his friend: “Tomorrow night.” As I read it, the Portuguese Jew had taken a message from Gresson to someone, and that someone had come from somewhere and picked it up. The message contained an assignation for this very night. I had found a point of observation, for no one was likely to come near my cave, which was reached from the moor by such a toilsome climb. There I should bivouac and see what the darkness brought forth. I remember reflecting on the amazing luck which had so far attended me. As I looked from my refuge at the blue haze of twilight creeping over the waters, I felt my pulses quicken with a wild anticipation.

I carefully erased all signs of my footsteps and headed back to my cave. My mind buzzed with my discovery. I remembered Gresson telling his friend, “Tomorrow night.” As I interpreted it, the Portuguese Jew had passed a message from Gresson to someone, and that someone had come from somewhere to pick it up. The message was a meeting set for that very night. I had found a good spot for observation since nobody was likely to come near my cave, which could only be accessed by a tough climb from the moor. There, I would camp out and see what the night would bring. I remember thinking about how incredible my luck had been so far. As I looked out from my shelter at the blue twilight settling over the water, I could feel my heart racing with excitement.

Then I heard a sound below me, and craned my neck round the edge of the tower. A man was climbing up the rock by the way I had come.

Then I heard a noise beneath me and leaned over the edge of the tower. A guy was climbing up the rock the same way I had come.

CHAPTER VII
I Hear of the Wild Birds

I saw an old green felt hat, and below it lean tweed-clad shoulders. Then I saw a knapsack with a stick slung through it, as the owner wriggled his way on to a shelf. Presently he turned his face upward to judge the remaining distance. It was the face of a young man, a face sallow and angular, but now a little flushed with the day’s sun and the work of climbing. It was a face that I had first seen at Fosse Manor.

I saw an old green felt hat resting on lean shoulders dressed in tweed. Then I noticed a knapsack with a stick stuck through it as the owner made his way onto a shelf. Soon, he looked up to estimate the distance left to climb. It was the face of a young man, sallow and angular, but now slightly flushed from the day’s sun and the effort of climbing. It was a face I had first seen at Fosse Manor.

I felt suddenly sick and heartsore. I don’t know why, but I had never really associated the intellectuals of Biggleswick with a business like this. None of them but Ivery, and he was different. They had been silly and priggish, but no more—I would have taken my oath on it. Yet here was one of them engaged in black treason against his native land. Something began to beat in my temples when I remembered that Mary and this man had been friends, that he had held her hand, and called her by her Christian name. My first impulse was to wait till he got up and then pitch him down among the boulders and let his German accomplices puzzle over his broken neck.

I suddenly felt sick and heartbroken. I don’t know why, but I had never really connected the intellectuals of Biggleswick with something like this. None of them except Ivery, and he was different. They had always seemed silly and self-righteous, but nothing more—I would have bet my life on it. Yet here was one of them involved in outright treason against his own country. A feeling started to pulse in my temples when I remembered that Mary and this guy had been friends, that he had held her hand and called her by her first name. My first instinct was to wait for him to get up and then throw him down among the rocks and let his German partners try to figure out his broken neck.

With difficulty I kept down that tide of fury. I had my duty to do, and to keep on terms with this man was part of it. I had to convince him that I was an accomplice, and that might not be easy. I leaned over the edge, and, as he got to his feet on the ledge above the boiler-plates, I whistled so that he turned his face to me.

With effort, I suppressed my anger. I had a responsibility to fulfill, and maintaining a good relationship with this guy was part of it. I needed to convince him that I was on his side, and that might not be simple. I leaned over the edge, and as he stood up on the ledge above the boiler-plates, I whistled to get him to look my way.

“Hullo, Wake,” I said.

“Hey, Wake,” I said.

He started, stared for a second, and recognised me. He did not seem over-pleased to see me.

He jumped, stared for a moment, and then recognized me. He didn’t look too happy to see me.

“Brand!” he cried. “How did you get here?”

“Brand!” he exclaimed. “How did you get here?”

He swung himself up beside me, straightened his back and unbuckled his knapsack. “I thought this was my own private sanctuary, and that nobody knew it but me. Have you spotted the cave? It’s the best bedroom in Skye.” His tone was, as usual, rather acid.

He swung up next to me, straightened his back, and unbuckled his backpack. “I thought this was my own private spot, and that no one else knew about it. Have you found the cave? It’s the best bedroom in Skye.” His tone was, as always, pretty sharp.

That little hammer was beating in my head. I longed to get my hands on his throat and choke the smug treason in him. But I kept my mind fixed on one purpose—to persuade him that I shared his secret and was on his side. His off-hand self-possession seemed only the clever screen of the surprised conspirator who was hunting for a plan.

That little hammer was pounding in my head. I wanted to grab his throat and choke the smug betrayal out of him. But I stayed focused on one goal—to convince him that I was in on his secret and on his side. His casual confidence felt like a clever disguise from a startled conspirator looking for a plan.

We entered the cave, and he flung his pack into a corner. “Last time I was here,” he said, “I covered the floor with heather. We must get some more if we would sleep soft.” In the twilight he was a dim figure, but he seemed a new man from the one I had last seen in the Moot Hall at Biggleswick. There was a wiry vigour in his body and a purpose in his face. What a fool I had been to set him down as no more than a conceited flâneur!

We walked into the cave, and he tossed his backpack into a corner. “The last time I was here,” he said, “I covered the floor with heather. We need to get more if we want to sleep comfortably.” In the dim light, he was just a shadowy figure, but he looked like a completely different man from the one I had last seen in the Moot Hall at Biggleswick. He had a wiry energy about him and a determined look on his face. What a fool I had been to think of him as nothing more than a self-important flâneur!

He went out to the shelf again and sniffed the fresh evening. There was a wonderful red sky in the west, but in the crevice the shades had fallen, and only the bright patches at either end told of the sunset.

He stepped outside to the shelf again and took in the fresh evening air. The sky to the west was a beautiful red, but in the crevice, shadows had settled, and only the bright spots at either end hinted at the sunset.

“Wake,” I said, “you and I have to understand each other. I’m a friend of Ivery and I know the meaning of this place. I discovered it by accident, but I want you to know that I’m heart and soul with you. You may trust me in tonight’s job as if I were Ivery himself.”

“Wake,” I said, “you and I need to get on the same page. I’m a friend of Ivery, and I understand what this place is all about. I stumbled upon it by chance, but I want you to know that I’m fully on your side. You can trust me in tonight’s task as if I were Ivery himself.”

He swung round and looked at me sharply. His eyes were hot again, as I remembered them at our first meeting.

He turned around and looked at me sharply. His eyes were intense again, just like I remembered from our first meeting.

“What do you mean? How much do you know?”

“What do you mean? How much do you know?”

The hammer was going hard in my forehead, and I had to pull myself together to answer.

The pounding in my head was intense, and I had to gather myself to respond.

“I know that at the end of this crack a message was left last night, and that someone came out of the sea and picked it up. That someone is coming again when darkness falls, and there will be another message.”

“I know that at the end of this crack a message was left last night, and that someone came out of the sea and picked it up. That someone is coming again when darkness falls, and there will be another message.”

He had turned his head away. “You are talking nonsense. No submarine could land on this coast.”

He turned his head away. “You’re talking nonsense. No submarine could land on this coast.”

I could see that he was trying me.

I could tell he was testing me.

“This morning,” I said, “I swam in the deep-water inlet below us. It is the most perfect submarine shelter in Britain.”

“This morning,” I said, “I swam in the deep-water inlet below us. It’s the best underwater shelter in Britain.”

He still kept his face from me, looking the way he had come. For a moment he was silent, and then he spoke in the bitter, drawling voice which had annoyed me at Fosse Manor.

He still turned his face away from me, looking the same way he had when he arrived. For a moment, he was silent, and then he spoke in the bitter, dragging voice that had irritated me at Fosse Manor.

“How do you reconcile this business with your principles, Mr Brand? You were always a patriot, I remember, though you didn’t see eye to eye with the Government.”

“How do you balance this business with your values, Mr. Brand? You were always a patriot, I remember, even if you didn’t agree with the Government.”

It was not quite what I expected and I was unready. I stammered in my reply. “It’s because I am a patriot that I want peace. I think that.... I mean....”

It wasn't exactly what I expected, and I wasn't prepared. I stumbled over my words in response. “It’s because I love my country that I want peace. I think that.... I mean....”

“Therefore you are willing to help the enemy to win?”

“Are you really willing to help the enemy win?”

“They have already won. I want that recognised and the end hurried on.” I was getting my mind clearer and continued fluently.

“They’ve already won. I want that acknowledged and the end wrapped up quickly.” I was clearing my thoughts and continued speaking smoothly.

“The longer the war lasts, the worse this country is ruined. We must make the people realise the truth, and—”

“The longer the war goes on, the more this country suffers. We need to make the people understand the reality, and—”

But he swung round suddenly, his eyes blazing.

But he suddenly spun around, his eyes burning with intensity.

“You blackguard!” he cried, “you damnable blackguard!” And he flung himself on me like a wild-cat.

“You scoundrel!” he shouted, “you damnable scoundrel!” And he lunged at me like a wildcat.

I had got my answer. He did not believe me, he knew me for a spy, and he was determined to do me in. We were beyond finesse now, and back at the old barbaric game. It was his life or mine. The hammer beat furiously in my head as we closed, and a fierce satisfaction rose in my heart.

I had my answer. He didn’t believe me; he saw me as a spy and was set on taking me out. There was no more subtlety now; we were back to the raw, brutal game. It was either his life or mine. The hammer pounded in my head as we faced off, and a wild satisfaction surged in my heart.

He never had a chance, for though he was in good trim and had the light, wiry figure of the mountaineer, he hadn’t a quarter of my muscular strength. Besides, he was wrongly placed, for he had the outside station. Had he been on the inside he might have toppled me over the edge by his sudden assault. As it was, I grappled him and forced him to the ground, squeezing the breath out of his body in the process. I must have hurt him considerably, but he never gave a cry. With a good deal of trouble I lashed his hands behind his back with the belt of my waterproof, carried him inside the cave and laid him in the dark end of it. Then I tied his feet with the strap of his own knapsack. I would have to gag him, but that could wait.

He never stood a chance because even though he was fit and had the slim, athletic build of a climber, he didn't have even a quarter of my strength. Plus, he was in the wrong position; being on the outside meant he couldn’t push me over the edge with a sudden attack. Instead, I tackled him and forced him to the ground, squeezing the air out of him. I must have hurt him quite a bit, but he never made a sound. After some struggle, I tied his hands behind his back with the belt of my waterproof jacket, carried him into the cave, and laid him down in the dark end. Then I tied his feet with the strap of his own backpack. I needed to gag him, but that could wait.

I had still to contrive a plan of action for the night, for I did not know what part he had been meant to play in it. He might be the messenger instead of the Portuguese Jew, in which case he would have papers about his person. If he knew of the cave, others might have the same knowledge, and I had better shift him before they came. I looked at my wrist-watch, and the luminous dial showed that the hour was half past nine.

I still needed to come up with a plan for the night because I wasn't sure what role he was supposed to play in it. He could be the messenger instead of the Portuguese Jew, which means he would have important papers on him. If he knew about the cave, others might know too, so I should move him before they arrived. I checked my wristwatch, and the glowing dial showed it was 9:30.

Then I noticed that the bundle in the corner was sobbing. It was a horrid sound and it worried me. I had a little pocket electric torch and I flashed it on Wake’s face. If he was crying, it was with dry eyes.

Then I noticed that the bundle in the corner was crying. It was an awful sound, and it made me uneasy. I had a small pocket flashlight, and I pointed it at Wake’s face. If he was crying, he was doing it without any tears.

“What are you going to do with me?” he asked.

“What are you going to do with me?” he asked.

“That depends,” I said grimly.

"That depends," I said seriously.

“Well, I’m ready. I may be a poor creature, but I’m damned if I’m afraid of you, or anything like you.” That was a brave thing to say, for it was a lie; his teeth were chattering.

“Well, I’m ready. I might be a messed-up person, but I’m not scared of you, or anyone like you.” That was bold of him to say, because it was a lie; his teeth were chattering.

“I’m ready for a deal,” I said.

“I’m ready to make a deal,” I said.

“You won’t get it,” was his answer. “Cut my throat if you mean to, but for God’s sake don’t insult me.... I choke when I think about you. You come to us and we welcome you, and receive you in our houses, and tell you our inmost thoughts, and all the time you’re a bloody traitor. You want to sell us to Germany. You may win now, but by God! your time will come! That is my last word to you ... you swine!”

“You won’t understand,” was his reply. “Go ahead and cut my throat if you plan to, but for God’s sake, don’t insult me... I can’t stand thinking about you. You come to us, and we welcome you, and let you into our homes, and share our deepest thoughts, and all along, you’re a damn traitor. You want to sell us out to Germany. You might win now, but mark my words! Your time will come! That’s the last thing I’ll say to you... you pig!”

The hammer stopped beating in my head. I saw myself suddenly as a blind, preposterous fool. I strode over to Wake, and he shut his eyes as if he expected a blow. Instead I unbuckled the straps which held his legs and arms.

The pounding in my head stopped. I suddenly realized I was a ridiculous, blind fool. I walked over to Wake, and he closed his eyes like he thought I was going to hit him. Instead, I unfastened the straps that held his legs and arms.

“Wake, old fellow,” I said, “I’m the worst kind of idiot. I’ll eat all the dirt you want. I’ll give you leave to knock me black and blue, and I won’t lift a hand. But not now. Now we’ve another job on hand. Man, we’re on the same side and I never knew it. It’s too bad a case for apologies, but if it’s any consolation to you I feel the lowest dog in Europe at this moment.”

“Wake up, buddy,” I said, “I’m the biggest idiot. I’ll take all the blame you want. I’ll let you punch me as much as you want, and I won’t fight back. But not right now. We’ve got something else to deal with. Dude, we’re on the same team, and I never realized it. There’s no point in apologizing, but if it helps at all, I feel like the lowest person in Europe at this moment.”

He was sitting up rubbing his bruised shoulders. “What do you mean?” he asked hoarsely.

He was sitting up, rubbing his sore shoulders. “What do you mean?” he asked in a raspy voice.

“I mean that you and I are allies. My name’s not Brand. I’m a soldier—a general, if you want to know. I went to Biggleswick under orders, and I came chasing up here on the same job. Ivery’s the biggest German agent in Britain and I’m after him. I’ve struck his communication lines, and this very night, please God, we’ll get the last clue to the riddle. Do you hear? We’re in this business together, and you’ve got to lend a hand.”

“I’m saying that you and I are on the same team. My name isn’t Brand. I’m a soldier—a general, if you want to know. I went to Biggleswick on orders, and I came chasing up here for the same task. Ivery’s the biggest German agent in Britain, and I’m going after him. I’ve interrupted his communication lines, and tonight, hopefully, we’ll get the final clue to the puzzle. Do you understand? We’re in this together, and you need to help out.”

I told him briefly the story of Gresson, and how I had tracked his man here. As I talked we ate our supper, and I wish I could have watched Wake’s face. He asked questions, for he wasn’t convinced in a hurry. I think it was my mention of Mary Lamington that did the trick. I don’t know why, but that seemed to satisfy him. But he wasn’t going to give himself away.

I briefly told him the story of Gresson and how I had followed his guy here. While I talked, we ate our dinner, and I wish I could have seen Wake's expression. He asked questions because he wasn’t easily convinced. I think it was when I mentioned Mary Lamington that it clicked for him. I don’t know why, but that seemed to reassure him. But he wasn't about to let his guard down.

“You may count on me,” he said, “for this is black, blackguardly treason. But you know my politics, and I don’t change them for this. I’m more against your accursed war than ever, now that I know what war involves.”

“You can rely on me,” he said, “because this is pure treason. But you know my views, and I’m not changing them for this. I’m against your damn war more than ever, now that I understand what war really means.”

“Right-o,” I said, “I’m a pacifist myself. You won’t get any heroics about war from me. I’m all for peace, but we’ve got to down those devils first.”

“Sure thing,” I said, “I’m a pacifist myself. You won’t hear any heroic talk about war from me. I’m all for peace, but we need to take those devils down first.”

It wasn’t safe for either of us to stick in that cave, so we cleared away the marks of our occupation, and hid our packs in a deep crevice on the rock. Wake announced his intention of climbing the tower, while there was still a faint afterglow of light. “It’s broad on the top, and I can keep a watch out to sea if any light shows. I’ve been up it before. I found the way two years ago. No, I won’t fall asleep and tumble off. I slept most of the afternoon on the top of Sgurr Vhiconnich, and I’m as wakeful as a bat now.”

It wasn’t safe for either of us to stay in that cave, so we cleaned up after ourselves and tucked our packs away in a deep crevice in the rock. Wake said he planned to climb the tower while there was still a bit of light left. “It’s wide at the top, and I can keep an eye on the sea if any lights appear. I’ve done it before. I found the way two years ago. No, I won’t fall asleep and fall off. I napped most of the afternoon on top of Sgurr Vhiconnich, and I’m as alert as a bat now.”

I watched him shin up the face of the tower, and admired greatly the speed and neatness with which he climbed. Then I followed the crevice southward to the hollow just below the platform where I had found the footmarks. There was a big boulder there, which partly shut off the view of it from the direction of our cave. The place was perfect for my purpose, for between the boulder and the wall of the tower was a narrow gap, through which I could hear all that passed on the platform. I found a stance where I could rest in comfort and keep an eye through the crack on what happened beyond.

I watched him climb up the side of the tower and was really impressed by how quickly and neatly he did it. Then I followed the crack south to the area just below the platform where I had seen the footprints. There was a large boulder there that blocked part of the view from our cave. This spot was perfect for what I needed because there was a narrow gap between the boulder and the tower wall, through which I could hear everything happening on the platform. I found a comfortable place to sit where I could keep an eye on what was going on through the crack.

There was still a faint light on the platform, but soon that disappeared and black darkness settled down on the hills. It was the dark of the moon, and, as had happened the night before, a thin wrack blew over the sky, hiding the stars. The place was very still, though now and then would come the cry of a bird from the crags that beetled above me, and from the shore the pipe of a tern or oyster-catcher. An owl hooted from somewhere up on the tower. That I reckoned was Wake, so I hooted back and was answered. I unbuckled my wrist-watch and pocketed it, lest its luminous dial should betray me; and I noticed that the hour was close on eleven. I had already removed my shoes, and my jacket was buttoned at the collar so as to show no shirt. I did not think that the coming visitor would trouble to explore the crevice beyond the platform, but I wanted to be prepared for emergencies.

There was still a faint light on the platform, but soon it vanished, and pitch-black darkness settled over the hills. It was a moonless night, and, like the night before, a thin haze moved across the sky, hiding the stars. The place was very quiet, though occasionally I could hear a bird call from the cliffs above me, and from the shore, the sound of a tern or oyster-catcher. An owl hooted from somewhere up on the tower. I guessed that was Wake, so I hooted back and received a response. I unbuckled my wristwatch and put it away, to keep its glowing face from giving me away; I noticed it was close to eleven. I had already taken off my shoes, and my jacket was buttoned at the collar to hide my shirt. I didn’t think the visitor would bother to check the crevice beyond the platform, but I wanted to be ready for anything.

Then followed an hour of waiting. I felt wonderfully cheered and exhilarated, for Wake had restored my confidence in human nature. In that eerie place we were wrapped round with mystery like a fog. Some unknown figure was coming out of the sea, the emissary of that Power we had been at grips with for three years. It was as if the war had just made contact with our own shores, and never, not even when I was alone in the South German forest, had I felt so much the sport of a whimsical fate. I only wished Peter could have been with me. And so my thoughts fled to Peter in his prison camp, and I longed for another sight of my old friend as a girl longs for her lover.

Then came an hour of waiting. I felt wonderfully uplifted and excited, as Wake had restored my faith in humanity. In that strange place, we were surrounded by mystery like a fog. An unknown figure was emerging from the sea, the messenger of that Power we had been battling for three years. It felt as if the war had just reached our own shores, and never, not even when I was alone in the South German forest, had I felt so much at the mercy of a capricious fate. I just wished Peter could have been with me. So my thoughts turned to Peter in his prison camp, and I yearned for another glimpse of my old friend like a girl longs for her lover.

Then I heard the hoot of an owl, and presently the sound of careful steps fell on my ear. I could see nothing, but I guessed it was the Portuguese Jew, for I could hear the grinding of heavily nailed boots on the gritty rock.

Then I heard an owl hoot, and soon after, I picked up the sound of quiet footsteps. I couldn’t see anything, but I figured it was the Portuguese Jew, because I could hear the heavy boots crunching on the rough rock.

The figure was very quiet. It appeared to be sitting down, and then it rose and fumbled with the wall of the tower just beyond the boulder behind which I sheltered. It seemed to move a stone and to replace it. After that came silence, and then once more the hoot of an owl. There were steps on the rock staircase, the steps of a man who did not know the road well and stumbled a little. Also they were the steps of one without nails in his boots.

The figure was very quiet. It seemed to be sitting down, then it stood up and fumbled with the tower wall just past the boulder where I was hiding. It looked like it moved a stone and put it back. After that, there was silence, and then the hoot of an owl again. I heard footsteps on the rock staircase, the steps of a man who wasn't familiar with the path and stumbled a bit. Also, they were the steps of someone without nails in his boots.

They reached the platform and someone spoke. It was the Portuguese Jew and he spoke in good German.

They arrived at the platform, and someone said something. It was the Portuguese Jew, and he spoke fluent German.

Die Vögelein schweigen im Walde,” he said.

The little birds are silent in the forest,” he said.

The answer came from a clear, authoritative voice.

The answer came from a clear, confident voice.

Warte nur, balde ruhest du auch.

Just wait, soon you will find peace too.

Clearly some kind of password, for sane men don’t talk about little birds in that kind of situation. It sounded to me like indifferent poetry.

Clearly, some kind of password, because sane people don’t discuss little birds in that kind of situation. It sounded to me like meaningless poetry.

Then followed a conversation in low tones, of which I only caught odd phrases. I heard two names—Chelius and what sounded like a Dutch word, Bommaerts. Then to my joy I caught Elfenbein, and when uttered it seemed to be followed by a laugh. I heard too a phrase several times repeated, which seemed to me to be pure gibberish—Die Stubenvögel verstehn. It was spoken by the man from the sea. And then the word Wildvögel. The pair seemed demented about birds.

Then there was a conversation in quiet voices, and I only picked up a few random phrases. I heard two names—Chelius and what sounded like a Dutch word, Bommaerts. Then, to my delight, I caught Elfenbein, and it seemed to be followed by laughter. I also heard a phrase repeated several times that sounded like complete nonsense—Die Stubenvögel verstehn. It was said by the man from the sea. And then the word Wildvögel. The two of them seemed obsessed with birds.

For a second an electric torch was flashed in the shelter of the rock, and I could see a tanned, bearded face looking at some papers. The light disappeared, and again the Portuguese Jew was fumbling with the stones at the base of the tower. To my joy he was close to my crack, and I could hear every word. “You cannot come here very often,” he said, “and it may be hard to arrange a meeting. See, therefore, the place I have made to put the Vögelfutter. When I get a chance I will come here, and you will come also when you are able. Often there will be nothing, but sometimes there will be much.”

For a moment, a flashlight flickered in the shelter of the rock, and I could see a tanned, bearded face looking at some papers. The light went out, and once again, the Portuguese Jew was messing with the stones at the base of the tower. To my delight, he was close to my crack, and I could hear every word. “You can’t come here very often,” he said, “and it might be tough to set up a meeting. So, see the spot I’ve made to put the Vögelfutter. When I get a chance, I’ll come here, and you should come when you can. Often there won’t be anything, but sometimes there will be a lot.”

My luck was clearly in, and my exultation made me careless. A stone, on which a foot rested, slipped and though I checked myself at once, the confounded thing rolled down into the hollow, making a great clatter. I plastered myself in the embrasure of the rock and waited with a beating heart. The place was pitch dark, but they had an electric torch, and if they once flashed it on me I was gone. I heard them leave the platform and climb down into the hollow. There they stood listening, while I held my breath. Then I heard “Nix, mein freund,” and the two went back, the naval officer’s boots slipping on the gravel.

My luck was definitely with me, and my excitement made me careless. A stone that my foot was resting on slipped, and even though I caught myself immediately, the annoying thing rolled down into the hollow, making a loud noise. I pressed myself into the crevice of the rock and waited with a pounding heart. It was pitch black, but they had a flashlight, and if they shone it on me, I was done for. I heard them leave the platform and climb down into the hollow. They stood there listening while I held my breath. Then I heard “Nix, mein freund,” and the two of them went back, with the naval officer’s boots slipping on the gravel.

They did not leave the platform together. The man from the sea bade a short farewell to the Portuguese Jew, listening, I thought, impatiently to his final message as if eager to be gone. It was a good half-hour before the latter took himself off, and I heard the sound of his nailed boots die away as he reached the heather of the moor.

They didn't leave the platform together. The man from the sea said a quick goodbye to the Portuguese Jew, who, I thought, seemed impatient to get his last message out as if he couldn’t wait to leave. It was a good half-hour before the latter finally left, and I heard the sound of his nailed boots fade away as he walked onto the heather of the moor.

I waited a little longer, and then crawled back to the cave. The owl hooted, and presently Wake descended lightly beside me; he must have known every foothold and handhold by heart to do the job in that inky blackness. I remember that he asked no question of me, but he used language rare on the lips of conscientious objectors about the men who had lately been in the crevice. We, who four hours earlier had been at death grips, now curled up on the hard floor like two tired dogs, and fell sound asleep.

I waited a bit longer, then crawled back to the cave. The owl hooted, and soon Wake quietly climbed down next to me; he must have known every foothold and handhold by heart to navigate that pitch-black space. I remember he didn’t ask me any questions, but he spoke in a way that was unusual for conscientious objectors when mentioning the men who had recently been in the crevice. We, who just four hours earlier had been locked in a fierce struggle, now curled up on the hard floor like two exhausted dogs and fell fast asleep.

I woke to find Wake in a thundering bad temper. The thing he remembered most about the night before was our scrap and the gross way I had insulted him. I didn’t blame him, for if any man had taken me for a German spy I would have been out for his blood, and it was no good explaining that he had given me grounds for suspicion. He was as touchy about his blessed principles as an old maid about her age. I was feeling rather extra buckish myself and that didn’t improve matters. His face was like a gargoyle as we went down to the beach to bathe, so I held my tongue. He was chewing the cud of his wounded pride.

I woke up to find Wake in a really foul mood. The thing he remembered most about the night before was our fight and the awful way I had insulted him. I couldn't blame him; if any guy thought I was a German spy, I would want to tear him apart too, and it didn’t help to explain that he had given me reasons to suspect him. He was as sensitive about his precious principles as an old maid is about her age. I was feeling pretty feisty myself, which didn’t help the situation. His face looked like a gargoyle as we headed to the beach to swim, so I kept quiet. He was stewing in his wounded pride.

But the salt water cleared out the dregs of his distemper. You couldn’t be peevish swimming in that jolly, shining sea. We raced each other away beyond the inlet to the outer water, which a brisk morning breeze was curling. Then back to a promontory of heather, where the first beams of the sun coming over the Coolin dried our skins. He sat hunched up staring at the mountains while I prospected the rocks at the edge. Out in the Minch two destroyers were hurrying southward, and I wondered where in that waste of blue was the craft which had come here in the night watches.

But the saltwater washed away the remnants of his bad mood. You couldn't be grumpy swimming in that cheerful, glimmering sea. We raced each other beyond the inlet to the open water, where a fresh morning breeze was curling. Then we returned to a rocky outcrop covered in heather, where the first rays of the sun rising over the Coolin dried our skin. He sat hunched up, gazing at the mountains while I explored the rocks at the edge. Out in the Minch, two destroyers were speeding south, and I wondered where in that vast expanse of blue was the vessel that had arrived here during the night.

I found the spoor of the man from the sea quite fresh on a patch of gravel above the tide-mark.

I found the tracks of the man from the sea still fresh on a patch of gravel above the tide line.

“There’s our friend of the night,” I said.

"There’s our nighttime friend," I said.

“I believe the whole thing was a whimsy,” said Wake, his eyes on the chimneys of Sgurr Dearg. “They were only two natives—poachers, perhaps, or tinkers.”

“I think it was just a whim,” said Wake, looking at the chimneys of Sgurr Dearg. “They were just two locals—poachers, maybe, or travelers.”

“They don’t speak German in these parts.”

“They don’t speak German around here.”

“It was Gaelic probably.”

"It was probably Gaelic."

“What do you make of this, then?” and I quoted the stuff about birds with which they had greeted each other.

“What do you think about this, then?” I quoted the part about the birds with which they had greeted each other.

Wake looked interested. “That’s Uber allen Gipfeln. Have you ever read Goethe?”

Wake looked interested. “That’s Uber allen Gipfeln. Have you ever read Goethe?”

“Never a word. And what do you make of that?” I pointed to a flat rock below tide-mark covered with a tangle of seaweed. It was of a softer stone than the hard stuff in the hills and somebody had scraped off half the seaweed and a slice of the side. “That wasn’t done yesterday morning, for I had my bath here.”

“Not a word. What do you think about that?” I pointed to a flat rock below the tide line, covered with a mess of seaweed. It was made of a softer stone than the hard stuff in the hills, and someone had scraped off half the seaweed and a chunk from the side. “That wasn’t done yesterday morning, because I took my bath here.”

Wake got up and examined the place. He nosed about in the crannies of the rocks lining the inlet, and got into the water again to explore better. When he joined me he was smiling. “I apologise for my scepticism,” he said. “There’s been some petrol-driven craft here in the night. I can smell it, for I’ve a nose like a retriever. I daresay you’re on the right track. Anyhow, though you seem to know a bit about German, you could scarcely invent immortal poetry.”

Wake got up and checked out the area. He poked around in the nooks of the rocks along the inlet and got back into the water to explore more thoroughly. When he came back, he was smiling. “I’m sorry for being skeptical,” he said. “There have been some gas-powered boats here during the night. I can smell it; my sense of smell is like a retriever’s. I suppose you’re on the right track. Anyway, even though you seem to know a bit about German, you probably can’t create timeless poetry.”

We took our belongings to a green crook of the burn, and made a very good breakfast. Wake had nothing in his pack but plasmon biscuits and raisins, for that, he said, was his mountaineering provender, but he was not averse to sampling my tinned stuff. He was a different-sized fellow out in the hills from the anaemic intellectual of Biggleswick. He had forgotten his beastly self-consciousness, and spoke of his hobby with a serious passion. It seemed he had scrambled about everywhere in Europe, from the Caucasus to the Pyrenees. I could see he must be good at the job, for he didn’t brag of his exploits. It was the mountains that he loved, not wriggling his body up hard places. The Coolin, he said, were his favourites, for on some of them you could get two thousand feet of good rock. We got our glasses on the face of Sgurr Alasdair, and he sketched out for me various ways of getting to its grim summit. The Coolin and the Dolomites for him, for he had grown tired of the Chamonix aiguilles. I remember he described with tremendous gusto the joys of early dawn in Tyrol, when you ascended through acres of flowery meadows to a tooth of clean white limestone against a clean blue sky. He spoke, too, of the little wild hills in the Bavarian Wettersteingebirge, and of a guide he had picked up there and trained to the job.

We took our stuff to a green bend of the stream and made a really nice breakfast. Wake only had plasmon biscuits and raisins in his pack because, as he said, that was his hiking food, but he was open to trying my canned goods. He was a different guy in the hills compared to the thin, intellectual type from Biggleswick. He had forgotten his annoying self-consciousness and talked about his hobby with real passion. It turned out he had climbed all over Europe, from the Caucasus to the Pyrenees. I could tell he was good at it because he didn’t boast about his adventures. It was the mountains he loved, not just squeezing himself up difficult routes. He mentioned that the Coolin were his favorites because on some of them you could find two thousand feet of great rock. We put our binoculars on the face of Sgurr Alasdair, and he laid out various ways to reach its tough summit. The Coolin and the Dolomites for him, as he had grown tired of the Chamonix aiguilles. I remember he excitedly described the joys of early dawn in Tyrol, when you climbed through fields of flowers to a peak of clean white limestone against a clear blue sky. He also talked about the little wild hills in the Bavarian Wettersteingebirge and a guide he had met there and trained for the job.

“They called him Sebastian Buchwieser. He was the jolliest boy you ever saw, and as clever on crags as a chamois. He is probably dead by now, dead in a filthy jaeger battalion. That’s you and your accursed war.”

“They called him Sebastian Buchwieser. He was the happiest boy you ever saw, and as smart on peaks as a chamois. He’s probably dead by now, dead in a filthy jaeger battalion. That’s you and your cursed war.”

“Well, we’ve got to get busy and end it in the right way,” I said. “And you’ve got to help, my lad.”

“Well, we need to get to work and wrap this up the right way,” I said. “And you’ve got to help, my friend.”

He was a good draughtsman, and with his assistance I drew a rough map of the crevice where we had roosted for the night, giving its bearings carefully in relation to the burn and the sea. Then I wrote down all the details about Gresson and the Portuguese Jew, and described the latter in minute detail. I described, too, most precisely the cache where it had been arranged that the messages should be placed. That finished my stock of paper, and I left the record of the oddments overheard of the conversation for a later time. I put the thing in an old leather cigarette-case I possessed, and handed it to Wake.

He was a talented sketch artist, and with his help, I created a rough map of the crevice where we had camped for the night, carefully noting its position in relation to the stream and the sea. Then, I recorded all the details about Gresson and the Portuguese Jew, describing the latter in minute detail. I also precisely noted the stash where we planned to hide the messages. That used up my supply of paper, so I decided to leave the record of the bits I overheard from the conversation for later. I stored everything in an old leather cigarette case I had and handed it to Wake.

“You’ve got to go straight off to the Kyle and not waste any time on the way. Nobody suspects you, so you can travel any road you please. When you get there you ask for Mr Andrew Amos, who has some Government job in the neighbourhood. Give him that paper from me. He’ll know what to do with it all right. Tell him I’ll get somehow to the Kyle before midday the day after tomorrow. I must cover my tracks a bit, so I can’t come with you, and I want that thing in his hands just as fast as your legs will take you. If anyone tries to steal it from you, for God’s sake eat it. You can see for yourself that it’s devilish important.”

“You need to head straight to the Kyle and not waste any time on the way. Nobody suspects you, so you can take any road you want. When you arrive, ask for Mr. Andrew Amos, who has some government job in the area. Give him that paper from me. He’ll know what to do with it. Tell him I’ll find a way to get to the Kyle before noon the day after tomorrow. I have to cover my tracks a bit, so I can’t go with you, and I want that document in his hands as quickly as you can manage. If anyone tries to take it from you, for God’s sake, swallow it. You can see for yourself that it’s incredibly important.”

“I shall be back in England in three days,” he said. “Any message for your other friends?”

“I'll be back in England in three days,” he said. “Do you have any message for your other friends?”

“Forget all about me. You never saw me here. I’m still Brand, the amiable colonial studying social movements. If you meet Ivery, say you heard of me on the Clyde, deep in sedition. But if you see Miss Lamington you can tell her I’m past the Hill Difficulty. I’m coming back as soon as God will let me, and I’m going to drop right into the Biggleswick push. Only this time I’ll be a little more advanced in my views.... You needn’t get cross. I’m not saying anything against your principles. The main point is that we both hate dirty treason.”

“Forget about me. You never saw me here. I’m still Brand, the friendly colonial studying social movements. If you run into Ivery, just say you heard about me on the Clyde, deep in rebellion. But if you see Miss Lamington, you can tell her I’ve moved past the Hill Difficulty. I’m coming back as soon as I can, and I plan to jump right into the Biggleswick action. This time, I’ll have a more developed perspective.... You don’t need to get upset. I’m not criticizing your beliefs. The main thing is that we both despise dirty treason.”

He put the case in his waistcoat pocket. “I’ll go round Garsbheinn,” he said, “and over by Camasunary. I’ll be at the Kyle long before evening. I meant anyhow to sleep at Broadford tonight.... Goodbye, Brand, for I’ve forgotten your proper name. You’re not a bad fellow, but you’ve landed me in melodrama for the first time in my sober existence. I have a grudge against you for mixing up the Coolin with a shilling shocker. You’ve spoiled their sanctity.”

He put the case in his vest pocket. “I’ll go around Garsbheinn,” he said, “and over by Camasunary. I’ll be at the Kyle long before evening. I planned to sleep at Broadford tonight anyway... Goodbye, Brand, since I’ve forgotten your real name. You’re not a bad guy, but you’ve dragged me into melodrama for the first time in my sober life. I’m a bit annoyed with you for mixing up the Coolin with a low-budget thriller. You’ve ruined their sacred vibe.”

“You’ve the wrong notion of romance,” I said. “Why, man, last night for an hour you were in the front line—the place where the enemy forces touch our own. You were over the top—you were in No-man’s-land.”

“You have the wrong idea about romance,” I said. “Look, last night for an hour you were in the front line—the spot where the enemy forces meet ours. You went over the top—you were in No-man’s-land.”

He laughed. “That is one way to look at it’; and then he stalked off and I watched his lean figure till it was round the turn of the hill.

He laughed. “That’s one way to see it,” and then he walked away, and I watched his slim figure until it disappeared around the bend of the hill.

All that morning I smoked peacefully by the burn, and let my thoughts wander over the whole business. I had got precisely what Blenkiron wanted, a post office for the enemy. It would need careful handling, but I could see the juiciest lies passing that way to the Grosses Hauptquartier. Yet I had an ugly feeling at the back of my head that it had been all too easy, and that Ivery was not the man to be duped in this way for long. That set me thinking about the queer talk on the crevice. The poetry stuff I dismissed as the ordinary password, probably changed every time. But who were Chelius and Bommaerts, and what in the name of goodness were the Wild Birds and the Cage Birds? Twice in the past three years I had had two such riddles to solve—Scudder’s scribble in his pocket-book, and Harry Bullivant’s three words. I remembered how it had only been by constant chewing at them that I had got a sort of meaning, and I wondered if fate would some day expound this puzzle also.

All that morning I smoked peacefully by the stream and let my thoughts drift over the whole situation. I had gotten exactly what Blenkiron wanted, an enemy post office. It would need careful handling, but I could see some really juicy lies passing through to the Grosses Hauptquartier. Still, I had a nagging feeling in the back of my mind that it had all been too easy and that Ivery wasn’t the type to be tricked like this for long. That got me thinking about the strange conversation in the crevice. I dismissed the poetry stuff as the usual password, probably changed every time. But who were Chelius and Bommaerts, and what on earth were the Wild Birds and the Cage Birds? Twice in the past three years, I had faced similar riddles—Scudder’s note in his pocketbook and Harry Bullivant’s three words. I remembered how I had only managed to piece together some sort of meaning by constantly mulling them over, and I wondered if fate would one day unravel this puzzle too.

Meantime I had to get back to London as inconspicuously as I had come. It might take some doing, for the police who had been active in Morvern might be still on the track, and it was essential that I should keep out of trouble and give no hint to Gresson and his friends that I had been so far north. However, that was for Amos to advise me on, and about noon I picked up my waterproof with its bursting pockets and set off on a long detour up the coast. All that blessed day I scarcely met a soul. I passed a distillery which seemed to have quit business, and in the evening came to a little town on the sea where I had a bed and supper in a superior kind of public-house.

In the meantime, I had to get back to London as quietly as I had arrived. It might be tricky, since the police who had been active in Morvern might still be on my trail, and it was crucial that I avoid any trouble and not give Gresson and his friends any clue that I had been so far north. But that was something for Amos to help me with, so around noon, I grabbed my waterproof with its overloaded pockets and set off on a long detour along the coast. The entire day, I hardly saw anyone. I passed a distillery that looked like it had gone out of business, and in the evening, I reached a small seaside town where I found a bed and dinner in a nicer pub.

Next day I struck southward along the coast, and had two experiences of interest. I had a good look at Ranna, and observed that the Tobermory was no longer there. Gresson had only waited to get his job finished; he could probably twist the old captain any way he wanted. The second was that at the door of a village smithy I saw the back of the Portuguese Jew. He was talking Gaelic this time—good Gaelic it sounded, and in that knot of idlers he would have passed for the ordinariest kind of gillie.

The next day, I headed south along the coast and had two noteworthy experiences. I took a good look at Ranna and noticed that the Tobermory was no longer there. Gresson had only stuck around to finish his job; he could probably manipulate the old captain however he liked. The second thing was that at the door of a village blacksmith, I saw the back of the Portuguese Jew. This time, he was speaking Gaelic—sounded good to me, and among that group of idlers, he would have blended in as just another regular gillie.

He did not see me, and I had no desire to give him the chance, for I had an odd feeling that the day might come when it would be good for us to meet as strangers.

He didn’t see me, and I had no intention of letting him, because I had a strange feeling that there might be a day when it would be better for us to meet as strangers.

That night I put up boldly in the inn at Broadford, where they fed me nobly on fresh sea-trout and I first tasted an excellent liqueur made of honey and whisky. Next morning I was early afoot, and well before midday was in sight of the narrows of the Kyle, and the two little stone clachans which face each other across the strip of sea.

That night I stayed confidently at the inn in Broadford, where they treated me generously with fresh sea trout, and I tried an amazing liqueur made of honey and whisky for the first time. The next morning, I was up early, and well before noon, I could see the narrows of the Kyle and the two little stone clachans facing each other across the stretch of sea.

About two miles from the place at a turn of the road I came upon a farmer’s gig, drawn up by the wayside, with the horse cropping the moorland grass. A man sat on the bank smoking, with his left arm hooked in the reins. He was an oldish man, with a short, square figure, and a woollen comforter enveloped his throat.

About two miles down the road, I came across a farmer's cart parked by the side of the road, with the horse grazing on the moorland grass. A man was sitting on the bank, smoking, with his left arm hooked in the reins. He was an older man, with a short, stocky build, and a wool scarf wrapped around his neck.

CHAPTER VIII
The Adventures of a Bagman

“Ye’re punctual to time, Mr Brand,” said the voice of Amos. “But losh! man, what have ye done to your breeks! And your buits? Ye’re no just very respectable in your appearance.”

“You're right on time, Mr. Brand,” said Amos. “But wow, man, what happened to your pants? And your boots? You don't look very presentable.”

I wasn’t. The confounded rocks of the Coolin had left their mark on my shoes, which moreover had not been cleaned for a week, and the same hills had rent my jacket at the shoulders, and torn my trousers above the right knee, and stained every part of my apparel with peat and lichen.

I wasn’t. The damn rocks of the Coolin had scuffed my shoes, which I hadn’t cleaned in a week, and those same hills had ripped my jacket at the shoulders, torn my pants above the right knee, and stained every part of my clothes with peat and lichen.

I cast myself on the bank beside Amos and lit my pipe. “Did you get my message?” I asked.

I laid down on the bank next to Amos and lit my pipe. “Did you get my message?” I asked.

“Ay. It’s gone on by a sure hand to the destination we ken of. Ye’ve managed well, Mr Brand, but I wish ye were back in London.” He sucked at his pipe, and the shaggy brows were pulled so low as to hide the wary eyes. Then he proceeded to think aloud.

"Aye. It's moved steadily towards the destination we know of. You've done well, Mr. Brand, but I wish you were back in London." He took a puff from his pipe, and his shaggy brows were pulled down low enough to hide his cautious eyes. Then he started to think out loud.

“Ye canna go back by Mallaig. I don’t just understand why, but they’re lookin’ for you down that line. It’s a vexatious business when your friends, meanin’ the polis, are doing their best to upset your plans and you no able to enlighten them. I could send word to the Chief Constable and get ye through to London without a stop like a load of fish from Aiberdeen, but that would be spoilin’ the fine character ye’ve been at such pains to construct. Na, na! Ye maun take the risk and travel by Muirtown without ony creedentials.”

“You can't go back by Mallaig. I don't really understand why, but they’re looking for you down that way. It's really frustrating when your friends, meaning the police, are trying to mess up your plans and you can't explain anything to them. I could contact the Chief Constable and get you through to London without any stops like a shipment of fish from Aberdeen, but that would ruin the good reputation you've worked so hard to build. No, no! You have to take the risk and travel through Muirtown without any identification.”

“It can’t be a very big risk,” I interpolated.

“It can't be a very big risk,” I added.

“I’m no so sure. Gresson’s left the Tobermory. He went by here yesterday, on the Mallaig boat, and there was a wee blackavised man with him that got out at the Kyle. He’s there still, stoppin’ at the hotel. They ca’ him Linklater and he travels in whisky. I don’t like the looks of him.”

“I’m not so sure. Gresson left the Tobermory. He came by here yesterday on the Mallaig boat, and there was a little black-bearded man with him who got off at the Kyle. He’s still there, staying at the hotel. They call him Linklater, and he deals in whisky. I don’t like the way he looks.”

“But Gresson does not suspect me?”

“But Gresson doesn’t suspect me?”

“Maybe no. But ye wouldna like him to see ye hereaways. Yon gentry don’t leave muckle to chance. Be very certain that every man in Gresson’s lot kens all about ye, and has your description down to the mole on your chin.”

“Maybe not. But you wouldn't want him to see you around here. Those folks don't leave much to chance. Just be sure that every guy in Gresson’s crew knows all about you and has your description down to the mole on your chin.”

“Then they’ve got it wrong,” I replied.

“Then they have it wrong,” I replied.

“I was speakin’ feeguratively,” said Amos. “I was considerin’ your case the feck of yesterday, and I’ve brought the best I could do for ye in the gig. I wish ye were more respectable clad, but a good topcoat will hide defeecencies.”

“I was speaking figuratively,” said Amos. “I was thinking about your situation from yesterday, and I’ve brought the best I could do for you in the carriage. I wish you were dressed more respectably, but a good overcoat will cover up the shortcomings.”

From behind the gig’s seat he pulled out an ancient Gladstone bag and revealed its contents. There was a bowler of a vulgar and antiquated style; there was a ready-made overcoat of some dark cloth, of the kind that a clerk wears on the road to the office; there was a pair of detachable celluloid cuffs, and there was a linen collar and dickie. Also there was a small handcase, such as bagmen carry on their rounds.

From behind the seat of the carriage, he pulled out an old Gladstone bag and showed what was inside. There was a bowler hat of a tacky and outdated style; there was a ready-made overcoat made of dark fabric, like the kind a clerk wears on the way to the office; there was a pair of detachable celluloid cuffs, and there was a linen collar and dickie. There was also a small handbag, similar to what salespeople carry on their rounds.

“That’s your luggage,” said Amos with pride. “That wee bag’s full of samples. Ye’ll mind I took the precaution of measurin’ ye in Glasgow, so the things’ll fit. Ye’ve got a new name, Mr Brand, and I’ve taken a room for ye in the hotel on the strength of it. Ye’re Archibald McCaskie, and ye’re travellin’ for the firm o’ Todd, Sons & Brothers, of Edinburgh. Ye ken the folk? They publish wee releegious books, that ye’ve bin trying to sell for Sabbath-school prizes to the Free Kirk ministers in Skye.”

“That’s your luggage,” said Amos proudly. “That little bag is full of samples. Remember, I took the time to measure you in Glasgow, so everything will fit. You have a new name, Mr. Brand, and I’ve booked a room for you at the hotel based on that. You’re Archibald McCaskie, and you’re traveling for the company Todd, Sons & Brothers, of Edinburgh. Do you know them? They publish small religious books that you’ve been trying to sell as Sabbath school prizes to the Free Church ministers in Skye.”

The notion amused Amos, and he relapsed into the sombre chuckle which with him did duty for a laugh.

The idea amused Amos, and he fell back into the dark chuckle that served as his version of a laugh.

I put my hat and waterproof in the bag and donned the bowler and the top-coat. They fitted fairly well. Likewise the cuffs and collar, though here I struck a snag, for I had lost my scarf somewhere in the Coolin, and Amos, pelican-like, had to surrender the rusty black tie which adorned his own person. It was a queer rig, and I felt like nothing on earth in it, but Amos was satisfied.

I packed my hat and raincoat into the bag and put on the bowler hat and overcoat. They fit reasonably well. The cuffs and collar were okay too, but I hit a snag because I had lost my scarf somewhere in the Coolin, and Amos, looking like a pelican, had to give me the old black tie he was wearing. It was a strange outfit, and I felt totally out of place in it, but Amos was happy.

“Mr McCaskie, sir,” he said, “ye’re the very model of a publisher’s traveller. Ye’d better learn a few biographical details, which ye’ve maybe forgotten. Ye’re an Edinburgh man, but ye were some years in London, which explains the way ye speak. Ye bide at 6, Russell Street, off the Meadows, and ye’re an elder in the Nethergate U.F. Kirk. Have ye ony special taste ye could lead the crack on to, if ye’re engaged in conversation?”

“Mr. McCaskie,” he said, “you’re the perfect example of a publisher’s representative. You should brush up on some biographical info that you might have forgotten. You’re from Edinburgh, but you spent some years in London, which explains your accent. You live at 6, Russell Street, off the Meadows, and you’re an elder at the Nethergate U.F. Church. Do you have any special interests you could steer the conversation towards if you find yourself chatting?”

I suggested the English classics.

I recommended the English classics.

“And very suitable. Ye can try poalitics, too. Ye’d better be a Free-trader but convertit by Lloyd George. That’s a common case, and ye’ll need to be by-ordinar common.... If I was you, I would daunder about here for a bit, and no arrive at your hotel till after dark. Then ye can have your supper and gang to bed. The Muirtown train leaves at half-seven in the morning.... Na, ye can’t come with me. It wouldna do for us to be seen thegither. If I meet ye in the street I’ll never let on I know ye.”

“And that sounds like a good idea. You can also try politics. You'd be better off as a Free Trader but converted by Lloyd George. That's pretty common, and you'll need to be unusually ordinary... If I were you, I'd hang around here for a while and not get to your hotel until after dark. Then you can have your dinner and go to bed. The Muirtown train leaves at half past seven in the morning... No, you can't come with me. It wouldn't be good for us to be seen together. If I see you on the street, I won't acknowledge that I know you.”

Amos climbed into the gig and jolted off home. I went down to the shore and sat among the rocks, finishing about tea-time the remains of my provisions. In the mellow gloaming I strolled into the clachan and got a boat to put me over to the inn. It proved to be a comfortable place, with a motherly old landlady who showed me to my room and promised ham and eggs and cold salmon for supper. After a good wash, which I needed, and an honest attempt to make my clothes presentable, I descended to the meal in a coffee-room lit by a single dim paraffin lamp.

Amos hopped into the gig and took off for home. I headed down to the shore and sat among the rocks, finishing up my snacks around tea time. In the soft twilight, I walked into the village and got a boat to take me over to the inn. It turned out to be a cozy spot, with a caring old landlady who showed me to my room and promised me ham and eggs and cold salmon for dinner. After a refreshing wash, which I definitely needed, and a genuine effort to make my clothes look decent, I went down to the dining room, which was lit by a single dim paraffin lamp.

The food was excellent, and, as I ate, my spirits rose. In two days I should be back in London beside Blenkiron and somewhere within a day’s journey of Mary. I could picture no scene now without thinking how Mary fitted into it. For her sake I held Biggleswick delectable, because I had seen her there. I wasn’t sure if this was love, but it was something I had never dreamed of before, something which I now hugged the thought of. It made the whole earth rosy and golden for me, and life so well worth living that I felt like a miser towards the days to come.

The food was amazing, and as I ate, my mood lifted. In two days, I’d be back in London with Blenkiron and within a day’s travel of Mary. I couldn’t picture anything now without thinking about how Mary fit into it. For her sake, I found Biggleswick delightful because I had seen her there. I wasn’t sure if this was love, but it was something I had never imagined before, something I now cherished in my thoughts. It made the whole world feel rosy and golden for me, and life so worth living that I felt protective about the days ahead.

I had about finished supper, when I was joined by another guest. Seen in the light of that infamous lamp, he seemed a small, alert fellow, with a bushy, black moustache, and black hair parted in the middle. He had fed already and appeared to be hungering for human society.

I had just about finished dinner when another guest joined me. In the light of that notorious lamp, he looked like a small, lively guy with a bushy black mustache and black hair parted in the middle. He had already eaten and seemed eager for some company.

In three minutes he had told me that he had come down from Portree and was on his way to Leith. A minute later he had whipped out a card on which I read “J. J. Linklater”, and in the corner the name of Hatherwick Bros. His accent betrayed that he hailed from the west.

In three minutes, he told me he had come down from Portree and was heading to Leith. A minute later, he pulled out a card that read “J. J. Linklater,” with the name of Hatherwick Bros. in the corner. His accent gave away that he was from the west.

“I’ve been up among the distilleries,” he informed me. “It’s a poor business distillin’ in these times, wi’ the teetotallers yowlin’ about the nation’s shame and the way to lose the war. I’m a temperate man mysel’, but I would think shame to spile decent folks’ business. If the Government want to stop the drink, let them buy us out. They’ve permitted us to invest good money in the trade, and they must see that we get it back. The other way will wreck public credit. That’s what I say. Supposin’ some Labour Government takes the notion that soap’s bad for the nation? Are they goin’ to shut up Port Sunlight? Or good clothes? Or lum hats? There’s no end to their daftness if they once start on that track. A lawfu’ trade’s a lawfu’ trade, says I, and it’s contrary to public policy to pit it at the mercy of wheen cranks. D’ye no agree, sir? By the way, I havena got your name?”

“I've been up among the distilleries,” he told me. “It’s a tough business distilling these days, with the teetotalers shouting about the nation’s shame and how to lose the war. I’m a moderate person myself, but I would feel ashamed to ruin decent folks’ business. If the Government wants to stop alcohol, they should buy us out. They’ve allowed us to invest good money in the trade, and they have to make sure we get it back. The other way will wreck public credit. That’s what I say. What if some Labour Government decides soap is bad for the nation? Are they going to shut down Port Sunlight? Or nice clothes? Or chimney hats? There’s no end to their foolishness if they start down that path. A lawful trade is a lawful trade, I say, and it’s against public policy to leave it at the mercy of a few cranks. Don’t you agree, sir? By the way, I didn’t catch your name?”

I told him and he rambled on.

I told him, and he just kept talking.

“We’re blenders and do a very high-class business, mostly foreign. The war’s hit us wi’ our export trade, of course, but we’re no as bad as some. What’s your line, Mr McCaskie?”

“We’re blenders and run a really upscale business, mostly overseas. The war has affected our export trade, of course, but we’re not as bad off as some. What do you do for a living, Mr. McCaskie?”

When he heard he was keenly interested.

When he heard, he was really interested.

“D’ye say so? Ye’re from Todd’s! Man, I was in the book business mysel’, till I changed it for something a wee bit more lucrative. I was on the road for three years for Andrew Matheson. Ye ken the name—Paternoster Row—I’ve forgotten the number. I had a kind of ambition to start a book-sellin’ shop of my own and to make Linklater o’ Paisley a big name in the trade. But I got the offer from Hatherwick’s, and I was wantin’ to get married, so filthy lucre won the day. And I’m no sorry I changed. If it hadna been for this war, I would have been makin’ four figures with my salary and commissions.... My pipe’s out. Have you one of those rare and valuable curiosities called a spunk, Mr McCaskie?”

“Is that so? You’re from Todd’s! Man, I used to be in the book business myself, until I switched to something a little more profitable. I was on the road for three years for Andrew Matheson. You know the name—Paternoster Row—I’ve forgotten the number. I had this ambition to start my own bookstore and make Linklater of Paisley a big name in the industry. But I got an offer from Hatherwick’s, and I wanted to get married, so money won out in the end. And I’m not sorry I made the switch. If it hadn’t been for this war, I would have been making four figures with my salary and commissions... My pipe's out. Do you have one of those rare and valuable curiosities called a spunk, Mr. McCaskie?”

He was a merry little grig of a man, and he babbled on, till I announced my intention of going to bed. If this was Amos’s bagman, who had been seen in company with Gresson, I understood how idle may be the suspicions of a clever man. He had probably foregathered with Gresson on the Skye boat, and wearied that saturnine soul with his cackle.

He was a cheerful little guy, and he kept chatting until I said I was going to bed. If this was Amos's bagman, who had been seen with Gresson, I realized how pointless a clever person's suspicions can be. He probably met up with Gresson on the Skye boat and bored that serious guy with his endless talk.

I was up betimes, paid my bill, ate a breakfast of porridge and fresh haddock, and walked the few hundred yards to the station. It was a warm, thick morning, with no sun visible, and the Skye hills misty to their base. The three coaches on the little train were nearly filled when I had bought my ticket, and I selected a third-class smoking carriage which held four soldiers returning from leave.

I got up early, paid my bill, had a breakfast of porridge and fresh haddock, and walked a few hundred yards to the station. It was a warm, thick morning, with no sun in sight, and the Skye hills were misty at the base. By the time I bought my ticket, the three coaches on the little train were almost full, and I chose a third-class smoking car that had four soldiers coming back from leave.

The train was already moving when a late passenger hurried along the platform and clambered in beside me. A cheery “Mornin’, Mr McCaskie,” revealed my fellow guest at the hotel.

The train was already moving when a late passenger rushed down the platform and jumped in next to me. A cheerful “Morning, Mr. McCaskie,” revealed my fellow guest at the hotel.

We jolted away from the coast up a broad glen and then on to a wide expanse of bog with big hills showing towards the north. It was a drowsy day, and in that atmosphere of shag and crowded humanity I felt my eyes closing. I had a short nap, and woke to find that Mr Linklater had changed his seat and was now beside me.

We jumped away from the coast up a wide valley and then on to a large stretch of bog with tall hills visible to the north. It was a sleepy day, and in that atmosphere of messiness and packed people, I felt my eyes getting heavy. I took a quick nap and woke up to see that Mr. Linklater had moved to sit next to me.

“We’ll no get a Scotsman till Muirtown,” he said. “Have ye nothing in your samples ye could give me to read?”

“We won't get a Scotsman until Muirtown,” he said. “Don't you have anything in your samples that you could give me to read?”

I had forgotten about the samples. I opened the case and found the oddest collection of little books, all in gay bindings. Some were religious, with names like Dew of Hermon and Cool Siloam; some were innocent narratives, How Tommy saved his Pennies, A Missionary Child in China, and Little Susie and her Uncle. There was a Life of David Livingstone, a child’s book on sea-shells, and a richly gilt edition of the poems of one James Montgomery. I offered the selection to Mr Linklater, who grinned and chose the Missionary Child. “It’s not the reading I’m accustomed to,” he said. “I like strong meat—Hall Caine and Jack London. By the way, how d’ye square this business of yours wi’ the booksellers? When I was in Matheson’s there would have been trouble if we had dealt direct wi’ the public like you.”

I had forgotten about the samples. I opened the case and found the weirdest collection of little books, all in bright covers. Some were religious, with titles like Dew of Hermon and Cool Siloam; some were straightforward stories, like How Tommy Saved His Pennies, A Missionary Child in China, and Little Susie and Her Uncle. There was a Life of David Livingstone, a children's book about seashells, and a lavishly decorated edition of the poems by James Montgomery. I offered the selection to Mr. Linklater, who smiled and picked the Missionary Child. “It’s not the kind of reading I’m used to,” he said. “I prefer serious stuff—Hall Caine and Jack London. By the way, how do you manage this business of yours with the booksellers? When I was at Matheson’s, there would have been trouble if we had dealt directly with the public like you do.”

The confounded fellow started to talk about the details of the book trade, of which I knew nothing. He wanted to know on what terms we sold “juveniles”, and what discount we gave the big wholesalers, and what class of book we put out “on sale”. I didn’t understand a word of his jargon, and I must have given myself away badly, for he asked me questions about firms of which I had never heard, and I had to make some kind of answer. I told myself that the donkey was harmless, and that his opinion of me mattered nothing, but as soon as I decently could I pretended to be absorbed in the Pilgrim’s Progress, a gaudy copy of which was among the samples. It opened at the episode of Christian and Hopeful in the Enchanted Ground, and in that stuffy carriage I presently followed the example of Heedless and Too-Bold and fell sound asleep. I was awakened by the train rumbling over the points of a little moorland junction. Sunk in a pleasing lethargy, I sat with my eyes closed, and then covertly took a glance at my companion. He had abandoned the Missionary Child and was reading a little dun-coloured book, and marking passages with a pencil. His face was absorbed, and it was a new face, not the vacant, good-humoured look of the garrulous bagman, but something shrewd, purposeful, and formidable. I remained hunched up as if still sleeping, and tried to see what the book was. But my eyes, good as they are, could make out nothing of the text or title, except that I had a very strong impression that that book was not written in the English tongue.

The annoying guy started talking about the details of the book trade, which I knew nothing about. He wanted to know how we sold “juveniles,” what discount we gave to the big wholesalers, and what kind of books we put “on sale.” I didn’t understand a word of his jargon, and I must have looked clueless because he asked me questions about companies I had never heard of, and I had to come up with some sort of answer. I kept telling myself that the guy was harmless and that his opinion of me didn’t matter, but as soon as I could, I faked being absorbed in the Pilgrim’s Progress, a flashy copy of which was among the samples. It opened to the part where Christian and Hopeful are in the Enchanted Ground, and in that stuffy carriage, I soon followed the example of Heedless and Too-Bold and fell fast asleep. I was jolted awake by the train rumbling over the points of a small moorland junction. Lost in a pleasant daze, I sat with my eyes closed, then snuck a glance at my companion. He had put down the Missionary Child and was reading a little dull-colored book, marking passages with a pencil. His expression was focused, and it was a new look, not the vacant, good-natured smile of the talkative salesman, but something shrewd, determined, and intense. I stayed curled up as if still sleeping, trying to see what the book was. But despite my good vision, I couldn’t make out the text or title, except I had a strong feeling that the book wasn’t written in English.

I woke abruptly, and leaned over to him. Quick as lightning he slid his pencil up his sleeve and turned on me with a fatuous smile.

I woke up suddenly and leaned over to him. As quick as a flash, he slid his pencil up his sleeve and turned to me with a stupid grin.

“What d’ye make o’ this, Mr McCaskie? It’s a wee book I picked up at a roup along with fifty others. I paid five shillings for the lot. It looks like Gairman, but in my young days they didna teach us foreign languages.”

“What do you think of this, Mr. McCaskie? It’s a little book I found at an auction along with fifty others. I paid five shillings for all of them. It looks like German, but when I was young, they didn’t teach us foreign languages.”

I took the thing and turned over the pages, trying to keep any sign of intelligence out of my face. It was German right enough, a little manual of hydrography with no publisher’s name on it. It had the look of the kind of textbook a Government department might issue to its officials.

I grabbed the thing and flipped through the pages, doing my best to hide any trace of understanding on my face. It was definitely German, a small guide on hydrography with no publisher listed. It looked like the kind of textbook a government agency might give to its employees.

I handed it back. “It’s either German or Dutch. I’m not much of a scholar, barring a little French and the Latin I got at Heriot’s Hospital.... This is an awful slow train, Mr Linklater.”

I handed it back. “It’s either German or Dutch. I’m not really a scholar, except for a bit of French and the Latin I learned at Heriot’s Hospital.... This is such a slow train, Mr. Linklater.”

The soldiers were playing nap, and the bagman proposed a game of cards. I remembered in time that I was an elder in the Nethergate U.F. Church and refused with some asperity. After that I shut my eyes again, for I wanted to think out this new phenomenon.

The soldiers were playing nap, and the bagman suggested a game of cards. I quickly recalled that I was an elder in the Nethergate U.F. Church and declined with a bit of irritation. After that, I closed my eyes again, since I wanted to reflect on this new phenomenon.

The fellow knew German—that was clear. He had also been seen in Gresson’s company. I didn’t believe he suspected me, though I suspected him profoundly. It was my business to keep strictly to my part and give him no cause to doubt me. He was clearly practising his own part on me, and I must appear to take him literally on his professions. So, presently, I woke up and engaged him in a disputatious conversation about the morality of selling strong liquors. He responded readily, and put the case for alcohol with much point and vehemence. The discussion interested the soldiers, and one of them, to show he was on Linklater’s side, produced a flask and offered him a drink. I concluded by observing morosely that the bagman had been a better man when he peddled books for Alexander Matheson, and that put the closure on the business.

The guy definitely knew German—that much was obvious. He had also been seen hanging out with Gresson. I didn’t think he suspected me, even though I was pretty suspicious of him. It was up to me to stick to my role and give him no reason to doubt me. He was clearly trying to play his own role with me, and I had to act like I took him seriously in his claims. So, after a bit, I decided to engage him in a heated conversation about the ethics of selling alcohol. He jumped right in, arguing passionately for alcohol. The soldiers found the debate interesting, and one of them, wanting to show he was on Linklater’s side, pulled out a flask and offered him a drink. I wrapped things up by gloomily saying that the bagman had been a better person when he sold books for Alexander Matheson, and that pretty much ended the conversation.

That train was a record. It stopped at every station, and in the afternoon it simply got tired and sat down in the middle of a moor and reflected for an hour. I stuck my head out of the window now and then, and smelt the rooty fragrance of bogs, and when we halted on a bridge I watched the trout in the pools of the brown river. Then I slept and smoked alternately, and began to get furiously hungry.

That train was a record. It stopped at every station, and in the afternoon it just got tired and sat down in the middle of a marsh and rested for an hour. I stuck my head out of the window now and then and smelled the earthy fragrance of the wetlands, and when we paused on a bridge, I watched the trout in the pools of the brown river. Then I alternated between sleeping and smoking, and started to get really hungry.

Once I woke to hear the soldiers discussing the war. There was an argument between a lance-corporal in the Camerons and a sapper private about some trivial incident on the Somme.

Once I woke up to hear the soldiers talking about the war. There was a debate between a lance-corporal in the Camerons and a sapper private about some minor incident on the Somme.

“I tell ye I was there,” said the Cameron. “We were relievin’ the Black Watch, and Fritz was shelling the road, and we didna get up to the line till one o’clock in the mornin’. Frae Frickout Circus to the south end o’ the High Wood is every bit o’ five mile.”

“I’m telling you I was there,” said the Cameron. “We were relieving the Black Watch, and Fritz was shelling the road, and we didn’t get to the line until one o’clock in the morning. From Frickout Circus to the south end of the High Wood is every bit of five miles.”

“Not abune three,” said the sapper dogmatically.

“Not above three,” said the sapper confidently.

“Man, I’ve trampit it.”

"I've trampit it."

“Same here. I took up wire every nicht for a week.”

“Same here. I picked up wire every night for a week.”

The Cameron looked moodily round the company. “I wish there was anither man here that kent the place. He wad bear me out. These boys are no good, for they didna join till later. I tell ye it’s five mile.”

The Cameron looked around the group with a moody expression. “I wish there was another guy here who knew this place. He’d back me up. These guys are no good because they didn’t join till later. I’m telling you, it’s five miles.”

“Three,” said the sapper.

"Three," said the engineer.

Tempers were rising, for each of the disputants felt his veracity assailed. It was too hot for a quarrel and I was so drowsy that I was heedless.

Tempers were flaring, as each person involved felt their truth being challenged. It was too hot for an argument and I was so sleepy that I was oblivious.

“Shut up, you fools,” I said. “The distance is six kilometres, so you’re both wrong.”

“Shut up, you idiots,” I said. “The distance is six kilometers, so you’re both wrong.”

My tone was so familiar to the men that it stopped the wrangle, but it was not the tone of a publisher’s traveller. Mr Linklater cocked his ears.

My voice was so familiar to the men that it stopped the argument, but it wasn't the voice of a publisher's representative. Mr. Linklater perked up his ears.

“What’s a kilometre, Mr McCaskie?” he asked blandly.

“What’s a kilometer, Mr. McCaskie?” he asked flatly.

“Multiply by five and divide by eight and you get the miles.”

“Multiply by five and divide by eight, and you’ll get the miles.”

I was on my guard now, and told a long story of a nephew who had been killed on the Somme, and how I had corresponded with the War Office about his case. “Besides,” I said, “I’m a great student o’ the newspapers, and I’ve read all the books about the war. It’s a difficult time this for us all, and if you can take a serious interest in the campaign it helps a lot. I mean working out the places on the map and reading Haig’s dispatches.”

I was on high alert now and told a long story about a nephew who had been killed on the Somme, and how I had been in touch with the War Office regarding his case. “Plus,” I said, “I’m really into newspapers and I’ve read all the books about the war. These are tough times for all of us, and if you can take a serious interest in the campaign, it really helps. I mean figuring out the locations on the map and reading Haig’s reports.”

“Just so,” he said dryly, and I thought he watched me with an odd look in his eyes.

“Exactly,” he said flatly, and I felt like he was looking at me with a strange expression in his eyes.

A fresh idea possessed me. This man had been in Gresson’s company, he knew German, he was obviously something very different from what he professed to be. What if he were in the employ of our own Secret Service? I had appeared out of the void at the Kyle, and I had made but a poor appearance as a bagman, showing no knowledge of my own trade. I was in an area interdicted to the ordinary public; and he had good reason to keep an eye on my movements. He was going south, and so was I; clearly we must somehow part company.

A new idea struck me. This guy had been with Gresson, he spoke German, and he was clearly something very different from what he claimed to be. What if he worked for our own Secret Service? I had shown up out of nowhere at the Kyle, and I didn’t exactly play the role of a bagman well, lacking any real knowledge of my job. I was in a restricted area, and he had every reason to watch what I was doing. He was heading south, and so was I; clearly, we needed to find a way to split up.

“We change at Muirtown, don’t we?” I asked. “When does the train for the south leave?”

“We change at Muirtown, right?” I asked. “When does the train to the south leave?”

He consulted a pocket timetable. “Ten-thirty-three. There’s generally four hours to wait, for we’re due in at six-fifteen. But this auld hearse will be lucky if it’s in by nine.”

He checked a pocket schedule. “Ten-thirty-three. Usually, there’s a four-hour wait since we’re supposed to arrive at six-fifteen. But this old rig will be lucky to get in by nine.”

His forecast was correct. We rumbled out of the hills into haughlands and caught a glimpse of the North Sea. Then we were hung up while a long goods train passed down the line. It was almost dark when at last we crawled into Muirtown station and disgorged our load of hot and weary soldiery.

His prediction was right. We rolled out of the hills into the lowlands and caught a glimpse of the North Sea. Then we got stuck while a long freight train passed by. It was almost dark when we finally crawled into Muirtown station and let out our load of hot and tired soldiers.

I bade an ostentatious farewell to Linklater. “Very pleased to have met you. I’ll see you later on the Edinburgh train. I’m for a walk to stretch my legs, and a bite o’ supper.” I was very determined that the ten-thirty for the south should leave without me.

I gave a flashy goodbye to Linklater. “Great to meet you. I’ll catch you later on the Edinburgh train. I’m going for a walk to stretch my legs and grab a bite to eat.” I was really set on making sure the ten-thirty southbound train left without me.

My notion was to get a bed and a meal in some secluded inn, and walk out next morning and pick up a slow train down the line. Linklater had disappeared towards the guard’s van to find his luggage, and the soldiers were sitting on their packs with that air of being utterly and finally lost and neglected which characterises the British fighting-man on a journey. I gave up my ticket and, since I had come off a northern train, walked unhindered into the town.

My plan was to find a bed and a meal at some quiet inn, then head out the next morning to catch a slow train down the line. Linklater had gone off towards the guard’s van to locate his luggage, and the soldiers were sitting on their packs, looking completely lost and neglected, which is typical of British soldiers while traveling. I handed in my ticket and, since I had come from a northern train, walked freely into the town.

It was market night, and the streets were crowded. Blue-jackets from the Fleet, country-folk in to shop, and every kind of military detail thronged the pavements. Fish-hawkers were crying their wares, and there was a tatterdemalion piper making the night hideous at a corner. I took a tortuous route and finally fixed on a modest-looking public-house in a back street. When I inquired for a room I could find no one in authority, but a slatternly girl informed me that there was one vacant bed, and that I could have ham and eggs in the bar. So, after hitting my head violently against a cross-beam, I stumbled down some steps and entered a frowsty little place smelling of spilt beer and stale tobacco.

It was market night, and the streets were packed. Blue-jacketed sailors from the Fleet, country folks out shopping, and all kinds of military personnel filled the sidewalks. Fish vendors were shouting their sales pitches, and a disheveled piper was making a racket at a corner. I took a winding route and finally settled on a modest-looking pub in a side street. When I asked about a room, I couldn't find anyone in charge, but a messy girl told me there was one empty bed, and I could order ham and eggs at the bar. So, after banging my head hard against a beam, I stumbled down some steps and entered a musty little place that smelled of spilled beer and stale tobacco.

The promised ham and eggs proved impossible—there were no eggs to be had in Muirtown that night—but I was given cold mutton and a pint of indifferent ale. There was nobody in the place but two farmers drinking hot whisky and water and discussing with sombre interest the rise in the price of feeding-stuffs. I ate my supper, and was just preparing to find the whereabouts of my bedroom when through the street door there entered a dozen soldiers.

The promised ham and eggs turned out to be impossible—there were no eggs available in Muirtown that night—but I was served cold mutton and a pint of mediocre ale. The only other people in the place were two farmers drinking hot whisky and water, seriously discussing the rise in the price of feed. I finished my supper and was just getting ready to locate my bedroom when a dozen soldiers walked in through the front door.

In a second the quiet place became a babel. The men were strictly sober; but they were in that temper of friendliness which demands a libation of some kind. One was prepared to stand treat; he was the leader of the lot, and it was to celebrate the end of his leave that he was entertaining his pals. From where I sat I could not see him, but his voice was dominant. “What’s your fancy, jock? Beer for you, Andra? A pint and a dram for me. This is better than vongblong and vongrooge, Davie. Man, when I’m sittin’ in those estamints, as they ca’ them, I often long for a guid Scots public.”

In an instant, the quiet place turned into a noisy hubbub. The guys were completely sober, but they were in a friendly mood that called for some kind of drink. One guy was ready to buy the first round; he was the leader of the group, and he was treating his friends to celebrate the end of his leave. From where I was sitting, I couldn’t see him, but his voice carried over everyone else. “What do you fancy, Jock? Beer for you, Andra? I’ll have a pint and a shot. This is better than vongblong and vongrooge, Davie. Man, when I’m sitting in those establishments, as they call them, I often crave a good Scottish pub.”

The voice was familiar. I shifted my seat to get a view of the speaker, and then I hastily drew back. It was the Scots Fusilier I had clipped on the jaw in defending Gresson after the Glasgow meeting.

The voice was familiar. I moved my seat to see who was speaking, and then I quickly pulled back. It was the Scots Fusilier I had hit on the jaw while defending Gresson after the Glasgow meeting.

But by a strange fatality he had caught sight of me.

But by a weird twist of fate, he had noticed me.

“Whae’s that i’ the corner?” he cried, leaving the bar to stare at me. Now it is a queer thing, but if you have once fought with a man, though only for a few seconds, you remember his face, and the scrap in Glasgow had been under a lamp. The jock recognised me well enough.

“Who’s that in the corner?” he shouted, stepping away from the bar to look at me. It’s strange, but if you’ve ever fought with someone, even just for a moment, you remember their face, and the scuffle in Glasgow had happened under a lamp. The guy recognized me clearly.

“By God!” he cried, “if this is no a bit o’ luck! Boys, here’s the man I feucht wi’ in Glesca. Ye mind I telled ye about it. He laid me oot, and it’s my turn to do the same wi’ him. I had a notion I was gaun to mak’ a nicht o’t. There’s naebody can hit Geordie Hamilton without Geordie gettin’ his ain back some day. Get up, man, for I’m gaun to knock the heid off ye.”

“By God!” he shouted, “if this isn’t a stroke of luck! Guys, here’s the man I fought with in Glasgow. You remember I told you about it. He knocked me out, and now it’s my turn to do the same to him. I thought I was going to make a night of it. No one can hit Geordie Hamilton without Geordie getting his revenge someday. Get up, man, because I’m going to knock your head off.”

I duly got up, and with the best composure I could muster looked him in the face.

I got up and, with as much composure as I could manage, looked him in the face.

“You’re mistaken, my friend. I never clapped eyes on you before, and I never was in Glasgow in my life.”

“You're wrong, my friend. I've never seen you before, and I’ve never been to Glasgow in my life.”

“That’s a damned lee,” said the Fusilier. “Ye’re the man, and if ye’re no, ye’re like enough him to need a hidin’!”

“That’s a damn shady move,” said the Fusilier. “You’re the guy, and if you’re not, you’re probably close enough to need a beating!”

“Confound your nonsense!” I said. “I’ve no quarrel with you, and I’ve better things to do than be scrapping with a stranger in a public-house.”

“Forget your nonsense!” I said. “I have no issue with you, and I have better things to do than fight with a stranger in a bar.”

“Have ye sae? Well, I’ll learn ye better. I’m gaun to hit ye, and then ye’ll hae to fecht whether ye want it or no. Tam, haud my jacket, and see that my drink’s no skailed.”

“Have you seen? Well, I'll teach you a lesson. I'm going to hit you, and then you'll have to fight whether you want to or not. Tam, hold my jacket, and make sure my drink doesn't spill.”

This was an infernal nuisance, for a row here would bring in the police, and my dubious position would be laid bare. I thought of putting up a fight, for I was certain I could lay out the jock a second time, but the worst of that was that I did not know where the thing would end. I might have to fight the lot of them, and that meant a noble public shindy. I did my best to speak my opponent fair. I said we were all good friends and offered to stand drinks for the party. But the Fusilier’s blood was up and he was spoiling for a row, ably abetted by his comrades. He had his tunic off now and was stamping in front of me with doubled fists.

This was a huge hassle, because a fight here would bring in the police, and my shady situation would be exposed. I considered fighting back since I was sure I could take down the jock again, but the problem was I had no idea how it would end. I could end up fighting all of them, and that would mean a big public spectacle. I tried to talk to my opponent nicely. I said that we were all friends and offered to buy drinks for everyone. But the Fusilier was fired up and itching for a fight, with his buddies encouraging him. He had already taken off his jacket and was stomping in front of me with clenched fists.

I did the best thing I could think of in the circumstances. My seat was close to the steps which led to the other part of the inn. I grabbed my hat, darted up them, and before they realised what I was doing had bolted the door behind me. I could hear pandemonium break loose in the bar.

I did the best thing I could think of in the situation. My seat was near the steps that led to the other part of the inn. I grabbed my hat, rushed up them, and before they knew what I was doing, I had slammed the door shut behind me. I could hear chaos erupt in the bar.

I slipped down a dark passage to another which ran at right angles to it, and which seemed to connect the street door of the inn itself with the back premises. I could hear voices in the little hall, and that stopped me short.

I slipped down a dark hallway to another one that ran perpendicular to it, which seemed to connect the inn's front door with the back area. I could hear voices in the small hallway, and that made me stop abruptly.

One of them was Linklater’s, but he was not talking as Linklater had talked. He was speaking educated English. I heard another with a Scots accent, which I took to be the landlord’s, and a third which sounded like some superior sort of constable’s, very prompt and official. I heard one phrase, too, from Linklater—“He calls himself McCaskie.” Then they stopped, for the turmoil from the bar had reached the front door. The Fusilier and his friends were looking for me by the other entrance.

One of them was Linklater’s, but he wasn't speaking the way Linklater usually did. He was using proper English. I heard another person with a Scottish accent, which I assumed was the landlord’s, and a third voice that sounded like a higher-up constable, very direct and official. I also caught one phrase from Linklater—“He calls himself McCaskie.” Then they paused, as the chaos from the bar had reached the front door. The Fusilier and his friends were trying to find me through the other entrance.

The attention of the men in the hall was distracted, and that gave me a chance. There was nothing for it but the back door. I slipped through it into a courtyard and almost tumbled over a tub of water. I planted the thing so that anyone coming that way would fall over it. A door led me into an empty stable, and from that into a lane. It was all absurdly easy, but as I started down the lane I heard a mighty row and the sound of angry voices. Someone had gone into the tub and I hoped it was Linklater. I had taken a liking to the Fusilier jock.

The guys in the hall got distracted, and that gave me my chance. There was no choice but to go out the back door. I slipped through it into a courtyard and almost tripped over a tub of water. I set it up so anyone coming that way would stumble over it. A door led me into an empty stable, and from there, I got to a lane. It was all ridiculously easy, but as I started down the lane, I heard a loud commotion and some angry voices. Someone had fallen into the tub, and I hoped it was Linklater. I had started to like the Fusilier jock.

There was the beginning of a moon somewhere, but that lane was very dark. I ran to the left, for on the right it looked like a cul-de-sac. This brought me into a quiet road of two-storied cottages which showed at one end the lights of a street. So I took the other way, for I wasn’t going to have the whole population of Muirtown on the hue-and-cry after me. I came into a country lane, and I also came into the van of the pursuit, which must have taken a short cut. They shouted when they saw me, but I had a small start, and legged it down that road in the belief that I was making for open country.

There was the start of a moon somewhere, but that lane was really dark. I ran to the left because the right looked like a cul-de-sac. This led me into a quiet road lined with two-story cottages, which at one end showed the lights of a street. So I took the other way; I didn’t want the whole town of Muirtown chasing after me. I ended up on a country lane, and I also encountered the front of the pursuit, which must have taken a shortcut. They shouted when they spotted me, but I had a slight head start and bolted down that road, thinking I was heading toward open countryside.

That was where I was wrong. The road took me round to the other side of the town, and just when I was beginning to think I had a fair chance I saw before me the lights of a signal-box and a little to the left of it the lights of the station. In half an hour’s time the Edinburgh train would be leaving, but I had made that impossible. Behind me I could hear the pursuers, giving tongue like hound puppies, for they had attracted some pretty drunken gentlemen to their party. I was badly puzzled where to turn, when I noticed outside the station a long line of blurred lights, which could only mean a train with the carriage blinds down. It had an engine attached and seemed to be waiting for the addition of a couple of trucks to start. It was a wild chance, but the only one I saw. I scrambled across a piece of waste ground, climbed an embankment and found myself on the metals. I ducked under the couplings and got on the far side of the train, away from the enemy.

That was where I messed up. The road took me around to the other side of town, and just when I thought I had a decent chance, I saw the lights of a signal box and, a little to the left, the lights of the station. In half an hour, the train to Edinburgh would be leaving, but I had made that impossible. Behind me, I could hear the pursuers, barking like excited puppies, because they had attracted some pretty drunk guys to their group. I was really confused about where to go when I noticed outside the station a long line of blurry lights, which could only mean a train with the carriage blinds down. It had an engine attached and seemed to be waiting for a couple of trucks to be added before starting. It was a risky move, but it was the only one I had. I scrambled across a piece of wasteland, climbed an embankment, and found myself on the tracks. I ducked under the couplings and made my way to the other side of the train, away from the enemy.

Then simultaneously two things happened. I heard the yells of my pursuers a dozen yards off, and the train jolted into motion. I jumped on the footboard, and looked into an open window. The compartment was packed with troops, six a side and two men sitting on the floor, and the door was locked. I dived headforemost through the window and landed on the neck of a weary warrior who had just dropped off to sleep.

Then at the same time, two things happened. I heard my pursuers yelling just ten yards away, and the train started moving. I jumped onto the footboard and looked into an open window. The compartment was filled with soldiers, three on each side and two men sitting on the floor, and the door was locked. I dove headfirst through the window and landed on the neck of a tired soldier who had just fallen asleep.

While I was falling I made up my mind on my conduct. I must be intoxicated, for I knew the infinite sympathy of the British soldier towards those thus overtaken. They pulled me to my feet, and the man I had descended on rubbed his skull and blasphemously demanded explanations.

While I was falling, I decided how to behave. I must be drunk because I recognized the deep compassion of the British soldier towards those caught in such situations. They helped me up, and the guy I landed on rubbed his head and angrily demanded an explanation.

“Gen’lmen,” I hiccoughed, “I “pologise. I was late for this bl-blighted train and I mus’ be in E’inburgh “morrow or I’ll get the sack. I “pologise. If I’ve hurt my friend’s head, I’ll kiss it and make it well.”

“Gentlemen,” I hiccupped, “I apologize. I was late for this blasted train and I need to be in Edinburgh tomorrow or I’ll lose my job. I apologize. If I’ve hurt my friend’s head, I’ll kiss it and make it better.”

At this there was a great laugh. “Ye’d better accept, Pete,” said one. “It’s the first time anybody ever offered to kiss your ugly heid.”

At this, everyone burst out laughing. “You’d better accept, Pete,” said one person. “It’s the first time anyone has ever offered to kiss your ugly head.”

A man asked me who I was, and I appeared to be searching for a card-case.

A man asked me who I was, and I seemed to be looking for a cardholder.

“Losht,” I groaned. “Losht, and so’s my wee bag and I’ve bashed my po’ hat. I’m an awful sight, gen’lmen—an awful warning to be in time for trains. I’m John Johnstone, managing clerk to Messrs Watters, Brown & Elph’stone, 923 Charl’tte Street, E’inburgh. I’ve been up north seein’ my mamma.”

“Lost,” I groaned. “Lost, and so is my little bag, and I’ve messed up my poor hat. I look terrible, gentlemen—like a warning about being on time for trains. I’m John Johnstone, managing clerk for Messrs Watters, Brown & Elph’stone, 923 Charlotte Street, Edinburgh. I’ve been up north visiting my mom.”

“Ye should be in France,” said one man.

“Y'all should be in France,” said one man.

“Wish’t I was, but they wouldn’t let me. ‘Mr Johnstone,’ they said, ‘ye’re no dam good. Ye’ve varicose veins and a bad heart,’ they said. So I says, ‘Good mornin’, gen’lmen. Don’t blame me if the country’s ru’ned’. That’s what I said.”

“Wish I could, but they wouldn’t let me. ‘Mr. Johnstone,’ they said, ‘you’re no good. You’ve got varicose veins and a bad heart,’ they said. So I said, ‘Good morning, gentlemen. Don’t blame me if the country’s ruined.’ That’s what I said.”

I had by this time occupied the only remaining space left on the floor. With the philosophy of their race the men had accepted my presence, and were turning again to their own talk. The train had got up speed, and as I judged it to be a special of some kind I looked for few stoppings. Moreover it was not a corridor carriage, but one of the old-fashioned kind, so I was safe for a time from the unwelcome attention of conductors. I stretched my legs below the seat, rested my head against the knees of a brawny gunner, and settled down to make the best of it.

I had by now taken up the only remaining space on the floor. The men had accepted my presence in line with their culture and were returning to their own conversation. The train had gained speed, and since I figured it was some sort of special service, I expected few stops. Also, it wasn't a corridor carriage, but one of the old-fashioned types, so I was safe for a while from unwanted attention from conductors. I stretched my legs out under the seat, rested my head against the knees of a strong gunner, and got comfortable.

My reflections were not pleasant. I had got down too far below the surface, and had the naked feeling you get in a dream when you think you have gone to the theatre in your nightgown. I had had three names in two days, and as many characters. I felt as if I had no home or position anywhere, and was only a stray dog with everybody’s hand and foot against me. It was an ugly sensation, and it was not redeemed by any acute fear or any knowledge of being mixed up in some desperate drama. I knew I could easily go on to Edinburgh, and when the police made trouble, as they would, a wire to Scotland Yard would settle matters in a couple of hours. There wasn’t a suspicion of bodily danger to restore my dignity. The worst that could happen would be that Ivery would hear of my being befriended by the authorities, and the part I had settled to play would be impossible. He would certainly hear. I had the greatest respect for his intelligence service.

My thoughts were not pleasant. I had gone too far beneath the surface and felt that awkward kind of exposure you get in a dream when you think you’ve shown up to the theater in your nightgown. I had taken on three identities in two days, and just as many roles. It felt like I had no home or place anywhere, like a stray dog with everyone against me. It was a terrible feeling, and it wasn’t eased by any real fear or knowledge of being caught up in a desperate situation. I knew I could easily travel to Edinburgh, and when the police caused trouble, which they would, a quick message to Scotland Yard would sort things out in a few hours. There was no hint of real danger to restore my dignity. The worst that could happen was that Ivery would find out I was being helped by the authorities, and my planned role would be impossible. He would definitely find out. I had a lot of respect for his intelligence network.

Yet that was bad enough. So far I had done well. I had put Gresson off the scent. I had found out what Bullivant wanted to know, and I had only to return unostentatiously to London to have won out on the game. I told myself all that, but it didn’t cheer my spirits. I was feeling mean and hunted and very cold about the feet.

Yet that was bad enough. So far I had done well. I had thrown Gresson off the trail. I had figured out what Bullivant wanted to know, and I just needed to return quietly to London to win the game. I told myself all that, but it didn’t lift my spirits. I was feeling small and chased and very cold on my feet.

But I have a tough knuckle of obstinacy in me which makes me unwilling to give up a thing till I am fairly choked off it. The chances were badly against me. The Scottish police were actively interested in my movements and would be ready to welcome me at my journey’s end. I had ruined my hat, and my clothes, as Amos had observed, were not respectable. I had got rid of a four-days’ beard the night before, but had cut myself in the process, and what with my weather-beaten face and tangled hair looked liker a tinker than a decent bagman. I thought with longing of my portmanteau in the Pentland Hotel, Edinburgh, and the neat blue serge suit and the clean linen that reposed in it. It was no case for a subtle game, for I held no cards. Still I was determined not to chuck in my hand till I was forced to. If the train stopped anywhere I would get out, and trust to my own wits and the standing luck of the British Army for the rest.

But I've got a stubborn streak that makes me unwilling to give up on something until I'm really forced to. The odds were definitely not in my favor. The Scottish police were keeping an eye on me and would be ready to greet me at my destination. I had ruined my hat, and my clothes, as Amos pointed out, were not respectable. I had shaved off my four-day beard the night before, but I ended up cutting myself in the process, and with my weathered face and messy hair, I looked more like a vagrant than a respectable traveler. I longed for my suitcase at the Pentland Hotel in Edinburgh, with the neat blue suit and clean linens packed inside it. This wasn’t a good situation for any clever moves since I had no cards to play. Still, I was determined not to quit until I had to. If the train stopped anywhere, I would get out and rely on my own wits and the luck of the British Army for the rest.

The chance came just after dawn, when we halted at a little junction. I got up yawning and tried to open the door, till I remembered it was locked. Thereupon I stuck my legs out of the window on the side away from the platform, and was immediately seized upon by a sleepy Seaforth who thought I contemplated suicide.

The opportunity presented itself just after dawn as we stopped at a small junction. I got up, yawning, and attempted to open the door until I remembered it was locked. So, I stuck my legs out of the window on the side away from the platform, and was immediately grabbed by a groggy Seaforth who thought I was about to jump.

“Let me go,” I said. “I’ll be back in a jiffy.”

“Let me go,” I said. “I’ll be back in no time.”

“Let him gang, jock,” said another voice. “Ye ken what a man’s like when he’s been on the bash. The cauld air’ll sober him.”

“Let him go, jock,” said another voice. “You know what a guy’s like when he’s been drinking. The cold air will wake him up.”

I was released, and after some gymnastics dropped on the metals and made my way round the rear of the train. As I clambered on the platform it began to move, and a face looked out of one of the back carriages. It was Linklater and he recognised me. He tried to get out, but the door was promptly slammed by an indignant porter. I heard him protest, and he kept his head out till the train went round the curve. That cooked my goose all right. He would wire to the police from the next station.

I was released, and after some acrobatics, I jumped onto the tracks and made my way to the back of the train. As I climbed onto the platform, it started to move, and a face peeked out from one of the back carriages. It was Linklater, and he recognized me. He tried to get out, but an angry porter quickly slammed the door shut. I heard him protest, and he kept his head out until the train went around the curve. That was definitely the end for me. He would call the police from the next station.

Meantime in that clean, bare, chilly place there was only one traveller. He was a slim young man, with a kit-bag and a gun-case. His clothes were beautiful, a green Homburg hat, a smart green tweed overcoat, and boots as brightly polished as a horse chestnut. I caught his profile as he gave up his ticket and to my amazement I recognised it.

Meantime, in that clean, empty, chilly place, there was only one traveler. He was a slim young man with a backpack and a gun case. His clothes were stunning: a green Homburg hat, a stylish green tweed overcoat, and boots that were polished to a shine like a horse chestnut. I caught his profile as he handed over his ticket, and to my surprise, I recognized him.

The station-master looked askance at me as I presented myself, dilapidated and dishevelled, to the official gaze. I tried to speak in a tone of authority.

The station master looked at me skeptically as I introduced myself, worn out and messy, to the official scrutiny. I attempted to speak with a tone of authority.

“Who is the man who has just gone out?”

“Who is the guy who just stepped outside?”

“Whaur’s your ticket?”

"Where's your ticket?"

“I had no time to get one at Muirtown, and as you see I have left my luggage behind me. Take it out of that pound and I’ll come back for the change. I want to know if that was Sir Archibald Roylance.”

“I didn’t have time to grab one in Muirtown, and as you can see, I left my luggage behind. Take it out of that pound and I’ll come back for the change. I need to know if that was Sir Archibald Roylance.”

He looked suspiciously at the note. “I think that’s the name. He’s a captain up at the Fleein’ School. What was ye wantin’ with him?”

He eyed the note skeptically. “I think that’s the name. He’s a captain at the Fleein’ School. What did you want with him?”

I charged through the booking-office and found my man about to enter a big grey motor-car.

I rushed through the ticket office and saw my guy getting ready to jump into a big gray car.

“Archie,” I cried and beat him on the shoulders.

“Archie,” I shouted and hit him on the shoulders.

He turned round sharply. “What the devil—! Who are you?” And then recognition crept into his face and he gave a joyous shout. “My holy aunt! The General disguised as Charlie Chaplin! Can I drive you anywhere, sir?”

He turned around quickly. “What the hell—! Who are you?” Then recognition spread across his face, and he let out a joyful shout. “My holy aunt! The General dressed up as Charlie Chaplin! Can I give you a ride anywhere, sir?”

CHAPTER IX
I Take the Wings of a Dove

“Drive me somewhere to breakfast, Archie,” I said, “for I’m perishing hungry.”

“Take me somewhere for breakfast, Archie,” I said, “because I’m really hungry.”

He and I got into the tonneau, and the driver swung us out of the station road up a long incline of hill. Sir Archie had been one of my subalterns in the old Lennox Highlanders, and had left us before the Somme to join the Flying Corps. I had heard that he had got his wings and had done well before Arras, and was now training pilots at home. He had been a light-hearted youth, who had endured a good deal of rough-tonguing from me for his sins of omission. But it was the casual class of lad I was looking for now.

He and I got into the car, and the driver took us out of the station road and up a steep hill. Sir Archie had been one of my junior officers in the old Lennox Highlanders and had left us before the Somme to join the Flying Corps. I had heard that he earned his wings and performed well before Arras, and was now training pilots back home. He had been a carefree young man who had put up with quite a bit of teasing from me for his slip-ups. But it was the laid-back kind of guy I was looking for now.

I saw him steal amused glances at my appearance.

I noticed him stealing amused glances at how I looked.

“Been seein’ a bit of life, sir?” he inquired respectfully.

“Seen a bit of life lately, sir?” he asked respectfully.

“I’m being hunted by the police,” I said.

