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THE WATSONS

THE WATSONS
The Watsons
BY
BY
JANE AUSTEN
Jane Austen
AUTHOR OF "PRIDE AND PREJUDICE,"
"SENSE AND SENSIBILITY," ETC.
AUTHOR OF "PRIDE AND PREJUDICE,"
"SENSE AND SENSIBILITY," ETC.
CONCLUDED
CONCLUDED
BY
BY
L. OULTON
L. OULTON

D. APPLETON AND COMPANY
NEW YORK :: :: :: MCMXXIII
D. APPLETON AND COMPANY
NEW YORK :: :: :: 1923
COPYRIGHT, 1923, BY
D. APPLETON AND COMPANY
COPYRIGHT, 1923, BY
D. APPLETON AND COMPANY
PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
CONTENTS
PAGE | |
PREFACE | v |
CHAPTER I | 1 |
CHAPTER II | 18 |
CHAPTER III | 50 |
CHAPTER IV | 65 |
CHAPTER V | 73 |
CHAPTER VI | 102 |
CHAPTER VII | 113 |
CHAPTER VIII | 122 |
CHAPTER IX | 131 |
CHAPTER X | 137 |
CHAPTER XI | 143 |
CHAPTER XII | 154 |
CHAPTER XIII | 161 |
CHAPTER XIV | 165 |
CHAPTER XV | 175 |
CHAPTER XVI | 184 |
CHAPTER XVII | 195 |
CHAPTER XVIII | 200 |
CHAPTER XIX | 206 |
CHAPTER XX | 206 |
PREFACE
This work was left by its author, a fragment without a name, in so elementary a state as not even to be divided into chapters, and some obscurities and inaccuracies of expression may be observed in it which the author would probably have corrected. The original manuscript is the property of my sister, Miss Austen, by whose permission it is now published. I have called it The Watsons, for the sake of having a title by which to designate it. Two questions may be asked concerning it. When was it written? And, why was it never finished? I was unable to answer the first question, so long as I had only the internal evidence of the style to guide me. I felt satisfied, indeed, that it did not belong to that early class of her writings which are mentioned at page 46 of the Memoir, but rather bore marks of her[Pg vi] more mature style, though it had never been subjected to the filing and polishing process by which she was accustomed to impart a high finish to her published works. At last, on a close inspection of the original manuscript, the water-marks of 1803 and 1804 were found in the paper on which it was written. It is therefore probable that it was composed at Bath, before she ceased to reside there in 1805. This would place the date a few years later than the composition, but earlier than the publication of Sense and Sensibility, and Pride and Prejudice. To the second question, why was it never finished? I can give no satisfactory answer. I think it will be generally admitted that there is much in it which promised well; that some of the characters are drawn with her wonted vigour, and some with a delicate discrimination peculiarly her own; and that it is rich in her especial power of telling the story, and bringing out the characters by conversation rather than by description. It could not have been broken up for the purpose of using the materials[Pg vii] in another fabric; for, with the exception of Mrs. Robert Watson, in whom a resemblance to the future Mrs. Elton is very discernible, it would not be easy to trace much resemblance between this and any of her subsequent works. She must have felt some regret at leaving Tom Musgrave's character incomplete; yet he never appears elsewhere. My own idea is, but it is only a guess, that the author became aware of the evil of having placed her heroine too low, in such a position of poverty and obscurity as, though not necessarily connected with vulgarity, has a sad tendency to degenerate into it; and, therefore, like a singer who has begun on too low a note, she discontinued the strain. It was an error of which she was likely to become more sensible, as she grew older and saw more of Society; certainly she never repeated it by placing the heroine of any subsequent work under circumstances likely to be unfavourable to the refinement of a lady.
This work was left by its author, a fragment without a name, in such a basic state that it isn’t even divided into chapters, and some unclear and inaccurate expressions can be found in it that the author likely would have fixed. The original manuscript belongs to my sister, Miss Austen, and it is now being published with her permission. I've titled it The Watsons just so it has a name to refer to it. Two questions can be asked about it: When was it written? And why was it never finished? I couldn’t answer the first question only by looking at the writing style. I was pretty sure that it wasn’t from that early stage of her work mentioned on page 46 of the Memoir, but rather showed signs of her[Pg vi] more mature style, even though it hadn’t gone through the editing process that she usually used to give her published works a polished finish. Finally, after closely examining the original manuscript, I found watermarks from 1803 and 1804 on the paper it was written on. This suggests that it was likely written in Bath, before she stopped living there in 1805. This puts the date a few years after it was composed, but earlier than the publication of Sense and Sensibility and Pride and Prejudice. To the second question, why was it never finished? I can’t provide a satisfactory answer. It’s widely agreed that there’s a lot in it with great potential; some characters are portrayed with her usual energy, and others with a subtle discrimination uniquely hers; plus, it displays her special talent for storytelling, drawing out characters through dialogue rather than description. It seems unlikely that it was abandoned to use those materials[Pg vii] elsewhere; aside from Mrs. Robert Watson, who resembles the future Mrs. Elton notably, it’s hard to find much connection to her later works. She must have felt some regret at leaving Tom Musgrave's character unfinished; yet he doesn’t appear anywhere else. My thought is, though it’s just a guess, that the author realized the problem of placing her heroine too low in a situation of poverty and obscurity that, while not inherently linked to vulgarity, has a depressing tendency to lead to it; and so, like a singer who has started on too low a note, she stopped the song. This was a mistake she likely became more aware of as she got older and experienced more of Society; she certainly never repeated it by putting the heroine of any later work in situations that could negatively affect the refinement of a lady.
J. E. Austen Leigh
J. E. Austen Leigh
THE WATSONS
THE WATSONS
CHAPTER I
The first winter assembly in the town of D——, in Surrey, was to be held on Tuesday, October 13th, and it was generally expected to be a very good one. A long list of county families was confidently run over as sure of attending, and sanguine hopes were entertained that the Osbornes themselves would be there. The Edwards' invitation to the Watsons followed, as a matter of course. The Edwards were people of fortune, who lived in the town and kept their coach. The Watsons inhabited a village about three miles distant, were poor and had no close carriage; and ever since there had been balls in the place, the former were accustomed to invite the latter to dress, dine, and sleep at their house on every monthly return throughout the winter. On the present occasion,[Pg 2] as only two of Mr. Watson's children were at home, and one was always necessary as companion to himself, for he was sickly and had lost his wife, one only could profit by the kindness of their friends. Miss Emma Watson, who was very recently returned to her family from the care of an aunt who had brought her up, was to make her first public appearance in the neighbourhood; and her eldest sister, whose delight in a ball was not lessened by a ten years' enjoyment, had some merit in cheerfully undertaking to drive her and all her finery in the old chair to D—— on the important morning.
The first winter gathering in the town of D——, in Surrey, was set for Tuesday, October 13th, and everyone expected it to be quite an event. A long list of local families was confidently mentioned as sure to attend, and there was hope that the Osbornes would be present. The Edwards' invitation to the Watsons was a given. The Edwards were well-off and lived in town with their own coach. The Watsons lived in a village about three miles away, were less fortunate, and didn’t have a carriage of their own; ever since balls began in the area, the Edwards had invited the Watsons to dress, dine, and stay at their home every month throughout the winter. On this occasion,[Pg 2] since only two of Mr. Watson's children were at home, and one was always needed to keep him company because he was unwell and had lost his wife, only one could take advantage of their friends' kindness. Miss Emma Watson, who had just returned to her family after being raised by an aunt, was set to make her first public appearance in the area, and her oldest sister, who still enjoyed balls after ten years, had the grace to drive her and all her fancy attire in the old carriage to D—— on that important morning.
As they splashed along the dirty lane Miss Watson thus instructed and cautioned her inexperienced sister.
As they splashed along the muddy path, Miss Watson told her inexperienced sister what to do and warned her about the dangers.
"I daresay it will be a very good ball, and among so many officers you will hardly want partners. You will find Mrs. Edwards' maid very willing to help you, and I would advise you to ask Mary Edwards' opinion if you are at all at a loss, for she has a very good taste. If Mr. Edwards does not lose his money at cards[Pg 3] you will stay as late as you can wish for; if he does he will hurry you home perhaps—but you are sure of some comfortable soup. I hope you will be in good looks. I should not be surprised if you were to be thought one of the prettiest girls in the room, there is a great deal in novelty. Perhaps Tom Musgrave may take notice of you, but I would advise you by all means not to give him any encouragement. He generally pays attention to every new girl, but he is a great flirt, and never means anything serious."
"I think it’s going to be a great ball, and with so many officers around, you’ll hardly need to worry about finding partners. You’ll see that Mrs. Edwards' maid will be eager to help you, and I suggest you ask Mary Edwards for her opinion if you're unsure about anything, as she has great taste. If Mr. Edwards doesn’t lose his money playing cards[Pg 3], you can stay as late as you want; if he does, he might rush you home, but you can definitely count on some nice soup. I hope you look good. I wouldn't be surprised if people consider you one of the prettiest girls there, as there's something special about being new. Maybe Tom Musgrave will notice you, but I strongly advise you not to encourage him. He usually flirts with every new girl, but he never takes it seriously."
"I think I have heard you speak of him before," said Emma. "Who is he?"
"I think I've heard you mention him before," said Emma. "Who is he?"
"A young man of very good fortune, quite independent, and remarkably agreeable, an universal favourite wherever he goes. Most of the girls hereabouts are in love with him, or have been. I believe I am the only one among them that have escaped with a whole heart; and yet I was the first he paid attention to when he came into this country six years ago; and very great attention did he pay me. Some people say that he has never seemed to[Pg 4] like any girl so well since, though he is always behaving in a particular way to one or another."
"A young man with great wealth, totally independent, and really charming, he’s a universal favorite wherever he goes. Most of the girls around here are either in love with him or have been at some point. I think I'm the only one who has managed to escape unscathed; yet I was the first one he showed interest in when he came to this country six years ago, and he paid me a lot of attention. Some people say he hasn’t seemed to [Pg 4] like any girl as much since, even though he always behaves in a special way towards one girl or another."
"And how came your heart to be the only cold one?" asked Emma, smiling.
"And how did your heart become the only cold one?" asked Emma, smiling.
"There was a reason for that," replied Miss Watson, changing colour. "I have not been very well used among them, Emma. I hope you will have better luck."
"There’s a reason for that," replied Miss Watson, changing color. "I haven’t been treated very well among them, Emma. I hope you have better luck."
"Dear sister, I beg your pardon, if I have unthinkingly given you pain."
"Dear sister, I'm really sorry if I have thoughtlessly hurt you."
"When we first knew Tom Musgrave," continued Miss Watson, without seeming to hear her, "I was very much attached to a young man of the name of Purvis, a particular friend of Robert's, who used to be with us a great deal. Everybody thought it would have been a match."
"When we first met Tom Musgrave," Miss Watson continued, apparently not hearing her, "I was really close to a young man named Purvis, a close friend of Robert's, who spent a lot of time with us. Everyone thought it would end in marriage."
A sigh accompanied these words, which Emma respected in silence. But her sister, after a short pause, went on.
A sigh followed these words, which Emma acknowledged quietly. But her sister, after a brief pause, continued.
"You will naturally ask why it did not take place, and why he is married to another woman, while I am still single. But you must ask him—not me—you must ask Penelope. Yes, Emma, Penelope was at[Pg 5] the bottom of it all. She thinks everything fair for a husband. I trusted her: she set him against me, with a view of gaining him herself, and it ended in his discontinuing his visits, and, soon after, marrying somebody else. Penelope makes light of her conduct, but I think such treachery very bad. It has been the ruin of my happiness. I shall never love any man as I loved Purvis. I do not think Tom Musgrave should be named with him in the same day."
"You might naturally wonder why it didn’t happen and why he’s married to someone else while I’m still single. But you should ask him—not me—you should ask Penelope. Yes, Emma, Penelope was the root of it all. She thinks anything is fair game for a husband. I trusted her: she turned him against me to try to win him for herself, and it resulted in him stopping his visits and then marrying someone else soon after. Penelope brushes off her actions, but I think that kind of betrayal is really terrible. It has destroyed my happiness. I will never love any man as much as I loved Purvis. I don’t think Tom Musgrave should even be mentioned in the same breath as him."
"You quite shock me by what you say of Penelope," said Emma. "Could a sister do such a thing? Rivalry, treachery between sisters! I shall be afraid of being acquainted with her. But I hope it was not so; appearances were against her."
"You really shock me with what you’re saying about Penelope," Emma said. "Could a sister actually do that? Rivalry and betrayal between sisters! I’m going to be wary of getting to know her. But I hope it’s not true; the evidence does seem to point in that direction."
"You do not know Penelope. There is nothing she would not do to get married. She would as good as tell you so herself. Do not trust her with any secrets of your own, take warning by me, do not trust her; she has her good qualities, but she has no faith, no honour, no scruples, if she can promote her own advantage. I wish with[Pg 6] all my heart she was well married. I declare I had rather have her well married than myself."
"You don’t know Penelope. There’s nothing she wouldn’t do to get married. She’d basically tell you that herself. Don’t trust her with any of your secrets; take my advice—don’t trust her. She has her good qualities, but she lacks faith, honor, and scruples if it means advancing her own interests. I truly wish with[Pg 6] all my heart that she was happily married. I honestly would rather see her well married than myself."
"Than yourself! Yes, I can suppose so. A heart wounded like yours can have little inclination for matrimony."
"Than yourself! Yeah, I can see that. A heart hurt like yours probably doesn't have much desire for marriage."
"Not much, indeed—but you know we must marry."
"Not much, really—but you know we have to get married."
"I could do very well single for my own part."
"I can be just fine on my own."
"A little company, and a pleasant ball now and then, would be enough for me, if one could be young for ever; but my father cannot provide for us, and it is very bad to grow old and be poor and laughed at. I have lost Purvis, it is true; but very few people marry their first loves. I should not refuse a man because he was not Purvis. Not that I can ever quite forgive Penelope."
"A little company and a fun party now and then would be enough for me, if only we could stay young forever; but my father can’t take care of us, and it really sucks to get old, be broke, and be ridiculed. I’ve lost Purvis, it’s true; but not many people end up marrying their first loves. I wouldn’t reject a guy just because he wasn’t Purvis. Not that I can ever fully forgive Penelope."
Emma shook her head in acquiescence.
Emma shook her head in agreement.
"Penelope, however, has had her troubles," continued Miss Watson. "She was sadly disappointed in Tom Musgrave, who afterwards transferred his attentions from me to her, and whom she was very[Pg 7] fond of, but he never means anything serious, and when he had trifled with her long enough, he began to slight her for Margaret, and poor Penelope was very wretched. And since then she has been trying to make some match at Chichester—she won't tell us with whom, but I believe it is a rich old Dr. Harding, uncle to the friend she goes to see; and she has taken a vast deal of trouble about him, and given up a great deal of time to no purpose as yet. When she went away the other day, she said it should be the last time. I suppose you did not know what her particular business was at Chichester, nor guess at the object which could take her away from Stanton just as you were coming home after so many years' absence."
"Penelope, though, has had her share of problems," Miss Watson continued. "She was really let down by Tom Musgrave, who then started paying attention to me before moving on to her, and she was very[Pg 7] fond of him. But he never intended anything serious, and after messing with her feelings for a while, he started ignoring her for Margaret, which left poor Penelope feeling very unhappy. Since then, she has been trying to set up a match in Chichester—she won't tell us with whom, but I think it’s a wealthy old Dr. Harding, who is the uncle of the friend she visited; and she has gone to a lot of trouble over him, dedicating a significant amount of time without any success so far. When she left the other day, she mentioned it would be the last time. I guess you didn’t know what her specific business was in Chichester or realize the reason she left Stanton just as you were coming home after so many years away."
"No, indeed, I had not the smallest suspicion of it. I considered her engagement to Mrs. Shaw just at that time as very unfortunate for me. I had hoped to find all my sisters at home, to be able to make an immediate friend of each."
"No, I honestly had no idea about it. I thought her engagement to Mrs. Shaw at that moment was really unfortunate for me. I had hoped to find all my sisters at home so I could quickly become friends with each of them."
"I suspect the Doctor to have had an attack of the asthma, and that she was[Pg 8] hurried away on that account. The Shaws are quite on her side—at least I believe so; but she tells me nothing. She professes to keep her own counsel; she says, and truly enough, that 'Too many cooks spoil the broth.'"
"I think the Doctor might have had an asthma attack, and that she was[Pg 8] rushed away because of it. The Shaws seem to be on her side—at least, I believe they are; but she doesn’t share anything with me. She claims to keep to herself; she says, and it’s true, that 'Too many cooks spoil the broth.'"
"I am sorry for her anxieties," said Emma, "but I do not like her plans or her opinions. I shall be afraid of her. She must have too masculine and bold a temper. To be so bent on marriage—to pursue a man merely for the sake of situation, is a sort of thing that shocks me; I cannot understand it. Poverty is a great evil; but to a woman of education and feeling it ought not, it cannot be, the greatest. I would rather be teacher at a school—and I can think of nothing worse—than marry a man I did not like."
"I feel bad for her worries," said Emma, "but I don’t agree with her plans or her views. I’ll be wary of her. She seems too aggressive and bold. Being so focused on marriage—going after a guy just for his status—is something I find shocking; I can’t wrap my head around it. Poverty is a serious issue, but for a woman who is educated and has feelings, it shouldn't, and can't be, the worst situation. I’d rather be a teacher at a school—and I can't think of anything worse—than marry a man I didn’t like."
"I would rather do anything than be teacher at a school," said her sister. "I have been at school, Emma, and know what a life they lead; you never have. I should not like marrying a disagreeable man any more than yourself, but I do not think there are many very disagreeable[Pg 9] men; I think I could like any good-humoured man with a comfortable income. I suppose my aunt brought you up to be rather refined."
"I would rather do anything than be a teacher at a school," her sister said. "I have been in school, Emma, and know what kind of life they have; you haven't. I wouldn't want to marry an unpleasant man any more than you would, but I don’t think there are many really unpleasant[Pg 9] men; I think I could like any good-natured man with a decent income. I guess my aunt raised you to be a bit refined."
"Indeed, I do not know. My conduct must tell you how I have been brought up. I am no judge of it myself. I cannot compare my aunt's method with any other person's, because I know no other."
"Honestly, I have no idea. My behavior should show you how I was raised. I'm not the best judge of it myself. I can't compare my aunt's way of doing things with anyone else's because I don't know anyone else."
"But I can see in a great many things that you are very refined. I have observed it ever since you came home, and I am afraid it will not be for your happiness. Penelope will laugh at you very much."
"But I can see in a lot of ways that you're very sophisticated. I've noticed it ever since you got back, and I'm worried it won't bring you happiness. Penelope will tease you a lot."
"That will not be for my happiness, I am sure. If my opinions are wrong I must correct them; if they are above my situation, I must endeavour to conceal them; but I doubt whether ridicule—has Penelope much wit?"
"That won't make me happy, I’m sure. If my opinions are wrong, I need to fix them; if they’re beyond my position, I have to try to hide them; but I wonder if ridicule—does Penelope have much wit?"
"Yes, she has great spirit, and never cares what she says."
"Yeah, she has a strong personality and doesn’t worry about what she says."
"Margaret is more gentle, I imagine?"
"Isn't Margaret more gentle, I guess?"
"Yes, especially in company; she is all gentleness and mildness when anybody is by. But she is a little fretful and perverse[Pg 10] among ourselves. Poor creature! She is possessed with the notion of Tom Musgrave's being more seriously in love with her than he ever was with anybody else, and is always expecting him to come to the point. This is the second time within this twelvemonth that she has gone to spend a month with Robert and Jane on purpose to egg him on by her absence; but I am sure she is mistaken, and that he will no more follow her to Croydon now than he did last March. He will never marry unless he can marry somebody very great; Miss Osborne, perhaps, or somebody in that style."
"Yeah, especially around others; she is super sweet and gentle when anyone is around. But she gets a bit moody and stubborn when it's just us. Poor thing! She's convinced that Tom Musgrave is more in love with her than he ever was with anyone else, and she’s always waiting for him to finally say something. This is the second time in the past year that she’s gone to stay with Robert and Jane, hoping that her absence will push him to act; but I really think she’s wrong, and he won’t chase after her to Croydon any more than he did last March. He won’t marry anyone unless she’s someone really important; maybe Miss Osborne or someone like that."
"Your account of this Tom Musgrave, Elizabeth, gives me very little inclination for his acquaintance."
"Your description of this Tom Musgrave, Elizabeth, makes me very reluctant to meet him."
"You are afraid of him; I do not wonder at you."
"You’re scared of him; I can’t blame you."
"No, indeed, I dislike and despise him."
"No, I really dislike and look down on him."
"Dislike and despise Tom Musgrave! No, that you never can. I defy you not to be delighted with him if he takes notice of you. I hope he will dance with you, and I daresay he will, unless the Osbornes[Pg 11] come with a large party, and then he will not speak to anybody else."
"Dislike and hate Tom Musgrave? No, you really can’t. I challenge you not to be charmed by him if he pays attention to you. I hope he asks you to dance, and I bet he will, unless the Osbornes[Pg 11] show up with a big group, and then he won’t talk to anyone else."
"He seems to have most engaging manners!" said Emma. "Well, we shall see how irresistible Mr. Tom Musgrave and I find each other. I suppose I shall know him as soon as I enter the ball-room: he must carry some of his charms in his face."
"He seems to have the most charming manners!" said Emma. "Well, we'll see how irresistible Mr. Tom Musgrave and I find each other. I guess I'll recognize him as soon as I walk into the ballroom: he must have some of his charisma in his face."
"You will not find him in the ball-room, I can tell you; you will go early, that Mrs. Edwards may get a good place by the fire, and he never comes till late; if the Osbornes are coming, he will wait in the passage and come in with them. I should like to look in upon you, Emma. If it was but a good day with my father, I would wrap myself up, and James should drive me over as soon as I had made tea for him, and I should be with you by the time the dancing began."
"You won't find him in the ballroom, I can assure you; you'll want to arrive early so Mrs. Edwards can secure a good spot by the fire, and he always shows up late. If the Osbornes are coming, he'll hang out in the hallway and enter with them. I'd love to drop by, Emma. If my dad is having a good day, I'd bundle up, and James would drive me over as soon as I make him some tea, and I'd get to you right as the dancing starts."
"What! Would you come late at night in this chair?"
"What! Are you really coming this late at night in that chair?"
"To be sure I would. There, I said you were very refined, and that's an instance of it."
"Of course I would. There, I said you were very sophisticated, and that's an example of it."
Emma for a moment made no answer. At last she said—
Emma was silent for a moment. Finally, she said—
"I wish, Elizabeth, you had not made a point of my going to this ball; I wish you were going instead of me. Your pleasure would be greater than mine. I am a stranger here, and know nobody but the Edwards; my enjoyment, therefore, must be very doubtful. Yours, among all your acquaintances, would be certain. It is not too late to change. Very little apology would be requisite to the Edwards, who must be more glad of your company than of mine; and I should most readily return to my father, and should not be at all afraid to drive this quiet old creature home. Your clothes I would undertake to find means of sending to you."
"I wish, Elizabeth, you hadn’t insisted that I go to this ball; I wish you were going instead of me. You would enjoy it much more than I would. I’m a stranger here and only know the Edwards; my fun is likely to be pretty limited. Yours, among all your friends, would definitely be enjoyable. It’s not too late to switch. It wouldn’t take much to apologize to the Edwards, who would be much happier to have you than me; I would gladly go back to my father, and I wouldn’t mind driving this quiet old fellow home. I can easily find a way to send your clothes to you."
"My dearest Emma," cried Elizabeth, warmly. "Do you think I would do such a thing? Not for the universe! But I shall never forget your good-nature in proposing it. You must have a sweet temper indeed! I never met anything like it! And would you really give up the ball that I might be able to go to it? Believe[Pg 13] me, Emma, I am not so selfish as that comes to. No; though I am nine years older than you are, I would not be the means of keeping you from being seen. You are very pretty, and it would be very hard that you should not have as fair a chance as we have all had to make your fortune. No, Emma; whoever stays at home this winter, it shan't be you. I am sure I should never have forgiven the person who kept me from a ball at nineteen."
"My dearest Emma," Elizabeth exclaimed warmly. "Do you really think I would do something like that? Not for the world! But I will never forget your kindness in suggesting it. You must have such a sweet temperament! I've never seen anything like it! And would you honestly give up the ball so that I could go? Believe[Pg 13] me, Emma, I'm not that selfish. No; even though I'm nine years older than you, I wouldn’t hold you back from being seen. You’re very pretty, and it would be so unfair for you not to have as good a chance as we all have had to make your way. No, Emma; whoever stays home this winter, it won't be you. I know I would never forgive someone who kept me from a ball at nineteen."
Emma expressed her gratitude, and for a few minutes they jogged on in silence. Elizabeth first spoke—
Emma expressed her thanks, and for a few minutes they continued running in silence. Elizabeth was the first to speak—
"You will take notice who Mary Edwards dances with?"
"You will notice who Mary Edwards dances with?"
"I will remember her partners, if I can; but you know they will be all strangers to me."
"I'll remember her partners, if I can; but you know they'll all be strangers to me."
"Only observe whether she dances with Captain Hunter more than once—I have my fears in that quarter. Not that her father or mother like officers; but if she does, you know, it is all over with poor Sam. And I have promised to write him word who she dances with."
"Just pay attention to whether she dances with Captain Hunter more than once—I’m worried about that. It’s not that her parents dislike officers; it’s just if she does like him, it’s all over for poor Sam. And I promised to let him know who she dances with."
"Is Sam attached to Miss Edwards?"
Is Sam into Ms. Edwards?
"Did not you know that?"
"Didn't you know that?"
"How should I know it? How should I know in Shropshire what is passing of that nature in Surrey? It is not likely that circumstances of such delicacy should have made any part of the scanty communication which passed between you and me for the last fourteen years."
"How am I supposed to know? How am I supposed to know in Shropshire what's going on in Surrey? It's unlikely that such sensitive matters would have been part of the limited conversations we've had over the past fourteen years."
"I wonder I never mentioned it when I wrote. Since you have been at home, I have been so busy with my poor father, and our great wash, that I have had no leisure to tell you anything; but, indeed, I concluded you knew it all. He has been very much in love with her these two years, and it is a great disappointment to him that he cannot always get away to our balls; but Mr. Curtis won't often spare him, and just now it is a sickly time at Guildford."
"I don’t know why I never brought it up when I wrote. Since you've been home, I've been so busy taking care of my poor father and dealing with our massive laundry that I haven’t had a chance to tell you anything; but honestly, I thought you already knew. He has been very much in love with her for the past two years, and it really disappoints him that he can't always make it to our parties; but Mr. Curtis doesn't often let him off, and right now, it’s a tough time for illness in Guildford."
"Do you suppose Miss Edwards inclined to like him?"
"Do you think Miss Edwards liked him?"
"I am afraid not; you know, she is an only child, and will have at least ten thousand pounds."
"I’m afraid not; you know she’s an only child and will inherit at least ten thousand pounds."
"But, still, she may like our brother."
"But she might still like our brother."
"Oh, no! The Edwards look much higher. Her father and mother would never consent to it. Sam is only a surgeon, you know. Sometimes I think she does like him. But Mary Edwards is rather prim and reserved; I do not always know what she would be at."
"Oh, no! The Edwards seem way out of her league. Her parents would never agree to it. Sam is just a surgeon, you know. Sometimes I think she likes him. But Mary Edwards is pretty stiff and reserved; I don’t always understand what she’s thinking."
"Unless Sam feels on sure grounds with the lady herself, it seems a pity to me that he should be encouraged to think of her at all."
"Unless Sam feels confident about the lady herself, it seems like a shame to me that he should be encouraged to think about her at all."
"A young man must think of somebody," said Elizabeth; "and why should not he be as lucky as Robert, who has got a good wife and six thousand pounds?"
"A young man has to consider someone," said Elizabeth; "and why shouldn't he be as fortunate as Robert, who has a great wife and six thousand pounds?"
"We must not all expect to be individually lucky," replied Emma. "The luck of one member of a family is luck to all."
"We shouldn't all expect to be lucky on our own," replied Emma. "The luck of one family member is good luck for everyone."
"Mine is all to come, I am sure," said Elizabeth, giving another sigh to the remembrance of Purvis. "I have been unlucky enough, and I cannot say much for you, as my aunt married again so foolishly. Well, you will have a good ball, I daresay. The next turning will bring us to the [Pg 16]turnpike; you may see the church-tower over the hedge, and the 'White Hart' is close by it. I shall long to know what you think of Tom Musgrave."
"Mine is yet to come, I’m sure," said Elizabeth, sighing again at the thought of Purvis. "I’ve had my share of bad luck, and I can’t say much for you either, since my aunt married so foolishly. Well, I’m sure you’ll have a great ball. The next turn will take us to the [Pg 16] turnpike; you can see the church tower over the hedge, and the 'White Hart' is right next to it. I’ll be eager to know what you think of Tom Musgrave."
Such were the last audible sounds of Miss Watson's voice, before they passed through the turnpike-gate and entered on the pitching of the town, the jumbling and noise of which made further conversation most thoroughly undesirable. The old mare trotted heavily on, wanting no direction of the reins to take a right turning; and making only one blunder, in proposing to stop at the milliner's, before she drew up towards Mr. Edwards' door. Mr. Edwards lived in the best house in the street, and the best in the place; if Mr. Tomlinson, the banker, might be indulged in calling his newly-erected house at the end of the town, with a shrubbery and sweep, in the country.
Those were the last sounds of Miss Watson's voice before they passed through the turnpike gate and entered the bustling town, where the noise made conversation completely impractical. The old mare trotted along steadily, naturally taking the right turn without needing any direction from the reins, only making one mistake when she suggested stopping at the milliner's before pulling up to Mr. Edwards' door. Mr. Edwards lived in the best house on the street and the finest in town, unless you consider Mr. Tomlinson, the banker, who claimed his newly built house at the end of the town with a garden and a driveway was superior.
Mr. Edwards' house was higher than most of its neighbours, with four windows on each side the door; the windows guarded by posts and chains, and the door approached by a flight of stone steps.
Mr. Edwards' house was taller than most of the neighboring ones, featuring four windows on each side of the door. The windows were protected by posts and chains, and there was a set of stone steps leading up to the door.
"Here we are," said Elizabeth, as the carriage ceased moving, "safely arrived; and by the market clock we have been only five-and-thirty minutes coming; which, I think, is doing pretty well, though it would be nothing for Penelope. Is not it a nice town? The Edwards have a noble house, you see, and they live quite in style. The door will be opened by a man in livery, with a powdered head, I can tell you."
"Here we are," said Elizabeth, as the carriage came to a stop, "safely arrived; and according to the market clock, it took us just thirty-five minutes, which I think is pretty good, though it would be nothing for Penelope. Isn't it a nice town? The Edwards have a grand house, you see, and they live quite elegantly. The door will be opened by a man in formal attire, with a powdered wig, I can tell you."
CHAPTER II
Emma had seen the Edwards only one morning at Stanton; they were therefore all but strangers to her, and though her spirits were by no means insensible to the expected joys of the evening, she felt a little uncomfortable in the thought of all that was to precede them. Her conversation with Elizabeth, too, giving her some very unpleasant feelings with respect to her own family, had made her more open to disagreeable impressions from any other cause, and increased her sense of the awkwardness of rushing into intimacy on so slight an acquaintance.
Emma had only met the Edwards once one morning in Stanton, so they were pretty much strangers to her. While she was definitely looking forward to the fun of the evening, she also felt a bit uneasy about everything that would happen before that. Her conversation with Elizabeth had left her with some really uncomfortable feelings about her own family, making her more sensitive to negative vibes from anything else, and it heightened her awareness of how awkward it was to suddenly get close to people she barely knew.
There was nothing in the manner of Mrs. and Miss Edwards to give immediate change to these ideas. The mother, though a very friendly woman, had a reserved air and a great deal of formal civility; and the daughter, a genteel-looking girl of twenty-two, with her hair in papers, seemed very[Pg 19] naturally to have caught something of the style of her mother, who had brought her up. Emma was soon left to know what they could be, by Elizabeth being obliged to hurry away; and some very languid remarks on the probable brilliancy of the ball were all that broke, at intervals, a silence of half-an-hour before they were joined by the master of the house. Mr. Edwards had a much easier and more communicative air than the ladies of the family; he was fresh from the street, and he came ready to tell whatever might interest. After a cordial reception of Emma, he turned to his daughter with—
There was nothing in the way Mrs. and Miss Edwards acted to change these thoughts right away. The mother, while a very friendly woman, had a reserved demeanor and a lot of formal politeness; and the daughter, a stylish-looking girl of twenty-two with her hair in curlers, seemed to have naturally picked up something of her mother's style, having been raised by her. Emma was soon left to figure out what they could be like, as Elizabeth had to rush off; and a few very listless comments about the likely excitement of the ball were all that broke the half-hour silence before they were joined by the head of the household. Mr. Edwards had a much easier and more open demeanor than the women in his family; he was just back from the street, eager to share whatever might interest them. After giving Emma a warm greeting, he turned to his daughter with—
"Well, Mary, I bring you good news: the Osbornes will certainly be at the ball to-night. Horses for two carriages are ordered from the 'White Hart' to be at Osborne Castle by nine."
"Well, Mary, I have good news: the Osbornes will definitely be at the ball tonight. We've ordered horses for two carriages from the 'White Hart' to be at Osborne Castle by nine."
"I am glad of it," observed Mrs. Edwards, "because their coming gives a credit to our assembly. The Osbornes being known to have been at the first ball, will dispose a great many people to attend the second. It is more than they deserve,[Pg 20] for, in fact, they add nothing to the pleasure of the evening; they come so late and go so early; but great people have always their charm."
"I’m glad about it," said Mrs. Edwards, "because their presence adds prestige to our gathering. The Osbornes being known to have attended the first ball will encourage a lot of people to come to the second. They don’t really deserve it, [Pg 20] because they don’t actually contribute to the enjoyment of the evening; they arrive so late and leave so early, but influential people always have their appeal."
Mr. Edwards proceeded to relate many other little articles of news which his morning's lounge had supplied him with, and they chatted with greater briskness till Mrs. Edwards' moment for dressing arrived, and the young ladies were carefully recommended to lose no time. Emma was shown to a very comfortable apartment, and as soon as Mrs. Edwards' civilities could leave her to herself, the happy occupation, the first bliss of a ball, began. The girls, dressing in some measure together, grew unavoidably better acquainted. Emma found in Miss Edwards the show of good sense, a modest unpretending mind, and a great wish of obliging; and when they returned to the parlour where Mrs. Edwards was sitting, respectably attired in one of the two satin gowns which went through the winter, and a new cap from the milliner's, they entered it with much easier feelings and more natural smiles[Pg 21] than they had taken away. Their dress was now to be examined: Mrs. Edwards acknowledged herself too old-fashioned to approve of every modern extravagance, however sanctioned; and though complacently viewing her daughter's good looks, would give but a qualified admiration; and Mr. Edwards, not less satisfied with Mary, paid some compliments of good-humoured gallantry to Emma at her expense.
Mr. Edwards went on to share a bunch of other little bits of news that he had picked up during his morning lounge, and they chatted more animatedly until it was time for Mrs. Edwards to get dressed. The young ladies were gently reminded not to waste any time. Emma was shown to a very comfy room, and as soon as Mrs. Edwards' polite gestures allowed her some privacy, the delightful task of preparing for the ball began. As the girls got ready together, they naturally became better acquainted. Emma found in Miss Edwards a display of common sense, a humble and unpretentious attitude, and a strong desire to be helpful. When they returned to the parlor where Mrs. Edwards was sitting, looking respectable in one of her two satin dresses from the winter and a new hat from the milliner, they stepped in with much lighter hearts and more genuine smiles than when they had left. Their outfits were now up for discussion: Mrs. Edwards admitted she was too old-fashioned to approve of every modern trend, no matter how popular it was. While she admired her daughter's attractiveness, her praise was rather reserved. Mr. Edwards, equally pleased with Mary, threw out some friendly compliments to Emma at her expense.[Pg 21]
The discussion led to more intimate remarks, and Miss Edwards gently asked Emma if she was not often reckoned very like her youngest brother. Emma thought she could perceive a faint blush accompany the question, and there seemed something still more suspicious in the manner in which Mr. Edwards took up the subject.
The conversation turned more personal, and Miss Edwards softly asked Emma if people often said she resembled her youngest brother. Emma thought she noticed a slight blush when the question was asked, and there seemed to be something even more curious in the way Mr. Edwards brought up the topic.
"You are paying Miss Emma no great compliment, I think, Mary," said he hastily. "Mr. Sam Watson is a very good sort of young man, and I daresay a very clever surgeon; but his complexion has been rather too much exposed to all weathers to make a likeness to him very flattering."
"You aren’t really complimenting Miss Emma, I think, Mary," he said quickly. "Mr. Sam Watson is a decent young man, and I’m sure he’s a skilled surgeon; but his skin has been too exposed to the elements to make a resemblance to him very flattering."
Mary apologised, in some confusion—
Mary apologized, a bit confused—
"She had not thought a strong likeness at all incompatible with very different degrees of beauty. There might be resemblance in countenance, and the complexion, and even the features, be very unlike."
"She didn't think that a strong resemblance was at all incompatible with very different levels of beauty. There could be similarities in appearance, and the skin tone, and even the features might be quite different."
"I know nothing of my brother's beauty," said Emma, "for I have not seen him since he was seven years old; but my father reckons us alike."
"I don’t know anything about my brother’s looks," said Emma, "because I haven’t seen him since he was seven; but my dad thinks we look similar."
"Mr. Watson!" cried Mr. Edwards, "well, you astonish me. There is not the least likeness in the world; your brother's eyes are grey, yours are brown; he has a long face, and a wide mouth. My dear, do you perceive the least resemblance?"
"Mr. Watson!" shouted Mr. Edwards, "you really surprise me. There is absolutely no resemblance at all; your brother's eyes are gray, yours are brown; he has a long face and a wide mouth. My dear, do you see any similarity?"
"Not the least; Miss Emma Watson puts me very much in mind of her eldest sister, and sometimes I see a look of Miss Penelope, and once or twice there has been a glance of Mr. Robert; but I cannot perceive any likeness to Mr. Samuel."
"Not the least; Miss Emma Watson really reminds me of her eldest sister, and sometimes I see a resemblance to Miss Penelope, and once or twice there’s been a look of Mr. Robert; but I can't see any similarity to Mr. Samuel."
"I see the likeness between her and Miss Watson," replied Mr. Edwards, "very strongly, but I am not sensible of the[Pg 23] others. I do not much think she is like any of the family but Miss Watson; but I am very sure there is no resemblance between her and Sam."
"I really notice how much she looks like Miss Watson," Mr. Edwards replied, "but I don't see the resemblance to the others. I don't think she looks like anyone in the family except Miss Watson; but I'm certain she doesn’t look like Sam at all."
This matter was settled, and they went to dinner.
This issue was resolved, and they went out for dinner.
