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ANNE OF GREEN GABLES



ANNE OF GREEN GABLES

Anne of Green Gables

BY
L. M. MONTGOMERY

BY
L. M. MONTGOMERY

Illustrated by M. A. and W. A. J. Claus

Illustrated by M. A. and W. A. J. Claus

“The good stars met in your horoscope,
Made you of spirit and fire and dew.”

Browning.

Browning.

BOSTON
L. C. PAGE & COMPANY
MDCCCCVII

BOSTON
L. C. PAGE & COMPANY
1907


Copyright, 1908
By L. C. Page & Company
(INCORPORATED)

Copyright, 1908
By L. C. Page & Company
(INCORPORATED)


Entered at Stationers’ Hall, London

Entered at Stationers' Hall, London


All Rights Reserved

All rights reserved

Third Impression, August, 1908
Fourth Impression, September, 1908

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Fourth Impression, September, 1908

COLONIAL PRESS
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Boston, U.S.A.

COLONIAL PRESS
Electrotyped and printed by C. H. Simonds & Co.
Boston, USA.


TO THE MEMORY OF

In Memory Of

MY FATHER AND MOTHER

MY MOM AND DAD


CONTENTS

CHAPTER  
I. Mrs. Rachel Lynde Is Surprised
II. Matthew Cuthbert Is Surprised
III. Marilla Cuthbert Is Surprised
IV. Morning at Green Gables
V. Anne’s History
VI. Marilla Makes Up Her Mind
VII. Anne Says Her Prayers
VIII. Anne’s Bringing-up Is Begun
IX. Mrs. Rachel Lynde Is Properly Horrified
X. Anne’s Apology
XI. Anne’s Impressions of Sunday-school
XII. A Solemn Vow and Promise
XIII. The Delights of Anticipation
XIV. Anne’s Confession
XV. A Tempest in the School Teapot
XVI. Diana Is Invited to Tea with Tragic Results
XVII. A New Interest in Life
XVIII. Anne to the Rescue
XIX. A Concert, a Catastrophe, and a Confession
XX. A Good Imagination Gone Wrong
XXI. A New Departure in Flavourings
XXII. Anne Is Invited Out to Tea
XXIII. Anne Comes to Grief in an Affair of Honour
XXIV. Miss Stacy and Her Pupils Get Up a Concert
XXV. Matthew Insists on Puffed Sleeves
XXVI. The Story Club Is Formed
XXVII. Vanity and Vexation of Spirit
XXVIII. An Unfortunate Lily Maid
XXIX. An Epoch in Anne’s Life
XXX. The Queen’s Class Is Organized
XXXI. Where the Brook and River Meet
XXXII. The Pass List Is Out
XXXIII. The Hotel Concert
XXXIV. A Queen’s Girl
XXXV. The Winter at Queen’s
XXXVI. The Glory and the Dream
XXXVII. The Reaper Whose Name Is Death
XXXVIII. The Bend in the Road

ILLUSTRATIONS

CHAPTER  
III. “‘Matthew Cuthbert, who’s that?’ she ejaculated.”
IX. “‘I hate you,’ she cried in a choked voice, stamping her foot on the floor.”
XI. “They looked at her and whispered to each other.”
XV. “Thwack! Anne had brought her slate down on Gilbert’s head.”
XXIII. “Balanced herself uprightly on that precarious footing.”
XXVIII. “He pulled close to the pile and extended his hand.”
XXXIII. “‘There’s something so stylish about you, Anne,’ said Diana.”
XXXVIII. “‘Come, I’m going to walk home with you.’”

ANNE OF GREEN GABLES

Anne of Green Gables

CHAPTER I.
MRS. RACHEL LYNDE IS SURPRISED
Mrs. Rachel Lynde is surprised.

Mrs. Rachel Lynde lived just where the Avonlea main road dipped down into a little hollow, fringed with alders and ladies’ eardrops and traversed by a brook that had its source away back in the woods of the old Cuthbert place; it was reputed to be an intricate, headlong brook in its earlier course through those woods, with dark secrets of pool and cascade; but by the time it reached Lynde’s Hollow it was a quiet, well-conducted little stream, for not even a brook could run past Mrs. Rachel Lynde’s door without due regard for decency and decorum; it probably was conscious that Mrs. Rachel was sitting at her window, keeping a sharp eye on everything that passed, from brooks and children up, and that if she noticed anything odd or out of place she would never rest until she had ferreted out the whys and wherefores thereof.

Mrs. Rachel Lynde lived right where the Avonlea main road dipped into a small hollow, lined with alders and lady’s eardrops and crossed by a stream that started deep in the woods of the old Cuthbert place; it was said to be a wild, rushing brook in its earlier journey through those woods, hiding dark pools and cascades; but by the time it reached Lynde’s Hollow, it had become a quiet, well-behaved little stream, because not even a brook could flow past Mrs. Rachel Lynde’s door without showing respect for decency and decorum; it likely knew that Mrs. Rachel was sitting at her window, keeping a close watch on everything that passed, from streams to children and beyond, and that if she spotted anything strange or out of place, she wouldn't rest until she figured out what was going on.

There are plenty of people, in Avonlea and out of it, who can attend closely to their neighbours’ business by dint of neglecting their own; but Mrs. Rachel Lynde was one of those capable creatures who can manage their own concerns and those of other folks into the bargain. She was a notable housewife; her work was always done and well done; she “ran” the Sewing Circle, helped run the Sunday-school, and was the strongest prop of the Church Aid Society and Foreign Missions Auxiliary. Yet with all this Mrs. Rachel found abundant time to sit for hours at her kitchen window, knitting “cotton warp” quilts—she had knitted sixteen of them, as Avonlea housekeepers were wont to tell in awed voices—and keeping a sharp eye on the main road that crossed the hollow and wound up the steep red hill beyond. Since Avonlea occupied a little triangular peninsula jutting out into the Gulf of St. Lawrence, with water on two sides of it, anybody who went out of it or into it had to pass over that hill road and so run the unseen gauntlet of Mrs. Rachel’s all-seeing eye.

There are a lot of people, both in Avonlea and elsewhere, who can pay close attention to their neighbors’ business by ignoring their own; but Mrs. Rachel Lynde was one of those capable individuals who could handle her own affairs as well as those of others at the same time. She was an exceptional housewife; her work was always completed and done well; she “ran” the Sewing Circle, helped manage the Sunday school, and was a key supporter of the Church Aid Society and the Foreign Missions Auxiliary. Yet despite all of this, Mrs. Rachel still found plenty of time to sit for hours at her kitchen window, knitting “cotton warp” quilts—she had knitted sixteen of them, as Avonlea housekeepers would tell in amazed tones—and keeping a close watch on the main road that cut through the hollow and wound up the steep red hill beyond. Since Avonlea was situated on a small triangular peninsula jutting out into the Gulf of St. Lawrence, with water on two sides, anyone entering or leaving had to take that hill road and inevitably go through the unseen gauntlet of Mrs. Rachel’s all-seeing eye.

She was sitting there one afternoon in early June. The sun was coming in at the window warm and bright; the orchard on the slope below the house was in a bridal flush of pinky-white bloom, hummed over by a myriad of bees. Thomas Lynde—a meek little man whom Avonlea people called “Rachel Lynde’s husband”—was sowing his late turnip seed on the hill field beyond the barn; and Matthew Cuthbert ought to have been sowing his on the big red brook field away over by Green Gables. Mrs. Rachel knew that he ought because she had heard him tell Peter Morrison the evening before in William J. Blair’s store over at Carmody that he meant to sow his turnip seed the next afternoon. Peter had asked him, of course, for Matthew Cuthbert had never been known to volunteer information about anything in his whole life.

She was sitting there one afternoon in early June. The sun was streaming in through the window, warm and bright; the orchard on the slope below the house was bursting with pink and white blooms, buzzing with countless bees. Thomas Lynde—a shy little man whom people in Avonlea called “Rachel Lynde’s husband”—was planting his late turnip seeds in the hill field beyond the barn; and Matthew Cuthbert should have been planting his in the big red brook field over by Green Gables. Mrs. Rachel knew that he should because she had heard him tell Peter Morrison the evening before at William J. Blair’s store in Carmody that he planned to plant his turnip seeds the next afternoon. Peter had asked him, of course, because Matthew Cuthbert had never been the type to offer information about anything in his whole life.

And yet here was Matthew Cuthbert, at half-past three on the afternoon of a busy day, placidly driving over the hollow and up the hill; moreover, he wore a white collar and his best suit of clothes, which was plain proof that he was going out of Avonlea; and he had the buggy and the sorrel mare, which betokened that he was going a considerable distance. Now, where was Matthew Cuthbert going and why was he going there?

And yet here was Matthew Cuthbert, at 3:30 on a busy afternoon, calmly driving over the hollow and up the hill; what’s more, he was wearing a white collar and his best suit, which clearly showed he was leaving Avonlea; and he had the buggy and the sorrel mare, suggesting he was traveling quite a distance. So, where was Matthew Cuthbert headed and why was he going there?

Had it been any other man in Avonlea Mrs. Rachel, deftly putting this and that together, might have given a pretty good guess as to both questions. But Matthew so rarely went from home that it must be something pressing and unusual which was taking him; he was the shyest man alive and hated to have to go among strangers or to any place where he might have to talk. Matthew, dressed up with a white collar and driving in a buggy, was something that didn’t happen often. Mrs. Rachel, ponder as she might, could make nothing of it and her afternoon’s enjoyment was spoiled.

If it had been anyone else in Avonlea, Mrs. Rachel could’ve easily pieced together what was going on. But Matthew rarely left home, so it had to be something important and out of the ordinary that was taking him away; he was the shyest guy around and couldn’t stand being around strangers or in situations where he might have to talk. Matthew, dressed up with a white collar and driving a buggy, was a rare sight. No matter how much Mrs. Rachel thought about it, she couldn’t figure it out, and it ruined her afternoon.

“I’ll just step over to Green Gables after tea and find out from Marilla where he’s gone and why,” the worthy woman finally concluded. “He doesn’t generally go to town this time of year and he never visits; if he’d run out of turnip seed he wouldn’t dress up and take the buggy to go for more; he wasn’t driving fast enough to be going for a doctor. Yet something must have happened since last night to start him off. I’m clean puzzled, that’s what, and I won’t know a minute’s peace of mind or conscience until I know what has taken Matthew Cuthbert out of Avonlea to-day.”

“I'll just head over to Green Gables after tea and ask Marilla where he’s gone and why,” the woman finally concluded. “He doesn’t usually go to town at this time of year and he never visits; if he had run out of turnip seeds, he wouldn't dress up and take the buggy to get more; he wasn’t driving fast enough to be going for a doctor. Still, something must have happened since last night that made him leave. I’m completely puzzled, that’s what, and I won’t have a moment of peace of mind or conscience until I find out what’s taken Matthew Cuthbert out of Avonlea today.”

Accordingly after tea Mrs. Rachel set out; she had not far to go; the big, rambling, orchard-embowered house where the Cuthberts lived was a scant quarter of a mile up the road from Lynde’s Hollow. To be sure, the long lane made it a good deal further. Matthew Cuthbert’s father, as shy and silent as his son after him, had got as far away as he possibly could from his fellow men without actually retreating into the woods when he founded his homestead. Green Gables was built at the furthest edge of his cleared land and there it was to this day, barely visible from the main road along which all the other Avonlea houses were so sociably situated. Mrs. Rachel Lynde did not call living in such a place living at all.

After tea, Mrs. Rachel set out; she didn't have far to go. The big, sprawling house surrounded by orchards where the Cuthberts lived was just a little over a quarter of a mile up the road from Lynde’s Hollow. The long lane made it feel further, though. Matthew Cuthbert’s father, shy and quiet like his son, had chosen a spot as far away as possible from other people without actually retreating into the woods when he founded his homestead. Green Gables was built at the farthest edge of his cleared land, and it still exists today, barely visible from the main road where all the other Avonlea houses were so sociably lined up. Mrs. Rachel Lynde wouldn’t even call living in such a place “living” at all.

“It’s just staying, that’s what,” she said as she stepped along the deep-rutted, grassy lane bordered with wild rose bushes. “It’s no wonder Matthew and Marilla are both a little odd, living away back here by themselves. Trees aren’t much company, though dear knows if they were there’d be enough of them. I’d ruther look at people. To be sure, they seem contented enough; but then, I suppose, they’re used to it. A body can get used to anything, even to being hanged, as the Irishman said.”

“It’s just staying, that’s what,” she said as she walked along the deep-rutted, grassy path lined with wild rose bushes. “It’s no wonder Matthew and Marilla are a little strange, living all the way out here by themselves. Trees aren’t really great company, though goodness knows if they were, there’d be plenty of them. I’d rather look at people. They seem pretty content, but I guess they’re just used to it. You can get used to anything, even being hanged, as the Irishman said.”

With this Mrs. Rachel stepped out of the lane into the backyard of Green Gables. Very green and neat and precise was that yard, set about on one side with great patriarchal willows and on the other with prim Lombardies. Not a stray stick nor stone was to be seen, for Mrs. Rachel would have seen it if there had been. Privately she was of the opinion that Marilla Cuthbert swept that yard over as often as she swept her house. One could have eaten a meal off the ground without overbrimming the proverbial peck of dirt.

With that, Mrs. Rachel stepped out of the lane into the backyard of Green Gables. The yard was very green, neat, and tidy, lined on one side with large, stately willows and on the other with proper Lombardy poplars. There wasn't a stray stick or stone in sight because Mrs. Rachel would have noticed if there were. She privately believed that Marilla Cuthbert cleaned that yard as often as she cleaned her house. One could have eaten a meal off the ground without exceeding the proverbial peck of dirt.

Mrs. Rachel rapped smartly at the kitchen door and stepped in when bidden to do so. The kitchen at Green Gables was a cheerful apartment—or would have been cheerful if it had not been so painfully clean as to give it something of the appearance of an unused parlour. Its windows looked east and west; through the west one, looking out on the back yard, came a flood of mellow June sunlight; but the east one, whence you got a glimpse of the bloom white cherry-trees in the left orchard and nodding, slender birches down in the hollow by the brook, was greened over by a tangle of vines. Here sat Marilla Cuthbert, when she sat at all, always slightly distrustful of sunshine, which seemed to her too dancing and irresponsible a thing for a world which was meant to be taken seriously; and here she sat now, knitting, and the table behind her was laid for supper.

Mrs. Rachel knocked on the kitchen door and stepped inside when invited. The kitchen at Green Gables was a bright room—or would have been cheerful if it hadn’t been so meticulously clean that it felt more like an unused parlor. Its windows faced east and west; through the west one, a warm stream of June sunlight poured into the back yard; but the east window, which offered a glimpse of the blooming white cherry trees in the left orchard and the graceful birches by the brook in the hollow, was covered with a tangle of vines. Here sat Marilla Cuthbert, when she was sitting at all, always a bit skeptical of sunshine, which seemed to her too lively and carefree for a world that was meant to be taken seriously; and here she was now, knitting, with the table behind her set for supper.

Mrs. Rachel, before she had fairly closed the door, had taken mental note of everything that was on that table. There were three plates laid, so that Marilla must be expecting some one home with Matthew to tea; but the dishes were every-day dishes and there was only crab-apple preserves and one kind of cake, so that the expected company could not be any particular company. Yet what of Matthew’s white collar and the sorrel mare? Mrs. Rachel was getting fairly dizzy with this unusual mystery about quiet, unmysterious Green Gables.

Mrs. Rachel, barely shutting the door, had mentally noted everything on the table. Three plates were set, meaning Marilla must be expecting someone home with Matthew for tea; however, the dishes were ordinary, and there was only crab-apple preserves and one type of cake, so the expected guest couldn't be anything special. Still, what about Matthew's white collar and the sorrel mare? Mrs. Rachel was getting quite dizzy from this strange mystery surrounding the normally quiet Green Gables.

“Good evening, Rachel,” Marilla said briskly. “This is a real fine evening, isn’t it? Won’t you sit down? How are all your folks?”

“Good evening, Rachel,” Marilla said cheerfully. “It’s a really nice evening, isn’t it? Would you like to sit down? How’s everyone in your family?”

Something that for lack of any other name might be called friendship existed and always had existed between Marilla Cuthbert and Mrs. Rachel, in spite of—or perhaps because of—their dissimilarity.

Something that might be called friendship existed and always had existed between Marilla Cuthbert and Mrs. Rachel, in spite of—or maybe because of—their differences.

Marilla was a tall, thin woman, with angles and without curves; her dark hair showed some gray streaks and was always twisted up in a hard little knot behind with two wire hairpins stuck aggressively through it. She looked like a woman of narrow experience and rigid conscience, which she was; but there was a saving something about her mouth which, if it had been ever so slightly developed, might have been considered indicative of a sense of humour.

Marilla was a tall, thin woman, with sharp angles and no curves; her dark hair had some gray streaks and was always tied up in a tight little knot at the back, with two wire hairpins stuck firmly through it. She looked like someone with a narrow view of life and a strict sense of right and wrong, which she was; but there was a hint of something in her mouth that, if it had been just a little more pronounced, could have been seen as a sign of a sense of humor.

“We’re all pretty well,” said Mrs. Rachel. “I was kind of afraid you weren’t, though, when I saw Matthew starting off to-day. I thought maybe he was going to the doctor’s.”

“We’re all doing well,” said Mrs. Rachel. “I was a bit worried about you when I saw Matthew leave today. I thought maybe he was going to the doctor’s.”

Marilla’s lips twitched understandingly. She had expected Mrs. Rachel up; she had known that the sight of Matthew jaunting off so unaccountably would be too much for her neighbour’s curiosity.

Marilla’s lips twitched in understanding. She had anticipated Mrs. Rachel being awake; she knew that seeing Matthew leave so unexpectedly would be too much for her neighbor’s curiosity.

“Oh, no, I’m quite well although I had a bad headache yesterday,” she said. “Matthew went to Bright River. We’re getting a little boy from an orphan asylum in Nova Scotia and he’s coming on the train to-night.”

“Oh, no, I’m fine, although I had a terrible headache yesterday,” she said. “Matthew went to Bright River. We’re getting a little boy from an orphanage in Nova Scotia, and he’s arriving on the train tonight.”

If Marilla had said that Matthew had gone to Bright River to meet a kangaroo from Australia Mrs. Rachel could not have been more astonished. She was actually stricken dumb for five seconds. It was unsupposable that Marilla was making fun of her, but Mrs. Rachel was almost forced to suppose it.

If Marilla had said that Matthew had gone to Bright River to meet a kangaroo from Australia, Mrs. Rachel would have been even more shocked. She was completely speechless for five seconds. It was unthinkable that Marilla was joking with her, but Mrs. Rachel nearly had to believe it.

“Are you in earnest, Marilla?” she demanded when voice returned to her.

“Are you serious, Marilla?” she asked when her voice came back.

“Yes, of course,” said Marilla, as if getting boys from orphan asylums in Nova Scotia were part of the usual spring work on any well-regulated Avonlea farm instead of being an unheard of innovation.

“Yes, of course,” said Marilla, as if getting boys from orphanages in Nova Scotia was just a normal spring task on any properly run Avonlea farm, instead of being a completely new idea.

Mrs. Rachel felt that she had received a severe mental jolt. She thought in exclamation points. A boy! Marilla and Matthew Cuthbert of all people adopting a boy! From an orphan asylum! Well, the world was certainly turning upside down! She would be surprised at nothing after this! Nothing!

Mrs. Rachel felt like she had just gotten a huge shock. She was thinking in exclamation points. A boy! Of all people, Marilla and Matthew Cuthbert were adopting a boy! From an orphanage! Well, the world was definitely flipped upside down! She wouldn’t be surprised by anything after this! Nothing!

“What on earth put such a notion into your head?” she demanded disapprovingly.

“What on earth made you think that?” she asked disapprovingly.

This had been done without her advice being asked, and must perforce be disapproved.

This was done without asking for her advice, and she couldn't help but disapprove.

“Well, we’ve been thinking about it for some time—all winter in fact,” returned Marilla. “Mrs. Alexander Spencer was up here one day before Christmas and she said she was going to get a little girl from the asylum over in Hopeton in the spring. Her cousin lives there and Mrs. Spencer has visited her and knows all about it. So Matthew and I have talked it over off and on ever since. We thought we’d get a boy. Matthew is getting up in years, you know—he’s sixty—and he isn’t so spry as he once was. His heart troubles him a good deal. And you know how desperate hard it’s got to be to get hired help. There’s never anybody to be had but those stupid, half-grown little French boys; and as soon as you do get one broke into your ways and taught something he’s up and off to the lobster canneries or the States. At first Matthew suggested getting a Barnado boy. But I said ‘no’ flat to that. ‘They may be all right—I’m not saying they’re not—but no London street Arabs for me,’ I said. ‘Give me a native born at least. There’ll be a risk, no matter who we get. But I’ll feel easier in my mind and sleep sounder at nights if we get a born Canadian.’ So in the end we decided to ask Mrs. Spencer to pick us out one when she went over to get her little girl. We heard last week she was going, so we sent her word by Richard Spencer’s folks at Carmody to bring us a smart, likely boy of about ten or eleven. We decided that would be the best age—old enough to be of some use in doing chores right off and young enough to be trained up proper. We mean to give him a good home and schooling. We had a telegram from Mrs. Alexander Spencer to-day—the mail-man brought it from the station—saying they were coming on the five-thirty train to-night. So Matthew went to Bright River to meet him. Mrs. Spencer will drop him off there. Of course she goes on to White Sands station herself.”

“Well, we’ve been thinking about it for a while—all winter, actually,” Marilla replied. “Mrs. Alexander Spencer came by one day before Christmas and mentioned she was going to adopt a little girl from the asylum over in Hopeton in the spring. Her cousin lives there, and Mrs. Spencer has visited and knows all about it. So Matthew and I have been discussing it on and off ever since. We thought we’d get a boy. Matthew is getting older, you know—he’s sixty—and he isn’t as lively as he used to be. He has some heart issues. And you know how incredibly difficult it’s become to find reliable hired help. There’s hardly anyone available except those clueless, half-grown little French boys; and as soon as you manage to train one to your ways, he’s off to the lobster canneries or the States. At first, Matthew suggested getting a Barnado boy. But I flat out said no to that. ‘They might be fine—I’m not saying they’re not—but no London street children for me,’ I said. ‘Give me a native-born kid at least. There’s a risk no matter who we get. But I’ll feel more comfortable and sleep better at night if we get a born Canadian.’ So in the end, we decided to ask Mrs. Spencer to find us one when she goes to pick up her little girl. We heard last week she is going, so we sent her a message through Richard Spencer’s family in Carmody to bring us a smart, promising boy around ten or eleven. We figured that would be the best age—old enough to help with chores right away and young enough to be properly trained. We intend to give him a good home and education. We got a telegram from Mrs. Alexander Spencer today—the mailman brought it from the station—saying they’re coming on the five-thirty train tonight. So Matthew went to Bright River to meet him. Mrs. Spencer will drop him off there, of course; she’s continuing on to White Sands station herself.”

Mrs. Rachel prided herself on always speaking her mind; she proceeded to speak it now, having adjusted her mental attitude to this amazing piece of news.

Mrs. Rachel took pride in always being outspoken; she was ready to share her thoughts now, having adjusted her mindset to this astonishing piece of news.

“Well, Marilla, I’ll just tell you plain that I think you’re doing a mighty foolish thing—a risky thing, that’s what. You don’t know what you’re getting. You’re bringing a strange child into your house and home and you don’t know a single thing about him nor what his disposition is like nor what sort of parents he had nor how he’s likely to turn out. Why, it was only last week I read in the paper how a man and his wife up west of the Island took a boy out of an orphan asylum and he set fire to the house at night—set it on purpose, Marilla—and nearly burnt them to a crisp in their beds. And I know another case where an adopted boy used to suck the eggs—they couldn’t break him of it. If you had asked my advice in the matter—which you didn’t do, Marilla—I’d have said for mercy’s sake not to think of such a thing, that’s what.”

“Well, Marilla, I’ll be honest with you—I think you’re making a really foolish and risky decision. You have no idea what you’re getting into. You’re bringing a strange child into your home, and you don’t know anything about him, his temperament, his parents, or how he’s going to turn out. Just last week, I read in the paper about a couple out west of the Island who adopted a boy from an orphanage, and he set their house on fire at night—he did it on purpose, Marilla—and almost burned them alive in their beds. I also know another case where an adopted boy used to suck the eggs—they could never break him of that habit. If you had asked for my advice—which you didn’t, Marilla—I’d have said for heaven’s sake not to even consider such a thing.”

This Job’s comforting seemed neither to offend nor alarm Marilla. She knitted steadily on.

This job's comfort didn't seem to upset or scare Marilla. She kept knitting steadily.

“I don’t deny there’s something in what you say, Rachel. I’ve had some qualms myself. But Matthew was terrible set on it. I could see that, so I gave in. It’s so seldom Matthew sets his mind on anything that when he does I always feel it’s my duty to give in. And as for the risk, there’s risks in pretty near everything a body does in this world. There’s risks in people’s having children of their own if it comes to that—they don’t always turn out well. And then Nova Scotia is right close to the Island. It isn’t as if we were getting him from England or the States. He can’t be much different from ourselves.”

“I can’t deny there’s some truth in what you’re saying, Rachel. I’ve had my own doubts too. But Matthew was really determined about it. I could see that, so I just went along with it. It’s so rare for Matthew to be set on something that when he is, I always feel it’s my responsibility to agree. And when it comes to risks, there are risks in almost everything we do in this world. There are risks in people having kids of their own if it comes down to it—they don’t always turn out great. Plus, Nova Scotia is really close to the Island. It’s not like we’re bringing him over from England or the States. He can’t be that different from us.”

“Well, I hope it will turn out all right,” said Mrs. Rachel in a tone that plainly indicated her painful doubts. “Only don’t say I didn’t warn you if he burns Green Gables down or puts strychnine in the well—I heard of a case over in New Brunswick where an orphan asylum child did that and the whole family died in fearful agonies. Only, it was a girl in that instance.”

“Well, I hope it will all work out,” Mrs. Rachel said, her voice clearly showing her worries. “Just don’t say I didn’t warn you if he burns down Green Gables or poisons the well with strychnine—I heard about a situation in New Brunswick where a child from an orphanage did that and the whole family suffered horribly. But it was a girl in that case.”

“Well, we’re not getting a girl,” said Marilla, as if poisoning wells were a purely feminine accomplishment and not to be dreaded in the case of a boy. “I’d never dream of taking a girl to bring up. I wonder at Mrs. Alexander Spencer for doing it. But there, she wouldn’t shrink from adopting a whole orphan asylum if she took it into her head.”

“Well, we’re not getting a girl,” Marilla said, as if poisoning wells were something only girls did and not something to worry about with a boy. “I’d never think of raising a girl. I’m surprised that Mrs. Alexander Spencer decided to do it. But then, she wouldn’t hesitate to adopt an entire orphanage if she set her mind to it.”

Mrs. Rachel would have liked to stay until Matthew came home with his imported orphan. But reflecting that it would be a good two hours at least before his arrival she concluded to go up the road to Robert Bell’s and tell them the news. It would certainly make a sensation second to none, and Mrs. Rachel dearly loved to make a sensation. So she took herself away, somewhat to Marilla’s relief, for the latter felt her doubts and fears reviving under the influence of Mrs. Rachel’s pessimism.

Mrs. Rachel would have loved to stay until Matthew came home with his imported orphan. But realizing it would take at least two more hours for him to arrive, she decided to head up the road to Robert Bell’s to share the news. It would definitely create a buzz like no other, and Mrs. Rachel really enjoyed stirring things up. So she left, somewhat to Marilla’s relief, as Marilla felt her doubts and fears resurfacing under Mrs. Rachel’s pessimism.

“Well, of all things that ever were or will be!” ejaculated Mrs. Rachel when she was safely out in the lane. “It does really seem as if I must be dreaming. Well, I’m sorry for that poor young one and no mistake. Matthew and Marilla don’t know anything about children and they’ll expect him to be wiser and steadier than his own grandfather, if so be’s he ever had a grandfather, which is doubtful. It seems uncanny to think of a child at Green Gables somehow; there’s never been one there, for Matthew and Marilla were grown up when the new house was built—if they ever were children, which is hard to believe when one looks at them. I wouldn’t be in that orphan’s shoes for anything. My, but I pity him, that’s what.”

“Well, can you believe it!” exclaimed Mrs. Rachel when she was safely out in the lane. “It honestly feels like I must be dreaming. I really feel sorry for that poor young one, no doubt about it. Matthew and Marilla don’t know anything about kids, and they’ll expect him to be wiser and steadier than his own grandfather, if he even had one, which is questionable. It seems strange to think of a child at Green Gables; there’s never been one there since Matthew and Marilla were grown up when the new house was built—if they ever were kids, which is hard to believe when you look at them. I wouldn’t want to be in that orphan’s place for anything. Wow, I really pity him, that’s for sure.”

So said Mrs. Rachel to the wild rose bushes out of the fulness of her heart; but if she could have seen the child who was waiting patiently at the Bright River station at that very moment her pity would have been still deeper and more profound.

So said Mrs. Rachel to the wild rose bushes with all her heart; but if she could have seen the child who was waiting patiently at the Bright River station at that very moment, her pity would have been even deeper and more profound.


CHAPTER II.
MATTHEW CUTHBERT IS SURPRISED
Matthew Cuthbert is shocked.

Matthew Cuthbert and the sorrel mare jogged comfortably over the eight miles to Bright River. It was a pretty road, running along between snug farmsteads, with now and again a bit of balsamy fir wood to drive through or a hollow where wild plums hung out their filmy bloom. The air was sweet with the breath of many apple orchards and the meadows sloped away in the distance to horizon mists of pearl and purple; while

Matthew Cuthbert and the chestnut mare trotted easily over the eight miles to Bright River. It was a lovely road, winding between cozy farmhouses, with occasional stretches of fragrant fir woods or dips where wild plums showed off their delicate blossoms. The air was filled with the sweet scent of numerous apple orchards, and the meadows faded into the distance, merging into misty horizons of pearl and purple; while

“The little birds sang as if it were
The one day of summer in all the year.”

Matthew enjoyed the drive after his own fashion, except during the moments when he met women and had to nod to them—for in Prince Edward Island you are supposed to nod to all and sundry you meet on the road whether you know them or not.

Matthew enjoyed the drive in his own way, except for the times when he encountered women and had to nod at them—because in Prince Edward Island, you’re supposed to nod to everyone you pass on the road, whether you know them or not.

Matthew dreaded all women except Marilla and Mrs. Rachel; he had an uncomfortable feeling that the mysterious creatures were secretly laughing at him. He may have been quite right in thinking so, for he was an odd-looking personage, with an ungainly figure and long iron-gray hair that touched his stooping shoulders, and a full, soft brown beard which he had worn ever since he was twenty. In fact, he had looked at twenty very much as he looked at sixty, lacking a little of the grayness.

Matthew dreaded all women except Marilla and Mrs. Rachel; he felt uneasy because he thought these mysterious women were quietly laughing at him. He might have been right about that, as he was quite an odd-looking guy, with an awkward build and long iron-gray hair that brushed his slouched shoulders, along with a full, soft brown beard that he had sported since he was twenty. In fact, he looked at twenty very much the same way he did at sixty, just missing a bit of the gray.

When he reached Bright River there was no sign of any train; he thought he was too early, so he tied his horse in the yard of the small Bright River hotel and went over to the station-house. The long platform was almost deserted; the only living creature in sight being a girl who was sitting on a pile of shingles at the extreme end. Matthew, barely noting that it was a girl, sidled past her as quickly as possible without looking at her. Had he looked he could hardly have failed to notice the tense rigidity and expectation of her attitude and expression. She was sitting there waiting for something or somebody and, since sitting and waiting was the only thing to do just then, she sat and waited with all her might and main.

When he got to Bright River, there was no sign of any train; he figured he was too early, so he tied his horse in the yard of the small Bright River hotel and walked over to the station. The long platform was nearly empty; the only person in sight was a girl sitting on a pile of shingles at the far end. Matthew, barely registering that it was a girl, hurried past her as quickly as possible without looking her way. If he had looked, he couldn’t have missed the tense anticipation in her posture and expression. She was sitting there waiting for something or someone, and since waiting was the only option at that moment, she sat and waited with all her might.

Matthew encountered the station-master locking up the ticket-office preparatory to going home for supper, and asked him if the five-thirty train would soon be along.

Matthew saw the station-master closing the ticket office to head home for dinner and asked him if the 5:30 train would be arriving soon.

“The five-thirty train has been in and gone half an hour ago,” answered that brisk official. “But there was a passenger dropped off for you—a little girl. She’s sitting out there on the shingles. I asked her to go into the ladies’ waiting-room, but she informed me gravely that she preferred to stay outside. ‘There was more scope for imagination,’ she said. She’s a case, I should say.”

“The five-thirty train came in and left half an hour ago,” replied the cheerful official. “But there was a passenger dropped off for you—a little girl. She’s out there on the shingles. I suggested she go into the ladies’ waiting room, but she told me seriously that she’d rather stay outside. ‘There’s more room for imagination,’ she said. I’d say she’s quite a character.”

“I’m not expecting a girl,” said Matthew blankly. “It’s a boy I’ve come for. He should be here. Mrs. Alexander Spencer was to bring him over from Nova Scotia for me.”

“I’m not expecting a girl,” Matthew said flatly. “I came for a boy. He should be here. Mrs. Alexander Spencer was supposed to bring him over from Nova Scotia for me.”

The station-master whistled.

The station master whistled.

“Guess there’s some mistake,” he said. “Mrs. Spencer came off the train with that girl and gave her into my charge. Said you and your sister were adopting her from an orphan asylum and that you would be along for her presently. That’s all I know about it—and I haven’t got any more orphans concealed hereabouts.”

“Looks like there’s some sort of mix-up,” he said. “Mrs. Spencer got off the train with that girl and handed her over to me. She said you and your sister were adopting her from an orphanage and that you'd be here for her soon. That’s all I know about it—and I don’t have any more orphans hidden around here.”

“I don’t understand,” said Matthew helplessly, wishing that Marilla was at hand to cope with the situation.

“I don’t get it,” said Matthew helplessly, wishing that Marilla was there to handle the situation.

“Well, you’d better question the girl,” said the station-master carelessly. “I dare say she’ll be able to explain—she’s got a tongue of her own, that’s certain. Maybe they were out of boys of the brand you wanted.”

“Well, you should probably ask the girl,” said the station-master casually. “I’m sure she can explain—she knows how to speak her mind, that’s for sure. Maybe they just ran out of boys like the ones you were looking for.”

He walked jauntily away, being hungry, and the unfortunate Matthew was left to do that which was harder for him than bearding a lion in its den—walk up to a girl—a strange girl—an orphan girl—and demand of her why she wasn’t a boy. Matthew groaned in spirit as he turned about and shuffled gently down the platform towards her.

He walked away cheerfully, feeling hungry, and the poor Matthew was left to do something that was harder for him than facing a lion in its den—approach a girl—a strange girl—an orphan girl—and ask her why she wasn’t a boy. Matthew sighed internally as he turned around and slowly shuffled down the platform toward her.

She had been watching him ever since he had passed her and she had her eyes on him now. Matthew was not looking at her and would not have seen what she was really like if he had been, but an ordinary observer would have seen this:

She had been keeping an eye on him ever since he walked by, and she was focused on him now. Matthew wasn't looking at her and wouldn't have noticed who she really was even if he had, but a regular onlooker would have noticed this:

A child of about eleven, garbed in a very short, very tight, very ugly dress of yellowish gray wincey. She wore a faded brown sailor hat and beneath the hat, extending down her back, were two braids of very thick, decidedly red hair. Her face was small, white and thin, also much freckled; her mouth was large and so were her eyes, that looked green in some lights and moods and gray in others.

A girl of about eleven, dressed in a very short, tight, and unattractive yellowish-gray dress. She had a faded brown sailor hat, and beneath it, her thick, bright red hair was styled in two long braids that hung down her back. Her face was small, pale, and thin, heavily freckled; she had a large mouth and equally large eyes that appeared green in some lights and gray in others.

So far, the ordinary observer; an extraordinary observer might have seen that the chin was very pointed and pronounced; that the big eyes were full of spirit and vivacity; that the mouth was sweet-lipped and expressive; that the forehead was broad and full; in short, our discerning extraordinary observer might have concluded that no commonplace soul inhabited the body of this stray woman-child of whom shy Matthew Cuthbert was so ludicrously afraid.

So far, the average observer; an exceptional observer might have noticed that the chin was very pointed and prominent; that the large eyes were full of energy and liveliness; that the mouth was sweet and expressive; that the forehead was wide and full; in short, our insightful exceptional observer might have concluded that no ordinary soul resided in the body of this lost woman-child whom shy Matthew Cuthbert was so ridiculously afraid of.

Matthew, however, was spared the ordeal of speaking first, for as soon as she concluded that he was coming to her she stood up, grasping with one thin brown hand the handle of a shabby, old-fashioned carpet-bag; the other she held out to him.

Matthew, however, was saved from the embarrassment of speaking first, because as soon as she realized he was approaching her, she stood up, grabbing the handle of a worn-out, old-fashioned carpet bag with one thin brown hand; she extended the other hand toward him.

“I suppose you are Mr. Matthew Cuthbert of Green Gables?” she said in a peculiarly clear, sweet voice. “I’m very glad to see you. I was beginning to be afraid you weren’t coming for me and I was imagining all the things that might have happened to prevent you. I had made up my mind that if you didn’t come for me to-night I’d go down the track to that big wild cherry-tree at the bend, and climb up into it to stay all night. I wouldn’t be a bit afraid, and it would be lovely to sleep in a wild cherry-tree all white with bloom in the moonshine, don’t you think? You could imagine you were dwelling in marble halls, couldn’t you? And I was quite sure you would come for me in the morning, if you didn’t to-night.”

“I guess you must be Mr. Matthew Cuthbert from Green Gables?” she said in a uniquely clear, sweet voice. “I’m so happy to see you. I was starting to get worried that you weren’t going to come for me, and I kept imagining all the things that could've happened to stop you. I decided that if you didn’t come for me tonight, I would walk down the path to that big wild cherry tree at the bend and climb up into it to stay all night. I wouldn’t be scared at all, and it would be amazing to sleep in a wild cherry tree all covered in blossoms under the moonlight, don’t you think? You could picture yourself living in marble halls, right? And I was pretty sure you’d come for me in the morning if you didn’t tonight.”

Matthew had taken the scrawny little hand awkwardly in his; then and there he decided what to do. He could not tell this child with the glowing eyes that there had been a mistake; he would take her home and let Marilla do that. She couldn’t be left at Bright River anyhow, no matter what mistake had been made, so all questions and explanations might as well be deferred until he was safely back at Green Gables.

Matthew had awkwardly taken the scrawny little hand in his; right then he decided what to do. He couldn't tell this child with the bright eyes that there had been a mistake; he would take her home and let Marilla handle that. She couldn't be left at Bright River anyway, no matter what mistake had occurred, so all questions and explanations could wait until he was safely back at Green Gables.

“I’m sorry I was late,” he said shyly. “Come along. The horse is over in the yard. Give me your bag.”

“I’m sorry I’m late,” he said nervously. “Let’s go. The horse is in the yard. Hand me your bag.”

“Oh, I can carry it,” the child responded cheerfully. “It isn’t heavy. I’ve got all my worldly goods in it, but it isn’t heavy. And if it isn’t carried in just a certain way the handle pulls out—so I’d better keep it because I know the exact knack of it. It’s an extremely old carpet-bag. Oh, I’m very glad you’ve come, even if it would have been nice to sleep in a wild cherry-tree. We’ve got to drive a long piece, haven’t we? Mrs. Spencer said it was eight miles. I’m glad because I love driving. Oh, it seems so wonderful that I’m going to live with you and belong to you. I’ve never belonged to anybody—not really. But the asylum was the worst. I’ve only been in it four months, but that was enough. I don’t suppose you ever were an orphan in an asylum, so you can’t possibly understand what it is like. It’s worse than anything you could imagine. Mrs. Spencer said it was wicked of me to talk like that, but I didn’t mean to be wicked. It’s so easy to be wicked without knowing it, isn’t it? They were good, you know—the asylum people. But there is so little scope for the imagination in an asylum—only just in the other orphans. It was pretty interesting to imagine things about them—to imagine that perhaps the girl who sat next to you was really the daughter of a belted earl, who had been stolen away from her parents in her infancy by a cruel nurse who died before she could confess. I used to lie awake at nights and imagine things like that, because I didn’t have time in the day. I guess that’s why I’m so thin—I am dreadful thin, ain’t I? There isn’t a pick on my bones. I do love to imagine I’m nice and plump, with dimples in my elbows.”

“Oh, I can carry it,” the child said happily. “It’s not heavy. I’ve got all my stuff in it, but it’s not heavy. And if it’s not carried a certain way, the handle comes off—so I should hold on to it since I know exactly how to do it. It’s an really old carpet bag. Oh, I’m so glad you’re here, even though sleeping in a wild cherry tree would have been nice. We have to drive quite a way, right? Mrs. Spencer said it was eight miles. I’m happy about that because I love driving. Oh, it feels amazing that I’m going to live with you and be part of your family. I’ve never really belonged to anyone. But the asylum was the worst. I’ve only been there four months, but that was long enough. I don’t think you’ve ever been an orphan in an asylum, so you can’t really understand what it’s like. It’s worse than anything you could imagine. Mrs. Spencer said it was wrong of me to say that, but I didn't mean to be bad. It’s so easy to be bad without realizing it, isn’t it? They were good people—those in the asylum. But there’s so little room for imagination in an asylum—only in the other orphans. It was pretty interesting to imagine stories about them—like imagining that maybe the girl sitting next to you was actually the daughter of an earl, who had been kidnapped as a baby by a cruel nurse who died before she could tell the truth. I used to lie awake at night thinking about things like that because I didn’t have time during the day. I guess that’s why I’m so thin—I am really thin, aren’t I? There’s hardly anything on my bones. I love to imagine I’m nice and plump, with dimples in my elbows.”

With this Matthew’s companion stopped talking, partly because she was out of breath and partly because they had reached the buggy. Not another word did she say until they had left the village and were driving down a steep little hill, the road part of which had been cut so deeply into the soft soil that the banks, fringed with blooming wild cherry-trees and slim white birches, were several feet above their heads.

With that, Matthew’s companion stopped talking, partly because she was out of breath and partly because they had reached the buggy. She didn’t say another word until they left the village and were driving down a steep little hill, where the road had been cut so deeply into the soft soil that the banks, lined with blooming wild cherry trees and slender white birches, were several feet above their heads.

The child put out her hand and broke off a branch of wild plum that brushed against the side of the buggy.

The child reached out her hand and snapped off a branch of wild plum that brushed against the side of the buggy.

“Isn’t that beautiful? What did that tree, leaning out from the bank, all white and lacy, make you think of?” she asked.

“Isn’t that beautiful? What did that tree, leaning out from the bank, all white and lacy, make you think of?” she asked.

“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew.

“Well, I don’t know,” said Matthew.

“Why, a bride, of course—a bride all in white with a lovely misty veil. I’ve never seen one, but I can imagine what she would look like. I don’t ever expect to be a bride myself. I’m so homely nobody will ever want to marry me—unless it might be a foreign missionary. I suppose a foreign missionary mightn’t be very particular. But I do hope that some day I shall have a white dress. That is my highest ideal of earthly bliss. I just love pretty clothes. And I’ve never had a pretty dress in my life that I can remember—but of course it’s all the more to look forward to, isn’t it? And then I can imagine that I’m dressed gorgeously. This morning when I left the asylum I felt so ashamed because I had to wear this horrid old wincey dress. All the orphans had to wear them, you know. A merchant in Hopeton last winter donated three hundred yards of wincey to the asylum. Some people said it was because he couldn’t sell it, but I’d rather believe that it was out of the kindness of his heart, wouldn’t you? When we got on the train I felt as if everybody must be looking at me and pitying me. But I just went to work and imagined that I had on the most beautiful pale blue silk dress—because when you are imagining you might as well imagine something worth while—and a big hat all flowers and nodding plumes, and a gold watch, and kid gloves and boots. I felt cheered up right away and I enjoyed my trip to the Island with all my might. I wasn’t a bit sick coming over in the boat. Neither was Mrs. Spencer, although she generally is. She said she hadn’t time to get sick, watching to see that I didn’t fall overboard. She said she never saw the beat of me for prowling about. But if it kept her from being seasick it’s a mercy I did prowl, isn’t it? And I wanted to see everything that was to be seen on that boat, because I didn’t know whether I’d ever have another opportunity. Oh, there are a lot more cherry-trees all in bloom! This Island is the bloomiest place. I just love it already, and I’m so glad I’m going to live here. I’ve always heard that Prince Edward Island was the prettiest place in the world, and I used to imagine I was living here, but I never really expected I would. It’s delightful when your imaginations come true, isn’t it? But those red roads are so funny. When we got into the train at Charlottetown and the red roads began to flash past I asked Mrs. Spencer what made them red and she said she didn’t know and for pity’s sake not to ask her any more questions. She said I must have asked her a thousand already. I suppose I had, too, but how are you going to find out about things if you don’t ask questions? And what does make the roads red?”

“Why, a bride, of course—a bride all in white with a lovely misty veil. I've never seen one, but I can imagine what she would look like. I don’t ever expect to be a bride myself. I’m so plain that nobody will ever want to marry me—unless it’s a foreign missionary. I guess a foreign missionary might not be very picky. But I do hope that someday I’ll have a white dress. That’s my highest ideal of happiness. I just love pretty clothes. And I’ve never had a pretty dress in my life that I can remember—but of course, it’s all the more to look forward to, right? And then I can imagine that I’m dressed beautifully. This morning when I left the asylum, I felt so embarrassed because I had to wear this awful old wincey dress. All the orphans had to wear them, you know. A merchant in Hopeton donated three hundred yards of wincey to the asylum last winter. Some people said it was because he couldn’t sell it, but I’d rather believe it was out of the kindness of his heart, wouldn’t you? When we got on the train, I felt like everyone must be looking at me and feeling sorry for me. But I just went to work and imagined that I had on the most beautiful pale blue silk dress—because when you are imagining, you might as well imagine something worthwhile—and a big hat full of flowers and swaying plumes, a gold watch, and kid gloves and boots. I felt better right away, and I enjoyed my trip to the Island to the fullest. I wasn’t a bit seasick going over in the boat. Neither was Mrs. Spencer, even though she usually is. She said she didn’t have time to get sick because she was too busy making sure I didn’t fall overboard. She said she had never seen anyone like me for wandering around. But if it kept her from getting seasick, it’s a good thing I did wander, isn’t it? I wanted to see everything on that boat because I didn’t know if I’d ever get another chance. Oh, there are a lot more cherry trees all in bloom! This Island is the most beautiful place. I just love it already, and I’m so glad I’m going to live here. I’ve always heard that Prince Edward Island was the prettiest place in the world, and I used to imagine I was living here, but I never really thought I would. It’s amazing when your dreams come true, isn’t it? But those red roads are so strange. When we got on the train at Charlottetown and the red roads started flashing by, I asked Mrs. Spencer what made them red and she said she didn’t know and for pity’s sake not to ask her any more questions. She said I must have asked her a thousand already. I guess I had, too, but how else are you supposed to learn about things if you don’t ask questions? And what does make the roads red?”

“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew.

“Well, now, I don’t know,” Matthew said.

“Well, that is one of the things to find out sometime. Isn’t it splendid to think of all the things there are to find out about? It just makes me feel glad to be alive—it’s such an interesting world. It wouldn’t be half so interesting if we knew all about everything, would it? There’d be no scope for imagination then, would there? But am I talking too much? People are always telling me I do. Would you rather I didn’t talk? If you say so I’ll stop. I can stop when I make up my mind to it, although it’s difficult.”

“Well, that's one of the things to figure out sometime. Isn’t it great to think about all the things there are to discover? It just makes me feel happy to be alive—it’s such an interesting world. It wouldn’t be nearly as interesting if we knew everything, right? There’d be no room for imagination then, would there? But am I talking too much? People keep telling me I do. Would you prefer I didn’t talk? If you say so, I’ll stop. I can stop when I decide to, even though it’s tough.”

Matthew, much to his own surprise, was enjoying himself. Like most quiet folks he liked talkative people when they were willing to do the talking themselves and did not expect him to keep up his end of it. But he had never expected to enjoy the society of a little girl. Women were bad enough in all conscience, but little girls were worse. He detested the way they had of sidling past him timidly, with side-wise glances, as if they expected him to gobble them up at a mouthful if they ventured to say a word. This was the Avonlea type of well-bred little girl. But this freckled witch was very different, and although he found it rather difficult for his slower intelligence to keep up with her brisk mental processes he thought that he “kind of liked her chatter.” So he said as shyly as usual:

Matthew, to his own surprise, was having a good time. Like many quiet people, he enjoyed talkative folks as long as they were the ones doing the talking and didn’t expect him to join in. But he’d never thought he would enjoy being around a little girl. Women were challenging enough, but little girls were even worse. He couldn't stand how they would shyly sidle past him, giving furtive glances, as if they thought he might devour them whole if they dared to speak. This was the refined Avonlea type of girl. But this freckled imp was completely different, and even though he found it hard to keep up with her quick thoughts, he realized he “kind of liked her chatter.” So he said, as shyly as ever:

“Oh, you can talk as much as you like. I don’t mind.”

“Oh, talk as much as you want. I don’t care.”

“Oh, I’m so glad. I know you and I are going to get along together fine. It’s such a relief to talk when one wants to and not be told that children should be seen and not heard. I’ve had that said to me a million times if I have once. And people laugh at me because I use big words. But if you have big ideas you have to use big words to express them, haven’t you?”

“Oh, I’m so glad. I know you and I are going to get along just fine. It’s such a relief to be able to talk when I want to and not be told that kids should be seen and not heard. I’ve heard that a million times if I’ve heard it once. And people laugh at me because I use big words. But if you have big ideas, you have to use big words to express them, right?”

“Well now, that seems reasonable,” said Matthew.

"Well, that makes sense," said Matthew.

“Mrs. Spencer said that my tongue must be hung in the middle. But it isn’t—it’s firmly fastened at one end. Mrs. Spencer said your place was named Green Gables. I asked her all about it. And she said there were trees all around it. I was gladder than ever. I just love trees. And there weren’t any at all about the asylum, only a few poor weeny-teeny things out in front with little whitewashed cagey things about them. They just looked like orphans themselves, those trees did. It used to make me want to cry to look at them. I used to say to them, ‘Oh, you poor little things! If you were out in a great big woods with other trees all around you and little mosses and Junebells growing over your roots and a brook not far away and birds singing in your branches, you could grow, couldn’t you? But you can’t where you are. I know just exactly how you feel, little trees.’ I felt sorry to leave them behind this morning. You do get so attached to things like that, don’t you? Is there a brook anywhere near Green Gables? I forgot to ask Mrs. Spencer that.”

“Mrs. Spencer said that my tongue must be hung in the middle. But it isn’t—it’s firmly fastened at one end. Mrs. Spencer said your place is called Green Gables. I asked her all about it, and she said there are trees all around it. I was happier than ever. I just love trees. There weren’t any at all around the asylum, just a few tiny ones out in front with little whitewashed cages around them. They looked like orphans themselves, those trees did. It used to make me want to cry to look at them. I used to say to them, ‘Oh, you poor little things! If you were out in a big woods with other trees all around you and little mosses and Junebells growing over your roots and a brook not far away and birds singing in your branches, you could grow, couldn’t you? But you can’t where you are. I know exactly how you feel, little trees.’ I felt sad to leave them behind this morning. You do get so attached to things like that, don’t you? Is there a brook anywhere near Green Gables? I forgot to ask Mrs. Spencer that.”

“Well now, yes, there’s one right below the house.”

"Well, yes, there's one right under the house."

“Fancy! It’s always been one of my dreams to live near a brook. I never expected I would, though. Dreams don’t often come true, do they? Wouldn’t it be nice if they did? But just now I feel pretty nearly perfectly happy. I can’t feel exactly perfectly happy because—well, what colour would you call this?”

“Fancy! It's always been one of my dreams to live near a stream. I never thought I actually would, though. Dreams don’t usually come true, do they? Wouldn’t it be nice if they did? But right now, I feel almost perfectly happy. I can’t feel completely perfectly happy because—well, what color would you call this?”

She twitched one of her long glossy braids over her thin shoulder and held it up before Matthew’s eyes. Matthew was not used to deciding on the tints of ladies’ tresses, but in this case there couldn’t be much doubt.

She flicked one of her long, shiny braids over her slim shoulder and held it up in front of Matthew's eyes. Matthew wasn't accustomed to judging the colors of women's hair, but in this situation, there was little doubt.

“It’s red, ain’t it?” he said.

“It’s red, yeah?” he said.

The girl let the braid drop back with a sigh that seemed to come from her very toes and to exhale forth all the sorrows of the ages.

The girl released the braid with a sigh that felt like it came from her very toes, letting out all the sorrows of the ages.

“Yes, it’s red,” she said resignedly. “Now you see why I can’t be perfectly happy. Nobody could who had red hair. I don’t mind the other things so much—the freckles and the green eyes and my skinniness. I can imagine them away. I can imagine that I have a beautiful rose-leaf complexion and lovely starry violet eyes. But I cannot imagine that red hair away. I do my best. I think to myself, ‘Now my hair is a glorious black, black as the raven’s wing.’ But all the time I know it is just plain red, and it breaks my heart. It will be my lifelong sorrow. I read of a girl once in a novel who had a lifelong sorrow, but it wasn’t red hair. Her hair was pure gold rippling back from her alabaster brow. What is an alabaster brow? I never could find out. Can you tell me?”

“Yes, it’s red,” she said with a sigh. “Now you see why I can’t be completely happy. Nobody could who has red hair. The other things don’t bother me as much—the freckles, the green eyes, and being skinny. I can imagine them away. I can picture myself with a beautiful rose-petal complexion and lovely starry violet eyes. But I can’t imagine my red hair away. I try my best. I think to myself, ‘Now my hair is a glorious black, as black as a raven’s wing.’ But all the time, I know it’s just plain red, and it breaks my heart. It’ll always be my sorrow. I once read about a girl in a novel who had a lifelong sorrow, but it wasn’t about red hair. Her hair was pure gold, flowing back from her alabaster forehead. What even is an alabaster forehead? I could never find out. Can you tell me?”

“Well now, I’m afraid I can’t,” said Matthew, who was getting a little dizzy. He felt as he had once felt in his rash youth when another boy had enticed him on the merry-go-round at a picnic.

“Well, I’m afraid I can’t,” said Matthew, who was starting to feel a bit dizzy. He felt like he had back in his reckless youth when another boy had coaxed him onto the merry-go-round at a picnic.

“Well, whatever it was it must have been something nice because she was divinely beautiful. Have you ever imagined what it must feel like to be divinely beautiful?”

“Well, whatever it was, it must have been something nice because she was incredibly beautiful. Have you ever thought about what it must feel like to be incredibly beautiful?”

“Well now, no, I haven’t,” confessed Matthew ingenuously.

"Well, no, I haven't," Matthew admitted honestly.

“I have, often. Which would you rather be if you had the choice—divinely beautiful or dazzlingly clever or angelically good?”

“I have, often. Which would you choose if you had the option—beautiful beyond belief, incredibly smart, or exceptionally kind?”

“Well now, I—I don’t know exactly.”

"Well, I’m not really sure."

“Neither do I. I can never decide. But it doesn’t make much real difference for it isn’t likely I’ll ever be either. It’s certain I’ll never be angelically good. Mrs. Spencer says—oh, Mr. Cuthbert! Oh, Mr. Cuthbert!! Oh, Mr. Cuthbert!!!”

“Me neither. I can never make up my mind. But it doesn’t really matter since it’s unlikely I’ll ever be either. I’m definitely never going to be perfectly good. Mrs. Spencer says—oh, Mr. Cuthbert! Oh, Mr. Cuthbert!! Oh, Mr. Cuthbert!!!”

That was not what Mrs. Spencer had said; neither had the child tumbled out of the buggy nor had Matthew done anything astonishing. They had simply rounded a curve in the road and found themselves in the “Avenue.”

That’s not what Mrs. Spencer had said; the child hadn’t fallen out of the stroller, and Matthew hadn’t done anything amazing. They had just turned a corner in the road and found themselves in the “Avenue.”

The “Avenue,” so called by the Newbridge people, was a stretch of road four or five hundred yards long, completely arched over with huge, wide-spreading apple-trees, planted years ago by an eccentric old farmer. Overhead was one long canopy of snowy fragrant bloom. Below the boughs the air was full of a purple twilight and far ahead a glimpse of painted sunset sky shone like a great rose window at the end of a cathedral aisle.

The “Avenue,” as the people of Newbridge called it, was a stretch of road about four or five hundred yards long, entirely covered by huge, wide-spreading apple trees, planted long ago by an eccentric old farmer. Above, it was one long canopy of fragrant white blossoms. Below the branches, the air was filled with a purple twilight, and ahead, a view of a painted sunset sky shone like a giant rose window at the end of a cathedral aisle.

Its beauty seemed to strike the child dumb. She leaned back in the buggy, her thin hands clasped before her, her face lifted rapturously to the white splendour above. Even when they had passed out and were driving down the long slope to Newbridge she never moved or spoke. Still with rapt face she gazed afar into the sunset west, with eyes that saw visions trooping splendidly across that glowing background. Through Newbridge, a bustling little village where dogs barked at them and small boys hooted and curious faces peered from the windows, they drove, still in silence. When three more miles had dropped away behind them the child had not spoken. She could keep silence, it was evident, as energetically as she could talk.

Its beauty seemed to leave the child speechless. She leaned back in the stroller, her small hands clasped in front of her, her face lifted dreamily to the bright splendor above. Even as they drove down the long slope to Newbridge, she didn't move or say a word. With an enchanted expression, she gazed far into the sunset to the west, her eyes seeing visions marching splendidly across that glowing backdrop. They passed through Newbridge, a lively little village where dogs barked at them, small boys shouted, and curious faces peeked out from the windows, all while still remaining silent. After three more miles had slipped by, the child still hadn’t spoken. It was clear that she could maintain silence just as strongly as she could chat.

“I guess you’re feeling pretty tired and hungry,” Matthew ventured at last, accounting for her long visitation of dumbness with the only reason he could think of. “But we haven’t very far to go now—only another mile.”

“I guess you’re feeling pretty tired and hungry,” Matthew said finally, trying to explain her long silence with the only reason he could think of. “But we don’t have far to go now—just another mile.”

She came out of her reverie with a deep sigh and looked at him with the dreamy gaze of a soul that had been wondering afar, star-led.

She came out of her daydream with a deep sigh and looked at him with the dreamy gaze of someone whose soul had been wandering far away, guided by the stars.

“Oh, Mr. Cuthbert,” she whispered, “that place we came through—that white place—what was it?”

“Oh, Mr. Cuthbert,” she whispered, “that place we passed through—that white place—what was it?”

“Well now, you must mean the Avenue,” said Matthew after a few moments’ profound reflection. “It is a kind of pretty place.”

“Well, you must be talking about the Avenue,” Matthew said after a moment of deep thought. “It's a really nice spot.”

“Pretty? Oh, pretty doesn’t seem the right word to use. Nor beautiful, either. They don’t go far enough. Oh, it was wonderful—wonderful. It’s the first thing I ever saw that couldn’t be improved upon by imagination. It just satisfied me here”—she put one hand on her breast—“it made a queer funny ache and yet it was a pleasant ache. Did you ever have an ache like that, Mr. Cuthbert?”

“Pretty? Oh, pretty doesn’t really capture it. Nor does beautiful. Those words just don’t do it justice. Oh, it was amazing—truly amazing. It’s the first thing I’ve ever seen that couldn’t be improved by imagination. It just filled me up here”—she placed one hand on her chest—“it gave me a strange, funny ache, but it was a nice ache. Have you ever felt an ache like that, Mr. Cuthbert?”

“Well now, I just can’t recollect that I ever had.”

“Well, I just can't remember that I ever did.”

“I have it lots of times—whenever I see anything royally beautiful. But they shouldn’t call that lovely place the Avenue. There is no meaning in a name like that. They should call it—let me see—the White Way of Delight. Isn’t that a nice imaginative name? When I don’t like the name of a place or a person I always imagine a new one and always think of them so. There was a girl at the asylum whose name was Hepzibah Jenkins, but I always imagined her as Rosalia DeVere. Other people may call that place the Avenue, but I shall always call it the White Way of Delight. Have we really only another mile to go before we get home? I’m glad and I’m sorry. I’m sorry because this drive has been so pleasant and I’m always sorry when pleasant things end. Something still pleasanter may come after, but you can never be sure. And it’s so often the case that it isn’t pleasanter. That has been my experience anyhow. But I’m glad to think of getting home. You see, I’ve never had a real home since I can remember. It gives me that pleasant ache again just to think of coming to a really truly home. Oh, isn’t that pretty!”

"I feel this way so often—whenever I see something truly beautiful. But they shouldn’t call that lovely place the Avenue. A name like that holds no meaning. They should call it—let me think—the White Way of Delight. Isn’t that a nice imaginative name? When I don’t like the name of a place or a person, I always come up with a new one and think of them that way. There was a girl at the asylum named Hepzibah Jenkins, but I always saw her as Rosalia DeVere. Other people might call that place the Avenue, but I’ll always call it the White Way of Delight. Do we really have just another mile to go before we get home? I’m glad and a bit sad. I’m sad because this drive has been so enjoyable, and I always feel that way when good things come to an end. Something even better could come next, but you never know for sure. And often, it turns out to be less enjoyable. That’s been my experience, anyway. But I’m happy thinking about getting home. You see, I’ve never had a real home for as long as I can remember. Just the thought of going to a true home gives me that nice ache again. Oh, isn’t that beautiful!"

They had driven over the crest of a hill. Below them was a pond, looking almost like a river so long and winding was it. A bridge spanned it midway and from there to its lower end, where an amber-hued belt of sand-hills shut it in from the dark blue gulf beyond, the water was a glory of many shifting hues—the most spiritual shadings of crocus and rose and ethereal green, with other elusive tintings for which no name has ever been found. Above the bridge the pond ran up into fringing groves of fir and maple and lay all darkly translucent in their wavering shadows. Here and there a wild plum leaned out from the bank like a white-clad girl tiptoeing to her own reflection. From the marsh at the head of the pond came the clear, mournfully-sweet chorus of the frogs. There was a little gray house peering around a white apple orchard on a slope beyond and, although it was not yet quite dark, a light was shining from one of its windows.

They had driven over the top of a hill. Below them was a pond, looking almost like a river because of its long and winding shape. A bridge crossed it halfway, and from there to its lower end, where a sandy stretch of hills separated it from the dark blue gulf beyond, the water shimmered with many shifting colors—the most spiritual shades of purple, pink, and light green, along with other elusive hues that defy description. Above the bridge, the pond extended into groups of fir and maple trees, casting dark, translucent shadows over the water. Here and there, a wild plum tree leaned out from the bank like a girl in a white dress tiptoeing to see her own reflection. From the marsh at the head of the pond, the clear, mournfully sweet chorus of frogs could be heard. A little gray house peeked out from behind a white apple orchard on a slope nearby, and even though it wasn't quite dark yet, a light was shining from one of its windows.

“That’s Barry’s pond,” said Matthew.

"That's Barry's pond," Matthew said.

“Oh, I don’t like that name, either. I shall call it—let me see—the Lake of Shining Waters. Yes, that is the right name for it. I know because of the thrill. When I hit on a name that suits exactly it gives me a thrill. Do things ever give you a thrill?”

“Oh, I don’t like that name, either. I’ll call it—let me think—the Lake of Shining Waters. Yes, that’s the perfect name for it. I know because it gives me a thrill. When I find a name that fits just right, it excites me. Do things ever give you a thrill?”

Matthew ruminated.

Matthew thought deeply.

“Well now, yes. It always kind of gives me a thrill to see them ugly white grubs that spade up in the cucumber beds. I hate the look of them.”

“Well now, yes. It always gives me a thrill to see those ugly white grubs that pop up in the cucumber beds. I hate the way they look.”

“Oh, I don’t think that can be exactly the same kind of a thrill. Do you think it can? There doesn’t seem to be much connection between grubs and lakes of shining waters, does there? But why do other people call it Barry’s pond?”

“Oh, I don’t think that can be the same kind of thrill. Do you think it is? There doesn’t seem to be much connection between grubs and sparkling lakes, does there? But why do other people call it Barry’s pond?”

“I reckon because Mr. Barry lives up there in that house. Orchard Slope’s the name of his place. If it wasn’t for that big bush behind it you could see Green Gables from here. But we have to go over the bridge and round by the road, so it’s near half a mile further.”

“I think it’s because Mr. Barry lives in that house up there. His place is called Orchard Slope. If it weren’t for that big bush behind it, you could see Green Gables from here. But we have to go over the bridge and around by the road, so it’s almost half a mile farther.”

“Has Mr. Barry any little girls? Well, not so very little either—about my size.”

“Does Mr. Barry have any little girls? Well, not that little either—around my size.”

“He’s got one about eleven. Her name is Diana.”

“He's got one that's about eleven. Her name is Diana.”

“Oh!” with a long indrawing of breath. “What a perfectly lovely name!”

“Oh!” she exclaimed, taking a deep breath. “What a truly wonderful name!”

“Well now, I dunno. There’s something dreadful heathenish about it, seems to me. I’d ruther Jane or Mary or some sensible name like that. But when Diana was born there was a schoolmaster boarding there and they gave him the naming of her and he called her Diana.”

"Well, I don’t know. There’s something really uncivilized about it, in my opinion. I’d prefer something like Jane or Mary or any sensible name. But when Diana was born, there was a schoolmaster staying there, and they let him name her, so he chose Diana."

“I wish there had been a schoolmaster like that around when I was born, then. Oh, here we are at the bridge. I’m going to shut my eyes tight. I’m always afraid going over bridges. I can’t help imagining that perhaps, just as we get to the middle, they’ll crumple up like a jack-knife and nip us. So I shut my eyes. But I always have to open them for all when I think we’re getting near the middle. Because, you see, if the bridge did crumple up I’d want to see it crumple. What a jolly rumble it makes! I always like the rumble part of it. Isn’t it splendid there are so many things to like in this world? There, we’re over. Now I’ll look back. Good night, dear Lake of Shining Waters. I always say good night to the things I love, just as I would to people. I think they like it. That water looks as if it was smiling at me.”

“I wish there had been a teacher like that around when I was born, then. Oh, here we are at the bridge. I’m going to shut my eyes tight. I always get scared going over bridges. I can’t help but imagine that maybe, just as we reach the middle, they’ll fold up like a jackknife and snap us. So I shut my eyes. But I always have to open them for a bit when I think we’re getting near the middle. Because, you see, if the bridge did collapse, I’d want to see it happen. What a nice rumble it makes! I always enjoy the rumble part of it. Isn’t it amazing that there are so many things to enjoy in this world? There, we’re over. Now I’ll look back. Good night, dear Lake of Shining Waters. I always say good night to the things I love, just like I would to people. I think they appreciate it. That water looks like it’s smiling at me.”

When they had driven up the further hill and around a corner Matthew said:

When they drove up the next hill and around a corner, Matthew said:

“We’re pretty near home now. That’s Green Gables over—”

“We're almost home now. That's Green Gables over—”

“Oh, don’t tell me,” she interrupted breathlessly, catching at his partially raised arm and shutting her eyes that she might not see his gesture. “Let me guess. I’m sure I’ll guess right.”

“Oh, don’t tell me,” she interrupted breathlessly, grabbing his partially raised arm and closing her eyes so she wouldn't see his gesture. “Let me guess. I’m sure I’ll get it right.”

She opened her eyes and looked about her. They were on the crest of a hill. The sun had set some time since, but the landscape was still clear in the mellow afterlight. To the west a dark church spire rose up against a marigold sky. Below was a little valley and beyond a long, gently-rising slope with snug farmsteads scattered along it. From one to another the child’s eyes darted, eager and wistful. At last they lingered on one away to the left, far back from the road, dimly white with blossoming trees in the twilight of the surrounding woods. Over it, in the stainless southwest sky, a great crystal-white star was shining like a lamp of guidance and promise.

She opened her eyes and looked around. They were on the top of a hill. The sun had set a while ago, but the landscape was still visible in the soft afterlight. To the west, a dark church steeple stood out against a golden sky. Below was a small valley, and beyond it was a long, gently-sloping area with cozy farmhouses scattered throughout. The child’s eyes darted from one to another, eager and wistful. Finally, they settled on one to the left, far back from the road, faintly glowing with blooming trees in the twilight of the surrounding woods. Above it, in the clear southwestern sky, a bright crystal-white star shone like a guiding light full of promise.

“That’s it, isn’t it?” she said, pointing.

"That's it, right?" she said, pointing.

Matthew slapped the reins on the sorrel’s back delightedly.

Matthew happily slapped the reins on the sorrel's back.

“Well now, you’ve guessed it! But I reckon Mrs. Spencer described it so’s you could tell.”

"Well, you figured it out! But I guess Mrs. Spencer explained it well enough for you to understand."

“No, she didn’t—really she didn’t. All she said might just as well have been about most of those other places. I hadn’t any real idea what it looked like. But just as soon as I saw it I felt it was home. Oh, it seems as if I must be in a dream. Do you know, my arm must be black and blue from the elbow up, for I’ve pinched myself so many times to-day. Every little while a horrible sickening feeling would come over me and I’d be so afraid it was all a dream. Then I’d pinch myself to see if it was real—until suddenly I remembered that even supposing it was only a dream I’d better go on dreaming as long as I could; so I stopped pinching. But it is real and we’re nearly home.”

“No, she didn’t—really she didn’t. Everything she said could have been about any of those other places. I had no clear idea what it looked like. But as soon as I saw it, I felt like I was home. Oh, it feels like I must be dreaming. You know, my arm must be black and blue from the elbow up because I’ve pinched myself so many times today. Every little while, a horrible, sickening feeling would wash over me, and I’d be so scared it was all a dream. Then I’d pinch myself to see if it was real—until I suddenly remembered that even if it was just a dream, I might as well keep dreaming as long as I could; so I stopped pinching. But it is real, and we’re almost home.”

With a sigh of rapture she relapsed into silence. Matthew stirred uneasily. He felt glad that it would be Marilla and not he who would have to tell this waif of the world that the home she longed for was not to be hers after all. They drove over Lynde’s Hollow, where it was already quite dark, but not so dark that Mrs. Rachel could not see them from her window vantage, and up the hill and into the long lane of Green Gables. By the time they arrived at the house Matthew was shrinking from the approaching revelation with an energy he did not understand. It was not of Marilla or himself he was thinking or of the trouble this mistake was probably going to make for them, but of the child’s disappointment. When he thought of that rapt light being quenched in her eyes he had an uncomfortable feeling that he was going to assist at murdering something—much the same feeling that came over him when he had to kill a lamb or calf or any other innocent little creature.

With a sigh of joy, she fell silent. Matthew shifted uncomfortably. He felt relieved that it would be Marilla, not him, who would have to break the news to this orphan that the home she longed for wasn’t meant to be hers after all. They drove over Lynde’s Hollow, where it was already quite dark, but not so dark that Mrs. Rachel couldn’t see them from her window. They went up the hill and into the long lane of Green Gables. By the time they reached the house, Matthew was dreading the upcoming revelation with a feeling he couldn’t quite understand. His thoughts weren’t on Marilla or himself or the trouble this mistake would probably bring them, but on the child’s disappointment. The idea of that joyful light fading from her eyes gave him an uncomfortable feeling, like he was about to take part in something terrible—similar to what he felt when he had to kill a lamb or calf or any other innocent little creature.

The yard was quite dark as they turned into it and the poplar leaves were rustling silkily all round it.

The yard was pretty dark as they entered it, and the poplar leaves were softly rustling all around.

“Listen to the trees talking in their sleep,” she whispered, as he lifted her to the ground. “What nice dreams they must have!”

“Listen to the trees talking in their sleep,” she whispered, as he set her down on the ground. “What lovely dreams they must be having!”

Then, holding tightly to the carpet-bag which contained “all her worldly goods,” she followed him into the house.

Then, gripping the carpet bag that held “all her worldly belongings,” she followed him into the house.


CHAPTER III.
MARILLA CUTHBERT IS SURPRISED
Marilla Cuthbert is shocked.

“‘Matthew Cuthbert, who’s that?’ she ejaculated.”
“‘Matthew Cuthbert, who’s that?’ she ejaculated.”

Marilla came briskly forward as Matthew opened the door. But when her eyes fell on the odd little figure in the stiff, ugly dress, with the long braids of red hair and the eager, luminous eyes, she stopped short in amazement.

Marilla walked quickly toward Matthew as he opened the door. But when she saw the strange little girl in the stiff, unattractive dress, with the long red braids and the bright, shining eyes, she froze in surprise.

“Matthew Cuthbert, who’s that?” she ejaculated. “Where is the boy?”

“Matthew Cuthbert, who is that?” she exclaimed. “Where is the boy?”

“There wasn’t any boy,” said Matthew wretchedly. “There was only her.”

“There wasn’t any boy,” Matthew said sadly. “There was only her.”

He nodded at the child, remembering that he had never even asked her name.

He nodded at the child, realizing that he had never actually asked her name.

“No boy! But there must have been a boy,” insisted Marilla. “We sent word to Mrs. Spencer to bring a boy.”

“No boy! But there has to be a boy,” insisted Marilla. “We told Mrs. Spencer to bring a boy.”

“Well, she didn’t. She brought her. I asked the station-master. And I had to bring her home. She couldn’t be left there, no matter where the mistake had come in.”

“Well, she didn’t. She brought her. I asked the station-master. And I had to take her home. She couldn’t be left there, no matter where the mix-up happened.”

“Well, this is a pretty piece of business!” ejaculated Marilla.

"Well, this is quite a situation!" exclaimed Marilla.

During this dialogue the child had remained silent, her eyes roving from one to the other, all the animation fading out of her face. Suddenly she seemed to grasp the full meaning of what had been said. Dropping her precious carpet-bag she sprang forward a step and clasped her hands.

During this conversation, the child stayed quiet, her eyes darting between the two, all the excitement disappearing from her face. Suddenly, she appeared to understand completely what had been said. Dropping her beloved carpet bag, she stepped forward and clasped her hands.

“You don’t want me!” she cried. “You don’t want me because I’m not a boy! I might have expected it. Nobody ever did want me. I might have known it was all too beautiful to last. I might have known nobody really did want me. Oh, what shall I do? I’m going to burst into tears!”

“You don’t want me!” she shouted. “You don’t want me because I’m not a boy! I should have seen this coming. Nobody ever really wanted me. I should have known it was all too good to be true. I should have known nobody actually wanted me. Oh, what am I going to do? I’m about to burst into tears!”

Burst into tears she did. Sitting down on a chair by the table, flinging her arms out upon it, and burying her face in them, she proceeded to cry stormily. Marilla and Matthew looked at each other deprecatingly across the stove. Neither of them knew what to say or do. Finally Marilla stepped lamely into the breach.

She burst into tears. Sitting down on a chair by the table, she threw her arms out across it and buried her face in them, crying hard. Marilla and Matthew looked at each other awkwardly across the stove. Neither of them knew what to say or do. Finally, Marilla hesitantly stepped in to help.

“Well, well, there’s no need to cry so about it.”

“Well, there’s no need to cry about it so much.”

“Yes, there is need!” The child raised her head quickly, revealing a tear-stained face and trembling lips. “You would cry, too, if you were an orphan and had come to a place you thought was going to be home and found that they didn’t want you because you weren’t a boy. Oh, this is the most tragical thing that ever happened to me!”

“Yes, there is need!” The child quickly lifted her head, showing her tear-streaked face and quivering lips. “You would cry, too, if you were an orphan who arrived somewhere you thought would be home, only to find out they didn’t want you because you weren’t a boy. Oh, this is the most tragical thing that’s ever happened to me!”

Something like a reluctant smile, rather rusty from long disuse, mellowed Marilla’s grim expression.

Something like a hesitant smile, a bit out of practice from not being used for a long time, softened Marilla’s harsh expression.

“Well, don’t cry any more. We’re not going to turn you out-of-doors to-night. You’ll have to stay here until we investigate this affair. What’s your name?”

“Well, don’t cry anymore. We’re not going to kick you out tonight. You’ll have to stay here until we look into this situation. What’s your name?”

The child hesitated for a moment.

The child paused for a moment.

“Will you please call me Cordelia?” she said eagerly.

“Can you please call me Cordelia?” she said eagerly.

Call you Cordelia! Is that your name?”

“Is your name Cordelia?”

“No-o-o, it’s not exactly my name, but I would love to be called Cordelia. It’s such a perfectly elegant name.”

“No, it’s not really my name, but I would love to be called Cordelia. It’s such an elegantly perfect name.”

“I don’t know what on earth you mean. If Cordelia isn’t your name, what is?”

“I have no idea what you’re talking about. If Cordelia isn’t your name, then what is it?”

“Anne Shirley,” reluctantly faltered forth the owner of that name, “but oh, please do call me Cordelia. It can’t matter much to you what you call me if I’m only going to be here a little while, can it? And Anne is such an unromantic name.”

“Anne Shirley,” the girl with that name said hesitantly, “but please, call me Cordelia. It doesn’t really matter what you call me if I’m only going to be here a short time, right? And Anne is such a plain name.”

“Unromantic fiddlesticks!” said the unsympathetic Marilla. “Anne is a real good plain sensible name. You’ve no need to be ashamed of it.”

“Ridiculous!” said the unsympathetic Marilla. “Anne is a perfectly good, straightforward name. You don’t need to be embarrassed by it.”

“Oh, I’m not ashamed of it,” explained Anne, “only I like Cordelia better. I’ve always imagined that my name was Cordelia—at least, I always have of late years. When I was young I used to imagine it was Geraldine, but I like Cordelia better now. But if you call me Anne please call me Anne spelled with an e.”

“Oh, I’m not ashamed of it,” Anne said. “I just like Cordelia better. I’ve always thought my name was Cordelia—at least, I have in recent years. When I was younger, I used to think it was Geraldine, but I prefer Cordelia now. But if you’re going to call me Anne, please spell it with an e.”

“What difference does it make how it’s spelled?” asked Marilla with another rusty smile as she picked up the teapot.

“What difference does it make how it's spelled?” Marilla asked with another wry smile as she picked up the teapot.

“Oh, it makes such a difference. It looks so much nicer. When you hear a name pronounced can’t you always see it in your mind, just as if it was printed out? I can; and A-n-n looks dreadful, but A-n-n-e looks so much more distinguished. If you’ll only call me Anne spelled with an e I shall try to reconcile myself to not being called Cordelia.”

“Oh, it makes such a difference. It looks so much nicer. When you hear a name pronounced, can’t you always picture it in your mind as if it were printed out? I can; and A-n-n looks awful, but A-n-n-e looks so much more sophisticated. If you’ll just call me Anne with an e, I’ll try to get used to not being called Cordelia.”

“Very well, then, Anne spelled with an e, can you tell us how this mistake came to be made? We sent word to Mrs. Spencer to bring us a boy. Were there no boys at the asylum?”

“Alright, then, Anne with an e, can you explain how this mistake happened? We told Mrs. Spencer to bring us a boy. Were there really no boys at the asylum?”

“Oh, yes, there was an abundance of them. But Mrs. Spencer said distinctly that you wanted a girl about eleven years old. And the matron said she thought I would do. You don’t know how delighted I was. I couldn’t sleep all last night for joy. Oh,” she added reproachfully, turning to Matthew, “why didn’t you tell me at the station that you didn’t want me and leave me there? If I hadn’t seen the White Way of Delight and the Lake of Shining Waters it wouldn’t be so hard.”

“Oh, yes, there were plenty of them. But Mrs. Spencer clearly said that you wanted a girl about eleven years old. And the matron thought I would be a good fit. You have no idea how happy I was. I couldn't sleep at all last night because I was so excited. Oh,” she added, looking at Matthew with disappointment, “why didn’t you tell me at the station that you didn’t want me and just leave me there? If I hadn’t seen the White Way of Delight and the Lake of Shining Waters, it wouldn’t be so hard.”

“What on earth does she mean?” demanded Marilla, staring at Matthew.

“What on earth does she mean?” Marilla asked, staring at Matthew.

“She—she’s just referring to some conversation we had on the road,” said Matthew hastily. “I’m going out to put the mare in, Marilla. Have tea ready when I come back.”

“She—she's just talking about a conversation we had on the way,” said Matthew quickly. “I'm going outside to take care of the mare, Marilla. Have tea ready when I get back.”

“Did Mrs. Spencer bring anybody over besides you?” continued Marilla when Matthew had gone out.

“Did Mrs. Spencer bring anyone else over besides you?” Marilla asked as soon as Matthew had left.

“She brought Lily Jones for herself. Lily is only five years old and she is very beautiful. She has nut-brown hair. If I was very beautiful and had nut-brown hair would you keep me?”

“She brought Lily Jones for herself. Lily is only five years old and she is really beautiful. She has chestnut brown hair. If I were really beautiful and had chestnut brown hair, would you keep me?”

“No. We want a boy to help Matthew on the farm. A girl would be of no use to us. Take off your hat. I’ll lay it and your bag on the hall table.”

“No. We need a boy to help Matthew on the farm. A girl wouldn’t be useful to us. Take off your hat. I’ll put it and your bag on the hall table.”

Anne took off her hat meekly. Matthew came back presently and they sat down to supper. But Anne could not eat. In vain she nibbled at the bread and butter and pecked at the crab-apple preserve out of the little scalloped glass dish by her plate. She did not really make any headway at all.

Anne took off her hat quietly. Matthew returned shortly, and they sat down to dinner. But Anne couldn't eat. She tried to nibble on the bread and butter and took a few bites of the crab-apple preserve from the small scalloped glass dish next to her plate. She didn’t really make any progress at all.

“You’re not eating anything,” said Marilla sharply, eying her as if it were a serious shortcoming.

“You're not eating anything,” Marilla said sharply, giving her a look as if it were a big problem.

Anne sighed.

Anne sighed.

“I can’t. I’m in the depths of despair. Can you eat when you are in the depths of despair?”

“I can’t. I’m feeling completely hopeless. Can you eat when you feel this hopeless?”

“I’ve never been in the depths of despair, so I can’t say,” responded Marilla.

“I’ve never been in deep despair, so I can’t really say,” Marilla replied.

“Weren’t you? Well, did you ever try to imagine you were in the depths of despair?”

“Weren’t you? Well, did you ever try to imagine that you were in the depths of despair?”

“No, I didn’t.”

"Nope, I didn't."

“Then I don’t think you can understand what it’s like. It’s a very uncomfortable feeling indeed. When you try to eat a lump comes right up in your throat and you can’t swallow anything, not even if it was a chocolate caramel. I had one chocolate caramel once two years ago and it was simply delicious. I’ve often dreamed since then that I had a lot of chocolate caramels, but I always wake up just when I’m going to eat them. I do hope you won’t be offended because I can’t eat. Everything is extremely nice, but still I cannot eat.”

“Then I don’t think you can grasp what it’s like. It’s a really uncomfortable feeling. When I try to eat, a lump rises in my throat and I can’t swallow anything, not even a chocolate caramel. I had a chocolate caramel once two years ago and it was absolutely delicious. I’ve often dreamed since then that I had a bunch of chocolate caramels, but I always wake up just before I’m about to eat them. I hope you won’t be upset because I can’t eat. Everything is really nice, but I still can’t eat.”

“I guess she’s tired,” said Matthew, who hadn’t spoken since his return from the barn. “Best put her to bed, Marilla.”

“I guess she’s tired,” Matthew said, not having spoken since he got back from the barn. “We should probably put her to bed, Marilla.”

Marilla had been wondering where Anne should be put to bed. She had prepared a couch in the kitchen chamber for the desired and expected boy. But, although it was neat and clean, it did not seem quite the thing to put a girl there somehow. But the spare room was out of the question for such a stray waif, so there remained only the east gable room. Marilla lighted a candle and told Anne to follow her, which Anne spiritlessly did, taking her hat and carpet-bag from the hall table as she passed. The hall was fearsomely clean; the little gable chamber in which she presently found herself seemed still cleaner.

Marilla had been wondering where to put Anne to bed. She had set up a couch in the kitchen room for the expected boy. But even though it was neat and clean, it just didn’t feel right to put a girl there. The spare room was definitely not suitable for such a lost child, so the only option left was the east gable room. Marilla lit a candle and told Anne to follow her, which Anne did without enthusiasm, grabbing her hat and carpet bag from the hall table as she went. The hall was extremely clean, and the little gable room where she soon found herself looked even cleaner.

Marilla set the candle on a three-legged, three-cornered table and turned down the bedclothes.

Marilla put the candle on a three-legged, triangular table and folded down the bedcovers.

“I suppose you have a nightgown?” she questioned.

"I guess you have a nightgown?" she asked.

Anne nodded.

Anne agreed.

“Yes, I have two. The matron of the asylum made them for me. They’re fearfully skimpy. There is never enough to go around in an asylum, so things are always skimpy—at least in a poor asylum like ours. I hate skimpy night-dresses. But one can dream just as well in them as in lovely trailing ones, with frills around the neck, that’s one consolation.”

“Yes, I have two. The head of the asylum made them for me. They’re really short. There's never enough to go around in an asylum, so everything is always lacking—at least in a poor asylum like ours. I hate short nightgowns. But you can still dream in them just as well as in beautiful, flowing ones with frills around the neck, so that's one silver lining.”

“Well, undress as quick as you can and go to bed. I’ll come back in a few minutes for the candle. I daren’t trust you to put it out yourself. You’d likely set the place on fire.”

“Well, take off your clothes as fast as you can and get into bed. I’ll be back in a few minutes for the candle. I can’t trust you to put it out by yourself. You’d probably set the place on fire.”

When Marilla had gone Anne looked around her wistfully. The whitewashed walls were so painfully bare and staring that she thought they must ache over their own bareness. The floor was bare, too, except for a round braided mat in the middle such as Anne had never seen before. In one corner was the bed, a high, old-fashioned one, with four dark, low-turned posts. In the other corner was the aforesaid three-cornered table adorned with a fat, red velvet pincushion hard enough to turn the point of the most adventurous pin. Above it hung a little six by eight mirror. Midway between table and bed was the window, with an icy white muslin frill over it, and opposite it was the wash-stand. The whole apartment was of a rigidity not to be described in words, but which sent a shiver to the very marrow of Anne’s bones. With a sob she hastily discarded her garments, put on the skimpy nightgown and sprang into bed where she burrowed face downward into the pillow and pulled the clothes over her head. When Marilla came up for the light various skimpy articles of raiment scattered most untidily over the floor and a certain tempestuous appearance of the bed were the only indications of any presence save her own.

When Marilla left, Anne looked around her with longing. The whitewashed walls were so painfully bare and stark that she felt they must hurt from their emptiness. The floor was bare too, except for a round braided mat in the center, unlike anything Anne had ever seen. In one corner stood the bed, an old-fashioned, high one with four dark, low posts. In the other corner was the mentioned three-cornered table topped with a chunky red velvet pincushion that was hard enough to break the point of even the most daring pin. Above it hung a small mirror, six by eight inches. Halfway between the table and the bed was the window, covered with an icy white muslin frill, and opposite it was the washstand. The whole room had a rigidity that was hard to describe but sent a chill deep into Anne’s bones. With a sob, she quickly shed her clothes, slipped on the thin nightgown, and jumped into bed, burying her face in the pillow and pulling the covers over her head. When Marilla came up for the light, various skimpy pieces of clothing were strewn messily across the floor, and the bed had a certain wild look— the only signs that anyone else had been there apart from her.

She deliberately picked up Anne’s clothes, placed them neatly on a prim yellow chair, and then, taking up the candle, went over to the bed.

She intentionally picked up Anne’s clothes, arranged them neatly on a tidy yellow chair, and then, grabbing the candle, walked over to the bed.

“Good night,” she said, a little awkwardly, but not unkindly.

“Good night,” she said, a bit awkwardly, but not unkindly.

Anne’s white face and big eyes appeared over the bedclothes with a startling suddenness.

Anne's pale face and large eyes suddenly appeared above the bedcovers.

“How can you call it a good night when you know it must be the very worst night I’ve ever had?” she said reproachfully.

“How can you call it a good night when you know it’s got to be the worst night I’ve ever had?” she said with a disappointed look.

Then she dived down into invisibility again.

Then she plunged back into invisibility.

Marilla went slowly down to the kitchen and proceeded to wash the supper dishes. Matthew was smoking—a sure sign of perturbation of mind. He seldom smoked, for Marilla set her face against it as a filthy habit; but at certain times and seasons he felt driven to it and then Marilla winked at the practice, realizing that a mere man must have some vent for his emotions.

Marilla went slowly down to the kitchen and started washing the dinner dishes. Matthew was smoking—a sure sign that something was bothering him. He rarely smoked because Marilla thought it was a disgusting habit; but sometimes he felt compelled to do it, and then Marilla turned a blind eye, understanding that a man needs a way to express his feelings.

“Well, this is a pretty kettle of fish,” she said wrathfully. “This is what comes of sending word instead of going ourselves. Robert Spencer’s folks have twisted that message somehow. One of us will have to drive over and see Mrs. Spencer to-morrow, that’s certain. This girl will have to be sent back to the asylum.”

“Well, this is a real mess,” she said angrily. “This is what happens when we send a message instead of going ourselves. Robert Spencer’s family must have misinterpreted that message. One of us will have to drive over and see Mrs. Spencer tomorrow, that’s for sure. This girl will have to be sent back to the asylum.”

“Yes, I suppose so,” said Matthew reluctantly.

“Yes, I guess so,” Matthew said hesitantly.

“You suppose so! Don’t you know it?”

"You think so! Don’t you know?"

“Well now, she’s a real nice little thing, Marilla. It’s kind of a pity to send her back when she’s so set on staying here.”

“Well, she’s a really nice little girl, Marilla. It’s a bit of a shame to send her back when she’s so eager to stay here.”

“Matthew Cuthbert, you don’t mean to say you think we ought to keep her!”

“Matthew Cuthbert, you can’t be serious that you think we should keep her!”

Marilla’s astonishment could not have been greater if Matthew had expressed a predilection for standing on his head.

Marilla's surprise couldn't have been greater if Matthew had said he liked standing on his head.

“Well now, no, I suppose not—not exactly,” stammered Matthew, uncomfortably driven into a corner for his precise meaning. “I suppose—we could hardly be expected to keep her.”

"Well, no, I guess not—not exactly," Matthew stammered, feeling awkwardly trapped when pressed for a clear answer. "I guess—we could hardly be expected to keep her."

“I should say not. What good would she be to us?”

"I don’t think so. What use would she be to us?"

“We might be some good to her,” said Matthew suddenly and unexpectedly.

“We could be of some help to her,” Matthew said suddenly and unexpectedly.

“Matthew Cuthbert, I believe that child has bewitched you! I can see as plain as plain that you want to keep her.”

“Matthew Cuthbert, I think that girl has enchanted you! I can see clearly that you want to keep her.”

“Well now, she’s a real interesting little thing,” persisted Matthew. “You should have heard her talk coming from the station.”

“Well, now, she's really an interesting little person,” Matthew kept insisting. “You should’ve heard her talk when she got off the train.”

“Oh, she can talk fast enough. I saw that at once. It’s nothing in her favour, either. I don’t like children who have so much to say. I don’t want an orphan girl and if I did she isn’t the style I’d pick out. There’s something I don’t understand about her. No, she’s got to be despatched straightway back to where she came from.”

“Oh, she can talk fast enough. I noticed that immediately. It doesn’t work in her favor, either. I don’t like kids who have so much to say. I don’t want an orphan girl, and if I did, she’s not the kind I would choose. There’s something I don’t get about her. No, she needs to be sent back right away to where she came from.”

“I could hire a French boy to help me,” said Matthew, “and she’d be company for you.”

“I could hire a French guy to help me,” said Matthew, “and he’d keep you company.”

“I’m not suffering for company,” said Marilla shortly. “And I’m not going to keep her.”

“I'm not putting up with company,” Marilla said bluntly. “And I'm not going to keep her.”

“Well now, it’s just as you say, of course, Marilla,” said Matthew rising and putting his pipe away. “I’m going to bed.”

“Well, it’s just as you say, Marilla,” said Matthew, getting up and putting his pipe away. “I’m heading to bed.”

To bed went Matthew. And to bed, when she had put her dishes away, went Marilla, frowning most resolutely. And up-stairs, in the east gable, a lonely, heart-hungry, friendless child cried herself to sleep.

Matthew went to bed. And after she put her dishes away, Marilla went to bed too, frowning most determinedly. Meanwhile, upstairs in the east gable, a lonely, heart-hungry, friendless child cried herself to sleep.


CHAPTER IV.
MORNING AT GREEN GABLES
Morning at Green Gables

It was broad daylight when Anne awoke and sat up in bed, staring confusedly at the window through which a flood of cheery sunshine was pouring and outside of which something white and feathery waved across glimpses of blue sky.

It was broad daylight when Anne woke up and sat up in bed, staring confusedly at the window where bright sunshine streamed in, and outside, something white and feathery waved against glimpses of blue sky.

For a moment she could not remember where she was. First came a delightful thrill, as of something very pleasant; then a horrible remembrance. This was Green Gables and they didn’t want her because she wasn’t a boy!

For a moment, she couldn’t remember where she was. First came a delightful thrill, like something really nice; then a horrible memory. This was Green Gables, and they didn’t want her because she wasn’t a boy!

But it was morning and, yes, it was a cherry-tree in full bloom outside of her window. With a bound she was out of bed and across the floor. She pushed up the sash—it went up stiffly and creakily, as if it hadn’t been opened for a long time, which was the case; and it stuck so tight that nothing was needed to hold it up.

But it was morning and, yes, there was a cherry tree in full bloom outside her window. With a leap, she jumped out of bed and crossed the floor. She lifted the window— it moved slowly and creaked, as if it hadn’t been opened in a long time, which was true; and it was so stuck that nothing was needed to keep it up.

Anne dropped on her knees and gazed out into the June morning, her eyes glistening with delight. Oh, wasn’t it beautiful? Wasn’t it a lovely place? Suppose she wasn’t really going to stay here! She would imagine she was. There was scope for imagination here.

Anne dropped to her knees and looked out into the June morning, her eyes shining with joy. Oh, wasn’t it beautiful? Wasn’t it a lovely place? What if she wasn’t actually going to stay here! She would pretend she was. There was room for imagination here.

A huge cherry-tree grew outside, so close that its boughs tapped against the house, and it was so thick-set with blossoms that hardly a leaf was to be seen. On both sides of the house was a big orchard, one of apple-trees and one of cherry-trees, also showered over with blossoms; and their grass was all sprinkled with dandelions. In the garden below were lilac-trees purple with flowers, and their dizzily sweet fragrance drifted up to the window on the morning wind.

A large cherry tree stood outside, so close that its branches brushed against the house, and it was so full of blossoms that hardly a leaf was visible. On either side of the house, there were big orchards—one with apple trees and another with cherry trees, both also covered in blossoms; their grass was dotted with dandelions. In the garden below were lilac trees bursting with purple flowers, and their incredibly sweet scent wafted up to the window on the morning breeze.

Below the garden a green field lush with clover sloped down to the hollow where the brook ran and where scores of white birches grew, upspringing airily out of an undergrowth suggestive of delightful possibilities in ferns and mosses and woodsy things generally. Beyond it was a hill, green and feathery with spruce and fir; there was a gap in it where the gray gable end of the little house she had seen from the other side of the Lake of Shining Waters was visible.

Below the garden, a green field rich with clover sloped down to the hollow where the brook flowed and where many white birches grew, springing up lightly from an undergrowth that hinted at delightful possibilities of ferns, mosses, and woodland wonders. Beyond that was a hill, vibrant with spruce and fir; there was a gap in the trees where the gray gable end of the little house she had seen from the other side of the Lake of Shining Waters was visible.

Off to the left were the big barns and beyond them, away down over green, low-sloping fields, was a sparkling blue glimpse of sea.

Off to the left were the large barns, and beyond them, stretched over the green, gently sloping fields, was a glittering blue view of the sea.

Anne’s beauty-loving eyes lingered on it all, taking everything greedily in; she had looked on so many unlovely places in her life, poor child; but this was as lovely as anything she had ever dreamed.

Anne's beauty-loving eyes lingered on it all, taking everything in eagerly; she had seen so many ugly places in her life, poor thing; but this was as beautiful as anything she had ever imagined.

She knelt there, lost to everything but the loveliness around her, until she was startled by a hand on her shoulder. Marilla had come in unheard by the small dreamer.

She knelt there, oblivious to everything except the beauty around her, until a hand on her shoulder startled her. Marilla had entered quietly, unnoticed by the little dreamer.

“It’s time you were dressed,” she said curtly.

“It’s time for you to get dressed,” she said sharply.

Marilla really did not know how to talk to the child, and her uncomfortable ignorance made her crisp and curt when she did not mean to be.

Marilla really didn't know how to talk to the kid, and her awkwardness made her sound sharp and short when she didn’t mean to be.

Anne stood up and drew a long breath.

Anne stood up and took a deep breath.

“Oh, isn’t it wonderful?” she said, waving her hand comprehensively at the good world outside.

“Oh, isn’t it amazing?” she said, waving her hand broadly at the beautiful world outside.

“It’s a big tree,” said Marilla, “and it blooms great, but the fruit don’t amount to much never—small and wormy.”

“It’s a big tree,” Marilla said, “and it blooms really well, but the fruit isn’t worth much—small and wormy.”

“Oh, I don’t mean just the tree; of course it’s lovely—yes, it’s radiantly lovely—it blooms as if it meant it—but I meant everything, the garden and the orchard and the brook and the woods, the whole big dear world. Don’t you feel as if you just loved the world on a morning like this? And I can hear the brook laughing all the way up here. Have you ever noticed what cheerful things brooks are? They’re always laughing. Even in winter-time I’ve heard them under the ice. I’m so glad there’s a brook near Green Gables. Perhaps you think it doesn’t make any difference to me when you’re not going to keep me, but it does. I shall always like to remember that there is a brook at Green Gables even if I never see it again. If there wasn’t a brook I’d be haunted by the uncomfortable feeling that there ought to be one. I’m not in the depths of despair this morning. I never can be in the morning. Isn’t it a splendid thing that there are mornings? But I feel very sad. I’ve just been imagining that it was really me you wanted after all and that I was to stay here for ever and ever. It was a great comfort while it lasted. But the worst of imagining things is that the time comes when you have to stop and that hurts.”

"Oh, I don’t just mean the tree; it's beautiful—yes, it's gorgeous—it blooms like it really means it—but I mean everything, the garden and the orchard and the creek and the woods, the whole wonderful world. Don’t you feel like you just love the world on a morning like this? And I can hear the creek laughing all the way up here. Have you ever noticed how cheerful creeks are? They’re always laughing. Even in winter, I’ve heard them under the ice. I’m so glad there’s a creek near Green Gables. Maybe you think it doesn’t matter to me since you’re not keeping me, but it does. I’ll always want to remember that there’s a creek at Green Gables even if I never see it again. If there wasn’t a creek, I’d be haunted by the nagging feeling that there should be one. I’m not in complete despair this morning. I can never be in the morning. Isn’t it amazing that there are mornings? But I do feel very sad. I’ve just been imagining that it was really me you wanted after all and that I was going to stay here forever. It was a great comfort while it lasted. But the worst part about imagining things is that you eventually have to stop, and that hurts."

“You’d better get dressed and come down-stairs and never mind your imaginings,” said Marilla as soon as she could get a word in edgewise. “Breakfast is waiting. Wash your face and comb your hair. Leave the window up and turn your bedclothes back over the foot of the bed. Be as smart as you can.”

“You should get dressed and come downstairs and forget about your daydreams,” said Marilla as soon as she could get a word in. “Breakfast is ready. Wash your face and brush your hair. Leave the window open and pull your bedding down to the foot of the bed. Try to look your best.”

Anne could evidently be smart to some purpose for she was down-stairs in ten minutes’ time, with her clothes neatly on, her hair brushed and braided, her face washed, and a comfortable consciousness pervading her soul that she had fulfilled all Marilla’s requirements. As a matter of fact, however, she had forgotten to turn back the bedclothes.

Anne clearly knew how to get things done because she was downstairs in just ten minutes, fully dressed, her hair brushed and braided, her face washed, and feeling good inside knowing she had met all of Marilla’s expectations. However, she had actually forgotten to straighten the bedding.

“I’m pretty hungry this morning,” she announced, as she slipped into the chair Marilla placed for her. “The world doesn’t seem such a howling wilderness as it did last night. I’m so glad it’s a sunshiny morning. But I like rainy mornings real well, too. All sorts of mornings are interesting, don’t you think? You don’t know what’s going to happen through the day, and there’s so much scope for imagination. But I’m glad it’s not rainy to-day because it’s easier to be cheerful and bear up under affliction on a sunshiny day. I feel that I have a good deal to bear up under. It’s all very well to read about sorrows and imagine yourself living through them heroically, but it’s not so nice when you really come to have them, is it?”

“I’m really hungry this morning,” she said as she settled into the chair Marilla had set for her. “The world doesn’t feel as wild and chaotic as it did last night. I’m so glad it’s a sunny morning. But I also really like rainy mornings. All kinds of mornings are interesting, don’t you think? You never know what’s going to happen throughout the day, and there’s so much room for imagination. But I'm glad it’s not raining today because it’s easier to stay cheerful and handle tough times on a sunny day. I feel like I have quite a bit to deal with. It’s all well and good to read about sorrows and picture yourself getting through them bravely, but it’s not quite as nice when you actually have to experience them, is it?”

“For pity’s sake hold your tongue,” said Marilla. “You talk entirely too much for a little girl.”

“For goodness' sake, be quiet,” said Marilla. “You talk way too much for a little girl.”

Thereupon Anne held her tongue so obediently and thoroughly that her continued silence made Marilla rather nervous, as if in the presence of something not exactly natural. Matthew also held his tongue,—but this at least was natural,—so that the meal was a very silent one.

Thereupon Anne kept quiet so completely that her ongoing silence made Marilla pretty anxious, as if something unnatural was happening. Matthew also stayed silent—but that was at least normal—so the meal was very quiet.

As it progressed Anne became more and more abstracted, eating mechanically, with her big eyes fixed unswervingly and unseeingly on the sky outside the window. This made Marilla more nervous than ever; she had an uncomfortable feeling that while this odd child’s body might be there at the table her spirit was far away in some remote airy cloudland, borne aloft on the wings of imagination. Who would want such a child about the place?

As it went on, Anne became more and more lost in thought, eating without really paying attention, her big eyes fixed steadily and blankly on the sky outside the window. This made Marilla even more anxious; she couldn’t shake the uneasy feeling that while this quirky child’s body might be at the table, her spirit was far away in some distant, dreamy place, lifted high on the wings of her imagination. Who would want a child like that around?

Yet Matthew wished to keep her, of all unaccountable things! Marilla felt that he wanted it just as much this morning as he had the night before, and that he would go on wanting it. That was Matthew’s way—take a whim into his head and cling to it with the most amazing silent persistency—a persistency ten times more potent and effectual in its very silence than if he had talked it out.

Yet Matthew wanted to keep her, which was so strange! Marilla sensed that he desired it just as much this morning as he had the night before, and that he would continue to want it. That was Matthew’s style—he’d get an idea in his head and hold onto it with the most incredible silent determination—a determination that was ten times more powerful and effective in its silence than if he had discussed it openly.

When the meal was ended Anne came out of her reverie and offered to wash the dishes.

When the meal was over, Anne snapped out of her daydream and offered to wash the dishes.

“Can you wash dishes right?” asked Marilla distrustfully.

“Can you wash dishes properly?” asked Marilla with suspicion.

“Pretty well. I’m better at looking after children, though. I’ve had so much experience at that. It’s such a pity you haven’t any here for me to look after.”

“Pretty good. I’m better at taking care of kids, though. I’ve had a lot of experience with that. It’s a shame you don’t have any here for me to take care of.”

“I don’t feel as if I wanted any more children to look after than I’ve got at present. You’re problem enough in all conscience. What’s to be done with you I don’t know. Matthew is a most ridiculous man.”

“I don’t feel like I want any more kids to take care of than I have right now. You’re enough of a handful as it is. I have no idea what to do with you. Matthew is such a ridiculous man.”

“I think he’s lovely,” said Anne reproachfully. “He is so very sympathetic. He didn’t mind how much I talked—he seemed to like it. I felt that he was a kindred spirit as soon as ever I saw him.”

“I think he’s great,” said Anne with a hint of disapproval. “He’s really understanding. He didn’t care how much I talked—he actually seemed to enjoy it. I felt that he was a kindred spirit the moment I saw him.”

“You’re both queer enough, if that’s what you mean by kindred spirits,” said Marilla with a sniff. “Yes, you may wash the dishes. Take plenty of hot water, and be sure you dry them well. I’ve got enough to attend to this morning for I’ll have to drive over to White Sands in the afternoon and see Mrs. Spencer. You’ll come with me and we’ll settle what’s to be done with you. After you’ve finished the dishes go up-stairs and make your bed.”

“You’re both quirky enough if that’s what you mean by kindred spirits,” said Marilla with a sniff. “Yes, you can wash the dishes. Use plenty of hot water, and make sure you dry them well. I have enough to deal with this morning since I’ll need to drive over to White Sands in the afternoon to see Mrs. Spencer. You’ll come with me and we’ll figure out what’s going to happen with you. After you’ve washed the dishes, go upstairs and make your bed.”

Anne washed the dishes deftly enough, as Marilla, who kept a sharp eye on the process, discerned. Later on she made her bed less successfully, for she had never learned the art of wrestling with a feather tick. But it was done somehow and smoothed down; and then Marilla, to get rid of her, told her she might go out-of-doors and amuse herself until dinnertime.

Anne washed the dishes skillfully, as Marilla, who watched closely, could see. Later, she made her bed not as well, since she had never mastered the technique of handling a feather mattress. But it was somehow done and smoothed out; then Marilla, wanting to have some peace, told her she could go outside and entertain herself until dinner.

Anne flew to the door, face alight, eyes glowing. On the very threshold she stopped short, wheeled about, came back and sat down by the table, light and glow as effectually blotted out as if some one had clapped an extinguisher on her.

Anne rushed to the door, her face bright, eyes shining. Just at the entrance, she suddenly halted, turned around, returned, and sat down at the table, her light and glow completely extinguished as if someone had put out a flame.

“What’s the matter now?” demanded Marilla.

“What's wrong now?” Marilla asked.

“I don’t dare go out,” said Anne, in the tone of a martyr relinquishing all earthly joys. “If I can’t stay here there is no use in my loving Green Gables. And if I go out there and get acquainted with all those trees and flowers and the orchard and the brook I’ll not be able to help loving it. It’s hard enough now, so I won’t make it any harder. I want to go out so much—everything seems to be calling to me, ‘Anne, Anne, come out to us. Anne, Anne, we want a playmate’—but it’s better not. There is no use in loving things if you have to be torn from them, is there? And it’s so hard to keep from loving things, isn’t it? That was why I was so glad when I thought I was going to live here. I thought I’d have so many things to love and nothing to hinder me. But that brief dream is over. I am resigned to my fate now, so I don’t think I’ll go out for fear I’ll get unresigned again. What is the name of that geranium on the window-sill, please?”

“I don’t dare go out,” said Anne, sounding like someone who’s giving up all the joys of life. “If I can’t stay here, there’s no point in me loving Green Gables. And if I go out there and get to know all the trees and flowers, the orchard and the brook, I won’t be able to stop myself from loving it. It’s hard enough as it is, so I won’t make it any harder. I really want to go out—everything feels like it’s calling to me, ‘Anne, Anne, come play with us. Anne, Anne, we want a friend’—but it’s better not to. There’s no point in loving things if you have to be separated from them, right? And it’s so hard to not love things, isn’t it? That’s why I was so happy when I thought I was going to live here. I thought I’d have so many things to love and nothing to stop me. But that little dream is over. I’ve accepted my fate now, so I don’t think I’ll go out for fear I’ll stop accepting it again. What’s the name of that geranium on the window-sill, please?”

“That’s the apple-scented geranium.”

"That’s the apple-scented geranium."

“Oh, I don’t mean that sort of a name. I mean just a name you gave it yourself. Didn’t you give it a name? May I give it one then? May I call it—let me see—Bonny would do—may I call it Bonny while I’m here? Oh, do let me!”

“Oh, I don’t mean that kind of name. I mean just a name you picked yourself. Didn’t you give it a name? Can I give it one then? Can I call it—let me think—Bonny would be good—can I call it Bonny while I’m here? Oh, please let me!”

“Goodness, I don’t care. But where on earth is the sense of naming a geranium?”

“Honestly, I don’t care. But what’s the point of naming a geranium?”

“Oh, I like things to have handles even if they are only geraniums. It makes them seem more like people. How do you know but that it hurts a geranium’s feelings just to be called a geranium and nothing else? You wouldn’t like to be called nothing but a woman all the time. Yes, I shall call it Bonny. I named that cherry-tree outside my bedroom window this morning. I called it Snow Queen because it was so white. Of course, it won’t always be in blossom, but one can imagine that it is, can’t one?”

“Oh, I like things to have handles even if they’re just geraniums. It makes them feel more like people. How do you know it doesn’t hurt a geranium’s feelings to be called just a geranium and nothing else? You wouldn’t like to be called nothing but a woman all the time. Yes, I’ll call it Bonny. I named that cherry tree outside my bedroom window this morning. I called it Snow Queen because it was so white. Of course, it won’t always be in bloom, but you can imagine that it is, can't you?”

“I never in all my life saw or heard anything to equal her,” muttered Marilla, beating a retreat down cellar after potatoes. “She is kind of interesting, as Matthew says. I can feel already that I’m wondering what on earth she’ll say next. She’ll be casting a spell over me, too. She’s cast it over Matthew. That look he gave me when he went out said everything he said or hinted last night over again. I wish he was like other men and would talk things out. A body could answer back then and argue him into reason. But what’s to be done with a man who just looks?

“I’ve never seen or heard anything like her in my life,” Marilla muttered as she retreated to the cellar for potatoes. “She is kind of interesting, like Matthew said. I can already tell that I’m going to be curious about what she’ll say next. She’s going to have a hold on me too. She’s got Matthew under her spell. That look he gave me when he left said everything he hinted at last night all over again. I wish he was more like other men and would just talk things out. Then I could respond and reason with him. But what do you do with a man who just looks?

Anne had relapsed into reverie, with her chin in her hands and her eyes on the sky, when Marilla returned from her cellar pilgrimage. There Marilla left her until the early dinner was on the table.

Anne had slipped back into daydreaming, resting her chin in her hands and staring at the sky, when Marilla came back from her trip to the cellar. Marilla left her there until the early dinner was ready on the table.

“I suppose I can have the mare and buggy this afternoon, Matthew?” said Marilla.

“I guess I can use the mare and buggy this afternoon, Matthew?” said Marilla.

Matthew nodded and looked wistfully at Anne. Marilla intercepted the look and said grimly:

Matthew nodded and gazed longingly at Anne. Marilla caught the look and said sternly:

“I’m going to drive over to White Sands and settle this thing. I’ll take Anne with me and Mrs. Spencer will probably make arrangements to send her back to Nova Scotia at once. I’ll set your tea out for you and I’ll be home in time to milk the cows.”

“I’m going to drive over to White Sands and sort this out. I’ll take Anne with me and Mrs. Spencer will probably organize to send her back to Nova Scotia right away. I’ll set your tea out for you and I’ll be home in time to milk the cows.”

Still Matthew said nothing and Marilla had a sense of having wasted words and breath. There is nothing more aggravating than a man who won’t talk back—unless it is a woman who won’t.

Still, Matthew said nothing, and Marilla felt like she had wasted her words and breath. There's nothing more frustrating than a man who won’t respond—unless it’s a woman who won’t.

Matthew hitched the sorrel into the buggy in due time and Marilla and Anne set off. Matthew opened the yard gate for them, and as they drove slowly through, he said, to nobody in particular as it seemed:

Matthew hitched the sorrel to the buggy on time, and Marilla and Anne took off. Matthew opened the yard gate for them, and as they drove slowly through, he said, seemingly to no one in particular:

“Little Jerry Buote from the Creek was here this morning, and I told him I guessed I’d hire him for the summer.”

“Little Jerry Buote from the Creek was here this morning, and I told him I figured I’d hire him for the summer.”

Marilla made no reply, but she hit the unlucky sorrel such a vicious clip with the whip that the fat mare, unused to such treatment, whizzed indignantly down the lane at an alarming pace. Marilla looked back once as the buggy bounced along and saw that aggravating Matthew leaning over the gate, looking wistfully after them.

Marilla didn’t say anything, but she gave the unfortunate sorrel such a hard hit with the whip that the plump mare, not used to being treated that way, took off down the lane at a surprising speed. Marilla glanced back once as the buggy jostled along and saw that annoying Matthew leaning over the gate, watching them with a longing expression.


CHAPTER V.
ANNE’S HISTORY
ANNE'S BACKGROUND

“Do you know,” said Anne confidentially, “I’ve made up my mind to enjoy this drive. It’s been my experience that you can nearly always enjoy things if you make up your mind firmly that you will. Of course, you must make it up firmly. I am not going to think about going back to the asylum while we’re having our drive. I’m just going to think about the drive. Oh, look, there’s one little early wild rose out! Isn’t it lovely? Don’t you think it must be glad to be a rose? Wouldn’t it be nice if roses could talk? I’m sure they could tell us such lovely things. And isn’t pink the most bewitching colour in the world? I love it, but I can’t wear it. Red-headed people can’t wear pink, not even in imagination. Did you ever know of anybody whose hair was red when she was young, but got to be another colour when she grew up?”

Do you know,” Anne said confidentially, “I’ve decided to really enjoy this drive. From my experience, you can almost always enjoy things if you firmly decide that you will. Of course, it has to be a firm decision. I’m not going to think about going back to the asylum while we’re on this drive. I’m just going to focus on the drive. Oh, look, there’s an early wild rose blooming! Isn’t it beautiful? Don’t you think it must be happy to be a rose? Wouldn’t it be great if roses could talk? I bet they could tell us such wonderful things. And isn’t pink the most enchanting color in the world? I love it, but I can’t wear it. People with red hair can’t wear pink, not even in their imagination. Do you know anyone who had red hair as a child but ended up with a different color when they grew up?”

“No, I don’t know as I ever did,” said Marilla mercilessly, “and I shouldn’t think it likely to happen in your case, either.”

“No, I don’t think I ever did,” Marilla said sharply, “and I wouldn’t expect it to happen in your case, either.”

Anne sighed.

Anne sighed.

“Well, that is another hope gone. My life is a perfect graveyard of buried hopes. That’s a sentence I read in a book once, and I say it over to comfort myself whenever I’m disappointed in anything.”

“Well, that's another hope lost. My life is like a perfect graveyard of buried hopes. That's a line I read in a book once, and I repeat it to myself to feel better whenever I'm let down by anything.”

“I don’t see where the comforting comes in myself,” said Marilla.

“I don’t see how this is comforting at all,” said Marilla.

“Why, because it sounds so nice and romantic, just as if I were a heroine in a book, you know. I am so fond of romantic things, and a graveyard full of buried hopes is about as romantic a thing as one can imagine, isn’t it? I’m rather glad I have one. Are we going across the Lake of Shining Waters to-day?”

“Why, because it sounds so nice and romantic, just like I’m a heroine in a book, you know? I love romantic things, and a graveyard full of buried hopes is about as romantic as it gets, isn’t it? I’m kind of glad I have one. Are we going across the Lake of Shining Waters today?”

“We’re not going over Barry’s pond, if that’s what you mean by your Lake of Shining Waters. We’re going by the shore road.”

“We're not crossing Barry's pond, if that's what you mean by your Lake of Shining Waters. We're taking the shore road.”

“Shore road sounds nice,” said Anne dreamily. “Is it as nice as it sounds? Just when you said ‘shore road’ I saw it in a picture in my mind, as quick as that! And White Sands is a pretty name, too; but I don’t like it as well as Avonlea. Avonlea is a lovely name. It just sounds like music. How far is it to White Sands?”

“Shore road sounds great,” said Anne dreamily. “Is it as nice as it sounds? The moment you said 'shore road,' I pictured it in my mind, just like that! And White Sands is a nice name too, but I don’t like it as much as Avonlea. Avonlea is a beautiful name. It just sounds like music. How far is it to White Sands?”

“It’s five miles; and as you’re evidently bent on talking you might as well talk to some purpose by telling me what you know about yourself.”

“It’s five miles, and since you clearly want to talk, you might as well make it worthwhile by telling me what you know about yourself.”

“Oh, what I know about myself isn’t really worth telling,” said Anne eagerly. “If you’ll only let me tell you what I imagine about myself you’ll think it ever so much more interesting.”

“Oh, what I know about myself isn’t really worth sharing,” said Anne eagerly. “If you’ll just let me tell you what I imagine about myself, you’ll find it so much more interesting.”

“No, I don’t want any of your imaginings. Just you stick to bald facts. Begin at the beginning. Where were you born and how old are you?”

“No, I don’t want any of your fantasies. Just stick to the plain facts. Start from the top. Where were you born and how old are you?”

“I was eleven last March,” said Anne, resigning herself to bald facts with a little sigh. “And I was born in Bolingbroke, Nova Scotia. My father’s name was Walter Shirley, and he was a teacher in the Bolingbroke High School. My mother’s name was Bertha Shirley. Aren’t Walter and Bertha lovely names? I’m so glad my parents had nice names. It would be a real disgrace to have a father named—well, say Jedediah, wouldn’t it?”