“I’m being chased by the cops,” I said.

“Dirty dogs! But don’t worry, sir; we’ll get you off all right. I’ve been in the same fix myself. You can lie snug in my little log hut, for that old image Gibbons won’t blab. Or, tell you what, I’ve got an aunt who lives near here and she’s a bit of a sportsman. You can hide in her moated grange till the bobbies get tired.”

“Dirty dogs! But don’t worry, sir; we’ll take care of you. I’ve been in a similar situation before. You can rest comfortably in my little log cabin, because that old man Gibbons won't say a word. Or, you know what? I have an aunt nearby who loves sports. You can stay at her place until the cops lose interest.”

I think it was Archie’s calm acceptance of my position as natural and becoming that restored my good temper. He was far too well bred to ask what crime I had committed, and I didn’t propose to enlighten him much. But as we swung up the moorland road I let him know that I was serving the Government, but that it was necessary that I should appear to be unauthenticated and that therefore I must dodge the police. He whistled his appreciation.

I think it was Archie’s calm acceptance of my situation as natural and fitting that brought my good mood back. He was way too refined to ask what trouble I’d gotten into, and I didn’t plan to fill him in. But as we drove up the moorland road, I informed him that I was working for the Government, but that it was important for me to look like I was off the books, which meant I had to avoid the police. He whistled in appreciation.

“Gad, that’s a deep game. Sort of camouflage? Speaking from my experience it is easy to overdo that kind of stunt. When I was at Misieux the French started out to camouflage the caravans where they keep their pigeons, and they did it so damned well that the poor little birds couldn’t hit ’em off, and spent the night out.”

“Wow, that’s a complicated game. Kind of like camouflage? From my experience, it’s easy to go overboard with that kind of trick. When I was at Misieux, the French began camouflaging the caravans where they kept their pigeons, and they did it so well that the poor little birds couldn’t find their way back and ended up spending the night outside.”

We entered the white gates of a big aerodrome, skirted a forest of tents and huts, and drew up at a shanty on the far confines of the place. The hour was half past four, and the world was still asleep. Archie nodded towards one of the hangars, from the mouth of which projected the propeller end of an aeroplane.

We walked through the white gates of a large airport, went around a cluster of tents and small buildings, and stopped at a shack on the outskirts of the area. It was half past four, and everything was still quiet. Archie pointed to one of the hangars, from which the propeller of an airplane was sticking out.

“I’m by way of flyin’ that bus down to Farnton tomorrow,” he remarked. “It’s the new Shark-Gladas. Got a mouth like a tree.”

“I’m planning to take that bus down to Farnton tomorrow,” he said. “It’s the new Shark-Gladas. It has a mouth like a tree.”

An idea flashed into my mind.

An idea popped into my head.

“You’re going this morning,” I said.

“You're going this morning,” I said.

“How did you know?” he exclaimed. “I’m due to go today, but the grouse up in Caithness wanted shootin’ so badly that I decided to wangle another day’s leave. They can’t expect a man to start for the south of England when he’s just off a frowsy journey.”

“How did you know?” he shouted. “I’m supposed to leave today, but the grouse in Caithness needed to be hunted so badly that I decided to arrange for another day off. They can’t expect a guy to head down to the south of England right after a messy trip.”

“All the same you’re going to be a stout fellow and start in two hours’ time. And you’re going to take me with you.”

“All the same, you’re going to be a tough guy and leave in two hours. And you’re going to take me with you.”

He stared blankly, and then burst into a roar of laughter. “You’re the man to go tiger-shootin’ with. But what price my commandant? He’s not a bad chap, but a trifle shaggy about the fetlocks. He won’t appreciate the joke.”

He stared blankly for a moment, then broke out laughing. “You’re the guy to go tiger hunting with. But what about my commander? He’s not a bad guy, but he’s a bit scruffy around the ankles. He won’t get the joke.”

“He needn’t know. He mustn’t know. This is an affair between you and me till it’s finished. I promise you I’ll make it all square with the Flying Corps. Get me down to Farnton before evening, and you’ll have done a good piece of work for the country.”

“He doesn’t need to know. He can’t know. This is between you and me until it’s over. I promise I’ll settle everything with the Flying Corps. Get me to Farnton before evening, and you’ll have done a great job for the country.”

“Right-o! Let’s have a tub and a bit of breakfast, and then I’m your man. I’ll tell them to get the bus ready.”

“Sounds good! Let’s take a bath and grab some breakfast, and then I’m all yours. I’ll let them know to prepare the bus.”

In Archie’s bedroom I washed and shaved and borrowed a green tweed cap and a brand-new aquascutum. The latter covered the deficiencies of my raiment, and when I commandeered a pair of gloves I felt almost respectable. Gibbons, who seemed to be a jack-of-all-trades, cooked us some bacon and an omelette, and as he ate Archie yarned. In the battalion his conversation had been mostly of race-meetings and the forsaken delights of town, but now he had forgotten all that, and, like every good airman I have ever known, wallowed enthusiastically in “shop”. I have a deep respect for the Flying Corps, but it is apt to change its jargon every month, and its conversation is hard for the layman to follow. He was desperately keen about the war, which he saw wholly from the viewpoint of the air. Arras to him was over before the infantry crossed the top, and the tough bit of the Somme was October, not September. He calculated that the big air-fighting had not come along yet, and all he hoped for was to be allowed out to France to have his share in it. Like all good airmen, too, he was very modest about himself. “I’ve done a bit of steeple-chasin’ and huntin’ and I’ve good hands for a horse, so I can handle a bus fairly well. It’s all a matter of hands, you know. There ain’t half the risk of the infantry down below you, and a million times the fun. Jolly glad I changed, sir.”

In Archie’s bedroom, I washed up, shaved, borrowed a green tweed cap, and put on a brand-new aquascutum. The coat hid the shortcomings in my outfit, and when I grabbed a pair of gloves, I felt almost presentable. Gibbons, who seemed to be a jack-of-all-trades, cooked us some bacon and an omelet, and while he ate, Archie talked. In the battalion, his conversations mostly revolved around race meetings and the lost pleasures of city life, but now he’d forgotten all that and, like every good pilot I’ve known, he eagerly immersed himself in “shop talk.” I have deep respect for the Flying Corps, but they tend to change their lingo every month, making their conversations tough for outsiders to follow. He was fiercely passionate about the war, viewing it entirely from an aerial perspective. To him, Arras was done before the infantry even reached the top, and the tough part of the Somme was in October, not September. He figured that the major air battles hadn't even started yet, and all he wanted was to be sent to France to take part in them. Like all good pilots, he was also very humble about his skills. “I’ve done some steeplechasing and hunting, and I have a good feel for a horse, so I can handle a plane pretty well. It’s all about the feel, you know. There’s way less risk than what the infantry faces down below, and a million times more fun. I’m really glad I switched, sir.”

We talked of Peter, and he put him about top. Voss, he thought, was the only Boche that could compare with him, for he hadn’t made up his mind about Lensch. The Frenchman Guynemer he ranked high, but in a different way. I remember he had no respect for Richthofen and his celebrated circus.

We talked about Peter, and he placed him at the top. He thought Voss was the only German pilot who could compare to him, as he hadn’t formed an opinion about Lensch yet. He held the Frenchman Guynemer in high regard, but in a different way. I remember he had no respect for Richthofen and his famous squadron.

At six sharp we were ready to go. A couple of mechanics had got out the machine, and Archie put on his coat and gloves and climbed into the pilot’s seat, while I squeezed in behind in the observer’s place. The aerodrome was waking up, but I saw no officers about. We were scarcely seated when Gibbons called our attention to a motor-car on the road, and presently we heard a shout and saw men waving in our direction.

At six o'clock, we were all set to go. A couple of mechanics had gotten the machine out, and Archie put on his coat and gloves and climbed into the pilot's seat, while I squeezed in behind in the observer's spot. The airfield was coming to life, but I didn't see any officers around. We had just barely taken our seats when Gibbons pointed out a car on the road, and soon we heard a shout and saw men waving at us.

“Better get off, my lad,” I said. “These look like my friends.”

“Better get off, buddy,” I said. “These look like my friends.”

The engine started and the mechanics stood clear. As we taxied over the turf I looked back and saw several figures running in our direction. The next second we had left the bumpy earth for the smooth highroad of the air.

The engine roared to life and the mechanics moved out of the way. As we rolled over the grass, I glanced back and saw a few people sprinting towards us. A moment later, we had taken off from the bumpy ground into the smooth highway of the sky.

I had flown several dozen times before, generally over the enemy lines when I wanted to see for myself how the land lay. Then we had flown low, and been nicely dusted by the Hun Archies, not to speak of an occasional machine-gun. But never till that hour had I realised the joy of a straight flight in a swift plane in perfect weather. Archie didn’t lose time. Soon the hangars behind looked like a child’s toys, and the world ran away from us till it seemed like a great golden bowl spilling over with the quintessence of light. The air was cold and my hands numbed, but I never felt them. As we throbbed and tore southward, sometimes bumping in eddies, sometimes swimming evenly in a stream of motionless ether, my head and heart grew as light as a boy’s. I forgot all about the vexations of my job and saw only its joyful comedy. I didn’t think that anything on earth could worry me again. Far to the left was a wedge of silver and beside it a cluster of toy houses. That must be Edinburgh, where reposed my portmanteau, and where a most efficient police force was now inquiring for me. At the thought I laughed so loud that Archie must have heard me. He turned round, saw my grinning face, and grinned back. Then he signalled to me to strap myself in. I obeyed, and he proceeded to practise “stunts”—the loop, the spinning nose-dive, and others I didn’t know the names of. It was glorious fun, and he handled his machine as a good rider coaxes a nervous horse over a stiff hurdle. He had that extra something in his blood that makes the great pilot.

I had flown dozens of times before, usually over enemy lines when I wanted to see for myself how things stood. Back then, we flew low and got nicely peppered by the German anti-aircraft fire, not to mention the occasional machine-gun fire. But never until that moment had I experienced the pure joy of a straight flight in a fast plane in perfect weather. The anti-aircraft fire didn’t waste any time. Before long, the hangars below looked like a child's toys, and the world rushed away from us until it seemed like a huge golden bowl overflowing with light. The air was cold, and my hands were numb, but I didn’t feel them. As we throbbed and raced southward, sometimes bouncing in the turbulence and sometimes gliding smoothly in a stream of still air, my head and heart felt as light as a boy's. I forgot all the frustrations of my job and only saw its joyful comedy. I didn’t think anything on earth could bother me again. Far off to the left was a wedge of silver, with a cluster of tiny houses beside it. That must be Edinburgh, where my suitcase was waiting and where a very efficient police force was now looking for me. The thought made me laugh out loud, so much that Archie must have heard me. He turned around, saw my grinning face, and grinned back. Then he signaled for me to strap myself in. I complied, and he started practicing “stunts”—the loop, the spinning nose dive, and others I didn’t know the names of. It was amazing fun, and he handled his plane like a good rider encourages a nervous horse over a tough jump. He had that something extra in his blood that makes a great pilot.

Presently the chessboard of green and brown had changed to a deep purple with faint silvery lines like veins in a rock. We were crossing the Border hills, the place where I had legged it for weary days when I was mixed up in the Black Stone business. What a marvellous element was this air, which took one far above the fatigues of humanity! Archie had done well to change. Peter had been the wise man. I felt a tremendous pity for my old friend hobbling about a German prison-yard, when he had once flown a hawk. I reflected that I had wasted my life hitherto. And then I remembered that all this glory had only one use in war and that was to help the muddy British infantryman to down his Hun opponent. He was the fellow, after all, that decided battles, and the thought comforted me.

Right now, the chessboard of green and brown had turned into a deep purple with faint silvery lines like veins in a rock. We were crossing the Border hills, where I had run for weary days when I got caught up in the Black Stone situation. What an amazing thing this air was, lifting you far above the tiredness of humanity! Archie had made a smart change. Peter had been the sensible one. I felt a huge pity for my old friend limping around a German prison yard when he used to fly a hawk. I thought about how I had wasted my life until now. Then I remembered that all this glory had just one purpose in war: to help the muddy British infantryman take down his German opponent. He was the one who really decided battles, and that thought gave me comfort.

A great exhilaration is often the precursor of disaster, and mine was to have a sudden downfall. It was getting on for noon and we were well into England—I guessed from the rivers we had passed that we were somewhere in the north of Yorkshire—when the machine began to make odd sounds, and we bumped in perfectly calm patches of air. We dived and then climbed, but the confounded thing kept sputtering. Archie passed back a slip of paper on which he had scribbled: “Engine conked. Must land at Micklegill. Very sorry.” So we dropped to a lower elevation where we could see clearly the houses and roads and the long swelling ridges of a moorland country. I could never have found my way about, but Archie’s practised eye knew every landmark. We were trundling along very slowly now, and even I was soon able to pick up the hangars of a big aerodrome.

A great excitement often leads to disaster, and mine ended with a sudden crash. It was approaching noon, and we were deep into England—I guessed from the rivers we had passed that we were somewhere in northern Yorkshire—when the plane started making strange noises, and we bumped around in perfectly calm air. We dived and then climbed, but the damn thing kept sputtering. Archie handed me a note he had written: “Engine failed. We need to land at Micklegill. Really sorry.” So, we dropped to a lower altitude where we could clearly see the houses, roads, and the rolling hills of the moorland. I would never have found my way around, but Archie’s trained eye recognized every landmark. We were moving along very slowly now, and even I could soon make out the hangars of a large airfield.

We made Micklegill, but only by the skin of our teeth. We were so low that the smoky chimneys of the city of Bradfield seven miles to the east were half hidden by a ridge of down. Archie achieved a clever descent in the lee of a belt of firs, and got out full of imprecations against the Gladas engine. “I’ll go up to the camp and report,” he said, “and send mechanics down to tinker this darned gramophone. You’d better go for a walk, sir. I don’t want to answer questions about you till we’re ready to start. I reckon it’ll be an hour’s job.”

We made it to Micklegill, but just barely. We were so low that the smoky chimneys of Bradfield, seven miles to the east, were mostly hidden by a ridge. Archie made a smart descent in the shelter of a line of fir trees and got out cursing the Gladas engine. “I’ll head up to the camp and report,” he said, “and send some mechanics down to fix this damn gramophone. You should probably go for a walk, sir. I don’t want to have to answer questions about you until we’re ready to go. I think it’ll take about an hour.”

The cheerfulness I had acquired in the upper air still filled me. I sat down in a ditch, as merry as a sand-boy, and lit a pipe. I was possessed by a boyish spirit of casual adventure, and waited on the next turn of fortune’s wheel with only a pleasant amusement.

The happiness I had found in the fresh air still filled me. I sat down in a ditch, as cheerful as could be, and lit a pipe. I was in a carefree, adventurous mood, just waiting for the next twist of fate with a sense of lighthearted amusement.

That turn was not long in coming. Archie appeared very breathless.

That turn didn’t take long to happen. Archie showed up looking very out of breath.

“Look here, sir, there’s the deuce of a row up there. They’ve been wirin’ about you all over the country, and they know you’re with me. They’ve got the police, and they’ll have you in five minutes if you don’t leg it. I lied like billy-o and said I had never heard of you, but they’re comin’ to see for themselves. For God’s sake get off.... You’d better keep in cover down that hollow and round the back of these trees. I’ll stay here and try to brazen it out. I’ll get strafed to blazes anyhow.... I hope you’ll get me out of the scrape, sir.”

“Look here, sir, there’s a major commotion up there. They’ve been spreading the word about you all over the country, and they know you’re with me. The police are on their way, and they’ll have you in five minutes if you don’t run. I totally lied and said I had never heard of you, but they’re coming to check for themselves. For God’s sake, get out of here.... You’d better stay hidden down in that hollow and behind these trees. I’ll stay here and try to act tough. I’m going to get in serious trouble anyway.... I hope you can help me out of this mess, sir.”

“Don’t you worry, my lad,” I said. “I’ll make it all square when I get back to town. I’ll make for Bradfield, for this place is a bit conspicuous. Goodbye, Archie. You’re a good chap and I’ll see you don’t suffer.”

“Don’t worry, my friend,” I said. “I’ll sort everything out when I get back to town. I’ll head for Bradfield because this place stands out too much. Goodbye, Archie. You’re a good guy, and I’ll make sure you’re okay.”

I started off down the hollow of the moor, trying to make speed atone for lack of strategy, for it was hard to know how much my pursuers commanded from that higher ground. They must have seen me, for I heard whistles blown and men’s cries. I struck a road, crossed it, and passed a ridge from which I had a view of Bradfield six miles off. And as I ran I began to reflect that this kind of chase could not last long. They were bound to round me up in the next half-hour unless I could puzzle them. But in that bare green place there was no cover, and it looked as if my chances were pretty much those of a hare coursed by a good greyhound on a naked moor.

I took off down the hollow of the moor, trying to make up for my lack of a plan with speed, since it was hard to tell how much my pursuers had the advantage from that higher ground. They must have spotted me because I heard whistles and shouts from the men. I hit a road, crossed it, and climbed a ridge where I could see Bradfield six miles away. As I ran, I started to realize that this chase couldn’t go on for much longer. They were sure to catch up with me in the next half hour unless I could throw them off. But in that open green space, there was no cover, and it felt like my chances were pretty much like those of a hare being chased by a good greyhound on an open moor.

Suddenly from just in front of me came a familiar sound. It was the roar of guns—the slam of field-batteries and the boom of small howitzers. I wondered if I had gone off my head. As I plodded on the rattle of machine-guns was added, and over the ridge before me I saw the dust and fumes of bursting shells. I concluded that I was not mad, and that therefore the Germans must have landed. I crawled up the last slope, quite forgetting the pursuit behind me.

Suddenly, right in front of me, I heard a familiar sound. It was the roar of guns—the crash of artillery and the boom of small howitzers. I thought I might be losing my mind. As I moved forward, I could hear the rattle of machine guns, and over the ridge ahead of me, I saw the dust and smoke from exploding shells. I realized I wasn’t crazy and that it meant the Germans must have landed. I crawled up the last slope, completely forgetting about the chase behind me.

And then I’m blessed if I did not look down on a veritable battle.

And then I swear I didn't look down on a real battle.

There were two sets of trenches with barbed wire and all the fixings, one set filled with troops and the other empty. On these latter shells were bursting, but there was no sign of life in them. In the other lines there seemed the better part of two brigades, and the first trench was stiff with bayonets. My first thought was that Home Forces had gone dotty, for this kind of show could have no sort of training value. And then I saw other things—cameras and camera-men on platforms on the flanks, and men with megaphones behind them on wooden scaffoldings. One of the megaphones was going full blast all the time.

There were two rows of trenches with barbed wire and all the necessary equipment, one row filled with soldiers and the other empty. In the empty one, shells were exploding, but there was no sign of life. In the other line, there seemed to be at least two brigades, and the first trench was crowded with bayonets. My first thought was that the Home Forces had lost their minds, because this kind of setup didn’t serve any training purpose. Then I noticed other things—cameras and cameramen on platforms at the sides, and men with megaphones behind them on wooden scaffolding. One of the megaphones was blaring constantly.

I saw the meaning of the performance at last. Some movie-merchant had got a graft with the Government, and troops had been turned out to make a war film. It occurred to me that if I were mixed up in that push I might get the cover I was looking for. I scurried down the hill to the nearest camera-man.

I finally understood the meaning of the performance. Some film producer had made a deal with the government, and troops were brought in to create a war movie. It struck me that if I got involved in that situation, I might find the protection I was after. I hurried down the hill to the nearest cameraman.

As I ran, the first wave of troops went over the top. They did it uncommon well, for they entered into the spirit of the thing, and went over with grim faces and that slow, purposeful lope that I had seen in my own fellows at Arras. Smoke grenades burst among them, and now and then some resourceful mountebank would roll over. Altogether it was about the best show I have ever seen. The cameras clicked, the guns banged, a background of boy scouts applauded, and the dust rose in billows to the sky.

As I sprinted, the first wave of soldiers climbed out of the trenches. They did it remarkably well, fully embracing the moment, moving with serious expressions and that deliberate, steady pace I'd noticed in my comrades at Arras. Smoke grenades exploded around them, and occasionally, a clever trickster would fall over. Overall, it was one of the most impressive displays I've ever witnessed. Cameras clicked, guns fired, a group of boy scouts cheered, and clouds of dust billowed up into the sky.

But all the same something was wrong. I could imagine that this kind of business took a good deal of planning from the point of view of the movie-merchant, for his purpose was not the same as that of the officer in command. You know how a photographer finicks about and is dissatisfied with a pose that seems all right to his sitter. I should have thought the spectacle enough to get any cinema audience off their feet, but the man on the scaffolding near me judged differently. He made his megaphone boom like the swan-song of a dying buffalo. He wanted to change something and didn’t know how to do it. He hopped on one leg; he took the megaphone from his mouth to curse; he waved it like a banner and yelled at some opposite number on the other flank. And then his patience forsook him and he skipped down the ladder, dropping his megaphone, past the camera-men, on to the battlefield.

But still, something was off. I could imagine that this kind of job required a lot of planning from the movie guy, since his goal wasn’t the same as that of the officer in charge. You know how a photographer can fuss over and be unhappy with a pose that looks fine to the person being photographed. I would have thought the scene was enough to get any movie audience excited, but the guy on the scaffolding near me saw it differently. He made his megaphone sound like the final cry of a dying buffalo. He wanted to change something but didn’t know how. He hopped on one leg, took the megaphone away to curse, waved it like a flag, and yelled at someone on the other side. Then he lost his patience, skipped down the ladder, and dropped his megaphone past the camera operators and onto the battlefield.

That was his undoing. He got in the way of the second wave and was swallowed up like a leaf in a torrent. For a moment I saw a red face and a loud-checked suit, and the rest was silence. He was carried on over the hill, or rolled into an enemy trench, but anyhow he was lost to my ken.

That was his downfall. He got caught up in the second wave and was engulfed like a leaf in a flood. For a moment, I spotted a red face and a loud plaid suit, and then everything went silent. He was swept over the hill or rolled into an enemy trench, but in any case, he was gone from my sight.

I bagged his megaphone and hopped up the steps to the platform. At last I saw a chance of first-class cover, for with Archie’s coat and cap I made a very good appearance as a movie-merchant. Two waves had gone over the top, and the cinema-men, working like beavers, had filmed the lot. But there was still a fair amount of troops to play with, and I determined to tangle up that outfit so that the fellows who were after me would have better things to think about.

I grabbed his megaphone and climbed up the steps to the platform. Finally, I saw a chance for some solid cover, because with Archie's coat and cap, I looked just like a movie dealer. Two waves had already crashed over the top, and the film crew, working hard, had captured everything. But there were still plenty of troops around, and I decided to stir things up so the guys chasing me would have bigger problems to focus on.

My advantage was that I knew how to command men. I could see that my opposite number with the megaphone was helpless, for the mistake which had swept my man into a shell-hole had reduced him to impotence. The troops seemed to be mainly in charge of N.C.O.s (I could imagine that the officers would try to shirk this business), and an N.C.O. is the most literal creature on earth. So with my megaphone I proceeded to change the battle order.

My advantage was that I knew how to lead people. I could tell that the guy on the other side with the megaphone was powerless, because the mistake that had thrown my guy into a shell-hole had left him unable to act. The troops seemed to mostly be led by NCOs (I could picture the officers trying to avoid this task), and an NCO is the most straightforward person on earth. So, with my megaphone, I started to change the battle order.

I brought up the third wave to the front trenches. In about three minutes the men had recognised the professional touch and were moving smartly to my orders. They thought it was part of the show, and the obedient cameras clicked at everything that came into their orbit. My aim was to deploy the troops on too narrow a front so that they were bound to fan outward, and I had to be quick about it, for I didn’t know when the hapless movie-merchant might be retrieved from the battle-field and dispute my authority.

I brought the third wave to the front trenches. In about three minutes, the guys recognized my professional approach and responded quickly to my commands. They thought it was just part of the act, and the eager cameras captured everything in sight. My goal was to set up the troops on a front that was too narrow, so they would have to spread out, and I had to act fast because I didn’t know when the unfortunate film guy might be brought back from the battlefield to challenge my authority.

It takes a long time to straighten a thing out, but it does not take long to tangle it, especially when the thing is so delicate a machine as disciplined troops. In about eight minutes I had produced chaos. The flanks spread out, in spite of all the shepherding of the N.C.O.s, and the fringe engulfed the photographers. The cameras on their little platforms went down like ninepins. It was solemn to see the startled face of a photographer, taken unawares, supplicating the purposeful infantry, before he was swept off his feet into speechlessness.

It takes a long time to sort things out, but it doesn't take long to mess them up, especially when it's something as delicate as well-trained troops. In about eight minutes, I had created chaos. The flanks spread out despite all the guidance from the N.C.O.s, and the perimeter swallowed the photographers. The cameras on their little platforms toppled like dominoes. It was quite a sight to see the shocked expression on a photographer's face, caught off guard, pleading with the determined infantry, before he was knocked off his feet into silence.

It was no place for me to linger in, so I chucked away the megaphone and got mixed up with the tail of the third wave. I was swept on and came to anchor in the enemy trenches, where I found, as I expected, my profane and breathless predecessor, the movie-merchant. I had nothing to say to him, so I stuck to the trench till it ended against the slope of the hill.

It wasn't a place I wanted to stay, so I tossed aside the megaphone and joined the tail of the third wave. I was carried along and ended up in the enemy trenches, where I found, as I expected, my foul-mouthed and out-of-breath predecessor, the movie-merchant. I didn't have anything to say to him, so I stayed in the trench until it reached the slope of the hill.

On that flank, delirious with excitement, stood a knot of boy scouts. My business was to get to Bradfield as quick as my legs would take me, and as inconspicuously as the gods would permit. Unhappily I was far too great an object of interest to that nursery of heroes. Every boy scout is an amateur detective and hungry for knowledge. I was followed by several, who plied me with questions, and were told that I was off to Bradfield to hurry up part of the cinema outfit. It sounded lame enough, for that cinema outfit was already past praying for.

On that side, buzzing with excitement, there was a group of boy scouts. My goal was to get to Bradfield as quickly as possible and as secretly as I could manage. Unfortunately, I attracted way too much attention from that group of aspiring heroes. Every boy scout acts like a little detective and is eager to gather information. Several of them followed me, bombarding me with questions, and I told them I was heading to Bradfield to speed up part of the cinema equipment. It sounded weak, considering that cinema equipment was already beyond saving.

We reached the road and against a stone wall stood several bicycles. I selected one and prepared to mount.

We got to the road, and leaning against a stone wall were several bicycles. I picked one out and got ready to hop on.

“That’s Mr Emmott’s machine,” said one boy sharply. “He told me to keep an eye on it.”

“That's Mr. Emmott's machine,” one boy said sharply. “He told me to watch it.”

“I must borrow it, sonny,” I said. “Mr Emmott’s my very good friend and won’t object.”

“I need to borrow it, kid,” I said. “Mr. Emmott is a really good friend of mine and won’t mind.”

From the place where we stood I overlooked the back of the battle-field and could see an anxious congress of officers. I could see others, too, whose appearance I did not like. They had not been there when I operated on the megaphone. They must have come downhill from the aerodrome and in all likelihood were the pursuers I had avoided. The exhilaration which I had won in the air and which had carried me into the tomfoolery of the past half-hour was ebbing. I had the hunted feeling once more, and grew middle-aged and cautious. I had a baddish record for the day, what with getting Archie into a scrape and busting up an official cinema show—neither consistent with the duties of a brigadier-general. Besides, I had still to get to London.

From the spot where we were standing, I looked over the back of the battlefield and saw a worried group of officers. I also noticed some others who made me uneasy. They hadn’t been there when I used the megaphone. They must have come down from the airfield and were probably the pursuers I’d dodged. The excitement I’d felt in the air, which had driven me into the antics of the last half-hour, was fading. I felt like I was being hunted again, and I became more cautious and serious. I had a pretty bad record for the day, considering I got Archie into a mess and disrupted an official film showing—neither of which fit the responsibilities of a brigadier-general. Plus, I still needed to get to London.

I had not gone two hundred yards down the road when a boy scout, pedalling furiously, came up abreast me.

I hadn't gone two hundred yards down the road when a boy scout, pedaling hard, came up next to me.

“Colonel Edgeworth wants to see you,” he panted. “You’re to come back at once.”

“Colonel Edgeworth wants to see you,” he said, breathless. “You need to come back right now.”

“Tell him I can’t wait now,” I said. “I’ll pay my respects to him in an hour.”

“Tell him I can’t wait right now,” I said. “I’ll pay my respects to him in an hour.”

“He said you were to come at once,” said the faithful messenger. “He’s in an awful temper with you, and he’s got bobbies with him.”

“ He said you needed to come right away,” said the loyal messenger. “He’s really angry with you, and he’s got police with him.”

I put on pace and left the boy behind. I reckoned I had the better part of two miles’ start and could beat anything except petrol. But my enemies were bound to have cars, so I had better get off the road as soon as possible. I coasted down a long hill to a bridge which spanned a small discoloured stream that flowed in a wooded glen. There was nobody for the moment on the hill behind me, so I slipped into the covert, shoved the bicycle under the bridge, and hid Archie’s aquascutum in a bramble thicket. I was now in my own disreputable tweeds and I hoped that the shedding of my most conspicuous garment would puzzle my pursuers if they should catch up with me.

I picked up the pace and left the boy behind. I figured I had a solid two miles on them, which should be enough to outrun anyone except for cars. But I knew my enemies would likely have vehicles, so I needed to get off the road as soon as I could. I coasted down a long hill to a bridge that crossed a small, murky stream flowing through a wooded area. For the moment, there was no one on the hill behind me, so I ducked into the bushes, hid the bicycle under the bridge, and tucked away Archie’s aquascutum in a thorny bramble. Now I was in my shabby tweeds, and I hoped that getting rid of my most noticeable piece of clothing would confuse anyone trying to track me down if they caught up.

But this I was determined they should not do. I made good going down that stream and out into a lane which led from the downs to the market-gardens round the city. I thanked Heaven I had got rid of the aquascutum, for the August afternoon was warm and my pace was not leisurely. When I was in secluded ground I ran, and when anyone was in sight I walked smartly.

But I was determined they wouldn’t catch me. I made good progress down that stream and out onto a path that led from the hills to the market gardens around the city. I thanked my lucky stars I had ditched the raincoat, because the August afternoon was warm and I wasn’t moving at a relaxed pace. When I was in a quiet area, I ran, and when someone was in sight, I walked briskly.

As I went I reflected that Bradfield would see the end of my adventures. The police knew that I was there and would watch the stations and hunt me down if I lingered in the place. I knew no one there and had no chance of getting an effective disguise. Indeed I very soon began to wonder if I should get even as far as the streets. For at the moment when I had got a lift on the back of a fishmonger’s cart and was screened by its flapping canvas, two figures passed on motor-bicycles, and one of them was the inquisitive boy scout. The main road from the aerodrome was probably now being patrolled by motor-cars. It looked as if there would be a degrading arrest in one of the suburbs.

As I moved along, I realized that my adventures would end in Bradfield. The police knew I was there and would be watching the train stations, ready to track me down if I stayed in the area too long. I didn’t know anyone there and had no way to get a good disguise. In fact, I soon started to doubt if I would even make it to the streets. Just as I managed to hitch a ride on the back of a fishmonger’s cart, hidden by its flapping canvas, two figures rode by on motorbikes, and one of them was the nosy boy scout. The main road from the airfield was probably being patrolled by cars by now. It seemed like a humiliating arrest in one of the suburbs was inevitable.

The fish-cart, helped by half a crown to the driver, took me past the outlying small-villadom, between long lines of workmen’s houses, to narrow cobbled lanes and the purlieus of great factories. As soon as I saw the streets well crowded I got out and walked. In my old clothes I must have appeared like some second-class bookie or seedy horse-coper. The only respectable thing I had about me was my gold watch. I looked at the time and found it half past five.

The fish cart, with a little tip to the driver, took me past the outskirts of the small village area, between rows of workers' homes, to narrow cobbled streets and the edges of big factories. As soon as I saw the streets filled with people, I got out and started walking. In my old clothes, I probably looked like some low-level bookie or a shady horse trader. The only respectable thing I had on me was my gold watch. I checked the time and saw it was half past five.

I wanted food and was casting about for an eating-house when I heard the purr of a motor-cycle and across the road saw the intelligent boy scout. He saw me, too, and put on the brake with a sharpness which caused him to skid and all but come to grief under the wheels of a wool-wagon. That gave me time to efface myself by darting up a side street. I had an unpleasant sense that I was about to be trapped, for in a place I knew nothing of I had not a chance to use my wits.

I was looking for a place to eat when I heard the rumble of a motorcycle. Across the street, I spotted a smart-looking boy scout. He noticed me too and slammed on the brakes so suddenly that he skidded and almost crashed into a wool truck. That gave me a moment to disappear by quickly heading up a side street. I felt uneasy, as if I was about to be caught, and in a place I didn’t know, I had no chance to think on my feet.

I remember trying feverishly to think, and I suppose that my preoccupation made me careless. I was now in a veritable slum, and when I put my hand to my vest pocket I found that my watch had gone. That put the top stone on my depression. The reaction from the wild burnout of the forenoon had left me very cold about the feet. I was getting into the under-world again and there was no chance of a second Archie Roylance turning up to rescue me. I remember yet the sour smell of the factories and the mist of smoke in the evening air. It is a smell I have never met since without a sort of dulling of spirit.

I remember trying hard to think, and I guess my distraction made me careless. I was now in a real slum, and when I checked my vest pocket, I realized my watch was gone. That pushed me further into my depression. The reaction from the wild excitement of the morning had left me feeling really cold about my feet. I was slipping back into the underworld, and there was no chance of a second Archie Roylance coming to save me. I still remember the sour smell of the factories and the haze of smoke in the evening air. It's a smell I've never encountered since without feeling a sort of heaviness in my spirit.

Presently I came out into a market-place. Whistles were blowing, and there was a great hurrying of people back from the mills. The crowd gave me a momentary sense of security, and I was just about to inquire my way to the railway station when someone jostled my arm.

Presently, I stepped into a marketplace. Whistles were blowing, and lots of people were rushing back from the mills. The crowd gave me a brief feeling of safety, and I was just about to ask for directions to the train station when someone bumped into my arm.

A rough-looking fellow in mechanic’s clothes was beside me.

A tough-looking guy in mechanic's clothes was next to me.

“Mate,” he whispered. “I’ve got summat o’ yours here.” And to my amazement he slipped my watch into my hand.

“Hey,” he whispered. “I’ve got something of yours here.” And to my surprise, he slipped my watch into my hand.

“It was took by mistake. We’re friends o’ yours. You’re right enough if you do what I tell you. There’s a peeler over there got his eye on you. Follow me and I’ll get you off.”

“It was taken by mistake. We’re your friends. You’ll be fine if you do what I say. There’s a cop over there watching you. Follow me, and I’ll get you out of this.”

I didn’t much like the man’s looks, but I had no choice, and anyhow he had given me back my watch. He sidled into an alley between tall houses and I sidled after him. Then he took to his heels, and led me a twisting course through smelly courts into a tanyard and then by a narrow lane to the back-quarters of a factory. Twice we doubled back, and once we climbed a wall and followed the bank of a blue-black stream with a filthy scum on it. Then we got into a very mean quarter of the town, and emerged in a dingy garden, strewn with tin cans and broken flowerpots. By a back door we entered one of the cottages and my guide very carefully locked it behind him.

I didn’t really like the guy’s appearance, but I had no choice, and anyway, he had returned my watch. He sneaked into an alley between tall buildings, and I followed him. Then he took off running, leading me on a winding path through smelly backstreets into a leatherworking shop and then down a narrow lane to the back of a factory. We backtracked twice, and once we climbed a wall and walked along the edge of a dark stream covered in filth. Then we reached a rundown part of town and ended up in a shabby garden littered with tin cans and broken flowerpots. We went in through a back door of one of the cottages, and my guide carefully locked it behind him.

He lit the gas and drew the blinds in a small parlour and looked at me long and quizzically. He spoke now in an educated voice.

He turned on the gas and closed the blinds in a small living room, then looked at me thoughtfully and curiously. He spoke now in a refined tone.

“I ask no questions,” he said, “but it’s my business to put my services at your disposal. You carry the passport.”

“I’m not asking questions,” he said, “but it’s my job to offer you my services. You have the passport.”

I stared at him, and he pulled out his watch and showed a white-and-purple cross inside the lid.

I stared at him, and he pulled out his watch and showed me a white-and-purple cross inside the lid.

“I don’t defend all the people we employ,” he said, grinning. “Men’s morals are not always as good as their patriotism. One of them pinched your watch, and when he saw what was inside it he reported to me. We soon picked up your trail, and observed you were in a bit of trouble. As I say, I ask no questions. What can we do for you?”

“I don’t defend everyone we hire,” he said with a grin. “A person's morals aren’t always as strong as their patriotism. One of them stole your watch, and when he saw what was inside it, he told me. We quickly followed your trail and noticed you were in a bit of trouble. Like I said, I don’t ask questions. What can we do for you?”

“I want to get to London without any questions asked. They’re looking for me in my present rig, so I’ve got to change it.”

“I want to get to London without anyone asking questions. They’re looking for me in what I’m wearing now, so I need to switch it up.”

“That’s easy enough,” he said. “Make yourself comfortable for a little and I’ll fix you up. The night train goes at eleven-thirty.... You’ll find cigars in the cupboard and there’s this week’s Critic on that table. It’s got a good article on Conrad, if you care for such things.”

"That’s simple enough," he said. "Sit back and relax for a bit while I get everything ready. The night train leaves at eleven-thirty... You’ll find cigars in the cupboard, and there’s this week’s Critic on that table. It has a great article on Conrad, if you’re into that sort of thing."

I helped myself to a cigar and spent a profitable half-hour reading about the vices of the British Government. Then my host returned and bade me ascend to his bedroom. “You’re Private Henry Tomkins of the 12th Gloucesters, and you’ll find your clothes ready for you. I’ll send on your present togs if you give me an address.”

I grabbed a cigar and spent a useful half-hour reading about the flaws of the British Government. Then my host came back and told me to go up to his bedroom. “You’re Private Henry Tomkins of the 12th Gloucesters, and your clothes are ready for you. I’ll send your current outfit if you give me an address.”

I did as I was bid, and presently emerged in the uniform of a British private, complete down to the shapeless boots and the dropsical puttees. Then my friend took me in hand and finished the transformation. He started on my hair with scissors and arranged a lock which, when well oiled, curled over my forehead. My hands were hard and rough and only needed some grubbiness and hacking about the nails to pass muster. With my cap on the side of my head, a pack on my back, a service rifle in my hands, and my pockets bursting with penny picture papers, I was the very model of the British soldier returning from leave. I had also a packet of Woodbine cigarettes and a hunch of bread-and-cheese for the journey. And I had a railway warrant made out in my name for London.

I did what I was told and soon showed up in the uniform of a British private, complete with the ill-fitting boots and the baggy puttees. Then my friend took charge and finished off the look. He started with my hair, using scissors to shape a lock that, when oiled, curled over my forehead. My hands were tough and calloused, needing just a bit of dirt and some rough treatment around the nails to look right. With my cap tilted to the side, a pack on my back, a service rifle in my hands, and my pockets stuffed with penny picture papers, I looked exactly like a British soldier coming back from leave. I also had a pack of Woodbine cigarettes and some bread-and-cheese for the trip. Plus, I had a train ticket in my name for London.

Then my friend gave me supper—bread and cold meat and a bottle of Bass, which I wolfed savagely, for I had had nothing since breakfast. He was a curious fellow, as discreet as a tombstone, very ready to speak about general subjects, but never once coming near the intimate business which had linked him and me and Heaven knew how many others by means of a little purple-and-white cross in a watch-case. I remember we talked about the topics that used to be popular at Biggleswick—the big political things that begin with capital letters. He took Amos’s view of the soundness of the British working-man, but he said something which made me think. He was convinced that there was a tremendous lot of German spy work about, and that most of the practitioners were innocent. “The ordinary Briton doesn’t run to treason, but he’s not very bright. A clever man in that kind of game can make better use of a fool than a rogue.”

Then my friend made me dinner—some bread, cold meat, and a bottle of Bass, which I devoured hungrily since I hadn’t eaten since breakfast. He was an interesting guy, as tight-lipped as a tombstone, always ready to discuss general topics but never touching on the personal matter that connected us and, God knows, how many others through a little purple-and-white cross in a watch-case. I remember we chatted about the subjects that used to be popular in Biggleswick—the big political issues that start with capital letters. He shared Amos’s belief in the reliability of the British working class, but he said something that made me think. He was sure there was a huge amount of German spying happening and that most of the people involved were innocent. “The average Brit doesn’t go for treason, but he’s not very bright. A clever person in that kind of game can exploit a fool better than a rogue.”

As he saw me off he gave me a piece of advice. “Get out of these clothes as soon as you reach London. Private Tomkins will frank you out of Bradfield, but it mightn’t be a healthy alias in the metropolis.”

As he saw me off, he gave me a piece of advice. “Change out of these clothes as soon as you get to London. Private Tomkins will give you a ride out of Bradfield, but it might not be a good alias in the city.”

At eleven-thirty I was safe in the train, talking the jargon of the returning soldier with half a dozen of my own type in a smoky third-class carriage. I had been lucky in my escape, for at the station entrance and on the platform I had noticed several men with the unmistakable look of plainclothes police. Also—though this may have been my fancy—I thought I caught in the crowd a glimpse of the bagman who had called himself Linklater.

At eleven-thirty, I was settled on the train, chatting with a few others like me in a smoky third-class carriage, using the language of returning soldiers. I had been fortunate to get away, as I had seen a few guys at the station entrance and on the platform who definitely looked like plainclothes cops. Also—though maybe it was just my imagination—I thought I spotted the bagman who had introduced himself as Linklater in the crowd.

CHAPTER X
The Advantages of an Air Raid

The train was abominably late. It was due at eight-twenty-seven, but it was nearly ten when we reached St Pancras. I had resolved to go straight to my rooms in Westminster, buying on the way a cap and waterproof to conceal my uniform should anyone be near my door on my arrival. Then I would ring up Blenkiron and tell him all my adventures. I breakfasted at a coffee-stall, left my pack and rifle in the cloak-room, and walked out into the clear sunny morning.

The train was ridiculously late. It was supposed to arrive at 8:27, but it was nearly 10 when we finally got to St Pancras. I planned to head straight to my place in Westminster, picking up a hat and a raincoat on the way to hide my uniform in case anyone was by my door when I got there. Then I would call Blenkiron and share all my adventures with him. I had breakfast at a coffee stand, dropped off my bag and rifle in the cloakroom, and stepped out into the bright sunny morning.

I was feeling very pleased with myself. Looking back on my madcap journey, I seemed to have had an amazing run of luck and to be entitled to a little credit too. I told myself that persistence always pays and that nobody is beaten till he is dead. All Blenkiron’s instructions had been faithfully carried out. I had found Ivery’s post office. I had laid the lines of our own special communications with the enemy, and so far as I could see I had left no clue behind me. Ivery and Gresson took me for a well-meaning nincompoop. It was true that I had aroused profound suspicion in the breasts of the Scottish police. But that mattered nothing, for Cornelius Brand, the suspect, would presently disappear, and there was nothing against that rising soldier, Brigadier-General Richard Hannay, who would soon be on his way to France. After all this piece of service had not been so very unpleasant. I laughed when I remembered my grim forebodings in Gloucestershire. Bullivant had said it would be damnably risky in the long run, but here was the end and I had never been in danger of anything worse than making a fool of myself.

I felt really good about myself. Looking back on my wild adventure, it seemed like I had a fantastic streak of luck and deserved some credit too. I reminded myself that persistence always pays off and that no one is truly defeated until they're dead. I had followed all of Blenkiron's instructions perfectly. I found Ivery’s post office. I had set up our own unique lines of communication with the enemy, and as far as I could tell, I had left no trace behind. Ivery and Gresson thought I was just a well-meaning fool. It was true that I had raised serious suspicions with the Scottish police. But that didn’t matter because Cornelius Brand, the suspect, would soon vanish, and there was nothing against that up-and-coming soldier, Brigadier-General Richard Hannay, who would soon be heading to France. Overall, this task hadn't been too unpleasant. I chuckled when I remembered my dark worries back in Gloucestershire. Bullivant had said it would be extremely risky in the long run, but here I was at the end, and I had never faced anything worse than just embarrassing myself.

I remember that, as I made my way through Bloomsbury, I was not thinking so much of my triumphant report to Blenkiron as of my speedy return to the Front. Soon I would be with my beloved brigade again. I had missed Messines and the first part of Third Ypres, but the battle was still going on, and I had yet a chance. I might get a division, for there had been talk of that before I left. I knew the Army Commander thought a lot of me. But on the whole I hoped I would be left with the brigade. After all I was an amateur soldier, and I wasn’t certain of my powers with a bigger command.

I remember that as I walked through Bloomsbury, I wasn’t really focused on my big report to Blenkiron, but more on getting back to the Front quickly. Soon, I would be back with my beloved brigade. I had missed Messines and the early part of the Third Ypres, but the battle was still happening, and I still had a shot. I might even get a division since there had been discussions about that before I left. I knew the Army Commander thought highly of me. But overall, I was hoping I would stay with the brigade. After all, I was just an amateur soldier, and I wasn’t sure about my abilities with a larger command.

In Charing Cross Road I thought of Mary, and the brigade seemed suddenly less attractive. I hoped the war wouldn’t last much longer, though with Russia heading straight for the devil I didn’t know how it was going to stop very soon. I was determined to see Mary before I left, and I had a good excuse, for I had taken my orders from her. The prospect entranced me, and I was mooning along in a happy dream, when I collided violently with in agitated citizen.

In Charing Cross Road, I thought about Mary, and the whole scene suddenly felt less appealing. I hoped the war wouldn’t drag on much longer, but with Russia heading straight for disaster, I didn’t see how it was going to end anytime soon. I was determined to see Mary before I left, and I had a legitimate reason since I had gotten my orders from her. The thought excited me, and I was lost in a happy daydream when I suddenly bumped into an anxious citizen.

Then I realised that something very odd was happening.

Then I realized that something really strange was going on.

There was a dull sound like the popping of the corks of flat soda-water bottles. There was a humming, too, from very far up in the skies. People in the street were either staring at the heavens or running wildly for shelter. A motor-bus in front of me emptied its contents in a twinkling; a taxi pulled up with a jar and the driver and fare dived into a second-hand bookshop. It took me a moment or two to realise the meaning of it all, and I had scarcely done this when I got a very practical proof. A hundred yards away a bomb fell on a street island, shivering every window-pane in a wide radius, and sending splinters of stone flying about my head. I did what I had done a hundred times before at the Front, and dropped flat on my face.

There was a dull sound like the popping of corks from flat soda bottles. There was also a humming coming from way up in the sky. People on the street were either staring up or running for cover. A motorbus in front of me quickly emptied its passengers; a taxi pulled up with a jolt, and the driver and passenger hurried into a second-hand bookstore. It took me a moment to understand what was happening, and just as I did, I got a very clear reminder. A hundred yards away, a bomb dropped on a street median, rattling every window in the area and sending shards of stone flying around me. I did what I had done countless times before at the Front and dropped flat on my face.

The man who says he doesn’t mind being bombed or shelled is either a liar or a maniac. This London air raid seemed to me a singularly unpleasant business. I think it was the sight of the decent civilised life around one and the orderly streets, for what was perfectly natural in a rubble-heap like Ypres or Arras seemed an outrage here. I remember once being in billets in a Flanders village where I had the Maire’s house and sat in a room upholstered in cut velvet, with wax flowers on the mantelpiece and oil paintings of three generations on the walls. The Boche took it into his head to shell the place with a long-range naval gun, and I simply loathed it. It was horrible to have dust and splinters blown into that snug, homely room, whereas if I had been in a ruined barn I wouldn’t have given the thing two thoughts. In the same way bombs dropping in central London seemed a grotesque indecency. I hated to see plump citizens with wild eyes, and nursemaids with scared children, and miserable women scuttling like rabbits in a warren.

The guy who claims he doesn’t care about being bombed or shelled is either lying or out of his mind. This air raid in London felt particularly awful to me. I think it was the contrast of the decent, civilized life around me and the orderly streets; what seemed totally normal in a rubble-strewn place like Ypres or Arras felt completely wrong here. I remember once staying in a Flanders village where I had the mayor’s house, sitting in a room decorated with cut velvet, wax flowers on the mantelpiece, and oil paintings of three generations on the walls. The Germans decided to shell the place with a long-range naval gun, and I absolutely hated it. It was terrible having dust and splinters blown into that cozy, homey room, whereas if I had been in a ruined barn, I wouldn’t have thought twice about it. In the same way, bombs falling in central London felt like a ridiculous violation. I couldn’t stand seeing well-fed citizens with wild eyes, nursemaids with scared children, and miserable women darting around like rabbits in a warren.

The drone grew louder, and, looking up, I could see the enemy planes flying in a beautiful formation, very leisurely as it seemed, with all London at their mercy. Another bomb fell to the right, and presently bits of our own shrapnel were clattering viciously around me. I thought it about time to take cover, and ran shamelessly for the best place I could see, which was a Tube station. Five minutes before the street had been crowded; now I left behind me a desert dotted with one bus and three empty taxicabs.

The drone got louder, and when I looked up, I could see the enemy planes flying in a stunning formation, appearing to move leisurely, with all of London at their mercy. Another bomb dropped to the right, and soon pieces of our own shrapnel were clattering around me dangerously. I figured it was time to find cover, so I ran without hesitation toward the best spot I could find, which was a Tube station. Just five minutes earlier, the street had been packed; now, I left behind a deserted scene scattered with one bus and three empty taxis.

I found the Tube entrance filled with excited humanity. One stout lady had fainted, and a nurse had become hysterical, but on the whole people were behaving well. Oddly enough they did not seem inclined to go down the stairs to the complete security of underground; but preferred rather to collect where they could still get a glimpse of the upper world, as if they were torn between fear of their lives and interest in the spectacle. That crowd gave me a good deal of respect for my countrymen. But several were badly rattled, and one man a little way off, whose back was turned, kept twitching his shoulders as if he had the colic.

I found the Tube entrance packed with excited people. One heavyset woman had fainted, and a nurse was panicking, but overall, folks were handling it pretty well. Strangely, they didn’t seem eager to head down the stairs to the safety of the underground; instead, they preferred to gather where they could still catch a glimpse of the outside world, as if they were caught between fear for their lives and curiosity about the situation. That crowd made me gain a lot of respect for my fellow countrymen. But some were really shaken up, and one man a bit farther away, with his back turned, kept twitching his shoulders as if he was in pain.

I watched him curiously, and a movement of the crowd brought his face into profile. Then I gasped with amazement, for I saw that it was Ivery.

I watched him with curiosity, and a shift in the crowd turned his face to the side. Then I gasped in amazement because I saw that it was Ivery.

And yet it was not Ivery. There were the familiar nondescript features, the blandness, the plumpness, but all, so to speak, in ruins. The man was in a blind funk. His features seemed to be dislimning before my eyes. He was growing sharper, finer, in a way younger, a man without grip on himself, a shapeless creature in process of transformation. He was being reduced to his rudiments. Under the spell of panic he was becoming a new man.

And yet it wasn't Ivery. There were the familiar plain features, the blandness, the roundness, but everything was, so to speak, falling apart. The man was in a complete panic. His features seemed to dissolve before my eyes. He was becoming sharper, more refined, in a way younger, a man who had lost control over himself, a formless being in the middle of a change. He was being stripped down to his basics. Under the grip of fear, he was turning into a new person.

And the crazy thing was that I knew the new man better than the old.

And the crazy part was that I knew the new guy better than the old one.

My hands were jammed close to my sides by the crowd; I could scarcely turn my head, and it was not the occasion for one’s neighbours to observe one’s expression. If it had been, mine must have been a study. My mind was far away from air raids, back in the hot summer weather of 1914. I saw a row of villas perched on a headland above the sea. In the garden of one of them two men were playing tennis, while I was crouching behind an adjacent bush. One of these was a plump young man who wore a coloured scarf round his waist and babbled of golf handicaps.... I saw him again in the villa dining-room, wearing a dinner-jacket, and lisping a little.... I sat opposite him at bridge, I beheld him collared by two of Macgillivray’s men, when his comrade had rushed for the thirty-nine steps that led to the sea.... I saw, too, the sitting-room of my old flat in Portland Place and heard little Scudder’s quick, anxious voice talking about the three men he feared most on earth, one of whom lisped in his speech. I had thought that all three had long ago been laid under the turf....

My hands were pinned against my sides by the crowd; I could barely turn my head, and this wasn’t the time for anyone to notice my expression. If it had been, mine would have been fascinating to analyze. My thoughts drifted far from air raids, back to the hot summer of 1914. I saw a row of villas on a headland overlooking the sea. In one of their gardens, two men were playing tennis while I crouched behind a nearby bush. One of them was a chubby young guy wearing a colorful scarf around his waist, chatting about golf handicaps.... I saw him again in the villa's dining room, dressed in a dinner jacket, and speaking with a slight lisp.... I sat across from him at bridge, and I watched as he was grabbed by two of Macgillivray’s guys when his friend dashed for the thirty-nine steps leading to the sea.... I also saw the living room of my old apartment in Portland Place and heard little Scudder’s quick, worried voice talking about the three men he feared the most in the world, one of whom lisped as he spoke. I had believed that all three had long since been buried....

He was not looking my way, and I could devour his face in safety. There was no shadow of doubt. I had always put him down as the most amazing actor on earth, for had he not played the part of the First Sea Lord and deluded that officer’s daily colleagues? But he could do far more than any human actor, for he could take on a new personality and with it a new appearance, and live steadily in the character as if he had been born in it.... My mind was a blank, and I could only make blind gropings at conclusions.... How had he escaped the death of a spy and a murderer, for I had last seen him in the hands of justice?... Of course he had known me from the first day in Biggleswick.... I had thought to play with him, and he had played most cunningly and damnably with me. In that sweating sardine-tin of refugees I shivered in the bitterness of my chagrin.

He wasn't looking my way, so I could safely study his face. There was no doubt about it. I had always considered him the most incredible actor on the planet, since he had managed to convincingly portray the First Sea Lord and fool that officer’s daily colleagues. But he could do so much more than any human actor; he could adopt a completely new personality along with a new look, and convincingly stay in character as if he had been born into it.... My mind was blank, and I could only blindly reach for conclusions.... How had he avoided the fate of a spy and a murderer when I last saw him in the grip of justice?... Of course, he had recognized me from the first day in Biggleswick.... I had thought I could play with him, but he had outsmarted and manipulated me in the most cunning and infuriating way. In that cramped, stuffy refuge for evacuees, I shivered with frustration over my humiliation.

And then I found his face turned to mine, and I knew that he recognised me. More, I knew that he knew that I had recognised him—not as Ivery, but as that other man. There came into his eyes a curious look of comprehension, which for a moment overcame his funk.

And then I saw his face turned toward mine, and I realized that he recognized me. More than that, I knew he was aware that I recognized him—not as Ivery, but as that other man. A strange look of understanding came into his eyes, which for a moment pushed aside his fear.

I had sense enough to see that that put the final lid on it. There was still something doing if he believed that I was blind, but if he once thought that I knew the truth he would be through our meshes and disappear like a fog.

I was smart enough to realize that it sealed the deal. There was still a chance if he thought I was oblivious, but if he ever suspected I knew the truth, he would slip through our grasp and vanish like mist.

My first thought was to get at him and collar him and summon everybody to help me by denouncing him for what he was. Then I saw that that was impossible. I was a private soldier in a borrowed uniform, and he could easily turn the story against me. I must use surer weapons. I must get to Bullivant and Macgillivray and set their big machine to work. Above all I must get to Blenkiron.

My first instinct was to confront him, grab him, and call everyone to help me by exposing him for who he really was. But then I realized that wouldn’t work. I was just a private soldier in a borrowed uniform, and he could easily twist the story in his favor. I needed more reliable strategies. I had to reach Bullivant and Macgillivray and get their big operation moving. Most importantly, I had to talk to Blenkiron.

I started to squeeze out of that push, for air raids now seemed far too trivial to give a thought to. Moreover the guns had stopped, but so sheeplike is human nature that the crowd still hung together, and it took me a good fifteen minutes to edge my way to the open air. I found that the trouble was over, and the street had resumed its usual appearance. Buses and taxis were running, and voluble knots of people were recounting their experiences. I started off for Blenkiron’s bookshop, as the nearest harbour of refuge.

I began to push my way out of that crowd, since air raids now seemed way too trivial to even think about. The gunfire had stopped, but human nature is so herd-like that the crowd still clung together, and it took me a good fifteen minutes to make my way to the open air. I discovered that the trouble was over, and the street had returned to its normal look. Buses and taxis were running, and groups of people were animatedly sharing their experiences. I set off for Blenkiron’s bookshop, as it was the closest place of refuge.

But in Piccadilly Circus I was stopped by a military policeman. He asked my name and battalion, and I gave him them, while his suspicious eye ran over my figure. I had no pack or rifle, and the crush in the Tube station had not improved my appearance. I explained that I was going back to France that evening, and he asked for my warrant. I fancy my preoccupation made me nervous and I lied badly. I said I had left it with my kit in the house of my married sister, but I fumbled in giving the address. I could see that the fellow did not believe a word of it.

But in Piccadilly Circus, a military policeman stopped me. He asked for my name and battalion, which I provided while his suspicious gaze scanned my appearance. I wasn't carrying a pack or rifle, and the chaos in the Tube station hadn’t helped my look. I explained that I was heading back to France that evening, and he asked for my warrant. I think my preoccupation made me anxious, and I lied poorly. I said I had left it with my stuff at my married sister's house, but I stumbled when giving the address. I could tell he didn't believe me at all.

Just then up came an A.P.M. He was a pompous dug-out, very splendid in his red tabs and probably bucked up at having just been under fire. Anyhow he was out to walk in the strict path of duty.

Just then, an A.P.M. arrived. He was a self-important officer, looking impressive in his red tabs and likely feeling pumped after being in combat. Either way, he was determined to stick to the rules of duty.

“Tomkins!” he said. “Tomkins! We’ve got some fellow of that name on our records. Bring him along, Wilson.”

“Tomkins!” he said. “Tomkins! We have someone by that name in our records. Bring him in, Wilson.”

“But, sir,” I said, “I must—I simply must meet my friend. It’s urgent business, and I assure you I’m all right. If you don’t believe me, I’ll take a taxi and we’ll go down to Scotland Yard and I’ll stand by what they say.”

“But, sir,” I said, “I really need to meet my friend. It’s urgent, and I promise you I’m fine. If you don’t believe me, I’ll grab a taxi and we can head over to Scotland Yard, and I’ll back up what they say.”

His brow grew dark with wrath. “What infernal nonsense is this? Scotland Yard! What the devil has Scotland Yard to do with it? You’re an imposter. I can see it in your face. I’ll have your depot rung up, and you’ll be in jail in a couple of hours. I know a deserter when I see him. Bring him along, Wilson. You know what to do if he tries to bolt.”

His forehead wrinkled with anger. “What ridiculous nonsense is this? Scotland Yard! What on earth does Scotland Yard have to do with any of this? You're a fraud. I can see it in your face. I'll have your station called, and you'll be in jail in a couple of hours. I can spot a deserter when I see one. Bring him along, Wilson. You know what to do if he tries to run.”

I had a momentary thought of breaking away, but decided that the odds were too much against me. Fuming with impatience, I followed the A.P.M. to his office on the first floor in a side street. The precious minutes were slipping past; Ivery, now thoroughly warned, was making good his escape; and I, the sole repository of a deadly secret, was tramping in this absurd procession.

I briefly thought about breaking free, but I figured the chances were too stacked against me. Furious with impatience, I followed the A.P.M. to his office on the first floor of a side street. Valuable minutes were slipping away; Ivery, now fully alerted, was making his escape; and I, the only person holding a deadly secret, was trudging along in this ridiculous parade.

The A.P.M. issued his orders. He gave instructions that my depot should be rung up, and he bade Wilson remove me to what he called the guard-room. He sat down at his desk, and busied himself with a mass of buff dockets.

The A.P.M. gave his orders. He instructed that my depot should be contacted, and he told Wilson to take me to what he referred to as the guardroom. He sat down at his desk and occupied himself with a bunch of yellow forms.

In desperation I renewed my appeal. “I implore you to telephone to Mr Macgillivray at Scotland Yard. It’s a matter of life and death, Sir. You’re taking a very big responsibility if you don’t.”

In desperation, I made my plea again. “I beg you to call Mr. Macgillivray at Scotland Yard. It's a matter of life and death, Sir. You're taking on a huge responsibility if you don’t.”

I had hopelessly offended his brittle dignity. “Any more of your insolence and I’ll have you put in irons. I’ll attend to you soon enough for your comfort. Get out of this till I send for you.”

I had hopelessly wounded his fragile pride. “If you keep being disrespectful, I’ll have you thrown in chains. I’ll deal with you soon enough for your own good. Get out of here until I call for you.”

As I looked at his foolish, irritable face I realised that I was fairly UP against it. Short of assault and battery on everybody I was bound to submit. I saluted respectfully and was marched away.

As I looked at his silly, cranky face, I realized that I was really in a tough spot. Unless I wanted to start a fight with everyone, I had to go along with it. I nodded respectfully and was led away.

The hours I spent in that bare anteroom are like a nightmare in my recollection. A sergeant was busy at a desk with more buff dockets and an orderly waited on a stool by a telephone. I looked at my watch and observed that it was one o’clock. Soon the slamming of a door announced that the A.P.M. had gone to lunch. I tried conversation with the fat sergeant, but he very soon shut me up. So I sat hunched up on the wooden form and chewed the cud of my vexation.

The hours I spent in that empty waiting room feel like a nightmare in my memory. A sergeant was at a desk filled with more paperwork, and an orderly sat on a stool by the phone. I checked my watch and saw that it was one o’clock. Soon, I heard the door slam, signaling that the A.P.M. had gone to lunch. I attempted to strike up a conversation with the overweight sergeant, but he quickly shut me down. So I slumped on the wooden bench and stewed in my irritation.

I thought with bitterness of the satisfaction which had filled me in the morning. I had fancied myself the devil of a fine fellow, and I had been no more than a mountebank. The adventures of the past days seemed merely childish. I had been telling lies and cutting capers over half Britain, thinking I was playing a deep game, and I had only been behaving like a schoolboy. On such occasions a man is rarely just to himself, and the intensity of my self-abasement would have satisfied my worst enemy. It didn’t console me that the futility of it all was not my blame. I was looking for excuses. It was the facts that cried out against me, and on the facts I had been an idiotic failure.

I bitterly reflected on how satisfied I had felt in the morning. I had imagined myself to be quite impressive, but I was really just a fraud. The events of the past few days now seemed childish. I had been telling lies and acting foolishly all over half of Britain, thinking I was clever, but I had just been behaving like a schoolboy. In moments like these, a person is rarely fair to themselves, and the depth of my shame would have pleased my worst enemy. It didn’t help that the futility of everything wasn't entirely my fault. I was trying to find excuses. The reality was what condemned me, and in that reality, I had been a complete failure.

For of course Ivery had played with me, played with me since the first day at Biggleswick. He had applauded my speeches and flattered me, and advised me to go to the Clyde, laughing at me all the time. Gresson, too, had known. Now I saw it all. He had tried to drown me between Colonsay and Mull. It was Gresson who had set the police on me in Morvern. The bagman Linklater had been one of Gresson’s creatures. The only meagre consolation was that the gang had thought me dangerous enough to attempt to murder me, and that they knew nothing about my doings in Skye. Of that I was positive. They had marked me down, but for several days I had slipped clean out of their ken.

For sure, Ivery had been playing games with me since the first day at Biggleswick. He had cheered on my speeches, flattered me, and suggested I go to the Clyde, all while laughing at me. Gresson had known too. Now it all made sense. He had tried to drown me between Colonsay and Mull. It was Gresson who had alerted the police about me in Morvern. The bagman Linklater was one of Gresson’s puppets. The only small comfort was that the gang had considered me dangerous enough to try to kill me, and they didn’t know anything about what I was up to in Skye. I was sure of that. They had targeted me, but for several days, I had completely slipped out of their sight.

As I went over all the incidents, I asked if everything was yet lost. I had failed to hoodwink Ivery, but I had found out his post office, and if he only believed I hadn’t recognised him for the miscreant of the Black Stone he would go on in his old ways and play into Blenkiron’s hands. Yes, but I had seen him in undress, so to speak, and he knew that I had so seen him. The only thing now was to collar him before he left the country, for there was ample evidence to hang him on. The law must stretch out its long arm and collect him and Gresson and the Portuguese Jew, try them by court martial, and put them decently underground.

As I reviewed everything that had happened, I wondered if all was lost. I hadn’t been able to trick Ivery, but I discovered his post office, and if he thought I didn’t recognize him as the criminal behind the Black Stone, he would continue his old habits and unwittingly help Blenkiron. But I had seen him exposed, in a way, and he knew I had seen that. The only thing left was to catch him before he left the country, because there was enough evidence to put him away for good. The law needed to extend its reach and apprehend him, Gresson, and the Portuguese Jew, put them on trial by court martial, and ensure they were properly dealt with.

But he had now had more than an hour’s warning, and I was entangled with red-tape in this damned A.P.M.”s office. The thought drove me frantic, and I got up and paced the floor. I saw the orderly with rather a scared face making ready to press the bell, and I noticed that the fat sergeant had gone to lunch.

But he had already been waiting for over an hour, and I was caught up in all this bureaucracy in the damn A.P.M.'s office. The thought drove me crazy, so I got up and started pacing the floor. I noticed the orderly looking a bit scared as he got ready to ring the bell, and I also saw that the overweight sergeant had gone out for lunch.

“Say, mate,” I said, “don’t you feel inclined to do a poor fellow a good turn? I know I’m for it all right, and I’ll take my medicine like a lamb. But I want badly to put a telephone call through.”

“Hey, buddy,” I said, “don’t you feel like helping a guy out? I know I’m in trouble, and I’ll face the consequences like a champ. But I really need to make a phone call.”

“It ain’t allowed,” was the answer. “I’d get ’ell from the old man.”

“It’s not allowed,” was the answer. “I’d get in trouble with the old man.”

“But he’s gone out,” I urged. “I don’t want you to do anything wrong, mate, I leave you to do the talkin’ if you’ll only send my message. I’m flush of money, and I don’t mind handin’ you a quid for the job.”

“But he’s gone out,” I insisted. “I don’t want you to mess anything up, buddy. I’ll let you handle the conversation if you can just pass along my message. I’ve got plenty of cash, and I don’t mind giving you a quid for the job.”

He was a pinched little man with a weak chin, and he obviously wavered.

He was a small, frail man with a weak chin, and it was clear that he hesitated.

“’Oo d’ye want to talk to?” he asked.

“Who do you want to talk to?” he asked.

“Scotland Yard,” I said, “the home of the police. Lord bless you, there can’t be no harm in that. Ye’ve only got to ring up Scotland Yard—I’ll give you the number—and give the message to Mr Macgillivray. He’s the head bummer of all the bobbies.”

“Scotland Yard,” I said, “the headquarters of the police. Goodness, there can’t be any harm in that. You just need to call Scotland Yard—I’ll give you the number—and pass the message to Mr. Macgillivray. He’s the chief of all the officers.”

“That sounds a bit of all right,” he said. “The old man ’e won’t be back for ’alf an hour, nor the sergeant neither. Let’s see your quid though.”

“That sounds pretty good,” he said. “The old guy won’t be back for half an hour, and neither will the sergeant. Let’s see your cash though.”

I laid a pound note on the form beside me. “It’s yours, mate, if you get through to Scotland Yard and speak the piece I’m goin’ to give you.”

I put a twenty-dollar bill on the form next to me. “It’s yours, man, if you contact Scotland Yard and say the message I’m about to give you.”

He went over to the instrument. “What d’you want to say to the bloke with the long name?”

He walked over to the instrument. “What do you want to say to the guy with the long name?”

“Say that Richard Hannay is detained at the A.P.M.”s office in Claxton Street. Say he’s got important news—say urgent and secret news—and ask Mr Macgillivray to do something about it at once.”

“Say that Richard Hannay is held at the A.P.M.'s office on Claxton Street. Say he has important news—urgent and confidential news—and ask Mr. Macgillivray to take action on it immediately.”

“But ’Annay ain’t the name you gave.”

“But 'Annay isn't the name you gave.”

“Lord bless you, no. Did you never hear of a man borrowin’ another name? Anyhow that’s the one I want you to give.”

“God bless you, no. Haven't you ever heard of a guy using someone else’s name? Anyway, that’s the one I want you to give.”

“But if this Mac man comes round ’ere, they’ll know ’e’s bin rung up, and I’ll ’ave the old man down on me.”

“But if this Mac guy shows up here, they’ll know he’s been called, and I’ll have the old man on my back.”

It took ten minutes and a second pound note to get him past this hurdle. By and by he screwed up courage and rang up the number. I listened with some nervousness while he gave my message—he had to repeat it twice—and waited eagerly on the next words.

It took ten minutes and a second £1 note to get him over this hurdle. Little by little, he gathered his courage and dialed the number. I listened, a bit anxious, as he relayed my message—he had to repeat it twice—and I eagerly awaited the next words.

“No, sir,” I heard him say, “’e don’t want you to come round ’ere. ’E thinks as ’ow—I mean to say, ’e wants—”

“No, sir,” I heard him say, “he doesn’t want you to come around here. He thinks that— I mean to say, he wants—”

I took a long stride and twitched the receiver from him.

I took a long step and grabbed the receiver from him.

“Macgillivray,” I said, “is that you? Richard Hannay! For the love of God come round here this instant and deliver me from the clutches of a tomfool A.P.M. I’ve got the most deadly news. There’s not a second to waste. For God’s sake come quick!” Then I added: “Just tell your fellows to gather Ivery in at once. You know his lairs.”

“Macgillivray,” I said, “is that you? Richard Hannay! For the love of God, come over here right now and rescue me from this foolish A.P.M. I’ve got urgent news. There’s no time to waste. Please hurry!” Then I added: “Just tell your team to get Ivery rounded up immediately. You know where he hides.”

I hung up the receiver and faced a pale and indignant orderly. “It’s all right,” I said. “I promise you that you won’t get into any trouble on my account. And there’s your two quid.”

I hung up the phone and looked at the pale and angry orderly. “It’s okay,” I said. “I promise you won’t get in trouble because of me. And here’s your two quid.”

The door in the next room opened and shut. The A.P.M. had returned from lunch....

The door in the next room opened and closed. The A.P.M. had come back from lunch....

Ten minutes later the door opened again. I heard Macgillivray’s voice, and it was not pitched in dulcet tones. He had run up against minor officialdom and was making hay with it.

Ten minutes later, the door opened again. I heard Macgillivray’s voice, and it definitely wasn't pleasant. He had bumped into some petty bureaucracy and was really going off about it.

I was my own master once more, so I forsook the company of the orderly. I found a most rattled officer trying to save a few rags of his dignity and the formidable figure of Macgillivray instructing him in manners.

I was my own boss again, so I ditched the orderly. I came across a really flustered officer doing his best to hold on to what little dignity he had left, while the imposing figure of Macgillivray was teaching him some manners.

“Glad to see you, Dick,” he said. “This is General Hannay, sir. It may comfort you to know that your folly may have made just the difference between your country’s victory and defeat. I shall have a word to say to your superiors.”

“Good to see you, Dick,” he said. “This is General Hannay, sir. You might find it comforting to know that your mistake could have been the deciding factor between your country’s victory and defeat. I’ll be having a word with your superiors.”

It was hardly fair. I had to put in a word for the old fellow, whose red tabs seemed suddenly to have grown dingy.

It wasn’t fair at all. I had to say something for the old guy, whose red tabs looked like they had suddenly faded.

“It was my blame wearing this kit. We’ll call it a misunderstanding and forget it. But I would suggest that civility is not wasted even on a poor devil of a defaulting private soldier.”

“It was my fault for wearing this uniform. Let’s just call it a misunderstanding and move on. But I’d recommend that basic respect shouldn’t be wasted on a struggling private soldier.”

Once in Macgillivray’s car, I poured out my tale. “Tell me it’s a nightmare,” I cried. “Tell me that the three men we collected on the Ruff were shot long ago.”

Once in Macgillivray’s car, I shared my story. “Tell me it’s a nightmare,” I said. “Tell me that the three men we picked up on the Ruff were shot a long time ago.”

“Two,” he replied, “but one escaped. Heaven knows how he managed it, but he disappeared clean out of the world.”

“Two,” he said, “but one got away. Who knows how he did it, but he vanished completely.”

“The plump one who lisped in his speech?”

“The chubby one who spoke with a lisp?”

Macgillivray nodded.

Macgillivray nodded.

“Well, we’re in for it this time. Have you issued instructions?”

“Well, we’re in for it this time. Have you given the instructions?”

“Yes. With luck we shall have our hands on him within an hour. We’ve our net round all his haunts.”

“Yes. Hopefully, we’ll have him in our grasp within an hour. We’ve got our net surrounding all his spots.”

“But two hours’ start! It’s a big handicap, for you’re dealing with a genius.”

“But a two-hour head start! That’s a huge disadvantage, because you’re up against a genius.”

“Yet I think we can manage it. Where are you bound for?”

“Still, I think we can handle it. Where are you headed?”

I told him my rooms in Westminster and then to my old flat in Park Lane. “The day of disguises is past. In half an hour I’ll be Richard Hannay. It’ll be a comfort to get into uniform again. Then I’ll look up Blenkiron.”

I told him about my places in Westminster and then my old apartment in Park Lane. “The days of disguises are over. In half an hour, I’ll be Richard Hannay. It’ll be nice to wear a uniform again. Then I’ll check in on Blenkiron.”

He grinned. “I gather you’ve had a riotous time. We’ve had a good many anxious messages from the north about a certain Mr Brand. I couldn’t discourage our men, for I fancied it might have spoiled your game. I heard that last night they had lost touch with you in Bradfield, so I rather expected to see you here today. Efficient body of men the Scottish police.”

He smiled. “I hear you’ve had quite the adventure. We’ve received a lot of worried messages from the north about a certain Mr. Brand. I didn’t want to discourage our guys because I thought it might ruin your plans. I heard that last night they lost contact with you in Bradfield, so I expected to see you here today. The Scottish police are quite efficient.”

“Especially when they have various enthusiastic amateur helpers.”

"Especially when they have a number of eager amateur helpers."

“So?” he said. “Yes, of course. They would have. But I hope presently to congratulate you on the success of your mission.”

“So?” he said. “Yeah, of course. They definitely would have. But I hope to congratulate you soon on the success of your mission.”

“I’ll bet you a pony you don’t,” I said.

“I'll bet you a pony that you don't,” I said.

“I never bet on a professional subject. Why this pessimism?”

“I’ve never placed a bet on a professional topic. Why this negativity?”

“Only that I know our gentleman better than you. I’ve been twice up against him. He’s the kind of wicked that don’t cease from troubling till they’re stone-dead. And even then I’d want to see the body cremated and take the ashes into mid-ocean and scatter them. I’ve got a feeling that he’s the biggest thing you or I will ever tackle.”

“Just know that I understand our guy better than you do. I've faced him twice. He's the type of evil that doesn't stop causing trouble until he's completely gone. And even then, I’d want to see him cremated and have the ashes scattered in the middle of the ocean. I have a sense that he’s the toughest challenge either of us will ever deal with.”

CHAPTER XI
The Valley of Humiliation

I collected some baggage and a pile of newly arrived letters from my rooms in Westminster and took a taxi to my Park Lane flat. Usually I had gone back to that old place with a great feeling of comfort, like a boy from school who ranges about his room at home and examines his treasures. I used to like to see my hunting trophies on the wall and to sink into my own armchairs But now I had no pleasure in the thing. I had a bath, and changed into uniform, and that made me feel in better fighting trim. But I suffered from a heavy conviction of abject failure, and had no share in Macgillivray’s optimism. The awe with which the Black Stone gang had filled me three years before had revived a thousandfold. Personal humiliation was the least part of my trouble. What worried me was the sense of being up against something inhumanly formidable and wise and strong. I believed I was willing to own defeat and chuck up the game.

I gathered some luggage and a stack of newly arrived letters from my place in Westminster and took a taxi to my flat on Park Lane. Usually, I would return to that old place feeling really comfortable, like a schoolboy exploring his room at home and looking at his treasures. I used to enjoy seeing my hunting trophies on the wall and sinking into my own armchairs. But now, I felt no joy in it. I took a bath and changed into my uniform, which made me feel more ready for action. Still, I was weighed down by a deep sense of failure and didn’t share Macgillivray’s optimistic outlook. The fear that the Black Stone gang had instilled in me three years earlier came back even stronger. Personal humiliation was the least of my worries. What troubled me was the feeling of facing something inhumanly powerful, wise, and strong. I felt ready to accept defeat and quit the game.

Among the unopened letters was one from Peter, a very bulky one which I sat down to read at leisure. It was a curious epistle, far the longest he had ever written me, and its size made me understand his loneliness. He was still at his German prison-camp, but expecting every day to go to Switzerland. He said he could get back to England or South Africa, if he wanted, for they were clear that he could never be a combatant again; but he thought he had better stay in Switzerland, for he would be unhappy in England with all his friends fighting. As usual he made no complaints, and seemed to be very grateful for his small mercies. There was a doctor who was kind to him, and some good fellows among the prisoners.

Among the unopened letters was one from Peter, a very thick one that I sat down to read at my convenience. It was an interesting letter, by far the longest he had ever written to me, and its size made me realize his loneliness. He was still at his German prison camp but was expecting to go to Switzerland any day now. He mentioned that he could get back to England or South Africa if he wanted, since it was clear he could never fight again; however, he thought it better to stay in Switzerland because he would be unhappy in England with all his friends fighting. As usual, he didn’t complain and seemed very grateful for his small blessings. There was a doctor who was kind to him and some good guys among the prisoners.

But Peter’s letter was made up chiefly of reflection. He had always been a bit of a philosopher, and now, in his isolation, he had taken to thinking hard, and poured out the results to me on pages of thin paper in his clumsy handwriting. I could read between the lines that he was having a stiff fight with himself. He was trying to keep his courage going in face of the bitterest trial he could be called on to face—a crippled old age. He had always known a good deal about the Bible, and that and the Pilgrim’s Progress were his chief aids in reflection. Both he took quite literally, as if they were newspaper reports of actual recent events.

But Peter’s letter was mostly about his thoughts. He had always been a bit of a philosopher, and now, in his isolation, he had started thinking deeply and poured out his results to me on thin pages of his messy handwriting. I could read between the lines that he was struggling with himself. He was trying to keep his courage up in the face of the toughest challenge he could face—a difficult old age. He had always known a lot about the Bible, and that along with the Pilgrim’s Progress were his main tools for reflection. He took both quite literally, as if they were recent news articles about actual events.

He mentioned that after much consideration he had reached the conclusion that the three greatest men he had ever heard of or met were Mr Valiant-for-Truth, the Apostle Paul, and a certain Billy Strang who had been with him in Mashonaland in ’92. Billy I knew all about; he had been Peter’s hero and leader till a lion got him in the Blaauwberg. Peter preferred Valiant-for-Truth to Mr Greatheart, I think, because of his superior truculence, for, being very gentle himself, he loved a bold speaker. After that he dropped into a vein of self-examination. He regretted that he fell far short of any of the three. He thought that he might with luck resemble Mr Standfast, for like him he had not much trouble in keeping wakeful, and was also as “poor as a howler”, and didn’t care for women. He only hoped that he could imitate him in making a good end.

He said that after giving it a lot of thought, he decided the three greatest men he had ever heard of or met were Mr. Valiant-for-Truth, the Apostle Paul, and a guy named Billy Strang who had been with him in Mashonaland in ’92. I knew all about Billy; he had been Peter’s hero and leader until a lion got him in the Blaauwberg. I think Peter preferred Valiant-for-Truth over Mr. Greatheart because Valiant had a more aggressive attitude, and being very gentle himself, he admired a bold speaker. After that, he started reflecting on himself. He regretted that he fell far short of any of the three. He thought he might, with some luck, be like Mr. Standfast because, like him, he didn’t have much trouble staying awake and was also “poor as a howler” and not interested in women. He just hoped he could follow his example by making a good end.

Then followed some remarks of Peter’s on courage, which came to me in that London room as if spoken by his living voice. I have never known anyone so brave, so brave by instinct, or anyone who hated so much to be told so. It was almost the only thing that could make him angry. All his life he had been facing death, and to take risks seemed to him as natural as to get up in the morning and eat his breakfast. But he had started out to consider the very thing which before he had taken for granted, and here is an extract from his conclusions. I paraphrase him, for he was not grammatical.

Then Peter made some comments about courage that felt like they were spoken in that London room by his living voice. I’ve never met anyone as brave, as naturally brave, or anyone who disliked being told that so much. It was almost the only thing that could make him upset. Throughout his life, he had constantly faced death, and taking risks felt as natural to him as getting up in the morning and having breakfast. But he had begun to think about the very thing he had previously taken for granted, and here’s a summary of his conclusions. I’m paraphrasing him because he wasn’t very grammatical.

It’s easy enough to be brave if you’re feeling well and have food inside you. And it’s not so difficult even if you’re short of a meal and seedy, for that makes you inclined to gamble. I mean by being brave playing the game by the right rules without letting it worry you that you may very likely get knocked on the head. It’s the wisest way to save your skin. It doesn’t do to think about death if you’re facing a charging lion or trying to bluff a lot of savages. If you think about it you’ll get it; if you don’t, the odds are you won’t. That kind of courage is only good nerves and experience.... Most courage is experience. Most people are a little scared at new things ...

It's pretty easy to be brave when you're feeling good and have food in your stomach. And it's not that hard even if you're a bit hungry and not feeling great, since that can make you more willing to take risks. By being brave, I mean playing the game by the right rules without worrying too much about the chance of getting hurt. That's the smartest way to protect yourself. It's not helpful to think about dying when you're facing a charging lion or trying to bluff a group of wild people. If you focus on it, you'll likely bring it upon yourself; if you don't, there's a good chance you'll be fine. That kind of courage comes from having good nerves and experience... Most bravery is just experience. Most people tend to feel a little scared when they encounter new things...

You want a bigger heart to face danger which you go out to look for, and which doesn’t come to you in the ordinary way of business. Still, that’s pretty much the same thing—good nerves and good health, and a natural liking for rows. You see, Dick, in all that game there’s a lot of fun. There’s excitement and the fun of using your wits and skill, and you know that the bad bits can’t last long. When Arcoll sent me to Makapan’s kraal I didn’t altogether fancy the job, but at the worst it was three parts sport, and I got so excited that I never thought of the risk till it was over ...

You want a bigger heart to handle the danger you seek out, which doesn’t come to you in the usual way. Still, that’s essentially the same thing—having good nerves, good health, and a natural interest in confrontations. You see, Dick, there’s a lot of fun in all that. There’s excitement and the thrill of using your wits and skills, and you know the tough moments won’t last forever. When Arcoll sent me to Makapan’s kraal, I wasn't entirely keen on the job, but at the very least, it was mostly about sportsmanship, and I got so caught up in it that I didn’t think about the risk until it was all over...

But the big courage is the cold-blooded kind, the kind that never lets go even when you’re feeling empty inside, and your blood’s thin, and there’s no kind of fun or profit to be had, and the trouble’s not over in an hour or two but lasts for months and years. One of the men here was speaking about that kind, and he called it “Fortitude”. I reckon fortitude’s the biggest thing a man can have—just to go on enduring when there’s no guts or heart left in you. Billy had it when he trekked solitary from Garungoze to the Limpopo with fever and a broken arm just to show the Portugooses that he wouldn’t be downed by them. But the head man at the job was the Apostle Paul ...

But the real courage is the cold-hearted kind, the kind that never gives up even when you’re feeling empty inside, your blood feels thin, there’s no fun or benefit to be had, and the trouble doesn’t go away in an hour or two but lasts for months and years. One of the men here was talking about that kind, and he called it “Fortitude”. I think fortitude is the greatest thing a person can have—just to keep going when there’s no strength or heart left in you. Billy had it when he made the lonely trek from Garungoze to the Limpopo with a fever and a broken arm just to show the Portuguese that they couldn’t bring him down. But the main guy on this was the Apostle Paul ...

Peter was writing for his own comfort, for fortitude was all that was left to him now. But his words came pretty straight to me, and I read them again and again, for I needed the lesson. Here was I losing heart just because I had failed in the first round and my pride had taken a knock. I felt honestly ashamed of myself, and that made me a far happier man. There could be no question of dropping the business, whatever its difficulties. I had a queer religious feeling that Ivery and I had our fortunes intertwined, and that no will of mine could keep us apart. I had faced him before the war and won; I had faced him again and lost; the third time or the twentieth time we would reach a final decision. The whole business had hitherto appeared to me a trifle unreal, at any rate my own connection with it. I had been docilely obeying orders, but my real self had been standing aside and watching my doings with a certain aloofness. But that hour in the Tube station had brought me into the serum, and I saw the affair not as Bullivant’s or even Blenkiron’s, but as my own. Before I had been itching to get back to the Front; now I wanted to get on to Ivery’s trail, though it should take me through the nether pit. Peter was right; fortitude was the thing a man must possess if he would save his soul.

Peter was writing for his own comfort, as all he had left was his strength. But his words hit me hard, and I read them over and over because I needed that lesson. Here I was, losing confidence just because I had failed in the first round and my pride had taken a hit. I felt genuinely ashamed of myself, and that actually made me feel a lot better. There was no question of giving up on this business, no matter how tough it got. I had this strange feeling that Ivery and I were tied together by fate, and that nothing I could do would keep us apart. I had confronted him before the war and won; I had faced him again and lost; whether it took another confrontation or twenty more, we would reach a final decision. Up until now, the whole situation had felt somewhat unreal, especially my connection to it. I had obediently followed orders, but my true self had been standing back, watching my actions with a level of detachment. But that hour in the Tube station had brought me into the heart of it, and I saw the situation not as Bullivant’s or even Blenkiron’s, but as my own. Before, I had been eager to get back to the Front; now I wanted to pursue Ivery, even if it meant going through hell. Peter was right; strength was what a man needed if he wanted to save his soul.

The hours passed, and, as I expected, there came no word from Macgillivray. I had some dinner sent up to me at seven o’clock, and about eight I was thinking of looking up Blenkiron. Just then came a telephone call asking me to go round to Sir Walter Bullivant’s house in Queen Anne’s Gate.

The hours went by, and just as I expected, I didn't hear anything from Macgillivray. I had some dinner delivered to me at seven o’clock, and around eight I was considering checking in on Blenkiron. Right then, I received a phone call asking me to head over to Sir Walter Bullivant’s house on Queen Anne’s Gate.

Ten minutes later I was ringing the bell, and the door was opened to me by the same impassive butler who had admitted me on that famous night three years before. Nothing had changed in the pleasant green-panelled hall; the alcove was the same as when I had watched from it the departure of the man who now called himself Ivery; the telephone book lay in the very place from which I had snatched it in order to ring up the First Sea Lord. And in the back room, where that night five anxious officials had conferred, I found Sir Walter and Blenkiron.

Ten minutes later, I was ringing the bell, and the same emotionless butler who had let me in three years ago opened the door. Nothing had changed in the nice green-paneled hallway; the alcove looked just like when I watched the man who now called himself Ivery leave. The phone book was right where I had grabbed it to call the First Sea Lord. And in the back room, where five worried officials had met that night, I found Sir Walter and Blenkiron.

Both looked worried, the American feverishly so. He walked up and down the hearthrug, sucking an unlit black cigar.

Both looked worried, with the American looking especially frantic. He paced back and forth on the rug, sucking on an unlit black cigar.

“Say, Dick,” he said, “this is a bad business. It wasn’t no fault of yours. You did fine. It was us—me and Sir Walter and Mr Macgillivray that were the quitters.”

“Say, Dick,” he said, “this is a tough situation. It wasn’t your fault. You did great. It was us—me, Sir Walter, and Mr. Macgillivray who backed out.”

“Any news?” I asked.

"Got any news?" I asked.

“So far the cover’s drawn blank,” Sir Walter replied. “It was the devil’s own work that our friend looked your way today. You’re pretty certain he saw that you recognised him?”

“So far, the cover's been a total bust,” Sir Walter replied. “It was pure luck that our friend noticed you today. You’re pretty sure he saw that you recognized him?”

“Absolutely. As sure as that he knew I recognised him in your hall three years ago when he was swaggering as Lord Alloa.”

“Definitely. Just as he knew I recognized him in your hall three years ago when he was strutting around as Lord Alloa.”

“No,” said Blenkiron dolefully, “that little flicker of recognition is just the one thing you can’t be wrong about. Land alive! I wish Mr Macgillivray would come.”

“No,” said Blenkiron sadly, “that little flicker of recognition is the one thing you can’t get wrong. Goodness! I wish Mr. Macgillivray would show up.”

The bell rang, and the door opened, but it was not Macgillivray. It was a young girl in a white ball-gown, with a cluster of blue cornflowers at her breast. The sight of her fetched Sir Walter out of his chair so suddenly that he upset his coffee cup.

The bell rang, and the door swung open, but it wasn't Macgillivray. It was a young girl in a white ball gown, with a bunch of blue cornflowers pinned to her chest. The sight of her made Sir Walter jump out of his chair so quickly that he knocked over his coffee cup.

“Mary, my dear, how did you manage it? I didn’t expect you till the late train.”

“Mary, my dear, how did you pull this off? I thought you wouldn’t arrive until the late train.”

“I was in London, you see, and they telephoned on your telegram. I’m staying with Aunt Doria, and I cut her theatre party. She thinks I’m at the Shandwick’s dance, so I needn’t go home till morning.... Good evening, General Hannay. You got over the Hill Difficulty.”

“I was in London, you know, and they called about your telegram. I’m staying with Aunt Doria, and I skipped her theater party. She thinks I’m at the Shandwick’s dance, so I don’t have to go home until morning.... Good evening, General Hannay. You made it over the Hill Difficulty.”

“The next stage is the Valley of Humiliation,” I answered.

“The next stage is the Valley of Humiliation,” I replied.

“So it would appear,” she said gravely, and sat very quietly on the edge of Sir Walter’s chair with her small, cool hand upon his.

“So it looks,” she said seriously, and sat quietly on the edge of Sir Walter’s chair with her small, cool hand resting on his.

I had been picturing her in my recollection as very young and glimmering, a dancing, exquisite child. But now I revised that picture. The crystal freshness of morning was still there, but I saw how deep the waters were. It was the clean fineness and strength of her that entranced me. I didn’t even think of her as pretty, any more than a man thinks of the good looks of the friend he worships.

I had been imagining her in my memory as very young and radiant, a graceful, beautiful child. But now I changed that view. The fresh clarity of morning was still present, but I realized how profound the depths were. It was her pure elegance and strength that captivated me. I didn’t even consider her to be pretty, just like a man doesn’t dwell on the good looks of a friend he admires.

We waited, hardly speaking a word, till Macgillivray came. The first sight of his face told his story.

We waited in silence until Macgillivray arrived. The moment we saw his face, we knew what had happened.

“Gone?” asked Blenkiron sharply. The man’s lethargic calm seemed to have wholly deserted him.

“Gone?” Blenkiron asked sharply. The man's sluggish calm seemed to have completely abandoned him.

“Gone,” repeated the newcomer. “We have just tracked him down. Oh, he managed it cleverly. Never a sign of disturbance in any of his lairs. His dinner ordered at Biggleswick and several people invited to stay with him for the weekend—one a member of the Government. Two meetings at which he was to speak arranged for next week. Early this afternoon he flew over to France as a passenger in one of the new planes. He had been mixed up with the Air Board people for months—of course as another man with another face. Miss Lamington discovered that just too late. The bus went out of its course and came down in Normandy. By this time our man’s in Paris or beyond it.”

“Gone,” repeated the newcomer. “We just tracked him down. Oh, he pulled it off cleverly. There were no signs of disturbance in any of his hideouts. He had dinner ordered at Biggleswick and several people invited to stay with him for the weekend—one of them is a Government member. Two meetings where he was supposed to speak are scheduled for next week. Early this afternoon, he flew over to France as a passenger in one of the new planes. He had been involved with the Air Board people for months—of course, under a different name and face. Miss Lamington found that out just a bit too late. The bus went off its route and landed in Normandy. By now, our guy is in Paris or even further.”

Sir Walter took off his big tortoiseshell spectacles and laid them carefully on the table.

Sir Walter removed his large tortoiseshell glasses and placed them gently on the table.

“Roll up the map of Europe,” he said. “This is our Austerlitz. Mary, my dear, I am feeling very old.”

“Roll up the map of Europe,” he said. “This is our Austerlitz. Mary, my dear, I’m feeling really old.”

Macgillivray had the sharpened face of a bitterly disappointed man. Blenkiron had got very red, and I could see that he was blaspheming violently under his breath. Mary’s eyes were quiet and solemn. She kept on patting Sir Walter’s hand. The sense of some great impending disaster hung heavily on me, and to break the spell I asked for details.

Macgillivray had the sharp features of someone who was deeply disappointed. Blenkiron had turned very red, and I could tell he was cursing under his breath. Mary’s eyes were calm and serious. She kept patting Sir Walter’s hand. A feeling of some major disaster looming over us weighed heavily on me, and to break the tension, I asked for more details.

“Tell me just the extent of the damage,” I asked. “Our neat plan for deceiving the Boche has failed. That is bad. A dangerous spy has got beyond our power. That’s worse. Tell me, is there still a worst? What’s the limit of mischief he can do?”

“Just tell me how bad it is,” I asked. “Our clever scheme to trick the Germans has fallen apart. That’s not good. A dangerous spy has slipped out of our control. That’s even worse. So tell me, is there anything worse than this? What’s the worst he could do?”

Sir Walter had risen and joined Blenkiron on the hearthrug. His brows were furrowed and his mouth hard as if he were suffering pain.

Sir Walter had gotten up and joined Blenkiron on the hearthrug. His brows were knitted, and his mouth was set tight, as if he were in pain.

“There is no limit,” he said. “None that I can see, except the long-suffering of God. You know the man as Ivery, and you knew him as that other whom you believed to have been shot one summer morning and decently buried. You feared the second—at least if you didn’t, I did—most mortally. You realised that we feared Ivery, and you knew enough about him to see his fiendish cleverness. Well, you have the two men combined in one man. Ivery was the best brain Macgillivray and I ever encountered, the most cunning and patient and long-sighted. Combine him with the other, the chameleon who can blend himself with his environment, and has as many personalities as there are types and traits on the earth. What kind of enemy is that to have to fight?”

