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The Little Lady of the Big House
by
by
Jack London
Author of “The Valley of the Moon,”
“The Star Rover,” “The Sea Wolf,”
Etc.
Author of “The Valley of the Moon,”
“The Star Rover,” “The Sea Wolf,”
Etc.
Chapter I
He awoke in the dark. His awakening was simple, easy, without movement save for the eyes that opened and made him aware of darkness. Unlike most, who must feel and grope and listen to, and contact with, the world about them, he knew himself on the moment of awakening, instantly identifying himself in time and place and personality. After the lapsed hours of sleep he took up, without effort, the interrupted tale of his days. He knew himself to be Dick Forrest, the master of broad acres, who had fallen asleep hours before after drowsily putting a match between the pages of “Road Town” and pressing off the electric reading lamp.
He woke up in the dark. His awakening was straightforward and easy, with no movement except for his eyes opening and bringing him into awareness of the darkness. Unlike most people, who have to feel around, listen, and connect with the world around them, he recognized himself right away as he woke up, instantly knowing his time, place, and identity. After the hours of sleep he'd been in, he effortlessly picked up the interrupted story of his life. He knew he was Dick Forrest, the owner of large estates, who had fallen asleep hours earlier after lazily putting a match between the pages of “Road Town” and turning off the electric reading lamp.
Near at hand there was the ripple and gurgle of some sleepy fountain. From far off, so faint and far that only a keen ear could catch, he heard a sound that made him smile with pleasure. He knew it for the distant, throaty bawl of King Polo—King Polo, his champion Short Horn bull, thrice Grand Champion also of all bulls at Sacramento at the California State Fairs. The smile was slow in easing from Dick Forrest’s face, for he dwelt a moment on the new triumphs he had destined that year for King Polo on the Eastern livestock circuits. He would show them that a bull, California born and finished, could compete with the cream of bulls corn-fed in Iowa or imported overseas from the immemorial home of Short Horns.
Nearby, there was the soft sound of a sleepy fountain rippling and gurgling. From a distance, faint enough that only someone with sharp hearing could catch it, he heard a sound that made him smile with delight. He recognized it as the distant, deep call of King Polo—King Polo, his champion Short Horn bull, who had won Grand Champion three times at the California State Fairs in Sacramento. The smile on Dick Forrest's face didn't fade quickly, as he took a moment to think about the new victories he had planned for King Polo that year on the Eastern livestock circuits. He intended to show everyone that a bull born and raised in California could compete with the best of the bulls raised on corn in Iowa or imported from the ancient homeland of Short Horns.
Not until the smile faded, which was a matter of seconds, did he reach out in the dark and press the first of a row of buttons. There were three rows of such buttons. The concealed lighting that spilled from the huge bowl under the ceiling revealed a sleeping-porch, three sides of which were fine-meshed copper screen. The fourth side was the house wall, solid concrete, through which French windows gave access.
Not until the smile disappeared, which took just a few seconds, did he stretch out into the dark and press the first button in a line of buttons. There were three rows of these buttons. The hidden lighting that flowed from the large bowl on the ceiling lit up a sleeping porch, three sides of which were covered with fine-meshed copper screens. The fourth side was the house wall, solid concrete, with French windows providing access.
He pressed the second button in the row and the bright light concentered at a particular place on the concrete wall, illuminating, in a row, a clock, a barometer, and centigrade and Fahrenheit thermometers. Almost in a sweep of glance he read the messages of the dials: time 4:30; air pressure, 29:80, which was normal at that altitude and season; and temperature, Fahrenheit, 36°. With another press, the gauges of time and heat and air were sent back into the darkness.
He pressed the second button in the row, and a bright light focused on a specific spot on the concrete wall, lighting up a clock, a barometer, and both Celsius and Fahrenheit thermometers in a line. In a quick glance, he took in the information from the dials: time 4:30; air pressure, 29:80, which was normal for that altitude and season; and temperature, Fahrenheit, 36°. With another press, the readings of time, heat, and air returned to the darkness.
A third button turned on his reading lamp, so arranged that the light fell from above and behind without shining into his eyes. The first button turned off the concealed lighting overhead. He reached a mass of proofsheets from the reading stand, and, pencil in hand, lighting a cigarette, he began to correct.
A third button turned on his reading lamp, positioned so that the light came from above and behind without glaring into his eyes. The first button turned off the hidden overhead lighting. He grabbed a stack of proofsheets from the reading stand and, with a pencil in hand and a cigarette lit, he started making corrections.
The place was clearly the sleeping quarters of a man who worked. Efficiency was its key note, though comfort, not altogether Spartan, was also manifest. The bed was of gray enameled iron to tone with the concrete wall. Across the foot of the bed, an extra coverlet, hung a gray robe of wolfskins with every tail a-dangle. On the floor, where rested a pair of slippers, was spread a thick-coated skin of mountain goat.
The place was clearly a working man's bedroom. Efficiency was the main theme, but there was also a sense of comfort, though not overly luxurious. The bed was made of gray enameled iron to match the concrete wall. At the foot of the bed, there was an extra blanket and a gray robe made of wolf fur, with every tail hanging down. On the floor, beside a pair of slippers, lay a thick mountain goat skin.
Heaped orderly with books, magazines and scribble-pads, there was room on the big reading stand for matches, cigarettes, an ash-tray, and a thermos bottle. A phonograph, for purposes of dictation, stood on a hinged and swinging bracket. On the wall, under the barometer and thermometers, from a round wooden frame laughed the face of a girl. On the wall, between the rows of buttons and a switchboard, from an open holster, loosely projected the butt of a .44 Colt’s automatic.
Heaped neatly with books, magazines, and notepads, there was enough space on the large reading stand for matches, cigarettes, an ashtray, and a thermos bottle. A phonograph, meant for dictation, was mounted on a hinged swinging bracket. On the wall, beneath the barometer and thermometers, a girl’s face smiled from a round wooden frame. On the wall, nestled between the rows of buttons and a switchboard, the butt of a .44 Colt automatic peeked out from an open holster.
At six o’clock, sharp, after gray light had begun to filter through the wire netting, Dick Forrest, without raising his eyes from the proofsheets, reached out his right hand and pressed a button in the second row. Five minutes later a soft-slippered Chinese emerged on the sleeping-porch. In his hands he bore a small tray of burnished copper on which rested a cup and saucer, a tiny coffee pot of silver, and a correspondingly tiny silver cream pitcher.
At six o’clock sharp, after the gray light had started to filter through the wire mesh, Dick Forrest, without looking up from the proofsheets, reached out his right hand and pressed a button in the second row. Five minutes later, a soft-slippered Chinese man appeared on the sleeping porch. He carried a small tray of polished copper, which held a cup and saucer, a tiny silver coffee pot, and a similarly small silver cream pitcher.
“Good morning, Oh My,” was Dick Forrest’s greeting, and his eyes smiled and his lips smiled as he uttered it.
“Good morning, Oh My,” was Dick Forrest’s greeting, and his eyes sparkled and his lips curled into a smile as he said it.
“Good morning, Master,” Oh My returned, as he busied himself with making room on the reading stand for the tray and with pouring the coffee and cream.
“Good morning, Master,” Oh My said, as he made space on the reading stand for the tray and poured the coffee and cream.
This done, without waiting further orders, noting that his master was already sipping coffee with one hand while he made a correction on the proof with the other, Oh My picked up a rosy, filmy, lacy boudoir cap from the floor and departed. His exit was noiseless. He ebbed away like a shadow through the open French windows.
This done, without waiting for any further orders, noticing that his boss was already sipping coffee with one hand while correcting the proof with the other, Oh My picked up a rosy, delicate, lacy boudoir cap from the floor and left. His departure was silent. He slipped away like a shadow through the open French windows.
At six-thirty, sharp to the minute, he was back with a larger tray. Dick Forrest put away the proofs, reached for a book entitled “Commercial Breeding of Frogs,” and prepared to eat. The breakfast was simple yet fairly substantial—more coffee, a half grape-fruit, two soft-boiled eggs made ready in a glass with a dab of butter and piping hot, and a sliver of bacon, not over-cooked, that he knew was of his own raising and curing.
At six-thirty on the dot, he returned with a bigger tray. Dick Forrest put away the proofs, grabbed a book called “Commercial Breeding of Frogs,” and got ready to eat. The breakfast was simple but quite filling—more coffee, half a grapefruit, two soft-boiled eggs served in a glass with a bit of butter and piping hot, and a slice of bacon, perfectly cooked, that he knew he had raised and cured himself.
By this time the sunshine was pouring in through the screening and across the bed. On the outside of the wire screen clung a number of house-flies, early-hatched for the season and numb with the night’s cold. As Forrest ate he watched the hunting of the meat-eating yellow-jackets. Sturdy, more frost-resistant than bees, they were already on the wing and preying on the benumbed flies. Despite the rowdy noise of their flight, these yellow hunters of the air, with rarely ever a miss, pounced on their helpless victims and sailed away with them. The last fly was gone ere Forrest had sipped his last sip of coffee, marked “Commercial Breeding of Frogs” with a match, and taken up his proofsheets.
By this time, sunlight was pouring in through the screen and across the bed. On the outside of the wire screen, a number of house flies clung, hatched early for the season and sluggish from the night’s cold. As Forrest ate, he watched the hunting of the meat-eating yellow jackets. Tougher and more resistant to frost than bees, they were already in the air, preying on the stunned flies. Despite the loud buzz of their flight, these yellow hunters swooped down on their defenseless victims with hardly a miss and flew away with them. The last fly was gone before Forrest finished his last sip of coffee, marked "Commercial Breeding of Frogs" with a match, and picked up his proofsheets.
After a time, the liquid-mellow cry of the meadow-lark, first vocal for the day, caused him to desist. He looked at the clock. It marked seven. He set aside the proofs and began a series of conversations by means of the switchboard, which he manipulated with a practiced hand.
After a while, the soft, cheerful song of the meadowlark, the first one of the day, made him stop. He checked the clock. It was seven. He put the proofs aside and started a series of conversations using the switchboard, which he operated with skillful ease.
“Hello, Oh Joy,” was his first talk. “Is Mr. Thayer up?... Very well. Don’t disturb him. I don’t think he’ll breakfast in bed, but find out.... That’s right, and show him how to work the hot water. Maybe he doesn’t know... Yes, that’s right. Plan for one more boy as soon as you can get him. There’s always a crowd when the good weather comes on.... Sure. Use your judgment. Good-by.”
“Hey, Oh Joy,” was his first conversation. “Is Mr. Thayer awake?... Alright. Don’t bother him. I doubt he’ll want breakfast in bed, but check.... That’s good, and show him how to use the hot water. He might not know... Yes, that’s right. Plan to add one more boy as soon as you can. There’s always a group when the nice weather arrives.... Sure. Trust your instincts. Bye.”
“Mr. Hanley?... Yes,” was his second conversation, over another switch. “I’ve been thinking about the dam on the Buckeye. I want the figures on the gravel-haul and on the rock-crushing.... Yes, that’s it. I imagine that the gravel-haul will cost anywhere between six and ten cents a yard more than the crushed rock. That last pitch of hill is what eats up the gravel-teams. Work out the figures. ... No, we won’t be able to start for a fortnight. ... Yes, yes; the new tractors, if they ever deliver, will release the horses from the plowing, but they’ll have to go back for the checking.... No, you’ll have to see Mr. Everan about that. Good-by.”
“Mr. Hanley?... Yes,” was his second conversation, over another switch. “I’ve been thinking about the dam on the Buckeye. I need the numbers on the gravel-haul and on the rock-crushing.... Yes, that’s it. I estimate that the gravel-haul will cost between six and ten cents more per yard than the crushed rock. That last stretch of the hill really slows down the gravel trucks. Calculate the figures. ... No, we won’t be able to start for two weeks. ... Yes, yes; the new tractors, if they ever get delivered, will free up the horses from plowing, but they’ll need to go back for the checking.... No, you’ll have to check with Mr. Everan about that. Goodbye.”
And his third call:
And his third call:
“Mr. Dawson? Ha! Ha! Thirty-six on my porch right now. It must be white with frost down on the levels. But it’s most likely the last this year.... Yes, they swore the tractors would be delivered two days ago.... Call up the station agent. ... By the way, you catch Hanley for me. I forgot to tell him to start the ‘rat-catchers’ out with the second instalment of fly-traps.... Yes, pronto. There were a couple of dozen roosting on my screen this morning.... Yes.... Good-by.”
“Mr. Dawson? Haha! It’s thirty-six degrees on my porch right now. It must be frosty down below. But this is probably the last cold snap of the year... Yes, they promised the tractors would arrive two days ago... Call the station agent. ... Oh, and can you get Hanley for me? I forgot to tell him to send out the ‘rat-catchers’ with the second batch of fly traps... Yes, right away. I saw a couple dozen resting on my screen this morning... Yes... Bye.”
At this stage, Forrest slid out of bed in his pajamas, slipped his feet into the slippers, and strode through the French windows to the bath, already drawn by Oh My. A dozen minutes afterward, shaved as well, he was back in bed, reading his frog book while Oh My, punctual to the minute, massaged his legs.
At this point, Forrest got out of bed in his pajamas, put on his slippers, and walked through the French doors to the bath, already filled by Oh My. A dozen minutes later, freshly shaved, he was back in bed, reading his frog book while Oh My, right on time, massaged his legs.
They were the well-formed legs of a well-built, five-foot-ten man who weighed a hundred and eighty pounds. Further, they told a tale of the man. The left thigh was marred by a scar ten inches in length. Across the left ankle, from instep to heel, were scattered half a dozen scars the size of half-dollars. When Oh My prodded and pulled the left knee a shade too severely, Forrest was guilty of a wince. The right shin was colored with several dark scars, while a big scar, just under the knee, was a positive dent in the bone. Midway between knee and groin was the mark of an ancient three-inch gash, curiously dotted with the minute scars of stitches.
They were the well-defined legs of a sturdy, five-foot-ten man who weighed a hundred and eighty pounds. Furthermore, they revealed a lot about him. The left thigh had a scar that was ten inches long. Across the left ankle, from the instep to the heel, were scattered about six scars the size of half-dollars. When Oh My poked and tugged at the left knee a bit too hard, Forrest couldn’t help but flinch. The right shin was marked with several dark scars, and there was a large scar just below the knee that was an obvious indentation in the bone. Midway between the knee and groin was the sign of an old three-inch cut, oddly dotted with tiny scars from stitches.
A sudden, joyous nicker from without put the match between the pages of the frog book, and, while Oh My proceeded partly to dress his master in bed, including socks and shoes, the master, twisting partly on his side, stared out in the direction of the nicker. Down the road, through the swaying purple of the early lilacs, ridden by a picturesque cowboy, paced a great horse, glinting ruddy in the morning sun-gold, flinging free the snowy foam of his mighty fetlocks, his noble crest tossing, his eyes roving afield, the trumpet of his love-call echoing through the springing land.
A sudden, happy neigh from outside interrupted the match between the pages of the frog book. While Oh My helped his master get dressed in bed, including socks and shoes, the master turned slightly on his side and looked towards the sound. Down the road, through the swaying purple of the early lilacs, a magnificent horse, shining red in the morning sunlight, walked with a stylish cowboy on its back. The horse tossed its powerful mane, splashed the snowy foam of its strong hooves, and its eyes roamed the surroundings, its love call resonating through the blooming land.
Dick Forrest was smitten at the same instant with joy and anxiety—joy in the glorious beast pacing down between the lilac hedges; anxiety in that the stallion might have awakened the girl who laughed from the round wooden frame on his wall. He glanced quickly across the two-hundred-foot court to the long, shadowy jut of her wing of the house. The shades of her sleeping-porch were down. They did not stir. Again the stallion nickered, and all that moved was a flock of wild canaries, upspringing from the flowers and shrubs of the court, rising like a green-gold spray of light flung from the sunrise.
Dick Forrest was hit with both joy and anxiety at the same time—joy at the magnificent stallion striding through the lilac hedges; anxiety that the horse might have disturbed the girl whose laughter echoed from the round wooden frame on his wall. He quickly glanced across the two-hundred-foot courtyard to the long, shadowy section of her wing of the house. The shades of her sleeping porch were down. They didn't move. The stallion nickered again, and the only thing that stirred was a flock of wild canaries, bursting up from the flowers and shrubs in the courtyard, rising like a green-gold splash of light thrown from the sunrise.
He watched the stallion out of sight through the lilacs, seeing visions of fair Shire colts mighty of bone and frame and free from blemish, then turned, as ever he turned to the immediate thing, and spoke to his body servant.
He watched the stallion disappear behind the lilacs, imagining strong, flawless Shire colts with solid builds, then he turned, as he always did, to focus on what was right in front of him and spoke to his personal servant.
“How’s that last boy, Oh My? Showing up?”
“How’s that last guy, Oh My? Is he showing up?”
“Him pretty good boy, I think,” was the answer. “Him young boy. Everything new. Pretty slow. All the same bime by him show up good.”
“He's a pretty good boy, I think,” was the answer. “He's a young boy. Everything is new to him. He's pretty slow. But eventually, he’ll turn out well.”
“Why? What makes you think so?”
“Why? What makes you believe that?”
“I call him three, four morning now. Him sleep like baby. Him wake up smiling just like you. That very good.”
"I've called him three or four times this morning. He's sleeping like a baby. He wakes up smiling just like you. That's really good."
“Do I wake up smiling?” Forrest queried.
“Do I wake up smiling?” Forrest asked.
Oh My nodded his head violently.
Oh My nodded his head vigorously.
“Many times, many years, I call you. Always your eyes open, your eyes smile, your mouth smile, your face smile, you smile all over, just like that, right away quick. That very good. A man wake up that way got plenty good sense. I know. This new boy like that. Bime by, pretty soon, he make fine boy. You see. His name Chow Gam. What name you call him this place?”
“Many times, over many years, I’ve called you. Your eyes are always open, your eyes smile, your mouth smiles, your face smiles—you smile everywhere, just like that, instantly. That’s really good. A man who wakes up like that has a lot of good sense. I know. This new boy is like that. Soon enough, he’ll become a fine boy. You’ll see. His name is Chow Gam. What do you call him here?”
Dick Forrest meditated.
Dick Forrest practiced mindfulness.
“What names have we already?” he asked.
“What names do we have so far?” he asked.
“Oh Joy, Ah Well, Ah Me, and me; I am Oh My,” the Chinese rattled off. “Oh Joy him say call new boy—”
“Oh Joy, Ah Well, Ah Me, and me; I am Oh My,” the Chinese said quickly. “Oh Joy, he says to call the new boy—”
He hesitated and stared at his master with a challenging glint of eye. Forrest nodded.
He hesitated and looked at his master with a defiant gleam in his eye. Forrest nodded.
“Oh Joy him say call new boy ‘Oh Hell.’”
“Oh joy, he says to call the new boy 'Oh Hell.'”
“Oh ho!” Forrest laughed in appreciation. “Oh Joy is a josher. A good name, but it won’t do. There is the Missus. We’ve got to think another name.”
“Oh ho!” Forrest laughed, clearly amused. “Oh Joy is a joker. It's a nice name, but it won’t work. There’s the Missus. We need to come up with another name.”
“Oh Ho, that very good name.”
“Oh wow, what a great name.”
Forrest’s exclamation was still ringing in his consciousness so that he recognized the source of Oh My’s inspiration.
Forrest's shout was still echoing in his mind, making him realize where Oh My had drawn her inspiration from.
“Very well. The boy’s name is Oh Ho.”
“Alright. The boy’s name is Oh Ho.”
Oh My lowered his head, ebbed swiftly through the French windows, and as swiftly returned with the rest of Forrest’s clothes-gear, helping him into undershirt and shirt, tossing a tie around his neck for him to knot, and, kneeling, putting on his leggings and spurs. A Baden Powell hat and a quirt completed his appareling—the quirt, Indian-braided of rawhide, with ten ounces of lead braided into the butt that hung from his wrist on a loop of leather.
Oh My lowered his head, quickly slipped through the French windows, and just as quickly came back with the rest of Forrest’s clothes, helping him into his undershirt and shirt, tossing a tie around his neck for him to tie, and kneeling down to put on his leggings and spurs. A Baden Powell hat and a quirt finished off his outfit—the quirt, braided from rawhide by an Indian, with ten ounces of lead woven into the butt that hung from his wrist on a leather loop.
But Forrest was not yet free. Oh My handed him several letters, with the explanation that they had come up from the station the previous night after Forrest had gone to bed. He tore the right-hand ends across and glanced at the contents of all but one with speed. The latter he dwelt upon for a moment, with an irritated indrawing of brows, then swung out the phonograph from the wall, pressed the button that made the cylinder revolve, and swiftly dictated, without ever a pause for word or idea:
But Forrest wasn't completely free yet. Oh My gave him several letters, explaining that they arrived from the station the night before after Forrest had gone to bed. He quickly tore the right-hand ends off and glanced at the contents of all but one. He focused on the last one for a moment, frowning in irritation, then pulled the phonograph out from the wall, pressed the button to make the cylinder spin, and quickly dictated, never pausing for a word or thought:
“In reply to yours of March 14, 1914, I am indeed sorry to learn that you were hit with hog cholera. I am equally sorry that you have seen fit to charge me with the responsibility. And just as equally am I sorry that the boar we sent you is dead.
"In response to your message from March 14, 1914, I'm truly sorry to hear that you were affected by hog cholera. I'm also disappointed that you’ve chosen to hold me responsible for it. And I'm just as sad that the boar we sent you has died."
“I can only assure you that we are quite clear of cholera here, and that we have been clear of cholera for eight years, with the exception of two Eastern importations, the last two years ago, both of which, according to our custom, were segregated on arrival and were destroyed before the contagion could be communicated to our herds.
“I can assure you that we are completely free of cholera here, and that we have been cholera-free for eight years, except for two cases imported from the East, the last one two years ago. Both were isolated upon arrival and were eliminated before the disease could spread to our livestock.”
“I feel that I must inform you that in neither case did I charge the sellers with having sent me diseased stock. On the contrary, as you should know, the incubation of hog cholera being nine days, I consulted the shipping dates of the animals and knew that they had been healthy when shipped.
“I feel that I must inform you that in neither case did I accuse the sellers of sending me sick animals. On the contrary, as you should know, since the incubation period for hog cholera is nine days, I checked the shipping dates of the animals and confirmed that they were healthy when they were shipped.
“Has it ever entered your mind that the railroads are largely responsible for the spread of cholera? Did you ever hear of a railroad fumigating or disinfecting a car which had carried cholera? Consult the dates: First, of shipment by me; second, of receipt of the boar by you; and, third, of appearance of symptoms in the boar. As you say, because of washouts, the boar was five days on the way. Not until the seventh day after you receipted for same did the first symptoms appear. That makes twelve days after it left my hands.
“Have you ever considered that the railroads are mostly to blame for the spread of cholera? Have you ever heard of a railroad fumigating or disinfecting a car that transported cholera? Look at the timeline: First, when I shipped it; second, when you received the boar; and third, when symptoms appeared in the boar. As you mentioned, due to washouts, the boar was delayed five days. Not until the seventh day after you received it did the first symptoms show up. That makes it twelve days after it left my possession.”
“No; I must disagree with you. I am not responsible for the disaster that overtook your herd. Furthermore, doubly to assure you, write to the State Veterinary as to whether or not my place is free of cholera.
“No; I have to disagree with you. I’m not responsible for the disaster that hit your herd. Also, just to make sure you’re clear, you can write to the State Veterinary to confirm whether or not my place is free of cholera."
“Very truly yours...”
"Best regards..."
Chapter II
When Forrest went through the French windows from his sleeping-porch, he crossed, first, a comfortable dressing room, window-divaned, many-lockered, with a generous fireplace, out of which opened a bathroom; and, second, a long office room, wherein was all the paraphernalia of business—desks, dictaphones, filing cabinets, book cases, magazine files, and drawer-pigeonholes that tiered to the low, beamed ceiling.
When Forrest walked through the French doors from his sleeping porch, he first entered a cozy dressing room filled with windows, lots of lockers, and a big fireplace, which led into a bathroom. Next, he moved into a long office room that had all the essentials for work—desks, dictaphones, filing cabinets, bookshelves, magazine holders, and drawer compartments stacked up to the low, beamed ceiling.
Midway in the office room, he pressed a button and a series of book-freightened shelves swung on a pivot, revealing a tiny spiral stairway of steel, which he descended with care that his spurs might not catch, the bookshelves swinging into place behind him.
Midway in the office room, he pressed a button and a series of book-laden shelves swung on a pivot, revealing a small spiral staircase made of steel, which he carefully descended to avoid his spurs getting caught, the bookshelves swinging back into place behind him.
At the foot of the stairway, a press on another button pivoted more shelves of books and gave him entrance into a long low room shelved with books from floor to ceiling. He went directly to a case, directly to a shelf, and unerringly laid his hand on the book he sought. A minute he ran the pages, found the passage he was after, nodded his head to himself in vindication, and replaced the book.
At the bottom of the staircase, pressing another button swung open more shelves of books and let him into a long, low room filled with books from floor to ceiling. He went straight to a case, directly to a shelf, and quickly located the book he was looking for. For a minute, he flipped through the pages, found the passage he wanted, nodded to himself in satisfaction, and put the book back.
A door gave way to a pergola of square concrete columns spanned with redwood logs and interlaced with smaller trunks of redwood, all rough and crinkled velvet with the ruddy purple of the bark.
A door opened up to a pergola made of square concrete columns topped with redwood logs, interwoven with smaller redwood trunks, all textured like rough, crinkled velvet in a deep reddish-purple from the bark.
It was evident, since he had to skirt several hundred feet of concrete walls of wandering house, that he had not taken the short way out. Under wide-spreading ancient oaks, where the long hitching-rails, bark-chewed, and the hoof-beaten gravel showed the stamping place of many horses, he found a pale-golden, almost tan-golden, sorrel mare. Her well-groomed spring coat was alive and flaming in the morning sun that slanted straight under the edge of the roof of trees. She was herself alive and flaming. She was built like a stallion, and down her backbone ran a narrow dark strip of hair that advertised an ancestry of many range mustangs.
It was clear that, since he had to navigate several hundred feet of concrete walls of the wandering house, he hadn't taken the shortcut. Under the wide-reaching ancient oaks, where the long hitching rails, chewed by bark, and the gravel worn down by hooves marked the spot where many horses had stood, he found a pale golden, almost tan-golden, sorrel mare. Her well-kept spring coat was vibrant and glowing in the morning sun that streamed in under the tree canopy. She was full of life and energy. Built like a stallion, she had a narrow dark stripe of hair running down her back that hinted at her heritage of many range mustangs.
“How’s the Man-Eater this morning?” he queried, as he unsnapped the tie-rope from her throat.
“How's the Man-Eater doing this morning?” he asked, as he unfastened the rope from her neck.
She laid back the tiniest ears that ever a horse possessed—ears that told of some thoroughbred’s wild loves with wild mares among the hills—and snapped at Forrest with wicked teeth and wicked-gleaming eyes.
She reclined with the tiniest ears any horse ever had—ears that hinted at some thoroughbred's wild romances with wild mares in the hills—and snapped at Forrest with sharp teeth and eyes that glinted mischievously.
She sidled and attempted to rear as he swung into the saddle, and, sidling and attempting to rear, she went off down the graveled road. And rear she would have, had it not been for the martingale that held her head down and that, as well, saved the rider’s nose from her angry-tossing head.
