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THE SOUTH COUNTRY
THE HEART OF ENGLAND SERIES
This Series opens with a new work by Mr. Edward Thomas, that curious and enthusiastic explorer of the English Countryside, whose prose style gives him a claim to be regarded as the successor, as he is the biographer, of Richard Jefferies. The Series includes a new edition of Mr. Thomas’s other work, “The Heart of England,” and Mr. Hilaire Belloc’s “The Historic Thames.” These two volumes were originally issued in limited editions at one Guinea net per volume.
This series kicks off with a new work by Mr. Edward Thomas, an intriguing and passionate explorer of the English countryside, whose writing style makes him a worthy successor and biographer of Richard Jefferies. The series also features a new edition of Mr. Thomas's other work, “The Heart of England,” and Mr. Hilaire Belloc's “The Historic Thames.” These two volumes were initially released in limited editions at one Guinea each.
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THE SOUTH
COUNTRY
THE SOUTH
COUNTRY
by Edward Thomas
by Edward Thomas
LONDON
J. M. DENT & CO.
1909
LONDON
J. M. DENT & CO.
1909
Richard Clay & Sons, Limited,
BREAD STREET HILL, E.C., AND
BUNGAY, SUFFOLK.
Richard Clay & Sons, Ltd.,
BREAD STREET HILL, E.C., AND
BUNGAY, SUFFOLK.
“As I can’t leap from cloud to cloud, I want to wander from road to road. That little path there by the clipped hedge goes up to the high road. I want to go up that path and to walk along the high road, and so on and on and on, and to know all kinds of people. Did you ever think that the roads are the only things that are endless; that one can walk on and on, and never be stopped by a gate or a wall? They are the serpent of eternity. I wonder they have never been worshipped. What are the stars beside them? They never meet one another. The roads are the only things that are infinite. They are all endless.”
“As I can't jump from cloud to cloud, I want to wander from road to road. That little path by the trimmed hedge leads up to the main road. I want to take that path and walk along the main road, endlessly, and meet all sorts of people. Have you ever thought that roads are the only things that are endless; that you can walk endlessly without being stopped by a gate or a wall? They are the serpent of eternity. I wonder why they have never been worshipped. What are the stars compared to them? They never meet each other. Roads are the only things that are infinite. They are all endless.”
Paul Ruttledge in
Where there is Nothing,
by W. B. Yeats.
Paul Ruttledge in
Where there is Nothing,
by W.B. Yeats.
CONTENTS
CHAP. | PAGE | |
I. | THE SOUTH COUNTRY | 1 |
II. | THE END OF WINTER—SUFFOLK—HAMPSHIRE | 15 |
III. | SPRING—HAMPSHIRE—KENT—SURREY | 40 |
IV. | AN ADVENTURER | 61 |
V. | SUSSEX | 68 |
VI. | A RETURN TO NATURE | 73 |
VII. | A RAILWAY CARRIAGE—SURREY—SUSSEX | 95 |
VIII. | JUNE—HAMPSHIRE—THE GOLDEN AGE—TRAHERNE | 121 |
IX. | HISTORY AND THE PARISH—HAMPSHIRE—CORNWALL | 147 |
X. | SUMMER—SUSSEX | 180 |
XI. | HAMPSHIRE—AN UMBRELLA MAN | 186 |
XII. | CHILDREN OF EARTH—HAMPSHIRE AND SUSSEX | 196 |
XIII. | AUGUST—GOING WESTWARD—HAMPSHIRE AND WILTSHIRE | 210 |
XIV. | AN OLD HOUSE AND A BOOK—WILTSHIRE | 235 |
XV. | AN OUTCAST—WILTSHIRE | 245 |
XVI. | THE END OF SUMMER—KENT—BERKSHIRE—HAMPSHIRE—SUSSEX—THE FAIR | 255 |
Several short passages from this book have been printed in “The Saturday Review,” “The Nation,” “The New Age,” “The Daily Chronicle,” and “The Daily News,” and are reprinted by permission.
Several short excerpts from this book have been published in “The Saturday Review,” “The Nation,” “The New Age,” “The Daily Chronicle,” and “The Daily News,” and are reprinted with permission.
The name of “South Country” is taken from a poem by Mr. Hilaire Belloc, beginning—
The name "South Country" comes from a poem by Hilaire Belloc, that starts—
The name is given to the south of England as distinguished from the Midlands, “North England”, and “West England” by the Severn. The poet is thinking particularly of Sussex and of the South Downs. In using the term I am thinking of all that country which is dominated by the Downs or by the English Channel, or by both; Cornwall and East Anglia have been admitted only for the sake of contrast. Roughly speaking, it is the country south of the Thames and Severn and east of Exmoor, and it includes, therefore, the counties of[2] Kent, Sussex, Surrey, Hampshire, Berkshire, Wiltshire, Dorset, and part of Somerset. East and west across it go ranges of chalk hills, their sides smoothly hollowed by Nature and the marl-burner, or sharply scored by old roads. On their lower slopes they carry the chief woods of the south country, their coombes are often fully fledged with trees, and sometimes their high places are crowned with beech or fir; but they are most admirably themselves when they are bare of all but grass and a few bushes of gorse and juniper and some yew, and their ridges make flowing but infinitely variable clear lines against the sky. Sometimes they support a plateau of flint and clay, which slopes gradually to the level of the streams. Sometimes they fall away to the vales in well-defined ledges—first a long curving slope, then a plain of cornland, and below that a steep but lesser slope covered with wood, and then again grassland or sandy heaths and rivers. Except on the plateau, the summits have few houses and very small hamlets; the first terrace has larger villages and even a town or two; but most of the towns are beneath on the banks of the rivers, and chiefly where they are broadest near the sea, or on the coast itself. The rivers flow mainly north and south, and can have but a short course before they enter the sea on the south or the Thames on the north. Those I remember best are the Stours, the two Rothers, but especially the one which joins the Arun, the Medway, the Len, the Eden, the Holling, the Teise, the Ouse, the Itchen, the Meon, the Wey, the Mole, the Kennet, the Ray, the Winterbournes, the Wiltshire Avon, the Wylye, the Ebble, and many little waters running gold over New Forest gravel or crystal over the chalk of Hamp[3]shire, and not least of all that unlucky rivulet, the Wandle, once a nymph that walked among her sisters—
The name refers to the southern part of England, distinguishing it from the Midlands, "North England," and "West England" defined by the Severn. The poet is especially thinking of Sussex and the South Downs. When I use the term, I'm considering all the areas dominated by the Downs or the English Channel, or both; Cornwall and East Anglia are included only for contrast. Generally, it’s the region south of the Thames and Severn and east of Exmoor, encompassing the counties of[2] Kent, Sussex, Surrey, Hampshire, Berkshire, Wiltshire, Dorset, and part of Somerset. Ranges of chalk hills stretch across it, their sides gracefully shaped by nature and human activity, or sharply marked by ancient roads. On the lower slopes, you'll find the main forests of the south, with valleys often lush with trees, and sometimes the heights are topped with beech or fir; but they truly shine when they are bare except for grass and a few bushes of gorse, juniper, and some yew, with their ridges creating flowing yet endlessly varied lines against the sky. Occasionally, they create a plateau of flint and clay that gently slopes down to stream levels. Sometimes they drop into the valleys in clear terraces—first a long, curving slope, then a flat expanse of farmland, followed by a steep but lower slope covered in woods, then more grassland or sandy heaths and rivers. Aside from the plateau, the peaks have few houses and tiny hamlets; the first terrace features larger villages and even a town or two; however, most towns are located down by the riverbanks, especially where the rivers are widest near the sea or directly on the coast. The rivers primarily flow north and south, having only a short distance to travel before they reach the sea to the south or the Thames to the north. The ones I remember best are the Stours, the two Rothers, but particularly the one that joins the Arun, the Medway, the Len, the Eden, the Holling, the Teise, the Ouse, the Itchen, the Meon, the Wey, the Mole, the Kennet, the Ray, the Winterbournes, the Wiltshire Avon, the Wylye, the Ebble, and many small streams flowing gold over New Forest gravel or crystal over the chalk of Hamp[3]shire, and certainly not least, that unfortunate little stream, the Wandle, once a nymph that wandered among her sisters
Nor can I omit the Wiltshire and Berkshire canal, as it was fifteen years ago, between Swindon and Dauntsey, an unfrequented by-way through a quiet dairy country, and full of pike and tench among the weeds and under the tall water docks and willow herbs which even then threatened to subdue it as they now have done.
Nor can I leave out the Wiltshire and Berkshire canal, as it was fifteen years ago, between Swindon and Dauntsey, an out-of-the-way path through a peaceful dairy area, teeming with pike and tench among the weeds and under the tall water docks and willow herbs that even then were trying to take over, just like they have now.
The chief roads make south, south-east, south-west and west from London; almost the only road going east and west and not touching London is the old road known between Winchester and Canterbury as the Pilgrims’ Way.
The main roads lead south, southeast, southwest, and west from London; the only significant road that runs east and west without passing through London is the old road called the Pilgrims’ Way, which connects Winchester and Canterbury.
Most of the towns are small market towns, manufacturing chiefly beer; or they are swollen, especially in the neighbourhood of London, as residential quarters on lines of railway or as health and pleasure resorts on the sea. But any man used to maps will be wiser on these matters in an hour than I am. For what I have sought is quiet and as complete a remoteness as possible from towns, whether of manufactures, of markets or of cathedrals. I have used a good many maps in my time, largely to avoid the towns; but I confess that I prefer to do without them and to go, if I have some days before me, guided by the hills or the sun or a stream—or, if I have one day only, in a rough circle, trusting,[4] by taking a series of turnings to the left or a series to the right, to take much beauty by surprise and to return at last to my starting-point. On a dull day or cloudy night I have often no knowledge of the points of the compass. I never go out to see anything. The signboards thus often astonish me. I wish, by the way, that I had noted down more of the names on the signboards at the cross-roads. There is a wealth of poetry in them, as in that which points—by a ford, too—first, to Poulner and Ringwood; second, to Gorley and Fordingbridge; third, to Linwood and Broomy: and another pointing to Fordingbridge, to Ringwood, and to Cuckoo Hill and Furze Hill: and another in the parish of Pentlow, pointing to Foxearth and Sudbury, to Cavendish and Clare, and to Belchamps and Yeldham. Castles, churches, old houses, of extraordinary beauty or interest, have never worn out any of my shoe leather except by accident. I like to come upon them—usually without knowing their names and legends—but do not lament when chance takes me a hundred times out of their way. Nor have I ever been to Marlow to think about Shelley, or to Winterslow for Hazlitt’s sake; and I enter Buriton many times without remembering Gibbon. They would move me no more than the statue of a man and a fat horse (with beribboned tail), which a grateful countryside erected to William III in the market square at Petersfield. I prefer any country church or chapel to Winchester or Chichester or Canterbury Cathedral, just as I prefer “All round my hat,” or “Somer is icumen in,” to Beethoven. Not that I dislike the cathedrals, or that I do not find many pleasures amongst them. But[5] they are incomprehensible and not restful. I feel when I am within them that I know why a dog bays at the moon. They are much more difficult or, rather, I am more conscious in them of my lack of comprehension, than the hills or the sea; and I do not like the showmen, the smell and look of the museum, the feeling that it is admiration or nothing, and all the well-dressed and flyblown people round about. I sometimes think that religious architecture is a dead language, majestic but dead, that it never was a popular language. Have some of these buildings lived too long, been too well preserved, so as to oppress our little days with too permanent an expression of the passing things? The truth is that, though the past allures me, and to discover a cathedral for myself would be an immense pleasure, I have no historic sense and no curiosity. I mention these trivial things because they may be important to those who read what I am paid for writing. I have read a great deal of history—in fact, a university gave me a degree out of respect for my apparent knowledge of history—but I have forgotten it all, or it has got into my blood and is present in me in a form which defies evocation or analysis. But as far as I can tell I am pure of history. Consequently I prefer the old brick houses round the cathedral, and that avenue of archaic bossy limes to the cathedral itself with all its turbulent quiet and vague antiquity. The old school also close at hand! I was there after the end of the term once, and two boys were kicking a football in a half-walled court; it was a bright, cold, windy April afternoon; and the ancient brick was penetrated with their voices and the sound of the ball,[6] and I thought there could be nothing lovelier than that court, the pleasant walls, and the broad playing fields in sight of a smooth noble hill and a temple of dark firs on top. I was not thinking of Winchester or of any one older than the fondest son of that “mother, more than mother,” and little of him; but was merely caught up by and with the harmony of man and his work, of two children playing, and of the green downs and windy sky.
Most of the towns are small market towns, mainly making beer; or they are expanded, especially near London, as residential areas along railway lines or as health and leisure spots by the sea. But anyone familiar with maps will learn more about these places in an hour than I do. What I seek is peace and as much distance as possible from towns, whether they’re industrial, market-based, or have cathedrals. I’ve looked at plenty of maps over time, mostly to avoid towns; but I admit that I prefer to go without them and to navigate, if I have several days ahead, by following the hills, the sun, or a stream—or, if I only have one day, in a rough circle, trusting, by taking a series of left or right turns, to stumble upon beautiful sights and return to my starting point. On a dull day or during a cloudy night, I often don't know which way is which. I never go out to see anything specific. The signposts often catch me by surprise. By the way, I wish I had written down more of the names on the signs at the crossroads. There’s a treasure of poetry in them, like those that point—by a ford, too—first, to Poulner and Ringwood; second, to Gorley and Fordingbridge; third, to Linwood and Broomy: and another pointing to Fordingbridge, Ringwood, Cuckoo Hill, and Furze Hill: and another in the parish of Pentlow, directing to Foxearth and Sudbury, to Cavendish and Clare, and to Belchamps and Yeldham. Castles, churches, and old houses of exceptional beauty or interest have never worn down my shoe leather except by chance. I like to discover them—usually without knowing their names or stories—but I don’t regret when I happen to miss them a hundred times. I’ve never visited Marlow to think about Shelley, or Winterslow for Hazlitt’s sake; and I enter Buriton many times without recalling Gibbon. They mean as little to me as the statue of a man and a fat horse (with a beribboned tail), which a thankful countryside put up for William III in the market square at Petersfield. I prefer any countryside church or chapel to Winchester or Chichester or Canterbury Cathedral, just as I prefer “All round my hat” or “Somer is icumen in” to Beethoven. It’s not that I dislike the cathedrals or that I don’t find many joys among them. But they are overwhelming and not relaxing. I feel when I’m inside them that I understand why a dog howls at the moon. They challenge me—or rather, I become more aware of how little I understand—compared to the hills or the sea; and I dislike the displays, the smell and atmosphere of a museum, the sense that it’s about admiration or nothing, and all the well-dressed and unkempt people around. Sometimes I think that religious architecture is a dead language, grand but lifeless, that it was never a common tongue. Have some of these buildings outlived their time, been too well preserved, so that they overwhelm our brief lives with an expression of fleeting things that feels too permanent? The truth is that, although the past intrigues me, and discovering a cathedral for myself would be a great pleasure, I have no sense of history and no curiosity. I mention these small details because they might matter to those who read what I’m paid to write. I’ve read a lot of history—actually, a university awarded me a degree out of respect for my apparent knowledge of it—but I’ve forgotten it all, or it has seeped into my spirit in a way that resists recall or analysis. But as far as I can tell, I am free of history. So I prefer the old brick houses around the cathedral, and that avenue of ancient bossy limes to the cathedral itself with all its turbulent peace and vague antiquity. The old school is also nearby! I was there after term ended once, and two boys were kicking a football in a half-walled courtyard; it was a bright, cold, windy April afternoon; and the ancient brick echoed with their voices and the sound of the ball, and I thought there could be nothing lovelier than that courtyard, the pleasant walls, and the broad playing fields in view of a smooth noble hill and a stand of dark firs on top. I wasn’t thinking of Winchester or anyone older than the beloved son of that “mother, more than mother,” and not much of him either; I was simply absorbed in the harmony of humans and their work, of two children playing, and of the green downs and windy sky.
And so I travel, armed only with myself, an avaricious and often libertine and fickle eye and ear, in pursuit, not of knowledge, not of wisdom, but of one whom to pursue is never to capture. Politics, the drama, science, racing, reforms and preservations, divorces, book clubs—nearly everything which the average (oh! mysterious average man, always to be met but never met) and the superior and the intelligent man is thinking of, I cannot grasp; my mind refuses to deal with them; and when they are discussed I am given to making answers like, “In Kilve there is no weathercock.” I expect there are others as unfortunate, superfluous men such as the sanitation, improved housing, police, charities, medicine of our wonderful civilization saves from the fate of the cuckoo’s foster-brothers. They will perhaps follow my meanders and understand. The critics also will help. They will misunderstand—it is their trade. How well they know what I ought, or at least ought not, to do. I must, they have said, avoid “the manner of the worst oleographs”; must not be “affected,” though the recipe is not to be had; must beware of “over-excitation of the colour sense.” In slow course of years we acquire a way of expression, hopelessly inadequate, as we plainly see when[7] looking at the methods of great poets, of beautiful women, of athletes, of politicians, but still gradually as fitted to the mind as an old walking-stick to the hand that has worn and been worn by it, full of our weakness as of our strength, of our blindness as of our vision—the man himself, the poor man it may be. And I live by writing, since it is impossible to live by not writing in an age not of gold but of brass.
And so I travel, relying only on myself, with a greedy and often reckless and changeable eye and ear, not in search of knowledge or wisdom, but of someone who can never truly be caught. Politics, drama, science, racing, reforms and preservation, divorces, book clubs—almost everything that the average (oh! mysterious average person, always encountered but never truly known) as well as the exceptional and intellectual people are thinking about, I can’t seem to grasp; my mind refuses to engage with them. When they come up in conversation, I tend to respond with things like, “In Kilve there is no weathercock.” I imagine there are others just as unfortunate, unnecessary people that our incredible civilization’s sanitation, improved housing, police, charities, and medicine save from the fate of the cuckoo’s foster-brothers. They might follow my wandering thoughts and understand. The critics will also have their say. They will misunderstand—it’s part of their job. They know so well what I should, or at least shouldn’t, do. They’ve advised me to avoid “the style of the worst oleographs”; not to be “affected,” though no recipe for that exists; and to watch out for “over-excitation of the color sense.” Over the years, we develop a form of expression that is hopelessly inadequate, as we clearly see when comparing it to the methods of great poets, beautiful women, athletes, politicians, but it still gradually becomes suited to the mind like an old walking stick in a hand that has worn and been worn by it, full of our weaknesses as well as our strengths, of our blindness as well as our vision—the man himself, perhaps the poor man. And I make my living by writing, since it’s impossible to survive by not writing in an age that’s not of gold, but of brass.
Unlearned, incurious, but finding deepest ease and joy out of doors, I have gone about the South Country these twenty years and more on foot, especially in Kent between Maidstone and Ashford and round Penshurst, in Surrey between London, Guildford and Horley, in Hampshire round Petersfield, in Wiltshire between Wootton Bassett, Swindon and Savernake. The people are almost foreign to me, the more so because country people have not yet been thrown into quite the same confusion as townspeople, and therefore look awkwardly upon those who are not in trade—writing is an unskilled labour and not a trade—not on the land, and not idle. But I have known something of two or three men and women, and have met a few dozen more. Yet is this country, though I am mainly Welsh, a kind of home, as I think it is more than any other to those modern people who belong nowhere. Here they prefer to retire, here they take their holidays in multitudes. For it is a good foster-mother, ample-bosomed, mild and homely. The lands of wild coast, of mountains, of myriad chimneys, offer no such welcome. They have their race, their speech and ways, and are jealous. You must be a man of the sea or of the hills to dwell there at[8] ease. But the South is tender and will harbour any one; her quiet people resent intrusion quietly, so that many do not notice the resentment. These are the “home” counties. A man can hide away in them. The people are not hospitable, but the land is.
Uneducated and uninterested, but finding the greatest comfort and joy outdoors, I've spent over twenty years wandering the South Country on foot, especially in Kent between Maidstone and Ashford, and around Penshurst; in Surrey between London, Guildford, and Horley; in Hampshire around Petersfield; and in Wiltshire between Wootton Bassett, Swindon, and Savernake. The people feel almost foreign to me, especially since country folks haven’t been thrown into the same chaos as city dwellers, so they tend to view those not involved in trade—writing is an unskilled job, not a trade—who aren’t working the land and aren’t idle, with some awkwardness. Yet I’ve known a couple of men and women and met a few dozen more. This country, though I mainly identify as Welsh, feels like a kind of home, more so than anywhere else for those modern folks who don’t belong anywhere. Here, they like to retreat and take their holidays in large numbers. It’s a good nurturing home, warm, welcoming, and familiar. The wild coasts, mountains, and countless chimneys don’t offer the same kind of welcome. They have their own people, language, and customs, and they’re protective. You need to be a person of the sea or mountains to feel at ease there. But the South is gentle and will welcome anyone; her quiet inhabitants hold back their resentment towards newcomers, so many don’t even notice it. These are the “home” counties. A person can find solitude here. The people may not be warm and welcoming, but the land is.
Yet there are days and places which send us in search of another kind of felicity than that which dwells under the Downs, when, for example, the dark wild of Ashdown or of Woolmer, some parcel of heathery land, with tufted pines and pale wandering roads, rises all dark and stormy out of the gentle vale, or on such an evening as when the sky is solemn blue save at the horizon where it is faint gold, and between the blue and the gold, across the north-west, lies an ashen waste of level cloud. This sky and its new moon and evening star below, is barred by the boles of beeches; through them the undulations of deserted ploughland are all but white with dewy grass and weed. Underfoot winds a disused path amid almost overlapping dog’s mercury. The earth is like an exhausted cinder, cold, silent, dead, compared with the great act in the sky. Suddenly a dog-fox barks—with melancholy and malice in the repeated hoarse yells—a sound that awakens the wildest past out of the wood and the old path. He passes by me at a trot, pausing a little to bark. He vanishes, but not his voice, into the wood, and he returns, still barking, and passes me again, filling the wood and the coombe below with a sound that has nothing to match it except that ashen waste in the beech-barred, cold blue and golden sky, against which the fox is carved in moving ebony. Or again, when a rude dark headland rises out of the mist of the plain into the evening[9] sky. The woods seem but just freed from the horror of primeval sea, if that is not primeval sea washing their bases. Capella hangs low, pale, large, moist and trembling, almost engulfed between two horns of the wood upon the headland, the frailest beacon of hope, still fluttering from the storm out of which the land is emerging. Then, or at home looking at a map of Britain, the West calls, out of Wiltshire and out of Cornwall and Devon beyond, out of Monmouth and Glamorgan and Gower and Caermarthen, with a voice of dead Townsends, Eastaways, Thomases, Phillipses, Treharnes, Marendaz, sea men and mountain men.
Yet there are days and places that lead us to seek a different kind of happiness than what we find under the Downs. For instance, when the dark wilds of Ashdown or Woolmer, some patch of heathery land with clumped pines and winding pale roads, rise up dark and stormy from the gentle valley. Or on an evening like when the sky is a solemn blue, except at the horizon where it glows faintly gold, and between the blue and gold, in the northwest, stretches a gray expanse of flat cloud. This sky, with its new moon and evening star below, is framed by the trunks of beech trees; through them, the undulations of abandoned farmland are nearly white with dewy grass and weeds. Beneath my feet winds a neglected path amidst almost overlapping dog’s mercury. The earth feels like an exhausted cinder—cold, silent, dead—compared to the vast scene above. Suddenly, a dog fox barks, its repeated hoarse yells filled with sadness and mischief—a sound that stirs the wildest memories from the woods and the old path. He trots by me, pausing a moment to bark. He disappears, but not his voice, into the woods, and he comes back, still barking, passing me again, filling the woods and the valley below with a sound unmatched except by that gray expanse in the beech-framed, cold blue and golden sky, against which the fox is outlined in moving ebony. Or again, when a rough dark headland rises from the mist of the plain into the evening sky. The woods seem barely liberated from the horror of an ancient sea, if that isn’t the ancient sea washing at their bases. Capella hangs low, pale, large, moist, and trembling, almost swallowed between two horns of the wood on the headland, the frailest beacon of hope still fluttering against the storm from which the land is emerging. Then, or while at home looking at a map of Britain, the West calls out from Wiltshire and from Cornwall and Devon beyond, from Monmouth and Glamorgan and Gower and Caermarthen, with the voices of long-gone Townsends, Eastaways, Thomases, Phillipses, Treharnes, Marendaz, sailors, and mountain folk.
Westward, for men of this island, lies the sea; westward are the great hills. In a mere map the west of Britain is fascinating. The great features of that map, which make it something more than a picture to be imperfectly copied by laborious childish pens, are the great promontories of Caernarvon, of Pembroke, of Gower and of Cornwall, jutting out into the western sea, like the features of a grim large face, such a face as is carved on a ship’s prow. These protruding features, even on a small-scale map, thrill the mind with a sense of purpose and spirit. They yearn, they peer out ever to the sea, as if using eyes and nostrils to savour the utmost scent of it, as if themselves calling back to the call of the waves. To the eyes of a child they stand for adventure. They are lean and worn and scarred with the strife and watching. Then gradually into the mind of the child comes the story that justifies and, still more, inspires and seems to explain those westward-pointing promontories. For, out towards them continually have the conquered races[10] of the world retreated, and their settlements give those corners a strangeness and a charm to our fantastic sympathies. Out from them conquerors in their turn have gone to found a legend like the Welsh Madoc, an empire like the men of Devon. The blood of conquered and conqueror is in our veins, and it flushes the cheek at the sight or thought of the west. Each man of us is as ancient and complicated, as lofty-spired and as deep-vaulted as cathedrals and castles old, and in those lands our crypts and dark foundations are dimly remembered. We look out towards them from the high camps at Battlesbury and Barbury: the lines of the Downs go trooping along to them at night. Even in the bosom of the South Country, when the tranquil bells are calling over the corn at twilight, the westward-going hills, where the sun has fallen, draw the heart away and fill us with a desire to go on and on for ever, that same way. When, in the clear windy dawn, thin clouds like traveller’s joy are upon the high air, it seems that up there also, in those placid spaces, they travel and know the joy of the road, and the sun—feeding on the blue, as a child said yesterday, as Lucretius said before—goes the desired way. London also calls, making the needle whirl in the compass. For in London also a man may live as up “a great river wide as any sea”; and over some of the fairest of the South Country hangs the all-night glimmer of the city, warning, threatening, beckoning anon. Some of this country has already perished, or is so ramparted about that there is no stranger country in the world unless it be those perpendicular valleys cloven among the Blue Mountains, their floors level and of the purest grass, but access[11]ible only at the end nearest the plain, where the cleft is sometimes so narrow that not even a dog can enter.
Westward, for the people of this island, lies the sea; westward are the great hills. On a simple map, western Britain is captivating. The major features of that map, which make it more than just a picture to be roughly copied by diligent young hands, are the bold cliffs of Caernarvon, Pembroke, Gower, and Cornwall, extending into the western sea like the contours of a stern, large face, much like those carved on a ship’s prow. Even on a small-scale map, these protruding shapes excite the mind with a sense of purpose and spirit. They long for the sea, peering out as if with eyes and nostrils to savor its utmost scent, responding to the waves' calls. To a child’s eyes, they symbolize adventure. They are lean, aged, and marked by the struggles and watchfulness of time. Gradually, stories begin to seep into the child’s mind that not only justify but also inspire and explain those westward-pointing cliffs. For, toward those cliffs, the conquered peoples of the world have retreated, and their settlements bestow on those corners a unique charm that resonates with our imaginations. From them, conquerors have set out to create legends, like the Welsh Madoc, or to establish empires, like the men from Devon. The blood of both the conquered and conqueror runs through our veins, flushing our cheeks at the thought of the west. Each of us is as ancient and intricate, as tall-spired and as intricately vaulted as old cathedrals and castles, and in those lands, our forgotten crypts and dark foundations remain faintly remembered. We gaze toward them from the high camps at Battlesbury and Barbury: the lines of the Downs move towards them under the night sky. Even in the quiet South Country, when the peaceful bells are tolling over the fields at twilight, the hills sloping toward the west, where the sun has set, pull at our hearts and fill us with a longing to journey on endlessly, that very way. When, in the clear, breezy dawn, wispy clouds like traveler’s joy float in the high air, it feels like those serene spaces above also travel and experience the joy of the journey, and the sun—feeding on the blue, as a child remarked yesterday, echoing Lucretius from before—travels the desired path. London also calls, making the compass needle spin. For in London, one can live as if beside "a great river as wide as any sea"; and over some of the most beautiful parts of the South Country lingers the city’s all-night glow, both warning and beckoning. Some parts of this country have already vanished, or are so fortified that no other place in the world feels stranger than the steep valleys cleaved among the Blue Mountains, their floors flat and covered with the finest grass, but accessible only from the end nearest the plain, where the opening is sometimes so narrow that not even a dog can pass through.
This, then, is my South Country. It covers the North Downs and the South Downs, the Icknield Way and the Pilgrims’ Way, and the cross-roads between them and the Thames and the sea, a land of hops, fruit, corn, high pasture, meadow, woodland, heath and shore. But there is no man of whose powers I stand more in awe than the topographical writer, from Mr. A. G. Bradley or Mr. E. V. Lucas downwards. I shall not attempt to compete with them. I should only be showing my ignorance and carelessness were I to label every piece of country which I chance to mention or describe. Any one can point out my omissions, my blindness, my exaggeration. Nor can I bring myself to mention the names of the places where I walked or sat down. In a sense this country is all “carved out of the carver’s brain” and has not a name. This is not the South Country which measures about two hundred miles from east to west and fifty from north to south. In some ways it is incomparably larger than any country that was ever mapped, since upon nothing less than the infinite can the spirit disport itself. In other ways it is far smaller—as when a mountain with tracts of sky and cloud and the full moon glass themselves in a pond, a little pond.
This is my South Country. It includes the North Downs and the South Downs, the Icknield Way and the Pilgrims’ Way, and the crossroads between them, along with the Thames and the sea. It’s a land of hops, fruit, grain, high pastures, meadows, woods, heath, and shoreline. However, there’s no one whose skills I admire more than the topographical writer, from Mr. A. G. Bradley to Mr. E. V. Lucas and others. I won’t try to compete with them. It would just show my ignorance and carelessness to label every area I happen to mention or describe. Anyone could point out my gaps, my oversights, my exaggerations. I also can’t bring myself to mention the names of the places where I walked or sat down. In a way, this country is all “carved out of the carver’s brain” and doesn’t have a name. This isn’t the South Country that measures about two hundred miles from east to west and fifty from north to south. In some respects, it’s far larger than any country ever mapped, since the spirit can only play upon the infinite. In other respects, it’s much smaller—like when a mountain, along with bits of sky, clouds, and the full moon, reflects in a small pond.
It would need a more intellectual eye than mine to distinguish county from county by its physical character, its architecture, its people, its unique combination of common elements, and I shall not attempt it. As often as not I have no doubt mingled parts of Kent with my Wiltshire, and so on. And positively I cannot say to[12] which belongs one picture that occurs to me as characteristic of the South Country—
It would take a sharper intellect than mine to differentiate one county from another based on its physical features, architecture, people, and unique mix of common elements, so I won't even try. More often than not, I’m sure I have mixed up parts of Kent with Wiltshire, and so forth. And honestly, I can't say for certain to[12] which county a certain image that comes to mind, representing the South Country—
A crossing of roads encloses a waste place of no man’s land, of dwarf oaks, hawthorn, bramble and fern, and the flowers of knapweed and harebell, and golden tormentil embroidering the heather and the minute seedling oaks. Follow one of these roads past straight avenues of elms leading up to a farm (built square of stone, under a roof of thatch or stone slate, and lying well back from the road across a level meadow with some willows in the midst, elms round about, willow herb waving rosy by the stream at the border), or merely to a cluster of ricks; and presently the hedges open wide apart and the level white road cools itself under the many trees of a green, wych elms, sycamores, limes and horse-chestnuts, by a pool, and, on the other side, the sign of the “White Hart,” its horns held back upon its haunches. A stone-built farm and its barns and sheds lie close to the green on either side, and another of more stateliness where the hedges once more run close together alongside the road. This farmhouse has three dormers, two rows of five shadowy windows below, and an ivied porch not quite in the centre; a modest lawn divided by a straight path; dense, well-watered borders of grey lavender, rosemary, ladslove, halberds of crimson hollyhock, infinite blending stars of Michaelmas daisy; old apple trees seeming to be pulled down almost to the grass by glossy-rinded fruit: and, behind, the bended line of hills a league away, wedding the lowly meadows, the house and the trees to the large heavens and their white procession of clouds out of the south and the sea. The utmost kindliness of earth is[13] expressed in these three houses, the trees on the flat green, the slightly curving road across it, the uneven posts and rails leaning this way and that at the edge of the pond. The trees are so arranged about the road that they weave a harmony of welcome, of blessing, a viaticum for whosoever passes by and only for a moment tastes their shade, acknowledges unconsciously their attitudes, hears their dry summer murmuring, sees the house behind them. The wayfarer knows nothing of those who built them and those who live therein, of those who planted the trees just so and not otherwise, of the causes that shaped the green, any more than of those who reaped and threshed the barley, and picked and dried and packed the hops that made the ale at the “White Hart.” He only knows that centuries of peace and hard work and planning for the undreaded future have made it possible. The spirit of the place, all this council of time and Nature and men, enriches the air with a bloom deeper than summer’s blue of distance; it drowses while it delights the responding mind with a magic such as once upon a time men thought to express by gods of the hearth, by Faunus and the flying nymphs, by fairies, angels, saints, a magic which none of these things is too strange and “supernatural” to represent. For after the longest inventory of what is here visible and open to analysis, much remains over, imponderable but mighty. Often when the lark is high he seems to be singing in some keyless chamber of the brain; so here the house is built in shadowy replica. If only we could make a graven image of this spirit instead of a muddy untruthful reflection of words! I have sometimes thought that a statue, the statue of a human[14] or heroic or divine figure, might more fitly than in many another stand in such a place. A figure, it should be, like that benign proud Demeter in marble now banished to a recess in a cold gallery, before which a man of any religion, or class, or race, or time might bow and lay down something of his burden and take away what makes him other than he was. She would be at home and blithe again, enshrined in the rain or in this flowery sunlight of an English green, near the wych elm and sycamore and the walls of stone, the mortar mixed, as in all true buildings, with human blood.
A crossroads surrounds a stretch of unclaimed land with stunted oaks, hawthorn, brambles, and ferns, along with flowers like knapweed, harebell, and golden tormentil decorating the heather and tiny seedling oaks. If you follow one of these roads past straight rows of elms leading to a farm (made of square stone, topped with thatch or slate, and set back from the road across a flat meadow with some willows in the center, elms all around, and rosy willow herb waving by the stream at the edge), or just to a cluster of haystacks; soon the hedges spread wide apart and the smooth white road cools beneath the many trees, including green wych elms, sycamores, limes, and horse-chestnuts, next to a pool, and on the opposite side, the sign for the “White Hart,” its horns pulled back against its flanks. A stone farmhouse with its barns and sheds stands close to the green on both sides, along with another more impressive one where the hedges again draw close along the road. This farmhouse features three dormers, two rows of five shadowy windows below, and an ivy-covered porch slightly off center; a simple lawn separated by a straight path; lush, well-watered borders filled with gray lavender, rosemary, love-lies-bleeding, vibrant crimson hollyhocks, and countless stars of Michaelmas daisies; old apple trees weighed down almost to the ground by their shiny fruit; and behind, the gently curved line of hills a mile away, connecting the humble meadows, the house, and the trees to the vast sky and its procession of white clouds coming from the south and the sea. The utmost kindness of the earth is expressed in these three houses, the trees on the flat green, the slightly bending road across it, and the uneven posts and rails leaning in various directions at the edge of the pond. The trees are arranged along the road in a way that creates a welcoming and blessing harmony, a gift for anyone who passes by and briefly enjoys their shade, unconsciously acknowledges their presence, hears their dry summer whispers, and sees the house behind them. The traveler knows nothing of those who built these homes or those who live there, of those who planted the trees just so and not otherwise, or of the reasons that shaped the green, just as he is unaware of those who harvested and threshed the barley, and picked, dried, and packed the hops that made the ale at the “White Hart.” He only knows that centuries of peace, hard work, and planning for an untroubled future have made it possible. The spirit of the place, this collection of time and Nature and people, fills the air with a richness deeper than the summer’s distant blue; it soothes while delighting the receptive mind with a magic that once inspired men to create gods of the hearth, Faunus and flying nymphs, fairies, angels, saints, a magic that none of these figures is too strange or “supernatural” to represent. For after thoroughly inventorying what is visible and analyzable here, much remains—immeasurable but powerful. Often, when the lark is high, it feels like singing in some unmeasurable part of the mind; here, too, the house stands in shadowy imitation. If only we could sculpt this spirit instead of muddled and untrustworthy reflections of words! I’ve sometimes thought that a statue—of a human, heroic, or divine figure—might fit better in such a place than many others. It should be something like that kind, proud Demeter in marble, now tucked away in a cold gallery, before whom a person of any religion, class, race, or time could bow and leave behind a part of their burden, taking away what makes them different from who they were. She would feel at home and joyful again, enshrined in the rain or in this blooming sunlight of an English green, near the wych elm and sycamore and the stone walls, the mortar mixed, as in all true buildings, with human blood.
SUFFOLK.
There are three sounds in the wood this morning—the sound of the waves that has not died away since the sea carried off church and cottage and cliff and the other half of what was once an inland wood; the sound of trees, a multitudinous frenzied sound, of rustling dead oak-leaves still on the bough, of others tripping along the path like mice, or winding up in sudden spirals and falling again, of dead boughs grating and grinding, of pliant young branches lashing, of finest twigs and fir needles sighing, of leaf and branch and trunk booming like one; and through these sounds, the song of a thrush. Rain falls and, for a moment only, the dyked marshland below and beyond the wood is pale and luminous with its flooded pools, the sails of windmills climb and plunge, the pale sea is barred with swathes of foam, and on the whistling sands the tall white waves vaunt, lean forward, topple and lie quivering. But the rain increases: the sound and the mist of it make a wall about the world, except the world in the brain and except the thrush’s song which, so bright and clear, has a kind of humanity in it by contrast with the huge bulk of the noises of sea and wood.
There are three sounds in the woods this morning—the sound of the waves that hasn’t faded since the sea took away the church, the cottage, the cliff, and the other half of what used to be an inland forest; the sound of trees, a chaotic and energetic noise, of rustling dead oak leaves still on the branches, of others skittering along the path like mice, or twisting in sudden spirals and falling again, of dead branches creaking and scraping, of flexible young branches whipping, of delicate twigs and fir needles whispering, of leaf, branch, and trunk booming together; and through all these sounds, there's the song of a thrush. Rain falls and, for just a moment, the dyked marshland below and beyond the woods is pale and glowing with its flooded pools, the sails of windmills rise and drop, the pale sea is streaked with swaths of foam, and on the whistling sands, the tall white waves swagger, lean forward, topple, and lie quivering. But the rain grows heavier: the sound and mist of it create a barrier around the world, except for the world in the mind and the thrush’s song which, so bright and clear, has a touch of humanity in contrast to the massive sounds of the sea and the woods.
Rain and wind cease together, and here on the short grass at the cliff’s edge is a strange birth—a gently convex fungus about two inches broad, the central boss of it[16] faintly indented, the surface not perfectly regular but dimpled so as to break the light, and the edge wavering away from the pure circular form; in hue a pale chestnut paling to a transparent edge of honey colour; and the whole surface so smooth and polished by rain as to seem coated in ice. What a thought for the great earth on such a day! Out of the wood on to this grass the thrushes steal, running with heads down and stopping with heads prouder than stags’; out also into the short corn; and so glad are they that they quarrel and sing on the ground without troubling to find a perch.
Rain and wind stop together, and here on the short grass at the edge of the cliff is something unusual—a gently rounded fungus about two inches wide, the middle of it[16] faintly indented, the surface not perfectly smooth but dimpled enough to disrupt the light, and the edge straying from its perfect circular shape; colored a light chestnut fading to a transparent honey-colored edge; and the whole surface so smooth and polished by rain that it looks almost like it’s coated in ice. What a thought for the great earth on a day like this! The thrushes come out of the woods and onto this grass, moving with their heads down and stopping with heads held high like proud stags; they also wander into the short corn; and they’re so happy that they argue and sing on the ground without even bothering to find a place to perch.
It is perfectly still; the sun splutters out of the thick grey and white sky, the white sails shine on a sea of steel, and it is warm. And now in the luxury of the first humid warmth and quiet of the year the blackbird sings. The rain sets in at nightfall, but the wind does not blow, and still the blackbird sings and the thrushes will hardly leave the corn. That one song alone sweetens the wide vague country of evening, the cloudy oak woods, the brown mixen under the elms and the little white farm behind the unpruned limes, with its oblong windows irregularly placed and of unequal size, its white door almost at a corner, and the lawn coming right to the walls.
It’s completely still; the sun breaks through the thick grey and white sky, the white sails shine on a sea of steel, and it’s warm. Now, in the luxury of the first humid warmth and quiet of the year, the blackbird sings. The rain starts at nightfall, but the wind doesn’t blow, and still the blackbird sings while the thrushes hardly leave the corn. That one song alone sweetens the wide, vague countryside of evening, the cloudy oak woods, the brown mixen under the elms, and the little white farm behind the unpruned limes, with its oblong windows placed haphazardly and of different sizes, its white door almost at a corner, and the lawn coming right up to the walls.
Day breaks and sun and wind dance together in the clouds and trees, but without rain. Larks sing over the dark heavy cornland in which the watery furrows shine. The dead drab grasses wave at the feet of the hedgerows. Little pools at meadow corners bring down the sky to the dark earth. Horses nod before the plough. A slight haze exhales from the innumerable rich spongy clods,[17] between the hedges of oak and ash. Now and then shapeless rags of white or snow-grey clouds wander up from the west and for a little while obscure the white mountains of cloud, the blue sky, the silver sun; or the sweet smoke from the fires of hedgers and ditchers rises up against the edge of a copse. The white linen flaps and glows in cottage gardens; the dung cars go by crunching the flints into the mud; and the boots and bells of pony traps make a music forgotten since last February. It is only the twenty-second day of February, yet these delights of the soul through the eyes and ears are of spring. The children have begun to look for violets, and the youngest, being the nearest to them in stature and in nature, has found one. There she stands, four years old, with straight brown legs, her face clear and soft but brown as a new hazel nut, her hair almost of the same colour and paler where the sun has bleached it round her temples and falling over her cheeks and neck; and through it shine eyes of a deeper brown, the hue of the most exquisite flints. The eyes shine, the teeth shine through the ever parted long red lips, the chin shines, the brow shines most of all with a lustre that seems to come from the joyous brain behind.
Day breaks, and the sun and wind dance together in the clouds and trees, but there's no rain. Larks sing over the dark, heavy cornfields where the wet furrows glisten. The dull grasses wave at the base of the hedgerows. Small pools at the edges of meadows reflect the sky onto the dark ground. Horses nod in front of the plow. A slight mist rises from the countless rich, spongy clods, [17] between the oak and ash hedges. Occasionally, shapeless rags of white or light gray clouds drift in from the west and briefly hide the white mountain-like clouds, the blue sky, or the shining silver sun; or the sweet smoke from the fires of those trimming hedges and ditches rises against the edge of a thicket. The white linen flaps and glows in cottage gardens; the dung carts crunch the stones into the mud as they pass by; and the clinking boots and bells of pony traps create a sound not heard since last February. It's only February 22nd, yet these delightful sights and sounds feel like spring. The children have started looking for violets, and the youngest, being closest to them in height and spirit, has found one. There she stands, four years old, with straight brown legs, her face clear and soft yet brown like a fresh hazelnut, her hair almost the same color but lighter where the sun has bleached it around her temples and across her cheeks and neck; and shining through it are eyes of a deeper brown, the shade of the finest flints. Her eyes sparkle, her teeth shine through her always slightly parted long red lips, her chin glows, and her forehead shines the most, radiating a light that seems to come from her joyful mind.
She is beautiful and straight as the July corn, as the ash tree standing alone by the stream. She is fearless as fire, bold and restless as wind, clear-hearted, simple, bright and gay as a mountain water, in all her actions a daughter of the sun, the wind and the earth. She has loving looks for all. From her fair broad naked foot to her gleaming hair she is, to many, the dearest thing that lives.
She is beautiful and tall like the corn in July, like the ash tree standing alone by the stream. She is fearless like fire, bold and restless like the wind, open-hearted, simple, bright, and cheerful like mountain water. In everything she does, she embodies the essence of the sun, the wind, and the earth. She shows affection to everyone. From her lovely bare foot to her shining hair, she is, to many, the most cherished thing that exists.
Beside her plays a dog, with lifted ears, head on one[18] side, rosy tongue bright against his yellow fur, waiting upon her fancies. His rest and his motion, like hers, are careless and beautiful, gifts of the sun, the wind and the earth. As I look at them I think of such a child and such a playmate that lived two thousand years ago in the sun, and once as they played each set a foot upon the soft clay of a tile that the tile maker had not yet burned hard and red. The tile fell in the ruin of a Roman city in Britain, was buried hundreds of years in ashes and flowering mould, and yesterday I saw the footprints in the dark red tile, two thousand years old.
Beside her is a dog, with its ears perked up, head tilted to one[18] side, and its pink tongue contrasting against its yellow fur, waiting for her whims. Both their stillness and movement are effortless and beautiful, gifts from the sun, the wind, and the earth. As I watch them, I think of a child and a playmate who lived two thousand years ago in the sun, and how they once both stepped onto the soft clay of a tile that the tile maker hadn’t yet fired hard and red. The tile ended up in the ruins of a Roman city in Britain, buried for centuries under ashes and rich soil, and just yesterday I saw the footprints preserved in the dark red tile, two thousand years old.
A day follows of rain and wind, and it is the robin that is most heard among the dripping thorns, the robin and his autumnal voice. But the sky clears for sunset and the blackbird’s hour, and, as twilight ends, only the rear of the disappearing procession of day cloud is visible on the western horizon, while the procession of night has but sent up two or three dark forerunners. The sky is of palest blue, and Jupiter and Sirius are bright over the sea, Venus over the land and Mercury just over the far oaks. The sea is very dark except at the horizon which is pale with the dissolving remnant of sunset gold in it; but two ranks of breakers throw up a waving vapour of fairy foam against the dark waves behind.
A day passes with rain and wind, and the robin is the most recognizable sound among the dripping thorns, the robin with his autumn voice. But the sky clears for sunset and the blackbird’s hour, and, as twilight fades, only the tail end of the disappearing day’s clouds is visible on the western horizon, while the night has only sent up a few dark harbingers. The sky is a light blue, and Jupiter and Sirius shine brightly over the sea, Venus over the land, and Mercury just above the distant oaks. The sea is very dark except at the horizon, which is light from the fading remnants of sunset gold; but two lines of breakers send up a swirling mist of fairy foam against the dark waves behind.
Again there are roaring wet mornings and sunlit mornings, but in them all the pewits wheel over the marsh and their wild cries mingle with the sweet whimper of dunlins, the songs of larks, the glitter of the dykes, the wall of rain. All day the sky over heathery moorland is like a reduplication of the moorland, except that at the horizon the sky clears at intervals and fleets of pure white[19] cloud sail over the dark ploughland and green pines; and the gentle sea is white only where the waves break on the sand like a line of children in white frocks advancing with wavers in the game of “Here we come gathering nuts and may.” Or the west is angry, thick and grey, the snow is horizontal and fierce, and yet the south has a bay of blue sky and in it a vast sunlit precipice of white cloud, and the missel thrushes roll out their songs again and again at the edges of many woods. Or a sun appears that brings out the songs of thrush and chaffinch and lark, and leaves a chequer of snow on pine and ploughland and on the mole hills of the meadows. Again the sun disappears and the swift heavy hail rebounds on the grass with a dancing as of sand-hoppers, and there is no other sound except a sudden hedgesparrow’s song to break in upon the beating of the pellets on hard ivy and holly and tender grass. In the frosty evening the first moth comes to the lamp.
Once again, there are stormy wet mornings and sunny mornings, but in all of them, the lapwings circle over the marsh, and their wild calls blend with the soft whimpering of dunlins, the songs of larks, the sparkle of the ditches, and the wall of rain. All day, the sky over the heather-covered moors reflects the moorland below, except that at the horizon, the sky occasionally clears, and fleets of pure white clouds drift over the dark plowed fields and green pine trees; the gentle sea is only white where the waves break on the sand, like a line of children in white dresses advancing with wavers in the game of "Here we come gathering nuts and may." Or the west can be stormy, thick and gray, with snow blowing sideways and fiercely, while the south has a patch of blue sky with a vast sunlit cliff of white clouds, and the missel thrushes sing their songs repeatedly at the edges of many woods. Then a sun might appear, bringing out the songs of thrushes, chaffinches, and larks while leaving a pattern of snow on pine trees, plowed fields, and the molehills of the meadows. Again, the sun fades, and the heavy hail bounces on the grass like dancing sand-hoppers, with no other sound except a sudden hedgesparrow’s song breaking the rhythm of the pellets hitting the hard ivy, holly, and tender grass. In the frosty evening, the first moth arrives at the lamp.
Now the rain falls rejoicing in its power, and then the sky is sunny and the white clouds are bubble-shaped in the blue, the wet roads are azure with reflected sky, the trees are all of crystal, and the songs of thrushes can be heard even through the snorting and rumbling of a train.
Now the rain falls, celebrating its strength, and then the sky is bright with sunshine, the white clouds are fluffy like bubbles in the blue, the wet roads shine like the sky, the trees look like they're made of crystal, and you can still hear the songs of thrushes over the snorting and rumbling of a train.
HAMPSHIRE.
The beeches on the beech-covered hills roar and strain as if they would fly off with the hill, and anon they are as meek as a great horse leaning his head over a gate. If there is a misty day there is one willow in a coombe[20] lifting up a thousand silver catkins like a thousand lamps, when there is no light elsewhere. Another day, a wide and windy day, is the jackdaw’s, and he goes straight and swift and high like a joyous rider crying aloud on an endless savannah, and, underneath, the rippled pond is as bright as a peacock, and millions of beech leaves drive across the open glades of the woods, rushing to their Acheron. The bush harrow stripes the moist and shining grass; the plough changes the pale stubble into a ridgy chocolate; they are peeling the young ash sticks for hop poles and dipping them in tar. At the dying of that windy day the wind is still; there is a bright pale half-moon tangled in the pink whirl of after-sunset cloud, a sound of blackbirds from pollard oaks against the silver sky, a sound of bells from hamlets hidden among beeches.
The beeches on the beech-covered hills roar and strain as if they want to lift the hill off the ground, and then they are as gentle as a large horse resting its head over a gate. On a misty day, there’s a single willow in a valley lifting up a thousand silver catkins like a thousand lamps when there’s no light anywhere else. On another day, a wide and windy one, it belongs to the jackdaw, who flies straight and fast and high like a joyful rider calling out on an endless savannah. Below, the rippled pond shines brightly like a peacock, and millions of beech leaves rush across the open clearings of the woods, heading toward their Acheron. The bush harrow creates stripes in the moist, shining grass; the plow transforms the pale stubble into a ridged chocolate color; they’re stripping the young ash branches for hop poles and dipping them in tar. As that windy day fades, the wind calms down; a bright pale half-moon gets caught in the pink swirl of clouds left after sunset, and you can hear the sound of blackbirds coming from pollard oaks against the silver sky, along with the sound of bells from villages hidden among the beeches.
Towards the end of March there are six nights of frost giving birth to still mornings of weak sunlight, of an opaque yet not definitely misty air. The sky is of a milky, uncertain pale blue without one cloud. Eastward the hooded sun is warming the slope fields and melting the sparkling frost. In many trees the woodpeckers laugh so often that their cry is a song. A grassy ancient orchard has taken possession of the visible sunbeams, and the green and gold of the mistletoe glows on the silvered and mossy branches of apple trees. The pale stubble is yellow and tenderly lit, and gives the low hills a hollow light appearance as if they might presently dissolve. In a hundred tiers on the steep hill, the uncounted perpendicular straight stems of beech, and yet not all quite perpendicular or quite straight, are silver-[21]grey in the midst of a haze, here brown, there rosy, of branches and swelling buds. Though but a quarter of a mile away in this faintly clouded air they are very small, aërial in substance, infinitely remote from the road on which I stand, and more like reflections in calm water than real things.
Towards the end of March, there are six nights of frost that lead to still mornings filled with weak sunlight and a hazy, but not quite misty, atmosphere. The sky is a milky, uncertain pale blue without a single cloud. To the east, the sun peeks out, warming the sloped fields and melting the sparkling frost. In the trees, woodpeckers laugh so frequently that their calls sound like a song. An ancient grassy orchard captures the visible sunbeams, and the green and gold of mistletoe shines against the silvered and mossy branches of the apple trees. The pale stubble is yellow and softly illuminated, giving the low hills a light, airy look as if they might fade away at any moment. On the steep hill, in a hundred layers, the countless upright stems of beech trees—though not all perfectly straight or entirely upright—appear silver-grey amid a haze, some brown, others rosy, filled with branches and swelling buds. Although they're only a quarter of a mile away in this slightly clouded air, they look tiny, almost ethereal, seeming more like reflections in calm water than actual objects.
At the lower margin of the wood the overhanging branches form blue caves, and out of these emerge the songs of many hidden birds. I know that there are bland melodious blackbirds of easy musing voices, robins whose earnest song, though full of passion, is but a fragment that has burst through a more passionate silence, hedgesparrows of liquid confiding monotone, brisk acid wrens, chaffinches and yellowhammers saying always the same thing (a dear but courtly praise of the coming season), larks building spires above spires into the sky, thrushes of infinite variety that talk and talk of a thousand things, never thinking, always talking of the moment, exclaiming, scolding, cheering, flattering, coaxing, challenging, with merry-hearted, bold voices that must have been the same in the morning of the world when the forest trees lay, or leaned, or hung, where they fell. Yet I can distinguish neither blackbird, nor robin, nor hedgesparrow, nor any one voice. All are blent into one seething stream of song. It is one song, not many. It is one spirit that sings. Mixed with them is the myriad stir of unborn things, of leaf and blade and flower, many silences at heart and root of tree, voices of hope and growth, of love that will be satisfied though it leap upon the swords of life. Yet not during all the day does the earth truly awaken. Even in town and city the dream prevails, and[22] only dimly lighted their chalky towers and spires rise out of the sweet mist and sing together beside the waters.
At the edge of the woods, the drooping branches create blue caves, and from these, the songs of many hidden birds come out. I know there are smooth, melodious blackbirds with easygoing voices, robins whose intense songs, filled with passion, are just snippets that break through a deeper silence, hedgesparrows with their soothing, gentle tones, lively wrens, chaffinches and yellowhammers always repeating the same thing (a charming but polite tribute to the upcoming season), larks building towers upon towers in the sky, and thrushes of countless types chatting endlessly about a thousand topics, never pausing, always speaking about the present, exclaiming, scolding, cheering, flattering, coaxing, challenging, with cheerful, bold voices that must have sounded the same since the dawn of time when the forest trees lay, leaned, or hung wherever they fell. Yet I can’t distinguish between blackbirds, robins, hedgesparrows, or any single voice. They all blend into one swirling stream of song. It’s one song, not many. It’s one spirit that sings. Mixed with them is the countless stir of unborn life, of leaves and blades and flowers, many silences at the heart and roots of trees, voices of hope and growth, of love that will be fulfilled even if it leaps onto the swords of life. Yet, throughout the day, the earth doesn’t fully awaken. Even in towns and cities, dreams persist, and [22] only their dimly lit chalky towers and spires rise out of the sweet mist and sing together by the waters.
The earth lies blinking, turning over languidly and talking like a half-awakened child that now and then lies still and sleeps though with eyes wide open. The air is still full of the dreams of a night which this mild sun cannot dispel. The dreams are prophetic as well as reminiscent, and are visiting the woods, and that is why they will not cast aside the veil. Who would rise if he could continue to dream?
The earth lies awake, slowly turning over and speaking like a groggy child who sometimes stays still and sleeps with eyes wide open. The air is still filled with the dreams of a night that this gentle sun can’t chase away. The dreams are both prophetic and nostalgic, wandering through the woods, which is why they won’t let go of their cover. Who would get up if they could keep on dreaming?
It is not spring yet. Spring is being dreamed, and the dream is more wonderful and more blessed than ever was spring. What the hour of waking will bring forth is not known. Catch at the dreams as they hover in the warm thick air. Up against the grey tiers of beech stems and the mist of the buds and fallen leaves rise two columns of blue smoke from two white cottages among trees; they rise perfectly straight and then expand into a balanced cloud, and thus make and unmake continually two trees of smoke. No sound comes from the cottages. The dreams are over them, over the brows of the children and the babes, of the men and the women, bringing great gifts, suggestions, shadowy satisfactions, consolations, hopes. With inward voices of persuasion those dreams hover and say that all is to be made new, that all is yet before us, and the lots are not yet drawn out of the urn.
It’s not spring yet. Spring is being imagined, and the dream is more beautiful and more blessed than any spring has ever been. What waking will bring is uncertain. Reach for the dreams as they linger in the warm, heavy air. Against the gray rows of beech trunks and the haze of buds and fallen leaves, two columns of blue smoke rise from two white cottages among the trees; they rise straight and then spread into a balanced cloud, continually forming and dissolving two trees of smoke. No sounds come from the cottages. The dreams hover over them, over the children and infants, over the men and women, bringing great gifts, hints, shadowy satisfactions, comfort, and hope. With soft voices of persuasion, those dreams linger and say that everything will be made new, that everything is still ahead of us, and the fates are not yet drawn from the urn.
We shall presently set out and sail into the undiscovered seas and find new islands of the free, the beautiful, the young. As is the dimly glimmering changeless brook twittering over the pebbles, so is life. It is but just leaving[23] the fount. All things are possible in the windings between fount and sea.
We will soon head out and sail into uncharted waters to discover new lands of freedom, beauty, and youth. Just like the softly shining, unchanging brook that chatters over the stones, life is the same. It is just now leaving the source.[23] Anything can happen in the twists and turns between the source and the ocean.
Never again shall we demand the cuckoo’s song from the August silence. Never will July nip the spring and lengthen the lambs’ faces and take away their piquancy, or June shut a gate between us and the nightingale, or May deny the promise of April. Hark! before the end of afternoon the owls hoot in their sleep in the ivied beeches. A dream has flitted past them, more silent of wing than themselves. Now it is between the wings of the first white butterfly, and it plants a smile in the face of the infant that cannot speak: and again it is with the brimstone butterfly, and the child who is gathering celandine and cuckoo flower and violet starts back almost in fear at the dream.
Never again will we ask for the cuckoo’s song in the August silence. July will never nip the spring, stretch the lambs' faces, and take away their charm, nor will June close the gate between us and the nightingale, nor will May break the promise of April. Listen! Before the afternoon ends, the owls hoot in their sleep among the ivy-covered beeches. A dream has flitted past them, quieter than themselves. Now it's between the wings of the first white butterfly, planting a smile on the face of the baby who can't talk: and again it’s with the brimstone butterfly, and the child who is picking celandine and cuckoo flower and violet jumps back in fear at the dream.
The grandmother sitting in her daughter’s house, left all alone in silence, her hands clasped upon her knees, forgets the courage without hope that has carried her through eighty years, opens her eyes, unclasps her hands from the knot as of stiff rope, distends them and feels the air, and the dream is between her fingers and she too smiles, she knows not why. A girl of sixteen, ill-dressed, not pretty, has seen it also. She has tied up her black hair in a new crimson ribbon. She laughs aloud with a companion at something they know in common and in secret, and as she does so lifts her neck and is glad from the sole of her foot to the crown of her head. She is lost in her laughter and oblivious of its cause. She walks away, and her step is as firm as that of a ewe defending her lamb. She was a poor and misused child, and I can see her as a woman of fifty, sitting on a London bench,[24] grey-complexioned, in old black hat, black clothes, crouching over a paper bag of fragments, in the beautiful August rain after heat. But this is her hour. That future is not among the dreams in the air to-day. She is at one with the world, and a deep music grows between her and the stars. Her smile is one of those magical things, great and small and all divine, that have the power to wield universal harmonies. At sight or sound of them the infinite variety of appearances in the world is made fairer than before, because it is shown to be a many-coloured raiment of the one. The raiment trembles, and under leaf and cloud and air a window is thrown open upon the unfathomable deep, and at the window we are sitting, watching the flight of our souls away, away to where they must be gathered into the music that is being built. Often upon the vast and silent twilight, as now, is the soul poured out as a rivulet into the sea and lost, not able even to stain the boundless crystal of the air; and the body stands empty, waiting for its return, and, poor thing, knows not what it receives back into itself when the night is dark and it moves away. For we stand ever at the edge of Eternity and fall in many times before we die. Yet even such thoughts live not long this day. All shall be healed, says the dream. All shall be made new. The day is a fairy birth, a foundling not fathered nor mothered by any grey yesterdays. It has inherited nothing. It makes of winter and of the old springs that wrought nothing fair a stale creed, a senseless tale: they are naught: I do not wonder any longer if the lark’s song has grown old with the ears that hear it or if it be still unchanged.
The grandmother, sitting alone in her daughter’s house, her hands resting on her knees, forgets the courage that has helped her survive for eighty years. She opens her eyes, uncrosses her hands from the tight grip, stretches them out, and feels the air. The dream is between her fingers, and she smiles, unsure of why. A sixteen-year-old girl, not well-dressed and not particularly pretty, notices it too. She's tied her black hair with a new crimson ribbon. She laughs loudly with a friend about something they share secretly, and as she laughs, she lifts her neck and feels joy from her toes to the top of her head. Lost in her laughter, she doesn’t even remember why she’s laughing. She walks away, her steps as determined as a sheep protecting her lamb. She was a poor, mistreated child, and I can picture her at fifty, sitting on a bench in London, grey-faced, wearing an old black hat and black clothes, hunched over a paper bag of scraps in the beautiful August rain after the heat. But this is her moment. That future is not part of the dreams floating around today. She is in harmony with the world, and a deep music resonates between her and the stars. Her smile is one of those magical things, both great and small and divine, capable of creating universal harmonies. At the sight or sound of them, the endless variety of appearances in the world becomes more beautiful, as it reveals itself to be a richly colored garment of the one. The garment shivers, and beneath the leaves, clouds, and air, a window opens to the unfathomable depths, and we sit at the window, watching our souls drift away, away to where they must merge into the music being created. Often, in the vast and silent twilight, as now, the soul flows out like a stream into the sea and is lost, unable to even leave a mark on the boundless clarity of the air; while the body remains vacant, waiting for its return and, poor thing, is unaware of what it takes back inside when the night is dark and it moves on. For we always stand on the edge of Eternity and fall in many times before we die. Yet even such thoughts don’t linger long today. The dream says all will be healed. Everything will be made new. Today is like a fairy birth, a foundling that has no connection to the grey past. It has inherited nothing. It turns winter and the old springs that achieved nothing into a stale belief, a pointless story: they mean nothing now. I no longer wonder if the lark’s song has aged with the ears that hear it or if it remains unchanged.
What dreams are there for that aged child who goes tottering and reeling up the lane at mid-day? He carries a basket of watercress on his back. He has sold two-pennyworth, and he is tipsy, grinning through the bruises of a tipsy fall, and shifting his cold pipe from one side of his mouth to the other. Though hardly sixty he is very old, worn and thin and wrinkled, and bent sideways and forward at the waist and the shoulders. Yet he is very young. He is just what he was forty years ago when the thatcher found him lying on his back in the sun instead of combing out the straw and sprinkling it with water for his use. He laid no plans as a youth; he had only a few transparent tricks and easy lies. Never has he thought of the day after to-morrow. For a few years in his prime he worked almost regularly for one or two masters, leaving them only now and then upon long errands of his own and known only to himself. It was then perhaps that he earned or received as a gift, along with a broken nose, his one name, which is Jackalone. For years he was the irresponsible jester to a smug townlet which was privately amused and publicly scandalized, and rewarded him in a gaol, where, unlike Tasso, he never complained. Since then he has lived by the sale of a chance rabbit or two, of watercress, of greens gathered when the frost is on them and nobody looking, by gifts of broken victuals, by driving a few bullocks to a fair, by casual shelter in barns, in roofless cottages, or under hedges.
What dreams does that old child have as he stumbles down the lane in the middle of the day? He has a basket of watercress on his back. He’s sold a little bit, and he's tipsy, smiling through the bruises of a drunken fall, shifting his cold pipe from one side of his mouth to the other. Though he's barely sixty, he seems very old—worn, thin, wrinkled, and bent sideways and forward at the waist and shoulders. Yet he feels very young. He is just like he was forty years ago when the thatcher found him lying on his back in the sun instead of working on the straw. He didn’t make any plans as a kid; he only had a few transparent tricks and easy lies. He has never thought about the day after tomorrow. For a few years in his prime, he worked almost regularly for one or two bosses, leaving them occasionally on long errands known only to himself. It was probably then that he earned, or received as a gift along with a broken nose, his single name, Jackalone. For years, he was the irresponsible jester in a self-satisfied little town that was privately entertained and publicly scandalized, and he was rewarded with a stay in jail, where, unlike Tasso, he never complained. Since then, he has lived by selling a random rabbit or two, watercress, greens picked when the frost is on them and no one is watching, by accepting donations of leftover food, by driving a few cattle to a fair, and by finding occasional shelter in barns, in roofless cottages, or under hedges.
He has never had father or mother or brother or sister or wife or child. No dead leaf in autumn wind or branch in flooded brook seems more helpless. He can deceive nobody. He is in prison two or three times a[26] year for little things: it seems a charity to put a roof over his head and clip his hair. He has no wisdom; by nothing has he soiled what gifts were given to him at his birth. The dreams will not pass him by. They come to give him that confidence by which he lives in spite of men’s and children’s contumely.
He has never had a father, mother, brother, sister, wife, or child. No dead leaf in the autumn wind or branch in a flooded brook seems more helpless. He can't deceive anyone. He gets imprisoned two or three times a[26] year for minor offenses; it feels like an act of kindness to give him shelter and cut his hair. He lacks wisdom; he has not tainted the gifts he received at birth. The dreams don’t ignore him. They come to give him the confidence that helps him endure despite the scorn of men and children.
How little do we know of the business of the earth, not to speak of the universe; of time, not to speak of eternity. It was not by taking thought that man survived the mastodon. The acts and thoughts that will serve the race, that will profit this commonwealth of things that live in the sun, the air, the earth, the sea, now and through all time, are not known and never will be known. The rumour of much toil and scheming and triumph may never reach the stars, and what we value not at all, are not conscious of, may break the surface of eternity with endless ripples of good. We know not by what we survive. There is much philosophy in that Irish tale of the poor blind woman who recovered her sight at St. Brigit’s well. “Did I say more prayers than the rest? Not a prayer. I was young in those days. I suppose she took a liking to me, maybe because of my name being Brigit the same as her own.”[1] Others went unrelieved away that day. We are as ignorant still. Hence the batlike fears about immortality. We wish to prolong what we can see and touch and talk of, and knowing that clothes and flesh and other perishing things may not pass over the borders of death with us, we give up all, as if forsooth the undertaker and the gravedigger had archangelic[27] functions. Along with the undertaker and the gravedigger ranks the historian and others who seem to bestow immortality. Each is like a child planting flowers severed from their stalks and roots, expecting them to grow. I never heard that the butterfly loved the chrysalis; but I am sure that the caterpillar looks forward to an endless day of eating green leaves and of continually swelling until it would despise a consummation of the size of a railway train. We can do the work of the universe though we shed friends and country and house and clothes and flesh, and become invisible to mortal eyes and microscopes. We do it now invisibly, and it is not these things which are us at all. That maid walking so proudly is about the business of eternity.
How little we understand about the workings of the earth, not to mention the universe; about time, not to mention eternity. It wasn’t by overthinking that humanity survived the mastodon. The actions and ideas that will benefit our species, that will serve this community of things living in the sun, the air, the earth, and the sea, now and forever, are unknown and likely always will be. The noise of hard work, planning, and triumph may never reach the stars, and what we don’t value or even notice might create endless ripples of goodness through eternity. We don’t know how we survive. There’s a lot of wisdom in that Irish tale of the poor blind woman who regained her sight at St. Brigit’s well. “Did I say more prayers than everyone else? Not a single one. I was young back then. I guess she took a liking to me, maybe because my name is Brigit, just like hers.”[1] Others left without relief that day. We are still just as clueless. Thus, we have our worries about immortality. We want to extend what we can see, touch, and talk about, and knowing that clothes, flesh, and other temporary things may not accompany us across the threshold of death, we give up everything, as if the undertaker and gravedigger had divine roles. Alongside the undertaker and gravedigger stand historians and others who seem to grant us immortality. Each is like a child planting cut flowers, hoping they will grow. I’ve never heard that a butterfly loves the chrysalis; yet I’m sure the caterpillar looks forward to endless days of munching on green leaves and growing until it would scorn something as big as a train. We can accomplish the work of the universe even as we lose friends, homeland, home, clothing, and flesh, becoming invisible to human eyes and microscopes. We do this invisibly now, and none of these things define us at all. That woman walking so proudly is engaged in the work of eternity.
And yet it would be vain to pretend not to care about the visible many-coloured raiment of which our houses, our ships, our gardens, our books are part, since they also have their immortal selves and their everlasting place, else should we not love them with more than sight and hearing and touch. For flesh loves flesh and soul loves soul. Yet on this March day the supreme felicity is born of the two loves, so closely interwoven that it is permitted to forget the boundaries of the two, and for soul to love flesh and flesh to love soul. And this ancient child is rid of his dishonours and flits through the land floating on a thin reed of the immortal laughter. This is “not altogether fool.” He is perchance playing some large necessary part in the pattern woven by earth that draws the gods to lean forward out of the heavens to watch the play and say of him, as of other men, of birds, of flowers: “They also are of our company.”...
And yet it would be pointless to pretend we don’t care about the colorful appearance of our homes, our ships, our gardens, and our books, since they also have their timeless essence and eternal place; otherwise, we wouldn't love them with more than just sight, sound, and touch. For body loves body and soul loves soul. Yet on this March day, true joy comes from the two loves that are so deeply intertwined that it allows us to forget the lines between them, where soul can love body and body can love soul. And this ancient child is free from shame and moves through the land, carried by the lightness of eternal laughter. This is “not altogether fool.” He might be playing an important role in the pattern created by the earth that draws the gods to lean down from the heavens to observe the scene and say of him, as they do of other men, birds, and flowers: “They are also part of our company.”
In the warm rain of the next day the chiffchaff sings among the rosy blossoms of the leafless larches, a small voice that yet reaches from the valley to the high hill. It is a double, many times repeated note that foretells the cuckoo’s. In the evening the songs are bold and full, but the stems of the beeches are faint as soft columns of smoke and the columns of smoke from the cottages are like them in the still air.
In the warm rain of the next day, the chiffchaff sings among the pink blossoms of the leafless larches, a small voice that manages to carry from the valley to the high hill. It's a double note, repeated many times, that hints at the cuckoo’s arrival. In the evening, the songs are strong and rich, but the trunks of the beeches are faint, like soft columns of smoke, and the smoke rising from the cottages blends with them in the still air.
Yet another frost follows, and in the dim golden light just after sunrise the shadows of all the beeches lie on the slopes, dark and more tangible than the trees, as if they were the real and those standing upright were the returned spirits above the dead.
Yet another frost comes, and in the soft golden light just after sunrise, the shadows of all the beeches stretch across the slopes, darker and more solid than the trees, as if they are the true form and the standing trees are just the spirits of the dead.
Now rain falls and relents and falls again all day, and the earth is hidden under it, and as from a land submerged the songs mount through the veil. The mists waver out of the beeches like puffs of smoke or hang upon them or in them like fleeces caught in thorns: in the just penetrating sunlight the long boles of the beeches shine, and the chaffinch, the yellowhammer and the cirl bunting sing songs of blissful drowsiness. The Downs, not yet green, rise far off and look, through the rain, like old thatched houses.
Now rain falls and stops, then falls again all day, covering the ground beneath it. From this submerged land, songs rise through the mist. The fog drifts off the beeches like smoke or clings to them like wool caught in thorns. In the dim sunlight breaking through, the tall trunks of the beeches shine, while the chaffinch, yellowhammer, and cirl bunting sing sweet, drowsy tunes. The Downs, still not green, rise in the distance, appearing through the rain like old thatched cottages.
When a hot sun has dried the woods the wind beats a cloud of pollen like grey smoke from the yews on the beechen coombes which are characteristic of Hampshire. They are steep-sided bays, running and narrowing far into and up the sides of the chalk hills, and especially of those hills with which the high flinty plateau breaks down to the greensand and the plain. These steep sides are clothed with beeches, thousands of beeches interrupted[29] by the black yews that resemble caverns among the paler trees, or, in the spring, by the green haze of a few larches and the white flames of the beam tree buds. Sometimes a stream rises at the head of the coombe, and before its crystal is a yard wide and ankle deep over the crumbling chalk it is full of trout; the sunny ripples are meshed like honeycomb. If there is not a stream there is a hop garden, or there is a grassy floor approached by neither road nor path and crossed only by huntsman and hounds. All the year round the coombes, dripping, green and still, are cauldrons for the making and unmaking of mists, mists that lie like solid level snow or float diaphanous and horizontal of airiest silk across the moon or the morning sun. The coombes breed whole families, long genealogical trees, of echoes which the child delights to call up from their light sleep; so, too, do fox and owl at night, and the cow on a calm evening; and as to the horn and the cry of hounds, the hangers entangle and repeat them as if they would imprison them for ever, so that the phantom exceeds the true. This is the home of the orchises and of the daintiest snails. In spring, yellow and white and yellowish green flowers are before all the rest under the beeches—the flowers of the golden green saxifrage and delicate moschatel, the spurge and the spurge laurel, the hellebore, the white violet and wood sorrel, and the saffron-hearted primrose which becomes greenish in the light of its own leaves; to these must be added the yellow green of young foliage and of moss. Fairest of all the white flowers is the frost flower that grows about some rotten fallen branch day after day in curls that are beyond silk, or a child’s hair, or wool when it is first[30] exposed to the sun by the shearer’s hand. Most conspicuous of the early green is that of the pale swords of sedge that bear purple brown feathers of flower at the end of March. The crystal wavering water, the pale green stems and ever so slightly curving blades, and the dark bloom, make the sense smart with joy. Never was ivy more luxuriant under the beeches, nor moss so powerful as where it arrays them from crown to pedestal. The lichens, fine grey-green bushy lichens on the thorns, are as dense as if a tide full of them had swept through the coombe. From the topmost branches hangs the cordage of ivy and honeysuckle and clematis. The missel thrush rolls out his clear song. The woodpecker laughs his loud shaking laughter as he bounds in his flight. Among the golden green mistletoe in the old shaggy apple tree at the entrance of the coombe the blackbird sings, composing phrases all the sweeter for being strangely like some in the songs that countrymen used to sing. Earth has no dearer voice than his when it is among the chilly rain at the end of the light. All day there have been blue skies and parading white clouds, and no wind, with sudden invasions of violent wind and hail or rain, followed by perfected calm and warmer sun—sun which lures the earliest tortoise-shell butterfly to alight on the footworn flints in the path up the coombe. At last the sky seems securely blue above the hangers and a clear small star or two pricks through it. But, emerging from the coombe, whose sides shut out half the heavens, you see that the west has wonderfully ordered and dressed itself with pale sky and precipitous, dark, modelled clouds and vague woods, and above them the new moon. The blackbirds[31] sing, the dim Downs proceed, and the last shower’s drops glitter on the black boughs and pallid primroses. Why should this ever change? At the time it seems that it can never change. A wide harmony of the brain and the earth and the sky has begun, when suddenly darker clouds are felt to have ascended out of the north-west and to have covered the world. The beeches roar with rain. Moon and Downs are lost. The road bubbles and glows underfoot. A distant blackbird still sings hidden in the bosom of the rain like an enchanter hidden by his spells....
When a hot sun has dried the woods, the wind stirs up a cloud of pollen that looks like gray smoke rising from the yews in the beechen coombes typical of Hampshire. These are steep-sided valleys that run deep into the chalk hills and particularly where the high, flinty plateau meets the greensand and the plain. The steep sides are covered with thousands of beeches, interspersed with the dark yews that look like caves among the lighter trees, or, in spring, are adorned with the green haze of a few larches and the white bursts of the beech tree buds. Sometimes, a stream starts at the head of the coombe, and before it spreads out a yard wide and gets ankle-deep over the crumbling chalk, it’s full of trout; the sunny ripples are woven like honeycomb. If there's no stream, there's a hop garden, or a grassy patch that isn't reached by any road or path and is only crossed by hunters and hounds. All year round, the coombes, dripping, green, and still, serve as cauldrons for creating and dissipating mists, mists that lie flat like solid snow or float thin and horizontal like airy silk across the moon or morning sun. The coombes harbor entire families, long genealogies of echoes that children love to summon from their light slumber; so do foxes and owls at night, and the cow on a calm evening; and the sound of horns and hounds gets tangled and echoed, as if trying to capture them forever, making the echo seem greater than reality. This is the home of orchids and the daintiest snails. In spring, yellow and white flowers, along with yellowish-green blooms, flourish beneath the beeches—the golden-green saxifrage, delicate moschatel, spurge, spurge laurel, hellebore, white violets, wood sorrel, and saffron-hearted primroses, which turn greenish under the glow of their own leaves; plus, the young foliage and moss offer a splash of yellow-green. Among all the white flowers, the frost flower stands out, growing around some rotting fallen branch, curling day after day in ways that surpass silk, or a child's hair, or freshly shorn wool exposed to the sun. Most striking of the early greens are the pale swords of sedge, crowned with purple-brown flower feathers at the end of March. The shimmering crystal water, the pale green stems, and the gently curving blades, alongside the dark blooms, fill the senses with joy. Ivy has never grown more luxuriantly under the beeches, nor has moss been as vibrant, covering them from crown to base. The lichens, fine gray-green, bushy growths on the thorns, are as dense as if a tide brimming with them had swept through the coombe. From the highest branches, ivy and honeysuckle and clematis cascade. The missel thrush songs ring clear. The woodpecker bursts forth with loud, joyous laughter as he leaps into flight. Among the golden-green mistletoe in the old, shaggy apple tree at the coombe's entrance, the blackbird sings, crafting tunes that are even sweeter for resembling those songs country folk used to sing. No earthly voice is dearer than his, especially amidst the chilly rain as light fades. All day, blue skies and drifting white clouds have been present, with no wind except sudden gusts of fierce wind, hail, or rain, followed by calm and warmer sunlight—sunlight that draws the first tortoiseshell butterfly to land on the worn flints along the path up the coombe. Eventually, the sky looks securely blue above the hangers and a couple of clear, small stars peek through. But as you step out of the coombe, which blocks half the sky, you see that the west has beautifully arranged itself with a pale sky, steep, dark, sculpted clouds, and vague woodlands, with the new moon above them. The blackbirds sing, the dim Downs stretch into the distance, and the drops from the last shower shimmer on the black branches and pale primroses. Why should this ever change? At that moment, it feels like it can never change. A broad harmony of mind, earth, and sky is starting when suddenly, darker clouds seem to rise from the northwest, covering the world. The beeches roar with rain. The moon and Downs vanish. The road bubbles and shines beneath you. A distant blackbird still sings, hidden in the heart of the rain, like an enchanter obscured by their magic...
It is April now, and when it is still dark in the woods and hedges the birds all sing together and the maze of song is dominated by the owl’s hoot—like a full moon of sound above myriad rippling noises. Every day a new invader takes possession of the land. The wryneck is loud and persistent, never in harmony with other birds, a complete foreigner, and yet the ear is glad of his coming. He is heard first, not in the early morning, along a grove of oaks; and the whole day is his.
It’s April now, and while it’s still dark in the woods and bushes, all the birds sing together, with the owl’s hoot standing out—like a full moon of sound above a sea of chirping noises. Every day, a new invader claims the land. The wryneck is loud and relentless, never blending in with the other birds, a total outsider, yet the ear welcomes his arrival. You hear him first, not in the early morning, along a row of oaks; the entire day belongs to him.
Then on every hand the gentle willow wrens flit and sing in the purple ash blossoms. The martins, the swallows, have each a day. One day, too, is the magpie’s: for he sits low near his mate in a thicket and chatters not aloud but low and tenderly, almost like the sedgewarbler, adding a faint plaintive note like the bullfinch’s, and fragments as of the linnet’s song, and chirrupings; disturbed, he flies away with chatter as hoarse as ever.
Then all around, the gentle willow wrens flit and sing among the purple ash blossoms. The martins and the swallows each have their day. One day, too, belongs to the magpie: he sits low near his mate in a thicket and chatters quietly, softly, almost like the sedge warbler, adding a faint, mournful note similar to the bullfinch's, along with bits of the linnet's song and chirps; when startled, he flies off with a chatter as hoarse as ever.
The rooks reign several days. They have a colony in a compact small oval beech wood that stands in a hollow[32] amidst dry grey ploughland; and from the foxy-red summits of the trees, in the most genial hot day, their cawings are loud and mellow and warm as if they were the earth’s own voice; and all the while the dew is sliding along the branches, dropping into other drops or to the ground as the birds flutter at their nests, and from time to time one triple drop catches the sun and throbs where it hangs like Hesperus among the small stars.
The rooks hang out for several days. They have a colony in a tight little oval beech grove situated in a hollow[32] surrounded by dry, gray farmland; and from the reddish-orange tops of the trees, on the hottest, sunniest days, their cawing is loud, smooth, and warm, almost like the earth's own voice. Meanwhile, the dew slides down the branches, dropping into other droplets or to the ground as the birds flit around their nests, and occasionally one triple droplet catches the sunlight and glimmers where it hangs, shining like Hesperus among the
And every tender eve is the blackbird’s. He sings out at the end of the long bare ash bough. Beneath him the gloomy crystal water stirs the bronze cresses, and on the banks the white anemones float above the dark misty earth and under the hazel leaves yet drooping in their infancy. The dark hollies catch the last light and shine like water. Behind all, the Downs are clear and so near that I feel as well as see the carving on their smooth and already green flanks. The blackbird gathers up all the low-lit beauty into one carol.
And every gentle evening belongs to the blackbird. He sings from the end of the long, bare ash branch. Below him, the dark crystal water stirs the bronze cress, and on the banks, the white anemones float above the dim, misty ground and under the hazel leaves still drooping in their youth. The dark hollies catch the last light and shine like water. In the background, the Downs are clear and so close that I can both see and feel the shaping on their smooth, already green slopes. The blackbird gathers all the low-lit beauty into one song.
The flowers also have days to themselves, as the minute green moschatel when it is first found among the hedgerow roots, or the violets when, white and pale purple, they are smelt and then seen bowed with dew in the weedy sainfoin field which the chain harrow passed over but a few days before. Another notable day is when the junipers are perfectly coloured by their sloe-blue, or palest green, but chiefly grey, small berries. Another, a very great day, belongs to the willows, when their crowded fragrant catkins are yellow against the burning blue and all murmurous with bees. And the briers have their day when their green is a vivid flame in a gloomy air, against a dark immense wood and sepia sky. There is, too, a[33] solitary maimed sycamore in one of the coombes that has a glorious hour when it stands yellow-green in separate masses of half-opened leaf, motionless and languid in the first joy of commerce with the blue air, yet glowing.
The flowers have their special days too, like the tiny green moschatel when it first appears among the hedgerow roots, or the violets when they’re noticed, white and pale purple, bowing with dew in the weedy sainfoin field that the chain harrow went over just a few days earlier. Another memorable day belongs to the junipers, when their small berries shine in sloe-blue or soft green but mostly grey. A particularly significant day is for the willows, when their dense, fragrant catkins stand out yellow against the bright blue sky, buzzing with bees. The briers also have their time when their vibrant green blazes like flames in dark air, contrasted against a massive dark wood and a sepia sky. There’s also a solitary, maimed sycamore in one of the coombes that shines during a glorious hour, standing yellow-green with clusters of half-opened leaves, still and languid in the first joy of mingling with the blue air, yet glowing.
One morning, very early, when the moon has not set and all the fields are cold and dewy and the woods are still massed and harbouring the night, though a few thorns stand out from their edge in affrighted virgin green, and dim starry thickets sigh a moment and are still, suddenly the silence of the chalky lane is riven and changed into a song. First, it is a fierce impetuous downfall of one clear note repeated rapidly and ending wilfully in mid-burst. Then it is a full-brimmed expectant silence passing into a long ascendant wail, and almost without intervals another and another, which has hardly ceased when it is dashed out of the memory by the downpour of those rapidly repeated notes, their abrupt end and the succeeding silence. The swift notes are each as rounded and as full of liquid sweetness as a grape, and they are clustered like the grape. But they are wild and pure as mountain water in the dawn. They are also like steel for coldness and penetration. And their onset is like nothing else: it is the nightingale’s. The long wail is like a shooting star: even as that grows out of the darkness and draws a silver line and is no more, so this glides out of the silence and curves and is no more. And yet it does not die, nor does that liquid onset. They and their ghosts people each hanging leaf in the hazel thicket so that the silence is closely stored. Other notes are shut in the pink anemone, in the white stitchwort under and[34] about the hazels, and in the drops of dew that begin to glitter in the dawn.
One early morning, before the moon has set, all the fields are cold and covered in dew, and the woods still hold onto the night, though a few thorns stand out in frightened bright green, and dim, starry thickets sigh for a moment and then become quiet. Suddenly, the silence of the chalky lane is shattered and transformed into a song. First, it’s a fierce, intense burst of one clear note repeated quickly and ending abruptly in mid-note. Then it shifts to a full, expectant silence that turns into a long, rising wail, followed almost without pause by another and then another, which hardly fades before it’s overwhelmed by the rush of those quickly repeated notes, their sudden stop, and the following silence. The rapid notes are as rounded and filled with liquid sweetness as a grape, and they are clustered like grapes. But they are wild and pure, like mountain water at dawn. They are also as cold and penetrating as steel. Their arrival is like nothing else: it is the nightingale’s. The long wail is like a shooting star; just as that emerges from the darkness, drawing a silver line before disappearing, this note glides out of the silence, arcs, and then is gone. Yet it doesn’t really die, nor does that smooth onset. They and their echoes fill each hanging leaf in the hazel thicket, making the silence feel rich and full. Other notes are trapped in the pink anemone, within the white stitchwort beneath and around the hazels, and in the drops of dew that start to sparkle in the dawn.
Beautiful as the notes are for their quality and order, it is their inhumanity that gives them their utmost fascination, the mysterious sense which they bear to us that earth is something more than a human estate, that there are things not human yet of great honour and power in the world. The very first rush and the following wail empty the brain of what is merely human and leave only what is related to the height and depth of the whole world. Here for this hour we are remote from the parochialism of humanity. The bird has admitted a larger air. We breathe deeply of it and are made free citizens of eternity. We hear voices that were not dreamed of before, the voices of those spirits that live in minute forms of life, the spirits that weave the frost flower on the fallen branch, the gnomes of underground, those who care for the fungus on the beech root, the lichen on the trunk, the algæ on the gravestone. This hazel lane is a palace of strange pomp in an empire of which we suddenly find ourselves guests, not wholly alien nor ill at ease, though the language is new. Drink but a little draught of this air and no need is there to fear the ways of men, their mockery, their cruelty, their foreignness.