"Your father, Miss Emma, is one of my oldest friends," said Mr. Edwards, as he helped her to wine, when they were drawn round the fire to enjoy their dessert. "We must drink to his better health. It is a great concern to me, I assure you, that he should be such an invalid. I know nobody who likes a game of cards, in a social way, better than he does, and very few people who play a fairer rubber. It is a thousand pities that he should be so deprived of the pleasure. For now, we have a quiet little whist club, that meets three times a week at the 'White Hart'; and if he could but have his health, how much he would enjoy it!"
"Your dad, Miss Emma, is one of my oldest friends," said Mr. Edwards as he poured her some wine while they gathered around the fire to enjoy their dessert. "We should toast to his health. It really worries me that he’s been so unwell. I don’t know anyone who enjoys a good game of cards in a social setting more than he does, and only a few people play a fairer game. It’s such a shame that he’s missing out on the fun. We have a cozy little whist club that meets three times a week at the 'White Hart,' and if only he were well, he would love it so much!"
"I daresay he would, sir; and I wish, with all my heart, he were equal to it."
"I truly believe he would, sir; and I sincerely wish he was capable of it."
"Your club would be better fitted for an invalid," said Mrs. Edwards, "if you did[Pg 24] not keep it up so late." This was an old grievance.
"Your club would be better suited for someone who can't walk," said Mrs. Edwards, "if you didn't stay out so late." This was an old complaint.
"So late, my dear! What are you talking of?" cried her husband with sturdy pleasantry. "We are always at home before midnight. They would laugh at Osborne Castle to hear you call that late. They are but just rising from dinner at midnight."
"So late, my dear! What are you talking about?" her husband exclaimed with a hearty laugh. "We’re always home before midnight. They would find it hilarious at Osborne Castle to hear you call that late. They’re just getting up from dinner at midnight."
"That is nothing to the purpose," retorted the lady calmly. "The Osbornes are to be no rule for us. You had better meet every night and break up two hours sooner."
"That's not helpful," the lady replied calmly. "The Osbornes shouldn't be our guide. You might as well meet every night and finish two hours earlier."
So far the subject was very often carried; but Mr. and Mrs. Edwards were so wise as never to pass that point; and Mr. Edwards now turned to something else. He had lived long enough in the idleness of a town to become a little of a gossip, and having some anxiety to know more of the circumstances of his young guest than had yet reached him, he began with—
So far, the topic had come up quite a bit, but Mr. and Mrs. Edwards were smart enough to avoid it. Mr. Edwards then switched to another subject. He had spent enough time in the laziness of the town to become a bit of a gossip, and since he was curious to learn more about his young guest’s situation than what he already knew, he started with—
"I think, Miss Emma, I remember your aunt very well, about thirty years ago; I am pretty sure I danced with her in the[Pg 25] old rooms at Bath the year before I married. She was a very fine woman then, but like other people, I suppose, she is grown somewhat older since that time. I hope she is likely to be happy in her second choice."
"I think, Miss Emma, I remember your aunt quite well from about thirty years ago; I'm pretty sure I danced with her in the[Pg 25] old rooms in Bath the year before I got married. She was a wonderful woman back then, but like everyone else, I guess she has aged a bit since then. I hope she finds happiness in her second choice."
"I hope so; I believe so, sir," said Emma, in some agitation.
"I hope so; I really believe so, sir," Emma replied, a bit anxious.
"Mr. Turner had not been dead a great while, I think?"
"Mr. Turner hasn't been dead for very long, right?"
"About two years, sir."
"About two years, sir."
"I forget what her name is now."
"I can't remember what her name is now."
"O'Brien."
"O'Brien."
"Irish! Ah, I remember; and she is gone to settle in Ireland. I do not wonder that you should not wish to go with her into that country, Miss Emma; but it must be a great deprivation to her, poor lady! after bringing you up like a child of her own."
"Irish! Ah, I remember; and she has gone to live in Ireland. I’m not surprised that you wouldn’t want to go with her to that country, Miss Emma; but it must be such a loss for her, poor lady! after raising you like a child of her own."
"I was not so ungrateful, sir," said Emma, warmly, "as to wish to be anywhere but with her. It did not suit Captain O'Brien that I should be of the party."
"I wasn't so ungrateful, sir," Emma said warmly, "as to want to be anywhere but with her. Captain O'Brien didn't want me to be part of the group."
"Captain!" repeated Mrs. Edwards. "The gentleman is in the army, then?"
"Captain!" Mrs. Edwards said again. "So, the guy is in the army, huh?"
"Yes, ma'am."
"Yes, ma'am."
"Aye, there is nothing like your officers for captivating the ladies, young or old. There is no resisting a cockade, my dear."
"Yes, there's nothing like your officers to charm the ladies, young or old. There's no resisting a cockade, my dear."
"I hope there is," said Mrs. Edwards gravely, with a quick glance at her daughter; and Emma had just recovered from her own perturbation in time to see a blush on Miss Edwards' cheek; and, in remembering what Elizabeth had said of Captain Hunter, to wonder and waver between his influence and her brother's.
"I hope there is," Mrs. Edwards said seriously, glancing quickly at her daughter. Emma had just managed to calm her own nerves in time to notice a blush on Miss Edwards' cheek. Remembering what Elizabeth had said about Captain Hunter, she found herself torn between his charm and her brother's.
"Elderly ladies should be careful how they make a second choice," observed Mr. Edwards.
"Elderly women should be cautious about how they make a second choice," observed Mr. Edwards.
"Carefulness and discretion should not be confined to elderly ladies, or to a second choice," added his wife. "They are quite as necessary to young ladies in their first."
"Being careful and discreet shouldn't just be for older women or a backup plan," his wife added. "They are just as important for young women starting out."
"Rather more so, my dear," replied he; "because young ladies are likely to feel the effects of it longer. When an old lady plays the fool, it is not in the course of nature that she should suffer from it many years."
"Actually, it's more true, my dear," he said; "because young women are likely to be affected by it longer. When an older woman acts foolishly, it’s not natural for her to suffer from it for many years."
Emma drew her hand across her eyes;[Pg 27] and Mrs. Edwards, in perceiving it, changed the subject to one of less anxiety to all.
Emma wiped her eyes;[Pg 27] and Mrs. Edwards, noticing this, shifted the topic to something less stressful for everyone.
With nothing to do but to expect the hour of setting off, the afternoon was long to the two young ladies; and though Miss Edwards was rather discomposed at the very early hour which her mother always fixed for going, that early hour itself was watched for with some eagerness. The entrance of the tea-things at seven o'clock was some relief; and, luckily, Mr. and Mrs. Edwards always drank a dish extraordinary and ate an additional muffin when they were going to sit up late, which lengthened the ceremony almost to the wished-for moment.
With nothing to do but wait for the time to leave, the afternoon felt long for the two young ladies. Although Miss Edwards was a bit unsettled by the very early hour her mother always scheduled for their departure, they both eagerly looked forward to that early hour. The arrival of the tea at seven o'clock provided some relief; and, fortunately, Mr. and Mrs. Edwards always enjoyed an extra cup of tea and ate an additional muffin when they planned to stay up late, which stretched out the ceremony almost to the moment they were hoping for.
At a little before eight o'clock the Tomlinsons' carriage was heard to go by, which was the constant signal for Mrs. Edwards to order hers to the door; and in a very few minutes the party were transported from the quiet and warmth of a snug parlour to the bustle, noise, and draughts of air of a broad entrance passage of an inn. Mrs. Edwards, carefully[Pg 28] guarding her own dress, while she attended to the proper security of her young charges' shoulders and throats, led the way up the wide staircase, while no sound of a ball, but the first scrape of one violin, blessed the ears of her followers; and Miss Edwards, on hazarding the anxious enquiry of whether there were many people come yet, was told by the waiter, as she knew she should be, that Mr. Tomlinson's family were in the room.
At just before eight o'clock, the Tomlinsons' carriage was heard passing by, which was the usual signal for Mrs. Edwards to have hers brought to the door; and within a few minutes, the group was moved from the quiet warmth of a cozy parlor to the bustle, noise, and drafts of the wide entrance hall of an inn. Mrs. Edwards, carefully[Pg 28] protecting her own dress while making sure her young charges were warm, led the way up the broad staircase, with no sound of a dance except for the first scrape of a violin reaching the ears of her companions; and when Miss Edwards nervously asked if many people had arrived yet, the waiter told her, as she expected, that Mr. Tomlinson's family was in the room.
In passing along a short gallery to the assembly room, brilliant in lights before them, they were accosted by a young man in a morning dress and boots, who was standing in the doorway of a bedchamber apparently on purpose to see them go by.
As they walked through a small hallway to the assembly room, brightly lit in front of them, a young man in a morning suit and boots greeted them while standing in the doorway of a bedroom, seemingly just to watch them pass.
"Ah! Mrs. Edwards, how do you do? How do you do, Miss Edwards?" he cried, with an easy air. "You are determined to be in good time, I see, as usual. The candles are but this moment lit."
"Ah! Mrs. Edwards, how are you? How are you, Miss Edwards?" he called out casually. "You're set on being punctual, I see, as usual. The candles were just lit moments ago."
"I like to get a good seat by the fire, you know, Mr. Musgrave," replied Mrs. Edwards.
"I like to get a good seat by the fire, you know, Mr. Musgrave," replied Mrs. Edwards.
"I am this moment going to dress," said[Pg 29] he. "I am waiting for my stupid fellow. We shall have a famous ball. The Osbornes are certainly coming; you may depend upon that, for I was with Lord Osborne this morning."
"I’m about to get dressed," he said[Pg 29]. "I’m waiting for my idiot friend. We’re going to have an amazing ball. The Osbornes are definitely coming; you can count on that, because I was with Lord Osborne this morning."
The party passed on. Mrs. Edwards' satin gown swept along the clean floor of the ball-room to the fireplace at the upper end, where one party only were formally seated, while three or four officers were lounging together, passing in and out from the adjoining card-room. A very stiff meeting between these near neighbours ensued, and as soon as they were all duly placed again, Emma, in a low whisper, which became the solemn scene, said to Miss Edwards—
The party continued on. Mrs. Edwards' satin gown brushed along the polished floor of the ballroom to the fireplace at the far end, where only one group was formally seated, while three or four officers lounged nearby, moving in and out of the connected card room. A very awkward encounter unfolded between these close neighbors, and as soon as everyone was settled again, Emma leaned in and whispered to Miss Edwards—
"The gentleman we passed in the passage was Mr. Musgrave, then; he is reckoned remarkably agreeable, I understand?"
"The guy we walked by in the hallway was Mr. Musgrave, right? I hear he's considered really pleasant, is that true?"
Miss Edwards answered hesitatingly: "Yes, he is very much liked by many people; but we are not very intimate."
Miss Edwards answered hesitantly, "Yeah, a lot of people really like him; but we're not super close."
"He is rich, is not he?"
"He's wealthy, isn’t he?"
"He has about eight or nine hundred a[Pg 30] year, I believe. He came into possession of it when he was very young, and my father and mother think it has given him rather an unsettled turn. He is no favourite with them."
"He has about eight or nine hundred a[Pg 30] year, I think. He got it when he was very young, and my parents believe it has made him somewhat restless. They don’t think highly of him."
The cold and empty appearance of the room, and the demure air of the small cluster of females at one end of it, began soon to give way. The inspiriting sound of other carriages was heard, and continual accessions of portly chaperones, and strings of smartly dressed girls, were received, with now and then a fresh gentleman straggler, who, if not enough in love to station himself near any fair creature, seemed glad to escape into the card-room.
The cold, empty look of the room and the shy demeanor of the small group of women at one end began to change. The uplifting sounds of other carriages could be heard, and a steady stream of well-dressed chaperones and stylishly dressed girls arrived, along with an occasional single guy who, if he wasn’t brave enough to stand near any attractive woman, seemed happy to slip away into the card room.
Among the increasing number of military men, one now made his way to Miss Edwards with an air of empressement which decidedly said to her companion: "I am Captain Hunter"; and Emma, who could not but watch her at such a moment, saw her looking rather distressed, but by no means displeased, and heard an engagement formed for the two first dances,[Pg 31] which made her think her brother Sam's a hopeless case.
Among the growing number of military men, one approached Miss Edwards with an air of empressement that clearly communicated to her companion: "I am Captain Hunter"; and Emma, who couldn’t help but observe her at that moment, noticed she looked somewhat distressed, but certainly not displeased, and heard an arrangement made for the first two dances,[Pg 31] which led her to believe her brother Sam was a lost cause.
Emma, in the meanwhile, was not unobserved or unadmired herself. A new face, and a very pretty one, could not be slighted. Her name was whispered from one party to another, and no sooner had the signal been given by the orchestra's striking up a favourite air, which seemed to call the young to their duty, and people the centre of the room, than she found herself engaged to dance with a brother officer, introduced by Captain Hunter.
Emma, meanwhile, was not overlooked or without admirers. A new face, especially a pretty one, couldn't be ignored. Her name was passed around from one group to another, and no sooner had the orchestra played a favorite tune that seemed to draw the young people to the dance floor, than she found herself partnered with a brother officer, introduced by Captain Hunter.
Emma Watson was not more than of the middle height, well made and plump, with an air of healthy vigour. Her skin was very brown, but clear, smooth, and glowing; which, with a lively eye, a sweet smile, and an open countenance, gave beauty to attract, and expression to make that beauty improve on acquaintance. Having no reason to be dissatisfied with her partner, the evening began very pleasantly to her, and her feelings perfectly coincided with the reiterated observation of others, that it was an excellent ball.[Pg 32] The two first dances were not quite over when the returning sound of carriages, after a long interruption, called general notice—"the Osbornes are coming!" was repeated round the room. After some minutes of extraordinary bustle without, and watchful curiosity within, the important party, preceded by the attentive master of the inn to open a door which was never shut, made their appearance. They consisted of Lady Osborne; her son, Lord Osborne; her daughter, Miss Osborne; Miss Carr, her daughter's friend; Mr. Howard, formerly tutor to Lord Osborne, now clergyman of the parish in which the castle stood; Mrs. Blake, a widow sister, who lived with him; her son, a fine boy of ten years old; and Mr. Tom Musgrave, who probably, imprisoned within his own room, had been listening in bitter impatience to the sound of music for the last half-hour. In their progress up the room they paused almost immediately behind Emma to receive the compliments of some acquaintance, and she heard Lady Osborne observe that they had made a point[Pg 33] of coming early for the gratification of Mrs. Blake's little boy, who was uncommonly fond of dancing. Emma looked at them all as they passed, but chiefly and with most interest on Tom Musgrave, who was certainly a genteel, good-looking young man. Of the females, Lady Osborne had by much the finest person; though nearly fifty, she was very handsome, and had all the dignity of rank.
Emma Watson was of average height, well-built and a bit plump, with a healthy glow. Her skin was quite brown, but clear, smooth, and radiant; combined with a lively eye, a sweet smile, and an open expression, it made her beauty inviting, and her personality made that beauty even more appealing once you got to know her. Since she had no reason to be unhappy with her partner, her evening started off very well, and her feelings matched everyone else's repeated comments that it was a fantastic ball.[Pg 32] The first two dances weren't even finished when the sound of carriages returning after a long break drew everyone's attention—“the Osbornes are coming!” spread quickly around the room. After several minutes of hectic activity outside and curious glances inside, the important guests arrived, led by the attentive innkeeper who opened a door that was never closed. They included Lady Osborne; her son, Lord Osborne; her daughter, Miss Osborne; Miss Carr, her daughter’s friend; Mr. Howard, who used to tutor Lord Osborne and is now the parish clergyman where the castle is located; Mrs. Blake, a widowed sister who lived with him; her son, a charming ten-year-old boy; and Mr. Tom Musgrave, who had probably been stuck in his room, listening impatiently to the music for the last half-hour. As they made their way up the room, they paused right behind Emma to greet some acquaintances, and she heard Lady Osborne mention that they had made a point[Pg 33] of arriving early to entertain Mrs. Blake’s little boy, who loved to dance. Emma watched them all as they walked by, but she focused most of her attention on Tom Musgrave, who was definitely a stylish and attractive young man. Among the women, Lady Osborne was by far the most attractive; despite being almost fifty, she was still very beautiful and carried herself with all the dignity of her status.
Lord Osborne was a very fine young man; but there was an air of coldness, of carelessness, even of awkwardness about him, which seemed to speak him out of his element in a ball-room. He came, in fact, only because it was judged expedient for him to please the borough; he was not fond of women's company, and he never danced. Mr. Howard was an agreeable-looking man, a little more than thirty.
Lord Osborne was a really respectable young man, but he had a vibe of coldness, carelessness, and even awkwardness that made it clear he didn’t quite fit in at a ballroom. He was there mainly because it was seen as important for him to make a good impression on the borough; he didn’t enjoy spending time with women, and he never danced. Mr. Howard was a good-looking guy, just over thirty.
At the conclusion of the two dances, Emma found herself, she knew not how, seated amongst the Osbornes' set; and she was immediately struck with the fine countenance and animated gestures of the little boy, as he was standing before his[Pg 34] mother, considering when they should begin.
At the end of the two dances, Emma discovered, she didn't know how, that she was sitting among the Osbornes' group; and she was instantly captivated by the charming face and lively movements of the little boy, as he stood in front of his[Pg 34] mother, thinking about when they should start.
"You will not be surprised at Charles's impatience," said Mrs. Blake, a lively, pleasant-looking little woman of five- or six-and-thirty, to a lady who was standing near her, "when you know what a partner he is to have. Miss Osborne has been so very kind as to promise to dance the two first dances with him."
"You won't be surprised by Charles's impatience," said Mrs. Blake, a cheerful, attractive woman in her mid-thirties, to a lady standing next to her. "Miss Osborne has been really kind and has promised to dance the first two dances with him."
"Oh, yes! we have been engaged this week," cried the boy, "and we are to dance down every couple."
"Oh, yes! We've been busy this week," the boy shouted, "and we're supposed to dance with every couple."
On the other side of Emma, Miss Osborne, Miss Carr, and a party of young men were standing engaged in a very lively consultation; and soon afterwards she saw the smartest officer of the set walking off to the orchestra to order the dance, while Miss Osborne, passing before her to her little expecting partner, hastily said: "Charles, I beg your pardon for not keeping my engagement, but I am going to dance these two dances with Colonel Beresford. I know you will excuse me, and I will certainly dance with you after[Pg 35] tea"; and without staying for an answer, she turned again to Miss Carr, and in another minute was led by Colonel Beresford to begin the set. If the poor little boy's face had in its happiness been interesting to Emma, it was infinitely more so under this sudden reverse; he stood the picture of disappointment with crimsoned cheeks, quivering lips, and eyes bent on the floor. His mother, stifling her own mortification, tried to soothe him with the prospect of Miss Osborne's second promise; but, though he contrived to utter with an effort of boyish bravery, "Oh, I do not mind it!" it was very evident by the unceasing agitation of his features that he minded it as much as ever.
On the other side of Emma, Miss Osborne, Miss Carr, and a group of young men were having a lively discussion. Soon after, she saw the most dashing officer of the group heading to the orchestra to request the dance, while Miss Osborne quickly passed by Emma on her way to her waiting partner and said, "Charles, I’m really sorry for breaking my promise, but I’m going to dance the next two dances with Colonel Beresford. I know you’ll understand, and I’ll definitely dance with you after[Pg 35] tea." Without waiting for a response, she turned back to Miss Carr, and a moment later, Colonel Beresford led her to start the dance. If the little boy’s face had been charming in its happiness to Emma, it was even more so in his sudden disappointment; he looked heartbroken, with flushed cheeks, trembling lips, and his gaze fixed on the floor. His mother, trying to hide her own embarrassment, attempted to comfort him with the promise of a second dance with Miss Osborne. But even though he managed to say with a brave effort, "Oh, I don’t mind it!" it was clear from the constant distress on his face that he was just as upset as ever.
Emma did not think or reflect; she felt and acted. "I shall be very happy to dance with you, sir, if you like it," said she, holding out her hand with the most unaffected good-humour. The boy, in one moment restored to all his first delight, looked joyfully at his mother; and stepping forwards with an honest, simple "Thank you, ma'am," was instantly ready[Pg 36] to attend his new acquaintance. The thankfulness of Mrs. Blake was more diffuse; with a look most expressive of unexpected pleasure and lively gratitude, she turned to her neighbour with repeated and fervent acknowledgments of so great and condescending a kindness to her boy. Emma, with perfect truth, assured her that she could not be giving greater pleasure than she felt herself; and Charles, being provided with his gloves and charged to keep them on, they joined the set which was now rapidly forming, with nearly equal complacency. It was a partnership which could not be noticed without surprise. It gained her a broad stare from Miss Osborne and Miss Carr, as they passed her in the dance. "Upon my word, Charles, you are in luck," said the former, as she turned him; "you have got a better partner than me"; to which the happy Charles answered "Yes."
Emma didn’t think much or reflect; she just felt and acted. "I'd be very happy to dance with you, sir, if you'd like," she said, holding out her hand with the most genuine good cheer. The boy, instantly filled with delight again, looked joyfully at his mother; and stepping forward with an honest, simple "Thank you, ma'am," he was immediately ready[Pg 36] to accompany his new friend. Mrs. Blake's gratitude was more elaborate; with a look full of unexpected joy and lively appreciation, she turned to her neighbor, expressing her thanks repeatedly and passionately for such a kind gesture to her son. Emma sincerely assured her that she couldn't be giving more pleasure than she felt herself; and once Charles had his gloves on and was reminded to keep them on, they joined the quickly forming dance set with almost equal contentment. It was a pairing that drew surprise. Miss Osborne and Miss Carr gave her a wide stare as they danced by. "Well, Charles, you're lucky," said the former as she turned him; "you've got a better partner than me," to which the delighted Charles replied, "Yes."
Tom Musgrave, who was dancing with Miss Carr, gave her many inquisitive glances; and after a time Lord Osborne himself came, and under pretence of [Pg 37]talking to Charles, stood to look at his partner. Though rather distressed by such observation, Emma could not repent what she had done, so happy had it made both the boy and his mother; the latter of whom was continually making opportunities of addressing her with the warmest civility. Her little partner she found, though bent chiefly on dancing, was not unwilling to speak, when her questions or remarks gave him anything to say; and she learnt, by a sort of inevitable enquiry, that he had two brothers and a sister, that they and their mamma all lived with his uncle at Wickstead, that his uncle taught him Latin, that he was very fond of riding, and had a horse of his own given him by Lord Osborne; and that he had been out once already with Lord Osborne's hounds.
Tom Musgrave, who was dancing with Miss Carr, kept giving her curious looks; and after a while, Lord Osborne himself approached and pretended to be talking to Charles, but actually stood there watching his partner. Although Emma was somewhat uncomfortable with the attention, she didn't regret her actions, since they had brought so much joy to both the boy and his mother, who was constantly finding ways to address her with the warmest politeness. She realized that her little dance partner, while mainly focused on dancing, wasn't averse to chatting when her questions or comments gave him a chance to respond. Through a sort of natural curiosity, she learned that he had two brothers and a sister, that they all lived with their mom at his uncle's place in Wickstead, that his uncle taught him Latin, that he loved riding, and that he had a horse of his own given to him by Lord Osborne. He also mentioned that he had already been out once with Lord Osborne's hounds.
At the end of these dances, Emma found they were to drink tea; Miss Edwards gave her a caution to be at hand, in a manner which convinced her of Mrs. Edwards' holding it very important to have them both close to her when she moved into the tea-room; and Emma was [Pg 38]accordingly on the alert to gain her proper station.
At the end of these dances, Emma learned they were going to have tea; Miss Edwards warned her to be ready, making it clear that Mrs. Edwards thought it was crucial to have both of them nearby when she went into the tea room. So Emma was [Pg 38] quick to find her spot.
It was always the pleasure of the company to have a little bustle and crowd when they adjourned for refreshment. The tea-room was a small room within the card-room; and in passing through the latter, where the passage was straitened by tables, Mrs. Edwards and her party were for a few moments hemmed in. It happened close by Lady Osborne's casino table; Mr. Howard, who belonged to it, spoke to his nephew; and Emma, on perceiving herself the object of attention both to Lady Osborne and him, had just turned away her eyes in time to avoid seeming to hear her young companion exclaim delightedly aloud: "Oh, uncle! do look at my partner, she is so pretty!" As they were immediately in motion again, however, Charles was hurried off without being able to receive his uncle's suffrage. On entering the tea-room, in which two long tables were prepared, Lord Osborne was to be seen quite alone at the end of one, as if retreating as far as he could from[Pg 39] the ball, to enjoy his own thoughts and gape without restraint. Charles instantly pointed him out to Emma. "There's Lord Osborne; let you and I go and sit by him."
It was always a pleasure for the group to have a little excitement and a crowd when they took a break for refreshments. The tea room was a small space adjacent to the card room, and as Mrs. Edwards and her party passed through the card room, which was crowded with tables, they found themselves stuck for a moment. They were close to Lady Osborne's casino table; Mr. Howard, who was part of it, spoke to his nephew, and Emma, realizing she was the center of attention for both Lady Osborne and him, quickly looked away to avoid hearing her young companion exclaim excitedly: "Oh, uncle! Look at my partner, she's so pretty!" However, as they moved on again, Charles was whisked away before he could get his uncle's approval. Upon entering the tea room, where two long tables were set up, they saw Lord Osborne sitting all alone at one end, as if he was trying to distance himself as much as possible from[Pg 39] the ball to enjoy his own thoughts and yawn without holding back. Charles immediately pointed him out to Emma. "There's Lord Osborne; let’s go sit with him."
"No, no," said Emma laughing, "you must sit with my friends."
"No, no," Emma laughed, "you have to sit with my friends."
Charles was now free enough to hazard a few questions in his turn. "What o'clock was it?"
Charles now had enough freedom to ask a few questions himself. "What time was it?"
"Eleven."
"11."
"Eleven! and I am not at all sleepy. Mamma said I should be asleep before ten. Do you think Miss Osborne will keep her word with me when tea is over?"
"Eleven! and I'm not sleepy at all. Mom said I should be asleep before ten. Do you think Miss Osborne will keep her promise to me when tea is done?"
"Oh, yes; I suppose so," though she felt that she had no better reason to give than that Miss Osborne had not kept it before.
"Oh, yes; I guess so," even though she felt she had no better reason to give than that Miss Osborne had not mentioned it before.
"When shall you come to Osborne Castle?"
"When are you coming to Osborne Castle?"
"Never, probably. I am not acquainted with the family."
"Probably never. I don't know the family."
"But you may come to Wickstead and see mamma, and she can take you to the castle. There is a monstrous curious stuffed fox there, and a badger; anybody[Pg 40] would think they were alive. It is a pity you should not see them."
"But you can come to Wickstead and see Mom, and she can take you to the castle. There’s a really interesting stuffed fox there, and a badger; anyone[Pg 40] would think they were alive. It's a shame you shouldn't see them."
On rising from tea there was again a scramble for the pleasure of being first out of the room, which happened to be increased by one or two of the card-parties having just broken up, and the players being disposed to move exactly the different way. Among these was Mr. Howard, his sister leaning on his arm; and no sooner were they within reach of Emma, than Mrs. Blake, calling her notice by a friendly touch, said: "Your goodness to Charles, my dear Miss Watson, brings all his family upon you. Give me leave to introduce my brother." Emma curtsied, the gentleman bowed, made a hasty request for the honour of her hand in the two next dances, to which as hasty an affirmative was given, and they were immediately impelled in opposite directions. Emma was very well pleased with the circumstance; there was a quietly cheerful, gentlemanlike air in Mr. Howard, which suited her; and in a few minutes afterwards the value of her engagement[Pg 41] increased when, as she was sitting in the card-room, somewhat screened by a door, she heard Lord Osborne, who was lounging on a vacant table near her, call Tom Musgrave towards him and say: "Why do not you dance with that beautiful Emma Watson? I want you to dance with her, and I will come and stand by you."
After tea, everyone rushed to be the first to leave the room, which was made even livelier by a couple of card games that had just ended, with the players heading in a completely different direction. Among them was Mr. Howard, with his sister resting on his arm; as soon as they got close to Emma, Mrs. Blake, noticing her with a friendly touch, said: "Your kindness to Charles, dear Miss Watson, attracts his whole family to you. Let me introduce my brother." Emma curtsied, the gentleman bowed, quickly asked for the honor of dancing with her in the next two dances, and she quickly agreed. They were promptly pulled in opposite directions. Emma was quite happy about this; there was a quietly cheerful, gentlemanly vibe to Mr. Howard that she liked. A few minutes later, the value of her engagement[Pg 41] increased when, while sitting in the card room, partially hidden by a door, she overheard Lord Osborne, lounging at an empty table nearby, call out to Tom Musgrave and say: "Why don't you dance with that beautiful Emma Watson? I want you to dance with her, and I'll come stand by you."
"I was determined on it this very moment, my lord; I'll be introduced and dance with her directly."
"I've made up my mind right now, my lord; I'll be introduced and dance with her immediately."
"Aye, do; and if you find she does not want much talking to, you may introduce me by-and-by."
"Yeah, do that; and if you see she doesn't want to talk much, you can introduce me later."
"Very well, my lord; if she is like her sisters, she will only want to be listened to. I will go this moment. I shall find her in the tea-room. That stiff old Mrs. Edwards has never done tea."
"Alright, my lord; if she's anything like her sisters, she just wants someone to hear her out. I'll head there right now. I should find her in the tea room. That uptight old Mrs. Edwards has never made tea."
Away he went, Lord Osborne after him; and Emma lost no time in hurrying from her corner exactly the other way, forgetting in her haste that she left Mrs. Edwards behind.
Away he went, with Lord Osborne following him; and Emma wasted no time rushing from her spot in the opposite direction, forgetting in her hurry that she left Mrs. Edwards behind.
"We had quite lost you," said Mrs.[Pg 42] Edwards, who followed in less than five minutes. "If you prefer this room to the other, there is no reason why you should not be here; but we had better all be together."
"We really thought we lost you," Mrs.[Pg 42] Edwards said, arriving in less than five minutes. "If you like this room more than the other one, there's no reason for you not to be here; but it's probably best if we're all together."
Emma was saved the trouble of apologising, by their being joined at the moment by Tom Musgrave, who, requesting Mrs. Edwards aloud to do him the honour of presenting him to Miss Emma Watson, left that good lady without any choice in the business, but that of testifying by the coldness of her manner that she did it unwillingly. The honour of dancing with her was solicited without loss of time; and Emma, however she might like to be thought a beautiful girl by lord or commoner, was so little disposed to favour Tom Musgrave himself, that she had considerable satisfaction in avowing her previous engagement. He was evidently surprised and discomposed. The style of her last partner had probably led him to believe her not overpowered with applications.
Emma was saved the hassle of apologizing when Tom Musgrave joined them. He asked Mrs. Edwards aloud to present him to Miss Emma Watson, leaving her with no option but to show her reluctance through her cold demeanor. Without wasting any time, he asked for the honor of dancing with her, and even though Emma liked the idea of being seen as a beautiful girl by anyone, high or low, she was so uninterested in Tom Musgrave that she felt quite satisfied declaring her previous engagement. He was clearly surprised and uncomfortable. The manner of her last dance partner likely led him to think she wasn't overwhelmed with attention.
"My little friend, Charles Blake," he[Pg 43] cried, "must not expect to engross you the whole evening. We can never suffer this. It is against the rules of the assembly, and I am sure it will never be patronised by our good friend here, Mrs. Edwards; she is by much too nice a judge of decorum to give her licence to such a dangerous particularity——"
"My little friend, Charles Blake," he[Pg 43] exclaimed, "shouldn’t expect to monopolize your attention for the entire evening. We can't allow that. It's against the rules of the gathering, and I know our good friend here, Mrs. Edwards, won’t support it; she's far too discerning about proper behavior to permit such a risky exception——"
"I am not going to dance with Master Blake, sir!"
"I’m not going to dance with Master Blake, sir!"
The gentleman, a little disconcerted, could only hope he might be fortunate another time; and seeming unwilling to leave her, though his friend, Lord Osborne, was waiting in the doorway for the result, as Emma with some amusement perceived, he began to make civil enquiries after her family.
The gentleman, a bit unsettled, could only hope he would have better luck next time; and appearing reluctant to leave her, even though his friend, Lord Osborne, was waiting in the doorway for the outcome, as Emma noted with some amusement, he started to ask polite questions about her family.
"How comes it that we have not the pleasure of seeing your sisters here this evening? Our assemblies have been used to be so well treated by them that we do not know how to take this neglect."
"How is it that we don’t get the pleasure of seeing your sisters here this evening? We’ve always welcomed them so warmly at our gatherings that we’re unsure how to feel about their absence."
"My eldest sister is the only one at home, and she could not leave my father."
"My oldest sister is the only one at home, and she can't leave my dad."
"Miss Watson the only one at home![Pg 44] You astonish me! It seems but the day before yesterday that I saw them all three in the town. But I am afraid I have been a very sad neighbour of late. I hear dreadful complaints of my negligence wherever I go, and I confess it is a shameful length of time since I was at Stanton. But I shall now endeavour to make myself amends for the past."
"Miss Watson is the only one at home![Pg 44] You surprise me! It feels like just yesterday that I saw all three of them in town. But I'm afraid I've been a really bad neighbor lately. I hear awful complaints about my neglect wherever I go, and I admit it's been way too long since I visited Stanton. But I will now try to make up for the past."
Emma's calm curtsey in reply must have struck him as very unlike the encouraging warmth he had been used to receive from her sisters; and gave him probably the novel sensation of doubting his own influence, and of wishing for more attention than she bestowed. The dancing now recommenced. Miss Carr being impatient to call, everybody was required to stand up; and Tom Musgrave's curiosity was appeased on seeing Mr. Howard come forward and claim Emma's hand.
Emma's cool curtsy in response must have seemed very different from the warm encouragement he was used to getting from her sisters, making him likely feel a new sense of doubt about his own influence and wishing for more attention than she gave. The dancing started up again. Miss Carr, eager to call, asked everyone to stand up; and Tom Musgrave's curiosity was satisfied when he saw Mr. Howard step forward and take Emma's hand.
"That will do as well for me," was Lord Osborne's remark, when his friend carried him the news, and he was continually at Howard's elbow during the two dances.
"That works for me," Lord Osborne said when his friend brought him the news, and he stayed close to Howard during the two dances.
The frequency of his appearance there[Pg 45] was the only unpleasant part of the engagement, the only objection she could make to Mr. Howard. In himself, she thought him as agreeable as he looked; though chatting on the commonest topics, he had a sensible, unaffected way of expressing himself, which made whatever he said worth hearing, and she only regretted that he had not been able to make his pupil's manners as unexceptionable as his own. The two dances seemed very short, and she had her partner's authority for considering them so. At their conclusion, the Osbornes and their train were all on the move.
The frequency of his appearances there[Pg 45] was the only downside of the engagement, the only complaint she had about Mr. Howard. She found him as pleasant as he appeared; even when discussing the simplest topics, he had a clear, genuine way of expressing himself that made whatever he said worth listening to. She only wished he could have taught his pupil to have manners as impeccable as his own. The two dances felt very brief, and her partner agreed with her on that. When they ended, the Osbornes and their group were all getting up to leave.
"We are off at last," said his lordship to Tom. "How much longer do you stay in this heavenly place?—till sunrise?"
"We're finally leaving," his lordship said to Tom. "How much longer are you going to stay in this amazing place? Until sunrise?"
"No, faith! my lord; I have had quite enough of it, I assure you. I shall not show myself here again when I have had the honour of attending Lady Osborne to her carriage. I shall retreat in as much secrecy as possible to the most remote corner of the house, where I shall order a barrel of oysters, and be famously snug."
"No, honestly, my lord; I’ve had more than enough of this, I promise you. I won’t come back here after I’ve had the honor of seeing Lady Osborne to her carriage. I’ll secretly make my way to the furthest corner of the house, where I’ll order a barrel of oysters and get really cozy."
"Let me see you soon at the castle, and bring me word how she looks by daylight."
"Let me see you soon at the castle, and tell me how she looks in the daylight."
Emma and Mrs. Blake parted as old acquaintance; and Charles shook her by the hand and wished her good-bye at least a dozen times. From Miss Osborne and Miss Carr she received something like a jerking curtsey as they passed her; even Lady Osborne gave her a look of complacency, and his lordship actually came back after the others were out of the room, to "beg her pardon," and look in the window-seat behind her for the gloves which were visibly compressed in his hand. As Tom Musgrave was seen no more, we may suppose his plan to have succeeded, and imagine him mortifying with his barrel of oysters in dreary solitude, or gladly assisting the landlady in her bar to make fresh negus for the happy dancers above. Emma could not help missing the party by whom she had been, though in some respects unpleasantly, distinguished; and the two dances which followed and concluded the ball were rather flat in [Pg 47]comparison with the others. Mr. Edwards having played with good luck, they were some of the last in the room.
Emma and Mrs. Blake said goodbye as old friends, and Charles shook her hand and wished her farewell at least a dozen times. Miss Osborne and Miss Carr gave her a sort of awkward curtsy as they passed by; even Lady Osborne flashed her a smug look, and his lordship actually came back after everyone else left the room to "apologize" and check the window seat behind her for the gloves he was clearly holding. Since we didn't see Tom Musgrave anymore, we can assume his plan worked, and we can picture him sulking with his barrel of oysters in lonely silence or happily helping the landlady at the bar to prepare fresh negus for the joyful dancers above. Emma couldn't help but miss the group that had, although somewhat unpleasantly, made her feel special; and the two dances that followed and wrapped up the ball felt a bit dull compared to the earlier ones. Mr. Edwards played well, so they were among the last ones left in the room.
"Here we are back again, I declare," said Emma sorrowfully, as she walked into the dining-room, where the table was prepared, and the neat upper maid was lighting the candles.
"Here we are back again, I swear," said Emma sadly, as she walked into the dining room, where the table was set and the tidy maid was lighting the candles.
"My dear Miss Edwards, how soon it is at an end! I wish it could all come over again."
"My dear Miss Edwards, it's all coming to an end so soon! I wish we could experience it all again."
A great deal of kind pleasure was expressed in her having enjoyed the evening so much; and Mr. Edwards was as warm as herself in the praise of the fulness, brilliancy, and spirit of the meeting; though as he had been fixed the whole time at the same table in the same room, with only one change of chairs, it might have seemed a matter scarcely perceived; but he had won four rubbers out of five, and everything went well. His daughter felt the advantage of this gratified state of mind in the course of the remarks and retrospections which now ensued over the welcome soup.
A lot of genuine happiness was shown that she had enjoyed the evening so much; and Mr. Edwards was just as enthusiastic as she was in praising the fullness, brightness, and energy of the gathering; although he had been sitting at the same table in the same room the entire time, with only one change of chairs, it might have seemed like something he barely noticed; but he had won four out of five games, and everything was going well. His daughter felt the benefit of this satisfied mood during the comments and reflections that followed over the welcome soup.
"How came you not to dance with either of the Mr. Tomlinsons, Mary?" said her mother.
"Why didn’t you dance with either of the Mr. Tomlinsons, Mary?" her mother asked.