She sidled and tried to rear as he got into the saddle, and while sidling and trying to rear, she trotted down the gravel road. And she would have reared if it hadn't been for the martingale that kept her head down and also saved the rider's nose from her angrily tossing head.
So used was he to the mare, that he was scarcely aware of her antics. Automatically, with slightest touch of rein against arched neck, or with tickle of spur or press of knee, he kept the mare to the way he willed. Once, as she whirled and danced, he caught a glimpse of the Big House. Big it was in all seeming, and yet, such was the vagrant nature of it, it was not so big as it seemed. Eight hundred feet across the front face, it stretched. But much of this eight hundred feet was composed of mere corridors, concrete-walled, tile-roofed, that connected and assembled the various parts of the building. There were patios and pergolas in proportion, and all the walls, with their many right-angled juts and recessions, arose out of a bed of greenery and bloom.
So used to the mare was he that he barely noticed her antics. Automatically, with the slightest touch of the reins against her arched neck, a tickle of the spur, or the press of his knee, he guided her the way he wanted. Once, as she spun and danced, he caught a glimpse of the Big House. It was big in appearance, but because of its sprawling nature, it wasn’t as large as it seemed. It stretched eight hundred feet across the front. However, a lot of that eight hundred feet consisted of simple corridors with concrete walls and tile roofs that connected different parts of the building. There were patios and pergolas in proportion, and all the walls, with their many right angles and recesses, rose up from a bed of greenery and flowers.
Spanish in character, the architecture of the Big House was not of the California-Spanish type which had been introduced by way of Mexico a hundred years before, and which had been modified by modern architects to the California-Spanish architecture of the day. Hispano-Moresque more technically classified the Big House in all its hybridness, although there were experts who heatedly quarreled with the term.
Spanish in character, the architecture of the Big House wasn’t the California-Spanish style that had been brought in from Mexico a hundred years earlier, nor the updated version created by modern architects that defined California-Spanish architecture at the time. More accurately, the Big House could be classified as Hispano-Moresque in all its mixed styles, although some experts passionately debated this classification.
Spaciousness without austerity and beauty without ostentation were the fundamental impressions the Big House gave. Its lines, long and horizontal, broken only by lines that were vertical and by the lines of juts and recesses that were always right-angled, were as chaste as those of a monastery. The irregular roof-line, however, relieved the hint of monotony.
Spaciousness without harshness and beauty without showiness were the main impressions the Big House gave. Its lines, long and horizontal, interrupted only by vertical lines and the lines of projections and recesses that were always right-angled, were as pure as those of a monastery. The irregular roofline, however, added a bit of relief from the hint of monotony.
Low and rambling, without being squat, the square upthrusts of towers and of towers over-topping towers gave just proportion of height without being sky-aspiring. The sense of the Big House was solidarity. It defied earthquakes. It was planted for a thousand years. The honest concrete was overlaid by a cream-stucco of honest cement. Again, this very sameness of color might have proved monotonous to the eye had it not been saved by the many flat roofs of warm-red Spanish tile.
Low and sprawling, without being short, the rising towers, one on top of the other, struck a good balance of height without reaching for the sky. The feeling of the Big House was one of unity. It stood strong against earthquakes. It was built to last a thousand years. The sturdy concrete was covered with a cream-colored stucco made from real cement. Again, this very uniformity of color could have been boring to look at if it weren't for the many flat roofs topped with warm-red Spanish tiles.
In that one sweeping glance while the mare whirled unduly, Dick Forrest’s eyes, embracing all of the Big House, centered for a quick solicitous instant on the great wing across the two-hundred-foot court, where, under climbing groups of towers, red-snooded in the morning sun, the drawn shades of the sleeping-porch tokened that his lady still slept.
In that one sweeping glance while the mare whirled around, Dick Forrest’s eyes took in all of the Big House, quickly focusing for a concerned moment on the large wing across the two-hundred-foot courtyard, where, beneath the rising clusters of towers, bathed in the morning sun, the drawn shades of the sleeping porch indicated that his lady was still asleep.
About him, for three quadrants of the circle of the world, arose low-rolling hills, smooth, fenced, cropped, and pastured, that melted into higher hills and steeper wooded slopes that merged upward, steeper, into mighty mountains. The fourth quadrant was unbounded by mountain walls and hills. It faded away, descending easily to vast far flatlands, which, despite the clear brittle air of frost, were too vast and far to scan across.
About him, for three-quarters of the world's circle, there were gently rolling hills that were smooth, fenced, cultivated, and used for grazing. These melted into higher hills and steeper wooded slopes that rose even higher into mighty mountains. The fourth quarter was open, not bounded by mountains or hills. It faded away, sloping down easily to vast, flat plains that, despite the crisp, frosty air, extended too far and wide to see across.
The mare under him snorted. His knees tightened as he straightened her into the road and forced her to one side. Down upon him, with a pattering of feet on the gravel, flowed a river of white shimmering silk. He knew it at sight for his prize herd of Angora goats, each with a pedigree, each with a history. There had to be a near two hundred of them, and he knew, according to the rigorous selection he commanded, not having been clipped in the fall, that the shining mohair draping the sides of the least of them, as fine as any human new-born baby’s hair and finer, as white as any human albino’s thatch and whiter, was longer than the twelve-inch staple, and that the mohair of the best of them would dye any color into twenty-inch switches for women’s heads and sell at prices unreasonable and profound.
The mare beneath him snorted. He tightened his knees as he guided her onto the road and pushed her to one side. Coming towards him, with the sound of feet pattering on the gravel, was a stream of white, shimmering silk. He recognized it immediately as his prized herd of Angora goats, each one with a pedigree and a story. There had to be nearly two hundred of them, and he knew, due to the strict selection process he followed, that none had been clipped in the fall. The luxurious mohair draping the sides of even the least of them was as fine as a human newborn’s hair—finer, in fact— and as white as an albino’s hair, if not whiter. It was longer than the twelve-inch standard, and the mohair from the best of them could be dyed any color and made into twenty-inch locks for women’s hairstyles, fetching prices that were outrageous and significant.
The beauty of the sight held him as well. The roadway had become a flowing ribbon of silk, gemmed with yellow cat-like eyes that floated past wary and curious in their regard for him and his nervous horse. Two Basque herders brought up the rear. They were short, broad, swarthy men, black-eyed, vivid-faced, contemplative and philosophic of expression. They pulled off their hats and ducked their heads to him. Forrest lifted his right hand, the quirt dangling from wrist, the straight forefinger touching the rim of his Baden Powell in semi-military salute.
The beauty of the scene captivated him as well. The road had turned into a smooth ribbon of silk, adorned with yellow, cat-like eyes that drifted by, cautious and curious about him and his anxious horse. Two Basque herders brought up the rear. They were short, stocky, dark-skinned men with black eyes, vibrant faces, and thoughtful, philosophical expressions. They removed their hats and nodded to him. Forrest raised his right hand, the quirt dangling from his wrist, with his straight finger touching the rim of his Baden Powell hat in a semi-military salute.
The mare, prancing and whirling again, he held her with a touch of rein and threat of spur, and gazed after the four-footed silk that filled the road with shimmering white. He knew the significance of their presence. The time for kidding was approaching and they were being brought down from their brush-pastures to the brood-pens and shelters for jealous care and generous feed through the period of increase. And as he gazed, in his mind, comparing, was a vision of all the best of Turkish and South African mohair he had ever seen, and his flock bore the comparison well. It looked good. It looked very good.
The mare, prancing and spinning again, he controlled with a light rein and a touch of the spur, and watched the elegant creature that filled the road with shimmering white. He understood the importance of their presence. The time for breeding was coming, and they were being brought down from their grazing fields to the breeding pens and shelters for careful attention and plenty of food during the breeding season. As he watched, he imagined all the finest Turkish and South African mohair he had ever seen, and his flock measured up well in comparison. It looked good. It looked very good.
He rode on. From all about arose the clacking whir of manure-spreaders. In the distance, on the low, easy-sloping hills, he saw team after team, and many teams, three to a team abreast, what he knew were his Shire mares, drawing the plows back and forth across, contour-plowing, turning the green sod of the hillsides to the rich dark brown of humus-filled earth so organic and friable that it would almost melt by gravity into fine-particled seed-bed. That was for the corn—and sorghum-planting for his silos. Other hill-slopes, in the due course of his rotation, were knee-high in barley; and still other slopes were showing the good green of burr clover and Canada pea.
He continued riding. All around him, he could hear the clatter of manure spreaders. In the distance, on the gently sloping hills, he saw team after team, and many teams, three horses side by side, which he recognized as his Shire mares, pulling plows back and forth, contour-plowing, turning the green sod of the hillsides into the rich dark brown of nutrient-filled soil that was so soft it would almost turn into a fine seedbed just from gravity. That was for planting corn—and sorghum for his silos. On other hill slopes, as part of his rotation, the barley was knee-high; and yet more slopes were displaying the vibrant green of burr clover and Canada pea.
Everywhere about him, large fields and small were arranged in a system of accessibility and workability that would have warmed the heart of the most meticulous efficiency-expert. Every fence was hog-tight and bull-proof, and no weeds grew in the shelters of the fences. Many of the level fields were in alfalfa. Others, following the rotations, bore crops planted the previous fall, or were in preparation for the spring-planting. Still others, close to the brood barns and pens, were being grazed by rotund Shropshire and French-Merino ewes, or were being hogged off by white Gargantuan brood-sows that brought a flash of pleasure in his eyes as he rode past and gazed.
Everywhere around him, large and small fields were organized in a way that would impress even the most detail-oriented efficiency expert. Every fence was secured tightly, and no weeds grew in the areas near the fences. Many of the flat fields were planted with alfalfa. Others, following the crop rotations, had crops from the previous fall, or were getting ready for spring planting. Still others, near the brood barns and pens, were being grazed by plump Shropshire and French-Merino ewes, or were being cleared by large white sows, bringing a spark of joy to his eyes as he rode by and looked.
He rode through what was almost a village, save that there were neither shops nor hotels. The houses were bungalows, substantial, pleasing to the eye, each set in the midst of gardens where stouter blooms, including roses, were out and smiling at the threat of late frost. Children were already astir, laughing and playing among the flowers or being called in to breakfast by their mothers.
He rode through what was almost a village, except there were no shops or hotels. The houses were bungalows, solid and attractive, each surrounded by gardens where vibrant flowers, including roses, were blooming and bravely facing the risk of late frost. Children were already up, laughing and playing among the flowers or being called in for breakfast by their moms.
Beyond, beginning at a half-mile distant to circle the Big House, he passed a row of shops. He paused at the first and glanced in. One smith was working at a forge. A second smith, a shoe fresh-nailed on the fore-foot of an elderly Shire mare that would disturb the scales at eighteen hundred weight, was rasping down the outer wall of the hoof to smooth with the toe of the shoe. Forrest saw, saluted, rode on, and, a hundred feet away, paused and scribbled a memorandum in the notebook he drew from his hip-pocket.
Beyond, starting half a mile away from the Big House, he passed a row of shops. He stopped at the first one and took a look inside. One blacksmith was working at a forge. Another blacksmith was filing down the outer wall of the hoof of an elderly Shire mare with a new shoe on her front foot, which weighed around eighteen hundred pounds. Forrest saw this, nodded in greeting, rode on, and then, a hundred feet later, paused to jot down a note in the notebook he took from his hip pocket.
He passed other shops—a paint-shop, a wagon-shop, a plumbing shop, a carpenter-shop. While he glanced at the last, a hybrid machine, half-auto, half-truck, passed him at speed and took the main road for the railroad station eight miles away. He knew it for the morning butter-truck freighting from the separator house the daily output of the dairy.
He walked by other shops—a paint shop, a wagon shop, a plumbing shop, a carpenter shop. As he looked at the last one, a hybrid vehicle, part car and part truck, zoomed past him and headed down the main road toward the railroad station eight miles away. He recognized it as the morning butter truck hauling the daily output from the dairy.
The Big House was the hub of the ranch organization. Half a mile from it, it was encircled by the various ranch centers. Dick Forrest, saluting continually his people, passed at a gallop the dairy center, which was almost a sea of buildings with batteries of silos and with litter carriers emerging on overhead tracks and automatically dumping into waiting manure-spreaders. Several times, business-looking men, college-marked, astride horses or driving carts, stopped him and conferred with him. They were foremen, heads of departments, and they were as brief and to the point as was he. The last of them, astride a Palomina three-year-old that was as graceful and wild as a half-broken Arab, was for riding by with a bare salute, but was stopped by his employer.
The Big House was the center of the ranch's operations. Half a mile away, it was surrounded by various ranch facilities. Dick Forrest, constantly greeting his staff, rode quickly past the dairy area, which looked like a sea of buildings filled with silos and litter carriers running on overhead tracks, automatically dumping into waiting manure spreaders. Several times, serious-looking men, with college backgrounds, either on horseback or driving carts, stopped him to have quick discussions. They were foremen and department heads, and they were as brief and straightforward as he was. The last one, riding a graceful and untamed three-year-old Palomino that resembled a half-broken Arab, started to pass by with just a nod, but was halted by his boss.
“Good morning, Mr. Hennessy, and how soon will she be ready for Mrs. Forrest?” Dick Forrest asked.
“Good morning, Mr. Hennessy. How soon will she be ready for Mrs. Forrest?” Dick Forrest asked.
“I’d like another week,” was Hennessy’s answer. “She’s well broke now, just the way Mrs. Forrest wanted, but she’s over-strung and sensitive and I’d like the week more to set her in her ways.”
“I’d like another week,” was Hennessy’s answer. “She’s well-trained now, just the way Mrs. Forrest wanted, but she’s high-strung and sensitive, and I’d like the extra week to help her settle into her routines.”
Forrest nodded concurrence, and Hennessy, who was the veterinary, went on:
Forrest nodded in agreement, and Hennessy, who was the vet, continued:
“There are two drivers in the alfalfa gang I’d like to send down the hill.”
“There are two drivers in the alfalfa gang I’d like to send down the hill.”
“What’s the matter with them?”
"What's wrong with them?"
“One, a new man, Hopkins, is an ex-soldier. He may know government mules, but he doesn’t know Shires.”
“One, a new guy, Hopkins, is a former soldier. He might be familiar with government mules, but he doesn’t know Shires.”
Forrest nodded.
Forrest agreed.
“The other has worked for us two years, but he’s drinking now, and he takes his hang-overs out on his horses—”
“The other has been working for us for two years, but he’s drinking now, and he takes his hangovers out on his horses—”
“That’s Smith, old-type American, smooth-shaven, with a cast in his left eye?” Forrest interrupted.
"That’s Smith, an old-school American, clean-shaven, with a squint in his left eye?” Forrest interrupted.
The veterinary nodded.
The vet nodded.
“I’ve been watching him,” Forrest concluded. “He was a good man at first, but he’s slipped a cog recently. Sure, send him down the hill. And send that other fellow—Hopkins, you said?—along with him. By the way, Mr. Hennessy.” As he spoke, Forrest drew forth his pad book, tore off the last note scribbled, and crumpled it in his hand. “You’ve a new horse-shoer in the shop. How does he strike you?”
“I’ve been keeping an eye on him,” Forrest said. “He was a good guy at first, but he’s not quite right lately. Sure, send him down the hill. And send that other guy—Hopkins, right?—with him. By the way, Mr. Hennessy.” As he spoke, Forrest pulled out his notepad, tore off the last note he had written, and crumpled it in his hand. “You’ve got a new horseshoer in the shop. What do you think of him?”
“He’s too new to make up my mind yet.”
"He's too new for me to decide yet."
“Well, send him down the hill along with the other two. He can’t take your orders. I observed him just now fitting a shoe to old Alden Bessie by rasping off half an inch of the toe of her hoof.”
“Okay, send him down the hill with the other two. He can’t take your orders. I just saw him fitting a shoe to old Alden Bessie by shaving off half an inch from the toe of her hoof.”
“He knew better.”
"He should've known better."
“Send him down the hill,” Forrest repeated, as he tickled his champing mount with the slightest of spur-tickles and shot her out along the road, sidling, head-tossing, and attempting to rear.
“Send him down the hill,” Forrest repeated, as he lightly spurred his eager horse and guided her along the road, swerving, tossing her head, and trying to rear.
Much he saw that pleased him. Once, he murmured aloud, “A fat land, a fat land.” Divers things he saw that did not please him and that won a note in his scribble pad. Completing the circle about the Big House and riding beyond the circle half a mile to an isolated group of sheds and corrals, he reached the objective of the ride: the hospital. Here he found but two young heifers being tested for tuberculosis, and a magnificent Duroc Jersey boar in magnificent condition. Weighing fully six hundred pounds, its bright eyes, brisk movements, and sheen of hair shouted out that there was nothing the matter with it. Nevertheless, according to the ranch practice, being a fresh importation from Iowa, it was undergoing the regular period of quarantine. Burgess Premier was its name in the herd books of the association, age two years, and it had cost Forrest five hundred dollars laid down on the ranch.
Much he saw that pleased him. At one point, he murmured aloud, “A rich land, a rich land.” He also noticed several things that didn’t please him, and he made a note of them in his scribble pad. After completing the loop around the Big House and riding another half mile to a remote group of sheds and pens, he reached the goal of his ride: the hospital. Here, he found just two young heifers being tested for tuberculosis, along with a magnificent Duroc Jersey boar in exceptional condition. Weighing fully six hundred pounds, its bright eyes, lively movements, and shiny coat shouted that there was nothing wrong with it. Still, according to ranch protocol, since it was a recent import from Iowa, it was undergoing the standard quarantine period. Burgess Premier was its name in the association's herd books, aged two years, and it had cost Forrest five hundred dollars paid at the ranch.
Proceeding at a hand gallop along a road that was one of the spokes radiating from the Big House hub, Forrest overtook Crellin, his hog manager, and, in a five-minute conference, outlined the next few months of destiny of Burgess Premier, and learned that the brood sow, Lady Isleton, the matron of all matrons of the O. I. C.’s and blue-ribboner in all shows from Seattle to San Diego, was safely farrowed of eleven. Crellin explained that he had sat up half the night with her and was then bound home for bath and breakfast.
Riding quickly down a road that branched out from the Big House, Forrest caught up with Crellin, his hog manager. In a quick five-minute chat, he laid out the next few months for Burgess Premier and learned that Lady Isleton, the top brood sow and winner of blue ribbons in every show from Seattle to San Diego, had successfully given birth to eleven piglets. Crellin mentioned that he had stayed up half the night with her and was heading home for a bath and breakfast.
“I hear your oldest daughter has finished high school and wants to enter Stanford,” Forrest said, curbing the mare just as he had half-signaled departure at a gallop.
“I hear your oldest daughter has graduated high school and wants to go to Stanford,” Forrest said, slowing the mare down just as he had half-signaled to take off at a gallop.
Crellin, a young man of thirty-five, with the maturity of a long-time father stamped upon him along with the marks of college and the youthfulness of a man used to the open air and straight-living, showed his appreciation of his employer’s interest as he half-flushed under his tan and nodded.
Crellin, a thirty-five-year-old man, carried the experience of a long-time father along with the signs of his college years and the vitality of someone who enjoys the outdoors and lives a straightforward life. He acknowledged his employer's interest by slightly flushing beneath his tan and nodding.
“Think it over,” Forrest advised. “Make a statistic of all the college girls—yes, and State Normal girls—you know. How many of them follow career, and how many of them marry within two years after their degrees and take to baby farming.”
“Think about it,” Forrest suggested. “Look at the stats for all the college girls—yeah, and the State Normal girls—you know. How many of them pursue a career, and how many get married within two years after graduating and end up focusing on raising kids.”
“Helen is very seriously bent on the matter,” Crellin urged.
“Helen is really determined about this,” Crellin insisted.
“Do you remember when I had my appendix out?” Forrest queried. “Well, I had as fine a nurse as I ever saw and as nice a girl as ever walked on two nice legs. She was just six months a full-fledged nurse, then. And four months after that I had to send her a wedding present. She married an automobile agent. She’s lived in hotels ever since. She’s never had a chance to nurse—never a child of her own to bring through a bout with colic. But... she has hopes... and, whether or not her hopes materialize, she’s confoundedly happy. But... what good was her nursing apprenticeship?”
“Do you remember when I had my appendix removed?” Forrest asked. “Well, I had the best nurse I’ve ever seen, and she was as nice a girl as you could meet. She had just been a full-fledged nurse for six months at that time. Four months after that, I had to send her a wedding gift. She married an auto dealer. She’s been living in hotels ever since. She’s never had the chance to nurse anyone—never had a child of her own to deal with colic. But... she’s hopeful... and whether or not her hopes come true, she’s ridiculously happy. But... what was the point of her nursing training?”
Just then an empty manure-spreader passed, forcing Crellin, on foot, and Forrest, on his mare, to edge over to the side of the road. Forrest glanced with kindling eye at the off mare of the machine, a huge, symmetrical Shire whose own blue ribbons, and the blue ribbons of her progeny, would have required an expert accountant to enumerate and classify.
Just then, an empty manure-spreader drove by, making Crellin, who was on foot, and Forrest, who was on his mare, move to the side of the road. Forrest shot a glance at the off mare of the machine, a massive, well-proportioned Shire whose own blue ribbons, along with the blue ribbons of her offspring, would have taken a skilled accountant to tally and categorize.
“Look at the Fotherington Princess,” Forrest said, nodding at the mare that warmed his eye. “She is a normal female. Only incidentally, through thousands of years of domestic selection, has man evolved her into a draught beast breeding true to kind. But being a draught-beast is secondary. Primarily she is a female. Take them by and large, our own human females, above all else, love us men and are intrinsically maternal. There is no biological sanction for all the hurly burly of woman to-day for suffrage and career.”
“Check out the Fotherington Princess,” Forrest said, nodding at the mare that caught his eye. “She’s just a regular female. Only by chance, through thousands of years of breeding, has she become a true draft animal. But being a draft animal is secondary. At her core, she is a female. Generally speaking, our own women really love us men and are naturally nurturing. There’s no biological justification for all the chaos of women today fighting for the vote and careers.”
“But there is an economic sanction,” Crellin objected.
“But there is an economic sanction,” Crellin argued.
“True,” his employer agreed, then proceeded to discount. “Our present industrial system prevents marriage and compels woman to career. But, remember, industrial systems come, and industrial systems go, while biology runs on forever.”
“True,” his employer agreed, then went on to dismiss the point. “Our current industrial system makes it hard to marry and pushes women into careers. But remember, industrial systems come and go, while biology lasts forever.”
“It’s rather hard to satisfy young women with marriage these days,” the hog-manager demurred.
“It’s pretty tough to satisfy young women with marriage these days,” the hog-manager replied.
Dick Forrest laughed incredulously.
Dick Forrest laughed in disbelief.
“I don’t know about that,” he said. “There’s your wife for an instance. She with her sheepskin—classical scholar at that—well, what has she done with it?... Two boys and three girls, I believe? As I remember your telling me, she was engaged to you the whole last half of her senior year.”
“I’m not so sure about that,” he said. “Take your wife, for example. With her degree—classical scholar and all—what has she really accomplished?... Two boys and three girls, right? If I recall correctly, you mentioned she was involved with you the entire second half of her senior year.”
“True, but—” Crellin insisted, with an eye-twinkle of appreciation of the point, “that was fifteen years ago, as well as a love-match. We just couldn’t help it. That far, I agree. She had planned unheard-of achievements, while I saw nothing else than the deanship of the College of Agriculture. We just couldn’t help it. But that was fifteen years ago, and fifteen years have made all the difference in the world in the ambitions and ideals of our young women.”
“True, but—” Crellin insisted, with a twinkle in his eye, appreciating the point, “that was fifteen years ago, and it was a love match. We couldn’t help it. I agree on that. She had planned remarkable achievements, while I only saw the deanship of the College of Agriculture. We couldn’t help it. But that was fifteen years ago, and those fifteen years have changed everything for the ambitions and ideals of our young women.”
“Don’t you believe it for a moment. I tell you, Mr. Crellin, it’s a statistic. All contrary things are transient. Ever woman remains Avoman, everlasting, eternal. Not until our girl-children cease from playing with dolls and from looking at their own enticingness in mirrors, will woman ever be otherwise than what she has always been: first, the mother, second, the mate of man. It is a statistic. I’ve been looking up the girls who graduate from the State Normal. You will notice that those who marry by the way before graduation are excluded. Nevertheless, the average length of time the graduates actually teach school is little more than two years. And when you consider that a lot of them, through ill looks and ill luck, are foredoomed old maids and are foredoomed to teach all their lives, you can see how they cut down the period of teaching of the marriageable ones.”
“Don’t believe it for a second. I’m telling you, Mr. Crellin, it's just a statistic. All opposing things are temporary. Every woman remains a woman, everlasting and eternal. Not until our little girls stop playing with dolls and checking themselves out in mirrors will women ever be anything but what they've always been: first, a mother, and second, a partner to men. It’s just a statistic. I’ve looked into the girls graduating from the State Normal. You’ll notice that those who marry before graduating are excluded. Still, the average time the graduates actually spend teaching is just over two years. And when you think about how a lot of them, due to bad looks and bad luck, are likely to remain single and end up teaching their whole lives, you can see how that reduces the teaching duration for the ones who are eligible for marriage.”
“A woman, even a girl-woman, will have her way where mere men are concerned,” Crellin muttered, unable to dispute his employer’s figures but resolved to look them up.
“A woman, even a girl, will get her own way when it comes to men,” Crellin muttered, unable to argue against his employer’s numbers but determined to check them out.
“And your girl-woman will go to Stanford,” Forrest laughed, as he prepared to lift his mare into a gallop, “and you and I and all men, to the end of time, will see to it that they do have their way.”
“And your girl-woman will go to Stanford,” Forrest laughed, as he got ready to make his mare gallop, “and you, me, and all men, will make sure they get what they want, for all time.”
Crellin smiled to himself as his employer diminished down the road; for Crellin knew his Kipling, and the thought that caused the smile was: “But where’s the kid of your own, Mr. Forrest?” He decided to repeat it to Mrs. Crellin over the breakfast coffee.
Crellin smiled to himself as his boss walked away down the road; he knew his Kipling, and the thought that made him smile was: “But where’s your own kid, Mr. Forrest?” He planned to share it with Mrs. Crellin over coffee at breakfast.
Once again Dick Forrest delayed ere he gained the Big House. The man he stopped he addressed as Mendenhall, who was his horse-manager as well as pasture expert, and who was reputed to know, not only every blade of grass on the ranch, but the length of every blade of grass and its age from seed-germination as well.
Once again, Dick Forrest hesitated before he reached the Big House. The man he stopped was Mendenhall, his horse manager and pasture expert, who was said to know not just every blade of grass on the ranch, but also the length of each blade and its age since it germinated from seed.
At signal from Forrest, Mendenhall drew up the two colts he was driving in a double breaking-cart. What had caused Forrest to signal was a glance he had caught, across the northern edge of the valley, of great, smooth-hill ranges miles beyond, touched by the sun and deeply green where they projected into the vast flat of the Sacramento Valley.
At Forrest's signal, Mendenhall brought the two colts he was driving in a double breaking-cart to a stop. What prompted Forrest to signal was a glimpse he had seen across the northern edge of the valley of large, smooth hill ranges miles away, illuminated by the sun and a rich green where they jutted into the expansive flat of the Sacramento Valley.