“There’s no limit,” he said. “None that I can see, except for the endless patience of God. You know the man as Ivery, and you thought he was the other person you believed had been shot one summer morning and buried properly. You were terrified of the second one—at least, if you weren’t, I was—very much. You realized that we were afraid of Ivery, and you knew enough about him to recognize his sinister cleverness. Well, you have both men merged into one person. Ivery was the smartest person Macgillivray and I ever came across, the most cunning, patient, and far-sighted. Combine him with the other one, the chameleon who can adapt to any environment and has as many personalities as there are types and traits in the world. What kind of enemy is that to face?”

“I admit it’s a steep proposition. But after all how much ill can he do? There are pretty strict limits to the activity of even the cleverest spy.”

“I’ll admit it’s a tough ask. But really, how much damage can he actually do? There are pretty strict limits to what even the smartest spy can pull off.”

“I agree. But this man is not a spy who buys a few wretched subordinates and steals a dozen private letters. He’s a genius who has been living as part of our English life. There’s nothing he hasn’t seen. He’s been on terms of intimacy with all kinds of politicians. We know that. He did it as Ivery. They rather liked him, for he was clever and flattered them, and they told him things. But God knows what he saw and heard in his other personalities. For all I know he may have breakfasted at Downing Street with letters of introduction from President Wilson, or visited the Grand Fleet as a distinguished neutral. Then think of the women; how they talk. We’re the leakiest society on earth, and we safeguard ourselves by keeping dangerous people out of it. We trust to our outer barrage. But anyone who has really slipped inside has a million chances. And this, remember, is one man in ten millions, a man whose brain never sleeps for a moment, who is quick to seize the slightest hint, who can piece a plan together out of a dozen bits of gossip. It’s like—it’s as if the Chief of the Intelligence Department were suddenly to desert to the enemy.... The ordinary spy knows only bits of unconnected facts. This man knows our life and our way of thinking and everything about us.”

“I agree. But this guy isn’t just a spy who hires a few pathetic underlings and steals some private letters. He’s a genius who has been deeply embedded in our English life. There’s nothing he hasn't experienced. He's developed close relationships with all kinds of politicians. We know that. He did it as Ivery. They actually liked him because he was smart and made them feel good, and they shared things with him. But God only knows what he saw and heard in his other identities. For all we know, he might have had breakfast at Downing Street with letters of introduction from President Wilson, or visited the Grand Fleet as a distinguished neutral. Then think about the women; they love to talk. We’re the leakiest society on earth, and we try to protect ourselves by keeping dangerous people out. We rely on our outer defenses. But anyone who has really managed to get inside has a million opportunities. And remember, this is one man in ten million, a guy whose brain never takes a break, who is quick to pick up on the slightest hint, and who can piece together a plan from a dozen bits of gossip. It’s like—it's as if the Chief of the Intelligence Department suddenly switched sides.... The average spy knows just random bits of unrelated facts. This man knows our lives, our way of thinking, and everything about us.”

“Well, but a treatise on English life in time of war won’t do much good to the Boche.”

“Well, a treatise on English life in wartime isn't going to do much good for the Boche.”

Sir Walter shook his head. “Don’t you realise the explosive stuff that is lying about? Ivery knows enough to make the next German peace offensive really deadly—not the blundering thing which it has been up to now, but something which gets our weak spots on the raw. He knows enough to wreck our campaign in the field. And the awful thing is that we don’t know just what he knows or what he is aiming for. This war’s a packet of surprises. Both sides are struggling for the margin, the little fraction of advantage, and between evenly matched enemies it’s just the extra atom of foreknowledge that tells.”

Sir Walter shook his head. “Don’t you realize the dangerous stuff that’s out there? Ivery knows enough to make the next German peace offensive truly lethal—not the clumsy efforts we’ve seen so far, but something that exposes our weaknesses. He has enough knowledge to sabotage our campaign in the field. And the scary part is that we don’t know exactly what he knows or what his goals are. This war is full of surprises. Both sides are fighting for every little advantage, and between evenly matched foes, it’s that extra bit of knowledge that makes all the difference.”

“Then we’ve got to push off and get after him,” I said cheerfully.

“Then we’ve got to head out and go after him,” I said happily.

“But what are you going to do?” asked Macgillivray. “If it were merely a question of destroying an organisation it might be managed, for an organisation presents a big front. But it’s a question of destroying this one man, and his front is a razor edge. How are you going to find him? It’s like looking for a needle in a haystack, and such a needle! A needle which can become a piece of straw or a tin-tack when it chooses!”

“But what are you going to do?” asked Macgillivray. “If it were just about taking down an organization, that could be handled, since an organization has a large presence. But this is about eliminating one person, and his front is incredibly sharp. How are you going to find him? It’s like searching for a needle in a haystack, and what a needle it is! A needle that can turn into a piece of straw or a thumbtack whenever it wants!”

“All the same we’ve got to do it,” I said, remembering old Peter’s lesson on fortitude, though I can’t say I was feeling very stout-hearted.

“All the same, we have to do it,” I said, recalling old Peter’s lesson on bravery, even though I can’t say I was feeling very courageous.

Sir Walter flung himself wearily into an arm-chair. “I wish I could be an optimist,” he said, “but it looks as if we must own defeat. I’ve been at this work for twenty years, and, though I’ve been often beaten, I’ve always held certain cards in the game. Now I’m hanged if I’ve any. It looks like a knock-out, Hannay. It’s no good deluding ourselves. We’re men enough to look facts in the face and tell ourselves the truth. I don’t see any ray of light in the business. We’ve missed our shot by a hairsbreadth and that’s the same as missing by miles.”

Sir Walter wearily sank into an armchair. “I wish I could be an optimist,” he said, “but it seems like we have to accept defeat. I’ve been at this for twenty years, and even though I’ve lost many times, I’ve always had some cards to play. Now, I feel like I have none. It looks like a knockout, Hannay. There’s no point in deceiving ourselves. We’re strong enough to face the facts and admit the truth. I don’t see any glimmer of hope in this situation. We’ve missed our chance by a hair’s breadth, and that’s just like missing by miles.”

I remember he looked at Mary as if for confirmation, but she did not smile or nod. Her face was very grave and her eyes looked steadily at him. Then they moved and met mine, and they seemed to give me my marching orders.

I remember he looked at Mary for confirmation, but she didn't smile or nod. Her expression was very serious, and her eyes stayed fixed on him. Then they shifted and met mine, and it felt like they were giving me my instructions.

“Sir Walter,” I said, “three years ago you and I sat in this very room. We thought we were done to the world, as we think now. We had just that one miserable little clue to hang on to—a dozen words scribbled in a notebook by a dead man. You thought I was mad when I asked for Scudder’s book, but we put our backs into the job and in twenty-four hours we had won out. Remember that then we were fighting against time. Now we have a reasonable amount of leisure. Then we had nothing but a sentence of gibberish. Now we have a great body of knowledge, for Blenkiron has been brooding over Ivery like an old hen, and he knows his ways of working and his breed of confederate. You’ve got something to work on now. Do you mean to tell me that, when the stakes are so big, you’re going to chuck in your hand?”

“Sir Walter,” I said, “three years ago you and I sat in this exact room. We thought we were done for, just like we think now. We only had one frustrating little clue to hold on to—a dozen words jotted down in a notebook by a dead man. You thought I was crazy when I asked for Scudder’s book, but we really worked hard and within twenty-four hours we figured it out. Remember that we were racing against time back then. Now we have a decent amount of time. Then, all we had was a sentence of nonsense. Now we have a wealth of information, because Blenkiron has been obsessing over Ivery like a protective hen, and he knows his methods and the type of accomplice he needs. You have something to build on now. Are you seriously telling me that, with so much at stake, you're going to fold?”

Macgillivray raised his head. “We know a good deal about Ivery, but Ivery’s dead. We know nothing of the man who was gloriously resurrected this evening in Normandy.”

Macgillivray raised his head. “We know a lot about Ivery, but Ivery’s dead. We know nothing about the man who was gloriously brought back to life this evening in Normandy.”

“Oh, yes we do. There are many faces to the man, but only one mind, and you know plenty about that mind.”

“Oh, yes we do. There are many sides to the man, but only one mind, and you know a lot about that mind.”

“I wonder,” said Sir Walter. “How can you know a mind which has no characteristics except that it is wholly and supremely competent? Mere mental powers won’t give us a clue. We want to know the character which is behind all the personalities. Above all we want to know its foibles. If we had only a hint of some weakness we might make a plan.”

"I wonder," said Sir Walter. "How can you understand a mind that has no traits except being completely and utterly capable? Just having mental abilities won’t help us. We need to understand the character behind all those personalities. Most importantly, we want to know its quirks. If we only had a hint of some flaw, we might be able to come up with a strategy."

“Well, let’s set down all we know,” I cried, for the more I argued the keener I grew. I told them in some detail the story of the night in the Coolin and what I had heard there.

“Well, let’s lay out everything we know,” I said, because the more I talked about it, the more enthusiastic I became. I explained in detail the events of the night in the Coolin and what I had heard there.

“There’s the two names Chelius and Bommaerts. The man spoke them in the same breath as Elfenbein, so they must be associated with Ivery’s gang. You’ve got to get the whole Secret Service of the Allies busy to fit a meaning to these two words. Surely to goodness you’ll find something! Remember those names don’t belong to the Ivery part, but to the big game behind all the different disguises.... Then there’s the talk about the Wild Birds and the Cage Birds. I haven’t a guess at what it means. But it refers to some infernal gang, and among your piles of records there must be some clue. You set the intelligence of two hemispheres busy on the job. You’ve got all the machinery, and it’s my experience that if even one solitary man keeps chewing on at a problem he discovers something.”

“There are the two names Chelius and Bommaerts. The man mentioned them right alongside Elfenbein, so they must be linked to Ivery’s crew. You need to get the whole Secret Service of the Allies involved to figure out what these two words mean. Surely, you'll find something! Keep in mind these names don’t belong to the Ivery side, but to the bigger game behind all the different disguises.... Then there’s the talk about the Wild Birds and the Cage Birds. I have no idea what that means. But it definitely refers to some awful gang, and among your heaps of records there has to be a clue. You have the intelligence of two hemispheres tackling this job. You’ve got all the resources, and in my experience, if even one persistent person keeps at a problem, they end up discovering something.”

My enthusiasm was beginning to strike sparks from Macgillivray. He was looking thoughtful now, instead of despondent.

My excitement was starting to get Macgillivray fired up. He looked thoughtful now, instead of downcast.

“There might be something in that,” he said, “but it’s a far-out chance.”

“There might be something to that,” he said, “but it’s a long shot.”

“Of course it’s a far-out chance, and that’s all we’re ever going to get from Ivery. But we’ve taken a bad chance before and won.... Then you’ve all that you know about Ivery here. Go through his dossier with a small-tooth comb and I’ll bet you find something to work on. Blenkiron, you’re a man with a cool head. You admit we’ve a sporting chance.”

“Of course it’s a long shot, and that’s all we’re ever going to get from Ivery. But we’ve taken risky chances before and won.... Then you have all that you know about Ivery right here. Go through his dossier with a fine-tooth comb and I’ll bet you’ll find something to work with. Blenkiron, you’ve got a steady head. You admit we have a fair shot.”

“Sure, Dick. He’s fixed things so that the lines are across the track, but we’ll clear somehow. So far as John S. Blenkiron is concerned he’s got just one thing to do in this world, and that’s to follow the yellow dog and have him neatly and cleanly tidied up. I’ve got a stack of personal affronts to settle. I was easy fruit and he hasn’t been very respectful. You can count me in, Dick.”

“Sure, Dick. He’s set things up so the lines are on the track, but we’ll manage somehow. As for John S. Blenkiron, he’s got just one job in this world: to follow the yellow dog and keep him neat and tidy. I’ve got a bunch of personal issues to deal with. I was an easy target, and he hasn’t shown me much respect. You can count me in, Dick.”

“Then we’re agreed,” I cried. “Well, gentlemen, it’s up to you to arrange the first stage. You’ve some pretty solid staff work to put in before you get on the trail.”

“Then we all agree,” I said. “Alright, gentlemen, it’s your responsibility to set up the first phase. You have some serious groundwork to do before you can start.”

“And you?” Sir Walter asked.

“And you?” Sir Walter inquired.

“I’m going back to my brigade. I want a rest and a change. Besides, the first stage is office work, and I’m no use for that. But I’ll be waiting to be summoned, and I’ll come like a shot as soon as you hoick me out. I’ve got a presentiment about this thing. I know there’ll be a finish and that I’ll be in at it, and I think it will be a desperate, bloody business too.”

“I’m heading back to my unit. I need a break and something different. Plus, the first part is office work, and I’m not good at that. But I’ll be ready to jump back in as soon as I get the call. I have a feeling about this. I know it’ll come to an end and that I’ll be involved, and I think it’s going to be a tough, bloody situation too.”

I found Mary’s eyes fixed upon me, and in them I read the same thought. She had not spoken a word, but had sat on the edge of a chair, swinging a foot idly, one hand playing with an ivory fan. She had given me my old orders and I looked to her for confirmation of the new.

I found Mary staring at me, and in her eyes, I saw the same thought. She hadn’t said a word; she was sitting on the edge of a chair, swinging her foot casually, one hand fiddling with an ivory fan. She had given me my old instructions, and I looked to her for confirmation of the new ones.

“Miss Lamington, you are the wisest of the lot of us. What do you say?”

“Miss Lamington, you’re the smartest one among us. What do you think?”

She smiled—that shy, companionable smile which I had been picturing to myself through all the wanderings of the past month.

She smiled—that shy, friendly smile that I had been imagining during all my travels over the past month.

“I think you are right. We’ve a long way to go yet, for the Valley of Humiliation comes only half-way in the Pilgrim’s Progress. The next stage was Vanity Fair. I might be of some use there, don’t you think?”

“I think you're right. We still have a long way to go, since the Valley of Humiliation is only halfway in the Pilgrim’s Progress. The next stop is Vanity Fair. I could be of some help there, don’t you think?”

I remember the way she laughed and flung back her head like a gallant boy.

I remember how she laughed and tossed her head back like a brave guy.

“The mistake we’ve all been making,” she said, “is that our methods are too terre-à-terre. We’ve a poet to deal with, a great poet, and we must fling our imaginations forward to catch up with him. His strength is his unexpectedness, you know, and we won’t beat him by plodding only. I believe the wildest course is the wisest, for it’s the most likely to intersect his.... Who’s the poet among us?”

“The mistake we’ve all been making,” she said, “is that our methods are too down-to-earth. We’re working with a poet, a great poet, and we need to push our imaginations to keep up with him. His strength is in his unpredictability, you know, and we won’t outshine him by just being methodical. I believe the boldest approach is the smartest, because it’s the most likely to connect with his.... Who’s the poet among us?”

“Peter,” I said. “But he’s pinned down with a game leg in Germany. All the same we must rope him in.”

“Peter,” I said. “But he’s stuck with an injured leg in Germany. Still, we have to get him involved.”

By this time we had all cheered up, for it is wonderful what a tonic there is in a prospect of action. The butler brought in tea, which it was Bullivant’s habit to drink after dinner. To me it seemed fantastic to watch a slip of a girl pouring it out for two grizzled and distinguished servants of the State and one battered soldier—as decorous a family party as you would ask to see—and to reflect that all four were engaged in an enterprise where men’s lives must be reckoned at less than thistledown.

By this point, we all felt better because it’s amazing how motivating the idea of action can be. The butler brought in tea, which was Bullivant’s usual after-dinner drink. It seemed surreal to me to watch a young girl pouring tea for two seasoned and respected officials and one worn-out soldier—such a proper family gathering as you could imagine—and to realize that all four were involved in a mission where lives were valued no more than a puff of dandelion fluff.

After that we went upstairs to a noble Georgian drawing-room and Mary played to us. I don’t care two straws for music from an instrument—unless it be the pipes or a regimental band—but I dearly love the human voice. But she would not sing, for singing to her, I fancy, was something that did not come at will, but flowed only like a bird’s note when the mood favoured. I did not want it either. I was content to let “Cherry Ripe” be the one song linked with her in my memory.

After that, we went upstairs to an elegant Georgian drawing room, and Mary played for us. I don't really care about music from instruments—unless it's bagpipes or a marching band—but I truly love the human voice. However, she wouldn’t sing, because for her, I think, singing was something that didn’t come easily; it only happened like a bird’s song when she felt inspired. I didn’t want her to sing either. I was happy to let “Cherry Ripe” be the only song connected to her in my memory.

It was Macgillivray who brought us back to business.

It was Macgillivray who got us back on track.

“I wish to Heaven there was one habit of mind we could definitely attach to him and to no one else.” (At this moment “He” had only one meaning for us.)

“I wish to God there was one way of thinking we could definitely link to him and to no one else.” (Right now, “He” only had one meaning for us.)

“You can’t do nothing with his mind,” Blenkiron drawled. “You can’t loose the bands of Orion, as the Bible says, or hold Leviathan with a hook. I reckoned I could and made a mighty close study of his de-vices. But the darned cuss wouldn’t stay put. I thought I had tied him down to the double bluff, and he went and played the triple bluff on me. There’s nothing doing that line.”

“You can’t do anything with his mind,” Blenkiron said lazily. “You can’t break the ties of Orion, as the Bible says, or catch Leviathan with a hook. I figured I could and studied his tricks really closely. But the damn guy wouldn’t stay still. I thought I had him figured out with my double bluff, and he ended up playing a triple bluff on me. There’s no way to win with that approach.”

A memory of Peter recurred to me.

A memory of Peter kept coming back to me.

“What about the ‘blind spot’?” I asked, and I told them old Peter’s pet theory. “Every man that God made has his weak spot somewhere, some flaw in his character which leaves a dull patch in his brain. We’ve got to find that out, and I think I’ve made a beginning.”

“What about the ‘blind spot’?” I asked, sharing old Peter’s pet theory. “Every person that God created has a weak spot somewhere, a flaw in their character that leaves a dull patch in their mind. We need to uncover that, and I think I’ve made some progress.”

Macgillivray in a sharp voice asked my meaning.

Macgillivray asked sharply what I meant.

“He’s in a funk ... of something. Oh, I don’t mean he’s a coward. A man in his trade wants the nerve of a buffalo. He could give us all points in courage. What I mean is that he’s not clean white all through. There are yellow streaks somewhere in him.... I’ve given a good deal of thought to this courage business, for I haven’t got a great deal of it myself. Not like Peter, I mean. I’ve got heaps of soft places in me. I’m afraid of being drowned for one thing, or of getting my eyes shot out. Ivery’s afraid of bombs—at any rate he’s afraid of bombs in a big city. I once read a book which talked about a thing called agoraphobia. Perhaps it’s that.... Now if we know that weak spot it helps us in our work. There are some places he won’t go to, and there are some things he can’t do—not well, anyway. I reckon that’s useful.”

“He’s in a funk ... about something. Oh, I don’t mean he’s a coward. A guy in his line of work needs to have the nerve of a buffalo. He could show us all a thing or two about courage. What I mean is that he’s not completely pure. There are some flaws in him.... I’ve thought a lot about this courage thing because I don’t have much of it myself. Not like Peter, anyway. I’ve got plenty of soft spots. I’m scared of drowning, for one thing, or having my eyes shot out. Ivery’s afraid of bombs—at least he’s afraid of them in a big city. I once read a book that talked about something called agoraphobia. Maybe it’s that.... Knowing that weak spot helps us in our work. There are places he won’t go, and there are things he can’t do—not well, anyway. I think that’s useful.”

“Ye-es,” said Macgillivray. “Perhaps it’s not what you’d call a burning and a shining light.”

“Yeah,” said Macgillivray. “Maybe it’s not exactly what you’d call a burning and shining light.”

“There’s another chink in his armour,” I went on. “There’s one person in the world he can never practise his transformations on, and that’s me. I shall always know him again, though he appeared as Sir Douglas Haig. I can’t explain why, but I’ve got a feel in my bones about it. I didn’t recognise him before, for I thought he was dead, and the nerve in my brain which should have been looking for him wasn’t working. But I’m on my guard now, and that nerve’s functioning at full power. Whenever and wherever and howsoever we meet again on the face of the earth, it will be ‘Dr Livingstone, I presume’ between him and me.”

“There’s another weak spot in his defenses,” I continued. “There’s one person in the world he can never fool with his transformations, and that’s me. I’ll always recognize him, even if he shows up as Sir Douglas Haig. I can’t explain why, but I just have this instinct about it. I didn’t recognize him before because I thought he was dead, and the part of my brain that should have been searching for him wasn’t functioning. But I’m aware now, and that part is fully operational. No matter when, where, or how we meet again on this earth, it will be ‘Dr. Livingstone, I presume’ between him and me.”

“That is better,” said Macgillivray. “If we have any luck, Hannay, it won’t be long till we pull you out of His Majesty’s Forces.”

“That’s better,” Macgillivray said. “If we get lucky, Hannay, it won’t be long before we get you out of His Majesty’s Forces.”

Mary got up from the piano and resumed her old perch on the arm of Sir Walter’s chair.

Mary got up from the piano and returned to her usual spot on the arm of Sir Walter’s chair.

“There’s another blind spot which you haven’t mentioned.” It was a cool evening, but I noticed that her cheeks had suddenly flushed.

“There’s another blind spot that you haven’t brought up.” It was a cool evening, but I noticed that her cheeks had suddenly turned red.

“Last week Mr Ivery asked me to marry him,” she said.

“Last week, Mr. Ivery asked me to marry him,” she said.

PART II

CHAPTER XII
I Become a Combatant Once More

I returned to France on 13 September, and took over my old brigade on the 19th of the same month. We were shoved in at the Polygon Wood on the 26th, and after four days got so badly mauled that we were brought out to refit. On 7 October, very much to my surprise, I was given command of a division and was on the fringes of the Ypres fighting during the first days of November. From that front we were hurried down to Cambrai in support, but came in only for the last backwash of that singular battle. We held a bit of the St Quentin sector till just before Christmas, when we had a spell of rest in billets, which endured, so far as I was concerned, till the beginning of January, when I was sent off on the errand which I shall presently relate.

I returned to France on September 13 and took over my old brigade on the 19th. We were thrown into the Polygon Wood on the 26th, and after just four days, we suffered heavy casualties and were pulled out to regroup. On October 7, to my surprise, I was given command of a division and found myself on the outskirts of the Ypres fighting during the first days of November. From that front, we were quickly sent down to Cambrai for support, but we only arrived for the tail end of that unique battle. We held part of the St Quentin sector until just before Christmas, when we got a break in our billets that lasted, as far as I was concerned, until early January, when I was sent off on the mission I will soon describe.

That is a brief summary of my military record in the latter part of 1917. I am not going to enlarge on the fighting. Except for the days of the Polygon Wood it was neither very severe nor very distinguished, and you will find it in the history books. What I have to tell of here is my own personal quest, for all the time I was living with my mind turned two ways. In the morasses of the Haanebeek flats, in the slimy support lines at Zonnebeke, in the tortured uplands about Flesquieres, and in many other odd places I kept worrying at my private conundrum. At night I would lie awake thinking of it, and many a toss I took into shell-holes and many a time I stepped off the duckboards, because my eyes were on a different landscape. Nobody ever chewed a few wretched clues into such a pulp as I did during those bleak months in Flanders and Picardy.

That’s a brief summary of my military record in the later part of 1917. I'm not going to go into detail about the fighting. Aside from the days at Polygon Wood, it wasn’t very intense or noteworthy, and you can find it in the history books. What I want to share here is my own personal struggle, because the whole time I was caught between two thoughts. In the muddy areas of the Haanebeek flats, in the messy support lines at Zonnebeke, in the rough uplands around Flesquieres, and in many other strange places, I kept stressing over my own puzzle. At night, I would lie awake thinking about it, and often I would end up in shell-holes or stepping off the duckboards because my mind was focused on a different scene. Nobody ever turned a few miserable clues into such a mess as I did during those grim months in Flanders and Picardy.

For I had an instinct that the thing was desperately grave, graver even than the battle before me. Russia had gone headlong to the devil, Italy had taken it between the eyes and was still dizzy, and our own prospects were none too bright. The Boche was getting uppish and with some cause, and I foresaw a rocky time ahead till America could line up with us in the field. It was the chance for the Wild Birds, and I used to wake in a sweat to think what devilry Ivery might be engineering. I believe I did my proper job reasonably well, but I put in my most savage thinking over the other. I remember how I used to go over every hour of every day from that June night in the Cotswolds till my last meeting with Bullivant in London, trying to find a new bearing. I should probably have got brain-fever, if I hadn’t had to spend most of my days and nights fighting a stiffish battle with a very watchful Hun. That kept my mind balanced, and I dare say it gave an edge to it; for during those months I was lucky enough to hit on a better scent than Bullivant and Macgillivray and Blenkiron, pulling a thousand wires in their London offices.

Because I had a feeling that things were really serious, even more so than the battle in front of me. Russia had plunged into chaos, Italy had taken a hit and was still recovering, and our own situation wasn’t looking great. The Germans were getting bold, and with good reason, and I anticipated a tough time ahead until America could join us in the fight. This was an opportunity for the Wild Birds, and I often woke up in a panic thinking about what kind of schemes Ivery might be plotting. I believe I did my job reasonably well, but I spent most of my intense thinking on the other issues. I remember how I used to review every hour of every day from that June night in the Cotswolds until my last meeting with Bullivant in London, trying to find a new direction. I probably would have gone insane if I hadn’t been busy fighting a tough battle against a very observant German. That kept my mind focused, and I suppose it sharpened it; because during those months, I was fortunate enough to pick up on a better lead than Bullivant and Macgillivray and Blenkiron, who were pulling a thousand strings in their London offices.

I will set down in order of time the various incidents in this private quest of mine. The first was my meeting with Geordie Hamilton. It happened just after I rejoined the brigade, when I went down to have a look at our Scots Fusilier battalion. The old brigade had been roughly handled on 31st July, and had had to get heavy drafts to come anywhere near strength. The Fusiliers especially were almost a new lot, formed by joining our remnants to the remains of a battalion in another division and bringing about a dozen officers from the training unit at home.

I will outline the various events in this personal journey of mine in chronological order. The first was my encounter with Geordie Hamilton. It took place right after I rejoined the brigade when I went to check out our Scots Fusilier battalion. The old brigade had been badly damaged on July 31st and needed to bring in heavy reinforcements to become even close to full strength. The Fusiliers, in particular, were practically a new group, created by combining our leftovers with what was left of a battalion from another division and bringing in about a dozen officers from the training unit back home.

I inspected the men and my eyes caught sight of a familiar face. I asked his name and the colonel got it from the sergeant-major. It was Lance-Corporal George Hamilton.

I looked over the men and noticed a familiar face. I asked for his name, and the colonel got it from the sergeant-major. It was Lance-Corporal George Hamilton.

Now I wanted a new batman, and I resolved then and there to have my old antagonist. That afternoon he reported to me at brigade headquarters. As I looked at that solid bandy-legged figure, standing as stiff to attention as a tobacconist’s sign, his ugly face hewn out of brown oak, his honest, sullen mouth, and his blue eyes staring into vacancy, I knew I had got the man I wanted.

Now I wanted a new Batman, and I decided right then and there to have my old rival. That afternoon, he came to see me at brigade headquarters. As I looked at that sturdy, bow-legged figure, standing as stiffly at attention as a tobacconist’s sign, his ugly face carved out of brown oak, his honest, brooding mouth, and his blue eyes staring into space, I knew I had found the man I needed.

“Hamilton,” I said, “you and I have met before.”

“Hamilton,” I said, “we've met before.”

“Sirr?” came the mystified answer.

“Sir?” came the confused reply.

“Look at me, man, and tell me if you don’t recognise me.”

“Look at me, man, and tell me if you don’t recognize me.”

He moved his eyes a fraction, in a respectful glance.

He shifted his gaze slightly, offering a respectful look.

“Sirr, I don’t mind of you.”

“Sirr, I don’t care about you.”

“Well, I’ll refresh your memory. Do you remember the hall in Newmilns Street and the meeting there? You had a fight with a man outside, and got knocked down.”

“Well, I’ll jog your memory. Do you remember the hall on Newmilns Street and the meeting there? You had an argument with a guy outside and got knocked down.”

He made no answer, but his colour deepened.

He didn't respond, but he blushed.

“And a fortnight later in a public-house in Muirtown you saw the same man, and gave him the chase of his life.”

“And two weeks later in a bar in Muirtown, you saw the same guy and gave him the chase of his life.”

I could see his mouth set, for visions of the penalties laid down by the King’s Regulations for striking an officer must have crossed his mind. But he never budged.

I could see his jaw tense, as thoughts of the consequences outlined by the King’s Regulations for hitting an officer must have flashed through his mind. But he never moved.

“Look me in the face, man,” I said. “Do you remember me now?”

“Look me in the face, man,” I said. “Do you remember me now?”

He did as he was bid.

He did what he was told.

“Sirr, I mind of you.”

"Sir, I remember you."

“Have you nothing more to say?”

“Don’t you have anything else to say?”

He cleared his throat. “Sirr, I did not ken I was hittin’ an officer.”

He cleared his throat. “Sir, I didn't know I was hitting an officer.”

“Of course you didn’t. You did perfectly right, and if the war was over and we were both free men, I would give you a chance of knocking me down here and now. That’s got to wait. When you saw me last I was serving my country, though you didn’t know it. We’re serving together now, and you must get your revenge out of the Boche. I’m going to make you my servant, for you and I have a pretty close bond between us. What do you say to that?”

“Of course you didn’t. You did exactly the right thing, and if the war were over and we were both free men, I’d give you a chance to knock me down right here and now. But that has to wait. The last time you saw me, I was serving my country, even though you didn’t know it. We’re serving together now, and you need to get your revenge on the Boche. I’m going to make you my servant because you and I share a pretty close bond. What do you think about that?”

This time he looked me full in the face. His troubled eye appraised me and was satisfied. “I’m proud to be servant to ye, sirr,” he said. Then out of his chest came a strangled chuckle, and he forgot his discipline. “Losh, but ye’re the great lad!” He recovered himself promptly, saluted, and marched off.

This time he looked me straight in the eye. His worried gaze assessed me and seemed content. “I’m proud to serve you, sir,” he said. Then a strangled laugh escaped him, and he lost his composure. “Wow, but you’re the big guy!” He quickly composed himself, saluted, and walked away.

The second episode befell during our brief rest after the Polygon Wood, when I had ridden down the line one afternoon to see a friend in the Heavy Artillery. I was returning in the drizzle of evening, clanking along the greasy pavé between the sad poplars, when I struck a Labour company repairing the ravages of a Boche strafe that morning. I wasn’t very certain of my road and asked one of the workers. He straightened himself and saluted, and I saw beneath a disreputable cap the features of the man who had been with me in the Coolin crevice.

The second episode happened during our short break after Polygon Wood, when I had ridden down the line one afternoon to visit a friend in the Heavy Artillery. I was heading back in the evening drizzle, clanking along the slippery cobblestones between the gloomy poplars when I came across a Labour company fixing the damage from a German bombardment that morning. I wasn't very sure of my way, so I asked one of the workers. He stood up straight and saluted, and I recognized under a shabby cap the face of the guy who had been with me in the Coolin crevice.

I spoke a word to his sergeant, who fell him out, and he walked a bit of the way with me.

I said a word to his sergeant, who let him go, and he walked a short way with me.

“Great Scot, Wake, what brought you here?” I asked.

“Wow, Wake, what brought you here?” I asked.

“Same thing as brought you. This rotten war.”

“Same thing that brought you here. This terrible war.”

I had dismounted and was walking beside him, and I noticed that his lean face had lost its pallor and that his eyes were less hot than they used to be.

I had gotten off and was walking next to him, and I noticed that his thin face had regained some color and that his eyes were less intense than they used to be.

“You seem to thrive on it,” I said, for I did not know what to say. A sudden shyness possessed me. Wake must have gone through some violent cyclones of feeling before it came to this. He saw what I was thinking and laughed in his sharp, ironical way.

“You seem to enjoy it,” I said, because I didn’t know what else to say. A sudden shyness took over me. Wake must have experienced some intense emotional turmoil before reaching this point. He noticed what I was thinking and laughed in his sharp, ironic way.

“Don’t flatter yourself you’ve made a convert. I think as I always thought. But I came to the conclusion that since the fates had made me a Government servant I might as well do my work somewhere less cushioned than a chair in the Home Office.... Oh, no, it wasn’t a matter of principle. One kind of work’s as good as another, and I’m a better clerk than a navvy. With me it was self-indulgence: I wanted fresh air and exercise.”

“Don’t flatter yourself into thinking you’ve changed my mind. I believe what I’ve always believed. But I’ve come to the conclusion that since fate has made me a government worker, I might as well do my job somewhere less cushy than a chair in the Home Office.... Oh, no, it wasn’t about having principles. One type of work is as good as another, and I’m a better clerk than a laborer. For me, it was about wanting some fresh air and exercise.”

I looked at him—mud to the waist, and his hands all blistered and cut with unaccustomed labour. I could realise what his associates must mean to him, and how he would relish the rough tonguing of non-coms.

I looked at him—mud up to his waist, and his hands all blistered and cut from work he wasn't used to. I could understand how much his buddies must mean to him, and how he would enjoy the harsh words from the non-commissioned officers.

“You’re a confounded humbug,” I said. “Why on earth didn’t you go into an O.T.C. and come out with a commission? They’re easy enough to get.”

“You're a ridiculous fraud,” I said. “Why didn’t you join an O.T.C. and come out with a commission? They're pretty easy to get.”

“You mistake my case,” he said bitterly. “I experienced no sudden conviction about the justice of the war. I stand where I always stood. I’m a non-combatant, and I wanted a change of civilian work.... No, it wasn’t any idiotic tribunal sent me here. I came of my own free will, and I’m really rather enjoying myself.”

“You've got me all wrong,” he said bitterly. “I didn’t have some sudden realization about the fairness of the war. I’m in the same place I’ve always been. I’m a non-combatant, and I was looking for a change in civilian work.... No, it wasn’t some ridiculous tribunal that sent me here. I came on my own choice, and I’m actually having a pretty good time.”

“It’s a rough job for a man like you,” I said.

“It’s a tough job for a guy like you,” I said.

“Not so rough as the fellows get in the trenches. I watched a battalion marching back today and they looked like ghosts who had been years in muddy graves. White faces and dazed eyes and leaden feet. Mine’s a cushy job. I like it best when the weather’s foul. It cheats me into thinking I’m doing my duty.”

“Not as tough as the guys in the trenches. I saw a battalion coming back today and they looked like ghosts who had been stuck in muddy graves for years. Pale faces and vacant eyes and heavy feet. I’ve got an easy job. I prefer it when the weather's bad. It tricks me into thinking I'm doing my duty.”

I nodded towards a recent shell-hole. “Much of that sort of thing?”

I nodded toward a recent shell hole. “A lot of that kind of thing?”

“Now and then. We had a good dusting this morning. I can’t say I liked it at the time, but I like to look back on it. A sort of moral anodyne.”

“Now and then. We had a good dusting this morning. I can’t say I liked it at the time, but I like to look back on it. A sort of moral painkiller.”

“I wonder what on earth the rest of your lot make of you?”

“I wonder what everyone else thinks of you?”

“They don’t make anything. I’m not remarkable for my bonhomie. They think I’m a prig—which I am. It doesn’t amuse me to talk about beer and women or listen to a gramophone or grouse about my last meal. But I’m quite content, thank you. Sometimes I get a seat in a corner of a Y.M.C.A. hut, and I’ve a book or two. My chief affliction is the padre. He was up at Keble in my time, and, as one of my colleagues puts it, wants to be ‘too bloody helpful’.... What are you doing, Hannay? I see you’re some kind of general. They’re pretty thick on the ground here.”

“They don’t produce anything. I’m not noteworthy for my friendliness. They think I’m a goody two-shoes—which I am. I don’t find it entertaining to chat about beer and women, or listen to music on a gramophone, or complain about my last meal. But I’m quite happy, thanks. Sometimes I find a seat in a corner of a Y.M.C.A. hut, and I have a book or two. My biggest challenge is the chaplain. He was at Keble during my time, and, as one of my colleagues puts it, wants to be ‘too damn helpful’... What are you up to, Hannay? I see you’re some kind of general. They’re pretty common around here.”

“I’m a sort of general. Soldiering in the Salient isn’t the softest of jobs, but I don’t believe it’s as tough as yours is for you. D’you know, Wake, I wish I had you in my brigade. Trained or untrained, you’re a dashed stout-hearted fellow.”

“I’m kind of a general. Being a soldier in the Salient isn’t the easiest job, but I don’t think it’s as hard as what you have to deal with. You know, Wake, I really wish I had you in my brigade. Whether trained or not, you’re a really courageous guy.”

He laughed with a trifle less acidity than usual. “Almost thou persuadest me to be combatant. No, thank you. I haven’t the courage, and besides there’s my jolly old principles. All the same I’d like to be near you. You’re a good chap, and I’ve had the honour to assist in your education.... I must be getting back, or the sergeant will think I’ve bolted.”

He laughed with just a bit less bitterness than usual. “You almost convince me to join the fight. No, thanks. I don’t have the guts, plus I’ve got my old principles to consider. Still, I’d like to be close to you. You’re a good guy, and I’ve had the privilege of helping you learn.... I really need to head back, or the sergeant will think I’ve run off.”

We shook hands, and the last I saw of him was a figure saluting stiffly in the wet twilight.

We shook hands, and the last I saw of him was a figure saluting rigidly in the wet twilight.

The third incident was trivial enough, though momentous in its results. Just before I got the division I had a bout of malaria. We were in support in the Salient, in very uncomfortable trenches behind Wieltje, and I spent three days on my back in a dug-out. Outside was a blizzard of rain, and the water now and then came down the stairs through the gas curtain and stood in pools at my bed foot. It wasn’t the merriest place to convalesce in, but I was as hard as nails at the time and by the third day I was beginning to sit up and be bored.

The third incident was pretty minor, but it had huge consequences. Just before I got to the division, I had a bout of malaria. We were on support duty in the Salient, stuck in some really uncomfortable trenches behind Wieltje, and I spent three days lying down in a dugout. Outside, there was a downpour of rain, and occasionally, water would pour down the stairs through the gas curtain and collect in pools at the foot of my bed. It wasn’t the most cheerful place to recover, but I was tough at the time, and by the third day, I was starting to sit up and feel bored.

I read all my English papers twice and a big stack of German ones which I used to have sent up by a friend in the G.H.Q. Intelligence, who knew I liked to follow what the Boche was saying. As I dozed and ruminated in the way a man does after fever, I was struck by the tremendous display of one advertisement in the English press. It was a thing called “Gussiter’s Deep-breathing System,” which, according to its promoter, was a cure for every ill, mental, moral, or physical, that man can suffer. Politicians, generals, admirals, and music-hall artists all testified to the new life it had opened up for them. I remember wondering what these sportsmen got for their testimonies, and thinking I would write a spoof letter myself to old Gussiter.

I read all my English papers twice and a huge stack of German ones that I used to get sent up by a friend in G.H.Q. Intelligence, who knew I liked to keep up with what the Germans were saying. As I dozed off and thought, like a guy does after being sick, I was struck by a huge ad in the English press. It was for something called “Gussiter’s Deep-breathing System,” which, according to its promoter, was a cure for every problem—mental, moral, or physical—that a person could have. Politicians, generals, admirals, and entertainers all claimed it had given them a new lease on life. I remember wondering what these people were getting paid for their endorsements and thinking I should write a funny letter to old Gussiter myself.

Then I picked up the German papers, and suddenly my eye caught an advertisement of the same kind in the Frankfurter Zeitung. It was not Gussiter this time, but one Weissmann, but his game was identical—“deep breathing”. The Hun style was different from the English—all about the Goddess of Health, and the Nymphs of the Mountains, and two quotations from Schiller. But the principle was the same.

Then I picked up the German newspapers, and suddenly I noticed an ad of the same type in the Frankfurter Zeitung. This time it wasn't Gussiter, but one Weissmann, and his approach was the same—“deep breathing.” The German style was different from the English—focused on the Goddess of Health, the Nymphs of the Mountains, and included two quotes from Schiller. But the principle was the same.

That made me ponder a little, and I went carefully through the whole batch. I found the advertisement in the Frankfurter and in one or two rather obscure Volkstimmes and Volkszeitungs. I found it too in Der Grosse Krieg, the official German propagandist picture-paper. They were the same all but one, and that one had a bold variation, for it contained four of the sentences used in the ordinary English advertisement.

That made me think for a moment, and I went through the entire batch carefully. I found the ad in the Frankfurter and in a couple of rather obscure Volkstimmes and Volkszeitungs. I also found it in Der Grosse Krieg, the official German propaganda picture magazine. They were all the same except for one, and that one had a bold twist, as it included four of the sentences found in the regular English advertisement.

This struck me as fishy, and I started to write a letter to Macgillivray pointing out what seemed to be a case of trading with the enemy, and advising him to get on to Mr Gussiter’s financial backing. I thought he might find a Hun syndicate behind him. And then I had another notion, which made me rewrite my letter.

This seemed suspicious to me, so I began to write a letter to Macgillivray pointing out what looked like a case of trading with the enemy and advising him to look into Mr. Gussiter’s financial support. I thought he might discover a German syndicate backing him. Then, I had another idea, which made me redo my letter.

I went through the papers again. The English ones which contained the advertisement were all good, solid, bellicose organs; the kind of thing no censorship would object to leaving the country. I had before me a small sheaf of pacifist prints, and they had not the advertisement. That might be for reasons of circulation, or it might not. The German papers were either Radical or Socialist publications, just the opposite of the English lot, except the Grosse Krieg. Now we have a free press, and Germany has, strictly speaking, none. All her journalistic indiscretions are calculated. Therefore the Boche has no objection to his rags getting to enemy countries. He wants it. He likes to see them quoted in columns headed “Through German Glasses”, and made the text of articles showing what a good democrat he is becoming.

I went through the papers again. The English ones with the advertisement were all good, solid, combative publications; the kind that no censorship would mind sending out of the country. I had in front of me a small stack of pacifist prints, and they didn’t have the advertisement. That could be for reasons of circulation, or maybe not. The German papers were either Radical or Socialist publications, completely the opposite of the English ones, except for the Grosse Krieg. Now we have a free press, and Germany doesn’t really have one at all. All their journalistic slip-ups are intentional. So the Germans have no issue with their papers reaching enemy countries. They want that. They enjoy seeing them quoted in sections titled “Through German Glasses,” and used as the basis for articles showing how much of a good democrat they’re becoming.

As I puzzled over the subject, certain conclusions began to form in my mind. The four identical sentences seemed to hint that “Deep Breathing’ had Boche affiliations. Here was a chance of communicating with the enemy which would defy the argus-eyed gentlemen who examine the mails. What was to hinder Mr A at one end writing an advertisement with a good cipher in it, and the paper containing it getting into Germany by Holland in three days? Herr B at the other end replied in the Frankfurter, and a few days later shrewd editors and acute Intelligence officers—and Mr A—were reading it in London, though only Mr A knew what it really meant.

As I thought about the topic, certain conclusions started to take shape in my mind. The four identical sentences seemed to suggest that “Deep Breathing” had connections to the Germans. This was an opportunity to communicate with the enemy in a way that could evade the watchful eyes of those who monitor the mail. What was to stop Mr. A from writing an ad with a clever code at one end, and the paper containing it reaching Germany via Holland in three days? Mr. B at the other end could respond in the Frankfurter, and a few days later, sharp editors and keen intelligence officers—and Mr. A—would read it in London, though only Mr. A would understand its true meaning.

It struck me as a bright idea, the sort of simple thing that doesn’t occur to clever people, and very rarely to the Boche. I wished I was not in the middle of a battle, for I would have had a try at investigating the cipher myself. I wrote a long letter to Macgillivray putting my case, and then went to sleep. When I awoke I reflected that it was a pretty thin argument, and would have stopped the letter, if it hadn’t gone off early by a ration party.

It seemed like a great idea, something simple that clever people often overlook, and that rarely occurs to the Germans. I wished I wasn’t stuck in the middle of a battle, because I would have loved to investigate the code myself. I wrote a lengthy letter to Macgillivray explaining my thoughts, and then I went to sleep. When I woke up, I realized that my argument was pretty weak, and I would have held off on sending the letter if it hadn’t already been sent off early with a ration party.

After that things began very slowly to happen. The first was when Hamilton, having gone to Boulogne to fetch some mess-stores, returned with the startling news that he had seen Gresson. He had not heard his name, but described him dramatically to me as “the wee red-headed devil that kicked Ecky Brockie’s knee yon time in Glesca, sirr,” I recognised the description.

After that, things started happening very slowly. The first was when Hamilton, having gone to Boulogne to get some supplies, came back with the surprising news that he had seen Gresson. He hadn’t heard his name, but he described him dramatically to me as “the little red-headed guy who kicked Ecky Brockie’s knee that time in Glasgow, sir.” I recognized the description.

Gresson, it appeared, was joy-riding. He was with a party of Labour delegates who had been met by two officers and carried off in chars-à-bancs. Hamilton reported from inquiries among his friends that this kind of visitor came weekly. I thought it a very sensible notion on the Government’s part, but I wondered how Gresson had been selected. I had hoped that Macgillivray had weeks ago made a long arm and quodded him. Perhaps they had too little evidence to hang him, but he was the blackest sort of suspect and should have been interned.

Gresson seemed to be out for a joyride. He was with a group of Labour delegates who were picked up by two officers and taken away in chars-à-bancs. Hamilton mentioned, after talking to his friends, that this type of visitor showed up weekly. I thought it was a smart move by the Government, but I was curious about how Gresson had been chosen. I had hoped that Macgillivray had managed to snatch him up weeks ago. Maybe they didn't have enough evidence to charge him, but he was definitely a suspect and should have been detained.

A week later I had occasion to be at G.H.Q. on business connected with my new division. My friends in the Intelligence allowed me to use the direct line to London, and I called up Macgillivray. For ten minutes I had an exciting talk, for I had had no news from that quarter since I left England. I heard that the Portuguese Jew had escaped—had vanished from his native heather when they went to get him. They had identified him as a German professor of Celtic languages, who had held a chair in a Welsh college—a dangerous fellow, for he was an upright, high-minded, raging fanatic. Against Gresson they had no evidence at all, but he was kept under strict observation. When I asked about his crossing to France, Macgillivray replied that that was part of their scheme. I inquired if the visit had given them any clues, but I never got an answer, for the line had to be cleared at that moment for the War Office.

A week later, I had the chance to be at G.H.Q. for some business related to my new division. My friends in Intelligence let me use the direct line to London, and I called up Macgillivray. For ten minutes, I had an exciting conversation since I hadn't received any updates from that side since leaving England. I learned that the Portuguese Jew had escaped—disappeared from his hometown when they tried to capture him. They had identified him as a German professor of Celtic languages who had a position in a Welsh college—a dangerous guy, because he was principled, strong-willed, and a fervent extremist. They had no evidence against Gresson at all, but he was being closely monitored. When I asked about his crossing into France, Macgillivray said that was part of their plan. I asked if the visit had given them any insights, but I never got an answer because the line needed to be cleared for the War Office at that moment.

I hunted up the man who had charge of these Labour visits, and made friends with him. Gresson, he said, had been a quiet, well-mannered, and most appreciative guest. He had wept tears on Vimy Ridge, and—strictly against orders—had made a speech to some troops he met on the Arras road about how British Labour was remembering the Army in its prayers and sweating blood to make guns. On the last day he had had a misadventure, for he got very sick on the road—some kidney trouble that couldn’t stand the jolting of the car—and had to be left at a village and picked up by the party on its way back. They found him better, but still shaky. I cross-examined the particular officer in charge about that halt, and learned that Gresson had been left alone in a peasant’s cottage, for he said he only needed to lie down. The place was the hamlet of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne.

I tracked down the guy in charge of the Labour visits and hit it off with him. He said that Gresson had been a quiet, well-mannered, and really appreciative guest. He had cried at Vimy Ridge and—totally against the rules—had given a speech to some troops he met on the Arras road about how British Labour was keeping the Army in their thoughts and working hard to make guns. On the last day, he had a mishap because he got really sick on the road—some kidney issues that couldn’t handle the bumps in the car—and had to be left at a village to be picked up by the group on their way back. They found him feeling better but still unsteady. I grilled the officer in charge about that stop and found out that Gresson had been left alone in a farmer’s cottage since he said he just needed to lie down. The place was the hamlet of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne.

For several weeks that name stuck in my head. It had a pleasant, quaint sound, and I wondered how Gresson had spent his hours there. I hunted it up on the map, and promised myself to have a look at it the next time we came out to rest. And then I forgot about it till I heard the name mentioned again.

For several weeks, that name stayed in my mind. It had a nice, old-fashioned ring to it, and I found myself curious about how Gresson had spent his time there. I looked it up on the map and promised myself to check it out the next time we went somewhere to relax. Then I completely forgot about it until I heard the name come up again.

On 23rd October I had the bad luck, during a tour of my first-line trenches, to stop a small shell-fragment with my head. It was a close, misty day and I had taken off my tin hat to wipe my brow when the thing happened. I got a long, shallow scalp wound which meant nothing but bled a lot, and, as we were not in for any big move, the M.O. sent me back to a clearing station to have it seen to. I was three days in the place and, being perfectly well, had leisure to look about me and reflect, so that I recall that time as a queer, restful interlude in the infernal racket of war. I remember yet how on my last night there a gale made the lamps swing and flicker, and turned the grey-green canvas walls into a mass of mottled shadows. The floor canvas was muddy from the tramping of many feet bringing in the constant dribble of casualties from the line. In my tent there was no one very bad at the time, except a boy with his shoulder half-blown off by a whizz-bang, who lay in a drugged sleep at the far end. The majority were influenza, bronchitis, and trench-fever—waiting to be moved to the base, or convalescent and about to return to their units.

On October 23rd, I had the misfortune, while checking on my frontline trenches, to catch a small shell fragment with my head. It was a close, foggy day, and I had taken off my helmet to wipe my forehead when it happened. I ended up with a long, shallow scalp wound that wasn't serious but bled a lot. Since we weren't planning any major moves, the medical officer sent me back to a clearing station to get it checked out. I spent three days there, and since I was perfectly fine, I had the chance to look around and think, so I remember that time as a strange, restful pause in the chaos of war. I still recall how on my last night there, a storm made the lamps swing and flicker, turning the gray-green canvas walls into a patchwork of shadows. The canvas floor was muddy from the many boots tracking in the steady stream of casualties from the front lines. In my tent, no one was seriously injured at the time, except for a boy with his shoulder nearly blown off by a shell, who lay in a drugged sleep at the far end. Most others were suffering from influenza, bronchitis, and trench fever—waiting to be moved to the base or recovering and about to return to their units.

A small group of us dined off tinned chicken, stewed fruit, and ration cheese round the smoky stove, where two screens manufactured from packing cases gave some protection against the draughts which swept like young tornadoes down the tent. One man had been reading a book called the Ghost Stories of an Antiquary, and the talk turned on the unexplainable things that happen to everybody once or twice in a lifetime. I contributed a yarn about the men who went to look for Kruger’s treasure in the bushveld and got scared by a green wildebeeste. It is a good yarn and I’ll write it down some day. A tall Highlander, who kept his slippered feet on the top of the stove, and whose costume consisted of a kilt, a British warm, a grey hospital dressing-gown, and four pairs of socks, told the story of the Camerons at First Ypres, and of the Lowland subaltern who knew no Gaelic and suddenly found himself encouraging his men with some ancient Highland rigmarole. The poor chap had a racking bronchial cough, which suggested that his country might well use him on some warmer battle-ground than Flanders. He seemed a bit of a scholar and explained the Cameron business in a lot of long words.

A small group of us had dinner with canned chicken, stewed fruit, and ration cheese around the smoky stove, where two screens made from packing cases offered some protection against the drafts sweeping through the tent like young tornadoes. One guy had been reading a book called Ghost Stories of an Antiquary, and the conversation shifted to those unexplainable events that happen to everyone once or twice in their life. I shared a story about the men who went searching for Kruger’s treasure in the bushveld and got spooked by a green wildebeest. It’s a good story, and I’ll write it down someday. A tall Highlander, who kept his slipper-clad feet on top of the stove and wore a kilt, a British warm, a grey hospital dressing gown, and four pairs of socks, recounted the story of the Camerons at First Ypres and the Lowland subaltern who didn't know any Gaelic but suddenly found himself encouraging his men with some ancient Highland nonsense. The poor guy had a terrible bronchial cough, which made it seem like his country could really use him on a warmer battlefield than Flanders. He came off as a bit of a scholar and explained the Cameron story with a lot of complex words.

I remember how the talk meandered on as talk does when men are idle and thinking about the next day. I didn’t pay much attention, for I was reflecting on a change I meant to make in one of my battalion commands, when a fresh voice broke in. It belonged to a Canadian captain from Winnipeg, a very silent fellow who smoked shag tobacco.

I remember how the conversation drifted on like it does when people are relaxed and thinking about the next day. I wasn’t really paying attention, as I was considering a change I wanted to make in one of my battalion commands, when a new voice interrupted. It was a Canadian captain from Winnipeg, a quiet guy who smoked shag tobacco.

“There’s a lot of ghosts in this darned country,” he said.

“There are a lot of ghosts in this damn country,” he said.

Then he started to tell about what happened to him when his division was last back in rest billets. He had a staff job and put up with the divisional command at an old French château. They had only a little bit of the house; the rest was shut up, but the passages were so tortuous that it was difficult to keep from wandering into the unoccupied part. One night, he said, he woke with a mighty thirst, and, since he wasn’t going to get cholera by drinking the local water in his bedroom, he started out for the room they messed in to try to pick up a whisky-and-soda. He couldn’t find it, though he knew the road like his own name. He admitted he might have taken a wrong turning, but he didn’t think so. Anyway he landed in a passage which he had never seen before, and, since he had no candle, he tried to retrace his steps. Again he went wrong, and groped on till he saw a faint light which he thought must be the room of the G.S.O., a good fellow and a friend of his. So he barged in, and found a big, dim salon with two figures in it and a lamp burning between them, and a queer, unpleasant smell about. He took a step forward, and then he saw that the figures had no faces. That fairly loosened his joints with fear, and he gave a cry. One of the two ran towards him, the lamp went out, and the sickly scent caught suddenly at his throat. After that he knew nothing till he awoke in his own bed next morning with a splitting headache. He said he got the General’s permission and went over all the unoccupied part of the house, but he couldn’t find the room. Dust lay thick on everything, and there was no sign of recent human presence.

Then he began to share what happened to him when his division was last on break. He had a staff position and dealt with the divisional command at an old French château. They only occupied a small part of the house; the rest was closed off, but the hallways were so confusing that it was hard not to wander into the unoccupied areas. One night, he said, he woke up feeling incredibly thirsty, and since he wasn't going to catch cholera from drinking the local water in his bedroom, he decided to head to the bathroom to grab a whisky and soda. He couldn't find it, even though he knew the path like the back of his hand. He admitted he might have taken a wrong turn, but he didn't think so. Anyway, he ended up in a hallway he had never seen before, and since he had no light, he tried to retrace his steps. Again, he went the wrong way, and stumbled on until he saw a faint light that he figured was the G.S.O.'s room, a good guy and a friend of his. So, he barged in and found a large, dim room with two figures in it and a lamp flickering between them, along with a strange, unpleasant odor. He took a step forward, and then he realized that the figures had no faces. That really scared him, and he cried out. One of them ran toward him, the lamp went out, and the sickly smell suddenly choked him. After that, he remembered nothing until he woke up in his own bed the next morning with a terrible headache. He said he got the General's permission and went to explore the unoccupied part of the house, but he couldn't find the room. Dust was thick on everything, and there was no sign of anyone having been there recently.

I give the story as he told it in his drawling voice. “I reckon that was the genuine article in ghosts. You don’t believe me and conclude I was drunk? I wasn’t. There isn’t any drink concocted yet that could lay me out like that. I just struck a crack in the old universe and pushed my head outside. It may happen to you boys any day.”

I’m sharing the story just like he told it in his slow, lazy voice. “I think that was the real deal when it comes to ghosts. You don’t believe me and think I was drunk? I wasn’t. There’s no drink out there that could knock me out like that. I just found a crack in the old universe and stuck my head out. It could happen to you guys any day.”

The Highlander began to argue with him, and I lost interest in the talk. But one phrase brought me to attention. “I’ll give you the name of the darned place, and next time you’re around you can do a bit of prospecting for yourself. It’s called the Château of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne, about seven kilometres from Douvecourt. If I was purchasing real estate in this country I guess I’d give that location a miss.”

The Highlander started arguing with him, and I tuned out the conversation. But one phrase caught my attention. “I’ll give you the name of the place, and the next time you’re around, you can check it out for yourself. It’s called the Château of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne, about seven kilometers from Douvecourt. If I were buying real estate in this country, I’d probably steer clear of that location.”

After that I had a grim month, what with the finish of Third Ypres and the hustles to Cambrai. By the middle of December we had shaken down a bit, but the line my division held was not of our choosing, and we had to keep a wary eye on the Boche doings. It was a weary job, and I had no time to think of anything but the military kind of intelligence—fixing the units against us from prisoners’ stories, organizing small raids, and keeping the Royal Flying Corps busy. I was keen about the last, and I made several trips myself over the lines with Archie Roylance, who had got his heart’s desire and by good luck belonged to the squadron just behind me. I said as little as possible about this, for G.H.Q. did not encourage divisional generals to practise such methods, though there was one famous army commander who made a hobby of them. It was on one of these trips that an incident occurred which brought my spell of waiting on the bigger game to an end.

After that, I had a tough month, dealing with the aftermath of the Third Ypres and the rush to Cambrai. By mid-December, we had settled in a bit, but the position my division held wasn’t our choice, and we had to stay alert to what the Germans were up to. It was a tiring job, and I had no time to think about anything except military intel—piecing together the enemy's units from what prisoners told us, organizing small raids, and keeping the Royal Flying Corps busy. I was really into the last part and took several trips myself over the lines with Archie Roylance, who had finally gotten his wish and, by some luck, was in the squadron just behind me. I kept quiet about this since G.H.Q. didn’t want divisional generals engaging in such activities, although there was one famous army commander who made a hobby of it. It was on one of these trips that an incident happened, bringing my waiting for the bigger opportunity to an end.

One dull December day, just after luncheon, Archie and I set out to reconnoitre. You know the way that fogs in Picardy seem suddenly to reek out of the ground and envelop the slopes like a shawl. That was our luck this time. We had crossed the lines, flying very high, and received the usual salute of Hun Archies. After a mile or two the ground seemed to climb up to us, though we hadn’t descended, and presently we were in the heart of a cold, clinging mist. We dived for several thousand feet, but the confounded thing grew thicker and no sort of landmark could be found anywhere. I thought if we went on at this rate we should hit a tree or a church steeple and be easy fruit for the enemy.

One dreary December day, right after lunch, Archie and I decided to scout around. You know how the fog in Picardy can suddenly rise from the ground and wrap around the hills like a blanket? That was our luck this time. We had crossed the lines, flying pretty high, and received the usual greeting from the German anti-aircraft guns. After a mile or two, it felt like the ground was coming up to meet us, even though we hadn’t descended, and soon we were in the middle of a cold, thick mist. We dove down several thousand feet, but the pesky fog got denser and we couldn’t find any landmarks at all. I worried that if we kept going like this, we’d end up crashing into a tree or a church steeple and become easy targets for the enemy.

The same thought must have been in Archie’s mind, for he climbed again. We got into a mortally cold zone, but the air was no clearer. Thereupon he decided to head for home, and passed me word to work out a compass course on the map. That was easier said than done, but I had a rough notion of the rate we had travelled since we had crossed the lines and I knew our original direction, so I did the best I could. On we went for a bit, and then I began to get doubtful. So did Archie. We dropped low down, but we could hear none of the row that’s always going on for a mile on each side of the lines. The world was very eerie and deadly still, so still that Archie and I could talk through the speaking-tube.

The same thought must have been in Archie’s mind, so he started climbing again. We entered a freezing zone, but the air was still not clear. Then he decided to head home and told me to figure out a compass course on the map. That was easier said than done, but I had a rough idea of how far we had traveled since crossing the lines, and I knew our original direction, so I did the best I could. We continued for a while, and then I started to feel uncertain. Archie felt the same. We descended lower, but we couldn't hear any of the noise that usually goes on for a mile on either side of the lines. The world felt very strange and eerily silent, so quiet that Archie and I could talk through the speaking-tube.

“We’ve mislaid this blamed battle,” he shouted.

“We’ve lost this damn battle,” he shouted.

“I think your rotten old compass has soured on us,” I replied.

“I think your broken old compass has let us down,” I replied.

We decided that it wouldn’t do to change direction, so we held on the same course. I was getting as nervous as a kitten, chiefly owing to the silence. It’s not what you expect in the middle of a battle-field.... I looked at the compass carefully and saw that it was really crocked. Archie must have damaged it on a former flight and forgotten to have it changed.

We decided it wouldn't make sense to change direction, so we kept on the same path. I was getting as nervous as a kitten, mostly because of the silence. It's not what you expect in the middle of a battlefield... I looked at the compass closely and saw it was really messed up. Archie must have damaged it on a previous flight and forgotten to get it replaced.

He had a very scared face when I pointed this out.

He had a really scared look on his face when I pointed this out.

“Great God!” he croaked—for he had a fearsome cold—“we’re either about Calais or near Paris or miles the wrong side of the Boche line. What the devil are we to do?”

“Great God!” he croaked—because he had a terrible cold—“we're either near Calais, close to Paris, or miles on the wrong side of the Boche line. What on earth are we supposed to do?”

And then to put the lid on it his engine went wrong. It was the same performance as on the Yorkshire moors, and seemed to be a speciality of the Shark-Gladas type. But this time the end came quick. We dived steeply, and I could see by Archie’s grip on the stick that he was going to have his work cut out to save our necks. Save them he did, but not by much for we jolted down on the edge of a ploughed field with a series of bumps that shook the teeth in my head. It was the same dense, dripping fog, and we crawled out of the old bus and bolted for cover like two ferreted rabbits.

And then, to top it all off, his engine malfunctioned. It was just like what happened on the Yorkshire moors and seemed to be a signature issue of the Shark-Gladas type. But this time, the crash came fast. We dove steeply, and I could tell by Archie’s grip on the controls that he had a tough job ahead to save us. He did manage to save us, but just barely, as we jolted down onto the edge of a plowed field with a series of bumps that rattled my teeth. The fog was just as thick and dripping, and we climbed out of the old bus and darted for cover like two panicked rabbits.

Our refuge was the lee of a small copse.

Our shelter was the sheltered side of a small grove.

“It’s my opinion,” said Archie solemnly, “that we’re somewhere about La Cateau. Tim Wilbraham got left there in the Retreat, and it took him nine months to make the Dutch frontier. It’s a giddy prospect, sir.”

“It’s my opinion,” Archie said seriously, “that we’re somewhere near La Cateau. Tim Wilbraham got stuck there during the Retreat, and it took him nine months to reach the Dutch border. It’s a crazy prospect, sir.”

I sallied out to reconnoitre. At the other side of the wood was a highway, and the fog so blanketed sound that I could not hear a man on it till I saw his face. The first one I saw made me lie flat in the covert.... For he was a German soldier, field-grey, forage cap, red band and all, and he had a pick on his shoulder.

I ventured out to scout the area. On the other side of the woods was a highway, and the fog muffled sounds so much that I couldn't hear a man on it until I saw his face. The first person I saw made me drop down flat in the bushes... because he was a German soldier, dressed in field grey, wearing a forage cap with a red band, and he had a pick on his shoulder.

A second’s reflection showed me that this was not final proof. He might be one of our prisoners. But it was no place to take chances. I went back to Archie, and the pair of us crossed the ploughed field and struck the road farther on. There we saw a farmer’s cart with a woman and child in it. They looked French, but melancholy, just what you would expect from the inhabitants of a countryside in enemy occupation.

A moment's thought made it clear that this wasn’t definite proof. He could be one of our captives. But it wasn't a situation where we could take risks. I returned to Archie, and the two of us walked across the plowed field and hit the road a bit farther along. There we saw a farmer’s cart with a woman and child in it. They looked French, but sad, just what you would expect from people living in a countryside under enemy control.

Then we came to the park wall of a great house, and saw dimly the outlines of a cottage. Here sooner or later we would get proof of our whereabouts, so we lay and shivered among the poplars of the roadside. No one seemed abroad that afternoon. For a quarter of an hour it was as quiet as the grave. Then came a sound of whistling, and muffled steps.

Then we reached the park wall of a big house and saw the faint shapes of a cottage. Sooner or later, we would find out where we were, so we lay there shivering among the poplars by the road. No one seemed to be around that afternoon. For about fifteen minutes, it was as silent as a graveyard. Then we heard whistling and muffled footsteps.

“That’s an Englishman,” said Archie joyfully. “No Boche could make such a beastly noise.”

“That’s an Englishman,” Archie said happily. “No German could make such a horrible noise.”

He was right. The form of an Army Service Corps private emerged from the mist, his cap on the back of his head, his hands in his pockets, and his walk the walk of a free man. I never saw a welcomer sight than that jam-merchant.

He was right. The figure of an Army Service Corps private appeared from the mist, his cap tilted back, hands in his pockets, walking like a man who was free. I had never seen a more welcoming sight than that guy from the supply wagon.

We stood up and greeted him. “What’s this place?” I shouted.

We stood up and said hi to him. “What’s this place?” I yelled.

He raised a grubby hand to his forelock.

He lifted a dirty hand to his hair.

“Ockott Saint Anny, sir,” he said. “Beg pardon, sir, but you ain’t whurt, sir?”

“Ockott Saint Anny, sir,” he said. “Excuse me, sir, but you aren’t hurt, are you?”

Ten minutes later I was having tea in the mess of an M.T. workshop while Archie had gone to the nearest Signals to telephone for a car and give instructions about his precious bus. It was almost dark, but I gulped my tea and hastened out into the thick dusk. For I wanted to have a look at the Château.

Ten minutes later, I was sipping tea in the break room of an M.T. workshop while Archie had gone to the closest Signals to call for a car and give instructions about his precious bus. It was almost dark, but I quickly finished my tea and hurried out into the thick twilight. I wanted to take a look at the Château.

I found a big entrance with high stone pillars, but the iron gates were locked and looked as if they had not been opened in the memory of man. Knowing the way of such places, I hunted for the side entrance and found a muddy road which led to the back of the house. The front was evidently towards a kind of park; at the back was a nest of outbuildings and a section of moat which looked very deep and black in the winter twilight. This was crossed by a stone bridge with a door at the end of it.

I came across a large entrance with tall stone pillars, but the iron gates were locked and seemed like they hadn’t been opened in forever. Knowing how these places usually are, I searched for the side entrance and discovered a muddy path that led to the back of the house. The front clearly faced a sort of park; at the back was a cluster of outbuildings and part of a moat that looked really deep and dark in the winter dusk. This was spanned by a stone bridge with a door at the far end.

Clearly the Château was not being used for billets. There was no sign of the British soldier; there was no sign of anything human. I crept through the fog as noiselessly as if I trod on velvet, and I hadn’t even the company of my own footsteps. I remembered the Canadian’s ghost story, and concluded I would be imagining the same sort of thing if I lived in such a place.

Clearly, the Château wasn't being used for accommodation. There was no sign of the British soldier; there was no sign of anyone at all. I moved through the fog as quietly as if I were walking on velvet, and I couldn't even hear my own footsteps. I recalled the Canadian's ghost story and figured I would be imagining the same kind of thing if I lived in a place like this.

The door was bolted and padlocked. I turned along the side of the moat, hoping to reach the house front, which was probably modern and boasted a civilised entrance. There must be somebody in the place, for one chimney was smoking. Presently the moat petered out, and gave place to a cobbled causeway, but a wall, running at right angles with the house, blocked my way. I had half a mind to go back and hammer at the door, but I reflected that major-generals don’t pay visits to deserted châteaux at night without a reasonable errand. I should look a fool in the eyes of some old concierge. The daylight was almost gone, and I didn’t wish to go groping about the house with a candle.

The door was locked tight with a bolt and padlock. I walked along the edge of the moat, hoping to get to the front of the house, which was probably modern and had a nice entrance. There had to be someone inside since one of the chimneys was smoking. Soon, the moat ended and turned into a cobblestone pathway, but a wall running perpendicular to the house blocked my way. I almost turned back to knock on the door, but then I thought that major-generals don’t visit abandoned castles at night without a good reason. I would look foolish in front of some old doorman. The daylight was fading, and I didn’t want to wander around the house with just a candle.

But I wanted to see what was beyond the wall—one of those whims that beset the soberest men. I rolled a dissolute water-butt to the foot of it, and gingerly balanced myself on its rotten staves. This gave me a grip on the flat brick top, and I pulled myself up.

But I wanted to see what was beyond the wall—one of those impulses that even the most serious people can't resist. I rolled an old water barrel to its base and carefully balanced myself on its rotting slats. This gave me a hold on the flat brick top, and I pulled myself up.

I looked down on a little courtyard with another wall beyond it, which shut off any view of the park. On the right was the Château, on the left more outbuildings; the whole place was not more than twenty yards each way. I was just about to retire by the road I had come, for in spite of my fur coat it was uncommon chilly on that perch, when I heard a key turn in the door in the Château wall beneath me.

I looked down at a small courtyard with another wall beyond it, blocking any view of the park. The Château was on the right, and more outbuildings were on the left; the entire area was no more than twenty yards in each direction. I was about to head back the way I had come, because even with my fur coat, it was unusually cold on that ledge, when I heard a key turn in the door of the Château wall below me.

A lantern made a blur of light in the misty darkness. I saw that the bearer was a woman, an oldish woman, round-shouldered like most French peasants. In one hand she carried a leather bag, and she moved so silently that she must have worn rubber boots. The light was held level with her head and illumined her face. It was the evillest thing I have ever beheld, for a horrible scar had puckered the skin of the forehead and drawn up the eyebrows so that it looked like some diabolical Chinese mask.

A lantern created a blur of light in the misty darkness. I noticed that the person carrying it was a woman, an older woman, hunched over like many French peasants. In one hand, she held a leather bag, and she moved so quietly that she must have been wearing rubber boots. The light was held at head level and lit up her face. It was the most terrifying thing I have ever seen, as a horrible scar had puckered the skin on her forehead and raised her eyebrows, making it look like some wicked Chinese mask.

Slowly she padded across the yard, carrying the bag as gingerly as if it had been an infant. She stopped at the door of one of the outhouses and set down the lantern and her burden on the ground. From her apron she drew something which looked like a gas-mask, and put it over her head. She also put on a pair of long gauntlets. Then she unlocked the door, picked up the lantern and went in. I heard the key turn behind her.

Slowly, she walked across the yard, handling the bag as carefully as if it were a baby. She paused at the door of one of the outbuildings and placed the lantern and her load on the ground. From her apron, she pulled out what looked like a gas mask and put it over her head. She also put on a pair of long gloves. Then, she unlocked the door, picked up the lantern, and went inside. I heard the key turn behind her.

Crouching on that wall, I felt a very ugly tremor run down my spine. I had a glimpse of what the Canadian’s ghost might have been. That hag, hooded like some venomous snake, was too much for my stomach. I dropped off the wall and ran—yes, ran till I reached the highroad and saw the cheery headlights of a transport wagon, and heard the honest speech of the British soldier. That restored me to my senses, and made me feel every kind of a fool.

Crouching on that wall, I felt a really unpleasant shiver run down my spine. I got a quick look at what the Canadian’s ghost might have looked like. That old woman, cloaked like a poisonous snake, was more than I could handle. I jumped off the wall and ran—yeah, ran until I reached the main road and saw the bright headlights of a transport truck and heard the friendly chatter of the British soldier. That brought me back to reality and made me feel like a complete fool.

As I drove back to the line with Archie, I was black ashamed of my funk. I told myself that I had seen only an old countrywoman going to feed her hens. I convinced my reason, but I did not convince the whole of me. An insensate dread of the place hung around me, and I could only retrieve my self-respect by resolving to return and explore every nook of it.

As I drove back to the line with Archie, I felt ashamed of my mood. I kept telling myself that I had only seen an old countrywoman heading to feed her hens. I reasoned with myself, but I couldn’t shake the feeling entirely. An irrational fear of the place lingered, and I knew I could only regain my self-respect by deciding to go back and explore every corner of it.

CHAPTER XIII
The Adventure of the Picardy Château

I looked up Eaucourt Sainte-Anne on the map, and the more I studied its position the less I liked it. It was the knot from which sprang all the main routes to our Picardy front. If the Boche ever broke us, it was the place for which old Hindenburg would make. At all hours troops and transport trains were moving through that insignificant hamlet. Eminent generals and their staffs passed daily within sight of the Château. It was a convenient halting-place for battalions coming back to rest. Supposing, I argued, our enemies wanted a key-spot for some assault upon the morale or the discipline or health of the British Army, they couldn’t find a better than Eaucourt Sainte-Anne. It was the ideal centre of espionage. But when I guardedly sounded my friends of the Intelligence they didn’t seem to be worrying about it.

I looked up Eaucourt Sainte-Anne on the map, and the more I examined its location, the less I liked it. It was the hub from which all the main routes to our Picardy front branched out. If the Germans ever managed to break us, it was the spot that old Hindenburg would target. Troops and transport trains were constantly moving through that unremarkable little village. High-ranking generals and their staffs passed by daily, right in view of the Château. It was a convenient stop for battalions coming back to rest. I reasoned that if our enemies wanted a key location for an attack on the morale, discipline, or health of the British Army, they couldn’t find a better place than Eaucourt Sainte-Anne. It was the perfect center for espionage. But when I cautiously brought it up with my friends in Intelligence, they didn’t seem to be concerned about it.

From them I got a chit to the local French authorities, and, as soon as we came out of the line, towards the end of December, I made straight for the country town of Douvecourt. By a bit of luck our divisional quarters were almost next door. I interviewed a tremendous swell in a black uniform and black kid gloves, who received me affably and put his archives and registers at my disposal. By this time I talked French fairly well, having a natural turn for languages, but half the rapid speech of the sous-prefet was lost on me. By and by he left me with the papers and a clerk, and I proceeded to grub up the history of the Château.

From them, I got a note to the local French authorities, and as soon as we got out of the line, towards the end of December, I headed straight for the country town of Douvecourt. Luckily, our divisional quarters were almost next door. I met with a high-ranking official in a black uniform and black leather gloves, who greeted me warmly and let me access his archives and records. By this time, I spoke French pretty well, having a knack for languages, but I missed half of the rapid speech of the sous-prefet. Eventually, he left me with the documents and a clerk, and I set about digging up the history of the Château.

It had belonged since long before Agincourt to the noble house of the D’Eaucourts, now represented by an ancient Marquise who dwelt at Biarritz. She had never lived in the place, which a dozen years before had been falling to ruins, when a rich American leased it and partially restored it. He had soon got sick of it—his daughter had married a blackguard French cavalry officer with whom he quarrelled, said the clerk—and since then there had been several tenants. I wondered why a house so unattractive should have let so readily, but the clerk explained that the cause was the partridge-shooting. It was about the best in France, and in 1912 had shown the record bag.

It had been owned by the noble D’Eaucourt family since long before Agincourt, now represented by an elderly Marquise who lived in Biarritz. She had never actually lived in the estate, which had been falling apart for about twelve years when a wealthy American rented it and partially renovated it. He quickly became tired of it—his daughter had married a scoundrel French cavalry officer whom he fought with, according to the clerk—and since then there had been several tenants. I wondered why a place that seemed so unappealing had been rented out so quickly, but the clerk explained that it was because of the partridge hunting. It was some of the best in France, and in 1912, it had set the record for the largest catch.

The list of the tenants was before me. There was a second American, an Englishman called Halford, a Paris Jew-banker, and an Egyptian prince. But the space for 1913 was blank, and I asked the clerk about it. He told me that it had been taken by a woollen manufacturer from Lille, but he had never shot the partridges, though he had spent occasional nights in the house. He had a five years’ lease, and was still paying rent to the Marquise. I asked the name, but the clerk had forgotten. “It will be written there,” he said.

The list of tenants was right in front of me. There was a second American, an English guy named Halford, a Jewish banker from Paris, and an Egyptian prince. But the spot for 1913 was empty, so I asked the clerk about it. He told me that a wool manufacturer from Lille had it, but he never actually hunted the partridges, even though he spent some nights in the house. He had a five-year lease and was still paying rent to the Marquise. I asked for his name, but the clerk couldn’t remember. “It'll be written down there,” he said.

“But, no,” I said. “Somebody must have been asleep over this register. There’s nothing after 1912.”

“But, no,” I said. “Someone must have missed something in this register. There’s nothing after 1912.”

He examined the page and blinked his eyes. “Someone indeed must have slept. No doubt it was young Louis who is now with the guns in Champagne. But the name will be on the Commissary’s list. It is, as I remember, a sort of Flemish.”

He looked at the page and blinked. “Someone definitely must have dozed off. No doubt it was young Louis, who's now with the troops in Champagne. But the name will be on the Commissary’s list. If I recall correctly, it's a sort of Flemish.”

He hobbled off and returned in five minutes.

He limped away and came back in five minutes.

“Bommaerts,” he said, “Jacques Bommaerts. A young man with no wife but with money—Dieu de Dieu, what oceans of it!”

“Bommaerts,” he said, “Jacques Bommaerts. A young man without a wife but with money—God, oh God, he has oceans of it!”

That clerk got twenty-five francs, and he was cheap at the price. I went back to my division with a sense of awe on me. It was a marvellous fate that had brought me by odd routes to this out-of-the-way corner. First, the accident of Hamilton’s seeing Gresson; then the night in the Clearing Station; last the mishap of Archie’s plane getting lost in the fog. I had three grounds of suspicion—Gresson’s sudden illness, the Canadian’s ghost, and that horrid old woman in the dusk. And now I had one tremendous fact. The place was leased by a man called Bommaerts, and that was one of the two names I had heard whispered in that far-away cleft in the Coolin by the stranger from the sea.

That clerk got twenty-five francs, and he was worth every penny. I returned to my division feeling a sense of wonder. It was an amazing twist of fate that led me through such unlikely paths to this remote spot. First, there was the coincidence of Hamilton seeing Gresson; then the night spent at the Clearing Station; and lastly, the incident with Archie’s plane getting lost in the fog. I had three reasons to be suspicious—Gresson’s sudden illness, the Canadian's ghost, and that creepy old woman in the twilight. And now I had one huge piece of evidence. The place was leased by a man named Bommaerts, and that was one of the two names I had heard whispered in that distant ravine in the Coolin by the stranger from the sea.

A sensible man would have gone off to the contre-espionage people and told them his story. I couldn’t do this; I felt that it was my own private find and I was going to do the prospecting myself. Every moment of leisure I had I was puzzling over the thing. I rode round by the Château one frosty morning and examined all the entrances. The main one was the grand avenue with the locked gates. That led straight to the front of the house where the terrace was—or you might call it the back, for the main door was on the other side. Anyhow the drive came up to the edge of the terrace and then split into two, one branch going to the stables by way of the outbuildings where I had seen the old woman, the other circling round the house, skirting the moat, and joining the back road just before the bridge. If I had gone to the right instead of the left that first evening with Archie, I should have circumnavigated the place without any trouble.

A sensible person would have gone to the counter-espionage team and told them what happened. I couldn’t do that; I felt it was my own private discovery, and I wanted to investigate it myself. Every moment of free time I had, I was thinking about it. One frosty morning, I rode around the Château and checked out all the entrances. The main one was the grand avenue with the locked gates. That led directly to the front of the house, where the terrace was—or you could call it the back since the main door was on the other side. Anyway, the drive went up to the edge of the terrace and then split into two paths, one leading to the stables through the outbuildings where I had seen the old woman, and the other circling around the house, skirting the moat, and joining the back road just before the bridge. If I had gone to the right instead of the left that first evening with Archie, I would have easily gone around the place.

Seen in the fresh morning light the house looked commonplace enough. Part of it was as old as Noah, but most was newish and jerry-built, the kind of flat-chested, thin French Château, all front and no depth, and full of draughts and smoky chimneys. I might have gone in and ransacked the place, but I knew I should find nothing. It was borne in on me that it was only when evening fell that that house was interesting and that I must come, like Nicodemus, by night. Besides I had a private account to settle with my conscience. I had funked the place in the foggy twilight, and it does not do to let a matter like that slide. A man’s courage is like a horse that refuses a fence; you have got to take him by the head and cram him at it again. If you don’t, he will funk worse next time. I hadn’t enough courage to be able to take chances with it, though I was afraid of many things, the thing I feared most mortally was being afraid.

Seen in the fresh morning light, the house looked pretty ordinary. Some of it was as old as Noah, but most of it was relatively new and poorly built, the kind of shallow, flimsy French château, all facade and no substance, and full of drafts and smoky chimneys. I could have gone in and searched the place, but I knew I wouldn’t find anything. It hit me that it was only when evening fell that the house became interesting and that I needed to come, like Nicodemus, at night. Besides, I had a personal issue to resolve with my conscience. I had chickened out of the place in the foggy twilight, and it doesn’t help to let something like that go. A man’s courage is like a horse that refuses a jump; you have to take the reins and push him at it again. If you don’t, he’ll back down even worse next time. I didn’t have enough courage to take risks with it, though I was afraid of many things; what I feared most was being afraid.

I did not get a chance till Christmas Eve. The day before there had been a fall of snow, but the frost set in and the afternoon ended in a green sunset with the earth crisp and crackling like a shark’s skin. I dined early, and took with me Geordie Hamilton, who added to his many accomplishments that of driving a car. He was the only man in the B.E.F. who guessed anything of the game I was after, and I knew that he was as discreet as a tombstone. I put on my oldest trench cap, slacks, and a pair of scaife-soled boots, that I used to change into in the evening. I had a useful little electric torch, which lived in my pocket, and from which a cord led to a small bulb of light that worked with a switch and could be hung on my belt. That left my arms free in case of emergencies. Likewise I strapped on my pistol.

I didn’t get a chance until Christmas Eve. The day before, it had snowed, but the frost set in, and the afternoon ended with a green sunset, the ground crisp and crackling like a shark’s skin. I had an early dinner and took Geordie Hamilton with me, who had added driving to his list of skills. He was the only guy in the B.E.F. who figured out what I was planning, and I knew he was as discreet as could be. I put on my oldest trench cap, some slacks, and a pair of scaife-soled boots that I used to switch into in the evening. I had a handy little electric flashlight that lived in my pocket, with a cord leading to a small bulb that worked with a switch and could hang from my belt, keeping my hands free in case anything went sideways. I also strapped on my pistol.

There was little traffic in the hamlet of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne that night. Few cars were on the road, and the M.T. detachment, judging from the din, seemed to be busy on a private spree. It was about nine o’clock when we turned into the side road, and at the entrance to it I saw a solid figure in khaki mounting guard beside two bicycles. Something in the man’s gesture, as he saluted, struck me as familiar, but I had no time to hunt for casual memories. I left the car just short of the bridge, and took the road which would bring me to the terraced front of the house.

There was hardly any traffic in the village of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne that night. A few cars were on the road, and the M.T. unit, judging by the noise, seemed to be having a private party. It was around nine o’clock when we turned onto the side road, and at the entrance, I noticed a solid figure in khaki standing guard next to two bicycles. Something about his gesture as he saluted felt familiar, but I didn’t have time to search for memories. I parked the car just before the bridge and took the road that would lead me to the terraced front of the house.

Once I turned the corner of the Château and saw the long ghostly façade white in the moonlight, I felt less confident. The eeriness of the place smote me. In that still, snowy world it loomed up immense and mysterious with its rows of shuttered windows, each with that air which empty houses have of concealing some wild story. I longed to have old Peter with me, for he was the man for this kind of escapade. I had heard that he had been removed to Switzerland and I pictured him now in some mountain village where the snow lay deep. I would have given anything to have had Peter with a whole leg by my side.

Once I turned the corner of the Château and saw the long, ghostly façade gleaming white in the moonlight, I felt less sure of myself. The eeriness of the place hit me hard. In that quiet, snowy landscape, it stood tall and mysterious with its rows of shuttered windows, each giving off that vibe that empty houses have of hiding some wild story. I really wished I had old Peter with me, because he was the one for this kind of adventure. I had heard he was sent to Switzerland and I pictured him now in some mountain village where the snow was really deep. I would have given anything to have Peter, with his whole leg, by my side.

I stepped on the terrace and listened. There was not a sound in the world, not even the distant rumble of a cart. The pile towered above me like a mausoleum, and I reflected that it must take some nerve to burgle an empty house. It would be good enough fun to break into a bustling dwelling and pinch the plate when the folk were at dinner, but to burgle emptiness and silence meant a fight with the terrors in a man’s soul. It was worse in my case, for I wasn’t cheered with prospects of loot. I wanted to get inside chiefly to soothe my conscience.

I stepped out onto the terrace and listened. There wasn’t a sound in the world, not even the faint rumble of a cart. The pile loomed over me like a mausoleum, and I thought about how brave you’d have to be to break into an empty house. It would be entertaining enough to sneak into a busy home and swipe the silverware while everyone was having dinner, but robbing a place filled with emptiness and silence meant battling the fears deep inside a person. It was even harder for me, because I wasn’t motivated by any hope of treasure. I mostly wanted to get inside just to ease my conscience.

I hadn’t much doubt I would find a way, for three years of war and the frequent presence of untidy headquarters’ staffs have loosened the joints of most Picardy houses. There’s generally a window that doesn’t latch or a door that doesn’t bar. But I tried window after window on the terrace without result. The heavy green sun-shutters were down over each, and when I broke the hinges of one there was a long bar within to hold it firm. I was beginning to think of shinning up a rain-pipe and trying the second floor, when a shutter I had laid hold on swung back in my hand. It had been left unfastened, and, kicking the snow from my boots, I entered a room.

I didn't really doubt I would find a way, since three years of war and the constant presence of messy headquarters' staff have loosened most houses in Picardy. There's usually a window that won't latch or a door that won't secure properly. But I tried window after window on the terrace without any luck. The heavy green shutters were down over each one, and when I broke the hinges on one, there was a long bar inside to keep it shut tight. I was starting to consider climbing up a rain pipe to try the second floor when a shutter I had grabbed swung open in my hand. It had been left unlatched, and after kicking the snow off my boots, I stepped into a room.

A gleam of moonlight followed me and I saw I was in a big salon with a polished wood floor and dark lumps of furniture swathed in sheets. I clicked the bulb at my belt, and the little circle of light showed a place which had not been dwelt in for years. At the far end was another door, and as I tiptoed towards it something caught my eye on the parquet. It was a piece of fresh snow like that which clumps on the heel of a boot. I had not brought it there. Some other visitor had passed this way, and not long before me.

A beam of moonlight followed me, and I realized I was in a large room with a polished wood floor and dark pieces of furniture covered with sheets. I clicked the bulb on my belt, and the small circle of light revealed a place that hadn’t been lived in for years. At the far end was another door, and as I tiptoed towards it, something caught my eye on the floor. It was a piece of fresh snow, like what clings to the heel of a boot. I hadn’t brought it there. Some other visitor had come this way, not long before me.

Very gently I opened the door and slipped in. In front of me was a pile of furniture which made a kind of screen, and behind that I halted and listened. There was somebody in the room. I heard the sound of human breathing and soft movements; the man, whoever he was, was at the far end from me, and though there was a dim glow of Moon through a broken shutter I could see nothing of what he was after. I was beginning to enjoy myself now. I knew of his presence and he did not know of mine, and that is the sport of stalking.

Very quietly, I opened the door and crept inside. In front of me was a pile of furniture that created a sort of barrier, and behind that, I stopped and listened. There was someone in the room. I heard the sound of human breathing and soft movements; the man, whoever he was, was at the far end away from me, and even though a faint glow from the moon came through a broken shutter, I couldn’t see what he was up to. I was starting to enjoy myself now. I knew he was there, but he didn’t know I was there, and that’s what makes stalking fun.

An unwary movement of my hand caused the screen to creak. Instantly the movements ceased and there was utter silence. I held my breath, and after a second or two the tiny sounds began again. I had a feeling, though my eyes could not assure me, that the man before me was at work, and was using a very small shaded torch. There was just the faintest moving shimmer on the wall beyond, though that might come from the crack of moonlight.

An inadvertent movement of my hand made the screen creak. Immediately, everything stopped and there was complete silence. I held my breath, and after a second or two, the faint sounds started up again. I sensed, even though my eyes couldn't confirm it, that the man in front of me was busy, using a very small flashlight. There was just the slightest flicker of movement on the wall beyond, though it could have been from the sliver of moonlight.

Apparently he was reassured, for his movements became more distinct. There was a jar as if a table had been pushed back. Once more there was silence, and I heard only the intake of breath. I have very quick ears, and to me it sounded as if the man was rattled. The breathing was quick and anxious.

Apparently he felt reassured, because his movements became clearer. There was a thud as if a table had been shoved aside. Once again, there was silence, and all I could hear was the sound of breath. I have sharp ears, and to me, it sounded like the man was on edge. His breathing was fast and nervous.

Suddenly it changed and became the ghost of a whistle—the kind of sound one makes with the lips and teeth without ever letting the tune break out clear. We all do it when we are preoccupied with something—shaving, or writing letters, or reading the newspaper. But I did not think my man was preoccupied. He was whistling to quiet fluttering nerves.

Suddenly it turned into the ghost of a whistle—the kind of sound you make with your lips and teeth without letting the tune come out clearly. We all do it when we're focused on something—shaving, writing letters, or reading the newspaper. But I didn’t think my guy was distracted. He was whistling to calm his jittery nerves.

Then I caught the air. It was “Cherry Ripe”.

Then I caught the scent. It was “Cherry Ripe.”

In a moment, from being hugely at my ease, I became the nervous one. I had been playing peep-bo with the unseen, and the tables were turned. My heart beat against my ribs like a hammer. I shuffled my feet, and again there fell the tense silence.

In an instant, I went from feeling completely relaxed to being really anxious. I had been playing peek-a-boo with the invisible, and now the situation had flipped. My heart was pounding in my chest like a hammer. I shuffled my feet, and once again, there was a tense silence.

“Mary,” I said—and the word seemed to explode like a bomb in the stillness—“Mary! It’s me—Dick Hannay.”

“Mary,” I said—and the word felt like a bomb exploding in the silence—“Mary! It’s me—Dick Hannay.”

There was no answer but a sob and the sound of a timid step.

There was no answer, just a sob and the sound of a hesitant step.

I took four paces into the darkness and caught in my arms a trembling girl....

I took four steps into the dark and caught a shaking girl in my arms....

Often in the last months I had pictured the kind of scene which would be the culminating point of my life. When our work was over and war had been forgotten, somewhere—perhaps in a green Cotswold meadow or in a room of an old manor—I would talk with Mary. By that time we should know each other well and I would have lost my shyness. I would try to tell her that I loved her, but whenever I thought of what I should say my heart sank, for I knew I would make a fool of myself. You can’t live my kind of life for forty years wholly among men and be of any use at pretty speeches to women. I knew I should stutter and blunder, and I used despairingly to invent impossible situations where I might make my love plain to her without words by some piece of melodramatic sacrifice.

Often in the last few months, I had imagined the kind of scene that would be the high point of my life. Once our work was done and the war had faded from memory, perhaps in a green Cotswold meadow or in a room of an old manor, I would talk with Mary. By then, we should know each other well, and I would have lost my shyness. I would try to tell her that I loved her, but every time I thought about what I should say, my heart sank because I knew I would embarrass myself. You can't spend forty years of your life entirely among men and be good at charming women with sweet words. I knew I would stutter and fumble, and I would desperately come up with impossible scenarios where I could express my love to her without saying a word through some dramatic act of sacrifice.

But the kind Fates had saved me the trouble. Without a syllable save Christian names stammered in that eerie darkness we had come to complete understanding. The fairies had been at work unseen, and the thoughts of each of us had been moving towards the other, till love had germinated like a seed in the dark. As I held her in my arms I stroked her hair and murmured things which seemed to spring out of some ancestral memory. Certainly my tongue had never used them before, nor my mind imagined them.... By and by she slipped her arms round my neck and with a half sob strained towards me. She was still trembling.

But the kind Fates saved me the trouble. Without a word spoken except for our first names in that eerie darkness, we reached complete understanding. The fairies had been working behind the scenes, and our thoughts had been moving toward each other until love had sprouted like a seed in the dark. As I held her in my arms, I stroked her hair and whispered things that felt like they were coming from some deep memory. I had definitely never said those things before, nor had my mind thought of them... Eventually, she wrapped her arms around my neck and, with a slight sob, leaned into me. She was still trembling.

“Dick,” she said, and to hear that name on her lips was the sweetest thing I had ever known. “Dick, is it really you? Tell me I’m not dreaming.”

“Dick,” she said, and hearing that name from her was the sweetest thing I had ever experienced. “Dick, is that really you? Please tell me I’m not dreaming.”

“It’s me, sure enough, Mary dear. And now I have found you I will never let you go again. But, my precious child, how on earth did you get here?”

“It’s me, definitely, Mary dear. And now that I’ve found you, I will never let you go again. But, my precious child, how on earth did you get here?”

She disengaged herself and let her little electric torch wander over my rough habiliments.

She pulled away and let her small flashlight scan my worn clothes.

“You look a tremendous warrior, Dick. I have never seen you like this before. I was in Doubting Castle and very much afraid of Giant Despair, till you came.”

“You look like an incredible warrior, Dick. I’ve never seen you like this before. I was in Doubting Castle and really scared of Giant Despair, until you showed up.”

“I think I call it the Interpreter’s House,” I said.

“I think I’ll call it the Interpreter’s House,” I said.

“It’s the house of somebody we both know,” she went on. “He calls himself Bommaerts here. That was one of the two names, you remember. I have seen him since in Paris. Oh, it is a long story and you shall hear it all soon. I knew he came here sometimes, so I came here too. I have been nursing for the last fortnight at the Douvecourt Hospital only four miles away.”

“It’s the house of someone we both know,” she continued. “He goes by the name Bommaerts here. That was one of the two names, remember? I’ve seen him since in Paris. Oh, it’s a long story and you’ll hear it all soon. I knew he came here sometimes, so I came here too. I’ve been nursing for the last two weeks at the Douvecourt Hospital, just four miles away.”

“But what brought you alone at night?”

“But what brought you out here alone at night?”

“Madness, I think. Vanity, too. You see I had found out a good deal, and I wanted to find out the one vital thing which had puzzled Mr Blenkiron. I told myself it was foolish, but I couldn’t keep away. And then my courage broke down, and before you came I would have screamed at the sound of a mouse. If I hadn’t whistled I would have cried.”

“Madness, I guess. And a bit of vanity, too. You see, I had discovered a lot, and I wanted to figure out the one crucial thing that had confused Mr. Blenkiron. I told myself it was silly, but I couldn't stay away. Then my courage failed me, and before you arrived, I would have jumped at the sound of a mouse. If I hadn’t whistled, I would have cried.”

“But why alone and at this hour?”

“But why by yourself and at this time?”