“I turned eleven last March,” said Anne, accepting the facts with a slight sigh. “I was born in Bolingbroke, Nova Scotia. My dad’s name was Walter Shirley, and he was a teacher at Bolingbroke High School. My mom’s name was Bertha Shirley. Aren’t Walter and Bertha beautiful names? I’m really glad my parents had nice names. It would be such a shame to have a dad named—well, let’s say Jedediah, wouldn’t it?”

“I guess it doesn’t matter what a person’s name is as long as he behaves himself,” said Marilla, feeling herself called upon to inculcate a good and useful moral.

“I guess it doesn’t matter what a person’s name is as long as he behaves himself,” said Marilla, feeling the need to teach a good and useful lesson.

“Well, I don’t know.” Anne looked thoughtful. “I read in a book once that a rose by any other name would smell as sweet, but I’ve never been able to believe it. I don’t believe a rose would be as nice if it was called a thistle or a skunk cabbage. I suppose my father could have been a good man even if he had been called Jedediah; but I’m sure it would have been a cross. Well, my mother was a teacher in the High School, too, but when she married father she gave up teaching, of course. A husband was enough responsibility. Mrs. Thomas said that they were a pair of babies and as poor as church mice. They went to live in a weeny-teeny little yellow house in Bolingbroke. I’ve never seen that house, but I’ve imagined it thousands of times. I think it must have had honeysuckle over the parlour window and lilacs in the front yard and lilies of the valley just inside the gate. Yes, and muslin curtains in all the windows. Muslin curtains give a house such an air. I was born in that house. Mrs. Thomas said I was the homeliest baby she ever saw, I was so scrawny and tiny and nothing but eyes, but that mother thought I was perfectly beautiful. I should think a mother would be a better judge than a poor woman who came in to scrub, wouldn’t you? I’m glad she was satisfied with me anyhow; I would feel so sad if I thought I was a disappointment to her—because she didn’t live very long after that, you see. She died of fever when I was just three months old. I do wish she’d lived long enough for me to remember calling her mother. I think it would be so sweet to say ‘mother,’ don’t you? And father died four days afterwards from fever, too. That left me an orphan and folks were at their wits’ end, so Mrs. Thomas said, what to do with me. You see, nobody wanted me even then. It seems to be my fate. Father and mother had both come from places far away and it was well known they hadn’t any relatives living. Finally Mrs. Thomas said she’d take me, though she was poor and had a drunken husband. She brought me up by hand. Do you know if there is anything in being brought up by hand that ought to make people who are brought up that way better than other people? Because whenever I was naughty Mrs. Thomas would ask me how I could be such a bad girl when she had brought me up by hand—reproachful-like.

“Well, I don’t know.” Anne looked thoughtful. “I read in a book once that a rose by any other name would smell just as sweet, but I’ve never been able to believe that. I don’t think a rose would be as lovely if it were called a thistle or a skunk cabbage. I guess my father could have been a good man even if his name was Jedediah; but I’m sure that would have been tough. Well, my mother was a teacher in high school too, but when she married my father, she gave up teaching, of course. A husband was enough responsibility. Mrs. Thomas said they were a couple of kids and as poor as church mice. They moved into a tiny little yellow house in Bolingbroke. I’ve never seen that house, but I’ve imagined it thousands of times. I picture it having honeysuckle over the living room window and lilacs in the front yard and lilies of the valley right by the gate. Yes, and muslin curtains in all the windows. Muslin curtains give a house such a nice feel. I was born in that house. Mrs. Thomas said I was the ugliest baby she’d ever seen; I was so scrawny and tiny and just full of eyes, but my mother thought I was perfectly beautiful. I would think a mother would be a better judge than some poor woman who came in to clean, wouldn’t you? I’m glad my mother was happy with me anyway; I would feel really sad if I thought I was a disappointment to her—because she didn't live very long after that, you see. She died of fever when I was just three months old. I really wish she’d lived long enough for me to remember calling her ‘mother.’ I think it would be so sweet to say ‘mother,’ don’t you? And my father died four days later from fever too. That left me an orphan, and folks were totally confused, as Mrs. Thomas said, about what to do with me. You see, nobody wanted me even then. It seems to be my fate. My parents had both come from far away, and it was well known they didn’t have any living relatives. Finally, Mrs. Thomas said she would take me, even though she was poor and had a drunk husband. She raised me herself. Do you know if there’s anything about being raised that way that should make people like that better than others? Because whenever I was naughty, Mrs. Thomas would ask me how I could be such a bad girl when she had raised me herself—looking all reproachful.

“Mr. and Mrs. Thomas moved away from Bolingbroke to Marysville, and I lived with them until I was eight years old. I helped look after the Thomas children—there were four of them younger than me—and I can tell you they took a lot of looking after. Then Mr. Thomas was killed falling under a train and his mother offered to take Mrs. Thomas and the children, but she didn’t want me. Mrs. Thomas was at her wits’ end, so she said, what to do with me. Then Mrs. Hammond from up the river came down and said she’d take me, seeing I was handy with children, and I went up the river to live with her in a little clearing among the stumps. It was a very lonesome place. I’m sure I could never have lived there if I hadn’t had an imagination. Mr. Hammond worked a little saw-mill up there, and Mrs. Hammond had eight children. She had twins three times. I like babies in moderation, but twins three times in succession is too much. I told Mrs. Hammond so firmly, when the last pair came. I used to get so dreadfully tired carrying them about.

“Mr. and Mrs. Thomas moved from Bolingbroke to Marysville, and I lived with them until I was eight. I helped take care of the Thomas kids—there were four of them younger than me—and let me tell you, they required a lot of attention. Then Mr. Thomas was killed in an accident with a train, and his mother offered to take Mrs. Thomas and the kids, but she didn’t want me. Mrs. Thomas was completely overwhelmed, so she didn’t know what to do with me. Then Mrs. Hammond from up the river came by and said she’d take me in, since I was good with kids, and I went up the river to live with her in a small clearing among the stumps. It was a really lonely spot. I’m sure I could never have stayed there if I didn’t have a vivid imagination. Mr. Hammond ran a small sawmill up there, and Mrs. Hammond had eight kids. She had twins three times. I like babies in moderation, but having twins three times in a row is just too much. I told Mrs. Hammond that very clearly when the last pair arrived. I used to get so incredibly exhausted carrying them around.

“I lived up river with Mrs. Hammond over two years, and then Mr. Hammond died and Mrs. Hammond broke up housekeeping. She divided her children among her relatives and went to the States. I had to go to the asylum at Hopeton, because nobody would take me. They didn’t want me at the asylum, either; they said they were overcrowded as it was. But they had to take me and I was there four months until Mrs. Spencer came.”

“I lived upriver with Mrs. Hammond for over two years, and then Mr. Hammond passed away and Mrs. Hammond closed up the house. She split up her children among her relatives and moved to the States. I had to go to the asylum in Hopeton because nobody wanted to take me in. They didn't want me at the asylum either; they said they were already overcrowded. But they had to accept me, and I stayed there for four months until Mrs. Spencer arrived.”

Anne finished up with another sigh, of relief this time. Evidently she did not like talking about her experiences in a world that had not wanted her.

Anne let out another sigh, this time of relief. Clearly, she didn’t enjoy discussing her experiences in a world that had rejected her.

“Did you ever go to school?” demanded Marilla, turning the sorrel mare down the shore road.

“Did you ever go to school?” Marilla asked, steering the sorrel mare down the shore road.

“Not a great deal. I went a little the last year I stayed with Mrs. Thomas. When I went up river we were so far from a school that I couldn’t walk it in winter and there was vacation in summer, so I could only go in the spring and fall. But of course I went while I was at the asylum. I can read pretty well and I know ever so many pieces of poetry off by heart—‘The Battle of Hohenlinden’ and ‘Edinburgh after Flodden,’ and ‘Bingen on the Rhine,’ and lots of the ‘Lady of the Lake’ and most of ‘The Seasons,’ by James Thompson. Don’t you just love poetry that gives you a crinkly feeling up and down your back? There is a piece in the Fifth Reader—‘The Downfall of Poland’—that is just full of thrills. Of course, I wasn’t in the Fifth Reader—I was only in the Fourth—but the big girls used to lend me theirs to read.”

“Not much. I attended school a bit during the last year I stayed with Mrs. Thomas. When I went up the river, we were so far from a school that I couldn’t walk there in winter, and there was vacation in summer, so I could only go in the spring and fall. But I definitely went while I was at the asylum. I can read pretty well, and I know a lot of poems by heart—‘The Battle of Hohenlinden’ and ‘Edinburgh after Flodden,’ and ‘Bingen on the Rhine,’ as well as many parts of ‘The Lady of the Lake’ and most of ‘The Seasons’ by James Thomson. Don’t you just love poetry that gives you a shivery feeling down your spine? There’s a piece in the Fifth Reader—‘The Downfall of Poland’—that’s just full of excitement. Of course, I wasn’t in the Fifth Reader—I was only in the Fourth—but the older girls used to lend me theirs to read.”

“Were those women—Mrs. Thomas and Mrs. Hammond—good to you?” asked Marilla, looking at Anne out of the corner of her eye.

“Were those women—Mrs. Thomas and Mrs. Hammond—nice to you?” asked Marilla, glancing at Anne from the side of her eye.

“O-o-o-h,” faltered Anne. Her sensitive little face suddenly flushed scarlet and embarrassment sat on her brow. “Oh, they meant to be—I know they meant to be just as good and kind as possible. And when people mean to be good to you, you don’t mind very much when they’re not quite—always. They had a good deal to worry them, you know. It’s very trying to have a drunken husband, you see; and it must be very trying to have twins three times in succession, don’t you think? But I feel sure they meant to be good to me.”

“Oh,” Anne stammered. Her sensitive little face suddenly turned bright red, and embarrassment showed on her brow. “Oh, they really meant well—I know they wanted to be as good and kind as possible. And when people intend to be good to you, you don’t mind too much when they’re not perfect—sometimes. They had a lot to worry about, you know. It’s really difficult to have a husband who's always drunk, you see; and it must be incredibly hard to have twins three times in a row, don’t you think? But I’m sure they wanted to be good to me.”

Marilla asked no more questions. Anne gave herself up to a silent rapture over the shore road and Marilla guided the sorrel abstractedly while she pondered deeply. Pity was suddenly stirring in her heart for the child. What a starved, unloved life she had had—a life of drudgery and poverty and neglect; for Marilla was shrewd enough to read between the lines of Anne’s history and divine the truth. No wonder she had been so delighted at the prospect of a real home. It was a pity she had to be sent back. What if she, Marilla, should indulge Matthew’s unaccountable whim and let her stay? He was set on it; and the child seemed a nice, teachable little thing.

Marilla didn't ask any more questions. Anne lost herself in a quiet joy over the shore road, while Marilla guided the horse absentmindedly, deep in thought. Suddenly, she felt a wave of sympathy for the girl. What a neglected, unloved life she had lived—a life filled with hard work, poverty, and disregard; Marilla was smart enough to read between the lines of Anne’s story and understand the reality. No wonder she had been so thrilled at the idea of a real home. It was a shame she had to be sent back. What if Marilla decided to give in to Matthew’s strange desire and let her stay? He was determined about it, and the girl seemed nice and eager to learn.

“She’s got too much to say,” thought Marilla, “but she might be trained out of that. And there’s nothing rude or slangy in what she does say. She’s ladylike. It’s likely her people were nice folks.”

"She talks way too much," thought Marilla, "but that can be worked on. And there’s nothing rude or slangy in what she does say. She’s very proper. Her family probably had good manners."

The shore road was “woodsy and wild and lonesome.” On the right hand, scrub firs, their spirits quite unbroken by long years of tussle with the gulf winds, grew thickly. On the left were the steep red sandstone cliffs, so near the track in places that a mare of less steadiness than the sorrel might have tried the nerves of the people behind her. Down at the base of the cliffs were heaps of surf-worn rocks or little sandy coves inlaid with pebbles as with ocean jewels; beyond lay the sea, shimmering and blue, and over it soared the gulls, their pinions flashing silvery in the sunlight.

The shore road was “woodsy, wild, and lonely.” On the right, scrub firs, their spirits unbroken after years of battling the gulf winds, grew thickly. On the left were steep red sandstone cliffs, so close to the path in some spots that a mare less steady than the sorrel could have tested the nerves of the people behind her. At the bottom of the cliffs were piles of surf-worn rocks or little sandy coves embedded with pebbles like ocean jewels; beyond that lay the sea, shimmering and blue, with gulls soaring above, their wings flashing silver in the sunlight.

“Isn’t the sea wonderful?” said Anne, rousing from a long, wide-eyed silence. “Once, when I lived in Marysville, Mr. Thomas hired an express-wagon and took us all to spend the day at the shore ten miles away. I enjoyed every moment of that day, even if I had to look after the children all the time. I lived it over in happy dreams for years. But this shore is nicer than the Marysville shore. Aren’t those gulls splendid? Would you like to be a gull? I think I would—that is, if I couldn’t be a human girl. Don’t you think it would be nice to wake up at sunrise and swoop down over the water and away out over that lovely blue all day; and then at night to fly back to one’s nest? Oh, I can just imagine myself doing it. What big house is that just ahead, please?”

“Isn’t the sea amazing?” Anne said, coming out of a long, wide-eyed silence. “Once, when I lived in Marysville, Mr. Thomas rented a wagon and took us all to spend the day at the beach ten miles away. I loved every moment of that day, even though I had to take care of the kids the whole time. I relived it in happy dreams for years. But this beach is nicer than the one in Marysville. Aren’t those seagulls incredible? Would you want to be a seagull? I think I would—if I couldn’t be a human girl. Don’t you think it would be awesome to wake up at sunrise and swoop down over the water and fly out over that beautiful blue all day; and then at night, fly back to your nest? Oh, I can just picture myself doing that. What big house is that just ahead, by the way?”

“That’s the White Sands Hotel. Mr. Kirke runs it, but the season hasn’t begun yet. There are heaps of Americans come there for the summer. They think this shore is just about right.”

"That's the White Sands Hotel. Mr. Kirke manages it, but the season hasn't kicked off yet. Lots of Americans come here for the summer. They think this beach is just perfect."

“I was afraid it might be Mrs. Spencer’s place,” said Anne mournfully. “I don’t want to get there. Somehow, it will seem like the end of everything.”

“I was worried it might be Mrs. Spencer’s place,” said Anne sadly. “I really don’t want to go there. It’ll just feel like the end of everything.”


CHAPTER VI.
MARILLA MAKES UP HER MIND
MARILLA DECIDES

Get there they did, however, in due season. Mrs. Spencer lived in a big yellow house at White Sands Cove, and she came to the door with surprise and welcome mingled on her benevolent face.

Get there they did, however, in due season. Mrs. Spencer lived in a large yellow house at White Sands Cove, and she opened the door with a look of surprise and warmth on her kind face.

“Dear, dear,” she exclaimed, “you’re the last folks I was looking for to-day, but I’m real glad to see you. You’ll put your horse in? And how are you, Anne?”

“Wow, you guys! I wasn’t expecting to see you today, but I’m really glad you’re here. Are you going to put your horse away? And how are you doing, Anne?”

“I’m as well as can be expected, thank you,” said Anne smilelessly. A blight seemed to have descended on her.

“I’m doing as well as can be expected, thank you,” said Anne without a smile. A shadow seemed to have fallen over her.

“I suppose we’ll stay a little while to rest the mare,” said Marilla, “but I promised Matthew I’d be home early. The fact is, Mrs. Spencer, there’s been a queer mistake somewhere, and I’ve come over to see where it is. We sent word, Matthew and I, for you to bring us a boy from the asylum. We told your brother Robert to tell you we wanted a boy ten or eleven years old.”

“I guess we’ll stay a bit to rest the mare,” Marilla said, “but I promised Matthew I’d be home early. The thing is, Mrs. Spencer, there’s been a strange mistake somewhere, and I’ve come to figure out what it is. Matthew and I sent word for you to bring us a boy from the asylum. We told your brother Robert to let you know we wanted a boy who is ten or eleven years old.”

“Marilla Cuthbert, you don’t say so!” said Mrs. Spencer in distress. “Why, Robert sent the word down by his daughter Nancy and she said you wanted a girl—didn’t she, Flora Jane?” appealing to her daughter who had come out to the steps.

“Marilla Cuthbert, you can’t be serious!” Mrs. Spencer said, clearly upset. “Well, Robert sent the message through his daughter Nancy, and she said you were looking for a girl—didn’t she, Flora Jane?” she asked, turning to her daughter who had stepped onto the porch.

“She certainly did, Miss Cuthbert,” corroborated Flora Jane earnestly.

"She absolutely did, Miss Cuthbert," Flora Jane confirmed earnestly.

“I’m dreadful sorry,” said Mrs. Spencer. “It is too bad; but it certainly wasn’t my fault, you see, Miss Cuthbert. I did the best I could and I thought I was following your instructions. Nancy is a terrible flighty thing. I’ve often had to scold her well for her heedlessness.”

“I’m really sorry,” said Mrs. Spencer. “It’s unfortunate; but it definitely wasn’t my fault, you see, Miss Cuthbert. I did my best and I thought I was following your instructions. Nancy is such a scatterbrained girl. I’ve often had to scold her thoroughly for her carelessness.”

“It was our own fault,” said Marilla resignedly. “We should have come to you ourselves and not left an important message to be passed along by word of mouth in that fashion. Anyhow, the mistake has been made and the only thing to do now is to set it right. Can we send the child back to the asylum? I suppose they’ll take her back, won’t they?”

“It was our own fault,” Marilla said with a sigh. “We should have come to you ourselves instead of relying on hearsay to communicate something important. Anyway, the mistake has been made, and the only thing we can do now is fix it. Can we send the child back to the asylum? I assume they’ll take her back, right?”

“I suppose so,” said Mrs. Spencer thoughtfully, “but I don’t think it will be necessary to send her back. Mrs. Peter Blewett was up here yesterday, and she was saying to me how much she wished she’d sent by me for a little girl to help her. Mrs. Peter has a large family, you know, and she finds it hard to get help. Anne will be the very girl for her. I call it positively providential.”

“I guess so,” Mrs. Spencer said thoughtfully, “but I don’t think we need to send her back. Mrs. Peter Blewett was here yesterday, and she mentioned how much she wished she’d asked me for a little girl to help her out. Mrs. Peter has a big family, you know, and she struggles to find help. Anne will be the perfect fit for her. I consider it absolutely fortuitous.”

Marilla did not look as if she thought Providence had much to do with the matter. Here was an unexpectedly good chance to get this unwelcome orphan off her hands, and she did not even feel grateful for it.

Marilla didn't seem to think Providence had much to do with it. This was a surprising opportunity to get rid of this unwanted orphan, and she didn't even feel thankful for it.

She knew Mrs. Peter Blewett only by sight as a small, shrewish-faced woman without an ounce of superfluous flesh on her bones. But she had heard of her. “A terrible worker and driver,” Mrs. Peter was said to be; and discharged servant girls told fearsome tales of her temper and stinginess, and her family of pert, quarrelsome children. Marilla felt a qualm of conscience at the thought of handing Anne over to her tender mercies.

She only knew Mrs. Peter Blewett by sight as a small, sharp-faced woman with no extra weight on her. But she had heard about her. “A terrible boss and taskmaster,” Mrs. Peter was said to be; and former servant girls shared scary stories about her temper and stinginess, along with her family of smart-mouthed, argumentative kids. Marilla felt a twinge of guilt at the thought of handing Anne over to her so-called care.

“Well, I’ll go in and we’ll talk the matter over,” she said.

“Well, I’ll go in and we’ll discuss it,” she said.

“And if there isn’t Mrs. Peter coming up the lane this blessed minute!” exclaimed Mrs. Spencer, bustling her guests through the hall into the parlour, where a deadly chill struck on them as if the air had been strained so long through dark green, closely drawn blinds that it had lost every particle of warmth it had ever possessed. “That is real lucky, for we can settle the matter right away. Take the armchair, Miss Cuthbert. Anne, you sit here on the ottoman and don’t wriggle. Let me take your hats. Flora Jane, go out and put the kettle on. Good afternoon, Mrs. Blewett. We were just saying how fortunate it was you happened along. Let me introduce you two ladies. Mrs. Blewett, Miss Cuthbert. Please excuse me for just a moment. I forgot to tell Flora Jane to take the buns out of the oven.”

“And if it isn’t Mrs. Peter coming up the lane right now!” exclaimed Mrs. Spencer, ushering her guests through the hall into the parlor, where a chilling draft hit them as if the air had been trapped for so long behind the dark green, tightly drawn blinds that it had lost every bit of warmth it used to have. “This is really lucky, because we can settle this right away. Take the armchair, Miss Cuthbert. Anne, you sit here on the ottoman and don’t squirm. Let me take your hats. Flora Jane, go out and put the kettle on. Good afternoon, Mrs. Blewett. We were just saying how fortunate it was that you showed up. Let me introduce you two ladies. Mrs. Blewett, this is Miss Cuthbert. Please excuse me for just a moment. I forgot to tell Flora Jane to take the buns out of the oven.”

Mrs. Spencer whisked away, after pulling up the blinds. Anne, sitting mutely on the ottoman, with her hands clasped tightly in her lap, stared at Mrs. Blewett as one fascinated. Was she to be given into the keeping of this sharp-faced, sharp-eyed woman? She felt a lump coming up in her throat and her eyes smarted painfully. She was beginning to be afraid she couldn’t keep the tears back when Mrs. Spencer returned, flushed and beaming, quite capable of taking any and every difficulty, physical, mental or spiritual, into consideration and settling it out of hand.

Mrs. Spencer quickly left after pulling up the blinds. Anne sat silently on the ottoman, her hands tightly clasped in her lap, staring at Mrs. Blewett with fascination. Was she really going to be put in the care of this sharp-faced, sharp-eyed woman? A lump started forming in her throat, and her eyes felt painfully watery. She was beginning to fear she couldn’t hold back the tears when Mrs. Spencer returned, flushed and beaming, fully capable of handling any and every challenge—physical, mental, or spiritual—and resolving it immediately.

“It seems there’s been a mistake about this little girl, Mrs. Blewett,” she said. “I was under the impression that Mr. and Miss Cuthbert wanted a little girl to adopt. I was certainly told so. But it seems it was a boy they wanted. So if you’re still of the same mind you were yesterday, I think she’ll be just the thing for you.”

“It looks like there’s been a mix-up with this little girl, Mrs. Blewett,” she said. “I thought Mr. and Miss Cuthbert wanted to adopt a little girl. That’s what I was told. But it turns out they were actually looking for a boy. So if you still feel the same way you did yesterday, I think she’ll be perfect for you.”

Mrs. Blewett darted her eyes over Anne from head to foot.

Mrs. Blewett scanned Anne from head to toe.

“How old are you and what’s your name?” she demanded.

“How old are you and what's your name?” she asked.

“Anne Shirley,” faltered the shrinking child, not daring to make any stipulations regarding the spelling thereof, “and I’m eleven years old.”

“Anne Shirley,” the timid child said softly, not wanting to specify how to spell it, “and I’m eleven years old.”

“Humph! You don’t look as if there was much to you. But you’re wiry. I don’t know but the wiry ones are the best after all. Well, if I take you you’ll have to be a good girl, you know—good and smart and respectful. I’ll expect you to earn your keep, and no mistake about that. Yes, I suppose I might as well take her off your hands, Miss Cuthbert. The baby’s awful fractious, and I’m clean worn out attending to him. If you like I can take her right home now.”

“Humph! You don’t look like you have much to you. But you’re wiry. I guess the wiry ones can be the best after all. Well, if I take you, you’ll have to be a good girl, you know—good, smart, and respectful. I’ll expect you to earn your keep, no doubt about it. Yes, I suppose I might as well take her off your hands, Miss Cuthbert. The baby’s really fussy, and I’m completely worn out taking care of him. If you want, I can take her home with me right now.”

Marilla looked at Anne and softened at sight of the child’s pale face with its look of mute misery—the misery of a helpless little creature who finds itself once more caught in the trap from which it had escaped. Marilla felt an uncomfortable conviction that, if she denied the appeal of that look, it would haunt her to her dying day. Moreover, she did not fancy Mrs. Blewett. To hand a sensitive, “high-strung” child over to such a woman! No, she could not take the responsibility of doing that!

Marilla looked at Anne and felt her heart soften at the sight of the child's pale face, which showed a silent misery—the kind of misery that a helpless little one feels when it finds itself trapped again after finally escaping. Marilla had an unsettling feeling that if she turned away from that look, it would stay with her for the rest of her life. Besides, she didn't like Mrs. Blewett. Giving such a sensitive, "high-strung" child to a woman like that? No, she couldn't take on that responsibility!

“Well, I don’t know,” she said slowly. “I didn’t say that Matthew and I had absolutely decided that we wouldn’t keep her. In fact, I may say that Matthew is disposed to keep her. I just came over to find out how the mistake had occurred. I think I’d better take her home again and talk it over with Matthew. I feel that I oughtn’t to decide on anything without consulting him. If we make up our mind not to keep her we’ll bring or send her over to you to-morrow night. If we don’t you may know that she is going to stay with us. Will that suit you, Mrs. Blewett?”

"Well, I’m not sure," she said slowly. "I didn’t say that Matthew and I had completely decided that we wouldn’t keep her. Actually, I might add that Matthew is leaning towards keeping her. I just came over to see how the mistake happened. I think I should take her home again and discuss it with Matthew. I feel like I shouldn’t make any decisions without talking to him first. If we decide not to keep her, we’ll bring or send her over to you tomorrow night. If we don’t, you can assume she’s going to stay with us. Does that work for you, Mrs. Blewett?"

“I suppose it’ll have to,” said Mrs. Blewett ungraciously.

“I guess it will have to,” said Mrs. Blewett reluctantly.

During Marilla’s speech a sunrise had been dawning on Anne’s face. First the look of despair faded out; then came a faint flush of hope; her eyes grew deep and bright as morning stars. The child was quite transfigured; and, a moment later, when Mrs. Spencer and Mrs. Blewett went out in quest of a recipe the latter had come to borrow, she sprang up and flew across the room to Marilla.

During Marilla’s speech, a sunrise began to appear on Anne’s face. First, the look of despair disappeared; then a faint blush of hope appeared; her eyes grew deep and bright like morning stars. The child was completely transformed; and a moment later, when Mrs. Spencer and Mrs. Blewett went out to find a recipe that the latter had come to borrow, she jumped up and rushed across the room to Marilla.

“Oh, Miss Cuthbert, did you really say that perhaps you would let me stay at Green Gables?” she said, in a breathless whisper, as if speaking aloud might shatter the glorious possibility. “Did you really say it? Or did I only imagine that you did?”

“Oh, Miss Cuthbert, did you actually say that maybe you’d let me stay at Green Gables?” she asked, whispering breathlessly, as if saying it out loud could ruin the amazing possibility. “Did you really say that? Or did I just imagine it?”

“I think you’d better learn to control that imagination of yours, Anne, if you can’t distinguish between what is real and what isn’t,” said Marilla crossly. “Yes, you did hear me say just that and no more. It isn’t decided yet and perhaps we will conclude to let Mrs. Blewett take you after all. She certainly needs you much more than I do.”

“I think you’d better learn to control that imagination of yours, Anne, if you can’t tell what's real and what's not,” Marilla said harshly. “Yes, I did say just that and nothing more. It’s not decided yet and maybe we’ll end up letting Mrs. Blewett take you after all. She definitely needs you way more than I do.”

“I’d rather go back to the asylum than go to live with her,” said Anne passionately. “She looks exactly like a—like a gimlet.”

“I’d rather go back to the asylum than live with her,” Anne said passionately. “She looks exactly like a—like a gimlet.”

Marilla smothered a smile under the conviction that Anne must be reproved for such a speech.

Marilla held back a smile, convinced that Anne needed to be scolded for saying something like that.

“A little girl like you should be ashamed of talking so about a lady and a stranger,” she said severely. “Go back and sit down quietly and hold your tongue and behave as a good girl should.”

“A little girl like you should be ashamed of talking like that about a woman and a stranger,” she said sternly. “Go back, sit down quietly, keep your mouth shut, and act like a good girl should.”

“I’ll try to do and be anything you want me, if you’ll only keep me,” said Anne, returning meekly to her ottoman.

“I’ll do whatever you want me to be, as long as you promise to keep me,” said Anne, returning quietly to her ottoman.

When they arrived back at Green Gables that evening Matthew met them in the lane. Marilla from afar had noted him prowling along it and guessed his motive. She was prepared for the relief she read in his face when he saw that she had at least brought Anne back with her. But she said nothing to him, relative to the affair, until they were both out in the yard behind the barn milking the cows. Then she briefly told him Anne’s history and the result of the interview with Mrs. Spencer.

When they got back to Green Gables that evening, Matthew met them in the lane. Marilla had noticed him pacing there from a distance and figured out why he was waiting. She was ready to see the relief on his face when he saw that she had at least brought Anne back with her. But she didn’t say anything about it until they were both outside in the yard behind the barn milking the cows. Then she quickly filled him in on Anne’s background and what happened during the meeting with Mrs. Spencer.

“I wouldn’t give a dog I liked to that Blewett woman,” said Matthew with unusual vim.

“I wouldn’t give a dog I liked to that Blewett woman,” Matthew said with surprising energy.

“I don’t fancy her style myself,” admitted Marilla, “but it’s that or keeping her ourselves, Matthew. And, since you seem to want her, I suppose I’m willing—or have to be. I’ve been thinking over the idea until I’ve got kind of used to it. It seems a sort of duty. I’ve never brought up a child, especially a girl, and I dare say I’ll make a terrible mess of it. But I’ll do my best. So far as I’m concerned, Matthew, she may stay.”

“I’m not really into her style,” Marilla admitted, “but it’s either that or we keep her ourselves, Matthew. And since you seem to want her, I guess I’m willing—or have to be. I’ve been thinking about it so much that I’ve kind of gotten used to the idea. It feels like a sort of duty. I’ve never raised a child, especially a girl, and I’m sure I’ll mess it up terribly. But I’ll do my best. As far as I’m concerned, Matthew, she can stay.”

Matthew’s shy face was a glow of delight.

Matthew's shy face was beaming with delight.

“Well now, I reckoned you’d come to see it in that light, Marilla,” he said. “She’s such an interesting little thing.”

“Well, I figured you’d see it that way, Marilla,” he said. “She’s such an interesting little one.”

“It’d be more to the point if you could say she was a useful little thing,” retorted Marilla, “but I’ll make it my business to see she’s trained to be that. And mind, Matthew, you’re not to go interfering with my methods. Perhaps an old maid doesn’t know much about bringing up a child, but I guess she knows more than an old bachelor. So you just leave me to manage her. When I fail it’ll be time enough to put your oar in.”

“It would be more accurate to say she was a handy little thing,” Marilla shot back, “but I’ll take it upon myself to make sure she learns to be that way. And remember, Matthew, you’re not to interfere with my methods. Maybe an old maid doesn’t know much about raising a child, but I think she knows more than an old bachelor. So just let me handle her. When I mess up, it’ll be time for you to chime in.”

“There, there, Marilla, you can have your own way,” said Matthew reassuringly. “Only be as good and kind to her as you can be without spoiling her. I kind of think she’s one of the sort you can do anything with if you only get her to love you.”

"There, there, Marilla, you can do it your way," Matthew said soothingly. "Just be as good and kind to her as you can without spoiling her. I have a feeling she's the kind of girl you can really connect with if you can just get her to love you."

Marilla sniffed, to express her contempt for Matthew’s opinions concerning anything feminine, and walked off to the dairy with the pails.

Marilla sniffed to show her disdain for Matthew’s views on anything related to women and walked off to the dairy with the buckets.

“I won’t tell her to-night that she can stay,” she reflected, as she strained the milk into the creamers. “She’d be so excited that she wouldn’t sleep a wink. Marilla Cuthbert, you’re fairly in for it. Did you ever suppose you’d see the day when you’d be adopting an orphan girl? It’s surprising enough; but not so surprising as that Matthew should be at the bottom of it, him that always seemed to have such a mortal dread of little girls. Anyhow, we’ve decided on the experiment and goodness only knows what will come of it.”

“I won’t tell her tonight that she can stay,” she thought, as she poured the milk into the creamers. “She’d be so excited that she wouldn’t sleep at all. Marilla Cuthbert, you’re really in for it. Did you ever think you’d see the day when you’d be adopting an orphan girl? It’s surprising enough; but not as surprising as Matthew being the reason for it, considering he always seemed so scared of little girls. Anyway, we’ve decided to go ahead with the experiment and goodness knows what will come of it.”


CHAPTER VII.
ANNE SAYS HER PRAYERS
ANNE PRAYS

When Marilla took Anne up to bed that night she said stiffly:

When Marilla took Anne up to bed that night, she said firmly:

“Now, Anne, I noticed last night that you threw your clothes all about the floor when you took them off. That is a very untidy habit, and I can’t allow it at all. As soon as you take off any article of clothing fold it neatly and place it on the chair. I haven’t any use at all for little girls who aren’t neat.”

“Now, Anne, I saw last night that you left your clothes all over the floor when you took them off. That’s a really messy habit, and I can’t let that happen. As soon as you take off any piece of clothing, fold it neatly and put it on the chair. I have no patience for little girls who aren’t tidy.”

“I was so harrowed up in my mind last night that I didn’t think about my clothes at all,” said Anne. “I’ll fold them nicely to-night. They always made us do that at the asylum. Half the time, though, I’d forget, I’d be in such a hurry to get into bed nice and quiet and imagine things.”

“I was so upset in my head last night that I didn’t even think about my clothes,” said Anne. “I’ll fold them nicely tonight. They always made us do that at the asylum. But half the time, I’d forget because I was in such a hurry to get into bed and just be quiet and daydream.”

“You’ll have to remember a little better if you stay here,” admonished Marilla. “There, that looks something like. Say your prayers now and get into bed.”

“You’ll need to remember a bit better if you’re going to stay here,” Marilla said. “There, that looks more like it. Now say your prayers and get into bed.”

“I never say any prayers,” announced Anne.

“I never say any prayers,” Anne said.

Marilla looked horrified astonishment.

Marilla looked horrified.

“Why, Anne, what do you mean? Were you never taught to say your prayers? God always wants little girls to say their prayers. Don’t you know who God is, Anne?”

“Why, Anne, what do you mean? Weren't you ever taught to say your prayers? God always wants little girls to say their prayers. Don’t you know who God is, Anne?”

“‘God is a spirit, infinite, eternal and unchangeable, in His being, wisdom, power, holiness, justice, goodness, and truth,’” responded Anne promptly and glibly.

“‘God is a spirit, infinite, eternal, and unchanging, in His being, wisdom, power, holiness, justice, goodness, and truth,’” Anne replied quickly and smoothly.

Marilla looked rather relieved.

Marilla looked pretty relieved.

“So you do know something then, thank goodness! You’re not quite a heathen. Where did you learn that?”

“So you do know something, thank goodness! You’re not completely uncivilized. Where did you pick that up?”

“Oh, at the asylum Sunday-school. They made us learn the whole catechism. I liked it pretty well. There’s something splendid about some of the words. ‘Infinite, eternal and unchangeable.’ Isn’t that grand? It has such a roll to it—just like a big organ playing. You couldn’t quite call it poetry, I suppose, but it sounds a lot like it, doesn’t it?”

“Oh, at the asylum Sunday school. They made us learn the whole catechism. I liked it pretty well. There’s something amazing about some of the words. ‘Infinite, eternal, and unchangeable.’ Isn’t that impressive? It has such a flow to it—just like a big organ playing. You couldn't really call it poetry, I guess, but it sounds a lot like it, doesn’t it?”

“We’re not talking about poetry, Anne—we are talking about saying your prayers. Don’t you know it’s a terrible wicked thing not to say your prayers every night? I’m afraid you are a very bad little girl.”

“We're not talking about poetry, Anne—we're talking about saying your prayers. Don't you know it's really wrong not to say your prayers every night? I'm afraid you are a very naughty little girl.”

“You’d find it easier to be bad than good if you had red hair,” said Anne reproachfully. “People who haven’t red hair don’t know what trouble is. Mrs. Thomas told me that God made my hair red on purpose, and I’ve never cared about Him since. And anyhow I’d always be too tired at night to bother saying prayers. People who have to look after twins can’t be expected to say their prayers. Now, do you honestly think they can?”

“You’d find it easier to be bad than good if you had red hair,” Anne said with a hint of reproach. “People without red hair don't understand what trouble really is. Mrs. Thomas told me that God made my hair red on purpose, and since then, I’ve stopped caring about Him. Besides, I’m always too tired at night to even think about saying prayers. People who have to take care of twins can’t be expected to say their prayers. Now, do you really think they can?”

Marilla decided that Anne’s religious training must be begun at once. Plainly there was no time to be lost.

Marilla decided that Anne's religious education needed to start right away. Clearly, there was no time to waste.

“You must say your prayers while you are under my roof, Anne.”

“You have to say your prayers while you’re in my house, Anne.”

“Why, of course, if you want me to,” assented Anne cheerfully. “I’d do anything to oblige you. But you’ll have to tell me what to say for this once. After I get into bed I’ll imagine out a real nice prayer to say always. I believe that it will be quite interesting, now that I come to think of it.”

“Sure, if that’s what you want,” Anne agreed happily. “I’d do anything to help you out. But you’ll need to tell me what to say this time. Once I’m in bed, I’ll come up with a really nice prayer to say from now on. I think it will be quite interesting, now that I think about it.”

“You must kneel down,” said Marilla in embarrassment.

“You need to kneel down,” Marilla said, feeling embarrassed.

Anne knelt at Marilla’s knee and looked up gravely.

Anne knelt by Marilla’s side and looked up seriously.

“Why must people kneel down to pray? If I really wanted to pray I’ll tell you what I’d do. I’d go out into a great big field all alone or into the deep, deep woods, and I’d look up into the sky—up—up—up—into that lovely blue sky that looks as if there was no end to its blueness. And then I’d just feel a prayer. Well, I’m ready. What am I to say?”

“Why do people have to kneel down to pray? If I really wanted to pray, I’d tell you what I’d do. I’d go out into a huge field all by myself or into the deep, deep woods, and I’d look up into the sky—up—up—up—into that beautiful blue sky that seems like there’s no end to its blueness. And then I’d just feel a prayer. Well, I’m ready. What should I say?”

Marilla felt more embarrassed than ever. She had intended to teach Anne the childish classic, “Now I lay me down to sleep.” But she had, as I have told you, the glimmerings of a sense of humour—which is simply another name for a sense of the fitness of things; and it suddenly occurred to her that that simple little prayer, sacred to white-robed childhood lisping at motherly knees, was entirely unsuited to this freckled witch of a girl who knew and cared nothing about God’s love, since she had never had it translated to her through the medium of human love.

Marilla felt more embarrassed than ever. She had planned to teach Anne the simple childhood prayer, “Now I lay me down to sleep.” But as I mentioned before, she had the beginnings of a sense of humor—which is just another way of saying that she understood what was appropriate; and it suddenly hit her that that straightforward little prayer, cherished by innocent children whispering at their mother’s knees, was completely inappropriate for this freckled girl who knew nothing about God’s love and didn’t care, since she had never experienced it through the kindness of human love.

“You’re old enough to pray for yourself, Anne,” she said finally. “Just thank God for your blessings and ask Him humbly for the things you want.”

“You're old enough to pray for yourself, Anne,” she finally said. “Just thank God for your blessings and humbly ask Him for the things you want.”

“Well, I’ll do my best,” promised Anne, burying her face in Marilla’s lap. “Gracious heavenly Father—that’s the way the ministers say it in church, so I suppose it’s all right in a private prayer, isn’t it?” she interjected, lifting her head for a moment. “Gracious heavenly Father, I thank Thee for the White Way of Delight and the Lake of Shining Waters and Bonny and the Snow Queen. I’m really extremely grateful for them. And that’s all the blessings I can think of just now to thank Thee for. As for the things I want, they’re so numerous that it would take a great deal of time to name them all, so I will only mention the two most important. Please let me stay at Green Gables; and please let me be good-looking when I grow up. I remain,

“Well, I’ll do my best,” promised Anne, burying her face in Marilla’s lap. “Dear heavenly Father—that’s how the ministers say it in church, so I guess it’s fine for a private prayer, right?” she added, lifting her head for a moment. “Dear heavenly Father, I thank You for the White Way of Delight and the Lake of Shining Waters and Bonny and the Snow Queen. I’m really very grateful for them. And that’s all the blessings I can think of right now to thank You for. As for the things I want, there are so many that it would take a long time to name them all, so I’ll just mention the two most important. Please let me stay at Green Gables; and please let me be good-looking when I grow up. I remain,

“Yours respectfully,

"Best regards,"

“Anne Shirley.

Anne Shirley.

“There, did I do it all right?” she asked eagerly, getting up. “I could have made it much more flowery if I’d had a little more time to think it over.”

“There, did I do it all right?” she asked excitedly, getting up. “I could have made it much more elaborate if I’d had a bit more time to think it through.”

Poor Marilla was only preserved from complete collapse by remembering that it was not irreverence, but simply spiritual ignorance on the part of Anne that was responsible for this extraordinary petition. She tucked the child up in bed, mentally vowing that she should be taught a prayer the very next day, and was leaving the room with the light when Anne called her back.

Poor Marilla was only kept from completely falling apart by remembering that it was not disrespect, but just spiritual ignorance on Anne's part that caused this strange request. She tucked the child into bed, mentally promising herself that she would teach her a prayer the very next day, and was about to leave the room with the light when Anne called her back.

“I’ve just thought of it now. I should have said ‘Amen’ in place of ‘yours respectfully,’ shouldn’t I?—the way the ministers do. I’d forgotten it, but I felt a prayer should be finished off in some way, so I put in the other. Do you suppose it will make any difference?”

“I just thought of it now. I should have said ‘Amen’ instead of ‘yours respectfully,’ right?—like the ministers do. I totally forgot, but I felt like a prayer needed a proper ending, so I went with the other one. Do you think it will matter?”

“I—I don’t suppose it will,” said Marilla. “Go to sleep now like a good child. Good night.”

"I—I don't think it will," Marilla said. "Go to sleep now like a good kid. Good night."

“I can say good night to-night with a clear conscience,” said Anne, cuddling luxuriously down among her pillows.

“I can say good night tonight with a clear conscience,” said Anne, snuggling comfortably among her pillows.

Marilla retreated to the kitchen, set the candle firmly on the table, and glared at Matthew.

Marilla went back to the kitchen, placed the candle firmly on the table, and glared at Matthew.

“Matthew Cuthbert, it’s about time somebody adopted that child and taught her something. She’s next door to a perfect heathen. Will you believe that she never said a prayer in her life till to-night? I’ll send to the manse to-morrow and borrow the Peep of Day series, that’s what I’ll do. And she shall go to Sunday-school just as soon as I can get some suitable clothes made for her. I foresee that I shall have my hands full. Well, well, we can’t get through this world without our share of trouble. I’ve had a pretty easy life of it so far, but my time has come at last and I suppose I’ll just have to make the best of it.”

"Matthew Cuthbert, it's about time someone adopts that kid and teaches her a thing or two. She's practically a complete wild child. Can you believe she never said a prayer in her life until tonight? I’ll send a message to the manse tomorrow and borrow the Peep of Day series, that's what I’ll do. And she'll start going to Sunday school as soon as I can get some clothes made for her. I can already tell I'm going to have my hands full. Well, we can’t get through this life without our fair share of challenges. I've had it pretty easy so far, but my time has finally come, and I guess I’ll just have to make the best of it."


CHAPTER VIII.
ANNE’S BRINGING-UP IS BEGUN
ANNE'S UPBRINGING HAS STARTED

For reasons best known to herself, Marilla did not tell Anne that she was to stay at Green Gables until the next afternoon. During the forenoon she kept the child busy with various tasks and watched over her with a keen eye while she did them. By noon she had concluded that Anne was smart and obedient, willing to work and quick to learn; her most serious shortcoming seemed to be a tendency to fall into day-dreams in the middle of a task and forget all about it until such time as she was sharply recalled to earth by a reprimand or a catastrophe.

For reasons known only to her, Marilla didn't tell Anne that she would be staying at Green Gables until the next afternoon. Throughout the morning, she kept the girl busy with various tasks and watched her closely while she worked. By noon, Marilla had decided that Anne was smart and obedient, eager to help and quick to learn; her biggest flaw seemed to be her tendency to get lost in daydreams in the middle of a task and forget all about it until she was brought back to reality by a reprimand or some kind of disaster.

When Anne had finished washing the dinner dishes she suddenly confronted Marilla with the air and expression of one desperately determined to learn the worst. Her thin little body trembled from head to foot; her face flushed and her eyes dilated until they were almost black; she clasped her hands tightly and said in an imploring voice:

When Anne finished washing the dinner dishes, she suddenly faced Marilla with the look of someone who was determined to hear the worst. Her small frame shook all over; her face was flushed, and her eyes widened until they were nearly black. She clasped her hands tightly and said in a pleading voice:

“Oh, please, Miss Cuthbert, won’t you tell me if you are going to send me away or not? I’ve tried to be patient all the morning, but I really feel that I cannot bear not knowing any longer. It’s a dreadful feeling. Please tell me.”

“Oh, please, Miss Cuthbert, can you just let me know if you’re going to send me away or not? I’ve tried to be patient all morning, but I honestly don’t think I can stand not knowing anymore. It’s such a terrible feeling. Please tell me.”

“You haven’t scalded the dish-cloth in clean hot water as I told you to do,” said Marilla immovably. “Just go and do it before you ask any more questions, Anne.”

“You haven’t scalded the dishcloth in clean hot water like I told you,” Marilla said firmly. “Just go do it before you ask any more questions, Anne.”

Anne went and attended to the dish-cloth. Then she returned to Marilla and fastened imploring eyes on the latter’s face.

Anne went and took care of the dishcloth. Then she went back to Marilla and fixated her pleading eyes on Marilla's face.

“Well,” said Marilla, unable to find any excuse for deferring her explanation longer, “I suppose I might as well tell you. Matthew and I have decided to keep you—that is, if you will try to be a good little girl and show yourself grateful. Why, child, whatever is the matter?”

“Well,” Marilla said, unable to come up with any reason to delay her explanation, “I guess I might as well tell you. Matthew and I have decided to keep you—that is, if you promise to be a good little girl and show some gratitude. What’s wrong, dear?”

“I’m crying,” said Anne in a tone of bewilderment. “I can’t think why. I’m glad as glad can be. Oh, glad doesn’t seem the right word at all. I was glad about the White Way and the cherry blossoms—but this! Oh, it’s something more than glad. I’m so happy. I’ll try to be so good. It will be up-hill work, I expect, for Mrs. Thomas often told me I was desperately wicked. However, I’ll do my very best. But can you tell me why I’m crying?”

“I’m crying,” Anne said in utter confusion. “I can’t figure out why. I’m as happy as can be. Oh, happy doesn’t even seem like the right word. I was happy about the White Way and the cherry blossoms—but this! Oh, it’s something deeper than happy. I’m so thrilled. I’ll try to be really good. I expect it will be tough, since Mrs. Thomas often told me I was terribly naughty. But I’ll do my absolute best. But can you explain why I’m crying?”

“I suppose it’s because you’re all excited and worked up,” said Marilla disapprovingly. “Sit down on that chair and try to calm yourself. I’m afraid you both cry and laugh far too easily. Yes, you can stay here and we will try to do right by you. You must go to school; but it’s only a fortnight till vacation so it isn’t worth while for you to start before it opens again in September.”

“I guess it’s because you’re all excited and worked up,” Marilla said disapprovingly. “Sit down in that chair and try to calm down. I’m worried you both cry and laugh way too easily. Yes, you can stay here, and we’ll do our best to take care of you. You have to go to school, but it’s only two weeks until vacation, so it’s not worth it for you to start before it begins again in September.”

“What am I to call you?” asked Anne. “Shall I always say Miss Cuthbert? Can I call you Aunt Marilla?”

“What should I call you?” asked Anne. “Should I always say Miss Cuthbert? Can I call you Aunt Marilla?”

“No; you’ll call me just plain Marilla. I’m not used to being called Miss Cuthbert and it would make me nervous.”

“No; just call me plain Marilla. I’m not used to being called Miss Cuthbert, and it makes me nervous.”

“It sounds awfully disrespectful to say just Marilla,” protested Anne.

“It sounds really disrespectful to just say Marilla,” Anne protested.

“I guess there’ll be nothing disrespectful in it if you’re careful to speak respectfully. Everybody, young and old, in Avonlea calls me Marilla except the minister. He says Miss Cuthbert—when he thinks of it.”

“I don’t think there’s anything disrespectful about it as long as you speak respectfully. Everyone, young and old, in Avonlea calls me Marilla except for the minister. He calls me Miss Cuthbert—when he remembers to.”

“I’d love to call you Aunt Marilla,” said Anne wistfully. “I’ve never had an aunt or any relation at all—not even a grandmother. It would make me feel as if I really belonged to you. Can’t I call you Aunt Marilla?”

“I’d really like to call you Aunt Marilla,” Anne said with a hint of longing. “I’ve never had an aunt or any relatives—not even a grandmother. It would make me feel like I truly belonged to you. Can I call you Aunt Marilla?”

“No. I’m not your aunt and I don’t believe in calling people names that don’t belong to them.”

“No. I’m not your aunt, and I don’t believe in calling people names that aren’t theirs.”

“But we could imagine you were my aunt.”

"But we could pretend you were my aunt."

“I couldn’t,” said Marilla grimly.

“I can't,” said Marilla grimly.

“Do you never imagine things different from what they really are?” asked Anne wide-eyed.

“Don't you ever imagine things differently than they really are?” asked Anne, wide-eyed.

“No.”

“No.”

“Oh!” Anne drew a long breath. “Oh, Miss—Marilla, how much you miss!”

“Oh!” Anne took a deep breath. “Oh, Miss—Marilla, you miss so much!”

“I don’t believe in imagining things different from what they really are,” retorted Marilla. “When the Lord puts us in certain circumstances He doesn’t mean for us to imagine them away. And that reminds me. Go into the sitting-room, Anne—be sure your feet are clean and don’t let any flies in—and bring me out the illustrated card that’s on the mantelpiece. The Lord’s Prayer is on it and you’ll devote your spare time this afternoon to learning it off by heart. There’s to be no more of such praying as I heard last night.”

“I don’t believe in imagining things differently from how they actually are,” Marilla shot back. “When the Lord puts us in certain situations, He doesn’t intend for us to just wish them away. And that reminds me. Go into the sitting room, Anne—make sure your feet are clean and don’t let any flies in—and bring me the illustrated card that’s on the mantel. The Lord’s Prayer is on it, and you’re going to spend your free time this afternoon memorizing it. No more of that praying I heard last night.”

“I suppose I was very awkward,” said Anne apologetically, “but then, you see, I’d never had any practice. You couldn’t really expect a person to pray very well the first time she tried, could you? I thought out a splendid prayer after I went to bed, just as I promised you I would. It was nearly as long as a minister’s and so poetical. But would you believe it? I couldn’t remember one word when I woke up this morning. And I’m afraid I’ll never be able to think out another one as good. Somehow, things never are so good when they’re thought out a second time. Have you ever noticed that?”

“I guess I was pretty awkward,” Anne said apologetically, “but, you know, I’d never done it before. You can’t really expect someone to pray perfectly the first time they try, right? I came up with a fantastic prayer after I went to bed, just like I promised you I would. It was almost as long as a minister’s and really poetic. But can you believe it? I couldn’t remember a single word when I woke up this morning. And I’m worried I’ll never be able to come up with another one as good. Somehow, things never seem as good when you try to think of them a second time. Have you ever noticed that?”

“Here is something for you to notice, Anne. When I tell you to do a thing I want you to obey me at once and not stand stock-still and discourse about it. Just you go and do as I bid you.”

“Here’s something for you to notice, Anne. When I tell you to do something, I want you to do it right away and not just stand there and talk about it. Just go and do as I say.”

Anne promptly departed for the sitting-room across the hall; she failed to return; after waiting ten minutes Marilla laid down her knitting and marched after her with a grim expression. She found Anne standing motionless before a picture hanging on the wall between the two windows, with her hands clasped behind her, her face uplifted, and her eyes astar with dreams. The white and green light strained through apple-trees and clustering vines outside fell over the rapt little figure with a half-unearthly radiance.

Anne quickly left for the sitting room across the hall; she didn’t come back. After waiting ten minutes, Marilla put down her knitting and went after her with a serious look. She found Anne standing still in front of a picture hanging on the wall between the two windows, with her hands clasped behind her, her face raised, and her eyes sparkling with dreams. The soft white and green light filtering through the apple trees and vines outside illuminated the enthralled little figure with an almost ethereal glow.

“Anne, whatever are you thinking of?” demanded Marilla sharply.

“Anne, what are you thinking about?” demanded Marilla sharply.

Anne came back to earth with a start.

Anne suddenly returned to reality.

“That,” she said, pointing to the picture—a rather vivid chromo entitled, “Christ Blessing Little Children”—“and I was just imagining I was one of them—that I was the little girl in the blue dress, standing off by herself in the corner as if she didn’t belong to anybody, like me. She looks lonely and sad, don’t you think? I guess she hadn’t any father or mother of her own. But she wanted to be blessed, too, so she just crept shyly up on the outside of the crowd, hoping nobody would notice her—except Him. I’m sure I know just how she felt. Her heart must have beat and her hands must have got cold, like mine did when I asked you if I could stay. She was afraid He mightn’t notice her. But it’s likely He did, don’t you think? I’ve been trying to imagine it all out—her edging a little nearer all the time until she was quite close to Him; and then He would look at her and put His hand on her hair and oh, such a thrill of joy as would run over her! But I wish the artist hadn’t painted Him so sorrowful-looking. All His pictures are like that, if you’ve noticed. But I don’t believe He could really have looked so sad or the children would have been afraid of Him.”

"That," she said, pointing to the picture—a bright print called, “Christ Blessing Little Children”—“and I was just imagining I was one of them—that I was the little girl in the blue dress, standing off by herself in the corner like she didn’t belong to anyone, just like me. She looks lonely and sad, don’t you think? I guess she didn’t have any parents. But she wanted to be blessed too, so she quietly stepped outside the crowd, hoping nobody would see her—except Him. I’m sure I know exactly how she felt. Her heart must have been racing and her hands must have gone cold, just like mine did when I asked you if I could stay. She was worried He might not notice her. But He probably did, don’t you think? I’ve been trying to imagine it all—her moving a little closer each time until she was right next to Him; and then He would look at her and put His hand on her hair and oh, the joy that would rush through her! But I wish the artist hadn’t made Him look so sad. All His pictures are like that, if you’ve noticed. But I don’t believe He really could have looked so sorrowful or the children would have been afraid of Him."

“Anne,” said Marilla, wondering why she had not broken into this speech long before, “you shouldn’t talk that way. It’s irreverent—positively irreverent.”

“Anne,” Marilla said, wondering why she hadn’t said this earlier, “you shouldn’t talk like that. It’s disrespectful—truly disrespectful.”

Anne’s eyes marvelled.

Anne marveled at the view.

“Why, I felt just as reverent as could be. I’m sure I didn’t mean to be irreverent.”

“Honestly, I felt as respectful as I could be. I'm sure I didn't mean to be disrespectful.”

“Well, I don’t suppose you did—but it doesn’t sound right to talk so familiarly about such things. And another thing, Anne, when I send you after something you’re to bring it at once and not fall into mooning and imagining before pictures. Remember that. Take that card and come right to the kitchen. Now, sit down in the corner and learn that prayer off by heart.”

“Well, I guess you didn’t—but it doesn’t seem right to talk so casually about things like that. And another thing, Anne, when I send you to get something, you need to bring it back immediately and not get distracted daydreaming. Remember that. Take that card and go straight to the kitchen. Now, sit down in the corner and memorize that prayer.”

Anne set the card up against the jugful of apple blossoms she had brought in to decorate the dinner table—Marilla had eyed that decoration askance, but had said nothing—propped her chin on her hands, and fell to studying it intently for several silent minutes.

Anne placed the card against the pitcher full of apple blossoms she had brought in to decorate the dinner table—Marilla had looked at that decoration skeptically, but hadn't said anything—rested her chin on her hands, and spent several quiet minutes studying it intently.

“I like this,” she announced at length. “It’s beautiful. I’ve heard it before—I heard the superintendent of the asylum Sunday-school say it over once. But I didn’t like it then. He had such a cracked voice and he prayed it so mournfully. I really felt sure he thought praying was a disagreeable duty. This isn’t poetry, but it makes me feel just the same way poetry does. ‘Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.’ That is just like a line of music. Oh, I’m so glad you thought of making me learn this, Miss—Marilla.”

“I like this,” she said after a moment. “It’s beautiful. I’ve heard it before—I heard the superintendent of the asylum Sunday school say it once. But I didn’t like it then. He had such a scratchy voice and he prayed so sadly. I was really sure he thought praying was a chore. This isn’t poetry, but it makes me feel just like poetry does. ‘Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.’ That’s just like a piece of music. Oh, I’m so glad you thought of having me learn this, Miss—Marilla.”

“Well, learn it and hold your tongue,” said Marilla shortly.

“Well, just learn it and keep quiet,” said Marilla curtly.

Anne tipped the vase of apple blossoms near enough to bestow a soft kiss on a pink-cupped bud, and then studied diligently for some moments longer.

Anne tilted the vase of apple blossoms just enough to give a gentle kiss to a pink-budded bloom, and then continued to observe intently for a few more moments.

“Marilla,” she demanded presently, “do you think that I shall ever have a bosom friend in Avonlea?”

“Marilla,” she asked after a moment, “do you think I’ll ever have a close friend in Avonlea?”

“A—a what kind of a friend?”

“A—what type of friend?”

“A bosom friend—an intimate friend, you know—a really kindred spirit to whom I can confide my inmost soul. I’ve dreamed of meeting her all my life. I never really supposed I would, but so many of my loveliest dreams have come true all at once that perhaps this one will, too. Do you think it’s possible?”

“A close friend—an intimate friend, you know—a true kindred spirit to whom I can share my deepest feelings. I’ve dreamed of meeting her my whole life. I never really thought I would, but so many of my happiest dreams have come true all at once that maybe this one will, too. Do you think that’s possible?”

“Diana Barry lives over at Orchard Slope and she’s about your age. She’s a very nice little girl, and perhaps she will be a playmate for you when she comes home. She’s visiting her aunt over at Carmody just now. You’ll have to be careful how you behave yourself, though. Mrs. Barry is a very particular woman. She won’t let Diana play with any little girl who isn’t nice and good.”

“Diana Barry lives at Orchard Slope, and she’s around your age. She’s a really nice girl, and maybe she’ll be a friend for you when she comes back home. Right now, she’s visiting her aunt in Carmody. You’ll need to watch how you act, though. Mrs. Barry is very particular. She won’t let Diana play with any girl who isn’t nice and good.”

Anne looked at Marilla through the apple blossoms, her eyes aglow with interest.

Anne looked at Marilla through the apple blossoms, her eyes shining with curiosity.

“What is Diana like? Her hair isn’t red, is it? Oh, I hope not. It’s bad enough to have red hair myself, but I positively couldn’t endure it in a bosom friend.”

“What’s Diana like? Her hair isn’t red, is it? I really hope not. It’s bad enough having red hair myself; I definitely couldn’t handle it in a best friend.”

“Diana is a very pretty little girl. She has black eyes and hair and rosy cheeks. And she is good and smart, which is better than being pretty.”

“Diana is a very cute little girl. She has black eyes and hair and rosy cheeks. And she's kind and smart, which is even better than being cute.”

Marilla was as fond of morals as the Duchess in Wonderland, and was firmly convinced that one should be tacked on to every remark made to a child who was being brought up.

Marilla loved morals just like the Duchess in Wonderland and firmly believed that a moral lesson should be attached to every comment made to a child being raised.

But Anne waved the moral inconsequently aside and seized only on the delightful possibilities before it.

But Anne dismissively brushed the moral aside and focused solely on the exciting possibilities ahead.

“Oh, I’m so glad she’s pretty. Next to being beautiful oneself—and that’s impossible in my case—it would be best to have a beautiful bosom friend. When I lived with Mrs. Thomas she had a bookcase in her sitting-room with glass doors. There weren’t any books in it; Mrs. Thomas kept her best china and her preserves there—when she had any preserves to keep. One of the doors was broken. Mr. Thomas smashed it one night when he was slightly intoxicated. But the other was whole and I used to pretend that my reflection in it was another little girl who lived in it. I called her Katie Maurice, and we were very intimate. I used to talk to her by the hour, especially on Sunday, and tell her everything. Katie was the comfort and consolation of my life. We used to pretend that the bookcase was enchanted and that if I only knew the spell I could open the door and step right into the room where Katie Maurice lived, instead of into Mrs. Thomas’ shelves of preserves and china. And then Katie Maurice would have taken me by the hand and led me out into a wonderful place, all flowers and sunshine and fairies, and we would have lived there happy for ever after. When I went to live with Mrs. Hammond it just broke my heart to leave Katie Maurice. She felt it dreadfully, too, I know she did, for she was crying when she kissed me good-bye through the bookcase door. There was no bookcase at Mrs. Hammond’s. But just up the river a little way from the house there was a long green little valley, and the loveliest echo lived there. It echoed back every word you said, even if you didn’t talk a bit loud. So I imagined that it was a little girl called Violetta and we were great friends and I loved her almost as well as I loved Katie Maurice—not quite, but almost, you know. The night before I went to the asylum I said good-bye to Violetta, and oh, her good-bye came back to me in such sad, sad tones. I had become so attached to her that I hadn’t the heart to imagine a bosom friend at the asylum, even if there had been any scope for imagination there.”

“Oh, I’m so glad she’s beautiful. Besides being beautiful myself—which is impossible in my case—it’s best to have a gorgeous best friend. When I lived with Mrs. Thomas, she had a bookcase in her living room with glass doors. There weren’t any books in it; Mrs. Thomas kept her best china and her preserves there—when she had any preserves. One of the doors was broken. Mr. Thomas smashed it one night when he was a bit drunk. But the other door was intact, and I used to pretend that my reflection in it was another little girl who lived inside. I named her Katie Maurice, and we were very close. I would talk to her for hours, especially on Sundays, and tell her everything. Katie was the comfort and consolation of my life. We pretended that the bookcase was magical and that if I only knew the right spell, I could open the door and step into the room where Katie Maurice lived, instead of into Mrs. Thomas’ shelves of preserves and china. Then Katie Maurice would take my hand and lead me into a wonderful place, full of flowers, sunshine, and fairies, and we would live there happily ever after. When I had to move in with Mrs. Hammond, it broke my heart to leave Katie Maurice. I know she felt it too, because she was crying when she kissed me goodbye through the bookcase door. There was no bookcase at Mrs. Hammond’s. But just up the river a little from the house, there was a long green valley, and the loveliest echo lived there. It echoed back every word you said, even if you didn’t speak loudly. So I imagined it was a little girl named Violetta, and we were great friends; I loved her almost as much as I loved Katie Maurice—not quite, but almost, you know. The night before I went to the asylum, I said goodbye to Violetta, and oh, her goodbye came back to me in such sad tones. I had become so attached to her that I couldn’t bear to think of having a best friend at the asylum, even if there had been any room for imagination there.”

“I think it’s just as well there wasn’t,” said Marilla drily. “I don’t approve of such goings-on. You seem to half believe your own imaginations. It will be well for you to have a real live friend to put such nonsense out of your head. But don’t let Mrs. Barry hear you talking about your Katie Maurices and your Violettas or she’ll think you tell stories.”

“I think it’s just as well there wasn’t,” Marilla said dryly. “I don’t approve of that kind of behavior. You seem to half-believe your own fantasies. It would be good for you to have a real friend to clear that nonsense from your mind. But don’t let Mrs. Barry hear you talking about your Katie Maurices and your Violettas, or she’ll think you’re making things up.”

“Oh, I won’t. I couldn’t talk of them to everybody—their memories are too sacred for that. But I thought I’d like to have you know about them. Oh, look, here’s a big bee just tumbled out of an apple blossom. Just think what a lovely place to live—in an apple blossom! Fancy going to sleep in it when the wind was rocking it. If I wasn’t a human girl I think I’d like to be a bee and live among the flowers.”

“Oh, I won’t. I couldn’t talk about them to just anyone—their memories mean too much for that. But I thought you should know about them. Oh, look, here’s a big bee that just fell out of an apple blossom. Just imagine what a wonderful place to live—in an apple blossom! Can you picture going to sleep in there while the wind gently rocks it? If I weren’t a human girl, I think I’d want to be a bee and live among the flowers.”

“Yesterday you wanted to be a sea-gull,” sniffed Marilla. “I think you are very fickle-minded. I told you to learn that prayer and not talk. But it seems impossible for you to stop talking if you’ve got anybody that will listen to you. So go up to your room and learn it.”

“Yesterday, you wanted to be a seagull,” Marilla said with a sniff. “I think you’re very fickle. I told you to learn that prayer and keep quiet. But it seems like you can’t stop talking if there’s someone who will listen to you. So go up to your room and learn it.”

“Oh, I know it pretty nearly all now—all but just the last line.”

“Oh, I almost know it all now—just not the last line.”

“Well, never mind, do as I tell you. Go to your room and finish learning it well, and stay there until I call you down to help me get tea.”

“Well, never mind, just do what I say. Go to your room and finish learning it properly, and stay there until I call you down to help me make tea.”

“Can I take the apple blossoms with me for company?” pleaded Anne.

“Can I take the apple blossoms with me for some company?” Anne begged.

“No; you don’t want your room cluttered up with flowers. You should have left them on the tree in the first place.”

“No; you don’t want your room filled with flowers. You should have left them on the tree in the first place.”

“I did feel a little that way, too,” said Anne. “I kind of felt I shouldn’t shorten their lovely lives by picking them— I wouldn’t want to be picked if I were an apple blossom. But the temptation was irresistible. What do you do when you meet with an irresistible temptation?”

“I felt a bit like that, too,” said Anne. “I thought I shouldn’t cut their beautiful lives short by picking them—I wouldn’t want to be picked if I were an apple blossom. But the temptation was irresistible. What do you do when you face an irresistible temptation?”

“Anne, did you hear me tell you to go to your room?”

“Anne, did you hear me tell you to go to your room?”

Anne sighed, retreated to the east gable, and sat down in a chair by the window.

Anne sighed, went back to the east gable, and sat in a chair by the window.

“There—I know this prayer. I learned that last sentence coming up-stairs. Now I’m going to imagine things into this room so that they’ll always stay imagined. The floor is covered with a white velvet carpet with pink roses all over it and there are pink silk curtains at the windows. The walls are hung with gold and silver brocade tapestry. The furniture is mahogany. I never saw any mahogany, but it does sound so luxurious. This is a couch all heaped with gorgeous silken cushions, pink and blue and crimson and gold, and I am reclining gracefully on it. I can see my reflection in that splendid big mirror hanging on the wall. I am tall and regal, clad in a gown of trailing white lace, with a pearl cross on my breast and pearls in my hair. My hair is of midnight darkness and my skin is a clear ivory pallor. My name is the Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. No, it isn’t—I can’t make that seem real.”

“There—I know this prayer. I learned that last line coming up the stairs. Now I’m going to imagine things into this room so they’ll always stay imagined. The floor is covered with a white velvet carpet decorated with pink roses, and there are pink silk curtains at the windows. The walls are draped with gold and silver brocade tapestry. The furniture is made of mahogany. I’ve never seen mahogany, but it sounds so luxurious. There’s a couch piled high with gorgeous silk cushions, pink and blue and crimson and gold, and I’m lounging gracefully on it. I can see my reflection in that beautiful big mirror hanging on the wall. I’m tall and regal, wearing a flowing white lace gown, with a pearl cross on my chest and pearls in my hair. My hair is as dark as midnight, and my skin is a clear ivory. My name is Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. No, it’s not—I can’t make that feel real.”

She danced up to the little looking-glass and peered into it. Her pointed freckled face and solemn gray eyes peered back at her.

She danced over to the small mirror and looked into it. Her pointed, freckled face and serious gray eyes looked back at her.

“You’re only Anne of Green Gables,” she said earnestly, “and I see you, just as you are looking now, whenever I try to imagine I’m the Lady Cordelia. But it’s a million times nicer to be Anne of Green Gables than Anne of nowhere in particular, isn’t it?”

“You’re just Anne of Green Gables,” she said seriously, “and I can see you, exactly how you look right now, whenever I try to picture myself as Lady Cordelia. But it’s a million times better to be Anne of Green Gables than to be Anne of nowhere special, don’t you think?”

She bent forward, kissed her reflection affectionately, and betook herself to the open window.

She leaned forward, kissed her reflection fondly, and made her way to the open window.

“Dear Snow Queen, good afternoon. And good afternoon, dear birches down in the hollow. And good afternoon, dear gray house up on the hill. I wonder if Diana is to be my bosom friend. I hope she will, and I shall love her very much. But I must never quite forget Katie Maurice and Violetta. They would feel so hurt if I did and I’d hate to hurt anybody’s feelings, even a little bookcase girl’s or a little echo girl’s. I must be careful to remember them and send them a kiss every day.”

“Dear Snow Queen, good afternoon. And good afternoon, dear birches down in the hollow. And good afternoon, dear gray house up on the hill. I wonder if Diana will be my best friend. I hope she will, and I’m going to love her a lot. But I can never completely forget Katie Maurice and Violetta. They would be so hurt if I did, and I’d hate to hurt anyone’s feelings, even a little bookcase girl’s or a little echo girl’s. I need to make sure I remember them and send them a kiss every day.”

Anne blew a couple of airy kisses from her finger-tips past the cherry blossoms and then, with her chin in her hands, drifted luxuriously out on a sea of day-dreams.

Anne blew a few light kisses from her fingertips past the cherry blossoms and then, resting her chin in her hands, floated blissfully away on a sea of daydreams.


CHAPTER IX.
MRS. RACHEL LYNDE IS PROPERLY HORRIFIED
MRS. RACHEL LYNDE IS COMPLETELY SHOCKED

Anne had been a fortnight at Green Gables before Mrs. Lynde arrived to inspect her. Mrs. Rachel, to do her justice, was not to blame for this. A severe and unseasonable attack of grippe had confined that good lady to her house ever since the occasion of her last visit to Green Gables. Mrs. Rachel was not often sick and had a well-defined contempt for people who were; but grippe, she asserted, was like no other illness on earth and could only be interpreted as one of the special visitations of Providence. As soon as her doctor allowed her to put her foot out-of-doors she hurried up to Green Gables, bursting with curiosity to see Matthew’s and Marilla’s orphan, concerning whom all sorts of stories and suppositions had gone abroad in Avonlea.

Anne had been at Green Gables for two weeks before Mrs. Lynde showed up to check on her. To give Mrs. Rachel credit, she wasn’t at fault for the delay. She had been laid up at home due to a bad case of the flu since her last visit to Green Gables. Mrs. Rachel wasn’t usually sick and didn’t have much patience for people who were; but she insisted that the flu was unlike any other illness and could only be seen as one of those rare happenings from above. As soon as her doctor cleared her to step outside, she rushed over to Green Gables, eager to see Matthew and Marilla’s orphan, about whom all sorts of rumors and speculations had circulated in Avonlea.

Anne had made good use of every waking moment of that fortnight. Already she was acquainted with every tree and shrub about the place. She had discovered that a lane opened out below the apple orchard and ran up through a belt of woodland; and she had explored it to its furthest end in all its delicious vagaries of brook and bridge, fir coppice and wild cherry arch, corners thick with fern, and branching byways of maple and mountain ash.

Anne had made the most of every minute during those two weeks. By now, she knew every tree and bush around the property. She had found a path that led down from the apple orchard and wound its way through a patch of woods; she had explored it all the way to the very end, enjoying all its delightful features like the stream and bridge, the fir thicket, wild cherry trees, areas thick with ferns, and the winding paths of maple and mountain ash.

She had made friends with the spring down in the hollow—that wonderful deep, clear icy-cold spring; it was set about with smooth red sandstones and rimmed in by great palm-like clumps of water fern; and beyond it was a log bridge over the brook.

She had become friends with the spring down in the hollow—that amazing deep, clear, icy-cold spring; it was surrounded by smooth red sandstones and bordered by large palm-like clusters of water fern; and beyond it was a log bridge over the brook.

That bridge led Anne’s dancing feet up over a wooded hill beyond, where perpetual twilight reigned under the straight, thick-growing firs and spruces; the only flowers there were myriads of delicate “June bells,” those shyest and sweetest of woodland blooms, and a few pale, aerial starflowers, like the spirits of last year’s blossoms. Gossamers glimmered like threads of silver among the trees and the fir boughs and tassels seemed to utter friendly speech.

That bridge took Anne’s dancing feet up over a wooded hill ahead, where constant twilight hung beneath the tall, straight firs and spruces. The only flowers there were countless delicate “June bells,” the shyest and sweetest of forest blooms, along with a few pale, airy starflowers, like the spirits of last year’s blossoms. Gossamer strands shimmered like silver threads among the trees, and the fir branches and tassels seemed to be whispering friendly words.

All these raptured voyages of exploration were made in the odd half-hours which she was allowed for play, and Anne talked Matthew and Marilla half-deaf over her discoveries. Not that Matthew complained, to be sure; he listened to it all with a wordless smile of enjoyment on his face; Marilla permitted the “chatter” until she found herself becoming too interested in it, whereupon she always promptly quenched Anne by a curt command to hold her tongue.

All these exciting adventures of exploration happened during the little bits of time she got to play, and Anne talked Matthew and Marilla's ears off about her discoveries. Not that Matthew minded, of course; he listened with a quiet smile of enjoyment on his face. Marilla allowed the “chatter” until she realized she was getting too interested, at which point she always quickly shut down Anne with a sharp command to be quiet.

Anne was out in the orchard when Mrs. Rachel came, wandering at her own sweet will through the lush, tremulous grasses splashed with ruddy evening sunshine; so that good lady had an excellent chance to talk her illness fully over, describing every ache and pulse-beat with such evident enjoyment that Marilla thought even grippe must bring its compensations. When details were exhausted Mrs. Rachel introduced the real reason of her call.

Anne was out in the orchard when Mrs. Rachel arrived, strolling at her leisure through the vibrant, swaying grasses dotted with warm evening sunlight. This gave the good lady a perfect opportunity to chat about her ailments in detail, describing every ache and heartbeat with such clear enjoyment that Marilla thought even influenza must have its perks. Once she had exhausted the details, Mrs. Rachel introduced the real reason for her visit.

“I’ve been hearing some surprising things about you and Matthew.”

“I’ve been hearing some surprising things about you and Matthew.”

“I don’t suppose you are any more surprised than I am myself,” said Marilla. “I’m getting over my surprise now.”

“I don’t think you’re any more surprised than I am,” said Marilla. “I’m starting to get over my surprise now.”

“It was too bad there was such a mistake,” said Mrs. Rachel sympathetically. “Couldn’t you have sent her back?”

“It’s a shame there was such a mistake,” Mrs. Rachel said compassionately. “Couldn’t you have sent her back?”

“I suppose we could, but we decided not to. Matthew took a fancy to her. And I must say I like her myself—although I admit she has her faults. The house seems a different place already. She’s a real bright little thing.”

“I guess we could, but we chose not to. Matthew really likes her. And I have to say I like her too—though I admit she has her flaws. The house feels like a whole different place already. She’s a really bright little thing.”

Marilla said more than she had intended to say when she began, for she read disapproval in Mrs. Rachel’s expression.

Marilla said more than she meant to when she started, because she could see disapproval in Mrs. Rachel’s expression.

“It’s a great responsibility you’ve taken on yourself,” said that lady gloomily, “especially when you’ve never had any experience with children. You don’t know much about her or her real disposition, I suppose, and there’s no guessing how a child like that will turn out. But I don’t want to discourage you I’m sure, Marilla.”

“It’s a big responsibility you’ve taken on,” the woman said sadly, “especially since you’ve never dealt with kids before. You probably don’t know much about her or her true nature, and it’s impossible to predict how a child like that will develop. But I don’t want to discourage you, Marilla.”

“I’m not feeling discouraged,” was Marilla’s dry response. “When I make up my mind to do a thing it stays made up. I suppose you’d like to see Anne. I’ll call her in.”

“I’m not feeling discouraged,” Marilla replied dryly. “When I decide to do something, I stick to it. I guess you’d like to see Anne. I’ll go get her.”

Anne came running in presently, her face sparkling with the delight of her orchard rovings; but, abashed at finding herself in the unexpected presence of a stranger, she halted confusedly inside the door. She certainly was an odd-looking little creature in the short tight wincey dress she had worn from the asylum, below which her thin legs seemed ungracefully long. Her freckles were more numerous and obtrusive than ever; the wind had ruffled her hatless hair into over-brilliant disorder; it had never looked redder than at that moment.

Anne came running in soon after, her face glowing with the joy of exploring the orchard; but, embarrassed to find a stranger there, she stopped awkwardly just inside the door. She really was an unusual-looking little girl in the short, tight dress she had worn from the asylum, and her skinny legs seemed oddly long. Her freckles were more noticeable and prominent than ever; the wind had tousled her hair, which was sticking out wildly without a hat; it had never looked redder than it did at that moment.

“Well, they didn’t pick you for your looks, that’s sure and certain,” was Mrs. Rachel Lynde’s emphatic comment. Mrs. Rachel was one of those delightful and popular people who pride themselves on speaking their mind without fear or favour. “She’s terrible skinny and homely, Marilla. Come here, child, and let me have a look at you. Lawful heart, did any one ever see such freckles? And hair as red as carrots! Come here, child, I say.”

“Well, they didn’t choose you for your looks, that’s for sure,” was Mrs. Rachel Lynde’s strong opinion. Mrs. Rachel was one of those charming and well-liked people who take pride in speaking their mind without holding back. “She’s really skinny and plain, Marilla. Come here, kid, and let me take a look at you. Goodness, has anyone ever seen such freckles? And your hair is as red as carrots! Come here, I say.”

Anne “came there,” but not exactly as Mrs. Rachel expected. With one bound she crossed the kitchen floor and stood before Mrs. Rachel, her face scarlet with anger, her lips quivering, and her whole slender form trembling from head to foot.

Anne “came there,” but not exactly as Mrs. Rachel expected. With one leap, she crossed the kitchen floor and stood in front of Mrs. Rachel, her face red with anger, her lips shaking, and her whole slender body trembling from head to toe.

“I hate you,” she cried in a choked voice, stamping her foot on the floor. “I hate you—I hate you—I hate you—” a louder stamp with each assertion of hatred. “How dare you call me skinny and ugly? How dare you say I’m freckled and red-headed? You are a rude, impolite, unfeeling woman!”

“I hate you,” she shouted with a strained voice, stomping her foot on the floor. “I hate you—I hate you—I hate you—” each declaration of hate punctuated by a louder stomp. “How could you call me skinny and ugly? How could you say I’m freckled and red-headed? You are a rude, impolite, heartless woman!”

“‘I hate you,’ she cried in a choked voice, stamping her foot on the floor.”
“‘I hate you,’ she cried in a choked voice, stamping her foot on the floor.”

“Anne!” exclaimed Marilla in consternation.

“Anne!” Marilla exclaimed in shock.

But Anne continued to face Mrs. Rachel undauntedly, head up, eyes blazing, hands clenched, passionate indignation exhaling from her like an atmosphere.

But Anne kept facing Mrs. Rachel fearlessly, head high, eyes blazing, hands clenched, with passionate indignation radiating from her like an aura.

“How dare you say such things about me?” she repeated vehemently. “How would you like to have such things said about you? How would you like to be told that you are fat and clumsy and probably hadn’t a spark of imagination in you? I don’t care if I do hurt your feelings by saying so! I hope I hurt them. You have hurt mine worse than they were ever hurt before even by Mrs. Thomas’ intoxicated husband. And I’ll never forgive you for it, never, never!”

“How dare you say things like that about me?” she repeated fiercely. “How would you feel if someone said that about you? How would you feel being told that you’re fat and clumsy and probably don’t have an ounce of imagination? I don’t care if I hurt your feelings by saying it! I hope I do. You’ve hurt mine worse than they’ve ever been hurt before, even by Mrs. Thomas’s drunk husband. And I will never forgive you for it, never, never!”

Stamp! Stamp!

Stamp! Stamp!

“Did anybody ever see such a temper!” exclaimed the horrified Mrs. Rachel.

“Has anyone ever seen such a temper!” exclaimed the shocked Mrs. Rachel.

“Anne, go to your room and stay there until I come up,” said Marilla, recovering her powers of speech with difficulty.

“Anne, go to your room and stay there until I come up,” Marilla said, regaining her ability to speak with some effort.

Anne, bursting into tears, rushed to the hall door, slammed it until the tins on the porch wall outside rattled in sympathy, and fled through the hall and up the stairs like a whirlwind. A subdued slam above told that the door of the east gable had been shut with equal vehemence.

Anne, breaking down in tears, hurried to the hall door, slammed it hard enough to make the tins on the porch wall rattle in response, and darted through the hall and up the stairs like a whirlwind. A muffled slam from above indicated that the door of the east gable had been shut with just as much force.

“Well, I don’t envy you your job bringing that up, Marilla,” said Mrs. Rachel with unspeakable solemnity.

“Well, I don’t envy you for having to bring that up, Marilla,” said Mrs. Rachel with a serious expression.

Marilla opened her lips to say she knew not what of apology or deprecation. What she did say was a surprise to herself then and ever afterwards.

Marilla opened her mouth to say something, not quite sure if it would be an apology or something to downplay the situation. What came out surprised her in that moment and continued to surprise her afterwards.

“You shouldn’t have twitted her about her looks, Rachel.”

"You shouldn't have tweeted her about her looks, Rachel."

“Marilla Cuthbert, you don’t mean to say that you are upholding her in such a terrible display of temper as we’ve just seen?” demanded Mrs. Rachel indignantly.

“Marilla Cuthbert, are you seriously backing her up after that terrible outburst we just witnessed?” Mrs. Rachel asked, indignantly.

“No,” said Marilla slowly, “I’m not trying to excuse her. She’s been very naughty and I’ll have to give her a talking to about it. But we must make allowances for her. She’s never been taught what is right. And you were too hard on her, Rachel.”

“No,” Marilla said slowly, “I’m not trying to excuse her. She’s been very naughty, and I’ll need to have a talk with her about it. But we have to make some allowances for her. She’s never been taught what’s right. And you were too hard on her, Rachel.”

Marilla could not help tacking on that last sentence, although she was again surprised at herself for doing it. Mrs. Rachel got up with an air of offended dignity.

Marilla couldn’t help but add that last sentence, even though she was once again surprised at herself for doing it. Mrs. Rachel stood up with an air of offended dignity.

“Well, I see that I’ll have to be very careful what I say after this, Marilla, since the fine feelings of orphans, brought from goodness knows where, have to be considered before anything else. Oh, no, I’m not vexed—don’t worry yourself. I’m too sorry for you to leave any room for anger in my mind. You’ll have your own troubles with that child. But if you’ll take my advice—which I suppose you won’t do, although I’ve brought up ten children and buried two—you’ll do that ‘talking to’ you mention with a fair-sized birch switch. I should think that would be the most effective language for that kind of a child. Her temper matches her hair I guess. Well, good evening, Marilla. I hope you’ll come down to see me often as usual. But you can’t expect me to visit here again in a hurry, if I’m liable to be flown at and insulted in such a fashion. It’s something new in my experience.”

“Well, I guess I need to be really careful about what I say from now on, Marilla, since we have to think about the delicate feelings of orphans, who knows where they come from, before anything else. Oh, I’m not upset—don’t worry about it. I feel too sorry for you to be angry. You’ll have your own challenges with that child. But if you’ll take my advice—which I doubt you will, even though I’ve raised ten kids and lost two—you’ll give that ‘talking to’ you mentioned with a good-sized birch switch. I think that would be the most effective way to handle a child like her. Her temper matches her hair, I suppose. Well, good evening, Marilla. I hope you’ll come to see me often like before. But you can’t expect me to visit again soon if I’m going to be attacked and insulted like this. It’s something new in my experience.”

Whereat Mrs. Rachel swept out and away—if a fat woman who always waddled could be said to sweep away—and Marilla with a very solemn face betook herself to the east gable.

Whereupon Mrs. Rachel hurried out and away—if a chubby woman who always waddled could be said to hurry away—and Marilla, with a very serious look, made her way to the east gable.

On the way up-stairs she pondered uneasily as to what she ought to do. She felt no little dismay over the scene that had just been enacted. How unfortunate that Anne should have displayed such temper before Mrs. Rachel Lynde, of all people! Then Marilla suddenly became aware of an uncomfortable and rebuking consciousness that she felt more humiliation over this than sorrow over the discovery of such a serious defect in Anne’s disposition. And how was she to punish her? The amiable suggestion of the birch switch—to the efficiency of which all of Mrs. Rachel’s own children could have borne smarting testimony—did not appeal to Marilla. She did not believe she could whip a child. No, some other method of punishment must be found to bring Anne to a proper realization of the enormity of her offence.

On the way upstairs, she thought anxiously about what she should do. She was quite upset about the scene that had just happened. How unfortunate that Anne showed such a temper in front of Mrs. Rachel Lynde, of all people! Then Marilla suddenly realized with discomfort that she felt more humiliation about this than sadness over finding such a serious flaw in Anne’s character. And how was she supposed to punish her? The tempting idea of using the birch switch—which all of Mrs. Rachel’s children could have testified to the effectiveness of—didn't appeal to Marilla. She just didn’t think she could bring herself to hit a child. No, she had to find another way to punish Anne to make her understand how serious her offense was.

Marilla found Anne face downward on her bed, crying bitterly, quite oblivious of muddy boots on a clean counterpane.

Marilla found Anne lying face down on her bed, crying hard, completely unaware of the muddy boots on the clean bedding.

“Anne,” she said, not ungently.

“Anne,” she said gently.

No answer.

No response.

“Anne,” with greater severity, “get off that bed this minute and listen to what I have to say to you.”

“Anne,” more sternly, “get off that bed right now and pay attention to what I have to say to you.”

Anne squirmed off the bed and sat rigidly on a chair beside it, her face swollen and tear-stained and her eyes fixed stubbornly on the floor.

Anne wriggled off the bed and sat stiffly in a chair next to it, her face puffy and tear-streaked, her eyes stubbornly glued to the floor.

“This is a nice way for you to behave, Anne! Aren’t you ashamed of yourself?”

“This is a nice way for you to act, Anne! Aren’t you ashamed of yourself?”

“She hadn’t any right to call me ugly and red-headed,” retorted Anne, evasive and defiant.

“She had no right to call me ugly and red-headed,” Anne shot back, evasive and defiant.

“You hadn’t any right to fly into such a fury and talk the way you did to her, Anne. I was ashamed of you—thoroughly ashamed of you. I wanted you to behave nicely to Mrs. Lynde, and instead of that you have disgraced me. I’m sure I don’t know why you should lose your temper like that just because Mrs. Lynde said you were red-haired and homely. You say it yourself often enough.”

“You had no right to get so angry and speak to her like that, Anne. I felt completely ashamed of you. I wanted you to treat Mrs. Lynde nicely, and instead, you made me look bad. I really don’t understand why you lost your temper just because Mrs. Lynde said you were red-haired and plain. You say it yourself often enough.”

“Oh, but there’s such a difference between saying a thing yourself and hearing other people say it,” wailed Anne. “You may know a thing is so, but you can’t help hoping other people don’t quite think it is. I suppose you think I have an awful temper, but I couldn’t help it. When she said those things something just rose right up in me and choked me. I had to fly out at her.”

“Oh, but there’s a big difference between saying something yourself and hearing other people say it,” cried Anne. “You might know something is true, but you can’t help hoping that other people don’t fully believe it. I guess you think I have a terrible temper, but I couldn’t help it. When she said those things, something just surged up inside me and choked me. I had to lash out at her.”

“Well, you made a fine exhibition of yourself I must say. Mrs. Lynde will have a nice story to tell about you everywhere—and she’ll tell it, too. It was a dreadful thing for you to lose your temper like that, Anne.”

"Well, you really showed yourself, I have to say. Mrs. Lynde will have quite the story about you to share everywhere—and she will, too. It was awful for you to lose your cool like that, Anne."

“Just imagine how you would feel if somebody told you to your face that you were skinny and ugly,” pleaded Anne tearfully.

“Just imagine how you would feel if someone told you to your face that you were skinny and ugly,” Anne begged, tears in her eyes.

An old remembrance suddenly rose up before Marilla. She had been a very small child when she had heard one aunt say of her to another, “What a pity she is such a dark, homely little thing.” Marilla was every day of fifty before the sting had gone out of that memory.

An old memory suddenly came back to Marilla. She had been very young when she heard one aunt say to another, “What a pity she is such a dark, plain little thing.” Marilla was fifty years old before the sting of that memory faded.

“I don’t say that I think Mrs. Lynde was exactly right in saying what she did to you, Anne,” she admitted in a softer tone. “Rachel is too outspoken. But that is no excuse for such behaviour on your part. She was a stranger and an elderly person and my visitor—all three very good reasons why you should have been respectful to her. You were rude and saucy and”—Marilla had a saving inspiration of punishment—“you must go to her and tell her you are very sorry for your bad temper and ask her to forgive you.”

“I’m not saying that I think Mrs. Lynde was completely right in what she said to you, Anne,” she admitted softly. “Rachel is too blunt. But that’s no excuse for how you acted. She was a stranger, an older person, and my guest—those are three very good reasons for you to have been respectful to her. You were rude and sassy, and”—Marilla had a great idea for punishment—“you need to go to her and tell her you’re really sorry for your bad attitude and ask for her forgiveness.”

“I can never do that,” said Anne determinedly and darkly. “You can punish me in any way you like, Marilla. You can shut me up in a dark, damp dungeon inhabited by snakes and toads and feed me only on bread and water and I shall not complain. But I cannot ask Mrs. Lynde to forgive me.”

“I can’t do that,” Anne said firmly and seriously. “You can punish me however you want, Marilla. You can lock me in a dark, damp dungeon full of snakes and toads and only give me bread and water, and I won’t complain. But I cannot ask Mrs. Lynde to forgive me.”

“We’re not in the habit of shutting people up in dark, damp dungeons,” said Marilla drily, “especially as they’re rather scarce in Avonlea. But apologize to Mrs. Lynde you must and shall and you’ll stay here in your room until you can tell me you’re willing to do it.”

“We don’t usually lock people up in dark, damp dungeons,” Marilla said dryly, “especially since there aren’t many around in Avonlea. But you must and will apologize to Mrs. Lynde, and you’ll stay in your room until you can tell me you’re ready to do it.”

“I shall have to stay here for ever then,” said Anne mournfully, “because I can’t tell Mrs. Lynde I’m sorry I said those things to her. How can I? I’m not sorry. I’m sorry I’ve vexed you; but I’m glad I told her just what I did. It was a great satisfaction. I can’t say I’m sorry when I’m not, can I? I can’t even imagine I’m sorry.”

“I guess I have to stay here forever then,” Anne said sadly, “because I can’t tell Mrs. Lynde I'm sorry for what I said to her. How could I? I’m not sorry. I regret upsetting you; but I’m glad I said exactly what I did. It felt really satisfying. I can’t say I’m sorry when I’m not, can I? I can't even imagine feeling sorry.”

“Perhaps your imagination will be in better working order by the morning,” said Marilla, rising to depart. “You’ll have the night to think over your conduct in and come to a better frame of mind. You said you would try to be a very good girl if we kept you at Green Gables, but I must say it hasn’t seemed very much like it this evening.”

“Maybe your imagination will be clearer by morning,” Marilla said as she got up to leave. “You’ll have the night to reflect on your behavior and hopefully get into a better mindset. You said you would try to be a really good girl if we let you stay at Green Gables, but I have to say it hasn’t looked that way this evening.”

Leaving this Parthian shaft to rankle in Anne’s stormy bosom, Marilla descended to the kitchen, grievously troubled in mind and vexed in soul. She was as angry with herself as with Anne, because, whenever she recalled Mrs. Rachel’s dumfounded countenance her lips twitched with amusement and she felt a most reprehensible desire to laugh.

Leaving this Parthian comment to simmer in Anne’s turbulent heart, Marilla went down to the kitchen, deeply troubled and irritated. She was just as mad at herself as she was at Anne, because every time she thought of Mrs. Rachel’s shocked face, her lips twitched with laughter and she felt an awful urge to giggle.


CHAPTER X.
ANNE’S APOLOGY
ANNE'S APOLOGY

Marilla said nothing to Matthew about the affair that evening; but when Anne proved still refractory the next morning an explanation had to be made to account for her absence from the breakfast-table. Marilla told Matthew the whole story, taking pains to impress him with a due sense of the enormity of Anne’s behaviour.

Marilla didn't mention anything to Matthew about the situation that evening; however, when Anne was still being difficult the next morning, an explanation was needed to justify her absence from the breakfast table. Marilla explained the whole story to Matthew, making sure to convey the seriousness of Anne's behavior.

“It’s a good thing Rachel Lynde got a calling down; she’s a meddlesome old gossip,” was Matthew’s consolatory rejoinder.

“It's a good thing Rachel Lynde got called out; she's a nosy old gossip,” was Matthew's comforting response.

“Matthew Cuthbert, I’m astonished at you. You know that Anne’s behaviour was dreadful, and yet you take her part! I suppose you’ll be saying next thing that she oughtn’t to be punished at all.”

“Matthew Cuthbert, I can’t believe you. You know that Anne’s behavior was terrible, and yet you defend her! I guess next you’ll be saying that she shouldn’t be punished at all.”

“Well now—no—not exactly,” said Matthew uneasily. “I reckon she ought to be punished a little. But don’t be too hard on her, Marilla. Recollect she hasn’t ever had any one to teach her right. You’re—you’re going to give her something to eat, aren’t you?”

“Well, now—not really,” Matthew said nervously. “I think she should be punished a bit. But don’t be too harsh on her, Marilla. Remember, she’s never had anyone to teach her what’s right. You’re going to give her something to eat, right?”

“When did you ever hear of me starving people into good behaviour?” demanded Marilla indignantly. “She’ll have her meals regular, and I’ll carry them up to her myself. But she’ll stay up there until she’s willing to apologize to Mrs. Lynde, and that’s final, Matthew.”

“When did you ever hear of me starving people into good behavior?” Marilla demanded, indignantly. “She’ll have her meals on time, and I’ll take them up to her myself. But she’s going to stay up there until she’s ready to apologize to Mrs. Lynde, and that’s that, Matthew.”

Breakfast, dinner, and supper were very silent meals—for Anne still remained obdurate. After each meal Marilla carried a well-filled tray to the east gable and brought it down later on not noticeably depleted. Matthew eyed its last descent with a troubled eye. Had Anne eaten anything at all?

Breakfast, lunch, and dinner were really quiet meals—Anne was still being stubborn. After each meal, Marilla took a fully loaded tray to the east gable and brought it back down later looking almost untouched. Matthew watched its last trip down with concern. Had Anne eaten anything at all?

When Marilla went out that evening to bring the cows from the back pasture, Matthew, who had been hanging about the barns and watching, slipped into the house with the air of a burglar and crept up-stairs. As a general thing Matthew gravitated between the kitchen and the little bedroom off the hall where he slept; once in a while he ventured uncomfortably into the parlour or sitting-room when the minister came to tea. But he had never been up-stairs in his own house since the spring he helped Marilla paper the spare bedroom, and that was four years ago.

When Marilla went out that evening to bring the cows from the back pasture, Matthew, who had been hanging around the barns and watching, slipped into the house like a burglar and crept upstairs. Usually, Matthew moved between the kitchen and the small bedroom off the hall where he slept; occasionally, he uncomfortably ventured into the parlor or sitting room when the minister came for tea. But he hadn’t been upstairs in his own house since the spring he helped Marilla wallpaper the spare bedroom, which was four years ago.

He tiptoed along the hall and stood for several minutes outside the door of the east gable before he summoned courage to tap on it with his fingers and then open the door to peep in.

He quietly walked down the hall and paused for several minutes outside the door of the east gable before he gathered the courage to lightly knock on it with his fingers and then open the door to peek inside.

Anne was sitting on the yellow chair by the window, gazing mournfully out into the garden. Very small and unhappy she looked, and Matthew’s heart smote him. He softly closed the door and tiptoed over to her.

Anne was sitting in the yellow chair by the window, looking sadly out into the garden. She looked small and unhappy, and Matthew felt a pang of sympathy. He quietly shut the door and quietly walked over to her.

“Anne,” he whispered, as if afraid of being overheard, “how are you making it, Anne?”

“Anne,” he whispered, as if worried about being overheard, “how are you doing, Anne?”

Anne smiled wanly.

Anne smiled weakly.

“Pretty well. I imagine a good deal, and that helps to pass the time. Of course, it’s rather lonesome. But then, I may as well get used to that.”

“Pretty well. I do a lot of imagining, and that helps to pass the time. Of course, it’s kind of lonely. But I might as well get used to it.”

Anne smiled again, bravely facing the long years of solitary imprisonment before her.

Anne smiled again, courageously confronting the long years of solitary confinement ahead of her.

Matthew recollected that he must say what he had come to say without loss of time, lest Marilla return prematurely.

Matthew remembered that he needed to say what he had come to say quickly, so Marilla wouldn’t come back too soon.

“Well now, Anne, don’t you think you’d better do it and have it over with?” he whispered. “It’ll have to be done sooner or later, you know, for Marilla’s a dreadful determined woman—dreadful determined, Anne. Do it right off, I say, and have it over.”

"Well now, Anne, don’t you think you should just get it over with?" he whispered. "It’s something you’ll have to deal with sooner or later, you know, because Marilla is incredibly determined—really determined, Anne. Just do it right away and be done with it."

“Do you mean apologize to Mrs. Lynde?”

“Are you saying I should apologize to Mrs. Lynde?”

“Yes—apologize—that’s the very word,” said Matthew eagerly. “Just smooth it over so to speak. That’s what I was trying to get at.”

“Yeah—apologize—that’s exactly the word,” said Matthew eagerly. “Just smooth it over, so to speak. That’s what I was trying to say.”

“I suppose I could do it to oblige you,” said Anne thoughtfully. “It would be true enough to say I am sorry, because I am sorry now. I wasn’t a bit sorry last night. I was mad clear through, and I stayed mad all night. I know I did because I woke up three times and I was just furious every time. But this morning it was all over. I wasn’t in a temper any more—and it left a dreadful sort of goneness, too. I felt so ashamed of myself. But I just couldn’t think of going and telling Mrs. Lynde so. It would be so humiliating. I made up my mind I’d stay shut up here for ever rather than do that. But still—I’d do anything for you—if you really want me to—”

“I guess I could do it to help you out,” Anne said thoughtfully. “It would be honest to say I’m sorry because I *am* sorry now. I wasn’t at all sorry last night. I was mad through and through, and I stayed mad all night. I know I did because I woke up three times and was just furious each time. But this morning it was all over. I wasn’t angry anymore—and that left a terrible feeling of emptiness, too. I felt really ashamed of myself. But I just couldn’t bring myself to go and tell Mrs. Lynde that. It would be so embarrassing. I decided I’d rather stay shut up here forever than do that. But still—I’d do anything for you—if you really want me to—”

“Well now, of course I do. It’s terrible lonesome down-stairs without you. Just go and smooth it over—that’s a good girl.”

"Well, of course I do. It’s really lonely downstairs without you. Just go and make things right—that’s a good girl."

“Very well,” said Anne resignedly. “I’ll tell Marilla as soon as she comes in that I’ve repented.”

“Okay,” Anne said with a sigh. “I’ll tell Marilla as soon as she comes in that I’m sorry.”

“That’s right—that’s right, Anne. But don’t tell Marilla I said anything about it. She might think I was putting my oar in and I promised not to do that.”

"That’s right—that’s right, Anne. But don’t tell Marilla I said anything about it. She might think I’m butting in, and I promised not to do that."

“Wild horses won’t drag the secret from me,” promised Anne solemnly. “How would wild horses drag a secret from a person anyhow?”

“Wild horses won't drag the secret out of me,” Anne promised seriously. “How would wild horses even drag a secret out of someone?”

But Matthew was gone, scared at his own success. He fled hastily to the remotest corner of the horse pasture lest Marilla should suspect what he had been up to. Marilla herself, upon her return to the house, was agreeably surprised to hear a plaintive voice calling, “Marilla,” over the banisters.

But Matthew was gone, scared by his own success. He quickly ran to the farthest corner of the horse pasture so Marilla wouldn’t suspect what he had been doing. Marilla herself, when she returned to the house, was pleasantly surprised to hear a sad voice calling, “Marilla,” from the stairs.

“Well?” she said, going into the hall.

“Well?” she said, stepping into the hallway.

“I’m sorry I lost my temper and said rude things, and I’m willing to go and tell Mrs. Lynde so.”

“I’m sorry I lost my cool and said rude things, and I’m ready to go tell Mrs. Lynde about it.”

“Very well.” Marilla’s crispness gave no sign of her relief. She had been wondering what under the canopy she should do if Anne did not give in. “I’ll take you down after milking.”

“Alright.” Marilla's sharp tone revealed nothing of her relief. She had been thinking about what on earth she would do if Anne didn’t back down. “I’ll take you down after milking.”

Accordingly, after milking, behold Marilla and Anne walking down the lane, the former erect and triumphant, the latter drooping and dejected. But half-way down Anne’s dejection vanished as if by enchantment. She lifted her head and stepped lightly along, her eyes fixed on the sunset sky and an air of subdued exhilaration about her. Marilla beheld the change disapprovingly. This was no meek penitent such as it behooved her to take into the presence of the offended Mrs. Lynde.

Accordingly, after milking, here are Marilla and Anne walking down the lane, the former straight and triumphant, the latter slumped and downcast. But halfway down, Anne’s gloom disappeared like magic. She lifted her head and walked lightly, her eyes on the sunset sky and a sense of quiet joy around her. Marilla saw the change with disapproval. This was not the meek penitent she should be taking into the presence of the upset Mrs. Lynde.

“What are you thinking of, Anne?” she asked sharply.

“What are you thinking about, Anne?” she asked pointedly.

“I’m imagining out what I must say to Mrs. Lynde,” answered Anne dreamily.

“I’m thinking about what I need to say to Mrs. Lynde,” Anne replied dreamily.

This was satisfactory—or should have been so. But Marilla could not rid herself of the notion that something in her scheme of punishment was going askew. Anne had no business to look so rapt and radiant.

This was satisfactory—or should have been. But Marilla couldn't shake the feeling that something about her punishment plan was off. Anne had no right to look so enchanted and joyful.

Rapt and radiant Anne continued until they were in the very presence of Mrs. Lynde, who was sitting knitting by her kitchen window. Then the radiance vanished. Mournful penitence appeared on every feature. Before a word was spoken Anne suddenly went down on her knees before the astonished Mrs. Rachel and held out her hands beseechingly.

Rapt and glowing, Anne kept going until they were right in front of Mrs. Lynde, who was sitting and knitting by her kitchen window. Then the shine faded. A sad regret replaced it on her face. Without saying a word, Anne suddenly dropped to her knees in front of the shocked Mrs. Rachel and held out her hands in a pleading gesture.

“Oh, Mrs. Lynde, I am so extremely sorry,” she said with a quiver in her voice. “I could never express all my sorrow, no, not if I used up a whole dictionary. You must just imagine it. I behaved terribly to you—and I’ve disgraced the dear friends, Matthew and Marilla, who have let me stay at Green Gables although I’m not a boy. I’m a dreadfully wicked and ungrateful girl, and I deserve to be punished and cast out by respectable people for ever. It was very wicked of me to fly into a temper because you told me the truth. It was the truth; every word you said was true. My hair is red and I’m freckled and skinny and ugly. What I said to you was true, too, but I shouldn’t have said it. Oh, Mrs. Lynde, please, please, forgive me. If you refuse it will be a lifelong sorrow to me. You wouldn’t like to inflict a lifelong sorrow on a poor little orphan girl, would you, even if she had a dreadful temper? Oh, I am sure you wouldn’t. Please say you forgive me, Mrs. Lynde.”

“Oh, Mrs. Lynde, I'm so incredibly sorry,” she said, her voice trembling. “I could never fully express how sad I am, no, not even if I used an entire dictionary. You just have to imagine it. I was terrible to you—and I’ve brought shame to my dear friends, Matthew and Marilla, who have taken me in at Green Gables even though I’m not a boy. I’m a truly wicked and ungrateful girl, and I deserve to be punished and cast out by decent people forever. It was really wrong of me to lose my temper just because you told me the truth. It was the truth; everything you said was true. My hair is red, I’m freckled, skinny, and ugly. What I said to you was true, too, but I shouldn’t have said it. Oh, Mrs. Lynde, please, please, forgive me. If you don’t, it will be a lifelong sorrow for me. You wouldn’t want to cause a lifelong sorrow to a poor little orphan girl, would you? Even if she has a terrible temper? Oh, I’m sure you wouldn’t. Please say you forgive me, Mrs. Lynde.”

Anne clasped her hands together, bowed her head, and waited for the word of judgment.

Anne held her hands together, lowered her head, and waited for the verdict.

There was no mistaking her sincerity—it breathed in every tone of her voice. Both Marilla and Mrs. Lynde recognized its unmistakable ring. But the former understood in dismay that Anne was actually enjoying her valley of humiliation—was revelling in the thoroughness of her abasement. Where was the wholesome punishment upon which she, Marilla, had plumed herself? Anne had turned it into a species of positive pleasure.

There was no doubt about her sincerity—it was evident in every tone of her voice. Both Marilla and Mrs. Lynde recognized its clear ring. But Marilla realized with dismay that Anne was actually enjoying her moment of humiliation—was reveling in the completeness of her embarrassment. Where was the effective punishment that she, Marilla, had taken pride in? Anne had turned it into something like genuine pleasure.

Good Mrs. Lynde, not being overburdened with perception, did not see this. She only perceived that Anne had made a very thorough apology and all resentment vanished from her kindly, if somewhat officious, heart.

Good Mrs. Lynde, not exactly the most perceptive person, didn’t notice this. She only saw that Anne had offered a sincere apology, and all her resentment faded away from her warm, though somewhat meddlesome, heart.

“There, there, get up, child,” she said heartily. “Of course I forgive you. I guess I was a little too hard on you, anyway. But I’m such an outspoken person. You just mustn’t mind me, that’s what. It can’t be denied your hair is terrible red; but I knew a girl once—went to school with her, in fact—whose hair was every mite as red as yours when she was young, but when she grew up it darkened to a real handsome auburn. I wouldn’t be a mite surprised if yours did, too—not a mite.”

“There, there, get up, kid,” she said warmly. “Of course I forgive you. I guess I was a bit too tough on you, anyway. But I can be pretty outspoken. You just have to overlook me, that’s all. It can’t be denied your hair is bright red; but I once knew a girl—went to school with her, actually—whose hair was just as red as yours when she was young, but when she grew up it turned into a really lovely auburn. I wouldn’t be at all surprised if yours did the same—not at all.”

“Oh, Mrs. Lynde!” Anne drew a long breath as she rose to her feet. “You have given me a hope. I shall always feel that you are a benefactor. Oh, I could endure anything if I only thought my hair would be a handsome auburn when I grew up. It would be so much easier to be good if one’s hair was a handsome auburn, don’t you think? And now may I go out into your garden and sit on that bench under the apple-trees while you and Marilla are talking? There is so much more scope for imagination out there.”

“Oh, Mrs. Lynde!” Anne took a deep breath as she stood up. “You’ve given me hope. I’ll always see you as a benefactor. Oh, I could handle anything if I believed my hair would turn a lovely auburn when I grow up. It would be so much easier to be good if my hair was a beautiful auburn, don’t you think? And now, can I go out into your garden and sit on that bench under the apple trees while you and Marilla are talking? There’s so much more room for imagination out there.”

“Laws, yes, run along, child. And you can pick a bouquet of them white June lilies over in the corner if you like.”

“Sure, go ahead, kid. And feel free to pick a bunch of those white June lilies over in the corner if you want.”

As the door closed behind Anne Mrs. Lynde got briskly up to light a lamp.

As the door shut behind Anne, Mrs. Lynde quickly got up to turn on a lamp.

“She’s a real odd little thing. Take this chair, Marilla; it’s easier than the one you’ve got; I just keep that for the hired boy to sit on. Yes, she certainly is an odd child, but there is something kind of taking about her after all. I don’t feel so surprised at you and Matthew keeping her as I did—nor so sorry for you, either. She may turn out all right. Of course, she has a queer way of expressing herself—a little too—well, too kind of forcible, you know; but she’ll likely get over that now that she’s come to live among civilized folks. And then, her temper’s pretty quick, I guess; but there’s one comfort, a child that has a quick temper, just blaze up and cool down, ain’t never likely to be sly or deceitful. Preserve me from a sly child, that’s what. On the whole, Marilla, I kind of like her.”

“She’s a really quirky little thing. Take this chair, Marilla; it’s more comfortable than the one you have; I just keep that one for the hired boy to sit on. Yes, she definitely is an unusual child, but there’s something kind of charming about her after all. I don’t feel as shocked about you and Matthew keeping her as I used to—nor as sorry for you, either. She might turn out just fine. Of course, she has a strange way of expressing herself—a bit too—well, too forceful, you know; but she’ll probably get over that now that she’s living among civilized people. And then, her temper is pretty quick, I guess; but there’s one comfort, a child with a quick temper just flares up and cools down, isn’t likely to be sly or deceitful. God help me from a sly child, that’s for sure. Overall, Marilla, I kind of like her.”

When Marilla went home Anne came out of the fragrant twilight of the orchard with a sheaf of white narcissi in her hands.

When Marilla got home, Anne emerged from the sweet-scented twilight of the orchard with a bundle of white daffodils in her hands.

“I apologized pretty well, didn’t I?” she said proudly as they went down the lane. “I thought since I had to do it I might as well do it thoroughly.”

“I apologized pretty well, didn’t I?” she said proudly as they walked down the lane. “I thought since I had to do it, I might as well do it thoroughly.”

“You did it thoroughly, all right enough,” was Marilla’s comment. Marilla was dismayed at finding herself inclined to laugh over the recollection. She had also an uneasy feeling that she ought to scold Anne for apologizing so well; but then, that was ridiculous! She compromised with her conscience by saying severely:

“You really did it thoroughly,” Marilla said. Marilla was frustrated to find herself wanting to laugh at the memory. She also felt a bit guilty for thinking she should scold Anne for apologizing so well; but that seemed silly! She settled her conscience by saying sternly:

“I hope you won’t have occasion to make many more such apologies. I hope you’ll try to control your temper now, Anne.”

“I hope you won’t need to apologize like that too often. I hope you’ll work on managing your temper now, Anne.”

“That wouldn’t be so hard if people wouldn’t twit me about my looks,” said Anne with a sigh. “I don’t get cross about other things; but I’m so tired of being twitted about my hair and it just makes me boil right over. Do you suppose my hair will really be a handsome auburn when I grow up?”

“That wouldn’t be so tough if people wouldn’t tease me about my looks,” said Anne with a sigh. “I don’t get mad about other things; but I’m so tired of being teased about my hair and it just makes me really upset. Do you think my hair will actually be a beautiful auburn when I grow up?”

“You shouldn’t think so much about your looks, Anne. I’m afraid you are a very vain little girl.”

“You shouldn’t worry so much about how you look, Anne. I’m afraid you’re a very vain little girl.”

“How can I be vain when I know I’m homely?” protested Anne. “I love pretty things; and I hate to look in the glass and see something that isn’t pretty. It makes me feel so sorrowful—just as I feel when I look at any ugly thing. I pity it because it isn’t beautiful.”

“How can I be vain when I know I’m not attractive?” protested Anne. “I love pretty things, and I hate looking in the mirror and seeing something that’s not pretty. It makes me feel so sad—just like when I look at anything ugly. I feel sorry for it because it isn’t beautiful.”

“Handsome is as handsome does,” quoted Marilla.

“Handsome is as handsome does,” Marilla said.

“I’ve had that said to me before, but I have my doubts about it,” remarked sceptical Anne, sniffing at her narcissi. “Oh, aren’t these flowers sweet! It was lovely of Mrs. Lynde to give them to me. I have no hard feelings against Mrs. Lynde now. It gives you a lovely, comfortable feeling to apologize and be forgiven, doesn’t it? Aren’t the stars bright to-night? If you could live in a star, which one would you pick? I’d like that lovely clear big one away over there above that dark hill.”

“I’ve heard that before, but I’m not so sure about it,” said skeptical Anne, sniffing her daffodils. “Oh, aren’t these flowers beautiful! It was so nice of Mrs. Lynde to give them to me. I don’t hold any grudges against Mrs. Lynde now. It feels really nice to apologize and be forgiven, doesn’t it? Aren’t the stars bright tonight? If you could live in a star, which one would you choose? I’d pick that lovely clear big one way up there above that dark hill.”

“Anne, do hold your tongue,” said Marilla, thoroughly worn out trying to follow the gyrations of Anne’s thoughts.

“Anne, please be quiet,” said Marilla, completely exhausted from trying to keep up with the twists and turns of Anne’s thoughts.

Anne said no more until they turned into their own lane. A little gypsy wind came down it to meet them, laden with the spicy perfume of young dew-wet ferns. Far up in the shadows a cheerful light gleamed out through the trees from the kitchen at Green Gables. Anne suddenly came close to Marilla and slipped her hand into the older woman’s hard palm.

Anne didn't say anything more until they turned into their own lane. A light, breezy wind came down it to greet them, filled with the fragrant scent of fresh, dew-covered ferns. Far in the shadows, a warm light shone through the trees from the kitchen at Green Gables. Anne suddenly moved closer to Marilla and slipped her hand into the older woman's rough palm.

“It’s lovely to be going home and know it’s home,” she said. “I love Green Gables already, and I never loved any place before. No place ever seemed like home. Oh, Marilla, I’m so happy. I could pray right now and not find it a bit hard.”

“It’s wonderful to be heading home and know it’s really home,” she said. “I already love Green Gables, and I’ve never loved anywhere like this before. No place ever felt like home. Oh, Marilla, I’m so happy. I could pray right now and it wouldn’t be hard at all.”

Something warm and pleasant welled up in Marilla’s heart at touch of that thin little hand in her own—a throb of the maternity she had missed, perhaps. Its very unaccustomedness and sweetness disturbed her. She hastened to restore her sensations to their normal calm by inculcating a moral.

Something warm and pleasant filled Marilla's heart at the touch of that thin little hand in her own—a feeling of motherhood she had perhaps missed. Its unfamiliarity and sweetness unsettled her. She quickly tried to bring her feelings back to their usual calm by imparting a lesson.

“If you’ll be a good girl you’ll always be happy, Anne. And you should never find it hard to say your prayers.”

“If you’re a good girl, you’ll always be happy, Anne. And you should never have a hard time saying your prayers.”

“Saying one’s prayers isn’t exactly the same thing as praying,” said Anne meditatively. “But I’m going to imagine that I’m the wind that is blowing up there in those tree-tops. When I get tired of the trees I’ll imagine I’m gently waving down here in the ferns—and then I’ll fly over to Mrs. Lynde’s garden and set the flowers dancing—and then I’ll go with one great swoop over the clover field—and then I’ll blow over the Lake of Shining Waters and ripple it all up into little sparkling waves. Oh, there’s so much scope for imagination in a wind! So I’ll not talk any more just now, Marilla.”

“Praying isn’t exactly the same as just saying your prayers,” Anne said thoughtfully. “But I’m going to picture myself as the wind blowing up in those treetops. When I get bored with the trees, I’ll picture myself gently swaying here in the ferns—and then I’ll fly over to Mrs. Lynde’s garden and make the flowers dance—and then I’ll sweep over the clover field—and then I’ll blow over the Lake of Shining Waters and create little sparkling waves. Oh, there’s so much room for imagination in the wind! So I won’t talk anymore for now, Marilla.”

“Thanks be to goodness for that,” breathed Marilla in devout relief.

"Thank goodness for that," Marilla said, exhaling in relief.


CHAPTER XI.
ANNE’S IMPRESSIONS OF SUNDAY-SCHOOL
ANNE'S THOUGHTS ON SUNDAY SCHOOL

“Well, how do you like them?” said Marilla.

“So, what do you think of them?” Marilla asked.

Anne was standing in the gable-room, looking solemnly at three new dresses spread out on the bed. One was of snuffy coloured gingham which Marilla had been tempted to buy from a peddler the preceding summer because it looked so serviceable; one was of black-and-white checked sateen which she had picked up at a bargain counter in the winter; and one was a stiff print of an ugly blue shade which she had purchased that week at a Carmody store.

Anne was standing in the gable room, looking somberly at three new dresses laid out on the bed. One was a dull colored gingham that Marilla had been tempted to buy from a peddler the previous summer because it seemed so practical; one was a black-and-white checked sateen that she had picked up at a clearance rack in the winter; and one was a stiff print in an ugly blue shade that she had bought that week at a store in Carmody.

She had made them up herself, and they were all made alike—plain skirts fulled tightly to plain waists, with sleeves as plain as waist and skirt and tight as sleeves could be.

She had created them herself, and they were all the same—simple skirts gathered snugly at simple waists, with sleeves as basic as the waist and skirt, fitting as tightly as sleeves could be.

“I’ll imagine that I like them,” said Anne soberly.

"I'll just pretend that I like them," Anne said seriously.

“I don’t want you to imagine it,” said Marilla, offended. “Oh, I can see you don’t like the dresses! What is the matter with them? Aren’t they neat and clean and new?”

“I don’t want you to picture it,” Marilla said, annoyed. “Oh, I can tell you don’t like the dresses! What’s wrong with them? Aren’t they tidy, clean, and new?”