The talk that followed was quick and abbreviated to terms of understanding between two men who knew. Grass was the subject. Mention was made of the winter rainfall and of the chance for late spring rains to come. Names occurred, such as the Little Coyote and Los Cuatos creeks, the Yolo and the Miramar hills, the Big Basin, Round Valley, and the San Anselmo and Los Banos ranges. Movements of herds and droves, past, present, and to come, were discussed, as well as the outlook for cultivated hay in far upland pastures and the estimates of such hay that still remained over the winter in remote barns in the sheltered mountain valleys where herds had wintered and been fed.
The conversation that followed was brief and focused on the understanding between two men who were in the know. They talked about grass. They mentioned the winter rainfall and the possibility of late spring rains. Names came up, like Little Coyote and Los Cuatos creeks, the Yolo and Miramar hills, Big Basin, Round Valley, and the San Anselmo and Los Banos ranges. They discussed the movements of herds, both past and present, and what to expect in the future. They also talked about the prospects for cultivated hay in the high pastures and estimated how much hay was still left over the winter in remote barns in the sheltered mountain valleys where the herds had spent the winter and been fed.
Under the oaks, at the stamping posts, Forrest was saved the trouble of tying the Man-Eater. A stableman came on the run to take the mare, and Forrest, scarce pausing for a word about a horse by the name of Duddy, was clanking his spurs into the Big House.
Under the oaks, at the stamping posts, Forrest was spared the hassle of tying up the Man-Eater. A stableman hurried over to take the mare, and without even taking a moment to mention a horse named Duddy, Forrest was already clanking his spurs as he made his way to the Big House.
Chapter III
Forrest entered a section of the Big House by way of a massive, hewn-timber, iron-studded door that let in at the foot of what seemed a donjon keep. The floor was cement, and doors let off in various directions. One, opening to a Chinese in the white apron and starched cap of a chef, emitted at the same time the low hum of a dynamo. It was this that deflected Forrest from his straight path. He paused, holding the door ajar, and peered into a cool, electric-lighted cement room where stood a long, glass-fronted, glass-shelved refrigerator flanked by an ice-machine and a dynamo. On the floor, in greasy overalls, squatted a greasy little man to whom his employer nodded.
Forrest walked into a part of the Big House through a huge, wooden door reinforced with iron that led him to what looked like a castle keep. The floor was concrete, and there were doors leading off in different directions. One door opened to a chef in a white apron and a starched cap, and from it came the low hum of a generator. This sound caught Forrest’s attention and made him pause, keeping the door slightly open as he looked into a cool, brightly lit concrete room. Inside stood a long refrigerator with glass doors and shelves, next to an ice machine and a generator. On the floor, a small, greasy man in worn-out overalls was crouching, and he nodded at his boss.
“Anything wrong, Thompson?” he asked.
“Is something wrong, Thompson?” he asked.
“There was," was the answer, positive and complete.
“There was,” came the answer, certain and thorough.
Forrest closed the door and went on along a passage that was like a tunnel. Narrow, iron-barred openings, like the slits for archers in medieval castles, dimly lighted the way. Another door gave access to a long, low room, beam-ceilinged, with a fireplace in which an ox could have been roasted. A huge stump, resting on a bed of coals, blazed brightly. Two billiard tables, several card tables, lounging corners, and a miniature bar constituted the major furnishing. Two young men chalked their cues and returned Forrest’s greeting.
Forrest closed the door and walked down a passage that felt like a tunnel. Narrow, iron-barred openings, similar to the slits for archers in medieval castles, dimly lit the way. Another door led to a long, low room with wooden beams on the ceiling and a fireplace large enough to roast an ox. A massive stump sitting on a bed of coals blazed brightly. Two billiard tables, several card tables, cozy lounging areas, and a small bar made up the main furnishings. Two young men chalked their cues and replied to Forrest’s greeting.
“Good morning, Mr. Naismith,” he bantered. “—More material for the Breeders’ Gazette?"
“Good morning, Mr. Naismith,” he joked. “—More content for the Breeders’ Gazette?”
Naismith, a youngish man of thirty, with glasses, smiled sheepishly and cocked his head at his companion.
Naismith, a somewhat young man of thirty, wearing glasses, smiled shyly and tilted his head at his friend.
“Wainwright challenged me,” he explained.
"Wainwright challenged me," he said.
“Which means that Lute and Ernestine must still be beauty-sleeping,” Forrest laughed.
"Looks like Lute and Ernestine are still catching some beauty sleep," Forrest laughed.
Young Wainwright bristled to acceptance of the challenge, but before he could utter the retort on his lips his host was moving on and addressing Naismith over his shoulder.
Young Wainwright tensed at the challenge, but before he could speak the words he wanted to say, his host turned and started talking to Naismith over his shoulder.
“Do you want to come along at eleven:thirty? Thayer and I are running out in the machine to look over the Shropshires. He wants about ten carloads of rams. You ought to find good stuff in this matter of Idaho shipments. Bring your camera along.—Seen Thayer this morning?”
“Do you want to join us at eleven-thirty? Thayer and I are heading out in the car to check out the Shropshires. He needs about ten truckloads of rams. You should be able to find some good stuff with the Idaho shipments. Bring your camera.—Have you seen Thayer this morning?”
“Just came in to breakfast as we were leaving,” Bert Wainwright volunteered.
“Just came in for breakfast as we were leaving,” Bert Wainwright said.
“Tell him to be ready at eleven-thirty if you see him. You’re not invited, Bert... out of kindness. The girls are sure to be up then.”
“Tell him to be ready at eleven-thirty if you see him. You’re not invited, Bert... just out of kindness. The girls will definitely be up by then.”
“Take Rita along with you anyway,” Bert pleaded.
“Take Rita with you anyway,” Bert begged.
“No fear,” was Forrest’s reply from the door. “We’re on business. Besides, you can’t pry Rita from Ernestine with block-and-tackle.”
“No problem,” was Forrest’s response from the door. “We’re here for business. Plus, you can’t separate Rita from Ernestine with a pulley and tackle.”
“That’s why I wanted to see if you could,” Bert grinned.
"That’s why I wanted to check if you could," Bert smiled.
“Funny how fellows never appreciate their own sisters.” Forrest paused for a perceptible moment. “I always thought Rita was a real nice sister. What’s the matter with her?”
“Funny how guys never appreciate their own sisters.” Forrest paused for a noticeable moment. “I always thought Rita was a really nice sister. What’s wrong with her?”
Before a reply could reach him, he had closed the door and was jingling his spurs along the passage to a spiral stairway of broad concrete steps. As he left the head of the stairway, a dance-time piano measure and burst of laughter made him peep into a white morning room, flooded with sunshine. A young girl, in rose-colored kimono and boudoir cap, was at the instrument, while two others, similarly accoutered, in each other’s arms, were parodying a dance never learned at dancing school nor intended by the participants for male eyes to see.
Before a reply could get to him, he closed the door and jingled his spurs down the hallway to a spiral staircase with wide concrete steps. As he reached the top of the stairs, he heard the music of a piano and a burst of laughter, which made him peek into a bright morning room filled with sunshine. A young girl in a pink kimono and a boudoir cap was at the piano, while two others, dressed similarly, were in each other’s arms, playfully imitating a dance that they hadn't learned in dance class and that definitely wasn't meant for male spectators.
The girl at the piano discovered him, winked, and played on. Not for another minute did the dancers spy him. They gave startled cries, collapsed, laughing, in each other’s arms, and the music stopped. They were gorgeous, healthy young creatures, the three of them, and Forrest’s eye kindled as he looked at them in quite the same way that it had kindled when he regarded the Fotherington Princess.
The girl at the piano spotted him, winked, and kept playing. The dancers didn’t notice him for another minute. They let out surprised gasps, fell into each other’s arms, laughing, and the music came to a halt. They were beautiful, lively young people, the three of them, and Forrest’s eye lit up as he looked at them just like it had when he saw the Fotherington Princess.
Persiflage, of the sort that obtains among young things of the human kind, flew back and forth.
Persiflage, the kind that happens among young people, flew back and forth.
“I’ve been here five minutes,” Dick Forrest asserted.
“I’ve been here five minutes,” Dick Forrest stated.
The two dancers, to cover their confusion, doubted his veracity and instanced his many well-known and notorious guilts of mendacity. The girl at the piano, Ernestine, his sister-in-law, insisted that pearls of truth fell from his lips, that she had seen him from the moment he began to look, and that as she estimated the passage of time he had been looking much longer than five minutes.
The two dancers, to hide their confusion, questioned his honesty and pointed out his many well-known lies. The girl at the piano, Ernestine, his sister-in-law, insisted that he spoke the truth, claiming she had seen him since he started looking, and that based on her sense of time, he had been looking for much longer than five minutes.
“Well, anyway,” Forrest broke in on their babel, “Bert, the sweet innocent, doesn’t think you are up yet.”
“Well, anyway,” Forrest interrupted their chatter, “Bert, the sweet innocent, doesn’t think you’re awake yet.”
“We’re not... to him,” one of the dancers, a vivacious young Venus, retorted. “Nor are we to you either. So run along, little boy. Run along.”
“We’re not... to him,” one of the dancers, a lively young woman, shot back. “Nor are we to you either. So go on, little boy. Go on.”
“Look here, Lute,” Forrest began sternly. “Just because I am a decrepit old man, and just because you are eighteen, just eighteen, and happen to be my wife’s sister, you needn’t presume to put the high and mighty over on me. Don’t forget—and I state the fact, disagreeable as it may be, for Rita’s sake—don’t forget that in the past ten years I’ve paddled you more disgraceful times than you care to dare me to enumerate.
“Listen up, Lute,” Forrest started firmly. “Just because I’m an old man, and just because you’re eighteen, only eighteen, and happen to be my wife’s sister, doesn’t mean you can act all superior with me. Don’t forget—and I’m saying this, no matter how unpleasant it is, for Rita’s sake—don’t forget that in the past ten years, I’ve seen you go through more embarrassing moments than you would ever want to challenge me to count.”
“It is true, I am not so young as I used to was, but—” He felt the biceps of his right arm and made as if to roll up the sleeve. “—But, I’m not all in yet, and for two cents...”
“It’s true, I’m not as young as I used to be, but—” He felt the muscles in his right arm and pretended to roll up his sleeve. “—But, I’m still not finished yet, and for two cents...”
“What?” the young woman challenged belligerently.
“What?” the young woman challenged aggressively.
“For two cents,” he muttered darkly. “For two cents... Besides, and it grieves me to inform you, your cap is not on straight. Also, it is not a very tasteful creation at best. I could make a far more becoming cap with my toes, asleep, and... yes, seasick as well.”
“For two cents,” he said bitterly. “For two cents... Also, it pains me to tell you, your cap is crooked. Honestly, it’s not very stylish either. I could whip up a much nicer cap with my toes, while asleep, and... yes, even seasick.”
Lute tossed her blond head defiantly, glanced at her comrades in solicitation of support, and said:
Lute tossed her blonde hair defiantly, looked at her friends for support, and said:
“Oh, I don’t know. It seems humanly reasonable that the three of us can woman-handle a mere man of your elderly and insulting avoirdupois. What do you say, girls? Let’s rush him. He’s not a minute under forty, and he has an aneurism. Yes, and though loath to divulge family secrets, he’s got Meniere’s Disease.”
“Oh, I don’t know. It seems totally reasonable that the three of us can handle a guy like you, with your old and insulting weight. What do you think, girls? Let’s go for it. He’s definitely not under forty, and he has an aneurysm. Yes, and even though I hate sharing family secrets, he’s got Meniere’s Disease.”
Ernestine, a small but robust blonde of eighteen, sprang from the piano and joined her two comrades in a raid on the cushions of the deep window seats. Side by side, a cushion in each hand, and with proper distance between them cannily established for the swinging of the cushions, they advanced upon the foe.
Ernestine, a small but strong eighteen-year-old blonde, jumped up from the piano and joined her two friends in attacking the cushions of the deep window seats. Side by side, with a cushion in each hand and a safe distance set for swinging the cushions, they moved toward their target.
Forrest prepared for battle, then held up his hand for parley.
Forrest got ready for battle, then raised his hand to signal for a truce.
“’Fraid cat!” they taunted, in several at first, and then in chorus.
“Scaredy cat!” they teased, first a few and then all together.
He shook his head emphatically.
He shook his head vigorously.
“Just for that, and for all the rest of your insolences, the three of you are going to get yours. All the wrongs of a lifetime are rising now in my brain in a dazzling brightness. I shall go Berserk in a moment. But first, and I speak as an agriculturist, and I address myself to you, Lute, in all humility, in heaven’s name what is Meniere’s Disease? Do sheep catch it?”
“Because of that, and all your other disrespectful behavior, the three of you are going to get what’s coming to you. All the wrongs from my life are flooding my mind with a blinding clarity. I'm about to lose it. But first, speaking as a farmer, I’m addressing you, Lute, with utmost respect—what exactly is Meniere’s Disease? Can sheep get it?”
“Meniere’s Disease is,” Lute began,... “is what you’ve got. Sheep are the only known living creatures that get it.”
“Meniere’s Disease is,” Lute began,... “is what you’ve got. Sheep are the only known living creatures that get it.”
Ensued red war and chaos. Forrest made a football rush of the sort that obtained in California before the adoption of Rugby; and the girls broke the line to let him through, turned upon him, flanked him on either side, and pounded him with cushions.
Ensued red war and chaos. Forrest made a football rush like the ones that happened in California before Rugby was adopted; and the girls broke the line to let him through, turned on him, flanked him on either side, and pounded him with cushions.
He turned, with widespread arms, extended fingers, each finger a hook, and grappled the three. The battle became a whirlwind, a be-spurred man the center, from which radiated flying draperies of flimsy silk, disconnected slippers, boudoir caps, and hairpins. There were thuds from the cushions, grunts from the man, squeals, yelps and giggles from the girls, and from the totality of the combat inextinguishable laughter and a ripping and tearing of fragile textures.
He turned, arms wide open, fingers outstretched, each finger like a hook, and grabbed the three. The fight turned into a whirlwind, a spurred man in the center, from which flew bits of delicate silk, scattered slippers, nightcaps, and hairpins. There were thuds from the cushions, grunts from the man, squeals, yelps, and giggles from the girls, and from the chaos of the battle came endless laughter and the sound of fragile materials ripping and tearing.
Dick Forrest found himself sprawled on the floor, the wind half knocked out of him by shrewdly delivered cushions, his head buzzing from the buffeting, and, in one hand, a trailing, torn, and generally disrupted girdle of pale blue silk and pink roses.
Dick Forrest found himself sprawled on the floor, the wind half knocked out of him by expertly thrown cushions, his head buzzing from the impact, and, in one hand, a trailing, torn, and generally messed up belt of pale blue silk with pink roses.
In one doorway, cheeks flaming from the struggle, stood Rita, alert as a fawn and ready to flee. In the other doorway, likewise flame-checked, stood Ernestine in the commanding attitude of the Mother of the Gracchi, the wreckage of her kimono wrapped severely about her and held severely about her by her own waist-pressing arm. Lute, cornered behind the piano, attempted to run but was driven back by the menace of Forrest, who, on hands and knees, stamped loudly with the palms of his hands on the hardwood floor, rolled his head savagely, and emitted bull-like roars.
In one doorway, Rita stood with her cheeks flushed from the struggle, alert like a deer and ready to run. In the other doorway, equally flushed, was Ernestine, striking a commanding pose like the Mother of the Gracchi, her kimono wrapped tightly around her and held firmly in place by her own arm pressing against her waist. Lute, trapped behind the piano, tried to escape but was forced back by Forrest, who was on his hands and knees, pounding loudly with his palms on the hardwood floor, rolling his head aggressively, and letting out deep, bull-like roars.
“And they still believe that old prehistoric myth,” Ernestine proclaimed from safety, “that once he, that wretched semblance of a man-thing prone in the dirt, captained Berkeley to victory over Stanford.”
“And they still believe that old prehistoric myth,” Ernestine declared from her safe spot, “that once he, that miserable excuse for a human lying in the dirt, led Berkeley to victory over Stanford.”
Her breasts heaved from the exertion, and he marked the pulsating of the shimmering cherry-colored silk with delight as he flung his glance around to the other two girls similarly breathing.
Her breasts rose and fell from the effort, and he watched the rhythmic movement of the shiny cherry-colored silk with pleasure as he glanced over at the other two girls who were also catching their breath.
The piano was a miniature grand—a dainty thing of rich white and gold to match the morning room. It stood out from the wall, so that there was possibility for Lute to escape around either way of it. Forrest gained his feet and faced her across the broad, flat top of the instrument. As he threatened to vault it, Lute cried out in horror:
The piano was a small grand— a lovely piece in rich white and gold that matched the morning room. It was positioned away from the wall, allowing Lute to slip around it on either side. Forrest got to his feet and faced her over the wide, flat top of the instrument. As he pretended to jump over it, Lute shouted in alarm:
“But your spurs, Dick! Your spurs!”
“But your spurs, Dick! Your spurs!”
“Give me time to take them off,” he offered.
“Just give me a moment to take them off,” he said.
As he stooped to unbuckle them, Lute darted to escape, but was herded back to the shelter of the piano.
As he bent down to unbuckle them, Lute tried to run away, but was quickly guided back to the safety of the piano.
“All right,” he growled. “On your head be it. If the piano’s scratched I’ll tell Paula.”
“All right,” he growled. “You’re responsible for this. If the piano gets scratched, I’ll let Paula know.”
“I’ve got witnesses,” she panted, indicating with her blue joyous eyes the young things in the doorways.
“I’ve got witnesses,” she panted, pointing with her bright blue eyes at the young people in the doorways.
“Very well, my dear.” Forrest drew back his body and spread his resting palms. “I’m coming over to you.”
“Alright, my dear.” Forrest pulled back and opened his hands. “I’m coming over to you.”
Action and speech were simultaneous. His body, posited sidewise from his hands, was vaulted across, the perilous spurs a full foot above the glossy white surface. And simultaneously Lute ducked and went under the piano on hands and knees. Her mischance lay in that she bumped her head, and, before she could recover way, Forrest had circled the piano and cornered her under it.
Action and speech happened at the same time. His body, angled away from his hands, soared over, while the dangerous spikes hovered a full foot above the shiny white surface. At the same moment, Lute crouched down and crawled under the piano. Unfortunately, she hit her head, and before she could get her bearings, Forrest had moved around the piano and trapped her beneath it.
“Come out!” he commanded. “Come out and take your medicine!”
“Come out!” he ordered. “Come out and face the consequences!”
“A truce,” she pleaded. “A truce, Sir Knight, for dear love’s sake and all damsels in distress.”
“A truce,” she begged. “A truce, Sir Knight, for the sake of love and all women in distress.”
“I ain’t no knight,” Forrest announced in his deepest bass. “I’m an ogre, a filthy, debased and altogether unregenerate ogre. I was born in the tule-swamps. My father was an ogre and my mother was more so. I was lulled to slumber on the squalls of infants dead, foreordained, and predamned. I was nourished solely on the blood of maidens educated in Mills Seminary. My favorite chophouse has ever been a hardwood floor, a loaf of Mills Seminary maiden, and a roof of flat piano. My father, as well as an ogre, was a California horse-thief. I am more reprehensible than my father. I have more teeth. My mother, as well as an ogress, was a Nevada book-canvasser. Let all her shame be told. She even solicited subscriptions for ladies’ magazines. I am more terrible than my mother. I have peddled safety razors.”
“I’m no knight,” Forrest declared in his deep voice. “I’m an ogre, a filthy, degraded, and completely unrepentant ogre. I was born in the swampy marshes. My dad was an ogre and my mom was even worse. I was rocked to sleep on the cries of doomed infants. I was raised solely on the blood of girls who went to Mills Seminary. My favorite dining spot has always been a hardwood floor, a loaf of a Mills Seminary girl, and a flat piano for a roof. My dad, besides being an ogre, was a horse thief from California. I'm more despicable than he was. I have more teeth. My mom, also an ogress, was a book canvasser from Nevada. Let all her shame be revealed. She even tried to get subscriptions for women’s magazines. I'm more terrible than my mom. I've sold safety razors.”
“Can naught soothe and charm your savage breast?” Lute pleaded in soulful tones while she studied her chances for escape.
“Can nothing soothe and charm your wild heart?” Lute pleaded in heartfelt tones while she assessed her chances for escape.
“One thing only, miserable female. One thing only, on the earth, over the earth, and under its ruining waters—”
"One thing only, miserable woman. One thing only, on the earth, over the earth, and beneath its destructive waters—"
A squawk of recognized plagiarism interrupted him from Ernestine.
A squawk of recognized plagiarism interrupted him from Ernestine.
“See Ernest Dowson, page seventy-nine, a thin book of thin verse ladled out with porridge to young women detentioned at Mills Seminary,” Forrest went on. “As I had already enunciated before I was so rudely interrupted, the one thing only that can balm and embalm this savage breast is the ‘Maiden’s Prayer.’ Listen, with all your ears ere I chew them off in multitude and gross! Listen, silly, unbeautiful, squat, short-legged and ugly female under the piano! Can you recite the ’Maiden’s Prayer’?”
“Check out Ernest Dowson, page seventy-nine, a slim book of thin poetry served up with porridge to the young women locked up at Mills Seminary,” Forrest continued. “As I was saying before I was so rudely interrupted, the only thing that can soothe this savage heart is the ‘Maiden’s Prayer.’ Listen closely before I chew your ears off in bulk and grotesque! Listen, silly, unappealing, squat, short-legged, and ugly girl under the piano! Can you recite the ‘Maiden’s Prayer’?”
Screams of delight from the young things in the doorways prevented the proper answer and Lute, from under the piano, cried out to young Wainwright, who had appeared:
Screams of excitement from the kids in the doorways interrupted the proper response, and Lute, from beneath the piano, shouted out to young Wainwright, who had shown up:
“A rescue, Sir Knight! A rescue!”
“A rescue, Sir Knight! A rescue!”
“Unhand the maiden!” was Bert’s challenge.
“Let go of the girl!” was Bert’s challenge.
“Who art thou?” Forrest demanded.
"Who are you?" Forrest demanded.
“King George, sirrah!—I mean, er, Saint George.”
“King George, dude!—I mean, um, Saint George.”
“Then am I thy dragon,” Forrest announced with due humility. “Spare this ancient, honorable, and only neck I have.”
“Then I am your dragon,” Forrest said with respect. “Please spare this old, honorable, and only neck I have.”
“Off with his head!” the young things encouraged.
“Off with his head!” the young ones cheered.
“Stay thee, maidens, I pray thee,” Bert begged. “I am only a Small Potato. Yet am I unafraid. I shall beard the dragon. I shall beard him in his gullet, and, while he lingeringly chokes to death over my unpalatableness and general spinefulness, do you, fair damsels, flee to the mountains lest the valleys fall upon you. Yolo, Petaluma, and West Sacramento are about to be overwhelmed by a tidal wave and many big fishes.”
“Wait, maidens, please,” Bert pleaded. “I’m just a Small Potato. But I’m not afraid. I’m going to confront the dragon. I’ll face him head-on, and while he slowly chokes to death on how unappetizing and prickly I am, you, lovely ladies, should escape to the mountains before the valleys come crashing down on you. Yolo, Petaluma, and West Sacramento are about to be hit by a tidal wave and a ton of big fish.”
“Off with his head!” the young things chanted. “Slay him in his blood and barbecue him!”
“Off with his head!” the young people chanted. “Kill him and barbecue him!”
“Thumbs down,” Forrest groaned. “I am undone. Trust to the unstrained quality of mercy possessed by Christian young women in the year 1914 who will vote some day if ever they grow up and do not marry foreigners. Consider my head off, Saint George. I am expired. Further deponent sayeth not.”
“Thumbs down,” Forrest groaned. “I’m done for. Count on the genuine kindness of Christian young women in 1914, who will vote someday if they ever grow up and don’t marry foreigners. Consider my head chopped off, Saint George. I’m finished. Further witness has nothing to add.”
And Forrest, with sobs and slubberings, with realistic shudders and kicks and a great jingling of spurs, lay down on the floor and expired.
And Forrest, with tears and sniffling, shaking realistically and kicking, and a loud jingling of spurs, dropped to the floor and died.
Lute crawled out from under the piano, and was joined by Rita and Ernestine in an extemporized dance of the harpies about the slain.
Lute crawled out from under the piano and was joined by Rita and Ernestine in a spontaneous dance of the harpies around the fallen.
In the midst of it, Forrest sat up, protesting. Also, he was guilty of a significant and privy wink to Lute.
In the middle of it all, Forrest sat up, complaining. Also, he gave a knowing wink to Lute.
“The hero!” he cried. “Forget him not. Crown him with flowers.”
“The hero!” he exclaimed. “Don’t forget him. Crown him with flowers.”
And Bert was crowned with flowers from the vases, unchanged from the day before. When a bunch of water-logged stems of early tulips, propelled by Lute’s vigorous arm, impacted soggily on his neck under the ear, he fled. The riot of pursuit echoed along the hall and died out down the stairway toward the stag room. Forrest gathered himself together, and, grinning, went jingling on through the Big House.
And Bert wore a crown of flowers from the vases, just like the day before. When a bunch of waterlogged stems from early tulips, thrown by Lute’s strong arm, landed soggily on his neck, he ran away. The chaotic chase echoed down the hall and faded away toward the stairway leading to the stag room. Forrest collected himself, grinning, and continued on through the Big House.
He crossed two patios on brick walks roofed with Spanish tile and swamped with early foliage and blooms, and gained his wing of the house, still breathing from the fun, to find, in the office, his secretary awaiting him.
He crossed two patios on brick paths covered with Spanish tiles and filled with early leaves and flowers, and reached his part of the house, still buzzing from the fun, to find his secretary waiting for him in the office.
“Good morning, Mr. Blake,” he greeted. “Sorry I was delayed.” He glanced at his wrist-watch. “Only four minutes, however. I just couldn’t get away sooner.”
“Good morning, Mr. Blake,” he said. “Sorry I was late.” He looked at his watch. “Just four minutes, though. I just couldn’t leave any earlier.”
Chapter IV
From nine till ten Forrest gave himself up to his secretary, achieving a correspondence that included learned societies and every sort of breeding and agricultural organization and that would have compelled the average petty business man, unaided, to sit up till midnight to accomplish.
From nine to ten, Forrest devoted himself to his secretary, managing a correspondence that included academic societies and all kinds of breeding and agricultural organizations, which would have kept the average small business owner up until midnight to handle on their own.
For Dick Forrest was the center of a system which he himself had built and of which he was secretly very proud. Important letters and documents he signed with his ragged fist. All other letters were rubber-stamped by Mr. Blake, who, also, in shorthand, in the course of the hour, put down the indicated answers to many letters and received the formula designations of reply to many other letters. Mr. Blake’s private opinion was that he worked longer hours than his employer, although it was equally his private opinion that his employer was a wonder for discovering work for others to perform.
For Dick Forrest was the center of a system that he had built himself and was secretly very proud of. He signed important letters and documents with his messy handwriting. All other letters were rubber-stamped by Mr. Blake, who also took shorthand notes during the hour, jotting down the answers for many letters and receiving the formula designations for replies to many others. Mr. Blake privately thought he worked longer hours than his boss, although he also privately believed that his boss had a talent for finding work for others to do.
At ten, to the stroke of the clock, as Pittman, Forrest’s show-manager, entered the office, Blake, burdened with trays of correspondence, sheafs of documents, and phonograph cylinders, faded away to his own office.
At ten o'clock sharp, as Pittman, Forrest's show manager, walked into the office, Blake, weighed down with trays of mail, stacks of documents, and phonograph cylinders, slipped away to his own office.