"I was always engaged when they asked me."
"I was always involved when they asked me."
"I thought you were to have stood up with Mr. James the two last dances; Mrs. Tomlinson told me he was gone to ask you, and I had heard you say two minutes before that you were not engaged?"
"I thought you were supposed to dance with Mr. James for the last two dances. Mrs. Tomlinson told me he went to ask you, and I heard you say just two minutes earlier that you were not engaged?"
"Yes, but there was a mistake; I had misunderstood. I did not know I was engaged. I thought it had been for the two dances after, if we stayed so long; but Captain Hunter assured me it was for those very two."
"Yes, but there was a mistake; I had misunderstood. I didn’t realize I was engaged. I thought it was for the two dances later, if we stayed that long; but Captain Hunter confirmed it was for those exact two."
"So you ended with Captain Hunter, Mary, did you?" said her father. "And whom did you begin with?"
"So you ended up with Captain Hunter, Mary, did you?" her father asked. "And who did you start with?"
"Captain Hunter," was repeated in a very humble tone.
"Captain Hunter," was repeated in a very humble tone.
"Hum! That is being constant, however. But who else did you dance with?"
"Hum! That's being consistent, though. But who else did you dance with?"
"Mr. Norton and Mr. Styles."
"Mr. Norton and Mr. Styles."
"And who are they?"
"And who are they?"
"Mr. Norton is a cousin of Captain Hunter's."
"Mr. Norton is a cousin of Captain Hunter."
"And who is Mr. Styles?"
"And who's Mr. Styles?"
"One of his particular friends."
"One of his close friends."
"All in the same regiment," added Mrs. Edwards. "Mary was surrounded by redcoats all the evening. I should have been better pleased to see her dancing with some of our old neighbours, I confess."
"All in the same regiment," Mrs. Edwards added. "Mary was surrounded by soldiers all evening. Honestly, I would have preferred to see her dancing with some of our old neighbors."
"Yes, yes; we must not neglect our old neighbours. But if these soldiers are quicker than other people in a ball-room, what are young ladies to do?"
"Yes, yes; we shouldn't forget about our old neighbors. But if these soldiers are faster than everyone else in a ballroom, what are young ladies supposed to do?"
"I think there is no occasion for their engaging themselves so many dances beforehand, Mr. Edwards."
"I don’t think there’s any reason for them to get involved in so many dances ahead of time, Mr. Edwards."
"No, perhaps not; but I remember, my dear, when you and I did the same."
"No, maybe not; but I remember, my dear, when you and I did the same."
Mrs. Edwards said no more, and Mary breathed again. A good deal of good-humoured pleasantry followed, and Emma went to bed in charming spirits, her head full of Osbornes, Blakes, and Howards.
Mrs. Edwards didn’t say anything more, and Mary took a breath again. A lot of light-hearted banter followed, and Emma went to bed feeling great, her mind buzzing with thoughts of Osbornes, Blakes, and Howards.
CHAPTER III
The next morning brought a great many visitors. It was the way of the place always to call on Mrs. Edwards the morning after a ball, and this neighbourly inclination was increased in the present instance by a general spirit of curiosity on Emma's account, as everybody wanted to look again at the girl who had been admired the night before by Lord Osborne. Many were the eyes, and various the degrees of approbation, with which she was examined. Some saw no fault, and some no beauty. With some, her brown skin was the annihilation of every grace, and others could never be persuaded that she was half so handsome as Elizabeth Watson had been ten years ago. The morning passed quickly away in discussing the merits of the ball with all this succession of company, and Emma was at once astonished by finding it two o'clock, and[Pg 51] considering that she had heard nothing of her father's chair. After this discovery she had walked twice to the window to examine the street, and was on the point of asking leave to ring the bell and make enquiries, when the light sound of a carriage driving up to the door set her heart at ease. She stepped again to the window, but instead of the convenient though very un-smart family equipage, perceived a neat curricle. Mr. Musgrave was shortly afterwards announced, and Mrs. Edwards put on her very stiffest look at the sound. Not at all dismayed, however, by her chilling air, he paid his compliments to each of the ladies with no unbecoming ease, and continuing to address Emma, presented her a note, which "he had the honour of bringing from her sister, but to which, he must observe, a verbal postscript from himself would be requisite."
The next morning brought a lot of visitors. It was the usual custom for people to call on Mrs. Edwards the day after a ball, and this neighborly habit was heightened this time by a general curiosity about Emma, as everyone wanted to take another look at the girl who had caught the attention of Lord Osborne the night before. Many eyes examined her, each with different levels of approval. Some saw no flaws, while others saw no beauty at all. For some, her brown skin overshadowed any grace, and others couldn’t be convinced that she was even half as attractive as Elizabeth Watson had been a decade ago. The morning flew by as they discussed the ball with all this stream of guests, and Emma was surprised to find it was already two o'clock, especially since she hadn’t heard anything about her father's chair. After this realization, she walked to the window twice to check the street and was about to ask to ring the bell and inquire when she heard the light sound of a carriage pulling up to the door, easing her worries. She looked out again, but instead of the typical yet unremarkable family carriage, she saw a neat curricle. Mr. Musgrave was announced shortly after, and Mrs. Edwards put on her strictest expression upon hearing his arrival. Not at all discouraged by her cold demeanor, he greeted each of the ladies with an easy charm and continued to address Emma, handing her a note, which he said “he had the honor of bringing from her sister, but he must note that a verbal postscript from himself was necessary.”
The note, which Emma was beginning to read rather before Mrs. Edwards had entreated her to use no ceremony, contained a few lines from Elizabeth importing that their father, in consequence of[Pg 52] being unusually well, had taken the sudden resolution of attending the visitation that day; and that as his road lay quite wide from D——, it was impossible for her to come home till the following morning; unless the Edwards would send her, which was hardly to be expected, or she could meet with any chance conveyance, or did not mind walking so far. She had scarcely run her eye through the whole, before she found herself obliged to listen to Tom Musgrave's further account.
The note that Emma was starting to read just before Mrs. Edwards urged her to skip any formalities contained a few lines from Elizabeth saying that their father, due to being unusually well, had suddenly decided to attend the visitation that day. Since his route was quite far from D——, it meant she couldn’t come home until the next morning unless the Edwards offered to send her, which was unlikely, or if she could find any kind of ride, or if she didn’t mind walking that far. She had barely skimmed through it when she realized she had to pay attention to Tom Musgrave’s additional explanation.
"I received that note from the fair hands of Miss Watson only ten minutes ago," said he; "I met her in the village of Stanton, whither my good stars prompted me to run my horses' heads. She was at that moment in quest of a person to employ on the errand, and I was fortunate enough to convince her that she could not find a more willing or speedy messenger than myself. Remember, I say nothing of my disinterestedness. My reward is to be the indulgence of conveying you to Stanton in my curricle. Though they are[Pg 53] not written down, I bring your sister's orders for the same."
"I just got that note from Miss Watson only ten minutes ago," he said. "I ran into her in the village of Stanton, where my good luck led me to take my horses. She was looking for someone to go on an errand, and I was lucky enough to convince her that she couldn't find a more eager or quick messenger than me. Just so you know, I'm not mentioning my selflessness. My reward is getting to take you to Stanton in my carriage. Even though they aren’t formally written down, I have your sister's instructions for the same."
Emma felt distressed; she did not like the proposal—she did not wish to be on terms of intimacy with the proposer: and yet, fearful of encroaching on the Edwards, as well as wishing to go home herself, she was at a loss how entirely to decline what he offered. Mrs. Edwards continued silent, either not understanding the case, or waiting to see how the young lady's inclination lay. Emma thanked him, but professed herself very unwilling to give him so much trouble. The trouble was of course, honour, pleasure, delight—what had he or his horses to do? Still she hesitated—she believed she must beg leave to decline his assistance; she was rather afraid of the sort of carriage. The distance was not beyond a walk. Mrs. Edwards was silent no longer. She enquired into the particulars, and then said, "We shall be extremely happy, Miss Emma, if you can give us the pleasure of your company till to-morrow; but if you cannot conveniently do so, our carriage is quite[Pg 54] at your service, and Mary will be pleased with the opportunity of seeing your sister."
Emma felt upset; she didn’t like the proposal—she didn’t want to be close to the person making it. Yet, worried about imposing on the Edwards and wanting to go home herself, she was unsure how to fully turn down what he offered. Mrs. Edwards remained quiet, either not grasping the situation or waiting to see what the young lady wanted. Emma thanked him but said she really didn’t want to create any trouble for him. The trouble was actually a matter of honor, pleasure, delight—what did he or his horses have to do with it? Still, she hesitated—she thought she had to politely decline his help; she was a bit wary of the kind of carriage. The distance was not far enough to warrant a ride. Mrs. Edwards finally spoke up. She asked about the details and then said, “We would be very happy, Miss Emma, if you could join us until tomorrow; but if that’s not convenient for you, our carriage is completely[Pg 54] at your service, and Mary would love the chance to see your sister.”
This was precisely what Emma longed for, and she accepted the offer most thankfully; acknowledging that as Elizabeth was entirely alone, it was her wish to return home to dinner. The plan was warmly opposed by their visitor.
This is exactly what Emma wanted, and she gladly accepted the offer, realizing that since Elizabeth was all alone, she hoped to go home for dinner. The visitor strongly opposed the plan.
"I cannot suffer it, indeed. I must not be deprived of the happiness of escorting you. I assure you there is not a possibility of fear with my horses. You might guide them yourself. Your sisters all know how quiet they are; they have none of them the smallest scruple intrusting themselves with me, even on a racecourse. Believe me," added he, lowering his voice, "you are quite safe—the danger is only mine."
"I can't stand it, really. I can't miss out on the happiness of driving you. I promise you there's no chance of fear with my horses. You could handle them yourself. Your sisters all know how calm they are; none of them have the slightest hesitation in trusting me, even on a racecourse. Trust me," he added, lowering his voice, "you are completely safe—the risk is only mine."
Emma was not more disposed to oblige him for all this.
Emma was not any more inclined to do what he asked because of all this.
"And as for Mrs. Edwards' carriage being used the day after the ball, it is a thing out of all rule, I assure you—never heard of before. The old coachman will[Pg 55] look as black as his horses—won't he, Miss Edwards?"
"And about Mrs. Edwards' carriage being used the day after the ball, that's really unusual, I promise you—never heard of it before. The old coachman will[Pg 55] look as grumpy as his horses—right, Miss Edwards?"
No notice was taken. The ladies were silently firm, and the gentleman found himself obliged to submit.
No one paid attention. The ladies stood their ground silently, and the gentleman realized he had no choice but to give in.
"What a famous ball we had last night," he cried, after a short pause. "How long did you keep it up after the Osbornes and I went away?"
"What an amazing party we had last night," he exclaimed after a brief pause. "How long did you all stay after the Osbornes and I left?"
"We had two dances more."
"We had two more dances."
"It is making it too much of a fatigue, I think, to stay so late. I suppose your set was not a very full one?"
"It’s too exhausting to stay out this late, I think. I guess your group wasn’t very large?"
"Yes, quite as full as ever, except the Osbornes. There seemed no vacancy anywhere; and everybody danced with uncommon spirit to the very last."
"Yes, just as packed as ever, except for the Osbornes. There seemed to be no empty spots anywhere; and everyone danced with a lot of energy right to the end."
Emma said this, though against her conscience.
Emma said this, even though it went against her better judgment.
"Indeed! Perhaps I might have looked in upon you again, if I had been aware of as much; for I am rather fond of dancing than not. Miss Osborne is a charming girl, is not she?"
"Absolutely! I might have dropped by to see you again if I had known that; because I actually enjoy dancing quite a bit. Miss Osborne is a lovely girl, isn’t she?"
"I do not think her handsome," replied[Pg 56] Emma, to whom all this was chiefly addressed.
"I don't think she's pretty," replied[Pg 56] Emma, to whom all this was mainly directed.
"Perhaps she is not critically handsome, but her manners are delightful. And Fanny Carr is a most interesting little creature. You can imagine nothing more naïve or piquante; and what do you think of Lord Osborne, Miss Watson?"
"Maybe she's not conventionally beautiful, but her manners are charming. And Fanny Carr is a really fascinating little person. You can't imagine anything more innocent or piquante; and what do you think about Lord Osborne, Miss Watson?"
"He would be handsome even though he were not a lord, and perhaps better himself pleased in a right place."
"He would be good-looking even if he wasn't a lord, and maybe he would feel more comfortable in the right environment."
"Upon my word, you are severe upon my friend! I assure you Lord Osborne is a very good fellow."
"Honestly, you're being really harsh on my friend! I promise you, Lord Osborne is a genuinely good guy."
"I do not dispute his virtues, but I do not like his careless air."
"I don't deny his qualities, but I don't like his laid-back attitude."
"If it were not a breach of confidence," replied Tom, with an important look, "perhaps I might be able to win a more favourable opinion of poor Osborne."
"If it weren't a breach of trust," replied Tom, with a serious expression, "maybe I could earn a better opinion of poor Osborne."
Emma gave him no encouragement, and he was obliged to keep his friend's secret. He was also obliged to put an end to his visit, for Mrs. Edwards having ordered her carriage, there was no time to[Pg 57] be lost on Emma's side in preparing for it. Miss Edwards accompanied her home; but as it was dinner hour at Stanton, stayed with them only a few minutes.
Emma gave him no encouragement, so he had to keep his friend's secret. He also had to end his visit because Mrs. Edwards had called for her carriage, leaving no time to[Pg 57] waste on Emma's part in getting ready. Miss Edwards went home with her, but since it was dinner time at Stanton, she only stayed for a few minutes.
"Now, my dear Emma," said Miss Watson, as soon as they were alone, "you must talk to me all the rest of the day without stopping, or I shall not be satisfied; but, first of all, Nanny shall bring in the dinner. Poor thing! You will not dine as you did yesterday, for we have nothing but some fried beef. How nice Mary Edwards looks in her new pelisse! And now tell me how you like them all, and what I am to say to Sam. I have begun my letter; Jack Stokes is to call for it to-morrow, for his uncle is going within a mile of Guildford next day."
"Now, my dear Emma," said Miss Watson, as soon as they were alone, "you have to talk to me for the rest of the day without stopping, or I won’t be happy; but first, Nanny will bring in the dinner. Poor thing! You won’t have the same dinner as yesterday, because we only have some fried beef. Doesn’t Mary Edwards look great in her new coat? Now, tell me what you think of everyone and what I should say to Sam. I’ve started my letter; Jack Stokes is supposed to pick it up tomorrow since his uncle is going within a mile of Guildford the next day."
Nanny brought in the dinner.
Nanny brought the dinner in.
"We will wait upon ourselves," continued Elizabeth, "and then we shall lose no time. And so you would not come home with Tom Musgrave?"
"We'll just wait for ourselves," Elizabeth continued, "and then we won't waste any time. So you really won't come home with Tom Musgrave?"
"No, you had said so much against him that I could not wish either for the obligation or the intimacy which the use of[Pg 58] his carriage must have created. I should not even have liked the appearance of it."
"No, you talked so much trash about him that I couldn't wish for the obligation or closeness that using his[Pg 58] carriage would have created. I wouldn't even have wanted the appearance of it."
"You did very right, though I wonder at your forbearance, and I do not think I could have done it myself. He seemed so eager to fetch you that I could not say no, though it rather went against me to be throwing you together, so well as I knew his tricks; but I did long to see you, and it was a clever way of getting you home. Besides, it won't do to be too nice. Nobody could have thought of the Edwards letting you have their coach, after the horses being out so late. But what am I to say to Sam?"
"You did really well, but I'm surprised by your patience, and I don't think I could have done it myself. He seemed so eager to pick you up that I couldn't say no, even though it felt a bit wrong to push you two together, knowing his tricks so well; but I really wanted to see you, and it was a smart way to get you home. Plus, we can't be too proper. No one would have expected the Edwards to lend you their coach after the horses were out so late. But what am I supposed to say to Sam?"
"If you are guided by me you will not encourage him to think of Miss Edwards. The father is decidedly against him, the mother shows him no favour, and I doubt his having any interest with Mary. She danced twice with Captain Hunter, and I think shows him in general as much encouragement as is consistent with her disposition and the circumstances she is placed in. She once mentioned Sam, and certainly with a little confusion; but that[Pg 59] was perhaps merely owing to the consciousness of his liking her, which may very probably have come to her knowledge.
"If you follow my advice, you won’t encourage him to think about Miss Edwards. Her father is definitely against him, her mother isn’t supportive at all, and I doubt he has any chance with Mary. She danced twice with Captain Hunter and I believe she gives him about as much encouragement as fits her nature and the situation she’s in. She once brought up Sam and seemed a bit flustered; but that[Pg 59] was probably just because she was aware of his feelings for her, which she most likely knows about."
"Oh! dear, yes. She has heard enough of that from us all! Poor Sam! he is out of luck as well as other people. For the life of me, Emma, I cannot help feeling for those that are crossed in love. Well, now begin and give me an account of everything as it happened."
"Oh! dear, yes. She has heard enough of that from all of us! Poor Sam! He's out of luck just like everyone else. Honestly, Emma, I can't help but feel for those who are struggling in love. Well, now go ahead and tell me everything that happened."
Emma obeyed her, and Elizabeth listened with very little interruption till she heard of Mr. Howard as a partner.
Emma did what she was told, and Elizabeth listened with hardly any interruptions until she heard about Mr. Howard being a partner.
"Dance with Mr. Howard. Good heavens! You don't say so! Why, he is quite one of the great and grand ones. Did you not find him very high?"
"Dance with Mr. Howard. Oh my! You can’t be serious! He is definitely one of the most important people. Didn’t you find him a bit snobby?"
"His manners are of a kind to give me much more ease and confidence than Tom Musgrave's."
"His manners make me feel much more comfortable and confident than Tom Musgrave's."
"Well, go on. I should have been frightened out of my wits to have had anything to do with the Osbornes' set."
"Well, go ahead. I should have been terrified to have anything to do with the Osbornes' group."
Emma concluded her narration.
Emma finished her story.
"And so you really did not dance with[Pg 60] Tom Musgrave at all, but you must have liked him—you must have been struck with him altogether?"
"And so you really didn't dance with[Pg 60] Tom Musgrave at all, but you must have liked him—you must have found him really appealing, right?"
"I do not like him, Elizabeth. I allow his person and air to be good; and that his manners to a certain point—his address rather—is pleasing. But I see nothing else to admire in him. On the contrary, he seems very vain, very conceited, absurdly anxious for distinction, and absolutely contemptible in some of the measures he takes for being so. There is a ridiculousness about him that entertains me; but his company gives me no other agreeable emotion."
"I do not like him, Elizabeth. I acknowledge that he has a certain charm and that his manners—specifically, his way of addressing people—are pleasant. But I find nothing else to admire about him. On the contrary, he seems extremely vain, quite full of himself, overly eager for attention, and utterly ridiculous in some of the lengths he goes to for it. There's a certain absurdity about him that amuses me, but his presence brings me no other enjoyable feelings."
"My dearest Emma! You are like nobody else in the world. It is well Margaret is not by. You do not offend me, though I hardly know how to believe you; but Margaret would never forgive such words."
"My dearest Emma! You are unlike anyone else in the world. It’s a good thing Margaret isn’t here. You don’t upset me, even though I can barely believe you; but Margaret would never forgive you for saying such things."
"I wish Margaret could have heard him profess his ignorance of her being out of the country; he declared it seemed only two days since he had seen her."
"I wish Margaret could have heard him admit he didn't know she was out of the country; he said it felt like it had only been two days since he last saw her."
"Aye, that is just like him; and yet this[Pg 61] is the man she will fancy so desperately in love with her. He is no favourite of mine, as you well know, Emma; but you must think him agreeable. Can you lay your hand on your heart and say you do not?"
"Yeah, that’s just like him; and yet this[Pg 61] is the guy she will be so desperately in love with. He's not my favorite, as you know, Emma; but you must find him charming. Can you really say you don’t?"
"Indeed I can, both hands; and spread them to their widest extent."
"Sure, I can do that with both hands and stretch them out as far as I can."
"I should like to know the man you do think agreeable."
"I'd like to know the guy you actually think is nice."
"His name is Howard."
"His name's Howard."
"Howard! Dear me, I cannot think of him but as playing cards with Lady Osborne, and looking proud. I must own, however, that it is a relief to me to find you can speak as you do of Tom Musgrave. My heart did misgive me that you would like him too well. You talked so stoutly beforehand, that I was sadly afraid your brag would be punished. I only hope it will last, and that he will not come on to pay you much attention. It is a hard thing for a woman to stand against the flattering ways of a man when he is bent upon pleasing her."
"Howard! Honestly, I can’t help but picture him playing cards with Lady Osborne and looking so proud. I have to admit, though, it’s a relief to see you can talk about Tom Musgrave the way you do. I worried that you might like him too much. You spoke so confidently ahead of time that I was really afraid your boasting would backfire. I just hope it lasts and that he doesn’t start paying you too much attention. It’s tough for a woman to resist a man’s flattering ways when he’s determined to impress her."
As their quietly sociable little meal [Pg 62]concluded, Miss Watson could not help observing how comfortably it had passed.
As their quietly friendly little meal [Pg 62] concluded, Miss Watson couldn't help but notice how smoothly it had gone.
"It is so delightful to me," said she, "to have things going on in peace and good-humour. Nobody can tell how much I hate quarrelling. Now, though we have had nothing but fried beef, how good it has all seemed. I wish everybody were as easily satisfied as you; but poor Margaret is very snappish, and Penelope owns she would rather have quarrelling going on than nothing at all."
"It makes me so happy," she said, "to have everything going on peacefully and in good spirits. No one knows how much I hate fighting. Even though we've only had fried beef, it has all tasted great. I wish everyone were as easily content as you; but poor Margaret is really irritable, and Penelope admits she would prefer to have some arguing instead of nothing at all."
Mr. Watson returned in the evening not the worse for the exertion of the day and, consequently, pleased with what he had done, and glad to talk of it over his own fireside. Emma had not foreseen any interest to herself in the occurrences of a visitation; but when she heard Mr. Howard spoken of as the preacher, and as having given them an excellent sermon, she could not help listening with a quicker ear.
Mr. Watson came back in the evening, no worse for the day’s efforts, and was therefore happy with what he had accomplished, eager to discuss it by his own fireplace. Emma hadn’t expected to find any personal interest in the events of the visit, but when she heard Mr. Howard referred to as the preacher who had delivered an excellent sermon, she couldn’t help but listen more attentively.
"I do not know when I have heard a discourse more to my mind," continued Mr. Watson, "or one better delivered.[Pg 63] He reads extremely well, with great propriety, and in a very impressive manner; and at the same time without any theatrical grimace or violence. I own I do not like much action in the pulpit; I do not like the studied air and artificial inflexions of voice which your very popular and most admired preachers generally have. A simple delivery is much better calculated to inspire devotion, and shows a much better taste. Mr. Howard read like a scholar and a gentleman."
"I can't remember hearing a speech that resonated with me more," Mr. Watson continued, "or one that was delivered better.[Pg 63] He reads exceptionally well, with great poise, and in a very compelling way; yet at the same time, without any over-the-top theatrics or extremes. Honestly, I'm not a fan of too much action in the pulpit; I don't appreciate the affected style and artificial tone variations that many popular and highly regarded preachers tend to use. A straightforward delivery is much more effective in inspiring devotion and reflects a much better taste. Mr. Howard read like a true scholar and gentleman."
"And what had you for dinner, sir?" said his eldest daughter.
"And what did you have for dinner, Dad?" asked his oldest daughter.
He related the dishes, and told what he had ate himself.
He described the dishes and shared what he had eaten himself.
"Upon the whole," he added, "I have had a very comfortable day. My old friends were quite surprised to see me amongst them, and I must say that everybody paid me great attention, and seemed to feel for me as an invalid. They would make me sit near the fire; and as the partridges were pretty high, Dr. Richards would have them sent away to the other end of the table, 'that they might not [Pg 64]offend Mr. Watson,' which I thought very kind of him. But what pleased me as much as anything was Mr. Howard's attention. There is a pretty steep flight of steps up to the room we dine in, which do not agree with my gouty foot, and Mr. Howard walked by me from the bottom to the top, and would make me take his arm. It struck me as very becoming in so young a man, but I am sure I had no claim to expect it, for I never saw him before in my life. By the by, he enquired after one of my daughters, but I do not know which. I suppose you know among yourselves."
"Overall," he added, "I had a really pleasant day. My old friends were surprised to see me there, and I must say everyone paid me a lot of attention and seemed to care for me as someone who's not well. They made me sit close to the fire, and since the partridges were pretty rich, Dr. Richards had them moved to the other end of the table 'so they wouldn't [Pg 64]offend Mr. Watson,' which I thought was very considerate of him. But what pleased me even more was Mr. Howard's attentiveness. There's a pretty steep set of stairs leading up to the dining room, which doesn’t work well with my gouty foot, and Mr. Howard walked with me from the bottom to the top, insisting that I take his arm. I found it very admirable for someone so young, but I have no right to expect it since I’d never met him before. By the way, he asked about one of my daughters, but I don’t know which one. I assume you all know among yourselves."
CHAPTER IV
On the third day after the ball, as Nanny at five minutes before three, was beginning to bustle into the parlour with the tray and knife case, she was suddenly called to the front door by the sound of as smart a rap as the end of a riding whip could give; and though charged by Miss Watson to let nobody in, returned in half a minute with a look of awkward dismay to hold the parlour door open for Lord Osborne and Tom Musgrave. The surprise of the young ladies may be imagined. No visitors would have been welcome at such a moment, but such visitors as these—such an one as Lord Osborne at least, a nobleman and a stranger, was really distressing.
On the third day after the ball, just as Nanny was getting ready to enter the parlor with the tray and knife set at five minutes to three, she suddenly heard a sharp knock at the front door, sounding like the end of a riding whip. Even though Miss Watson had told her not to let anyone in, Nanny returned in about half a minute, looking awkward and dismayed, to hold the parlor door open for Lord Osborne and Tom Musgrave. The young ladies’ surprise is easy to imagine. No visitors would have been welcome at that moment, but having visitors like these—especially someone like Lord Osborne, a nobleman and a stranger—was truly upsetting.
He looked a little embarrassed himself, as, on being introduced by his easy voluble friend, he muttered something of doing himself the honour of waiting upon[Pg 66] Mr. Watson. Though Emma could not but take the compliment of the visit to herself, she was very far from enjoying it. She felt all the inconsistency of such an acquaintance with the very humble style in which they were obliged to live; and having in her aunt's family been used to many of the elegancies of life, was fully sensible of all that must be open to the ridicule of richer people in her present home. Of the pain of such feelings, Elizabeth knew very little. Her simple mind or juster reason saved her from such mortification; and though shrinking under a general sense of inferiority, she felt no particular shame. Mr. Watson, as the gentlemen had already heard from Nanny, was not well enough to be down stairs. With much concern they took their seats; Lord Osborne near Emma, and the convenient Mr. Musgrave, in high spirits at his own importance, on the other side of the fireplace with Elizabeth. He was at no loss for words; but when Lord Osborne had hoped that Emma had not caught cold at the ball, he had nothing[Pg 67] more to say for some time, and could only gratify his eye by occasional glances at his fair companion. Emma was not inclined to give herself much trouble for his entertainment; and after hard labour of mind, he produced the remark of its being a very fine day; and followed it up with the question of "Have you been walking this morning?"
He looked a bit embarrassed too, as, after being introduced by his chatty friend, he mumbled something about having the honor of visiting Mr. Watson. While Emma couldn’t help but take the visit as a compliment, she certainly wasn’t enjoying it. She felt the awkwardness of knowing such people while living in such a modest way, and having been used to many comforts in her aunt's family, she was acutely aware of how much her current life would be ridiculed by wealthier folks. Elizabeth, on the other hand, didn't feel these pains as deeply. Her straightforward mind or clearer reasoning kept her from feeling that kind of embarrassment; even though she often felt generally inferior, she didn't feel any specific shame. Mr. Watson, as the gentlemen had already heard from Nanny, was too unwell to come downstairs. With a lot of concern, they took their seats; Lord Osborne sat near Emma, while the self-satisfied Mr. Musgrave, in high spirits about his own importance, settled on the other side of the fireplace with Elizabeth. He never ran out of things to say, but after Lord Osborne asked if Emma had caught a cold at the ball, he struggled to find anything more to say for a while and could only satisfy himself with occasional glances at his lovely companion. Emma wasn’t inclined to put much effort into entertaining him; after some mental effort, he managed to say it was a beautiful day and followed it with the question, “Have you been walking this morning?”
"No, my lord, we thought it too dirty."
"No, my lord, we thought it was too dirty."
"You should wear half-boots." After another pause: "Nothing sets off a neat ankle more than a half-boot; nankeen, goloshed with black, looks very well. Do not you like half-boots?"
"You should wear ankle boots." After another pause: "Nothing highlights a neat ankle more than ankle boots; cream-colored ones with black trimming look really nice. Don't you like ankle boots?"
"Yes; but unless they are so stout as to injure their beauty, they are not fit for country walking."
"Yes; but unless they're strong enough to not ruin their looks, they aren't suitable for walking in the country."
"Ladies should ride in dirty weather. Do you ride?"
"Ladies should ride in bad weather. Do you ride?"
"No, my lord."
"No, my lord."
"I wonder every lady does not; a woman never looks better than on horseback."
"I wonder why every woman doesn't; a woman never looks better than when she's on horseback."
"But every woman may not have the inclination or the means."
"But not every woman may have the desire or the resources."
"If they knew how much it became them, they would all have the inclination; and I fancy, Miss Watson, when once they had the inclination, the means would soon follow."
"If they realized how well it suited them, everyone would be interested; and I think, Miss Watson, once they had that interest, the resources would quickly follow."
"Your lordship thinks we always have our own way. That is a point on which ladies and gentlemen have long disagreed; but without pretending to decide it, I may say that there are some circumstances which even women cannot control. Female economy will do a great deal, my lord; but it cannot turn a small income into a large one."
"Your lordship thinks we always do things our way. That is a topic on which ladies and gentlemen have disagreed for a long time; but without trying to resolve it, I can say that there are some situations that even women can't manage. A woman's budget can achieve a lot, my lord; but it can't turn a small income into a large one."
Lord Osborne was silenced. Her manner had been neither sententious nor sarcastic, but there was a something in its mild seriousness, as well as in the words themselves, which made his lordship think; and when he addressed her again, it was with a degree of considerable propriety totally unlike the half-awkward, half-fearless style of his former remarks. It was a new thing with him to wish to please a woman; it was the first time that he had ever felt what was due to a woman in[Pg 69] Emma's situation; but as he was wanting neither in sense nor a good disposition, he did not feel it without effect.
Lord Osborne was taken aback. Her tone wasn't preachy or sarcastic, but there was something in her calm seriousness, along with her words, that made him think; and when he spoke to her again, it was with a level of properness completely different from the awkward and overly bold way he had spoken before. It was a new experience for him to want to impress a woman; it was the first time he had ever considered what was appropriate for a woman in[Pg 69] Emma's situation; but since he was neither lacking in intelligence nor good nature, he felt the impact.
"You have not been long in this country, I understand," said he in the tone of a gentleman. "I hope you are pleased with it."
"You haven't been in this country for long, I hear," he said in a gentlemanly tone. "I hope you're enjoying it."
He was rewarded by a gracious answer and a more liberal full view of her face than she had yet bestowed. Unused to exert himself, and happy in contemplating her, he then sat in silence for some minutes longer, while Tom Musgrave was chattering to Elizabeth, till they were interrupted by Nanny's approach, who, half-opening the door and putting in her head, said—
He received a warm response and a more generous look at her face than she had given him before. Not used to being active and content just to admire her, he sat in silence for a few more minutes while Tom Musgrave chatted with Elizabeth, until they were interrupted by Nanny, who half-opened the door and poked her head in, saying—
"Please, ma'am, master wants to know why he be'nt to have his dinner?"
"Excuse me, ma'am, the master wants to know why he isn't having his dinner?"
The gentlemen, who had hitherto disregarded every symptom, however positive, of the nearness of that meal, now jumped up with apologies; while Elizabeth called briskly after Nanny to take up the fowls.
The men, who had previously ignored every clear sign that the meal was close, now sprang up with apologies; while Elizabeth called out quickly to Nanny to grab the chickens.
"I am sorry it happens so," she added,[Pg 70] turning good-humouredly towards Musgrave, "but you know what early hours we keep."
"I’m sorry it turned out this way," she added,[Pg 70] turning playfully towards Musgrave, "but you know how early we start our days."
Tom had nothing to say for himself, he knew it very well; and such honest simplicity, such shameless truth, rather bewildered him. Lord Osborne's parting compliments took some time, his inclination for speech seeming to increase with the shortness of the term for indulgence. He recommended exercise in defiance of dirt; spoke again in praise of half-boots; begged that his sister might be allowed to send Emma the name of her shoemaker; and concluded with saying: "My hounds will be hunting this country next week. I believe they will throw off at Stanton Wood on Wednesday at nine o'clock. I mention this in hopes of your being drawn out to see what's going on. If the morning's tolerable, pray do us the honour of giving us your good wishes in person."
Tom had nothing to say for himself, and he knew it well; such honest simplicity, such blatant truth, left him a bit confused. Lord Osborne's parting compliments took a while, as his desire to talk seemed to grow the shorter the time he had to indulge. He encouraged exercise despite the dirt; praised half-boots again; asked if his sister could send Emma the name of her shoemaker; and wrapped up by saying, "My hounds will be hunting in this area next week. I think they'll start at Stanton Wood on Wednesday at nine o'clock. I mention this in the hope that you might come out to see what's happening. If the morning is decent, please do us the honor of giving us your good wishes in person."
The sisters looked on each other with astonishment when their visitors had withdrawn.
The sisters stared at each other in shock once their guests left.
"Here's an unaccountable honour!"[Pg 71] cried Elizabeth at last. "Who would have thought of Lord Osborne's coming to Stanton? He is very handsome; but Tom Musgrave looks all to nothing the smartest and most fashionable man of the two. I am glad he did not say anything to me; I would not have had to talk to such a great man for the world. Tom was very agreeable, was not he? But did you hear him ask where Miss Penelope and Miss Margaret were, when he first came in? It put me out of patience. I am glad Nanny had not laid the cloth, however, it would have looked so awkward; just the tray did not signify."
"Here's an unbelievable honor!"[Pg 71] Elizabeth exclaimed finally. "Who would have imagined Lord Osborne coming to Stanton? He is very handsome; but Tom Musgrave definitely looks like the smartest and most stylish of the two. I'm glad he didn't say anything to me; I wouldn't want to talk to such an important person for anything. Tom was really charming, wasn’t he? But did you hear him ask where Miss Penelope and Miss Margaret were when he first arrived? That really annoyed me. I'm glad Nanny hadn't set the table; it would have been so awkward; just a tray didn't matter."
To say that Emma was not flattered by Lord Osborne's visit, would be to assert a very unlikely thing, and describe a very odd young lady; but the gratification was by no means unalloyed; his coming was a sort of notice which might please her vanity, but did not suit her pride; and she would rather have known that he wished the visit without presuming to make it, than have seen him at Stanton.
To say that Emma wasn't flattered by Lord Osborne's visit would be to state something quite unlikely and describe a very strange young lady; however, the enjoyment was far from pure. His arrival was a kind of attention that might boost her ego, but it didn't align with her sense of pride. She would have preferred to know that he wanted to visit without actually doing so than to have seen him at Stanton.
Among other unsatisfactory feelings, it[Pg 72] once occurred to her to wonder why Mr. Howard had not taken the same privilege of coming, and accompanied his lordship; but she was willing to suppose that he had either known nothing about it, or had declined any share in a measure which carried quite as much impertinence in form as good breeding. Mr. Watson was very far from being delighted when he heard what had passed; a little peevish under immediate pain, and ill-disposed to be pleased, he only replied—
Among other unsatisfying feelings, it[Pg 72] crossed her mind to wonder why Mr. Howard hadn’t taken the same opportunity to come along and accompany his lordship; but she was willing to think that he either didn’t know about it or had chosen to stay out of a situation that was just as rude in manner as it was polite. Mr. Watson was far from thrilled when he heard what had happened; feeling a bit irritable due to immediate discomfort and in no mood to be appeased, he simply replied—
"Pooh! Pooh! what occasion could there be for Lord Osborne's coming? I have lived here fourteen years without being noticed by any of the family. It is some fooling of that idle fellow, Tom Musgrave. I cannot return the visit. I would not if I could." And when Tom Musgrave was met with again, he was commissioned with a message of excuse to Osborne Castle on the too sufficient plea of Mr. Watson's infirm state of health.
"Ugh! Ugh! What reason could there be for Lord Osborne's visit? I've lived here for fourteen years without anyone in the family even noticing me. This must be some prank from that lazy guy, Tom Musgrave. I can't go back the visit. I wouldn't even if I could." And when Tom Musgrave was seen again, he was given a message of excuse to Osborne Castle citing Mr. Watson's poor health as a sufficient reason.
CHAPTER V
A week or ten days rolled quietly away after this visit before any new bustle arose to interrupt, even for half a day, the tranquil and affectionate intercourse of the two sisters, whose mutual regard was increasing with the intimate knowledge of each other which such intercourse produced. The first circumstance to break in on their security was the receipt of a letter from Croydon, to announce the speedy return of Margaret, and a visit of two or three days from Mr. and Mrs. Robert Watson, who undertook to bring her home, and wished to see their sister Emma.
A week or ten days passed quietly after this visit before anything new came up to interrupt the peaceful and loving relationship of the two sisters, whose mutual affection was growing with the deeper understanding of each other that came from their time together. The first thing to disrupt their comfort was a letter from Croydon, announcing Margaret's impending return and a visit from Mr. and Mrs. Robert Watson, who planned to bring her home and wanted to see their sister Emma.
It was an expectation to fill the thoughts of the sisters at Stanton and to busy the hours of one of them at least; for, as Jane had been a woman of fortune, the preparations for her entertainment were considerable; and as Elizabeth had[Pg 74] at all times more goodwill than method in her guidance of the house, she could make no change without a bustle. An absence of fourteen years had made all her brothers and sisters strangers to Emma, but in her expectation of Margaret there was more than the awkwardness of such an alienation; she had heard things which made her dread her return; and the day which brought the party to Stanton, seemed to her the probable conclusion of almost all that had been comfortable in the house.
It was something the sisters at Stanton looked forward to, and it kept at least one of them occupied; since Jane had been a wealthy woman, the preparations for her arrival were significant. And because Elizabeth had always been more enthusiastic than organized in running the household, she could make no change without causing a commotion. Fourteen years of absence had turned all her siblings into strangers for Emma, but her anticipation of Margaret's visit brought more than just the awkwardness of that distance; she had heard things that made her dread the reunion. The day that the party arrived in Stanton felt to her like it would likely mark the end of everything that had been comfortable in the house.