As beautiful as the notes are for their quality and harmony, it's their inhumanity that makes them truly captivating. They give us a mysterious sense that Earth is more than just a human domain, that there are non-human entities of great significance and power in the world. The initial rush followed by the echo clears our minds of the mundane human experience and reveals only what connects to the vastness of the universe. For this moment, we are distanced from the narrowness of humanity. The bird has welcomed in a broader atmosphere. We take deep breaths and become free citizens of eternity. We hear voices we never imagined before, the voices of those spirits that exist in the tiniest forms of life, the spirits that create the frost flower on a fallen branch, the gnomes living underground, those who tend to the fungus on the beech root, the lichen on the trunk, the algae on the gravestone. This hazel path is a palace of unusual grandeur in an empire where we suddenly find ourselves as guests, not completely out of place or uncomfortable, even if the language feels unfamiliar. Just take a sip of this air, and there's no need to fear the ways of people, their mockery, their cruelty, their strangeness.
The song rules the cloudy dawn, the waiting ranges of hills and their woods full of shadows yet crested with gold, their lawns of light, the soft distended grey clouds all over the sky through which the white sun looks on the world and is glad. But it has ceased when the perpendicular shafts of rain divide the mists over the hillside woods and the pewits tangle their flight through the air[35] that is now alive with the moist gleaming of myriads of leaves on bramble, thorn and elder. Presently the rain is only a glittering of needles in the sun. For the sky is all one pale grey cloud, darker at the lowest edge where it trails upon the downs and veils their summits, except in the south-east. There the edge is lifted up over a narrow pane of silver across which fleet the long slender fringes of the clouds. Through this pane the sun sends a broad cascade of light, and up into this the fields and the Down beyond rise and are transfigured, the fields into a lake of emerald, the Down—here crowned by trees in a cluster—into a castle of pearl set upon the borders of the earth. Slowly this pane is broadened; the clouds are plumped into shape, are illumined, are distinguished from one another by blue vales of sky, until at length the land is all one gleam of river and pool and grass and leaf and polished bough, whether swollen into hills or folded into valleys or smoothed into plain. The sky seems to belong to this land, the sky of purest blue and clouds that are moulded like the Downs themselves but of snow and sun.
The song fills the cloudy dawn, the waiting hills and their woods full of shadows yet touched with gold, their bright patches of light, the soft, heavy gray clouds all over the sky through which the white sun looks at the world and feels happy. But it stops when the straight shafts of rain cut through the mist over the hillside woods and the pewits twist their flight through the air[35] that is now alive with the shiny leaves on bramble, thorn, and elder. Soon the rain becomes just a shine of needles in the sun. The sky is one pale gray cloud, darker at the lowest edge where it drapes over the hills and hides their tops, except in the southeast. There, the edge rises over a narrow strip of silver where the long, slender fringes of the clouds drift. Through this strip, the sun sends a wide stream of light, and into this, the fields and the Downs beyond rise and transform, the fields into a lake of emerald, the Downs—here topped by a cluster of trees—into a castle of pearl set on the edges of the earth. Slowly this strip widens; the clouds take shape, are lit up, and are separated from one another by blue patches of sky until finally the land becomes a single sparkle of river, pond, grass, leaf, and shining bough, whether raised into hills or folded into valleys or smoothed into plains. The sky seems to belong to this land, the sky of the purest blue and clouds shaped like the Downs themselves but made of snow and sun.
In the clear air each flower stands out with separate and perfect beauty, moist, soft and bright, a beauty than which I know nothing more nearly capable of transferring the soul to the days and the pleasures of infancy. The crust of half a lifetime falls away, and we can feel what Blake expressed when he wrote those lines in Milton—
In the clear air, each flower stands out with its unique and perfect beauty—moist, soft, and bright. It's a beauty that I can't think of anything else that brings the soul back to the days and joys of childhood. The weight of half a lifetime lifts away, and we can feel what Blake expressed when he wrote those lines in Milton—
Those words or such a morning—when the soul steps back many years; or is it many centuries?—might have moved M. Maeterlinck to his descriptions of certain great moments in the lives of plants. The terms of these descriptions are so chosen as to imply an intelligence and discriminating vital energy in plants. They prove and explain nothing, but they take one step towards the truth by disturbing the conventional scientific view and substituting that of a man who, passionately looking at many forms of life, finds them to be of one family. After this, it should be more and more difficult for men to think of flowers as if they were fragile toys from an exceptionally brilliant manufacturer.
Those words or such a morning—when the soul takes a step back many years; or is it many centuries?—might have inspired M. Maeterlinck in his descriptions of certain significant moments in the lives of plants. The language in these descriptions is carefully chosen to suggest that plants possess intelligence and discerning vital energy. They prove and explain nothing, but they move us closer to the truth by challenging the traditional scientific perspective and presenting the view of a man who, passionately observing various forms of life, sees them as part of one family. After this, it should become increasingly difficult for people to think of flowers as if they were delicate toys from an exceptionally talented manufacturer.
And now there is a day of sun and high blue sky alternating with low, grey-yellow sky and driving snow that chequers the northern sides of the furrows and the beech boles. The sun melts the snow and all is clear,[37] bright and cold, and the sky blue again with white and lofty clouds; many thrushes are singing; the broad vale is all one blue moorland that has buried its houses, and the Downs at the far side are close at hand. Towards evening the wind falls, and it is a glimpse of another world that is given as the sun is warm for a moment on a low curving slope of wet grass, with tall rookery beeches glowing on one hand and on the other bulging white clouds just emerging from behind the green edge into the blue, while very far away the Downs, both grass and wood, are deep blue under a broad pane of yellowish light.
And now there's a day of sunshine and a bright blue sky, switching between a low, gray-yellow sky and driving snow that covers the northern sides of the furrows and the beech trunks. The sun melts the snow, and everything is clear, bright, and cold; the sky is blue again with white, fluffy clouds. Many thrushes are singing; the wide valley is all one blue moorland that has buried its houses, and the Downs on the other side are close by. As evening approaches, the wind calms down, revealing a glimpse of another world as the sun feels warm for a moment on a gently sloping patch of wet grass. Tall beech trees in a rookery glow on one side, while on the other, big white clouds emerge from behind the green edge into the blue sky. Far in the distance, the Downs—both grass and woods—appear deep blue under a broad sheet of yellowish light.
The north wind makes walking weather, and the earth is stretched out below us and before us to be conquered. Just a little, perhaps, of the warrior’s joy at seeing an enemy’s fair land from the hill-top is mingled with the joy in the unfolding landscape. The ploughlands brighten over twenty miles of country, pale and dry, among dark woods and wooded hills; for the wind has crumbled the soil almost white, so that a sudden local sunlight will make one field seem actually of snow. The old road following a terrace of the hillside curves under yews away from the flinty arable and the grey, dry desolation round about the poultry-farmer’s iron house, to the side of a rich valley of oak and ash and deepening pastures traversed by water in a glitter. The green fire of the larch woods is yellow at the crest. There and in oak and ash the missel thrush is an embodiment of the north wind, summing it up in the boldness of his form and singing, as a coat of arms sums up a history. Mounted on the plume of the top of the tall fir, and waving with it, he sings of adventure,[38] and puts a spirit into those who pass under and adds a mile to their pace. The gorse is in flower. In the hedges the goose-grass has already set its ladders against the thorns, ladders that will soon have risen to the top of every hedge like scaling ladders of an infinite army. Down from tall yew and ash hang the abandoned ropes of last year’s traveller’s joy that have leapt that height—who has caught them in the leap?—but the new are on their way, and even the old show what can be done as they sway from the topmost branches. At sunset an immense and bountiful land lies at our feet and the wine-red sun is pouring out large cups of conquest. The undulating ploughland is warm in the red light, and it is broken up by some squares of old brown stubble and of misty young wheat, and lesser green squares full of bleating and tinkling sheep. Out of these fields the dense beech copses rise sheer. Beyond, in the west, are ridges of many woods in misty conflagration; in the south-west, the line of the Downs under the level white clouds of a spacious and luminous sky. In the south, woods upon the hills are dissolving into a deep blue smoke, without form except at their upper edges. And in the north and north-west the high lands of Berkshire and Wiltshire are prostrate and violet through thirty miles of witching air. That also is a call to go on and on and over St. Catherine’s Hill and through Winchester until the brain is drowsed with the colours of night and day.
The north wind makes for great walking weather, and the earth stretches out below and ahead of us, ready to be explored. There's a bit of the warrior's thrill at seeing an enemy's beautiful land from a hilltop mixed in with the excitement of the unfolding scenery. The fields shimmer over twenty miles of pale, dry land among the dark woods and wooded hills; the wind has turned the soil almost white, so a sudden beam of sunlight can make one field appear snowy. The old road that winds along the hillside curves under yews, moving away from the stony farmland and the grey, barren area around the poultry farmer's metal house, leading to a lush valley filled with oak and ash and rich pastures crisscrossed by sparkling water. The green fire of the larch trees turns yellow at the top. There, along with the oaks and ashes, the missel thrush embodies the north wind, capturing its spirit in his bold frame and singing, much like a coat of arms tells a story. Perched on the highest point of a tall fir, swaying with the tree, he sings of adventure, giving energy to those who walk beneath and quickening their pace. The gorse is in bloom. In the hedges, the goose-grass has already stretched its tendrils against the thorns, forming ladders that will soon reach the top of every hedge like scaling ladders of an endless army. From the tall yew and ash trees dangle the dried-out ropes of last year’s traveler’s joy that managed to climb that high—who caught them in the leap?—but the new ones are on their way, and even the old ones demonstrate what can be achieved as they sway from the highest branches. At sunset, a vast and generous land spreads out beneath us, and the wine-red sun is pouring out large cups of success. The rolling fields are warm in the red light, broken up by patches of brown stubble and misty new wheat, alongside smaller green squares filled with bleating and tinkling sheep. Out of these fields rise dense beech woods. Beyond that, in the west, are ridges of many woods in a misty blaze; in the southwest, the line of the Downs under the flat white clouds of a spacious and luminous sky. In the south, woods on the hills fade into a deep blue haze, shapeless except at their upper edges. And in the north and northwest, the highlands of Berkshire and Wiltshire lie stretched out and violet through thirty miles of enchanting air. That too is a call to keep going and to climb over St. Catherine’s Hill and through Winchester until your mind is lulled by the colors of night and day.
The colour of the dawn is lead and white—white snow falling out of a leaden sky to the white earth. The rose branches bend in sharper and sharper curves to the ground, the loaded yew sprays sweep the snow with white plumes.[39] On the sedges the snow is in fleeces; the light strands of clematis are without motion, and have gathered it in clots. One thrush sings, but cannot long endure the sound of his unchallenged note; the sparrows chirrup in the ricks; the blackbird is waiting for the end of that low tingling noise of the snow falling straight in windless air.
The color of dawn is gray and white—white snow falling from a gray sky to the white ground. The rose branches bend at sharper angles towards the ground, the heavy yew branches sweep the snow with white plumes.[39] On the sedges, the snow is like fleece; the light strands of clematis are still and have collected it in clumps. One thrush sings, but can't stand the sound of his own unchallenged note for long; the sparrows chirp in the stacks; the blackbird is waiting for the end of that soft tinkle of the snow falling straight in the still air.
At mid-day the snow is finer and almost rain, and it begins to pour down from its hives among the branches in short showers or in heavy hovering lumps. The leaves of ivy and holly are gradually exposed in all their gloomy polish, and out bursts the purple of the ash buds and the yellow of new foliage. The beech stems seem in their wetness to be made of a dark agate. Out from their tops blow rags of mist, and not far above them clouds like old spiders’ webs go rapidly by.
At noon, the snow is lighter and nearly feels like rain, starting to fall in short bursts or heavy clumps from its nests in the branches. The ivy and holly leaves gradually reveal their shiny, dark surfaces, while the purple ash buds and fresh yellow leaves emerge. The beech trunks look like they're made of dark agate in the wetness. Wisps of mist rise from their tops, and just above, clouds that resemble old spider webs quickly drift by.
The snow falls again and the voices of the little summer birds are buried in the silence of the flakes that whirl this way and that aimlessly, rising and falling and crossing or darting horizontally, making the trees sway wearily and their light tops toss and their numbers roar continually in the legions of the wind that whine and moan and shriek their hearts out in the solitary house roofs and doors and round about. The silence of snow co-exists with this roar. One wren pierces it with a needle of song and is gone. The earth and sky are drowning in night and snow.
The snow is falling again, and the sounds of the little summer birds are lost in the quiet of the swirling flakes that drift aimlessly, rising and falling, crossing paths, or darting horizontally, making the trees sway wearily, their light tops tossing, and their numbers roaring constantly in the gusts of wind that whine, moan, and scream their hearts out on the lonely rooftops and doors all around. The stillness of the snow exists alongside this roar. One wren breaks through it with a quick burst of song and then disappears. The earth and sky are overwhelmed by night and snow.
Next day the wind has flown and the snow is again almost rain: there is ever a hint of pale sky above, but it is not as luminous as the earth. The trees over the road have a beauty of darkness and moistness. Beyond them the earth is a sainted corpse, with a blue light over it that is fast annihilating all matter and turning the landscape to a spirit only. Night and the snow descend upon it, and at dawn the nests are full of snow. The yews and junipers on a league of Downs are chequered white upon white slopes, and the green larches support cirrus clouds of snow. In the garden the daffodils bend criss-cross under snow that cannot quite conceal the yellow flowers. But the snow has ceased. The sky is at first pale without a cloud and tender as from a long imprisonment; it deepens in hue as the sun climbs and gathers force. The crooked paths up the Downs begin to glitter like streaks of lightning. The thrushes sing. From the straight dark beeches the snow cannot fall fast enough in great drops, in showers, in masses that release the boughs with a quiver and a gleam. The green leaves close to the ground creep out, and against them the snow is blue. A little sighing wind rustles ivy and juniper and yew. The sun mounts, and from his highest battlement of cloud blows a long blast of light over the pure land. Once more the larch is wholly green, the beech rosy brown with buds. A cart goes by all a-gleam with a[41] load of crimson-sprouting swedes and yellow-sprouting mangolds that seem to be burning through the net of snow above them. Down each side of every white road runs a stream that sings and glitters in ripples like innumerable crystal flowers. Water drips and trickles and leaps and gushes and oozes everywhere, and extracts the fragrance of earth and green and flowers under the heat that hastens to undo the work of the snow. The air is hot and wet. The snow is impatient to be water again. It still makes a cape over the briers and brambles, and there is a constant drip and steam and song of drops from the crossing branches in the cave below. Loud sounds the voice of leaf and branch and imprisoned water in the languor and joy of their escape. On every hand there is a drip and gush and ooze of water, a crackle and rustle and moan of plants and trees unfolding and unbending and greeting air and light; a close, humid, many-perfumed host; wet gloom and a multitudinous glitter; a movement of water and of the shadows like puffs of smoke that fleet over the white fields under the clouds.
The next day, the wind has died down and the snow is almost like rain again: there’s a hint of pale sky above, but it’s not as bright as the ground. The trees lining the road have a dark, damp beauty. Beyond them, the earth looks like a holy corpse, covered by a blue light that is quickly erasing all substance and transforming the landscape into something ethereal. Night and snow settle upon it, and by dawn, the nests are buried in snow. The yews and junipers on a stretch of Downs are patterned in white on white hills, and the green larches hold wispy clouds of snow overhead. In the garden, the daffodils bend haphazardly under snow that can’t fully hide the yellow flowers. But the snowfall has stopped. The sky is initially pale and cloudless, gentle as if it has just been freed; it deepens in color as the sun rises and gains strength. The winding paths up the Downs begin to sparkle like streaks of lightning. The thrushes are singing. From the tall, dark beech trees, snow drops in large chunks, creating showers that shake free the branches with a shiver and a glimmer. The green leaves near the ground peek out, and against them, the snow looks blue. A gentle sighing wind rustles the ivy, juniper, and yew. The sun rises, and from his highest cloud, he sends out a long beam of light over the pristine land. Once again, the larch is entirely green, and the beech has a rosy brown tint with budding leaves. A cart rolls by, sparkling with a load of crimson-sprouting swedes and yellow-sprouting mangolds that seem to be glowing through the blanket of snow above them. Along each side of every white road runs a stream that sings and sparkles in little ripples like countless crystal flowers. Water drips, trickles, leaps, gushes, and seeps everywhere, bringing out the scents of earth, greens, and flowers beneath the warmth that rushes to reverse the effects of the snow. The air is warm and humid. The snow eagerly wants to turn back into water. It still forms a cape over the briars and brambles, with a continuous dripping and steaming and the sound of drops falling from the intersecting branches below. The sounds from the leaves, branches, and trapped water are loud with a relaxed joy at their release. Everywhere, there’s dripping, gushing, and oozing of water, crackling, rustling, and moaning of plants and trees unfurling and bending, welcoming air and light; a dense, humid, richly scented gathering; wet shadows and a glittering multitude; a flow of water and shadows that move like puffs of smoke drifting over the white fields beneath the clouds.
And over and through it a cuckoo is crying and crying, first overhead, then afar, and gradually near and retreating again. He is soon gone, but the ears are long afterwards able to extract the spirit of the song, the exact interval of it, from among all the lasting sounds, until we hear it as clearly as before, out of the blue sky, out of the white cloud, out of the shining grey water. It is a word of power—cuckoo! The melting of the snow is faster than ever, and at the end of the day there is none left except in some hollows of the Downs on the slopes behind the topmost of the beeches that darkly fringe the[42] violet sky. In the misty shutting of the light there are a thousand songs laced by cuckoos’ cries and the first hooting of owls, and the beeches have become merely straight lines of pearl in a mist of their own boughs. Below them, in the high woods, goes on the fall of the melting snow through the gloomy air, and the splash on the dead leaves. This gloom and monotonous sound make an exquisite cloister, visited but not disturbed by the sound of the blackbirds singing in the mist of the vale underneath. Slowly the mist has deepened from the woods to the vale and now the eye cannot see from tree to tree. Then the straight heavy rain descends upon the songs and the clatterings of blackbirds, and when they are silenced the moorhen’s watery hoot announces that the world belongs to the beasts and the rainy dark until to-morrow.
And over and through it, a cuckoo is calling and calling, first overhead, then in the distance, and gradually getting closer before pulling away again. It’s gone quickly, but our ears can still pick up the essence of the song, the exact notes, from all the lingering sounds, until we hear it as clearly as before, from the blue sky, the white clouds, and the shining grey water. It’s a powerful word—cuckoo! The snow is melting faster than ever, and by the end of the day, none is left except in some hollows of the Downs on the slopes behind the tallest beeches that darkly line the violet sky. In the misty fading light, there are a thousand songs intertwined with cuckoo calls and the first hoots of owls, and the beeches have become mere straight lines of pearl in their own mist. Below them, in the high woods, the melting snow continues to fall through the gloomy air, splashing onto the dead leaves. This gloom and steady sound create an exquisite cloister, visited but undisturbed by the singing of blackbirds beneath the mist in the valley. Slowly, the mist has thickened from the woods to the valley, and now you can't see from tree to tree. Then the heavy rain falls on the songs and chatter of the blackbirds, and when they fall silent, the moorhen’s watery call signals that the world belongs to the animals and the rainy darkness until tomorrow.
Beautiful upon the waters, beautiful upon the mountains, is the cuckoo’s song, and most rare over the snow. But of all places and hours I should choose the crags of Land’s End in a dawn of June; and let it be the end of that month and the wind be grey and cold, so that the ships stagger in the foam and crag-like waves as they catch the early light tenderly upon their sails. The cold beams, the high precipices yet full of shadow and of the giddy calling of daw and gull, the black but white-lipped water and the blacker cormorant flying straight across it just over the foam, the sky golden yet still pallid and trembling from the dungeon of night—through it floats that beloved voice breaking, breaking, and the strong year at the summit of its career has begun to decline. The song is memorable and fair also when the drenched[43] gardens toss and spread their petals in the grass. Many a one hears it who will not hear it again, and many that once expected it impatiently hears it no more because he is old and deaf or because his heart is closed. There is not a broad and perfect day of heat and wind and sunshine that is not haunted by that voice seeming to say the earth is hollow under our feet and the sky hollow over our heads.
Beautiful on the waters, beautiful on the mountains, is the cuckoo’s song, and most rare over the snow. But of all places and times, I would choose the cliffs of Land’s End at dawn in June; and let it be the end of the month with a grey, cold wind, so that the ships stagger in the foam and crag-like waves as they catch the early light gently on their sails. The cold rays, the high cliffs still full of shadow and the giddy cries of the jackdaw and gull, the dark yet white-lipped water and the even darker cormorant flying straight across it just above the foam, the sky golden yet still pale and trembling from the darkness of night—through it flows that beloved voice breaking, breaking, and the strong year at the peak of its journey has started to decline. The song is unforgettable and beautiful also when the drenched[43] gardens sway and spread their petals in the grass. Many hear it who will not hear it again, and many who once looked forward to it impatiently hear it no longer because they are old and deaf or because their heart is closed. There is not a wide and perfect day of heat and wind and sunshine that isn’t haunted by that voice seeming to say the earth is hollow beneath our feet and the sky hollow above our heads.
There are whole nights when the cuckoo will not sleep, and the woods on either side of a road twenty miles long emit the cry of these conquerors under the full moon and the white stars of love. If you pause it will appear that it is not a silence that this song rules over; for what was a silence was full of sounds, as many sounds as there are leaves, sounds of creeping, gliding, pattering, rustling, slow wormlike continuous noises and sudden sounds. And strangely at length is the glorious day reared high upon the ruins of this night, of which the survivors slink away into the old forgotten roads, the dense woods, the chimneys of deserted houses.
There are entire nights when the cuckoo doesn’t sleep, and the woods on either side of a twenty-mile road echo with the calls of these conquerors beneath the full moon and the bright stars of love. If you stop and listen, it becomes clear that it’s not silence that this song dominates; what seemed like silence was filled with sounds—sounds as numerous as leaves, sounds of creeping, gliding, pattering, rustling, slow worm-like continuous noises and sudden bursts. And strangely, in the end, the glorious day rises high atop the ruins of this night, and the survivors quietly retreat into the old forgotten roads, the dense woods, and the chimneys of abandoned houses.
It is a jolly note only when the bird is visible close at hand and the power of his throat is felt. Often two or three will answer one another, or for half a day will loiter about a coombe for the sake of an echo. It is one of the richest sounds in nature when two sing together, the second note of one being almost blended with the first of the other; and so they continue as if themselves entranced by the harmony, and the navvy leans upon his pick to listen.
It’s a cheerful sound when the bird is nearby and you can feel its song. Often, two or three will call back and forth, or hang around a valley for the echo. It’s one of the most beautiful sounds in nature when two sing together, their notes almost merging; they go on like that as if they’re captivated by the music, and the laborer leans on his tool to listen.
On the day after the great melting of the snow the[44] white beam tree, at the edges of high woods and in the midst of the beeches, has its hour, when its thousands of large white buds point upward like a multitudinous candelabrum. For me the white beam is always associated with wayfaring. Its white buds are the traveller’s joy of spring. The buds like blossoms or flames bewitch from afar off. They are always upon sloping ground and usually upon hillsides in the chalk land. In the autumn their leaves often shrivel before falling, and turn to a colour that looks like pink almond blossom by contrast with juniper and yew. When they have fallen, they are as much to be noticed. They lie commonly with their white undersides uppermost, and though rain soaks them and wind scatters them and they are trodden down, they preserve their whiteness until the winter or the following spring. It is a tree that belongs, above all others except the yew, to the Pilgrims’ Way, and it is impossible to forget these leaves lying white on the untouched wayside sward, among the dewy purple and crimson and gold of other leaves, sparkling in the sun and entering into all the thoughts and fancies and recollections that come to one who goes in solitude along that old road when the scent of the dying year is pungent as smoke and sweet as flowers.
On the day after the big snow melted, the[44] white beam tree, located at the edges of dense woods and among the beeches, has its moment, when its thousands of large white buds point upward like a countless candelabrum. For me, the white beam always reminds me of traveling. Its white buds represent the joy of spring for travelers. The buds, resembling blossoms or flames, mesmerize from a distance. They are always on sloping ground and usually found on hillsides in the chalky areas. In the autumn, their leaves often shrivel before they fall, transforming into a color that looks like pink almond blossoms, contrasting with juniper and yew. Even after they’ve fallen, they catch attention. They typically lie with their white undersides facing up, and even though rain soaks them, wind scatters them, and they get stomped on, they maintain their whiteness until winter or the next spring. This tree is particularly tied to the Pilgrims’ Way, alongside the yew, and it's impossible to forget these leaves lying white on the untouched roadside grass, amidst the dewy purple, crimson, and gold of other leaves, sparkling in the sunlight, mingling with all the thoughts, dreams, and memories that come to someone walking alone down that old road when the scent of the fading year is as strong as smoke and as sweet as flowers.
KENT, SURREY AND HAMPSHIRE.
The beam tree is bright on the soft hills all through the days of rain following upon the snow and sun. There are days when earth is absorbed in her delights of growth and multiplication. The rain is a veil which she wraps[45] about her that she may toil and sing low at her myriad divine domesticities untroubled. Delicate snails climb the young stalks of grass and flower, and their houses, pearly, chocolate, tawny, pure or ringed or chequered, slide after them. The leaves, with their indescribable charm of infinitely varied division, of wild clematis, maple, brier, hawthorn, and many more, come forth into the rain which hangs on their drooping points and on the thorns. The lichen enjoys the enduring mist of the woods; the blackthorns are crusted and bearded with lichens of fleshy green-silver and ochre which grow even on the thorns themselves and round the new leaves and flowers. The birch is now an arrested shower of green, but not enough to hide the white limbs of the nymph in the midst of it. The beech trunk is now most exquisitely coloured: it is stained and spotted and blotched with grey and rough silver and yellow-green lichen, palest green mould, all the greens of moss, and an elusive dappling and graining of greys, of neutral tints and almost blacks in the wood itself, still more diversified by the trickling rain and the changing night. The yew bark is plated and scaled and stained with greens and reds and greys, powdered with green mould, and polished in places to the colour of mahogany. Even the long-deserted thistly cornfields are dim purple with ground-ivy flowers and violets. The marsh, the pasture, the wood, the hedge, has each its abundance of bloom and of scent; so, too, has the still water and the running water. But this is the perfect hour of the green of grass, so intense that it has an earthly light of its own in the sunless mist. It is best seen in meadows bounded on two or three sides by the[46] sheer dark edges of woods; for in that contrast the grass seems a new element, neither earth, nor water, nor sky—under our feet like the earth, gleaming and even as water, remote and celestial as the sky. And the voices of the green growing in the rain are innumerable. The very ground has now one voice of its own, the gurgle of its soaking hollow places.
The beam tree shines brightly on the soft hills throughout the rainy days that follow the snow and sunshine. There are days when the earth indulges in its joys of growth and reproduction. The rain acts as a veil that it wraps[45] around itself so it can work and softly sing about its countless divine domestic tasks, completely at ease. Delicate snails climb the young stalks of grass and flowers, carrying their homes—pearly, chocolate, tawny, plain, striped, or checkered—behind them. The leaves, with their indescribable charm of endlessly varied shapes, from wild clematis to maple, brier, hawthorn, and many more, emerge into the rain that clings to their drooping tips and thorns. The lichen thrives in the constant mist of the woods; the blackthorns are coated and adorned with fleshy green-silver and ochre lichens that even grow on the thorns themselves and around the new leaves and flowers. The birch now looks like a paused shower of green, but it's not enough to hide the white limbs of the nymph within. The beech trunk is beautifully colored: stained, spotted, and splashed with grey, rough silver, yellow-green lichen, the lightest green mold, all the various greens of moss, along with a delicate pattern of greys, neutral tones, and almost blacks in the wood itself, further enhanced by the trickling rain and shifting night. The yew bark is layered, scaled, and stained with greens, reds, and greys, dusted with green mold, and polished in places to the color of mahogany. Even the long-abandoned thistle-filled cornfields are dim purple with ground-ivy flowers and violets. The marsh, pasture, woods, and hedges each boast their own rich blooms and fragrances; the still water and the flowing water do too. But this is the perfect moment of the grass's green, so intense that it seems to give off its own earthly light in the sunless mist. It’s best viewed in meadows bordered on two or three sides by the[46] solid dark edges of woods; in that contrast, the grass appears to be a new element—neither earth, water, nor sky—under our feet like the earth, shining and smooth like water, distant and celestial like the sky. And the sounds of the greenery thriving in the rain are countless. Even the ground now has its own voice, the soft gurgle of its soaked hollow places.
HAMPSHIRE.
The fields where the green is now greenest, those bounded on two or more sides by woods, are of a kind not peculiar to Hampshire. They are usually on the greensand and lie in smooth, often winding, hollows like the beds of rivers. Sometimes the banks of these beds are steep, and they are clothed in woods or in hedges of hornbeam, hazel, ash and thorn that have grown almost to woods. The meadows are green broad rivers running up between the dark trees that bathe their roots in primroses. Sometimes there is a stream of water running down the midst of such a field, but as the stream, being a boundary, is often lined with bushes, the particular charm is lost. In the perfect examples there is the smoothness of the long hollowed meadow, the green, the river-like form, the look of being a court or cloister between the trees. Another kind of field of great charm is made by the convexity of the land rising up from one side or both of such a hollow meadow. These heaving fields, some of a regular domed shape, are favourites of the sunset light, in spring when they are grassy, in August[47] when they bear corn: at noon when there are cattle grazing on the steep slope, their shadows are an exact inversion of themselves, as in water.
The fields where the grass is now the greenest, those bordered on two or more sides by woods, are not unique to Hampshire. They typically sit on the greensand and lie in smooth, often winding, dips like the beds of rivers. Sometimes the banks of these dips are steep, and they're covered in woods or hedges of hornbeam, hazel, ash, and thorn that have grown almost into forests. The meadows are like green, wide rivers running through the dark trees that have roots bathed in primroses. Occasionally, there's a stream of water flowing through such a field, but since the stream, being a boundary, is often lined with bushes, the particular charm is diminished. In the ideal examples, there’s the smoothness of the long, hollow meadow, the greenery, the river-like shape, and the appearance of being a courtyard or cloister among the trees. Another type of field that has great charm is created by the rising land from one side or both of such a hollow meadow. These gently rolling fields, some regularly dome-shaped, are favorites of the sunset light, in spring when they are grassy, and in August when they bear grain: at noon when there are cattle grazing on the steep slope, their shadows perfectly mirror themselves, as in water.[47]
Out of the rain and mist spring has now risen full-grown, tender and lusty, fragrant, many-coloured, many-voiced, fair to see, so that it is beyond a lover’s power to make even an inventory of her lovely ways. She is tall, she is fresh and bold, sweet in her motion and in her tranquillity; and there is a soft down upon her lip as there is a silken edge to the young leaves of the beeches.
Out of the rain and mist, spring has now fully emerged, tender and lively, fragrant, colorful, and full of sounds, beautiful to behold, making it impossible for a lover to even list all her lovely qualities. She is tall, fresh, and confident, graceful in her movements and in her calmness; and there’s a gentle fuzz on her lip just like the silky edges of the young leaves on the beeches.
KENT.
Even the motor road is pleasant now when the nightingales sing out of the bluebell thickets under oak and sweet chestnut and hornbeam and hazel. Presently it crosses a common, too small ever to draw a crowd, a rough up-and-down expanse of gorse and thorn, pierced by grassy paths and surrounded by turf that is rushy and mounded by old ant heaps; and here, too, there are nightingales singing alone, the sweeter for the contrast between their tangled silent bowers and the sharp, straight white road. The common is typical of the lesser commons of the south. Crouch’s Croft in Sussex is another, in sight of the three dusk moorland breasts of Crowborough; gorse-grown, flat, possessing a pond, and walled by tall hollies in a hedge. Piet Down, close by, is a fellow to it—grass and gorse and irregular pine—a pond, too—rough, like a fragment of Ashdown or Woolmer, and bringing a wild sharp flavour into the mellow cultivated[48] land. Yet another is at Stone Street, very small, a few oaks up to their knees in blackthorn, gorse and bramble, with dusty edge and the hum of the telegraph wire for a song.
Even the road is nice now with the nightingales singing from the bluebell bushes under oak, sweet chestnut, hornbeam, and hazel trees. Soon, it crosses a small common that will never attract a crowd, a rough area of gorse and thorn, dotted with grassy paths and surrounded by tufts of rushes and mounds made by old ant piles; here, too, nightingales sing alone, made sweeter by the contrast between their tangled silent homes and the sharp, straight white road. The common is typical of the smaller commons in the south. Crouch’s Croft in Sussex is another one, with a view of the three moorland peaks of Crowborough at dusk; it’s flat and covered in gorse, has a pond, and is bordered by tall hollies in a hedge. Piet Down, nearby, is similar—grass, gorse, and irregular pine, with another pond—rough, like a piece of Ashdown or Woolmer, bringing a wild, sharp flavor to the soft, cultivated land. Another one is at Stone Street, very small, with a few oaks knee-deep in blackthorn, gorse, and bramble, featuring a dusty edge and the hum of the telegraph wire as its song.
After the little common and long meadows, oak and ash, an old stone house with seven hundred years of history quiet within its walls and dark tiles—its cedar and yew and pine, its daisied grass, its dark water and swans—the four oast cones opposite, all taste more exquisitely. How goodly are the names hereabout!—Dinas Dene, the coombe in which the old house stands; Balk Shaw, Cream Crox, Dicky May’s Field, Ivy Hatch, Lady Lands, Lady’s Wood, Upper and Lower Robsacks, Obram Wood, Ruffats, Styant’s Mead, the Shode, and, of course, a Starvecrow. Almost due west goes one of the best of footpaths past hop garden, corn, currant plantations, rough copses, with glimpses of the immense Weald to the east, its trees massed like thirty miles of wood, having sky and cloud over its horizon as if over sea, and southward the wild ridge of Ashdown. Then the path enters tall woods of ash and oak, boulder-strewn among their anemone and primrose, bluebell and dog’s mercury, and emerges in a steep lane at the top of which are five cowled oast houses among cherry blossom and under black firs. Beyond there is a hollow winding vale of meadow and corn, its sides clothed in oak, hazel and thorn, revealing primroses between. Woods shut it away from the road and from all houses but the farm above one end. A few cattle graze there, and the sun comes through the sloping woods and makes the grass golden or pale.
After the small common and long meadows, oak and ash, an old stone house with seven hundred years of history stands quietly with dark tiles—its cedar, yew, and pine, its grass full of daisies, its dark water and swans—everything tastes even better. The names around here are so lovely!—Dinas Dene, the coombe where the old house is located; Balk Shaw, Cream Crox, Dicky May’s Field, Ivy Hatch, Lady Lands, Lady’s Wood, Upper and Lower Robsacks, Obram Wood, Ruffats, Styant’s Mead, the Shode, and, of course, a Starvecrow. Almost due west lies one of the best footpaths that goes past hop gardens, corn fields, currant plantations, and rough copses, with views of the vast Weald to the east, its trees forming a dense mass like thirty miles of woodland, with the sky and clouds above creating a horizon like that of the sea, and to the south, the wild ridge of Ashdown. Then the path leads into tall woods of ash and oak, scattered with boulders among their anemones and primroses, bluebells, and dog’s mercury, and it opens up into a steep lane where five cowled oast houses stand among cherry blossoms and under black firs. Beyond lies a hollow, winding vale of meadows and corn, its sides covered in oak, hazel, and thorn, revealing primroses in between. Woods separate it from the road and from all houses except for the farm at one end. A few cattle graze there, and the sun shines through the sloping woods, making the grass look golden or pale.
Then the North Downs come in sight, above a church[49] tower amid stateliest pale-foliaged beeches and vast undulations of meadow. They are suffused in late sunshine, their trees misty and massed, under a happy sky. Those beeches lie below the road, lining the edge of one long meadow. The opposite sun pours almost horizontal beams down upon the perfectly new leaves so as to give each one a yellow-green glow and to some a silver shimmer about the shadowy boles. For the moment the trees lose their anchor in the solid earth. They are floating, wavering, shimmering, more aërial and pure and wild than birds or any visible things, than aught except music and the fantasies of the brain. The mind takes flight and hovers among the leaves with whatsoever powers it has akin to dew and trembling lark’s song and rippling water; it is throbbed away not only above the ponderous earth but below the firmament in the middle world of footless fancies and half thoughts that drift hither and thither and know neither a heaven nor a home. It is a loss of a name and not of a belief that forbids us to say to-day that sprites flutter and tempt there among the new leaves of the beeches in the late May light.
Then the North Downs come into view, above a church[49] tower surrounded by stately pale-foliaged beeches and rolling meadows. They are bathed in late sunshine, their trees looking misty and clustered under a bright sky. Those beeches stand below the road, lining the edge of a long meadow. The sun on the opposite side casts almost horizontal beams onto the fresh leaves, giving each one a yellow-green glow and some a silvery shimmer around their shadowy trunks. For a moment, the trees seem to lose their connection with solid ground. They appear to be floating, shimmering, more ethereal and pure and wild than birds or anything visible, more than music and the fantasies of the mind. The spirit takes flight and hovers among the leaves with whatever qualities it shares with dew, the song of a lark, and rippling water; it is lifted away not just above the heavy earth but below the sky in the middle ground of formless dreams and half-formed thoughts that drift aimlessly and don’t know heaven or home. It’s a loss of a name, not a belief, that prevents us from saying today that spirits dance and tempt among the new leaves of the beeches in the late May light.
Almost every group of oast houses here, seen either amongst autumn fruit or spring blossom, is equal in its effect to a temple, though different far, even when ivy-mantled as they occasionally are, from the grey towered or spired churches standing near. The low round brick tower of the oast house, surmounted by a tiled cone of about equal height, and that again crested with a white cowl and vane, is a pleasant form. There are groups of three which, in their age, mellow hue, roundness, and rustic dignity, have suggested the triple mother goddesses[50] of old religions who were depicted as matrons, carrying babes or fruit or flowers, to whom the peasant brought thank-offerings when sun and rain had been kind. Those at Kemsing, for example, stand worthily beside the perfect grey-shingled spire, among elm and damson, against the bare cloudy Down. And there are many others near the Pilgrims’ Way of the same charm.
Almost every group of oast houses here, whether surrounded by autumn fruit or spring blossoms, has an effect similar to a temple, even though they are quite different from the grey-towered or spired churches nearby, even if they are sometimes draped in ivy. The low round brick tower of the oast house, topped with a tiled cone nearly the same height and further crowned with a white cowl and weather vane, is a pleasing sight. There are groups of three that, due to their age, warm colors, round shapes, and rustic elegance, evoke the triple mother goddesses of ancient religions, portrayed as mothers carrying babies, fruit, or flowers, to whom peasants offered thanks when the weather was favorable. For example, those at Kemsing stand proudly next to the beautifully grey-shingled spire, surrounded by elm and damson trees, against the bare, cloudy Downs. There are many others with the same charm near the Pilgrims’ Way.
That road, in its winding course from Winchester to Canterbury, through Hampshire, Surrey and Kent, sums up all qualities of roads except those of the straight highway. It is a cart-way from farm to farm; or a footpath only, or a sheaf of half-a-dozen footpaths worn side by side; or, no longer needed except by the curious, it is buried under nettle and burdock and barricaded by thorns and traveller’s joy and bryony bines; it has been converted into a white country road for a few miles of its length, until an ascent over the Downs or a descent into the valley has to be made, and then once more it is left to footsteps upon grass and bird’s foot trefoil or to rude wheels over flints. Sometimes it is hidden among untended hazels or among chalk banks topped with beech and yew, and the kestrel plucks the chaffinch there undisturbed. Or it goes free and hedgeless like a long balcony half-way up the Downs, and unespied it beholds half the South Country between ash tree boles. Church and inn and farm and cottage and tramp’s fire it passes like a wandering wraith of road. Some one of the little gods of the earth has kept it safe—one of those little and less than omnipotent gods who, neglecting all but their own realms, enjoy the earth in narrow ways, delighting to make small things fair, such as a group of trees, a[51] single field, a pure pool of sedge and bright water, an arm of sea, a train of clouds, a road. I see their hands in many a by-way of space and moment of time. One of them assuredly harbours in a rude wet field I know of that lies neglected between two large estates: three acres at most of roughly sloping pasture, bounded above by the brambly edge of a wood and below by a wild stream. Here a company of meadow-sweet invades the grass, there willow herb tall with rosy summits of flowers, hoary lilac mint, dull golden fleabane, spiry coltstails. The snake creeps careless through these thickets of bloom. The sedge-warbler sings there. One old white horse is content with the field, summer and winter, and has made a plot of it silver with his hairs where he lies at night. The image of the god is in the grey riven willow that leans leafless over the stream like a peasant sculpture of old time. There is another of these godkins in a bare chalk hollow where the dead thistles stick out through a yard of snow and give strange thoughts of the sailless beautiful sea that once rippled over the Downs: one also in the smell of hay and mixen and cow’s breath at the first farm out of London where the country is unsoiled. There is one in many a worthless waste by the roadside, such as that between two roads that go almost parallel for a while—a long steep piece, only a few feet broad, impenetrably overgrown by blackthorn and blackberry, but unenclosed: and one in each of the wayside chalk-pits with overhanging beech roots above and bramble below. One, too, perhaps many, were abroad one August night on a high hillside when the hedge crickets sang high up in the dogwood and clematis like small but deafening[52] sewing machines, and the glowworms shone in the thyme, and the owl’s crying did not rend the breathless silence under the full moon, and in the confused moonlit chequer of the wood, where tree and shadow were equals, I walked on a grating of shadows with lights between as if from under the earth; the hill was given over to a light happiness through which I passed an unwilling but unfeared intruder.
That road, winding its way from Winchester to Canterbury through Hampshire, Surrey, and Kent, represents every quality of roads except for the straight ones. It's a path connecting farms; sometimes just a footpath or a collection of footpaths worn side by side. In places, it’s overgrown with nettles and burdock, blocked by thorns and traveler’s joy. For part of its length, it’s been turned into a white country road, but soon it requires an ascent over the Downs or a descent into the valley, returning to footsteps on grass and bird’s foot trefoil or rough wheels over flints. At times, it’s hidden among wild hazels or chalk banks topped with beech and yew, where a kestrel hunts chaffinches undisturbed. Other times, it stands open and without hedges like a long balcony halfway up the Downs, quietly observing half of the South Country through the spaces between ash trees. It glides past churches, inns, farms, cottages, and a wanderer’s fire, like a wandering spirit of the road. One of the little earth gods has kept it safe—one of those lesser gods who, caring only for their own realms, enjoy the earth in simple ways, finding beauty in small things like a cluster of trees, a single field, a clear pool of reeds and shimmering water, a stretch of sea, a line of clouds, a road. I see their influence in many a backroad of space and moments in time. One surely resides in a rough, neglected field I know that lies between two large estates: three acres at most of roughly sloping pasture, bordered above by a brambly wood and below by a wild stream. Here, a spread of meadow-sweet encroaches on the grass, while there, tall willow herb showcases rosy flower tops, hoary lilac mint, dull golden fleabane, and spiry coltstails. A snake moves carelessly through this floral thicket. The sedge-warbler sings here. One old white horse finds contentment in the field, summer and winter, creating a patch of silver where he lies at night. The image of the god can be seen in the grey, weathered willow leaning bare over the stream like an ancient peasant sculpture. Another of these little gods exists in a bare chalk hollow where dead thistles break through a yard of snow, evoking strange thoughts of the beautiful, sail-less sea that once rippled over the Downs; one is found in the smell of hay, manure, and cow's breath at the first farm out of London where the land remains unspoiled. There’s one in many a worthless wasteland by the roadside, such as the narrow, steep strip of land that runs parallel between two roads for a while—overgrown with blackthorn and blackberry, yet open. And in each of the chalk-pits by the roadside with overhanging beech roots above and bramble below is another. One, perhaps many, wandered on a high hillside one August night when the hedge crickets sang up high among the dogwood and clematis like tiny but deafening sewing machines, glowworms shone in the thyme, and the owl's call didn’t break the breathless silence under the full moon. In the shadowy, moonlit pattern of the wood, where trees and shadows were equal, I walked on a floor of shadows with beams of light as if they had come from beneath the earth; the hill radiated a light happiness through which I passed as an unwilling but unafraid intruder.
In places these gods preside over some harmony of the earth with the works of men. There is one such upon the Pilgrims’ Way, where I join it, after passing the dark boughs and lightsome flowers of cherry orchards, grass full of dandelions, a dark cluster of pines, elms in groups and cavalcades, and wet willowy meadows that feed the Medway. Just at the approach there is a two-storied farm with dormers in the darkly mellowed roof, protected by sycamores and chestnuts, and before it a weather-boarded barn with thatched roof, and then, but not at right angles, another with ochre tiles, and other outbuildings of old brick and tile, a waggon lodge of flint and thatch beside a pond, at the edge of a broad unhedged field where random oaks shadow the grass. Behind runs the Pilgrims’ Way, invisible but easily guessed under that line of white beam and yew, with here and there an ash up which the stout plaited stems of ivy are sculptured, for they seem of the same material as the tree, and both of stone. Under the yew and white beam the clematis clambers over dogwood and wayfaring trees. Corn grows up to the road and sometimes hops; beyond, a league of orchard is a-froth round farmhouses or islands of oak; and east and west sweeps the crescent of the North Downs.
In some places, these gods oversee a balance between the earth and human activities. There’s one spot along the Pilgrims’ Way where I join in, after walking past the dark branches and bright flowers of cherry orchards, grass filled with dandelions, a dark cluster of pines, groups of elms, and wet, willowy meadows that nourish the Medway. Right near the entrance, there’s a two-story farm with dormers in its richly aged roof, sheltered by sycamores and chestnuts. In front, there’s a weatherboard barn with a thatched roof, and next to it, though not at a right angle, another barn with ochre tiles, along with various outbuildings made of old brick and tile, a flint and thatch wagon shed next to a pond, at the edge of a broad, unfenced field where scattered oaks cast shadows on the grass. The Pilgrims’ Way runs behind, not visible but easily guessed beneath a line of white beam and yew, with occasional ashes where the strong, twisted ivy stems climb, as if they’re made of the same material as the trees, both looking like stone. Under the yew and white beam, clematis climbs over dogwood and wayfaring trees. Corn grows right up to the road, and sometimes hops; beyond that, a league of orchards bubbles around farmhouses or clusters of oak; to the east and west, the smooth curve of the North Downs sweeps out.
With the crescent goes the road, half-way up the sides of the hills but nearly always at the foot of the steepest slopes where the chalk-pits are carved white, like the concave of a scallop shell, out of the green turf. Luxuriant hedges bar the view except at gateways and stiles. At one place the upper hedge gives way to scattered thickets scrambling up the hill, with chalky ruts and rabbit workings between. Neither sheep nor crops cover the hill, nor yet is it common. Any one can possess it—for an hour. It is given up to the rabbits until Londoners can be persuaded to build houses on it. At intervals a road as old as the Way itself descends precipitously in a deep chalk groove, overhung by yew and beech, or hornbeam, or oak, and white clouds drifting in a river of blue sky between the trees; and joins farther south the main road which winds, parallel with the Pilgrims’ Way and usually south of it, from Winchester, through Guildford, Dorking, Westerham, Maidstone, Ashford, and Canterbury to Dover Strait. Not only chalk-pits and deep roads hollow the hills. For miles there is a succession of small smooth coombes, some grown with white thorn, some grassy, above the road, alternating with corresponding smooth breasts of turf. Towers and spires, but chiefly towers, lie beneath, and in the mile or so between one and the next there are red farms or, very rarely, a greater house at the end of a long wave of grass among trees. Above, the white full-bosomed clouds lean upon the green rampart of the hills and look across to the orchards, the woods beyond, the oaken Weald and its lesser ridges still farther, and then the South Downs and a dream of the south sea.
With the crescent comes the road, halfway up the sides of the hills but usually at the base of the steepest slopes where the chalk pits are carved out, white like the inside of a scallop shell, from the green grass. Lush hedges block the view except at gateways and stiles. In one spot, the upper hedge opens up to scattered thickets climbing the hill, with chalky ruts and rabbit burrows in between. There's neither sheep nor crops on the hill, nor is it common land. Anyone can claim it—for an hour. It’s left to the rabbits until city dwellers are convinced to build houses on it. Every so often, a road as old as the Way itself drops steeply into a deep chalk groove, shaded by yew and beech, or hornbeam, or oak, with white clouds drifting in a river of blue sky between the trees; it connects farther south to the main road that winds, parallel to the Pilgrims' Way and usually south of it, from Winchester through Guildford, Dorking, Westerham, Maidstone, Ashford, and Canterbury to Dover Strait. Not only chalk pits and deep roads carve out the hills. For miles, a series of small, smooth valleys, some covered in white thorn, some grassy, lie above the road, alternating with matching smooth slopes of grass. Towers and spires, especially towers, are scattered below, and in the mile or so between one and the next, there are red farms or, very rarely, a larger house at the end of a long wave of grass among the trees. Above, the fluffy white clouds rest against the green walls of the hills and gaze across to the orchards, the woods beyond, the oak-covered Weald and its smaller ridges even farther away, and then to the South Downs and a vision of the southern sea.
Rain falls, and in upright grey sheaves passes slowly[54] before the fresh beech leaves like ghosts in shadowy procession; and once again the white clouds roll over the tops of the trees, and the green is virginal, and out of the drip and glimmer of the miles of blissful country rises the blackbird’s song and the cuckoo’s shout. The rain seems not only to have brightened what is to be seen but the eye that sees and the mind that knows, and suddenly we are aware of all the joy in the grandeur and mastery of an oak’s balance, in those immobile clouds revealed on the farthest horizon shaped like the mountains which a child imagines, in the white candles of the beam tree, in the black-eyed bird sitting in her nest in the hawthorn with uplifted beak, and in the myriad luxuriant variety of shape and texture and bright colour in the divided leaves of wood sanicle and moschatel and parsley and cranesbill, in the pure outline of twayblade and violet and garlic. Newly dressed in the crystal of the rain the landscape recalls the earlier spring; the flowers of white wood-sorrel, the pink and white anemone and cuckoo flower, the thick-clustered, long-stalked primroses and darker cowslips with their scentless sweetness pure as an infant’s breath; the solitary wild cherry trees flowering among still leafless beech; the blackbirds of twilight and the flower-faced owls; the pewits wheeling after dusk; the jonquil and daffodil and arabis and leopard’s bane of cottage gardens; the white clouds plunged in blue floating over the brown woods of the hills; the delicate thrushes with speckled breasts paler than their backs, motionless on dewy turf; and all the joys of life that come through the nostrils from the dark, not understood world which is unbolted for us by the delicate and savage fragrances[55] of leaf and flower and grass and clod, of the plumage of birds and fur of animals and breath and hair of women and children.
Rain falls, and in upright gray bundles, it slowly passes before the fresh beech leaves like ghosts in a shadowy procession; and once again, white clouds roll over the tops of the trees, the green is pure, and from the drip and glimmer of the miles of beautiful countryside rises the blackbird’s song and the cuckoo’s call. The rain seems not only to have brightened what can be seen but also the eye that sees and the mind that knows, and suddenly we become aware of all the joy in the grandeur and balance of an oak, in those still clouds revealed on the farthest horizon shaped like the mountains a child imagines, in the white candles of the beam tree, in the black-eyed bird sitting in her nest in the hawthorn with an uplifted beak, and in the countless vibrant varieties of shape, texture, and color in the divided leaves of wood sanicle, moschatel, parsley, and cranesbill, in the clear outlines of twayblade, violet, and garlic. Newly dressed in the crystal of the rain, the landscape brings back memories of early spring; the flowers of white wood-sorrel, the pink and white anemone and cuckoo flower, the thick-clustered, long-stalked primroses, and darker cowslips with their scentless sweetness as pure as an infant’s breath; the solitary wild cherry trees blooming among still leafless beech; the blackbirds of twilight and the flower-faced owls; the pewits wheeling after dusk; the jonquil, daffodil, arabis, and leopard’s bane of cottage gardens; the white clouds immersed in blue floating over the brown woods of the hills; the delicate thrushes with speckled breasts lighter than their backs, motionless on dewy grass; and all the joys of life that come through the nostrils from the dark, mysterious world that is unlocked for us by the delicate and wild fragrances of leaf, flower, grass, and soil, of birds' plumage and animals' fur, and the breath and hair of women and children.
How can our thoughts, the movements of our bodies, our human kindnesses, ever fit themselves with this blithe world? Is it but vain remorse at what is lost, or is it not rather a token of what may yet be achieved, that makes these images blind us as does the sight of children dressed for a play, some solemn-thoughtful, some wholly gay, suddenly revealed to us in brilliant light after the night wind and rain?
How can our thoughts, our body movements, and our acts of kindness ever fit into this carefree world? Is it just pointless regret for what’s gone, or is it actually a sign of what we can still achieve, that makes these images blind us like the sight of kids dressed for a play—some deep in thought, some completely joyful—suddenly showing up in bright light after the night’s wind and rain?
But at morning twilight I see the moon low in the west like a broken and dinted shield of silver hanging long forgotten outside the tent of a great knight in a wood, and inside are the knight’s bones clean and white about his rusted sword. In the east the sun rises, a red-faced drover and a million sheep going before him silent over the blue downs of the dawn: and I am ill-content and must watch for a while the fraying, changeful edges of the lesser clouds drift past and into the great white ones above, or hear rebellious music that puts for one brief hour into our hands the reins of the world that we may sit mightily behind the horses and drive to the goal of our dreams.
But at dawn, I see the moon low in the west, like a dented silver shield left outside the tent of a great knight in a forest, and inside are the knight’s clean, white bones next to his rusty sword. In the east, the sun rises, a red-faced drover leading a million silent sheep across the blue hills of morning. I feel uneasy and must spend some time watching the frayed, shifting edges of the smaller clouds drift past and merge into the big white clouds above, or listen to rebellious music that, for just one brief hour, gives us control over the world so we can sit powerfully behind the horses and drive toward the goals of our dreams.
A footpath leads from the Pilgrims’ Way past the divine undulations and beech glades of a park—a broad piece of the earth that flows hither and thither in curves, sudden or slow but flawless and continuous, and everywhere clothed in a seamless garment of grass. The path crosses the white main road into a lesser one that traverses a common of beech and oak and birch. The leaves make[56] an unbroken roof over the common: except the roads there is not a path in it. For it is a small and narrow strip of but a few acres, without any open space, gloomy, much overgrown by thickets. Last year’s leaves lie undisturbed and of the colour of red deer under the silky green new foliage and round the huge mossy pedestals of beech and in caves behind the serpentine locked roots. No child’s shout is heard. No lover walks there. The motor-car hurries the undesirable through and down into the Weald. And so it is alone and for themselves that the beeches rise up in carven living stone and expand in a green heaven for the song of the woodwren, pouring out pearls like wine.
A footpath leads from the Pilgrims’ Way past the beautiful hills and beech groves of a park—a wide stretch of land that flows gracefully with curves, some sharp and others gentle, but always smooth and continuous, covered everywhere in a lush carpet of grass. The path crosses the main white road into a smaller one that winds through an area filled with beech, oak, and birch trees. The leaves create a solid canopy over the area: apart from the roads, there isn’t a single path. It’s a small, narrow strip of just a few acres, with no open spaces, dark and heavily overgrown with thickets. Last year’s leaves lie undisturbed, colored like red deer beneath the soft green of the new foliage and around the massive, mossy bases of the beech trees and in the hidden spaces behind their twisted roots. No child’s laughter can be heard. No lovers stroll here. Cars rush through, taking the unwelcome down into the Weald. And so, the beeches stand tall like carved living stone, spreading out in a leafy paradise for the song of the woodwren, pouring out notes like precious wine.
Southward, on either side of the steep road, the slope is, below the beeches, given to corn and hops; at the foot are all the oaks and pasture of the Weald, diversified by hop gardens on many of the slanting fields that break up its surface. Looking back from here the hills above are less finely modelled than the downs still farther behind us in the north. But they also have their shallow coombes, sometimes two tiers of them, and they are indented by deep, wide-mouthed bays. One of them begins in copses of oak and hazel and sallow, a little arable, a farm, three oast cones, and a little steep orchard in a hollow of their own, which give way to hops, followed by grass and then a tortuous ploughland among the oaks and firs of the great woods that cover the more precipitous sides of the upper end of the bay. Exquisitely cultivated, this bay is yet a possession of cuckoo and nightingale, singing under the yellow-green and black-branched oaks and above the floor of bluebell and dark dog’s mercury.
Southward, on both sides of the steep road, the slope features fields of corn and hops beneath the beeches; at the bottom lie the oaks and pastures of the Weald, interspersed with hop gardens across many of the slanted fields that break up the landscape. Looking back from here, the hills above seem less finely shaped than the downs further behind us to the north. However, they too have their shallow valleys, sometimes with two tiers, and are marked by deep, broad bays. One bay begins with clusters of oak, hazel, and sallow trees, a bit of arable land, a farm, three oast houses, and a small steep orchard nestled in a hollow, leading to hops, then grass, and finally winding farmland among the oaks and fir trees of the large woods that cover the steeper slopes at the upper end of the bay. While this bay is beautifully cultivated, it is still home to cuckoos and nightingales, singing under the yellow-green and black-branched oaks and above the carpet of bluebells and dark dog’s mercury.
Out of the coombe a deep lane ascends through beech, hazel and beam to another common of heather, and whinberry bathing the feet of scattered birch, and squat oak and pine, interrupted by yellow gravel pits.
Out of the valley, a steep path climbs through beech, hazel, and birch trees to another area filled with heather and whinberries, where scattered birch, stunted oak, and pine trees grow, interrupted by yellow gravel pits.
Beyond is a little town and a low grey spire, neighboured by sycamores that stretch out horizontal boughs of broad leaves and new yellow-green flower tassels over long grass. Past the town—rapidly and continually resuming its sleep after the hooting of motor-cars—begins a wide and stately domain. At its edge are cottages doddering with age, but trim and flowery, and assuredly wearing the livery of the ripe, grave house of brick that stands on the grassy ascent above them, among new-leaved beech masses and isolated thorns dreaming over their shadows. That grove of limes, fair and decorous, leading up to the house is the work of Nature and the squire. His chestnut and pine plantations succeed. And now a pollard beech, bossy-rooted on a mound of moss and crumbling earth, its grotesque torso decorated as by childish hands with new leaves hanging among mighty boughs that are themselves a mansion for squirrel and jay and willow wren and many shadows, looks grimly down at the edge of a wood and asks for the wayfarer’s passport—has he lived well, does he love this world, is he bold and free and kind?—and if he have it not seals him with melancholy as he enters among the innumerable leaves of innumerable beeches beginning to respond to the straight, still, after-sunset rain, while the last cuckoos cry and the last footsteps and wheels of the world die away behind. The foliage has a pale, almost white, light of its own among the darkly dripping boughs, and[58] when that is gone the rain and leaf under a spongy grey sky have a myriad voices of contentedness. Below, invisible in the dark rain but not unfelt, is the deep hollow land of the Weald. The owls whimper and mew and croon and hoot and shriek their triumphs.
Beyond is a small town with a low gray spire, surrounded by sycamores that stretch out their broad, leafy branches and new yellow-green flower tassels over tall grass. Past the town—quickly falling back to sleep after the noise of motorcars—lies a wide and impressive estate. At its edge are charming, old cottages, well-kept and vibrant, surely wearing the colors of the sturdy, dignified brick house that sits on the grassy slope above them, among the fresh-leaved beech clusters and solitary thorns quietly casting their shadows. The nice row of linden trees leading up to the house is the result of both nature and the squire's efforts. His chestnut and pine groves thrive. Now, a pollard beech, with sprawling roots on a mound of moss and crumbling soil, its odd trunk playfully adorned with fresh leaves hanging among its great branches that serve as homes for squirrels, jays, willow wrens, and countless shadows, looks down grimly at the edge of a forest and questions the passerby—has he lived well, does he cherish this world, is he bold, free, and kind?—and if he lacks the answer, he is met with a sense of melancholy as he steps into the dense array of beech leaves beginning to respond to the steady, quiet rain after sunset, while the last cuckoos call and the final footsteps and sounds of the outside world fade away. The leaves possess a pale, almost white light of their own among the dark, dripping branches, and[58] once that light disappears, the rain and foliage under a spongy gray sky come alive with countless voices of contentment. Below, hidden in the dark rain but felt nonetheless, lies the deep, hollow land of the Weald. The owls whimper, meow, sing, hoot, and scream their victories.
SURREY.
In the morning a storm comes up on bellying blue clouds above the pale levels of young corn and round-topped trees black as night but gold at their crests. The solid rain does away with all the hills, and shows only the solitary thorns at the edge of an oak wood, or a row of beeches above a hazel hedgerow and, beneath that, stars of stitchwort in the drenched grass. But a little while and the sky is emptied and in its infant blue there are white clouds with silver gloom in their folds; and the light falls upon round hills, yew and beech thick upon their humps, the coombes scalloped in their sides tenanted by oaks beneath. By a grassy chalk pit and clustering black yew, white beam and rampant clematis, is the Pilgrims’ Way. Once more the sky empties heavy and dark rain upon the bright trees so that they pant and quiver while they take it joyfully into their deep hearts. Before the eye has done with watching the dance and glitter of rain and the sway of branches, the blue is again clear and like a meadow sprinkled over with blossoming cherry trees.
In the morning, a storm brews with thick blue clouds above the light green fields of young corn and rounded trees that are dark as night but have golden tops. The heavy rain obscures all the hills, revealing only the lone thorns at the edge of an oak forest or a row of beeches over a hazel hedge, with stars of stitchwort emerging from the soaking grass below. But after a short while, the sky clears, and we see in its fresh blue white clouds with silver shadows in their folds; the light shines on rolling hills, with yew and beech trees dense on their tops, the coombes carved into their sides, home to oaks below. By a grassy chalk pit and clusters of dark yew, whitebeam, and sprawling clematis, lies the Pilgrims’ Way. Once again, the sky unleashes heavy, dark rain on the bright trees, making them sway and tremble as they joyfully absorb it into their deep hearts. Before the eye has finished taking in the dance and sparkle of rain and the movement of branches, the blue sky is clear again, like a meadow sprinkled with blooming cherry trees.
The decent vale consists of square green fields and park-like slopes, dark pine and light beech: but beyond that the trees gather together in low ridge after ridge so[59] that the South Country seems a dense forest from east to west. On one side of the hill road is a common of level ash and oak woods, holly and thorn at their edges, and between them and the dust a grassy tract, sometimes furzy; on the other, oaks and beeches sacred to the pheasant but exposing countless cuckoo flowers among the hazels of their underwood. Please trespass. The English game preserve is a citadel of woodland charm, and however precious, it has only one or two defenders easily eluded and, when met, most courteous to all but children and not very well dressed women. The burglar’s must be a bewitching trade if we may judge by the pleasures of the trespasser’s unskilled labour.
The lovely valley has square green fields and gently sloping parks, with dark pines and light beeches. Beyond that, the trees come together in low ridges, making the South Country look like a dense forest from east to west. On one side of the hill road, there’s a common area with flat ash and oak woods, edged with holly and thorn, and between them and the dust, there's a grassy stretch that’s sometimes bushy. On the other side, there are oaks and beeches that are a haven for pheasants, but also hide countless cuckoo flowers among the hazels below. Please feel free to wander. The English game preserve is a fortress of woodland beauty, and even though it's precious, there are only one or two guards who can be easily avoided, and when you do meet them, they’re usually polite to everyone except children and women who aren’t well dressed. Being a burglar must be an enticing job if we judge by the joys of the trespasser’s unskilled effort.
In the middle of the wood is a four-went way, and the grassy or white roads lead where you please among tall beeches or broad, crisp-leaved shining thorns and brief open spaces given over to the mounds of ant and mole, to gravel pits and heather. Is this the Pilgrims’ Way, in the valley now, a frail path chiefly through oak and hazel, sometimes over whin and whinberry and heather and sand, but looking up at the yews and beeches of the chalk hills? It passes a village pierced by straight clear waters—a woodland church—woods of the willow wren—and then, upon a promontory, alone, within the greenest mead rippled up to its walls by but few graves, another church, dark, squat, small-windowed, old, and from its position above the world having the characters of church and beacon and fortress, calling for all men’s reverence. Up here in the rain it utters the pathos of the old roads behind, wiped out as if writ in water, or worn deep and then deserted and surviving only as tunnels under the hazels.[60] I wish they could always be as accessible as churches are, and not handed over to land-owners—like Sandsbury Lane near Petersfield—because straight new roads have taken their places for the purposes of tradesmen and carriage people, or boarded up like that discarded fragment, deep-sunken and overgrown, below Colman’s Hatch in Surrey. For centuries these roads seemed to hundreds so necessary, and men set out upon them at dawn with hope and followed after joy and were fain of their whiteness at evening: few turned this way or that out of them except into others as well worn (those who have turned aside for wantonness have left no trace at all), and most have been well content to see the same things as those who went before and as they themselves have seen a hundred times. And now they, as the sound of their feet and the echoes, are dead, and the roads are but pleasant folds in the grassy chalk. Stay, traveller, says the dark tower on the hill, and tread softly because your way is over men’s dreams; but not too long; and now descend to the west as fast as feet can carry you, and follow your own dream, and that also shall in course of time lie under men’s feet; for there is no going so sweet as upon the old dreams of men.
In the middle of the woods is a crossroads, with grassy or white paths leading wherever you want among tall beeches or broad, shiny thorn bushes and brief open areas taken up by mounds of ants and moles, gravel pits, and heather. Is this the Pilgrims’ Way? In the valley now, it's a fragile path primarily through oak and hazel, sometimes over gorse and bilberry and heather and sand, while looking up at the yews and beeches of the chalk hills? It passes a village with clear waters running through it—a woodland church—woods filled with wrens—and then, on a hilltop, alone, surrounded by the greenest meadow gently rippling up to its walls with just a few graves, another church, dark, squat, with small windows, old, and from its elevated position seeming like a place of worship and a beacon and a fortress, deserving of everyone's respect. Up here in the rain, it expresses the sadness of the old paths behind, erased as if written in water or worn deep and then abandoned, surviving only as tunnels beneath the hazels.[60] I wish these paths could always be as accessible as churches are and not handed over to landowners—like Sandsbury Lane near Petersfield—because straight new roads have taken their place for the needs of merchants and travelers, or boarded up like that neglected stretch, deep-sunken and overgrown, below Colman’s Hatch in Surrey. For centuries, these roads seemed essential to hundreds, and people set off on them at dawn with hope and followed after joy, feeling grateful for their brightness by evening: few strayed from them except into other well-trodden paths (those who turned aside out of mischief left no trace at all), and most were happy to see the same sights as those who came before them and what they themselves had seen a hundred times. And now, they, like the sound of their footsteps and the echoes, are gone, and the roads are just pleasant folds in the grassy chalk. "Stay, traveler," says the dark tower on the hill, "and tread softly because your way is over people's dreams; but not for too long; and now head west as fast as you can, and follow your own dream, which in time will also lie beneath people's feet; for there is no journey as sweet as walking upon the old dreams of others."
In one of the new cottages at the edge of the town beyond lives, or tries to live, a man who fought for many years in one of the suburbs a losing battle against London. His father had farmed land now covered by streets. He himself was persuaded to sell all but his house and garden to raise money for a business which promised his sons great wealth. He retained barely enough to live upon; the business, an honest one, failed; and in a short time misfortunes compelled him to open a shop. He converted the house—that was once a farmhouse—into a shop, and not five years ago it could still be seen at the end of a row of gaudy, glittering windows, itself a village shop, having but a common house window for the display of wares, the interior gloomy and approached through a strip of garden where a lime-tree put on and shed its leaves with the air of a princess of old romance. The back garden, half an orchard, was bordered along a side street by a high wall, and over that a broad cherry used to lean a gnarled branch and shower its blossoms upon the asphalte; the foot-passengers complained of the tree which had grown without foreknowledge of the fact that men would pass below in silk hats, and the branch was lopped. In the shop itself everything was for sale, everything that officious travellers could foist upon the little weak-eyed half-farmer, half-gardener who kept the[62] shop—hosiery, leather bags, purses, cheap jewellery, fishing-tackle, cricket-bats, umbrellas, walking-sticks. A staircase led out of the shop to the bedrooms, just as it had done when the window on the narrow landing looked over hay-fields to Banstead Downs. When the cat was not lying upon the socks in the window, she had, very likely, been kept away by a litter of kittens somewhere among the seldom disturbed bundles of unfashionable ties, or she lay in the sun beneath the lime and watched her kittens pursuing the spiral flight of the yellow leaves.
In one of the new cottages at the edge of town lives, or tries to live, a man who fought for many years in one of the suburbs in a losing battle against London. His father had farmed land that is now covered by streets. He was convinced to sell everything except his house and garden to raise money for a business that promised his sons great wealth. He kept just enough to get by; the business, which was honest, failed; and soon misfortunes forced him to open a shop. He turned the house—which used to be a farmhouse—into a shop, and not five years ago, it could still be seen at the end of a row of flashy, glittering windows, itself a village shop, with just a plain house window for displaying goods, the interior dark and accessed through a strip of garden where a lime tree changed its leaves like a princess from an old fairy tale. The backyard, half an orchard, was bordered by a high wall along a side street, and over that, a large cherry tree used to lean down with a gnarled branch, showering its blossoms onto the asphalt; pedestrians complained about the tree, which had grown without any knowledge that people would walk beneath, wearing silk hats, and the branch was cut back. Inside the shop, everything was for sale—all the things that intrusive travelers could push onto the little weak-eyed half-farmer, half-gardener running the shop—hosiery, leather bags, wallets, cheap jewelry, fishing gear, cricket bats, umbrellas, and walking sticks. A staircase led out of the shop to the bedrooms, just as it had when the window on the narrow landing looked over hayfields to Banstead Downs. When the cat wasn't lying on the socks in the window, she was probably kept away by a litter of kittens hidden somewhere among the rarely disturbed bundles of outdated ties, or she was lying in the sun beneath the lime tree, watching her kittens chase the twirling yellow leaves.
The owner made no concessions except such as he was forced to, as when he bought the stock of jewellery because the traveller praised his cat; or allowed the cherry tree to be mutilated because the new Borough Council commanded. He dressed in breeches, gaiters and heavy boots, and never wore a coat or took his pipe out of his mouth (except to play with puss). Seldom did he leave the house, unless it was to go into the garden or to take a walk down the emptied busy street at night, when the only sound was the crickets’ song from the bakers’ shops. The little old house rippled over by creeper was beautiful then—the lime tree and the creeper trembling in the gusty moonlight, and the windows and doorway hollow and dark and romantic as if a poet had made them to sting men’s hearts with beauty and with regret.
The owner made no concessions except those he had to, like when he bought the jewelry because the traveler praised his cat, or let the new Borough Council cut down the cherry tree. He wore breeches, gaiters, and heavy boots, never taking off his coat or removing his pipe from his mouth (except to play with the cat). He rarely left the house, unless it was to go into the garden or take a walk down the empty, busy street at night, when the only sound was the crickets singing from the bakeries. The little old house, covered in vines, was beautiful then—the lime tree and the vines shaking in the gusty moonlight, and the windows and doorway dark and hollow, almost as if a poet had designed them to touch people’s hearts with beauty and regret.
No one can ever say what the old man thought as he slammed the door after one of these walks and was alone with himself. Certainly he regretted the big decorous high-gated houses that used to stand opposite his, veiled by wistaria, passion flower and clematis; the limes that used to run the whole length of his father’s[63] land, but now all gone, save this one (how lovely its fallen leaves looked in the as yet untrodden streets in autumn mornings, lying flat and moistly golden under the fog!); the balsam growing through the railings; the dark yew tree that looked among bright lilac and laburnum like a negro among the women in the Arabian Nights; the pathway through the churchyard, in the days before they had to rail it in to preserve the decent turf—in vain, for it was now littered with newspapers and tram-tickets among the tombs of —— Esquire, —— Esquire, for they were all esquires. He regretted the houses and gardens, but less than their people, the men and women of some ease and state, of speech whose kindliness was thrice kind through its careful dignity, so he thought. And then the children, there were no such children now; and the young men and women, the men a little alarming, the women strong and lovely and gentle enough to supply him with incarnations at once of all those whom he read of in the novels of Scott. They had gone long ago, except those who survived vaguely in the novels. He remembered their houses better, for it was not until after some years that they were pulled down, their orchards grubbed up, and their rich mould carried away in sacks to the trumpery villas round about—dragged along the road and spilt in a long black trail. It was wonderful dark mould, and the thought of the apples, the plums, the nectarines, the roses which had grown out of it made him furious when it was taken to their gardens by people who would be gone in a year or less, and would grow in it nothing but nasturtiums and sunflowers.
No one can ever know what the old man thought as he slammed the door after one of these walks and was left alone with his thoughts. He definitely missed the grand, well-kept houses that used to stand across from his, draped in wisteria, passion flower, and clematis; the linden trees that used to stretch along his father's[63] land, now all gone except for this one (how beautiful its fallen leaves looked in the still untouched streets on autumn mornings, lying flat and moistly golden under the fog!); the balsam growing through the railings; the dark yew tree that stood out among bright lilac and laburnum like a black man among the women in the Arabian Nights; the pathway through the churchyard, back in the days before they had to fence it off to protect the nice turf—in vain, since it was now littered with newspapers and tram tickets among the graves of —— Esquire, —— Esquire, because they were all esquires. He missed the houses and gardens, but even more, he missed the people, the men and women of some wealth and status, whose kind speech was even kinder because of its careful dignity, or so he thought. And the children—there were no children like them now; and the young men and women, the men a bit intimidating, the women strong and beautiful and gentle enough to remind him of all those characters he read about in Scott's novels. They had all left long ago, except for those who lived on faintly in the novels. He remembered their houses better, as it wasn't until years later that they were torn down, their orchards uprooted, and their rich soil carried away in sacks to the cheap villas nearby—dragged down the road and spilling in a long black trail. It was amazing dark soil, and the thought of the apples, plums, nectarines, and roses that had grown from it made him furious when it was taken to those gardens by people who would be gone in a year or less, leaving behind nothing but nasturtiums and sunflowers.
There followed a period when, the old attitudes, the[64] things that had been handed down from the last revolution, having been broken up, the gardens became a possession of nettles and docks, and fewer and fewer were the crown-imperials and hollyhocks to survive the fall of the houses. The scaffold-poles, the harsh blocks of stone, the rasping piles of bricks, the scores of cold earthenware and iron articles belonging to the rows of villas about to replace the old houses, looked more like ruin than preparation as they lay stark and hideous among the misty grass and still blue elms. There were days when the thrushes still sang well among the rioting undisturbed shrubberies. But soon men felled the elms and drove away their shadows for ever, and all that dwelled or could be imagined therein. No more would the trees be enchanted by the drunken early songs of blackbirds. The heavenly beauty of earthly things went away upon the timber carriages and was stamped with mud. The butts of the trees were used to decorate the gardens of the new houses. Two, indeed, were spared by some one’s folly, and a main bough fell in the night and crushed through a whole fortnight’s brickwork.
There came a time when the old ways, the[64] traditions passed down from the last revolution, were shattered. The gardens became overrun with nettles and docks, and fewer and fewer crown-imperials and hollyhocks survived the destruction of the houses. The scaffold poles, the rough stone blocks, the jagged piles of bricks, and the many cold earthenware and iron items meant for the rows of villas set to replace the old homes looked more like destruction than preparation as they lay stark and ugly among the misty grass and quiet blue elms. There were days when the thrushes still sang beautifully among the wild, undisturbed bushes. But soon men chopped down the elms, banishing their shadows forever, along with everything that lived or could be imagined there. The trees would no longer be enchanted by the joyful early songs of blackbirds. The heavenly beauty of nature was taken away in timber trucks and left muddy. The tree stumps were used to beautify the gardens of the new houses. Two, in fact, were saved by someone's mistake, and a main branch fell in the night, crashing through a whole fortnight’s worth of brickwork.
Those elms had come unconsciously to be part of the real religion of men in that neighbourhood, and certainly of that old man. Their cool green voices as they swayed, their masses motionless against the evening or the summer storms, created a sense of pomp and awe. They gave mystic invitations that stirred his blood if not his slowly working humble brain, and helped to build and to keep firm that sanctuary of beauty to which we must be able to retire if we are to be more than eaters and drinkers and newspaper readers. When they were gone he won[65]dered, still humbly, what would do their work in the minds of the newcomers. Looking at the features of the younger people, held in a vice of reserve or pallidly leering, and hearing the snarl of their voices, he was not surprised. They had not been given a chance. How could they have the ease, the state, the kindliness of the old inhabitants? They had no gods, only a brand-new Gothic church. Often they supported this or that new movement, or bought a brave new book, but they continued to sneer timidly or brutally at everything else. They were satisfied with a little safe departure from the common way, some mental or spiritual equivalent to the door-knocker of imitation hammered copper. They did not care very much for trees though they planted them in every street, where the grammar-school boys and errand-boys mutilated them one by one in the dark; they cut off the heads of a score of tall poplars, lest perchance the west wind should one day do the same thing when one of the million was passing below.
Those elms had unconsciously become part of the true essence of the people in that neighborhood, especially for that old man. Their cool green rustling as they swayed and their solid presence against the evening sky or summer storms created a feeling of grandeur and reverence. They offered a mystical allure that excited him, if not his slowly working but humble mind, and helped to construct and maintain that place of beauty where we must retreat if we want to be more than just consumers or newspaper readers. When they were gone, he wondered, still humbly, what would take their place in the minds of the newcomers. Looking at the faces of the younger people, stiff with restraint or leering in a grim way, and hearing the harshness in their voices, he was not surprised. They hadn’t been given a chance. How could they possess the ease, dignity, and warmth of the old residents? They had no gods, just a brand-new Gothic church. They often supported some new movement or bought a trendy new book, but continued to sneer either timidly or brutally at everything else. They were content with a little safe deviation from the norm, some mental or spiritual equivalent to a knock on the door made of imitation hammered copper. They didn’t care much for trees, even though they planted them on every street, where schoolboys and errand boys would vandalize them one by one at night; they chopped the tops off a bunch of tall poplars, fearing that the west wind might one day do the same when one of the million was passing underneath.
The new people were a mysterious, black-liveried host, the grandchildren of peers, thieves, gutter-snipes, agricultural labourers, artisans, shopkeepers, professional men, farmers, foreign financiers, an unrelated multitude. They were an endless riddle to the old man. He used to stare at their houses as one might stare at a corpse in the hope of discovering that there was something alive there. They were as impenetrable as their houses, when at night the blinds of the lighted rooms were drawn and figures or parts of figures shot fantastically by. He read of their bankruptcies, their appointments, their crimes, their successes, unwittingly, in the newspapers. He could[66] never take it as a matter of course to pass, to be continually surrounded by, thousands of whom he knew nothing, to whom he was nothing. Well did they keep their secrets, this blank or shamefaced crowd of discreetly dressed people who might be anywhere to-morrow.
The new people were a mysterious group dressed in black, the grandchildren of peers, thieves, street kids, farm workers, skilled tradespeople, shop owners, professionals, farmers, foreign investors—a diverse crowd without connection. They were an endless puzzle to the old man. He would look at their houses as one might look at a corpse, hoping to find something alive within. They were as unreadable as their homes, with the blinds drawn at night, and shadows or parts of figures passing by in a surreal manner. He read about their bankruptcies, job appointments, crimes, and successes, often unknowingly in the newspapers. He could never fully accept the fact that he walked among thousands he knew nothing about, who regarded him as nothing. They were good at keeping their secrets, this blank or shy crowd of neatly dressed individuals who could be anywhere tomorrow.
He turned from them to his garden and cherry-tree, and thinking of those who had walked there, and in the long garden on the other side of the fence, he felt at home again, with his cat and her long line of descendants. That long garden had survived the big house to which it had belonged. A merchant had lived there with his family of four daughters, dark, tall women, whose pride and tender speech the old trees in their garden often recalled. All were beautiful, and they were most beautiful together. They walked, they rode, they played and read in the garden, and the old man could see them there. They were said to be clever and their father was wealthy. They were nearly always together, and as often as possible with him. They were a tribe apart, of extraordinary perfection of strength and grace, holding their own against the world. And yet, as the old man thought to himself, looking at their garden in the rain, not one of them was ever married. They had moved right into London after selling their house and land. They had come to his shop once or twice after and made an excuse for going into the garden: they looked into their own as if they had lost something there. Thinking of them he went into his shop and opened a book. A minute black insect, disturbed from among the leaves, crawled over and over the white page as he pretended to read; it went in zigzags half-an-inch long, lost in the[67] black and white desert, sometimes turning the sharp edge and going to the other side of the page; but as a rule the edge alarmed it and it retreated; it was never still. It reminded him of himself. They were both lost upon the vast surface of the earth.
He turned away from them to his garden and cherry tree, and thinking about those who had walked there and in the long garden on the other side of the fence, he felt at home again, with his cat and her long line of descendants. That long garden had survived the big house it used to belong to. A merchant had lived there with his family of four daughters, dark, tall women whose pride and gentle speech the old trees in their garden often remembered. All were beautiful, and they were most beautiful together. They walked, rode, played, and read in the garden, and the old man could see them there. They were said to be clever, and their father was wealthy. They were almost always together and as often as possible with him. They formed a tribe apart, marked by extraordinary strength and grace, holding their own against the world. And yet, as the old man thought to himself, looking at their garden in the rain, none of them ever got married. They had moved right into London after selling their house and land. They had visited his shop once or twice after that, making excuses to go into the garden; they looked into their own as if they had lost something there. Thinking of them, he went into his shop and opened a book. A tiny black insect, disturbed from among the leaves, crawled over the white page as he pretended to read; it moved in zigzags half an inch long, lost in the black and white desert, sometimes turning at the sharp edge and going to the other side of the page; but usually, the edge startled it and it retreated; it was never still. It reminded him of himself. They were both lost on the vast surface of the earth.
But, of course, that was not why he left. Nobody knew why he left. In his seventieth year he ran away, bursting out of the crowd as one sheep no braver than the rest will do sometimes, inexplicably. He has brought his cats with him, and he has money enough to last until he is dead. Being considered by his niece as of unsound mind, he is free to do as he will and is happy when he is alone.
But, of course, that wasn’t why he left. No one knew why he left. In his seventieth year, he ran away, breaking out of the crowd like any sheep that sometimes decides to be brave for no reason. He brought his cats with him and had enough money to last until he dies. Since his niece considered him to be of unsound mind, he was free to do whatever he wanted and felt happy when he was alone.
A few miles south of that great presiding pollard beech is the boundary line between Surrey and Kent on the north and Sussex on the south. A few miles over the line the moorland organ roll of heather and birch and pine succeeds the grassy undulations and the well-grown beech and oak. The yellow roving lines of the paths cut through the heather into the sand add to the wildness of the waste, by their suggestion of mountain torrents and of channels worn in the soft rock or clay by the sea. The same likeness in little is often to be seen upon a high-pitched roof of thatch when the straw is earth-coloured and tunnelled by birds and seamed by rain. Here the houses are of stone, unadorned, heather-thatched. The maker of birch-heath brooms plies his trade. There are stacks of heath and gorse in the yard. All the more fair are the grooves in the moorland, below the region of pines, where the tiled white-boarded mill stands by the sheen of a ford, and the gorse is bright and white clothes are blowing over neat gardens and the first rose. On a day of rain and gloom the answer of the gorse to sudden lights and heats is delicious; all those dull grey and glaucous and brown dry spines bursting into cool and fragrant fire is as great a miracle as the turning of flames to roses round a martyr’s feet.
A few miles south of that big pollard beech tree is the boundary that separates Surrey and Kent to the north from Sussex to the south. Just a few miles over the line, the moorland features an array of heather, birch, and pine replacing the grassy hills and well-grown beech and oak trees. The winding paths, yellow and cutting through the heather into the sand, enhance the wildness of the landscape, evoking images of mountain streams and channels worn in soft rock or clay by the sea. You can often see a similar small-scale resemblance on a high-pitched thatched roof when the straw is earth-colored, tunnelled by birds, and marked by rain. Here, the houses are made of unadorned stone with heather thatching. The maker of birch-heath brooms is busy at work. There are stacks of heath and gorse in the yard. The grooves in the moorland, below the pine areas, are especially beautiful, where the tiled, white-boarded mill sits by the glimmer of a ford, and the bright gorse sways alongside freshly washed clothes fluttering in neat gardens and the blooming of the first rose. On a rainy, gloomy day, the gorse's response to sudden bursts of light and warmth is delightful; all those dull gray, blue-green, and brown dry spines bursting into a cool, fragrant fire is just as miraculous as flames turning into roses around a martyr’s feet.
It is only too easy for the pheasant lords to plant larch in parallelograms: to escape from them it is necessary to[69] go in amongst them. Yet there are parts of the forest large and dark and primeval in look, with a few poor isolated houses and a thin file of telegraph posts crossing it among the high gloomy pines and down to the marshy hollows, to the strewn gold of dwarf willows, and up again to the deserted wooden windmill, the empty boarded cottage, the heather-thatched sheds at the southern edge of the moor. Looking at this tract of wild land the mind seems to shed many centuries of civilization and to taste something of the early man’s alarm in the presence of the uncultured hills—an alarm which is in us tempered so as to aid an impression of the sublime. Its influence lingers in the small strips of roadside gorse beyond its proper boundary. Then, southward, there are softly dipping meadows, fields of young corn, and oaks thrown among the cowslips. The small farmhouses are neat and good—one has a long stone wall in front, and, over the road, tall Scotch firs above a green pond dappled by the water crowfoot’s white blossoms and bordered by sallow and rush. Narrow copses of oak or wide hedges of hazel and sallow line the road; and they are making cask hoops under lodges of boughs at the woodsides. Bluebells and primroses and cuckoo flowers are not to be counted under the trees. The long moist meadows flow among the woods up and down from farm to farm and spire to tower. Each farmhouse group is new—this one is roofed and walled with tiles; and opposite is a tangle of grass and gorse, with fowls and hen-coops amongst it, a sallowy pond, a pile of faggots, some crooked knees of oak, some fresh-peeled timber: old grey hop poles lean in a sheaf all round a great oak. The gates are of good[70] unpainted oak, and some few are of a kind not often seen elsewhere, lower than a hurdle and composed of two stout parallel bars united by twenty uprights and by two pieces meeting to form a V across these. The gates deserve and would fill a book by themselves.