From ten to eleven a stream of managers and foremen flowed in and out. All were well disciplined in terseness and time-saving. As Dick Forrest had taught them, the minutes spent with him were not minutes of cogitation. They must be prepared before they reported or suggested. Bonbright, the assistant secretary, always arrived at ten to replace Blake; and Bonbright, close to shoulder, with flying pencil, took down the rapid-fire interchange of question and answer, statement and proposal and plan. These shorthand notes, transcribed and typed in duplicate, were the nightmare and, on occasion, the Nemesis, of the managers and foremen. For, first, Forrest had a remarkable memory; and, second, he was prone to prove its worth by reference to those same notes of Bonbright.
From ten to eleven, a steady stream of managers and foremen came and went. They were all trained to be concise and efficient with their time. As Dick Forrest taught them, the minutes spent with him weren't for deep thinking. They needed to be prepared before they came to him with reports or suggestions. Bonbright, the assistant secretary, always arrived at ten to take over for Blake; and Bonbright, sitting close by with a swift pencil, recorded the fast-paced exchange of questions, answers, statements, proposals, and plans. These shorthand notes, which were then transcribed and typed up in duplicate, often became a source of stress and, at times, a punishment for the managers and foremen. First, Forrest had an exceptional memory; and second, he had a tendency to showcase that memory by referencing Bonbright's notes.
A manager, at the end of a five or ten minute session, often emerged sweating, limp and frazzled. Yet for a swift hour, at high tension, Forrest met all comers, with a master’s grip handling them and all the multifarious details of their various departments. He told Thompson, the machinist, in four flashing minutes, where the fault lay in the dynamo to the Big House refrigerator, laid the fault home to Thompson, dictated a note to Bonbright, with citation by page and chapter to a volume from the library to be drawn by Thompson, told Thompson that Parkman, the dairy manager, was not satisfied with the latest wiring up of milking machines, and that the refrigerating plant at the slaughter house was balking at its accustomed load.
A manager, after a five or ten minute session, often came out sweaty, exhausted, and frazzled. But for a quick hour, under high pressure, Forrest faced everyone, expertly managing them and all the various details of their departments. He quickly told Thompson, the machinist, in just four minutes, where the issue was with the dynamo for the Big House refrigerator, assigned the fault to Thompson, dictated a note to Bonbright, referencing a specific page and chapter from a library book for Thompson to retrieve, informed Thompson that Parkman, the dairy manager, was unhappy with the latest setup of the milking machines, and that the refrigeration system at the slaughterhouse was struggling with its usual load.
Each man was a specialist, yet Forrest was the proved master of their specialties. As Paulson, the head plowman, complained privily to Dawson, the crop manager: “I’ve worked here twelve years and never have I seen him put his hands to a plow, and yet, damn him, he somehow seems to know. He’s a genius, that’s what he is. Why, d’ye know, I’ve seen him tear by a piece of work, his hands full with that Man-Eater of his a-threatenin’ sudden funeral, an’, next morning, had ’m mention casually to a half-inch how deep it was plowed an’ what plows’d done the plowin’!—Take that plowin’ of the Poppy Meadow, up above Little Meadow, on Los Cuatos. I just couldn’t see my way to it, an’ had to cut out the cross-sub-soiling, an’ thought I could slip it over on him. After it was all finished he kind of happened up that way—I was lookin’ an’ he didn’t seem to look—an’, well, next A.M. I got mine in the office. No; I didn’t slip it over. I ain’t tried to slip nothing over since.”
Each man was a specialist, but Forrest was the proven master of their skills. As Paulson, the head plowman, privately complained to Dawson, the crop manager: “I’ve worked here for twelve years and I’ve never seen him touch a plow, and yet, damn him, he somehow seems to know. He’s a genius, that’s what he is. You know, I’ve seen him rush through a piece of work, his hands full with that Man-Eater of his threatening sudden disaster, and then the next morning, he casually mentions to someone how deep it was plowed and what plows did the plowing!— Take that plowing of the Poppy Meadow, up above Little Meadow, on Los Cuatos. I just couldn’t see my way to it, and had to skip the cross-sub-soiling, thinking I could pass it off on him. After it was all finished, he kind of happened to be around— I was watching, and he didn’t seem to look— and, well, the next morning I got my notice in the office. No; I didn’t get away with anything. I haven’t tried to pull anything since.”
At eleven sharp, Wardman, his sheep manager, departed with an engagement scheduled at eleven: thirty to ride in the machine along with Thayer, the Idaho buyer, to look over the Shropshire rams. At eleven, Bonbright having departed with Wardman to work up his notes, Forrest was left alone in the office. From a wire tray of unfinished business—one of many wire trays superimposed in groups of five—he drew a pamphlet issued by the State of Iowa on hog cholera and proceeded to scan it.
At eleven o'clock on the dot, Wardman, his sheep manager, left for a meeting scheduled at eleven-thirty to ride with Thayer, the Idaho buyer, to check out the Shropshire rams. At eleven, after Bonbright left with Wardman to finalize his notes, Forrest was left alone in the office. From a wire tray filled with unfinished tasks—one of several stacked in groups of five—he pulled out a pamphlet from the State of Iowa about hog cholera and started to read it.
Five feet, ten inches in height, weighing a clean-muscled one hundred and eighty pounds, Dick Forrest was anything but insignificant for a forty years’ old man. The eyes were gray, large, over-arched by bone of brow, and lashes and brows were dark. The hair, above an ordinary forehead, was light brown to chestnut. Under the forehead, the cheeks showed high-boned, with underneath the slight hollows that necessarily accompany such formation. The jaws were strong without massiveness, the nose, large-nostriled, was straight enough and prominent enough without being too straight or prominent, the chin square without harshness and uncleft, and the mouth girlish and sweet to a degree that did not hide the firmness to which the lips could set on due provocation. The skin was smooth and well-tanned, although, midway between eyebrows and hair, the tan of forehead faded in advertisement of the rim of the Baden Powell interposed between him and the sun.
Five feet ten inches tall and weighing a solid one hundred eighty pounds, Dick Forrest was definitely not insignificant for a forty-year-old man. His large gray eyes were framed by well-defined brows and dark lashes. His hair, which sat above an average forehead, ranged from light brown to chestnut. Below the forehead, his high cheekbones had slight hollows that typically come with that facial structure. His jaws were strong but not bulky, and his nose was straight and prominent without being overly so. The chin was square without being harsh or cleft, and his mouth had a girlish sweetness that didn't mask the firmness his lips could display when provoked. His skin was smooth and well-tanned, though the tan on his forehead faded between his eyebrows and hair, indicating the rim of his Baden Powell hat that shielded him from the sun.
Laughter lurked in the mouth corners and eye-corners, and there were cheek lines about the mouth that would seem to have been formed by laughter. Equally strong, however, every line of the face that meant blended things carried a notice of surety. Dick Forrest was sure— sure, when his hand reached out for any object on his desk, that the hand would straightly attain the object without a fumble or a miss of a fraction of an inch; sure, when his brain leaped the high places of the hog cholera text, that it was not missing a point; sure, from his balanced body in the revolving desk-chair to the balanced back-head of him; sure, in heart and brain, of life and work, of all he possessed, and of himself.
Laughter lingered in the corners of his mouth and eyes, with smile lines around his mouth that seemed to have been shaped by joy. Similarly strong, every line on his face that signified a mix of feelings conveyed a sense of confidence. Dick Forrest was confident—confident that when he reached for anything on his desk, his hand would grab it without a fumble or even the slightest miss; confident that as his mind tackled the complex ideas in the hog cholera text, he wasn’t overlooking anything; confident in his steady posture in the swiveling chair and in the way his head balanced; confident in his heart and mind, in his life and work, in all he owned, and in himself.
He had reason to be sure. Body, brain, and career were long-proven sure. A rich man’s son, he had not played ducks and drakes with his father’s money. City born and reared, he had gone back to the land and made such a success as to put his name on the lips of breeders wherever breeders met and talked. He was the owner, without encumbrance, of two hundred and fifty thousand acres of land—land that varied in value from a thousand dollars an acre to a hundred dollars, that varied from a hundred dollars to ten cents an acre, and that, in stretches, was not worth a penny an acre. The improvements on that quarter of a million acres, from drain-tiled meadows to dredge-drained tule swamps, from good roads to developed water-rights, from farm buildings to the Big House itself, constituted a sum gaspingly ungraspable to the country-side.
He had every reason to be confident. His body, intellect, and career had all proven solid. As the son of a wealthy man, he hadn’t squandered his father’s money. Growing up in the city, he returned to the land and achieved enough success to make his name well-known among breeders wherever they gathered to talk. He owned, outright, two hundred and fifty thousand acres of land—land that ranged in value from a thousand dollars an acre to a hundred dollars, from a hundred dollars to ten cents an acre, and in some areas, was practically worthless. The improvements on that quarter of a million acres, from drain-tiled meadows to dredged swamp land, from good roads to developed water rights, from farm buildings to the Big House itself, represented a staggering amount that was incomprehensible to the local community.
Everything was large-scale but modern to the last tick of the clock. His managers lived, rent-free, with salaries commensurate to ability, in five—and ten-thousand-dollar houses—but they were the cream of specialists skimmed from the continent from the Atlantic to the Pacific. When he ordered gasoline-tractors for the cultivation of the flat lands, he ordered a round score. When he dammed water in his mountains he dammed it by the hundreds of millions of gallons. When he ditched his tule-swamps, instead of contracting the excavation, he bought the huge dredgers outright, and, when there was slack work on his own marshes, he contracted for the draining of the marshes of neighboring big farmers, land companies, and corporations for a hundred miles up and down the Sacramento River.
Everything was large-scale but modern to the last second. His managers lived rent-free, with salaries that matched their skills, in houses worth five to ten thousand dollars—but they were the best specialists picked from across the continent, from the Atlantic to the Pacific. When he ordered gas tractors for the cultivation of the flatlands, he ordered a whole bunch. When he built a dam in his mountains, it held hundreds of millions of gallons. When he drained his swampy areas, instead of hiring out the excavation, he bought huge dredgers outright, and when there was downtime on his own marshes, he took contracts to drain the marshes of neighboring big farmers, land companies, and corporations for a hundred miles along the Sacramento River.
He had brain sufficient to know the need of buying brains and to pay a tidy bit over the current market price for the most capable brains. And he had brain sufficient to direct the brains he bought to a profitable conclusion.
He was smart enough to realize the importance of hiring talented people and was willing to pay a good amount above the average price for the best talent. And he was also smart enough to lead the people he hired to a successful outcome.
And yet, he was just turned forty was clear-eyed, calm-hearted, hearty-pulsed, man-strong; and yet, his history, until he was thirty, had been harum-scarum and erratic to the superlative. He had run away from a millionaire home when he was thirteen. He had won enviable college honors ere he was twenty-one and after that he had known all the purple ports of the purple seas, and, with cool head, hot heart, and laughter, played every risk that promised and provided in the wild world of adventure that he had lived to see pass under the sobriety of law.
And yet, he had just turned forty, and he was clear-minded, calm-hearted, strong, and full of life; however, his past, until he reached thirty, had been chaotic and wildly unpredictable. He had run away from a wealthy home when he was thirteen. He had achieved impressive college honors before he turned twenty-one, and after that, he had explored all the vibrant ports of the colorful seas. With a cool head, a passionate heart, and laughter, he took on every chance that promised excitement and adventure in the wild world he had experienced before it was tamed by the constraints of law.
In the old days of San Francisco Forrest had been a name to conjure with. The Forrest Mansion had been one of the pioneer palaces on Nob Hill where dwelt the Floods, the Mackays, the Crockers, and the O’Briens. “Lucky” Richard Forrest, the father, had arrived, via the Isthmus, straight from old New England, keenly commercial, interested before his departure in clipper ships and the building of clipper ships, and interested immediately after his arrival in water-front real estate, river steamboats, mines, of course, and, later, in the draining of the Nevada Comstock and the construction of the Southern Pacific.
In the early days of San Francisco, Forrest was a name that commanded attention. The Forrest Mansion was one of the original grand homes on Nob Hill, where the Floods, the Mackays, the Crockers, and the O’Briens lived. "Lucky" Richard Forrest, the father, had journeyed from old New England via the Isthmus, with a strong focus on business. Before leaving, he was interested in clipper ships and their construction, and right after arriving, he turned his attention to waterfront real estate, river steamboats, mines, and eventually, the draining of the Nevada Comstock and building the Southern Pacific.
He played big, he won big, he lost big; but he won always more than he lost, and what he paid out at one game with one hand, he drew back with his other hand at another game. His winnings from the Comstock he sank into the various holes of the bottomless Daffodil Group in Eldorado County. The wreckage from the Benicia Line he turned into the Napa Consolidated, which was a quicksilver venture, and it earned him five thousand per cent. What he lost in the collapse of the Stockton boom was more than balanced by the realty appreciation of his key-holdings at Sacramento and Oakland.
He played big, he won big, he lost big; but he always won more than he lost, and what he paid out in one game with one hand, he pulled back with his other hand at another game. He invested his winnings from the Comstock into the various holes of the endless Daffodil Group in Eldorado County. The wreckage from the Benicia Line he turned into the Napa Consolidated, which was a quicksilver venture, and it earned him five thousand percent. What he lost in the collapse of the Stockton boom was more than compensated by the property appreciation of his key holdings in Sacramento and Oakland.
And, to cap it all, when “Lucky” Richard Forrest had lost everything in a series of calamities, so that San Francisco debated what price his Nob Hill palace would fetch at auction, he grubstaked one, Del Nelson, to a prospecting in Mexico. As soberly set down in history, the result of the said Del Nelson’s search for quartz was the Harvest Group, including the fabulous and inexhaustible Tattlesnake, Voice, City, Desdemona, Bullfrog, and Yellow Boy claims. Del Nelson, astounded by his achievement, within the year drowned himself in an enormous quantity of cheap whisky, and, the will being incontestible through lack of kith and kin, left his half to Lucky Richard Forrest.
And, to top it all off, when “Lucky” Richard Forrest lost everything in a series of misfortunes, and San Francisco was debating how much his Nob Hill mansion would sell for at auction, he financed a guy named Del Nelson to go prospecting in Mexico. As recorded in history, Del Nelson's search for quartz led to the Discovery of the Harvest Group, which included the incredible and endless Tattlesnake, Voice, City, Desdemona, Bullfrog, and Yellow Boy claims. Del Nelson, shocked by his success, ended up drowning his sorrows in a huge amount of cheap whiskey within the year, and since he had no family or relatives to contest it, he left his half to Lucky Richard Forrest.
Dick Forrest was the son of his father. Lucky Richard, a man of boundless energy and enterprise, though twice married and twice widowed, had not been blessed with children. His third marriage occurred in 1872, when he was fifty-eight, and in 1874, although he lost the mother, a twelve-pound boy, stout-barreled and husky-lunged, remained to be brought up by a regiment of nurses in the palace on Nob Hill.
Dick Forrest was the son of his father. Lucky Richard, a man full of energy and ambition, despite being married twice and losing both wives, had not been fortunate enough to have children. His third marriage took place in 1872 when he was fifty-eight, and in 1874, although he lost the mother, a twelve-pound boy, sturdy and strong-lunged, was left to be raised by a team of nurses in the palace on Nob Hill.
Young Dick was precocious. Lucky Richard was a democrat. Result: Young Dick learned in a year from a private teacher what would have required three years in the grammar school, and used all of the saved years in playing in the open air. Also, result of precocity of son and democracy of father, Young Dick was sent to grammar school for the last year in order to learn shoulder-rubbing democracy with the sons and daughters of workmen, tradesmen, saloon-keepers and politicians.
Young Dick was highly advanced for his age. Lucky Richard was a man of the people. As a result, Young Dick learned in a year from a private tutor what would have taken three years in public school and spent all that saved time playing outside. Because of the son's precociousness and the father's democratic values, Young Dick was sent to public school for his final year to experience the camaraderie of the sons and daughters of laborers, merchants, bar owners, and politicians.
In class recitation or spelling match his father’s millions did not aid him in competing with Patsy Halloran, the mathematical prodigy whose father was a hod-carrier, nor with Mona Sanguinetti who was a wizard at spelling and whose widowed mother ran a vegetable store. Nor were his father’s millions and the Nob Hill palace of the slightest assistance to Young Dick when he peeled his jacket and, bareknuckled, without rounds, licking or being licked, milled it to a finish with Jimmy Botts, Jean Choyinsky, and the rest of the lads that went out over the world to glory and cash a few years later, a generation of prizefighters that only San Francisco, raw and virile and yeasty and young, could have produced.
In class discussions or spelling contests, his father's wealth didn't help him compete with Patsy Halloran, the math genius whose dad was a laborer, or with Mona Sanguinetti, who was an amazing speller and whose widowed mom ran a vegetable shop. His father's millions and the fancy Nob Hill mansion didn’t make any difference for Young Dick when he took off his jacket and fought bare-knuckled, without any rounds, going all out with Jimmy Botts, Jean Choyinsky, and the other guys who would go on to achieve fame and make money a few years later—a generation of boxers that only San Francisco, raw, lively, and young, could have produced.
The wisest thing Lucky Richard did for his boy was to give him this democratic tutelage. In his secret heart, Young Dick never forgot that he lived in a palace of many servants and that his father was a man of power and honor. On the other hand, Young Dick learned two-legged, two-fisted democracy. He learned it when Mona Sanguinetti spelled him down in class. He learned it when Berney Miller out-dodged and out-ran him when running across in Black Man.
The smartest thing Lucky Richard did for his son was to give him this democratic education. Deep down, Young Dick never forgot that he lived in a palace filled with servants and that his father was a man of influence and respect. However, Young Dick also learned about real, hands-on democracy. He figured it out when Mona Sanguinetti challenged him in class. He understood it when Berney Miller outmaneuvered and outpaced him while running across in Black Man.
And when Tim Hagan, with straight left for the hundredth time to bleeding nose and mangled mouth, and with ever reiterant right hook to stomach, had him dazed and reeling, the breath whistling and sobbing through his lacerated lips—was no time for succor from palaces and bank accounts. On his two legs, with his two fists, it was either he or Tim. And it was right there, in sweat and blood and iron of soul, that Young Dick learned how not to lose a losing fight. It had been uphill from the first blow, but he stuck it out until in the end it was agreed that neither could best the other, although this agreement was not reached until they had first lain on the ground in nausea and exhaustion and with streaming eyes wept their rage and defiance at each other. After that, they became chums and between them ruled the schoolyard.
And when Tim Hagan, delivering a straight left for the hundredth time to a bleeding nose and a messed-up mouth, and with his repeated right hooks to the stomach had him dazed and staggering, the breath whistling and gasping through his torn lips—it wasn't a moment for help from fancy places or bank accounts. On his two feet, with his fists raised, it was either him or Tim. And it was right there, in sweat, blood, and sheer determination, that Young Dick figured out how to not lose a losing fight. It had been tough from the first punch, but he stuck it out until they both agreed that neither could defeat the other, although this agreement didn’t come until they had first collapsed on the ground in nausea and exhaustion, with tears streaming down their faces, showing their anger and defiance toward each other. After that, they became friends and ruled the schoolyard together.
Lucky Richard died the same month Young Dick emerged from grammar school. Young Dick was thirteen years old, with twenty million dollars, and without a relative in the world to trouble him. He was the master of a palace of servants, a steam yacht, stables, and, as well, of a summer palace down the Peninsula in the nabob colony at Menlo. One thing, only, was he burdened with: guardians.
Lucky Richard died the same month Young Dick graduated from grammar school. Young Dick was thirteen years old, had twenty million dollars, and didn't have a single relative in the world to bother him. He was in charge of a palace full of servants, a steam yacht, stables, and also a summer home down the Peninsula in the wealthy colony at Menlo. The only thing weighing him down was his guardians.
On a summer afternoon, in the big library, he attended the first session of his board of guardians. There were three of them, all elderly, and successful, all legal, all business comrades of his father. Dick’s impression, as they explained things to him, was that, although they meant well, he had no contacts with them. In his judgment, their boyhood was too far behind them. Besides that, it was patent that him, the particular boy they were so much concerned with, they did not understand at all. Furthermore, in his own sure way he decided that he was the one person in the world fitted to know what was best for himself.
On a summer afternoon, in the large library, he attended the first meeting of his guardians. There were three of them, all older, successful, all lawyers, and business associates of his father. Dick felt, as they explained things to him, that even though they had good intentions, he had no real connection with them. In his opinion, their childhoods were too far behind them. Moreover, it was obvious that they did not understand him at all, the particular boy they were so concerned about. He firmly believed that he was the only person who truly knew what was best for himself.
Mr. Crockett made a long speech, to which Dick listened with alert and becoming attention, nodding his head whenever he was directly addressed or appealed to. Messrs. Davidson and Slocum also had their say and were treated with equal consideration. Among other things, Dick learned what a sterling, upright man his father had been, and the program already decided upon by the three gentlemen which would make him into a sterling and upright man.
Mr. Crockett gave a long speech, and Dick listened attentively, nodding his head whenever he was directly addressed or called upon. Messrs. Davidson and Slocum also spoke and were treated with the same respect. Among other things, Dick learned what a great and honorable man his father had been, along with the plan already set by the three gentlemen to help him become a great and honorable man as well.
When they were quite done, Dick took it upon himself to say a few things.
When they were finished, Dick decided to say a few things.
“I have thought it over,” he announced, “and first of all I shall go traveling.”
“I’ve thought it over,” he announced, “and first of all, I’m going to travel.”
“That will come afterward, my boy,” Mr. Slocum explained soothingly. “When—say—when you are ready to enter the university. At that time a year abroad would be a very good thing... a very good thing indeed.”
“That will come later, my boy,” Mr. Slocum said gently. “When—let’s say—when you’re ready to go to university. At that point, spending a year abroad would be a wonderful opportunity... a truly wonderful opportunity.”
“Of course,” Mr. Davidson volunteered quickly, having noted the annoyed light in the lad’s eyes and the unconscious firm-drawing and setting of the lips, “of course, in the meantime you could do some traveling, a limited amount of traveling, during your school vacations. I am sure my fellow guardians will agree—under the proper management and safeguarding, of course—that such bits of travel sandwiched between your school-terms, would be advisable and beneficial.”
“Sure,” Mr. Davidson said quickly, noticing the annoyed look in the boy’s eyes and the way his lips pressed together. “In the meantime, you could do some traveling, a little traveling, during your school vacations. I'm sure my fellow guardians will agree—when managed and safeguarded properly, of course—that some travel between your school terms would be a good idea and beneficial.”
“How much did you say I am worth?” Dick asked with apparent irrelevance.
“How much did you say I'm worth?” Dick asked, seemingly unfazed.
“Twenty millions—at a most conservative estimate—that is about the sum,” Mr. Crockett answered promptly.
“Twenty million—at a very conservative estimate—that's about the amount,” Mr. Crockett replied quickly.
“Suppose I said right now that I wanted a hundred dollars!” Dick went on.
“Imagine if I said right now that I wanted a hundred dollars!” Dick continued.
“Why—er—ahem.” Mr. Slocum looked about him for guidance.
“Why—um—uh.” Mr. Slocum glanced around for help.
“We would be compelled to ask what you wanted it for,” answered Mr. Crockett.
“We would have to ask what you wanted it for,” replied Mr. Crockett.
“And suppose,” Dick said very slowly, looking Mr. Crockett squarely in the eyes, “suppose I said that I was very sorry, but that I did not care to say what I wanted it for?”
“And suppose,” Dick said very slowly, looking Mr. Crockett straight in the eyes, “suppose I said that I was really sorry, but I didn’t want to explain what I needed it for?”
“Then you wouldn’t get it,” Mr. Crockett said so immediately that there was a hint of testiness and snap in his manner.
“Then you wouldn’t understand,” Mr. Crockett said so quickly that there was a touch of irritation and sharpness in his tone.
Dick nodded slowly, as if letting the information sink in.
Dick nodded slowly, as if processing the information.
“But, of course, my boy,” Mr. Slocum took up hastily, “you understand you are too young to handle money yet. We must decide that for you.”
“But, of course, my boy,” Mr. Slocum quickly replied, “you know you’re too young to handle money yet. We’ll have to decide that for you.”
“You mean I can’t touch a penny without your permission?”
“You're saying I can’t touch a penny without your okay?”
“Not a penny,” Mr. Crockett snapped.
“Not a penny,” Mr. Crockett said sharply.
Dick nodded his head thoughtfully and murmured, “Oh, I see.”
Dick nodded thoughtfully and said, “Oh, I get it.”
“Of course, and quite naturally, it would only be fair, you know, you will have a small allowance for your personal spending,” Mr. Davidson said. “Say, a dollar, or, perhaps, two dollars, a week. As you grow older this allowance will be increased. And by the time you are twenty-one, doubtlessly you will be fully qualified—with advice, of course—to handle your own affairs.”
“Of course, it makes sense that you should have a small allowance for your personal spending,” Mr. Davidson said. “Let’s say a dollar or maybe two dollars a week. As you get older, this allowance will go up. By the time you turn twenty-one, you’ll definitely be ready— with some guidance, of course— to manage your own affairs.”
“And until I am twenty-one my twenty million wouldn’t buy me a hundred dollars to do as I please with?” Dick queried very subduedly.
“And until I turn twenty-one, my twenty million wouldn't even get me a hundred dollars to spend however I want?” Dick asked, sounding very subdued.
Mr. Davidson started to corroborate in soothing phrases, but was waved to silence by Dick, who continued:
Mr. Davidson began to support him with comforting words, but Dick waved him to be quiet and carried on:
“As I understand it, whatever money I handle will be by agreement between the four of us?”
“As I understand it, any money I manage will be agreed upon by the four of us?”
The Board of Guardians nodded.
The Board of Guardians agreed.
“That is, whatever we agree, goes?”
“That is, whatever we agree on, goes?”
Again the Board of Guardians nodded.
Again, the Board of Guardians nodded.
“Well, I’d like to have a hundred right now,” Dick announced.
“Well, I’d like to have a hundred right now,” Dick said.
“What for?” Mr. Crockett demanded.
"What for?" Mr. Crockett asked.
“I don’t mind telling you,” was the lad’s steady answer. “To go traveling.”
“I don’t mind telling you,” the guy replied confidently. “To go traveling.”
“You’ll go to bed at eight:thirty this evening,” Mr. Crockett retorted. “And you don’t get any hundred. The lady we spoke to you about will be here before six. She is to have, as we explained, daily and hourly charge of you. At six-thirty, as usual, you will dine, and she will dine with you and see you to bed. As we told you, she will have to serve the place of a mother to you—see that your ears are clean, your neck washed—”
“You're going to bed at eight-thirty tonight,” Mr. Crockett snapped. “And you won't be getting a hundred. The woman we talked to you about will arrive before six. She is going to take care of you, day and night, as we explained. At six-thirty, just like usual, you'll have dinner, and she'll eat with you and help you get to bed. As we mentioned, she’ll have to act like a mother to you—make sure your ears are clean and your neck is washed—”
“And that I get my Saturday night bath,” Dick amplified meekly for him.
“And that I get my Saturday night bath,” Dick added quietly for him.
“Precisely.”
"Exactly."
“How much are you—am I—paying the lady for her services?” Dick questioned in the disconcerting, tangential way that was already habitual to him, as his school companions and teachers had learned to their cost.
“How much are you—am I—paying the lady for her services?” Dick asked in the confusing, off-topic manner that had already become his habit, as his school friends and teachers had learned to their disadvantage.