Robert Watson was an attorney at Croydon in a good way of business, very well satisfied with himself for the same, and for having married the only daughter of the attorney to whom he had been clerk, with a fortune of six thousand pounds. Mrs. Robert was not less pleased with herself for having had that six thousand pounds, and for being now in possession of a very smart house in Croydon, where she gave genteel parties and wore fine clothes. In her person there was nothing remarkable; her manners were pert and[Pg 75] conceited. Margaret was not without beauty; she had a slight, pretty figure, and rather wanted countenance than good features; but the sharp and anxious expression on her face made her beauty in general little felt. On meeting her long-absent sister, as on every occasion of show, her manner was all affection and her voice all gentleness; continual smiles and a very slow articulation being her constant resource when determined on pleasing.
Robert Watson was a lawyer in Croydon, doing quite well for himself, and he felt pretty good about it, especially since he married the only daughter of the lawyer he used to work for, who came with a dowry of six thousand pounds. Mrs. Robert was equally pleased with herself for having that six thousand pounds and for owning a stylish house in Croydon, where she hosted elegant parties and wore beautiful clothes. There was nothing particularly remarkable about her; she had a bit of a sassy attitude and was somewhat conceited. Margaret was not unattractive; she had a slender, pretty figure and, while her features weren't perfect, the anxious look on her face often overshadowed her beauty. When she met her sister, who had been away for a long time, she acted all warm and her voice was soft; she relied on constant smiles and spoke slowly whenever she wanted to be pleasing.
She was now "so delighted to see dear, dear Emma," that she could hardly speak a word in a minute.
She was now "so happy to see my dear Emma" that she could barely say a word in a minute.
"I am sure we shall be great friends," she observed with much sentiment as they were sitting together. Emma scarcely knew how to answer such a proposition, and the manner in which it was spoken she could not attempt to equal. Mrs. Robert Watson eyed her with much familiar curiosity and triumphant compassion; the loss of her aunt's fortune was uppermost in her mind at the moment of meeting, and she could not but feel how much better it was to be the daughter of a[Pg 76] gentleman of property in Croydon than the niece of an old woman who threw herself away on an Irish captain. Robert was carelessly kind, as became a prosperous man and a brother; more intent on settling with the post-boy, inveighing against the exorbitant advance in posting, and pondering over a doubtful half-crown, than on welcoming a sister who was no longer likely to have any property for him to get the direction of.
"I’m sure we’ll be great friends," she said warmly as they sat together. Emma barely knew how to respond to such a statement, and she couldn't match the way it was said. Mrs. Robert Watson regarded her with casual curiosity and a sense of victorious pity; the thought of her aunt's lost fortune occupied her mind at that moment, and she couldn’t help but realize how much better it was to be the daughter of a gentleman with wealth in Croydon than the niece of an old woman who wasted her life on an Irish captain. Robert was casually kind, as suited a successful man and a brother; he was more focused on settling up with the post-boy, complaining about the outrageous increase in fares, and contemplating a questionable half-crown than on welcoming a sister who was no longer expected to have any property for him to manage.
"Your road through the village is infamous, Elizabeth," said he; "worse than ever it was. By heaven! I would indict it if I lived near you. Who is the surveyor now?"
"Your road through the village is notorious, Elizabeth," he said; "worse than it’s ever been. I swear! I would take action if I lived nearby. Who's the surveyor now?"
There was a little niece at Croydon to be fondly enquired after by the kind-hearted Elizabeth, who regretted very much her not being of the party.
There was a little niece in Croydon that kind-hearted Elizabeth fondly asked about, and she really regretted that she wasn't part of the gathering.
"You are very good," replied her mother, "and I assure you it went very hard with Augusta to have us come away without her. I was forced to say we were only going to church, and promise to come back for her directly. But you know it[Pg 77] would not do to bring her without her maid, and I am as particular as ever in having her properly attended to."
"You’re really good," her mother replied, "and I can tell you it was tough for Augusta to let us leave without her. I had to say we were just going to church and promised to come back for her right away. But you know it[Pg 77] wouldn’t be right to bring her without her maid, and I’m still as particular as ever about making sure she’s taken care of."
"Sweet little darling," cried Margaret. "It quite broke my heart to leave her."
"Sweet little darling," cried Margaret. "It totally broke my heart to leave her."
"Then why was you in such a hurry to run away from her?" cried Mrs. Robert. "You are a sad, shabby girl. I have been quarrelling with you all the way we came, have not I? Such a visit as this I never heard of! You know how glad we are to have any of you with us, if it be for months together; and I am sorry (with a witty smile) we have not been able to make Croydon agreeable this autumn."
"Then why were you in such a hurry to run away from her?" shouted Mrs. Robert. "You are a pathetic, shabby girl. I've been arguing with you the whole way here, haven't I? I've never heard of a visit like this! You know how happy we are to have any of you with us, even for months at a time; and I'm sorry (with a sarcastic smile) that we haven't been able to make Croydon enjoyable this autumn."
"My dearest Jane, do not overpower me with your raillery. You know what inducements I had to bring me home. Spare me, I entreat you. I am no match for your arch sallies."
"My dearest Jane, please don’t tease me so much. You know why I was eager to come home. I beg you, spare me. I can’t handle your clever banter."
"Well, I only beg you will not set your neighbours against the place. Perhaps Emma may be tempted to go back with us and stay till Christmas, if you don't put in your word."
"Well, I just hope you won’t turn your neighbors against the place. Maybe Emma will be tempted to come back with us and stay until Christmas if you don't say anything."
Emma was greatly obliged. "I assure[Pg 78] you we have very good society at Croydon. I do not much attend the balls, they are rather too mixed; but our parties are very select and good. I had seven tables last week in my drawing-room.
Emma was really grateful. "I promise[Pg 78] you, we have a great social scene in Croydon. I don't go to the balls much; they're usually too diverse for my taste. But our gatherings are very exclusive and enjoyable. I hosted seven tables in my living room last week.
"Are you fond of the country? How do you like Stanton?"
"Do you like the countryside? What do you think of Stanton?"
"Very much," replied Emma, who thought a comprehensive answer most to the purpose. She saw that her sister-in-law despised her immediately. Mrs. Robert Watson was indeed wondering what sort of a home Emma could possibly have been used to in Shropshire, and setting it down as certain that the aunt could never have had six thousand pounds.
"Absolutely," Emma responded, believing a thorough answer was the best approach. She noticed her sister-in-law's immediate disdain for her. Mrs. Robert Watson was indeed questioning what kind of home Emma must have come from in Shropshire, concluding that it was impossible for her aunt to have ever had six thousand pounds.
"How charming Emma is," whispered Margaret to Mrs. Robert in her most languishing tone. Emma was quite distressed by such behaviour, and she did not like it better when she heard Margaret, five minutes afterwards, say to Elizabeth in a sharp, quick accent, totally unlike the first: "Have you heard from Pen since she went to Chichester? I had a letter the other day. I don't find she is[Pg 79] likely to make anything of it. I fancy she'll come back 'Miss Penelope,' as she went."
"Isn't Emma just delightful?" Margaret murmured to Mrs. Robert in the most dramatic tone. Emma felt quite uncomfortable with such behavior, and it didn’t improve when she heard Margaret, five minutes later, say to Elizabeth in a sharp, quick voice, completely different from before: "Have you heard from Pen since she went to Chichester? I got a letter the other day. I don't think she's[Pg 79] likely to make anything of it. I’m guessing she'll come back 'Miss Penelope,' just like she left."
Such she feared would be Margaret's common voice when the novelty of her own appearance was over; the tone of artificial sensibility was not recommended by the idea. The ladies were invited upstairs to prepare for dinner.
Such she feared would be Margaret's usual voice once the novelty of her own appearance wore off; the tone of false sensitivity was not appealing to her. The ladies were invited upstairs to get ready for dinner.
"I hope you will find things tolerably comfortable, Jane," said Elizabeth, as she opened the door of the spare bedchamber.
"I hope you find everything fairly comfortable, Jane," said Elizabeth, as she opened the door to the guest room.
"My good creature," replied she, "use no ceremony with me, I entreat you. I am one of those who always take things as they find them. I hope I can put up with a small apartment for two or three nights without making a piece of work. I always wish to be treated quite en famille when I come to see you. And now I do hope you have not been getting a great dinner for us. Remember, we never eat suppers."
"My dear," she replied, "please don't be formal with me. I’m the type who takes things as they come. I hope I can manage a small space for a couple of nights without making a fuss. I always prefer to be treated like family when I come to visit. And I really hope you haven't gone to a lot of trouble preparing a big dinner for us. Just remember, we never have supper."
"I suppose," said Margaret rather quickly to Emma, "you and I are to be[Pg 80] together; Elizabeth always takes care to have a room to herself."
"I guess," said Margaret rather quickly to Emma, "you and I are going to be[Pg 80] together; Elizabeth always makes sure to have a room to herself."
"No. Elizabeth gives me half hers."
"No. Elizabeth shares half of hers with me."
"Oh!" in a softened voice, and rather mortified to find that she was not ill-used.
"Oh!" she said softly, feeling a bit embarrassed to realize that she wasn't being mistreated.
"I am sorry I am not to have the pleasure of your company, especially as it makes me nervous to be much alone."
"I’m sorry I won’t get to enjoy your company, especially since being alone makes me anxious."
Emma was the first of the females in the parlour again; on entering it, she found her brother alone.
Emma was the first woman in the parlor again; when she entered, she found her brother there by himself.
"So, Emma," said he, "you are quite a stranger at home. It must seem odd enough for you to be here. A pretty piece of work your Aunt Turner has made of it! By heaven! A woman should never be trusted with money. I always said she ought to have settled something on you, as soon as her husband died."
"So, Emma," he said, "you’re quite the stranger at home. It must feel pretty weird for you to be here. What a mess your Aunt Turner has made of this! Honestly! A woman shouldn't be trusted with money. I’ve always thought she should’ve set something aside for you right after her husband passed away."
"But that would have been trusting me with money," replied Emma; "and I am a woman, too."
"But that would have been trusting me with money," Emma replied; "and I am a woman, too."
"It might have been secured to your future use, without your having any power over it now. What a blow it must have been upon you! To find yourself,[Pg 81] instead of heiress of eight thousand pounds or nine thousand pounds, sent back a weight upon your family, without a sixpence. I hope the old woman will smart for it."
"It might have been set aside for your future use, even though you have no control over it now. What a shock it must have been for you! To discover that you are,[Pg 81] instead of the heiress of eight thousand pounds or nine thousand pounds, burdened your family with a weight, without a single penny. I hope the old woman pays for it."
"Do not speak disrespectfully of her; she was very good to me, and if she has made an imprudent choice, she will suffer more from it herself than I can possibly do."
"Don’t talk badly about her; she was really good to me, and if she’s made a foolish choice, she’ll suffer from it more than I ever could."
"I do not mean to distress you, but you know everybody must think her an old fool. I thought Turner had been reckoned an extraordinarily sensible, clever man. How the devil came he to make such a will?"
"I don’t want to upset you, but you know everyone must think she's an old fool. I thought Turner was considered an incredibly sensible and clever man. How on earth did he end up making such a will?"
"My uncle's sense is not at all impeached in my opinion by his attachment to my aunt. She had been an excellent wife to him. The most liberal and enlightened minds are always the most confiding. The event has been unfortunate, but my uncle's memory is, if possible, endeared to me by such a proof of tender respect for my aunt."
"My uncle's judgment isn't at all affected in my opinion by his love for my aunt. She has been a wonderful wife to him. The most open-minded and progressive people are usually the most trusting. The situation is unfortunate, but my uncle's memory is, if anything, even more cherished by me because of this demonstration of his deep respect for my aunt."
"That's odd sort of talking. He might[Pg 82] have provided decently for his widow, without leaving everything that he had to dispose of, or any part of it, at her mercy."
"That's a strange way to talk. He could[Pg 82] have taken care of his widow without giving her complete control over everything he left behind."
"My aunt may have erred," said Emma warmly; "she has erred, but my uncle's conduct was faultless; I was her own niece, and he left to her the power of providing for me."
"My aunt might have made a mistake," Emma said warmly; "she did make a mistake, but my uncle's behavior was perfect; I was her own niece, and he gave her the ability to take care of me."
"But unluckily she has left the pleasure of providing for you to your father, and without the power. That's the long and short of the business. After keeping you at a distance from your family for such a length of time as must do away with all natural affection among us, and breeding you up (I suppose) in a superior style, you are returned upon their hands without a sixpence."
"But unfortunately, she has left the responsibility of supporting you to your father, and without the means to do so. That's the bottom line. After keeping you away from your family for so long that it must have killed any natural affection between us, and raising you (I assume) in a privileged way, you’ve been handed back to them with not a penny to your name."
"You know," replied Emma, struggling with her tears, "my uncle's melancholy state of health. He was a greater invalid than my father. He could not leave home."
"You know," Emma said, fighting back her tears, "my uncle's sad health situation. He was more of an invalid than my father. He couldn't leave the house."
"I do not mean to make you cry," said Robert, rather softened; and after a short silence, by way of changing the subject,[Pg 83] he added: "I am just come from my father's room; he seems very indifferent. It will be a sad break up if he dies. Pity you can none of you get married! You must come to Croydon as well as the rest, and see what you can do there. I believe if Margaret had had a thousand or fifteen hundred pounds, there was a young man who would have thought of her."
"I don’t mean to make you cry," Robert said, feeling a bit softer; and after a brief silence, trying to change the subject,[Pg 83] he added: "I just came from my dad’s room; he seems really indifferent. It will be a sad goodbye if he dies. It’s a shame none of you can get married! You all need to come to Croydon like the others and see what you can do there. I believe if Margaret had had a thousand or fifteen hundred pounds, there was a young man who would have been interested in her."
Emma was glad when they were joined by the others; it was better to look at her sister-in-law's finery than listen to Robert, who had equally irritated and grieved her. Mrs. Robert, exactly as smart as she had been at her own party, came in with apologies for her dress.
Emma was happy when the others joined them; it was better to focus on her sister-in-law's fancy outfit than to listen to Robert, who had both annoyed and upset her. Mrs. Robert, looking just as stylish as she had at her own party, walked in apologizing for her dress.
"I would not make you wait," said she, "so I put on the first thing I met with. I am afraid I am a sad figure. My dear Mr. W—— (addressing her husband), you have not put fresh powder in your hair."
"I didn’t want to make you wait," she said, "so I threw on the first thing I found. I'm afraid I look a bit of a mess. My dear Mr. W——" (she turned to her husband), "you haven’t put any fresh powder in your hair."
"No, I do not intend it. I think there is powder enough in my hair for my wife and sisters."
"No, I don't plan to. I think there's enough powder in my hair for my wife and sisters."
"Indeed, you ought to make some [Pg 84]alteration in your dress before dinner when you are out visiting, though you do not at home."
"Honestly, you should change your outfit a bit before dinner when you're visiting, even if you don't do that at home."
"Nonsense."
"Nonsense."
"It is very odd you do not like to do what other gentlemen do. Mr. Marshall and Mr. Hemming change their dress every day of their lives before dinner. And what was the use of my putting up your last new coat, if you are never to wear it?"
"It’s pretty strange that you don’t like doing what other guys do. Mr. Marshall and Mr. Hemming change their clothes every day before dinner. And what was the point of me saving your new coat if you’re never going to wear it?"
"Do be satisfied with being fine yourself and leave your husband alone."
"Be content with being fine yourself and let your husband be."
To put an end to this altercation and soften the evident vexation of her sister-in-law, Emma (though in no spirits to make nonsense easy) began to admire her gown. It produced immediate complacency.
To end this disagreement and ease her sister-in-law's obvious irritation, Emma (even though she wasn’t in the mood to make things light) started admiring her dress. It had an instant calming effect.
"Do you like it?" she said. "I am very happy. It has been excessively admired, but sometimes I think the pattern too large. I shall wear one to-morrow which I think you will prefer to this. Have you seen the one I gave Margaret?"
"Do you like it?" she asked. "I'm really happy. It's been really admired, but sometimes I think the pattern is too big. I'm going to wear one tomorrow that I think you’ll like better than this. Have you seen the one I gave to Margaret?"
Dinner came, and except when Mrs.[Pg 85] Robert looked at her husband's head, she continued gay and flippant; chiding Elizabeth for the profusion on the table, and absolutely protesting against the entrance of the roast turkey, which formed the only exception to "you see your dinner." "I do beg and entreat that no turkey may be seen to-day. I am really frightened out of my wits with the number of dishes we have already. Let us have no turkey, I beseech you."
Dinner arrived, and except when Mrs.[Pg 85] Robert glanced at her husband's head, she remained cheerful and lighthearted; teasing Elizabeth about the overload on the table, and absolutely insisting that the roast turkey, which was the only exception to "you see your dinner," should not be brought in. "I really beg you, please don't let there be any turkey today. I'm honestly losing my mind with the number of dishes we already have. Let's skip the turkey, I’m begging you."
"My dear," replied Elizabeth, "the turkey is roasted, and it may just as well come in as stay in the kitchen. Besides, if it is cut, I am in hopes my father may be tempted to eat a bit, for it is rather a favourite dish."
"My dear," replied Elizabeth, "the turkey is roasted, and it might as well come in as stay in the kitchen. Besides, if it’s sliced, I hope my father might be tempted to eat some, since it’s quite a favorite dish."
"You may have it in, then, my dear; but I assure you I shan't touch it."
"You can have it in, then, my dear; but I promise I won't touch it."
Mr. Watson had not been well enough to join the party at dinner, but was prevailed on to come down and drink tea with them.
Mr. Watson hadn't been feeling well enough to join the dinner party, but he was convinced to come down and have tea with them.
"I wish he may be able to have a game of cards to-night," said Elizabeth to Mrs.[Pg 86] Robert, after seeing her father comfortably seated in his arm-chair.
"I hope he can play a game of cards tonight," said Elizabeth to Mrs.[Pg 86] Robert, after seeing her father comfortably settled in his armchair.
"Not on my account, my dear, I beg. You know I am no card-player. I think a snug chat infinitely better. I always say cards are very well sometimes to break a formal circle, but one never wants them among friends."
"Not for me, my dear, please. You know I’m not a card player. I think a cozy chat is much better. I always say cards are fine now and then to ease up a formal situation, but you never really want them around friends."
"I was thinking of its being something to amuse my father," said Elizabeth, "if it was not disagreeable to you. He says his head won't bear whist, but perhaps if we make a round game he may be tempted to sit down with us."
"I was thinking it could be something fun for my dad," Elizabeth said, "if it's not too annoying for you. He claims he can't handle whist, but maybe if we play a different game, he might be tempted to join us."
"By all means, my dear creature; I am quite at your service, only do not oblige me to choose the game, that's all. Speculation is the only round game at Croydon now, but I can play anything. When there is only one or two of you at home, you must be quite at a loss to amuse him. Why do not you get him to play at cribbage? Margaret and I have played at cribbage most nights that we have not been engaged."
"Of course, my dear! I'm more than happy to help, just please don’t make me pick the game, that’s all. Speculation is the only game being played in Croydon these days, but I can play anything. When it's just you or one other person at home, you must be really struggling to keep him entertained. Why don’t you get him to play cribbage? Margaret and I have played cribbage most nights when we haven’t been busy."
A sound like a distant carriage was at[Pg 87] this moment caught; everybody listened; it became more decided; it certainly drew nearer. It was an unusual sound for Stanton at any time of the day, for the village was on no very public road, and contained no gentleman's family but the rector's. The wheels rapidly approached, in two minutes the general expectation was answered; they stopped beyond a doubt at the garden-gate of the parsonage. Who could it be? It was certainly a post-chaise. Penelope was the only creature to be thought of: she might perhaps have met with some unexpected opportunity of returning. A pause of suspense ensued. Steps were distinguished along the paved footway, which led under the window of the house to the front door, and then within the passage. They were the steps of a man. It could not be Penelope. It must be Samuel. The door opened, and displayed Tom Musgrave in the wrap of a traveller. He had been in London and was now on his way home, and he had come half a mile out of his road to call for ten minutes at Stanton.[Pg 88] He loved to take people by surprise with sudden visits at extraordinary seasons and, in the present instance, he had the additional motive of being able to tell the Miss Watsons, whom he depended on finding sitting quietly employed after tea, that he was going home to an eight o'clock dinner.
A sound like a distant carriage was at[Pg 87] that moment heard; everyone listened; it became clearer; it definitely got closer. It was an unusual sound for Stanton at any time of day since the village wasn’t on a main road, and there was no other gentleman’s family except for the rector’s. The wheels quickly approached, and within two minutes, the growing anticipation was confirmed; they stopped without a doubt at the parsonage’s garden gate. Who could it be? It was definitely a post-chaise. Penelope was the only person that came to mind: she might have found an unexpected way to return. A moment of suspense followed. Steps were heard along the paved path that led under the house’s window to the front door, and then into the hallway. They were the steps of a man. It couldn’t be Penelope. It had to be Samuel. The door opened to reveal Tom Musgrave in the guise of a traveler. He had been in London and was now on his way home, having gone half a mile out of his way to stop by for ten minutes at Stanton.[Pg 88] He liked to surprise people with unexpected visits at odd times, and in this case, he had the added reason of being able to tell the Miss Watsons, whom he expected to find sitting quietly after tea, that he was heading home for an eight o'clock dinner.
As it happened, he did not give more surprise than he received, when, instead of being shown into the usual little sitting-room, the door of the best parlour (a foot larger each way than the other) was thrown open, and he beheld a circle of smart people, whom he could not immediately recognise, arranged with all the honours of visiting round the fire; and Miss Watson seated at the best Pembroke table, with the best tea-things before her.
As it turned out, he was just as surprised as he was surprised by what he found. Instead of being led into the usual small sitting room, the door to the larger parlor (which was a foot bigger in every direction than the other) was opened, revealing a group of stylish people that he didn't immediately recognize, all gathered around the fire like honored guests. Miss Watson was sitting at the best Pembroke table, with the finest tea set laid out in front of her.
He stood a few seconds in silent amazement. "Musgrave," ejaculated Margaret, in a tender voice. He recollected himself, and came forward, delighted to find such a circle of friends, and blessing his good fortune for the unlooked-for indulgence. He shook hands with Robert,[Pg 89] bowed and smiled to the ladies, and did everything very prettily; but as to any particularity of address or emotion towards Margaret, Emma, who closely observed him, perceived nothing that did not justify Elizabeth's opinion; though Margaret's modest smiles imported that she meant to take the visit to herself. He was persuaded without much difficulty to throw off his great coat and drink tea with them. For "whether he dined at eight or nine," as he observed, "was a matter of very little consequence"; and without seeming to seek, he did not turn away from the chair close by Margaret, which she was assiduous in providing him. She had thus secured him from her sisters, but it was not immediately in her power to preserve him from her brother's claims; for as he came avowedly from London, and had left it only four hours ago, the last current report as to public news, and the general opinion of the day, must be understood before Robert could let his attention be yielded to the less rational and important demands of the women.[Pg 90] At last, however, he was at liberty to hear Margaret's soft address, as she spoke her fears of his having had a most terrible cold, dark, dreadful journey.
He stood there for a few seconds in silent amazement. "Musgrave," Margaret exclaimed gently. He gathered himself and stepped forward, thrilled to be surrounded by friends and grateful for the unexpected kindness. He shook hands with Robert,[Pg 89] bowed, and smiled at the ladies, doing everything quite charmingly; but as for any particular words or feelings directed at Margaret, Emma, who was watching him closely, noticed nothing that contradicted Elizabeth's opinion; still, Margaret’s shy smiles suggested that she meant to take the visit personally. He was easily convinced to take off his coat and have tea with them. After all, he remarked, "whether he dined at eight or nine was of very little importance"; and without appearing to look for it, he didn’t turn away from the chair right next to Margaret, which she made a point to ensure was available for him. This way, she kept him away from her sisters, but she couldn’t immediately shield him from her brother’s demands; since he had just come from London just four hours earlier, they needed to discuss the latest news and general opinions of the day before Robert could focus on the less serious and important concerns of the women.[Pg 90] Finally, though, he was free to listen to Margaret’s gentle voice as she voiced her worries about him having a terrible cold and a dark, dreadful journey.
"Indeed, you should not have set out so late."
"Honestly, you shouldn’t have left so late."
"I could not be earlier," he replied. "I was detained chatting at the 'Bedford' by a friend. All hours are alike to me. How long have you been in the country, Miss Margaret?"
"I couldn't arrive earlier," he said. "I got held up talking at the 'Bedford' with a friend. All hours feel the same to me. How long have you been in the country, Miss Margaret?"
"We only came this morning; my kind brother and sister brought me home this very morning. 'Tis singular—is not it?"
"We just got here this morning; my caring brother and sister brought me home this very morning. Isn't that unusual?"
"You were gone a great while, were not you? A fortnight, I suppose?"
"You were gone for quite a while, weren't you? Two weeks, I guess?"
"You may call a fortnight a great while, Mr. Musgrave," said Mrs. Robert, sharply; "but we think a month very little. I assure you we bring her home at the end of a month much against our will."
"You might consider a fortnight a long time, Mr. Musgrave," Mrs. Robert said sharply; "but we find a month to be very short. I assure you we’ll be bringing her back after a month, and it’s not what we want."
"A month! Have you really been gone a month? 'Tis amazing how time flies."
"A month! Have you really been gone a month? It's amazing how time flies."
"You may imagine," said Margaret, in a sort of whisper, "what are my [Pg 91]sensations in finding myself once more at Stanton; you know what a sad visitor I make. And I was so excessively impatient to see Emma; I dreaded the meeting, and at the same time longed for it. Do you not comprehend the sort of feeling?"
"You can imagine," said Margaret in a whisper, "what my [Pg 91]feelings are like being back at Stanton; you know how much of a sad visitor I am. I was really anxious to see Emma; I was scared about the meeting, but at the same time eager for it. Do you understand what I mean?"
"Not at all," cried he, aloud. "I could never dread a meeting with Miss Emma Watson, or any of her sisters."
"Not at all," he exclaimed. "I would never fear meeting Miss Emma Watson or any of her sisters."
It was lucky that he added that finish.
It was fortunate that he added that finish.
"Were you speaking of me?" said Emma, who had caught her own name.
“Were you talking about me?” said Emma, who had heard her own name.
"Not absolutely," he answered; "but I was thinking of you, as many at a greater distance are probably doing at this moment. Fine open weather, Miss Emma—charming season for hunting."
"Not completely," he replied; "but I was thinking about you, just like many others further away are probably doing right now. Great weather, Miss Emma—perfect season for hunting."
"Emma is delightful, is not she?" whispered Margaret; "I have found her more than answer my warmest hopes. Did you ever see anything more perfectly beautiful? I think even you must be a convert to a brown complexion."
"Emma is lovely, isn't she?" whispered Margaret; "I have found her to be more than I ever hoped for. Have you ever seen anything more perfectly beautiful? I think even you must be a fan of a brown complexion."
He hesitated. Margaret was fair herself, and he did not particularly want to compliment her; but Miss Osborne and[Pg 92] Miss Carr were likewise fair, and his devotion to them carried the day.
He hesitated. Margaret was attractive herself, and he didn't really want to compliment her; but Miss Osborne and[Pg 92] Miss Carr were also attractive, and his loyalty to them won out.
"Your sister's complexion," said he, at last, "is as fine as a dark complexion can be; but I still profess my preference of a white skin. You have seen Miss Osborne? She is my model for a truly feminine complexion, and she is very fair."
"Your sister's skin," he finally said, "is as beautiful as a dark complexion can be; but I still prefer a lighter skin. Have you met Miss Osborne? She's my ideal for a truly feminine complexion, and she's very fair."
"Is she fairer than me?"
"Is she prettier than me?"
Tom made no reply. "Upon my honour, ladies," said he, giving a glance over his own person, "I am highly indebted to your condescension for admitting me in such dishabille into your drawing-room. I really did not consider how unfit I was to be here, or I hope I should have kept my distance. Lady Osborne would tell me that I was growing as careless as her son if she saw me in this condition."
Tom didn’t say anything. “I swear, ladies,” he said, glancing at his own appearance, “I’m very grateful for your kindness in letting me into your living room looking like this. I honestly didn’t think about how inappropriate I was for this setting, or else I would have kept my distance. Lady Osborne would say I’m getting as careless as her son if she saw me like this.”
The ladies were not wanting in civil returns, and Robert Watson, stealing a view of his own head in an opposite glass, said with equal civility—
The ladies were polite in their responses, and Robert Watson, sneaking a look at his own reflection in a nearby mirror, replied with equal politeness—
"You cannot be more in dishabille than myself. We got here so late that I had[Pg 93] not time even to put a little fresh powder into my hair."
"You can't be more disheveled than I am. We got here so late that I had[Pg 93] no time to even put a bit of fresh powder in my hair."
Emma could not help entering into what she supposed her sister-in-law's feelings at the moment.
Emma couldn't help but imagine what her sister-in-law was feeling at that moment.
When the tea-things were removed, Tom began to talk of his carriage; but the old card-table being set out, and the fish and counters, with a tolerably clean pack brought forward from the buffet by Miss Watson, the general voice was so urgent with him to join their party, that he agreed to allow himself another quarter of an hour. Even Emma was pleased that he would stay, for she was beginning to feel that a family party might be the worst of all parties; and the others were delighted.
When the tea things were cleared away, Tom started talking about his carriage; but when the old card table was set up, along with the fish and chips and a decent pack of cards that Miss Watson brought from the buffet, everyone insisted that he join their game, so he agreed to stay for another fifteen minutes. Even Emma was glad he was sticking around because she was starting to think that a family gathering could end up being the dullest kind of party; and the others were thrilled.
"What's the game?" cried he, as they stood round the table.
"What's the game?" he shouted, as they gathered around the table.
"Speculation, I believe," said Elizabeth. "My sister recommends it, and I fancy we all like it. I know you do, Tom."
"Speculation, I think," said Elizabeth. "My sister suggests it, and I think we all enjoy it. I know you do, Tom."
"It is the only round game played at Croydon now," said Mrs. Robert; "we[Pg 94] never think of any other. I am glad it is a favourite with you."
"It’s the only round game played at Croydon now," Mrs. Robert said; "we[Pg 94] never think of any other. I’m glad it’s a favorite with you."
"Oh! me," said Tom. "Whatever you decide on will be a favourite with me. I have had some pleasant hours at speculation in my time; but I have not been in the way of it for a long while. Vingt-un is the game at Osborne Castle. I have played nothing but vingt-un of late. You would be astonished to hear the noise we make there—the fine old lofty drawing-room rings again. Lady Osborne sometimes declares she cannot hear herself speak. Lord Osborne enjoys it famously, and he makes the best dealer without exception that I ever beheld—such quickness and spirit; he lets nobody dream over their cards. I wish you could see him overdraw himself on both his own cards. It is worth anything in the world!"
"Oh! me," said Tom. "Whatever you choose will definitely be a favorite of me. I've had some fun hours speculating in the past; but I haven't really been involved in it for a long time. Vingt-un is the game at Osborne Castle. Lately, I've only played vingt-un. You'd be amazed at the noise we make there—the beautiful old lofty drawing-room echoes with it. Lady Osborne sometimes says she can’t even hear herself think. Lord Osborne enjoys it so much, and he’s by far the best dealer I've ever seen—so quick and full of energy; he doesn’t let anyone linger over their cards. I wish you could see him go over his own cards. It's priceless!"
"Dear me!" cried Margaret, "why should not we play vingt-un? I think it is a much better game than speculation. I cannot say I am very fond of speculation."
"Dear me!" exclaimed Margaret, "why shouldn't we play vingt-un? I think it's a much better game than speculation. I can't say I'm very fond of speculation."
Mrs. Robert offered not another word[Pg 95] in support of the game. She was quite vanquished, and the fashions of Osborne Castle carried it over the fashions of Croydon.
Mrs. Robert didn't say another word[Pg 95] in support of the game. She was completely defeated, and the styles from Osborne Castle won over the styles from Croydon.
"Do you see much of the parsonage family at the castle, Mr. Musgrave?" said Emma, as they were taking their seats.
"Do you spend a lot of time with the parsonage family at the castle, Mr. Musgrave?" said Emma, as they were taking their seats.
"Oh, yes; they are almost always there. Mrs. Blake is a nice, little, good-humoured woman; she and I are sworn friends; and Howard's a very gentlemanlike sort of fellow. You are not forgotten, I assure you, by any of the party. I fancy you must have a little cheek-glowing now and then, Miss Emma. Were not you rather warm last Saturday about nine or ten o'clock in the evening? I will tell you how it was—I see you are dying to know. Says Howard to Lord Osborne——"
"Oh, definitely; they're almost always around. Mrs. Blake is a sweet, cheerful woman; she and I are close friends, and Howard is quite a gentleman. I promise you, none of the group has forgotten about you. I imagine you must have felt a bit flushed now and then, Miss Emma. Weren't you a little warm last Saturday around nine or ten o'clock in the evening? I'll tell you how it went—I can tell you're curious to know. Howard said to Lord Osborne——"
At this interesting moment he was called on by the others to regulate the game and determine some disputable point; and his attention was so totally engaged in the business, and afterwards by the course of the game, as never to revert[Pg 96] to what he had been saying before; and Emma, though suffering a good deal from curiosity, dared not remind him.
At this intriguing moment, the others asked him to take charge of the game and settle a disagreement; he was so focused on that task and later on the game itself that he never went back to what he had been saying earlier. Emma, although quite curious, didn’t dare to remind him.
He proved a very useful addition at their table. Without him it would have been a party of such very near relations as could have felt little interest, and perhaps maintained little complaisance, but his presence gave variety and secured good manners. He was, in fact, excellently qualified to shine at a round game, and few situations made him appear to greater advantage. He played with spirit, and had a great deal to say; and though no wit himself, could sometimes make use of the wit of an absent friend, and had a lively way of retailing a commonplace, or saying a mere nothing, that had great effect at a card-table. The ways and good jokes of Osborne Castle were now added to his ordinary means of entertainment. He repeated the smart sayings of one lady, detailed the oversights of another, and indulged them even with a copy of Lord Osborne's overdrawing himself on both cards.
He turned out to be a really valuable addition to their gathering. Without him, it would have been a party of very close relatives who wouldn't have much interest in each other, and likely would have shown little politeness. But his presence brought variety and ensured good manners. He was truly skilled at shining in casual games, and few situations showcased him better. He played with enthusiasm and had a lot to say; and although he wasn't particularly witty himself, he could sometimes cleverly use the humor of an absent friend. He had a talent for presenting a simple idea or making a trivial remark that really resonated at the card table. The clever stories and jokes from Osborne Castle now enriched his usual entertainment. He shared the witty comments of one woman, detailed the mistakes of another, and even treated them to a tale about Lord Osborne's tendency to overshoot his cards.
The clock struck nine while he was thus agreeably occupied; and when Nanny came in with her master's basin of gruel, he had the pleasure of observing to Mr. Watson that he should leave him at supper while he went home to dinner himself. The carriage was ordered to the door, and no entreaties for his staying longer could now avail; for he well knew that if he stayed he would have to sit down to supper in less than ten minutes, which to a man whose heart has been long fixed on calling his next meal a dinner, was quite insupportable. On finding him determined to go, Margaret began to wink and nod at Elizabeth to ask him to dinner the following day; and Elizabeth at last, not able to resist hints which her own hospitable social temper more than half seconded, gave the invitation: "Would he give Robert the meeting, they would be very happy?"
The clock struck nine while he was happily occupied, and when Nanny came in with her master's bowl of gruel, he was pleased to tell Mr. Watson that he would leave him at supper to head home for dinner. The carriage was called to the door, and no amount of pleading for him to stay could change his mind; he knew that if he stayed, he would have to sit down to supper in less than ten minutes, which for a man who had been focused on calling his next meal dinner was simply unbearable. Realizing he was set on leaving, Margaret started to nudge and signal Elizabeth to invite him to dinner the next day; and eventually, Elizabeth, unable to ignore hints that her own friendly nature more than encouraged, extended the invitation: "If he could meet Robert, they would be very happy?”
"With the greatest pleasure," was his first reply. In a moment afterwards: "That is, if I can possibly get here in time; but I shoot with Lord Osborne, and[Pg 98] therefore must not engage. You will not think of me unless you see me." And so he departed, delighted in the uncertainty in which he had left it.
"Absolutely," was his first response. A moment later, he added, "That is, if I can make it here on time; but I’m going to be shooting with Lord Osborne, so I can’t make any promises. You won’t think about me unless you see me." And with that, he left, feeling pleased about the uncertainty he had created.
Margaret, in the joy of her heart, under circumstances which she chose to consider as peculiarly propitious, would willingly have made a confidante of Emma, when they were alone for a short time the next morning, and had proceeded so far as to say: "The young man who was here last night, my dear Emma, and returns to-day, is more interesting to me than perhaps you may be aware"; but Emma, pretending to understand nothing extraordinary in the words, made some very inapplicable reply, and, jumping up, ran away from a subject which was odious to her. As Margaret would not allow a doubt to be repeated of Musgrave's coming to dinner, preparations were made for his entertainment much exceeding what had been deemed necessary the day before; and taking the office of superintendence entirely from her sister, she was half the[Pg 99] morning in the kitchen herself, directing and scolding.
Margaret, feeling joyful in her heart and looking at things as especially favorable, wanted to confide in Emma when they had a moment alone the next morning. She had gotten as far as saying, "The young man who was here last night, dear Emma, and is coming back today, is more interesting to me than you might realize." However, Emma, pretending not to grasp the significance of her words, responded in a completely irrelevant way and jumped up to escape a topic that made her uncomfortable. Since Margaret refused to entertain any doubts about Musgrave coming to dinner, they prepared for his visit with much more elaborate plans than they had thought necessary the day before. Taking charge of things completely from her sister, Margaret spent half the[Pg 99] morning in the kitchen, directing and scolding.
After a great deal of indifferent cooking and anxious suspense, however, they were obliged to sit down without their guest. Tom Musgrave never came; and Margaret was at no pains to conceal her vexation under the disappointment, or repress the peevishness of her temper. The peace of the party for the remainder of that day and the whole of the next, which comprised the length of Robert and Jane's visit, was continually invaded by her fretful displeasure and querulous attacks. Elizabeth was the usual object of both. Margaret had just respect enough for her brother's and sister's opinion to behave properly by them, but Elizabeth and the maids could never do right; and Emma, whom she seemed no longer to think about, found the continuance of the gentle voice beyond calculation short. Eager to be as little among them as possible, Emma was delighted with the alternative of sitting above with her father, and warmly entreated to be his constant[Pg 100] companion each evening; and as Elizabeth loved company of any kind too well not to prefer being below at all risks; as she had rather talk of Croydon with Jane, with every interruption of Margaret's perverseness, than sit with only her father, who frequently could not endure talking at all, the affair was so settled, as soon as she could be persuaded to believe it no sacrifice on her sister's part. To Emma, the change was most acceptable and delightful. Her father, if ill, required little more than gentleness and silence; and being a man of sense and education, was, if able to converse, a welcome companion. In his chamber, Emma was at peace from the dreadful mortifications of unequal society and family discord, and from the immediate endurance of hard-hearted prosperity, low-minded conceit, and wrong-headed folly engrafted on an untoward disposition. She still suffered from them in the contemplation of their existence, in memory and in prospect, but for the moment she ceased to be tortured by their effects. She was at[Pg 101] leisure; she could read and think, though her situation was hardly such as to make reflection very soothing. The evils arising from the loss of her uncle were neither trifling nor likely to lessen; and when thought had been freely indulged, in contrasting the past and the present, the employment of mind and dissipation of unpleasant ideas, which only reading could produce, made her thankfully return to a book.