“I couldn’t get off in the day. And it was safest to come alone. You see he is in love with me, and when he heard I was coming to Douvecourt forgot his caution and proposed to meet me here. He said he was going on a long journey and wanted to say goodbye. If he had found me alone—well, he would have said goodbye. If there had been anyone with me, he would have suspected, and he mustn’t suspect me. Mr Blenkiron says that would be fatal to his great plan. He believes I am like my aunts, and that I think him an apostle of peace working by his own methods against the stupidity and wickedness of all the Governments. He talks more bitterly about Germany than about England. He had told me how he had to disguise himself and play many parts on his mission, and of course I have applauded him. Oh, I have had a difficult autumn.”

“I couldn’t get away during the day. And it was safest to come alone. You see, he is in love with me, and when he heard I was coming to Douvecourt, he threw caution to the wind and suggested meeting me here. He said he was leaving for a long journey and wanted to say goodbye. If he had found me alone—well, he would have said goodbye. If there had been anyone with me, he would have suspected something, and he can't suspect me. Mr. Blenkiron says that would be disastrous for his grand plan. He believes I’m like my aunts and that I see him as an apostle of peace working against the ignorance and evil of all the governments in his own way. He talks more harshly about Germany than about England. He told me how he has to disguise himself and take on different roles on his mission, and of course I’ve cheered him on. Oh, I’ve had a tough autumn.”

“Mary,” I cried, “tell me you hate him.”

“Mary,” I shouted, “tell me you hate him.”

“No,” she said quietly. “I do not hate him. I am keeping that for later. I fear him desperately. Some day when we have broken him utterly I will hate him, and drive all likeness of him out of my memory like an unclean thing. But till then I won’t waste energy on hate. We want to hoard every atom of our strength for the work of beating him.”

“No,” she said softly. “I don’t hate him. I’m saving that for later. I’m scared of him, really. Someday, when we’ve completely defeated him, I will hate him and try to erase every memory of him like it’s something dirty. But until then, I won’t waste my energy on hate. We need to conserve every bit of our strength for the task of taking him down.”

She had won back her composure, and I turned on my light to look at her. She was in nurses’ outdoor uniform, and I thought her eyes seemed tired. The priceless gift that had suddenly come to me had driven out all recollection of my own errand. I thought of Ivery only as a would-be lover of Mary, and forgot the manufacturer from Lille who had rented his house for the partridge-shooting. “And you, Dick,” she asked; “is it part of a general’s duties to pay visits at night to empty houses?”

She had regained her composure, and I switched on my light to look at her. She was in the nurses’ outdoor uniform, and I noticed her eyes looked tired. The incredible gift that had just come my way made me forget all about my own mission. I only thought of Ivery as a guy who wanted to be with Mary and completely overlooked the manufacturer from Lille who had rented his house for partridge hunting. “And you, Dick,” she asked, “is it part of a general’s duties to visit empty houses at night?”

“I came to look for traces of M. Bommaerts. I, too, got on his track from another angle, but that story must wait.”

“I came to look for signs of M. Bommaerts. I also picked up his trail from a different angle, but that story will have to wait.”

“You observe that he has been here today?”

“You see that he’s been here today?”

She pointed to some cigarette ash spilled on the table edge, and a space on its surface cleared from dust. “In a place like this the dust would settle again in a few hours, and that is quite clean. I should say he has been here just after luncheon.”

She pointed to some cigarette ash spilled on the edge of the table and a spot on its surface that was free of dust. “In a place like this, the dust would settle again in a few hours, and that’s pretty clean. I’d say he was here just after lunch.”

“Great Scott!” I cried, “what a close shave! I’m in the mood at this moment to shoot him at sight. You say you saw him in Paris and knew his lair. Surely you had a good enough case to have him collared.”

“Wow!” I exclaimed, “that was way too close! Right now, I feel like shooting him on the spot. You say you saw him in Paris and knew where he was hiding. You must have had enough evidence to take him down.”

She shook her head. “Mr Blenkiron—he’s in Paris too—wouldn’t hear of it. He hasn’t just figured the thing out yet, he says. We’ve identified one of your names, but we’re still in doubt about Chelius.”

She shook her head. “Mr. Blenkiron—he's in Paris too—wouldn't hear of it. He hasn’t quite figured it out yet, he says. We’ve recognized one of your names, but we’re still uncertain about Chelius.”

“Ah, Chelius! Yes, I see. We must get the whole business complete before we strike. Has old Blenkiron had any luck?”

“Ah, Chelius! Yes, I get it. We need to wrap everything up before we make our move. Has old Blenkiron had any luck?”

“Your guess about the ‘Deep-breathing’ advertisement was very clever, Dick. It was true, and it may give us Chelius. I must leave Mr Blenkiron to tell you how. But the trouble is this. We know something of the doings of someone who may be Chelius, but we can’t link them with Ivery. We know that Ivery is Bommaerts, and our hope is to link Bommaerts with Chelius. That’s why I came here. I was trying to burgle this escritoire in an amateur way. It’s a bad piece of fake Empire and deserves smashing.”

“Your guess about the ‘Deep-breathing’ ad was really smart, Dick. It’s true, and it might lead us to Chelius. I’ll leave it to Mr. Blenkiron to explain how. But here’s the problem. We know a bit about the activities of someone who could be Chelius, but we can’t connect them to Ivery. We know that Ivery is Bommaerts, and we’re hoping to connect Bommaerts to Chelius. That’s why I came here. I was trying to break into this desk in an amateur way. It’s a poorly made fake Empire piece and deserves to be destroyed.”

I could see that Mary was eager to get my mind back to business, and with some difficulty I clambered down from the exultant heights. The intoxication of the thing was on me—the winter night, the circle of light in that dreary room, the sudden coming together of two souls from the ends of the earth, the realisation of my wildest hopes, the gilding and glorifying of all the future. But she had always twice as much wisdom as me, and we were in the midst of a campaign which had no use for day-dreaming. I turned my attention to the desk.

I could see that Mary was eager to get me focused on business again, and it took some effort for me to climb down from my high spirits. I was feeling caught up in the moment—the winter night, the circle of light in that dull room, the unexpected connection between two souls from far away, the realization of my wildest dreams, the brightening of all my future possibilities. But she always had twice as much sense as I did, and we were in the middle of a campaign that didn't have room for daydreaming. I focused my attention on the desk.

It was a flat table with drawers, and at the back a half-circle of more drawers with a central cupboard. I tilted it up and most of the drawers slid out, empty of anything but dust. I forced two open with my knife and they held empty cigar boxes. Only the cupboard remained, and that appeared to be locked. I wedged a key from my pocket into its keyhole, but the thing would not budge.

It was a flat table with drawers, and at the back, there was a half-circle of more drawers with a central cupboard. I tilted it up, and most of the drawers slid out, empty except for dust. I forced two open with my knife, and they held empty cigar boxes. Only the cupboard was left, and that seemed to be locked. I wedged a key from my pocket into its keyhole, but it wouldn’t budge.

“It’s no good,” I said. “He wouldn’t leave anything he valued in a place like this. That sort of fellow doesn’t take risks. If he wanted to hide something there are a hundred holes in this Château which would puzzle the best detective.”

“It’s no use,” I said. “He wouldn’t leave anything he cared about in a place like this. That kind of guy doesn’t take chances. If he wanted to hide something, there are a hundred spots in this Château that would stump even the best detective.”

“Can’t you open it?” she asked. “I’ve a fancy about that table. He was sitting here this afternoon and he may be coming back.”

“Can’t you open it?” she asked. “I have a feeling about that table. He was sitting here this afternoon, and he might come back.”

I solved the problem by turning up the escritoire and putting my knee through the cupboard door. Out of it tumbled a little dark-green attache case.

I solved the problem by flipping over the desk and putting my knee through the cupboard door. Out fell a small dark-green briefcase.

“This is getting solemn,” said Mary. “Is it locked?”

“This is getting serious,” said Mary. “Is it locked?”

It was, but I took my knife and cut the lock out and spilled the contents on the table. There were some papers, a newspaper or two, and a small bag tied with black cord. The last I opened, while Mary looked over my shoulder. It contained a fine yellowish powder.

It was, but I took my knife and cut the lock out and spilled the contents on the table. There were some papers, a couple of newspapers, and a small bag tied with black cord. I opened the last one while Mary looked over my shoulder. It held a fine yellowish powder.

“Stand back,” I said harshly. “For God’s sake, stand back and don’t breathe.”

“Step back,” I said sharply. “For God’s sake, step back and don’t breathe.”

With trembling hands I tied up the bag again, rolled it in a newspaper, and stuffed it into my pocket. For I remembered a day near Peronne when a Boche plane had come over in the night and had dropped little bags like this. Happily they were all collected, and the men who found them were wise and took them off to the nearest laboratory. They proved to be full of anthrax germs....

With shaking hands, I tied the bag shut again, wrapped it in a newspaper, and shoved it into my pocket. I recalled a day near Peronne when a German plane flew over at night and dropped small bags like this one. Fortunately, they were all gathered up, and the men who discovered them were smart and took them to the nearest lab. It turned out they were filled with anthrax germs...

I remembered how Eaucourt Sainte-Anne stood at the junction of a dozen roads where all day long troops passed to and from the lines. From such a vantage ground an enemy could wreck the health of an army....

I remembered how Eaucourt Sainte-Anne was located at the intersection of several roads where troops came and went all day long. From that high point, an enemy could seriously harm the army's health...

I remembered the woman I had seen in the courtyard of this house in the foggy dusk, and I knew now why she had worn a gas-mask.

I remembered the woman I had seen in the courtyard of this house in the foggy dusk, and I now understood why she had worn a gas mask.

This discovery gave me a horrid shock. I was brought down with a crash from my high sentiment to something earthly and devilish. I was fairly well used to Boche filthiness, but this seemed too grim a piece of the utterly damnable. I wanted to have Ivery by the throat and force the stuff into his body, and watch him decay slowly into the horror he had contrived for honest men.

This discovery hit me like a ton of bricks. I was dragged down from my lofty ideals to something crude and evil. I was pretty familiar with the disgusting behavior of the Germans, but this felt like a truly appalling level of depravity. I wanted to grab Ivery by the throat, shove this stuff into him, and watch him rot away into the nightmare he had created for decent people.

“Let’s get out of this infernal place,” I said.

“Let’s get out of this awful place,” I said.

But Mary was not listening. She had picked up one of the newspapers and was gloating over it. I looked and saw that it was open at an advertisement of Weissmann’s “Deep-breathing” system.

But Mary wasn't paying attention. She had grabbed one of the newspapers and was getting a kick out of it. I glanced and noticed that it was opened to an ad for Weissmann’s “Deep-breathing” system.

“Oh, look, Dick,” she cried breathlessly.

“Oh, look, Dick,” she said breathlessly.

The column of type had little dots made by a red pencil below certain words.

The column of text had small red pencil dots under certain words.

“It’s it,” she whispered, “it’s the cipher—I’m almost sure it’s the cipher!”

“It’s it,” she whispered, “it’s the code—I’m pretty sure it’s the code!”

“Well, he’d be likely to know it if anyone did.”

"Well, he’s probably the one who knows if anyone does."

“But don’t you see it’s the cipher which Chelius uses—the man in Switzerland? Oh, I can’t explain now, for it’s very long, but I think—I think—I have found out what we have all been wanting. Chelius....”

“But don’t you see it’s the code that Chelius uses—the guy in Switzerland? Oh, I can’t explain right now, because it’s really long, but I think—I think—I’ve figured out what we’ve all been looking for. Chelius....”

“Whisht!” I said. “What’s that?”

“Shh!” I said. “What’s that?”

There was a queer sound from the out-of-doors as if a sudden wind had risen in the still night.

There was a strange sound from outside, like a sudden wind had picked up in the still night.

“It’s only a car on the main road,” said Mary.

“It’s just a car on the main road,” said Mary.

“How did you get in?” I asked.

“How did you get in?” I asked.

“By the broken window in the next room. I cycled out here one morning, and walked round the place and found the broken catch.”

“By the broken window in the next room. I rode my bike out here one morning, walked around the place, and found the broken latch.”

“Perhaps it is left open on purpose. That may be the way M. Bommaerts visits his country home.... Let’s get off, Mary, for this place has a curse on it. It deserves fire from heaven.”

“Maybe it’s intentionally left open. That could be how M. Bommaerts visits his country home.... Let’s get out of here, Mary, because this place has a curse on it. It deserves to be struck by fire from heaven.”

I slipped the contents of the attache case into my pockets. “I’m going to drive you back,” I said. “I’ve got a car out there.”

I stuffed the things from the briefcase into my pockets. “I’ll drive you back,” I said. “I have a car out there.”

“Then you must take my bicycle and my servant too. He’s an old friend of yours—one Andrew Amos.”

“Then you have to take my bike and my servant as well. He’s an old friend of yours—one Andrew Amos.”

“Now how on earth did Andrew get over here?”

“Now how did Andrew end up here?”

“He’s one of us,” said Mary, laughing at my surprise. “A most useful member of our party, at present disguised as an infirmier in Lady Manorwater’s Hospital at Douvecourt. He is learning French, and....”

“He's one of us,” Mary said, laughing at my surprise. “A really valuable member of our group, currently pretending to be a nurse at Lady Manorwater’s Hospital in Douvecourt. He is learning French, and....”

“Hush!” I whispered. “There’s someone in the next room.”

“Hush!” I whispered. “There’s someone in the next room.”

I swept her behind a stack of furniture, with my eyes glued on a crack of light below the door. The handle turned and the shadows raced before a big electric lamp of the kind they have in stables. I could not see the bearer, but I guessed it was the old woman.

I pulled her behind a pile of furniture, keeping my eyes locked on a sliver of light under the door. The handle twisted, and shadows darted away from a large electric lamp, the kind typically found in stables. I couldn't see who was holding it, but I figured it was the old woman.

There was a man behind her. A brisk step sounded on the parquet, and a figure brushed past her. It wore the horizon-blue of a French officer, very smart, with those French riding-boots that show the shape of the leg, and a handsome fur-lined pelisse. I would have called him a young man, not more than thirty-five. The face was brown and clean-shaven, the eyes bright and masterful.... Yet he did not deceive me. I had not boasted idly to Sir Walter when I said that there was one man alive who could never again be mistaken by me.

There was a man behind her. She heard a quick step on the wooden floor, and a figure brushed past her. He was dressed in a horizon-blue uniform of a French officer, looking very sharp, with those French riding boots that accentuate the shape of the leg, and a stylish fur-lined coat. I would have called him a young man, maybe thirty-five at most. His face was tan and clean-shaven, with bright, confident eyes.... Yet he didn't fool me. I hadn't spoken lightly to Sir Walter when I said that there was one man alive I could never mistake again.

I had my hand on my pistol, as I motioned Mary farther back into the shadows. For a second I was about to shoot. I had a perfect mark and could have put a bullet through his brain with utter certitude. I think if I had been alone I might have fired. Perhaps not. Anyhow now I could not do it. It seemed like potting at a sitting rabbit. I was obliged, though he was my worst enemy, to give him a chance, while all the while my sober senses kept calling me a fool.

I had my hand on my gun as I signaled for Mary to move further back into the shadows. For a moment, I was ready to pull the trigger. I had a clear shot and could have easily taken him out. If I had been alone, I might have shot. Maybe not. Either way, I couldn't do it now. It felt like taking a shot at an easy target. I had to give him a chance, even though he was my worst enemy, while my rational mind kept telling me I was being an idiot.

I stepped into the light.

I stepped into the light.

“Hullo, Mr Ivery,” I said. “This is an odd place to meet again!”

“H hello, Mr. Ivery,” I said. “This is a strange place to run into each other again!”

In his amazement he fell back a step, while his hungry eyes took in my face. There was no mistake about the recognition. I saw something I had seen once before in him, and that was fear. Out went the light and he sprang for the door.

In his surprise, he took a step back, his eager eyes scanning my face. There was no doubt he recognized me. I noticed something in him that I had seen before, and that was fear. The light went out, and he lunged for the door.

I fired in the dark, but the shot must have been too high. In the same instant I heard him slip on the smooth parquet and the tinkle of glass as the broken window swung open. Hastily I reflected that his car must be at the moat end of the terrace, and that therefore to reach it he must pass outside this very room. Seizing the damaged escritoire, I used it as a ram, and charged the window nearest me. The panes and shutters went with a crash, for I had driven the thing out of its rotten frame. The next second I was on the moonlit snow.

I shot in the dark, but the bullet must have gone too high. At the same moment, I heard him slip on the smooth floor and the sound of glass as the broken window swung open. Quickly, I realized that his car must be at the far end of the terrace, which meant he would have to pass right outside this room to get to it. Grabbing the damaged desk, I used it like a battering ram and charged at the nearest window. The glass and shutters shattered with a crash, as I had forced it out of its rotting frame. The next moment, I was standing on the moonlit snow.

I got a shot at him as he went over the terrace, and again I went wide. I never was at my best with a pistol. Still I reckoned I had got him, for the car which was waiting below must come back by the moat to reach the highroad. But I had forgotten the great closed park gates. Somehow or other they must have been opened, for as soon as the car started it headed straight for the grand avenue. I tried a couple of long-range shots after it, and one must have damaged either Ivery or his chauffeur, for there came back a cry of pain.

I took a shot at him as he crossed the terrace, and once again I missed. I was never great with a pistol. Still, I figured I had hit him because the car waiting below had to come back by the moat to reach the main road. But I had forgotten about the huge closed park gates. Somehow, they must have been opened, because as soon as the car started, it went straight for the grand avenue. I took a couple of long-range shots at it, and one must have hit either Ivery or his driver, because I heard a cry of pain come back.

I turned in deep chagrin to find Mary beside me. She was bubbling with laughter.

I turned in deep embarrassment to find Mary beside me. She was filled with laughter.

“Were you ever a cinema actor, Dick? The last two minutes have been a really high-class performance. ‘Featuring Mary Lamington.’ How does the jargon go?”

“Were you ever in the movies, Dick? Those last two minutes were a top-notch performance. ‘Starring Mary Lamington.’ How does the lingo go?”

“I could have got him when he first entered,” I said ruefully.

“I could have gotten him when he first walked in,” I said with regret.

“I know,” she said in a graver tone. “Only of course you couldn’t.... Besides, Mr Blenkiron doesn’t want it—yet.”

“I know,” she said more seriously. “But of course you couldn’t... Besides, Mr. Blenkiron doesn’t want it—yet.”

She put her hand on my arm. “Don’t worry about it. It wasn’t written it should happen that way. It would have been too easy. We have a long road to travel yet before we clip the wings of the Wild Birds.”

She put her hand on my arm. “Don’t worry about it. It wasn’t meant to happen that way. It would have been too easy. We still have a long way to go before we clip the wings of the Wild Birds.”

“Look,” I cried. “The fire from heaven!”

“Look,” I shouted. “The fire from the sky!”

Red tongues of flame were shooting up from the out-buildings at the farther end, the place where I had first seen the woman. Some agreed plan must have been acted on, and Ivery was destroying all traces of his infamous yellow powder. Even now the concierge with her odds and ends of belongings would be slipping out to some refuge in the village.

Red flames were shooting up from the out-buildings at the far end, the spot where I first saw the woman. Some coordinated plan must have been set in motion, and Ivery was getting rid of all evidence of his notorious yellow powder. Even now, the concierge with her random belongings would be sneaking out to find refuge in the village.

In the still dry night the flames rose, for the place must have been made ready for a rapid burning. As I hurried Mary round the moat I could see that part of the main building had caught fire. The hamlet was awakened, and before we reached the corner of the highroad sleepy British soldiers were hurrying towards the scene, and the Town Major was mustering the fire brigade. I knew that Ivery had laid his plans well, and that they hadn’t a chance—that long before dawn the Château of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne would be a heap of ashes and that in a day or two the lawyers of the aged Marquise at Biarritz would be wrangling with the insurance company.

In the quiet, dry night, the flames shot up, clearly indicating that the place was set for a quick burn. As I rushed Mary around the moat, I could see that part of the main building was on fire. The village was stirring, and by the time we reached the corner of the main road, drowsy British soldiers were quickly moving towards the fire, while the Town Major was organizing the fire brigade. I realized that Ivery had planned this perfectly and that there was no hope—the Château of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne would be nothing but a pile of ashes long before dawn, and in a day or two, the lawyers for the elderly Marquise in Biarritz would be fighting with the insurance company.

At the corner stood Amos beside two bicycles, solid as a graven image. He recognised me with a gap-toothed grin.

At the corner stood Amos next to two bicycles, as solid as a statue. He recognized me with a gap-toothed smile.

“It’s a cauld night, General, but the home fires keep burnin’. I havena seen such a cheery lowe since Dickson’s mill at Gawly.”

“It’s a cold night, General, but the home fires keep burning. I haven’t seen such a cheerful glow since Dickson’s mill at Gawly.”

We packed, bicycles and all, into my car with Amos wedged in the narrow seat beside Hamilton. Recognizing a fellow countryman, he gave thanks for the lift in the broadest Doric. “For,” said he, “I’m not what you would call a practised hand wi’ a velocipede, and my feet are dinnled wi’ standin’ in the snaw.”

We packed everything, including the bikes, into my car with Amos squeezed into the cramped seat next to Hamilton. Spotting a fellow countryman, he expressed his gratitude for the ride in the thickest Doric. “Because,” he said, “I wouldn’t say I’m an experienced rider on a bike, and my feet are frozen from standing in the snow.”

As for me, the miles to Douvecourt passed as in a blissful moment of time. I wrapped Mary in a fur rug, and after that we did not speak a word. I had come suddenly into a great possession and was dazed with the joy of it.

As for me, the miles to Douvecourt flew by in a blissful moment. I wrapped Mary in a fur blanket, and after that, we didn't say a word. I had suddenly come into a great joy and was overwhelmed by it.

CHAPTER XIV
Mr Blenkiron Discourses on Love and War

Three days later I got my orders to report at Paris for special service. They came none too soon, for I chafed at each hour’s delay. Every thought in my head was directed to the game which we were playing against Ivery. He was the big enemy, compared to whom the ordinary Boche in the trenches was innocent and friendly. I had almost lost interest in my division, for I knew that for me the real battle-front was not in Picardy, and that my job was not so easy as holding a length of line. Also I longed to be at the same work as Mary.

Three days later, I received my orders to report to Paris for special service. They arrived just in time because I was growing impatient with every passing hour. My mind was completely focused on the game we were playing against Ivery. He was the main enemy, making the average German soldier in the trenches seem harmless and friendly by comparison. I had almost lost interest in my division since I realized that my real battlefield wasn’t in Picardy and that my job was more complicated than just holding a stretch of the front line. I also wanted to be doing the same work as Mary.

I remember waking up in billets the morning after the night at the Château with the feeling that I had become extraordinarily rich. I felt very humble, too, and very kindly towards all the world—even to the Boche, though I can’t say I had ever hated him very wildly. You find hate more among journalists and politicians at home than among fighting men. I wanted to be quiet and alone to think, and since that was impossible I went about my work in a happy abstraction. I tried not to look ahead, but only to live in the present, remembering that a war was on, and that there was desperate and dangerous business before me, and that my hopes hung on a slender thread. Yet for all that I had sometimes to let my fancies go free, and revel in delicious dreams.

I remember waking up in the barracks the morning after the night at the Château, feeling like I had suddenly become incredibly rich. I also felt very humble and kind towards everyone—even the enemy, though I can't say I ever hated him that intensely. You find more hatred among journalists and politicians back home than among soldiers in the field. I wanted to be quiet and alone to think, but since that wasn’t possible, I went about my work in a happy daze. I tried not to look ahead, focusing only on the present, aware that there was a war happening and that I had tough and dangerous challenges ahead, with my hopes hanging by a thin thread. Still, I sometimes allowed my imagination to run wild and indulge in sweet dreams.

But there was one thought that always brought me back to hard ground, and that was Ivery. I do not think I hated anybody in the world but him. It was his relation to Mary that stung me. He had the insolence with all his toad-like past to make love to that clean and radiant girl. I felt that he and I stood as mortal antagonists, and the thought pleased me, for it helped me to put some honest detestation into my job. Also I was going to win. Twice I had failed, but the third time I should succeed. It had been like ranging shots for a gun—first short, second over, and I vowed that the third should be dead on the mark.

But there was one thought that always grounded me, and that was Ivery. I don’t think I hated anyone in the world but him. It was his connection to Mary that really bothered me. He had the nerve, with all his slimy past, to pursue that pure and radiant girl. I felt that he and I were mortal enemies, and the idea actually made me happy because it fueled my genuine hatred for my job. Plus, I was determined to win. I had failed twice, but the third time I would succeed. It had been like practice shots for a gun—first one was short, second one went over, and I promised that the third would hit the target perfectly.

I was summoned to G.H.Q., where I had half an hour’s talk with the greatest British commander. I can see yet his patient, kindly face and that steady eye which no vicissitude of fortune could perturb. He took the biggest view, for he was statesman as well as soldier, and knew that the whole world was one battle-field and every man and woman among the combatant nations was in the battle-line. So contradictory is human nature, that talk made me wish for a moment to stay where I was. I wanted to go on serving under that man. I realised suddenly how much I loved my work, and when I got back to my quarters that night and saw my men swinging in from a route march I could have howled like a dog at leaving them. Though I say it who shouldn’t, there wasn’t a better division in the Army.

I was called to G.H.Q., where I had a half-hour conversation with the greatest British commander. I can still picture his patient, kind face and that steady gaze, which no change in fortune could shake. He had a broad perspective, as he was both a statesman and a soldier, and understood that the entire world was one battlefield and every man and woman from the fighting nations was part of the front line. So contradictory is human nature that our talk made me momentarily wish to remain where I was. I wanted to keep serving under that man. I suddenly realized how much I loved my work, and when I returned to my quarters that night and saw my men coming back from a route march, I could have howled like a dog at the thought of leaving them. Though I say it when I probably shouldn't, there wasn't a better division in the Army.

One morning a few days later I picked up Mary in Amiens. I always liked the place, for after the dirt of the Somme it was a comfort to go there for a bath and a square meal, and it had the noblest church that the hand of man ever built for God. It was a clear morning when we started from the boulevard beside the railway station; and the air smelt of washed streets and fresh coffee, and women were going marketing and the little trams ran clanking by, just as in any other city far from the sound of guns. There was very little khaki or horizon-blue about, and I remember thinking how completely Amiens had got out of the war-zone. Two months later it was a different story.

One morning a few days later, I picked up Mary in Amiens. I had always liked the place because, after the dirt of the Somme, it felt good to go there for a bath and a decent meal. It had the most impressive church that anyone had ever built for God. It was a clear morning when we left from the boulevard next to the railway station; the air smelled of cleaned streets and fresh coffee, women were out shopping, and the little trams clanked by, just like in any other city far from the sound of gunfire. There was hardly any khaki or horizon-blue around, and I remember thinking how completely Amiens had escaped the war zone. Two months later, it was a different story.

To the end I shall count that day as one of the happiest in my life. Spring was in the air, though the trees and fields had still their winter colouring. A thousand good fresh scents came out of the earth, and the larks were busy over the new furrows. I remember that we ran up a little glen, where a stream spread into pools among sallows, and the roadside trees were heavy with mistletoe. On the tableland beyond the Somme valley the sun shone like April. At Beauvais we lunched badly in an inn—badly as to food, but there was an excellent Burgundy at two francs a bottle. Then we slipped down through little flat-chested townships to the Seine, and in the late afternoon passed through St Germains forest. The wide green spaces among the trees set my fancy dwelling on that divine English countryside where Mary and I would one day make our home. She had been in high spirits all the journey, but when I spoke of the Cotswolds her face grew grave.

To the end, I’ll remember that day as one of the happiest in my life. Spring was in the air, even though the trees and fields still had their winter colors. A thousand fresh scents were rising from the earth, and the larks were singing over the freshly plowed soil. I recall that we ran up a little valley, where a stream spread into pools among the willows, and the roadside trees were heavy with mistletoe. On the plateau beyond the Somme valley, the sun shone like it was April. At Beauvais, we had a pretty bad lunch at an inn—bad food, but there was some excellent Burgundy for two francs a bottle. Then we made our way down through small, flat townships to the Seine, and in the late afternoon, we passed through the St Germain forest. The wide green spaces among the trees had me daydreaming about that beautiful English countryside where Mary and I would one day settle down. She had been in great spirits all along the journey, but when I mentioned the Cotswolds, her expression turned serious.

“Don’t let us speak of it, Dick,” she said. “It’s too happy a thing and I feel as if it would wither if we touched it. I don’t let myself think of peace and home, for it makes me too homesick.... I think we shall get there some day, you and I ... but it’s a long road to the Delectable Mountains, and Faithful, you know, has to die first.... There is a price to be paid.”

“Let’s not talk about it, Dick,” she said. “It’s too joyful, and I feel like it would fade if we discuss it. I try not to think about peace and home because it makes me too homesick.... I believe we’ll get there someday, you and I ... but it’s a long journey to the Delectable Mountains, and Faithful, you know, has to die first.... There’s a cost to be paid.”

The words sobered me.

The words brought me back.

“Who is our Faithful?” I asked.

“Who is our Faithful?” I asked.

“I don’t know. But he was the best of the Pilgrims.”

“I don’t know. But he was the best of the Pilgrims.”

Then, as if a veil had lifted, her mood changed, and when we came through the suburbs of Paris and swung down the Champs Élysées she was in a holiday humour. The lights were twinkling in the blue January dusk, and the warm breath of the city came to greet us. I knew little of the place, for I had visited it once only on a four days’ Paris leave, but it had seemed to me then the most habitable of cities, and now, coming from the battle-field with Mary by my side, it was like the happy ending of a dream.

Then, as if a curtain had been drawn back, her mood shifted, and when we passed through the suburbs of Paris and turned down the Champs Élysées, she was in a festive mood. The lights were sparkling in the blue January twilight, and the warm breath of the city welcomed us. I didn’t know much about the place, since I had only been there once during a four-day leave, but it had felt to me then like the most livable city, and now, coming from the battlefield with Mary by my side, it felt like the happy conclusion of a dream.

I left her at her cousin’s house near the Rue St Honoré, and deposited myself, according to instructions, at the Hôtel Louis Quinze. There I wallowed in a hot bath, and got into the civilian clothes which had been sent on from London. They made me feel that I had taken leave of my division for good and all this time. Blenkiron had a private room, where we were to dine; and a more wonderful litter of books and cigar boxes I have never seen, for he hadn’t a notion of tidiness. I could hear him grunting at his toilet in the adjacent bedroom, and I noticed that the table was laid for three. I went downstairs to get a paper, and on the way ran into Launcelot Wake.

I left her at her cousin’s house near Rue St Honoré and checked in, as instructed, at the Hôtel Louis Quinze. There, I indulged in a hot bath and changed into the civilian clothes that had been sent over from London. Wearing them made me feel like I had permanently left my division this time. Blenkiron had a private room for our dinner, and I’d never seen such a chaotic mix of books and cigar boxes; he really didn’t care about tidiness. I could hear him grunting while getting ready in the next room, and I noticed the table was set for three. I went downstairs to grab a newspaper and bumped into Launcelot Wake on the way.

He was no longer a private in a Labour Battalion. Evening clothes showed beneath his overcoat. “Hullo, Wake, are you in this push too?”

He was no longer just a private in a Labor Battalion. Evening clothes peeked out from under his overcoat. “Hey, Wake, are you in this too?”

“I suppose so,” he said, and his manner was not cordial. “Anyhow I was ordered down here. My business is to do as I am told.”

“I guess so,” he said, and he didn't seem friendly. “Anyway, I was sent down here. My job is to follow orders.”

“Coming to dine?” I asked.

“Want to grab dinner?” I asked.

“No. I’m dining with some friends at the Crillon.”

“No. I’m having dinner with some friends at the Crillon.”

Then he looked me in the face, and his eyes were hot as I first remembered them. “I hear I’ve to congratulate you, Hannay,” and he held out a limp hand.

Then he looked me in the face, and his eyes were as intense as I remembered. “I hear I need to congratulate you, Hannay,” and he reached out a weak hand.

I never felt more antagonism in a human being.

I have never felt more hostility in a person.

“You don’t like it?” I said, for I guessed what he meant.

"You don't like it?" I said, since I figured out what he meant.

“How on earth can I like it?” he cried angrily. “Good Lord, man, you’ll murder her soul. You an ordinary, stupid, successful fellow and she—she’s the most precious thing God ever made. You can never understand a fraction of her preciousness, but you’ll clip her wings all right. She can never fly now....”

“How can I possibly like it?” he shouted angrily. “Good grief, man, you’ll ruin her spirit. You’re just an average, clueless, successful guy, and she—she’s the most valuable thing God ever created. You’ll never grasp even a tiny bit of her worth, but you’ll definitely hold her back. She can never soar now....”

He poured out this hysterical stuff to me at the foot of the staircase within hearing of an elderly French widow with a poodle. I had no impulse to be angry, for I was far too happy.

He unloaded this dramatic stuff on me at the bottom of the stairs, within earshot of an elderly French widow with a poodle. I had no urge to get mad, because I was way too happy.

“Don’t, Wake,” I said. “We’re all too close together to quarrel. I’m not fit to black Mary’s shoes. You can’t put me too low or her too high. But I’ve at least the sense to know it. You couldn’t want me to be humbler than I felt.”

“Don’t, Wake,” I said. “We’re all too close together to argue. I’m not even worthy to polish Mary’s shoes. You can’t put me too low or her too high. But at least I have enough sense to recognize that. You wouldn’t want me to be more humble than I already am.”

He shrugged his shoulders, as he went out to the street. “Your infernal magnanimity would break any man’s temper.”

He shrugged his shoulders as he stepped out onto the street. “Your annoying generosity would test anyone's patience.”

I went upstairs to find Blenkiron, washed and shaven, admiring a pair of bright patent-leather shoes.

I went upstairs to find Blenkiron, cleaned up and freshly shaved, admiring a pair of shiny patent-leather shoes.

“Why, Dick, I’ve been wearying bad to see you. I was nervous you would be blown to glory, for I’ve been reading awful things about your battles in the noospapers. The war correspondents worry me so I can’t take breakfast.”

“Why, Dick, I’ve been really eager to see you. I was worried you might have been killed, because I’ve been reading terrible things about your battles in the newspapers. The war correspondents stress me out so much that I can’t even eat breakfast.”

He mixed cocktails and clinked his glass on mine. “Here’s to the young lady. I was trying to write her a pretty little sonnet, but the darned rhymes wouldn’t fit. I’ve gotten a heap of things to say to you when we’ve finished dinner.”

He mixed cocktails and tapped his glass against mine. “Here’s to the young lady. I was trying to write her a nice little poem, but the stupid rhymes wouldn’t work. I’ve got a lot to say to you once we’re done with dinner.”

Mary came in, her cheeks bright from the weather, and Blenkiron promptly fell abashed. But she had a way to meet his shyness, for, when he began an embarrassed speech of good wishes, she put her arms round his neck and kissed him. Oddly enough, that set him completely at his ease.

Mary walked in, her cheeks flushed from the chilly weather, and Blenkiron immediately felt shy. However, she knew how to handle his awkwardness; as he started to stammer out a speech of good wishes, she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him. Strangely enough, that made him feel totally relaxed.

It was pleasant to eat off linen and china again, pleasant to see old Blenkiron’s benignant face and the way he tucked into his food, but it was delicious for me to sit at a meal with Mary across the table. It made me feel that she was really mine, and not a pixie that would vanish at a word. To Blenkiron she bore herself like an affectionate but mischievous daughter, while the desperately refined manners that afflicted him whenever women were concerned mellowed into something like his everyday self. They did most of the talking, and I remember he fetched from some mysterious hiding-place a great box of chocolates, which you could no longer buy in Paris, and the two ate them like spoiled children. I didn’t want to talk, for it was pure happiness for me to look on. I loved to watch her, when the servants had gone, with her elbows on the table like a schoolboy, her crisp gold hair a little rumpled, cracking walnuts with gusto, like some child who has been allowed down from the nursery for dessert and means to make the most of it.

It was nice to eat off linen and china again, nice to see old Blenkiron's kind face and the way he enjoyed his food, but it was truly wonderful for me to have a meal with Mary across the table. It made me feel like she was really mine and not some fairy that would disappear with a word. To Blenkiron, she acted like a loving but playful daughter, and his overly refined manners around women softened into something more like his usual self. They did most of the talking, and I remember he pulled out a big box of chocolates from some secret spot, chocolates you couldn’t get anymore in Paris, and the two of them ate them like spoiled kids. I didn’t want to talk; it was just pure happiness for me to watch. I loved seeing her, after the servants had left, with her elbows on the table like a schoolboy, her crisp golden hair a bit messy, cracking walnuts enthusiastically, like a child who’s been let out of the nursery for dessert and intends to enjoy every bit of it.

With his first cigar Blenkiron got to business.

With his first cigar, Blenkiron got down to work.

“You want to know about the staff-work we’ve been busy on at home. Well, it’s finished now, thanks to you, Dick. We weren’t getting on very fast till you took to peroosing the press on your sick-bed and dropped us that hint about the ‘Deep-breathing’ ads.”

"You want to know about the work we've been doing at home. Well, it's done now, thanks to you, Dick. We weren't making much progress until you started looking at the news from your sick bed and gave us that tip about the 'Deep-breathing' ads."

“Then there was something in it?” I asked.

“Was there something in it?” I asked.

“There was black hell in it. There wasn’t any Gussiter, but there was a mighty fine little syndicate of crooks with old man Gresson at the back of them. First thing, I started out to get the cipher. It took some looking for, but there’s no cipher on earth can’t be got hold of somehow if you know it’s there, and in this case we were helped a lot by the return messages in the German papers. It was bad stuff when we read it, and explained the darned leakages in important noos we’ve been up against. At first I figured to keep the thing going and turn Gussiter into a corporation with John S. Blenkiron as president. But it wouldn’t do, for at the first hint of tampering with their communications the whole bunch got skeery and sent out SOS signals. So we tenderly plucked the flowers.”

“There was utter chaos in it. There wasn’t any Gussiter, but there was a pretty slick little group of crooks with old man Gresson behind them. First, I set out to get the code. It took some searching, but there’s no code out there that can’t be figured out somehow if you know it exists, and in this case, we got a lot of help from the return messages in the German papers. It was bad news when we read it and explained the frustrating leaks of important information we've been dealing with. At first, I thought about keeping the operation going and turning Gussiter into a corporation with John S. Blenkiron as president. But that wouldn’t work, because at the first sign of interference with their communications, the whole group got scared and sent out SOS signals. So we carefully took care of the situation.”

“Gresson, too?” I asked.

“Gresson, really?” I asked.

He nodded. “I guess your seafaring companion’s now under the sod. We had collected enough evidence to hang him ten times over.... But that was the least of it. For your little old cipher, Dick, gave us a line on Ivery.”

He nodded. “I guess your shipmate's now six feet under. We had gathered enough evidence to convict him ten times over... But that was just the tip of the iceberg. Your little old cipher, Dick, gave us a lead on Ivery.”

I asked how, and Blenkiron told me the story. He had about a dozen cross-bearings proving that the organisation of the “Deep-breathing” game had its headquarters in Switzerland. He suspected Ivery from the first, but the man had vanished out of his ken, so he started working from the other end, and instead of trying to deduce the Swiss business from Ivery he tried to deduce Ivery from the Swiss business. He went to Berne and made a conspicuous public fool of himself for several weeks. He called himself an agent of the American propaganda there, and took some advertising space in the press and put in spread-eagle announcements of his mission, with the result that the Swiss Government threatened to turn him out of the country if he tampered that amount with their neutrality. He also wrote a lot of rot in the Geneva newspapers, which he paid to have printed, explaining how he was a pacifist, and was going to convert Germany to peace by “inspirational advertisement of pure-minded war aims”. All this was in keeping with his English reputation, and he wanted to make himself a bait for Ivery.

I asked how, and Blenkiron shared the story. He had about a dozen cross-references proving that the organization of the “Deep-breathing” game had its headquarters in Switzerland. He suspected Ivery from the start, but the guy had disappeared from his radar, so he began working from the other end. Instead of trying to figure out the Swiss business from Ivery, he focused on deducing Ivery from the Swiss business. He went to Berne and ended up making a complete fool of himself in public for several weeks. He claimed to be an agent of American propaganda and even bought some advertising space in the press, running over-the-top announcements about his mission. This led to the Swiss Government threatening to expel him if he messed with their neutrality that much. He also wrote a lot of nonsense in the Geneva newspapers, which he paid to have published, claiming he was a pacifist and that he would convert Germany to peace through “inspirational advertising of pure-minded war aims.” All this fit with his English reputation, and he wanted to make himself a target for Ivery.

But Ivery did not rise to the fly, and though he had a dozen agents working for him on the quiet he could never hear of the name Chelius. That was, he reckoned, a very private and particular name among the Wild Birds. However, he got to know a good deal about the Swiss end of the “Deep-breathing’ business. That took some doing and cost a lot of money. His best people were a girl who posed as a mannequin in a milliner’s shop in Lyons and a concierge in a big hotel at St Moritz. His most important discovery was that there was a second cipher in the return messages sent from Switzerland, different from the one that the Gussiter lot used in England. He got this cipher, but though he could read it he couldn’t make anything out of it. He concluded that it was a very secret means of communication between the inner circle of the Wild Birds, and that Ivery must be at the back of it.... But he was still a long way from finding out anything that mattered.

But Ivery didn’t catch the hint, and even though he had a dozen agents quietly working for him, he never came across the name Chelius. He figured it was a very private and specific name among the Wild Birds. Still, he learned quite a bit about the Swiss side of the “Deep-breathing” operation. That took a lot of effort and cost a ton of money. His best sources were a girl posing as a mannequin in a hat shop in Lyons and a concierge at a large hotel in St Moritz. His biggest discovery was that there was a second cipher in the return messages sent from Switzerland, different from the one the Gussiter crew used in England. He got his hands on this cipher, but even though he could read it, he couldn’t figure it out. He concluded that it was a very secret way for the inner circle of the Wild Birds to communicate, and that Ivery must be behind it.... But he was still far from uncovering anything significant.

Then the whole situation changed, for Mary got in touch with Ivery. I must say she behaved like a shameless minx, for she kept on writing to him to an address he had once given her in Paris, and suddenly she got an answer. She was in Paris herself, helping to run one of the railway canteens, and staying with her French cousins, the de Mezières. One day he came to see her. That showed the boldness of the man, and his cleverness, for the whole secret police of France were after him and they never got within sight or sound. Yet here he was coming openly in the afternoon to have tea with an English girl. It showed another thing, which made me blaspheme. A man so resolute and single-hearted in his job must have been pretty badly in love to take a risk like that.

Then everything changed because Mary reached out to Ivery. I have to say she acted like a brazen flirt, since she kept writing to him at an address he had once given her in Paris, and then suddenly she got a reply. She was in Paris herself, helping to run one of the railway canteens and staying with her French cousins, the de Mezières. One day, he came to see her. That showed the guy's boldness and cleverness, considering the entire French secret police were after him, and they never got close. Yet, here he was, coming openly in the afternoon to have tea with an English girl. It revealed something else that made me curse. A man so determined and focused on his mission must have been deeply in love to take such a risk.

He came, and he called himself the Capitaine Bommaerts, with a transport job on the staff of the French G.Q.G. He was on the staff right enough too. Mary said that when she heard that name she nearly fell down. He was quite frank with her, and she with him. They are both peacemakers, ready to break the laws of any land for the sake of a great ideal. Goodness knows what stuff they talked together. Mary said she would blush to think of it till her dying day, and I gathered that on her side it was a mixture of Launcelot Wake at his most pedantic and schoolgirl silliness.

He showed up and introduced himself as Captain Bommaerts, working a transport job with the French G.Q.G. He was definitely part of the team. Mary said that when she heard his name, she almost fainted. He was totally open with her, and she was with him too. They were both peacemakers, willing to disregard the laws of any country for the sake of a noble ideal. Who knows what they talked about? Mary mentioned she would feel embarrassed thinking about it for the rest of her life, and I got the impression that on her end, it was a mix of Launcelot Wake at his most pretentious and some schoolgirl nonsense.

He came again, and they met often, unbeknown to the decorous Madame de Mezières. They walked together in the Bois de Boulogne, and once, with a beating heart, she motored with him to Auteuil for luncheon. He spoke of his house in Picardy, and there were moments, I gathered, when he became the declared lover, to be rebuffed with a hoydenish shyness. Presently the pace became too hot, and after some anguished arguments with Bullivant on the long-distance telephone she went off to Douvecourt to Lady Manorwater’s hospital. She went there to escape from him, but mainly, I think, to have a look—trembling in every limb, mind you—at the Château of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne.

He came around again, and they met frequently, without the proper Madame de Mezières knowing. They strolled together in the Bois de Boulogne, and once, with her heart racing, she went for lunch with him in Auteuil. He talked about his house in Picardy, and there were times, I gathered, when he openly acted like her lover, only to be met with a playful shyness. Soon the intensity became too much, and after some intense phone calls with Bullivant, she left for Douvecourt to Lady Manorwater’s hospital. She went there to get away from him, but mainly, I believe, to sneak a look—nervous as could be—at the Château of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne.

I had only to think of Mary to know just what Joan of Arc was. No man ever born could have done that kind of thing. It wasn’t recklessness. It was sheer calculating courage.

I only had to think of Mary to understand exactly what Joan of Arc was like. No man ever born could have done that kind of thing. It wasn’t just taking risks. It was pure, calculated bravery.

Then Blenkiron took up the tale. The newspaper we found that Christmas Eve in the Château was of tremendous importance, for Bommaerts had pricked out in the advertisement the very special second cipher of the Wild Birds. That proved that Ivery was at the back of the Swiss business. But Blenkiron made doubly sure.

Then Blenkiron continued the story. The newspaper we discovered that Christmas Eve in the Château was extremely important because Bommaerts had highlighted in the advertisement the unique second cipher of the Wild Birds. That confirmed that Ivery was behind the Swiss operation. But Blenkiron made extra sure.

“I considered the time had come,” he said, “to pay high for valuable noos, so I sold the enemy a very pretty de-vice. If you ever gave your mind to ciphers and illicit correspondence, Dick, you would know that the one kind of document you can’t write on in invisible ink is a coated paper, the kind they use in the weeklies to print photographs of leading actresses and the stately homes of England. Anything wet that touches it corrugates the surface a little, and you can tell with a microscope if someone’s been playing at it. Well, we had the good fortune to discover just how to get over that little difficulty—how to write on glazed paper with a quill so as the cutest analyst couldn’t spot it, and likewise how to detect the writing. I decided to sacrifice that invention, casting my bread upon the waters and looking for a good-sized bakery in return.... I had it sold to the enemy. The job wanted delicate handling, but the tenth man from me—he was an Austrian Jew—did the deal and scooped fifty thousand dollars out of it. Then I lay low to watch how my friend would use the de-vice, and I didn’t wait long.”

“I thought the time had come,” he said, “to pay a lot for valuable information, so I sold the enemy a really clever device. If you’ve ever thought about ciphers and secret messages, Dick, you’d know that the one type of document you can’t use invisible ink on is coated paper, like what they use in magazines to print photos of famous actresses and the grand homes of England. Anything wet that touches it slightly ripples the surface, and you can see with a microscope if someone’s been experimenting. Well, we were lucky to figure out exactly how to overcome that little issue—how to write on glossy paper with a quill so that even the smartest analyst couldn’t catch it, as well as how to detect the writing. I decided to sacrifice that invention, putting my trust out there and looking for a great return.... I had it sold to the enemy. The job needed careful handling, but the tenth man from me—he was an Austrian Jew—did the deal and made fifty thousand dollars off it. Then I stayed back to see how my friend would use the device, and I didn’t have to wait long.”

He took from his pocket a folded sheet of L’Illustration. Over a photogravure plate ran some words in a large sprawling hand, as if written with a brush.

He pulled a folded sheet of L’Illustration from his pocket. Across a photogravure plate were some words written in a large, sprawling style, as if someone had used a brush.

“That page when I got it yesterday,” he said, “was an unassuming picture of General Pétain presenting military medals. There wasn’t a scratch or a ripple on its surface. But I got busy with it, and see there!”

"That page I received yesterday," he said, "was a simple image of General Pétain handing out military medals. It was smooth and untouched. But I started working on it, and look at this!"

He pointed out two names. The writing was a set of key-words we did not know, but two names stood out which I knew too well. They were “Bommaerts” and “Chelius”.

He pointed out two names. The text was a series of keywords we didn't understand, but two names stood out that I recognized all too well. They were "Bommaerts" and "Chelius."

“My God!” I cried, “that’s uncanny. It only shows that if you chew long enough—-”

“My God!” I exclaimed, “that’s strange. It just proves that if you chew long enough—”

“Dick,” said Mary, “you mustn’t say that again. At the best it’s an ugly metaphor, and you’re making it a platitude.”

“Dick,” Mary said, “you can’t say that again. At best, it’s a terrible metaphor, and you’re just turning it into a cliché.”

“Who is Ivery anyhow?” I asked. “Do you know more about him than we knew in the summer? Mary, what did Bommaerts pretend to be?”

“Who is Ivery anyway?” I asked. “Do you know more about him than we did in the summer? Mary, what was Bommaerts pretending to be?”

“An Englishman.” Mary spoke in the most matter-of-fact tone, as if it were a perfectly usual thing to be made love to by a spy, and that rather soothed my annoyance. “When he asked me to marry him he proposed to take me to a country-house in Devonshire. I rather think, too, he had a place in Scotland. But of course he’s a German.”

“An Englishman.” Mary said in the most straightforward tone, as if it were completely normal to be courted by a spy, which kind of eased my irritation. “When he asked me to marry him, he suggested taking me to a country house in Devon. I also think he had a place in Scotland. But of course, he’s German.”

“Ye-es,” said Blenkiron slowly, “I’ve got on to his record, and it isn’t a pretty story. It’s taken some working out, but I’ve got all the links tested now.... He’s a Boche and a large-sized nobleman in his own state. Did you ever hear of the Graf von Schwabing?”

“Yeah,” said Blenkiron slowly, “I’ve dug into his history, and it’s not a pretty story. It took some figuring out, but I’ve got all the connections verified now.... He’s a German and a pretty big nobleman in his own state. Ever heard of Graf von Schwabing?”

I shook my head.

I shook my head.

“I think I have heard Uncle Charlie speak of him,” said Mary, wrinkling her brows. “He used to hunt with the Pytchley.”

“I think I’ve heard Uncle Charlie talk about him,” said Mary, furrowing her brows. “He used to hunt with the Pytchley.”

“That’s the man. But he hasn’t troubled the Pytchley for the last eight years. There was a time when he was the last thing in smartness in the German court—officer in the Guards, ancient family, rich, darned clever—all the fixings. Kaiser liked him, and it’s easy to see why. I guess a man who had as many personalities as the Graf was amusing after-dinner company. Specially among the Germans, who in my experience don’t excel in the lighter vein. Anyway, he was William’s white-headed boy, and there wasn’t a mother with a daughter who wasn’t out gunning for Otto von Schwabing. He was about as popular in London and Noo York—and in Paris, too. Ask Sir Walter about him, Dick. He says he had twice the brains of Kuhlmann, and better manners than the Austrian fellow he used to yarn about.... Well, one day there came an almighty court scandal, and the bottom dropped out of the Graf’s world. It was a pretty beastly story, and I don’t gather that Schwabing was as deep in it as some others. But the trouble was that those others had to be shielded at all costs, and Schwabing was made the scapegoat. His name came out in the papers and he had to go .”

"That's the guy. But he hasn't been involved with the Pytchley for the last eight years. There was a time when he was the epitome of style at the German court—an officer in the Guards, from an old family, wealthy, incredibly smart—all the perks. The Kaiser liked him, and it's easy to see why. I guess a guy with as many personalities as the Graf was entertaining after dinner, especially among the Germans, who, in my experience, aren't great at lightheartedness. Anyway, he was William’s favorite, and every mother with a daughter was trying to set her up with Otto von Schwabing. He was just as popular in London, New York, and Paris too. Ask Sir Walter about him, Dick. He says he had twice the brains of Kuhlmann and better manners than that Austrian guy he used to talk about... Well, one day there was a huge court scandal, and everything fell apart for the Graf. It was a pretty nasty story, and I don’t think Schwabing was as involved as some others. But the problem was that those others had to be protected at all costs, and Schwabing became the scapegoat. His name made the papers, and he had to leave."

“What was the case called?” I asked.

“What was the case called?” I asked.

Blenkiron mentioned a name, and I knew why the word Schwabing was familiar. I had read the story long ago in Rhodesia.

Blenkiron mentioned a name, and I understood why the term Schwabing sounded familiar. I had read the story a long time ago in Rhodesia.

“It was some smash,” Blenkiron went on. “He was drummed out of the Guards, out of the clubs, out of the country.... Now, how would you have felt, Dick, if you had been the Graf? Your life and work and happiness crossed out, and all to save a mangy princeling. ‘Bitter as hell,’ you say. Hungering for a chance to put it across the lot that had outed you? You wouldn’t rest till you had William sobbing on his knees asking your pardon, and you not thinking of granting it? That’s the way you’d feel, but that wasn’t the Graf’s way, and what’s more it isn’t the German way. He went into exile hating humanity, and with a heart all poison and snakes, but itching to get back. And I’ll tell you why. It’s because his kind of German hasn’t got any other home on this earth. Oh, yes, I know there’s stacks of good old Teutons come and squat in our little country and turn into fine Americans. You can do a lot with them if you catch them young and teach them the Declaration of Independence and make them study our Sunday papers. But you can’t deny there’s something comic in the rough about all Germans, before you’ve civilised them. They’re a pecooliar people, a darned pecooliar people, else they wouldn’t staff all the menial and indecent occupations on the globe. But that pecooliarity, which is only skin-deep in the working Boche, is in the bone of the grandee. Your German aristocracy can’t consort on terms of equality with any other Upper Ten Thousand. They swagger and bluff about the world, but they know very well that the world’s sniggering at them. They’re like a boss from Salt Creek Gully who’s made his pile and bought a dress suit and dropped into a Newport evening party. They don’t know where to put their hands or how to keep their feet still.... Your copper-bottomed English nobleman has got to keep jogging himself to treat them as equals instead of sending them down to the servants’ hall. Their fine fixings are just the high light that reveals the everlasting jay. They can’t be gentlemen, because they aren’t sure of themselves. The world laughs at them, and they know it and it riles them like hell.... That’s why when a Graf is booted out of the Fatherland, he’s got to creep back somehow or be a wandering Jew for the rest of time.”

“It was quite a disaster,” Blenkiron continued. “He got kicked out of the Guards, out of the clubs, out of the country.... Now, how would you feel, Dick, if you were the Graf? Your life, work, and happiness all erased, just to save a pathetic little prince. ‘Bitter as hell,’ you’d say. Craving a chance to show up those who kicked you out? You wouldn’t rest until you had William begging on his knees for your forgiveness, and you wouldn’t even think about granting it? That’s how you’d feel, but that’s not how the Graf felt, and it’s definitely not the German way. He went into exile filled with hatred for humanity, with a heart full of poison and anger, but desperate to return. And I’ll tell you why. It’s because his kind of German doesn’t have any other home on this planet. Oh, sure, I know there are plenty of good old Germans who come and settle in our country and turn into decent Americans. You can achieve a lot with them if you catch them young, teach them the Declaration of Independence, and make them study our Sunday papers. But you can't deny there’s something funny about all Germans, before you’ve refined them. They’re a peculiar people, a really peculiar people, or else they wouldn’t end up in all the menial and embarrassing jobs in the world. But that peculiarity, which is only skin-deep in the average German worker, runs deep in the aristocrats. Your German nobility can’t mix on equal terms with any other elite class. They strut and brag around the world, but they know full well that everyone else is laughing at them. They’re like a businessman from Salt Creek Gully who’s made a fortune, bought a tuxedo, and waltzed into a Newport party. They don’t know what to do with their hands or how to keep their feet under control.... Your solid English nobleman has to constantly remind himself to treat them as equals instead of sending them off to the servants’ quarters. Their fancy outfits just highlight their lack of class. They can't be gentlemen because they’re not confident in who they are. The world laughs at them, and they know it drives them crazy.... That’s why when a Graf gets kicked out of the Fatherland, he has to find a way to sneak back or he’ll be a wandering outsider for all eternity.”

Blenkiron lit another cigar and fixed me with his steady, ruminating eye.

Blenkiron lit another cigar and looked at me with his calm, thoughtful gaze.

“For eight years the man has slaved, body and soul, for the men who degraded him. He’s earned his restoration and I daresay he’s got it in his pocket. If merit was rewarded he should be covered with Iron Crosses and Red Eagles.... He had a pretty good hand to start out with. He knew other countries and he was a dandy at languages. More, he had an uncommon gift for living a part. That is real genius, Dick, however much it gets up against us. Best of all he had a first-class outfit of brains. I can’t say I ever struck a better, and I’ve come across some bright citizens in my time.... And now he’s going to win out, unless we get mighty busy.”

“For eight years, the man has worked tirelessly, both physically and mentally, for the people who looked down on him. He deserves his chance to make a comeback, and I’d bet he’s going to seize it. If hard work was recognized, he should be covered in Iron Crosses and Red Eagles.... He had a great starting point. He knew other countries and was excellent with languages. On top of that, he had a rare talent for playing a role. That’s true genius, Dick, no matter how much it frustrates us. Best of all, he had a brilliant mind. I can’t say I’ve ever met anyone better, and I’ve encountered some sharp individuals in my time.... And now he’s going to succeed, unless we step up our game.”

There was a knock at the door and the solid figure of Andrew Amos revealed itself.

There was a knock at the door, and the sturdy figure of Andrew Amos appeared.

“It’s time ye was home, Miss Mary. It chappit half-eleven as I came up the stairs. It’s comin’ on to rain, so I’ve brought an umbrelly.”

“It’s time you were home, Miss Mary. It just struck half-past eleven as I came up the stairs. It’s starting to rain, so I’ve brought an umbrella.”

“One word,” I said. “How old is the man?”

“One word,” I said. “How old is the guy?”

“Just gone thirty-six,” Blenkiron replied.

"Just turned thirty-six," Blenkiron replied.

I turned to Mary, who nodded. “Younger than you, Dick,” she said wickedly as she got into her big Jaeger coat.

I turned to Mary, who nodded. “Younger than you, Dick,” she said playfully as she put on her big Jaeger coat.

“I’m going to see you home,” I said.

“I’m going to walk you home,” I said.

“Not allowed. You’ve had quite enough of my society for one day. Andrew’s on escort duty tonight.”

“Not happening. You've had more than enough of my company for today. Andrew's on escort duty tonight.”

Blenkiron looked after her as the door closed.

Blenkiron watched her as the door shut.

“I reckon you’ve got the best girl in the world.”

“I think you have the best girl in the world.”

“Ivery thinks the same,” I said grimly, for my detestation of the man who had made love to Mary fairly choked me.

“Ivery thinks the same,” I said grimly, as my hatred for the guy who had pursued Mary nearly overwhelmed me.

“You can see why. Here’s this degenerate coming out of his rotten class, all pampered and petted and satiated with the easy pleasures of life. He has seen nothing of women except the bad kind and the overfed specimens of his own country. I hate being impolite about females, but I’ve always considered the German variety uncommon like cows. He has had desperate years of intrigue and danger, and consorting with every kind of scallawag. Remember, he’s a big man and a poet, with a brain and an imagination that takes every grade without changing gears. Suddenly he meets something that is as fresh and lovely as a spring flower, and has wits too, and the steeliest courage, and yet is all youth and gaiety. It’s a new experience for him, a kind of revelation, and he’s big enough to value her as she should be valued.... No, Dick, I can understand you getting cross, but I reckon it an item to the man’s credit.”

“You can see why. Here’s this messed-up guy coming from his messed-up background, all spoiled and indulged and used to the easy pleasures of life. He hasn’t really seen anything of women except for the bad ones and the overly pampered ones from his own country. I don’t like saying rude things about women, but I’ve always thought the German type is pretty basic, like cows. He’s had tough years filled with intrigue and danger, mixing with all kinds of troublemakers. Remember, he’s a big guy and a poet, with a mind and imagination that can handle anything without skipping a beat. Then he suddenly meets someone fresh and beautiful like a spring flower, who’s smart and has the toughest courage, but is still full of youth and joy. It’s a completely new experience for him, a revelation, and he’s mature enough to appreciate her the way she deserves to be appreciated… No, Dick, I get why you’d be annoyed, but I see this as something positive about the guy.”

“It’s his blind spot all the same,” I said.

“It’s his blind spot regardless,” I said.

“His blind spot,” Blenkiron repeated solemnly, “and, please God, we’re going to remember that.”

“His blind spot,” Blenkiron said gravely, “and, hopefully, we’re going to keep that in mind.”

Next morning in miserable sloppy weather Blenkiron carted me about Paris. We climbed five sets of stairs to a flat away up in Montmartre, where I was talked to by a fat man with spectacles and a slow voice and told various things that deeply concerned me. Then I went to a room in the Boulevard St Germain, with a little cabinet opening off it, where I was shown papers and maps and some figures on a sheet of paper that made me open my eyes. We lunched in a modest café tucked away behind the Palais Royal, and our companions were two Alsatians who spoke German better than a Boche and had no names—only numbers. In the afternoon I went to a low building beside the Invalides and saw many generals, including more than one whose features were familiar in two hemispheres. I told them everything about myself, and I was examined like a convict, and all particulars about my appearance and manner of speech written down in a book. That was to prepare the way for me, in case of need, among the vast army of those who work underground and know their chief but do not know each other.

The next morning, in miserable, rainy weather, Blenkiron took me around Paris. We climbed five flights of stairs to an apartment way up in Montmartre, where I was spoke to by a plump man with glasses and a slow voice who told me various things that worried me deeply. After that, I went to a room on Boulevard St Germain, with a small cabinet attached, where I was shown papers, maps, and figures on a sheet that really surprised me. We had lunch at a small café hidden behind the Palais Royal, and our companions were two Alsatians who spoke German better than a German soldier and had no names—just numbers. In the afternoon, I visited a low building next to the Invalides and met many generals, including a few whose faces I recognized from both hemispheres. I shared everything about myself, was questioned like a criminal, and all details about my appearance and speech were recorded in a book. This was to pave the way for me, if necessary, among the vast network of those who work in the shadows and know their leader but not each other.

The rain cleared before night, and Blenkiron and I walked back to the hotel through that lemon-coloured dusk that you get in a French winter. We passed a company of American soldiers, and Blenkiron had to stop and stare. I could see that he was stiff with pride, though he wouldn’t show it.

The rain let up before nightfall, and Blenkiron and I strolled back to the hotel during that lemon-colored twilight typical of a French winter. We walked past a group of American soldiers, and Blenkiron had to pause and take a look. I could tell he was bursting with pride, even though he wouldn't admit it.

“What d’you think of that bunch?” he asked.

“What do you think of that group?” he asked.

“First-rate stuff,” I said.

“Top-notch stuff,” I said.

“The men are all right,” he drawled critically. “But some of the officer-boys are a bit puffy. They want fining down.”

“The guys are fine,” he said with a hint of criticism. “But some of the officer types are a bit soft. They need to toughen up.”

“They’ll get it soon enough, honest fellows. You don’t keep your weight long in this war.”

“They'll figure it out soon enough, good men. You can't hold your position in this war for long.”

“Say, Dick,” he said shyly, “what do you truly think of our Americans? You’ve seen a lot of them, and I’d value your views.” His tone was that of a bashful author asking for an opinion on his first book.

“Hey, Dick,” he said shyly, “what do you really think of our Americans? You’ve met a lot of them, and I’d appreciate your thoughts.” His tone was like a timid author asking for feedback on his debut novel.

“I’ll tell you what I think. You’re constructing a great middle-class army, and that’s the most formidable fighting machine on earth. This kind of war doesn’t want the Berserker so much as the quiet fellow with a trained mind and a lot to fight for. The American ranks are filled with all sorts, from cow-punchers to college boys, but mostly with decent lads that have good prospects in life before them and are fighting because they feel they’re bound to, not because they like it. It was the same stock that pulled through your Civil War. We have a middle-class division, too—Scottish Territorials, mostly clerks and shopmen and engineers and farmers’ sons. When I first struck them my only crab was that the officers weren’t much better than the men. It’s still true, but the men are super-excellent, and consequently so are the officers. That division gets top marks in the Boche calendar for sheer fighting devilment.... And, please God, that’s what your American army’s going to be. You can wash out the old idea of a regiment of scallawags commanded by dukes. That was right enough, maybe, in the days when you hurrooshed into battle waving a banner, but it don’t do with high explosives and a couple of million men on each side and a battle front of five hundred miles. The hero of this war is the plain man out of the middle class, who wants to get back to his home and is going to use all the brains and grit he possesses to finish the job soon.”

“I’ll tell you what I think. You’re building a strong middle-class army, and that’s the most powerful fighting force on the planet. This type of war doesn’t need the wild fighters as much as the calm individual with a trained mind and a lot to protect. The American ranks are filled with all kinds of people, from cowboys to college kids, but mainly with decent guys who have good prospects ahead of them and are fighting because they feel a duty to do so, not because they enjoy it. It was the same group that made it through your Civil War. We have a middle-class division, too—Scottish Territorials, mostly clerks, shop workers, engineers, and farmers’ sons. When I first encountered them, my only complaint was that the officers weren’t much better than the troops. That’s still true, but the soldiers are outstanding, and as a result, so are the officers. That division gets top ratings in the enemy's calendar for sheer fighting spirit.... And, God willing, that’s what your American army will be. You can forget the old idea of a ragtag regiment led by noblemen. That might have worked in the days when you charged into battle waving a flag, but it doesn’t hold up with high explosives and millions of men on each side and a battlefield stretching five hundred miles. The hero of this war is the everyday person from the middle class, who wants to return home and is ready to use all the intelligence and determination he has to finish the job quickly.”

“That sounds about right,” said Blenkiron reflectively. “It pleases me some, for you’ve maybe guessed that I respect the British Army quite a little. Which part of it do you put top?”

"That sounds about right," Blenkiron replied thoughtfully. "I'm a bit pleased by that, because you might have figured out that I have a lot of respect for the British Army. Which part do you think is the best?"

“All of it’s good. The French are keen judges and they give front place to the Scots and the Australians. For myself I think the backbone of the Army is the old-fashioned English county regiments that hardly ever get into the papers Though I don’t know, if I had to pick, but I’d take the South Africans. There’s only a brigade of them, but they’re hell’s delight in a battle. But then you’ll say I’m prejudiced.”

“All of it’s good. The French are good judges, and they give top recognition to the Scots and the Australians. Personally, I believe the backbone of the Army is the traditional English county regiments that rarely make the news. But honestly, if I had to choose, I’d pick the South Africans. There’s only one brigade of them, but they’re incredible in battle. But then you’ll say I’m biased.”

“Well,” drawled Blenkiron, you’re a mighty Empire anyhow. I’ve sojourned up and down it and I can’t guess how the old-time highbrows in your little island came to put it together. But I’ll let you into a secret, Dick. I read this morning in a noospaper that there was a natural affinity between Americans and the men of the British Dominions. Take it from me, there isn’t—at least not with this American. I don’t understand them one little bit. When I see your lean, tall Australians with the sun at the back of their eyes, I’m looking at men from another planet. Outside you and Peter, I never got to fathom a South African. The Canadians live over the fence from us, but you mix up a Canuck with a Yank in your remarks and you’ll get a bat in the eye.... But most of us Americans have gotten a grip on your Old Country. You’ll find us mighty respectful to other parts of your Empire, but we say anything we damn well please about England. You see, we know her that well and like her that well, we can be free with her.

“Well,” Blenkiron drawled, “you've got quite the Empire, anyway. I’ve traveled up and down it and I can’t figure out how the old academics on your little island managed to piece it all together. But I’ll let you in on a secret, Dick. I read this morning in a newspaper that there’s a natural connection between Americans and the people from the British Dominions. Believe me, there isn’t—at least not with this American. I don’t understand them at all. When I see your lean, tall Australians with the sun in their eyes, I’m looking at people from another planet. Aside from you and Peter, I never really got to know a South African. The Canadians live just next door, but if you confuse a Canuck with a Yank in your comments, you’ll get a punch in the face... But most of us Americans have a good grasp of your Old Country. You’ll find us very respectful of the other parts of your Empire, but we say whatever we want about England. You see, we know her well enough and like her enough that we can be open with her.”

“It’s like,” he concluded as we reached the hotel, “it’s like a lot of boys that are getting on in the world and are a bit jealous and stand-offish with each other. But they’re all at home with the old man who used to warm them up with a hickory cane, even though sometimes in their haste they call him a stand-patter.”

“It’s like,” he concluded as we reached the hotel, “it’s like a lot of guys who are moving up in the world and are a bit jealous and standoffish with each other. But they’re all comfortable with the old man who used to discipline them with a hickory cane, even though sometimes they rush and call him a stick-in-the-mud.”

That night at dinner we talked solid business—Blenkiron and I and a young French Colonel from the IIIme Section at G.Q.G. Blenkiron, I remember, got very hurt about being called a business man by the Frenchman, who thought he was paying him a compliment.

That night at dinner, we had a serious business conversation—Blenkiron and I, along with a young French Colonel from the IIIme Section at G.Q.G. I remember Blenkiron got really offended when the Frenchman called him a businessman, thinking he was giving him a compliment.

“Cut it out,” he said. “It is a word that’s gone bad with me. There’s just two kind of men, those who’ve gotten sense and those who haven’t. A big percentage of us Americans make our living by trading, but we don’t think because a man’s in business or even because he’s made big money that he’s any natural good at every job. We’ve made a college professor our President, and do what he tells us like little boys, though he don’t earn more than some of us pay our works’ manager. You English have gotten business on the brain, and think a fellow’s a dandy at handling your Government if he happens to have made a pile by some flat-catching ramp on your Stock Exchange. It makes me tired. You’re about the best business nation on earth, but for God’s sake don’t begin to talk about it or you’ll lose your power. And don’t go confusing real business with the ordinary gift of raking in the dollars. Any man with sense could make money if he wanted to, but he mayn’t want. He may prefer the fun of the job and let other people do the looting. I reckon the biggest business on the globe today is the work behind your lines and the way you feed and supply and transport your army. It beats the Steel Corporation and the Standard Oil to a frazzle. But the man at the head of it all don’t earn more than a thousand dollars a month.... Your nation’s getting to worship Mammon, Dick. Cut it out. There’s just the one difference in humanity—sense or no sense, and most likely you won’t find any more sense in the man that makes a billion selling bonds than in his brother Tim that lives in a shack and sells corn-cobs. I’m not speaking out of sinful jealousy, for there was a day when I was reckoned a railroad king, and I quit with a bigger pile than kings usually retire on. But I haven’t the sense of old Peter, who never even had a bank account.... And it’s sense that wins in this war.”

“Cut it out,” he said. “That word has a bad ring to it for me. There are only two types of men: those who have common sense and those who don’t. A large percentage of us Americans earn our living through trading, but just because someone is in business or has made a lot of money doesn’t mean they’re good at every job. We’ve put a college professor in the White House, and we follow his orders like little kids, even though he doesn’t earn more than some of us pay our works manager. You English have business on the brain and think someone’s great at running your Government just because they’ve made a fortune through some quick scheme on your Stock Exchange. It tires me out. You’re probably the best business nation on the planet, but for heaven's sake don’t start bragging about it or you’ll lose your power. And don’t confuse real business with just the ability to rake in cash. Any sensible person could make money if they wanted to, but they might not want to. They might enjoy the work and let others do the hustling. I believe the biggest business in the world today is the logistics behind your military and how you feed, supply, and transport your army. It surpasses the Steel Corporation and Standard Oil by a long shot. But the person in charge doesn’t earn more than a thousand dollars a month.... Your nation is starting to worship wealth, Dick. Cut it out. There’s really only one difference among people—common sense or no common sense, and you probably won’t find any more sense in the guy who makes a billion selling bonds than in his brother Tim who lives in a shack and sells corn-cobs. I’m not saying this out of bitter jealousy, because there was a time when I was seen as a railroad magnate, and I walked away with more than most kings retire with. But I don’t have the common sense of old Peter, who never even had a bank account.... And it’s that common sense that matters in this war.”

The Colonel, who spoke good English, asked a question about a speech which some politician had made.

The Colonel, who spoke fluent English, asked a question about a speech that a certain politician had given.

“There isn’t all the sense I’d like to see at the top,” said Blenkiron. “They’re fine at smooth words. That wouldn’t matter, but they’re thinking smooth thoughts. What d’you make of the situation, Dick?”

“There isn’t as much sense up there as I’d like to see,” said Blenkiron. “They’re great with fancy words. That wouldn’t be a big deal, but they’re also having slick thoughts. What do you think about the situation, Dick?”

“I think it’s the worst since First Ypres,” I said. “Everybody’s cock-a-whoop, but God knows why.”

“I think it’s the worst since First Ypres,” I said. “Everyone’s so excited, but God knows why.”

“God knows why,” Blenkiron repeated. “I reckon it’s a simple calculation, and you can’t deny it any more than a mathematical law. Russia is counted out. The Boche won’t get food from her for a good many months, but he can get more men, and he’s got them. He’s fighting only on one foot, and he’s been able to bring troops and guns west so he’s as strong as the Allies now on paper. And he’s stronger in reality. He’s got better railways behind him, and he’s fighting on inside lines and can concentrate fast against any bit of our front. I’m no soldier, but that’s so, Dick?”

“God knows why,” Blenkiron repeated. “I think it’s a straightforward calculation, and you can’t deny it any more than a mathematical law. Russia is out of the picture. The Germans won’t get food from her for quite a while, but they can get more men, and they have them. They’re only fighting on one front, and they’ve been able to move troops and guns west, so they’re just as strong as the Allies on paper now. And they’re actually stronger. They have better railways supporting them, and they’re fighting on shorter lines and can quickly concentrate forces against any part of our front. I’m no soldier, but that’s true, right, Dick?”

The Frenchman smiled and shook his head. “All the same they will not pass. They could not when they were two to one in 1914, and they will not now. If we Allies could not break through in the last year when we had many more men, how will the Germans succeed now with only equal numbers?”

The Frenchman smiled and shook his head. “Either way, they won’t get through. They couldn’t do it when it was two to one in 1914, and they won’t now. If we Allies couldn’t break through last year when we had many more men, how will the Germans manage with only equal numbers?”

Blenkiron did not look convinced. “That’s what they all say. I talked to a general last week about the coming offensive, and he said he was praying for it to hurry up, for he reckoned Fritz would get the fright of his life. It’s a good spirit, maybe, but I don’t think it’s sound on the facts. We’ve got two mighty great armies of fine fighting-men, but, because we’ve two commands, we’re bound to move ragged like a peal of bells. The Hun’s got one army and forty years of stiff tradition, and, what’s more, he’s going all out this time. He’s going to smash our front before America lines up, or perish in the attempt.... Why do you suppose all the peace racket in Germany has died down, and the very men that were talking democracy in the summer are now hot for fighting to a finish? I’ll tell you. It’s because old Ludendorff has promised them complete victory this spring if they spend enough men, and the Boche is a good gambler and is out to risk it. We’re not up against a local attack this time. We’re standing up to a great nation going bald-headed for victory or destruction. If we’re broken, then America’s got to fight a new campaign by herself when she’s ready, and the Boche has time to make Russia his feeding-ground and diddle our blockade. That puts another five years on to the war, maybe another ten. Are we free and independent peoples going to endure that much?... I tell you we’re tossing to quit before Easter.”

Blenkiron didn’t seem convinced. “That’s what everyone says. I spoke with a general last week about the upcoming offensive, and he said he was hoping it would happen soon because he thought the Germans would get a real shock. It’s a good attitude, maybe, but I don’t think it considers the facts. We’ve got two huge armies of great fighters, but since we have two commands, we’re bound to move unevenly, like a clanging set of bells. The Germans have one army and decades of strong tradition, and, what’s more, they’re all in this time. They plan to break our front before America can join in, or die trying.... Why do you think all the talk about peace in Germany has quieted down, and the very people who were discussing democracy last summer are now eager to fight to the bitter end? I’ll tell you why. It’s because old Ludendorff has promised them complete victory this spring if they commit enough troops, and the Germans are good gamblers willing to take the risk. We’re not facing a minor attack this time. We’re up against a powerful nation going all out for victory or total ruin. If we fail, then America will have to start a new campaign by itself when it’s ready, and the Germans will have the chance to turn Russia into their supply base and mess with our blockade. That could add another five years to the war, maybe even ten. Are we free and independent peoples really going to put up with that?... I’m telling you, we’re looking to quit before Easter.”

He turned towards me, and I nodded assent.

He turned to me, and I nodded in agreement.

“That’s more or less my view,” I said. “We ought to hold, but it’ll be by our teeth and nails. For the next six months we’ll be fighting without any margin.”

“That's pretty much how I see it,” I said. “We need to hold on, but it’s going to be a struggle. For the next six months, we’ll be fighting with no room for error.”

“But, my friends, you put it too gravely,” cried the Frenchman. “We may lose a mile or two of ground—yes. But serious danger is not possible. They had better chances at Verdun and they failed. Why should they succeed now?”

“But, my friends, you’re taking it too seriously,” shouted the Frenchman. “We might lose a mile or two—sure. But there’s no real danger. They had better opportunities at Verdun and they didn’t succeed. So why would they succeed now?”

“Because they are staking everything,” Blenkiron replied. “It is the last desperate struggle of a wounded beast, and in these struggles sometimes the hunter perishes. Dick’s right. We’ve got a wasting margin and every extra ounce of weight’s going to tell. The battle’s in the field, and it’s also in every corner of every Allied land. That’s why within the next two months we’ve got to get even with the Wild Birds.”

“Because they’re risking it all,” Blenkiron replied. “It’s the last desperate fight of a wounded animal, and in these fights, sometimes the hunter ends up as the prey. Dick’s right. We’ve got a slim margin and every extra ounce is going to matter. The battle is on the ground, but it’s also happening in every corner of every Allied nation. That’s why we need to get even with the Wild Birds within the next two months.”

The French Colonel—his name was de Vallière—smiled at the name, and Blenkiron answered my unspoken question.

The French Colonel—his name was de Vallière—smiled at the name, and Blenkiron answered my unasked question.

“I’m going to satisfy some of your curiosity, Dick, for I’ve put together considerable noos of the menagerie. Germany has a good army of spies outside her borders. We shoot a batch now and then, but the others go on working like beavers and they do a mighty deal of harm. They’re beautifully organised, but they don’t draw on such good human material as we, and I reckon they don’t pay in results more than ten cents on a dollar of trouble. But there they are. They’re the intelligence officers and their business is just to forward noos. They’re the birds in the cage, the—what is it your friend called them?”

“I’m going to satisfy some of your curiosity, Dick, because I’ve gathered quite a bit of info about the menagerie. Germany has a solid network of spies outside its borders. We manage to catch a few occasionally, but the rest keep working hard, causing a lot of damage. They’re well organized, but they don’t have the same quality of people as we do, and I figure they don’t get much more than ten cents back for every dollar they spend. But there they are. They’re the intelligence officers, and their job is simply to pass along info. They’re the birds in the cage, the—what did your friend call them?”

Die Stubenvögel,” I said.

The caged birds,” I said.

“Yes, but all the birds aren’t caged. There’s a few outside the bars and they don’t collect noos. They do things. If there’s anything desperate they’re put on the job, and they’ve got power to act without waiting on instructions from home. I’ve investigated till my brain’s tired and I haven’t made out more than half a dozen whom I can say for certain are in the business. There’s your pal, the Portuguese Jew, Dick. Another’s a woman in Genoa, a princess of some sort married to a Greek financier. One’s the editor of a pro-Ally up-country paper in the Argentine. One passes as a Baptist minister in Colorado. One was a police spy in the Tzar’s Government and is now a red-hot revolutionary in the Caucasus. And the biggest, of course, is Moxon Ivery, who in happier times was the Graf von Schwabing. There aren’t above a hundred people in the world know of their existence, and these hundred call them the Wild Birds.”

“Yes, but not all the birds are caged. There are a few outside the bars, and they don't collect noos. They do things. If there's anything urgent, they're put on the job, and they have the power to act without waiting for instructions from home. I've investigated until my brain's tired, and I can only identify about half a dozen who I can say for sure are in the business. There's your friend, the Portuguese Jew, Dick. Another is a woman in Genoa, a princess of some sort married to a Greek financier. One's the editor of a pro-Allied paper in the Argentine. One pretends to be a Baptist minister in Colorado. One was a police spy in the Tsar's government and is now an active revolutionary in the Caucasus. And the biggest, of course, is Moxon Ivery, who in happier times was the Graf von Schwabing. There aren't more than a hundred people in the world who know of their existence, and these hundred call them the Wild Birds.”

“Do they work together?” I asked.

“Do they work together?” I asked.

“Yes. They each get their own jobs to do, but they’re apt to flock together for a big piece of devilment. There were four of them in France a year ago before the battle of the Aisne, and they pretty near rotted the French Army. That’s so, Colonel?”

“Yes. They each have their own tasks to handle, but they tend to come together for some major mischief. There were four of them in France a year ago before the battle of the Aisne, and they almost ruined the French Army. Right, Colonel?”

The soldier nodded grimly. “They seduced our weary troops and they bought many politicians. Almost they succeeded, but not quite. The nation is sane again, and is judging and shooting the accomplices at its leisure. But the principals we have never caught.”

The soldier nodded sadly. “They tempted our exhausted troops and bribed a lot of politicians. They came close to winning, but not quite. The country is stable again and is dealing with the accomplices as it sees fit. But we’ve never managed to catch the main players.”

“You hear that, Dick,” said Blenkiron. “You’re satisfied this isn’t a whimsy of a melodramatic old Yank? I’ll tell you more. You know how Ivery worked the submarine business from England. Also, it was the Wild Birds that wrecked Russia. It was Ivery that paid the Bolshevists to sedooce the Army, and the Bolshevists took his money for their own purpose, thinking they were playing a deep game, when all the time he was grinning like Satan, for they were playing his. It was Ivery or some other of the bunch that doped the brigades that broke at Caporetto. If I started in to tell you the history of their doings you wouldn’t go to bed, and if you did you wouldn’t sleep.... There’s just this to it. Every finished subtle devilry that the Boche has wrought among the Allies since August 1914 has been the work of the Wild Birds and more or less organised by Ivery. They’re worth half a dozen army corps to Ludendorff. They’re the mightiest poison merchants the world ever saw, and they’ve the nerve of hell....”

“You hear that, Dick,” said Blenkiron. “Are you sure this isn’t just a crazy idea from some dramatic old American? I’ll tell you more. You know how Ivery managed the submarine operations from England. Also, it was the Wild Birds that destroyed Russia. Ivery paid the Bolsheviks to seduce the Army, and the Bolsheviks took his money for their own agenda, thinking they were outsmarting him, when he was actually laughing like the devil, because they were just playing his game. It was Ivery or someone from his group that drugged the brigades that fell apart at Caporetto. If I started telling you their history, you wouldn’t go to bed, and if you did, you wouldn’t sleep.... Here’s the thing: Every clever scheme that the Germans have pulled off among the Allies since August 1914 has been the work of the Wild Birds and largely organized by Ivery. They’re worth at least six army corps to Ludendorff. They’re the most powerful poison dealers the world has ever seen, and they’ve got the guts of the devil....”

“I don’t know,” I interrupted. “Ivery’s got his soft spot. I saw him in the Tube station.”

“I don’t know,” I interrupted. “Ivery has his weak spot. I saw him in the subway station.”

“Maybe, but he’s got the kind of nerve that’s wanted. And now I rather fancy he’s whistling in his flock.”

“Maybe, but he’s got the kind of confidence that’s needed. And now I think he’s whistling to his group.”

Blenkiron consulted a notebook. “Pavia—that’s the Argentine man—started last month for Europe. He transhipped from a coasting steamer in the West Indies and we’ve temporarily lost track of him, but he’s left his hunting-ground. What do you reckon that means?”

Blenkiron checked a notebook. “Pavia—that’s the Argentine guy—left for Europe last month. He transferred from a coast steamer in the West Indies and we’ve temporarily lost track of him, but he’s moved on from his usual spot. What do you think that means?”

“It means,” Blenkiron continued solemnly, “that Ivery thinks the game’s nearly over. The play’s working up for the big climax.... And that climax is going to be damnation for the Allies, unless we get a move on.”

“It means,” Blenkiron continued seriously, “that Ivery thinks the game’s almost over. The story is building up to the big climax.... And that climax is going to mean disaster for the Allies unless we take action.”

“Right,” I said. “That’s what I’m here for. What’s the move?”

“Right,” I said. “That’s why I’m here. What’s the plan?”

“The Wild Birds mustn’t ever go home, and the man they call Ivery or Bommaerts or Chelius has to decease. It’s a cold-blooded proposition, but it’s him or the world that’s got to break. But before he quits this earth we’re bound to get wise about some of his plans, and that means that we can’t just shoot a pistol at his face. Also we’ve got to find him first. We reckon he’s in Switzerland, but that is a state with quite a lot of diversified scenery to lose a man in.... Still I guess we’ll find him. But it’s the kind of business to plan out as carefully as a battle. I’m going back to Berne on my old stunt to boss the show, and I’m giving the orders. You’re an obedient child, Dick, so I don’t reckon on any trouble that way.”

“The Wild Birds can never go home, and the man they call Ivery or Bommaerts or Chelius has to die. It’s a ruthless idea, but it’s either him or the world that has to crumble. But before he leaves this planet, we have to uncover some of his plans, which means we can’t just shoot him in the face. We also need to find him first. We think he’s in Switzerland, but that’s a country with a lot of diverse landscapes to hide a guy in.... Still, I guess we’ll track him down. But it's the kind of thing that needs to be planned out as carefully as a battle. I’m going back to Berne to take charge, and I’m calling the shots. You’re a good follower, Dick, so I don’t expect any trouble on that front.”

Then Blenkiron did an ominous thing. He pulled up a little table and started to lay out Patience cards. Since his duodenum was cured he seemed to have dropped that habit, and from his resuming it I gathered that his mind was uneasy. I can see that scene as if it were yesterday—the French colonel in an armchair smoking a cigarette in a long amber holder, and Blenkiron sitting primly on the edge of a yellow silk ottoman, dealing his cards and looking guiltily towards me.

Then Blenkiron did something unsettling. He pulled up a small table and started laying out Patience cards. Since his duodenum had been fixed, he seemed to have stopped that habit, and with him picking it up again, I sensed that something was bothering him. I can picture that moment as if it were yesterday—the French colonel in an armchair smoking a cigarette from a long amber holder, and Blenkiron sitting upright on the edge of a yellow silk ottoman, dealing his cards and glancing nervously at me.

“You’ll have Peter for company,” he said. “Peter’s a sad man, but he has a great heart, and he’s been mighty useful to me already. They’re going to move him to England very soon. The authorities are afraid of him, for he’s apt to talk wild, his health having made him peevish about the British. But there’s a deal of red-tape in the world, and the orders for his repatriation are slow in coming.” The speaker winked very slowly and deliberately with his left eye.

“You’ll have Peter with you,” he said. “Peter’s a sad guy, but he’s got a big heart, and he’s already been really helpful to me. They’re going to move him to England pretty soon. The authorities are worried about him because he tends to speak out, his health making him grumpy about the British. But there’s a lot of bureaucracy out there, and the orders for his return are taking their sweet time.” The speaker winked slowly and deliberately with his left eye.

I asked if I was to be with Peter, much cheered at the prospect.

I asked if I would be with Peter, feeling really excited about the possibility.

“Why, yes. You and Peter are the collateral in the deal. But the big game’s not with you.”

“Yeah, you and Peter are the collateral in the deal. But the main event isn’t about you.”

I had a presentiment of something coming, something anxious and unpleasant.

I had a feeling that something was coming, something anxious and unsettling.

“Is Mary in it?” I asked.

“Is Mary in it?” I asked.

He nodded and seemed to pull himself together for an explanation.

He nodded and looked like he was gathering himself for an explanation.

“See here, Dick. Our main job is to get Ivery back to Allied soil where we can handle him. And there’s just the one magnet that can fetch him back. You aren’t going to deny that.”

“Listen up, Dick. Our primary task is to get Ivery back to Allied territory where we can manage him. And there’s only one way to bring him back. You can’t deny that.”

I felt my face getting very red, and that ugly hammer began beating in my forehead. Two grave, patient eyes met my glare.

I felt my face getting really hot, and that annoying pounding started in my forehead. Two serious, patient eyes met my glare.

“I’m damned if I’ll allow it!” I cried. “I’ve some right to a say in the thing. I won’t have Mary made a decoy. It’s too infernally degrading.”

“I won’t let this happen!” I shouted. “I have a right to have a say in this. I won’t let Mary be used as bait. It’s way too degrading.”

“It isn’t pretty, but war isn’t pretty, and nothing we do is pretty. I’d have blushed like a rose when I was young and innocent to imagine the things I’ve put my hand to in the last three years. But have you any other way, Dick? I’m not proud, and I’ll scrap the plan if you can show me another.... Night after night I’ve hammered the thing out, and I can’t hit on a better.... Heigh-ho, Dick, this isn’t like you,” and he grinned ruefully. “You’re making yourself a fine argument in favour of celibacy—in time of war, anyhow. What is it the poet sings?—

“It isn’t pretty, but war isn’t pretty, and nothing we do is pretty. I would have blushed like a rose when I was young and innocent to think about the things I’ve done in the last three years. But do you have any other option, Dick? I’m not proud, and I’ll ditch the plan if you can suggest something better.... Night after night I’ve worked on this, and I can’t come up with a better one.... Heigh-ho, Dick, this isn’t like you,” and he grinned sadly. “You’re making a strong case for celibacy—at least during wartime. What is it the poet sings?—

“‘White hands cling to the bridle rein,
Slipping the spur from the booted heel.’”

“‘White hands hold onto the bridle,
Sliding the spur off the boot.’”

I was as angry as sin, but I felt all the time I had no case. Blenkiron stopped his game of Patience, sending the cards flying over the carpet, and straddled on the hearthrug.

I was furious, but I felt like I didn't have a leg to stand on. Blenkiron paused his game of solitaire, sending the cards scattering across the carpet, and sat down on the hearth rug.

“You’re never going to be a piker. What’s dooty, if you won’t carry it to the other side of Hell? What’s the use of yapping about your country if you’re going to keep anything back when she calls for it? What’s the good of meaning to win the war if you don’t put every cent you’ve got on your stake? You’ll make me think you’re like the jacks in your English novels that chuck in their hand and say it’s up to God, and call that ‘seeing it through’.... No, Dick, that kind of dooty don’t deserve a blessing. You dursn’t keep back anything if you want to save your soul.

“You're never going to be a coward. What’s duty if you won’t carry it all the way through hell? What’s the point of talking about your country if you’re going to hold back when she needs you? What’s the good of wanting to win the war if you don’t bet everything you’ve got? You’ll make me think you’re like the characters in your English novels who throw in their hands and say it’s up to God, and call that ‘seeing it through’.... No, Dick, that kind of duty doesn’t deserve a blessing. You can’t hold anything back if you want to save your soul.

“Besides,” he went on, “what a girl it is! She can’t scare and she can’t soil. She’s white-hot youth and innocence, and she’d take no more harm than clean steel from a muck-heap.”

“Besides,” he continued, “what a girl she is! She can’t be scared and she can’t be tainted. She’s pure, fiery youth and innocence, and she’d take no more damage than clean steel from a garbage heap.”

I knew I was badly in the wrong, but my pride was all raw.

I knew I was really in the wrong, but my pride was hurt.

“I’m not going to agree till I’ve talked to Mary.”

“I’m not going to agree until I’ve talked to Mary.”

“But Miss Mary has consented,” he said gently. “She made the plan.”

“But Miss Mary has agreed,” he said softly. “She came up with the plan.”

Next day, in clear blue weather that might have been May, I drove Mary down to Fontainebleau. We lunched in the inn by the bridge and walked into the forest. I hadn’t slept much, for I was tortured by what I thought was anxiety for her, but which was in truth jealousy of Ivery. I don’t think that I would have minded her risking her life, for that was part of the game we were both in, but I jibbed at the notion of Ivery coming near her again. I told myself it was honourable pride, but I knew deep down in me that it was jealousy.

The next day, in clear blue weather that felt like May, I drove Mary to Fontainebleau. We had lunch at the inn by the bridge and then walked into the forest. I hadn’t slept much because I was consumed by what I thought was anxiety for her, but was really jealousy toward Ivery. I don’t think I would have minded her putting herself in danger, as that was part of the game we were both playing, but I couldn't stand the thought of Ivery getting close to her again. I told myself it was noble pride, but I knew deep down that it was jealousy.

I asked her if she had accepted Blenkiron’s plan, and she turned mischievous eyes on me.

I asked her if she had agreed to Blenkiron’s plan, and she gave me a playful look.

“I knew I should have a scene with you, Dick. I told Mr Blenkiron so.... Of course I agreed. I’m not even very much afraid of it. I’m a member of the team, you know, and I must play up to my form. I can’t do a man’s work, so all the more reason why I should tackle the thing I can do.”

“I knew I should have a scene with you, Dick. I told Mr. Blenkiron that too.... Of course, I agreed. I’m not even that scared of it. I’m part of the team, you know, and I have to step up and do my part. I can’t do a man’s work, so that’s even more reason for me to take on the things I can do.”

“But,” I stammered, “it’s such a ... such a degrading business for a child like you. I can’t bear.... It makes me hot to think of it.”

“But,” I stammered, “it’s such a ... such a degrading job for a kid like you. I can’t stand it.... It makes me angry just thinking about it.”

Her reply was merry laughter.

She responded with cheerful laughter.

“You’re an old Ottoman, Dick. You haven’t doubled Cape Turk yet, and I don’t believe you’re round Seraglio Point. Why, women aren’t the brittle things men used to think them. They never were, and the war has made them like whipcord. Bless you, my dear, we’re the tougher sex now. We’ve had to wait and endure, and we’ve been so beaten on the anvil of patience that we’ve lost all our megrims.”

“You’re an old Ottoman, Dick. You haven’t doubled Cape Turk yet, and I don’t think you’ve made it around Seraglio Point. Women aren’t the fragile things men used to believe they were. They never were, and the war has made them as strong as steel. Bless you, my dear, we’re the tougher sex now. We’ve had to wait and endure, and we’ve been so tested by patience that we’ve lost all our worries.”

She put her hands on my shoulders and looked me in the eyes.

She placed her hands on my shoulders and looked me in the eyes.

“Look at me, Dick, look at your someday-to-be espouséd saint. I’m nineteen years of age next August. Before the war I should have only just put my hair up. I should have been the kind of shivering debutante who blushes when she’s spoken to, and oh! I should have thought such silly, silly things about life.... Well, in the last two years I’ve been close to it, and to death. I’ve nursed the dying. I’ve seen souls in agony and in triumph. England has allowed me to serve her as she allows her sons. Oh, I’m a robust young woman now, and indeed I think women were always robuster than men.... Dick, dear Dick, we’re lovers, but we’re comrades too—always comrades, and comrades trust each other.”