Mr. Crockett for the first time cleared his throat for pause.
Mr. Crockett cleared his throat for the first time to take a break.
“I’m paying her, ain’t I?” Dick prodded. “Out of the twenty million, you know.”
“I’m paying her, right?” Dick nudged. “From the twenty million, you know.”
“The spit of his father,” said Mr. Slocum in an aside.
“The spit of his father,” Mr. Slocum said quietly.
“Mrs. Summerstone, the lady as you elect to call her, receives one hundred and fifty a month, eighteen hundred a year in round sum,” said Mr. Crockett.
“Mrs. Summerstone, the lady you choose to call her, receives one hundred and fifty a month, eighteen hundred a year in total,” said Mr. Crockett.
“It’s a waste of perfectly good money,” Dick sighed. “And board and lodging thrown in!”
“It’s a waste of perfectly good money,” Dick sighed. “And free room and board too!”
He stood up—not the born aristocrat of the generations, but the reared aristocrat of thirteen years in the Nob Hill palace. He stood up with such a manner that his Board of Guardians left their leather chairs to stand up with him. But he stood up as no Lord Fauntleroy ever stood up; for he was a mixer. He had knowledge that human life was many-faced and many-placed. Not for nothing had he been spelled down by Mona Sanguinetti. Not for nothing had he fought Tim Hagan to a standstill and, co-equal, ruled the schoolyard roost with him.
He got up—not the born aristocrat of generations past, but the polished aristocrat shaped by thirteen years in the Nob Hill mansion. He rose in a way that made his Board of Guardians leave their leather chairs to join him. But he stood up differently than any Lord Fauntleroy; he was a socializer. He understood that human life was complex and varied. He hadn’t been put in his place by Mona Sanguinetti for nothing. He hadn’t fought Tim Hagan to a standstill only to be sidelined; together, they ruled the schoolyard.
He was birthed of the wild gold-adventure of Forty-nine. He was a reared aristocrat and a grammar-school-trained democrat. He knew, in his precocious immature way, the differentiations between caste and mass; and, behind it all, he was possessed of a will of his own and of a quiet surety of self that was incomprehensible to the three elderly gentlemen who had been given charge of his and his destiny and who had pledged themselves to increase his twenty millions and make a man of him in their own composite image.
He was born from the wild gold rush of '49. He was raised as an aristocrat and educated like a working-class democrat. In his immature yet advanced way, he understood the differences between social classes and the masses; beneath it all, he had a strong will of his own and a quiet confidence in himself that was beyond the understanding of the three older gentlemen tasked with managing his future, who had committed to growing his twenty million and shaping him into a man in their own blended image.
“Thank you for your kindness,” Young Dick said generally to the three. “I guess we’ll get along all right. Of course, that twenty millions is mine, and of course you’ve got to take care of it for me, seeing I know nothing of business—”
“Thanks for your kindness,” Young Dick said to the three of them. “I think we’ll be okay. Of course, that twenty million is mine, and you’ve got to manage it for me since I don’t know anything about business—”
“And we’ll increase it for you, my boy, we’ll increase it for you in safe, conservative ways,” Mr. Slocum assured him.
“And we’ll boost it for you, my boy, we’ll boost it for you in safe, conservative ways,” Mr. Slocum assured him.
“No speculation,” Young Dick warned. “Dad’s just been lucky—I’ve heard him say that times have changed and a fellow can’t take the chances everybody used to take.”
“No guessing,” Young Dick warned. “Dad’s just been lucky—I’ve heard him say that times have changed and a guy can’t take the risks everyone used to take.”
From which, and from much which has already passed, it might erroneously be inferred that Young Dick was a mean and money-grubbing soul. On the contrary, he was at that instant entertaining secret thoughts and plans so utterly regardless and disdainful of his twenty millions as to place him on a par with a drunken sailor sowing the beach with a three years’ pay-day.
From this, and from much of what has already been said, one could mistakenly assume that Young Dick was a petty and greedy person. On the contrary, at that moment, he was harboring secret thoughts and plans that were completely indifferent and contemptuous of his twenty million dollars, putting him on the same level as a drunken sailor spending his three years' worth of pay on the beach.
“I am only a boy,” Young Dick went on. “But you don’t know me very well yet. We’ll get better acquainted by and by, and, again thanking you....”
“I’m just a kid,” Young Dick continued. “But you don’t really know me yet. We’ll get to know each other better soon, and, once again, thanks...”
He paused, bowed briefly and grandly as lords in Nob Hill palaces early learn to bow, and, by the quality of the pause, signified that the audience was over. Nor did the impact of dismissal miss his guardians. They, who had been co-lords with his father, withdrew confused and perplexed. Messrs. Davidson and Slocum were on the point of resolving their perplexity into wrath, as they went down the great stone stairway to the waiting carriage, but Mr. Crockett, the testy and snappish, muttered ecstatically: “The son of a gun! The little son of a gun!”
He paused, bowed briefly and grandly like lords do in the Nob Hill mansions, and, with the length of that pause, indicated that the show was over. His guardians didn’t miss the impact of the dismissal. They, who had once held equal status with his father, left feeling confused and puzzled. Messrs. Davidson and Slocum were about to turn their confusion into anger as they descended the grand stone staircase to the waiting carriage, but Mr. Crockett, who was irritable and snappy, muttered with excitement: “The little rascal! The little rascal!”
The carriage carried them down to the old Pacific Union Club, where, for another hour, they gravely discussed the future of Young Dick Forrest and pledged themselves anew to the faith reposed in them by Lucky Richard Forrest. And down the hill, on foot, where grass grew on the paved streets too steep for horse-traffic, Young Dick hurried. As the height of land was left behind, almost immediately the palaces and spacious grounds of the nabobs gave way to the mean streets and wooden warrens of the working people. The San Francisco of 1887 as incontinently intermingled its slums and mansions as did the old cities of Europe. Nob Hill arose, like any medieval castle, from the mess and ruck of common life that denned and laired at its base.
The carriage took them down to the old Pacific Union Club, where they spent another hour seriously discussing Young Dick Forrest's future and renewing their commitment to the trust placed in them by Lucky Richard Forrest. Meanwhile, Young Dick hurried down the hill on foot, where grass grew on the paved streets that were too steep for horse traffic. As he left the high ground behind, the grand palaces and spacious estates of the wealthy quickly gave way to the shabby streets and wooden shanties of the working class. San Francisco in 1887 mixed its slums and mansions just like the old cities of Europe did. Nob Hill rose, like a medieval castle, from the chaos and disorder of everyday life that crowded at its base.
Young Dick came to pause alongside a corner grocery, the second story of which was rented to Timothy Hagan Senior, who, by virtue of being a policeman with a wage of a hundred dollars a month, rented this high place to dwell above his fellows who supported families on no more than forty and fifty dollars a month.
Young Dick stopped next to a corner grocery store, the second floor of which was rented by Timothy Hagan Senior. As a policeman earning a hundred dollars a month, he chose to live in this higher place, above his peers who supported families on only forty or fifty dollars a month.
In vain Young Dick whistled up through the unscreened, open windows. Tim Hagan Junior was not at home. But Young Dick wasted little wind in the whistling. He was debating on possible adjacent places where Tim Hagan might be, when Tim himself appeared around the corner, bearing a lidless lard-can that foamed with steam beer. He grunted greeting, and Young Dick grunted with equal roughness, just as if, a brief space before, he had not, in most lordly fashion, terminated an audience with three of the richest merchant-kings of an imperial city. Nor did his possession of twenty increasing millions hint the slightest betrayal in his voice or mitigate in the slightest the gruffness of his grunt.
In vain, Young Dick whistled up through the open windows. Tim Hagan Junior wasn’t home. But Young Dick didn’t waste much breath on whistling. He was considering other nearby places where Tim Hagan might be when Tim himself came around the corner, carrying a lard can that was bubbling with steam beer. He grunted a greeting, and Young Dick grunted back just as roughly, as if he hadn’t just ended an audience with three of the wealthiest merchants in a major city. And his wealth of twenty million didn’t change the roughness in his voice or soften his grunt at all.
“Ain’t seen yeh since yer old man died,” Tim Hagan commented.
“Ain’t seen you since your dad passed away,” Tim Hagan commented.
“Well, you’re seein’ me now, ain’t you?” was Young Dick’s retort. “Say, Tim, I come to see you on business.”
“Well, you’re seeing me now, right?” Young Dick replied. “Hey, Tim, I came to see you about something important.”
“Wait till I rush the beer to the old man,” said Tim, inspecting the state of the foam in the lard-can with an experienced eye. “He’ll roar his head off if it comes in flat.”
“Wait till I bring the beer to the old man,” said Tim, checking the foam in the lard can with a practiced eye. “He’ll go crazy if it’s flat.”
“Oh, you can shake it up,” Young Dick assured him. “Only want to see you a minute. I’m hitting the road to-night. Want to come along?”
“Oh, you can shake it up,” Young Dick assured him. “I just want to see you for a minute. I’m hitting the road tonight. Want to come with me?”
Tim’s small, blue Irish eyes flashed with interest.
Tim’s small blue Irish eyes sparkled with curiosity.
“Where to?” he queried.
“Where to?” he asked.
“Don’t know. Want to come? If you do, we can talk it over after we start? You know the ropes. What d’ye say?”
“Don’t know. Want to join? If you do, we can discuss it after we begin? You know how it works. What do you think?”
“The old man’ll beat the stuffin’ outa me,” Tim demurred.
“The old man will beat the stuffing out of me,” Tim said hesitantly.
“He’s done that before, an’ you don’t seem to be much missing,” Young Dick callously rejoined. “Say the word, an’ we’ll meet at the Ferry Building at nine to-night. What d’ye say? I’ll be there.”
“He’s done that before, and you don’t seem to be missing much,” Young Dick replied coldly. “Just say the word, and we’ll meet at the Ferry Building at nine tonight. What do you think? I’ll be there.”
“Supposin’ I don’t show up?” Tim asked.
“Supposing I don’t show up?” Tim asked.
“I’ll be on my way just the same.” Young Dick turned as if to depart, paused casually, and said over his shoulder, “Better come along.”
“I'll be on my way anyway.” Young Dick turned as if to leave, paused casually, and said over his shoulder, “You might want to come with me.”
Tim shook up the beer as he answered with equal casualness,
“Aw right.
I’ll be there.”
Tim shook the beer as he replied casually,
“Alright.
I’ll be there.”
After parting from Tim Hagan Young Dick spent a busy hour or so looking up one, Marcovich, a Slavonian schoolmate whose father ran a chop-house in which was reputed to be served the finest twenty-cent meal in the city. Young Marcovich owed Young Dick two dollars, and Young Dick accepted the payment of a dollar and forty cents as full quittance of the debt.
After saying goodbye to Tim Hagan, Young Dick spent about an hour looking for Marcovich, a Slavonian classmate whose dad owned a chop-house known for serving the best twenty-cent meal in the city. Young Marcovich owed Young Dick two dollars, and Young Dick agreed to accept a dollar and forty cents as full payment of the debt.
Also, with shyness and perturbation, Young Dick wandered down Montgomery Street and vacillated among the many pawnshops that graced that thoroughfare. At last, diving desperately into one, he managed to exchange for eight dollars and a ticket his gold watch that he knew was worth fifty at the very least.
Also, feeling shy and anxious, Young Dick walked down Montgomery Street and hesitated among the many pawnshops that lined the street. Finally, desperately diving into one, he managed to trade his gold watch, which he knew was worth at least fifty dollars, for eight dollars and a ticket.
Dinner in the Nob Hill palace was served at six-thirty. He arrived at six-forty-five and encountered Mrs. Summerstone. She was a stout, elderly, decayed gentlewoman, a daughter of the great Porter-Rickington family that had shaken the entire Pacific Coast with its financial crash in the middle seventies. Despite her stoutness, she suffered from what she called shattered nerves.
Dinner in the Nob Hill palace was served at 6:30 PM. He arrived at 6:45 PM and ran into Mrs. Summerstone. She was a heavyset, elderly woman from the once-prominent Porter-Rickington family, known for their financial downfall that rocked the entire Pacific Coast in the mid-1870s. Despite her heavyset build, she claimed to have shattered nerves.
“This will never, never do, Richard,” she censured. “Here is dinner waiting fifteen minutes already, and you have not yet washed your face and hands.”
“This is absolutely unacceptable, Richard,” she scolded. “Dinner has been waiting for fifteen minutes already, and you haven’t even washed your face and hands.”
“I am sorry, Mrs. Summerstone,” Young Dick apologized. “I won’t keep you waiting ever again. And I won’t bother you much ever.”
“I’m really sorry, Mrs. Summerstone,” Young Dick apologized. “I won’t make you wait again. And I won’t trouble you too much anymore.”
At dinner, in state, the two of them alone in the great dining room, Young Dick strove to make things easy for the lady, whom, despite his knowledge that she was on his pay-roll, he felt toward as a host must feel toward a guest.
At dinner, formally, just the two of them in the large dining room, Young Dick tried to make things comfortable for the lady, whom, even though he knew she was on his payroll, he felt for like a host should feel for a guest.
“You’ll be very comfortable here,” he promised, “once you are settled down. It’s a good old house, and most of the servants have been here for years.”
“You’ll be really comfortable here,” he promised, “once you get settled in. It’s a nice old house, and most of the staff have been here for years.”
“But, Richard,” she smiled seriously to him; “it is not the servants who will determine my happiness here. It is you.”
“But, Richard,” she smiled earnestly at him, “it’s not the servants who will decide my happiness here. It’s you.”
“I’ll do my best,” he said graciously. “Better than that. I’m sorry I came in late for dinner. In years and years you’ll never see me late again. I won’t bother you at all. You’ll see. It will be just as though I wasn’t in the house.”
“I’ll do my best,” he said kindly. “Even better than that. I apologize for coming in late for dinner. From now on, you’ll never see me late again. I won’t bother you at all. You’ll see. It will be just like I wasn’t even here.”
When he bade her good night, on his way to bed, he added, as a last thought:
When he said goodnight to her on his way to bed, he added, as a final thought:
“I’ll warn you of one thing: Ah Sing. He’s the cook. He’s been in our house for years and years—oh, I don’t know, maybe twenty-five or thirty years he’s cooked for father, from long before this house was built or I was born. He’s privileged. He’s so used to having his own way that you’ll have to handle him with gloves. But once he likes you he’ll work his fool head off to please you. He likes me that way. You get him to like you, and you’ll have the time of your life here. And, honest, I won’t give you any trouble at all. It’ll be a regular snap, just as if I wasn’t here at all.”
“I’ll warn you about one thing: Ah Sing. He’s the cook. He’s been with us for years—oh, I don’t know, maybe twenty-five or thirty years he’s cooked for my dad, long before this house was built or I was even born. He’s got a special status. He’s so used to getting his way that you’ll need to be careful with him. But once he takes a liking to you, he’ll work super hard to make you happy. He likes me like that. If you can get him to like you, you’ll have a great time here. And honestly, I won’t cause you any trouble at all. It’ll be a breeze, just like I’m not even here.”
Chapter V
At nine in the evening, sharp to the second, clad in his oldest clothes, Young Dick met Tim Hagan at the Ferry Building.
At nine in the evening, right on the dot, wearing his oldest clothes, Young Dick met Tim Hagan at the Ferry Building.
“No use headin’ north,” said Tim. “Winter’ll come on up that way and make the sleepin’ crimpy. D’ye want to go East—that means Nevada and the deserts.”
“No point in heading north,” Tim said. “Winter will come that way and make it uncomfortable to sleep. Do you want to go east—that means Nevada and the deserts.”
“Any other way?” queried Young Dick. “What’s the matter with south? We can head for Los Angeles, an’ Arizona, an’ New Mexico—oh, an’ Texas.”
“Any other way?” asked Young Dick. “What’s wrong with going south? We can head for Los Angeles, Arizona, New Mexico—oh, and Texas.”
“How much money you got?” Tim demanded.
“How much money do you have?” Tim asked.
“What for?” Young Dick countered.
"Why?" Young Dick countered.
“We gotta get out quick, an’ payin’ our way at the start is quickest. Me—I’m all hunkydory; but you ain’t. The folks that’s lookin’ after you’ll raise a roar. They’ll have more detectives out than you can shake at stick at. We gotta dodge ’em, that’s what.”
“We need to get out fast, and paying our way right from the start is the quickest option. Me—I’m all good; but you’re not. The people looking after you will cause a scene. They’ll have more detectives out than you can shake a stick at. We need to avoid them, that’s the plan.”
“Then we will dodge,” said Young Dick. “We’ll make short jumps this way and that for a couple of days, layin’ low most of the time, paying our way, until we can get to Tracy. Then we’ll quit payin’ an’ beat her south.”
“Then we’ll dodge,” said Young Dick. “We’ll make quick jumps here and there for a couple of days, keeping a low profile most of the time, paying our way, until we can get to Tracy. Then we’ll stop paying and head south.”
All of which program was carefully carried out. They eventually went through Tracy as pay passengers, six hours after the local deputy sheriff had given up his task of searching the trains. With an excess of precaution Young Dick paid beyond Tracy and as far as Modesto. After that, under the teaching of Tim, he traveled without paying, riding blind baggage, box cars, and cow-catchers. Young Dick bought the newspapers, and frightened Tim by reading to him the lurid accounts of the kidnapping of the young heir to the Forrest millions.
All of that plan was executed carefully. They eventually passed through Tracy as paying passengers, six hours after the local deputy sheriff had stopped searching the trains. Being extra cautious, Young Dick paid for the fare beyond Tracy and as far as Modesto. After that, under Tim's guidance, he started traveling without paying, riding on the blind baggage, boxcars, and cow-catchers. Young Dick bought newspapers and scared Tim by reading the sensational stories about the kidnapping of the young heir to the Forrest millions.
Back in San Francisco the Board of Guardians offered rewards that totaled thirty thousand dollars for the recovery of their ward. And Tim Hagan, reading the same while they lay in the grass by some water-tank, branded forever the mind of Young Dick with the fact that honor beyond price was a matter of neither place nor caste and might outcrop in the palace on the height of land or in the dwelling over a grocery down on the flat.
Back in San Francisco, the Board of Guardians offered rewards totaling thirty thousand dollars for the recovery of their ward. Tim Hagan, reading this while they lay in the grass by a water tank, impressed upon Young Dick the idea that honor isn't about wealth or status; it can be found in a palace on the hill or in an apartment above a grocery store in the flatlands.
“Gee!” Tim said to the general landscape. “The old man wouldn’t raise a roar if I snitched on you for that thirty thousand. It makes me scared to think of it.”
“Wow!” Tim said, looking at the surroundings. “The old man wouldn’t make a fuss if I told on you for that thirty thousand. It freaks me out just thinking about it.”
And from the fact that Tim thus openly mentioned the matter, Young Dick concluded that there was no possibility of the policeman’s son betraying him.
And since Tim brought up the topic so openly, Young Dick figured that the policeman's son wouldn't betray him.
Not until six weeks afterward, in Arizona, did Young Dick bring up the subject.
Not until six weeks later, in Arizona, did Young Dick mention it.
“You see, Tim,” he said, “I’ve got slathers of money. It’s growing all the time, and I ain’t spending a cent of it, not so as you can notice... though that Mrs. Summerstone is getting a cold eighteen hundred a year out of me, with board and carriages thrown in, while you an’ I are glad to get the leavings of firemen’s pails in the round-houses. Just the same, my money’s growing. What’s ten per cent, on twenty dollars?”
“You see, Tim,” he said, “I’ve got a ton of money. It’s growing all the time, and I’m not spending a dime of it, not in a way you’d notice... though that Mrs. Summerstone is taking a cool eighteen hundred a year from me, with room and carriages included, while you and I are happy to get the leftovers from the firemen's pails in the roundhouses. Still, my money is increasing. What’s ten percent of twenty dollars?”
Tim Hagan stared at the shimmering heat-waves of the desert and tried to solve the problem.
Tim Hagan stared at the shimmering heat waves of the desert and tried to solve the problem.
“What’s one-tenth of twenty million?” Young Dick demanded irritably.
“What’s one-tenth of twenty million?” Young Dick asked irritably.
“Huh!—two million, of course.”
"Huh!—two million, obviously."
“Well, five per cent’s half of ten per cent. What does twenty million earn at five per cent, for one year?”
"Well, five percent is half of ten percent. How much does twenty million earn at five percent for one year?"
Tim hesitated.
Tim paused.
“Half of it, half of two million!” Young Dick cried. “At that rate I’m a million richer every year. Get that, and hang on to it, and listen to me. When I’m good and willing to go back—but not for years an’ years—we’ll fix it up, you and I. When I say the word, you’ll write to your father. He’ll jump out to where we are waiting, pick me up, and cart me back. Then he’ll collect the thirty thousand reward from my guardians, quit the police force, and most likely start a saloon.”
“Half of it, half of two million!” Young Dick shouted. “At that rate, I’m a million dollars richer every year. Get that, hold on to it, and listen to me. When I’m finally ready to go back—but not for years—we’ll make arrangements, you and I. When I give the word, you’ll write to your dad. He’ll rush out to where we’re waiting, pick me up, and take me back. Then he’ll collect the thirty thousand dollar reward from my guardians, leave the police force, and probably start a bar.”
“Thirty thousand’s a hell of a lot of money,” was Tim’s nonchalant way of expressing his gratitude.
“Thirty thousand is a lot of money,” was Tim’s relaxed way of showing his thanks.
“Not to me,” Young Dick minimized his generosity. “Thirty thousand goes into a million thirty-three times, and a million’s only a year’s turnover of my money.”
“Not to me,” Young Dick downplayed his generosity. “Thirty thousand fits into a million thirty-three times, and a million is just a year’s turnover of my money.”
But Tim Hagan never lived to see his father a saloon keeper. Two days later, on a trestle, the lads were fired out of an empty box-car by a brake-man who should have known better. The trestle spanned a dry ravine. Young Dick looked down at the rocks seventy feet below and demurred.
But Tim Hagan never got to see his father running a bar. Two days later, on a trestle, the boys were kicked out of an empty boxcar by a brakeman who should have known better. The trestle stretched over a dry ravine. Young Dick peered down at the rocks seventy feet below and hesitated.
“There’s room on the trestle,” he said; “but what if the train starts up?”
“There’s space on the trestle,” he said; “but what if the train starts moving?”
“It ain’t goin’ to start—beat it while you got time,” the brakeman insisted. “The engine’s takin’ water at the other side. She always takes it here.”
“It’s not going to start—run while you can,” the brakeman insisted. “The engine’s taking on water at the other side. It always does that here.”
But for once the engine did not take water. The evidence at the inquest developed that the engineer had found no water in the tank and started on. Scarcely had the two boys dropped from the side-door of the box-car, and before they had made a score of steps along the narrow way between the train and the abyss, than the train began to move. Young Dick, quick and sure in all his perceptions and adjustments, dropped on the instant to hands and knees on the trestle. This gave him better holding and more space, because he crouched beneath the overhang of the box-cars. Tim, not so quick in perceiving and adjusting, also overcome with Celtic rage at the brakeman, instead of dropping to hands and knees, remained upright to flare his opinion of the brakeman, to the brakeman, in lurid and ancestral terms.
But this time the engine didn’t take on water. The inquest revealed that the engineer found no water in the tank and just started out. Hardly had the two boys jumped from the side door of the boxcar and taken a few steps along the narrow space between the train and the edge, when the train started to move. Young Dick, quick and alert, dropped immediately to his hands and knees on the trestle. This gave him better grip and more space since he crouched under the overhang of the boxcars. Tim, not as quick to react and filled with Celtic rage at the brakeman, instead of dropping to his hands and knees, stood upright to express his thoughts about the brakeman, in vivid and dramatic terms.
“Get down!—drop!” Young Dick shouted.
"Get down! Drop!" Young Dick shouted.
But the opportunity had passed. On a down grade, the engine picked up the train rapidly. Facing the moving cars, with empty air at his back and the depth beneath, Tim tried to drop on hands and knees. But the first twist of his shoulders brought him in contact with the car and nearly out-balanced him. By a miracle he recovered equilibrium. But he stood upright. The train was moving faster and faster. It was impossible to get down.
But the chance was gone. Going downhill, the engine picked up speed quickly. Facing the moving cars, with open air behind him and a drop below, Tim tried to get down on all fours. But the first twist of his shoulders made him bump against the car, nearly throwing him off balance. By some miracle, he managed to steady himself. But he was still standing. The train was going faster and faster. There was no way to get down.
Young Dick, kneeling and holding, watched. The train gathered way. The cars moved more swiftly. Tim, with a cool head, his back to the fall, his face to the passing cars, his arms by his sides, with nowhere save under his feet a holding point, balanced and swayed. The faster the train moved, the wider he swayed, until, exerting his will, he controlled himself and ceased from swaying.
Young Dick, kneeling and holding on, watched. The train picked up speed. The cars moved faster. Tim, staying cool, had his back to the drop, his face toward the passing cars, his arms at his sides, with nothing to hold on to except for the ground beneath him, balanced and swaying. The quicker the train went, the more he swayed, until, using his willpower, he steadied himself and stopped swaying.
And all would have been well with him, had it not been for one car. Young Dick knew it, and saw it coming. It was a “palace horse-car,” projecting six inches wider than any car on the train. He saw Tim see it coming. He saw Tim steel himself to meet the abrupt subtraction of half a foot from the narrow space wherein he balanced. He saw Tim slowly and deliberately sway out, sway out to the extremest limit, and yet not sway out far enough. The thing was physically inevitable. An inch more, and Tim would have escaped the car. An inch more and he would have fallen without impact from the car. It caught him, in that margin of an inch, and hurled him backward and side-twisting. Twice he whirled sidewise, and two and a half times he turned over, ere he struck on his head and neck on the rocks.
And everything would have been fine for him, if it hadn't been for one car. Young Dick knew it and saw it coming. It was a "palace horse-car," sticking out six inches wider than any car on the train. He watched Tim notice it too. He saw Tim brace himself for the sudden loss of half a foot in the narrow space where he balanced. He watched Tim slowly and deliberately lean out, push out to the very limit, and still not lean out far enough. It was physically inevitable. An inch more, and Tim would have avoided the car. An inch more and he would have fallen without hitting the car. It caught him, in that margin of an inch, and threw him backward and twisting to the side. He spun sideways twice and rolled over two and a half times before he landed on his head and neck on the rocks.
He never moved after he struck. The seventy-foot fall broke his neck and crushed his skull. And right there Young Dick learned death—not the ordered, decent death of civilization, wherein doctors and nurses and hypodermics ease the stricken one into the darkness, and ceremony and function and flowers and undertaking institutions conspire to give a happy leave-taking and send-off to the departing shade, but sudden death, primitive death, ugly and ungarnished, like the death of a steer in the shambles or a fat swine stuck in the jugular.
He never moved after he hit the ground. The seventy-foot fall broke his neck and crushed his skull. And right there Young Dick learned about death—not the tidy, civilized death with doctors, nurses, and shots that gently usher you into darkness, where ceremonies, functions, flowers, and funeral homes work together to provide a pleasant farewell and send-off to the departing spirit, but sudden death, raw death, brutal and unembellished, like the death of a steer in the slaughterhouse or a fat pig with a cut to the throat.
And right there Young Dick learned more—the mischance of life and fate; the universe hostile to man; the need to perceive and to act, to see and know, to be sure and quick, to adjust instantly to all instant shiftage of the balance of forces that bear upon the living. And right there, beside the strangely crumpled and shrunken remnant of what had been his comrade the moment before, Young Dick learned that illusion must be discounted, and that reality never lied.