“Yes.”

"Yep."

“Then why don’t you like them?”

“Then why don’t you like them?”

“They’re—they’re not—pretty,” said Anne reluctantly.

“They're not—pretty,” Anne admitted.

“Pretty!” Marilla sniffed. “I didn’t trouble my head about getting pretty dresses for you. I don’t believe in pampering vanity, Anne, I’ll tell you that right off. Those dresses are good, sensible, serviceable dresses, without any frills or furbelows about them, and they’re all you’ll get this summer. The brown gingham and the blue print will do you for school when you begin to go. The sateen is for church and Sunday-school. I’ll expect you to keep them neat and clean and not to tear them. I should think you’d be grateful to get most anything after those skimpy wincey things you’ve been wearing.”

“Pretty!” Marilla sniffed. “I didn’t bother to get you pretty dresses. I don’t believe in indulging vanity, Anne, I’ll tell you that right away. Those dresses are good, practical, and functional without any frills or fancy stuff, and they’re all you’ll get this summer. The brown gingham and the blue print are for school when you start going. The sateen is for church and Sunday school. I expect you to keep them neat and clean and not to rip them. I would think you’d be thankful to get anything after those tiny, flimsy things you’ve been wearing.”

“Oh, I am grateful,” protested Anne. “But I’d be ever so much gratefuller if—if you’d made just one of them with puffed sleeves. Puffed sleeves are so fashionable now. It would give me such a thrill, Marilla, just to wear a dress with puffed sleeves.”

“Oh, I am grateful,” protested Anne. “But I’d be so much more grateful if—if you’d made just one of them with puffed sleeves. Puffed sleeves are so trendy now. It would make me so happy, Marilla, just to wear a dress with puffed sleeves.”

“Well, you’ll have to do without your thrill. I hadn’t any material to waste on puffed sleeves. I think they are ridiculous-looking things anyhow. I prefer the plain, sensible ones.”

“Well, you’ll have to live without your thrill. I didn’t have any fabric to waste on puffy sleeves. I think they look ridiculous anyway. I prefer the plain, sensible ones.”

“But I’d rather look ridiculous when everybody else does than plain and sensible all by myself,” persisted Anne mournfully.

“But I’d rather look silly when everyone else does than plain and sensible all by myself,” Anne insisted sadly.

“Trust you for that! Well, hang those dresses carefully up in your closet, and then sit down and learn the Sunday-school lesson. I got a quarterly from Mr. Bell for you and you’ll go to Sunday-school to-morrow,” said Marilla, disappearing down-stairs in high dudgeon.

“Trust you for that! Well, hang those dresses up neatly in your closet, and then sit down and study the Sunday school lesson. I got a quarterly from Mr. Bell for you, and you’ll go to Sunday school tomorrow,” said Marilla, storming downstairs in a huff.

Anne clasped her hands and looked at the dresses.

Anne clasped her hands and gazed at the dresses.

“I did hope there would be a white one with puffed sleeves,” she whispered disconsolately. “I prayed for one, but I didn’t much expect it on that account. I didn’t suppose God would have time to bother about a little orphan girl’s dress. I knew I’d just have to depend on Marilla for it. Well, fortunately I can imagine that one of them is of snow-white muslin with lovely lace frills and three-puffed sleeves.”

“I really wished there would be a white one with puffed sleeves,” she whispered sadly. “I prayed for one, but I didn’t actually expect anything because of that. I didn’t think God would have time to worry about a little orphan girl’s dress. I knew I’d just have to rely on Marilla for it. Well, thankfully I can picture one that's made of snow-white muslin with beautiful lace trims and three puffed sleeves.”

The next morning warnings of a sick headache prevented Marilla from going to Sunday-school with Anne.

The next morning, warnings of a bad headache kept Marilla from going to Sunday school with Anne.

“You’ll have to go down and call for Mrs. Lynde, Anne,” she said. “She’ll see that you get into the right class. Now, mind you behave yourself properly. Stay to preaching afterwards and ask Mrs. Lynde to show you our pew. Here’s a cent for collection. Don’t stare at people and don’t fidget. I shall expect you to tell me the text when you come home.”

“You need to go downstairs and call for Mrs. Lynde, Anne,” she said. “She’ll make sure you get into the right class. Now, remember to behave yourself. Stay for the sermon afterwards and ask Mrs. Lynde to show you our pew. Here’s a penny for the collection. Don’t stare at people, and don’t fidget. I expect you to tell me the sermon text when you get home.”

Anne started off irreproachably, arrayed in the stiff black-and-white sateen, which, while decent as regards length and certainly not open to the charge of skimpiness, contrived to emphasize every corner and angle of her thin figure. Her hat was a little, flat, glossy, new sailor, the extreme plainness of which had likewise much disappointed Anne, who had permitted herself secret visions of ribbon and flowers. The latter, however, were supplied before Anne reached the main road, for, being confronted half-way down the lane with a golden frenzy of wind-stirred buttercups and a glory of wild roses, Anne promptly and liberally garlanded her hat with a heavy wreath of them. Whatever other people might have thought of the result it satisfied Anne, and she tripped gaily down the road, holding her ruddy head with its decoration of pink and yellow very proudly.

Anne started off looking perfectly proper, dressed in a stiff black-and-white fabric that, while decent in length and definitely not skimping on coverage, managed to highlight every curve and angle of her slim figure. Her hat was a small, flat, glossy sailor style, which was so plain that it left Anne feeling a bit disappointed, as she had secretly imagined it adorned with ribbons and flowers. However, those flowers came to her before she reached the main road, when she encountered a vibrant display of wind-tossed buttercups and a burst of wild roses halfway down the lane. Anne quickly and generously decorated her hat with a thick garland of them. No matter what others might have thought of the outcome, she loved it, and she skipped happily down the road, proudly wearing her flushed head adorned with pink and yellow.

When she reached Mrs. Lynde’s house she found that lady gone. Nothing daunted Anne proceeded onward to the church alone. In the porch she found a crowd of little girls, all more or less gaily attired in whites and blues and pinks, and all staring with curious eyes at this stranger in their midst, with her extraordinary head adornment. Avonlea little girls had already heard queer stories about Anne; Mrs. Lynde said she had an awful temper; Jerry Buote, the hired boy at Green Gables, said she talked all the time to herself or to the trees and flowers like a crazy girl. They looked at her and whispered to each other behind their quarterlies. Nobody made any friendly advances, then or later on when the opening exercises were over and Anne found herself in Miss Rogerson’s class.

When she arrived at Mrs. Lynde’s house, she discovered that the lady was not there. Undeterred, Anne continued on to the church by herself. In the entryway, she came across a group of little girls, all dressed up in bright whites, blues, and pinks, who were curiously staring at this stranger among them with her unusual hairstyle. The girls from Avonlea had already heard strange stories about Anne; Mrs. Lynde claimed she had a terrible temper, and Jerry Buote, the hired help at Green Gables, said she talked to herself or to the trees and flowers like she was crazy. They looked at her and whispered to each other behind their books. No one made any friendly gestures either then or later when the opening activities were over and Anne found herself in Miss Rogerson’s class.

“They looked at her and whispered to each other.”
“They looked at her and whispered to each other.”

Miss Rogerson was a middle-aged lady who had taught a Sunday-school class for twenty years. Her method of teaching was to ask the printed questions from the quarterly and look sternly over its edge at the particular little girl she thought ought to answer the question. She looked very often at Anne, and Anne, thanks to Marilla’s drilling, answered promptly; but it may be questioned if she understood very much about either question or answer.

Miss Rogerson was a middle-aged woman who had been teaching a Sunday school class for twenty years. Her teaching method involved asking the printed questions from the quarterly and looking sternly over the edge at the specific little girl she thought should answer. She often looked at Anne, and thanks to Marilla’s guidance, Anne answered quickly; however, it's uncertain if she really understood much about either the questions or the answers.

She did not think she liked Miss Rogerson, and she felt very miserable; every other little girl in the class had puffed sleeves. Anne felt that life was really not worth living without puffed sleeves.

She wasn't sure she liked Miss Rogerson, and she felt really down; every other girl in the class had puffed sleeves. Anne felt that life just wasn't worth living without puffed sleeves.

“Well, how did you like Sunday-school?” Marilla wanted to know when Anne came home. Her wreath having faded, Anne had discarded it in the lane, so Marilla was spared the knowledge of that for a time.

“Well, how did you like Sunday school?” Marilla asked when Anne got home. Since her wreath had faded, Anne had thrown it away in the lane, so Marilla was saved from finding out about that for a while.

“I didn’t like it a bit. It was horrid.”

“I didn’t like it at all. It was terrible.”

“Anne Shirley!” said Marilla rebukingly.

“Anne Shirley!” Marilla said sharply.

Anne sat down on the rocker with a long sigh, kissed one of Bonny’s leaves, and waved her hand to a blossoming fuchsia.

Anne settled into the rocking chair with a long sigh, kissed one of Bonny’s leaves, and waved at a blooming fuchsia.

“They might have been lonesome while I was away,” she explained. “And now about the Sunday-school. I behaved well, just as you told me. Mrs. Lynde was gone, but I went right on myself. I went into the church, with a lot of other little girls, and I sat in the corner of a pew by the window while the opening exercises went on. Mr. Bell made an awfully long prayer. I would have been dreadfully tired before he got through if I hadn’t been sitting by that window. But it looked right out on the Lake of Shining Waters, so I just gazed at that and imagined all sorts of splendid things.”

“They might have felt lonely while I was gone,” she explained. “And about Sunday school, I did everything just like you told me. Mrs. Lynde wasn’t there, but I went ahead anyway. I walked into the church with a bunch of other little girls and sat in the corner of a pew by the window while the opening exercises were happening. Mr. Bell gave an incredibly long prayer. I would have been really bored before he finished if I hadn’t been sitting by that window. But it looked right out at the Lake of Shining Waters, so I just stared at that and imagined all kinds of wonderful things.”

“You shouldn’t have done anything of the sort. You should have listened to Mr. Bell.”

“You shouldn't have done anything like that. You should have listened to Mr. Bell.”

“But he wasn’t talking to me,” protested Anne. “He was talking to God and he didn’t seem to be very much interested in it, either. I think he thought God was too far off to make it worth while. I said a little prayer myself, though. There was a long row of white birches hanging over the lake and the sunshine fell down through them, ’way, ’way down, deep into the water. Oh, Marilla, it was like a beautiful dream! It gave me a thrill and I just said, ‘Thank you for it, God,’ two or three times.”

“But he wasn’t talking to me,” Anne protested. “He was talking to God, and he didn’t seem very interested either. I think he thought God was too far away to be worth the effort. I said a little prayer myself, though. There was a long row of white birch trees hanging over the lake, and the sunlight streamed through them, all the way down deep into the water. Oh, Marilla, it was like a beautiful dream! It gave me a thrill, and I just kept saying, ‘Thank you for it, God,’ two or three times.”

“Not out loud, I hope,” said Marilla anxiously.

“Not out loud, I hope,” Marilla said anxiously.

“Oh, no, just under my breath. Well, Mr. Bell did get through at last and they told me to go into the class-room with Miss Rogerson’s class. There were nine other girls in it. They all had puffed sleeves. I tried to imagine mine were puffed, too, but I couldn’t. Why couldn’t I? It was as easy as could be to imagine they were puffed when I was alone in the east gable, but it was awfully hard there among the others who had really truly puffs.”

“Oh, no, just under my breath. Well, Mr. Bell finally got through, and they told me to go into the classroom with Miss Rogerson’s class. There were nine other girls in it. They all had puffed sleeves. I tried to imagine mine were puffed, too, but I couldn’t. Why couldn’t I? It was so easy to picture them puffed when I was alone in the east gable, but it was really hard being there with the others who actually had real puffs.”

“You shouldn’t have been thinking about your sleeves in Sunday-school. You should have been attending to the lesson. I hope you knew it.”

“You shouldn’t have been thinking about your sleeves in Sunday school. You should have been paying attention to the lesson. I hope you realized that.”

“Oh, yes; and I answered a lot of questions. Miss Rogerson asked ever so many. I don’t think it was fair for her to do all the asking. There were lots I wanted to ask her, but I didn’t like to because I didn’t think she was a kindred spirit. Then all the other little girls recited a paraphrase. She asked me if I knew any. I told her I didn’t, but I could recite, ‘The Dog at His Master’s Grave’ if she liked. That’s in the Third Royal Reader. It isn’t a really truly religious piece of poetry, but it’s so sad and melancholy that it might as well be. She said it wouldn’t do and she told me to learn the nineteenth paraphrase for next Sunday. I read it over in church afterwards and it’s splendid. There are two lines in particular that just thrill me.

“Oh, yes; and I answered a lot of questions. Miss Rogerson asked so many. I don’t think it was fair for her to do all the asking. There were plenty I wanted to ask her, but I didn’t feel comfortable because I didn’t think she was on the same wavelength. Then all the other little girls recited a paraphrase. She asked me if I knew any. I told her I didn’t, but I could recite, ‘The Dog at His Master’s Grave’ if she wanted. That’s in the Third Royal Reader. It’s not really a religious poem, but it’s so sad and melancholy that it might as well be. She said it wouldn’t work and told me to learn the nineteenth paraphrase for next Sunday. I read it over in church afterwards and it’s fantastic. There are two lines in particular that just excite me.

“‘Quick as the slaughtered squadrons fell
In Midian’s evil day.’

“I don’t know what ‘squadrons’ means nor ‘Midian,’ either, but it sounds so tragical. I can hardly wait until next Sunday to recite it. I’ll practise it all the week. After Sunday-school I asked Miss Rogerson—because Mrs. Lynde was too far away—to show me your pew. I sat just as still as I could and the text was Revelations, third chapter, second and third verses. It was a very long text. If I was a minister I’d pick the short, snappy ones. The sermon was awfully long, too. I suppose the minister had to match it to the text. I didn’t think he was a bit interesting. The trouble with him seems to be that he hasn’t enough imagination. I didn’t listen to him very much. I just let my thoughts run and I thought of the most surprising things.”

“I don’t know what ‘squadrons’ or ‘Midian’ means, but it sounds so tragic. I can barely wait until next Sunday to say it. I’ll practice it all week. After Sunday school, I asked Miss Rogerson—since Mrs. Lynde was too far away—to show me your pew. I sat as still as I could, and the text was Revelation, third chapter, second and third verses. It was a really long text. If I were a minister, I’d choose the short, catchy ones. The sermon was really long too. I guess the minister had to match it to the text. I didn’t find him interesting at all. The problem with him seems to be that he doesn’t have enough imagination. I didn’t pay much attention to him. I just let my thoughts wander and I came up with the most surprising ideas.”

Marilla felt helplessly that all this should be sternly reproved, but she was hampered by the undeniable fact that some of the things Anne had said, especially about the minister’s sermons and Mr. Bell’s prayers, were what she herself had really thought deep down in her heart for years, but had never given expression to. It almost seemed to her that those secret, unuttered, critical thoughts had suddenly taken visible and accusing shape and form in the person of this outspoken morsel of neglected humanity.

Marilla felt that all of this should be firmly criticized, but she was held back by the undeniable truth that some of the things Anne had mentioned, especially regarding the minister’s sermons and Mr. Bell’s prayers, were what she had truly thought deep down in her heart for years but had never expressed. It almost felt to her like those secret, unspoken, critical thoughts had suddenly taken on a visible and accusing shape in the form of this candid piece of neglected humanity.


CHAPTER XII.
A SOLEMN VOW AND PROMISE
A serious vow and promise

It was not until the next Friday that Marilla heard the story of the flower-wreathed hat. She came home from Mrs. Lynde’s and called Anne to account.

It wasn't until the next Friday that Marilla heard the story of the flower-crowned hat. She came home from Mrs. Lynde’s and called Anne to account.

“Anne, Mrs. Rachel says you went to church last Sunday with your hat rigged out ridiculous with roses and buttercups. What on earth put you up to such a caper? A pretty-looking object you must have been!”

“Anne, Mrs. Rachel says you went to church last Sunday with your hat all decked out in roses and buttercups. What on earth made you do something like that? You must have looked quite the sight!”

“Oh, I know pink and yellow aren’t becoming to me,” began Anne.

“Oh, I know pink and yellow don’t look good on me,” Anne said.

“Becoming fiddlesticks! It was putting flowers on your hat at all, no matter what colour they were, that was ridiculous. You are the most aggravating child!”

“Becoming fiddlesticks! It was putting flowers on your hat at all, no matter what color they were, that was ridiculous. You are the most annoying child!”

“I don’t see why it’s any more ridiculous to wear flowers on your hat than on your dress,” protested Anne. “Lots of little girls there had bouquets pinned on their dresses. What was the difference?”

“I don’t understand why it’s any more ridiculous to wear flowers on your hat than on your dress,” protested Anne. “Lots of little girls had bouquets pinned on their dresses. What’s the difference?”

Marilla was not to be drawn from the safe concrete into dubious paths of the abstract.

Marilla wouldn’t be swayed from the solid reality into uncertain realms of theory.

“Don’t answer me back like that, Anne. It was very silly of you to do such a thing. Never let me catch you at such a trick again. Mrs. Rachel says she thought she would sink through the floor when she saw you come in all rigged out like that. She couldn’t get near enough to tell you to take them off till it was too late. She says people talked about it something dreadful. Of course they would think I had no better sense than to let you go decked out like that.”

“Don’t talk back to me like that, Anne. It was really foolish of you to do something like that. Don’t let me catch you pulling a stunt like that again. Mrs. Rachel said she thought she would faint when she saw you walk in dressed like that. She couldn’t get close enough to tell you to take it off until it was too late. She said people were talking about it a lot. Of course, they would think I had no better sense than to let you go looking like that.”

“Oh, I’m so sorry,” said Anne, tears welling into her eyes. “I never thought you’d mind. The roses and buttercups were so sweet and pretty I thought they’d look lovely on my hat. Lots of the little girls had artificial flowers on their hats. I’m afraid I’m going to be a dreadful trial to you. Maybe you’d better send me back to the asylum. That would be terrible; I don’t think I could endure it; most likely I would go into consumption; I’m so thin as it is, you see. But that would be better than being a trial to you.”

“Oh, I’m really sorry,” said Anne, tears filling her eyes. “I never thought you’d mind. The roses and buttercups were so sweet and pretty that I thought they’d look great on my hat. A lot of the little girls had fake flowers on their hats. I’m afraid I’m going to be a huge burden for you. Maybe it would be better to send me back to the asylum. That would be awful; I don’t think I could handle it; I’d probably get really sick; I’m so thin as it is, you see. But that would be better than being a burden to you.”

“Nonsense,” said Marilla, vexed at herself for having made the child cry. “I don’t want to send you back to the asylum, I’m sure. All I want is that you should behave like other little girls and not make yourself ridiculous. Don’t cry any more. I’ve got some news for you. Diana Barry came home this afternoon. I’m going up to see if I can borrow a skirt pattern from Mrs. Barry, and if you like you can come with me and get acquainted with Diana.”

“Nonsense,” Marilla said, annoyed at herself for making the child cry. “I really don’t want to send you back to the asylum. All I want is for you to act like other little girls and not make a fool of yourself. Stop crying now. I have some news for you. Diana Barry came home this afternoon. I’m going to see if I can borrow a skirt pattern from Mrs. Barry, and if you want, you can come with me and meet Diana.”

Anne rose to her feet, with clasped hands, the tears still glistening on her cheeks; the dish-towel she had been hemming slipped unheeded to the floor.

Anne stood up with her hands clasped, tears still shining on her cheeks; the dish towel she had been hemming slipped unnoticed to the floor.

“Oh, Marilla, I’m frightened—now that it has come I’m actually frightened. What if she shouldn’t like me! It would be the most tragical disappointment of my life.”

“Oh, Marilla, I’m scared—now that it’s happening, I’m really scared. What if she doesn’t like me! It would be the biggest disappointment of my life.”

“Now, don’t get into a fluster. And I do wish you wouldn’t use such long words. It sounds so funny in a little girl. I guess Diana’ll like you well enough. It’s her mother you’ve got to reckon with. If she doesn’t like you it won’t matter how much Diana does. If she has heard about your outburst to Mrs. Lynde and going to church with buttercups round your hat I don’t know what she’ll think of you. You must be polite and well-behaved, and don’t make any of your startling speeches. For pity’s sake, if the child isn’t actually trembling!”

“Now, don’t get worked up. And I wish you wouldn’t use such long words. It sounds so silly coming from a little girl. I think Diana will like you just fine. It’s her mother you need to worry about. If she doesn’t like you, it won’t matter how much Diana does. If she has heard about your outburst to Mrs. Lynde and you wearing buttercups on your hat at church, I don’t know what she’ll think of you. You need to be polite and behave well, and don’t make any of your shocking speeches. For goodness’ sake, the child looks like she’s actually trembling!”

Anne was trembling. Her face was pale and tense.

Anne was trembling. Her face was pale and tight.

“Oh, Marilla, you’d be excited, too, if you were going to meet a little girl you hoped to be your bosom friend and whose mother mightn’t like you,” she said as she hastened to get her hat.

“Oh, Marilla, you’d be excited too if you were about to meet a little girl you hoped would be your best friend and whose mom might not like you,” she said as she hurried to grab her hat.

They went over to Orchard Slope by the short cut across the brook and up the firry hill grove. Mrs. Barry came to the kitchen door in answer to Marilla’s knock. She was a tall, black-eyed, black-haired woman, with a very resolute mouth. She had the reputation of being very strict with her children.

They took the shortcut across the stream and up the pine grove to Orchard Slope. Mrs. Barry answered Marilla's knock at the kitchen door. She was a tall woman with black eyes and black hair, and a very firm mouth. She was known for being quite strict with her kids.

“How do you do, Marilla?” she said cordially. “Come in. And this is the little girl you have adopted, I suppose?”

“How are you, Marilla?” she said warmly. “Come in. And this is the little girl you've adopted, I assume?”

“Yes, this is Anne Shirley,” said Marilla.

“Yes, this is Anne Shirley,” Marilla said.

“Spelled with an e,” gasped Anne, who, tremulous and excited as she was, was determined there should be no misunderstanding on that important point.

“Spelled with an e,” gasped Anne, who, shaking and excited as she was, was determined there should be no confusion on that important point.

Mrs. Barry, not hearing or not comprehending, merely shook hands and said kindly:

Mrs. Barry, either not hearing or not understanding, simply shook hands and said kindly:

“How are you?”

"How's it going?"

“I am well in body although considerably rumpled up in spirit, thank you, ma’am,” said Anne gravely. Then aside to Marilla in an audible whisper, “There wasn’t anything startling in that, was there, Marilla?”

“I’m feeling fine physically, although a bit messed up emotionally, thank you, ma’am,” Anne said seriously. Then she leaned over to Marilla and whispered loudly, “That wasn’t anything shocking, was it, Marilla?”

Diana was sitting on the sofa, reading a book which she dropped when the callers entered. She was a very pretty little girl, with her mother’s black eyes and hair, and rosy cheeks, and the merry expression which was her inheritance from her father.

Diana was sitting on the couch, reading a book that she dropped when the visitors walked in. She was a very pretty young girl, with her mother’s dark eyes and hair, rosy cheeks, and the cheerful expression she got from her father.

“This is my little girl, Diana,” said Mrs. Barry. “Diana, you might take Anne out into the garden and show her your flowers. It will be better for you than straining your eyes over that book. She reads entirely too much—” this to Marilla as the little girls went out—“and I can’t prevent her, for her father aids and abets her. She’s always poring over a book. I’m glad she has the prospect of a playmate—perhaps it will take her more out-of-doors.”

“This is my little girl, Diana,” said Mrs. Barry. “Diana, why don’t you take Anne out into the garden and show her your flowers? It’ll be better for you than straining your eyes over that book. She reads way too much—” this to Marilla as the little girls went out—“and I can’t stop her, since her father supports her. She’s always buried in a book. I’m glad she has the chance of a playmate—maybe it will get her outside more.”

Outside in the garden, which was full of mellow sunset light streaming through the dark old firs to the west of it, stood Anne and Diana, gazing bashfully at one another over a clump of gorgeous tiger lilies.

Outside in the garden, bathed in warm sunset light filtering through the dark old fir trees to the west, stood Anne and Diana, shyly looking at each other over a bunch of beautiful tiger lilies.

The Barry garden was a bowery wilderness of flowers which would have delighted Anne’s heart at any time less fraught with destiny. It was encircled by huge old willows and tall firs, beneath which flourished flowers that loved the shade. Prim, right-angled paths, neatly bordered with clam-shells, intersected it like moist red ribbons and in the beds between old-fashioned flowers ran riot. There were rosy bleeding-hearts and great splendid crimson peonies; white, fragrant narcissi and thorny, sweet Scotch roses; pink and blue and white columbines and lilac-tinted Bouncing Bets; clumps of southernwood and ribbon grass and mint; purple Adam-and-Eve, daffodils, and masses of sweet clover white with its delicate, fragrant, feathery sprays; scarlet lightning that shot its fiery lances over prim white musk-flowers; a garden it was where sunshine lingered and bees hummed, and winds, beguiled into loitering, purred and rustled.

The Barry garden was a wild mix of flowers that would have made Anne's heart soar at any time less filled with fate. It was surrounded by huge old willows and tall firs, where flowers that thrived in the shade flourished. Neat, straight paths lined with clam shells crisscrossed through it like moist red ribbons, and in the beds, old-fashioned flowers grew wildly. There were rosy bleeding hearts and gorgeous crimson peonies; white, fragrant daffodils and prickly, sweet Scotch roses; pink, blue, and white columbines and lilac-tinted Bouncing Bets; clusters of southernwood, ribbon grass, and mint; purple Adam-and-Eve, daffodils, and plenty of sweet clover, white with its delicate, fragrant, feathery sprays; scarlet lightning that shot its fiery lances over neat white musk flowers; it was a garden where sunshine lingered, bees buzzed, and breezes, tricked into hanging around, purred and rustled.

“Oh, Diana,” said Anne at last, clasping her hands and speaking almost in a whisper, “do you think—oh, do you think you can like me a little—enough to be my bosom friend?”

“Oh, Diana,” said Anne at last, clasping her hands and speaking almost in a whisper, “do you think—oh, do you think you can like me a little—enough to be my best friend?”

Diana laughed. Diana always laughed before she spoke.

Diana laughed. Diana always laughed before she said anything.

“Why, I guess so,” she said frankly. “I’m awfully glad you’ve come to live at Green Gables. It will be jolly to have somebody to play with. There isn’t any other girl who lives near enough to play with, and I’ve no sisters big enough.”

“Yeah, I guess so,” she said openly. “I’m really glad you’ve moved to Green Gables. It’ll be fun to have someone to play with. There isn’t any other girl close enough to hang out with, and I don’t have any sisters old enough.”

“Will you swear to be my friend for ever and ever?” demanded Anne eagerly.

“Will you promise to be my friend forever?” asked Anne eagerly.

Diana looked shocked.

Diana looked stunned.

“Why, it’s dreadfully wicked to swear,” she said rebukingly.

“Why, it’s really wrong to swear,” she said disapprovingly.

“Oh no, not my kind of swearing. There are two kinds, you know.”

“Oh no, that's not the way I swear. There are two types, you know.”

“I never heard of but one kind,” said Diana doubtfully.

“I've only heard of one kind,” Diana said uncertainly.

“There really is another. Oh, it isn’t wicked at all. It just means vowing and promising solemnly.”

“There really is another. Oh, it’s not bad at all. It just means making vows and promises seriously.”

“Well, I don’t mind doing that,” agreed Diana, relieved. “How do you do it?”

“Well, I’m okay with that,” Diana agreed, feeling relieved. “How do you do it?”

“We must join hands—so,” said Anne gravely. “It ought to be over running water. We’ll just imagine this path is running water. I’ll repeat the oath first. I solemnly swear to be faithful to my bosom friend, Diana Barry, as long as the sun and moon shall endure. Now you say it and put my name in.”

“We need to join hands—like this,” Anne said seriously. “It should be over running water. Let’s just pretend this path is running water. I’ll say the oath first. I solemnly swear to be loyal to my best friend, Diana Barry, as long as the sun and moon shine. Now you say it and include my name.”

Diana repeated the “oath” with a laugh fore and aft. Then she said:

Diana laughed as she repeated the "oath" back and forth. Then she said:

“You’re a queer girl, Anne. I heard before that you were queer. But I believe I’m going to like you real well.”

“You're a queer girl, Anne. I heard before that you were queer. But I think I'm really going to like you.”

When Marilla and Anne went home Diana went with them as far as the log bridge. The two little girls walked with their arms about each other. At the brook they parted with many promises to spend the next afternoon together.

When Marilla and Anne headed home, Diana went with them as far as the log bridge. The two little girls walked with their arms around each other. At the brook, they said goodbye with lots of promises to spend the next afternoon together.

“Well, did you find Diana a kindred spirit?” asked Marilla as they went up through the garden of Green Gables.

“Well, did you find Diana a kindred spirit?” Marilla asked as they walked through the garden of Green Gables.

“Oh, yes,” sighed Anne, blissfully unconscious of any sarcasm on Marilla’s part. “Oh, Marilla, I’m the happiest girl on Prince Edward Island this very moment. I assure you I’ll say my prayers with a right good-will to-night. Diana and I are going to build a playhouse in Mr. William Bell’s birch grove to-morrow. Can I have those broken pieces of china that are out in the wood-shed? Diana’s birthday is in February and mine is in March. Don’t you think that is a very strange coincidence? Diana is going to lend me a book to read. She says it’s perfectly splendid and tremenjusly exciting. She’s going to show me a place back in the woods where rice lilies grow. Don’t you think Diana has got very soulful eyes? I wish I had soulful eyes. Diana is going to teach me to sing a song called ‘Nelly in the Hazel Dell.’ She’s going to give me a picture to put up in my room; it’s a perfectly beautiful picture, she says—a lovely lady in a pale blue silk dress. A sewing-machine agent gave it to her. I wish I had something to give Diana. I’m an inch taller than Diana, but she is ever so much fatter; she says she’d like to be thin because it’s so much more graceful, but I’m afraid she only said it to soothe my feelings. We’re going to the shore some day to gather shells. We have agreed to call the spring down by the log bridge the Dryad’s Bubble. Isn’t that a perfectly elegant name? I read a story once about a spring called that. A dryad is a sort of grown-up fairy, I think.”

“Oh, yes,” sighed Anne, completely unaware of the sarcasm in Marilla’s tone. “Oh, Marilla, I’m the happiest girl on Prince Edward Island right now. I promise I’ll say my prayers with a lot of enthusiasm tonight. Diana and I are planning to build a playhouse in Mr. William Bell’s birch grove tomorrow. Can I have those broken pieces of china that are out in the wood shed? Diana’s birthday is in February and mine is in March. Don’t you think that’s a really strange coincidence? Diana is going to lend me a book to read. She says it’s absolutely amazing and incredibly exciting. She’s going to show me a spot deep in the woods where rice lilies grow. Don’t you think Diana has the most soulful eyes? I wish I had soulful eyes too. Diana is going to teach me a song called ‘Nelly in the Hazel Dell.’ She’s going to give me a picture to hang in my room; it’s a really beautiful picture, she says—a lovely lady in a pale blue silk dress. A sewing machine salesman gave it to her. I wish I had something to give Diana. I’m an inch taller than Diana, but she is much heavier; she says she’d like to be thin because it’s so much more graceful, but I’m afraid she only said that to make me feel better. We’re going to the shore someday to collect shells. We’ve decided to call the spring down by the log bridge the Dryad’s Bubble. Isn’t that a perfectly elegant name? I once read a story about a spring called that. A dryad is kind of like a grown-up fairy, I think.”

“Well, all I hope is you won’t talk Diana to death,” said Marilla. “But remember this in all your planning, Anne. You’re not going to play all the time nor most of it. You’ll have your work to do and it’ll have to be done first.”

“Well, all I hope is you won’t talk Diana to death,” said Marilla. “But remember this in all your planning, Anne. You’re not going to play all the time, nor even most of it. You’ll have your work to do, and it has to be done first.”

Anne’s cup of happiness was full, and Matthew caused it to overflow. He had just got home from a trip to the store at Carmody, and he sheepishly produced a small parcel from his pocket and handed it to Anne, with a deprecatory look at Marilla.

Anne’s happiness was at its peak, and Matthew made it even better. He had just returned from a trip to the store in Carmody, and he shyly pulled out a small package from his pocket and handed it to Anne, glancing apologetically at Marilla.

“I heard you say you liked chocolate sweeties, so I got you some,” he said.

“I heard you say you liked chocolate candies, so I got you some,” he said.

“Humph,” sniffed Marilla. “It’ll ruin her teeth and stomach. There, there, child, don’t look so dismal. You can eat those, since Matthew has gone and got them. He’d better have brought you peppermints. They’re wholesomer. Don’t sicken yourself eating them all at once now.”

“Humph,” sniffed Marilla. “It’ll ruin her teeth and stomach. There, there, kid, don’t look so gloomy. You can eat those, since Matthew went and got them. He should have brought you peppermints. They’re healthier. Don’t make yourself sick eating them all at once now.”

“Oh, no, indeed, I won’t,” said Anne eagerly. “I’ll just eat one to-night, Marilla. And I can give Diana half of them, can’t I? The other half will taste twice as sweet to me if I give some to her. It’s delightful to think I have something to give her.”

“Oh, no way, I won’t,” said Anne eagerly. “I’ll just eat one tonight, Marilla. And I can give Diana half of them, right? The other half will taste twice as sweet to me if I share some with her. It’s so nice to think I have something to give her.”

“I will say it for the child,” said Marilla when Anne had gone to her gable, “she isn’t stingy. I’m glad, for of all faults I detest stinginess in a child. Dear me, it’s only three weeks since she came, and it seems as if she’d been here always. I can’t imagine the place without her. Now, don’t be looking I-told-you-so, Matthew. That’s bad enough in a woman, but it isn’t to be endured in a man. I’m perfectly willing to own up that I’m glad I consented to keep the child and that I’m getting fond of her, but don’t you rub it in, Matthew Cuthbert.”

“I want to say it for the kid,” said Marilla after Anne had gone to her room, “she’s not stingy. I’m really glad because out of all the faults, I can’t stand stinginess in a child. Goodness, it’s only been three weeks since she came, and it feels like she’s always been here. I can’t picture the place without her. Now, don’t give me that I-told-you-so look, Matthew. That’s bad enough in a woman, but it’s unbearable in a man. I’m totally willing to admit that I’m happy I agreed to keep the kid and that I’m starting to really like her, but don’t you rub it in, Matthew Cuthbert.”


CHAPTER XIII.
THE DELIGHTS OF ANTICIPATION
The Joys of Anticipation

“It’s time Anne was in to do her sewing,” said Marilla, glancing at the clock and then out into the yellow August afternoon where everything drowsed in the heat. “She stayed playing with Diana more than half an hour more’n I gave her leave to; and now she’s perched out there on the woodpile talking to Matthew, nineteen to the dozen, when she knows perfectly well that she ought to be at her work. And of course he’s listening to her like a perfect ninny. I never saw such an infatuated man. The more she talks and the odder the things she says, the more he’s delighted evidently. Anne Shirley, you come right in here this minute, do you hear me!”

“It’s time for Anne to come in and do her sewing,” said Marilla, looking at the clock and then out into the warm August afternoon where everything was lazy in the heat. “She’s been playing with Diana for more than half an hour longer than I allowed; and now she’s sitting on the woodpile chatting with Matthew, talking a mile a minute, when she knows she should be working. And of course he’s listening to her like a total fool. I’ve never seen such a lovestruck man. The more she talks and the weirder her stories are, the more pleased he seems to be. Anne Shirley, get in here this minute, do you hear me!”

A series of staccato taps on the west window brought Anne flying in from the yard, eyes shining, cheeks faintly flushed with pink, unbraided hair streaming behind her in a torrent of brightness.

A series of quick taps on the west window had Anne rushing in from the yard, her eyes sparkling, cheeks slightly flushed with pink, and her loose hair flowing behind her like a bright wave.

“Oh, Marilla,” she exclaimed breathlessly, “there’s going to be a Sunday-school picnic next week—in Mr. Harmon Andrews’ field, right near the Lake of Shining Waters. And Mrs. Superintendent Bell and Mrs. Rachel Lynde are going to make ice-cream—think of it, Marilla—ice-cream! And oh, Marilla, can I go to it?”

“Oh, Marilla,” she exclaimed breathlessly, “there’s a Sunday school picnic happening next week—in Mr. Harmon Andrews’ field, right by the Lake of Shining Waters. And Mrs. Superintendent Bell and Mrs. Rachel Lynde are going to make ice cream—just think about it, Marilla—ice cream! And oh, Marilla, can I go?”

“Just look at the clock, if you please, Anne. What time did I tell you to come in?”

“Just check the clock, if you don’t mind, Anne. What time did I ask you to come home?”

“Two o’clock—but isn’t it splendid about the picnic, Marilla? Please can I go? Oh, I’ve never been to a picnic—I’ve dreamed of picnics, but I’ve never—”

“Two o’clock—but isn’t the picnic amazing, Marilla? Can I please go? Oh, I’ve never been to a picnic—I’ve dreamed of picnics, but I’ve never—”

“Yes, I told you to come at two o’clock. And it’s a quarter to three. I’d like to know why you didn’t obey me, Anne.”

“Yes, I told you to come at two o’clock. And it’s a quarter to three. I’d like to know why you didn’t listen to me, Anne.”

“Why, I meant to, Marilla, as much as could be. But you have no idea how fascinating Idlewild is. And then, of course, I had to tell Matthew about the picnic. Matthew is such a sympathetic listener. Please can I go?”

“Honestly, I meant to, Marilla, as much as I could. But you have no idea how captivating Idlewild is. And then, of course, I had to tell Matthew about the picnic. Matthew is such a great listener. Can I please go?”

“You’ll have to learn to resist the fascination of Idle-whatever-you-call-it. When I tell you to come in at a certain time I mean that time and not half an hour later. And you needn’t stop to discourse with sympathetic listeners on your way, either. As for the picnic, of course you can go. You’re a Sunday-school scholar, and it’s not likely I’d refuse to let you go when all the other little girls are going.”

“You need to learn to resist the lure of whatever you call it. When I tell you to come in at a specific time, I mean that time and not half an hour later. And you don’t need to stop and chat with understanding listeners on your way, either. As for the picnic, of course you can go. You’re a Sunday school student, and it’s unlikely I’d say no when all the other little girls are going.”

“But—but,” faltered Anne, “Diana says that everybody must take a basket of things to eat. I can’t cook, as you know, Marilla, and—and—I don’t mind going to a picnic without puffed sleeves so much, but I’d feel terribly humiliated if I had to go without a basket. It’s been preying on my mind ever since Diana told me.”

“But—but,” hesitated Anne, “Diana says that everyone has to bring a basket of food. I can’t cook, as you know, Marilla, and—and—I don’t mind going to a picnic without puffed sleeves so much, but I’d feel really embarrassed if I had to go without a basket. It’s been on my mind ever since Diana told me.”

“Well, it needn’t prey any longer. I’ll bake you a basket.”

“Well, it doesn’t have to worry anymore. I’ll bake you a basket.”

“Oh, you dear good Marilla. Oh, you are so kind to me. Oh, I’m so much obliged to you.”

“Oh, you sweet, kind Marilla. Oh, you’re so nice to me. Oh, I’m really grateful to you.”

Getting through with her “ohs” Anne cast herself into Marilla’s arms and rapturously kissed her sallow cheek. It was the first time in her whole life that childish lips had voluntarily touched Marilla’s face. Again that sudden sensation of startling sweetness thrilled her. She was secretly vastly pleased at Anne’s impulsive caress, which was probably the reason why she said brusquely:

Getting through with her “ohs,” Anne threw herself into Marilla’s arms and joyfully kissed her pale cheek. It was the first time in her life that a child's lips had willingly touched Marilla’s face. Again, that unexpected wave of surprising sweetness filled her. She was secretly very pleased with Anne’s impulsive hug, which was probably why she said abruptly:

“There, there, never mind your kissing nonsense. I’d sooner see you doing strictly as you’re told. As for cooking, I mean to begin giving you lessons in that some of these days. But you’re so feather-brained, Anne, I’ve been waiting to see if you’d sober down a little and learn to be steady before I begin. You’ve got to keep your wits about you in cooking and not stop in the middle of things to let your thoughts rove over all creation. Now, get out your patchwork and have your square done before tea-time.”

“There, there, forget about the kissing nonsense. I’d rather see you just do what you’re told. As for cooking, I plan to start giving you lessons in that soon. But you’re so scatterbrained, Anne, I’ve been waiting to see if you’d calm down a bit and learn to be more focused before I start. You have to stay sharp in cooking and not drift off thinking about everything else in the middle of it. Now, get out your patchwork and finish your square before tea-time.”

“I do not like patchwork,” said Anne dolefully, hunting out her workbasket and sitting down before a little heap of red and white diamonds with a sigh. “I think some kinds of sewing would be nice; but there’s no scope for imagination in patchwork. It’s just one little seam after another and you never seem to be getting anywhere. But of course I’d rather be Anne of Green Gables sewing patchwork than Anne of any other place with nothing to do but play. I wish time went as quick sewing patches as it does when I’m playing with Diana, though. Oh, we do have such elegant times, Marilla. I have to furnish most of the imagination, but I’m well able to do that. Diana is simply perfect in every other way. You know that little piece of land across the brook that runs up between our farm and Mr. Barry’s. It belongs to Mr. William Bell, and right in the corner there is a little ring of white birch trees—the most romantic spot, Marilla. Diana and I have our playhouse there. We call it Idlewild. Isn’t that a poetical name? I assure you it took me some time to think it out. I stayed awake nearly a whole night before I invented it. Then, just as I was dropping off to sleep, it came like an inspiration. Diana was enraptured when she heard it. We have got our house fixed up elegantly. You must come and see it, Marilla—won’t you? We have great big stones, all covered with moss, for seats, and boards from tree to tree for shelves. And we have all our dishes on them. Of course, they’re all broken but it’s the easiest thing in the world to imagine that they are whole. There’s a piece of a plate with a spray of red and yellow ivy on it that is especially beautiful. We keep it in the parlour and we have the fairy glass there, too. The fairy glass is as lovely as a dream. Diana found it out in the woods behind their chicken house. It’s all full of rainbows—just little young rainbows that haven’t grown big yet—and Diana’s mother told her it was broken off a hanging lamp they once had. But it’s nicer to imagine the fairies lost it one night when they had a ball, so we call it the fairy glass. Matthew is going to make us a table. Oh, we have named that little round pool over in Mr. Barry’s field Willowmere. I got that name out of the book Diana lent me. That was a thrilling book, Marilla. The heroine had five lovers. I’d be satisfied with one, wouldn’t you? She was very handsome and she went through great tribulations. She could faint as easy as anything. I’d love to be able to faint, wouldn’t you, Marilla? It’s so romantic. But I’m really very healthy for all I’m so thin. I believe I’m getting fatter, though. Don’t you think I am? I look at my elbows every morning when I get up to see if any dimples are coming. Diana is having a new dress made with elbow sleeves. She is going to wear it to the picnic. Oh, I do hope it will be fine next Wednesday. I don’t feel that I could endure the disappointment if anything happened to prevent me from getting to the picnic. I suppose I’d live through it, but I’m certain it would be a lifelong sorrow. It wouldn’t matter if I got to a hundred picnics in after years; they wouldn’t make up for missing this one. They’re going to have boats on the Lake of Shining Waters—and ice-cream as I told you. I have never tasted ice-cream. Diana tried to explain what it was like, but I guess ice-cream is one of those things that are beyond imagination.”

“I do not like patchwork,” said Anne sadly, digging out her sewing basket and sitting down in front of a little pile of red and white diamonds with a sigh. “I think some types of sewing would be nice, but there’s no room for imagination in patchwork. It’s just one small seam after another, and you never feel like you're making any progress. But of course, I’d rather be Anne of Green Gables sewing patchwork than Anne of anywhere else with nothing to do but play. I wish time went as fast sewing patches as it does when I’m hanging out with Diana, though. Oh, we have such wonderful times, Marilla. I have to come up with most of the imagination, but I'm totally capable of that. Diana is just perfect in every other way. You know that little piece of land across the stream that runs between our farm and Mr. Barry’s? It belongs to Mr. William Bell, and right in the corner there's a small circle of white birch trees—the most romantic spot, Marilla. Diana and I have our playhouse there. We call it Idlewild. Isn’t that a poetic name? I assure you it took me quite a while to think of it. I stayed awake nearly the whole night before I came up with it. Then, just as I was about to fall asleep, it hit me like a flash of inspiration. Diana was enraptured when she heard it. We’ve decorated our house beautifully. You must come and see it, Marilla—won’t you? We have large stones, all covered with moss, for seats, and planks from tree to tree for shelves. And we put all our dishes on them. Of course, they’re all broken, but it's really easy to imagine they’re whole. There’s a piece of a plate with a spray of red and yellow ivy on it that is especially beautiful. We keep it in the parlor, and we have the fairy glass there, too. The fairy glass is as lovely as a dream. Diana found it in the woods behind their chicken house. It's full of rainbows—just little young rainbows that haven’t grown big yet—and Diana’s mom told her it came from a hanging lamp they once had. But it’s more fun to imagine that the fairies lost it one night after a ball, so we call it the fairy glass. Matthew is going to make us a table. Oh, we named that small round pool over in Mr. Barry’s field Willowmere. I got that name from the book Diana lent me. That was a thrilling book, Marilla. The heroine had five lovers. I’d be happy with just one, wouldn’t you? She was very pretty and went through great struggles. She could faint as easily as anything. I’d love to be able to faint, wouldn’t you, Marilla? It’s so romantic. But I’m really quite healthy for all my thinness. I think I’m getting fatter, though. Don’t you think so? I look at my elbows every morning when I get up to see if I’m getting any dimples. Diana is having a new dress made with elbow sleeves. She’s going to wear it to the picnic. Oh, I really hope it’s nice next Wednesday. I don’t think I could handle the disappointment if something happened that kept me from going to the picnic. I guess I’d survive, but I’m sure it would be a lifelong sorrow. It wouldn’t matter if I went to a hundred picnics later on; they wouldn’t make up for missing this one. They’re going to have boats on the Lake of Shining Waters—and ice cream, as I told you. I’ve never tasted ice cream. Diana tried to explain what it’s like, but I guess ice cream is one of those things that's beyond imagination.”

“Anne, you have talked even on for ten minutes by the clock,” said Marilla. “Now, just for curiosity’s sake, see if you can hold your tongue for the same length of time.”

“Anne, you’ve been talking for even ten minutes by the clock,” said Marilla. “Now, just out of curiosity, see if you can keep quiet for the same amount of time.”

Anne held her tongue as desired. But for the rest of the week she talked picnic and thought picnic and dreamed picnic. On Saturday it rained and she worked herself up into such a frantic state lest it should keep on raining until and over Wednesday, that Marilla made her sew an extra patchwork square by way of steadying her nerves.

Anne kept her mouth shut as she wanted to. But for the rest of the week, she talked about picnics, thought about picnics, and dreamed about picnics. On Saturday, it rained, and she became so anxious that it might keep raining until Wednesday that Marilla had her sew an extra patchwork square to calm her down.

On Sunday Anne confided to Marilla on the way home from church that she grew actually cold all over with excitement when the minister announced the picnic from the pulpit.

On Sunday, Anne told Marilla on their way home from church that she felt a chill of excitement all over when the minister announced the picnic from the pulpit.

“Such a thrill as went up and down my back, Marilla! I don’t think I’d ever really believed until then that there was honestly going to be a picnic. I couldn’t help fearing I’d only imagined it. But when a minister says a thing in the pulpit you just have to believe it.”

“Such a thrill ran up and down my back, Marilla! I don’t think I ever really believed until then that there was actually going to be a picnic. I couldn’t shake the fear that I’d just dreamed it up. But when a minister says something from the pulpit, you just have to believe it.”

“You set your heart too much on things, Anne,” said Marilla with a sigh. “I’m afraid there’ll be a great many disappointments in store for you through life.”

“You focus too much on things, Anne,” Marilla said with a sigh. “I’m afraid you’re going to face a lot of disappointments in your life.”

“Oh, Marilla, looking forward to things is half the pleasure of them,” exclaimed Anne. “You mayn’t get the things themselves; but nothing can prevent you from having the fun of looking forward to them. Mrs. Lynde says, ‘Blessed are they who expect nothing for they shall not be disappointed.’ But I think it would be worse to expect nothing than to be disappointed.”

“Oh, Marilla, anticipating things is half the joy of them,” exclaimed Anne. “You might not get the things themselves, but nothing can stop you from enjoying the excitement of looking forward to them. Mrs. Lynde says, ‘Blessed are those who expect nothing, for they shall not be disappointed.’ But I think it would be worse to expect nothing than to be let down.”

Marilla wore her amethyst brooch to church that day as usual. Marilla always wore her amethyst brooch to church. She would have thought it rather sacrilegious to leave it off—as bad as forgetting her Bible or her collection dime. That amethyst brooch was Marilla’s most treasured possession. A sea-faring uncle had given it to her mother who in turn had bequeathed it to Marilla. It was an old-fashioned oval, containing a braid of her mother’s hair, surrounded by a border of very fine amethysts. Marilla knew too little about precious stones to realize how fine the amethysts actually were; but she thought them very beautiful and was always pleasantly conscious of their violet shimmer at her throat, above her good brown satin dress, even although she could not see it.

Marilla wore her amethyst brooch to church that day, just like she always did. She would have found it almost sacrilegious to leave it off—just as bad as forgetting her Bible or her collection dime. That amethyst brooch was Marilla’s most prized possession. A sea-faring uncle had given it to her mother, who then passed it down to Marilla. It was an old-fashioned oval, holding a braid of her mother’s hair, framed by a border of very fine amethysts. Marilla didn’t know enough about precious stones to appreciate how valuable the amethysts really were, but she thought they were beautiful and was always pleasantly aware of their violet shimmer at her throat, above her nice brown satin dress, even though she couldn't see it.

Anne had been smitten with delighted admiration when she first saw that brooch.

Anne had been filled with joyful admiration when she first saw that brooch.

“Oh, Marilla, it’s a perfectly elegant brooch. I don’t know how you can pay attention to the sermon or the prayers when you have it on. I couldn’t, I know. I think amethysts are just sweet. They are what I used to think diamonds were like. Long ago, before I had ever seen a diamond, I read about them and I tried to imagine what they would be like. I thought they would be lovely glimmering purple stones. When I saw a real diamond in a lady’s ring one day I was so disappointed I cried. Of course, it was very lovely but it wasn’t my idea of a diamond. Will you let me hold the brooch for one minute, Marilla? Do you think amethysts can be the souls of good violets?”

“Oh, Marilla, it’s a stunning brooch. I don’t know how you can focus on the sermon or the prayers with it on. I definitely couldn’t. I think amethysts are just beautiful. They’re what I used to think diamonds were like. A long time ago, before I had ever seen a diamond, I read about them and tried to picture what they would be like. I imagined they would be lovely sparkling purple stones. When I saw a real diamond in a lady’s ring one day, I was so disappointed that I cried. Of course, it was very beautiful, but it wasn’t what I had envisioned a diamond to be. Can I hold the brooch for just a minute, Marilla? Do you think amethysts can be the souls of good violets?”


CHAPTER XIV.
ANNE’S CONFESSION
ANNE'S CONFESSION

On the Monday evening before the picnic Marilla came down from her room with a troubled face.

On the Monday evening before the picnic, Marilla came down from her room looking worried.

“Anne,” she said to that small personage, who was shelling peas by the spotless table and singing “Nelly of the Hazel Dell” with a vigour and expression that did credit to Diana’s teaching, “did you see anything of my amethyst brooch? I thought I stuck it in my pincushion when I came home from church yesterday evening, but I can’t find it anywhere.”

“Anne,” she said to the little girl, who was shelling peas at the clean table and singing “Nelly of the Hazel Dell” with such energy and emotion that showed Diana had taught her well, “did you see my amethyst brooch? I thought I put it in my pincushion when I got home from church last night, but I can’t find it anywhere.”

“I—I saw it this afternoon when you were away at the Aid Society,” said Anne, a little slowly. “I was passing your door when I saw it on the cushion, so I went in to look at it.”

“I—I saw it this afternoon when you were at the Aid Society,” Anne said slowly. “I was walking past your door when I spotted it on the cushion, so I went in to check it out.”

“Did you touch it?” said Marilla sternly.

“Did you touch it?” Marilla said firmly.

“Y-e-e-s,” admitted Anne, “I took it up and I pinned it on my breast just to see how it would look.”

“Y-e-e-s,” Anne admitted, “I picked it up and pinned it to my chest just to see how it would look.”

“You had no business to do anything of the sort. It’s very wrong in a little girl to meddle. You shouldn’t have gone into my room in the first place and you shouldn’t have touched a brooch that didn’t belong to you in the second. Where did you put it?”

“You had no right to do anything like that. It’s really not okay for a little girl to interfere. You shouldn’t have gone into my room at all, and you definitely shouldn’t have touched a brooch that wasn’t yours. Where did you put it?”

“Oh, I put it back on the bureau. I hadn’t it on a minute. Truly, I didn’t mean to meddle, Marilla. I didn’t think about its being wrong to go in and try on the brooch; but I see now that it was and I’ll never do it again. That’s one good thing about me. I never do the same naughty thing twice.”

“Oh, I put it back on the dresser. I only had it on for a minute. Honestly, I didn’t mean to intrude, Marilla. I didn’t realize it was wrong to go in and try on the brooch; but I see now that it was, and I’ll never do it again. That’s one good thing about me. I never do the same naughty thing twice.”

“You didn’t put it back,” said Marilla. “That brooch isn’t anywhere on the bureau. You’ve taken it out or something, Anne.”

“You didn’t put it back,” Marilla said. “That brooch isn’t anywhere on the dresser. You either took it out or something, Anne.”

“I did put it back,” said Anne quickly—pertly, Marilla thought. “I don’t just remember whether I stuck it on the pincushion or laid it in the china tray. But I’m perfectly certain I put it back.”

“I did put it back,” Anne said quickly—almost too confidently, Marilla thought. “I don’t really remember if I put it on the pincushion or in the china tray. But I’m totally sure I put it back.”

“I’ll go and have another look,” said Marilla, determining to be just. “If you put that brooch back it’s there still. If it isn’t I’ll know you didn’t, that’s all!”

“I’ll go and take another look,” said Marilla, deciding to be fair. “If you put that brooch back, it’s still there. If it isn’t, I’ll know you didn’t—that’s all!”

Marilla went to her room and made a thorough search, not only over the bureau but in every other place she thought the brooch might possibly be. It was not to be found and she returned to the kitchen.

Marilla went to her room and searched thoroughly, not just on the dresser but in every other spot she thought the brooch might be. She couldn't find it and went back to the kitchen.

“Anne, the brooch is gone. By your own admission you were the last person to handle it. Now, what have you done with it? Tell me the truth at once. Did you take it out and lose it?”

“Anne, the brooch is missing. You admitted you were the last person to have it. Now, what did you do with it? Tell me the truth right now. Did you take it out and misplace it?”

“No, I didn’t,” said Anne solemnly, meeting Marilla’s angry gaze squarely. “I never took the brooch out of your room and that is the truth, if I was to be led to the block for it—although I’m not very certain what a block is. So there, Marilla.”

“No, I didn’t,” Anne said seriously, looking Marilla in the eye despite her angry stare. “I never took the brooch from your room, and that’s the truth, even if I were to be punished for it—though I’m not really sure what being punished means. So there, Marilla.”

Anne’s “so there” was only intended to emphasize her assertion, but Marilla took it as a display of defiance.

Anne’s “so there” was just meant to underline her point, but Marilla saw it as an act of defiance.

“I believe you are telling me a falsehood, Anne,” she said sharply. “I know you are. There now, don’t say anything more unless you are prepared to tell the whole truth. Go to your room and stay there until you are ready to confess.”

“I think you’re lying to me, Anne,” she said sharply. “I know you are. So, don’t say anything else unless you’re ready to tell the whole truth. Go to your room and stay there until you’re ready to confess.”

“Will I take the peas with me?” said Anne meekly.

“Should I take the peas with me?” Anne asked softly.

“No, I’ll finish shelling them myself. Do as I bid you.”

“No, I’ll finish shelling them myself. Just do what I say.”

When Anne had gone Marilla went about her evening tasks in a very disturbed state of mind. She was worried about her valuable brooch. What if Anne had lost it? And how wicked of the child to deny having taken it, when anybody could see she must have! With such an innocent face, too!

When Anne left, Marilla went about her evening chores feeling quite unsettled. She was anxious about her precious brooch. What if Anne had lost it? And how wrong of the girl to insist she hadn’t taken it, when anyone could tell she clearly must have! With such an innocent face, too!

“I don’t know what I wouldn’t sooner have had happen,” thought Marilla, as she nervously shelled the peas. “Of course, I don’t suppose she meant to steal it or anything like that. She’s just taken it to play with or help along that imagination of hers. She must have taken it, that’s clear, for there hasn’t been a soul in that room since she was in it, by her own story, until I went up to-night. And the brooch is gone, there’s nothing surer. I suppose she has lost it and is afraid to own up for fear she’ll be punished. It’s a dreadful thing to think she tells falsehoods. It’s a far worse thing than her fit of temper. It’s a fearful responsibility to have a child in your house you can’t trust. Slyness and untruthfulness—that’s what she has displayed. I declare I feel worse about that than about the brooch. If she’d only have told the truth about it I wouldn’t mind so much.”

“I don’t know what I wouldn’t have preferred to happen,” thought Marilla, as she nervously shelled the peas. “Of course, I don’t think she meant to steal it or anything like that. She probably just took it to play with or to fuel that imagination of hers. She must have taken it, that’s obvious, since no one else has been in that room since she was, according to her own story, until I went up tonight. And the brooch is definitely gone. I guess she lost it and is too scared to admit it for fear of getting in trouble. It’s awful to think she tells lies. That’s much worse than her outburst. It’s a heavy responsibility to have a child in your home that you can’t trust. Deceit and dishonesty—that’s what she has shown. I honestly feel worse about that than about the brooch. If she’d just told the truth about it, I wouldn’t mind so much.”

Marilla went to her room at intervals all through the evening and searched for the brooch, without finding it. A bed-time visit to the east gable produced no result. Anne persisted in denying that she knew anything about the brooch but Marilla was only the more firmly convinced that she did.

Marilla went to her room several times throughout the evening, looking for the brooch but not finding it. A late-night check in the east gable also turned up nothing. Anne continued to insist that she didn’t know anything about the brooch, but Marilla was even more convinced that she did.

She told Matthew the story the next morning. Matthew was confounded and puzzled; he could not so quickly lose faith in Anne but he had to admit that circumstances were against her.

She told Matthew the story the next morning. Matthew was confused and puzzled; he couldn't quickly lose faith in Anne, but he had to admit that the circumstances were not in her favor.

“You’re sure it hasn’t fell down behind the bureau?” was the only suggestion he could offer.

“You’re sure it hasn’t fallen behind the dresser?” was the only suggestion he could make.

“I’ve moved the bureau and I’ve taken out the drawers and I’ve looked in every crack and cranny,” was Marilla’s positive answer. “The brooch is gone and that child has taken it and lied about it. That’s the plain, ugly truth, Matthew Cuthbert, and we might as well look it in the face.”

“I’ve moved the dresser, taken out the drawers, and looked in every nook and cranny,” Marilla said firmly. “The brooch is missing, and that girl took it and lied about it. That’s the plain, harsh truth, Matthew Cuthbert, and we might as well face it.”

“Well now, what are you going to do about it?” Matthew asked forlornly, feeling secretly thankful that Marilla and not he had to deal with the situation. He felt no desire to put his oar in this time.

“Well now, what are you going to do about it?” Matthew asked sadly, feeling secretly grateful that Marilla, not him, had to handle the situation. He had no desire to get involved this time.

“She’ll stay in her room until she confesses,” said Marilla grimly, remembering the success of this method in the former case. “Then we’ll see. Perhaps we’ll be able to find the brooch if she’ll only tell where she took it; but in any case she’ll have to be severely punished, Matthew.”

“She’ll stay in her room until she confesses,” Marilla said grimly, recalling how well this approach worked last time. “Then we’ll see. Maybe we can find the brooch if she just tells us where she took it; but regardless, she’ll need to be punished severely, Matthew.”

“Well now, you’ll have to punish her,” said Matthew, reaching for his hat. “I’ve nothing to do with it, remember. You warned me off yourself.”

“Well, you'll have to deal with her,” Matthew said, reaching for his hat. “I have nothing to do with this, just remember. You told me to stay away.”

Marilla felt deserted by every one. She could not even go to Mrs. Lynde for advice. She went up to the east gable with a very serious face and left it with a face more serious still. Anne steadfastly refused to confess. She persisted in asserting that she had not taken the brooch. The child had evidently been crying and Marilla felt a pang of pity which she sternly repressed. By night she was, as she expressed it, “beat out.”

Marilla felt abandoned by everyone. She couldn’t even go to Mrs. Lynde for advice. She went up to the east gable looking very serious and left with an even more serious expression. Anne firmly refused to confess. She kept insisting that she hadn’t taken the brooch. The child had clearly been crying, and Marilla felt a twinge of pity that she quickly pushed aside. By night, she said she was "exhausted."

“You’ll stay in this room until you confess, Anne. You can make up your mind to that,” she said firmly.

“You’re going to stay in this room until you confess, Anne. You can accept that,” she said firmly.

“But the picnic is to-morrow, Marilla,” cried Anne. “You won’t keep me from going to that, will you? You’ll just let me out for the afternoon, won’t you? Then I’ll stay here as long as you like afterwards cheerfully. But I must go to the picnic.”

“But the picnic is tomorrow, Marilla,” cried Anne. “You aren’t going to stop me from going to that, are you? You’ll let me go for the afternoon, won’t you? Then I’ll stay here as long as you want afterwards cheerfully. But I have to go to the picnic.”

“You’ll not go to picnics nor anywhere else until you’ve confessed, Anne.”

“You're not going to picnics or anywhere else until you confess, Anne.”

“Oh, Marilla,” gasped Anne.

“Oh, Marilla,” Anne gasped.

But Marilla had gone out and shut the door.

But Marilla had gone out and closed the door.

Wednesday morning dawned as bright and fair as if expressly made to order for the picnic. Birds sang around Green Gables; the Madonna lilies in the garden sent out whiffs of perfume that entered in on viewless winds at every door and window, and wandered through halls and rooms like spirits of benediction. The birches in the hollow waved joyful hands as if watching for Anne’s usual morning greeting from the east gable. But Anne was not at her window. When Marilla took her breakfast up to her she found the child sitting primly on her bed, pale and resolute, with tight-shut lips and gleaming eyes.

Wednesday morning arrived bright and beautiful, as if it had been perfectly planned for the picnic. Birds were singing around Green Gables; the Madonna lilies in the garden released their sweet fragrance, drifting in on unseen breezes at every door and window, flowing through the halls and rooms like blessings. The birches in the hollow waved happily as if awaiting Anne’s usual morning greeting from the east gable. But Anne wasn’t at her window. When Marilla brought her breakfast upstairs, she discovered the girl sitting properly on her bed, pale and determined, with tightly shut lips and shining eyes.

“Marilla, I’m ready to confess.”

"Marilla, I'm ready to admit."

“Ah!” Marilla laid down her tray. Once again her method had succeeded; but her success was very bitter to her. “Let me hear what you have to say then, Anne.”

“Ah!” Marilla set down her tray. Once again her method had worked; but her success was very bitter to her. “Let me hear what you have to say then, Anne.”

“I took the amethyst brooch,” said Anne, as if repeating a lesson she had learned. “I took it just as you said. I didn’t mean to take it when I went in. But it did look so beautiful, Marilla, when I pinned it on my breast that I was overcome by an irresistible temptation. I imagined how perfectly thrilling it would be to take it to Idlewild and play I was the Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. It would be so much easier to imagine I was the Lady Cordelia if I had a real amethyst brooch on. Diana and I made necklaces of roseberries but what are roseberries compared to amethysts? So I took the brooch. I thought I could put it back before you came home. I went all the way around by the road to lengthen out the time. When I was going over the bridge across the Lake of Shining Waters I took the brooch off to have another look at it. Oh, how it did shine in the sunlight! And then, when I was leaning over the bridge, it just slipped through my fingers—so—and went down—down—down, all purply-sparkling, and sank forevermore beneath the Lake of Shining Waters. And that’s the best I can do at confessing, Marilla.”

“I took the amethyst brooch,” Anne said, as if she were repeating a lesson she had learned. “I took it just like you said. I didn’t mean to take it when I went in, but it looked so beautiful, Marilla, when I pinned it on my chest that I was overwhelmed by an irresistible urge. I imagined how exciting it would be to take it to Idlewild and pretend I was Lady Cordelia Fitzgerald. It would be so much easier to picture myself as Lady Cordelia if I had a real amethyst brooch on. Diana and I made necklaces out of roseberries, but what are roseberries compared to amethysts? So, I took the brooch. I thought I could put it back before you got home. I went all the way around by the road to stretch out the time. When I was crossing the bridge over the Lake of Shining Waters, I took the brooch off to look at it again. Oh, how it sparkled in the sunlight! And then, as I leaned over the bridge, it just slipped through my fingers—like that—and fell—fell—fell, all purply-sparkling, and disappeared forever beneath the Lake of Shining Waters. And that’s the best I can do at confessing, Marilla.”

Marilla felt hot anger surge up into her heart again. This child had taken and lost her treasured amethyst brooch and now sat there calmly reciting the details thereof without the least apparent compunction or repentance.

Marilla felt a wave of anger rise up in her heart again. This child had taken and lost her precious amethyst brooch and was now sitting there calmly explaining what happened without a hint of guilt or remorse.

“Anne, this is terrible,” she said, trying to speak calmly. “You are the very wickedest girl I ever heard of.”

“Anne, this is awful,” she said, trying to stay calm. “You are the most wicked girl I’ve ever heard of.”

“Yes, I suppose I am,” agreed Anne tranquilly. “And I know I’ll have to be punished. It’ll be your duty to punish me, Marilla. Won’t you please get it over right off because I’d like to go to the picnic with nothing on my mind.”

“Yes, I guess I am,” Anne said calmly. “And I know I’ll have to be punished. It’ll be your job to punish me, Marilla. Could you please just get it done now because I’d like to go to the picnic with a clear mind.”

“Picnic, indeed! You’ll go to no picnic to-day, Anne Shirley. That shall be your punishment. And it isn’t half severe enough either for what you’ve done!”

“Picnic, really! You’re not going to any picnic today, Anne Shirley. That will be your punishment. And it’s not even close to being severe enough for what you’ve done!”

“Not go to the picnic!” Anne sprang to her feet and clutched Marilla’s hand. “But you promised me I might! Oh, Marilla, I must go to the picnic. That was why I confessed. Punish me any way you like but that. Oh, Marilla, please, please, let me go to the picnic. Think of the ice-cream! For anything you know I may never have a chance to taste ice-cream again.”

“Don’t say I can’t go to the picnic!” Anne jumped up and held onto Marilla’s hand. “But you promised I could! Oh, Marilla, I have to go to the picnic. That’s why I confessed. Punish me however you want, just not for this. Oh, Marilla, please, please let me go to the picnic. Think of the ice cream! For all you know, I might never get to taste ice cream again.”

Marilla disengaged Anne’s clinging hands stonily.

Marilla pulled Anne’s clinging hands away coldly.

“You needn’t plead, Anne. You are not going to the picnic and that’s final. No, not a word.”

“You don’t need to beg, Anne. You’re not going to the picnic, and that’s final. No more arguing.”

Anne realized that Marilla was not to be moved. She clasped her hands together, gave a piercing shriek, and then flung herself face downwards on the bed, crying and writhing in an utter abandonment of disappointment and despair.

Anne realized that Marilla wasn’t going to change her mind. She brought her hands together, let out a sharp scream, and then threw herself face down on the bed, crying and twisting in complete disappointment and despair.

“For the land’s sake!” gasped Marilla, hastening from the room. “I believe the child is crazy. No child in her senses would behave as she does. If she isn’t she’s utterly bad. Oh dear, I’m afraid Rachel was right from the first. But I’ve put my hand to the plough and I won’t look back.”

“For heaven's sake!” gasped Marilla, rushing out of the room. “I think the girl is out of her mind. No child in their right mind would act like she does. If she’s not, then she’s completely rotten. Oh dear, I’m worried Rachel was right all along. But I’ve committed to this, and I won’t turn back.”

That was a dismal morning. Marilla worked fiercely and scrubbed the porch floor and the dairy shelves when she could find nothing else to do. Neither the shelves nor the porch needed it—but Marilla did. Then she went out and raked the yard.

That was a miserable morning. Marilla worked hard and scrubbed the porch floor and the dairy shelves when she couldn’t find anything else to do. The shelves and the porch didn’t need it—but Marilla did. Then she went outside and raked the yard.

When dinner was ready she went to the stairs and called Anne. A tear-stained face appeared, looking tragically over the banisters.

When dinner was ready, she went to the stairs and called for Anne. A tear-stained face appeared, looking sadly over the banisters.

“Come down to your dinner, Anne.”

"Come downstairs for dinner, Anne."

“I don’t want any dinner, Marilla,” said Anne sobbingly. “I couldn’t eat anything. My heart is broken. You’ll feel remorse of conscience some day, I expect, for breaking it, Marilla, but I forgive you. Remember when the time comes that I forgive you. But please don’t ask me to eat anything, especially boiled pork and greens. Boiled pork and greens are so unromantic when one is in affliction.”

“I don’t want any dinner, Marilla,” Anne said through her sobs. “I can’t eat anything. My heart is broken. Someday, I expect you’ll feel guilty for breaking it, Marilla, but I forgive you. Just remember that I forgive you when that time comes. But please don’t ask me to eat anything, especially boiled pork and greens. Boiled pork and greens are just so unromantic when you’re going through a tough time.”

Exasperated Marilla returned to the kitchen and poured out her tale of woe to Matthew, who, between his sense of justice and his unlawful sympathy with Anne, was a miserable man.

Exasperated, Marilla went back to the kitchen and shared her troubles with Matthew, who was feeling miserable caught between his sense of justice and his unjust sympathy for Anne.

“Well now, she shouldn’t have taken the brooch, Marilla, or told stories about it,” he admitted, mournfully surveying his plateful of unromantic pork and greens as if he, like Anne, thought it a food unsuited to crises of feeling, “but she’s such a little thing—such an interesting little thing. Don’t you think it’s pretty rough not to let her go to the picnic when she’s so set on it?”

“Well, she shouldn’t have taken the brooch, Marilla, or made up stories about it,” he admitted, sadly looking at his plate of unromantic pork and greens as if, like Anne, he believed it was food unfit for emotional moments. “But she’s just a little thing—such an interesting little thing. Don’t you think it’s pretty unfair not to let her go to the picnic when she’s so eager about it?”

“Matthew Cuthbert, I’m amazed at you. I think I’ve let her off entirely too easy. And she doesn’t appear to realize how wicked she’s been at all—that’s what worries me most. If she’d really felt sorry it wouldn’t be so bad. And you don’t seem to realize it, neither; you’re making excuses for her all the time to yourself—I can see that.”

“Matthew Cuthbert, I can’t believe you. I think I’ve been way too lenient with her. And she doesn’t seem to understand how bad she’s been at all—that’s what worries me the most. If she truly felt remorse, it wouldn’t be so bad. And you don’t seem to get it either; you keep making excuses for her to yourself—I can see that.”

“Well now, she’s such a little thing,” feebly reiterated Matthew. “And there should be allowances made, Marilla. You know she’s never had any bringing up.”

“Well, she’s such a tiny thing,” Matthew weakly repeated. “And we should make some allowances, Marilla. You know she’s never had any upbringing.”

“Well, she’s having it now,” retorted Marilla.

“Well, she’s having it now,” Marilla replied.

The retort silenced Matthew if it did not convince him. That dinner was a very dismal meal. The only cheerful thing about it was Jerry Buote, the hired boy, and Marilla resented his cheerfulness as a personal insult.

The comeback shut Matthew up even if it didn’t convince him. That dinner was a pretty bleak meal. The only bright spot was Jerry Buote, the hired boy, and Marilla took his cheerfulness as a personal offense.

When her dishes were washed and her bread sponge set and her hens fed Marilla remembered that she had noticed a small rent in her best black lace shawl when she had taken it off on Monday afternoon on returning from the Ladies’ Aid. She would go and mend it.

When her dishes were washed, her bread dough was set, and her hens were fed, Marilla remembered that she had seen a small tear in her best black lace shawl when she took it off Monday afternoon after returning from the Ladies’ Aid. She decided to go and fix it.

The shawl was in a box in her trunk. As Marilla lifted it out, the sunlight, falling through the vines that clustered thickly about the window, struck upon something caught in the shawl—something that glittered and sparkled in facets of violet light. Marilla snatched at it with a gasp. It was the amethyst brooch, hanging to a thread of the lace by its catch!

The shawl was in a box in her trunk. As Marilla pulled it out, the sunlight streaming through the vines densely surrounding the window hit something tangled in the shawl—something that glittered and sparkled with shades of violet light. Marilla quickly reached for it with a gasp. It was the amethyst brooch, hanging by a thread of lace from its clasp!

“Dear life and heart,” said Marilla blankly, “what does this mean? Here’s my brooch safe and sound that I thought was at the bottom of Barry’s pond. Whatever did that girl mean by saying she took it and lost it? I declare I believe Green Gables is bewitched. I remember now that when I took off my shawl Monday afternoon I laid it on the bureau for a minute. I suppose the brooch got caught in it somehow. Well!”

“Dear life and heart,” said Marilla, staring in disbelief, “what does this mean? Here’s my brooch, safe and sound, that I thought was at the bottom of Barry’s pond. What did that girl mean by saying she took it and lost it? I swear I believe Green Gables is cursed. I remember now that when I took off my shawl Monday afternoon, I laid it on the dresser for a minute. I guess the brooch got stuck in it somehow. Well!”

Marilla betook herself to the east gable, brooch in hand. Anne had cried herself out and was sitting dejectedly by the window.

Marilla went to the east gable, brooch in hand. Anne had cried herself out and was sitting sadly by the window.

“Anne Shirley,” said Marilla solemnly, “I’ve just found my brooch hanging to my black lace shawl. Now I want to know what that rigmarole you told me this morning meant.”

“Anne Shirley,” Marilla said seriously, “I just found my brooch dangling from my black lace shawl. Now I want to know what that nonsense you told me this morning meant.”

“Why, you said you’d keep me here until I confessed,” returned Anne wearily, “and so I decided to confess because I was bound to get to the picnic. I thought out a confession last night after I went to bed and made it as interesting as I could. And I said it over and over so that I wouldn’t forget it. But you wouldn’t let me go to the picnic after all, so all my trouble was wasted.”

“Why, you said you’d keep me here until I confessed,” Anne replied tiredly, “so I decided I would confess because I just had to go to the picnic. I came up with a confession last night after going to bed and made it as captivating as I could. I repeated it over and over so I wouldn’t forget it. But you still wouldn’t let me go to the picnic, so all my effort was for nothing.”

Marilla had to laugh in spite of herself. But her conscience pricked her.

Marilla couldn't help but laugh, even though she knew she shouldn't. But her conscience nagged at her.

“Anne, you do beat all! But I was wrong—I see that now. I shouldn’t have doubted your word when I’d never known you to tell a story. Of course, it wasn’t right for you to confess to a thing you hadn’t done—it was very wrong to do so. But I drove you to it. So if you’ll forgive me, Anne, I’ll forgive you and we’ll start square again. And now get yourself ready for the picnic.”

“Anne, you really surprise me! But I realize I was wrong—I see that now. I shouldn’t have doubted you when I’ve never known you to lie. Of course, it wasn’t right for you to admit to something you didn’t do—it was very wrong of you. But I pushed you into it. So if you can forgive me, Anne, I’ll forgive you and we can start fresh. Now, get ready for the picnic.”

Anne flew up like a rocket.

Anne shot up like a rocket.

“Oh, Marilla, isn’t it too late?”

“Oh, Marilla, isn’t it too late?”

“No, it’s only two o’clock. They won’t be more than well gathered yet and it’ll be an hour before they have tea. Wash your face and comb your hair and put on your gingham. I’ll fill a basket for you. There’s plenty of stuff baked in the house. And I’ll get Jerry to hitch up the sorrel and drive you down to the picnic ground.”

“No, it’s only two o’clock. They probably haven’t all arrived yet, and it’ll be an hour before they have tea. Wash your face, comb your hair, and put on your gingham dress. I’ll pack a basket for you. There’s plenty of food baked in the house. And I’ll ask Jerry to hook up the sorrel and drive you down to the picnic spot.”

“Oh, Marilla,” exclaimed Anne, flying to the wash-stand. “Five minutes ago I was so miserable I was wishing I’d never been born and now I wouldn’t change places with an angel!”

“Oh, Marilla,” Anne exclaimed, rushing to the sink. “Five minutes ago, I was so miserable that I wished I’d never been born, and now I wouldn’t trade places with an angel!”

That night a thoroughly happy, completely tired out Anne returned to Green Gables in a state of beatification impossible to describe.

That night, a genuinely happy and completely exhausted Anne returned to Green Gables in a state of bliss that’s hard to put into words.

“Oh, Marilla, I’ve had a perfectly scrumptious time. Scrumptious is a new word I learned to-day. I heard Mary Alice Bell use it. Isn’t it very expressive? Everything was lovely. We had a splendid tea and then Mr. Harmon Andrews took us all for a row on the Lake of Shining Waters—six of us at a time. And Jane Andrews nearly fell overboard. She was leaning out to pick water lilies and if Mr. Andrews hadn’t caught her by her sash just in the nick of time she’d have fallen in and prob’ly been drowned. I wish it had been me. It would have been such a romantic experience to have been nearly drowned. It would be such a thrilling tale to tell. And we had the ice-cream. Words fail me to describe that ice-cream. Marilla, I assure you it was sublime.”

“Oh, Marilla, I had an absolutely amazing time. Amazing is a new word I learned today. I heard Mary Alice Bell use it. Isn’t it very expressive? Everything was wonderful. We had a fantastic tea and then Mr. Harmon Andrews took us all out for a row on the Lake of Shining Waters—six of us at a time. And Jane Andrews almost fell overboard. She was leaning out to pick water lilies, and if Mr. Andrews hadn’t grabbed her by her sash just in time, she would have fallen in and probably drowned. I wish it had been me. It would have been such a romantic experience to almost drown. It would make for such an exciting story to tell. And we had ice cream. I can’t even describe how incredible that ice cream was. Marilla, I promise you, it was sublime.”

That evening Marilla told the whole story to Matthew over her stocking basket.

That evening, Marilla shared the entire story with Matthew while working on her knitting.

“I’m willing to own up that I made a mistake,” she concluded candidly, “but I’ve learned a lesson. I have to laugh when I think of Anne’s ‘confession,’ although I suppose I shouldn’t for it really was a falsehood. But it doesn’t seem as bad as the other would have been, somehow, and anyhow I’m responsible for it. That child is hard to understand in some respects. But I believe she’ll turn out all right yet. And there’s one thing certain, no house will ever be dull that she’s in.”

“I’m willing to admit that I made a mistake,” she said openly, “but I’ve learned a lesson. I can’t help but laugh when I think of Anne’s ‘confession,’ even though I guess I shouldn’t since it was really a lie. But somehow, it doesn’t seem as bad as it could have been, and anyway, it’s my fault. That kid is tough to figure out in some ways. But I believe she’ll be just fine in the end. And one thing’s for sure, no house will ever be boring with her around.”


CHAPTER XV.
A TEMPEST IN THE SCHOOL TEAPOT
A STORM IN THE SCHOOL TEAPOT

“What a splendid day!” said Anne, drawing a long breath. “Isn’t it good just to be alive on a day like this? I pity the people who aren’t born yet for missing it. They may have good days, of course, but they can never have this one. And it’s splendider still to have such a lovely way to go to school by, isn’t it?”

“What” a beautiful day!” said Anne, taking a deep breath. “Isn’t it wonderful just to be alive on a day like this? I feel sorry for the people who haven’t been born yet because they’re missing it. They might have good days, but they can never have this one. And it’s even better to have such a lovely way to go to school, don’t you think?”

“It’s a lot nicer than going round by the road; that is so dusty and hot,” said Diana practically, peeping into her dinner basket and mentally calculating if the three juicy, toothsome, raspberry tarts reposing there were divided among ten girls how many bites each girl would have.

“It’s way better than going the long way by the road; that’s just so dusty and hot,” said Diana practically, glancing into her dinner basket and mentally figuring out how many bites each girl would get if the three delicious raspberry tarts inside were shared among ten girls.

The little girls of Avonlea school always pooled their lunches, and to eat three raspberry tarts all alone or even to share them only with one’s best chum would have forever and ever branded as “awful mean” the girl who did it. And yet, when the tarts were divided among ten girls you just got enough to tantalize you.

The little girls at Avonlea school always shared their lunches, and eating three raspberry tarts all by yourself or even just sharing them with your best friend would have forever labeled you as “super mean.” And yet, when the tarts were split among ten girls, you barely got enough to satisfy you.

The way Anne and Diana went to school was a pretty one. Anne thought those walks to and from school with Diana couldn’t be improved upon even by imagination. Going around by the main road would have been so unromantic; but to go by Lover’s Lane and Willowmere and Violet Vale and the Birch Path was romantic, if ever anything was.

The way Anne and Diana walked to school was beautiful. Anne thought their walks to and from school with Diana couldn’t be topped, even by imagination. Taking the main road would have been so dull; but going through Lover’s Lane, Willowmere, Violet Vale, and the Birch Path was romantic, if anything ever was.

Lover’s Lane opened out below the orchard at Green Gables and stretched far up into the woods to the end of the Cuthbert farm. It was the way by which the cows were taken to the back pasture and the wood hauled home in winter. Anne had named it Lover’s Lane before she had been a month at Green Gables.

Lover’s Lane opened up below the orchard at Green Gables and stretched far into the woods at the end of the Cuthbert farm. It was the path the cows took to the back pasture and where wood was hauled home in winter. Anne had named it Lover’s Lane within her first month at Green Gables.

“Not that lovers ever really walk there,” she explained to Marilla, “but Diana and I are reading a perfectly magnificent book and there’s a Lover’s Lane in it. So we want to have one, too. And it’s a very pretty name, don’t you think? So romantic! We can imagine the lovers into it, you know. I like that lane because you can think out loud there without people calling you crazy.”

“Not that lovers actually walk there,” she told Marilla, “but Diana and I are reading this amazing book that has a Lover’s Lane in it. So, we want one, too. And it’s such a lovely name, don’t you think? So romantic! We can picture the lovers in it, you know. I like that lane because you can think out loud there without people calling you crazy.”

Anne, starting out alone in the morning, went down Lover’s Lane as far as the brook. Here Diana met her, and the two little girls went on up the lane under the leafy arch of maples—“maples are such sociable trees,” said Anne; “they’re always rustling and whispering to you,”—until they came to a rustic bridge. Then they left the lane and walked through Mr. Barry’s back field and past Willowmere. Beyond Willowmere came Violet Vale—a little green dimple in the shadow of Mr. Andrew Bell’s big woods. “Of course there are no violets there now,” Anne told Marilla, “but Diana says there are millions of them in spring. Oh, Marilla, can’t you just imagine you see them? It actually takes away my breath. I named it Violet Vale. Diana says she never saw the beat of me for hitting on fancy names for places. It’s nice to be clever at something, isn’t it? But Diana named the Birch Path. She wanted to, so I let her; but I’m sure I could have found something more poetical than plain Birch Path. Anybody can think of a name like that. But the Birch Path is one of the prettiest places in the world, Marilla.”

Anne, starting out alone in the morning, walked down Lover’s Lane until she reached the brook. There, she met Diana, and the two girls continued up the lane under the leafy canopy of maples. “Maples are such friendly trees,” Anne said; “they're always rustling and whispering to you,”—until they arrived at a rustic bridge. They then left the lane and walked through Mr. Barry’s back field and past Willowmere. Beyond Willowmere was Violet Vale—a little green dip in the shadow of Mr. Andrew Bell’s big woods. “Of course, there aren’t any violets there now,” Anne told Marilla, “but Diana says there are millions of them in spring. Oh, Marilla, can’t you just imagine seeing them? It literally takes my breath away. I called it Violet Vale. Diana says she’s never seen anyone better than me at coming up with fancy names for places. It’s nice to be good at something, right? But Diana named the Birch Path. She wanted to, so I let her; but I’m sure I could have come up with something more poetic than plain Birch Path. Anyone can think of a name like that. But the Birch Path is one of the most beautiful places in the world, Marilla.”

It was. Other people besides Anne thought so when they stumbled on it. It was a little narrow, twisting path, winding down over a long hill straight through Mr. Bell’s woods, where the light came down sifted through so many emerald screens that it was as flawless as the heart of a diamond. It was fringed in all its length with slim young birches, white-stemmed and lissom boughed; ferns and starflowers and wild lilies-of-the-valley and scarlet tufts of pigeon berries grew thickly along it; and always there was a delightful spiciness in the air and music of bird calls and the murmur and laugh of wood winds in the trees overhead. Now and then you might see a rabbit skipping across the road if you were quiet—which, with Anne and Diana, happened about once in a blue moon. Down in the valley the path came out to the main road and then it was just up the spruce hill to the school.

It was. Other people besides Anne thought so when they came across it. It was a narrow, winding path that zigzagged down a long hill straight through Mr. Bell's woods, where the light filtered through so many green leaves that it was as pure as a diamond's heart. It was lined along its entire length with slender young birches, their white trunks and graceful branches; ferns, starflowers, wild lilies-of-the-valley, and vibrant red clusters of pigeon berries grew thickly alongside it. There was always a delightful freshness in the air and the sounds of bird calls, along with the gentle rustle and laughter of the winds in the trees above. Occasionally, if you were quiet enough—which rarely happened with Anne and Diana—you might catch a glimpse of a rabbit hopping across the path. Down in the valley, the path led to the main road, and then it was just a short climb up the spruce hill to the school.

The Avonlea school was a whitewashed building, low in the eaves and wide in the windows, furnished inside with comfortable substantial old-fashioned desks that opened and shut, and were carved all over their lids with the initials and hieroglyphics of three generations of school-children. The schoolhouse was set back from the road and behind it was a dusky fir wood and a brook where all the children put their bottles of milk in the morning to keep cool and sweet until dinner hour.

The Avonlea school was a white-painted building, low in the roof and wide in the windows, filled inside with comfortable, sturdy old-fashioned desks that opened and closed, and were covered all over their tops with the initials and drawings of three generations of students. The schoolhouse was set back from the road, and behind it was a dark fir forest and a stream where all the kids kept their milk bottles in the morning to keep them cool and fresh until lunchtime.

Marilla had seen Anne start off to school on the first day of September with many secret misgivings. Anne was such an odd girl. How would she get on with the other children? And how on earth would she ever manage to hold her tongue during school hours?

Marilla watched Anne head off to school on the first day of September, feeling a mix of concerns. Anne was such a quirky girl. How would she fit in with the other kids? And how on earth would she manage to stay quiet during class?

Things went better than Marilla feared, however. Anne came home that evening in high spirits.

Things went better than Marilla expected, though. Anne came home that evening feeling really happy.

“I think I’m going to like school here,” she announced. “I don’t think much of the master, though. He’s all the time curling his moustache and making eyes at Prissy Andrews. Prissy is grown-up, you know. She’s sixteen and she’s studying for the entrance examination into Queen’s Academy at Charlottetown next year. Tillie Boulter says the master is dead gone on her. She’s got a beautiful complexion and curly brown hair and she does it up so elegantly. She sits in the long seat at the back and he sits there, too, most of the time—to explain her lessons, he says. But Ruby Gillis says she saw him writing something on her slate and when Prissy read it she blushed as red as a beet and giggled; and Ruby Gillis says she doesn’t believe it had anything to do with the lesson.”

“I think I’m really going to like school here,” she said. “But I’m not too fond of the teacher, though. He keeps curling his mustache and flirting with Prissy Andrews. Prissy is grown-up, you know. She’s sixteen and she’s preparing for the entrance exam to Queen’s Academy in Charlottetown next year. Tillie Boulter says the teacher is totally infatuated with her. She has a gorgeous complexion and curly brown hair, and she styles it so elegantly. She sits in the long seat at the back, and he often sits there too—supposedly to explain her lessons. But Ruby Gillis says she saw him writing something on her slate, and when Prissy read it, she blushed bright red and giggled; Ruby Gillis thinks it didn’t have anything to do with the lesson.”

“Anne Shirley, don’t let me hear you talking about your teacher in that way again,” said Marilla sharply. “You don’t go to school to criticize the master. I guess he can teach you something and it’s your business to learn. And I want you to understand right off that you are not to come home telling tales about him. That is something I won’t encourage. I hope you were a good girl.”

“Anne Shirley, don’t let me hear you talk about your teacher like that again,” Marilla said sharply. “You don’t go to school to judge the teacher. I’m sure he can teach you something, and it’s your job to learn. And I want you to know right away that you are not to come home spreading stories about him. That’s something I won’t support. I hope you behaved yourself.”

“Indeed I was,” said Anne comfortably. “It wasn’t so hard as you might imagine, either. I sit with Diana. Our seat is right by the window and we can look down to the Lake of Shining Waters. There are a lot of nice girls in school and we had scrumptious fun playing at dinner time. It’s so nice to have a lot of little girls to play with. But of course I like Diana best and always will. I adore Diana. I’m dreadfully far behind the others. They’re all in the fifth book and I’m only in the fourth. I feel that it’s kind of a disgrace. But there’s not one of them has such an imagination as I have and I soon found that out. We had reading and geography and Canadian History and dictation to-day. Mr. Phillips said my spelling was disgraceful and he held up my slate so that everybody could see it, all marked over. I felt so mortified, Marilla; he might have been politer to a stranger, I think. Ruby Gillis gave me an apple and Sophia Sloane lent me a lovely pink card with ‘May I see you home?’ on it. I’m to give it back to her to-morrow. And Tillie Boulter let me wear her bead ring all the afternoon. Can I have some of those pearl beads off the old pincushion in the garret to make myself a ring? And oh Marilla, Jane Andrews told me that Minnie MacPherson told her that she heard Prissy Andrews tell Sara Gillis that I had a very pretty nose. Marilla, that is the first compliment I have ever had in my life and you can’t imagine what a strange feeling it gave me. Marilla, have I really a pretty nose? I know you’ll tell me the truth.”

“Definitely I was,” Anne said comfortably. “It wasn’t as hard as you might think, either. I sit with Diana. Our seat is right by the window, and we can look down at the Lake of Shining Waters. There are a lot of nice girls at school, and we had so much fun playing at dinner time. It’s great to have a lot of little girls to hang out with. But of course, I like Diana best and always will. I adore Diana. I’m terribly far behind the others. They’re all in the fifth book, and I’m only in the fourth. I feel like it’s kind of embarrassing. But not one of them has an imagination like mine, and I figured that out pretty quickly. We had reading, geography, Canadian History, and dictation today. Mr. Phillips said my spelling was terrible and held up my slate for everyone to see, all marked up. I felt so humiliated, Marilla; he could have been more polite to a stranger, I think. Ruby Gillis gave me an apple, and Sophia Sloane lent me a lovely pink card that says ‘May I see you home?’ I’m supposed to give it back to her tomorrow. And Tillie Boulter let me wear her bead ring all afternoon. Can I have some of those pearl beads from the old pincushion in the attic to make myself a ring? And oh Marilla, Jane Andrews told me that Minnie MacPherson told her that she heard Prissy Andrews tell Sara Gillis that I have a very cute nose. Marilla, that is the first compliment I have ever received, and you can’t imagine what a strange feeling it gave me. Marilla, do I really have a pretty nose? I know you’ll tell me the truth.”

“Your nose is well enough,” said Marilla shortly. Secretly she thought Anne’s nose was a remarkably pretty one; but she had no intention of telling her so.

“Your nose is fine,” Marilla said briefly. Secretly, she thought Anne’s nose was really pretty; but she had no plans to tell her that.

That was three weeks ago and all had gone smoothly so far. And now, this crisp September morning, Anne and Diana were tripping blithely down the Birch Path, two of the happiest little girls in Avonlea.

That was three weeks ago, and everything had gone well so far. Now, on this fresh September morning, Anne and Diana were happily walking down the Birch Path, two of the happiest little girls in Avonlea.

“I guess Gilbert Blythe will be in school to-day,” said Diana. “He’s been visiting his cousins over in New Brunswick all summer and he only came home Saturday night. He’s aw’fly handsome, Anne. And he teases the girls something terrible. He just torments our lives out.”

“I guess Gilbert Blythe will be in school today,” Diana said. “He’s been visiting his cousins in New Brunswick all summer and just got back Saturday night. He’s so handsome, Anne. And he really knows how to tease the girls. He just makes our lives so much harder.”

Diana’s voice indicated that she rather liked having her life tormented out than not.

Diana’s tone suggested she actually preferred having her life pushed to the limit rather than not.

“Gilbert Blythe?” said Anne. “Isn’t it his name that’s written up on the porch wall with Julia Bell’s and a big ‘Take Notice’ over them?”

“Gilbert Blythe?” Anne asked. “Isn’t that the name written on the porch wall with Julia Bell’s and a big ‘Take Notice’ above them?”

“Yes,” said Diana, tossing her head, “but I’m sure he doesn’t like Julia Bell so very much. I’ve heard him say he studied the multiplication table by her freckles.”

“Yes,” Diana said, tossing her head, “but I’m sure he doesn’t like Julia Bell that much. I’ve heard him say he studied the multiplication table by counting her freckles.”

“Oh, don’t speak about freckles to me,” implored Anne. “It isn’t delicate when I’ve got so many. But I do think that writing take-notices up on the wall about the boys and girls is the silliest ever. I should just like to see anybody dare to write my name up with a boy’s. Not, of course,” she hastened to add, “that anybody would.”

“Oh, please don’t talk about freckles around me,” begged Anne. “It’s not cute when I have so many. But I really think writing notes on the wall about the boys and girls is the silliest thing ever. I would love to see anyone try to put my name up next to a boy’s. Not that,” she quickly added, “that anyone would.”

Anne sighed. She didn’t want her name written up. But it was a little humiliating to know that there was no danger of it.

Anne sighed. She didn’t want her name on the list. But it was a bit humiliating to realize that there was no chance of it happening.

“Nonsense,” said Diana, whose black eyes and glossy tresses had played such havoc with the hearts of Avonlea schoolboys that her name figured on the porch walls in half a dozen take-notices. “It’s only meant as a joke. And don’t you be too sure your name won’t ever be written up. Charlie Sloane is dead gone on you. He told his mother—his mother, mind you—that you were the smartest girl in school. That’s better than being good-looking.”

“Nonsense,” said Diana, whose dark eyes and shiny hair had caused so much chaos among the Avonlea schoolboys that her name appeared on the porch walls in several love notes. “It’s just a joke. And don’t be too sure your name won’t end up there too. Charlie Sloane is really into you. He told his mom—his actual mom, mind you—that you were the smartest girl in school. That’s better than just being pretty.”

“No, it isn’t,” said Anne, feminine to the core. “I’d rather be pretty than clever. And I hate Charlie Sloane. I can’t bear a boy with goggle eyes. If any one wrote my name up with his I’d never get over it, Diana Barry. But it is nice to keep head of your class.”

“No, it isn’t,” said Anne, totally feminine. “I’d rather be pretty than smart. And I can’t stand Charlie Sloane. I can’t stand a boy with those goggle eyes. If anyone wrote my name with his, I’d never live it down, Diana Barry. But it is nice to be at the top of my class.”

“You’ll have Gilbert in your class after this,” said Diana, “and he’s used to being head of his class, I can tell you. He’s only in the fourth book although he’s nearly fourteen. Four years ago his father was sick and had to go out to Alberta for his health and Gilbert went with him. They were there three years and Gil didn’t go to school hardly any until they came back. You won’t find it so easy to keep head after this, Anne.”

“You’ll have Gilbert in your class after this,” said Diana, “and he’s used to being at the top of his class, just so you know. He’s only in the fourth book even though he’s nearly fourteen. Four years ago, his dad got sick and had to go to Alberta for his health, and Gilbert went with him. They were there for three years, and Gil hardly went to school until they came back. You won’t find it easy to stay at the top after this, Anne.”

“I’m glad,” said Anne quickly. “I couldn’t really feel proud of keeping head of little boys and girls of just nine or ten. I got up yesterday spelling ‘ebullition.’ Josie Pye was head and, mind you, she peeped in her book. Mr. Phillips didn’t see her—he was looking at Prissy Andrews—but I did. I just swept her a look of freezing scorn and she got as red as a beet and spelled it wrong after all.”

“I’m glad,” Anne said quickly. “I couldn’t really feel proud of being ahead of little kids who are just nine or ten. I got up yesterday to spell ‘ebullition.’ Josie Pye was in the lead, and just so you know, she peeked at her book. Mr. Phillips didn’t see her—he was looking at Prissy Andrews—but I did. I shot her a look of pure scorn, and she turned as red as a beet and ended up spelling it wrong anyway.”

“Those Pye girls are cheats all round,” said Diana indignantly, as they climbed the fence of the main road. “Gertie Pye actually went and put her milk bottle in my place in the brook yesterday. Did you ever? I don’t speak to her now.”

“Those Pye girls are such cheats,” Diana said angrily as they climbed over the fence by the main road. “Gertie Pye even put her milk bottle in my spot in the brook yesterday. Can you believe it? I don’t talk to her anymore.”

When Mr. Phillips was in the back of the room hearing Prissy Andrews’ Latin Diana whispered to Anne,

When Mr. Phillips was at the back of the room listening to Prissy Andrews, Diana whispered to Anne,

“That’s Gilbert Blythe sitting right across the aisle from you, Anne. Just look at him and see if you don’t think he’s handsome.”

“That’s Gilbert Blythe sitting right across the aisle from you, Anne. Just look at him and see if you don’t think he’s good-looking.”

Anne looked accordingly. She had a good chance to do so, for the said Gilbert Blythe was absorbed in stealthily pinning the long yellow braid of Ruby Gillis, who sat in front of him, to the back of her seat. He was a tall boy, with curly brown hair, roguish hazel eyes and a mouth twisted into a teasing smile. Presently Ruby Gillis started up to take a sum to the master; she fell back into her seat with a little shriek, believing that her hair was pulled out by the roots. Everybody looked at her and Mr. Phillips glared so sternly that Ruby began to cry. Gilbert had whisked the pin out of sight and was studying his history with the soberest face in the world; but when the commotion subsided he looked at Anne and winked with inexpressible drollery.

Anne looked on. She had a good chance to do so, since Gilbert Blythe was busy sneakily pinning the long yellow braid of Ruby Gillis, who was sitting in front of him, to the back of her seat. He was a tall boy with curly brown hair, mischievous hazel eyes, and a mouth twisted into a teasing smile. Soon, Ruby Gillis jumped up to take a sum to the teacher; she fell back into her seat with a little shriek, thinking her hair had been pulled out by the roots. Everyone turned to look at her, and Mr. Phillips glared so sternly that Ruby began to cry. Gilbert had hidden the pin and was studying his history with the most serious face imaginable; but when things calmed down, he glanced at Anne and winked with an indescribable playfulness.

“I think your Gilbert Blythe is handsome,” confided Anne to Diana, “but I think he’s very bold. It isn’t good manners to wink at a strange girl.”

“I think your Gilbert Blythe is handsome,” Anne told Diana, “but I think he’s really bold. It’s not good manners to wink at a stranger.”

But it was not until the afternoon that things really began to happen.

But it wasn't until the afternoon that things really started to happen.

Mr. Phillips was back in the corner explaining a problem in algebra to Prissy Andrews and the rest of the scholars were doing pretty much as they pleased, eating green apples, whispering, drawing pictures on their slates, and driving crickets, harnessed to strings, up and down the aisle. Gilbert Blythe was trying to make Anne Shirley look at him and failing utterly, because Anne was at that moment totally oblivious, not only of the very existence of Gilbert Blythe, but of every other scholar in Avonlea school and of Avonlea school itself. With her chin propped on her hands and her eyes fixed on the blue glimpse of the Lake of Shining Waters that the west window afforded, she was far away in a gorgeous dreamland, hearing and seeing nothing save her own wonderful visions.

Mr. Phillips was back in the corner explaining an algebra problem to Prissy Andrews, while the other students were mostly doing whatever they wanted—eating green apples, whispering, drawing on their slates, and letting crickets tied to strings roam up and down the aisle. Gilbert Blythe was trying to get Anne Shirley to look at him but was completely failing because Anne was, at that moment, completely unaware—not only of Gilbert Blythe’s existence but of every other student in Avonlea school and Avonlea school itself. With her chin resting on her hands and her eyes fixed on the beautiful view of the Lake of Shining Waters visible through the west window, she was lost in a vibrant dream, hearing and seeing nothing except her own amazing visions.

Gilbert Blythe wasn’t used to putting himself out to make a girl look at him and meeting with failure. She should look at him, that red-haired Shirley girl with the little pointed chin and the big eyes that weren’t like the eyes of any other girl in Avonlea school.

Gilbert Blythe wasn't used to putting himself out there to get a girl to notice him and then failing. She should notice him, that red-haired Shirley girl with the little pointed chin and the big eyes that were unlike any other girl in Avonlea school.

Gilbert reached across the aisle, picked up the end of Anne’s long red braid, held it out at arm’s length and said in a piercing whisper,

Gilbert reached across the aisle, grabbed the end of Anne’s long red braid, held it out at arm’s length, and said in a loud whisper,

“Carrots! Carrots!”

"Carrots! Carrots!"

Then Anne looked at him with a vengeance!

Then Anne glared at him with intense anger!

She did more than look. She sprang to her feet, her bright fancies fallen into cureless ruin. She flashed one indignant glance at Gilbert from eyes whose angry sparkle was swiftly quenched in equally angry tears.

She did more than just look. She jumped to her feet, her bright dreams shattered beyond repair. She shot an indignant glance at Gilbert, her eyes, which sparkled with anger, quickly filled with equally angry tears.

“You mean, hateful boy!” she exclaimed passionately. “How dare you!”

“You mean, hateful boy!” she shouted, full of emotion. “How dare you!”

And then—Thwack! Anne had brought her slate down on Gilbert’s head and cracked it—slate, not head—clear across.

And then—Thwack! Anne slammed her slate down on Gilbert’s head and broke it—slate, not head—right in half.

“Thwack! Anne had brought her slate down on Gilbert’s head.”
“Thwack! Anne had brought her slate down on Gilbert’s head.”

Avonlea school always enjoyed a scene. This was an especially enjoyable one. Everybody said, “Oh” in horrified delight. Diana gasped. Ruby Gillis, who was inclined to be hysterical, began to cry. Tommy Sloane let his team of crickets escape him altogether while he stared open-mouthed at the tableau.

Avonlea school always had a bit of drama. This one was particularly entertaining. Everyone gasped in shocked delight. Diana was taken aback. Ruby Gillis, who often overreacted, started to cry. Tommy Sloane completely lost track of his team of crickets while he stood there, mouth agape at the scene.

Mr. Phillips stalked down the aisle and laid his hand heavily on Anne’s shoulder.

Mr. Phillips walked down the aisle and placed his hand firmly on Anne’s shoulder.

“Anne Shirley, what does this mean?” he said angrily.

"Anne Shirley, what does this mean?" he said angrily.

Anne returned no answer. It was asking too much of flesh and blood to expect her to tell before the whole school that she had been called “carrots.” Gilbert it was who spoke up stoutly.

Anne didn’t respond. It was too much to ask anyone to admit in front of the entire school that she had been called “carrots.” It was Gilbert who bravely spoke up.

“It was my fault, Mr. Phillips. I teased her.”

“It was my fault, Mr. Phillips. I made fun of her.”

Mr. Phillips paid no heed to Gilbert.

Mr. Phillips didn’t pay any attention to Gilbert.

“I am sorry to see a pupil of mine displaying such a temper and such a vindictive spirit,” he said in a solemn tone, as if the mere fact of being a pupil of his ought to root out all evil passions from the hearts of small imperfect mortals. “Anne, go and stand on the platform in front of the blackboard for the rest of the afternoon.”

“I’m sorry to see one of my students acting with such a temper and such a vengeful spirit,” he said seriously, as if just being his student should eliminate all negative emotions from the hearts of flawed beings. “Anne, go and stand on the platform in front of the blackboard for the rest of the afternoon.”

Anne would have infinitely preferred a whipping to this punishment, under which her sensitive spirit quivered as from a whiplash. With a white, set face she obeyed. Mr. Phillips took a chalk crayon and wrote on the blackboard above her head.

Anne would have much rather taken a beating than this punishment, which made her sensitive spirit tremble as if it were being whipped. With a pale, strained expression, she followed the instructions. Mr. Phillips picked up a piece of chalk and wrote on the blackboard above her head.

“Ann Shirley has a very bad temper. Ann Shirley must learn to control her temper,” and then read it out loud so that even the primer class, who couldn’t read writing, should understand it.

“Ann Shirley has a really bad temper. Ann Shirley needs to learn to control her temper,” and then read it out loud so that even the beginner class, who couldn’t read writing, would understand it.

Anne stood there the rest of the afternoon with that legend above her. She did not cry or hang her head. Anger was still too hot in her heart for that and it sustained her amid all her agony of humiliation. With resentful eyes and passion-red cheeks she confronted alike Diana’s sympathetic gaze and Charlie Sloane’s indignant nods and Josie Pye’s malicious smiles. As for Gilbert Blythe, she would not even look at him. She would never look at him again! She would never speak to him!!

Anne stood there the rest of the afternoon with that legend above her. She didn’t cry or hang her head. Anger was still too strong in her heart for that, and it kept her going through all her humiliation. With resentful eyes and flushed cheeks, she faced Diana’s sympathetic gaze, Charlie Sloane’s indignant nods, and Josie Pye’s malicious smiles. As for Gilbert Blythe, she wouldn’t even look at him. She would never look at him again! She would never speak to him!!

When school was dismissed Anne marched out with her red head held high. Gilbert Blythe tried to intercept her at the porch door.

When school ended, Anne strode out with her red head held high. Gilbert Blythe tried to catch her at the porch door.

“I’m awful sorry I made fun of your hair, Anne,” he whispered contritely. “Honest I am. Don’t be mad for keeps, now.”

“I’m really sorry I made fun of your hair, Anne,” he whispered regretfully. “I honestly am. Please don’t stay mad at me.”

Anne swept by disdainfully, without look or sign of hearing. “Oh, how could you, Anne?” breathed Diana as they went down the road, half reproachfully, half admiringly. Diana felt that she could never have resisted Gilbert’s plea.

Anne walked past with contempt, not even glancing or acknowledging. “Oh, how could you, Anne?” Diana sighed as they walked down the road, a mix of reproach and admiration in her voice. Diana felt that she could never have turned down Gilbert’s request.

“I shall never forgive Gilbert Blythe,” said Anne firmly. “And Mr. Phillips spelled my name without an e, too. The iron has entered into my soul, Diana.”

“I will never forgive Gilbert Blythe,” Anne said firmly. “And Mr. Phillips spelled my name without an e as well. The iron has entered into my soul, Diana.”

Diana hadn’t the least idea what Anne meant but she understood it was something terrible.

Diana had no idea what Anne meant, but she knew it was something awful.

“You mustn’t mind Gilbert making fun of your hair,” she said soothingly. “Why, he makes fun of all the girls. He laughs at mine because it’s so black. He’s called me a crow a dozen times; and I never heard him apologize for anything before, either.”

“You shouldn’t worry about Gilbert teasing your hair,” she said gently. “He makes fun of all the girls. He laughs at mine because it’s so black. He’s called me a crow a dozen times; and I’ve never heard him apologize for anything before, either.”

“There’s a great deal of difference between being called a crow and being called carrots,” said Anne with dignity. “Gilbert Blythe has hurt my feelings excruciatingly, Diana.”

“There’s a big difference between being called a crow and being called carrots,” Anne said with dignity. “Gilbert Blythe has hurt my feelings excruciatingly, Diana.”

It is possible the matter might have blown over without more excruciation if nothing else had happened. But when things begin to happen they are apt to keep on.

It’s possible that the situation could have faded away without any further stress if nothing else had occurred. But once things start happening, they tend to keep happening.

Avonlea scholars often spent noon hour picking gum in Mr. Bell’s spruce grove over the hill and across his big pasture field. From there they could keep an eye on Eben Wright’s house, where the master boarded. When they saw Mr. Phillips emerging therefrom they ran for the schoolhouse; but the distance being about three times longer than Mr. Wright’s lane they were very apt to arrive there, breathless and gasping, some three minutes too late.

Avonlea students often spent their lunch hour chewing gum in Mr. Bell’s spruce grove over the hill and across his large pasture. From there, they could watch for Eben Wright’s house, where the teacher stayed. When they saw Mr. Phillips coming out, they would run to the schoolhouse; however, since the distance was about three times longer than Mr. Wright’s lane, they usually arrived, out of breath and gasping, about three minutes late.

On the following day Mr. Phillips was seized with one of his spasmodic fits of reform and announced, before going home to dinner, that he should expect to find all the scholars in their seats when he returned. Any one who came in late would be punished.

The next day, Mr. Phillips had one of his sudden urges to enforce rules and stated, before heading home for dinner, that he expected all the students to be in their seats when he got back. Anyone who arrived late would be punished.

All the boys and some of the girls went to Mr. Bell’s spruce grove as usual, fully intending to stay only long enough to “pick a chew.” But spruce groves are seductive and yellow nuts of gum beguiling; they picked and loitered and strayed; and as usual the first thing that recalled them to a sense of the flight of time was Jimmy Glover shouting from the top of a patriarchal old spruce, “Master’s coming.”

All the boys and some of the girls went to Mr. Bell’s spruce grove as usual, planning to stay just long enough to “chew some gum.” But spruce groves are tempting, and the yellow gum nuts are hard to resist; they picked and hung around and wandered off. As usual, the thing that reminded them how much time had passed was Jimmy Glover yelling from the top of an old spruce tree, “The Master is coming.”

The girls, who were on the ground, started first and managed to reach the schoolhouse in time but without a second to spare. The boys, who had to wriggle hastily down from the trees, were later; and Anne, who had not been picking gum at all but was wandering happily in the far end of the grove, waist deep among the bracken, singing softly to herself, with a wreath of rice lilies on her hair as if she were some wild divinity of the shadowy places, was latest of all. Anne could run like a deer, however; run she did with the impish result that she overtook the boys at the door and was swept into the schoolhouse among them just as Mr. Phillips was in the act of hanging up his hat.

The girls, who were on the ground, started first and made it to the schoolhouse just in time, with no seconds to spare. The boys, who had to hurry down from the trees, were later; and Anne, who hadn’t been picking gum at all but was happily wandering in the back of the grove, waist-deep in ferns, softly singing to herself with a wreath of rice lilies in her hair like some wild spirit of the shadows, arrived last. However, Anne could run like a deer; she ran and playfully caught up to the boys at the door, slipping into the schoolhouse with them just as Mr. Phillips was about to hang up his hat.

Mr. Phillips’ brief reforming energy was over; he didn’t want the bother of punishing a dozen pupils; but it was necessary to do something to save his word, so he looked about for a scapegoat and found it in Anne, who had dropped into her seat, gasping for breath, with her forgotten lily wreath hanging askew over one ear and giving her a particularly rakish and dishevelled appearance.

Mr. Phillips' short burst of motivation to change things was gone; he didn’t want the hassle of punishing a dozen students. However, he needed to do something to keep his credibility, so he searched for someone to blame and discovered Anne, who had slumped into her seat, out of breath, with her forgotten lily crown tilted over one ear, making her look especially wild and messy.

“Anne Shirley, since you seem to be so fond of the boys’ company we shall indulge your taste for it this afternoon,” he said sarcastically. “Take those flowers out of your hair and sit with Gilbert Blythe.”

“Anne Shirley, since you seem to enjoy hanging out with the boys so much, we'll indulge your preference for it this afternoon,” he said sarcastically. “Take those flowers out of your hair and sit with Gilbert Blythe.”

The other boys snickered. Diana, turning pale with pity, plucked the wreath from Anne’s hair and squeezed her hand. Anne stared at the master as if turned to stone.

The other boys laughed quietly. Diana, turning pale with sympathy, took the wreath out of Anne’s hair and squeezed her hand. Anne looked at the teacher as if she were frozen.

“Did you hear what I said, Anne?” queried Mr. Phillips sternly.

“Did you hear what I said, Anne?” Mr. Phillips asked sternly.

“Yes, sir,” said Anne slowly, “but I didn’t suppose you really meant it.”

“Yes, sir,” Anne replied slowly, “but I didn’t think you actually meant it.”

“I assure you I did,”—still with the sarcastic inflection which all the children, and Anne especially, hated. It flicked on the raw. “Obey me at once.”

“I promise I did,”—still with the sarcastic tone that all the kids, especially Anne, couldn’t stand. It hit a nerve. “Do what I say right now.”

For a moment Anne looked as if she meant to disobey. Then, realizing that there was no help for it, she rose haughtily, stepped across the aisle, sat down beside Gilbert Blythe, and buried her face in her arms on the desk. Ruby Gillis, who got a glimpse of it as it went down, told the others going home from school that she’d “acksually never seen anything like it—it was so white, with awful little red spots in it.”

For a moment, Anne looked like she was about to defy the order. Then, realizing she had no choice, she stood up proudly, crossed the aisle, sat down next to Gilbert Blythe, and buried her face in her arms on the desk. Ruby Gillis, who caught a glimpse of it as it happened, told the others on their way home from school that she had “actually never seen anything like it—it was so pale, with some awful little red spots.”

To Anne, this was as the end of all things. It was bad enough to be singled out for punishment from among a dozen equally guilty ones; it was worse still to be sent to sit with a boy; but that that boy should be Gilbert Blythe was heaping insult on injury to a degree utterly unbearable. Anne felt that she could not bear it and it would be of no use to try. Her whole being seethed with shame and anger and humiliation.

To Anne, this felt like the end of everything. It was bad enough to be chosen for punishment out of a dozen equally guilty people; it was even worse to be sent to sit with a boy. But that boy had to be Gilbert Blythe, which added insult to injury in a way that was completely unbearable. Anne felt that she could not handle it, and it would be pointless to even try. She was overwhelmed with shame, anger, and humiliation.

At first the other scholars looked and whispered and giggled and nudged. But as Anne never lifted her head and as Gilbert worked fractions as if his whole soul was absorbed in them and them only, they soon returned to their own tasks and Anne was forgotten. When Mr. Phillips called the history class out Anne should have gone; but Anne did not move, and Mr. Phillips, who had been writing some verses “To Priscilla” before he called the class, was thinking about an obstinate rhyme still and never missed her. Once, when nobody was looking, Gilbert took from his desk a little pink candy heart with a gold motto on it, “You are sweet,” and slipped it under the curve of Anne’s arm. Whereupon Anne arose, took the pink heart gingerly between the tips of her fingers, dropped it on the floor, ground it to powder beneath her heel, and resumed her position without deigning to bestow a glance on Gilbert.

At first, the other students stared, whispered, giggled, and nudged each other. But since Anne kept her head down and Gilbert was completely focused on his fractions, they eventually went back to their own work and forgot about Anne. When Mr. Phillips called the history class, Anne should have gotten up, but she didn’t move. Mr. Phillips, who had been writing some verses “To Priscilla” before calling the class, was still preoccupied with a stubborn rhyme and didn’t notice her. Once, when no one was watching, Gilbert took a little pink candy heart with a gold motto that said, “You are sweet,” from his desk and slipped it under the curve of Anne’s arm. Anne then stood up, delicately picked up the pink heart between her fingertips, dropped it on the floor, crushed it under her heel, and returned to her seat without even glancing at Gilbert.

When school went out Anne marched to her desk, ostentatiously took out everything therein, books and writing tablet, pen and ink, testament and arithmetic, and piled them neatly on her cracked slate.

When school ended, Anne marched to her desk, dramatically took out everything inside—books, writing tablet, pen and ink, her Bible, and arithmetic—and stacked them neatly on her chipped slate.

“What are you taking all those things home for, Anne?” Diana wanted to know, as soon as they were out on the road. She had not dared to ask the question before.

“What are you taking all that stuff home for, Anne?” Diana asked as soon as they were on the road. She hadn’t dared to ask before.

“I am not coming back to school any more,” said Anne.

“I’m not coming back to school anymore,” said Anne.

Diana gasped and stared at Anne to see if she meant it.

Diana gasped and looked at Anne to see if she was serious.

“Will Marilla let you stay home?” she asked.

“Will Marilla let you stay home?” she asked.

“She’ll have to,” said Anne. “I’ll never go to school to that man again.”

“She’ll have to,” said Anne. “I’ll never go to school with that guy again.”

“Oh, Anne!” Diana looked as if she were ready to cry. “I do think you’re mean. What shall I do? Mr. Phillips will make me sit with that horrid Gertie Pye—I know he will because she is sitting alone. Do come back, Anne.”

“Oh, Anne!” Diana looked like she was about to cry. “I really think you’re being unfair. What am I going to do? Mr. Phillips will make me sit with that awful Gertie Pye—I know he will because she’s sitting by herself. Please come back, Anne.”

“I’d do almost anything in the world for you, Diana,” said Anne sadly. “I’d let myself be torn limb from limb if it would do you any good. But I can’t do this, so please don’t ask it. You harrow up my very soul.”

“I’d do just about anything for you, Diana,” said Anne sadly. “I’d let myself be torn apart if it would help you. But I can’t do this, so please don’t ask me. You deeply affect my soul.”