“Look at me, Dick, look at your future bride. I’ll be nineteen this August. Before the war, I would have just started wearing my hair up. I would have been the kind of nervous debutante who blushes when someone talks to her, and oh! I would have thought the silliest things about life... Well, in the last two years, I've been close to it all, and to death. I've cared for the dying. I've witnessed souls in pain and in joy. England has let me serve her just like she lets her sons. Oh, I’m a strong young woman now, and honestly, I think women have always been stronger than men... Dick, dear Dick, we’re lovers, but we’re also comrades—always comrades, and comrades trust each other.”

I hadn’t anything to say, except contrition, for I had my lesson. I had been slipping away in my thoughts from the gravity of our task, and Mary had brought me back to it. I remember that as we walked through the woodland we came to a place where there were no signs of war. Elsewhere there were men busy felling trees, and anti-aircraft guns, and an occasional transport wagon, but here there was only a shallow grassy vale, and in the distance, bloomed over like a plum in the evening haze, the roofs of an old dwelling-house among gardens.

I didn't have anything to say, except that I felt sorry, because I had learned my lesson. I had been drifting away in my thoughts from the seriousness of our task, and Mary had brought me back to reality. I remember that as we walked through the woods, we reached a spot where there were no signs of war. In other places, men were busy cutting down trees, anti-aircraft guns were set up, and an occasional transport wagon passed by, but here, it was just a shallow grassy valley, and in the distance, the roofs of an old house among the gardens shimmered in the evening haze.

Mary clung to my arm as we drank in the peace of it.

Mary held onto my arm as we soaked in the tranquility of it.

“That is what lies for us at the end of the road, Dick,” she said softly.

“That is what awaits us at the end of the road, Dick,” she said quietly.

And then, as she looked, I felt her body shiver. She returned to the strange fancy she had had in the St Germains woods three days before.

And then, as she looked, I felt her body shudder. She went back to the weird idea she had in the St Germains woods three days earlier.

“Somewhere it’s waiting for us and we shall certainly find it.... But first we must go through the Valley of the Shadow.... And there is the sacrifice to be made ... the best of us.”

“Somewhere it’s waiting for us, and we will definitely find it.... But first, we must go through the Valley of the Shadow.... And there’s a sacrifice to be made ... the best of us.”

CHAPTER XV
St Anton

Ten days later the porter Joseph Zimmer of Arosa, clad in the tough and shapeless trousers of his class, but sporting an old velveteen shooting-coat bequeathed to him by a former German master—speaking the guttural tongue of the Grisons, and with all his belongings in one massive rucksack, came out of the little station of St Anton and blinked in the frosty sunshine. He looked down upon the little old village beside its icebound lake, but his business was with the new village of hotels and villas which had sprung up in the last ten years south of the station. He made some halting inquiries of the station people, and a cab-driver outside finally directed him to the place he sought—the cottage of the Widow Summermatter, where resided an English interné, one Peter Pienaar.

Ten days later, the porter Joseph Zimmer from Arosa, wearing the tough and baggy trousers typical of his job but sporting an old velveteen shooting coat passed down from a former German teacher—speaking the thick accent of the Grisons and carrying all his belongings in a large rucksack—came out of the small St Anton station and squinted in the cold sunshine. He looked down at the quaint old village next to its frozen lake, but he was focused on the new village of hotels and villas that had developed south of the station in the last decade. He made a few hesitant inquiries with the station staff, and a cab driver outside finally pointed him toward the place he was looking for—the cottage of Widow Summermatter, where an English internee named Peter Pienaar lived.

The porter Joseph Zimmer had had a long and roundabout journey. A fortnight before he had worn the uniform of a British major-general. As such he had been the inmate of an expensive Paris hotel, till one morning, in grey tweed clothes and with a limp, he had taken the Paris-Mediterranean Express with a ticket for an officers’ convalescent home at Cannes. Thereafter he had declined in the social scale. At Dijon he had been still an Englishman, but at Pontarlier he had become an American bagman of Swiss parentage, returning to wind up his father’s estate. At Berne he limped excessively, and at Zurich, at a little back-street hotel, he became frankly the peasant. For he met a friend there from whom he acquired clothes with that odd rank smell, far stronger than Harris tweed, which marks the raiment of most Swiss guides and all Swiss porters. He also acquired a new name and an old aunt, who a little later received him with open arms and explained to her friends that he was her brother’s son from Arosa who three winters ago had hurt his leg wood-cutting and had been discharged from the levy.

The porter Joseph Zimmer had a long and winding journey. Two weeks earlier, he had been wearing the uniform of a British major-general. As such, he had been staying in an expensive hotel in Paris, until one morning, dressed in gray tweed and limping, he took the Paris-Mediterranean Express with a ticket to an officers’ recovery home in Cannes. From that point, he had slipped down the social ladder. In Dijon, he was still considered an Englishman, but in Pontarlier, he transformed into an American hustler of Swiss descent, heading back to settle his father's estate. In Berne, he limped noticeably, and in Zurich, at a small back-street hotel, he fully embraced the role of a peasant. He met a friend there and got clothes that had a peculiar strong smell, much more potent than Harris tweed, which is common for most Swiss guides and all Swiss porters. He also picked up a new name and an elderly aunt, who later welcomed him with open arms and told her friends that he was her brother’s son from Arosa who had hurt his leg while wood-cutting three winters ago and had been discharged from the draft.

A kindly Swiss gentleman, as it chanced, had heard of the deserving Joseph and interested himself to find him employment. The said philanthropist made a hobby of the French and British prisoners returned from Germany, and had in mind an officer, a crabbed South African with a bad leg, who needed a servant. He was, it seemed, an ill-tempered old fellow who had to be billeted alone, and since he could speak German, he would be happier with a Swiss native. Joseph haggled somewhat over the wages, but on his aunt’s advice he accepted the job, and, with a very complete set of papers and a store of ready-made reminiscences (it took him some time to swot up the names of the peaks and passes he had traversed) set out for St Anton, having dispatched beforehand a monstrously ill-spelt letter announcing his coming. He could barely read and write, but he was good at maps, which he had studied carefully, and he noticed with satisfaction that the valley of St Anton gave easy access to Italy.

A kind Swiss man, it just so happened, had heard about the deserving Joseph and took an interest in finding him a job. This philanthropist had a passion for helping French and British prisoners who were returned from Germany, and he had in mind an officer, a grumpy South African with a bad leg, who needed a servant. Apparently, he was a cantankerous old guy who had to live alone, and since he spoke German, he would be more comfortable with a Swiss native. Joseph negotiated a bit over the pay, but following his aunt’s advice, he took the job, and, with a complete set of documents and a collection of ready-made stories (it took him a while to memorize the names of the peaks and passes he had traveled), he headed for St Anton, having sent ahead a terribly misspelled letter to announce his arrival. He could barely read and write, but he was great with maps, which he had studied diligently, and he took satisfaction in noticing that the valley of St Anton provided easy access to Italy.

As he journeyed south the reflections of that porter would have surprised his fellow travellers in the stuffy third-class carriage. He was thinking of a conversation he had had some days before in a café at Dijon with a young Englishman bound for Modane....

As he traveled south, the thoughts of that porter would have surprised his fellow passengers in the cramped third-class carriage. He was remembering a conversation he had a few days earlier in a café in Dijon with a young Englishman heading to Modane...

We had bumped up against each other by chance in that strange flitting when all went to different places at different times, asking nothing of each other’s business. Wake had greeted me rather shamefacedly and had proposed dinner together.

We ran into each other by chance in that weird moment when everyone was going their separate ways, not really caring about each other's lives. Wake greeted me a bit embarrassed and suggested we have dinner together.

I am not good at receiving apologies, and Wake’s embarrassed me more than they embarrassed him. “I’m a bit of a cad sometimes,” he said. “You know I’m a better fellow than I sounded that night, Hannay.”

I’m not great at accepting apologies, and Wake’s made me more uncomfortable than it did him. “I can be a bit of a jerk sometimes,” he said. “You know I’m a better guy than I came off that night, Hannay.”

I mumbled something about not talking rot—the conventional phrase. What worried me was that the man was suffering. You could see it in his eyes. But that evening I got nearer Wake than ever before, and he and I became true friends, for he laid bare his soul before me. That was his trouble, that he could lay bare his soul, for ordinary healthy folk don’t analyse their feelings. Wake did, and I think it brought him relief.

I mumbled something about not saying nonsense—the typical phrase. What worried me was that the guy was in pain. You could see it in his eyes. But that night, I got closer to Wake than ever before, and we became real friends because he opened up to me. That was his problem, that he could open up his soul, because normal, healthy people don’t overthink their feelings. Wake did, and I think it helped him feel better.

“Don’t think I was ever your rival. I would no more have proposed to Mary than I would have married one of her aunts. She was so sure of herself, so happy in her single-heartedness that she terrified me. My type of man is not meant for marriage, for women must be in the centre of life, and we must always be standing aside and looking on. It is a damnable thing to be left-handed.”

“Don't think I was ever your competition. I wouldn't have proposed to Mary any more than I would have married one of her aunts. She was so confident in herself, so happy in her single-mindedness that she scared me. My kind of man isn't cut out for marriage because women are supposed to be at the center of life, while we should always be on the sidelines watching. It's a terrible thing to be left-handed.”

“The trouble about you, my dear chap,” I said, “is that you’re too hard to please.”

“The problem with you, my dear friend,” I said, “is that you’re too hard to satisfy.”

“That’s one way of putting it. I should put it more harshly. I hate more than I love. All we humanitarians and pacifists have hatred as our mainspring. Odd, isn’t it, for people who preach brotherly love? But it’s the truth. We’re full of hate towards everything that doesn’t square in with our ideas, everything that jars on our lady-like nerves. Fellows like you are so in love with their cause that they’ve no time or inclination to detest what thwarts them. We’ve no cause—only negatives, and that means hatred, and self-torture, and a beastly jaundice of soul.”

“That’s one way to say it. I should be harsher. I hate more than I love. All of us humanitarians and pacifists have hatred as our driving force. It's strange, isn’t it, for people who preach love for one another? But it’s the truth. We’re filled with hate towards everything that doesn’t fit with our ideas, everything that grates on our sensitive nerves. People like you are so passionate about their cause that they don’t have the time or desire to resent what stands in their way. We have no cause—only negatives, which leads to hatred, self-torture, and a nasty bitterness in our souls.”

Then I knew that Wake’s fault was not spiritual pride, as I had diagnosed it at Biggleswick. The man was abased with humility.

Then I realized that Wake's issue wasn't spiritual pride, as I had thought at Biggleswick. The man was filled with humility.

“I see more than other people see,” he went on, “and I feel more. That’s the curse on me. You’re a happy man and you get things done, because you only see one side of a case, one thing at a time. How would you like it if a thousand strings were always tugging at you, if you saw that every course meant the sacrifice of lovely and desirable things, or even the shattering of what you know to be unreplaceable? I’m the kind of stuff poets are made of, but I haven’t the poet’s gift, so I stagger about the world left-handed and game-legged.... Take the war. For me to fight would be worse than for another man to run away. From the bottom of my heart I believe that it needn’t have happened, and that all war is a blistering iniquity. And yet belief has got very little to do with virtue. I’m not as good a man as you, Hannay, who have never thought out anything in your life. My time in the Labour battalion taught me something. I knew that with all my fine aspirations I wasn’t as true a man as fellows whose talk was silly oaths and who didn’t care a tinker’s curse about their soul.”

“I see more than most people do,” he continued, “and I feel more. That’s my curse. You’re a happy guy and you get things done because you only see one side of an issue, one thing at a time. How would you feel if a thousand strings were always pulling at you, if you saw that every choice meant sacrificing beautiful and desirable things, or even destroying what you know can never be replaced? I’m made of the stuff that poets are, but I don’t have their talent, so I stumble through life awkwardly and with difficulty... Look at the war. For me to fight would be worse than for another man to run away. Deep down, I believe it never should have happened, and that all war is a terrible injustice. Yet belief isn’t really connected to virtue. I’m not as good a man as you, Hannay, who hasn’t thought deeply about anything in your life. My time in the Labour battalion taught me something. I realized that despite all my noble aspirations, I wasn’t as true a man as guys whose conversations were filled with silly curses and who didn’t give a damn about their souls.”

I remember that I looked at him with a sudden understanding. “I think I know you. You’re the sort of chap who won’t fight for his country because he can’t be sure that she’s altogether in the right. But he’d cheerfully die for her, right or wrong.”

I remember looking at him with a sudden realization. “I think I know you. You’re the type of guy who won’t fight for his country because he can’t be sure she’s completely in the right. But he’d happily die for her, whether she is or not.”

His face relaxed in a slow smile. “Queer that you should say that. I think it’s pretty near the truth. Men like me aren’t afraid to die, but they haven’t quite the courage to live. Every man should be happy in a service like you, when he obeys orders. I couldn’t get on in any service. I lack the bump of veneration. I can’t swallow things merely because I’m told to. My sort are always talking about ‘service’, but we haven’t the temperament to serve. I’d give all I have to be an ordinary cog in the wheel, instead of a confounded outsider who finds fault with the machinery.... Take a great violent high-handed fellow like you. You can sink yourself till you become only a name and a number. I couldn’t if I tried. I’m not sure if I want to either. I cling to the odds and ends that are my own.”

His face softened into a slow smile. “It's strange you'd say that. I think it's pretty close to the truth. Guys like me aren’t afraid to die, but we don’t really have the guts to live. Every guy should feel fulfilled in a job like yours when he follows orders. I couldn’t manage in any job like that. I lack the instinct to respect authority. I can’t just accept things because I’m told to. My kind are always talking about 'service', but we don’t have the mindset to serve. I’d trade everything I have to be just an ordinary part of the system, instead of a frustrating outsider who criticizes the way things work... Take a big, forceful guy like you. You can bury yourself until you’re just a name and a number. I couldn’t do that even if I wanted to. I’m not even sure I want to. I hold on to the bits and pieces that are mine.”

“I wish I had had you in my battalion a year ago,” I said.

“I wish I had you in my battalion a year ago,” I said.

“No, you don’t. I’d only have been a nuisance. I’ve been a Fabian since Oxford, but you’re a better socialist than me. I’m a rancid individualist.”

“No, you don’t. I would have just been a bother. I’ve been a Fabian since my time at Oxford, but you’re a better socialist than I am. I’m just a self-centered individualist.”

“But you must be feeling better about the war?” I asked.

“But you must be feeling more positive about the war?” I asked.

“Not a bit of it. I’m still lusting for the heads of the politicians that made it and continue it. But I want to help my country. Honestly, Hannay, I love the old place. More, I think, than I love myself, and that’s saying a devilish lot. Short of fighting—which would be the sin against the Holy Spirit for me—I’ll do my damnedest. But you’ll remember I’m not used to team work. If I’m a jealous player, beat me over the head.”

“Not at all. I’m still wanting revenge on the politicians who created this mess and keep it going. But I want to help my country. Honestly, Hannay, I love this place. More than I love myself, and that says a lot. Besides fighting—which would be a huge sin for me—I’ll do everything I can. But remember, I’m not used to working with a team. If I’m a jealous player, just knock some sense into me.”

His voice was almost wistful, and I liked him enormously.

His voice had a hint of nostalgia, and I liked him a lot.

“Blenkiron will see to that,” I said. “We’re going to break you to harness, Wake, and then you’ll be a happy man. You keep your mind on the game and forget about yourself. That’s the cure for jibbers.”

“Blenkiron will take care of that,” I said. “We’re going to get you under control, Wake, and then you’ll be a happy man. Just focus on the game and forget about yourself. That’s the remedy for jitters.”

As I journeyed to St Anton I thought a lot about that talk. He was quite right about Mary, who would never have married him. A man with such an angular soul couldn’t fit into another’s. And then I thought that the chief thing about Mary was just her serene certainty. Her eyes had that settled happy look that I remembered to have seen only in one other human face, and that was Peter’s.... But I wondered if Peter’s eyes were still the same.

As I was heading to St Anton, I reflected a lot on that conversation. He was absolutely right about Mary; she would never have married him. A guy with such a sharp personality couldn't merge with someone else's. Then I considered that the most important thing about Mary was her calm confidence. Her eyes had that peaceful, joyful expression that I only remembered seeing in one other person, and that was Peter's... But I wondered if Peter's eyes were still the same.

I found the cottage, a little wooden thing which had been left perched on its knoll when the big hotels grew around it. It had a fence in front, but behind it was open to the hillside. At the gate stood a bent old woman with a face like a pippin. My make-up must have been good, for she accepted me before I introduced myself.

I came across the cottage, a small wooden structure that had been left sitting on its little hill as the big hotels went up around it. There was a fence in front, but the back was open to the hillside. At the gate stood a hunched old woman with a face like an apple. My appearance must have been appealing because she welcomed me before I even introduced myself.

“God be thanked you are come,” she cried. “The poor lieutenant needed a man to keep him company. He sleeps now, as he does always in the afternoon, for his leg wearies him in the night.... But he is brave, like a soldier.... Come, I will show you the house, for you two will be alone now.”

“Thank God you’re here,” she exclaimed. “The poor lieutenant needed someone to keep him company. He’s sleeping now, like he always does in the afternoon, because his leg aches at night.... But he’s brave, like a soldier.... Come, I’ll show you the house, since you two will be alone now.”

Stepping softly she led me indoors, pointing with a warning finger to the little bedroom where Peter slept. I found a kitchen with a big stove and a rough floor of planking, on which lay some badly cured skins. Off it was a sort of pantry with a bed for me. She showed me the pots and pans for cooking and the stores she had laid in, and where to find water and fuel. “I will do the marketing daily,” she said, “and if you need me, my dwelling is half a mile up the road beyond the new church. God be with you, young man, and be kind to that wounded one.”

Stepping lightly, she guided me inside, raising a warning finger toward the small bedroom where Peter was sleeping. I discovered a kitchen with a large stove and a rough wooden floor, scattered with some poorly cured animal skins. Next to it was a small pantry that had a bed for me. She pointed out the pots and pans for cooking, the supplies she had stored, and where to find water and fuel. “I'll do the shopping every day,” she said, “and if you need me, my place is half a mile up the road past the new church. God be with you, young man, and please be gentle with that injured one.”

When the Widow Summermatter had departed I sat down in Peter’s arm-chair and took stock of the place. It was quiet and simple and homely, and through the window came the gleam of snow on the diamond hills. On the table beside the stove were Peter’s cherished belongings—his buck-skin pouch and the pipe which Jannie Grobelaar had carved for him in St Helena, an aluminium field match-box I had given him, a cheap large-print Bible such as padres present to well-disposed privates, and an old battered Pilgrim’s Progress with gaudy pictures. The illustration at which I opened showed Faithful going up to Heaven from the fire of Vanity Fair like a woodcock that has just been flushed. Everything in the room was exquisitely neat, and I knew that that was Peter and not the Widow Summermatter. On a peg behind the door hung his much-mended coat, and sticking out of a pocket I recognised a sheaf of my own letters. In one corner stood something which I had forgotten about—an invalid chair.

When the Widow Summermatter left, I sat down in Peter’s armchair and took in the surroundings. It was quiet, simple, and cozy, and through the window, I could see the glimmer of snow on the diamond hills. On the table next to the stove were Peter’s prized possessions—his buckskin pouch, the pipe that Jannie Grobelaar carved for him in St. Helena, an aluminum field matchbox I had given him, a cheap large-print Bible that padres give to well-disposed privates, and an old, worn Pilgrim’s Progress with bright illustrations. The page I opened showed Faithful ascending to Heaven from the fire of Vanity Fair, like a woodcock that has just been startled. Everything in the room was impeccably neat, and I knew that was Peter’s doing, not the Widow Summermatter's. On a hook behind the door hung his much-repaired coat, and sticking out of a pocket, I recognized a bundle of my own letters. In one corner stood something I had forgotten about—an invalid chair.

The sight of Peter’s plain little oddments made me feel solemn. I wondered if his eyes would be like Mary’s now, for I could not conceive what life would be for him as a cripple. Very silently I opened the bedroom door and slipped inside.

The sight of Peter’s simple little belongings made me feel serious. I wondered if his eyes would be like Mary’s now, because I couldn’t imagine what life would be like for him as a cripple. Quietly, I opened the bedroom door and slipped inside.

He was lying on a camp bedstead with one of those striped Swiss blankets pulled up round his ears, and he was asleep. It was the old Peter beyond doubt. He had the hunter’s gift of breathing evenly through his nose, and the white scar on the deep brown of his forehead was what I had always remembered. The only change since I last saw him was that he had let his beard grow again, and it was grey.

He was lying on a camp bed with one of those striped Swiss blankets pulled up around his ears, and he was asleep. It was definitely the old Peter. He had the hunter’s ability to breathe evenly through his nose, and the white scar on the deep brown of his forehead was what I had always remembered. The only difference since I last saw him was that he had let his beard grow back, and it was grey.

As I looked at him the remembrance of all we had been through together flooded back upon me, and I could have cried with joy at being beside him. Women, bless their hearts! can never know what long comradeship means to men; it is something not in their lives—something that belongs only to that wild, undomesticated world which we forswear when we find our mates. Even Mary understood only a bit of it. I had just won her love, which was the greatest thing that ever came my way, but if she had entered at that moment I would scarcely have turned my head. I was back again in the old life and was not thinking of the new.

As I looked at him, memories of everything we had been through together came rushing back, and I could have cried with joy at being by his side. Women, bless them! can never truly understand what long friendship means to men; it’s something absent from their lives—something that belongs to that wild, untamed world we leave behind when we find our partners. Even Mary only grasped part of it. I had just earned her love, which was the best thing that ever happened to me, but if she had walked in at that moment, I probably wouldn’t have even turned to look. I was lost in the past and was not thinking about the future.

Suddenly I saw that Peter was awake and was looking at me.

Suddenly, I noticed that Peter was awake and staring at me.

“Dick,” he said in a whisper, “Dick, my old friend.”

“Dick,” he said quietly, “Dick, my old friend.”

The blanket was tossed off, and his long, lean arms were stretched out to me. I gripped his hands, and for a little we did not speak. Then I saw how woefully he had changed. His left leg had shrunk, and from the knee down was like a pipe stem. His face, when awake, showed the lines of hard suffering and he seemed shorter by half a foot. But his eyes were still like Mary’s. Indeed they seemed to be more patient and peaceful than in the days when he sat beside me on the buck-waggon and peered over the hunting-veld.

The blanket was tossed off, and his long, lean arms reached out to me. I took his hands, and for a moment we were silent. Then I noticed how sadly he had changed. His left leg had shrunk, and from the knee down, it looked like a pipe stem. His face, when he was awake, showed the marks of hard suffering, and he seemed half a foot shorter. But his eyes were still like Mary’s. In fact, they seemed even more patient and peaceful than when he sat beside me on the buck wagon and looked out over the hunting fields.

I picked him up—he was no heavier than Mary—and carried him to his chair beside the stove. Then I boiled water and made tea, as we had so often done together.

I picked him up—he was no heavier than Mary—and carried him to his chair next to the stove. Then I boiled water and made tea, just like we had done so many times before.

“Peter, old man,” I said, “we’re on trek again, and this is a very snug little rondavel. We’ve had many good yarns, but this is going to be the best. First of all, how about your health?”

“Peter, my friend,” I said, “we’re on a journey again, and this is a really cozy little rondavel. We’ve had a lot of great stories, but this one is going to be the best. To start, how’s your health?”

“Good, I’m a strong man again, but slow like a hippo cow. I have been lonely sometimes, but that is all by now. Tell me of the big battles.”

“Good, I’m strong again, but slow like a hippo. I’ve felt lonely at times, but that’s all in the past now. Tell me about the big battles.”

But I was hungry for news of him and kept him to his own case. He had no complaint of his treatment except that he did not like Germans. The doctors at the hospital had been clever, he said, and had done their best for him, but nerves and sinews and small bones had been so wrecked that they could not mend his leg, and Peter had all the Boer’s dislike of amputation. One doctor had been in Damaraland and talked to him of those baked sunny places and made him homesick. But he returned always to his dislike of Germans. He had seen them herding our soldiers like brute beasts, and the commandant had a face like Stumm and a chin that stuck out and wanted hitting. He made an exception for the great airman Lensch, who had downed him.

But I was eager for news about him and focused on his situation. He didn’t complain about his treatment, except that he didn’t like Germans. The doctors at the hospital had been good, he said, and had done their best for him, but his nerves, tendons, and small bones had been so damaged that they couldn’t fix his leg, and Peter had the typical Boer aversion to amputation. One doctor had been in Damaraland and talked to him about those sunny, baked places, which made him feel nostalgic. But he always went back to his dislike of Germans. He had seen them herding our soldiers like animals, and the commandant had a face like Stumm, with a chin that jutted out and begged to be hit. He did make an exception for the great airman Lensch, who had shot him down.

“He is a white man, that one,” he said. “He came to see me in hospital and told me a lot of things. I think he made them treat me well. He is a big man, Dick, who would make two of me, and he has a round, merry face and pale eyes like Frickie Celliers who could put a bullet through a pauw’s head at two hundred yards. He said he was sorry I was lame, for he hoped to have more fights with me. Some woman that tells fortunes had said that I would be the end of him, but he reckoned she had got the thing the wrong way on. I hope he will come through this war, for he is a good man, though a German.... But the others! They are like the fool in the Bible, fat and ugly in good fortune and proud and vicious when their luck goes. They are not a people to be happy with.”

“He's a white guy, that one,” he said. “He came to see me in the hospital and told me a lot of things. I think he helped make sure I was treated well. He’s a big guy, Dick, who could easily be twice my size, and he has a round, cheerful face and pale eyes like Frickie Celliers, who could shoot a bird in the head from two hundred yards. He said he felt bad that I was lame because he wanted to have more fights with me. Some fortune teller said I would be the end of him, but he thought she got it all wrong. I hope he makes it through this war because he’s a good man, even if he is German... But the others! They're like the fool in the Bible—fat and ugly when things are going well and proud and cruel when their luck runs out. They’re not a people to be happy with.”

Then he told me that to keep up his spirits he had amused himself with playing a game. He had prided himself on being a Boer, and spoken coldly of the British. He had also, I gathered, imparted many things calculated to deceive. So he left Germany with good marks, and in Switzerland had held himself aloof from the other British wounded, on the advice of Blenkiron, who had met him as soon as he crossed the frontier. I gathered it was Blenkiron who had had him sent to St Anton, and in his time there, as a disgruntled Boer, he had mixed a good deal with Germans. They had pumped him about our air service, and Peter had told them many ingenious lies and heard curious things in return.

Then he told me that to lift his spirits he had entertained himself by playing a game. He took pride in being a Boer and spoke dismissively of the British. I also gathered that he shared many things designed to mislead. So he left Germany with good results, and in Switzerland, he kept to himself away from the other British wounded, following the advice of Blenkiron, who met him as soon as he crossed the border. It seemed that Blenkiron had arranged for him to go to St Anton, and during his time there, as a disgruntled Boer, he had mingled quite a bit with Germans. They had grilled him about our air service, and Peter had told them many clever lies and heard some strange things in return.

“They are working hard, Dick,” he said. “Never forget that. The German is a stout enemy, and when we beat him with a machine he sweats till he has invented a new one. They have great pilots, but never so many good ones as we, and I do not think in ordinary fighting they can ever beat us. But you must watch Lensch, for I fear him. He has a new machine, I hear, with great engines and a short wingspread, but the wings so cambered that he can climb fast. That will be a surprise to spring upon us. You will say that we’ll soon better it. So we shall, but if it was used at a time when we were pushing hard it might make the little difference that loses battles.”

“They're working hard, Dick,” he said. “Never forget that. The German is a tough opponent, and when we defeat him with one of our machines, he sweats it out until he creates a new one. They have great pilots, but never as many good ones as we do, and I don’t think they can ever outfight us in standard combat. But you need to keep an eye on Lensch, because I’m worried about him. I hear he has a new plane with powerful engines and a short wingspan, but the wings are so curved that he can climb quickly. That could catch us off guard. You might say that we’ll improve on it soon. And we will, but if he uses it while we’re pressing hard, it could make the small difference that cost us the battle.”

“You mean,” I said, “that if we had a great attack ready and had driven all the Boche planes back from our front, Lensch and his circus might get over in spite of us and blow the gaff?”

“You mean,” I said, “that if we had a big attack planned and had pushed all the German planes away from our front, Lensch and his crew might still come in and spill the beans?”

“Yes,” he said solemnly. “Or if we were attacked, and had a weak spot, Lensch might show the Germans where to get through. I do not think we are going to attack for a long time; but I am pretty sure that Germany is going to fling every man against us. That is the talk of my friends, and it is not bluff.”

“Yeah,” he said seriously. “Or if we were attacked and had a weak point, Lensch might show the Germans how to break through. I don’t think we’re going to attack for a long time, but I’m pretty sure Germany is going to throw every man they have at us. That’s what my friends are saying, and it’s not just talk.”

That night I cooked our modest dinner, and we smoked our pipes with the stove door open and the good smell of woodsmoke in our nostrils. I told him of all my doings and of the Wild Birds and Ivery and the job we were engaged on. Blenkiron’s instructions were that we two should live humbly and keep our eyes and ears open, for we were outside suspicion—the cantankerous lame Boer and his loutish servant from Arosa. Somewhere in the place was a rendezvous of our enemies, and thither came Chelius on his dark errands.

That night, I made us a simple dinner, and we smoked our pipes with the stove door open, enjoying the nice smell of wood smoke. I shared everything I had been up to, including the Wild Birds, Ivery, and the job we were working on. Blenkiron told us to live simply and stay alert, since we were not suspected—just the grumpy, disabled Boer and his awkward servant from Arosa. Somewhere in the area, there was a meeting point for our enemies, and that’s where Chelius was headed on his shady missions.

Peter nodded his head sagely, “I think I have guessed the place. The daughter of the old woman used to pull my chair sometimes down to the village, and I have sat in cheap inns and talked to servants. There is a fresh-water pan there, it is all covered with snow now, and beside it there is a big house that they call the Pink Chalet. I do not know much about it, except that rich folk live in it, for I know the other houses and they are harmless. Also the big hotels, which are too cold and public for strangers to meet in.”

Peter nodded wisely. “I think I've figured out the place. The old woman's daughter used to pull my chair down to the village sometimes, and I've sat in budget inns and talked to the staff. There's a freshwater pond there, which is all covered in snow now, and next to it, there's a big house they call the Pink Chalet. I don't know much about it, except that wealthy people live there, because I'm familiar with the other houses, and they’re harmless. Also, the big hotels are too cold and impersonal for strangers to meet in.”

I put Peter to bed, and it was a joy to me to look after him, to give him his tonic and prepare the hot water bottle that comforted his neuralgia. His behaviour was like a docile child’s, and he never lapsed from his sunny temper, though I could see how his leg gave him hell. They had tried massage for it and given it up, and there was nothing for him but to endure till nature and his tough constitution deadened the tortured nerves again. I shifted my bed out of the pantry and slept in the room with him, and when I woke in the night, as one does the first time in a strange place, I could tell by his breathing that he was wakeful and suffering.

I put Peter to bed, and it was a pleasure for me to take care of him, to give him his medicine and prepare the hot water bottle that eased his pain. He acted like a compliant child, and he never lost his cheerful mood, even though I could see how much his leg was hurting him. They had tried massage for it but gave up, and all he could do was wait for his body and strong constitution to numb the painful nerves again. I moved my bed out of the pantry and slept in the room with him, and when I woke up in the night, as we do the first time we’re in a new place, I could tell from his breathing that he was awake and in pain.

Next day a bath chair containing a grizzled cripple and pushed by a limping peasant might have been seen descending the long hill to the village. It was clear frosty weather which makes the cheeks tingle, and I felt so full of beans that it was hard to remember my game leg. The valley was shut in on the east by a great mass of rocks and glaciers, belonging to a mountain whose top could not be seen. But on the south, above the snowy fir-woods, there was a most delicate lace-like peak with a point like a needle. I looked at it with interest, for beyond it lay the valley which led to the Staub pass, and beyond that was Italy—and Mary.

The next day, a bath chair carrying a weathered disabled man and pushed by a limping farmer could be seen making its way down the long hill to the village. The weather was clear and frosty, causing my cheeks to tingle, and I felt so energetic that it was hard to remember my injured leg. The valley was bordered on the east by a massive cluster of rocks and glaciers from a mountain whose summit was out of sight. But to the south, above the snowy fir trees, there was a delicate, lace-like peak with a sharp point like a needle. I gazed at it with interest, as beyond that peak lay the valley leading to the Staub pass, and beyond that was Italy—and Mary.

The old village of St Anton had one long, narrow street which bent at right angles to a bridge which spanned the river flowing from the lake. Thence the road climbed steeply, but at the other end of the street it ran on the level by the water’s edge, lined with gimcrack boarding-houses, now shuttered to the world, and a few villas in patches of garden. At the far end, just before it plunged into a pine-wood, a promontory jutted into the lake, leaving a broad space between the road and the water. Here were the grounds of a more considerable dwelling—snow-covered laurels and rhododendrons with one or two bigger trees—and just on the water-edge stood the house itself, called the Pink Chalet.

The old village of St. Anton had one long, narrow street that turned sharply at a bridge crossing the river coming from the lake. From there, the road climbed steeply, but at the other end of the street, it ran flat along the water’s edge, lined with tacky boarding houses, now closed off from the world, and a few villas with small gardens. At the far end, just before it dropped into a pine forest, a point of land jutted into the lake, creating a wide space between the road and the water. Here were the grounds of a larger property—snow-covered laurel and rhododendron bushes with a couple of larger trees—and right at the water’s edge stood the house itself, known as the Pink Chalet.

I wheeled Peter past the entrance on the crackling snow of the highway. Seen through the gaps of the trees the front looked new, but the back part seemed to be of some age, for I could see high walls, broken by few windows, hanging over the water. The place was no more a chalet than a donjon, but I suppose the name was given in honour of a wooden gallery above the front door. The whole thing was washed in an ugly pink. There were outhouses—garage or stables among the trees—and at the entrance there were fairly recent tracks of an automobile.

I pushed Peter past the entrance on the crunching snow of the highway. Through the gaps in the trees, the front looked new, but the back seemed older, with high walls and just a few windows hanging over the water. The place was neither a chalet nor a fortress, but I guess it got its name because of a wooden gallery above the front door. Everything was washed in a terrible pink color. There were outbuildings—maybe a garage or stables—among the trees, and at the entrance, there were fairly recent tire tracks from a car.

On our way back we had some very bad beer in a café and made friends with the woman who kept it. Peter had to tell her his story, and I trotted out my aunt in Zurich, and in the end we heard her grievances. She was a true Swiss, angry at all the belligerents who had spoiled her livelihood, hating Germany most but also fearing her most. Coffee, tea, fuel, bread, even milk and cheese were hard to get and cost a ransom. It would take the land years to recover, and there would be no more tourists, for there was little money left in the world. I dropped a question about the Pink Chalet, and was told that it belonged to one Schweigler, a professor of Berne, an old man who came sometimes for a few days in the summer. It was often let, but not now. Asked if it was occupied, she remarked that some friends of the Schweiglers—rich people from Basle—had been there for the winter. “They come and go in great cars,” she said bitterly, “and they bring their food from the cities. They spend no money in this poor place.”

On our way back, we had some really bad beer at a café and struck up a friendship with the woman who ran it. Peter shared his story with her, and I talked about my aunt in Zurich, and in the end, we listened to her complaints. She was a true Swiss, upset with all the warring parties who had ruined her livelihood, harboring the most resentment towards Germany but also fearing it the most. Getting coffee, tea, fuel, bread, even milk and cheese was tough and expensive. It would take years for the land to recover, and there wouldn’t be any more tourists since there was hardly any money left in the world. I asked about the Pink Chalet, and she said it belonged to a Schweigler, a professor from Berne, an old man who only came for a few days in the summer. It was usually rented out, but not now. When I inquired if it was occupied, she mentioned that some friends of the Schweiglers—wealthy people from Basle—had been there for the winter. “They come and go in fancy cars,” she said bitterly, “and they bring their food from the cities. They spend no money in this poor place.”

Presently Peter and I fell into a routine of life, as if we had always kept house together. In the morning he went abroad in his chair, in the afternoon I would hobble about on my own errands. We sank into the background and took its colour, and a less conspicuous pair never faced the eye of suspicion. Once a week a young Swiss officer, whose business it was to look after British wounded, paid us a hurried visit. I used to get letters from my aunt in Zurich, sometimes with the postmark of Arosa, and now and then these letters would contain curiously worded advice or instructions from him whom my aunt called “the kind patron”. Generally I was told to be patient. Sometimes I had word about the health of “my little cousin across the mountains”. Once I was bidden expect a friend of the patron’s, the wise doctor of whom he had often spoken, but though after that I shadowed the Pink Chalet for two days no doctor appeared.

Right now, Peter and I had settled into a routine of life, as if we had always shared a home together. In the morning, he would go out in his wheelchair, and in the afternoon, I would shuffle around on my own errands. We blended into the background and absorbed its vibe, and you wouldn’t find a less suspicious pair. Once a week, a young Swiss officer, tasked with looking after British wounded, would pay us a quick visit. I received letters from my aunt in Zurich, sometimes postmarked from Arosa, and occasionally these letters would include oddly phrased advice or instructions from the person my aunt referred to as “the kind patron.” Usually, I was told to be patient. Sometimes I got updates on the health of “my little cousin across the mountains.” Once, I was told to expect a friend of the patron’s, the wise doctor he had often mentioned, but despite shadowing the Pink Chalet for two days afterward, no doctor showed up.

My investigations were a barren business. I used to go down to the village in the afternoon and sit in an out-of-the-way café, talking slow German with peasants and hotel porters, but there was little to learn. I knew all there was to hear about the Pink Chalet, and that was nothing. A young man who ski-ed stayed for three nights and spent his days on the alps above the fir-woods. A party of four, including two women, was reported to have been there for a night—all ramifications of the rich family of Basle. I studied the house from the lake, which should have been nicely swept into ice-rinks, but from lack of visitors was a heap of blown snow. The high old walls of the back part were built straight from the water’s edge. I remember I tried a short cut through the grounds to the high-road and was given “Good afternoon’ by a smiling German manservant. One way and another I gathered there were a good many serving-men about the place—too many for the infrequent guests. But beyond this I discovered nothing.

My investigations were pretty pointless. I'd head down to the village in the afternoon and sit in a quiet café, chatting in slow German with locals and hotel staff, but I didn’t learn much. I knew everything there was to know about the Pink Chalet, and it was nothing significant. A young guy who skied stayed for three nights and spent his days on the mountains above the pine trees. A group of four, including two women, was said to have stayed there for a night—all connections to a wealthy family from Basel. I looked at the house from the lake, which should have been beautifully turned into ice rinks, but since there were so few visitors, it was just a pile of blown snow. The tall old walls in the back were built straight from the water’s edge. I remember trying to take a shortcut through the grounds to the main road and being greeted with a “Good afternoon” by a cheerful German servant. In one way or another, I gathered there were quite a few staff around the place—too many for the infrequent guests. But beyond that, I found out nothing.

Not that I was bored, for I had always Peter to turn to. He was thinking a lot about South Africa, and the thing he liked best was to go over with me every detail of our old expeditions. They belonged to a life which he could think about without pain, whereas the war was too near and bitter for him. He liked to hobble out-of-doors after the darkness came and look at his old friends, the stars. He called them by the words they use on the veld, and the first star of morning he called the voorlooper—the little boy who inspans the oxen—a name I had not heard for twenty years. Many a great yarn we spun in the long evenings, but I always went to bed with a sore heart. The longing in his eyes was too urgent, longing not for old days or far countries, but for the health and strength which had once been his pride.

Not that I was bored, since I always had Peter to talk to. He was thinking a lot about South Africa, and what he liked most was going over every detail of our old adventures with me. Those memories belonged to a time he could reflect on without pain, while the war felt too recent and painful for him. He enjoyed shuffling outside after dark to gaze at his old friends, the stars. He referred to them by the names they use in the veld, and the first star of the morning he called the voorlooper—the little boy who yokes the oxen—a name I hadn’t heard in twenty years. We spun many great stories during the long evenings, but I always went to bed with a heavy heart. The longing in his eyes was too intense, a longing not for the past or distant lands, but for the health and strength he once took pride in.

One night I told him about Mary.

One night, I told him about Mary.

“She will be a happy mysie,” he said, “but you will need to be very clever with her, for women are queer cattle and you and I don’t know their ways. They tell me English women do not cook and make clothes like our vrouws, so what will she find to do? I doubt an idle woman will be like a mealie-fed horse.”

“She will be a happy mysie,” he said, “but you’ll need to be very smart with her, because women are strange creatures and you and I don’t understand their ways. I’ve heard that English women don’t cook and make clothes like our wives do, so what will she have to do? I doubt a woman with nothing to do will be like a well-fed horse.”

It was no good explaining to him the kind of girl Mary was, for that was a world entirely beyond his ken. But I could see that he felt lonelier than ever at my news. So I told him of the house I meant to have in England when the war was over—an old house in a green hilly country, with fields that would carry four head of cattle to the morgen and furrows of clear water, and orchards of plums and apples. “And you will stay with us all the time,” I said. “You will have your own rooms and your own boy to look after you, and you will help me to farm, and we will catch fish together, and shoot the wild ducks when they come up from the pans in the evening. I have found a better countryside than the Houtbosch, where you and I planned to have a farm. It is a blessed and happy place, England.”

It was pointless trying to explain to him what kind of girl Mary was, as it was a world completely outside his understanding. But I could tell he felt lonelier than ever with my news. So, I told him about the house I wanted to have in England after the war—an old house in a green, hilly area, with fields that could support four head of cattle to the morgen, clear streams, and orchards filled with plums and apples. “And you will stay with us the whole time,” I said. “You’ll have your own rooms and your own servant to take care of you, and you’ll help me with the farming, and we’ll go fishing together, and hunt wild ducks when they come up from the ponds in the evening. I’ve found a better countryside than the Houtbosch, where we planned to have a farm. It’s a blessed and happy place, England.”

He shook his head. “You are a kind man, Dick, but your pretty mysie won’t want an ugly old fellow like me hobbling about her house.... I do not think I will go back to Africa, for I should be sad there in the sun. I will find a little place in England, and some day I will visit you, old friend.”

He shook his head. “You’re a kind man, Dick, but your pretty mysie won’t want an old guy like me limping around her house.... I don’t think I’ll go back to Africa, because I’d be unhappy there in the sun. I’ll find a small place in England, and someday I’ll come visit you, old friend.”

That night his stoicism seemed for the first time to fail him. He was silent for a long time and went early to bed, where I can vouch for it he did not sleep. But he must have thought a lot in the night time, for in the morning he had got himself in hand and was as cheerful as a sandboy.

That night, for the first time, his calm demeanor seemed to let him down. He was quiet for a long time and went to bed early, and I can confirm he didn’t sleep. But he must have thought a lot during the night because in the morning, he had pulled himself together and was as cheerful as ever.

I watched his philosophy with amazement. It was far beyond anything I could have compassed myself. He was so frail and so poor, for he had never had anything in the world but his bodily fitness, and he had lost that now. And remember, he had lost it after some months of glittering happiness, for in the air he had found the element for which he had been born. Sometimes he dropped a hint of those days when he lived in the clouds and invented a new kind of battle, and his voice always grew hoarse. I could see that he ached with longing for their return. And yet he never had a word of complaint. That was the ritual he had set himself, his point of honour, and he faced the future with the same kind of courage as that with which he had tackled a wild beast or Lensch himself. Only it needed a far bigger brand of fortitude.

I watched his philosophy with amazement. It was far beyond anything I could grasp myself. He was so fragile and so poor, having never had anything in the world but his physical abilities, and he had lost that now. And remember, he lost it after months of dazzling happiness, as he had found the element he was meant for in the air. Sometimes he mentioned those days when he lived in the clouds and created a new type of battle, and his voice always became hoarse. I could see that he longed for those times to return. Yet he never complained. That was the code he had set for himself, his point of honor, and he faced the future with the same kind of courage he had used to confront a wild animal or Lensch himself. Only it required a much greater kind of bravery.

Another thing was that he had found religion. I doubt if that is the right way to put it, for he had always had it. Men who live in the wilds know they are in the hands of God. But his old kind had been a tattered thing, more like heathen superstition, though it had always kept him humble. But now he had taken to reading the Bible and to thinking in his lonely nights, and he had got a creed of his own. I dare say it was crude enough, I am sure it was unorthodox; but if the proof of religion is that it gives a man a prop in bad days, then Peter’s was the real thing. He used to ferret about in the Bible and the Pilgrim’s Progress—they were both equally inspired in his eyes—and find texts which he interpreted in his own way to meet his case. He took everything quite literally. What happened three thousand years ago in Palestine might, for all he minded, have been going on next door. I used to chaff him and tell him that he was like the Kaiser, very good at fitting the Bible to his purpose, but his sincerity was so complete that he only smiled. I remember one night, when he had been thinking about his flying days, he found a passage in Thessalonians about the dead rising to meet their Lord in the air, and that cheered him a lot. Peter, I could see, had the notion that his time here wouldn’t be very long, and he liked to think that when he got his release he would find once more the old rapture.

Another thing was that he had found religion. I doubt that's the right way to say it, since he had always had it. Men who live in the wild know they're in the hands of God. But his old beliefs had been tattered, more like pagan superstition, although they had always kept him humble. Now, he had started reading the Bible and reflecting during his lonely nights, and he had formed a creed of his own. I’d say it was pretty basic, and I’m sure it was unorthodox; but if the proof of religion is that it provides a person with support during tough times, then Peter’s was the real deal. He used to dig through the Bible and Pilgrim’s Progress—both were equally inspired in his eyes—and find verses that he interpreted in his own way to fit his situation. He took everything quite literally. What happened three thousand years ago in Palestine might, as far as he was concerned, have been happening next door. I used to tease him and tell him he was like the Kaiser, good at twisting the Bible to suit his needs, but his sincerity was so genuine that he just smiled. I remember one night, when he had been reflecting on his flying days, he found a passage in Thessalonians about the dead rising to meet their Lord in the air, and that really lifted his spirits. Peter, I could tell, believed that his time here wouldn’t be very long, and he liked to think that when he was finally at peace, he would experience that old joy again.

Once, when I said something about his patience, he said he had got to try to live up to Mr Standfast. He had fixed on that character to follow, though he would have preferred Mr Valiant-for-Truth if he had thought himself good enough. He used to talk about Mr Standfast in his queer way as if he were a friend of us both, like Blenkiron.... I tell you I was humbled out of all my pride by the sight of Peter, so uncomplaining and gentle and wise. The Almighty Himself couldn’t have made a prig out of him, and he never would have thought of preaching. Only once did he give me advice. I had always a liking for short cuts, and I was getting a bit restive under the long inaction. One day when I expressed my feelings on the matter, Peter upped and read from the Pilgrim’s Progress: “Some also have wished that the next way to their Father’s house were here, that they might be troubled no more with either hills or mountains to go over, but the Way is the Way, and there is an end.”

Once, when I mentioned his patience, he said he had to try to live up to Mr. Standfast. He had decided to follow that character, even though he would have preferred Mr. Valiant-for-Truth if he thought he was good enough. He used to talk about Mr. Standfast in his odd way as if he were a friend of ours, like Blenkiron.... I tell you, seeing Peter so uncomplaining, gentle, and wise humbled me out of all my pride. The Almighty Himself couldn’t have turned him into a snob, and he never would have considered preaching. He only gave me advice once. I always liked shortcuts, and I was getting a bit restless with the long wait. One day, when I voiced my feelings about it, Peter stood up and read from the Pilgrim’s Progress: “Some also have wished that the next way to their Father’s house were here, that they might be troubled no more with either hills or mountains to go over, but the Way is the Way, and there is an end.”

All the same when we got into March and nothing happened I grew pretty anxious. Blenkiron had said we were fighting against time, and here were the weeks slipping away. His letters came occasionally, always in the shape of communications from my aunt. One told me that I would soon be out of a job, for Peter’s repatriation was just about through, and he might get his movement order any day. Another spoke of my little cousin over the hills, and said that she hoped soon to be going to a place called Santa Chiara in the Val Saluzzana. I got out the map in a hurry and measured the distance from there to St Anton and pored over the two roads thither—the short one by the Staub Pass and the long one by the Marjolana. These letters made me think that things were nearing a climax, but still no instructions came. I had nothing to report in my own messages, I had discovered nothing in the Pink Chalet but idle servants, I was not even sure if the Pink Chalet were not a harmless villa, and I hadn’t come within a thousand miles of finding Chelius. All my desire to imitate Peter’s stoicism didn’t prevent me from getting occasionally rattled and despondent.

Still, when March rolled around and nothing happened, I started to feel pretty anxious. Blenkiron had said we were racing against the clock, and the weeks kept slipping away. His letters came every now and then, always framed as updates from my aunt. One mentioned that I would soon be out of a job because Peter's repatriation was nearly complete, and he could get his movement order any day now. Another letter talked about my little cousin over the hills and said she hoped to be going to a place called Santa Chiara in the Val Saluzzana soon. I quickly pulled out the map and measured the distance from there to St. Anton, studying the two routes— the shorter one through the Staub Pass and the longer one via the Marjolana. These letters made me think things were reaching a boiling point, but still, no instructions showed up. I had nothing to share in my own messages, I hadn’t uncovered anything in the Pink Chalet except for idle servants, I wasn’t even sure if the Pink Chalet was just a harmless villa, and I hadn’t come close to finding Chelius. My desire to emulate Peter’s calm demeanor didn’t stop me from feeling rattled and down at times.

The one thing I could do was to keep fit, for I had a notion I might soon want all my bodily strength. I had to keep up my pretence of lameness in the daytime, so I used to take my exercise at night. I would sleep in the afternoon, when Peter had his siesta, and then about ten in the evening, after putting him to bed, I would slip out-of-doors and go for a four or five hours’ tramp. Wonderful were those midnight wanderings. I pushed up through the snow-laden pines to the ridges where the snow lay in great wreaths and scallops, till I stood on a crest with a frozen world at my feet and above me a host of glittering stars. Once on a night of full moon I reached the glacier at the valley head, scrambled up the moraine to where the ice began, and peered fearfully into the spectral crevasses. At such hours I had the earth to myself, for there was not a sound except the slipping of a burden of snow from the trees or the crack and rustle which reminded me that a glacier was a moving river. The war seemed very far away, and I felt the littleness of our human struggles, till I thought of Peter turning from side to side to find ease in the cottage far below me. Then I realised that the spirit of man was the greatest thing in this spacious world.... I would get back about three or four, have a bath in the water which had been warming in my absence, and creep into bed, almost ashamed of having two sound legs, when a better man a yard away had but one.

The only thing I could do was stay in shape because I had a feeling I might soon need all my strength. I had to keep pretending to be lame during the day, so I exercised at night. I would nap in the afternoon while Peter took his siesta, and then around ten in the evening, after putting him to bed, I would sneak outside and go for a four or five-hour hike. Those midnight adventures were incredible. I climbed through the snow-covered pines to the ridges where the snow formed beautiful drifts and shapes until I stood on a peak with a frozen world below me and a sky full of shining stars above. Once, on a full moon night, I reached the glacier at the end of the valley, scrambled up the moraine to where the ice began, and cautiously looked into the eerie crevasses. During these moments, I had the earth to myself, with no sound except the snow slipping off the trees and the cracks and rustles that reminded me a glacier was a moving river. The war felt very far away, and I sensed the smallness of our human struggles until I thought of Peter turning from side to side trying to get comfortable in the cottage far below me. Then I realized that the spirit of man was the most significant thing in this vast world.... I would get back around three or four, take a bath in the water that had been warming while I was gone, and crawl into bed, almost feeling guilty for having two good legs when a better man just a yard away had only one.

Oddly enough at these hours there seemed more life in the Pink Chalet than by day. Once, tramping across the lake long after midnight, I saw lights in the lake-front in windows which for ordinary were blank and shuttered. Several times I cut across the grounds, when the moon was dark. On one such occasion a great car with no lights swept up the drive, and I heard low voices at the door. Another time a man ran hastily past me, and entered the house by a little door on the eastern side, which I had not before noticed.... Slowly the conviction began to grow on me that we were not wrong in marking down this place, that things went on within it which it deeply concerned us to discover. But I was puzzled to think of a way. I might butt inside, but for all I knew it would be upsetting Blenkiron’s plans, for he had given me no instructions about housebreaking. All this unsettled me worse than ever. I began to lie awake planning some means of entrance.... I would be a peasant from the next valley who had twisted his ankle.... I would go seeking an imaginary cousin among the servants.... I would start a fire in the place and have the doors flung open to zealous neighbours....

Oddly enough, during these hours, the Pink Chalet seemed to have more life than during the day. Once, while walking across the lake late at night, I noticed lights in the lakefront windows that were usually blank and shuttered. A few times, I cut across the grounds when the moon was low. On one of those occasions, a large car with no lights drove up the driveway, and I heard quiet voices at the door. Another time, a man hurried past me and entered the house through a small door on the eastern side that I hadn't noticed before. Slowly, I began to feel that we were right to pay attention to this place, that things were happening inside it that we needed to uncover. But I was unsure how to approach it. I could break in, but for all I knew, I might be messing up Blenkiron’s plans, as he hadn’t given me any instructions about breaking into a house. All of this made me even more restless. I started to lie awake, brainstorming ways to get in... I could pretend to be a local peasant who sprained his ankle... I could go looking for an imaginary cousin among the servants... I could start a fire to get the doors flung open by eager neighbors...

And then suddenly I got instructions in a letter from Blenkiron.

And then suddenly I received instructions in a letter from Blenkiron.

It came inside a parcel of warm socks that arrived from my kind aunt. But the letter for me was not from her. It was in Blenkiron’s large sprawling hand and the style of it was all his own. He told me that he had about finished his job. He had got his line on Chelius, who was the bird he expected, and that bird would soon wing its way southward across the mountains for the reason I knew of.

It came in a package of warm socks that my thoughtful aunt sent me. But the letter for me wasn’t from her. It was written in Blenkiron’s big, messy handwriting, and it had his unique style. He told me that he was almost done with his task. He had tracked down Chelius, who was the target he was after, and that target would soon head south across the mountains for the reason I was already aware of.

“We’ve got an almighty move on,” he wrote, “and please God you’re going to hustle some in the next week. It’s going better than I ever hoped.” But something was still to be done. He had struck a countryman, one Clarence Donne, a journalist of Kansas City, whom he had taken into the business. Him he described as a “crackerjack” and commended to my esteem. He was coming to St Anton, for there was a game afoot at the Pink Chalet, which he would give me news of. I was to meet him next evening at nine-fifteen at the little door in the east end of the house. “For the love of Mike, Dick,” he concluded, “be on time and do everything Clarence tells you as if he was me. It’s a mighty complex affair, but you and he have sand enough to pull through. Don’t worry about your little cousin. She’s safe and out of the job now.”

“We’ve got a big move happening,” he wrote, “and please God, you’re going to hustle some in the next week. It’s going better than I ever expected.” But there was still something to do. He had brought in a countryman, a guy named Clarence Donne, a journalist from Kansas City, whom he had taken into the business. He referred to him as a “crackerjack” and spoke highly of him. Clarence was coming to St Anton because there was a game in progress at the Pink Chalet, and he would update me on it. I was to meet him the next evening at nine-fifteen at the small door on the east side of the house. “For the love of Mike, Dick,” he ended, “be on time and do everything Clarence says as if he were me. It’s a complicated situation, but you two have enough guts to get through it. Don’t worry about your little cousin. She’s safe and out of the job now.”

My first feeling was one of immense relief, especially at the last words. I read the letter a dozen times to make sure I had its meaning. A flash of suspicion crossed my mind that it might be a fake, principally because there was no mention of Peter, who had figured large in the other missives. But why should Peter be mentioned when he wasn’t on in this piece? The signature convinced me. Ordinarily Blenkiron signed himself in full with a fine commercial flourish. But when I was at the Front he had got into the habit of making a kind of hieroglyphic of his surname to me and sticking J.S. after it in a bracket. That was how this letter was signed, and it was sure proof it was all right.

My first feeling was one of huge relief, especially with the last words. I read the letter a dozen times to make sure I understood it. A flash of suspicion crossed my mind that it might be fake, mainly because there was no mention of Peter, who was a big part of the other letters. But why would Peter need to be mentioned if he wasn't relevant to this one? The signature convinced me. Normally, Blenkiron signed his full name with a fancy business flourish. But when I was at the Front, he had started making a sort of hieroglyph of his surname for me and adding J.S. in parentheses after it. That’s how this letter was signed, and it was solid proof that it was genuine.

I spent that day and the next in wild spirits. Peter spotted what was on, though I did not tell him for fear of making him envious. I had to be extra kind to him, for I could see that he ached to have a hand in the business. Indeed he asked shyly if I couldn’t fit him in, and I had to lie about it and say it was only another of my aimless circumnavigations of the Pink Chalet.

I spent that day and the next in a great mood. Peter noticed something was up, but I didn’t tell him for fear of making him jealous. I had to be extra nice to him because I could tell he really wanted to be involved. He even asked shyly if I could include him, and I had to lie and say it was just another one of my pointless rounds around the Pink Chalet.

“Try and find something where I can help,” he pleaded. “I’m pretty strong still, though I’m lame, and I can shoot a bit.”

“Try to find something where I can help,” he pleaded. “I’m still pretty strong, even though I’m lame, and I can shoot a little.”

I declared that he would be used in time, that Blenkiron had promised he would be used, but for the life of me I couldn’t see how.

I said that he would be useful eventually, that Blenkiron had guaranteed he would be helpful, but honestly, I couldn’t figure out how.

At nine o’clock on the evening appointed I was on the lake opposite the house, close in under the shore, making my way to the rendezvous. It was a coal-black night, for though the air was clear the stars were shining with little light, and the moon had not yet risen. With a premonition that I might be long away from food, I had brought some slabs of chocolate, and my pistol and torch were in my pocket. It was bitter cold, but I had ceased to mind weather, and I wore my one suit and no overcoat.

At nine o’clock on the scheduled evening, I was on the lake in front of the house, close to the shore, heading to our meeting spot. It was pitch dark, even though the air was clear; the stars were barely shining, and the moon hadn’t come up yet. Anticipating I might be away from food for a while, I had brought some chocolate bars, and I had my pistol and flashlight in my pocket. It was freezing, but I didn’t care about the weather anymore, and I was just wearing my one suit without an overcoat.

The house was like a tomb for silence. There was no crack of light anywhere, and none of those smells of smoke and food which proclaim habitation. It was an eerie job scrambling up the steep bank east of the place, to where the flat of the garden started, in a darkness so great that I had to grope my way like a blind man.

The house was like a tomb for silence. There was no crack of light anywhere, and none of those smells of smoke and food that signal life. It was a creepy task climbing up the steep bank east of the place, to where the flat of the garden began, in such heavy darkness that I had to feel my way like a blind man.

I found the little door by feeling along the edge of the building. Then I stepped into an adjacent clump of laurels to wait on my companion. He was there before me.

I found the small door by running my hand along the side of the building. Then I stepped into a nearby group of laurel bushes to wait for my friend. He was already there before me.

“Say,” I heard a rich Middle West voice whisper, “are you Joseph Zimmer? I’m not shouting any names, but I guess you are the guy I was told to meet here.”

“Hey,” I heard a deep Midwestern voice murmur, “are you Joseph Zimmer? I’m not yelling any names, but I think you’re the guy I was told to meet here.”

“Mr Donne?” I whispered back.

“Mr. Donne?” I whispered back.

“The same,” he replied. “Shake.”

“Same here,” he replied. “Shake.”

I gripped a gloved and mittened hand which drew me towards the door.

I grabbed a hand that was covered in a glove and mitten, pulling me toward the door.

CHAPTER XVI
I Lie on a Hard Bed

The journalist from Kansas City was a man of action. He wasted no words in introducing himself or unfolding his plan of campaign. “You’ve got to follow me, mister, and not deviate one inch from my tracks. The explaining part will come later. There’s big business in this shack tonight.” He unlocked the little door with scarcely a sound, slid the crust of snow from his boots, and preceded me into a passage as black as a cellar. The door swung smoothly behind us, and after the sharp out-of-doors the air smelt stuffy as the inside of a safe.

The journalist from Kansas City was a go-getter. He didn’t waste any time introducing himself or laying out his plan. “You’ve got to stick with me, mister, and not stray from my path. We’ll explain everything later. There’s some serious business happening in this place tonight.” He quietly unlocked the little door, wiped the snow off his boots, and led me into a passage that was as dark as a basement. The door closed quietly behind us, and after the crisp outdoor air, the inside felt musty like the inside of a safe.

A hand reached back to make sure that I followed. We appeared to be in a flagged passage under the main level of the house. My hobnailed boots slipped on the floor, and I steadied myself on the wall, which seemed to be of undressed stone. Mr Donne moved softly and assuredly, for he was better shod for the job than me, and his guiding hand came back constantly to make sure of my whereabouts.

A hand reached back to ensure I was following. We seemed to be in a flagged passage beneath the main level of the house. My hobnailed boots slipped on the floor, and I braced myself against the wall, which looked like rough stone. Mr. Donne moved quietly and confidently, as he was better equipped for this than I was, and his guiding hand frequently returned to check on where I was.

I remember that I felt just as I had felt when on that August night I had explored the crevice of the Coolin—the same sense that something queer was going to happen, the same recklessness and contentment. Moving a foot at a time with immense care, we came to a right-hand turning. Two shallow steps led us to another passage, and then my groping hands struck a blind wall. The American was beside me, and his mouth was close to my ear.

I remember feeling just like I did on that August night when I explored the crevice of the Coolin—like something strange was about to happen, with that same mix of excitement and contentment. Moving carefully, one foot at a time, we reached a right-hand turn. Two shallow steps took us to another passage, and then my hands touched a solid wall. The American was next to me, and his mouth was close to my ear.

“Got to crawl now,” he whispered. “You lead, mister, while I shed this coat of mine. Eight feet on your stomach and then upright.”

“Got to crawl now,” he whispered. “You go first, sir, while I take off this coat of mine. Eight feet on your stomach and then stand up.”

I wriggled through a low tunnel, broad enough to take three men abreast, but not two feet high. Half-way through I felt suffocated, for I never liked holes, and I had a momentary anxiety as to what we were after in this cellar pilgrimage. Presently I smelt free air and got on to my knees.

I squeezed through a low tunnel, wide enough for three men to walk side by side, but not even two feet tall. Halfway through, I felt like I couldn’t breathe, since I’ve never been a fan of tight spaces, and I had a brief moment of worry about what we were doing on this journey into the cellar. Soon, I caught a whiff of fresh air and got down on my knees.

“Right, mister?” came a whisper from behind. My companion seemed to be waiting till I was through before he followed.

“Right, mister?” a voice whispered from behind. My companion appeared to be waiting until I was done before he followed.

“Right,” I answered, and very carefully rose to my feet.

“Right,” I replied, and carefully got to my feet.

Then something happened behind me. There was a jar and a bump as if the roof of the tunnel had subsided. I turned sharply and groped at the mouth. I stuck my leg down and found a block.

Then something happened behind me. There was a jolt and a thud as if the roof of the tunnel had collapsed. I turned quickly and reached out at the entrance. I put my leg down and felt a block.

“Donne,” I said, as loud as I dared, “are you hurt? Where are you?”

“Donne,” I said as loudly as I could, “are you okay? Where are you?”

But no answer came.

But no response came.

Even then I thought only of an accident. Something had miscarried, and I was cut off in the cellars of an unfriendly house away from the man who knew the road and had a plan in his head. I was not so much frightened as exasperated. I turned from the tunnel-mouth and groped into the darkness before me. I might as well prospect the kind of prison into which I had blundered.

Even back then, all I could think about was an accident. Something had gone wrong, and I was trapped in the basement of a hostile house, away from the guy who knew the way and had a plan. I wasn't really scared, just frustrated. I turned away from the tunnel entrance and felt around in the darkness ahead of me. I might as well check out the kind of prison I had stumbled into.

I took three steps—no more. My feet seemed suddenly to go from me and fly upward. So sudden was it that I fell heavy and dead like a log, and my head struck the floor with a crash that for a moment knocked me senseless. I was conscious of something falling on me and of an intolerable pressure on my chest. I struggled for breath, and found my arms and legs pinned and my whole body in a kind of wooden vice. I was sick with concussion, and could do nothing but gasp and choke down my nausea. The cut in the back of my head was bleeding freely and that helped to clear my wits, but I lay for a minute or two incapable of thought. I shut my eyes tight, as a man does when he is fighting with a swoon.

I took three steps—no more. My feet suddenly felt like they were leaving me and flying upward. It happened so fast that I fell heavy and lifeless like a log, and my head hit the floor with a crash that knocked me out for a moment. I became aware of something falling on me and an unbearable pressure on my chest. I struggled to breathe, realizing my arms and legs were pinned, and my whole body felt like it was in a wooden vice. I was dizzy from the concussion and could only gasp and choke back my nausea. The cut on the back of my head was bleeding heavily, which helped to clear my mind a bit, but I lay there for a minute or two unable to think. I shut my eyes tightly, like someone does when fighting off a fainting spell.

When I opened them there was light. It came from the left side of the room, the broad glare of a strong electric torch. I watched it stupidly, but it gave me the fillip needed to pick up the threads. I remembered the tunnel now and the Kansas journalist. Then behind the light I saw a face which pulled my flickering senses out of the mire.

When I opened my eyes, there was light. It came from the left side of the room, the bright beam of a powerful flashlight. I stared at it blankly, but it sparked the motivation I needed to gather my thoughts. I recalled the tunnel and the Kansas journalist. Then, behind the light, I saw a face that pulled me out of my dazed state.

I saw the heavy ulster and the cap, which I had realised, though I had not seen, outside in the dark laurels. They belonged to the journalist, Clarence Donne, the trusted emissary of Blenkiron. But I saw his face now, and it was that face which I had boasted to Bullivant I could never mistake again upon earth. I did not mistake it now, and I remember I had a faint satisfaction that I had made good my word. I had not mistaken it, for I had not had the chance to look at it till this moment. I saw with acid clearness the common denominator of all its disguises—the young man who lisped in the seaside villa, the stout philanthropist of Biggleswick, the pulpy panic-stricken creature of the Tube station, the trim French staff officer of the Picardy château.... I saw more, for I saw it beyond the need of disguise. I was looking at von Schwabing, the exile, who had done more for Germany than any army commander.... Mary’s words came back to me—“the most dangerous man in the world”.... I was not afraid, or broken-hearted at failure, or angry—not yet, for I was too dazed and awestruck. I looked at him as one might look at some cataclysm of nature which had destroyed a continent.

I saw the heavy coat and cap, which I realized, even though I hadn’t seen them, were outside in the dark laurel bushes. They belonged to the journalist, Clarence Donne, the trusted messenger of Blenkiron. But I saw his face now, and it was that face I had claimed to Bullivant I could never mistake again in my life. I didn’t mistake it now, and I felt a slight satisfaction that I had kept my word. I hadn’t mistaken it because I hadn’t had the chance to look at it until this moment. I saw with sharp clarity the common thread of all his disguises—the young man who lisped at the seaside villa, the plump philanthropist of Biggleswick, the flabby, panic-stricken guy at the Tube station, the neat French staff officer at the Picardy château.... I saw more, for I recognized him beyond the need for disguise. I was looking at von Schwabing, the exile, who had done more for Germany than any military leader.... Mary’s words echoed in my mind—“the most dangerous man in the world”.... I wasn’t afraid, or heartbroken over failure, or angry—not yet, because I was too dazed and in awe. I looked at him like someone might look at a natural disaster that had wiped out a continent.

The face was smiling.

The face was smiling.

“I am happy to offer you hospitality at last,” it said.

“I’m glad to finally offer you my hospitality,” it said.

I pulled my wits farther out of the mud to attend to him. The cross-bar on my chest pressed less hard and I breathed better. But when I tried to speak, the words would not come.

I gathered my thoughts from the mess to focus on him. The weight on my chest felt lighter, and I could breathe easier. But when I tried to speak, the words just wouldn’t come.

“We are old friends,” he went on. “We have known each other quite intimately for four years, which is a long time in war. I have been interested in you, for you have a kind of crude intelligence, and you have compelled me to take you seriously. If you were cleverer you would appreciate the compliment. But you were fool enough to think you could beat me, and for that you must be punished. Oh no, don’t flatter yourself you were ever dangerous. You were only troublesome and presumptuous like a mosquito one flicks off one’s sleeve.”

“We're old friends,” he continued. “We've known each other pretty well for four years, which is a long time in war. I've been interested in you because you have a sort of raw intelligence that made me take you seriously. If you were smarter, you’d recognize that as a compliment. But you were foolish enough to think you could beat me, and for that, you need to be punished. Oh no, don’t get ahead of yourself thinking you were ever a real threat. You were just annoying and arrogant, like a mosquito that one swats off their sleeve.”

He was leaning against the side of a heavy closed door. He lit a cigar from a little gold tinder box and regarded me with amused eyes.

He was leaning against the side of a heavy closed door. He lit a cigar from a small gold tinderbox and looked at me with amused eyes.

“You will have time for reflection, so I propose to enlighten you a little. You are an observer of little things. So? Did you ever see a cat with a mouse? The mouse runs about and hides and manœuvres and thinks it is playing its own game. But at any moment the cat can stretch out its paw and put an end to it. You are the mouse, my poor General—for I believe you are one of those funny amateurs that the English call Generals. At any moment during the last nine months I could have put an end to you with a nod.”

“You'll have time to think, so I’d like to share some insights. You pay attention to small details. So? Have you ever seen a cat with a mouse? The mouse scurries around, hides, and thinks it’s in control. But at any moment, the cat can stretch out its paw and finish the game. You’re the mouse, my poor General—because I think you’re one of those amusing amateurs that the English refer to as Generals. At any time over the past nine months, I could have taken you out with just a nod.”

My nausea had stopped and I could understand what he said, though I had still no power to reply.

My nausea had passed, and I could understand what he was saying, but I still couldn't respond.

“Let me explain,” he went on. “I watched with amusement your gambols at Biggleswick. My eyes followed you when you went to the Clyde and in your stupid twistings in Scotland. I gave you rope, because you were futile, and I had graver things to attend to. I allowed you to amuse yourself at your British Front with childish investigations and to play the fool in Paris. I have followed every step of your course in Switzerland, and I have helped your idiotic Yankee friend to plot against myself. While you thought you were drawing your net around me, I was drawing mine around you. I assure you, it has been a charming relaxation from serious business.”

“Let me explain,” he continued. “I watched with amusement your antics at Biggleswick. My eyes followed you when you went to the Clyde and during your silly antics in Scotland. I gave you enough freedom because you were pointless, and I had more important matters to focus on. I let you entertain yourself at the British Front with childish investigations and play the fool in Paris. I have tracked every move you made in Switzerland, and I’ve assisted your foolish American friend in scheming against me. While you thought you were cornering me, I was actually closing in on you. I assure you, it has been a delightful break from serious work.”

I knew the man was lying. Some part was true, for he had clearly fooled Blenkiron; but I remembered the hurried flight from Biggleswick and Eaucourt Sainte-Anne when the game was certainly against him. He had me at his mercy, and was wreaking his vanity on me. That made him smaller in my eyes, and my first awe began to pass.

I knew the guy was lying. Some of what he said was true, since he had obviously tricked Blenkiron; but I remembered the rushed escape from Biggleswick and Eaucourt Sainte-Anne when the odds were definitely against him. He had me at his mercy and was taking out his ego on me. That made him seem smaller to me, and my initial awe started to fade.

“I never cherish rancour, you know,” he said. “In my business it is silly to be angry, for it wastes energy. But I do not tolerate insolence, my dear General. And my country has the habit of doing justice on her enemies. It may interest you to know that the end is not far off. Germany has faced a jealous world in arms and she is about to be justified of her great courage. She has broken up bit by bit the clumsy organisation of her opponents. Where is Russia today, the steam-roller that was to crush us? Where is the poor dupe Rumania? Where is the strength of Italy, who was once to do wonders for what she called Liberty? Broken, all of them. I have played my part in that work and now the need is past. My country with free hands is about to turn upon your armed rabble in the West and drive it into the Atlantic. Then we shall deal with the ragged remains of France and the handful of noisy Americans. By midsummer there will be peace dictated by triumphant Germany.”

“I never hold onto anger, you know,” he said. “In my line of work, it’s pointless to be mad because it just drains energy. But I won’t put up with disrespect, my dear General. And my country has a way of seeking justice against its enemies. You might find it interesting that the end is not far off. Germany has faced a jealous world in arms and is about to be vindicated for her great bravery. She has dismantled, piece by piece, the clumsy organization of her opponents. Where is Russia today, the steamroller that was supposed to crush us? Where is the poor fool Rumania? Where is the strength of Italy, which was once supposed to achieve great things for what she called Liberty? All broken. I have played my part in that effort and now the need is over. My country, with free hands, is about to turn against your armed mob in the West and push it into the Atlantic. Then we will deal with the ragged remains of France and the few noisy Americans. By midsummer, there will be peace dictated by a victorious Germany.”

“By God, there won’t!” I had found my voice at last.

“By God, there won’t!” I finally found my voice.

“By God, there will,” he said pleasantly. “It is what you call a mathematical certainty. You will no doubt die bravely, like the savage tribes that your Empire used to conquer. But we have the greater discipline and the stronger spirit and the bigger brain. Stupidity is always punished in the end, and you are a stupid race. Do not think that your kinsmen across the Atlantic will save you. They are a commercial people and by no means sure of themselves. When they have blustered a little they will see reason and find some means of saving their faces. Their comic President will make a speech or two and write us a solemn note, and we will reply with the serious rhetoric which he loves, and then we shall kiss and be friends. You know in your heart that it will be so.”

“By God, it will,” he said pleasantly. “It's a mathematical certainty. You'll undoubtedly die bravely, like the savage tribes your Empire used to conquer. But we have greater discipline, a stronger spirit, and a bigger brain. Stupidity is always punished in the end, and your race is stupid. Don’t think your relatives across the Atlantic will save you. They're a commercial people and not very sure of themselves. After they bluster for a while, they'll come to reason and find a way to save face. Their ridiculous President will make a speech or two and send us a formal note, and we'll respond with the serious rhetoric he loves, and then we'll kiss and be friends. You know in your heart that it will be like this.”

A great apathy seemed to settle on me. This bragging did not make me angry, and I had no longer any wish to contradict him. It may have been the result of the fall, but my mind had stopped working. I heard his voice as one listens casually to the ticking of a clock.

A heavy indifference seemed to wash over me. His boasting didn’t make me mad, and I no longer felt the urge to challenge him. It could have been a result of the fall, but my mind had just stopped functioning. I heard his voice like someone listens to a clock ticking in the background.

“I will tell you more,” he was saying. “This is the evening of the 18th day of March. Your generals in France expect an attack, but they are not sure where it will come. Some think it may be in Champagne or on the Aisne, some at Ypres, some at St Quentin. Well, my dear General, you alone will I take into our confidence. On the morning of the 21st, three days from now, we attack the right wing of the British Army. In two days we shall be in Amiens. On the third we shall have driven a wedge as far as the sea. Then in a week or so we shall have rolled up your army from the right, and presently we shall be in Boulogne and Calais. After that Paris falls, and then Peace.”

“I'll share more with you,” he was saying. “Tonight is the evening of March 18th. Your generals in France are expecting an attack, but they're unsure where it will come from. Some think it might be in Champagne or on the Aisne, some at Ypres, and others at St Quentin. Well, my dear General, you are the only one I will confide in. On the morning of the 21st, three days from now, we will attack the right wing of the British Army. In two days, we will be in Amiens. On the third day, we will have pushed a wedge all the way to the sea. Then, in about a week, we will have rolled up your army from the right, and soon we will be in Boulogne and Calais. After that, Paris will fall, and then there will be peace.”

I made no answer. The word “Amiens” recalled Mary, and I was trying to remember the day in January when she and I had motored south from that pleasant city.

I didn't respond. The mention of "Amiens" reminded me of Mary, and I was trying to recall the day in January when she and I drove south from that charming city.

“Why do I tell you these things? Your intelligence, for you are not altogether foolish, will have supplied the answer. It is because your life is over. As your Shakespeare says, the rest is silence.... No, I am not going to kill you. That would be crude, and I hate crudities. I am going now on a little journey, and when I return in twenty-four hours’ time you will be my companion. You are going to visit Germany, my dear General.”

“Why am I telling you this? You're smart enough to figure it out. It's because your life as you know it is over. As Shakespeare puts it, the rest is silence.... No, I'm not going to kill you. That would be too harsh, and I can't stand harshness. I'm heading out on a little trip, and when I come back in twenty-four hours, you'll be my companion. You're going to visit Germany, my dear General.”

That woke me to attention, and he noticed it, for he went on with gusto.

That got my attention, and he noticed too, so he continued enthusiastically.

“You have heard of the Untergrundbahn? No? And you boast of an Intelligence service! Yet your ignorance is shared by the whole of your General Staff. It is a little organisation of my own. By it we can take unwilling and dangerous people inside our frontier to be dealt with as we please. Some have gone from England and many from France. Officially I believe they are recorded as ‘missing’, but they did not go astray on any battle-field. They have been gathered from their homes or from hotels or offices or even the busy streets. I will not conceal from you that the service of our Underground Railway is a little irregular from England and France. But from Switzerland it is smooth as a trunk line. There are unwatched spots on the frontier, and we have our agents among the frontier guards, and we have no difficulty about passes. It is a pretty device, and you will soon be privileged to observe its working.... In Germany I cannot promise you comfort, but I do not think your life will be dull.”

“You’ve heard of the Underground Railroad? No? And you brag about having an intelligence service! Yet, your ignorance is shared by your entire General Staff. It's a little operation of my own. With it, we can bring unwilling and dangerous individuals across our border to deal with them as we wish. Some have come from England and many from France. Officially, I believe they are listed as 'missing,' but they didn’t get lost on any battlefield. They’ve been taken from their homes, hotels, offices, or even busy streets. I won’t hide from you that our Underground Railroad service is a bit irregular when it comes to England and France. But from Switzerland, it operates just like a main line. There are unmonitored spots on the border, and we have our agents among the border guards, so we have no trouble with passes. It’s a clever setup, and you’ll soon get the chance to see it in action.... In Germany, I can’t promise you comfort, but I don’t think your life will be boring.”

As he spoke these words, his urbane smile changed to a grin of impish malevolence. Even through my torpor I felt the venom and I shivered.

As he said this, his sophisticated smile turned into a mischievous grin filled with malice. Even in my daze, I felt the hostility and I shivered.

“When I return I shall have another companion.” His voice was honeyed again. “There is a certain pretty lady who was to be the bait to entice me into Italy. It was so? Well, I have fallen to the bait. I have arranged that she shall meet me this very night at a mountain inn on the Italian side. I have arranged, too, that she shall be alone. She is an innocent child, and I do not think that she has been more than a tool in the clumsy hands of your friends. She will come with me when I ask her, and we shall be a merry party in the Underground Express.”

“When I come back, I’ll have another companion.” His voice was sweet again. “There’s a certain pretty lady who was meant to lure me into Italy. Is that right? Well, I’ve taken the bait. I’ve arranged for her to meet me tonight at a mountain inn on the Italian side. I’ve also made sure she’ll be alone. She’s an innocent girl, and I don't think she’s been anything more than a pawn in your friends’ clumsy hands. She’ll come with me when I ask, and we’ll have a great time on the Underground Express.”

My apathy vanished, and every nerve in me was alive at the words.

My indifference disappeared, and every nerve in me came alive at those words.

“You cur!” I cried. “She loathes the sight of you. She wouldn’t touch you with the end of a barge-pole.”

"You jerk!" I shouted. "She can't stand the sight of you. She wouldn't go near you with a ten-foot pole."

He flicked the ash from his cigar. “I think you are mistaken. I am very persuasive, and I do not like to use compulsion with a woman. But, willing or not, she will come with me. I have worked hard and I am entitled to my pleasure, and I have set my heart on that little lady.”

He brushed the ash off his cigar. “I think you're mistaken. I'm very convincing, and I don’t believe in forcing a woman. But whether she wants to or not, she will come with me. I’ve worked hard, and I deserve my pleasure, and I’ve made up my mind about that girl.”

There was something in his tone, gross, leering, assured, half contemptuous, that made my blood boil. He had fairly got me on the raw, and the hammer beat violently in my forehead. I could have wept with sheer rage, and it took all my fortitude to keep my mouth shut. But I was determined not to add to his triumph.

There was something in his tone—gross, leering, self-assured, and a bit contemptuous—that made my blood boil. He had really gotten under my skin, and I could feel the tension pounding in my head. I could have cried out of pure anger, and it took all my strength to keep my mouth shut. But I was set on not giving him the satisfaction of my reaction.

He looked at his watch. “Time passes,” he said. “I must depart to my charming assignation. I will give your remembrances to the lady. Forgive me for making no arrangements for your comfort till I return. Your constitution is so sound that it will not suffer from a day’s fasting. To set your mind at rest I may tell you that escape is impossible. This mechanism has been proved too often, and if you did break loose from it my servants would deal with you. But I must speak a word of caution. If you tamper with it or struggle too much it will act in a curious way. The floor beneath you covers a shaft which runs to the lake below. Set a certain spring at work and you may find yourself shot down into the water far below the ice, where your body will rot till the spring.... That, of course, is an alternative open to you, if you do not care to wait for my return.”

He checked his watch. “Time's flying,” he said. “I’ve got to head off to my lovely meeting. I’ll make sure to pass on your regards to the lady. Sorry for not making arrangements for your comfort until I get back. You’re in good shape, so a day without food won’t hurt you. To ease your mind, I’ll let you know that escape is impossible. This setup has been proven too many times, and if you did manage to get free, my staff would take care of you. But I do need to warn you. If you mess with it or struggle too much, it will react in a strange way. The floor beneath you hides a shaft that leads down to the lake below. Activate a specific spring, and you could end up dropping down into the water far below the ice, where your body will decay until the spring... That, of course, is an option for you if you don’t want to wait for me to return.”

He lit a fresh cigar, waved his hand, and vanished through the doorway. As it shut behind him, the sound of his footsteps instantly died away. The walls must have been as thick as a prison’s.

He lit a new cigar, waved his hand, and disappeared through the doorway. As it closed behind him, the sound of his footsteps immediately faded away. The walls must have been as thick as those of a prison.


I suppose I was what people in books call “stunned”. The illumination during the past few minutes had been so dazzling that my brain could not master it. I remember very clearly that I did not think about the ghastly failure of our scheme, or the German plans which had been insolently unfolded to me as to one dead to the world. I saw a single picture—an inn in a snowy valley (I saw it as a small place like Peter’s cottage), a solitary girl, that smiling devil who had left me, and then the unknown terror of the Underground Railway. I think my courage went for a bit, and I cried with feebleness and rage. The hammer in my forehead had stopped for it only beat when I was angry in action. Now that I lay trapped, the manhood had slipped out of my joints, and if Ivery had still been in the doorway, I think I would have whined for mercy. I would have offered him all the knowledge I had in the world if he had promised to leave Mary alone.

I guess I was what people in books call “stunned.” The light from the past few minutes had been so bright that my brain couldn’t handle it. I clearly remember not thinking about the terrible failure of our plan, or the German strategies that had been disrespectfully laid out for me as if I were clueless. I saw one image—a small inn in a snowy valley (like Peter’s cottage), a lone girl, that smiling jerk who had left me, and then the unknown fear of the Underground Railway. I think my courage faded for a moment, and I cried out in weakness and anger. The pounding in my head had stopped because it only throbbed when I was angry and active. Now that I was stuck, my strength seemed to slip away, and if Ivery had still been in the doorway, I think I would have begged for mercy. I would have given him all the knowledge I had if he promised to leave Mary alone.

Happily he wasn’t there, and there was no witness of my cowardice. Happily, too, it is just as difficult to be a coward for long as to be a hero. It was Blenkiron’s phrase about Mary that pulled me together—“She can’t scare and she can’t soil”. No, by heavens, she couldn’t. I could trust my lady far better than I could trust myself. I was still sick with anxiety, but I was getting a pull on myself. I was done in, but Ivery would get no triumph out of me. Either I would go under the ice, or I would find a chance of putting a bullet through my head before I crossed the frontier. If I could do nothing else I could perish decently.... And then I laughed, and I knew I was past the worst. What made me laugh was the thought of Peter. I had been pitying him an hour ago for having only one leg, but now he was abroad in the living, breathing world with years before him, and I lay in the depths, limbless and lifeless, with my number up.

Thankfully he wasn’t there, and there was no witness to my cowardice. Thankfully, too, it's just as hard to be a coward for long as it is to be a hero. It was Blenkiron’s line about Mary that brought me back—“She can’t scare and she can’t soil.” No, by heaven, she couldn’t. I could trust my lady a lot more than I could trust myself. I was still sick with anxiety, but I was starting to pull myself together. I was worn out, but Ivery wouldn’t get any victory out of me. Either I would go under the ice, or I would find a way to put a bullet through my head before I crossed the border. If I couldn’t do anything else, I could at least die with dignity... And then I laughed, and I knew I was past the worst of it. What made me laugh was the thought of Peter. I had felt sorry for him an hour ago for having only one leg, but now he was out there in the living, breathing world with years ahead of him, while I lay in the depths, limbless and lifeless, with my number up.

I began to muse on the cold water under the ice where I could go if I wanted. I did not think that I would take that road, for a man’s chances are not gone till he is stone dead, but I was glad the way existed.... And then I looked at the wall in front of me, and, very far up, I saw a small square window.

I started to think about the cold water beneath the ice that I could reach if I wanted to. I didn't believe I would choose that path, since a man's chances aren't over until he's completely dead, but I was glad the option was there.... Then I looked at the wall in front of me, and high up, I spotted a small square window.

The stars had been clouded when I entered that accursed house, but the mist must have cleared. I saw my old friend Orion, the hunter’s star, looking through the bars. And that suddenly made me think.

The stars were covered when I walked into that cursed house, but the fog must have cleared. I saw my old friend Orion, the hunter's star, peeking through the bars. And that suddenly got me thinking.

Peter and I had watched them by night, and I knew the place of all the chief constellations in relation to the St Anton valley. I believed that I was in a room on the lake side of the Pink Chalet: I must be, if Ivery had spoken the truth. But if so, I could not conceivably see Orion from its window.... There was no other possible conclusion, I must be in a room on the east side of the house, and Ivery had been lying. He had already lied in his boasting of how he had outwitted me in England and at the Front. He might be lying about Mary.... No, I dismissed that hope. Those words of his had rung true enough.

Peter and I had watched them at night, and I knew the location of all the main constellations in relation to the St. Anton valley. I thought I was in a room on the lakeside of the Pink Chalet; I had to be, if Ivery was telling the truth. But if that was the case, I couldn't possibly see Orion from its window.... There was no other conclusion; I must be in a room on the east side of the house, and Ivery had been lying. He had already lied when he bragged about outsmarting me in England and at the Front. He might be lying about Mary.... No, I pushed that hope aside. His words had felt all too real.

I thought for a minute and concluded that he had lied to terrorise me and keep me quiet; therefore this infernal contraption had probably its weak point. I reflected, too, that I was pretty strong, far stronger probably than Ivery imagined, for he had never seen me stripped. Since the place was pitch dark I could not guess how the thing worked, but I could feel the cross-bars rigid on my chest and legs and the side-bars which pinned my arms to my sides.... I drew a long breath and tried to force my elbows apart. Nothing moved, nor could I raise the bars on my legs the smallest fraction.

I paused for a moment and realized that he had lied to scare me and keep me silent; so this terrible machine probably had a weak spot. I also thought that I was actually pretty strong, maybe stronger than I even realized, since he had never seen me without clothes. It was completely dark, so I couldn't figure out how it worked, but I could feel the cross-bars tight against my chest and legs and the side-bars pinning my arms to my sides... I took a deep breath and attempted to push my elbows apart. Nothing budged, and I couldn't lift the bars on my legs even a little.

Again I tried, and again. The side-bar on my right seemed to be less rigid than the others. I managed to get my right hand raised above the level of my thigh, and then with a struggle I got a grip with it on the cross-bar, which gave me a small leverage. With a mighty effort I drove my right elbow and shoulder against the side-bar. It seemed to give slightly.... I summoned all my strength and tried again. There was a crack and then a splintering, the massive bar shuffled limply back, and my right arm was free to move laterally, though the cross-bar prevented me from raising it.

Again I tried, and again. The side-bar on my right felt less rigid than the others. I managed to get my right hand up above the level of my thigh, and then with some effort I grabbed onto the cross-bar, which gave me a little leverage. With all my might, I pushed my right elbow and shoulder against the side-bar. It seemed to give a bit.... I gathered all my strength and tried again. There was a cracking sound and then a splintering; the massive bar shifted back, and my right arm was free to move sideways, though the cross-bar blocked me from raising it.

With some difficulty I got at my coat pocket where reposed my electric torch and my pistol. With immense labour and no little pain I pulled the former out and switched it on by drawing the catch against the cross-bar. Then I saw my prison house.

With some effort, I reached into my coat pocket where my flashlight and my pistol were stored. After a lot of struggle and some pain, I pulled out the flashlight and turned it on by flicking the switch. Then I saw my prison.

It was a little square chamber, very high, with on my left the massive door by which Ivery had departed. The dark baulks of my rack were plain, and I could roughly make out how the thing had been managed. Some spring had tilted up the flooring, and dropped the framework from its place in the right-hand wall. It was clamped, I observed, by an arrangement in the floor just in front of the door. If I could get rid of that catch it would be easy to free myself, for to a man of my strength the weight would not be impossibly heavy.

It was a small, high room, and on my left was the heavy door that Ivery had gone through. The dark beams of my rack were visible, and I could roughly figure out how it had been set up. Some spring mechanism had lifted the flooring, causing the framework to drop from its position in the right wall. I noticed it was held in place by a setup on the floor right in front of the door. If I could remove that latch, I could easily free myself, because the weight wouldn't be too heavy for someone like me.

My fortitude had come back to me, and I was living only in the moment, choking down any hope of escape. My first job was to destroy the catch that clamped down the rack, and for that my only weapon was my pistol. I managed to get the little electric torch jammed in the corner of the cross-bar, where it lit up the floor towards the door. Then it was hell’s own business extricating the pistol from my pocket. Wrist and fingers were always cramping, and I was in terror that I might drop it where I could not retrieve it.

My strength had returned, and I was focused solely on the present, pushing aside any thoughts of escape. My first priority was to break the lock that held down the rack, and the only tool I had was my pistol. I managed to wedge the small flashlight into the corner of the cross-bar, illuminating the floor toward the door. Then it became a nightmare trying to pull the pistol from my pocket. My wrist and fingers kept cramping, and I was terrified I'd drop it somewhere I couldn't reach it.

I forced myself to think out calmly the question of the clamp, for a pistol bullet is a small thing, and I could not afford to miss. I reasoned it out from my knowledge of mechanics, and came to the conclusion that the centre of gravity was a certain bright spot of metal which I could just see under the cross-bars. It was bright and so must have been recently repaired, and that was another reason for thinking it important. The question was how to hit it, for I could not get the pistol in line with my eye. Let anyone try that kind of shooting, with a bent arm over a bar, when you are lying flat and looking at the mark from under the bar, and he will understand its difficulties. I had six shots in my revolver, and I must fire two or three ranging shots in any case. I must not exhaust all my cartridges, for I must have a bullet left for any servant who came to pry, and I wanted one in reserve for myself. But I did not think shots would be heard outside the room; the walls were too thick.

I made myself think through the issue with the clamp calmly because a pistol bullet is small, and I couldn’t afford to miss. I used my knowledge of mechanics to figure out that the center of gravity was a shiny spot of metal that I could barely see under the crossbars. It was shiny, so it must have been recently repaired, which made it seem even more important. The challenge was figuring out how to hit it since I couldn't align the pistol with my line of sight. Anyone who tries shooting in that position—bent arm over a bar while lying flat and looking up at the target—will understand how tough it is. I had six shots in my revolver and needed to take two or three to get my aim right. I couldn’t use all my cartridges because I needed one left for any servant who might come snooping, and I wanted one in reserve for myself. But I didn’t think the shots would be heard outside the room; the walls were too thick.

I held my wrist rigid above the cross-bar and fired. The bullet was an inch to the right of the piece of bright steel. Moving a fraction I fired again. I had grazed it on the left. With aching eyes glued on the mark, I tried a third time. I saw something leap apart, and suddenly the whole framework under which I lay fell loose and mobile.... I was very cool and restored the pistol to my pocket and took the torch in my hand before I moved.... Fortune had been kind, for I was free. I turned on my face, humped my back, and without much trouble crawled out from under the contraption.

I kept my wrist steady above the cross-bar and fired. The bullet went an inch to the right of the shiny steel piece. Adjusting slightly, I fired again and grazed it on the left. With my tired eyes fixed on the target, I took a third shot. I saw something spring apart, and suddenly the entire structure I was under became loose and movable.... I remained calm, put the pistol back in my pocket, and grabbed the flashlight before I moved.... Luck had been on my side, as I was now free. I turned onto my stomach, humped my back, and easily crawled out from under the contraption.

I did not allow myself to think of ultimate escape, for that would only flurry me, and one step at a time was enough. I remember that I dusted my clothes, and found that the cut in the back of my head had stopped bleeding. I retrieved my hat, which had rolled into a corner when I fell.... Then I turned my attention to the next step.

I didn’t let myself think about a complete escape because that would just confuse me, and focusing on one step at a time was enough. I remember brushing off my clothes and noticing that the cut on the back of my head had stopped bleeding. I picked up my hat, which had rolled into a corner when I fell.... Then I focused on the next step.

The tunnel was impossible, and the only way was the door. If I had stopped to think I would have known that the chances against getting out of such a house were a thousand to one. The pistol shots had been muffled by the cavernous walls, but the place, as I knew, was full of servants and, even if I passed the immediate door, I would be collared in some passage. But I had myself so well in hand that I tackled the door as if I had been prospecting to sink a new shaft in Rhodesia.

The tunnel was a dead end, and the only way out was the door. If I had taken a moment to think, I would have realized that my odds of getting out of a place like that were a thousand to one. The gunshots were muted by the spacious walls, but I knew the place was crawling with staff, and even if I got past the door in front of me, I’d likely be caught in some hallway. But I was so composed that I approached the door like I was planning to dig a new mine in Rhodesia.

It had no handle nor, so far as I could see, a keyhole.... But I noticed, as I turned my torch on the ground, that from the clamp which I had shattered a brass rod sunk in the floor led to one of the door-posts. Obviously the thing worked by a spring and was connected with the mechanism of the rack.

It had no handle and, as far as I could tell, no keyhole.... But I noticed, as I shined my flashlight on the ground, that from the clamp I had broken, a brass rod embedded in the floor connected to one of the doorposts. Clearly, it worked by a spring and was linked to the mechanism of the rack.