And right there Young Dick learned more—the misfortune of life and fate; the universe against humanity; the need to perceive and take action, to see and understand, to be sure and quick, to adjust instantly to all the sudden changes in the balance of forces that impact the living. And right there, next to the oddly crumpled and shrunken remains of what had been his friend just moments before, Young Dick learned that illusion had to be disregarded and that reality never deceived.
In New Mexico, Young Dick drifted into the Jingle-bob Ranch, north of Roswell, in the Pecos Valley. He was not yet fourteen, and he was accepted as the mascot of the ranch and made into a “sure-enough” cowboy by cowboys who, on legal papers, legally signed names such as Wild Horse, Willie Buck, Boomer Deacon, and High Pockets.
In New Mexico, Young Dick wandered into the Jingle-bob Ranch, north of Roswell, in the Pecos Valley. He was not yet fourteen, but he was welcomed as the mascot of the ranch and trained to be a "real" cowboy by cowboys who, on official documents, went by names like Wild Horse, Willie Buck, Boomer Deacon, and High Pockets.
Here, during a stay of six months, Young Dick, soft of frame and unbreakable, achieved a knowledge of horses and horsemanship, and of men in the rough and raw, that became a life asset. More he learned. There was John Chisum, owner of the Jingle-bob, the Bosque Grande, and of other cattle ranches as far away as the Black River and beyond. John Chisum was a cattle king who had foreseen the coming of the farmer and adjusted from the open range to barbed wire, and who, in order to do so, had purchased every forty acres carrying water and got for nothing the use of the millions of acres of adjacent range that was worthless without the water he controlled. And in the talk by the camp-fire and chuck wagon, among forty-dollar-a-month cowboys who had not foreseen what John Chisum foresaw, Young Dick learned precisely why and how John Chisum had become a cattle king while a thousand of his contemporaries worked for him on wages.
During a six-month stay, Young Dick, slender and resilient, gained valuable knowledge of horses, riding, and the rough realities of men that became a vital asset for his life. He learned even more. There was John Chisum, the owner of the Jingle-bob, the Bosque Grande, and other cattle ranches stretching as far as the Black River and beyond. John Chisum was a cattle king who anticipated the rise of farmers and adapted from open range to barbed wire. To do this, he purchased every forty-acre plot with water rights and leveraged the use of millions of acres of adjacent, less valuable land that depended on the water he controlled. Through conversations by the campfire and around the chuck wagon, among forty-dollar-a-month cowboys who had not predicted what John Chisum had, Young Dick learned exactly why and how John Chisum achieved cattle king status while a thousand of his contemporaries worked for him for wages.
But Young Dick was no cool-head. His blood was hot. He had passion, and fire, and male pride. Ready to cry from twenty hours in the saddle, he learned to ignore the thousand aching creaks in his body and with the stoic brag of silence to withstrain from his blankets until the hard-bitten punchers led the way. By the same token he straddled the horse that was apportioned him, insisted on riding night-herd, and knew no hint of uncertainty when it came to him to turn the flank of a stampede with a flying slicker. He could take a chance. It was his joy to take a chance. But at such times he never failed of due respect for reality. He was well aware that men were soft-shelled and cracked easily on hard rocks or under pounding hoofs. And when he rejected a mount that tangled its legs in quick action and stumbled, it was not because he feared to be cracked, but because, when he took a chance on being cracked, he wanted, as he told John Chisum himself, “an even break for his money.”
But Young Dick wasn’t calm. He was full of fire and passion and pride. After spending twenty hours in the saddle, he felt ready to cry, but he learned to ignore the thousands of aches in his body and stayed silent, holding back from his blankets until the tough cowboys took the lead. He chose the horse assigned to him, insisted on riding night guard, and felt no hesitation when it was time to steer through a stampede with a flying slicker. He loved taking risks. But in those moments, he never lost respect for reality. He knew that men were fragile and could break easily on hard rocks or under pounding hooves. So when he turned down a horse that got tangled up and stumbled, it wasn’t because he was afraid of getting hurt; it was because, when he was willing to take a risk, he wanted, as he told John Chisum himself, “a fair shot for his money.”
It was while at the Jingle-bob, but mailed by a cattleman from Chicago, that Young Dick wrote a letter to his guardians. Even then, so careful was he, that the envelope was addressed to Ah Sing. Though unburdened by his twenty millions, Young Dick never forgot them, and, fearing his estate might be distributed among remote relatives who might possibly inhabit New England, he warned his guardians that he was still alive and that he would return home in several years. Also, he ordered them to keep Mrs. Summerstone on at her regular salary.
It was while at the Jingle-bob, but sent by a cattleman from Chicago, that Young Dick wrote a letter to his guardians. Even then, he was so careful that the envelope was addressed to Ah Sing. Though he wasn't weighed down by his twenty million, Young Dick never forgot about it, and worried that his estate might be shared among distant relatives who might live in New England, he informed his guardians that he was still alive and that he would be coming back home in a few years. He also instructed them to keep Mrs. Summerstone on at her regular salary.
But Young Dick’s feet itched. Half a year, he felt, was really more than he should have spent at the Jingle-bob. As a boy hobo, or road-kid, he drifted on across the United States, getting acquainted with its peace officers, police judges, vagrancy laws, and jails. And he learned vagrants themselves at first hand, and floating laborers and petty criminals. Among other things, he got acquainted with farms and farmers, and, in New York State, once picked berries for a week with a Dutch farmer who was experimenting with one of the first silos erected in the United States. Nothing of what he learned came to him in the spirit of research. He had merely the human boy’s curiosity about all things, and he gained merely a huge mass of data concerning human nature and social conditions that was to stand him in good stead in later years, when, with the aid of the books, he digested and classified it.
But Young Dick's feet were restless. He felt that spending half a year at the Jingle-bob was really more than he should’ve. As a young drifter, he traveled across the United States, getting to know its peace officers, judges, vagrancy laws, and jails. He met vagrants, seasonal workers, and petty criminals up close. Among other things, he became familiar with farms and farmers, and in New York State, he once picked berries for a week with a Dutch farmer who was testing out one of the first silos built in the United States. None of what he learned came from a research mindset. He just had a curious boy's interest in everything, and he collected a vast amount of knowledge about human nature and social conditions that would serve him well in the future when he would digest and categorize it with the help of books.
His adventures did not harm him. Even when he consorted with jail-birds in jungle camps, and listened to their codes of conduct and measurements of life, he was not affected. He was a traveler, and they were alien breeds. Secure in the knowledge of his twenty millions, there was neither need nor temptation for him to steal or rob. All things and all places interested him, but he never found a place nor a situation that could hold him. He wanted to see, to see more and more, and to go on seeing.
His adventures didn't hurt him. Even when he hung out with criminals in jungle camps and listened to their rules and ways of life, he remained unaffected. He was a traveler, and they were foreign to him. Confident in his wealth of twenty million, he felt no need or urge to steal or rob. Everything fascinated him, but he never found a place or situation that could keep him. He wanted to explore, to see more and more, and to keep discovering.
At the end of three years, nearly sixteen, hard of body, weighing a hundred and thirty pounds, he judged it time to go home and open the books. So he took his first long voyage, signing on as boy on a windjammer bound around the Horn from the Delaware Breakwater to San Francisco. It was a hard voyage, of one hundred and eighty days, but at the end he weighed ten pounds the more for having made it.
At the end of three years, almost sixteen, toughened from hard work, weighing one hundred thirty pounds, he decided it was time to go home and hit the books. So he took his first long journey, signing on as a deckhand on a sailing ship headed around the Horn from the Delaware Breakwater to San Francisco. It was a tough trip, lasting one hundred eighty days, but by the end, he weighed ten pounds more for having done it.
Mrs. Summerstone screamed when he walked in on her, and Ah Sing had to be called from the kitchen to identify him. Mrs. Summerstone screamed a second time. It was when she shook hands with him and lacerated her tender skin in the fisty grip of his rope-calloused palms.
Mrs. Summerstone screamed when he walked in on her, and Ah Sing had to be called from the kitchen to identify him. Mrs. Summerstone screamed a second time. It was when she shook hands with him and cut her delicate skin on the rough grip of his calloused palms.
He was shy, almost embarrassed, as he greeted his guardians at the hastily summoned meeting. But this did not prevent him from talking straight to the point.
He felt shy, nearly embarrassed, as he greeted his guardians at the rushed meeting. But this didn’t stop him from getting straight to the point.
“It’s this way,” he said. “I am not a fool. I know what I want, and I want what I want. I am alone in the world, outside of good friends like you, of course, and I have my own ideas of the world and what I want to do in it. I didn’t come home because of a sense of duty to anybody here. I came home because it was time, because of my sense of duty to myself. I’m all the better from my three years of wandering about, and now it’s up to me to go on with my education—my book education, I mean.”
“It’s like this,” he said. “I’m not an idiot. I know what I want, and I want what I want. I’m on my own in the world, besides good friends like you, of course, and I have my own views about life and what I want to do with it. I didn’t come back out of a sense of duty to anyone here. I came back because it was time, because I owe it to myself. I’ve gained a lot from my three years of exploring, and now it’s my responsibility to continue my education—my education through books, that is.”
“The Belmont Academy,” Mr. Slocum suggested. “That will fit you for the university—”
“The Belmont Academy,” Mr. Slocum suggested. “That will prepare you for university—”
Dick shook his head decidedly.
Dick shook his head firmly.
“And take three years to do it. So would a high school. I intend to be in the University of California inside one year. That means work. But my mind’s like acid. It’ll bite into the books. I shall hire a coach, or half a dozen of them, and go to it. And I’ll hire my coaches myself—hire and fire them. And that means money to handle.”
“And take three years to do it. So would a high school. I plan to be at the University of California in a year. That means work. But my mind’s sharp. It’ll dig into the books. I’ll hire a tutor, or several of them, and get to it. And I’ll hire my tutors myself—hire and fire them as needed. That means I need to manage my money.”
“A hundred a month,” Mr. Crockett suggested.
“A hundred a month,” Mr. Crockett suggested.
Dick shook his head.
Dick shook his head.
“I’ve taken care of myself for three years without any of my money. I guess. I can take care of myself along with some of my money here in San Francisco. I don’t care to handle my business affairs yet, but I do want a bank account, a respectable-sized one. I want to spend it as I see fit, for what I see fit.”
“I’ve been looking after myself for three years without any of my money. I guess I can manage to take care of myself while using some of my money here in San Francisco. I don’t feel ready to handle my business affairs yet, but I do want a bank account, a decent-sized one. I want to spend it as I choose, for the things I consider worthwhile.”
The guardians looked their dismay at one another.
The guardians looked at each other in dismay.
“It’s ridiculous, impossible,” Mr. Crockett began. “You are as unreasonable as you were before you went away.”
“It’s ridiculous, impossible,” Mr. Crockett started. “You’re just as unreasonable as you were before you left.”
“It’s my way, I guess,” Dick sighed. “The other disagreement was over my money. It was a hundred dollars I wanted then.”
“It’s just how I am, I guess,” Dick sighed. “The other argument was about my money. I needed a hundred dollars back then.”
“Think of our position, Dick,” Mr. Davidson urged. “As your guardians, how would it be looked upon if we gave you, a lad of sixteen, a free hand with money.”
“Think about our situation, Dick,” Mr. Davidson urged. “As your guardians, how would it look if we gave you, a 16-year-old, complete freedom with money?”
“What’s the Freda worth, right now?” Dick demanded irrelevantly.
“What’s the Freda worth, right now?” Dick asked, not really related to the conversation.
“Can sell for twenty thousand any time,” Mr. Crockett answered.
“Can sell for twenty thousand anytime,” Mr. Crockett replied.
“Then sell her. She’s too large for me, and she’s worth less every year. I want a thirty-footer that I can handle myself for knocking around the Bay, and that won’t cost a thousand. Sell the Freda and put the money to my account. Now what you three are afraid of is that I’ll misspend my money—taking to drinking, horse-racing, and running around with chorus girls. Here’s my proposition to make you easy on that: let it be a drawing account for the four of us. The moment any of you decide I am misspending, that moment you can draw out the total balance. I may as well tell you, that just as a side line I’m going to get a business college expert to come here and cram me with the mechanical side of the business game.”
“Then sell her. She’s too big for me, and she loses value every year. I want a thirty-footer that I can manage on my own for cruising around the Bay, and that won't cost a thousand. Sell the Freda and deposit the money into my account. Now, what you three are worried about is that I’ll waste my money—drinking, betting on horses, and hanging out with chorus girls. Here’s my offer to put your minds at ease: let it be a joint account for the four of us. The moment any of you think I’m wasting money, you can take out the entire balance. I should mention that, as a side project, I’m going to hire a business college expert to come here and teach me the ins and outs of the business world.”
Dick did not wait for their acquiescence, but went on as from a matter definitely settled.
Dick didn't wait for their agreement but continued as if the matter was already settled.
“How about the horses down at Menlo?—never mind, I’ll look them over and decide what to keep. Mrs. Summerstone will stay on here in charge of the house, because I’ve got too much work mapped out for myself already. I promise you you won’t regret giving me a free hand with my directly personal affairs. And now, if you want to hear about the last three years, I’ll spin the yarn for you.”
“How about the horses down at Menlo?—never mind, I’ll check them out and decide which ones to keep. Mrs. Summerstone will stay here in charge of the house because I have too much work planned for myself already. I promise you won’t regret giving me full control over my personal affairs. And now, if you want to hear about the last three years, I’ll tell you the story.”
Dick Forrest had been right when he told his guardians that his mind was acid and would bite into the books. Never was there such an education, and he directed it himself—but not without advice. He had learned the trick of hiring brains from his father and from John Chisum of the Jingle-bob. He had learned to sit silent and to think while cow men talked long about the campfire and the chuck wagon. And, by virtue of name and place, he sought and obtained interviews with professors and college presidents and practical men of affairs; and he listened to their talk through many hours, scarcely speaking, rarely asking a question, merely listening to the best they had to offer, content to receive from several such hours one idea, one fact, that would help him to decide what sort of an education he would go in for and how.
Dick Forrest had been right when he told his guardians that his mind was sharp and would deeply engage with the books. Never had there been such an education, and he managed it himself—but not without some guidance. He learned the skill of tapping into the expertise of others from his father and from John Chisum of the Jingle-bob. He figured out how to stay quiet and think while ranchers talked for hours around the campfire and the chuck wagon. By leveraging his name and connections, he sought and secured meetings with professors, college presidents, and leading industry professionals; he listened to their discussions for many hours, rarely speaking or asking questions, simply absorbing everything they had to offer, content to take away from those conversations one idea, one fact, that would help him decide what kind of education he wanted and how to pursue it.
Then came the engaging of coaches. Never was there such an engaging and discharging, such a hiring and firing. He was not frugal in the matter. For one that he retained a month, or three months, he discharged a dozen on the first day, or the first week. And invariably he paid such dischargees a full month although their attempts to teach him might not have consumed an hour. He did such things fairly and grandly, because he could afford to be fair and grand.
Then came hiring coaches. There was never such a back-and-forth with hiring and firing. He wasn't stingy about it. For every one he kept for a month or three, he let go of a dozen on the first day or in the first week. And he always paid those he let go a full month's salary, even if their attempts to teach him barely lasted an hour. He did these things fairly and generously because he could afford to be fair and generous.
He, who had eaten the leavings from firemen’s pails in round-houses and “scoffed” mulligan-stews at water-tanks, had learned thoroughly the worth of money. He bought the best with the sure knowledge that it was the cheapest. A year of high school physics and a year of high school chemistry were necessary to enter the university. When he had crammed his algebra and geometry, he sought out the heads of the physics and chemistry departments in the University of California. Professor Carey laughed at him... at the first.
He, who had eaten leftovers from firemen's buckets in roundhouses and "scoffed" at mulligan stews by water tanks, had fully understood the value of money. He purchased the best items, knowing they were the most economical choice. A year of high school physics and a year of high school chemistry were required to get into university. After he had crammed for his algebra and geometry, he reached out to the heads of the physics and chemistry departments at the University of California. Professor Carey laughed at him... at first.
“My dear boy,” Professor Carey began.
"My dear boy," Professor Carey started.
Dick waited patiently till he was through. Then Dick began, and concluded.
Dick waited patiently until he was done. Then Dick started and finished.
“I’m not a fool, Professor Carey. High school and academy students are children. They don’t know the world. They don’t know what they want, or why they want what is ladled out to them. I know the world. I know what I want and why I want it. They do physics for an hour, twice a week, for two terms, which, with two vacations, occupy one year. You are the top teacher on the Pacific Coast in physics. The college year is just ending. In the first week of your vacation, giving every minute of your time to me, I can get the year’s physics. What is that week worth to you?”
“I’m not an idiot, Professor Carey. High school and academy students are just kids. They don't understand the world. They don’t know what they want or why they want what’s handed to them. I understand the world. I know what I want and why I want it. They study physics for an hour, twice a week, for two terms, which, including two vacations, takes up one year. You are the best physics teacher on the Pacific Coast. The college year is just finishing. In the first week of your vacation, if you dedicate every minute to me, I can learn a year’s worth of physics. What is that week worth to you?”
“You couldn’t buy it for a thousand dollars,” Professor Carey rejoined, thinking he had settled the matter.
“You couldn’t buy it for a thousand dollars,” Professor Carey replied, thinking he had put the issue to rest.
“I know what your salary is—” Dick began.
“I know what your salary is—” Dick started.
“What is it?” Professor Carey demanded sharply.
“What is it?” Professor Carey asked sharply.
“It’s not a thousand a week,” Dick retorted as sharply. “It’s not five hundred a week, nor two-fifty a week—” He held up his hand to stall off interruption. “You’ve just told me I couldn’t buy a week of your time for a thousand dollars. I’m not going to. But I am going to buy that week for two thousand. Heavens!—I’ve only got so many years to live—”
“It’s not a thousand a week,” Dick shot back sharply. “It’s not five hundred a week, nor two-fifty a week—” He raised his hand to stop any interruptions. “You just told me I couldn’t buy a week of your time for a thousand dollars. I’m not going to. But I am going to buy that week for two thousand. Goodness!—I’ve only got so many years to live—”
“And you can buy years?” Professor Carey queried slyly.
“And you can buy years?” Professor Carey asked slyly.
“Sure. That’s why I’m here. I buy three years in one, and the week from you is part of the deal.”
“Sure. That’s why I’m here. I’m buying three years in one, and the week from you is part of the deal.”
“But I have not accepted,” Professor Carey laughed.
“But I haven't accepted,” Professor Carey laughed.
“If the sum is not sufficient,” Dick said stiffly, “why name the sum you consider fair.”
“If the amount isn’t enough,” Dick said stiffly, “then why mention the amount you think is fair?”
And Professor Carey surrendered. So did Professor Barsdale, head of the department of chemistry.
And Professor Carey gave in. So did Professor Barsdale, the head of the chemistry department.
Already had Dick taken his coaches in mathematics duck hunting for weeks in the sloughs of the Sacramento and the San Joaquin. After his bout with physics and chemistry he took his two coaches in literature and history into the Curry County hunting region of southwestern Oregon. He had learned the trick from his father, and he worked, and played, lived in the open air, and did three conventional years of adolescent education in one year without straining himself. He fished, hunted, swam, exercised, and equipped himself for the university at the same time. And he made no mistake. He knew that he did it because his father’s twenty millions had invested him with mastery. Money was a tool. He did not over-rate it, nor under-rate it. He used it to buy what he wanted.
Dick had already taken his tutors in math duck hunting for weeks in the wetlands of the Sacramento and San Joaquin rivers. After dealing with physics and chemistry, he took his two tutors in literature and history to the Curry County hunting area in southwestern Oregon. He had picked up the approach from his father, and he worked, played, and thrived outdoors while completing three years of typical teenage education in just one year without pushing himself too hard. He fished, hunted, swam, exercised, and prepared for university all at the same time. And he made no errors. He knew it was possible because his father's twenty million dollars had given him an advantage. Money was just a tool. He didn’t overvalue it or undervalue it. He used it to get what he wanted.
“The weirdest form of dissipation I ever heard,” said Mr. Crockett, holding up Dick’s account for the year. “Sixteen thousand for education, all itemized, including railroad fares, porters’ tips, and shot-gun cartridges for his teachers.”
“The strangest way to waste money I’ve ever seen,” said Mr. Crockett, holding up Dick’s expense report for the year. “Sixteen thousand for education, all broken down, including train fares, tips for porters, and shotgun shells for his teachers.”
“He passed the examinations just the same,” quoth Mr. Slocum.
“He passed the exams anyway,” said Mr. Slocum.
“And in a year,” growled Mr. Davidson. “My daughter’s boy entered Belmont at the same time, and, if he’s lucky, it will be two years yet before he enters the university.”
“And in a year,” Mr. Davidson grumbled. “My daughter’s son started at Belmont at the same time, and if he’s lucky, it’ll be two years before he gets into university.”
“Well, all I’ve got to say,” proclaimed Mr. Crockett, “is that from now on what that boy says in the matter of spending his money goes.”
“Well, all I’ve got to say,” declared Mr. Crockett, “is that from now on, whatever that boy says about spending his money goes.”
“And now I’ll have a snap,” Dick told his guardians. “Here I am, neck and neck again, and years ahead of them in knowledge of the world. Why, I know things, good and bad, big and little, about men and women and life that sometimes I almost doubt myself that they’re true. But I know them.
“And now I'm going to take a photo,” Dick told his guardians. “Here I am, neck and neck again, and years ahead of them in understanding the world. I mean, I know things, good and bad, big and small, about men and women and life that sometimes I almost question whether they're true. But I know them.”
“From now on, I’m not going to rush. I’ve caught up, and I’m going through regular. All I have to do is to keep the speed of the classes, and I’ll be graduated when I’m twenty-one. From now on I’ll need less money for education—no more coaches, you know—and more money for a good time.”
“From now on, I’m not going to rush. I’ve caught up, and I’m going through normally. All I have to do is keep up with the pace of the classes, and I’ll graduate when I’m twenty-one. From now on, I’ll need less money for education—no more tutors, you know—and more money for having a good time.”
Mr. Davidson was suspicious.
Mr. Davidson was skeptical.
“What do you mean by a good time?”
“What do you mean by a great time?”
“Oh, I’m going in for the frats, for football, hold my own, you know— and I’m interested in gasoline engines. I’m going to build the first ocean-going gasoline yacht in the world—”
“Oh, I'm planning to join the fraternities and play football, hold my own, you know—and I'm really into gasoline engines. I'm going to build the first ocean-going gasoline yacht in the world—”
“You’ll blow yourself up,” Mr. Crockett demurred. “It’s a fool notion all these cranks are rushing into over gasoline.”
"You'll blow yourself up," Mr. Crockett said hesitantly. "It's a ridiculous idea that all these nuts are jumping into over gasoline."
“I’ll make myself safe,” Dick answered, “and that means experimenting, and it means money, so keep me a good drawing account—same old way— all four of us can draw.”
“I’ll make sure I’m safe,” Dick replied, “and that means trying new things, and it means money, so keep a good drawing account for me—just like before—all four of us can withdraw.”
Chapter VI
Dick Forrest proved himself no prodigy at the university, save that he cut more lectures the first year than any other student. The reason for this was that he did not need the lectures he cut, and he knew it. His coaches, while preparing him for the entrance examinations, had carried him nearly through the first college year. Incidentally, he made the Freshman team, a very scrub team, that was beaten by every high school and academy it played against.
Dick Forrest wasn't exactly a standout at the university, except for the fact that he skipped more lectures during his first year than any other student. The reason for this was simple: he didn’t need the lectures he skipped, and he was aware of it. His coaches, while getting him ready for the entrance exams, had virtually covered most of the first year’s material with him. By the way, he made it onto the Freshman team, which was a pretty low-tier team that got beaten by every high school and academy it faced.
But Dick did put in work that nobody saw. His collateral reading was wide and deep, and when he went on his first summer cruise in the ocean-going gasoline yacht he had built no gay young crowd accompanied him. Instead, his guests, with their families, were professors of literature, history, jurisprudence, and philosophy. It was long remembered in the university as the “high-brow” cruise. The professors, on their return, reported a most enjoyable time. Dick returned with a greater comprehension of the general fields of the particular professors than he could have gained in years at their class-lectures. And time thus gained, enabled him to continue to cut lectures and to devote more time to laboratory work.
But Dick put in a lot of work that nobody noticed. His reading was extensive and thorough, and when he went on his first summer cruise in the ocean-going gasoline yacht he had built, he didn’t have a lively young crowd with him. Instead, his guests were professors of literature, history, law, and philosophy, along with their families. It was long remembered at the university as the “high-brow” cruise. The professors, when they returned, said they had a really enjoyable time. Dick came back with a much better understanding of the general areas of expertise of the specific professors than he could have gotten in years of their lectures. This time saved allowed him to keep skipping lectures and focus more on laboratory work.
Nor did he miss having his good college time. College widows made love to him, and college girls loved him, and he was indefatigable in his dancing. He never cut a smoker, a beer bust, or a rush, and he toured the Pacific Coast with the Banjo and Mandolin Club.
Nor did he miss having a great college experience. College girls were into him, and they adored him, and he never got tired of dancing. He never skipped a party, a beer bash, or a rush event, and he traveled along the Pacific Coast with the Banjo and Mandolin Club.
And yet he was no prodigy. He was brilliant at nothing. Half a dozen of his fellows could out-banjo and out-mandolin him. A dozen fellows were adjudged better dancers than he. In football, and he gained the Varsity in his Sophomore year, he was considered a solid and dependable player, and that was all. It seemed never his luck to take the ball and go down the length of the field while the Blue and Gold host tore itself and the grandstand to pieces. But it was at the end of heart-breaking, grueling slog in mud and rain, the score tied, the second half imminent to its close, Stanford on the five-yard line, Berkeley’s ball, with two downs and three yards to gain—it was then that the Blue and Gold arose and chanted its demand for Forrest to hit the center and hit it hard.
And yet he wasn’t a prodigy. He wasn’t great at anything. Half a dozen of his friends could outplay him on the banjo and mandolin. A dozen others were considered better dancers than he was. In football, where he made the varsity team in his sophomore year, he was seen as a solid and reliable player, and that was all. It just never seemed to be his luck to take the ball and sprint down the field while the Blue and Gold fans erupted and the grandstand cheered wildly. But it was during that exhausting, draining struggle in mud and rain, with the score tied and the second half about to end, Stanford on the five-yard line, Berkeley’s ball, with two downs and three yards to go—it was then that the Blue and Gold rose up and chanted for Forrest to hit the center and hit it hard.
He never achieved super-excellence at anything. Big Charley Everson drank him down at the beer busts. Harrison Jackson, at hammer-throwing, always exceeded his best by twenty feet. Carruthers out-pointed him at boxing. Anson Burge could always put his shoulders to the mat, two out of three, but always only by the hardest work. In English composition a fifth of his class excelled him. Edlin, the Russian Jew, out-debated him on the contention that property was robbery. Schultz and Debret left him with the class behind in higher mathematics; and Otsuki, the Japanese, was beyond all comparison with him in chemistry.
He never reached the highest level in anything. Big Charley Everson outdrank him at the beer parties. Harrison Jackson always outperformed him in hammer-throwing by twenty feet. Carruthers beat him in boxing. Anson Burge could consistently take him down, two out of three times, but only after putting in a lot of effort. In English composition, a fifth of his class did better than he did. Edlin, the Russian Jew, out-debated him on the argument that property is theft. Schultz and Debret left him lagging behind in advanced math, and Otsuki, the Japanese, far surpassed him in chemistry.