It's all too easy for the pheasant lords to plant larch in rectangles: to escape them, you have to go right into them. But there are parts of the forest that are large, dark, and look ancient, with a few run-down houses and a line of telegraph poles running through it among the high, gloomy pines down to the marshy hollows, to the scattered gold of dwarf willows, and up again to the abandoned wooden windmill, the empty boarded cottage, and the heather-roofed sheds at the southern edge of the moor. Looking at this stretch of wild land, you can almost feel centuries of civilization melting away and experience a bit of the early human's fear in the presence of the untamed hills—a fear that's now softened within us to enhance the feeling of the sublime. Its influence lingers in the small patches of roadside gorse beyond its natural limits. Then, to the south, there are gently sloping meadows, fields of young corn, and oak trees scattered among the cowslips. The small farmhouses are tidy and charming—one has a long stone wall in front, and across the road, tall Scotch firs overlook a green pond touched by the white blossoms of water crowfoot and edged by willows and rushes. Narrow groups of oak trees or wide hedges of hazel and willow line the road, and they’re busy making cask hoops under the leafy shelters at the woodsides. Bluebells, primroses, and cuckoo flowers shouldn’t be counted under the trees. The long, damp meadows weave among the woods, flowing in and out from farm to farm and spire to tower. Each farmhouse group is unique—this one has a tiled roof and walls; opposite, there's a mess of grass and gorse, with chickens and hen-coops scattered among it, a muddy pond, a pile of firewood, some gnarled oak roots, and fresh-cut timber: old gray hop poles lean together in a bundle all around a great oak. The gates are made of good, unpainted oak, and a few are of a type you don’t often see elsewhere, lower than a hurdle and made of two sturdy parallel bars joined by twenty uprights and two pieces meeting to form a V across them. The gates truly deserve their own book.
Green lucent calipers of flags shadow one another in little wayside ponds, white-railed; for this is the Weald, the land of small clay ponds. The hazels are the nightingale’s. In many of the oak woods the timber carriages have carved a way through primroses and bluebells deep into the brown clay. The larger views are of cloudy, oak woods, ridge behind ridge, and green corn or grass and grey ploughland between; and of the sun pouring a molten cataract out of dark machicolated clouds on to one green field that glows a moment and is insignificant again: the lesser are of little brambly precipitous sandpits by the road, of a white mill at a crossing, of carved yews before black-timbered inns, of a starling that has learned the curlew’s call perched on a cottage roof, of abeles all rough silver with opening leaf shivering along the grass-bordered evening road, of two or three big oaks in a meadow corner and in their shadow unblemished parsley and grasses bowed as if rushing in the wind. At an inn door stands a young labourer, tall and straight but loosely made, his nose even and small, his eyes blue and deep set, his lips like those of Antinous, his face ruddy and rough-grained, his hair short and brown and crisp upon his fair round head; his neck bound by a voluminous scarf (with alternate lozenges of crimson and deep green divided by white lines) that is gathered beneath his chin by a brass ring and thence flows down under his blue[71] coat; his trousers of grey cord, dirty and patched with drab to a weathered stone colour, fitting almost tightly to his large thighs and calves and reaching not too near to his small but heavily-shod feet. A prince—a slave. He is twenty, unmarried, sober, honest, a noble animal. He goes into a cottage that stands worn and old and without a right angle in its timbers or its thatch any more than in its apple trees and solitary quince which all but hide the lilac and massed honesty of the little garden. This is a house—I had almost said this is a man—that looked upon England when it could move men to such songs as, “Come, live with me and be my love,” or—
Green translucent flags cast shadows on little roadside ponds with white railings; this is the Weald, the land of small clay ponds. The hazels belong to the nightingale. In many oak woods, timber wagons have carved paths through primroses and bluebells deep into the brown clay. The larger views show cloudy oak woods, ridges behind ridges, green corn or grass, and grey ploughland in between; the sun pours a molten cascade from dark, jagged clouds onto a green field that glows for a moment before becoming insignificant again. The smaller views include little brambly steep sandpits by the road, a white mill at a crossing, carved yews in front of black-timbered inns, a starling that has learned the curlew’s call perched on a cottage roof, and abeles shimmering with new leaves along the grass-bordered evening road. There are also two or three large oaks in a meadow corner, their shadow sheltering unblemished parsley and grasses bending as if rushing in the wind. At an inn door stands a young laborer, tall and straight but loose-limbed; his nose is straight and small, his deep blue eyes are set back, his lips resemble those of Antinous, his face is ruddy and rough, his hair is short, brown, and crisp on his fair round head. Around his neck, he wears a large scarf with alternating red and deep green diamonds separated by white lines, gathered under his chin by a brass ring and flowing down beneath his blue [71] coat. His grey cord trousers are dirty and patched to a weathered stone color, fitting tightly around his large thighs and calves, and not coming too close to his small, heavily-shod feet. A prince—a slave. He is twenty, unmarried, sober, honest, a noble creature. He enters a cottage that is worn and old, with no right angles in its timbers or thatch, much like the apple trees and solitary quince that nearly conceal the lilac and blooming honesty of the little garden. This is a house—I almost said this is a man—that looked upon England when it could inspire songs like, “Come, live with me and be my love,” or—
For a moment or less as he goes under the porch I seem to see that England, that swan’s nest, that island which a man’s heart was not too big to love utterly. But now what with Great Britain, the British Empire, Britons, Britishers, and the English-speaking world, the choice offered to whomsoever would be patriotic is embarrassing, and he is fortunate who can find an ideal England of the past, the present, and the future to worship, and embody it in his native fields and waters or his garden, as in a graven image.
For a brief moment as he steps under the porch, I feel like I can see England, that beautiful haven, that island a person’s heart could love completely. But now, with Great Britain, the British Empire, Britons, Britishers, and the English-speaking world, the options for anyone wanting to show patriotism are overwhelming. It’s lucky for anyone who can find an ideal version of England—from the past, present, and future—to admire and represent in their own fields, waters, or garden, like a treasured statue.
The round unending Downs are close ahead, and upon the nearest hill a windmill beside a huge scoop in the chalk, a troop of elms below, and then low-hedged fields of grass and wheat. The farms are those of the down[72]land. One stands at the end of the elm troop that swerves and clusters about its tiled roof, grey cliff of chimney-stack, and many gables; the stables with newer tiles; the huge slope of the barn; the low mossy cart-lodge and its wheels and grounded shafts; the pale straw stacks and the dark hay ricks with leaning ladders. A hundred sheep-bells rush by with a music of the hills in the wind. The larks are singing as if they never could have done by nightfall. It is now the hour of sunset, and windy. All the sky is soft and dark-grey-clouded except where the sun, just visible and throbbing in its own light, looks through a bright window in the west with a glow. Exactly under the sun the grass and wheat is full both of the pure effulgence and of the south-west wind, rippling and glittering: there is no sun for anything else save the water. North of the sun and out of its power lies a lush meadow, beyond it a flat marshland cut by several curves of bright water, above that a dark church on a wooded mound, and then three shadowy swoops of Down ending at a spire among trees.
The endless rolling Downs are right ahead, and on the closest hill stands a windmill next to a large dip in the chalky ground, a group of elms below, and then fields of grass and wheat with low hedges. These are the farms of the down[72]land. One farm sits at the edge of the grove of elms that curves and clusters around its tiled roof, grey chimney stack, and multiple gables; the stables have newer tiles; there’s a huge barn sloping down; a low moss-covered cart shed with its wheels and grounded shafts; pale straw stacks and dark hay ricks leaning against ladders. A hundred sheep-bells chime with the music of the hills in the wind. The larks are singing as if they could go on forever until nightfall. It’s sunset now, and breezy. The sky is mostly soft and dark grey with clouds, except for a spot where the sun, just barely visible and pulsing with its own light, shines through a bright window in the west with a warm glow. Right under the sun, the grass and wheat are filled with pure brightness and the south-west wind, rippling and sparkling: nothing else gets the sunlight except for the water. North of the sun, away from its influence, lies a lush meadow, beyond that a flat marshland with several curves of clear water, above it a dark church on a wooded hill, and then three shadowy slopes of Downs leading to a spire among trees.
South-west, the jagged ridgy cluster of a hillside town, a mill and a castle, stand dark and lucid, and behind them the mere lines of still more distant downs.
South-west, the rugged cluster of a hillside town, a mill and a castle, stand dark and clear, and behind them the faint outlines of even more distant hills.
I turn into my next inn with unusual hopes. For it was here some years ago that I met for the first time a remarkable man. It was nine o’clock on a late July evening, and the haymakers, only just set free, came stamping into the bar. The last waggon-load stopped at the door while the red-whiskered carter stood, one hand on the latch, and drank his pint before leading his horses into the stall. After the haymakers, in their pale corduroys and dirty white slops, came a tall, spare, shock-headed man, not recently shaved, dressed in grey—grey coat, grey breeches and stockings, and a tall, hard felt hat that was old and grey. He called for sixpenny ale, and wiping the hay dust from his neck sat down beside me.
I walk into my next inn with some hopeful anticipation. A few years back, I met an incredible man here for the first time. It was nine o’clock on a late July evening, and the haymakers, just released from their work, came stomping into the bar. The last wagon load stopped at the door, and the red-whiskered driver stood there, one hand on the latch, drinking his pint before taking his horses into the stable. After the haymakers, dressed in their pale corduroys and dirty white trousers, a tall, lean man with messy hair walked in. He hadn’t shaved recently and was wearing all grey—grey coat, grey trousers and socks, and a tall, stiff felt hat that was old and grey. He ordered a sixpenny beer, wiped the hay dust from his neck, and sat down next to me.
No, he is not here to-day. Perhaps he will never get out of London again.
No, he isn't here today. Maybe he'll never leave London again.
I asked him the way to the nearest village, and whether a bed was to be had there. He answered that it was some way off—paused, looked at me, drank from his tankard—and added in a lower voice that he would be glad if I would come and share his place. Such an unusual invitation enforced assent.
I asked him how to get to the nearest village and if there was a bed available there. He replied that it was quite a distance away—paused, looked at me, took a sip from his tankard—and then added in a quieter voice that he would be happy if I came and shared his place. Such an uncommon invitation made it hard to say no.
A quarter of a mile down the next by-way he opened a little oaken gate that slammed after us, and there, in a corner of a small, flat field, was his sleeping place, under an oak. Would I care to join him in fried bacon and broad beans and tea at six the next morning?
A quarter of a mile down the next side road, he opened a small wooden gate that slammed shut behind us. There, in a corner of a small, flat field, was his sleeping spot under an oak tree. Would I like to join him for fried bacon, broad beans, and tea at six the next morning?
He lit a wisp of hay and soon had a fire burning, and brought over some hay and sacks for the second bed. The lights of the farmhouse shone on the other side of the little field behind lilac bushes. The farmhouse pump gave out a cry like a guinea fowl for a few minutes. Then the lights went out. I asked the name of the farm and he told me.
He lit a piece of hay and soon had a fire going, and brought over some hay and bags for the second bed. The lights of the farmhouse glowed on the other side of the small field behind the lilac bushes. The farmhouse pump made a noise like a guinea fowl for a few minutes. Then the lights went out. I asked what the farm was called and he told me.
“I come here almost every summer for the haymaking,” he said, and detecting my surprise that it was not his first year of haymaking, he continued—
“I come here almost every summer for the haymaking,” he said, and noticing my surprise that it wasn't his first year doing haymaking, he continued—
“It is my tenth summer, to be exact.”
“It’s my tenth summer, to be exact.”
He was a man of hardly over thirty, and I noticed that his hands, though small and fine, were rough and warty and dark. Thoughtlessly I remarked that he must find the winter hard if he travelled like this all the year round.
He was a man just barely over thirty, and I saw that his hands, although small and delicate, were rough, warty, and dark. Without thinking, I mentioned that he must find the winter tough if he traveled like this all year round.
“Yes,” he said, with a sigh, “it is, and that is why I go back in the winter; at least partly why.”
“Yes,” he said, with a sigh, “it is, and that’s why I go back in the winter; at least part of the reason.”
“Go back——?”
"Go back?"
“Yes, to London.”
"Yep, to London."
I was still perplexed. He had the air of a town-bred man of the clerkly class, but no accent, and I could not think what he did in London that was compatible with his present life.
I was still confused. He had the vibe of a city guy from a clerical background, but no accent, and I couldn't figure out what he did in London that matched his current lifestyle.
“Are you a Londoner, then?”
"Are you from London, then?"
“Yes, and no. I was born at the village of —— in Caermarthenshire. My father was a clerk in a coal merchant’s office of the neighbouring town. But he thought to better himself, worked hard in the evenings and came to London, when I was seven, for a better-paid post. We lived in Wandsworth in a small street[75] newly built. I went to a middle-class school close by until I was sixteen, and then I went into a silk merchant’s office. My father died soon after. He had never been strong, and from the first year’s work in the city, I have heard my mother say, he was a doomed man. He made no friends. While I was young he gave up all his spare time to me and was happy, wheeling me, my mother walking alongside, out into the country on every Sunday that was not soaking wet, and nearly every Saturday afternoon, too.
“Yes and no. I was born in the village of —— in Caermarthenshire. My father worked as a clerk in a coal merchant’s office in the nearby town. He wanted to improve his situation, worked hard in the evenings, and moved to London when I was seven for a better-paying job. We lived in a new small street in Wandsworth. I attended a middle-class school nearby until I was sixteen, and then I started working in a silk merchant’s office. My father passed away shortly after. He had never been strong, and my mother often said that from his first year working in the city, he was a doomed man. He didn't make any friends. When I was young, he spent all his free time with me and was happy, taking me out into the countryside on every Sunday that wasn’t pouring rain, and nearly every Saturday afternoon, too.
“It was on one of these excursions, when they had left me to myself a little while to talk more gravely than they usually did when we were out like that, that there was suddenly opened before me—like a yawning pit, yet not only beneath me but on every side—infinity, endless time, endless space; it was thrust upon me, I could not grasp it, I only closed my eyes and shuddered and knew that not even my father could save me from it, then in a minute it was gone. To a more blessed child some fair or imposing vision might have risen up out of the deep and given him a profounder if a sadder eye for life and the world. How unlike it was to the mystic’s trance, feeling out with infinite soul to earth and stars and sea and remote time and recognizing his oneness with them. To me, but later than that, this occasionally recurring experience was as an intimation of the endless pale road, before and behind, which the soul has to travel: it was a terror that enrolled me as one of the helpless, superfluous ones of the earth.
“It was during one of these outings, when they left me to myself for a bit to have a more serious conversation than usual, that suddenly—like an open abyss—not just beneath me but all around me—infinity, endless time, endless space appeared; it overwhelmed me, I couldn’t comprehend it, I just closed my eyes and shuddered, realizing that not even my dad could save me from it, and then in a minute it was gone. For a more fortunate child, some beautiful or majestic vision might have emerged from the depths and given him a deeper if sadder perspective on life and the world. How different it was from the mystic’s trance, reaching out with an infinite soul to the earth, stars, sea, and distant time, feeling a connection with them. For me, but later on, this recurring experience felt like a hint of the endless pale road, stretching in both directions, that the soul has to travel: it was a fear that placed me among the powerless, unnecessary ones of the earth.”
“I was their only child that lived, and my father’s joy in me was very great, equalled only by his misery at[76] the life which he had to lead and which he foresaw for me. He used to read to me, waking me up for the purpose sometimes when he reached home late, or if he did not do that rousing me an hour before breakfast. His favourite books were The Compleat Angler and Lavengro, the poems of Wordsworth, the diaries of Thoreau and the Natural History of Selborne. I remember crying—when I was twelve—with despair of human nature’s fickleness to think that White, even though he was an old man, could have it in his heart to write that farewell to natural history at the end of his last letter to Barrington. My father read these books to me several times in a sad, hoarse voice—as it seemed to me, though when he paused he was happy enough—which I had often great trouble to endure as I got older and able and willing to read for myself. So full was I of a sense of the real wild country which I had never seen—the Black Mountains of Caermarthen I hardly recalled—that I became fanciful, and despised the lavish creeper that hung like a costly dress over the fence between our garden and the next, because the earth it grew in was not red earth but a black pasty compound, full of cinders and mortar and decayed rags and kittens. I used to like to go to the blacksmith’s to smell the singeing hoof and to the tram-stables and smell the horses, and see the men standing about in loose shirts, hanging braces, bare arms, clay pipes, with a sort of free look that I could not see elsewhere. The navvies at work in the road or on the railway line were a tremendous pleasure, and I noticed that the clerks waiting for their trains in the morning loved to watch these hulking free and easy men doing something that[77] looked as if it mattered, not like their own ledger work and so on. I had the same sort of pleasure looking up the street that rose from east to west and seeing the sun set between the two precipices of brick wall at the top; it was as if a gate opened there and through it all the people and things that saddened me had disappeared and left me to myself; it was like the pit, too, that opened before me as a little child.
“I was their only child who survived, and my father’s joy in me was immense, matched only by his sadness about the life he had to lead and the one he envisioned for me. He often read to me, sometimes waking me up when he got home late, or if that didn’t happen, he’d rouse me an hour before breakfast. His favorite books were The Compleat Angler and Lavengro, the poems of Wordsworth, Thoreau's diaries, and Natural History of Selborne. I remember crying—when I was twelve—out of despair over human nature’s fickleness when I thought that White, despite being old, could write a farewell to natural history at the end of his final letter to Barrington. My father read these books to me several times in a sad, hoarse voice—as it seemed to me, though when he paused he was happy enough—which I often struggled to endure as I grew older and began to read for myself. I was so full of the sense of the real wild countryside that I had never seen—the Black Mountains of Caermarthen I could hardly recall—that I became whimsical, and I looked down on the extravagant vines that draped like an expensive gown over the fence between our garden and the next, because the soil it grew in wasn’t red, but a black slimy mix full of ashes, mortar, old rags, and kittens. I enjoyed going to the blacksmith’s to inhale the smell of burning hoofs and visiting the tram stables to smell the horses and see the men in loose shirts, hanging braces, bare arms, and clay pipes, with a sense of freedom that I couldn’t find anywhere else. The laborers working on the road or the railway line brought me immense joy, and I noticed that the clerks waiting for their trains in the morning loved to watch those sturdy, laid-back men doing something that seemed to matter, unlike their own ledger work and such. I felt the same joy looking up the street that rose from east to west and seeing the sun set between the two towering brick walls at the top; it was as if a gate opened there, and through it, all the people and things that made me sad had vanished, leaving me to myself; it reminded me of the pit that opened before me as a child.”
“My father died of consumption. I was then just able to earn my own living, so I was left in lodgings and my mother returned to Wales. I worked hard at figures; at least I went early and stayed late and never stopped to talk to the others; yet I made frequent mistakes, and the figures swam in a mist of American rivers and English waterfalls and gipsy camps, so that it was a wonder I could ever see my Thoreau and Wordsworth and Borrow without these figures. Fancy men adopting as a cry the ‘right to work’! Apparently they are too broken-spirited to think of a right to live, and would be content only to work. It is not wonderful that with such a cry they do very little. Men cannot fight hard for the ‘right to work’ as I did. My office was at the bottom of a pit. The four sides of the pit were walls with many windows, and I could hear voices speaking in the rooms behind and the click of typewriters, but could not see into them. Only for two or three days in June could I see the sun out of the pit. But in the hot days blue-bottles buzzed on my panes and I took care of them until one by one they lay dead upon the window ledge. There were no spiders and they seemed to have a good life. Sparrows sometimes flew up and down the pit, and[78] once for a week I had the company of a black-and-white pigeon. It sat day after day in a hole in the opposite wall until it died and fell on to the paved yard below. The clouds sailed over the top of the pit. Sea-gulls flew over, all golden-winged, in October afternoons. I liked the fog when all the lights were lit, and though we did not know one another in the pit we seemed to keep one another company. But I liked the rain best of all. It used to splash down from all sides and make a country noise, and I looked up and saw the quaint cowls sitting like cats on the chimney-pots, and had ridiculous fancies that took me far away for a second or two.
“My father died of tuberculosis. At that time, I was just starting to support myself, so I was living in shared accommodations while my mother returned to Wales. I worked hard with numbers; at least I arrived early, stayed late, and never chatted with others, yet I made frequent mistakes, and the figures turned into a blur of American rivers and English waterfalls and gypsy camps, making it a wonder I could ever read my Thoreau and Wordsworth and Borrow without those distractions. It’s absurd that some men rally around the cry for the 'right to work'! They seem too beaten down to think about a right to live and would be satisfied just to have a job. It's not surprising that with such a cry, they accomplish very little. Men can't fight as fiercely for the 'right to work' as I did. My office was at the bottom of a hole. The four walls of the hole had many windows, and I could hear voices talking in the rooms behind and the sound of typewriters, but I could not see into them. Only for two or three days in June could I see the sunlight from the bottom of this hole. But on hot days, bluebottles buzzed against my windows, and I took care of them until one by one they died on the ledge. There were no spiders, and they seemed to lead a good life. Sparrows sometimes flew up and down the hole, and[78] once for a week, I had the company of a black-and-white pigeon. It sat day after day in a hole in the opposite wall until it died and fell onto the paved yard below. The clouds floated over the top of the hole. Seagulls flew overhead, all golden-winged, on October afternoons. I enjoyed the fog when all the lights were on, and even though we didn't know each other in that hole, we seemed to keep each other company. But I loved the rain the most. It splattered down from every side, creating a countryside sound, and I looked up to see the quirky chimney pots, resembling cats, and I had silly daydreams that took me far away for a moment or two.
“The worst time of all was two or three years after my father’s death. I spent most of my poor earnings on clothes; I took the trouble to talk and smoke and think as much as possible like the other nine young men in the railway carriage that took me into the city; I learned their horrible, cowardly scorn for those who were poor or outlandish, and for all things that were not like those in their own houses or in those of the richer people of their acquaintance or envy. We were slaves, and we gilded our collars.”
“The worst time of all was two or three years after my dad died. I spent most of my meager earnings on clothes; I made an effort to talk, smoke, and think as much as possible like the other nine young men in the train carriage that took me into the city; I absorbed their awful, cowardly disdain for those who were poor or different, and for anything that wasn’t like what was in their own homes or in those of the richer people they knew or envied. We were slaves, and we decorated our collars.”
“But the journalist and hack writer,” said I, “is worse off. At least your master only asked for your dregs. The hack writer is asked to give everything that can be turned into words at short notice, and so the collar round his neck is never taken off as yours was between six in the afternoon and nine in the morning.”
“But the journalist and hack writer,” I said, “has it worse. At least your boss only wanted the leftovers. The hack writer is expected to produce anything that can be expressed in words on short notice, and so the burden around his neck is never lifted like yours was from six in the afternoon to nine in the morning.”
“Ah, but it is open to you to do good or bad. We could only do bad. All day we were doing things which we did not understand, which could not in any way con[79]cern us, which had nothing to do with what we had been taught at school, had read in books or had heard from our fathers and mothers. When he was angry the head of the firm used to say we had better take care or a machine would supersede us in ten years instead of twenty. We had been driven out of life into a corner in an underground passage where everything was unnecessary that did not help us to be quick at figures, or taking down letters from dictation, or neat in dress and obedient to the slaves who were set over us. When we were out of the office we could do nothing which unfitted us for it. The head of the firm used to say that we were each ‘playing a part, however humble, in the sublime machine of modern civilization, that not one of us was unnecessary, and that we must no more complain or grow restive than does the earth because it is one of the least elements in this majestic universe.’ We continued to be neat when we were away from the office, we were disobedient to everything and everybody else that was not armed with the power of taking away our bread—to the old, the poor, the children, the women, the ideas which we had never dreamed of, and that came among us as a white blackbird comes in the winter to a barbarous parish where keeper and gardener and farmer go out with their guns and stalk it from hedge to hedge until, starved and conspicuous and rather apart from its companions, it falls to their beastly shot and is sold to one of the gentry who puts it into a glass case.
“Ah, but you have the choice to do good or bad. We could only do bad. All day we were doing things we didn’t understand, that had nothing to do with us, that weren’t related to what we had learned in school, read in books, or heard from our parents. When he was angry, the boss would say we better watch out or a machine would replace us in ten years instead of twenty. We had been pushed out of life into a corner in an underground passage where everything was unnecessary that didn’t help us be quick with numbers, take dictation, or be neat in our clothes and obedient to the superiors over us. When we were out of the office, we couldn’t do anything that made us unfit for it. The boss used to say that we were each ‘playing a part, no matter how small, in the grand machine of modern civilization, that none of us were unnecessary, and that we shouldn’t complain or rebel any more than the earth does for being one of the least elements in this majestic universe.’ We continued to be tidy when we were away from the office; we were disobedient to everything and everyone else that didn’t have the power to take away our livelihood—to the old, the poor, the children, the women, the ideas we had never imagined, which came to us like a white blackbird in the winter to a rough parish where keepers, gardeners, and farmers go out with their guns and stalk it from hedge to hedge until, starved and noticeable and somewhat separate from its group, it falls to their cruel shot and ends up sold to one of the upper class, who places it in a glass case.”
“Sometimes on a Saturday or Sunday I broke away in a vague unrest, and walked alone to the pretty places where my father and mother had taken me as a little boy.[80] Most of them I had not seen for five or six years. My visits were often formal. I walked out and was glad to be back to the lights of the street, the strong tea, the newspaper and the novel. But one day I went farther than usual to a wood where we used to go without interference and, after finding all the blackbirds’ and thrushes’ and robins’ nests within reach, boil a kettle and have tea. I had never in that wood seen any man or woman except my father and mother; never heard a voice except theirs—my father perhaps reading Wordsworth aloud—and the singing birds’ and the moorhens’ in the pond at the edge; it used to shut out everything but what I had learned to love most, sunshine and wind and flowers and their love. When I saw it again I cried; I really could not help it. For a road had been made alongside of it, and the builder’s workmen going to and fro had made a dozen gaps in the hedge and trodden the wood backward and forward and broken down the branches and made it noisome. Worse than all, the field, the golden field where I used to lie among the buttercups and be alone with the blue sky—where I first felt the largeness and dearness and nearness of the blue sky as a child of eight and put up my hand in my delight to draw it through the soft blue substance that seemed so near—the field was enclosed, a chapel built; it was a cemetery for all the unknown herd, strange to one another, strange to every one else, that filled the new houses spreading over the land.
“Sometimes on a Saturday or Sunday, I'd feel restless and venture out on my own to the lovely spots my parents took me to when I was little.[80] Most of them I hadn’t seen in five or six years. My visits often felt formal. I would come back to the bright street lights, strong tea, the newspaper, and a novel. But one day, I went farther than usual to a woods where we used to go without any interruptions and would boil water for tea after finding all the blackbirds’, thrushes’, and robins’ nests within reach. I had never seen anyone else in that woods except my parents; I had never heard a voice except theirs—my dad maybe reading Wordsworth aloud—and the sounds of the singing birds and the moorhens by the pond at the edge; it used to block everything out except what I loved most: sunshine, wind, flowers, and their affection. When I saw it again, I cried; I really couldn’t help it. A road had been built alongside, and the builders’ workers had created several gaps in the hedge, trampled through the woods, broken branches, and made it unpleasant. Worse still, the field—the golden field where I used to lie among the buttercups and be alone with the blue sky—where at eight, I first felt the expanse, beauty, and closeness of the blue sky and reached my hand in delight to touch the soft blue that seemed so close—the field was now enclosed, with a chapel built; it had become a cemetery for all the anonymous crowd, strange to one another and to everyone else, that filled the new houses spreading across the land.”
“At first I was for running away at once. But the sight made me faint-hearted and my legs dragged, and it was all I could do to get home—I mean, to my lodgings.
“At first, I wanted to run away immediately. But the sight made me lose my nerve, and my legs felt heavy. It was a struggle just to make it home—I mean, to my place.”
“However, I was quite different after that. I was ashamed of my ways, and now spent all my spare time and money in going out into the country as far as possible, and reading the old books and the new ones that I could hear of in the same spirit. I lived for these things. It was now that I knew my slavery. Everything reminded me of it. The return half of my railway ticket to the country said plainly, ‘You have got to be back at —— not later than 10.39 p.m.’ Then I used to go a different way back or even walk the whole way to avoid having this thing in my pocket that proclaimed me a slave.
“However, I had changed a lot after that. I felt ashamed of my old habits and now spent all my free time and money going out to the countryside as much as possible and reading both old books and new ones that I discovered in the same spirit. I lived for these pursuits. It was then that I truly realized my confinement. Everything served as a reminder of it. The return half of my train ticket to the countryside clearly stated, ‘You need to be back by —– no later than 10:39 p.m.’ So I would often take a different route back or even walk the entire way to avoid having that ticket in my pocket that labeled me as a captive.”
“It was now that I first accepted the invitation of a relation who lived on the east coast very near the sea. The sea had a sandy shore bounded by a perpendicular sandy cliff, to the edge of which came rough moorland. The sea washed the foot of the cliff at high tide and swept the yellow sand clean twice a day, wiping away all footprints and leaving a fresh arrangement of blue pebbles glistering in the bitter wind. It was impossible to be more alone than on this sand, and I was contented again. The sea brought back the feelings I had when I lay in the buttercup field—the cemetery—and looked into the sky. Walking over the moor the undulations of the land hid and revealed the sea in an always unexpected way, and often as I turned suddenly I seemed to see the blue sky extended so as to reach nearly to my feet and half-way up it went small brown or white clouds like birds—like ships—in fact they were ships sailing on a sea that mingled with the sky. It seemed a beautiful life, where clouds could not help being finely spun or carved, or pebbles help being delicious to eye and touch. But out[82] of the extremity of my happiness came my worst grief. I fell in love. I fell in love with one of my cousins, a girl of seventeen. She never professed to return my love, but she was a most true friend, and for a time I was intoxicated with the delight; I now envy even the brief moment of pain and misery that I had in those days.
"It was at this point that I first accepted the invitation of a relative who lived on the east coast very close to the sea. The beach had a sandy shoreline bordered by a steep sandy cliff, which was met by rugged moorland. The tide reached the base of the cliff at high tide and cleared the yellow sand twice a day, erasing all footprints and leaving behind a fresh assortment of blue pebbles sparkling in the chilly wind. It was impossible to feel more alone than on this sand, and I felt content again. The sea brought back the emotions I experienced when I lay in the buttercup field—the cemetery—and gazed up at the sky. As I walked over the moor, the rolling landscape hid and revealed the sea in surprising ways, and each time I turned suddenly, it seemed like the blue sky stretched down to my feet, with tiny brown or white clouds resembling birds—like ships—in fact, they were ships sailing on a sea that blended with the sky. It seemed like a beautiful existence, where clouds couldn't help but be intricately spun or carved, and pebbles were irresistibly pleasing to the eye and touch. But from the peak of my happiness came my deepest sorrow. I fell in love. I fell in love with one of my cousins, a girl of seventeen. She never claimed to return my feelings, but she was a very true friend, and for a time, I was intoxicated with joy; I even envy the short moments of pain and misery I experienced during those days."
“She was clever and understanding so that I was always at my best with her, and yet, too, she was as sweet as a child and strange as an animal. The few moments of pain were when I saw her with the other girls. When they were together, running on the sands or talking or dancing they seemed all to be one, like the wind; and sometimes I thought that like the wind they had no heart amongst them—except mine that raced with the runners and sighed among the laughers. It was lovely to see her with animals! with cows or horses, her implicit motherhood going out to them in an animal kindness, a bluff tenderness without thought. At times I looked carefully and solemnly into her eyes until I was lost in a curious pleasure like that of walking in a shadowy, still, cold place, a cathedral or wintry grove—she had the largest of dark grey eyes; and she did not turn away or smile, but looked fearlessly forward, careless and unashamed like a deep pool in a wood unused to wayfarers. Then she seemed so much a child, and I longed for the days (which I had never really had) when I could have been as careless and bold and free as she was. No, I could never teach those eyes and lips the ways of love: that was for some boy to do. And I thought I will be content to love her and to have her friendliness. I was old for my years, and my life without the influence of women[83] in office and lodgings, I thought, had made me unfit for her delicate ways. I turned away and the sunny ships in the sea were mournful because of my thoughts. But I could not wait. I told her my love. She was not angry or indifferent. She did not reject it. She was afraid. They sent her away to college. She overworked and overplayed, and they have told me she is now a schoolmistress. I see her sad and firm with folded hands. When I knew her she was tall and straight, with long brown hair in two heavy plaits, a shining, rounded brow, dark-lashed, grey eyes, and a smile of inexpressible sweetness in which I once or twice surprised her, pleased with the happiness and beauty of her thoughts and of Nature.
“She was clever and understanding, so I was always at my best around her, and yet she was also as sweet as a child and as wild as an animal. The few moments of pain came when I saw her with the other girls. When they were all together, running on the sand or chatting or dancing, they seemed like one entity, like the wind; and sometimes I thought that, like the wind, they had no heart among them—except for mine, which raced with the runners and sighed among the laughers. It was beautiful to see her with animals—cows or horses—her natural motherhood radiating toward them in a raw kindness, a straightforward tenderness without pretense. Sometimes I looked deeply and seriously into her eyes until I became lost in a strange pleasure, like walking in a dim, quiet, cold place, like a cathedral or a wintry grove—she had the biggest dark grey eyes; and she didn’t look away or smile, but stared straight ahead, carefree and unembarrassed, like a deep pool in a wood unused to visitors. In those moments, she seemed so much like a child, and I longed for the days (that I had never truly experienced) when I could have been as carefree, bold, and free as she was. No, I could never teach those eyes and lips about love; that was meant for some other boy. And I thought I would be content to love her and have her friendship. I was older than my years, and I believed that my life without the influence of women in offices and apartments had made me unfit for her delicate ways. I turned away, and the sunny ships on the sea felt mournful because of my thoughts. But I couldn’t wait. I confessed my love to her. She wasn’t angry or indifferent. She didn’t reject it. She was scared. They sent her off to college. She worked too hard and played too much, and I’ve heard she is now a school teacher. I see her sad and strong with her hands folded. When I knew her, she was tall and straight, with long brown hair in two thick braids, a smooth, rounded forehead, dark-lashed grey eyes, and a smile of indescribable sweetness in which I once or twice caught her, delighted by the beauty and happiness of her thoughts and of Nature.
“When I had lost her, or thought I had—
“When I thought I had lost her—”
I resolved that I would not be a slave any more. For a few weeks I used to fancy it was only by a chance I had lost her, and every now and then as I mused over it I got heated and my thoughts raced forward as if in the hope of overtaking and averting that very evil chance which had already befallen, and had in fact caused the train of thought.
I decided that I wouldn’t be a slave anymore. For a few weeks, I thought it was just a fluke that I had lost her, and every so often, as I reflected on it, I became agitated and my thoughts sped ahead, as if hoping to catch up to and change that unfortunate fate that had already happened and had actually triggered my line of thinking.
“I saved every penny that I could from my salary. In six months I had saved twenty pounds. Out of this I bought a new black suit, a pair of boots and a hat, and gave them to my landlady and asked her to take care of them until I returned, which might be at the end of October. It was then April. I gave notice to my employers and left them. The next day very early I[84] left London, and walked all day and all night until I reached the sea. There I bathed and ate a hearty meal, and walking along the cliffs till I came to a small farmhouse I engaged a bedroom, and there I slept and thought and slept undisturbed for twenty-four hours. I was free. I was free to dream myself no longer one of the mob-led mob. With care my money would last until mid-summer, even if I did no work.
“I saved every penny I could from my paycheck. In six months, I had saved twenty pounds. With this, I bought a new black suit, a pair of boots, and a hat, and I gave them to my landlady, asking her to take care of them until I returned, which might be at the end of October. It was then April. I gave notice to my employers and left them. The next day, very early, I left London and walked all day and all night until I reached the sea. There, I bathed and had a hearty meal, and while walking along the cliffs, I found a small farmhouse where I rented a bedroom. I slept and thought, undisturbed, for twenty-four hours. I was free. I was free to dream of no longer being part of the crowd I once felt trapped in. With care, my money would last until mid-summer, even if I didn’t work at all."
“It was a warm, wet May, and by the end of the month there was a plentiful crop of weeds, and I had no difficulty in getting work at hoeing. Strawberry picking and cherry picking followed. I was very slow and earned little, but it was now warm enough to sleep out, and I earned my food. By the end of July, as I liked the work, I was as useful with my hayrake as any of the women and better than most of the odd hands. I wore my fingers raw at tying up barley and oats and, later on, at feeding the threshing machine. But before the end of October the weather drove me back to London, with ten shillings in my pocket.
“It was a warm, rainy May, and by the end of the month there was a lot of weeds, so I easily found work hoeing. Then came strawberry picking and cherry picking. I was really slow and didn’t earn much, but it was warm enough to sleep outside, and I earned my meals. By the end of July, since I enjoyed the work, I was as helpful with my hay rake as any of the women and better than most of the casual workers. I worked my fingers raw tying up barley and oats and, later on, feeding the threshing machine. But before the end of October, the weather pushed me back to London, with ten shillings in my pocket.”
“I put on my new clothes and got as good a berth as my first one, and in the hope of another spring and summer out of doors I passed the winter cheerfully. To save more money I went to bed as soon as I got back to my lodgings, and read myself to sleep.
“I put on my new clothes and got as good a spot as my first one, and in the hope of another spring and summer outside, I spent the winter happily. To save more money, I went to bed as soon as I got back to my place and read myself to sleep.
“In May a spell of fine weather drove me to give notice again, and I walked as far as Maidstone the first day. My second summer was like my first. I was already known at half-a-dozen farms. When they could not give me work at once they gave me leave to fish in the three or four ponds to be found on all the farms[85] in the Weald of Kent, and I had many a large, if not always savoury, meal of tench and eels. At the end of the summer I had three pounds in my pocket, and little less by the end of October.
“In May, a stretch of nice weather made me decide to give notice again, and I walked all the way to Maidstone on the first day. My second summer was just like my first. I was already known at about six farms. When they couldn’t offer me work right away, they let me fish in the three or four ponds found on all the farms[85] in the Weald of Kent, and I enjoyed many big meals of tench and eels, even if they weren't always delicious. By the end of summer, I had three pounds in my pocket, and I had barely less by the end of October.
“The winter I passed as before. For five years I lived in this way. Then, for the sake of going abroad on my savings, I worked for a whole year at a desk, and spent four months along the Loire and down to Bordeaux; from there I worked my passage to Newport. Since then I have gone back to my old plan.”
“The winter went by just like before. I lived this way for five years. Then, to save up for a trip abroad, I worked at a desk for an entire year, and spent four months traveling along the Loire and down to Bordeaux; from there, I worked my way to Newport. Since then, I’ve returned to my previous routine.”
Here he paused and mused. I asked him if he still found it easy to get work in London.
Here he paused and thought for a moment. I asked him if he still found it easy to get work in London.
“No, that’s it,” he replied; “my handwriting is worse and it is slow. The first weeks in London seem to undo all the good of my summer outing, especially as my salary is less than it used to be. They begin to ask me if I am a married man when I apply for work. The November rains remind me that I have rheumatism. It is my great fear that I may need a doctor, and so spend my savings, and be unable to leave London until field work is plentiful in June. But I have my freedom; I could, if necessary, take an under-cowman’s place and live entirely on the land. They begin to look at my hands when I apply for clerical work, and I can’t wear gloves.”
“No, that’s it,” he replied; “my handwriting is worse and it takes longer. The first few weeks in London seem to erase all the benefits of my summer break, especially since my salary is lower than it used to be. They’re starting to ask me if I’m married when I apply for jobs. The November rains remind me that I have rheumatism. I’m really worried that I might need a doctor, which would drain my savings, and then I’d be stuck in London until fieldwork picks up in June. But I have my freedom; I could, if needed, take a lower position and live off the land. They start to examine my hands when I apply for office jobs, and I can’t wear gloves.”
“And ten years hence?”
"And ten years from now?"
“That is ten years too far ahead for me to look, though I am less cheerful than I used to be. I realize that I belong to the suburbs still. I belong to no class or race, and have no traditions. We of the suburbs are a muddy, confused, hesitating mass, of small courage though much endurance. As for myself, I am world-conscious, and[86] hence suffer unutterable loneliness. I know what bitterness it is to be lacking in those strong tastes and impulses which, blinding men to what does not concern them, enables them to live with a high heart. For example, I have a sensitive palate and am glad of my food, yet whenever I taste lamb—which I do when I can—my pleasure is spoilt by the sight of the butcher carrying a lamb under his arm. There it is. I am sensitive on all sides. Your true man would either forget the sight or he would be moved to a crusade. I can do neither.
“That is ten years too far ahead for me to consider, though I’m less cheerful than I used to be. I realize I still belong to the suburbs. I don’t identify with any class or race, and I have no traditions. We suburban folks are a messy, confused, hesitant bunch, not very brave even though we have a lot of endurance. As for me, I’m aware of the world, and[86] that brings me unbearable loneliness. I know what it feels like to lack those strong passions and instincts that blind people to what doesn’t concern them, allowing them to live with a full heart. For example, I have a sensitive palate and appreciate my food, but whenever I taste lamb—which I do when I can—my enjoyment is ruined by seeing the butcher carrying a lamb under his arm. That’s just how it is. I’m sensitive in all directions. A real man would either forget the sight or feel compelled to take action. I can do neither.”
“I am weary of seeing things, the outsides of things, for I see nothing else. It makes me wretched to think what swallows are to many children and poets and other men, while to me they are nothing but inimitable, compact dark weights tumbling I do not know how through the translucent air—nothing more, and yet I know they are something more. I apprehend their weight, buoyancy and velocity as they really are, but I have no vision. Then it is that I remember those words of Sir Thomas Browne’s—
“I’m tired of just seeing things, the surfaces of things, because that's all I see. It makes me feel miserable to think about what swallows mean to many kids, poets, and other people, while to me they’re just these unique, dense dark shapes tumbling through the clear air—I don't even know how—nothing more, and yet I know they’re something more. I grasp their weight, buoyancy, and speed as they truly are, but I can’t really envision them. That’s when I remember those words of Sir Thomas Browne’s—”
“‘I am sure there is a common spirit that plays within us, yet makes no part in us; and that it is the Spirit of God, the fire and scintillation of that noble and mighty essence, which is the life and radical heat of spirits.... This is that gentle heat that brooded on the waters and in six days hatched the world; this is that irradiation that dispels the mists of hell, the clouds of horror, fear, sorrow, despair; and preserves the region of the mind in serenity. Whosoever feels not the warm gale and gentle ventilation of this spirit (though I feel his pulse) I dare not say he lives; for truly without this, to me there is no heat under the tropic; nor any light, though I dwell in the body of the sun.’
“‘I am sure there is a common spirit that moves within us, yet isn’t part of us; and that it is the Spirit of God, the fire and spark of that noble and powerful essence, which is the life and core warmth of spirits.... This is that gentle warmth that hovered over the waters and in six days created the world; this is that light that clears away the mists of hell, the clouds of horror, fear, sorrow, and despair; and keeps the mind’s realm in peace. Anyone who doesn’t feel the warm breeze and gentle flow of this spirit (even though I feel his pulse) I can’t say truly lives; because honestly, without this, to me, there is no warmth under the tropics; nor any light, even if I live in the body of the sun.’”
“I dare not say I live. And yet the cows, the well-fed, quiet cows, in this fine soft weather stare enviously at me through the gate, though they know nothing of death, and I know it must come, and that even though often desired, when it comes it will be unwelcome——Yet they stare enviously at me, I am sure.
“I can’t honestly say I live. And yet the cows, the well-fed, calm cows, in this nice warm weather look at me with envy through the gate, even though they know nothing of death, and I understand it will come, and that even though it’s often wished for, when it arrives it will be unwanted—Yet they look at me enviously, I’m sure.
“I have no courage. I can at least endure. I can use my freedom to become a slave again, and at least I know that I have lost nothing by my way of living. Yes, I can endure, and if after my death I am asked questions difficult to answer, I can ask one that is unanswerable which I have many times asked myself—often in London, but not here. Here I love my food and my work, my rest. My dreams are good. I am not unkindly spoken to; I make no enemies.
“I have no courage. I can at least endure. I can choose to give up my freedom and become a slave again, and at least I know that I haven't lost anything by living this way. Yes, I can endure, and if after I die I'm faced with tough questions, I can ask one that can’t be answered—a question I’ve asked myself many times, often in London, but not here. Here, I enjoy my food, my work, and my rest. My dreams are good. People aren't unkind to me; I don’t make any enemies.”
“But yet I cannot look forward—there is nothing ahead—just as I cannot look back. My people have not built; they were not settled on the earth; they did nothing; they were oil or grit in a great machine; they took their food and shelter modestly and not ungratefully from powers above that were neither kind nor cruel. I hope I do no less; I wish I could do more.
“But still, I can't look ahead—there's nothing out there—just like I can't look back. My people didn't build; they weren't rooted on this land; they did nothing significant; they were just a small part in a larger machine; they accepted their food and shelter humbly and without complaint from forces beyond that were neither kind nor harsh. I hope I do no less; I wish I could do more.”
“Now again returns that old feeling of my childhood—I felt it when I had left my cousin—I have felt it suddenly not only in London, but on the top of the Downs and by the sea; the immense loneliness of the world, as if the next moment I might be outside of all visible things. You know how it is, on a still summer evening, so warm that the ploughman and his wife have not sent their children to bed, and they are playing, and their loud voices startle the thought of the woods; my[88] feeling is like that, space and quiet and my own littleness stupendously exaggerated. I have wished I could lay down my thoughts and desires and noises and stirrings and cease to trouble that great peace. It was, perhaps, of this loneliness that the Psalmist spoke: ‘My days are consumed like smoke.... I watch, and am as a sparrow alone on the housetop.’ The world is wrong, but the night is fine; the dew light and the moist air is full of the honeysuckle scent. I will smoke another pipe of your tobacco and leave you for a while. I like to be alone before I sleep.”
“Now that old feeling from my childhood is back—I felt it when I left my cousin. I’ve felt it suddenly not just in London, but also on top of the Downs and by the sea; the overwhelming loneliness of the world, as if any moment I might step outside of everything visible. You know how it is on a still summer evening, so warm that the farmer and his wife haven’t sent their kids to bed, and they’re playing, their loud voices breaking the silence of the woods; my feeling is like that, with space and quiet making my own smallness feel incredibly magnified. I’ve wished I could put down my thoughts, desires, noise, and restlessness and stop disturbing that great peace. It might be this loneliness that the Psalmist talked about: ‘My days are consumed like smoke.... I watch, and am like a lonely sparrow on the rooftop.’ The world is off, but the night is lovely; the dew is light, and the moist air is filled with the scent of honeysuckle. I’ll smoke another pipe of your tobacco and leave you for a bit. I like being alone before I sleep.”
The next I saw of him was when he was frying bacon and boiling beans for our meal. “Forget my night thoughts,” he said, “and be thankful for the white dry road and the blue sky. We are not so young but that we must be glad it is summer and fine. As for me, the dry weather is so sweet that I like the smell of elder flower and the haycart horses’ dung and the dust that get into the throat of an evening. Good-bye.”
The next time I saw him, he was frying bacon and boiling beans for our meal. “Forget my late-night thoughts,” he said, “and be grateful for the dry white road and the blue sky. We may not be that young anymore, but we should be happy it’s summer and nice out. As for me, the dry weather is so lovely that I enjoy the smell of elderflower, horse manure from the hay carts, and the dust that gets into your throat in the evening. Goodbye.”
He went away to wash at the pump, as the cattle spread out from the milking-stalls into the field and filled it with their sweet breath and the sound of their biting the thick grass.
He walked over to the pump to wash up, while the cattle moved from the milking stalls into the field, filling the area with their sweet breath and the sound of them munching on the thick grass.
I saw him again a few years later.
I saw him again a few years later.
London was hot and dry, and would have been parched, cracked and shrivelled had it been alive instead of dead. The masonry was so dry that the eye wearied of it before the feet wearied of the pavement, and both desired the rain that makes the city at one with Nature. The plane-trees were like so many captives along the streets, shackled to the flagstones, pelted with[89] dust, humiliated, all their rusticity ravished though not forgotten. The very sky, lofty, blue, white-clouded, was parched, the blue and the white being soiled by a hot, yellowish-grey scum that harmonizes with gritty pavements and stark towers and spires. The fairest thing to be seen—away from the river—was the intense young green of the grass-blades trying to grow up through the gratings which surround the trees of the streets. The grass was a prophet muttering wild, ambiguous things, and since his voice was very small and came from underground, it was hard to hear him, even without understanding. Thousands tread down the grass, so that except for a few hours at night it can never emerge from the grating.
London was hot and dry, and it would have been parched, cracked, and shriveled if it had been alive instead of lifeless. The stonework was so dry that the eyes grew tired of it before the feet grew tired of the pavement, and both longed for the rain that connects the city with Nature. The plane trees lined the streets like captives, chained to the flagstones, battered by dust, humiliated, their natural beauty ravaged but not forgotten. The sky, high and blue with white clouds, was also parched, with the blue and white stained by a hot, yellowish-grey film that matched the gritty pavements and stark towers and spires. The most beautiful sight—away from the river—was the vibrant young green of the grass blades trying to grow through the grates surrounding the street trees. The grass was like a prophet muttering wild, unclear messages, and since its voice was very faint and came from underground, it was hard to hear, let alone understand. Thousands walk over the grass, so it can hardly emerge from the grating except for a few hours at night.
Some vast machinery plunged and thundered behind the walls, but though they trembled and grew hot, it burst not through. Even so the multitude in the streets, of men and horses and machines and carriages of all kinds, roared and moved swiftly and continuously, encaged within walls that are invisible; and they also never burst through. Both are free to do what they are told. All of the crowd seem a little more securely imprisoned than him who watches, because he is aware of his bars; but they move on, or seem to do, on and on, round and round, as thoughtless as the belt of an engine.
Some huge machinery pounded and shook behind the walls, but even though they trembled and heated up, it didn't break through. Meanwhile, the crowd in the streets—people, horses, machines, and all sorts of vehicles—roared and moved quickly and continuously, trapped within invisible walls; they, too, never broke free. Both are free to follow orders. The crowd seems a bit more securely trapped than the one who watches, because he's aware of his confinement; but they continue on, or at least appear to, over and over, mindlessly like the belt of a machine.
There was not one face I knew; not one smiled; not one relaxed or contracted with a thought, an emotion, a fancy; but all were clear, hard, and fixed in a vice, so that though they were infinite in their variety—no two eyebrows set the same way, no two mouths in the same relation to the eyes—the variety seemed the product of a senseless ingenuity and immense leisure, as of a sublime[90] philatelist. Hardly one spoke; only the women moved from left to right instead of straight on, and their voices were inaudible when their lips moved. The roar in which all played a part developed into a kind of silence which not any one of these millions could break; the sea does not absorb the little rivers more completely than this silence the voices of men and women, than this solitude their personalities. Now and then a face changed, an eyebrow was cocked, or a mouth fell; but it meant less to me than the flutter as of a bird when drop by drop the rain drips from the beeches and gives a plash and a trembling to one leaf and then another in the undergrowth. There is a more than human force in the movement of the multitude, more than the sum of all the forces in the arched necks, the grinding chest muscles, and the firm feet of the horses, the grace of the bright women, the persistency of the tall men and thick men. They cannot stop. They look stupid or callous or blank or even cruel. They are going about another’s business; they conceal their own, hiding it so that they forget (as a drunkard forgets where he has hidden his gold) where they have hidden it, hiding their souls under something stiffer and darker than the clothing of their bodies. It is hard to understand why they do not sometimes stop one another, to demand where the soul and the soul’s business is hid, to snatch away the masks. It was intolerable that they were not known to me, that I was not known to them, that we should go on like waves of the sea, obeying whatever moon it is that sends us thundering on the unscalable shores of night and day. Such force, such determination as moved us along the burning streets might[91] scale Olympus. Where was he who could lead the storming-party?
There wasn't a single face I recognized; not one smiled; not one showed any sign of thought, emotion, or whim; all were clear, rigid, and trapped, so that despite their endless variations—no two eyebrows the same, no two mouths aligned with the eyes in the same way—their differences seemed like pointless creativity and endless free time, akin to a devoted[90] stamp collector. Hardly anyone spoke; only the women moved side to side instead of going straight ahead, and their voices were silent even when their lips moved. The noise where everyone participated turned into a kind of silence that none of these millions could penetrate; the ocean absorbs small rivers more completely than this silence envelopes the voices of people, or this solitude their identities. Occasionally a face would change, an eyebrow would raise, or a mouth would drop; but it meant less to me than a bird fluttering when raindrops drip from the beech trees, causing a splash and a quiver to one leaf and then another in the underbrush. There’s a force greater than human in the movement of the crowd, more than just all the combined energy in their bent necks, their straining chest muscles, and the solid feet of the horses, the elegance of the radiant women, the determination of the tall and stocky men. They can’t stop. They appear foolish, indifferent, blank, or even harsh. They’re going about someone else’s business; they hide their own so well that they forget (just like a drunk forgets where he stashed his gold) where they've put it away, concealing their souls beneath something stiffer and darker than their outer clothes. It’s hard to grasp why they don’t sometimes pause to ask each other where their souls and their true purposes are hidden, to tear away the masks. It was unbearable that they were strangers to me, that I was a stranger to them, that we should move like waves of the sea, obeying whatever moon drives us crashing against the insurmountable shores of night and day. Such force, such resolve as pushed us along the scorching streets could[91] conquer Olympus. Where was the one who could lead the charge?
Between a pack of cabs and a pack of ’buses there was a quiet space of fifty yards in length; for a little while it seemed that the waves were refusing their task. There was not one black coat, not one horse, not one brightly loaded ’bus: no haste. It was a procession.
Between a line of taxis and a line of buses, there was a calm gap of about fifty yards; for a short time, it felt like the waves were taking a break from their duties. There wasn't a single black coat, no horse, and not one bus overflowing with passengers: just no rush. It felt like a parade.
In front marched a tall son of man, with white black-bearded face, long black hair, more like plumage than hair in its abundance and form, and he wore no hat. He walked straight as a soldier, but with long, slow steps, and his head hung so that his bare breast supported it, for he had no coat and his shirt was half open. He had knee-breeches, bare dark legs, and shoes on his feet. His hands were behind his back, as if he were handcuffed. Two men walked beside him in other men’s black clothes and black hats worn grey—two unnoticeable human beings, snub-nosed, with small, rough beards, dull eyes, shuffling gait. Two others followed them close, each carrying one of the poles of a small white banner inscribed with the words: “The Unemployed.” These also were unnoticeable, thin, grey, bent, but young, their clothes, their faces, their hair, their hats almost the same dry colour as the road. It was impossible to say what their features were, because their heads hung down and their hats were drawn well on to their heads, and their eyes were unseen. They could not keep step, nor walk side by side, and their banner was always shaky and always awry. Next, in no order, came three others of the same kind, shambling like the rest, of middle height, moderately ill-dressed, moderately thin, their hands in their pockets. In one of these[92] I recognized the man who was born in Caermarthenshire. A cart came close behind, drawn by a fat grey donkey who needed no driving, for the one who rode in the cart had his back to the shafts, and, leaning forward on a tub into which money was expected to be thrown, he appeared to be talking to those who trailed at the back, for he waved an arm and wagged his yellow beard. He was fat, and dressed in a silk hat, frock-coat and striped trousers, almost too ancient to be ridiculous had they not kept company with a jaunty pair of yellow boots. He was midway between a seaside minstrel and a minister, had not one gesture destroyed the resemblance by showing that he wore no socks. Round about his coat also were the words: “The Unemployed,” repeated or crudely varied. Those whom he addressed were the fifteen or twenty who completed the procession but seemed not to listen. They were all bent, young or middle-aged men, fair-haired, with unintentional beards, road-coloured skins and slightly darker clothes. Many wore overcoats, the collars turned up, and some had nothing under them except a shirt, and one not that. All with hands in pockets, one carrying a pipe, all silent and ashamed, struggled onward with bent knees. No two walked together; there was no approach to a row or a column in their arrangement, nor was there any pleasing irregularity as of plants grown from chance-scattered seed; by no means could they have been made to express more feebleness, more unbrotherliness, more lack of principle, purpose or control. Each had the look of the meanest thief between his captors. Two blue, benevolent, impersonal policemen, large men, occasionally lifted their arms as if[93] to help forward the contemptible procession; sometimes, with a quick motion of the hand, they caused the straggling rear to double their pace for a few yards by running with knees yet more bent and coat-tails flapping and hands still deep in pockets—only for a few yards, for their walking pace was their best, all having the same strength, the same middle height, the same stride, though no two could be seen keeping step.
In front walked a tall man with a white face and a black beard. His long black hair looked more like feathers than hair because of its fullness and style, and he wore no hat. He walked straight like a soldier, but with long, slow strides, his head hanging so low that his bare chest supported it, since he had no coat and his shirt was partially open. He wore knee-length pants, bare dark legs, and shoes. His hands were behind his back, as if he were handcuffed. Two men flanked him, dressed in worn black clothes and grey hats—two forgettable figures, snub-nosed, with small, rough beards, dull eyes, and shuffling steps. Close behind them were two others, each carrying a pole for a small white banner that read: “The Unemployed.” These men were also forgettable, thin, grey, bent yet young, their clothes, faces, hair, and hats almost the same dry color as the road. It was hard to make out their features because their heads were down and their hats pulled low, hiding their eyes. They couldn't walk in sync, nor side by side, and the banner always wobbled and was askew. Following them, in no particular order, came three others of similar appearance, shambling like the rest, average height, somewhat poorly dressed, moderately thin, with their hands in their pockets. I recognized one of them as the man from Caermarthenshire. A cart trailed just behind, pulled by a plump grey donkey that needed no guidance. The person in the cart had his back to the donkey, leaning forward on a tub meant for donations, seemingly talking to those who followed, waving an arm and shaking his yellow beard. He was overweight, dressed in a silk hat, frock coat, and striped trousers, almost too old to be ridiculous if it weren’t for the bright yellow boots he wore. He was a mix between a seaside entertainer and a minister, but one gesture ruined the resemblance by revealing he wore no socks. Around his coat were the words: “The Unemployed,” repeated or crudely altered. The people he spoke to were the fifteen or twenty who made up the procession but didn't seem to be listening. They were all hunched over, young or middle-aged men with light-colored hair, unintentional beards, road-colored skin, and slightly darker clothing. Many wore overcoats with their collars turned up, and some had nothing underneath but a shirt, and one didn’t even have that. All with their hands in their pockets, one carrying a pipe, they moved forward silently and shamefully with bent knees. No two walked together; they didn’t even form a line or a row, nor was there any nice chaos like plants grown from scattered seeds; they couldn’t have looked more weak, more disconnected, more lacking in principles, direction, or control. Each of them looked like the meanest thief among his captors. Two large, friendly policemen occasionally raised their arms as if to urge the pathetic procession forward; sometimes, with a quick motion, they made the straggling back pick up their pace for a few yards, running with their knees bent, coat-tails flapping, and hands still deep in pockets—only for a few yards, since their walking pace was their best. They all shared the same strength, average height, and stride, yet no two could be seen keeping in time.
The traffic thickened, and amidst the horses that nodded and trampled and the motor-cars that fumed and fretted the procession was closed up into a grey block behind the donkey-cart. On one side of the donkey was the black-bearded man, his right arm now resting on the animal’s neck; on the other side the policemen; in front the standard-bearers hung down their heads and held up their poles. Often the only remnant visible was the raven crest of the leader.
The traffic got heavier, and among the horses that shuffled and stomped and the cars that belched exhaust, the procession became a grey block stuck behind the donkey-cart. On one side of the donkey was a man with a black beard, his right arm now resting on the animal's neck; on the other side were the police officers; in front, the standard-bearers hung their heads and held up their poles. Often, the only visible remnant was the black crest of the leader.
The multitude on the pavement continued to press straight onward, or to flit in and out of coloured shops. None looked at the standard, the dark man and his cloudy followers, except a few of the smallest newspaper boys who had a few spare minutes and rushed over to march with them in the hope of music or a speech or a conflict. The straight flower-girl flashed her eyes as she stood on the kerb, her left arm curving with divine grace round the shawl-hidden child at her bosom, her left hand thrust out full of roses. The tender, well-dressed women leaning on the arms of their men smiled faintly, a little pitiful, but gladly conscious of their own security and pleasantness. Men with the historic sense glanced and noted the fact that there was a procession. One man,[94] standing on the kerb, took a sovereign from his pocket, looked at it and then at the unemployed, made a little gesture of utter bewilderment, and dropping the coin down into the drain below, continued to watch. Comfortable clerks and others of the servile realized that here were the unemployed about whom the newspapers had said this and that—(“a pressing question”—“a very complicated question not to be decided in a hurry”—“it is receiving the attention of some of the best intellects of the time”—“our special reporter is making a full investigation”—“who are the genuine and who are the impostors?”—“connected with Socialist intrigues”)—and they repeated the word “Socialism” and smiled at the bare legs of the son of man and the yellow boots of the orator. Next day they would smile again with pride that they had seen the procession which ended in feeble, violent speeches against the Army and the Rich, in four arrests and an imprisonment. For they spoke in voices gentle with hunger. They were angry and uttered curses. One waved an arm against a palace, an arm that could scarcely hold out a revolver even were all the kings sitting in a row to tempt him. In the crowd and disturbance the leader fell and fainted. They propped him in their arms and cleared a space about him. “Death of Nelson,” suggested an onlooker, laughing, as he observed the attitude and the knee-breeches. “If he had only a crown of thorns ...” said another, pleased by the group. “Wants a bit of skilly and real hard work,” said a third.
The crowd on the sidewalk kept moving forward or darting in and out of colorful shops. No one paid attention to the banner, the dark man, and his cloudy followers, except for a few of the youngest newspaper boys who had a couple of free minutes and rushed over to join them, hoping for music, a speech, or some sort of clash. The flower girl, elegant and confident, flashed her eyes as she stood on the curb, her left arm gracefully cradling the shawl-covered child at her chest, her left hand extended full of roses. The well-dressed women leaning on their partners smiled faintly, a bit sympathetic, but happily aware of their own security and comfort. Men with a sense of history glanced and noted that there was a procession. One man, [94] standing on the curb, took a gold coin from his pocket, looked at it and then at the unemployed, made a gesture of total confusion, and dropped the coin into the drain below, continuing to watch. Comfortable clerks and other subordinates realized that these were the unemployed the newspapers had been talking about—(“a pressing issue”—“a very complicated question not to be solved quickly”—“it’s getting attention from some of the best minds of the time”—“our special reporter is conducting a thorough investigation”—“who are the real ones and who are the fakes?”—“involved with Socialist plots”)—and they repeated the word “Socialism” and smiled at the bare legs of the common man and the yellow boots of the speaker. The next day, they would smile with pride that they had witnessed the procession, which ended in weak but fiery speeches against the Army and the Wealthy, four arrests, and one imprisonment. They spoke in voices softened by hunger. They were angry and cursed. One man waved his arm at a palace, an arm that could barely lift a gun even if all the kings were lined up to entice him. Amidst the chaos, the leader collapsed and fainted. They supported him in their arms and cleared a space around him. “Death of Nelson,” joked an observer, laughing at the sight and the knee-breeches. “If he only had a crown of thorns...” said another, amused by the scene. “Just needs a bit of porridge and some real hard work,” added a third.
I left London as quickly as possible. The railway carriage was nearly full of men reading the same newspapers under three or four different names, when a little grizzled and spectacled man of middle age entered—a printer, perhaps—with a twisted face and simple and puzzled expression that probably earned him many a laugh from street-corner boys. As he sat down he recognized a sailor, a tall, ponderous, kind-faced man made in three distinct storeys, who supported his enormous red hands upon knees each fit to have been the mould of a hero’s helmet.
I left London as quickly as I could. The train carriage was almost full of men reading the same newspapers under three or four different names when a little grizzled man with glasses, probably in his middle age, walked in—a printer, maybe—with a twisted face and a simple, puzzled look that likely got him a lot of laughs from the boys hanging around street corners. As he sat down, he spotted a sailor, a tall, heavyset, kind-faced man built like three different layers, who rested his huge red hands on knees that looked like they could have been shaped for a hero's helmet.
“Well, I never did, and how are you, Harry?”
“Well, I never did, and how are you, Harry?”
They looked at one another kindly but with a question piercing through the kindness and an effort to divine the unknowable without betraying curiosity. The kindness did, in fact, melt away the almost physical obstacle of twenty years spent apart and in ignorance of one another.
They looked at each other with kindness, but there was a question hidden behind that kindness, a desire to understand the unknown without showing too much curiosity. That kindness did help to dissolve the nearly tangible barrier of twenty years spent apart and unaware of each other.
“When did you leave the old place?” said the sailor.
“When did you leave the old place?” asked the sailor.
“Soon after you did yourself, Harry; just after the shipwreck of the Wild Swan; twenty-one, twenty-two—yes, twenty-two years ago.”
“Soon after you did yourself, Harry; just after the shipwreck of the Wild Swan; twenty-one, twenty-two—yeah, twenty-two years ago.”
“Is it so long? I could have sworn you had that beard when I saw you last,” and the sailor looked at him in a way that showed he had already bridged the twenty-two years and knew the man.
“Is it really that long? I could have sworn you had that beard when I saw you last,” and the sailor looked at him in a way that showed he had already crossed the twenty-two years and recognized the man.
“Yes, twenty-two years.”
"Yeah, twenty-two years."
“And do you ever go back to the old place? How’s Charlie Nash, and young Woolford, and the shepherd?”
“And do you ever go back to the old place? How's Charlie Nash, and young Woolford, and the shepherd?”
“Let me see——”
"Let me see—"
“But how is Maggie Looker?” broke in the sailor upon a genial answer in the bud.
“But how is Maggie Looker?” interrupted the sailor, cutting off a friendly response before it could start.
“Oh, didn’t you know? She took ill very soon after you went away, and then they thought she was all right again; but they could not quite get rid of the cough, and it got bad in the winter, and all through the spring it was worse.”
“Oh, didn’t you know? She got sick not long after you left, and then they thought she was fine again; but they just couldn't shake off the cough, and it got worse in the winter, and all through the spring it was even worse.”
“And so she died in the summer.”
“And so she died in the summer.”
“So she did.”
"So she did."
“Oh, Christ! but what times we had.”
“Oh, man! we really had some great times.”
And then, in reminiscences fast growing gay—the mere triumph of memory, the being able to add each to the other’s store, was a satisfaction—they told the story of a pretty country girl whom they had quarrelled over until she grew too proud for both; how heavy was her hair; how she could run, and nobody was like her for finding a wasps’-nest. Her boldness and carelessness filled them with envy still.
And then, in memories that were becoming more joyful—the simple triumph of recalling them, being able to build on each other's stories, was a pleasure—they shared the tale of a lovely country girl they had fought over until she became too proud for both of them; how thick her hair was; how fast she could run, and how no one could find a wasp's nest like she could. Her confidence and carefree attitude still made them feel envious.
“I reckon we old ones would call her a tomboy now,” said the sailor.
“I guess we older folks would call her a tomboy now,” said the sailor.
“I should say we would.”
“We should say we would.”
“Now, I wonder what sort of a wife she would have made?”
“Now, I wonder what kind of wife she would have been?”
“Hum, I don’t know....”
“Hmm, I’m not sure....”
“Do you remember that day her and you and me got lost in the forest?”
“Do you remember that day when you, her, and I got lost in the forest?”
“Yes, and we were there all night, and I got a hiding for it.”
“Yes, and we were there all night, and I got in trouble for it.”
“Not Maggie.”
"Not Maggie."
“Not poor Maggie.”
“Not sad for Maggie.”
“And when we couldn’t see our way any more we[97] lifted her up into that old beech where the green woodpecker’s nest was.”
“And when we could no longer see our way, we [97] lifted her up into that old beech where the green woodpecker’s nest was.”
“Yes, and you took off your coat and breeches to cover her up.”
“Yes, and you took off your coat and pants to cover her up.”
“And so did you, though I reckon one would have been enough now I come to think of it.”
“And so did you, but I guess one would have been enough now that I think about it.”
“I don’t know about that. But how we did have to keep on the move all night to keep warm.”
“I’m not sure about that. But we really had to keep moving all night to stay warm.”
“And dared not go very far for fear of losing the tree.”
“And didn’t want to go too far because they were afraid of losing the tree.”
“And in the morning I wondered what we should do about getting back our clothes.”
“And in the morning, I wondered what we should do about getting our clothes back.”
“You wanted me to go because my shirt hadn’t any holes in it.”
“You wanted me to leave because my shirt didn’t have any holes in it.”
“But we both went together.”
"But we both went together."
“And, before we had made up our minds which should go first and call, up she starts. Lord, how she did laugh!”
“And just before we decided who should go first and call, she suddenly jumped up. Wow, she laughed so hard!”
“Ay, she did.”
"Yeah, she did."
“And says, ‘Now, that’s all my eye and Betty Martin, boys’; and so did we laugh, and I never felt a bit silly either. She was a good sort of girl, she was. Man and woman, I never met the likes of her, never heard tell of the equal of her,” said the sailor musingly.
“And says, ‘Now, that’s all nonsense, boys’; and we all laughed, and I never felt a bit embarrassed either. She was a good kind of girl, she was. Man or woman, I never met anyone like her, never heard of anyone equal to her,” said the sailor thoughtfully.
“Married, Harry?”
"You're married, Harry?"
“No, nor likely to be, I don’t think. And yourself?”
“No, I don’t think so, and you?”
“Well, I was.... I married Maggie.... It was after the first baby....”
“Well, I was... I married Maggie... It was after the first baby...”
A small boy in a corner could not get on with his novelette: he stared open-mouthed and open-eyed, now and then unconsciously imitating their faces; or he would correct this mere wonderment and become shy and uncomfortable at the frank ways of these men talking[98] aloud in a crowded carriage, and utterly regardless of others, about private matters.
A small boy in a corner couldn't focus on his story: he stared wide-eyed and open-mouthed, occasionally unconsciously mimicking their expressions; or he would shake off this pure amazement and feel shy and uneasy at the bold behavior of these men talking out loud in a crowded train, completely ignoring everyone else as they discussed personal issues.[98]
A trim shop assistant pretended to read about the cricket, but listened, and could not conceal his cold contempt for men so sunken as to give themselves away like this.
A neat shop assistant pretended to read about cricket, but he listened closely and couldn't hide his cold disdain for men who were so lost that they revealed themselves like this.
A dark, thin, genial, pale-faced puritan clerk looked pitifully—with some twinkles of superiority that asked for recognition from his fellow-passengers—these children, for as such he regarded them, and would not wholly condemn.
A dark, thin, friendly, pale-faced Puritan clerk looked at these children with a mix of pity and a hint of superiority that seemed to seek acknowledgment from his fellow passengers, as he viewed them as such and couldn't fully condemn them.
Others occasionally jerked out a glance or rolled a leaderless eye or rustled a newspaper without losing the dense veil over their individuality that made them tombs, monuments, not men.
Others occasionally shot a glance or rolled a vacant eye or rustled a newspaper without losing the thick layer covering their individuality that made them tombs, monuments, not people.
One sat gentle, kindly, stupidly envying these two their spirited free talk, their gestures, the hearty draughts of life which they seemed to have taken.
One sat quietly, kindly, and a bit naively envying these two for their lively, open conversation, their gestures, and the deep, fulfilling experience of life they seemed to be enjoying.
All were botanists who had heard and spoken words but had no sense of the beauty and life of the flower because fate had refused, or education destroyed, the gift of liberty and of joy.
All were botanists who had heard and spoken words but lacked a sense of the beauty and life of the flower because fate had denied them, or education had stripped them of, the gift of freedom and happiness.
SURREY.
Then I saw a huge silence of meadows, of woods, and beyond these, of hills that raised two breasts of empurpled turf into the sky; and, above the hills, one mountain of cloud that beamed as it reposed in the blue as in a sea. The white cloud buried London with a requiescat in pace.
Then I saw a vast quiet of meadows, forests, and, beyond them, hills that rose like two mounds of purple grass into the sky; and above the hills, a mountain of clouds that shone as it rested in the blue like it was in a sea. The white cloud enveloped London with a requiescat in pace.
I like to think how easily Nature will absorb London as she absorbed the mastodon, setting her spiders to spin[99] the winding-sheet and her worms to fill in the grave, and her grass to cover it pitifully up, adding flowers—as an unknown hand added them to the grave of Nero. I like to see the preliminaries of this toil where Nature tries her hand at mossing the factory roof, rusting the deserted railway metals, sowing grass over the deserted platforms and flowers of rose-bay on ruinous hearths and walls. It is a real satisfaction to see the long narrowing wedge of irises that runs alongside and between the rails of the South-Eastern and Chatham Railway almost into the heart of London. And there are many kinds of weather when the air is full of voices prophesying desolation. The outer suburbs have almost a moorland fascination when fog lies thick and orange-coloured over their huge flat wastes of grass, expectant of the builder, but does not quite conceal the stark outlines of a traction engine, some procumbent timber, a bonfire and frantic figures darting about it, and aërial scaffolding far away. Other fields, yet unravished but menaced, the fog restores to a primeval state. And what a wild noise the wind makes in the telegraph wires as in wintry heather and gorse! When the waste open spaces give way to dense streets there is a common here and a lawn there, where the poplar leaves, if it be November, lie taintless on the grass, and the starlings talk sweet and shrill and cold in the branches, and nobody cares to deviate from the asphalte path to the dewy grass: the houses beyond the green mass themselves gigantic, remote, dim, and the pulse of London beats low and inaudible, as if she feared the irresistible enemy that is drawing its lines invisibly and silently about her on every side. If a breeze arises it makes that sound of the dry curled leaves chafing along the pavement; at night[100] they seem spies in the unguarded by-ways. But there are also days—and spring and summer days, too—when a quiet horror thicks and stills the air outside London.
I like to imagine how easily Nature will reclaim London, just like she did with the mastodon, sending her spiders to spin the burial shroud and her worms to dig the grave, while her grass covers it sadly, adding flowers—just like an unknown hand added them to Nero's grave. I enjoy witnessing the early stages of this effort where Nature begins to moss over the factory roofs, rust the abandoned railway metals, sow grass over the empty platforms, and plant flowers like rose-bay on crumbling hearths and walls. It's satisfying to see the long, narrowing strip of irises that runs alongside and between the tracks of the South-Eastern and Chatham Railway almost reaching the heart of London. There are many types of weather when the air is filled with voices predicting desolation. The outer suburbs have a wild allure when thick, orange fog blankets their vast stretches of grass, waiting for construction but not completely hiding the stark outlines of a traction engine, some fallen timber, a bonfire, and frantic figures rushing around it, as well as aerial scaffolding in the distance. Other fields, still untouched but threatened, the fog returns to a primal state. And what a wild noise the wind makes in the telegraph wires, like it does in winter heather and gorse! When the empty open spaces transition into crowded streets, there’s a common area here and a lawn there, where the poplar leaves, if it’s November, lie untouched on the grass, and the starlings chirp sweetly and sharply in the branches, while nobody wants to step off the asphalt path onto the dewy grass: the houses beyond the green stand gigantic, distant, and hazy, with the pulse of London beating low and unheard, as if she fears the unstoppable threat drawing its lines around her invisibly and silently from all sides. If a breeze comes up, it creates the sound of dry, curled leaves scraping along the pavement; at night, they seem like spies in the unguarded alleys. But there are also days—spring and summer days, too—when a quiet dread thickens and stills the air outside London.
The ridges of trees high in the mist are very grim. The isolated trees stand cloaked in conspiracies here and there about the fields. The houses, even whole villages, are translated into terms of unreality as if they were carved in air and could not be touched; they are empty and mournful as skulls or churches. There is no life visible; for the ploughmen and the cattle are figures of light dream. All is soft and grey. The land has drunken the opiate mist and is passing slowly and unreluctantly into perpetual sleep. Trees and houses are drowsed beyond awakening or farewell. The mind also is infected, and gains a sort of ease from the thought that an eternal and universal rest is at hand without any cry or any pain.
The treetops shrouded in mist appear very bleak. The solitary trees are covered in whispers of secrets scattered around the fields. The houses, and even entire villages, seem unreal, as if they were made of nothing and couldn’t be touched; they feel as empty and sorrowful as skulls or churches. There’s no sign of life; the farmers and livestock seem like illusions made of light. Everything is soft and gray. The land has absorbed the heavy mist and is slowly and willingly drifting into a deep sleep. The trees and houses are too drowsy to wake or say goodbye. The mind is also affected, finding a strange comfort in the idea that a never-ending, universal rest is approaching without any sound or suffering.
SUSSEX.
The road skirts the marshland, the stream and the town, and goes through a gap in the Downs towards another range and more elms and farms at its feet. Stately walks the carter’s boy with his perpendicular brass-bound whip, alongside four waggon-horses, while the carter rides. It is a pleasant thing to see them going to their work in the early gold of the morning, fresh, silent, their horses jingling, down the firm road. If they were leading their team to yoke them to the chariot of the sun they could not be more noble. They are the first men I have seen this morning, and truly they create for a little while the illusion that they are going to guide the world and that all will be well in the golden freshness under the blue.
The road hugs the marshland, the stream, and the town, cutting through a gap in the hills toward another range with more elms and farms below. The carter's boy walks proudly with his upright, brass-tipped whip, accompanied by four wagon horses while the carter rides. It's a beautiful sight to see them heading to work in the early morning light, fresh and silent, their horses jingling along the sturdy road. If they were taking their team to harness them to the sun's chariot, they couldn't look more majestic. They are the first people I've seen this morning, and for a moment, they create the illusion that they'll guide the world and that everything will be fine in the golden brightness beneath the blue sky.
The road now divides to go round the base of the Downs, but a farm track sets out to climb them. There, at the corner, is a church, on the very edge of the flat vale and its elms and ashes in the midst of meadows; a plain towered church, but with a rough churchyard, half graveyard and half orchard, its grass and parsley and nettle uncut under the knotty apple trees, splashed with silver and dull gold-green, dotted by silver buds among yellow-lichened branches that are matted densely as a magpie’s nest. The dust from the high road powders the nettles and perfects the arresting melancholy of the desolation, so quiet, so austere, and withal as airy as a dream remembered. But above are the Downs, green and sweet with uplifting grass, and beyond them the sea, darkly gleaming under lustrous white cliffs and abrupt ledges of turf, in the south; in the south-east a procession of tufted trees going uphill in single file; in the south-west the dazzling slate roofs of a distant town, two straight sea walls and two steamers and their white wakes; northward the most beautiful minor range in all the downland, isolated by a river valley at the edge of which it ends in a gulf of white quarry, while on the other side it heaves and flows down almost to the plain, but rises again into a lesser hill with woods, and then slowly subsides. Within a few square miles it collects every beauty of the chalk hill; its central height is a dome of flawless grass only too tender to be majestic; and that is supported by lesser rounds and wavering lines of approach in concavity and convexity, playgrounds for the godlike shadows and lights, that prolong the descent of the spent wave of earth into the plain.
The road now splits to go around the base of the Downs, but a farm track starts to climb up them. There, at the corner, is a church, right on the edge of the flat vale surrounded by elms and ashes in the middle of meadows; it’s a simple towered church, but with a rough churchyard, half graveyard and half orchard, with grass, parsley, and nettle left uncut under the gnarled apple trees, splashed with silver and dull gold-green, dotted with silver buds among yellow-lichened branches that are tangled up like a magpie’s nest. Dust from the main road covers the nettles and highlights the striking melancholy of the desolation, so quiet, so stark, yet as airy as a dream remembered. But above, the Downs rise, green and vibrant with lush grass, and beyond them is the sea, darkly shimmering under shining white cliffs and steep patches of turf, to the south; in the southeast, a line of tufted trees climbs single file; in the southwest, the bright slate roofs of a distant town, two straight sea walls, and two steamers with their white wakes; to the north, the most beautiful small range in all the downland, separated by a river valley at the edge of which it ends in a hollow of white quarry, while on the other side it rises and flows down almost to the plain, but then climbs again into a smaller hill with woods, and then gradually settles down. Within just a few square miles, it captures every beauty of the chalk hill; its central height is a dome of flawless grass, almost too gentle to be majestic; and it’s supported by smaller rounded hills and winding lines of approach, shaping concavities and convexities, playgrounds for the godlike shadows and lights that extend the descent of the exhausted wave of earth into the plain.
An uncertain path keeps to the highest ridge. The[102] sides of the Downs are invaded by long stream-like gorse-sided coombes, of which the narrow floor is palest green grass. The highest points command much of earth, all of heaven. They are treeless, but occasionally the turf is over-arched by the hoops of a brier thicket, the new foliage pierced by upright dead grey grass. They are the haunt of the swift, the home of wheatear and lark and of whatsoever in the mind survives or is born in this pure kingdom of grass and sky. Ahead, they dip to a river and rise again, their sweep notched by a white road.
An uncertain path follows the highest ridge. The[102] sides of the Downs are filled with long, stream-like gorse-lined valleys, where the narrow floors are a pale green grass. The highest points overlook much of the earth and all of the sky. They’re treeless, but sometimes the turf is arched by the loops of a thorn thicket, with new leaves poking through the upright dead grey grass. These areas are frequented by swifts and are home to wheatears, larks, and everything else that survives or is born in this pure realm of grass and sky. Ahead, they slope down to a river and rise again, their curves marked by a white road.
At the inland end of this river valley is an antique red-tiled large village or small town, a perfect group of human dwellings, as inevitable as the Downs, dominated by a mound and on it a windmill in ruin; mothered by a church at the river’s edge. Under the sign of “Ye Olde ——” is a room newly wainscoted in shining matchboard. Its altar—its little red sideboard—is symmetrically decorated by tiers and rows of lemonade, cherry cider and ginger ale bottles, many-coloured, and in the midst of these two syphons of soda-water. The doorways and windows are draped in white muslin, the hearth filled by a crinkled blue paper fan; the mantelpiece supports a dozen small vases. The oilcloth is new and odorous and bright. There are pink geraniums in salmon-coloured bowls on the table; a canary in a suspended cage; and on the walls a picture of a girl teasing a dog with a toy mouse.
At the inland end of this river valley is an old village or small town with red-tiled roofs, a perfect cluster of homes, as natural as the hills, dominated by a hill with a ruined windmill on top; anchored by a church at the river's edge. Under the sign "Ye Olde ----" is a room recently paneled with shiny matchboard. Its altar—its small red sideboard—is evenly decorated with stacks of bottles of lemonade, cherry cider, and ginger ale, all colorful, and in the center are two soda water siphons. The doorways and windows are draped in white muslin, and the hearth has a crinkled blue paper fan; the mantelpiece holds a dozen small vases. The oilcloth is new, fragrant, and bright. There are pink geraniums in salmon-colored bowls on the table; a canary in a hanging cage; and on the walls, a picture of a girl teasing a dog with a toy mouse.
At the cross-roads is a group of old slated white farm buildings and a tiled farmhouse of brick and flint; and above, at the top of a slope of down, is a grey spire and two orange roofs of cottages amidst a round cluster of trees; the sheep graze and their bells tittle-tattle. The[103] seaward-going road alongside but above the river dips then under steep banks of blackthorn and parsley to a village of flint where another spire rises out of the old roofs of a farmhouse and its family of barns and lodges; a nightingale sings at hand, a wheeling pewit cries and gleams over the blue ripples of the river. Across the water a shallow scoop has been carved by Nature out of the side of the down; it is traversed by two diverging paths which alone are green, for the rest of the surface is of gorse and, full in the face of the sun, forms a mossy cirrus over the mist of its own warm shade. The down beside the road is now all cowslips among its scattered bramble and thorn, until it is cloven by a tributary bay, a quarter of a mile in length, marshy at first and half-filled by elms and willows, but at its higher end occupied, behind ash trees and an orchard, by a farmhouse, a circular domed building and a barn, all having roofs of ochre tile, except the thatched barn, and grey stained walls; a straight road goes to the house along the edge of the marsh and elms. Grey plover whistle singly on the wet borders of the stream or make a concerted whimper of two or three.
At the crossroads is a group of old white farm buildings and a tiled farmhouse made of brick and flint; above them, at the top of a slope, stands a gray spire and two orange-roofed cottages nestled among a cluster of trees. The sheep graze, their bells jingling softly. The road heading toward the sea runs alongside the river, dipping under steep banks of blackthorn and parsley, leading to a village of flint where another spire rises above the old roofs of a farmhouse along with its barns and lodges. A nightingale sings nearby, while a wheeling pewit cries and glimmers over the blue ripples of the river. Across the water, Nature has carved a shallow scoop into the hillside, crossed by two diverging green paths, while the rest of the surface is covered in gorse, creating a mossy layer under the bright sun, shrouded in its own warm shade. The grassy slope next to the road is now dotted with cowslips among scattered brambles and thorns, until it is split by a tributary bay, about a quarter of a mile long, initially marshy and partly filled with elms and willows. At the higher end, behind ash trees and an orchard, is a farmhouse featuring a circular domed building and a barn, all with ochre tiled roofs except for the thatched barn, and gray-stained walls. A straight road leads to the house along the edge of the marsh and elms. Grey plovers whistle alone on the wet banks of the stream or create a chorus of calls in pairs or threes.
A little beyond is a larger bay of the same kind, bordered by a long curving road entirely lined by elms dividing it from the broad meadow that has an elm rookery in a corner under the steep clean slope of down; at the end is a church singing to itself with all its bells in the solitude. And the hedges are full of strong young thrushes which there is no one to frighten—is there any prettier dress than the speckled feathers of their breasts and the cape of brown over their shoulders and backs, as they stir the dew in May?
A bit further along is a bigger bay just like the first, bordered by a long winding road completely lined with elm trees that separates it from the wide meadow, which has a rookery of elms in one corner at the base of the steep, clean slope. At the end, there's a church quietly ringing all its bells in the solitude. The hedges are filled with strong young thrushes that have no one to scare them away—can anything be prettier than the speckled feathers on their chests and the brown capes over their shoulders and backs as they disturb the dew in May?
Then the valley opens wide and the river doubles in[104] gleaming azure about a narrow spit of grass, in sight of a sharp white fall of chalk, into the lucid quiet sea. At this bend a company of sycamores girds and is one with a group of tiled and thatched and gabled buildings, of ochre, brown and rose. The road crosses the river and a path leads near the sea, between mustard flower, lucerne, beans, corn and grass, in flint-walled fields, to a church and farm of flint, overtopped by embowering chestnuts, ilex and the elms of rooks; and below there is another valley and river, a green pathless marsh, at whose edge five noisy belching chimneys stand out of a white pit. The path, over turf, rises to the Downs, passing a lonely flint barn with rich dark roof and a few sycamores for mates. This is the cornland, and the corn bunting sings solitary and monotonous, and the linnets twitter still in flocks. Above and around, the furzy coombes are the home of blackbirds that have a wilder song in this world of infinite corn below and grass above, and but one house. Violets and purple orchis (and its white buds) cloud the turf. On the other side the Downs sink to gently clustered and mounded woods and yet more corn surrounding a thatched flint barn, a granary and cart-lodge, and, again, a farm under sycamores.
Then the valley opens up wide and the river sparkles in gleaming blue around a narrow stretch of grass, in view of a sharp white chalk cliff, leading into the clear, calm sea. At this bend, a group of sycamores encircles a set of tiled and thatched buildings in shades of ochre, brown, and pink. The road goes over the river, and a path runs close to the sea, winding through fields of mustard flowers, lucerne, beans, corn, and grass, all surrounded by flint walls, leading to a church and a flint farm, overshadowed by chestnut trees, holm oaks, and elm trees where rooks nest. Below lies another valley and river, a vast green marsh with no paths, where five loud chimneys rise from a white pit. The path climbs over grassy ground to the Downs, passing a lonely flint barn with a rich dark roof and a few sycamores nearby. This is the cornland, where the corn bunting sings alone and monotonously while the linnets still flock together. Above and around, the rough coombes are home to blackbirds that sing a wilder song in this world of endless corn below and grass above, with just one house. Violets and purple orchids (along with their white buds) blanket the ground. On the other side, the Downs slope down to gently clustered and mounded woods, along with more corn surrounding a thatched flint barn, a granary and cart lodge, and yet another farm under sycamores.