A wild thought entered my mind and brought me to my feet. I pushed the door and it swung slowly open. The bullet which freed me had released the spring which controlled it.

A wild thought popped into my head and got me on my feet. I pushed the door, and it slowly swung open. The bullet that set me free had released the spring that controlled it.

Then for the first time, against all my maxims of discretion, I began to hope. I took off my hat and felt my forehead burning, so that I rested it for a moment on the cool wall.... Perhaps my luck still held. With a rush came thoughts of Mary and Blenkiron and Peter and everything we had laboured for, and I was mad to win.

Then, for the first time, against all my principles of caution, I started to hope. I took off my hat and felt my forehead heating up, so I leaned it against the cool wall for a moment.... Maybe I was still lucky. Thoughts of Mary, Blenkiron, Peter, and everything we had worked for flooded my mind, and I was desperate to succeed.

I had no notion of the interior of the house or where lay the main door to the outer world. My torch showed me a long passage with something like a door at the far end, but I clicked it off, for I did not dare to use it now. The place was deadly quiet. As I listened I seemed to hear a door open far away, and then silence fell again.

I had no idea what the inside of the house looked like or where the main entrance to the outside world was. My flashlight revealed a long hallway with what looked like a door at the far end, but I turned it off because I didn’t want to risk using it now. The place was eerily quiet. As I listened, I thought I heard a door open far away, and then silence returned.

I groped my way down the passage till I had my hands on the far door. I hoped it might open on the hall, where I could escape by a window or a balcony, for I judged the outer door would be locked. I listened, and there came no sound from within. It was no use lingering, so very stealthily I turned the handle and opened it a crack.

I felt my way down the hallway until I reached the far door. I hoped it would lead to the hall, where I could escape through a window or balcony, since I figured the outer door would be locked. I listened, but there was no sound from inside. It was pointless to wait any longer, so I quietly turned the handle and opened it a little.

It creaked and I waited with beating heart on discovery, for inside I saw the glow of light. But there was no movement, so it must be empty. I poked my head in and then followed with my body.

It creaked, and I waited with my heart racing for what I might find, because inside I saw the glow of light. But there was no movement, so it must be empty. I stuck my head in and then followed with my body.

It was a large room, with logs burning in a stove, and the floor thick with rugs. It was lined with books, and on a table in the centre a reading-lamp was burning. Several dispatch-boxes stood on the table, and there was a little pile of papers. A man had been here a minute before, for a half-smoked cigar was burning on the edge of the inkstand.

It was a big room, with logs burning in a stove and a thick rug covering the floor. The walls were lined with books, and in the center, there was a table with a reading lamp lit. Several dispatch boxes were on the table, along with a small stack of papers. A man had just left a minute ago, as a half-smoked cigar was still glowing on the edge of the inkstand.

At that moment I recovered complete use of my wits and all my self-possession. More, there returned to me some of the old devil-may-careness which before had served me well. Ivery had gone, but this was his sanctum. Just as on the roofs of Erzerum I had burned to get at Stumm’s papers, so now it was borne in on me that at all costs I must look at that pile.

At that moment, I regained full use of my mind and all my composure. What’s more, some of the old carefree attitude that had once served me well returned. Ivery was gone, but this was his private space. Just like when I was desperate to access Stumm’s papers on the roofs of Erzerum, it hit me that I absolutely had to check out that pile, no matter what.

I advanced to the table and picked up the topmost paper. It was a little typewritten blue slip with the lettering in italics, and in a corner a curious, involved stamp in red ink. On it I read:

I walked over to the table and grabbed the top paper. It was a small blue typewritten slip with italicized text, and in one corner, there was a strange, intricate red ink stamp. On it, I read:

Die Wildvögel müssen heimkehren.

The wild birds must return.

At the same moment I heard steps and the door opened on the far side, I stepped back towards the stove, and fingered the pistol in my pocket.

At the same moment I heard footsteps and the door opened on the far side, I stepped back toward the stove and felt the pistol in my pocket.

A man entered, a man with a scholar’s stoop, an unkempt beard, and large sleepy dark eyes. At the sight of me he pulled up and his whole body grew taut. It was the Portuguese Jew, whose back I had last seen at the smithy door in Skye, and who by the mercy of God had never seen my face.

A man walked in, one with a scholar's hunch, a messy beard, and big, sleepy dark eyes. When he saw me, he stiffened up and his whole body tensed. It was the Portuguese Jew, whose back I had last seen at the blacksmith's door in Skye, and who, thanks to God's mercy, had never seen my face.

I stopped fingering my pistol, for I had an inspiration. Before he could utter a word I got in first.

I stopped playing with my gun because I suddenly had an idea. Before he could say anything, I spoke up first.

Die Vögelein schweigen im Walde,” I said.

The little birds are silent in the forest,” I said.

His face broke into a pleasant smile, and he replied:

His face lit up with a friendly smile, and he said:

Warte nur, balde ruhest du auch.

Just wait, soon you'll rest too.

“Ach,” he said in German, holding out his hand, “you have come this way, when we thought you would go by Modane. I welcome you, for I know your exploits. You are Conradi, who did so nobly in Italy?”

“Ah,” he said in German, extending his hand, “you’ve come this way when we thought you would go through Modane. I welcome you, because I know about your achievements. You’re Conradi, who performed so admirably in Italy?”

I bowed. “Yes, I am Conradi,” I said.

I bowed. “Yeah, I’m Conradi,” I said.

CHAPTER XVII
The Col of the Swallows

He pointed to the slip on the table.

He pointed to the paper on the table.

“You have seen the orders?”

"Have you seen the orders?"

I nodded.

I agreed.

“The long day’s work is over. You must rejoice, for your part has been the hardest, I think. Some day you will tell me about it?”

“The long day’s work is done. You should celebrate, because I think your part has been the toughest. Will you tell me about it someday?”

The man’s face was honest and kindly, rather like that of the engineer Gaudian, whom two years before I had met in Germany. But his eyes fascinated me, for they were the eyes of the dreamer and fanatic, who would not desist from his quest while life lasted. I thought that Ivery had chosen well in his colleague.

The man's face was genuine and friendly, much like that of the engineer Gaudian, whom I had met in Germany two years earlier. But his eyes captivated me; they were the eyes of a dreamer and a fanatic, who wouldn’t give up on his quest as long as he lived. I felt that Ivery had made a good choice in his colleague.

“My task is not done yet,” I said. “I came here to see Chelius.”

“My job isn’t finished yet,” I said. “I came here to see Chelius.”

“He will be back tomorrow evening.”

"He'll be back tomorrow night."

“Too late. I must see him at once. He has gone to Italy, and I must overtake him.”

“Too late. I need to see him right away. He's gone to Italy, and I have to catch up with him.”

“You know your duty best,” he said gravely.

“You know your duty best,” he said seriously.

“But you must help me. I must catch him at Santa Chiara, for it is a business of life and death. Is there a car to be had?”

“But you have to help me. I need to catch him at Santa Chiara, because it's a matter of life and death. Is there a car available?”

“There is mine. But there is no chauffeur. Chelius took him.”

“There’s mine. But there’s no driver. Chelius took him.”

“I can drive myself and I know the road. But I have no pass to cross the frontier.”

“I can drive myself and I know the road. But I don’t have a pass to cross the border.”

“That is easily supplied,” he said, smiling.

"That's easy to provide," he replied with a smile.

In one bookcase there was a shelf of dummy books. He unlocked this and revealed a small cupboard, whence he took a tin dispatch-box. From some papers he selected one, which seemed to be already signed.

In one bookcase, there was a shelf of fake books. He unlocked it and opened a small cupboard, from which he took a tin dispatch box. He selected a paper from some documents, which appeared to be already signed.

“Name?” he asked.

“What's your name?” he asked.

“Call me Hans Gruber of Brieg,” I said. “I travel to pick up my master, who is in the timber trade.”

“Call me Hans Gruber of Brieg,” I said. “I’m here to pick up my boss, who works in the timber business.”

“And your return?”

"And what about your return?"

“I will come back by my old road,” I said mysteriously; and if he knew what I meant it was more than I did myself.

“I’ll return by my old path,” I said mysteriously; and if he understood what I meant, it was more than I did myself.

He completed the paper and handed it to me. “This will take you through the frontier posts. And now for the car. The servants will be in bed, for they have been preparing for a long journey, but I will myself show it you. There is enough petrol on board to take you to Rome.”

He finished the paper and gave it to me. “This will help you get through the border checkpoints. Now, about the car. The staff will be asleep since they've been getting ready for a long trip, but I'll show you myself. There's enough gas in the tank to get you to Rome.”

He led me through the hall, unlocked the front door, and we crossed the snowy lawn to the garage. The place was empty but for a great car, which bore the marks of having come from the muddy lowlands. To my joy I saw that it was a Daimler, a type with which I was familiar. I lit the lamps, started the engine, and ran it out on to the road.

He guided me through the hallway, unlocked the front door, and we walked across the snowy lawn to the garage. The space was empty except for a great car, which showed signs of having come from the muddy lowlands. To my delight, I recognized it as a Daimler, a model I was familiar with. I turned on the lights, started the engine, and drove it out onto the road.

“You will want an overcoat,” he said.

“You're going to want an overcoat,” he said.

“I never wear them.”

"I don't wear them."

“Food?”

"What's for food?"

“I have some chocolate. I will breakfast at Santa Chiara.”

“I have some chocolate. I’m going to have breakfast at Santa Chiara.”

“Well, God go with you!”

"Well, take care!"

A minute later I was tearing along the lake-side towards St Anton village.

A minute later, I was racing along the lakeside toward St. Anton village.

I stopped at the cottage on the hill. Peter was not yet in bed. I found him sitting by the fire, trying to read, but I saw by his face that he had been waiting anxiously on my coming.

I stopped at the cottage on the hill. Peter wasn’t in bed yet. I found him sitting by the fire, trying to read, but I could tell by his expression that he had been anxiously waiting for me to arrive.

“We’re in the soup, old man,” I said as I shut the door. In a dozen sentences I told him of the night’s doings, of Ivery’s plan and my desperate errand.

“We're in trouble, old man,” I said as I shut the door. In a dozen sentences, I explained everything that happened that night, Ivery’s plan, and my urgent mission.

“You wanted a share,” I cried. “Well, everything depends on you now. I’m off after Ivery, and God knows what will happen. Meantime, you have got to get on to Blenkiron, and tell him what I’ve told you. He must get the news through to G.H.Q. somehow. He must trap the Wild Birds before they go. I don’t know how, but he must. Tell him it’s all up to him and you, for I’m out of it. I must save Mary, and if God’s willing I’ll settle with Ivery. But the big job is for Blenkiron—and you. Somehow he has made a bad break, and the enemy has got ahead of him. He must sweat blood to make up. My God, Peter, it’s the solemnest moment of our lives. I don’t see any light, but we mustn’t miss any chances. I’m leaving it all to you.”

“You wanted a share,” I yelled. “Well, everything depends on you now. I’m going after Ivery, and God knows what will happen. In the meantime, you have to get in touch with Blenkiron and tell him what I’ve told you. He has to get the news through to G.H.Q. somehow. He has to catch the Wild Birds before they leave. I don’t know how, but he has to. Let him know it’s all up to him and you, because I’m out of it. I need to save Mary, and if God’s willing, I’ll deal with Ivery. But the heavy lifting is for Blenkiron—and you. Somehow he messed up, and the enemy has gotten ahead of him. He has to work his ass off to make up for it. My God, Peter, it’s the most serious moment of our lives. I don’t see any light, but we can’t miss any opportunities. I’m leaving it all to you.”

I spoke like a man in a fever, for after what I had been through I wasn’t quite sane. My coolness in the Pink Chalet had given place to a crazy restlessness. I can see Peter yet, standing in the ring of lamplight, supporting himself by a chair back, wrinkling his brows and, as he always did in moments of excitement, scratching gently the tip of his left ear. His face was happy.

I spoke like someone who was losing it because after everything I had been through, I wasn’t really sane. My calmness in the Pink Chalet had turned into a wild restlessness. I can still picture Peter, standing in the light of the lamp, leaning against the back of a chair, furrowing his brows and, as he always did when he got excited, gently scratching the tip of his left ear. His face looked happy.

“Never fear, Dick,” he said. “It will all come right. Ons sal ’n plan maak.

“Don’t worry, Dick,” he said. “It will all work out. We’ll come up with a plan.

And then, still possessed with a demon of disquiet, I was on the road again, heading for the pass that led to Italy.

And then, still haunted by a sense of unease, I was on the road again, heading for the pass that led to Italy.

The mist had gone from the sky, and the stars were shining brightly. The moon, now at the end of its first quarter, was setting in a gap of the mountains, as I climbed the low col from the St Anton valley to the greater Staubthal. There was frost and the hard snow crackled under my wheels, but there was also that feel in the air which preludes storm. I wondered if I should run into snow in the high hills. The whole land was deep in peace. There was not a light in the hamlets I passed through, not a soul on the highway.

The mist had cleared from the sky, and the stars were shining brightly. The moon, now at the end of its first quarter, was setting in a gap between the mountains as I climbed the low ridge from the St Anton valley to the larger Staubthal. There was frost, and the hard snow crunched under my wheels, but there was also that feeling in the air that hints at a storm. I wondered if I would encounter snow in the high hills. The whole area was deeply peaceful. There wasn't a light in the hamlets I passed through, and not a soul on the highway.

In the Staubthal I joined the main road and swung to the left up the narrowing bed of the valley. The road was in noble condition, and the car was running finely, as I mounted through forests of snowy Pines to a land where the mountains crept close together, and the highway coiled round the angles of great crags or skirted perilously some profound gorge, with only a line of wooden posts to defend it from the void. In places the snow stood in walls on either side, where the road was kept open by man’s labour. In other parts it lay thin, and in the dim light one might have fancied that one was running through open meadowlands.

In the Staubthal, I joined the main road and turned left up the narrowing valley. The road was in great condition, and the car was running smoothly as I drove through forests of snowy pines to a place where the mountains came close together, and the highway wound around the edges of steep cliffs or skirted dangerously close to deep gorges, with only a line of wooden posts to keep it from the abyss. In some areas, the snow piled up like walls on either side, where the road was kept clear by human effort. In other places, it was thin, and in the dim light, one might have thought they were driving through open meadows.

Slowly my head was getting clearer, and I was able to look round my problem. I banished from my mind the situation I had left behind me. Blenkiron must cope with that as best he could. It lay with him to deal with the Wild Birds, my job was with Ivery alone. Sometime in the early morning he would reach Santa Chiara, and there he would find Mary. Beyond that my imagination could forecast nothing. She would be alone—I could trust his cleverness for that; he would try to force her to come with him, or he might persuade her with some lying story. Well, please God, I should come in for the tail end of the interview, and at the thought I cursed the steep gradients I was climbing, and longed for some magic to lift the Daimler beyond the summit and set it racing down the slope towards Italy.

Slowly, my mind was clearing up, and I was able to look at my problem from a new angle. I pushed aside the situation I had left behind. Blenkiron would have to handle that as best as he could. It was up to him to deal with the Wild Birds; my focus was on Ivery alone. Sometime early in the morning, he would arrive at Santa Chiara, where he would find Mary. Beyond that, I could imagine nothing. She would be alone—I could trust his cleverness on that. He would either try to force her to go with him or might convince her with some made-up story. Well, if all goes well, I would catch the end of their meeting, and at that thought, I cursed the steep hills I was climbing, wishing for some magic to lift the Daimler over the summit and send it racing down the slope toward Italy.

I think it was about half-past three when I saw the lights of the frontier post. The air seemed milder than in the valleys, and there was a soft scurry of snow on my right cheek. A couple of sleepy Swiss sentries with their rifles in their hands stumbled out as I drew up.

I think it was around 3:30 when I saw the lights of the border post. The air felt milder than in the valleys, and I felt a gentle swirl of snow on my right cheek. A couple of drowsy Swiss guards with their rifles in hand stumbled out as I arrived.

They took my pass into the hut and gave me an anxious quarter of an hour while they examined it. The performance was repeated fifty yards on at the Italian post, where to my alarm the sentries were inclined to conversation. I played the part of the sulky servant, answering in monosyllables and pretending to immense stupidity.

They took my pass into the hut and made me wait anxiously for a quarter of an hour while they checked it. The same thing happened fifty yards later at the Italian post, where, to my surprise, the guards seemed chatty. I acted like a sulky servant, responding in short answers and pretending to be really clueless.

“You are only just in time, friend,” said one in German. “The weather grows bad and soon the pass will close. Ugh, it is as cold as last winter on the Tonale. You remember, Giuseppe?”

“You're just in time, buddy,” said one in German. “The weather's getting worse, and soon the pass will close. Ugh, it’s as cold as last winter on the Tonale. You remember, Giuseppe?”

But in the end they let me move on. For a little I felt my way gingerly, for on the summit the road had many twists and the snow was confusing to the eyes. Presently came a sharp drop and I let the Daimler go. It grew colder, and I shivered a little; the snow became a wet white fog around the glowing arc of the headlights; and always the road fell, now in long curves, now in steep short dips, till I was aware of a glen opening towards the south. From long living in the wilds I have a kind of sense for landscape without the testimony of the eyes, and I knew where the ravine narrowed or widened though it was black darkness.

But in the end, they let me move on. For a little while, I navigated carefully because the road at the top had many twists, and the snow was disorienting. Soon, there was a steep drop, and I let the Daimler go. It got colder, and I shivered a bit; the snow turned into a wet white fog around the bright glow of the headlights. The road kept sloping down, sometimes curving gently, sometimes dropping sharply, until I noticed a valley opening up to the south. After spending so much time in the wild, I have a kind of instinct for landscapes without needing to see them, and I could sense where the ravine narrowed or widened, even in complete darkness.

In spite of my restlessness I had to go slowly, for after the first rush downhill I realised that, unless I was careful, I might wreck the car and spoil everything. The surface of the road on the southern slope of the mountains was a thousand per cent worse than that on the other. I skidded and side-slipped, and once grazed the edge of the gorge. It was far more maddening than the climb up, for then it had been a straight-forward grind with the Daimler doing its utmost, whereas now I had to hold her back because of my own lack of skill. I reckon that time crawling down from the summit of the Staub as some of the weariest hours I ever spent.

In spite of my restlessness, I had to take it slow because after the initial rush downhill, I realized that unless I was careful, I could crash the car and ruin everything. The road surface on the southern slope of the mountains was a thousand times worse than on the other side. I skidded and slipped, and at one point, I barely missed the edge of the gorge. It was way more frustrating than the climb up, since that had been a straightforward struggle with the Daimler doing its best, while now I had to hold it back because of my own lack of skill. I think that time crawling down from the summit of the Staub was some of the most exhausting hours I ever spent.

Quite suddenly I ran out of the ill weather into a different climate. The sky was clear above me, and I saw that dawn was very near. The first pinewoods were beginning, and at last came a straight slope where I could let the car out. I began to recover my spirits, which had been very dashed, and to reckon the distance I had still to travel.... And then, without warning, a new world sprang up around me. Out of the blue dusk white shapes rose like ghosts, peaks and needles and domes of ice, their bases fading mistily into shadow, but the tops kindling till they glowed like jewels. I had never seen such a sight, and the wonder of it for a moment drove anxiety from my heart. More, it gave me an earnest of victory. I was in clear air once more, and surely in this diamond ether the foul things which loved the dark must be worsted....

Quite suddenly, I drove out of the bad weather into a different climate. The sky was clear above me, and I could see that dawn was very close. The first pine forests were starting to appear, and finally, there came a downhill stretch where I could speed up the car. I began to regain my spirits, which had been quite low, and to calculate the distance I still had to cover... And then, without warning, a whole new world sprang up around me. Out of the blue dusk, white shapes emerged like ghosts—peaks, needles, and domes of ice, their bases fading mistily into shadows, but their tops shining brightly as if they were jewels. I had never seen anything like it before, and the beauty of it temporarily drove away my anxiety. More than that, it gave me a sense of victory. I was in clear air again, and surely in this bright atmosphere, the dark forces that thrived in the shadows would be defeated...

And then I saw, a mile ahead, the little square red-roofed building which I knew to be the inn of Santa Chiara.

And then I saw, a mile ahead, the small square building with a red roof that I knew was the Santa Chiara inn.

It was here that misfortune met me. I had grown careless now, and looked rather at the house than the road. At one point the hillside had slipped down—it must have been recent, for the road was well kept—and I did not notice the landslide till I was on it. I slewed to the right, took too wide a curve, and before I knew the car was over the far edge. I slapped on the brakes, but to avoid turning turtle I had to leave the road altogether. I slithered down a steep bank into a meadow, where for my sins I ran into a fallen tree trunk with a jar that shook me out of my seat and nearly broke my arm. Before I examined the car I knew what had happened. The front axle was bent, and the off front wheel badly buckled.

It was here that bad luck caught up with me. I had become careless and was looking more at the house than the road. At one point, the hillside had slipped down—it must have been recent because the road was well kept—and I didn’t notice the landslide until I was already on it. I turned to the right, took too wide a curve, and before I realized it, the car went over the far edge. I slammed on the brakes, but to avoid flipping over, I had to completely leave the road. I skidded down a steep bank into a meadow, where, to my misfortune, I hit a fallen tree trunk with a jolt that threw me out of my seat and nearly broke my arm. Before I even checked the car, I knew what had happened. The front axle was bent and the off-front wheel was badly buckled.

I had not time to curse my stupidity. I clambered back to the road and set off running down it at my best speed. I was mortally stiff, for Ivery’s rack was not good for the joints, but I realised it only as a drag on my pace, not as an affliction in itself. My whole mind was set on the house before me and what might be happening there.

I didn't have time to curse my stupidity. I scrambled back to the road and took off running down it as fast as I could. I was incredibly stiff because Ivery’s rack was tough on my joints, but I only noticed it as a hindrance to my speed, not as a pain itself. My entire focus was on the house ahead of me and what might be happening there.

There was a man at the door of the inn, who, when he caught sight of my figure, began to move to meet me. I saw that it was Launcelot Wake, and the sight gave me hope.

There was a man at the inn door who, upon seeing me, started to come toward me. I recognized him as Launcelot Wake, and seeing him filled me with hope.

But his face frightened me. It was drawn and haggard like one who never sleeps, and his eyes were hot coals.

But his face scared me. It looked drawn and exhausted, like someone who never sleeps, and his eyes were like hot coals.

“Hannay,” he cried, “for God’s sake what does it mean?”

“Hannay,” he exclaimed, “for God’s sake, what does it mean?”

“Where is Mary?” I gasped, and I remember I clutched at a lapel of his coat.

“Where is Mary?” I gasped, and I remember I grabbed onto a corner of his coat.

He pulled me to the low stone wall by the roadside.

He pulled me to the low stone wall by the side of the road.

“I don’t know,” he said hoarsely. “We got your orders to come here this morning. We were at Chiavagno, where Blenkiron told us to wait. But last night Mary disappeared.... I found she had hired a carriage and come on ahead. I followed at once, and reached here an hour ago to find her gone.... The woman who keeps the place is away and there are only two old servants left. They tell me that Mary came here late, and that very early in the morning a closed car came over the Staub with a man in it. They say he asked to see the young lady, and that they talked together for some time, and that then she went off with him in the car down the valley.... I must have passed it on my way up.... There’s been some black devilment that I can’t follow. Who was the man? Who was the man?”

“I don’t know,” he said hoarsely. “We got your orders to come here this morning. We were at Chiavagno, where Blenkiron told us to wait. But last night, Mary disappeared.... I found out she had hired a carriage and left ahead of us. I followed right away and got here an hour ago to find her gone.... The woman who runs the place is away, and there are only two old servants left. They tell me that Mary arrived late and that very early in the morning, a closed car came over the Staub with a man in it. They say he asked to see the young lady, and that they talked together for a while, and then she left with him in the car down the valley.... I must have passed it on my way up.... There’s been some shady business that I can’t figure out. Who was the man? Who was the man?”

He looked as if he wanted to throttle me.

He looked like he wanted to choke me.

“I can tell you that,” I said. “It was Ivery.”

“I can tell you that,” I said. “It was Ivery.”

He stared for a second as if he didn’t understand. Then he leaped to his feet and cursed like a trooper. “You’ve botched it, as I knew you would. I knew no good would come of your infernal subtleties.” And he consigned me and Blenkiron and the British army and Ivery and everybody else to the devil.

He stared for a moment as if he didn’t get it. Then he jumped up and swore like crazy. “You messed it up, just like I thought you would. I knew your damn tricks wouldn’t lead to anything good.” And he condemned me, Blenkiron, the British army, Ivery, and everyone else to hell.

I was past being angry. “Sit down, man,” I said, “and listen to me.” I told him of what had happened at the Pink Chalet. He heard me out with his head in his hands. The thing was too bad for cursing.

I was beyond being angry. “Sit down, man,” I said, “and listen to me.” I told him what happened at the Pink Chalet. He listened with his head in his hands. It was too bad for cursing.

“The Underground Railway!” he groaned. “The thought of it drives me mad. Why are you so calm, Hannay? She’s in the hands of the cleverest devil in the world, and you take it quietly. You should be a raving lunatic.”

“The Underground Railway!” he groaned. “The thought of it is driving me crazy. Why are you so calm, Hannay? She’s in the hands of the smartest devil in the world, and you’re just taking it easy. You should be losing your mind.”

“I would be if it were any use, but I did all my raving last night in that den of Ivery’s. We’ve got to pull ourselves together, Wake. First of all, I trust Mary to the other side of eternity. She went with him of her own free will. I don’t know why, but she must have had a reason, and be sure it was a good one, for she’s far cleverer than you or me.... We’ve got to follow her somehow. Ivery’s bound for Germany, but his route is by the Pink Chalet, for he hopes to pick me up there. He went down the valley; therefore he is going to Switzerland by the Marjolana. That is a long circuit and will take him most of the day. Why he chose that way I don’t know, but there it is. We’ve got to get back by the Staub.”

“I would if it would help, but I did all my shouting last night in that place of Ivery’s. We need to get our act together, Wake. First off, I trust Mary to the other side of eternity. She went with him on her own accord. I’m not sure why, but she must have had a reason, and it had to be a good one because she’s way smarter than either of us.... We need to find a way to follow her. Ivery’s heading to Germany, but his route goes by the Pink Chalet because he hopes to pick me up there. He went down the valley, so he’s headed to Switzerland via the Marjolana. That’s a long detour and will take him most of the day. I don’t know why he picked that route, but that’s how it is. We’ve got to return by the Staub.”

“How did you come?” he asked.

“How did you get here?” he asked.

“That’s our damnable luck. I came in a first-class six-cylinder Daimler, which is now lying a wreck in a meadow a mile up the road. We’ve got to foot it.”

“That’s our awful luck. I arrived in a fancy six-cylinder Daimler, which is now a wreck in a field a mile up the road. We have to walk.”

“We can’t do it. It would take too long. Besides, there’s the frontier to pass.”

“We can’t do it. It would take too long. Plus, we have to cross the frontier.”

I remembered ruefully that I might have got a return passport from the Portuguese Jew, if I had thought of anything at the time beyond getting to Santa Chiara.

I remembered sadly that I could have gotten a return passport from the Portuguese Jew if I had thought of anything other than just getting to Santa Chiara at that moment.

“Then we must make a circuit by the hillside and dodge the guards. It’s no use making difficulties, Wake. We’re fairly up against it, but we’ve got to go on trying till we drop. Otherwise I’ll take your advice and go mad.”

“Then we need to go around the hillside and avoid the guards. There’s no point in making this harder, Wake. We’re really in a tough spot, but we have to keep pushing until we can’t anymore. Otherwise, I’ll just take your advice and lose my mind.”

“And supposing you get back to St Anton, you’ll find the house shut up and the travellers gone hours before by the Underground Railway.”

“And if you manage to get back to St Anton, you’ll find the house locked up and the travelers left hours ago on the Underground Railway.”

“Very likely. But, man, there’s always the glimmering of a chance. It’s no good chucking in your hand till the game’s out.”

“Very likely. But, hey, there’s always a glimmer of hope. It’s no good giving up until the game is over.”

“Drop your proverbial philosophy, Mr Martin Tupper, and look up there.”

“Forget your so-called philosophy, Mr. Martin Tupper, and look up there.”

He had one foot on the wall and was staring at a cleft in the snow-line across the valley. The shoulder of a high peak dropped sharply to a kind of nick and rose again in a long graceful curve of snow. All below the nick was still in deep shadow, but from the configuration of the slopes I judged that a tributary glacier ran from it to the main glacier at the river head.

He had one foot on the wall and was staring at a split in the snow line across the valley. The side of a tall peak dropped steeply into a notch and then rose again in a long, elegant curve of snow. Everything below the notch was still in deep shadow, but from the way the slopes were shaped, I figured that a smaller glacier flowed from it to the main glacier at the river's source.

“That’s the Colle delle Rondini,” he said, “the Col of the Swallows. It leads straight to the Staubthal near Grünewald. On a good day I have done it in seven hours, but it’s not a pass for winter-time. It has been done of course, but not often.... Yet, if the weather held, it might go even now, and that would bring us to St Anton by the evening. I wonder”—and he looked me over with an appraising eye—“I wonder if you’re up to it.”

“That’s the Colle delle Rondini,” he said, “the Col of the Swallows. It goes straight to the Staubthal near Grünewald. On a good day, I’ve completed it in seven hours, but it’s not a route for winter. People have done it, of course, but not often.... Still, if the weather stays clear, we might be able to do it now, and that would get us to St Anton by evening. I wonder”—and he looked me over with a judging eye—“I wonder if you’re up for it.”

My stiffness had gone and I burned to set my restlessness to physical toil.

My stiffness was gone, and I was eager to channel my restlessness into physical work.

“If you can do it, I can,” I said.

“If you can do it, I can,” I said.

“No. There you’re wrong. You’re a hefty fellow, but you’re no mountaineer, and the ice of the Colle delle Rondini needs knowledge. It would be insane to risk it with a novice, if there were any other way. But I’m damned if I see any, and I’m going to chance it. We can get a rope and axes in the inn. Are you game?”

“No. You’re mistaken there. You’re a big guy, but you’re not a climber, and the ice at Colle delle Rondini takes experience. It would be crazy to risk it with someone inexperienced if there was any other option. But I can’t see one, and I’m going to take the chance. We can get a rope and axes at the inn. Are you in?”

“Right you are. Seven hours, you say. We’ve got to do it in six.”

“Sure, you’re right. Seven hours, you say? We've got to get it done in six.”

“You will be humbler when you get on the ice,” he said grimly. “We’d better breakfast, for the Lord knows when we shall see food again.”

“You’ll be more humble when you get on the ice,” he said seriously. “We should eat breakfast, because who knows when we’ll get food again.”

We left the inn at five minutes to nine, with the sky cloudless and a stiff wind from the north-west, which we felt even in the deep-cut valley. Wake walked with a long, slow stride that tried my patience. I wanted to hustle, but he bade me keep in step. “You take your orders from me, for I’ve been at this job before. Discipline in the ranks, remember.”

We left the inn at 8:55, under a clear sky and a strong wind from the northwest, which we felt even in the deep valley. Wake walked with a long, slow stride that tested my patience. I wanted to move faster, but he told me to keep pace. “You follow my lead, since I’ve done this before. Discipline in the ranks, remember.”

We crossed the river gorge by a plank bridge, and worked our way up the right bank, past the moraine, to the snout of the glacier. It was bad going, for the snow concealed the boulders, and I often floundered in holes. Wake never relaxed his stride, but now and then he stopped to sniff the air.

We crossed the river gorge on a plank bridge and made our way up the right bank, past the moraine, to the edge of the glacier. The journey was tough because the snow covered the boulders, and I frequently stumbled into holes. Wake never slowed down, but every once in a while, he would stop to sniff the air.

I observed that the weather looked good, and he differed. “It’s too clear. There’ll be a full-blown gale on the Col and most likely snow in the afternoon.” He pointed to a fat yellow cloud that was beginning to bulge over the nearest peak. After that I thought he lengthened his stride.

I noticed that the weather seemed fine, but he disagreed. “It’s too clear. There’ll be a fierce wind on the Col and probably snow this afternoon.” He pointed at a big yellow cloud starting to swell over the closest peak. After that, I thought he quickened his pace.

“Lucky I had these boots resoled and nailed at Chiavagno,” was the only other remark he made till we had passed the seracs of the main glacier and turned up the lesser ice-stream from the Colle delle Rondini.

“Lucky I had these boots resoled and nailed at Chiavagno,” was the only other comment he made until we had passed the seracs of the main glacier and turned up the smaller ice-stream from the Colle delle Rondini.

By half-past ten we were near its head, and I could see clearly the ribbon of pure ice between black crags too steep for snow to lie on, which was the means of ascent to the Col. The sky had clouded over, and ugly streamers floated on the high slopes. We tied on the rope at the foot of the bergschrund, which was easy to pass because of the winter’s snow. Wake led, of course, and presently we came on to the icefall.

By 10:30, we were close to the top, and I could see the stretch of pure ice between the steep black cliffs where snow couldn’t settle, which was our route up to the Col. The sky had become overcast, and grim streaks were drifting across the high slopes. We secured ourselves with the rope at the bottom of the bergschrund, which was easy to cross thanks to the winter snow. Wake took the lead, and soon we reached the icefall.

In my time I had done a lot of scrambling on rocks and used to promise myself a season in the Alps to test myself on the big peaks. If I ever go it will be to climb the honest rock towers around Chamonix, for I won’t have anything to do with snow mountains. That day on the Colle delle Rondini fairly sickened me of ice. I daresay I might have liked it if I had done it in a holiday mood, at leisure and in good spirits. But to crawl up that couloir with a sick heart and a desperate impulse to hurry was the worst sort of nightmare. The place was as steep as a wall of smooth black ice that seemed hard as granite. Wake did the step-cutting, and I admired him enormously. He did not seem to use much force, but every step was hewn cleanly the right size, and they were spaced the right distance. In this job he was the true professional. I was thankful Blenkiron was not with us, for the thing would have given a squirrel vertigo. The chips of ice slithered between my legs and I could watch them till they brought up just above the bergschrund.

In my time, I’ve done a lot of scrambling on rocks and always promised myself a season in the Alps to challenge myself on the big peaks. If I ever go, it’ll be to climb the honest rock towers around Chamonix because I want nothing to do with snow-covered mountains. That day on the Colle delle Rondini really made me sick of ice. I might have enjoyed it if I were in a holiday mood, relaxed and in good spirits. But crawling up that couloir with a sick heart and a desperate urge to hurry was the worst kind of nightmare. The place was as steep as a wall of smooth black ice that felt as hard as granite. Wake did the step-cutting, and I admired him immensely. He didn’t seem to use much force, but every step was cut perfectly to size, and they were spaced just right. In this job, he was the true professional. I was glad Blenkiron wasn’t with us because it would have made a squirrel dizzy. The chips of ice slipped between my legs, and I could watch them until they piled up just above the bergschrund.

The ice was in shadow and it was bitterly cold. As we crawled up I had not the exercise of using the axe to warm me, and I got very numb standing on one leg waiting for the next step. Worse still, my legs began to cramp. I was in good condition, but that time under Ivery’s rack had played the mischief with my limbs. Muscles got out of place in my calves and stood in aching lumps, till I almost squealed with the pain of it. I was mortally afraid I should slip, and every time I moved I called out to Wake to warn him. He saw what was happening and got the pick of his axe fixed in the ice before I was allowed to stir. He spoke often to cheer me up, and his voice had none of its harshness. He was like some ill-tempered generals I have known, very gentle in a battle.

The ice was in the shadows and it was freezing cold. As we climbed, I didn’t have the chance to warm up by using the axe, and I got really numb standing on one leg, waiting for the next move. Even worse, my legs started to cramp. I was in good shape, but that time under Ivery’s rack had messed up my limbs. My calf muscles got all twisted and formed painful lumps, and I almost cried out from the pain. I was terrified of slipping, and every time I moved, I shouted to Wake to warn him. He noticed what was happening and got the pick of his axe stuck into the ice before I was allowed to move. He spoke frequently to encourage me, and his voice was gentle, without any harshness. He was like some grumpy generals I’ve known but very kind during a battle.

At the end the snow began to fall, a soft powder like the overspill of a storm raging beyond the crest. It was just after that that Wake cried out that in five minutes we would be at the summit. He consulted his wrist-watch. “Jolly good time, too. Only twenty-five minutes behind my best. It’s not one o’clock.”

At the end, the snow started to fall, a soft powder like the overflow from a storm raging beyond the peak. Right after that, Wake shouted that in five minutes we would be at the top. He checked his wristwatch. “Great timing, too. Just twenty-five minutes behind my best. It’s not one o’clock.”

The next I knew I was lying flat on a pad of snow easing my cramped legs, while Wake shouted in my ear that we were in for something bad. I was aware of a driving blizzard, but I had no thought of anything but the blessed relief from pain. I lay for some minutes on my back with my legs stiff in the air and the toes turned inwards, while my muscles fell into their proper place.

The next thing I knew, I was lying flat on a patch of snow, stretching out my cramped legs, while Wake shouted in my ear that we were in for some trouble. I could feel a fierce blizzard around us, but all I could think about was the sweet relief from pain. I lay there for a few minutes on my back with my legs stiff in the air and my toes turned inwards, as my muscles settled back into their proper position.

It was certainly no spot to linger in. We looked down into a trough of driving mist, which sometimes swirled aside and showed a knuckle of black rock far below. We ate some chocolate, while Wake shouted in my ear that now we had less step-cutting. He did his best to cheer me, but he could not hide his anxiety. Our faces were frosted over like a wedding-cake and the sting of the wind was like a whiplash on our eyelids.

It was definitely not a place to stay for long. We peered down into a chasm of thick mist, which occasionally parted to reveal a jagged piece of black rock far below. We had some chocolate while Wake yelled in my ear that we had less step-cutting to do now. He tried hard to lift my spirits, but he couldn’t mask his worry. Our faces were covered in frost like a wedding cake, and the bite of the wind felt like a whip against our eyelids.

The first part was easy, down a slope of firm snow where steps were not needed. Then came ice again, and we had to cut into it below the fresh surface snow. This was so laborious that Wake took to the rocks on the right side of the couloir, where there was some shelter from the main force of the blast. I found it easier, for I knew something about rocks, but it was difficult enough with every handhold and foothold glazed. Presently we were driven back again to the ice, and painfully cut our way through a throat of the ravine where the sides narrowed. There the wind was terrible, for the narrows made a kind of funnel, and we descended, plastered against the wall, and scarcely able to breathe, while the tornado plucked at our bodies as if it would whisk us like wisps of grass into the abyss.

The first part was easy, down a slope of solid snow where we didn’t need to take steps. Then we hit ice again, and we had to dig into it beneath the fresh surface snow. It was so exhausting that Wake went to the rocks on the right side of the couloir, where there was some shelter from the brunt of the wind. I found it easier since I knew a bit about rocks, but it was still tough with every grip and step coated in ice. Soon we were forced back to the ice and struggled our way through a narrow part of the ravine where the sides closed in. The wind there was brutal, as the narrow passage acted like a funnel, and we descended, pressed against the wall, barely able to breathe, while the tornado tried to snatch us away like bits of grass into the void.

After that the gorge widened and we had an easier slope, till suddenly we found ourselves perched on a great tongue of rock round which the snow blew like the froth in a whirlpool. As we stopped for breath, Wake shouted in my ear that this was the Black Stone.

After that, the canyon opened up, and we had a gentler slope, until suddenly we found ourselves standing on a huge ledge of rock with snow blowing around us like the foam in a whirlpool. As we paused to catch our breath, Wake shouted in my ear that this was the Black Stone.

“The what?” I yelled.

“What?” I yelled.

“The Schwarzstein. The Swiss call the pass the Schwarzsteinthor. You can see it from Grünewald.”

“The Schwarzstein. The Swiss refer to the pass as the Schwarzsteinthor. You can see it from Grünewald.”

I suppose every man has a tinge of superstition in him. To hear that name in that ferocious place gave me a sudden access of confidence. I seemed to see all my doings as part of a great predestined plan. Surely it was not for nothing that the word which had been the key of my first adventure in the long tussle should appear in this last phase. I felt new strength in my legs and more vigour in my lungs. “A good omen,” I shouted. “Wake, old man, we’re going to win out.”

I think every guy has a bit of superstition in him. Hearing that name in such a dangerous place gave me a rush of confidence. I felt like all my actions were part of some grand, predestined plan. It couldn't be a coincidence that the word, which was the key to my first adventure in this long struggle, showed up in this final phase. I felt renewed strength in my legs and more energy in my lungs. “A good sign,” I shouted. “Wake up, old man, we’re going to win.”

“The worst is still to come,” he said.

“The worst is still ahead,” he said.

He was right. To get down that tongue of rock to the lower snows of the couloir was a job that fairly brought us to the end of our tether. I can feel yet the sour, bleak smell of wet rock and ice and the hard nerve pain that racked my forehead. The Kaffirs used to say that there were devils in the high berg, and this place was assuredly given over to the powers of the air who had no thought of human life. I seemed to be in the world which had endured from the eternity before man was dreamed of. There was no mercy in it, and the elements were pitting their immortal strength against two pigmies who had profaned their sanctuary. I yearned for warmth, for the glow of a fire, for a tree or blade of grass or anything which meant the sheltered homeliness of mortality. I knew then what the Greeks meant by panic, for I was scared by the apathy of nature. But the terror gave me a kind of comfort, too. Ivery and his doings seemed less formidable. Let me but get out of this cold hell and I could meet him with a new confidence.

He was right. Getting down that rock face to the lower snow of the couloir was incredibly challenging. I can still feel the sour, cold smell of wet rock and ice, and the sharp nerve pain in my forehead. The locals used to say there were devils in the high mountains, and this place was definitely under the control of forces that didn’t care about human life. I felt like I was in a world that had existed long before humans were ever imagined. There was no compassion here, and the elements were using their endless power against two small beings who had disturbed their sanctuary. I longed for warmth, for the light of a fire, for a tree, a blade of grass, or anything that represented the comfort of being alive. In that moment, I understood what the Greeks meant by panic because I was frightened by nature’s indifference. But that fear also gave me a sort of comfort. Ivery and his actions seemed less intimidating. If I could just escape this freezing hell, I would face him with renewed confidence.

Wake led, for he knew the road and the road wanted knowing. Otherwise he should have been last on the rope, for that is the place of the better man in a descent. I had some horrible moments following on when the rope grew taut, for I had no help from it. We zigzagged down the rock, sometimes driven to the ice of the adjacent couloirs, sometimes on the outer ridge of the Black Stone, sometimes wriggling down little cracks and over evil boiler-plates. The snow did not lie on it, but the rock crackled with thin ice or oozed ice water. Often it was only by the grace of God that I did not fall headlong, and pull Wake out of his hold to the bergschrund far below. I slipped more than once, but always by a miracle recovered myself. To make things worse, Wake was tiring. I could feel him drag on the rope, and his movements had not the precision they had had in the morning. He was the mountaineer, and I the novice. If he gave out, we should never reach the valley.

Wake took the lead because he knew the path, and it needed someone who did. Otherwise, I would have been at the back of the rope, which is where the more experienced person should be during a descent. I had some terrifying moments following him as the rope tightened because I got no support from it. We zigzagged down the rock, sometimes forced onto the icy slopes of the nearby couloirs, other times on the outer edge of the Black Stone, and sometimes squeezing through small cracks and over treacherous ice sheets. There wasn't much snow on it, but the rock cracked with thin ice or dripped icy water. Often, it felt like it was only by luck that I didn't fall headfirst and pull Wake down with me to the bergschrund below. I slipped more than once, but somehow managed to catch myself each time. To make matters worse, Wake was getting tired. I could feel him pulling on the rope, and his movements weren’t as sharp as they had been in the morning. He was the skilled climber, and I was the rookie. If he gave out, we would never make it to the valley.

The fellow was clear grit all through. When we reached the foot of the tooth and sat huddled up with our faces away from the wind, I saw that he was on the edge of fainting. What that effort must have cost him in the way of resolution you may guess, but he did not fail till the worst was past. His lips were colourless, and he was choking with the nausea of fatigue. I found a flask of brandy in his pocket, and a mouthful revived him.

The guy was really tough all the way through. When we got to the bottom of the cliff and huddled up with our faces turned away from the wind, I noticed he was about to pass out. You can imagine how much determination that effort must have taken, but he held on until the worst was over. His lips were pale, and he was struggling with the sickness from exhaustion. I discovered a flask of brandy in his pocket, and a sip brought him back to life.

“I’m all out,” he said. “The road’s easier now, and I can direct you about the rest.... You’d better leave me. I’ll only be a drag. I’ll come on when I feel better.”

“I’m all out,” he said. “The road’s easier now, and I can guide you the rest of the way.... You should go without me. I’ll just hold you back. I’ll catch up when I’m feeling better.”

“No, you don’t, you old fool. You’ve got me over that infernal iceberg, and I’m going to see you home.”

“No, you don’t, you old fool. You’ve gotten me over that annoying iceberg, and I’m making sure you get home.”

I rubbed his arms and legs and made him swallow some chocolate. But when he got on his feet he was as doddery as an old man. Happily we had an easy course down a snow gradient, which we glissaded in very unorthodox style. The swift motion freshened him up a little, and he was able to put on the brake with his axe to prevent us cascading into the bergschrund. We crossed it by a snow bridge, and started out on the seracs of the Schwarzstein glacier.

I rubbed his arms and legs and made him eat some chocolate. But when he stood up, he was as unsteady as an old man. Luckily, we had an easy slope to go down, which we slid down in a pretty unconventional way. The fast pace revived him a bit, and he was able to use his axe to slow us down and keep us from tumbling into the bergschrund. We crossed it on a snow bridge and then headed out onto the seracs of the Schwarzstein glacier.

I am no mountaineer—not of the snow and ice kind, anyway—but I have a big share of physical strength and I wanted it all now. For those seracs were an invention of the devil. To traverse that labyrinth in a blinding snowstorm, with a fainting companion who was too weak to jump the narrowest crevasse, and who hung on the rope like lead when there was occasion to use it, was more than I could manage. Besides, every step that brought us nearer to the valley now increased my eagerness to hurry, and wandering in that maze of clotted ice was like the nightmare when you stand on the rails with the express coming and are too weak to climb on the platform. As soon as possible I left the glacier for the hillside, and though that was laborious enough in all conscience, yet it enabled me to steer a straight course. Wake never spoke a word. When I looked at him his face was ashen under a gale which should have made his cheeks glow, and he kept his eyes half closed. He was staggering on at the very limits of his endurance....

I’m not a climber—not when it comes to snow and ice, anyway—but I have plenty of physical strength, and I wanted to use it all right away. Those seracs were a devilish creation. Navigating that maze in a blinding snowstorm, with a companion who was fainting and too weak to jump the narrowest crevasse, and who hung on the rope like dead weight when it needed to be used, was more than I could handle. Plus, every step that took us closer to the valley only made me more eager to hurry, and getting lost in that tangle of frozen ice felt like a nightmare where you stand on the tracks with a train coming and you’re too weak to climb onto the platform. As soon as I could, I left the glacier for the hillside, and while that was tough enough, it let me navigate in a straight line. Wake didn’t say a word. When I looked at him, his face was pale in a storm that should have made his cheeks flush, and he kept his eyes half-closed. He was pushing himself to the very edge of his limits….

By and by we were on the moraine, and after splashing through a dozen little glacier streams came on a track which led up the hillside. Wake nodded feebly when I asked if this was right. Then to my joy I saw a gnarled pine.

By and by we were on the moraine, and after splashing through a dozen little glacier streams, we found a path that led up the hillside. Wake nodded weakly when I asked if this was correct. Then, to my delight, I spotted a twisted pine.

I untied the rope and Wake dropped like a log on the ground. “Leave me,” he groaned. “I’m fairly done. I’ll come on later.” And he shut his eyes.

I untied the rope and Wake fell to the ground like a heavy log. “Just leave me,” he groaned. “I’m really done. I’ll catch up later.” Then he closed his eyes.

My watch told me that it was after five o’clock.

My watch said it was past five o'clock.

“Get on my back,” I said. “I won’t part from you till I’ve found a cottage. You’re a hero. You’ve brought me over those damned mountains in a blizzard, and that’s what no other man in England would have done. Get up.”

“Hop on my back,” I said. “I won’t leave you until I’ve found a cabin. You’re amazing. You got me over those crazy mountains in a snowstorm, and that’s something no other guy in England would have done. Climb on.”

He obeyed, for he was too far gone to argue. I tied his wrists together with a handkerchief below my chin, for I wanted my arms to hold up his legs. The rope and axes I left in a cache beneath the pine-tree. Then I started trotting down the track for the nearest dwelling.

He complied, as he was too far gone to dispute. I tied his wrists together with a handkerchief under my chin, so I could use my arms to support his legs. I left the rope and axes hidden under the pine tree. Then I began jogging down the path toward the nearest house.

My strength felt inexhaustible and the quicksilver in my bones drove me forward. The snow was still falling, but the wind was dying down, and after the inferno of the pass it was like summer. The road wound over the shale of the hillside and then into what in spring must have been upland meadows. Then it ran among trees, and far below me on the right I could hear the glacier river churning in its gorge. Soon little empty huts appeared, and rough enclosed paddocks, and presently I came out on a shelf above the stream and smelt the wood-smoke of a human habitation.

My strength felt endless, and the energy in my bones pushed me onward. The snow was still falling, but the wind was calming down, and after the heat of the pass, it felt like summer. The road twisted over the rocky hillside and then into what must have been lush meadows in the spring. Then it went through some trees, and far below on my right, I could hear the glacial river rushing through its gorge. Soon, I spotted small empty huts and rough fenced paddocks, and eventually, I reached a ledge above the stream and smelled the wood smoke from a nearby home.

I found a middle-aged peasant in the cottage, a guide by profession in summer and a woodcutter in winter.

I found a middle-aged farmer in the cottage, who worked as a guide in the summer and as a woodcutter in the winter.

“I have brought my Herr from Santa Chiara,” I said, “over the Schwarzsteinthor. He is very weary and must sleep.”

“I brought my mister from Santa Chiara,” I said, “over the Schwarzsteinthor. He’s really tired and needs to sleep.”

I decanted Wake into a chair, and his head nodded on his chest. But his colour was better.

I helped Wake into a chair, and his head drooped onto his chest. But he looked better.

“You and your Herr are fools,” said the man gruffly, but not unkindly. “He must sleep or he will have a fever. The Schwarzsteinthor in this devil’s weather! Is he English?”

“You and your master are fools,” the man said gruffly, but without malice. “He needs to sleep, or he’ll end up with a fever. The Schwarzsteinthor in this terrible weather! Is he English?”

“Yes,” I said, “like all madmen. But he’s a good Herr, and a brave mountaineer.”

“Yes,” I said, “like all crazy people. But he’s a good guy, and a brave climber.”

We stripped Wake of his Red Cross uniform, now a collection of sopping rags, and got him between blankets with a huge earthenware bottle of hot water at his feet. The woodcutter’s wife boiled milk, and this, with a little brandy added, we made him drink. I was quite easy in my mind about him, for I had seen this condition before. In the morning he would be as stiff as a poker, but recovered.

We took off Wake's Red Cross uniform, now just a bunch of wet rags, and got him settled between blankets with a big clay bottle of hot water at his feet. The woodcutter’s wife boiled some milk, and we added a little brandy to it for him to drink. I felt pretty good about his situation because I had seen this before. By morning, he would be as stiff as a board, but he would recover.

“Now I’m off for St Anton,” I said. “I must get there tonight.”

“Now I’m heading to St Anton,” I said. “I need to get there tonight.”

“You are the hardy one,” the man laughed. “I will show you the quick road to Grünewald, where is the railway. With good fortune you may get the last train.”

“You're the tough one,” the man laughed. “I’ll show you the fast way to Grünewald, where the train station is. With a bit of luck, you might catch the last train.”

I gave him fifty francs on my Herr’s behalf, learned his directions for the road, and set off after a draught of goat’s milk, munching my last slab of chocolate. I was still strung up to a mechanical activity, and I ran every inch of the three miles to the Staubthal without consciousness of fatigue. I was twenty minutes too soon for the train, and, as I sat on a bench on the platform, my energy suddenly ebbed away. That is what happens after a great exertion. I longed to sleep, and when the train arrived I crawled into a carriage like a man with a stroke. There seemed to be no force left in my limbs. I realised that I was leg-weary, which is a thing you see sometimes with horses, but not often with men.

I gave him fifty francs on my boss's behalf, got directions for the road, and set off after having a drink of goat’s milk, nibbling on my last piece of chocolate. I was still fired up and ran the full three miles to the Staubthal without feeling tired. I arrived twenty minutes early for the train, and as I sat on a bench on the platform, my energy suddenly drained away. That’s what happens after pushing yourself hard. I desperately wanted to sleep, and when the train arrived, I climbed into a carriage like someone who's had a stroke. I felt completely drained; I realized I was leg-weary, which is something you often see with horses, but not so much with people.

All the journey I lay like a log in a kind of coma, and it was with difficulty that I recognised my destination, and stumbled out of the train. But I had no sooner emerged from the station of St Anton than I got my second wind. Much snow had fallen since yesterday, but it had stopped now, the sky was clear, and the moon was riding. The sight of the familiar place brought back all my anxieties. The day on the Col of the Swallows was wiped out of my memory, and I saw only the inn at Santa Chiara, and heard Wake’s hoarse voice speaking of Mary. The lights were twinkling from the village below, and on the right I saw the clump of trees which held the Pink Chalet.

All throughout the journey, I felt like a log, almost in a daze, and it took me a while to recognize my stop and get off the train. But as soon as I stepped out of the St Anton station, I felt a surge of energy. A lot of snow had fallen since yesterday, but it had finally stopped, the sky was clear, and the moon was shining bright. Seeing the familiar place brought back all my worries. The day I spent on the Col of the Swallows faded from my mind, and all I could think about was the inn at Santa Chiara, hearing Wake’s gravelly voice talking about Mary. The lights were twinkling from the village below, and to my right, I saw the cluster of trees that surrounded the Pink Chalet.

I took a short cut across the fields, avoiding the little town. I ran hard, stumbling often, for though I had got my mental energy back my legs were still precarious. The station clock had told me that it was nearly half-past nine.

I took a shortcut through the fields, skipping the small town. I ran fast, tripping frequently, because even though I got my mental energy back, my legs were still shaky. The station clock said it was almost 9:30.

Soon I was on the high-road, and then at the Chalet gates. I heard as in a dream what seemed to be three shrill blasts on a whistle. Then a big car passed me, making for St Anton. For a second I would have hailed it, but it was past me and away. But I had a conviction that my business lay in the house, for I thought Ivery was there, and Ivery was what mattered.

Soon I was on the main road, and then at the Chalet gates. I heard what sounded like three sharp blasts on a whistle, almost like it was part of a dream. Then a big car drove by me, heading towards St Anton. For a moment, I considered calling out to it, but it was already gone. Still, I felt certain that I needed to go into the house, because I thought Ivery was inside, and Ivery was what really mattered.

I marched up the drive with no sort of plan in my head, only a blind rushing on fate. I remembered dimly that I had still three cartridges in my revolver.

I walked up the driveway without any plan in my mind, just blindly rushing into whatever fate had in store. I vaguely remembered that I still had three bullets left in my revolver.

The front door stood open and I entered and tiptoed down the passage to the room where I had found the Portuguese Jew. No one hindered me, but it was not for lack of servants. I had the impression that there were people near me in the darkness, and I thought I heard German softly spoken. There was someone ahead of me, perhaps the speaker, for I could hear careful footsteps. It was very dark, but a ray of light came from below the door of the room. Then behind me I heard the hall door clang, and the noise of a key turned in its lock. I had walked straight into a trap and all retreat was cut off.

The front door was open, so I went in and quietly walked down the hallway to the room where I had encountered the Portuguese Jew. No one stopped me, but there were plenty of servants around. I felt like there were people close by in the dark, and I thought I heard German being spoken softly. There was someone in front of me, possibly the one talking, because I could hear careful footsteps. It was really dark, but a beam of light shone from beneath the door of the room. Then I heard the hall door slam behind me, followed by the sound of a key turning in its lock. I had walked right into a trap, and there was no way to escape.

My mind was beginning to work more clearly, though my purpose was still vague. I wanted to get at Ivery and I believed that he was somewhere in front of me. And then I thought of the door which led from the chamber where I had been imprisoned. If I could enter that way I would have the advantage of surprise.

My mind was starting to clear up, even though my goal was still unclear. I wanted to confront Ivery, and I thought he was somewhere ahead of me. Then I remembered the door that led from the room where I'd been locked up. If I could get in that way, I would have the element of surprise.

I groped on the right-hand side of the passage and found a handle. It opened upon what seemed to be a dining-room, for there was a faint smell of food. Again I had the impression of people near, who for some unknown reason did not molest me. At the far end I found another door, which led to a second room, which I guessed to be adjacent to the library. Beyond it again must lie the passage from the chamber with the rack. The whole place was as quiet as a shell.

I felt around on the right side of the hallway and found a handle. It opened into what looked like a dining room because there was a faint smell of food. Once more, I sensed that there were people nearby who, for some unknown reason, didn't disturb me. At the far end, I found another door that led to a second room, which I assumed was next to the library. Beyond it must be the passage from the room with the rack. The whole place was as quiet as a shell.

I had guessed right. I was standing in the passage where I had stood the night before. In front of me was the library, and there was the same chink of light showing. Very softly I turned the handle and opened it a crack....

I had guessed correctly. I was in the hallway where I had been the night before. In front of me was the library, and the same sliver of light was shining. Gently, I turned the handle and opened the door a little...

The first thing that caught my eye was the profile of Ivery. He was looking towards the writing-table, where someone was sitting.

The first thing that grabbed my attention was Ivery's profile. He was facing the writing desk, where someone was sitting.

CHAPTER XVIII
The Underground Railway

This is the story which I heard later from Mary....

This is the story I heard later from Mary....

She was at Milan with the new Anglo-American hospital when she got Blenkiron’s letter. Santa Chiara had always been the place agreed upon, and this message mentioned specifically Santa Chiara, and fixed a date for her presence there. She was a little puzzled by it, for she had not yet had a word from Ivery, to whom she had written twice by the roundabout address in France which Bommaerts had given her. She did not believe that he would come to Italy in the ordinary course of things, and she wondered at Blenkiron’s certainty about the date.

She was in Milan with the new Anglo-American hospital when she received Blenkiron's letter. Santa Chiara had always been the agreed location, and this message specifically mentioned Santa Chiara and set a date for her to be there. She felt a bit confused by it because she hadn't heard anything from Ivery, despite writing to him twice through the roundabout address in France that Bommaerts had given her. She doubted he would come to Italy under normal circumstances, and she was curious about Blenkiron's confidence regarding the date.

The following morning came a letter from Ivery in which he ardently pressed for a meeting. It was the first of several, full of strange talk about some approaching crisis, in which the forebodings of the prophet were mingled with the solicitude of a lover.

The next morning, I received a letter from Ivery, in which he urgently requested a meeting. It was the first of many, filled with odd talk about an impending crisis, blending the warnings of a prophet with the concern of a lover.

“The storm is about to break,” he wrote, “and I cannot think only of my own fate. I have something to tell you which vitally concerns yourself. You say you are in Lombardy. The Chiavagno valley is within easy reach, and at its head is the inn of Santa Chiara, to which I come on the morning of March 19th. Meet me there even if only for half an hour, I implore you. We have already shared hopes and confidences, and I would now share with you a knowledge which I alone in Europe possess. You have the heart of a lion, my lady, worthy of what I can bring you.”

“The storm is about to hit,” he wrote, “and I can’t just think about my own fate. I have something to tell you that’s really important for you. You mentioned you’re in Lombardy. The Chiavagno valley is close by, and at its end is the inn of Santa Chiara, where I’ll be on the morning of March 19th. Please meet me there, even if it’s just for half an hour. I’m begging you. We've already shared our hopes and secrets, and now I want to share with you something that only I know in Europe. You have the heart of a lion, my lady, deserving of what I can offer you.”

Wake was summoned from the Croce Rossa unit with which he was working at Vicenza, and the plan arranged by Blenkiron was faithfully carried out. Four officers of the Alpini, in the rough dress of peasants of the hills, met them in Chiavagno on the morning of the 18th. It was arranged that the hostess of Santa Chiara should go on a visit to her sister’s son, leaving the inn, now in the shuttered quiet of wintertime, under the charge of two ancient servants. The hour of Ivery’s coming on the 19th had been fixed by him for noon, and that morning Mary would drive up the valley, while Wake and the Alpini went inconspicuously by other routes so as to be in station around the place before midday.

Wake was called in from the Croce Rossa unit he was working with in Vicenza, and the plan set up by Blenkiron was executed as intended. Four officers from the Alpini, dressed like local hill farmers, met them in Chiavagno on the morning of the 18th. It was decided that the innkeeper of Santa Chiara would visit her sister’s son, leaving the inn, now quiet and shuttered for winter, under the care of two elderly servants. Ivery had scheduled his arrival for noon on the 19th, and that morning Mary would drive up the valley while Wake and the Alpini traveled by different routes to be in position around the area before midday.

But on the evening of the 18th at the Hotel of the Four Kings in Chiavagno Mary received another message. It was from me and told her that I was crossing the Staub at midnight and would be at the inn before dawn. It begged her to meet me there, to meet me alone without the others, because I had that to say to her which must be said before Ivery’s coming. I have seen the letter. It was written in a hand which I could not have distinguished from my own scrawl. It was not exactly what I would myself have written, but there were phrases in it which to Mary’s mind could have come only from me. Oh, I admit it was cunningly done, especially the love-making, which was just the kind of stammering thing which I would have achieved if I had tried to put my feelings on paper. Anyhow, Mary had no doubt of its genuineness. She slipped off after dinner, hired a carriage with two broken-winded screws and set off up the valley. She left a line for Wake telling him to follow according to the plan—a line which he never got, for his anxiety when he found she had gone drove him to immediate pursuit.

But on the evening of the 18th at the Hotel of the Four Kings in Chiavagno, Mary received another message. It was from me, and it said that I was crossing the Staub at midnight and would be at the inn before dawn. I asked her to meet me there, alone and without the others, because I had something important to tell her before Ivery arrived. I’ve seen the letter. It was written in a style I couldn't tell apart from my own handwriting. It wasn’t exactly how I would have written it, but there were phrases that only I would have used in her eyes. Oh, I admit it was cleverly done, especially the romantic bits, which were just the sort of awkward expressions I would have used if I tried to write down my feelings. Anyway, Mary had no doubt about its authenticity. She slipped away after dinner, hired a carriage with two worn-out horses, and headed up the valley. She left a note for Wake telling him to follow the plan—a note he never received, because his worry when he discovered she was gone drove him to chase after her immediately.

At about two in the morning of the 19th after a slow and icy journey she arrived at the inn, knocked up the aged servants, made herself a cup of chocolate out of her tea-basket and sat down to wait on my coming.

At around two in the morning on the 19th, after a slow and freezing journey, she got to the inn, woke up the old servants, made herself a cup of hot chocolate from her tea basket, and sat down to wait for me.

She has described to me that time of waiting. A home-made candle in a tall earthenware candlestick lit up the little salle-à-manger, which was the one room in use. The world was very quiet, the snow muffled the roads, and it was cold with the penetrating chill of the small hours of a March night. Always, she has told me, will the taste of chocolate and the smell of burning tallow bring back to her that strange place and the flutter of the heart with which she waited. For she was on the eve of the crisis of all our labours, she was very young, and youth has a quick fancy which will not be checked. Moreover, it was I who was coming, and save for the scrawl of the night before, we had had no communication for many weeks.... She tried to distract her mind by repeating poetry, and the thing that came into her head was Keats’s “Nightingale”, an odd poem for the time and place.

She described to me that time of waiting. A homemade candle in a tall earthenware candlestick lit up the small salle-à-manger, which was the only room in use. The world was very quiet, the snow muffled the roads, and it was cold with the biting chill of the early hours of a March night. She always says that the taste of chocolate and the smell of burning tallow will remind her of that strange place and the flutter in her heart as she waited. Because she was on the eve of the climax of all our efforts, she was very young, and youth has a restless imagination that can’t be restrained. Also, it was me who was coming, and aside from the scrawl from the night before, we hadn’t communicated for many weeks.... She tried to distract herself by reciting poetry, and the poem that popped into her mind was Keats’s “Nightingale,” an unusual choice for that time and place.

There was a long wicker chair among the furnishings of the room, and she lay down on it with her fur cloak muffled around her. There were sounds of movement in the inn. The old woman who had let her in, with the scent of intrigue of her kind, had brightened when she heard that another guest was coming. Beautiful women do not travel at midnight for nothing. She also was awake and expectant.

There was a long wicker chair in the room, and she lay down on it with her fur cloak wrapped around her. There were sounds of movement in the inn. The old woman who had let her in, with her air of intrigue, had perked up when she heard that another guest was arriving. Beautiful women don't travel at midnight for no reason. She was also awake and eager.

Then quite suddenly came the sound of a car slowing down outside. She sprang to her feet in a tremor of excitement. It was like the Picardy château again—the dim room and a friend coming out of the night. She heard the front door open and a step in the little hall....

Then quite suddenly came the sound of a car slowing down outside. She jumped to her feet, trembling with excitement. It felt like the Picardy château again—the dim room and a friend stepping out of the night. She heard the front door open and a step in the small hall....

She was looking at Ivery.... He slipped his driving-coat off as he entered, and bowed gravely. He was wearing a green hunting suit which in the dusk seemed like khaki, and, as he was about my own height, for a second she was misled. Then she saw his face and her heart stopped.

She was staring at Ivery.... He took off his driving coat as he walked in and bowed seriously. He was wearing a green hunting outfit that looked like khaki in the dim light, and since he was about my height, for a moment she was confused. Then she saw his face and her heart stopped.

“You!” she cried. She had sunk back again on the wicker chair.

“You!” she shouted. She had sunk back into the wicker chair again.

“I have come as I promised,” he said, “but a little earlier. You will forgive me my eagerness to be with you.”

“I've come as I promised,” he said, “but a bit earlier. You’ll forgive my eagerness to be with you.”

She did not heed his words, for her mind was feverishly busy. My letter had been a fraud and this man had discovered our plans. She was alone with him, for it would be hours before her friends came from Chiavagno. He had the game in his hands, and of all our confederacy she alone remained to confront him. Mary’s courage was pretty near perfect, and for the moment she did not think of herself or her own fate. That came later. She was possessed with poignant disappointment at our failure. All our efforts had gone to the winds, and the enemy had won with contemptuous ease. Her nervousness disappeared before the intense regret, and her brain set coolly and busily to work.

She didn’t pay attention to his words because her mind was racing. My letter had been a lie, and this guy had uncovered our plans. She was alone with him, as it would be hours before her friends arrived from Chiavagno. He had the upper hand, and of everyone in our group, she was the only one left to face him. Mary’s bravery was almost flawless, and for now, she didn’t think about herself or her own fate. That would come later. She was overwhelmed with deep disappointment at our failure. All our hard work had gone to waste, and the enemy had won with sneering ease. Her anxiety faded in the face of intense regret, and her mind started working coolly and efficiently.

It was a new Ivery who confronted her, a man with vigour and purpose in every line of him and the quiet confidence of power. He spoke with a serious courtesy.

It was a new Ivery who faced her, a man full of energy and determination in every part of him and the calm assurance of strength. He spoke with a sincere politeness.

“The time for make-believe is past,” he was saying. “We have fenced with each other. I have told you only half the truth, and you have always kept me at arm’s length. But you knew in your heart, my dearest lady, that there must be the full truth between us some day, and that day has come. I have often told you that I love you. I do not come now to repeat that declaration. I come to ask you to entrust yourself to me, to join your fate to mine, for I can promise you the happiness which you deserve.”

“The time for pretending is over,” he was saying. “We’ve been dancing around each other. I’ve shared only part of the truth, and you’ve always kept your distance. But deep down, my dearest lady, you knew there had to be complete honesty between us eventually, and that time is now. I’ve often told you that I love you. I’m not here to repeat that confession. I’m here to ask you to trust me, to tie your future to mine, because I can promise you the happiness you deserve.”

He pulled up a chair and sat beside her. I cannot put down all that he said, for Mary, once she grasped the drift of it, was busy with her own thoughts and did not listen. But I gather from her that he was very candid and seemed to grow as he spoke in mental and moral stature. He told her who he was and what his work had been. He claimed the same purpose as hers, a hatred of war and a passion to rebuild the world into decency. But now he drew a different moral. He was a German: it was through Germany alone that peace and regeneration could come. His country was purged from her faults, and the marvellous German discipline was about to prove itself in the eye of gods and men. He told her what he had told me in the room at the Pink Chalet, but with another colouring. Germany was not vengeful or vainglorious, only patient and merciful. God was about to give her the power to decide the world’s fate, and it was for him and his kind to see that the decision was beneficent. The greater task of his people was only now beginning.

He pulled up a chair and sat down next to her. I can’t remember everything he said, since Mary, once she understood the gist of it, got lost in her own thoughts and didn't really listen. But from what I gathered, he was very honest and seemed to grow in mental and moral stature as he spoke. He shared who he was and what his work had been. He claimed to share her purpose, a hatred of war and a desire to rebuild the world into something decent. But then he drew a different conclusion. He was German: he believed that peace and renewal could come only through Germany. His country had been cleansed of its faults, and the amazing German discipline was about to show itself before gods and humans alike. He told her what he had told me in the room at the Pink Chalet, but with a different spin. Germany wasn't vengeful or prideful, just patient and compassionate. God was about to grant her the power to determine the world's fate, and it was up to him and his people to ensure that the decision was a good one. The greater mission of his people was just beginning.

That was the gist of his talk. She appeared to listen, but her mind was far away. She must delay him for two hours, three hours, four hours. If not, she must keep beside him. She was the only one of our company left in touch with the enemy....

That was the main point of his speech. She seemed to be listening, but her thoughts were miles away. She had to distract him for two hours, three hours, four hours. If not, she had to stay right next to him. She was the only one in our group still connected to the enemy....

“I go to Germany now,” he was saying. “I want you to come with me—to be my wife.”

“I’m going to Germany now,” he said. “I want you to come with me—to be my wife.”

He waited for an answer, and got it in the form of a startled question.

He waited for a response and got it as a surprised question.

“To Germany? How?”

"To Germany? How?"

“It is easy,” he said, smiling. “The car which is waiting outside is the first stage of a system of travel which we have perfected.” Then he told her about the Underground Railway—not as he had told it to me, to scare, but as a proof of power and forethought.

“It’s simple,” he said, smiling. “The car waiting outside is the first part of a travel system we’ve perfected.” Then he explained the Underground Railway to her—not the way he explained it to me, to instill fear, but as a demonstration of strength and planning.

His manner was perfect. He was respectful, devoted, thoughtful of all things. He was the suppliant, not the master. He offered her power and pride, a dazzling career, for he had deserved well of his country, the devotion of the faithful lover. He would take her to his mother’s house, where she would be welcomed like a princess. I have no doubt he was sincere, for he had many moods, and the libertine whom he had revealed to me at the Pink Chalet had given place to the honourable gentleman. He could play all parts well because he could believe in himself in them all.

His demeanor was impeccable. He was respectful, dedicated, and considerate of everything. He was the one seeking favor, not the one in control. He offered her power and confidence, a brilliant career, as he had truly served his country, along with the loyalty of a devoted lover. He would take her to his mother’s home, where she would be embraced like a princess. I have no doubt he was genuine, as he had various moods, and the carefree man he had shown me at the Pink Chalet had transformed into a respectable gentleman. He could play all roles effectively because he believed in himself in each one.

Then he spoke of danger, not so as to slight her courage, but to emphasise his own thoughtfulness. The world in which she had lived was crumbling, and he alone could offer a refuge. She felt the steel gauntlet through the texture of the velvet glove.

Then he talked about danger, not to undermine her courage, but to highlight his own care. The world she had known was falling apart, and he was the only one who could provide safety. She sensed the steel beneath the softness of the velvet glove.

All the while she had been furiously thinking, with her chin in her hand in the old way.... She might refuse to go. He could compel her, no doubt, for there was no help to be got from the old servants. But it might be difficult to carry an unwilling woman over the first stages of the Underground Railway. There might be chances.... Supposing he accepted her refusal and left her. Then indeed he would be gone for ever and our game would have closed with a fiasco. The great antagonist of England would go home rejoicing, taking his sheaves with him.

All the while, she had been angrily thinking, with her chin in her hand like she used to. She could refuse to go. He could force her, no doubt, since the old servants wouldn’t be any help. But it might be tough to get an unwilling woman through the initial stages of the Underground Railway. There could be opportunities... What if he accepted her refusal and walked away? Then he would be gone for good, and it would end in failure for us. The main opponent of England would go home happy, taking his victories with him.

At this time she had no personal fear of him. So curious a thing is the human heart that her main preoccupation was with our mission, not with her own fate. To fail utterly seemed too bitter. Supposing she went with him. They had still to get out of Italy and cross Switzerland. If she were with him she would be an emissary of the Allies in the enemy’s camp. She asked herself what could she do, and told herself “Nothing.” She felt like a small bird in a very large trap, and her chief sensation was that of her own powerlessness. But she had learned Blenkiron’s gospel and knew that Heaven sends amazing chances to the bold. And, even as she made her decision, she was aware of a dark shadow lurking at the back of her mind, the shadow of the fear which she knew was awaiting her. For she was going into the unknown with a man whom she hated, a man who claimed to be her lover.

At this point, she wasn't personally afraid of him. The human heart is such a curious thing that her main concern was our mission, not her own fate. The thought of failing completely felt too bitter. What if she went with him? They still had to leave Italy and cross Switzerland. If she was with him, she would be an envoy of the Allies in the enemy’s territory. She wondered what she could do and told herself, “Nothing.” She felt like a small bird caught in a huge trap, and her main feeling was one of powerlessness. But she had learned Blenkiron’s lesson and knew that fate sends incredible opportunities to the brave. And even as she made her decision, she sensed a dark shadow lurking in the back of her mind, the shadow of the fear she knew was waiting for her. Because she was stepping into the unknown with a man she despised, a man who claimed to be her lover.

It was the bravest thing I have ever heard of, and I have lived my life among brave men.

It was the bravest thing I've ever heard of, and I've lived my life among courageous men.

“I will come with you,” she said. “But you mustn’t speak to me, please. I am tired and troubled and I want peace to think.”

“I’ll come with you,” she said. “But please don’t talk to me. I’m tired and upset, and I need some peace to think.”

As she rose weakness came over her and she swayed till his arm caught her. “I wish I could let you rest for a little,” he said tenderly, “but time presses. The car runs smoothly and you can sleep there.”

As she got up, weakness overcame her and she swayed until his arm caught her. “I wish I could let you rest for a bit,” he said gently, “but time is tight. The car runs smoothly and you can sleep there.”

He summoned one of the servants to whom he handed Mary. “We leave in ten minutes,” he said, and he went out to see to the car.

He called one of the servants and handed over Mary. “We leave in ten minutes,” he said, then stepped outside to check the car.

Mary’s first act in the bedroom to which she was taken was to bathe her eyes and brush her hair. She felt dimly that she must keep her head clear. Her second was to scribble a note to Wake, telling him what had happened, and to give it to the servant with a tip.

Mary's first action in the bedroom where she was taken was to wash her face and fix her hair. She had a faint sense that she needed to keep her mind clear. Her second action was to jot down a note to Wake, explaining what had happened, and to hand it to the servant along with a tip.

“The gentleman will come in the morning,” she said. “You must give it him at once, for it concerns the fate of your country.” The woman grinned and promised. It was not the first time she had done errands for pretty ladies.

“The gentleman will come in the morning,” she said. “You need to give it to him right away, as it’s about the future of your country.” The woman smiled and agreed. It wasn’t the first time she had run errands for attractive ladies.

Ivery settled her in the great closed car with much solicitude, and made her comfortable with rugs. Then he went back to the inn for a second, and she saw a light move in the salle-à-manger. He returned and spoke to the driver in German, taking his seat beside him.

Ivery helped her into the big private car with great care and made her cozy with blankets. Then he went back to the inn for a moment, and she noticed a light moving in the salle-à-manger. He came back and spoke to the driver in German, taking a seat next to him.

But first he handed Mary her note to Wake. “I think you left this behind you,” he said. He had not opened it.

But first he gave Mary her note to Wake. “I think you left this,” he said. He hadn’t opened it.

Alone in the car Mary slept. She saw the figures of Ivery and the chauffeur in the front seat dark against the headlights, and then they dislimned into dreams. She had undergone a greater strain than she knew, and was sunk in the heavy sleep of weary nerves.

Alone in the car, Mary slept. She saw the silhouettes of Ivery and the chauffeur in the front seat, dark against the headlights, and then they faded into dreams. She had experienced a greater strain than she realized and was deep in a heavy sleep from her tired nerves.

When she woke it was daylight. They were still in Italy, as her first glance told her, so they could not have taken the Staub route. They seemed to be among the foothills, for there was little snow, but now and then up tributary valleys she had glimpses of the high peaks. She tried hard to think what it could mean, and then remembered the Marjolana. Wake had laboured to instruct her in the topography of the Alps, and she had grasped the fact of the two open passes. But the Marjolana meant a big circuit, and they would not be in Switzerland till the evening. They would arrive in the dark, and pass out of it in the dark, and there would be no chance of succour. She felt very lonely and very weak.

When she woke up, it was daylight. They were still in Italy, as her first glance revealed, so they couldn't have taken the Staub route. They seemed to be among the foothills because there was little snow, but now and then she caught glimpses of the high peaks up the side valleys. She tried hard to figure out what it could mean and then remembered the Marjolana. Wake had worked hard to teach her about the geography of the Alps, and she had understood that there were two open passes. But the Marjolana meant a long detour, and they wouldn't reach Switzerland until the evening. They would arrive in the dark, and leave in the dark, with no chance for help. She felt very lonely and very weak.

Throughout the morning her fear grew. The more hopeless her chance of defeating Ivery became the more insistently the dark shadow crept over her mind. She tried to steady herself by watching the show from the windows. The car swung through little villages, past vineyards and pine-woods and the blue of lakes, and over the gorges of mountain streams. There seemed to be no trouble about passports. The sentries at the controls waved a reassuring hand when they were shown some card which the chauffeur held between his teeth. In one place there was a longish halt, and she could hear Ivery talking Italian with two officers of Bersaglieri, to whom he gave cigars. They were fresh-faced, upstanding boys, and for a second she had an idea of flinging open the door and appealing to them to save her. But that would have been futile, for Ivery was clearly amply certificated. She wondered what part he was now playing.

Throughout the morning, her fear intensified. The more impossible her chance of defeating Ivery seemed, the more the dark shadow loomed over her mind. She tried to steady herself by watching the scenery from the windows. The car drove through small villages, past vineyards and pine forests, alongside shimmering lakes, and over the gorges of mountain streams. There appeared to be no issues with passports. The guards at the checkpoints waved a reassuring hand when they were shown some card that the driver held between his teeth. At one point, there was a longer stop, and she could hear Ivery speaking Italian with two officers from the Bersaglieri, to whom he handed cigars. They were fresh-faced, tall young men, and for a moment she thought about flinging open the door and asking them for help. But that would have been pointless, as Ivery was clearly well-connected. She wondered what role he was playing now.

The Marjolana route had been chosen for a purpose. In one town Ivery met and talked to a civilian official, and more than once the car slowed down and someone appeared from the wayside to speak a word and vanish. She was assisting at the last gathering up of the threads of a great plan, before the Wild Birds returned to their nest. Mostly these conferences seemed to be in Italian, but once or twice she gathered from the movement of the lips that German was spoken and that this rough peasant or that black-hatted bourgeois was not of Italian blood.

The Marjolana route was chosen for a reason. In one town, Ivery met and talked to a local official, and more than once the car slowed down as someone appeared from the roadside to say a quick word before disappearing. She was involved in the final stages of a major plan before the Wild Birds returned to their nest. Most of these meetings seemed to be in Italian, but a couple of times she picked up from the movement of lips that German was being spoken and that this rough peasant or that black-hatted businessman wasn’t of Italian descent.

Early in the morning, soon after she awoke, Ivery had stopped the car and offered her a well-provided luncheon basket. She could eat nothing, and watched him breakfast off sandwiches beside the driver. In the afternoon he asked her permission to sit with her. The car drew up in a lonely place, and a tea-basket was produced by the chauffeur. Ivery made tea, for she seemed too listless to move, and she drank a cup with him. After that he remained beside her.

Early in the morning, shortly after she woke up, Ivery pulled over the car and offered her a well-stocked picnic basket. She couldn’t eat anything and just watched him have his breakfast of sandwiches next to the driver. In the afternoon, he asked if he could sit with her. The car stopped in a secluded spot, and the chauffeur brought out a tea basket. Ivery made tea since she seemed too tired to move, and she shared a cup with him. After that, he stayed by her side.

“In half an hour we shall be out of Italy,” he said. The car was running up a long valley to the curious hollow between snowy saddles which is the crest of the Marjolana. He showed her the place on a road map. As the altitude increased and the air grew colder he wrapped the rugs closer around her and apologised for the absence of a foot-warmer. “In a little,” he said, “we shall be in the land where your slightest wish will be law.”

“In half an hour, we’ll be out of Italy,” he said. The car was driving up a long valley to the interesting dip between the snowy peaks that is the crest of the Marjolana. He pointed it out to her on a road map. As the altitude rose and the air got colder, he wrapped the blankets tighter around her and apologized for not having a foot warmer. “In a bit,” he said, “we’ll be in the place where your every wish will be granted.”

She dozed again and so missed the frontier post. When she woke the car was slipping down the long curves of the Weiss valley, before it narrows to the gorge through which it debouches on Grünewald.

She dozed off again and missed the border checkpoint. When she woke up, the car was gliding down the long curves of the Weiss Valley, just before it narrows into the gorge that leads to Grünewald.

“We are in Switzerland now,” she heard his voice say. It may have been fancy, but it seemed to her that there was a new note in it. He spoke to her with the assurance of possession. They were outside the country of the Allies, and in a land where his web was thickly spread.

“We’re in Switzerland now,” she heard him say. It might have sounded fancy, but to her, it felt like there was a new tone in his voice. He spoke to her with the confidence of someone who owned it. They were outside the Allies' territory, in a land where his influence was strong.

“Where do we stop tonight?” she asked timidly.

“Where are we stopping tonight?” she asked nervously.

“I fear we cannot stop. Tonight also you must put up with the car. I have a little errand to do on the way, which will delay us a few minutes, and then we press on. Tomorrow, my fairest one, fatigue will be ended.”

“I’m afraid we can't stop. You'll have to deal with the car tonight as well. I have a quick errand to run on the way, which will set us back a few minutes, and then we'll continue. Tomorrow, my beautiful one, all this fatigue will be over.”

There was no mistake now about the note of possession in his voice. Mary’s heart began to beat fast and wild. The trap had closed down on her and she saw the folly of her courage. It had delivered her bound and gagged into the hands of one whom she loathed more deeply every moment, whose proximity was less welcome than a snake’s. She had to bite hard on her lip to keep from screaming.

There was no doubt now about the ownership in his voice. Mary’s heart started to race uncontrollably. The trap had closed in on her, and she realized how foolish her bravery had been. It had handed her over, tied up and silenced, to someone she hated more with each passing second, whose presence felt more unwelcome than that of a snake. She had to bite down hard on her lip to stop herself from screaming.

The weather had changed and it was snowing hard, the same storm that had greeted us on the Col of the Swallows. The pace was slower now, and Ivery grew restless. He looked frequently at his watch, and snatched the speaking-tube to talk to the driver. Mary caught the word “St Anton”.

The weather had shifted, and it was snowing heavily, the same storm that had welcomed us at the Col of the Swallows. We were moving more slowly now, and Ivery was getting restless. He kept checking his watch and grabbed the speaking tube to talk to the driver. Mary heard the word “St Anton.”

“Do we go by St Anton?” she found voice to ask.

“Are we going through St Anton?” she managed to ask.

“Yes,” he said shortly.

“Yeah,” he said briefly.

The word gave her the faintest glimmering of hope, for she knew that Peter and I had lived at St Anton. She tried to look out of the blurred window, but could see nothing except that the twilight was falling. She begged for the road-map, and saw that so far as she could make out they were still in the broad Grünewald valley and that to reach St Anton they had to cross the low pass from the Staubthal. The snow was still drifting thick and the car crawled.

The word gave her a faint glimmer of hope because she knew that Peter and I had lived in St. Anton. She tried to look out of the foggy window, but all she could see was that twilight was setting in. She asked for the road map and saw that, as far as she could tell, they were still in the broad Grünewald valley and needed to cross the low pass from the Staubthal to reach St. Anton. The snow was still falling heavily, and the car was crawling along.

Then she felt the rise as they mounted to the pass. Here the going was bad, very different from the dry frost in which I had covered the same road the night before. Moreover, there seemed to be curious obstacles. Some careless wood-cart had dropped logs on the highway, and more than once both Ivery and the chauffeur had to get out to shift them. In one place there had been a small landslide which left little room to pass, and Mary had to descend and cross on foot while the driver took the car over alone. Ivery’s temper seemed to be souring. To the girl’s relief he resumed the outside seat, where he was engaged in constant argument with the chauffeur.

Then she felt the climb as they headed up to the pass. Here, the road was tough, very different from the dry frost I had navigated the night before. Plus, there were some strange obstacles. Some careless wood truck had dropped logs on the road, and more than once, both Ivery and the driver had to get out to move them. In one spot, there had been a small landslide that left barely enough room to pass, so Mary had to get out and walk across while the driver took the car through by himself. Ivery’s mood seemed to be getting worse. To the girl’s relief, he went back to the outside seat, where he was in constant argument with the driver.

At the head of the pass stands an inn, the comfortable hostelry of Herr Kronig, well known to all who clamber among the lesser peaks of the Staubthal. There in the middle of the way stood a man with a lantern.

At the entrance of the pass, there's an inn, the cozy lodging of Mr. Kronig, well-known to everyone who hikes among the smaller peaks of the Staubthal. There, in the middle of the path, stood a man with a lantern.

“The road is blocked by a snowfall,” he cried. “They are clearing it now. It will be ready in half an hour’s time.”

“The road is blocked by snow,” he shouted. “They’re clearing it now. It will be ready in about half an hour.”

Ivery sprang from his seat and darted into the hotel. His business was to speed up the clearing party, and Herr Kronig himself accompanied him to the scene of the catastrophe. Mary sat still, for she had suddenly become possessed of an idea. She drove it from her as foolishness, but it kept returning. Why had those tree-trunks been spilt on the road? Why had an easy pass after a moderate snowfall been suddenly closed?

Ivery jumped up from his seat and rushed into the hotel. His task was to hurry up the clearing crew, and Herr Kronig went with him to the site of the disaster. Mary remained seated, as she had suddenly come up with an idea. She tried to push it away as nonsense, but it kept coming back. Why were those tree trunks lying on the road? Why had an easy path after a light snowfall been suddenly blocked?

A man came out of the inn-yard and spoke to the chauffeur. It seemed to be an offer of refreshment, for the latter left his seat and disappeared inside. He was away for some time and returned shivering and grumbling at the weather, with the collar of his greatcoat turned up around his ears. A lantern had been hung in the porch and as he passed Mary saw the man. She had been watching the back of his head idly during the long drive, and had observed that it was of the round bullet type, with no nape to the neck, which is common in the Fatherland. Now she could not see his neck for the coat collar, but she could have sworn that the head was a different shape. The man seemed to suffer acutely from the cold, for he buttoned the collar round his chin and pulled his cap far over his brows.

A man walked out of the inn yard and talked to the chauffeur. It looked like he was offering some refreshments, because the chauffeur got up from his seat and went inside. He was gone for a while and came back shivering and complaining about the weather, with the collar of his heavy coat pulled up around his ears. A lantern had been hung in the porch, and as he walked by, Mary noticed the man. She had been idly watching the back of his head during the long drive and noticed that it was round and bulbous, with no neck, which is common in Germany. Now she couldn't see his neck because of the coat collar, but she could have sworn that his head was a different shape. The man seemed to be really suffering from the cold, as he buttoned the collar around his chin and pulled his cap down low over his forehead.

Ivery came back, followed by a dragging line of men with spades and lanterns. He flung himself into the front seat and nodded to the driver to start. The man had his engine going already so as to lose no time. He bumped over the rough debris of the snowfall and then fairly let the car hum. Ivery was anxious for speed, but he did not want his neck broken and he yelled out to take care. The driver nodded and slowed down, but presently he had got up speed again.

Ivery returned, trailed by a line of men carrying shovels and lanterns. He jumped into the front seat and signaled the driver to go. The driver already had the engine running, wasting no time. They bounced over the rough patches left by the snow and then let the car speed up. Ivery wanted to go fast, but he didn't want to risk getting hurt, so he shouted for the driver to be careful. The driver nodded and slowed down, but soon he picked up speed again.

If Ivery was restless, Mary was worse. She seemed suddenly to have come on the traces of her friends. In the St Anton valley the snow had stopped and she let down the window for air, for she was choking with suspense. The car rushed past the station, down the hill by Peter’s cottage, through the village, and along the lake shore to the Pink Chalet.

If Ivery was anxious, Mary was even more so. It felt like she had suddenly caught up with her friends. In the St Anton valley, the snow had stopped, and she rolled down the window for some fresh air, as she was feeling suffocated by the tension. The car sped past the station, down the hill by Peter’s cottage, through the village, and along the lakeshore to the Pink Chalet.

Ivery halted it at the gate. “See that you fill up with petrol,” he told the man. “Bid Gustav get the Daimler and be ready to follow in half in hour.”

Ivery stopped it at the gate. “Make sure you fill up with gas,” he told the man. “Tell Gustav to get the Daimler and be ready to follow in half an hour.”

He spoke to Mary through the open window.

He talked to Mary through the open window.

“I will keep you only a very little time. I think you had better wait in the car, for it will be more comfortable than a dismantled house. A servant will bring you food and more rugs for the night journey.”

“I'll only take a little bit of your time. I think you should wait in the car since it's more comfortable than a messy house. A servant will bring you food and extra blankets for the night drive.”

Then he vanished up the dark avenue.

Then he disappeared up the dark street.

Mary’s first thought was to slip out and get back to the village and there to find someone who knew me or could take her where Peter lived. But the driver would prevent her, for he had been left behind on guard. She looked anxiously at his back, for he alone stood between her and liberty.

Mary's first thought was to sneak out and get back to the village to find someone who knew me or could take her to Peter's place. But the driver would stop her because he had been left behind to keep watch. She anxiously watched his back, as he was the only thing standing between her and freedom.

That gentleman seemed to be intent on his own business. As soon as Ivery’s footsteps had grown faint, he had backed the car into the entrance, and turned it so that it faced towards St Anton. Then very slowly it began to move.

That guy seemed focused on his own stuff. As soon as Ivery’s footsteps faded away, he backed the car into the entrance and turned it to face St Anton. Then it started to move slowly.

At the same moment a whistle was blown shrilly three times. The door on the right had opened and someone who had been waiting in the shadows climbed painfully in. Mary saw that it was a little man and that he was a cripple. She reached a hand to help him, and he fell on to the cushions beside her. The car was gathering speed.

At that moment, a whistle shrieked three times. The door on the right opened, and someone who had been waiting in the shadows climbed in slowly. Mary noticed it was a small man and that he was disabled. She reached out to help him, and he fell onto the cushions next to her. The car was picking up speed.

Before she realised what was happening the new-comer had taken her hand and was patting it.

Before she realized what was happening, the newcomer had taken her hand and was patting it.


About two minutes later I was entering the gate of the Pink Chalet.

About two minutes later, I was walking through the gate of the Pink Chalet.

CHAPTER XIX
The Cage of the Wild Birds

“Why, Mr Ivery, come right in,” said the voice at the table. There was a screen before me, stretching from the fireplace to keep off the draught from the door by which I had entered. It stood higher than my head but there were cracks in it through which I could watch the room. I found a little table on which I could lean my back, for I was dropping with fatigue.

“Why, Mr. Ivery, come on in,” said the voice at the table. There was a screen in front of me, stretching from the fireplace to block the draft from the door I had come through. It was taller than my head, but there were cracks in it that let me see into the room. I found a small table to lean against because I was exhausted.

Blenkiron sat at the writing-table and in front of him were little rows of Patience cards. Wood ashes still smouldered in the stove, and a lamp stood at his right elbow which lit up the two figures. The bookshelves and the cabinets were in twilight.

Blenkiron sat at the writing desk, with small rows of Patience cards in front of him. Wood ashes still smoldered in the stove, and a lamp was at his right elbow, illuminating the two figures. The bookshelves and cabinets were in dim light.

“I’ve been hoping to see you for quite a time.” Blenkiron was busy arranging the little heaps of cards, and his face was wreathed in hospitable smiles. I remember wondering why he should play the host to the true master of the house.

“I’ve been looking forward to seeing you for a while.” Blenkiron was busy sorting the small piles of cards, and his face was lit up with friendly smiles. I remember questioning why he was acting as the host to the actual owner of the house.

Ivery stood erect before him. He was rather a splendid figure now that he had sloughed all disguises and was on the threshold of his triumph. Even through the fog in which my brain worked it was forced upon me that here was a man born to play a big part. He had a jowl like a Roman king on a coin, and scornful eyes that were used to mastery. He was younger than me, confound him, and now he looked it.

Ivery stood tall in front of him. He looked impressive now that he had shed all pretenses and was on the brink of success. Even through the haze in my mind, it was clear to me that this was a man meant for greatness. He had a jawline like a Roman king on a coin, and eyes full of disdain that were accustomed to being in control. He was younger than me, damn it, and now he really looked it.

He kept his eyes on the speaker, while a smile played round his mouth, a very ugly smile.

He kept his eyes on the speaker, while a smile lingered on his lips, a very ugly smile.

“So,” he said. “We have caught the old crow too. I had scarcely hoped for such good fortune, and, to speak the truth, I had not concerned myself much about you. But now we shall add you to the bag. And what a bag of vermin to lay out on the lawn!” He flung back his head and laughed.

“So,” he said. “We’ve caught the old crow too. I barely hoped for such good luck, and to be honest, I hadn’t really thought about you much. But now we’ll add you to the haul. And what a collection of pests to put out on the lawn!” He threw his head back and laughed.

“Mr Ivery—” Blenkiron began, but was cut short.

“Mr. Ivery—” Blenkiron started, but was interrupted.

“Drop that name. All that is past, thank God! I am the Graf von Schwabing, an officer of the Imperial Guard. I am not the least of the weapons that Germany has used to break her enemies.”

“Forget that name. That’s all behind me, thank God! I’m the Graf von Schwabing, an officer in the Imperial Guard. I’m one of the many forces Germany has used to defeat its enemies.”