“Just think of all the fun you will miss,” mourned Diana. “We are going to build the loveliest new house down by the brook; and we’ll be playing ball next week and you’ve never played ball, Anne. It’s tremenjusly exciting. And we’re going to learn a new song—Jane Andrews is practising it up now; and Alice Andrews is going to bring a new Pansy book next week and we’re all going to read it out loud, chapter about, down by the brook. And you know you are so fond of reading out loud, Anne.”

“Just think of all the fun you're going to miss,” sighed Diana. “We're building the cutest new house by the brook, and we’ll be playing ball next week, and you’ve never played ball, Anne. It’s incredibly exciting. And we're learning a new song—Jane Andrews is practicing it right now; and Alice Andrews is bringing a new Pansy book next week, and we’re all going to read it out loud, chapter by chapter, by the brook. And you know how much you love reading out loud, Anne.”

Nothing moved Anne in the least. Her mind was made up. She would not go to school to Mr. Phillips again; she told Marilla so when she got home.

Nothing swayed Anne at all. She had made up her mind. She wouldn’t be attending Mr. Phillips' school again; she told Marilla this when she got home.

“Nonsense,” said Marilla.

"Nonsense," Marilla said.

“It isn’t nonsense at all,” said Anne, gazing at Marilla with solemn, reproachful eyes. “Don’t you understand, Marilla? I’ve been insulted.”

“It isn’t nonsense at all,” said Anne, looking at Marilla with serious, disappointed eyes. “Don’t you get it, Marilla? I’ve been insulted.”

“Insulted fiddlesticks! You’ll go to school to-morrow as usual.”

“Insulted nonsense! You’ll go to school tomorrow like always.”

“Oh, no.” Anne shook her head gently. “I’m not going back, Marilla. I’ll learn my lessons at home and I’ll be as good as I can be and hold my tongue all the time if it’s possible at all. But I will not go back to school I assure you.”

“Oh, no.” Anne shook her head gently. “I’m not going back, Marilla. I’ll learn my lessons at home and I’ll be as good as I can be and keep my mouth shut all the time if it’s possible at all. But I will not go back to school, I promise you.”

Marilla saw something remarkably like unyielding stubbornness looking out of Anne’s small face. She understood that she would have trouble in overcoming it; but she resolved wisely to say nothing more just then.

Marilla noticed a strong sense of stubbornness in Anne's small face. She realized that it would be difficult to change that attitude; however, she wisely decided to say nothing more at that moment.

“I’ll run down and see Rachel about it this evening,” she thought. “There’s no use reasoning with Anne now. She’s too worked up and I’ve an idea she can be awful stubborn if she takes the notion. Far as I can make out from her story, Mr. Phillips has been carrying matters with a rather high hand. But it would never do to say so to her. I’ll just talk it over with Rachel. She’s sent ten children to school and she ought to know something about it. She’ll have heard the whole story, too, by this time.”

“I'll head down and talk to Rachel about it this evening,” she thought. “There's no point in trying to reason with Anne right now. She's too upset, and I have a feeling she can be really stubborn once she's made up her mind. From what I gather from her story, Mr. Phillips has been handling things pretty roughly. But it wouldn’t be a good idea to say that to her. I'll just discuss it with Rachel. She's sent ten kids to school, so she should know something about it. She'll have heard the whole story by now, too.”

Marilla found Mrs. Lynde knitting quilts as industriously and cheerfully as usual.

Marilla found Mrs. Lynde knitting quilts just as busy and happily as always.

“I suppose you know what I’ve come about,” she said, a little shamefacedly.

“I guess you know why I’m here,” she said, a bit embarrassed.

Mrs. Rachel nodded.

Mrs. Rachel nodded.

“About Anne’s fuss in school, I reckon,” she said. “Tillie Boulter was in on her way home from school and told me about it.”

“About Anne’s drama at school, I guess,” she said. “Tillie Boulter was on her way home from school and told me about it.”

“I don’t know what to do with her,” said Marilla. “She declares she won’t go back to school. I never saw a child so worked up. I’ve been expecting trouble ever since she started to school. I knew things were going too smooth to last. She’s so high-strung. What would you advise, Rachel?”

“I don’t know what to do with her,” said Marilla. “She says she’s not going back to school. I’ve never seen a kid so upset. I’ve been waiting for trouble ever since she started school. I knew things were going too smoothly to last. She’s so sensitive. What would you suggest, Rachel?”

“Well, since you’ve asked my advice, Marilla,” said Mrs. Lynde amiably—Mrs. Lynde dearly loved to be asked for advice—“I’d just humour her a little at first, that’s what I’d do. It’s my belief that Mr. Phillips was in the wrong. Of course, it doesn’t do to say so to the children, you know. And of course he did right to punish her yesterday for giving way to temper. But to-day it was different. The others who were late should have been punished as well as Anne, that’s what. And I don’t believe in making the girls sit with the boys for punishment. It isn’t modest. Tillie Boulter was real indignant. She took Anne’s part right through and said all the scholars did, too. Anne seems real popular among them, somehow. I never thought she’d take with them so well.”

“Well, since you've asked for my opinion, Marilla,” Mrs. Lynde said kindly—she really loved being asked for advice—“I’d just go easy on her at first, that’s what I’d do. I believe Mr. Phillips was wrong. Of course, you can't say that to the kids, you know. And he did the right thing punishing her yesterday for losing her temper. But today was different. The other kids who were late should have been punished too, just like Anne. And I don’t think it’s right to make the girls sit with the boys as a punishment. It’s not proper. Tillie Boulter was really upset. She supported Anne all the way and said that all the students did too. Anne seems to be pretty popular with them, somehow. I never thought she’d connect with them so well.”

“Then you really think I’d better let her stay home,” said Marilla in amazement.

“Do you really think I should let her stay home?” Marilla said, astonished.

“Yes. That is, I wouldn’t say school to her again until she said it herself. Depend upon it, Marilla, she’ll cool off in a week or so and be ready enough to go back of her own accord, that’s what, while, if you were to make her go back right off, dear knows what freak or tantrum she’d take next and make more trouble than ever. The less fuss made the better, in my opinion. She won’t miss much by not going to school, as far as that goes. Mr. Phillips isn’t any good at all as a teacher. The order he keeps is scandalous, that’s what, and he neglects the young fry and puts all his time on those big scholars he’s getting ready for Queen’s. He’d never have got the school for another year if his uncle hadn’t been a trustee—the trustee, for he just leads the other two around by the nose, that’s what. I declare, I don’t know what education in this Island is coming to.”

“Yes. I mean, I wouldn’t mention school to her again until she brings it up herself. Trust me, Marilla, she’ll calm down in a week or so and will be ready to go back on her own, while if you try to force her to go right away, who knows what kind of fit she’ll throw next and create even more trouble. The less drama, the better, in my opinion. She won’t miss much by skipping school, anyway. Mr. Phillips isn’t a very good teacher at all. The way he manages the classroom is ridiculous, and he ignores the younger kids, focusing all his attention on the older students he’s prepping for Queen’s. He wouldn’t have gotten the job for another year if his uncle hadn’t been a trustee—the main trustee, since he just pulls the other two along with him. Honestly, I don’t know where education on this Island is headed.”

Mrs. Rachel shook her head, as much as to say if she were only at the head of the educational system of the Province things would be much better managed.

Mrs. Rachel shook her head, pretty much indicating that if she were in charge of the educational system of the Province, things would be managed much better.

Marilla took Mrs. Rachel’s advice and not another word was said to Anne about going back to school. She learned her lessons at home, did her chores, and played with Diana in the chilly purple autumn twilights; but when she met Gilbert Blythe on the road or encountered him in Sunday-school she passed him by with an icy contempt that was no whit thawed by his evident desire to appease her. Even Diana’s efforts as a peacemaker were of no avail. Anne had evidently made up her mind to hate Gilbert Blythe to the end of life.

Marilla followed Mrs. Rachel’s advice, and not a word was mentioned to Anne about returning to school. She studied her lessons at home, did her chores, and played with Diana during the chilly purple autumn evenings; but when she saw Gilbert Blythe on the road or ran into him at Sunday school, she ignored him with a cold disdain that was not softened by his clear attempts to make amends. Even Diana’s efforts to mediate didn’t help. Anne had clearly decided to hold onto her dislike for Gilbert Blythe for the rest of her life.

As much as she hated Gilbert, however, did she love Diana, with all the love of her passionate little heart, equally intense in its likes and dislikes. One evening Marilla, coming in from the orchard with a basket of apples, found Anne sitting alone by the east window in the twilight, crying bitterly.

As much as she hated Gilbert, she loved Diana just as fiercely, with all the passion of her little heart, equally intense in her likes and dislikes. One evening, Marilla came in from the orchard with a basket of apples and found Anne sitting alone by the east window in the fading light, crying hard.

“Whatever’s the matter now, Anne?” she asked.

“What's wrong now, Anne?” she asked.

“It’s about Diana,” sobbed Anne luxuriously. “I love Diana so, Marilla. I cannot ever live without her. But I know very well when we grow up that Diana will get married and go away and leave me. And oh, what shall I do? I hate her husband—I just hate him furiously. I’ve been imagining it all out—the wedding and everything—Diana dressed in snowy garments, with a veil, and looking as beautiful and regal as a queen; and me the bridesmaid, with a lovely dress, too, and puffed sleeves, but with a breaking heart hid beneath my smiling face. And then bidding Diana good-bye-e-e—” Here Anne broke down entirely and wept with increasing bitterness.

“It’s about Diana,” sobbed Anne dramatically. “I love Diana so much, Marilla. I can never live without her. But I know that when we grow up, Diana will get married and leave me. And oh, what will I do? I absolutely hate her husband—I’m furious about him. I’ve been imagining everything—the wedding and all of it—Diana in a beautiful white dress, with a veil, looking as stunning and regal as a queen; and me as the bridesmaid, in a gorgeous dress, too, with puffed sleeves, but hiding a broken heart behind my smiling face. And then saying goodbye to Diana—” Here Anne completely broke down and wept with growing sadness.

Marilla turned quickly away to hide her twitching face; but it was no use; she collapsed on the nearest chair and burst into such a hearty and unusual peal of laughter that Matthew, crossing the yard outside, halted in amazement. When had he heard Marilla laugh like that before?

Marilla quickly turned away to hide her twitching face, but it was no use; she collapsed into the nearest chair and erupted into such a hearty and unexpected laugh that Matthew, walking across the yard outside, stopped in surprise. When had he ever heard Marilla laugh like that before?

“Well, Anne Shirley,” said Marilla as soon as she could speak, “if you must borrow trouble, for pity’s sake borrow it handier home. I should think you had an imagination, sure enough.”

“Well, Anne Shirley,” Marilla said as soon as she could speak, “if you have to borrow trouble, for goodness' sake, borrow it closer to home. I would think you definitely have an imagination.”


CHAPTER XVI.
DIANA IS INVITED TO TEA WITH TRAGIC RESULTS
Diana is invited to tea, and it ends disastrously.

October was a beautiful month at Green Gables, when the birches in the hollow turned as golden as sunshine and the maples behind the orchard were royal crimson and the wild cherry-trees along the lane put on the loveliest shades of dark red and bronzy green, while the fields sunned themselves in aftermaths.

October was a gorgeous month at Green Gables, when the birches in the hollow turned golden like sunshine and the maples behind the orchard were a deep crimson, while the wild cherry trees along the lane displayed beautiful shades of dark red and brassy green, with the fields basking in the afterglow.

Anne revelled in the world of colour about her.

Anne enjoyed the colorful world around her.

“Oh, Marilla,” she exclaimed one Saturday morning, coming dancing in with her arms full of gorgeous boughs, “I’m so glad I live in a world where there are Octobers. It would be terrible if we just skipped from September to November, wouldn’t it? Look at these maple branches. Don’t they give you a thrill—several thrills? I’m going to decorate my room with them.”

“Oh, Marilla,” she exclaimed one Saturday morning, coming in with her arms full of beautiful branches, “I’m so glad I live in a world where there are Octobers. It would be awful if we just skipped from September to November, right? Look at these maple branches. Don’t they give you a thrill—multiple thrills? I’m going to decorate my room with them.”

“Messy things,” said Marilla, whose æsthetic sense was not noticeably developed. “You clutter up your room entirely too much with out-of-doors stuff, Anne. Bedrooms were made to sleep in.”

“Messy things,” said Marilla, whose sense of aesthetics wasn't very strong. “You fill your room way too much with outside stuff, Anne. Bedrooms are meant for sleeping in.”

“Oh, and dream in too, Marilla. And you know one can dream so much better in a room where there are pretty things. I’m going to put these boughs in the old blue jug and set them on my table.”

“Oh, and dream too, Marilla. And you know you can dream so much better in a room with pretty things. I’m going to put these branches in the old blue jug and put them on my table.”

“Mind you don’t drop leaves all over the stairs then. I’m going to a meeting of the Aid Society at Carmody this afternoon, Anne, and I won’t likely be home before dark. You’ll have to get Matthew and Jerry their supper, so mind you don’t forget to put the tea to draw until you sit down at the table as you did last time.”

“Make sure you don’t drop leaves all over the stairs. I’m going to a meeting of the Aid Society at Carmody this afternoon, Anne, and I probably won’t be home before dark. You’ll need to make sure Matthew and Jerry get their dinner, so don’t forget to put the tea to brew until you sit down at the table like you did last time.”

“It was dreadful of me to forget,” said Anne apologetically, “but that was the afternoon I was trying to think of a name for Violet Vale and it crowded other things out. Matthew was so good. He never scolded a bit. He put the tea down himself and said we could wait awhile as well as not. And I told him a lovely fairy story while we were waiting, so he didn’t find the time long at all. It was a beautiful fairy story, Marilla. I forgot the end of it, so I made up an end for it myself and Matthew said he couldn’t tell where the join came in.”

“It was terrible of me to forget,” Anne said apologetically, “but that was the afternoon I was trying to come up with a name for Violet Vale and other things slipped my mind. Matthew was so understanding. He didn’t scold me at all. He set the tea down himself and said we could wait a little longer if we wanted. I told him a beautiful fairy story while we were waiting, so he didn’t feel the time dragged on at all. It was a wonderful fairy story, Marilla. I forgot how it ended, so I made up my own ending, and Matthew said he couldn’t tell where my changes were.”

“Matthew would think it all right, Anne, if you took a notion to get up and have dinner in the middle of the night. But you keep your wits about you this time. And—I don’t really know if I’m doing right—it may make you more addle-pated than ever—but you can ask Diana to come over and spend the afternoon with you and have tea here.”

“Matthew would be okay with it, Anne, if you felt like getting up and having dinner in the middle of the night. But you need to stay sharp this time. And—I’m not sure if this is the right thing to do—it might make you more scatterbrained than ever—but you can ask Diana to come over and spend the afternoon with you and have tea here.”

“Oh, Marilla!” Anne clasped her hands. “How perfectly lovely! You are able to imagine things after all or else you’d never have understood how I’ve longed for that very thing. It will seem so nice and grown-uppish. No fear of my forgetting to put the tea to draw when I have company. Oh, Marilla, can I use the rosebud spray tea-set?”

“Oh, Marilla!” Anne clapped her hands. “How absolutely wonderful! You can imagine things after all, or you wouldn’t have understood how much I’ve wanted that very thing. It’ll feel so nice and mature. I won’t have to worry about forgetting to steep the tea when I have guests. Oh, Marilla, can I use the rosebud tea set?”

“No, indeed! The rosebud tea-set! Well, what next? You know I never use that except for the minister or the Aids. You’ll put down the old brown tea-set. But you can open the little yellow crock of cherry preserves. It’s time it was being used anyhow—I believe it’s beginning to work. And you can cut some fruit-cake and have some of the cookies and snaps.”

“No way! The rosebud tea set! What’s next? You know I only use that for the minister or the Aids. You can put down the old brown tea set. But you can open the little yellow jar of cherry preserves. It’s about time it was used anyway—I think it’s starting to go bad. And you can cut some fruitcake and have some of the cookies and snaps.”

“I can just imagine myself sitting down at the head of the table and pouring out the tea,” said Anne, shutting her eyes ecstatically. “And asking Diana if she takes sugar! I know she doesn’t but of course I’ll ask her just as if I didn’t know. And then pressing her to take another piece of fruit-cake and another helping of preserves. Oh, Marilla, it’s a wonderful sensation just to think of it. Can I take her into the spare room to lay off her hat when she comes? And then into the parlour to sit?”

“I can totally picture myself sitting at the head of the table and pouring the tea,” said Anne, shutting her eyes in delight. “And asking Diana if she wants sugar! I know she doesn’t, but I’ll ask her like I don’t know. And then I’ll urge her to have another piece of fruit cake and another serving of preserves. Oh, Marilla, it’s such an amazing feeling just to think about it. Can I take her into the spare room to take off her hat when she arrives? And then into the living room to sit?”

“No. The sitting-room will do for you and your company. But there’s a bottle half full of raspberry cordial that was left over from the church social the other night. It’s on the second shelf of the sitting-room closet and you and Diana can have it if you like, and a cooky to eat with it along in the afternoon, for I daresay Matthew’ll be late coming in to tea since he’s hauling potatoes to the vessel.”

“No. The living room will be fine for you and your guests. But there’s a bottle half full of raspberry cordial that was leftover from the church social the other night. It’s on the second shelf of the living room closet, and you and Diana can have it if you want, along with a cookie to eat with it in the afternoon, since I bet Matthew will be late getting back for tea since he’s hauling potatoes to the ship.”

Anne flew down to the hollow, past the Dryad’s Bubble and up the spruce path to Orchard Slope, to ask Diana to tea. As a result, just after Marilla had driven off to Carmody, Diana came over, dressed in her second best dress and looking exactly as it is proper to look when asked out to tea. At other times she was wont to run into the kitchen without knocking; but now she knocked primly at the front door. And when Anne, dressed in her second best, as primly opened it, both little girls shook hands as gravely as if they had never met before. This unnatural solemnity lasted until after Diana had been taken to the east gable to lay off her hat and then had sat for ten minutes in the sitting-room, toes in position.

Anne ran down to the hollow, past the Dryad’s Bubble and up the spruce path to Orchard Slope, to invite Diana for tea. So, just after Marilla had left for Carmody, Diana came over, wearing her second-best dress and looking just right for a tea invitation. Normally, she would barge into the kitchen without knocking, but today she knocked politely at the front door. When Anne, also in her second-best dress, opened it with equal formality, both girls shook hands solemnly as if they were strangers. This strange seriousness lasted until Diana was taken to the east gable to take off her hat and then spent ten minutes in the sitting room, sitting neatly with her toes in place.

“How is your mother?” inquired Anne politely, just as if she had not seen Mrs. Barry picking apples that morning in excellent health and spirits.

“How's your mom?” Anne asked politely, as if she hadn’t seen Mrs. Barry picking apples that morning, looking healthy and in great spirits.

“She is very well, thank you. I suppose Mr. Cuthbert is hauling potatoes to the Lily Sands this afternoon, is he?” said Diana, who had ridden down to Mr. Harmon Andrews’ that morning in Matthew’s cart.

“She’s doing great, thanks. I guess Mr. Cuthbert is hauling potatoes to the Lily Sands this afternoon, right?” said Diana, who had ridden down to Mr. Harmon Andrews’ that morning in Matthew’s cart.

“Yes. Our potato crop is very good this year. I hope your father’s potato crop is good, too.”

“Yes. Our potato crop is really good this year. I hope your dad’s potato crop is good, too.”

“It is fairly good, thank you. Have you picked many of your apples yet?”

“It’s pretty good, thanks. Have you picked a lot of your apples yet?”

“Oh, ever so many,” said Anne, forgetting to be dignified and jumping up quickly. “Let’s go out to the orchard and get some of the Red Sweetings, Diana. Marilla says we can have all that are left on the tree. Marilla is a very generous woman. She said we could have fruit-cake and cherry preserves for tea. But it isn’t good manners to tell your company what you are going to give them to eat, so I won’t tell you what she said we could have to drink. Only it begins with an r and a c and it’s a bright red colour. I love bright red drinks, don’t you? They taste twice as good as any other colour.”

“Oh, so many!” said Anne, forgetting to act dignified and jumping up quickly. “Let’s go out to the orchard and pick some of the Red Sweetings, Diana. Marilla says we can have all that are left on the tree. Marilla is really generous. She said we could have fruitcake and cherry preserves for tea. But it’s not polite to tell your guests what you’re serving, so I won’t mention what she said we could have to drink. Just know it starts with an r and a c and it’s a bright red color. I love bright red drinks, don’t you? They taste twice as good as any other color.”

The orchard, with its great sweeping boughs that bent to the ground with fruit, proved so delightful that the little girls spent most of the afternoon in it, sitting in a grassy corner where the frost had spared the green and the mellow autumn sunshine lingered warmly, eating apples and talking as hard as they could. Diana had much to tell Anne of what went on in school. She had to sit with Gertie Pye and she hated it; Gertie squeaked her pencil all the time and it just made her—Diana’s—blood run cold; Ruby Gillis had charmed all her warts away, true’s you live, with a magic pebble that old Mary Joe from the Creek gave her. You had to rub the warts with the pebble and then throw it away over your left shoulder at the time of the new moon and the warts would all go. Charlie Sloane’s name was written up with Em White’s on the porch wall and Em White was awful mad about it; Sam Boulter had “sassed” Mr. Phillips in class and Mr. Phillips whipped him and Sam’s father came down to the school and dared Mr. Phillips to lay a hand on one of his children again; and Mattie Andrews had a new red hood and a blue crossover with tassels on it and the airs she put on about it were perfectly sickening; and Lizzie Wright didn’t speak to Mamie Wilson because Mamie Wilson’s grown-up sister had cut out Lizzie Wright’s grown-up sister with her beau; and everybody missed Anne so and wished she’d come to school again; and Gilbert Blythe—

The orchard, with its long branches weighed down with fruit, was so lovely that the little girls spent most of the afternoon there, sitting in a grassy corner where the frost had spared the green and the warm autumn sunshine lingered, eating apples and chatting as much as they could. Diana had a lot to tell Anne about what was happening at school. She had to sit with Gertie Pye, and she hated it; Gertie squeaked her pencil all the time, and it made Diana’s blood run cold. Ruby Gillis had magically gotten rid of all her warts with a magic pebble that old Mary Joe from the Creek gave her. You needed to rub the warts with the pebble and then throw it away over your left shoulder at the new moon, and the warts would disappear. Charlie Sloane’s name had been written alongside Em White’s on the porch wall, and Em White was really mad about it. Sam Boulter had talked back to Mr. Phillips in class, and Mr. Phillips whipped him, after which Sam’s father stormed into the school and challenged Mr. Phillips to touch one of his kids again. Mattie Andrews had a new red hood and a blue cape with tassels, and her attitude about it was completely annoying. Lizzie Wright wasn’t speaking to Mamie Wilson because Mamie’s older sister had snubbed Lizzie’s older sister while she was with her boyfriend. Everyone missed Anne so much and wished she’d come back to school; and Gilbert Blythe—

But Anne didn’t want to hear about Gilbert Blythe. She jumped up hurriedly and said suppose they go in and have some raspberry cordial.

But Anne didn’t want to hear about Gilbert Blythe. She jumped up quickly and said they should go in and have some raspberry cordial.

Anne looked on the second shelf of the room pantry but there was no bottle of raspberry cordial there. Search revealed it away back on the top shelf. Anne put it on a tray and set it on the table with a tumbler.

Anne checked the second shelf of the pantry, but there was no bottle of raspberry cordial there. A search showed it was way back on the top shelf. Anne took it down, placed it on a tray, and set it on the table with a glass.

“Now, please help yourself, Diana,” she said politely. “I don’t believe I’ll have any just now. I don’t feel as if I wanted any after all those apples.”

“Now, go ahead and help yourself, Diana,” she said politely. “I don’t think I’ll have any right now. I don’t feel like having any after all those apples.”

Diana poured herself out a tumblerful, looked at its bright red hue admiringly, and then sipped it daintily.

Diana poured herself a glass, admired its bright red color, and then took a delicate sip.

“That’s awfully nice raspberry cordial, Anne,” she said. “I didn’t know raspberry cordial was so nice.”

"That's really good raspberry cordial, Anne," she said. "I didn't know raspberry cordial could taste this nice."

“I’m real glad you like it. Take as much as you want. I’m going to run out and stir the fire up. There are so many responsibilities on a person’s mind when they’re keeping house, isn’t there?”

“I’m really glad you like it. Take as much as you want. I’m going to step outside and tend to the fire. There are so many things to think about when you’re running a home, right?”

When Anne came back from the kitchen Diana was drinking her second glassful of cordial; and, being entreated thereto by Anne, she offered no particular objection to the drinking of a third. The tumblerfuls were generous ones and the raspberry cordial was certainly very nice.

When Anne returned from the kitchen, Diana was sipping her second glass of cordial. After some encouragement from Anne, she didn't have any strong objections to having a third. The glasses were quite full, and the raspberry cordial was really delicious.

“The nicest I ever drank,” said Diana. “It’s ever so much nicer than Mrs. Lynde’s although she brags of hers so much. It doesn’t taste a bit like hers.”

“The best drink I’ve ever had,” said Diana. “It’s way better than Mrs. Lynde’s even though she talks about hers all the time. It doesn’t taste anything like hers.”

“I should think Marilla’s raspberry cordial would prob’ly be much nicer than Mrs. Lynde’s,” said Anne loyally. “Marilla is a famous cook. She is trying to teach me to cook but I assure you, Diana, it is uphill work. There’s so little scope for imagination in cookery. You just have to go by rules. The last time I made a cake I forgot to put the flour in. I was thinking the loveliest story about you and me, Diana. I thought you were desperately ill with smallpox and everybody deserted you, but I went boldly to your bedside and nursed you back to life; and then I took the smallpox and died and I was buried under those poplar trees in the graveyard and you planted a rosebush by my grave and watered it with your tears; and you never, never forgot the friend of your youth who sacrificed her life for you. Oh, it was such a pathetic tale, Diana. The tears just rained down over my cheeks while I mixed the cake. But I forgot the flour and the cake was a dismal failure. Flour is so essential to cakes, you know. Marilla was very cross and I don’t wonder. I’m a great trial to her. She was terribly mortified about the pudding sauce last week. We had a plum pudding for dinner on Tuesday and there was half the pudding and a pitcherful of sauce left over. Marilla said there was enough for another dinner and told me to set it on the pantry shelf and cover it. I meant to cover it just as much as could be, Diana, but when I carried it in I was imagining I was a nun—of course I’m a Protestant but I imagined I was a Catholic—taking the veil to bury a broken heart in cloistered seclusion; and I forgot all about covering the pudding sauce. I thought of it next morning and ran to the pantry. Diana, fancy if you can my extreme horror at finding a mouse drowned in that pudding sauce! I lifted the mouse out with a spoon and threw it out in the yard and then I washed the spoon in three waters. Marilla was out milking and I fully intended to ask her when she came in if I’d give the sauce to the pigs; but when she did come in I was imagining that I was a frost fairy going through the woods turning the trees red and yellow, whichever they wanted to be, so I never thought about the pudding sauce again and Marilla sent me out to pick apples. Well, Mr. and Mrs. Chester Ross from Spencervale came here that morning. You know they are very stylish people, especially Mrs. Chester Ross. When Marilla called me in dinner was all ready and everybody was at the table. I tried to be as polite and dignified as I could be, for I wanted Mrs. Chester Ross to think I was a ladylike little girl even if I wasn’t pretty. Everything went right until I saw Marilla coming with the plum pudding in one hand and the pitcher of pudding sauce, warmed up, in the other. Diana, that was a terrible moment. I remembered everything and I just stood up in my place and shrieked out, ‘Marilla, you mustn’t use that pudding sauce. There was a mouse drowned in it. I forgot to tell you before.’ Oh, Diana, I shall never forget that awful moment if I live to be a hundred. Mrs. Chester Ross just looked at me and I thought I would sink through the floor with mortification. She is such a perfect housekeeper and fancy what she must have thought of us. Marilla turned red as fire but she never said a word—then. She just carried that sauce and pudding out and brought in some strawberry preserves. She even offered me some, but I couldn’t swallow a mouthful. It was like heaping coals of fire on my head. After Mrs. Chester Ross went away Marilla gave me a dreadful scolding. Why, Diana, what is the matter?”

“I think Marilla’s raspberry cordial would probably be much better than Mrs. Lynde’s,” said Anne loyally. “Marilla is an amazing cook. She’s trying to teach me how to cook, but I promise you, Diana, it’s really tough. There’s so little room for creativity in cooking. You just have to follow the rules. The last time I made a cake, I forgot to add the flour. I was imagining the most beautiful story about you and me, Diana. I thought you were really sick with smallpox and everyone abandoned you, but I bravely went to your bedside and nursed you back to health; then I caught smallpox and died, and they buried me under those poplar trees in the graveyard, and you planted a rosebush by my grave and watered it with your tears; and you never, ever forgot the friend of your youth who sacrificed her life for you. Oh, it was such a sad story, Diana. The tears just streamed down my cheeks while I mixed the cake. But I forgot the flour, and the cake turned out terrible. Flour is so essential for cakes, you know. Marilla was really upset, and I can’t blame her. I’m a big challenge for her. She was really embarrassed about the pudding sauce last week. We had plum pudding for dinner on Tuesday, and there was half the pudding and a pitcher full of sauce left over. Marilla said there was enough for another dinner and told me to put it on the pantry shelf and cover it. I meant to cover it as well as I could, Diana, but when I carried it in, I was imagining that I was a nun—of course, I’m a Protestant, but I imagined I was a Catholic—taking the veil to bury a broken heart in seclusion; and I completely forgot to cover the pudding sauce. I remembered it the next morning and ran to the pantry. Diana, can you imagine my horror at finding a mouse drowned in that pudding sauce? I fished the mouse out with a spoon and threw it outside in the yard and then washed the spoon in three waters. Marilla was out milking, and I fully intended to ask her when she came in if I should give the sauce to the pigs; but when she did come in, I was imagining that I was a frost fairy going through the woods, turning the trees red and yellow, whichever they wanted to be, so I never thought about the pudding sauce again, and Marilla sent me out to pick apples. Well, Mr. and Mrs. Chester Ross from Spencervale came by that morning. You know they are very fashionable people, especially Mrs. Chester Ross. When Marilla called me in, dinner was all ready, and everyone was at the table. I tried to be as polite and dignified as I could be because I wanted Mrs. Chester Ross to think I was a ladylike little girl even if I wasn’t pretty. Everything went smoothly until I saw Marilla coming with the plum pudding in one hand and the pitcher of pudding sauce, warmed up, in the other. Diana, that was an awful moment. I remembered everything and just stood up in my place and shouted, ‘Marilla, you can’t use that pudding sauce. There was a mouse in it. I forgot to tell you earlier.’ Oh, Diana, I will never forget that awful moment if I live to be a hundred. Mrs. Chester Ross just looked at me, and I felt like I would sink through the floor with embarrassment. She is such a perfect housekeeper, and just imagine what she must have thought of us. Marilla turned red as a tomato but didn’t say a word—at that moment. She just took that sauce and pudding out and brought in some strawberry preserves. She even offered me some, but I couldn’t eat a single bite. It felt like heaping coals of fire on my head. After Mrs. Chester Ross left, Marilla gave me a serious scolding. Why, Diana, what’s the matter?”

Diana had stood up very unsteadily; then she sat down again, putting her hands to her head.

Diana stood up awkwardly; then she sat down again, placing her hands on her head.

“I’m—I’m awful sick,” she said, a little thickly. “I—I—must go right home.”

“I’m—I’m really sick,” she said, her voice a bit slurred. “I—I—have to go home right now.”

“Oh, you mustn’t dream of going home without your tea,” cried Anne in distress. “I’ll get it right off—I’ll go and put the tea down this very minute.”

“Oh, you can’t possibly think about going home without your tea,” Anne exclaimed, upset. “I’ll get it for you right away—I’ll go and make the tea this very minute.”

“I must go home,” repeated Diana, stupidly but determinedly.

“I need to go home,” Diana said again, foolishly but with determination.

“Let me get you a lunch anyhow,” implored Anne. “Let me give you a bit of fruit-cake and some of the cherry preserves. Lie down on the sofa for a little while and you’ll be better. Where do you feel bad?”

“Let me get you lunch anyway,” Anne urged. “I’ll give you some fruitcake and some cherry preserves. Lie down on the sofa for a bit and you’ll feel better. Where do you feel unwell?”

“I must go home,” said Diana, and that was all she would say. In vain Anne pleaded.

“I have to go home,” Diana said, and that was all she would say. Anne pleaded in vain.

“I never heard of company going home without tea,” she mourned. “Oh, Diana, do you suppose that it’s possible you’re really taking the smallpox? If you are I’ll go and nurse you, you can depend on that. I’ll never forsake you. But I do wish you’d stay till after tea. Where do you feel bad?”

“I’ve never heard of anyone leaving without having tea,” she lamented. “Oh, Diana, do you think it’s possible you’re actually coming down with smallpox? If you are, I’ll come and take care of you; you can count on that. I will never abandon you. But I really wish you’d stay until after tea. Where do you feel unwell?”

“I’m awful dizzy,” said Diana.

“I feel really dizzy,” said Diana.

And indeed, she walked very dizzily. Anne, with tears of disappointment in her eyes, got Diana’s hat and went with her as far as the Barry yard fence. Then she wept all the way back to Green Gables, where she sorrowfully put the remainder of the raspberry cordial back into the pantry and got tea ready for Matthew and Jerry, with all the zest gone out of the performance.

And sure enough, she walked very unsteadily. Anne, with tears of disappointment in her eyes, grabbed Diana’s hat and walked with her as far as the Barry yard fence. Then she cried all the way back to Green Gables, where she sadly put the rest of the raspberry cordial back in the pantry and prepared tea for Matthew and Jerry, without any enthusiasm left.

The next day was Sunday and as the rain poured down in torrents from dawn till dusk Anne did not stir abroad from Green Gables. Monday afternoon Marilla sent her down to Mrs. Lynde’s on an errand. In a very short space of time Anne came flying back up the lane, with tears rolling down her cheeks. Into the kitchen she dashed and flung herself face downward on the sofa in an agony.

The next day was Sunday, and as the rain came down in heavy sheets from morning till night, Anne didn’t venture outside from Green Gables. Monday afternoon, Marilla sent her over to Mrs. Lynde’s on an errand. In no time at all, Anne came rushing back up the lane, tears streaming down her face. She dashed into the kitchen and threw herself face down on the sofa in distress.

“Whatever has gone wrong now, Anne?” queried Marilla in doubt and dismay. “I do hope you haven’t gone and been saucy to Mrs. Lynde again.”

“Whatever’s wrong now, Anne?” Marilla asked, concerned and shocked. “I really hope you didn't get sassy with Mrs. Lynde again.”

No answer from Anne save more tears and stormier sobs!

No answer from Anne except more tears and louder sobs!

“Anne Shirley, when I ask you a question I want to be answered. Sit right up this very minute and tell me what you are crying about.”

“Anne Shirley, when I ask you a question, I expect an answer. Sit up straight this minute and tell me why you’re crying.”

Anne sat up, tragedy personified.

Anne sat up, a tragedy.

“Mrs. Lynde was up to see Mrs. Barry to-day and Mrs. Barry was in an awful state,” she wailed. “She says that I set Diana drunk Saturday and sent her home in a disgraceful condition. And she says I must be a thoroughly bad, wicked little girl and she’s never, never going to let Diana play with me again. Oh, Marilla, I’m just overcome with woe.”

“Mrs. Lynde went to see Mrs. Barry today, and Mrs. Barry was in a terrible state,” she cried. “She says that I got Diana drunk on Saturday and sent her home in a disgraceful condition. And she says I must be a completely bad, wicked little girl and she’s never, ever going to let Diana play with me again. Oh, Marilla, I’m just overwhelmed with sadness.”

Marilla stared in blank amazement.

Marilla stared in shock.

“Set Diana drunk!” she said when she found her voice. “Anne, are you or Mrs. Barry crazy? What on earth did you give her?”

“Set Diana drunk!” she exclaimed when she finally found her voice. “Anne, are you or Mrs. Barry out of your mind? What in the world did you give her?”

“Not a thing but raspberry cordial,” sobbed Anne. “I never thought raspberry cordial would set people drunk, Marilla,—not even if they drank three big tumblerfuls as Diana did. Oh, it sounds so—so—like Mrs. Thomas’ husband! But I didn’t mean to set her drunk.”

“Nothing but raspberry cordial,” Anne cried. “I never imagined raspberry cordial could make people drunk, Marilla—not even if they drank three big glasses like Diana did. Oh, it sounds so—so—like Mrs. Thomas’ husband! But I didn’t mean to get her drunk.”

“Drunk fiddlesticks!” said Marilla, marching to the sitting-room pantry. There on the shelf was a bottle which she at once recognized as one containing some of her three year old homemade currant wine for which she was celebrated in Avonlea, although certain of the stricter sort, Mrs. Barry among them, disapproved strongly of it. And at the same time Marilla recollected that she had put the bottle of raspberry cordial down in the cellar instead of in the pantry as she had told Anne.

“Drunk nonsense!” said Marilla, marching to the sitting-room pantry. There on the shelf was a bottle she instantly recognized as one containing her famous three-year-old homemade currant wine, celebrated in Avonlea, although some of the more conservative folks, Mrs. Barry included, strongly disapproved of it. And at the same time, Marilla remembered that she had actually put the bottle of raspberry cordial down in the cellar instead of in the pantry as she had told Anne.

She went back to the kitchen with the wine bottle in her hand. Her face was twitching in spite of herself.

She went back to the kitchen with the wine bottle in her hand. Her face was twitching despite herself.

“Anne, you certainly have a genius for getting into trouble. You went and gave Diana currant wine instead of raspberry cordial. Didn’t you know the difference yourself?”

“Anne, you really have a talent for getting into trouble. You went and gave Diana currant wine instead of raspberry cordial. Didn’t you realize the difference yourself?”

“I never tasted it,” said Anne. “I thought it was the cordial. I meant to be so—so—hospitable. Diana got awfully sick and had to go home. Mrs. Barry told Mrs. Lynde she was simply dead drunk. She just laughed silly like when her mother asked her what was the matter and went to sleep and slept for hours. Her mother smelled her breath and knew she was drunk. She had a fearful headache all day yesterday. Mrs. Barry is so indignant. She will never believe but what I did it on purpose.”

“I never tried it,” said Anne. “I thought it was the cordial. I wanted to be so—so—hospitable. Diana got really sick and had to go home. Mrs. Barry told Mrs. Lynde that she was totally drunk. She just laughed like crazy when her mom asked her what was wrong and then went to sleep for hours. Her mom smelled her breath and realized she was drunk. She had a terrible headache all day yesterday. Mrs. Barry is so upset. She will never believe that I didn’t do it on purpose.”

“I should think she would better punish Diana for being so greedy as to drink three glassfuls of anything,” said Marilla shortly. “Why, three of those big glasses would have made her sick even if it had only been cordial. Well, this story will be a nice handle for those folks who are so down on me for making currant wine, although I haven’t made any for three years ever since I found out that the minister didn’t approve. I just kept that bottle for sickness. There, there, child, don’t cry. I can’t see as you were to blame although I’m sorry it happened so.”

“I think she should punish Diana for being so greedy as to drink three glasses of anything,” Marilla said shortly. “Really, three of those big glasses would have made her sick, even if it had just been cordial. Well, this story will give people something to talk about, especially those who are so against me making currant wine, even though I haven’t made any in three years since I found out that the minister didn’t approve. I just kept that bottle for when we’re sick. There, there, sweetie, don’t cry. I don’t think you were to blame, even though I’m sorry this happened.”

“I must cry,” said Anne. “My heart is broken. The stars in their courses fight against me, Marilla. Diana and I are parted forever. Oh, Marilla, I little dreamed of this when first we swore our vows of friendship.”

“I must cry,” said Anne. “My heart is shattered. The stars in their paths are against me, Marilla. Diana and I are separated forever. Oh, Marilla, I never imagined this when we first made our promises of friendship.”

“Don’t be foolish, Anne. Mrs. Barry will think better of it when she finds you’re not really to blame. I suppose she thinks you’ve done it for a silly joke or something of that sort. You’d best go up this evening and tell her how it was.”

“Don’t be silly, Anne. Mrs. Barry will change her mind when she realizes you’re not really at fault. I guess she believes you did it as a prank or something like that. You should go up this evening and explain what really happened.”

“My courage fails me at the thought of facing Diana’s injured mother,” sighed Anne. “I wish you’d go, Marilla. You’re so much more dignified than I am. Likely she’d listen to you quicker than to me.”

“My courage lets me down at the idea of facing Diana’s hurt mom,” sighed Anne. “I wish you’d go, Marilla. You’re so much more composed than I am. She’d probably listen to you faster than to me.”

“Well, I will,” said Marilla, reflecting that it would probably be the wiser course. “Don’t cry any more, Anne. It will be all right.”

“Well, I will,” Marilla said, thinking that it was probably the smarter choice. “Don’t cry anymore, Anne. It will be okay.”

Marilla had changed her mind about its being all right by the time she got back from Orchard Slope. Anne was watching for her coming and flew to the porch door to meet her.

Marilla had changed her mind about it being okay by the time she got back from Orchard Slope. Anne was watching for her and dashed to the porch door to greet her.

“Oh, Marilla, I know by your face that it’s been no use,” she said sorrowfully. “Mrs. Barry won’t forgive me?”

“Oh, Marilla, I can tell by your face that it’s been no use,” she said sadly. “Mrs. Barry won’t forgive me?”

“Mrs. Barry, indeed!” snapped Marilla. “Of all the unreasonable women I ever saw she’s the worst. I told her it was all a mistake and you weren’t to blame, but she just simply didn’t believe me. And she rubbed it well in about my currant wine and how I’d always said it couldn’t have the least effect on anybody. I just told her plainly that currant wine wasn’t meant to be drunk three tumblerfuls at a time and that if a child I had to do with was so greedy I’d sober her up with a right good spanking.”

“Mrs. Barry, seriously!” snapped Marilla. “Of all the unreasonable women I’ve ever seen, she’s the worst. I told her it was all a mistake and you weren’t to blame, but she just didn’t believe me at all. And she really made it worse about my currant wine and how I always said it couldn’t possibly affect anyone. I just told her straight up that currant wine isn’t meant to be drunk in three large glasses at once and that if I were dealing with a child who was that greedy, I’d discipline her with a good spanking.”

Marilla whisked into the kitchen, grievously disturbed, leaving a very much distracted little soul in the porch behind her. Presently Anne stepped out bare-headed into the chill autumn dusk; very determinedly and steadily she took her way down through the sere clover field over the log bridge and up through the spruce grove, lighted by a pale little moon hanging low over the western woods. Mrs. Barry, coming to the door in answer to a timid knock, found a white-lipped, eager-eyed suppliant on the doorstep.

Marilla rushed into the kitchen, clearly upset, leaving a very distracted little girl on the porch behind her. Soon, Anne stepped outside without a hat into the chilly autumn evening; she set off purposefully through the dry clover field, over the log bridge, and up through the spruce grove, illuminated by a small, pale moon hanging low over the western woods. Mrs. Barry, answering a shy knock at the door, found a eager-eyed girl with pale lips waiting on the doorstep.

Her face hardened. Mrs. Barry was a woman of strong prejudices and dislikes, and her anger was of the cold, sullen sort which is always hardest to overcome. To do her justice, she really believed Anne had made Diana drunk out of sheer malice prepense, and she was honestly anxious to preserve her little daughter from the contamination of further intimacy with such a child.

Her face tightened. Mrs. Barry was a woman with strong biases and dislikes, and her anger was the cold, sulky kind that’s always the hardest to resolve. To give her credit, she genuinely believed Anne had gotten Diana drunk out of pure spite, and she was truly concerned about protecting her little daughter from the influence of further closeness with someone like that.

“What do you want?” she said stiffly.

“What do you want?” she asked curtly.

Anne clasped her hands.

Anne held her hands together.

“Oh, Mrs. Barry, please forgive me. I did not mean to—to—intoxicate Diana. How could I? Just imagine if you were a poor little orphan girl that kind people had adopted and you had just one bosom friend in all the world. Do you think you would intoxicate her on purpose? I thought it was only raspberry cordial. I was firmly convinced it was raspberry cordial. Oh, please don’t say that you won’t let Diana play with me any more. If you do you will cover my life with a dark cloud of woe.”

“Oh, Mrs. Barry, please forgive me. I didn’t mean to— to—get Diana drunk. How could I? Just think about it: if you were a poor little orphan girl that kind people had taken in, and you had just one best friend in the whole world, do you really think you would get her drunk on purpose? I thought it was just raspberry cordial. I was completely convinced it was raspberry cordial. Oh, please don’t say that you won’t let Diana play with me anymore. If you do, you’ll cover my life with a dark cloud of sadness.”

This speech, which would have softened good Mrs. Lynde’s heart in a twinkling, had no effect on Mrs. Barry except to irritate her still more. She was suspicious of Anne’s big words and dramatic gestures and imagined that the child was making fun of her. So she said, coldly and cruelly:

This speech, which would have made good Mrs. Lynde’s heart melt in an instant, had no effect on Mrs. Barry except to annoy her even more. She was wary of Anne’s flowery language and dramatic moves, thinking the girl was mocking her. So she said, coldly and cruelly:

“I don’t think you are a fit little girl for Diana to associate with. You’d better go home and behave yourself.”

“I don’t think you’re the right kind of girl for Diana to hang out with. You should go home and mind your manners.”

Anne’s lip quivered.

Anne's lip trembled.

“Won’t you let me see Diana just once to say farewell?” she implored.

“Can’t you let me see Diana just once to say goodbye?” she pleaded.

“Diana has gone over to Carmody with her father,” said Mrs. Barry, going in and shutting the door.

“Diana has gone to Carmody with her dad,” said Mrs. Barry, walking in and shutting the door.

Anne went back to Green Gables calm with despair.

Anne returned to Green Gables feeling calm but filled with despair.

“My last hope is gone,” she told Marilla. “I went up and saw Mrs. Barry myself and she treated me very insultingly. Marilla, I do not think she is a well-bred woman. There is nothing more to do except to pray and I haven’t much hope that that’ll do much good because, Marilla, I do not believe that God Himself can do very much with such an obstinate person as Mrs. Barry.”

“My last hope is gone,” she told Marilla. “I went to see Mrs. Barry myself, and she treated me really rudely. Marilla, I do not think she’s a well-bred person. There’s nothing more to do except pray, and honestly, I don’t have much hope that’ll help because, Marilla, I don’t believe that even God can do much with someone as stubborn as Mrs. Barry.”

“Anne, you shouldn’t say such things,” rebuked Marilla, striving to overcome that unholy tendency to laughter which she was dismayed to find growing upon her. And indeed, when she told the whole story to Matthew that night, she did laugh heartily over Anne’s tribulations.

“Anne, you shouldn’t say stuff like that,” Marilla scolded, trying to fight off the urge to laugh that she was surprised to feel growing inside her. And honestly, when she shared the whole story with Matthew that night, she ended up laughing hard about Anne’s troubles.

But when she slipped into the east gable before going to bed and found that Anne had cried herself to sleep an unaccustomed softness crept into her face.

But when she went into the east gable before bed and saw that Anne had cried herself to sleep, a new softness appeared on her face.

“Poor little soul,” she murmured, lifting a loose curl of hair from the child’s tear-stained face. Then she bent down and kissed the flushed cheek on the pillow.

“Poor little thing,” she murmured, brushing a loose curl of hair from the child’s tear-streaked face. Then she leaned down and kissed the warm cheek on the pillow.


CHAPTER XVII.
A NEW INTEREST IN LIFE
A fresh interest in life

The next afternoon Anne, bending over her patchwork at the kitchen window, happened to glance out and beheld Diana down by the Dryad’s Bubble beckoning mysteriously. In a trice Anne was out of the house and flying down to the hollow, astonishment and hope struggling in her expressive eyes. But the hope faded when she saw Diana’s dejected countenance.

The next afternoon, Anne was working on her patchwork at the kitchen window when she glanced outside and saw Diana down by the Dryad’s Bubble, waving her hand in a mysterious way. In an instant, Anne dashed out of the house and raced down to the hollow, her eyes filled with a mix of surprise and hope. But that hope quickly vanished when she noticed Diana’s downcast face.

“Your mother hasn’t relented?” she gasped.

“Hasn’t your mom given in?” she gasped.

Diana shook her head mournfully.

Diana shook her head sadly.

“No; and oh, Anne, she says I’m never to play with you again. I’ve cried and cried and I told her it wasn’t your fault, but it wasn’t any use. I had ever such a time coaxing her to let me come down and say good-bye to you. She said I was only to stay ten minutes and she’s timing me by the clock.”

“No; and oh, Anne, she says I’m never allowed to play with you again. I’ve cried and cried and told her it wasn’t your fault, but it didn’t work. I had a really hard time convincing her to let me come down and say goodbye to you. She said I could only stay for ten minutes and she’s timing me with the clock.”

“Ten minutes isn’t very long to say an eternal farewell in,” said Anne tearfully. “Oh, Diana, will you promise faithfully never to forget me, the friend of your youth, no matter what dearer friends may caress thee?”

“Ten minutes isn’t a long time to say goodbye forever,” Anne said tearfully. “Oh, Diana, will you promise me that you'll never forget me, your childhood friend, no matter how many closer friends you may have?”

“Indeed I will,” sobbed Diana, “and I’ll never have another bosom friend—I don’t want to have. I couldn’t love anybody as I love you.”

“Of course I will,” cried Diana, “and I’ll never have another close friend—I don’t want to. I couldn’t love anyone the way I love you.”

“Oh, Diana,” cried Anne, clasping her hands, “do you love me?”

“Oh, Diana,” cried Anne, clasping her hands, “do you love me?”

“Why, of course I do. Didn’t you know that?”

“Of course I do. Didn't you know that?”

“No.” Anne drew a long breath. “I thought you liked me of course, but I never hoped you loved me. Why, Diana, I didn’t think anybody could love me. Nobody ever has loved me since I can remember. Oh, this is wonderful! It’s a ray of light which will forever shine on the darkness of a path severed from thee, Diana. Oh, just say it once again.”

“No.” Anne took a deep breath. “I thought you liked me, of course, but I never hoped you loved me. Honestly, Diana, I didn’t think anyone could love me. No one has ever loved me as far back as I remember. Oh, this is amazing! It’s a ray of light that will always brighten the darkness of a path separated from you, Diana. Oh, just say it once more.”

“I love you devotedly, Anne,” said Diana stanchly, “and I always will, you may be sure of that.”

“I love you completely, Anne,” said Diana firmly, “and I always will, you can count on that.”

“And I will always love thee, Diana,” said Anne, solemnly extending her hand. “In the years to come thy memory will shine like a star over my lonely life, as that last story we read together says. Diana, wilt thou give me a lock of thy jet-black tresses in parting to treasure forevermore?”

“And I will always love you, Diana,” said Anne, seriously reaching out her hand. “In the years ahead, your memory will shine like a star over my lonely life, just like that last story we read together says. Diana, will you give me a lock of your jet-black hair as a keepsake to treasure forever?”

“Have you got anything to cut it with?” queried Diana, wiping away the tears which Anne’s affecting accents had caused to flow afresh, and returning to practicalities.

“Do you have anything to cut it with?” asked Diana, wiping away the tears that Anne’s emotional words had made flow again, and getting back to practical matters.

“Yes. I’ve got my patchwork scissors in my apron pocket fortunately,” said Anne. She solemnly clipped one of Diana’s curls. “Fare thee well, my beloved friend. Henceforth we must be as strangers though living side by side. But my heart will ever be faithful to thee.”

“Yes. I've got my patchwork scissors in my apron pocket, thankfully,” said Anne. She seriously snipped one of Diana’s curls. “Goodbye, my dear friend. From now on, we must be like strangers even though we live next to each other. But my heart will always be loyal to you.”

Anne stood and watched Diana out of sight, mournfully waving her hand to the latter whenever she turned to look back. Then she returned to the house, not a little consoled for the time being by this romantic parting.

Anne stood and watched Diana until she disappeared, sadly waving her hand at her whenever she turned to look back. Then she went back inside the house, feeling somewhat comforted for the moment by this romantic goodbye.

“It is all over,” she informed Marilla. “I shall never have another friend. I’m really worse off than ever before, for I haven’t Katie Maurice and Violetta now. And even if I had it wouldn’t be the same. Somehow, little dream girls are not satisfying after a real friend. Diana and I had such an affecting farewell down by the spring. It will be sacred in my memory forever. I used the most pathetic language I could think of and said ‘thou’ and ‘thee.’ ‘Thou’ and ‘thee’ seem so much more romantic than ‘you.’ Diana gave me a lock of her hair and I’m going to sew it up in a little bag and wear it around my neck all my life. Please see that it is buried with me, for I don’t believe I’ll live very long. Perhaps when she sees me lying cold and dead before her Mrs. Barry may feel remorse for what she has done and will let Diana come to my funeral.”

“It’s all over,” she told Marilla. “I’ll never have another friend. I’m actually worse off than I was before, since I don’t have Katie Maurice and Violetta now. And even if I did, it wouldn’t be the same. Somehow, little imaginary friends just don’t satisfy like a real friend does. Diana and I had such an emotional goodbye down by the spring. It will be a cherished memory for me forever. I used the most heart-wrenching words I could think of and said ‘thou’ and ‘thee.’ ‘Thou’ and ‘thee’ sound so much more romantic than ‘you.’ Diana gave me a lock of her hair, and I’m going to keep it in a little bag and wear it around my neck for the rest of my life. Please make sure it’s buried with me, because I don’t think I’ll live very long. Maybe when Mrs. Barry sees me lying cold and dead, she’ll feel guilty for what she’s done and let Diana come to my funeral.”

“I don’t think there is much fear of your dying of grief as long as you can talk, Anne,” said Marilla unsympathetically.

“I don’t think you have to worry about dying from grief as long as you can talk, Anne,” Marilla said, showing no sympathy.

The following Monday Anne surprised Marilla by coming down from her room with her basket of books on her arm and her lips primmed up into a line of determination.

The following Monday, Anne surprised Marilla by coming down from her room with her book bag slung over her arm and her lips pressed into a determined line.

“I’m going back to school,” she announced. “That is all there is left in life for me, now that my friend has been ruthlessly torn from me. In school I can look at her and muse over days departed.”

“I’m going back to school,” she announced. “That’s all that’s left for me in life now that my friend has been taken from me. In school, I can look at her and think about the days gone by.”

“You’d better muse over your lessons and sums,” said Marilla, concealing her delight at this development of the situation. “If you’re going back to school I hope we’ll hear no more of breaking slates over people’s heads and such carryings-on. Behave yourself and do just what your teacher tells you.”

“You should really think about your lessons and math,” said Marilla, hiding her pleasure at how things were turning out. “If you’re going back to school, I hope we won’t hear any more about breaking slates over people's heads and that kind of nonsense. Just behave and do what your teacher says.”

“I’ll try to be a model pupil,” agreed Anne dolefully. “There won’t be much fun in it, I expect. Mr. Phillips said Minnie Andrews was a model pupil and there isn’t a spark of imagination or life in her. She is just dull and poky and never seems to have a good time. But I feel so depressed that perhaps it will come easy to me now. I’m going round by the road. I couldn’t bear to go by the Birch Path all alone. I should weep bitter tears if I did.”

“I’ll try to be a good student,” Anne said glumly. “I don’t expect it’ll be much fun. Mr. Phillips said Minnie Andrews was a good student, and she has zero imagination or spirit. She’s just boring and lifeless and never seems to enjoy herself. But I feel so down that maybe it will be easy for me now. I’m taking the longer route. I couldn’t stand going down the Birch Path all by myself. I would cry really hard if I did.”

Anne was welcomed back to school with open arms. Her imagination had been sorely missed in games, her voice in the singing, and her dramatic ability in the perusal aloud of books at dinner hour. Ruby Gillis smuggled three blue plums over to her during testament reading; Ella May Macpherson gave her an enormous yellow pansy cut from the covers of a floral catalogue—a species of desk decoration much prized in Avonlea school. Sophia Sloane offered to teach her a perfectly elegant new pattern of knit lace, so nice for trimming aprons. Katie Boulter gave her a perfume bottle to keep slate-water in and Julia Bell copied carefully on a piece of pale pink paper, scalloped on the edges, the following effusion:

Anne was welcomed back to school with open arms. Everyone missed her creativity in games, her voice during singing, and her talent for reading books aloud at dinner. Ruby Gillis sneaked three blue plums to her while they were reading the Bible; Ella May Macpherson gave her a huge yellow pansy cut from a catalog cover—a type of desk decoration that was highly valued in Avonlea school. Sophia Sloane offered to teach her a beautifully elegant new lace knitting pattern, perfect for decorating aprons. Katie Boulter gave her a perfume bottle to keep slate water in, and Julia Bell carefully copied on a piece of pale pink paper with scalloped edges the following message:

“TO ANNE

“TO ANNE”

“When twilight drops her curtain down
And pins it with a star
Remember that you have a friend
Though she may wander far.”

“It’s so nice to be appreciated,” sighed Anne rapturously to Marilla that night.

“It’s so nice to be appreciated,” sighed Anne happily to Marilla that night.

The girls were not the only scholars who “appreciated” her. When Anne went to her seat after dinner hour—she had been told by Mr. Phillips to sit with the model Minnie Andrews—she found on her desk a big luscious “strawberry apple.” Anne caught it up all ready to take a bite, when she remembered that the only place in Avonlea where strawberry apples grew was in the old Blythe orchard on the other side of the Lake of Shining Waters. Anne dropped the apple as if it were a red-hot coal and ostentatiously wiped her fingers on her handkerchief. The apple lay untouched on her desk until the next morning, when little Timothy Andrews, who swept the school and kindled the fire, annexed it as one of his perquisites. Charlie Sloane’s slate pencil, gorgeously bedizened with striped red and yellow paper, costing two cents where ordinary pencils cost only one, which he sent up to her after dinner hour, met with a more favourable reception. Anne was graciously pleased to accept it and rewarded the donor with a smile which exalted that infatuated youth straightway into the seventh heaven of delight and caused him to make such fearful errors in his dictation that Mr. Phillips kept him in after school to rewrite it.

The girls weren't the only ones who “appreciated” her. When Anne went to her seat after dinner—she had been told by Mr. Phillips to sit with the model Minnie Andrews—she found a big, juicy “strawberry apple” on her desk. Anne picked it up, ready to take a bite, when she remembered that the only place in Avonlea where strawberry apples grew was in the old Blythe orchard on the other side of the Lake of Shining Waters. Anne dropped the apple as if it were a red-hot coal and dramatically wiped her fingers on her handkerchief. The apple remained untouched on her desk until the next morning when little Timothy Andrews, who swept the school and started the fire, took it as one of his perks. Charlie Sloane's slate pencil, lavishly wrapped in striped red and yellow paper, costing two cents while regular pencils were only one, which he sent to her after dinner, received a much warmer welcome. Anne happily accepted it and rewarded him with a smile that sent that lovesick boy straight into seventh heaven and caused him to make such terrible mistakes in his dictation that Mr. Phillips kept him after school to rewrite it.

But as,

But as,

“The Cæsar’s pageant shorn of Brutus’ bust
Did but of Rome’s best son remind her more,”

so the marked absence of any tribute or recognition from Diana Barry, who was sitting with Gertie Pye, embittered Anne’s little triumph.

so the noticeable lack of any acknowledgment or praise from Diana Barry, who was sitting with Gertie Pye, soured Anne’s small victory.

“Diana might just have smiled at me once, I think,” she mourned to Marilla that night. But the next morning a note, most fearfully and wonderfully twisted and folded, and a small parcel, were passed across to Anne.

“Diana might have just smiled at me once, I think,” she lamented to Marilla that night. But the next morning, a note that was incredibly twisted and folded, along with a small package, was handed over to Anne.

“Dear Anne,” ran the former, “Mother says I’m not to play with you or talk to you even in school. It isn’t my fault and don’t be cross at me, because I love you as much as ever. I miss you awfully to tell all my secrets to and I don’t like Gertie Pye one bit. I made you one of the new bookmarkers out of red tissue paper. They are awfully fashionable now and only three girls in school know how to make them. When you look at it remember

“Dear Anne,” the former wrote, “Mom says I can’t play with you or even talk to you at school. It’s not my fault, so please don’t be upset with me because I still love you just as much. I really miss telling you all my secrets, and I can’t stand Gertie Pye at all. I made you one of the new bookmarks out of red tissue paper. They’re super trendy right now, and only three girls in school know how to make them. When you look at it, remember

“Your true friend,

"Your real friend,"

“Diana Barry.”

"Diana Barry."

Anne read the note, kissed the bookmark, and despatched a prompt reply back to the other side of the school.

Anne read the note, kissed the bookmark, and quickly sent a reply back to the other side of the school.

“My own darling Diana:—

“My own dear Diana:—

“Of course I am not cross at you because you have to obey your mother. Our spirits can comune. I shall keep your lovely present forever. Minnie Andrews is a very nice little girl—although she has no imagination—but after having been Diana’s busum friend I cannot be Minnie’s. Please excuse mistakes because my spelling isn’t very good yet, although much improoved.

“Of course I'm not mad at you for having to listen to your mom. Our spirits can connect. I'll treasure your beautiful gift forever. Minnie Andrews is a really nice girl—although she lacks imagination—but after being Diana’s close friend, I can’t be Minnie’s. Please excuse any mistakes because my spelling isn't great yet, but it has improved a lot.”

“Yours until death us do part,

“Yours until death do us part,

“Anne or Cordelia Shirley.

“Anne or Cordelia Shirley.”

“P. S. I shall sleep with your letter under my pillow to-night.

“P. S. I’ll keep your letter under my pillow tonight.”

A. or C. S.

A. or C. S.

Marilla pessimistically expected more trouble since Anne had again begun to go to school. But none developed. Perhaps Anne caught something of the “model” spirit from Minnie Andrews; at least she got on very well with Mr. Phillips thenceforth. She flung herself into her studies heart and soul, determined not to be outdone in any class by Gilbert Blythe. The rivalry between them was soon apparent; it was entirely good-natured on Gilbert’s side; but it is much to be feared that the same thing cannot be said of Anne, who had certainly an unpraiseworthy tenacity for holding grudges. She was as intense in her hatreds as in her loves. She would not stoop to admit that she meant to rival Gilbert in school work, because that would have been to acknowledge his existence which Anne persistently ignored; but the rivalry was there and honours fluctuated between them. Now Gilbert was head of the spelling class; now Anne, with a toss of her long red braids, spelled him down. One morning Gilbert had all his sums done correctly and had his name written on the blackboard on the roll of honour; the next morning Anne, having wrestled wildly with decimals the entire evening before, would be first. One awful day they were ties and their names were written up together. It was almost as bad as a “take-notice” and Anne’s mortification was as evident as Gilbert’s satisfaction. When the written examinations at the end of each month were held the suspense was terrible. The first month Gilbert came out three marks ahead. The second Anne beat him by five. But her triumph was marred by the fact that Gilbert congratulated her heartily before the whole school. It would have been ever so much sweeter to her if he had felt the sting of his defeat.

Marilla thought there would be more trouble since Anne had started going back to school. But nothing happened. Maybe Anne picked up some of the “model” attitude from Minnie Andrews; at least she got along really well with Mr. Phillips from then on. She threw herself into her studies completely, determined not to be outperformed in any class by Gilbert Blythe. Their rivalry became obvious quickly; it was all in good fun on Gilbert’s part; but Anne definitely held onto grudges, so it’s questionable if that was true for her. She was as passionate about her dislikes as she was about her loves. She wouldn’t lower herself to admit that she wanted to compete with Gilbert in schoolwork, because that would mean acknowledging his existence, which Anne was determined to ignore; but the competition was real, and they traded honors back and forth. One moment Gilbert was at the top of the spelling class; the next, Anne, tossing her long red braids, spelled him down. One morning, Gilbert had all his math problems done correctly and had his name on the blackboard for the roll of honor; the next morning, after wrestling with decimals all night, Anne would be at the top. One awful day, they tied, and their names were written up together. It was almost as bad as a “take-notice,” and Anne’s embarrassment was as clear as Gilbert’s satisfaction. When the written exams were held at the end of each month, the suspense was awful. In the first month, Gilbert was three marks ahead. In the second, Anne beat him by five. But her victory was soured by the fact that Gilbert congratulated her warmly in front of the whole school. It would’ve been much sweeter for her if he had felt the sting of losing.

Mr. Phillips might not be a very good teacher; but a pupil so inflexibly determined on learning as Anne was could hardly escape making progress under any kind of a teacher. By the end of the term Anne and Gilbert were both promoted into the fifth class and allowed to begin studying the elements of “the branches”—by which Latin, geometry, French and algebra were meant. In geometry Anne met her Waterloo.

Mr. Phillips might not be the best teacher, but a student as determined to learn as Anne was could hardly avoid making progress with any teacher. By the end of the term, Anne and Gilbert were both promoted to the fifth class and started studying the basics of “the branches”—which included Latin, geometry, French, and algebra. In geometry, Anne faced her biggest challenge.

“It’s perfectly awful stuff, Marilla,” she groaned. “I’m sure I’ll never be able to make head or tail of it. There is no scope for imagination in it at all. Mr. Phillips says I’m the worst dunce he ever saw at it. And Gil—I mean some of the others are so smart at it. It is extremely mortifying, Marilla. Even Diana gets along better than I do. But I don’t mind being beaten by Diana. Even although we meet as strangers now I still love her with an inextinguishable love. It makes me very sad at times to think about her. But really, Marilla, one can’t stay sad very long in such an interesting world, can one?”

“It’s totally awful stuff, Marilla,” she groaned. “I know I’ll never be able to make sense of it. There’s no room for imagination in it at all. Mr. Phillips says I’m the worst student he’s ever seen in it. And Gil—I mean some of the others are so good at it. It’s really embarrassing, Marilla. Even Diana does better than I do. But I don’t mind losing to Diana. Even though we’re like strangers now, I still love her with an unquenchable love. It makes me really sad sometimes to think about her. But honestly, Marilla, you can’t stay sad for long in such an interesting world, can you?”


CHAPTER XVIII.
ANNE TO THE RESCUE
ANNE TO THE SAVE

All things great are wound up with all things little. At first glance it might not seem that the decision of a certain Canadian Premier to include Prince Edward Island in a political tour could have much or anything to do with the fortunes of little Anne Shirley at Green Gables. But it had.

All great things are connected to all small things. At first glance, it might not seem like the choice of a Canadian Premier to include Prince Edward Island in a political tour would have any impact on the fate of little Anne Shirley at Green Gables. But it did.

It was in January the Premier came, to address his loyal supporters and such of his non-supporters as chose to be present at the monster mass meeting held in Charlottetown. Most of the Avonlea people were on the Premier’s side of politics; hence, on the night of the meeting nearly all the men and a goodly proportion of the women had gone to town, thirty miles away. Mrs. Rachel Lynde had gone too. Mrs. Rachel Lynde was a red-hot politician and couldn’t have believed that the political rally could be carried through without her, although she was on the opposite side of politics. So she went to town and took her husband—Thomas would be useful in looking after the horse—and Marilla Cuthbert with her. Marilla had a sneaking interest in politics herself, and as she thought it might be her only chance to see a real live Premier, she promptly took it, leaving Anne and Matthew to keep house until her return the following day.

In January, the Premier came to speak to his loyal supporters and anyone else who wanted to attend the big rally in Charlottetown. Most of the people from Avonlea supported the Premier, so on the night of the meeting, nearly all the men and a good number of women went to town, thirty miles away. Mrs. Rachel Lynde went too. She was a passionate politician and couldn't believe the rally could happen without her, even though she didn't support the Premier. So she headed to town, bringing her husband—Thomas would be helpful in taking care of the horse—and Marilla Cuthbert along with her. Marilla was also secretly interested in politics, and since she thought this might be her only chance to see a real live Premier, she jumped at it, leaving Anne and Matthew to handle the house until she got back the next day.

Hence, while Marilla and Mrs. Rachel were enjoying themselves hugely at the mass meeting, Anne and Matthew had the cheerful kitchen at Green Gables all to themselves. A bright fire was glowing in the old-fashioned Waterloo stove and blue-white frost crystals were shining on the window-panes. Matthew nodded over a Farmers’ Advocate on the sofa and Anne at the table studied her lessons with grim determination, despite sundry wistful glances at the clock shelf, where lay a new book that Jane Andrews had lent her that day. Jane had assured her that it was warranted to produce any number of thrills, or words to that effect, and Anne’s fingers tingled to reach out for it. But that would mean Gilbert Blythe’s triumph on the morrow. Anne turned her back on the clock shelf and tried to imagine it wasn’t there.

So, while Marilla and Mrs. Rachel were having a great time at the community meeting, Anne and Matthew enjoyed the cozy kitchen at Green Gables all to themselves. A bright fire was crackling in the old Waterloo stove, and blue-white frost crystals sparkled on the windowpanes. Matthew dozed over a Farmers’ Advocate on the sofa, while Anne sat at the table studying her lessons with a serious focus, despite stealing glances at the clock shelf, where a new book that Jane Andrews had lent her rested. Jane had promised it was sure to give her plenty of thrills, or something like that, and Anne's fingers itched to grab it. But that would mean Gilbert Blythe would win tomorrow. Anne turned away from the clock shelf and tried to pretend it wasn’t there.

“Matthew, did you ever study geometry when you went to school?”

“Matthew, did you ever take geometry when you were in school?”

“Well now, no, I didn’t,” said Matthew, coming out of his doze with a start.

"Well, no, I didn’t," Matthew said, waking up from his nap with a jolt.

“I wish you had,” sighed Anne, “because then you’d be able to sympathize with me. You can’t sympathize properly if you’ve never studied it. It is casting a cloud over my whole life. I’m such a dunce at it, Matthew.”

“I wish you had,” sighed Anne, “because then you’d be able to understand what I'm going through. You can’t truly empathize if you’ve never learned about it. It’s casting a shadow over my entire life. I’m really terrible at it, Matthew.”

“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew soothingly. “I guess you’re all right at anything. Mr. Phillips told me last week in Blair’s store at Carmody that you was the smartest scholar in school and was making rapid progress. ‘Rapid progress’ was his very words. There’s them as runs down Teddy Phillips and says he ain’t much of a teacher; but I guess he’s all right.”

“Well, I don’t know,” said Matthew calmly. “I think you’re doing great at everything. Mr. Phillips told me last week in Blair’s store at Carmody that you were the smartest student in school and were making quick progress. ‘Quick progress’ were his exact words. There are those who criticize Teddy Phillips and say he’s not a very good teacher; but I think he’s fine.”

Matthew would have thought any one who praised Anne was “all right.”

Matthew would have considered anyone who praised Anne to be “okay.”

“I’m sure I’d get on better with geometry if only he wouldn’t change the letters,” complained Anne. “I learn the proposition off by heart, and then he draws it on the blackboard and puts different letters from what are in the book and I get all mixed up. I don’t think a teacher should take such a mean advantage, do you? We’re studying agriculture now and I’ve found out at last what makes the roads red. It’s a great comfort. I wonder how Marilla and Mrs. Lynde are enjoying themselves. Mrs. Lynde says Canada is going to the dogs the way things are being run at Ottawa, and that it’s an awful warning to the electors. She says if women were allowed to vote we would soon see a blessed change. What way do you vote, Matthew?”

"I’m sure I’d do better with geometry if he wouldn’t change the letters," Anne complained. "I memorize the propositions, and then he draws them on the board and uses different letters from what's in the book, and I get all confused. I don’t think a teacher should take such an unfair advantage, do you? We’re studying agriculture now and I’ve finally figured out what makes the roads red. It’s a real relief. I wonder how Marilla and Mrs. Lynde are doing. Mrs. Lynde says Canada is falling apart with the way things are run in Ottawa, and that it’s a terrible warning for voters. She says if women were allowed to vote, we’d see a wonderful change soon. How do you vote, Matthew?"

“Conservative,” said Matthew promptly. To vote Conservative was part of Matthew’s religion.

“Conservative,” Matthew replied quickly. Voting Conservative was a fundamental part of Matthew’s beliefs.

“Then I’m Conservative too,” said Anne decidedly. “I’m glad, because Gil— because some of the boys in school are Grits. I guess Mr. Phillips is a Grit too, because Prissy Andrews’ father is one, and Ruby Gillis says that when a man is courting he always has to agree with the girl’s mother in religion and her father in politics. Is that true, Matthew?”

“Then I’m a Conservative too,” Anne said firmly. “I’m glad because Gil—because some of the boys at school are Grits. I think Mr. Phillips is a Grit as well, since Prissy Andrews’ dad is one, and Ruby Gillis says that when a guy is dating, he always has to agree with the girl’s mom about religion and her dad about politics. Is that true, Matthew?”

“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew.

“Well, I don't know,” said Matthew.

“Did you ever go courting, Matthew?”

“Did you ever go dating, Matthew?”

“Well now, no, I dunno’s I ever did,” said Matthew, who had certainly never thought of such a thing in his whole existence.

"Well now, no, I don’t think I ever did," said Matthew, who had definitely never considered such a thing in his entire life.

Anne reflected with her chin in her hands.

Anne reflected with her chin resting in her hands.

“It must be rather interesting, don’t you think, Matthew? Ruby Gillis says when she grows up she’s going to have ever so many beaus on the string and have them all crazy about her; but I think that would be too exciting. I’d rather have just one in his right mind. But Ruby Gillis knows a great deal about such matters because she has so many big sisters, and Mrs. Lynde says the Gillis girls have gone off like hot cakes. Mr. Phillips goes up to see Prissy Andrews nearly every evening. He says it is to help her with her lessons, but Miranda Sloane is studying for Queen’s, too, and I should think she needed help a lot more than Prissy because she’s ever so much stupider, but he never goes to help her in the evenings at all. There are a great many things in this world that I can’t understand very well, Matthew.”

“It must be pretty interesting, don’t you think, Matthew? Ruby Gillis says when she grows up she’s going to have a ton of guys after her and have them all crazy about her; but I think that would be too wild. I’d rather have just one who’s sane. But Ruby Gillis knows a lot about these things because she has so many older sisters, and Mrs. Lynde says the Gillis girls have become quite popular. Mr. Phillips goes to see Prissy Andrews almost every evening. He says it's to help her with her homework, but Miranda Sloane is studying for Queen’s, too, and I’d think she needs help way more than Prissy because she’s definitely not as smart, but he never goes to help her in the evenings at all. There are a lot of things in this world that I just can’t figure out very well, Matthew.”

“Well now, I dunno as I comprehend them all myself,” acknowledged Matthew.

"Well, now, I don't know if I understand them all myself," Matthew admitted.

“Well, I suppose I must finish up my lessons. I won’t allow myself to open that new book Jane lent me until I’m through. But it’s a terrible temptation, Matthew. Even when I turn my back on it I can see it there just as plain. Jane said she cried herself sick over it. I love a book that makes me cry. But I think I’ll carry that book into the sitting-room and lock it in the jam closet and give you the key. And you must not give it to me, Matthew, until my lessons are done, not even if I implore you on my bended knees. It’s all very well to say resist temptation, but it’s ever so much easier to resist it if you can’t get the key. And then shall I run down the cellar and get some russets, Matthew? Wouldn’t you like some russets?”

“Well, I guess I need to wrap up my lessons. I won’t let myself open that new book Jane lent me until I’m done. But it’s such a strong temptation, Matthew. Even when I turn away from it, I can see it right there. Jane said she cried herself sick over it. I love a book that makes me cry. But I think I’ll take that book into the living room and lock it in the jam closet and give you the key. And you must not give it to me, Matthew, until my lessons are finished, not even if I beg you on my knees. It’s easy to say resist temptation, but it’s so much easier to resist if you can’t get the key. And then should I run down to the cellar and get some russets, Matthew? Wouldn’t you like some russets?”

“Well now, I dunno but what I would,” said Matthew, who never ate russets but knew Anne’s weakness for them.

“Well, I don’t know, but I might,” said Matthew, who never ate russets but knew Anne’s weakness for them.

Just as Anne emerged triumphantly from the cellar with her plateful of russets came the sound of flying footsteps on the icy board walk outside and the next moment the kitchen door was flung open and in rushed Diana Barry, white-faced and breathless, with a shawl wrapped hastily around her head. Anne promptly let go of her candle and plate in her surprise, and plate, candle, and apples crashed together down the cellar ladder and were found at the bottom embedded in melted grease, the next day, by Marilla, who gathered them up and thanked mercy the house hadn’t been set on fire.

Just as Anne came out triumphantly from the cellar with her plate of russets, she heard the sound of running footsteps on the icy boardwalk outside. The next moment, the kitchen door flew open, and in rushed Diana Barry, pale and out of breath, with a shawl hastily wrapped around her head. Anne immediately dropped her candle and plate in surprise, and the plate, candle, and apples all crashed down the cellar ladder. The next day, Marilla found them at the bottom, embedded in melted grease, and she gathered them up, thankful that the house hadn’t caught on fire.

“Whatever is the matter, Diana?” cried Anne. “Has your mother relented at last?”

“What's wrong, Diana?” Anne exclaimed. “Has your mom finally changed her mind?”

“Oh, Anne, do come quick,” implored Diana nervously. “Minnie May is awful sick—she’s got croup, Young Mary Joe says—and father and mother are away to town and there’s nobody to go for the doctor. Minnie May is awful bad and Young Mary Joe doesn’t know what to do—and oh, Anne, I’m so scared!”

“Oh, Anne, please come quickly,” Diana pleaded anxiously. “Minnie May is really sick—she has croup, Young Mary Joe says—and Mom and Dad are in town, so there’s no one to get the doctor. Minnie May is really bad off and Young Mary Joe doesn’t know what to do—and oh, Anne, I’m so scared!”

Matthew, without a word, reached out for cap and coat, slipped past Diana and away into the darkness of the yard.

Matthew silently grabbed his cap and coat, slipped past Diana, and disappeared into the darkness of the yard.

“He’s gone to harness the sorrel mare to go to Carmody for the doctor,” said Anne, who was hurrying on hood and jacket. “I know it as well as if he’d said so. Matthew and I are such kindred spirits I can read his thoughts without words at all.”

“He’s gone to get the sorrel mare ready to head to Carmody for the doctor,” said Anne, who was quickly putting on her hood and jacket. “I know it just as well as if he’d told me. Matthew and I are such kindred spirits I can read his thoughts without him saying a word.”

“I don’t believe he’ll find the doctor at Carmody,” sobbed Diana. “I know that Doctor Blair went to town and I guess Doctor Spencer would go too, Young Mary Joe never saw anybody with croup and Mrs. Lynde is away. Oh, Anne!”

“I don’t think he’ll find the doctor at Carmody,” Diana cried. “I know that Doctor Blair went to town, and I assume Doctor Spencer would go too. Young Mary Joe has never seen anyone with croup, and Mrs. Lynde is away. Oh, Anne!”

“Don’t cry, Di,” said Anne cheerily. “I know exactly what to do for croup. You forget that Mrs. Hammond had twins three times. When you look after three pairs of twins you naturally get a lot of experience. They all had croup regularly. Just wait till I get the ipecac bottle—you mayn’t have any at your house. Come on now.”

“Don’t cry, Di,” Anne said cheerfully. “I know exactly what to do for croup. You forget that Mrs. Hammond had twins three times. When you take care of three pairs of twins, you naturally gain a lot of experience. They all had croup regularly. Just wait until I get the ipecac bottle—you might not have any at your house. Come on now.”

The two little girls hastened out hand in hand and hurried through Lovers’ Lane and across the crusted field beyond, for the snow was too deep to go by the shorter wood way. Anne, although sincerely sorry for Minnie May, was far from being insensible to the romance of the situation and to the sweetness of once more sharing that romance with a kindred spirit.

The two little girls quickly ran out hand in hand and dashed through Lovers’ Lane and across the frozen field beyond, since the snow was too deep to take the shorter path through the woods. Anne, while genuinely feeling for Minnie May, couldn’t help but appreciate the romantic vibe of the moment and the joy of once again experiencing that romance with a kindred spirit.

The night was clear and frosty, all ebony of shadow and silver of snowy slope; big stars were shining over the silent fields; here and there the dark pointed firs stood up with snow powdering their branches and the wind whistling through them. Anne thought it was truly delightful to go skimming through all this mystery and loveliness with your bosom friend who had been so long estranged.

The night was clear and chilly, a mix of dark shadows and silver snow on the hills; bright stars shone over the quiet fields; now and then, the dark, tall firs stood out with snow dusting their branches and the wind whistling through them. Anne thought it was truly wonderful to glide through all this mystery and beauty with her best friend, who she hadn't seen in a long time.

Minnie May, aged three, was really very sick. She lay on the kitchen sofa, feverish and restless, while her hoarse breathing could be heard all over the house. Young Mary Joe, a buxom, broad-faced French girl from the Creek, whom Mrs. Barry had engaged to stay with the children during her absence, was helpless and bewildered, quite incapable of thinking what to do, or doing it if she thought of it.

Minnie May, three years old, was very sick. She lay on the kitchen sofa, feverish and restless, and her hoarse breathing could be heard throughout the house. Young Mary Joe, a well-built, broad-faced French girl from the Creek, whom Mrs. Barry had hired to look after the children while she was away, felt helpless and confused, unable to think of what to do or to act on any ideas she might have had.

Anne went to work with skill and promptness.

Anne went to work efficiently and quickly.

“Minnie May has croup all right; she’s pretty bad, but I’ve seen them worse. First we must have lots of hot water. I declare, Diana, there isn’t more than a cupful in the kettle! There, I’ve filled it up, and, Mary Joe, you may put some wood in the stove. I don’t want to hurt your feelings, but it seems to me you might have thought of this before if you’d any imagination. Now, I’ll undress Minnie May and put her to bed, and you try to find some soft flannel cloths, Diana. I’m going to give her a dose of ipecac first of all.”

“Minnie May definitely has croup; she’s pretty bad, but I’ve seen worse. First, we need a lot of hot water. Honestly, Diana, there’s barely a cupful in the kettle! There, I’ve filled it up, and, Mary Joe, you can put some wood in the stove. I don’t want to hurt your feelings, but it seems like you could have thought of this sooner if you had any imagination. Now, I’ll undress Minnie May and get her to bed, and you find some soft flannel cloths, Diana. I’m going to give her a dose of ipecac first.”

Minnie May did not take kindly to the ipecac, but Anne had not brought up three pairs of twins for nothing. Down that ipecac went, not only once, but many times during the long, anxious night when the two little girls worked patiently over the suffering Minnie May, and Young Mary Joe, honestly anxious to do all she could, kept on a roaring fire and heated more water than would have been needed for a hospital of croupy babies.

Minnie May didn’t react well to the ipecac, but Anne had raised three sets of twins for a reason. That ipecac was administered not just once, but multiple times throughout the long, tense night as the two little girls tirelessly cared for the ailing Minnie May. Young Mary Joe, genuinely eager to help in any way she could, kept a roaring fire going and heated more water than would be necessary for a hospital full of babies with croup.

It was three o’clock when Matthew came with the doctor, for he had been obliged to go all the way to Spencervale for one. But the pressing need for assistance was past. Minnie May was much better and was sleeping soundly.

It was three o’clock when Matthew arrived with the doctor, since he had to go all the way to Spencervale to find one. But the urgent need for help was over. Minnie May was feeling much better and was sleeping soundly.

“I was awfully near giving up in despair,” explained Anne. “She got worse and worse until she was sicker than ever the Hammond twins were, even the last pair. I actually thought she was going to choke to death. I gave her every drop of ipecac in that bottle, and when the last dose went down I said to myself—not to Diana or Young Mary Joe, because I didn’t want to worry them any more than they were worried, but I had to say it to myself just to relieve my feelings—‘This is the last lingering hope and I fear ’tis a vain one.’ But in about three minutes she coughed up the phlegm and began to get better right away. You must just imagine my relief, doctor, because I can’t express it in words. You know there are some things that cannot be expressed in words.”

"I was really close to giving up in despair," Anne explained. "She kept getting worse until she was sicker than the Hammond twins ever were, even the last pair. I honestly thought she was going to choke to death. I gave her every drop of ipecac in that bottle, and when the last dose went down, I said to myself—not to Diana or Young Mary Joe, because I didn't want to worry them more than they already were, but I had to say it to myself just to ease my feelings—'This is the last lingering hope, and I fear it's a vain one.' But in about three minutes, she coughed up the phlegm and started to get better immediately. You can only imagine my relief, doctor, because I can't express it in words. You know there are some things that can't be put into words."

“Yes, I know,” nodded the doctor. He looked at Anne as if he were thinking some things about her that couldn’t be expressed in words. Later on, however, he expressed them to Mr. and Mrs. Barry.

“Yes, I know,” the doctor nodded. He looked at Anne like he had thoughts about her that he couldn’t put into words. Later on, though, he shared those thoughts with Mr. and Mrs. Barry.

“That little red-headed girl they have over at Cuthbert’s is as smart as they make ’em. I tell you she saved that baby’s life, for it would have been too late by the time I got here. She seems to have a skill and presence of mind perfectly wonderful in a child of her age. I never saw anything like the eyes of her when she was explaining the case out to me.”

“That little red-haired girl over at Cuthbert’s is as bright as they come. I swear she saved that baby’s life because it would have been too late by the time I arrived. She has a talent and level-headedness that are truly amazing for a kid her age. I’ve never seen anything like the look in her eyes when she was explaining the situation to me.”

Anne had gone home in the wonderful, white-frosted winter morning, heavy-eyed from loss of sleep, but still talking unweariedly to Matthew as they crossed the long white field and walked under the glittering fairy arch of the Lovers’ Lane maples.

Anne had gone home on the beautiful, white-frosted winter morning, heavy-eyed from lack of sleep, but still chatting endlessly with Matthew as they crossed the long white field and walked under the sparkling fairy arch of the Lovers’ Lane maples.

“Oh, Matthew, isn’t it a wonderful morning? The world looks like something God had just imagined for His own pleasure, doesn’t it? Those trees look as if I could blow them away with a breath—pouf! I’m so glad I live in a world where there are white frosts, aren’t you? And I’m so glad Mrs. Hammond had three pairs of twins after all. If she hadn’t I mightn’t have known what to do for Minnie May. I’m real sorry I was ever cross with Mrs. Hammond for having twins. But, oh, Matthew, I’m so sleepy. I can’t go to school. I just know I couldn’t keep my eyes open and I’d be so stupid. But I hate to stay home for Gil— some of the others will get head of the class, and it’s so hard to get up again—although of course the harder it is the more satisfaction you have when you do get up, haven’t you?”

“Oh, Matthew, isn’t it a beautiful morning? The world seems like something God just created for His own enjoyment, right? Those trees look like I could blow them away with a breath—pouf! I’m so glad I live in a world with white frosts, aren’t you? I’m also really happy Mrs. Hammond had three pairs of twins after all. If she hadn’t, I wouldn’t know what to do for Minnie May. I truly regret ever being annoyed with Mrs. Hammond for having twins. But, oh, Matthew, I’m so sleepy. I can’t go to school. I just know I wouldn’t be able to keep my eyes open, and I’d feel so dumb. But I really hate to stay home for Gil— some of the others will get ahead in class, and it’s so hard to catch up again—although, of course, the harder it is, the more rewarding it is when you do catch up, right?”

“Well now, I guess you’ll manage all right,” said Matthew, looking at Anne’s white little face and the dark shadows under her eyes. “You just go right to bed and have a good sleep. I’ll do all the chores.”

“Well now, I guess you’ll be okay,” said Matthew, looking at Anne’s pale little face and the dark circles under her eyes. “Just go to bed and get some good rest. I’ll take care of all the chores.”

Anne accordingly went to bed and slept so long and soundly that it was well on in the white and rosy winter afternoon when she awoke and descended to the kitchen where Marilla, who had arrived home in the meantime, was sitting knitting.

Anne went to bed and slept so deeply that it was well into the bright and beautiful winter afternoon when she woke up and went down to the kitchen, where Marilla, who had come home in the meantime, was sitting and knitting.

“Oh, did you see the Premier?” exclaimed Anne at once. “What did he look like, Marilla?”

“Oh, did you see the Premier?” Anne exclaimed immediately. “What did he look like, Marilla?”

“Well, he never got to be Premier on account of his looks,” said Marilla. “Such a nose as that man had! But he can speak. I was proud of being a Conservative. Rachel Lynde, of course, being a Liberal, had no use for him. Your dinner is in the oven, Anne; and you can get yourself some blue plum preserve out of the pantry. I guess you’re hungry. Matthew has been telling me about last night. I must say it was fortunate you knew what to do. I wouldn’t have had any idea myself, for I never saw a case of croup. There now, never mind talking till you’ve had your dinner. I can tell by the look of you that you’re just full up with speeches, but they’ll keep.”

“Well, he never became Premier because of his looks,” Marilla said. “That man had quite a nose! But he sure could talk. I was proud to be a Conservative. Of course, Rachel Lynde, being a Liberal, had no use for him. Your dinner is in the oven, Anne, and you can grab some blue plum preserves from the pantry. I bet you’re hungry. Matthew has been telling me about last night. I have to say, it was lucky you knew what to do. I wouldn’t have known myself since I’ve never seen a case of croup. Now, don’t worry about talking until you’ve had your dinner. I can tell by the look on your face that you’re bursting with speeches, but they can wait.”

Marilla had something to tell Anne, but she did not tell it just then, for she knew if she did Anne’s consequent excitement would lift her clear out of the region of such material matters as appetite or dinner. Not until Anne had finished her saucer of blue plums did Marilla say:

Marilla had something to tell Anne, but she didn’t share it right away, knowing that if she did, Anne’s resulting excitement would completely distract her from practical things like hunger or dinner. Not until Anne had finished her saucer of blue plums did Marilla say:

“Mrs. Barry was here this afternoon, Anne. She wanted to see you, but I wouldn’t wake you up. She says you saved Minnie May’s life, and she is very sorry she acted as she did in that affair of the currant wine. She says she knows now you didn’t mean to set Diana drunk, and she hopes you’ll forgive her and be good friends with Diana again. You’re to go over this evening if you like, for Diana can’t stir outside the door on account of a bad cold she caught last night. Now, Anne Shirley, for pity’s sake don’t fly clean up into the air.”

“Mrs. Barry was here this afternoon, Anne. She wanted to see you, but I didn’t want to wake you up. She says you saved Minnie May’s life, and she really regrets how she handled that whole situation with the currant wine. She knows now that you didn’t mean to get Diana drunk, and she hopes you can forgive her and be friends with Diana again. You can go over this evening if you want, since Diana can’t step outside because she caught a bad cold last night. Now, Anne Shirley, please don’t get too carried away.”

The warning seemed not unnecessary, so uplifted and aerial was Anne’s expression and attitude as she sprang to her feet, her face irradiated with the flame of her spirit.

The warning didn’t seem out of place at all, as Anne's expression and demeanor were so bright and uplifting when she jumped to her feet, her face glowing with the fire of her spirit.

“Oh, Marilla, can I go right now—without washing my dishes? I’ll wash them when I come back, but I cannot tie myself down to anything so unromantic as dish-washing at this thrilling moment.”

“Oh, Marilla, can I go right now—without washing my dishes? I’ll wash them when I get back, but I can’t limit myself to something as unexciting as washing dishes at this exciting moment.”

“Yes, yes, run along,” said Marilla indulgently. “Anne Shirley—are you crazy? Come back this instant and put something on you. I might as well call to the wind. She’s gone without a cap or wrap. Look at her tearing through the orchard with her hair streaming. It’ll be a mercy if she doesn’t catch her death of cold.”

“Yes, yes, go on,” Marilla said with a hint of indulgence. “Anne Shirley—are you out of your mind? Come back right now and put something on. I might as well be calling to the wind. She’s run off without a cap or coat. Look at her racing through the orchard with her hair flying everywhere. It'll be a miracle if she doesn’t catch a bad cold.”

Anne came dancing home in the purple winter twilight across the snowy places. Afar in the southwest was the great shimmering, pearl-like sparkle of an evening star in a sky that was pale golden and ethereal rose over gleaming white spaces and dark glens of spruce. The tinkles of sleigh-bells among the snowy hills came like elfin chimes through the frosty air, but their music was not sweeter than the song in Anne’s heart and on her lips.

Anne danced her way home in the purple winter twilight across the snowy ground. In the distance to the southwest, a shimmering, pearl-like evening star sparkled in a pale golden and ethereal rose sky above the gleaming white expanses and dark spruce valleys. The sounds of sleigh bells ringing among the snowy hills floated through the frosty air like magical chimes, but their music was not sweeter than the song in Anne’s heart and on her lips.

“You see before you a perfectly happy person, Marilla,” she announced. “I’m perfectly happy—yes, in spite of my red hair. Just at present I have a soul above red hair. Mrs. Barry kissed me and cried and said she was so sorry and she could never repay me. I felt fearfully embarrassed, Marilla, but I just said as politely as I could, ‘I have no hard feelings for you, Mrs. Barry. I assure you once for all that I did not mean to intoxicate Diana and henceforth I shall cover the past with the mantle of oblivion.’ That was a pretty dignified way of speaking, wasn’t it, Marilla? I felt that I was heaping coals of fire on Mrs. Barry’s head. And Diana and I had a lovely afternoon. Diana showed me a new fancy crochet stitch her aunt over at Carmody taught her. Not a soul in Avonlea knows it but us, and we pledged a solemn vow never to reveal it to any one else. Diana gave me a beautiful card with a wreath of roses on it and a verse of poetry:

“You see before you a perfectly happy person, Marilla,” she announced. “I’m perfectly happy—yes, despite my red hair. Right now, I have bigger things to think about than my hair. Mrs. Barry kissed me and cried, saying she was so sorry and that she could never repay me. I felt really embarrassed, Marilla, but I said as politely as I could, ‘I have no hard feelings for you, Mrs. Barry. I assure you once and for all that I didn’t mean to intoxicate Diana, and from now on I’ll cover the past with the mantle of forgetfulness.’ That was a pretty dignified way of speaking, wasn’t it, Marilla? I felt like I was doing something noble for Mrs. Barry. And Diana and I had a lovely afternoon. Diana showed me a new fancy crochet stitch her aunt over in Carmody taught her. Not a soul in Avonlea knows it but us, and we made a serious vow never to tell anyone else. Diana gave me a beautiful card with a wreath of roses on it and a verse of poetry:

“‘If you love me as I love you
Nothing but death can part us two.’

And that is true, Marilla. We’re going to ask Mr. Phillips to let us sit together in school again, and Gertie Pye can go with Minnie Andrews. We had an elegant tea. Mrs. Barry had the very best china set out, Marilla, just as if I was real company. I can’t tell you what a thrill it gave me. Nobody ever used their very best china on my account before. And we had fruit-cake and pound-cake and doughnuts and two kinds of preserves, Marilla. And Mrs. Barry asked me if I took tea and said, ‘Pa, why don’t you pass the biscuits to Anne?’ It must be lovely to be grown up, Marilla, when just being treated as if you were is so nice.”

And that’s true, Marilla. We’re going to ask Mr. Phillips if we can sit together in school again, and Gertie Pye can sit with Minnie Andrews. We had a lovely tea. Mrs. Barry brought out her very best china, Marilla, just as if I was real company. I can’t tell you how thrilling that was for me. Nobody has ever used their best china for my sake before. We had fruitcake, pound cake, donuts, and two kinds of preserves, Marilla. And Mrs. Barry asked me if I took tea and said, “Pa, why don’t you pass the biscuits to Anne?” It must be wonderful to be grown up, Marilla, when just being treated like it feels so nice.

“I don’t know about that,” said Marilla with a brief sigh.

“I’m not so sure about that,” Marilla said with a small sigh.

“Well, anyway, when I am grown up,” said Anne decidedly, “I’m always going to talk to little girls as if they were, too, and I’ll never laugh when they use big words. I know from sorrowful experience how that hurts one’s feelings. After tea Diana and I made taffy. The taffy wasn’t very good, I suppose because neither Diana nor I had ever made any before. Diana left me to stir it while she buttered the plates and I forgot and let it burn; and then when we set it out on the platform to cool the cat walked over one plate and that had to be thrown away. But the making of it was splendid fun. Then when I came home Mrs. Barry asked me to come over as often as I could and Diana stood at the window and threw kisses to me all the way down to Lovers’ Lane. I assure you, Marilla, that I feel like praying to-night and I’m going to think out a special brand-new prayer in honour of the occasion.”

“Well, anyway, when I grow up,” Anne said firmly, “I’m always going to talk to little girls like they’re grown-ups too, and I’ll never laugh when they use big words. I know from painful experience how much that can hurt someone’s feelings. After tea, Diana and I made taffy. The taffy wasn’t very good, probably because neither Diana nor I had made any before. Diana left me to stir it while she buttered the plates, and I forgot and let it burn; then when we set it out on the platform to cool, the cat walked over one plate, and that had to be thrown away. But making it was a blast. Then when I got home, Mrs. Barry asked me to come over as often as I could, and Diana stood at the window, blowing kisses to me all the way down to Lovers’ Lane. I promise you, Marilla, that I feel like praying tonight, and I’m going to think up a special brand-new prayer to celebrate the occasion.”


CHAPTER XIX.
A CONCERT, A CATASTROPHE, AND A CONFESSION
A CONCERT, A DISASTER, AND A CONFESSION

“Marilla, can I go over to see Diana just for a minute?” asked Anne, running breathlessly down from the east gable one February evening.

"Marilla," can I go see Diana just for a minute?” asked Anne, rushing breathlessly down from the east gable one February evening.

“I don’t see what you want to be traipsing about after dark for,” said Marilla shortly. “You and Diana walked home from school together and then stood down there in the snow for half an hour more, your tongues going the whole blessed time, clickety-clack. So I don’t think you’re very badly off to see her again.”

“I don’t understand why you want to be wandering around after dark,” Marilla said curtly. “You and Diana walked home from school together and then stood down there in the snow for another half hour, chatting nonstop. So I don’t think you’re really missing out on seeing her again.”

“But she wants to see me,” pleaded Anne. “She has something very important to tell me.”

"But she wants to see me," Anne insisted. "She has something really important to tell me."

“How do you know she has?”

“How do you know she has?”

“Because she just signalled to me from her window. We have arranged a way to signal with our candles and cardboard. We set the candle on the window-sill and make flashes by passing the cardboard back and forth. So many flashes mean a certain thing. It was my idea, Marilla.”

“Because she just signaled to me from her window. We figured out a way to communicate with our candles and cardboard. We place the candle on the window sill and create flashes by moving the cardboard back and forth. A certain number of flashes means something specific. It was my idea, Marilla.”

“I’ll warrant you it was,” said Marilla emphatically. “And the next thing you’ll be setting fire to the curtains with your signalling nonsense.”

“I bet it was,” Marilla said firmly. “And the next thing you know, you’ll be setting the curtains on fire with your signaling nonsense.”

“Oh, we’re very careful, Marilla. And it’s so interesting. Two flashes mean, ‘Are you there?’ Three mean ‘yes’ and four ‘no.’ Five mean, ‘Come over as soon as possible, because I have something important to reveal.’ Diana has just signalled five flashes, and I’m really suffering to know what it is.”

“Oh, we’re really cautious, Marilla. And it’s so intriguing. Two flashes mean, ‘Are you there?’ Three mean ‘yes’ and four mean ‘no.’ Five mean, ‘Come over as soon as you can, because I have something important to share.’ Diana just signaled five flashes, and I’m dying to know what it is.”

“Well, you needn’t suffer any longer,” said Marilla sarcastically. “You can go, but you’re to be back here in just ten minutes, remember that.”

“Well, you don’t have to suffer anymore,” Marilla said with sarcasm. “You can go, but you need to be back here in just ten minutes, remember that.”

Anne did remember it and was back in the stipulated time, although probably no mortal will ever know just what it cost her to confine the discussion of Diana’s important communication within the limits of ten minutes. But at least she had made good use of them.

Anne did remember it and was back in the allocated time, although probably no one will ever know just what it cost her to keep the discussion of Diana’s important message within the limits of ten minutes. But at least she made good use of them.

“Oh, Marilla, what do you think? You know to-morrow is Diana’s birthday. Well, her mother told her she could ask me to go home with her from school and stay all night with her. And her cousins are coming over from Newbridge in a big pung sleigh to go to the Debating Club concert at the hall to-morrow night. And they are going to take Diana and me to the concert—if you’ll let me go, that is. You will, won’t you, Marilla? Oh, I feel so excited.”

“Oh, Marilla, guess what? Tomorrow is Diana’s birthday. Her mom said she could invite me to come home with her from school and spend the night. Plus, her cousins are coming over from Newbridge in a big sled to go to the Debating Club concert at the hall tomorrow night. They’re going to take Diana and me to the concert—if you let me go, that is. You will, won’t you, Marilla? Oh, I’m so excited!”

“You can calm down then, because you’re not going. You’re better at home in your own bed, and as for that Club concert, it’s all nonsense, and little girls should not be allowed to go out to such places at all.”

“You can relax now because you’re not going. You’re better off at home in your own bed, and about that Club concert, it’s all nonsense, and little girls shouldn't be allowed to go to places like that at all.”

“I’m sure the Debating Club is a most respectable affair,” pleaded Anne.

“I’m sure the Debating Club is a really respectable organization,” Anne insisted.

“I’m not saying it isn’t. But you’re not going to begin gadding about to concerts and staying out all hours of the night. Pretty doings for children. I’m surprised at Mrs. Barry’s letting Diana go.”

“I’m not saying it isn’t. But you’re not going to start running around to concerts and staying out all night. That’s just for kids. I’m surprised Mrs. Barry is letting Diana go.”

“But it’s such a very special occasion,” mourned Anne, on the verge of tears. “Diana has only one birthday in a year. It isn’t as if birthdays were common things, Marilla. Prissy Andrews is going to recite ‘Curfew Must Not Ring To-night.’ That is such a good moral piece, Marilla, I’m sure it would do me lots of good to hear it. And the choir are going to sing four lovely pathetic songs that are pretty near as good as hymns. And oh, Marilla, the minister is going to take part; yes, indeed, he is; he’s going to give an address. That will be just about the same thing as a sermon. Please, mayn’t I go, Marilla?”

“But it’s such a special occasion,” Anne said, almost in tears. “Diana only has one birthday a year. It’s not like birthdays happen all the time, Marilla. Prissy Andrews is going to recite ‘Curfew Must Not Ring To-night.’ That’s such a good moral piece; I’m sure it would do me a lot of good to hear it. And the choir is going to sing four beautiful, emotional songs that are almost as good as hymns. And oh, Marilla, the minister is going to be involved; yes, he is; he’s going to give a speech. That will be just about the same as a sermon. Please, can I go, Marilla?”

“You heard what I said, Anne, didn’t you? Take off your boots now and go to bed. It’s past eight.”

“You heard me, Anne, right? Take off your boots now and go to bed. It’s past eight.”

“There’s just one more thing, Marilla,” said Anne, with the air of producing the last shot in her locker. “Mrs. Barry told Diana that we might sleep in the spare-room bed. Think of the honour of your little Anne being put in the spare-room bed.”

“There’s just one more thing, Marilla,” said Anne, as if she were revealing her final card. “Mrs. Barry told Diana that we might be able to sleep in the spare-room bed. Just think about the honor of your little Anne sleeping in the spare-room bed.”

“It’s an honour you’ll have to get along without. Go to bed, Anne, and don’t let me hear another word out of you.”

“It’s an honor you’ll have to do without. Go to bed, Anne, and don’t let me hear another word from you.”

When Anne, with tears rolling over her cheeks, had gone sorrowfully up-stairs, Matthew, who had been apparently sound asleep on the lounge during the whole dialogue, opened his eyes and said decidedly:

When Anne, with tears streaming down her face, had sadly gone upstairs, Matthew, who had seemed to be deeply asleep on the couch during the entire conversation, opened his eyes and said firmly:

“Well now, Marilla, I think you ought to let Anne go.”

“Well, Marilla, I think you should let Anne go.”

“I don’t then,” retorted Marilla. “Who’s bringing this child up, Matthew, you or me?”

“I don’t think so,” replied Marilla. “Who’s raising this child, Matthew, you or me?”

“Well now, you,” admitted Matthew.

"Well now, you," Matthew admitted.

“Don’t interfere then.”

"Don't get involved then."

“Well now, I ain’t interfering. It ain’t interfering to have your own opinion. And my opinion is that you ought to let Anne go.”

“Well, I’m not interfering. It’s not interfering to have your own opinion. And my opinion is that you should let Anne go.”

“You’d think I ought to let Anne go to the moon if she took the notion, I’ve no doubt,” was Marilla’s amiable rejoinder. “I might have let her spend the night with Diana, if that was all. But I don’t approve of this concert plan. She’d go there and catch cold like as not, and have her head filled up with nonsense and excitement. It would unsettle her for a week. I understand that child’s disposition and what’s good for it better than you, Matthew.”

“You’d think I should let Anne go to the moon if she wanted to, I’m sure,” Marilla replied kindly. “I might have let her stay the night with Diana if that was all. But I’m not okay with this concert idea. She’d go there, probably catch a cold, and get her head filled with nonsense and excitement. It would throw her off for a week. I know that child’s personality and what’s best for her better than you do, Matthew.”

“I think you ought to let Anne go,” repeated Matthew firmly. Argument was not his strong point, but holding fast to his opinion certainly was. Marilla gave a gasp of helplessness and took refuge in silence. The next morning, when Anne was washing the breakfast dishes in the pantry, Matthew paused on his way out to the barn to say to Marilla again:

“I think you should let Anne go,” Matthew insisted firmly. Arguing wasn't his strong suit, but sticking to his opinions definitely was. Marilla gasped in frustration and chose to remain silent. The next morning, while Anne was washing the breakfast dishes in the pantry, Matthew stopped on his way to the barn to say to Marilla again:

“I think you ought to let Anne go, Marilla.”

“I think you should let Anne go, Marilla.”

For a moment Marilla looked things not lawful to be uttered. Then she yielded to the inevitable and said tartly:

For a moment, Marilla looked like she had things to say that shouldn't be spoken. Then she accepted the situation and said sharply:

“Very well, she can go, since nothing else’ll please you.”

“Alright, she can go since nothing else will make you happy.”

Anne flew out of the pantry, dripping dish-cloth in hand.

Anne rushed out of the pantry, with a dishcloth dripping in her hand.

“Oh, Marilla, Marilla, say those blessed words again.”

“Oh, Marilla, Marilla, say those wonderful words again.”

“I guess once is enough to say them. This is Matthew’s doings and I wash my hands of it. If you catch pneumonia sleeping in a strange bed or coming out of that hot hall in the middle of the night, don’t blame me, blame Matthew. Anne Shirley, you’re dripping greasy water all over the floor. I never saw such a careless child.”

“I guess saying it once is enough. This is all Matthew’s doing and I’m done with it. If you catch pneumonia sleeping in a weird bed or coming out of that hot room in the middle of the night, don’t blame me, blame Matthew. Anne Shirley, you’re dripping greasy water all over the floor. I’ve never seen such a careless child.”

“Oh, I know I’m a great trial to you, Marilla,” said Anne repentantly. “I make so many mistakes. But then just think of all the mistakes I don’t make, although I might. I’ll get some sand and scrub up the spots before I go to school. Oh, Marilla, my heart was just set on going to that concert. I never was to a concert in my life, and when the other girls talk about them in school I feel so out of it. You didn’t know just how I felt about it, but you see Matthew did. Matthew understands me, and it’s so nice to be understood, Marilla.”

“Oh, I know I’m a huge hassle for you, Marilla,” Anne said, feeling sorry. “I make so many mistakes. But just think about all the mistakes I don’t make, even though I could. I’ll get some sand and clean up the marks before I head to school. Oh, Marilla, I was really looking forward to that concert. I've never been to a concert in my life, and when the other girls talk about them at school, I feel so left out. You didn’t realize how I felt about it, but Matthew understood. Matthew gets me, and it’s so nice to be understood, Marilla.”

Anne was too excited to do herself justice as to lessons that morning in school. Gilbert Blythe spelled her down in class and left her clear out of sight in mental arithmetic. Anne’s consequent humiliation was less than it might have been, however, in view of the concert and the spare-room bed. She and Diana talked so constantly about it all day that with a stricter teacher than Mr. Phillips dire disgrace must inevitably have been their portion.

Anne was too excited to focus on her lessons that morning at school. Gilbert Blythe outperformed her in class and completely overshadowed her in mental math. However, Anne's embarrassment wasn't as bad as it could have been, considering the concert and the spare-room bed. She and Diana talked about it all day so much that with a stricter teacher than Mr. Phillips, they would have definitely faced serious consequences.

Anne felt that she could not have borne it if she had not been going to the concert, for nothing else was discussed that day in school. The Avonlea Debating Club, which met fortnightly all winter, had had several smaller free entertainments; but this was to be a big affair, admission ten cents, in aid of the library. The Avonlea young people had been practising for weeks, and all the scholars were especially interested in it by reason of older brothers and sisters who were going to take part. Everybody in school over nine years of age expected to go, except Carrie Sloane, whose father shared Marilla’s opinions about small girls going out to night concerts. Carrie Sloane cried into her grammar all the afternoon and felt that life was not worth living.

Anne felt that she couldn't have handled it if she hadn't been going to the concert, since nothing else was talked about that day in school. The Avonlea Debating Club, which met every two weeks all winter, had put on several smaller free events; but this was going to be a big deal, with a ten-cent admission fee to support the library. The young people of Avonlea had been practicing for weeks, and all the students were particularly interested because older siblings were going to participate. Everyone in school over nine years old planned to attend, except for Carrie Sloane, whose father shared Marilla’s views on small girls going out to nighttime concerts. Carrie Sloane cried into her grammar book all afternoon and felt that life was not worth living.

For Anne the real excitement began with the dismissal of school and increased therefrom in crescendo until it reached to a crash of positive ecstasy in the concert itself. They had a “perfectly elegant tea;” and then came the delicious occupation of dressing in Diana’s little room up-stairs. Diana did Anne’s front hair in the new pompadour style and Anne tied Diana’s bows with the especial knack she possessed; and they experimented with at least half a dozen different ways of arranging their back hair. At last they were ready, cheeks scarlet and eyes glowing with excitement.

For Anne, the real excitement started when school was dismissed and built up in a thrilling crescendo until it exploded into absolute joy at the concert itself. They had a “perfectly elegant tea,” and then came the fun of getting ready in Diana’s little room upstairs. Diana styled Anne’s front hair in the new pompadour fashion, and Anne tied Diana’s bows with her special skill; they tried out at least six different ways to arrange their back hair. Finally, they were ready, cheeks flushed and eyes shining with excitement.

True, Anne could not help a little pang when she contrasted her plain black tam and shapeless, tight-sleeved, home-made gray cloth coat with Diana’s jaunty fur cap and smart little jacket. But she remembered in time that she had an imagination and could use it.

True, Anne couldn't help feeling a little twinge when she compared her plain black hat and her shapeless, tight-sleeved, homemade gray coat with Diana’s stylish fur cap and cute little jacket. But she quickly reminded herself that she had an imagination and could use it.

Then Diana’s cousins, the Murrays from Newbridge, came; they all crowded into the big pung sleigh, among straw and furry robes. Anne revelled in the drive to the hall, slipping along over the satin-smooth roads with the snow crisping under the runners. There was a magnificent sunset, and the snowy hills and deep blue water of the St. Lawrence Gulf seemed to rim in the splendour like a huge bowl of pearl and sapphire brimmed with wine and fire. Tinkles of sleigh-bells and distant laughter, that seemed like the mirth of wood elves, came from every quarter.

Then Diana’s cousins, the Murrays from Newbridge, arrived; they all squeezed into the big sleigh, surrounded by straw and cozy blankets. Anne was thrilled during the ride to the hall, gliding smoothly over the well-groomed roads with the snow crunching beneath the runners. The sunset was breathtaking, and the snowy hills and deep blue waters of the St. Lawrence Gulf looked like a huge bowl filled with pearls and sapphires, overflowing with warmth and beauty. The sound of sleigh bells and distant laughter, which felt like the joy of woodland spirits, came from all around.

“Oh, Diana,” breathed Anne, squeezing Diana’s mittened hand under the fur robe, “isn’t it all like a beautiful dream? Do I really look the same as usual? I feel so different that it seems to me it must show in my looks.”

“Oh, Diana,” Anne whispered, squeezing Diana’s mittened hand under the fur blanket, “isn’t it all like a beautiful dream? Do I really look the same as usual? I feel so different that it seems like it must show in my appearance.”

“You look awfully nice,” said Diana, who having just received a compliment from one of her cousins, felt that she ought to pass it on. “You’ve got the loveliest colour.”

“You look really nice,” said Diana, who, after just receiving a compliment from one of her cousins, felt that she should share it. “You have the prettiest color.”

The programme that night was a series of “thrills” for at least one listener in the audience, and, as Anne assured Diana, every succeeding thrill was thrillier than the last. When Prissy Andrews, attired in a new pink silk waist with a string of pearls about her smooth white throat and real carnations in her hair—rumour whispered that the master had sent all the way to town for them for her—“climbed the slimy ladder, dark without one ray of light,” Anne shivered in luxurious sympathy; when the choir sang “Far Above the Gentle Daisies” Anne gazed at the ceiling as if it were frescoed with angels; when Sam Sloane proceeded to explain and illustrate “How Sockery Set a Hen” Anne laughed until people sitting near her laughed too, more out of sympathy with her than with amusement at a selection that was rather threadbare even in Avonlea; and when Mr. Phillips gave Mark Antony’s oration over the dead body of Cæsar in the most heart-stirring tones—looking at Prissy Andrews at the end of every sentence—Anne felt that she could rise and mutiny on the spot if but one Roman citizen led the way.

The program that night was a series of “thrills” for at least one listener in the audience, and, as Anne assured Diana, every new thrill was more exciting than the last. When Prissy Andrews, wearing a new pink silk top with a string of pearls around her smooth white neck and real carnations in her hair—rumor had it the master sent all the way to town for them for her—“climbed the slimy ladder, dark without one ray of light,” Anne shivered in luxurious sympathy; when the choir sang “Far Above the Gentle Daisies,” Anne gazed at the ceiling as if it were painted with angels; when Sam Sloane started to explain and illustrate “How Sockery Set a Hen,” Anne laughed until people sitting near her laughed too, more out of sympathy with her than from amusement at a selection that was rather tired even in Avonlea; and when Mr. Phillips performed Mark Antony’s speech over the dead body of Cæsar in the most moving tones—looking at Prissy Andrews at the end of every sentence—Anne felt she could rise and rebel on the spot if just one Roman citizen led the way.

Only one number on the programme failed to interest her. When Gilbert Blythe recited “Bingen on the Rhine” Anne picked up Rhoda Murray’s library book and read it until he had finished, when she sat rigidly stiff and motionless while Diana clapped her hands until they tingled.

Only one item on the program didn't catch her attention. When Gilbert Blythe recited "Bingen on the Rhine," Anne picked up Rhoda Murray's library book and read it until he was done. Afterward, she sat completely still and tense while Diana clapped her hands until they felt tingly.

It was eleven when they got home, sated with dissipation, but with the exceeding sweet pleasure of talking it all over still to come. Everybody seemed asleep and the house was dark and silent. Anne and Diana tiptoed into the parlour, a long narrow room out of which the spare room opened. It was pleasantly warm and dimly lighted by the embers of a fire in the grate.

It was eleven when they got home, satisfied with their indulgence, but still anticipating the sweet pleasure of discussing everything that happened. Everyone seemed to be asleep, and the house was dark and quiet. Anne and Diana tiptoed into the parlor, a long, narrow room that led to the spare room. It was pleasantly warm and softly lit by the glowing embers in the fireplace.

“Let’s undress here,” said Diana. “It’s so nice and warm.”

“Let’s take our clothes off here,” said Diana. “It’s really nice and warm.”

“Hasn’t it been a delightful time?” sighed Anne rapturously. “It must be splendid to get up and recite there. Do you suppose we will ever be asked to do it, Diana?”

“Hasn’t it been such a wonderful time?” sighed Anne with joy. “It must be amazing to get up and recite there. Do you think we will ever be asked to do it, Diana?”

“Yes, of course, some day. They’re always wanting the big scholars to recite. Gilbert Blythe does often and he’s only two years older than us. Oh, Anne, how could you pretend not to listen to him? When he came to the line,

“Yes, of course, someday. They always want the top scholars to recite. Gilbert Blythe does it often and he’s only two years older than us. Oh, Anne, how could you pretend not to listen to him? When he got to the line,

“‘There’s another, not a sister,’

he looked right down at you.”

he looked straight down at you.”

“Diana,” said Anne with dignity, “you are my bosom friend, but I cannot allow even you to speak to me of that person. Are you ready for bed? Let’s run a race and see who’ll get to the bed first.”

“Diana,” Anne said firmly, “you’re my best friend, but I can’t let you talk to me about that person. Are you ready for bed? Let’s have a race and see who gets to the bed first.”

The suggestion appealed to Diana. The two little white-clad figures flew down the long room, through the spare-room door, and bounded on the bed at the same moment. And then—something—moved beneath them, there was a gasp and a cry—and somebody said in muffled accents:

The suggestion caught Diana's interest. The two little figures in white raced down the long room, burst through the spare room door, and jumped onto the bed all at once. Then—something—shifted beneath them, there was a gasp and a shout—and someone said in a muffled voice:

“Merciful goodness!”

“Oh my goodness!”

Anne and Diana were never able to tell just how they got off that bed and out of the room. They only knew that after one frantic rush they found themselves tiptoeing shiveringly up-stairs.