After a lot of mediocre cooking and anxious waiting, they had to sit down without their guest. Tom Musgrave never showed up, and Margaret didn’t bother to hide her irritation at the disappointment or tone down her annoyance. The mood of the gathering for the rest of that day and all of the next, which included Robert and Jane's visit, was constantly disturbed by her fretful displeasure and constant complaints. Elizabeth was usually her target. Margaret had just enough respect for her brother's and sister's opinions to behave appropriately around them, but Elizabeth and the maids could never do anything right; and Emma, whom she seemed to forget about, found the continuous gentle voice much too short. Eager to avoid them as much as possible, Emma was thrilled at the chance to sit upstairs with her father, and eagerly asked to be his constant[Pg 100] companion every evening. Meanwhile, Elizabeth loved company too much not to prefer being downstairs at all costs; she would rather talk about Croydon with Jane, even with Margaret's constant interruptions, than sit with just her father, who often couldn’t stand talking at all. So, it was settled as soon as she could be convinced it wasn’t a sacrifice on her sister's part. For Emma, the change was very welcome and delightful. Her father, if unwell, needed little more than kindness and silence; and being a sensible and educated man, was, if he could talk, a pleasant companion. In his room, Emma was free from the awful discomfort of mismatched company and family disagreements, and from the ongoing struggle with cruel success, low-minded arrogance, and misguided foolishness tied to a difficult temperament. She still felt the effects of these issues when she thought about them, in memories and anticipations, but for the moment, she stopped being tormented by their repercussions. She was at[Pg 101] ease; she could read and reflect, although her situation wasn’t exactly peaceful enough for soothing thoughts. The troubles from losing her uncle were significant and unlikely to fade; and after indulging in thoughts that contrasted the past with the present, the mental engagement and distraction from unpleasant ideas that only reading could provide made her grateful to return to a book.
CHAPTER VI
The change in Emma's home society and style of life, in consequence of the death of one friend and the imprudence of another, had indeed been striking. From being the first object of hope and solicitude to an uncle who had formed her mind with the care of a parent, and of tenderness to an aunt whose amiable temper had delighted to give her every indulgence; from being the life and spirit of a house where all had been comfort and elegance, and the expected heiress of an easy independence, she was become of importance to no one—a burden on those whose affections she could not expect, an addition in a house already overstocked, surrounded by inferior minds, with little chance of domestic comfort, and as little hope of future support. It was well for her that she was naturally cheerful, for the change[Pg 103] had been such as might have plunged weak spirits in despondence.
The change in Emma's home life and lifestyle, due to the death of one friend and the recklessness of another, had indeed been striking. She went from being the primary source of hope and care for an uncle who raised her with the attention of a parent, and of affection from an aunt who loved to give her every indulgence; from being the life and energy of a home filled with comfort and elegance, and the anticipated heiress of a comfortable independence, to being of no importance to anyone—a burden on those whose love she couldn’t rely on, an extra in a house already overflowing, surrounded by lesser minds, with little chance for domestic happiness and almost no hope for future support. It was fortunate for her that she had a naturally cheerful disposition, as the change[Pg 103] could have left weaker spirits in despair.
She was very much pressed by Robert and Jane to return with them to Croydon, and had some difficulty in getting a refusal accepted, as they thought too highly of their own kindness and situation to suppose the offer could appear in less advantageous light to anybody else. Elizabeth gave them her interest, though evidently against her own, in privately urging Emma to go.
She was really pushed by Robert and Jane to go back with them to Croydon, and she had a hard time getting them to accept her refusal, as they thought way too highly of their own kindness and situation to believe the offer could seem less appealing to anyone else. Elizabeth showed her support, even though it was clearly against her own feelings, by privately encouraging Emma to go.
"You do not know what you refuse, Emma," said she, "nor what you have to bear at home. I would advise you by all means to accept the invitation; there is always something lively going on at Croydon. You will be in company almost every day, and Robert and Jane will be very kind to you. As for me, I shall be no worse off without you than I have been used to be; but poor Margaret's disagreeable ways are new to you, and they would vex you more than you think for, if you stay at home."
"You don't realize what you're turning down, Emma," she said, "or what you have to deal with at home. I really think you should accept the invitation; there's always something fun happening in Croydon. You'll be around people almost every day, and Robert and Jane will be really nice to you. As for me, I'll be just fine without you, just like I'm used to; but poor Margaret's annoying habits will be new to you, and they will frustrate you more than you expect if you stay at home."
Emma was, of course, uninfluenced, [Pg 104]except to greater esteem for Elizabeth by such representations; and the visitors departed without her.
Emma was, of course, unaffected, [Pg 104]except for having a greater respect for Elizabeth due to what she heard; and the visitors left without her.
On the following day, as Emma and Elizabeth were in the best parlour, setting the sofa before the fire for their father to lie on, for a little change, they heard a carriage stopping at the garden gate; and a minute or two later Nanny showed in Mrs. Blake and her little boy, closely followed by Mr. Howard.
On the next day, while Emma and Elizabeth were in the best parlor, arranging the sofa in front of the fire for their dad to lie down on for a bit of a change, they heard a carriage pull up at the garden gate. A minute or two later, Nanny brought in Mrs. Blake and her little boy, followed closely by Mr. Howard.
Charles was carrying a beautiful bunch of greenhouse flowers and, on seeing Emma, he ran eagerly forward, saying—
Charles was holding a beautiful bunch of greenhouse flowers and, upon seeing Emma, he ran up eagerly, saying—
"I have brought you these flowers, ma'am, because you were so good as to dance with me. Lord Osborne gave me anything I liked for you, and cut some for you himself."
"I brought you these flowers, ma'am, because you were nice enough to dance with me. Lord Osborne let me pick anything I wanted for you, and he even cut some himself."
Emma blushed as she smiled and curtsied, and blushed again as she advanced to receive her other visitors and present her sister to them.
Emma blushed as she smiled and curtsied, and blushed again as she moved forward to greet her other guests and introduce her sister to them.
They had often observed Elizabeth at balls, and had considered her handsome, but they had never before spoken to her,[Pg 105] and were at once favourably impressed by her unaffected good-humour and pleasant manner. Before long they were conversing with almost as little formality as though they had been old friends. On questioning Emma, Mrs. Blake easily drew from her some account of her former life and, on learning her aunt's name, recollected having heard it mentioned by friends in a manner entirely agreeable to Emma's feelings.
They had often seen Elizabeth at parties and thought she was attractive, but they had never actually talked to her before,[Pg 105] and they were immediately impressed by her genuine good humor and friendly demeanor. Before long, they were chatting with almost no formality, as if they were old friends. When Mrs. Blake asked Emma questions, she easily got Emma to share some details about her past, and upon hearing her aunt's name, she remembered hearing it mentioned by mutual friends in a way that suited Emma's feelings perfectly.
Presently Mr. Watson came into the room, and although he was a good deal surprised at finding himself in company, as Mr. Howard at once came forward with a show of friendliness, he had not time to lose his temper.
Currently, Mr. Watson entered the room, and although he was quite surprised to find himself among others, Mr. Howard immediately approached him with a friendly demeanor, leaving him no time to lose his temper.
He was a man of considerable information, and finding the present society entirely congenial to him, contributed not a little to the pleasure of the visit, even going so far as to show Charles a volume of coloured prints; and before taking leave, Mr. Howard had persuaded him to join him, with his three daughters, at dinner, on the following Thursday, promising to[Pg 106] send the carriage for them, and assuring him of his return at an early hour.
He was a well-informed man, and feeling very comfortable with the current society, added significantly to the enjoyment of the visit, even going so far as to show Charles a book of colored prints. Before they parted ways, Mr. Howard managed to convince him to join him and his three daughters for dinner the following Thursday, promising to[Pg 106] send a carriage for them and reassuring him that he would be back early.
On Margaret's coming in from the village, where she had gone on an errand, she was all amazement on learning the arrangement; and displeased her father by enquiring if Mr. Musgrave and Lord Osborne were to be present.
On Margaret's return from the village, where she had gone to run an errand, she was completely shocked to learn about the arrangement; and she upset her father by asking if Mr. Musgrave and Lord Osborne would be there.
"Mr. Howard expressly said they were to be by themselves," he replied, with the importance of an invalid. "He took particular care to assure me that I should suffer as little fatigue as possible."
"Mr. Howard specifically said they were supposed to be alone," he replied, with the significance of someone unwell. "He made sure to assure me that I would experience as little strain as possible."
He was therefore by no means too well pleased when, on the appointed evening, shortly after they had assembled in the drawing-room at Wickstead, Lord Osborne and Mr. Musgrave were ushered in; and before any explanation could be vouchsafed him, dinner was announced.
He was definitely not happy when, on the scheduled evening, shortly after they gathered in the drawing-room at Wickstead, Lord Osborne and Mr. Musgrave walked in; and before he could get any explanation, dinner was announced.
Turning to Lord Osborne, Mr. Howard said—
Turning to Lord Osborne, Mr. Howard said—
"As I cannot very well, my lord, ask Mr. Watson to hand in his daughter, I must ask him to conduct Mrs. Blake; and I will lead with Miss Watson if you will[Pg 107] be good enough to give your arm to Miss Emma Watson; while Mr. Musgrave takes in Miss Margaret."
"As I can't really ask Mr. Watson to bring in his daughter, I need him to escort Mrs. Blake; and I'll take Miss Watson if you would be kind enough to give your arm to Miss Emma Watson, while Mr. Musgrave looks after Miss Margaret."
This arrangement was agreeable to all, except Mr. Musgrave, who, had he been of greater sensibility, would have been embarrassed by Margaret's manner towards him; and, as it was, felt not a little irritated by her determination to consider his escort as a personal compliment, rather than as inevitable on his part.
This arrangement worked for everyone, except Mr. Musgrave, who, if he had been more sensitive, would have been uncomfortable with Margaret's behavior towards him; as it was, he felt quite annoyed by her insistence on viewing his escort as a personal compliment instead of as inevitable on his part.
He had long since tired of his fancy for her, which indeed had always been of the slightest; and now in his determination to free himself from her, did not hesitate to go beyond the limits of propriety, openly disregarding her, and entering into conversation with everyone else in preference to her. Greatly mortified, she would have sunk under this neglect but for the kindness of Mrs. Blake, who addressed her as often as possible; and even Lord Osborne, vaguely aware that there was something wanting in ease, observed to her across the table that the roads were monstrous wet when it rained.
He had long since lost interest in her, which had always been minimal; and now, determined to free himself from her, he didn't hesitate to step over the line of good manners, completely ignoring her and choosing to engage in conversation with everyone else instead. Hurt and embarrassed, she might have crumbled under this neglect if not for the support of Mrs. Blake, who tried to talk to her as much as she could; even Lord Osborne, vaguely sensing that something was off, commented to her across the table that the roads were incredibly wet when it rained.
In the meantime, his lordship had not been enjoying himself either, to any great extent; for Emma, having perceived a volume on the drawing-room table with which she was familiar, on finding herself placed beside her host at the dinner table, fell to discussing it with him with much sense and spirit; and from this proceeded to contrast her favourite authors and the merits of their respective works. As Lord Osborne had as little knowledge of literature as well might be, he was compelled, despite the kindly efforts of his host, to sit more or less in silence, trying to look as if he had not less in his head than might reasonably be expected.
In the meantime, Lord Osborne wasn’t having much fun either. Emma had noticed a book on the drawing-room table that she recognized, and when she found herself sitting next to her host at dinner, she started discussing it with him animatedly. She went on to compare her favorite authors and the strengths of their works. Since Lord Osborne knew very little about literature, he was forced to sit mostly in silence, despite his host's kind attempts to include him, trying to appear as though he had more on his mind than what could reasonably be expected.
Elizabeth was only too glad to share her partner with her sister, as she did not very well know what to say to him; and she enjoyed listening to their conversation, the more so as they repeatedly explained to her the situation, or the point, in question. Moreover, she could not help hoping that another future, far different to what she had feared for her young sister, might possibly be in store for her.
Elizabeth was more than happy to share her partner with her sister, as she didn’t really know what to say to him; and she enjoyed listening to their conversation, especially since they repeatedly explained the situation or the main point to her. Furthermore, she couldn’t help but hope that a different future, much better than what she had worried about for her younger sister, might be waiting for her.
With dessert, Charles arrived on the scene, which created a diversion in Lord Osborne's favour, as he came to place himself between the latter and his dear Miss Emma Watson, and both joined in the endeavour to entertain him.
With dessert, Charles arrived, which distracted Lord Osborne positively, as he positioned himself between Osborne and his beloved Miss Emma Watson, and they both worked to keep him entertained.
On the ladies withdrawing, Lord Osborne turned to Mr. Watson and said—
On the ladies leaving, Lord Osborne turned to Mr. Watson and said—
"You have a very beautiful daughter, sir," but he received in reply such a chilling bow that he could find nothing more to say; and Tom Musgrave nearly choked himself over his wine in the effort to control his merriment at his friend's discomfiture. Mr. Howard then placed himself at the other side of Mr. Watson, and speedily restored him to good-humour by discussing the late visitation with him.
"You have a very beautiful daughter, sir," but he got such a cold bow in response that he couldn't think of anything else to say; and Tom Musgrave nearly choked on his wine trying to hold back his laughter at his friend's embarrassment. Mr. Howard then sat down on the other side of Mr. Watson and quickly cheered him up by talking about the recent visit.
They were not long in returning to the drawing-room for tea; and shortly after, Mrs. Blake and Mr. Watson began to play the new game of écarté, proposing to one another with a pleasant air; whilst the others, seating themselves round the larger table, started vingt-un.
They didn't take long to come back to the living room for tea; and soon after, Mrs. Blake and Mr. Watson started playing the new game of écarté, suggesting moves to each other with a friendly vibe; while the others, sitting around the bigger table, began playing vingt-un.
They had scarcely commenced, [Pg 110]however, when a carriage drove up to the door, and Miss Osborne and Miss Carr were shown in.
They had just started, [Pg 110]when a carriage pulled up to the door, and Miss Osborne and Miss Carr were brought inside.
"Oh, Mr. Howard! how could you have used us so?" cried Miss Osborne archly. "I protest we are vastly offended with you!—to give a party and leave us out!"
"Oh, Mr. Howard! How could you do this to us?" exclaimed Miss Osborne playfully. "I must say we're really offended!—to throw a party and not invite us!"
Miss Carr joined in, in the same strain. She had never heard of anything so perfidious—it was really beyond everything she had ever known in all her life!
Miss Carr joined in, echoing the sentiment. She had never encountered anything so treacherous—it was truly beyond anything she had ever known in her entire life!
Mr. Howard received them with the quiet courtesy that was habitual to him; and when he deemed it possible to make his voice heard, expressed his sense of the honour they had done him; but observed that one family was scarcely a party, adding that Lord Osborne and Mr. Musgrave had been good enough to invite themselves.
Mr. Howard greeted them with the calm politeness he was known for, and when he thought it was possible to speak up, he expressed how honored he was by their visit. However, he pointed out that one family hardly counts as a group, adding that Lord Osborne and Mr. Musgrave had kindly invited themselves.
Lord Osborne remained silent, looking rather ashamed; but Mr. Tom Musgrave protested vigorously that if Howard were such a sly dog, plotting to cut them out like this, they were bound to look after themselves!
Lord Osborne stayed quiet, looking somewhat embarrassed; but Mr. Tom Musgrave strongly argued that if Howard was such a cunning guy, scheming to push them aside like this, they had to take care of themselves!
The Miss Watsons and their father[Pg 111] having been presented, and tea declined, and Miss Carr, having, further, declared that there was nothing she so doted on as vingt-un, the game was once more started.
The Miss Watsons and their father[Pg 111] were introduced, tea was turned down, and Miss Carr, who also stated that she loved nothing more than vingt-un, the game was started again.
Miss Osborne at once took possession of the chair at Mr. Howard's right hand, which had previously been occupied by Emma; and just as he was about to request the latter to accept the one at his left, he found it already secured by Miss Carr. Lord Osborne, therefore, shared Emma with Charles; and Tom Musgrave devoted himself assiduously to Miss Carr. Presently he was heard endeavouring to persuade her to accept him as her cavalier at the next meet. Unfortunately this reminded Charles of the stuffed fox, and again he implored Emma to come and see it, adding—
Miss Osborne immediately took the chair at Mr. Howard's right, which had been Emma's before; and just as he was about to invite Emma to sit in the one on his left, he saw that it was already taken by Miss Carr. So, Lord Osborne ended up sharing Emma with Charles, while Tom Musgrave focused all his attention on Miss Carr. Soon, he was heard trying to convince her to let him be her escort at the next meeting. Unfortunately, this reminded Charles of the stuffed fox, and once more he urged Emma to come and see it, adding—
"Lord Osborne will now ask you himself, ma'am—will you not, Lord Osborne?"
"Lord Osborne will ask you himself now, ma'am—won't you, Lord Osborne?"
Before he could reply, Emma had hastily excused herself; but Miss Carr, leaning forward, said impertinently—
Before he could respond, Emma had quickly excused herself; but Miss Carr, leaning in, said rudely—
"It is a pity you should not see the[Pg 112] castle, Miss Watson; it is thrown open to the public every Wednesday—all except the private apartments."
"It’s a shame you can't see the[Pg 112] castle, Miss Watson; it's open to the public every Wednesday—except for the private apartments."
Emma coloured and made no reply; but Lord Osborne quite shocked his sister and her friend by saying—
Emma flushed and didn’t respond; but Lord Osborne shocked his sister and her friend by saying—
"Lady Osborne will wait on Miss Watson."
"Lady Osborne will visit Miss Watson."
Miss Osborne stared at her brother, but there was something in his face that compelled her to lower her eyes. Never before had he so asserted himself, and she had not deemed him capable of it.
Miss Osborne looked at her brother, but there was something in his expression that made her look away. Never before had he been so confident, and she hadn’t thought he was capable of it.
At the conclusion of the game, Mr. Watson asked to return home—declining to wait for supper—and took leave with his daughters.
At the end of the game, Mr. Watson requested to go home—choosing not to stay for dinner—and said goodbye to his daughters.
Mr. Howard conducted them to the carriage, and as Emma curtsied in passing him, held out his hand to her, and retaining hers for a moment, thanked her in a low tone for the honour she had done him in coming.
Mr. Howard led them to the carriage, and as Emma curtsied while passing him, he reached out his hand to her, and held onto hers for a moment, quietly thanking her for the honor of her presence.
CHAPTER VII
During the drive back, Mr. Watson was in very good humour, speaking several times of the civility and attention he had received from Mr. Howard and his sister; and praising Charles, to whom he had taken a considerable fancy.
During the drive back, Mr. Watson was in a great mood, mentioning several times how polite and attentive Mr. Howard and his sister had been; and he praised Charles, whom he had really taken a liking to.
"As for Lord Osborne," he continued, "though I do not think very much of him, he is at least preferable to that fellow Musgrave, whom I have never thought a gentleman."
"As for Lord Osborne," he continued, "even though I don't think highly of him, he's still better than that guy Musgrave, who I've never considered to be a gentleman."
This was cruelly mortifying to Margaret, who was nevertheless forced to constrain her feelings in the presence of her father; but on their return home, as he went directly to his room, she gave way to her agitation—quite shocking Emma by the violence of her passion, as well as by a wholly unexpected attack on her own conduct.
This was painfully embarrassing for Margaret, who still had to hide her feelings in front of her dad; but once they got home and he went straight to his room, she let her emotions out—completely shocking Emma with how intense her feelings were, as well as with an unexpected criticism of her own behavior.
Elizabeth endeavoured in vain to interpose, but Margaret would not be stayed;[Pg 114] and Emma stood motionless under a shower of angry accusations. She was running after Lord Osborne—her intentions were plain to everyone, and she would only have herself despised! Lord Osborne would never look at her!
Elizabeth tried unsuccessfully to intervene, but Margaret wouldn’t be stopped; [Pg 114] and Emma remained frozen, enduring a barrage of angry accusations. She was chasing after Lord Osborne—her intentions were obvious to everyone, and she would only end up being looked down upon! Lord Osborne would never notice her!
Mr. Musgrave saw through her! No doubt he was in Miss Osborne's confidence, and knew she was coming—that was why he had been so wanting in civility to herself!—he did not want the Osbornes to think he was mixed up with them—but Lord Osborne would never think of her, except to insult her!
Mr. Musgrave saw right through her! No doubt he was in Miss Osborne's confidence and knew she was coming—that was why he had been so rude to her! He didn’t want the Osbornes to think he was involved with them—but Lord Osborne would never think of her, except to insult her!
At this, Emma, in silent indignation, took up her candlestick and retired to her room.
At this, Emma, quietly angry, picked up her candlestick and went to her room.
When she had gone, Elizabeth spoke more seriously to her sister than ever she had done in her life before; and as Margaret at first refused to listen to reason, threatened to appeal to her father should there be any repetition of the scene. Completely overcome, Margaret then burst into tears, and shortly after permitted Elizabeth to lead her upstairs.
When she left, Elizabeth spoke to her sister more seriously than she ever had in her life; and when Margaret initially refused to listen, she threatened to go to their father if the scene happened again. Overwhelmed, Margaret then broke down in tears and soon allowed Elizabeth to take her upstairs.
A few days later, Lady Osborne and her daughter called on the Miss Watsons. Miss Osborne, supported by her friend Miss Carr, had endeavoured to dissuade her mother from taking this step; but Lady Osborne, seeing that her son's feelings were more deeply engaged than ever she had previously known them to be, was too clever not to be assured that opposition would only serve to fan his flame; and, moreover, she did not choose that he should visit with people whom she would not acknowledge.
A few days later, Lady Osborne and her daughter visited the Miss Watsons. Miss Osborne, backed by her friend Miss Carr, tried to convince her mother not to do this. However, Lady Osborne, realizing that her son was more emotionally involved than she had ever seen before, was smart enough to know that resistance would only strengthen his feelings. Additionally, she didn't want him to socialize with people she wouldn't accept.
She was showed by Nanny into the parlour, and though it was not such a room as she was accustomed to be received in, everything was in order; and Elizabeth, who had become more refined from her intercourse with Emma, received her with greater dignity than she had expected. As for Emma herself, she was not less elegant in her simple house frock than in her ball-dress, and the Osbornes were compelled to acknowledge her beauty. It was not such a marriage as Lady Osborne could possibly countenance for her son;[Pg 116] but nevertheless she found herself drawn towards Emma; and placing herself near to her, directed the greater part of her conversation to her; while Margaret sat somewhat aside, white and silent, only able to join in the conversation when directly addressed.
She was shown into the living room by Nanny, and even though it wasn’t the kind of room she was used to being welcomed in, everything was tidy; Elizabeth, who had become more refined from her time with Emma, greeted her with more dignity than she expected. As for Emma, she looked just as elegant in her simple house dress as she did in her ball gown, and the Osbornes had to recognize her beauty. It wasn’t the kind of marriage that Lady Osborne could ever approve of for her son; however, she found herself drawn to Emma and sat beside her, directing most of her conversation towards her, while Margaret sat a little apart, pale and quiet, only able to join in when directly spoken to.
"I understand from Mrs. Blake," said Lady Osborne, "that you have been brought up by a relative at some distance?"
"I heard from Mrs. Blake," said Lady Osborne, "that you were raised by a relative who lives far away?"
"By my aunt, Mrs. Turner, now Mrs. O'Brien."
"By my aunt, Mrs. Turner, now Mrs. O'Brien."
"And where has she gone to live?"
"And where has she gone to live?"
"In the South of Ireland, ma'am, where Captain O'Brien has a small property."
"In the South of Ireland, ma'am, where Captain O'Brien has a little piece of land."
"Captain O'Brien? There was an officer of that name in the Royal ——s, my brother's regiment."
"Captain O'Brien? There was an officer by that name in the Royal ——s, my brother's regiment."
"That was his regiment, but he resigned his commission many years ago."
"That was his regiment, but he left his position many years ago."
"I am afraid it could scarcely have been a prudent marriage."
"I’m afraid it probably wasn’t a wise marriage."
Seeing tears gathering in Emma's eyes, Lady Osborne hastened to change the conversation by speaking of other officers in[Pg 117] the same regiment; and on mentioning a Colonel Norwood, was interested to hear that he had been a friend of the late Mr. Turner, with whom he had frequently dined.
Seeing tears welling up in Emma's eyes, Lady Osborne quickly changed the subject by talking about other officers in[Pg 117] the same regiment; and when she brought up Colonel Norwood, she was intrigued to learn that he had been a friend of the late Mr. Turner, with whom he had often shared meals.
"It is a pity your aunt did not marry him instead," she observed.
"It’s a shame your aunt didn’t marry him instead," she said.
"But he is dead, ma'am. He left me this brooch I am wearing and also a legacy of fifty pounds."
"But he’s dead, ma'am. He left me this brooch I’m wearing and also a legacy of fifty pounds."
"I did not know you had fifty pounds, Emma," said Elizabeth, surprised. Miss Osborne looked her disdain, but Lady Osborne said kindly—
"I didn't know you had fifty pounds, Emma," Elizabeth said, surprised. Miss Osborne gave her a look of disdain, but Lady Osborne said kindly—
"It will be very useful to Miss Emma for her trousseau, in a few years; well, do not be in too great a hurry to marry, my dear."
"It will be really helpful for Miss Emma's trousseau in a few years; just don't rush into marriage, my dear."
Emma blushed, and Lady Osborne, believing that it was on account of her son, grew more reserved for a few moments. Determined, however, to have fuller proof, she presently mentioned him by name, and was gratified to observe that Emma received it without any embarrassment.
Emma blushed, and Lady Osborne, thinking it was because of her son, became a bit more reserved for a few moments. However, determined to get more confirmation, she soon mentioned him by name and was pleased to see that Emma took it in stride without any embarrassment.
"Perhaps there is someone else," she thought to herself.
"Maybe there’s someone else," she thought to herself.
But on sharing this surmise with Miss Osborne, during the drive home, she was surprised to find that her daughter received it with so little favour.
But when she shared this thought with Miss Osborne during the drive home, she was surprised to see that her daughter reacted to it so unfavorably.
Elizabeth and Emma shortly returned the visit, but Lady Osborne was not at home.
Elizabeth and Emma soon returned the visit, but Lady Osborne wasn't home.
Soon after this event, Lord Osborne sent game for Mr. Watson; Mr. Howard was not less civil with a present of fruit; and Mr. Musgrave, not to be out of the fashion, called with a basket of fish. Poor Mr. Watson was considerably surprised at finding himself become so popular all at once; but when he questioned Emma on the subject, received surprisingly little information in her reply.
Soon after this happened, Lord Osborne sent game to Mr. Watson; Mr. Howard was equally polite, bringing a gift of fruit; and Mr. Musgrave, wanting to keep up with the trend, showed up with a basket of fish. Poor Mr. Watson was quite surprised to find himself so suddenly popular; however, when he asked Emma about it, she gave him surprisingly little information in her response.
In the meantime, Margaret's health was occasioning not a little anxiety to her sisters. She seemed to have no interest in anything, had quite lost her appetite, and went listlessly about the house; before long she was confined to her room with a feverish attack.
In the meantime, Margaret's health was causing a lot of anxiety for her sisters. She seemed disinterested in everything, had completely lost her appetite, and wandered around the house without energy; before long, she was stuck in her room with a fever.
Elizabeth and Emma were assiduous in their care of her, and were presently rewarded, not only by her being restored to some measure of health, but also by her being rendered less irritable towards them, from a sense of gratitude for their sympathy.
Elizabeth and Emma were diligent in taking care of her, and they were soon rewarded, not just by her regaining some level of health, but also by her becoming less irritable towards them, feeling grateful for their support.
Just as she was beginning to come down stairs again, the Osbornes issued invitations for a ball; and the Miss Watsons were among the first to receive a card.
Just as she was starting to come downstairs again, the Osbornes sent out invitations for a ball; and the Miss Watsons were among the first to get a card.
Elizabeth had no idea but that they should go with the Edwards, and was considerably put out when she found that not only were they not going, but that Mrs. Edwards was offended at having been ignored, when the Watsons (on whom she had always looked down) had been included.
Elizabeth thought they should go with the Edwards, and she was quite upset to discover that not only were they not going, but that Mrs. Edwards was hurt for being overlooked, while the Watsons (whom she had always regarded as beneath her) were included.
Mary Edwards was absent at the moment, but, on learning what had transpired, with great good sense pointed out to her mother that as they had never before been taken notice of by the Osbornes, they had now no cause for mortification, generously adding that such beauty as [Pg 120]Emma's could not but be distinguished.
Mary Edwards wasn't there right then, but when she found out what had happened, she wisely told her mom that since the Osbornes had never noticed them before, they had no reason to feel embarrassed. She kindly added that someone as beautiful as Emma couldn't help but stand out.
Nevertheless there is no young lady who can hear of a ball without desiring to go to it; and the matter occasioned not a little stir in the small country town, where any subject for gossip was eagerly seized upon. Tom Musgrave, hearing of it, reported it at the Castle as a good joke, believing the Osbornes would be gratified by learning of the disappointment they had unwittingly occasioned.
Nevertheless, there isn’t a young woman who hears about a ball without wanting to attend it; and this sparked quite a buzz in the little country town, where any news was eagerly shared. Tom Musgrave, hearing about it, shared it at the Castle as a funny story, thinking the Osbornes would be amused to learn about the disappointment they had unintentionally caused.
It had quite a different effect, however, on Lady Osborne, who at once despatched an invitation to Mary Edwards, together with a kind note in which she said she understood that she was a friend of the Miss Watsons, and that it would give her much pleasure if she would accompany them to the dance.
It had a completely different impact on Lady Osborne, who immediately sent an invitation to Mary Edwards, along with a friendly note saying she knew Mary was a friend of the Miss Watsons, and that it would make her very happy if she could join them at the dance.
All was now happily settled, as Mrs. Blake had arranged to meet them in the cloakroom at the Castle and act as chaperon.
All was now happily arranged, as Mrs. Blake had planned to meet them in the cloakroom at the Castle and act as their chaperone.
Miss Osborne, though in some awe of her mother, had done all in her power to prevent her inviting Emma.
Miss Osborne, although a bit intimidated by her mother, had done everything she could to stop her from inviting Emma.
"You are encouraging Osborne in every way," she said, "to make this disgraceful marriage—to ask Emma Watson to this house will be to throw her into his arms."
"You are supporting Osborne in every way," she said, "to make this disgraceful marriage—inviting Emma Watson to this house will just lead her straight to him."
"I think differently," replied Lady Osborne coldly, "and I do not choose that Osborne should give a dance in the Assembly Rooms, which was what he had intended doing."
"I see things differently," replied Lady Osborne coldly, "and I don't want Osborne to host a dance in the Assembly Rooms, which is what he had planned."
"It would have been far better, ma'am. You could then have refused to attend."
"It would have been much better, ma'am. You could have just declined to go."
"I have not the slightest intention of ever inflicting such a slight upon my son."
"I have no intention of ever doing anything like that to my son."
"It would have put Miss Watson in her place. She will now be more forward and impertinent than ever."
"It would have put Miss Watson in her place. She'll now be more pushy and disrespectful than ever."
"I find her neither forward nor impertinent."
"I don't think she's either pushy or rude."
"You do not know her, ma'am; there is a sort of independence in her which I find insupportable."
"You don’t know her, ma’am; there’s a kind of independence in her that I find unbearable."
"I believe I am the better judge—and it is not a question of her conduct, but of mine."
"I think I'm the better judge—and it's not about her behavior, but about mine."
Miss Osborne, finding nothing to reply, curtsied and left the room.
Miss Osborne, unable to think of a response, curtsied and exited the room.
CHAPTER VIII
During the interval which elapsed, Lord Osborne and Mr. Howard both discovered various pretexts for calling at the Rectory; Mr. Watson's health, for one thing, causing them no inconsiderable anxiety; and on different occasions when the latter was riding by chance in the neighbourhood of Stanton, and had met Emma out walking with Elizabeth, in view of all the perils of a singularly quiet neighbourhood, had believed it incumbent on him to escort her the whole way home, leading his horse by the bridle.
During the time that passed, Lord Osborne and Mr. Howard both found various excuses to visit the Rectory; for one, they were quite worried about Mr. Watson's health. On different occasions, when he happened to be riding near Stanton and ran into Emma walking with Elizabeth, he felt it was necessary to walk her all the way home, leading his horse by the reins, considering the dangers that could arise in such a peaceful neighborhood.
Nor is it to be supposed that Mr. Musgrave permitted himself to be relegated to the background, where a new and pretty woman was concerned; even had she not possessed the additional importance, in his eyes, of having aroused Lord Osborne from his habitual apathy. He addressed himself to her without loss of[Pg 123] time, confident of success, and wholly incapable of believing that her indifference was genuine.
Nor should we think that Mr. Musgrave let himself fade into the background when a new and attractive woman was involved; especially since she had the added significance, in his view, of having stirred Lord Osborne from his usual indifference. He approached her without wasting any time, sure he would succeed, and completely unable to accept that her lack of interest was real.
But Emma's contempt for him, as can well be imagined, only served to aggravate the mortification from which poor Margaret was constrained to suffer; and she could not be prevailed upon to go to the Osbornes' dance, although her father had expressed his willingness to remain, for once, by himself.
But Emma's disdain for him, as you can easily guess, only made the embarrassment that poor Margaret had to deal with worse; and she still wouldn't be convinced to go to the Osbornes' dance, even though her dad had said he was fine staying home alone this time.
On the night of the ball, Emma and Elizabeth were received with every attention by Lord Osborne, who met them in the hall; and Lady Osborne both curtsied and held out her hand; but Miss Osborne contented herself with a very short curtsey; while Miss Carr found herself obliged to become so engrossed in Colonel Beresford that she could not see them at all.
On the night of the ball, Emma and Elizabeth were warmly welcomed by Lord Osborne, who greeted them in the hall; Lady Osborne curtsied and extended her hand; however, Miss Osborne offered just a brief curtsey; meanwhile, Miss Carr became so wrapped up in Colonel Beresford that she didn't notice them at all.
Lord Osborne was to open the ball with the Countess of X——, but he engaged Emma for the next two dances; and Mr. Howard secured her for the first two, and led her aside.
Lord Osborne was supposed to start the ball with the Countess of X——, but he asked Emma for the next two dances instead; and Mr. Howard claimed her for the first two and took her aside.
"This is just your second dance, is it not?"
"This is only your second dance, isn't it?"
"Oh, no! I have been out a year."
"Oh, no! I've been away for a year."
"Preposterous! A year's licence for breaking hearts in."
"Ridiculous! A year's permit for breaking hearts."
"Hearts so easily broken would be scarcely worth considering."
"Hearts that break so easily aren't really worth thinking about."
"Do not you, then, preserve them in a glass case?"
"Don't you keep them in a glass case?"
"I never preserve what I do not value."
"I never keep what I don't value."
"So young and so untender!"
"So young and so soft!"
"'So young, my lord, and true!'"
"'So young, my lord, and sincere!'"
"I did not know young ladies were students of Shakespeare."
"I didn't know young women studied Shakespeare."
"No doubt they are more intelligent at breaking hearts, and preserving them in a glass case!"
"No doubt they're better at breaking hearts and keeping them in a glass case!"
Miss Osborne, who was near to her at the moment, turned and looked at her in cold surprise, then passed on; but Emma's face was at once so arch and sweet that Mr. Howard was wholly charmed, and bending slightly over her, took a white rose from his coat and begged her to honour him by wearing it. Then as the violins were playing, and several couples[Pg 125] leaving the room, they followed in their wake.
Miss Osborne, who was close by at that moment, turned to her with a look of cold surprise, then moved on; but Emma's expression was so playful and sweet that Mr. Howard was completely enchanted. Leaning a bit closer, he took a white rose from his coat and asked her to honor him by wearing it. As the violins played and several couples[Pg 125] left the room, they followed right behind them.
As Emma entered the ball-room, all eyes were fixed on her—it passed from mouth to mouth that she was the prettiest woman in the room, and she was speedily acclaimed the belle.
As Emma walked into the ballroom, everyone was staring at her—word quickly spread that she was the most beautiful woman there, and she was soon declared the belle.
Gentlemen flocked round her, begging for introductions; and Tom Musgrave was foremost in presenting himself; but Emma felt so keenly all the misery he had caused her sister, that she declined to give him an engagement for any dance, and without affording him any semblance of excuse.
Gentlemen gathered around her, asking for introductions; and Tom Musgrave was the first to step forward. However, Emma felt the pain he had caused her sister so deeply that she refused to agree to any dance with him, without offering him any kind of excuse.
Never before had he received such treatment at the hands of any lady, and least of all had he expected it from a Miss Watson.
Never before had he been treated like this by any woman, and he certainly hadn’t expected it from Miss Watson.
Highly incensed, and with a view to covering his discomfiture, he approached Miss Carr, and solicited her; but as she had witnessed what had transpired, and would have been the last to accept a rejected suitor, he was promptly dismissed,[Pg 126] and retired to the card-room vowing vengeance.
Highly angry, and wanting to cover up his embarrassment, he approached Miss Carr and asked for her attention; but since she had seen what happened and would never accept a rejected suitor, she dismissed him right away,[Pg 126] and he went back to the card room swearing revenge.
Meanwhile, Elizabeth and Mary Edwards had no lack of partners, as they knew several of the officers present; and Lord Osborne had made a point of introducing other gentlemen to them. Both were in good looks, especially Elizabeth, who was accounted by several to be almost as handsome as her sister.
Meanwhile, Elizabeth and Mary Edwards had plenty of partners, as they knew several of the officers there; and Lord Osborne made sure to introduce them to other gentlemen. Both looked great, especially Elizabeth, who was considered by many to be almost as attractive as her sister.
In the course of the evening the Boulangeries were danced. This had been arranged by Miss Osborne and Miss Carr, with a special view to mortifying Emma; but to their disappointment, it transpired that she was not only conversant with the several figures, but was also accustomed to innovations; and on Lord Osborne requesting her to direct a new movement, conducted it with a simple confidence which proved her to be no novice.
During the evening, the Boulangeries were danced. Miss Osborne and Miss Carr had planned this specifically to embarrass Emma; however, to their surprise, it turned out that she was not only familiar with the various steps but was also used to different styles. When Lord Osborne asked her to lead a new move, she did so with a straightforward confidence that showed she was no beginner.
Had Elizabeth been her mother, she could not have taken a greater pride in her performance; and Charles was in ecstasies as she selected him for her cavalier.
Had Elizabeth been her mother, she couldn’t have felt prouder of her performance; and Charles was over the moon as she chose him to be her partner.