“You don’t say,” drawled Blenkiron, still fiddling with his Patience cards.

"You don't say," Blenkiron said lazily, still playing with his Patience cards.

The man’s moment had come, and he was minded not to miss a jot of his triumph. His figure seemed to expand, his eye kindled, his voice rang with pride. It was melodrama of the best kind and he fairly rolled it round his tongue. I don’t think I grudged it him, for I was fingering something in my pocket. He had won all right, but he wouldn’t enjoy his victory long, for soon I would shoot him. I had my eye on the very spot above his right ear where I meant to put my bullet.... For I was very clear that to kill him was the only way to protect Mary. I feared the whole seventy millions of Germany less than this man. That was the single idea that remained firm against the immense fatigue that pressed down on me.

The man's moment had arrived, and he was determined not to miss a bit of his success. His presence seemed to grow, his eyes lit up, and his voice was filled with pride. It was pure melodrama at its finest, and he savored every bit of it. I didn’t think I begrudged him this, as I was playing with something in my pocket. He had definitely won, but he wouldn’t enjoy his victory for long, because soon, I would shoot him. I had my sights set on the exact spot just above his right ear where I planned to fire my bullet... Because I was very clear that taking his life was the only way to protect Mary. I feared all seventy million people in Germany less than I feared this man. That was the only thought that remained strong against the overwhelming fatigue weighing down on me.

“I have little time to waste on you,” said he who had been called Ivery. “But I will spare a moment to tell you a few truths. Your childish game never had a chance. I played with you in England and I have played with you ever since. You have never made a move but I have quietly countered it. Why, man, you gave me your confidence. The American Mr Donne....”

“I don’t have much time to waste on you,” said the man known as Ivery. “But I’ll take a moment to share a few truths. Your childish game was doomed from the start. I played with you in England and have been playing with you ever since. You’ve never made a move that I didn’t quietly counter. Honestly, you put your trust in me. The American Mr. Donne....”

“What about Clarence?” asked Blenkiron. His face seemed a study in pure bewilderment.

“What about Clarence?” asked Blenkiron. He looked completely confused.

“I was that interesting journalist.”

“I was that engaging journalist.”

“Now to think of that!” said Blenkiron in a sad, gentle voice. “I thought I was safe with Clarence. Why, he brought me a letter from old Joe Hooper and he knew all the boys down Emporia way.”

“Can you believe that?” said Blenkiron in a soft, sorrowful voice. “I thought I was safe with Clarence. After all, he brought me a letter from old Joe Hooper and he knew all the guys down Emporia way.”

Ivery laughed. “You have never done me justice, I fear; but I think you will do it now. Your gang is helpless in my hands. General Hannay....” And I wish I could give you a notion of the scorn with which he pronounced the word “General”.

Ivery laughed. “You’ve never really understood me, I’m afraid; but I think you will now. Your crew is powerless in my grasp. General Hannay....” And I wish I could express the contempt with which he said the word “General.”

“Yes—Dick?” said Blenkiron intently.

“Yes—Dick?” Blenkiron asked intensely.

“He has been my prisoner for twenty-four hours. And the pretty Miss Mary, too. You are all going with me in a little to my own country. You will not guess how. We call it the Underground Railway, and you will have the privilege of studying its working.... I had not troubled much about you, for I had no special dislike of you. You are only a blundering fool, what you call in your country easy fruit.”

“He has been my prisoner for twenty-four hours. And the lovely Miss Mary, too. You’re all going with me soon to my own country. You won’t guess how. We call it the Underground Railway, and you’ll have the opportunity to see how it works... I hadn’t really thought much about you, since I didn’t have any particular dislike for you. You’re just a clueless fool, what you would call in your country easy pickings.”

“I thank you, Graf,” Blenkiron said solemnly.

“I appreciate it, Count,” Blenkiron said seriously.

“But since you are here you will join the others.... One last word. To beat inepts such as you is nothing. There is a far greater thing. My country has conquered. You and your friends will be dragged at the chariot wheels of a triumph such as Rome never saw. Does that penetrate your thick skull? Germany has won, and in two days the whole round earth will be stricken dumb by her greatness.”

“But since you’re here, you’ll join the others.... One last thing. Defeating inept people like you is nothing. There’s something much bigger. My country has triumphed. You and your friends will be dragged at the wheels of a victory that Rome has never witnessed. Does that get through your thick skull? Germany has won, and in two days the entire world will be speechless in awe of its greatness.”

As I watched Blenkiron a grey shadow of hopelessness seemed to settle on his face. His big body drooped in his chair, his eyes fell, and his left hand shuffled limply among his Patience cards. I could not get my mind to work, but I puzzled miserably over his amazing blunders. He had walked blindly into the pit his enemies had dug for him. Peter must have failed to get my message to him, and he knew nothing of last night’s work or my mad journey to Italy. We had all bungled, the whole wretched bunch of us, Peter and Blenkiron and myself.... I had a feeling at the back of my head that there was something in it all that I couldn’t understand, that the catastrophe could not be quite as simple as it seemed. But I had no power to think, with the insolent figure of Ivery dominating the room.... Thank God I had a bullet waiting for him. That was the one fixed point in the chaos of my mind. For the first time in my life I was resolute on killing one particular man, and the purpose gave me a horrid comfort.

As I watched Blenkiron, a gray shadow of hopelessness seemed to settle on his face. His large body slouched in his chair, his eyes dropped, and his left hand shuffled weakly among his Patience cards. I couldn't focus, but I was miserably confused by his incredible mistakes. He had blindly walked into the trap his enemies had set for him. Peter must not have delivered my message to him, and he had no idea about last night’s events or my crazy trip to Italy. We had all messed up, the whole miserable group of us—Peter, Blenkiron, and me.... I had a feeling in the back of my mind that there was something about it all I couldn't grasp, that the disaster couldn't be as straightforward as it seemed. But I was unable to think, with Ivery’s arrogant figure dominating the room.... Thank God I had a bullet waiting for him. That was the one fixed point in the chaos of my mind. For the first time in my life, I was determined to kill one specific man, and that purpose gave me a terrible sense of comfort.

Suddenly Ivery’s voice rang out sharp. “Take your hand out of your pocket. You fool, you are covered from three points in the walls. A movement and my men will make a sieve of you. Others before you have sat in that chair, and I am used to take precautions. Quick. Both hands on the table.”

Suddenly, Ivery's voice cut through sharply. "Take your hand out of your pocket. You idiot, you're exposed from three angles in the walls. One wrong move and my men will turn you into a sieve. Others have sat in that chair before you, and I'm used to being cautious. Hurry up. Put both hands on the table."

There was no mistake about Blenkiron’s defeat. He was done and out, and I was left with the only card. He leaned wearily on his arms with the palms of his hands spread out.

There was no doubt about Blenkiron’s defeat. He was finished, and I was left holding the only card. He leaned tiredly on his arms with his palms spread out.

“I reckon you’ve gotten a strong hand, Graf,” he said, and his voice was flat with despair.

“I think you’ve got a strong hand, Graf,” he said, his voice flat with despair.

“I hold a royal straight flush,” was the answer.

“I have a royal straight flush,” was the answer.

And then suddenly came a change. Blenkiron raised his head, and his sleepy, ruminating eyes looked straight at Ivery.

And then suddenly, there was a change. Blenkiron lifted his head, and his sleepy, thoughtful eyes looked directly at Ivery.

“I call you,” he said.

“I’m calling you,” he said.

I didn’t believe my ears. Nor did Ivery.

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. Neither could Ivery.

“The hour for bluff is past,” he said.

“The time for bluffing is over,” he said.

“Nevertheless I call you.”

"Still, I reach out to you."

At that moment I felt someone squeeze through the door behind me and take his place at my side. The light was so dim that I saw only a short, square figure, but a familiar voice whispered in my ear. “It’s me—Andra Amos. Man, this is a great ploy. I’m here to see the end o’t.”

At that moment, I felt someone slip through the door behind me and stand next to me. The light was so low that I could only make out a short, stocky figure, but a familiar voice whispered in my ear. “It’s me—Andra Amos. Wow, this is a clever move. I’m here to see how it all turns out.”

No prisoner waiting on the finding of the jury, no commander expecting news of a great battle, ever hung in more desperate suspense than I did during the next seconds. I had forgotten my fatigue; my back no longer needed support. I kept my eyes glued to the crack in the screen and my ears drank in greedily every syllable.

No prisoner awaiting a jury's decision, no commander anticipating news from a major battle, ever experienced more intense suspense than I did in those next few moments. I forgot all about my exhaustion; my back didn’t need support anymore. I focused all my attention on the gap in the screen, and I absorbed every single word with eagerness.

Blenkiron was now sitting bolt upright with his chin in his hands. There was no shadow of melancholy in his lean face.

Blenkiron was now sitting up straight with his chin in his hands. There was no hint of sadness in his thin face.

“I say I call you, Herr Graf von Schwabing. I’m going to put you wise about some little things. You don’t carry arms, so I needn’t warn you against monkeying with a gun. You’re right in saying that there are three places in these walls from which you can shoot. Well, for your information I may tell you that there’s guns in all three, but they’re covering you at this moment. So you’d better be good.”

“I’m calling you out, Herr Graf von Schwabing. I’m going to fill you in on a few things. You don’t carry weapons, so I don’t need to warn you about messing with a gun. You’re correct in saying that there are three spots in these walls from which you can shoot. Well, just so you know, there are guns in all three, but they’re aimed at you right now. So you’d better behave.”

Ivery sprang to attention like a ramrod. “Karl,” he cried. “Gustav!”

Ivery jumped up straight like a stick. “Karl,” he shouted. “Gustav!”

As if by magic figures stood on either side of him, like warders by a criminal. They were not the sleek German footmen whom I had seen at the Chalet. One I did not recognise. The other was my servant, Geordie Hamilton.

As if by magic, figures appeared on either side of him, like guards watching a criminal. They weren't the polished German footmen I had seen at the Chalet. One I didn’t recognize. The other was my servant, Geordie Hamilton.

He gave them one glance, looked round like a hunted animal, and then steadied himself. The man had his own kind of courage.

He gave them a quick look, scanned the area like a hunted animal, and then composed himself. The man had his own brand of courage.

“I’ve gotten something to say to you,” Blenkiron drawled. “It’s been a tough fight, but I reckon the hot end of the poker is with you. I compliment you on Clarence Donne. You fooled me fine over that business, and it was only by the mercy of God you didn’t win out. You see, there was just the one of us who was liable to recognise you whatever way you twisted your face, and that was Dick Hannay. I give you good marks for Clarence.... For the rest, I had you beaten flat.”

“I’ve got something to say to you,” Blenkiron said lazily. “It’s been a tough battle, but I think the advantage is on your side. I commend you on Clarence Donne. You tricked me well with that, and it was only by God's grace that you didn’t come out on top. You see, there was only one person who could recognize you no matter how you changed your appearance, and that was Dick Hannay. I give you credit for Clarence... For everything else, I had you totally defeated.”

He looked steadily at him. “You don’t believe it. Well, I’ll give you proof. I’ve been watching your Underground Railway for quite a time. I’ve had my men on the job, and I reckon most of the lines are now closed for repairs. All but the trunk line into France. That I’m keeping open, for soon there’s going to be some traffic on it.”

He stared at him. “You don’t believe it. Well, I’ll show you proof. I’ve been keeping an eye on your Underground Railway for a while now. I’ve had my guys on it, and I think most of the lines are closed for repairs. All except the main line into France. I’m keeping that one open because soon there’s going to be some traffic on it.”

At that I saw Ivery’s eyelids quiver. For all his self-command he was breaking.

At that moment, I noticed Ivery's eyelids twitch. Despite all his self-control, he was cracking.

“I admit we cut it mighty fine, along of your fooling me about Clarence. But you struck a bad snag in General Hannay, Graf. Your heart-to-heart talk with him was poor business. You reckoned you had him safe, but that was too big a risk to take with a man like Dick, unless you saw him cold before you left him.... He got away from this place, and early this morning I knew all he knew. After that it was easy. I got the telegram you had sent this morning in the name of Clarence Donne and it made me laugh. Before midday I had this whole outfit under my hand. Your servants have gone by the Underground Railway—to France. Ehrlich—well, I’m sorry about Ehrlich.”

“I have to admit we came really close because of you messing with me about Clarence. But you messed up with General Hannay, Graf. That heart-to-heart you had with him was a bad move. You thought you had him under control, but that was too big of a gamble to take with someone like Dick, unless you saw him completely out of the picture before you left him.... He escaped from here, and early this morning I found out everything he knew. After that, it was easy. I got the telegram you sent out this morning in the name of Clarence Donne, and it made me laugh. By midday, I had this whole operation under control. Your staff has taken the Underground Railway—off to France. Ehrlich—well, I’m sorry about Ehrlich.”

I knew now the name of the Portuguese Jew.

I now knew the name of the Portuguese Jew.

“He wasn’t a bad sort of man,” Blenkiron said regretfully, “and he was plumb honest. I couldn’t get him to listen to reason, and he would play with firearms. So I had to shoot.”

“He wasn’t a bad guy,” Blenkiron said with regret, “and he was completely honest. I couldn’t get him to see reason, and he kept messing around with guns. So I had to shoot.”

“Dead?” asked Ivery sharply.

"Dead?" Ivery asked sharply.

“Ye-es. I don’t miss, and it was him or me. He’s under the ice now—where you wanted to send Dick Hannay. He wasn’t your kind, Graf, and I guess he has some chance of getting into Heaven. If I weren’t a hard-shell Presbyterian I’d say a prayer for his soul.”

“Yeah. I don’t miss, and it was him or me. He’s under the ice now—where you wanted to send Dick Hannay. He wasn’t your type, Graf, and I guess he has some chance of getting into Heaven. If I weren’t a staunch Presbyterian I’d say a prayer for his soul.”

I looked only at Ivery. His face had gone very pale, and his eyes were wandering. I am certain his brain was working at lightning speed, but he was a rat in a steel trap and the springs held him. If ever I saw a man going through hell it was now. His pasteboard castle had crumbled about his ears and he was giddy with the fall of it. The man was made of pride, and every proud nerve of him was caught on the raw.

I only looked at Ivery. His face was really pale, and his eyes were darting around. I could tell his mind was racing, but he was like a rat in a steel trap, completely stuck. If I ever saw someone going through hell, it was him right now. His flimsy dreams had collapsed around him, and he was dizzy from the shock. This man was filled with pride, and every proud nerve he had was on edge.

“So much for ordinary business,” said Blenkiron. “There’s the matter of a certain lady. You haven’t behaved over-nice about her, Graf, but I’m not going to blame you. You maybe heard a whistle blow when you were coming in here? No! Why, it sounded like Gabriel’s trump. Peter must have put some lung power into it. Well, that was the signal that Miss Mary was safe in your car ... but in our charge. D’you comprehend?”

“Enough of regular business,” said Blenkiron. “There’s the issue of a certain lady. You haven’t been very respectful towards her, Graf, but I’m not going to hold it against you. Did you happen to hear a whistle when you walked in here? No? Well, it sounded like Gabriel’s trumpet. Peter must have really made it loud. That was the signal that Miss Mary was safe in your car ... but under our care. Do you understand?”

He did. The ghost of a flush appeared in his cheeks.

He did. A hint of color rose to his cheeks.

“You ask about General Hannay? I’m not just exactly sure where Dick is at the moment, but I opine he’s in Italy.”

“You're asking about General Hannay? I'm not exactly sure where Dick is right now, but I think he's in Italy.”

I kicked aside the screen, thereby causing Amos almost to fall on his face.

I kicked the screen out of the way, nearly making Amos fall flat on his face.

“I’m back,” I said, and pulled up an arm-chair, and dropped into it.

“I’m back,” I said, pulling up an armchair and dropping into it.

I think the sight of me was the last straw for Ivery. I was a wild enough figure, grey with weariness, soaked, dirty, with the clothes of the porter Joseph Zimmer in rags from the sharp rocks of the Schwarzsteinthor. As his eyes caught mine they wavered, and I saw terror in them. He knew he was in the presence of a mortal enemy.

I think seeing me was the final straw for Ivery. I looked pretty rough, exhausted and soaked, dirty, wearing the tattered clothes of the porter Joseph Zimmer, torn from the sharp rocks of the Schwarzsteinthor. When our eyes met, his wavered, and I could see fear in them. He knew he was facing a deadly enemy.

“Why, Dick,” said Blenkiron with a beaming face, “this is mighty opportune. How in creation did you get here?”

“Why, Dick,” said Blenkiron with a big smile, “this is really convenient. How on earth did you get here?”

“I walked,” I said. I did not want to have to speak, for I was too tired. I wanted to watch Ivery’s face.

“I walked,” I said. I didn’t want to talk because I was too tired. I wanted to see Ivery’s face.

Blenkiron gathered up his Patience cards, slipped them into a little leather case and put it in his pocket.

Blenkiron gathered his Patience cards, slid them into a small leather case, and placed it in his pocket.

“I’ve one thing more to tell you. The Wild Birds have been summoned home, but they won’t ever make it. We’ve gathered them in—Pavia, and Hofgaard, and Conradi. Ehrlich is dead. And you are going to join the rest in our cage.”

“I have one more thing to tell you. The Wild Birds have been called home, but they won't ever get there. We’ve rounded them up—Pavia, Hofgaard, and Conradi. Ehrlich is dead. And you’re going to join the others in our cage.”

As I looked at my friend, his figure seemed to gain in presence. He sat square in his chair with a face like a hanging judge, and his eyes, sleepy no more, held Ivery as in a vice. He had dropped, too, his drawl and the idioms of his ordinary speech, and his voice came out hard and massive like the clash of granite blocks.

As I looked at my friend, he seemed to become more imposing. He sat upright in his chair with a face like a stern judge, and his eyes, no longer tired, fixed on Ivery like a vise. He had also dropped his drawl and the casual phrases he usually used, and his voice came out strong and heavy like the sound of granite blocks colliding.

“You’re at the bar now, Graf von Schwabing. For years you’ve done your best against the decencies of life. You have deserved well of your country, I don’t doubt it. But what has your country deserved of the world? One day soon Germany has to do some heavy paying, and you are the first instalment.”

“You’re at the bar now, Graf von Schwabing. For years you’ve done your best against the decencies of life. You have earned respect from your country, that’s for sure. But what has your country earned from the world? One day soon, Germany will have to make some serious reparations, and you’re the first payment.”

“I appeal to the Swiss law. I stand on Swiss soil, and I demand that I be surrendered to the Swiss authorities.” Ivery spoke with dry lips and the sweat was on his brow.

“I appeal to Swiss law. I am on Swiss soil, and I demand to be handed over to the Swiss authorities.” Ivery spoke with dry lips, and sweat was on his brow.

“Oh, no, no,” said Blenkiron soothingly. “The Swiss are a nice people, and I would hate to add to the worries of a poor little neutral state.... All along both sides have been outside the law in this game, and that’s going to continue. We’ve abode by the rules and so must you.... For years you’ve murdered and kidnapped and seduced the weak and ignorant, but we’re not going to judge your morals. We leave that to the Almighty when you get across Jordan. We’re going to wash our hands of you as soon as we can. You’ll travel to France by the Underground Railway and there be handed over to the French Government. From what I know they’ve enough against you to shoot you every hour of the day for a twelvemonth.”

“Oh, no, no,” Blenkiron said soothingly. “The Swiss are good people, and I wouldn’t want to add to the troubles of a poor little neutral country.... Both sides have been outside the law in this situation, and that’s not going to change. We’ve followed the rules, and you need to as well.... For years you’ve killed, kidnapped, and exploited the weak and ignorant, but we’re not here to judge your morals. We’ll leave that to the Almighty when you cross over to Jordan. We’re going to wash our hands of you as soon as we can. You’ll travel to France via the Underground Railway and be handed over to the French Government. From what I know, they have enough evidence against you to execute you every hour of the day for a year.”

I think he had expected to be condemned by us there and then and sent to join Ehrlich beneath the ice. Anyhow, there came a flicker of hope into his eyes. I daresay he saw some way to dodge the French authorities if he once got a chance to use his miraculous wits. Anyhow, he bowed with something very like self-possession, and asked permission to smoke. As I have said, the man had his own courage.

I think he expected us to condemn him right then and there and send him to join Ehrlich beneath the ice. Anyway, there was a glimmer of hope in his eyes. I guess he thought he could outsmart the French authorities if he got the chance to use his cleverness. Regardless, he bowed with what looked like confidence and asked if he could smoke. As I mentioned, the man had his own kind of courage.

“Blenkiron,” I cried, “we’re going to do nothing of the kind.”

“Blenkiron,” I exclaimed, “we're not going to do anything like that.”

He inclined his head gravely towards me. “What’s your notion, Dick?”

He tilted his head seriously at me. “What do you think, Dick?”

“We’ve got to make the punishment fit the crime,” I said. I was so tired that I had to form my sentences laboriously, as if I were speaking a half-understood foreign tongue.

“We've got to make the punishment fit the crime,” I said. I was so exhausted that I had to piece my sentences together slowly, like I was speaking a foreign language I barely understood.

“Meaning?”

"What's the meaning?"

“I mean that if you hand him over to the French he’ll either twist out of their hands somehow or get decently shot, which is far too good for him. This man and his kind have sent millions of honest folk to their graves. He has sat spinning his web like a great spider and for every thread there has been an ocean of blood spilled. It’s his sort that made the war, not the brave, stupid, fighting Boche. It’s his sort that’s responsible for all the clotted beastliness.... And he’s never been in sight of a shell. I’m for putting him in the front line. No, I don’t mean any Uriah the Hittite business. I want him to have a sporting chance, just what other men have. But, by God, he’s going to learn what is the upshot of the strings he’s been pulling so merrily.... He told me in two days’ time Germany would smash our armies to hell. He boasted that he would be mostly responsible for it. Well, let him be there to see the smashing.”

“I mean that if you turn him over to the French, he’ll either escape somehow or get shot, which is way too good for him. This guy and his type have sent millions of decent people to their graves. He’s been spinning his web like a huge spider, and for every thread, there’s been an ocean of blood spilled. It’s his kind that started the war, not the brave, foolish fighting Germans. It’s his kind that’s to blame for all the horrific brutality... And he’s never faced any danger. I’m for putting him in the front line. No, I don’t mean any Uriah the Hittite stuff. I want him to have a fair chance, just like every other man. But, by God, he’s going to find out what happens because of the strings he’s been pulling so happily... He told me in two days’ time Germany would destroy our armies completely. He bragged that he would have a big part in it. Well, let him be there to witness the destruction.”

“I reckon that’s just,” said Blenkiron.

"I think that's fair," said Blenkiron.

Ivery’s eyes were on me now, fascinated and terrified like those of a bird before a rattlesnake. I saw again the shapeless features of the man in the Tube station, the residuum of shrinking mortality behind his disguises. He seemed to be slipping something from his pocket towards his mouth, but Geordie Hamilton caught his wrist.

Ivery’s eyes were fixed on me now, both fascinated and terrified like a bird staring at a rattlesnake. I saw again the formless features of the man in the Tube station, the remnants of fading mortality behind his disguises. He seemed to be moving something from his pocket towards his mouth, but Geordie Hamilton grabbed his wrist.

“Wad ye offer?” said the scandalised voice of my servant. “Sirr, the prisoner would appear to be trying to puishon hisself. Wull I search him?”

“What will you offer?” said the shocked voice of my servant. “Sir, the prisoner seems to be trying to poison himself. Should I search him?”

After that he stood with each arm in the grip of a warder.

After that, he stood with each arm held by a guard.

“Mr Ivery,” I said, “last night, when I was in your power, you indulged your vanity by gloating over me. I expected it, for your class does not breed gentlemen. We treat our prisoners differently, but it is fair that you should know your fate. You are going into France, and I will see that you are taken to the British front. There with my old division you will learn something of the meaning of war. Understand that by no conceivable chance can you escape. Men will be detailed to watch you day and night and to see that you undergo the full rigour of the battlefield. You will have the same experience as other people, no more, no less. I believe in a righteous God and I know that sooner or later you will find death—death at the hands of your own people—an honourable death which is far beyond your deserts. But before it comes you will have understood the hell to which you have condemned honest men.”

“Mr. Ivery,” I said, “last night, when you had the upper hand, you took the opportunity to gloat over me. I expected that, as your class doesn’t produce gentlemen. We treat our prisoners differently, but it’s only fair that you know your fate. You’re going to France, and I’ll make sure you get sent to the British front. There, with my old division, you’ll learn what war truly means. Understand that there’s no way you can escape. Men will be assigned to watch you day and night to ensure you experience the full intensity of the battlefield. You’ll have the same experience as everyone else—no more, no less. I believe in a just God, and I know that sooner or later you’ll meet your end—death at the hands of your own people—an honorable death that’s way beyond what you deserve. But before that happens, you’ll come to understand the hell you’ve condemned honest men to.”

In moments of great fatigue, as in moments of great crisis, the mind takes charge and may run on a track independent of the will. It was not myself that spoke, but an impersonal voice which I did not know, a voice in whose tones rang a strange authority. Ivery recognised the icy finality of it, and his body seemed to wilt, and droop. Only the hold of the warders kept him from falling.

In times of extreme exhaustion, just like in times of serious crisis, the mind takes over and can operate separately from our will. It wasn’t me who was speaking, but an impersonal voice I didn’t recognize, a voice that had an unusual sense of authority. Ivery sensed its cold finality, and his body seemed to weaken and sag. Only the grip of the guards kept him from collapsing.

I, too, was about at the end of my endurance. I felt dimly that the room had emptied except for Blenkiron and Amos, and that the former was trying to make me drink brandy from the cup of a flask. I struggled to my feet with the intention of going to Mary, but my legs would not carry me.... I heard as in a dream Amos giving thanks to an Omnipotence in whom he officially disbelieved. “What’s that the auld man in the Bible said? Now let thou thy servant depart in peace. That’s the way I’m feelin’ mysel’.” And then slumber came on me like an armed man, and in the chair by the dying wood-ash I slept off the ache of my limbs, the tension of my nerves, and the confusion of my brain.

I was nearing my limit, too. It felt like the room had cleared out except for Blenkiron and Amos, and Blenkiron was trying to get me to drink brandy from a flask. I managed to stand up with the intention of going to Mary, but my legs wouldn't support me... I heard Amos, almost like in a dream, giving thanks to a higher power he claimed not to believe in. “What’s that old man in the Bible said? Now let your servant depart in peace. That’s how I’m feeling myself.” Then, sleep washed over me like a wave, and in the chair next to the dying embers, I drifted off, letting go of the ache in my limbs, the tension in my nerves, and the confusion in my mind.

CHAPTER XX
The Storm Breaks in the West

The following evening—it was the 20th day of March—I started for France after the dark fell. I drove Ivery’s big closed car, and within sat its owner, bound and gagged, as others had sat before him on the same errand. Geordie Hamilton and Amos were his companions. From what Blenkiron had himself discovered and from the papers seized in the Pink Chalet I had full details of the road and its mysterious stages. It was like the journey of a mad dream. In a back street of a little town I would exchange passwords with a nameless figure and be given instructions. At a wayside inn at an appointed hour a voice speaking a thick German would advise that this bridge or that railway crossing had been cleared. At a hamlet among pine woods an unknown man would clamber up beside me and take me past a sentry-post. Smooth as clockwork was the machine, till in the dawn of a spring morning I found myself dropping into a broad valley through little orchards just beginning to blossom, and I knew that I was in France. After that, Blenkiron’s own arrangements began, and soon I was drinking coffee with a young lieutenant of Chasseurs, and had taken the gag from Ivery’s mouth. The bluecoats looked curiously at the man in the green ulster whose face was the colour of clay and who lit cigarette from cigarette with a shaky hand.

The next evening—it was the 20th of March—I set off for France after dark. I drove Ivery’s large closed car, with him inside, bound and gagged, just like others had been in the same situation before. Geordie Hamilton and Amos were with him. Thanks to Blenkiron’s own discoveries and the documents seized at the Pink Chalet, I had all the details for the route and its strange stages. It felt like the journey of a crazy dream. In a back street of a small town, I would exchange passwords with a mysterious figure and receive instructions. At a roadside inn at a scheduled time, a voice speaking thick German would inform me that this bridge or that railway crossing had been cleared. In a village among pine woods, an unknown man would climb into the car next to me and guide me past a sentry post. Everything ran smoothly until, at dawn on a spring morning, I found myself descending into a wide valley filled with small orchards just starting to bloom, and I knew I was in France. After that, Blenkiron's own plans took over, and soon I was drinking coffee with a young lieutenant of Chasseurs, having removed the gag from Ivery's mouth. The bluecoats looked at the man in the green coat with curiosity, his face the color of clay, lighting one cigarette after another with a shaky hand.

The lieutenant rang up a General of Division who knew all about us. At his headquarters I explained my purpose, and he telegraphed to an Army Headquarters for a permission which was granted. It was not for nothing that in January I had seen certain great personages in Paris, and that Blenkiron had wired ahead of me to prepare the way. Here I handed over Ivery and his guard, for I wanted them to proceed to Amiens under French supervision, well knowing that the men of that great army are not used to let slip what they once hold.

The lieutenant called a Division General who was well-informed about us. At his headquarters, I explained my mission, and he sent a telegram to Army Headquarters for permission, which was granted. It was not for nothing that I had met certain important figures in Paris in January and that Blenkiron had messaged ahead of me to clear the way. Here, I handed over Ivery and his guards because I wanted them to be taken to Amiens under French supervision, fully aware that the soldiers of that great army don’t easily let go of what they’ve got.

It was a morning of clear spring sunlight when we breakfasted in that little red-roofed town among vineyards with a shining river looping at our feet. The General of Division was an Algerian veteran with a brush of grizzled hair, whose eye kept wandering to a map on the wall where pins and stretched thread made a spider’s web.

It was a bright spring morning when we had breakfast in that small town with red roofs, surrounded by vineyards and a sparkling river at our feet. The Division General was a veteran from Algeria with a tuft of gray hair, and his gaze kept drifting to a map on the wall where pins and stretched thread formed a spider’s web.

“Any news from the north?” I asked.

“Any news from the north?” I asked.

“Not yet,” he said. “But the attack comes soon. It will be against our army in Champagne.” With a lean finger he pointed out the enemy dispositions.

“Not yet,” he said. “But the attack is coming soon. It will be against our army in Champagne.” He pointed out the enemy positions with a slender finger.

“Why not against the British?” I asked. With a knife and fork I made a right angle and put a salt dish in the centre. “That is the German concentration. They can so mass that we do not know which side of the angle they will strike till the blow falls.”

“Why not against the British?” I asked. With a knife and fork, I formed a right angle and placed a salt dish in the center. “That represents the German concentration. They can group themselves in a way that we won’t know which side of the angle they will hit until the impact happens.”

“It is true,” he replied. “But consider. For the enemy to attack towards the Somme would be to fight over many miles of an old battle-ground where all is still desert and every yard of which you British know. In Champagne at a bound he might enter unbroken country. It is a long and difficult road to Amiens, but not so long to Chilons. Such is the view of Pétain. Does it convince you?”

“It’s true,” he answered. “But think about it. For the enemy to attack towards the Somme would mean fighting over a vast area of an old battlefield where everything is still desolate and every inch of it is familiar to you Brits. In Champagne, he could move into untouched territory. The road to Amiens is long and challenging, but it’s not as long to Chilons. That’s Pétain’s perspective. Does that convince you?”

“The reasoning is good. Nevertheless he will strike at Amiens, and I think he will begin today.”

“The reasoning is solid. Still, he will attack Amiens, and I believe he will start today.”

He laughed and shrugged his shoulders. “Nous verrons. You are obstinate, my general, like all your excellent countrymen.”

He laughed and shrugged his shoulders. “We’ll see. You’re stubborn, my general, just like all your fine countrymen.”

But as I left his headquarters an aide-de-camp handed him a message on a pink slip. He read it, and turned to me with a grave face.

But as I was leaving his office, an aide handed him a message on a pink slip. He read it and turned to me with a serious expression.

“You have a flair, my friend. I am glad we did not wager. This morning at dawn there is great fighting around St Quentin. Be comforted, for they will not pass. Your Maréchal will hold them.”

“You have a gift, my friend. I'm glad we didn't bet. This morning at dawn, there's heavy fighting around St Quentin. Take heart, for they won't get through. Your Maréchal will stand firm against them.”

That was the first news I had of the battle.

That was the first I heard about the battle.

At Dijon according to plan I met the others. I only just caught the Paris train, and Blenkiron’s great wrists lugged me into the carriage when it was well in motion. There sat Peter, a docile figure in a carefully patched old R.F.C. uniform. Wake was reading a pile of French papers, and in a corner Mary, with her feet up on the seat, was sound asleep.

At Dijon, as planned, I met up with the others. I barely made it onto the Paris train, and Blenkiron’s strong arms pulled me into the carriage as it was moving. Peter was there, looking calm in his neatly patched old R.F.C. uniform. Wake was going through a stack of French newspapers, and in the corner, Mary was fast asleep with her feet up on the seat.

We did not talk much, for the life of the past days had been so hectic that we had no wish to recall it. Blenkiron’s face wore an air of satisfaction, and as he looked out at the sunny spring landscape he hummed his only tune. Even Wake had lost his restlessness. He had on a pair of big tortoiseshell reading glasses, and when he looked up from his newspaper and caught my eye he smiled. Mary slept like a child, delicately flushed, her breath scarcely stirring the collar of the greatcoat which was folded across her throat. I remember looking with a kind of awe at the curve of her young face and the long lashes that lay so softly on her cheek, and wondering how I had borne the anxiety of the last months. Wake raised his head from his reading, glanced at Mary and then at me, and his eyes were kind, almost affectionate. He seemed to have won peace of mind among the hills.

We didn’t talk much because the past few days had been so chaotic that we didn’t want to think about it. Blenkiron looked satisfied, and as he gazed out at the sunny spring scenery, he hummed his one tune. Even Wake had calmed down. He wore a pair of large tortoiseshell reading glasses, and when he looked up from his newspaper and met my gaze, he smiled. Mary slept like a child, a delicate flush on her cheeks, her breath barely stirring the collar of the greatcoat folded around her neck. I remembered looking at the curve of her young face and the long lashes resting softly on her cheek with a sense of awe, wondering how I had managed the stress of the past months. Wake lifted his head from his reading, glanced at Mary, then at me, his eyes warm, almost affectionate. It seemed he had found peace of mind in the hills.

Only Peter was out of the picture. He was a strange, disconsolate figure, as he shifted about to ease his leg, or gazed incuriously from the window. He had shaved his beard again, but it did not make him younger, for his face was too lined and his eyes too old to change. When I spoke to him he looked towards Mary and held up a warning finger.

Only Peter was absent from the scene. He was a strange, unhappy figure, shifting around to relieve his leg or looking out the window without interest. He had shaved his beard again, but it didn't make him look younger; his face was too lined and his eyes too old to change. When I talked to him, he glanced at Mary and raised a warning finger.

“I go back to England,” he whispered. “Your little mysie is going to take care of me till I am settled. We spoke of it yesterday at my cottage. I will find a lodging and be patient till the war is over. And you, Dick?”

“I’m heading back to England,” he whispered. “Your little mysie is going to look after me until I get settled. We talked about it yesterday at my cottage. I’ll find a place to stay and be patient until the war is over. And you, Dick?”

“Oh, I rejoin my division. Thank God, this job is over. I have an easy trund now and can turn my attention to straight-forward soldiering. I don’t mind telling you that I’ll be glad to think that you and Mary and Blenkiron are safe at home. What about you, Wake?”

“Oh, I'm going back to my unit. Thank God this job is finally over. I have an easy trund now and can focus on regular soldiering. I don't mind telling you that I’ll be glad knowing you, Mary, and Blenkiron are safe at home. How about you, Wake?”

“I go back to my Labour battalion,” he said cheerfully. “Like you, I have an easier mind.”

“I’m heading back to my Labour battalion,” he said cheerfully. “Like you, I feel more at ease.”

I shook my head. “We’ll see about that. I don’t like such sinful waste. We’ve had a bit of campaigning together and I know your quality.”

I shook my head. “We’ll see about that. I don’t like such sinful waste. We’ve campaigned together a bit, and I know what you’re made of.”

“The battalion’s quite good enough for me,” and he relapsed into a day-old Journal.

“The battalion’s good enough for me,” and he fell back into a day-old Journal.

Mary had suddenly woke, and was sitting upright with her fists in her eyes like a small child. Her hand flew to her hair, and her eyes ran over us as if to see that we were all there. As she counted the four of us she seemed relieved.

Mary suddenly woke up and sat up with her fists in her eyes, like a little kid. She reached for her hair, and her eyes scanned us to make sure we were all there. When she counted the four of us, she looked relieved.

“I reckon you feel refreshed, Miss Mary,” said Blenkiron. “It’s good to think that now we can sleep in peace, all of us. Pretty soon you’ll be in England and spring will be beginning, and please God it’ll be the start of a better world. Our work’s over, anyhow.”

“I guess you feel refreshed, Miss Mary,” Blenkiron said. “It’s nice to think that now we can all sleep peacefully. Soon you’ll be in England with spring just around the corner, and if all goes well, it’ll mean a new beginning for a better world. Our work is done, at least.”

“I wonder,” said the girl gravely. “I don’t think there’s any discharge in this war. Dick, have you news of the battle? This was the day.”

“I wonder,” the girl said seriously. “I don’t think there’s any end to this war. Dick, do you have any news about the battle? Today was the day.”

“It’s begun,” I said, and told them the little I had learned from the French General. “I’ve made a reputation as a prophet, for he thought the attack was coming in Champagne. It’s St Quentin right enough, but I don’t know what has happened. We’ll hear in Paris.”

“It’s started,” I said, and shared what little I had learned from the French General. “I’ve made a name for myself as a prophet because he believed the attack was coming in Champagne. It’s definitely St Quentin, but I don’t know what’s happened. We’ll find out in Paris.”

Mary had woke with a startled air as if she remembered her old instinct that our work would not be finished without a sacrifice, and that sacrifice the best of us. The notion kept recurring to me with an uneasy insistence. But soon she appeared to forget her anxiety. That afternoon as we journeyed through the pleasant land of France she was in holiday mood, and she forced all our spirits up to her level. It was calm, bright weather, the long curves of ploughland were beginning to quicken into green, the catkins made a blue mist on the willows by the watercourses, and in the orchards by the red-roofed hamlets the blossom was breaking. In such a scene it was hard to keep the mind sober and grey, and the pall of war slid from us. Mary cosseted and fussed over Peter like an elder sister over a delicate little boy. She made him stretch his bad leg full length on the seat, and when she made tea for the party of us it was a protesting Peter who had the last sugar biscuit. Indeed, we were almost a merry company, for Blenkiron told stories of old hunting and engineering days in the West, and Peter and I were driven to cap them, and Mary asked provocative questions, and Wake listened with amused interest. It was well that we had the carriage to ourselves, for no queerer rigs were ever assembled. Mary, as always, was neat and workmanlike in her dress; Blenkiron was magnificent in a suit of russet tweed with a pale-blue shirt and collar, and well-polished brown shoes; but Peter and Wake were in uniforms which had seen far better days, and I wore still the boots and the shapeless and ragged clothes of Joseph Zimmer, the porter from Arosa.

Mary woke up startled, as if she remembered her old instinct that our work wouldn’t be complete without a sacrifice, and that sacrifice would be the best of us. This thought kept coming back to me with an uneasy persistence. But soon, she seemed to forget her worry. That afternoon, as we traveled through the beautiful countryside of France, she was in a festive mood and lifted all of our spirits to her level. The weather was calm and bright, the long stretches of farmland were starting to turn green, catkins created a blue haze on the willows by the streams, and in the orchards near the red-roofed villages, the blossoms were opening up. In such a setting, it was hard to keep a sober and serious mindset, and the weight of war lifted from us. Mary fussed over Peter like an older sister with a delicate little boy. She made him stretch his injured leg out on the seat, and when she made tea for the group, it was a protesting Peter who ended up with the last sugar biscuit. In fact, we were almost a cheerful company, as Blenkiron shared stories of old hunting and engineering days in the West, and Peter and I tried to top them. Mary asked thought-provoking questions, and Wake listened with amused interest. It was good that we had the carriage to ourselves, as no stranger group could ever be assembled. Mary, as always, was neat and practical in her outfit; Blenkiron was impressive in a russet tweed suit with a pale-blue shirt and collar, and well-polished brown shoes; but Peter and Wake wore uniforms that had definitely seen better days, and I still had on the boots and tattered clothes of Joseph Zimmer, the porter from Arosa.

We appeared to forget the war, but we didn’t, for it was in the background of all our minds. Somewhere in the north there was raging a desperate fight, and its issue was the true test of our success or failure. Mary showed it by bidding me ask for news at every stopping-place. I asked gendarmes and permissionnaires, but I learned nothing. Nobody had ever heard of the battle. The upshot was that for the last hour we all fell silent, and when we reached Paris about seven o’clock my first errand was to the bookstall.

We seemed to forget the war, but we didn’t, because it lingered in the back of our minds. Somewhere up north, a fierce battle was raging, and its outcome was the real measure of our success or failure. Mary demonstrated this by asking me to get updates at every stop. I inquired with police officers and officials, but I found out nothing. No one had heard anything about the battle. As a result, for the last hour, we all fell quiet, and when we arrived in Paris around seven o’clock, my first task was to head to the newsstand.

I bought a batch of evening papers, which we tried to read in the taxis that carried us to our hotel. Sure enough there was the announcement in big headlines. The enemy had attacked in great strength from south of Arras to the Oise; but everywhere he had been repulsed and held in our battle-zone. The leading articles were confident, the notes by the various military critics were almost braggart. At last the German had been driven to an offensive, and the Allies would have the opportunity they had longed for of proving their superior fighting strength. It was, said one and all, the opening of the last phase of the war.

I bought a stack of evening newspapers, which we tried to read in the taxis that took us to our hotel. Sure enough, there was the announcement in big headlines. The enemy had launched a major attack from south of Arras to the Oise; but everywhere they had been pushed back and contained in our battle zone. The leading articles were confident, and the comments from various military experts were almost boastful. At last, the Germans had moved to an offensive, and the Allies would finally have the chance they had been waiting for to prove their superior fighting strength. It was, everyone agreed, the start of the final phase of the war.

I confess that as I read my heart sank. If the civilians were so over-confident, might not the generals have fallen into the same trap? Blenkiron alone was unperturbed. Mary said nothing, but she sat with her chin in her hands, which with her was a sure sign of deep preoccupation.

I admit that as I read, my heart sank. If the civilians were so overconfident, could the generals have fallen into the same trap? Only Blenkiron seemed unfazed. Mary said nothing, but she sat with her chin in her hands, which was a clear sign she was deep in thought.

Next morning the papers could tell us little more. The main attack had been on both sides of St Quentin, and though the British had given ground it was only the outposts line that had gone. The mist had favoured the enemy, and his bombardment had been terrific, especially the gas shells. Every journal added the old old comment—that he had paid heavily for his temerity, with losses far exceeding those of the defence.

The next morning, the papers had little more to say. The main attack occurred on both sides of St Quentin, and although the British had lost some ground, it was only the line of outposts that fell. The mist had helped the enemy, and their bombardment was intense, especially with the gas shells. Every newspaper included the same old comment—that the enemy had paid a heavy price for their boldness, with losses far greater than those of the defense.

Wake appeared at breakfast in his private’s uniform. He wanted to get his railway warrant and be off at once, but when I heard that Amiens was his destination I ordered him to stay and travel with me in the afternoon. I was in uniform myself now and had taken charge of the outfit. I arranged that Blenkiron, Mary, and Peter should go on to Boulogne and sleep the night there, while Wake and I would be dropped at Amiens to await instructions.

Wake showed up for breakfast in his private's uniform. He was eager to get his railway ticket and leave right away, but when I found out that Amiens was his destination, I told him to stay and travel with me in the afternoon. I was in uniform too and had taken charge of the group. I made plans for Blenkiron, Mary, and Peter to head on to Boulogne and spend the night there, while Wake and I would be dropped off at Amiens to wait for instructions.

I spent a busy morning. Once again I visited with Blenkiron the little cabinet in the Boulevard St Germain, and told in every detail our work of the past two months. Once again I sat in the low building beside the Invalides and talked to staff officers. But some of the men I had seen on the first visit were not there. The chiefs of the French Army had gone north.

I had a hectic morning. Once again, I met with Blenkiron at the small office on Boulevard St Germain, and I detailed our efforts from the past two months. I also sat in the low building next to the Invalides and chatted with the staff officers. However, some of the guys I met during my first visit weren’t there anymore. The leaders of the French Army had headed north.

We arranged for the handling of the Wild Birds, now safely in France, and sanction was given to the course I had proposed to adopt with Ivery. He and his guard were on their way to Amiens, and I would meet them there on the morrow. The great men were very complimentary to us, so complimentary that my knowledge of grammatical French ebbed away and I could only stutter in reply. That telegram sent by Blenkiron on the night of the 18th, from the information given me in the Pink Chalet, had done wonders in clearing up the situation.

We set up the care for the Wild Birds, now safe in France, and approval was given for the approach I suggested with Ivery. He and his guard were heading to Amiens, and I would join them there tomorrow. The important people were very flattering to us, so flattering that my grasp of proper French faded away and I could only stammer in response. That telegram sent by Blenkiron on the night of the 18th, based on the information I received at the Pink Chalet, had done wonders in clarifying the situation.

But when I asked them about the battle they could tell me little. It was a very serious attack in tremendous force, but the British line was strong and the reserves were believed to be sufficient. Pétain and Foch had gone north to consult with Haig. The situation in Champagne was still obscure, but some French reserves were already moving thence to the Somme sector. One thing they did show me, the British dispositions. As I looked at the plan I saw that my old division was in the thick of the fighting.

But when I asked them about the battle, they could tell me very little. It was a major attack with overwhelming force, but the British line was strong, and the reserves were thought to be enough. Pétain and Foch had gone north to talk with Haig. The situation in Champagne was still unclear, but some French reserves were already moving from there to the Somme sector. One thing they did show me was the British plans. As I looked at the map, I noticed that my old division was right in the middle of the fighting.

“Where do you go now?” I was asked.

“Where are you going now?” I was asked.

“To Amiens, and then, please God, to the battle front,” I said.

“To Amiens, and then, hopefully, to the front lines,” I said.

“Good fortune to you. You do not give body or mind much rest, my general.”

“Good luck to you. You don’t give your body or mind much rest, my general.”

After that I went to the Mission Anglaise, but they had nothing beyond Haig’s communiqué and a telephone message from G.H.Q. that the critical sector was likely to be that between St Quentin and the Oise. The northern pillar of our defence, south of Arras, which they had been nervous about, had stood like a rock. That pleased me, for my old battalion of the Lennox Highlanders was there.

After that, I went to the Mission Anglaise, but they only had Haig’s communiqué and a phone message from G.H.Q. saying that the critical area was probably between St Quentin and the Oise. The northern part of our defense, south of Arras, which they had been worried about, held strong like a rock. That made me happy because my old battalion, the Lennox Highlanders, was there.

Crossing the Place de la Concorde, we fell in with a British staff officer of my acquaintance, who was just starting to motor back to G.H.Q. from Paris leave. He had a longer face than the people at the Invalides.

Crossing the Place de la Concorde, we ran into a British staff officer I knew, who was just about to drive back to G.H.Q. after a break in Paris. He had a longer face than the folks at the Invalides.

“I don’t like it, I tell you,” he said. “It’s this mist that worries me. I went down the whole line from Arras to the Oise ten days ago. It was beautifully sited, the cleverest thing you ever saw. The outpost line was mostly a chain of blobs—redoubts, you know, with machine-guns—so arranged as to bring flanking fire to bear on the advancing enemy. But mist would play the devil with that scheme, for the enemy would be past the place for flanking fire before we knew it... Oh, I know we had good warning, and had the battle-zone manned in time, but the outpost line was meant to hold out long enough to get everything behind in apple-pie order, and I can’t see but how big chunks of it must have gone in the first rush.... Mind you, we’ve banked everything on that battle-zone. It’s damned good, but if it’s gone—” He flung up his hands.

“I really don’t like this,” he said. “It’s the mist that concerns me. I traveled the entire line from Arras to the Oise ten days ago. It was perfectly located, the smartest setup you’ve ever seen. The outpost line was mostly just a series of blobs—redoubts, you know, with machine guns—arranged to provide flanking fire against the advancing enemy. But the mist would ruin that plan, since the enemy would be past the flanking fire positions before we even realized it… Oh, I know we had good warning and got the battle zone manned on time, but the outpost line was supposed to hold out long enough to get everything sorted behind it, and I can’t help but think that big parts of it must have fallen in the first wave… Just remember, we’ve put everything on that battle zone. It’s really solid, but if it’s lost—” He threw up his hands.

“Have we good reserves?” I asked.

“Do we have enough reserves?” I asked.

He shrugged his shoulders.

He shrugged.

“Have we positions prepared behind the battle-zone?”

“Do we have positions set up behind the battlefield?”

“I didn’t notice any,” he said dryly, and was off before I could get more out of him.

“I didn’t see any,” he said flatly, and he was gone before I could get anything else out of him.

“You look rattled, Dick,” said Blenkiron as we walked to the hotel.

“You look shaken, Dick,” Blenkiron said as we walked to the hotel.

“I seem to have got the needle. It’s silly, but I feel worse about this show than I’ve ever felt since the war started. Look at this city here. The papers take it easily, and the people are walking about as if nothing was happening. Even the soldiers aren’t worried. You may call me a fool to take it so hard, but I’ve a sense in my bones that we’re in for the bloodiest and darkest fight of our lives, and that soon Paris will be hearing the Boche guns as she did in 1914.”

“I feel really anxious. It’s silly, but I feel worse about this situation than I’ve felt since the war began. Look at this city. The newspapers are downplaying everything, and people are going about their lives like nothing is happening. Even the soldiers don’t seem concerned. You might think I’m foolish for being so upset, but I have a deep feeling that we’re heading into the toughest and darkest fight of our lives, and soon Paris will be hearing the German guns just like she did in 1914.”

“You’re a cheerful old Jeremiah. Well, I’m glad Miss Mary’s going to be in England soon. Seems to me she’s right and that this game of ours isn’t quite played out yet. I’m envying you some, for there’s a place waiting for you in the fighting line.”

“You’re a cheerful old Jeremiah. Well, I’m glad Miss Mary’s going to be in England soon. It seems to me she’s right and that this game of ours isn’t quite over yet. I’m a bit envious of you, because there’s a spot waiting for you in the frontline.”

“You’ve got to get home and keep people’s heads straight there. That’s the weak link in our chain and there’s a mighty lot of work before you.”

“You need to get home and help keep everyone focused there. That’s the weak link in our chain, and there’s a lot of work ahead of you.”

“Maybe,” he said abstractedly, with his eye on the top of the Vendome column.

“Maybe,” he said thoughtfully, gazing at the top of the Vendome column.

The train that afternoon was packed with officers recalled from leave, and it took all the combined purchase of Blenkiron and myself to get a carriage reserved for our little party. At the last moment I opened the door to admit a warm and agitated captain of the R.F.C. in whom I recognised my friend and benefactor, Archie Roylance.

The train that afternoon was full of officers coming back from leave, and it took all of Blenkiron's and my effort to reserve a carriage for our small group. At the last minute, I opened the door to let in a warm and flustered captain of the R.F.C. who I recognized as my friend and supporter, Archie Roylance.

“Just when I was gettin’ nice and clean and comfy a wire comes tellin’ me to bundle back, all along of a new battle. It’s a cruel war, Sir.” The afflicted young man mopped his forehead, grinned cheerfully at Blenkiron, glanced critically at Peter, then caught sight of Mary and grew at once acutely conscious of his appearance. He smoothed his hair, adjusted his tie and became desperately sedate.

“Just when I was getting nice and clean and comfy, a message comes in telling me to pack up and head back because of a new battle. It’s a tough war, Sir.” The troubled young man wiped his forehead, smiled cheerfully at Blenkiron, looked critically at Peter, then noticed Mary and suddenly became very aware of how he looked. He fixed his hair, adjusted his tie, and tried to act very serious.

I introduced him to Peter and he promptly forgot Mary’s existence. If Peter had had any vanity in him it would have been flattered by the frank interest and admiration in the boy’s eyes. “I’m tremendously glad to see you safe back, sir. I’ve always hoped I might have a chance of meeting you. We want you badly now on the front. Lensch is gettin’ a bit uppish.”

I introduced him to Peter, and he immediately forgot about Mary. If Peter had any vanity, it would have been pleased by the boy’s open interest and admiration. “I’m really glad to see you safe back, sir. I’ve always hoped I’d get a chance to meet you. We really need you at the front right now. Lensch is getting a bit cocky.”

Then his eye fell on Peter’s withered leg and he saw that he had blundered. He blushed scarlet and looked his apologies. But they weren’t needed, for it cheered Peter to meet someone who talked of the possibility of his fighting again. Soon the two were deep in technicalities, the appalling technicalities of the airman. It was no good listening to their talk, for you could make nothing of it, but it was bracing up Peter like wine. Archie gave him a minute description of Lensch’s latest doings and his new methods. He, too, had heard the rumour that Peter had mentioned to me at St Anton, of a new Boche plane, with mighty engines and stumpy wings cunningly cambered, which was a devil to climb; but no specimens had yet appeared over the line. They talked of Bali, and Rhys Davids, and Bishop, and McCudden, and all the heroes who had won their spurs since the Somme, and of the new British makes, most of which Peter had never seen and had to have explained to him.

Then his gaze landed on Peter's withered leg, and he realized he had messed up. He turned beet red and silently apologized. But apologies weren’t necessary, because it lifted Peter's spirits to meet someone who talked about the possibility of him fighting again. Soon, they were wrapped up in the complicated details of aeronautics—mind-boggling details that made no sense to anyone else, but it invigorated Peter like wine. Archie gave him a brief rundown of Lensch's latest activities and new techniques. He, too, had heard the rumor that Peter had mentioned to me at St Anton, about a new German plane with powerful engines and short, cleverly shaped wings that was tricky to climb; however, no samples had shown up over the front lines yet. They chatted about Bali, Rhys Davids, Bishop, McCudden, and all the heroes who had earned their merits since the Somme, along with the new British aircraft, most of which Peter had never encountered and had to have explained to him.

Outside a haze had drawn over the meadows with the twilight. I pointed it out to Blenkiron.

Outside, a haze settled over the meadows as dusk fell. I pointed it out to Blenkiron.

“There’s the fog that’s doing us. This March weather is just like October, mist morning and evening. I wish to Heaven we could have some good old drenching spring rain.”

“There’s the fog that’s messing with us. This March weather feels just like October, with mist in the morning and evening. I wish to God we could get some good old heavy spring rain.”

Archie was discoursing of the Shark-Gladas machine.

Archie was talking about the Shark-Gladas machine.

“I’ve always stuck to it, for it’s a marvel in its way, but it has my heart fairly broke. The General here knows its little tricks. Don’t you, sir? Whenever things get really excitin’, the engine’s apt to quit work and take a rest.”

“I’ve always been loyal to it, because it’s amazing in its own way, but it’s really broken my heart. The General here knows its quirks. Don’t you, sir? Whenever things get really exciting, the engine tends to stop working and take a break.”

“The whole make should be publicly burned,” I said, with gloomy recollections.

“The whole thing should be publicly burned,” I said, with dark memories.

“I wouldn’t go so far, sir. The old Gladas has surprisin’ merits. On her day there’s nothing like her for pace and climbing-power, and she steers as sweet as a racin’ cutter. The trouble about her is she’s too complicated. She’s like some breeds of car—you want to be a mechanical genius to understand her.... If they’d only get her a little simpler and safer, there wouldn’t be her match in the field. I’m about the only man that has patience with her and knows her merits, but she’s often been nearly the death of me. All the same, if I were in for a big fight against some fellow like Lensch, where it was neck or nothing, I’m hanged if I wouldn’t pick the Gladas.”

“I wouldn’t go that far, sir. The old Gladas has some surprising strengths. On a good day, there’s nothing like her for speed and climbing ability, and she handles as smoothly as a racing yacht. The problem with her is that she’s too complicated. She’s like some models of cars—you need to be a mechanical genius to figure her out.... If they could just make her a bit simpler and safer, there wouldn’t be anything that could compete with her. I’m about the only person who has the patience to deal with her and understands her strengths, but she’s often almost been the end of me. Still, if I were gearing up for a big showdown against someone like Lensch, where it was all or nothing, I swear I’d still choose the Gladas.”

Archie laughed apologetically. “The subject is banned for me in our mess. I’m the old thing’s only champion, and she’s like a mare I used to hunt that loved me so much she was always tryin’ to chew the arm off me. But I wish I could get her a fair trial from one of the big pilots. I’m only in the second class myself after all.”

Archie laughed sheepishly. “That topic is off-limits for me in our mess. I’m the old thing’s only supporter, and she reminds me of a mare I used to hunt that loved me so much she was always trying to nip at my arm. But I wish I could get her a fair shot with one of the top pilots. I’m only in second class myself, after all.”

We were running north of St Just when above the rattle of the train rose a curious dull sound. It came from the east, and was like the low growl of a veld thunderstorm, or a steady roll of muffled drums.

We were running north of St Just when, above the noise of the train, we heard a strange dull sound. It came from the east and was like the deep rumble of a distant thunderstorm or the continuous beat of muffled drums.

“Hark to the guns!” cried Archie. “My aunt, there’s a tidy bombardment goin’ on somewhere.”

“Hear those guns!” shouted Archie. “My aunt, there’s a decent bombardment happening somewhere.”

I had been listening on and off to guns for three years. I had been present at the big preparations before Loos and the Somme and Arras, and I had come to accept the racket of artillery as something natural and inevitable like rain or sunshine. But this sound chilled me with its eeriness, I don’t know why. Perhaps it was its unexpectedness, for I was sure that the guns had not been heard in this area since before the Marne. The noise must be travelling down the Oise valley, and I judged there was big fighting somewhere about Chauny or La Fere. That meant that the enemy was pressing hard on a huge front, for here was clearly a great effort on his extreme left wing. Unless it was our counter-attack. But somehow I didn’t think so.

I had been intermittently listening to gunfire for three years. I had been there for the major preparations before Loos, the Somme, and Arras, and I had come to accept the noise of artillery as something natural and unavoidable, like rain or sunshine. But this sound sent a chill down my spine with its eeriness; I couldn't say why. Maybe it was because it was so unexpected—I was sure the guns hadn't been heard in this area since before the Marne. The noise must be echoing down the Oise valley, and I figured there was heavy fighting near Chauny or La Fère. That meant the enemy was pushing hard along a vast front since it was clearly a significant effort on their extreme left flank. Unless it was our counter-attack. But somehow, I didn’t think that was the case.

I let down the window and stuck my head into the night. The fog had crept to the edge of the track, a gossamer mist through which houses and trees and cattle could be seen dim in the moonlight. The noise continued—not a mutter, but a steady rumbling flow as solid as the blare of a trumpet. Presently, as we drew nearer Amiens, we left it behind us, for in all the Somme valley there is some curious configuration which blankets sound. The countryfolk call it the “Silent Land”, and during the first phase of the Somme battle a man in Amiens could not hear the guns twenty miles off at Albert.

I lowered the window and stuck my head out into the night. The fog had rolled in to the edge of the track, a delicate mist through which houses, trees, and cattle were faintly visible in the moonlight. The noise kept going—not a whisper, but a steady rumbling flow as solid as the sound of a trumpet. Soon, as we got closer to Amiens, we left it behind because there’s something strange about the Somme valley that dampens sound. The locals call it the “Silent Land,” and during the first phase of the Somme battle, someone in Amiens couldn’t hear the guns twenty miles away in Albert.

As I sat down again I found that the company had fallen silent, even the garrulous Archie. Mary’s eyes met mine, and in the indifferent light of the French railway-carriage I could see excitement in them—I knew it was excitement, not fear. She had never heard the noise of a great barrage before. Blenkiron was restless, and Peter was sunk in his own thoughts. I was growing very depressed, for in a little I would have to part from my best friends and the girl I loved. But with the depression was mixed an odd expectation, which was almost pleasant. The guns had brought back my profession to me, I was moving towards their thunder, and God only knew the end of it. The happy dream I had dreamed of the Cotswolds and a home with Mary beside me seemed suddenly to have fallen away to an infinite distance. I felt once again that I was on the razor-edge of life.

As I sat down again, I noticed that the group had gone quiet, even the talkative Archie. Mary’s eyes connected with mine, and in the dim light of the French train carriage, I could see her excitement—I knew it was excitement, not fear. She had never experienced the sound of a massive bombardment before. Blenkiron was fidgety, and Peter was lost in his own thoughts. I was becoming very down because soon I would have to say goodbye to my closest friends and the girl I loved. But alongside the sadness was a strange sense of anticipation that was almost enjoyable. The noise of the guns had reminded me of my job; I was heading toward their roar, and only God knew how it would all end. The happy vision I had of the Cotswolds and a home with Mary by my side suddenly seemed to drift away to an endless distance. I felt once again that I was teetering on the edge of life.

The last part of the journey I was casting back to rake up my knowledge of the countryside. I saw again the stricken belt from Serre to Combles where we had fought in the summer of ’17. I had not been present in the advance of the following spring, but I had been at Cambrai and I knew all the down country from Lagnicourt to St Quentin. I shut my eyes and tried to picture it, and to see the roads running up to the line, and wondered just at what points the big pressure had come. They had told me in Paris that the British were as far south as the Oise, so the bombardment we had heard must be directed to our address. With Passchendaele and Cambrai in my mind, and some notion of the difficulties we had always had in getting drafts, I was puzzled to think where we could have found the troops to man the new front. We must be unholily thin on that long line. And against that awesome bombardment! And the masses and the new tactics that Ivery had bragged of!

The last part of the journey, I was reflecting on my knowledge of the countryside. I recalled the devastated area from Serre to Combles where we had fought in the summer of '17. I hadn’t been there during the advance the following spring, but I had been at Cambrai and I knew all the territory from Lagnicourt to St Quentin. I closed my eyes and tried to visualize it, to see the roads leading up to the front line, and wondered where the major pressure had come from. They told me in Paris that the British forces had advanced as far south as the Oise, so the bombardment we heard must have been aimed at us. With Passchendaele and Cambrai in my thoughts, along with some understanding of the challenges we always faced in getting reinforcements, I was confused about where we could have found the troops to hold the new front. We must be alarmingly thin along that long line. And facing that overwhelming bombardment! And the masses and the new tactics that Ivery had boasted about!

When we ran into the dingy cavern which is Amiens station I seemed to note a new excitement. I felt it in the air rather than deduced it from any special incident, except that the platform was very crowded with civilians, most of them with an extra amount of baggage. I wondered if the place had been bombed the night before.

When we entered the gloomy cave that is Amiens station, I felt a surge of excitement. I sensed it in the atmosphere rather than pinpointing it to any specific event, other than the platform being filled with civilians, most of them carrying extra luggage. I started to think that maybe the place had been bombed the night before.

“We won’t say goodbye yet,” I told the others. “The train doesn’t leave for half an hour. I’m off to try and get news.”

“We won’t say goodbye yet,” I said to the others. “The train doesn’t leave for another half an hour. I’m going to see if I can get some news.”

Accompanied by Archie, I hunted out an R.T.O. of my acquaintance. To my questions he responded cheerfully.

Accompanied by Archie, I sought out an R.T.O. that I knew. He answered my questions with a cheerful attitude.

“Oh, we’re doing famously, sir. I heard this afternoon from a man in Operations that G.H.Q. was perfectly satisfied. We’ve killed a lot of Huns and only lost a few kilometres of ground.... You’re going to your division? Well, it’s up Peronne way, or was last night. Cheyne and Dunthorpe came back from leave and tried to steal a car to get up to it.... Oh, I’m having the deuce of a time. These blighted civilians have got the wind up, and a lot are trying to clear out. The idiots say the Huns will be in Amiens in a week. What’s the phrase? ‘Pourvu que les civils tiennent.’ “Fraid I must push on, Sir.”

“Oh, we’re doing great, sir. I heard this afternoon from someone in Operations that G.H.Q. is perfectly happy. We’ve taken out a lot of Huns and only lost a little bit of ground.... You’re heading to your division? Well, it’s up towards Peronne, or it was last night. Cheyne and Dunthorpe came back from leave and tried to steal a car to get there.... Oh, I’m having a really tough time. These wretched civilians are getting anxious, and many are trying to leave. The fools say the Huns will be in Amiens in a week. What’s the saying? ‘Pourvu que les civils tiennent.’ I’m afraid I have to keep moving, Sir.”

I sent Archie back with these scraps of news and was about to make a rush for the house of one of the Press officers, who would, I thought, be in the way of knowing things, when at the station entrance I ran across Laidlaw. He had been B.G.G.S. in the corps to which my old brigade belonged, and was now on the staff of some army. He was striding towards a car when I grabbed his arm, and he turned on me a very sick face.

I sent Archie back with these bits of news and was about to rush to the house of one of the Press officers, who I thought would know what was going on, when I ran into Laidlaw at the station entrance. He had been B.G.G.S. in the corps my old brigade was part of and was now on the staff of some army. He was walking towards a car when I grabbed his arm, and he turned to me with a really pale face.

“Good Lord, Hannay! Where did you spring from? The news, you say?” He sank his voice, and drew me into a quiet corner. “The news is hellish.”

“Good Lord, Hannay! Where did you come from? The news, you say?” He lowered his voice and pulled me into a quiet corner. “The news is terrible.”

“They told me we were holding,” I observed.

“They said we were holding,” I noted.

“Holding be damned! The Boche is clean through on a broad front. He broke us today at Maissemy and Essigny. Yes, the battle-zone. He’s flinging in division after division like the blows of a hammer. What else could you expect?” And he clutched my arm fiercely. “How in God’s name could eleven divisions hold a front of forty miles? And against four to one in numbers? It isn’t war, it’s naked lunacy.”

“Holding be damned! The Germans have broken through on a wide front. They overwhelmed us today at Maissemy and Essigny. Yes, the battle zone. They’re throwing in division after division like the strikes of a hammer. What else could you expect?” And he grabbed my arm fiercely. “How in God’s name could eleven divisions hold a front of forty miles? And against four to one in numbers? It’s not war, it’s pure madness.”

I knew the worst now, and it didn’t shock me, for I had known it was coming. Laidlaw’s nerves were pretty bad, for his face was pale and his eyes bright like a man with a fever.

I knew the worst now, and it didn’t surprise me, since I had seen it coming. Laidlaw was really on edge; his face was pale and his eyes were bright like someone with a fever.

“Reserves!” and he laughed bitterly. “We have three infantry divisions and two cavalry. They’re into the mill long ago. The French are coming up on our right, but they’ve the devil of a way to go. That’s what I’m down here about. And we’re getting help from Horne and Plumer. But all that takes days, and meantime we’re walking back like we did at Mons. And at this time of day, too.... Oh, yes, the whole line’s retreating. Parts of it were pretty comfortable, but they had to get back or be put in the bag. I wish to Heaven I knew where our right divisions have got to. For all I know they’re at Compiegne by now. The Boche was over the canal this morning, and by this time most likely he’s across the Somme.”

“Reserves!” he laughed bitterly. “We have three infantry divisions and two cavalry. They've been in the thick of it for a while now. The French are advancing on our right, but they’ve got a long way to go. That’s why I’m down here. We're getting help from Horne and Plumer, but that all takes days, and in the meantime, we're retreating just like we did at Mons. And at this time of day, too... Oh, yes, the whole line’s falling back. Some parts were fairly secure, but they had to pull back or risk being trapped. I wish to God I knew where our right divisions have ended up. For all I know, they might be in Compiegne by now. The Germans crossed the canal this morning, and by now, they’ve probably crossed the Somme.”

At that I exclaimed. “D’you mean to tell me we’re going to lose Peronne?”

At that, I exclaimed, “Are you telling me we’re going to lose Peronne?”

“Peronne!” he cried. “We’ll be lucky not to lose Amiens!... And on the top of it all I’ve got some kind of blasted fever. I’ll be raving in an hour.”

“Peronne!” he shouted. “We’ll be lucky if we don’t lose Amiens!... And to top it all off, I’ve come down with some kind of awful fever. I’ll be delirious in an hour.”

He was rushing off, but I held him.

He was hurrying away, but I stopped him.

“What about my old lot?” I asked.

“What about my old lot?” I asked.

“Oh, damned good, but they’re shot all to bits. Every division did well. It’s a marvel they weren’t all scuppered, and it’ll be a flaming miracle if they find a line they can stand on. Westwater’s got a leg smashed. He was brought down this evening, and you’ll find him in the hospital. Fraser’s killed and Lefroy’s a prisoner—at least, that was my last news. I don’t know who’s got the brigades, but Masterton’s carrying on with the division.... You’d better get up the line as fast as you can and take over from him. See the Army Commander. He’ll be in Amiens tomorrow morning for a pow-wow.”

“Oh, damn it, they’re completely wrecked. Every division did well. It’s incredible they weren’t all wiped out, and it’ll be a huge miracle if they find a position they can hold. Westwater’s got a broken leg. He was taken down this evening, and you’ll find him in the hospital. Fraser’s dead and Lefroy’s a prisoner—at least, that’s what I heard last. I don’t know who’s in charge of the brigades, but Masterton’s carrying on with the division.... You’d better get up the line as quickly as you can and take over from him. Talk to the Army Commander. He’ll be in Amiens tomorrow morning for a meeting.”

Laidlaw lay wearily back in his car and disappeared into the night, while I hurried to the train.

Laidlaw leaned back tiredly in his car and faded into the night, while I rushed to catch the train.

The others had descended to the platform and were grouped round Archie, who was discoursing optimistic nonsense. I got them into the carriage and shut the door.

The others had come down to the platform and were gathered around Archie, who was chatting away with some optimistic nonsense. I got them into the carriage and closed the door.

“It’s pretty bad,” I said. “The front’s pierced in several places and we’re back to the Upper Somme. I’m afraid it isn’t going to stop there. I’m off up the line as soon as I can get my orders. Wake, you’ll come with me, for every man will be wanted. Blenkiron, you’ll see Mary and Peter safe to England. We’re just in time, for tomorrow it mightn’t be easy to get out of Amiens.”

“It’s really bad,” I said. “The front’s pierced in several spots and we’re back at the Upper Somme. I’m worried it’s not going to stop there. I’ll head up the line as soon as I get my orders. Wake, you’ll come with me because we’ll need every man. Blenkiron, you’ll make sure Mary and Peter get to England safely. We’re just in time, because it might not be easy to leave Amiens tomorrow.”

I can see yet the anxious faces in that ill-lit compartment. We said goodbye after the British style without much to-do. I remember that old Peter gripped my hand as if he would never release it, and that Mary’s face had grown very pale. If I delayed another second I should have howled, for Mary’s lips were trembling and Peter had eyes like a wounded stag. “God bless you,” I said hoarsely, and as I went off I heard Peter’s voice, a little cracked, saying “God bless you, my old friend.”

I can still picture the worried faces in that dimly lit compartment. We said goodbye in a typical British way, without much fuss. I remember old Peter holding my hand as if he would never let go, and Mary’s face had turned very pale. If I had hesitated even a moment longer, I would have burst into tears, because Mary’s lips were shaking and Peter looked like a hurt deer. “God bless you,” I said hoarsely, and as I walked away, I heard Peter’s voice, slightly shaky, saying, “God bless you, my old friend.”

I spent some weary hours looking for Westwater. He was not in the big clearing station, but I ran him to earth at last in the new hospital which had just been got going in the Ursuline convent. He was the most sterling little man, in ordinary life rather dry and dogmatic, with a trick of taking you up sharply which didn’t make him popular. Now he was lying very stiff and quiet in the hospital bed, and his blue eyes were solemn and pathetic like a sick dog’s.

I spent a long, exhausting time searching for Westwater. He wasn’t at the main station, but I eventually found him in the new hospital that had just opened in the Ursuline convent. He was quite a solid little guy, usually a bit dry and opinionated, with a habit of interrupting you sharply, which didn’t win him many friends. Now he was lying very still and quiet in the hospital bed, and his blue eyes looked serious and sad, like a sick dog’s.

“There’s nothing much wrong with me,” he said, in reply to my question. “A shell dropped beside me and damaged my foot. They say they’ll have to cut it off.... I’ve an easier mind now you’re here, Hannay. Of course you’ll take over from Masterton. He’s a good man but not quite up to his job. Poor Fraser—you’ve heard about Fraser. He was done in at the very start. Yes, a shell. And Lefroy. If he’s alive and not too badly smashed the Hun has got a troublesome prisoner.”

“There's really not much wrong with me,” he said in response to my question. “A shell fell next to me and hurt my foot. They say they’ll have to amputate it.... I feel better now that you're here, Hannay. Of course, you'll take over for Masterton. He's a good guy but not quite right for the job. Poor Fraser—you’ve heard about Fraser. He was taken out right at the beginning. Yeah, a shell. And Lefroy. If he’s alive and not too badly injured, the enemy has got a difficult prisoner.”

He was too sick to talk, but he wouldn’t let me go.

He was too sick to talk, but he wouldn’t let me leave.

“The division was all right. Don’t you believe anyone who says we didn’t fight like heroes. Our outpost line held up the Hun for six hours, and only about a dozen men came back. We could have stuck it out in the battle-zone if both flanks hadn’t been turned. They got through Crabbe’s left and came down the Verey ravine, and a big wave rushed Shropshire Wood.... We fought it out yard by yard and didn’t budge till we saw the Plessis dump blazing in our rear. Then it was about time to go.... We haven’t many battalion commanders left. Watson, Endicot, Crawshay....” He stammered out a list of gallant fellows who had gone.

“The division was fine. Don’t believe anyone who says we didn’t fight like heroes. Our outpost line held off the enemy for six hours, and only about a dozen men made it back. We could have lasted in the battle zone if both flanks hadn’t been flanked. They broke through Crabbe’s left and came down the Verey ravine, and a huge wave swept through Shropshire Wood.... We fought it out inch by inch and didn’t move until we saw the Plessis dump burning behind us. Then it was time to leave.... We don’t have many battalion commanders left. Watson, Endicot, Crawshay....” He stumbled over a list of brave men who had fallen.

“Get back double quick, Hannay. They want you. I’m not happy about Masterton. He’s too young for the job.” And then a nurse drove me out, and I left him speaking in the strange forced voice of great weakness.

“Get back quickly, Hannay. They need you. I'm not comfortable with Masterton. He's too young for the job.” Then a nurse escorted me out, and I left him speaking in a strange, strained voice filled with weakness.

At the foot of the staircase stood Mary.

At the bottom of the staircase stood Mary.

“I saw you go in,” she said, “so I waited for you.”

“I saw you go in,” she said, “so I waited for you.”

“Oh, my dear,” I cried, “you should have been in Boulogne by now. What madness brought you here?”

“Oh, my dear,” I exclaimed, “you should have arrived in Boulogne by now. What madness brought you here?”

“They know me here and they’ve taken me on. You couldn’t expect me to stay behind. You said yourself everybody was wanted, and I’m in a Service like you. Please don’t be angry, Dick.”

“They know me here and they've accepted me. You can't expect me to stay behind. You said yourself that everyone was needed, and I'm in a Service just like you. Please don't be mad, Dick.”

I wasn’t angry, I wasn’t even extra anxious. The whole thing seemed to have been planned by fate since the creation of the world. The game we had been engaged in wasn’t finished and it was right that we should play it out together. With that feeling came a conviction, too, of ultimate victory. Somehow or sometime we should get to the end of our pilgrimage. But I remembered Mary’s forebodings about the sacrifice required. The best of us. That ruled me out, but what about her?

I wasn’t angry, I wasn’t even particularly anxious. It felt like everything had been planned by fate since the beginning of time. The game we were involved in wasn’t over, and it made sense that we should play it out together. Along with that feeling came a belief that we would ultimately succeed. Somehow or at some point, we would reach the end of our journey. But I recalled Mary’s warnings about the sacrifices needed. The best of us. That excluded me, but what about her?

I caught her to my arms. “Goodbye, my very dearest. Don’t worry about me, for mine’s a soft job and I can look after my skin. But oh! take care of yourself, for you are all the world to me.”

I held her in my arms. “Goodbye, my dearest. Don’t worry about me; I have an easy job and I can take care of myself. But oh! Take care of yourself, because you mean everything to me.”

She kissed me gravely like a wise child.

She kissed me seriously like a wise child.

“I am not afraid for you,” she said. “You are going to stand in the breach, and I know—I know you will win. Remember that there is someone here whose heart is so full of pride of her man that it hasn’t room for fear.”

“I’m not worried about you,” she said. “You’re going to stand strong, and I know—I know you’ll succeed. Just remember there’s someone here whose heart is so filled with pride for her man that there’s no room for fear.”

As I went out of the convent door I felt that once again I had been given my orders.

As I stepped out of the convent door, I felt like I was once again receiving my instructions.

It did not surprise me that, when I sought out my room on an upper floor of the Hôtel de France, I found Blenkiron in the corridor. He was in the best of spirits.

It didn't surprise me that when I was looking for my room on an upper floor of the Hôtel de France, I ran into Blenkiron in the hallway. He was in great spirits.

“You can’t keep me out of the show, Dick,” he said, “so you needn’t start arguing. Why, this is the one original chance of a lifetime for John S. Blenkiron. Our little fight at Erzerum was only a side-show, but this is a real high-class Armageddon. I guess I’ll find a way to make myself useful.”

“You can’t keep me out of the show, Dick,” he said, “so you don’t need to start arguing. This is the one original chance of a lifetime for John S. Blenkiron. Our little fight at Erzerum was just a side-show, but this is a real high-class Armageddon. I’m sure I’ll find a way to be useful.”

I had no doubt he would, and I was glad he had stayed behind. But I felt it was hard on Peter to have the job of returning to England alone at such a time, like useless flotsam washed up by a flood.

I had no doubt he would, and I was glad he had stayed behind. But I felt it was tough on Peter to have to go back to England alone at such a time, like useless debris washed up by a flood.

“You needn’t worry,” said Blenkiron. “Peter’s not making England this trip. To the best of my knowledge he has beat it out of this township by the eastern postern. He had some talk with Sir Archibald Roylance, and presently other gentlemen of the Royal Flying Corps appeared, and the upshot was that Sir Archibald hitched on to Peter’s grip and departed without saying farewell. My notion is that he’s gone to have a few words with his old friends at some flying station. Or he might have the idea of going back to England by aeroplane, and so having one last flutter before he folds his wings. Anyhow, Peter looked a mighty happy man. The last I saw he was smoking his pipe with a batch of young lads in a Flying Corps waggon and heading straight for Germany.”

“You don’t need to worry,” said Blenkiron. “Peter’s not heading to England this time. As far as I know, he took off from this town through the east gate. He had a chat with Sir Archibald Roylance, and soon after, other guys from the Royal Flying Corps showed up. In the end, Sir Archibald grabbed onto Peter’s stuff and took off without saying goodbye. I think he’s gone to catch up with some old friends at a flying station. Or he might be thinking of flying back to England, taking one last chance before he settles down. Anyway, Peter seemed really happy. The last I saw him, he was sitting in a Flying Corps wagon, smoking his pipe with a bunch of young guys and headed straight for Germany.”

CHAPTER XXI
How an Exile Returned to His Own People

Next morning I found the Army Commander on his way to Doullens.

Next morning, I saw the Army Commander heading to Doullens.

“Take over the division?” he said. “Certainly. I’m afraid there isn’t much left of it. I’ll tell Carr to get through to the Corps Headquarters, when he can find them. You’ll have to nurse the remnants, for they can’t be pulled out yet—not for a day or two. Bless me, Hannay, there are parts of our line which we’re holding with a man and a boy. You’ve got to stick it out till the French take over. We’re not hanging on by our eyelids—it’s our eyelashes now.”

“Take over the division?” he said. “Of course. I’m afraid there’s not much left of it. I’ll tell Carr to reach out to Corps Headquarters when he can find them. You’ll have to take care of the leftovers, because they can’t be pulled out yet—not for a day or two. Goodness, Hannay, there are parts of our line that we’re holding with just a man and a boy. You’ve got to hang in there until the French take over. We’re not barely holding on—it’s our eyelashes now.”

“What about positions to fall back on, sir?” I asked.

“What about backup positions, sir?” I asked.

“We’re doing our best, but we haven’t enough men to prepare them.” He plucked open a map. “There we’re digging a line—and there. If we can hold that bit for two days we shall have a fair line resting on the river. But we mayn’t have time.”

“We’re doing our best, but we don’t have enough people to get them ready.” He opened a map. “We’re digging a line here—and here. If we can hold that section for two days, we should have a solid line along the river. But we might not have enough time.”

Then I told him about Blenkiron, whom of course he had heard of. “He was one of the biggest engineers in the States, and he’s got a nailing fine eye for country. He’ll make good somehow if you let him help in the job.”

Then I told him about Blenkiron, who he obviously knew of. “He was one of the top engineers in the States, and he has a great sense for the land. He’ll do well somehow if you let him assist with the work.”

“The very fellow,” he said, and he wrote an order. “Take this to Jacks and he’ll fix up a temporary commission. Your man can find a uniform somewhere in Amiens.”

“The very guy,” he said, and he wrote an order. “Take this to Jacks and he’ll set up a temporary commission. Your guy can find a uniform somewhere in Amiens.”

After that I went to the detail camp and found that Ivery had duly arrived.

After that, I went to the detail camp and found that Ivery had indeed arrived.

“The prisoner has given no trouble, sirr,” Hamilton reported. “But he’s a wee thing peevish. They’re saying that the Gairmans is gettin’ on fine, and I was tellin’ him that he should be proud of his ain folk. But he wasn’t verra weel pleased.”

“The prisoner hasn’t caused any trouble, sir,” Hamilton reported. “But he’s a little bit moody. They’re saying that the Germans are doing well, and I told him that he should be proud of his own people. But he wasn’t very pleased.”

Three days had wrought a transformation in Ivery. That face, once so cool and capable, was now sharpened like a hunted beast’s. His imagination was preying on him and I could picture its torture. He, who had been always at the top directing the machine, was now only a cog in it. He had never in his life been anything but powerful; now he was impotent. He was in a hard, unfamiliar world, in the grip of something which he feared and didn’t understand, in the charge of men who were in no way amenable to his persuasiveness. It was like a proud and bullying manager suddenly forced to labour in a squad of navvies, and worse, for there was the gnawing physical fear of what was coming.

Three days had changed Ivery completely. That face, once so calm and competent, was now edged like a hunted animal's. His mind was tormenting him, and I could picture the agony he was in. He, who had always been in charge, directing everything, was now just a small part of it. He had never been anything but powerful; now he felt powerless. He was in a tough, unfamiliar world, caught in something he feared and didn’t understand, under the command of men who wouldn’t respond to his charm. It was like a proud and overbearing manager suddenly being forced to work alongside laborers, and even worse, because there was the gnawing physical fear of what was ahead.

He made an appeal to me.

He contacted me.

“Do the English torture their prisoners?” he asked. “You have beaten me. I own it, and I plead for mercy. I will go on my knees if you like. I am not afraid of death—in my own way.”

“Do the English torture their prisoners?” he asked. “You’ve beaten me. I admit it, and I'm begging for mercy. I’ll get down on my knees if you want. I’m not scared of death—in my own way.”

“Few people are afraid of death—in their own way.”

“Not many people fear death—in their own way.”

“Why do you degrade me? I am a gentleman.”

“Why do you treat me like this? I’m a gentleman.”

“Not as we define the thing,” I said.

“Not in the way we describe it,” I said.

His jaw dropped. “What are you going to do with me?” he quavered.

His jaw dropped. “What are you going to do with me?” he stammered.

“You have been a soldier,” I said. “You are going to see a little fighting—from the ranks. There will be no brutality, you will be armed if you want to defend yourself, you will have the same chance of survival as the men around you. You may have heard that your countrymen are doing well. It is even possible that they may win the battle. What was your forecast to me? Amiens in two days, Abbeville in three. Well, you are a little behind scheduled time, but still you are prospering. You told me that you were the chief architect of all this, and you are going to be given the chance of seeing it, perhaps of sharing in it—from the other side. Does it not appeal to your sense of justice?”

“You've been a soldier,” I said. “You're going to see a bit of action—from the front lines. There won’t be any brutality; you’ll be armed if you want to protect yourself, and you’ll have the same chance of survival as the men around you. You might have heard that your fellow countrymen are doing well. It’s even possible they might win the battle. What was your prediction for me? Amiens in two days, Abbeville in three. Well, you’re a little behind schedule, but still, you’re doing well. You told me that you were the main architect of all this, and you’re going to get the chance to see it, maybe even to be part of it—from the other side. Doesn’t that appeal to your sense of justice?”

He groaned and turned away. I had no more pity for him than I would have had for a black mamba that had killed my friend and was now caught to a cleft tree. Nor, oddly enough, had Wake. If we had shot Ivery outright at St Anton, I am certain that Wake would have called us murderers. Now he was in complete agreement. His passionate hatred of war made him rejoice that a chief contriver of war should be made to share in its terrors.

He groaned and turned away. I had no more sympathy for him than I would have had for a black mamba that had killed my friend and was now trapped in a split tree. Strangely enough, neither did Wake. If we had shot Ivery outright at St Anton, I’m sure Wake would have called us murderers. Now he was completely on board. His intense hatred of war made him feel relieved that a main instigator of war should experience its horrors.

“He tried to talk me over this morning,” he told me. “Claimed he was on my side and said the kind of thing I used to say last year. It made me rather ashamed of some of my past performances to hear that scoundrel imitating them.... By the way, Hannay, what are you going to do with me?”

“He tried to talk me around this morning,” he said. “He claimed he was on my side and said the kind of things I used to say last year. It made me feel pretty ashamed of some of my past actions to hear that jerk copying them.... By the way, Hannay, what are you going to do with me?”

“You’re coming on my staff. You’re a stout fellow and I can’t do without you.”

“You're joining my team. You're a strong guy and I can't do without you.”

“Remember I won’t fight.”

“Remember I won't fight.”

“You won’t be asked to. We’re trying to stem the tide which wants to roll to the sea. You know how the Boche behaves in occupied country, and Mary’s in Amiens.”

“You won’t have to. We’re trying to stop the wave that wants to roll out to the sea. You know how the Germans act in occupied territory, and Mary’s in Amiens.”

At that news he shut his lips.

At that news, he closed his mouth.

“Still—” he began.

“Hold on—” he began.

“Still,” I said. “I don’t ask you to forfeit one of your blessed principles. You needn’t fire a shot. But I want a man to carry orders for me, for we haven’t a line any more, only a lot of blobs like quicksilver. I want a clever man for the job and a brave one, and I know that you’re not afraid.”

“Still,” I said. “I’m not asking you to give up any of your important principles. You don’t have to fire a shot. But I need someone to carry orders for me, because we don’t have a clear line anymore, just a bunch of blobs like quicksilver. I need a smart and brave person for the job, and I know you’re not afraid.”

“No,” he said. “I don’t think I am—much. Well. I’m content!”

“No,” he said. “I don’t really think I am—at least not that much. Well. I’m happy!”

I started Blenkiron off in a car for Corps Headquarters, and in the afternoon took the road myself. I knew every inch of the country—the lift of the hill east of Amiens, the Roman highway that ran straight as an arrow to St Quentin, the marshy lagoons of the Somme, and that broad strip of land wasted by battle between Dompierre and Peronne. I had come to Amiens through it in January, for I had been up to the line before I left for Paris, and then it had been a peaceful place, with peasants tilling their fields, and new buildings going up on the old battle-field, and carpenters busy at cottage roofs, and scarcely a transport waggon on the road to remind one of war. Now the main route was choked like the Albert road when the Somme battle first began—troops going up and troops coming down, the latter in the last stage of weariness; a ceaseless traffic of ambulances one way and ammunition waggons the other; busy staff cars trying to worm a way through the mass; strings of gun horses, oddments of cavalry, and here and there blue French uniforms. All that I had seen before; but one thing was new to me. Little country carts with sad-faced women and mystified children in them and piles of household plenishing were creeping westward, or stood waiting at village doors. Beside these tramped old men and boys, mostly in their Sunday best as if they were going to church. I had never seen the sight before, for I had never seen the British Army falling back. The dam which held up the waters had broken and the dwellers in the valley were trying to save their pitiful little treasures. And over everything, horse and man, cart and wheelbarrow, road and tillage, lay the white March dust, the sky was blue as June, small birds were busy in the copses, and in the corners of abandoned gardens I had a glimpse of the first violets.

I started Blenkiron off in a car to Corps Headquarters, and in the afternoon I took the road myself. I knew every inch of the area—the rise of the hill east of Amiens, the Roman road that ran straight as an arrow to St Quentin, the marshy lagoons of the Somme, and that wide stretch of land ruined by battle between Dompierre and Peronne. I had passed through Amiens in January because I had been to the front line before I left for Paris, and back then it had been a peaceful place, with farmers working their fields, new buildings going up on the old battlefield, carpenters busy with cottage roofs, and hardly any transport wagons on the road to remind anyone of the war. Now the main route was crowded like the Albert road when the Somme battle first started—troops going up and troops coming down, the latter in the last stage of exhaustion; a constant flow of ambulances one way and ammunition wagons the other; busy staff cars trying to weave through the chaos; lines of horse-drawn artillery, random bits of cavalry, and here and there blue French uniforms. All of that I had seen before; but one thing was new to me. Little country carts with sad-faced women and confused children in them and piles of household belongings were moving westward, or waiting at village doors. Beside them walked old men and boys, mostly in their Sunday best as if they were heading to church. I had never seen this sight before, as I had never witnessed the British Army retreating. The dam that held back the waters had burst, and the people in the valley were trying to save their pitiful little possessions. And over everything—horses and men, carts and wheelbarrows, roads and fields—lay the white March dust, the sky was as blue as June, small birds flitted about in the copses, and in the corners of overgrown gardens, I caught a glimpse of the first violets.

Presently as we topped a rise we came within full noise of the guns. That, too, was new to me, for it was no ordinary bombardment. There was a special quality in the sound, something ragged, straggling, intermittent, which I had never heard before. It was the sign of open warfare and a moving battle.

Currently, as we crested a hill, we were met with the full roar of the guns. That was also new to me, because this was no ordinary bombardment. There was a distinct quality to the sound, something jagged, disjointed, and sporadic, that I had never experienced before. It was the mark of open warfare and an ongoing battle.

At Peronne, from which the newly returned inhabitants had a second time fled, the battle seemed to be at the doors. There I had news of my division. It was farther south towards St Christ. We groped our way among bad roads to where its headquarters were believed to be, while the voice of the guns grew louder. They turned out to be those of another division, which was busy getting ready to cross the river. Then the dark fell, and while airplanes flew west into the sunset there was a redder sunset in the east, where the unceasing flashes of gunfire were pale against the angry glow of burning dumps. The sight of the bonnet-badge of a Scots Fusilier made me halt, and the man turned out to belong to my division. Half an hour later I was taking over from the much-relieved Masterton in the ruins of what had once been a sugar-beet factory.

At Peronne, where the returning residents had fled once again, the battle felt imminent. I received an update about my unit, which was further south near St Christ. We navigated through poor roads to where its headquarters were thought to be, all while the sound of gunfire grew louder. It turned out to be another unit preparing to cross the river. As darkness fell, planes flew west into the sunset, while a deeper red sunset blazed in the east, where the constant flashes of gunfire looked pale against the fierce glow of burning supplies. I spotted the badge of a Scots Fusilier, which made me stop, and it turned out he was with my unit. Half an hour later, I was taking over from the very relieved Masterton in the ruins of what had once been a sugar-beet factory.

There to my surprise I found Lefroy. The Boche had held him prisoner for precisely eight hours. During that time he had been so interested in watching the way the enemy handled an attack that he had forgotten the miseries of his position. He described with blasphemous admiration the endless wheel by which supplies and reserve troops move up, the silence, the smoothness, the perfect discipline. Then he had realised that he was a captive and unwounded, and had gone mad. Being a heavy-weight boxer of note, he had sent his two guards spinning into a ditch, dodged the ensuing shots, and found shelter in the lee of a blazing ammunition dump where his pursuers hesitated to follow. Then he had spent an anxious hour trying to get through an outpost line, which he thought was Boche. Only by overhearing an exchange of oaths in the accents of Dundee did he realise that it was our own.... It was a comfort to have Lefroy back, for he was both stout-hearted and resourceful. But I found that I had a division only on paper. It was about the strength of a brigade, the brigades battalions, and the battalions companies.

There to my surprise, I found Lefroy. The Germans had held him prisoner for exactly eight hours. During that time, he had been so fascinated by watching how the enemy handled an attack that he forgot about the misery of his situation. He described with irreverent admiration the endless system by which supplies and reserve troops moved up, the silence, the smoothness, the perfect discipline. Then he realized he was a captive and unharmed and went a bit crazy. Being a notable heavyweight boxer, he sent his two guards tumbling into a ditch, dodged the shots that followed, and found shelter behind a blazing ammunition dump where his pursuers hesitated to follow. Then he spent an anxious hour trying to get through a line of outposts, which he thought was German. Only by overhearing an exchange of curses in the accents of Dundee did he realize it was our own. It was a relief to have Lefroy back, as he was both brave and resourceful. But I discovered that I had a division only on paper. It was about the size of a brigade, the brigade's battalions, and the battalions’ companies.

This is not the place to write the story of the week that followed. I could not write it even if I wanted to, for I don’t know it. There was a plan somewhere, which you will find in the history books, but with me it was blank chaos. Orders came, but long before they arrived the situation had changed, and I could no more obey them than fly to the moon. Often I had lost touch with the divisions on both flanks. Intelligence arrived erratically out of the void, and for the most part we worried along without it. I heard we were under the French—first it was said to be Foch, and then Fayolle, whom I had met in Paris. But the higher command seemed a million miles away, and we were left to use our mother wits. My problem was to give ground as slowly as possible and at the same time not to delay too long, for retreat we must, with the Boche sending in brand-new divisions each morning. It was a kind of war worlds distant from the old trench battles, and since I had been taught no other I had to invent rules as I went along. Looking back, it seems a miracle that any of us came out of it. Only the grace of God and the uncommon toughness of the British soldier bluffed the Hun and prevented him pouring through the breach to Abbeville and the sea. We were no better than a mosquito curtain stuck in a doorway to stop the advance of an angry bull.

This isn’t the right place to recount the week that followed. I couldn’t do it even if I wanted to, because I don’t know what happened. There was a plan somewhere, which you’ll find in the history books, but to me it felt like complete chaos. Orders came, but by the time they reached us, the situation had already changed, and I could no more follow them than I could fly to the moon. Often, I had lost contact with the divisions on either side. Information arrived sporadically from nowhere, and for the most part, we just muddled through without it. I heard we were under the French—first it was said to be Foch, and then Fayolle, whom I had met in Paris. But the higher command felt like it was a million miles away, and we had to rely on our own instincts. My challenge was to give ground as slowly as possible while not delaying too long because we had to retreat, with the Germans sending in fresh divisions every morning. This was a kind of warfare worlds apart from the old trench battles, and since I hadn’t been trained in any other way, I had to make up the rules as I went. Looking back, it seems like a miracle that any of us made it out. Only the grace of God and the incredible toughness of the British soldier kept the Germans at bay and prevented them from flooding through to Abbeville and the sea. We were no better than a mosquito net stuck in a doorway trying to stop an angry bull.