Anne and Diana could never figure out how they got off that bed and out of the room. They just knew that after one panicked dash, they found themselves quietly tiptoeing upstairs, trembling.

“Oh, who was it—what was it?” whispered Anne, her teeth chattering with cold and fright.

“Oh, who was it—what was it?” whispered Anne, her teeth chattering from the cold and fear.

“It was Aunt Josephine,” said Diana, gasping with laughter. “Oh, Anne, it was Aunt Josephine, however she came to be there. Oh, and I know she will be furious. It’s dreadful—it’s really dreadful—but did you ever know anything so funny, Anne?”

“It was Aunt Josephine,” said Diana, catching her breath from laughing. “Oh, Anne, it was Aunt Josephine, no matter how she ended up there. Oh, and I know she’s going to be so mad. It’s terrible—it’s truly terrible—but have you ever heard anything so funny, Anne?”

“Who is your Aunt Josephine?”

"Who's your Aunt Josephine?"

“She’s father’s aunt and she lives in Charlottetown. She’s awfully old—seventy anyhow—and I don’t believe she was ever a little girl. We were expecting her out for a visit, but not so soon. She’s awfully prim and proper and she’ll scold dreadfully about this, I know. Well, we’ll have to sleep with Minnie May—and you can’t think how she kicks.”

“She’s dad’s aunt and she lives in Charlottetown. She’s really old—seventy anyway—and I don’t think she was ever a little girl. We were expecting her to visit, but not so soon. She’s super prim and proper and I know she’ll scold us terribly about this. Well, we’ll have to sleep with Minnie May—and you can’t imagine how much she kicks.”

Miss Josephine Barry did not appear at the early breakfast the next morning. Mrs. Barry smiled kindly at the two little girls.

Miss Josephine Barry didn’t show up for breakfast the next morning. Mrs. Barry smiled kindly at the two little girls.

“Did you have a good time last night? I tried to stay awake until you came home, for I wanted to tell you Aunt Josephine had come and that you would have to go up-stairs after all, but I was so tired I fell asleep. I hope you didn’t disturb your aunt, Diana.”

“Did you have fun last night? I tried to stay up until you got home because I wanted to tell you Aunt Josephine came and that you’d have to go upstairs after all, but I was so tired I fell asleep. I hope you didn’t wake your aunt, Diana.”

Diana preserved a discreet silence, but she and Anne exchanged furtive smiles of guilty amusement across the table. Anne hurried home after breakfast and so remained in blissful ignorance of the disturbance which presently resulted in the Barry household until the late afternoon, when she went down to Mrs. Lynde’s on an errand for Marilla.

Diana kept quiet, but she and Anne shared quick, guilty smiles across the table. Anne rushed home after breakfast and stayed blissfully unaware of the chaos that soon erupted in the Barry household until late in the afternoon, when she went to Mrs. Lynde’s on an errand for Marilla.

“So you and Diana nearly frightened poor old Miss Barry to death last night?” said Mrs. Lynde severely, but with a twinkle in her eye. “Mrs. Barry was here a few minutes ago on her way to Carmody. She’s feeling real worried over it. Old Miss Barry was in a terrible temper when she got up this morning—and Josephine Barry’s temper is no joke, I can tell you that. She wouldn’t speak to Diana at all.”

“So you and Diana almost scared poor Miss Barry to death last night?” Mrs. Lynde said sternly, though there was a sparkle in her eye. “Mrs. Barry just stopped by a few minutes ago on her way to Carmody. She’s really worried about it. Miss Barry was in a dreadful mood when she woke up this morning—and I can tell you, Josephine Barry’s temper is no joke. She wouldn’t even talk to Diana.”

“It wasn’t Diana’s fault,” said Anne contritely. “It was mine. I suggested racing to see who would get into bed first.”

“It wasn’t Diana’s fault,” Anne said apologetically. “It was mine. I suggested we race to see who could get into bed first.”

“I knew it!” said Mrs. Lynde with the exultation of a correct guesser. “I knew that idea came out of your head. Well, it’s made a nice lot of trouble, that’s what. Old Miss Barry came out to stay for a month, but she declares she won’t stay another day and is going right back to town to-morrow, Sunday and all as it is. She’d have gone to-day if they could have taken her. She had promised to pay for a quarter’s music lessons for Diana, but now she is determined to do nothing at all for such a tomboy. Oh, I guess they had a lively time of it there this morning. The Barrys must feel cut up. Old Miss Barry is rich and they’d like to keep on the good side of her. Of course, Mrs. Barry didn’t say just that to me, but I’m a pretty good judge of human nature, that’s what.”

“I knew it!” said Mrs. Lynde, feeling triumphant about her right guess. “I knew that idea came from you. Well, it’s caused a whole lot of trouble, that's for sure. Old Miss Barry came to stay for a month, but she says she won’t stay another day and is heading right back to town tomorrow, Sunday and all. She would have left today if they could have taken her. She promised to pay for a quarter’s worth of music lessons for Diana, but now she’s decided to do nothing for such a tomboy. Oh, I bet they had quite the commotion there this morning. The Barrys must be feeling pretty upset. Old Miss Barry is wealthy, and they’d like to stay in her good graces. Of course, Mrs. Barry didn’t say exactly that to me, but I’m a pretty good judge of human nature, that’s for sure.”

“I’m such an unlucky girl,” mourned Anne. “I’m always getting into scrapes myself and getting my best friends—people I’d shed my heart’s blood for—into them, too. Can you tell me why it is so, Mrs. Lynde?”

“I’m such an unlucky girl,” Anne lamented. “I always find myself in trouble and drag my best friends—people I’d do anything for—into it, too. Can you tell me why that is, Mrs. Lynde?”

“It’s because you’re too heedless and impulsive, child, that’s what. You never stop to think—whatever comes into your head to say or do you say or do it without a moment’s reflection.”

“It’s because you’re too careless and impulsive, kid, that’s why. You never take a moment to think—whatever pops into your head to say or do, you just say or do it without any reflection.”

“Oh, but that’s the best of it,” protested Anne. “Something just flashes into your mind, so exciting, and you must out with it. If you stop to think it over you spoil it all. Haven’t you never felt that yourself, Mrs. Lynde?”

“Oh, but that’s the best part,” Anne insisted. “Something just pops into your mind, so thrilling, and you have to share it. If you pause to think it through, you ruin everything. Haven’t you ever felt that way, Mrs. Lynde?”

No, Mrs. Lynde had not. She shook her head sagely.

No, Mrs. Lynde had not. She nodded knowingly.

“You must learn to think a little, Anne, that’s what. The proverb you need to go by is ‘Look before you leap’—especially into spare-room beds.”

“You need to think a bit, Anne, that’s what. The saying you should keep in mind is ‘Look before you leap’—especially when it comes to spare-room beds.”

Mrs. Lynde laughed comfortably over her mild joke, but Anne remained pensive. She saw nothing to laugh at in the situation, which to her eyes appeared very serious. When she left Mrs. Lynde’s she took her way across the crusted fields to Orchard Slope. Diana met her at the kitchen door.

Mrs. Lynde chuckled at her lighthearted joke, but Anne stayed deep in thought. She found nothing funny about the situation, which seemed quite serious to her. After leaving Mrs. Lynde's, she walked across the frozen fields toward Orchard Slope. Diana was waiting for her at the kitchen door.

“Your Aunt Josephine was very cross about it, wasn’t she?” whispered Anne.

“Your Aunt Josephine was really upset about it, wasn’t she?” whispered Anne.

“Yes,” answered Diana, stifling a giggle with an apprehensive glance over her shoulder at the closed sitting-room door. “She was fairly dancing with rage, Anne. Oh, how she scolded. She said I was the worst-behaved girl she ever saw and that my parents ought to be ashamed of the way they had brought me up. She says she won’t stay and I’m sure I don’t care. But father and mother do.”

“Yes,” Diana replied, holding back a giggle and glancing nervously over her shoulder at the closed sitting-room door. “She was practically seething with anger, Anne. Oh, how she scolded me. She said I was the most poorly behaved girl she had ever seen and that my parents should be embarrassed by how they raised me. She says she won’t stay, and honestly, I don’t care. But Mom and Dad do.”

“Why didn’t you tell them it was my fault?” demanded Anne.

“Why didn’t you tell them it was my fault?” Anne asked.

“It’s likely I’d do such a thing, isn’t it?” said Diana with just scorn. “I’m no telltale, Anne Shirley, and anyhow I was just as much to blame as you.”

“It’s probably something I would do, right?” said Diana with obvious disdain. “I’m no snitch, Anne Shirley, and besides, I was just as much at fault as you.”

“Well, I’m going in to tell her myself,” said Anne resolutely.

“Well, I’m going in to tell her myself,” Anne said firmly.

Diana stared.

Diana was staring.

“Anne Shirley, you’d never! why—she’ll eat you alive!”

“Anne Shirley, you can't be serious! She'll totally eat you alive!”

“Don’t frighten me any more than I am frightened,” implored Anne. “I’d rather walk up to a cannon’s mouth. But I’ve got to do it, Diana. It was my fault and I’ve got to confess. I’ve had practice in confessing fortunately.”

“Don’t scare me more than I already am,” Anne pleaded. “I’d rather walk right up to a cannon. But I have to do it, Diana. It’s my fault, and I need to confess. Luckily, I’ve had practice in confessing.”

“Well, she’s in the room,” said Diana. “You can go in if you want to. I wouldn’t dare. And I don’t believe you’ll do a bit of good.”

“Well, she’s in the room,” Diana said. “You can go in if you want to. I wouldn’t dare. And I don’t think you’ll do any good.”

With this encouragement Anne bearded the lion in its den—that is to say, walked resolutely up to the sitting-room door and knocked faintly. A sharp “Come in” followed.

With this encouragement, Anne faced the challenge—she walked confidently up to the living room door and knocked lightly. A quick "Come in" responded.

Miss Josephine Barry, thin, prim and rigid, was knitting fiercely by the fire, her wrath quite unappeased and her eyes snapping through her gold-rimmed glasses. She wheeled around in her chair, expecting to see Diana, and beheld a white-faced girl whose great eyes were brimmed up with a mixture of desperate courage and shrinking terror.

Miss Josephine Barry, thin, prim, and stiff, was knitting intensely by the fire, her anger still simmering and her eyes flashing through her gold-rimmed glasses. She turned in her chair, expecting to see Diana, and found a pale girl whose large eyes were filled with a mix of desperate bravery and shrinking fear.

“Who are you?” demanded Miss Josephine Barry without ceremony.

“Who are you?” asked Miss Josephine Barry bluntly.

“I’m Anne of Green Gables,” said the small visitor tremulously, clasping her hands with her characteristic gesture, “and I’ve come to confess, if you please.”

“I’m Anne of Green Gables,” the little visitor said nervously, clasping her hands in her usual way, “and I’ve come to confess, if that’s okay.”

“Confess what?”

"Confess what exactly?"

“That it was all my fault about jumping into bed on you last night. I suggested it. Diana would never have thought of such a thing, I am sure. Diana is a very lady-like girl, Miss Barry. So you must see how unjust it is to blame her.”

“That it was all my fault for jumping into bed with you last night. I suggested it. Diana would never have thought of something like that, I'm sure. Diana is a very proper girl, Miss Barry. So you can see how unfair it is to blame her.”

“Oh, I must, hey? I rather think Diana did her share of the jumping at least. Such carryings-on in a respectable house!”

“Oh, I have to, right? I think Diana did her part in jumping at least. What a scene for a respectable house!”

“But we were only in fun,” persisted Anne. “I think you ought to forgive us, Miss Barry, now that we’ve apologized. And anyhow, please forgive Diana and let her have her music lessons. Diana’s heart is set on her music lessons, Miss Barry, and I know too well what it is to set your heart on a thing and not get it. If you must be cross with any one, be cross with me. I’ve been so used in my early days to having people cross at me that I can endure it much better than Diana can.”

“But we were just having fun,” Anne insisted. “I think you should forgive us, Miss Barry, now that we’ve said we’re sorry. And please forgive Diana and let her have her music lessons. Diana really wants her music lessons, Miss Barry, and I know how it feels to want something so badly and not get it. If you need to be upset with someone, be upset with me. I’ve gotten so used to people being mad at me in my early days that I can handle it way better than Diana can.”

Much of the snap had gone out of the old lady’s eyes by this time and was replaced by a twinkle of amused interest. But she still said severely:

Much of the spark had faded from the old lady's eyes by this time and was replaced by a glimmer of amused interest. But she still said firmly:

“I don’t think it is any excuse for you that you were only in fun. Little girls never indulged in that kind of fun when I was young. You don’t know what it is to be awakened out of a sound sleep, after a long and arduous journey, by two great girls coming bounce down on you.”

“I don’t think it’s a good excuse for you just because you were having fun. Little girls never engaged in that kind of fun when I was young. You have no idea what it’s like to be jolted awake from a deep sleep after a long and exhausting journey by two big girls bouncing down on you.”

“I don’t know, but I can imagine,” said Anne eagerly. “I’m sure it must have been very disturbing. But then, there is our side of it too. Have you any imagination, Miss Barry? If you have, just put yourself in our place. We didn’t know there was anybody in that bed and you nearly scared us to death. It was simply awful the way we felt. And then we couldn’t sleep in the spare room after being promised. I suppose you are used to sleeping in spare rooms. But just imagine what you would feel like if you were a little orphan girl who had never had such an honour.”

“I don’t know, but I can imagine,” Anne said eagerly. “I’m sure it must have been really unsettling. But then again, we have our side too. Do you have any imagination, Miss Barry? If you do, just think about being in our situation. We had no idea there was anyone in that bed, and you almost scared us to death. It felt simply awful. And then we couldn’t sleep in the spare room after being promised that we could. I guess you’re used to sleeping in spare rooms. But just think about how you would feel if you were a little orphan girl who had never experienced such an honor.”

All the snap had gone by this time. Miss Barry actually laughed—a sound which caused Diana, waiting in speechless anxiety in the kitchen outside, to give a great gasp of relief.

All the tension had faded by this time. Miss Barry actually laughed—a sound that made Diana, waiting in silent anxiety in the kitchen outside, let out a big gasp of relief.

“I’m afraid my imagination is a little rusty—it’s so long since I used it,” she said. “I dare say your claim to sympathy is just as strong as mine. It all depends on the way we look at it. Sit down here and tell me about yourself.”

“I’m afraid my imagination is a bit out of practice—it’s been so long since I used it,” she said. “I guess your right to sympathy is just as valid as mine. It all comes down to how we see it. Sit down here and tell me about yourself.”

“I am very sorry I can’t,” said Anne firmly. “I would like to, because you seem like an interesting lady, and you might even be a kindred spirit although you don’t look very much like it. But it is my duty to go home to Miss Marilla Cuthbert. Miss Marilla Cuthbert is a very kind lady who has taken me to bring up properly. She is doing her best, but it is very discouraging work. You must not blame her because I jumped on the bed. But before I go I do wish you would tell me if you will forgive Diana and stay just as long as you meant to in Avonlea.”

“I’m really sorry, but I can’t,” Anne said firmly. “I’d love to, because you seem like an interesting woman, and you might even be a kindred spirit, even if you don’t really look like it. But I have to go home to Miss Marilla Cuthbert. Miss Marilla Cuthbert is a very kind lady who is raising me to be proper. She’s doing her best, but it’s pretty discouraging work. Please don’t blame her for me jumping on the bed. But before I leave, I really wish you would tell me if you’ll forgive Diana and stay in Avonlea as long as you planned.”

“I think perhaps I will if you will come over and talk to me occasionally,” said Miss Barry.

“I think maybe I will if you come over and talk to me sometimes,” said Miss Barry.

That evening Miss Barry gave Diana a silver bangle bracelet and told the senior members of the household that she had unpacked her valise.

That evening, Miss Barry gave Diana a silver bangle bracelet and informed the older members of the household that she had unpacked her suitcase.

“I’ve made up my mind to stay simply for the sake of getting better acquainted with that Anne-girl,” she said frankly. “She amuses me, and at my time of life an amusing person is a rarity.”

“I’ve decided to stick around just to get to know that Anne girl better,” she said honestly. “She entertains me, and at my age, someone who’s entertaining is hard to come by.”

Marilla’s only comment when she heard the story was, “I told you so.” This was for Matthew’s benefit.

Marilla’s only comment when she heard the story was, “I told you so.” This was for Matthew’s benefit.

Miss Barry stayed her month out and over. She was a more agreeable guest than usual, for Anne kept her in good humour. They became firm friends.

Miss Barry stayed for more than a month. She was a more pleasant guest than usual because Anne kept her in a good mood. They became close friends.

When Miss Barry went away she said:

When Miss Barry left, she said:

“Remember, you Anne-girl, when you come to town you’re to visit me and I’ll put you in my very sparest spare-room bed to sleep.”

“Remember, you Anne-girl, when you come to town you're going to visit me, and I'll let you sleep in my extra spare room bed.”

“Miss Barry was a kindred spirit, after all,” Anne confided to Marilla. “You wouldn’t think so to look at her, but she is. You don’t find it right out at first, as in Matthew’s case, but after awhile you come to see it. Kindred spirits are not so scarce as I used to think. It’s splendid to find out there are so many of them in the world.”

“Miss Barry was a kindred spirit, after all,” Anne confided in Marilla. “You wouldn’t think so just by looking at her, but she is. You don’t realize it right away, like with Matthew, but eventually you start to see it. Kindred spirits aren’t as rare as I used to believe. It’s amazing to discover there are so many of them in the world.”


CHAPTER XX.
A GOOD IMAGINATION GONE WRONG
A good imagination gone wrong

Spring had come once more to Green Gables—the beautiful, capricious, reluctant Canadian spring, lingering along through April and May in a succession of sweet, fresh, chilly days, with pink sunsets and miracles of resurrection and growth. The maples in Lovers’ Lane were red-budded and little curly ferns pushed up around the Dryad’s Bubble. Away up in the barrens, behind Mr. Silas Sloane’s place, the Mayflowers blossomed out, pink and white stars of sweetness under their brown leaves. All the school girls and boys had one golden afternoon gathering them, coming home in the clear, echoing twilight with arms and baskets full of flowery spoil.

Springtime had arrived once again at Green Gables—the beautiful, unpredictable, reluctant Canadian spring that lingered through April and May with a series of sweet, fresh, chilly days, featuring pink sunsets and amazing moments of renewal and growth. The maples on Lovers’ Lane were covered in red buds, and little curly ferns were pushing up around the Dryad’s Bubble. Way up in the barrens behind Mr. Silas Sloane’s place, the Mayflowers bloomed, pink and white stars of sweetness beneath their brown leaves. All the school kids spent a golden afternoon picking them, returning home in the clear, echoing twilight with their arms and baskets full of floral treasures.

“I’m so sorry for people who live in lands where there are no Mayflowers,” said Anne. “Diana says perhaps they have something better, but there couldn’t be anything better than Mayflowers, could there, Marilla? And Diana says if they don’t know what they are like they don’t miss them. But I think that is the saddest thing of all. I think it would be tragic, Marilla, not to know what Mayflowers are like and not to miss them. Do you know what I think Mayflowers are, Marilla? I think they must be the souls of the flowers that died last summer and this is their heaven. But we had a splendid time to-day, Marilla. We had our lunch down in a big mossy hollow by an old well—such a romantic spot. Charlie Sloane dared Arty Gillis to jump over it, and Arty did because he wouldn’t take a dare. Nobody would in school. It is very fashionable to dare. Mr. Phillips gave all the Mayflowers he found to Prissy Andrews and I heard him say ‘sweets to the sweet.’ He got that out of a book, I know; but it shows he has some imagination. I was offered some Mayflowers too, but I rejected them with scorn. I can’t tell you the person’s name because I have vowed never to let it cross my lips. We made wreaths of the Mayflowers and put them on our hats; and when the time came to go home we marched in procession down the road, two by two, with our bouquets and wreaths, singing ‘My Home on the Hill.’ Oh, it was so thrilling, Marilla. All Mr. Silas Sloane’s folks rushed out to see us and everybody we met on the road stopped and stared after us. We made a real sensation.”

“I’m really sorry for people who live in places without Mayflowers,” said Anne. “Diana thinks they might have something better, but there’s nothing better than Mayflowers, right, Marilla? And Diana says if they don’t know what they’re like, they don’t miss them. But I think that’s the saddest part of all. I think it would be tragic, Marilla, not to know what Mayflowers are like and not to miss them. Do you know what I think Mayflowers are, Marilla? I think they must be the spirits of the flowers that died last summer, and this is their heaven. But we had an amazing time today, Marilla. We had our lunch in a big mossy hollow by an old well—such a romantic spot. Charlie Sloane dared Arty Gillis to jump over it, and Arty did because he wouldn’t refuse a dare. No one would in school. Daring is very fashionable. Mr. Phillips gave all the Mayflowers he found to Prissy Andrews and I heard him say ‘sweets to the sweet.’ He got that from a book, I know; but it shows he has some imagination. I was offered some Mayflowers too, but I turned them down with scorn. I can’t tell you who it was because I’ve vowed never to say their name. We made wreaths out of the Mayflowers and put them on our hats; and when it was time to go home, we marched down the road in pairs, with our bouquets and wreaths, singing ‘My Home on the Hill.’ Oh, it was so exciting, Marilla. All of Mr. Silas Sloane’s family came out to see us, and everyone we met on the road stopped and stared at us. We really made a scene.”

“Not much wonder! Such silly doings!” was Marilla’s response.

“Not a big surprise! Such foolish actions!” was Marilla’s response.

After the Mayflowers came the violets, and Violet Vale was empurpled with them. Anne walked through it on her way to school with reverent steps and worshipping eyes, as if she trod on holy ground.

After the Mayflowers came the violets, and Violet Vale was filled with them. Anne walked through it on her way to school with respectful steps and admiring eyes, as if she were walking on sacred ground.

“Somehow,” she told Diana, “when I’m going through here I don’t really care whether Gil—whether anybody gets ahead of me in class or not. But when I’m up in school it’s all different and I care as much as ever. There’s such a lot of different Annes in me. I sometimes think that is why I’m such a troublesome person. If I was just the one Anne it would be ever so much more comfortable, but then it wouldn’t be half so interesting.”

“Somehow,” she said to Diana, “when I’m going through this, I don’t really care whether Gil—whether anyone else gets ahead of me in class or not. But when I’m at school, it’s totally different, and I care just as much as ever. There are so many different Annes inside me. Sometimes I think that’s why I’m such a difficult person. If I were just the one Anne, it would be much more comfortable, but then it wouldn’t be nearly as interesting.”

One June evening, when the orchards were pink-blossomed again, when the frogs were singing silverly sweet in the marshes about the head of the Lake of Shining Waters, and the air was full of the savour of clover fields and balsamic fir woods, Anne was sitting by her gable window. She had been studying her lessons, but it had grown too dark to see the book, so she had fallen into wide-eyed reverie, looking out past the boughs of the Snow Queen, once more bestarred with its tufts of blossom.

One June evening, when the orchards were in bloom again, when the frogs were singing sweetly in the marshes near the Lake of Shining Waters, and the air was filled with the scent of clover fields and fragrant fir woods, Anne was sitting by her gable window. She had been studying her lessons, but it had gotten too dark to see the book, so she had drifted into a wide-eyed daydream, looking out past the branches of the Snow Queen, again adorned with its clusters of blossoms.

In all essential respects the little gable chamber was unchanged. The walls were as white, the pincushion as hard, the chairs as stiffly and yellowly upright as ever. Yet the whole character of the room was altered. It was full of a new vital, pulsing personality that seemed to pervade it and to be quite independent of schoolgirl books and dresses and ribbons, and even of the cracked blue jug full of apple blossoms on the table. It was as if all the dreams, sleeping and waking, of its vivid occupant had taken a visible although immaterial form and had tapestried the bare room with splendid filmy tissues of rainbow and moonshine. Presently Marilla came briskly in with some of Anne’s freshly ironed school aprons. She hung them over a chair and sat down with a short sigh. She had had one of her headaches that afternoon, and although the pain had gone she felt weak and “tuckered out,” as she expressed it. Anne looked at her with eyes limpid with sympathy.

In all important ways, the little gable room was unchanged. The walls were still white, the pincushion was still hard, and the chairs were as stiff and yellow as ever. Yet, the entire feel of the room had shifted. It was filled with a new, vibrant energy that seemed to fill the space, independent of schoolgirl books, dresses, ribbons, or even the cracked blue jug brimming with apple blossoms on the table. It was as if all the dreams, both asleep and awake, of its lively occupant had taken on a visible, yet intangible, form and had adorned the bare room with beautiful, sheer fabrics of rainbow and moonlight. Soon, Marilla came in quickly with some of Anne’s freshly ironed school aprons. She draped them over a chair and sat down with a small sigh. She had a headache that afternoon, and although the pain had subsided, she felt weak and “tuckered out,” as she put it. Anne looked at her with eyes full of sympathy.

“I do truly wish I could have had the headache in your place, Marilla. I would have endured it joyfully for your sake.”

“I really wish I could have taken the headache for you, Marilla. I would have suffered through it happily for your sake.”

“I guess you did your part in attending to the work and letting me rest,” said Marilla. “You seem to have got on fairly well and made fewer mistakes than usual. Of course it wasn’t exactly necessary to starch Matthew’s handkerchiefs! And most people when they put a pie in the oven to warm up for dinner take it out and eat it when it gets hot instead of leaving it to be burned to a crisp. But that doesn’t seem to be your way evidently.”

“I guess you did your part by taking care of the work and letting me rest,” said Marilla. “You seem to have done pretty well and made fewer mistakes than usual. Of course, it wasn't really necessary to starch Matthew’s handkerchiefs! And most people, when they put a pie in the oven to warm up for dinner, take it out and eat it when it gets hot instead of leaving it to get burned to a crisp. But that doesn’t seem to be how you do things, clearly.”

Headaches always left Marilla somewhat sarcastic.

Headaches always made Marilla a bit sarcastic.

“Oh, I’m so sorry,” said Anne penitently. “I never thought about that pie from the moment I put it in the oven till now, although I felt instinctively that there was something missing on the dinner table. I was firmly resolved, when you left me in charge this morning, not to imagine anything, but keep my thoughts on facts. I did pretty well until I put the pie in, and then an irresistible temptation came to me to imagine I was an enchanted princess shut up in a lonely tower with a handsome knight riding to my rescue on a coal-black steed. So that is how I came to forget the pie. I didn’t know I starched the handkerchiefs. All the time I was ironing I was trying to think of a name for a new island Diana and I have discovered up the brook. It’s the most ravishing spot, Marilla. There are two maple-trees on it and the brook flows right around it. At last it struck me that it would be splendid to call it Victoria Island because we found it on the Queen’s birthday. Both Diana and I are very loyal. But I’m very sorry about that pie and the handkerchiefs. I wanted to be extra good to-day because it’s an anniversary. Do you remember what happened this day last year, Marilla?”

“Oh, I’m really sorry,” said Anne regretfully. “I didn’t think about that pie at all from the moment I put it in the oven until now, even though I had a feeling that something was missing from the dinner table. I was determined, when you left me in charge this morning, not to daydream and to focus on the facts. I did pretty well until I put the pie in, and then I couldn’t help but daydream about being an enchanted princess trapped in a lonely tower with a handsome knight coming to rescue me on a coal-black horse. That’s how I forgot the pie. I didn’t even realize I starched the handkerchiefs. While I was ironing, I was trying to come up with a name for a new island that Diana and I discovered up the brook. It’s the most beautiful place, Marilla. There are two maple trees on it, and the brook flows all around it. Finally, it hit me that it would be perfect to call it Victoria Island since we found it on the Queen’s birthday. Diana and I are both really loyal. But I’m really sorry about that pie and the handkerchiefs. I wanted to be extra good today because it’s an anniversary. Do you remember what happened on this day last year, Marilla?”

“No, I can’t think of anything special.”

“No, I can’t think of anything specific.”

“Oh, Marilla, it was the day I came to Green Gables. I shall never forget it. It was the turning-point in my life. Of course it wouldn’t seem so important to you. I’ve been here for a year and I’ve been so happy. Of course, I’ve had my troubles, but one can live down troubles. Are you sorry you kept me, Marilla?”

“Oh, Marilla, it was the day I arrived at Green Gables. I will never forget it. It was a turning point in my life. Of course, it might not seem so significant to you. I’ve been here for a year and I’ve been so happy. Sure, I’ve had my troubles, but you can overcome them. Are you sorry you decided to keep me, Marilla?”

“No, I can’t say I’m sorry,” said Marilla, who sometimes wondered how she could have lived before Anne came to Green Gables, “no, not exactly sorry. If you’ve finished your lessons, Anne, I want you to run over and ask Mrs. Barry if she’ll lend me Diana’s apron pattern.”

“No, I can’t say I’m sorry,” said Marilla, who sometimes wondered how she had managed before Anne arrived at Green Gables, “no, not exactly sorry. If you’ve finished your lessons, Anne, I want you to run over and ask Mrs. Barry if she’ll lend me Diana’s apron pattern.”

“Oh—it’s—it’s too dark,” cried Anne.

“Oh—it’s—it’s too dark,” cried Anne.

“Too dark? Why, it’s only twilight. And goodness knows you’ve gone over often enough after dark.”

“Too dark? It's just twilight. And goodness knows you’ve visited often enough after dark.”

“I’ll go over early in the morning,” said Anne eagerly. “I’ll get up at sunrise and go over, Marilla.”

“I’ll head over early in the morning,” Anne said excitedly. “I’ll wake up at sunrise and go over, Marilla.”

“What has got into your head now, Anne Shirley? I want that pattern to cut out your new apron this evening. Go at once and be smart, too.”

“What’s got into you now, Anne Shirley? I need that pattern to cut out your new apron this evening. Go right away and make it quick, too.”

“I’ll have to go around by the road, then,” said Anne, taking up her hat reluctantly.

"I guess I'll have to go around the road, then," said Anne, picking up her hat with a sigh.

“Go by the road and waste half an hour! I’d like to catch you!”

“Take the road and waste half an hour! I want to catch you!”

“I can’t go through the Haunted Wood, Marilla,” cried Anne desperately.

“I can’t go through the Haunted Wood, Marilla,” Anne cried desperately.

Marilla stared.

Marilla looked in astonishment.

“The Haunted Wood! Are you crazy? What under the canopy is the Haunted Wood?”

“The Haunted Wood! Are you kidding? What on earth is the Haunted Wood?”

“The spruce wood over the brook,” said Anne in a whisper.

“The spruce trees by the stream,” Anne said softly.

“Fiddlesticks! There is no such thing as a haunted wood anywhere. Who has been telling you such stuff?”

“Come on! There’s no such thing as a haunted forest anywhere. Who has been telling you that?”

“Nobody,” confessed Anne. “Diana and I just imagined the wood was haunted. All the places around here are so—so—commonplace. We just got this up for our own amusement. We began it in April. A haunted wood is so very romantic, Marilla. We chose the spruce grove because it’s so gloomy. Oh, we have imagined the most harrowing things. There’s a white lady walks along the brook just about this time of the night and wrings her hands and utters wailing cries. She appears when there is to be a death in the family. And the ghost of a little murdered child haunts the corner up by Idlewild; it creeps up behind you and lays its cold fingers on your hand—so. Oh, Marilla, it gives me a shudder to think of it. And there’s a headless man stalks up and down the path and skeletons glower at you between the boughs. Oh, Marilla, I wouldn’t go through the Haunted Wood after dark now for anything. I’d be sure that white things would reach out from behind the trees and grab me.”

“Nobody,” Anne admitted. “Diana and I just imagined the woods were haunted. All the places around here are so—so—ordinary. We just made this up for our own fun. We started it in April. A haunted woods is really romantic, Marilla. We picked the spruce grove because it’s so dark. Oh, we’ve come up with the most terrifying stories. There’s a white lady who walks along the brook around this time of night, wringing her hands and making wailing cries. She shows up when someone in the family is about to die. And the ghost of a little murdered child haunts the corner near Idlewild; it creeps up behind you and lays its cold fingers on your hand—like this. Oh, Marilla, it gives me chills just thinking about it. And there’s a headless man who walks up and down the path and skeletons glare at you from between the branches. Oh, Marilla, I wouldn’t go through the Haunted Wood after dark for anything. I’d be sure some white figure would reach out from behind the trees and grab me.”

“Did ever any one hear the like!” ejaculated Marilla, who had listened in dumb amazement. “Anne Shirley, do you mean to tell me you believe all that wicked nonsense of your own imagination?”

“Has anyone ever heard anything like this!” exclaimed Marilla, who had listened in stunned disbelief. “Anne Shirley, are you really saying that you believe all that crazy nonsense you made up?”

“Not believe exactly,” faltered Anne. “At least, I don’t believe it in daylight. But after dark, Marilla, it’s different. That is when ghosts walk.”

“Not believe exactly,” faltered Anne. “At least, I don’t believe it in daylight. But after dark, Marilla, it’s different. That is when ghosts walk.”

“There are no such things as ghosts, Anne.”

“There are no such things as ghosts, Anne.”

“Oh, but there are, Marilla,” cried Anne eagerly. “I know people who have seen them. And they are respectable people. Charlie Sloane says that his grandmother saw his grandfather driving home the cows one night after he’d been buried for a year. You know Charlie Sloane’s grandmother wouldn’t tell a story for anything. She’s a very religious woman. And Mrs. Thomas’ father was pursued home one night by a lamb of fire with its head cut off hanging by a strip of skin. He said he knew it was the spirit of his brother and that it was a warning he would die within nine days. He didn’t, but he died two years after, so you see it was really true. And Ruby Gillis says—”

“Oh, but there are, Marilla,” Anne exclaimed excitedly. “I know people who have seen them. And they’re respectable people. Charlie Sloane says that his grandmother saw his grandfather driving home the cows one night after he’d been buried for a year. You know Charlie Sloane’s grandmother wouldn’t make up a story for anything. She’s a very religious woman. And Mrs. Thomas’ father was chased home one night by a headless lamb made of fire, just hanging by a strip of skin. He said he knew it was the spirit of his brother and that it was a warning he’d die within nine days. He didn’t, but he died two years later, so you see it was really true. And Ruby Gillis says—”

“Anne Shirley,” interrupted Marilla firmly, “I never want to hear you talking in this fashion again. I’ve had my doubts about that imagination of yours right along, and if this is going to be the outcome of it, I won’t countenance any such doings. You’ll go right over to Barry’s, and you’ll go through that spruce grove, just for a lesson and a warning to you. And never let me hear a word out of your head about haunted woods again.”

“Anne Shirley,” Marilla interrupted firmly, “I don’t ever want to hear you talking like this again. I’ve always had my doubts about your imagination, and if this is what it leads to, I won’t tolerate it. You’re going to head over to Barry’s, and you’ll go through that spruce grove, just as a lesson and a warning for you. And don’t let me hear another word about haunted woods again.”

Anne might plead and cry as she liked—and did, for her terror was very real. Her imagination had run away with her and she held the spruce grove in mortal dread after nightfall. But Marilla was inexorable. She marched the shrinking ghostseer down to the spring and ordered her to proceed straightway over the bridge and into the dusky retreats of wailing ladies and headless spectres beyond.

Anne could plead and cry as much as she wanted—and she did, because her fear was very real. Her imagination had taken over, and she was incredibly scared of the spruce grove after dark. But Marilla was unyielding. She led the terrified girl down to the spring and instructed her to go straight over the bridge into the shadowy areas filled with wailing ladies and headless ghosts beyond.

“Oh, Marilla, how can you be so cruel?” sobbed Anne. “What would you feel like if a white thing did snatch me up and carry me off?”

“Oh, Marilla, how can you be so cruel?” sobbed Anne. “How would you feel if a white thing snatched me up and carried me away?”

“I’ll risk it,” said Marilla unfeelingly. “You know I always mean what I say. I’ll cure you of imagining ghosts into places. March, now.”

“I’ll take the chance,” Marilla said coldly. “You know I always mean what I say. Let's go, now.”

Anne marched. That is, she stumbled over the bridge and went shuddering up the horrible dim path beyond. Anne never forgot that walk. Bitterly did she repent the license she had given to her imagination. The goblins of her fancy lurked in every shadow about her, reaching out their cold, fleshless hands to grasp the terrified small girl who had called them into being. A white strip of birch bark blowing up from the hollow over the brown floor of the grove made her heart stand still. The long-drawn wail of two old boughs rubbing against each other brought out the perspiration in beads on her forehead. The swoop of bats in the darkness over her was as the wings of unearthly creatures. When she reached Mr. William Bell’s field she fled across it as if pursued by an army of white things, and arrived at the Barry kitchen door so out of breath that she could hardly gasp out her request for the apron pattern. Diana was away so that she had no excuse to linger. The dreadful return journey had to be faced. Anne went back over it with shut eyes, preferring to take the risk of dashing her brains out among the boughs to that of seeing a white thing. When she finally stumbled over the log bridge she drew one long shivering breath of relief.

Anne marched. That is, she stumbled over the bridge and went shuddering up the awful dim path beyond. Anne never forgot that walk. She bitterly regretted the freedom she had given to her imagination. The goblins of her mind lurked in every shadow around her, reaching out their cold, fleshless hands to grab the terrified little girl who had called them into existence. A white piece of birch bark blowing up from the hollow over the brown ground of the grove made her heart stop. The long, drawn-out wail of two old branches rubbing against each other made beads of sweat form on her forehead. The swoop of bats in the darkness above her felt like the wings of otherworldly creatures. When she reached Mr. William Bell’s field, she dashed across it as if chased by an army of white things, arriving at the Barry kitchen door so out of breath that she could hardly gasp out her request for the apron pattern. Diana was away, so she had no reason to linger. The terrifying return journey had to be faced. Anne went back over it with her eyes closed, preferring to risk crashing into the branches rather than seeing a white thing. When she finally stumbled over the log bridge, she took one long, shuddering breath of relief.

“Well, so nothing caught you?” said Marilla unsympathetically.

"Well, so nothing caught you?" Marilla said, without any sympathy.

“Oh, Mar—Marilla,” chattered Anne, “I’ll b-b-be cont-t-tented with c-c-commonplace places after this.”

“Oh, Mar—Marilla,” chattered Anne, “I’ll b-b-be content with c-c-common places after this.”


CHAPTER XXI.
A NEW DEPARTURE IN FLAVOURINGS
A fresh take on flavors

“Dear me, there is nothing but meetings and partings in this world, as Mrs. Lynde says,” remarked Anne plaintively, putting her slate and books down on the kitchen table on the last day of June and wiping her red eyes with a very damp handkerchief. “Wasn’t it fortunate, Marilla, that I took an extra handkerchief to school to-day? I had a presentiment that it would be needed.”

“Hey me, it feels like all we have in this world are meetings and goodbyes, just like Mrs. Lynde says,” Anne said sadly, setting her slate and books on the kitchen table on the last day of June and wiping her red eyes with a very wet handkerchief. “Wasn’t it lucky, Marilla, that I brought an extra handkerchief to school today? I had a feeling it would come in handy.”

“I never thought you were so fond of Mr. Phillips that you’d require two handkerchiefs to dry your tears just because he was going away,” said Marilla.

“I never thought you liked Mr. Phillips so much that you’d need two handkerchiefs to dry your tears just because he was leaving,” said Marilla.

“I don’t think I was crying because I was really so very fond of him,” reflected Anne. “I just cried because all the others did. It was Ruby Gillis started it. Ruby Gillis has always declared she hated Mr. Phillips, but just as soon as he got up to make his farewell speech she burst into tears. Then all the girls began to cry, one after the other. I tried to hold out, Marilla. I tried to remember the time Mr. Phillips made me sit with Gil—with a boy; and the time he spelled my name without an e on the blackboard; and how he said I was the worst dunce he ever saw at geometry and laughed at my spelling; and all the times he had been so horrid and sarcastic; but somehow I couldn’t, Marilla, and I just had to cry too. Jane Andrews has been talking for a month about how glad she’d be when Mr. Phillips went away and she declared she’d never shed a tear. Well, she was worse than any of us and had to borrow a handkerchief from her brother—of course the boys didn’t cry—because she hadn’t brought one of her own, not expecting to need it. Oh, Marilla, it was heartrending. Mr. Phillips made such a beautiful farewell speech beginning, ‘The time has come for us to part.’ It was very affecting. And he had tears in his eyes too, Marilla. Oh, I felt dreadfully sorry and remorseful for all the times I’d talked in school and drawn pictures of him on my slate and made fun of him and Prissy. I can tell you I wished I’d been a model pupil like Minnie Andrews. She hadn’t anything on her conscience. The girls cried all the way home from school. Carrie Sloane kept saying every few minutes, ‘The time has come for us to part,’ and that would start us off again whenever we were in any danger of cheering up. I do feel dreadfully sad, Marilla. But one can’t feel quite in the depths of despair with two months vacation before them, can they, Marilla? And besides, we met the new minister and his wife coming from the station. For all I was feeling so bad about Mr. Phillips going away I couldn’t help taking a little interest in a new minister, could I? His wife is very pretty. Not exactly regally lovely, of course—it wouldn’t do, I suppose, for a minister to have a regally lovely wife, because it might set a bad example. Mrs. Lynde says the minister’s wife over at Newbridge sets a very bad example because she dresses so fashionably. Our new minister’s wife was dressed in blue muslin with lovely puffed sleeves and a hat trimmed with roses. Jane Andrews said she thought puffed sleeves were too worldly for a minister’s wife, but I didn’t make any such uncharitable remark, Marilla, because I know what it is to long for puffed sleeves. Besides, she’s only been a minister’s wife for a little while, so one should make allowances, shouldn’t they? They are going to board with Mrs. Lynde until the manse is ready.”

“I don’t think I was crying because I really liked him that much,” Anne reflected. “I cried because everyone else was. Ruby Gillis started it. Ruby Gillis has always said she hated Mr. Phillips, but as soon as he stood up to give his farewell speech, she burst into tears. Then all the girls started crying, one after another. I tried to hold back, Marilla. I tried to remember the time Mr. Phillips made me sit with Gil—with a boy; and the time he spelled my name without an e on the blackboard; and how he said I was the worst dunce he ever saw at geometry and laughed at my spelling; and all the times he had been so awful and sarcastic; but somehow I couldn't, Marilla, and I just had to cry too. Jane Andrews has been talking for a month about how glad she’d be when Mr. Phillips left and declared she'd never shed a tear. Well, she ended up being worse than any of us and had to borrow a handkerchief from her brother—of course boys didn’t cry—because she didn’t bring one of her own, not expecting to need it. Oh, Marilla, it was heartbreaking. Mr. Phillips gave such a beautiful farewell speech that started with, ‘The time has come for us to part.’ It was very touching. And he had tears in his eyes too, Marilla. Oh, I felt so sorry and guilty for all the times I talked in class, drew pictures of him on my slate, and made fun of him and Prissy. I can tell you I wished I’d been a model student like Minnie Andrews. She didn’t have anything to feel guilty about. The girls cried all the way home from school. Carrie Sloane kept saying every few minutes, ‘The time has come for us to part,’ and that would get us started again whenever we were in danger of feeling better. I do feel really sad, Marilla. But you can’t feel completely miserable with two months of vacation ahead, can you, Marilla? Besides, we met the new minister and his wife coming from the station. For all my sadness about Mr. Phillips leaving, I couldn’t help but feel a little interested in the new minister, could I? His wife is very pretty. Not exactly royal-looking, of course—it wouldn’t be appropriate for a minister to have a royal-looking wife, because it might set a bad example. Mrs. Lynde says the minister’s wife in Newbridge sets a terrible example because she dresses so fashionably. Our new minister’s wife was wearing a blue muslin dress with lovely puffed sleeves and a hat trimmed with roses. Jane Andrews said she thought puffed sleeves were too worldly for a minister’s wife, but I didn’t make any such unkind comment, Marilla, because I know what it feels like to long for puffed sleeves. Besides, she’s only been a minister’s wife for a little while, so we should cut her some slack, shouldn’t we? They are going to stay with Mrs. Lynde until the manse is ready.”

If Marilla, in going down to Mrs. Lynde’s that evening, was actuated by any motive save her avowed one of returning the quilting-frames she had borrowed the preceding winter, it was an amiable weakness shared by most of the Avonlea people. Many a thing Mrs. Lynde had lent, sometimes never expecting to see it again, came home that night in charge of the borrowers thereof. A new minister, and moreover a minister with a wife, was a lawful object of curiosity in a quiet little country settlement where sensations were few and far between.

If Marilla was motivated by anything other than her stated reason for returning the quilting frames she had borrowed the winter before when she visited Mrs. Lynde that evening, it was a kind of weakness that most people in Avonlea shared. Many things Mrs. Lynde had lent out—sometimes not expecting to ever see them again—came back that night with the borrowers. A new minister, especially one who had a wife, was a legitimate source of curiosity in a small, quiet country town where excitement was rare.

Old Mr. Bentley, the minister whom Anne had found lacking in imagination, had been pastor of Avonlea for eighteen years. He was a widower when he came, and a widower he remained, despite the fact that gossip regularly married him to this, that or the other one, every year of his sojourn. In the preceding February he had resigned his charge and departed amid the regrets of his people, most of whom had the affection born of long intercourse for their good old minister in spite of his shortcomings as an orator. Since then the Avonlea church had enjoyed a variety of religious dissipation in listening to the many and various candidates and “supplies” who came Sunday after Sunday to preach on trial. These stood or fell by the judgment of the fathers and mothers in Israel; but a certain small, red-haired girl who sat meekly in the corner of the old Cuthbert pew also had her opinions about them and discussed the same in full with Matthew, Marilla always declining from principle to criticize ministers in any shape or form.

Old Mr. Bentley, the minister whom Anne thought was a bit dull, had been the pastor of Avonlea for eighteen years. He was a widower when he arrived and remained one, even though every year gossip tried to match him up with someone different. Last February, he resigned and left, much to the regret of his congregation, most of whom had grown fond of their good old minister despite his shortcomings as a speaker. Since then, the Avonlea church has experienced a mix of religious speakers coming to preach on trial every Sunday. They were judged by the elders of the community, but a small, red-haired girl sitting quietly in the corner of the old Cuthbert pew also had her thoughts about them and discussed her opinions at length with Matthew, while Marilla consistently refused to criticize ministers in any way.

“I don’t think Mr. Smith would have done, Matthew,” was Anne’s final summing up. “Mrs. Lynde says his delivery was so poor, but I think his worst fault was just like Mr. Bentley’s—he had no imagination. And Mr. Terry had too much; he let it run away with him just as I did mine in the matter of the Haunted Wood. Besides, Mrs. Lynde says his theology wasn’t sound. Mr. Gresham was a very good man and a very religious man, but he told too many funny stories and made the people laugh in church; he was undignified, and you must have some dignity about a minister, mustn’t you, Matthew? I thought Mr. Marshall was decidedly attractive; but Mrs. Lynde says he isn’t married, or even engaged, because she made special inquiries about him, and she says it would never do to have a young unmarried minister in Avonlea, because he might marry in the congregation and that would make trouble. Mrs. Lynde is a very far-seeing woman, isn’t she, Matthew? I’m very glad they’ve called Mr. Allan. I liked him because his sermon was interesting and he prayed as if he meant it and not just as if he did it because he was in the habit of it. Mrs. Lynde says he isn’t perfect, but she says she supposes we couldn’t expect a perfect minister for seven hundred and fifty dollars a year, and anyhow his theology is sound because she questioned him thoroughly on all the points of doctrine. And she knows his wife’s people and they are most respectable and the women are all good housekeepers. Mrs. Lynde says that sound doctrine in the man and good housekeeping in the woman make an ideal combination for a minister’s family.”

“I don’t think Mr. Smith was a good fit, Matthew,” Anne concluded. “Mrs. Lynde thinks his delivery was terrible, but I believe his biggest flaw was similar to Mr. Bentley’s—he lacked imagination. Mr. Terry had too much imagination; it got away from him just like mine did with the Haunted Wood. Plus, Mrs. Lynde says his theology wasn’t solid. Mr. Gresham was a really good and religious man, but he told too many funny stories and made people laugh in church; he was undignified, and a minister needs to have some dignity, don’t you think, Matthew? I found Mr. Marshall quite appealing; however, Mrs. Lynde says he isn't married or even engaged because she made a point to ask about him, and she believes it wouldn’t be right to have a young unmarried minister in Avonlea, since he might marry someone from the congregation, which would cause problems. Mrs. Lynde is very forward-thinking, isn’t she, Matthew? I’m really glad they chose Mr. Allan. I liked him because his sermon was engaging and he prayed like he meant it, not just out of habit. Mrs. Lynde says he isn’t perfect, but she thinks we can’t expect a perfect minister for seven hundred and fifty dollars a year, and anyway, his theology is solid because she asked him many questions about all the doctrines. She also knows his wife's family, and they are very respectable with all the women being good housekeepers. Mrs. Lynde says that sound doctrine in the man and good housekeeping in the woman make the perfect combination for a minister’s family.”

The new minister and his wife were a young, pleasant-faced couple, still in their honeymoon, and full of all good and beautiful enthusiasms for their chosen life-work. Avonlea opened its heart to them from the start. Old and young liked the frank, cheerful young man with his high ideals, and the bright, gentle little lady who assumed the mistress-ship of the manse. With Mrs. Allan Anne fell promptly and whole-heartedly in love. She had discovered another kindred spirit.

The new minister and his wife were a young, friendly couple, still in their honeymoon phase, full of good and beautiful excitement for their chosen life work. Avonlea welcomed them immediately. Both old and young liked the honest, cheerful young man with his high ideals, and the bright, kind little lady who took charge of the manse. Anne quickly and completely fell in love with Mrs. Allan. She had found another kindred spirit.

“Mrs. Allan is perfectly lovely,” she announced one Sunday afternoon. “She’s taken our class and she’s a splendid teacher. She said right away she didn’t think it was fair for the teacher to ask all the questions, and you know, Marilla, that is exactly what I’ve always thought. She said we could ask her any question we liked, and I asked ever so many. I’m good at asking questions, Marilla.”

“Mrs. Allan is absolutely wonderful,” she said one Sunday afternoon. “She’s taken our class and she’s an amazing teacher. She mentioned right away that she didn’t think it was fair for the teacher to ask all the questions, and you know, Marilla, that’s exactly what I’ve always thought. She said we could ask her any questions we wanted, and I asked a ton. I’m really good at asking questions, Marilla.”

“I believe you,” was Marilla’s emphatic comment.

“I believe you,” Marilla said firmly.

“Nobody else asked any except Ruby Gillis, and she asked if there was to be a Sunday-school picnic this summer. I didn’t think that was a very proper question to ask because it hadn’t any connection with the lesson—the lesson was about Daniel in the lions’ den—but Mrs. Allan just smiled and said she thought there would be. Mrs. Allan has a lovely smile; she has such exquisite dimples in her cheeks. I wish I had dimples in my cheeks, Marilla. I’m not half so skinny as I was when I came here, but I have no dimples yet. If I had perhaps I could influence people for good. Mrs. Allan said we ought always to try to influence other people for good. She talked so nice about everything. I never knew before that religion was such a cheerful thing. I always thought it was kind of melancholy, but Mrs. Allan’s isn’t, and I’d like to be a Christian if I could be one like her. I wouldn’t want to be one like Mr. Superintendent Bell.”

“Nobody else asked anything except Ruby Gillis, and she wanted to know if there would be a Sunday school picnic this summer. I didn’t think that was a very appropriate question to ask because it had nothing to do with the lesson—the lesson was about Daniel in the lions’ den—but Mrs. Allan just smiled and said she thought there would be. Mrs. Allan has a lovely smile; she has such exquisite dimples in her cheeks. I wish I had dimples in my cheeks, Marilla. I’m not nearly as skinny as I was when I came here, but I still don’t have dimples. If I did, maybe I could influence people for good. Mrs. Allan said we should always try to influence others positively. She talked so nicely about everything. I never knew before that religion could be so cheerful. I always thought it was kind of gloomy, but Mrs. Allan’s isn’t, and I’d like to be a Christian if I could be one like her. I wouldn’t want to be one like Mr. Superintendent Bell.”

“It’s very naughty of you to speak so about Mr. Bell,” said Marilla severely. “Mr. Bell is a real good man.”

“It’s really wrong of you to talk about Mr. Bell like that,” Marilla said sternly. “Mr. Bell is a genuinely good man.”

“Oh, of course he’s good,” agreed Anne, “but he doesn’t seem to get any comfort out of it. If I could be good I’d dance and sing all day because I was glad of it. I suppose Mrs. Allan is too old to dance and sing and of course it wouldn’t be dignified in a minister’s wife. But I can just feel she’s glad she’s a Christian and that she’d be one even if she could get to heaven without it.”

“Oh, of course he’s good,” Anne agreed, “but he doesn’t seem to find any joy in it. If I could be good, I’d dance and sing all day because I’d be so happy about it. I guess Mrs. Allan is too old to dance and sing, and it wouldn’t be appropriate for a minister’s wife anyway. But I can just tell she’s grateful to be a Christian and that she’d choose to be one even if she could get to heaven without it.”

“I suppose we must have Mr. and Mrs. Allan up to tea some day soon,” said Marilla reflectively. “They’ve been most everywhere but here. Let me see. Next Wednesday would be a good time to have them. But don’t say a word to Matthew about it, for if he knew they were coming he’d find some excuse to be away that day. He’d got so used to Mr. Bentley he didn’t mind him, but he’s going to find it hard to get acquainted with a new minister, and a new minister’s wife will frighten him to death.”

“I guess we should invite Mr. and Mrs. Allan over for tea soon,” Marilla said thoughtfully. “They’ve been almost everywhere but here. Let me think. Next Wednesday would be a good time for that. But don’t mention it to Matthew, because if he finds out they’re coming, he’ll come up with some excuse to be away that day. He’s gotten so used to Mr. Bentley that he doesn’t mind him, but he’s going to struggle to get to know a new minister, and a new minister’s wife will scare him to death.”

“I’ll be as secret as the dead,” assured Anne. “But oh, Marilla, will you let me make a cake for the occasion? I’d love to do something for Mrs. Allan, and you know I can make a pretty good cake by this time.”

“I’ll keep it a secret, just like the dead,” Anne promised. “But oh, Marilla, can I bake a cake for the occasion? I’d really like to do something for Mrs. Allan, and you know I can make a pretty good cake by now.”

“You can make a layer cake,” promised Marilla.

“You can make a layer cake,” Marilla assured.

Monday and Tuesday great preparations went on at Green Gables. Having the minister and his wife to tea was a serious and important undertaking, and Marilla was determined not to be eclipsed by any of the Avonlea housekeepers. Anne was wild with excitement and delight. She talked it all over with Diana Tuesday night in the twilight, as they sat on the big red stones by the Dryad’s Bubble and made rainbows in the water with little twigs dipped in fir balsam.

Monday and Tuesday, there were big preparations happening at Green Gables. Hosting the minister and his wife for tea was a big deal, and Marilla was set on making sure she didn’t fall behind any of the other housekeepers in Avonlea. Anne was ecstatic and thrilled. She shared all her thoughts with Diana on Tuesday night during twilight while they sat on the big red stones by the Dryad’s Bubble, creating rainbows in the water with little twigs dipped in fir balsam.

“Everything is ready, Diana, except my cake which I’m to make in the morning, and the baking-powder biscuits which Marilla will make just before tea-time. I assure you, Diana, that Marilla and I have had a busy two days of it. It’s such a responsibility having a minister’s family to tea. I never went through such an experience before. You should just see our pantry. It’s a sight to behold. We’re going to have jellied chicken and cold tongue. We’re to have two kinds of jelly, red and yellow, and whipped cream and lemon pie, and cherry pie, and three kinds of cookies, and fruit-cake, and Marilla’s famous yellow plum preserves that she keeps especially for ministers, and pound cake and layer cake, and biscuits as aforesaid; and new bread and old both, in case the minister is dyspeptic and can’t eat new. Mrs. Lynde says ministers mostly are dyspeptic, but I don’t think Mr. Allan has been a minister long enough for it to have had a bad effect on him. I just grow cold when I think of my layer cake. Oh, Diana, what if it shouldn’t be good! I dreamed last night that I was chased all around by a fearful goblin with a big layer cake for a head.”

“Everything is ready, Diana, except my cake, which I’ll make in the morning, and the baking powder biscuits that Marilla will whip up just before tea-time. I promise you, Diana, that Marilla and I have been super busy for the last two days. It’s such a big deal having a minister's family over for tea. I’ve never gone through anything like this before. You should see our pantry; it’s quite the sight. We’re having jellied chicken and cold tongue. We’ll have two kinds of jelly, red and yellow, along with whipped cream, lemon pie, cherry pie, three kinds of cookies, fruitcake, and Marilla’s famous yellow plum preserves that she saves just for ministers, plus pound cake and layer cake, and the aforementioned biscuits; and both new and old bread, in case the minister has a sensitive stomach and can’t eat fresh. Mrs. Lynde says ministers usually have upset stomachs, but I don’t think Mr. Allan has been a minister long enough for it to affect him negatively yet. I get chills just thinking about my layer cake. Oh, Diana, what if it doesn’t turn out well! I dreamed last night that a scary goblin was chasing me around with a giant layer cake for a head.”

“It’ll be good, all right,” assured Diana, who was a very comfortable sort of friend. “I’m sure that piece of the one you made that we had for lunch in Idlewild two weeks ago was perfectly elegant.”

“It’ll be great, for sure,” said Diana, who was a really easygoing friend. “I’m certain that slice of the one you made that we had for lunch in Idlewild two weeks ago was absolutely beautiful.”

“Yes; but cakes have such a terrible habit of turning out bad just when you especially want them to be good,” sighed Anne, setting a particularly well-balsamed twig afloat. “However, I suppose I shall just have to trust to Providence and be careful to put in the flour. Oh, look, Diana, what a lovely rainbow! Do you suppose the dryad will come out after we go away and take it for a scarf?”

“Yes; but cakes have such a terrible habit of turning out bad right when you really want them to be good,” sighed Anne, setting a particularly well-balsamed twig afloat. “But I guess I’ll just have to trust in fate and make sure to add the flour. Oh, look, Diana, what a beautiful rainbow! Do you think the dryad will come out after we leave and take it for a scarf?”

“You know there is no such thing as a dryad,” said Diana. Diana’s mother had found out about the Haunted Wood and had been decidedly angry over it. As a result Diana had abstained from any further imitative flights of imagination and did not think it prudent to cultivate a spirit of belief even in harmless dryads.

“You know there’s no such thing as a dryad,” Diana said. Her mom had found out about the Haunted Wood and was really upset about it. Because of that, Diana had stopped any further flights of fancy and didn’t think it was wise to believe in even harmless dryads.

“But it’s so easy to imagine there is,” said Anne. “Every night, before I go to bed, I look out of my window and wonder if the dryad is really sitting here, combing her locks with the spring for a mirror. Sometimes I look for her footprints in the dew in the morning. Oh, Diana, don’t give up your faith in the dryad!”

“But it’s so easy to picture it,” said Anne. “Every night, before I go to bed, I look out my window and wonder if the dryad is actually sitting here, combing her hair with the spring as a mirror. Sometimes I search for her footprints in the dew in the morning. Oh, Diana, don’t lose your belief in the dryad!”

Wednesday morning came. Anne got up at sunrise because she was too excited to sleep. She had caught a severe cold in the head by reason of her dabbling in the spring on the preceding evening; but nothing short of absolute pneumonia could have quenched her interest in culinary matters that morning. After breakfast she proceeded to make her cake. When she finally shut the oven door upon it she drew a long breath.

Wednesday morning arrived. Anne woke up at sunrise because she was too excited to sleep. She had caught a bad cold from playing in the spring the night before, but nothing short of severe pneumonia could dampen her enthusiasm for cooking that morning. After breakfast, she got to work on her cake. When she finally closed the oven door on it, she let out a long breath.

“I’m sure I haven’t forgotten anything this time, Marilla. But do you think it will rise? Just suppose perhaps the baking-powder isn’t good? I used it out of the new can. And Mrs. Lynde says you can never be sure of getting good baking-powder nowadays when everything is so adulterated. Mrs. Lynde says the Government ought to take the matter up, but she says we’ll never see the day when a Tory Government will do it. Marilla, what if that cake doesn’t rise?”

“I’m pretty sure I didn’t forget anything this time, Marilla. But do you think it will rise? What if the baking powder is bad? I used some from the new can. And Mrs. Lynde says you can never be sure about the quality of baking powder these days since everything is so messed up. Mrs. Lynde thinks the government should address it, but she says we’ll never see a Tory government actually do anything about it. Marilla, what if that cake doesn’t rise?”

“We’ll have plenty without it,” was Marilla’s unimpassioned way of looking at the subject.

“We’ll have plenty without it,” Marilla said calmly.

The cake did rise, however, and came out of the oven as light and feathery as golden foam. Anne, flushed with delight, clapped it together with layers of ruby jelly and, in imagination, saw Mrs. Allan eating it and possibly asking for another piece!

The cake did rise, though, and came out of the oven as light and fluffy as golden foam. Anne, glowing with excitement, layered it with ruby jelly and imagined Mrs. Allan enjoying it and maybe even asking for another slice!

“You’ll be using the best tea-set, of course, Marilla,” she said. “Can I fix up the table with ferns and wild roses?”

“You’ll be using the best tea set, of course, Marilla,” she said. “Can I decorate the table with ferns and wild roses?”

“I think that’s all nonsense,” sniffed Marilla. “In my opinion it’s the eatables that matter and not flummery decorations.”

“I think that’s all nonsense,” sniffed Marilla. “In my opinion, it’s the food that matters and not fancy decorations.”

“Mrs. Barry had her table decorated,” said Anne, who was not entirely guiltless of the wisdom of the serpent, “and the minister paid her an elegant compliment. He said it was a feast for the eye as well as the palate.”

“Mrs. Barry had her table decorated,” said Anne, who wasn’t completely innocent of the serpent’s wisdom, “and the minister gave her a lovely compliment. He said it was a feast for both the eyes and the taste.”

“Well, do as you like,” said Marilla, who was quite determined not to be surpassed by Mrs. Barry or anybody else. “Only mind you leave enough room for the dishes and the food.”

“Well, do what you want,” said Marilla, who was determined not to be outdone by Mrs. Barry or anyone else. “Just make sure you leave enough space for the dishes and the food.”

Anne laid herself out to decorate in a manner and after a fashion that should leave Mrs. Barry’s nowhere. Having abundance of roses and ferns and a very artistic taste of her own, she made that tea-table such a thing of beauty that when the minister and his wife sat down to it they exclaimed in chorus over its loveliness.

Anne set out to decorate in a way that would make Mrs. Barry's look plain. With plenty of roses, ferns, and her own artistic flair, she transformed the tea table into such a beautiful display that when the minister and his wife sat down to it, they both marveled at its beauty.

“It’s Anne’s doings,” said Marilla, grimly just; and Anne felt that Mrs. Allan’s approving smile was almost too much happiness for this world.

“It’s Anne’s doing,” Marilla said grimly; and Anne felt that Mrs. Allan’s approving smile was almost too much happiness for this world.

Matthew was there, having been inveigled into the party only goodness and Anne knew how. He had been in such a state of shyness and nervousness that Marilla had given him up in despair, but Anne took him in hand so successfully that he now sat at the table in his best clothes and white collar and talked to the minister not uninterestingly. He never said a word to Mrs. Allan, but that perhaps was not to be expected.

Matthew was there, having been convinced to come to the party thanks to Anne. He had been so shy and nervous that Marilla had given up hope for him, but Anne took care of him so well that he now sat at the table in his best clothes and white collar, engaging in conversation with the minister in a fairly interesting way. He didn't say anything to Mrs. Allan, but that was probably to be expected.

All went merry as a marriage bell until Anne’s layer cake was passed. Mrs. Allan, having already been helped to a bewildering variety, declined it. But Marilla, seeing the disappointment on Anne’s face, said smilingly:

All was cheerful like a wedding bell until Anne’s layer cake was served. Mrs. Allan, having already been offered an overwhelming assortment, declined it. But Marilla, noticing the disappointment on Anne’s face, said with a smile:

“Oh, you must take a piece of this, Mrs. Allan. Anne made it on purpose for you.”

“Oh, you have to try a piece of this, Mrs. Allan. Anne made it just for you.”

“In that case I must sample it,” laughed Mrs. Allan, helping herself to a plump triangle, as did also the minister and Marilla.

“In that case, I have to try it,” laughed Mrs. Allan, taking a generous piece for herself, just like the minister and Marilla did.

Mrs. Allan took a mouthful of hers and a most peculiar expression crossed her face; not a word did she say, however, but steadily ate away at it. Marilla saw the expression and hastened to taste the cake.

Mrs. Allan took a bite of hers, and a really strange look crossed her face; she didn’t say a word, though, and just kept eating it. Marilla noticed the look and quickly decided to try the cake.

“Anne Shirley!” she exclaimed, “what on earth did you put into that cake?”

“Anne Shirley!” she exclaimed, “what on earth did you put in that cake?”

“Nothing but what the recipe said, Marilla,” cried Anne with a look of anguish. “Oh, isn’t it all right?”

“Nothing except what the recipe said, Marilla,” cried Anne with a look of anguish. “Oh, isn’t it all right?”

“All right! It’s simply horrible. Mrs. Allan, don’t try to eat it. Anne, taste it yourself. What flavouring did you use?”

“Okay! This is just awful. Mrs. Allan, don’t even try to eat it. Anne, give it a taste yourself. What flavor did you use?”

“Vanilla,” said Anne, her face scarlet with mortification after tasting the cake. “Only vanilla. Oh, Marilla, it must have been the baking-powder. I had my suspicions of that bak—”

“Vanilla,” said Anne, her face red with embarrassment after tasting the cake. “Just vanilla. Oh, Marilla, it must have been the baking powder. I had my doubts about that bake—”

“Baking-powder fiddlesticks! Go and bring me the bottle of vanilla you used.”

"Baking powder nonsense! Go get me the bottle of vanilla you used."

Anne fled to the pantry and returned with a small bottle partially filled with a brown liquid and labelled yellowly, “Best Vanilla.”

Anne ran to the pantry and came back with a small bottle that was partly filled with a brown liquid and had a yellow label that said, “Best Vanilla.”

Marilla took it, uncorked it, smelled it.

Marilla took it, opened the bottle, and sniffed it.

“Mercy on us, Anne, you’ve flavoured that cake with anodyne liniment. I broke the liniment bottle last week and poured what was left into an old empty vanilla bottle. I suppose it’s partly my fault—I should have warned you—but for pity’s sake why couldn’t you have smelled it?”

“Please, Anne, you’ve flavored that cake with anodyne liniment. I broke the liniment bottle last week and poured what was left into an old empty vanilla bottle. I guess it’s partly my fault—I should have warned you—but for heaven's sake, why didn’t you smell it?”

Anne dissolved into tears under this double disgrace.

Anne broke down in tears from this double humiliation.

“I couldn’t—I had such a cold!” and with this she fairly fled to the gable chamber, where she cast herself on the bed and wept as one who refuses to be comforted.

“I couldn’t—I was freezing!” With that, she rushed to the gable room, threw herself onto the bed, and cried like someone who doesn’t want to be consoled.

Presently a light step sounded on the stairs and somebody entered the room.

Presently, a light step echoed on the stairs, and someone walked into the room.

“Oh, Marilla,” sobbed Anne without looking up, “I’m disgraced for ever. I shall never be able to live this down. It will get out—things always do get out in Avonlea. Diana will ask me how my cake turned out and I shall have to tell her the truth. I shall always be pointed at as the girl who flavoured a cake with anodyne liniment. Gil— the boys in school will never get over laughing at it. Oh, Marilla, if you have a spark of Christian pity don’t tell me that I must go down and wash the dishes after this. I’ll wash them when the minister and his wife are gone, but I cannot ever look Mrs. Allan in the face again. Perhaps she’ll think I tried to poison her. Mrs. Lynde says she knows an orphan girl who tried to poison her benefactor. But the liniment isn’t poisonous. It’s meant to be taken internally—although not in cakes. Won’t you tell Mrs. Allan so, Marilla?”

“Oh, Marilla,” sobbed Anne without looking up, “I’m completely embarrassed. I’ll never be able to live this down. It will get out—things always do get around in Avonlea. Diana will ask me how my cake turned out, and I’ll have to tell her the truth. I’ll always be known as the girl who flavored a cake with anodyne liniment. Gil—the boys at school will never stop laughing about it. Oh, Marilla, if you’ve got any shred of Christian compassion, please don’t tell me I have to go wash the dishes after this. I’ll clean them up once the minister and his wife leave, but I can’t face Mrs. Allan again. Maybe she’ll think I tried to poison her. Mrs. Lynde says she knows an orphan girl who attempted to poison her benefactor. But the liniment isn’t poisonous. It’s meant to be taken internally—just not in cakes. Won’t you tell Mrs. Allan that, Marilla?”

“Suppose you jump up and tell her so yourself,” said a merry voice.

“Why don’t you jump up and tell her yourself?” said a cheerful voice.

Anne flew up, to find Mrs. Allan standing by her bed, surveying her with laughing eyes.

Anne jumped up to see Mrs. Allan standing by her bed, looking at her with laughing eyes.

“My dear little girl, you mustn’t cry like this,” she said, genuinely disturbed by Anne’s tragic face. “Why, it’s all just a funny mistake that anybody might make.”

“My dear little girl, you shouldn’t cry like this,” she said, genuinely upset by Anne’s sad expression. “It’s just a silly mistake that anyone could make.”

“Oh, no, it takes me to make such a mistake,” said Anne forlornly. “And I wanted to have that cake so nice for you, Mrs. Allan.”

“Oh no, it’s my fault for making such a mistake,” said Anne sadly. “I really wanted to make that cake nice for you, Mrs. Allan.”

“Yes, I know, dear. And I assure you I appreciate your kindness and thoughtfulness just as much as if it had turned out all right. Now, you mustn’t cry any more, but come down with me and show me your flower garden. Miss Cuthbert tells me you have a little plot all your own. I want to see it, for I’m very much interested in flowers.”

“Yes, I know, dear. And I promise you I appreciate your kindness and thoughtfulness just as much as if everything had gone well. Now, you shouldn’t cry anymore, but come down with me and show me your flower garden. Miss Cuthbert tells me you have a little patch all your own. I want to see it because I’m really interested in flowers.”

Anne permitted herself to be led down and comforted, reflecting that it was really providential that Mrs. Allan was a kindred spirit. Nothing more was said about the liniment cake, and when the guests went away Anne found that she had enjoyed the evening more than could have been expected, considering that terrible incident. Nevertheless she sighed deeply.

Anne allowed herself to be guided down and comforted, thinking that it was truly fortunate that Mrs. Allan was a kindred spirit. Nothing more was mentioned about the liniment cake, and when the guests left, Anne realized she had enjoyed the evening more than she could have anticipated, given that awful incident. Still, she sighed deeply.

“Marilla, isn’t it nice to think that to-morrow is a new day with no mistakes in it yet?”

“Marilla, isn’t it great to think that tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it yet?”

“I’ll warrant you’ll make plenty in it,” said Marilla. “I never saw your beat for making mistakes, Anne.”

“I bet you’ll make a lot of money from it,” said Marilla. “I’ve never seen anyone mess up like you, Anne.”

“Yes, and well I know it,” admitted Anne mournfully. “But have you ever noticed one encouraging thing about me, Marilla? I never make the same mistake twice.”

“Yes, and I know it well,” admitted Anne sadly. “But have you ever noticed one good thing about me, Marilla? I never make the same mistake twice.”

“I don’t know as that’s much benefit when you’re always making new ones.”

"I don't see how that's much of a benefit when you're always making new ones."

“Oh, don’t you see, Marilla? There must be a limit to the mistakes one person can make, and when I get to the end of them, then I’ll be through with them. That’s a very comforting thought.”

“Oh, don’t you see, Marilla? There has to be a limit to the mistakes one person can make, and when I reach the end of them, then I’ll be done with them. That’s a really comforting thought.”

“Well, you’d better go and give that cake to the pigs,” said Marilla. “It isn’t fit for any human to eat, not even Jerry Buote.”

“Well, you might as well go give that cake to the pigs,” said Marilla. “It’s not fit for anyone to eat, not even Jerry Buote.”


CHAPTER XXII.
ANNE IS INVITED OUT TO TEA
ANNE IS INVITED OUT FOR TEA

“And what are your eyes popping out of your head about now?” asked Marilla, when Anne had just come in from a run to the post-office. “Have you discovered another kindred spirit?”

And what’s got your eyes so wide today?” asked Marilla, when Anne had just come in from a trip to the post office. “Did you find another kindred spirit?”

Excitement hung around Anne like a garment, shone in her eyes, kindled in every feature. She had come dancing up the lane, like a wind-blown sprite, through the mellow sunshine and lazy shadows of the August evening.

Excitement surrounded Anne like a cozy outfit, sparkled in her eyes, and lit up her whole face. She had danced up the lane like a carefree spirit, through the warm sunshine and relaxed shadows of the August evening.

“No, Marilla, but oh, what do you think? I am invited to tea at the manse to-morrow afternoon! Mrs. Allan left the letter for me at the post-office. Just look at it, Marilla. ‘Miss Anne Shirley, Green Gables.’ That is the first time I was ever called ‘Miss.’ Such a thrill as it gave me! I shall cherish it for ever among my choicest treasures.”

“No, Marilla, but oh, guess what? I’m invited to tea at the manse tomorrow afternoon! Mrs. Allan left me the letter at the post office. Just look at it, Marilla. ‘Miss Anne Shirley, Green Gables.’ That’s the first time I’ve ever been called ‘Miss.’ What a thrill it gave me! I’ll treasure it forever among my most favorite things.”

“Mrs. Allan told me she meant to have all the members of her Sunday-school class to tea in turn,” said Marilla, regarding the wonderful event very coolly. “You needn’t get in such a fever over it. Do learn to take things calmly, child.”

“Mrs. Allan told me she plans to have each member of her Sunday school class over for tea in turn,” Marilla said, looking at the amazing event quite coolly. “You don’t need to get so worked up about it. Do learn to take things easy, kid.”

For Anne to take things calmly would have been to change her nature. All “spirit and fire and dew,” as she was, the pleasures and pains of life came to her with trebled intensity. Marilla felt this and was vaguely troubled over it, realizing that the ups and downs of existence would probably bear hardly on this impulsive soul and not sufficiently understanding that the equally great capacity for delight might more than compensate. Therefore Marilla conceived it to be her duty to drill Anne into a tranquil uniformity of disposition as impossible and alien to her as to a dancing sunbeam in one of the brook shallows. She did not make much headway, as she sorrowfully admitted to herself. The downfall of some dear hope or plan plunged Anne into “deeps of affliction.” The fulfilment thereof exalted her to dizzy realms of delight. Marilla had almost begun to despair of ever fashioning this waif of the world into her model little girl of demure manners and prim deportment. Neither would she have believed that she really liked Anne much better as she was.

For Anne to take things calmly would have meant changing who she was. Full of “spirit and fire and dew,” she experienced the joys and sorrows of life with intense feelings. Marilla sensed this and felt a vague worry, realizing that the ups and downs of life would likely affect this impulsive girl deeply, without fully grasping that her great capacity for joy could more than make up for it. So, Marilla thought it was her job to mold Anne into a serene and steady person, which was as foreign to her as a dancing sunbeam in a brook. She didn't make much progress, as she sadly admitted to herself. The collapse of a cherished hope or plan sent Anne into “deep despair,” while achieving it lifted her to dizzying heights of happiness. Marilla had nearly lost hope of ever turning this girl into her ideal little lady with modest manners and proper behavior. Yet, she wouldn’t have believed that she actually preferred Anne just as she was.

Anne went to bed that night speechless with misery because Matthew had said the wind was round northeast and he feared it would be a rainy day to-morrow. The rustle of the poplar leaves about the house worried her, it sounded so like pattering rain-drops, and the dull, faraway roar of the gulf, to which she listened delightedly at other times, loving its strange, sonorous, haunting rhythm, now seemed like a prophecy of storm and disaster to a small maiden who particularly wanted a fine day. Anne thought that the morning would never come.

Anne went to bed that night overwhelmed with sadness because Matthew had said the wind was coming from the northeast and he was worried it would be rainy the next day. The rustling of the poplar leaves around the house made her anxious; it sounded so much like raindrops falling, and the dull, distant roar of the gulf, which she usually enjoyed for its strange, deep, haunting rhythm, now felt like a warning of storm and disaster to a young girl who really hoped for a nice day. Anne thought morning would never arrive.

But all things have an end, even nights before the day on which you are invited to take tea at the manse. The morning, in spite of Matthew’s predictions, was fine and Anne’s spirits soared to their highest.

But everything must come to an end, even the nights before the day you’re invited for tea at the manse. The morning, despite Matthew's predictions, was lovely, and Anne’s spirits soared to their peak.

“Oh, Marilla, there is something in me to-day that makes me just love everybody I see,” she exclaimed as she washed the breakfast dishes. “You don’t know how good I feel! Wouldn’t it be nice if it could last? I believe I could be a model child if I were just invited out to tea every day. But oh, Marilla, it’s a solemn occasion, too. I feel so anxious. What if I shouldn’t behave properly? You know I never had tea at a manse before, and I’m not sure that I know all the rules of etiquette, although I’ve been studying the rules given in the Etiquette Department of the Family Herald ever since I came here. I’m so afraid I’ll do something silly or forget to do something I should do. Would it be good manners to take a second helping of anything if you wanted to very much?”

“Oh, Marilla, there’s something inside me today that makes me just love everyone I see,” she exclaimed as she washed the breakfast dishes. “You don’t know how good I feel! Wouldn’t it be nice if this feeling could last? I think I could be a model child if I got invited out for tea every day. But oh, Marilla, it’s a serious occasion too. I feel so anxious. What if I don’t behave properly? You know I’ve never had tea at a manse before, and I’m not sure I know all the etiquette rules, even though I’ve been studying the guidelines from the Etiquette Department of the Family Herald since I got here. I’m so afraid I’ll do something embarrassing or forget to do something I should. Would it be good manners to take a second helping of anything if you wanted to really badly?”

“The trouble with you, Anne, is that you’re thinking too much about yourself. You should just think of Mrs. Allan and what would be nicest and most agreeable for her,” said Marilla, hitting for once in her life on a very sound and pithy piece of advice. Anne instantly realized this.

“The problem with you, Anne, is that you’re focusing too much on yourself. You should be thinking about Mrs. Allan and what would be best and most pleasant for her,” said Marilla, unexpectedly delivering some solid advice. Anne immediately understood this.

“You are right, Marilla. I’ll try not to think about myself at all.”

“You're right, Marilla. I'll try not to think about myself at all.”

Anne evidently got through her visit without any serious breach of “etiquette” for she came home through the twilight, under a great, high-sprung sky gloried over with trails of saffron and rosy cloud, in a beatified state of mind and told Marilla all about it happily, sitting on the big red sandstone slab at the kitchen door with her tired curly head in Marilla’s gingham lap.

Anne clearly had a successful visit without any major slip-ups in "etiquette," as she returned home during twilight, beneath a vast, elevated sky filled with streaks of saffron and rosy clouds. She was in a blissful mood and excitedly shared all the details with Marilla, sitting on the large red sandstone slab at the kitchen door, her tired curly head resting in Marilla’s gingham lap.

A cool wind was blowing down over the long harvest fields from the rims of firry western hills and whistling through the poplars. One clear star hung above the orchard and the fireflies were flitting over in Lovers’ Lane, in and out among the ferns and rustling boughs. Anne watched them as she talked and somehow felt that wind and stars and fireflies were all tangled up together into something unutterably sweet and enchanting.

A cool breeze blew across the expansive harvest fields from the edges of the fir-covered western hills, whistling through the poplar trees. One bright star hung over the orchard, and fireflies danced along Lovers’ Lane, weaving in and out among the ferns and rustling branches. Anne watched them while she talked and somehow felt that the breeze, stars, and fireflies were all intertwined into something incredibly sweet and enchanting.

“Oh, Marilla, I’ve had a most fascinating time. I feel that I have not lived in vain and I shall always feel like that even if I should never be invited to tea at a manse again. When I got there Mrs. Allan met me at the door. She was dressed in the sweetest dress of pale pink organdy, with dozens of frills and elbow sleeves, and she looked just like a seraph. I really think I’d like to be a minister’s wife when I grow up, Marilla. A minister mightn’t mind my red hair because he wouldn’t be thinking of such worldly things. But then of course one would have to be naturally good and I’ll never be that, so I suppose there’s no use in thinking about it. Some people are naturally good, you know, and others are not. I’m one of the others. Mrs. Lynde says I’m full of original sin. No matter how hard I try to be good I can never make such a success of it as those who are naturally good. It’s a good deal like geometry, I expect. But don’t you think the trying so hard ought to count for something? Mrs. Allan is one of the naturally good people. I love her passionately. You know there are some people, like Matthew and Mrs. Allan, that you can love right off without any trouble. And there are others, like Mrs. Lynde, that you have to try very hard to love. You know you ought to love them because they know so much and are such active workers in the church, but you have to keep reminding yourself of it all the time or else you forget. There was another little girl at the manse to tea, from the White Sands Sunday-school. Her name was Lauretta Bradley, and she was a very nice little girl. Not exactly a kindred spirit, you know, but still very nice. We had an elegant tea, and I think I kept all the rules of etiquette pretty well. After tea Mrs. Allan played and sang and she got Lauretta and me to sing, too. Mrs. Allan says I have a good voice and she says I must sing in the Sunday-school choir after this. You can’t think how I was thrilled at the mere thought. I’ve longed so to sing in the Sunday-school choir, as Diana does, but I feared it was an honour I could never aspire to. Lauretta had to go home early because there is a big concert in the White Sands hotel to-night and her sister is to recite at it. Lauretta says that the Americans at the hotel give a concert every fortnight in aid of the Charlottetown hospital, and they ask lots of the White Sands people to recite. Lauretta said she expected to be asked herself some day. I just gazed at her in awe. After she had gone Mrs. Allan and I had a heart to heart talk. I told her everything—about Mrs. Thomas and the twins and Katie Maurice and Violetta and coming to Green Gables and my troubles over geometry. And would you believe it, Marilla? Mrs. Allan told me she was a dunce at geometry, too. You don’t know how that encouraged me. Mrs. Lynde came to the manse just before I left, and what do you think, Marilla? The trustees have hired a new teacher and it’s a lady. Her name is Miss Muriel Stacy. Isn’t that a romantic name? Mrs. Lynde says they’ve never had a female teacher in Avonlea before and she thinks it is a dangerous innovation. But I think it will be splendid to have a lady teacher, and I really don’t see how I’m going to live through the two weeks before school begins, I’m so impatient to see her.”

“Oh, Marilla, I had the most amazing time. I feel like my life has purpose, and I’ll always feel that way even if I never get invited to tea at a manse again. When I arrived, Mrs. Allan greeted me at the door. She was wearing the sweetest pale pink organdy dress with tons of frills and elbow-length sleeves, and she looked just like an angel. I really think I’d like to be a minister’s wife when I grow up, Marilla. A minister might not mind my red hair because he wouldn’t be focused on such worldly things. But then again, one would have to be naturally good, and I know I’ll never be that, so I guess there’s no point in thinking about it. Some people are just naturally good, you know, and others are not. I’m one of the others. Mrs. Lynde says I’m full of original sin. No matter how hard I try to be good, I can never succeed like those who are naturally good. It’s a lot like geometry, I imagine. But don’t you think the effort should count for something? Mrs. Allan is one of those naturally good people. I adore her. You know, some people, like Matthew and Mrs. Allan, you can love right away without any struggle. Others, like Mrs. Lynde, you have to work really hard to love. You know you should love them because they are so knowledgeable and active in the church, but you have to keep reminding yourself of that all the time, or else you forget. There was another little girl at the manse for tea, from the White Sands Sunday school. Her name was Lauretta Bradley, and she was a really nice little girl. Not exactly a kindred spirit, you know, but still very nice. We had a wonderful tea, and I think I followed all the etiquette rules pretty well. After tea, Mrs. Allan played the piano and sang, and she got Lauretta and me to sing, too. Mrs. Allan says I have a good voice and that I must sing in the Sunday school choir from now on. You can’t imagine how thrilled I was just thinking about it. I’ve wanted to sing in the Sunday school choir like Diana does, but I thought it was an honor I could never hope to have. Lauretta had to leave early because there’s a big concert at the White Sands hotel tonight and her sister is reciting at it. Lauretta says the Americans at the hotel hold a concert every two weeks for the Charlottetown hospital, and they invite many people from White Sands to recite. Lauretta said she hopes to be invited to do it one day. I just stared at her in awe. After she left, Mrs. Allan and I had a heart-to-heart talk. I told her everything—about Mrs. Thomas and the twins, and Katie Maurice and Violetta, and coming to Green Gables and my struggles with geometry. And can you believe it, Marilla? Mrs. Allan told me she also struggled with geometry. You don’t know how much that encouraged me. Mrs. Lynde came to the manse just before I left, and guess what, Marilla? The trustees have hired a new teacher, and it's a woman. Her name is Miss Muriel Stacy. Isn’t that a romantic name? Mrs. Lynde says they’ve never had a female teacher in Avonlea before, and she thinks it’s a risky innovation. But I think it will be fantastic to have a woman teacher, and I really don’t know how I’m going to survive the two weeks before school starts. I’m so eager to meet her.”


CHAPTER XXIII.
ANNE COMES TO GRIEF IN AN AFFAIR OF HONOUR
ANNE FACES TROUBLE IN A MATTER OF HONOR

Anne had to live through more than two weeks, as it happened. Almost a month having elapsed since the liniment cake episode, it was high time for her to get into fresh trouble of some sort, little mistakes, such as absent-mindedly emptying a pan of skim milk into a basket of yarn balls in the pantry instead of into the pigs’ bucket, and walking clean over the edge of the log bridge into the brook while wrapped in imaginative reverie, not really being worth counting.

Anne had to deal with more than two weeks, as it turned out. Almost a month had passed since the liniment cake incident, and it was about time for her to find herself in some new trouble. Little mistakes, like accidentally pouring a pan of skim milk into a basket of yarn balls in the pantry instead of into the pigs’ bucket, and walking right off the edge of the log bridge into the brook while lost in her thoughts, didn’t really count.

A week after the tea at the manse Diana Barry gave a party.

A week after the tea at the manse, Diana Barry hosted a party.

“Small and select,” Anne assured Marilla. “Just the girls in our class.”

“Small and exclusive,” Anne assured Marilla. “Just the girls from our class.”

They had a very good time and nothing untoward happened until after tea, when they found themselves in the Barry garden, a little tired of all their games and ripe for any enticing form of mischief which might present itself. This presently took the form of “daring.”

They had a great time, and nothing unusual happened until after tea, when they found themselves in the Barry garden, a bit worn out from all their games and ready for any tempting mischief that might come their way. This soon turned into "daring."

Daring was the fashionable amusement among the Avonlea small fry just then. It had begun among the boys, but soon spread to the girls, and all the silly things that were done in Avonlea that summer because the doers thereof were “dared” to do them would fill a book by themselves.

Daring was the trendy activity among the kids in Avonlea at that time. It started with the boys, but soon spread to the girls, and all the ridiculous things done in Avonlea that summer because the people involved were “dared” to do them could fill a book on their own.

First of all Carrie Sloane dared Ruby Gillis to climb to a certain point in the huge old willow-tree before the front door; which Ruby Gillis, albeit in mortal dread of the fat green caterpillars with which said tree was infested and with the fear of her mother before her eyes if she should tear her new muslin dress, nimbly did, to the discomfiture of the aforesaid Carrie Sloane.

First of all, Carrie Sloane dared Ruby Gillis to climb to a certain spot in the giant old willow tree by the front door. Ruby Gillis, despite being terrified of the fat green caterpillars that lived in the tree and worrying about what her mom would say if she tore her new muslin dress, skillfully climbed up, much to Carrie Sloane's surprise.

Then Josie Pye dared Jane Andrews to hop on her left leg around the garden without stopping once or putting her right foot to the ground; which Jane Andrews gamely tried to do, but gave out at the third corner and had to confess herself defeated.

Then Josie Pye challenged Jane Andrews to hop on her left leg around the garden without stopping or putting her right foot on the ground; Jane Andrews bravely attempted it but gave up at the third corner and had to admit she lost.

Josie’s triumph being rather more pronounced than good taste permitted, Anne Shirley dared her to walk along the top of the board fence which bounded the garden to the east. Now, to “walk” board fences requires more skill and steadiness of head and heel than one might suppose who has never tried it. But Josie Pye, if deficient in some qualities that make for popularity, had at least a natural and inborn gift, duly cultivated, for walking board fences. Josie walked the Barry fence with an airy unconcern which seemed to imply that a little thing like that wasn’t worth a “dare.” Reluctant admiration greeted her exploit, for most of the other girls could appreciate it, having suffered many things themselves in their efforts to walk fences. Josie descended from her perch, flushed with victory, and darted a defiant glance at Anne.

Josie’s victory was a bit more obvious than what good taste would allow, so Anne Shirley dared her to walk along the top of the board fence that bordered the garden to the east. Now, "walking" board fences takes more skill and balance than one might think if they’ve never tried it. But Josie Pye, while lacking some qualities that make her popular, had a natural talent for walking board fences, which she honed well. Josie walked the Barry fence with such casual confidence that it seemed like a small task, unworthy of a “dare.” The other girls watched with a mix of admiration and envy, as most of them could understand her accomplishment from their own attempts at walking fences. Josie climbed down from her spot, glowing with triumph, and shot a defiant look at Anne.

Anne tossed her red braids.

Anne tossed her red hair.

“I don’t think it’s such a very wonderful thing to walk a little, low, board fence,” she said. “I knew a girl in Marysville who could walk the ridge-pole of a roof.”

“I don’t think it’s such a great thing to walk along a low, wooden fence,” she said. “I knew a girl in Marysville who could walk along the ridge of a roof.”

“I don’t believe it,” said Josie flatly. “I don’t believe anybody could walk a ridge-pole. You couldn’t, anyhow.”

“I don’t believe it,” Josie said without any emotion. “I can’t imagine anyone could walk a ridge-pole. You definitely couldn’t.”

“Couldn’t I?” cried Anne rashly.

“Couldn’t I?” Anne exclaimed impulsively.

“Then I dare you to do it,” said Josie defiantly. “I dare you to climb up there and walk the ridge-pole of Mr. Barry’s kitchen roof.”

“Then I dare you to do it,” said Josie boldly. “I dare you to climb up there and walk along the ridge-pole of Mr. Barry’s kitchen roof.”

Anne turned pale, but there was clearly only one thing to be done. She walked towards the house, where a ladder was leaning against the kitchen roof. All the fifth-class girls said, “Oh!” partly in excitement, partly in dismay.

Anne turned pale, but there was clearly only one thing to do. She walked toward the house, where a ladder was leaning against the kitchen roof. All the fifth-grade girls gasped, partly in excitement, partly in shock.

“Don’t you do it, Anne,” entreated Diana. “You’ll fall off and be killed. Never mind Josie Pye. It isn’t fair to dare anybody to do anything so dangerous.”

“Don’t do it, Anne,” Diana pleaded. “You’ll fall and get hurt. Forget about Josie Pye. It’s not right to challenge anyone to do something so risky.”

“I must do it. My honour is at stake,” said Anne solemnly. “I shall walk that ridge-pole, Diana, or perish in the attempt. If I am killed you are to have my pearl bead ring.”

“I have to do this. My honor is on the line,” Anne said seriously. “I will walk that ridge-pole, Diana, or die trying. If I don’t make it, you can have my pearl bead ring.”

Anne climbed the ladder amid breathless silence, gained the ridge-pole, balanced herself uprightly on that precarious footing, and started to walk along it, dizzily conscious that she was uncomfortably high up in the world and that walking ridge-poles was not a thing in which your imagination helped you out much. Nevertheless, she managed to take several steps before the catastrophe came. Then she swayed, lost her balance, stumbled, staggered and fell, sliding down over the sun-baked roof and crashing off it through the tangle of Virginia creeper beneath—all before the dismayed circle below could give a simultaneous, terrified shriek.

Anne climbed the ladder in complete silence, reached the ridge pole, steadied herself on that shaky spot, and began to walk along it, feeling a bit dizzy knowing how high up she was and realizing that walking on ridge poles wasn’t something your imagination could really help with. Still, she managed to take several steps before disaster struck. Then she wobbled, lost her balance, stumbled, swayed, and fell, sliding down the sun-baked roof and crashing through the tangle of Virginia creeper below—all before the shocked crowd beneath could let out a collective, terrified scream.

“Balanced herself uprightly on that precarious footing.”
“Balanced herself uprightly on that precarious footing.”

If Anne had tumbled off the roof on the side up which she ascended Diana would probably have fallen heir to the pearl bead ring then and there. Fortunately she fell on the other side, where the roof extended down over the porch so nearly to the ground that a fall therefrom was a much less serious thing. Nevertheless, when Diana and the other girls had rushed frantically around the house—except Ruby Gillis, who remained as if rooted to the ground and went into hysterics—they found Anne lying all white and limp among the wreck and ruin of the Virginia creeper.

If Anne had fallen off the roof on the side she climbed up, Diana would have likely inherited the pearl bead ring right then and there. Fortunately, she fell on the other side, where the roof sloped down over the porch so close to the ground that a fall from there wasn't as serious. Still, when Diana and the other girls rushed around the house in a panic—except for Ruby Gillis, who stood frozen in place and started to have a breakdown—they found Anne lying pale and lifeless among the wreckage of the Virginia creeper.

“Anne, are you killed?” shrieked Diana, throwing herself on her knees beside her friend. “Oh, Anne, dear Anne, speak just one word to me and tell me if you’re killed.”

“Anne, are you dead?” Diana yelled, dropping to her knees next to her friend. “Oh, Anne, dear Anne, just say one word to me and let me know if you’re dead.”

To the immense relief of all the girls, and especially of Josie Pye, who, in spite of lack of imagination, had been seized with horrible visions of a future branded as the girl who was the cause of Anne Shirley’s early and tragic death, Anne sat dizzily up and answered uncertainly:

To the huge relief of all the girls, especially Josie Pye, who, despite her lack of imagination, had been gripped by terrifying thoughts of being known as the girl responsible for Anne Shirley's early and tragic death, Anne sat up, feeling dizzy, and responded uncertainly:

“No, Diana, I am not killed, but I think I am rendered unconscious.”

“No, Diana, I’m not dead, but I think I’m knocked out.”

“Where?” sobbed Carrie Sloane. “Oh, where, Anne?”

“Where?” cried Carrie Sloane. “Oh, where, Anne?”

Before Anne could answer Mrs. Barry appeared on the scene. At sight of her Anne tried to scramble to her feet, but sank back again with a sharp little cry of pain.

Before Anne could respond, Mrs. Barry showed up. When Anne saw her, she tried to get to her feet, but collapsed back down with a quick cry of pain.

“What’s the matter? Where have you hurt yourself?” demanded Mrs. Barry.

“What’s wrong? Where did you hurt yourself?” demanded Mrs. Barry.

“My ankle,” gasped Anne. “Oh, Diana, please find your father and ask him to take me home. I know I can never walk there. And I’m sure I couldn’t hop so far on one foot when Jane couldn’t even hop around the garden.”

"My ankle," gasped Anne. "Oh, Diana, please find your dad and ask him to take me home. I know I can't walk there. And I'm sure I couldn't hop that far on one foot when Jane couldn't even hop around the garden."

Marilla was out in the orchard picking a panful of summer apples when she saw Mr. Barry coming over the log bridge and up the slope, with Mrs. Barry beside him and a whole procession of little girls trailing after him. In his arms he carried Anne, whose head lay limply against his shoulder.

Marilla was in the orchard picking a panful of summer apples when she saw Mr. Barry coming over the log bridge and up the hill, with Mrs. Barry next to him and a whole line of little girls following behind. In his arms, he carried Anne, whose head rested limply against his shoulder.

At that moment Marilla had a revelation. In the sudden stab of fear that pierced to her very heart she realized what Anne had come to mean to her. She would have admitted that she liked Anne—nay, that she was very fond of Anne. But now she knew as she hurried wildly down the slope that Anne was dearer to her than anything on earth.

At that moment, Marilla had a realization. In the sudden jolt of fear that hit her heart, she understood what Anne had come to mean to her. She would have said that she liked Anne—actually, that she was very fond of her. But now she knew, as she rushed down the slope, that Anne was more precious to her than anything else in the world.

“Mr. Barry, what has happened to her?” she gasped, more white and shaken than the self-contained, sensible Marilla had been for many years.

“Mr. Barry, what happened to her?” she gasped, looking paler and more shaken than the composed, sensible Marilla had been in years.

Anne herself answered, lifting her head.

Anne answered herself, lifting her head.

“Don’t be very frightened, Marilla. I was walking the ridge-pole and I fell off. I expect I have sprained my ankle. But, Marilla, I might have broken my neck. Let us look on the bright side of things.”

“Don’t be too scared, Marilla. I was walking on the roof and I fell off. I think I’ve sprained my ankle. But, Marilla, I could have broken my neck. Let’s focus on the positive side of things.”

“I might have known you’d go and do something of the sort when I let you go to that party,” said Marilla, sharp and shrewish in her very relief. “Bring her in here, Mr. Barry, and lay her on the sofa. Mercy me, the child has gone and fainted!”

“I should have known you’d do something like this when I let you go to that party,” said Marilla, sounding irritated yet relieved at the same time. “Bring her in here, Mr. Barry, and lay her on the sofa. Goodness, the poor girl has fainted!”

It was quite true. Overcome by the pain of her injury, Anne had one more of her wishes granted to her. She had fainted dead away.

It was definitely true. Overwhelmed by the pain of her injury, Anne had one more of her wishes fulfilled. She had completely passed out.

Matthew, hastily summoned from the harvest field, was straightway despatched for the doctor, who in due time came, to discover that the injury was more serious than they had supposed. Anne’s ankle was broken.

Matthew, quickly called in from the field, was immediately sent to get the doctor, who arrived in due time to find that the injury was more serious than they had thought. Anne’s ankle was broken.

That night, when Marilla went up to the east gable, where a white-faced girl was lying, a plaintive voice greeted her from the bed.

That night, when Marilla went up to the east gable, where a girl with a pale face was lying, a sad voice welcomed her from the bed.

“Aren’t you very sorry for me, Marilla?”

“Aren’t you really sorry for me, Marilla?”

“It was your own fault,” said Marilla, twitching down the blind and lighting a lamp.

“It was your own fault,” Marilla said, pulling down the blind and turning on a lamp.

“And that is just why you should be sorry for me,” said Anne, “because the thought that it is all my own fault is what makes it so hard. If I could blame it on anybody I would feel so much better. But what would you have done, Marilla, if you had been dared to walk a ridge-pole?”

“And that’s exactly why you should feel sorry for me,” said Anne, “because knowing it’s all my fault is what makes it so tough. If I could blame someone else, I would feel so much better. But what would you have done, Marilla, if someone dared you to walk a ridge-pole?”

“I’d have stayed on good firm ground and let them dare away. Such absurdity!” said Marilla.

“I would have stayed on solid ground and let them take their chances. Such nonsense!” said Marilla.

Anne sighed.

Anne sighed.

“But you have such strength of mind, Marilla. I haven’t. I just felt that I couldn’t bear Josie Pye’s scorn. She would have crowed over me all my life. And I think I have been punished so much that you needn’t be very cross with me, Marilla. It’s not a bit nice to faint, after all. And the doctor hurt me dreadfully when he was setting my ankle. I won’t be able to go around for six or seven weeks and I’ll miss the new lady teacher. She won’t be new any more by the time I’m able to go to school. And Gil— everybody will get ahead of me in class. Oh, I am an afflicted mortal. But I’ll try to bear it all bravely if only you won’t be cross with me, Marilla.”

"But you have such strong will, Marilla. I don't. I just felt that I couldn't handle Josie Pye's ridicule. She would have gloat over me my whole life. And I think I've been punished enough that you don’t need to be too mad at me, Marilla. Fainting isn't nice at all. The doctor really hurt me when he was setting my ankle. I won’t be able to move around for six or seven weeks and I’ll miss the new lady teacher. By the time I can go back to school, she won’t be new anymore. And Gil—everyone will get ahead of me in class. Oh, I am a unfortunate soul. But I’ll try to deal with it all courageously if only you won’t be angry with me, Marilla."

“There, there, I’m not cross,” said Marilla. “You’re an unlucky child, there’s no doubt about that; but, as you say, you’ll have the suffering of it. Here now, try and eat some supper.”

“There, there, I’m not upset,” said Marilla. “You’re an unfortunate child, there’s no doubt about that; but, as you said, you’ll bear the consequences. Come on now, try to eat some dinner.”

“Isn’t it fortunate I’ve got such an imagination?” said Anne. “It will help me through splendidly, I expect. What do people who haven’t any imagination do when they break their bones, do you suppose, Marilla?”

“Isn’t it lucky I have such a vivid imagination?” said Anne. “I think it’ll get me through just fine. What do you think people without any imagination do when they break their bones, Marilla?”

Anne had good reason to bless her imagination many a time and oft during the tedious seven weeks that followed. But she was not solely dependent on it. She had many visitors and not a day passed without one or more of the schoolgirls dropping in to bring her flowers and books and tell her all the happenings in the juvenile world of Avonlea.

Anne had plenty of reasons to be grateful for her imagination many times during the long seven weeks that followed. But she didn't rely on it alone. She had many visitors, and not a day went by without one or more of the schoolgirls stopping by to bring her flowers and books and fill her in on everything happening in the young world of Avonlea.

“Everybody has been so good and kind, Marilla,” sighed Anne happily, on the day when she could first limp across the floor. “It isn’t very pleasant to be laid up; but there is a bright side to it, Marilla. You find out how many friends you have. Why, even Superintendent Bell came to see me, and he’s really a very fine man. Not a kindred spirit, of course; but still I like him and I’m awfully sorry I ever criticized his prayers. I believe now he really does mean them, only he has got into the habit of saying them as if he didn’t. He could get over that if he’d take a little trouble. I gave him a good broad hint. I told him how hard I tried to make my own little private prayers interesting. He told me all about the time he broke his ankle when he was a boy. It does seem so strange to think of Superintendent Bell ever being a boy. Even my imagination has its limits for I can’t imagine that. When I try to imagine him as a boy I see him with gray whiskers and spectacles, just as he looks in Sunday-school, only small. Now, it’s so easy to imagine Mrs. Allan as a little girl. Mrs. Allan has been to see me fourteen times. Isn’t that something to be proud of, Marilla? When a minister’s wife has so many claims on her time! She is such a cheerful person to have visit you, too. She never tells you it’s your own fault and she hopes you’ll be a better girl on account of it. Mrs. Lynde always told me that when she came to see me; and she said it in a kind of way that made me feel she might hope I’d be a better girl, but didn’t really believe I would. Even Josie Pye came to see me. I received her as politely as I could, because I think she was sorry she dared me to walk a ridge-pole. If I had been killed she would have had to carry a dark burden of remorse all her life. Diana has been a faithful friend. She’s been over every day to cheer my lonely pillow. But oh, I shall be so glad when I can go to school for I’ve heard such exciting things about the new teacher. The girls all think she is perfectly sweet. Diana says she has the loveliest fair curly hair and such fascinating eyes. She dresses beautifully, and her sleeve puffs are bigger than anybody else’s in Avonlea. Every other Friday afternoon she has recitations and everybody has to say a piece or take part in a dialogue. Oh, it’s just glorious to think of it. Josie Pye says she hates it, but that is just because Josie has so little imagination. Diana and Ruby Gillis and Jane Andrews are preparing a dialogue, called ‘A Morning Visit,’ for next Friday. And the Friday afternoons they don’t have recitations Miss Stacy takes them all to the woods for a ‘field’ day and they study ferns and flowers and birds. And they have physical culture exercises every morning and evening. Mrs. Lynde says she never heard of such goings-on and it all comes of having a lady teacher. But I think it must be splendid and I believe I shall find that Miss Stacy is a kindred spirit.”

“Everyone has been so good and kind, Marilla,” sighed Anne happily, on the day she could finally limp across the floor. “It’s not very pleasant to be laid up, but there is a bright side to it, Marilla. You discover how many friends you have. Even Superintendent Bell came to see me, and he’s actually a really nice guy. Not a kindred spirit, of course; but I like him and I’m really sorry I ever criticized his prayers. I believe now he truly does mean them, he’s just gotten into the habit of saying them like he doesn’t. He could change that if he put in a little effort. I gave him a good hint. I told him how hard I try to make my own little private prayers interesting. He shared about the time he broke his ankle when he was a boy. It’s so strange to think of Superintendent Bell ever being a boy. Even my imagination has its limits because I can’t picture that. When I try to imagine him as a boy, I see him with gray whiskers and glasses, just like he looks at Sunday school, only smaller. Now, it’s so easy to picture Mrs. Allan as a little girl. Mrs. Allan has visited me fourteen times. Isn’t that something to be proud of, Marilla? Especially when a minister’s wife has so many things vying for her time! She’s such a cheerful person to have visit you, too. She never tells you it’s your fault and she hopes you’ll be a better girl because of it. Mrs. Lynde always told me that when she came to see me; and she said it in a way that made me feel like she hoped I’d be a better girl, but didn’t truly believe I would. Even Josie Pye came to visit me. I greeted her as politely as I could, because I think she felt bad for daring me to walk a ridge-pole. If I had gotten hurt, she would have carried a heavy burden of guilt all her life. Diana has been a loyal friend. She’s come over every day to lift my lonely spirits. But oh, I’ll be so glad when I can go to school because I’ve heard such exciting things about the new teacher. The girls all think she’s perfectly sweet. Diana says she has the loveliest fair curly hair and such captivating eyes. She dresses beautifully, and her sleeve puffs are bigger than anyone else’s in Avonlea. Every other Friday afternoon, she has recitations and everyone has to recite a piece or take part in a dialogue. Oh, it’s just wonderful to think about. Josie Pye says she hates it, but that’s only because Josie has so little imagination. Diana, Ruby Gillis, and Jane Andrews are preparing a dialogue called ‘A Morning Visit’ for next Friday. And on the Fridays they don’t have recitations, Miss Stacy takes them all to the woods for a ‘field’ day where they study ferns, flowers, and birds. And they do physical culture exercises every morning and evening. Mrs. Lynde says she’s never heard of such nonsense and it all comes from having a lady teacher. But I think it must be amazing, and I believe I’ll find that Miss Stacy is a kindred spirit.”

“There’s one thing plain to be seen, Anne,” said Marilla, “and that is that your fall off the Barry roof hasn’t injured your tongue at all.”

“There’s one thing that's obvious, Anne,” said Marilla, “and that is that your fall from the Barry roof hasn’t hurt your tongue at all.”


CHAPTER XXIV.
MISS STACY AND HER PUPILS GET UP A CONCERT
Miss Stacy and her students organize a concert.

It was October again when Anne was ready to go back to school—a glorious October, all red and gold, with mellow mornings when the valleys were filled with delicate mists as if the spirit of autumn had poured them in for the sun to drain—amethyst, pearl, silver, rose, and smoke-blue. The dews were so heavy that the fields glistened like cloth of silver and there were such heaps of rustling leaves in the hollows of many-stemmed woods to run crisply through. The Birch Path was a canopy of yellow and the ferns were sear and brown all along it. There was a tang in the very air that inspired the hearts of small maidens tripping, unlike snails, swiftly and willingly to school; and it was jolly to be back again at the little brown desk beside Diana, with Ruby Gillis nodding across the aisle and Carrie Sloane sending up notes and Julia Bell passing a “chew” of gum down from the back seat. Anne drew a long breath of happiness as she sharpened her pencil and arranged her picture cards in her desk. Life was certainly very interesting.

It was October again when Anne was excited to go back to school—a beautiful October, all red and gold, with mild mornings when the valleys were filled with soft mists as if autumn's spirit had poured them in for the sun to soak up—amethyst, pearl, silver, rose, and smoke-blue. The dews were so heavy that the fields shimmered like silver fabric, and there were piles of rustling leaves in the dips of the woods to crunch through. The Birch Path was covered in yellow leaves, and the ferns were dry and brown all along it. There was a freshness in the air that made small girls feel inspired as they skipped eagerly to school, unlike snails; it was joyful to be back at the little brown desk next to Diana, with Ruby Gillis nodding across the aisle, Carrie Sloane passing notes, and Julia Bell sharing a piece of gum from the back seat. Anne took a deep breath of happiness as she sharpened her pencil and organized her picture cards in her desk. Life was definitely very interesting.

In the new teacher she found another true and helpful friend. Miss Stacy was a bright, sympathetic young woman with the happy gift of winning and holding the affections of her pupils and bringing out the best that was in them mentally and morally. Anne expanded like a flower under this wholesome influence and carried home to the admiring Matthew and the critical Marilla glowing accounts of school work and aims.

In the new teacher, she found a genuine and supportive friend. Miss Stacy was a vibrant, caring young woman with the wonderful ability to earn and keep her students' affection while bringing out their best qualities both intellectually and morally. Anne blossomed like a flower under this positive influence and shared enthusiastic stories about her schoolwork and aspirations with the admiring Matthew and the discerning Marilla.

“I love Miss Stacy with my whole heart, Marilla. She is so ladylike and she has such a sweet voice. When she pronounces my name I feel instinctively that she’s spelling it with an e. We had recitations this afternoon. I just wish you could have been there to hear me recite ‘Mary, Queen of Scots.’ I just put my whole soul into it. Ruby Gillis told me coming home that the way I said the line, ‘Now for my father’s arm, she said, my woman’s heart farewell,’ just made her blood run cold.”

“I love Miss Stacy with all my heart, Marilla. She’s so graceful and has such a sweet voice. When she says my name, I feel instinctively that she’s spelling it with an e. We had recitations this afternoon. I just wish you could have been there to hear me recite ‘Mary, Queen of Scots.’ I really poured my whole soul into it. Ruby Gillis told me on the way home that the way I delivered the line, ‘Now for my father’s arm, she said, my woman’s heart farewell,’ gave her chills.”

“Well now, you might recite it for me some of these days, out in the barn,” suggested Matthew.

“Well, you might recite it for me one of these days, out in the barn,” Matthew suggested.

“Of course I will,” said Anne meditatively, “but I won’t be able to do it so well, I know. It won’t be so exciting as it is when you have a whole schoolful before you hanging breathlessly on your words. I know I won’t be able to make your blood run cold.”

“Of course I will,” Anne said thoughtfully, “but I know I won’t do it as well. It won’t be as thrilling as when you have a whole classroom hanging on your every word. I know I won’t be able to send chills down your spine.”

“Mrs. Lynde says it made her blood run cold to see the boys climbing to the very tops of those big trees on Bell’s hill after crows’ nests last Friday,” said Marilla. “I wonder at Miss Stacy for encouraging it.”

“Mrs. Lynde said it made her blood run cold to see the boys climbing to the tops of those big trees on Bell’s hill looking for crows’ nests last Friday,” Marilla said. “I’m surprised Miss Stacy encourages it.”

“But we wanted a crow’s nest for nature study,” explained Anne. “That was on our field afternoon. Field afternoons are splendid, Marilla. And Miss Stacy explains everything so beautifully. We have to write compositions on our field afternoons and I write the best ones.”

“But we wanted a crow’s nest for nature study,” Anne explained. “That was during our field afternoon. Field afternoons are amazing, Marilla. And Miss Stacy explains everything so wonderfully. We have to write essays after our field afternoons, and I write the best ones.”

“It’s very vain of you to say so then. You’d better let your teacher say it.”

“It’s pretty arrogant of you to say that. You should let your teacher say it instead.”

“But she did say it, Marilla. And indeed I’m not vain about it. How can I be, when I’m such a dunce at geometry? Although I’m really beginning to see through it a little, too. Miss Stacy makes it so clear. Still, I’ll never be good at it and I assure you it is a humbling reflection. But I love writing compositions. Mostly Miss Stacy lets us choose our own subjects; but next week we are to write a composition on some remarkable person. It’s hard to choose among so many remarkable people who have lived. Mustn’t it be splendid to be remarkable and have compositions written about you after you’re dead? Oh, I would dearly love to be remarkable. I think when I grow up I’ll be a trained nurse and go with the Red Crosses to the field of battle as a messenger of mercy. That is, if I don’t go out as a foreign missionary. That would be very romantic, but one would have to be very good to be a missionary, and that would be a stumbling-block. We have physical culture exercises every day, too. They make you graceful and promote digestion.”

“But she did say it, Marilla. And honestly, I’m not conceited about it. How can I be, when I’m such a klutz at geometry? Although I’m really starting to get the hang of it a little, too. Miss Stacy explains it so clearly. Still, I’ll never be great at it and I promise you it’s a humbling thought. But I love writing essays. Most of the time, Miss Stacy lets us pick our own topics; but next week we have to write an essay on a remarkable person. It’s tough to choose from so many incredible people who have lived. Isn’t it wonderful to be remarkable and have essays written about you after you’re gone? Oh, I would absolutely love to be remarkable. I think when I grow up I’ll be a trained nurse and go with the Red Cross to the battlefield as a messenger of mercy. That is, if I don’t become a foreign missionary. That would be very romantic, but you have to be really good to be a missionary, and that might be a challenge. We have physical exercise classes every day, too. They make you graceful and help with digestion.”

“Promote fiddlesticks!” said Marilla, who honestly thought it was all nonsense.

“Promote fiddlesticks!” said Marilla, who genuinely believed it was all nonsense.

But all the field afternoons and recitation Fridays and physical culture contortions paled before a project which Miss Stacy brought forward in November. This was that the scholars of Avonlea school should get up a concert and hold it in the hall on Christmas night, for the laudable purpose of helping to pay for a schoolhouse flag. The pupils one and all taking graciously to this plan, the preparations for a programme were begun at once. And of all the excited performers-elect none was so excited as Anne Shirley, who threw herself into the undertaking heart and soul, hampered as she was by Marilla’s disapproval. Marilla thought it all rank foolishness.

But all the afternoons spent in the fields, the recitation Fridays, and the physical culture exercises faded in comparison to a project that Miss Stacy introduced in November. She proposed that the students of Avonlea school organize a concert to be held in the hall on Christmas night, with the noble goal of helping to pay for a schoolhouse flag. Every student readily embraced this idea, and preparations for a program started immediately. Of all the excited performers-to-be, none was more thrilled than Anne Shirley, who fully threw herself into the effort, even though Marilla disapproved. Marilla considered it all sheer nonsense.

“It’s just filling your heads up with nonsense and taking time that ought to be put on your lessons,” she grumbled. “I don’t approve of children’s getting up concerts and racing about to practices. It makes them vain and forward and fond of gadding.”

“It's just filling your heads with nonsense and wasting time that should be spent on your lessons,” she complained. “I don’t think kids should be organizing concerts and running around to practices. It makes them vain, pushy, and too fond of wandering around.”

“But think of the worthy object,” pleaded Anne. “A flag will cultivate a spirit of patriotism, Marilla.”

“But think about the noble cause,” Anne urged. “A flag will inspire a sense of patriotism, Marilla.”

“Fudge! There’s precious little patriotism in the thoughts of any of you. All you want is a good time.”

“Wow! There’s barely any patriotism in any of your thoughts. All you care about is having a good time.”

“Well, when you can combine patriotism and fun, isn’t it all right? Of course it’s real nice to be getting up a concert. We’re going to have six choruses and Diana is to sing a solo. I’m in two dialogues—‘The Society for the Suppression of Gossip’ and ‘The Fairy Queen.’ The boys are going to have a dialogue, too. And I’m to have two recitations, Marilla. I just tremble when I think of it, but it’s a nice thrilly kind of tremble. And we’re to have a tableau at the last—‘Faith, Hope and Charity.’ Diana and Ruby and I are to be in it, all draped in white with flowing hair. I’m to be Hope, with my hands clasped—so—and my eyes uplifted. I’m going to practise my recitations in the garret. Don’t be alarmed if you hear me groaning. I have to groan heartrendingly in one of them, and it’s really hard to get up a good artistic groan, Marilla. Josie Pye is sulky because she didn’t get the part she wanted in the dialogue. She wanted to be the fairy queen. That would have been ridiculous, for who ever heard of a fairy queen as fat as Josie? Fairy queens must be slender. Jane Andrews is to be the queen and I am to be one of her maids of honour. Josie says she thinks a red-haired fairy is just as ridiculous as a fat one, but I do not let myself mind what Josie says. I’m to have a wreath of white roses on my hair and Ruby Gillis is going to lend me her slippers because I haven’t any of my own. It’s necessary for fairies to have slippers, you know. You couldn’t imagine a fairy wearing boots, could you? Especially with copper toes? We are going to decorate the hall with creeping spruce and fir mottoes with pink tissue-paper roses in them. And we are all to march in two by two after the audience is seated, while Emma White plays a march on the organ. Oh, Marilla, I know you are not so enthusiastic about it as I am, but don’t you hope your little Anne will distinguish herself?”

“Well, when you can mix patriotism and having fun, isn’t that okay? Of course, it’s really nice to be organizing a concert. We’re going to have six choruses, and Diana is going to sing a solo. I’m in two dialogues—‘The Society for the Suppression of Gossip’ and ‘The Fairy Queen.’ The boys are going to perform a dialogue, too. And I’m going to do two recitations, Marilla. I just shake when I think about it, but it’s a nice, exciting kind of shake. We’re also going to have a tableau at the end—‘Faith, Hope, and Charity.’ Diana, Ruby, and I will be in it, all draped in white with flowing hair. I’m going to be Hope, with my hands clasped like this—and my eyes uplifted. I’m going to practice my recitations in the attic. Don’t be alarmed if you hear me groaning. I have to groan dramatically in one of them, and it’s really hard to pull off a good artistic groan, Marilla. Josie Pye is sulking because she didn’t get the part she wanted in the dialogue. She wanted to be the fairy queen. That would have been silly, because who’s ever heard of a fairy queen as fat as Josie? Fairy queens have to be slender. Jane Andrews is going to be the queen, and I’m going to be one of her maids of honor. Josie says she thinks a red-haired fairy is just as ridiculous as a fat one, but I don’t let myself care about what Josie says. I’m going to wear a wreath of white roses in my hair, and Ruby Gillis is lending me her slippers because I don’t have any of my own. Fairies need to wear slippers, you know. You couldn’t picture a fairy in boots, could you? Especially with copper toes? We are going to decorate the hall with creeping spruce and fir garlands with pink tissue-paper roses. And we will all march in two by two after the audience is seated, while Emma White plays a march on the organ. Oh, Marilla, I know you’re not as excited about this as I am, but don’t you hope your little Anne will stand out?”