Lady Osborne, who had come in with[Pg 127] Mrs. Blake to watch the dance, entirely approved her conduct, fully recognizing that she acted in this manner, not only that she might keep her promise to Charles of giving him a dance, but also in order to avoid Lord Osborne, who made not the slightest effort to conceal his admiration of her. Her eyes then fell on her own daughter, and it seemed to her that never had she seen her less in looks. Near to her was Miss Carr, and she could not but note the ill-humour of her countenance. The next moment she was almost startled by its sudden change of expression as she leaned forward to speak to her son, and as she did so her designs on him were betrayed.
Lady Osborne, who had come in with[Pg 127] Mrs. Blake to watch the dance, completely approved of her behavior, fully recognizing that she acted this way not only to keep her promise to Charles to give him a dance, but also to avoid Lord Osborne, who showed no hesitation in expressing his admiration for her. Her gaze then landed on her own daughter, and it seemed to her that she had never looked less appealing. Nearby was Miss Carr, and she couldn't help but notice the irritation on her face. The next moment, she was almost taken aback by the sudden shift in her expression as she leaned forward to speak to her son, revealing her intentions toward him.
In point of fortune and connection there was nothing to be urged; but in that moment Lady Osborne felt that if she were asked to choose between her and Emma Watson for a daughter-in-law, she would be constrained to give her suffrage to the latter—and again her eyes wandered to her.
In terms of status and connections, there was nothing to argue about; but at that moment, Lady Osborne realized that if she had to choose between her and Emma Watson as a daughter-in-law, she would be forced to support the latter—and again her gaze drifted to her.
She was now dancing with Mr.[Pg 128] Howard, in a temporary exchange of partners, and it was very evident that he was quite absorbed in her.
She was now dancing with Mr.[Pg 128] Howard, in a brief switch of partners, and it was clear that he was completely taken with her.
At this moment, Miss Osborne passed near to her mother, and her excessive pallor showed beneath her rouge.
At that moment, Miss Osborne walked close to her mother, and her extreme paleness was visible beneath her makeup.
Presently Colonel Beresford and his partner paused within a few steps of her, without observing her, and she could not help hearing part of their conversation.
Currently, Colonel Beresford and his partner stopped just a few steps away from her, without noticing her, and she couldn’t help but overhear some of their conversation.
"Osborne must be monstrous hard hit when he gives a dance."
"Osborne must be really hit hard when he throws a dance."
"But you are all in love with this beautiful girl—are not you?—Look at Mr. Howard!—and she is not insensible to his merit!"
"But you’re all in love with this beautiful girl—aren’t you?—Look at Mr. Howard!—and she definitely notices his worth!"
"He has no chance against Lord Osborne. No young lady could refuse a title!"
"He doesn't stand a chance against Lord Osborne. No young lady would turn down a title!"
"Why such strictures! Do not you then allow anything for our hearts?"
"Why so many restrictions! Don't you allow anything for our hearts?"
"Zounds, Madam; I have more respect for your wits! I should form but a mean opinion of any woman's understanding who would reject Lord Osborne for his former tutor!"
"Wow, Madam; I have more respect for your intelligence! I would think poorly of any woman's understanding who would turn down Lord Osborne for his former tutor!"
Then they passed on; but in the short space that Lady Osborne had stood there, it seemed to her that all the comedy and tragedy of the ball had been revealed to her; no longer could she find any enjoyment in it; and, sick at heart, she would have left the room only for the observation it would have occasioned.
Then they moved on; but in the brief moment that Lady Osborne had stood there, it felt to her like all the drama and humor of the ball had been laid bare; she could no longer find any pleasure in it, and, feeling disheartened, she would have left the room if it hadn't drawn attention.
As Lady X—— had been obliged to return home early, Lord Osborne, having danced twice with Emma, took her in to supper. Mr. Howard then danced twice with her. He had admired her very much from the first; and now was in a fair way to be very much in love with her. Casting prudence to the winds, he drew her into the greenhouse and, in accents which betrayed his emotion, endeavoured to thank her for having given him the happiest evening of his life, begging her to favour him by returning him the rose he had presented to her.
As Lady X had to leave early, Lord Osborne, after dancing with Emma twice, took her in for supper. Mr. Howard then danced with her two more times. He had admired her from the start and was now on the verge of falling in love with her. Throwing caution to the wind, he pulled her into the greenhouse and, with a voice that revealed his feelings, tried to thank her for giving him the best evening of his life, asking her to please return the rose he had given her.
Emma was unable to meet the ardour of his eyes, and with fingers which slightly trembled, she removed it from her dress.
Emma couldn’t handle the intensity of his gaze, and with fingers that trembled a little, she took it off her dress.
He placed it in his breast and, raising her hand, pressed it to his lips.
He put it against his chest and, lifting her hand, pressed it to his lips.
"I believe this is our dance, Mr. Howard," Miss Osborne's cold voice broke in on them, and nothing could well have been less opportune. Mr. Howard, however, appeared entirely unembarrassed, and, bowing and smiling, gave her his arm—seeing that Colonel Beresford was claiming Emma; and the latter saw him no more. For almost immediately afterwards, Miss Edwards came to beg her to come home, as she had promised her father to return early; and as Lady X—— had already gone, there could be no impropriety in their doing so.
"I think this is our dance, Mr. Howard," Miss Osborne's cold voice interrupted them, and it couldn't have come at a worse time. Mr. Howard, however, seemed completely unbothered, and, bowing and smiling, offered her his arm—since Colonel Beresford was with Emma; and after that, Emma didn't see him again. Almost immediately after, Miss Edwards came over to ask her to come home, as she had promised her dad to return early; and since Lady X—— had already left, there was no reason for them to stay.
Lord Osborne attended them to the carriage, but Emma was almost wholly silent, and he was deeply mortified by her reserve.
Lord Osborne accompanied them to the carriage, but Emma was mostly quiet, and he felt really embarrassed by her reluctance.
CHAPTER IX
The next day Mr. Watson was taken seriously ill; and though he lingered for some weeks, his daughters were almost completely cut off from all social intercourse.
The next day, Mr. Watson became seriously ill, and although he hung on for a few weeks, his daughters were almost completely isolated from any social interactions.
Towards Christmas he died.
He died shortly before Christmas.
Everything was overshadowed by the sense of loss; but Emma found that she could be still more lonely, when, on receipt of a kind letter from Mrs. Blake, she learned that she had taken a house in London, in order to put Charles to school; and that Mr. Howard had been called to Cumberland to the bedside of a relative who had had a stroke.
Everything felt heavy with a sense of loss; but Emma realized that she could feel even more alone when, after receiving a thoughtful letter from Mrs. Blake, she discovered that Mrs. Blake had rented a house in London to send Charles to school. Additionally, Mr. Howard had been called to Cumberland to be with a relative who had suffered a stroke.
The Osbornes had gone abroad.
The Osbornes went overseas.
The clergyman who had been doing duty for Mr. Watson, had been appointed to the parish; but with great consideration had begged them not to move till the following March; so that they might have sufficient leisure to dispose of their [Pg 132]furniture, and to make their arrangements.
The clergyman who had been covering for Mr. Watson had been appointed to the parish, but with great thoughtfulness, he asked them not to move until the following March, so they would have enough time to sell their [Pg 132]furniture and make their arrangements.
Penelope had returned for some time, and Emma had learned to dread the sound of her sharp voice. She and Margaret quarrelled perpetually. There seemed never to be any peace in the house. Her ill-humour was aggravated by her friends, the Shaws, having secured a situation for her as assistant teacher in a private seminary; for not only was she averse to this position, but she felt, even more keenly, that it was a tacit acknowledgment of the fatal obduracy of the heart, she had wasted so much time in endeavouring to subdue.
Penelope had been back for a while, and Emma had come to dread the sound of her sharp voice. She and Margaret argued constantly. It seemed like there was never any peace in the house. Her bad mood was made worse by her friends, the Shaws, who had gotten her a job as an assistant teacher in a private school; she not only didn’t want this position, but she also felt even more strongly that it was a silent confirmation of the stubbornness of her heart, which she had wasted so much time trying to overcome.
Margaret had got an engagement as companion to a delicate girl.
Margaret had gotten a job as a companion to a fragile girl.
Emma's case was the hardest. She was to find her home with Robert and Jane, who openly discussed her prospects of making a good match. In vain she pleaded her desire to take a situation, like her sisters. Robert would not hear of it. She had already received ill-treatment enough from her family, he affirmed, and he would do his best to give her a good[Pg 133] chance. Even Elizabeth joined her voice to her brother's.
Emma's situation was the toughest. She was supposed to find her home with Robert and Jane, who candidly talked about her chances of making a good match. She desperately argued her wish to take a job, like her sisters. Robert wouldn’t hear of it. He insisted that she had already been treated badly enough by her family, and he would do everything he could to give her a good[Pg 133] opportunity. Even Elizabeth backed up her brother.
"You do not know what you would suffer as governess or companion. Your beauty would be for ever making you enemies."
"You have no idea how much you would struggle as a governess or companion. Your beauty would constantly create enemies for you."
Emma could say no more while her brother was present, but when she found herself alone with Elizabeth, she besought her to aid her in getting a post where she might earn her bread independently.
Emma couldn't say anything more while her brother was around, but when she was alone with Elizabeth, she asked her to help her find a job where she could support herself.
"My position with Robert and Jane would not be tolerable," she pleaded.
"My relationship with Robert and Jane wouldn't be bearable," she begged.
"Do not stand in your own light, dear Emma," Elizabeth replied; "your position would be much worse with strangers. Robert and Jane will both be kind to you if you do not offend them. They were not too well pleased by your refusing to go with them in October; and now that Lord Osborne has admired you, they are all for having you. Believe me, it will be the best thing for you."
"Don't hold yourself back, dear Emma," Elizabeth replied. "Your situation would be a lot worse with strangers. Robert and Jane will be nice to you if you don't upset them. They weren't too happy when you turned them down in October, and now that Lord Osborne has taken an interest in you, they really want you to join them. Trust me, this will be the best thing for you."
"Anyway, I shall stay here until March."
"Anyway, I will stay here until March."
"Yes—Robert has consented to that—and [Pg 134]as Penelope and Margaret are to go to their situations in February, we can have a little time in peace to ourselves."
"Yes—Robert has agreed to that—and [Pg 134] since Penelope and Margaret are leaving for their jobs in February, we can enjoy some peace and quiet for a little while."
To Elizabeth alone did there come any prospect of happiness.
Only Elizabeth had any chance of happiness.
Mr. Purvis, now a widower, had been engaged by Mr. Howard to do duty for him; and, on learning that Miss Watson was as handsome as ever, considered it to be his duty to call as soon as circumstances permitted.
Mr. Purvis, now a widower, had been hired by Mr. Howard to take his place; and, upon finding out that Miss Watson was just as beautiful as ever, felt it was his responsibility to visit her as soon as he could.
His earlier feelings for her were very soon revived, and although he could not immediately enter into an engagement with her, on account of his recent bereavement, it was quite evident to all that the old relations between them would be happily restored.
His earlier feelings for her quickly came back, and even though he couldn't immediately propose to her because of his recent loss, it was clear to everyone that their old relationship would be happily rekindled.
In the meantime it was arranged that Elizabeth should go to his aunt as companion.
In the meantime, it was decided that Elizabeth would go to his aunt as a companion.
His marriage had not been happy, which is scarcely to be wondered at, seeing that he had entered somewhat hastily into it in order to assuage his feelings of disappointment; and as his wife shortly[Pg 135] afterwards fell into ill-health, matters had been scarcely brightened by the peevish temper of an invalid.
His marriage wasn’t happy, which isn’t surprising since he rushed into it to deal with his feelings of disappointment; and shortly after, his wife fell ill, so things didn’t improve because of the cranky attitude of someone who is unwell.
The more Emma saw of him, the better was she pleased with him. He was good-looking and gentlemanlike, with unaffected manners, and a pleasant countenance. She could not but feel confident that Elizabeth would be happy at his side.
The more Emma saw of him, the more she liked him. He was attractive and well-mannered, with genuine behavior and a nice face. She couldn't help but feel sure that Elizabeth would be happy with him.
Towards the end of February, Mr. Howard returned, and lost no time in riding over to Stanton. Unfortunately, however, as he drew near to the Rectory gate, he met Tom Musgrave coming out of it, and was instantly hailed by that gentleman.
Towards the end of February, Mr. Howard came back and quickly rode over to Stanton. Unfortunately, as he approached the Rectory gate, he ran into Tom Musgrave coming out of it, who immediately called out to him.
"Upon my word, Howard, I thought you had taken root in Cumberland. Oh, a sad break up here!—monstrous pleasant girls as ever I met! Miss Emma is going to Croydon with her brother, and I hear is shortly to be married to an old flame. Oh, a famous little flirt, I can assure you!"
"Honestly, Howard, I thought you had settled down in Cumberland. What a sad situation here!—the most charming girls I’ve ever met! Miss Emma is headed to Croydon with her brother, and I've heard she's about to get married to an old crush. Oh, she’s quite the little flirt, I can tell you!"
So saying, and waving his hand, he took himself off, laughing heartily at his own ingenuity.
So saying, and waving his hand, he left, laughing wholeheartedly at his own cleverness.
In consequence therefore of this unwelcome intelligence, Mr. Howard merely called at the door; and, ignoring Nanny's information that the ladies were in, rode gloomily away.
In response to this unwelcome news, Mr. Howard just stopped at the door; and, ignoring Nanny's statement that the ladies were inside, rode off in a gloomy mood.
Emma had watched his approach from an upper window, and blushed and blushed again.
Emma watched him coming from an upper window, and she blushed and blushed again.
She was pausing before coming down, in the endeavour to quell the beating of her heart, when to her surprise she heard the clattering of his horse's hoofs; and, running back to the window, saw him vanishing round the corner.
She paused before coming down, trying to calm her racing heart, when to her surprise she heard the sound of his horse's hooves. Running back to the window, she saw him disappearing around the corner.
At first she was all disappointment, and did not know what to think. Tears gathered thickly in her eyes, and fell on her black dress. But presently she considered that he might perhaps think it right to call at first without coming in, on account of her father's death, and that he would come again.
At first, she felt completely let down and didn’t know what to think. Tears welled up in her eyes and dripped onto her black dress. But soon, she thought he might believe it was appropriate to just stop by without coming in because of her father's death, and that he would return.
But he never came again, and about a week later she was carried away to Croydon by her brother, who had returned for her.
But he never came back, and about a week later her brother, who had returned for her, took her away to Croydon.
CHAPTER X
Emma had now entered on a new chapter of her life, and one which she could not but regard with pain and misgiving. Being in mourning, however, she was for the present saved from any special distress; and she at once found an object for her affection in little Augusta, a very pretty child, with much more natural refinement than either her father or mother. As her health was indifferent, Emma was the more drawn to her, and devoted all the time to her that she could spare from Jane's constant demands on her needle.
Emma had now started a new chapter in her life, one that she couldn’t help but view with sadness and uncertainty. However, since she was in mourning, she was currently spared from any specific distress; and she immediately found someone to care for in little Augusta, a very pretty child with much more natural grace than either her father or mother. Since Augusta’s health was poor, Emma felt even more drawn to her and dedicated all the time she could spare from Jane’s constant requests for her sewing.
All this time she had never seen her brother Sam, as he had been seriously ill when the others had been called to the bedside of their father. During this period he had been attended by Mr. Curtis with the solicitude of a relative; and, on his recovering sufficiently to be removed, he had sent him to Bath at his own charge.
All this time, she had never seen her brother Sam because he had been seriously ill when the others were called to their father's bedside. During that time, Mr. Curtis had taken care of him like a family member. Once Sam recovered enough to be moved, Mr. Curtis paid for his trip to Bath himself.
Towards the end of March, he gave him a few days' leave to go and see his brother and sisters at Croydon.
Towards the end of March, he gave him a few days off to go visit his brother and sisters in Croydon.
On the day previous to that on which he was expected, as Emma was sitting alone in the drawing-room, the door opened and a young gentleman, with a very open, attractive countenance, entered the room unannounced.
On the day before he was expected, as Emma was sitting alone in the living room, the door opened and a young man with a very open, attractive face walked in without knocking.
He bowed on seeing her, apologising for his intrusion, and she rose and curtsied—when suddenly he called out——
He bowed when he saw her, sorry for interrupting, and she got up and curtsied—when suddenly he called out——
"As sure as anything, it is little Emma!" and came over to her with both hands stretched out.
"As sure as anything, it's little Emma!" and came over to her with both hands outstretched.
"Oh, Sam! Can it be really you?"
"Oh, Sam! Is that really you?"
"Were not you, then, expecting me?"
"Were you not expecting me?"
"Not until to-morrow. How came you a day sooner?"
"Not until tomorrow. How did you arrive a day early?"
"I met Tom Musgrave in Guildford, and he drove me over in his curricle. He will be staying here for a couple of days, and is coming this evening to wait on you and Jane—but let me look at you properly! You have got your nice little brown face still, I see; and I dare say you have[Pg 139] that fine little vixenish temper that you used to have—I vow you gave me a famous slap the last time I had the honour of seeing you!"
"I met Tom Musgrave in Guildford, and he drove me over in his carriage. He'll be staying here for a couple of days and is coming this evening to see you and Jane—but let me take a good look at you! I see you still have your lovely little brown face; and I bet you still have that feisty little temper you used to have—I swear you gave me a great slap the last time I had the pleasure of seeing you!"
"No doubt it was the price of you, sir! and I shall give you another, if you do not be careful!"
"No doubt it was your cost, sir! And I'll give you another if you're not careful!"
Before very long, Jane came into the room and affected a great start of surprise on seeing Sam and Emma sitting on the sofa together.
Before long, Jane walked into the room and pretended to be really surprised when she saw Sam and Emma sitting together on the sofa.
"Good Lord, Sam!" she cried. "I thought you must be one of Emma's lovers come after her!"
"Good Lord, Sam!" she exclaimed. "I thought you were one of Emma's lovers come looking for her!"
"Has she so many as all that?—I protest I must look into this!" he replied, laughing; then seeing a shade on Emma's face, he easily turned the conversation by enquiring for Robert, and begging that little Augusta might be sent for.
"Does she really have that many?—I can't believe I need to check this!" he said, laughing; then noticing a look of concern on Emma's face, he smoothly changed the subject by asking about Robert and requesting that little Augusta be brought in.
In the course of the evening, Tom Musgrave arrived, and was received with great cordiality by Robert and Jane.
During the evening, Tom Musgrave showed up and was greeted warmly by Robert and Jane.
After the usual enquiries and civilities, he threw himself back in the easiest chair[Pg 140] in the room, and beamed round at them, saying—
After the usual questions and niceties, he flopped into the comfiest chair[Pg 140] in the room and smiled at them, saying—
"I vow and declare there are no friends like old friends. Oh, it's monstrous dull since you and the Osbornes left—positively I have half a mind to go after Osborne!"
"I promise and say there are no friends like old friends. Oh, it's really boring since you and the Osbornes left—honestly, I’m seriously considering going after Osborne!"
"Is not he soon coming back?" asked Robert.
"Is he coming back soon?" asked Robert.
"Faith, there's no sign of it! Howard has joined them at Rome. He is very likely to be engaged to Miss Osborne."
"Faith, there's no sign of it! Howard is now with them in Rome. He’s probably engaged to Miss Osborne."
Emma was sitting beyond the candles, so that he could not see her face; but by her very stillness he was satisfied that he had wounded her.
Emma was sitting beyond the candles, so he couldn't see her face; but from her complete stillness, he was sure he had hurt her.
"I think it is Miss Carr that he is after," said Jane in an important tone, as though she were intimate.
"I think he’s after Miss Carr," Jane said, sounding important, as if she were close to her.
"Oh, Fanny Carr is all for me! She won't look at anyone else, I can assure you, when I am by!"
"Oh, Fanny Carr is totally into me! I can guarantee you that she won’t pay attention to anyone else when I’m around!"
"Take care, Tom!" said Sam, laughing. "Out of sight, out of mind! She will have forgotten you months ago, I wager!"
"Be careful, Tom!" said Sam, laughing. "Out of sight, out of mind! I bet she forgot about you months ago!"
"Why do not you join Lord Osborne?" enquired Jane.
"Why don't you join Lord Osborne?" asked Jane.
Now, as this was precisely what Tom Musgrave had been straining every nerve to accomplish—giving hints to his lordship of unimaginable breadth, which so far had been entirely ignored—he was by no means too well pleased by the question; and delighted Sam, who saw through him perfectly, by reeling off a string of excuses, each less convincing than the last.
Now, since this was exactly what Tom Musgrave had been trying so hard to achieve—dropping hints to his lordship that were vast beyond belief, which had so far been completely overlooked—he was definitely not happy about the question; and he amused Sam, who saw right through him, by rolling out a series of excuses, each one less convincing than the previous.
"Does Miss Carr never stay with her own people?" enquired Robert.
"Does Miss Carr never hang out with her own family?" asked Robert.
"She has been at Castle Carr all winter," said Sam carelessly. "She will be going up to Berkeley Square next month with Lord and Lady Carr."
"She’s been at Castle Carr all winter," Sam said casually. "She’ll be heading to Berkeley Square next month with Lord and Lady Carr."
Tom Musgrave stared at him.
Tom Musgrave was staring at him.
"How came you to know this?" he asked in a sulky tone.
"How did you find out about this?" he asked in a grumpy tone.
"Lord Montague told me."
"Lord Montague told me."
"Lord Montague? How came you to meet with him?"
"Lord Montague? How did you run into him?"
"I was called in to attend him when Mr. Curtis was away. I had supposed he[Pg 142] would consider a surgeon's assistant as little superior to his valet; but he was very civil, and chatted away—told me he had seen my sisters at the Osbornes' dance, and was so obliging as to add they were prodigious pretty! Emma, do not be listening!"
"I was asked to take care of him while Mr. Curtis was gone. I thought he[Pg 142] would see a surgeon's assistant as barely better than his servant; but he was actually very polite and talked a lot—he mentioned he had seen my sisters at the Osbornes' dance and was kind enough to say they were incredibly pretty! Emma, stop eavesdropping!"
Jane was as surprised as Musgrave, but shrewd enough not to betray it; and, seeing the clouded look on his face, suggested a game of cards.
Jane was just as surprised as Musgrave, but smart enough not to show it; and, noticing the troubled expression on his face, suggested a card game.
Robert hesitated a little, but, as Tom caught eagerly at the suggestion, she produced a pack; and, Emma declining to play, whist was selected.
Robert hesitated for a moment, but when Tom eagerly jumped at the suggestion, she pulled out a deck of cards; and since Emma chose not to play, whist was chosen.
CHAPTER XI
Sam was so little satisfied with Augusta's health that he insisted on her being taken to the sea; and a client of Robert's at once offered to lend him his house, which was in a sheltered bay on the South Coast, for six months. As Jane was unable to go into company, she demurred a good deal less than she might otherwise have done; and, like most wives, was not averse to suffering the mild anguish of a temporary separation from her husband.
Sam was so concerned about Augusta's health that he insisted she be taken to the sea. A client of Robert's immediately offered to lend him his house, which was located in a sheltered bay on the South Coast, for six months. Since Jane couldn't socialize, she hesitated much less than she normally would have; and, like most wives, she didn’t mind the slight discomfort of being temporarily separated from her husband.
Sam himself took charge of them on the journey, as Robert was engaged on an important case; and he had the satisfaction of assuring himself that the climate was suited to his little patient.
Sam himself took charge of them on the trip since Robert was busy with an important case, and he felt satisfied knowing that the climate was right for his little patient.
She and Emma were delighted with the change, and as the weather was unusually mild, they rambled about the greater part of the day.
She and Emma were thrilled with the change, and since the weather was unusually mild, they wandered around for most of the day.
It was with sincere regret that Emma[Pg 144] parted from Sam; she had found in him a true friend, and one who comprehended the possible evils of her situation with much greater distinctness than had been the case with Elizabeth. They all escorted him to the mail coach at A——, and Emma was constrained to wonder if it were to be for ever her lot to be parted from all to whom she had become attached; while little Augusta, holding her young uncle's hands, danced round with him on the publick road, to the indignation of her mother and the amusement of the other passengers.
It was with genuine sadness that Emma[Pg 144] said goodbye to Sam; she had found in him a true friend, someone who understood the potential dangers of her situation much better than Elizabeth ever had. They all took him to the mail coach at A——, and Emma couldn’t help but wonder if it would always be her fate to be separated from everyone she had grown close to; meanwhile, little Augusta, holding her young uncle's hands, twirled around with him on the road, much to her mother’s annoyance and the other passengers’ amusement.
At Emma's request, the child's nurse had been dismissed on their leaving Croydon; Emma now taking Augusta under her sole charge, to the great advantage of the little girl, who had been considerably tried by the vagaries of an uncertain temper and an injudicious arrangement of her meals.
At Emma's request, they let the child's nurse go when they left Croydon; Emma was now solely responsible for Augusta, which was a big improvement for the little girl, who had been quite stressed by the ups and downs of a moody temper and poorly planned meals.
As her health rapidly improved, Emma commenced some simple lessons with her, which included instruction in drawing, for which she showed some aptitude. In the[Pg 145] course of a few weeks she had copied a little picture so neatly, that Jane enclosed it in a letter to her father, who was so pleased that he sent her down a box of water-colours. This was a great boon to the child during the broken weather, which set in for a short time.
As her health quickly got better, Emma started giving her some basic lessons, including drawing, for which she showed some talent. In the[Pg 145] few weeks, she had copied a small picture so neatly that Jane included it in a letter to her father. He was so happy that he sent her a box of watercolors. This was a huge blessing for the child during the rough weather that lasted for a little while.
As Jane was really fond of her little daughter, she could not but feel grateful to Emma for her care of her; but she had been not a little offended at finding her indifferent to the petty gossip of Croydon, which occupied half her own time, and had always been willingly listened to by both Elizabeth and Margaret. At once jealous of her, and yet considering her to be wanting in fashion, she was nevertheless gratified by the pretty manners she was instilling into Augusta.
As Jane was very fond of her little daughter, she couldn't help but feel grateful to Emma for taking care of her; however, she was quite offended to find Emma indifferent to the small-town gossip of Croydon, which took up half her own time and had always been eagerly listened to by both Elizabeth and Margaret. At once jealous of her, while also thinking she lacked style, she was nevertheless pleased by the nice manners Emma was teaching Augusta.
Emma was teaching her to curtsey before leaving the room; but, as she was of a very lively disposition, she would often run out into the hall before she could remember to do so. They would then hear her stopping short, and saying to herself, "Oh, I forgot!" when she would come[Pg 146] running back to make her curtsey. It was all done so prettily, they could not but be delighted with her.
Emma was teaching her how to curtsy before leaving the room, but since she was very lively, she often dashed out into the hallway before she could remember. They would hear her pause and say to herself, "Oh, I forgot!" as she came running back to make her curtsy. It was all so charming that they couldn’t help but be delighted with her.
It had been apparent from the first that Jane had derived but little pleasure from the excursions by the sea, or through the country lanes, which delighted Emma and Augusta so much; preferring rather to drive in the pony chaise, which had been left for their use, into the neighbouring town of A——. It was not, however, until the early days of June that Emma began to notice how many hours she was spending there; and presently Jane informed her that a former school friend, a Mrs. Burton, now a widow, had taken rooms in the hotel there, and that she spent the most of her time with her, playing cards. She also confessed that this lady was no favourite of Robert's. This was very unwelcome news to Emma, who knew her brother to be very far from particular.
It was clear from the start that Jane wasn’t getting much enjoyment from the seaside trips or the countryside walks that Emma and Augusta loved so much; she preferred to take the pony cart that was available to them into the nearby town of A——. However, it wasn’t until early June that Emma started to realize how many hours Jane was spending there. Soon, Jane told her that an old school friend, Mrs. Burton, who was now a widow, had booked rooms at the hotel and that she was spending most of her time with her, playing cards. Jane also admitted that this woman wasn’t exactly Robert’s favorite. This news was unwelcome for Emma, who knew her brother wasn't one to be choosy.
"I assure you, Emma," Jane continued earnestly, "it is all prejudice; Jemima Burton is of quite superior style, and very[Pg 147] well off. You could hardly meet with anyone more agreeable; and she is all anxiety to know you. I hope you will come with me to-morrow—she will not be having company—we shall be quite by ourselves."
"I promise you, Emma," Jane said seriously, "it's all just bias; Jemima Burton has a much better style and is doing very well financially. You could hardly find anyone more pleasant, and she's really looking forward to meeting you. I hope you'll come with me tomorrow—she won't have any guests—we'll be all alone."
Emma was considerably embarrassed.
Emma was really embarrassed.
"I could not leave Augusta," she said.
"I couldn't leave Augusta," she said.
"Oh! The maids here will take every care of her—she will not be wanting for anything. I cannot very well go without you, when she has made such a point of it."
"Oh! The maids here will take good care of her—she won't be lacking anything. I can't really go without you, especially since she's insisted so much on it."
On the following afternoon, therefore, Emma was constrained to drive with her sister-in-law into A——, and they were shown into the common sitting-room of the hotel, where they were warmly received by a vulgar, over-dressed woman.
On the next afternoon, Emma had to drive into A—— with her sister-in-law, and they were shown into the hotel’s shared sitting room, where a flashy, overly dressed woman greeted them warmly.
"Now, I call this kind," she exclaimed. "And so this is the young lady Lord Osborne admired!"
"Wow, I really didn’t expect this," she said. "So, this is the young woman Lord Osborne was so into!"
This was said in such a loud voice that everyone in the room turned and stared at Emma; so that, in spite of her efforts to[Pg 148] maintain her countenance, she grew crimson.
This was said so loudly that everyone in the room turned to stare at Emma; despite her attempts to[Pg 148] keep a straight face, she blushed.
"Introduce me, madam, I beg," said a thin, unpleasant-looking man, thrusting himself boldly forward; "I know his Lordship well, and am proud to make the acquaintance of any friend of his."
"Please introduce me, ma'am, I insist," said a skinny, unappealing man, pushing himself forward confidently; "I know his Lordship well and would be honored to meet any of his friends."
"Allow me to have the pleasure of introducing Captain Conway, Miss Watson."
"Let me introduce you to Captain Conway, Miss Watson."
Emma's curtsey was of the slightest. They were then joined by two or three other men, all of them desiring to be presented, and each more objectionable than the last.
Emma's curtsey was minimal. They were soon joined by two or three other men, all of whom wanted to be introduced, and each one more unpleasant than the last.
With a quiet courage which surprised Emma herself, she said—
With a quiet bravery that even surprised Emma, she said—
"I am in mourning for my father and do not desire introductions. I understood, ma'am, that we were to be received by you in your own rooms."
"I’m mourning my father and don’t want to meet anyone. I understood, ma'am, that we were supposed to be welcomed by you in your own rooms."
Jane stared at her sister-in-law; but Mrs. Burton at once gave in; and, waving them all aside, declared that they were sad fellows, and that none of them need think to be introduced. With that she led the way to her apartments; but, to[Pg 149] Emma's surprise, they were closely followed by Captain Conway.
Jane stared at her sister-in-law, but Mrs. Burton immediately backed down. Waving them all off, she said they were a sad bunch and that none of them should expect to be introduced. With that, she went ahead to her rooms, but, to [Pg 149] Emma's surprise, Captain Conway closely followed.
"Oh! he is my cousin," she said with bold assurance; but Emma was convinced that this was a falsehood; the more so that the gentleman in question laughed immoderately, and repeated the assertion several times over.
"Oh! he’s my cousin," she said confidently; but Emma was convinced that this was a lie; especially since the man in question laughed uncontrollably and repeated the claim several times.
He placed himself at her side and, fixing his glass in his eye, ogled her in a manner she had never before been subjected to in the whole course of her life; whilst he did his utmost to draw her into conversation. But she would neither answer him, nor raise her eyes from the ground.
He positioned himself next to her and, squinting through his glass, stared at her in a way she had never experienced in her entire life; meanwhile, he tried his best to engage her in conversation. But she neither responded nor lifted her gaze from the ground.
Jane grew uncomfortable and, in order to conceal it and to regain confidence, began to speak in a much louder voice than was her wont. In this she was ably assisted by her friend—one would have thought that there were at least a dozen women in the room.
Jane felt uneasy and, to hide it and regain her confidence, started speaking much louder than she usually did. Her friend helped her with this—one would have thought there were at least a dozen women in the room.
At first, Emma was too agitated to pay any attention to what they were saying—she was even too confused to arrange her thoughts; but presently, as she grew more[Pg 150] composed, the contrast of her past life with her present position came home to her with such poignancy, that she could scarcely contain her tears. Were it possible, she thought, that her aunt could have seen her in such company, what would not have been her feelings?
At first, Emma was too upset to pay any attention to what they were saying—she was even too confused to organize her thoughts; but as she became more[Pg 150] collected, the contrast between her past life and her current situation hit her so deeply that she could hardly hold back her tears. Was it possible, she wondered, that her aunt could have seen her in such company? What would she have felt?
Presently, however, her attention was caught by Jane saying—
Presently, though, her attention was drawn by Jane saying—
"Thursday, then; you will both come and have a dish of tea with me on Thursday evening; and we can start a quiet rubber of whist."
"Thursday works for both of you; come over for a cup of tea with me on Thursday evening, and we can play a relaxed game of whist."
During the drive home, Jane was in more ill-humour than Emma could have conceived possible.
During the drive home, Jane was in a worse mood than Emma could have ever imagined.
"Good heavens! Emma," she said. "How can you give yourself such airs? Your head is completely turned by Lord Osborne having admired you! I could not have imagined anyone could have been so silly!"
"Good heavens! Emma," she said. "How can you be so full of yourself? Your ego is totally inflated because Lord Osborne showed you some attention! I never thought anyone could be so ridiculous!"
Emma remained silent.
Emma stayed quiet.
"I assure you I am very much offended at the way you have been treating my friends. Mrs. Burton has more style than[Pg 151] you; and Captain Conway is quite the gentleman. I never saw anyone of more fashion—and such attentions he paid you! Mrs. Burton told me he was wild to know you; and anyone could see how he was struck with you. Good Lord! Emma, what more do you want—a Captain!—and second cousin to the Marquis of H——!—Mrs. Burton told me so!—Why do not you answer?"
"I have to say I’m really offended by how you’ve been treating my friends. Mrs. Burton has way more style than you; and Captain Conway is such a gentleman. I've never seen anyone more fashionable—and the way he paid attention to you! Mrs. Burton told me he was eager to meet you; anyone could tell he was totally taken with you. Good Lord! Emma, what more do you want—a Captain!—and second cousin to the Marquis of H——!—Mrs. Burton said so!—Why aren't you responding?"
"I cannot permit his attentions."
"I can't allow his advances."
"You cannot permit his attentions!—did anyone ever hear the like! Well, let me tell you, Miss Emma, you must permit them—You should be only too thankful he should wish to pay them, when you are just nothing!—you are all of you beggars!"
"You can't allow his attentions!—has anyone ever heard anything like it! Well, let me tell you, Miss Emma, you have to allow them—You should be more than grateful he wants to give them, when you are basically nothing!—you’re all just beggars!"
Emma covered her face with her hands.
Emma hid her face in her hands.
"There, Emma—I did not mean to make you cry."
"There, Emma—I didn't mean to make you cry."
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On the evening on which Mrs. Burton and Captain Conway were expected, Augusta was laid up with a feverish cold, and Emma steadily refused to leave her[Pg 152] bedside. Jane was at first angry, but, seeing the child's flushed cheeks, was obliged to give way and send for the apothecary, who prescribed a soothing draught.
On the evening that Mrs. Burton and Captain Conway were supposed to arrive, Augusta was stuck in bed with a bad cold, and Emma was determined not to leave her bedside. Jane was initially upset, but seeing the child's red cheeks, she had to relent and call for the doctor, who recommended a calming medicine.
A few days later, however, Captain Conway called again, and as on this occasion Emma happened to be in the drawing-room with her sister, she was obliged to submit to his company; but she remained almost as silent as before, and would scarcely raise her eyes.
A few days later, though, Captain Conway called again, and since Emma was in the living room with her sister this time, she had to put up with his company; but she stayed almost as quiet as before and hardly raised her eyes.
On his departure, Jane again turned on her and vowed that she would soon bring her to her senses by writing to Robert.
On her way out, Jane lashed out at her again and promised that she would soon set her straight by writing to Robert.
"He will send you such a message as you will be bound to obey," she said. "We have done all that could be thought of to fix one of you, and now when there is a chance of your getting settled you are all for throwing it away! You put me quite out of patience with you!"
"He will send you a message that you’ll have to follow," she said. "We’ve done everything we could think of to help you, and now that you have a chance to settle down, you’re all about throwing it away! You’re really testing my patience!"
Robert answered the letter in person; and, to Jane's amazement, declared positively that he was not going to have Emma thrown away on any half-pay officer; and[Pg 153] that he had so much information against Captain Conway, he would hunt him out of the neighbourhood.
Robert responded to the letter in person and, to Jane's surprise, firmly stated that he was not going to let Emma waste her life on any underpaid officer; and[Pg 153] he had enough dirt on Captain Conway that he would drive him out of the neighborhood.
On the following morning, however, when he drove into A——, he found that that gentleman, having caught sight of him on the stage coach the previous afternoon, had hastily cleared out, taking Mrs. Burton along with him.
On the next morning, though, when he drove into A——, he realized that that man, having seen him on the stagecoach the day before, had quickly left, taking Mrs. Burton with him.
It then transpired that the two had been in collusion; and that Mrs. Burton, believing Emma to be the heiress of her aunt, had introduced Captain Conway to her, on the understanding that she was to receive a substantial sum on the consummation of his marriage with her.
It then turned out that the two had been working together; and that Mrs. Burton, thinking Emma was her aunt's heiress, had introduced Captain Conway to her, with the understanding that she would receive a significant amount once he married her.
Jane was deeply mortified at having allowed herself to be mixed up with such people; and it was in a very chastened frame of mind that Robert left her, on his return to Croydon, promising to come back in August for a fortnight's holiday.
Jane was really embarrassed for getting involved with those people; and with a humbled mindset, Robert left her on his way back to Croydon, promising to return in August for a two-week vacation.
CHAPTER XII
Mr. Howard had been but a short time with the Osbornes when he was obliged to confess that he had made a mistake in coming.
Mr. Howard had been with the Osbornes for only a little while when he had to admit that he had made a mistake by coming.
A man of singular charm of manner, eminently gifted for social success, he had as little vanity as well might be; and his devotion to literature engendered in him a sort of absent-mindedness which rendered him unconscious of things which were sufficiently obvious to others.
A man with a unique charm and exceptional social skills, he had very little vanity; his passion for literature made him somewhat absent-minded, causing him to overlook things that were obvious to others.
He could scarcely himself have said what now opened his eyes in some measure to the nature of Miss Osborne's regard for him; for never before had it occurred to him that she entertained anything beyond an ordinary friendship—the very fact of her occasional efforts to flirt with him only confirming his confidence in her indifference and merely contributing to his amusement.