The soft-ribbed grey sky of after-sunset is slowly moving, kindly and promising rain. The air is still, the road dusty, but the hedges tender green, and the grasshopper lark sings under the wild parsley of the roadside and the sedge-warbler in the sallows.
The soft, gray sky after sunset is slowly shifting, gently hinting at rain. The air is calm, the road is dusty, but the hedges are a tender green, and the grasshopper lark sings under the wild parsley along the roadside, along with the sedge-warbler in the willows.
Just beyond is the town by the beautiful domed hill, a town of steep lanes and wallflowers on old walls and such a date as 1577 modestly inscribed on a doorway; its long old street, sternly adapted to the needs of shopkeepers[105] and gentry, looks only old-fashioned, its age being as much repressed as if it were a kind of sin or originality. This is that spirit which would quarrel with the stars for not being in straight lines like print, the spirit of one who, having been disturbed while shaving by the sight of a favourite cat in the midst of her lovers and behaving after the manner of her kind, gives orders during the long mid-day meal that she shall be drowned forthwith, or—no—to-morrow, which is Monday. This is that spirit which says—
Just beyond is the town by the beautiful domed hill, a town with steep streets and wallflowers growing on old walls, and the year 1577 modestly carved into a doorway; its long, old street, strictly designed to meet the needs of shopkeepers and the wealthy, only seems old-fashioned, its age being hidden away as if it were a kind of sin or a mark of originality. This is the spirit that would argue with the stars for not being in straight lines like printed text, the spirit of someone who, after being interrupted while shaving by the sight of a favorite cat with her lovers acting like cats do, demands during the long midday meal that she be drowned immediately, or—no—tomorrow, which is Monday. This is that spirit which says—
Nature is never stiff, and none recognizes this fact better than —— & Son, and their now well-known and natural-looking rockeries have reclaimed many a dreary bit of landscape. At —— they showed me photographs of various country seats where the natural-looking scenery has been evolved by their artistic taste and ingenuity out of the most ordinary efforts of Nature. Thus a dull old mill-stream has, with the aid of rockeries and appropriate vegetation, been converted into a wonderfully picturesque spot, an ordinary brook was transformed into a lovely woodland scene, with ferns, mosses, and lichens growing among the rockeries, and the shores of an uninteresting lake became undulating banks of beauty by the same means; while the beautiful rockeries in —— Park were also the work of this firm. —— & Son have other ways, too, of beautifying gardens and grounds by the judicious use of balustrades, fountains, quaint figures, etc., made of “—— terra-cotta,” or artificial stone, which is far more durable than real stone or marble, not so costly, and impervious to frost and all weathers, although it takes the vegetation in the same way, and after a year’s exposure it can scarcely be distinguished from antique stone. In it the great spécialité here just now is “sundials,” the latest craze; for without a sundial no ancient or up-to-date garden is considered complete.
Nature is never rigid, and no one understands this better than —— & Son. Their well-known, natural-looking rockeries have revitalized many dull areas of landscape. At ——, they showed me photos of various country estates where their artistic taste and creativity have transformed ordinary natural features into beautiful scenery. For example, a boring old mill-stream has been turned into a stunning spot using rockeries and suitable plants; a simple brook became a charming woodland scene filled with ferns, moss, and lichens among the rockeries; and the unremarkable shores of a lake were transformed into beautiful, rolling banks using the same methods. The lovely rockeries in —— Park were also created by this firm. —— & Son have other ways to enhance gardens and grounds, including the smart use of balustrades, fountains, and unique sculptures made from “—— terra-cotta” or artificial stone. This material is much more durable than real stone or marble, less expensive, and resistant to frost and all kinds of weather, yet it supports vegetation just like natural stone. After a year of exposure, it can hardly be distinguished from antique stone. Currently, their big specialty is “sundials,” which are the latest trend; without a sundial, a garden—whether historic or modern—is considered incomplete.
Nevertheless the town smells heartily of cattle, sheep, and malt; a rookery and white orchard confront the railway station, and in the midst of the streets the long grass is rough and wet and full of jonquils round ancient masonry: seen from a height the town shares the sunlight equally with massy foliage and finds its place as a part of Nature, and the peregrine takes it in its sweep.
Nevertheless, the town has a strong smell of cattle, sheep, and malt; a group of crows and a white orchard face the train station, and in the middle of the streets, the long grass is rough, wet, and dotted with jonquils around old stone structures: seen from above, the town equally shares the sunlight with thick trees and fits into its natural surroundings, and the falcon takes it all in during its flight.
The turtle-doves have come and the oaks are budding bronze in the Weald. The steep roadside banks are cloaked in grass, violet, and primrose still, and robin-run-in-the-hedge and stitchwort and cuckoo flowers, and the white-throats talk in the hazel copses. A brooklet runs in a hollow that would almost hold the Thames, and crossing the road fills a rushy mill-pond deep below, and makes a field all golden and shining with marigold. Just beyond, a gnarled lime avenue leads to a grey many-windowed house of stone within a stately park. Opposite the gate an old woman sits on the grass, her feet in the dust at the edge of the road; motor-cars sprinkle her and turn her black to drab; she sits by the wayside eternally, expecting nothing.
The turtle-doves have arrived and the oaks are starting to bud bronze in the Weald. The steep roadside banks are covered in grass, with violet and primrose still blooming, along with robin-run-in-the-hedge, stitchwort, and cuckoo flowers, while the white-throats chatter in the hazel groves. A small brook flows through a hollow that could nearly hold the Thames, and as it crosses the road, it fills a rushy millpond deep below, making a field glow golden with marigolds. Just beyond, a twisted lime avenue leads to a grey stone house with many windows, set within a grand park. Across from the gate, an old woman sits on the grass, her feet in the dust at the edge of the road; passing cars splash her, turning her from black to dull grey; she sits by the roadside endlessly, expecting nothing.
Turn out of this main road, and by-ways that tempt neither cyclists nor motorists go almost as straight. Here is no famous house, not a single inn or church, but only the unspoilt Weald, and far away, a long viaduct that carries noiseless trains against the sky above hollow meadows. Bluebell, primrose, anemone—anemone, primrose, bluebell—star and cloud the lush banks and the roots of the blackthorns, hazels and maples of the hedge. A stream washes the roots of many oaks, and flows past flat fields of dusky grass, cuckoo flower and marigold,—black pines at the verge. The light smoke of a roadside fire[107] ascends into the new leaves of the hazels where two tramps are drying their clothes. Many oaks are down, and lie pale and gleaming like mammoth bones among the bluebells in plantations roughened by old flint pits.
Turn off this main road, and the side streets that don't attract either cyclists or drivers go almost straight. There's no famous house, no inn or church, just the untouched Weald, with a long viaduct in the distance that silently carries trains against the sky over hollow meadows. Bluebells, primroses, and anemones—anemones, primroses, bluebells—dot the lush banks and the roots of the blackthorns, hazels, and maples in the hedgerows. A stream washes the roots of many oaks and flows past flat fields of dark grass, cuckoo flowers, and marigolds, with black pines at the edge. The light smoke from a roadside fire[107] rises into the new leaves of the hazels where two homeless people are drying their clothes. Many oaks have fallen, lying pale and shining like mammoth bones among the bluebells in areas roughened by old flint pits.
The faggots of oak tops and cords of twisted timber are being made up; the woodmen light a fire and the chips fly from the axes. It is only to these men that I am a stranger as I walk through the land. At first I admire the hardihood and simplicity of their necessary toil among the oaks, but they lift their dark eyes, and then—it is as strange as when I pass a white embowered house, and the road is muffled with straw, and I hear by chance that some one unknown is dying behind that open window through which goes the thrush’s song and the children’s homeward chatter. Neither townsman or countryman, I cannot know them. The countryman knows their trades and their speech, and is of their kind; the townsman’s curiosity wins him a greeting. But in May at least I am content, in the steep little valley made by a tributary of the Medway, its sides wooded with oak and the flowers glad of the sun among the lately cleared undergrowth, and the cuckoo now in this oak and now in that, and the turtle-doves whose voices, in the soft lulls after rain, make the earth seem to lie out sleek in the sun, stretching itself to purr with eyes closed. The cuckoo is gone before we know what his cry is to tell us or to remind us of.
The bundles of oak tops and stacks of twisted wood are being prepared; the woodworkers light a fire, and wood chips fly from their axes. It's only these men that I feel like a stranger to as I walk through the area. At first, I admire their toughness and straightforwardness as they work among the oaks, but when they glance up at me, it's as strange as passing a white house surrounded by flowers, where the road is covered with straw, and I happen to hear that someone unknown is dying behind that open window, where the thrush sings and children chatter on their way home. I am neither a townsman nor a countryman, so I cannot truly know them. The countryman understands their trades and their language and belongs to their world; the townsman's curiosity earns him a friendly nod. Yet in May, I find peace in the steep little valley formed by a branch of the Medway, its slopes adorned with oaks and bright flowers basking in the sun among the recently cleared brush, with the cuckoo calling from one oak to another, and the turtle-doves whose coos, in the gentle moments after rain, make the landscape appear smooth and relaxed in the sunlight, stretching out like a contented cat with its eyes closed. The cuckoo is gone before we even realize what its call is meant to tell us or remind us of.
There are few things as pleasant as the thunder and lightning of May that comes in the late afternoon, when the air is as solid as the earth with stiff grey rain for an hour. There is no motion anywhere save of this perpendicular river, of the swaying rain-hit bough and quiver[108]ing leaf. But through it all the thrushes sing, and jolly as their voices are the roars and echoes of the busy thunder quarrying the cliffs of heaven. And then the pleasure of being so wet that you may walk through streams and push through thickets and be none the wetter for it.
There are few things as enjoyable as the thunder and lightning in May that arrive in the late afternoon, when the air feels as dense as the ground with heavy grey rain lasting for an hour. There is no movement anywhere except for this vertical river of falling rain, the swaying branches, and the trembling leaf. Yet, amidst it all, the thrushes sing, and as cheerful as their sounds are, the powerful roars and echoes of the busy thunder resonate against the clouds. And then there’s the joy of being so soaked that you can walk through streams and push through bushes without getting any wetter.
Before it is full night the light of the young moon falls for a moment out of a troubled but silent sky upon the young corn, and the tranquil bells are calling over the woods.
Before it gets completely dark, the light of the young moon shines for a moment from a troubled but quiet sky onto the young corn, and the peaceful bells are ringing across the woods.
Then in the early morning the air is still and warm, but so moist that there is a soul of coolness in the heat, and never before were the leaves of the sorrel and wood sanicle and woodruff, and the grey-green foliage and pallid yellow flowers of the large celandine, so fair. The sudden wren’s song is shrewd and sweet and banishes heaviness. The huge chestnut tree is flowering and full of bees. The parsley towers delicately in bloom. The beech boughs are encased in gliding crystal. The nettles, the millions of nettles in a bed, begin to smell of summer. In the calm and sweet air the turtle-doves murmur and the blackbirds sing—as if time were no more—over the mere.
Then in the early morning, the air is still and warm, but so humid that there's a coolness beneath the heat. I've never seen the sorrel and the wood sanicle, the woodruff, the grey-green leaves, and the pale yellow flowers of the large celandine look so beautiful. The sudden song of the wren is sharp and sweet, driving away any heaviness. The huge chestnut tree is blooming and buzzing with bees. The parsley stands tall and delicate in bloom. The beech branches are covered in shimmering crystal. The nettles, millions of them in a patch, start to smell like summer. In the calm, sweet air, the turtle-doves coo, and the blackbirds sing—as if time has stopped—over the pond.
The roads, nearly dry again, are now at their best, cool and yet luminous, and at their edges coloured rosy or golden brown by the sheddings of the beeches, those gloves out of which the leaves have forced their way, pinched and crumpled by the confinement. At the bend of a broad road descending under beeches these parallel lines of ruddy chaff give to two or three days in the year a special and exquisite loveliness, if the weather be alternately wet and bright and the long white roads and virgin beeches are a temptation. What quests they propose![109] They take us away to the thin air of the future or to the underworld of the past. This one takes us to the old English sweetness and robustness of an estate of large meadows, sound oak trees not too close together, and a noble house within an oak-paled park. A poet and a man lives there, one who recalls those other poets—they are not many—who please us over the gulf of time almost as much by the personal vigour and courage which we know to have been theirs or is suggested by their work, men like Chaucer, Sidney, Ben Jonson, Drayton, Byron, William Morris, and among the living —— and —— and ——. I think we should miss their poems more than some greater men’s if they were destroyed. They stand for their time more clearly than the greatest. For example, Chaucer’s language, ideas and temper make it impossible for us to read his work, no matter in how remote a study or garden, shut out from time and change, without feeling that he and all those who rode, and talked and were young with him are skeletons or less, though Catullus or Milton may be read with no such feeling. Chaucer seems to remind us of what once we were. His seems a golden age. He wrote before Villon had inaugurated modern literature with the cry—
The roads are almost dry again and looking great, cool yet bright, with their edges tinted rosy or golden brown from the fallen leaves of the beeches. These leaves, like gloves, were squeezed and wrinkled as they pushed their way out. At the curve of a wide road that slopes down under the beeches, these lines of reddish debris bring a special charm to just a few days a year—if the weather switches between wet and sunny, and the long white roads and pristine beeches are inviting. What adventures they suggest![109] They lead us to the clear air of the future or the depths of the past. This path brings us back to the old English sweetness and strength found on an estate with sprawling meadows, sturdy oak trees spaced apart, and a grand house set within an oak-fenced park. There lives a poet and a man, someone who reminds us of a handful of other poets—those few who resonate across time almost as much due to their personal strength and spirit, which is evident in their works, like Chaucer, Sidney, Ben Jonson, Drayton, Byron, William Morris, and among the living —— and —— and ——. I believe we would miss their poems more than those of some greater figures if they were lost. They represent their era more clearly than the greatest do. For instance, Chaucer’s language, ideas, and temperament make it impossible to read his work—no matter how secluded the study or garden, isolated from time and change—without sensing that he and all who rode, spoke, and were young with him are just remnants, or even less, while Catullus or Milton can be read without such a feeling. Chaucer seems to remind us of who we used to be. His era feels like a golden age. He wrote before Villon kicked off modern literature with the cry
before men appear to us to have learned how immense is the world and time. But we, looking back, with the help of this knowledge, see in the work of this man who filled a little nook of time and space with gaiety, something apart from us, an England, a happy island which his verses made. His gaiety bathes the land in the light of a golden age and the freshness of all the May days we can never recover. He “led a lusty life in May”: “in his[110] lust present was all his thought.” And the gaiety is no less in the sorrowful passages than in the joyful; when, for example, he compares the subjection of the fierce, proud Troilus to love, with the whipping of a spirited horse; when he uses the apparent commonplace about age creeping in “always as still as stone” upon fresh youth; when he exclaims to the false Jason—
before men seem to have figured out just how vast the world and time really are. But we, looking back with this knowledge, see in the work of this man who filled a small corner of time and space with joy, something separate from us—a happy England, an island created by his verses. His joy wraps the land in the light of a golden age and the freshness of all the May days we can never get back. He “led a vibrant life in May”: “in his[110] lust, the present was all he thought about.” And the joy is just as present in the sorrowful parts as in the happy ones; for instance, when he compares the fierce, proud Troilus being conquered by love to a spirited horse being whipped; when he uses the seemingly ordinary phrase about age creeping in “always as still as stone” upon fresh youth; when he cries out to the false Jason—
or cries at the fate of Ugolino’s children—
or cries at the fate of Ugolino’s kids—
Even in Griselda’s piteous cry—
Even in Griselda’s sad cry—
there is an intimation that in those words her sorrow is being spent and that, though it will be renewed, it will be broken up by joyfulness many times before her death. For, as Chaucer’s laughter is assuredly never completed by a sigh, so there is something hearty in his tears that hints of laughter before and after. His was a sharp surprising sorrow that came when he was forced to see the suffering of lovely humanity. He is all gaiety; but it has two moods. Sorrow never changes him more than shadow changes a merry brook. In both moods he seems to speak of a day when men had not only not so far outstripped the lark and nightingale as we have done, but had moments when their joy was equal to the lark’s above the grey dew of May dawns. And thus, if we only had to thank Chaucer for the gaiety which is left behind in his poems, as the straw of a long-past harvest clings to the thorns of a narrow lane, we could never be thankful enough.
there's a suggestion that in those words her sadness is being expressed and that, although it will come back, it will be interrupted by happiness many times before she dies. Because, just like Chaucer's laughter is never truly followed by a sigh, there’s something sincere in his tears that hints at laughter before and after. His was a sharp, unexpected sadness that arose when he had to confront the suffering of beautiful humanity. He is full of cheerfulness, but it has two sides. Sadness doesn’t change him any more than shadow changes a cheerful stream. In both moods, he seems to talk about a time when people hadn’t outpaced the lark and nightingale as much as we have, but had moments when their joy matched the lark’s above the grey dew of May mornings. So, if we were only to thank Chaucer for the joy that remains in his poems, like the remnants of an old harvest clinging to the thorns of a narrow path, we could never be grateful enough.
I feel that Chaucer was the equal of those of whom he wrote, as Homer was the equal of Achilles and Odysseus, just as Byron was the peer of the noblest of the Doges and of the ruined Emperor whom he addressed as—
I believe that Chaucer was on the same level as the people he wrote about, just like Homer was with Achilles and Odysseus, and just as Byron was on par with the greatest of the Doges and the fallen Emperor he referred to as—
Byron is one of the few poets whose life it was ever necessary to write. His acts were representative; from his Harrow meditations on a tomb to his death on the superb pedestal of Missolonghi, they are symbolic. His life explains nearly everything in his poetry. The life and the poetry together make an incomparable whole. Most lives of poets stand to their work as a block of unhewn marble stands to the statue finished and unveiled; if the marble is not as much forgotten as was Pygmalion’s when Galatea breathed and sighed. Byron’s poetry without his life is not finished; but with it, it is like a statue by Michael Angelo or Rodin that is actually seen to grow out of the material. He was a man before he was a poet. Other poets may once have been men; they are not so now. We read their lives after their poetry and we forget them. It is by their poetry that they survive—blithe or pathetic or glorious, but dim, ghosts who are become a part of the silence of libraries and lovers’ hearts. They are dead but for the mind that enjoys and the voice that utters their verse. I had not the smallest curiosity about Mr. Swinburne when he was alive and visible. When I think of him, I think of Rosamund speaking to Eleanor or Tristram to Isoud; he has given up his life to them. But with Byron it is different. If all record of him could be destroyed, more than half of him would be lost. For I think that it is upon the life and the portraits[112] and the echoes that are still reverberating in Europe, that we found our belief that he is a great man. Without them he would be an interesting rhetorician, perhaps little more. There are finer poems than his “Mazeppa,” but the poet is the equal of that wild lover and of the great King who slept while the tale was told.
Byron is one of the few poets whose life needed to be written about. His actions were significant; from his reflections on a tomb at Harrow to his death on the impressive pedestal of Missolonghi, they are symbolic. His life clarifies almost everything in his poetry. Together, his life and poetry create an unmatched whole. Most poets' lives relate to their work like a block of uncarved marble relates to a finished statue; the marble isn’t forgotten like Pygmalion’s was when Galatea came to life. Byron’s poetry isn't complete without his life; with it, it resembles a sculpture by Michelangelo or Rodin that seems to emerge from the material itself. He was a man before he became a poet. Other poets may have once been ordinary people; they aren't that way anymore. We read their biographies after their poetry and then forget them. They survive through their poetry—joyful, sad, or glorious, but faint, ghostly figures who have become part of the quiet of libraries and the hearts of lovers. They are dead except for the minds that appreciate them and the voices that recite their verses. I had no interest in Mr. Swinburne while he was alive and well. When I think of him, I picture Rosamund talking to Eleanor or Tristram to Isoud; he has dedicated his life to them. But with Byron, it's different. If all records of him were destroyed, more than half of him would be gone. I believe that it is through his life and the portraits[112] and the lingering echoes still felt in Europe, that we affirm our belief that he is a great man. Without those, he would just be an intriguing speaker, perhaps not much more. There are better poems than his "Mazeppa," but the poet matches the wild lover and the great King who slept while the story was told.
And Shelley, too, is an immortal sentiment. Men may forget to repeat his verses; they can never be as if Shelley had never been. He is present wherever love and rapture are. He is a part of all high-spirited and pure audacity of the intellect and imagination, of all clean-handed rebellion, of all infinite endeavour and hope. The remembered splendour of his face is more to us than Parliaments; one strophe of his odes is more nourishing than a rich man’s gold....
And Shelley, too, is an everlasting sentiment. People might forget to recite his verses; they can never act as if Shelley never existed. He is present wherever love and joy are found. He is part of all spirited and pure boldness of the mind and imagination, of all honorable rebellion, of all endless effort and hope. The remembered brilliance of his face means more to us than Parliaments; one stanza of his odes is more nourishing than a wealthy man's gold....
Under those oaks in May I could wish to see these men walking together, to see their gestures and brave ways. It is the poet there who all but creates them for me. But only one can I fairly see because I have seen him alive and speaking. Others have sent up their branches higher among the stars and plunged their roots deeper among the rocks and waters. But he and Chaucer and Jonson and Byron have obviously much plain humanity in their composition. They have a brawn and friendliness not necessarily connected with poetry. We use no ceremony—as we do with some other poets—with Morris when we read—
Under those oaks in May, I wish I could see these men walking together, observing their gestures and confident styles. It's the poet who almost brings them to life for me. But I can only clearly visualize one since I’ve seen him alive and speaking. Others have reached their branches higher into the stars and extended their roots deeper into the rocks and waters. But he, along with Chaucer, Jonson, and Byron, clearly possesses a lot of genuine humanity. They have a strength and warmth that isn’t necessarily tied to poetry. We don’t treat Morris with the same formality—as we do with some other poets—when we read—
Or the end of “Thunder in the Garden”—
Or the end of “Thunder in the Garden”—
There is a humanity of this world and moment in Morris’s feeling for Nature with which no other poet’s except Whitman’s can be compared. Except in the greatest—the unaccomplished things—in “Leaves of Grass” there is no earth-feeling in the literature of our language so majestic and yet so tender as in “The Message of the March Wind.” With him poetry was not, as it has tended more and more to be in recent times, a matter as exclusive as a caste. He was not half-angel or half-bird, but a man on close terms with life and toil, with the actual, troublous life of every day, with toil of the hands and brain together; in short, a many-sided citizen. He was one whom Skarphedin the son of Njal of Bergthorsknoll would not have disdained, and when he spoke he seemed indignant at the feebleness of words, one that should have used a sword and might have lamented with the still later poet—
There is a humanity in Morris’s appreciation for Nature that no other poet, except Whitman, can match. Other than the greatest unfinished works in “Leaves of Grass,” there is no connection to the earth in our literature that is as grand yet as gentle as in “The Message of the March Wind.” For him, poetry wasn’t, as it has increasingly become in recent times, an exclusive affair like a caste. He wasn’t half-angel or half-bird, but a person deeply engaged with life and hard work, with the real, challenging aspects of everyday life, combining physical and mental labor; in short, a well-rounded citizen. He was someone whom Skarphedin, the son of Njal of Bergthorsknoll, wouldn’t have looked down upon, and when he spoke, he seemed frustrated with the limitations of words, someone who should have wielded a sword and might have mourned along with the later poet—
Bitter it is to think of that talk and laughter of shadows on the long lawns under those oaks; for though their shadows are even yet better than other men’s bone or blood, never yet did dead man lift up a hand to strike a blow or lay a brick. In a churchyard behind I saw the tombstone of one Robert Page, born in the year 1792 here in Sussex, and dead in 1822—not in the Bay of Spezzia but in Sussex. He scared the crows, ploughed the clay, fought at Waterloo and lost an arm there, was well pleased with George the Fourth, and hoed the corn until he was dead. That is plain sense, and I wish I could write the life of this exact contemporary of Shelley. That is quite probably his great granddaughter, black-haired, of ruddy complexion, full lips, large white teeth, black speechless eyes, dressed in a white print dress and stooping in the fresh wind to take clean white linen out of a basket, and then rising straight as a hazel wand, on tiptoe, her head held back and slightly on one side while she pegs the clothes to the line and praises the weather to a passer-by. She is seventeen, and of such is the kingdom of earth.
It’s painful to think about the conversations and laughter among shadows on the long lawns beneath those oak trees; for even though their shadows are still better than other people’s flesh and blood, a dead person has never lifted a hand to strike or laid a brick. In a churchyard nearby, I saw the tombstone of one Robert Page, born in 1792 here in Sussex and died in 1822—not in the Bay of Spezzia but in Sussex. He frightened the crows, plowed the soil, fought at Waterloo and lost an arm there, was quite pleased with George the Fourth, and hoed corn until his death. That makes sense, and I wish I could write the biography of this exact contemporary of Shelley. That’s probably his great granddaughter: black-haired, with a ruddy complexion, full lips, large white teeth, and dark, quiet eyes, dressed in a white print dress, bending in the fresh wind to take clean white linen out of a basket, and then standing straight like a hazel wand on tiptoe, her head tilted slightly back while she pins the clothes to the line and chats about the weather with a passerby. She’s seventeen, and such is the kingdom of earth.
Now at the coming on of night the wind has carried away all the noises of the world. The lucid air under the[115] hazels of the lane is dark as if with dream, and the roadway leads glimmering straight on to a crystal planet low in the purple of the west. I cannot hear my footsteps, so full charged is the silence. I am no more in this tranquillity than one of the trees. The way seems paved that some fair spirit may pass down in perfect beauty and bliss and ease. The leaves will hail it and the blue sky lean down to bless, and the planet lend its beams for a path. Suddenly, the name of Mary is called by some one invisible. Mary! For a little while the cry is repeated more loudly but always sweetly; then the caller is entranced by the name, by the sound of her own voice and the silence into which it falls as into a well, and it grows less and less and ceases and is dead except in the brain of the bearer. I thought of all the music to ear and mind of that sound of “m.” I suppose the depth of its appeal is due to its place at the beginning of the word “mother,” or rather to the need of the soul which gave it that place; and it is a sound as dear to the animals as to us, since the ewe hears it first from her lamb and the cow from her calf as the woman from her child. It is the main sound in “music,” “melody,” “harmony,” “measure,” “metre,” “rhythm,” “minstrel,” “madrigal.” It endears even sadness by its presence in “melancholy,” “moan” and “mourn.” It makes melody on the lips of friends and lovers, in the names of “mistress,” “comrade,” “mate,” “companion.” It murmurs autumnally in all mellow sounds, in the music of wind and insect and instrument. To “me” and “mine” it owes a meaning as deep as to “mother.” And this mild air could bear no more melodious burden than the name that floated upon it and sank into it, down, down, to reveal its infinite depth—Mary!
Now as night falls, the wind has taken away all the sounds of the world. The clear air under the[115]hazels of the lane is dark like a dream, and the road glimmers straight ahead to a crystal planet low in the purple western sky. I can't hear my footsteps; the silence is so intense. I am just as much a part of this tranquility as one of the trees. The path seems paved for some beautiful spirit to pass by in perfect grace and happiness. The leaves will greet it, and the blue sky will lean down to bless it, while the planet shines its light to guide the way. Suddenly, someone unseen calls out the name Mary. Mary! For a moment, the call is repeated louder but still sweetly; then the caller becomes entranced by the name, by the sound of her own voice and the quiet that swallows it like a well, until it grows fainter and eventually stops, living only in the mind of the one who spoke. I thought of all the music wrapped in that sound of “m.” I guess its deep resonance comes from being at the start of the word “mother,” or more precisely, from the soul's need that gave it that significance; it's a sound just as cherished by animals as it is by us, since the ewe first hears it from her lamb and the cow from her calf, just as a woman hears it from her child. It’s in “music,” “melody,” “harmony,” “measure,” “metre,” “rhythm,” “minstrel,” “madrigal.” It adds warmth even to sadness as it appears in “melancholy,” “moan,” and “mourn.” It creates a melody on the lips of friends and lovers, in the words “mistress,” “comrade,” “mate,” “companion.” It whispers autumnally in all soft sounds, in the music of the wind, insects, and instruments. To “me” and “mine,” it holds a meaning as profound as “mother.” And this gentle air couldn't carry a more melodic treasure than the name that floated on it and sank into it, down, down, to reveal its endless depth—Mary!
There are parks on both sides of the road, bounded by hedges or high brick walls, and the public road has all the decorum of a drive. For a mile the very ivy which is destined to adorn the goodly wall and spread into forms as grand as those at Godstow Nunnery is protected by wire netting. Doves croon in the oaks: underneath, hazel and birch flicker their new leaves over the pools of bluebells. The swallows fly low over every tuft of the roadside grass and glance into every bay of the wood, and then out above the white road, from which they rebound suddenly and turn, displaying the white rays of their tails. Now and then a gateway reveals the park. The ground undulates, but is ever smooth. It is of the mellow green of late afternoon. Bronzed oak woods bound the undulations, and here and there a solitary tree stands out on the grass and shows its poise and complexity with the added grace of new leaf. The cattle graze as on a painted lawn. A woman in a white dress goes indolent and stately towards the rhododendrons and rook-haunted elms. The scene appears to have its own sun, mellow and serene, that knows not moorland or craggy coast or city. Only a thousand years of settled continuous government, of far-reaching laws, of armies and police, of roadmaking, of bloody tyranny and tyranny that poisons quietly without blows, could have wrought earth and sky into such a harmony. It is a thing as remote from me here on the dusty road as is the green evening sky and all its tranquillity of rose and white, and even more so because the man in the manor house behind the oaks is a puzzle to me, while the sky is always a mystery with which I am content. At such an hour the house and lawns and trees are more wonderfully fortified by the centuries of time[117] than by the walls and gamekeepers. They weave an atmosphere about it. We bow the head and reverence the labour of time in smoothing the grass, mellowing the stone and the manners of the inhabitants, and yet an inevitable conflict ensues in the mind between this respect and the feeling that it is only a respect for surfaces, that a thousand years is a heavy price to pay for the maturing of park and house and gentleman, especially as he is most likely to be a well-meaning parasite on those who are concerned twenty-four hours a day about the difficulty of living and about what to do when they are alive.
There are parks on both sides of the road, surrounded by hedges or tall brick walls, and the public road feels like a private driveway. For a mile, the ivy, which is meant to enhance the beautiful wall and grow into shapes as impressive as those at Godstow Nunnery, is protected by wire fencing. Doves coo in the oaks while hazel and birch trees flicker their new leaves over the patches of bluebells below. Swallows fly low over every tuft of grass along the roadside, peeking into every nook of the woods, and then soar above the white road, abruptly changing direction and flashing the white tips of their tails. Occasionally, a gate reveals the park. The ground rolls gently, yet remains smooth, and it's the soft green of late afternoon. Bronzed oak woods line the hills, and every so often, a single tree stands out in the grass, showcasing its elegance and complexity with the added beauty of fresh leaves. Cattle graze as if on a painted lawn. A woman in a white dress walks gracefully towards the rhododendrons and the elms where rooks gather. The scene seems to have its own gentle, warm sun, one that doesn't know anything about moorlands, rugged coastlines, or cities. Only a thousand years of consistent governance, extensive laws, armies, police, road construction, and both brutal and insidious tyranny could have shaped the earth and sky into such harmony. It feels as distant from me on this dusty road as the green evening sky with its calm hues of rose and white, even more so because the man in the manor house behind the oaks is a mystery to me, while the sky is a mystery I happily accept. At this hour, the house, lawns, and trees appear more securely fortified by the centuries of time than by walls or gamekeepers. They create an atmosphere around it. We nod in respect to the work of time in smoothing the grass, softening the stone, and refining the manners of the residents. Yet, a natural conflict arises in my mind between this respect and the awareness that it's merely a respect for appearances. After all, a thousand years is a steep price to pay for the development of a park, house, and gentleman, particularly since he is most likely just a well-meaning parasite on those who worry day and night about the challenges of living and what to do with their lives.
No, it is the alien remote appearance of the house and land serene in the May evening light which creates this reverence in the mind. It is not feudalism, or the old nobility and gentility, that we are bowing down to, but only to Nature without us and the dream within us. It is certainly not pure envy. Nor yet is it for the same reason as made Borrow reflect when he saw the good house at the end of an avenue of noble oaks near Llandovery—
No, it's the strange look of the house and the peaceful land bathed in the May evening light that inspires this sense of awe in us. We're not paying homage to feudalism or the old nobility and gentility, but simply to the nature around us and the dreams we hold inside. It's definitely not just envy. And it's not the same feelings that made Borrow reflect when he saw the beautiful house at the end of an avenue lined with impressive oaks near Llandovery—
“... A plain but comfortable gentleman’s seat with wings. It looked south down the dale. ‘With what satisfaction I could live in that house,’ said I to myself, ‘if backed by a couple of thousand a year. With what gravity could I sign a warrant in its library, and with what dreamy comfort translate an ode of Lewis Glyn Cothi, my tankard of rich ale beside me. I wonder whether the proprietor is fond of the old bard and keeps good ale. Were I an Irishman instead of a Norfolk man I would go in and ask him.’”
“... A simple but cozy armchair with wings. It faced south down the valley. ‘How happily I could live in that house,’ I thought to myself, ‘if I had a couple of thousand a year to back me up. How seriously I could sign a document in its library, and how peacefully I could translate a poem by Lewis Glyn Cothi, with my tankard of rich ale by my side. I wonder if the owner appreciates the old poet and has good ale. If I were Irish instead of a Norfolk man, I would go in and ask him.’”
Not if he were a Welshman, either. For I at least know that in no other man’s house should I be better off[118] than I am, and I lack the confidence to think I could make any use of his income. I would as soon envy a tramp because he has no possessions, or a navvy because he walks like a hero as he pushes a heavy trolley before him, his loose jacket fitting him as a mane fits a lion. To envy a man is to misunderstand him or yourself.
Not even if he were Welsh. Because I know that I wouldn’t be better off in anyone else's house than I am right now, and I don’t have the confidence to think I could make any good use of his income. I might as well envy a homeless person for having nothing, or a laborer for looking like a hero while pushing a heavy cart in his loose jacket that fits him like a lion’s mane. To envy someone is to misunderstand both them and yourself.[118]
Nor yet is it pure admiration. That is what I feel for something external that can be described as right, as having absolute individuality and inevitableness of form. For example, I admire certain groups that are the result of what we call chance—an arrangement of fishing boats going out to sea, first one, then at a long interval two close together, a fourth a little behind, and then by ones and pairs and clusters at different intervals; or the four or five oaks left in a meadow that was once a copse; or the fruit fallen on autumn rime; or sunset clouds that pause darkly along the north-west in a way that will never be seen again; or of tragic figures at such a moment as when Polyxena, among the Grecian youths, gave her throat to the dagger of Neoptolemus, and fell beautiful in death.
It's not just pure admiration. That's what I feel for something external that can be described as right, as having a unique individuality and inevitable form. For example, I admire certain groups that result from what we call chance—like a lineup of fishing boats heading out to sea, first one, then after a while two close together, a fourth a bit behind, and then by ones and pairs and clusters at different intervals; or the four or five oaks left in a meadow that used to be a thicket; or the fruit that fell on autumn frost; or sunset clouds that hang darkly in the northwest in a way we'll never see again; or tragic figures at moments like when Polyxena, among the Greek youths, offered her throat to Neoptolemus's dagger and fell beautifully in death.
No. Those houses are castles in Spain. They are fantastic architecture. We have made them out of our spirit stuff and have set our souls to roam their corridors and look out of their casements upon the sea or the mountains or the clouds. It is because they are accessible only to the everywhere wandering irresistible and immortal part of us that they are beautiful. There is no need for them to be large or costly or antique. The poorest house can do us a like service. In a town, for example, and in a suburb, I have had the same yearning when, on a fine still morning of May or June, in streets away from the traffic, I have seen through the open windows a cool[119] white-curtained shadowy room, and in it a table with white cloths and gleaming metal and glass laid thereon, and nobody has yet come down to open the letters. It all seems to be the work of spirit hands. It is beautiful and calm and celestial, and is a profound pleasure—tinged by melancholy—to see. It gives a sense of fitness—for what? For something undivined, imperfectly known, guessed at, or hoped for, in ourselves; for a wider and less tainted beauty, for a greater grace. Or it may not be a house at all, but a hill-top five miles off, up which winds a white road in two long loops between a wood and the turf. The grass is smooth and warm and bright at the summit in the blue noon; or in the horizontal sunbeams each stem is lit so that the hill is transmuted into a glowing and insubstantial thing; and then, at noon or evening, something in me flies at the sight and desires to tread that holy ground. It is an odd world where everything is fleeting yet the soul desires permanence even for fancies so unprofitable as this.
No. Those houses are castles in Spain. They are incredible architecture. We’ve created them from our spirit and set our souls to wander through their hallways and gaze out of their windows at the sea or the mountains or the clouds. Their beauty comes from the fact that they can only be reached by the irresistible and immortal part of us that is everywhere at once. They don’t need to be large, expensive, or old. Even the simplest home can fulfill us in the same way. In a city, for instance, and in a neighborhood, I’ve felt that same longing when, on a calm and clear morning in May or June, I’ve seen through open windows a cool white-curtained shadowy room, with a table covered in white cloths and shiny metal and glass set out, waiting for someone to come down and open the letters. It all feels like the work of spirit hands. It’s beautiful and serene and otherworldly, and there’s a deep pleasure—tinged with sadness—in seeing it. It gives a sense of purpose—for what? For something unformed, only partially understood, imagined, or hoped for within us; for a broader and less tainted beauty, for a greater grace. Or it might not even be a house, but a hilltop five miles away, with a winding white road looping between a forest and the grassy area. The grass is smooth and warm and bright at the top in the blue afternoon; or in the slanting sunlight, every blade is illuminated, transforming the hill into a glowing and ethereal place; and then, at noon or in the evening, something inside me stirs at the sight and longs to walk that sacred ground. It’s a strange world where everything is temporary, yet the soul yearns for permanence, even for daydreams as unproductive as this.
And so these thoughts at the sight of the great houses mingle with the thoughts that grow at twilight and fade gradually away in the windless night when the sky is soft-ridged all over with white clouds and in the dark vales between them are the stars. Then, for it is Saturday, follows another pleasure of the umbrageous white country roads at night—the high contented voices of children talking to father and mother as they go home from the market town. The parents move dark-clothed, silent, laden; the children flit about them with white hats or pinafores. Their voices travel far and long after they are invisible in the mist that washes over the fields in long white firths, but die away as the misty night blots out[120] the hills, the clouds, the stars, the trees, and everything but the branches overhead and the white parsley flowers floating along the hedge. There is no breath of wind. The owls are quiet. The air is full of the scent of holly flower and may and nettles and of the sound of a little stream among the leaves.
And so these thoughts at the sight of the big houses blend with the thoughts that emerge at twilight and gradually fade away in the still night when the sky is soft and lined with white clouds, while the dark valleys between them hold the stars. Then, because it's Saturday, comes another joy of the shady white country roads at night—the cheerful voices of children chatting with their parents as they head home from the market town. The parents walk quietly in dark clothes, carrying their burdens; the children dart around them in white hats or pinafores. Their voices carry far and linger long after they become invisible in the mist that washes over the fields in long white strips, but they fade away as the foggy night obscures[120] the hills, the clouds, the stars, the trees, and everything except the branches overhead and the white parsley flowers floating along the hedge. There’s no breeze. The owls are silent. The air is filled with the scent of holly flowers, may, and nettles, along with the sound of a little stream among the leaves.
HAMPSHIRE.
Now day by day, indoors and out of doors, the conquest of spring proceeds to the music of the conquerors. One evening the first chafer comes to the lamp, and his booming makes the ears tremble with dim apprehension. He climbs, six-legged and slow, up the curtain, supporting himself now and then by unfurling his wings, or if not he falls with a drunken moan, then begins to climb again, and at last blunders about the room like a ball that must strike something, the white ceiling, the white paper, the lamp, and when he falls he rests. In his painful climbing he looks human, as perhaps a man looks angelic to an angel; but there is nothing lovelier and more surprising than the unfurling of his pinions like a magic wind-blown cloak out of that hard mail.
Now, day by day, both inside and outside, the arrival of spring continues to the sound of triumph. One evening, the first beetle comes to the lamp, and its buzzing makes the ears tingle with a vague sense of unease. It climbs, six-legged and slow, up the curtain, sometimes supporting itself by spreading its wings, or if not, it falls with a tipsy sound, then starts climbing again, and finally wanders around the room like a ball destined to hit something—the white ceiling, the white paper, the lamp—and when it falls, it rests. In its awkward climbing, it seems almost human, just as a man might appear angelic to an angel; yet there’s nothing more beautiful and surprising than the way it opens its wings like a magical cloak blown by the wind from that tough shell.
Another day the far-off woods in a hot, moist air first attain their rich velvet mossiness, and even near at hand the gorse-bushes all smouldering with bloom are like clouds settled on the earth, having no solidity, but just colour and warmth and pleasantness.
Another day, the distant woods in the hot, humid air finally reach their lush, velvety mossiness, and even up close, the gorse bushes, all glowing with flowers, look like clouds resting on the ground, having no substance, just color, warmth, and a sense of pleasantness.
The broad-backed chestnuts bloom. On the old cart-lodge tiles the vast carapace of the house-leek is green and rosy, and out of the midst of it grow dandelions and grass, and the mass of black mould which it has accumulated in a century bends down the roof.
The wide-backed chestnuts are in bloom. On the weathered cart-lodge tiles, the large house-leek is green and pink, with dandelions and grass growing out of it, and the thick layer of black mold that's built up over a century is causing the roof to sag.
The hawthorn-bloom is past before we are sure that it[122] has reached its fulness. Day after day its warm and fragrant snow clouded the earth with light, and yet we waited, thinking surely to-morrow it will be fairer still, and it was, and the next day we thought the same and we were careless as in first love, and then one day it lay upon the grass, an empty shell, the vest of departed loveliness, and another year was over. The broad grass is full of buttercups’ gold or it is sullen silvery under a burning afternoon sun, without wind, the horizon smoky, the blue sky and its white, still clouds almost veiled by heat; the red cattle are under the elms; the unrippled water slides under sullen silvery willows.
The hawthorn bloom is gone before we're sure it’s really at its peak. Day after day, its warm and fragrant flower petals blanketed the earth with light, and yet we kept waiting, thinking surely tomorrow it will be even more beautiful, and it was, and the next day we thought the same, and we were carefree like in first love. Then one day it lay on the grass, an empty shell, the remnants of lost beauty, and another year slipped away. The wide grass is filled with buttercup gold, or it sits silently under a blazing afternoon sun, with no wind; the horizon is smoky, the blue sky and its white, still clouds nearly obscured by heat; the red cattle are resting under the elms; the still water glides beneath the quiet silver willows.
The night-haze peels off the hills and lets the sun in upon small tracts of wood—upon a group of walnuts in the bronze of their fine, small leaf—upon downland grass, and exposes blue sky and white cloud, but then returns and hides the land, except that the dewy ground-ash and the ivy and holly gleam; and two cuckoos go over crying and crying continually in the hollow vale.
The night mist lifts off the hills and allows the sun to shine on patches of woods—on a cluster of walnuts with their beautiful small leaves—on the grassy hills, revealing blue sky and white clouds. But then it returns and covers the land again, except for the dew-covered ash trees and the ivy and holly that glisten; and two cuckoos fly by, calling out repeatedly in the hollow valley.
Already the ash-keys hang in cool, thick bunches under the darker leaves. The chestnut-bloom is falling. The oak-apples are large and rosy. The wind is high, and the thunder is away somewhere behind the pink mountains in the southern sky or in the dark drifts overhead. And yet the blue of the massy hangers almost envelops the beechen green; the coombes and the beeches above and around their grassy slopes of juniper are soft and dim, and far withdrawn, and the nightjar’s voice is heard as if the wind there were quiet. The rain will not come; the plunging wind in the trees has a sound of waterfalls all night, yet cannot trouble the sleep of the orange-tip butterfly on the leopard’s-bane’s dead flower.
The ash keys are already hanging in cool, thick clusters under the darker leaves. The chestnut flowers are falling. The oak apples are big and rosy. The wind is strong, and the thunder is somewhere far behind the pink mountains in the southern sky or in the dark clouds above. Yet, the blue of the massive hangers almost wraps around the beechen green; the valleys and the beeches above and around their grassy slopes of juniper are soft and dim, far away, and the nightjar's call can be heard as if the wind were calm there. The rain won't come; the howling wind in the trees sounds like waterfalls all night, yet it can't disturb the orange-tip butterfly resting on the dead flower of the leopard's bane.
Now the pine blooms in the sandy lands, above the dark-fronded brake and glaucous-fruited whortleberry, the foxgloves break into bell after bell under the oaks and birches. The yellow broom is flowering and scented, and the white lady’s bedstraw sweetens the earth’s breath. The careless variety of abundance and freshness makes every lane a bride. Suddenly, in the midst of the sand, deep meadows gleam, and the kingfisher paints the air with azure and emerald and rose above the massy water tumbling between aspens at the edge of a neat, shaven lawn, and, behind that, a white mill and miller’s house with dark, alluring windows where no one stirs.
Now the pine trees are blooming in the sandy areas, above the dark green ferns and blue-whortleberry plants. The foxgloves are bursting into bell after bell under the oaks and birches. The yellow broom is flowering and fragrant, and the white lady’s bedstraw sweetens the air. The carefree variety of abundance and freshness makes every path feel like a celebration. Suddenly, amidst the sand, lush meadows shine, and the kingfisher colors the air with shades of blue, green, and pink above the rushing water tumbling between aspens at the edge of a neat, trimmed lawn, and behind that, a white mill and miller's house with dark, inviting windows where no one is around.
June puts bronze and crimson on many of her leaves. The maple-leaves and many of the leaves of thorn and bramble and dogwood are rosy; the hazel-leaves are rosy-brown; the herb-robert and parsley are rose-red; the leaves of ash and holly are dark lacquered. The copper beeches, opulently sombre under a faintly yellowed sky, seem to be the sacred trees of the thunder that broods above. Presently the colour of the threat is changed to blue, which soiled white clouds pervade until the whole sky is woolly white and grey and moving north. There is no wind, but there is a roar as of a hurricane in the trees far off; soon it is louder, in the trees not so remote; and in a minute the rain has traversed half-a-mile of woods, and the distant combined roar is swallowed up by the nearer pattering on roof and pane and leaf, the dance of leaves, the sway of branches, the trembling of whole trees under the flood. The rain falls straight upon the hard road, and each drop seems to leap upward from it barbed. Great drops dive among the motionless, dusty nettles. The thunder unloads its ponderous burden upon[124] the resonant floor of the sky; but the sounds of the myriad leaves and grass-blades drinking all but drowns the boom, the splitting roar, and the echo in the hills. When it is over it has put a final sweetness into the blackbird’s voice and into the calm of the evening garden when the voice of a singer does but lay another tribute at the feet of the enormous silence. Frail is that voice as the ghost-moth dancing above the grass so faithfully that it seems a flower attached to a swaying stem, or as the one nettle-leaf that flutters in a draught of the hedge like a signalling hand while all the rest of the leaves are as if they could not move again, or as the full moon that is foundering on a white surf in the infinite violet sky. More large and more calm and emptier of familiar things grows the land as I pass through it, under the hoverings of the low-flying but swiftly-turning nightjar, until at midnight only a low white mist moves over the gentle desolation and warm silence. The mist wavers, and discloses a sky all strewn with white stars like the flowers of an immense jessamine. It closes up again, and day is born unawares in its pale arms, and earth is for the moment nothing but the tide of downs flowing west and the branch of red roses that hangs heavily laden and drowsed with its weight and beauty over my path, dipping its last spray in the dew of the grass.
June adds bronze and crimson to many of her leaves. The maple leaves and several of the thorn, bramble, and dogwood leaves are rosy; the hazel leaves are rosy-brown; the herb-robert and parsley are rose-red; the leaves of ash and holly are dark and glossy. The copper beeches, rich and dark beneath a slightly yellow sky, seem like the sacred trees of the thunder looming overhead. Soon the threatening color shifts to blue, which is sullied by white clouds until the entire sky becomes a fluffy mix of white and grey shifting north. There's no wind, but there's a roar like a hurricane coming from the far trees; soon it grows louder among the closer trees; within a minute, the rain crosses half a mile of woods, and the distant combined roar is overwhelmed by the nearer patter on roofs, panes, and leaves — the dance of leaves, the sway of branches, the trembling of whole trees under the downpour. The rain falls straight onto the hard road, and each drop seems to leap back up from it, sharp. Big drops dive among the still, dusty nettles. The thunder releases its heavy load onto the echoing sky; yet the sounds of countless leaves and blades of grass drinking seem to drown out the booming, the cracking roar, and the echo in the hills. When it’s over, it has added a final sweetness to the blackbird’s song and to the calm of the evening garden, where the voice of a singer offers another tribute to the vast silence. That voice is delicate, like the ghost-moth dancing above the grass so gracefully that it looks like a flower on a swaying stem, or like the single nettle leaf fluttering in a draft against the hedge, waving as if signaling while the rest of the leaves seem like they can't move again, or like the full moon sinking into white surf in the infinite violet sky. The land grows larger, calmer, and emptier of familiar things as I move through it, beneath the low-flying but swiftly-turning nightjar, until by midnight only a thin white mist drifts over the gentle emptiness and warm silence. The mist sways, revealing a sky scattered with white stars like the flowers of a vast jessamine. It closes up again, and day is born unexpectedly in its pale embrace, and the earth for a moment is just the tide of downs flowing west and the branch of red roses, heavy and drowsy with its weight and beauty, hanging over my path, dipping its last spray into the dew of the grass.
The day is a Sunday, and no one is on foot or on wheel in the broad arable country that ripples in squares of green, or brown, or yellow, or grey, to the green Downs and their dark, high-perched woods. As if for some invisible beholder, the green elders and their yellow-green flower-buds make their harmony with the yellow-lichened barns against which they lean; the grass and the noble[125] trees, the groups of wayside aspen, the line of horse-chestnuts, the wych-elms on both sides of the road, the one delicate sycamore before the inn and the company of sycamores above the cross—the spacious thatch and tiles of the farmyard quadrangle—the day newly painted in white and blue—the green so green in the hedges, and the white and purple so pure in the flowers—all seem to be meant for eyes that know nothing of Time and of what “brought death into the world and all our woe.” And in this solitude the young birds are very happy. They have taken possession of the thick hedges, of the roadside grass, of the roads themselves. They flutter and run and stumble there; they splash in the pools and in the dust, which not a wheel nor a foot has marked. These at least are admitted into the kingdom along with that strange wildfowl that lives “to maintain the trade and mystery of typographers.”
It's Sunday, and no one is walking or driving in the vast fields that ripple with patches of green, brown, yellow, or gray, leading to the green hills and their dark, towering woods. As if for some unseen observer, the green plants and their yellow-green flower buds create a harmony with the yellow-lichened barns they lean against; the grass and the majestic trees, groups of roadside aspens, rows of horse chestnuts, and wych elms lining both sides of the road, the one delicate sycamore in front of the inn, and the cluster of sycamores above the crossroads—the expansive thatched roofs and tiles of the farmyard quadrangle—the day freshly painted in white and blue—the green so vibrant in the hedges, and the white and purple so pure in the flowers—all seem to be made for eyes that are oblivious to Time and to what “brought death into the world and all our woe.” In this solitude, the young birds are very happy. They have claimed the thick hedges, the roadside grass, and the roads themselves. They flutter, run, and stumble there; they splash in the puddles and in the dust, untouched by wheels or feet. These birds at least are welcomed into the kingdom along with that peculiar wildfowl that lives “to maintain the trade and mystery of typographers.”
Such a day, in the unblemished summer land, invariably calls up thoughts of the Golden Age. As mankind has looked back to a golden age, so the individual, repeating the history of the race, looks back and finds one in his own past. Historians and archæologists have indeed made it difficult for men of our time to look far back for a golden age. We are shown a skull with supraciliary prominences and are told that its owner, though able to survive the mammoth by means of tools of flint, lived like the Tasmanian of modern times; and his was no Golden Age. Then we look back to heroic ages which poetry and other arts have magnified—to the Greece of Homer or Pheidias, to the Ireland of Cuchulain, to the Wales of Arthur, to the England which built the great cathedrals or produced Chaucer, Sir Philip Sidney, Izaak Walton.
Such a day, in the pristine summer landscape, always brings to mind thoughts of a Golden Age. Just as humanity has looked back to a golden age, individuals, mirroring the history of their species, reflect on their own past and find one there. Historians and archaeologists have indeed made it hard for people today to look back far enough for a golden age. We're shown a skull with prominent brow ridges and told that its owner, despite surviving the mammoth with flint tools, lived like the Tasmanian people of our time; and his was definitely not a Golden Age. Then we think back to legendary eras that poetry and other arts have celebrated— to the Greece of Homer or Pheidias, the Ireland of Cuchulain, the Wales of Arthur, the England that built great cathedrals or produced Chaucer, Sir Philip Sidney, and Izaak Walton.
In the same way, few men can now look back to their childhood like Traherne and say that
In the same way, few men can now look back at their childhood like Traherne and say that
“All appeared new and strange at first, inexpressibly rare and delightful and beautiful. I was a little stranger which at my entrance into the world was saluted and surrounded with innumerable joys. My knowledge was Divine. I knew by intuition those things which since my Apostasy I collected again by the highest reason. My very ignorance was advantageous. I seemed as one brought into the Estate of Innocence. All things were spotless and pure and glorious; yea, and infinitely mine, and joyful and precious. I knew not that there were any sins or complaints or laws. I dreamed not of poverties, contentions or vices. All tears and quarrels were hidden from mine eyes. Everything was at rest, free and immortal. I knew nothing of sickness or death or rents or exaction, either for tribute or bread.... All Time was Eternity, and a perpetual Sabbath. Is it not strange, that an infant should be heir of the whole world and see those mysteries which the books of the learned never unfold?”[3]
“All seemed new and strange at first, incredibly rare, delightful, and beautiful. I was a bit of a stranger, welcomed into the world with countless joys. My understanding was profound. I knew instinctively the things that I later learned through deep reasoning after my fall from grace. Even my ignorance was a benefit. I felt as if I had been brought into a state of innocence. Everything was spotless, pure, and glorious; yes, infinitely mine, joyful, and precious. I didn’t even know there were sins, complaints, or laws. I didn't think about poverty, conflicts, or vices. All tears and arguments were hidden from my view. Everything was peaceful, free, and eternal. I knew nothing of sickness, death, debts, or taxes, whether for tribute or food... All time felt like eternity, a continuous day of rest. Isn’t it strange that an infant could be the heir to the whole world and perceive mysteries that the books of scholars never reveal?”[3]
We blink, deliberately or not, unpleasant facts in our own lives, as in the social life of Greece or the Middle Ages. Some have no need to do so; robustly or sensitively made, their childish surroundings have been such as to meet their utmost needs or to draw out their finest powers or to leave them free. Ambition, introspection, remorse had not begun. The vastness and splendour and gloom of a world not understood, but seen in its effects and hardly at all in its processes, made a theatre for their happiness which—especially when seen through a mist of years—glorify it exceedingly, and it becomes like a ridge of the far-off downs transfigured in golden light, so that[127] we in the valley sigh at the thought that where we have often trod is heaven now. Such beauties of the earth, seen at a distance and inaccessibly serene, always recall the equally inaccessible happiness of childhood. Why have we such a melting mood for what we cannot reach? Why, as we are whirled past them in a train, does the sight of a man and child walking quietly beside a reedy pond, the child stooping for a flower and its gossip unheard—why should we tremble to reflect that we have never tasted just that cloistered balm?
We blink at unpleasant truths in our own lives, just like in the social life of Greece or the Middle Ages. Some people don't need to; their environments, whether supportive or sensitive, have either fully satisfied their needs, revealed their best qualities, or allowed them freedom. They haven’t experienced ambition, self-reflection, or regret yet. The vastness, beauty, and darkness of a world they don’t fully understand—only seeing its effects but hardly its workings—create a backdrop for their happiness that, especially when viewed through the lens of time, glorifies it tremendously. It becomes like a distant hill transformed by golden light, making us in the valley sigh at the thought that where we’ve often walked is now like heaven. These distant and unreachable beauties of the earth remind us of the equally untouchable happiness of childhood. Why do we feel such longing for what we can’t attain? Why, as we speed past them on a train, does the sight of a man and child walking peacefully by a pond, the child bending down for a flower and their playful chatter unheard—why do we feel a pang realizing we’ve never experienced that exact peaceful joy?
Perhaps the happiest childhoods are those which pass completely away and leave whole tracts of years without a memory; those which are remembered are fullest of keen joy as of keen pain, and it is such that we desire for ourselves if we are capable of conceiving such fantastic desires. I confess to remembering little joy, but to much drowsy pleasure in the mere act of memory. I watch the past as I have seen workless, homeless men leaning over a bridge to watch the labours of a titanic crane and strange workers below in the ship running to and fro and feeding the crane. I recall green fields, one or two whom I loved in them, and though no trace of such happiness as I had remains, the incorruptible tranquillity of it all breeds fancies of great happiness. I recall many scenes: a church and churchyard and black pigs running down from them towards me in a rocky lane—ladslove and tall, crimson, bitter dahlias in a garden—the sweetness of large, moist yellow apples eaten out of doors—children: I do not recall happiness in them, yet the moment that I return to them in fancy I am happy. Something like this is true also of much later self-conscious years. I cannot—I am not tempted to—allow what then spoiled the[128] mingling of the elements of joy to reappear when I look back. The reason, perhaps, is that only an inmost true self that desires and is in harmony with joy can perform these long journeys, and when it has set out upon them it sheds those gross incrustations which were our curse before.
Perhaps the happiest childhoods are the ones that fade away completely, leaving entire stretches of years without any memories; the ones we do remember are filled with intense joy as much as with intense pain, and it’s those that we wish for ourselves if we can even imagine such wild desires. I admit to remembering little joy, but a lot of sleepy pleasure in just recalling the past. I watch the past like I’ve seen unemployed, homeless men leaning over a bridge watching the labor of a giant crane and strange workers below in the ship running back and forth, feeding the crane. I picture green fields, a few people I loved in them, and even though there’s no trace left of the happiness I once had, the pure peace of it all creates fantasies of great joy. I remember many scenes: a church and churchyard, with black pigs running down from them towards me in a rocky lane—ladslove and tall, crimson, bitter dahlias in a garden—the sweetness of large, juicy yellow apples eaten outdoors—children: I don’t remember happiness with them, yet whenever I imagine them, I feel happy. Something similar is true for my much later self-aware years. I can’t—I’m not inclined to—let what spoiled the mix of joyful elements come back when I reflect on the past. The reason might be that only a deep, true self that desires and aligns with joy can make these long journeys, and when it embarks on them, it sheds those heavy burdens that were our curse before.
Many are the scenes thus to be recalled without spot or stain. It is a May morning, warm and slightly breezy after midnight rain. In the beech-woods the trees are unloading the dew, which drops from leaf to leaf and down on to the lemon-tinged leaves of dark dog’s-mercury. At the edge of the wood the privet branches are bent down by the weight of raindrops of the size of peas. The dewy white stitchwort stars and the feathered grasses are curved over on the banks. The sainfoin is hoary and sparkling as I move. Already the sun is hot and the sky blue, with faint white clouds in whirls. And in the orchard-trees and drenched luxuriant hedges the garden-warbler sings a subdued note of rushing, bubbling liquidity as of some tiny brook that runs in quick pulsations among the fleshy-leaved water-plants. The bird’s head is uplifted; its throat is throbbing; it moves restlessly from branch to branch, but always renews its song on the new perch; being leaf-like, it is not easily seen. And sometimes through this continuous jargon the small, wild song of the blackcap is heard, which is the utmost expression of moist warm dawns in May thickets of hawthorn-bloom and earliest roses. On such a dawn the very spirit bathes in the dew and nuzzles into the fragrance with delight; but it is no sooner left behind with May than it has developed within me into an hour and a scene of utmost grace and bliss, save that I am in it myself.
Many scenes come to mind that are perfectly clear and unblemished. It's a May morning, warm and slightly breezy after a midnight rain. In the beech woods, the trees are shaking off the dew, which falls from leaf to leaf and onto the lemon-tinted leaves of dark dog’s-mercury. At the edge of the wood, the privet branches are weighed down by raindrops the size of peas. The dewy white stitchwort stars and the feathered grasses arch over the banks. The sainfoin looks gray and sparkling as I walk. The sun is already hot, and the sky is blue, with wispy white clouds scattered about. In the orchard trees and lush, wet hedges, the garden warbler sings a soft note that flows like a small brook running quickly among fleshy-leaved water plants. The bird's head is raised; its throat is pulsing; it flits from branch to branch, but always starts its song again from the new perch; being leaf-like, it’s not easy to spot. Occasionally, through this continuous chatter, the small, wild song of the blackcap can be heard, an ultimate expression of moist, warm dawns in May thickets of hawthorn and early roses. On such a dawn, the very spirit bathes in the dew and delights in the fragrance; yet, as soon as May is left behind, it has transformed within me into an hour and a scene of pure grace and bliss, except that I am part of it myself.
It is curious, too, how many different kinds of Eden or Golden Age Nature has in her gift, as if she silently recorded the backward dreams of each generation and reproduced them for us unexpectedly. It is, for instance, an early morning in July. The cows pour out from the milking-stalls and blot out the smell of dust with their breath in the white road between banks of hazel and thorn. The boy who is driving them to the morning’s pasture calls to them monotonously, persuasively, in turn, as each is tempted to crop the roadside sward: “Wo, Cherry! Now, Dolly! Wo, Fancy! Strawberry!... Blanche!... Blossom!... Cowslip!... Rosy! Smut!... Come along, Handsome!... Wo, Snowdrop!... Lily!... Darky!... Roany!... Come along, Annie!” Here the road is pillowed with white aspen-down, there more fragrant than pines with the brown sheddings of yew, and here thick with the dry scent of nettle and cow-parsnip, or glorious in perfect mingling of harebell and foxglove among the bracken and popping gorse on the roadside. The cows turn into the aftermath of the sainfoin, and the long valley echoes to their lowing. After them, up the road, comes a gypsy-cart, and the boy hangs on the gate to see the men and women walking, black-haired, upright, bright-eyed, and on the name-board of the cart the words: “Naomi Sherwood, Burley, Hampshire.” These things also propose to the roving, unhistoric mind an Eden, one still with us, one that is passing, not, let us hope, the very last.
It’s interesting how many different versions of Eden or a Golden Age Nature offers us, almost as if she quietly reflects the dreams of each generation and brings them back to us out of the blue. For instance, it's a July morning. The cows come out from the milking stalls, and their breath fills the air with a scent that masks the dust on the white road between hedges of hazel and thorn. The boy herding them to pasture calls out in a dull but persuasive rhythm, tempting each cow that gets distracted by the grass on the roadside: “Whoa, Cherry! Now, Dolly! Whoa, Fancy! Strawberry!... Blanche!... Blossom!... Cowslip!... Rosy! Smut!... Come on, Handsome!... Whoa, Snowdrop!... Lily!... Darky!... Roany!... Come on, Annie!” The road is soft with white aspen down, here it smells sweeter than pines with the brown fallen bits of yew, and there, it’s packed with the dry scent of nettle and cow-parsnip, or vibrant with a beautiful mix of harebell and foxglove among the bracken and blooming gorse on the roadside. The cows wander into the lush aftermath of sainfoin, and their lowing echoes through the long valley. After them, a gypsy cart approaches, and the boy hangs onto the gate to watch the men and women walking by—black-haired, upright, bright-eyed. On the cart's nameboard are the words: “Naomi Sherwood, Burley, Hampshire.” These sights also present the wandering, unhistorical mind with an Eden, one that still exists, one that is fading, but let’s hope, not the very last.
Some of these scenes, whether often repeated or not, come to have a rich symbolical significance; they return persistently and, as it were, ceremoniously—on festal days—but meaning I know not what. For example, I[130] never see the flowers and scarlet-stained foliage of herb-robert growing out of old stone-heaps by the wayside without a feeling of satisfaction not explained by a long memory of the contrast between the plant and the raw flint; so also with the drenched lilac-bloom leaning out over high walls of unknown gardens; and inland cliffs, covered with beech, jutting out westward into a bottomless valley in the mist of winter twilights, in silence and frost. Something in me belongs to these things, but I hardly think that the mere naming of them will mean anything except to those—many, perhaps—who have experienced the same. A great writer so uses the words of every day that they become a code of his own which the world is bound to learn and in the end take unto itself. But words are no longer symbols, and to say “hill” or “beech” is not to call up images of a hill or a beech-tree, since we have so long been in the habit of using the words for beautiful and mighty and noble things very much as a book-keeper uses figures without seeing gold and power. I can, therefore, only try to suggest what I mean by the significance of the plant in the stone-heap, the wet lilac, the misty cliff, by comparing it with that of scenes in books where we recognize some power beyond the particular and personal. All of Don Quixote’s acts have this significance; so have the end of Mr. Conrad’s story of Youth and the opening of Mr. Hudson’s El Ombu—the old man sitting on a summer’s day under the solitary tree to tell the history “of a house that had been.” Malory’s Morte d’Arthur is full of scenes like this. For ten centuries, from the battle of Badon to the writing of Morte d’Arthur, these stories were alive on the lips of many kinds of men and women in many lands, from[131] Connemara to Calabria. Many of these men and women survive only in the turns which their passionate hearts gave to these ghostly, everlastingly wandering tales. Artists have worked upon them. Bards have sung them, and the sound of their harping is entangled in the words that have reached us to-day. This blending of many bloods is suggested by the Saracen in the Morte d’Arthur who was descended from Hector and Alexander and Joshua and Maccabæus; by Taliesin, whose “original country is the region of the summer stars,” who was with Noah and Alexander and at the birth of Christ. And thus has the tale become so full in the ear of humanity, so rich in scenes designed to serve only an immediate purpose, yet destined by this grace to move all kinds of men in manifold ways. Such is the chess-playing in The Dream of Rhonabwy; the madness of Tristram when he ran naked in the wood many days, but was lured by the music of a damsel playing on his own harp; the speech of Arthur at the scattering of his knights in the Sangraal quest; Launcelot’s fighting with the black knights against the white; Launcelot’s adventures ending at the castle of Carbonek, where he put on all his arms and armour and went—“and the moon shone clear”—between the lions at the gate and forced open the door, and saw the “Holy Vessel, covered with red samite, and many angels about it”; and Arthur and Guenevere watching the dead Elaine in the barge; and in the wars of Arthur and Launcelot, the scene opening with the words: “Then it befell upon a day in harvest-time, Sir Launcelot looked over the walls, and spake on high unto King Arthur and Sir Gawaine....”
Some of these scenes, whether they happen frequently or not, end up holding a deep symbolic meaning; they persistently return, almost ceremoniously—on festive days—but I can’t say what they mean. For example, I[130] never see the flowers and scarlet-stained leaves of herb-robert growing out of old stone piles by the roadside without feeling a satisfaction that doesn’t come from a long memory of the contrast between the plant and the raw flint; the same goes for the drenched lilac blooms hanging over high walls of unknown gardens; and the inland cliffs, covered in beech trees, jutting westward into a bottomless valley in the mist of winter twilights, in silence and frost. Something inside me connects to these things, but I doubt that merely naming them will mean anything to anyone except those—many, perhaps—who have felt the same way. A great writer uses everyday words in such a way that they create a unique code that the world is bound to learn and eventually embrace. But words are no longer symbols, and to say “hill” or “beech” does not evoke images of a hill or a beech tree, since we have long used these words for beautiful, powerful, and noble things much like a bookkeeper uses figures without seeing gold and power. So, I can only try to suggest what I mean by the significance of the plant in the stone pile, the wet lilac, the misty cliff, by comparing it to scenes in books where we recognize some power beyond the specific and personal. All of Don Quixote’s actions hold this significance; so do the ending of Mr. Conrad’s story Youth and the opening of Mr. Hudson’s El Ombu—the old man sitting on a summer day under the solitary tree to tell the history “of a house that had been.” Malory’s Morte d’Arthur is filled with scenes like this. For ten centuries, from the battle of Badon to the writing of Morte d’Arthur, these stories lived on the lips of various men and women across different lands, from[131] Connemara to Calabria. Many of these men and women exist only in the ways their passionate hearts shaped these ghostly, enduring tales. Artists have worked on them. Bards have sung them, and the sound of their music is woven into the words that have reached us today. This blending of diverse backgrounds is suggested by the Saracen in the Morte d’Arthur who was descended from Hector, Alexander, Joshua, and Maccabæus; by Taliesin, whose “original country is the region of the summer stars,” who was with Noah and Alexander and present at the birth of Christ. And thus, the tale has become so resonant for humanity, so rich in scenes meant for immediate purposes, yet destined by this grace to move all kinds of people in various ways. Examples include the chess-playing in The Dream of Rhonabwy; the madness of Tristram running naked in the woods for many days, only to be enticed by the music of a damsel playing on his own harp; Arthur’s speech during the scattering of his knights in the Sangraal quest; Launcelot fighting alongside the black knights against the white; Launcelot’s adventures culminating at the castle of Carbonek, where he donned all his armor and went—“and the moon shone clear”—between the lions at the gate, forcing the door open, and witnessing the “Holy Vessel, covered with red samite, and many angels around it”; and Arthur and Guenevere watching the dead Elaine in the barge; and in the wars of Arthur and Launcelot, the scene opens with the words: “Then it befell upon a day in harvest-time, Sir Launcelot looked over the walls, and spake on high unto King Arthur and Sir Gawaine....”
No English writer has expressed as well as Traherne[132] the spiritual glory of childhood, in which Wordsworth saw intimations of immortality. He speaks of “that divine light wherewith I was born” and of his “pure and virgin apprehensions,” and recommends his friend to pray earnestly for these gifts: “They will make you angelical, and wholly celestial.” It was by the “divine knowledge” that he saw all things in the peace of Eden—
No English writer has captured the spiritual beauty of childhood quite like Traherne[132], which Wordsworth recognized as hints of immortality. He talks about “that divine light I was born with” and his “pure and innocent perceptions,” urging his friend to sincerely pray for these gifts: “They will make you angelic and completely heavenly.” It was through the “divine knowledge” that he perceived everything in the tranquility of Eden—
“The corn was orient and immortal wheat, which never should be reaped, nor was ever sown. I thought it had stood from everlasting to everlasting. The dust and stones of the street were as precious as gold; the gates were at first the end of the world. The green trees when I saw them first through one of the gates transported and ravished me; their sweetness and unusual beauty made my heart to leap and almost mad with ecstasy; they were such strange and wonderful things. The Men! O what venerable and reverend creatures did the aged seem! Immortal Cherubims! And young men glittering and sparkling angels, and maids strange seraphic pieces of life and beauty! Boys and girls tumbling in the street, and playing, were moving jewels. I knew not that they were born or should die; but all things abided eternally as they were in their proper places. Eternity was manifest in the light of the day, and something infinite behind everything appeared, which tallied with my expectation and moved my desire....”
“The corn was a timeless and eternal wheat that was never meant to be harvested, nor was it ever planted. I thought it had existed from forever to forever. The dust and stones of the street felt as valuable as gold; the gates first seemed like the edge of the world. The green trees, when I first saw them through one of the gates, mesmerized and thrilled me; their sweetness and extraordinary beauty made my heart leap and almost drove me mad with joy; they were such strange and amazing things. The Men! Oh, how venerable and respected the older ones appeared! Immortal Cherubs! And the young men sparkled like shining angels, while the young women were otherworldly embodiments of life and beauty! The boys and girls tumbling in the street and playing were like moving jewels. I didn’t know if they were born or would die; everything seemed to exist eternally just as it was meant to be. Eternity was visible in the daylight, and something infinite behind everything was apparent, which confirmed my hopes and stirred my desires....”
Yet was this light eclipsed. He was “with much ado” perverted by the world, by the temptation of men and worldly things and by “opinion and custom,” not any “inward corruption or depravation of Nature.”
Yet this light was dimmed. He was “with much ado” corrupted by the world, by the temptations of people and material things, and by “opinion and custom,” not any “internal corruption or depravity of Nature.”
For he tells us how he once entered a noble dining-[133]room and was there alone “to see the gold and state and carved imagery,” but wearied of it because it was dead, and had no motion. A little afterwards he saw it “full of lords and ladies and music and dancing,” and now pleasure took the place of tediousness, and he perceived, long after, that “men and women are, when well understood, a principal part of our true felicity.” Once again, “in a lowering and sad evening, being alone in the field, when all things were dead quiet,” he had the same weariness, nay, even horror. “I was a weak and little child, and had forgotten there was a man alive in the earth.” Nevertheless, hope and expectation came to him and comforted him, and taught him “that he was concerned in all the world.” That he was “concerned in all the world” was the great source of comfort and joy which he found in life, and of that joy which his book pours out for us. Not only did he see that he was concerned in all the world, but that river and corn and herb and sand were so concerned. God, he says, “knoweth infinite excellencies” in each of these things; “He seeth how it relateth to angels and men.” In this he anticipated Blake’s Auguries of Innocence. He seems to see the patterns which all living things are for ever weaving. He would have men strive after this divine knowledge of things and of their place in the universe.
For he shares how he once walked into a noble dining-[133]room and was there alone “to admire the gold and grandeur and carved images,” but soon grew tired of it because it felt lifeless and stagnant. A little later, he saw it “filled with lords and ladies, music, and dancing,” and now enjoyment replaced the dullness. He realized, much later, that “men and women, when properly understood, are a key part of our true happiness.” Again, “on a gloomy and dreary evening, being alone in the field, when everything was utterly silent,” he felt the same weariness, even horror. “I was a small and fragile child, and I had forgotten there was a man alive on the earth.” Yet, hope and anticipation arrived and comforted him, teaching him “that he was part of the entire world.” His awareness of being “part of the entire world” was the main source of comfort and joy he discovered in life, and of the joy his book shares with us. He not only recognized that he was part of the entire world, but also that rivers, crops, herbs, and sand were similarly connected. God, he says, “knows infinite excellencies” in each of these things; “He sees how they relate to angels and humans.” In this, he foreshadowed Blake’s Auguries of Innocence. He seems to perceive the patterns that all living beings are constantly weaving. He wanted people to strive for this divine understanding of things and their place in the universe.
He came to believe that “all other creatures were such that God was Himself in their creation, that is, Almighty Power wholly exerted; and that every creature is indeed as it seemed in my infancy, not as it is commonly apprehended.”
He came to believe that “all other creatures were made by God Himself, with His Almighty Power fully expressed; and that every creature is actually as it appeared to me in my childhood, not as it is usually understood.”
Yet he feels the superiority of man’s soul to the things which it apprehends: “One soul in the immensity of its[134] intelligence is greater and more excellent than the whole world.” Even so Richard Jefferies prayed that his soul “might be more than the cosmos of life.” The soul is greater than the whole world because it is capable of apprehending the whole world, because it is spiritual, and the spiritual nature is infinite. Thus Traherne was led to the splendid error of making the sun “a poor little dead thing.” Or perhaps it was a figure of speech used to convince the multitude of his estimation of man’s soul as above all visible things. In the same spirit he speaks of “this little Cottage of Heaven and Earth as too small a gift, though fair,” for beings of whom he says: “Infinity we know and feel by our souls; and feel it so naturally as if it were the very essence and being of the soul”; and again, with childlike simplicity and majesty—
Yet he recognizes that the human soul is superior to the things it understands: “One soul in the vastness of its[134] intelligence is greater and more valuable than the entire world.” Similarly, Richard Jefferies prayed that his soul “might be more than the cosmos of life.” The soul surpasses the whole world because it can comprehend the entire world, because it is spiritual, and spirituality is infinite. This led Traherne to the striking notion of considering the sun “a poor little dead thing.” Or perhaps it was a metaphor meant to illustrate his view of the human soul as ranking above all visible things. In the same spirit, he refers to “this little Cottage of Heaven and Earth as too small a gift, though beautiful,” for beings of whom he states: “We know and feel infinity through our souls; and we feel it so naturally as if it were the very essence and being of the soul”; and again, with childlike simplicity and royalty—
“Man is a creature of such noble principles and severe expectations, that could he perceive the least defect to be in the Deity, it would infinitely displease him.”
“Man is a being of such high ideals and strict expectations that if he were to notice even the slightest flaw in the Deity, it would greatly upset him.”
He could not well have thought of man except loftily, since he was himself one whom imagination never deserted—imagination the greatest power of the mind by which not poets only live and have their being—
He couldn't have thought of humanity in any other way but with great admiration, since he was someone whom imagination never abandoned—imagination, the greatest power of the mind through which not only poets exist and thrive—
“For God,” says he, “hath made you able to create worlds in your own mind which are more precious unto Him than those which He created; and to give and offer up the world unto Him, which is very delightful in flowing from Him, but made more in returning to Him.”
“For God,” he says, “has given you the ability to create worlds in your own mind that are more precious to Him than those He created; and to give and offer the world back to Him, which is wonderful when it flows from Him, but even more so when it returns to Him.”
That power to create worlds in the mind is the imagination, and is the proof that the creature liveth and is divine. “Things unknown,” he says, “have a secret influence on the soul,” and “we love we know not[135] what.” The spirit can fill the whole world and the stars be your jewels: “You never enjoy the world aright, till the sea itself floweth in your veins, till you are clothed with the heavens, and crowned with the stars, and perceive yourself to be the sole heir of the whole world.” And our inheritance is more than the world, “because men are in it who are every one sole heirs as well as you.” It is a social mysticism. “The world,” he says in another place, “does serve you, not only as it is the place and receptacle of all your joys, but as it is a great obligation laid upon all mankind, and upon every person in all ages, to love you as himself; as it also magnifieth all your companions.” His is the true “public mind,” as he calls it. “There is not,” he says in another place—“there is not a man in the whole world that knows God, or himself, but he must honour you. Not only as an Angel or as a Cherubim, but as one redeemed by the blood of Christ, beloved by all Angels, Cherubims, and Men, the heir of the world, and as much greater than the Universe, as he that possesseth the house is greater than the house. O what a holy and blessed life would men lead, what joys and treasures would they be to each other, in what a sphere of excellency would every man move, how sublime and glorious would their estate be, how full of peace and quiet would the world be, yea, of joy and honour, order and beauty, did men perceive this of themselves, and had they this esteem for one another!”
That ability to create worlds in your mind is imagination, and it's proof that living beings are divine. “Things unknown,” he says, “have a secret influence on the soul,” and “we love without knowing why.” The spirit can fill the entire universe and the stars can be your jewels: “You never truly enjoy the world until the sea flows in your veins, until you are clothed in the heavens, crowned with the stars, and see yourself as the sole heir of the whole world.” Our inheritance is even more than just the world, “because there are men in it who are also sole heirs just like you.” It’s a social mysticism. “The world,” he mentions elsewhere, “serves you not only as the venue and container of all your joys, but as a great obligation for all mankind, and for every person in all ages, to love you as they love themselves; it also elevates all your companions.” He embodies the true “public mind,” as he calls it. “There is not,” he states elsewhere—“there is not a person in the entire world who knows God, or themselves, that does not honor you. Not just as an Angel or a Cherubim, but as one redeemed by the blood of Christ, loved by all Angels, Cherubims, and Humans, the heir of the world, and as much greater than the Universe as the one who possesses the house is greater than the house. Oh, what a holy and blessed life men would lead, what joys and treasures they would bring to each other, in what a realm of excellence each person would thrive, how sublime and glorious their lives would be, how peaceful and calm the world would feel, full of joy and honor, order and beauty, if men realized this about themselves and held this esteem for one another!”
Here, as in other passages, he seems to advance to the position of Whitman, whom some have blamed for making the word “divine” of no value because he would apply it to all, whereas to do so is no more than to lay down that rule of veneration for men—and the other[136] animals—which has produced and will produce the greatest revolutions.
Here, like in other parts, he appears to adopt Whitman's viewpoint, with some criticizing him for devaluing the term "divine" by using it for everyone. However, this is simply establishing a standard of respect for both people and the other[136] animals, which has led to and will continue to lead to the most significant revolutions.
This conception of universal divinity sprang from his doctrine of Love. By love we can be at one with the divine power which he calls God. “Love,” he says, “is the true means by which the world is enjoyed: our love to others, and others’ love to us.” Why, even the love of riches he excuses, since “we love to be rich ... that we thereby might be more greatly delightful.” And just as Richard Jefferies says that Felise loved before ever she loved a man, so Traherne says: “That violence wherewith a man sometimes doteth upon one creature is but a little spark of that love, even towards all, which lurketh in his nature.... When we dote upon the perfections and beauties of some one creature, we do not love that too much, but other things too little.” It is this love by which alone the commonwealth of all forms of life can be truly known, and men are like God when they are “all life and mettle and vigour and love to everything,” and “concerned and happy” in all things. His feeling of the interdependence of all the world is thus inseparable from his doctrine of love; love inspires it; by love alone can it be real and endure. “He that is in all and with all can never be desolate.” And, nevertheless, he cannot always be thinking of the universe—he thought that the sun went round the earth—and just as he regards man as superior to other forms of life, so, perhaps, he has a filial love of “this cottage of Heaven and Earth,” the brown land and blue sky, and one of the most beautiful of his meditations is where he says—
This idea of universal divinity came from his belief in Love. Through love, we can connect with the divine force he refers to as God. “Love,” he explains, “is the true way to enjoy the world: our love for others and their love for us.” He even justifies the love of wealth, noting, “we love to be rich... so that we might be even more delightful.” Just like Richard Jefferies mentions that Felise loved before she ever loved a man, Traherne says: “The intensity with which a person sometimes adores one being is just a small spark of the love, even towards all, that exists in their nature... When we obsess over the qualities and beauty of one being, we don’t love that too much, but rather, we love other things too little.” It’s this love that allows us to truly understand the interconnectedness of all life forms, and people resemble God when they are “full of life, energy, vigor, and love for everything,” and “engaged and joyful” in everything. His sense of the world’s interdependence is closely tied to his belief in love; it inspires it, and only through love can it be real and lasting. “He who is in all and with all can never be lonely.” Yet, he can't always be focused on the universe—he believed the sun revolved around the earth—and just as he sees humanity as superior to other life forms, he might have a familial love for “this cottage of Heaven and Earth,” the brown land and blue sky, and one of his most beautiful reflections is where he says—
“When I came into the country, and being seated among silent trees, and meads, and hills, had all my time[137] in mine own hands, I resolved to spend it all, whatever it cost me, in the search of happiness, and to satiate that burning thirst which Nature had enkindled in me from my youth. In which I was so resolute, that I chose rather to live upon ten pounds a year, and go in leather clothes, and feed upon bread and water, so that I might have all my time clearly to myself, than to keep many thousands per annum in an estate of life where my time would be devoured in care and labour. And God was so pleased to accept of that desire, that from that time to this, I have had all things plentifully provided for me, without any care at all, my very study of Felicity making me more to prosper, than all the care in the whole world. So that through His blessing I live a free and a kingly life as if the world were turned again into Eden, or much more, as it is at this day.”
“When I entered the country and found myself seated among quiet trees, meadows, and hills, I realized I had all my time[137] in my hands. I decided to spend it all, no matter the cost, in the pursuit of happiness and to quench that intense thirst for it that Nature had sparked in me since I was young. I was so determined that I chose to live on just ten pounds a year, wear leather clothes, and survive on bread and water, just so I could have all my time to myself, rather than hold onto thousands a year in a lifestyle that would consume my time with worry and work. And God was so gracious to fulfill that desire that since that time, I have had everything I need provided for me without any stress at all, and my very quest for happiness has allowed me to thrive more than all the worry in the world. So, through His blessing, I live a free and royal life, as if the world had returned to Eden, or even better, as it is today.”
Traherne is remarkable in many ways, but for nothing more than for his mingling of man and nature in the celestial light of infancy. He begins, indeed, with the corn—the “orient and immortal wheat”—but he goes on to the dust and stones and gates of the town, and then to the old men and the young men and the children. But it was only on “some gilded cloud or flower” that Vaughan saw “some shadows of eternity”; he longs to travel back to his childish time and to a city of the soul, but a shady city of palm-trees. Wordsworth, though he says that “every common spirit” was “apparell’d in celestial light” in his early childhood, only mentions “meadow, grove and stream”; it is a tree, a single field, a flower, that reminds him of his loss; it is the fountains, meadows, hills and groves which he is anxious to assure of his lasting love. Perhaps many people’s memories in this kind are of Nature more than of men. Even the[138] social Lamb is at his deepest in recalling the child who was solitary in the great house and garden of Blakesmoor. With some the reason for this priority of Nature is that her solitudes are the most rich. The presence of other children and of adults is comparatively commonplace, and in becoming, permanently or temporarily, part of a community, the spirit makes some sacrifice. Provided, then, that a child is happy and at ease in the solitude of Nature, it is more open than in company to what is afterwards regarded as spiritual intercourse. But above all, our memories of Nature are seldom or never flawed by the seeming triviality, the dislikes, the disgusts, the misunderstandings which give to memories of human society something of dulness and the commonplace. Thinking of ourselves and other children, we may also think of things which make idealization impossible. Thinking of ourselves in a great wood or field of flowers ever so long ago, it is hard not to exaggerate whatever give-and-take there was between the spirit of the child and the vast pure forces of the sun and the wind. In those days we did not see a tree as a column of a dark stony substance supporting a number of green wafers that live scarcely half a year, and grown for the manufacture of furniture, gates, and many other things; but we saw something quite unlike ourselves, large, gentle, of foreign tongue, without locomotion, yet full of the life and movement and sound of the leaves themselves, and also of the light, of the birds, and of the insects; and they were givers of a clear, deep joy that cannot be expressed. The brooding mind easily exalts this joy with the help of the disillusions and the knowledge and the folly and the thought of later years. A little time ago I heard of the death of one[139] whom I had once seemed to know well, had roamed and talked and been silent with him, and I should have gone on doing so had he not gone far away and died. And when I heard of his death I kept on recalling his face and figure to my mind under familiar conditions, in the old rooms, by the same river, under the same elms. As before, I saw him in the clothes which he used to wear, smiling or laughing or perhaps grim. But wherever he was and whatever his look, there was always something—the shadow of a shadow, but awful—in his face which made me feel that had I only seen it (and I felt that I ought to have seen it), in those days, I should have known he was to die early, with ambitions unfulfilled, far away.