The Army Commander was right; we were hanging on with our eyelashes. We must have been easily the weakest part of the whole front, for we were holding a line which was never less than two miles and was often, as I judged, nearer five, and there was nothing in reserve to us except some oddments of cavalry who chased about the whole battle-field under vague orders. Mercifully for us the Boche blundered. Perhaps he did not know our condition, for our airmen were magnificent and you never saw a Boche plane over our line by day, though they bombed us merrily by night. If he had called our bluff we should have been done, but he put his main strength to the north and the south of us. North he pressed hard on the Third Army, but he got well hammered by the Guards north of Bapaume and he could make no headway at Arras. South he drove at the Paris railway and down the Oise valley, but there Pétain’s reserves had arrived, and the French made a noble stand.

The Army Commander was right; we were barely hanging on. We must have been the weakest part of the entire front, as we were holding a line that was never less than two miles and often, from my perspective, closer to five. The only backup we had was some scattered cavalry who were running around the battlefield with unclear orders. Luckily for us, the Germans messed up. Maybe they didn’t realize our situation, because our airmen were outstanding, and you never saw a German plane over our line during the day, even though they bombed us happily at night. If they had called our bluff, we would have been finished, but they focused their main strength to the north and south of us. To the north, they put pressure on the Third Army, but they faced heavy resistance from the Guards north of Bapaume and couldn’t gain any ground at Arras. To the south, they attacked the Paris railway and moved down the Oise valley, but there Pétain’s reserves showed up, and the French made a remarkable stand.

Not that he didn’t fight hard in the centre where we were, but he hadn’t his best troops, and after we got west of the bend of the Somme he was outrunning his heavy guns. Still, it was a desperate enough business, for our flanks were all the time falling back, and we had to conform to movements we could only guess at. After all, we were on the direct route to Amiens, and it was up to us to yield slowly so as to give Haig and Pétain time to get up supports. I was a miser about every yard of ground, for every yard and every minute were precious. We alone stood between the enemy and the city, and in the city was Mary.

Not that he didn’t fight hard in the center where we were, but he didn’t have his best troops, and after we got west of the bend of the Somme, he was outpacing his heavy artillery. Still, it was a pretty desperate situation because our flanks were constantly falling back, and we had to react to movements we could only guess at. After all, we were on the direct route to Amiens, and it was up to us to give ground slowly to buy Haig and Pétain time to send in reinforcements. I was stingy about every yard of territory, because every yard and every minute mattered. We alone stood between the enemy and the city, and in the city was Mary.

If you ask me about our plans I can’t tell you. I had a new one every hour. I got instructions from the Corps, but, as I have said, they were usually out of date before they arrived, and most of my tactics I had to invent myself. I had a plain task, and to fulfil it I had to use what methods the Almighty allowed me. I hardly slept, I ate little, I was on the move day and night, but I never felt so strong in my life. It seemed as if I couldn’t tire, and, oddly enough, I was happy. If a man’s whole being is focused on one aim, he has no time to worry.... I remember we were all very gentle and soft-spoken those days. Lefroy, whose tongue was famous for its edge, now cooed like a dove. The troops were on their uppers, but as steady as rocks. We were against the end of the world, and that stiffens a man....

If you ask me about our plans, I can’t really say. I had a new one every hour. I got orders from the Corps, but like I mentioned, they were usually outdated by the time they arrived, and most of my strategies I had to come up with myself. I had a straightforward task, and to complete it, I had to use whatever methods the Almighty allowed me. I barely slept, ate little, and was constantly on the move, day and night, but I’ve never felt stronger in my life. It felt like I couldn’t get tired, and strangely enough, I was happy. When a person’s whole focus is on a single goal, there’s no time to worry... I remember we were all very gentle and soft-spoken during those days. Lefroy, known for his sharp tongue, now sounded like a dove. The troops were worn out, but as steady as rocks. We were facing the end of the world, and that toughens a person...

Day after day saw the same performance. I held my wavering front with an outpost line which delayed each new attack till I could take its bearings. I had special companies for counter-attack at selected points, when I wanted time to retire the rest of the division. I think we must have fought more than a dozen of such little battles. We lost men all the time, but the enemy made no big scoop, though he was always on the edge of one. Looking back, it seems like a succession of miracles. Often I was in one end of a village when the Boche was in the other. Our batteries were always on the move, and the work of the gunners was past praising. Sometimes we faced east, sometimes north, and once at a most critical moment due south, for our front waved and blew like a flag at a masthead.... Thank God, the enemy was getting away from his big engine, and his ordinary troops were fagged and poor in quality. It was when his fresh shock battalions came on that I held my breath.... He had a heathenish amount of machine-guns and he used them beautifully. Oh, I take my hat off to the Boche performance. He was doing what we had tried to do at the Somme and the Aisne and Arras and Ypres, and he was more or less succeeding. And the reason was that he was going bald-headed for victory.

Day after day had the same routine. I maintained a shaky front with an outpost line that delayed each new attack until I could assess the situation. I had special teams ready for counterattacks at chosen points, when I needed time to pull back the rest of the division. I think we must have fought more than a dozen of these small battles. We lost men constantly, but the enemy never made a big breakthrough, even though they were always on the verge. Looking back, it feels like a series of miracles. Often I found myself on one side of a village while the Germans were on the other. Our batteries were always moving, and the gunners' work was beyond praise. Sometimes we faced east, sometimes north, and once, at a critical moment, due south, as our front swayed like a flag at the top of a pole.... Thank God the enemy was moving away from his heavy artillery, and his regular troops were exhausted and of poor quality. It was when his fresh assault battalions advanced that I held my breath.... He had an enormous number of machine guns, and he used them effectively. Oh, I tip my hat to the Germans' performance. They were doing what we had tried to achieve at the Somme, Aisne, Arras, and Ypres, and they were more or less succeeding. The reason was that they were fully committed to victory.

The men, as I have said, were wonderfully steady and patient under the fiercest trial that soldiers can endure. I had all kinds in the division—old army, new army, Territorials—and you couldn’t pick and choose between them. They fought like Trojans, and, dirty, weary, and hungry, found still some salt of humour in their sufferings. It was a proof of the rock-bottom sanity of human nature. But we had one man with us who was hardly sane....

The men, as I mentioned, were incredibly steady and patient under the toughest challenges that soldiers face. I had all sorts in the division—veterans, new recruits, and Territorials—and you couldn’t really distinguish between them. They fought like warriors, and even when they were dirty, exhausted, and hungry, they still managed to find some humor in their struggles. It showed the resilience of human nature. But we had one guy with us who was barely sane....

In the hustle of those days I now and then caught sight of Ivery. I had to be everywhere at all hours, and often visited that remnant of Scots Fusiliers into which the subtlest brain in Europe had been drafted. He and his keepers were never on outpost duty or in any counter-attack. They were part of the mass whose only business was to retire discreetly. This was child’s play to Hamilton, who had been out since Mons; and Amos, after taking a day to get used to it, wrapped himself in his grim philosophy and rather enjoyed it. You couldn’t surprise Amos any more than a Turk. But the man with them, whom they never left—that was another matter.

In the chaos of those days, I occasionally spotted Ivery. I had to be everywhere at all times and often visited that group of Scots Fusiliers in which the smartest mind in Europe had been placed. He and his handlers were never assigned to outpost duty or any counter-attack. They were part of the crowd whose only job was to retreat quietly. This was easy for Hamilton, who had been out since Mons; and Amos, after taking a day to adjust, wrapped himself in his dark philosophy and actually enjoyed it. You couldn’t surprise Amos any more than you could a Turk. But the man with them, whom they never left—that was a different story.

“For the first wee bit,” Hamilton reported, “we thocht he was gaun daft. Every shell that came near he jumped like a young horse. And the gas! We had to tie on his mask for him, for his hands were fushionless. There was whiles when he wadna be hindered from standin’ up and talkin’ to hisself, though the bullets was spittin’. He was what ye call demoralised.... Syne he got as though he didna hear or see onything. He did what we tell’t him, and when we let him be he sat down and grat. He’s aye greetin’.... Queer thing, sirr, but the Gairmans canna hit him. I’m aye shakin’ bullets out o’ my claes, and I’ve got a hole in my shoulder, and Andra took a bash on his tin that wad hae felled onybody that hadna a heid like a stot. But, sirr, the prisoner taks no scaith. Our boys are feared of him. There was an Irishman says to me that he had the evil eye, and ye can see for yerself that he’s no canny.”

“For the first little while,” Hamilton reported, “we thought he was going crazy. Every shell that came near made him jump like a young horse. And the gas! We had to strap his mask on for him because his hands were useless. There were times when he wouldn’t be stopped from standing up and talking to himself, even while the bullets were flying. He was what you’d call demoralized... Then he became like he didn’t hear or see anything. He did what we told him, and when we left him alone, he sat down and cried. He’s always crying... Strange thing, sir, but the Germans can’t hit him. I’m always shaking bullets out of my clothes, and I’ve got a hole in my shoulder, and Andra took a hit on his helmet that would have knocked out anyone who didn’t have a head like a bull. But, sir, the prisoner takes no damage. Our guys are scared of him. There was an Irishman who told me that he has the evil eye, and you can see for yourself that he’s not right.”

I saw that his skin had become like parchment and that his eyes were glassy. I don’t think he recognised me.

I noticed that his skin had turned like parchment and that his eyes looked glassy. I don’t think he recognized me.

“Does he take his meals?” I asked.

“Does he eat his meals?” I asked.

“He doesna eat muckle. But he has an unco thirst. Ye canna keep him off the men’s water-bottles.”

“He doesn't eat much. But he has a huge thirst. You can't keep him away from the men's water bottles.”

He was learning very fast the meaning of that war he had so confidently played with. I believe I am a merciful man, but as I looked at him I felt no vestige of pity. He was dreeing the weird he had prepared for others. I thought of Scudder, of the thousand friends I had lost, of the great seas of blood and the mountains of sorrow this man and his like had made for the world. Out of the corner of my eye I could see the long ridges above Combles and Longueval which the salt of the earth had fallen to win, and which were again under the hoof of the Boche. I thought of the distracted city behind us and what it meant to me, and the weak, the pitifully weak screen which was all its defence. I thought of the foul deeds which had made the German name to stink by land and sea, foulness of which he was the arch-begetter. And then I was amazed at our forbearance. He would go mad, and madness for him was more decent than sanity.

He was quickly learning the harsh reality of the war he had so arrogantly toyed with. I like to think of myself as a merciful person, but as I looked at him, I felt no trace of pity. He was facing the consequences of his own actions. I thought about Scudder, about the countless friends I had lost, about the immense seas of blood and mountains of sorrow that this man and others like him had caused in the world. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see the long ridges above Combles and Longueval, where the brave had fallen to secure victory, and which were now once again trampled by the Germans. I thought about the troubled city behind us and what it meant to me, and the flimsy, pitifully weak defense that was all that stood in its way. I thought of the terrible actions that had made the German name a disgrace both on land and sea, horrors of which he was the chief instigator. And then I was struck by how patient we were being. He would go insane, and for him, madness would be more dignified than sanity.

I had another man who wasn’t what you might call normal, and that was Wake. He was the opposite of shell-shocked, if you understand me. He had never been properly under fire before, but he didn’t give a straw for it. I had known the same thing with other men, and they generally ended by crumpling up, for it isn’t natural that five or six feet of human flesh shouldn’t be afraid of what can torture and destroy it. The natural thing is to be always a little scared, like me, but by an effort of the will and attention to work to contrive to forget it. But Wake apparently never gave it a thought. He wasn’t foolhardy, only indifferent. He used to go about with a smile on his face, a smile of contentment. Even the horrors—and we had plenty of them—didn’t affect him. His eyes, which used to be hot, had now a curious open innocence like Peter’s. I would have been happier if he had been a little rattled.

I had another guy who wasn’t what you’d call normal, and that was Wake. He was the complete opposite of shell-shocked, if you get what I mean. He had never been truly under fire before, but he didn’t care at all. I had seen the same thing with other guys, and they usually ended up breaking down because it’s not natural for a human being, five or six feet tall, not to be scared of something that can torture and destroy it. The normal response is to be a little scared, like me, but you push it aside through willpower and staying focused on work. But Wake seemed to never think about it. He wasn’t reckless, just indifferent. He would walk around with a smile on his face, a smile of contentment. Even the horrors—and we experienced plenty of them—didn’t seem to bother him. His eyes, which used to be intense, now had this strange open innocence like Peter’s. I would have felt better if he had been a little shaken.

One night, after we had had a bad day of anxiety, I talked to him as we smoked in what had once been a French dug-out. He was an extra right arm to me, and I told him so. “This must be a queer experience for you,” I said.

One night, after a rough day full of anxiety, I chatted with him while we smoked in what used to be a French dug-out. He was like an extra right arm to me, and I told him that. "This must be a strange experience for you," I said.

“Yes,” he replied, “it is very wonderful. I did not think a man could go through it and keep his reason. But I know many things I did not know before. I know that the soul can be reborn without leaving the body.”

“Yeah,” he said, “it’s really amazing. I didn’t think a person could experience it and still stay sane. But I’ve learned a lot of things I didn’t know before. I understand that the soul can be reborn without leaving the body.”

I stared at him, and he went on without looking at me.

I stared at him, and he continued without glancing my way.

“You’re not a classical scholar, Hannay? There was a strange cult in the ancient world, the worship of Magna Mater—the Great Mother. To enter into her mysteries the votary passed through a bath of blood——I think I am passing through that bath. I think that like the initiate I shall be renatus in aeternum—reborn into the eternal.”

“You're not a classic scholar, Hannay? There was this unusual cult in the ancient world, the worship of Magna Mater—the Great Mother. To join her mysteries, the devotee went through a bath of blood—I feel like I'm going through that bath. I think that like the initiate I will be renatus in aeternum—reborn into the eternal.”

I advised him to have a drink, for that talk frightened me. It looked as if he were becoming what the Scots call “fey”. Lefroy noticed the same thing and was always speaking about it. He was as brave as a bull himself, and with very much the same kind of courage; but Wake’s gallantry perturbed him. “I can’t make the chap out,” he told me. “He behaves as if his mind was too full of better things to give a damn for Boche guns. He doesn’t take foolish risks—I don’t mean that, but he behaves as if risks didn’t signify. It’s positively eerie to see him making notes with a steady hand when shells are dropping like hailstones and we’re all thinking every minute’s our last. You’ve got to be careful with him, sir. He’s a long sight too valuable for us to spare.”

I told him to grab a drink because that conversation really scared me. It seemed like he was becoming what the Scots call “fey.” Lefroy noticed it too and was always talking about it. He was as brave as a bull himself, with a similar kind of courage, but Wake's bravery unsettled him. “I can’t figure the guy out,” he said to me. “He acts like his mind is too occupied with more important things to care about Boche guns. He doesn’t take unnecessary risks—I don’t mean that, but he acts like risks don’t matter. It’s downright chilling to see him jotting down notes with a steady hand while shells are falling like hailstones and we’re all thinking every minute could be our last. You have to be cautious with him, sir. He’s far too valuable for us to lose.”

Lefroy was right about that, for I don’t know what I should have done without him. The worst part of our job was to keep touch with our flanks, and that was what I used Wake for. He covered country like a moss-trooper, sometimes on a rusty bicycle, oftener on foot, and you couldn’t tire him. I wonder what other divisions thought of the grimy private who was our chief means of communication. He knew nothing of military affairs before, but he got the hang of this rough-and-tumble fighting as if he had been born for it. He never fired a shot; he carried no arms; the only weapons he used were his brains. And they were the best conceivable. I never met a staff officer who was so quick at getting a point or at sizing up a situation. He had put his back into the business, and first-class talent is not common anywhere. One day a G. S. O. from a neighbouring division came to see me.

Lefroy was right about that, because I don’t know what I would have done without him. The hardest part of our job was staying in touch with our flanks, and that’s what I relied on Wake for. He covered ground like a pro, sometimes on a rusty bike, more often on foot, and you couldn’t wear him out. I wonder what other divisions thought of the grimy private who was our main means of communication. He didn’t know anything about military stuff before, but he picked up this rough-and-tumble fighting as if he had been born for it. He never fired a shot; he carried no weapons; the only tools he used were his brain. And they were the best you could imagine. I’ve never met a staff officer who was so quick to understand a point or assess a situation. He committed himself to the work, and first-rate talent is rare anywhere. One day, a G. S. O. from a neighboring division came to see me.

“Where on earth did you pick up that man Wake?” he asked.

“Where did you find that guy Wake?” he asked.

“He’s a conscientious objector and a non-combatant,” I said.

“He’s a conscientious objector and doesn’t fight,” I said.

“Then I wish to Heaven we had a few more conscientious objectors in this show. He’s the only fellow who seems to know anything about this blessed battle. My general’s sending you a chit about him.”

“Then I wish to God we had a few more people who would stand up against this war in this show. He’s the only one who seems to know anything about this damn battle. My general’s sending you a note about him.”

“No need,” I said, laughing. “I know his value. He’s an old friend of mine.”

“Not necessary,” I said, chuckling. “I know what he’s worth. He’s a good friend of mine.”

I used Wake as my link with Corps Headquarters, and especially with Blenkiron. For about the sixth day of the show I was beginning to get rather desperate. This kind of thing couldn’t go on for ever. We were miles back now, behind the old line of ’17, and, as we rested one flank on the river, the immediate situation was a little easier. But I had lost a lot of men, and those that were left were blind with fatigue. The big bulges of the enemy to north and south had added to the length of the total front, and I found I had to fan out my thin ranks. The Boche was still pressing on, though his impetus was slacker. If he knew how little there was to stop him in my section he might make a push which would carry him to Amiens. Only the magnificent work of our airmen had prevented him getting that knowledge, but we couldn’t keep the secrecy up for ever. Some day an enemy plane would get over, and it only needed the drive of a fresh storm-battalion or two to scatter us. I wanted a good prepared position, with sound trenches and decent wiring. Above all I wanted reserves—reserves. The word was on my lips all day and it haunted my dreams. I was told that the French were to relieve us, but when—when? My reports to Corps Headquarters were one long wail for more troops. I knew there was a position prepared behind us, but I needed men to hold it.

I used Wake to connect with Corps Headquarters, especially with Blenkiron. By about the sixth day of the operation, I was starting to feel pretty desperate. This situation couldn't go on forever. We were far back now, behind the old line from '17, and while we rested one side on the river, the immediate situation was slightly easier. But I had lost a lot of men, and those who remained were exhausted. The big pushes from the enemy to the north and south had stretched our front, and I found I had to spread out my thin lines. The Germans were still advancing, though their momentum had slowed. If they realized how little was standing in their way in my section, they might make a push that could take them to Amiens. Only the outstanding efforts of our airmen had kept them from finding that out, but we couldn't maintain the secrecy forever. Sooner or later, an enemy plane would get through, and it would only take the force of a fresh storm battalion or two to break us apart. I wanted a well-prepared position, with solid trenches and good wiring. Above all, I needed reserves—reserves. I thought about that word all day, and it haunted my dreams. I heard that the French were supposed to relieve us, but when—when? My reports to Corps Headquarters were just a constant plea for more troops. I knew there was a position ready behind us, but I needed men to hold it.

Wake brought in a message from Blenkiron. “We’re waiting for you, Dick,” he wrote, “and we’ve gotten quite a nice little home ready for you. This old man hasn’t hustled so hard since he struck copper in Montana in ’92. We’ve dug three lines of trenches and made a heap of pretty redoubts, and I guess they’re well laid out, for the Army staff has supervised them and they’re no slouches at this brand of engineering. You would have laughed to see the labour we employed. We had all breeds of Dago and Chinaman, and some of your own South African blacks, and they got so busy on the job they forgot about bedtime. I used to be reckoned a bit of a slave driver, but my special talents weren’t needed with this push. I’m going to put a lot of money into foreign missions henceforward.”

Wake brought in a message from Blenkiron. “We’re waiting for you, Dick,” he wrote, “and we’ve set up a nice little home for you. This old man hasn’t worked this hard since he struck copper in Montana in ’92. We’ve dug three lines of trenches and built a bunch of pretty redoubts, and I think they’re well laid out because the Army staff has overseen them, and they’re experts at this kind of engineering. You would have laughed to see the crew we had. We had all kinds of immigrants and some of your own South African workers, and they got so into it that they forgot about bedtime. I used to be known as a bit of a slave driver, but I didn’t need to apply my skills with this group. I’m planning to invest a lot of money into foreign missions from now on.”

I wrote back: “Your trenches are no good without men. For God’s sake get something that can hold a rifle. My lot are done to the world.”

I replied, “Your trenches are useless without soldiers. For God’s sake, get someone who can handle a rifle. My guys are finished.”

Then I left Lefroy with the division and went down on the back of an ambulance to see for myself. I found Blenkiron, some of the Army engineers, and a staff officer from Corps Headquarters, and I found Archie Roylance.

Then I left Lefroy with the division and took an ambulance down to see for myself. I found Blenkiron, some of the Army engineers, a staff officer from Corps Headquarters, and I found Archie Roylance.

They had dug a mighty good line and wired it nobly. It ran from the river to the wood of La Bruyere on the little hill above the Ablain stream. It was desperately long, but I saw at once it couldn’t well be shorter, for the division on the south of us had its hands full with the fringe of the big thrust against the French.

They had done a great job digging it out and wiring it up. It stretched from the river to the woods of La Bruyere on the small hill above the Ablain stream. It was incredibly long, but I realized right away that it couldn't really be any shorter because the division south of us was busy handling the edge of the major offensive against the French.

“It’s no good blinking the facts,” I told them. “I haven’t a thousand men, and what I have are at the end of their tether. If you put ’em in these trenches they’ll go to sleep on their feet. When can the French take over?”

“It’s pointless to ignore the facts,” I told them. “I don’t have a thousand men, and the ones I do have are worn out. If you put them in these trenches, they’ll fall asleep on their feet. When can the French take over?”

I was told that it had been arranged for next morning, but that it had now been put off twenty-four hours. It was only a temporary measure, pending the arrival of British divisions from the north.

I was informed that it had been scheduled for the next morning, but it had now been postponed by twenty-four hours. This was just a temporary measure, waiting for British divisions to arrive from the north.

Archie looked grave. “The Boche is pushin’ up new troops in this sector. We got the news before I left squadron headquarters. It looks as if it would be a near thing, sir.”

Archie looked serious. “The Germans are sending in new troops in this area. We got the news before I left squadron headquarters. It seems like it’s going to be a close call, sir.”

“It won’t be a near thing. It’s an absolute black certainty. My fellows can’t carry on as they are another day. Great God, they’ve had a fortnight in hell! Find me more men or we buckle up at the next push.” My temper was coming very near its limits.

“It won’t be close. It’s an absolute certainty. My team can’t keep going like this for another day. Great God, they’ve been through hell for two weeks! Find me more people or we’re done at the next push.” My patience was running very thin.

“We’ve raked the country with a small-tooth comb, sir,” said one of the staff officers. “And we’ve raised a scratch pack. Best part of two thousand. Good men, but most of them know nothing about infantry fighting. We’ve put them into platoons, and done our best to give them some kind of training. There’s one thing may cheer you. We’ve plenty of machine-guns. There’s a machine-gun school near by and we got all the men who were taking the course and all the plant.”

“We’ve searched the country thoroughly, sir,” said one of the staff officers. “And we’ve put together a scratch unit. Almost two thousand strong. They’re decent guys, but most of them have no experience with infantry combat. We’ve organized them into platoons and done our best to provide some training. Here’s something that might lift your spirits: we have plenty of machine guns. There’s a machine-gun school nearby, and we got all the guys who were in the course along with all the equipment.”

I don’t suppose there was ever such a force put into the field before. It was a wilder medley than Moussy’s camp-followers at First Ypres. There was every kind of detail in the shape of men returning from leave, representing most of the regiments in the army. There were the men from the machine-gun school. There were Corps troops—sappers and A.S.C., and a handful of Corps cavalry. Above all, there was a batch of American engineers, fathered by Blenkiron. I inspected them where they were drilling and liked the look of them. “Forty-eight hours,” I said to myself. “With luck we may just pull it off.”

I don’t think there’s ever been such a force deployed before. It was a wilder mix than Moussy’s camp-followers at First Ypres. There were all kinds of guys coming back from leave, representing most of the regiments in the army. There were men from the machine-gun school. There were Corps troops—sappers and A.S.C., and a few Corps cavalry. Most importantly, there was a group of American engineers, brought in by Blenkiron. I checked them out while they were drilling and liked what I saw. “Forty-eight hours,” I thought to myself. “If we’re lucky, we might just make it.”

Then I borrowed a bicycle and went back to the division. But before I left I had a word with Archie. “This is one big game of bluff, and it’s you fellows alone that enable us to play it. Tell your people that everything depends on them. They mustn’t stint the planes in this sector, for if the Boche once suspicions how little he’s got before him the game’s up. He’s not a fool and he knows that this is the short road to Amiens, but he imagines we’re holding it in strength. If we keep up the fiction for another two days the thing’s done. You say he’s pushing up troops?”

Then I borrowed a bike and went back to the division. But before I left, I had a quick chat with Archie. “This is one big game of bluff, and it’s you guys who make it possible for us to play. Tell your people that everything depends on them. They can’t hold back on the planes in this area, because if the Germans ever realize how few we have, the game’s over. They’re not stupid; they know this is the quick route to Amiens, but they think we’re defending it strongly. If we can keep up this act for another two days, we’re good. You said they’re moving in more troops?”

“Yes, and he’s sendin’ forward his tanks.”

“Yeah, and he’s sending out his tanks.”

“Well, that’ll take time. He’s slower now than a week ago and he’s got a deuce of a country to march over. There’s still an outside chance we may win through. You go home and tell the R.F.C. what I’ve told you.”

“Well, that’ll take time. He’s slower now than he was a week ago, and he’s got a long way to march. There’s still a slim chance we might succeed. You go home and let the R.F.C. know what I’ve told you.”

He nodded. “By the way, sir, Pienaar’s with the squadron. He would like to come up and see you.”

He nodded. “By the way, sir, Pienaar’s with the squad. He wants to come up and see you.”

“Archie,” I said solemnly, “be a good chap and do me a favour. If I think Peter’s anywhere near the line I’ll go off my head with worry. This is no place for a man with a bad leg. He should have been in England days ago. Can’t you get him off—to Amiens, anyhow?”

“Archie,” I said seriously, “be a good guy and do me a favor. If I think Peter’s anywhere near the front line, I’m going to lose it with worry. This is no place for someone with a bad leg. He should have been in England days ago. Can’t you get him out of here—at least to Amiens?”

“We scarcely like to. You see, we’re all desperately sorry for him, his fun gone and his career over and all that. He likes bein’ with us and listenin’ to our yarns. He has been up once or twice too. The Shark-Gladas. He swears it’s a great make, and certainly he knows how to handle the little devil.”

“We hardly want to. You see, we all really feel bad for him, his fun gone and his career over and all that. He enjoys being with us and listening to our stories. He’s been up once or twice too. The Shark-Gladas. He claims it’s a great brand, and he definitely knows how to handle the little thing.”

“Then for Heaven’s sake don’t let him do it again. I look to you, Archie, remember. Promise.”

“Then for heaven’s sake don’t let him do it again. I’m counting on you, Archie, remember? Promise.”

“Funny thing, but he’s always worryin’ about you. He has a map on which he marks every day the changes in the position, and he’d hobble a mile to pump any of our fellows who have been up your way.”

“Funny thing, but he’s always worried about you. He has a map where he notes the changes in position every day, and he’d walk a mile to ask any of our guys who have been in your area.”

That night under cover of darkness I drew back the division to the newly prepared lines. We got away easily, for the enemy was busy with his own affairs. I suspected a relief by fresh troops.

That night, under the cover of darkness, I pulled back to the newly prepared lines. We got away easily since the enemy was occupied with their own matters. I suspected they were being relieved by fresh troops.

There was no time to lose, and I can tell you I toiled to get things straight before dawn. I would have liked to send my own fellows back to rest, but I couldn’t spare them yet. I wanted them to stiffen the fresh lot, for they were veterans. The new position was arranged on the same principles as the old front which had been broken on March 21st. There was our forward zone, consisting of an outpost line and redoubts, very cleverly sited, and a line of resistance. Well behind it were the trenches which formed the battle-zone. Both zones were heavily wired, and we had plenty of machine-guns; I wish I could say we had plenty of men who knew how to use them. The outposts were merely to give the alarm and fall back to the line of resistance which was to hold out to the last. In the forward zone I put the freshest of my own men, the units being brought up to something like strength by the details returning from leave that the Corps had commandeered. With them I put the American engineers, partly in the redoubts and partly in companies for counter-attack. Blenkiron had reported that they could shoot like Dan’l Boone, and were simply spoiling for a fight. The rest of the force was in the battle-zone, which was our last hope. If that went the Boche had a clear walk to Amiens. Some additional field batteries had been brought up to support our very weak divisional artillery. The front was so long that I had to put all three of my emaciated brigades in the line, so I had nothing to speak of in reserve. It was a most almighty gamble.

There was no time to waste, and I can tell you I worked hard to get everything sorted before dawn. I would have liked to send my guys back to rest, but I couldn’t spare them just yet. I needed them to strengthen the fresh troops because they were veterans. The new position was set up based on the same principles as the old front that had been breached on March 21st. We established our forward zone, which included an outpost line and redoubts, very cleverly positioned, along with a line of resistance. Farther back were the trenches that made up the battle zone. Both zones were heavily wired, and we had plenty of machine guns; I wish I could say we had enough men who knew how to use them. The outposts were only there to raise the alarm and fall back to the line of resistance, which was meant to hold out to the very end. In the forward zone, I placed the freshest of my own men, with units being brought up to something like full strength by the details returning from leave that the Corps had taken. Along with them, I included the American engineers, partly in the redoubts and partly in companies for counter-attack. Blenkiron had reported that they could shoot like Daniel Boone and were just itching for a fight. The rest of the force was in the battle zone, which was our last hope. If that fell, the Germans would have an easy path to Amiens. Some additional field batteries had been brought up to support our very weak divisional artillery. The front was so long that I had to put all three of my weakened brigades in the line, leaving me with hardly anything in reserve. It was a massive gamble.

We had found shelter just in time. At 6.30 next day—for a change it was a clear morning with clouds beginning to bank up from the west—the Boche let us know he was alive. He gave us a good drenching with gas shells which didn’t do much harm, and then messed up our forward zone with his trench mortars. At 7.20 his men began to come on, first little bunches with machine-guns and then the infantry in waves. It was clear they were fresh troops, and we learned afterwards from prisoners that they were Bavarians—6th or 7th, I forget which, but the division that hung us up at Monchy. At the same time there was the sound of a tremendous bombardment across the river. It looked as if the main battle had swung from Albert and Montdidier to a direct push for Amiens. I have often tried to write down the events of that day. I tried it in my report to the Corps; I tried it in my own diary; I tried it because Mary wanted it; but I have never been able to make any story that hung together. Perhaps I was too tired for my mind to retain clear impressions, though at the time I was not conscious of special fatigue. More likely it is because the fight itself was so confused, for nothing happened according to the books and the orderly soul of the Boche must have been scarified.... At first it went as I expected. The outpost line was pushed in, but the fire from the redoubts broke up the advance, and enabled the line of resistance in the forward zone to give a good account of itself. There was a check, and then another big wave, assisted by a barrage from field-guns brought far forward. This time the line of resistance gave at several points, and Lefroy flung in the Americans in a counter-attack. That was a mighty performance. The engineers, yelling like dervishes, went at it with the bayonet, and those that preferred swung their rifles as clubs. It was terribly costly fighting and all wrong, but it succeeded. They cleared the Boche out of a ruined farm he had rushed, and a little wood, and re-established our front. Blenkiron, who saw it all, for he went with them and got the tip of an ear picked off by a machine-gun bullet, hadn’t any words wherewith to speak of it. “And I once said those boys looked puffy,” he moaned.

We had found shelter just in time. At 6:30 the next day—for a change it was a clear morning with clouds starting to gather from the west—the Germans let us know they were still around. They soaked us with gas shells that didn’t do much harm, and then bombed our forward zone with their trench mortars. At 7:20, their soldiers began to advance, first in small groups with machine guns and then the infantry in waves. It was clear they were fresh troops, and we later learned from prisoners that they were Bavarians—6th or 7th, I forget which, but it was the division that held us up at Monchy. At the same time, there was a massive bombardment across the river. It seemed like the main battle had shifted from Albert and Montdidier to a direct push for Amiens. I have often tried to write down the events of that day. I tried in my report to the Corps; I tried in my own diary; I tried because Mary wanted it, but I've never been able to create a coherent story. Maybe I was too tired to keep clear impressions, even though I wasn’t aware of feeling especially fatigued at the time. More likely, it’s because the fight itself was so chaotic—nothing went according to the books, and the orderly nature of the Germans must have been thrown into disarray. At first, things went as I expected. The outpost line was pushed back, but the fire from the redoubts broke up the advance and allowed the resistance in the forward zone to hold its ground. There was a pause, then another big wave came, supported by a barrage from field guns brought way forward. This time, the line of resistance gave way at several points, and Lefroy sent in the Americans for a counter-attack. That was an incredible performance. The engineers, shouting like madmen, charged with their bayonets, and those who preferred used their rifles like clubs. It was brutally costly fighting and completely wrong, but it worked. They drove the Germans out of a ruined farm they had rushed and a little wood, and re-established our front. Blenkiron, who saw it all, as he went with them and had the tip of his ear shot off by a machine-gun bullet, didn’t have the words to describe it. “And I once said those guys looked puffy,” he moaned.

The next phase, which came about midday, was the tanks. I had never seen the German variety, but had heard that it was speedier and heavier than ours, but unwieldy. We did not see much of their speed, but we found out all about their clumsiness. Had the things been properly handled they should have gone through us like rotten wood. But the whole outfit was bungled. It looked good enough country for the use of them, but the men who made our position had had an eye to this possibility. The great monsters, mounting a field-gun besides other contrivances, wanted something like a highroad to be happy in. They were useless over anything like difficult ground. The ones that came down the main road got on well enough at the start, but Blenkiron very sensibly had mined the highway, and we blew a hole like a diamond pit. One lay helpless at the foot of it, and we took the crew prisoner; another stuck its nose over and remained there till our field-guns got the range and knocked it silly. As for the rest—there is a marshy lagoon called the Patte d’Oie beside the farm of Gavrelle, which runs all the way north to the river, though in most places it only seems like a soft patch in the meadows. This the tanks had to cross to reach our line, and they never made it. Most got bogged, and made pretty targets for our gunners; one or two returned; and one the Americans, creeping forward under cover of a little stream, blew up with a time fuse.

The next phase, which came around midday, was the tanks. I had never seen the German ones, but I heard they were faster and heavier than ours, though hard to handle. We didn’t notice much of their speed, but we definitely experienced their clumsiness. If they had been properly operated, they could have cut through us like butter. But everything was messed up. The area seemed good enough for their use, but the guys who set up our position had considered this possibility. Those big machines, which had a field gun and other equipment, needed something like a highway to function properly. They were useless on anything resembling rough terrain. The ones that came down the main road started off alright, but Blenkiron wisely had mined the highway, and we blew a hole like a diamond pit. One tank lay helpless at the base of it, and we took the crew prisoner; another poked its nose over and stayed there until our field guns got the range and took it out. As for the rest—there's a marshy lagoon called the Patte d’Oie next to the Gavrelle farm, which stretches all the way north to the river, although in many places it just looks like a soft spot in the meadows. The tanks had to cross this to reach our line, and they never made it. Most got stuck, making easy targets for our gunners; one or two made it back; and one was blown up by the Americans, who crept forward under the cover of a small stream using a time fuse.

By the middle of the afternoon I was feeling happier. I knew the big attack was still to come, but I had my forward zone intact and I hoped for the best. I remember I was talking to Wake, who had been going between the two zones, when I got the first warning of a new and unexpected peril. A dud shell plumped down a few yards from me.

By the middle of the afternoon, I was feeling better. I knew the big attack was still ahead, but my forward zone was intact, and I was holding out hope. I remember talking to Wake, who had been moving between the two zones, when I got the first warning of a new, unexpected danger. A dud shell landed a few yards away from me.

“Those fools across the river are firing short and badly off the straight,” I said.

“Those idiots across the river are shooting poorly and missing the mark,” I said.

Wake examined the shell. “No, it’s a German one,” he said.

Wake looked at the shell. “No, it’s a German one,” he said.

Then came others, and there could be no mistake about the direction—followed by a burst of machine-gun fire from the same quarter. We ran in cover to a point from which we could see the north bank of the river, and I got my glass on it. There was a lift of land from behind which the fire was coming. We looked at each other, and the same conviction stood in both faces. The Boche had pushed down the northern bank, and we were no longer in line with our neighbours. The enemy was in a situation to catch us with his fire on our flank and left rear. We couldn’t retire to conform, for to retire meant giving up our prepared position.

Then others arrived, and there was no doubt about the direction—followed by a burst of machine-gun fire from the same area. We took cover and moved to a spot where we could see the north bank of the river, and I focused my binoculars on it. There was a rise in the land from behind which the fire was coming. We exchanged looks, and the same realization was clear on both our faces. The enemy had advanced down the northern bank, and we were no longer aligned with our neighbors. The enemy had positioned themselves to hit us with their fire on our side and behind us. We couldn’t fall back to align ourselves, as doing so would mean abandoning our prepared position.

It was the last straw to all our anxieties, and for a moment I was at the end of my wits. I turned to Wake, and his calm eyes pulled me together.

It was the final straw for all our worries, and for a moment, I felt completely overwhelmed. I turned to Wake, and his steady gaze helped me regain my composure.

“If they can’t retake that ground, we’re fairly carted,” I said.

“If they can’t take that ground back, we’re pretty much done for,” I said.

“We are. Therefore they must retake it.”

“We exist. So they need to take it back.”

“I must get on to Mitchinson.” But as I spoke I realised the futility of a telephone message to a man who was pretty hard up against it himself. Only an urgent appeal could effect anything.... I must go myself.... No, that was impossible. I must send Lefroy.... But he couldn’t be spared. And all my staff officers were up to their necks in the battle. Besides, none of them knew the position as I knew it.... And how to get there? It was a long way round by the bridge at Loisy.

“I need to get in touch with Mitchinson.” But as I said this, I understood how pointless a phone call would be to someone who was really struggling himself. Only a desperate plea could make a difference... I have to go myself... No, that's not possible. I need to send Lefroy... But he can't be spared. And all my staff officers are fully engaged in the battle. Plus, none of them understand the situation like I do... And how do I even get there? It’s quite a detour by the bridge at Loisy.

Suddenly I was aware of Wake’s voice. “You had better send me,” he was saying. “There’s only one way—to swim the river a little lower down.”

Suddenly, I heard Wake's voice. “You should send me,” he said. “There’s only one way—to swim across the river a bit lower down.”

“That’s too damnably dangerous. I won’t send any man to certain death.”

"That's way too dangerous. I won't send anyone to certain death."

“But I volunteer,” he said. “That, I believe, is always allowed in war.”

“But I volunteer,” he said. “I believe that’s always permitted in war.”

“But you’ll be killed before you can cross.”

“But you'll be killed before you can cross.”

“Send a man with me to watch. If I get over, you may be sure I’ll get to General Mitchinson. If not, send somebody else by Loisy. There’s desperate need for hurry, and you see yourself it’s the only way.”

“Send someone with me to keep an eye on things. If I make it over, you can bet I’ll reach General Mitchinson. If not, send someone else through Loisy. We really need to move fast, and you see it’s the only option.”

The time was past for argument. I scribbled a line to Mitchinson as his credentials. No more was needed, for Wake knew the position as well as I did. I sent an orderly to accompany him to his starting-place on the bank.

The time for arguing was over. I quickly wrote a note to Mitchinson as his credentials. That was all that was required, since Wake understood the situation just as well as I did. I sent an orderly to take him to his starting point on the bank.

“Goodbye,” he said, as we shook hands. “You’ll see, I’ll come back all right.” His face, I remember, looked singularly happy. Five minutes later the Boche guns opened for the final attack.

“Goodbye,” he said as we shook hands. “You’ll see, I’ll be back for sure.” His face, I remember, looked particularly happy. Five minutes later, the German guns began the final attack.

I believe I kept a cool head; at least so Lefroy and the others reported. They said I went about all afternoon grinning as if I liked it, and that I never raised my voice once. (It’s rather a fault of mine that I bellow in a scrap.) But I know I was feeling anything but calm, for the problem was ghastly. It all depended on Wake and Mitchinson. The flanking fire was so bad that I had to give up the left of the forward zone, which caught it fairly, and retire the men there to the battle-zone. The latter was better protected, for between it and the river was a small wood and the bank rose into a bluff which sloped inwards towards us. This withdrawal meant a switch, and a switch isn’t a pretty thing when it has to be improvised in the middle of a battle.

I think I kept my cool; at least that’s what Lefroy and the others said. They mentioned I spent the entire afternoon grinning like I was enjoying it, and that I didn’t raise my voice once. (It’s kind of a flaw of mine that I shout during a conflict.) But I knew I was feeling anything but calm, because the situation was terrible. Everything hinged on Wake and Mitchinson. The flanking fire was so intense that I had to give up the left side of the forward zone, which was taking the brunt of it, and pull the men back to the battle zone. The latter was better protected; there was a small wood between it and the river, and the bank rose into a bluff that sloped toward us. This withdrawal meant a switch, and a switch isn’t a neat thing when it has to be made up on the fly in the middle of a battle.

The Boche had counted on that flanking fire. His plan was to break our two wings—the old Boche plan which crops up in every fight. He left our centre at first pretty well alone, and thrust along the river bank and to the wood of La Bruyere, where we linked up with the division on our right. Lefroy was in the first area, and Masterton in the second, and for three hours it was as desperate a business as I have ever faced.... The improvised switch went, and more and more of the forward zone disappeared. It was a hot, clear spring afternoon, and in the open fighting the enemy came on like troops at manœuvres. On the left they got into the battle-zone, and I can see yet Lefroy’s great figure leading a counter-attack in person, his face all puddled with blood from a scalp wound....

The Germans were counting on that flanking fire. Their plan was to break our two sides—the same old German tactic that shows up in every battle. They initially mostly left our center alone and pushed along the riverbank and into the woods of La Bruyere, where we connected with the division on our right. Lefroy was in the first area, and Masterton was in the second, and for three hours, it was as intense as anything I've ever faced.... The makeshift switch went off, and more and more of the forward zone vanished. It was a hot, clear spring afternoon, and in the open fighting, the enemy advanced like troops in training. On the left, they entered the battle zone, and I can still picture Lefroy’s tall figure personally leading a counter-attack, his face covered in blood from a scalp wound....

I would have given my soul to be in two places at once, but I had to risk our left and keep close to Masterton, who needed me most. The wood of La Bruyere was the maddest sight. Again and again the Boche was almost through it. You never knew where he was, and most of the fighting there was duels between machine-gun parties. Some of the enemy got round behind us, and only a fine performance of a company of Cheshires saved a complete breakthrough.

I would have given anything to be in two places at the same time, but I had to stick with our left flank and stay close to Masterton, who needed me the most. The woods of La Bruyere were a chaotic scene. Again and again, the enemy was almost through. You could never tell where they were, and most of the fighting there was just duels between machine-gun crews. Some of the enemy managed to get behind us, and only a remarkable effort by a company of Cheshires prevented a total breakthrough.

As for Lefroy, I don’t know how he stuck it out, and he doesn’t know himself, for he was galled all the time by that accursed flanking fire. I got a note about half past four saying that Wake had crossed the river, but it was some weary hours after that before the fire slackened. I tore back and forward between my wings, and every time I went north I expected to find that Lefroy had broken. But by some miracle he held. The Boches were in his battle-zone time and again, but he always flung them out. I have a recollection of Blenkiron, stark mad, encouraging his Americans with strange tongues. Once as I passed him I saw that he had his left arm tied up. His blackened face grinned at me. “This bit of landscape’s mighty unsafe for democracy,” he croaked. “For the love of Mike get your guns on to those devils across the river. They’re plaguing my boys too bad.”

As for Lefroy, I don’t know how he endured it, and he doesn’t know either, because he was constantly bothered by that damned flanking fire. I got a note around 4:30 saying that Wake had crossed the river, but it was still hours before things eased up. I rushed back and forth between my wings, and every time I headed north, I expected to find that Lefroy had cracked. But by some miracle, he held on. The Germans were in his battle zone time and again, but he always pushed them out. I remember Blenkiron, completely frantic, motivating his Americans with strange words. Once, as I walked past him, I saw that his left arm was bandaged. His charred face grinned at me. “This bit of land’s really unsafe for democracy,” he said hoarsely. “For the love of Mike, get your guns on those bastards across the river. They’re troubling my guys way too much.”

It was about seven o’clock, I think, when the flanking fire slacked off, but it was not because of our divisional guns. There was a short and very furious burst of artillery fire on the north bank, and I knew it was British. Then things began to happen. One of our planes—they had been marvels all day, swinging down like hawks for machine-gun bouts with the Boche infantry—reported that Mitchinson was attacking hard and getting on well. That eased my mind, and I started off for Masterton, who was in greater straits than ever, for the enemy seemed to be weakening on the river bank and putting his main strength in against our right.... But my G.S.O.2 stopped me on the road. “Wake,” he said. “He wants to see you.”

It was around seven o'clock, I think, when the flanking fire eased up, but it wasn't because of our division's guns. There was a brief and intense burst of artillery fire on the north bank, and I recognized it as British. Then things started to unfold. One of our planes— which had been impressive all day, diving down like hawks to engage in machine-gun skirmishes with the German infantry—reported that Mitchinson was attacking hard and making progress. That reassured me, and I set off for Masterton, who was in even bigger trouble, as the enemy seemed to be weakening on the riverbank and concentrating its main force against our right.... But my G.S.O.2 stopped me on the road. “Wake,” he said. “He wants to see you.”

“Not now,” I cried.

“Not right now,” I cried.

“He can’t live many minutes.”

“He can’t last much longer.”

I turned and followed him to the ruinous cowshed which was my divisional headquarters. Wake, as I heard later, had swum the river opposite to Mitchinson’s right, and reached the other shore safely, though the current was whipped with bullets. But he had scarcely landed before he was badly hit by shrapnel in the groin. Walking at first with support and then carried on a stretcher, he managed to struggle on to the divisional headquarters, where he gave my message and explained the situation. He would not let his wound be looked to till his job was done. Mitchinson told me afterwards that with a face grey from pain he drew for him a sketch of our position and told him exactly how near we were to our end.... After that he asked to be sent back to me, and they got him down to Loisy in a crowded ambulance, and then up to us in a returning empty. The M.O. who looked at his wound saw that the thing was hopeless, and did not expect him to live beyond Loisy. He was bleeding internally and no surgeon on earth could have saved him.

I turned and followed him to the dilapidated cowshed that served as my divisional headquarters. Wake, as I learned later, had swum across the river near Mitchinson’s right side and made it to the other shore safely, even though the current was filled with bullets. But he barely touched land before shrapnel hit him hard in the groin. He started walking with help and then was carried on a stretcher, but he pushed himself to reach divisional headquarters, where he delivered my message and explained the situation. He refused to let anyone tend to his wound until his task was complete. Mitchinson later told me that, with a face pale from pain, he sketched our position for him and described exactly how close we were to our end.... After that, he asked to be sent back to me, and they got him down to Loisy in a crowded ambulance, then brought him up to us in an empty one. The Medical Officer who examined his wound realized it was hopeless and didn’t think he would survive beyond Loisy. He was bleeding internally, and no surgeon could have saved him.

When he reached us he was almost pulseless, but he recovered for a moment and asked for me.

When he got to us, he was barely alive, but he came back for a moment and asked for me.

I found him, with blue lips and a face drained of blood, lying on my camp bed. His voice was very small and far away.

I found him, with blue lips and a pale face, lying on my camp bed. His voice was tiny and distant.

“How goes it?” he asked.

"How's it going?" he asked.

“Please God, we’ll pull through ... thanks to you, old man.”

“Please God, we’ll get through this ... thanks to you, old man.”

“Good,” he said and his eyes shut.

“Good,” he said, closing his eyes.

He opened them once again.

He opened them again.

“Funny thing life. A year ago I was preaching peace.... I’m still preaching it.... I’m not sorry.”

“Life is funny. A year ago, I was all about peace... I'm still all about it... I have no regrets.”

I held his hand till two minutes later he died.

I held his hand until two minutes later when he passed away.


In the press of a fight one scarcely realises death, even the death of a friend. It was up to me to make good my assurance to Wake, and presently I was off to Masterton. There in that shambles of La Bruyere, while the light faded, there was a desperate and most bloody struggle. It was the last lap of the contest. Twelve hours now, I kept telling myself, and the French will be here and we’ll have done our task. Alas! how many of us would go back to rest?... Hardly able to totter, our counter-attacking companies went in again. They had gone far beyond the limits of mortal endurance, but the human spirit can defy all natural laws. The balance trembled, hung, and then dropped the right way. The enemy impetus weakened, stopped, and the ebb began.

In the heat of battle, one rarely thinks about death, not even the death of a friend. It was my responsibility to fulfill my promise to Wake, and soon I was heading to Masterton. There, in the chaos of La Bruyere, as the light faded, a desperate and bloody fight ensued. This was the final stretch of the contest. I kept reminding myself that in twelve hours, the French would be here, and we would have completed our mission. Alas! How many of us would make it back to rest? Hardly able to stand, our counter-attacking units charged in again. They had pushed far beyond the limits of human endurance, but the human spirit can defy all natural laws. The balance wavered, hung in the air, and then tipped in our favor. The enemy's momentum weakened, came to a halt, and the tide began to turn.

I wanted to complete the job. Our artillery put up a sharp barrage, and the little I had left comparatively fresh I sent in for a counter-stroke. Most of the men were untrained, but there was that in our ranks which dispensed with training, and we had caught the enemy at the moment of lowest vitality. We pushed him out of La Bruyere, we pushed him back to our old forward zone, we pushed him out of that zone to the position from which he had begun the day.

I wanted to finish the job. Our artillery launched a strong bombardment, and I sent in the few troops I had left who were relatively fresh for a counter-attack. Most of the soldiers were inexperienced, but there was something in our ranks that made up for the lack of training, and we caught the enemy at their weakest point. We pushed them out of La Bruyere, we drove them back to our old forward zone, and we pushed them out of that zone to the position they started the day from.

But there was no rest for the weary. We had lost at least a third of our strength, and we had to man the same long line. We consolidated it as best we could, started to replace the wiring that had been destroyed, found touch with the division on our right, and established outposts. Then, after a conference with my brigadiers, I went back to my headquarters, too tired to feel either satisfaction or anxiety. In eight hours the French would be here. The words made a kind of litany in my ears.

But there was no break for the weary. We had lost at least a third of our strength, and we had to hold the same long line. We combined our resources as best we could, started to replace the damaged wiring, made contact with the division on our right, and set up outposts. Then, after a meeting with my brigadiers, I returned to my headquarters, too exhausted to feel either satisfaction or worry. In eight hours, the French would arrive. The words played like a chant in my mind.

In the cowshed where Wake had lain, two figures awaited me. The talc-enclosed candle revealed Hamilton and Amos, dirty beyond words, smoke-blackened, blood-stained, and intricately bandaged. They stood stiffly to attention.

In the cowshed where Wake had been, two figures were waiting for me. The candle covered in talc showed Hamilton and Amos, looking incredibly dirty, covered in soot, stained with blood, and wrapped in complicated bandages. They stood rigidly at attention.

“Sirr, the prisoner,” said Hamilton. “I have to report that the prisoner is deid.”

“Sirr, the prisoner,” said Hamilton. “I have to report that the prisoner is dead.”

I stared at them, for I had forgotten Ivery. He seemed a creature of a world that had passed away.

I stared at them, realizing I had completely forgotten about Ivery. He felt like someone from a time that no longer existed.

“Sirr, it was like this. Ever sin’ this mornin’, the prisoner seemed to wake up. Ye’ll mind that he was in a kind of dream all week. But he got some new notion in his heid, and when the battle began he exheebited signs of restlessness. Whiles he wad lie doun in the trench, and whiles he was wantin’ back to the dug-out. Accordin’ to instructions I provided him wi’ a rifle, but he didna seem to ken how to handle it. It was your orders, sirr, that he was to have means to defend hisself if the enemy cam on, so Amos gie’d him a trench knife. But verra soon he looked as if he was ettlin’ to cut his throat, so I deprived him of it.”

“Sir, here's what happened. Ever since this morning, the prisoner seemed to wake up. You’ll remember he was in a sort of daze all week. But he got some new idea in his head, and when the battle started, he showed signs of restlessness. Sometimes he would lie down in the trench, and other times he wanted back to the dugout. Following your instructions, I gave him a rifle, but he didn’t seem to know how to use it. It was your orders, sir, that he should have a way to defend himself if the enemy came, so Amos gave him a trench knife. But pretty soon he looked like he was planning to cut his own throat, so I took it away from him.”

Hamilton stopped for breath. He spoke as if he were reciting a lesson, with no stops between the sentences.

Hamilton paused to catch his breath. He spoke as if he were reciting a lesson, with no breaks between the sentences.

“I jaloused, sirr, that he wadna last oot the day, and Amos here was of the same opinion. The end came at twenty minutes past three—I ken the time, for I had just compared my watch with Amos. Ye’ll mind that the Gairmans were beginning a big attack. We were in the front trench of what they ca’ the battle-zone, and Amos and me was keepin’ oor eyes on the enemy, who could be obsairved dribblin’ ower the open. Just then the prisoner catches sight of the enemy and jumps up on the top. Amos tried to hold him, but he kicked him in the face. The next we kenned he was runnin’ verra fast towards the enemy, holdin’ his hands ower his heid and crying out loud in a foreign langwidge.”

“I was worried, sir, that he wouldn’t last through the day, and Amos felt the same. The end came at twenty minutes past three—I know the time because I had just compared my watch with Amos’s. You’ll remember that the Germans were starting a big attack. We were in the front trench of what they call the battle zone, and Amos and I were keeping an eye on the enemy, who could be seen trickling over the open ground. Just then, the prisoner spotted the enemy and jumped up on top. Amos tried to hold him back, but he kicked him in the face. The next thing we knew, he was running very fast towards the enemy, holding his hands over his head and shouting loudly in a foreign language.”

“It was German,” said the scholarly Amos through his broken teeth.

“It was German,” said the knowledgeable Amos through his broken teeth.

“It was Gairman,” continued Hamilton. “It seemed as if he was appealin’ to the enemy to help him. But they paid no attention, and he cam under the fire of their machine-guns. We watched him spin round like a teetotum and kenned that he was bye with it.”

“It was Gairman,” Hamilton continued. “It looked like he was asking the enemy for help. But they ignored him, and he came under the fire of their machine guns. We watched him spin around like a top and knew that he was done for.”

“You are sure he was killed?” I asked.

“You're sure he was killed?” I asked.

“Yes, sirr. When we counter-attacked we fund his body.”

“Yes, sir. When we launched our counter-attack, we found his body.”


There is a grave close by the farm of Gavrelle, and a wooden cross at its head bears the name of the Graf von Schwabing and the date of his death. The Germans took Gavrelle a little later. I am glad to think that they read that inscription.

There’s a grave near the Gavrelle farm, and a wooden cross at the head has the name of the Graf von Schwabing and his date of death. The Germans captured Gavrelle a little while later. I’m pleased to think that they saw that inscription.

CHAPTER XXII
The Summons Comes for Mr Standfast

I slept for one and three-quarter hours that night, and when I awoke I seemed to emerge from deeps of slumber which had lasted for days. That happens sometimes after heavy fatigue and great mental strain. Even a short sleep sets up a barrier between past and present which has to be elaborately broken down before you can link on with what has happened before. As my wits groped at the job some drops of rain splashed on my face through the broken roof. That hurried me out-of-doors. It was just after dawn and the sky was piled with thick clouds, while a wet wind blew up from the southwest. The long-prayed-for break in the weather seemed to have come at last. A deluge of rain was what I wanted, something to soak the earth and turn the roads into water-courses and clog the enemy transport, something above all to blind the enemy’s eyes.... For I remembered what a preposterous bluff it all had been, and what a piteous broken handful stood between the Germans and their goal. If they knew, if they only knew, they would brush us aside like flies.

I slept for about an hour and fifteen minutes that night, and when I woke up, it felt like I was coming out of a deep sleep that had lasted for days. That sometimes happens after extreme tiredness and mental stress. Even a short nap creates a barrier between the past and the present that you have to work through before you can connect with what happened before. As I tried to gather my thoughts, some raindrops hit my face through the damaged roof. That pushed me outside. It was just after dawn, and the sky was filled with thick clouds, while a damp wind blew in from the southwest. The long-awaited change in the weather seemed to finally be here. I wanted a downpour—something to soak the ground, turn the roads into rivers, and hinder enemy transport; most importantly, something to blind the enemy... Because I remembered how ridiculous it all had been, and how pitifully few of us stood between the Germans and their goal. If they knew, if they only knew, they would brush us aside like flies.

As I shaved I looked back on the events of yesterday as on something that had happened long ago. I seemed to judge them impersonally, and I concluded that it had been a pretty good fight. A scratch force, half of it dog-tired and half of it untrained, had held up at least a couple of fresh divisions.... But we couldn’t do it again, and there were still some hours before us of desperate peril. When had the Corps said that the French would arrive?... I was on the point of shouting for Hamilton to get Wake to ring up Corps Headquarters, when I remembered that Wake was dead. I had liked him and greatly admired him, but the recollection gave me scarcely a pang. We were all dying, and he had only gone on a stage ahead.

As I shaved, I thought back on yesterday's events as if they happened ages ago. I seemed to evaluate them from a distance, and I decided it had been a decent fight. A makeshift force, half exhausted and half untrained, had held off at least a couple of fresh divisions... But we couldn’t pull that off again, and there were still several hours ahead of us filled with desperate danger. When had the Corps said the French would arrive?... I was about to call out to Hamilton to get Wake to contact Corps Headquarters when I remembered that Wake was dead. I had liked him and admired him a lot, but the memory barely hit me. We were all dying, and he had just moved on a stage ahead.

There was no morning strafe, such as had been our usual fortune in the past week. I went out-of-doors and found a noiseless world under the lowering sky. The rain had stopped falling, the wind of dawn had lessened, and I feared that the storm would be delayed. I wanted it at once to help us through the next hours of tension. Was it in six hours that the French were coming? No, it must be four. It couldn’t be more than four, unless somebody had made an infernal muddle. I wondered why everything was so quiet. It would be breakfast time on both sides, but there seemed no stir of man’s presence in that ugly strip half a mile off. Only far back in the German hinterland I seemed to hear the rumour of traffic.

There was no morning strafe, like we had experienced over the past week. I stepped outside and found a silent world beneath the darkening sky. The rain had stopped, the early morning wind had died down, and I worried that the storm would be postponed. I wanted it to arrive soon to help us get through the next few tense hours. Was it in six hours that the French were coming? No, it must be four. It couldn't be more than four, unless someone had completely messed things up. I wondered why everything was so quiet. It would be breakfast time on both sides, but there seemed to be no sign of human presence in that barren stretch half a mile away. Only far back in the German hinterland did I seem to hear the distant sound of movement.

An unslept and unshaven figure stood beside me which revealed itself as Archie Roylance.

An unshaved and sleepless figure stood next to me, and it turned out to be Archie Roylance.

“Been up all night,” he said cheerfully, lighting a cigarette. “No, I haven’t had breakfast. The skipper thought we’d better get another anti-aircraft battery up this way, and I was superintendin’ the job. He’s afraid of the Hun gettin’ over your lines and spying out the nakedness of the land. For, you know, we’re uncommon naked, sir. Also,” and Archie’s face became grave, “the Hun’s pourin’ divisions down on this sector. As I judge, he’s blowin’ up for a thunderin’ big drive on both sides of the river. Our lads yesterday said all the country back of Peronne was lousy with new troops. And he’s gettin’ his big guns forward, too. You haven’t been troubled with them yet, but he has got the roads mended and the devil of a lot of new light railways, and any moment we’ll have the five-point-nines sayin’ Good-mornin’.... Pray Heaven you get relieved in time, sir. I take it there’s not much risk of another push this mornin’?”

“Been up all night,” he said cheerfully, lighting a cigarette. “No, I haven’t had breakfast. The skipper thought we’d better get another anti-aircraft battery set up this way, and I was supervising the job. He’s worried about the Germans getting over your lines and checking out our situation. Because, you know, we’re pretty exposed, sir. Also,” and Archie’s expression turned serious, “the Germans are sending divisions into this area. As I see it, they’re gearing up for a huge offensive on both sides of the river. Our guys yesterday said the area behind Peronne was crawling with new troops. And he’s bringing his big guns forward too. You haven’t had to deal with them yet, but he’s fixed the roads and built a ton of new light railways, and any moment now we’ll be hearing the five-point-nines saying Good Morning.... I hope you get relieved in time, sir. I assume there’s not much chance of another push this morning?”

“I don’t think so. The Boche took a nasty knock yesterday, and he must fancy we’re pretty strong after that counter-attack. I don’t think he’ll strike till he can work both sides of the river, and that’ll take time to prepare. That’s what his fresh divisions are for.... But remember, he can attack now, if he likes. If he knew how weak we were he’s strong enough to send us all to glory in the next three hours. It’s just that knowledge that you fellows have got to prevent his getting. If a single Hun plane crosses our lines and returns, we’re wholly and utterly done. You’ve given us splendid help since the show began, Archie. For God’s sake keep it up to the finish and put every machine you can spare in this sector.”

“I don’t think so. The Germans took a hard hit yesterday, and they probably believe we’re pretty strong after that counterattack. I don’t think they’ll attack until they can operate on both sides of the river, and that’s going to take some time to set up. That’s what their fresh divisions are for… But remember, they could strike now if they wanted to. If they realized how weak we are, they’re strong enough to wipe us out in the next three hours. It’s that knowledge that you guys need to make sure they don’t get. If a single German plane crosses our lines and makes it back, we’re completely finished. You’ve given us amazing support since this started, Archie. For God’s sake, keep it up until the end and send every available plane you can to this sector.”

“We’re doin’ our best,” he said. “We got some more fightin’ scouts down from the north, and we’re keepin’ our eyes skinned. But you know as well as I do, sir, that it’s never an ab-so-lute certainty. If the Hun sent over a squadron we might beat ’em all down but one, and that one might do the trick. It’s a matter of luck. The Hun’s got the wind up all right in the air just now and I don’t blame the poor devil. I’m inclined to think we haven’t had the pick of his push here. Jennings says he’s doin’ good work in Flanders, and they reckon there’s the deuce of a thrust comin’ there pretty soon. I think we can manage the kind of footler he’s been sendin’ over here lately, but if Lensch or some lad like that were to choose to turn up I wouldn’t say what might happen. The air’s a big lottery,” and Archie turned a dirty face skyward where two of our planes were moving very high towards the east.

“We’re doing our best,” he said. “We’ve got some more fighting scouts coming down from the north, and we’re keeping a close watch. But you know as well as I do, sir, that there’s never a guarantee. If the Germans send over a squadron, we might take them all out except one, and that one could make a difference. It’s a matter of luck. The Germans are definitely on edge in the air right now, and I can’t blame them. I’m starting to think we haven’t faced their best push here. Jennings says he’s doing great work in Flanders, and they expect a serious attack there pretty soon. I think we can handle the kind of lesser threats he’s been sending over here lately, but if Lensch or someone like that shows up, I can’t predict what might happen. The air is like a huge lottery,” and Archie looked up at the sky, where two of our planes were flying very high toward the east.

The mention of Lensch brought Peter to mind, and I asked if he had gone back.

The mention of Lensch reminded me of Peter, so I asked if he had returned.

“He won’t go,” said Archie, “and we haven’t the heart to make him. He’s very happy, and plays about with the Gladas single-seater. He’s always speakin’ about you, sir, and it’d break his heart if we shifted him.”

“He won’t go,” said Archie, “and we don’t have the heart to make him. He’s really happy and plays around with the Gladas single-seater. He’s always talking about you, sir, and it would break his heart if we moved him.”

I asked about his health, and was told that he didn’t seem to have much pain.

I asked about his health, and was told that he didn’t seem to be in much pain.

“But he’s a bit queer,” and Archie shook a sage head. “One of the reasons why he won’t budge is because he says God has some work for him to do. He’s quite serious about it, and ever since he got the notion he has perked up amazin’. He’s always askin’ about Lensch, too—not vindictive like, you understand, but quite friendly. Seems to take a sort of proprietary interest in him. I told him Lensch had had a far longer spell of first-class fightin’ than anybody else and was bound by the law of averages to be downed soon, and he was quite sad about it.”

“But he’s a bit odd,” Archie said, shaking his head wisely. “One of the reasons he won’t move is that he believes God has some work for him to do. He’s really serious about it, and ever since he got that idea, he’s been much more lively. He also keeps asking about Lensch—not in a vindictive way, you know, but quite friendly. It seems he has a sort of ownership over him. I told him Lensch had a much longer streak of top-notch fighting than anyone else and was statistically bound to lose soon, and he felt pretty down about it.”

I had no time to worry about Peter. Archie and I swallowed breakfast and I had a pow-wow with my brigadiers. By this time I had got through to Corps H.Q. and got news of the French. It was worse than I expected. General Peguy would arrive about ten o’clock, but his men couldn’t take over till well after midday. The Corps gave me their whereabouts and I found it on the map. They had a long way to cover yet, and then there would be the slow business of relieving. I looked at my watch. There were still six hours before us when the Boche might knock us to blazes, six hours of maddening anxiety.... Lefroy announced that all was quiet on the front, and that the new wiring at the Bois de la Bruyere had been completed. Patrols had reported that during the night a fresh German division seemed to have relieved that which we had punished so stoutly yesterday. I asked him if he could stick it out against another attack. “No,” he said without hesitation. “We’re too few and too shaky on our pins to stand any more. I’ve only a man to every three yards.” That impressed me, for Lefroy was usually the most devil-may-care optimist.

I didn't have time to worry about Peter. Archie and I quickly finished breakfast, and then I had a meeting with my team leaders. By that point, I had contacted Corps H.Q. and got updates about the French. It was worse than I had anticipated. General Peguy was set to arrive around ten o’clock, but his troops wouldn’t be able to take over until well after midday. The Corps provided me with their location, and I found it on the map. They still had a long way to go, and then there would be the slow process of the handover. I checked my watch. We still had six hours ahead of us during which the Germans could hit us hard, six hours of excruciating anxiety... Lefroy reported that everything was calm on the front, and that the new wiring at the Bois de la Bruyere had been finished. Patrols had indicated that overnight, a new German division seemed to have replaced the one we had hit hard yesterday. I asked him if he thought we could hold out against another attack. “No,” he replied without hesitation. “We’re too few and too unsteady to take any more. I’ve only one man for every three yards.” That struck me because Lefroy was usually the most carefree optimist.

“Curse it, there’s the sun,” I heard Archie cry. It was true, for the clouds were rolling back and the centre of the heavens was a patch of blue. The storm was coming—I could smell it in the air—but probably it wouldn’t break till the evening. Where, I wondered, would we be by that time?

“Damn it, there’s the sun,” I heard Archie shout. It was true, the clouds were clearing and the middle of the sky showed a spot of blue. The storm was on its way—I could smell it in the air—but it probably wouldn’t hit until the evening. I wondered, where would we be by then?

It was now nine o’clock, and I was keeping tight hold on myself, for I saw that I was going to have hell for the next hours. I am a pretty stolid fellow in some ways, but I have always found patience and standing still the most difficult job to tackle, and my nerves were all tattered from the long strain of the retreat. I went up to the line and saw the battalion commanders. Everything was unwholesomely quiet there. Then I came back to my headquarters to study the reports that were coming in from the air patrols. They all said the same thing—abnormal activity in the German back areas. Things seemed shaping for a new 21st of March, and, if our luck were out, my poor little remnant would have to take the shock. I telephoned to the Corps and found them as nervous as me. I gave them the details of my strength and heard an agonised whistle at the other end of the line. I was rather glad I had companions in the same purgatory.

It was now nine o’clock, and I was trying to keep myself together, knowing I was in for a rough few hours. I’m usually pretty unflappable, but I’ve always found patience and standing still to be the hardest things to manage, and my nerves were all frayed from the long strain of the retreat. I went up to the front line and met with the battalion commanders. It was eerily quiet there. Then I headed back to my headquarters to review the reports coming in from the air patrols. They all reported the same thing—unusual activity in the German rear areas. It seemed like we were gearing up for another March 21st, and if luck wasn’t on our side, my poor little remnants would have to bear the brunt. I called the Corps and found them as anxious as I was. I gave them the details of my strength and heard a distressed whistle on the other end of the line. I was somewhat relieved to know I had company in the same hell.

I found I couldn’t sit still. If there had been any work to do I would have buried myself in it, but there was none. Only this fearsome job of waiting. I hardly ever feel cold, but now my blood seemed to be getting thin, and I astonished my staff by putting on a British warm and buttoning up the collar. Round that derelict farm I ranged like a hungry wolf, cold at the feet, queasy in the stomach, and mortally edgy in the mind.

I realized I couldn't sit still. If there had been any work to do, I would have thrown myself into it, but there wasn’t any. Only this daunting task of waiting. I hardly ever feel cold, but now it felt like my blood was thinning, and I surprised my team by putting on a heavy coat and buttoning up the collar. I roamed around that abandoned farm like a hungry wolf, feeling cold at my feet, uneasy in my stomach, and extremely restless in my mind.

Then suddenly the cloud lifted from me, and the blood seemed to run naturally in my veins. I experienced the change of mood which a man feels sometimes when his whole being is fined down and clarified by long endurance. The fight of yesterday revealed itself as something rather splendid. What risks we had run and how gallantly we had met them! My heart warmed as I thought of that old division of mine, those ragged veterans that were never beaten as long as breath was left them. And the Americans and the boys from the machine-gun school and all the oddments we had commandeered! And old Blenkiron raging like a good-tempered lion! It was against reason that such fortitude shouldn’t win out. We had snarled round and bitten the Boche so badly that he wanted no more for a little. He would come again, but presently we should be relieved and the gallant blue-coats, fresh as paint and burning for revenge, would be there to worry him.

Then suddenly the weight lifted off me, and the blood flowed naturally in my veins. I felt that shift in mood that a person sometimes experiences when their whole being feels refined and clarified after enduring a lot. The battle from yesterday revealed itself as something quite magnificent. What risks we had taken and how bravely we had faced them! My heart warmed as I thought of my old unit, those battle-worn veterans who never gave up as long as they still had breath. And the Americans and the guys from the machine-gun school, and all the odds and ends we had gathered! And old Blenkiron roaring like a good-natured lion! It was just unreasonable that such bravery shouldn’t prevail. We had snarled and bitten the Germans so hard that they wanted to back off for a bit. They would come back, but soon we’d be relieved, and the brave blue uniforms, fresh and eager for revenge, would be there to keep the pressure on them.

I had no new facts on which to base my optimism, only a changed point of view. And with it came a recollection of other things. Wake’s death had left me numb before, but now the thought of it gave me a sharp pang. He was the first of our little confederacy to go. But what an ending he had made, and how happy he had been in that mad time when he had come down from his pedestal and become one of the crowd! He had found himself at the last, and who could grudge him such happiness? If the best were to be taken, he would be chosen first, for he was a big man, before whom I uncovered my head. The thought of him made me very humble. I had never had his troubles to face, but he had come clean through them, and reached a courage which was for ever beyond me. He was the Faithful among us pilgrims, who had finished his journey before the rest. Mary had foreseen it. “There is a price to be paid,” she had said—“the best of us.”

I didn't have any new information to support my optimism, just a different perspective. Along with that came memories of other things. Wake's death had left me feeling numb before, but now thinking about it caused me a sharp ache. He was the first of our small group to leave us. But what a farewell he had—how happy he had been during that wild time when he stepped down from his pedestal and joined the crowd! He finally found himself, and who could resent him for that happiness? If we were to lose the best of us, he would be the first choice because he was a great man, someone I respected deeply. Just thinking about him made me feel very humble. I had never faced his struggles, but he had endured them and achieved a bravery that was always beyond me. He was the faithful one among us travelers, who completed his journey before the rest of us. Mary had seen it coming. “There is a price to be paid,” she had said—“the best of us.”

And at the thought of Mary a flight of warm and happy hopes seemed to settle on my mind. I was looking again beyond the war to that peace which she and I would some day inherit. I had a vision of a green English landscape, with its far-flung scents of wood and meadow and garden.... And that face of all my dreams, with the eyes so childlike and brave and honest, as if they, too, saw beyond the dark to a radiant country. A line of an old song, which had been a favourite of my father’s, sang itself in my ears:

And when I thought of Mary, a wave of warm and happy hopes washed over me. I was looking ahead past the war to that peace she and I would one day share. I envisioned a lush English landscape, filled with the distant scents of woods, meadows, and gardens... And that face from all my dreams, with eyes so innocent, brave, and sincere, as if they too could see beyond the darkness to a bright place. A line from an old song that my father loved played in my head:

There’s an eye that ever weeps and a fair face will be fain
When I ride through Annan Water wi’ my bonny bands again!

There’s an eye that always cries and a beautiful face will be glad
When I ride through Annan Water with my pretty friends again!

We were standing by the crumbling rails of what had once been the farm sheepfold. I looked at Archie and he smiled back at me, for he saw that my face had changed. Then he turned his eyes to the billowing clouds.

We were standing by the crumbling rails of what used to be the farm sheepfold. I looked at Archie and he smiled back at me, noticing the change on my face. Then he turned his gaze to the billowing clouds.

I felt my arm clutched.

I felt my arm grab.

“Look there!” said a fierce voice, and his glasses were turned upward.

“Look over there!” said a harsh voice, and his glasses were tilted upward.

I looked, and far up in the sky saw a thing like a wedge of wild geese flying towards us from the enemy’s country. I made out the small dots which composed it, and my glass told me they were planes. But only Archie’s practised eye knew that they were enemy.

I looked up and saw something like a flock of wild geese flying towards us from the enemy’s territory. I could make out the small dots that formed it, and my binoculars confirmed they were planes. But only Archie’s trained eye recognized that they were enemy aircraft.

“Boche?” I asked.

"Boche?" I asked.

“Boche,” he said. “My God, we’re for it now.”

“Boche,” he said. “Oh man, we’re really in trouble now.”

My heart had sunk like a stone, but I was fairly cool. I looked at my watch and saw that it was ten minutes to eleven.

My heart had dropped like a stone, but I stayed pretty calm. I checked my watch and saw it was ten minutes to eleven.

“How many?”

“What's the count?”

“Five,” said Archie. “Or there may be six—not more.”

“Five,” Archie said. “Or there could be six—not any more.”

“Listen!” I said. “Get on to your headquarters. Tell them that it’s all up with us if a single plane gets back. Let them get well over the line, the deeper in the better, and tell them to send up every machine they possess and down them all. Tell them it’s life or death. Not one single plane goes back. Quick!”

“Listen!” I said. “Get to your headquarters. Tell them we’re finished if even one plane makes it back. Let them go well over the line—the deeper, the better—and tell them to send up every aircraft they have and take them all down. Tell them it’s a matter of life or death. Not one plane returns. Hurry!”

Archie disappeared, and as he went our anti-aircraft guns broke out. The formation above opened and zigzagged, but they were too high to be in much danger. But they were not too high to see that which we must keep hidden or perish.

Archie vanished, and as he did, our anti-aircraft guns started firing. The formation above spread out and moved erratically, but they were too high to be in real danger. However, they weren't too high to notice what we must keep concealed or face dire consequences.

The roar of our batteries died down as the invaders passed westward. As I watched their progress they seemed to be dropping lower. Then they rose again and a bank of cloud concealed them.

The sound of our guns faded away as the invaders moved west. As I observed them, they appeared to be flying lower. Then they ascended again, and a cloud bank covered them.

I had a horrid certainty that they must beat us, that some at any rate would get back. They had seen thin lines and the roads behind us empty of supports. They would see, as they advanced, the blue columns of the French coming up from the south-west, and they would return and tell the enemy that a blow now would open the road to Amiens and the sea. He had plenty of strength for it, and presently he would have overwhelming strength. It only needed a spear-point to burst the jerry-built dam and let the flood through.... They would return in twenty minutes, and by noon we would be broken. Unless—unless the miracle of miracles happened, and they never returned.

I had a sickening feeling that they would definitely defeat us, that some of them would make it back. They had noticed the sparse lines and the roads behind us were clear of reinforcements. As they moved forward, they would see the blue columns of the French coming up from the southwest, and they would report back to the enemy that a strike now would open the way to Amiens and the sea. They had enough strength for it, and soon they would have overwhelming power. It just needed one sharp push to break the poorly constructed dam and let the chaos in.... They would be back in twenty minutes, and by noon we would be shattered. Unless—unless the incredible miracle happened, and they never came back.

Archie reported that his skipper would do his damnedest and that our machines were now going up. “We’ve a chance, sir,” he said, “a good sportin’ chance.” It was a new Archie, with a hard voice, a lean face, and very old eyes.

Archie said that his captain would do everything he could and that our machines were now getting airborne. “We’ve got a chance, sir,” he said, “a solid sporting chance.” It was a different Archie, with a rough voice, a gaunt face, and eyes that seemed much older.

Behind the jagged walls of the farm buildings was a knoll which had once formed part of the high-road. I went up there alone, for I didn’t want anybody near me. I wanted a viewpoint, and I wanted quiet, for I had a grim time before me. From that knoll I had a big prospect of country. I looked east to our lines on which an occasional shell was falling, and where I could hear the chatter of machine-guns. West there was peace for the woods closed down on the landscape. Up to the north, I remember, there was a big glare as from a burning dump, and heavy guns seemed to be at work in the Ancre valley. Down in the south there was the dull murmur of a great battle. But just around me, in the gap, the deadliest place of all, there was an odd quiet. I could pick out clearly the different sounds. Somebody down at the farm had made a joke and there was a short burst of laughter. I envied the humorist his composure. There was a clatter and jingle from a battery changing position. On the road a tractor was jolting along—I could hear its driver shout and the screech of its unoiled axle.

Behind the jagged walls of the farm buildings was a hill that used to be part of the main road. I climbed up there by myself because I didn’t want anyone around. I needed a place to think and some peace and quiet, as I had a tough time ahead of me. From that hill, I could see a lot of the surrounding area. I looked east toward our lines, where shells occasionally landed, accompanied by the sounds of machine-gun fire. To the west, there was stillness as the woods enclosed the landscape. To the north, I noticed a bright flare, likely from a burning supply dump, and heavy artillery sounded in the Ancre valley. To the south, I could hear the dull roar of a major battle. But right around me, in the gap—the most dangerous spot of all—there was a strange quiet. I could clearly make out the different sounds. Someone down at the farm had cracked a joke, leading to a brief burst of laughter. I envied the humorist for their calmness. There was clattering and jingling from a battery moving to a new position. On the road, a tractor was bouncing along—I could hear its driver shout and the screech of its ungreased axle.

My eyes were glued to my glasses, but they shook in my hands so that I could scarcely see. I bit my lip to steady myself, but they still wavered. From time to time I glanced at my watch. Eight minutes gone—ten—seventeen. If only the planes would come into sight! Even the certainty of failure would be better than this harrowing doubt. They should be back by now unless they had swung north across the salient, or unless the miracle of miracles—

My eyes were fixed on my glasses, but my hands trembled so much that I could barely see. I bit my lip to calm myself, but they still shook. Every now and then, I checked my watch. Eight minutes gone—ten—seventeen. If only the planes would appear! Even knowing we had failed would feel better than this excruciating uncertainty. They should be back by now unless they veered north across the bulge, or unless the miracle of miracles—

Then came the distant yapping of an anti-aircraft gun, caught up the next second by others, while smoke patches studded the distant blue sky. The clouds were banking in mid-heaven, but to the west there was a big clear space now woolly with shrapnel bursts. I counted them mechanically—one—three—five—nine—with despair beginning to take the place of my anxiety. My hands were steady now, and through the glasses I saw the enemy.

Then I heard the distant barking of an anti-aircraft gun, quickly joined by others, while patches of smoke dotted the far blue sky. The clouds were thickening in the middle of the sky, but to the west, there was a large clear area now filled with shrapnel explosions. I counted them automatically—one—three—five—nine—feeling despair start to replace my anxiety. My hands were steady now, and through the binoculars, I saw the enemy.

Five attenuated shapes rode high above the bombardment, now sharp against the blue, now lost in a film of vapour. They were coming back, serenely, contemptuously, having seen all they wanted.

Five slender shapes floated high above the bombardment, sometimes sharp against the blue sky, other times fading into a layer of mist. They were returning, calmly and disdainfully, having seen everything they came for.

The quiet was gone now and the din was monstrous. Anti-aircraft guns, singly and in groups, were firing from every side. As I watched it seemed a futile waste of ammunition. The enemy didn’t give a tinker’s curse for it.... But surely there was one down. I could only count four now. No, there was the fifth coming out of a cloud. In ten minutes they would be all over the line. I fairly stamped in my vexation. Those guns were no more use than a sick headache. Oh, where in God’s name were our own planes?

The silence was gone now, and the noise was overwhelming. Anti-aircraft guns, shooting both individually and in groups, were firing from every direction. As I watched, it seemed like a pointless waste of ammo. The enemy didn’t care at all... But surely one of them had been hit. I could only count four now. No, there was a fifth one coming out of a cloud. In ten minutes, they would be all over the line. I was getting really frustrated. Those guns were useless, like a bad headache. Oh, where on earth were our own planes?

At that moment they came, streaking down into sight, four fighting-scouts with the sun glinting on their wings and burnishing their metal cowls. I saw clearly the rings of red, white, and blue. Before their downward drive the enemy instantly spread out.

At that moment, they appeared, swooping into view, four fighter scouts with the sun shining on their wings and shining up their metal helmets. I clearly saw the red, white, and blue insignia. As they dove down, the enemy quickly dispersed.

I was watching with bare eyes now, and I wanted companionship, for the time of waiting was over. Automatically I must have run down the knoll, for the next I knew I was staring at the heavens with Archie by my side. The combatants seemed to couple instinctively. Diving, wheeling, climbing, a pair would drop out of the melee or disappear behind a cloud. Even at that height I could hear the methodical rat-tat-tat of the machine-guns. Then there was a sudden flare and wisp of smoke. A plane sank, turning and twisting, to earth.

I was watching with my own eyes now, and I wanted someone to be with me, because the waiting was over. I must have automatically run down the hill, because the next thing I knew, I was staring at the sky with Archie by my side. The fighters seemed to pair off instinctively. Diving, swirling, climbing, a pair would drop out of the chaos or disappear behind a cloud. Even from that height, I could hear the steady rat-tat-tat of the machine guns. Then there was a sudden flare and a wisp of smoke. A plane spiraled down, twisting and turning, to the ground.

“Hun!” said Archie, who had his glasses on it.

“Hun!” said Archie, who was wearing his glasses.

Almost immediately another followed. This time the pilot recovered himself, while still a thousand feet from the ground, and started gliding for the enemy lines. Then he wavered, plunged sickeningly, and fell headlong into the wood behind La Bruyere.

Almost immediately, another one came after. This time the pilot managed to regain control, even while still a thousand feet above the ground, and began gliding toward the enemy lines. Then he hesitated, dropped sickeningly, and crashed straight into the woods behind La Bruyere.

Farther east, almost over the front trenches, a two-seater Albatross and a British pilot were having a desperate tussle. The bombardment had stopped, and from where we stood every movement could be followed. First one, then another, climbed uppermost and dived back, swooped out and wheeled in again, so that the two planes seemed to clear each other only by inches. Then it looked as if they closed and interlocked. I expected to see both go crashing, when suddenly the wings of one seemed to shrivel up, and the machine dropped like a stone.

Farther east, almost above the front trenches, a two-seater Albatross and a British pilot were in a fierce dogfight. The bombardment had stopped, and from where we stood, we could follow every movement. First one plane, then the other climbed higher and dove back down, swooping out and turning in again, making it look like they barely missed each other. Then it seemed like they collided and got tangled up. I thought both would crash when suddenly, the wings of one seemed to crumple, and the plane dropped like a rock.

“Hun,” said Archie. “That makes three. Oh, good lads! Good lads!”

“Hey,” said Archie. “That makes three. Oh, good guys! Good guys!”

Then I saw something which took away my breath. Sloping down in wide circles came a German machine, and, following, a little behind and a little above, a British. It was the first surrender in mid-air I had seen. In my amazement I watched the couple right down to the ground, till the enemy landed in a big meadow across the high-road and our own man in a field nearer the river.

Then I saw something that left me breathless. A German plane was coming down in wide circles, followed closely behind and a bit above by a British one. It was the first aerial surrender I had ever witnessed. In my astonishment, I watched the two planes all the way to the ground, until the enemy landed in a large meadow across the highway and our guy landed in a field closer to the river.

When I looked back into the sky, it was bare. North, south, east, and west, there was not a sign of aircraft, British or German.

When I looked back up at the sky, it was empty. No matter which way I looked—north, south, east, or west—there was no sign of any planes, British or German.

A violent trembling took me. Archie was sweeping the heavens with his glasses and muttering to himself. Where was the fifth man? He must have fought his way through, and it was too late.

A violent shaking overtook me. Archie was scanning the sky with his binoculars and muttering to himself. Where was the fifth man? He must have pushed his way through, and now it was too late.

But was it? From the toe of a great rolling cloud-bank a flame shot earthwards, followed by a V-shaped trail of smoke. British or Boche? British or Boche? I didn’t wait long for an answer. For, riding over the far end of the cloud, came two of our fighting scouts.

But was it? From the toe of a huge rolling cloud, a flame shot down to the ground, leaving behind a V-shaped trail of smoke. British or German? British or German? I didn’t wait long for an answer. Because, emerging from the far end of the cloud, came two of our fighter scouts.

I tried to be cool, and snapped my glasses into their case, though the reaction made me want to shout. Archie turned to me with a nervous smile and a quivering mouth. “I think we have won on the post,” he said.

I tried to play it cool and snapped my glasses into their case, even though the reaction made me want to yell. Archie turned to me with a nervous smile and a shaky mouth. “I think we’ve won on the post,” he said.

He reached out a hand for mine, his eyes still on the sky, and I was grasping it when it was torn away. He was staring upwards with a white face.

He reached out his hand for mine, his eyes still on the sky, and I was holding it when it was suddenly pulled away. He was looking up with a pale face.

We were looking at the sixth enemy plane.

We were watching the sixth enemy plane.

It had been behind the others and much lower, and was making straight at a great speed for the east. The glasses showed me a different type of machine—a big machine with short wings, which looked menacing as a hawk in a covey of grouse. It was under the cloud-bank, and above, satisfied, easing down after their fight, and unwitting of this enemy, rode the two British craft.

It had been trailing behind the others and much lower, and was heading straight east at high speed. The binoculars revealed a different kind of aircraft—a large machine with short wings, which looked intimidating like a hawk among a flock of grouse. It was beneath the cloud cover, while above, content and descending after their battle, oblivious to this threat, were the two British planes.

A neighbouring anti-aircraft gun broke out into a sudden burst, and I thanked Heaven for its inspiration. Curious as to this new development, the two British turned, caught sight of the Boche, and dived for him.

A nearby anti-aircraft gun fired suddenly, and I thanked Heaven for its timing. Curious about this new turn of events, the two British soldiers turned, spotted the enemy, and dove for him.

What happened in the next minutes I cannot tell. The three seemed to be mixed up in a dog fight, so that I could not distinguish friend from foe. My hands no longer trembled; I was too desperate. The patter of machine-guns came down to us, and then one of the three broke clear and began to climb. The others strained to follow, but in a second he had risen beyond their fire, for he had easily the pace of them. Was it the Hun?

What happened in the next few minutes, I can't say. The three of them seemed to be caught up in a chaotic struggle, making it impossible for me to tell who was who. My hands had stopped shaking; I was too desperate for that. The sound of machine-gun fire echoed down to us, and suddenly one of the three broke away and started to climb. The others tried to keep up, but in an instant, he was out of their reach, easily faster than them. Was it the enemy?

Archie’s dry lips were talking.

Archie's chapped lips were moving.

“It’s Lensch,” he said.

"It's Lensch," he stated.

“How d’you know?” I gasped angrily.

“How do you know?” I gasped angrily.

“Can’t mistake him. Look at the way he slipped out as he banked. That’s his patent trick.”

“Can’t miss him. Just check out how he glided out while turning. That’s his signature move.”

In that agonizing moment hope died in me. I was perfectly calm now, for the time for anxiety had gone. Farther and farther drifted the British pilots behind, while Lensch in the completeness of his triumph looped more than once as if to cry an insulting farewell. In less than three minutes he would be safe inside his own lines, and he carried the knowledge which for us was death.

In that painful moment, hope left me. I felt completely calm now, as the time for worry had passed. The British pilots fell further and further behind, while Lensch, reveling in his victory, did loops as if to throw an insulting goodbye. In less than three minutes, he would be safe in his territory, and he held the knowledge that meant death for us.


Someone was bawling in my ear, and pointing upward. It was Archie and his face was wild. I looked and gasped—seized my glasses and looked again.

Someone was yelling in my ear and pointing up. It was Archie, and he looked frantic. I turned to see what he was pointing at and gasped—grabbed my glasses and looked again.

A second before Lensch had been alone; now there were two machines.

A second before, Lensch had been alone; now there were two machines.

I heard Archie’s voice. “My God, it’s the Gladas—the little Gladas.” His fingers were digging into my arm and his face was against my shoulder. And then his excitement sobered into an awe which choked his speech, as he stammered—“It’s old—”

I heard Archie’s voice. “Oh my God, it’s the Gladas—the little Gladas.” His fingers were digging into my arm and his face was pressed against my shoulder. Then his excitement turned into a sense of awe that made it hard for him to speak, as he stammered—“It’s old—”

But I did not need him to tell me the name, for I had divined it when I first saw the new plane drop from the clouds. I had that queer sense that comes sometimes to a man that a friend is present when he cannot see him. Somewhere up in the void two heroes were fighting their last battle—and one of them had a crippled leg.

But I didn’t need him to say the name, because I figured it out when I first saw the new plane drop from the clouds. I had that strange feeling that sometimes comes over a person when they know a friend is nearby even though they can’t see them. Somewhere up in the sky, two heroes were fighting their final battle—and one of them had a wounded leg.

I had never any doubt about the result, though Archie told me later that he went crazy with suspense. Lensch was not aware of his opponent till he was almost upon him, and I wonder if by any freak of instinct he recognised his greatest antagonist. He never fired a shot, nor did Peter.... I saw the German twist and side-slip as if to baffle the fate descending upon him. I saw Peter veer over vertically and I knew that the end had come. He was there to make certain of victory and he took the only way. The machines closed, there was a crash which I felt though I could not hear it, and next second both were hurtling down, over and over, to the earth.

I never doubted the outcome, even though Archie later told me he was a bundle of nerves. Lensch didn’t realize his opponent was almost on top of him, and I wonder if he somehow sensed his biggest rival. He never fired a shot, and neither did Peter. I watched as the German twisted and dodged, trying to escape the fate that was coming for him. I saw Peter dive straight down, and I knew it was over. He was there to ensure victory, and he took the only option available. The planes collided; I felt the impact even though I couldn't hear it, and the next second, both were tumbling down, spinning toward the ground.

They fell in the river just short of the enemy lines, but I did not see them, for my eyes were blinded and I was on my knees.

They fell into the river just before reaching the enemy lines, but I didn't see them because my vision was blocked and I was on my knees.


After that it was all a dream. I found myself being embraced by a French General of Division, and saw the first companies of the cheerful bluecoats whom I had longed for. With them came the rain, and it was under a weeping April sky that early in the night I marched what was left of my division away from the battle-field. The enemy guns were starting to speak behind us, but I did not heed them. I knew that now there were warders at the gate, and I believed that by the grace of God that gate was barred for ever.

After that, it felt like a dream. I found myself in the embrace of a French General, and I saw the first groups of cheerful bluecoats I had been longing for. With them came the rain, and under a weeping April sky, I marched what was left of my division away from the battlefield early that night. The enemy's guns started firing behind us, but I didn't pay attention to them. I knew that there were guardians at the gate now, and I believed that by the grace of God, that gate was closed for good.

They took Peter from the wreckage with scarcely a scar except his twisted leg. Death had smoothed out some of the age in him, and left his face much as I remembered it long ago in the Mashonaland hills. In his pocket was his old battered Pilgrim’s Progress. It lies before me as I write, and beside it—for I was his only legatee—the little case which came to him weeks later, containing the highest honour that can be bestowed upon a soldier of Britain.

They pulled Peter from the wreckage with hardly a scratch, except for his twisted leg. Death had taken away some of his age, and his face looked much like I remembered from long ago in the Mashonaland hills. In his pocket was his old, worn-out Pilgrim’s Progress. It's right in front of me as I write, and next to it—since I was his only heir—is the little case that arrived for him weeks later, holding the highest honor that can be given to a soldier of Britain.

It was from the Pilgrim’s Progress that I read next morning, when in the lee of an apple-orchard Mary and Blenkiron and I stood in the soft spring rain beside his grave. And what I read was the tale in the end not of Mr Standfast, whom he had singled out for his counterpart, but of Mr Valiant-for-Truth whom he had not hoped to emulate. I set down the words as a salute and a farewell:

It was from the Pilgrim’s Progress that I read the next morning, when Mary, Blenkiron, and I stood in the shelter of an apple orchard in the gentle spring rain beside his grave. And what I read was the story not of Mr. Standfast, whom he had chosen as his counterpart, but of Mr. Valiant-for-Truth, whom he hadn't hoped to match. I wrote down the words as a tribute and a goodbye:

“Then said he, ‘I am going to my Father’s; and though with great difficulty I am got hither, yet now I do not repent me of all the trouble I have been at to arrive where I am. My sword I give to him that shall succeed me in my pilgrimage, and my courage and skill to him that can get it. My marks and scars I carry with me, to be a witness for me that I have fought His battles who now will be my rewarder.’

“Then he said, ‘I’m going to my Father’s; and even though it’s been incredibly hard to get here, I don’t regret all the trouble I went through to be where I am now. I’m giving my sword to the one who will take my place on this journey, and I'm passing on my courage and skills to whoever can earn them. The marks and scars I carry with me serve as proof that I have fought His battles and that He will reward me now.’

“So he passed over, and all the trumpets sounded for him on the other side.”

“So he crossed over, and all the trumpets played for him on the other side.”


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