“All I hope is that you’ll behave yourself. I’ll be heartily glad when all this fuss is over and you’ll be able to settle down. You are simply good for nothing just now with your head stuffed full of dialogues and groans and tableaus. As for your tongue, it’s a marvel it’s not clean worn out.”

“All I hope is that you’ll behave yourself. I’ll be really glad when all this fuss is over and you can finally settle down. Right now, you’re just useless with your head full of dialogues, groans, and scenes. And honestly, your tongue is a miracle it’s not completely worn out.”

Anne sighed and betook herself to the back yard, over which a young new moon was shining through the leafless poplar boughs from an apple-green western sky, and where Matthew was splitting wood. Anne perched herself on a block and talked the concert over with him, sure of an appreciative and sympathetic listener in this instance at least.

Anne sighed and made her way to the backyard, where a young crescent moon was shining through the bare poplar branches against a pale green western sky, and where Matthew was splitting wood. Anne sat on a block and discussed the concert with him, confident that he would be an appreciative and sympathetic listener in this case at least.

“Well now, I reckon it’s going to be a pretty good concert. And I expect you’ll do your part fine,” he said, smiling down into her eager, vivacious little face. Anne smiled back at him. Those two were the best of friends and Matthew thanked his stars many a time and oft that he had nothing to do with bringing her up. That was Marilla’s exclusive duty; if it had been his he would have been worried over frequent conflicts between inclination and said duty. As it was, he was free to “spoil Anne”—Marilla’s phrasing—as much as he liked. But it was not such a bad arrangement after all; a little “appreciation” sometimes does quite as much good as all the conscientious “bringing up” in the world.

“Well, I think it’s going to be a great concert. And I’m sure you’ll do your part really well,” he said, smiling down at her eager, lively little face. Anne smiled back at him. They were the best of friends, and Matthew often thanked his lucky stars that he didn’t have to raise her. That was Marilla’s sole responsibility; if it had been his, he would have worried about the frequent struggles between what he wanted to do and what he was supposed to do. As it was, he was free to “spoil Anne”—that was Marilla’s term—as much as he wanted. But it turned out to be a pretty good setup; a little “appreciation” now and then can do just as much good as all the serious “raising” in the world.


CHAPTER XXV.
MATTHEW INSISTS ON PUFFED SLEEVES
Matthew insists on puff sleeves.

Matthew was having a bad ten minutes of it. He had come into the kitchen, in the twilight of a cold, gray December evening, and had sat down in the wood-box corner to take off his heavy boots, unconscious of the fact that Anne and a bevy of her schoolmates were having a practice of “The Fairy Queen” in the sitting-room. Presently they came trooping through the hall and out into the kitchen, laughing and chattering gaily. They did not see Matthew, who shrank bashfully back into the shadows beyond the wood-box with a boot in one hand and a bootjack in the other, and he watched them shyly for the aforesaid ten minutes as they put on caps and jackets and talked about the dialogue and the concert. Anne stood among them, bright-eyed and animated as they; but Matthew suddenly became conscious that there was something about her different from her mates. And what worried Matthew was that the difference impressed him as being something that should not exist. Anne had a brighter face, and bigger, starrier eyes, and more delicate features than the others; even shy, unobservant Matthew had learned to take note of these things; but the difference that disturbed him did not consist in any of these respects. Then in what did it consist?

Matthew was having a rough ten minutes. He had walked into the kitchen on a cold, gray December evening and sat down in the corner by the wood box to take off his heavy boots, not realizing that Anne and a group of her school friends were rehearsing “The Fairy Queen” in the living room. Soon, they came bustling through the hallway and into the kitchen, laughing and chatting cheerfully. They didn’t notice Matthew, who shyly shrank back into the shadows behind the wood box, holding a boot in one hand and a bootjack in the other. He watched them quietly for those ten minutes as they put on their hats and jackets and discussed the dialogue and the concert. Anne stood among them, wide-eyed and lively like the rest; but suddenly, Matthew became aware that there was something about her that set her apart from her friends. What troubled Matthew was that this difference felt wrong. Anne had a brighter face, bigger, starry eyes, and more delicate features than the others; even the shy and unobservant Matthew had started to notice these things. But the difference that unsettled him wasn’t related to any of these traits. So what was it?

Matthew was haunted by this question long after the girls had gone, arm in arm, down the long, hard-frozen lane and Anne had betaken herself to her books. He could not refer it to Marilla, who, he felt, would be quite sure to sniff scornfully and remark that the only difference she saw between Anne and the other girls was that they sometimes kept their tongues quiet while Anne never did. This, Matthew felt, would be no great help.

Matthew couldn’t shake this question long after the girls had left, walking together down the long, icy lane while Anne had immersed herself in her books. He couldn’t bring it up with Marilla, knowing she would likely scoff and point out that the only difference she saw between Anne and the other girls was that they sometimes kept quiet while Anne never did. Matthew knew that wouldn’t be much help.

He had recourse to his pipe that evening to help him study it out, much to Marilla’s disgust. After two hours of smoking and hard reflection Matthew arrived at a solution of his problem. Anne was not dressed like the other girls!

He turned to his pipe that evening to help him figure things out, much to Marilla’s annoyance. After two hours of smoking and deep thought, Matthew found the answer to his problem. Anne wasn't dressed like the other girls!

The more Matthew thought about the matter the more he was convinced that Anne never had been dressed like the other girls—never since she had come to Green Gables. Marilla kept her clothed in plain, dark dresses, all made after the same unvarying pattern. If Matthew knew there was such a thing as fashion in dress it is much as he did; but he was quite sure that Anne’s sleeves did not look at all like the sleeves the other girls wore. He recalled the cluster of little girls he had seen around her that evening—all gay in waists of red and blue and pink and white—and he wondered why Marilla always kept her so plainly and soberly gowned.

The more Matthew thought about it, the more he was sure that Anne had never dressed like the other girls—never since she had arrived at Green Gables. Marilla always had her in plain, dark dresses, all made in the same simple style. If Matthew knew anything about fashion, it was minimal; but he was certain that Anne's sleeves looked nothing like those of the other girls. He remembered the group of little girls he had seen around her that evening—all bright and cheerful in their red, blue, pink, and white outfits—and he wondered why Marilla always dressed her so plainly and seriously.

Of course, it must be all right. Marilla knew best and Marilla was bringing her up. Probably some wise, inscrutable motive was to be served thereby. But surely it would do no harm to let the child have one pretty dress—something like Diana Barry always wore. Matthew decided that he would give her one; that surely could not be objected to as an unwarranted putting in of his oar. Christmas was only a fortnight off. A nice new dress would be the very thing for a present. Matthew, with a sigh of satisfaction, put away his pipe and went to bed, while Marilla opened all the doors and aired the house.

Of course, it's got to be okay. Marilla knew best, and she was raising her. There was probably some wise, mysterious reason behind it. But surely it wouldn't hurt to let the kid have one nice dress—something like what Diana Barry always wore. Matthew decided he would get her one; that shouldn’t be seen as overstepping. Christmas was just two weeks away. A nice new dress would be the perfect gift. With a contented sigh, Matthew put away his pipe and went to bed, while Marilla opened all the doors to air out the house.

The very next evening Matthew betook himself to Carmody to buy the dress, determined to get the worst over and have done with it. It would be, he felt assured, no trifling ordeal. There were some things Matthew could buy and prove himself no mean bargainer; but he knew he would be at the mercy of shopkeepers when it came to buying a girl’s dress.

The very next evening, Matthew went to Carmody to buy the dress, determined to get the worst part over with. He was sure it wouldn't be an easy task. There were things Matthew could buy and show he was a skilled negotiator, but he knew he would be at the mercy of shopkeepers when it came to buying a girl's dress.

After much cogitation Matthew resolved to go to Samuel Lawson’s store instead of William Blair’s. To be sure, the Cuthberts always had gone to William Blair’s; it was almost as much a matter of conscience with them as to attend the Presbyterian church and vote Conservative. But William Blair’s two daughters frequently waited on customers there and Matthew held them in absolute dread. He could contrive to deal with them when he knew exactly what he wanted and could point it out; but in such a matter as this, requiring explanation and consultation, Matthew felt that he must be sure of a man behind the counter. So he would go to Lawson’s, where Samuel or his son would wait on him.

After thinking it over a lot, Matthew decided to go to Samuel Lawson's store instead of William Blair's. The Cuthberts had always gone to William Blair's; it was almost as much a matter of principle for them as attending the Presbyterian church and voting Conservative. But William Blair's two daughters often assisted customers there, and Matthew was absolutely terrified of them. He could manage to interact with them when he knew exactly what he wanted and could point it out; but for something like this, which needed explanation and discussion, Matthew felt he needed a man behind the counter for sure. So he would go to Lawson's, where Samuel or his son would help him.

Alas! Matthew did not know that Samuel, in the recent expansion of his business, had set up a lady clerk also; she was a niece of his wife’s and a very dashing young person indeed, with a huge, drooping pompadour, big, rolling brown eyes, and a most extensive and bewildering smile. She was dressed with exceeding smartness and wore several bangle bracelets that glittered and rattled and tinkled with every movement of her hands. Matthew was covered with confusion at finding her there at all; and those bangles completely wrecked his wits at one fell swoop.

Unfortunately, Matthew didn’t realize that Samuel, in his recent business expansion, had hired a female clerk as well; she was a niece of his wife’s and quite a striking young woman, with a large, drooping pompadour, big, expressive brown eyes, and a dazzling, captivating smile. She was dressed very stylishly and wore several bangle bracelets that sparkled and jingled with every movement of her hands. Matthew was completely flustered to find her there; those bangles completely threw him off guard all at once.

“What can I do for you this evening, Mr. Cuthbert?” Miss Lucilla Harris inquired, briskly and ingratiatingly, tapping the counter with both hands.

“What can I do for you this evening, Mr. Cuthbert?” Miss Lucilla Harris asked cheerfully and charmingly, tapping the counter with both hands.

“Have you any—any—any—well now, say any garden rakes?” stammered Matthew.

“Do you have any—any—any—well, let’s just say any garden rakes?” Matthew stammered.

Miss Harris looked somewhat surprised, as well she might, to hear a man inquiring for garden rakes in the middle of December.

Miss Harris looked a bit surprised, as she probably should be, to hear a man asking for garden rakes in the middle of December.

“I believe we have one or two left over,” she said, “but they’re up-stairs in the lumber-room. I’ll go and see.”

“I think we have one or two left,” she said, “but they’re upstairs in the storage room. I’ll go check.”

During her absence Matthew collected his scattered senses for another effort.

During her absence, Matthew gathered his scattered thoughts for another attempt.

When Miss Harris returned with the rake and cheerfully inquired: “Anything else to-night, Mr. Cuthbert?” Matthew took his courage in both hands and replied: “Well now, since you suggest it, I might as well—take—that is—look at—buy some—some hayseed.”

When Miss Harris came back with the rake and happily asked, “Anything else tonight, Mr. Cuthbert?” Matthew gathered his courage and said, “Well now, since you mention it, I might as well—get—that is—check out—buy some—hayseed.”

Miss Harris had heard Matthew Cuthbert called odd. She now concluded that he was entirely crazy.

Miss Harris had heard people say that Matthew Cuthbert was odd. She now concluded that he was completely insane.

“We only keep hayseed in the spring,” she explained loftily. “We’ve none on hand just now.”

“We only keep hayseed in the spring,” she said with an air of superiority. “We don’t have any right now.”

“Oh, certainly—certainly—just as you say,” stammered unhappy Matthew, seizing the rake and making for the door. At the threshold he recollected that he had not paid for it and he turned miserably back. While Miss Harris was counting out his change he rallied his powers for a final desperate attempt.

“Oh, definitely—definitely—just like you said,” stuttered unhappy Matthew, grabbing the rake and heading for the door. At the threshold, he remembered he hadn’t paid for it and turned back, feeling miserable. While Miss Harris counted out his change, he gathered his strength for one last desperate attempt.

“Well now—if it isn’t too much trouble—I might as well—that is—I’d like to look at—at—some sugar.”

“Well now—if it's not too much trouble—I guess I’d like to look at—uh—some sugar.”

“White or brown?” queried Miss Harris patiently.

“White or brown?” Miss Harris asked patiently.

“Oh—well now—brown,” said Matthew feebly.

“Oh—well now—brown,” Matthew said weakly.

“There’s a barrel of it over there,” said Miss Harris, shaking her bangles at it. “It’s the only kind we have.”

“There’s a barrel of it over there,” Miss Harris said, shaking her bangles at it. “It’s the only kind we have.”

“I’ll—I’ll take twenty pounds of it,” said Matthew, with beads of perspiration standing on his forehead.

“I’ll—I’ll take twenty pounds of it,” said Matthew, with sweat beads on his forehead.

Matthew had driven half-way home before he was his own man again. It had been a gruesome experience, but it served him right, he thought, for committing the heresy of going to a strange store. When he reached home he hid the rake in the tool-house, but the sugar he carried in to Marilla.

Matthew had driven halfway home before he felt like himself again. It had been a terrible experience, but he figured he deserved it for the sin of going to a strange store. When he got home, he hid the rake in the tool shed, but he brought the sugar inside for Marilla.

“Brown sugar!” exclaimed Marilla. “Whatever possessed you to get so much? You know I never use it except for the hired man’s porridge or black fruit-cake. Jerry’s gone and I’ve made my cake long ago. It’s not good sugar, either—it’s coarse and dark—William Blair doesn’t usually keep sugar like that.”

“Brown sugar!” Marilla exclaimed. “What made you buy so much? You know I only use it for the hired man’s porridge or black fruitcake. Jerry’s gone, and I made my cake a long time ago. It’s not even good sugar—it’s coarse and dark—William Blair doesn’t normally stock sugar like that.”

“I—I thought it might come in handy sometime,” said Matthew, making good his escape.

“I—I thought it might be useful someday,” said Matthew, making his getaway.

When Matthew came to think the matter over he decided that a woman was required to cope with the situation. Marilla was out of the question. Matthew felt sure she would throw cold water on his project at once. Remained only Mrs. Lynde; for of no other woman in Avonlea would Matthew have dared to ask advice. To Mrs. Lynde he went accordingly, and that good lady promptly took the matter out of the harassed man’s hands.

When Matthew thought about the situation, he decided he needed a woman to handle it. Marilla was not an option. He was sure she would immediately discourage his plan. The only choice left was Mrs. Lynde, because he wouldn’t have dared to ask any other woman in Avonlea for advice. So, he went to Mrs. Lynde, and she quickly took the matter out of his stressed hands.

“Pick out a dress for you to give Anne? To be sure I will. I’m going to Carmody to-morrow and I’ll attend to it. Have you something particular in mind? No? Well, I’ll just go by my own judgment then. I believe a nice rich brown would just suit Anne, and William Blair has some new gloria in that’s real pretty. Perhaps you’d like me to make it up for her, too, seeing that if Marilla was to make it Anne would probably get wind of it before the time and spoil the surprise? Well, I’ll do it. No, it isn’t a mite of trouble. I like sewing. I’ll make it to fit my niece, Jenny Gillis, for she and Anne are as like as two peas as far as figure goes.”

“Choose a dress for you to give Anne? Of course, I will. I'm going to Carmody tomorrow, and I'll take care of it. Do you have something specific in mind? No? Alright, then I’ll just go with my own judgment. I think a nice rich brown would really suit Anne, and William Blair has some new pretty fabric that looks great. Maybe you’d like me to make it for her too, since if Marilla were to make it, Anne would probably find out before it’s time and ruin the surprise? Alright, I’ll do it. No, it’s no trouble at all. I enjoy sewing. I’ll make it to fit my niece, Jenny Gillis, since she and Anne are just alike as far as body shape goes.”

“Well now, I’m much obliged,” said Matthew, “and—and—I dunno—but I’d like—I think they make the sleeves different nowadays to what they used to be. If it wouldn’t be asking too much I—I’d like them made in the new way.”

“Well, I really appreciate it,” said Matthew, “and—and—I’m not sure, but I think they make the sleeves differently now compared to how they used to be. If it’s not too much trouble, I—I’d like them made in the new style.”

“Puffs? Of course. You needn’t worry a speck more about it, Matthew. I’ll make it up in the very latest fashion,” said Mrs. Lynde. To herself she added when Matthew had gone:

“Puffs? Absolutely. You don’t need to worry at all about it, Matthew. I’ll take care of it in the most current style,” said Mrs. Lynde. To herself she added when Matthew had left:

“It’ll be a real satisfaction to see that poor child wearing something decent for once. The way Marilla dresses her is positively ridiculous, that’s what, and I’ve ached to tell her so plainly a dozen times. I’ve held my tongue though, for I can see Marilla doesn’t want advice and she thinks she knows more about bringing children up than I do for all she’s an old maid. But that’s always the way. Folks that has brought up children know that there’s no hard and fast method in the world that’ll suit every child. But them as never have think it’s all as plain and easy as Rule of Three—just set your three terms down so fashion, and the sum’ll work out correct. But flesh and blood don’t come under the head of arithmetic and that’s where Marilla Cuthbert makes her mistake. I suppose she’s trying to cultivate a spirit of humility in Anne by dressing her as she does; but it’s more likely to cultivate envy and discontent. I’m sure the child must feel the difference between her clothes and the other girls’. But to think of Matthew taking notice of it! That man is waking up after being asleep for over sixty years.”

“It’ll be really satisfying to see that poor kid wearing something decent for once. The way Marilla dresses her is absolutely ridiculous, that’s for sure, and I’ve wanted to tell her so clearly a dozen times. I’ve held back, though, because I can see Marilla doesn’t want advice and thinks she knows more about raising kids than I do, even though she’s an old maid. But that’s how it always goes. People who have raised children know that there’s no one-size-fits-all method that works for every kid. But those who haven’t think it’s all as simple as the Rule of Three—just set your three terms down in such a way, and the answer will come out right. But flesh and blood don’t work like arithmetic, and that’s where Marilla Cuthbert is making her mistake. I guess she’s trying to teach Anne humility by dressing her the way she does; but it’s more likely to create envy and discontent. I’m sure the kid must feel the difference between her clothes and the other girls’. But to think of Matthew noticing it! That man is finally waking up after being asleep for over sixty years.”

Marilla knew all the following fortnight that Matthew had something on his mind, but what it was she could not guess, until Christmas Eve, when Mrs. Lynde brought up the new dress. Marilla behaved pretty well on the whole, although it is very likely she distrusted Mrs. Lynde’s diplomatic explanation that she had made the dress because Matthew was afraid Anne would find out about it too soon if Marilla made it.

Marilla knew for the next two weeks that Matthew had something on his mind, but she couldn’t figure out what it was until Christmas Eve, when Mrs. Lynde mentioned the new dress. Marilla managed to keep her cool for the most part, although it’s likely she didn’t fully trust Mrs. Lynde’s careful explanation that she made the dress because Matthew was worried Anne would find out about it too soon if Marilla made it.

“So this is what Matthew has been looking so mysterious over and grinning about to himself for two weeks, is it?” she said a little stiffly but tolerantly. “I knew he was up to some foolishness. Well, I must say I don’t think Anne needed any more dresses. I made her three good, warm, serviceable ones this fall, and anything more is sheer extravagance. There’s enough material in those sleeves alone to make a waist, I declare there is. You’ll just pamper Anne’s vanity, Matthew, and she’s as vain as a peacock now. Well, I hope she’ll be satisfied at last, for I know she’s been hankering after those silly sleeves ever since they came in, although she never said a word after the first. The puffs have been getting bigger and more ridiculous right along; they’re as big as balloons now. Next year anybody who wears them will have to go through a door sideways.”

“So this is what Matthew has been looking all mysterious and smiling about for two weeks, huh?” she said a bit stiffly but with some tolerance. “I knew he was up to some nonsense. Well, I have to say, I don’t think Anne needed any more dresses. I made her three good, warm, practical ones this fall, and anything more is just extravagant. There’s enough fabric in those sleeves alone to make a top, I swear there is. You’re just feeding Anne’s vanity, Matthew, and she’s as vain as a peacock now. I hope she’s finally happy, because I know she’s been wanting those silly sleeves ever since they came out, even though she never mentioned it after the first time. The puffs have been getting bigger and more ridiculous all along; they’re as big as balloons now. Next year anyone who wears them will have to turn sideways to get through a door.”

Christmas morning broke on a beautiful white world. It had been a very mild December and people had looked forward to a green Christmas; but just enough snow fell softly in the night to transfigure Avonlea. Anne peeped out from her frosted gable window with delighted eyes. The firs in the Haunted Wood were all feathery and wonderful; the birches and wild cherry-trees were outlined in pearl; the ploughed fields were stretches of snowy dimples; and there was a crisp tang in the air that was glorious. Anne ran down-stairs singing until her voice re-echoed through Green Gables.

Christmas morning dawned on a beautiful white world. December had been really mild, and people had been anticipating a green Christmas; however, just enough snow fell softly during the night to transform Avonlea. Anne peeked out from her frosted gable window with joyful eyes. The firs in the Haunted Wood looked all feathery and magical; the birches and wild cherry trees were outlined in pearly white; the plowed fields appeared as stretches of snowy dimples; and there was a crisp, glorious freshness in the air. Anne rushed down the stairs singing until her voice echoed through Green Gables.

“Merry Christmas, Marilla! Merry Christmas, Matthew! Isn’t it a lovely Christmas? I’m so glad it’s white. Any other kind of Christmas doesn’t seem real, does it? I don’t like green Christmases. They’re not green—they’re just nasty faded browns and grays. What makes people call them green? Why—why—Matthew, is that for me? Oh, Matthew!”

“Merry Christmas, Marilla! Merry Christmas, Matthew! Isn’t it a beautiful Christmas? I’m so happy it’s snow-covered. Any other kind of Christmas doesn’t feel genuine, does it? I don’t like green Christmases. They’re not green—they’re just ugly, faded browns and grays. What makes people call them green? Why—why—Matthew, is that for me? Oh, Matthew!”

Matthew had sheepishly unfolded the dress from its paper swathings and held it out with a deprecatory glance at Marilla, who feigned to be contemptuously filling the teapot, but nevertheless watched the scene out of the corner of her eye with a rather interested air.

Matthew had shyly unwrapped the dress from its paper coverings and held it out with an apologetic look at Marilla, who pretended to be disdainfully filling the teapot, but was actually watching the scene out of the corner of her eye with a rather interested expression.

Anne took the dress and looked at it in reverent silence. Oh, how pretty it was—a lovely soft brown gloria with all the gloss of silk; a skirt with dainty frills and shirrings; a waist elaborately pin-tucked in the most fashionable way, with a little ruffle of filmy lace at the neck. But the sleeves—they were the crowning glory! Long elbow cuffs, and above them two beautiful puffs divided by rows of shirring and bows of brown silk ribbon.

Anne took the dress and looked at it in silent awe. Oh, how beautiful it was—a lovely soft brown fabric with all the shine of silk; a skirt with delicate frills and gathers; a waist intricately pin-tucked in the trendiest style, with a little ruffle of sheer lace at the neck. But the sleeves—they were the real showstopper! Long elbow cuffs, and above them two stunning puffs separated by rows of gathers and bows of brown silk ribbon.

“That’s a Christmas present for you, Anne,” said Matthew shyly. “Why—why—Anne, don’t you like it? Well now—well now.”

“Here’s a Christmas gift for you, Anne,” Matthew said shyly. “Why—why—Anne, don’t you like it? Well, now—well, now.”

For Anne’s eyes had suddenly filled with tears.

For Anne's eyes had suddenly filled with tears.

Like it! Oh, Matthew!” Anne laid the dress over a chair and clasped her hands. “Matthew, it’s perfectly exquisite. Oh, I can never thank you enough. Look at those sleeves! Oh, it seems to me this must be a happy dream.”

Like it! Oh, Matthew!” Anne draped the dress over a chair and clasped her hands. “Matthew, it’s absolutely stunning. Oh, I can never thank you enough. Look at those sleeves! Oh, it feels like this must be a wonderful dream.”

“Well, well, let us have breakfast,” interrupted Marilla. “I must say, Anne, I don’t think you needed the dress; but since Matthew has got it for you, see that you take good care of it. There’s a hair ribbon Mrs. Lynde left for you. It’s brown, to match the dress. Come now, sit in.”

“Well, well, let’s have breakfast,” interrupted Marilla. “I have to say, Anne, I don’t think you really needed the dress; but since Matthew got it for you, make sure you take good care of it. There’s a hair ribbon Mrs. Lynde left for you. It’s brown to match the dress. Come on, sit down.”

“I don’t see how I’m going to eat breakfast,” said Anne rapturously. “Breakfast seems so commonplace at such an exciting moment. I’d rather feast my eyes on that dress. I’m so glad that puffed sleeves are still fashionable. It did seem to me that I’d never get over it if they went out before I had a dress with them. I’d never have felt quite satisfied, you see. It was lovely of Mrs. Lynde to give me the ribbon, too. I feel that I ought to be a very good girl indeed. It’s at times like this I’m sorry I’m not a model little girl; and I always resolve that I will be in future. But somehow it’s hard to carry out your resolutions when irresistible temptations come. Still, I really will make an extra effort after this.”

“I don’t see how I’m going to eat breakfast,” said Anne excitedly. “Breakfast feels so ordinary at such an exciting moment. I’d rather admire that dress. I’m so happy that puffed sleeves are still in fashion. I thought I’d never get over it if they went out before I had a dress with them. I’d never feel completely satisfied, you know. It was so nice of Mrs. Lynde to give me the ribbon, too. I feel like I should be a really good girl. It’s times like this that I wish I were the perfect little girl; and I always promise myself that I will be in the future. But somehow, it’s tough to stick to your promises when irresistible temptations show up. Still, I really will try harder from now on.”

When the commonplace breakfast was over Diana appeared, crossing the white log bridge in the hollow, a gay little figure in her crimson ulster. Anne flew down the slope to meet her.

When the usual breakfast was done, Diana showed up, crossing the white log bridge in the valley, a cheerful little figure in her red coat. Anne ran down the hill to greet her.

“Merry Christmas, Diana! And oh, it’s a wonderful Christmas. I’ve something splendid to show you. Matthew has given me the loveliest dress, with such sleeves. I couldn’t even imagine any nicer.”

“Merry Christmas, Diana! And oh, it’s such a wonderful Christmas. I have something amazing to show you. Matthew got me the most beautiful dress, with such lovely sleeves. I couldn’t even imagine anything nicer.”

“I’ve got something more for you,” said Diana breathlessly. “Here—this box. Aunt Josephine sent us out a big box with ever so many things in it—and this is for you. I’d have brought it over last night, but it didn’t come until after dark, and I never feel very comfortable coming through the Haunted Wood in the dark now.”

“I have something else for you,” Diana said breathlessly. “Here—this box. Aunt Josephine sent us a big box filled with so many things—and this is for you. I would have brought it over last night, but it didn’t arrive until after dark, and I don’t feel very comfortable going through the Haunted Wood in the dark now.”

Anne opened the box and peeped in. First a card with “For the Anne-girl and Merry Christmas,” written on it; and then, a pair of the daintiest little kid slippers, with beaded toes and satin bows and glistening buckles.

Anne opened the box and looked inside. First, there was a card that said "For the Anne-girl and Merry Christmas," written on it; then, a pair of the cutest little kid slippers, with beaded toes, satin bows, and shiny buckles.

“Oh,” said Anne, “Diana, this is too much. I must be dreaming.”

“Oh,” said Anne, “Diana, this is overwhelming. I must be dreaming.”

I call it providential,” said Diana. “You won’t have to borrow Ruby’s slippers now, and that’s a blessing, for they’re two sizes too big for you, and it would be awful to hear a fairy shuffling. Josie Pye would be delighted. Mind you, Rob Wright went home with Gertie Pye from the practice night before last. Did you ever hear anything equal to that?”

I call it fate,” said Diana. “You won’t need to borrow Ruby’s slippers anymore, which is great because they’re two sizes too big for you, and it would be terrible to hear a fairy shuffling around. Josie Pye would be thrilled. By the way, Rob Wright went home with Gertie Pye from the practice night before last. Have you ever heard anything like that?”

All the Avonlea scholars were in a fever of excitement that day, for the hall had to be decorated and a last grand rehearsal held.

All the Avonlea students were buzzing with excitement that day because the hall needed to be decorated and a final big rehearsal was scheduled.

The concert came off in the evening and was a pronounced success. The little hall was crowded; all the performers did excellently well, but Anne was the bright particular star of the occasion, as even envy, in the shape of Josie Pye, dared not deny.

The concert took place in the evening and was a clear success. The small hall was packed; all the performers did exceptionally well, but Anne was the standout star of the night, as even envy from Josie Pye couldn’t deny.

“Oh, hasn’t it been a brilliant evening?” sighed Anne, when it was all over and she and Diana were walking home together under a dark, starry sky.

“Oh, hasn’t it been an amazing evening?” sighed Anne, when it was all over and she and Diana were walking home together under a dark, starry sky.

“Everything went off very well,” said Diana practically. “I guess we must have made as much as ten dollars. Mind you, Mr. Allan is going to send an account of it to the Charlottetown papers.”

“Everything went really well,” said Diana practically. “I think we must have made around ten dollars. Just so you know, Mr. Allan is going to send an account of it to the Charlottetown papers.”

“Oh, Diana, will we really see our names in print? It makes me thrill to think of it. Your solo was perfectly elegant, Diana. I felt prouder than you did when it was encored. I just said to myself, ‘It is my dear bosom friend who is so honoured.’”

“Oh, Diana, are we really going to see our names in print? Just thinking about it gives me a thrill. Your solo was absolutely beautiful, Diana. I felt prouder than you did when it got an encore. I kept telling myself, ‘It’s my dear best friend who is being honored.’”

“Well, your recitations just brought down the house, Anne. That sad one was simply splendid.”

“Well, your performances really wowed everyone, Anne. That sad one was just amazing.”

“Oh, I was so nervous, Diana. When Mr. Allan called out my name I really cannot tell how I ever got up on that platform. I felt as if a million eyes were looking at me and through me, and for one dreadful moment I was sure I couldn’t begin at all. Then I thought of my lovely puffed sleeves and took courage. I knew that I must live up to those sleeves, Diana. So I started in, and my voice seemed to be coming from ever so far away. I just felt like a parrot. It’s providential that I practised those recitations so often up in the garret, or I’d never have been able to get through. Did I groan all right?”

“Oh, I was so nervous, Diana. When Mr. Allan called my name, I honestly can't explain how I managed to get up on that stage. I felt like a million eyes were staring at me, and for a terrible moment, I thought I wouldn’t be able to start at all. Then I remembered my beautiful puffed sleeves and found some courage. I knew I had to live up to those sleeves, Diana. So I began, and my voice felt like it was coming from really far away. I felt just like a parrot. It’s lucky I practiced those recitations so much up in the attic, or I would have never made it through. Did I groan well?”

“Yes, indeed, you groaned lovely,” assured Diana.

"Yes, you definitely groaned beautifully," Diana assured.

“I saw old Mrs. Sloane wiping away tears when I sat down. It was splendid to think I had touched somebody’s heart. It’s so romantic to take part in a concert, isn’t it? Oh, it’s been a very memorable occasion indeed.”

“I saw old Mrs. Sloane wiping away tears when I sat down. It was wonderful to think I had touched someone’s heart. It’s so romantic to be part of a concert, isn’t it? Oh, it’s been a truly memorable occasion.”

“Wasn’t the boys’ dialogue fine?” said Diana. “Gilbert Blythe was just splendid. Anne, I do think it’s awful mean the way you treat Gil. Wait till I tell you. When you ran off the platform after the fairy dialogue one of your roses fell out of your hair. I saw Gil pick it up and put it in his breast-pocket. There now. You’re so romantic that I’m sure you ought to be pleased at that.”

“Wasn’t the boys’ dialogue great?” said Diana. “Gilbert Blythe was just amazing. Anne, I really think it’s so cruel the way you treat Gil. Wait until I tell you. When you ran off the platform after the fairy dialogue, one of your roses fell out of your hair. I saw Gil pick it up and tuck it in his breast pocket. See? You’re so romantic that I’m sure you should be happy about that.”

“It’s nothing to me what that person does,” said Anne loftily. “I simply never waste a thought on him, Diana.”

“It doesn’t matter to me what that person does,” said Anne confidently. “I just never give him a second thought, Diana.”

That night Marilla and Matthew, who had been out to a concert for the first time in twenty years, sat for awhile by the kitchen fire after Anne had gone to bed.

That night, Marilla and Matthew, who had attended a concert for the first time in twenty years, sat for a while by the kitchen fire after Anne had gone to bed.

“Well now, I guess our Anne did as well as any of them,” said Matthew proudly.

“Well, I guess our Anne did just as well as any of them,” said Matthew proudly.

“Yes, she did,” admitted Marilla. “She’s a bright child, Matthew. And she looked real nice, too. I’ve been kind of opposed to this concert scheme, but I suppose there’s no real harm in it after all. Anyhow, I was proud of Anne to-night, although I’m not going to tell her so.”

“Yes, she did,” Marilla admitted. “She’s a smart kid, Matthew. And she looked really nice, too. I’ve been a bit against this concert idea, but I guess there’s no real harm in it after all. Anyway, I was proud of Anne tonight, even though I’m not going to tell her that.”

“Well now, I was proud of her and I did tell her so ’fore she went up-stairs,” said Matthew. “We must see what we can do for her some of these days, Marilla. I guess she’ll need something more than Avonlea school by and by.”

“Well, I was proud of her and I told her so before she went upstairs,” said Matthew. “We should see what we can do for her sometime soon, Marilla. I think she’ll need more than just Avonlea school eventually.”

“There’s time enough to think of that,” said Marilla. “She’s only thirteen in March. Though to-night it struck me she was growing quite a big girl. Mrs. Lynde made that dress a mite too long, and it makes Anne look so tall. She’s quick to learn and I guess the best thing we can do for her will be to send her to Queen’s after a spell. But nothing need be said about that for a year or two yet.”

“There's plenty of time to think about that,” Marilla said. “She’s only thirteen in March. But tonight it made me realize she’s becoming quite the young lady. Mrs. Lynde made that dress a bit too long, and it makes Anne look so tall. She learns quickly, and I think the best thing we can do for her is to send her to Queen’s after a while. But we don’t need to mention that for a year or two yet.”

“Well now, it’ll do no harm to be thinking it over off and on,” said Matthew. “Things like that are all the better for lots of thinking over.”

“Well, it won’t hurt to think about it every now and then,” said Matthew. “Things like that are always better after a lot of thought.”


CHAPTER XXVI.
THE STORY CLUB IS FORMED
The Story Club is formed

Junior Avonlea found it hard to settle down to humdrum existence again. To Anne in particular things seemed fearfully flat, stale, and unprofitable after the goblet of excitement she had been sipping for weeks. Could she go back to the former quiet pleasures of those far-away days before the concert? At first, as she told Diana, she did not really think she could.

Junior Avonlea struggled to get back to a boring routine. For Anne especially, everything felt incredibly dull, tiresome, and unfulfilling after the exciting moments she had experienced for weeks. Could she return to the simple joys of those distant days before the concert? At first, she told Diana that she didn’t really think she could.

“I’m positively certain, Diana, that life can never be quite the same again as it was in those olden days,” she said mournfully, as if referring to a period of at least fifty years back. “Perhaps after awhile I’ll get used to it, but I’m afraid concerts spoil people for every-day life. I suppose that is why Marilla disapproves of them. Marilla is such a sensible woman. It must be a great deal better to be sensible; but still, I don’t believe I’d really want to be a sensible person, because they are so unromantic. Mrs. Lynde says there is no danger of my ever being one, but you can never tell. I feel just now that I may grow up to be sensible yet. But perhaps that is only because I’m tired. I simply couldn’t sleep last night for ever so long. I just lay awake and imagined the concert over and over again. That’s one splendid thing about such affairs—it’s so lovely to look back to them.”

“I’m really sure, Diana, that life can never be quite the same as it was in those old days,” she said sadly, as if talking about a time at least fifty years ago. “Maybe after a while I’ll get used to it, but I’m afraid concerts ruin people for everyday life. I guess that’s why Marilla doesn’t approve of them. Marilla is such a sensible woman. It must be a lot better to be sensible; but still, I don’t think I’d really want to be a sensible person, because they are so unromantic. Mrs. Lynde says there’s no way I’ll ever be one, but you never know. Right now, I feel like I might grow up to be sensible after all. But maybe that’s just because I’m tired. I couldn’t sleep at all last night. I just lay there, replaying the concert over and over in my mind. That’s one great thing about events like that—it’s so wonderful to look back on them.”

Eventually, however, Avonlea school slipped back into its old groove and took up its old interests. To be sure, the concert left traces. Ruby Gillis and Emma White, who had quarrelled over a point of precedence in their platform seats, no longer sat at the same desk, and a promising friendship of three years was broken up. Josie Pye and Julia Bell did not “speak” for three months, because Josie Pye had told Bessie Wright that Julia Bell’s bow when she got up to recite made her think of a chicken jerking its head, and Bessie told Julia. None of the Sloanes would have any dealings with the Bells, because the Bells had declared that the Sloanes had too much to do in the programme, and the Sloanes had retorted that the Bells were not capable of doing the little they had to do properly. Finally, Charlie Sloane fought Moody Spurgeon MacPherson, because Moody Spurgeon had said that Anne Shirley put on airs about her recitations, and Moody Spurgeon was “licked;” consequently Moody Spurgeon’s sister, Ella May, would not “speak” to Anne Shirley all the rest of the winter. With the exception of these trifling frictions, work in Miss Stacy’s little kingdom went on with regularity and smoothness.

Eventually, Avonlea school fell back into its usual routine and resumed its familiar interests. Of course, the concert had left some marks. Ruby Gillis and Emma White, who had fought over a seating issue at the event, no longer shared a desk, and a promising three-year friendship was shattered. Josie Pye and Julia Bell didn’t “speak” to each other for three months because Josie had told Bessie Wright that Julia's bow during her recitation reminded her of a chicken jerking its head, and Bessie passed that along to Julia. None of the Sloanes wanted anything to do with the Bells because the Bells claimed the Sloanes had too many roles in the program, and the Sloanes shot back that the Bells weren’t even capable of handling the little they had to do correctly. Finally, Charlie Sloane fought Moody Spurgeon MacPherson after Moody Spurgeon claimed that Anne Shirley acted superior about her recitations, and Moody Spurgeon lost; as a result, Moody Spurgeon's sister, Ella May, refused to “speak” to Anne Shirley for the rest of the winter. Aside from these minor conflicts, work in Miss Stacy’s little kingdom continued smoothly and regularly.

The winter weeks slipped by. It was an unusually mild winter, with so little snow that Anne and Diana could go to school nearly every day by way of the Birch Path. On Anne’s birthday they were tripping lightly down it, keeping eyes and ears alert amid all their chatter, for Miss Stacy had told them that they must soon write a composition on “A Winter’s Walk in the Woods,” and it behooved them to be observant.

The winter weeks flew by. It was an unusually mild winter, with so little snow that Anne and Diana could walk to school almost every day along the Birch Path. On Anne’s birthday, they were cheerfully making their way down it, staying alert while chatting, because Miss Stacy had told them they needed to write a composition on “A Winter’s Walk in the Woods,” and they should be observant.

“Just think, Diana, I’m thirteen years old to-day,” remarked Anne in an awed voice. “I can scarcely realize that I’m in my teens. When I woke this morning it seemed to me that everything must be different. You’ve been thirteen for a month, so I suppose it doesn’t seem such a novelty to you as it does to me. It makes life seem so much more interesting. In two more years I’ll be really grown up. It’s a great comfort to think that I’ll be able to use big words then without being laughed at.”

“Just think, Diana, I’m thirteen years old today,” Anne said in amazement. “I can hardly believe I’m a teenager now. When I woke up this morning, it felt like everything had to be different. You’ve already been thirteen for a month, so I guess it doesn’t feel as exciting to you as it does to me. It makes life seem a lot more interesting. In two more years, I’ll actually be grown up. It’s such a relief to think I’ll be able to use big words without getting laughed at.”

“Ruby Gillis says she means to have a beau as soon as she’s fifteen,” said Diana.

“Ruby Gillis says she plans to have a boyfriend as soon as she turns fifteen,” said Diana.

“Ruby Gillis thinks of nothing but beaus,” said Anne disdainfully. “She’s actually delighted when any one writes her name up in a take-notice for all she pretends to be so mad. But I’m afraid that is an uncharitable speech. Mrs. Allan says we should never make uncharitable speeches; but they do slip out so often before you think, don’t they? I simply can’t talk about Josie Pye without making an uncharitable speech, so I never mention her at all. You may have noticed that. I’m trying to be as much like Mrs. Allan as I possibly can, for I think she’s perfect. Mr. Allan thinks so too. Mrs. Lynde says he just worships the ground she treads on and she doesn’t really think it right for a minister to set his affections so much on a mortal being. But then, Diana, even ministers are human and have their besetting sins just like everybody else. I had such an interesting talk with Mrs. Allan about besetting sins last Sunday afternoon. There are just a few things it’s proper to talk about on Sundays and that is one of them. My besetting sin is imagining too much and forgetting my duties. I’m striving very hard to overcome it and now that I’m really thirteen perhaps I’ll get on better.”

“Ruby Gillis thinks about nothing but boyfriends,” said Anne with a hint of contempt. “She’s actually thrilled when anyone writes her name in a public notice, even though she pretends to be furious about it. But I worry that’s an unkind thing to say. Mrs. Allan says we should never speak unkindly about others; but those comments slip out so easily before you know it, don’t they? I just can’t bring myself to talk about Josie Pye without being unkind, so I don’t mention her at all. You might have noticed that. I’m trying to be as much like Mrs. Allan as I can, because I think she’s wonderful. Mr. Allan thinks so too. Mrs. Lynde says he practically worships her, and she doesn’t feel it’s right for a minister to be so infatuated with someone who’s mortal. But, Diana, even ministers are human and have their own weaknesses just like everyone else. I had such a fascinating conversation with Mrs. Allan about weaknesses last Sunday afternoon. There are only a few things that are appropriate to discuss on Sundays, and that’s one of them. My weakness is daydreaming too much and neglecting my responsibilities. I’m really trying hard to overcome it, and now that I’m actually thirteen, maybe I’ll do better.”

“In four more years we’ll be able to put our hair up,” said Diana. “Alice Bell is only sixteen and she is wearing hers up, but I think that’s ridiculous. I shall wait until I’m seventeen.”

“In four more years we’ll be able to put our hair up,” said Diana. “Alice Bell is only sixteen and she’s wearing hers up, but I think that’s ridiculous. I’ll wait until I’m seventeen.”

“If I had Alice Bell’s crooked nose,” said Anne decidedly, “I wouldn’t—but there! I won’t say what I was going to because it was extremely uncharitable. Besides, I was comparing it with my own nose and that’s vanity. I’m afraid I think too much about my nose ever since I heard that compliment about it long ago. It really is a great comfort to me. Oh, Diana, look, there’s a rabbit. That’s something to remember for our woods composition. I really think the woods are just as lovely in winter as in summer. They’re so white and still, as if they were asleep and dreaming pretty dreams.”

“If I had Alice Bell’s crooked nose,” Anne said firmly, “I wouldn’t—but never mind! I won’t share what I was about to say because it was really unkind. Plus, I was just comparing it to my own nose, and that’s just vanity. I worry I think too much about my nose ever since I got that compliment about it a long time ago. It honestly gives me a lot of comfort. Oh, Diana, look, there’s a rabbit! That’s something to remember for our woods composition. I genuinely think the woods are just as beautiful in winter as in summer. They’re so white and quiet, as if they’re asleep and dreaming sweet dreams.”

“I won’t mind writing that composition when its time comes,” sighed Diana. “I can manage to write about the woods, but the one we’re to hand in Monday is terrible. The idea of Miss Stacy telling us to write a story out of our own heads!”

“I won’t mind writing that essay when the time comes,” sighed Diana. “I can manage to write about the woods, but the one we have to turn in on Monday is awful. The thought of Miss Stacy asking us to come up with a story from our own imagination!”

“Why, it’s as easy as wink,” said Anne.

"Why, it’s as easy as a wink," said Anne.

“It’s easy for you because you have an imagination,” retorted Diana, “but what would you do if you had been born without one? I suppose you have your composition all done?”

“It’s easy for you because you have an imagination,” shot back Diana, “but what would you do if you were born without one? I guess you’ve finished your paper?”

Anne nodded, trying hard not to look virtuously complacent and failing miserably.

Anne nodded, making a strong effort not to appear self-satisfied and failing terribly.

“I wrote it last Monday evening. It’s called ‘The Jealous Rival; or, in Death Not Divided.’ I read it to Marilla and she said it was stuff and nonsense. Then I read it to Matthew and he said it was fine. That is the kind of critic I like. It’s a sad, sweet story. I just cried like a child while I was writing it. It’s about two beautiful maidens called Cordelia Montmorency and Geraldine Seymour who lived in the same village and were devotedly attached to each other. Cordelia was a regal brunette with a coronet of midnight hair and duskly flashing eyes. Geraldine was a queenly blonde with hair like spun gold and velvety purple eyes.”

“I wrote it last Monday evening. It’s called ‘The Jealous Rival; or, in Death Not Divided.’ I read it to Marilla and she said it was nonsense. Then I read it to Matthew and he said it was great. That’s the kind of feedback I appreciate. It’s a sad, sweet story. I cried like a kid while I was writing it. It’s about two beautiful girls named Cordelia Montmorency and Geraldine Seymour who lived in the same village and were really close to each other. Cordelia was a stunning brunette with a crown of dark hair and deep, sparkling eyes. Geraldine was a gorgeous blonde with hair like spun gold and soft purple eyes.”

“I never saw anybody with purple eyes,” said Diana dubiously.

“I've never seen anyone with purple eyes,” Diana said skeptically.

“Neither did I. I just imagined them. I wanted something out of the common. Geraldine had an alabaster brow, too. I’ve found out what an alabaster brow is. That is one of the advantages of being thirteen. You know so much more than you did when you were only twelve.”

“Neither did I. I just imagined them. I wanted something different. Geraldine had a smooth, pale forehead, too. I’ve learned what a smooth, pale forehead is. That’s one of the perks of being thirteen. You know so much more than you did when you were just twelve.”

“Well, what became of Cordelia and Geraldine?” asked Diana, who was beginning to feel rather interested in their fate.

“Well, what happened to Cordelia and Geraldine?” asked Diana, who was starting to feel quite curious about their outcome.

“They grew in beauty side by side until they were sixteen. Then Bertram DeVere came to their native village and fell in love with the fair Geraldine. He saved her life when her horse ran away with her in a carriage, and she fainted in his arms and he carried her home three miles; because, you understand, the carriage was all smashed up. I found it rather hard to imagine the proposal because I had no experience to go by. I asked Ruby Gillis if she knew anything about how men proposed because I thought she’d likely be an authority on the subject, having so many sisters married. Ruby told me she was hid in the hall pantry when Malcolm Andrews proposed to her sister Susan. She said Malcolm told Susan that his dad had given him the farm in his own name and then said, ‘What do you say, darling pet, if we get hitched this fall?’ And Susan said, ‘Yes—no—I don’t know—let me see,’—and there they were, engaged as quick as that. But I didn’t think that sort of a proposal was a very romantic one, so in the end I had to imagine it out as well as I could. I made it very flowery and poetical and Bertram went on his knees, although Ruby Gillis says it isn’t done nowadays. Geraldine accepted him in a speech a page long. I can tell you I took a lot of trouble with that speech. I rewrote it five times and I look upon it as my masterpiece. Bertram gave her a diamond ring and a ruby necklace and told her they would go to Europe for a wedding tour, for he was immensely wealthy. But then, alas, shadows began to darken over their path. Cordelia was secretly in love with Bertram herself and when Geraldine told her about the engagement she was simply furious, especially when she saw the necklace and the diamond ring. All her affection for Geraldine turned to bitter hate and she vowed that she should never marry Bertram. But she pretended to be Geraldine’s friend the same as ever. One evening they were standing on the bridge over a rushing turbulent stream and Cordelia, thinking they were alone, pushed Geraldine over the brink with a wild, mocking, ‘Ha, ha, ha.’ But Bertram saw it all and he at once plunged into the current, exclaiming, ‘I will save thee, my peerless Geraldine.’ But alas, he had forgotten he couldn’t swim, and they were both drowned, clasped in each other’s arms. Their bodies were washed ashore soon afterwards. They were buried in the one grave and their funeral was most imposing, Diana. It’s so much more romantic to end a story up with a funeral than a wedding. As for Cordelia, she went insane with remorse and was shut up in a lunatic asylum. I thought that was a poetical retribution for her crime.”

“They grew up beautiful together until they turned sixteen. Then Bertram DeVere came to their hometown and fell for the lovely Geraldine. He saved her life when her horse bolted with her in a carriage, and she fainted in his arms, so he carried her home three miles because, you see, the carriage was completely wrecked. I found it hard to picture the proposal since I didn’t have any experience to draw from. I asked Ruby Gillis if she knew anything about how guys propose, thinking she’d be an expert on the topic since her sisters were all married. Ruby told me she was hiding in the hall pantry when Malcolm Andrews proposed to her sister Susan. She said Malcolm told Susan that his dad had given him the farm in his name and then asked, ‘What do you say, darling, if we get married this fall?’ And Susan replied, ‘Yes—no—I don’t know—let me think,’—and just like that, they were engaged. But I didn’t think that kind of proposal was very romantic, so in the end, I had to come up with my own version. I made it really flowery and poetic, with Bertram going down on one knee, even though Ruby says people don’t do that anymore. Geraldine accepted him with a speech that was a page long. I put a lot of effort into that speech. I rewrote it five times and I consider it my masterpiece. Bertram gave her a diamond ring and a ruby necklace and told her they’d go to Europe for their honeymoon since he was incredibly wealthy. But then, unfortunately, dark clouds began to gather over their path. Cordelia was secretly in love with Bertram, and when Geraldine told her about the engagement, she was furious, especially when she saw the necklace and the diamond ring. All her love for Geraldine turned to bitter hatred, and she vowed that Geraldine would never marry Bertram. But she kept pretending to be Geraldine’s friend just like before. One evening, they were standing on a bridge over a rushing stream, and Cordelia, thinking they were alone, pushed Geraldine over the edge with a wild, mocking, ‘Ha, ha, ha.’ But Bertram saw everything and immediately jumped into the water, shouting, ‘I will save you, my incomparable Geraldine.’ But sadly, he had forgotten he couldn’t swim, and they both drowned, locked in each other’s arms. Their bodies were washed ashore shortly after. They were buried in the same grave, and their funeral was quite grand, Diana. It’s much more romantic to end a story with a funeral than a wedding. As for Cordelia, she went insane with guilt and was locked up in a mental hospital. I thought that was a poetic justice for her crime.”

“How perfectly lovely!” sighed Diana, who belonged to Matthew’s school of critics. “I don’t see how you can make up such thrilling things out of your own head, Anne. I wish my imagination was as good as yours.”

“How perfectly lovely!” sighed Diana, who shared Matthew’s critical viewpoint. “I don’t know how you can come up with such exciting ideas all on your own, Anne. I wish my imagination was as good as yours.”

“It would be if you’d only cultivate it,” said Anne cheeringly. “I’ve just thought of a plan, Diana. Let you and I have a story club all our own and write stories for practice. I’ll help you along until you can do them by yourself. You ought to cultivate your imagination, you know. Miss Stacy says so. Only we must take the right way. I told her about the Haunted Wood, but she said we went the wrong way about it in that.”

“It would be if you’d just work on it,” said Anne cheerfully. “I just came up with an idea, Diana. Let’s start our own story club and write stories for practice. I’ll help you until you can do it on your own. You really should develop your imagination, you know. Miss Stacy says so. But we have to do it the right way. I told her about the Haunted Wood, but she said we didn't approach it correctly.”

This was how the story club came into existence. It was limited to Diana and Anne at first, but soon it was extended to include Jane Andrews and Ruby Gillis and one or two others who felt that their imaginations needed cultivating. No boys were allowed in it—although Ruby Gillis opined that their admission would make it more exciting—and each member had to produce one story a week.

This is how the story club started. At first, it was just Diana and Anne, but soon they invited Jane Andrews, Ruby Gillis, and a couple of others who thought they needed to nurture their imaginations. No boys were allowed in—although Ruby Gillis suggested that letting them join would make it more fun—and each member had to write one story every week.

“It’s extremely interesting,” Anne told Marilla. “Each girl has to read her story out loud and then we talk it over. We are going to keep them all sacredly and have them to read to our descendants. We each write under a nom-de-plume. Mine is Rosamond Montmorency. All the girls do pretty well. Ruby Gillis is rather sentimental. She puts too much love-making into her stories and you know too much is worse than too little. Jane never puts any because she says it makes her feel so silly when she has to read it out loud. Jane’s stories are extremely sensible. Then Diana puts too many murders into hers. She says most of the time she doesn’t know what to do with the people so she kills them off to get rid of them. I mostly always have to tell them what to write about, but that isn’t hard for I’ve millions of ideas.”

“It’s really interesting,” Anne told Marilla. “Each girl has to read her story out loud, and then we discuss it. We’re going to keep them all safe and read them to our descendants. We each write under a pen name. Mine is Rosamond Montmorency. All the girls are doing pretty well. Ruby Gillis is a bit sentimental. She adds too much romance to her stories, and you know too much is worse than too little. Jane never includes any romance because she says it makes her feel silly when she has to read it out loud. Jane’s stories are really sensible. Then there’s Diana, who puts too many murders in hers. She says most of the time she doesn’t know what to do with the characters, so she kills them off to get rid of them. I usually have to tell them what to write about, but that’s not hard because I have millions of ideas.”

“I think this story-writing business is the foolishest yet,” scoffed Marilla. “You’ll get a pack of nonsense into your heads and waste time that should be put on your lessons. Reading stories is bad enough but writing them is worse.”

“I think this story-writing business is the stupidest thing yet,” scoffed Marilla. “You’ll fill your heads with nonsense and waste time that should be spent on your lessons. Reading stories is bad enough, but writing them is even worse.”

“But we’re so careful to put a moral into them all, Marilla,” explained Anne. “I insist upon that. All the good people are rewarded and all the bad ones are suitably punished. I’m sure that must have a wholesome effect. The moral is the great thing. Mr. Allan says so. I read one of my stories to him and Mrs. Allan and they both agreed that the moral was excellent. Only they laughed in the wrong places. I like it better when people cry. Jane and Ruby almost always cry when I come to the pathetic parts. Diana wrote her Aunt Josephine about our club and her Aunt Josephine wrote back that we were to send her some of our stories. So we copied out four of our very best and sent them. Miss Josephine Barry wrote back that she had never read anything so amusing in her life. That kind of puzzled us because the stories were all very pathetic and almost everybody died. But I’m glad Miss Barry liked them. It shows our club is doing some good in the world. Mrs. Allan says that ought to be our object in everything. I do really try to make it my object but I forget so often when I’m having fun. I hope I shall be a little like Mrs. Allan when I grow up. Do you think there is any prospect of it, Marilla?”

“But we’re really careful to put a moral in all our stories, Marilla,” Anne said. “I insist on that. All the good characters get rewarded, and all the bad ones get what's coming to them. I’m sure that has to have a positive effect. The moral is the most important part. Mr. Allan says so. I read one of my stories to him and Mrs. Allan, and they both agreed that the moral was excellent. They just laughed at the wrong parts. I prefer it when people cry. Jane and Ruby almost always cry when I get to the sad parts. Diana wrote to her Aunt Josephine about our club, and her Aunt Josephine replied that we should send her some of our stories. So we copied out four of our best ones and sent them. Miss Josephine Barry wrote back that she had never read anything so entertaining in her life. That kind of confused us because the stories were all really sad and almost everyone died. But I’m glad Miss Barry liked them. It shows our club is making a difference in the world. Mrs. Allan says that should be our goal in everything. I really do try to make that my goal, but I forget so often when I’m having fun. I hope I’ll be a little like Mrs. Allan when I grow up. Do you think that’s possible, Marilla?”

“I shouldn’t say there was a great deal,” was Marilla’s encouraging answer. “I’m sure Mrs. Allan was never such a silly, forgetful little girl as you are.”

“I wouldn’t say there was a lot,” Marilla replied encouragingly. “I’m sure Mrs. Allan was never such a silly, forgetful girl as you are.”

“No; but she wasn’t always so good as she is now either,” said Anne seriously. “She told me so herself—that is, she said she was a dreadful mischief when she was a girl and was always getting into scrapes. I felt so encouraged when I heard that. Is it very wicked of me, Marilla, to feel encouraged when I hear that other people have been bad and mischievous? Mrs. Lynde says it is. Mrs. Lynde says she always feels shocked when she hears of any one ever having been naughty, no matter how small they were. Mrs. Lynde says she once heard a minister confess that when he was a boy he stole a strawberry tart out of his aunt’s pantry and she never had any respect for that minister again. Now, I wouldn’t have felt that way. I’d have thought that it was real noble of him to confess it, and I’d have thought what an encouraging thing it would be for small boys nowadays who do naughty things and are sorry for them to know that perhaps they may grow up to be ministers in spite of it. That’s how I’d feel, Marilla.”

“No; but she wasn’t always as good as she is now either,” said Anne seriously. “She told me so herself—that is, she said she was quite a troublemaker when she was a girl and was always getting into trouble. I felt so encouraged when I heard that. Is it very wrong of me, Marilla, to feel encouraged when I hear that other people have been bad and mischievous? Mrs. Lynde says it is. Mrs. Lynde says she always feels shocked when she hears of anyone ever having been naughty, no matter how young they were. Mrs. Lynde says she once heard a minister admit that when he was a boy he stole a strawberry tart out of his aunt’s pantry and she never respected that minister again. Now, I wouldn’t feel that way. I’d think it was really noble of him to confess it, and I’d see what an encouraging thing it would be for little boys today who do naughty things and feel sorry for them to know that maybe they can still grow up to be ministers despite it. That’s how I’d feel, Marilla.”

“The way I feel at present, Anne,” said Marilla, “is that it’s high time you had those dishes washed. You’ve taken half an hour longer than you should with all your chattering. Learn to work first and talk afterwards.”

“The way I feel right now, Anne,” said Marilla, “is that it’s about time you got those dishes washed. You’ve spent half an hour longer than you should have with all your chatting. Learn to work first and talk later.”


CHAPTER XXVII.
VANITY AND VEXATION OF SPIRIT
Vanity and frustration of spirit

Marilla, walking home one late April evening from an Aid meeting, realized that the winter was over and gone with the thrill of delight that spring never fails to bring to the oldest and saddest as well as to the youngest and merriest. Marilla was not given to subjective analysis of her thoughts and feelings. She probably imagined that she was thinking about the Aids and their missionary box and the new carpet for the vestry-room, but under these reflections was a harmonious consciousness of red fields smoking into pale-purply mists in the declining sun, of long, sharp-pointed fir shadows falling over the meadow beyond the brook, of still, crimson-budded maples around a mirror-like wood-pool, of a wakening in the world and a stir of hidden pulses under the gray sod. The spring was abroad in the land and Marilla’s sober, middle-aged step was lighter and swifter because of its deep, primal gladness.

Marilla, walking home one late April evening from a charity meeting, realized that winter was finally over, bringing the thrill of joy that spring always brings to everyone, from the oldest and saddest to the youngest and happiest. Marilla wasn’t one to analyze her thoughts and feelings deeply. She probably thought she was focused on the charity work and their donation box and the new carpet for the meeting room, but beneath those thoughts was a vivid awareness of red fields fading into soft purple mists in the setting sun, long, sharp-pointed fir shadows stretching across the meadow beyond the stream, still, crimson-budded maples surrounding a glassy wood-pool, a sense of awakening in the world and a stirring of hidden life beneath the gray soil. Spring was in the air, and Marilla’s sober, middle-aged gait felt lighter and quicker because of its deep, fundamental joy.

Her eyes dwelt affectionately on Green Gables, peering through its network of trees and reflecting the sunlight back from its windows in several little coruscations of glory. Marilla, as she picked her steps along the damp lane, thought that it was really a satisfaction to know that she was going home to a briskly snapping wood fire and a table nicely spread for tea, instead of to the cold comfort of old Aid meeting evenings before Anne had come to Green Gables.

Her eyes lingered fondly on Green Gables, peeking through the trees and reflecting sunlight from its windows in little glimmers of light. Marilla, as she walked carefully along the damp path, felt it was truly satisfying to know she was heading home to a warm, crackling fire and a table set nicely for tea, instead of the cold comfort of old aid meeting nights before Anne had arrived at Green Gables.

Consequently, when Marilla entered her kitchen and found the fire black out, with no sign of Anne anywhere, she felt justly disappointed and irritated. She had told Anne to be sure and have tea ready at five o’clock, but now she must hurry to take off her second-best dress and prepare the meal herself against Matthew’s return from ploughing.

As a result, when Marilla walked into her kitchen and saw the fire out, with no sign of Anne around, she felt justifiably disappointed and annoyed. She had told Anne to make sure tea was ready by five o’clock, but now she had to rush to change out of her second-best dress and prepare the meal herself before Matthew got back from plowing.

“I’ll settle Miss Anne when she comes home,” said Marilla grimly, as she shaved up kindlings with a carving knife and more vim than was strictly necessary. Matthew had come in and was waiting patiently for his tea in his corner. “She’s gadding off somewhere with Diana, writing stories or practising dialogues or some such tomfoolery, and never thinking once about the time or her duties. She’s just got to be pulled up short and sudden on this sort of thing. I don’t care if Mrs. Allan does say she’s the brightest and sweetest child she ever knew. She may be bright and sweet enough, but her head is full of nonsense and there’s never any knowing what shape it’ll break out in next. Just as soon as she grows out of one freak she takes up with another. But there! Here I am saying the very thing I was so riled with Rachel Lynde for saying at the Aid to-day. I was real glad when Mrs. Allan spoke up for Anne, for if she hadn’t I know I’d have said something too sharp to Rachel before everybody. Anne’s got plenty of faults, goodness knows, and far be it from me to deny it. But I’m bringing her up and not Rachel Lynde, who’d pick faults in the Angel Gabriel himself if he lived in Avonlea. Just the same, Anne has no business to leave the house like this when I told her she was to stay home this afternoon and look after things. I must say, with all her faults, I never found her disobedient or untrustworthy before and I’m real sorry to find her so now.”

“I’ll take care of Miss Anne when she gets home,” Marilla said sternly, as she chopped up kindling with a carving knife and more energy than was really needed. Matthew had come in and was waiting patiently for his tea in his corner. “She’s off somewhere with Diana, writing stories or practicing dialogues or some other nonsense, and not once thinking about the time or her responsibilities. She has to be brought back down to earth about this. I don’t care if Mrs. Allan says she’s the brightest and sweetest child she’s ever met. She might be bright and sweet enough, but her head is full of nonsense, and there’s no telling what kind of trouble it will lead to next. As soon as she gets over one phase, she jumps into another. But there I am, saying exactly what I was so annoyed with Rachel Lynde for saying at the Aid today. I was really glad when Mrs. Allan defended Anne because if she hadn’t, I know I would have said something too harsh to Rachel in front of everyone. Anne has plenty of faults, that's for sure, and I won’t deny it. But I’m the one raising her, not Rachel Lynde, who would find something wrong with the Angel Gabriel himself if he lived in Avonlea. Still, Anne shouldn’t have left the house like this when I told her to stay home this afternoon and take care of things. I have to say, despite all her faults, I never found her disobedient or untrustworthy before, and I'm really sorry to see that side of her now.”

“Well now, I dunno,” said Matthew, who, being patient and wise and, above all, hungry, had deemed it best to let Marilla talk her wrath out unhindered, having learned by experience that she got through with whatever work was on hand much quicker if not delayed by untimely argument. “Perhaps you’re judging her too hasty, Marilla. Don’t call her untrustworthy until you’re sure she has disobeyed you. Mebbe it can all be explained—Anne’s a great hand at explaining.”

“Well, I don’t know,” said Matthew, who, being patient and wise and, above all, hungry, thought it was best to let Marilla express her anger without interruption. He had learned from experience that she finished whatever tasks were at hand much quicker if there was no unnecessary argument delaying her. “Maybe you’re being too quick to judge her, Marilla. Don’t call her untrustworthy until you’re sure she has disobeyed you. It might all be explainable—Anne is really good at explaining things.”

“She’s not here when I told her to stay,” retorted Marilla. “I reckon she’ll find it hard to explain that to my satisfaction. Of course I knew you’d take her part, Matthew. But I’m bringing her up, not you.”

“She’s not here when I asked her to stay,” Marilla shot back. “I think she’ll find it difficult to explain that to me. Of course, I knew you’d back her up, Matthew. But I’m the one raising her, not you.”

It was dark when supper was ready, and still no sign of Anne, coming hurriedly over the log bridge or up Lovers’ Lane, breathless and repentant with a sense of neglected duties. Marilla washed and put away the dishes grimly. Then, wanting a candle to light her down cellar, she went up to the east gable for the one that generally stood on Anne’s table. Lighting it, she turned around to see Anne herself lying on the bed, face downward among the pillows.

It was dark when dinner was ready, and there was still no sign of Anne, rushing over the log bridge or coming up Lovers’ Lane, breathless and regretful about her neglected responsibilities. Marilla washed and put away the dishes with a serious expression. Then, needing a candle to light her way down to the cellar, she went up to the east gable for the one that usually sat on Anne’s table. After lighting it, she turned around to find Anne herself lying on the bed, face down among the pillows.

“Mercy on us,” said astonished Marilla, “have you been asleep, Anne?”

“Mercy on us,” said an astonished Marilla, “have you been asleep, Anne?”

“No,” was the muffled reply.

“No,” came the muffled reply.

“Are you sick then?” demanded Marilla anxiously, going over to the bed.

“Are you sick then?” Marilla asked anxiously, heading over to the bed.

Anne cowered deeper into her pillows as if desirous of hiding herself for ever from mortal eyes.

Anne sank further into her pillows, as if she wanted to hide from the world forever.

“No. But please, Marilla, go away and don’t look at me. I’m in the depths of despair and I don’t care who gets head in class or writes the best composition or sings in the Sunday-school choir any more. Little things like that are of no importance now because I don’t suppose I’ll ever be able to go anywhere again. My career is closed. Please, Marilla, go away and don’t look at me.”

“No. But please, Marilla, just go away and don’t look at me. I’m completely heartbroken and I don’t care who gets the highest grades in class or writes the best essays or sings in the Sunday school choir anymore. Little things like that don't matter now because I don't think I’ll ever be able to go anywhere again. My future is over. Please, Marilla, just go away and don’t look at me.”

“Did any one ever hear the like?” the mystified Marilla wanted to know. “Anne Shirley, whatever is the matter with you? What have you done? Get right up this minute and tell me. This minute, I say. There now, what is it?”

“Has anyone ever seen anything like this?” the confused Marilla asked. “Anne Shirley, what is wrong with you? What have you done? Get up this minute and tell me. Right now, I say. So, what is it?”

Anne had slid to the floor in despairing obedience.

Anne had dropped to the floor in helpless submission.

“Look at my hair, Marilla,” she whispered.

“Look at my hair, Marilla,” she whispered.

Accordingly, Marilla lifted her candle and looked scrutinizingly at Anne’s hair, flowing in heavy masses down her back. It certainly had a very strange appearance.

Accordingly, Marilla lifted her candle and examined Anne’s hair, which cascaded in thick waves down her back. It definitely looked very unusual.

“Anne Shirley, what have you done to your hair? Why, it’s green!

“Anne Shirley, what did you do to your hair? It's green!

Green it might be called, if it were any earthly colour—a queer, dull, bronzy green, with streaks here and there of the original red to heighten the ghastly effect. Never in all her life had Marilla seen anything so grotesque as Anne’s hair at that moment.

It could be called green, if it were any earthly color—a strange, dull, bronzy green, with patches of the original red here and there to enhance the creepy effect. Never in her life had Marilla seen anything as bizarre as Anne's hair at that moment.

“Yes, it’s green,” moaned Anne. “I thought nothing could be as bad as red hair. But now I know it’s ten times worse to have green hair. Oh, Marilla, you little know how utterly wretched I am.”

“Yes, it’s green,” groaned Anne. “I thought nothing could be worse than red hair. But now I realize it’s ten times worse to have green hair. Oh, Marilla, you have no idea how completely miserable I am.”

“I little know how you got into this fix, but I mean to find out,” said Marilla. “Come right down to the kitchen—it’s too cold up here—and tell me just what you’ve done. I’ve been expecting something queer for some time. You haven’t got into any scrape for over two months, and I was sure another one was due. Now, then, what did you do to your hair?”

“I don’t really know how you ended up like this, but I'm going to find out,” said Marilla. “Come down to the kitchen—it’s too cold up here—and tell me exactly what you did. I've been expecting something strange for a while. You haven’t gotten into any trouble for over two months, and I was sure another one was coming. So, what did you do to your hair?”

“I dyed it.”

“I dyed my hair.”

“Dyed it! Dyed your hair! Anne Shirley, didn’t you know it was a wicked thing to do?”

“Dyed it! Dyed your hair! Anne Shirley, didn’t you know it was a bad thing to do?”

“Yes, I knew it was a little wicked,” admitted Anne. “But I thought it was worth while to be a little wicked to get rid of red hair. I counted the cost, Marilla. Besides, I meant to be extra good in other ways to make up for it.”

“Yes, I knew it was a bit naughty,” Anne admitted. “But I thought it was worth being a little naughty to get rid of my red hair. I weighed the pros and cons, Marilla. Plus, I planned to be extra good in other ways to make up for it.”

“Well,” said Marilla sarcastically, “if I’d decided it was worth while to dye my hair I’d have dyed it a decent colour at least. I wouldn’t have dyed it green.”

“Well,” Marilla said sarcastically, “if I had decided it was worth it to dye my hair, I would have at least chosen a decent color. I wouldn’t have dyed it green.”

“But I didn’t mean to dye it green, Marilla,” protested Anne dejectedly. “If I was wicked I meant to be wicked to some purpose. He said it would turn my hair a beautiful raven black—he positively assured me that it would. How could I doubt his word, Marilla? I know what it feels like to have your word doubted. And Mrs. Allan says we should never suspect any one of not telling us the truth unless we have proof that they’re not. I have proof now—green hair is proof enough for anybody. But I hadn’t then and I believed every word he said implicitly.”

“But I didn’t mean to dye it green, Marilla,” Anne said sadly. “If I was going to be bad, I would have done it for a reason. He told me it would make my hair a beautiful raven black—he really convinced me it would. How could I not trust him, Marilla? I know what it’s like to have someone doubt your word. And Mrs. Allan says we shouldn’t assume anyone is lying unless we have proof they are. Well, I have proof now—green hair is proof enough for anyone. But back then, I believed every word he said implicitly.”

“Who said? Who are you talking about?”

“Who said that? Who are you talking about?”

“The pedlar that was here this afternoon. I bought the dye from him.”

"The peddler who was here this afternoon. I got the dye from him."

“Anne Shirley, how often have I told you never to let one of those Italians in the house! I don’t believe in encouraging them to come around at all.”

“Anne Shirley, how many times have I told you not to let one of those Italians in the house! I don’t believe in encouraging them to visit at all.”

“Oh, I didn’t let him in the house. I remembered what you told me, and I went out, carefully shut the door, and looked at his things on the step. Besides, he wasn’t an Italian—he was a German Jew. He had a big box full of very interesting things and he told me he was working hard to make enough money to bring his wife and children out from Germany. He spoke so feelingly about them that it touched my heart. I wanted to buy something from him to help him in such a worthy object. Then all at once I saw the bottle of hair dye. The pedlar said it was warranted to dye any hair a beautiful raven black and wouldn’t wash off. In a trice I saw myself with beautiful raven black hair and the temptation was irresistible. But the price of the bottle was seventy-five cents and I had only fifty cents left out of my chicken money. I think the pedlar had a very kind heart, for he said that, seeing it was me, he’d sell it for fifty cents and that was just giving it away. So I bought it, and as soon as he had gone I came up here and applied it with an old hair-brush as the directions said. I used up the whole bottle, and oh, Marilla, when I saw the dreadful colour it turned my hair I repented of being wicked, I can tell you. And I’ve been repenting ever since.”

“Oh, I didn’t let him into the house. I remembered what you told me, so I went outside, carefully shut the door, and looked at his stuff on the steps. Besides, he wasn’t Italian—he was a German Jew. He had a big box full of very interesting things, and he told me he was working hard to earn enough money to bring his wife and kids out of Germany. He spoke so passionately about them that it touched my heart. I wanted to buy something from him to help with such a noble cause. Then suddenly, I noticed the bottle of hair dye. The seller said it was guaranteed to dye any hair a beautiful raven black and wouldn’t wash out. In an instant, I imagined myself with gorgeous raven black hair, and the temptation was too strong to resist. But the bottle cost seventy-five cents, and I only had fifty cents left from my chicken money. I think the seller had a really kind heart because he said that, since it was me, he’d sell it for fifty cents, which was practically giving it away. So I bought it, and as soon as he left, I came up here and applied it with an old hairbrush, just like the directions said. I used up the whole bottle, and oh, Marilla, when I saw the awful color it turned my hair, I regretted being so reckless, I can tell you. And I’ve been regretting it ever since.”

“Well, I hope you’ll repent to good purpose,” said Marilla severely, “and that you’ve got your eyes opened to where your vanity has led you, Anne. Goodness knows what’s to be done. I suppose the first thing is to give your hair a good washing and see if that will do any good.”

“Well, I hope you really think about this,” said Marilla sternly, “and that you realize how your vanity has influenced you, Anne. Who knows what can be done? I guess the first thing is to wash your hair properly and see if that helps.”

Accordingly, Anne washed her hair, scrubbing it vigorously with soap and water, but for all the difference it made she might as well have been scouring its original red. The pedlar had certainly spoken the truth when he declared that the dye wouldn’t wash off, however his veracity might be impeached in other respects.

Accordingly, Anne washed her hair, scrubbing it hard with soap and water, but for all the difference it made, she might as well have been scrubbing its original red. The pedlar had definitely told the truth when he said that the dye wouldn’t wash out, even if his honesty could be questioned in other ways.

“Oh, Marilla, what shall I do?” questioned Anne in tears. “I can never live this down. People have pretty well forgotten my other mistakes—the liniment cake and setting Diana drunk and flying into a temper with Mrs. Lynde. But they’ll never forget this. They will think I am not respectable. Oh, Marilla, ‘what a tangled web we weave when first we practise to deceive.’ That is poetry, but it is true. And oh, how Josie Pye will laugh! Marilla, I cannot face Josie Pye. I am the unhappiest girl in Prince Edward Island.”

“Oh, Marilla, what am I going to do?” Anne asked, crying. “I can never recover from this. People have mostly forgotten my other mistakes—the liniment cake, getting Diana drunk, and losing my temper with Mrs. Lynde. But they’ll never forget this. They’ll think I’m not respectable. Oh, Marilla, ‘what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive.’ That’s poetry, but it’s true. And oh, how Josie Pye will laugh! Marilla, I cannot face Josie Pye. I am the unhappiest girl in Prince Edward Island.”

Anne’s unhappiness continued for a week. During that time she went nowhere and shampooed her hair every day. Diana alone of outsiders knew the fatal secret, but she promised solemnly never to tell, and it may be stated here and now that she kept her word. At the end of the week Marilla said decidedly:

Anne’s unhappiness lasted for a week. During that time, she didn’t go anywhere and washed her hair every day. Only Diana knew the terrible secret, but she promised seriously never to share it, and it’s important to mention that she stuck to her word. At the end of the week, Marilla said firmly:

“It’s no use, Anne. That is fast dye if ever there was any. Your hair must be cut off; there is no other way. You can’t go out with it looking like that.”

“It’s pointless, Anne. That’s definitely permanent dye. Your hair has to be cut off; there’s no other option. You can’t go out with it looking like that.”

Anne’s lips quivered, but she realized the bitter truth of Marilla’s remarks. With a dismal sigh she went for the scissors.

Anne's lips trembled, but she understood the harsh reality of Marilla's comments. With a gloomy sigh, she went to get the scissors.

“Please cut it off at once, Marilla, and have it over. Oh, I feel that my heart is broken. This is such an unromantic affliction. The girls in books lose their hair in fevers or sell it to get money for some good deed, and I’m sure I wouldn’t mind losing my hair in some such fashion half so much. But there is nothing comforting in having your hair cut off because you’ve dyed it a dreadful colour, is there? I’m going to weep all the time you’re cutting it off, if it won’t interfere. It seems such a tragic thing.”

“Please just cut it off right now, Marilla, and get it over with. Oh, I feel like my heart is breaking. This is such a boring problem. The girls in stories lose their hair because of fevers or sell it to raise money for something good, and I’m sure I wouldn’t mind losing my hair that way at all. But there’s nothing comforting about having your hair cut off because you dyed it a terrible color, is there? I’m going to cry the whole time you’re cutting it off, if that’s okay. It just feels so dramatic.”

Anne wept then, but later on, when she went up-stairs and looked in the glass, she was calm with despair. Marilla had done her work thoroughly and it had been necessary to shingle the hair as closely as possible. The result was not becoming, to state the case as mildly as may be. Anne promptly turned her glass to the wall.

Anne cried then, but later, when she went upstairs and looked in the mirror, she was calm with despair. Marilla had done her job thoroughly, and it had been necessary to cut her hair as short as possible. The result was not flattering, to put it mildly. Anne quickly turned her mirror to the wall.

“I’ll never, never look at myself again until my hair grows,” she exclaimed passionately.

"I'll never, ever look at myself again until my hair grows," she said passionately.

Then she suddenly righted the glass.

Then she suddenly set the glass upright.

“Yes, I will, too. I’d do penance for being wicked that way. I’ll look at myself every time I come to my room and see how ugly I am. And I won’t try to imagine it away, either. I never thought I was vain about my hair, of all things, but now I know I was, in spite of its being red, because it was so long and thick and curly. I expect something will happen to my nose next.”

“Yes, I will, too. I’d make amends for being bad like that. I’ll look at myself every time I come to my room and see how unattractive I am. And I won’t try to wish it away, either. I never thought I was vain about my hair, of all things, but now I realize I was, even though it’s red, because it was so long, thick, and curly. I expect something will happen to my nose next.”

Anne’s clipped head made a sensation in school on the following Monday, but to her relief nobody guessed the real reason for it, not even Josie Pye, who, however, did not fail to inform Anne that she looked like a perfect scarecrow.

Anne's short haircut caused quite a stir at school the following Monday, but thankfully, nobody figured out the real reason for it—not even Josie Pye, who couldn't resist telling Anne that she looked like a total scarecrow.

“I didn’t say anything when Josie said that to me,” Anne confided that evening to Marilla, who was lying on the sofa after one of her headaches, “because I thought it was part of my punishment and I ought to bear it patiently. It’s hard to be told you look like a scarecrow and I wanted to say something back. But I didn’t. I just swept her one scornful look and then I forgave her. It makes you feel very virtuous when you forgive people, doesn’t it? I mean to devote all my energies to being good after this and I shall never try to be beautiful again. Of course it’s better to be good. I know it is, but it’s sometimes so hard to believe a thing even when you know it. I do really want to be good, Marilla, like you and Mrs. Allan and Miss Stacy, and grow up to be a credit to you. Diana says when my hair begins to grow to tie a black velvet ribbon around my head with a bow at one side. She says she thinks it will be very becoming. I will call it a snood—that sounds so romantic. But am I talking too much, Marilla? Does it hurt your head?”

“I didn’t say anything when Josie said that to me,” Anne confided that evening to Marilla, who was lying on the sofa after one of her headaches, “because I thought it was part of my punishment and I should bear it patiently. It’s tough to be told you look like a scarecrow, and I wanted to say something back. But I didn’t. I just gave her a scornful look and then I forgave her. It makes you feel really virtuous when you forgive people, doesn’t it? I plan to devote all my energy to being good from now on, and I will never try to be beautiful again. Of course, it's better to be good. I know that, but it’s sometimes so hard to believe it even when you do. I really want to be good, Marilla, like you and Mrs. Allan and Miss Stacy, and grow up to be a credit to you. Diana says when my hair starts to grow, I should tie a black velvet ribbon around my head with a bow on one side. She thinks it will look really nice. I’ll call it a snood—that sounds so romantic. But am I talking too much, Marilla? Does it hurt your head?”

“My head is better now. It was terrible bad this afternoon, though. These headaches of mine are getting worse and worse. I’ll have to see a doctor about them. As for your chatter, I don’t know that I mind it—I’ve got so used to it.”

“My head feels better now. It was really bad this afternoon, though. These headaches I get are getting worse and worse. I’ll need to see a doctor about them. As for your talking, I’m not sure that I mind it—I’ve just gotten so used to it.”

Which was Marilla’s way of saying that she liked to hear it.

Which was Marilla’s way of saying that she enjoyed listening to it.


CHAPTER XXVIII.
AN UNFORTUNATE LILY MAID
A Tragic Lily Maid

“Of course you must be Elaine, Anne,” said Diana. “I could never have the courage to float down there.”

Of course you must be Elaine, Anne,” said Diana. “I could never have the guts to float down there.”

“Nor I,” said Ruby Gillis with a shiver. “I don’t mind floating down when there’s two or three of us in the flat and we can sit up. It’s fun then. But to lie down and pretend I was dead—I just couldn’t. I’d die really of fright.”

“Me neither,” said Ruby Gillis with a shiver. “I don’t mind floating down when there are two or three of us in the flat and we can sit up. That’s fun. But lying down and pretending I was dead—I just couldn’t do that. I’d actually die of fright.”

“Of course it would be romantic,” conceded Jane Andrews. “But I know I couldn’t keep still. I’d be popping up every minute or so to see where I was and if I wasn’t drifting too far out. And you know, Anne, that would spoil the effect.”

“Of course it would be romantic,” admitted Jane Andrews. “But I know I couldn’t stay still. I’d be getting up every minute or so to see where I was and if I wasn’t drifting too far out. And you know, Anne, that would ruin the vibe.”

“But it’s so ridiculous to have a red-headed Elaine,” mourned Anne. “I’m not afraid to float down and I’d love to be Elaine. But it’s ridiculous just the same. Ruby ought to be Elaine because she is so fair and has such lovely long golden hair—Elaine had ‘all her bright hair streaming down,’ you know. And Elaine was the lily maid. Now, a red-haired person cannot be a lily maid.”

“But it’s so silly to have a red-headed Elaine,” complained Anne. “I’m not scared to go along with it and I’d love to be Elaine. But it’s silly all the same. Ruby should be Elaine because she’s so fair and has such beautiful long golden hair—Elaine had ‘all her bright hair streaming down,’ you know. And Elaine was the lily maid. Now, a red-haired person just can’t be a lily maid.”

“Your complexion is just as fair as Ruby’s,” said Diana earnestly, “and your hair is ever so much darker than it used to be before you cut it.”

“Your skin is just as fair as Ruby’s,” Diana said sincerely, “and your hair is so much darker than it used to be before you cut it.”

“Oh, do you really think so?” exclaimed Anne, flushing sensitively with delight. “I’ve sometimes thought it was myself—but I never dared to ask any one for fear she would tell me it wasn’t. Do you think it could be called auburn now, Diana?”

“Oh, do you really think so?” Anne exclaimed, blushing with joy. “I’ve thought it was me sometimes—but I never had the courage to ask anyone for fear they'd tell me it wasn’t. Do you think it could be called auburn now, Diana?”

“Yes, and I think it is real pretty,” said Diana, looking admiringly at the short, silky curls that clustered over Anne’s head and were held in place by a very jaunty black velvet ribbon and bow.

“Yes, and I think it’s really pretty,” said Diana, looking admiringly at the short, silky curls that gathered on Anne’s head and were held in place by a stylish black velvet ribbon and bow.

They were standing on the bank of the pond, below Orchard Slope, where a little headland fringed with birches ran out from the bank; at its tip was a small wooden platform built out into the water for the convenience of fishermen and duck hunters. Ruby and Jane were spending the midsummer afternoon with Diana, and Anne had come over to play with them.

They were standing on the edge of the pond, below Orchard Slope, where a small point covered with birches jutted out from the bank; at the end of it was a little wooden platform extending into the water for fishermen and duck hunters. Ruby and Jane were spending the summer afternoon with Diana, and Anne had come over to join them.

Anne and Diana had spent most of their playtime that summer on and about the pond. Idlewild was a thing of the past, Mr. Bell having ruthlessly cut down the little circle of trees in his back pasture in the spring. Anne had sat among the stumps and wept, not without an eye to the romance of it; but she was speedily consoled, for, after all, as she and Diana said, big girls of thirteen, going on fourteen, were too old for such childish amusements as playhouses, and there were more fascinating sports to be found about the pond. It was splendid to fish for trout over the bridge and the two girls learned to row themselves about in the little flat-bottomed dory Mr. Barry kept for duck shooting.

Anne and Diana spent most of their playtime that summer around the pond. Idlewild was a thing of the past, since Mr. Bell had ruthlessly cut down the little circle of trees in his back pasture that spring. Anne had sat among the stumps and cried, not without a touch of drama; but she quickly cheered up because, after all, as she and Diana said, thirteen-going-on-fourteen-year-olds were too old for silly games like playhouses, and there were more exciting activities to enjoy by the pond. It was great to fish for trout off the bridge, and the two girls learned to row around in the little flat-bottomed dory Mr. Barry kept for duck hunting.

It was Anne’s idea that they dramatize Elaine. They had studied Tennyson’s poem in school the preceding winter, the Superintendent of Education having prescribed it in the English course for the Prince Edward Island schools. They had analyzed and parsed it and torn it to pieces in general until it was a wonder there was any meaning at all left in it for them, but at least the fair lily maid and Lancelot and Guinevere and King Arthur had become very real people to them, and Anne was devoured by secret regret that she had not been born in Camelot. Those days, she said, were so much more romantic than the present.

It was Anne's idea to put on a play about Elaine. They had studied Tennyson's poem in school the previous winter, as it was included in the English curriculum for the Prince Edward Island schools. They had analyzed it, broken it down, and dissected it so thoroughly that it was a miracle any meaning remained for them. But at least the fair lily maid, Lancelot, Guinevere, and King Arthur felt like real people, and Anne was filled with a secret regret that she hadn't been born in Camelot. She said those times were far more romantic than today.

Anne’s plan was hailed with enthusiasm. The girls had discovered that if the flat were pushed off from the landing-place it would drift down with the current under the bridge and finally strand itself on another headland lower down which ran out at a curve in the pond. They had often gone down like this and nothing could be more convenient for playing Elaine.

Anne’s plan was met with excitement. The girls figured out that if they pushed the flat away from the landing area, it would float down with the current under the bridge and eventually get stuck on another point further down that curved into the pond. They had done this many times, and nothing could be better for playing Elaine.

“Well, I’ll be Elaine,” said Anne, yielding reluctantly, for, although she would have been delighted to play the principal character, yet her artistic sense demanded fitness for it and this, she felt, her limitations made impossible. “Ruby, you must be King Arthur and Jane will be Guinevere and Diana must be Lancelot. But first you must be the brothers and the father. We can’t have the old dumb servitor because there isn’t room for two in the flat when one is lying down. We must pall the barge all its length in blackest samite. That old black shawl of your mother’s will be just the thing, Diana.”

“Well, I can’t believe it, Elaine,” said Anne, giving in reluctantly, because even though she would have loved to play the main character, her artistic sense insisted on being suitable for it, and she felt her limitations made that impossible. “Ruby, you’re going to be King Arthur, and Jane will be Guinevere, and Diana has to be Lancelot. But first, you guys need to play the brothers and the father. We can’t have the old dumb servant because there isn’t room for two in the apartment when one is lying down. We need to cover the barge all the way in the darkest fabric. That old black shawl of your mom’s will be perfect, Diana.”

The black shawl having been procured, Anne spread it over the flat and then lay down on the bottom, with closed eyes and hands folded over her breast.

The black shawl having been obtained, Anne spread it over the flat and then lay down at the bottom, with her eyes closed and hands folded over her chest.

“Oh, she does look really dead,” whispered Ruby Gillis nervously, watching the still, white little face under the flickering shadows of the birches. “It makes me feel frightened, girls. Do you suppose it’s really right to act like this? Mrs. Lynde says that all play-acting is abominably wicked.”

“Oh, she really looks dead,” whispered Ruby Gillis nervously, watching the still, pale little face under the flickering shadows of the birches. “It freaks me out, girls. Do you think it’s really okay to do this? Mrs. Lynde says that all pretending is just plain wrong.”

“Ruby, you shouldn’t talk about Mrs. Lynde,” said Anne severely. “It spoils the effect because this is hundreds of years before Mrs. Lynde was born. Jane, you arrange this. It’s silly for Elaine to be talking when she’s dead.”

“Ruby, you shouldn’t be talking about Mrs. Lynde,” Anne said firmly. “It ruins the vibe because this is hundreds of years before Mrs. Lynde was even born. Jane, you take care of this. It’s pointless for Elaine to be talking when she’s dead.”

Jane rose to the occasion. Cloth of gold for coverlet there was none, but an old piano scarf of yellow Japanese crêpe was an excellent substitute. A white lily was not obtainable just then, but the effect of a tall blue iris placed in one of Anne’s folded hands was all that could be desired.

Jane stepped up to the challenge. There was no gold cloth for a coverlet, but an old yellow Japanese crêpe piano scarf worked perfectly as a substitute. A white lily wasn't available at the moment, but the impact of a tall blue iris resting in one of Anne's folded hands was just what was needed.

“Now, she’s all ready,” said Jane. “We must kiss her quiet brows and, Diana, you say, ‘Sister, farewell for ever,’ and Ruby, you say, ‘Farewell, sweet sister,’ both of you as sorrowfully as you possibly can. Anne, for goodness sake smile a little. You know Elaine ‘lay as though she smiled.’ That’s better. Now push the flat off.”

“Okay, she’s all set,” said Jane. “We need to kiss her peaceful forehead and, Diana, you say, ‘Sister, farewell forever,’ and Ruby, you say, ‘Goodbye, sweet sister,’ both of you as sadly as you can. Anne, for goodness’ sake, smile a little. You know Elaine ‘lay as though she smiled.’ That’s better. Now push the flat off.”

The flat was accordingly pushed off, scraping roughly over an old embedded stake in the process. Diana and Jane and Ruby only waited long enough to see it caught in the current and headed for the bridge before scampering up through the woods, across the road, and down to the lower headland where, as Lancelot and Guinevere and the King, they were to be in readiness to receive the lily maid.

The flat was then pushed off, scraping hard against an old stake in the process. Diana, Jane, and Ruby only waited long enough to see it get caught in the current and make its way toward the bridge before quickly running through the woods, across the road, and down to the lower headland where, as Lancelot, Guinevere, and the King, they were ready to welcome the lily maid.

For a few minutes Anne, drifting slowly down, enjoyed the romance of her situation to the full. Then something happened not at all romantic. The flat began to leak. In a very few moments it was necessary for Elaine to scramble to her feet, pick up her cloth of gold coverlet and pall of blackest samite and gaze blankly at a big crack in the bottom of her barge through which the water was literally pouring. That sharp stake at the landing had torn off the strip of batting nailed on the flat. Anne did not know this, but it did not take her long to realize that she was in a dangerous plight. At this rate the flat would fill and sink long before it could drift to the lower headland. Where were the oars? Left behind at the landing!

For a few minutes, Anne, drifting slowly down, fully enjoyed the romantic feel of her situation. Then something happened that was far from romantic. The flat started to leak. Within moments, Elaine had to scramble to her feet, grab her golden coverlet and dark fabric, and stare blankly at a large crack in the bottom of her boat through which water was pouring in. That sharp stake at the landing had ripped off the strip of padding nailed to the flat. Anne didn’t know this, but she quickly realized that she was in a dangerous situation. At this rate, the flat would fill up and sink long before it reached the lower headland. Where were the oars? Left behind at the landing!

Anne gave one gasping little scream which nobody ever heard; she was white to the lips, but she did not lose her self-possession. There was one chance—just one.

Anne let out a small gasp that no one heard; her face was pale, but she stayed composed. There was only one chance—just one.

“I was horribly frightened,” she told Mrs. Allan the next day, “and it seemed like years while the flat was drifting down to the bridge and the water rising in it every moment. I prayed, Mrs. Allan, most earnestly, but I didn’t shut my eyes to pray, for I knew the only way God could save me was to let the flat float close enough to one of the bridge piles for me to climb up on it. You know the piles are just old tree trunks and there are lots of knots and old branch stubs on them. It was proper to pray, but I had to do my part by watching out and right well I knew it. I just said, ‘Dear God, please take the flat close to a pile and I’ll do the rest,’ over and over again. Under such circumstances you don’t think much about making a flowery prayer. But mine was answered, for the flat bumped right into a pile for a minute and I flung the scarf and the shawl over my shoulder and scrambled up on a big providential stub. And there I was, Mrs. Allan, clinging to that slippery old pile with no way of getting up or down. It was a very unromantic position, but I didn’t think about that at the time. You don’t think much about romance when you have just escaped from a watery grave. I said a grateful prayer at once and then I gave all my attention to holding on tight, for I knew I should probably have to depend on human aid to get back to dry land.”

“I was really scared,” she told Mrs. Allan the next day, “and it felt like forever while the flat was floating down to the bridge and the water kept rising in it. I prayed, Mrs. Allan, very earnestly, but I didn’t close my eyes to pray, because I knew the only way God could save me was to let the flat come close enough to one of the bridge piles for me to climb onto it. You know the piles are just old tree trunks with lots of knots and old branch stubs on them. It was right to pray, but I had to do my part by keeping an eye out, and I definitely knew that. I kept saying, ‘Dear God, please bring the flat close to a pile and I’ll handle the rest,’ over and over again. In situations like that, you don’t think much about making a fancy prayer. But mine was answered, because the flat bumped right into a pile for a moment, and I tossed the scarf and shawl over my shoulder and scrambled up onto a big fortunate stub. And there I was, Mrs. Allan, clinging to that slippery old pile with no way to get up or down. It was a very unromantic situation, but I wasn’t thinking about that at the time. You don’t think much about romance when you’ve just escaped from drowning. I said a thankful prayer right away, and then I focused all my attention on holding on tight, because I knew I’d probably need help to get back to dry land.”

The flat drifted under the bridge and then promptly sank in midstream. Ruby, Jane, and Diana, already awaiting it on the lower headland, saw it disappear before their very eyes and had not a doubt but that Anne had gone down with it. For a moment they stood still, white as sheets, frozen with horror at the tragedy; then, shrieking at the tops of their voices, they started on a frantic run up through the woods, never pausing as they crossed the main road to glance the way of the bridge. Anne, clinging desperately to her precarious foothold, saw their flying forms and heard their shrieks. Help would soon come, but meanwhile her position was a very uncomfortable one.

The flat floated under the bridge and then quickly sank in the middle of the river. Ruby, Jane, and Diana, already waiting for it on the lower headland, watched it vanish before their eyes and were convinced that Anne had gone down with it. For a moment, they stood completely still, pale as ghosts, frozen in horror at the tragedy; then, screaming at the top of their lungs, they took off running frantically through the woods, never stopping to look back at the bridge as they crossed the main road. Anne, desperately clinging to her precarious hold, saw their rushing figures and heard their screams. Help would arrive soon, but in the meantime, her situation was very uncomfortable.

The minutes passed by, each seeming an hour to the unfortunate lily maid. Why didn’t somebody come? Where had the girls gone? Suppose they had fainted, one and all! Suppose nobody ever came! Suppose she grew so tired and cramped that she could hold on no longer! Anne looked at the wicked green depths below her, wavering with long, oily shadows, and shivered. Her imagination began to suggest all manner of gruesome possibilities to her.

The minutes ticked by, each one feeling like an hour to the unfortunate lily maid. Why wasn't anyone coming? Where had the girls gone? What if they had all fainted? What if no one ever showed up? What if she became so exhausted and cramped that she couldn't hold on any longer? Anne looked at the dark green depths below her, shimmering with long, slick shadows, and shivered. Her imagination started to come up with all kinds of gruesome possibilities.

Then, just as she thought she really could not endure the ache in her arms and wrists another moment, Gilbert Blythe came rowing under the bridge in Harmon Andrews’ dory!

Then, just when she thought she couldn’t bear the pain in her arms and wrists any longer, Gilbert Blythe came rowing under the bridge in Harmon Andrews’ boat!

Gilbert glanced up and, much to his amazement, beheld a little white scornful face looking down upon him with big, frightened but also scornful gray eyes.

Gilbert looked up and, to his surprise, saw a small white face with a scornful expression staring down at him, its big gray eyes wide with fright yet also filled with contempt.

“Anne Shirley! How on earth did you get there?” he exclaimed.

“Anne Shirley! How in the world did you get there?” he exclaimed.

Without waiting for an answer he pulled close to the pile and extended his hand. There was no help for it; Anne, clinging to Gilbert Blythe’s hand, scrambled down into the dory, where she sat, drabbled and furious, in the stern with her arms full of dripping shawl and wet crêpe. It was certainly extremely difficult to be dignified under the circumstances!

Without waiting for a response, he moved closer to the pile and reached out his hand. There was no avoiding it; Anne, holding onto Gilbert Blythe’s hand, scrambled into the dory, where she sat, soaked and fuming, in the back with her arms full of dripping shawl and wet crêpe. It was definitely very hard to remain composed in this situation!

“He pulled close to the pile and extended his hand.”
“He pulled close to the pile and extended his hand.”

“What has happened, Anne?” asked Gilbert, taking up his oars.

“What’s wrong, Anne?” Gilbert asked as he picked up his oars.

“We were playing Elaine,” explained Anne frigidly, without even looking at her rescuer, “and I had to drift down to Camelot in the barge—I mean the flat. The flat began to leak and I climbed out on the pile. The girls went for help. Will you be kind enough to row me to the landing?”

“We were playing Elaine,” Anne said coldly, not even looking at her rescuer, “and I had to float down to Camelot in the flat— I mean the barge. The flat started to leak, so I climbed out on the pile. The girls went to get help. Could you please row me to the landing?”

Gilbert obligingly rowed to the landing and Anne, disdaining assistance, sprang nimbly on shore.

Gilbert willingly rowed to the landing, and Anne, refusing help, jumped nimbly onto the shore.

“I’m very much obliged to you,” she said haughtily as she turned away. But Gilbert had also sprung from the boat and now laid a detaining hand on her arm.

“I really appreciate it,” she said arrogantly as she turned away. But Gilbert had also jumped out of the boat and now placed a hand on her arm to stop her.

“Anne,” he said hurriedly, “look here. Can’t we be good friends? I’m awfully sorry I made fun of your hair that time. I didn’t mean to vex you and I only meant it for a joke. Besides, it’s so long ago. I think your hair is awfully pretty now—honest I do. Let’s be friends.”

“Anne,” he said quickly, “listen. Can’t we just be good friends? I’m really sorry I made fun of your hair that time. I didn’t mean to upset you, and I was just joking. Plus, that was so long ago. I think your hair looks really pretty now—really, I do. Let’s be friends.”

For a moment Anne hesitated. She had an odd, newly awakened consciousness under all her outraged dignity that the half-shy, half-eager expression in Gilbert’s hazel eyes was something that was very good to see. Her heart gave a quick, queer little beat. But the bitterness of her old grievance promptly stiffened up her wavering determination. That scene of two years before flashed back into her recollection as vividly as if it had taken place yesterday. Gilbert had called her “carrots” and had brought about her disgrace before the whole school. Her resentment, which to other and older people might be as laughable as its cause, was in no whit allayed and softened by time seemingly. She hated Gilbert Blythe! She would never forgive him!

For a moment, Anne hesitated. Beneath her outraged dignity, she felt an odd, newly awakened awareness that the half-shy, half-eager look in Gilbert’s hazel eyes was actually nice to see. Her heart skipped a quick, strange beat. But the bitterness of her old grievances quickly hardened her wavering determination. The scene from two years ago flashed back into her memory as clearly as if it had happened yesterday. Gilbert had called her “carrots” and had caused her humiliation in front of the whole school. Her resentment, which older and wiser people might find laughable considering its cause, hadn’t softened with time. She hated Gilbert Blythe! She would never forgive him!

“No,” she said coldly, “I shall never be friends with you, Gilbert Blythe; and I don’t want to be!”

“No,” she said coldly, “I will never be friends with you, Gilbert Blythe; and I don’t want to be!”

“All right!” Gilbert sprang into his skiff with an angry colour in his cheeks. “I’ll never ask you to be friends again, Anne Shirley. And I don’t care either!”

“All right!” Gilbert jumped into his small boat, his face flushed with anger. “I’ll never ask you to be friends again, Anne Shirley. And I don’t care at all!”

He pulled away with swift defiant strokes, and Anne went up the steep, ferny little path under the maples. She held her head very high, but she was conscious of an odd feeling of regret. She almost wished she had answered Gilbert differently. Of course, he had insulted her terribly, but still—! Altogether, Anne rather thought it would be a relief to sit down and have a good cry. She was really quite unstrung, for the reaction from her fright and cramped clinging was making itself felt.

He pulled away with quick, defiant movements, and Anne went up the steep, grassy little path under the maples. She held her head high, but felt a strange sense of regret. She almost wished she had responded to Gilbert differently. Of course, he had insulted her badly, but still—! Overall, Anne thought it might be nice to sit down and have a good cry. She was feeling quite unsettled, as the reaction from her fear and tense grip was starting to take its toll.

Half-way up the path she met Jane and Diana rushing back to the pond in a state narrowly removed from positive frenzy. They had found nobody at Orchard Slope, both Mr. and Mrs. Barry being away. Here Ruby Gillis had succumbed to hysterics, and was left to recover from them as best she might, while Jane and Diana flew through the Haunted Wood and across the brook to Green Gables. There they had found nobody either, for Marilla had gone to Carmody and Matthew was making hay in the back field.

Halfway up the path, she ran into Jane and Diana rushing back to the pond, barely containing their excitement. They hadn’t found anyone at Orchard Slope since Mr. and Mrs. Barry were both out. Ruby Gillis had broken down in hysterics and was left to calm down as best she could, while Jane and Diana hurried through the Haunted Wood and across the brook to Green Gables. They found no one there either, as Marilla had gone to Carmody and Matthew was out making hay in the back field.

“Oh, Anne,” gasped Diana, fairly falling on the former’s neck and weeping with relief and delight, “Oh, Anne—we thought—you were—drowned—and we felt like murderers—because we had made—you be—Elaine. And Ruby is in hysterics—oh, Anne, how did you escape?”

“Oh, Anne,” Diana exclaimed, practically collapsing into her arms and crying with relief and joy, “Oh, Anne—we thought—you were—drowned—and we felt like murderers—because we made you—Elaine. And Ruby is in hysterics—oh, Anne, how did you escape?”

“I climbed up on one of the piles,” explained Anne wearily, “and Gilbert Blythe came along in Mr. Andrews’ dory and brought me to land.”

“I climbed up on one of the piles,” Anne said tiredly, “and Gilbert Blythe came by in Mr. Andrews’ dory and took me to shore.”

“Oh, Anne, how splendid of him! Why, it’s so romantic!” said Jane, finding breath enough for utterance at last. “Of course you’ll speak to him after this.”

“Oh, Anne, how amazing of him! It’s so romantic!” Jane said, finally catching her breath to speak. “You’ll definitely talk to him after this.”

“Of course I won’t,” flashed Anne with a momentary return of her old spirit. “And I don’t want ever to hear the word romantic again, Jane Andrews. I’m awfully sorry you were so frightened, girls. It is all my fault. I feel sure I was born under an unlucky star. Everything I do gets me or my dearest friends into a scrape. We’ve gone and lost your father’s flat, Diana, and I have a presentiment that we’ll not be allowed to row on the pond any more.”

“Of course I won’t,” Anne replied, her old spirit shining through for a moment. “And I never want to hear the word ‘romantic’ again, Jane Andrews. I’m really sorry you all got so scared, girls. This is all my fault. I truly feel like I was born under a bad star. Everything I do ends up getting me or my closest friends in trouble. We’ve lost your dad’s apartment, Diana, and I have a bad feeling that we won’t be allowed to paddle on the pond anymore.”

Anne’s presentiment proved more trustworthy than presentiments are apt to do. Great was the consternation in the Barry and Cuthbert households when the events of the afternoon became known.

Anne’s intuition turned out to be more reliable than most intuitions usually are. There was a lot of shock in the Barry and Cuthbert households when the events of the afternoon were revealed.

“Will you ever have any sense, Anne?” groaned Marilla.

“Will you ever have any common sense, Anne?” groaned Marilla.

“Oh, yes, I think I will, Marilla,” returned Anne optimistically. A good cry, indulged in the grateful solitude of the east gable, had soothed her nerves and restored her to her wonted cheerfulness. “I think my prospects of becoming sensible are brighter now than ever.”

“Oh, yes, I think I will, Marilla,” Anne replied with optimism. A good cry, enjoyed in the comforting solitude of the east gable, had calmed her nerves and brought back her usual cheerfulness. “I believe my chances of becoming sensible are brighter now than ever.”

“I don’t see how,” said Marilla.

“I don’t see how,” Marilla said.

“Well,” explained Anne, “I’ve learned a new and valuable lesson to-day. Ever since I came to Green Gables I’ve been making mistakes, and each mistake has helped to cure me of some great shortcoming. The affair of the amethyst brooch cured me of meddling with things that didn’t belong to me. The Haunted Wood mistake cured me of letting my imagination run away with me. The liniment cake mistake cured me of carelessness in cooking. Dyeing my hair cured me of vanity. I never think about my hair and nose now—at least, very seldom. And to-day’s mistake is going to cure me of being too romantic. I have come to the conclusion that it is no use trying to be romantic in Avonlea. It was probably easy enough in towered Camelot hundreds of years ago, but romance is not appreciated now. I feel quite sure that you will soon see a great improvement in me in this respect, Marilla.”

“Well,” Anne said, “I've learned a new and valuable lesson today. Ever since I arrived at Green Gables, I've been making mistakes, and each mistake has helped me overcome some significant flaw. The incident with the amethyst brooch helped me stop meddling with things that didn’t belong to me. The mistake in the Haunted Wood taught me to rein in my imagination. The liniment cake disaster made me more careful with cooking. Dyed hair cured me of vanity. I rarely think about my hair and nose now—at least, not very often. And today’s mistake is going to teach me to stop being too romantic. I've realized that there's no point in trying to be romantic in Avonlea. It was probably easy enough in the grand Camelot hundreds of years ago, but romance isn’t valued now. I'm pretty sure you'll soon notice a big improvement in me regarding this, Marilla.”

“I’m sure I hope so,” said Marilla skeptically.

“I really hope so,” said Marilla skeptically.

But Matthew, who had been sitting mutely in his corner, laid a hand on Anne’s shoulder when Marilla had gone out.

But Matthew, who had been quietly sitting in his corner, placed a hand on Anne’s shoulder once Marilla had left.

“Don’t give up all your romance, Anne,” he whispered shyly, “a little of it is a good thing—not too much, of course—but keep a little of it, Anne, keep a little of it.”

“Don’t give up on all your romance, Anne,” he whispered shyly, “a little bit of it is a good thing—not too much, of course—but hold on to some of it, Anne, hold on to some of it.”


CHAPTER XXIX.
AN EPOCH IN ANNE’S LIFE
A PERIOD IN ANNE’S LIFE

Anne was bringing the cows home from the back pasture by way of Lovers’ Lane. It was a September evening and all the gaps and clearings in the woods were brimmed up with ruby sunset light. Here and there the lane was splashed with it, but for the most part it was already quite shadowy beneath the maples, and the spaces under the firs were filled with a clear violet dusk like airy wine. The winds were out in their tops, and there is no sweeter music on earth than that which the wind makes in the fir-trees at evening.

Anne was bringing the cows back from the field along Lovers’ Lane. It was a September evening, and the gaps and clearings in the woods were filled with a warm, ruby sunset light. Here and there, the lane caught some of that light, but mostly it was already pretty shadowy beneath the maples, and the spots under the fir trees were bathed in a light violet dusk that felt like airy wine. The winds were rustling through the treetops, and there’s no sweeter sound on earth than the music the wind creates in the fir trees at dusk.

The cows swung placidly down the lane, and Anne followed them dreamily, repeating aloud the battle canto from “Marmion”—which had also been part of their English course the preceding winter and which Miss Stacy had made them learn off by heart—and exulting in its rushing lines and the clash of spears in its imagery. When she came to the lines:

The cows ambled peacefully down the lane, and Anne followed them lost in thought, reciting the battle chant from “Marmion”—which had also been part of their English class the winter before and which Miss Stacy had made them memorize—and reveling in its flowing verses and the vivid imagery of clashing spears. When she reached the lines:

“The stubborn spearsmen still made good
Their dark impenetrable wood,”

she stopped in ecstasy to shut her eyes that she might the better fancy herself one of that heroic ring. When she opened them again it was to behold Diana coming through the gate that led into the Barry field and looking so important that Anne instantly divined there was news to be told. But betray too eager curiosity she would not.

she paused in bliss to close her eyes so she could imagine herself as part of that heroic group. When she opened them again, she saw Diana coming through the gate into the Barry field, looking so serious that Anne immediately sensed there was news to share. But she wouldn’t let her eagerness show.

“Isn’t this evening just like a purple dream, Diana? It makes me so glad to be alive. In the mornings I always think the mornings are best; but when evening comes I think it’s lovelier still.”

“Isn’t this evening just like a purple dream, Diana? It makes me so happy to be alive. In the mornings, I always think the mornings are the best; but when evening comes, I think it’s even more beautiful.”

“It’s a very fine evening,” said Diana, “but oh, I have such news, Anne. Guess. You can have three guesses.”

“It’s a really nice evening,” said Diana, “but oh, I have such news, Anne. Guess. You get three tries.”

“Charlotte Gillis is going to be married in the church after all and Mrs. Allan wants us to decorate it,” cried Anne.

"Charlotte Gillis is finally going to get married in the church, and Mrs. Allan wants us to decorate it," shouted Anne.

“No. Charlotte’s beau won’t agree to that, because nobody ever has been married in the church yet, and he thinks it would seem too much like a funeral. It’s too mean, because it would be such fun. Guess again.”

“No. Charlotte’s boyfriend won't go for that because no one has ever gotten married in the church before, and he thinks it would feel too much like a funeral. It's too harsh, because it would be so much fun. Try again.”

“Jane’s mother is going to let her have a birthday party?”

“Is Jane’s mom really going to let her have a birthday party?”

Diana shook her head, her black eyes dancing with merriment.

Diana shook her head, her dark eyes sparkling with joy.

“I can’t think what it can be,” said Anne in despair, “unless it’s that Moody Spurgeon MacPherson saw you home from prayer-meeting last night. Did he?”

“I can’t figure out what it could be,” Anne said in frustration, “unless it’s that Moody Spurgeon MacPherson walked you home from the prayer meeting last night. Did he?”

“I should think not,” exclaimed Diana indignantly. “I wouldn’t be likely to boast of it if he did, the horrid creature! I knew you couldn’t guess it. Mother had a letter from Aunt Josephine to-day, and Aunt Josephine wants you and me to go to town next Tuesday and stop with her for the Exhibition. There!”

“I don't think so,” Diana said angrily. “I wouldn't brag about it even if he did, that awful creature! I knew you couldn’t figure it out. Mom got a letter from Aunt Josephine today, and Aunt Josephine wants you and me to go to the city next Tuesday and stay with her for the Exhibition. There!”

“Oh, Diana,” whispered Anne, finding it necessary to lean up against a maple-tree for support, “do you really mean it? But I’m afraid Marilla won’t let me go. She will say that she can’t encourage gadding about. That was what she said last week when Jane invited me to go with them in their double-seated buggy to the American concert at the White Sands Hotel. I wanted to go, but Marilla said I’d be better at home learning my lessons and so would Jane. I was bitterly disappointed, Diana. I felt so heart-broken that I wouldn’t say my prayers when I went to bed. But I repented of that and got up in the middle of the night and said them.”

“Oh, Diana,” whispered Anne, needing to lean against a maple tree for support, “do you really mean it? But I’m worried Marilla won’t let me go. She’ll say that she can’t encourage wandering around. That’s what she said last week when Jane asked me to join them in their double-seated buggy to the American concert at the White Sands Hotel. I wanted to go, but Marilla insisted I’d be better off at home studying my lessons, and so would Jane. I was really disappointed, Diana. I felt so heartbroken that I didn’t say my prayers when I went to bed. But I regretted that and got up in the middle of the night to say them.”

“I’ll tell you,” said Diana, “we’ll get mother to ask Marilla. She’ll be more likely to let you go then; and if she does we’ll have the time of our lives, Anne. I’ve never been to an Exhibition, and it’s so aggravating to hear the other girls talking about their trips. Jane and Ruby have been twice, and they’re going this year again.”

“I'll tell you,” said Diana, “let’s get Mom to ask Marilla. She’ll be more likely to let you go then; and if she does, we’ll have the time of our lives, Anne. I've never been to an Exhibition, and it’s so frustrating to hear the other girls talking about their trips. Jane and Ruby have been twice, and they’re going again this year.”

“I’m not going to think about it at all until I know whether I can go or not,” said Anne resolutely. “If I did and then was disappointed, it would be more than I could bear. But in case I do go I’m very glad my new coat will be ready by that time. Marilla didn’t think I needed a new coat. She said my old one would do very well for another winter and that I ought to be satisfied with having a new dress. The dress is very pretty, Diana—navy blue and made so fashionably. Marilla always makes my dresses fashionably now, because she says she doesn’t intend to have Matthew going to Mrs. Lynde to make them. I’m so glad. It is ever so much easier to be good if your clothes are fashionable. At least, it is easier for me. I suppose it doesn’t make such a difference to naturally good people. But Matthew said I must have a new coat, so Marilla bought a lovely piece of blue broadcloth, and it’s being made by a real dressmaker over at Carmody. It’s to be done Saturday night, and I’m trying not to imagine myself walking up the church aisle on Sunday in my new suit and cap, because I’m afraid it isn’t right to imagine such things. But it just slips into my mind in spite of me. My cap is so pretty. Matthew bought it for me the day we were over at Carmody. It is one of those little blue velvet ones that are all the rage, with gold cord and tassels. Your new hat is elegant, Diana, and so becoming. When I saw you come into church last Sunday my heart swelled with pride to think you were my dearest friend. Do you suppose it’s wrong for us to think so much about our clothes? Marilla says it is very sinful. But it is such an interesting subject, isn’t it?”

“I’m not going to think about it at all until I know if I can go or not,” Anne said firmly. “If I do and then get disappointed, it would be too much for me to handle. But if I do go, I’m really glad my new coat will be ready by then. Marilla didn’t think I needed a new coat. She said my old one would work just fine for another winter and that I should be happy with just a new dress. The dress is really pretty, Diana—navy blue and so stylish. Marilla always makes my dresses stylish now because she says she doesn’t want Matthew going to Mrs. Lynde to make them. I’m so glad. It’s way easier to be good when your clothes are stylish. At least, it is for me. I guess it doesn’t make much difference to naturally good people. But Matthew said I must have a new coat, so Marilla got a beautiful piece of blue broadcloth, and it’s being made by a real dressmaker in Carmody. It’s supposed to be ready Saturday night, and I’m trying not to picture myself walking up the church aisle on Sunday in my new suit and cap, because I’m afraid it’s not right to imagine things like that. But it just pops into my mind anyway. My cap is so cute. Matthew bought it for me the day we were in Carmody. It’s one of those little blue velvet ones that everyone loves, with gold cord and tassels. Your new hat is gorgeous, Diana, and looks great on you. When I saw you come into church last Sunday, my heart swelled with pride knowing you were my best friend. Do you think it’s wrong for us to care so much about our clothes? Marilla says it’s very sinful. But it is such a fascinating topic, isn’t it?”

Marilla agreed to let Anne go to town, and it was arranged that Mr. Barry should take the girls in on the following Tuesday. As Charlottetown was thirty miles away and Mr. Barry wished to go and return the same day, it was necessary to make a very early start. But Anne counted it all joy, and was up before sunrise on Tuesday morning. A glance from her window assured her that the day would be fine, for the eastern sky behind the firs of the Haunted Wood was all silvery and cloudless. Through the gap in the trees a light was shining in the western gable of Orchard Slope, a token that Diana was also up.

Marilla agreed to let Anne go to town, and it was arranged that Mr. Barry would take the girls in on the following Tuesday. Since Charlottetown was thirty miles away and Mr. Barry wanted to go and come back the same day, they needed to leave very early. But Anne saw it as a joy, and she was up before sunrise on Tuesday morning. A quick look out her window confirmed that the day would be nice, as the eastern sky behind the trees of the Haunted Wood was bright and clear. Through the gap in the trees, a light was shining in the western gable of Orchard Slope, which meant that Diana was also awake.