Traherne is exceptional in many ways, but most notably for how he connects humanity and nature in the pure light of childhood. He starts with the grain—the “orient and immortal wheat”—but then moves on to the dirt, stones, and gates of the town, before mentioning the old men, young men, and children. However, it was only on “some gilded cloud or flower” that Vaughan recognized “some shadows of eternity”; he wishes he could go back to his innocent days and a soulful city, a peaceful place filled with palm trees. Wordsworth, while he states that “every common spirit” was “dressed in celestial light” during his early years, only refers to “meadow, grove and stream”; it’s a tree, a single field, a flower, that brings back memories of what he has lost; it’s the fountains, meadows, hills, and groves that he wants to reaffirm his lasting affection for. Perhaps many people remember Nature more than other people. Even the sociable Lamb reflects deeply on the child who felt alone in the large house and garden of Blakesmoor. For some, the focus on Nature comes from the abundance found in its solitude. The company of other children and adults feels mundane, and by joining a community, the spirit sacrifices something. As long as a child feels happy and relaxed in Nature’s solitude, they are more open to what will later be seen as spiritual connection. More importantly, our memories of Nature are rarely tainted by the trivialities, dislikes, dislikes, and misunderstandings that can make memories of human society dull and ordinary. When reflecting on ourselves and other children, we might think of things that make idealization impossible. Yet, when reminiscing about a vast wood or a field of flowers from long ago, it’s difficult not to amplify the connection between the child’s spirit and the expansive, pure elements of the sun and the wind. Back then, we didn’t see trees as just tall, dark structures holding up green leaves that barely last a year, grown for making furniture, gates, and more; we saw them as something entirely different, large, gentle, speaking a foreign language, immobile, yet pulsating with life and movement and the sounds of leaves, light, birds, and insects; they gave us a clear, profound joy that words can’t capture. The reflective mind easily elevates this joy through the lens of disillusionment, knowledge, folly, and contemplation from later years. Recently, I learned of the death of someone I thought I knew well, someone I had wandered, talked, and been quiet with, and I would have continued to do so if he hadn’t moved far away and passed on. When I heard of his passing, I kept picturing his face and figure in familiar settings, in the old rooms, by the same river, under the same elms. As before, I saw him in his usual clothes, smiling or laughing or perhaps looking serious. But no matter where he was or what his expression was, there was always something—like a shadow of a shadow, but haunting—in his face that made me feel that if I had only noticed it (and I felt I should have), back in those days, I would have known he was destined to die young, with unfulfilled dreams, far away.
And in this same way will the brain work in musing of earlier times. All that has come after deepens that candid brow of the child as a legend will darken a bright brook.
And in the same way, the brain will reflect on past times. Everything that comes afterward deepens the honest face of the child just as a story will shadow a clear stream.
I once saw a girl of seven or eight years walking alone down a long grassy path in an old garden. On one hand rose a peaceful long slope of down; on the other, beyond the filberts, a high hedge shut out all but the pale blue sky, with white clouds resting on its lower mist like water-lilies on a still pool. Turning her back to the gabled house and its attendant beeches, she walked upon the narrow level path of perfect grass. The late afternoon sun fell full upon her, upon her brown head and her blue tunic, and upon the flowers of the borders at either side, the lowly white arabis foaming wild, the pansy, the white narcissus, the yellow jonquil and daffodil, the darker smouldering wallflowers, the tall yellow leopard’s-bane, the tufts of honesty among the still dewy leaves of larkspur and columbine. But here and there,[140] as she walked, the light was dimmed by the clusters of cool white humming cherry-blossom hanging out of the hot sky. In front of her the cherry-trees seemed to meet and make a corridor of dark stems on either hand, paved green and white and gold, and roofed by milky white clouds that embowered the clear, wild warble of black-caps. Farther on, the flowers ceased and the grass was shadowed by new-leaved beeches, and at length involved in an uncertain mist of trees and shadows of trees, and there the cuckoo cried. For the child there was no end to the path.
I once saw a girl about seven or eight years old walking alone down a long grassy path in an old garden. On one side, a peaceful slope rose gently; on the other side, beyond the hazelnut trees, a tall hedge blocked out everything except the pale blue sky, with white clouds resting like water lilies on a still pond. With her back turned to the gabled house and its surrounding beeches, she walked along the narrow, perfectly level path of grass. The late afternoon sun shone on her, highlighting her brown hair and blue tunic, as well as the flowers lining the path—wild foaming white arabis, pansies, white narcissus, yellow jonquils and daffodils, darker smoldering wallflowers, tall yellow leopard’s-bane, and tufts of honesty nestled among the still dewy leaves of larkspur and columbine. But here and there,[140] as she walked, the light was softened by clusters of cool white cherry blossoms hanging down from the hot sky. In front of her, the cherry trees created a corridor of dark trunks on either side, covered in green, white, and gold, with a canopy of milky white clouds that sheltered the lively song of blackcaps. Further along, the flowers faded and the grass was shaded by young beeches, eventually becoming enveloped in a hazy mist of trees and tree shadows, where the cuckoo called out. For the child, the path seemed endless.
She walked slowly, at first picking a narcissus or two, or stooping to smell a flower and letting her hair fall over it to the ground; but soon she was content only to brush the tips of the flowers with her outstretched hands, or, rising on tiptoe, to force her head up amongst the lowest branches of cherry-bloom. Then she did nothing at all but gravely walk on into the shadow and into Eternity, dimly foreknowing her life’s days. She looked forward as one day she would look back over a broad sea of years, and in a drowsy, haunted gloom, full of the cuckoo’s note, saw herself going always on and on among the interlacing shadows of tree trunks and branches and joys and pleasures and pains and sorrows that must have an end, she knew not how. She stopped, not venturing into that strange future under the beeches. She stared into the mist, where hovered the phantoms of the big girl, the young woman, the lover ... which in turn she was to become. Under the last cherry-tree something went out of her into the shadow, and those phantoms fed upon her blood as she stood still. But presently in the long beech corridors the gloom began to lighten and move and change[141] to a glinting blue that approached her. “Pee-oi,” shouted the peacock, now close at hand; “pee-oi ... pee-oi,” as he passed her by, and turning, she also shouted “pee-oi,” frightening the cuckoo from the beeches, as she ran back among the flowers to the house.
She walked slowly, at first picking a narcissus or two, or leaning down to smell a flower and letting her hair fall over it to the ground; but soon she was satisfied just to brush the tips of the flowers with her outstretched hands, or, balancing on her toes, to lift her head among the lowest branches of cherry blossoms. Then she did nothing but walk seriously into the shadow and into Eternity, vaguely sensing her life’s days. She looked ahead as one day she would look back over a long stretch of years, and in a sleepy, haunting gloom, filled with the cuckoo’s call, she saw herself moving endlessly among the interwoven shadows of tree trunks and branches and joys and pleasures and pains and sorrows that she knew must end, although she didn’t know how. She paused, not daring to step into that strange future under the beeches. She stared into the mist, where the phantoms of the big girl, the young woman, the lover... lingered, which she would eventually become. Under the last cherry tree, something left her and drifted into the shadow, and those phantoms fed on her essence as she stood still. But soon in the long beech corridors, the gloom started to lighten and shift and change to a shimmering blue that moved toward her. “Pee-oi,” shouted the peacock, now nearby; “pee-oi... pee-oi,” as he walked past, and turning, she also shouted “pee-oi,” scaring the cuckoo from the beeches, as she ran back among the flowers to the house.
What is to come of our Nature-teaching in schools? What does it aim at? Whence does it arise? In part, no doubt, it is due to our desire to implant information. It is all very well for the poet to laugh—
What will happen to our nature education in schools? What is its purpose? Where does it come from? Partly, it’s definitely because we want to provide knowledge. It's nice for the poet to laugh—
but that is the road we are on at a high rate of speed. If we are fortunate we shall complete our inventory of the contents of heaven and earth by the time when the last man or woman wearing the last pair of spectacles has decided that, after all, it is a very good world and one which it is quite possible to live in. That, however, is an end which would not in itself be a sufficient inducement to push on towards it; still less can such a vision have set us upon the road.
but that is the path we’re on at a fast pace. If we’re lucky, we’ll finish our inventory of what’s in heaven and earth by the time the last person wearing the last pair of glasses concludes that, after all, it’s a pretty good world and one that’s definitely livable. However, that alone wouldn’t be enough motivation to keep moving toward it; still less can such a vision be what got us started on this journey.
Three things, perhaps, have more particularly persuaded us to pay our fare and mount for somewhere— three things which are really not to be sharply distinguished, though it is convenient to consider them separately. First, the literary and philosophical movement imperfectly described as the romantic revival and return to Nature of the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries. Poets and philosophers need private incomes, State porridge and what not, but literature and philosophy is a force, and for a century it has followed a course which was entered in the period of the French Revolution. This literature shows man in something like his true[142] position in an infinite universe, and shows him particularly in his physical environment of sea, sky, mountain, rivers, woods, and other animals. Second, the enormous, astonishing, perhaps excessive, growth of towns, from which the only immediate relief is the pure air and sun of the country, a relief which is sought by the urban multitudes in large but insufficient numbers and for too short a time. Third, the triumph of science, of systematized observation. Helped, no doubt, by the force of industrialism—to which it gave help in return—science has had a great triumph. At one time it was supposed to have fatally undermined poetry, romance, religion, because it had confused the minds of some poets and critics.
Three things, perhaps, have particularly convinced us to pay our fare and head somewhere—three things that aren’t easily distinguished from each other, though it helps to think of them separately. First, the literary and philosophical movement that’s often called the romantic revival and the return to Nature in the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries. Poets and philosophers need private incomes, government support, and other resources, but literature and philosophy are a powerful force, and for a century, they have followed a path that began during the French Revolution. This literature depicts humanity in something like its true place in an infinite universe, especially in relation to the physical surroundings of sea, sky, mountains, rivers, forests, and other animals. Second, the enormous, astonishing, possibly excessive growth of cities, from which the only immediate escape is the fresh air and sunshine of the countryside—a relief sought by urban crowds in large but insufficient numbers and for too short a time. Third, the success of science, based on organized observation. Science has achieved significant victories, aided by industrialism, which, in turn, supported it. At one point, it was thought to have severely undermined poetry, romance, and religion because it confused the minds of some poets and critics.
These three things considered, Nature-study is inevitable. Literature sends us to Nature principally for joy, joy of the senses, of the whole frame, of the contemplative mind, and of the soul, joy which if it is found complete in these several ways might be called religious. Science sends us to Nature for knowledge. Industrialism and the great town sends us to Nature for health, that we may go on manufacturing efficiently, or, if we think right and have the power, that we may escape from it. But it would be absurd to separate joy, knowledge and health, except as we separate for convenience those things which have sent us out to seek for them; and Nature-teaching, if it is good, will never overlook one of these three. Joy, through knowledge, on a foundation of health, is what we appear to seek.
Considering these three points, studying Nature is unavoidable. Literature directs us to Nature mainly for joy—the joy of the senses, of our entire being, of the contemplative mind, and of the soul. This joy, if found fully in these various ways, could be considered spiritual. Science leads us to Nature for knowledge. Industrialization and big cities push us to Nature for health, so we can continue to produce effectively or, if we’re thoughtful and have the means, to escape from it. However, it would be unreasonable to separate joy, knowledge, and health, except for the sake of convenience when identifying what drives us to seek them. Good Nature education will always encompass all three. Joy, through knowledge, built on a healthy foundation, is what we seem to be looking for.
There is no longer any need to hesitate in speaking of joy in connection with schools, yet might we not still complain, as Thomas Traherne did two hundred and fifty years ago—
There’s no reason to hold back when talking about joy in schools anymore, but can we still voice complaints, just like Thomas Traherne did two hundred and fifty years ago
“There was never a tutor that did professly teach Felicity, though that be the mistress of all other sciences. Nor did any of us study these things but as aliena, which we ought to have studied as our enjoyments. We studied to inform our Knowledge, but knew not for what end we so studied. And for lack of aiming at a certain end we erred in the manner.”
“There was never a tutor who specifically taught happiness, even though it's the key to all other knowledge. None of us studied these things as our own, which we should have enjoyed. We learned to expand our understanding, but we didn’t know why we were doing it. And by not having a clear goal, we went off track in our studies.”
If we cannot somehow have a professor of Felicity we are undone. Perhaps Nature herself will aid. Her presence will certainly make for felicity by enlarging her pupil for a time from the cloistered life which modern towns and their infinite conveniences and servitudes encourage. Tolstoy has said that in the open air “new relations are formed between pupil and teacher: freer, simpler and more trustful”; and certainly his walk on a winter night with his pupils, chatting and telling tales (see The School at Yasnaya Polyana, by Leo Tolstoy), leaves an impression of electrical activity and felicity in the young and old minds of that party which is hardly to be surpassed. And how more than by Nature’s noble and uncontaminated forms can a sense of beauty be nourished? Then, too, the reading of great poetry might well be associated with the study of Nature, since there is no great poetry which can be dissevered from Nature, while modern poets have all dipped their pens in the sunlight and wind and great waters, and appeal most to those who most resemble them in their loves. The great religious books, handed down to us by people who lived in closer intercourse with Nature than many of us, cannot be understood by indoor children and adults. Whether connected with this or that form of religion or not, whether taken as “intimations of immortality” or not, the most profound and longest remembered feelings are often those[144] derived from the contact of Nature with the child’s mind.
If we can’t have a professor of Happiness, we’re in trouble. Maybe Nature herself will help. Being outdoors will definitely add to our happiness by letting her students escape for a moment from the sheltered life that modern towns with their endless conveniences and obligations promote. Tolstoy said that in the fresh air, “new relationships form between student and teacher: more free, simple, and trusting”; and certainly, his walk on a winter night with his students, chatting and sharing stories (see The School at Yasnaya Polyana, by Leo Tolstoy), creates a sense of electric energy and happiness in both the young and older minds that is hard to beat. And what better way to nurture a sense of beauty than through Nature’s pure and unspoiled forms? Additionally, reading great poetry should definitely go hand in hand with studying Nature, since no great poetry can be separated from it. Modern poets have all drawn inspiration from sunlight, wind, and big waters, and they resonate most with those who are similar in their passions. The great religious texts, passed down from people who were more in tune with Nature than many of us today, aren’t meant to be understood by those who spend all their time indoors. Whether these texts are linked to a specific religion or not, and whether they’re considered “hints of immortality” or not, the most profound and lasting feelings often come from a child’s connection with Nature.
Of health, though there are exactly as many physicians as patients, it is unnecessary to say anything, except that one of the pieces of knowledge—I do not speak of information—which science has left to us is that movement and the working of the brain in pure air and sunlight is good for body and soul, especially if joy is aiding.
Of health, although there are just as many doctors as there are patients, there's really nothing more to say, except that one thing we've learned from science—I'm not talking about just facts—is that staying active and using our brains in fresh air and sunlight is beneficial for both body and mind, especially when accompanied by joy.
Knowledge aids joy by discipline, by increasing the sphere of enjoyment, by showing us in animals, in plants, for example, what life is, how our own is related to theirs, showing us, in fact, our position, responsibilities and debts among the other inhabitants of the earth. Pursued out of doors where those creatures, moving and still, have their life and their beauty, knowledge is real. The senses are invited there to the subtlest and most delightful training, and have before them an immeasurable fresh field, not a field like that of books, full of old opinions, but one with which every eye and brain can have new vital intercourse. It is open to all to make discoveries as to the forms and habits of things, and care should be taken to preserve the child from the most verbose part of modern literature, that which repeats in multiplied ill-chosen words stale descriptions of birds and flowers, etc., coupled with trivial fancies and insincere inventions. Let us not take the study, the lamp and the ink out of doors, as we used to take wild life—having killed it and placed it in spirits of wine—indoors. Let us also be careful to have knowledge as well as enthusiasm in our masters. Enthusiasm alone is not enthusiasm. There must, at some stage, be some anatomy, classification, pure brain-work; the teacher must be the equal in[145] training of the mathematician, and he must be alive, which I never heard was a necessity for mathematicians. But not anatomy for all, perhaps; for some it might be impossible, and a study of colours, curves, perfumes, voices—a thousand things—might be substituted for it.
Knowledge enhances joy through discipline, by broadening the range of enjoyment, and by showing us in animals and plants, for instance, what life is like and how our lives are connected to theirs. It reveals our place, responsibilities, and obligations among the other inhabitants of the earth. When pursued outdoors, where those beings, both moving and still, display their life and beauty, knowledge becomes genuine. Our senses are invited to the most delicate and enjoyable training, facing an unlimited fresh field—not a field like that of books, filled with outdated opinions, but one where every eye and mind can engage in new, vital interactions. It's open to everyone to make discoveries about the forms and habits of things, and we should protect children from the overly wordy parts of modern literature, which redundantly repeats stale descriptions of birds, flowers, etc., intertwined with trivial notions and insincere inventions. Let’s not take the study, the lamp, and the ink outdoors as we used to preserve wild life—having killed it and put it in spirits—indoors. We also need to ensure that we have both knowledge and enthusiasm in our teachers. Enthusiasm on its own isn’t enough; there must be some foundational understanding, some classification and pure intellectual effort. The teacher must be equally trained as a mathematician, and they must be engaging, which I’ve never heard was a requirement for mathematicians. However, not everyone needs to delve into anatomy; for some, it might be impossible, and a study of colors, shapes, scents, sounds—a thousand things—might be a suitable alternative.
Yet Nature-study is not designed to produce naturalists, any more than music is taught in order to make musicians. If you produce nothing but naturalists you fail, and you will produce very few. The aim of study is to widen the culture of child and man, to do systematically what Mark Pattison tells us in his dry way he did for himself, by walking and outdoor sports, then—at the late age of seventeen—by collecting and reading such books as The Natural History of Selborne, and finally by a slow process of transition from natural history into “the more abstract poetic emotion ... a conscious and declared poetical sentiment and a devoted reading of the poets.” Geology did not come for another ten years, “to complete the cycle of thought, and to give that intellectual foundation which is required to make the testimony of the eye, roaming over an undulating surface, fruitful and satisfying. When I came in after years to read The Prelude I recognized, as if it were my own history which was being told, the steps by which the love of the country boy for his hills and moors grew into poetical susceptibility for all imaginative presentations of beauty in every direction.” The botany, etc., would naturally be related to the neighbourhood of school or home; for there is no parish or district of which it might not be said, as Jefferies and Thoreau each said of his own, that it is a microcosm. By this means the natural history may easily be linked to a preliminary study of hill and valley and stream, the posi[146]tions of houses, mills and villages, and the reasons for them, and the food supply, and so on, and this in turn leads on to—nay, involves—all that is most real in geography and history. The landscape retains the most permanent marks of the past, and a wise examination of it should evoke the beginnings of the majestic sentiment of our oneness with the future and the past, just as natural history should help to give the child a sense of oneness with all forms of life. To put it at its lowest, some such cycle of knowledge is needed if a generation that insists more and more on living in the country, or spending many weeks there, is not to be bored or to be compelled to entrench itself behind the imported amusements of the town.
Yet nature study isn't meant to create naturalists, just like music lessons aren't given to make musicians. If you only turn out naturalists, you've missed the mark, and you'll end up with very few of them. The goal of study is to broaden the knowledge of both children and adults systematically, mimicking what Mark Pattison described in his rather dry way as doing for himself: through walking and outdoor activities, then—at the age of seventeen—by collecting and reading books like The Natural History of Selborne, and finally, through a gradual shift from natural history to “the more abstract poetic emotion ... a conscious and declared poetic sentiment and a devoted reading of the poets.” It took another ten years before geology came into the picture, “to complete the cycle of thought, and to provide the intellectual foundation necessary for making the observations of the eye, wandering over a varied landscape, fruitful and rewarding.” Years later, when I read The Prelude, I recognized, as if it were my own story being told, the progression through which the countryside boy’s affection for his hills and moors evolved into a poetic sensitivity to all imaginative representations of beauty everywhere.” The study of botany, among other things, would naturally connect to the local area around the school or home; for there is no parish or district that, as Jefferies and Thoreau each noted about their own, couldn't be called a microcosm. This way, natural history can be easily tied to an initial exploration of hills, valleys, and streams, the locations of houses, mills, and villages, and the reasons behind them, as well as food sources, and so on. This understanding also extends to—indeed, involves—all that is most significant in geography and history. The landscape holds the most enduring marks of the past, and a thoughtful examination of it should inspire a deep sense of our connection to both the future and the past, just as natural history should help a child feel a sense of unity with all forms of life. To put it simply, some form of this cycle of knowledge is essential if a generation that increasingly chooses to live in the countryside, or spend extended periods there, is not to become bored or retreat behind the imported entertainment of the city.
Some day there will be a history of England written from the point of view of one parish, or town, or great house. Not until there is such a history will all our accumulations of information be justified. It will begin with a geological picture, something large, clear, architectural, not a mass of insignificant names. It must be imaginative: it might, perhaps, lean sometimes upon Mr. Doughty’s Dawn in Britain. The peculiar combination of soil and woodland and water determines the direction and position and importance of the ancient trackways; it will determine also the position and size of the human settlements. The early marks of these—the old flint and metal implements, the tombs, the signs of agriculture, the encampments, the dwellings—will have to be clearly described and interpreted. Folk-lore, legend, place-names must be learnedly, but bravely and humanly used, so that the historian who has not the extensive sympathy and imagination of a great novelist will have no chance of success. What endless opportunities will he have for really giving life to past times in such matters as the line made by the edge of an old wood with the cultivated land, the shapes of the fields, with their borders of streams or hedge or copse or pond or wall or road, the purpose and interweaving of the roads and footpaths that suggest the great permanent thoughts and the lesser thoughts and dreams of the brain.... As the historic centuries are[148] reached, the action of great events, battles, laws, roads, invasions, upon the parish—and of the parish upon them—must be shown. Architecture, with many of its local characteristics still to be traced, will speak as a voice out of the stones of castle, church, manor, farm, barn and bridge. The birds and beasts cannot be left out. The names of the local families—gentle and simple—what histories are in them, in the curt parish registers, in tombstones, in the names of fields and houses and woods. Better a thousand errors so long as they are human than a thousand truths lying like broken snail-shells round the anvil of a thrush. If only those poems which are place-names could be translated at last, the pretty, the odd, the romantic, the racy names of copse and field and lane and house. What a flavour there is about the Bassetts, the Boughtons, the Worthys, the Tarrants, Winterbournes, Deverills, Manningfords, the Suttons: what goodly names of the South Country—Woodmansterne, Hollingbourne, Horsmonden, Wolstanbury, Brockenhurst, Caburn, Lydiard Tregoze, Lydiard Millicent, Clevancy, Amesbury, Amberley (I once tried to make a beautiful name and in the end it was Amberley, in which Time had forestalled me); what sweet names Penshurst, Frensham, Firle, Nutley, Appleshaw, Hambledon, Cranbrook, Fordingbridge, Melksham, Lambourn, Draycot, Buscot, Kelmscot, Yatton, Yalding, Downe, Cowden, Iping, Cowfold, Ashe, Liss.... Then there are the histories of roads. Every traveller in Hampshire remembers the road that sways with airy motion and bird-like curves down from the high land of clay and flint through the chalk to the sand and the river. It doubles round the head of a coombe, and the whole descent is through beech[149] woods uninterrupted and all but impenetrable to the eye above or below except where once or twice it looks through an arrow slit to the blue vale and the castled promontory of Chanctonbury twenty miles south-east. As the road is a mere ledge on the side of a very steep hill the woods below it hurry down to a precipitous pit full of the glimmering, trembling and murmuring of innumerable leaves and no sight or sound of men. It is said to have been made more than half a century ago to take the place of the rash straight coach road which now enters it near its base. A deeply-worn, narrow and disused track joining it more than half-way down suggests that the lower part was made by the widening of an old road; but much of the upper half is new. Certainly the road as it now is, broad and gently bending round the steep coombe, is new, and it was made at the expense of the last of a family which had long owned the manor house near the entrance of the coombe. His were all the hanging beech woods—huge as the sky—upon the hill, and through them the road-makers conducted this noble and pleasant way. But near the top they deviated by a few yards into another estate. The owner would not give way. A lawsuit was begun, and it was not over when the day came for the road to be open for traffic according to the contract or, if not, to pass out of the defaulter’s hands. The day passed; the contract was broken; the speculation had failed, and the tolls would never fill the pockets of the lord of the manor. He was ruined, and left his long white house by the rivulet and its chain of pools, his farms and cottages, his high fruit walls, his uncounted beeches, the home of a hundred owls, his Spanish chestnuts above the rocky lane, his horse-chestnut and sycamore[150] stately in groups, his mighty wych elms, his apple trees and all their mistletoe, his walnut trees, and the long bay of sky that was framed by his tall woods east and north and west.
Some day, there will be a history of England written from the perspective of a single parish, town, or great estate. Not until such a history exists will all our accumulated information be justified. It will start with a clear, grand geological overview, not just a jumble of minor names. It needs to be imaginative; it might draw inspiration from Mr. Doughty’s Dawn in Britain. The unique mix of soil, woods, and water shapes the direction, location, and significance of ancient pathways, and it will also influence where and how large human settlements develop. The early signs of these—old flint and metal tools, tombs, agricultural signs, camps, homes—must be clearly described and understood. Folklore, legends, and place names should be used in an educated yet bold and relatable way, so that a historian without the deep empathy and imagination of a great novelist won’t succeed. There will be endless chances to breathe life into the past through details like the edge of an old forest against cultivated land, the shapes of fields with their borders of streams, hedgerows, bushes, ponds, walls, or roads, and the purpose and interconnections of roads and paths that reflect humanity's enduring thoughts, dreams, and aspirations. As the timeline shifts to historic centuries, the impact of major events—battles, laws, roads, invasions—on the parish, and vice versa, must be illustrated. Architecture, still carrying many local characteristics, will speak through the stones of castles, churches, manors, farms, barns, and bridges. The local wildlife can’t be overlooked. The names of local families—noble and simple—hold rich histories, as do the succinct parish registers, tombstones, and the names of fields, homes, and woods. Better to have a thousand human errors than a thousand truths lying lifeless like broken snail shells scattered around a thrush’s anvil. If only we could finally translate those place-name poems—the beautiful, quirky, romantic, and vivid names of woods, fields, lanes, and houses. There’s so much character in names like the Bassetts, the Boughtons, the Worthys, the Tarrants, Winterbournes, Deverills, Manningfords, and the Suttons. The charming names of the South Country—Woodmansterne, Hollingbourne, Horsmonden, Wolstanbury, Brockenhurst, Caburn, Lydiard Tregoze, Lydiard Millicent, Clevancy, Amesbury, Amberley (I once tried to create a beautiful name, and in the end, it turned out to be Amberley, which Time beat me to); and lovely names like Penshurst, Frensham, Firle, Nutley, Appleshaw, Hambledon, Cranbrook, Fordingbridge, Melksham, Lambourn, Draycot, Buscot, Kelmscot, Yatton, Yalding, Downe, Cowden, Iping, Cowfold, Ashe, Liss.... Then, there are the stories of roads. Every traveler in Hampshire remembers the road that curves lightly and gracefully down from the high clay and flint lands through chalk to the sand and river. It winds around the head of a coombe, and the whole descent is through beech woods, uninterrupted and nearly impossible to see through from above or below, except for the rare spots where it peeks through an arrow slit to the blue valley and the castle-like hill of Chanctonbury, twenty miles to the southeast. As the road is just a narrow ledge on the steep hillside, the woods below rush down to a steep drop filled with the shimmering, rustling, and murmuring of countless leaves, with no sight or sound of people. It’s said to have been created over half a century ago to replace a risky straight coach road that now connects to it near the bottom. A well-worn, narrow, and unused path that meets it more than halfway down hints that the lower section was made by expanding an old road; however, much of the upper section is new. The current road, wide and gently curving around the steep coombe, is indeed new, built at the cost of the last of a family that had long owned the manor house near the coombe's entrance. His was the expanse of hanging beech woods—vast as the sky—on the hill, and through them, the road builders crafted this beautiful and pleasant route. But near the top, they veered a few yards into someone else's estate. The owner wouldn’t back down. A lawsuit was initiated and was still ongoing when the day arrived for the road to be opened for traffic as agreed by the contract or, otherwise, for it to pass out of the defaulter’s hands. The day came and went; the contract was broken; the venture had failed, and the tolls would never fill the lord of the manor's pockets. He was ruined and left behind his long white house by the stream and its chain of pools, his farms and cottages, his tall fruit walls, his countless beeches—the home of a hundred owls, his Spanish chestnuts above the rocky lane, his impressive horse-chestnut and sycamore trees in groups, his magnificent wych elms, his apple trees adorned with mistletoe, his walnut trees, and the vast expanse of sky framed by his tall woods to the east, north, and west.
There are many places which nobody can look upon without being consciously influenced by a sense of their history. It is a battlefield, and the earth shows the scars of its old wounds; or a castle or cathedral of distinct renown rises among the oaks; or a manor house or cottage, or tomb or woodland walk that speaks of a dead poet or soldier. Then, according to the extent or care of our reading and the clearness of our imagination, we can pour into the groves or on the turf tumultuous or silent armies, or solitary man or woman. It is a deeply-worn coast; the spring tide gnaws the yellow cliff, and the wind files it with unceasing hiss, and the relics of every age, skull and weapon and shroudpin and coin and carven stone, are spread out upon the clean, untrodden sand, and the learned, the imaginative, the fanciful, the utterly unhistoric and merely human man exercises his spirit upon them, and responds, if only for a moment. In some places history has wrought like an earthquake, in others like an ant or mole; everywhere, permanently; so that if we but knew or cared, every swelling of the grass, every wavering line of hedge or path or road were an inscription, brief as an epitaph, in many languages and characters. But most of us know only a few of these unspoken languages of the past, and only a few words in each. Wars and parliaments are but dim, soundless, and formless happenings in the brain; toil and passion of generations produce only an enriching of the light within the glades, and a solemnizing of the shadows.
There are many places that no one can visit without feeling the weight of their history. It might be a battlefield, where the ground bears the scars of past wounds; a famous castle or cathedral standing tall among the trees; or a manor, cottage, tomb, or forest path that evokes memories of a long-gone poet or soldier. Depending on how much we’ve read and how vividly we can imagine, we can envision bustling or quiet armies, or a lone man or woman, filling the groves or resting on the grass. This is a rugged coastline; the spring tide gnaws at the yellow cliffs, and the wind constantly hisses as it wears them down. The remnants from every era—skulls, weapons, shroudpins, coins, and carved stones—lie scattered on the pristine, untouched sand. Scholars, dreamers, and even those who are indifferent to history engage with them, even if just for a moment. In some areas, history strikes like an earthquake; in others, it's more gradual like the work of an ant or a mole; but it's always there, lasting. If we only knew or cared, every bump of grass, every wayward line of hedges, paths, or roads would be an inscription, as brief as an epitaph, written in many languages and scripts. Yet most of us understand only a few of these silent languages of the past, knowing only a handful of words from each. Wars and governments remain hazy, soundless events in our minds; the struggles and passions of generations only serve to enrich the light filtering through the trees and deepen the shadows.
Out of a whole century or age we remember nothing vividly and in a manner that appeals to the eye, except some such picture as that which Gerald of Wales gives of a Welsh prince, Cyneuric, son of Rhys. He was tall and handsome, fair-complexioned, his hair curled; his dress was a thin cloak, and under that a shirt, his legs and feet being bare, regardless of thistle and brier; a man to whom nature and not art had given his beauty and comely bearing. Outside Wales, and in ages far removed from the twelfth century, this figure of a man will follow us, and help to animate any wild scene that is coloured by antiquity. It is some such man, his fair hair perhaps exchanged for black, and his nobility more animal and clothed in skins, that we see, if we see a man at all, when we muse deeply upon the old road worn deep into the chalk, among burial mound and encampment; we feel rather than see the innumerable companies of men like this, following their small cattle to the stream or the dew-pond, wearing out the hard earth with their naked feet and trailing ash staves. Going up such a road, between steep banks of chalk and the roots and projecting bases of beeches whose foliage meets overhead—a road worn twenty feet deep, and now scarce ever used as a footpath except by fox and hare—we may be half-conscious that we have climbed that way before during the furrowing of the road, and we move as in a dream between this age and that dim one which we vainly strive to recover.
Out of a whole century or era, we remember nothing vividly or in a way that captures our imagination, except for an image like the one Gerald of Wales described of a Welsh prince, Cyneuric, son of Rhys. He was tall and attractive, with a fair complexion and curly hair. His outfit was a light cloak over a shirt, and his legs and feet were bare, ignoring thorns and brambles; he was a man whose beauty and charming presence were gifts of nature, not art. Outside of Wales, and in times long after the twelfth century, this image of a man will stick with us, bringing life to any wild scene tinged with ancient history. It’s a figure like him, maybe with his fair hair replaced by dark, living more primitively and dressed in animal skins, that we envision—if we see anyone at all—when we think hard about the old road carved deep into the chalk, surrounded by burial mounds and camps; we sense rather than see countless groups of men like this, guiding their small cattle to the stream or dew-pond, wearing down the tough ground with their bare feet and dragging ash staffs. Walking up such a road, nestled between steep chalk banks and the roots of beech trees with their leaves meeting overhead—a path worn twenty feet deep, now rarely traveled except by fox and hare—we may vaguely feel that we've traveled this way before during the road’s creation, moving as if in a dream between our own time and that distant one we unsuccessfully try to reclaim.
But because we are imperfectly versed in history, we are not therefore blind to the past. The eye that sees the things of to-day, and the ear that hears, the mind that contemplates or dreams, is itself an instrument of an antiquity equal to whatever it is called upon to appre[152]hend. We are not merely twentieth-century Londoners or Kentish men or Welshmen. We belong to the days of Wordsworth, of Elizabeth, of Richard Plantagenet, of Harold, of the earliest bards. We, too, like Taliesin, have borne a banner before Alexander, have been with our Lord in the manger of the ass, have been in India, and with the “remnant of Troia,” and with Noah in the ark, and our original country is “the region of the summer stars.” And of these many folds in our nature the face of the earth reminds us, and perhaps, even where there are no more marks visible upon the land than there were in Eden, we are aware of the passing of time in ways too difficult and strange for the explanation of historian and zoologist and philosopher. It is this manifold nature that responds with such indescribable depth and variety to the appeals of many landscapes.
But just because we don’t fully understand history doesn’t mean we’re unaware of the past. The eye that observes today, the ear that listens, and the mind that reflects or dreams is itself an ancient instrument, equal to whatever it encounters. We aren’t just residents of twentieth-century London or Kent or Wales. We are connected to the times of Wordsworth, Elizabeth, Richard Plantagenet, Harold, and the earliest poets. Like Taliesin, we’ve carried a banner before Alexander, been with our Lord in the manger, traveled to India, stood with the “remnant of Troia,” and sailed with Noah in the ark; our original homeland is “the region of the summer stars.” The various layers of our identity are reflected in the earth, and even where there are no more visible signs on the land than there were in Eden, we sense the passage of time in ways that are too complex and unusual for historians, zoologists, or philosophers to explain. It is this diverse nature that responds with such indescribable depth and variety to the beauty of different landscapes.
We come to a huge, flat-bottomed, grassy coombe, smooth as a racecourse, that winds out of the cornland into the heart of the Downs. It is like the bed of a river of great depth. At its entrance beeches clothe either side; but presently they cease, and up the steep juniper slopes go the paths of hares, of the herds and flocks of earliest ages and of the men and women and children also, whose children’s children’s children have forgotten them though not perhaps their philosophy. The grass of the slope is mingled with small sweet herbage, the salad burnet rosy-stemmed, the orange bird’s-foot trefoil, the purple thyme, the fine white flax, the delicatest golden hawk-bit, and basil and marjoram, and rosettes of crimson thistles, all sunny warm and fragrant, glittering and glowing or melting into a simmering haze, musical with grasshoppers and a-flutter with blue butterflies, so that the[153] earth seems to be a thick-furred, genial animal. At length the windings shut out the plain, and the coombe is a green hall roofed by the hot blue sky. Its walls are steeper than ever, and the burrowings of the rabbits have streaked the grasses with long splashes—like those made by sea-birds on rocks—of white chalk. The curves of these walls are like those of the flight of the swifts that dive overhead. Here there are no human paths, no sign of house, of grave, of herd, of cultivation. It is the world’s end, and the rabbits race up and down as in a dream of solitude.
We arrive at a huge, flat-bottomed, grassy valley, smooth like a racetrack, that stretches from the fields into the heart of the Downs. It feels like the bottom of a deep river. At its entrance, beeches line both sides; but soon they stop, and the paths of rabbits and the herds and flocks from ancient times, along with the men, women, and children who lived here, wind up the steep slopes of juniper. Their descendants have forgotten them, though perhaps not their wisdom. The grass on the slope is mixed with sweet little plants, like rosy-stemmed salad burnet, orange bird’s-foot trefoil, purple thyme, fine white flax, delicate golden hawk-bit, basil, marjoram, and vibrant crimson thistles, all warm, sunny, fragrant, sparkling, or fading into a hazy glow, alive with grasshoppers and fluttering blue butterflies, making the earth seem like a thick-furred, friendly creature. Eventually, the winding paths shut out the plain, and the valley becomes a green hall under the hot blue sky. Its walls are steeper than ever, with rabbit burrows marking the grass with long streaks of white chalk, like those splashed on rocks by seabirds. The curves of these walls resemble the flight of swifts diving overhead. Here, there are no human paths, no signs of houses, graves, herds, or farming. It feels like the end of the world, and the rabbits race up and down as if in a dream of solitude.
Yet the mind is not discontented and unfed. This is no boundless solitude of ocean where one may take a kind of pleasure
Yet the mind isn’t restless or unfulfilled. This isn’t an endless ocean solitude where one might find a certain kind of pleasure.
It is not an end but a beginning that we have reached. These are the elements—pure earth and wind and sunlight—out of which beauty and joy arise, original and ancient, for ever young. Their presence restores us not to the Middle Ages, not to the days of Mr. Doughty’s heroic princes and princesses of Britain,[4] not to any dim archæologist’s world of reeking marsh and wood, of mammoth and brutish men, but to a region out of space and out of time in which life and thought and physical health are in harmony with sun and earth, fragrant as the flowers in the grass, blithe as the grasshopper, swift as the hares, divine; and out of it all arises a vision of the man who will embody this thought, a man whom human infelicity, discontented with the past, has placed in a golden age still farther back, for the sufficient reason[154] that in every age he has been a dream, and our dreaming is of the dawn or the night, always disappointed but undaunted by the day that follows. And so no storied valley or hillside is richer in humanity than this coombe. It is one of the countless Edens where we are in contact not with the soldier and ploughman and mason that change the surface of the earth, but with prophet and poet who have ever lived to trace to Nature and to the early ages the health and vigour of men. There is the greatest antiquity of all, peace and purity and simplicity, and in the midst is the mother Earth, the young mother of the world, with a face like Ceres before she had lost Persephone in the underworld. In fact, so blessed is this solitary hall that after climbing out it is mournful to see the rabbit-worn tunnels and the Roman camp on the ridge.
We have reached not an end but a beginning. These are the elements—pure earth, wind, and sunlight—that give rise to beauty and joy, original and ancient, forever young. Their presence doesn’t take us back to the Middle Ages or to the days of Mr. Doughty’s heroic princes and princesses of Britain,[4] nor to any faded archaeologist’s world of stinking marshes and woods, of mammoths and brutish men, but to a place beyond space and time where life, thought, and physical health align with the sun and earth, fragrant like the flowers in the grass, cheerful like the grasshopper, swift like the hares, divine; and from all this emerges a vision of the person who will embody this idea, someone whom human unhappiness, dissatisfied with the past, has placed in a golden age even further back, for the simple reason[154] that throughout time he has been a dream, and our dreaming is about the dawn or the night, always let down yet unshaken by the day that follows. So, no storied valley or hillside holds more humanity than this coombe. It is one of countless Edens where we connect not with the soldier, farmer, or mason who change the surface of the earth, but with the prophet and poet who have always sought to link the health and vigor of humanity to Nature and ancient times. Here lies the ultimate antiquity: peace, purity, and simplicity, and at its center is Mother Earth, the young mother of the world, with a face like Ceres before she lost Persephone in the underworld. In fact, this solitary space is so blessed that after climbing out, it’s a bit sad to see the rabbit-worn tunnels and the Roman camp on the ridge.
CORNWALL.
In Cornwall, where the wrinkles and angles of the earth’s age are left to show, antiquity plays a giant’s part on every hand. What a curious effect have those ruins, all but invisible among the sands, the sea-blue scabious, the tamarisk and rush, though at night they seem not inaudible when the wild air is full of crying! Some that are not nearly as old are almost as magical. One there is that stands near a great water, cut off from a little town and from the world by a round green hill and touched by no road but only by a wandering path. At the foot of this hill, among yellow mounds of sand, under blue sky, the church is dark and alone. It is not very old—not five centuries—and is of plainest masonry: its blunt short spire of slate slabs that leans slightly to one side, with the[155] smallest of perforated slate windows at the base, has a look of age and rusticity. In the churchyard is a rough grey cross of stone—a disc supported by a pillar. It is surrounded by the waving noiseless tamarisk. It looks northward over the sandhills at a blue bay, guarded on the west by tall grey cliffs which a white column surmounts.
In Cornwall, where the landscape shows the wrinkles and angles of time, history is a prominent presence everywhere. Those ruins, almost hidden among the sands, sea-blue scabious, tamarisk, and reeds, have a strange effect, especially at night when the wild air is filled with whispers! Some structures that aren't nearly as old still feel almost magical. One stands near a large body of water, isolated from a small town and the world by a round green hill, accessible only by a winding path. At the base of this hill, among yellow sand mounds and under a blue sky, the church appears dark and solitary. It's not very old—less than five centuries—and is built of plain stone: its blunt, short spire made of slate slabs leans slightly to one side, featuring the smallest pierced slate window at the bottom, giving it an air of age and rustic charm. In the churchyard, there's a rough grey stone cross—a disk supported by a pillar. It's surrounded by gently swaying tamarisk trees. It faces north over the sand dunes towards a blue bay, which is protected on the west by tall grey cliffs crowned with a white column.
For a time the nearer sandhills have rested and clothed themselves in bird’s-foot trefoil, thyme, eyebright and short turf: but once the church was buried beneath them. Between the round hill and the church a tiny stream sidles along through a level hiding-place of flags and yellow flag flowers, of purple figwort and purple orchis and green grass.
For a while, the nearby sandhills have settled and covered themselves in bird’s-foot trefoil, thyme, eyebright, and short grass: but there was a time when the church was buried beneath them. Between the rounded hill and the church, a small stream quietly moves through a flat area filled with flags, yellow flag flowers, purple figwort, purple orchids, and green grass.
A cormorant flies low across the sky—that sable bird which seems to belong to the old time, the time of badger and beaver, of ancient men who rose up out of the crags of this coast. To them, when the cuckoo first called one April, came over the blue sea a small brown ship, followed by three seals, and out of it descended a Christian from Ireland, black-haired, blue-eyed, with ready red lips and deep sweet voice and spoke to them, all alone. He told them of a power that ruled the blue waters and shifting sands, who could move the round green hill to the rock of the white gulls; taller and grimmer than the cloven headland yet sweet and gentle as the fennel above; deep-voiced as the Atlantic storm, tender also as the sedgewarbler in the flags below the hill; whose palace was loftier than the blue to which the lark was now soaring, milder and richer than the meadows in May and everlasting; and his attendants were more numerous and bright than the herring under a moon of frost. The milkpails should be fuller and the grass deeper and the corn[156] heavier in the car if they believed in this; the pilchards should be as water boiling in the bay; and they should have wings as of the white birds that lounged about the precipices of the coast. And all the time the three seals lay with their heads and backs above the shallows and watched. Perhaps the men believed his word; perhaps they dropped him over the precipice to see whether he also flew like a gull: but here is the church named after him.
A cormorant flies low across the sky—that dark bird which seems to belong to an ancient era, the time of badgers and beavers, and ancient people who emerged from the cliffs of this coast. In that time, when the cuckoo first called one April, a small brown ship sailed over the blue sea, followed by three seals. A Christian from Ireland, with black hair, blue eyes, ready red lips, and a deep sweet voice, stepped out alone and spoke to them. He told them about a power that ruled the blue waters and shifting sands, capable of moving the round green hill to the rock of the white gulls; taller and fiercer than the cleft headland, yet sweet and gentle like the fennel above; deep-voiced like the Atlantic storm, and tender like the sedge warbler in the reeds below the hill; whose palace was higher than the blue sky where the lark was now soaring, milder and richer than the meadows in May and everlasting; and whose attendants were more numerous and vibrant than the herring under a frost-filled moon. The milk pails would be fuller, the grass deeper, and the corn heavier in the fields if they believed in this; the pilchards would bubble like boiling water in the bay; and they would have wings like the white birds lounging around the cliffs of the coast. All the while, the three seals lay with their heads and backs above the shallows, watching. Maybe the men believed him; maybe they threw him off the cliff to see if he could fly like a gull: but here is the church named after him.
All along the coast (and especially where it is lofty and houseless, and on the ledges of the crags the young grey gulls unable to fly bob their heads seaward and try to scream like their parents who wheel far and near with double yodeling cry), there are many rounded barrows looking out to sea. And there are some amidst the sandhills, bare and corrugated by the wind and heaved up like a feather-bed, their edges golden against the blue sky or mangily covered by drab marram grass that whistles wintrily; and near by the blue sea, slightly roughened as by a barrow, sleeps calm but foamy among cinder-coloured isles; donkeys graze on the brown turf, larks rise and fall and curlews go by; a cuckoo sings among the deserted mines. But the barrows are most noble on the high heather and grass. The lonely turf is full of lilac scabious flowers and crimson knapweed among the solid mounds of gorse. The brown-green-grey of the dry summer grass reveals myriads of the flowers of thyme, of stonecrop yellow and white, of pearly eyebright, of golden lady’s fingers, and the white or grey clover with its purest and earthiest of all fragrances. Here and there steep tracks descend slantwise among the thrift-grown crags to the sea, or promise to descend but end abruptly in[157] precipices. On the barrows themselves, which are either isolated or in a group of two or three, grow thistle and gorse. They command mile upon mile of cliff and sea. In their sight the great headlands run out to sea and sinking seem to rise again a few miles out in a sheer island, so that they resemble couchant beasts with backs under water but heads and haunches upreared. The cliffs are cleft many times by steep-sided coves, some with broad sand and shallow water among purple rocks, the outlet of a rivulet; others ending precipitously so that the stream suddenly plunges into the black sea among a huddle of sunless boulders. Near such a stream there will be a grey farm amid grey outbuildings—with a carved wooden eagle from the wreckage of the cove, or a mermaid, once a figure-head with fair long hair and round bosom, built into the wall of a barn. Or there is a briny hamlet grouped steeply on either side of the stream which gurgles among the pebbles down to the feet of the bearded fisherman and the ships a-gleam. Or perhaps there is no stream at all, and bramble and gorse come down dry and hot to the lips of the emerald and purple pools. Deep roads from the sea to the cliff-top have been worn by smuggler and fisherman and miner, climbing and descending. Inland shows a solitary pinnacled church tower, rosy in the warm evening—a thin line of trees, long bare stems and dark foliage matted—and farther still the ridges of misty granite, rough as the back of a perch.
All along the coast (especially where it's high and empty, and on the ledges of the cliffs, the young gray gulls that can't fly bob their heads toward the sea and try to scream like their parents who circle above with a double yodeling cry), there are many rounded barrows overlooking the sea. Some are nestled among the sand dunes, bare and wind-twisted, rising up like a feather-bed, their edges golden against the blue sky or sparsely covered with dull marram grass that whistles in the winter breeze; nearby, the blue sea, slightly choppy like a barrow, lies still yet foamy among cinder-colored islands; donkeys graze on the brown grass, larks rise and fall, and curlews pass by; a cuckoo sings among the abandoned mines. But the barrows are most impressive on the high heather and grass. The lonely ground is dotted with lilac scabious flowers and crimson knapweed among the solid mounds of gorse. The brown-green-gray of the dry summer grass reveals countless flowers of thyme, yellow and white stonecrop, pearly eyebright, golden lady's fingers, and white or gray clover, providing the purest and most earthy fragrance. Here and there, steep paths descend diagonally among the thrift-covered cliffs to the sea, or promise to descend but end abruptly in [157] cliffs. On the barrows themselves, which either stand alone or in clusters of two or three, thistles and gorse grow. They overlook miles and miles of cliffs and sea. In their view, the great headlands stretch out to the sea and, as they sink, seem to rise again a few miles out as sheer islands, resembling resting beasts with their backs submerged in water but their heads and haunches raised. The cliffs are cut many times by steep coves, some with wide sandy areas and shallow water among purple rocks, the mouth of a stream; others end steeply, causing the water to plunge suddenly into the black sea among a jumble of shadowy boulders. Near such a stream, there might be a gray farm with gray outbuildings—featuring a carved wooden eagle from the wreckage of the cove, or a mermaid, once a figurehead with long fair hair and a round bosom, built into the wall of a barn. Or there could be a salty little village steeply situated on either side of the stream, which trickles among the pebbles down to the feet of the bearded fisherman and the glimmering ships. Perhaps there isn’t a stream at all, and brambles and gorse come down dry and hot to the shores of the emerald and purple pools. Deep paths from the sea to the cliff top have been carved by smugglers, fishermen, and miners, climbing and descending. Inland stands a solitary church tower with a pointed top, glowing rosy in the warm evening—a thin line of trees with long bare trunks and dark foliage tangled together—and further still, the ridges of misty granite, rough like the back of a perch.
Of all the rocky land, of the sapphire sea white with quiet foam, the barrows are masters. The breaking away of the rock has brought them nearer to the sea as it has annihilated some and cut off the cliff-ways in mid-career. They stand in the unenclosed waste and are removed from[158] all human uses and from most wayfaring. Thus they share the sublimity of beacons and are about to show that tombs also have their deaths. Linnet and stonechat and pipit seem to attend upon them, with pretty voices and motions and a certain ghastliness, as of shadows, given to their cheerful and sudden flittings by the solemn neighbourhood. But most of their hold upon the spirit they owe to their powerful suggestion that here upon the high sea border was once lived a bold proud life, like that of Beowulf, whose words, when he was dying from the wounds of his last victory, were: “Bid the warriors raise a funeral mound to flash with fire on a promontory above the sea, that it may stand high and be a memorial by which my people shall remember me, and seafarers driving their tall ships through the mist of the sea shall say: ‘Beowulf’s Mound.’”
Of all the rocky land and the sapphire sea frothy with quiet waves, the mounds are the rulers. The erosion of the rock has brought them closer to the sea, while it has destroyed some and cut off the cliffs in mid-course. They stand in the open wasteland, far from all human activities and most travelers. Thus, they share the grandeur of lighthouses and reveal that tombs too have their endings. Linnets, stonechats, and pipits seem to be drawn to them, with their pretty voices and movements, giving off a certain eeriness, like shadows, added to their cheerful and sudden flutters by the solemn surroundings. But their most profound impact on the spirit comes from the strong suggestion that here, on the edge of the high sea, once lived a bold, proud life, like that of Beowulf, whose last words, as he lay dying from the wounds of his final victory, were: “Tell the warriors to build a funeral mound to blaze with fire on a promontory above the sea, so it may stand tall and be a memorial that my people will remember me by, and sailors navigating their tall ships through the sea mist will say: ‘Beowulf’s Mound.’”
In Cornwall as in Wales, these monuments are the more impressive, because the earth, wasting with them and showing her bones, takes their part. There are days when the age of the Downs, strewn with tumuli and the remnants of camp and village, is incredible; or rather they seem in the course of long time to have grown smooth and soft and kind, and to be, like a rounded languid cloud, an expression of Earth’s summer bliss of afternoon. But granite and slate and sandstone jut out, and in whatsoever weather speak rather of the cold, drear, hard, windy dawn. Nothing can soften the lines of Trendreen or Brown Willy or Carn Galver against the sky. The small stone-hedged ploughlands amidst brake and gorse do but accentuate the wildness of the land from which they have been won. The deserted mines are frozen cries of despair as if they had perished in conflict with[159] the waste; and in a few years their chimneys standing amidst rotted woodwork, the falling masonry, the engine rusty, huge and still (the abode of rabbits, and all overgrown with bedstraw, the stern thistle and wizard henbane) are in keeping with the miles of barren land, littered with rough silvered stones among heather and furze, whose many barrows are deep in fern and bramble and foxglove. The cotton grass raises its pure nodding white. The old roads dive among still more furze and bracken and bramble and foxglove, and on every side the land grows no such crop as that of grey stones. Even in the midst of occasional cornfield or weedless pasture a long grey upright stone speaks of the past. In many places men have set up these stones, roughly squaring some of them, in the form of a circle or in groups of circles—and over them beats the buzzard in slow hesitating and swerving flight. In one place the work of Nature might be mistaken for that of man. On a natural hillock stands what appears to be the ruin of an irregularly heaped wall of grey rock, roughened by dark-grey lichen, built of enormous angular fragments like the masonry of a giant’s child. Near at hand, bracken, pink stonecrop, heather and bright gold tormentil soften it; but at a distance it stands black against the summer sky, touched with the pathos of man’s handiwork overthrown, yet certainly an accident of Nature. It commands Cape Cornwall and the harsh sea, and St. Just with its horned church tower. On every hand lie cromlech, camp, circle, hut and tumulus of the unwritten years. They are confused and mingled with the natural litter of a barren land. It is a silent Bedlam of history, a senseless cemetery or museum, amidst which we walk as animals must do when they see those valleys full of[160] skeletons where their kind are said to go punctually to die. There are enough of the dead; they outnumber the living; and there those trite truths burst with life and drum upon the tympanum with ambiguous fatal voices. At the end of this many-barrowed moor, yet not in it, there is a solitary circle of grey stones, where the cry of the past is less vociferous, less bewildering, than on the moor itself, but more intense. Nineteen tall, grey stones stand round a taller, pointed one that is heavily bowed, amidst long grass and bracken and furze. A track passes close by, but does not enter the circle; the grass is unbent except by the weight of its bloom. It bears a name that connects it with the assembling and rivalry of the bards of Britain. Here, under the sky, they met, leaning upon the stones, tall, fair men of peace, but half-warriors, whose songs could change ploughshare into sword. Here they met, and the growth of the grass, the perfection of the stones (except that one stoops as with age), and the silence, suggest that since the last bard left it, in robe of blue or white or green—the colours of sky and cloud and grass upon this fair day—the circle has been unmolested, and the law obeyed which forbade any but a bard to enter it. Sky-blue was the colour of a chief bard’s robe, emblematic of peace and heavenly calm, and of unchangeableness. White, the colour of the Druid’s dress, was the emblem of light, and of its correlatives, purity of conduct, wisdom, and piety. Green was the colour of the youthful ovate’s robe, for it was the emblem of growth. Their uniformity of colour signified perfect truth. And the inscription upon the chair of the bards of Beisgawen was, “Nothing is that is not for ever and ever.” Blue and white and green, peace and light and[161] growth—“Nothing is that is not for ever and ever”—these things and the blue sky, the white, cloudy hall of the sun, and the green bough and grass, hallowed the ancient stones, and clearer than any vision of tall bards in the morning of the world was the tranquil delight of being thus “teased out of time” in the presence of this ancientness.
In Cornwall, just like in Wales, these monuments are even more striking because the earth is eroding around them, revealing its foundations. There are days when the age of the Downs, scattered with burial mounds and the remnants of camps and villages, feels unbelievable; or rather they seem to have become smooth, soft, and gentle over time, appearing like a lazy, rounded cloud that expresses Earth’s summer bliss in the afternoon. Yet, granite, slate, and sandstone jut out, and in any weather, they convey a sense of the cold, gloomy, stark, and windy dawn. Nothing can soften the outlines of Trendreen, Brown Willy, or Carn Galver against the sky. The small stone-fenced fields amidst heather and gorse only highlight the wildness of the land from which they were taken. The abandoned mines are chilling echoes of despair, as if they fell to ruin in a battle with the wilderness; in a few years, their chimneys stand among crumbling woodwork, collapsing masonry, and rusty, massive engines (homes to rabbits and covered in bedstraw, tough thistle, and henbane) fit right in with the stretches of barren land, strewn with rough, silvery stones among heather and furze, where many barrows lie thick with ferns, brambles, and foxglove. The cotton grass waves its pure white flowers. The old roads weave through even more gorse, bracken, brambles, and foxglove, and everywhere the land yields no crops aside from grey stones. Even amidst the occasional cornfield or weedy pasture, a tall, grey standing stone hints at the past. In many spots, people have placed these stones, unevenly shaping some of them into circles or clusters of circles—and above them, the buzzard soars slowly, hesitantly, and erratically. In one area, nature’s handiwork might be mistaken for human creation. On a natural hill, there stands what looks like the ruin of a haphazardly stacked wall of grey rock, rough with dark-grey lichen, made from enormous, angular chunks like the stonework of a giant’s child. Nearby, bracken, pink stonecrop, heather, and bright gold tormentil soften its appearance; yet from a distance, it appears dark against the summer sky, imbued with the poignant reminder of man’s efforts replaced by nature, yet undoubtedly an accident of the wild. It overlooks Cape Cornwall and the harsh sea, as well as St. Just, with its distinctive church tower. All around lie dolmens, camps, circles, huts, and barrows from those silent, unwritten times. They blend together with the natural debris of a barren landscape. It is a cacophony of history, a disorganized graveyard or museum, where we stroll like animals when they find valleys packed with bones where their kind are said to go to die. There are plenty of the dead; they outnumber the living; and here, those familiar truths burst alive and echo in ambiguous, fateful voices. At the end of this barrow-studded moor, yet separate from it, there’s a single circle of grey stones, where the echoes of the past are less loud, less confusing than on the moor itself, but somehow more intense. Nineteen tall grey stones circle a taller, pointed stone that leans heavily, surrounded by long grass and bracken and gorse. A path runs close by but doesn’t enter the circle; the grass remains undisturbed except by the weight of its blossoms. It has a name that connects it to the gatherings and rivalries of the bards of Britain. Here, beneath the sky, they met, leaning against the stones, tall, fair men of peace but also fighters, whose songs could transform plowshares into swords. Here they gathered, and the lushness of the grass, the perfection of the stones (except for the one that bends as if with age), and the silence suggest that since the last bard left, draped in blue, white, or green—colors of the sky, clouds, and grass on this beautiful day—the circle has remained untouched, obeying the rule that only a bard could enter it. Sky-blue was the color of a chief bard’s robe, symbolizing peace and heavenly tranquility, and steadfastness. White, the color of the Druid’s attire, represented light and its companions: purity of action, wisdom, and devotion. Green was the hue of the youthful ovate’s robe, symbolizing growth. Their matching colors signified perfect truth. And the inscription on the bards’ chair of Beisgawen read, “Nothing is that is not for ever and ever.” Blue, white, and green—peace, light, and growth—“Nothing is that is not for ever and ever”—these concepts, along with the blue sky, the white, cloudy sunlit space, and the green branches and grass, sanctified the ancient stones, and more clearly than any vision of tall bards in the dawn of the world was the serene joy of being thus “teased out of time” in the presence of this antiquity.
It is strange to pass from these monumental moors straight to the sea which records the moments, not the years or the centuries. In fine weather especially its colour—when, for example, it is faintly corrugated and of a blue that melts towards the horizon into such a hue that it is indistinguishable from the violet wall of dawn—is a perpetual astonishment on account of its unearthliness and evanescence. The mind does not at once accept the fact that here underneath our eyes is, as it were, another sky. The physical act of looking up induces a special mood of solemnity and veneration, and during the act the eyes meet with a fitting object in the stainless heavens. Looking down we are used to seeing the earth, the road, the footpath, the floor, the hearth; but when, instead, it is the sea and not any of these things, although our feet are on firm land, the solemnity is of another kind. In its anger the sea becomes humanized or animalized: we see resemblances to familiar things. There is, for instance, an hour sometimes after sunset, when the grey sky coldly lights the lines of white plumes on a steely sea, and they have an inevitable likeness to a trampling chivalry that charges upon a foe. But a calm sea is incomparable except to moods of the mind. It is then as remote from the earth and earthly things as the sky, and the remoteness is the more astonishing because it is almost within our[162] grasp. It is no wonder that a great idea was expressed by the fortunate islands in the sea. The youthfulness, the incorruptibility of the sea, continually renewing itself, the same from generation to generation, prepares it as a fit sanctuary of the immortal dead. So at least we are apt to think at certain times, coming from the heavy, scarred, tormented earth to that immense aëry plain of peacock blue. And yet at other times that same unearthliness will suggest quite other thoughts. It has not changed and shrunken and grown like the earth; it is not sun-warmed: it is a monster that has lain unmoved by time, sleeping and moaning outside the gates within which men and animals have become what they are. Actually that cold fatal element and its myriad population without a sound brings a wistfulness into the mind as if it could feel back and dimly recall the dawn of time when the sea was incomprehensible and impassable, when the earth had but lately risen out of the waters and was yet again to descend beneath: it becomes a type of the waste where everything is unknown or uncertain except death, pouring into the brain the thoughts that men have had on looking out over untrodden mountain, forest, swamp, in the drizzling dawn of the world. The sea is exactly what it was when mountain, forest, swamp were imperturbable enemies, and the sight of it restores the ancient fear. I remember one dawn above all others when this restoration was complete. When it was yet dark the wind rose gustily under a low grey sky and a lark sang amidst the moan of gorse and the creak of gates and the deeply-taken breath of the tide at the full. Nor was it yet light when the gulls began to wheel and wind and float with a motion like foam on a whirlpool or inter[163]woven snow. They wheeled about the masts of fishing-boats that nodded and kissed and crossed in a steep cove of crags whose black edges were slavered by the foam of the dark sea; and there were no men among the boats or about the grey houses that looked past the walls of the cove to the grim staircase and sea-doors of a black headland, whose perpendicular rocks stood up far out of the reach of the wings fashioned in the likeness of gigantic idols. The higher crags were bushy and scaly with lichen, and they were cushioned upon thrift and bird’s-foot trefoil and white bladder campion. It was a bristling sea, not in the least stormy, but bristling, dark and cold through the slow colourless dawn, dark and cold and immense; and at the edge of it the earth knelt, offering up the music of a small flitting bird and the beauty of small flowers, white and gold, to those idols. They were terrible enough. But the sea was more terrible; for it was the god of whom those rocks were the poor childish images, and it seemed that the god had just then disclosed his true nature and hence the pitiful loveliness of the flowers, the pitiful sweetness of the bird that sang among the rocks at the margin of the kind earth.
It's strange to go from these monumental moors directly to the sea, which captures moments rather than years or centuries. In nice weather, especially, the color of the sea—when, for instance, it has a slight ripple and a blue that gradually fades into a hue indistinguishable from the violet wall of dawn—is endlessly astonishing because of its otherworldly and fleeting quality. The mind doesn't immediately accept that right before us lies, in a sense, another sky. The act of looking up creates a mood of seriousness and respect, and while doing so, the eyes find a fitting sight in the clear heavens. When we look down, we expect to see the ground, the road, the path, the floor, the hearth; but when it’s the sea instead—though our feet are on solid land—the seriousness feels different. In its fury, the sea takes on human or animal characteristics: we see resemblances to familiar things. For example, there’s a time just after sunset when the gray sky coldly illuminates the white waves on a steely sea, and they resemble a charging knightly force confronting an enemy. But a calm sea is unparalleled except in emotional states. Then it feels as distant from the earth and earthly matters as the sky, and that distance is even more striking because it seems almost within our grasp. It’s no wonder a grand idea has been expressed by the fortunate islands in the sea. The youthfulness and purity of the sea, always renewing itself and remaining unchanged from generation to generation, make it a fitting sanctuary for the immortal dead. That’s at least what we might think at certain moments when coming from the heavy, scarred, and tormented earth to that vast airy expanse of peacock blue. Yet, at other times, that same otherworldliness can provoke very different thoughts. It hasn’t changed, shrunk, or grown like the earth; it isn’t warmed by the sun: it is a monster that has remained untouched by time, sleeping and moaning outside the gates where men and animals have become who they are. In truth, that cold, fateful element and its countless inhabitants bring a sense of longing to the mind, as if it could reach back and vaguely remember the dawn of time when the sea was unfathomable and impossible to cross, when the earth had just emerged from the waters and was destined to sink beneath them again: it symbolizes the void where everything is unknown or uncertain except death, flooding the mind with thoughts that people have had while gazing out over untrodden mountains, forests, swamps, in the drizzling dawn of the world. The sea remains just as it was when mountains, forests, and swamps were unyielding foes, and seeing it brings back that ancient fear. I remember one dawn above all others when this restoration was complete. While it was still dark, the wind rose briskly under a low gray sky, and a lark sang amidst the moan of gorse, the creak of gates, and the deep breaths of the full tide. It wasn’t yet light when the gulls started to circle and glide, moving like foam on a whirlpool or intertwining snow. They swooped around the masts of fishing boats that bobbed and kissed in a steep cove of cliffs, their black edges smeared with the foam of the dark sea; and there were no people among the boats or near the gray houses that looked past the walls of the cove to the grim staircase and sea gates of a black headland, whose sheer rocks rose far beyond the reach of wings shaped like giant idols. The higher cliffs were overgrown and streaked with lichen, and they were cushioned with thrift, bird’s-foot trefoil, and white bladder campion. It was a prickly sea, not actually stormy, but bristling, dark, and cold through the slow, colorless dawn—dark, cold, and enormous; at its edge, the earth bowed down, offering the music of a small flitting bird and the beauty of small flowers, white and gold, to those idols. They were frightening enough. But the sea was more terrifying; for it was the god of which those rocks were merely childlike images, and it felt as though that god had just revealed its true nature, hence the pitiful beauty of the flowers, the pitiful sweetness of the bird that sang among the rocks at the edge of the kind earth.
Now and then the sea will startle by some resemblance to the earth. Thus I have come unexpectedly in sight of it on a strange coast and have not known that it was the sea. A gale from the north-east was blowing, and it was late afternoon in mid-winter. The land was sandy moorland, treeless and dark with iron-coloured heather. A mile away I saw rising up into the sky what seemed a peaty mountain in Cardiganshire, as it would be in a tempest of rain, and it was only when I was near the cliff and could see the three long walls of white waves towards[164] the shore that I knew it was the sea. More common is the calm dark-blue sea in mid-summer, over which go criss-cross bands of lighter hue, like pale moorland paths winding about a moor.
Now and then the sea surprises me by looking a lot like land. I've unexpectedly spotted it on a strange coastline and didn’t realize it was the sea at first. A strong wind from the northeast was blowing, and it was late afternoon in the middle of winter. The land was a sandy moor, treeless and dark with iron-colored heather. A mile away, I saw what looked like a peaty mountain in Cardiganshire, just like it would appear in a rainstorm, and it was only when I got closer to the cliff and could see the three long lines of white waves heading towards[164] the shore that I recognized it was the sea. More typical is the calm, dark-blue sea in mid-summer, with light-colored bands crisscrossing over it, like pale moorland paths winding across a moor.
In a stern land like Cornwall that so often refuses the consolations of grass and herb and tree, the relentings are the more gracious. These are to be found in a whole valley where there are sloping fields of corn and grass divided by green hedges, and woods rich and misty and warm, and the bones of the land are buried away until it ends in a bay where high and cavernous dark rocks stand on either side of blue water and level sand. Often all the sweetness of the country round seems to have run into one great roadside hedge as dewdrops collect in the bosom of a leaf. The stones of the original wall are themselves deeply hidden in turf, or from the crevices ferns descend and the pale blooms of pennywort rise up; the lichen is furry and the yellow or pink stonecrop is neat and dense; ivy climbs closely up and hangs down in loose array. Up from the top of the wall or mound rise bramble and gorse and woodbine over them, or brier and thorn and woodbine again; and the tallest and massiest of foxgloves cleave through these with their bells, half a hundred of them in rows five deep already open and as many more yet in bud, dense as grapes, dewy, murmurous; and below the foxgloves are slender parsleys, rough wood sage and poppies. At the foot of the wall, between it and the road, is a grassy strip, where the yarrow grows feathery with gilded cinquefoil and tormentil—or above nettles as dense as corn rise large discs of white hog parsnip flower, a coarse and often dirty flower that has a dry smell of summer—or bramble and[165] brier arch this way and that their green and rosy and purple stems, bright leaves, flowers pink and white. Only the shin-breaking Cornish stiles of stone, interrupting the hedge and giving a view of barren hills or craggy-sided sea, destroy the illusion created by this exuberance of herb and bush and the perfume of woodbine and rose.
In a harsh place like Cornwall that often denies the comforts of grass, herbs, and trees, the few moments of relief are even more precious. These can be found in a valley filled with sloping fields of corn and grass separated by green hedges, and rich, misty, warm woods. The bones of the land are buried deep until it reaches a bay where towering, dark, cave-like rocks stand on either side of blue water and smooth sand. Often, all the sweetness of the surrounding countryside seems to have gathered into one large roadside hedge, just like dewdrops collecting in the heart of a leaf. The stones of the original wall are hidden deep under grass, where ferns hang from the crevices and pale pennywort blooms rise up; the lichen is fuzzy and the yellow or pink stonecrop is neat and dense; ivy climbs closely up and hangs down loosely. From the top of the wall or mound, bramble and gorse rise, along with woodbine, and again brier and thorn along with woodbine; the tallest and heaviest foxgloves push through with their bells, nearly a hundred of them in rows five deep, already open and just as many more still in bud, dense as grapes, dewy, humming; and below the foxgloves are slender parsleys, rough wood sage, and poppies. At the base of the wall, between it and the road, is a grassy strip where yarrow grows feathery with golden cinquefoil and tormentil—or above nettles as thick as corn, large flat discs of white hog parsnip flowers rise, a coarse and often dirty flower with a dry smell of summer—or bramble and brier arch this way and that with their green, rosy, and purple stems, bright leaves, and pink and white flowers. Only the shin-breaking Cornish stone stiles interrupting the hedge provide a view of barren hills or rocky sea, breaking the spell created by this abundance of plants and the scent of honeysuckle and roses.
Nowhere is the stateliness or grace or privacy of trees more conspicuous than about the Cornish towns and farms. The tall round-topped elms above Padstow, for example, would be natural and acceptable unconsciously elsewhere; but above those crossing lines of roof they have an indescribable benevolence. The farmhouses are usually square, dry and grey, being built of slate with grey-slated roofs painted by lichen; some are whitewashed; in some, indeed, the stones are of many greys and blues, with yellowish and reddish tinges, hard, but warm in the sun and comforting to look at when close to the sea and some ruinous promontory; few are screened by ivy or climbing rose. The farm buildings are of the same kind, relieved by yellow straw, the many hues of hay, the purple bracken stacks, the dark peat. The gates are coarse and mean, of iron or of cheap or rough wood, lightly made, patched, held together by string, and owing their only charm to the chance use of the curved ribs of ships as gate-posts. But to many of the buildings sycamore and ash and apple trees bent above tall grass lend their beauty of line, of mass, of colour, of shade, of sound and of many motions. I can never forget the rows of ash trees, the breezy sycamores and the tamarisks by ancient Harlyn, with its barrows on the hill, its ruins of chapel and church among rushes and poppies, its little oak wood by the sandy river mouth where the men of[166] old time buried their dead, the poppied corn, the white gulls and their black shadows wheeling over sunny turf. The file of lean woods seen between Perranporth and St. Agnes inland. The sycamores above the farm near Towan cross where the road dips and the deep furrow of a little valley winds, with hay upon its slopes, out to sea. The green wood, long and beautiful, below the gentle brown slopes of Hudder Down. The several companies of trees in the valley by the Red River, and the white farm of Reskajeage near by, under ash and elm, sycamore and wych-elm and lime, a rough orchard of apples and a gnarled squat medlar to one side—the trees grouped as human figures are when they begin to move after some tense episode. The wych-elm, sycamore and ash round the tower of Gwithian church and in amongst the few thatched cottages alongside the yellow towans and violet sea. In a land of deserted roofless houses with solid chimneys that no man wants, the narrow copse of small spindly oaks upholding with bare crooked stems as of stone a screen of leaves, above a brooklet that runs to the sea through dense rush and foxglove and thistle where the sedge-warbler sings. The long low mound of green wood nearest to Land’s End. Between Tregothal and Bosfranken, the wet copse in a narrow valley, where red campion and bracken and bramble are unpenetrated among flowery elders, sallows, thorns and sycamores. A farm that has a water-mill and water gloomy and crystal under sycamore and ash. The thin halting procession of almost branchless trees on the ridge of the Beacon above Sancreed—a procession that seems even at mid-day to move in another world, in the world and in the age of the stone circles and cairns and cromlechs of the moor beyond.[167] The sycamore and elder that surround and tower above Tregonebris near Boscawen Un. The avenue of ash and elm and wych-elm and sycamore, very close together, leading from grey Nancothan mill, where the dark-brown water mingles its noise with the rustling trees. The wych-elms and golden-fruited sycamores about the roads near St. Hilary, and the long avenue of ash up to the church itself, and the elms through which the evening music floats, amidst the smell of hay, in a misty mountained sunset.
Nowhere is the dignity, elegance, or seclusion of trees more evident than in the Cornish towns and farms. The tall, rounded elms above Padstow, for instance, would blend in naturally and without trying elsewhere, but over the tangled roofs, they exude an indescribable kindness. The farmhouses are usually square, dry, and grey, made of slate with slate roofs decorated by lichen; some are whitewashed; in others, the stones display various shades of grey and blue, with hints of yellow and red, solid but warm in the sunlight and pleasing to the eye near the sea and a crumbling cliff. Few are covered by ivy or climbing roses. The farm buildings are similar, brightened by yellow straw, the various colors of hay, purple bracken stacks, and dark peat. The gates are rough and shabby, made of iron or cheap, rough wood, lightly constructed, patched together with string, and their only charm comes from the chance use of ship's curved ribs as gate-posts. Yet many buildings are graced by sycamore, ash, and apple trees leaning over tall grass, adding their beauty in form, mass, color, shade, sound, and movement. I can never forget the rows of ash trees, the breezy sycamores, and the tamarisks near ancient Harlyn, with its barrows on the hill, its chapel and church ruins among rushes and poppies, its small oak wood by the sandy river mouth where ancient people buried their dead, the poppy-filled fields, and the white gulls casting their black shadows over sunlit grass. The line of sparse woods seen between Perranporth and St. Agnes inland. The sycamores above the farm close to Towan Cross, where the road dips and a deep furrow of a small valley winds, with hay on its slopes leading out to sea. The long and beautiful green wood below the gentle brown hills of Hudder Down. The clusters of trees in the valley by the Red River, alongside white Reskajeage farmhouse, under ash, elm, sycamore, and wych-elm, with a rough apple orchard and a gnarled squat medlar on one side—the trees grouped like human figures beginning to move after a tense moment. The wych-elm, sycamore, and ash around Gwithian church's tower and among the few thatched cottages along the yellow beaches and violet sea. In a land of deserted, roofless houses with solid chimneys that no one desires, the narrow thicket of small, spindly oaks supports a screen of leaves above a brook that flows to the sea through dense rushes, foxgloves, and thistles where the sedge-warbler sings. The long, low mound of green wood closest to Land’s End. Between Tregothal and Bosfranken, the damp thicket in a narrow valley, where red campion, bracken, and bramble thrive among flowering elders, willows, thorns, and sycamores. A farm with a water mill and dark, crystal-clear water under sycamores and ashes. The thin, halting line of nearly branchless trees on the ridge of the Beacon above Sancreed—a procession that seems to move even in daylight through another world, in the era of the stone circles, cairns, and cromlechs of the moor beyond.[167] The sycamore and elder towering over Tregonebris near Boscawen Un. The close-set avenue of ash, elm, wych-elm, and sycamore leads from the grey Nancothan mill, where dark-brown water mingles its sound with the rustling trees. The wych-elms and golden-fruited sycamores along the roads near St. Hilary, the long avenue of ash leading up to the church itself, and the elms through which evening music drifts, amidst the scent of hay, in a misty, mountainous sunset.
Under the flaming fleeces of a precipitous sky, in a windless hush and at low tide, I descended to a narrow distinct valley just where a stream ran clear and slow through level sands to a bay, between headlands of rocks and of caves among the rocks. The sides of the valley near the sea were high and steep and of grass until their abrupt end in a low but perpendicular wall of rock just above the river sands. Inland the valley began to wind and at the bend trees came darkly trooping down the slopes to the water. Immediately opposite the ford—the wet sands being unscathed by any foot or hoof or wheel—a tributary ran into the river through a gorge of its own. It was a gorge not above a hundred feet across, and its floor was of sand save where the brook was running down, and this floor was all in shadow because the banks were clothed in thick underwood and in ash, sycamore, wych-elm and oak meeting overhead. And in these sands also there was no footprint save of the retreated sea. There was no house, nor wall, nor road. And there was no sound in the caverns of foliage except one call of a cuckoo as I entered and the warbling of a blackbird that mused in the oaks and then laughed and was silent and mused[168] again and filled the mind with the fairest images of solitude—solitude where a maid, thinking of naught, unthought of, unseen, combs out her yellow hair and lets her spirit slip down into the tresses—where a man fearful of his kind ascends out of the deeps of himself so that his eyes look bravely and his face unstiffens and unwrinkles and his motion and gesture is fast and free—where a child walks and stops and runs and sings in careless joy that takes him winding far out into abysses of eternity and makes him free of them, so that years afterward the hour and place and sky return, and the eternity on which they opened as a casement, but not the child, not the joy.
Under the bright colors of a steep sky, in a stillness without wind and at low tide, I went down to a narrow, distinct valley where a stream flowed clear and slowly over flat sands to a bay, nestled between rocky headlands and caves among the rocks. The valley's sides near the sea were steep and grassy until they abruptly ended at a low, vertical rock wall just above the river sands. As you go inland, the valley began to twist, and at the bend, trees darkly gathered on the slopes leading down to the water. Directly opposite the ford—the wet sands untouched by any feet, hooves, or wheels—a tributary flowed into the river through its own gorge. This gorge was no more than a hundred feet wide, and its sandy floor, except where the brook flowed, was completely in shadow as the banks were covered with dense underbrush and ash, sycamore, wych elm, and oak meeting overhead. And on this sandy ground, there were no footprints, only those left by the receding sea. There were no houses, no walls, no roads. And the only sounds in the leafy caverns were the call of a cuckoo as I entered and the melodious song of a blackbird, lost in thought in the oaks, then laughing, falling silent, and pondering again, filling the mind with the most beautiful images of solitude—solitude where a girl, thinking of nothing, unthought of, unseen, lets her golden hair down and allows her spirit to slip into her tresses—where a man, afraid of others, rises from the depths of himself so that his eyes shine with courage and his face relaxes, moving quickly and freely—where a child walks, pauses, runs, and sings in carefree joy that takes him winding out into the depths of eternity and makes him part of it, so that years later the moment, place, and sky return, opening like a window to eternity, but not the child, not the joy.
I like trees for the cool evening voices of their many leaves, for their cloudy forms linked to earth by stately stems—for the pale lifting of the sycamore leaves in breezes and also their drooping, hushed and massed repose, for the myriad division of the light ash leaves—for their straight pillars and for the twisted branch work, for their still shade and their rippling or calm shimmering or dimly glowing light, for the quicksilver drip of dawn, for their solemnity and their dancing, for all their sounds and motions—their slow-heaved sighs, their nocturnal murmurs, their fitful fingerings at thunder time, their swishing and tossing and hissing in violent rain, the roar of their congregations before the south-west wind when it seems that they must lift up the land and fly away with it, for their rustlings of welcome in harvest heat—for their kindliness and their serene remoteness and inhumanity, and especially the massiest of the trees that have also the glory of motion, the sycamores, which are the chief tree of Cornwall, as the beeches and yews are[169] of the Downs, the oaks of the Weald, the elms of the Wiltshire vales.
I love trees for the cool evening sounds of their many leaves, for their cloud-like shapes connected to the earth by strong trunks—for the soft rise of sycamore leaves in the breeze and their drooping, quiet, gathered stillness, for the countless variations of light ash leaves—for their straight columns and their twisted branches, for their calm shade and their shimmering or gently glowing light, for the quicksilver drop of dawn, for their seriousness and their joy, for all their sounds and movements—their slow, deep sighs, their nighttime whispers, their restless rustling during a storm, their swaying and shaking and hissing in heavy rain, the roar of their collective voices before the southwest wind when it seems like they might lift the land and fly away with it, for their rustling welcome in the warmth of harvest—for their kindness and their peaceful distance and otherworldliness, and especially the largest trees that also embody motion, the sycamores, which are the main tree of Cornwall, just as the beeches and yews are of the Downs, the oaks of the Weald, and the elms of the Wiltshire valleys.[169]
Before I part from trees I should like to mention those of mid-Somerset—and above all, the elms. I am thinking of them as they are at noon on the hottest days of haymaking at the end of June. The sky is hot, its pale blue without pity and changing to a yellow of mist near the horizon. The land is level and all of grass, and where the hay is not spread in swathes the grass is almost invisible for the daisies on its motionless surface. Here and there the mower whirrs and seems natural music, like the grasshopper’s, of the burning earth. Through the levels wind the heavy-topped grey willows of a hidden stream. In the hedges and in the wide fields and about the still, silent farmhouses of stone there are many elms. They are tall and slender despite their full mounded summits. They cast no shade. In the great heat their green is all but grey, and their leaves are lost in the mist which their mingling creates. Grey-hooded, grey-mantled, they seem to be stealing away over the fields to the sanctuary of the dark-wooded hills, low and round and lapped entirely in leaves, which stand in the mist at the edge of the plain—to be leaving that plain to the possession of the whirring mower and the sun of almighty summer.
Before I say goodbye to trees, I want to mention those in mid-Somerset—especially the elms. I picture them at noon on the hottest days of haymaking at the end of June. The sky is scorching, a pale blue that shows no mercy, fading to a yellow mist near the horizon. The land is flat and covered in grass, and where the hay isn't spread out, the grass is almost hidden by the daisies on its still surface. Now and then, the mower buzzes, creating a natural melody, like the chirp of grasshoppers, in the sweltering heat. The heavy-topped grey willows of a hidden stream wind through the fields. In the hedges, across the wide fields, and around the quiet, stone farmhouses, there are many elms. They are tall and slender, despite their bushy tops. They cast no shade. In the intense heat, their green looks almost grey, and their leaves blend into the mist they create together. Cloaked in grey, they seem to be drifting over the fields toward the sanctuary of the dark-wooded hills—low, rounded, completely wrapped in leaves—standing in the mist at the edge of the plain, leaving that plain to the buzzing mower and the relentless summer sun.
Sycamores solemnized the Cornish farm in the twilight, where I asked the farmer’s wife if she could let us have two beds for the night. She stood in the doorway, hands on hips, watching her grandchildren’s last excited minutes of play in the rickyard.
Sycamores framed the Cornish farm in the twilight as I asked the farmer's wife if she could give us two beds for the night. She stood in the doorway, hands on her hips, watching her grandchildren's final, excited moments of play in the rickyard.
“He’s the master,” she replied, pointing to the farmer who was talking to his carter, between the rickyard and the door, under the sycamores.
“He’s the boss,” she replied, pointing to the farmer who was chatting with his cart driver, between the haystack and the door, under the sycamores.
“Two beds?”
“Two beds?”
“That is what we should like,” said my friend and I.
"That's what we would like," said my friend and me.
“What do you want with two beds?” he asked with a tinge of scorn as well as of pity in his frank amusement. “My missus and I have only had one bed these forty years.”
“What do you need two beds for?” he asked, a mix of scorn and pity in his genuine amusement. “My wife and I have only had one bed for the last forty years.”
Here he laughed so gaily that he could not have embarrassed the very devil of puritanism, and turning to his man he called forth a deep bass laughter and from his wife a peal that shook her arms so that she raised them to the sides of the porch for better support; the children also turned their laughter our way.
Here he laughed so joyfully that he couldn't have embarrassed the most serious puritan, and turning to his man, he let out a deep, booming laugh, while his wife erupted into a fit of laughter that made her raise her arms to the sides of the porch for better support; the children also directed their laughter our way.
“But perhaps one of you kicks in his sleep?... We don’t.... Come inside. I dare say you are tired.... Good-night, John. Now, children, up with you.”
“But maybe one of you kicks in your sleep?... We don’t.... Come inside. I bet you’re tired.... Goodnight, John. Now, kids, get up.”
I think they were the most excellent pair of man and woman I ever saw. Both were of a splendid physical type, she the more energetic, black-haired, black-eyed, plump and tall and straight; he the more enduring, fair-haired and bearded, blue-eyed, hardly her equal in height, certainly not in words. In forty years neither had overpowered the other. They had not even agreed to take separate paths, but like two school-boys, new friends, they could afford to contend together in opinions without fear of damage or of lazy truce. He had ploughed and sowed and reaped: she had borne him seven children, had baked and churned and stitched. They had loved sweet things together, and, with curses at times, their children and the land. Physical strength and purity—that were in them the whole of morality—seemed to have given them that equality with the conditions of life which philosophy has[171] done nothing but talk about. They of all men and women had perhaps jarred least upon the music of the spheres. They had the right and power to live, and the end was laughter.
I think they were the best couple I ever saw. Both were impressive physically—she was more energetic, with black hair, black eyes, tall, plump, and standing straight; he was more enduring, with fair hair and a beard, blue eyes, and not quite as tall as her, definitely not as talkative. In forty years, neither had overpowered the other. They didn't even agree to go their separate ways, but like two schoolboys who are new friends, they could openly debate their opinions without fear of hurting each other or falling into a lazy compromise. He had worked the land—plowed, sowed, and harvested—while she had given him seven children, baked, churned, and sewed. They had shared a love for sweet things and, at times, vented their frustrations about their children and the land. Their physical strength and purity—that was their entire morality—seemed to give them an equality with life’s challenges that philosophy has only ever talked about. They probably disrupted the harmony of the universe the least of all people. They had the right and ability to live, and in the end, it was all about laughter.
In all those years they had been separated but once. Until four years ago she had not been out of Cornwall except to bury her mother, who had suddenly died in London. Two hundred pounds fell to her share on that death and the money arrived one morning after the harvest thanksgiving. For a week she continued to go about her work in the old way save that she sent rather hurriedly for a daughter who had just left her place as cook in Exeter. At the end of the week, having stored the apples and shown her daughter how to use the separator, she walked in to Penzance in her best clothes but without even a handbag; her husband was out with his gun. By the next day she was at Liverpool. She sent off a picture postcard, with a little note written by the shopkeeper, saying that she would be back by Christmas, and telling her husband to sell the old bull. Then she sailed for New York. She saw Niagara; she visited her nephew, John Davy, at Cincinnati; she spent two weeks in railway travelling west and south, and saw the Indians. Four days before Christmas she was back in the rickyard, driving before her a young bull and carrying in her hand a bunch of maize.
In all those years, they had only been apart once. Until four years ago, she hadn’t left Cornwall except to bury her mother, who had passed away suddenly in London. She inherited two hundred pounds from her mother’s death, and the money arrived one morning after the harvest celebration. For a week, she continued with her usual routine, except that she quickly called for her daughter, who had just left her job as a cook in Exeter. At the end of the week, after storing the apples and showing her daughter how to use the separator, she walked into Penzance in her best clothes but without even a handbag; her husband was out with his gun. By the next day, she was in Liverpool. She sent a picture postcard with a little note written by the shopkeeper, saying she would be back by Christmas and telling her husband to sell the old bull. Then she set sail for New York. She saw Niagara, visited her nephew, John Davy, in Cincinnati, spent two weeks traveling by train west and south, and saw the Indians. Four days before Christmas, she was back in the rickyard, driving a young bull before her and carrying a bunch of maize in her hand.
“Well, Ann, you’re back before your time,” said her husband, after praising the beast.
“Well, Ann, you’re back early,” said her husband, after complimenting the beast.
“Yes, Samuel, and I feel as if I could whitewash the dairy, that I do,” said she.
“Yeah, Samuel, and I feel like I could paint the dairy, I really do,” she said.
“Suppose you wait till to-morrow,” proposed Sam Davy.
“Why don't you wait until tomorrow?” suggested Sam Davy.
“I think I will, for I can hear that Mary is behind with the separator.”
“I think I will, because I can hear that Mary is behind with the separator.”
“She’s a good girl, but she hasn’t got your patience, my dear.”
“She’s a good girl, but she doesn’t have your patience, my dear.”