He could hardly explain what had just made him realize, at least a little, what Miss Osborne really felt for him; because it had never crossed his mind that she felt anything more than a typical friendship. In fact, her sporadic attempts to flirt with him only reinforced his belief that she was indifferent and just added to his entertainment.
He had been but little pleased by her incursion into his dinner party; but had attributed it to her lack of variety in a dull neighbourhood and to the influence of Miss Carr, of whom he entertained but a slight opinion. The jealousy of Emma, which she had betrayed at the ball, he believed to be entirely owing to her brother's admiration of her—the connection being such as she could scarcely be expected to advocate.
He was not very happy about her showing up at his dinner party; he thought it was due to her boredom in a dull neighborhood and the influence of Miss Carr, who he didn't think much of. He believed Emma's jealousy, which she had shown at the ball, was completely because of her brother's admiration for her—the kind of connection she could hardly be expected to support.
The knowledge of her feelings occasioned him so much regret, that he would fain have left Italy then and there; but in view of the urgent invitations he had received from Lady Osborne and her son, this was scarcely possible. For the moment at least, he must remain where he was.
The knowledge of her feelings made him so regretful that he wanted to leave Italy right then and there; but considering the strong invitations he had received from Lady Osborne and her son, that was hardly possible. For the time being, he had to stay where he was.
He began at once, however, to cast about for some excuse to shorten his stay; and presently urged his desire to prosecute his travels in Spain and Portugal. He had long desired to journey there, and there was now no impediment to his doing so, as his cousin, whose bedside he[Pg 156] had attended, had bequeathed him a large fortune, independently of the handsome property to which he had succeeded as heir-presumptive; but, to his surprise, Lady Osborne withstood him, with flushed cheeks and tears in her eyes.
He immediately started looking for a reason to cut his visit short and soon expressed his wish to continue his travels in Spain and Portugal. He had always wanted to go there, and now there was nothing stopping him since his cousin, whom he had cared for, left him a substantial inheritance, in addition to the valuable property he was set to inherit. However, to his surprise, Lady Osborne opposed him, with flushed cheeks and tears in her eyes.
"Do not desert us the moment you have come," she said; "Osborne has seemed so much more composed since you joined us—I never before knew him to be so disquieted as he has been. I cannot but admire Miss Watson's conduct—had she chosen to accept him, nothing could have prevented the marriage. I had scarcely realised how serious his passion was until the night of the ball—after she had left us. He was quite in despair."
"Please don’t leave us just after you’ve arrived," she said. "Osborne has been so much more at ease since you joined us—I’ve never seen him so unsettled before. I can't help but admire Miss Watson's behavior—if she had decided to accept him, nothing could have stopped the marriage. I barely understood how serious his feelings were until the night of the ball—after she had left us. He was completely in despair."
"I understand she is shortly to be married."
"I hear she's about to get married soon."
"Have you told Osborne?"
"Did you tell Osborne?"
"No. He has not mentioned her name to me."
"No. He hasn't mentioned her name to me."
"Am I at liberty to tell him?"
"Should I tell him?"
"Certainly, madam; what object could be served in concealing it? Osborne could[Pg 157] scarcely conceive the idea of rushing home to present a pistol at her lover's head!"
"Of course, ma'am; what purpose would it serve to hide it? Osborne could[Pg 157] hardly imagine the idea of rushing home to put a gun to her lover's head!"
Later on in the evening, Lord Osborne entered the private sitting-room of his late tutor, and said abruptly—
Later in the evening, Lord Osborne walked into the private sitting room of his late tutor and said abruptly—
"My mother has informed me of Miss Watson's engagement. To whom is she to be married?"
"My mom just told me about Miss Watson's engagement. Who is she marrying?"
"That I cannot tell you."
"I can't tell you that."
"How came you to know?"
"How did you find out?"
"Musgrave told me.'
"Musgrave told me."
"Musgrave! I would place monstrous little faith in anything he said!"
"Musgrave! I wouldn't trust anything he says at all!"
"He was certainly never my friend, but I understood him to be yours," replied Mr. Howard, coldly.
"He was definitely never my friend, but I understood that he was yours," replied Mr. Howard, coldly.
"What can a man do in that delectable neighbourhood?—He helps one to get through the time. I dare swear he made the whole thing up!" So saying, Lord Osborne swung out of the room.
"What can a guy do in that delightful neighborhood?—He helps you pass the time. I bet he made the whole thing up!" With that, Lord Osborne strode out of the room.
He had not been long gone when there was a timid knock, and Miss Osborne entered with a book in her hand.
He hadn't been gone for long when there was a soft knock, and Miss Osborne walked in with a book in her hand.
Mr. Howard rose and placed a chair for her; but did not sit down himself.
Mr. Howard stood up and pulled out a chair for her, but he didn't sit down himself.
"I came to ask you if you would be so very good as to help me with this passage in Dante's Inferno," she said.
"I came to ask you if you would be kind enough to help me with this passage in Dante's Inferno," she said.
He read it at once without any hesitation, as the portion indicated presented no special difficulty that he could see; and he was constrained to wonder wherefore she had selected it—the truth being that she had opened the volume at random.
He read it immediately without any hesitation, as the part indicated posed no particular challenge that he could tell; and he couldn't help but wonder why she had chosen it—the reality being that she had opened the book at random.
"I have just heard from Lady Osborne that Miss Watson is about to be married."
"I just heard from Lady Osborne that Miss Watson is getting married."
In spite of himself, he was obliged to smile.
In spite of himself, he had to smile.
"I regret that I have nothing to add to this thunderbolt!"
"I regret that I have nothing to add to this shock!"
"You are quite sure that she is to be married?"
"You really believe that she’s getting married?"
He was aware that she was watching him narrowly, and both his face and voice were entirely under control as he replied—
He knew she was watching him closely, and he kept his face and voice completely under control as he responded—
"I see no reason to doubt Mr. Musgrave's statement. He was just coming from the Rectory, and I know he was intimate with them."
"I have no reason to doubt Mr. Musgrave's statement. He had just left the Rectory, and I know he was close with them."
"He was altogether mad with her for[Pg 159] refusing to dance with him at our ball—Fanny Carr told me so."
"He was completely furious with her for[Pg 159] refusing to dance with him at our ball—Fanny Carr told me that."
Mr. Howard looked startled for a moment; and she proceeded—
Mr. Howard looked surprised for a moment; and she continued—
"Fanny thought it showed a great want of breeding on her part to be so insolent to a guest of ours—she is not in a position to be disdainful of anyone—I should never think of calling her a lady."
"Fanny felt it demonstrated a serious lack of manners on her part to be so rude to one of our guests—she's not in a position to look down on anyone—I would never refer to her as a lady."
She received no answer to this.
She didn't get a response to this.
"Oh, I know you were vastly in love with her—I was quite expecting to have to congratulate you!"—with an attempt at archness.
"Oh, I know you were really in love with her—I was totally expecting to have to congratulate you!"—with an effort at playfulness.
Mr. Howard contented himself with bowing.
Mr. Howard was satisfied with just bowing.
"I thought her rather handsome myself; but several gentlemen said to me that they did not at all think her anything out of the common."
"I thought she was quite attractive myself; but several guys told me that they didn't think she was anything special."
This again was received in silence; and Julia Osborne, considerably mortified, and perfectly aware of Lady Osborne's displeasure, should she learn of her adventure, thought it best to retire to her room.
This was met with silence once more; Julia Osborne, feeling quite embarrassed and fully aware of Lady Osborne's likely anger if she found out about her escapade, decided it would be best to retreat to her room.
A few days later they were joined by[Pg 160] Lord Edward Sothern, to whom Miss Osborne turned her attentions, and with much greater prospect of ultimate success.
A few days later they were joined by[Pg 160] Lord Edward Sothern, to whom Miss Osborne directed her attention, and with a much better chance of ultimate success.
This, however, was not at all what she desired; but to inflict some gentle damage on an unimpressive heart, which she should presently be called upon to repair. In vain was the snare laid; and she was shortly engaged in a flirtation which obliged Lady Osborne to compel her to accept the proposal which speedily followed, and was urged with insistence.
This, however, was not at all what she wanted; rather, she intended to cause a little harmless trouble to a mediocre heart, which she would soon be expected to fix. The trap was laid in vain; and soon she found herself in a flirtation that forced Lady Osborne to make her accept the proposal that quickly came, and it was pushed with insistence.
Julia Osborne was not a little incensed at the turn affairs had taken; and believing Mr. Howard to be the cause of all the mischief, felt that she had been barbarously used. Her resentment grew with reflection; and for a time nothing could appease her, although it was incumbent on her to dissemble her feelings. All this, however, had the salutary effect of estranging her from the first object of her affections; and by degrees the good-humour and attentions of her lover reconciled her to the hardship of her fate.
Julia Osborne was quite upset about how things had turned out; she believed Mr. Howard was the source of all the trouble and felt she had been treated unfairly. Her anger intensified as she thought about it, and for a while, nothing could calm her down, even though she had to hide her true feelings. However, this situation ultimately helped her distance herself from her first love, and over time, the kindness and attention of her new partner helped her come to terms with her difficult situation.
CHAPTER XIII
As the period for which the Osbornes had engaged a suite of apartments (in an old palace) had drawn to a close, they proceeded with their guests by easy stages to Florence.
As the time the Osbornes had rented a set of apartments (in an old palace) was coming to an end, they traveled with their guests at a relaxed pace to Florence.
Mr. Howard was now Lady Osborne's constant companion, as they rambled about amongst the old churches, and through the galleries, so rich in the masterpieces of the world. He was much more attached to her than to any member of the family, always finding in her a congenial companion. She was an amiable, intelligent, elegant woman, greatly superior to her son and daughter, as well by nature as cultivation.
Mr. Howard was now Lady Osborne's constant companion as they wandered around the old churches and through the galleries filled with the world's masterpieces. He was much more attached to her than to any other family member, always finding her to be a kindred spirit. She was a kind, intelligent, elegant woman, far superior to her son and daughter, both by nature and education.
Her beauty was wonderfully preserved; her fair hair untouched by time; her eyes undimmed; and a bright colour glowing in her cheeks as she walked along under the perfect blue of the Italian sky. As they turned down the "Way of the [Pg 162]Beautiful Ladies," he could not but acknowledge how well she fulfilled the tradition.
Her beauty was wonderfully preserved; her fair hair untouched by time; her eyes bright; and a vibrant color shining in her cheeks as she walked under the perfect blue Italian sky. As they turned down the "Way of the [Pg 162]Beautiful Ladies," he couldn’t help but acknowledge how well she fit the tradition.
"You are very silent, Arthur," she said.
"You’re really quiet, Arthur," she said.
He looked at her with a smile in his eyes, and made some brief answer.
He looked at her with a smile in his eyes and gave a short reply.
Never before had she addressed him by his christian name, and he was at once gratified by a friendship which was sincere enough to desire the intimacy; and disappointed that the music of his name had not sounded for him on the lips of another, whose image he was as yet unable to banish from his heart.
Never before had she called him by his first name, and he was both pleased by the genuine friendship that wanted to grow closer and let down that the sound of his name hadn’t come from someone else’s lips, someone whose memory he still couldn’t get out of his heart.
As though divining something of the trend of his thought, she began to speak of Emma; continuing—
As if sensing his train of thought, she started to talk about Emma; continuing—
"I thought her a perfect lady—I could find no want of breeding in her. Modest, yet confident, as one used to Society; refined, yet without affectation. When I think of the difference between her and the other members of her family, whom I have noticed at the Assembly balls, I am forced to the conclusion that her father must have married very much beneath him. It must be trying for her, when she[Pg 163] has been brought up so differently, to be obliged to live with them now."
"I thought she was a perfect lady—I couldn't find any lack of upbringing in her. Modest, yet confident, like someone used to high society; refined, yet without pretentiousness. When I consider the difference between her and the other members of her family that I've seen at the Assembly balls, I have to conclude that her father must have married way below his status. It must be difficult for her, after being raised so differently, to have to live with them now."
"She seems to be attached to her eldest sister."
"She seems to be very close to her oldest sister."
"She impressed me much more favourably than her other sisters, whose conduct has attracted my attention on different occasions—she is too simple to be accused of vulgarity."
"She impressed me much more positively than her other sisters, whose behavior has caught my attention at various times—she is too genuine to be accused of being vulgar."
They walked along in silence for a brief space; and then Lady Osborne continued—
They walked quietly for a little while, and then Lady Osborne continued—
"Is it not very much to be deplored that men so seldom ask for anything beyond youth and beauty?—so seldom consider merit, or suitability? How often have not men disregarded every indication of personal qualities that would have assured their happiness, and turned aside after the first pretty face that came in their way? It is a sort of blindness—an absence of penetration—which must bring ultimate regret. Do you remember the Sacristan, in Santa Croce, telling us of the priceless frescoes of Giotto that lay hidden under the whitewash on the walls[Pg 164] of the Chapel of the Bardi della Liberta? It made me think of how often so much lies hidden from us by an even slighter veil—a gossamer so slender that we may afterwards come to wonder what obstacle it could have presented to us!"
Isn’t it sad that men rarely ask for anything beyond youth and beauty? They hardly consider qualities or compatibility. How often do they overlook signs of personal traits that could bring them happiness and instead chase after the first attractive face they see? It’s a kind of blindness—an inability to see clearly—that will surely lead to regret. Do you remember the Sacristan in Santa Croce telling us about the priceless frescoes by Giotto that were hidden behind the whitewash on the walls[Pg 164] of the Chapel of the Bardi della Liberta? It made me think about how often so much is concealed from us by an even thinner layer—a veil so delicate that we might later wonder what barrier it really posed!
Her companion looked at her in wonder, not unmixed with sorrow, though the appeal in her voice held no meaning for him; and he was constrained to walk along in silence at her side.
Her companion stared at her in amazement, mixed with sadness, even though her voice had no impact on him; and he felt compelled to walk beside her in silence.
Later on, as she sat beneath Botticelli's Fortitude, with her hand on her parasol, the likeness between them struck him with almost a sense of dismay. Her bright colour had faded, and there was a look of weariness and lassitude on her face. As in the picture, it was the face of one who had suffered, and would yet again suffer, before she had laid her head on the quiet pillow of her grave.
Later, as she sat under Botticelli's Fortitude, with her hand on her parasol, the resemblance between them hit him with a sense of unease. Her vibrant color had faded, and there was a look of fatigue and exhaustion on her face. Like in the painting, it was the face of someone who had endured pain and would endure it again before she finally rested her head on the peaceful pillow of her grave.
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Towards the end of May, the Osbornes returned to London to prepare for Miss Osborne's wedding, whilst Mr. Howard went on his way to Spain.
Towards the end of May, the Osbornes came back to London to get ready for Miss Osborne's wedding, while Mr. Howard headed off to Spain.
CHAPTER XIV
The Watsons returned to Croydon in October; and a few weeks later, Mrs. Watson, finding the resignation of second mourning eminently becoming, sent out invitations for a party.
The Watsons came back to Croydon in October, and a few weeks later, Mrs. Watson, thinking that the second mourning attire looked really good on her, sent out invitations for a party.
Emma was very sensible of the want of propriety in having company within a year of her father's death; but Robert welcomed the arrangement, as he was anxious to show attention to some new and important clients.
Emma was very aware of how inappropriate it was to have guests within a year of her father's death; however, Robert was happy about the plan, as he wanted to make a good impression on some new and important clients.
About a week before the entertainment was to take place, Lord Osborne called. He was shown into the drawing-room where Emma was working at her embroidery; while Jane sat near her, making out a list of the dishes that would be necessary for the supper.
About a week before the event was set to happen, Lord Osborne arrived. He was taken into the living room where Emma was working on her embroidery, while Jane sat nearby, putting together a list of the dishes needed for the supper.
It was with a sinking heart that Emma rose and curtsied to him. She had hoped[Pg 166] that he had forgotten her; and his persistence in once more following her could only serve to aggravate the difficulty of her position. Jane was not a little agitated at finding herself, for the first time in her life, in the society of a man of his position; and was also a good deal disconcerted by having thrown her second best tippet round her shoulders, when her best would have been so much more suitable to such an important occasion.
It was with a heavy heart that Emma stood up and curtsied to him. She had hoped[Pg 166] that he had forgotten her; and his decision to follow her again only made her situation more complicated. Jane was quite nervous to find herself, for the first time in her life, in the company of a man of his status; and she was also quite flustered for having thrown on her second-best tippet, when her best would have been much more appropriate for such an important occasion.
As Emma remained silent, she believed it to be incumbent on her to express her sense of the honour he had done them in calling, enquiring with immense affability for Lady Osborne and Lady Edward Sothern.
As Emma stayed quiet, she thought it was her duty to show her appreciation for the honor he had given them by visiting and inquiring very kindly about Lady Osborne and Lady Edward Sothern.
Emma then enquired for Mrs. Blake and Charles, and learned that the latter was head of his class at school, and was grown a monstrous fine fellow. Lord Osborne then added that Mr. Howard was not yet returned from Spain.
Emma then asked about Mrs. Blake and Charles, and found out that the latter was at the top of his class at school and had become a really great guy. Lord Osborne then mentioned that Mr. Howard hadn't returned from Spain yet.
"How do you like Croydon, Miss Watson?" he continued. "I always thought it famously dull myself."
"How do you like Croydon, Miss Watson?" he asked. "I always thought it was pretty boring myself."
"There are some pleasant walks towards the country," she began, when she was hastily interrupted by Jane.
"There are some nice walks out in the countryside," she started, but was quickly interrupted by Jane.
"Oh! I assure you, Lord Osborne, there is an immense deal of fashion in Croydon! Many of the families live in the first style—and as for sociability, there are few places to equal it! When not in mourning, we are in company nearly every evening!"
"Oh! I promise you, Lord Osborne, there's a lot of style in Croydon! Many families live quite lavishly—and when it comes to socializing, few places can compare! When we’re not in mourning, we’re out socializing almost every evening!"
Lord Osborne looked not a little astonished; then, after a short pause, turning to Emma, said—
Lord Osborne looked quite surprised; then, after a brief pause, he turned to Emma and said—
"I am glad to hear you are taking exercise. Do not you now wear half-boots?"
"I’m glad to hear you’re exercising. Don’t you wear half-boots now?"
Emma began to laugh; and believing he must have said something witty, he joined in very heartily.
Emma started to laugh, figuring he must have said something funny, and he joined in enthusiastically.
At this moment, Robert entered the room. He had not expected to find Lord Osborne there; but Emma was gratified by the quiet manner in which he received him. Taking the conversation into his own hands, he discussed the harvest; the French; the incapacity of the Government (that unfailing source of gratification to[Pg 168] those who govern not); and a new play, which a friend of his had seen in London. Emma had never before heard him talk so well; and yet she was aware that there was something wanting in cordiality; but Lord Osborne was apparently very well satisfied to be spared the fatigue of exercising his brain.
At that moment, Robert walked into the room. He hadn't expected to see Lord Osborne there; however, Emma was pleased by the calm way he greeted him. Taking control of the conversation, he talked about the harvest, the French, the ineptitude of the Government (always a reliable source of satisfaction to[Pg 168] those who aren’t in charge); and a new play that a friend of his had seen in London. Emma had never heard him speak so well before; yet she sensed there was something missing in the warmth of the exchange; but Lord Osborne seemed quite happy to avoid the effort of thinking hard.
Jane, however, listened with ill-concealed impatience; and when, at length, Robert paused, she lost no time in striking in, and began—
Jane, however, listened with barely disguised impatience; and when Robert finally stopped speaking, she quickly jumped in and started—
"We are arranging to have a little company, my lord——"
"We're planning to have a small gathering, my lord——"
But Robert was quite equal to playing the husband; and the instant displeasure of his eye froze the invitation which was hovering on her lips.
But Robert was more than capable of acting the husband, and the moment his eyes showed displeasure, the invitation that was about to come from her lips froze.
"Mr. Musgrave mentioned something of the sort to me," replied Lord Osborne, colouring slightly. "I should be very much honoured, madam, if you would be so good as to include me."
"Mr. Musgrave mentioned something like that to me," replied Lord Osborne, flushing a bit. "I would be very honored, ma'am, if you could include me."
The request was made with a sort of simple shyness that made it impossible to[Pg 169] be refused; but as Robert returned to the drawing-room, after seeing him out, his face was clouded.
The request was made with a kind of simple shyness that made it impossible to[Pg 169] refuse; but as Robert went back to the drawing-room after seeing him out, his expression was troubled.
"I am sure you are too sensible, Emma," he said, "to desire to have Lord Osborne dangling after you. It will not be possible for him to marry you. It will only occasion spiteful gossip; and perhaps prevent your getting fixed."
"I’m sure you’re too sensible, Emma," he said, "to want Lord Osborne pursuing you. He won’t be able to marry you. It will just lead to nasty gossip and might even stop you from finding a suitable partner."
"I assure you, Robert," replied Emma, blushing, "that not for anything in the world would I encourage him—I sincerely hope that he will not continue to call." With that, she left the room.
"I promise you, Robert," Emma said, blushing, "that I would never encourage him for anything in the world—I really hope he stops calling." With that, she left the room.
Jane had been watching her, with shrewd eyes, in silence.
Jane had been silently observing her with keen eyes.
"I declare I never met a girl like her!" she exclaimed. "I am as certain as anything that she is not wanting to have him! But mark my words, Robert, Lord Osborne is in earnest! He is not for flirting at all. And, unless she is a born fool, Emma will be 'my lady'!"
"I swear I've never met a girl like her!" she said. "I'm absolutely sure she doesn't want him! But listen to me, Robert, Lord Osborne is serious! He's not into flirting at all. And unless she's completely clueless, Emma will be 'my lady'!"
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On the night of the party, Augusta was allowed to remain up for half-an-hour;[Pg 170] Sam had got leave to join them; and Lord Osborne and Mr. Musgrave were amongst the first arrivals.
On the night of the party, Augusta was allowed to stay up for half an hour;[Pg 170] Sam had permission to join them; and Lord Osborne and Mr. Musgrave were among the first to arrive.
After the usual civilities, Lord Osborne sat down by Emma; and as the guests began to arrive in quick succession, and were not long in being informed by Jane as to his quality, inquisitive glances were constantly directed towards them. Seeing this, Emma presently excused herself, and went to sit by a lady to whom she had been previously introduced; but in a few moments he had followed her. She then presented him to the lady, who was only too pleased to form the acquaintance; and moved on to speak to a pretty girl who was sitting somewhat apart, and who appeared to know as few people as Emma herself. But again he came after her; and although she did her best to engage the two in conversation, the former was so shy, and the latter so dull, that it appeared to her as though they had simultaneously embarked on a game as to which should limit their observations to the fewest words of one syllable. In response to an imploring eye,[Pg 171] Sam came over, and she introduced them; and shortly afterwards they were joined by little Augusta. Lord Osborne was at once attracted by the pretty child; and, lifting her up on his knee, presented her with his silver comfit-box. It was soon time for her to retire, and Emma took her, herself, up to her room, remaining with her until Sam was sent in search of her.
After the usual polite exchanges, Lord Osborne sat down next to Emma. As the guests arrived one after another, Jane quickly informed them of his status, and curious glances were constantly directed their way. Noticing this, Emma excused herself and moved over to a lady she had been introduced to earlier, but a few moments later, he followed her. She then introduced him to the lady, who was more than happy to meet him, and moved on to speak to a pretty girl sitting a bit apart, who seemed to know as few people as Emma did. But he followed her again, and even though she tried to involve both of them in conversation, he was so shy and the other so dull that it felt like they were both playing a game to see who could use the fewest one-syllable words. In response to a pleading look, [Pg 171] Sam came over, and she introduced them; shortly after, they were joined by little Augusta. Lord Osborne was immediately drawn to the pretty child, and lifting her onto his knee, he offered her his silver candy box. It was soon time for her to leave, and Emma took her upstairs, staying with her until Sam was sent to find her.
As she was coming down stairs, with her hand on his arm, she paused and said earnestly—
As she was coming down the stairs, with her hand on his arm, she paused and said sincerely—
"Sam—cannot you help me?"
"Sam, can you help me?"
He remained silent, and she continued: "You can have no conception how I have been suffering from Jane's boasting—and now that Lord Osborne has come, it will be worse than ever! Could not you persuade Robert to forbid him the house?"
He stayed quiet, and she went on: "You have no idea how much I've been struggling with Jane's bragging—and now that Lord Osborne is here, it will be even worse! Could you convince Robert to stop him from coming around?"
"Are you quite sure, Emma, that you know your own heart? Should he be sent away, can you be certain that you will not be regretting it?"
"Are you really sure, Emma, that you know what you want? If he gets sent away, can you be certain that you won't regret it?"
"Quite sure and quite certain!" she replied, smiling.
"Definitely!" she replied, smiling.
"Is there anyone else, then, that you care for?"
"Is there anyone else that you care about?"
She blushed deeply, and tears gathered in her eyes.
She blushed deeply, and tears welled up in her eyes.
"There—my love!" he said, gently. "I should not have asked you."
"There—my love!" he said softly. "I shouldn’t have asked you."
When they re-entered the drawing-room, Lord Osborne was at once at her side. The card-table was being set, and he was anxious to arrange a party for whist, which should include Emma and himself.
When they walked back into the drawing room, Lord Osborne was immediately by her side. They were setting up the card table, and he was eager to organize a whist game that would include Emma and himself.
Robert, however, interposed by coming forward and requesting his sister to be so kind as to sit beside old Lady Brown, and show her how to play speculation. "Did I hear you say 'whist,' my lord?—this way, if you will be good enough."
Robert, however, stepped in and asked his sister to kindly sit next to old Lady Brown and show her how to play speculation. "Did I hear you say 'whist,' my lord?—this way, if you wouldn't mind."
At supper, Lord Osborne found himself separated by the length of the room from the object of his admiration; and when he endeavoured to engage her afterwards as his partner, Sam had already secured her for another table.
At dinner, Lord Osborne found himself far across the room from the one he admired; and when he tried to ask her to be his partner later, Sam had already claimed her for another table.
Jane was perfectly aware of the manoeuvres of her husband and brother, and[Pg 173] was not a little entertained by them. "It will only serve to inflame Lord Osborne," she thought to herself. "They could not be playing her cards better!"
Jane was fully aware of the tactics her husband and brother were using, and[Pg 173] found them quite amusing. "This will only provoke Lord Osborne more," she thought to herself. "They couldn't be handling her situation any better!"
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Sam was obliged to leave them on the following day; but, before going, he urged Robert to put a stop to Lord Osborne calling.
Sam had to leave them the next day; but before he went, he told Robert to make sure Lord Osborne stopped visiting.
"It is not so simple as you think, Sam," replied his brother. "I shall certainly not give him any encouragement—still less, allow Emma to be thrown at his head. But Jane will have it that he is violently in love with Emma, and quite determined to marry her. If such should be the case, I would not be justified in standing in her way—it would be a very fine match for her."
"It’s not as easy as you think, Sam," his brother replied. "I definitely won’t encourage him—much less let Emma be thrown at him. But Jane is convinced that he’s deeply in love with Emma and totally set on marrying her. If that’s true, I wouldn’t be right to get in the way—it would be a great match for her."
"I assure you she does not desire it."
"I promise you she doesn’t want it."
"Emma is a good girl—I am perfectly satisfied with her conduct; but, of course, if Lord Osborne intends to ask her, everything will be quite different—she will not think of him in the same way. She is now afraid of being made to appear foolish."
"Emma is a good girl—I’m completely happy with how she behaves; but, of course, if Lord Osborne plans to ask her, everything will change—she won’t see him in the same light. She’s now worried about looking foolish."
With this, Sam had perforce to be satisfied; and he was at least confident that Robert would secure his sister from any impertinence.
With this, Sam had to be satisfied; and he was at least confident that Robert would protect his sister from any rudeness.
CHAPTER XV
Mrs. Robert Watson having announced her emancipation from the trammels of woe, invitations poured in, fast and thick, in all of which Emma was specially included.
Mrs. Robert Watson announced her freedom from the burdens of sadness, and invitations started coming in quickly and abundantly, all of which specially included Emma.
It was fine, bright weather, with the pleasantest frost; and Emma was able to take out Augusta nearly every morning for a walk. To her dismay, however, she found herself frequently joined by Lord Osborne, who had taken rooms in a neighbouring inn; and she appealed in vain to her sister to accompany them, or to take charge of the child herself.
It was a nice, sunny day with a refreshing frost, and Emma could take Augusta out for a walk almost every morning. However, to her annoyance, she often found herself joined by Lord Osborne, who had rented a room at a nearby inn. She tried in vain to convince her sister to join them or to look after the child herself.
Matters were brought to a head by Jane, who deliberately informed Lord Osborne one morning when he called, of the direction in which Emma had gone. She herself had sent her some little distance beyond the town, in order to enquire for an old servant who was ill. The result was,[Pg 176] that as Emma was turning but the first corner on her return home, she came face to face with Lord Osborne.
Things came to a head when Jane intentionally told Lord Osborne one morning during his visit where Emma had gone. She had sent Emma a little way out of town to check on an old servant who was sick. As a result,[Pg 176] when Emma was just turning the first corner on her way back home, she ran right into Lord Osborne.
She replied to his greeting as coldly as might be; and was endeavouring to proceed on her way, when she was brought to a standstill by his informing her that Mrs. Watson had been so good as to indicate to him where he might find her. "She was particularly kind," he said. "I am very much obliged to her—the more so that I have been missing you for so many mornings."
She responded to his greeting as coldly as possible and was trying to walk away when he stopped her by saying that Mrs. Watson had kindly pointed him in her direction. "She was really generous," he said. "I’m very grateful to her—especially since I’ve been looking for you for so many mornings."
Emma's eyes had been fixed on the ground, but she now suddenly raised them. His face was slightly flushed, and his whole manner betrayed confidence.
Emma had been staring at the ground, but she suddenly looked up. His face was a bit flushed, and his whole demeanor showed confidence.
Pale with anger, and holding Augusta's hand tightly, she confronted him.
Pale with anger and gripping Augusta's hand tightly, she faced him.
"Lord Osborne, I am alone and unprotected," she said. "You must surely see that your attentions only cause me distress. Be good enough to let me proceed on my way, without accompanying me."
"Lord Osborne, I'm all alone and vulnerable," she said. "You must see that your attention only makes me anxious. Please let me continue on my way without following me."
"Mrs. Watson has given me her permission to escort you home."
"Mrs. Watson has allowed me to walk you home."
"My sister-in-law has no conception of her duty to me."
"My sister-in-law doesn't understand her responsibility to me."
"Believe me, Miss Watson, my intentions are entirely honourable. You have no reason to treat me with such coldness. My whole desire is to make you my wife—if you will honour me by accepting me."
"Believe me, Miss Watson, my intentions are completely honorable. You have no reason to treat me with such coldness. All I want is to make you my wife—if you will honor me by accepting my proposal."
Emma curtsied.
Emma bowed.
"I cannot possibly accept you, my lord—I beseech you to accept this answer as final—I can never be your wife!—but, believe me, I am deeply sensible to the honour you have done me."
"I can't possibly accept you, my lord—I urge you to take this answer as final—I can never be your wife!—but please believe me, I truly appreciate the honor you've given me."
"What reason can you have for refusing me? Do not be so hasty! You do not perhaps know me well enough. I will wait—I will be patient—if you will only give me one word of hope!"
"What reason do you have to refuse me? Don't be so quick! Maybe you don't know me well enough. I'll wait—I’ll be patient—if you just give me one word of hope!"
"My lord, I cannot!"
"I can't, my lord!"
"You cannot?—why cannot you?"
"Can't you?—why can't you?"
Emma remained silent, but she was walking onward, the while he kept at her side.
Emma stayed quiet, but she kept walking forward while he walked beside her.
"Miss Emma! why do not you speak?"
"Miss Emma! Why aren't you speaking?"
She could find no reply.
She found no response.
"I know I am a dull fellow—but I love[Pg 178] you so much! There is not anything I would not do for you! Could not you care for me a little?"
"I know I’m kind of boring, but I love[Pg 178] you so much! There's nothing I wouldn't do for you! Can't you care for me just a little?"
"No, my lord."
"No, my lord."
"If you were only married to me, you would care for me!—you could not but care for me if we were married—I would love you so much!"
"If you were just married to me, you would care about me!—you couldn’t help but care about me if we were married—I would love you so much!"
Emma wept.
Emma cried.
"Why do you make my aunt cry? Why do not you go away?" asked little Augusta, looking over at him reproachfully.
"Why do you make my aunt cry? Why don’t you just leave?" asked little Augusta, looking over at him in disappointment.
"It needs a child to point out my obvious duty," he said bitterly; and, turning back, he strode away.
"It takes a child to point out my obvious responsibility," he said bitterly; then, turning around, he walked away.
Augusta remained silent for several minutes, and then said—
Augusta stayed quiet for a few minutes and then said—
"Is not a lord nicer than a gentleman?"
"Isn't a lord better than a gentleman?"
Emma was obliged to smile.
Emma had to smile.
"Shall not you marry him after a while?" she continued.
"Are you not going to marry him eventually?" she continued.
"Would you like to marry him, Augusta?"
"Do you want to marry him, Augusta?"
"No," replied the child, after a little hesitation; "it always seems a long time when he is there."
"No," the child responded after a slight pause; "it always feels like a long time when he's around."
On their return home, Jane herself opened the door and, fixing her eyes on Emma, said—
On their way home, Jane opened the door and, looking straight at Emma, said—
"Has Lord Osborne asked you?"
"Has Lord Osborne reached out?"
Emma admitted it.
Emma owned up to it.
"Well, you have accepted him?"
"Well, have you accepted him?"
"No."
"Nope."
"You have not accepted him! Good heavens! Emma!—do you tell me you have refused him?—refused Lord Osborne!"
"You have not accepted him! Good heavens! Emma!—are you telling me you have refused him?—refused Lord Osborne!"
"Yes."
"Yep."
"Wicked, ungrateful girl! How have you the face to stand there and tell me such a thing? Are you mad, Emma? What bewitched you to refuse him?"
"Wicked, ungrateful girl! How can you stand there and say something like that? Are you crazy, Emma? What made you refuse him?"
Emma remained silent.
Emma stayed quiet.
"Speak, wretched girl! How dared you to refuse him?"
"Speak, miserable girl! How could you refuse him?"
Emma looked at her haughtily.
Emma looked at her with disdain.
"I shall speak to my brother," she replied coldly.
"I'll talk to my brother," she replied coldly.
"It is your brother who will speak to you—Minx! Do not look at me like that! You are insufferable with your airs—and[Pg 180] you just nothing! Owing every stick on your back to your brother and to me!"
"It’s your brother who’s going to talk to you—Minx! Don’t give me that look! You’re unbearable with your attitudes—and[Pg 180] you are just nothing! You owe every single thing to your brother and to me!"
Jane had completely lost all self-control; and little Augusta, terrified, clung to Emma, crying bitterly.
Jane had totally lost control; and little Augusta, scared, clung to Emma, crying hard.
At this moment, Robert came into the hall.
At that moment, Robert walked into the hall.
"Here is Emma gone and refused Lord Osborne!" cried his wife.
"Look, Emma has left and turned down Lord Osborne!" shouted his wife.
"Do you consider the servants to be stone deaf!" he demanded angrily. "Come with me into my study, Emma. Go with your mother, Augusta."
"Do you think the servants are completely deaf?" he said angrily. "Come with me to my study, Emma. Go with your mom, Augusta."
Crossing the hall, he opened the door of his room for Emma to enter, and, following her in, closed and locked it.
Crossing the hallway, he opened his room door for Emma to come in, and after she entered, he shut and locked it behind her.
"What is the meaning of all this?"
"What does all of this mean?"
Emma was too agitated to reply.
Emma was too worked up to respond.
"Is it true that you have refused Lord Osborne?"
"Is it true that you've turned down Lord Osborne?"
"Yes, Robert."
"Yeah, Robert."
"And why have you refused him?" Emma strove to answer, but no words came.
"And why have you turned him down?" Emma tried to respond, but no words came.
"I insist on your answering me. Why[Pg 181] have you refused him?—you must have some reason."
"I insist that you answer me. Why[Pg 181] did you refuse him?—you must have a reason."
"I do not love him."
"I don't love him."
"As far as I am aware, it is not the custom for a nice girl to love a man before he asks her. It will come in time. Listen to me, Emma. I was anything but pleased when Lord Osborne followed you here, but he has shown that his intentions are wholly honourable. Shortly after our party he called on me to obtain my permission to offer himself to you, as soon as he deemed that he might do so with reasonable hope of success. This morning he acquainted your sister with his design in following you. You have nothing to complain of with regard to his conduct; he is a handsome man; and his position is far above that you have any right to expect."
"As far as I know, it's not typical for a nice girl to love a guy before he makes a move. It'll happen in time. Listen, Emma. I wasn't thrilled when Lord Osborne followed you here, but he's proven that his intentions are completely respectable. Shortly after our party, he came to me to ask for my permission to propose to you as soon as he felt he could do so with a reasonable chance of success. This morning, he informed your sister about his plan to follow you. You have no reason to complain about his behavior; he's a good-looking guy, and his status is much higher than you could reasonably expect."
Emma remained silent, with her eyes on the ground and her cheeks burning.
Emma stayed quiet, staring at the ground, her cheeks feeling hot.
"I stand to you in the light of a father," continued Robert; "I have a right to your obedience; and if you have any natural feelings you will be glad to make me some return for all I have done for you—and I[Pg 182] am ready to do much more—by showing some willingness to comply with what I judge to be best for you. I am not saying that I might not have preferred that you had married a man in a simpler rank; but as you are so difficult to suit, I could not run the risk of dismissing him. Our aunt was no friend to you, breeding you up in a different way to us all, making you discontented; and you should be grateful to Lord Osborne for overlooking so much and being willing to marry you. Promise me, Emma, that there will be no more nonsense, if he should be so good as to forgive you for the insult you have done him, and should come forward again."
"I stand before you as a father," continued Robert; "I have a right to your obedience, and if you have any natural feelings, you should be glad to repay me for everything I've done for you—and I[Pg 182] am ready to do much more—by showing some willingness to go along with what I believe is best for you. I'm not saying that I wouldn't have preferred if you'd married someone with a simpler background, but since you’re so hard to please, I couldn't risk letting him go. Our aunt was not a friend to you, raising you in a way that made you discontented, and you should be thankful to Lord Osborne for forgiving so much and being willing to marry you. Promise me, Emma, that there will be no more nonsense if he is kind enough to forgive you for the insult you caused him and comes forward again."
"I cannot promise. I can never marry him."
"I can't promise. I can never marry him."
"You can, and will marry him! Obstinate girl! What are you aiming at? Would you prefer to attract the attentions of a royal prince?"
"You can, and will marry him! Stubborn girl! What are you trying to achieve? Would you rather catch the eye of a royal prince?"
Robert had no sooner uttered these words than he would gladly have recalled them—shrinking from the flash of his sister's eyes. The next moment she had[Pg 183] swept past him, unlocked the door, and was gone.
Robert immediately wished he could take those words back as he recoiled from the intensity of his sister's gaze. In the next moment, she had[Pg 183] breezed past him, unlocked the door, and disappeared.