Anne was dressed by the time Matthew had the fire on and had the breakfast ready when Marilla came down, but for her own part was much too excited to eat. After breakfast the jaunty new cap and jacket were donned, and Anne hastened over the brook and up through the firs to Orchard Slope. Mr. Barry and Diana were waiting for her, and they were soon on the road.

Anne was dressed by the time Matthew had the fire going and breakfast ready when Marilla came down, but she was way too excited to eat. After breakfast, she put on her snazzy new cap and jacket, and Anne hurried over the brook and up through the firs to Orchard Slope. Mr. Barry and Diana were waiting for her, and they soon hit the road.

It was a long drive, but Anne and Diana enjoyed every minute of it. It was delightful to rattle along over the moist roads in the early red sunlight that was creeping across the shorn harvest fields. The air was fresh and crisp, and little smoke-blue mists curled through the valleys and floated off from the hills. Sometimes the road went through woods where maples were beginning to hang out scarlet banners; sometimes it crossed rivers on bridges that made Anne’s flesh cringe with the old, half-delightful fear; sometimes it wound along a harbour shore and passed by a little cluster of weather-gray fishing huts; again it mounted to hills whence a far sweep of curving upland or misty blue sky could be seen; but wherever it went there was much of interest to discuss. It was almost noon when they reached town and found their way to “Beechwood.” It was quite a fine old mansion, set back from the street in a seclusion of green elms and branching beeches. Miss Barry met them at the door with a twinkle in her sharp black eyes.

It was a long drive, but Anne and Diana enjoyed every minute of it. It was wonderful to bump along the damp roads in the early morning sunlight that was creeping across the cut harvest fields. The air was fresh and crisp, and little blue-gray mists curled through the valleys and floated off from the hills. Sometimes the road passed through woods where the maples were starting to show off their red leaves; sometimes it crossed rivers on bridges that made Anne's skin crawl with a mix of excitement and fear; sometimes it wound along a harbor shore and passed by a small cluster of weathered gray fishing huts; again it climbed to hills where a wide view of rolling land or misty blue sky could be seen; but wherever it went, there was plenty to talk about. It was almost noon when they reached town and found their way to “Beechwood.” It was quite a beautiful old mansion, set back from the street amidst green elms and branching beeches. Miss Barry met them at the door with a twinkle in her sharp black eyes.

“So you’ve come to see me at last, you Anne-girl,” she said. “Mercy, child, how you have grown! You’re taller than I am, I declare. And you’re ever so much better-looking than you used to be, too. But I dare say you know that without being told.”

“So you’ve finally come to see me, Anne,” she said. “Goodness, how you've grown! You're taller than I am, I swear. And you're so much better looking than you used to be, too. But I bet you already knew that without me saying it.”

“Indeed I didn’t,” said Anne radiantly. “I know I’m not so freckled as I used to be, so I’ve much to be thankful for, but I really hadn’t dared to hope there was any other improvement. I’m so glad you think there is, Miss Barry.”

“Honestly, I didn’t,” Anne said with a bright smile. “I know I’m not as freckled as I used to be, so I have a lot to be thankful for, but I really didn’t dare to hope there was any other improvement. I’m so happy you think there is, Miss Barry.”

Miss Barry’s house was furnished with “great magnificence,” as Anne told Marilla afterwards. The two little country girls were rather abashed by the splendour of the parlour where Miss Barry left them when she went to see about dinner.

Miss Barry’s house was furnished with “great magnificence,” as Anne told Marilla afterwards. The two little country girls felt a bit shy in the lavish parlour where Miss Barry left them while she went to check on dinner.

“Isn’t it just like a palace?” whispered Diana. “I never was in Aunt Josephine’s house before, and I’d no idea it was so grand. I just wish Julia Bell could see this—she puts on such airs about her mother’s parlour.”

“Isn’t it just like a palace?” whispered Diana. “I’ve never been to Aunt Josephine’s house before, and I had no idea it was so fancy. I just wish Julia Bell could see this—she acts so superior about her mom’s living room.”

“Velvet carpet,” sighed Anne luxuriously, “and silk curtains! I’ve dreamed of such things, Diana. But do you know I don’t believe I feel very comfortable with them after all. There are so many things in this room and all so splendid that there is no scope for imagination. That is one consolation when you are poor—there are so many more things you can imagine about.”

“Velvet carpet,” sighed Anne dreamily, “and silk curtains! I’ve fantasized about things like this, Diana. But you know, I’m not sure I feel very comfortable with them after all. There are so many things in this room, all so fancy, that there’s no room for imagination. That’s one advantage of being poor—there are so many more things you can dream about.”

Their sojourn in town was something that Anne and Diana dated from for years. From first to last it was crowded with delights.

Their time in town was something that Anne and Diana looked back on for years. From start to finish, it was filled with joy.

On Wednesday Miss Barry took them to the Exhibition grounds and kept them there all day.

On Wednesday, Miss Barry took them to the exhibition grounds and kept them there all day.

“It was splendid,” Anne related to Marilla later on. “I never imagined anything so interesting. I don’t really know which department was the most interesting. I think I liked the horses and the flowers and the fancy work best. Josie Pye took first prize for knitted lace. I was real glad she did. And I was glad that I felt glad, for it shows I’m improving, don’t you think, Marilla, when I can rejoice in Josie’s success? Mr. Harmon Andrews took second prize for Gravenstein apples and Mr. Bell took first prize for a pig. Diana said she thought it was ridiculous for a Sunday-school superintendent to take a prize in pigs, but I don’t see why. Do you? She said she would always think of it after this when he was praying so solemnly. Clara Louise MacPherson took a prize for painting, and Mrs. Lynde got first prize for home-made butter and cheese. So Avonlea was pretty well represented, wasn’t it? Mrs. Lynde was there that day, and I never knew how much I really liked her until I saw her familiar face among all those strangers. There were thousands of people there, Marilla. It made me feel dreadfully insignificant. And Miss Barry took us up to the grand stand to see the horse-races. Mrs. Lynde wouldn’t go; she said horse-racing was an abomination, and she being a church-member, thought it her bounden duty to set a good example by staying away. But there were so many there I don’t believe Mrs. Lynde’s absence would ever be noticed. I don’t think, though, that I ought to go very often to horse-races, because they are awfully fascinating. Diana got so excited that she offered to bet me ten cents that the red horse would win. I didn’t believe he would, but I refused to bet, because I wanted to tell Mrs. Allan all about everything, and I felt sure it wouldn’t do to tell her that. It’s always wrong to do anything you can’t tell the minister’s wife. It’s as good as an extra conscience to have a minister’s wife for your friend. And I was very glad I didn’t bet, because the red horse did win, and I would have lost ten cents. So you see that virtue was its own reward. We saw a man go up in a balloon. I’d love to go up in a balloon, Marilla; it would be simply thrilling; and we saw a man selling fortunes. You paid him ten cents and a little bird picked out your fortune for you. Miss Barry gave Diana and me ten cents each to have our fortunes told. Mine was that I would marry a dark-complected man who was very wealthy, and I would go across water to live. I looked carefully at all the dark men I saw after that, but I didn’t care much for any of them, and anyhow I suppose it’s too early to be looking out for him yet. Oh, it was a never-to-be-forgotten day, Marilla. I was so tired I couldn’t sleep at night. Miss Barry put us in the spare room, according to promise. It was an elegant room, Marilla, but somehow sleeping in a spare room isn’t what I used to think it was. That’s the worst of growing up, and I’m beginning to realize it. The things you wanted so much when you were a child don’t seem half so wonderful to you when you get them.”

“It was amazing,” Anne told Marilla later. “I never imagined anything so interesting. I don’t really know which part was the most fascinating. I think I liked the horses, the flowers, and the crafts the best. Josie Pye won first prize for knitted lace. I was really glad she did. And I was happy that I felt happy, because that means I’m improving, don’t you think, Marilla, when I can be happy for Josie’s success? Mr. Harmon Andrews won second prize for Gravenstein apples, and Mr. Bell won first prize for a pig. Diana said she thought it was silly for a Sunday-school superintendent to win a prize for pigs, but I don’t see why. Do you? She said she would always think of it when he was praying so seriously. Clara Louise MacPherson won a prize for painting, and Mrs. Lynde got first prize for homemade butter and cheese. So Avonlea was pretty well represented, wasn’t it? Mrs. Lynde was there that day, and I never knew how much I really liked her until I saw her familiar face among all those strangers. There were thousands of people there, Marilla. It made me feel really insignificant. And Miss Barry took us up to the grandstand to watch the horse races. Mrs. Lynde wouldn’t go; she said horse racing was terrible, and being a church member, she thought it was her duty to set a good example by staying away. But there were so many people there I don’t think Mrs. Lynde’s absence would even be noticed. I don’t think I should go to horse races very often, because they really are incredibly fascinating. Diana got so excited that she offered to bet me ten cents that the red horse would win. I didn’t think he would, but I refused to bet because I wanted to tell Mrs. Allan all about everything, and I felt sure it wouldn’t be right to tell her that. It’s always wrong to do anything you can’t tell the minister’s wife. Having a minister’s wife as a friend is like having an extra conscience. And I was really glad I didn’t bet, because the red horse did win, and I would have lost ten cents. So you see that being virtuous pays off. We saw a man go up in a balloon. I’d love to go up in a balloon, Marilla; it would be so thrilling; and we saw a man selling fortunes. You paid him ten cents, and a little bird picked out your fortune for you. Miss Barry gave Diana and me ten cents each to have our fortunes told. Mine was that I would marry a dark-complexioned man who was very wealthy, and I would go across the water to live. I looked carefully at all the dark men I saw after that, but I didn’t care much for any of them, and anyway, I guess it’s too early to be looking for him yet. Oh, it was a day I’ll never forget, Marilla. I was so tired I couldn’t sleep at night. Miss Barry put us in the spare room, as promised. It was a beautiful room, Marilla, but somehow, sleeping in a spare room isn’t what I used to think it was. That’s the worst part of growing up, and I’m starting to realize it. The things you wanted so much as a child don’t seem nearly as wonderful when you finally get them.”

Thursday the girls had a drive in the park, and in the evening Miss Barry took them to a concert in the Academy of Music, where a noted prima donna was to sing. To Anne the evening was a glittering vision of delight.

Thursday the girls went for a drive in the park, and in the evening, Miss Barry took them to a concert at the Academy of Music, where a famous prima donna was going to sing. For Anne, the evening was a sparkling vision of joy.

“Oh, Marilla, it was beyond description. I was so excited I couldn’t even talk, so you may know what it was like. I just sat in enraptured silence. Madame Selitsky was perfectly beautiful, and wore white satin and diamonds. But when she began to sing I never thought about anything else. Oh, I can’t tell you how I felt. But it seemed to me that it could never be hard to be good any more. I felt like I do when I look up to the stars. Tears came into my eyes, but, oh, they were such happy tears. I was so sorry when it was all over, and I told Miss Barry I didn’t see how I was ever to return to common life again. She said she thought if we went over to the restaurant across the street and had an ice-cream it might help me. That sounded so prosaic; but to my surprise I found it true. The ice-cream was delicious, Marilla, and it was so lovely and dissipated to be sitting there eating it at eleven o’clock at night. Diana said she believed she was born for city life. Miss Barry asked me what my opinion was, but I said I would have to think it over very seriously before I could tell her what I really thought. So I thought it over after I went to bed. That is the best time to think things out. And I came to the conclusion, Marilla, that I wasn’t born for city life and that I was glad of it. It’s nice to be eating ice-cream at brilliant restaurants at eleven o’clock at night once in awhile; but as a regular thing I’d rather be in the east gable at eleven, sound asleep, but kind of knowing even in my sleep that the stars were shining outside and that the wind was blowing in the firs across the brook. I told Miss Barry so at breakfast the next morning and she laughed. Miss Barry generally laughed at anything I said, even when I said the most solemn things. I don’t think I liked it, Marilla, because I wasn’t trying to be funny. But she is a most hospitable lady and treated us royally.”

“Oh, Marilla, it was indescribable. I was so excited I couldn’t even talk, so you can imagine what it was like. I just sat there in blissful silence. Madame Selitsky was absolutely beautiful, wearing white satin and diamonds. But when she started to sing, I couldn’t think about anything else. Oh, I can’t express how I felt. It seemed to me that being good could never be hard again. I felt like I do when I look up at the stars. Tears filled my eyes, but they were such happy tears. I was so sad when it was all over, and I told Miss Barry I didn’t know how I would return to normal life again. She suggested we go to the restaurant across the street and have ice cream, thinking it might help me. That sounded so dull; but to my surprise, it was true. The ice cream was delicious, Marilla, and it was so nice and carefree to be sitting there eating it at eleven o’clock at night. Diana said she thought she was meant for city life. Miss Barry asked me what I thought, but I said I needed to think it over very seriously before I could give her my real opinion. So, I thought it over after I went to bed. That’s the best time to sort things out. I came to the conclusion, Marilla, that I wasn’t meant for city life, and I was glad of it. It’s nice to enjoy ice cream at fancy restaurants at eleven o’clock at night every once in a while; but regularly, I’d rather be in the east gable at eleven, sound asleep, but kind of knowing even in my sleep that the stars were shining outside and the wind was blowing in the firs by the brook. I told Miss Barry this at breakfast the next morning, and she laughed. Miss Barry usually laughed at anything I said, even the most serious things. I don’t think I liked it, Marilla, because I wasn’t trying to be funny. But she is a very welcoming lady and treated us like royalty.”

Friday brought going-home time, and Mr. Barry drove in for the girls.

Friday brought the time to go home, and Mr. Barry drove in for the girls.

“Well, I hope you’ve enjoyed yourselves,” said Miss Barry, as she bade them good-bye.

“Well, I hope you all had a good time,” said Miss Barry as she said goodbye to them.

“Indeed we have,” said Diana.

“Sure we have,” said Diana.

“And you, Anne-girl?”

“And you, Anne?”

“I’ve enjoyed every minute of the time,” said Anne, throwing her arms impulsively about the old woman’s neck and kissing her wrinkled cheek. Diana would never have dared to do such a thing, and felt rather aghast at Anne’s freedom. But Miss Barry was pleased, and she stood on her veranda and watched the buggy out of sight. Then she went back into her big house with a sigh. It seemed very lonely, lacking those fresh young lives. Miss Barry was a rather selfish old lady, if the truth must be told, and had never cared much for anybody but herself. She valued people only as they were of service to her or amused her. Anne had amused her, and consequently stood high in the old lady’s good graces. But Miss Barry found herself thinking less about Anne’s quaint speeches than of her fresh enthusiasms, her transparent emotions, her little winning ways, and the sweetness of her eyes and lips.

“I’ve enjoyed every minute of it,” said Anne, wrapping her arms around the old woman’s neck and kissing her wrinkled cheek. Diana would never have dared to do something like that and felt a bit shocked at Anne’s boldness. But Miss Barry was pleased, and she stood on her porch, watching the buggy until it disappeared from view. Then she went back inside her large house with a sigh. It felt very lonely without those fresh, young lives. Miss Barry was quite a selfish old lady, to be honest, and had never cared much for anyone but herself. She valued people only for how much they helped her or entertained her. Anne had amused her, and so she had a high place in the old lady’s good graces. But Miss Barry found herself thinking less about Anne’s quirky remarks and more about her lively enthusiasm, her genuine emotions, her charming little ways, and the sweetness of her eyes and smile.

“I thought Marilla Cuthbert was an old fool when I heard she’d adopted a girl out of an orphan asylum,” she said to herself, “but I guess she didn’t make much of a mistake after all. If I’d a child like Anne in the house all the time I’d be a better and happier woman.”

“I thought Marilla Cuthbert was crazy when I heard she adopted a girl from an orphanage,” she said to herself, “but I guess she didn’t make much of a mistake after all. If I had a child like Anne in the house all the time, I’d be a better and happier woman.”

Anne and Diana found the drive home as pleasant as the drive in—pleasanter, indeed, since there was the delightful consciousness of home waiting at the end of it. It was sunset when they passed through White Sands and turned into the shore road. Beyond, the Avonlea hills came out darkly against the saffron sky. Behind them the moon was rising out of the sea that grew all radiant and transfigured in her light. Every little cove along the curving road was a marvel of dancing ripples. The waves broke with a soft swish on the rocks below them, and the tang of the sea was in the strong, fresh air.

Anne and Diana found the drive home just as enjoyable as the drive there—actually more enjoyable, since they had the wonderful anticipation of home waiting for them. It was sunset when they passed through White Sands and turned onto the shore road. In the distance, the Avonlea hills stood out dark against the bright yellow sky. Behind them, the moon was rising from the sea, which shimmered and transformed in her light. Every little cove along the winding road was a beautiful sight with dancing ripples. The waves gently swished against the rocks below, and the fresh, salty sea air filled their lungs.

“Oh, but it’s good to be alive and to be going home,” breathed Anne.

“Oh, but it’s great to be alive and heading home,” breathed Anne.

When she crossed the log bridge over the brook the kitchen light of Green Gables winked her a friendly welcome back, and through the open door shone the hearth fire, sending out its warm red glow athwart the chilly autumn night. Anne ran blithely up the hill and into the kitchen, where a hot supper was waiting on the table.

When she walked over the log bridge across the stream, the kitchen light of Green Gables gave her a warm welcome back, and the open door revealed the fireplace, casting a cozy red glow into the chilly autumn night. Anne happily ran up the hill and into the kitchen, where a hot dinner was ready on the table.

“So you’ve got back?” said Marilla, folding up her knitting.

“So you’re back?” said Marilla, putting away her knitting.

“Yes, and, oh, it’s so good to be back,” said Anne joyously. “I could kiss everything, even to the clock. Marilla, a broiled chicken! You don’t mean to say you cooked that for me!”

“Yes, and oh, it feels so good to be back,” said Anne joyfully. “I could kiss everything, even the clock. Marilla, a broiled chicken! You can’t be serious that you made that for me!”

“Yes, I did,” said Marilla. “I thought you’d be hungry after such a drive and need something real appetizing. Hurry and take off your things, and we’ll have supper as soon as Matthew comes in. I’m glad you’ve got back, I must say. It’s been fearful lonesome here without you, and I never put in four longer days.”

“Yes, I did,” Marilla said. “I figured you’d be hungry after that long drive and would want something really tasty. Hurry and take off your things, and we’ll have dinner as soon as Matthew gets in. I’m really glad you’re back, I have to say. It’s been incredibly lonely here without you, and I’ve never had four longer days.”

After supper Anne sat before the fire between Matthew and Marilla, and gave them a full account of her visit.

After dinner, Anne sat by the fire between Matthew and Marilla and gave them a complete rundown of her visit.

“I’ve had a splendid time,” she concluded happily, “and I feel that it marks an epoch in my life. But the best of it all was the coming home.”

“I’ve had a wonderful time,” she finished with a smile, “and I think this marks a significant moment in my life. But the best part of it all was coming home.”


CHAPTER XXX.
THE QUEEN’S CLASS IS ORGANIZED
THE QUEEN'S CLASS IS SET UP

Marilla laid her knitting on her lap and leaned back in her chair. Her eyes were tired, and she thought vaguely that she must see about having her glasses changed the next time she went to town, for her eyes had grown tired very often of late.

Marilla set her knitting in her lap and leaned back in her chair. Her eyes felt weary, and she thought briefly that she should check on getting her glasses changed the next time she went to town, as her eyes had been getting tired quite often lately.

It was nearly dark, for the dull November twilight had fallen around Green Gables, and the only light in the kitchen came from the dancing red flames in the stove.

It was almost dark, as the gray November twilight had settled around Green Gables, and the only light in the kitchen came from the flickering red flames in the stove.

Anne was curled up Turk-fashion on the hearth-rug, gazing into that joyous glow where the sunshine of a hundred summers was being distilled from the maple cord-wood. She had been reading, but her book had slipped to the floor, and now she was dreaming, with a smile on her parted lips. Glittering castles in Spain were shaping themselves out of the mists and rainbows of her lively fancy; adventures wonderful and enthralling were happening to her in cloudland—adventures that always turned out triumphantly and never involved her in scrapes like those of actual life.

Anne was curled up on the hearth rug, gazing into the warm glow where the sunshine of a hundred summers was being released from the maple firewood. She had been reading, but her book had slipped to the floor, and now she was daydreaming, with a smile on her lips. Glittering castles in her imagination were forming out of the mists and rainbows of her vivid thoughts; exciting and captivating adventures were unfolding for her in a dream world—adventures that always ended happily and never got her into the kind of trouble she faced in real life.

Marilla looked at her with a tenderness that would never have been suffered to reveal itself in any clearer light than that soft mingling of fireshine and shadow. The lesson of a love that should display itself easily in spoken word and open look was one Marilla could never learn. But she had learned to love this slim, gray-eyed girl with an affection all the deeper and stronger from its very undemonstrativeness. Her love made her afraid of being unduly indulgent, indeed. She had an uneasy feeling that it was rather sinful to set one’s heart so intensely on any human creature as she had set hers on Anne, and perhaps she performed a sort of unconscious penance for this by being stricter and more critical than if the girl had been less dear to her. Certainly Anne herself had no idea how Marilla loved her. She sometimes thought wistfully that Marilla was very hard to please and distinctly lacking in sympathy and understanding. But she always checked the thought reproachfully, remembering what she owed to Marilla.

Marilla looked at her with a tenderness that couldn’t be revealed in any brighter light than that gentle mix of firelight and shadow. Marilla could never learn the lesson that love should be easily shown in spoken words and open looks. But she had learned to love this slim, gray-eyed girl with a deeper and stronger affection because it was so understated. Her love made her worried about being overly indulgent. She felt a bit guilty for caring so much about one person, like she had for Anne, and maybe she subconsciously did penance for this by being stricter and more critical than if the girl meant less to her. Anne had no idea how much Marilla loved her. Sometimes she wished that Marilla was easier to please and had more sympathy and understanding. But she always pushed that thought away with guilt, remembering what she owed to Marilla.

“Anne,” said Marilla abruptly, “Miss Stacy was here this afternoon when you were out with Diana.”

“Anne,” Marilla said suddenly, “Miss Stacy was here this afternoon while you were out with Diana.”

Anne came back from her other world with a start and a sigh.

Anne returned from her other world with a jolt and a sigh.

“Was she? Oh, I’m so sorry I wasn’t in. Why didn’t you call me, Marilla? Diana and I were only over in the Haunted Wood. It’s lovely in the woods now. All the little wood things—the ferns and the satin leaves and the crackerberries—have gone to sleep, just as if somebody had tucked them away until spring under a blanket of leaves. I think it was a little gray fairy with a rainbow scarf that came tiptoeing along the last moonlight night and did it. Diana wouldn’t say much about that, though. Diana has never forgotten the scolding her mother gave her about imagining ghosts into the Haunted Wood. It had a very bad effect on Diana’s imagination. It blighted it. Mrs. Lynde says Myrtle Bell is a blighted being. I asked Ruby Gillis why Myrtle was blighted, and Ruby said she guessed it was because her young man had gone back on her. Ruby Gillis thinks of nothing but young men, and the older she gets the worse she is. Young men are all very well in their place, but it doesn’t do to drag them into everything, does it? Diana and I are thinking seriously of promising each other that we will never marry but be nice old maids and live together for ever. Diana hasn’t quite made up her mind though, because she thinks perhaps it would be nobler to marry some wild, dashing, wicked young man and reform him. Diana and I talk a great deal about serious subjects now, you know. We feel that we are so much older than we used to be that it isn’t becoming to talk of childish matters. It’s such a solemn thing to be almost fourteen, Marilla. Miss Stacy took all us girls who are in our teens down to the brook last Wednesday, and talked to us about it. She said we couldn’t be too careful what habits we formed and what ideals we acquired in our teens, because by the time we were twenty our characters would be developed and the foundation laid for our whole future life. And she said if the foundation was shaky we could never build anything really worth while on it. Diana and I talked the matter over coming home from school. We felt extremely solemn, Marilla. And we decided that we would try to be very careful indeed and form respectable habits and learn all we could and be as sensible as possible, so that by the time we were twenty our characters would be properly developed. It’s perfectly appalling to think of being twenty, Marilla. It sounds so fearfully old and grown up. But why was Miss Stacy here this afternoon?”

“Was she? Oh, I’m so sorry I missed her. Why didn’t you call me, Marilla? Diana and I were just over in the Haunted Wood. The woods are beautiful right now. All the little woodland things—the ferns, the shiny leaves, and the crackerberries—have gone to sleep, just like someone tucked them in for spring under a blanket of leaves. I think it was a little gray fairy with a rainbow scarf that tiptoed through the last moonlit night and did it. Diana wouldn’t say much about that, though. Diana has never forgotten the lecture her mother gave her about imagining ghosts in the Haunted Wood. It really affected Diana’s imagination. It stunted it. Mrs. Lynde says Myrtle Bell is a stunted person. I asked Ruby Gillis why Myrtle was stunted, and Ruby said she figured it was because her boyfriend had left her. Ruby Gillis thinks about nothing but boys, and the older she gets, the worse she is. Boys are fine in their place, but it’s not good to involve them in everything, is it? Diana and I are seriously considering promising each other that we will never marry but be nice old maids and live together forever. Diana hasn’t totally made up her mind, though, because she thinks it might be nobler to marry some wild, dashing, wicked young man and reform him. Diana and I talk a lot about serious topics now, you know. We feel that we’re so much older than we used to be that it’s not right to discuss childish things. It’s such a serious thing to be almost fourteen, Marilla. Miss Stacy took all us girls who are in our teens down to the brook last Wednesday and talked to us about it. She said we had to be very careful about the habits we form and the ideals we adopt in our teens because by the time we’re twenty, our characters will be developed, and the foundation will be set for our entire future. And she said if the foundation is shaky, we can never build anything truly worthwhile on it. Diana and I discussed this on the way home from school. We felt very solemn, Marilla. And we decided we would try to be very careful and develop respectable habits and learn as much as we can and be as sensible as possible, so that by the time we’re twenty, our characters will be properly developed. It’s truly terrifying to think about being twenty, Marilla. It sounds so incredibly old and grown-up. But why was Miss Stacy here this afternoon?”

“That is what I want to tell you, Anne, if you’ll ever give me a chance to get a word in edgewise. She was talking about you.”

"That’s what I want to say to you, Anne, if you’ll ever let me get a word in. She was talking about you."

“About me?” Anne looked rather scared. Then she flushed and exclaimed:

“About me?” Anne looked pretty scared. Then she blushed and exclaimed:

“Oh, I know what she was saying. I meant to tell you, Marilla, honestly I did, but I forgot. Miss Stacy caught me reading ‘Ben Hur’ in school yesterday afternoon when I should have been studying my Canadian history. Jane Andrews lent it to me. I was reading it at dinner-hour, and I had just got to the chariot-race when school went in. I was simply wild to know how it turned out—although I felt sure ‘Ben Hur’ must win, because it wouldn’t be poetical justice if he didn’t—so I spread the history open on my desk-lid and then tucked ‘Ben-Hur’ between the desk and my knee. It just looked as if I were studying Canadian history, you know, while all the while I was revelling in ‘Ben Hur.’ I was so interested in it that I never noticed Miss Stacy coming down the aisle until all at once I just looked up and there she was looking down at me, so reproachful like. I can’t tell you how ashamed I felt, Marilla, especially when I heard Josie Pye giggling. Miss Stacy took ‘Ben Hur’ away, but she never said a word then. She kept me in at recess and talked to me. She said I had done very wrong in two respects. First, I was wasting the time I ought to have put on my studies; and secondly I was deceiving my teacher in trying to make it appear I was reading a history when it was a story-book instead. I had never realized until that moment, Marilla, that what I was doing was deceitful. I was shocked. I cried bitterly, and asked Miss Stacy to forgive me and I’d never do such a thing again; and I offered to do penance by never so much as looking at ‘Ben Hur’ for a whole week, not even to see how the chariot-race turned out. But Miss Stacy said she wouldn’t require that, and she forgave me freely. So I think it wasn’t very kind of her to come up here to you about it after all.”

“Oh, I get what she was saying. I meant to tell you, Marilla, I really did, but I forgot. Miss Stacy caught me reading ‘Ben Hur’ in school yesterday afternoon when I should have been studying my Canadian history. Jane Andrews lent it to me. I was reading it during lunch, and I had just gotten to the chariot race when school started again. I was dying to know how it ended—although I was sure ‘Ben Hur’ had to win, because it wouldn’t be fair if he didn’t—so I opened the history book on my desk and tucked ‘Ben Hur’ between the desk and my knee. It really looked like I was studying Canadian history while I was actually enjoying ‘Ben Hur.’ I was so into it that I didn’t notice Miss Stacy coming down the aisle until I suddenly looked up and there she was, looking down at me, so disappointed. I can’t tell you how embarrassed I felt, Marilla, especially when I heard Josie Pye giggling. Miss Stacy took ‘Ben Hur’ away, but she didn’t say anything at that moment. She kept me in during recess and talked to me. She said I had been very wrong in two ways. First, I was wasting time I should have spent studying, and second, I was deceiving my teacher by pretending to read a history book when I was really reading a story. I never realized until that moment, Marilla, that what I was doing was deceitful. I was shocked. I cried hard and asked Miss Stacy to forgive me and promised I’d never do something like that again; I even offered to do penance by not looking at ‘Ben Hur’ for an entire week, not even to find out how the chariot race ended. But Miss Stacy said she wouldn’t ask for that, and she forgave me right away. So I think it wasn’t very nice of her to come talk to you about it after all.”

“Miss Stacy never mentioned such a thing to me, Anne, and it’s only your guilty conscience that’s the matter with you. You have no business to be taking story-books to school. You read too many novels anyhow. When I was a girl I wasn’t so much as allowed to look at a novel.”

“Miss Stacy never said anything like that to me, Anne, and it’s just your guilty conscience that’s bothering you. You shouldn’t be taking storybooks to school. You read too many novels anyway. When I was a girl, I wasn’t even allowed to look at a novel.”

“Oh, how can you call ‘Ben Hur’ a novel when it’s really such a religious book?” protested Anne. “Of course it’s a little too exciting to be proper reading for Sunday, and I only read it on week-days. And I never read any book now unless either Miss Stacy or Mrs. Allan thinks it is a proper book for a girl thirteen and three-quarters to read. Miss Stacy made me promise that. She found me reading a book one day called, ‘The Lurid Mystery of the Haunted Hall.’ It was one Ruby Gillis had lent me, and, oh, Marilla, it was so fascinating and creepy. It just curdled the blood in my veins. But Miss Stacy said it was a very silly, unwholesome book, and she asked me not to read any more of it or any like it. I didn’t mind promising not to read any more like it, but it was agonizing to give back that book without knowing how it turned out. But my love for Miss Stacy stood the test and I did. It’s really wonderful, Marilla, what you can do when you’re truly anxious to please a certain person.”

“Oh, how can you call ‘Ben Hur’ a novel when it’s actually such a religious book?” Anne protested. “Of course it’s a bit too exciting to be appropriate reading for Sunday, and I only read it on weekdays. And I never read any book now unless either Miss Stacy or Mrs. Allan thinks it’s suitable for a girl who’s thirteen and three-quarters. Miss Stacy made me promise that. She caught me reading a book one day called ‘The Lurid Mystery of the Haunted Hall.’ It was one Ruby Gillis lent me, and, oh, Marilla, it was so intriguing and creepy. It just made my blood run cold. But Miss Stacy said it was a very silly, unhealthy book, and she asked me not to read any more of it or anything like it. I didn’t mind promising not to read any more like it, but it was agonizing to return that book without knowing how it ended. But my love for Miss Stacy held strong, and I did. It’s really amazing, Marilla, what you can do when you genuinely want to please someone.”

“Well, I guess I’ll light the lamp and get to work,” said Marilla. “I see plainly that you don’t want to hear what Miss Stacy had to say. You’re more interested in the sound of your own tongue than in anything else.”

“Well, I guess I’ll turn on the lamp and get to work,” said Marilla. “I can see clearly that you don’t want to hear what Miss Stacy had to say. You’re more interested in the sound of your own voice than anything else.”

“Oh, indeed, Marilla, I do want to hear it,” cried Anne contritely. “I won’t say another word—not one. I know I talk too much, but I am really trying to overcome it, and although I say far too much, yet if you only knew how many things I want to say and don’t, you’d give me some credit for it. Please tell me, Marilla.”

“Oh, definitely, Marilla, I really want to hear it,” Anne said apologetically. “I won’t say another word—not even one. I know I talk too much, but I’m genuinely trying to work on it, and even though I say way too much, if you only knew how many things I want to say and don’t, you’d give me some credit for it. Please tell me, Marilla.”

“Well, Miss Stacy wants to organize a class among her advanced students who mean to study for the entrance examination into Queen’s. She intends to give them extra lessons for an hour after school. And she came to ask Matthew and me if we would like to have you join it. What do you think about it yourself, Anne? Would you like to go to Queen’s and pass for a teacher?”

“Well, Miss Stacy wants to set up a class for her advanced students who plan to study for the entrance exam to Queen’s. She’s planning to give them extra lessons for an hour after school. And she came to ask Matthew and me if we’d like to have you join it. What do you think, Anne? Would you want to go to Queen’s and become a teacher?”

“Oh, Marilla!” Anne straightened to her knees and clasped her hands. “It’s been the dream of my life—that is, for the last six months, ever since Ruby and Jane began to talk of studying for the entrance. But I didn’t say anything about it, because I supposed it would be perfectly useless. I’d love to be a teacher. But won’t it be dreadfully expensive? Mr. Andrews says it cost him one hundred and fifty dollars to put Prissy through, and Prissy wasn’t a dunce in geometry.”

“Oh, Marilla!” Anne knelt up and clasped her hands. “It’s been my dream for the past six months, ever since Ruby and Jane started talking about studying for the entrance exam. But I didn’t mention it because I thought it would be totally pointless. I would love to be a teacher. But won’t it be really expensive? Mr. Andrews said he spent one hundred and fifty dollars to get Prissy through, and Prissy wasn’t even bad at geometry.”

“I guess you needn’t worry about that part of it. When Matthew and I took you to bring up we resolved we would do the best we could for you and give you a good education. I believe in a girl being fitted to earn her own living whether she ever has to or not. You’ll always have a home at Green Gables as long as Matthew and I are here, but nobody knows what is going to happen in this uncertain world, and it’s just as well to be prepared. So you can join the Queen’s class if you like, Anne.”

“I guess you don’t need to worry about that part. When Matthew and I decided to take you in, we promised to do our best for you and provide a good education. I believe every girl should be prepared to earn her own living, whether she ends up needing to or not. You’ll always have a home at Green Gables as long as Matthew and I are here, but nobody knows what will happen in this uncertain world, so it’s good to be ready. You can join the Queen’s class if you’d like, Anne.”

“Oh, Marilla, thank you.” Anne flung her arms about Marilla’s waist and looked up earnestly into her face. “I’m extremely grateful to you and Matthew. And I’ll study as hard as I can and do my very best to be a credit to you. I warn you not to expect much in geometry, but I think I can hold my own in anything else if I work hard.”

“Oh, Marilla, thank you.” Anne wrapped her arms around Marilla’s waist and looked up earnestly into her face. “I’m really grateful to you and Matthew. I’ll study as hard as I can and do my best to make you proud. I should warn you not to expect much in geometry, but I think I can manage in everything else if I put in the effort.”

“I dare say you’ll get along well enough. Miss Stacy says you are bright and diligent.” Not for worlds would Marilla have told Anne just what Miss Stacy had said about her; that would have been to pamper vanity. “You needn’t rush to any extreme of killing yourself over your books. There is no hurry. You won’t be ready to try the entrance for a year and a half yet. But it’s well to begin in time and be thoroughly grounded, Miss Stacy says.”

“I’m sure you’ll do just fine. Miss Stacy mentioned that you are smart and hardworking.” Marilla would never have mentioned exactly what Miss Stacy said about Anne; that would just encourage her vanity. “You don’t need to push yourself to the limit over your studies. There’s no rush. You still have a year and a half before you need to take the entrance exam. But it’s good to start early and get a solid foundation, as Miss Stacy says.”

“I shall take more interest than ever in my studies now,” said Anne blissfully, “because I have a purpose in life. Mr. Allan says everybody should have a purpose in life and pursue it faithfully. Only he says we must first make sure that it is a worthy purpose. I would call it a worthy purpose to want to be a teacher like Miss Stacy, wouldn’t you, Marilla? I think it’s a very noble profession.”

“I’m going to care even more about my studies now,” said Anne happily, “because I have a purpose in life. Mr. Allan says everyone should have a purpose and follow it faithfully. But he says we need to make sure it’s a meaningful purpose first. I would say wanting to be a teacher like Miss Stacy is a meaningful purpose, don’t you think, Marilla? I believe it’s a very noble profession.”

The Queen’s class was organized in due time. Gilbert Blythe, Anne Shirley, Ruby Gillis, Jane Andrews, Josie Pye, Charlie Sloane, and Moody Spurgeon MacPherson joined it. Diana Barry did not, as her parents did not intend to send her to Queen’s. This seemed nothing short of a calamity to Anne. Never, since the night on which Minnie May had had the croup, had she and Diana been separated in anything. On the evening when the Queen’s class first remained in school for the extra lessons and Anne saw Diana go slowly out with the others, to walk home alone through the Birch Path and Violet Vale, it was all the former could do to keep her seat and refrain from rushing impulsively after her chum. A lump came into her throat, and she hastily retired behind the pages of her uplifted Latin grammar to hide the tears in her eyes. Not for worlds would Anne have had Gilbert Blythe or Josie Pye see those tears.

The Queen’s class was set up on time. Gilbert Blythe, Anne Shirley, Ruby Gillis, Jane Andrews, Josie Pye, Charlie Sloane, and Moody Spurgeon MacPherson all joined. Diana Barry didn’t, since her parents didn’t plan to send her to Queen’s. This felt like a total disaster to Anne. They had never been apart in anything since the night Minnie May had croup. On the evening when the Queen’s class stayed after school for extra lessons and Anne watched Diana walk slowly out with the others, heading home alone through the Birch Path and Violet Vale, it took all of Anne's willpower to stay in her seat instead of rushing after her friend. A lump formed in her throat, and she quickly hid behind her Latin grammar to cover the tears in her eyes. There was no way Anne would let Gilbert Blythe or Josie Pye see those tears.

“But, oh, Marilla, I really felt that I had tasted the bitterness of death, as Mr. Allan said in his sermon last Sunday, when I saw Diana go out alone,” she said mournfully that night. “I thought how splendid it would have been if Diana had only been going to study for the Entrance, too. But we can’t have things perfect in this imperfect world, as Mrs. Lynde says. Mrs. Lynde isn’t exactly a comforting person sometimes, but there’s no doubt she says a great many very true things. And I think the Queen’s class is going to be extremely interesting. Jane and Ruby are just going to study to be teachers. That is the height of their ambition. Ruby says she will only teach for two years after she gets through, and then she intends to be married. Jane says she will devote her whole life to teaching, and never, never marry, because you are paid a salary for teaching, but a husband won’t pay you anything, and growls if you ask for a share in the egg and butter money. I expect Jane speaks from mournful experience, for Mrs. Lynde says that her father is a perfect old crank, and meaner than second skimmings. Josie Pye says she is just going to college for education’s sake, because she won’t have to earn her own living; she says of course it is different with orphans who are living on charity—they have to hustle. Moody Spurgeon is going to be a minister. Mrs. Lynde says he couldn’t be anything else with a name like that to live up to. I hope it isn’t wicked of me, Marilla, but really the thought of Moody Spurgeon being a minister makes me laugh. He’s such a funny-looking boy with that big fat face, and his little blue eyes, and his ears sticking out like flaps. But perhaps he will be more intellectual-looking when he grows up. Charlie Sloane says he’s going to go into politics and be a member of Parliament, but Mrs. Lynde says he’ll never succeed at that, because the Sloanes are all honest people, and it’s only rascals that get on in politics nowadays.”

“But, oh, Marilla, I really felt like I had tasted the bitterness of death, like Mr. Allan said in his sermon last Sunday, when I saw Diana go out alone,” she said sadly that night. “I thought how amazing it would have been if Diana had been going to study for the Entrance too. But we can’t have everything perfect in this imperfect world, as Mrs. Lynde says. Mrs. Lynde isn’t exactly comforting sometimes, but there’s no doubt she says a lot of very true things. And I think the Queen’s class is going to be really interesting. Jane and Ruby are just going to study to be teachers. That’s the height of their ambition. Ruby says she’ll only teach for two years after she graduates, and then she plans to get married. Jane says she’ll devote her whole life to teaching and never, ever marry, because you get paid a salary for teaching, but a husband won’t pay you anything and complains if you ask for a share of the egg and butter money. I guess Jane speaks from sad experience, because Mrs. Lynde says her father is a total crank, and meaner than second skimmings. Josie Pye says she’s just going to college for education’s sake, because she won’t have to earn her own living; she says of course it’s different for orphans who are living on charity—they have to hustle. Moody Spurgeon is going to be a minister. Mrs. Lynde says he couldn’t be anything else with a name like that to live up to. I hope it’s not wicked of me, Marilla, but honestly, the thought of Moody Spurgeon being a minister makes me laugh. He’s such a funny-looking boy with that big round face, his little blue eyes, and his ears sticking out like flaps. But maybe he’ll look more intellectual when he grows up. Charlie Sloane says he’s going to go into politics and be a member of Parliament, but Mrs. Lynde says he’ll never succeed at that because the Sloanes are all honest people, and it’s only rascals who get ahead in politics nowadays.”

“What is Gilbert Blythe going to be?” queried Marilla, seeing that Anne was opening her Cæsar.

“What is Gilbert Blythe going to be?” Marilla asked, noticing that Anne was opening her Cæsar.

“I don’t happen to know what Gilbert Blythe’s ambition in life is—if he has any,” said Anne scornfully.

“I don’t really know what Gilbert Blythe wants to do with his life—if he wants anything at all,” said Anne scornfully.

There was open rivalry between Gilbert and Anne now. Previously the rivalry had been rather one-sided, but there was no longer any doubt that Gilbert was as determined to be first in class as Anne was. He was a foeman worthy of her steel. The other members of the class tacitly acknowledged their superiority, and never dreamed of trying to compete with them.

There was open competition between Gilbert and Anne now. Before, the rivalry had been mostly one-sided, but it was clear that Gilbert was just as determined to be at the top of the class as Anne was. He was a worthy opponent. The other students in the class quietly recognized their superiority and didn't even consider trying to compete with them.

Since the day by the pond when she had refused to listen to his plea for forgiveness, Gilbert, save for the aforesaid determined rivalry, had evinced no recognition whatever of the existence of Anne Shirley. He talked and jested with the other girls, exchanged books and puzzles with them, discussed lessons and plans, sometimes walked home with one or the other of them from prayer-meeting or Debating Club. But Anne Shirley he simply ignored, and Anne found out that it is not pleasant to be ignored. It was in vain that she told herself with a toss of her head that she did not care. Deep down in her wayward, feminine little heart she knew that she did care, and that if she had that chance of the Lake of Shining Waters again she would answer very differently. All at once, as it seemed, and to her secret dismay, she found that the old resentment she had cherished against him was gone—gone just when she most needed its sustaining power. It was in vain that she recalled every incident and emotion of that memorable occasion and tried to feel the old satisfying anger. That day by the pond had witnessed its last spasmodic flicker. Anne realized that she had forgiven and forgotten without knowing it. But it was too late.

Since that day by the pond when she had refused to hear his apology, Gilbert, aside from their persistent rivalry, showed no sign that he even acknowledged Anne Shirley's presence. He chatted and joked with the other girls, swapped books and puzzles with them, talked about schoolwork and plans, and sometimes walked home with one of them after prayer meeting or Debating Club. But Anne Shirley was completely ignored by him, and she learned that being ignored isn’t a nice feeling. It was useless for her to tell herself, with a toss of her head, that she didn’t mind. Deep down in her sensitive, feminine heart, she knew she did care, and that if she had a chance at the Lake of Shining Waters again, her response would be completely different. Suddenly, to her secret dismay, she realized that the old resentment she had held against him was gone—just when she needed it the most. It was pointless for her to try to recall every detail and feeling of that significant moment, hoping to rekindle the old, satisfying anger. The day by the pond had flickered out for the last time. Anne understood that she had forgiven and forgotten without even realizing it. But now it was too late.

And at least neither Gilbert nor anybody else, not even Diana, should ever suspect how sorry she was and how much she wished she hadn’t been so proud and horrid! She determined to “shroud her feelings in deepest oblivion,” and it may be stated here and now that she did it, so successfully that Gilbert, who possibly was not quite so indifferent as he seemed, could not console himself with any belief that Anne felt his retaliatory scorn. The only poor comfort he had was that she snubbed Charlie Sloane, unmercifully, continually and undeservedly.

And at least neither Gilbert nor anyone else, not even Diana, should ever suspect how sorry she was and how much she wished she hadn’t been so proud and awful! She decided to “bury her feelings in complete forgetfulness,” and it can be said right now that she did it so well that Gilbert, who maybe wasn’t quite as indifferent as he appeared, couldn’t convince himself that Anne felt his retaliatory disdain. The only small comfort he had was that she treated Charlie Sloane harshly, constantly, and unfairly.

Otherwise the winter passed away in a round of pleasant duties and studies. For Anne the days slipped by like golden beads on the necklace of the year. She was happy, eager, interested; there were lessons to be learned and honours to be won; delightful books to read; new pieces to be practised for the Sunday-school choir; pleasant Saturday afternoons at the manse with Mrs. Allan; and then, almost before Anne realized it, spring had come again to Green Gables and all the world was abloom once more.

Otherwise, the winter went by in a series of enjoyable activities and studies. For Anne, the days flowed like golden beads on a necklace through the year. She was happy, eager, and engaged; there were lessons to learn and achievements to earn; wonderful books to read; new pieces to practice for the Sunday school choir; nice Saturday afternoons at the manse with Mrs. Allan; and then, almost before Anne noticed, spring had returned to Green Gables and everything was blooming again.

Studies palled just a wee bit then; the Queen’s class, left behind in school while the others scattered to green lanes and leafy wood-cuts and meadow byways, looked wistfully out of the windows and discovered that Latin verbs and French exercises had somehow lost the tang and zest they had possessed in the crisp winter months. Even Anne and Gilbert lagged and grew indifferent. Teacher and taught were alike glad when the term was ended and the glad vacation days stretched rosily before them.

Studies felt a little dull then; the Queen’s class, stuck behind in school while the others rushed off to green pathways and wooded areas and meandering meadows, looked out the windows with longing and realized that Latin verbs and French exercises had somehow lost their excitement and appeal that they had during the crisp winter months. Even Anne and Gilbert were slow and became indifferent. Both the teacher and the students were relieved when the term ended, and the joyful vacation days lay ahead, bright and inviting.

“But you’ve done good work this past year,” Miss Stacy told them on the last evening, “and you deserve a good, jolly vacation. Have the best time you can in the out-of-door world and lay in a good stock of health and vitality and ambition to carry you through next year. It will be the tug of war, you know—the last year before the Entrance.”

"But you’ve done great work this past year," Miss Stacy told them on the last evening, "and you deserve a fun, enjoyable vacation. Have the best time you can outdoors and gather a good supply of health, energy, and ambition to get you through next year. It’s going to be a tough challenge, you know—the final year before the Entrance."

“Are you going to be back next year, Miss Stacy?” asked Josie Pye.

“Are you coming back next year, Miss Stacy?” asked Josie Pye.

Josie Pye never scrupled to ask questions; in this instance the rest of the class felt grateful to her; none of them would have dared to ask it of Miss Stacy, but all wanted to, for there had been alarming rumours running at large through the school for some time that Miss Stacy was not coming back the next year—that she had been offered a position in the graded school of her own home district and meant to accept. The Queen’s class listened in breathless suspense for her answer.

Josie Pye never hesitated to ask questions; in this case, the rest of the class felt thankful to her; none of them would have dared to ask it of Miss Stacy, but all wanted to, since there had been worrying rumors circulating through the school for a while that Miss Stacy wouldn’t be returning next year—that she had been offered a position at the graded school in her home district and intended to accept. The Queen’s class listened in anxious suspense for her answer.

“Yes, I think I will,” said Miss Stacy. “I thought of taking another school, but I have decided to come back to Avonlea. To tell the truth, I’ve grown so interested in my pupils here that I found I couldn’t leave them. So I’ll stay and see you through.”

“Yes, I think I will,” said Miss Stacy. “I considered taking another job, but I’ve decided to come back to Avonlea. Honestly, I’ve become so invested in my students here that I realized I can’t leave them. So I’ll stay and help you out.”

“Hurrah!” said Moody Spurgeon. Moody Spurgeon had never been so carried away by his feelings before, and he blushed uncomfortably every time he thought about it for a week.

“Hurrah!” said Moody Spurgeon. Moody Spurgeon had never felt so overwhelmed by his emotions before, and he felt embarrassed every time he thought about it for a week.

“Oh, I’m so glad,” said Anne with shining eyes. “Dear Miss Stacy, it would be perfectly dreadful if you didn’t come back. I don’t believe I could have the heart to go on with my studies at all if another teacher came here.”

“Oh, I’m so glad,” said Anne with bright eyes. “Dear Miss Stacy, it would be absolutely terrible if you didn’t come back. I don’t think I could manage to continue with my studies at all if another teacher came here.”

When Anne got home that night she stacked all her text-books away in an old trunk in the attic, locked it, and threw the key into the blanket box.

When Anne got home that night, she put all her textbooks in an old trunk in the attic, locked it up, and tossed the key into the blanket box.

“I’m not even going to look at a school book in vacation,” she told Marilla. “I’ve studied as hard all the term as I possibly could and I’ve pored over that geometry until I know every proposition in the first book off by heart, even when the letters are changed. I just feel tired of everything sensible and I’m going to let my imagination run riot for the summer. Oh, you needn’t be alarmed, Marilla. I’ll only let it run riot within reasonable limits. But I want to have a real good jolly time this summer, for maybe it’s the last summer I’ll be a little girl. Mrs. Lynde says that if I keep stretching out next year as I’ve done this I’ll have to put on longer skirts. She says I’m all running to legs and eyes. And when I put on longer skirts I shall feel that I have to live up to them and be very dignified. It won’t even do to believe in fairies then, I’m afraid; so I’m going to believe in them with all my whole heart this summer. I think we’re going to have a very gay vacation. Ruby Gillis is going to have a birthday party soon and there’s the Sunday-school picnic and the missionary concert next month. And Mr. Barry says that some evening he’ll take Diana and me over to the White Sands Hotel and have dinner there. They have dinner there in the evening, you know. Jane Andrews was over once last summer and she says it was a dazzling sight to see the electric lights and the flowers and all the lady guests in such beautiful dresses. Jane says it was her first glimpse into high life and she’ll never forget it to her dying day.”

“I’m not even going to look at a school book during vacation,” she told Marilla. “I’ve studied as hard as I possibly could all term and I’ve gone over that geometry until I know every concept in the first book by heart, even when the letters are switched around. I just feel tired of everything serious and I’m going to let my imagination go wild for the summer. Oh, you don’t need to worry, Marilla. I’ll only let it go wild within reasonable limits. But I want to have a really fun time this summer, because maybe it’s the last summer I’ll be a little girl. Mrs. Lynde says that if I keep growing next year like I have this year, I’ll have to wear longer skirts. She says I’m all legs and eyes. And when I wear longer skirts, I’ll feel like I need to act dignified. I’m afraid I won't even be able to believe in fairies then; so I’m going to believe in them with all my heart this summer. I think we’re going to have a really great vacation. Ruby Gillis is having a birthday party soon, and there’s the Sunday-school picnic and the missionary concert next month. And Mr. Barry said that one evening he’ll take Diana and me over to the White Sands Hotel for dinner. They serve dinner there in the evening, you know. Jane Andrews went there once last summer and she says it was a dazzling sight with the electric lights and the flowers and all the ladies in their beautiful dresses. Jane says it was her first taste of high life, and she’ll never forget it for the rest of her life.”

Mrs. Lynde came up the next afternoon to find out why Marilla had not been at the Aid meeting on Thursday. When Marilla was not at Aid meeting people knew there was something wrong at Green Gables.

Mrs. Lynde came by the next afternoon to see why Marilla hadn’t been at the Aid meeting on Thursday. When Marilla was missing from the Aid meeting, everyone knew something was up at Green Gables.

“Matthew had a bad spell with his heart Thursday,” Marilla explained, “and I didn’t feel like leaving him. Oh, yes, he’s all right again now, but he takes them spells oftener than he used to and I’m anxious about him. The doctor says he must be careful to avoid excitement. That’s easy enough, for Matthew doesn’t go about looking for excitement by any means and never did, but he’s not to do any very heavy work either and you might as well tell Matthew not to breathe as not to work. Come and lay off your things, Rachel. You’ll stay to tea?”

“Matthew had a rough time with his heart on Thursday,” Marilla explained, “and I didn't want to leave him. Oh, yes, he’s feeling fine again now, but he has these episodes more often than he used to, and I’m worried about him. The doctor says he needs to avoid stress. That’s not hard, since Matthew has never sought out excitement, but he also shouldn’t do any really heavy work, and you might as well tell Matthew not to breathe as to not work. Come and drop off your things, Rachel. Will you stay for tea?”

“Well, seeing you’re so pressing, perhaps I might as well stay,” said Mrs. Rachel, who had not the slightest intention of doing anything else.

“Well, since you’re being so insistent, I guess I might as well stay,” said Mrs. Rachel, who had no intention of doing anything else.

Mrs. Rachel and Marilla sat comfortably in the parlour while Anne got the tea and made hot biscuits that were light and white enough to defy even Mrs. Rachel’s criticism.

Mrs. Rachel and Marilla sat comfortably in the living room while Anne prepared the tea and baked hot biscuits that were so light and fluffy they could even impress Mrs. Rachel.

“I must say Anne has turned out a real smart girl,” admitted Mrs. Rachel, as Marilla accompanied her to the end of the lane at sunset. “She must be a great help to you.”

“I have to say Anne has become a really smart girl,” admitted Mrs. Rachel, as Marilla walked her to the end of the lane at sunset. “She must be a big help to you.”

“She is,” said Marilla, “and she’s real steady and reliable now. I used to be afraid she’d never get over her feather-brained ways, but she has and I wouldn’t be afraid to trust her in anything now.”

“She is,” said Marilla, “and she’s really steady and reliable now. I used to worry that she’d never outgrow her flighty ways, but she has, and I wouldn’t hesitate to trust her with anything now.”

“I never would have thought she’d have turned out so well that first day I was here three years ago,” said Mrs. Rachel. “Lawful heart, shall I ever forget that tantrum of hers! When I went home that night I says to Thomas, says I, ‘Mark my words, Thomas, Marilla Cuthbert’ll live to rue the step she’s took.’ But I was mistaken and I’m real glad of it. I ain’t one of those kind of people, Marilla, as can never be brought to own up that they’ve made a mistake. No, that never was my way, thank goodness. I did make a mistake in judging Anne, but it weren’t no wonder, for an odder, unexpecteder witch of a child there never was in this world, that’s what. There was no ciphering her out by the rules that worked with other children. It’s nothing short of wonderful how she’s improved these three years, but especially in looks. She’s a real pretty girl got to be, though I can’t say I’m overly partial to that pale, big-eyed style myself. I like more snap and colour, like Diana Barry has or Ruby Gillis. Ruby Gillis’ looks are real showy. But somehow—I don’t know how it is but when Anne and them are together, though she ain’t half as handsome, she makes them look kind of common and overdone—something like them white June lilies she calls narcissus alongside of the big, red peonies, that’s what.”

“I never would have thought she’d have turned out so well that first day I was here three years ago,” said Mrs. Rachel. “Honestly, I’ll never forget that tantrum of hers! When I went home that night, I told Thomas, ‘Mark my words, Thomas, Marilla Cuthbert will regret the choice she made.’ But I was wrong, and I’m really glad about it. I’m not the kind of person, Marilla, who can’t admit when they’ve made a mistake. No, that’s never been my way, thank goodness. I did misjudge Anne, but it wasn’t surprising at all, because there’s never been a stranger, more unexpected child than her in this world. You can’t figure her out by the same rules that apply to other kids. It’s nothing short of amazing how much she’s improved over these three years, especially in looks. She’s turned into a really pretty girl, although I can’t say I’m all that fond of that pale, big-eyed look myself. I prefer something with more energy and color, like Diana Barry or Ruby Gillis. Ruby Gillis has a really flashy appearance. But somehow—I don’t know how it is—but when Anne is with them, even though she’s not half as pretty, she makes them seem kind of ordinary and too much—like those white June lilies she calls narcissus next to the big, red peonies, that’s what.”


CHAPTER XXXI.
WHERE THE BROOK AND RIVER MEET
WHERE THE BROOK AND RIVER COME TOGETHER

Anne had her “good” summer and enjoyed it whole-heartedly. She and Diana fairly lived outdoors, revelling in all the delights that Lovers’ Lane and the Dryad’s Bubble and Willowmere and Victoria Island afforded. Marilla offered no objections to Anne’s gipsyings. The Spencervale doctor who had come the night Minnie May had the croup met Anne at the house of a patient one afternoon early in vacation, looked her over sharply, screwed up his mouth, shook his head, and sent a message to Marilla Cuthbert by another person. It was:

Anne had her “good” summer and loved every moment of it. She and Diana spent almost all their time outdoors, enjoying everything that Lovers’ Lane, the Dryad’s Bubble, Willowmere, and Victoria Island had to offer. Marilla didn’t mind Anne’s adventures. The Spencervale doctor who had come the night Minnie May had the croup saw Anne at a patient’s house one afternoon early in vacation, examined her closely, pursed his lips, shook his head, and sent a message to Marilla Cuthbert through someone else. It was:

“Keep that red-headed girl of yours in the open air all summer and don’t let her read books until she gets more spring into her step.”

“Keep that red-headed girl of yours outside all summer and don’t let her read any books until she’s got more energy in her step.”

This message frightened Marilla wholesomely. She read Anne’s death warrant by consumption in it unless it was scrupulously obeyed. As a result, Anne had the golden summer of her life as far as freedom and frolic went. She walked, rowed, berried and dreamed to her heart’s content; and when September came she was bright-eyed and alert, with a step that would have satisfied the Spencervale doctor and a heart full of ambition and zest once more.

This message genuinely scared Marilla. She saw it as a death sentence for Anne from consumption unless it was strictly followed. Because of this, Anne had the best summer of her life filled with freedom and fun. She walked, rowed, picked berries, and dreamed as much as she wanted; and when September arrived, she was bright-eyed and energetic, with a step that would have pleased the Spencervale doctor and a heart full of ambition and enthusiasm once again.

“I feel just like studying with might and main,” she declared as she brought her books down from the attic. “Oh, you good old friends, I’m glad to see your honest faces once more—yes, even you, geometry. I’ve had a perfectly beautiful summer, Marilla, and now I’m rejoicing as a strong man to run a race, as Mr. Allan said last Sunday. Doesn’t Mr. Allan preach magnificent sermons? Mrs. Lynde says he is improving every day and the first thing we know some city church will gobble him up and then we’ll be left and have to turn to and break in another green preacher. But I don’t see the use of meeting trouble half-way, do you, Marilla? I think it would be better just to enjoy Mr. Allan while we have him. If I were a man I think I’d be a minister. They can have such an influence for good, if their theology is sound; and it must be thrilling to preach splendid sermons and stir your hearers’ hearts. Why can’t women be ministers, Marilla? I asked Mrs. Lynde that and she was shocked and said it would be a scandalous thing. She said there might be female ministers in the States and she believed there was, but thank goodness we hadn’t got to that stage in Canada yet and she hoped we never would. But I don’t see why. I think women would make splendid ministers. When there is a social to be got up or a church tea or anything else to raise money the women have to turn to and do the work. I’m sure Mrs. Lynde can pray every bit as well as Superintendent Bell and I’ve no doubt she could preach too with a little practice.”

“I feel so ready to study hard,” she announced as she brought her books down from the attic. “Oh, you good old friends, I’m so glad to see you again—yes, even you, geometry. I’ve had a wonderful summer, Marilla, and now I’m excited to dive into my studies like a runner getting ready for a race, just like Mr. Allan said last Sunday. Doesn’t Mr. Allan give amazing sermons? Mrs. Lynde says he’s getting better every day, and before we know it, some city church will snatch him up, and we’ll be left having to break in another inexperienced preacher. But I don’t see the point of anticipating trouble, do you, Marilla? I think it’s better to enjoy Mr. Allan while we still have him. If I were a man, I think I’d want to be a minister. They can make such a positive impact if their beliefs are solid; it must be thrilling to deliver great sermons and move your audience. Why can’t women be ministers, Marilla? I asked Mrs. Lynde that, and she was shocked, saying it would be scandalous. She mentioned there might be female ministers in the States and believed there were, but thankfully, we haven’t reached that point in Canada yet, and she hopes we never do. But I don’t see why not. I think women would be fantastic ministers. Whenever there’s a social event or a church tea, or anything else to raise money, the women are always the ones doing the work. I’m sure Mrs. Lynde can pray just as well as Superintendent Bell, and I have no doubt she could preach too with a little practice.”

“Yes, I believe she could,” said Marilla drily. “She does plenty of unofficial preaching as it is. Nobody has much of a chance to go wrong in Avonlea with Rachel to oversee them.”

“Yes, I think she could,” Marilla replied dryly. “She does enough unofficial preaching already. Nobody really has a chance to go astray in Avonlea with Rachel keeping an eye on them.”

“Marilla,” said Anne in a burst of confidence, “I want to tell you something and ask you what you think about it. It has worried me terribly—on Sunday afternoons, that is, when I think specially about such matters. I do really want to be good; and when I’m with you or Mrs. Allan or Miss Stacy I want it more than ever and I want to do just what would please you and what you would approve of. But mostly when I’m with Mrs. Lynde I feel desperately wicked and as if I wanted to go and do the very thing she tells me I oughtn’t to do. I feel irresistibly tempted to do it. Now, what do you think is the reason I feel like that? Do you think it’s because I’m really bad and unregenerate?”

“Marilla,” Anne said with sudden confidence, “I need to share something with you and get your thoughts on it. It's been bothering me a lot—especially on Sunday afternoons when I think about these things. I really want to be good; when I'm with you, Mrs. Allan, or Miss Stacy, I want it more than ever and I just want to do what would make you happy and what you would approve of. But mostly when I'm with Mrs. Lynde, I feel incredibly wicked and like I want to do exactly what she says I shouldn’t do. I feel this strong urge to do it. So, what do you think is the reason I feel this way? Do you think it means I'm really bad and unrepentant?”

Marilla looked dubious for a moment. Then she laughed.

Marilla looked uncertain for a moment. Then she laughed.

“If you are I guess I am too, Anne, for Rachel often has that very effect on me. I sometimes think she’d have more of an influence for good, as you say yourself, if she didn’t keep nagging people to do right. There should have been a special commandment against nagging. But there, I shouldn’t talk so. Rachel is a good Christian woman and she means well. There isn’t a kinder soul in Avonlea and she never shirks her share of work.”

“If you are, then I guess I am too, Anne, because Rachel often has that exact effect on me. I sometimes think she'd have a more positive impact, like you said, if she didn't keep pushing people to do the right thing. There should really be a special commandment against nagging. But I shouldn’t say that. Rachel is a good Christian woman who means well. There isn’t a kinder person in Avonlea, and she always pulls her weight.”

“I’m very glad you feel the same,” said Anne decidedly. “It’s so encouraging. I sha’n’t worry so much over that after this. But I dare say there’ll be other things to worry me. They keep coming up new all the time—things to perplex you, you know. You settle one question and there’s another right after. There are so many things to be thought over and decided when you’re beginning to grow up. It keeps me busy all the time thinking them over and deciding what is right. It’s a serious thing to grow up, isn’t it, Marilla? But when I have such good friends as you and Matthew and Mrs. Allan and Miss Stacy I ought to grow up successfully, and I’m sure it will be my own fault if I don’t. I feel it’s a great responsibility because I have only the one chance. If I don’t grow up right I can’t go back and begin over again. I’ve grown two inches this summer, Marilla. Mr. Gillis measured me at Ruby’s party. I’m so glad you made my new dresses longer. That dark green one is so pretty and it was sweet of you to put on the flounce. Of course I know it wasn’t really necessary, but flounces are so stylish this fall and Josie Pye has flounces on all her dresses. I know I’ll be able to study better because of mine. I shall have such a comfortable feeling deep down in my mind about that flounce.”

“I’m really glad you feel the same way,” said Anne decisively. “It’s so encouraging. I won’t worry so much about that after this. But I’m sure there will be other things to stress over. New issues keep popping up all the time—things to confuse you, you know. You solve one problem, and then there’s another right after. There are so many things to think about and decide when you’re starting to grow up. It keeps me busy all the time considering them and figuring out what’s right. Growing up is serious business, isn’t it, Marilla? But when I have such great friends like you, Matthew, Mrs. Allan, and Miss Stacy, I should be able to grow up successfully, and I know I’ll only have myself to blame if I don’t. I feel it’s a big responsibility because I only get one shot at it. If I don’t grow up the right way, I can’t go back and start over again. I’ve grown two inches this summer, Marilla. Mr. Gillis measured me at Ruby’s party. I’m so glad you made my new dresses longer. That dark green one is so pretty, and it was sweet of you to add the flounce. Of course, I know it wasn’t really necessary, but flounces are so in style this fall, and Josie Pye has flounces on all her dresses. I know I’ll be able to study better because of mine. I’ll have such a comforting feeling deep down in my mind about that flounce.”

“It’s worth something to have that,” admitted Marilla.

“It's valuable to have that,” admitted Marilla.

Miss Stacy came back to Avonlea school and found all her pupils eager for work once more. Especially did the Queen’s class gird up their loins for the fray, for at the end of the coming year, dimly shadowing their pathway already, loomed up that fateful thing known as “the Entrance,” at the thought of which one and all felt their hearts sink into their very shoes. Suppose they did not pass! That thought was doomed to haunt Anne through the waking hours of that winter, Sunday afternoons inclusive, to the almost entire exclusion of moral and theological problems. When Anne had bad dreams she found herself staring miserably at pass lists of the Entrance exams, where Gilbert Blythe’s name was blazoned at the top and in which hers did not appear at all.

Miss Stacy returned to Avonlea school and found all her students eager to get back to work. The Queen’s class was especially fired up, as they faced the upcoming challenge of “the Entrance,” a daunting deadline that loomed ahead of them and made everyone’s hearts sink with anxiety. What if they didn’t pass? This fear haunted Anne throughout that winter, even during Sunday afternoons, completely overshadowing her thoughts about moral and theological issues. When she had bad dreams, she would find herself staring hopelessly at the pass lists for the Entrance exams, where Gilbert Blythe's name was right at the top, and hers wasn’t there at all.

But it was a jolly, busy, happy swift-flying winter. School work was as interesting, class rivalry as absorbing, as of yore. New worlds of thought, feeling, and ambition, fresh, fascinating fields of unexplored knowledge seemed to be opening out before Anne’s eager eyes.

But it was a fun, busy, happy, fast-paced winter. Schoolwork was just as interesting, and class rivalry was just as engaging as it used to be. New worlds of thought, feeling, and ambition, along with exciting, unexplored areas of knowledge, seemed to be unfolding before Anne’s eager eyes.

“Hills peeped o’er hill and Alps on Alps arose.”

Much of all this was due to Miss Stacy’s tactful, careful, broad-minded guidance. She led her class to think and explore and discover for themselves and encouraged straying from the old beaten paths to a degree that quite shocked Mrs. Lynde and the school trustees, who viewed all innovations on established methods rather dubiously.

A lot of this was because of Miss Stacy’s thoughtful, careful, and open-minded guidance. She encouraged her class to think, explore, and discover on their own, and she supported stepping away from traditional ways to a degree that really surprised Mrs. Lynde and the school trustees, who looked at any changes to established methods with skepticism.

Apart from her studies Anne expanded socially, for Marilla, mindful of the Spencervale doctor’s dictum, no longer vetoed occasional outings. The Debating Club flourished and gave several concerts; there were one or two parties almost verging on grown-up affairs; there were sleigh drives and skating frolics galore.

Aside from her studies, Anne started to socialize more, since Marilla, remembering what the Spencervale doctor advised, no longer blocked her from going out now and then. The Debating Club thrived and hosted several concerts; there were a few parties that almost felt like adult gatherings; there were plenty of sleigh rides and skating adventures.

Between times Anne grew, shooting up so rapidly that Marilla was astonished one day, when they were standing side by side, to find the girl was taller than herself.

Between times, Anne grew, shooting up so quickly that Marilla was amazed one day, when they were standing side by side, to see that the girl was taller than she was.

“Why, Anne, how you’ve grown!” she said, almost unbelievingly. A sigh followed on the words. Marilla felt a queer regret over Anne’s inches. The child she had learned to love had vanished somehow and here was this tall, serious-eyed girl of fifteen, with the thoughtful brows and the proudly poised little head, in her place. Marilla loved the girl as much as she had loved the child, but she was conscious of a queer sorrowful sense of loss. And that night when Anne had gone to prayer-meeting with Diana Marilla sat alone in the wintry twilight and indulged in the weakness of a cry. Matthew, coming in with a lantern, caught her at it and gazed at her in such consternation that Marilla had to laugh through her tears.

“Wow, Anne, you’ve grown so much!” she said, almost in disbelief. A sigh came after her words. Marilla felt a strange regret over Anne’s height. The child she had come to love had somehow disappeared, and in her place stood this tall, serious-eyed girl of fifteen, with thoughtful brows and a proudly held little head. Marilla loved the girl just as much as she had loved the child, but she felt a strange, sorrowful sense of loss. That night, when Anne went to prayer meeting with Diana, Marilla sat alone in the winter twilight and allowed herself to cry. Matthew walked in with a lantern and was so surprised to see her that Marilla had to laugh through her tears.

“I was thinking about Anne,” she explained. “She’s got to be such a big girl—and she’ll probably be away from us next winter. I’ll miss her terrible.”

“I was thinking about Anne,” she said. “She’s going to be such a grown-up—and she’ll probably be away from us next winter. I’m really going to miss her.”

“She’ll be able to come home often,” comforted Matthew, to whom Anne was as yet and always would be the little, eager girl he had brought home from Bright River on that June evening four years before. “The branch railroad will be built to Carmody by that time.”

“She’ll be able to come home often,” Matthew reassured, seeing Anne as the little, eager girl he had brought home from Bright River on that June evening four years ago. “The branch railroad will be built to Carmody by then.”

“It won’t be the same thing as having her here all the time,” sighed Marilla gloomily, determined to enjoy her luxury of grief uncomforted. “But there—men can’t understand these things!”

“It won’t be the same as having her here all the time,” Marilla sighed sadly, resolved to indulge in her sadness without seeking comfort. “But there, men just don’t get it!”

There were other changes in Anne no less real than the physical change. For one thing, she became much quieter. Perhaps she thought all the more and dreamed as much as ever, but she certainly talked less. Marilla noticed and commented on this also.

There were other changes in Anne just as significant as the physical change. For one thing, she became much quieter. Maybe she thought even more and dreamed just as much, but she definitely talked less. Marilla noticed this and commented on it too.

“You don’t chatter half as much as you used to, Anne, nor use half as many big words. What has come over you?”

“You don't talk nearly as much as you used to, Anne, nor do you use as many big words. What's happened to you?”

Anne coloured and laughed a little, as she dropped her book and looked dreamily out of the window, where big fat red buds were bursting out on the creeper in response to the lure of the spring sunshine.

Anne blushed and chuckled a bit as she dropped her book and gazed dreamily out the window, where plump red buds were popping out on the vine in response to the inviting spring sunshine.

“I don’t know—I don’t want to talk as much,” she said, denting her chin thoughtfully with her forefinger. “It’s nicer to think dear, pretty thoughts and keep them in one’s heart, like treasures. I don’t like to have them laughed at or wondered over. And somehow I don’t want to use big words any more. It’s almost a pity, isn’t it, now that I’m really growing big enough to say them if I did want to. It’s fun to be almost grown up in some ways, but it’s not the kind of fun I expected, Marilla. There’s so much to learn and do and think that there isn’t time for big words. Besides, Miss Stacy says the short ones are much stronger and better. She makes us write all our essays as simply as possible. It was hard at first. I was so used to crowding in all the fine big words I could think of—and I thought of any number of them. But I’ve got used to it now and I see it’s so much better.”

“I don’t know—I just don’t want to talk as much,” she said, thoughtfully tapping her chin with her finger. “It’s nicer to have sweet, pretty thoughts and keep them in one’s heart, like treasures. I don’t like having them laughed at or questioned. And for some reason, I don’t want to use big words anymore. It’s a bit sad, isn’t it, now that I’m really growing up enough to say them if I wanted to. It’s fun to be almost a grown-up in some ways, but it’s not the kind of fun I expected, Marilla. There’s so much to learn and do and think about that there isn’t time for big words. Plus, Miss Stacy says the shorter ones are much stronger and better. She makes us write all our essays as simply as possible. It was tough at first. I was so used to cramming in all the fancy big words I could think of—and I thought of plenty of them. But I’ve gotten used to it now, and I see it’s so much better.”

“What has become of your story club? I haven’t heard you speak of it for a long time.”

“What happened to your story club? I haven’t heard you mention it in a while.”

“The story club isn’t in existence any longer. We hadn’t time for it—and anyhow I think we had got tired of it. It was silly to be writing about love and murder and elopements and mysteries. Miss Stacy sometimes has us write a story for training in composition, but she won’t let us write anything but what might happen in Avonlea in our own lives, and she criticizes it very sharply and makes us criticize our own too. I never thought my compositions had so many faults until I began to look for them myself. I felt so ashamed I wanted to give up altogether, but Miss Stacy said I could learn to write well if I only trained myself to be my own severest critic. And so I am trying to.”

“The story club isn’t around anymore. We just didn’t have the time for it—and honestly, I think we got tired of it. It felt pointless to write about love, murder, elopements, and mysteries. Miss Stacy sometimes asks us to write a story to help with our composition skills, but she only lets us write about things that could happen in Avonlea in our own lives, and she critiques it very seriously and makes us critique our own work too. I never realized my writing had so many issues until I started looking for them myself. I felt so embarrassed I wanted to quit completely, but Miss Stacy said I could learn to write well if I trained myself to be my own toughest critic. So, I’m working on it.”

“You’ve only two more months before the Entrance,” said Marilla. “Do you think you’ll be able to get through?”

“You’ve only got two more months before the Entrance,” Marilla said. “Do you think you’ll be able to make it?”

Anne shivered.

Anne was cold.

“I don’t know. Sometimes I think I’ll be all right—and then I get horribly afraid. We’ve studied hard and Miss Stacy has drilled us thoroughly, but we mayn’t get through for all that. We’ve each got a stumbling-block. Mine is geometry of course, and Jane’s is Latin and Ruby’s and Charlie’s is algebra and Josie’s is arithmetic. Moody Spurgeon says he feels it in his bones that he is going to fail in English history. Miss Stacy is going to give us examinations in June just as hard as we’ll have at the Entrance and mark us just as strictly, so we’ll have some idea. I wish it was all over, Marilla. It haunts me. Sometimes I wake up in the night and wonder what I’ll do if I don’t pass.”

“I don’t know. Sometimes I think I’ll be okay—and then I get really scared. We’ve studied hard and Miss Stacy has prepared us thoroughly, but that might not be enough. We all have something we struggle with. Mine is geometry, of course, and Jane’s is Latin, Ruby’s and Charlie’s struggle with algebra, and Josie has a hard time with arithmetic. Moody Spurgeon says he feels deep down that he’s going to fail in English history. Miss Stacy is going to give us exams in June that will be just as tough as what we’ll face at the Entrance and grade us just as strictly, so we’ll have a good idea. I wish it was all over, Marilla. It keeps bothering me. Sometimes I wake up at night and think about what I’ll do if I don’t pass.”

“Why, go to school next year and try again,” said Marilla unconcernedly.

“Why not go to school next year and give it another shot,” Marilla said casually.

“Oh, I don’t believe I’d have the heart for it. It would be such a disgrace to fail, especially if Gil—if the others passed. And I get so nervous in an examination that I’m likely to make a mess of it. I wish I had nerves like Jane Andrews. Nothing rattles her.”

“Oh, I really don’t think I could handle it. It would be such a shame to fail, especially if Gil—if the others succeeded. I get so anxious during exams that I’m likely to screw it up. I wish I had nerves like Jane Andrews. Nothing seems to faze her.”

Anne sighed and, dragging her eyes from the witcheries of the spring world, the beckoning day of breeze and blue, and the green things upspringing in the garden, buried herself resolutely in her book. There would be other springs, but if she did not succeed in passing the Entrance Anne felt convinced that she would never recover sufficiently to enjoy them.

Anne sighed and, pulling her gaze away from the enchanting spring world, the inviting day with its breezes and blue skies, and the greenery blooming in the garden, she buried herself determinedly in her book. There would be other springs, but if she didn’t manage to pass the Entrance, Anne felt sure she’d never truly be able to enjoy them again.


CHAPTER XXXII.
THE PASS LIST IS OUT
The results are out.

With the end of June came the close of the term and the close of Miss Stacy’s rule in Avonlea school. Anne and Diana walked home that evening feeling very sober indeed. Red eyes and damp handkerchiefs bore convincing testimony to the fact that Miss Stacy’s farewell words must have been quite as touching as Mr. Phillips’ had been under similar circumstances three years before. Diana looked back at the schoolhouse from the foot of the spruce hill and sighed deeply.

As June came to an end, so did the school term and Miss Stacy’s time at Avonlea school. Anne and Diana walked home that evening feeling very somber. Red eyes and wet handkerchiefs clearly showed that Miss Stacy’s goodbye must have been just as emotional as Mr. Phillips’ had been three years earlier in a similar situation. Diana glanced back at the schoolhouse from the bottom of the spruce hill and sighed deeply.

“It does seem as if it was the end of everything, doesn’t it?” she said dismally.

“It really feels like it’s the end of everything, doesn’t it?” she said sadly.

“You oughtn’t to feel half as badly as I do,” said Anne, hunting vainly for a dry spot on her handkerchief. “You’ll be back again next winter, but I suppose I’ve left the dear old school for ever—if I have good luck, that is.”

“You shouldn’t feel as bad as I do,” said Anne, searching in vain for a dry spot on her handkerchief. “You’ll be back next winter, but I guess I’ve left the dear old school for good—if I’m lucky, that is.”

“It won’t be a bit the same. Miss Stacy won’t be there, nor you nor Jane nor Ruby probably. I shall have to sit all alone, for I couldn’t bear to have another deskmate after you. Oh, we have had jolly times, haven’t we, Anne? It’s dreadful to think they’re all over.”

“It won’t be the same at all. Miss Stacy won’t be there, nor you, nor Jane, nor probably Ruby. I’ll have to sit all alone, because I couldn’t stand having another desk partner after you. Oh, we’ve had such great times, haven’t we, Anne? It’s awful to think it’s all over.”

Two big tears rolled down by Diana’s nose.

Two big tears rolled down Diana's nose.

“If you would stop crying I could,” said Anne imploringly. “Just as soon as I put away my hanky I see you brimming up and that starts me off again. As Mrs. Lynde says, ‘If you can’t be cheerful, be as cheerful as you can.’ After all, I dare say I’ll be back next year. This is one of the times I know I’m not going to pass. They’re getting alarmingly frequent.”

“If you would stop crying, I could,” Anne said desperately. “As soon as I put away my tissues, I see you getting all emotional, and that gets me started again. As Mrs. Lynde says, ‘If you can’t be cheerful, be as cheerful as you can.’ After all, I think I’ll be back next year. This is one of those times I know I’m not going to pass. They’re happening way too often.”

“Why, you came out splendidly in the exams Miss Stacy gave.”

"Wow, you did great on the tests that Miss Stacy gave."

“Yes, but those exams didn’t make me nervous. When I think of the real thing you can’t imagine what a horrid cold fluttery feeling comes round my heart. And then my number is thirteen and Josie Pye says it’s so unlucky. I am not superstitious and I know it can make no difference. But still I wish it wasn’t thirteen.”

“Yeah, but those exams didn’t make me nervous. When I think about the real thing, you can’t imagine the horrible, fluttery feeling that comes around my heart. And my number is thirteen, and Josie Pye says it’s so unlucky. I am not superstitious, and I know it doesn’t matter. But still, I wish it wasn’t thirteen.”

“I do wish I were going in with you,” said Diana. “Wouldn’t we have a perfectly elegant time? But I suppose you’ll have to cram in the evenings.”

“I really wish I could go in with you,” said Diana. “Wouldn't we have an absolutely amazing time? But I guess you’ll have to squeeze it all in during the evenings.”

“No; Miss Stacy has made us promise not to open a book at all. She says it would only tire and confuse us and we are to go out walking and not think about the exams at all and go to bed early. It’s good advice, but I expect it will be hard to follow; good advice is apt to be, I think. Prissy Andrews told me that she sat up half the night every night of her Entrance week and crammed for dear life; and I had determined to sit up at least as long as she did. It was so kind of your Aunt Josephine to ask me to stay at Beechwood while I’m in town.”

“No; Miss Stacy has made us promise not to open any books at all. She says it would only tire us out and confuse us, so we should go for walks and not think about the exams, and we need to go to bed early. It’s good advice, but I think it will be hard to stick to; good advice often is. Prissy Andrews told me that she stayed up half the night every night during her Entrance week, cramming like crazy; and I had planned to stay up at least as long as she did. It was really nice of your Aunt Josephine to invite me to stay at Beechwood while I’m in town.”

“You’ll write to me while you’re in, won’t you?”

"You'll write to me while you're there, right?"

“I’ll write Tuesday night and tell you how the first day goes,” promised Anne.

"I'll write on Tuesday night and let you know how the first day goes," promised Anne.

“I’ll be haunting the post-office Wednesday,” vowed Diana.

"I'll be at the post office on Wednesday," promised Diana.

Anne went to town the following Monday and on Wednesday Diana haunted the post-office, as agreed, and got her letter.

Anne went to town the next Monday, and on Wednesday, Diana hung around the post office, as planned, and picked up her letter.

“Dearest Diana,” wrote Anne, “here it is Tuesday night and I’m writing this in the library at Beechwood. Last night I was horribly lonesome all alone in my room and wished so much you were with me. I couldn’t ‘cram’ because I’d promised Miss Stacy not to, but it was as hard to keep from opening my history as it used to be to keep from reading a story before my lessons were learned.

“Dear Diana,” wrote Anne, “it’s Tuesday night and I’m writing this in the library at Beechwood. Last night I felt really lonely all by myself in my room and wished so much that you were here with me. I couldn’t ‘cram’ because I promised Miss Stacy I wouldn’t, but it was just as hard to stop myself from opening my history book as it used to be to avoid reading a story before I finished my lessons.”

“This morning Miss Stacy came for me and we went to the Academy, calling for Jane and Ruby and Josie on our way. Ruby asked me to feel her hands and they were as cold as ice. Josie said I looked as if I hadn’t slept a wink and she didn’t believe I was strong enough to stand the grind of the teacher’s course even if I did get through. There are times and seasons even yet when I don’t feel that I’ve made any great headway in learning to like Josie Pye!

“This morning Miss Stacy picked me up and we headed to the Academy, stopping to get Jane, Ruby, and Josie along the way. Ruby asked me to feel her hands, and they were as cold as ice. Josie said I looked like I hadn’t slept at all and didn’t think I was strong enough to handle the teacher’s course, even if I did manage to get through it. There are still times when I don’t feel like I’ve made any real progress in learning to like Josie Pye!”

“When we reached the Academy there were scores of students there from all over the Island. The first person we saw was Moody Spurgeon sitting on the steps and muttering away to himself. Jane asked him what on earth he was doing and he said he was repeating the multiplication table over and over to steady his nerves and for pity’s sake not to interrupt him, because if he stopped for a moment he got frightened and forgot everything he ever knew, but the multiplication table kept all his facts firmly in their proper place!

“When we got to the Academy, there were tons of students from all over the Island. The first person we noticed was Moody Spurgeon sitting on the steps and mumbling to himself. Jane asked him what he was doing, and he said he was reciting the multiplication table over and over to calm his nerves and, for goodness' sake, not to interrupt him, because if he stopped for even a moment, he'd get scared and forget everything he ever knew, but the multiplication table kept all his facts neatly organized!”

“When we were assigned to our rooms Miss Stacy had to leave us. Jane and I sat together and Jane was so composed that I envied her. No need of the multiplication table for good, steady, sensible Jane! I wondered if I looked as I felt and if they could hear my heart thumping clear across the room. Then a man came in and began distributing the English examination sheets. My hands grew cold then and my head fairly whirled around as I picked it up. Just one awful moment,—Diana, I felt exactly as I did four years ago when I asked Marilla if I might stay at Green Gables—and then everything cleared up in my mind and my heart began beating again—I forgot to say that it had stopped altogether!—for I knew I could do something with that paper anyhow.

“When we were assigned to our rooms, Miss Stacy had to leave us. Jane and I sat together, and Jane was so calm that I envied her. No need for the multiplication table for good, steady, sensible Jane! I wondered if I looked as I felt and if they could hear my heart pounding across the room. Then a man came in and started handing out the English exam sheets. My hands went cold, and my head started spinning as I picked it up. Just for a moment—Diana, I felt exactly as I did four years ago when I asked Marilla if I could stay at Green Gables—and then everything cleared up in my mind, and my heart started beating again—I forgot to mention that it had completely stopped!—because I knew I could do something with that paper anyway.

“At noon we went home for dinner and then back again for history in the afternoon. The history was a pretty hard paper and I got dreadfully mixed up in the dates. Still, I think I did fairly well to-day. But oh, Diana, to-morrow the geometry exam comes off and when I think of it it takes every bit of determination I possess to keep from opening my Euclid. If I thought the multiplication table would help me any I would recite it from now till to-morrow morning.

“At noon we went home for lunch and then back for history in the afternoon. The history exam was pretty tough, and I got totally confused with the dates. Still, I think I did fairly well today. But oh, Diana, tomorrow the geometry exam is happening, and just thinking about it takes all my willpower to keep from opening my Euclid. If I thought the multiplication table would help me at all, I would recite it from now until tomorrow morning.”

“I went down to see the other girls this evening. On my way I met Moody Spurgeon wandering distractedly around. He said he knew he had failed in history and he was born to be a disappointment to his parents and he was going home on the morning train; and it would be easier to be a carpenter than a minister, anyhow. I cheered him up and persuaded him to stay to the end because it would be unfair to Miss Stacy if he didn’t. Sometimes I have wished I was born a boy, but when I see Moody Spurgeon I’m always glad I’m a girl and not his sister.

“I went down to see the other girls this evening. On my way, I ran into Moody Spurgeon wandering around, looking lost. He said he knew he had flunked history and felt like he was destined to disappoint his parents, so he was planning to take the morning train home. He mentioned that it would be easier to be a carpenter than a minister, anyway. I cheered him up and convinced him to stay until the end because it wouldn’t be fair to Miss Stacy if he left. Sometimes I wish I had been born a boy, but when I see Moody Spurgeon, I’m always glad I’m a girl and not his sister."

“Ruby was in hysterics when I reached their boarding-house; she had just discovered a fearful mistake she had made in her English paper. When she recovered we went up-town and had an ice-cream. How we wished you had been with us.

“Ruby was in tears when I got to their boarding house; she had just found out about a terrible mistake she made in her English paper. Once she calmed down, we went downtown and had some ice cream. How we wished you could have joined us.”

“Oh, Diana, if only the geometry examination were over! But there, as Mrs. Lynde would say, the sun will go on rising and setting whether I fail in geometry or not. That is true but not especially comforting. I think I’d rather it didn’t go on if I failed!

“Oh, Diana, if only the geometry exam was over! But, as Mrs. Lynde would say, the sun will keep rising and setting whether I fail in geometry or not. That’s true, but it doesn’t really make me feel better. Honestly, I’d rather it didn’t rise if I failed!”

“Yours devotedly,

"Yours truly,"

“Anne.”

“Anne.”

The geometry examination and all the others were over in due time and Anne arrived home on Friday evening, rather tired but with an air of chastened triumph about her. Diana was over at Green Gables when she arrived and they met as if they had been parted for years.

The geometry exam and all the others were finished on time, and Anne arrived home on Friday evening, feeling pretty tired but with a sense of humbled triumph. Diana was at Green Gables when she got there, and they greeted each other as if they hadn't seen each other in years.

“You old darling, it’s perfectly splendid to see you back again. It seems like an age since you went to town and oh, Anne, how did you get along?”

“You old darling, it’s so great to see you back again. It feels like forever since you went to town, and oh, Anne, how did you manage?”

“Pretty well, I think, in everything but the geometry. I don’t know whether I passed in it or not and I have a creepy, crawly presentiment that I didn’t. Oh, how good it is to be back! Green Gables is the dearest, loveliest spot in the world.”

“Pretty well, I think, in everything except for geometry. I’m not sure if I passed or not, and I have this unsettling feeling that I didn’t. Oh, it’s so nice to be back! Green Gables is the sweetest, most beautiful place in the world.”

“How did the others do?”

“How did the others perform?”

“The girls say they know they didn’t pass, but I think they did pretty well. Josie says the geometry was so easy a child of ten could do it! Moody Spurgeon still thinks he failed in history and Charlie says he failed in algebra. But we don’t really know anything about it and won’t until the pass list is out. That won’t be for a fortnight. Fancy living a fortnight in such suspense! I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up until it is over.”

“The girls say they know they didn’t pass, but I think they did pretty well. Josie says the geometry was so easy that a ten-year-old could do it! Moody Spurgeon still thinks he failed in history, and Charlie says he failed in algebra. But we don’t really know anything for sure until the pass list comes out. That won’t be for two weeks. Can you imagine living in such suspense for two weeks? I wish I could just fall asleep and not wake up until it's all over.”

Diana knew it would be useless to ask how Gilbert Blythe had fared, so she merely said:

Diana knew it would be pointless to ask how Gilbert Blythe was doing, so she just said:

“Oh, you’ll pass all right. Don’t worry.”

“Oh, you’ll do just fine. Don’t worry.”

“I’d rather not pass at all than not come out pretty well up on the list,” flashed Anne, by which she meant—and Diana knew she meant—that success would be incomplete and bitter if she did not come out ahead of Gilbert Blythe.

“I’d rather not pass at all than not do really well on the list,” Anne exclaimed, meaning—and Diana understood what she meant—that success would feel unfinished and sour if she didn’t end up ahead of Gilbert Blythe.

With this end in view Anne had strained every nerve during the examinations. So had Gilbert. They had met and passed each other on the street a dozen times without any sign of recognition and every time Anne had held her head a little higher and wished a little more earnestly that she had made friends with Gilbert when he asked her, and vowed a little more determinedly to surpass him in the examination. She knew that all Avonlea junior was wondering which would come out first; she even knew that Jimmy Glover and Ned Wright had a bet on the question and that Josie Pye had said there was no doubt in the world that Gilbert would be first; and she felt that her humiliation would be unbearable if she failed.

With this goal in mind, Anne had pushed herself to the limit during the exams. So had Gilbert. They had crossed paths on the street dozens of times without acknowledging each other, and each time Anne held her head a little higher and wished a little more intensely that she had become friends with Gilbert when he had asked her. She also vowed a little more resolutely to outshine him in the exam. She knew that the entire junior class in Avonlea was curious about who would come out on top; she even realized that Jimmy Glover and Ned Wright had made a bet on it, and that Josie Pye had confidently claimed there was no doubt Gilbert would be first. She felt that her humiliation would be unbearable if she failed.

But she had another and nobler motive for wishing to do well. She wanted to “pass high” for the sake of Matthew and Marilla—especially Matthew. Matthew had declared to her his conviction that she “would beat the whole Island.” That, Anne felt, was something it would be foolish to hope for even in the wildest dreams. But she did hope fervently that she would be among the first ten at least, so that she might see Matthew’s kindly brown eyes gleam with pride in her achievement. That, she felt, would be a sweet reward indeed for all her hard work and patient grubbing among unimaginative equations and conjugations.

But she had another, more noble reason for wanting to do well. She wanted to “pass high” for Matthew and Marilla—especially Matthew. Matthew had told her that he believed she “would beat the whole Island.” Anne felt that was something it would be silly to hope for, even in her wildest dreams. But she did sincerely hope that she would at least be among the top ten, so she could see Matthew’s kind brown eyes shine with pride in her accomplishment. That, she thought, would be a really sweet reward for all her hard work and patient effort with boring equations and conjugations.

At the end of the fortnight Anne took to “haunting” the post-office also, in the distracted company of Jane, Ruby and Josie, opening the Charlottetown dailies with shaking hands and cold, sinkaway feelings as bad as any experienced during the Entrance week. Charlie and Gilbert were not above doing this too, but Moody Spurgeon stayed resolutely away.

At the end of the two weeks, Anne started to “hang out” at the post office as well, joined by Jane, Ruby, and Josie. They would open the Charlottetown newspapers with trembling hands and a sinking feeling just as intense as what they felt during the Entrance week. Charlie and Gilbert didn't mind doing this either, but Moody Spurgeon stayed away on purpose.

“I haven’t got the grit to go there and look at a paper in cold blood,” he told Anne. “I’m just going to wait until somebody comes and tells me suddenly whether I’ve passed or not.”

“I don’t have the guts to go there and check the paper calmly,” he told Anne. “I’m just going to wait until someone comes and suddenly tells me whether I passed or not.”

When three weeks had gone by without the pass list appearing Anne began to feel that she really couldn’t stand the strain much longer. Her appetite failed and her interest in Avonlea doings languished. Mrs. Lynde wanted to know what else you could expect with a Tory superintendent of education at the head of affairs, and Matthew, noting Anne’s paleness and indifference and the lagging steps that bore her home from the post-office every afternoon, began seriously to wonder if he hadn’t better vote Grit at the next election.

When three weeks went by without the pass list showing up, Anne started to feel like she couldn’t handle the pressure much longer. She lost her appetite and stopped caring about what was happening in Avonlea. Mrs. Lynde wanted to know what else you could expect with a Tory superintendent of education in charge, and Matthew, seeing Anne's pale face, lack of interest, and the slow pace that took her home from the post office every afternoon, began to seriously consider voting Grit in the next election.

But one evening the news came. Anne was sitting at her open window, for the time forgetful of the woes of examinations and the cares of the world, as she drank in the beauty of the summer dusk, sweet-scented with flower-breaths from the garden below and sibilant and rustling from the stir of poplars. The eastern sky above the firs was flushed faintly pink from the reflection of the west, and Anne was wondering dreamily if the spirit of colour looked like that, when she saw Diana come flying down through the firs, over the log bridge, and up the slope, with a fluttering newspaper in her hand.

But one evening, the news arrived. Anne was sitting at her open window, momentarily forgetting about the stress of exams and the worries of the world, as she soaked in the beauty of the summer evening, sweet with the scent of flowers from the garden below and whispering with the rustle of the poplar trees. The eastern sky above the firs glowed a soft pink from the western sunset, and Anne was dreamily wondering if the spirit of color looked like that when she saw Diana racing down through the firs, across the log bridge, and up the slope, with a fluttering newspaper in her hand.

Anne sprang to her feet, knowing at once what that paper contained. The pass list was out! Her head whirled and her heart beat until it hurt her. She could not move a step. It seemed an hour to her before Diana came rushing along the hall and burst into the room without even knocking, so great was her excitement.

Anne jumped up, instantly realizing what that paper was. The pass list was out! Her head spun and her heart raced until it hurt. She couldn't take a step. It felt like an hour before Diana came running down the hall and burst into the room without even knocking, so excited she was.

“Anne, you’ve passed,” she cried, “passed the very first—you and Gilbert both—you’re ties—but your name is first. Oh, I’m so proud!”

“Anne, you made it!” she shouted. “You’ve made it through the very first—you and Gilbert both—you’re tied—but your name is first. Oh, I’m so proud!”

Diana flung the paper on the table and herself on Anne’s bed, utterly breathless and incapable of further speech. Anne lighted the lamp, oversetting the match-safe and using up half a dozen matches before her shaking hands could accomplish the task. Then she snatched up the paper. Yes, she had passed—there was her name at the very top of a list of two hundred! That moment was worth living for.

Diana threw the paper on the table and collapsed on Anne’s bed, completely out of breath and unable to say anything more. Anne turned on the lamp, accidentally knocking over the matchbox and using up half a dozen matches before her trembling hands could get it lit. Then she grabbed the paper. Yes, she had passed—there was her name right at the top of a list of two hundred! That moment was worth living for.

“You did just splendidly, Anne,” puffed Diana, recovering sufficiently to sit up and speak, for Anne, starry-eyed and rapt, had not uttered a word. “Father brought the paper home from Bright River not ten minutes ago—it came out on the afternoon train, you know, and won’t be here till to-morrow by mail—and when I saw the pass list I just rushed over like a wild thing. You’ve all passed, every one of you, Moody Spurgeon and all, although he’s conditioned in history. Jane and Ruby did pretty well—they’re half-way up—and so did Charlie. Josie just scraped through with three marks to spare, but you’ll see she’ll put on as many airs as if she’d led. Won’t Miss Stacy be delighted? Oh, Anne, what does it feel like to see your name at the head of a pass list like that? If it were me I know I’d go crazy with joy. I am pretty near crazy as it is, but you’re as calm and cool as a spring evening.”

“You did amazing, Anne,” breathed Diana, finally able to catch her breath enough to speak, since Anne, with wide eyes and completely captivated, hadn’t said a word. “Dad just brought home the newspaper from Bright River— it came in on the afternoon train, and it won’t arrive by mail until tomorrow—and when I saw the pass list, I rushed over like a maniac. You’ve all passed, every single one of you, even Moody Spurgeon, though he didn’t do well in history. Jane and Ruby did pretty great—they’re halfway up—and so did Charlie. Josie barely made it with just three marks to spare, but you know she’ll act like she aced it. Won’t Miss Stacy be thrilled? Oh, Anne, what does it feel like to see your name at the top of a pass list like that? If it were me, I know I’d be overjoyed. I’m already almost crazy with excitement, but you’re as calm and relaxed as a spring evening.”

“I’m just dazzled inside,” said Anne. “I want to say a hundred things, and I can’t find words to say them in. I never dreamed of this—yes, I did, too, just once! I let myself think once, ‘What if I should come out first?’ quakingly, you know, for it seemed so vain and presumptuous to think I could lead the Island. Excuse me a minute, Diana. I must run right out to the field to tell Matthew. Then we’ll go up the road and tell the good news to the others.”

“I’m just so excited inside,” said Anne. “I want to say a hundred things, but I can’t find the right words. I never imagined this—well, I did think about it once! I let myself wonder once, ‘What if I came in first?’ but I was really nervous about it because it seemed so arrogant to think I could lead the Island. Hold on a minute, Diana. I have to run out to the field to tell Matthew. Then we’ll head up the road to share the good news with everyone else.”

They hurried to the hayfield below the barn where Matthew was coiling hay, and, as luck would have it, Mrs. Lynde was talking to Marilla at the lane fence.

They rushed to the hayfield below the barn where Matthew was rolling up hay, and, as luck would have it, Mrs. Lynde was chatting with Marilla at the lane fence.

“Oh, Matthew,” exclaimed Anne, “I’ve passed and I’m first—or one of the first! I’m not vain, but I’m thankful.”

“Oh, Matthew,” Anne said excitedly, “I’ve passed and I’m first—or one of the first! I’m not being vain, but I’m really grateful.”

“Well now, I always said it,” said Matthew, gazing at the pass list delightedly. “I knew you could beat them all easy.”

“Well, I always said it,” said Matthew, looking at the pass list happily. “I knew you could beat them all easily.”

“You’ve done pretty well, I must say, Anne,” said Marilla, trying to hide her extreme pride in Anne from Mrs. Rachel’s critical eye. But that good soul said heartily:

“You’ve done really well, I have to say, Anne,” said Marilla, trying to mask her intense pride in Anne from Mrs. Rachel’s critical gaze. But that kind woman said warmly:

“I just guess she has done well, and far be it from me to be backward in saying it. You’re a credit to your friends, Anne, that’s what, and we’re all proud of you.”

“I guess she’s done great, and I’m more than happy to say it. You’re a credit to your friends, Anne, that’s what you are, and we’re all proud of you.”

That night Anne, who had wound up a delightful evening by a serious little talk with Mrs. Allan at the manse, knelt sweetly by her open window in a great sheen of moonshine and murmured a prayer of gratitude and aspiration that came straight from her heart. There was in it thankfulness for the past and reverent petition for the future; and when she slept on her white pillow her dreams were as fair and bright and beautiful as maidenhood might desire.

That night, Anne, who had ended a wonderful evening with a meaningful conversation with Mrs. Allan at the manse, knelt gracefully by her open window in the bright moonlight and whispered a prayer of gratitude and hope that came straight from her heart. It included thankfulness for the past and a respectful request for the future; and as she slept on her white pillow, her dreams were as lovely, bright, and beautiful as any young woman could wish for.


CHAPTER XXXIII.
THE HOTEL CONCERT
THE HOTEL SHOW

“Put on your white organdy, by all means, Anne,” advised Diana decidedly.

“Submit” on your white organdy, for sure, Anne,” Diana said firmly.

They were together in the east gable chamber; outside it was only twilight—a lovely yellowish-green twilight with a clear blue cloudless sky. A big round moon, slowly deepening from her pallid lustre into burnished silver, hung over the Haunted Wood; the air was full of sweet summer sounds—sleepy birds twittering, freakish breezes, far-away voices and laughter. But in Anne’s room the blind was drawn and the lamp lighted, for an important toilet was being made.

They were together in the east gable room; outside, it was just twilight—a beautiful yellowish-green twilight with a clear blue, cloudless sky. A big round moon, gradually changing from its pale glow to a bright silver, hung over the Haunted Wood; the air was filled with sweet summer sounds—sleepy birds chirping, playful breezes, distant voices, and laughter. But in Anne’s room, the blind was pulled down and the lamp was on, as an important preparation was taking place.

The east gable was a very different place from what it had been on that night four years before, when Anne had felt its bareness penetrate to the marrow of her spirit with its inhospitable chill. Changes had crept in, Marilla conniving at them resignedly, until it was as sweet and dainty a nest as a young girl could desire.

The east gable was a totally different place from what it had been on that night four years ago when Anne had felt its emptiness seep into her very being with its cold, unwelcoming atmosphere. Changes had quietly taken place, with Marilla reluctantly going along with them, until it became as cozy and charming a spot as any young girl could wish for.

The velvet carpet with the pink roses and the pink silk curtains of Anne’s early visions had certainly never materialized; but her dreams had kept pace with her growth, and it is not probable she lamented them. The floor was covered with a pretty matting, and the curtains that softened the high window and fluttered in the vagrant breezes were of pale green art muslin. The walls, hung not with gold and silver brocade tapestry, but with a dainty apple-blossom paper, were adorned with a few good pictures given Anne by Mrs. Allan. Miss Stacy’s photograph occupied the place of honour, and Anne made a sentimental point of keeping fresh flowers on the bracket under it. To-night a spike of white lilies faintly perfumed the room like the dream of a fragrance. There was no “mahogany furniture,” but there was a white-painted bookcase filled with books, a cushioned wicker rocker, a toilet-table befrilled with white muslin, a quaint, gilt-framed mirror with chubby pink cupids and purple grapes painted over its arched top, that used to hang in the spare room, and a low white bed.

The velvet carpet with pink roses and the pink silk curtains from Anne’s early dreams never actually appeared; but her aspirations had evolved along with her, and it’s unlikely that she regretted them. The floor was covered with a lovely mat, and the curtains that softened the tall window and fluttered in the gentle breezes were made of light green muslin. The walls, decorated not with gold and silver brocade, but with a charming apple-blossom wallpaper, displayed a few nice pictures given to Anne by Mrs. Allan. Miss Stacy’s photograph held a place of honor, and Anne made a sentimental effort to keep fresh flowers on the shelf underneath it. Tonight, a spike of white lilies lightly perfumed the room, like the memory of a fragrance. There wasn’t any “mahogany furniture,” but there was a white-painted bookcase filled with books, a cushioned wicker chair, a dressing table trimmed with white muslin, a quaint, gilt-framed mirror featuring chubby pink cupids and purple grapes over its arched top, which used to hang in the spare room, and a low white bed.

Anne was dressing for a concert at the White Sands Hotel. The guests had got it up in aid of the Charlottetown hospital, and had hunted out all the available amateur talent in the surrounding districts to help it along. Bertha Sampson and Pearl Clay of the White Sands Baptist choir had been asked to sing a duet; Milton Clark of Newbridge was to give a violin solo; Winnie Adella Blair of Carmody was to sing a Scotch ballad; and Laura Spencer of Spencervale and Anne Shirley of Avonlea were to recite.

Anne was getting ready for a concert at the White Sands Hotel. The guests had organized it to raise funds for the Charlottetown hospital and had gathered all the available local amateur talent to contribute. Bertha Sampson and Pearl Clay from the White Sands Baptist choir were invited to sing a duet; Milton Clark from Newbridge was set to perform a violin solo; Winnie Adella Blair from Carmody was going to sing a Scottish ballad; and Laura Spencer from Spencervale and Anne Shirley from Avonlea were scheduled to recite.

As Anne would have said at one time, it was “an epoch in her life,” and she was deliciously athrill with the excitement of it. Matthew was in the seventh heaven of gratified pride over the honour conferred on his Anne, and Marilla was not far behind, although she would have died rather than admit it, and said she didn’t think it was very proper for a lot of young folks to be gadding over to the hotel without any responsible person with them.

As Anne used to say, it was “a time in her life,” and she was wonderfully excited about it. Matthew was over the moon with pride about the honor given to his Anne, and Marilla wasn't far behind, even though she'd rather die than admit it. She said she didn’t think it was very appropriate for a bunch of young people to be wandering over to the hotel without any responsible adult with them.

Anne and Diana were to drive over with Jane Andrews and her brother Billy in their double-seated buggy; and several other Avonlea girls and boys were going, too. There was a party of visitors expected out from town, and after the concert a supper was to be given to the performers.

Anne and Diana were set to drive over with Jane Andrews and her brother Billy in their two-seater buggy, and several other girls and boys from Avonlea were going along as well. A group of visitors was expected to come out from town, and after the concert, there would be a supper for the performers.

“Do you really think the organdy will be best?” queried Anne anxiously. “I don’t think it’s as pretty as my blue-flowered muslin—and it certainly isn’t so fashionable.”

“Do you really think the organdy will be the best choice?” Anne asked anxiously. “I don’t think it’s as pretty as my blue-flowered muslin—and it definitely isn’t as trendy.”

“But it suits you ever so much better,” said Diana. “It’s so soft and frilly and clinging. The muslin is stiff, and makes you look too dressed up. But the organdy seems as if it grew on you.”

“But it looks so much better on you,” said Diana. “It’s so soft and frilly and clingy. The muslin is stiff and makes you look too formal. But the organdy feels like it just belongs to you.”

Anne sighed and yielded. Diana was beginning to have a reputation for notable taste in dressing, and her advice on such subjects was much sought after. She was looking very pretty herself on this particular night in a dress of the lovely wild-rose pink, from which Anne was for ever debarred; but she was not to take any part in the concert, so her appearance was of minor importance. All her pains were bestowed upon Anne, who, she vowed, must, for the credit of Avonlea, be dressed and combed and adorned to the queen’s taste.

Anne sighed and gave in. Diana was starting to be known for her great sense of style, and people often asked her for advice on fashion. She looked really pretty that night in a beautiful wild-rose pink dress, which Anne could never wear; but since she wasn’t performing in the concert, her outfit mattered less. All her effort was focused on Anne, who she insisted had to be dressed, styled, and accessorized to perfection for the sake of Avonlea's reputation.

“Pull out that frill a little more—so; here, let me tie your sash; now for your slippers. I’m going to braid your hair in two thick braids, and tie them half-way up with big white bows—no, don’t pull out a single curl over your forehead—just have the soft part. There is no way you do your hair suits you so well, Anne, and Mrs. Allan says you look like a Madonna when you part it so. I shall fasten this little white house rose just behind your ear. There was just one on my bush, and I saved it for you.”

“Pull that frill out a bit more—there we go; let me tie your sash; now for your slippers. I’m going to braid your hair into two thick braids and tie them halfway up with big white bows—no, don’t pull out any curls over your forehead—just keep the soft part. The way you do your hair looks great on you, Anne, and Mrs. Allan says you look like a Madonna when you part it like that. I’ll pin this little white house rose just behind your ear. There was only one on my bush, and I saved it for you.”

“Shall I put my pearl beads on?” asked Anne. “Matthew brought me a string from town last week, and I know he’d like to see them on me.”

“Should I put on my pearl beads?” Anne asked. “Matthew brought me a string from town last week, and I know he’d love to see me wearing them.”

Diana pursed up her lips, put her black head on one side critically, and finally pronounced in favour of the beads, which were thereupon tied around Anne’s slim milk-white throat.

Diana pressed her lips together, tilted her black head to one side thoughtfully, and finally decided in favor of the beads, which were then tied around Anne’s slim, milk-white neck.

“There’s something so stylish about you, Anne,” said Diana, with unenvious admiration. “You hold your head with such an air. I suppose it’s your figure. I am just a dumpling. I’ve always been afraid of it, and now I know it is so. Well, I suppose I shall just have to resign myself to it.”

“There's something so stylish about you, Anne,” said Diana, with genuine admiration. “You carry yourself with such confidence. I guess it’s your figure. I'm just a little round thing. I've always been self-conscious about it, and now I realize it's true. Well, I suppose I’ll just have to accept it.”

“‘There’s something so stylish about you, Anne,’ said Diana.”
“‘There’s something so stylish about you, Anne,’ said Diana.”

“But you have such dimples,” said Anne, smiling affectionately into the pretty, vivacious face so near her own. “Lovely dimples, like little dents in cream. I have given up all hope of dimples. My dimple-dream will never come true; but so many of my dreams have that I mustn’t complain. Am I all ready now?”

“But you have such cute dimples,” said Anne, smiling affectionately at the pretty, lively face so close to hers. “Beautiful dimples, like little dents in cream. I've given up all hope of having dimples. My dimple dream will never come true; but so many of my dreams have, so I shouldn’t complain. Am I all set now?”

“All ready,” assured Diana, as Marilla appeared in the doorway, a gaunt figure with grayer hair than of yore and no fewer angles, but with a much softer face. “Come right in and look at our elocutionist, Marilla. Doesn’t she look lovely?”

“All set,” Diana said confidently as Marilla walked in, looking thinner with more gray hair than before and just as many sharp angles, but her face was much softer now. “Come on in and see our elocutionist, Marilla. Doesn’t she look beautiful?”

Marilla emitted a sound between a sniff and a grunt.

Marilla made a noise that was a mix between a sniff and a grunt.

“She looks neat and proper. I like that way of fixing her hair. But I expect she’ll ruin that dress driving over there in the dust and dew with it, and it looks most too thin for these damp nights. Organdy’s the most unserviceable stuff in the world anyhow, and I told Matthew so when he got it. But there is no use in saying anything to Matthew nowadays. Time was when he would take my advice, but now he just buys things for Anne regardless, and the clerks at Carmody know they can palm anything off on him. Just let them tell him a thing is pretty and fashionable, and Matthew plunks his money down for it. Mind you keep your skirt clear of the wheel, Anne, and put your warm jacket on.”

“She looks neat and put-together. I like the way she styles her hair. But I bet she’ll ruin that dress driving over there in the dust and dew, and it seems way too thin for these damp nights. Organdy is the most impractical material in the world anyway, and I told Matthew so when he bought it. But there's no point in saying anything to Matthew these days. There was a time when he would listen to my advice, but now he just buys things for Anne without a second thought, and the clerks at Carmody know they can sell him anything. Just let them tell him something is pretty and trendy, and Matthew will shell out his money for it. Make sure to keep your skirt away from the wheel, Anne, and put your warm jacket on.”

Then Marilla stalked down-stairs, thinking proudly how sweet Anne looked, with that

Then Marilla walked downstairs, feeling proud of how sweet Anne looked, with that

“One moonbeam from the forehead to the crown”

and regretting that she could not go to the concert herself to hear her girl recite.

and feeling sorry that she couldn't attend the concert herself to hear her daughter recite.

“I wonder if it is too damp for my dress,” said Anne anxiously.

“I wonder if it is too wet for my dress,” said Anne anxiously.

“Not a bit of it,” said Diana, pulling up the window blind. “It’s a perfect night, and there won’t be any dew. Look at the moonlight.”

“Not at all,” said Diana, pulling up the window blind. “It’s a perfect night, and there won’t be any dew. Just look at the moonlight.”

“I’m so glad my window looks east into the sun-rising,” said Anne, going over to Diana. “It’s so splendid to see the morning coming up over those long hills and glowing through those sharp fir tops. It’s new every morning, and I feel as if I washed my very soul in that bath of earliest sunshine. Oh, Diana, I love this little room so dearly. I don’t know how I’ll get along without it when I go to town next month.”

“I’m so glad my window faces east towards the sunrise,” said Anne, walking over to Diana. “It’s so beautiful to watch the morning come up over those long hills and shine through the tall fir trees. It’s fresh every morning, and I feel like I’m washing my very soul in that first light of sunshine. Oh, Diana, I love this little room so much. I don’t know how I’ll get by without it when I move to town next month.”

“Don’t speak of your going away to-night,” begged Diana. “I don’t want to think of it, it makes me so miserable, and I do want to have a good time this evening. What are you going to recite, Anne? And are you nervous?”

“Don’t talk about leaving tonight,” Diana pleaded. “I don’t want to think about it; it makes me so unhappy, and I really want to enjoy this evening. What are you going to recite, Anne? Are you nervous?”

“Not a bit. I’ve recited so often in public I don’t mind at all now. I’ve decided to give ‘The Maiden’s Vow.’ It’s so pathetic. Laura Spencer is going to give a comic recitation, but I’d rather make people cry than laugh.”

“Not at all. I’ve performed in public so many times that I’m completely fine with it now. I’ve chosen to recite ‘The Maiden’s Vow.’ It’s really touching. Laura Spencer is going to do a funny piece, but I’d prefer to make people cry than laugh.”

“What will you recite if they encore you?”

“What will you perform if they ask for an encore?”

“They won’t dream of encoring me,” scoffed Anne, who was not without her own secret hopes that they would, and already visioned herself telling Matthew all about it at the next morning’s breakfast-table. “There are Billy and Jane now—I hear the wheels. Come on.”

“They won't even think about giving me an encore,” Anne said with a laugh, though she secretly hoped they would, already imagining herself sharing the news with Matthew at the breakfast table the next morning. “There are Billy and Jane now—I can hear the wheels. Let’s go.”

Billy Andrews insisted that Anne should ride on the front seat with him, so she unwillingly climbed up. She would have much preferred to sit back with the girls, where she could have laughed and chattered to her heart’s content. There was not much of either laughter or chatter in Billy. He was a big, fat, stolid youth of twenty, with a round, expressionless face, and a painful lack of conversational gifts. But he admired Anne immensely, and was puffed up with pride over the prospect of driving to White Sands with that slim, upright figure beside him.

Billy Andrews insisted that Anne sit in the front seat with him, so she reluctantly climbed up. She would have much rather been in the back with the girls, where she could laugh and chat to her heart's content. There wasn't much laughter or conversation in Billy. He was a big, heavy, dull guy of twenty, with a round, blank face, and he really struggled with small talk. But he admired Anne a lot and felt proud at the thought of driving to White Sands with her slim, upright figure beside him.

Anne, by dint of talking over her shoulder to the girls and occasionally passing a sop of civility to Billy—who grinned and chuckled and never could think of any reply until it was too late—contrived to enjoy the drive in spite of all. It was a night for enjoyment. The road was full of buggies, all bound for the hotel, and laughter, silver-clear, echoed and re-echoed along it. When they reached the hotel it was a blaze of light from top to bottom. They were met by the ladies of the concert committee, one of whom took Anne off to the performers’ dressing-room, which was filled with the members of a Charlottetown Symphony Club, among whom Anne felt suddenly shy and frightened and countrified. Her dress, which, in the east gable, had seemed so dainty and pretty, now seemed simple and plain—too simple and plain, she thought, among all the silks and laces that glistened and rustled around her. What were her pearl beads compared to the diamonds of the big, handsome lady near her? And how poor her one wee white rose must look beside all the hot-house flowers the others wore! Anne laid her hat and jacket away, and shrank miserably into a corner. She wished herself back in the white room at Green Gables.

Anne, by chatting over her shoulder with the girls and occasionally throwing a friendly word to Billy—who just grinned and laughed, never coming up with a response until it was too late—managed to enjoy the drive despite everything. It was a perfect night for having a good time. The road was packed with buggies, all heading for the hotel, and laughter rang out clearly all around. When they arrived at the hotel, it was lit up from top to bottom. They were greeted by the women from the concert committee, one of whom took Anne to the performers’ dressing room, which was filled with members of a Charlottetown Symphony Club, making Anne suddenly feel shy, scared, and out of place. Her dress, which had seemed so pretty in the east gable, now felt too simple and plain—she thought it was way too plain among all the silk and lace that sparkled and swished around her. How did her pearl beads compare to the diamonds of the beautiful lady next to her? And how ordinary her little white rose must look next to the extravagant flowers the others wore! Anne put her hat and jacket away and sank miserably into a corner. She wished she could be back in the white room at Green Gables.

It was still worse on the platform of the big concert hall of the hotel, where she presently found herself. The electric lights dazzled her eyes, the perfume and hum bewildered her. She wished she were sitting down in the audience with Diana and Jane, who seemed to be having a splendid time away at the back. She was wedged in between a stout lady in pink silk and a tall, scornful looking girl in a white lace dress. The stout lady occasionally turned her head squarely around and surveyed Anne through her eyeglasses until Anne, acutely sensitive of being so scrutinized, felt that she must scream aloud; and the white lace girl kept talking audibly to her next neighbour about the “country bumpkins” and “rustic belles” in the audience, languidly anticipating “such fun” from the displays of local talent on the programme. Anne believed that she would hate that white lace girl to the end of life.