“Oh, here, Sam, here’s the change,” she said, giving him the bunch of maize.
“Oh, here, Sam, here’s the change,” she said, handing him the bunch of corn.
In Cornwall many of the women looked less English than the men. The noticeable men were fair-haired and, of fair complexion, blue-eyed and rather small-headed, upright and of good bearing. The noticeable women had black hair, pale, seldom swarthy, faces, very dark eyes. Perhaps the eyes were more foreign than anything else in them: they were singularly immobile and seldom changed in expression with their voices. Several of the dark-eyed, black-haired women had a beauty of a fearless character like gypsy women, in their movement and expression. But the wives of small farmers and miners on piecework look old very soon and are puckered and shadowy in the face. Some of these middle-aged and old women suggested an early and barbarous generation. The eyes were small and deep-set, and the face narrowed forward like an animal’s; which gave the whole a peering expression of suspicion and even alarm. The eyes of most human beings are causes of bewilderment and dismay if curiously looked at; but the strangest I ever saw were in an old Cornish woman. They were black and round as a child’s, with a cold brightness that made them seem not of the substance of other eyes, but like a stone. They were set in a narrow, bony face of parchment among grey hair crisp and disarrayed. I saw them only for a few[173] minutes while I asked a few questions about the way, and it was as much as I could do to keep up the conversation, so much did those motionless eyes invite me to plunge into an abyss of human personality—such intense loneliness and strangeness did they create, since they proclaimed shrilly and clearly that beyond a desire to be fed and clothed we had nothing in common. Had they peered up at me out of a cromlech or hut at Bosporthennis I could not have been more puzzled and surprised.
In Cornwall, many of the women looked less English than the men. The noticeable men had fair hair, light skin, blue eyes, and were on the smaller side, standing tall and with good posture. The noticeable women had black hair, pale, rarely tanned faces, and very dark eyes. Maybe the eyes were the most foreign feature about them: they were remarkably still and rarely expressed changes in response to their voices. Some of the dark-eyed, black-haired women had a bold beauty reminiscent of gypsy women, evident in their movements and expressions. However, the wives of small farmers and miners working piecework aged quickly and appeared wrinkled and shadowy in the face. A few of these middle-aged and older women gave off an impression of an early and savage generation. Their eyes were small and deep-set, and their faces tapered forward like an animal's; this gave them an expression of suspicion and even alarm. Most people's eyes can bewilder or unsettle you when looked at closely, but the weirdest I ever saw were in an old Cornish woman. They were black and round like a child's, with a cold brightness that made them seem unlike any other eyes, almost like stone. They were set in a narrow, bony face resembling parchment, surrounded by grey hair that was crisp and messy. I only saw them for a few minutes while asking a few questions about directions, and it was hard to keep the conversation going, as those unchanging eyes seemed to draw me into a deep chasm of human personality—such profound loneliness and strangeness they conveyed, making it clear we had nothing in common beyond the basic need for food and clothing. If they had looked up at me from a cromlech or a hut at Bosporthennis, I couldn't have been more confused and taken aback.
Men and women were hospitable and ready to smile as the Welsh are; and they have an alluring naïveté as well as some righteousness. One family was excessively virtuous or had a wish to appear so: I do not know which alternative to like the less, since it was in a matter of game. They rented land on a large estate and had a right to the rabbits: the hares were sacred to the great landowner. The farmer’s wife assured me that one of her sons had lately brought in a lame hare and proposed to put it out of its pain, but that she had said: “No, take it out and let it die outside anywhere. The best thing is to be afraid in things of this kind and then you won’t go wrong.” Doing much the same kind or quantity of manual work as their husbands and being much out of doors, the women’s manners were confident and free. Their speech was as a rule fluent and grammatical and clearly delivered, with less accent than in any part of England. Coming into a mining village one day and wanting tea, I asked a woman who was drawing water from a farmyard well if she could make me some, thinking she was the farmer’s wife. She said she would, but took me to one of a small row of cottages over the way,[174] where her husband was half-naked in the midst of his Saturday wash. Taking no notice of him she led me into the sitting-room and, with a huge loaf held like a violin, began buttering and cutting thin slices while she talked to me, to the little children and to her husband, from the adjacent kitchen. She was tall, straight as a pillar, black-haired, with clear untanned but slightly swarthy skin, black eyes, kindly gleaming cheeks and red lips smiling above her broad breast and hips. Her clothes were black but in rags that hardly clung to her shoulders and waist. She was barely five and twenty, but had six young children about her, one in a cradle by the hearth and another still crawling at her feet. Her only embarrassment came when I asked to pay for my tea—she began adding up the cost, a pennyworth of bread and butter, a halfpennyworth of tea, etc.! The kitchen consisted simply of a large grate and baking oven, plain tables and chairs on a flagged floor. But the sitting-room was a museum—with photographs of a volunteer corps, of friends and relations on the wall over the fire; foxgloves in jam-pots surrounded by green crinkled paper in the fireplace; on the mantelpiece, cheap little vases and scraps of ore and more photographs. On the walls were three pictures: one of two well-dressed children being timidly inspected by fallow deer; another of a grandmother showing a book to a child whose attention is diverted by the frolics of two kittens at her side; and a third of Jesus, bleeding and crowned with thorns, high on a cross over a marble city beneath a romantic forest ridge, behind which was the conflagration of a crimson sunset.
Men and women were friendly and quick to smile, just like the Welsh, and they had a charming innocence along with a sense of righteousness. One family was either overly virtuous or simply wanted to appear that way; I’m not sure which option I prefer, especially since it involved hunting. They rented land on a large estate and had the right to the rabbits, while the hares were off-limits to the wealthy landowner. The farmer’s wife told me that one of her sons had recently brought in an injured hare and wanted to end its suffering, but she said, “No, take it outside and let it die anywhere. It’s best to be cautious with things like this, and then you won’t go wrong.” The women did much of the same kind of physical work as their husbands and spent a lot of time outdoors, which made their demeanor confident and relaxed. Their speech was generally fluid and correct, spoken clearly with less accent than in any other part of England. One day, when I walked into a mining village and wanted some tea, I asked a woman drawing water from a well if she could make me some, thinking she was the farmer’s wife. She agreed but took me to one of the small cottages across the way, where her husband was half-naked in the middle of his Saturday wash. Ignoring him, she led me into the sitting room and began buttering and slicing a huge loaf like it was a violin, while chatting with me, her little children, and her husband in the nearby kitchen. She was tall and straight like a pillar, with black hair, clear sun-kissed but slightly tanned skin, black eyes, warm cheeks, and red lips smiling above her broad chest and hips. Her clothes were black but ragged, barely hanging onto her shoulders and waist. She looked no older than twenty-five but had six young kids around her, one in a cradle by the hearth and another crawling at her feet. Her only awkward moment came when I offered to pay for my tea; she started calculating the cost: a penny’s worth of bread and butter, a halfpenny’s worth of tea, and so on! The kitchen was simple, featuring a large grate, a baking oven, plain tables and chairs on a tiled floor. But the sitting room resembled a museum—with photographs of a volunteer corps and family over the fireplace; foxgloves in jars surrounded by crinkled green paper in the hearth; on the mantelpiece, cheap vases, bits of ore, and more photos. On the walls hung three pictures: one of two well-dressed children timidly examined by fallow deer; another of a grandmother showing a book to a child whose attention was taken by two frolicking kittens; and a third depicting Jesus, bleeding and crowned with thorns, high on a cross over a marble city below a romantic forest ridge, behind which blazed a fiery crimson sunset.
Other sitting-rooms were similarly adorned, with the addition of a picture of John Wesley as a child escaping[175] from the window of a burning house, with many anxious men holding up their hands from below. The smell of flowers and of sun-warmed furniture and old upholstery mingles in such rooms.
Other living rooms were similarly decorated, featuring a picture of John Wesley as a child escaping from the window of a burning house, with many worried men raising their hands from below. The scent of flowers and sun-warmed furniture mixes with the aroma of old upholstery in these rooms.
But the kitchens are often as charming as in Wales. I remember one especially near Carn Galver. The farmhouse was of whitened stone under a steep thatch. In front were fuchsia trees in the corner of a stony yard; to one side, the haystacks and piles of furze and bracken and peat. The farmer’s wife was carrying peat on an iron hook into the kitchen and I followed her. A pan of yellow scalded cream stood inside. The fireplace was a little room in itself, with seats at each side and a little fire of wood and three upright turves in one corner of the great stone hearth: over the fire the kettle boiled. Horse ornaments of polished brass surmounted the fireplace. The wallpaper had given up its pattern long since to a smoky uneven gold; nailed to it were calendars and lists of fairs and sales; against it were two small tables, one to support a Bible and an almanac, the other spread with a white cloth on which was a plate and a bowl of cream. Behind the door and between it and the fire was a high-backed settle of dark wood, with elbow-rests. The floor was flagged and sanded. The light came in through a little square window on to the Bible by the opposite wall, and through the open door on to the figure of the housewife, a woman of forty. A delicate white face shone beneath a broad untrimmed straw hat that was tied tightly under her chin so as to hide her ears and most of her black hair. Her black skirt was kilted up behind; a white apron contrasted with black shoes, black stockings and black clothes. At first her face was hardly seen,[176] not only because but a part of it emerged from the shell of her hat, but because the spirit that emanated from it was more than the colour and features and so much in harmony with the sea and crag and moor and dolmen of her land. It is evading an insuperable difficulty to say that this spirit was not so much human as fay. It was the spirit of which her milky complexion, the bright black eyes, white teeth and fine red lips of her readily smiling and naïvely watching fearless face, her slender form, her light and rapid movements upon small feet, were only the more obvious expressions. Her spirit danced before her—not quite visibly, not quite audibly—as she moved or spoke or merely smiled; if it could have been seen it would have been a little singing white flame changing to blue and crimson in its perpetual flickering. It was a spirit of laughter, of laughter unquenchable since the beginning of time, of laughter in spite of and because of all things, the laughter of life like a jewel in desolate places. It was a spirit most ancient and yet childlike, birdlike: it belonged to a world outside any which other human beings ever seemed to touch, but the laughter in it made it friendly, for it was far deeper than humour, it was gaiety of heart. Her goings to and fro on those light feet had the grace, quickness, suddenness of a bird, of a wren that slips from twig to twig and jets out its needle of song, of a moorhen flicking its tail and hooting sharply. Her laugh startled and delighted like the laugh of the woodpecker as it leaps across the glades—like the whistling of birds up amongst the dark clouds and the moon. But most of all she called to mind the meadow pipit of her own crags, that rises from green ledges out over the sea and then, falling slantwise with body curved like a[177] crescent, utters his passionate pulsating song, so rapid and passionate that it seems impossible and unfit that it should end except in death, yet suddenly ceasing as it lands again upon the samphire or the thrift. The spirit was as quicksilver in the corners of her eyes, as quicksilver in the heart. Such a maid she must have been as the bard would have thought to send out the thrush to woo for him, when he heard the bird of ermine breast singing from the new-leaved hazel at dawn, on the edge of a brook among the steep woods—singing artfully with a voice like a silver bell—solemnly, too, so as to seem to be performing a sacrifice—and amorously, bringing balm to lovers’ hearts and inspiring the bard to send by him a message to the sun of all maidens that she, white as the snow of the first winter night, should come out to the green woods to him. She had lived for generations on the moor, for generations upon generations, and this was what she had gained from heather and furze and crag and seawind and sunshine tempered by no trees—inextinguishable laughter. But she was inarticulate. She milked the cows, made butter, baked bread, kept the peat fire burning and tended her children. When she talked, I asked for more cream. Perhaps after several more generations have passed she will be a poet and astonish the world with a moorland laughter of words that endure.
But the kitchens are often just as charming as in Wales. I remember one in particular near Carn Galver. The farmhouse was made of whitewashed stone with a steep thatched roof. In front, there were fuchsia trees in the corner of a rocky yard; to one side, haystacks and piles of furze, bracken, and peat. The farmer's wife was carrying peat on an iron hook into the kitchen, and I followed her. Inside, there was a pan of yellow scalded cream. The fireplace was like a small room, with seats on each side, a little fire made of wood, and three upright turf blocks in one corner of the large stone hearth: above, the kettle was boiling. Polished brass horse ornaments topped the fireplace. The wallpaper had long lost its pattern, now a smoky uneven gold; nailed to it were calendars and lists of fairs and sales; against it were two small tables, one holding a Bible and an almanac, the other covered with a white cloth that held a plate and a bowl of cream. Behind the door, and between it and the fire, was a high-backed settle made of dark wood, with armrests. The floor was flagged and sanded. Light streamed in through a little square window, illuminating the Bible on the opposite wall, and through the open door onto the figure of the housewife, a woman in her forties. Her delicate white face shone beneath a broad untrimmed straw hat tied tightly under her chin to hide her ears and most of her black hair. Her black skirt was kilted up behind; a white apron contrasted with her black shoes, black stockings, and black clothes. At first, her face was barely visible, not only because part of it was concealed by the brim of her hat, but because the spirit radiating from her was more than just color and features, perfectly in sync with the sea, crags, moors, and dolmens of her land. It’s challenging to express that this spirit felt less human and more ethereal. It was the essence reflected in her milky complexion, bright black eyes, white teeth, and fine red lips of her easily smiling, naïve yet fearless face; her slender form and light, quick movements on small feet were merely its most apparent expressions. Her spirit danced before her—not entirely visible, not entirely audible—as she moved, spoke, or merely smiled; if it could be seen, it would have appeared as a small singing white flame that changed to blue and crimson in its constant flicker. It was a spirit of laughter, laughter unquenchable since the dawn of time, laughter in spite of and because of everything, the laughter of life like a jewel in desolate places. It was an ancient yet childlike, birdlike spirit; it belonged to a world untouched by other human beings, yet its laughter made it friendly, for it was much deeper than mere humor – it was a pure joy of heart. Her light-footed movements held the grace, quickness, and suddenness of a bird, like a wren flitting from twig to twig, singing its sharp little song, or a moorhen flicking its tail and hooting sharply. Her laughter startled and delighted, like the laugh of a woodpecker leaping through the glades—like the whistling of birds among dark clouds and the moon. Most of all, she reminded me of the meadow pipit of her own crags, rising from green ledges over the sea and then falling gracefully, body curved like a crescent, releasing its passionate, pulsating song, so rapid and intense that it seemed impossible for it to end except in death, only to suddenly stop as it lands again on the samphire or thrift. Her spirit was like quicksilver in the corners of her eyes, as quicksilver in her heart. She must have been the kind of girl the bard would have imagined sending out the thrush to woo for him, as he heard the bird with an ermine breast singing from the newly-leafed hazel at dawn, on the edge of a brook among steep woods—singing artfully with a voice like a silver bell—solemnly, as if performing a sacrifice—and amorously, soothing lovers’ hearts and inspiring the bard to send a message to the sun that she, as white as the snow of the first winter night, should come to the green woods to him. She had lived on the moor for generations upon generations, and this was what she had inherited from heather, furze, crags, seawind, and sunshine tempered by no trees—inextinguishable laughter. But she was inarticulate. She milked the cows, made butter, baked bread, kept the peat fire going, and cared for her children. When she spoke, I asked for more cream. Perhaps after several more generations, she will become a poet and astonish the world with a moorland laughter of words that endure.
Everything in that house was old or smooth and bright with use, and the hollowed threshold of the doorway in the sun put me in mind of a hundred old things and of their goodliness to mortal eyes—the wrecked ship’s ribs, their bolt-holes rusty, that stand among nettles as gate-posts—the worn dark stones that rock to the tread among[178] the ripples of an umbrageous ford—many a polished stile and gate—the group of rigid but still gracious bowery thorns dotted with crimson haws in the middle of a meadow, their holes and lower branches rubbed hard and smooth and ruddy like iron by the cows—the ash staff beginning to bend like its master, the old man upon the roads who once wore scarlet and wound the horn for Mr. ——’s hounds. Odd it is how old use sanctifies a little thing. There was once a hut where a good man, but a poor and a weak and unwise, stayed all one fair summer and talked of English roads—he was a lord of the roads, at least of South Country roads—and of ships, which he knew. Now on the first night of his stay, needing a candlestick he kicked off the top of a pointed wooden paling, so as to make a five-angled piece on which he stuck the candle in its own grease. All through his stay he used the candlestick, when he read the Divina Commedia and Pantagruel and Henry Brocken and recollected airs of Italy and Spain, amidst the sound of nightjars and two leafy streams: the light flickered out as he mused about the open sea, calm but boundless and without known harbour, on which he was drifting cheerfully, regardless of Time, pied with nights and days. The hut was burnt and the man went—to drown a little afterwards with a hundred unlike himself in the sea—but among nettle and dock the candlestick was picked up safe. It had broken off straight and the simple shape was pleasant; it was dark with age; along with the mound and little pillar of wax remaining it had the shape of a natural thing; and it was his.
Everything in that house was old or shiny and smooth from use, and the worn threshold of the doorway in the sun reminded me of countless old things and their beauty to human eyes—the wrecked ship’s ribs, their rusty bolt-holes, standing among nettles as gateposts—the worn dark stones that shift underfoot among the ripples of a shady crossing—many polished stiles and gates—the group of stiff but still graceful thorn bushes dotted with red haws in the middle of a meadow, their holes and lower branches rubbed down hard and smooth and reddish like iron by the cows—the ash staff starting to bend like its owner, the old man on the roads who once wore scarlet and blew the horn for Mr. ——’s hounds. It’s strange how old use gives a little thing a sense of reverence. There was once a hut where a good man, though poor and weak and not very wise, spent an entire fair summer talking about English roads—he was a master of the roads, at least of the Southern roads—and ships, which he understood. Now, on the first night of his stay, needing a candlestick, he kicked off the top of a pointed wooden fence to create a five-sided base on which he stuck the candle in its own grease. Throughout his stay, he used the candlestick while reading the Divina Commedia, Pantagruel, and Henry Brocken and recalling tunes from Italy and Spain, amidst the sounds of nightjars and two leafy streams: the light flickered out as he pondered the open sea, calm yet endless and without a known harbor, on which he was drifting happily, indifferent to Time, marked by nights and days. The hut burned down, and the man left—to drown shortly afterward with a hundred others unlike him in the sea—but among the nettles and docks, the candlestick was found intact. It had broken off cleanly, and its simple shape was appealing; it was dark with age; along with the mound and small pillar of wax left, it resembled a natural object; and it was his.
Animate as well as inanimate things are open to this sanctification by age or use. I am not here thinking of[179] ceremonious use—for which I have small natural respect, so that I have been denied the power of appreciating either a great religious pomp or the dancing of Mademoiselle Genée. But some men, particularly sailors and field labourers, but also navvies and others who work heavily with their hands, have this glory of use. Their faces, their clothes, their natures all appear to act and speak harmoniously, so that they cause a strong impression of personality which is to be deeply enjoyed in a world of masks, especially of black clerical masks. One of the best examples of this kind was a gamekeeper who daily preceded me by twenty or thirty yards in a morning walk up through a steep wood of beeches. He was a short, stiffly-built and stoutish man who wore a cap, thick skirted coat and breeches, leather gaiters and heavy boots, all patched and stained, all of nearly the same colour as his lightish-brown hair and weathered skin, but not so dark as the gun over his shoulder. The shades of this colour were countless and made up like the colour of a field of ripe wheat, which they would have resembled had they not been liberally dusted all over, just as his brown beard was grizzled. He went slowly up, swinging slightly at the shoulders and always smoking a pipe of strong shag tobacco of which the fumes hovered in the moist air with inexpressible sweetness and a good brown savour: if I may say so, the fit emanation of the brown woodland man who, when he stood still, looked like the stump of a tree.
Both living and non-living things can be made sacred through age or use. I'm not talking about ceremonial use—I don't have much respect for that, so I can't truly appreciate either grand religious ceremonies or the dancing of Mademoiselle Genée. However, some people, especially sailors and laborers, as well as workers who toil hard with their hands, possess this dignity of use. Their faces, clothes, and personalities all seem to work together to create a strong impression of identity that is refreshing in a world filled with facades, especially those of solemn clerical figures. One of the best examples of this was a gamekeeper who walked ahead of me by twenty or thirty yards on my morning stroll through a steep beech wood. He was short, stockily built, and somewhat stout, wearing a cap, a thick coat, breeches, leather gaiters, and heavy boots, all patched and stained, nearly matching the color of his light brown hair and weathered skin, but slightly lighter than the gun slung over his shoulder. The variations in this color were countless, similar to a field of ripe wheat, though dusted all over, much like his grizzled brown beard. He made his way slowly, with a slight swing at the shoulders, and always had a pipe of strong shag tobacco in his mouth, the smoke mingling in the damp air with a delightful sweetness and rich earthy aroma: it was the perfect essence of the rugged woodland man who, when standing still, resembled the stump of a tree.
Far up on the Downs the air of day and night is flavoured by honeysuckle and new hay. It is good to walk, it is good to lie still; the rain is good and so is the sun; and whether the windy or the quiet air be the better let us leave to a December judgment to decide. One day the rain falls and there is no wind, and all the movement is in the chaos of the dark sky; and thus is made the celestial fairness of an earth that is brighter than the heavens; for the green and lilac of the grasses and the yellow of the goat’s-beard flowers glow, and the ripening corn is airy light. But next day the sun is early hot. The wet hay steams and is sweet. The beams pour into a southward coombe of the hills and the dense yew is warm as a fruit-wall, so that the utmost of fragrance is extracted from the marjoram and thyme and fanned by the coming and going of butterflies; and in contrast with this gold and purple heat on flower and wing, through the blue sky and along the hill-top moist clouds are trooping, of the grey colour of melting snow. The great shadows of the clouds brood long over the hay, and in the darker hollows the wind rustles the dripping thickets until mid-day. On another morning after night rain the blue sky is rippled and crimped with high, thin white clouds by several opposing breezes. Vast forces seem but now to have ceased their feud. The battle is over, and there are all the signs of it plain to be seen; but they have laid down their arms, and peace is broad and white in the sky,[181] but of many colours on the earth—for there is blue of harebell and purple of rose-bay among the bracken and popping gorse, and heather and foxglove are purple above the sand, and the mint is hoary lilac, the meadow-sweet is foam, there is rose of willow-herb and yellow of fleabane at the edge of the water, and purple of gentian and cistus yellow on the Downs, and infinite greens in those little dense Edens which nettle and cow-parsnip and bramble and elder make every summer on the banks of the deep lanes. A thousand swifts wheel as if in a fierce wind over the highest places of the hills, over the great seaward-looking camp and its three graves and antique thorns, down to the chestnuts that stand about the rickyards in the cornland below.
Far up on the Downs, the air both day and night is filled with the scent of honeysuckle and fresh hay. It feels good to walk, and it feels good to lie still; the rain is refreshing, and so is the sun. Whether the windy or the calm air is better, let's leave to a December decision. One day, the rain falls with no wind, and all the movement is in the chaos of the dark sky; this creates the celestial beauty of an earth that shines brighter than the heavens. The green and lilac of the grasses, the yellow of the goat’s-beard flowers glow, and the ripening corn feels light and airy. But the next day, the sun rises early and hot. The wet hay steams and smells sweet. The sunlight pours into a southward valley of the hills, and the thick yew trees feel warm like a fruit wall, extracting the maximum fragrance from the marjoram and thyme, fanned by the fluttering of butterflies. In contrast to this golden and purple heat on flowers and wings, moist clouds of a grey color like melting snow are gathering in the blue sky along the hilltops. The large shadows of the clouds linger over the hay, and in the darker hollows, the wind rustles the dripping bushes until midday. On another morning after a night of rain, the blue sky is rippled and crimped with high, thin white clouds pushed by various opposing breezes. It seems that vast forces have just stopped their fighting. The battle is over, and all the signs are clear; but they have laid down their arms, and peace is wide and white in the sky, while the earth is a tapestry of colors—there's the blue of harebell and the purple of rose-bay among the bracken and popping gorse, with heather and foxglove purple above the sand, and the mint a frosty lilac, the meadow-sweet like foam, the rose of willow-herb, and the yellow of fleabane at the water’s edge. There's purple of gentian and cistus yellow on the Downs, and all shades of green in those dense little Edens created by nettles, cow-parsnips, brambles, and elder bushes every summer along the banks of the deep lanes. A thousand swifts dart around as if in a fierce wind over the highest points of the hills, above the great camp facing the sea with its three graves and ancient thorns, down to the chestnuts that stand around the rickyards in the cornfields below.[181]
These are the hours that seem to entice and entrap the airy inhabitants of some land beyond the cloud mountains that rise farther than the farthest of downs. Legend has it that long ago strange children were caught upon the earth, and being asked how they had come there, they said that one day as they were herding their sheep in a far country they chanced on a cave; and within they heard music as of heavenly bells, which lured them on and on through the corridors of that cave until they reached our earth; and here their eyes, used only to a twilight between a sun that had set for ever and a night that had never fallen, were dazed by the August glow, and lying bemused they were caught before they could find the earthly entrance to their cave. Small wonder would this adventure be from a region no matter how blessed, when the earth is wearing the best white wild roses or when August is at its height.
These are the hours that seem to attract and trap the ethereal beings from a land beyond the cloud-covered mountains that rise higher than the furthest hills. According to legend, long ago, strange children found themselves on Earth, and when asked how they got there, they explained that one day while herding their sheep in a distant place, they stumbled upon a cave. Inside, they heard music like heavenly bells, which drew them deeper into the cave until they arrived on our Earth. Here, their eyes, used only to a twilight between a sun that had set forever and a night that had never come, were dazzled by the August brightness, and, feeling confused, they were captured before they could find the earthly exit to their cave. It's no surprise this adventure would happen in a region, no matter how blessed, when the Earth is dressed in its finest white wild roses or when August is at its peak.
The last hay-waggon has hardly rolled between the[182] elms before the reaper and the reaping-machines begin to work. The oats and wheat are in tents over all the land. Then, then it is hard not to walk over the brown in the green of August grass. There is a roving spirit everywhere. The very tents of the corn suggest a bivouac. The white clouds coming up out of the yellow corn and journeying over the blue have set their faces to some goal. The traveller’s-joy is tangled over the hazels and over the faces of the small chalk-pits. The white beam and the poplar and the sycamore fluttering show the silver sides of their leaves and rustle farewells. The perfect road that goes without hedges under elms and through the corn says, “Leave all and follow.” How the bridges overleap the streams at one leap, or at three, in arches like those of running hounds! The far-scattered, placid sunsets pave the feet of the spirit with many a road to joy; the huge, vacant halls of dawn give a sense of godlike power.
The last hay wagon has barely rolled between the [182] elms before the reaper and the harvesting machines start working. The oats and wheat are all over the land in tents. Then, it’s really hard not to walk over the brown patches in the green August grass. There’s a restless vibe everywhere. The corn tents look like a campsite. The white clouds rising from the yellow corn and drifting across the blue sky seem to be heading somewhere. The traveler’s joy is tangled in the hazels and around the small chalk-pits. The white beam, poplar, and sycamore trees flutter, showing the silver sides of their leaves and rustling their goodbyes. The perfect road that runs without hedges under the elms and through the corn says, “Leave everything and follow.” The bridges leap over the streams in a single bound or in three, with arches like those of running hounds! The scattered, calm sunsets lay down many roads to joy for the spirit; the vast, empty halls of dawn provide a sense of godlike power.
But it is hard to make anything like a truce between these two incompatible desires, the one for going on and on over the earth, the other that would settle for ever, in one place as in a grave and have nothing to do with change. Suppose a man to receive notice of death, it would be hard to decide whether to walk or sail until the end, seeing no man, or none but strangers; or to sit—alone—and by thinking or not thinking to make the change to come as little as is permitted. The two desires will often painfully alternate. Even on these harvest days there is a temptation to take root for ever in some corner of a field or on some hill from which the world and the clouds can be seen at a distance. For the wheat is as red as the most red sand, and up above it tower the elms,[183] dark prophets persuading to silence and a stillness like their own. Away on the lesser Downs the fields of pale oats are liquid within their border of dark woods; they also propose deep draughts of oblivion and rest. Then, again, there is the field—the many fields—where a regiment of shocks of oats are ranked under the white moon between rows of elms on the level Sussex land not far from the sea. The contrast of the airy matter underfoot and the thin moon overhead, with the massy dark trees, as it were, suspended between; the numbers and the order of the sheaves; their inviolability, though protected but by the gateway through which they are seen—all satisfy the soul as they can never satisfy the frame. Then there are the mists before heat which make us think of autumn or not, according to our tempers. All night the aspens have been shivering and the owls exulting under a clear full moon and above the silver of a great dew. You climb the steep chalk slope, through the privet and dog-wood coppice; among the scattered junipers—in this thick haze as in darkness they group themselves so as to make fantastic likenesses of mounted men, animals, monsters; over the dead earth in the shade of the broad yews, and thence suddenly under lightsome sprays of guelder-rose and their cherry-coloured berries; over the tufted turf; and then through the massed beeches, cold and dark as a church and silent; and so out to the level waste cornland at the top, to the flints and the clay. There a myriad oriflammes of ragwort are borne up on all stems of equal height, straight and motionless, and near at hand quite clear, but farther away forming a green mist until, farther yet, all but the flowery surface is invisible, and that is but a glow. The stillness of the green and golden[184] multitudes under the grey mist, perfectly still though a wind flutters the high tops of the beech, has an immortal beauty, and that they should ever change does not enter the mind which is thus for the moment lured happily into a strange confidence and ease. But the sun gains power in the south-east. It changes the mist into a fleeting garment, not of cold or of warm grey, but of diaphanous gold. There is a sea-like moan of wind in the half-visible trees, a wavering of the mist to and fro until it is dispersed far and wide as part of the very light, of the blue shade, of the colour of cloud and wood and down. As the mist is unwoven the ghostly moon is disclosed, and a bank of dead white clouds where the Downs should be. Under the very eye of the veiled sun a golden light and warmth begins to nestle among the mounds of foliage at the surface of the low woods. The beeches close by have got a new voice in their crisp, cool leaves, of which every one is doing something—cool, though the air itself is warm. Wood-pigeons coo. The white cloud-bank gives way to an immeasurable half-moon of Downs, some bare, some saddle-backed with woods, and far away and below, out of the ocean of countless trees in the southern veil, a spire. It is a spire which at this hour is doubtless moving a thousand men with a thousand thoughts and hopes and memories of men and causes, but moves me with the thought alone that just a hundred years ago was buried underneath it a child, a little child whose mother’s mother was at the pains to inscribe a tablet saying to all who pass by that he was once “an amiable and most endearing child.”
But it's hard to find a truce between these two conflicting desires: one that yearns to keep moving across the earth, and the other that wants to settle down forever in one place, like a grave, avoiding all change. Imagine a man receiving a notice of death; it would be tough to choose whether to walk or sail to the end, seeing no one or only strangers, or to just sit alone and either think or not think, trying to make the impending change as minimal as possible. These two desires often swap places painfully. Even on these harvest days, there's a temptation to settle down forever in some corner of a field or on a hill where the world and clouds are visible from a distance. The wheat appears as red as the brightest sand, and towering above it are the elms, dark figures urging silence and stillness like their own. Farther away on the lower hills, the pale oat fields are like liquid bordered by dark woods; they too offer deep drinks of forgetfulness and rest. Then there’s the field—the many fields—where a regiment of oat shocks stands in rows under the white moon, among the elms on the flat Sussex land not far from the sea. The contrast of the light material beneath and the thin moon above, with the solid dark trees seemingly suspended in between; the numbers and arrangement of the sheaves; their integrity, though visible only through the gateway they occupy—all of this fulfills the soul in ways that the physical body cannot be satisfied. Then there are the mists before the heat, making us think of fall or not, depending on our moods. All night the aspens have been quaking while the owls celebrate under a clear full moon and the shimmering dew. You climb the steep chalk slope, through the privet and dogwood thickets; amid the scattered junipers—in this thick haze as in darkness, they form fantastic shapes of horses, animals, and monsters; over the lifeless earth in the shade of large yews, and suddenly under the cheerful sprays of guelder-rose with their cherry-colored berries; over the tufted grass; and then through the dense beech trees, cold and dark like a church and silent; and out to the flat, barren cornfield at the top, to the stones and clay. There, countless flags of ragwort rise on stems of equal height, straight and still, clearly seen up close but forming a green mist farther away until, even farther, only the colorful surface is visible, merely glowing. The stillness of the green and golden masses under the grey mist, perfectly still though the wind rustles the high beech tops, has an everlasting beauty, and the thought that they might change doesn’t occur to the mind that, in this moment, is happily lured into a strange sense of confidence and ease. But the sun rises stronger in the southeast. It transforms the mist into a fleeting veil, not cold or warm grey, but sheer gold. A sea-like moan of wind rustles through the half-visible trees, and the mist wavers until it's spread far and wide, becoming part of the very light, the blue shade, the colors of clouds, wood, and hills. As the mist disappears, the ghostly moon reveals itself, along with a bank of dead white clouds where the Downs should be. Under the watchful eye of the veiled sun, a golden light and warmth start to settle among the foliage of the low woods. The nearby beeches have acquired a new sound with their crisp, cool leaves, each one busy with something—cool, though the air itself is warm. Wood pigeons coo. The white cloud bank gives way to an endless half-moon of Downs, some bare, others shaped like saddles with woods, and far away, among the ocean of countless trees in the southern veil, a spire emerges. This spire, at this hour, is surely influencing a thousand men, each with a thousand thoughts, hopes, and memories of people and causes, but it moves me simply by the thought that just a hundred years ago, beneath it lay a child, a little child whose mother’s mother took the effort to inscribe a tablet that says to all who pass by that he was once “an amiable and most endearing child.”
And what nights there are on the hills. The ash-sprays break up the low full moon into a flower of many[185] sparks. The Downs are heaved up into the lighted sky—surely they heave in their tranquillity as with a slowly taken breath. The moon is half-way up the sky and exactly over the centre of the long curve of Downs; just above them lies a long terrace of white cloud, and at their feet gleams a broad pond, the rest of the valley being utterly dark and indistinguishable, save a few scattered lamps and one near meadow that catches the moonlight so as to be transmuted to a lake. But every rainy leaf upon the hill is brighter than any of the few stars above, and from many leaves and blades hang drops as large and bright as the glowworms in their recesses. Larger by a little, but not brighter, are the threes and fours of lights at windows in the valley. The wind has fallen, but a mile of woods unlading the rain from their leaves make a sound of wind, while each separate drop can be heard from the nearest branches, a noise of rapt content, as if they were telling over again the kisses of the shower. The air itself is heavy as mead with the scent of yew and juniper and thyme.
And what nights there are on the hills. The ash sprays break up the low full moon into a flower of many[185] sparks. The Downs rise up into the illuminated sky—surely they rise in their calmness as if taking a slow breath. The moon is halfway up the sky and directly above the center of the long curve of the Downs; just above them is a long stretch of white cloud, and at their feet shines a broad pond, the rest of the valley completely dark and indistinct, except for a few scattered lamps and one nearby meadow that catches the moonlight, transforming it into a lake. But every rainy leaf on the hill is brighter than any of the few stars above, and from many leaves and blades hang droplets as large and bright as the glowworms in their hideaways. Slightly bigger, but not brighter, are the clusters of lights in the valley windows. The wind has died down, but a mile of woods shedding rain from their leaves creates a sound of wind, while each individual drop can be heard from the nearest branches, making a noise of pure content, as if they were reliving the kisses of the shower. The air itself is heavy like mead with the scent of yew, juniper, and thyme.
A beggar is a rich man on some of these August days, especially one I know, whom first I met some Augusts ago now. A fine Sunday afternoon had sprinkled the quiet and thinly-peopled land with black-dressed men and white-dressed women, the older married couples and their trains of children keeping chiefly to the roads and most straightforward paths, the younger, with one child or none, choosing rather the green lanes, while the lovers and the boys found out tall hedge-sides and the footpaths across which more than one year’s growth of hazel had spread, so that the shortest of the maids must stoop. Many showers following a dry season made miles of the country as clean and fragrant as a garden. Honeysuckle and privet were in every hedge with flowers that bring a thrill of summer bridals on their scent. The brisk wind was thymy from the Downs. The ragwort was in its glory; it rose tall as a man in one straight leap of dark-foliaged stem, and then crowned itself in the boldest and most splendid yellows derived from a dark golden disc and almost lemon rays; it was as if Apollo had come down to keep the flocks of a farmer on these chalk hills and his pomp had followed him out of the sky. A few birds still sang; one lark now and then, a cirl-bunting among the topmost haws of a thorn, chiffchaffs in the bittersweet and hazel of the little copses.
A beggar is a rich person on some of these August days, especially one I know, whom I first met a few Augusts ago. One fine Sunday afternoon had scattered black-dressed men and white-dressed women across the quiet, sparsely populated area. The older married couples and their kids mostly stuck to the roads and the most straightforward paths, while the younger ones, often with one child or none, preferred the green lanes. Meanwhile, lovers and boys found spots along tall hedges and footpaths where more than a year’s growth of hazel had spread, making even the shortest of girls stoop. After a dry spell, plenty of rain had made the countryside as clean and fragrant as a garden. Honeysuckle and privet filled every hedge with flowers that carried a scent reminiscent of summer weddings. The brisk wind carried thyme from the Downs. The ragwort was in full bloom; it soared tall as a man in a single straight leap of dark foliage and then crowned itself with bright, vibrant yellows stemming from a dark golden center and almost lemon rays. It was as if Apollo had come down to tend to a farmer's flocks on these chalk hills, bringing his splendor from the sky. A few birds still sang; an occasional lark, a cirl-bunting among the highest haws of a thorn, and chiffchaffs in the bittersweet and hazel of the small copses.
There was apparently comfort, abundance and quiet[187] everywhere. They were seen in the rickyards where grand haystacks, newly thatched, stood around ancient walnut-trees. Even the beeches had a decorous look in their smooth boles and perfect lavish foliage. The little patches of flowery turf by the roadside and at corners were brighter and warmer than ever, as the black bees and the tawny skipper butterflies flew from bloom to bloom of the crimson knapweed. Amplest and most unctuous of all in their expression of the ceremonious leisure of the day and the maturity of the season were the cart-horses. They leaned their large heads benignly over the rails or gates; their roan or chestnut flanks were firm and polished; manes, tails and fetlocks spotless; now and then they lifted up their feet and pressed their toes into the ground, showing their enormous shoes that shone and were of girth sufficient to make a girdle for the lightest of the maids passing by.
There was clearly comfort, abundance, and tranquility[187] everywhere. You could see it in the rickyards where grand haystacks, newly thatched, stood near ancient walnut trees. Even the beeches looked dignified with their smooth trunks and lush, full leaves. The little patches of flowering grass by the roadside and at corners were brighter and warmer than ever, as black bees and tawny skipper butterflies flitted from bloom to bloom on the crimson knapweed. The cart-horses expressed the day’s leisurely atmosphere and the season’s maturity better than anything else. They leaned their large heads kindly over the rails or gates; their roan or chestnut bodies were strong and polished; their manes, tails, and fetlocks were spotless; occasionally, they lifted their feet and pressed their toes into the ground, revealing their enormous, shining shoes that were big enough to make a belt for the lightest of the maids passing by.
Sunday with not too strict a rod of black and white ruled the land and made it all but tedious except in the longest of the green lanes, which dipped steeply under oaks to a brook muffled in leaves and rose steeply again, a track so wet in spring—and full of the modest golden green of saxifrage flowers—that only the hottest Sunday ever saw it disturbed except by carter and horses. In a hundred yards the oak-hidden windings gave the traveller a feeling of reclusion as if he were coiled in a spool; very soon a feeling of possession ripened into one of armed tyranny if another’s steps clattered on the stones above. Sometimes in a goodly garden a straight alley of shadows leads away from the bright frequented borders to—we know not quite whither, and perhaps, too much delighted with half-sad reverie, never learn, smother even the[188] guesses of fancy, lest they should bring some old unpleasant truth in their train; but if the fancy will thread the alley and pass the last of the shadows it is into some such lane as this that it would gladly emerge, to come at last upon the pure wild. It seemed that I had come upon the pure wild in this lane, for in a bay of turf alongside the track, just large enough for a hut and thickly sheltered by an oak, though the south-west sun crept in, was a camp. Under the oak and at the edge of the tangled bramble and brier and bracken was a low purple light from those woodside flowers, self-heal and wood-betony. A perambulator with a cabbage in it stood at one corner; leaning against it was an ebony-handled umbrella and two or three umbrella-frames; underneath it an old postman’s bag containing a hammer and other tools. Close by stood half a loaf on a newspaper, several bottles of bright water, a black pot of potatoes ready for boiling, a tin of water steaming against a small fire of hazel twigs. Out on the sunny grass two shirts were drying. In the midst was the proprietor, his name revealed in fresh chalk on the side of his perambulator: “John Clark, Hampshire.”
Sunday, with its not too strict rules of black and white, took over the land, making things feel a bit dull except in the longest green lanes, which dipped steeply under oak trees to a brook hidden in leaves and then rose steeply again. This path was so wet in spring—and filled with the subtle golden green of saxifrage flowers—that only the hottest Sundays ever saw it disturbed, except by cart drivers and their horses. In just a hundred yards, the oak-hidden twists gave the traveler a sense of seclusion, as if they were wrapped in a spool; soon, that feeling of ownership turned into a sort of tyranny if they heard another’s footsteps clattering on the stones above. Sometimes, in a lovely garden, a straight path of shadows leads away from the brightly crowded borders to—we’re not quite sure where, and perhaps too enchanted with a bittersweet daydream, we never find out, even stifling the guesses of our imagination to avoid uncovering some old, uncomfortable truth; but if imagination dares to explore the path and pass through the last of the shadows, it would gladly emerge into a lane like this, finally encountering the true wild. It felt like I had found the true wild in this lane, for in a small patch of grass next to the path, just big enough for a hut and thickly sheltered by an oak, where the southwest sun peeked in, was a camp. Under the oak and at the edge of the tangled brambles and ferns was a soft purple light from those roadside flowers, self-heal, and wood-betony. A baby carriage with a cabbage rested at one corner; leaning against it was an umbrella with an ebony handle and two or three umbrella frames; underneath it lay an old postman’s bag containing a hammer and other tools. Nearby was half a loaf of bread on a newspaper, several bottles of fresh water, a black pot of potatoes ready for boiling, and a tin of water steaming over a small fire made of hazel twigs. Out on the sunny grass, two shirts were drying. In the center was the owner, his name revealed in fresh chalk on the side of his baby carriage: “John Clark, Hampshire.”
He had spent his last pence on potatoes and had been given the cabbage. No one would give him work on a Sunday. He had no home, no relations. Being deaf, he did not look for company. So he stood up, to get dry and to think, think, think, his hands on his hips, while he puffed at an empty pipe. During his meditation a snail had crawled half-way up his trousers, and was now all but down again. He was of middle height and build, the crookedest of men, yet upright, like a branch of oak which comes straight with all its twistings. His head[189] was small and round, almost covered by bristly grey hair like lichen, through which peered quiet blue eyes; the face was irregular, almost shapeless, like dough being kneaded, worn by travel, passion, pain, and not a few blows; where the skin was visible at all through the hair it was like red sandstone; his teeth were white and strong and short like an old dog’s. His rough neck descended into a striped half-open shirt, to which was added a loose black waistcoat divided into thin perpendicular stripes by ribs of faded gold; his trousers, loose and patched and short, approached the colour of a hen pheasant; his bare feet were partly hidden by old black boots. His voice was hoarse and, for one of his enduring look, surprisingly small, and produced with an effort and a slight jerk of the head.
He had spent his last coins on potatoes and had received the cabbage. No one would hire him on a Sunday. He had no home and no family. Being deaf, he didn't seek out company. So he stood up to dry off and think, think, think, his hands on his hips, while he puffed on an empty pipe. During his moment of reflection, a snail had crawled halfway up his trousers and was now almost back down again. He was of average height and build, the most crooked of men, yet stood tall, like an oak branch that grows upright despite all its twists. His head was small and round, almost covered by bristly grey hair like lichen, through which his calm blue eyes peered; his face was irregular, almost shapeless, like dough being kneaded, weathered by travel, passion, pain, and more than a few blows; where the skin was visible through the hair, it was like red sandstone; his teeth were white, strong, and short like an old dog's. His rough neck led into a striped half-open shirt, paired with a loose black waistcoat featuring thin vertical stripes highlighted by faded gold; his trousers, loose, patched, and short, were about the color of a hen pheasant; his bare feet were partly covered by old black boots. His voice was hoarse and surprisingly small for someone with his enduring appearance, and it came out with effort and a slight jerk of the head.
He was a Sussex man, born in the year 1831, on June the twenty-first (it seemed a foppery in him to remember the day, and it was impossible to imagine with what ceremony he had remembered it year by year, during half a century or near it, on the roads of Sussex, Kent, Surrey and Hampshire). His mother was a Wild—there were several of them buried not far away under the carved double-headed tombstones by the old church with the lancet windows and the four yews. He was a labourer’s son, and he had already had a long life of hoeing and reaping and fagging when he enlisted at Chatham. He had kept his musket bright, slept hard and wet, and starved on thirteenpence a day, moving from camp to camp every two years. He had lost his youth in battle, for a bullet went through his knee; he lay four months in hospital, and they took eighteen pieces of bone out of his wound—he was still indignant because he was[190] described as only “slightly wounded” when he was discharged after a “short service” of thirteen years. He showed his gnarled knee to explain his crookedness. Little he could tell of the battle except the sobbing of the soldier next to him—“a London chap from Haggerston way. Lord! he called for his mother and his God and me to save him, and the noise he made was worse than the firing and the groaning of the horses, and I was just thinking how I could stop his mouth for him when a bullet hits me, and down I goes like a baby.”
He was a man from Sussex, born in 1831 on June 21st (it seemed a bit vain for him to remember the exact day, and it was hard to imagine how he had commemorated it year after year, for nearly half a century, while traveling the roads of Sussex, Kent, Surrey, and Hampshire). His mother was a Wild—several of them were buried nearby beneath the carved double-headed tombstones by the old church with lancet windows and four yews. He was the son of a laborer and had already lived a long life of hard work when he enlisted in Chatham. He kept his musket shiny, slept hard and wet, and survived on thirteen pence a day, moving from camp to camp every two years. He lost his youth in battle, as a bullet went through his knee; he spent four months in the hospital, where they removed eighteen pieces of bone from his wound—he was still angry that he was described as only “slightly wounded” when he was discharged after a “short service” of thirteen years. He showed his gnarled knee to explain his crookedness. He could tell little about the battle except for the sobbing of the soldier next to him—“a London guy from Haggerston. Lord! He cried out for his mother, his God, and me to save him, and the noise he made was worse than the firing and the groaning of the horses. I was just thinking about how to shut him up when a bullet hit me, and down I went like a baby.”
He had been on the road forty years. For a short time after his discharge he worked on the land and lived in a cottage with his wife and one child. The church bells were beginning to ring, and I asked him if he was going to church. At first he said nothing, but looked down at his striped waistcoat and patched trousers; then, with a quick violent gesture of scorn, he lifted up his head and even threw it back before he spoke. “Besides,” he said, “I remember how it was my little girl died——My little girl, says I, but she would have been a big handsome woman now, forty-eight years old on the first of May that is gone. She was lying in bed with a little bit of a cough, and she was gone as white as a lily, and I went in to her when I came home from reaping. I saw she looked bad and quiet-like—like a fish in a hedge—and something came over me, and I caught hold of both her hands in both of mine and held them tight, and put my head close up to hers and said, ‘Now look here, Polly, you’ve got to get well. Your mother and me can’t stand losing you. And you aren’t meant to die; such a one as you be for a lark.’ And I squeezed her little hands, and all my nature seemed to rise up and try to make her get[191] well. Polly she looked whiter than ever and afraid; I suppose I was a bit rough and dirty and sunburnt, for ’twas a hot harvest and ’twas the end of the second week of it, and I was that fierce I felt I ought to have had my way.... All that night I thought I had done a wrong thing trying to keep her from dying that way, and I tell you I cried in case I had done any harm by it.... That very night she died without our knowing it. She was a bonny maid, that fond of flowers. The night she was taken ill she was coming home with me from the Thirteen Acre, where I’d been hoeing the mangolds, and she had picked a rose for her mother. All of a sudden she looks at it and says, ‘It’s gone, it’s broke, it’s gone, it’s gone, gone, gone,’ and she kept on, ‘It’s broke, it’s gone, it’s gone,’ and when she got home she ran up to her mother, crying, ‘The wild rose is broke, mother; broke, gone, gone,’ she says, just like that,” said the old man, in a high finical voice more like that of a bird than a child....
He had been on the road for forty years. For a short time after he got out, he worked on the land and lived in a cottage with his wife and one child. The church bells were starting to ring, and I asked him if he was going to church. At first, he didn’t say anything and looked down at his striped waistcoat and patched trousers; then, with a sudden, intense gesture of contempt, he raised his head and even tilted it back before he spoke. “Besides,” he said, “I remember how my little girl died—My little girl, I say, but she would have been a beautiful woman now, forty-eight years old on the first of May that just passed. She was lying in bed with a slight cough, and she turned as pale as a lily, and I went in to her when I came home from reaping. I saw she looked unwell and quiet—like a fish caught in a hedge—and something came over me, and I held both her hands in mine tightly, putting my head close to hers and said, ‘Now listen, Polly, you have to get better. Your mother and I can’t bear to lose you. You’re not meant to die; you’re too lively for that.’ And I squeezed her little hands, and all my instincts seemed to rise up, trying to make her get better.[191] Polly looked whiter than ever and scared; I guess I was a bit rough and dirty and sunburned, since it was a hot harvest, and it was the end of the second week of it, and I was so intense I felt like I should have gotten my way.... All that night, I thought I had done something wrong by trying to keep her from dying like that, and I’ll tell you, I cried, worried I might have harmed her with it.... That very night she passed away without us knowing it. She was a lovely girl who loved flowers. The night she got sick, she had been coming home with me from the Thirteen Acre, where I’d been hoeing the mangolds, and she had picked a rose for her mother. All of a sudden, she looked at it and said, ‘It’s gone, it’s broken, it’s gone, it’s gone, gone, gone,’ and she kept repeating, ‘It’s broken, it’s gone, it’s gone,’ and when she got home, she ran up to her mother, crying, ‘The wild rose is broken, mother; broken, gone, gone,’ she said, just like that,” said the old man, in a high-pitched voice more like that of a bird than a child....
“Then my old woman—well, she was only a bit of a wench too; seventeen when we were married—she took ill and died within a week after.... There was a purpose in it.... It was then the end of harvest. I spent all my wages down at the Fighting Cocks, and then I set out to walk to Mildenhall in Wiltshire, where my wife came from. On the way I met a chap I had quarrelled with in Egypt, and he says to me, ‘Hullo, Scrammy-handed Jack,’ with a sort of look, and I, not thinking what I did, I set about him, and before I knew it he was lying there as might be dead, and I went and gave myself up, and I don’t mind saying that I wished I might be hanged for it. However, I did six months. That was how I came to be in the umbrella line. I took up with[192] a chap who did a bit of tinkering and umbrella-mending and grinding in the roving way, and a job of hoeing or mowing now and then. He died not so very long after in the year of the siege of Paris, and I have been alone ever since. Nor I haven’t been to church since, any more than a blackbird would go and perch on the shoulder of one of those ladies with feathers and wings and a bit of a fox in their hats.”
“Then my old lady—well, she was just a kid too; seventeen when we got married—fell ill and died within a week after.... There was a reason for it.... It was just after the harvest. I spent all my paycheck down at the Fighting Cocks, and then I started walking to Mildenhall in Wiltshire, where my wife was from. On the way, I ran into a guy I had fought with in Egypt, and he says to me, ‘Hey, Scrammy-handed Jack,’ with a certain look, and without thinking, I jumped at him, and before I knew it, he was lying there, pretty much dead, and I went and turned myself in, and I’ll admit I wished I’d get hanged for it. Still, I ended up doing six months. That’s how I ended up in the umbrella business. I teamed up with[192] a guy who did some tinkering, umbrella repairs, and odd jobs like hoeing or mowing here and there. He passed away not long after during the siege of Paris, and I’ve been on my own ever since. And I haven’t been to church since, just like a blackbird wouldn’t perch on the shoulder of one of those ladies with feathers and wings and a bit of a fox in their hats.”
Labourer, soldier, labourer, tinker, umbrella man, he had always wandered, and knew the South Country between Fordingbridge and Dover as a man knows his garden. Every village, almost every farmhouse, especially if there were hops on the land, he knew, and could see with his blue eyes as he remembered them and spoke their names. I never met a man who knew England as he did. As he talked of places his eyes were alight and turned in their direction, and his arm stretched out to point, moving as he went through his itinerary, so that verily, wherever he was, he seemed to carry in his head the relative positions of all the other places where he had laboured and drunk and lit his solitary fire. “Was you ever at H——?” he said, pointing to the Downs, through which he seemed to see H—— itself. “General ——, that commanded us, lived there. He died there three years ago at the age of eighty-eight, and till he died I was always sure of a half-crown if I called there on a Christmas Eve, as I generally managed to do.” Of any place mentioned he could presently remember something significant—the words of a farmer, a song, a signboard, a wonderful crop, the good ale—the fact that forty-nine years ago the squire used to go to church in a smock frock. All the time his face was moved with free and broad[193] expressions as he thought and remembered, like an animal’s face. Living alone and never having to fit himself into human society, he had not learnt to keep his face in a vice. He was returning—if the grave was not too near at the age of seventy-seven—to a primeval wildness and simplicity. It was a pleasure to see him smoke—to note how it eased his chest—to see him spit and be the better for it. The outdoor life had brought him rheumatism, but a clear brain also and a wild purity, a physical cleanliness too, and it was like being with a well-kept horse to stand beside him; and this his house was full of the scent of the bracken growing under the oaks. Earth had not been a kind but a stern mother, like some brawny full-bosomed housewife with many children, who spends all her long days baking and washing, and making clothes, and tending the sick one, and cutting bread and pouring out tea, and cuffing one and cuddling another and listening to one’s tale, and hushing their unanimous chatter with a shout or a bang of her enormous elbow on the table. The blows of such a one are shrewd, but they are not as the sweetness of her nursing voice for enduring in the memory of bearded men and many-childed women.
Laborer, soldier, laborer, handyman, umbrella seller, he had always roamed around and knew the South Country between Fordingbridge and Dover like someone knows their own backyard. He was familiar with every village, almost every farmhouse, especially if there were hops on the land, and could picture them vividly with his blue eyes as he recalled them and mentioned their names. I’ve never met anyone who knew England as well as he did. When he spoke about different places, his eyes lit up and turned toward them, and his arm would reach out to point, moving as he went through his journey, making it seem like he carried in his mind the layout of all the other places where he had worked, drank, and lit his solitary fire. “Have you ever been to H——?” he asked, pointing at the Downs, as if he could see H—— itself. “General ——, who commanded us, lived there. He passed away three years ago at eighty-eight, and until he died, I could always count on getting a half-crown if I visited on Christmas Eve, which I usually managed to do.” For any place mentioned, he could quickly recall something memorable—the words of a farmer, a song, a sign, an amazing harvest, the good ale—the fact that forty-nine years ago, the squire used to go to church in a smock frock. Throughout, his face showed open and expressive emotions as he thought and recalled, much like an animal’s face. Living alone and never needing to fit into society, he hadn’t learned to mask his expressions. He was returning—if the grave was not too near at seventy-seven—to a primitive wildness and simplicity. It was enjoyable to watch him smoke—to notice how it eased his chest—to see him spit and feel better afterward. The outdoors had given him rheumatism, but also a clear mind and a wild purity, along with a physical cleanliness, and it felt like being next to a well-cared-for horse; his house was filled with the scent of bracken growing under the oaks. The earth hadn’t been gentle but a stern mother, like a robust full-figured housewife with many children, who spends her long days baking, washing, making clothes, taking care of the sick, cutting bread, pouring tea, scolding one and cuddling another, listening to one child’s story, and quieting their collective chatter with a shout or a bang of her huge elbow on the table. The reprimands of such a woman might be sharp, but they do not compare to the sweetness of her nurturing voice, which endures in the memories of bearded men and women with many children.
Once or twice again I met him in later summers near the same place. The last time he had been in the infirmary, and was much older. His fire was under the dense shelf of a spruce bough in a green deserted road worn deep in the chalk, blocked at both ends, and trodden by few mortal feet. Only a few yards away, under another spruce, lay a most ancient sheep who had apparently been turned into the lane to browse at peace. She was lame in one leg, and often fed as she knelt. Her[194] head was dark grey and wise, her eyes pearly green and iridescent with an oblong pupil of blackish-blue, quiet, yet full of fear; her wool was dense but short and of a cinder grey; her dark horny feet were overgrown from lack of use. She would not budge even when a dog sniffed at her, but only bowed her head and threatened vainly to butt. She was huge and heavy and content, though always all alone. As she lay there, her wool glistening with rain, I had often wondered what those eyes were aware of, what part she played in the summer harmonies of night and day, the full night heavens and cloudless noon, storm and dawn, and the long moist heat of dewy mornings. She was now shorn, and the old man watched her as he drank the liquor in which a cabbage and a piece of bacon had been boiled. “I often thinks,” he said, “that I be something like that sheep ... ‘slightly wounded’ ... but not ‘short service’ now ... haha! ... left alone in this here lane to browse a bit while the weather’s fine and folks are kind.... But I don’t know but what she is better off. Look there,” he said, pointing to a wound which the shearer had made in one of her nipples, where flies clustered like a hideous flower of crape, “I have been spending this hour and more flicking the flies off her.... Nobody won’t do that for me—unless I come in for five shillings a week Old Age Pension. But I reckon that won’t be for a roving body like me without a letter-box.” In the neighbouring field a cart-horse shook herself with a noise of far-off thunder and laughed shrilly and threw up her heels and raced along the hedge. A bee could be seen going in and out of the transparent white flowers of convolvulus. The horse had her youth and strength and a workless day before her; the[195] bee its business, in which was its life, among sunbeams and flowers; and they were glad. The old man smacked his lips as he drained the salty broth, tried three times to light his empty pipe and then knocked out the ashes and spat vigorously, and took a turn up the lane alone in the scent of the bracken.
Once or twice later on, I ran into him again during the summers near the same spot. The last time I saw him, he had been in the infirmary and looked much older. His fire was tucked underneath the thick branches of a spruce tree on a quiet, worn path, blocked at both ends and rarely walked on by anyone. Just a few yards away, under another spruce, lay an ancient sheep that had seemingly been placed in the lane to graze peacefully. She was limping on one leg and often fed while kneeling. Her head was dark gray and wise, her eyes shining green and iridescent with an oval pupil of bluish-black, calm yet full of fear; her wool was thick but short and a charcoal gray; her dark, hard hooves were overgrown from disuse. She wouldn’t move even when a dog sniffed at her but simply lowered her head and tried to butt threateningly. She was large and heavy and content, though always completely alone. As she rested there, her wool glistening with rain, I often wondered what she perceived, what role she played in the summer rhythms of night and day, the open night sky and clear noon, storm and dawn, and the long warm mornings with dew. She was now shorn, and the old man observed her as he drank the broth in which a cabbage and a piece of bacon had been cooked. “I often think,” he said, “that I’m a bit like that sheep ... ‘slightly wounded’ ... but not ‘short service’ now ... haha! ... left here in this lane to graze while the weather’s nice and folks are kind.... But I don’t know if she’s better off. Look there,” he said, pointing to a wound the shearer had made on one of her nipples, where flies gathered like a gruesome flower, “I’ve been spending the last hour flicking the flies off her.... Nobody will do that for me—unless I qualify for five shillings a week from the Old Age Pension. But I guess that won’t happen for a wanderer like me without a letter box.” In the nearby field, a cart horse shook herself with a sound like distant thunder, let out a shrill laugh, kicked up her heels, and sprinted along the hedge. A bee was buzzing in and out of the delicate white flowers of bindweed. The horse had her youth and strength and an empty day ahead; the bee was busy with its work, which was its life, among sunrays and blossoms; and they were happy. The old man smacked his lips as he finished the salty broth, tried three times to light his empty pipe, then knocked out the ashes and spat vigorously, and took a stroll up the lane alone in the scent of the bracken.
At the end of the lane, at the head of one of the beechen chalky coombes, just where the beeches cease and the flinty clay begins, stands a thatched cottage under five tall ash-trees. A grassy lane runs by, but on three sides the place is surrounded by huge naked concave sweeps of grey ploughland which take the February sunshine and cloud shadow as delicately as beaten silver. The walls are of grey-white soft stone, but only a little of them is visible, because the steep thatch sweeps almost to the ground and overhangs the gables, in each of which is a small window and under one a door. In hot summer or windy winter, if the field happens to be without a crop, the earth is of the same colour as the thatch, and the cottage looks as if it were the work—like a mole-hill—of some creature that has worked underground and risen up just there and rested, peering out of the two dark windows upon the world. It is impossible to find any point of view from which any house can be seen along with this, except one—the ash-trees, the tall hazels of the lane, or the swelling fields hide them away. But the pewits loop their flight every spring over and round about the cottage, and the dark eyes under the thatch can always see a hare, and often half-a-dozen. Whether the ashes are purple in spring, yellow in autumn or grey in winter, whether the surrounding fields are bare, or green with turnips, or yellow with charlock, or empurpled gold with ripe wheat, the cottage is always the same stubborn,[197] dull, simple mound raised up out of the earth. The one other house is not so high; nor has it eyes; nor do an old man and a girl and two children go in and out of it; it is, in fact, not a house of the living, but of the dead, a round tumulus at the edge of the hill.
At the end of the lane, at the top of one of the beech-filled valleys, just where the beeches stop and the rocky clay begins, there’s a thatched cottage under five tall ash trees. A grassy lane runs alongside, but on three sides, the place is surrounded by large, open grey fields that catch the February sunlight and cloud shadows as delicately as polished silver. The walls are made of soft grey-white stone, but only a bit of it is visible because the steep thatch slopes almost to the ground and hangs over the gables, which each have a small window and one of which has a door below. In hot summer or windy winter, if the field is fallow, the earth matches the color of the thatch, making the cottage look like it’s the work—like a molehill—of some creature that’s tunneled underground and just surfaced there to rest, peering out of the two dark windows at the world. There’s no angle from which this house can be seen along with any others—only the ash trees, the tall hazels in the lane, or the rolling fields hide them away. But every spring, the lapwings fly in loops over and around the cottage, and the dark eyes under the thatch can always spot a hare, often half a dozen. Whether the ash trees are purple in spring, yellow in autumn, or grey in winter, whether the surrounding fields are bare, or green with turnips, or yellow with wild mustard, or glowing gold with ripe wheat, the cottage remains the same stubborn, dull, simple mound raised up from the earth. The one other house isn’t as tall; it doesn’t have windows; and an old man, a girl, and two children don’t come and go from it; it’s actually not a house for the living, but for the dead—a round burial mound at the edge of the hill.
The grey mound of the dead and the grey house of the living are at their best in the midst of winter and in the midst of summer. Standing upon the tumulus in the north-west wind, the cottage could be seen huddled under the lashing trees. Many a thousand beech-trees on the steep slopes below gave out a roar, and it was a majestic position to be up there, seeing and feeling that the strong wind was scouring the world with a stream miles deep and miles wide. Far underneath, two beechen promontories with bald white brows projected into the vast valley; not really much lower than the hill of the tumulus, but seeming so in that more than Amazonian stream of air. Beyond these promontories the broad land was washed bright and clear. Nearer at hand the thrice cleaned traveller’s-joy was as silken foam surging upon the surface of black yews and olive hazels. The kestrel swayed and lunged in his flight. Branches gleamed, hard and nervously moving. Rain-pools glittered, and each brittle stem and flower of a dead plant, each grass-blade and brown lock of beech or oak-leaf, gave out its little noise to join the oceanic murmur of the earth. Now and then a dead leaf took flight, rose high and went out over the valley till it was invisible, never descending, in search of the moon. Near the horizon a loose white drift went rapidly just over the summits of the highest woods; but in the upper air were the finest flowers of the wind—hard white flowers of cloud, flowers and mad[198] tresses and heaven-wide drapery of gods, and some small and white like traveller’s-joy, as if up there also they travelled and knew the houseless joy along the undulating highway of the deep wind. And the little house was as a watch-tower planted in the middle swirl of the current that was scouring valley and wood and sky and water and, as far as it could, the dull eyes and duller brains of men.
The gray mound of the dead and the gray house of the living shine their brightest in winter and summer. Standing on the burial mound in the northwest wind, you could see the cottage huddled under the beating trees. Thousands of beech trees on the steep slopes below roared, and it was an impressive spot to be up there, witnessing and feeling the strong wind sweeping across the world like a current miles deep and wide. Far below, two beech promontories with bare white tops jutted into the vast valley; they weren't really much lower than the mound but seemed so in that powerful rush of air. Beyond these promontories, the broad land was washed bright and clear. Closer, the well-kept traveler’s-joy looked like silky foam surging over the surface of dark yews and olive hazels. The kestrel swayed and dove in its flight. Branches shimmered, moving sharply. Rain pools sparkled, and every fragile stem and flower of a dead plant, every blade of grass and brown tuft of beech or oak leaf, contributed its soft sound to the oceanic murmur of the earth. Occasionally, a dead leaf would take off, rising high and drifting over the valley until it disappeared, never coming down, searching for the moon. Near the horizon, a loose white cloud drifted quickly just above the tallest trees; but in the upper air were the finest flowers of the wind—hard white clouds, flowers, wild drapery stretching across the sky, and some small and white like traveler’s-joy, as if they also traveled and felt the joy of being houseless along the undulating highway of the deep wind. And the little house stood like a watchtower in the swirling current that was scouring the valley, woods, sky, and water, and, as much as it could, the dull eyes and duller minds of people.
In summer I saw it at the end of one of those days of sun and wind and perfectly clear air when the earth appears immensely heavy and great and strong—so that for a moment it is possible to know the majesty of its course in space—and the sheep very light, like mere down, as they crawl in a flock over the grass. Swathes and wisps of white cloud were strewn over the high blue sky as if by haymakers. But the lanes were deep, and for miles at a time nearly shut out the sky, and all the day the lanes were empty and wholly mine. Here the high banks were thickly grown with wild parsnip, and its umbels of small yellow-green flowers, fragrant and a little over-sweet, were alive and, as it were, boiling over with bees and the sunniest flies. There the hazel was laced with white bryony, whose leaves and pale tendrils went hovering and swimming and floating over the hedge. In one place an elder-tree stood out of the hedge, stiff, with few branches, and every leaf upon them red as a rose. Wherever there was a waste strip beside the road the tall yellow ragwort grew densely, each of the nearer flowers as hard and clear as brass, the farther ones dimly glowing and half lost in the green mist of their leaves and the haze of the brightness of their multitudes. Where the road changed into an unused lane the grass was tall, and[199] under the hazels, yet fully seen, were the wild basil and marjoram and centaury and knapweed and wood-betony, and over them hung moths of green crimson-spotted silk. There, too, were the plants that smell most of the dry summer—the white parsleys and the white or rosy cow-parsnip, the bedstraws white and yellow, the yellow mugwort. Now and then the hedges gave way and on either hand was open turf; sloping steep and rough on one side, grooved by ancient paths of men and cattle, dotted by thorns, with the freshly flowering traveller’s-joy over them, ash-trees at the top; on the other side, level, skirted by cloudy wych-elms and having at one corner a white inn half shadowed by a walnut, and two sycamores and cattle below them; and at another, a stately autumnal house veiled by the cedars and straight yews on its darkly glowing lawn.
In summer, I saw it at the end of one of those days filled with sun, wind, and perfectly clear air when the earth feels incredibly heavy, vast, and strong—so much so that for a moment you can grasp the majesty of its journey through space—and the sheep seem light, like mere fluff, as they move in a flock over the grass. Swathes and wisps of white clouds were scattered across the high blue sky like a haymaker's work. But the lanes were deep, nearly blocking out the sky for miles, and all day the lanes were empty and completely mine. Here, the high banks were thick with wild parsnip, and its clusters of small yellow-green flowers, fragrant and a bit too sweet, were buzzing and nearly boiling over with bees and the sunniest flies. Over there, the hazel was entwined with white bryony, its leaves and pale tendrils hovering, swimming, and floating over the hedge. In one spot, an elder tree jutted out from the hedge, stiff, with few branches, and every leaf on it as red as a rose. Wherever there was an overgrown patch beside the road, the tall yellow ragwort grew densely, with the closer flowers as hard and clear as brass, while the farther ones glowed dimly, half-hidden in the green mist of their leaves and the haze of their abundance. Where the road turned into an unused lane, the grass was tall, and under the hazels, though fully visible, were wild basil, marjoram, centaury, knapweed, and wood-betony, with moths of green silk speckled with crimson hovering over them. There were also the plants that smelled most of dry summer—the white parsnips and the white or rosy cow-parsnip, the white and yellow bedstraws, the yellow mugwort. Occasionally, the hedges opened up, revealing grassy areas on either side; one side sloped steeply and roughly, marked by ancient paths made by people and cattle, dotted with thorns, and freshly flowering traveler’s-joy overhead, with ash trees at the top; on the other side, it was level, bordered by cloudy wych-elms, and had a white inn partially shaded by a walnut tree, with two sycamores and cattle beneath them; at another spot, there was a stately autumn house hidden by cedars and straight yews on its dark, lush lawn.
All these things I saw as if they had been my own, as if I were going again slowly through old treasures long hidden away, so that they were memoried and yet unexpected. Nothing was too small to be seen, and ascending the chalk hill among the beeches every white flint was clear on the sward, each in its different shape—many chipped as the most cunning chisel would be proud to chip them; one, for example, carved by the loss of, two exquisitely curved and balanced flakes into the likeness of a moth’s expanded upper wings.
All these things I saw as if they were my own, like I was slowly going back through old treasures that had been hidden away for a long time, so they were familiar yet surprising. Nothing was too small to notice, and as I climbed the chalk hill among the beeches, every white flint stood out on the grass, each with its unique shape—many chipped in a way that the most skilled chisel would be proud of; one, for instance, shaped by the loss of two beautifully curved and balanced flakes that looked like a moth's outstretched upper wings.
A dark beech alley, paved with the gold and green of moss and walled by crumbling chalk, brought me to the tumulus. There lay the old house in shadow, its ash crests lighted yellow by horizontal beams that caught here the summit of a wood, and there the polished grass stems on a rising field. It was the one house, and at that[200] hour it gathered to itself all that can be connected with a home. It was alone, but its high cool thatch was full of protection and privacy, sufficient against sun or rain or wind or frost, yet impregnated with free air and light. Its ash-trees communed with the heavens and the setting sun. The wheat glowed at its gates. The dark masses of the lower woods enhanced by a touch of primeval gloom and savagery the welcoming expression of the house. Slowly the light died out of the ash-tops and the wheat turned to a mist. The wood seemed to creep up close and lay its shadows over the house. But, stronger than the wood and the oncoming tide of night that enveloped it, the spirits of roof and wall and hearth were weaving a spell about the house to guard it, so that it looked a living, breathing, dreaming thing. Nimble, elvish, half-human but wholly kind small spirits I fancied them, creeping from corners in stone and thatch and rafter, at war with those that dwelt in lonely and dark places, that knew not fire and lamp and human voices save as invaders. For a little while there was a pause, a suspense, a hesitation—Could the small spirits win?—Were not the woods older and more mighty?—Was not that long black bar of cloud across the cold west something sinister, already engulfing the frail white moon? But suddenly, as if the life of the house had found a powerful voice, one eye in the nearer gable was lit by a small lamp and a figure could be guessed behind it. The first Promethean spark of fire stolen from the gods was hardly a more signal victory than that at which the house and I rejoiced when the white light glimmered across the corn. It seemed the birth of light.
A dark beech tree path, covered in the gold and green of moss and bordered by crumbling chalk, led me to the burial mound. There stood the old house in shadow, its ash tree tops illuminated in yellow by horizontal beams of light, highlighting the peak of the woods and the shiny grass blades on a rising field. It was the only house, and at that[200] hour, it seemed to gather everything associated with home. It was solitary, but its tall, cool thatch offered protection and privacy, resilient against the sun, rain, wind, or frost, yet filled with fresh air and light. Its ash trees reached out to the sky and the setting sun. The wheat shimmered at its gates. The dark shapes of the lower woods added a touch of ancient gloom and wildness to the welcoming presence of the house. Gradually, the light faded from the ash tops, and the wheat became misty. The woods seemed to creep in close, casting shadows over the house. But more powerful than the woods and the approaching night that enveloped it, the spirits of the roof, walls, and hearth wove a protective spell around the house, making it appear alive, breathing, and dreaming. I imagined them as quick, elfin, half-human but completely kind little spirits, emerging from the nooks in stone, thatch, and rafters, battling with those that lurked in lonely, dark places, who knew nothing of fire, light, or human voices except as intruders. For a moment, there was a pause, a suspense, a hesitation—Could the small spirits prevail?—Were the woods not older and more powerful?—Was that long black cloud across the cold west not something ominous, already swallowing the delicate white moon? But suddenly, as if the essence of the house had found a strong voice, one eye in the nearby gable was illuminated by a small lamp, and a figure was discernible behind it. The first spark of fire stolen from the gods was hardly a more significant victory than the one the house and I celebrated when the white light flickered across the corn. It felt like the birth of light.
The man who lives under that roof and was born there seventy years ago is like his house. He is short and immensely broad, black-haired, with shaved but never clean-shaven face creased by a wide mouth and long, narrow black eyes—black with a blackness as of cold, deep water that had never known the sun but only the candle-light of discoverers. His once grey corduroys and once white slop are stained and patched to something like the colour of the moist, channelled thatch and crumbling “clunch” of the stone walls. He wears a soft felt hat with hanging broad brim of darker earthy hues; it might have been drawn over his face and ears in his emergence from his native clay and flint. Only rarely does his eye—one eye at a time—gloom out from underneath, always accompanied by a smile that slowly puckers the wrinkled oak-bark of his stiff cheeks. His fingers, his limbs, his face, his silence, suggest crooked oak timber or the gnarled stoles of the many times polled ash. It is barely credible that he grew out of a child, the son of a woman, and not out of the earth itself, like the great flints that work upwards and out on to the surface of the fields. Doubtless he did, but like many a ruined castle, like his own house, he has been worn to a part of the earth itself. That house he will never give up except by force, to go to workhouse or grave. They want him to go out for a few days that it may be made more weather-tight; but he fears the chances and prefers a rickety floor and draughty wall. He is half cowman, half odd-job man—at eight shillings a week—in his last days, mending hedges, cleaning ditches, and carrying a sack of wheat down the steep hill on a back that cannot be bent any farther. Up to his knees in the February ditch, or cutting[202] ash-poles in the copse, he is clearly half converted into the element to which he must return.
The man who lives under that roof and was born there seventy years ago is like his house. He’s short and very broad, has black hair, and a face that's shaved but never fully clean-shaven, marked by a wide mouth and long, narrow black eyes—black like cold, deep water that has never seen the sun, only the candlelight of explorers. His once grey corduroys and formerly white shirt are stained and patched to match the damp, channelled thatch and crumbling “clunch” of the stone walls. He wears a soft felt hat with a wide brim in darker earthy tones; it looks like it was drawn over his face and ears when he emerged from his native clay and flint. Rarely does one eye peer out from underneath, but when it does, it’s always accompanied by a smile that slowly crinkles the wrinkled texture of his stiff cheeks. His fingers, limbs, face, and silence suggest twisted oak timber or the gnarled branches of the many times trimmed ash. It’s hard to believe he grew from a child, the son of a woman, rather than from the earth itself, like the great flints that push their way to the surface of the fields. Sure, he did, but like many a worn-down castle, like his own house, he has become part of the earth itself. That house he will never leave, except by force, for a workhouse or the grave. They want him to step out for a few days so it can be made more weather-tight; but he fears the unknown and would rather deal with a rickety floor and drafty walls. He’s half cowman, half handyman—making eight shillings a week—in his final days, mending hedges, cleaning ditches, and carrying a sack of wheat down the steep hill on a back that can’t bend any further. Up to his knees in the February ditch, or cutting ash-poles in the copse, he seems to be half turned into the element he must eventually return to.
When the underwood is for sale it is a pleasure to read the notices fixed to the doors of barn and shed, with the names of the copses and woods. At Penshurst lately, for example, I saw these names—
When the underbrush is up for sale, it's enjoyable to read the notices posted on the barn and shed doors, listing the names of the thickets and woods. Recently at Penshurst, for example, I saw these names—
- Black Hoath Wood.
- Heronry Pond.
- Marlpit Field.
- Tapner’s Wood.
- Ashour Farm.
- Sidney’s Coppice.
- Weir Field.
- Well Place.
I was back in Sidney’s time, remembering that genial poem of Ben Jonson’s, “To Penshurst,” and especially the lines—
I was back in Sidney’s time, recalling that friendly poem by Ben Jonson, “To Penshurst,” and especially the lines
and so onward to that opulence and ease three centuries old—
and so onward to that wealth and comfort three centuries old—
Almost to such a time as that does the old man carry back the thoughts. His old master was the fifth in the direct line to work one farm in the vale; he left money in his will to pay for new smocks, all of the best linen, to be worn by the labourers who should carry him to the grave.
Almost to that time, the old man reflects on his memories. His former master was the fifth in a direct line to manage a farm in the valley; he left money in his will to cover new smocks, all made of the best linen, for the laborers who would carry him to the grave.
The old man has three companions under that roof. The hand that lit the lamp is his daughter’s, the youngest by the second wife, whom he married when he was fifty. The other two are her children, and she is unmarried. She earns no money except by keeping a few fowls and bees. When the younger child was born—the old man having to go six miles out at midnight for the parish doctor—the married women commented: “There’s forgiveness for the first, but not for the second; no”: for the first showed indiscretion, carelessness, youth; the second, helplessness. The old man can hardly leave the children, and though he is deaf he will, when he is told that the baby is crying, go to the room and listen carefully for the pleasure of the infant voice. That voice means colder winter nights for him and less cheer of meat and[204] ale. But for all young life he has a passion equal to a mother’s, so he laces up his boots and does not grieve. See him in the dim outlying barn with the sick heifer which is sure to die. The wet killed several in the open field; this one is to die on dry hay. She lies with stiff, high-ridged back, patient and motionless, except that her ears move now and then like birds—they alone seem alive. There is a deep blue gleam in her eyes. Her head is stretched forward upon the ground. She is alone. Through the open door the sunlight falls, and the swallows fly in and out or hang twittering at the dark beams over her head. Twice a day the cowman comes to the door and salutes her with deep, slow voice, hearty and blithe: “Hoho! Cowslip; how’s Cowslip?” He pulls away the foul hay from under her and puts in fresh, talking now in a high falsetto voice as to a child; he raises her head that she may lap the bucket of gruel, still talking unintelligible baby talk interlarded with her pretty name. She holds up her head for a minute or two, heartened by her moist lips and full stomach and that friend’s voice. He stands in the doorway watching and silent now, as her head slowly sinks down, and she sighs while her limbs find their position of least pain. “She’s going to die,” he mutters in the deep voice as he goes.
The old man has three companions under that roof. The hand that lit the lamp belongs to his youngest daughter, from the second wife he married when he was fifty. The other two are her kids, and she is unmarried. She doesn’t make any money except from raising some chickens and bees. When the younger child was born—after the old man had to travel six miles at midnight for the parish doctor—the married women commented: “There’s forgiveness for the first, but not for the second; no”: the first was seen as a mistake, careless and youthful; the second, helpless. The old man can hardly leave the kids, and even though he’s deaf, when he hears that the baby is crying, he goes to the room and listens closely for the sound of the infant's voice. That voice means colder winter nights for him and less cheerful meals of meat and [204] ale. But he has a passion for all young life that matches a mother’s, so he puts on his boots and doesn’t dwell on his troubles. Picture him in the dim barn with the sick heifer that’s sure to die. The wet weather has already killed several in the open field; this one is going to die on dry hay. She lies there with a stiff, arched back, patient and still, except that her ears move occasionally like birds—they are the only parts that seem alive. There’s a deep blue gleam in her eyes. Her head is stretched forward on the ground. She is alone. Sunlight streams through the open door, and swallows fly in and out, chirping at the dark beams above her head. Twice a day, the cowman comes to the door and greets her in a deep, slow, cheerful voice: “Hoho! Cowslip; how’s Cowslip?” He removes the dirty hay from under her and replaces it with fresh, speaking to her now in a high, playful voice as if she were a child; he lifts her head so she can drink from the bucket of gruel, still chatting in baby talk mixed with her lovely name. She lifts her head for a minute or two, encouraged by her wet lips and full stomach and that friendly voice. He stands in the doorway, watching silently now, as her head slowly lowers, and she sighs while her limbs find their least painful position. “She’s going to die,” he mutters in his deep voice as he leaves.
A very different earth child, an artist, used to live in a cottage at the foot of the opposite Downs. The village itself, whether you saw it from its own street or from the higher land, was wrought into such a rightness of form as few other artists than Time ever achieve; it made a music to which the hands unconsciously beat time. But though apparently complete in itself, it was as part of a huge and gentle harmony of sky, down and forest that[205] the village was most fascinating. Like all beautiful things in their great moments the whole scene was symbolic, not only in the larger sense by expressing in an outward and visible way an inward grace, but in the sense that it gathered up into itself the meanings which many other scenes only partly and in a scattered way expressed.
A very different child of the earth, an artist, used to live in a cottage at the base of the opposite Downs. The village itself, whether seen from its own street or from the higher ground, was shaped into a perfection that few other artists besides Time ever achieve; it created a rhythm that the hands instinctively kept time to. But although it appeared complete on its own, it was as part of a vast and gentle harmony of sky, hills, and forest that the village was most captivating. Like all beautiful things in their prime, the whole scene was symbolic, not only in the broader sense of outwardly expressing an inner beauty but also in that it encapsulated the meanings that many other scenes could only hint at in a partial and scattered way.
Two roads of a serpentining form that was perpetually alluring from afar climbed the Down from the village and, skirting the forest, ended in the white mountains of the moon. At the tail of one of these roads the artist lived. His work still further enlarged the harmony of sky and down and village. For a short time I used to wonder why it was that when I entered his studio the harmony was prolonged into something even more huge and gentle than seemed to have been designed. How came it that he could safely hang his pictures on the wall of the Down, as practically they were hung?
Two winding roads that looked inviting from a distance climbed up from the village and, hugging the edge of the forest, stretched toward the bright mountains under the moon. At the end of one of these roads lived the artist. His work further enriched the harmony of the sky, the down, and the village. For a while, I would wonder why, when I stepped into his studio, the harmony seemed to extend into something even more vast and soothing than I thought possible. How could he confidently display his paintings on the wall of the Down, as if they were truly hung there?
It is not enough to say merely that it was because they did not, as some landscapes seem to do, enter into competition with Nature. The spirit that raised and sculptured the Downs, that entered the beech and made a melody of its silent towering and branching, that kept the sky above alive and beautiful with the massiveness of mountains and the evanescence of foam, was also in this man’s fingers. He was a great lover of these things, and in his love for them combined the ecstasy of courtship with the understanding of marriage. But he loved them too well to draw and paint them. He was not of those who tear themselves from a mistress to write a sonnet on her face. No. He painted the images which they implanted—such was their love of him and his of them—in his brain. There many a metamorphosis as[206] wonderful as Ovid’s was made. The beech-trees mingled with the fantasies of the brain and brought forth holes that are almost human forms, branches that are thoughts and roots that are more than wood. Often, I think, he hardly looked at Nature as he walked, except to take a careless pleasure in the thymy winds, in the drama of light and shade on the woods and hills, in the sound of leaves and birds and water. Within him these things lived a new life until they reached forms as different from their beginnings as we are from Palæolithic man. They attained to that beauty of which, as I have said, Nature was so little jealous, by this evolution. Some of his pictures of the leaf-dappled branch-work of beeches always remind me of the efflorescence of frost on a window-pane, and the comparison is not purely fantastic but has a real significance.
It’s not enough to simply say they didn’t, like some landscapes do, compete with Nature. The spirit that shaped the Downs, that brought music to the silent heights of beech trees, and kept the sky above vibrant and beautiful with massive mountains and fleeting foam was also in this man’s hands. He deeply loved these things, blending the thrill of romance with the comfort of commitment. But he loved them too much to draw or paint them. He wasn't one to pull away from a lover just to write a poem about her face. No. He expressed the images they etched into his mind—such was their love for him and his for them. There, many transformations as amazing as those in Ovid’s work took place. The beech trees mixed with the imagination and produced shapes almost resembling human forms, branches that became ideas, and roots that were more than just wood. Often, I think he barely looked at Nature as he walked, except to enjoy the breezy scents, the play of light and shadow across the woods and hills, and the sounds of leaves, birds, and water. Inside him, these things lived a new life until they transformed into forms as different from their origins as we are from Paleolithic man. They reached a beauty that, as I mentioned, Nature hardly envied, through this evolution. Some of his paintings of the leaf-dappled branches of beeches always remind me of the frost blooming on a windowpane, and this comparison is not just a wild idea but holds real significance.
And yet the landscapes of this metamorphosis are not, as might have been expected, decorations that have lost all smell of earth and light of sun and breath of breeze. Decorative they certainly are, and I know few pictures which are less open to the accusation of being scraps from Nature, which it is more impossible to think of extending beyond the limits of the frame. But such is the personality of the artist that all this refinement only made more powerful than ever the spirit of the motionless things, the trees, the pools, the hills, the clouds. Frankly, there is a deep fund of what must narrowly, and for the moment only, be called inhumanity in the artist, or he could not thus have reinforced or intensified the inhumanity of Nature. Consider, for example, his “Song of the Nightingale.” Those woods are untrodden woods as lonely as the sky. They are made for the nightingale’s[207] song to rule in solitude under the crescent moon. No lovers walk there. Mortal who enters there must either a poet or a madman be.
And yet the landscapes of this transformation aren't, as you might expect, decorations that have lost all scent of earth, light of sun, and breath of breeze. They are definitely decorative, and I know few images that are less likely to be seen as scraps from Nature, which it’s hard to imagine extending beyond the limits of the frame. But the artist's unique personality only intensifies the spirit of the still things—the trees, the pools, the hills, the clouds. Honestly, there’s a deep sense of what can only be called inhumanity in the artist, or he wouldn’t have been able to reinforce or intensify the inhumanity of Nature. Take, for instance, his “Song of the Nightingale.” Those woods are untouched and as lonely as the sky. They are meant for the nightingale’s[207] song to reign in solitude under the crescent moon. No lovers walk there. Anyone who enters there must be either a poet or a madman.