But if Dick Forrest did not excel at anything, he failed in nothing. He displayed no superlative strength, he betrayed no weakness nor deficiency. As he told his guardians, who, by his unrelenting good conduct had been led into dreaming some great career for him; as he told them, when they asked what he wanted to become:
But if Dick Forrest wasn't exceptional at anything, he didn’t really fail at anything either. He showed no outstanding strength, and he didn’t reveal any weakness or shortcoming. When his guardians, who had been led to hope for some great future for him because of his consistent good behavior, asked him what he wanted to become, he replied:
“Nothing. Just all around. You see, I don’t have to be a specialist. My father arranged that for me when he left me his money. Besides, I couldn’t be a specialist if I wanted to. It isn’t me.”
“Nothing. Just everywhere. You see, I don’t have to be an expert. My dad took care of that for me when he left me his money. Besides, I couldn’t be an expert even if I wanted to. It’s just not who I am.”
And thus so well-keyed was he, that he expressed clearly his key. He had no flare for anything. He was that rare individual, normal, average, balanced, all-around.
And so perfectly attuned was he that he clearly expressed his essence. He had no flair for anything. He was that rare individual, normal, average, balanced, well-rounded.
When Mr. Davidson, in the presence of his fellow guardians, stated his pleasure in that Dick had shown no wildness since he had settled down, Dick replied:
When Mr. Davidson, in front of his fellow guardians, expressed his satisfaction that Dick had been behaving well since he settled down, Dick replied:
“Oh, I can hold myself when I want to.”
“Oh, I can control myself when I want to.”
“Yes,” said Mr. Slocum gravely. “It’s the finest thing in the world that you sowed your wild oats early and learned control.”
“Yeah,” said Mr. Slocum solemnly. “It’s the best thing ever that you got your wildness out of the way early and figured out self-control.”
Dick looked at him curiously.
Dick glanced at him curiously.
“Why, that boyish adventure doesn’t count,” he said. “That wasn’t wildness. I haven’t gone wild yet. But watch me when I start. Do you know Kipling’s ‘Song of Diego Valdez’? Let me quote you a bit of it. You see, Diego Valdez, like me, had good fortune. He rose so fast to be High Admiral of Spain that he found no time to take the pleasure he had merely tasted. He was lusty and husky, but he had no time, being too busy rising. But always, he thought, he fooled himself with the thought, that his lustiness and huskiness would last, and, after he became High Admiral he could then have his pleasure. Always he remembered:
“Come on, that boyish adventure doesn’t really count,” he said. “That wasn’t wildness. I haven't gone wild yet. But just wait and see when I do. Do you know Kipling’s ‘Song of Diego Valdez’? Let me share a bit of it with you. You see, Diego Valdez, like me, had good luck. He climbed the ranks so quickly to become High Admiral of Spain that he found no time to enjoy the pleasures he had only briefly experienced. He was strong and healthy, but he was too busy rising to the top to enjoy himself. But all along, he convinced himself that his strength and vitality would last, and that once he became High Admiral, he could finally indulge. He always remembered:
“’—comrades—
Old playmates
on new seas—
When as we traded orpiment
Among the
savages—
A thousand leagues to
south’ard
And thirty
years removed—
They knew not noble
Valdez,
But me they
knew and loved.
“’—comrades—
Old friends
on new adventures—
When we traded orpiment
Among the
natives—
A thousand leagues to the south
And thirty years later—
They didn’t know noble Valdez,
But they knew and loved me.
“’Then they that found good
liquor
They drank
it not alone,
And they that found fair plunder,
They told
us every one,
Behind our chosen islands
Or secret
shoals between,
When, walty from far
voyage,
We gathered
to careen.
“Then those who found good liquor
Didn’t drink it alone,
And those who found fair plunder,
Told us all about it,
Behind our chosen islands
Or secret shoals in between,
When, weary from a long voyage,
We gathered to fix our ships.”
“’There burned our breaming-fagots,
All pale
along the shore:
There rose our worn pavilions—
A sail above
an oar:
As flashed each yearning anchor
Through
mellow seas afire,
So swift our careless
captains
Rowed each
to his desire.
"’There burned our shimmering logs,
All pale
along the shore:
There stood our tired tents—
A sail above
an oar:
As each eager anchor flashed
Through
warm seas ignited,
So quickly our easygoing
captains
Rowed each
to what he wanted."
“’Where lay our loosened harness?
Where turned
our naked feet?
Whose tavern mid the palm-trees?
What quenchings
of what heat?
Oh fountain in the desert!
Oh cistern
in the waste!
Oh bread we ate in secret!
Oh cup we
spilled in haste!
“Where did we leave our loosened harness?
Where did our bare feet go?
Whose tavern is among the palm trees?
What quenches
our thirst?
Oh fountain in the desert!
Oh cistern
in the barren land!
Oh bread we shared in secret!
Oh cup we
spilled in a rush!
“’The youth new-taught of
longing,
The widow
curbed and wan—
The good wife proud at season,
And the
maid aware of man;
All souls, unslaked,
consuming,
Defrauded
in delays,
Desire not more than
quittance
Than I those
forfeit days!’
“‘The young person recently taught about longing,
The widow restrained and pale—
The good wife proud at the right time,
And the maid conscious of men;
All souls, unquenchable, burning,
Cheated by delays,
Desire not more than repayment
Than I those lost days!’”
“Oh, get him, get him, you three oldsters, as I’ve got him! Get what he saws next:
“Oh, catch him, catch him, you three old timers, like I caught him! Get what he’s sawing next:
“’I dreamed to wait my pleasure,
Unchanged
my spring would bide:
Wherefore, to wait my
pleasure,
I put my
spring aside,
Till, first in face of Fortune,
And last
in mazed disdain,
I made Diego Valdez
High Admiral
of Spain!’
“’I dreamed of waiting to enjoy myself,
My spring would remain unchanged:
So, to wait for my pleasure,
I set my spring aside,
Until, first in the face of Fortune,
And last in confused disdain,
I made Diego Valdez
High Admiral of Spain!’”
“Listen to me, guardians!” Dick cried on, his face a flame of passion. “Don’t forget for one moment that I am anything but unslaked, consuming. I am. I burn. But I hold myself. Don’t think I am a dead one because I am a darn nice, meritorious boy at college. I am young. I am alive. I am all lusty and husky. But I make no mistake. I hold myself. I don’t start out now to blow up on the first lap. I am just getting ready. I am going to have my time. I am not going to spill my cup in haste. And in the end I am not going to lament as Diego Valdez did:
“Listen up, guardians!” Dick shouted, his face glowing with passion. “Don’t forget for a second that I’m anything but quenched, I’m on fire. I exist. I burn. But I keep it together. Don’t think I’m a nobody just because I’m a decent, hardworking guy at college. I’m young. I’m alive. I’m full of energy and strength. But I’m careful. I don’t plan to blow my chance right away. I’m just getting started. I’m going to enjoy my time. I’m not going to waste my opportunities in a rush. And in the end, I won’t regret it like Diego Valdez did:”
“’There walks no wind ’neath
heaven
Nor wave
that shall restore
The old careening riot
And the
clamorous, crowded shore—
The fountain in the
desert,
The cistern
in the waste,
The bread we ate in
secret,
The cup
we spilled in haste.’
“’There’s no wind blowing under heaven
Nor wave
that can bring back
The wild chaos of the past
And the noisy, busy shore—
The fountain in the desert,
The cistern in the wasteland,
The bread we shared in secret,
The cup we spilled in a rush.’”
“Listen, guardians! Do you know what it is to hit your man, to hit him in hot blood—square to the jaw—and drop him cold? I want that. And I want to love, and kiss, and risk, and play the lusty, husky fool. I want to take my chance. I want my careening riot, and I want it while I am young, but not while I am too young. And I’m going to have it. And in the meantime I play the game at college, I hold myself, I equip myself, so that when I turn loose I am going to have the best chance of my best. Oh, believe me, I do not always sleep well of nights.”
“Hey, guardians! Do you know what it feels like to hit your man, to strike him in the heat of the moment—straight to the jaw—and knock him out? I want that. And I want to love, kiss, take risks, and be a wild, carefree fool. I want to take my chances. I want my wild adventures, and I want them while I’m young, but not too young. And I’m going to have it. In the meantime, I’m playing the game at college, keeping myself together, getting ready, so that when I let loose, I’ll have the best shot at my best. Oh, trust me, I don’t always sleep well at night.”
“You mean?” queried Mr. Crockett.
“What do you mean?” asked Mr. Crockett.
“Sure. That’s just what I mean. I haven’t gone wild yet, but just watch me when I start.”
“Sure. That’s exactly what I mean. I haven’t gone crazy yet, but just wait until I do.”
“And you will start when you graduate?”
“And you’ll start as soon as you graduate?”
The remarkable youngster shook his head.
The impressive kid shook his head.
“After I graduate I’m going to take at least a year of post-graduate courses in the College of Agriculture. You see, I’m developing a hobby—farming. I want to do something ... something constructive. My father wasn’t constructive to amount to anything. Neither were you fellows. You struck a new land in pioneer days, and you picked up money like a lot of sailors shaking out nuggets from the grass roots in a virgin placer—”
“After I graduate, I'm planning to take at least a year of post-graduate courses in the College of Agriculture. You see, I’m developing a hobby—farming. I want to do something... something meaningful. My father didn't really do anything of value. Neither did you guys. You came to a new land back in the pioneer days, and you made money like sailors finding gold nuggets just lying around in untouched ground—”
“My lad, I’ve some little experience in Californian farming,” Mr. Crockett interrupted in a hurt way.
“My boy, I have some experience with farming in California,” Mr. Crockett interrupted, sounding hurt.
“Sure you have, but you weren’t constructive. You were—well, facts are facts—you were destructive. You were a bonanza farmer. What did you do? You took forty thousand acres of the finest Sacramento Valley soil and you grew wheat on it year after year. You never dreamed of rotation. You burned your straw. You exhausted your humus. You plowed four inches and put a plow-sole like a cement sidewalk just four inches under the surface. You exhausted that film of four inches and now you can’t get your seed back.
“Sure you have, but you weren’t being helpful. You were— well, facts are facts— you were harmful. You were a bonanza farmer. What did you do? You took forty thousand acres of the best soil in Sacramento Valley and grew wheat on it year after year. You never thought about crop rotation. You burned your straw. You depleted your humus. You plowed four inches deep and created a plow-sole like a cement sidewalk just four inches beneath the surface. You exhausted that layer of four inches, and now you can’t get your seeds to grow back.”
“You’ve destroyed. That’s what my father did. They all did it. Well, I’m going to take my father’s money and construct. I’m going to take worked-out wheat-land that I can buy as at a fire-sale, rip out the plow-sole, and make it produce more in the end than it did when you fellows first farmed it.”
“You’ve ruined everything. That’s what my father did. They all did it. Well, I’m going to take my father’s money and build something new. I’m going to buy up farmland that I can get for cheap, tear out the plow bottom, and make it produce even more than it did when you guys first farmed it.”
It was at the end of his Junior year that Mr. Crockett again mentioned Dick’s threatened period of wildness.
It was at the end of his junior year that Mr. Crockett once again brought up Dick's impending phase of recklessness.
“Soon as I’m done with cow college,” was his answer. “Then I’m going to buy, and stock, and start a ranch that’ll be a ranch. And then I’ll set out after my careening riot.”
“Once I finish farming school,” was his response. “Then I’m going to buy some land, stock it up, and start a real ranch. After that, I’ll go after my wild adventures.”
“About how large a ranch will you start with?” Mr. Davidson asked.
“About how big of a ranch are you planning to start with?” Mr. Davidson asked.
“Maybe fifty thousand acres, maybe five hundred thousand. It all depends. I’m going to play unearned increment to the limit. People haven’t begun to come to California yet. Without a tap of my hand or a turn over, fifteen years from now land that I can buy for ten dollars an acre will be worth fifty, and what I can buy for fifty will be worth five hundred.”
“Maybe fifty thousand acres, maybe five hundred thousand. It all depends. I’m going to push the unearned increase to the max. People haven’t started arriving in California yet. Without lifting a finger, in fifteen years, land that I can buy for ten dollars an acre will be worth fifty, and what I can buy for fifty will be worth five hundred.”
“A half million acres at ten dollars an acre means five million dollars,” Mr. Crockett warned gravely.
“A half million acres at ten dollars an acre means five million dollars,” Mr. Crockett warned seriously.
“And at fifty it means twenty-five million,” Dick laughed.
“And at fifty, that means twenty-five million,” Dick laughed.
But his guardians never believed in the wild oats pilgrimage he threatened. He might waste his fortune on new-fangled farming, but to go literally wild after such years of self-restraint was an unthinkable thing.
But his guardians never believed in the wild oats journey he threatened. He might blow his fortune on trendy farming, but to go completely off the rails after so many years of self-control was out of the question.
Dick took his sheepskin with small honor. He was twenty-eighth in his class, and he had not set the college world afire. His most notable achievement had been his resistance and bafflement of many nice girls and of the mothers of many nice girls. Next, after that, he had signalized his Senior year by captaining the Varsity to its first victory over Stanford in five years. It was in the day prior to large-salaried football coaches, when individual play meant much; but he hammered team-work and the sacrifice of the individual into his team, so that on Thanksgiving Day, over a vastly more brilliant eleven, the Blue and Gold was able to serpentine its triumph down Market Street in San Francisco.
Dick accepted his diploma with little pride. He graduated twenty-eighth in his class and didn’t leave a significant mark on the college scene. His most notable achievement had been fending off the advances of several nice girls and impressing their mothers. Following that, he made his Senior year memorable by leading the Varsity to its first win against Stanford in five years. This was before the era of high-paid football coaches, when individual performance mattered a lot; however, he emphasized teamwork and selflessness to his players, so that on Thanksgiving Day, despite facing a much stronger team, the Blue and Gold proudly celebrated their victory down Market Street in San Francisco.
In his post-graduate year in cow college, Dick devoted himself to laboratory work and cut all lectures. In fact, he hired his own lecturers, and spent a sizable fortune on them in mere traveling expenses over California. Jacques Ribot, esteemed one of the greatest world authorities on agricultural chemistry, who had been seduced from his two thousand a year in France by the six thousand offered by the University of California, who had been seduced to Hawaii by the ten thousand of the sugar planters, Dick Forrest seduced with fifteen thousand and the more delectable temperate climate of California on a five years’ contract.
In his post-grad year at agricultural college, Dick focused entirely on lab work and skipped all his classes. He even hired his own instructors and spent a lot of money on their travel expenses across California. Jacques Ribot, regarded as one of the top experts in agricultural chemistry, had left his $2,000-a-year job in France for the $6,000 offered by the University of California, and then was tempted to Hawaii by the sugar planters' $10,000. Dick Forrest lured him with $15,000 and the more appealing temperate climate of California on a five-year contract.
Messrs. Crockett, Slocum, and Davidson threw up their hands in horror and knew that this was the wild career Dick Forrest had forecast.
Messrs. Crockett, Slocum, and Davidson threw up their hands in horror and realized that this was the wild path Dick Forrest had predicted.
But this was only one of Dick Forrest’s similar dissipations. He stole from the Federal Government, at a prodigal increase of salary, its star specialist in livestock breeding, and by similar misconduct he robbed the University of Nebraska of its greatest milch cow professor, and broke the heart of the Dean of the College of Agriculture of the University of California by appropriating Professor Nirdenhammer, the wizard of farm management.
But this was just one of Dick Forrest’s many reckless actions. He took away the Federal Government’s top specialist in livestock breeding, who was given a generous salary increase, and through similar misdeeds, he stole the University of Nebraska’s best dairy professor, breaking the heart of the Dean of the College of Agriculture at the University of California by luring away Professor Nirdenhammer, the genius of farm management.
“Cheap at the price, cheap at the price,” Dick explained to his guardians. “Wouldn’t you rather see me spend my money in buying professors than in buying race horses and actresses? Besides, the trouble with you fellows is that you don’t know the game of buying brains. I do. That’s my specialty. I’m going to make money out of them, and, better than that, I’m going to make a dozen blades of grass grow where you fellows didn’t leave room for half a blade in the soil you gutted.”
“Cheap for what it costs, cheap for what it costs,” Dick told his guardians. “Wouldn’t you prefer that I spend my money on hiring professors instead of on racehorses and actresses? Besides, the problem with you guys is that you don’t understand the game of buying knowledge. I do. That’s my thing. I’m going to profit from it, and, even better, I’m going to make a dozen blades of grass grow where you guys didn’t leave room for even half a blade in the soil you dug up.”
So it can be understood how his guardians could not believe in his promise of wild career, of kissing and risking, and hitting men hot on the jaw. “One year more,” he warned, while he delved in agricultural chemistry, soil analysis, farm management, and traveled California with his corps of high-salaried experts. And his guardians could only apprehend a swift and wide dispersal of the Forrest millions when Dick attained his majority, took charge of the totality of his fortune, and actually embarked on his agricultural folly.
So it's easy to see why his guardians couldn’t believe in his promises of a wild life filled with romantic adventures, taking risks, and throwing punches. “Just one more year,” he said, as he immersed himself in agricultural chemistry, soil analysis, farm management, and traveled around California with his team of high-paid experts. His guardians could only imagine a rapid and large distribution of the Forrest millions once Dick turned 18, took control of all his money, and truly began his agricultural dreams.
The day he was twenty-one the purchase of his principality, that extended west from the Sacramento River to the mountain tops, was consummated.
The day he turned twenty-one, he finalized the purchase of his principality, which stretched west from the Sacramento River to the mountain peaks.
“An incredible price,” said Mr. Crockett.
“An amazing price,” said Mr. Crockett.
“Incredibly cheap,” said Dick. “You ought to see my soil reports. You ought to see my water-reports. And you ought to hear me sing. Listen, guardians, to a song that is a true song. I am the singer and the song.”
“Incredibly cheap,” said Dick. “You should check out my soil reports. You should see my water reports. And you should hear me sing. Listen, guardians, to a song that is genuine. I am the singer and the song.”
Whereupon, in the queer quavering falsetto that is the sense of song to the North American Indian, the Eskimo, and the Mongol, Dick sang:
Whereupon, in the strange, shaky falsetto that represents the essence of song for the North American Indian, the Eskimo, and the Mongol, Dick sang:
“Hu’-tim yo’-kim koi-o-di’!
Wi’-hi yan’-ning
koi-o-di’!
Lo’-whi yan’-ning
koi-o-di’!
Yo-ho’ Nai-ni’,
hal-u’-dom yo nai, yo-ho’ nai-nim’!”
“Hu’-tim yo’-kim koi-o-di’!
Wi’-hi yan’-ning
koi-o-di’!
Lo’-whi yan’-ning
koi-o-di’!
Yo-ho’ Nai-ni’,
hal-u’-dom yo nai, yo-ho’ nai-nim’!”
“The music is my own,” he murmured apologetically, “the way I think it ought to have sounded. You see, no man lives who ever heard it sung. The Nishinam got it from the Maidu, who got it from the Konkau, who made it. But the Nishinam and the Maidu and the Konkau are gone. Their last rancheria is not. You plowed it under, Mr. Crockett, with you bonanza gang-plowing, plow-soling farming. And I got the song from a certain ethnological report, volume three, of the United States Pacific Coast Geographical and Geological Survey. Red Cloud, who was formed out of the sky, first sang this song to the stars and the mountain flowers in the morning of the world. I shall now sing it for you in English.”
“The music is my own,” he said quietly, “the way I think it should have sounded. You see, no one alive has ever heard it sung. The Nishinam got it from the Maidu, who got it from the Konkau, who originally created it. But the Nishinam, the Maidu, and the Konkau are all gone now. Their last community is no more. You buried it, Mr. Crockett, with your massive industrial farming. I got the song from a specific ethnological report, volume three, of the United States Pacific Coast Geographical and Geological Survey. Red Cloud, who was formed from the sky, first sang this song to the stars and the mountain flowers at the dawn of the world. I will now sing it for you in English.”
And again, in Indian falsetto, ringing with triumph, vernal and bursting, slapping his thighs and stamping his feet to the accent, Dick sang:
And again, in a triumphant Indian falsetto, vibrant and bursting with energy, slapping his thighs and stomping his feet to the beat, Dick sang:
“The acorns come down from heaven!
I plant the short acorns in
the valley!
I plant the long acorns in
the valley!
I sprout, I, the black-oak
acorn, sprout, I sprout!”
“The acorns fall from the sky!
I plant the small acorns in
the valley!
I plant the big acorns in
the valley!
I grow, I, the black-oak
acorn, grow, I grow!”
Dick Forrest’s name began to appear in the newspapers with appalling frequency. He leaped to instant fame by being the first man in California who paid ten thousand dollars for a single bull. His livestock specialist, whom he had filched from the Federal Government, in England outbid the Rothschilds’ Shire farm for Hillcrest Chieftain, quickly to be known as Forrest’s Folly, paying for that kingly animal no less than five thousand guineas.
Dick Forrest's name started showing up in the newspapers way too often. He shot to instant fame by being the first person in California to pay ten thousand dollars for a single bull. His livestock expert, whom he had taken from the Federal Government, outbid the Rothschilds' Shire farm for Hillcrest Chieftain, soon to be known as Forrest's Folly, paying a hefty five thousand guineas for that royal animal.
“Let them laugh,” Dick told his ex-guardians. “I am importing forty Shire mares. I’ll write off half his price the first twelvemonth. He will be the sire and grandsire of many sons and grandsons for which the Californians will fall over themselves to buy of me at from three to five thousand dollars a clatter.”
“Let them laugh,” Dick told his former guardians. “I’m bringing in forty Shire mares. I’ll deduct half of his price for the first year. He’s going to be the father and grandfather of many sons and grandsons, and the Californians will be eager to buy them from me for anywhere between three to five thousand dollars each.”
Dick Forrest was guilty of many similar follies in those first months of his majority. But the most unthinkable folly of all was, after he had sunk millions into his original folly, that he turned it over to his experts personally to develop along the general broad lines laid down by him, placed checks upon them that they might not go catastrophically wrong, bought a ticket in a passenger brig to Tahiti, and went away to run wild.
Dick Forrest made a lot of the same mistakes during the first months of adulthood. But the hardest to believe was that after he had invested millions in his first mistake, he handed it over to his experts to develop based on the general ideas he had laid out. He put checks in place to make sure they wouldn’t make any huge mistakes, bought a ticket on a passenger ship to Tahiti, and then left to live freely.
Occasionally his guardians heard from him. At one time he was owner and master of a four-masted steel sailing ship that carried the English flag and coals from Newcastle. They knew that much, because they had been called upon for the purchase price, because they read Dick’s name in the papers as master when his ship rescued the passengers of the ill-fated Orion, and because they collected the insurance when Dick’s ship was lost with most of all hands in the great Fiji hurricane. In 1896, he was in the Klondike; in 1897, he was in Kamchatka and scurvy-stricken; and, next, he erupted with the American flag into the Philippines. Once, although they could never learn how nor why, he was owner and master of a crazy tramp steamer, long since rejected by Lloyd’s, which sailed under the aegis of Siam.
Occasionally, his guardians heard from him. At one point, he owned and captained a four-masted steel sailing ship that flew the English flag and transported coal from Newcastle. They knew this much because they had been approached for the purchase price, since they saw Dick's name in the papers as captain when his ship saved the passengers of the doomed Orion, and because they collected the insurance when Dick's ship was lost with most of its crew in the massive Fiji hurricane. In 1896, he was in the Klondike; in 1897, he was in Kamchatka and suffering from scurvy; and next, he appeared with the American flag in the Philippines. At one point, although they could never find out how or why, he was the owner and captain of a scrappy tramp steamer, long since discarded by Lloyd’s, which sailed under the flag of Siam.
From time to time business correspondence compelled them to hear from him from various purple ports of the purple seas. Once, they had to bring the entire political pressure of the Pacific Coast to bear upon Washington in order to get him out of a scrape in Russia, of which affair not one line appeared in the daily press, but which affair was secretly provocative of ticklish joy and delight in all the chancellories of Europe.
From time to time, business correspondence forced them to hear from him from various colorful ports of the vibrant seas. Once, they had to use all the political pressure of the Pacific Coast to get Washington to help him out of a tricky situation in Russia, which didn’t make a single headline in the daily news, but was secretly causing excitement and delight in all the diplomatic offices of Europe.
Incidentally, they knew that he lay wounded in Mafeking; that he pulled through a bout with yellow fever in Guayaquil; and that he stood trial for brutality on the high seas in New York City. Thrice they read in the press dispatches that he was dead: once, in battle, in Mexico; and twice, executed, in Venezuela. After such false flutterings, his guardians refused longer to be thrilled when he crossed the Yellow Sea in a sampan, was “rumored” to have died of beri-beri, was captured from the Russians by the Japanese at Mukden, and endured military imprisonment in Japan.
Incidentally, they knew he was wounded in Mafeking; that he recovered from yellow fever in Guayaquil; and that he was put on trial for brutality at sea in New York City. They read in the news three times that he was dead: once in battle in Mexico, and twice, executed in Venezuela. After such false alarms, his guardians no longer got excited when he crossed the Yellow Sea in a small boat, was “reported” to have died from beri-beri, was captured by the Japanese from the Russians at Mukden, and went through military imprisonment in Japan.
The one thrill of which they were still capable, was when, true to promise, thirty years of age, his wild oats sown, he returned to California with a wife to whom, as he announced, he had been married several years, and whom all his three guardians found they knew. Mr. Slocum had dropped eight hundred thousand along with the totality of her father’s fortune in the final catastrophe at the Los Cocos mine in Chihuahua when the United States demonetized silver. Mr. Davidson had pulled a million out of the Last Stake along with her father when he pulled eight millions from that sunken, man-resurrected, river bed in Amador County. Mr. Crockett, a youth at the time, had “spooned” the Merced bottom with her father in the late ’fifties, had stood up best man with him at Stockton when he married her mother, and, at Grant’s Pass, had played poker with him and with the then Lieutenant U.S. Grant when all the little the western world knew of that young lieutenant was that he was a good Indian fighter but a poor poker player.
The only excitement they still felt was when, true to his promise, he returned to California at thirty years old, having sown his wild oats, and brought with him a wife whom, as he stated, he had been married to for several years, and whom all three of his guardians recognized. Mr. Slocum had lost eight hundred thousand along with the entirety of her father's fortune in the disastrous event at the Los Cocos mine in Chihuahua when the United States stopped backing silver. Mr. Davidson had taken out a million from the Last Stake along with her father when he pulled eight million from that sunken, man-made riverbed in Amador County. Mr. Crockett, a young man at the time, had "spooned" the Merced bottom with her father in the late '50s, had been the best man for him at Stockton when he married her mother, and at Grant’s Pass, had played poker with him and the then Lieutenant U.S. Grant when all people in the western world knew about that young lieutenant was that he was a good Indian fighter but a poor poker player.