It was even worse on the platform of the big concert hall in the hotel, where she now found herself. The bright lights dazzled her eyes, and the scent and noise overwhelmed her. She wished she could be sitting in the audience with Diana and Jane, who looked like they were having a great time at the back. Instead, she was squeezed between a plump lady in pink silk and a tall, disdainful-looking girl in a white lace dress. The plump lady occasionally turned her head and eyed Anne through her glasses until Anne, feeling uncomfortably scrutinized, thought she might scream; meanwhile, the girl in the white lace kept talking loudly to her neighbor about the “country bumpkins” and “rustic belles” in the audience, lazily anticipating “such fun” from the local talent on the program. Anne felt she would dislike that white lace girl for the rest of her life.

Unfortunately for Anne, a professional elocutionist was staying at the hotel and had consented to recite. She was a lithe, dark-eyed woman in a wonderful gown of shimmering gray stuff like woven moonbeams, with gems on her neck and in her dark hair. She had a marvellously flexible voice and wonderful power of expression; the audience went wild over her selection. Anne, forgetting all about herself and her troubles for the time, listened with rapt and shining eyes; but when the recitation ended she suddenly put her hands over her face. She could never get up and recite after that—never. Had she ever thought she could recite? Oh, if she were only back at Green Gables!

Unfortunately for Anne, a professional speaker was staying at the hotel and had agreed to perform. She was a graceful, dark-eyed woman in a stunning gown that shimmered like woven moonbeams, adorned with jewels around her neck and in her dark hair. Her voice was incredibly flexible, and she had an amazing ability to express emotions; the audience went wild over her performance. Anne, momentarily forgetting about herself and her problems, listened with captivated and shining eyes. But when the recitation finished, she suddenly covered her face with her hands. She could never get up and perform after that—never. Had she ever thought she could recite? Oh, if only she were back at Green Gables!

At this unpropitious moment her name was called. Somehow, Anne—who did not notice the rather guilty little start of surprise the white lace girl gave, and would not have understood the subtle compliment implied therein if she had—got on her feet, and moved dizzily out to the front. She was so pale that Diana and Jane, down in the audience, clasped each other’s hands in nervous sympathy.

At that unfortunate moment, her name was called. Somehow, Anne—who didn’t notice the small guilty start of surprise from the girl in white lace and wouldn’t have understood the subtle compliment implied if she had—got to her feet and staggered out to the front. She was so pale that Diana and Jane, sitting in the audience, held each other’s hands in nervous sympathy.

Anne was the victim of an overwhelming attack of stage fright. Often as she had recited in public, she had never before faced such an audience as this, and the sight of it paralyzed her energies completely. Everything was so strange, so brilliant, so bewildering—the rows of ladies in evening dress, the critical faces, the whole atmosphere of wealth and culture about her. Very different this from the plain benches at the Debating Club, filled with the homely, sympathetic faces of friends and neighbours. These people, she thought, would be merciless critics. Perhaps, like the white lace girl, they anticipated amusement from her “rustic” efforts. She felt hopelessly, helplessly ashamed and miserable. Her knees trembled, her heart fluttered, a horrible faintness came over her; not a word could she utter, and the next moment she would have fled from the platform despite the humiliation which, she felt, must ever after be her portion if she did so.

Anne was hit with a massive wave of stage fright. Even though she had recited in public many times before, she had never faced an audience like this one, and the sight of them completely paralyzed her. Everything felt so strange, so dazzling, so overwhelming—the rows of women in evening gowns, the critical expressions on their faces, the entire atmosphere of wealth and culture surrounding her. This was a far cry from the plain benches at the Debating Club, filled with the familiar, supportive faces of friends and neighbors. These people, she worried, would be harsh critics. Maybe, like the girl in white lace, they were expecting entertainment from her “country” performance. She felt utterly ashamed and miserable. Her knees shook, her heart raced, and a terrible dizziness washed over her; she couldn’t manage to say a word, and at any moment, she wanted to flee from the stage, even though she knew that doing so would mean living with the humiliation forever after.

But suddenly, as her dilated, frightened eyes gazed out over the audience, she saw Gilbert Blythe away at the back of the room, bending forward with a smile on his face—a smile which seemed to Anne at once triumphant and taunting. In reality it was nothing of the kind. Gilbert was merely smiling with appreciation of the whole affair in general and of the effect produced by Anne’s slender white form and spiritual face against a background of palms in particular. Josie Pye, whom he had driven over, sat beside him, and her face certainly was both triumphant and taunting. But Anne did not see Josie, and would not have cared if she had. She drew a long breath and flung her head up proudly, courage and determination tingling over her like an electric shock. She would not fail before Gilbert Blythe—he should never be able to laugh at her, never, never! Her fright and nervousness vanished; and she began her recitation, her clear, sweet voice reaching to the farthest corner of the room without a tremor or a break. Self-possession was fully restored to her, and in the reaction from that horrible moment of powerlessness she recited as she had never done before. When she finished there were bursts of honest applause. Anne, stepping back to her seat, blushing with shyness and delight, found her hand vigorously clasped and shaken by the stout lady in pink silk.

But suddenly, as her wide, scared eyes looked out over the audience, she spotted Gilbert Blythe at the back of the room, leaning forward with a smile on his face—a smile that seemed to Anne both triumphant and mocking. In reality, it was nothing like that. Gilbert was simply appreciating the whole situation and, in particular, the effect of Anne’s slender white figure and spiritual face against a backdrop of palms. Josie Pye, whom he had driven over, sat next to him, and her expression was definitely both triumphant and mocking. But Anne didn’t notice Josie and wouldn’t have cared if she had. She took a deep breath and lifted her head high, feeling courage and determination wash over her like an electric shock. She would not let Gilbert Blythe see her fail—he should never be able to laugh at her, never, ever! Her fear and nerves disappeared, and she began her recitation, her clear, sweet voice projecting to the farthest corner of the room without a quiver or interruption. Her confidence returned fully, and in the aftermath of that terrible moment of helplessness, she recited better than she ever had before. When she finished, there were genuine bursts of applause. Anne, stepping back to her seat, blushing with shyness and joy, found her hand being enthusiastically grasped and shaken by the stout lady in pink silk.

“My dear, you did splendidly,” she puffed. “I’ve been crying like a baby, actually I have. There, they’re encoring you—they’re bound to have you back!”

“My dear, you were amazing,” she panted. “I’ve been crying like a baby, and I really have. Look, they’re giving you an encore—they’re definitely going to bring you back!”

“Oh, I can’t go,” said Anne confusedly. “But yet—I must, or Matthew will be disappointed. He said they would encore me.”

“Oh, I can’t go,” Anne said, feeling confused. “But still—I have to, or Matthew will be let down. He said they would call for me to come back on stage.”

“Then don’t disappoint Matthew,” said the pink lady, laughing.

“Then don’t let Matthew down,” said the pink lady, laughing.

Smiling, blushing, limpid-eyed, Anne tripped back and gave a quaint, funny little selection that captivated her audience still further. The rest of the evening was quite a little triumph for her.

Smiling, blushing, with bright, clear eyes, Anne skipped back and performed a charming, humorous little piece that captivated her audience even more. The rest of the evening was a real triumph for her.

When the concert was over, the stout, pink lady—who was the wife of an American millionaire—took her under her wing, and introduced her to everybody; and everybody was very nice to her. The professional elocutionist, Mrs. Evans, came and chatted with her, telling her that she had a charming voice and “interpreted” her selections beautifully. Even the white lace girl paid her a languid little compliment. They had supper in the big, beautifully decorated dining-room; Diana and Jane were invited to partake of this, also, since they had come with Anne, but Billy was nowhere to be found, having decamped in mortal fear of some such invitation. He was in waiting for them, with the team, however, when it was all over, and the three girls came merrily out into the calm, white moonshine radiance. Anne breathed deeply, and looked into the clear sky beyond the dark boughs of the firs.

When the concert ended, the plump, pink lady—who was married to an American millionaire—took her under her wing and introduced her to everyone; and everyone was really nice to her. The professional speaker, Mrs. Evans, came over and chatted with her, telling her that she had a lovely voice and “interpreted” her selections beautifully. Even the girl in white lace gave her a faint compliment. They had supper in the big, beautifully decorated dining room; Diana and Jane were invited to join since they came with Anne, but Billy was nowhere to be found, having run off in sheer terror of such an invitation. However, he was waiting for them with the team when it was all over, and the three girls stepped out into the calm, white moonlight. Anne took a deep breath and looked up at the clear sky beyond the dark branches of the fir trees.

Oh, it was good to be out again in the purity and silence of the night! How great and still and wonderful everything was, with the murmur of the sea sounding through it and the darkling cliffs beyond like grim giants guarding enchanted coasts.

Oh, it felt great to be out again in the clean and quiet of the night! Everything was so grand, calm, and amazing, with the sound of the sea echoing through it and the dark cliffs in the distance like stern giants protecting magical shores.

“Hasn’t it been a perfectly splendid time?” sighed Jane, as they drove away. “I just wish I was a rich American and could spend my summer at a hotel and wear jewels and low-necked dresses and have ice-cream and chicken salad every blessed day. I’m sure it would be ever so much more fun than teaching school. Anne, your recitation was simply great, although I thought at first you were never going to begin. I think it was better than Mrs. Evans’.”

“Wasn’t it an absolutely amazing time?” Jane sighed as they drove away. “I just wish I were a rich American so I could spend my summer at a hotel, wear fancy jewelry and low-cut dresses, and eat ice cream and chicken salad every single day. I’m sure it would be so much more fun than teaching school. Anne, your presentation was just fantastic, although I honestly thought you were never going to start. I think it was even better than Mrs. Evans’.”

“Oh, no, don’t say things like that, Jane,” said Anne quickly, “because it sounds silly. It couldn’t be better than Mrs. Evans’, you know, for she is a professional, and I’m only a schoolgirl, with a little knack of reciting. I’m quite satisfied if the people just liked mine pretty well.”

“Oh, no, don’t say things like that, Jane,” Anne quickly replied. “It sounds silly. It couldn’t be better than Mrs. Evans’, you know, since she’s a professional and I’m just a schoolgirl with a bit of talent for reciting. I’m perfectly happy if people just like mine well enough.”

“I’ve a compliment for you, Anne,” said Diana. “At least I think it must be a compliment because of the tone he said it in. Part of it was anyhow. There was an American sitting behind Jane and me—such a romantic-looking man, with coal-black hair and eyes. Josie Pye says he is a distinguished artist, and that her mother’s cousin in Boston is married to a man that used to go to school with him. Well, we heard him say—didn’t we, Jane?—‘Who is that girl on the platform with the splendid Titian hair? She has a face I should like to paint.’ There now, Anne. But what does Titian hair mean?”

“I have a compliment for you, Anne,” said Diana. “At least I think it’s a compliment because of the way he said it. Part of it was, anyway. There was an American sitting behind Jane and me—such a romantic-looking man, with jet-black hair and eyes. Josie Pye says he’s a famous artist, and that her mom’s cousin in Boston is married to a guy who used to go to school with him. Well, we heard him say—didn’t we, Jane?—‘Who is that girl on the stage with the gorgeous Titian hair? She has a face I’d love to paint.’ There you go, Anne. But what does Titian hair mean?”

“Being interpreted it means plain red, I guess,” laughed Anne. “Titian was a very famous artist who liked to paint red-haired women.”

“Translated, that means plain red, I guess,” laughed Anne. “Titian was a really famous artist who liked to paint women with red hair.”

Did you see all the diamonds those ladies wore?” sighed Jane. “They were simply dazzling. Wouldn’t you just love to be rich, girls?”

Did you see all the diamonds those ladies wore?” sighed Jane. “They were absolutely stunning. Wouldn’t you just love to be rich, girls?”

“We are rich,” said Anne stanchly. “Why, we have sixteen years to our credit, and we’re happy as queens, and we’ve all got imaginations, more or less. Look at that sea, girls—all silver and shadow and vision of things not seen. We couldn’t enjoy its loveliness any more if we had millions of dollars and ropes of diamonds. You wouldn’t change into any of those women if you could. Would you want to be that white lace girl and wear a sour look all your life, as if you’d been born turning up your nose at the world? Or the pink lady, kind and nice as she is, so stout and short that you’d really no figure at all? Or even Mrs. Evans, with that sad, sad look in her eyes? She must have been dreadfully unhappy sometime to have such a look. You know you wouldn’t, Jane Andrews!”

“We are rich,” Anne said firmly. “We have sixteen years behind us, we’re as happy as queens, and we all have imaginations, whether a lot or a little. Look at that sea, girls—all silver and shadow and visions of things we can’t see. We couldn’t appreciate its beauty any more if we had millions of dollars and tons of diamonds. Would you really want to be any of those women? Would you want to be that girl in white lace who goes through life with a sour expression, as if she was born looking down on the world? Or the pink lady, who, nice as she is, is so short and stout that you wouldn’t have any shape at all? Or even Mrs. Evans, who has such a sad, sad look in her eyes? She must have been extremely unhappy at some point to have that expression. You know you wouldn’t, Jane Andrews!”

“I don’t know—exactly,” said Jane unconvinced. “I think diamonds would comfort a person for a good deal.”

“I don’t know—exactly,” Jane said skeptically. “I think diamonds would really comfort someone for a long time.”

“Well, I don’t want to be any one but myself, even if I go uncomforted by diamonds all my life,” declared Anne. “I’m quite content to be Anne of Green Gables, with my string of pearl beads. I know Matthew gave me as much love with them as ever went with Madame the Pink Lady’s jewels.”

“Well, I don’t want to be anyone but myself, even if I go without comfort from diamonds my whole life,” Anne declared. “I’m perfectly happy being Anne of Green Gables, with my string of pearl beads. I know Matthew gave me as much love with them as ever came with Madame the Pink Lady’s jewels.”


CHAPTER XXXIV.
A QUEEN’S GIRL
A Queen's Girl

The next three weeks were busy ones at Green Gables, for Anne was getting ready to go to Queen’s, and there was much sewing to be done, and many things to be talked over and arranged. Anne’s outfit was ample and pretty, for Matthew saw to that, and Marilla for once made no objections whatever to anything he purchased or suggested. More—one evening she went up to the east gable with her arms full of a delicate pale green material.

The next three weeks at Green Gables were hectic since Anne was preparing to go to Queen's, and there was a lot of sewing to do and plenty of discussions to have and plans to make. Anne's outfit was both generous and lovely, thanks to Matthew, and Marilla surprisingly didn't object to anything he bought or suggested. In fact, one evening she went up to the east gable carrying a bundle of soft pale green fabric.

“Anne, here’s something for a nice light dress for you. I don’t suppose you really need it; you’ve plenty of pretty waists; but I thought maybe you’d like something real dressy to wear if you were asked out anywhere of an evening in town, to a party or anything like that. I hear that Jane and Ruby and Josie have got ‘evening dresses,’ as they call them, and I don’t mean you shall be behind them. I got Mrs. Allan to help me pick it in town last week, and we’ll get Emily Gillis to make it for you. Emily has got taste, and her fits aren’t to be equalled.”

“Anne, here’s something nice for a light dress for you. I don’t think you really need it; you have plenty of pretty tops; but I thought you might like something really fancy to wear if you get invited out in the evening, to a party or something like that. I heard that Jane, Ruby, and Josie have got ‘evening dresses,’ as they call them, and I don’t want you to be behind them. I had Mrs. Allan help me pick it out in town last week, and we’ll get Emily Gillis to make it for you. Emily has great taste, and her fits are unmatched.”

“Oh, Marilla, it’s just lovely,” said Anne. “Thank you so much. I don’t believe you ought to be so kind to me—it’s making it harder every day for me to go away.”

“Oh, Marilla, it’s just beautiful,” said Anne. “Thank you so much. I don’t think you should be this kind to me—it’s making it harder every day for me to leave.”

The green dress was made up with as many tucks and frills and shirrings as Emily’s taste permitted. Anne put it on one evening for Matthew’s and Marilla’s benefit, and recited “The Maiden’s Vow” for them in the kitchen. As Marilla watched the bright, animated face and graceful motions her thoughts went back to the evening Anne had arrived at Green Gables, and memory recalled a vivid picture of the odd, frightened child in her preposterous yellowish-brown wincey dress, the heartbreak looking out of her tearful eyes. Something in the memory brought tears to Marilla’s own eyes.

The green dress was filled with as many tucks, frills, and gathers as Emily’s taste allowed. Anne wore it one evening to entertain Matthew and Marilla, and she recited “The Maiden’s Vow” for them in the kitchen. As Marilla watched Anne's bright, lively face and graceful movements, her mind drifted back to the evening Anne arrived at Green Gables, bringing to mind a vivid image of the odd, scared child in her ridiculous yellowish-brown wincey dress, with heartbreak evident in her tearful eyes. The memory brought tears to Marilla’s own eyes.

“I declare, my recitation has made you cry, Marilla,” said Anne gaily, stooping over Marilla’s chair to drop a butterfly kiss on that lady’s cheek. “Now, I call that a positive triumph.”

“I declare, my performance has made you cry, Marilla,” said Anne cheerfully, leaning over Marilla’s chair to plant a butterfly kiss on her cheek. “Now, I consider that a definite triumph.”

“No, I wasn’t crying over your piece,” said Marilla, who would have scorned to be betrayed into such weakness by any “poetry stuff.” “I just couldn’t help thinking of the little girl you used to be, Anne. And I was wishing you could have stayed a little girl, even with all your queer ways. You’re grown up now and you’re going away; and you look so tall and stylish and so—so—different altogether in that dress—as if you didn’t belong in Avonlea at all—and I just got lonesome thinking it all over.”

“No, I wasn’t crying over your piece,” Marilla said, who would never allow herself to be weak over any “poetry stuff.” “I just couldn’t help but think about the little girl you used to be, Anne. I wish you could have stayed a little girl, even with all your quirky ways. You’re all grown up now and you’re leaving; you look so tall and fashionable and so—so—different altogether in that dress—as if you don’t belong in Avonlea at all—and I just felt lonely thinking about it all.”

“Marilla!” Anne sat down on Marilla’s gingham lap, took Marilla’s lined face between her hands, and looked gravely and tenderly into Marilla’s eyes. “I’m not a bit changed—not really. I’m only just pruned down and branched out. The real me—back here—is just the same. It won’t make a bit of difference where I go or how much I change outwardly; at heart I shall always be your little Anne, who will love you and Matthew and dear Green Gables more and better every day of her life.”

“Marilla!” Anne sat down on Marilla’s gingham lap, took Marilla’s lined face in her hands, and looked seriously and lovingly into Marilla’s eyes. “I’m not really changed at all. I’m just trimmed down and expanded. The real me—right here—is exactly the same. It doesn’t matter where I go or how much I change on the outside; deep down, I will always be your little Anne, who will love you, Matthew, and dear Green Gables more and more every day of her life.”

Anne laid her fresh young cheek against Marilla’s faded one, and reached out a hand to pat Matthew’s shoulder. Marilla would have given much just then to have possessed Anne’s power of putting her feelings into words; but nature and habit had willed it otherwise, and she could only put her arms close about her girl and hold her tenderly to her heart, wishing that she need never let her go.

Anne pressed her smooth young cheek against Marilla’s weathered one and reached out to pat Matthew’s shoulder. Marilla would have given a lot at that moment to have Anne’s ability to express her feelings in words; but nature and habit had decided differently, and she could only wrap her arms around her girl and hold her close to her heart, wishing she’d never have to let her go.

Matthew, with a suspicious moisture in his eyes, got up and went out-of-doors. Under the stars of the blue summer night he walked agitatedly across the yard to the gate under the poplars.

Matthew, with a suspicious glimmer in his eyes, stood up and went outside. Beneath the stars of the blue summer night, he walked nervously across the yard to the gate under the poplars.

“Well now, I guess she ain’t been much spoiled,” he muttered, proudly. “I guess my putting in my oar occasional never did much harm after all. She’s smart and pretty, and loving, too, which is better than all the rest. She’s been a blessing to us, and there never was a luckier mistake than what Mrs. Spencer made—if it was luck. I don’t believe it was any such thing. It was Providence, because the Almighty saw we needed her, I reckon.”

“Well, I guess she hasn't been too spoiled,” he muttered, proudly. “I suppose my occasional input never did much harm after all. She’s smart and pretty, and loving, too, which is better than everything else. She’s been a blessing to us, and there has never been a luckier mistake than what Mrs. Spencer made—if it was luck. I don’t believe it was anything like that. It was Providence, because the Almighty saw that we needed her, I reckon.”

The day finally came when Anne must go to town. She and Matthew drove in one fine September morning, after a tearful parting with Diana and an untearful, practical one—on Marilla’s side at least—with Marilla. But when Anne had gone Diana dried her tears and went to a beach picnic at White Sands with some of her Carmody cousins, where she contrived to enjoy herself tolerably well; while Marilla plunged fiercely into unnecessary work and kept at it all day long with the bitterest kind of a heartache—the ache that burns and gnaws and cannot wash itself away in ready tears. But that night, when Marilla went to bed, acutely and miserably conscious that the little gable room at the end of the hall was untenanted by any vivid young life and unstirred by any soft breathing, she buried her face in her pillow, and wept for her girl in a passion of sobs that appalled her when she grew calm enough to reflect how very wicked it must be to take on so about a sinful fellow creature.

The day finally arrived when Anne had to go to town. She and Matthew drove in one lovely September morning, after a tearful goodbye with Diana and a more practical one—at least on Marilla's side—with Marilla. But once Anne left, Diana dried her tears and went to a beach picnic at White Sands with some of her Carmody cousins, where she managed to have a pretty good time; meanwhile, Marilla threw herself into unnecessary work, keeping busy all day long with a deep, painful heartache—the kind that burns and eats away and can't just wash away with tears. That night, when Marilla went to bed, acutely and miserably aware that the little gable room at the end of the hall was empty of any lively young spirit and silent without any soft breathing, she buried her face in her pillow and cried for her girl in a fit of sobs that shocked her when she finally calmed down enough to think about how wrong it must be to feel so deeply about a flawed fellow human being.

Anne and the rest of the Avonlea scholars reached town just in time to hurry off to the Academy. That first day passed pleasantly enough in a whirl of excitement, meeting all the new students, learning to know the professors by sight and being assorted and organized into classes. Anne intended taking up the Second Year work, being advised to do so by Miss Stacy; Gilbert Blythe elected to do the same. This meant getting a First Class teacher’s license in one year instead of two, if they were successful; but it also meant much more and harder work. Jane, Ruby, Josie, Charlie, and Moody Spurgeon, not being troubled with the stirrings of ambition, were content to take up the Second Class work. Anne was conscious of a pang of loneliness when she found herself in a room with fifty other students, not one of whom she knew, except the tall, brown-haired boy across the room; and knowing him in the fashion she did, did not help her much, as she reflected pessimistically. Yet she was undeniably glad that they were in the same class; the old rivalry could still be carried on, and Anne would hardly have known what to do if it had been lacking.

Anne and the rest of the Avonlea students arrived in town just in time to rush off to the Academy. That first day went by pleasantly enough in a whirlwind of excitement, meeting all the new students, getting to know the professors by sight, and being sorted into classes. Anne planned to take on the Second Year work, as Miss Stacy had advised her; Gilbert Blythe chose to do the same. This meant they could get a First Class teacher’s license in one year instead of two if they succeeded, but it also meant a lot more work and harder challenges. Jane, Ruby, Josie, Charlie, and Moody Spurgeon, not being driven by ambition, were happy to take on the Second Class work. Anne felt a pang of loneliness when she found herself in a room with fifty other students, not knowing a single one of them, except for the tall, brown-haired boy across the room; and knowing him as she did didn’t really help, as she thought pessimistically. Still, she was undeniably happy that they were in the same class; the old rivalry could continue, and Anne would hardly have known what to do if it had been missing.

“I wouldn’t feel comfortable without it,” she thought. “Gilbert looks awfully determined. I suppose he’s making up his mind, here and now, to win the medal. What a splendid chin he has! I never noticed it before. I do wish Jane and Ruby had gone in for First Class, too. I suppose I won’t feel so much like a cat in a strange garret when I get acquainted, though. I wonder which of the girls here are going to be my friends. It’s really an interesting speculation. Of course I promised Diana that no Queen’s girl, no matter how much I liked her, should ever be as dear to me as she is; but I’ve lots of second-best affections to bestow. I like the look of that girl with the brown eyes and the crimson waist. She looks vivid and red-rosy; and there’s that pale, fair one gazing out of the window. She has lovely hair, and looks as if she knew a thing or two about dreams. I’d like to know them both—know them well—well enough to walk with my arm about their waists, and call them nicknames. But just now I don’t know them and they don’t know me, and probably don’t want to know me particularly. Oh, it’s lonesome!”

“I wouldn't feel right without it,” she thought. “Gilbert looks really determined. I guess he's deciding right now to win the medal. What a great chin he has! I never noticed it before. I really wish Jane and Ruby had gone in for First Class, too. I suppose I won't feel as out of place when I get to know everyone, though. I wonder which of the girls here will become my friends. It's really an interesting thought. Of course, I promised Diana that no girl from Queen's, no matter how much I like her, would ever be as dear to me as she is; but I have plenty of second-best affections to share. I like the look of that girl with the brown eyes and the crimson top. She looks vibrant and rosy; and there's that pale, fair girl gazing out the window. She has beautiful hair and seems like she knows a thing or two about dreams. I'd love to get to know both of them—well enough to walk with my arm around their waists and give them cute nicknames. But right now I don't know them and they don't know me, and they probably don't want to know me that much. Oh, it feels lonely!”

It was lonesomer still when Anne found herself alone in her hall bedroom that night at twilight. She was not to board with the other girls, who all had relatives in town to take pity on them. Miss Josephine Barry would have liked to board her, but Beechwood was so far from the Academy that it was out of the question; so Miss Barry hunted up a boarding-house, assuring Matthew and Marilla that it was the very place for Anne.

It felt even lonelier when Anne found herself alone in her hall bedroom that evening at twilight. She wasn’t staying with the other girls, who all had relatives in town to look after them. Miss Josephine Barry would have loved to take her in, but Beechwood was too far from the Academy, so that wasn’t an option; instead, Miss Barry located a boarding house, telling Matthew and Marilla that it was the perfect place for Anne.

“The lady who keeps it is a reduced gentlewoman,” explained Miss Barry. “Her husband was a British officer, and she is very careful what sort of boarders she takes. Anne will not meet with any objectionable persons under her roof. The table is good, and the house is near the Academy, in a quiet neighbourhood.”

“The lady who runs it is a lower-status gentlewoman,” Miss Barry explained. “Her husband was a British officer, and she is very selective about the kind of boarders she accepts. Anne won't encounter any objectionable people in her home. The food is good, and the house is close to the Academy, in a quiet neighborhood.”

All this might be quite true, and, indeed, proved to be so, but it did not materially help Anne in the first agony of homesickness that seized upon her. She looked dismally about her narrow little room, with its dull-papered, pictureless walls, its small iron bedstead and empty bookcase; and a horrible choke came into her throat as she thought of her own white room at Green Gables, where she would have the pleasant consciousness of a great green still outdoors, of sweet peas growing in the garden, and moonlight falling on the orchard, of the brook below the slope and the spruce boughs tossing in the night wind beyond it, of a vast starry sky, and the light from Diana’s window shining out through the gap in the trees. Here there was nothing of this; Anne knew that outside of her window was a hard street, with a network of telephone wires shutting out the sky, the tramp of alien feet, and a thousand lights gleaming on stranger faces. She knew that she was going to cry, and fought against it.

All of this might be true, and it actually turned out to be so, but it didn’t really help Anne during the first wave of homesickness that hit her. She looked sadly around her small room, with its dull wallpaper, blank walls, tiny iron bed, and empty bookshelf; a horrible knot formed in her throat as she thought of her bright white room at Green Gables, where she could enjoy the awareness of a vast green space outside, sweet peas blooming in the garden, moonlight spilling onto the orchard, the brook below the slope, and the spruce branches swaying in the night breeze beyond that, along with a huge starry sky and the light from Diana’s window shining through the gap in the trees. Here, there was none of that; Anne knew the view outside her window showed a rough street, with a tangle of telephone wires blocking the sky, the sound of unfamiliar footsteps, and countless lights reflecting off stranger faces. She realized she was about to cry and fought against it.

“I won’t cry. It’s silly—and weak—there’s the third tear splashing down by my nose. There are more coming! I must think of something funny to stop them. But there’s nothing funny except what is connected with Avonlea, and that only makes things worse—four—five—I’m going home next Friday, but that seems a hundred years away. Oh, Matthew is nearly home by now—and Marilla is at the gate, looking down the lane for him—six—seven—eight—oh, there’s no use in counting them! They’re coming in a flood presently. I can’t cheer up—I don’t want to cheer up. It’s nicer to be miserable!”

“I won’t cry. It’s silly—and weak—there’s the third tear splashing down by my nose. More are on the way! I need to think of something funny to stop them. But nothing's funny except things related to Avonlea, and that just makes it worse—four—five—I’m going home next Friday, but that feels like a hundred years away. Oh, Matthew is almost home by now—and Marilla is at the gate, looking down the lane for him—six—seven—eight—oh, there’s no point in counting them! They’re going to come out in a flood soon. I can’t cheer up—I don’t want to cheer up. It’s nicer to be miserable!”

The flood of tears would have come, no doubt, had not Josie Pye appeared at that moment. In the joy of seeing a familiar face Anne forgot that there had never been much love lost between her and Josie. As a part of Avonlea life even a Pye was welcome.

The tears would have flowed, without a doubt, if Josie Pye hadn’t shown up at that moment. In the happiness of seeing a familiar face, Anne forgot that there had never been much affection between her and Josie. As part of Avonlea life, even a Pye was welcome.

“I’m so glad you came up,” Anne said sincerely.

“I’m really glad you came,” Anne said sincerely.

“You’ve been crying,” remarked Josie, with aggravating pity. “I suppose you’re homesick—some people have so little self-control in that respect. I’ve no intention of being homesick, I can tell you. Town’s too jolly after that poky old Avonlea. I wonder how I ever existed there so long. You shouldn’t cry, Anne; it isn’t becoming, for your nose and eyes get red, and then you seem all red. I’d a perfectly scrumptious time in the Academy to-day. Our French professor is simply a duck. His moustache would give you kerwollops of the heart. Have you anything eatable around, Anne? I’m literally starving. Ah, I guessed likely Marilla’d load you up with cake. That’s why I called round. Otherwise I’d have gone to the park to hear the band play with Frank Stockley. He boards same place as I do, and he’s a sport. He noticed you in class to-day, and asked me who the red-headed girl was. I told him you were an orphan that the Cuthberts had adopted, and nobody knew very much about what you’d been before that.”

“You’ve been crying,” Josie said, sounding annoyingly sympathetic. “I guess you’re homesick—some people really struggle with that. I have no plans to feel homesick, that’s for sure. This town is too fun compared to that boring old Avonlea. I don’t know how I managed to live there for so long. You shouldn’t cry, Anne; it doesn’t look good on you, and then your nose and eyes get red, and you end up looking completely red. I had a fantastic time at the Academy today. Our French professor is just wonderful. His mustache is truly heart-melting. Do you have anything to eat, Anne? I’m literally starving. Ah, I figured Marilla would have filled you up with cake. That’s why I stopped by. Otherwise, I would’ve gone to the park to listen to the band with Frank Stockley. He boards at the same place as I do, and he’s a great guy. He noticed you in class today and asked me who the red-headed girl was. I told him you were an orphan that the Cuthberts had adopted, and nobody really knows much about your life before that.”

Anne was wondering if, after all, solitude and tears were not more satisfactory than Josie Pye’s companionship when Jane and Ruby appeared, each with an inch of Queen’s colour ribbon—purple and scarlet—pinned proudly to her coat. As Josie was not “speaking” to Jane just then she had to subside into comparative harmlessness.

Anne was thinking about whether solitude and tears might actually be more fulfilling than spending time with Josie Pye when Jane and Ruby showed up, each sporting a bit of Queen’s color ribbon—purple and scarlet—pinned proudly to their coats. Since Josie wasn’t talking to Jane at that moment, she had to settle for being relatively harmless.

“Well,” said Jane with a sigh, “I feel as if I’d lived many moons since the morning. I ought to be home studying my Virgil—that horrid old professor gave us twenty lines to start in on to-morrow. But I simply couldn’t settle down to study to-night. Anne, methinks I see the traces of tears. If you’ve been crying do own up. It will restore my self-respect, for I was shedding tears freely before Ruby came along. I don’t mind being a goose so much if somebody else is goosey, too. Cake? You’ll give me a teeny piece, won’t you? Thank you. It has the real Avonlea flavour.”

“Well,” Jane sighed, “I feel like I’ve lived a lifetime since this morning. I should be home studying my Virgil— that awful old professor gave us twenty lines to tackle for tomorrow. But I just couldn't focus on studying tonight. Anne, I can see signs of tears on your face. If you’ve been crying, please admit it. It would restore my self-respect because I was crying a lot before Ruby showed up. I don’t mind being silly if someone else is too. Cake? You'll give me a tiny piece, right? Thank you. It has the real Avonlea flavor.”

Ruby, perceiving the Queen’s calendar lying on the table, wanted to know if Anne meant to try for the gold medal.

Ruby, noticing the Queen's calendar on the table, wanted to ask if Anne planned to go for the gold medal.

Anne blushed and admitted she was thinking of it.

Anne blushed and confessed that she was thinking about it.

“Oh, that reminds me,” said Josie, “Queen’s is to get one of the Avery scholarships after all. The word came to-day. Frank Stockley told me—his uncle is one of the board of governors, you know. It will be announced in the Academy to-morrow.”

“Oh, that reminds me,” said Josie, “Queen’s is finally getting one of the Avery scholarships. I heard the news today. Frank Stockley told me—his uncle is on the board of governors, you know. It will be announced at the Academy tomorrow.”

An Avery scholarship! Anne felt her heart beat more quickly, and the horizons of her ambition shifted and broadened as if by magic. Before Josie had told the news Anne’s highest pinnacle of aspiration had been a teacher’s provincial license, Class First, at the end of the year, and perhaps the medal! But now in one moment Anne saw herself winning the Avery scholarship, taking an Arts course at Redmond College, and graduating in a gown and mortar-board, all before the echo of Josie’s words had died away. For the Avery scholarship was in English, and Anne felt that here her foot was on her native heath.

An Avery scholarship! Anne felt her heart race, and her ambitions suddenly expanded as if by magic. Before Josie shared the news, Anne’s biggest goal had been to get a Class First provincial teacher’s license by the end of the year, and maybe a medal! But in that moment, Anne envisioned herself winning the Avery scholarship, enrolling in an Arts course at Redmond College, and graduating in a cap and gown, all before the sound of Josie’s words had faded. The Avery scholarship was in English, and Anne felt that this was her true element.

A wealthy manufacturer of New Brunswick had died and left part of his fortune to endow a large number of scholarships to be distributed among the various high schools and academies of the Maritime Provinces, according to their respective standings. There had been much doubt whether one would be allotted to Queen’s, but the matter was settled at last, and at the end of the year the graduate who made the highest mark in English and English Literature would win the scholarship—two hundred and fifty dollars a year for four years at Redmond College. No wonder that Anne went to bed that night with tingling cheeks!

A wealthy manufacturer from New Brunswick had passed away and left part of his fortune to fund a large number of scholarships for various high schools and academies in the Maritime Provinces, based on their respective rankings. There had been a lot of uncertainty about whether Queen’s would receive one, but that was resolved in the end. By the end of the year, the graduate with the highest marks in English and English Literature would receive the scholarship—$250 a year for four years at Redmond College. It's no surprise that Anne went to bed that night with flushed cheeks!

“I’ll win that scholarship if hard work can do it,” she resolved. “Wouldn’t Matthew be proud if I got to be a B.A.? Oh, it’s delightful to have ambitions. I’m so glad I have such a lot. And there never seems to be any end to them—that’s the best of it. Just as soon as you attain to one ambition you see another one glittering higher up still. It does make life so interesting.”

"I’m going to win that scholarship if hard work can make it happen," she decided. "Matthew would be so proud if I earned my B.A. It’s wonderful to have dreams. I’m really happy I have so many. And there always seems to be more—that’s the best part. As soon as you achieve one goal, you see another shining even higher. It really makes life super interesting."


CHAPTER XXXV.
THE WINTER AT QUEEN’S
WINTER AT QUEEN'S

Anne’s homesickness wore off, greatly helped in the wearing by her week-end visits home. As long as the open weather lasted the Avonlea students went out to Carmody on the new branch railway every Friday night. Diana and several other Avonlea young folks were generally on hand to meet them and they all walked over to Avonlea in a merry party. Anne thought those Friday evening gipsyings over the autumnal hills in the crisp golden air, with the homelights of Avonlea twinkling beyond, were the best and dearest hours in the whole week.

Anne's homesickness faded away, especially thanks to her weekend visits home. As long as the nice weather held up, the students from Avonlea traveled to Carmody on the new branch railway every Friday night. Diana and a few other young people from Avonlea usually came to meet them, and they all walked back to Avonlea together as a cheerful group. Anne believed that those Friday evening outings over the autumn hills in the fresh golden air, with the lights of Avonlea sparkling in the distance, were the best and most cherished moments of the entire week.

Gilbert Blythe nearly always walked with Ruby Gillis and carried her satchel for her. Ruby was a very handsome young lady, now thinking herself quite as grown up as she really was; she wore her skirts as long as her mother would let her and did her hair up in town, though she had to take it down when she went home. She had large, bright-blue eyes, a brilliant complexion, and a plump showy figure. She laughed a great deal, was cheerful and good-tempered, and enjoyed the pleasant things of life frankly.

Gilbert Blythe almost always walked with Ruby Gillis and carried her bag for her. Ruby was a very attractive young woman, now believing she was as grown up as she truly was; she wore her skirts as long as her mom would allow and styled her hair in town, though she had to take it down when she got home. She had large, bright blue eyes, a radiant complexion, and a curvy, eye-catching figure. She laughed a lot, was cheerful and good-natured, and openly enjoyed the nice things in life.

“But I shouldn’t think she was the sort of girl Gilbert would like,” whispered Jane to Anne. Anne did not think so either, but she would not have said so for the Avery scholarship. She could not help thinking, too, that it would be very pleasant to have such a friend as Gilbert to jest and chatter with and exchange ideas about books and studies and ambitions. Gilbert had ambitions, she knew, and Ruby Gillis did not seem the sort of person with whom such could be profitably discussed.

“But I don’t think she’s the kind of girl Gilbert would go for,” whispered Jane to Anne. Anne didn’t think so either, but she wouldn’t have said that for the Avery scholarship. She also couldn’t help thinking that it would be really nice to have a friend like Gilbert to joke around with, chat with, and share ideas about books, studies, and dreams. She knew Gilbert had ambitions, and Ruby Gillis didn’t seem like the type of person he could have a meaningful conversation with about those.

There was no silly sentiment in Anne’s ideas concerning Gilbert. Boys were to her, when she thought about them at all, merely possible good comrades. If she and Gilbert had been friends she would not have cared how many other friends he had nor with whom he walked. She had a genius for friendship; girl friends she had in plenty; but she had a vague consciousness that masculine friendship might also be a good thing to round out one’s conceptions of companionship and furnish broader standpoints of judgment and comparison. Not that Anne could have put her feelings on the matter into just such clear definition. But she thought that if Gilbert had ever walked home with her from the train, over the crisp fields and along the ferny byways, they might have had many and merry and interesting conversations about the new world that was opening around them and their hopes and ambitions therein. Gilbert was a clever young fellow, with his own thoughts about things and a determination to get the best out of life and put the best into it. Ruby Gillis told Jane Andrews that she didn’t understand half the things Gilbert Blythe said; he talked just like Anne Shirley did when she had a thoughtful fit on and for her part she didn’t think it any fun to be bothering about books and that sort of thing when you didn’t have to. Frank Stockley had lots more dash and go, but then he wasn’t half as good-looking as Gilbert and she really couldn’t decide which she liked best!

There was no goofy sentiment in Anne’s thoughts about Gilbert. Boys were, to her, when she thought about them at all, just potential good friends. If she and Gilbert had been friends, she wouldn’t have cared how many other friends he had or who he hung out with. She had a real talent for friendship; she had plenty of girl friends, but she had a vague sense that having a male friend could also be a good way to expand her ideas about companionship and provide broader perspectives for judgment and comparison. Not that Anne could clearly articulate her feelings about it. But she imagined that if Gilbert had ever walked home with her from the train, across the crisp fields and along the ferny paths, they could have had many fun and interesting conversations about the new world opening up around them and their hopes and dreams within it. Gilbert was a smart young guy with his own thoughts about things and a drive to get the most out of life and contribute positively to it. Ruby Gillis told Jane Andrews that she didn’t understand half the things Gilbert Blythe said; he spoke just like Anne Shirley did when she was deep in thought, and for her part, she didn’t think it was any fun to be worrying about books and stuff when she didn’t have to. Frank Stockley had a lot more energy and style, but he wasn’t nearly as good-looking as Gilbert, and she really couldn’t decide which one she liked better!

In the Academy Anne gradually drew a little circle of friends about her, thoughtful, imaginative, ambitious students like herself. With the “rose-red” girl, Stella Maynard, and the “dream girl,” Priscilla Grant, she soon became intimate, finding the latter pale spiritual-looking maiden to be full to the brim of mischief and pranks and fun, while the vivid, black-eyed Stella had a heartful of wistful dreams and fancies, as aerial and rainbow-like as Anne’s own.

In the Academy, Anne slowly formed a small group of friends around her—thoughtful, imaginative, ambitious students like herself. She quickly became close with the “rose-red” girl, Stella Maynard, and the “dream girl,” Priscilla Grant, discovering that the latter, a pale and spiritual-looking girl, was brimming with mischief, pranks, and fun. Meanwhile, the vibrant, dark-eyed Stella had a heart full of wistful dreams and fantasies, as airy and colorful as Anne’s own.

After the Christmas holidays the Avonlea students gave up going home on Fridays and settled down to hard work. By this time all the Queen’s scholars had gravitated into their own places in the ranks and the various classes had assumed distinct and settled shadings of individuality. Certain facts had become generally accepted. It was admitted that the medal contestants had practically narrowed down to three—Gilbert Blythe, Anne Shirley, and Lewis Wilson; the Avery scholarship was more doubtful, any one of a certain six being a possible winner. The bronze medal for mathematics was considered as good as won by a fat, funny little up-country boy with a bumpy forehead and a patched coat.

After the Christmas holidays, the Avonlea students stopped going home on Fridays and focused on their studies. By this time, all the Queen’s scholars had found their spots within the ranks, and each class had developed its own unique vibe. Certain facts were widely accepted. It was clear that the medal contenders had basically narrowed down to three—Gilbert Blythe, Anne Shirley, and Lewis Wilson; the Avery scholarship was less certain, with any one of six students having a shot at it. The bronze medal for mathematics was pretty much considered a sure thing for a chubby, funny little kid from the countryside, who had a bumpy forehead and wore a patched coat.

Ruby Gillis was the handsomest girl of the year at the Academy; in the Second Year classes Stella Maynard carried off the palm for beauty, with a small but critical minority in favour of Anne Shirley. Ethel Marr was admitted by all competent judges to have the most stylish modes of hair-dressing, and Jane Andrews—plain, plodding, conscientious Jane—carried off the honours in the domestic science course. Even Josie Pye attained a certain pre-eminence as the sharpest-tongued young lady in attendance at Queen’s. So it may be fairly stated that Miss Stacy’s old pupils held their own in the wider arena of the academical course.

Ruby Gillis was the prettiest girl of the year at the Academy; in the Second Year classes, Stella Maynard was recognized for her beauty, with a small but critical group favoring Anne Shirley. Ethel Marr was unanimously acknowledged by all qualified judges for having the most fashionable hairstyles, and Jane Andrews—plain, hardworking, and dedicated Jane—won accolades in the domestic science course. Even Josie Pye gained a certain status as the sharpest-tongued young woman at Queen’s. So it can be fairly said that Miss Stacy’s former students held their ground in the broader field of the academic program.

Anne worked hard and steadily. Her rivalry with Gilbert was as intense as it had ever been in Avonlea school, although it was not known in the class at large, but somehow the bitterness had gone out of it. Anne no longer wished to win for the sake of defeating Gilbert; rather, for the proud consciousness of a well-won victory over a worthy foeman. It would be worth while to win, but she no longer thought life would be insupportable if she did not.

Anne worked hard and kept at it. Her competition with Gilbert was just as fierce as it had been at Avonlea school, though it wasn't obvious to everyone in class. Still, the edge had faded away. Anne didn't want to win just to beat Gilbert anymore; instead, she wanted to achieve victory over a deserving opponent. Winning would be great, but she no longer felt that life would be unbearable if she didn't.

In spite of lessons the students found opportunities for pleasant times. Anne spent many of her spare hours at Beechwood and generally ate her Sunday dinners there and went to church with Miss Barry. The latter was, as she admitted, growing old, but her black eyes were not dim nor the vigour of her tongue in the least abated. But she never sharpened the latter on Anne, who continued to be a prime favourite with the critical old lady.

Despite their lessons, the students discovered chances for fun. Anne spent a lot of her free time at Beechwood and usually had her Sunday dinners there, going to church with Miss Barry. The latter was, as she admitted, getting older, but her black eyes remained bright and her sharp tongue was as lively as ever. However, she never directed that sharpness at Anne, who remained a favorite of the discerning old lady.

“That Anne-girl improves all the time,” she said. “I get tired of other girls—there is such a provoking and eternal sameness about them. Anne has as many shades as a rainbow and every shade is the prettiest while it lasts. I don’t know that she is as amusing as she was when she was a child, but she makes me love her and I like people who make me love them. It saves me so much trouble in making myself love them.”

"That Anne girl is improving all the time," she said. "I'm exhausted by other girls—there's such an annoying and constant sameness about them. Anne has as many different sides as a rainbow, and every side is the prettiest while it lasts. I don’t know if she’s as entertaining as she was when she was a kid, but she makes me love her, and I like people who make me love them. It saves me so much effort in trying to make myself love them."

Then, almost before anybody realized it, spring had come; out in Avonlea the Mayflowers were peeping pinkly out on the sere barrens where snow-wreaths lingered; and the “mist of green” was on the woods and in the valleys. But in Charlottetown harassed Queen’s students thought and talked only of examinations.

Then, almost before anyone noticed, spring had arrived; out in Avonlea, the Mayflowers were shyly blooming pink on the dry barrens where patches of snow still remained; and the “mist of green” covered the woods and valleys. But in Charlottetown, stressed Queen’s students were focused solely on their upcoming exams.

“It doesn’t seem possible that the term is nearly over,” said Anne. “Why, last fall it seemed so long to look forward to—a whole winter of studies and classes. And here we are, with the exams looming up next week. Girls, sometimes I feel as if those exams meant everything, but when I look at the big buds swelling on those chestnut trees and the misty blue air at the end of the streets they don’t seem half so important.”

“It doesn’t feel like the term is almost over,” said Anne. “Last fall, it felt like such a long time to wait for—a whole winter filled with studies and classes. And now we are here, with exams coming up next week. Girls, sometimes it feels like those exams are everything, but when I see the big buds swelling on those chestnut trees and the misty blue sky at the end of the streets, they don’t seem nearly as important.”

Jane and Ruby and Josie, who had dropped in, did not take this view of it. To them the coming examinations were constantly very important indeed—far more important than chestnut buds or May-time hazes. It was all very well for Anne, who was sure of passing at least, to have her moments of belittling them, but when your whole future depended on them—as the girls truly thought theirs did—you could not regard them philosophically.

Jane, Ruby, and Josie, who had joined them, didn’t see it that way. To them, the upcoming exams were incredibly significant—way more important than chestnut buds or the mist of May. It was easy for Anne, who was confident she’d pass at least, to downplay their importance, but when your entire future relied on them—as the girls genuinely believed theirs did—you couldn’t look at them calmly.

“I’ve lost seven pounds in the last two weeks,” sighed Jane. “It’s no use to say don’t worry. I will worry. Worrying helps you some—it seems as if you were doing something when you’re worrying. It would be dreadful if I failed to get my license after going to Queen’s all winter and spending so much money.”

“I’ve lost seven pounds in the last two weeks,” sighed Jane. “It’s pointless to say don’t worry. I will worry. Worrying helps a bit—it feels like you’re doing something when you’re worrying. It would be terrible if I didn’t get my license after going to Queen’s all winter and spending so much money.”

I don’t care,” said Josie Pye. “If I don’t pass this year I’m coming back next. My father can afford to send me. Anne, Frank Stockley says that professor Tremaine said Gilbert Blythe was sure to get the medal and that Emily Clay would likely win the Avery scholarship.”

I don’t care,” said Josie Pye. “If I don’t pass this year, I’ll come back next. My dad can afford to send me. Anne, Frank Stockley says Professor Tremaine mentioned that Gilbert Blythe is definitely going to get the medal and that Emily Clay will probably win the Avery scholarship.”

“That may make me feel badly to-morrow, Josie,” laughed Anne, “but just now I honestly feel that as long as I know the violets are coming out all purple down in the hollow below Green Gables and that little ferns are poking their heads up in Lovers’ Lane, it’s not a great deal of difference whether I win the Avery or not. I’ve done my best and I begin to understand what is meant by the ‘joy of the strife.’ Next to trying and winning, the best thing is trying and failing. Girls, don’t talk about exams! Look at that arch of pale green sky over those houses and picture to yourselves what it must look like over the purply-dark beechwoods back of Avonlea.”

“That might make me feel bad tomorrow, Josie,” laughed Anne, “but right now, I honestly feel that as long as I know the violets are blooming all purple down in the hollow below Green Gables and those little ferns are pushing their heads up in Lovers’ Lane, it doesn’t really matter whether I win the Avery or not. I’ve done my best, and I’m starting to understand what is meant by the ‘joy of the struggle.’ Next to trying and winning, the best thing is trying and failing. Girls, let’s not talk about exams! Look at that arch of pale green sky over those houses and imagine what it must look like over the purply-dark beechwoods behind Avonlea.”

“What are you going to wear for commencement, Jane?” asked Ruby practically.

“What are you going to wear for graduation, Jane?” asked Ruby matter-of-factly.

Jane and Josie both answered at once and the chatter drifted into a side eddy of fashions. But Anne, with her elbows on the window sill, her soft cheek laid against her clasped hands, and her eyes filled with visions, looked out unheedingly across city roof and spire to that glorious dome of sunset sky and wove her dreams of a possible future from the golden tissue of youth’s own optimism. All the Beyond was hers with its possibilities lurking rosily in the oncoming years—each year a rose of promise to be woven into an immortal chaplet.

Jane and Josie both answered at the same time, and the conversation quickly shifted to fashion. But Anne, with her elbows on the windowsill, her soft cheek resting on her clasped hands, and her eyes filled with visions, gazed out absentmindedly over the city rooftops and spires toward the stunning sunset sky. She wove her dreams of a possible future from the golden fabric of youthful optimism. The future was all hers, with its rosy possibilities waiting in the coming years—each year a blooming promise to be woven into an everlasting crown.


CHAPTER XXXVI.
THE GLORY AND THE DREAM
The Glory and the Dream

On the morning when the final results of all the examinations were to be posted on the bulletin board at Queen’s, Anne and Jane walked down the street together. Jane was smiling and happy; examinations were over and she was comfortably sure she had made a pass at least; further considerations troubled Jane not at all; she had no soaring ambitions and consequently was not affected with the unrest attendant thereon. For we pay a price for everything we get or take in this world; and although ambitions are well worth having, they are not to be cheaply won, but exact their dues of work and self-denial, anxiety and discouragement. Anne was pale and quiet; in ten more minutes she would know who had won the medal and who the Avery. Beyond those ten minutes there did not seem, just then, to be anything worth being called Time.

On the morning when the final results of all the exams were to be posted on the bulletin board at Queen’s, Anne and Jane walked down the street together. Jane was smiling and happy; the exams were over, and she felt confident she had passed at least. She wasn’t worried about anything else; she had no big ambitions, so she wasn’t dealing with the restlessness that comes with them. Because we pay a price for everything we achieve or claim in this world; while ambitions are definitely worth pursuing, they don’t come easily—they require hard work, self-denial, anxiety, and discouragement. Anne was pale and quiet; in just ten more minutes, she would know who had won the medal and who the Avery. Beyond those ten minutes, nothing else seemed worth calling Time.

“Of course you’ll win one of them anyhow,” said Jane, who couldn’t understand how the faculty could be so unfair as to order it otherwise.

“Of course you’ll win one of them anyway,” said Jane, who couldn’t understand how the faculty could be so unfair as to decide otherwise.

“I have no hope of the Avery,” said Anne. “Everybody says Emily Clay will win it. And I’m not going to march up to that bulletin board and look at it before everybody. I haven’t the moral courage. I’m going straight to the girls’ dressing-room. You must read the announcements and then come and tell me, Jane. And I implore you in the name of our old friendship to do it as quickly as possible. If I have failed just say so, without trying to break it gently; and whatever you do don’t sympathize with me. Promise me this, Jane.”

“I have no hope for the Avery,” said Anne. “Everyone says Emily Clay will win it. And I'm not going to walk up to that bulletin board and check it out in front of everyone. I just don’t have the courage. I'm heading straight to the girls’ dressing room. You have to read the announcements and then come tell me, Jane. And I beg you, in the name of our old friendship, to do it as quickly as you can. If I have failed, just say so, without trying to soften the blow; and whatever you do, don’t sympathize with me. Promise me this, Jane.”

Jane promised solemnly; but, as it happened, there was no necessity for such a promise. When they went up the entrance steps of Queen’s they found the hall full of boys who were carrying Gilbert Blythe around on their shoulders and yelling at the tops of their voices, “Hurrah for Blythe, Medallist!”

Jane promised seriously; but, as it turned out, there was no need for such a promise. When they climbed the entrance steps of Queen’s, they found the hall packed with boys who were carrying Gilbert Blythe on their shoulders and shouting at the top of their lungs, “Hurrah for Blythe, Medallist!”

For a moment Anne felt one sickening pang of defeat and disappointment. So she had failed and Gilbert had won! Well, Matthew would be sorry—he had been so sure she would win.

For a moment, Anne felt a wave of defeat and disappointment hit her. She had failed, and Gilbert had won! Well, Matthew was going to be upset—he had been so confident she would win.

And then!

And then!

Somebody called out:

Someone shouted:

“Three cheers for Miss Shirley, winner of the Avery!”

“Three cheers for Miss Shirley, winner of the Avery!”

“Oh, Anne,” gasped Jane, as they fled to the girls’ dressing-room amid hearty cheers. “Oh, Anne, I’m so proud! Isn’t it splendid?”

“Oh, Anne,” gasped Jane, as they ran to the girls’ dressing room amid loud cheers. “Oh, Anne, I’m so proud! Isn’t it amazing?”

And then the girls were around them and Anne was the centre of a laughing, congratulating group. Her shoulders were thumped and her hands shaken vigorously. She was pushed and pulled and hugged and among it all she managed to whisper to Jane:

And then the girls gathered around them, and Anne was the center of a laughing, congratulating group. Her shoulders were patted, and her hands were shaken vigorously. She was pushed, pulled, and hugged, and amidst all of it, she managed to whisper to Jane:

“Oh, won’t Matthew and Marilla be pleased! I must write the news home right away.”

“Oh, Matthew and Marilla are going to be so happy! I need to write home with the news right away.”

Commencement was the next important happening. The exercises were held in the big assembly hall of the Academy. Addresses were given, essays read, songs sung, the public award of diplomas, prizes and medals made.

Commencement was the next big event. The ceremony took place in the large assembly hall of the Academy. There were speeches, essays read, songs performed, and the public presentation of diplomas, awards, and medals.

Matthew and Marilla were there, with eyes and ears for only one student on the platform—a tall girl in pale green, with faintly flushed cheeks and starry eyes, who read the best essay and was pointed out and whispered about as the Avery winner.

Matthew and Marilla were there, focused solely on one student on the platform—a tall girl in pale green, with slightly flushed cheeks and sparkling eyes, who read the best essay and was highlighted and murmured about as the Avery winner.

“Reckon you’re glad we kept her, Marilla?” whispered Matthew, speaking for the first time since he had entered the hall, when Anne had finished her essay.

“Do you think you’re glad we kept her, Marilla?” Matthew whispered, speaking for the first time since he had entered the hall, after Anne finished her essay.

“It’s not the first time I’ve been glad,” retorted Marilla. “You do like to rub things in, Matthew Cuthbert.”

“It’s not the first time I’ve been happy,” Marilla shot back. “You really like to bring things up, Matthew Cuthbert.”

Miss Barry, who was sitting behind them, leaned forward and poked Marilla in the back with her parasol.

Miss Barry, who was sitting behind them, leaned forward and nudged Marilla in the back with her umbrella.

“Aren’t you proud of that Anne-girl? I am,” she said.

“Aren’t you proud of that Anne girl? I am,” she said.

Anne went home to Avonlea with Matthew and Marilla that evening. She had not been home since April and she felt that she could not wait another day. The apple-blossoms were out and the world was fresh and young. Diana was at Green Gables to meet her. In her own white room, where Marilla had set a flowering house rose on the window sill, Anne looked about her and drew a long breath of happiness.

Anne returned home to Avonlea that evening with Matthew and Marilla. She hadn’t been home since April and felt like she couldn’t wait another day. The apple blossoms were in bloom and the world felt fresh and vibrant. Diana was at Green Gables to greet her. In her own white room, where Marilla had placed a blooming house rose on the window sill, Anne looked around and took a deep breath of happiness.

“Oh, Diana, it’s so good to be back again. It’s so good to see those pointed firs coming out against the pink sky—and that white orchard and the old Snow Queen. Isn’t the breath of the mint delicious? And that tea rose—why, it’s a song and a hope and a prayer all in one. And it’s good to see you again, Diana!”

“Oh, Diana, it's so great to be back. It’s wonderful to see those tall fir trees standing out against the pink sky—and that white orchard and the old Snow Queen. Isn’t the mint smell amazing? And that tea rose—it's like a song, a hope, and a prayer all rolled into one. And it's really nice to see you again, Diana!”

“I thought you liked that Stella Maynard better than me,” said Diana reproachfully. “Josie Pye told me you did. Josie said you were infatuated with her.”

“I thought you liked that Stella Maynard more than me,” said Diana, sounding hurt. “Josie Pye told me you did. Josie said you were infatuated with her.”

Anne laughed and pelted Diana with the faded “June lilies” of her bouquet.

Anne laughed and playfully threw the faded “June lilies” from her bouquet at Diana.

“Stella Maynard is the dearest girl in the world except one and you are that one, Diana,” she said. “I love you more than ever—and I’ve so many things to tell you. But just now I feel as if it were joy enough to sit here and look at you. I’m tired, I think—tired of being studious and ambitious. I mean to spend at least two hours to-morrow lying out in the orchard grass, thinking of absolutely nothing.”

“Stella Maynard is the sweetest girl in the world except for one, and that’s you, Diana,” she said. “I love you more than ever—and I have so much to share with you. But right now, it feels like joy enough just to sit here and look at you. I’m feeling a bit worn out, I think—tired of being studious and driven. I plan to spend at least two hours tomorrow lying in the orchard grass, thinking about absolutely nothing.”

“You’ve done splendidly, Anne. I suppose you won’t be teaching now that you’ve won the Avery?”

"You’ve done an amazing job, Anne. I guess you won’t be teaching now that you’ve won the Avery?"

“No. I’m going to Redmond in September. Doesn’t it seem wonderful? I’ll have a brand-new stock of ambition laid in by that time after three glorious, golden months of vacation. Jane and Ruby are going to teach. Isn’t it splendid to think we all got through even to Moody Spurgeon and Josie Pye?”

“No. I’m going to Redmond in September. Doesn’t it sound amazing? I’ll have a fresh supply of ambition by then after three fantastic, relaxing months of vacation. Jane and Ruby are going to teach. Isn’t it great to think we all made it through even to Moody Spurgeon and Josie Pye?”

“The Newbridge trustees have offered Jane their school already,” said Diana. “Gilbert Blythe is going to teach, too. He has to. His father can’t afford to send him to college next year, after all, so he means to earn his own way through. I expect he’ll get the school here if Miss Ames decides to leave.”

“The Newbridge trustees have already offered Jane the school,” Diana said. “Gilbert Blythe is going to teach as well. He has to. His dad can’t afford to send him to college next year, so he plans to pay his own way. I guess he’ll get the school here if Miss Ames decides to leave.”

Anne felt a queer little sensation of dismayed surprise. She had not known this; she had expected that Gilbert would be going to Redmond also. What would she do without their inspiring rivalry? Would not work, even at a co-educational college with a real degree in prospect, be rather flat without her friend the enemy?

Anne felt a strange mix of shock and disappointment. She hadn't realized this; she thought Gilbert would also be going to Redmond. What would she do without their motivating rivalry? Wouldn't studying, even at a co-ed college with an actual degree in sight, be kind of dull without her friend who was also her rival?

The next morning at breakfast it suddenly struck Anne that Matthew was not looking well. Surely he was much grayer than he had been a year before.

The next morning at breakfast, it hit Anne that Matthew didn't look well. He definitely seemed much grayer than he had a year ago.

“Marilla,” she said hesitatingly when he had gone out, “is Matthew quite well?”

“Marilla,” she said hesitantly after he left, “is Matthew okay?”

“No, he isn’t,” said Marilla in a troubled tone. “He’s had some real bad spells with his heart this spring and he won’t spare himself a mite. I’ve been real worried about him, but he’s some better this while back and we’ve got a good hired man, so I’m hoping he’ll kind of rest and pick up. Maybe he will now you’re home. You always cheer him up.”

“No, he isn’t,” Marilla said, sounding worried. “He’s had some really bad episodes with his heart this spring and he won’t take it easy at all. I’ve been really concerned about him, but he’s been a bit better lately and we’ve got a good hired guy, so I’m hoping he’ll take it easy and recover. Maybe he will now that you’re home. You always lift his spirits.”

Anne leaned across the table and took Marilla’s face in her hands.

Anne leaned across the table and cupped Marilla's face in her hands.

“You are not looking as well yourself as I’d like to see you, Marilla. You look tired. I’m afraid you’ve been working too hard. You must take a rest, now that I’m home. I’m just going to take this one day off to visit all the dear old spots and hunt up my old dreams, and then it will be your turn to be lazy while I do the work.”

“You don’t look as good as I’d like to see you, Marilla. You look tired. I’m worried you’ve been working too hard. You need to take a break now that I’m back. I’m going to take a day off to visit all our favorite places and chase my old dreams, then it’ll be your turn to relax while I handle the work.”

Marilla smiled affectionately at her girl.

Marilla smiled warmly at her daughter.

“It’s not the work—it’s my head. I’ve a pain so often now—behind my eyes. Doctor Spencer’s been fussing with glasses, but they don’t do me any good. There is a distinguished oculist coming to the Island the last of June and the doctor says I must see him. I guess I’ll have to. I can’t read or sew with any comfort now. Well, Anne, you’ve done real well at Queen’s I must say. To take First Class License in one year and win the Avery scholarship—well, well, Mrs. Lynde says pride goes before a fall and she doesn’t believe in the higher education of women at all; she says it unfits them for woman’s true sphere. I don’t believe a word of it. Speaking of Rachel reminds me—did you hear anything about the Abbey Bank lately, Anne?”

“It’s not the work—it’s my head. I’ve been having a headache so often now—behind my eyes. Doctor Spencer has been messing around with glasses, but they don’t help. There’s a well-known eye doctor coming to the Island at the end of June, and the doctor says I have to see him. I guess I’ll have to. I can’t read or sew comfortably right now. Well, Anne, you’ve done really well at Queen’s, I must say. To get your First Class License in one year and win the Avery scholarship—well, well, Mrs. Lynde says pride comes before a fall, and she doesn’t believe in higher education for women at all; she says it makes them unfit for their true place in life. I don’t believe a word of it. Speaking of Rachel reminds me—have you heard anything about the Abbey Bank lately, Anne?”

“I heard that it was shaky,” answered Anne. “Why?”

“I heard it was unstable,” Anne replied. “Why?”

“That is what Rachel said. She was up here one day last week and said there was some talk about it. Matthew felt real worried. All we have saved is in that bank—every penny. I wanted Matthew to put it in the Savings Bank in the first place, but old Mr. Abbey was a great friend of father’s and he’d always banked with him. Matthew said any bank with him at the head of it was good enough for anybody.”

"That's what Rachel said. She was up here one day last week and mentioned that there was some talk about it. Matthew was really worried. All we have saved is in that bank—every penny. I wanted Matthew to put it in the Savings Bank in the first place, but old Mr. Abbey was a close friend of my dad's and he’d always banked with him. Matthew said any bank run by him was good enough for anyone."

“I think he has only been its nominal head for many years,” said Anne. “He is a very old man; his nephews are really at the head of the institution.”

“I think he’s only been its figurehead for a long time,” said Anne. “He’s a very old man; his nephews are actually in charge of the institution.”

“Well, when Rachel told us that, I wanted Matthew to draw our money right out and he said he’d think of it. But Mr. Russell told him yesterday that the bank was all right.”

“Well, when Rachel told us that, I wanted Matthew to take our money out right away, and he said he’d think about it. But Mr. Russell told him yesterday that the bank was fine.”

Anne had her good day in the companionship of the outdoor world. She never forgot that day; it was so bright and golden and fair, so free from shadow and so lavish of blossom. Anne spent some of its rich hours in the orchard; she went to the Dryad’s Bubble and Willowmere and Violet Vale; she called at the manse and had a satisfying talk with Mrs. Allan; and finally in the evening she went with Matthew for the cows, through Lovers’ Lane to the back pasture. The woods were all gloried through with sunset and the warm splendour of it streamed down through the hill gaps in the west. Matthew walked slowly with bent head; Anne, tall and erect, suited her springing step to his.

Anne had a great day enjoying the outdoors. She would never forget that day; it was so bright, golden, and beautiful, completely free of shadows and overflowing with blossoms. Anne spent some of those precious hours in the orchard; she visited the Dryad's Bubble, Willowmere, and Violet Vale; she stopped by the manse for a delightful chat with Mrs. Allan; and finally, in the evening, she went with Matthew to bring in the cows, walking through Lovers’ Lane to the back pasture. The woods were bathed in the glow of sunset, and the warm light streamed through the gaps in the hills to the west. Matthew strolled slowly with his head down; Anne, tall and upright, matched her lively pace to his.

“You’ve been working too hard to-day, Matthew,” she said reproachfully. “Why won’t you take things easier?”

“You’ve been working too hard today, Matthew,” she said with disapproval. “Why don’t you take it easy?”

“Well now, I can’t seem to,” said Matthew, as he opened the yard gate to let the cows through. “It’s only that I’m getting old, Anne, and keep forgetting it. Well, well, I’ve always worked pretty hard and I’d rather drop in harness.”

“Well now, I can’t seem to,” said Matthew, as he opened the yard gate to let the cows through. “It’s just that I’m getting old, Anne, and I keep forgetting it. Well, I’ve always worked pretty hard, and I’d rather pass away doing my work.”

“If I had been the boy you sent for,” said Anne wistfully, “I’d be able to help you so much now and spare you in a hundred ways. I could find it in my heart to wish I had been, just for that.”

“If I had been the boy you sent for,” Anne said with a hint of longing, “I could really help you out now and make things easier for you in so many ways. I almost wish I had been, just for that reason.”

“Well now, I’d rather have you than a dozen boys, Anne,” said Matthew patting her hand. “Just mind you that—rather than a dozen boys. Well now, I guess it wasn’t a boy that took the Avery scholarship, was it? It was a girl—my girl—my girl that I’m proud of.”

“Well, I’d prefer you over a dozen boys, Anne,” said Matthew, patting her hand. “Just remember that—prefer you over a dozen boys. Well, I guess it wasn’t a boy who won the Avery scholarship, was it? It was a girl—my girl—my girl that I’m proud of.”

He smiled his shy smile at her as he went into the yard. Anne took the memory of it with her when she went to her room that night and sat for a long while at her open window, thinking of the past and dreaming of the future. Outside the Snow Queen was mistily white in the moonshine; the frogs were singing in the marsh beyond Orchard Slope. Anne always remembered the silvery, peaceful beauty and fragrant calm of that night. It was the last night before sorrow touched her life; and no life is ever quite the same again when once that cold, sanctifying touch has been laid upon it.

He gave her a shy smile as he walked into the yard. Anne carried the memory of it with her to her room that night and sat for a long time at her open window, reflecting on the past and dreaming about the future. Outside, the Snow Queen shimmered softly in the moonlight; the frogs were croaking in the marsh beyond Orchard Slope. Anne always remembered the silvery, serene beauty and fragrant calm of that night. It was the last night before sorrow entered her life; and no life is ever quite the same again once that cold, purifying touch has been felt.


CHAPTER XXXVII.
THE REAPER WHOSE NAME IS DEATH
THE REAPER KNOWN AS DEATH

“Matthew—Matthew—what is the matter? Matthew, are you sick?”

"Matthew—Matthew—what's up?" is wrong? Matthew, are you okay?”

It was Marilla who spoke, alarm in every jerky word. Anne came through the hall, her hands full of white narcissus,—it was long before Anne could love the sight or odour of white narcissus again,—in time to hear her and to see Matthew standing in the porch doorway, a folded paper in his hand, and his face strangely drawn and gray. Anne dropped her flowers and sprang across the kitchen to him at the same moment as Marilla. They were both too late; before they could reach him Matthew had fallen across the threshold.

It was Marilla who spoke, urgency in every choppy word. Anne came through the hall, her hands full of white narcissus—she wouldn’t be able to love the sight or smell of white narcissus again for a long time—just in time to hear her and see Matthew standing in the porch doorway, a folded paper in his hand, and his face looking oddly drawn and pale. Anne dropped her flowers and rushed across the kitchen to him at the same moment as Marilla. They were both too late; before they could get to him, Matthew had collapsed across the threshold.

“He’s fainted,” gasped Marilla. “Anne, run for Martin—quick, quick! He’s at the barn.”

“He’s passed out,” gasped Marilla. “Anne, go get Martin—quick, quick! He’s in the barn.”

Martin, the hired man, who had just driven home from the post-office, started at once for the doctor, calling at Orchard Slope on his way to send Mr. and Mrs. Barry over. Mrs. Lynde, who was there on an errand, came too. They found Anne and Marilla distractedly trying to restore Matthew to consciousness.

Martin, the hired hand, who had just come back from the post office, immediately headed to the doctor, stopping at Orchard Slope along the way to send Mr. and Mrs. Barry over. Mrs. Lynde, who was there on an errand, joined him. They found Anne and Marilla frantically trying to bring Matthew back to consciousness.

Mrs. Lynde pushed them gently aside, tried his pulse, and then laid her ear over his heart. She looked at their anxious faces sorrowfully and the tears came into her eyes.

Mrs. Lynde gently moved them aside, checked his pulse, and then put her ear over his heart. She looked at their worried faces with sadness, and tears filled her eyes.

“Oh, Marilla,” she said gravely. “I don’t think—we can do anything for him.”

“Oh, Marilla,” she said seriously. “I don’t think we can do anything for him.”

“Mrs. Lynde, you don’t think—you can’t think Matthew is—is—” Anne could not say the dreadful word; she turned sick and pallid.

“Mrs. Lynde, you don’t think—you can’t think Matthew is—is—” Anne couldn't bring herself to say the terrible word; she turned pale and felt nauseous.

“Child, yes, I’m afraid of it. Look at his face. When you’ve seen that look as often as I have you’ll know what it means.”

“Child, yes, I’m scared of it. Look at his face. When you’ve seen that expression as many times as I have, you’ll understand what it means.”

Anne looked at the still face and there beheld the seal of the Great Presence.

Anne looked at the still face and saw the mark of the Great Presence.

When the doctor came he said that death had been instantaneous and probably painless, caused in all likelihood by some sudden shock. The secret of the shock was discovered to be in the paper Matthew had held and which Martin had brought from the office that morning. It contained an account of the failure of the Abbey Bank.

When the doctor arrived, he said that death had happened instantly and likely without pain, probably due to some sudden shock. The source of the shock was found to be in the paper Matthew had been holding, which Martin had brought from the office that morning. It contained a report on the failure of the Abbey Bank.

The news spread quickly through Avonlea, and all day friends and neighbours thronged Green Gables and came and went on errands of kindness for the dead and living. For the first time shy, quiet Matthew Cuthbert was a person of central importance; the white majesty of death had fallen on him and set him apart as one crowned.

The news traveled fast through Avonlea, and all day friends and neighbors filled Green Gables, coming and going with kind gestures for both the deceased and the living. For the first time, the shy, quiet Matthew Cuthbert was the focus of attention; the solemnity of death had enveloped him, marking him as someone special.

When the calm night came softly down over Green Gables the old house was hushed and tranquil. In the parlour lay Matthew Cuthbert in his coffin, his long gray hair framing his placid face on which there was a little kindly smile as if he but slept, dreaming pleasant dreams. There were flowers about him—sweet old-fashioned flowers which his mother had planted in the homestead garden in her bridal days and for which Matthew had always had a secret, wordless love. Anne had gathered them and brought them to him, her anguished, tearless eyes burning in her white face. It was the last thing she could do for him.

When the peaceful night settled gently over Green Gables, the old house was quiet and serene. In the parlor lay Matthew Cuthbert in his coffin, his long gray hair framing his calm face, which wore a small, kind smile as if he were just sleeping, dreaming sweet dreams. There were flowers around him—lovely old-fashioned blooms that his mother had planted in the homestead garden during her wedding days, and for which Matthew had always held a silent, secret affection. Anne had picked them and brought them to him, her pained, tearless eyes blazing on her pale face. It was the last thing she could do for him.

The Barrys and Mrs. Lynde stayed with them that night. Diana, going to the east gable, where Anne was standing at her window, said gently:

The Barrys and Mrs. Lynde stayed with them that night. Diana, walking to the east gable where Anne was standing at her window, said gently:

“Anne dear, would you like to have me sleep with you to-night?”

“Anne, would you like me to sleep with you tonight?”

“Thank you, Diana.” Anne looked earnestly into her friend’s face. “I think you won’t misunderstand me when I say that I want to be alone. I’m not afraid. I haven’t been alone one minute since it happened—and I want to be. I want to be quite silent and quiet and try to realize it. I can’t realize it. Half the time it seems to me that Matthew can’t be dead; and the other half it seems as if he must have been dead for a long time and I’ve had this horrible dull ache ever since.”

“Thank you, Diana.” Anne looked intently into her friend’s face. “I hope you won’t take this the wrong way when I say that I want to be alone. I’m not scared. I haven’t had a moment to myself since it happened—and I need that time. I want to be completely silent and still and try to understand it. I can’t understand it. Half the time it feels like Matthew can’t be dead; and the other half, it feels like he must have been gone for a while now, and I’ve carried this terrible dull ache ever since.”

Diana did not quite understand. Marilla’s impassioned grief, breaking all the bounds of natural reserve and lifelong habit in its stormy rush, she could comprehend better than Anne’s tearless agony. But she went away kindly, leaving Anne alone to keep her first vigil with sorrow.

Diana didn’t fully understand. She could grasp Marilla’s intense sadness, which broke through all her usual reserve and lifelong habits, more than she could Anne’s silent suffering. But she kindly left, letting Anne be alone for her first moment of dealing with grief.

Anne hoped that tears would come in solitude. It seemed to her a terrible thing that she could not shed a tear for Matthew, whom she had loved so much and who had been so kind to her, Matthew, who had walked with her last evening at sunset and was now lying in the dim room below with that awful peace on his brow. But no tears came at first, even when she knelt by her window in the darkness and prayed, looking up to the stars beyond the hills—no tears, only the same horrible dull ache of misery that kept on aching until she fell asleep, worn out with the day’s pain and excitement.

Anne hoped that tears would come when she was alone. It felt terrible to her that she couldn't cry for Matthew, the person she had loved so deeply and who had treated her with such kindness. Matthew, who had walked with her last evening at sunset, was now lying in the dim room below with that awful calm on his face. But at first, no tears came, even when she knelt by her window in the darkness and prayed, gazing up at the stars beyond the hills—no tears, just the same horrible dull ache of misery that continued to throb until she finally fell asleep, exhausted from the day's pain and excitement.

In the night she awakened, with the stillness and the darkness about her, and the recollection of the day came over her like a wave of sorrow. She could see Matthew’s face smiling at her as he had smiled when they parted at the gate that last evening—she could hear his voice saying, “My girl—my girl that I’m proud of.” Then the tears came and Anne wept her heart out. Marilla heard her and crept in to comfort her.

In the night, she woke up to the calm and darkness around her, and the memories of the day washed over her like a wave of sadness. She could picture Matthew’s face smiling at her, just as he had when they said goodbye at the gate that last evening—she could hear his voice saying, “My girl—my girl that I’m proud of.” Then the tears came, and Anne cried her heart out. Marilla heard her and quietly came in to comfort her.

“There—there—don’t cry so, dearie. It can’t bring him back. It—it—isn’t right to cry so. I knew that to-day, but I couldn’t help it then. He’d always been such a good, kind brother to me—but God knows best.”

“There, there, don’t cry so much, sweetheart. It won’t bring him back. It’s not right to cry like that. I realized that today, but I couldn’t help it back then. He’d always been such a good, kind brother to me—but God knows best.”

“Oh, just let me cry, Marilla,” sobbed Anne. “The tears don’t hurt me like that ache did. Stay here for a little while with me and keep your arm round me—so. I couldn’t have Diana stay, she’s good and kind and sweet—but it’s not her sorrow—she’s outside of it and she couldn’t come close enough to my heart to help me. It’s our sorrow—yours and mine. Oh, Marilla, what will we do without him?”

“Oh, just let me cry, Marilla,” sobbed Anne. “The tears don’t hurt like that ache did. Stay here with me for a little while and keep your arm around me—like this. I couldn’t have Diana stay; she’s good and kind and sweet—but it’s not her sorrow—she’s outside of it, and she couldn’t get close enough to my heart to help me. It’s our sorrow—yours and mine. Oh, Marilla, what will we do without him?”

“We’ve got each other, Anne. I don’t know what I’d do if you weren’t here—if you’d never come. Oh, Anne, I know I’ve been kind of strict and harsh with you maybe—but you mustn’t think I didn’t love you as well as Matthew did, for all that. I want to tell you now when I can. It’s never been easy for me to say things out of my heart, but at times like this it’s easier. I love you as dear as if you were my own flesh and blood and you’ve been my joy and comfort ever since you came to Green Gables.”

“We have each other, Anne. I don’t know what I would do if you weren’t here—if you had never come. Oh, Anne, I know I’ve been a bit strict and tough on you sometimes, but please don’t think that I didn’t love you just as much as Matthew did, despite that. I want to tell you this now while I can. It’s never been easy for me to express my feelings, but moments like this make it easier. I love you as if you were my own flesh and blood, and you’ve been my joy and comfort ever since you came to Green Gables.”

Two days afterwards they carried Matthew Cuthbert over his homestead threshold and away from the fields he had tilled and the orchards he had loved and the trees he had planted; and then Avonlea settled back to its usual placidity and even at Green Gables affairs slipped into their old groove and work was done and duties fulfilled with regularity as before, although always with the aching sense of “loss in all familiar things.” Anne, new to grief, thought it almost sad that it could be so—that they could go on in the old way without Matthew. She felt something like shame and remorse when she discovered that the sunrises behind the firs and the pale pink buds opening in the garden gave her the old inrush of gladness when she saw them—that Diana’s visits were pleasant to her and that Diana’s merry words and ways moved her to laughter and smiles—that, in brief, the beautiful world of blossom and love and friendship had lost none of its power to please her fancy and thrill her heart, that life still called to her with many insistent voices.

Two days later, they carried Matthew Cuthbert across the threshold of his home and away from the fields he had worked, the orchards he had cherished, and the trees he had planted. Then, Avonlea returned to its usual calm, and even at Green Gables, everything fell back into the same routine, with tasks completed and responsibilities met just like before, though there was always a lingering feeling of “loss in all familiar things.” Anne, feeling grief for the first time, thought it was almost sad that life could go on without Matthew. She felt a mix of shame and guilt when she realized that the sunrises shining through the fir trees and the pale pink buds blossoming in the garden still brought her the same rush of happiness as before—that Diana’s visits were enjoyable and that Diana’s cheerful words and actions made her laugh and smile—that, in short, the beautiful world of blooming flowers, love, and friendship still had the power to delight and excite her heart, that life still called to her with many persistent voices.

“It seems like disloyalty to Matthew, somehow, to find pleasure in these things now that he has gone,” she said wistfully to Mrs. Allan one evening when they were together in the manse garden. “I miss him so much—all the time—and yet, Mrs. Allan, the world and life seem very beautiful and interesting to me for all. To-day Diana said something funny and I found myself laughing. I thought when it happened I could never laugh again. And it somehow seems as if I oughtn’t to.”

“It feels like I’m being disloyal to Matthew to enjoy these things now that he’s gone,” she said with a touch of sadness to Mrs. Allan one evening while they were in the manse garden. “I miss him so much—constantly—and yet, Mrs. Allan, the world and life still seem beautiful and interesting to me. Today, Diana said something funny, and I actually laughed. I thought that when that happened, I would never laugh again. And it feels like I shouldn’t.”

“When Matthew was here he liked to hear you laugh and he liked to know that you found pleasure in the pleasant things around you,” said Mrs. Allan gently. “He is just away now; and he likes to know it just the same. I am sure we should not shut our hearts against the healing influences that nature offers us. But I understand your feeling. I think we all experience the same thing. We resent the thought that anything can please us when some one we love is no longer here to share the pleasure with us, and we almost feel as if we were unfaithful to our sorrow when we find our interest in life returning to us.”

“Matthew loved hearing you laugh and wanted to know that you enjoyed the lovely things around you,” Mrs. Allan said gently. “He’s just away right now, and he still likes to know that. I’m sure we shouldn't close ourselves off from the healing power of nature. But I get how you feel. I think we all go through this. We resist the idea that anything can bring us joy when someone we love isn’t here to share it with us, and it feels like we’re betraying our grief when we feel our interest in life coming back.”

“I was down to the graveyard to plant a rose-bush on Matthew’s grave this afternoon,” said Anne dreamily. “I took a slip of the little white Scotch rose-bush his mother brought out from Scotland long ago; Matthew always liked those roses the best—they were so small and sweet on their thorny stems. It made me feel glad that I could plant it by his grave—as if I were doing something that must please him in taking it there to be near him. I hope he has roses like them in heaven. Perhaps the souls of all those little white roses that he has loved so many summers were all there to meet him. I must go home now. Marilla is all alone and she gets lonely at twilight.”

“I went to the graveyard this afternoon to plant a rose bush on Matthew’s grave,” Anne said dreamily. “I took a cutting from the little white Scotch rose bush his mother brought over from Scotland long ago; Matthew always liked those roses the best—they were so small and sweet on their thorny stems. It made me feel happy that I could plant it by his grave—as if I were doing something that would make him smile by taking it there to be close to him. I hope he has roses like those in heaven. Maybe the souls of all those little white roses he loved for so many summers were there to welcome him. I should head home now. Marilla is all by herself and she gets lonely at twilight.”

“She will be lonelier still, I fear, when you go away again to college,” said Mrs. Allan.

“She will be even lonelier, I worry, when you leave for college again,” said Mrs. Allan.

Anne did not reply; she said good night and went slowly back to Green Gables. Marilla was sitting on the front door-steps and Anne sat down beside her. The door was open behind them, held back by a big pink conch shell with hints of sea sunsets in its smooth inner convolutions.

Anne didn't respond; she said good night and walked slowly back to Green Gables. Marilla was sitting on the front steps, and Anne sat down next to her. The door was open behind them, propped open by a large pink conch shell with traces of sea sunsets in its smooth inner curves.

Anne gathered some sprays of pale yellow honeysuckle and put them in her hair. She liked the delicious hint of fragrance, as of some aerial benediction, above her every time she moved.

Anne picked some sprigs of pale yellow honeysuckle and tucked them in her hair. She enjoyed the sweet hint of fragrance, like a heavenly blessing, wafting above her every time she moved.

“Doctor Spencer was here while you were away,” Marilla said. “He says that the specialist will be in town to-morrow and he insists that I must go in and have my eyes examined. I suppose I’d better go and have it over. I’ll be more than thankful if the man can give me the right kind of glasses to suit my eyes. You won’t mind staying here alone while I’m away, will you? Martin will have to drive me in and there’s ironing and baking to do.”

“Doctor Spencer was here while you were gone,” Marilla said. “He says the specialist will be in town tomorrow and insists that I need to go in and get my eyes checked. I guess I should just get it done. I’ll be really grateful if the guy can give me the right kind of glasses for my eyes. You don’t mind staying here by yourself while I’m gone, do you? Martin will have to drive me in, and there’s ironing and baking to take care of.”

“I shall be all right. Diana will come over for company for me. I shall attend to the ironing and baking beautifully—you needn’t fear that I’ll starch the handkerchiefs or flavour the cake with liniment.”

“I’ll be fine. Diana will come over to keep me company. I’ll take care of the ironing and baking just fine—you don’t have to worry about me starching the handkerchiefs or ruining the cake with liniment.”

Marilla laughed.

Marilla chuckled.

“What a girl you were for making mistakes in them days, Anne. You were always getting into scrapes. I did use to think you were possessed. Do you mind the time you dyed your hair?”

“What a girl you were for making mistakes back then, Anne. You were always getting into trouble. I used to think you were possessed. Do you remember the time you dyed your hair?”

“Yes, indeed. I shall never forget it,” smiled Anne, touching the heavy braid of hair that was wound about her shapely head. “I laugh a little now sometimes when I think what a worry my hair used to be to me—but I don’t laugh much, because it was a very real trouble then. I did suffer terribly over my hair and my freckles. My freckles are really gone; and people are nice enough to tell me my hair is auburn now—all but Josie Pye. She informed me yesterday that she really thought it was redder than ever, or at least my black dress made it look redder, and she asked me if people who had red hair ever got used to having it. Marilla, I’ve almost decided to give up trying to like Josie Pye. I’ve made what I would once have called a heroic effort to like her, but Josie Pye won’t be liked.”

“Yes, definitely. I’ll never forget it,” Anne smiled, running her fingers through the thick braid of hair wrapped around her pretty head. “I do chuckle a bit now when I remember how much my hair used to stress me out—but I don’t laugh a lot, because it was really a significant issue back then. I seriously struggled with my hair and my freckles. My freckles have mostly faded; and people are kind enough to tell me my hair is auburn now—all except for Josie Pye. She told me yesterday that she actually thought it looked redder than ever, or maybe my black dress made it look more red, and she asked if people with red hair ever got used to it. Marilla, I’ve almost decided to stop trying to like Josie Pye. I’ve made what I would have once called a heroic effort to like her, but Josie Pye just won’t be liked.”

“Josie is a Pye,” said Marilla sharply, “so she can’t help being disagreeable. I suppose people of that kind serve some useful purpose in society, but I must say I don’t know what it is any more than I know the use of thistles. Is Josie going to teach?”

“Josie is a Pye,” Marilla said sharply, “so she can’t help being disagreeable. I guess people like that have some useful role in society, but honestly, I have no idea what it is, just like I don’t know the purpose of thistles. Is Josie going to be teaching?”

“No, she is going back to Queen’s next year. So are Moody Spurgeon and Charlie Sloane. Jane and Ruby are going to teach and they have both got schools—Jane at Newbridge and Ruby at some place up west.”

“No, she’s going back to Queen’s next year. So are Moody Spurgeon and Charlie Sloane. Jane and Ruby are going to teach, and they both have schools—Jane at Newbridge and Ruby at some place up west.”

“Gilbert Blythe is going to teach too, isn’t he?”

“Gilbert Blythe is going to teach too, right?”

“Yes”—briefly.

"Yeah"—briefly.

“What a nice-looking young fellow he is,” said Marilla absently. “I saw him in church last Sunday and he seemed so tall and manly. He looks a lot like his father did at the same age. John Blythe was a nice boy. We used to be real good friends, he and I. People called him my beau.”

“What a good-looking young guy he is,” Marilla said thoughtfully. “I saw him in church last Sunday, and he seemed really tall and confident. He looks a lot like his dad did at that age. John Blythe was a great guy. We used to be really good friends, he and I. People called him my boyfriend.”

Anne looked up with swift interest.

Anne looked up with quick curiosity.

“Oh, Marilla—and what happened?—why didn’t you—”

“Oh, Marilla—and what happened?—why didn’t you—”

“We had a quarrel. I wouldn’t forgive him when he asked me to. I meant to, after awhile—but I was sulky and angry and I wanted to punish him first. He never came back—the Blythes were all mighty independent. But I always felt—rather sorry. I’ve always kind of wished I’d forgiven him when I had the chance.”

“We had a fight. I wouldn’t forgive him when he asked me to. I intended to, after a while—but I was sulky and angry and wanted to punish him first. He never returned— the Blythes were all really independent. But I always felt—kind of sorry. I’ve always wished I’d forgiven him when I had the chance.”

“So you’ve had a bit of romance in your life, too,” said Anne softly.

“So you’ve had a little romance in your life, too,” Anne said quietly.

“Yes, I suppose you might call it that. You wouldn’t think so to look at me, would you? But you never can tell about people from their outsides. Everybody has forgot about me and John. I’d forgotten myself. But it all came back to me when I saw Gilbert last Sunday.”

“Yes, I guess you could say that. You wouldn’t think so if you saw me, right? But you never can tell about people just by their appearance. Everyone has forgotten about me and John. I’d forgotten too. But it all came rushing back when I saw Gilbert last Sunday.”


CHAPTER XXXVIII.
THE BEND IN THE ROAD
THE CURVE IN THE ROAD

Marilla went to town the next day and returned in the evening. Anne had gone over to Orchard Slope with Diana and came back to find Marilla in the kitchen, sitting by the table with her head leaning on her hand. Something in her dejected attitude struck a chill to Anne’s heart. She had never seen Marilla sit limply inert like that.

Marilla went to town the next day and returned in the evening. Anne had gone over to Orchard Slope with Diana and came back to find Marilla in the kitchen, sitting at the table with her head resting on her hand. Something about her sad posture sent a chill through Anne’s heart. She had never seen Marilla looking so lifeless like that.

“Are you very tired, Marilla?”

“Are you really tired, Marilla?”

“Yes—no—I don’t know,” said Marilla wearily, looking up. “I suppose I am tired but I haven’t thought about it. It’s not that.”

“Yeah—no—I don’t know,” Marilla said wearily, looking up. “I guess I’m just tired, but I haven’t really thought about it. It’s not that.”

“Did you see the oculist? What did he say?” asked Anne anxiously.

“Did you see the eye doctor? What did he say?” asked Anne anxiously.

“Yes, I saw him. He examined my eyes. He says that if I give up all reading and sewing entirely and any kind of work that strains the eyes, and if I’m careful not to cry, and if I wear the glasses he’s given me he thinks my eyes may not get any worse and my headaches will be cured. But if I don’t he says I’ll certainly be stone blind in six months. Blind! Anne, just think of it!”

“Yes, I saw him. He looked at my eyes. He says that if I stop all reading and sewing completely, and any kind of work that puts a strain on my eyes, and if I’m careful not to cry, and if I wear the glasses he gave me, he thinks my eyes might not get any worse and my headaches will be fixed. But if I don’t, he says I’ll definitely be completely blind in six months. Blind! Anne, just think about it!”

For a minute Anne, after her first quick exclamation of dismay, was silent. It seemed to her that she could not speak. Then she said bravely, but with a catch in her voice:

For a moment, Anne, after her initial quick gasp of shock, was quiet. It felt like she could not find the words. Then she spoke bravely, but there was a tremor in her voice:

“Marilla, don’t think of it. You know he has given you hope. If you are careful you won’t lose your sight altogether; and if his glasses cure your headaches it will be a great thing.”

“Marilla, don't even think about it. You know he has given you hope. If you're careful, you won’t completely lose your sight; and if his glasses help with your headaches, that will be amazing.”

“I don’t call it much hope,” said Marilla bitterly. “What am I to live for if I can’t read or sew or do anything like that? I might as well be blind—or dead. And as for crying, I can’t help that when I get lonesome. But there, it’s no good talking about it. If you’ll get me a cup of tea I’ll be thankful. I’m about done out. Don’t say anything about this to any one for a spell yet, anyway. I can’t bear that folks should come here to question and sympathize and talk about it.”

“I don’t really see it as hope,” Marilla said bitterly. “What do I have to live for if I can’t read, sew, or do anything like that? I might as well be blind—or dead. And as for crying, I can’t help it when I feel lonely. But there’s no point in talking about it. If you could get me a cup of tea, I’d appreciate it. I’m really worn out. Please don’t mention this to anyone for a while. I can’t stand the thought of people coming here to question, sympathize, and talk about it.”

When Marilla had eaten her lunch Anne persuaded her to go to bed. Then Anne went herself to the east gable and sat down by her window in the darkness alone with her tears and her heaviness of heart. How sadly things had changed since she had sat there the night after coming home! Then she had been full of hope and joy and the future had looked rosy with promise. Anne felt as if she had lived years since then, but before she went to bed there was a smile on her lips and peace in her heart. She had looked her duty courageously in the face and found it a friend—as duty ever is when we meet it frankly.

When Marilla finished her lunch, Anne convinced her to go to bed. After that, Anne went to the east gable and sat by her window in the darkness, alone with her tears and her heavy heart. How sadly things had changed since she sat there the night she came home! Back then, she was full of hope and joy, and the future seemed bright with possibilities. Anne felt like she had lived for years since then, but before she went to bed, she had a smile on her lips and peace in her heart. She had faced her responsibilities bravely and found them to be a friend—just as duty always is when we confront it openly.

One afternoon a few days later Marilla came slowly in from the yard where she had been talking to a caller—a man whom Anne knew by sight as John Sadler from Carmody. Anne wondered what he could have been saying to bring that look to Marilla’s face.

One afternoon a few days later, Marilla came in slowly from the yard where she had been talking to a visitor—a man Anne recognized as John Sadler from Carmody. Anne wondered what he could have said to make Marilla look like that.

“What did Mr. Sadler want, Marilla?”

"What did Mr. Sadler want, Marilla?"

Marilla sat down by the window and looked at Anne. There were tears in her eyes in defiance of the oculist’s prohibition and her voice broke as she said:

Marilla sat down by the window and looked at Anne. There were tears in her eyes despite the eye doctor’s warning, and her voice cracked as she said:

“He heard that I was going to sell Green Gables and he wants to buy it.”

“He heard that I was going to sell Green Gables, and he wants to buy it.”

“Buy it! Buy Green Gables?” Anne wondered if she had heard aright. “Oh, Marilla, you don’t mean to sell Green Gables!”

“Buy it! Buy Green Gables?” Anne wondered if she had heard correctly. “Oh, Marilla, you can’t be serious about selling Green Gables!”

“Anne, I don’t know what else is to be done. I’ve thought it all over. If my eyes were strong I could stay here and make out to look after things and manage, with a good hired man. But as it is I can’t. I may lose my sight altogether; and anyway I’ll not be fit to run things. Oh, I never thought I’d live to see the day when I’d have to sell my home. But things would only go behind worse and worse all the time, till nobody would want to buy it. Every cent of our money went in that bank; and there’s some notes Matthew gave last fall to pay. Mrs. Lynde advises me to sell the farm and board somewhere—with her I suppose. It won’t bring much—it’s small and the buildings are old. But it’ll be enough for me to live on I reckon. I’m thankful you’re provided for with that scholarship, Anne. I’m sorry you won’t have a home to come to in your vacations, that’s all, but I suppose you’ll manage somehow.”

“Anne, I don't know what else we can do. I've thought it all through. If my eyes were working properly, I could stay here and try to keep things together with a good hired hand. But I can't. I might lose my sight completely, and anyway, I won't be able to manage things. Oh, I never thought I’d live to see the day when I’d have to sell my home. But things would just get worse and worse until no one would want to buy it. Every penny of our money went into that bank; and there are some notes Matthew signed last fall that need to be paid. Mrs. Lynde suggests I sell the farm and find a place to board—probably with her. It won’t sell for much—it’s small and the buildings are old. But I think it’ll be enough for me to live on. I’m glad you have that scholarship, Anne. I feel bad that you won’t have a home to come back to during your vacations, but I guess you’ll figure something out.”

Marilla broke down and wept bitterly.

Marilla broke down and cried hard.

“You mustn’t sell Green Gables,” said Anne resolutely.

“You can’t sell Green Gables,” Anne said firmly.

“Oh, Anne, I wish I didn’t have to. But you can see for yourself. I can’t stay here alone. I’d go crazy with trouble and loneliness. And my sight would go—I know it would.”

“Oh, Anne, I really wish I didn’t have to. But you can see for yourself. I can’t stay here by myself. I’d go insane from all the trouble and loneliness. And my eyesight would go—I know it would.”

“You won’t have to stay here alone, Marilla. I’ll be with you. I’m not going to Redmond.”

“You won’t have to be here alone, Marilla. I’ll be here with you. I’m not going to Redmond.”

“Not going to Redmond!” Marilla lifted her worn face from her hands and looked at Anne. “Why, what do you mean?”

“Not going to Redmond!” Marilla raised her tired face from her hands and looked at Anne. “What do you mean?”

“Just what I say. I’m not going to take the scholarship. I decided so the night after you came home from town. You surely don’t think I could leave you alone in your trouble, Marilla, after all you’ve done for me. I’ve been thinking and planning. Let me tell you my plans. Mr. Barry wants to rent the farm for next year. So you won’t have any bother over that. And I’m going to teach. I’ve applied for the school here—but I don’t expect to get it for I understand the trustees have promised it to Gilbert Blythe. But I can have the Carmody school—Mr. Blair told me so last night at the store. Of course that won’t be quite as nice or convenient as if I had the Avonlea school. But I can board home and drive myself over to Carmody and back, in the warm weather at least. And even in winter I can come home Fridays. We’ll keep a horse for that. Oh, I have it all planned out, Marilla. And I’ll read to you and keep you cheered up. You sha’n’t be dull or lonesome. And we’ll be real cosy and happy here together, you and I.”

“Just what I meant. I'm not going to take the scholarship. I decided that the night after you got home from town. You can’t possibly think I’d leave you to handle your problems alone, Marilla, after everything you’ve done for me. I’ve been thinking and planning. Let me share my plans. Mr. Barry wants to rent the farm for next year, so you won’t have to worry about that. And I’m going to teach. I’ve applied for the school here, but I don’t expect to get it because I hear the trustees promised it to Gilbert Blythe. But I can take the Carmody school—Mr. Blair told me that last night at the store. Of course, that won’t be quite as nice or convenient as having the Avonlea school. But I can board at home and drive myself back and forth to Carmody during the warmer months, at least. And even in winter, I can come home on Fridays. We’ll keep a horse for that. Oh, I have it all figured out, Marilla. I’ll read to you and keep you cheerful. You won’t be bored or lonely. We’ll make things really cozy and happy here together, just you and me.”

Marilla had listened like a woman in a dream.

Marilla had listened as if she were in a dream.

“Oh, Anne, I could get on real well if you were here, I know. But I can’t let you sacrifice yourself so for me. It would be terrible.”

“Oh, Anne, I’d do really well if you were here, I know. But I can’t let you sacrifice yourself like that for me. It would be awful.”

“Nonsense!” Anne laughed merrily. “There is no sacrifice. Nothing could be worse than giving up Green Gables—nothing could hurt me more. We must keep the dear old place. My mind is quite made up, Marilla. I’m not going to Redmond; and I am going to stay here and teach. Don’t you worry about me a bit.”

“Nonsense!” Anne laughed happily. “There’s no sacrifice. Nothing could be worse than giving up Green Gables—nothing could hurt me more. We have to keep the dear old place. I’ve made up my mind, Marilla. I’m not going to Redmond; and I am going to stay here and teach. Don’t you worry about me at all.”

“But your ambitions—and—”

“But your goals—and—”

“I’m just as ambitious as ever. Only, I’ve changed the object of my ambitions. I’m going to be a good teacher—and I’m going to save your eyesight. Besides, I mean to study at home here and take a little college course all by myself. Oh, I’ve dozens of plans, Marilla. I’ve been thinking them out for a week. I shall give life here my best, and I believe it will give its best to me in return. When I left Queen’s my future seemed to stretch out before me like a straight road. I thought I could see along it for many a milestone. Now there is a bend in it. I don’t know what lies around the bend, but I’m going to believe that the best does. It has a fascination of its own, that bend, Marilla. I wonder how the road beyond it goes—what there is of green glory and soft, checkered light and shadows—what new landscapes—what new beauties—what curves and hills and valleys further on.”

“I’m just as ambitious as ever. It’s just that I’ve shifted my focus. I’m going to be a great teacher—and I’m going to save your eyesight. Plus, I plan to study at home and take a few college courses on my own. Oh, I have tons of ideas, Marilla. I’ve been working them out for a week. I’m going to give my all to life here, and I believe it will give its all back to me. When I left Queen’s, my future seemed to stretch out before me like a straight road. I thought I could see many milestones along it. Now there’s a curve in it. I don’t know what’s around the bend, but I’m going to believe that the best is ahead. That bend has its own appeal, Marilla. I wonder how the road looks beyond it—what kind of green beauty and soft, dappled light and shadows there are—what new landscapes—what new wonders—what twists and hills and valleys lie ahead.”

“I don’t feel as if I ought to let you give it up,” said Marilla, referring to the scholarship.

“I don’t think I should let you give it up,” said Marilla, referring to the scholarship.

“But you can’t prevent me. I’m sixteen and a half, ‘obstinate as a mule,’ as Mrs. Lynde once told me,” laughed Anne. “Oh, Marilla, don’t you go pitying me. I don’t like to be pitied, and there is no need for it. I’m heart glad over the very thought of staying at dear Green Gables. Nobody could love it as you and I do—so we must keep it.”

“But you can't stop me. I’m sixteen and a half, ‘stubborn as a mule,’ as Mrs. Lynde once said,” laughed Anne. “Oh, Marilla, don’t start feeling sorry for me. I don’t like being pitied, and there’s no reason for it. I’m so happy just thinking about staying at dear Green Gables. Nobody loves it as much as you and I do—so we have to keep it.”

“You blessed girl!” said Marilla, yielding. “I feel as if you’d given me new life. I guess I ought to stick out and make you go to college—but I know I can’t, so I ain’t going to try. I’ll make it up to you though, Anne.”

“You blessed girl!" said Marilla, giving in. "I feel like you’ve given me a fresh start. I suppose I should stand my ground and force you to go to college—but I know I can’t, so I’m not going to try. I’ll make it up to you though, Anne.”

When it became noised abroad in Avonlea that Anne Shirley had given up the idea of going to college and intended to stay home and teach there was a good deal of discussion over it. Most of the good folks, not knowing about Marilla’s eyes, thought she was foolish. Mrs. Allan did not. She told Anne so in approving words that brought tears of pleasure to the girl’s eyes. Neither did good Mrs. Lynde. She came up one evening and found Anne and Marilla sitting at the front door in the warm, scented summer dusk. They liked to sit there when the twilight came down and the white moths flew about in the garden and the odour of mint filled the dewy air.

When everyone in Avonlea heard that Anne Shirley had decided not to go to college and instead planned to stay home and teach, there was quite a bit of talk about it. Most of the good people, not knowing about Marilla’s eyes, thought she was being foolish. Mrs. Allan didn’t think so. She told Anne that in kind words that brought tears of joy to the girl’s eyes. Neither did kind Mrs. Lynde. One evening, she came by and found Anne and Marilla sitting on the front porch in the warm, fragrant summer dusk. They loved to sit there as twilight fell, watching the white moths flutter around in the garden while the smell of mint filled the cool evening air.

Mrs. Rachel deposited her substantial person upon the stone bench by the door, behind which grew a row of tall pink and yellow hollyhocks, with a long breath of mingled weariness and relief.

Mrs. Rachel settled her large frame onto the stone bench by the door, behind which a row of tall pink and yellow hollyhocks grew, letting out a long sigh of both exhaustion and relief.

“I declare I’m glad to sit down. I’ve been on my feet all day, and two hundred pounds is a good bit for two feet to carry round. It’s a great blessing not to be fat, Marilla. I hope you appreciate it. Well, Anne, I hear you’ve given up your notion of going to college. I was real glad to hear it. You’ve got as much education now as a woman can be comfortable with. I don’t believe in girls going to college with the men and cramming their heads full of Latin and Greek and all that nonsense.”

“I’m really glad to sit down. I’ve been on my feet all day, and two hundred pounds is quite a lot for two feet to carry around. It’s a huge blessing not to be overweight, Marilla. I hope you appreciate it. Well, Anne, I hear you’ve given up on the idea of going to college. I was really pleased to hear that. You’ve got as much education now as a woman can be comfortable with. I don’t think girls should go to college with the guys and stuff their heads full of Latin and Greek and all that nonsense.”

“But I’m going to study Latin and Greek just the same, Mrs. Lynde,” said Anne laughing. “I’m going to take my Arts course right here at Green Gables, and study everything that I would at college.”

“But I’m still going to study Latin and Greek, Mrs. Lynde,” Anne said with a laugh. “I’m going to take my Arts course right here at Green Gables and learn everything I would at college.”

Mrs. Lynde lifted her hands in holy horror.

Mrs. Lynde raised her hands in shocked disbelief.

“Anne Shirley, you’ll kill yourself.”

“Anne Shirley, you’ll hurt yourself.”

“Not a bit of it. I shall thrive on it. Oh, I’m not going to overdo things. As ‘Josiah Allen’s wife’ says, I shall be ‘mejum.’ But I’ll have lots of spare time in the long winter evenings, and I’ve no vocation for fancy work. I’m going to teach over at Carmody, you know.”

“Not at all. I’m going to thrive on it. Oh, I’m not going to go overboard. As ‘Josiah Allen’s wife’ says, I’ll be ‘moderate.’ But I’ll have plenty of free time during the long winter evenings, and I’m not into arts and crafts. I’m going to teach over at Carmody, you know.”

“I don’t know it. I guess you’re going to teach right here in Avonlea. The trustees have decided to give you the school.”

“I don't know. I guess you're going to teach right here in Avonlea. The trustees have decided to give you the school.”

“Mrs. Lynde!” cried Anne, springing to her feet in her surprise. “Why, I thought they had promised it to Gilbert Blythe!”

“Mrs. Lynde!” Anne exclaimed, jumping to her feet in astonishment. “I thought they had promised it to Gilbert Blythe!”

“So they did. But as soon as Gilbert heard that you had applied for it he went to them—they had a business meeting at the school last night, you know—and told them that he withdrew his application, and suggested that they accept yours. He said he was going to teach at White Sands. Of course he gave up the school just to oblige you, because he knew how much you wanted to stay with Marilla, and I must say I think it was real kind and thoughtful in him, that’s what. Real self-sacrificing, too, for he’ll have his board to pay at White Sands, and everybody knows he’s got to earn his own way through college. So the trustees decided to take you. I was tickled to death when Thomas came home and told me.”

“So they did. But as soon as Gilbert heard that you had applied for it, he went to them—they had a business meeting at the school last night, you know—and told them that he was withdrawing his application and suggested that they accept yours. He said he was going to teach at White Sands. Of course, he gave up the school just to help you out because he knew how much you wanted to stay with Marilla, and I must say I think it was really kind and considerate of him. Truly self-sacrificing too, since he’ll have to pay for his own living at White Sands, and everyone knows he has to earn his way through college. So the trustees decided to take you. I was thrilled to bits when Thomas came home and told me.”

“I don’t feel that I ought to take it,” murmured Anne. “I mean—I don’t think I ought to let Gilbert make such a sacrifice for—for me.”

“I don’t think I should take it,” murmured Anne. “I mean—I don’t think I should let Gilbert make such a sacrifice for—for me.”

“I guess you can’t prevent him now. He’s signed papers with the White Sands trustees. So it wouldn’t do him any good now if you were to refuse. Of course you’ll take the school. You’ll get along all right, now that there are no Pyes going. Josie was the last of them, and a good thing she was, that’s what. There’s been some Pye or other going to Avonlea school for the last twenty years, and I guess their mission in life was to keep school-teachers reminded that earth isn’t their home. Bless my heart! What does all that winking and blinking at the Barry gable mean?”

“I guess you can’t stop him now. He’s signed papers with the White Sands trustees. So it wouldn’t help if you refused now. Of course you’ll take the school. You’ll manage just fine now that there are no Pyes around. Josie was the last of them, and that’s a good thing. There’s been some Pye or another at Avonlea school for the last twenty years, and I think their mission in life was to remind teachers that this world isn’t their home. Goodness! What’s with all that winking and blinking at the Barry gable?”

“Diana is signalling for me to go over,” laughed Anne. “You know we keep up the old custom. Excuse me while I run over and see what she wants.”

“Diana is waving me over,” laughed Anne. “You know we stick to the old tradition. Excuse me while I go over and see what she needs.”

Anne ran down the clover slope like a deer, and disappeared in the firry shadows of the Haunted Wood. Mrs. Lynde looked after her indulgently.

Anne ran down the clover slope like a deer and vanished into the shadowy fir trees of the Haunted Wood. Mrs. Lynde watched her with a fond expression.

“There’s a good deal of the child about her yet in some ways.”

“There’s still a lot of the child in her in some ways.”

“There’s a good deal more of the woman about her in others,” retorted Marilla, with a momentary return of her old crispness.

“There’s a lot more of the woman in her when it comes to others,” replied Marilla, with a brief flash of her old sharpness.

But crispness was no longer Marilla’s distinguishing characteristic. As Mrs. Lynde told her Thomas that night,

But sharpness was no longer Marilla’s defining trait. As Mrs. Lynde told Thomas that night,

“Marilla Cuthbert has got mellow. That’s what.”

“Marilla Cuthbert has gotten mellow. That’s what.”

Anne went to the little Avonlea graveyard the next evening to put fresh flowers on Matthew’s grave and water the Scotch rose-bush. She lingered there until dusk, liking the peace and calm of the little place, with its poplars whose rustle was like low, friendly speech, and its whispering grasses growing at will among the graves. When she finally left it and walked down the long hill that sloped to the Lake of Shining Waters it was past sunset and all Avonlea lay before her in a dreamlike afterlight—“a haunt of ancient peace.” There was a freshness in the air as of a wind that had blown over honey-sweet fields of clover. Home lights twinkled out here and there among the homestead trees. Beyond lay the sea, misty and purple, with its haunting, unceasing murmur. The west was a glory of soft mingled hues, and the pond reflected them all in still softer shadings. The beauty of it all thrilled Anne’s heart, and she gratefully opened the gates of her soul to it.

Anne went to the small Avonlea graveyard the next evening to place fresh flowers on Matthew’s grave and water the Scotch rosebush. She stayed there until dusk, enjoying the peace and calm of the spot, with its poplars whose rustling sounded like quiet, friendly conversations, and its whispering grasses growing freely among the graves. When she finally left and walked down the long hill toward the Lake of Shining Waters, it was past sunset and all of Avonlea lay before her in a dreamy afterglow—“a haunt of ancient peace.” The air felt fresh, as if a wind had blown over sweet-smelling fields of clover. Lights in homes twinkled here and there among the trees. Beyond, the sea stretched out, misty and purple, with its haunting, constant murmur. The west was filled with a beautiful blend of soft colors, and the pond mirrored them in even softer shades. The whole scene filled Anne’s heart with joy, and she gratefully opened her soul to it.

“Dear old world,” she murmured, “you are very lovely, and I am glad to be alive in you.”

“Dear old world,” she whispered, “you are so beautiful, and I’m really happy to be alive in you.”

Half-way down the hill a tall lad came whistling out of a gate before the Blythe homestead. It was Gilbert, and the whistle died on his lips as he recognized Anne. He lifted his cap courteously, but he would have passed on in silence, if Anne had not stopped and held out her hand.

Halfway down the hill, a tall guy came whistling out of a gate in front of the Blythe house. It was Gilbert, and his whistle faded as soon as he saw Anne. He politely tipped his cap, but he would have walked past silently if Anne hadn't stopped and reached out her hand.

“Gilbert,” she said, with scarlet cheeks, “I want to thank you for giving up the school for me. It was very good of you—and I want you to know that I appreciate it.”

“Gilbert,” she said, her cheeks bright red, “I want to thank you for giving up the school for me. That was really generous of you—and I want you to know that I appreciate it.”

Gilbert took the offered hand eagerly.

Gilbert eagerly took the hand that was offered.

“It wasn’t particularly good of me at all, Anne. I was pleased to be able to do you some small service. Are we going to be friends after this? Have you really forgiven me my old fault?”

“It wasn’t very nice of me at all, Anne. I was glad to be able to do you a small favor. Are we going to be friends after this? Have you really forgiven me for my past mistake?”

Anne laughed and tried unsuccessfully to withdraw her hand.

Anne laughed and tried to pull her hand away, but wasn't able to.

“I forgave you that day by the pond landing, although I didn’t know it. What a stubborn little goose I was. I’ve been—I may as well make a complete confession—I’ve been sorry ever since.”

“I forgave you that day by the pond landing, even though I didn't realize it at the time. What a stubborn little goose I was. I've been—I might as well confess everything—I've felt sorry ever since.”

“We are going to be the best of friends,” said Gilbert, jubilantly. “We were born to be good friends, Anne. You’ve thwarted destiny long enough. I know we can help each other in many ways. You are going to keep up your studies, aren’t you? So am I. Come, I’m going to walk home with you.”

“We’re going to be the best of friends,” Gilbert said happily. “We were meant to be good friends, Anne. You’ve fought against fate long enough. I know we can support each other in so many ways. You’re going to keep up with your studies, right? So will I. Come on, I’m going to walk home with you.”

“‘Come, I’m going to walk home with you.’”
“‘Come, I’m going to walk home with you.’”

Marilla looked curiously at Anne when the latter entered the kitchen.

Marilla looked at Anne with curiosity when she walked into the kitchen.

“Who was that came up the lane with you, Anne?”

“Who was it that came up the lane with you, Anne?”

“Gilbert Blythe,” answered Anne, vexed to find herself blushing. “I met him on Barry’s hill.”

“Gilbert Blythe,” Anne replied, annoyed to find herself blushing. “I met him on Barry’s hill.”

“I didn’t think you and Gilbert Blythe were such good friends that you’d stand for half an hour at the gate talking to him,” said Marilla, with a dry smile.

“I didn’t know you and Gilbert Blythe were such good friends that you’d stand at the gate talking to him for half an hour,” Marilla said with a dry smile.

“We haven’t been—we’ve been good enemies. But we have decided that it will be much more sensible to be good friends in future. Were we really there half an hour? It seemed just a few minutes. But, you see, we have five years’ lost conversations to catch up with, Marilla.”

“We haven’t been—we’ve been decent rivals. But we’ve decided that it would be much smarter to be good friends from now on. Were we really talking for half an hour? It felt like just a few minutes. But you see, we have five years’ worth of lost conversations to catch up on, Marilla.”

Anne sat long at her window that night companioned by a glad content. The wind purred softly in the cherry boughs, and the mint breaths came up to her. The stars twinkled over the pointed firs in the hollow and Diana’s light gleamed through the old gap.

Anne sat for a long time at her window that night, feeling a warm sense of happiness. The wind softly rustled the cherry branches, and the fresh scents of mint drifted up to her. The stars sparkled above the pointed fir trees in the valley, and Diana’s light shone through the old gap.

Anne’s horizons had closed in since the night she had sat there after coming home from Queen’s; but if the path set before her feet was to be narrow she knew that flowers of quiet happiness would bloom along it. The joys of sincere work and worthy aspiration and congenial friendship were to be hers; nothing could rob her of her birthright of fancy or her ideal world of dreams. And there was always the bend in the road!

Anne's world had shrunk since the night she sat there after coming home from Queen’s; but even if the path ahead seemed limited, she knew that small joys of quiet happiness would grow along the way. She would have the pleasures of meaningful work, ambitious goals, and true friendships; nothing could take away her right to imagination or her dreamlike ideal world. And there was always the curve in the road!

“‘God’s in his heaven, all’s right with the world,’” whispered Anne softly.

“‘God’s in his heaven, all’s right with the world,’” whispered Anne softly.

THE END.

THE END.


Transcriber’s Note:

Transcriber's Note:

The spelling and hyphenation of the original text have been retained. In some cases, the spelling and hyphenation of the original text are inconsistent.

The spelling and hyphenation of the original text have been kept. In some cases, the spelling and hyphenation of the original text are inconsistent.

In Chapter 17, there is a letter with three intentional misspellings, which are retained:

In Chapter 17, there's a letter with three intentional misspellings, which are kept:

  • comune (instead of commune)
  • busum (instead of bosom)
  • improoving (instead of improving)

Corrections have been applied to the following errors in the text:

Corrections have been made to the following errors in the text:

  • Table of Contents, Ch. 1 and Ch. 9
    Rachael changed to
    Rachel
  • Chapter 1.
    “Rachel Lynde’s husband— changed to
    “Rachel Lynde’s husband”—
  • Chapter 8.
    echo lived there changed to
    echo lived there.
  • Chapter 16.
    to forget, said Anne. changed to
    to forget,” said Anne.
  • Chapter 20.
    did she resent the license changed to
    did she repent the license
  • Chapter 32.
    Spurgeon stayed resolutely away changed to
    Spurgeon stayed resolutely away.
  • Chapter 38.
    told her Thomas that night. changed to
    told her Thomas that night,

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