Look again at his “Castle in Spain,” how it is perched up above that might of forest, like a child that has climbed whence it can never descend. And the little house at the edge of the high, dark wood—in “The Farm under the Hill”—is as frail and timid as if it heard the roaring of wild beasts, and the little white road winds into the darkness as to death. So, too, with the children who make a pretence of playing hoops at the edge of just such another wood, though mortal has never come out of it since the beginning of the world. The ship in the “Fall of the Leaf” is subdued to the spirit of autumn as is the poet subdued to the immense scenes of “Alastor.” To introduce an elvish figure, as he has done, in “Will o’ the Wisp” was an unnecessary aid to the elvishness of the scene itself. Indeed, his human or fantastic figures seem to be sometimes as much out of place as a Yankee at the court of King Arthur, though there are two notable exceptions—“The Sower” and “The Weed Burner”—both figures towards which idolatry might be excusable, so nobly do they represent labour in the field. And even in “The Weed Burner” the boy seems bemused by the motion and savour of the smoke that curdles up through the autumn air. The picture of a forest pool is magical, but it repudiates the fairy altogether. Nothing would be more out of place here than the kind of sucking harlequin or columbine which is commonly foisted upon us as a fairy; for here is something more desirable, the very forces which begot the fairies upon a different age from ours. Even when he draws a house it is, I think, for[208] the house’s sake, for the sake of whatever soul it has acquired, which men cannot take away. Was there ever such an inn as “The Wispers”? The landlord is dead, the casks are dry, a rat has littered on the top stair of the cellar, and the landlord says—
Look again at his “Castle in Spain,” how it sits up high above that mighty forest, like a child who has climbed so high it can never come down. And the little house at the edge of the tall, dark woods—in “The Farm under the Hill”—is as fragile and fearful as if it hears the roar of wild beasts, and the little white road winds into the darkness as if it were leading to death. The same goes for the children who pretend to play with hoops at the edge of just another forest, though no human has ever come out of it since the dawn of time. The ship in the “Fall of the Leaf” is in tune with the spirit of autumn, just like the poet is attuned to the vast scenes of “Alastor.” Introducing an elvish figure, as he has done in “Will o’ the Wisp,” was an unnecessary addition to the magical quality of the scene itself. In fact, his human or fantastical figures sometimes feel just as out of place as a Yankee at King Arthur's court, though there are two notable exceptions—“The Sower” and “The Weed Burner”—both figures that might inspire admiration, so well do they represent labor in the fields. Even in “The Weed Burner,” the boy seems entranced by the movement and smell of the smoke that rises through the autumn air. The image of a forest pool is enchanting, but it completely rejects fairies. Nothing would fit in less here than the type of silly harlequin or columbine that is often forced upon us as a fairy; for here is something far more desirable, the very forces that birthed the fairies in an age different from ours. Even when he illustrates a house, I believe it’s for the sake of the house itself, for whatever soul it has gained, which no one can take away. Was there ever an inn called “The Whispers”? The landlord is dead, the barrels are empty, a rat has nested on the top stair of the cellar, and the landlord says—
I like the inn, but the spider loves it, and his webs bar the door against all but ghostly travellers. The barn, again, with its doorway opening upon the summer night, has a life of its own. The two figures at the door are utterly dwarfed by its ancientness, its space, and the infinite silence without.
I like the inn, but the spider loves it, and its webs block the door to all but ghostly travelers. The barn, on the other hand, with its doorway leading out into the summer night, has a life of its own. The two figures at the door are completely dwarfed by its age, its size, and the endless silence outside.
The picture in which there is most humanity is that of a high wall, ruinous and overgrown. The deep gap in it is tragical. But even here I am not sure that it is a wall that was raised by hand of mason, and as to the inhabitants who left it desolate I feel more doubtful still,[209] I believe it was built in a dream, long ago lost in some victory gained by the forest over men, and quite forgotten until this artist thought it would be a happy lair for a faun. He has not shown us the faun—I wish he had; he ought to know what it was like—but that gap is its gateway out from the forest into the dew of the river lawns.
The image that captures the most humanity is of a high wall, crumbling and covered in weeds. The deep hole in it is tragic. But even here, I can't be sure it was built by a mason, and I'm even more uncertain about the people who left it in ruins. I think it was created in a dream, long forgotten after some victory of the forest over humanity, and completely overlooked until this artist imagined it as a perfect hiding spot for a faun. He hasn’t shown us the faun—I wish he had; he should know what it looked like—but that gap is its entrance from the forest into the dewy riverbanks.[209]
It induces an awful sense of the infinite variety of human character to think of the love of earth first in this man and then in that cowman old. I wonder tolerance is not deeper as well as wider than it is.
It creates a terrible feeling about the endless variety of human nature to consider the love of the earth first in this person and then in that old rancher. I wonder why tolerance isn't broader as well as deeper than it is.
Rain begins as I set out and mount under the beeches. The sky is dark as a ploughed field, but the leaves overhead are full of light like precious stones. The rain keeps the eyes down so that they see one by one the little things of the wayside, the strings of the grey-green and of the scarlet bryony berries, the stony bark of the young ash unveiled by the moving leaves, the million tall straight shoots which the strong nature of ash and hazel has soared into since the spring. Then follows field after field of corn, of sheep among hurdled squares, of mustard in flower, of grass, interrupted now and then by the massed laurels and rhododendrons and the avenues of monkey puzzles that announce the pleasure grounds of the rich. It is a high land of too level clay, chiefly blest in that it beholds the Downs, their saddles of woodland, and, through the deepest passes, the sea and an island rising out of it like an iceberg; and that it is traversed by the Pilgrims’ Way, which gathers to itself Canterbury-bells and marjoram under its hazels, and pours traveller’s-joy cloudily over the ash and brier that overhang the side of an old chalk pit, long, straight and even like a wall. Just here are many grassy lanes between hazel and blackthorn hedges. An old farmhouse with ivied chimneys and ten blind windows in front stands bereaved with weedy garden, but for miles the air sounds with poultry and the building of bungalows in deal and iron for strangers.[211] It is not a stranger that rides by. I think his fathers must have been in this land when Wolf Hanger was not a strange name for the beeches over the hill. He is a tall straight man with long narrow face, clear, not too irregular features, sallow complexion, black hair and black drooping moustache, and flashing eyes as dark as privet berries in autumn dews.
Rain starts as I head out and get on my horse under the beech trees. The sky is as dark as a plowed field, but the leaves above are bright like precious stones. The rain keeps my gaze lowered so I notice one by one the little things along the path, the strands of gray-green and scarlet bryony berries, the rough bark of the young ash revealed by the rustling leaves, and the countless tall straight shoots that the hardy nature of ash and hazel has pushed up since spring. Then there are fields of corn, sheep in fenced-off sections, fields of flowering mustard, and grass, occasionally interrupted by clusters of laurel and rhododendron and rows of monkey puzzles that mark the rich people's gardens. It's a high area of flat clay, mostly blessed because it overlooks the Downs, with their wooded ridges and, through the deepest gaps, the sea and an island rising from it like an iceberg; and it’s crossed by the Pilgrims’ Way, which collects Canterbury-bells and marjoram under its hazels and spills traveler’s joy cloudily over the ash and briar that border an old chalk pit, long, straight, and even like a wall. Here, there are many grassy lanes between hazel and blackthorn hedges. An old farmhouse with ivy-covered chimneys and ten blind windows in front stands lonely with a weedy garden, but for miles, the air is filled with the sounds of poultry and the construction of bungalows in wood and iron for newcomers.[211] It's not a stranger who rides by. I think his ancestors must have been in this land when Wolf Hanger was not a strange name for the beech trees over the hill. He's a tall, straight man with a long, narrow face, clear but slightly irregular features, a sallow complexion, black hair, a black drooping mustache, and flashing eyes as dark as privet berries in autumn dew.
Now it is a woodland country, of broad wooded common and low undulating Downs crowned or fringed by woods: this is “Swineherd’s County” according to the gypsies. Houses are few and stand either well off the road or with scarcely a dividing line between their gardens and the commons from which they have been filched. Their linen and red flannel flap under enormous beeches where an old track makes its way betwixt them. The children living here, the generations of them who have been bred in the little flint house, are children of the woods, their minds half made by the majestic but dark and deep-voiced trees that stand over them day and night and by the echoes—you may hear them summoning the echoes at evening out of the glades and see them pause as if dazed by the wild reply. Opposite the door is a close untrodden tangle of brier and thorn and bramble under oaks where the dead leaves of many autumns lie untouched even by the wind—so dense is the underwood—that sighs continually in the topmost boughs: at the edge nettles with translucent leaves waver and nod above mossy banks. Not far off is a Woodland Farm, a group of houses and barns and sheds built of flint and wood and thatched, aloof. A man enters one of the cavernous sheds with a pail; a thick, bent, knotty man, with bushy dark hair and beard and bright black eyes, a farmer, the son’s son of[212] one who rebuilt the house when the woods were darker and huger still. Life is a dark simple matter for him; three-quarters of his living is done for him by the dead; merely to look at him is to see a man live generations thick, so to speak, and neither Nature nor the trumpery modern man can easily disturb a human character of that density. As I watch him going to and fro I lose sight of everything away from his rude house and the tall woods, because they and he are so powerful—he has the trees as well as his ancestors at his back—and it is no flight of fancy to see him actually cut off from all the world except the house and woods, and yet holding his own, able to keep his fire burning, his larder full, his back covered and his house dry. I feel but a wraith as I pass by. I wonder what there is worth knowing that he does not know, with his bright eyes, bright long teeth, stiff limbs capable of unceasing toil, and that look of harmony with day and night. I see him looking on as the wounded trooper—two hundred and fifty years, a trifle, ago—drains the water just lifted from the well; look at his gallant face, his delicate ardour as of another race, bright dress, restless blue eyes, his helplessness after the defeat in a cavalry fight about nothing at all. The cornet rides away and the woodland fellow puts all his nature into the felling of a beech as into an object worthy of cold steel, and as he plies his axe he smiles at the thought of that brave, that silly face and sleek hair. He smiles to-day as he sees a youth go by with proud looks of command, incapable, as he well understands, of commanding anything except perhaps a wife or a groom or a regiment of townsmen—yet his landlord.
Now it’s a forested area, with wide wooded commons and gently rolling hills topped or surrounded by trees: this is “Swineherd’s County,” according to the gypsies. Houses are few and either set far off the road or barely separated from their gardens by the commons they've taken from. Their linen and red flannel flap under massive beech trees where an old path winds between them. The children living here, generations raised in the little flint house, are children of the woods, their minds half shaped by the majestic but dark, deep-voiced trees that tower over them day and night, and by the echoes—you can hear them calling out to the echoes at night from the glades and see them pause as if stunned by the wild response. Opposite the door is a dense, untouched tangle of briars and thorns and brambles beneath oak trees, where the dead leaves of many autumns lie undisturbed even by the wind—so thick is the underbrush—that constantly sighs in the highest branches: at the edge, nettles with translucent leaves sway and nod above mossy banks. Not far off is a Woodland Farm, a cluster of houses, barns, and sheds built of flint and wood, thatched and remote. A man enters one of the cavernous sheds with a pail; he’s a thick, bent, knotted man with bushy dark hair and beard and bright black eyes, a farmer, the grandson of someone who rebuilt the house when the woods were darker and even more massive. Life is a dark, simple affair for him; three-quarters of his livelihood comes from the past; just to look at him is to see a man carrying generations, so to speak, and neither Nature nor the lightweight modern world can easily disturb a character so deeply rooted. As I watch him coming and going, I lose sight of everything outside of his rugged house and the tall trees, because they and he are so powerful—he has the trees and his ancestors behind him—and it’s not hard to imagine that he’s actually cut off from everything else besides the house and woods, yet holding his own, able to keep his fire going, his pantry stocked, his back secured, and his house dry. I feel like a mere shadow as I pass by. I wonder what there is to know that he doesn’t, with his bright eyes, shiny long teeth, strong limbs capable of endless work, and that look of being in sync with day and night. I see him watching as the wounded cavalryman—two hundred and fifty years ago, just a moment—drinks the water just drawn from the well; look at his brave face, his delicate eagerness like someone from another era, his bright clothes, restless blue eyes, and his vulnerability after losing a battle over something trivial. The cornet rider leaves, and the woodland guy pours all his energy into chopping down a beech tree as if it’s worth a sharp axe, and as he swings his axe, he smiles at the thought of that brave, yet foolish face and sleek hair. He smiles today as he sees a young man pass by with confident looks of leadership, incapable, as he knows well, of commanding anything except maybe a wife or a stable hand or a regiment of townspeople—yet he’s still his landlord.
Rough grass and scattered thorns and lofty groups of[213] mossy-pedestalled beeches lie on either side of the road, and grassy tracks lead to thatched cottages in the woods. A grey-clouded silver sky moves overhead. Along the road the telegraph wires go humming the one shrill note in this great harmony of men and woods and sky. Beyond, a broad champaign of corn and grey grass heaves from the woodland edge. The road is gay with red polished fruit and equally red soft leaves, with darkest purple and bronze and wine-red and green berries and leaves, and beam foliage still pure green and white. So high now are the unkempt hedges that the land is hid and only the sky appears above the coloured trees: except at a meeting of ways when a triangular patch of turf is sacred to burdock, ragwort and thistle and—touching the dust of the road—the lowly silverweed; an oak overhangs, yet the little open space admits a vision of the elephantine Downs going west in the rain. In a moment the world is once again this narrow one of the high-hedged lane, where I see and touch with the eye and enjoy the shapes of each bole and branch in turn, their bone-like shapes, their many colours of the wood itself, wrinkled and grooved, or overlaid by pale green mould, silver lichen or dark green moss. Each bend in the road is different. At one all the leaves are yellow but green-veined, the bramble, the hazel, the elder; and there is a little chalk pit below, fresh white and overhung by yew and the dark purple elder berries, small but distinct: at another there is a maple of exquisite small leaves and numerous accordingly, a fair-built tree in a lovely attitude and surmounted by a plume, only a small plume, of traveller’s-joy. In Swineherd’s County they call it “Angel’s hair.”
Rough grass and scattered thorns, along with tall clusters of[213] mossy-beached beeches, line the road, while grassy paths lead up to thatched cottages in the woods. A grey, overcast sky drifts overhead. The telegraph wires along the road hum a single sharp note in this grand mix of people, trees, and sky. Beyond lies a wide expanse of corn and grey grass rising from the edge of the woods. The road is bright with shiny red fruit and equally vibrant soft leaves, dark purple, bronze, and wine-red berries, and leaves, along with fresh green and white foliage. The hedges have grown so tall that the land is hidden and only the sky is visible above the colorful trees, except at a fork in the road where a triangular patch of grass is dedicated to burdock, ragwort, and thistle, and—the lowly silverweed touching the road’s dust; an oak hangs over it, yet this small open space offers a view of the vast Downs stretching west in the rain. In an instant, the world becomes once more a narrow lane bordered by tall hedges, where I see and recognize each trunk and branch in turn, their bone-like forms and the various colors of the wood itself, wrinkled and grooved, or covered in pale green mold, silver lichen, or dark green moss. Every curve in the road is unique. At one spot, all the leaves are yellow with green veins—those of the bramble, hazel, and elder; and below is a small chalk pit, fresh and white, overshadowed by yew and the tiny, dark purple elderberries: at another point, there's a maple with exquisite small leaves, plenty of them, a beautifully shaped tree standing gracefully topped by a small plume of traveler’s-joy. In Swineherd’s County, they call it “Angel’s hair.”
Suddenly there is a village of thatched roofs, phlox in the gardens, good spaces of green and of sycamore-trees between one house and the next, and a green-weeded crystal river pervading all with its flash and sound. The anvil rings and the fire glows in the black smithy. The wheel-wright’s timber leans outside his thatched shed against an ancient elder, etherealized by lucent yellow leaves. Before the inn a jolly ostler with bow legs and purple neck washes the wheels of a cart, ever and anon filling his pail from the stream and swishing the bright water over the wheels as they spin. A decent white-haired old man stands and watches, leaning on his stick held almost at arm’s length so as to make an archway underneath which a spaniel sprawls in the sun. The men are all at the corn and he does not know what to do. Can he read? asks the ostler, knowing the answer very well. No! We all read now, chuckles the ostler as he flings a pailful over the wheel. The old man is proud at least to have lived into such a notable day: “Yes, man reads now almost as well as master—quite as well. They used to be dummies, the working class people, yes, that they was. You can’t tell what will happen now.” Meantime the ostler fills his pail and the old man having too many thoughts to say any more, lays his blackthorn on the bench and calls for his glass of fourpenny ale.
Suddenly, there’s a village with thatched roofs, phlox blooming in the gardens, nice patches of green and sycamore trees between the houses, and a clear, weed-lined river flowing through it all with its sparkle and sound. The anvil clangs, and the fire glows in the blacksmith’s shop. The wheelwright’s timber leans outside his thatched shed against an old elder tree, illuminated by the bright yellow leaves. In front of the inn, a cheerful stable hand with bow legs and a purple neck washes a cart’s wheels, occasionally filling his bucket from the stream and splashing the bright water over the spinning wheels. A respectable old man with white hair stands by, leaning on his stick held almost at arm’s length to create an archway under which a spaniel relaxes in the sun. The men are all busy with the corn, and he’s not sure what to do. “Can he read?” asks the stable hand, already knowing the answer. “No! Everyone reads now,” chuckles the stable hand as he splashes water over the wheel. The old man is proud to have lived to see such a remarkable day: “Yes, people read now almost as well as masters—just as well. They used to be ignorant, the working class, yes, they did. You never know what will happen now.” In the meantime, the stable hand fills his bucket, and with too many thoughts to share, the old man sets his blackthorn stick on the bench and orders his glass of fourpenny ale.
Close by there is an entrance to the more open Downs. The uncut hedges are so thick that the lane seems a cutting through a wood, and soon it becomes a grassy track of great breadth under ash-trees and amidst purple dogwood and crimson-hearted traveller’s-joy, and finally it is a long broad field full of wild carrot and scabious through which many paths meander side by side until the[215] last gate gives a view, under oak and hazel sprays, on to the green undulations of hill and coombe, their sides studded with juniper and thorn, with something of oceanic breadth in the whole, as far as the utmost bound, leagues away, where a line of small trees stands against the sky in the manner of ships. The hedges in this downland are low or broken. A few ricks stand at the borders of stubble and grass. Sheep munch together in square pens. There is no house, and the rain has wiped out everything that moved save its own perpendicular fringes waving along the hills. This solitude of grey and brown is completed by the owner’s notice, on a frail and tottering post: “Trespassers will be prosecuted with the utmost rigour of the law.” Towards the farther verge compact copses of beech begin to saddle the ridges and invade the hollows so as to form cliffy dark sides to the friths of pale stubble or turf amongst them. And then the green way runs into a Roman road, and in the twilight and rain I can see many other narrow ancient tracks winding into the white road as straight as a sword, losing themselves in it like children in a dragon’s mouth. The turf alongside is mounded by tumuli; and against the hedge a gypsy family pretend to shelter from the windy rain; the man stands moody, holding the pony, the women crouch with chins upon knees, the children laugh and will not be still. They belong to the little roads that are dying out: they hate the sword-like shelterless road, the booming cars that go straight to the city in the vale below. They are less at home there than the swallows that haunt the leeward sides of the sycamores, ever rushing up towards the trees and ever beaten back, like children playing “I’m the king of the castle,” at the[216] verge of the city. There, by the inn piano, soldiers and their friends and women sing with vague pathos songs about “Mother” and “Dear Love” and “Farewell” and “Love is all” and “The girls,” while the streets glitter and gurgle with rain. Just before night the sky clears. It is littered with small dark clouds upon rose, like rocks on a wild and solitary coast of after-tempest calm, and it is infinitely remote and infinitely alluring. Those clouds are the Islands of the Blest. Even so alluring might be this life itself, this world, if I were out of it. For a moment I fancy how I might lean and watch it all, being dead. For a moment only, since the poverty of death is such that we cannot hope from it such a gift of contemplation from afar, cannot hope even that once out of the world we may turn round and look at it and feel that we are not of it any more, nor hope that we shall know ourselves to be dead and be satisfied. Rain shrouds the islands of the sky: the singers find them in their song.
Close by, there's an entrance to the more open Downs. The uncut hedges are so thick that the lane feels like a path through a forest, and soon it turns into a wide grassy track under ash trees, surrounded by purple dogwood and crimson traveller's-joy. Eventually, it opens into a long, broad field filled with wild carrot and scabious, with many paths winding side by side until the[215] last gate offers a view, framed by oak and hazel branches, of the green rolling hills and coombs, their slopes dotted with juniper and thorn, creating a sense of vastness, stretching leagues away, where a line of small trees appears against the sky like ships. The hedges in this downland are low or broken. A few ricks stand at the edges of stubble and grass. Sheep graze together in square pens. There are no houses, and the rain has erased everything that moved except for its own vertical fringes waving along the hills. This solitude of grey and brown is punctuated by the owner's sign on a rickety post: “Trespassers will be prosecuted with the utmost rigour of the law.” Towards the far edge, dense beech groves start to saddle the ridges and invade the hollows, forming steep, dark sides to the pale stubble or turf within them. Then the green path leads into a Roman road, and in the twilight and rain, I can see many other narrow ancient tracks merging into the white road, straight as a sword, losing themselves in it like children in a dragon’s mouth. The turf beside it is raised by burial mounds; and against the hedge, a gypsy family pretends to shelter from the windy rain; the man stands sullen, holding the pony, the women huddle with their chins on their knees, and the children laugh and won't sit still. They belong to the little roads that are fading away; they dislike the sword-like, bare road, the rumbling cars that head directly to the city in the valley below. They are less at home there than the swallows that flit around the leeward sides of the sycamores, always rushing up toward the trees and always being pushed back, like kids playing "I’m the king of the castle," at the[216] edge of the city. There, by the inn's piano, soldiers and their friends and women sing with a vague sadness about “Mother,” “Dear Love,” “Farewell,” “Love is all,” and “The girls,” while the streets shimmer and ripple with rain. Just before night, the sky clears. It’s scattered with small dark clouds against a rose background, like rocks on a wild and lonely coast after a storm, and it feels infinitely distant and incredibly enticing. Those clouds are the Islands of the Blest. This life itself, this world, might be just as tempting if I were outside of it. For a moment, I imagine how I might lean back and watch it all, being dead. Just for a moment, since the emptiness of death is such that we can't expect any gift of distant contemplation, nor hope that once we've left the world, we can turn around and look at it and feel that we are no longer a part of it, nor believe that we will know ourselves to be dead and feel satisfied. Rain veils the islands in the sky: the singers discover them in their song.
In the morning the ground is beautiful with blue light from one white-clouded pane of sky that will not be hidden by the tumultuous rain. Outside the city the new thatch of the ricks shines pale in the sodden land, which presently gives way to a great water with leaning masts and a majestic shadowy sweep of trees down to the flat shore, to level green marsh and bridges crossing the streams that are announced by ripples in the sun, by swishing sedge, by willows blenching. Beyond is forest again. First, scattered cottages and little yellow apples beaming pale on crooked trees; then solitudes of heather and bracken, traversed and lighted by blue waters, ponds and streams among flats of rushes; and beyond, at either hand, woods on low and high land endlessly changing[217] from brightness to gloom under windy clouds. The roads are yellow, and oaks and beeches hang over them in whispering companies. The wind reigns, in the high magnificent onset of the clouds, in the surging trees, in the wings of rooks and daws, in bowing sedges and cotton grass, in quivering heather and grass, in rippling water, in wildly flying linen; yet in the open there is a strange silence because the roar in my ears as I walk deafens me to all sound.
In the morning, the ground looks stunning in the blue light shining through a single patch of cloudy sky that refuses to be covered by the heavy rain. Outside the city, the new thatch on the haystacks glows faintly in the soaked land, which soon gives way to a vast body of water with leaning masts and a grand, shadowy line of trees leading to the flat shore, flat green marshes, and bridges crossing the streams that sparkle in the sun, rustle the sedge, and make the willows shimmer. Beyond that, there's another forest. First, you see scattered cottages and little yellow apples glowing faintly on crooked trees; then stretches of heather and bracken, illuminated and crossed by blue waters, ponds, and streams among expanses of reeds; and further out, on either side, woods on both low and high land shifting endlessly from brightness to gloom under the windy clouds. The roads are yellow, and oaks and beeches arch over them in whispering clusters. The wind dominates, in the lofty, magnificent gathering of the clouds, in the swaying trees, in the flapping wings of rooks and daws, in the bending sedges and cotton grass, in the trembling heather and grass, in the rippling water, in wildly fluttering linens; yet in the open, there's a strange silence because the roar in my ears as I walk drowns out all other sounds.
White ponies graze by dark waters and stir the fragrance of the bog myrtle. The rises of the heathery moor are scarred yellow where the gravel is exposed. Sometimes great beeches, plated with green lichen and grey, wave their stiffening foliage overhead; or there is a group of old hollies encircled by coeval ivy whose embraces make them one, and both seem of stone. Sometimes the yellow road runs green-edged among heather and gorse, shadowed by pines that shake and plunge in the wind but are mute. A white fungus shines damp in the purple moor. There are a myriad berried hawthorns here, more gorse, more heather and bracken. The tiny pools beneath are blown into ripples like a swarming of bees, but the infuriate streams cannot trouble the dark water and broad lily leaves in their bays. Other pools again are tranquil and lucid brown over submerged moss and pennywort and fallen leaves, worlds to themselves with a spirit indwelling in the pure element. Presently, denser trees hold back the wind save in their tempestuous crests, and now the road is carpeted with pine needles and nothing can be seen or felt but the engulfing sound of wind and rain. The pines are interrupted by tall bracken, hollies and thorns, by necks of turf and isolated hawthorns[218] thereon; and far away the light after rain billows grandly over the mounded forest. Many a golden stream pours through the dark trees. Oaks succeed, closing in lichened multitudes about a grassy-rutted ferny road, but suddenly giving way to beeches pallid and huge. One lies prone across the road, still green of leaf, having torn up a mound of earth and bracken and bramble as large as a house in its upheaval. Others have lost great branches, and the mossy earth is ploughed by their fall. They seem to have fought in the night and to be slumbering with dreams of battle to come; and their titanic passions keep far away the influence of the blue sky and silver clouds that laugh out unconcerned after the rain.
White ponies graze near dark waters and stir the scent of the bog myrtle. The rises of the heathery moor are scarred yellow where the gravel shows through. Sometimes, large beech trees, covered in green lichen and gray, wave their stiff foliage overhead; or there’s a cluster of old holly trees surrounded by ivy, whose embrace unites them, making both appear as if they’re made of stone. Occasionally, the yellow road runs with green edges among the heather and gorse, shaded by pines that shake and sway in the wind but remain silent. A white fungus glistens damply in the purple moor. There are countless hawthorns filled with berries, more gorse, more heather, and bracken. The tiny pools below ripple like a swarm of bees, but the raging streams can’t disturb the dark water and broad lily pads in their bays. Some pools are calm and clear brown, revealing submerged moss, pennywort, and fallen leaves, existing as worlds unto themselves with a spirit dwelling in the clear water. Soon, denser trees shield against the wind except at their tempestuous tops, and the road is covered with pine needles, with nothing visible or felt but the overwhelming sound of wind and rain. The pines are interspersed with tall bracken, hollies, and thorns, with patches of turf and isolated hawthorns there as well; and far away, the light after rain spreads gracefully over the forest mounds. Many golden streams flow through the dark trees. Oaks follow, closing in with lichened clusters around a grassy, rutted ferny road, but then suddenly giving way to pale, massive beeches. One lies sprawled across the road, still green with leaves, having uprooted a mound of earth, bracken, and bramble as big as a house in its upheaval. Others have lost large branches, leaving the mossy earth disrupted by their fall. They seem to have battled through the night and now lie sleeping with dreams of upcoming battles; and their immense struggles keep the influence of the blue sky and silver clouds at bay, which laugh on carelessly after the rain.
After them birches and birchlings grow out of the heather backed by a solid wall of oaks. And again there are many beeches over mossy golden turf, and one tree of symmetrical rounded foliage makes a circle of shade where nothing grows, but all about it a crowd of dwarf brackens twinkle and look like listeners at an oracle. Beyond, countless pillars of dark pines tower above green grass. Then the road forks; a shapely oak, still holding up dead arms through clouds of greenery, stands at one side; at the other a green road wanders away under beeches in stately attitudes and at ceremonious distance from one another: straight ahead, open low meadows surround a reedy water where coot and moorhen cry to each other among willow islets and the reflex of a bright and windy heaven. And yet once more the road pierces the dense woodland roar, form and colour buried as it were in sound, except where a space of smoothest turf expands from the road, and out of the crimson berries of an old thorn comes the voice of a robin singing persist[219]ently; and past that, inevitably, is a cottage among the beeches. More cottages are set in the moorland that rolls to an horizon of ridgy oak away from small green meadows behind the cottages. These give way to treeless undulations like gigantic long barrows, coloured by sand, by burnt gorse and by bracken; farther away a wooded hump all dark under threatenings of storm; and farthest of all, the Downs, serene and pale. The plough begins to invade the forest. The undulations sink to rest in a land of corn and cloud, of dark green levels, of windy whitened abeles, and a shining flood gilded by a lofty western sky of gold and grey. Beside the darkling waters couches an old town with many windows looking under thatch and tile upon grave streets, ending in a spread of the river where great horses wading lift their knees high as they splash under a long avenue of aspens and alarm the moorhens. Beautiful looks the running river under the night’s hunting of the clouds and the few bright stars, and beautiful again, broad blue, or streaked, or shadowy, or glittering, or reed-reflecting, beside a white mill or company of willows, under the breezes and pearl of dawn; and I wish there were a form for saluting a new country’s gods and the adhuc ignota ... flumina.
After them, birches and small birch trees grow out of the heather, backed by a solid wall of oaks. Again, there are many beeches over mossy golden grass, and one tree with symmetrical, rounded leaves creates a circle of shade where nothing grows. Around it, a cluster of dwarf brackens sparkles and seems to listen like attendants at an oracle. Beyond, countless tall dark pines rise above the green grass. Then the road forks; a graceful oak, still holding up its dead branches among clouds of greenery, stands on one side; on the other, a green path meanders beneath the beeches, which stand tall and stately and spaced out ceremoniously. Straight ahead, open low meadows surround a weedy water where coots and moorhens call to each other among willow islets, reflecting a bright, windy sky. Once more, the road cuts through the thick roar of the woods, form and color seemingly buried in sound, except where a patch of smoothest grass spreads from the road, and from the crimson berries of an old thorn comes the persistent song of a robin; past that, inevitably, is a cottage among the beeches. More cottages are nestled in the moorland that rolls to a horizon of ridged oaks, away from the small green meadows behind the cottages. These give way to treeless hills like gigantic long barrows, colored by sand, burnt gorse, and bracken; farther away, a wooded mound appears dark under a stormy sky; and farthest of all, the Downs, calm and pale. The plow begins to move into the forest. The hills settle down into a land of corn and clouds, of dark green fields, windy white poplars, and a shining expanse gilded by a lofty gold and gray western sky. Beside the dark waters lies an old town with many windows looking out from thatch and tile onto serious streets, ending at a stretch of the river where large horses wade, lifting their knees high as they splash under a long avenue of aspens and startle the moorhens. The running river looks beautiful under the night’s chase of clouds and the few bright stars, and again, it appears beautiful—broad and blue, or streaked, or shadowy, or glittering, or reflecting reeds—beside a white mill or a cluster of willows, under the breezes and the pearl of dawn; and I wish there were a way to honor the gods of this new country and the adhuc ignota ... flumina.
Two roads go northward against the stream; the main road straight or in long curves on one side of the river, the other on the opposite bank in a string of fragments zigzagging east and west and north. These fragments connect houses or groups of houses with one another, and it looks as if only by accident they had made the whole which now connects two towns. Their chief business is to serve the wheels and feet of those bound upon domestic or hamlet but not urban business. Seen upon[220] the map the road sets out straight for a town far north; but in two miles the hospitality of a great house seems to draw it aside, then of “The Plough”; emerging again it wanders awhile before returning to its northward line; and this it does time after time, and as often as it pauses a lesser road runs out of it to the great road across the river. There are scores of such parallel roads—sometimes the lesser is in part, or entirely, a footpath—in England, and in avoiding the dust, the smell, the noise, the insolence of the new traffic, the lesser are an invaluable aid. This one proceeds without rise or fall through the green river levels, but looks up to a ridge of white-scarred purple moor away from the stream, with oak and thatched cottages below the heather. It creeps in and out like an old cottage woman at a fair and sees everything. It sees all the farms and barns. It sees the portly brick house and its gardens bounded by high fruit walls and its walnut-trees in front, on the bank of a golden brook that sings under elms and sallows; the twenty-four long white windows, the decent white porch, the large lawns, the pond and its waterfowl sounding in the reeds, the oaks and acacias, the horse mowing the lawn lazily, the dogs barking behind the Elizabethan stables. It sees the broad grassy borders—for this is not a road cut by a skimping tailor—and the woods of oak and ash and hazel which the squirrel owns, chiding, clucking and angrily flirting his tail at those who would like to share his nuts. At every crossing road these grassy borders, which are in places as broad as meadows so that cattle graze under their elms, spread out into a green; and round about are yellow thatched cottages with gardens full of scarlet bean flowers and yellow dahlias; and a pond reflects the[221] blue and white sky, wagtails flutter at the edge and geese launch themselves as if for a voyage. The only sound upon the road is made by the baker’s cart carrying a fragrant load.
Two roads head north against the current; the main road runs straight or in long curves along one side of the river, while the other one zigzags east and west on the opposite bank in disconnected segments. These segments link houses or groups of houses together, making it seem like they accidentally formed a connection between two towns. Their primary purpose is to accommodate the wheels and feet of those engaged in local or village activities, not urban ones. On the map, the road seems to head straight toward a town far to the north; but after two miles, the hospitality of a grand house appears to pull it off course, then there's “The Plough”; after that, it reemerges, meandering for a bit before getting back on track north; this pattern repeats over and over, and each time it pauses, a smaller road branches off to the main road across the river. There are countless similar parallel roads—sometimes, the smaller paths are partially or entirely footpaths—in England, and in avoiding the dust, smell, noise, and rudeness of the new traffic, these smaller roads become invaluable. This one moves smoothly through the flat green river valleys, but looks up at a ridge of white-scarred purple moorland away from the river, with oak trees and thatched cottages nestled below the heather. It wanders in and out like an old woman at a fair, observing everything. It sees all the farms and barns. It spots the sturdy brick house with its gardens enclosed by high fruit walls and its walnut trees in front, beside a golden brook that sings under the elms and willows; the twenty-four long white windows, the neat white porch, the expansive lawns, the pond with its waterfowl calling in the reeds, the oaks and acacias, the horse lazily mowing the lawn, and the dogs barking behind the Elizabethan stables. It sees the wide grassy borders—because this is not a road made by a stingy tailor—and the woods of oak, ash, and hazel that the squirrel claims, scolding, chattering, and angrily flicking his tail at anyone wanting to share his nuts. At every intersection, these grassy borders, which in some places are as wide as meadows allowing cattle to graze under their elms, extend into a green area; surrounding them are yellow thatched cottages with gardens full of scarlet bean flowers and yellow dahlias; and a pond reflects the blue and white sky, wagtails fluttering at the edge while geese take off as if embarking on a journey. The only sound along the road is made by the baker’s cart carrying its fragrant cargo.
After ten miles the road crosses the river and wanders even farther from the highway. Here there are more woods of hazel and oak, and borders where sloe and blackberry shine, polished by rain, among herbage of yellow ragwort and flea-bane, purple knapweed, yellowing leaves. The gateways show steep meadows between the woods. One shows two lovers of sixteen years old gathering nuts in the warm sun, the silence, the solitude. The boy bends down and she steps quickly and carelessly upon his back to reach a cluster of six, and then descending looks away for a little while and turns her left cheek to him, softly smiling wordless things to herself, so that her lover could not but lean forward and kiss her golden skin where it is most beautiful beneath her ear and her looped black hair. There is a maid whose ways are so wonderful and desirable that it would not be more wonderful and desirable if Helen had never grown old and Demeter had kept Persephone. For a day white-throated convolvulus hides all the nettles of life. Of all the delicate passing things I have seen and heard—the slow, languid, gracious closing and unclosing of a pewit’s rounded wings as it chooses a clod to alight on; the sound of poplar leaves striving with the sound of rain in a windy summer shower; the glow of elms where an autumn rainbow sets a foot amongst them; the first fire of September lighted among men and books and flowers—not one survives to compare with this gateway vision of a moment on a road I shall never travel again. To rescue[222] such scenes from time is one of the most blessed offices of books, and it is a book that I remember now as I think of that maiden smiling, a book[5] which says—
After ten miles, the road crosses the river and drifts even further from the highway. Here, there are more woods of hazel and oak, and edges where sloe and blackberry gleam, polished by rain, among the greenery of yellow ragwort and flea-bane, purple knapweed, and yellowing leaves. The gates reveal steep meadows nestled between the woods. One scene shows two sixteen-year-olds gathering nuts in the warm sun, surrounded by silence and solitude. The boy bends down, and she steps playfully and carelessly on his back to reach a cluster of six. Then, stepping back, she looks away for a moment and turns her left cheek toward him, softly smiling to herself, making it impossible for her lover not to lean in and kiss her golden skin, which is most beautiful beneath her ear and her looped black hair. There’s a girl whose charm is so enchanting that it wouldn’t be any more remarkable if Helen had never aged and Demeter had kept Persephone. For a day, white-throated convolvulus hides the nettles of life. Of all the delicate, fleeting things I have seen and heard—the slow, graceful unfolding and folding of a pewit’s rounded wings as it chooses a clod to land on; the sound of poplar leaves mingling with the sound of rain in a breezy summer shower; the glow of elms where an autumn rainbow dips among them; the first fire of September lighting up among people, books, and flowers—not one compares to this gateway vision of a moment on a road I’ll never travel again. Capturing such scenes from time is one of the most blessed tasks of books, and it's a book that I remember now as I think of that girl smiling, a book[5] which says—
And I could tell thee stories that would make thee laugh at all thy trouble, and take thee to a land of which thou hast never dreamed. Where the trees have ever blossoms, and are noisy with the humming of intoxicated bees. Where by day the suns are never burning, and by night the moon-stones ooze with nectar in the rays of the camphor-laden moon. Where the blue lakes are filled with rows of silver swans, and where, on steps of lapis-lazuli, the peacocks dance in agitation at the murmur of the thunder in the hills. Where the lightning flashes without harming, to light the way to women, stealing in the darkness to meetings with their lovers, and the rainbow hangs for ever like an opal on the dark blue curtain of the clouds. Where, on the moonlit roofs of crystal palaces, pairs of lovers laugh at the reflection of each other’s lovesick faces in goblets of red wine, breathing as they drink air heavy with the fragrance of the sandal, wafted from the mountain of the south. Where they play and pelt each other with emeralds and rubies, fetched at the churning of the ocean from the bottom of the sea. Where rivers, whose sands are always golden, flow slowly past long lines of silent cranes that hunt for silver fishes in the rushes on their banks. Where men are true, and maidens love for ever, and the lotus never fades....
And I could tell you stories that would make you laugh at all your troubles and take you to a land you’ve never imagined. A place where the trees are always in bloom and buzz with the sound of happy bees. Where the sun doesn’t burn during the day, and at night, the moonstones drip with nectar under the soft glow of the fragrant moon. Where the blue lakes are filled with rows of silver swans, and on lapis-lazuli steps, peacocks dance excitedly to the distant rumble of thunder in the hills. Where lightning flashes without causing harm, lighting the way for women sneaking away in the dark to meet their lovers, and the rainbow hangs forever like an opal against the deep blue backdrop of the clouds. Where, on the moonlit roofs of crystal palaces, couples laugh at the reflection of their lovesick faces in goblets of red wine, breathing in the air heavy with the scent of sandalwood carried from the southern mountains. Where they playfully throw emeralds and rubies at each other, treasures pulled up from the ocean's depths. Where rivers with golden sands flow gently past long lines of silent cranes hunting for silver fish in the reeds along the banks. Where men are true, maidens love eternally, and the lotus never fades....
The great old books do the same a hundred times. Take The Arabian Nights for example. They are full of persons, places and events depicted with so strong an appeal to our eyes and to that part of our intelligence[223] which by its swiftness and simplicity corresponds to our eyes, that no conceivable malversation by a translator can matter much. They are proof against it, just as our tables and chairs and walking-sticks are proof against the man who tears our books and cracks our glass cases of artificial grapes or stuffed kingfishers when we move to a new house. This group of women is beyond the reach of time or an indifferent style—
The great old books do the same thing a hundred times. Take The Arabian Nights for example. They're filled with characters, places, and events described in a way that's so visually appealing and easy to understand that no translation error can really change that. They're resistant to it, just like our tables, chairs, and walking sticks are unaffected by someone who tears our books and breaks our glass cases of artificial grapes or stuffed kingfishers when we move to a new house. This group of women is untouched by time or a careless style
Ten female slaves approached with a graceful and conceited gait, resembling moons, dazzling the sight, and confounding the imagination. They stood in ranks, looking like the black-eyed damsels of Paradise; and after them came ten other female slaves, with lutes in their hands, and other instruments of diversion and mirth; and they saluted the two guests, and played upon the lutes, and sang verses; and every one of them was a temptation to the servants of God....
Ten female slaves walked over with a graceful and proud stride, like shining moons, captivating the eye and stirring the imagination. They stood in lines, resembling the dark-eyed beauties of Paradise; and behind them came ten more female slaves, holding lutes and other instruments for entertainment and joy. They greeted the two guests, played their lutes, and sang poems; each of them was a temptation to the servants of God....
A hundred others flock to my mind, competing for mention like a company of doves for a mere pinch of seed—Rose-in-Bloom sitting at a lattice to watch the young men playing at ball, and throwing an apple to Ansal Wajoud, “bright in countenance, with laughing teeth, generous, wide-shouldered”; or that same girl letting herself down from her prison and escaping over the desert in her most magnificent apparel and a necklace of jewels on her neck; Sindbad returning home rich from every voyage, and as often, in the midst of the luxuries of his rest, going down to the river by Bagdad and seeing a fair new ship and embarking for the sake of profit and of beholding the countries and islands of the world.
A hundred others come to mind, battling for attention like a flock of doves for a handful of seed—Rose-in-Bloom sitting by a window, watching the young men play ball and tossing an apple to Ansal Wajoud, “radiant in appearance, with a charming smile, generous, broad-shouldered”; or that same girl lowering herself from her confinement and escaping through the desert in her finest clothes, adorned with a necklace of jewels; Sindbad returning home wealthy from every journey, and just as often, in the middle of his luxurious downtime, heading down to the river in Baghdad to see a beautiful new ship and boarding it for profit and to explore the countries and islands of the world.
These clear appeals come into the tales like white[224] statues suddenly carven to our sight among green branches. But they are also something more than a satisfaction to our love of what is large, bright, coloured, in high relief. Every one knows how, at a passage like that in the Æneid, when the exiled Æneas sees upon the new walls of the remote city of Carthage pictures of that strife about Troy in which he was a great part, or at a verse in a ballad like—
These clear appeals come into the stories like white[224] statues suddenly revealed to us among green branches. But they also mean more than just satisfying our love for things that are big, bright, colorful, and prominent. Everyone knows how, in a passage like that in the Æneid, when the exiled Æneas sees on the new walls of the distant city of Carthage images of the conflict over Troy in which he played a major role, or at a line in a ballad like—
—how the cheek flushes and the heart leaps up with a pleasure which the incidents themselves hardly justify. We seem to recognize in them symbols or images of ideas which are important to mortal minds. They are of a significance beyond allegories. They are as powerful, and usually as mysterious in their power, as the landscape at sight of which the gazer sighs in his joy, he knows not why. In such passages the Nights abound.
—how the cheeks flush and the heart races with a pleasure that the events themselves hardly explain. We seem to see in them symbols or images of ideas that matter to human minds. They hold a meaning beyond mere allegories. They are as powerful, and often as mysterious in their power, as the landscape that leaves the observer sighing in joy, without knowing why. The Nights are full of such moments.
One of the finest is in Seifelmolouk and Bedia Eljemal. The hero and his memlooks were captured by a gigantic Ethiopian king. Some were eaten. The survivors so pleased the king by the sweetness of their voices while they were crying and lamenting that they were hung up in cages for the king to hear them. Seifelmolouk and three of his companions the king gave to his daughter, and when the youth sat thinking of the happy past, and crying over it, she was overjoyed at the singing of her little captive. Perhaps more pleasing still is the door in the grass which has only to be removed to discover a splendid subterranean palace and a “woman whose aspect[225] banished from the heart all anxiety and grief and affliction,” even when the finder is the son of a king cutting wood in a forest, far from his lost home and from those who know him as the son of a king. The incognito appearances of the great Caliph make scenes of the same class. A young man sits with his mistress, and the sound of her lovely singing draws four darwishes to the door; he descends and lets them in; they promise to do him an immense and undreamed-of service—
One of the best stories is in Seifelmolouk and Bedia Eljemal. The hero and his memlooks were captured by a giant Ethiopian king. Some were eaten. The survivors impressed the king with the sweetness of their voices while they cried and lamented, so they were kept in cages for the king to listen to them. The king gave Seifelmolouk and three of his companions to his daughter, and while the young man sat reminiscing about happier times and crying over it, she was thrilled by the singing of her little captive. Perhaps even more enchanting is the door in the grass that, when removed, reveals a magnificent underground palace and a “woman whose appearance[225] banished all anxiety, grief, and suffering from the heart,” even when the finder is the son of a king chopping wood in a forest, far away from his lost home and those who know him as the son of a king. The hidden encounters of the great Caliph create similar scenes. A young man sits with his girlfriend, and the sound of her beautiful singing attracts four darwishes to the door; he goes down and lets them in; they promise to do him an incredible and unimaginable service
“Now these darwishes,” says the tale, “were the Khalifeh Harun Er-Rashid, and the Wezir Ja’far El-Barmeki, and Abu-Nuwas El-Hasan, the son of Hani, and Mesrur the Executioner.”
“Now these dervishes,” says the tale, “were Khalif Harun Al-Rashid, and Minister Ja’far Al-Barmaki, and Abu-Nuwas Al-Hasan, the son of Hani, and Mesrur the Executioner.”
Then there is that page where Nimeh and the Persian sage open a shop in Damascus, and stock it with costly things, and the sage sits with the astrolabe before him, “in the apparel of sages and physicians”—to wait for Nimeh’s lover, or some one who has news of her, to appear. Of a more subtly appealing charm is a sentence in the story of “Ala-ed-din,” where a man tells the father of one who is supposed to have been executed that another was actually slain in his stead, “for I ransomed him, by substituting another, from among such as deserved to be put to death.” A good book might be made of the stories of such poor unknown men in famous books as this prisoner who was of those that deserved to die.
Then there's that page where Nimeh and the Persian sage open a shop in Damascus, fill it with expensive items, and the sage sits with the astrolabe in front of him, “dressed like scholars and doctors”—waiting for Nimeh’s lover, or someone with news about her, to show up. Even more captivating is a line from the story of “Ala-ed-din,” where a man tells the father of someone thought to have been executed that another person was actually killed in his place, “because I saved him by swapping him out for someone who deserved to die.” A great book could be made from the tales of such unknown figures in famous stories, like this prisoner who was among those who were meant to be executed.
Lofty, strange, and infinite in its suggestiveness is the tale of Kamar-ez-Zeman and the Princess Budur. Two demons, an Efrit and an Efritch, contend as to the superiority in beauty of a youth and a girl whom they watch asleep in widely remote parts of the earth; and[226] they carry them through the midnight sky and lay the two side by side to judge. On the morrow, the youth longs for the girl and the girl for the youth. Of their dreams, the King, the father of the youth, says: “Probably it was a confused dream that thou sawest in sleep,” and the father of the girl chains her up as mad. But in the end, after many wanderings and impediments, they transcend the separation of space and are married. Noblest of all, perhaps, is one of the short “Anecdotes” about the discovery of a terrestrial paradise.
Lofty, strange, and infinite in its suggestiveness is the tale of Kamar-ez-Zeman and Princess Budur. Two demons, an Efrit and an Efritch, argue about which is more beautiful—the young man and the girl they observe sleeping in distant parts of the world; and[226] they transport them through the midnight sky and lay them side by side for judgment. The next day, the young man longs for the girl, and she longs for him. The king, the young man's father, says about their dreams, “It was probably just a confusing dream you had in your sleep,” while the girl's father locks her up, believing she has gone mad. But in the end, after many adventures and obstacles, they overcome the distance between them and get married. One of the most noble parts might be one of the short “Anecdotes” about discovering a paradise on earth.
Abd-allah went out to seek a straying camel, and chanced upon a superb and high-walled city lying silent in the desert. And when the Caliph inquired about that city, a learned man told him that it was built by Sheddad, the King. This prince was fond of ancient books, and took delight in nothing so much as in descriptions of Paradise, so that his heart enticed him to make one like it on the earth. Under him were a hundred thousand kings, and under each of them were a hundred thousand soldiers, and he furnished them with the measurements and set them to collect the materials of gold and silver and ruby and pearl and chrysolite. For twenty years they collected. Then he sought a fit place among rivers on a vast open plain. In twenty years they built the city and finished its impregnable fortifications. For twenty years he laboured in equipping himself, his viziers, his harem and his troops for the occupation of this Paradise. Then when he was rejoicing on his way, “God sent down upon him and upon the obstinate infidels who accompanied him a loud cry from the heaven of his power, and it destroyed them all by the vehemence of its sound. Neither Sheddad nor any of those who[227] were with him arrived at the city or came in sight of it, and God obliterated the traces of the road that led to it; but the city remaineth as it was in its place until the hour of the judgment.”...
Abd-allah went out to find a lost camel and stumbled upon a magnificent city with tall walls sitting quietly in the desert. When the Caliph asked about the city, a knowledgeable man informed him that it was built by Sheddad, the King. This ruler loved ancient books and was especially captivated by descriptions of Paradise, which inspired him to create a version of it on Earth. He commanded one hundred thousand kings, each with a hundred thousand soldiers, to gather materials like gold, silver, rubies, pearls, and chrysolite. For twenty years, they collected these materials. Then he searched for a suitable location by rivers on a vast open plain. They built the city and completed its strong fortifications over the course of twenty years. For another twenty years, he prepared himself, his advisors, his harem, and his troops for the takeover of this Paradise. But as he was celebrating his journey, “God sent down a mighty cry from the heavens, which devastated him and the stubborn unbelievers with him. None of them, including Sheddad, ever reached the city or even saw it, as God erased the path that led to it; yet the city remained in its place until the hour of judgment.”...
Beyond the gateway the Downland and the corn begins, and with it the rain, so that the great yellow-banded bee hangs long pensive on the lilac flower of the scabious. Hereby is a farm with a wise look in its narrow window on either side of the white door under the porch; the walls of the garden and the farmyard are topped with thatch; opposite rises up a medlar tree, russet-fruited: and those two eyes of the little farm peep out at the stranger. From the next hill-top the land spreads out suddenly—an immense grey hedgeless land of pasture and ploughland and stubble with broadcast shadows of clouds and lines, and clumps of dark-blue trees a league apart. These woods are of pine and thorn and elder and beam, and some yew and juniper, haunted by the hare and the kestrel, by white butterflies going in and out, by the dandelion’s down. Sometimes under the pines a tumulus whispers a gentle siste viator and the robin sings beside. Far away, white rounds of cloud bursting with sunlight are lifted up out of the ground; born of earth they pause a little upon the ridge and then take flight into the blue profound, their trains of shadow moving over the corn sheaves, over the ploughs working along brown bands of soil, the furzy spaces, the deeply cloven grassy undulations, the lines of yews and of corn-stacks. Slowly a spire like a lance-head is thrust up through the Downs into the sky.
Beyond the gateway, the rolling hills and fields begin, along with the rain, causing the large yellow-banded bee to linger thoughtfully on the lilac flower of the scabious. Nearby, there's a farm with a wise appearance in its narrow windows flanking the white door under the porch; the walls of the garden and farmyard are topped with thatch. Across from it stands a medlar tree with russet fruit, and the little farm's two eyes peek out at visitors. From the next hilltop, the land suddenly opens up—an enormous grey expanse of pasture, farmland, and stubble, with scattered shadows from clouds, lines, and clusters of dark-blue trees spaced apart. These woods are made up of pine, thorn, elder, and beam, with some yew and juniper, home to hares and kestrels, alongside white butterflies flitting in and out and the fluffy seed heads of dandelions. Sometimes, under the pines, a tumulus gently whispers a siste viator while a robin sings nearby. In the distance, white clouds bursting with sunlight rise from the ground; born of the earth, they pause briefly on the ridge before soaring into the deep blue sky, their shadows gliding over the corn sheaves, over the plows working along the brown bands of soil, the fuzzy patches, the deeply patterned grassy slopes, and the lines of yews and corn stacks. Gradually, a spire like a lance tip rises through the Downs into the sky.
Beyond the spire a huge woody mound rises up from the low flowing land, huge and carved all round by an[228] entrenchment as if by the weight of a crown that it had worn for ages. Certainly it wears no crown to-day. Not a human being lives there; they have all fled to the riverside and the spire, leaving their ancient home to the triumphs of the wide-flowering traveller’s-joy, to the play of children on the sward within its walls, and to the archæologist: and very sad and very noble it looks at night when it and the surrounding Downs lift up their dark domes of wood among the mountains of the sky, and the great silence hammers upon the ears.
Beyond the spire, a massive wooded hill rises from the low-lying land, large and shaped all around by a[228] trench, as if it had been burdened by a crown for ages. Certainly, it doesn't wear a crown today. No one lives there; they have all escaped to the riverside and the spire, leaving their ancient home to the victories of the blooming traveler’s-joy, to the laughter of children on the grass within its walls, and to the archaeologist. It looks very sad yet very noble at night when it and the surrounding hills raise their dark canopies of trees against the sky, and the deep silence resonates in the ears.
Then a hedgeless road traverses without interrupting the long Downs. One after another, lines of trees thin and dark and old come out against the pale bright sky of late afternoon and file away, beyond the green turf and roots and the grey or yellow stubble. As the sun sets, dull crimson, at the foot of a muslin of grey and gold which his course has crimsoned, the low clouds on the horizon in the north become a deathly blue white belonging neither to day nor to night, while overhead the light-combed cloudlets are touched faintly with flame. Now the glory and the power of the colour in the west, and now the pallid north, fill the brain to overflowing with the mingling of distance, of sublime motion, and of hue, and intoxicate it and give it wings, until at last when the west is crossed by long sloping strata as of lava long cooled they seem the bars of a cage impassable. But even they are at last worn away and the sky is as nothing compared with earth. For there, as I move, the infinite greys and yellows of the crops, the grass, the bare earth, the clumps of firs, the lines of beeches and oaks, play together in the twilight, and the hills meet and lose their lines and flow into one another and build up beautiful lines anew, the[229] outward and visible signs of a great thought. Out of the darkness in which they are submerged starts a crying of pewits and partridges; and overhead and close together the wild duck fly west into the cold gilded blue.
Then a hedgeless road stretches across the open Downs. One by one, lines of trees—thin, dark, and old—stand out against the pale bright sky of late afternoon and move away, beyond the green grass and roots and the gray or yellow stubble. As the sun sets, a dull crimson at the edge of a soft mix of gray and gold that it has colored red, the low clouds on the northern horizon become a lifeless blue-white that belongs neither to day nor night. Meanwhile, above, the light, fluffy clouds are lightly touched with flame. The brilliance and strength of the colors in the west, along with the pale north, flood my mind with a mix of distance, magnificent movement, and shades, intoxicating it and lifting it higher, until at last, when the west is crossed by long, sloping layers like cooled lava, they seem like the bars of an impassable cage. But even those are eventually worn away, and the sky seems insignificant compared to the earth. For there, as I walk, the endless grays and yellows of the crops, the grass, the bare earth, the clusters of firs, the lines of beeches and oaks, blend together in the twilight, while the hills merge and lose their shapes, flowing into one another and forming beautiful new lines, the[229] outward and visible signs of a great thought. From the darkness where they are hidden comes the sound of pewits and partridges calling; overhead, the wild ducks fly west into the cold, golden blue.
At dawn a shallow crystal river runs over stones and waves green hair past ancient walls of flint, tall towers and many windows, with vines about the mullions, past desolate grass of old elmy meads, high-gated, and umbrageous roads winding white by carven gateways, under sycamore and elm and ash and many alders and haughty avenues of limes, past an old great church, past a park where elms and oaks and bushy limes hide a ruin among nettles and almost hide a large stone house from which peacocks shout, past a white farm, red-tiled, that stands with a village of its own thatched barns, cart-lodges and sheds under walnut and elm, enclosed within a circuit of old brick with a tower that looks along the waters. It is a place where man has known how to aid his own stateliness by that of Nature. The trees are grand and innumerable, but they stand about in aristocratic ways; the bright young water does not flout the old walls but takes the shadow of antiquity from them and lends them dew-dropping verdure in return. The pebbles under the waves are half of them fallen from the walls; the curves round which they bend are of masonry; so that it is unapparent and indifferent whether the masonry has been made to fit the stream or the stream persuaded to admit the masonry. As I look, I think of it as Statius thought of the Surrentine villa when he prayed that Earth would be kind to it and not throw off that ennobling yoke. Everywhere the river rushes and shines, or roars unseen behind trees. The sun is warm and the[230] golden light hangs as if it were fruit among the leaves over the ripples.
At dawn, a shallow crystal river flows over stones and sweeps lush green strands past ancient flint walls, tall towers, and many windows, entwined with vines around the mullions. It passes through desolate grass of old elm meadows, high gates, and shady roads winding white by carved gateways, beneath sycamore, elm, ash, and numerous alders, along proud avenues of limes, past an old grand church, and a park where elms, oaks, and bushy limes conceal a ruin among nettles and almost hide a large stone house from which peacocks call out. It flows by a white, red-tiled farm that stands with its own village of thatched barns, cart lodges, and sheds under walnut and elm, enclosed within a circle of old brick featuring a tower overlooking the waters. It’s a place where humans have enhanced their grandeur with the beauty of Nature. The trees are majestic and countless, standing proudly; the bright, youthful water doesn’t mock the ancient walls but takes on their shadows and gives them dew-kissed greenery in return. The pebbles under the waves are mostly pieces that have fallen from the walls; the curves they create are made of masonry, making it unclear and irrelevant whether the masonry was designed to fit the stream or the stream was persuaded to embrace the masonry. As I gaze, I think of it as Statius thought of the Surrentine villa when he prayed for the Earth to be kind and not cast off that noble yoke. Everywhere, the river rushes and shimmers or roars unseen behind trees. The sun is warm, and the golden light hangs like fruit among the leaves over the ripples.
Above the stream the elms open apart and disclose a wandering grey land and clumps of beeches, a grey windy land and a grey windy sky in which the dark clumps are islanded. Flocks of sheep move to and fro, and with them the swallows. Two shepherds, their heavy grey overcoats slung about their shoulders and the sleeves dangling, their flat rush baskets on their backs, stand twenty yards apart to talk, leaning on their sticks, while their swallow-haunted flocks go more slowly and their two dogs converse and walk round one another.
Above the stream, the elms spread apart and reveal a wandering gray landscape with clusters of beeches, a gray, windy terrain and a gray, windy sky where dark patches are isolated. Flocks of sheep move around, accompanied by swallows. Two shepherds, wearing heavy gray overcoats draped over their shoulders with the sleeves hanging down and flat rush baskets on their backs, stand twenty yards apart to chat, leaning on their sticks, while their swallow-filled flocks move more slowly and their two dogs interact and circle each other.
The oats have been trampled by rain, and two men are reaping it by hand. They are not men of the farm, but rovers who take their chance and have done other things than reaping in their time. One is a Hampshire man, but fought with the Wiltshires against “Johnny Boer”—he liked the Boers ... “they were very much like a lot of working men.... We never beat ’em.... No, we never beat ’em.” He is a man of heroic build; tall, lean, rather deep-chested than broad-shouldered, narrow in the loins, with goodly calves which his old riding breeches perfectly display; his head is small, his hair short and crisp and fair, his cheeks and neck darkly tanned, his eye bright blue and quick-moving, his features strong and good, except his mouth, which is over large and loose; very ready to talk, which he does continually in a great proud male voice, however hard he is working. A man as lean and hard and bright as his reaping hook. First he snicks off a dozen straws and lays them on the ground for a bond, then he slashes fast along the edge of the corn for two or three yards, gathers up what is cut into his hook and[231] lays it across the straws: when a dozen sheaves are prepared in the same way he binds them with the bonds and builds them into a stook of two rows leaning together. It is impossible to work faster and harder than he does in cutting and binding; only at the end of each dozen sheaves does he stand at his full height, straight as an ash, and laugh, and round off what he has been saying even more vigorously than he began it. Then crouching again he slays twelve other sheaves. Then he goes over to the four-and-a-half-gallon cask in the hedge: it is a “fuel” that he likes, and he pays for it himself. In his walk and attitude and talk—except in his accent—there is little of the countryman. He is a citizen of the world, without wife or home or any tie except to toil—and after that pleasure—and toil again. A loose bold liver—and lover—there can be no doubt. The spirit of life is strong in him, in limbs and chest and eyes and brain, the spirit which compels one man to paint a picture, one to sacrifice his life for another, one to endure poverty for an idea, another to commit a murder. What is there for him—to be the mark for a bullet, to contract a ravenous disease, to bend slowly under the increasing pile of years, of work, of pleasures? He does not care. He is always seeing “a bit of life” from town to town, from county to county, a peerless fleshly man casting himself away as carelessly as Nature cast him forth into the world. His father before him was the same, ploughboy, circus rider, brickmaker, and day labourer again on the land, one who always “looked for a policeman when he had had a quart.” He set out on his travels again and disappeared. His wife went another way, and she is still to be met with in the summer weather, not looking as if she had ever borne such a son[232] as this reaper. As she grows older she seems to stretch out a connecting hand to long-vanished generations, to the men and women who raised the huge earthen walls of the camps on these hills. She has a trembling small face, wrinkled and yellow like old newspaper, above a windy bunch of rags, chiefly black rags. A Welshwoman who has been in England fifty years, she remembers or thinks of chiefly those Welsh years when, as a girl, she rode a pony into Neath market. She hums a Welsh tune and still laughs at it because she heard it first in those days from one then poor and old and abject—she herself tall and wilful—and the words of it were: “O, my dear boy, don’t get married.” She would like once again to lie in her warm bed and hear the steady rain falling in the black night upon the mountain. She feels the sharp flint against the sole of her foot and appears not to be annoyed or indignant or resolved to be rid of the pain, but only puzzled by the flintiness of God as she travels, in the long pageant of those who go on living, the lonely downland road among the gorse and the foxgloves, in the hot but still misty morning when the grey and the chestnut horses, patient and huge and shining among the sheaves, wait for the reaping machine to be uncovered and the day’s work to begin.
The oats have been flattened by rain, and two men are harvesting it by hand. They're not farmers, but wanderers who’ve tried their hand at different things besides farming. One is from Hampshire, but he fought with the Wiltshire regiment against the “Johnny Boer”—he liked the Boers... “they were just like a bunch of working men…. We never beat ’em.... No, we never beat ’em.” He has a heroic build; tall, lean, more deep-chested than broad-shouldered, narrow in the hips, with strong calves clearly shown off by his old riding pants; his head is small, hair short and crisp and fair, his cheeks and neck deeply tanned, his bright blue eyes quick-moving, his features strong and handsome, except for his mouth, which is too big and loose; he’s very talkative, chatting continuously in a proud, booming voice, no matter how hard he’s working. He’s as lean and tough and lively as his reaping hook. First, he snips off a dozen straws and lays them on the ground to bind them, then he quickly cuts along the edge of the corn for a couple of yards, gathers what he’s cut into his hook and lays it across the straws: when he’s prepared a dozen sheaves this way, he binds them with the straws and stacks them into a stook with two rows leaning together. It’s impossible to work faster or harder than he does in cutting and binding; only at the end of each dozen sheaves does he stand tall, straight as an ash tree, laugh, and emphasize what he's been saying even more passionately than when he started. Then he crouches again to cut twelve more sheaves. Next, he heads over to the four-and-a-half-gallon cask in the hedge: it’s a drink he enjoys, and he pays for it himself. In his walk and demeanor and talk—except for his accent—there's little of the typical country person. He’s a citizen of the world, without a wife, home, or any ties except to work—and then to pleasure—and then back to work again. A loose, bold liver—and lover—there's no doubt about that. The spirit of life is strong in him, in his limbs, chest, eyes, and mind, a spirit that drives one person to create art, another to sacrifice for others, another to endure poverty for a cause, and another to commit a crime. What is there for him—to be a target for bullets, to catch a terrible disease, to gradually succumb to the burdens of age, work, and pleasure? He doesn’t care. He’s always searching for “a bit of life” from town to town, from county to county, a unique and fleshy man throwing himself away as carelessly as Nature cast him into the world. His father was the same, a ploughboy, circus rider, brickmaker, and day laborer on the land, someone who always “looked for a cop after a quart.” He set off on adventures again and vanished. His wife went her own way, and she's still seen in the summer, not looking like she ever had a son like this reaper. As she ages, she seems to reach out to connect with long-lost generations, to the men and women who built the massive earthen walls of the camps on these hills. She has a small, trembling face, wrinkled and yellow like old newspaper, underneath a windy collection of rags, mostly black. A Welshwoman who has spent fifty years in England, she mostly remembers or thinks of her Welsh years when, as a girl, she rode a pony into Neath market. She hums a Welsh tune and still chuckles at it because she first heard it during those days from someone who was then poor, old, and miserable—while she herself was tall and headstrong—and the words were: “O, my dear boy, don’t get married.” She longs to once again lie in her warm bed and hear the steady rain falling in the dark night on the mountain. She feels the sharp flint against the sole of her foot and doesn’t seem annoyed or upset or determined to shake off the pain, but merely puzzled by God’s rocky creations as she journeys along the long procession of those who continue living, along the lonely downland road among the gorse and foxgloves, in the hot yet still misty morning when the grey and chestnut horses, patient and huge and shining among the sheaves, wait for the reaping machine to be uncovered and the day’s work to begin.
Through the grey land goes a narrow and flat vale of grass and of thatched cottages. The river winds among willows and makes a green world, out of which the Downs rise suddenly with their wheat. Here stands a farm with dormers in its high yellow roof and a square of beeches round about. There a village, even its walls thatched, flutters white linen and blue smoke against a huge chalk scoop in the Downs behind. For miles only[233] the cherry-coloured clusters of the guelder-rose break through the rain and the gently changing grey of the cornland and green of the valley, until several farms of thatched brick gather together under elms and mellowing chestnuts and make a crooked hamlet. Or at a bend in the road a barn like a diminutive down stands among ricks and under elms; behind is a red farm and church tower embowered; in front, the threshing machine booms and smokes and an old drenched woman stands bent aloft receiving the sheaves in her blue stiff claws. Close by, a man leads a horse away from a field and its companion looks over the gate with longing, and turns away and again returning almost jumps it, but failing through fearfulness at seeing the other so near the bend in the road, races down the hedge and back and stands listening to the other’s whinny, and then scattering the turf dashes into an orchard beyond and whinnies as he gallops.
Across the grey landscape runs a narrow, flat valley filled with grass and thatched cottages. The river winds through willows, creating a lush green world, from which the Downs rise sharply with their wheat fields. Here stands a farm with dormer windows in its high yellow roof, surrounded by a square of beech trees. Nearby, a village with thatched walls flutters white linens and blue smoke against a massive chalky hillside behind it. For miles, only the cherry-red clusters of guelder-rose break through the rain and the softly shifting greys of the cornfields and greens of the valley, until several thatched brick farms cluster together under elms and ripening chestnuts, forming a crooked hamlet. At a bend in the road, a barn, resembling a small hill, stands among stacks of hay under elms; behind it lies a red farm and a church tower enveloped in greenery. In front, the threshing machine booms and emits smoke, while an elderly, soaked woman stands bent over, catching the sheaves in her stiff blue gloves. Nearby, a man leads a horse away from a field, and its companion gazes over the gate with longing. It turns away but then returns, nearly jumping the gate but hesitating in fear upon seeing the other horse so close to the bend in the road. It races down the hedge, back and forth, listening to the other's whinny, then kicks up dirt and sprints into an orchard beyond, whinnying as it gallops.
In majesty, rigid and black, the steam ploughs are working up against the treeless sky; and, just seen in the rain, the white horse carved upon the hill seems a living thing, but of mist.
In all its grandeur, rigid and dark, the steam plows are operating against the bare sky; and, barely visible in the rain, the white horse etched on the hill appears to be a living creature, but made of mist.
Now, as if for the sake of the evening bells and the gleaners, the rain withholds itself, and over the drenching stubble the women and children, in black and grey and dirty white, crawl, doubled up, careless of the bells and of the soft moist gold of the sun that envelops them, as of the rain and wind that after a little while cover up the gold upon the field and the green and rose of the sky.
Now, as if to honor the evening bells and the harvesters, the rain holds back, and over the soaked stubble the women and children, dressed in black, gray, and dirty white, move slowly, hunched over, indifferent to the bells and the soft, warm glow of the sun surrounding them, just as they are to the rain and wind that will soon blanket the golden fields and the green and pink hues of the sky.
And so to the inn. Why do not inns have a regular tariff for the poorish man without a motor-car? Let inn-keepers bleed the rich, by all means, but why should they charge me one shilling and ninepence for a cod steak or a[234] chop or the uneatable cold roast beef of new England, and then charge the same sum for the best part of a duckling and cheese and a pint of ale? I once asked the most enterprising publisher in London whether he would print a book that should tell the sober truth about some of our English inns, and he said that he dared not do anything so horrible. For fear of ruining my publisher I will not mention names, but simply say that at nine inns out of ten the charges are incalculable and excessive unless the traveller makes a point of asking beforehand what they are going to be, a course that provokes discomfort in his relation to the host outweighing what is saved. The tea room, on the other hand, is inexpensive. It lies behind a shop and there is a slaughter-house adjacent—even now the butcher can be heard parting the warm hide from the flesh. Inside, the room is green and the little light and the rain also come sickly through windows of stained glass and fall upon a piano, a bicycle, an embroidered deck chair, vases of dead grass on a marble-topped table, a screen pasted over with scraps from the newspapers, and, upon the walls, a calendar from the butcher depicting a well-dressed love scene, a text or two, pictures of well-dressed children and their animals, and upon the floor, oilcloth odorous and wet. Here, as at the inns, the adornments are dictated by a taste begotten by the union of peasant taste and town taste, and are entirely pretentious and unrelated to the needs of the host or of the guests.
And so to the inn. Why don’t inns have a standard rate for the average person without a car? Let innkeepers charge the wealthy what they want, but why should I pay one shilling and ninepence for a cod steak or a chop or the inedible cold roast beef of New England, and then be charged the same amount for the best part of a duckling, cheese, and a pint of ale? I once asked a leading publisher in London if he would print a book that honestly describes some of our English inns, and he said he wouldn’t dare do anything so outrageous. To protect my publisher, I won't name names, but I will say that at nine inns out of ten, the prices are unpredictable and excessive unless the traveler specifically asks in advance what the charges will be, which creates discomfort in their relationship with the host that outweighs any savings. The tea room, on the other hand, is affordable. It’s located behind a shop, and there’s a slaughterhouse next door—even now, you can hear the butcher separating the warm hide from the flesh. Inside, the room is green, and the weak light along with the rain filters through the stained glass windows and falls on a piano, a bicycle, an embroidered deck chair, and vases of dead grass on a marble-topped table, along with a screen covered in newspaper scraps, and on the walls, a calendar from the butcher featuring a classy love scene, a couple of quotes, pictures of well-dressed children and their pets, and on the floor, smelly, wet oilcloth. Here, just like at the inns, the decor is influenced by a blend of rustic and urban tastes, and it’s entirely pretentious and unrelated to the needs of either the host or the guests.
The country is deserted in the rain, and I have the world to myself, a world of frenzied rain among the elms of the lowland, an avenue of elms up to a great house, hidden sheep tinkling and bleating, shepherds muffled, huge slopes of grass and pearled clover above a coombe where a grey heron sails and clanks alone, a farm desolate among elder and ash at the highest part of the hills, and then miles of pathless pasture and stubble descending past an old camp and a tumulus to the submerged vale, where yellow elms tremble about a church tower, a cluster of red cottages and bowed yellow dahlias and chrysanthemums, and a house standing aloof. This house is some way from the Downs themselves, but just at the foot of a lesser slope, a fair golden hill—golden with cowslips in May—that rises on one side with a swift, short ascent and then shoots forward, as if with the impetus, almost level until, after crowning itself with beeches, it descends in a lazy curve to a field, roughened by the foundations of a vanished house, at one corner of which the chimneys join with another group of elms in the haze of rain.
The country is empty in the rain, and I have the world to myself, a world of wild rain among the elms of the lowland, a path of elms leading up to a big house, hidden sheep ringing and bleating, shepherds bundled up, vast slopes of grass and dewy clover above a hollow where a gray heron glides and clanks alone, a farm lonely among elder and ash at the highest part of the hills, and then miles of untracked fields and stubble sloping down past an old fort and a burial mound to the flooded valley, where yellow elms shiver around a church tower, a cluster of red cottages, and bowed yellow dahlias and chrysanthemums, plus a house standing apart. This house is some distance from the Downs themselves, but right at the base of a smaller slope, a beautiful golden hill—golden with cowslips in May—that rises on one side with a quick, short climb and then stretches forward, as if with momentum, almost flat until, after topping itself with beeches, it curves down lazily to a field, roughened by the remnants of a vanished house, at one corner of which the chimneys meet another group of elms in the haze of rain.
Hanging from the wall in rags, too wet even to flap, are the remains of an auctioneer’s announcement of a sale at the house behind. Mahogany—oak chests—certain ounces of silver—two thousand books—portraits and landscapes and pictures of horses and game—of all these and how much else has the red house been disem[236]bowelled? It is all shadowy within, behind the windows, like the eyes of a corpse, and without sound, or form, or light, and it is for no one that the creeper magnificently arrays itself in bediamonded crimson and gold that throbs and wavers in the downpour. The martins are still there, and their play up and down before the twenty windows is a senseless thing, like the play of children outside a chamber of agony or grief. They seem to be machines going on and on when their master and purpose are dead. But then, too, there is gradually a consolation, a restfulness, a deceit, a forgetting, in the continuity of their movement and their unchanged voices. The two hundred autumns perpetuated in the tones of the bricks are in vain. Strangers will come, no doubt—I hope they will not—and be pleased, actually proud, at this mellowness, which ought to have died with the last of the family that built the house.
Hanging on the wall in tatters, too soaked to flap, are the remnants of an auctioneer’s announcement about a sale at the house behind. Mahogany—oak chests—certain ounces of silver—two thousand books—portraits, landscapes, and pictures of horses and game—how much has the red house been emptied of? Inside, it's all shadowy behind the windows, like the eyes of a corpse; there's no sound, form, or light. And the creeper extravagantly drapes itself in sparkling crimson and gold, pulsing and swaying in the downpour for no one. The martins are still around, and their back-and-forth in front of the twenty windows feels pointless, like the play of children outside a room filled with pain or sorrow. They seem like machines, operating endlessly after their master and purpose are gone. But there’s also a gradual comfort, a sense of peace, a deception, a forgetting, in the continuity of their movement and unchanged calls. The two hundred autumns preserved in the bricks are in vain. Strangers will come, no doubt—I hope they don't—and take pleasure, even pride, in this warm decay, which should have died with the last of the family that built the house.
The tall horse-chestnuts throw down their fruit out of the crisp, rusty foliage and it rolls darkly burnished out of the pods white as mushrooms in the rain, and where it falls it lies, and no child gathers it, and the harvest waggons have crushed a thousand under their wheels. The moss is beginning to encrust the gravel for the soft feet of the ghosts, of the old men and the mothers and the maids and the school-boys and tottering babes that have trodden it once. Now that they are all gone, every one, they seem always to have been ghosts, with loud, happy voices and wails of sorrow, with smiles, dark looks, passionate splendours, bright hair, the bright brown hair as of red deer in the men, the long, heavy coils of living odorous gold in the women, but flitting to and fro, footless, unconfined, like the swallows, returning and wander[237]ing up and down, as if they had left something behind in their home.
The tall horse-chestnuts drop their fruit from the crisp, rusty leaves, and it rolls with a dark shine out of the pods that are white like mushrooms in the rain. Where it lands, it stays, and no child picks it up, while the harvest wagons have crushed thousands under their wheels. Moss is starting to cover the gravel for the soft feet of the ghosts—the old men, mothers, maids, schoolboys, and unsteady babies who once walked here. Now that they are all gone, every last one, they always seem to have been ghosts, with loud, happy voices and cries of sorrow, with smiles, grim looks, passionate radiance, bright hair, the bright brown hair like that of red deer in the men, and the long, heavy coils of fragrant gold in the women, flitting around, footless, unconfined, like the swallows, returning and wandering up and down, as if they left something behind in their home.
When I first entered the house by an accident in passing that way, a great-grandfather, a granddaughter and her son were alone in the house, with two servants. The mother, early widowed, had come with her child to minister to the last days of the ancient man. The house was by then full of the reports of death. In almost every room there had been a deathbed. For it had always been full of life; there was never such a house for calling back its children; the sons of it brought their wives, and the daughters their husbands, and often an excuse was made for one pair to stay on indefinitely; and thus it came to be full also of death. This granddaughter, however, had stayed, as she wished to believe, against her will, because the old man was so fond of his great-grandchild. She was a beautiful, strong woman, with the dark, lustrous skin, gold hair, perfect clear features, proud step and prouder voice, of all the family; she had shone before a thousand eyes; and yet she stayed on and on, obsessed by the multitudinous memories of the house alone under the Downs.
When I accidentally walked into the house, I found a great-grandfather, a granddaughter, and her son alone inside, along with two servants. The mother, who was widowed early, had come with her child to take care of the old man in his final days. By then, the house was filled with the echoes of death. Almost every room had been a deathbed. It had always been a lively home, never short on inviting its children back; the sons brought their wives, and the daughters brought their husbands, often making excuses for one couple to stay indefinitely, and in that way, it also became filled with death. However, this granddaughter had stayed, believing she was doing so against her will because the old man was so fond of his great-grandchild. She was a beautiful, strong woman, with dark, radiant skin, golden hair, perfect features, a proud stride, and an even prouder voice, all traits of the family; she had shone in front of countless admirers. Yet she continued to remain, consumed by the countless memories of the house beneath the Downs.
Her grandfather would talk of nothing but his father and his grandfather, the lawyers, the captains, the scholars, whose bones were under the churchyard elms, and his sons and their sons, all of them also now dead. He had their childish ways by heart, the childish ways of men who were white-haired at his birth as well as of those who went golden-haired but yesterday into the grave; and all their names, their stately, their out-of-the-way names, and those which recorded the maiden names of their mothers; their nicknames, too, a whole book of[238] them; the legends about the most conspicuous, their memorable speeches and acts, down to the names of their very dolls, and their legends also, which, of course, recurred again and again in the family fantasy. Every tree and field and gate and room was connected with some one of the dear and beauteous or brave dead, with their birth, their deeds, their ends.
Her grandfather only talked about his father and his grandfather, the lawyers, the captains, the scholars whose remains were buried under the churchyard elms, along with his sons and their sons, all now gone too. He knew their childish ways by heart, the childish ways of men who were gray-haired when he was born, as well as those who were golden-haired just yesterday when they passed away; he remembered all their names, their formal and unique names, including their mothers' maiden names; their nicknames too, a whole book of[238] them; the stories about the most notable ones, their unforgettable speeches and actions, even down to the names of their dolls, and their stories as well, which, of course, kept coming up in the family’s imagination. Every tree, field, gate, and room was linked to some cherished and remarkable or courageous deceased, with their births, their accomplishments, and their endings.
The portraits of many of them, at least one to every generation, hung on the walls, and it was curious to notice, what never any one of them could see, except the granddaughter, the progress and the decline from generation to generation. The earliest of all had sailed and buccaneered with Henry Morgan, a great lover and destroyer of life. It was from him that the expression and air of them all had descended. Love and battle had carved his face. Out from behind his bold but easy face peered a prophetic pitifulness, just as behind the loaded brown clouds of drifting storm peers the innocence of blue, and upon it white clouds that are thin and waved like an infant’s hair. Upon this model his descendants’ faces had been carved, not by love and battle, but by his might alone. Even the tender women flaunted it. It nestled, an eagle, among the old man’s snows; it possessed the little child, and he had nothing but the face of the buccaneer, like an eaglet in a cage.
The portraits of many of them, at least one for every generation, hung on the walls, and it was interesting to notice what none of them could see, except the granddaughter—the progress and decline from generation to generation. The earliest of them had sailed and plundered with Henry Morgan, a great lover and destroyer of life. It was from him that the expression and style of them all had originated. Love and battle had shaped his face. Behind his bold yet relaxed expression peeked a prophetic sadness, just like the innocence of blue sky that shows through the thick brown clouds of an approaching storm, along with wispy white clouds that resemble a baby's hair. His descendants' faces had been molded, not by love and battle, but by his strength alone. Even the gentle women displayed it. It rested like an eagle among the old man's white hair; it inhabited the little child, and he bore nothing but the face of the buccaneer, like a young eagle trapped in a cage.
A house is a perdurable garment, giving and taking of life. If it only fit, straightway it begins to chronicle our days. It beholds our sorrows and our joys; its untale-bearing walls know all our thoughts, and if it be such a house as grows after the builders are gone, our thoughts presently owe much to it; we have but to glance at a certain shadow or a curve in the wall-paper pattern to[239] recall them, softened as by an echo, and that corner or that gable starts many a fancy that reaches beyond the stars, many a fancy gay or enriched with regrets. It is aware of birth, marriage and death; and who dares say that there is not kneaded into the stones a record more pleasing than brass? With what meanings the vesperal beam slips through a staircase window in autumn! The moon has an expression proper to us alone, nested among our limes, or heaving an ivory shoulder above the neighbour roofs. As we enter a room in our house we are conscious of a fitness in its configuration that defies mathematics. Rightly used, such a space will inspire a stately ordering of our lives; it is, in another respect, the amplest canvas for the art of life. It becomes so much a part of us that we exclaim—
A house is a lasting garment, both giving and taking life. As soon as it fits, it starts to tell the story of our days. It witnesses our sorrows and joys; its silent walls know all our thoughts, and if it's a house that evolves after the builders are gone, our thoughts quickly become tied to it. We need only look at a certain shadow or a curve in the wallpaper pattern to [239] recall those memories, softened like an echo, and that corner or gable sparks many ideas that reach far beyond the stars, ideas that are joyful or tinged with regret. It knows about birth, marriage, and death; and who can claim that there isn't a more beautiful record woven into the stones than in brass? How meaningful the evening light slips through a staircase window in autumn! The moon has a unique expression just for us, nestled among our linden trees, or raising a pale shoulder above the neighboring roofs. When we enter a room in our house, we feel its layout is perfect in a way that doesn't follow any math. When used well, such a space inspires a noble arrangement of our lives; in another sense, it serves as the biggest canvas for the art of living. It becomes so much a part of us that we shout—
This beautiful house under the Downs was already more than “sand and stone.” It was a giant, very gentle but very powerful, and adding to its power the lore of the family it was irresistible. This young mother had all the lore by heart and loved it, yet had fought against it. She had been happy when her child had grown at first unlike her own family and much like her husband’s; but no! his hair grew lighter, his nose was as those of her brothers’ in bud, and now that he was five he was not a child so much as an incarnation of the family, a sort of graven image to which the old man bowed down, and with all the more fervour because of that weakness in the boy which others thought imbecility. The old man, too, had been not only a man but a family; now that the child was[240] there he waited, garrulously contented, for his release from the post. So contented was he that when the granddaughter left her child with him, and after delays and excuses and delays disappeared into the blank, indifferent abyss of the multitude far away who knew not the house and the family, he was not only contented but glad at heart, for it was a rebel that was gone.
This beautiful house under the Downs was already more than just “sand and stone.” It was a giant, very gentle yet very powerful, and its power was enhanced by the family's history, making it irresistible. This young mother had all the stories memorized and loved them, but she had also rebelled against them. She had felt happiness when her child first grew up differently from her own family and more like her husband’s. But no! His hair grew lighter, his nose resembled that of her brothers’ in its early form, and now that he was five, he was not just a child but an embodiment of the family, a kind of idol that the old man revered, all the more fervently because of the weakness in the boy that others deemed to be imbecility. The old man had not just been a person but the embodiment of a family; now that the child was there, he waited, happily chatty, for his release from that role. So pleased was he that when the granddaughter left her child with him and after some delays and excuses vanished into the indifferent crowd far away who didn’t know the house and the family, he felt not just content but joyful at heart, for it was a rebel who had left.
For several years the white beard and the poor child lived together happily, turning over old memories, old books, old toys, taking the old walks through the long garden, past, but not into, the beech wood that a whim of the old man’s had closed against even himself, against all save the birds and the squirrels; over the high downs and back into the deep vale which had produced that delicate physical beauty and those gracious lusty ways beyond which it seemed that men and women could hardly go in earthly life. Very happy were those two, and very placid; but within a week their tragic peace was perfected. The boy fell out of one of the apple-trees and was killed. The old man could not but stumble over that small grave into his own, and here is the end, the unnoted, the common end, and the epitaph written by the auctioneer and the rain.
For several years, the old man with the white beard and the poor child lived happily together, reminiscing about old memories, reading old books, and playing with old toys. They took their familiar walks through the long garden, past but not into the beech wood that the old man decided to close off from everyone except the birds and the squirrels. They wandered over the high hills and back down into the deep valley that had given rise to such delicate beauty and charming, vibrant ways, which seemed beyond what men and women could attain in earthly life. Those two were very happy and quite at peace; however, within a week, their tragic peace was shattered. The boy fell from one of the apple trees and was killed. The old man could do nothing but stumble over that small grave on his way to his own, and here lies the end, the unnoticed, the ordinary end, marked by the auctioneer and the rain.
Much as I love rain, heavy or light, freakish or continuous, I am glad to be out of it for a little while and to open a book of ballads by a solitary fire at “The White Horse,” and soon to close it after reading again the lines—
Much as I love rain, whether it's pouring or just drizzling, unusual or steady, I’m glad to be out of it for a bit and to open a book of ballads by a cozy fire at “The White Horse,” and soon to close it after rereading the lines
I cannot help wondering whether the great work done in the last century and a half towards the recovery of old ballads in their integrity will have any effect beyond the entertainment of a few scientific men and lovers of what is ancient, now that the first effects upon Wordsworth and his contemporaries have died away. Can it possibly give a vigorous impulse to a new school of poetry that shall treat the life of our time and what in past times has most meaning for us as freshly as those ballads did the life of their time? It is possible; and it is surely impossible that such examples of simple, realistic narrative shall[242] be quite in vain. Certainly the more they are read the more they will be respected, and not only because they often deal with heroic matters heroically, but because their style is commonly so beautiful, their pathos so natural, their observation of life so fresh, so fond of particular detail—its very lists of names being at times real poetry.
I can't help but wonder whether the significant work done over the past century and a half to recover old ballads in their original form will have any impact beyond entertaining a few scholars and fans of history, now that the initial influence on Wordsworth and his peers has faded. Could it possibly spark a new wave of poetry that addresses the life of our time and what holds the most meaning from the past with the same freshness that those ballads brought to their era? It's possible; and it definitely can't be true that such examples of straightforward, realistic storytelling will end up being completely ignored. The more they are read, the more they will be appreciated, not just because they often address heroic themes in a heroic way, but also because their style is generally so beautiful, their emotional depth so genuine, and their observation of life so fresh, with a strong focus on specific details—even their lists of names can sometimes be real poetry.