Half-an-hour later she had left the house, and was on her way to Sam at Guildford.
Half an hour later, she had left the house and was on her way to meet Sam in Guildford.
CHAPTER XVI
Early in January Mr. Howard returned from Spain. Had he been able to follow his own inclinations, he would have gone straight to Cumberland in order to look after his property, and confer with his agent on some matters of importance; but he received such an urgent summons from Lady Osborne that he did not like to disregard it, and went down into Surrey.
Early in January, Mr. Howard returned from Spain. If he had been following his own desires, he would have gone straight to Cumberland to take care of his property and discuss some important matters with his agent; however, he received such an urgent request from Lady Osborne that he didn't feel he could ignore it, so he headed down to Surrey.
As he entered the beautiful drawing-room of the Castle, where everything was so familiar to him, and Lady Osborne, so entirely in keeping with her surroundings, came forward to greet him, with a slight flush upon her face, he could not but feel how good it was to be once more at home.
As he stepped into the beautiful drawing-room of the Castle, a place so familiar to him, Lady Osborne—who matched her surroundings perfectly—moved forward to greet him, a slight blush on her cheeks. He couldn't help but feel how wonderful it was to be back home again.
They sat together by the wide hearth, and it seemed to him that in the soft light of the candles she might well pass for ten years less than her age, but as a matter of fact a stranger might well have taken her for but little older than himself; in her[Pg 185] beauty there was something so soft and fair.
They sat together by the large fireplace, and he thought that in the soft candlelight, she could easily be mistaken for ten years younger than she actually was. In fact, a stranger might have thought she was not much older than him; her[Pg 185] beauty had a softness and fairness to it.
They had been chatting of one thing and another—principally of Lady Edward Sothern, and the wedding—when suddenly it occurred to him that he had not enquired for Lord Osborne, and, to his amazement, learned that he was in Paris.
They had been talking about various topics—mainly about Lady Edward Sothern and the wedding—when it suddenly struck him that he hadn’t asked about Lord Osborne, and to his surprise, found out that he was in Paris.
"Upon my word I do not understand him," he said, rising to his feet, and leaning against the mantelpiece. "When we were in Italy he was for ever playing the rôle of lonely exile, and pining for his native land!"
"Honestly, I just don't get him," he said, getting up and leaning against the mantel. "When we were in Italy, he was always acting like a lonely exile, longing for his home!"
He looked down at Lady Osborne, and she coloured.
He glanced down at Lady Osborne, and she blushed.
"I was particularly anxious to speak to you about him," she replied. "It is on account of his disappointment with Miss Watson. She has definitely refused him."
"I was really eager to talk to you about him," she replied. "It's because he's upset about Miss Watson. She has clearly turned him down."
"But what could have induced him to ask her when she is the betrothed of another?"
"But what could have made him ask her when she is engaged to someone else?"
"It was all a mistake—Mr. Musgrave confesses to having been misinformed.[Pg 186] She continues to live with her brother and sister at Croydon—vulgar impossible people!—though Osborne insists that they have a child who is a perfect little lady!—I cannot understand these Watsons!"
"It was all a mistake—Mr. Musgrave admits he was misinformed.[Pg 186] She still lives with her brother and sister in Croydon—truly awful people!—even though Osborne claims they have a child who is a perfect little lady!—I just can’t make sense of these Watsons!"
On the plea of his disordered dress, Mr. Howard soon after retired, but, as he crossed the room it was as though something of its beauty had faded. It no longer held the same spell for him. Something of disquiet had wakened in him. An instinct, not unakin to a sense of shrinking, had possessed him—almost as though there were a pitfall at his feet.
On the excuse of his messy appearance, Mr. Howard soon left the room, but as he walked across it, it felt like some of its beauty had disappeared. It didn't have the same allure for him anymore. A sense of unease had stirred within him. He felt an instinct similar to a sense of retreat, almost as if there was a trap waiting for him at his feet.
As he entered his old apartment, he was again conscious of uneasiness. It had been freshly decorated, and re-furnished, and there was an air of luxury which somehow repelled him, giving him a feeling of oppression. He went over to the casement, and throwing it wide open, regardless of frost and snow, looked out into the quiet night, with its myriad of stars.
As he walked into his old apartment, he felt a wave of uneasiness wash over him again. It had been newly decorated and furnished, and there was a sense of luxury that oddly made him uncomfortable, creating a feeling of heaviness. He moved to the window, flung it open despite the frost and snow, and gazed out into the peaceful night, with its countless stars.
On the following day he set out to call on some old parishioners, and had not gone[Pg 187] very far on his way when he encountered Tom Musgrave riding along.
On the next day, he started visiting some old parishioners and hadn't gotten[Pg 187] very far when he ran into Tom Musgrave riding by.
"If ever I met such a fellow as you are, Howard! We all thought you'd been eaten by cannibals!"
"If I ever met someone like you, Howard! We all thought you'd been eaten by cannibals!"
"Sorry to disappoint you!—but there are no cannibals in Spain!"
"Sorry to let you down!—but there are no cannibals in Spain!"
"Well, crocodiles!—it's all one!—and here's Osborne gone off to Paris, clean out of his wits over Miss Watson!"
"Well, crocodiles!—it's all the same!—and here’s Osborne off to Paris, totally losing it over Miss Watson!"
"How came you to make such a mistake with regard to Miss Watson?"
"How did you end up making such a mistake about Miss Watson?"
"Faith! I don't know that there was any mistake! Her people are wild with her for not having Osborne—but there seems to be some other fellow in the background—someone she had met at her aunt's—and she seems fully determined to have her own way. She has, absolutely, left them at Croydon, and gone to stay with her younger brother, where there will be nobody to look after her from morning to night!"
"Faith! I don't think there was any mistake! Her family is furious with her for not going with Osborne—but it looks like there's someone else involved—someone she met at her aunt's—and she seems completely set on doing what she wants. She has, for sure, left them at Croydon and gone to stay with her younger brother, where no one will be there to keep an eye on her all day long!"
This story unfortunately received confirmation during the morning; and on the following day, when he rode over to the[Pg 188] Rectory to see Purvis, it received a still more disquieting aspect. Emma had been seen in the company of a Captain Conway at A——, a man who was said to be highly connected, though of this there was no certain proof—but who, on the other hand, was well known to be a profligate. Heavy at heart he returned to the Castle.
This news unfortunately became confirmed in the morning; and on the next day, when he rode over to the[Pg 188] Rectory to see Purvis, it took on an even more troubling tone. Emma had been spotted with a Captain Conway at A——, a man rumored to have important connections, although there was no solid proof of that—but he was definitely known to be reckless. Feeling heavy-hearted, he returned to the Castle.
As he sat with Lady Osborne over the fire that night, she told him more of her history than ever he had previously known.
As he sat with Lady Osborne by the fire that night, she shared more of her past than he had ever known before.
He had always deplored the inferiority of her son and daughter to their mother, but hitherto it had never occurred to him that she had been conscious of it herself.
He had always lamented how much his son and daughter fell short compared to their mother, but until now, it had never crossed his mind that she was aware of it herself.
"I have known but little happiness in my life," she said. "My father, Lord Foulke, was a gambler; and, in view of the increasing difficulty of living, my mother believed it to be her duty to marry off all her daughters as soon as they came out. I was the third of five girls, and married when scarcely sixteen—no more than a child. I could not endure Lord Osborne—my every instinct revolted against him—but though I implored my[Pg 189] father and mother, with tears, to spare me, they would not listen to me. No one may know the misery of my married life. When I was about twenty-three, however, my husband died, leaving me with two young children—the boy so backward that I believed him for a time to be deficient; but as I spared no effort to develop him he gradually improved. Not long afterwards my father died from an accident. The shock brought a stroke on my mother, depriving her of the power of speech, which she never afterwards recovered, though she lingered on for several years. My brother, despite the remonstrances of the doctor, insisted on her removal to the Dower House, and short as was the drive, she never recovered from it; so that I dared not attempt to bring her here. As it was seldom possible to leave her, I could see but little of my children, for as the Dower House was small, and indifferently built, she could not endure their noise. But never had I loved her so well. Qualities, that I had never before discerned in her, now showed themselves, and we were[Pg 190] drawn together as we never had been before. At her death I returned home, to find my daughter almost a stranger to me. Julia was now fourteen, and her pretty manners, which I had believed to be the expression of her affection for me, had merely served as a mask to her serious defects of character. Perhaps unjustly, I dismissed her governess, believing her to be blamed, and endeavoured myself to correct them, but I had come too late, and it only served to estrange her the further. Osborne, on the other hand, has always held for me the simple affection of his childhood, and his faults are rather of a negative than of a positive character, but he cares for little beyond hunting and fishing—we have almost nothing in common. Until you came, Arthur, I had scarcely known what it was to have a companion."
"I have experienced very little happiness in my life," she said. "My father, Lord Foulke, was a gambler, and considering the growing difficulties of making a living, my mother felt it was her responsibility to marry off all her daughters as soon as they came of age. I was the third of five girls and married when I was barely sixteen—just a child. I couldn’t stand Lord Osborne—everything about him repulsed me—but even though I begged my[Pg 189] parents, with tears, to spare me, they wouldn’t listen. No one can understand the misery of my marriage. However, when I was about twenty-three, my husband died, leaving me with two young children—the boy so slow that I thought he might be impaired for a while; but as I made every effort to support him, he gradually improved. Shortly after, my father died in an accident. The shock caused my mother to have a stroke, leaving her unable to speak, which she never recovered from, though she lived on for several years. My brother, despite the doctor’s objections, insisted on moving her to the Dower House, and although it was just a short drive, she never bounced back from it; so I didn’t dare try to bring her here. Since it was rarely possible to leave her side, I could hardly see my children, because the Dower House was small and poorly built, and she couldn’t handle their noise. Yet, I had never loved her more. Qualities I had never noticed in her before became apparent, and we were[Pg 190] closer than we had ever been. After her death, I returned home to find my daughter almost a stranger to me. Julia was now fourteen, and her polite behavior, which I thought showed her love for me, had only masked her serious character flaws. Perhaps unfairly, I fired her governess, thinking she was to blame, and tried to correct these issues myself, but I had come too late, and it only drove her further away. Osborne, on the other hand, has always held onto the simple affection of his childhood for me, and his faults are more about lacking qualities than having negative ones, but he cares little beyond hunting and fishing—we have almost nothing in common. Until you came along, Arthur, I barely knew what it was like to have a companion."
There was a slight falter in her voice as she uttered the last words, and she looked at her visitor wistfully.
There was a slight quaver in her voice as she said the last words, and she looked at her visitor with a longing expression.
His eyes, half veiled by their lashes, were fixed on the glowing embers, and he remained silent. Once again Emma's[Pg 191] soft hand trembled in his own, and he was conscious of the beating of her heart. Why had he not taken her into his arms, then and there, to shelter in his breast for ever?
His eyes, partly hidden by their lashes, were locked on the glowing embers, and he stayed silent. Once again, Emma's[Pg 191] gentle hand shook in his, and he could feel her heart beating. Why hadn’t he just pulled her into his arms right then and there, to keep her safe in his embrace forever?
"Arthur, you are not listening to me!"
"Arthur, you're not listening to me!"
There was a note of reproach in the gentle voice at his side.
There was a hint of disappointment in the soft voice next to him.
"I assure you, Lady Osborne, that I am deeply concerned and distressed to hear of all that you have suffered. Perhaps in view of my office it is scarcely orthodox for me to say how very unfair it has all seemed—but from the point of view of a simple human being, it is impossible to think otherwise."
"I assure you, Lady Osborne, that I am truly worried and saddened to hear about everything you’ve gone through. Maybe it’s not quite conventional for me to say how incredibly unfair it all seems given my position—but from the perspective of an ordinary person, it's hard to think any other way."
Nothing could have been kinder than the tone in which he pronounced these words; but that she had expected something altogether different was quite evident by the expression of disappointment which overspread her countenance, as she shrank into the shadow.
Nothing could have been kinder than the way he said those words; but it was clear from the look of disappointment on her face that she had anticipated something completely different as she moved back into the shadows.
After a moment's silence he continued:
After a brief pause, he continued:
"The want of sympathy between parents and children is only too common, but[Pg 192] there must have been a total absence of all natural feeling on the part of your brother, with regard to Lady Foulke, when he could act in such a manner towards her. The counterpart of it, however, I witnessed at the bedside of my cousin. His son, as you know, broke his neck in the hunting field, as his father lay dying. I was deputed to tell him, and did so in fear and trembling as to the possible effect it might have on him, but he just looked round at me and said: 'And a good thing, too!' Although I had been aware that the relations between them were very unfortunate, I had not believed it possible that there could be such an estrangement between father and son."
"The lack of understanding between parents and children is unfortunately common, but[Pg 192] your brother must have completely lacked any natural feelings towards Lady Foulke to act the way he did. However, I witnessed the opposite at my cousin's bedside. As you know, his son broke his neck while hunting, just as his father was dying. I was tasked with delivering the news and approached it with fear and anxiety about how he might react, but he simply looked at me and said, 'And a good thing, too!' While I was aware that their relationship was strained, I never imagined there could be such a deep rift between father and son."
After a pause Mr. Howard then announced that he had written to his agent to expect him on the following Saturday.
After a pause, Mr. Howard announced that he had written to his agent to expect him the following Saturday.
"Oh, surely not!" exclaimed his hostess, leaning forward in expostulation. "Cumberland will be quite intolerable in this weather—I have heard that the cold there is beyond everything!"
"Oh, definitely not!" his hostess exclaimed, leaning forward in protest. "Cumberland is going to be unbearable in this weather—I’ve heard the cold there is like nothing else!"
"I have yet to learn that I am in a [Pg 193]galloping consumption. I assure you there is no country more delightful and wonderful than Cumberland in the grasp of winter!"
"I still haven't realized that I'm in [Pg 193]serious decline. I promise you, there's no place more amazing and beautiful than Cumberland in the winter!"
"I am well aware a Northman will swear anything with respect to his country!"
"I know that a Northman will swear anything when it comes to his country!"
"Madam! I protest!"
"Ma'am! I'm protesting!"
"Oh, protest away! you are all of you alike! I had hoped that you might have been prevailed upon to remain with us until Easter—in which case Osborne would have come back at once."
"Oh, go ahead and protest! You're all the same! I had hoped that you would be convinced to stay with us until Easter—in which case Osborne would have come back right away."
"Do not you think he had much better remain where he is? In the gay world of Paris he will have everything to distract him, and may possibly find someone to replace Miss Watson?"
"Don't you think he would be better off staying where he is? In the lively world of Paris, he'll have plenty to distract him and might even find someone to take Miss Watson's place?"
"I do not think so."
"I don't think so."
"Surely you do not believe that Osborne will remain inconsolable for ever?"
"Surely you don't think that Osborne will be upset forever?"
There was a gleam of humour in his dark eyes as he turned them towards her. In all his intimate knowledge of his former pupil, it had certainly never occurred to him that he possessed a heart of untold depths!
There was a sparkle of humor in his dark eyes as he turned them toward her. Despite his close familiarity with his former student, it had never crossed his mind that he had a heart with untold depths!
"No. What I believe is, that he will revert to his former indifference towards women, and never marry at all."
"No. What I think is that he will go back to his old indifference toward women and never get married."
"That would be very much to be deplored."
"That would be super unfortunate."
"I am not so sure of that. He is scarcely fitted to attract a superior mind, and you could not expect me to welcome an inferior one, or to view, without pain, an unwilling bride forced into his arms."
"I’m not so sure about that. He’s hardly the type to attract someone with a superior mind, and you can’t expect me to welcome someone who is inferior, or to witness, without discomfort, a reluctant bride being forced into his arms."
A day or two later Lady Osborne stood beneath the portico, to wish her guest "God-speed."
A day or two later, Lady Osborne stood under the portico to wish her guest "safe travels."
"Remember I shall be counting on you for an invitation!" she said, smiling.
"Just remember, I'm counting on you for an invitation!" she said, smiling.
He bowed low.
He bowed deeply.
"I shall have to secure a fair chatelaine, madam, in order to receive you worthily!"
"I need to find an elegant hostess, ma'am, so I can welcome you properly!"
How little did he realize that his idle words were as a naked sword in her breast.
How little did he realize that his careless words were like a naked sword in her heart.
CHAPTER XVII
Sam was walking along the High Street of Guildford just as the coach drove up to the stage; and, for the moment, thinking less of anything in the world than of Emma, when, to his amazement, she suddenly appeared on the platform. Hastening forward, he lifted her down; but seeing she could scarcely maintain her composure, forbore to question her, and, drawing her hand within his arm, he led her home.
Sam was walking down High Street in Guildford just as the coach pulled up to the stage. At that moment, he was thinking less about anything else in the world than about Emma, when, to his surprise, she suddenly showed up on the platform. Rushing over, he helped her down, but seeing that she could barely hold it together, he didn't ask her any questions. Instead, he took her hand and wrapped it around his arm, leading her home.
He now lived entirely with Mr. Curtis at his residence, in a quiet suburban road, not far off: a large, red-brick house, standing in its own grounds, and furnished with all the comfort and suitability of wealth and refinement. As soon as they were seated by a comfortable fire in the library, Emma, in a few words, informed her brother of all that had happened. He was much moved by the recital, but deeply[Pg 196] gratified that she had come to him at once—indeed his satisfaction at having her would have been without bounds, had it not been for his indignation at the conduct of Robert and Jane, and the shock he had sustained at finding Emma travelling by herself.
He now lived entirely with Mr. Curtis at his home, on a quiet suburban street not far away: a large red-brick house set in its own grounds, equipped with all the comfort and elegance that come with wealth. As soon as they settled by a cozy fire in the library, Emma quickly brought her brother up to speed on everything that had happened. He was deeply affected by her story but extremely relieved that she had come to him right away—his happiness at having her there would have been immense if it weren't for his anger at Robert and Jane's behavior, and the shock of finding Emma traveling alone.
Presently Mr. Curtis, who had been out, returned to the house, and entered the room. Sam at once introduced his sister, and while sparing her feelings as much as possible, made him acquainted with a sufficient account of what had occurred, to let him see that it was impossible for Emma to return to Croydon. He then announced his intention of at once seeking for suitable lodgings for his sister and himself, but Mr. Curtis steadily refused to countenance such an arrangement, insisting that as he already regarded Sam as a son, he had some justification in venturing to hope that Miss Emma might come to look on him as her father, and in the meantime his house was as truly at her service. Emma thanked him charmingly, but begged for permission to look for a[Pg 197] situation, as governess, or companion. On perceiving, however, the mortification she was occasioning, both to Sam and Mr. Curtis, she was soon obliged to give way.
Currently, Mr. Curtis, who had been out, returned to the house and entered the room. Sam immediately introduced his sister, and while being as gentle as possible with her feelings, filled him in on enough of what had happened to show that it was impossible for Emma to go back to Croydon. He then declared his intention to start looking for suitable lodgings for himself and his sister, but Mr. Curtis firmly refused to support that idea, insisting that since he already saw Sam as a son, he had some reason to hope that Miss Emma might come to see him as her father, and in the meantime, his house was completely at her service. Emma graciously thanked him but requested permission to look for a[Pg 197] position as a governess or companion. However, seeing the embarrassment she was causing both Sam and Mr. Curtis, she quickly had to back down.
Before very long her box was forwarded from Croydon, and both Robert and Jane wrote more suitably than might have been expected, expressing considerable regret that she had left them.
Before long, her box was sent from Croydon, and both Robert and Jane wrote more appropriately than one might have expected, expressing their genuine regret that she had left them.
Emma was now more at ease than she had been since her quiet time with Elizabeth, although she daily missed little Augusta; but her health had been injured by all she had gone through. Her cheek, once rounded with perfect health, was now thin and worn, and to Sam's dismay she did not appear to be regaining her vitality as the weeks went by. In view of her half-confession to him, he feared she was suffering from a secret sorrow, and he and Mr. Curtis spared no effort to restore her.
Emma was now more relaxed than she had been since her quiet time with Elizabeth, although she missed little Augusta every day; however, her health had been affected by everything she had gone through. Her cheek, once full and healthy, was now thin and exhausted, and to Sam's disappointment, she didn’t seem to be regaining her energy as the weeks went by. Given her half-confession to him, he worried she was dealing with a hidden sadness, and he and Mr. Curtis did everything they could to help her recover.
Towards the end of February Elizabeth's marriage was arranged, and Mrs. John Purvis, with whom she had been residing, and from whose house the wedding was to take place, kindly invited the whole[Pg 198] family, including Augusta. Emma's embarrassment at meeting Robert and Jane was considerably lessened by this arrangement, and she and the child were inseparable during the few days they spent together. Penelope and Margaret had obtained leave to be present, and both appeared improved by having been provided with occupation, other than hunting for husbands. Mary Edwards had also been invited, and Emma was now able to satisfy herself that she was not wholly indifferent to Sam.
Towards the end of February, Elizabeth's wedding was set, and Mrs. John Purvis, where she had been staying and from whose house the ceremony would happen, graciously invited the entire[Pg 198] family, including Augusta. Emma's awkwardness about seeing Robert and Jane was greatly eased by this arrangement, and she and the child were inseparable during the few days they spent together. Penelope and Margaret had gotten permission to be there, and both seemed better off with something to do besides looking for husbands. Mary Edwards was also invited, and Emma was finally able to convince herself that she wasn't completely indifferent to Sam.
Elizabeth looked very sweet and handsome in her white bonnet and shawl, and the bridegroom distinguished himself not a little by forgetting neither cheque nor ring.
Elizabeth looked really sweet and attractive in her white bonnet and shawl, and the groom stood out quite a bit by not forgetting either the check or the ring.
The sisters had been truly happy to have met together again, and their parting was much less sorrowful than before, both bride and bridegroom insisting that Emma should come to them in April to make her home with them.
The sisters were really happy to be together again, and saying goodbye wasn’t as sad as it had been before. Both the bride and groom insisted that Emma should come to live with them in April.
Poor Sam protested with no little warmth against this arrangement, but[Pg 199] Elizabeth was not his elder sister for nothing.
Poor Sam protested passionately against this arrangement, but[Pg 199] Elizabeth was not his older sister for nothing.
"Cannot you have some sense, Sam!" she said. "Emma is quite too pretty, and has already been too much talked about, to be left alone with a pair of old bachelors!—the two of you out the half of the time! Oh! I know she can take care of herself better than could have been thought possible—she has told me all about Captain Conway—but she should not be left in such a position—her home is with her sister!"
"Can't you use some common sense, Sam!" she said. "Emma is way too pretty and has already been talked about too much to be left alone with a couple of old bachelors!—you two are out half the time! Oh! I know she can take care of herself better than anyone would have thought—she's told me all about Captain Conway—but she shouldn't be left in that situation—her home is with her sister!"
CHAPTER XVIII
Unfortunately, Emma contracted a chill during the long drive back from the wedding, and in spite of, or perhaps, rather as a result of the various remedies with which she was treated, she was still very far from strong when Sam took her over to Wickstead, and left her in the care of Elizabeth.
Unfortunately, Emma caught a cold during the long drive back from the wedding, and despite, or maybe because of, the different treatments she received, she was still far from well when Sam took her to Wickstead and left her in Elizabeth's care.
With what mingled feelings did not Emma view once more the scene where she had spent one of the happiest evenings of her life. Once again, in fancy, she was received by Mr. Howard with all that particularity which had assured her that the entertainment had been arranged with a sole view to enjoying her society. Once again as she entered the dining-parlour, she saw herself at his side, and heard the raillery of his voice as he combated her cherished opinions—from no personal conviction as she had been well aware, but[Pg 201] in order to draw her into friendly combat. In the evening afterwards, perhaps she alone had been conscious of his vexation at Miss Osborne's intrusion; and she had also divined his intention of retaining her as his neighbour at cards. The moment of parting was also present with her.
With what mixed feelings did Emma look again at the place where she had spent one of the happiest evenings of her life. Once more, in her mind, she was welcomed by Mr. Howard with all the attention that made her feel the event had been planned just to enjoy her company. Again, as she walked into the dining room, she pictured herself beside him and heard the teasing tone of his voice as he playfully challenged her cherished opinions—not because he believed differently, as she knew well, but[Pg 201] to engage her in friendly debate. The following evening, perhaps she alone noticed his annoyance at Miss Osborne's interruption; she also sensed his desire to keep her as his partner at cards. The moment of saying goodbye lingered in her mind as well.
But more to her than all these memories was that of the fateful moment at the ball, when he had begged her to return him the rose he had given to her. Even now it so moved her that she endeavoured to refrain from dwelling on it. Yet how had she been so vain, so foolish, as to have mistaken an ordinary flirtation of a man of the world, for an emotion of a deeper character? For there could no longer be any doubt in her mind with respect to him. He had simply been amusing himself, he had had no intentions with regard to her. Nor had he in any way stepped beyond the limits of convention—blame rested solely with herself. Her former experience of life, slight as it had been, should have taught her that all men of breeding and fashion are more or less adepts at flirting[Pg 202]—unless indeed they are scarcely to be tolerated.
But more than all these memories was the fateful moment at the ball when he had asked her to give back the rose he had given her. Even now, it moved her so much that she tried to avoid thinking about it. Yet how could she have been so vain and foolish as to mistake an ordinary flirtation from a worldly man for something deeper? There was no longer any doubt in her mind about him. He had simply been having fun; he had no real intentions toward her. He hadn't crossed any boundaries of convention—blame lay solely with her. Her limited experience of life should have taught her that all well-bred and fashionable men are more or less skilled at flirting—unless, of course, they are almost unbearable.
Sweet and unselfish as was Emma's nature, the perfect happiness of Elizabeth and Henry Purvis, in a setting so pregnant of another—where every article of furniture seemed to speak of that other—could not but make her sensible of a feeling of bereavement; nor could she withhold her wayward fancy from depicting herself, and that other, as playing the part of her sister and brother-in-law, in their daily life.
Sweet and selfless as Emma was, the complete happiness of Elizabeth and Henry Purvis, in an environment so full of another presence—where every piece of furniture seemed to hint at that other—couldn’t help but evoke a sense of loss in her. She also couldn’t stop her imagination from picturing herself and that other person as sister and brother-in-law, living out their daily life.
Lord Osborne had rejoined his regiment, but Lady Osborne, to the surprise of all, continued to remain on at the Castle, instead of going up to the family town house. Tom Musgrave was as much to the fore as ever, and as busily occupied in impressing his own importance wherever he went, and Mary Edwards drove over at once to welcome Emma. Happening by accident to mention Sam, she gave Emma the opportunity of telling her that Mr. Curtis had formally declared him his[Pg 203] heir, for which she was rewarded by a quick blush.
Lord Osborne had rejoined his regiment, but Lady Osborne, to everyone's surprise, stayed at the Castle instead of going up to the family townhouse. Tom Musgrave was as prominent as ever, busily trying to showcase his importance wherever he went, and Mary Edwards drove over immediately to welcome Emma. Accidentally mentioning Sam, she gave Emma the chance to share that Mr. Curtis had officially named him his[Pg 203] heir, which made Emma blush quickly.
A ball was to take place shortly at the Assembly Rooms, and the Edwards were anxious that Emma should come to them for it, but as can readily be supposed it was almost the last entertainment she would have cared to attend. Elizabeth, however, relieved her from all embarrassment by saying that she did not desire her to go out at night till she was recovered from a cough which had troubled her for some time.
A ball was about to happen soon at the Assembly Rooms, and the Edwards were eager for Emma to join them for it, but as you can easily imagine, it was almost the last event she would have wanted to attend. However, Elizabeth eased her discomfort by saying that she didn't want her to go out at night until she had recovered from a cough that had been bothering her for a while.
It was not till the end of the month that she took her to a party, given by Mrs. Stephenson, of Ashley Park. Emma had no sooner entered the drawing-room, and before ever her eyes had rested on his tall figure, than she was aware of the presence of Mr. Howard.
It wasn't until the end of the month that she took her to a party hosted by Mrs. Stephenson at Ashley Park. As soon as Emma stepped into the drawing room, even before her eyes landed on his tall figure, she noticed Mr. Howard was there.
Following Elizabeth, she was slightly screened by her, and although they passed within no great distance of him, as he appeared to be looking the other way, she was able to persuade herself, for a short time, that he had not observed her. But[Pg 204] it was impossible she should long continue in this belief. The moments were as hours to her, when, presently, as he was conducting a lady into the room beyond, he was obliged to come quite close to her, and recognition was inevitable. He merely bowed and passed on.
Following Elizabeth, she was somewhat hidden by her, and even though they walked past him at a close distance while he seemed to be looking the other way, she managed to convince herself for a brief moment that he hadn't seen her. But[Pg 204] it was impossible for her to maintain that belief for long. The minutes felt like hours to her until, soon after, as he was escorting a lady into the room beyond, he had to come quite close to her, and recognition was unavoidable. He simply bowed and moved on.
Emma had never sought to disguise her feelings from herself, but how deeply her heart was engaged she had not realised until that moment, when she felt that it must break.
Emma had never tried to hide her feelings from herself, but she didn't realize how deeply her heart was involved until that moment when she felt it might break.
A minute or two later Mr. Howard grew aware of a sudden commotion, and then heard it said that a lady had fainted.
A minute or two later, Mr. Howard noticed a sudden commotion and then heard someone say that a woman had fainted.
Instinctively he knew that it was Emma—and almost immediately, he knew not how, had reached her side. Motioning everyone away, he raised her in his arms, and carried her out to the hall, where there was a couch, but just before he laid her down she opened her eyes, and there was no mistaking the look of deep joy which flashed into them, as she saw him bending over her.
Instinctively, he knew it was Emma—and almost immediately, he wasn’t sure how, but he was by her side. He gestured for everyone to step back, lifted her in his arms, and carried her out to the hall, where there was a couch. Just before he set her down, she opened her eyes, and there was no mistaking the look of deep joy that lit up her face when she saw him leaning over her.
"Emma—my dearest Emma!"
"Emma—my sweetest Emma!"
He could say no more, as they were instantly joined by Mrs. Stephenson and Elizabeth; other guests—some impelled by solicitude, and some by curiosity—quickly following.
He couldn't say anything else, as they were immediately joined by Mrs. Stephenson and Elizabeth; other guests—some driven by concern and some by curiosity—quickly followed.
These, however, were quietly got rid of by their hostess, who at the same time directed the servants to bring restoratives, and soon Emma was able to sit up. She remained so pale and shaken, however, that Mrs. Stephenson begged her to remain all night; but this was steadily opposed by Elizabeth, who was anxious to bring her back with her, and as Emma herself joined in begging to return, the carriage was sent for.
These, however, were discreetly dealt with by their hostess, who also instructed the staff to bring some refreshments, and soon Emma was able to sit up. She still looked very pale and shaken, though, so Mrs. Stephenson urged her to stay the night; but Elizabeth strongly objected, eager to take her back with her, and as Emma herself added her request to return, the carriage was summoned.
At this moment Henry, who had just heard of Emma's indisposition, came hurrying up, and assisted in conveying her home.
At that moment, Henry, who had just heard about Emma's illness, rushed over and helped take her home.
On the following morning Mr. Howard rode over to Wickstead, and, meeting Emma in the shrubbery, declared his passion.
On the next morning, Mr. Howard rode over to Wickstead and, encountering Emma in the garden, confessed his feelings for her.
She could not speak, but she laid her trembling hands in his.
She couldn’t speak, but she placed her trembling hands in his.
CHAPTER XIX
The engagement created not a little stir, and many and various were the comments.
The engagement caused quite a stir, and there were many different comments about it.
Mr. Curtis composed a pretty speech, for the edification of his patients, to the effect that had he been some forty years younger, when he had had the honour of meeting with Miss Emma, his bachelorhood would have been seriously imperilled.
Mr. Curtis gave a nice speech for the benefit of his patients, saying that if he had been about forty years younger when he had the honor of meeting Miss Emma, his single status would have been at serious risk.
It is said that when this was reported to Mr. Howard, he vowed he would have imperilled it still further for him.
It’s said that when Mr. Howard heard about this, he promised he would have put it in even more danger for him.
Mrs. Blake was rejoiced at the news, but it must be confessed that it would be scarcely prudent to record the observations of Charles, who thirsted for his uncle's blood for fully three days after.
Mrs. Blake was thrilled at the news, but it must be admitted that it wouldn't be very wise to share Charles's thoughts, as he had been eager for his uncle's downfall for a full three days afterward.
Jane still protested that Emma was a fool to have refused a title.
Jane still insisted that Emma was foolish for rejecting a title.
Augusta enquired if she might not be married on the same day?
Augusta asked if she could also get married on the same day.
Lady Edward Sothern's comment was perhaps characteristic—
Lady Edward Sothern's comment was probably typical—
"There must be something singularly wanting in Arthur Howard to marry a woman of the lower orders."
"There has to be something distinctly missing in Arthur Howard to marry a woman from a lower social class."
In a remote room of the Castle Lady Osborne sat, with her head bowed on her hands. No one could have condemned her more severely than she condemned herself. Having missed all hope of romance in her youth, she had endeavoured to secure some measure of it when it was no longer reasonable to expect it; and now she felt that her punishment was almost greater than she well might bear—standing alone, as the slow years went by.
In a quiet room of the castle, Lady Osborne sat with her head resting on her hands. No one could have judged her more harshly than she judged herself. After missing out on romance in her youth, she had tried to find some version of it when it was no longer realistic to hope for it; and now she felt that her punishment was almost too much to handle—standing alone as the years slowly passed by.
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Emma's wedding morning shone fair, and people flocked from far and near to see her married.
Emma's wedding morning was beautiful, and people came from all around to watch her get married.
Lady Osborne lent her her own veil, placing it herself on her head.
Lady Osborne lent her own veil, putting it on her head herself.
Penelope and Margaret could not get leave so soon again, but the bride was attended by Charles and Augusta, carrying baskets of flowers; and it was easy to [Pg 208]discern that the former, with the charming fickleness of his sex, had wholly transferred his allegiance from the elder to the younger lady.
Penelope and Margaret couldn't get time off again so soon, but the bride was accompanied by Charles and Augusta, who were carrying baskets of flowers; and it was easy to [Pg 208]see that the former, with the charming unpredictability of his gender, had completely switched his loyalty from the older woman to the younger one.
As Emma came down from the altar on her husband's arm, she looked all loveliness, but the eyes of different among the congregation strayed from her fresh young beauty to the face of Lady Osborne, and rested there. To the mind of more than one there was something, they knew not what, that seemed to elevate it beyond all they could have believed possible.
As Emma walked down from the altar on her husband's arm, she looked stunning, but the eyes of several people in the congregation shifted from her youthful beauty to Lady Osborne's face and lingered there. More than one person felt there was something, though they couldn't quite place it, that made her seem beyond anything they could have imagined.
Sam and Mary Edwards, now happily betrothed (as Mr. and Mrs. Edwards were unable any longer to urge anything against the alliance) were amongst the company, and received the congratulations of all. It had been arranged that they were to live on with Mr. Curtis, as the old gentleman declared that he could not be deserted in his advancing years.
Sam and Mary Edwards, now happily engaged (since Mr. and Mrs. Edwards could no longer object to their union), were part of the group and received congratulations from everyone. It had been decided that they would continue living with Mr. Curtis, as the elderly gentleman insisted he couldn't be left alone in his old age.
Shortly after Emma's marriage, Captain O'Brien died, and his widow, surviving him but a short time, Emma found[Pg 209] herself the recipient of a legacy of twelve thousand pounds. With her husband's cordial approval, she shared it equally with her sisters; and Penelope lost no time in investing hers in a husband.
Shortly after Emma got married, Captain O'Brien passed away, and his widow didn't last long after him. Emma found[Pg 209] herself receiving a legacy of twelve thousand pounds. With her husband's full support, she divided it equally among her sisters; and Penelope quickly invested hers in finding a husband.
But Margaret had suffered so deeply through Tom Musgrave, that in spite of anything Robert and Jane could urge, she insisted on keeping her situation. It was only on the death of the young girl, some years later, to whom she had been acting as companion, that she married a naval officer, whom she had frequently met at her house, and to whom she had become attached, finding with him a much greater measure of happiness than could ever have been her lot had she become the wife of one so worthless as Tom Musgrave.
But Margaret had been hurt so badly by Tom Musgrave that despite anything Robert and Jane could say, she insisted on keeping her situation. It was only after the young girl she had been a companion to passed away, a few years later, that she married a naval officer she had often met at her house and to whom she had grown attached, finding with him much more happiness than she could have ever had by marrying someone as worthless as Tom Musgrave.
This gentleman, not long after, fell a prey to a vixen, who lost but little time in reducing him, and on his endeavouring to console himself with strong waters, secured the keys of the cellar, and retained them with a firm hand.
This guy, shortly after, became a victim of a seductive woman, who quickly worked her charms on him. When he tried to drown his sorrows in alcohol, she took the cellar keys and held onto them tightly.
As the Rector of the living, on Mr. Howard's property, shortly resigned it,[Pg 210] on account of ill-health, he undertook it himself, appointing Henry Purvis his curate, at a much handsomer figure than he would have received as incumbent, and installing him in the rectory, with its excellent gardens and farm. Emma and Elizabeth's happiness was complete, now that they were settled so near to each other, and as the years went by, there were many merry games between the children of the Rectory and those of the Manor.
As the Rector of the parish, Mr. Howard quickly stepped down due to health issues. He took it upon himself, hiring Henry Purvis as his curate, who received a much better salary than he would have as the head. He set him up in the rectory, which came with great gardens and farmland. Emma and Elizabeth were thrilled to be living so close to each other, and as the years passed, there were plenty of fun games between the kids from the Rectory and those from the Manor.
Lady Osborne was a frequent visitor at the Howards', some saying that she was fonder of their young people than of her own grandchildren, but this was scarcely the case, as the latter added, in no little degree, to the happiness of her life. Perhaps it might have been nearer the mark had they divined that in Emma she had found the companionship that she had always missed in her own daughter.
Lady Osborne often visited the Howards', with some suggesting she liked their kids more than her own grandchildren. However, that wasn't entirely true, as her grandchildren definitely contributed to her happiness. It might have been more accurate to say that she found in Emma the friendship she had always lacked with her own daughter.
She also became very fond of Mrs. Blake, whom Lord Osborne, to the surprise of everyone, married a couple of years later.
She also grew quite fond of Mrs. Blake, who Lord Osborne, to everyone's surprise, married a couple of years later.
If he did not entertain for her the same degree of love that Emma had awakened in him, he was very sincerely attached to her, making an excellent step-father to her children.
If he didn't feel the same level of love for her that Emma had stirred in him, he was still genuinely attached to her, becoming a great stepfather to her kids.
Charles entered the Royal Navy.
Charles joined the Royal Navy.
As he and Augusta spend the greater part of their holidays together at the Howards', and do not find matter for heated argument above seven times in the week, it is confidently believed by several that they will ultimately embark on the more serious argument of life, with all its possibilities for sweetness, or disaster.
As he and Augusta spend most of their holidays together at the Howards', and only find things to argue about heatedly a few times each week, many believe they will eventually take on the more serious commitment of life, with all its potential for joy or trouble.
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