Sometimes the style is equal and like to that of the most accomplished poetry, as in the stanza—
Sometimes the style is on par with that of the most skilled poetry, as in the verse—
Or in—
Or in—
It is equally good in passages where the poet simply expresses his hearty delight in something which his own eyes have seen among his neighbours, as in—
It is just as effective in sections where the poet shares his genuine joy in something he has personally observed in his community, as in—
And, by the way, do not touches like these often reveal the stamp of individuals upon pieces which are loosely said to have been “composed by the folk”? They quite do away with the notion that ballads were composed by a number of people, after the fashion of a story in the game of “Consequences.” In fact, it is one of the pleasures of reading ballads to watch for those things[243] which show us the heart of one man who stands out by himself. Such a one was the man who said—
And, by the way, don't touches like these often show the unique mark of individuals on pieces that are casually described as having been “created by the people”? They completely eliminate the idea that ballads were made by multiple people, like a story in the game of “Consequences.” In fact, one of the joys of reading ballads is looking out for those elements[243] that reveal the heart of a singular person who stands out on his own. Such a person was the one who said
And who was that unhappy one who served a king for seven years and only once saw the king’s daughter, and that was through a gimlet-hole? Two were putting on her gown, two putting on her shoes, five were combing down her hair—
And who was that unfortunate person who served a king for seven years and only got to see the king’s daughter once, and that was through a tiny hole? Two people were helping her put on her gown, two were putting on her shoes, and five were combing her hair
Was he the man who made it a common thing to speak in ballads of “combing her yellow hair”?
Was he the guy who made it a regular thing to talk in ballads about “combing her yellow hair”?
What a poet, too, was he who put that touch into “Bewick and Grahame,” where the father throws down his glove as a challenge to his son and the son stoops to pick it up, and says—
What a poet he was who added that moment in “Bewick and Grahame,” where the father throws down his glove as a challenge to his son, and the son bends down to pick it up and says—
It is one of the most delicate things, and with it the stanza in the same ballad where the father praises the son for his victory over a friend, but the son, hating the battle which would not have been fought if the fathers had not quarrelled in their wine, says—
It is one of the most sensitive topics, including the stanza in the same ballad where the father praises the son for winning against a friend, but the son, who despises the fight that never would have happened if their fathers hadn't argued over drinks, says—
And the mind of a poet is to be seen in the whole of some ballads and in every detail, as for example in the three perfect verses—
And you can see the mind of a poet in the entirety of some ballads and in every detail, like in the three perfect lyrics—
This ballad is one peculiar to our island, and no one can seriously deny that some one of its authors was one of the greatest writers of narrative poetry that ever lived.
This ballad is unique to our island, and no one can seriously deny that one of its authors was one of the greatest narrative poets of all time.
Not far from “The White Horse” is a little town upon a stream that waves myriads of reeds and tall purple flowers of hemp agrimony. These are the last shops I am likely to pass in Wiltshire, and it occurs to me that I should like to taste lardy cakes—which I last bought in Wroughton fifteen years ago—before I leave the county. Richard Jefferies’ grandfather was “My Lord Lardy Cake” in old Swindon sixty years ago, and his memory is kept alive by those tough, sweet slabs of larded pastry which, in his generous ovens, gathered all the best essences of the other cakes, pies, tarts and joints which were permitted to be baked with them. In “Amaryllis at the Fair” they are mentioned with some indignity as a ploughboy’s delicacy. My lips water for them, and at the first bakery in —— I ask for some. The baker tells me he has sold the last one. He is a small, white-haired and white-bearded man with an expression of unctuous repose, assuredly a pillar of his chapel and possibly its treasurer, and though he himself will, by his own telling, have no more lardy cakes until the next morning, he stiffly tries to persuade me that none of his fellow-townsmen bakes them. I disbelieve the man of dough for all his conscious look of sagacity and virtue, and am rewarded for my disbelief by four lardy cakes for threepence-halfpenny not many yards from his accursed threshold. Lardy cakes, I now discover for the first time,[246] have this merit besides their excellent taste and provision of much pleasant but not finical labour for the teeth, that one is enough at a time, and that four will, therefore, take a man quite a long way upon the roads of England.
Not far from “The White Horse” is a small town by a stream that sways with countless reeds and tall purple flowers of hemp agrimony. These might be the last shops I see in Wiltshire, and it strikes me that I should like to try lardy cakes, which I last bought in Wroughton fifteen years ago, before I leave the county. Richard Jefferies’ grandfather was known as “My Lord Lardy Cake” in old Swindon sixty years ago, and his memory lives on in those tough, sweet slabs of larded pastry that, in his generous ovens, absorbed all the best flavors from the other cakes, pies, tarts, and roasts baked alongside them. In “Amaryllis at the Fair,” they are mentioned somewhat derogatorily as a ploughboy’s treat. My mouth waters for them, and at the first bakery in ——, I ask for some. The baker tells me he has sold the last one. He is a small, white-haired and white-bearded man with a smug demeanor, definitely a pillar of his chapel and probably its treasurer. Although he insists he won't have any more lardy cakes until the next morning, he awkwardly tries to convince me that none of his fellow townspeople bake them. I don’t believe the baker despite his self-important air of wisdom and virtue, and I'm rewarded for my skepticism with four lardy cakes for threepence-halfpenny not far from his cursed threshold. I now discover for the first time that lardy cakes have the added benefit, aside from their delicious taste and the delightful but not overly refined effort they require from the teeth, that one is enough at a time, meaning four can carry a person quite a way along the roads of England.
At the next inn three labourers and the landlord are heated in conversation about some one not present.
At the next inn, three workers and the landlord are engaged in a heated discussion about someone who isn’t there.
“Quite right,” says one, a sober carter whose whip leans against the counter, “’tis the third time this week that a tramp has been to his door, and by the looks of them they didn’t call for naught.”
“Exactly,” says one, a serious cart driver whose whip is leaning against the counter, “this is the third time this week that a drifter has come to his door, and by the looks of them, they didn’t come just for nothing.”
“One of them didn’t, I know,” says the landlord. “He came in here once and asked for a job and left without a drink, but after he’d been to Stegbert’s Cottage he came straight here and ordered a pint of mild. And I heard as he let a chap and a woman sleep two nights running in that rough patch behind the house. Don’t you think the parson ought to hear of that? And what does he do for a living? He looks poor enough himself.”
“One of them didn’t, I know,” says the landlord. “He came in here once and asked for a job and left without having a drink, but after he went to Stegbert’s Cottage, he came straight here and ordered a pint of mild. And I heard he let a guy and a woman stay two nights in that rough patch behind the house. Don’t you think the parson should know about that? And what does he do for a living? He looks pretty poor himself.”
“I don’t know. Mr. Jones is a kind-hearted fellow. He stopped my youngest in the street the other day and gave her a penny and measured her hair, and told her she’d have a yard of it some day. They tell me he hasn’t a carpet on the floor anywhere, and no parlour, and not even a chest of drawers; and the postman says he hasn’t a watch or a clock. What does he do with himself?”
“I don’t know. Mr. Jones is a really nice guy. He stopped my youngest in the street the other day, gave her a penny, measured her hair, and told her she’d have a yard of it someday. They say he doesn’t have a carpet on the floor anywhere, no living room, and not even a chest of drawers; and the postman says he doesn’t have a watch or a clock. What does he do all day?”
“I reckon he’s mad,” says the third, chuckling, “and I don’t mind if he is. My old dog doesn’t need feeding at home since he’s been here. He doesn’t eat no meat himself neither. The widow Nash was reckoning it up, and she says he spends four shillings a week——”
“I think he’s crazy,” says the third, laughing, “and I don’t care if he is. My old dog doesn’t need feeding at home since he’s been here. He doesn’t eat any meat himself either. The widow Nash figured it out, and she says he spends four shillings a week——”
“And a shilling here regular,” interjects the landlord.
"And a shilling here, just like always," the landlord chimes in.
“On groceries, including one-and-six for tobacco. He has four loaves, and I know ‘Kruger’ must have more than half of them.”
“On groceries, including one-and-six for tobacco. He has four loaves, and I know 'Kruger' must have more than half of them.”
“And every other week he buys a postal order for two shillings and a penny stamp——”
“And every other week he buys a money order for two shillings and a penny stamp——”
“Pint of mild, mister,” says a tall blear-eyed man who comes in, meekly followed by a small woman, dusty and in rags but neat, to whom he offers the tankard after nearly draining it himself.
“Pint of mild, sir,” says a tall, bleary-eyed man who walks in, quietly followed by a small woman, dusty and dressed in rags but tidy, to whom he offers the tankard after almost finishing it himself.
“Nice weather,” he ventures, smacking his lips.
“Great weather,” he says, licking his lips.
“Yes,” says the landlord discouragingly, and the carter leaves.
“Yes,” says the landlord, feeling disheartened, and the carter leaves.
“Everybody seems to be gone to the flower show,” continues the intruder, “and that’s where I’m going” (here he looks at his boots), “but the best way for sore feet is three days in a tap-room in some good sawdust.”
“Everyone seems to have gone to the flower show,” continues the intruder, “and that’s where I’m headed” (here he looks at his boots), “but the best remedy for sore feet is three days in a pub with some good sawdust.”
The wife sighs.
The wife exhales.
“The fat woman that weighs twenty-three stone,” says her husband to the company, “is a cousin of mine twice removed, and I have done a bit in the show line myself. It’s a rum business. Better than working in a brewery stables, though. Me and my mate had to go because we got up so early that we burnt too many candles.”
“The heavy woman who weighs twenty-three stone,” her husband says to the group, “is a distant cousin of mine, and I’ve done some performing myself. It’s a strange situation. Better than working at a brewery, though. My friend and I had to leave because we woke up so early that we used up too many candles.”
The mention of the fat woman rouses the labourers, and one says—
The mention of the fat woman gets the workers' attention, and one says—
“They say them fat women eats hardly anything at all.”
“They say those fat women hardly eat anything at all.”
“Very small eater is Daisy. But you see her food does her good. None of it’s wasted.”
“Daisy is a really small eater. But you can see her food is good for her. None of it goes to waste.”
“That’s it. Her food agrees with her.”
“That's it. Her food sits well with her.”
The wife sighs.
The wife sighs.
“Now there’s my missus here,” says the husband.[248] “She was one of these pretty gallus dancing-girls who get their fifteen shillings a week. Her food don’t nourish her. Now my brother used to laugh in publics for a pint and he would laugh till they gave him a pint to stop.”
“Now there’s my wife here,” says the husband.[248] “She was one of those pretty, flashy dancers who earn fifteen shillings a week. Her food doesn’t keep her healthy. My brother used to make people laugh in public for a drink, and he’d keep laughing until they gave him a drink to shut him up.”
“Oh, I can laugh after a pint,” says the wife, “but then I could just as easy cry, I worries so. There’s many a aching heart goes up and down that Great Western Railway in the express trains.”
“Oh, I can laugh after a pint,” says the wife, “but then I could just as easily cry, I worry so much. There are many aching hearts going up and down that Great Western Railway on the express trains.”
“I never worries, missus,” says a labourer with pursy mouth, short pipe, and head straight up behind from his neck.
“I never worry, ma’am,” says a worker with a chubby face, a short pipe, and his head sticking up straight from his neck.
“Quite right,” says the husband. “My old girl here lives on the fat of the land and is always thin. Her food don’t nourish her. There’s more harm done in the world by a discontented gut than anything else. I think of asking her to try living on her pipe by itself.”
“Exactly,” says the husband. “My old girl here enjoys all the good things in life but is always skinny. Her food doesn't do anything for her. A dissatisfied stomach causes more trouble in the world than anything else. I'm thinking of suggesting she try living on her pipe alone.”
“Like Mr. Jones over there,” says one of the labourers.
"Like that guy Mr. Jones over there," says one of the workers.
“Mr. Jones? What, my friend Mr. William Jones?” asks the tall man.
“Mr. Jones? You mean my buddy, William Jones?” asks the tall man.
“Is he a friend of yours?” asks the landlord, curiosity overpowering his natural caution with a man who is selling spectacles at a shilling a pair.
“Is he a friend of yours?” the landlord asks, his curiosity getting the better of his usual caution around a guy selling glasses for a shilling a pair.
“He is, and I don’t mind letting any one know it. I’m very glad to see him settled down. He’s the only one along the road who hasn’t gone to the flower show to-day.” Here the tall man calls for another tankard, which, as he is doing all the talking, he does not pass to the small neat woman behind him. Pleased to be civilly used, and warmed by the liquor, he tells the story of his friend, the little woman helping him out, and landlord and labourers adding some touches; and Mr. Jones him[249]self completed the picture during my few days in the village.
“He is, and I don’t mind telling anyone. I’m really glad to see him settled down. He’s the only one around here who hasn’t gone to the flower show today.” Here, the tall man calls for another tankard, which, since he’s doing all the talking, he doesn’t pass to the small neat woman behind him. Happy to be included and warmed by the drink, he shares the story of his friend, with the little woman helping him out, and the landlord and laborers adding in their bits; and Mr. Jones himself completed the picture during my few days in the village.
The man who fed his neighbour’s dog, and sent the beggar satisfied away, and made presents to the children, and lived on six ounces of tobacco a week, is a native of Zennor in Cornwall. “Wonderful place for pedlars is Cornwall. The towns are so few and far between that the people along the road aren’t used to pedlars, and when you do call you are sure of the best of treatment.” He was apprenticed to a shoemaker in a town in South Devon, and for a time practised his trade there as an assistant. He was very clever at boxing and wrestling, and a hard fighter, too, though unwilling to make a quarrel. But he was a queer youth and took violent likes and dislikes to men, and one day he dropped a boot and went out into the street and took a young gentleman by the arm and said to him: “Excuse me, sir, you have passed this shop for five years nearly every day and I can’t stand it any longer.” Whereupon he gave that young gentleman a beating. He was sent to prison; he lost his employment and went to sea. And at sea or else in foreign countries he stayed six years. He left the sea only because he broke an arm which had at length to be amputated above the elbow. He was a changed man and many thought then that he was mad. When he left the hospital it was December and bitter weather: he had only five shillings and it was notorious how he spent it. Every day for a week he bought three loaves of bread and went out and fed the birds with them. When that week was over he had to go into the workhouse, and there he stayed until the spring. It was there that he fell in with the tall man who helped to tell his tale.[250] They left together and for some time he almost kept the two by begging, his lack of an arm ensuring his success. But he was not altogether to his companion’s taste, nevertheless. He would stop and smoke a pipe and admire the view when he was miles from anywhere and their object was to reach a town and find enough money to pay for lodgings. He would stand by a hedge, content for an hour to disentangle the bryony strands that were in danger of straying to the road, and to restore them to the hazel and thorn where their fellows ramped. He was willing to be foster-father to half the helpless fledglings that he found on the roadside. Sleeping one night in a barn he could not be persuaded to leave until he had decided whether it was better to kill a spider who had a great appetite for flies or to leave it to Fate. Several he rescued from the web and then out of pity for the spider brought it flies already dead; but finding that these were not to its taste he left the difficulty unsolved and went sadly on his way. Almost equal to his pitifulness was his dislike of work and his moral cowardice. Nothing could persuade him to do any work, and such a coward was he that if he failed at the first house where he offered his laces for sale he would not try again in that village or town. Yet he did not scruple to steal—even with a hint of physical violence—if he needed anything which chance presented to him in another man’s possession: but he stole only necessaries, having none of the acquisitiveness which is more common in their victims than in thieves. Few men use leisure as well as he; perhaps no man was ever idle with less harm to his fellows. The rich could have learned many lessons at his feet: they must always be shooting or driving furiously or meddling with politics[251] or stopping footpaths; they cannot be kept out of harm, however rich. How well this man would have employed money: he would have given it away!
The guy who fed his neighbor’s dog, sent the beggar away happy, spoiled the kids with gifts, and lived on six ounces of tobacco a week, is from Zennor in Cornwall. “Cornwall is a great place for peddlers. The towns are so few and far between that people along the road aren’t used to them, and when you do show up, you’re sure to get treated well.” He was apprenticed to a shoemaker in a town in South Devon, where he worked as an assistant for a while. He was really good at boxing and wrestling, and a tough fighter too, although he didn’t like to start fights. But he was an odd guy and had strong likes and dislikes about people, and one day he dropped a boot, went out into the street, grabbed a young gentleman by the arm, and said: “Excuse me, sir, you’ve walked past this shop nearly every day for five years and I can’t take it anymore.” Then he beat that young gentleman up. He got sent to prison, lost his job, and went to sea. He spent six years at sea or in foreign lands. He left the sea only after he broke an arm that had to be amputated above the elbow. He was a changed man and many thought he was crazy. When he left the hospital, it was December and freezing: he only had five shillings, and everyone knew how he spent it. For a week, he bought three loaves of bread every day and went out to feed the birds. When that week was over, he had to go into the workhouse, where he stayed until spring. That’s where he met the tall man who helped tell his story.[250] They left together, and for a while, he nearly supported the two of them by begging, with his missing arm helping his success. But he didn’t fully sit well with his companion. He would stop to smoke a pipe and admire the view when they were miles from anywhere, while they were trying to get to a town to make enough money for a room. He would stand by a hedge, happily spending an hour untangling the bryony vines that threatened to stray into the road and return them to the hazel and thorn where their buddies grew. He was willing to be a foster parent to half the helpless fledglings he found on the roadside. One night in a barn, he couldn’t be convinced to leave until he decided whether it was better to kill a spider that had a big appetite for flies or just let fate handle it. He saved several from the web and out of pity for the spider brought it dead flies, but when he saw it didn’t like them, he left the problem unsolved and sadly continued on his way. Almost as notable as his compassion was his dislike of work and his moral cowardice. Nothing could convince him to do any work, and he was such a coward that if he failed to sell his laces at the first house he tried, he wouldn’t try again in that village or town. Yet he had no qualms about stealing—even with a hint of physical intimidation—if he needed something that someone else had: but he only stole necessities, having none of the greed common among victims rather than thieves. Few people use their free time as well as he did; maybe no one was ever idle without harming others as little as he did. The rich could have learned many lessons from him: they’re always busy shooting, driving fast, meddling in politics, or blocking footpaths; they can’t keep out of trouble, no matter how wealthy they are. How well he would have used money: he would have given it away!
By and by his pity for goaded cattle and his frequent gazings into their brown eyes as they stared at him by a stile still further reduced his necessities—he would touch no meat; so that his companion, finding him no longer of much use in spite of his possession of but one arm, left him and only crossed his path at increasing intervals of time. It was now that Jones remembered with horror a scene which had slumbered in his mind with the fear which it originally roused in youth. He and other boys were in the habit of peeping through a hole in the wall of a slaughter-house and watching the slaughter, the skinning and the cutting up, until their ears became familiar with the groans, the screams, the gurglings, the squelchings in the half-darkness of candle-light, the blood and white faces and the knife. But one day there was led into the slaughter-house a white heifer fresh from the May pasture, clean and bright from her gleaming rosy hoofs to the tips of the horns that swayed as she walked. Her breath made, as it were, a sacred space about her as the light of a human face will do. She stood quiet but uncertain and musingly in the dark, soaked, half-ruinous place, into which light only came in bars through a cobwebbed lattice and fell that day upon her white face, leaving in darkness the tall butcher and the imbecile assistant who held the rope by which the animal’s head was drawn down to the right level for a blow. The men were in no hurry and as the heifer was not restive they finished their talk about Home Rule. Then the idiot tried to put her into the right position, but for a time could[252] not get her to see that her head must be drawn tight and somewhat askew against the oaken pillar. He only succeeded by patting her flanks and saying gently as if to a girl: “Come along, Daisy!” She lowed soft and bowed her head; the blow fell; she rolled to the ground and the butcher once more let loose the heavy scent of blood. The wholesome pretty beast, the familiar “Come along, Daisy!” and the blow and the scent came often into Jones’ mind. He ate no meat, but made no attempt to proselytize; he simply retreated deeper and deeper into his childlike love of Nature. The birds and the flowers and the creeping and running things he seemed to regard as little happy, charming, undeveloped human beings, looking down on them with infinite tenderness and a little amusement; with them alone was he quite at home. Nature, as she presented herself to his simple senses, was but a fragrant, many-coloured, exuberant, chiefly joyous community, with which most men were not in harmony. Silent for days and thinking only “green thoughts” under the branches of the wood, he came to demand, unconsciously, that there should be such a harmony. But he loved Nature also because she had no ambiguity, told no lies, uttered no irony. Sitting among flowers by running water he wore an expression of blessed satisfaction with his company which is not often seen at the friendliest table. He drew no philosophy from Nature, no opinions, ideas, proposals for reform, but only the wisdom to live, happily and healthily and simply, himself.
Soon, his compassion for troubled cattle and his frequent gazes into their brown eyes as they looked at him from a fence further lessened his needs—he wouldn’t eat any meat. As a result, his companion found him less useful, despite having only one arm, and began to cross his path less and less often. It was at this point that Jones remembered with horror a scene that had lingered in his mind, carrying the fear it initially caused him in his youth. He and some other boys used to peek through a hole in the wall of a slaughterhouse to watch the slaughter, the skinning, and the butchering, until they became accustomed to the groans, screams, gurgles, and squelching sounds in the dim candlelight, the blood, pale faces, and the knife. But one day, a white heifer fresh from the May pasture was led into the slaughterhouse, clean and bright from her gleaming pink hooves to the tips of the horns that swayed as she walked. Her breath created a sacred space around her, much like the light of a human face does. She stood still, but uncertain and thoughtful in the dark, damp, half-ruined place, where light filtered in through a cobweb-covered lattice and fell on her white face, leaving the tall butcher and his simple-minded assistant in shadow as they pulled the animal's head down to the right level for a strike. The men weren't in a rush, and since the heifer wasn’t restless, they continued their conversation about Home Rule. Then the assistant tried to position her correctly, but for a while, he couldn't get her to understand that her head needed to be pulled tight and slightly askew against the wooden pillar. He only succeeded by patting her sides and speaking gently as if she were a girl: “Come along, Daisy!” She lowed softly and lowered her head; the blow came, she fell to the ground, and the butcher again released the heavy scent of blood. The wholesome, pretty beast, the familiar “Come along, Daisy!” and the blow, along with the scent, often came to Jones’ mind. He didn’t eat meat, but he made no attempts to convert others; he simply retreated deeper into his childlike love of Nature. He seemed to see the birds, flowers, and moving creatures as little happy, charming, undeveloped humans, looking down on them with immense tenderness and a little amusement; he felt completely at home only with them. Nature, as she appeared to his simple senses, seemed like a fragrant, colorful, abundant, mostly joyful community that most men weren’t in tune with. Silent for days and thinking only “green thoughts” under the trees, he began to unconsciously expect that there should be such harmony. But he loved Nature also because she had no ambiguity, told no lies, and had no irony. Sitting among flowers by running water, he wore an expression of blessed satisfaction with his company that’s not often seen at even the friendliest table. He drew no philosophy from Nature, no opinions, ideas, or reform proposals, but only the wisdom to live happily, healthily, and simply, as himself.
I dare say modernity was in his blood, but no man seemed to belong less to our time. Of history and science he knew nothing, of literature nothing; he had to make out the earth with his own eyes and heart. He had not[253] words for it, but he felt that whatever he touched was God. No myth or religion had any value to him. There were no symbols for him to use. The deities he surmised or smelt or tasted in the air or upon the earth had neither name nor shape. Had he been able to think, he was the man to put our generation on the way to a new mythology. For all I know, he had the vision, the power of the seer, without the power of the prophet. A little more and perhaps he would have invaded Christendom as St. Paul invaded Heathendom. Yet I think he was not wholly the loser by being unable to think. The eye untroubled by thought sees things like a mirror newly burnished; at night, for example, the musing man can see nothing before him but a mist, but if he stops thinking quickly the roads, the walls, the trees become visible. So this man saw with a clearness as of Angelico, and in his memory violets and roses, trees and faces were as clear as if within his brain were another sun to light them. He had but to close his eyes to see these things, an innumerable procession of days and their flowers and their birds in the sky or on the bough. And this he had at no cost. He employed only such labour as was needed to make his bread and occasionally clothes and a pipe. Nor did he merely ask alms of Nature and Civilization. He paid back countless charities to flower and bird and child and poorer men, and there was nothing against him of pain or sorrow or death inflicted. And as he was without religion so he was without patriotism. He had no country, knew nothing of men and events. Asked by a person who saw him idle and did not observe his defect, whether he would not like to do something for his country, he replied: “I have no country like you, sir. I own[254] nothing; my people never did, that I know. I admire those that do, for I have been in many a country when I was a sailor, but never a one to beat England, let alone the West Country when it’s haymaking time.”
I’d say modernity was in his veins, but no one seemed less connected to our time. He knew nothing about history or science, and he didn't know much about literature either; he had to figure out the world with his own eyes and heart. He couldn't put it into words, but he sensed that everything he touched was divine. Myths and religions meant nothing to him. He had no symbols to lean on. The gods he perceived or sensed in the air or on the earth had no names or forms. If he could think, he would be the one to guide our generation towards a new mythology. As far as I know, he had the insight, the power of a seer, but lacked the ability of a prophet. If he had pushed a little harder, he might have transformed Christianity as St. Paul transformed paganism. Still, I believe he wasn't entirely worse off for not being able to think. The eye uncluttered by thought sees things like a freshly polished mirror; at night, for instance, a thoughtful person may see nothing but a fog, but if they stop thinking, the roads, walls, and trees come into view. This man saw with a clarity reminiscent of Angelico, and in his memory, violets and roses, trees and faces were as vivid as if another sun were lighting them in his mind. He just had to close his eyes to see these things, an endless parade of days with their flowers and birds in the sky or perched in trees. He paid nothing for this gift. He only worked enough to earn his bread, and occasionally clothes and a pipe. He didn't just ask Nature and Society for handouts; he repaid countless kindnesses to flowers, birds, children, and those less fortunate, and he bore no burdens of pain, sorrow, or inflicted death. Like he was without religion, he was also without patriotism. He had no country and knew nothing of people or events. When someone saw him idly and didn't notice his issues, they asked if he wouldn’t like to do something for his country, he answered: “I don’t have a country like you, sir. I own nothing; my people never did, as far as I know. I admire those who do, for I’ve been to many countries as a sailor, but none could compare to England, especially the West Country during haymaking season.”
He continued to beg with a free conscience, and was always willing to give away all that he had to one in more need. And now chance found him out and gave him ten shillings a week. He rented a cottage in this village, weeded his flower-borders, but let his vegetable-plots turn into poppy-beds. Sometimes he wearied of his monotonous meals; he would then fast for a day or two, giving his food to the birds and mice, until his hearty appetite returned....
He kept begging with a clear conscience and was always ready to give away everything he had to someone who needed it more. Then luck smiled on him, and he got ten shillings a week. He rented a cottage in this village, took care of his flower beds, but let his vegetable plots turn into poppy fields. Sometimes he got tired of his boring meals; during those times, he would fast for a day or two, sharing his food with the birds and mice, until his strong appetite came back....
He did not stay long in the village. He was shy and suspicious of men, and except by the younger children he was not liked. He set out on his travels again, and is still on the road or—unlike most tramps—on the paths and green lanes, the simplest, kindest, and perhaps the wisest of men, indifferent to mobs, to laws, to all of us who are led aside, scattered and confused by hollow goods, one whom the last day of his full life will not find in a whirlpool of affairs, but ready to go—an outcast.
He didn’t stay long in the village. He was shy and wary of other men, and apart from the younger children, he wasn’t well-liked. He set off on his travels again and is still out there—unlike most drifters—taking the paths and country lanes, the simplest, kindest, and maybe the wisest of men, unconcerned with crowds, laws, or any of us who get distracted, scattered, and confused by empty possessions, someone who, when the end of his long life comes, won’t be caught up in a whirlwind of obligations, but ready to leave—an outcast.
The road mounts the low Downs again. The boundless stubble is streaked by long bands of purple-brown, the work of seven ploughs to which the teams and their carters, riding or walking, are now slowly descending by different ways over the slopes and jingling in the rain. Above is a Druid moor bounded by beech-clumps, and crossed by old sunken ways and broad grassy tracks. It is a land of moles and sheep. At the end of a shattered line of firs a shepherd leans, bunched under his cape of sacking, to watch his black-faced flock dull-tinkling in the short furze and among the tumuli under the constant white rain. Those old roads, being over hilly and open land, are as they were before the making of modern roads, and little changed from what they were before the Roman. But it is a pity to see some of the old roads that have been left to the sole protection of the little gods. One man is stronger than they, as may be known by any one who has seen the bones, crockery, tin and paper thrown by Shere and Cocking into the old roads near by as into a dust-bin; or seen the gashes in the young trees planted down Gorst Road, Wandsworth Common; or the saucy “Private” at the entrance to a lane worn by a hundred generations through the sand a little north of Petersfield; or the barbed wire fastened into the living trees alongside the footpath over a neighbouring hill that[256] has lately been sold. What is the value of every one’s right to use a footpath if a single anti-social exclusive landowning citizen has the right to make it intolerable except to such as consider it a place only for the soles of the feet? The builder of a house acquires the right to admit the sunlight through his window. Cannot the users of a footpath acquire a right, during the course of half-a-dozen dynasties or less, to the sight of the trees and the sky which that footpath gives them in its own separate way? At least I hope that footpaths will soon cease to be defined as a line—length without breadth—connecting one point with another. In days when they are used as much for the sake of the scenes historic or beautiful through which they pass as of the villages or houses on this hand or that, something more than the mere right to tread upon a certain ribbon of grass or mud will have to be preserved if the preservation is to be of much use, and the right of way must become the right of view and of very ancient lights as well. By enforcing these rights some of the mountains of the land might even yet be saved, as Mr. Henry S. Salt wishes to save them.[6] In the meantime it is to be hoped that his criticisms will not be ignored by the tourists who leave the Needle Gully a cascade of luncheon wrappings and the like; for it is not from a body of men capable of such manners that a really effective appeal against the sacrifice of “our mountains” to commercial and other selfishness is like to spring.
The road climbs up the low Downs again. The endless stubble is marked by long strips of purple-brown, the result of seven plows, with their teams and drivers slowly making their way down the slopes in the rain, either riding or walking. Above, there’s a Druid moor framed by clusters of beech trees and intersected by old sunken paths and wide grassy trails. It’s a land of moles and sheep. At the end of a broken line of fir trees, a shepherd leans under his sackcloth cape, watching his black-faced flock grazing among the short furze and ancient burial mounds, dulled by the constant white rain. Those old paths, winding over hilly and open land, remain unchanged since before modern roads were built, little altered from the days before the Romans. It’s a shame to see some of these old roads left solely in the care of the little gods. One person is stronger than they, as anyone can see from the bones, ceramics, tin, and paper discarded by Shere and Cocking into the ancient roads nearby like a dump; or from the scars on the young trees along Gorst Road, Wandsworth Common; or the cheeky “Private” sign at the entrance to a lane worn down by countless generations just north of Petersfield; or the barbed wire tangled in living trees along the footpath over a recently sold hill. What’s the value of everyone’s right to use a footpath if a single selfish landowner can make it uncomfortable except for those who see it as just a place for walking? A housebuilder has the right to let sunlight into their windows. Can’t footpath users gain the right, over the course of a few dynasties, to enjoy the view of the trees and sky that the path uniquely offers? At the very least, I hope that footpaths will soon be more than just a line—length without width—connecting two points. In a time when they are used not only for the views or beauty through which they pass but also for the villages or houses on either side, something beyond the mere right to walk on a strip of grass or mud needs to be preserved if it’s to be truly meaningful. The right of way must evolve into the right of view and access to ancient lights as well. By asserting these rights, some of the mountains in the land might still be saved, as Mr. Henry S. Salt hopes to do. In the meantime, I hope his critiques won’t be ignored by tourists who leave the Needle Gully littered with lunchtime wrappers and other trash; because it’s not from a group of people capable of such behavior that a genuine appeal against sacrificing “our mountains” to commercial and selfish interests is likely to arise.
And those lone wayside greens, no man’s gardens, measuring a few feet wide but many miles in length—why should they be used either as receptacles for the[257] dust of motor-cars or as additions to the property of the landowner who happens to be renewing his fence? They used to be as beautiful and cool and fresh as rivers, these green sisters of the white roads—illuminated borders of many a weary tale. But now, lest there should be no room for the dust, they are turning away from them the gypsies who used to camp there for a night. The indolent District Council that is anxious to get rid of its difficulties—for the moment—at the expense of a neighbouring district—it cares not—will send out its policemen to drive away the weary horses and sleeping children from the acre of common land which had hitherto been sacred—to what?—to an altar, a statue, a fountain, a seat?—No! to a stately notice-board; half-a-century ago the common of which this is a useless patch passed on easy terms to the pheasant lords. The gypsies have to go. Give them a pitch for the night and you are regarded as an enemy of the community or perhaps even as a Socialist. The gypsies shall be driven from parish to parish, and finally settle down as squalid degenerate nomads in a town where they lose what beauty and courage they had, in adding to the difficulties of another council. Yet if they were in a cage or a compound which it cost money to see, hundreds would pay for a stare at their brown faces and bright eyes, their hooped tents, their horses, their carelessness of the crowd, and in a few years an imitation of these things will be applauded in a “pageant” of the town which has destroyed the reality.
And those lonely patches of grass by the roadside, nobody’s gardens, just a few feet wide but stretching for miles—why should they be used as dumping grounds for the dust from cars or as extra property for the landowner who’s fixing his fence? They used to be as beautiful, cool, and refreshing as rivers, these green sisters of the white roads—vibrant borders of countless weary stories. But now, to make sure there’s no place for the dust, they’re sending away the gypsies who used to camp there for a night. The lazy District Council, eager to avoid its problems at the expense of a nearby district—it doesn’t care—will send out its police to push the tired horses and sleeping children off the piece of common land that used to be sacred—to what?—to an altar, a statue, a fountain, a bench?—No! To a big notice board; fifty years ago this useless patch of land was easily given over to the pheasant lords. The gypsies have to leave. If you offer them a place to stay for the night, you’re seen as an enemy of the community or maybe even a Socialist. The gypsies will be chased from parish to parish and eventually become squalid, degenerate wanderers in a town where they lose what beauty and courage they had, adding to the troubles of another council. Yet if they were in a cage or an enclosure that cost money to see, hundreds would pay to gawk at their brown faces and bright eyes, their colorful tents, their horses, their carefree attitude toward the crowd, and in a few years, a fake version of these things will be celebrated in a “pageant” by the town that destroyed the real thing.
The grassy way ends with the moor at a pool beside a road, on one side of it six thatched cottages fenced by sycamore and ash and elm, on the other a grey farm and immense brown barn, within a long wall roofed with[258] mossy thatch; and the swallows fly low and slowly about the trees.
The grassy path leads to the moor next to a pool by a road. On one side, there are six thatched cottages surrounded by sycamore, ash, and elm trees. On the other side is a gray farmhouse and a huge brown barn, covered by a long wall topped with[258] mossy thatch, while swallows fly low and slowly around the trees.
First beeches line the rising and descending road—past a church whose ivied tombstones commemorate men of Cornish name—as far as an inn and a sycamore nobly balanced upon a pedestal of matted roots. Then there are ash-trees on either side and ricks of straw wetted to an orange hue, and beyond them the open cornland, and rising out of it an all-day-long procession in the south, the great company of the Downs again, some tipped with wood, some bare; in the north, a broken chain of woods upon low but undulating land seem the vertebræ of a forest of old time stretching from east to west like the Downs. Hither and thither the drunken pewits cry over the furrows, and thousands of rocks and daws wheel over the stubble. As the day grows old it grows sweet and golden and the rain ceases, and the beauty of the Downs in the humid clearness does not long allow the eyes to wander away from them. At first, when the sun breaks through, all silver bright and acclaimed by miles of clouds in his own livery, the Downs below are violet, and have no form except where they carve the sky with their long arches. It is the woods northward that are chiefly glorified by the light and warmth, and the glades penetrating them and the shining stubble and the hedges, and the flying wood-pigeons and the cows of richest brown and milky white; the road also gleams blue and wet. But as the sun descends the light falls on the Downs out of a bright cave in the gloomy forest of sky, and their flanks are olive and their outlines intensely clear. From one summit to another runs a string of trees like cavalry connecting one beech clump with another, so that they seem actually to[259] be moving and adding themselves to the clumps. Above all is the abstract beauty of pure line—coupled with the beauty of the serene and the uninhabited and remote—that holds the eye until at length the hills are humbled and dispread as part of the ceremony of sunset in a tranquil, ensanguined, quietly travelling sky. The blue swallows go slowly along the silent road beside me, and the last rays bless a grooved common grazed upon by cows and surrounded by ranges of low white buildings and a row of lichened grotesque limes, dark of bole, golden-leaved, where children are playing and an anvil rings.
First, beech trees line the winding road—passing a church with ivy-covered tombstones honoring men from Cornwall—leading to an inn and a sycamore majestically balanced on a pedestal of tangled roots. Then, ash trees stand on either side with stacks of straw soaked to a vibrant orange, and beyond them, the open cornfields stretch out, with a continuous procession of the Downs to the south, some crowned with trees, some bare; to the north, a jagged chain of woods on low, rolling land looks like the vertebrae of an ancient forest, stretching from east to west like the Downs. Here and there, drunk pewits cry over the furrows, and thousands of crows and jays circle above the stubble. As the day ages, it becomes sweet and golden, the rain stops, and the beauty of the Downs in the humid clarity keeps the eyes glued to them. At first, when the sun breaks through, all silver-bright and celebrated by miles of clouds, the Downs below are violet and lack form except where they carve the sky with their long curves. It’s the woods to the north that get the most light and warmth, along with the clearings within them, the shining stubble, the hedges, the fluttering wood pigeons, and the cows of rich brown and creamy white; the road also appears blue and wet. But as the sun sets, the light spills onto the Downs from a bright opening in the gloomy sky, turning their slopes olive and their edges sharply defined. A line of trees stretches from one peak to another like cavalry linking one beech cluster to another, making them seem like they’re actually moving and merging with the clusters. Above all, there's the pure beauty of simple lines—combined with the attractiveness of the peaceful, uninhabited, and distant landscapes—that keeps the gaze until finally, the hills are humbled and spread out as part of the sunset ceremony in a calm, blood-red, quietly traveling sky. Blue swallows glide slowly along the silent road beside me, and the last rays of light bless a grooved common grazed by cows and surrounded by rows of low white buildings and a line of lichen-covered, oddly-shaped linden trees, dark at the trunk, golden-leaved, where children are playing and an anvil rings.
Frost follows after the blue silence and chill of twilight, and the dawn is dimmest violet in a haze that reveals the candied grass, the soaking blue dark elms painted yellow only in one place, the red roofs, all in a world of the unborn, and the waters steaming around invisible crying coots. Gradually round white clouds—so dim that the sky seems but to dream of round white clouds—appear imbedded in the haze; the beams grow hot, and a breeze joins with them in sucking and scattering all the sweet of the first fallen leaves, the weed fires and the late honeysuckle.
Frost comes after the quiet blue and chill of twilight, and dawn is the faintest violet in a haze that shows the sparkling grass, the drenched dark blue elms only painted yellow in one spot, the red rooftops, all in a world of what’s yet to come, and the waters steaming around invisible crying coots. Gradually, soft white clouds—so faint that the sky seems to only dream of soft white clouds—appear nestled in the haze; the sunlight becomes warm, and a breeze joins in, carrying and scattering all the sweetness of the first fallen leaves, the smoke from fires, and the late honeysuckle.
Why are there no swifts to race and scream? We fret over these stages of the descending year; we dream on such a day as this that there is no need of farther descent. We would preserve those days of the reaping; we have lost them; but we recall them now when the steam-plough has furrowed the sheeny stubble, and long for the day when the gentle north wind can only just stir the clusters of aspen-leaves, and the branches are motionless. The nut bushes hang dreamily, heavily, over the[260] white cool roads. The wood-pigeon’s is the sole voice in the oak woods of the low hills, except that once or twice a swift screams as he pursues that martial flight of his—as of one who swings a sword as he goes—towards the beeches and hop gardens of the higher hills in the north; it is perhaps the last day for more than eight months that his cry will be heard. A few barley-straws hang from the hazels; some leaves are yellow. Autumn, in fact, seems possible to the mind that is not perfectly content with these calm sweet airs and the sense of the fulness of things.
Why aren’t there any swifts to race and scream? We worry about these stages of the declining year; we dream on days like this that there’s no need to go further down. We want to hold onto those days of harvest; we’ve lost them, but we remember them now when the steam plow has turned the shiny stubble, and we long for the day when the gentle north wind barely stirs the clusters of aspen leaves, and the branches are still. The nut bushes hang dreamily and heavily over the[260] cool white roads. The wood pigeon is the only voice in the oak woods of the low hills, except for a swift that occasionally screams as it flies in its bold way—like someone swinging a sword—toward the beeches and hop gardens of the higher hills to the north; it’s probably the last day in over eight months that we’ll hear its cry. A few barley straws hang from the hazels, and some leaves are turning yellow. Autumn, in fact, starts to feel possible to a mind that isn’t completely content with these calm, sweet breezes and the feeling of abundance in everything.
At a crossing a small island is made amidst this and three other roads, and on the island stands an oast house with two mellow cones and white leaning cowls; and beside it a simple tiled cart-lodge, dimly displaying massive wheels, curving bulwarks of waggons and straight shafts behind its doorless pillars of rough-hewn wood. Making one group with these, though separated from them by one road, is an old red farmhouse, of barely distinguishable timber and brick, with white-edged dormers and lower windows and doors, entrenched behind hollyhocks of deepest red and the burning discs of everlasting sunflowers. Behind the gates stand four haystacks brightly thatched, and one that is dark and old and carved into huge stairs.
At an intersection, there's a small island surrounded by this road and three others, and on the island, there's an oast house with two rounded cones and white, slanted cowls. Next to it sits a simple tiled cart shed, faintly showcasing large wheels, curved sides of wagons, and straight shafts behind its open wooden pillars. Part of the same scene, but separated by one road, is an old red farmhouse, made of barely noticeable timber and brick, with white-trimmed dormers and lower windows and doors, hidden behind hollyhocks in deep red and the bright blooms of everlasting sunflowers. Behind the gates, there are four bright thatched haystacks, and one that's dark and old, shaped into huge steps.
Notice the gate into the rickyard. It is of the usual five oak bars; and across these is a diagonal bar from the lowest end nearest the hinge to the upper end of the opposite side, and from top to bottom a perpendicular cross-bar divides the gate. The top bar marks it as no common gate made at a factory with a hundred others of the same kind, though there are scores of them in Kent. It thickens gradually towards the hinge end of the gate,[261] and then much more decidedly so that it resembles a gun-barrel and stock; and just where the stock begins it is carved with something like a trigger-guard; the whole being well proportioned, graceful but strong. In all the best gates of Kent, Sussex and Surrey and the South Country there is an approach to this form, usually without the trigger-guard, but sometimes having instead a much more elaborate variation of it which takes away from the dignity and simplicity of the gate. At the road’s edge crooked quince-trees lean over a green pond and green but nearly yellow straight reeds; and four cart-horses, three sorrels and a grey, are grouped under one stately walnut.
Notice the gate into the rickyard. It has the usual five oak bars; across these is a diagonal bar from the lowest end near the hinge to the upper end on the opposite side, and a perpendicular cross-bar runs from top to bottom, dividing the gate. The top bar shows it's not just any factory-made gate that looks like hundreds of others, even though there are plenty of them in Kent. It gradually thickens towards the hinge end of the gate, and then much more noticeably, so that it looks like a gun-barrel and stock; just where the stock starts, it’s carved with something resembling a trigger-guard; the whole thing is well-proportioned, graceful but strong. In all the best gates of Kent, Sussex, Surrey, and the South Country, there's a similarity to this style, usually without the trigger-guard, but sometimes featuring a much more intricate version that detracts from the gate's dignity and simplicity. At the edge of the road, crooked quince-trees lean over a green pond and nearly yellow straight reeds; four cart-horses—three sorrels and a gray—are gathered under a grand walnut tree.
These things mingle their power with that of the silence and the wooded distance under the blue and rosy west. The slow dying of a train’s roar beats upon the shores of the silence and the distance, and is swallowed up in them like foam in sand, and adds one more trophy to the glory of the twilight.
These things combine their energy with the silence and the wooded distance under the blue and pink west. The slow fading of a train’s roar echoes against the shores of silence and distance, and gets absorbed by them like foam in sand, adding one more trophy to the beauty of twilight.
Night passes, and the white dawn is poured out over the dew from the folds in low clouds of infinitely modulated grey. Autumn is clearly hiding somewhere in the long warm alleys under the green and gold of the hops. The very colours of the oast houses seem to wait for certain harmonies with oaks in the meadows and beeches in the steep woods. The songs, too, are those of the drowsy yellow-hammer, of the robin moodily brooding in orchards yellow spotted and streaked, of the unseen wandering willow-wren singing sweetly but in a broken voice of a matter now forgotten, of the melancholy twit of the single bullfinch as he flies. The sudden lyric of the wren can stir no corresponding energy in the land which is bowed, still, comfortable, like a deep-uddered[262] cow fastened to the milking-stall and munching grains. Soon will the milk and honey flow. The reaping-machine whirrs; the wheelwrights have mended the waggons’ wheels and patched their sides; they stand outside their lodges.
Night fades away, and the bright dawn spreads over the dew from the low, soft clouds of endless muted grey. Autumn is clearly hiding somewhere in the long, warm paths under the green and gold of the hops. The colors of the oast houses seem to wait for specific harmonies with the oaks in the meadows and beeches in the steep woods. The songs are those of the sleepy yellow-hammer, of the robin sullenly brooding in the orchards marked with yellow spots and streaks, of the unseen wandering willow-wren singing sweetly but with a broken voice about something now forgotten, and of the sad twit of the lone bullfinch as it flies. The sudden lyric of the wren can't inspire any matching energy in the land, which is bowed, still, and comfortable, like a deep-uddered [262] cow tied to the milking-stall and munching on grains. Soon the milk and honey will flow. The reaping machine hums; the wheelwrights have repaired the wagon wheels and patched their sides; they stand outside their lodges.
There is a quarter of a sloping wheat-field reaped; the shocks stand out above the silvery stubble in the evening like rocks out of a moonlight sea. The unreaped corn is like a tawny coast; and all is calm, with the quiet of evening heavens fallen over the earth. This beauty of the ripe Demeter standing in the August land is incomparable. It reminds one of the poet who said that he had seen a maid who looked like a fountain on a green lawn when the south wind blows in June; and one whose smile was as memorable as the new moon in the first still mild evening of the year, when it is seen for a moment only over the dark hills; and one whose walking was more kindling to the blood than good ale by a winter fire on an endless evening among friends; but that now he has met another, and when he is with her or thinks of her he becomes as one that is blind and deaf to all other things.
There's a quarter of a sloping wheat field harvested; the shocks rise above the silvery stubble in the evening like rocks in a moonlit sea. The unharvested corn looks like a tawny coast, and everything is calm, with the peacefulness of the evening sky resting over the land. The beauty of the ripe grain in the August landscape is unmatched. It brings to mind the poet who said he saw a girl who looked like a fountain on a green lawn when the south wind blows in June; and one whose smile was as unforgettable as the new moon on the first gentle evening of the year, visible for just a moment over the dark hills; and one whose movement was more thrilling than good ale by a winter fire on a long evening among friends; but now he has met someone else, and when he is with her or thinks of her, he feels as if he is blind and deaf to everything else.
But a few days and the bryony leaves are palest yellow in the hedge. Rooks are innumerable about the land, but their cawing, like all other sounds, like all the early bronze and rose and gold of the leaves, is muffled by the mist which endures right through the afternoon; and all day falls the gentle rain. In the hillside hop garden two long lines of women and children, red and white and black, are destroying the golden green of the hops, and they are like two caterpillars destroying a leaf. Pleasant it is now to see the white smoke from the oast house pouring solidly like curving plumes into the still rain, and[263] to smell the smell, bitter and never to be too much sniffed and enjoyed, that travels wide over the fields. For the hop drier has lit his two fires of Welsh coal and brimstone and charcoal under the two cones of the oast house, and has spread his couch of straw on the floor where he can sleep his many little sleeps in the busy day and night. The oast house consists of the pair of cones, white-vaned and tiled, upon their two circular chambers in which the fires are lit. Attached to these on one side is a brick building of two large rooms, one upon the ground, where the hop drier sleeps and tends his fires, lighted only by doors at either side and divided by the wooden pillars which support the floor of the upper room. This, the oast chamber, reached by a ladder, is a beautiful room, its oak boards polished by careful use and now stained faintly by the green-gold of hops, its roof raftered and high and dim. Light falls upon it on one side from two low windows, on the opposite side from a door through which the hops arrive from the garden. The waggon waits below the door, full of the loose, stained hop-sacks which the carter and his boy lift up to the drier. From the floor two short ladders lead to the doors in the cones where the hops are suspended on canvas floors above the kilns. The inside of the cone is full of coiling fumes which have killed the young swallows in the nests under the cowl—the parents return again and again, but dare no longer alight on their old perches on the vanes. When dried the hops are poured out on the floor of the vast chamber in a lisping scaly pile, and the drier is continually sweeping back those which are scattered. Through a hole in the floor he forces them down into a sack reaching to the floor of the room below.[264] He is hard at work making these sacks or “pokes,” which, when full and their necks stitched up, are as hard as wood. Before the drying is over the full sacks will take up half the room. The children tired of picking come to admire and to visit all the corners of the room; of the granary alongside and its old sheepbells, its traps, a crossbow and the like; of the farmyard and barns, sacred except at this time. For a few minutes the sun is visible as a shapeless crimson thing above the mist and behind the elms. It is twilight; the wheels and hoofs of the last waggon approach and arrive and die away. And so day after day the fires glow with ruby and sapphire and emerald; the cone wears its plume of smoke; and everything is yellow-green—the very scent of the drying hops can hardly be otherwise described, in its mixture of sharpness and mellowness. Then when the last sack is pressed benches are placed round the chamber and a table at one end. The master, who is giving up the farm, leans on the table and pays each picker and pole-puller and measurer, with a special word for each and a jest for the women. Ale and gin and cakes are brought in, and the farmer leaves the women and one or two older men to eat and drink. The women in their shabby black skirts and whitish blouses shuffle through a dance or two, all modern and some American. One old man tipsily tottering recalls the olden time with a step-dance down the room; some laugh at him, others turn up their new roseate noses. Next year the hops are to be grubbed up; the old man to be turned out of his cottage—for he has paid no rent these seven years; but now it is cakes and ale, and the farmer has hiccupped a lying promise that his successor will go on growing hops.
But just a few days later, the bryony leaves are a pale yellow in the hedge. Rooks are everywhere across the land, but their cawing, like all other sounds, like the early bronze, rose, and gold of the leaves, is muffled by the mist that hangs on throughout the afternoon; and all day long, the gentle rain falls. In the hillside hop garden, two long lines of women and children, in red, white, and black, are ruining the golden green of the hops, and they resemble two caterpillars munching a leaf. It’s nice to see the white smoke from the oast house rising solidly like curving plumes into the still rain, and to smell that bitter scent, which can never be over-sniffed and enjoyed, that spreads wide over the fields. The hop drier has lit his two fires of Welsh coal, brimstone, and charcoal under the two cones of the oast house, and he has laid a bed of straw on the floor where he can catch many little naps throughout the busy day and night. The oast house consists of the pair of cones, with white vanes and tiles, standing over their two circular chambers where the fires are burning. Attached to these on one side is a brick building with two large rooms, one on the ground level where the hop drier sleeps and tends his fires, lit only by doors on either side and divided by the wooden pillars that support the floor of the upper room. This, the oast chamber, accessed by a ladder, is a lovely room, its oak boards polished from careful use and now faintly stained by the green-gold of hops, its rafters high and dim. Light comes in from two low windows on one side and from a door on the opposite side where the hops arrive from the garden. The wagon waits below the door, loaded with loose, stained hop-sacks that the carter and his boy lift up to the drier. From the floor, two short ladders lead to the doors in the cones where the hops are hung on canvas floors above the kilns. The inside of the cone is filled with swirling fumes that have killed the young swallows in the nests under the cowl—the parents come back repeatedly, but they no longer dare to land on their old perches on the vanes. When dried, the hops are poured out on the floor of the vast chamber in a soft, scaly pile, and the drier is constantly sweeping back those that have spilled. Through a hole in the floor, he pushes them down into a sack that reaches the floor of the room below. He is hard at work making these sacks or "pokes," which, when full and their tops stitched up, become as hard as wood. Before drying is completed, the full sacks will fill half the room. The children, tired of picking, come to explore and admire all the corners of the room; from the granary next door with its old sheepbells, traps, a crossbow, and other items; to the farmyard and barns, which are off-limits except at this time. For a few minutes, the sun is visible as a shapeless crimson blob above the mist and behind the elms. It’s twilight; the wheels and hooves of the last wagon approach, arrive, and then fade away. Day after day, the fires glow with ruby, sapphire, and emerald; the cone releases its plume of smoke; and everything is yellow-green—the very scent of the drying hops can hardly be described otherwise, in its combination of sharpness and mellowness. Then, when the last sack is pressed, benches are set around the chamber and a table is placed at one end. The master, who is giving up the farm, leans on the table and pays each picker, pole-puller, and measurer, with a special word for each and a joke for the women. Ale, gin, and cakes are brought in, and the farmer leaves the women and a few older men to eat and drink. The women, in their worn black skirts and whitish blouses, shuffle through a dance or two, all modern and some American. One old man, tipsily stumbling, reminisces about the old days with a step-dance down the room; some laugh at him, others wrinkle their new rosy noses. Next year, the hops are going to be uprooted; the old man will be evicted from his cottage—for he hasn’t paid rent in seven years; but for now, it’s cakes and ale, and the farmer has blurted out a false promise that his successor will continue growing hops.
HAMPSHIRE.
To-day is fair day. The scene is a green, slightly undulating common, grassy and rushy at its lower end where a large pond wets the margin of the high road, and at the upper end sprinkled with the dwarf and the common gorse out of which rise many tumuli, green or furzy mounds of earth, often surmounted by a few funereal pines. The common is small; it is bounded on every side by roads, and on one by a row of new mean houses; there is a golf-house among the tumuli; in one place a large square has been ploughed and fenced by a private owner. But the slope of the sandy soil is pleasant; in one place it is broken into a low cliff overhanging the water, and this with the presence of the gorse give it a touch of the wildness by which it may still deserve its name of “heath.” Most powerful of all in their effect upon the place are the tumuli. They are low and smooth; one or two scarcely heave the turf; some have been removed; and there is no legend attached to them. Yet their presence gives an indescribable charm and state, and melancholy too, and makes these few acres an expanse unequalled by any other of the same size. Not too far off to be said to belong to the heath, from which they are separated by three miles of cultivated land and a lesser beechen hill, are the Downs; among them one that bears a thin white road winding up at the edge of a dark wood. In the moist October air the Downs are very grave and gentle and near, and are not lost to sight until far beyond the turreted promontory of Chanctonbury.
Today is a fair day. The scene is a green, slightly rolling common, grassy and rushy at its lower end where a large pond meets the edge of the main road, and at the upper end dotted with dwarf and common gorse from which rise many tumuli, green or bushy mounds of earth, often topped by a few solemn pines. The common is small; it is surrounded on all sides by roads, and on one side by a row of new, plain houses; there’s a golf house among the tumuli; in one area a large square has been plowed and fenced by a private owner. But the slope of the sandy soil is pleasant; in one spot it turns into a low cliff overhanging the water, and this, along with the presence of the gorse, gives it a hint of wildness that allows it to still deserve its name of “heath.” Most impactful of all on the place are the tumuli. They are low and smooth; one or two barely disturb the grass; some have been removed; and there’s no legend attached to them. Yet their presence adds an indescribable charm and dignity, along with a sense of melancholy, making these few acres an expanse unmatched by any other of the same size. Not too far away, not to be considered part of the heath, which is separated by three miles of cultivated land and a smaller beech hill, are the Downs; among them one has a thin white road winding up at the edge of a dark wood. In the moist October air, the Downs feel very solemn and gentle, and they remain visible until well past the turreted promontory of Chanctonbury.
Early in the morning the beggars begin to arrive, the lame and the blind, with or without a musical instrument. King of them all certainly is he with no legs at all and seeming not to need them, so active is he on a four-wheeled plank which suspends him only a foot above the ground. Many a strong man earns less money. The children envy him as he moves along, a wheeled animal, weather-beaten, white-haired, white-bearded, with neat black hat and white slop, a living toy, but with a deep voice, a concertina and a tin full of pence and halfpence.
Early in the morning, the beggars start to show up—the disabled and the blind, some with musical instruments and some without. The most impressive of them all is definitely the one without any legs, who seems to thrive without them, gliding around on a four-wheeled plank that lifts him just a foot off the ground. Many able-bodied men make less money than he does. The kids look up to him as he rolls by, a weathered, gray-haired, gray-bearded figure, wearing a neat black hat and a white coat, like a living toy, but with a deep voice, a concertina, and a tin full of coins.
These unashamed curiosities line the chief approaches, down which every one is going to the fair except a few shabby fellows who offer blue sheets full of music-hall ballads to the multitude and, with a whisper, indecent songs to the select. Another not less energetic, but stout and condescending, yellow-bearded, in a high hard felt hat, gives away tracts. The sound of a hymn from one organ mingles with the sound of “Put me among the girls” from another and the rattle of the legless man’s offertory-tin.
These bold curiosities line the main paths, where everyone is heading to the fair except for a few shabby guys selling blue sheets filled with music-hall ballads to the crowd and, in hushed tones, inappropriate songs to a select few. Another equally energetic, but stout and condescending, yellow-bearded man in a stiff felt hat is handing out pamphlets. The sound of a hymn from one organ blends with the tune of “Put me among the girls” from another, along with the clatter of the legless man’s collection tin.
The main part of the fair consists of a double row, a grove, of tents and booths, roundabouts, caravans, traps and tethered ponies. A crowd of dark-clad women goes up and down between the rows: there is a sound of machine-made music, of firing at targets, of shouts and neighs and brays and the hoot of engines. Here at the entrance to the grove is a group of yellow vans; some children playing among the shafts and wheels and musing horses; and a gypsy woman on a stool, her head on one side, combing her black hair and talking to the children, while a puppy catches at the end of her tresses when they come swishing down. Beyond are cocoanut-shies,[267] short-sighted cyclists performing, Aunt Sallies, rows of goldfish bowls into which a light ball has to be pitched to earn a prize, stalls full of toys, cheap jewellery and sweets like bedded-out plants, and stout women pattering alongside—bold women, with sleek black or yellow hair and the bearing and countenance of women who have to make their way in the world. Behind these, women are finishing their toilet and their children’s among the vans, preparing meals over red crackling fires, and the horses rest their noses on the stalls and watch the crowd; the long yellow dogs are curled up among the wheels or nosing in the crowd.
The main part of the fair consists of a double row, a grove, of tents and booths, carousels, caravans, games, and tethered ponies. A crowd of women in dark clothing strolls up and down between the rows: there’s the sound of machine-made music, target shooting, shouts, neighs, brays, and engine noises. Here at the entrance to the grove is a group of yellow vans; some kids are playing among the shafts and wheels and daydreaming horses; and a gypsy woman on a stool, tilting her head to one side, is combing her black hair while chatting with the kids, as a puppy playfully tugs at the ends of her hair when they swish down. Beyond are coconut shies, [267] short-sighted cyclists performing, Aunt Sallies, rows of goldfish bowls where you have to pitch a light ball to win a prize, stalls filled with toys, cheap jewelry, and candies like potted plants, and stout women walking by—bold women with sleek black or yellow hair, showing the confident demeanor of those who need to navigate life. Behind these women, others are finishing their grooming and that of their children among the vans, cooking meals over crackling red fires, while horses rest their noses on the stalls and watch the crowd; long yellow dogs are curled up among the wheels or sniffing around the crowd.
There are men selling purses containing a sovereign for sixpence, loud, fat cosmopolitans on a cockney basis with a ceaseless flow of cajolery intermingled with sly indecency; the country policeman in the background puzzling over his duty in the matter, but in the end paralyzed by the showmen’s gift of words. One man has before him a counter on which he asks you to cover a red-painted disc with five smaller discs of zinc, charging twopence for the attempt and promising a watch to the great man who succeeds. After a batch of failures he himself, with good-natured but bored face, shows how easily it is done, and raising his eyes in despair craves for more courage from the audience. The crowd looks on, hesitating, until he singles out the most bashful countryman at the back of the throng, saying: “I like your face. You are a good sort. You have a cheerful face; it’s the rich have the sad faces. So I’ll treat you to a go.” The hero steps forward and succeeds, but as it was a free trial he receives no watch; trying again for twopence he fails. Another tries: “By Jove! that was a near one.” A[268] woman tries, and just as she is finishing, “You’re a ’cute one, missus,” he ejaculates, and she fails. Another tries, and the showman has a watch ready to hand over, and only at the last moment says excitedly (restoring the watch quietly to its place): “I thought you’d got it that time.... Come along! It’s the best game in the world.” Once more he repeats the trick himself without looking, and then exclaims as he sweeps the discs together: “It’s a silly game, I call it!” He is like the preachers who show the stupid world how virtue is won: he has a large audience, a large paunch, and many go away disappointed. The crowd stares, and has the one deep satisfaction of believing that the woman who travels with him is not his wife.
There are guys selling purses with a sovereign for sixpence, loud, chubby city dwellers with a Cockney twist and a nonstop stream of flattery mixed with cheeky innuendo; a country cop stands in the background, confused about what to do, but ultimately speechless in front of the show's clever talkers. One guy has a table where he asks you to cover a red-painted disc with five smaller zinc discs, charging two pence for a shot and promising a watch to anyone who can do it. After a series of failures, he, with a good-natured but bored expression, shows how easily it's done and looks up in despair, asking the audience for more courage. The crowd hesitates until he picks out the most shy countryman at the back, saying, “I like your face. You seem like a decent person. You’ve got a cheerful face; it’s the rich ones who have sad faces. So I’ll let you give it a try for free.” The guy steps up and succeeds, but since it was free, he gets no watch; when he tries again for two pence, he fails. Another person gives it a go: “Wow! That was so close.” A woman tries, and just as she’s finishing, he shouts, “You’re sharp, missus,” but she fails. Someone else gives it a shot, and the showman has a watch ready to hand over, but at the last moment he excitedly says (quietly putting the watch back): “I thought you had it that time.... Come on! It’s the best game in the world.” He repeats the trick himself without looking, then says as he sweeps the discs together: “It’s a silly game, if you ask me!” He’s like preachers showing the clueless world how virtue is achieved: he has a big audience, a large belly, and many leave feeling let down. The crowd watches, having the one deep satisfaction of believing that the woman traveling with him isn’t his wife.
At the upper end of the grove is the gaudy green and gold and scarlet-painted and embossed entrance to the bioscope, raised a few feet above the crowd. On the platform before the door stand two painted men and a girl. The girl has a large nose, loose mouth and a ready, but uneasy, discontented smile as if she knows that her paint is an imperfect refuge from the gaze of the crowd; as if she knows that her eyes are badly darkened, and her white stockings soiled, and her legs too thin under her short skirt, and her yellow hair too stiff. She lounges wearily with a glib clown who wears a bristly fringe of sandy hair round his face, which tickles her and causes roars of laughter when he aims at a kiss. The other performer is a contortionist, a small slender man in dirty, ill-fitting scarlet jacket with many small brass buttons, dirty brown trousers criss-crossed by yellow stripes; his hands in his pockets; his snub nose deep pink, and his lean face made yet leaner and more dismal by a thin streak of red[269] paint on either cheek. His melancholy seems natural, yet adds to his vulgarity because he forsakes it so quickly when he smirks and turns away if the girl exposes her legs too much. For she turns a somersault with the clown at intervals; or doubles herself back to touch the ground first with her yellow hair and at last with her head; or is lifted up by the clown and, supported on the palm of one of his hands, hangs dangling in a limp bow, her face yet gaunter and sadder upside down with senseless eyes and helpless legs. The crowd watch—looking sideways at one another to get their cue—some with unconscious smiles entranced, but most of them grimly controlling the emotions roused by the girl or the contortionist or the clown and the thought of their unstable life. A few squirt water languidly or toss confetti. Others look from time to time to see whether any one in the county dare in broad daylight enter the booth for “gentlemen only,” at the door of which stands a shabby gaudy woman of forty-five grinning contemptuously.
At the upper end of the grove is the flashy green, gold, and scarlet entrance to the bioscope, elevated a few feet above the crowd. On the platform in front of the door stand two painted men and a girl. The girl has a large nose, a loose mouth, and a ready but uneasy, discontented smile, as if she knows her makeup is a poor shield against the crowd's gaze; as if she knows her eyes are overly darkened, her white stockings are dirty, her legs are too thin under her short skirt, and her yellow hair is too stiff. She slouches tiredly with a slick clown who has a bristly fringe of sandy hair around his face, which tickles her and makes her erupt with laughter when he tries to kiss her. The other performer is a contortionist, a small, thin man in a dirty, ill-fitting scarlet jacket with several small brass buttons and dirty brown trousers with yellow stripes criss-crossing them; his hands are in his pockets, his snub nose a deep pink, and his lean face looks even gaunter and duller because of a thin streak of red paint on each cheek. His sadness seems natural but adds to his vulgarity because it vanishes quickly when he smirks and turns away if the girl shows too much leg. She performs flips with the clown at intervals; or bends back to touch the ground first with her yellow hair and then with her head; or gets lifted by the clown, dangling limply in the palm of one of his hands, her face even more drawn and sad upside down, with blank eyes and helpless legs. The crowd watches—glancing sideways at each other for reassurance—some with unconscious smiles, enraptured, but most of them grimly holding back the feelings stirred by the girl, the contortionist, or the clown, and the thought of their precarious lives. A few lazily squirt water or toss confetti. Others occasionally glance over to see if anyone in the county dares to enter the “gentlemen only” booth in broad daylight, where a shabby, flashy woman of forty-five stands grinning with disdain.
Up and down moves the crowd—stiffly dressed children carrying gay toys or bowls of goldfish or cocoanuts—gypsy children with scarves, blue or green or red—lean, tanned, rough-necked labourers caged in their best clothes, except one, a labourer of well past middle age, a tall straight man with a proud grizzled head, good black hat of soft felt low in the crown, white scarf, white jacket, dark-brown corduroys above gleaming black boots.
Up and down moves the crowd—stiffly dressed kids carrying colorful toys or bowls of goldfish or coconuts—gypsy children with scarves, blue or green or red—lean, tanned, tough-looking workers dressed in their best clothes, except for one, an older worker well past middle age, a tall straight man with a proud graying head, a good black soft felt hat sitting low on his crown, a white scarf, a white jacket, dark-brown corduroys above shiny black boots.
On the open heath behind the stalls they are selling horses by auction. Enormous cart-horses plunge out of the groups of men and animals and carry a little man suspended from their necks; stout men in grey gaiters and black hats bobble after. Or more decorously the animals[270] are trotted up and down between rows of men away from the auctioneer and back again, their price in guineas mingling with the statement that they are real workers, while a small boy hustles them with whip and shout from behind, and a big stiff man leads them and, to turn them at the end of the run, shoves his broad back into their withers. The Irish dealers traffic apart and try to sell without auction. Their horses and ponies, braided with primrose and scarlet, stand in a quiet row. Suddenly a boy leads out one on a halter, a hard, plump, small-headed beast bucking madly, and makes it circle rapidly about him, stopping it abruptly and starting it again, with a stiff pink flag which he flaps in its face or pokes into its ribs; if the beast refuses he raises a high loud “whoo-hoop” and curses or growls like an animal. For perhaps five minutes this goes on, the boy never abating his oaths and growls and whoops and flirtings of the pink flag. The horse is led back; a muttering calm follows; another horse is led out. Here and there are groups of cart-mares with huge pedestalled feet and their colts, or of men bending forward over long ash-sticks and talking in low tones. Horses race or walk or are backed into the crowd. Droves of bullocks are driven through the furze. Rows of bulls, sweating but silent and quiet, bow their heads and wait as on a frieze. Again the pink flags are flourished, and the dealer catches a horsy stranger by the arm and whispers and shows him the mare’s teeth. This dealer is a big Irishman with flattened face and snaky nose, his voice deep and laughing. He smiles continually, but when he sees a possible buyer he puts on an artful expression so transparent that his merry face shines clearly underneath and remains the same in triumph or rebuke—is[271] the same at the end of the day when he leads off his horses and stopping at a wayside inn drinks on the kerb, but first gives the one nearest him a gulp from the tankard.
On the open field behind the stalls, they are auctioning horses. Huge cart-horses burst out from the groups of men and animals, carrying a small man dangling from their necks; burly men in gray gaiters and black hats bob along behind. Or more formally, the animals are trotted back and forth between rows of men, moving away from the auctioneer and returning, their prices in guineas mixed with the claim that they are genuine workers, while a little boy urges them on with a whip and shouts from behind, and a big, sturdy man leads them, pushing his broad back against their sides to turn them at the end of their run. The Irish dealers are off to the side, trying to sell without auction. Their horses and ponies, decorated with bright yellow and red, stand quietly in a row. Suddenly, a boy brings one out on a lead, a hard, plump, small-headed creature bucking wildly, and makes it circle around him quickly, stopping it suddenly and starting it again with a stiff pink flag that he flaps in its face or pokes into its ribs; if the horse doesn’t cooperate, he raises a loud “whoo-hoop” and curses or growls like an animal. This goes on for about five minutes, the boy never letting up on his swearing, growling, whooping, and waving the pink flag. The horse is finally led back, followed by a quiet moment; another horse comes out. Scattered around are groups of cart-mares with huge, pedestal-like feet and their colts, or men leaning forward over long ash sticks and talking quietly. Horses either race or walk, or they’re backed into the crowd. Droves of bullocks are driven through the brush. Rows of bulls, sweating but silent and calm, bow their heads and wait as if part of a frieze. The pink flags are waved again, and the dealer grabs the arm of a horse-buyer and whispers while showing him the mare's teeth. This dealer is a large Irishman with a flat face and a long nose, his voice deep and cheerful. He’s always smiling, but when he sees a potential buyer, he puts on a crafty expression that’s so obvious his cheerful face shines through, staying the same whether he’s celebrating or scolding—he’s the same at the end of the day when he leads off his horses and stops at a roadside inn to drink on the curb, but first gives a gulp from the tankard to the horse closest to him.
All night—for a week—it rains, and at last there is a still morning of mist. A fire of weeds and hedge-clippings in a little flat field is smouldering. The ashes are crimson, and the bluish-white smoke flows in a divine cloudy garment round the boy who rakes over the ashes. The heat is great, and the boy, straight and well made, wearing close gaiters of leather that reach above the knees, is languid at his task, and often leans upon his rake to watch the smoke coiling away from him like a monster reluctantly fettered and sometimes bursting into an anger of sprinkled sparks. He adds some wet hay, and the smoke pours out of it like milky fleeces when the shearer reveals the inmost wool with his shears. Above and beyond him the pale blue sky is dimly white-clouded over beech woods, whose many greens and yellows and yellow-greens are softly touched by the early light which cannot penetrate to the blue caverns of shade underneath. Athwart the woods rises a fount of cottage-smoke from among mellow and dim roofs. Under the smoke and partly scarfed at times by a drift from it is the yellow of sunflower and dahlia, the white of anemone, the tenderest green and palest purple of a thick cluster of autumn crocuses that have broken out of the dark earth and stand surprised, amidst their own weak light as of the underworld from which they have come. Robins sing among the fallen apples, and the cooing of wood-pigeons is attuned to the soft light and the colours of the bowers. The yellow[272] apples gleam. It is the gleam of melting frost. Under all the dulcet warmth of the face of things lurks the bitter spirit of the cold. Stand still for more than a few moments and the cold creeps with a warning and then a menace into the breast. That is the bitterness that makes this morning of all others in the year so mournful in its beauty. The colour and the grace invite to still contemplation and long draughts of dream; the frost compels to motion. The scent is that of wood-smoke, of fruit and of some fallen leaves. This is the beginning of the pageant of autumn, of that gradual pompous dying which has no parallel in human life yet draws us to it, with sure bonds. It is a dying of the flesh, and we see it pass through a kind of beauty which we can only call spiritual, of so high and inaccessible a strangeness is it. The sight of such perfection as is many times achieved before the end awakens the never more than lightly sleeping human desire of permanence. Now, now is the hour; let things be thus; thus for ever; there is nothing further to be thought of; let these remain. And yet we have a premonition that remain they must not for more than a little while. The motion of the autumn is a fall, a surrender, requiring no effort, and therefore the mind cannot long be blind to the cycle of things as in the spring it can when the effort and delight of ascension veils the goal and the decline beyond. A few frosts now, a storm of wind and rain, a few brooding mists, and the woods that lately hung dark and massive and strong upon the steep hills are transfigured and have become cloudily light and full of change and ghostly fair; the crowing of a cock in the still misty morning echoes up in the many-coloured trees like a challenge to the spirits of them to come out and be[273] seen, but in vain. For months the woods have been homely and kind, companions and backgrounds to our actions and thoughts, the wide walls of a mansion utterly our own. We could have gone on living with them for ever. We had given up the ardours, the extreme ecstasy of our first bridal affection, but we had not forgotten them. We could not become indifferent to the Spanish chestnut-trees that grow at the top of the steep rocky banks on either side of the road and mingle their foliage overhead. Of all trees well-grown chestnuts are among the most pleasant to look up at. For the foliage is not dense and it is for the most part close to the large boughs, so that the light comes easily down through all the horizontal leaves, and the shape of each separate one is not lost in the multitude, while at the same time the bold twists of the branches are undraped or easily seen through such translucent green. The trunks are crooked, and the handsome deep furrowing of the bark is often spirally cut. The limbs are few and wide apart so as to frame huge delicately lighted and shadowed chambers of silence or of birds’ song. The leaves turn all together to a leathern hue, and when they fall stiffen and display their shape on the ground and long refuse to be merged in the dismal trodden hosts. But when the first one floats past the eye and is blown like a canoe over the pond we recover once more our knowledge and fear of Time. All those ladders of goose-grass that scaled the hedges of spring are dead grey; they are still in their places, but they clamber no longer. The chief flower is the yellow bloom set in the dark ivy round the trunks of the ash-trees; and where it climbs over the holly and makes a solid sunny wall, and in the hedges, a whole people of wasps and wasp-like flies[274] are always at the bloom with crystal wings, except when a passing shadow disperses them for a moment with one buzz. But these cannot long detain the eye from the crumbling woods in the haze or under the large white clouds—from the amber and orange bracken about our knees and the blue recesses among the distant golden beeches when the sky is blue but beginning to be laden with loose rain-clouds, from the line of leaf-tipped poplars that bend against the twilight sky; and there is no scent of flowers to hide that of dead leaves and rotting fruit. We must watch it until the end, and gain slowly the philosophy or the memory or the forgetfulness that fits us for accepting winter’s boon. Pauses there are, of course, or what seem pauses in the declining of this pomp; afternoons when the rooks waver and caw over their beechen town and the pigeons coo content; dawns when the white mist is packed like snow over the vale and the high woods take the level beams and a hundred globes of dew glitter on every thread of the spiders’ hammocks or loose perpendicular nets among the thorns, and through the mist rings the anvil a mile away with a music as merry as that of the daws that soar and dive between the beeches and the spun white cloud; mornings full of the sweetness of mushrooms and blackberries from the short turf among the blue scabious bloom and the gorgeous brier; empurpled evenings before frost when the robin sings passionate and shrill and from the garden earth float the smells of a hundred roots with messages of the dark world; and hours full of the thrush’s soft November music. The end should come in heavy and lasting rain. At all times I love rain, the early momentous thunderdrops, the perpendicular cataract shining, or[275] at night the little showers, the spongy mists, the tempestuous mountain rain. I like to see it possessing the whole earth at evening, smothering civilization, taking away from me myself everything except the power to walk under the dark trees and to enjoy as humbly as the hissing grass, while some twinkling house-light or song sung by a lonely man gives a foil to the immense dark force. I like to see the rain making the streets, the railway station, a pure desert, whether bright with lamps or not. It foams all the roofs and trees and bubbles into the water-butts. It gives the grey rivers a demonic majesty. It scours the roads, sets the flints moving, and exposes the glossy chalk in the tracks through the woods. It does work that will last as long as the earth. It is about eternal business. In its noise and myriad aspect I feel the mortal beauty of immortal things. And then after many days the rain ceases at midnight with the wind, and in the silence of dawn and frost the last rose of the world is dropping her petals down to the glistering whiteness, and there they rest blood-red on the winter’s desolate coast.
All night—for a week—it rains, and finally, there's a calm morning of mist. A fire of weeds and hedge trimmings in a small flat field is smoldering. The ashes are bright red, and the bluish-white smoke flows around the boy raking through the ashes like a divine cloudy cloak. The heat is intense, and the boy, tall and fit, wearing leather gaiters that reach above his knees, is sluggish in his task, often leaning on his rake to watch the smoke swirling away like a reluctant monster that's sometimes bursting into a shower of sparks. He adds some wet hay, and the smoke billows out from it like fluffy clouds when a shearer reveals the inner wool with his shears. Above him, the pale blue sky is lightly covered with white clouds over beech woods, where the numerous greens, yellows, and yellow-greens are softly highlighted by the early light that can't reach the blue depths of shade below. Among the woods rises a plume of cottage smoke from behind warm and dim roofs. Under the smoke and occasionally partially veiled by a drift from it are the yellow sunflowers and dahlias, the white anemones, the softest green and lightest purple of a dense group of autumn crocuses that have burst from the dark earth, standing in awe amidst their own gentle glow as if from the underworld. Robins sing among the fallen apples, and the cooing of wood pigeons harmonizes with the gentle light and colors of the surroundings. The yellow apples shine like melting frost. Beneath all the sweet warmth of this landscape lurks the bitter spirit of the cold. Stand still for more than a few moments, and the cold seeps in with a warning and then a threat to your chest. That is the bitterness that makes this morning, more than any other in the year, so mournful in its beauty. The colors and grace invite deep reflection and long dreams; the frost demands movement. The scent is of wood smoke, fruit, and fallen leaves. This marks the start of autumn's grand display, that slow, pompous decline which has no equal in human life yet draws us inescapably to it. It is a dying of the flesh, and we see it pass through a kind of beauty that can only be described as spiritual, so high and wonderfully strange it is. Witnessing such perfection that often emerges before the end stirs the ever-so-slightly dormant human longing for permanence. Now, now is the moment; let things be this way; this forever; there’s nothing more to consider; let these remain. Yet, we sense that they cannot linger for long. The motion of autumn is a fall, a surrender, requiring no effort, making it impossible for the mind to ignore the cycle of life as it can during spring, when the joy of ascent obscures the decline beyond. A few frosts now, a storm of wind and rain, some brooding mists, and the woods that once loomed dark, massive, and strong atop the steep hills transform into a hazy light filled with change and ghostly beauty; the crowing of a rooster in the still, misty morning echoes through the colorful trees like a challenge for their spirits to come out and be seen, but in vain. For months, the woods have felt cozy and kind, companions and backdrops to our actions and thoughts, the vast walls of a mansion utterly our own. We could have continued living among them forever. We had let go of the passions and the extreme ecstasy of our first romantic love, but we hadn’t forgotten them. We couldn’t be indifferent to the Spanish chestnut trees growing atop the steep, rocky banks on either side of the road, their branches intertwining overhead. Amongst well-developed trees, chestnuts are among the most pleasant to gaze upon. Their foliage isn’t dense and is mostly close to the large branches, allowing light to filter easily through all the horizontal leaves, while the unique shape of each separate leaf isn’t lost in the multitude, all while the bold curves of the branches are revealed or can be seen through the translucent green. The trunks are twisted, and the attractive deep grooves of the bark are often spirally marked. The limbs are sparse and widely spaced, framing huge softly lit and shadowed chambers of silence or birdsong. The leaves collectively turn a leathery hue, and when they drop, they harden and display their shape on the ground, long refusing to blend into the dreary, trodden masses. But when the first one floats by the eye and is blown like a canoe over the pond, we regain our awareness and dread of Time. All those ladders of goosegrass that climbed the hedges of spring are dead and gray. They remain in place but no longer climb. The main flower is the yellow bloom set against the dark ivy wrapping around the trunks of the ash trees; where it climbs over the holly, it creates a solid sunny wall, and in the hedges, a whole swarm of wasps and wasp-like flies are always buzzing at the bloom with crystal wings, except when a passing shadow momentarily scatters them with a buzz. But these cannot divert our gaze for long from the crumbling woods in the haze or beneath the large white clouds—from the amber and orange bracken at our knees and the blue recesses among the distant golden beeches when the sky is blue yet beginning to be weighed down with loose rain clouds, from the line of leaf-tipped poplars bowing against the twilight sky; and there’s no scent of flowers to mask the smell of dead leaves and rotting fruit. We must observe it until the end, gradually gaining the philosophy, memory, or forgetfulness that prepares us to accept winter's gift. There are of course moments that seem like pauses in this decline; afternoons when the rooks flutter and caw over their beech tree town and the pigeons coo contentedly; dawns when white mist blankets the valley like snow and the high woods receive the low beams, and a hundred dew droplets sparkle on every thread of the spider webs or loose vertical nets among the thorns, and through the mist, the anvil rings a mile away with music as joyful as the daws soaring and diving between the beeches and the spun white clouds; mornings filled with the sweetness of mushrooms and blackberries from the short grass among the blue scabious bloom and the vibrant bramble; purple evenings before frost when the robin sings with passion and urgency, from the garden earth float the scents of a hundred roots bearing messages from the dark world; and hours full of the thrush’s gentle November music. The end should come with heavy, lasting rain. At all times, I love rain: the early, momentous drops of thunder, the straight-down waterfall shining, or at night, the gentle showers, the spongy mists, the tempestuous mountain rain. I enjoy watching it claim the entire earth in the evening, suffocating civilization, taking away everything from me except the ability to walk beneath dark trees and to enjoy, as humbly as the hissing grass, while a flickering house light or a song sung by a lonely person contrasts against the vast dark force. I like to see the rain transforming the streets and the train station into a pure desert, whether bright with lamps or not. It foams on all the roofs and trees, bubbling into water butts. It gives the grey rivers a wild grandeur. It cleans the roads, sends the flints rolling, and reveals the shiny chalk along the paths through the woods. It performs work that will last as long as the earth. It’s engaged in eternal business. In its noise and countless forms, I feel the mortal beauty of immortal things. And then, after many days, the rain stops at midnight with the wind, and in the silence of dawn and frost, the last rose of the world drops its petals to the glistening whiteness, and there they rest, blood-red on winter’s desolate shore.
INDEX
- Angelico, Fra, 253
- April, 31, 155
- Arabian Nights, 63, 222
- Ashdown, 8, 47, 48
- August, 51, 181, 186, 210, 262
- Bain, F. W., 222
- Ballads, 224, 240
- Belloc, Hilaire, 1
- Beowulf, 158
- Berkshire, 255
- Blake, 35, 133
- Books, 26, 109, 130, 131, 178
- Borrow, 77, 117
- Bradley, A. G., 11
- Brocken, Henry, 178
- Browne, Thomas, 86
- Byron, 111
- Canal, Wilts. and Berks., 3
- Cathedrals, 4
- Catullus, 109
- Centuries of Meditation, 126
- Chaucer, 109, 110, 125
- Colman’s Hatch, 60
- Conrad, Joseph, 130
- Cornwall, 154, 249
- Cows, 129, 204, 252
- Crouch’s Croft, 47
- Crowborough, 47
- Cuckoo, 41
- Doughty, Charles M., 147, 153
- Downs, 1, 2, 8, 10, 28, 31, 35, 38, 40, 48, 50, 53, 71, 87, 101, 104, 152, 169, 183, 205, 210, 227, 237, 255, 258
- Drayton, Michael, 109
- Fair, A South Country, 266
- February, 17
- Game, 59, 68
- Genée, Mademoiselle, 179
- Gerald of Wales, 150
- Golden Age, 125
- Gypsies, 129, 257, 266
- Hampshire, 19, 28, 46, 121, 129, 186, 188, 196, 210, 230, 255, 265
- History, 5, 147
- [278]Hops, 262
- Houses, 12, 57, 116, 117, 118, 196, 201, 220, 227, 229, 235
- Hudson, W. H., 130
- Inns, 12, 72, 102, 192, 208, 214, 216, 233, 240
- Jefferies, Richard, 136, 145, 245
- Jonson, Ben, 109, 202
- Journalist, 7, 78, 125
- June, 121
- Kent, 11, 44, 47, 260
- Lamb, Charles, 138
- Land’s End, 42, 166
- London, 3, 10, 51, 60, 74, 87, 95, 98, 171, 190
- Lucas, E. V., 11
- M, 115
- Maeterlinck, 36
- Malory, 130
- March, 20, 30
- May, 49, 84, 103, 107, 109, 112, 117, 128
- Milton, John, 109
- Morris, William, 109, 113
- Names of places, 148
- Nature-teaching, 141
- Nightingale, 33, 206
- November, 99
- Oasts, 49, 260
- October, 80, 265
- Pantagruel, 178
- Pattison, Mark, 145
- Penshurst, 202
- Piet Down, 47
- Pilgrim’s Way, 3, 11, 44, 50, 52, 55, 58, 59, 210
- Railway, 95, 199
- Rivers of the South Country, 2, 3, 52, 107, 219, 229, 232
- Roads, 101, 108, 124, 193, 215, 219, 228, 246, 255
- Salt, Henry S., 256
- Sandsbury Lane, 60
- Scott, 63
- Sea, 15, 157
- Shelley, 112, 114
- Sidney, Sir Philip, 109, 125, 202
- Signboards, 4
- Socialism, 94
- Socialist, 257
- Spring, 22 et passim
- Statius, 229
- Suburbs, 61
- Suffolk, 15
- Sunday, 124, 186
- Surrey, 41, 58, 98
- Sussex, 68, 100, 114, 181, 189, 196, 255
- Swinburne, A. C., 111
- “Swineherds County,” 211
- Thoreau, 76, 77, 145
- [279]Tolstoy, 143
- Traherne, Thomas, 126, 131, 134, 142
- Trespassers, 59, 215
- Vagrants, 25, 188, 249
- Vaughan, Thomas, 137
- Villon, 109
- Wales, 7, 9, 10, 76, 77, 125, 150, 153, 163, 175, 232
- Walton, Izaak, 125
- Wandsworth, 74, 255
- Weald, 53, 56, 58, 70, 85, 106, 169
- West, the, 9, 254
- White, Gilbert, 76, 145
- Whitman, Walt, 113, 135
- Wiltshire, 11, 191, 210, 235, 245
- Winchester, 6, 7, 38
- Woolmer, 8, 47
- Wordsworth, 6, 77, 132, 137, 241
THE END
THE END
Richard Clay & Sons, Limited,
BREAD STREET HILL, E.C., AND
BUNGAY, SUFFOLK.
Richard Clay & Sons, Ltd.,
BREAD STREET HILL, E.C., AND
BUNGAY, SUFFOLK.
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- p. 34 "gnomes of undergound" changed to "gnomes of underground"
- p. 62 "hoisery" changed to "hosiery"
- p. 154 "CORNWALL" changed to "CORNWALL."
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- p. 256 (note) "(Fifield)" changed to "(Fifield)."
- p. 277 "210 262" changed to "210, 262"
- p. 277 "Wilts. and Berks" changed to "Wilts. and Berks."
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