And Dick Forrest had married the daughter of Philip Desten! It was not a case of wishing Dick luck. It was a case of garrulous insistence on the fact that he did not know how lucky he was. His guardians forgave him all his wildness. He had made good. At last he had performed a purely rational act. Better; it was a stroke of genius. Paula Desten! Philip Desten’s daughter! The Desten blood! The Destens and the Forrests! It was enough. The three aged comrades of Forrest and Desten of the old Gold Days, of the two who had played and passed on, were even severe with Dick. They warned him of the extreme value of his treasure, of the sacred duty such wedlock imposed on him, of all the traditions and virtues of the Desten and Forrest blood, until Dick laughed and broke in with the disconcerting statement that they were talking like a bunch of fanciers or eugenics cranks—which was precisely what they were talking like, although they did not care to be told so crassly.
And Dick Forrest had married Philip Desten's daughter! It wasn't just wishing Dick luck; it was about insisting he didn't realize how lucky he really was. His guardians overlooked all his wild ways. He had finally done something smart. Better yet, it was a brilliant move. Paula Desten! Philip Desten’s daughter! The Desten lineage! The Destens and the Forrests! That was enough. The three older friends of Forrest and Desten from the old Gold Days, of the two who had played and moved on, were quite stern with Dick. They reminded him of how valuable his marriage was, of the important responsibilities that came with it, and of all the traditions and virtues of the Desten and Forrest families, until Dick chuckled and interrupted with the awkward comment that they sounded like a bunch of enthusiasts or eugenics weirdos—which was exactly how they sounded, even if they didn’t want to hear it put so bluntly.
At any rate, the simple fact that he had married a Desten made them nod unqualified approbation when he showed them the plans and building estimates of the Big House. Thanks to Paula Desten, for once they were agreed that he was spending wisely and well. As for his farming, it was incontestible that the Harvest Group was unfalteringly producing, and he might be allowed his hobbies. Nevertheless, as Mr. Slocum put it: “Twenty-five thousand dollars for a mere work-horse stallion is a madness. Work-horses are work-horses; now had it been running stock....”
At any rate, the simple fact that he had married a Desten made them nod in full approval when he showed them the plans and building estimates for the Big House. Thanks to Paula Desten, for once they all agreed that he was spending wisely and well. As for his farming, it was undeniable that the Harvest Group was consistently producing, so he might be allowed his hobbies. Still, as Mr. Slocum put it: “Twenty-five thousand dollars for just a workhorse stallion is insane. Workhorses are workhorses; if it had been racing stock....”
Chapter VII
While Dick Forrest scanned the pamphlet on hog cholera issued by the State of Iowa, through his open windows, across the wide court, began to come sounds of the awakening of the girl who laughed from the wooden frame by his bed and who had left on the floor of his sleeping porch, not so many hours before, the rosy, filmy, lacy, boudoir cap so circumspectly rescued by Oh My.
While Dick Forrest looked over the pamphlet on hog cholera put out by the State of Iowa, sounds of the girl who laughed from the wooden frame by his bed started to drift in through his open windows, coming from across the wide court. Not too long ago, she had left the rosy, delicate, lacy boudoir cap on the floor of his sleeping porch, a cap that had been so carefully saved by Oh My.
Dick heard her voice, for she awoke, like a bird, with song. He heard her trilling, in and out through open windows, all down the long wing that was hers. And he heard her singing in the patio garden, where, also, she desisted long enough to quarrel with her Airedale and scold the collie pup unholily attracted by the red-orange, divers-finned, and many-tailed Japanese goldfish in the fountain basin.
Dick heard her voice as she woke up, like a bird singing. He heard her cheerful notes flowing in and out through the open windows along her long hallway. He also caught her singing in the patio garden, where she paused long enough to argue with her Airedale and scold the collie pup, who was shamelessly drawn to the bright orange, multi-finned, and colorful Japanese goldfish in the fountain basin.
He was aware of pleasure that she was awake. It was a pleasure that never staled. Always, up himself for hours, he had a sense that the Big House was not really awake until he heard Paula’s morning song across the patio.
He felt a sense of joy that she was awake. It was a joy that never faded. For hours, he would get himself ready, feeling that the Big House wasn’t truly awake until he heard Paula’s morning song across the patio.
But having tasted the pleasure of knowing her to be awake, Dick, as usual, forgot her in his own affairs. She went out of his consciousness as he became absorbed again in the Iowa statistics on hog cholera.
But after experiencing the joy of knowing she was awake, Dick, as usual, got caught up in his own matters. She faded from his mind as he became engrossed once more in the Iowa statistics on hog cholera.
“Good morning, Merry Gentleman,” was the next he heard, always adorable music in his ears; and Paula flowed in upon him, all softness of morning kimono and stayless body, as her arm passed around his neck and she perched, half in his arms, on one accommodating knee of his. And he pressed her, and advertised his awareness of her existence and nearness, although his eyes lingered a full half minute longer on the totals of results of Professor Kenealy’s hog inoculations on Simon Jones’ farm at Washington, Iowa.
“Good morning, Merry Gentleman,” was the next thing he heard, always a delightful sound to him; and Paula entered with a gentle grace, wrapped in her morning kimono and relaxed form, as she wrapped her arm around his neck and settled, half in his arms, on one of his welcoming knees. He embraced her, acknowledging her presence and closeness, even though his gaze remained focused for a full half minute longer on the results of Professor Kenealy’s hog inoculations on Simon Jones’ farm in Washington, Iowa.
“My!” she protested. “You are too fortunate. You are sated with riches. Here is your Lady Boy, your ‘little haughty moon,’ and you haven’t even said, ’Good morning, Little Lady Boy, was your sleep sweet and gentle?’”
“My!” she protested. “You’re so lucky. You’re filled with wealth. Here’s your Lady Boy, your ‘little haughty moon,’ and you haven’t even said, ‘Good morning, Little Lady Boy, did you sleep well?’”
And Dick Forrest forsook the statistical columns of Professor Kenealy’s inoculations, pressed his wife closer, kissed her, but with insistent right fore-finger maintained his place in the pages of the pamphlet.
And Dick Forrest gave up the statistical columns of Professor Kenealy’s inoculations, pulled his wife closer, kissed her, but with his right index finger, he kept his spot in the pages of the pamphlet.
Nevertheless, the very terms of her “reproof prevented him from asking what he should have asked—the prosperity of her night since the boudoir cap had been left upon his sleeping porch. He shut the pamphlet on his right fore-finger, at the place he intended to resume, and added his right arm to his left about her.
Nevertheless, the very words of her “reproach” stopped him from asking what he really wanted to know—the success of her night since the boudoir cap had been left on his sleeping porch. He closed the pamphlet on his right index finger, at the spot he planned to pick up from, and wrapped his right arm around her along with his left.
“Oh!” she cried. “Oh! Oh! Listen!”
“Oh!” she exclaimed. “Oh! Oh! Listen!”
From without came the flute-calls of quail. She quivered against him with the joy she took in the mellow-sweet notes.
From outside came the calls of quail on the flute. She shivered against him with the joy she felt in the rich, sweet notes.
“The coveys are breaking up,” he said.
“The groups are dispersing,” he said.
“It means spring,” Paula cried.
"It means spring," Paula said.
“And the sign that good weather has come.”
“And the sign that nice weather has arrived.”
“And love!”
"And love!"
“And nest-building and egg-laying,” Dick laughed. “Never has the world seemed more fecund than this morning. Lady Isleton is farrowed of eleven. The angoras were brought down this morning for the kidding. You should have seen them. And the wild canaries have been discussing matrimony in the patio for hours. I think some free lover is trying to break up their monogamic heaven with modern love-theories. It’s a wonder you slept through the discussion. Listen! There they go now. Is that applause? Or is it a riot?”
“And nest-building and egg-laying,” Dick laughed. “The world has never seemed more alive than this morning. Lady Isleton has given birth to eleven. The angoras were brought down this morning for the kidding. You should have seen them. And the wild canaries have been talking about marriage in the patio for hours. I think some free spirit is trying to disrupt their monogamous paradise with modern love theories. It’s a miracle you slept through the conversation. Listen! There they go now. Is that applause? Or is it a riot?”
Arose a thin twittering, like elfin pipings, with sharp pitches and excited shrillnesses, to which Dick and Paula lent delighted ears, till, suddenly, with the abruptness of the trump of doom, all the microphonic chorus of the tiny golden lovers was swept away, obliterated, in a Gargantuan blast of sound—no less wild, no less musical, no less passionate with love, but immense, dominant, compelling by very vastitude of volume.
A thin, chirping sound emerged, like playful little melodies, with high pitches and excited tones that Dick and Paula listened to happily. Then, suddenly, like a loud warning, the entire tiny chorus of the golden lovers was lost, wiped out by a massive blast of sound—still wild, still musical, still filled with passion, but immense, overwhelming, and powerful because of its sheer volume.
The eager eyes of the man and woman sought instantly the channel past open French windows and the screen of the sleeping porch to the road through the lilacs, while they waited breathlessly for the great stallion to appear who trumpeted his love-call before him. Again, unseen, he trumpeted, and Dick said:
The excited eyes of the man and woman quickly looked through the open French windows and the screen of the sleeping porch to the road lined with lilacs, as they waited anxiously for the magnificent stallion to show up, who called out his love. Once more, unseen, he called out, and Dick said:
“I will sing you a song, my haughty moon. It is not my song. It is the Mountain Lad’s. It is what he nickers. Listen! He sings it again. This is what he says: ’Hear me! I am Eros. I stamp upon the hills. I fill the wide valleys. The mares hear me, and startle, in quiet pastures; for they know me. The grass grows rich and richer, the land is filled with fatness, and the sap is in the trees. It is the spring. The spring is mine. I am monarch of my kingdom of the spring. The mares remember my voice. They know me aforetime through their mothers before them. Hear me! I am Eros. I stamp upon the hills, and the wide valleys are my heralds, echoing the sound of my approach.’”
“I’m gonna sing you a song, my proud moon. It’s not my song. It belongs to the Mountain Lad. It’s what he says. Listen! He’s singing it again. This is what he says: 'Listen! I am Eros. I stomp across the hills. I fill the broad valleys. The mares hear me and jump in calm pastures because they recognize me. The grass gets greener and richer, the land is full of abundance, and the sap is in the trees. It’s spring. Spring is mine. I’m the ruler of my spring kingdom. The mares remember my voice. They’ve known me through their mothers before them. Listen! I am Eros. I stomp across the hills, and the wide valleys announce my arrival, echoing the sound of my coming.'”
And Paula pressed closer to her husband, and was pressed, as her lips touched his forehead, and as the pair of them, gazing at the empty road among the lilacs, saw it filled with the eruptive vision of Mountain Lad, majestic and mighty, the gnat-creature of a man upon his back absurdly small; his eyes wild and desirous, with the blue sheen that surfaces the eyes of stallions; his mouth, flecked with the froth and fret of high spirit, now brushed to burnished knees of impatience, now tossed skyward to utterance of that vast, compelling call that shook the air.
And Paula pressed closer to her husband and felt him press back as her lips touched his forehead. Together, gazing at the empty road lined with lilacs, they imagined it filled with the explosive vision of Mountain Lad—majestic and powerful, with a tiny man absurdly small on his back. His eyes were wild and yearning, shining like a stallion’s. His mouth, speckled with the froth and energy of high spirits, alternated between restless knees of impatience and reaching skyward to unleash that vast, compelling call that reverberated in the air.
Almost as an echo, from afar off, came a thin-sweet answering whinney.
Almost as if in response, a distant, delicate whinny came back.
“It is the Fotherington Princess,” Paula breathed softly.
“It’s the Fotherington Princess,” Paula whispered gently.
Again Mountain Lad trumpeted his call, and Dick chanted:
Again Mountain Lad let out his call, and Dick chanted:
“Hear me! I am Eros! I stamp upon the hills!”
“Hear me! I am Eros! I stand on the hills!”
And almost, for a flash of an instant, circled soft and close in his arms, Paula knew resentment of her husband’s admiration for the splendid beast. And the next instant resentment vanished, and, in acknowledgment of due debt, she cried gaily:
And for just a brief moment, wrapped snugly in his arms, Paula felt a twinge of resentment towards her husband’s admiration for the magnificent creature. But in the next moment, that resentment faded away, and, recognizing her well-deserved gratitude, she said cheerfully:
“And now, Red Cloud! the Song of the Acorn!” Dick glanced half absently to her from the pamphlet folded on his finger, and then, with equal pitch of gaiety, sang:
“And now, Red Cloud! the Song of the Acorn!” Dick looked over at her somewhat distractedly from the pamphlet he was holding, and then, matching her upbeat tone, sang:
“The acorns come down from
heaven!
I plant the short acorns in
the valley!
I plant the long acorns in
the valley!
I sprout, I, the black-oak
acorn, sprout, I sprout!”
“The acorns drop down from the sky!
I plant the small acorns in the valley!
I plant the big acorns in the valley!
I grow, I, the black-oak acorn, grow, I grow!”
She had impressed herself very close against him during his moment of chanting, but, in the first moments that succeeded she felt the restless movement of the hand that held the finger-marked hog-pamphlet and caught the swift though involuntary flash of his eye to the clock on his desk that marked 11:25. Again she tried to hold him, although, with equal involuntariness, her attempt was made in mild terms of resentment.
She had pressed herself up against him while he was chanting, but in the moments that followed, she felt the restless movement of the hand holding the finger-marked pamphlet and caught the quick, though involuntary, glance of his eye at the clock on his desk that showed 11:25. Again, she tried to keep him close, although, with equal unintentionality, her attempt came out with a slight tone of resentment.
“You are a strange and wonderful Red Cloud,” she said slowly. “Sometimes almost am I convinced that you are utterly Red Cloud, planting your acorns and singing your savage joy of the planting. And, sometimes, almost you are to me the ultramodern man, the last word of the two-legged, male human that finds Trojan adventures in sieges of statistics, and, armed with test tubes and hypodermics, engages in gladiatorial contests with weird microorganisms. Almost, at times, it seems you should wear glasses and be bald-headed; almost, it seems....”
“You're such a unique and amazing Red Cloud,” she said slowly. “Sometimes I almost believe that you are completely Red Cloud, planting your acorns and joyfully celebrating the planting. And sometimes, you almost seem like the ultra-modern man, the ultimate example of a two-legged male human who finds daring adventures in battles of statistics, and, armed with test tubes and syringes, competes in gladiatorial showdowns with strange microorganisms. Occasionally, it feels like you should be wearing glasses and be bald; it almost seems like that....”
“That I have no right of vigor to possess an armful of girl,” he completed for her, drawing her still closer. ”That I am a silly scientific brute who doesn’t merit his ’vain little breath of sweet rose-colored dust.’ Well, listen, I have a plan. In a few days....”
“That I don’t have the right to hold you in my arms,” he finished for her, pulling her even closer. “That I’m just a foolish scientific brute who doesn’t deserve his ‘vain little breath of sweet rose-colored dust.’ Well, listen, I have a plan. In a few days....”
But his plan died in birth, for, at their backs, came a discreet cough of warning, and, both heads turning as one they saw Bonbright, the assistant secretary, with a sheaf of notes on yellow sheets in his hand.
But his plan never got off the ground because, behind them, there was a subtle cough of warning, and as if on cue, both of them turned to see Bonbright, the assistant secretary, holding a bundle of notes on yellow sheets in his hand.
“Four telegrams,” he murmured apologetically. “Mr. Blake is confident that two of them are very important. One of them concerns that Chile shipment of bulls....”
“Four telegrams,” he said quietly, looking sorry. “Mr. Blake believes that two of them are really important. One of them is about that shipment of bulls from Chile....”
And Paula, slowly drawing away from her husband and rising to her feet, could feel him slipping from her toward his tables of statistics, bills of lading, and secretaries, foremen, and managers.
And Paula, gradually distancing herself from her husband and getting to her feet, felt him drifting away from her towards his spreadsheets, shipping documents, and assistants, supervisors, and managers.
“Oh, Paula,” Dick called, as she was fading through the doorway; “I’ve christened the last boy—he’s to be known as ‘Oh Ho.’ How do you like it?”
“Oh, Paula,” Dick called, as she was walking through the doorway; “I’ve named the last boy—he’ll be called ‘Oh Ho.’ What do you think?”
Her reply began with a hint of forlornness that vanished with her smile, as she warned:
Her response started with a touch of sadness that disappeared with her smile as she said:
“You will play ducks and drakes with the house-boys’ names.”
“You will mess around with the house-boys’ names.”
“I never do it with pedigreed stock,” he assured her with a solemnity belied by the challenging twinkle in his eyes.
“I never do it with purebred stock,” he assured her with a seriousness that was undermined by the playful spark in his eyes.
“I didn’t mean that,” was her retort. “I meant that you were exhausting the possibilities of the language. Before long you’ll have to be calling them Oh Bel, Oh Hell, and Oh Go to Hell. Your ‘Oh’ was a mistake. You should have started with ‘Red.’ Then you could have had Red Bull, Red Horse, Red Dog, Red Frog, Red Fern—and, and all the rest of the reds.”
“I didn’t mean that,” she shot back. “What I meant was that you’re running out of options with the language. Soon enough, you’ll be calling them Oh Bel, Oh Hell, and Oh Go to Hell. Your ‘Oh’ was a mistake. You should have started with ‘Red.’ Then you could have had Red Bull, Red Horse, Red Dog, Red Frog, Red Fern—and all the other reds.”
She mingled her laughter with his, as she vanished, and, the next moment, the telegram before him, he was immersed in the details of the shipment, at two hundred and fifty dollars each, F. O. B., of three hundred registered yearling bulls to the beef ranges of Chile. Even so, vaguely, with vague pleasure, he heard Paula sing her way back across the patio to her long wing of house; though he was unaware that her voice was a trifle, just the merest trifle, subdued.
She blended her laughter with his as she disappeared, and the next moment, with the telegram in front of him, he was focused on the details of the shipment, at two hundred and fifty dollars each, F.O.B., of three hundred registered yearling bulls to the beef ranges of Chile. Even so, vaguely, with a slight sense of pleasure, he heard Paula singing her way back across the patio to her long part of the house; though he didn’t realize that her voice was just a little, the tiniest bit, quieter.
Chapter VIII
Five minutes after Paula had left him, punctual to the second, the four telegrams disposed of, Dick was getting into a ranch motor car, along with Thayer, the Idaho buyer, and Naismith, the special correspondent for the Breeders’ Gazette. Wardman, the sheep manager, joined them at the corrals where several thousand young Shropshire rams had been assembled for inspection.
Five minutes after Paula left him, right on time, with the four telegrams taken care of, Dick was getting into a ranch car with Thayer, the Idaho buyer, and Naismith, the special correspondent for the Breeders’ Gazette. Wardman, the sheep manager, met up with them at the corrals where several thousand young Shropshire rams had been gathered for inspection.
There was little need for conversation. Thayer was distinctly disappointed in this, for he felt that the purchase of ten carloads of such expensive creatures was momentous enough to merit much conversation.
There wasn't much need for conversation. Thayer was really disappointed by this, as he believed that buying ten carloads of such expensive animals was significant enough to deserve a lot of discussion.
“They speak for themselves,” Dick had assured him, and turned aside to give data to Naismith for his impending article on Shropshires in California and the Northwest.
“They speak for themselves,” Dick had assured him, then turned away to give information to Naismith for his upcoming article on Shropshires in California and the Northwest.
“I wouldn’t advise you to bother to select them,” Dick told Thayer ten minutes later. “The average is all top. You could spend a week picking your ten carloads and have no higher grade than if you had taken the first to hand.”
“I wouldn’t recommend wasting your time choosing them,” Dick told Thayer ten minutes later. “The quality is all the same. You could spend a week selecting your top ten loads and still end up with the same grade as if you had just taken the first ones you saw.”
This cool assumption that the sale was already consummated so perturbed Thayer, that, along with the sure knowledge that he had never seen so high a quality of rams, he was nettled into changing his order to twenty carloads.
This cool assumption that the sale was already finalized so upset Thayer that, along with the certainty that he had never seen such high-quality rams, he was annoyed into changing his order to twenty carloads.
As he told Naismith, after they had regained the Big House and as they chalked their cues to finish the interrupted game:
As he told Naismith, after they got the Big House back and while they prepared their cues to finish the interrupted game:
“It’s my first visit to Forrest’s. He’s a wizard. I’ve been buying in the East and importing. But those Shropshires won my judgment. You noticed I doubled my order. Those Idaho buyers will be wild for them. I only had buying orders straight for six carloads, and contingent on my judgment for two carloads more; but if every buyer doesn’t double his order, straight and contingent, when he sees them rams, and if there isn’t a stampede for what’s left, I don’t know sheep. They’re the goods. If they don’t jump up the sheep game of Idaho ... well, then Forrest’s no breeder and I’m no buyer, that’s all.”
“It’s my first time visiting Forrest’s. He’s amazing. I’ve been buying in the East and bringing stuff in. But those Shropshires really impressed me. You saw I doubled my order. Those Idaho buyers are going to want them. I had buying orders for six carloads, and I was counting on my judgment for two more; but if every buyer doesn’t double his order, both straight and contingent, once they see those rams, and if there isn’t a rush for what’s left, I don’t know anything about sheep. They’re the real deal. If they don’t elevate the sheep game in Idaho… well, then Forrest isn’t a breeder and I’m not a buyer, that’s it.”
As the warning gong for lunch rang out—a huge bronze gong from Korea that was never struck until it was first indubitably ascertained that Paula was awake—Dick joined the young people at the goldfish fountain in the big patio. Bert Wainwright, variously advised and commanded by his sister, Rita, and by Paula and her sisters, Lute and Ernestine, was striving with a dip-net to catch a particularly gorgeous flower of a fish whose size and color and multiplicity of fins and tails had led Paula to decide to segregate him for the special breeding tank in the fountain of her own secret patio. Amid high excitement, and much squealing and laughter, the deed was accomplished, the big fish deposited in a can and carried away by the waiting Italian gardener.
As the lunch bell rang—a huge bronze gong from Korea that was only struck once it was definitely confirmed that Paula was awake—Dick joined the kids at the goldfish fountain in the large patio. Bert Wainwright, who was being advised and directed by his sister, Rita, and by Paula and her sisters, Lute and Ernestine, was trying to catch a particularly beautiful fish with a dip-net. Its size, color, and numerous fins and tails had made Paula decide to keep it for the special breeding tank in the fountain of her secret patio. Amid lots of excitement, squeals, and laughter, they succeeded; the big fish was placed in a can and taken away by the waiting Italian gardener.
“And what have you to say for yourself?” Ernestine challenged, as Dick joined them.
“And what do you have to say for yourself?” Ernestine challenged, as Dick joined them.
“Nothing,” he answered sadly. “The ranch is depleted. Three hundred beautiful young bulls depart to-morrow for South America, and Thayer— you met him last night—is taking twenty carloads of rams. All I can say is that my congratulations are extended to Idaho and Chile.”
“Nothing,” he replied sadly. “The ranch is empty. Three hundred gorgeous young bulls are leaving tomorrow for South America, and Thayer—you met him last night—is taking twenty carloads of rams. All I can say is congratulations to Idaho and Chile.”
“Plant more acorns,” Paula laughed, her arms about her sisters, the three of them smilingly expectant of an inevitable antic.
“Plant more acorns,” Paula laughed, wrapping her arms around her sisters, all three of them smiling, waiting for the next fun moment.
“Oh, Dick, sing your acorn song,” Lute begged.
“Oh, Dick, please sing your acorn song,” Lute pleaded.
He shook his head solemnly.
He shook his head sadly.
“I’ve got a better one. It’s purest orthodoxy. It’s got Red Cloud and his acorn song skinned to death. Listen! This is the song of the little East-sider, on her first trip to the country under the auspices of her Sunday School. She’s quite young. Pay particular attention to her lisp.”
“I have a better one. It’s the purest orthodoxy. It’s got Red Cloud and his acorn song totally covered. Listen! This is the song of the little East-sider on her first trip to the countryside with her Sunday School. She’s really young. Pay close attention to her lisp.”
And then Dick chanted, lisping:
And then Dick chanted, with a lisp:
“The goldfish thwimmeth in the bowl,
The robin thiths upon the
tree;
What maketh them thit so eathily?
Who stuckth the fur upon their
breasths?
God! God! He done
it!”
“The goldfish swims in the bowl,
The robin sits upon the
tree;
What makes them sit so easily?
Who stuck the fur on their
breasts?
God! God! He did
it!”
“Cribbed,” was Ernestine’s judgment, as the laughter died away.
“Copied,” was Ernestine’s judgment, as the laughter faded.
“Sure,” Dick agreed. “I got it from the Rancher and Stockman, that got it from the Swine Breeders’ Journal, that got it from the Western Advocate, that got it from Public Opinion, that got it, undoubtedly, from the little girl herself, or, rather from her Sunday School teacher. For that matter I am convinced it was first printed in Our Dumb Animals.”
“Sure,” Dick agreed. “I got it from the Rancher and Stockman, which got it from the Swine Breeders’ Journal, which got it from the Western Advocate, which got it from Public Opinion, which likely got it from the little girl herself, or more likely from her Sunday School teacher. Honestly, I’m convinced it was first published in Our Dumb Animals.”
The bronze gong rang out its second call, and Paula, one arm around Dick, the other around Rita, led the way into the house, while, bringing up the rear, Bert Wainwright showed Lute Ernestine a new tango step.
The bronze gong sounded its second call, and Paula, one arm around Dick and the other around Rita, led the way into the house, while, trailing behind, Bert Wainwright taught Lute Ernestine a new tango step.
“One thing, Thayer,” Dick said in an aside, after releasing himself from the girls, as they jostled in confusion where they met Thayer and Naismith at the head of the stairway leading down to the dining room. “Before you leave us, cast your eyes over those Merinos. I really have to brag about them, and American sheepmen will have to come to them. Of course, started with imported stock, but I’ve made a California strain that will make the French breeders sit up. See Wardman and take your pick. Get Naismith to look them over with you. Stick half a dozen of them in your train-load, with my compliments, and let your Idaho sheepmen get a line on them.”
“One thing, Thayer,” Dick said quietly after he broke away from the girls, who were all mixed up as they met Thayer and Naismith at the top of the stairs heading down to the dining room. “Before you go, take a look at those Merinos. I really have to talk them up, and American sheep farmers will need to pay attention to them. Of course, I started with imported stock, but I've developed a California strain that will impress the French breeders. Check in with Wardman and choose whichever you like. Have Naismith review them with you. Put half a dozen of them in your train-load, as a favor from me, and let your Idaho sheep farmers check them out.”
They seated at a table, capable of indefinite extension, in a long, low dining room that was a replica of the hacienda dining rooms of the Mexican land-kings of old California. The floor was of large brown tiles, the beamed ceiling and the walls were whitewashed, and the huge, undecorated, cement fireplace was an achievement in massiveness and simplicity. Greenery and blooms nodded from without the deep-embrasured windows, and the room expressed the sense of cleanness, chastity, and coolness.
They sat at a table that could stretch indefinitely in a long, low dining room that resembled the dining rooms of the Mexican landowners from old California. The floor was covered in large brown tiles, the beamed ceiling and walls were painted white, and the huge, plain cement fireplace was notable for its massiveness and simplicity. Plants and flowers swayed from outside the deep-set windows, and the room gave off a feeling of cleanliness, purity, and coolness.
On the walls, but not crowded, were a number of canvases—most ambitious of all, in the setting of honor, all in sad grays, a twilight Mexican scene by Xavier Martinez, of a peon, with a crooked-stick plow and two bullocks, turning a melancholy furrow across the foreground of a sad, illimitable, Mexican plain. There were brighter pictures, of early Mexican-Californian life, a pastel of twilight eucalyptus with a sunset-tipped mountain beyond, by Reimers, a moonlight by Peters, and a Griffin stubble-field across which gleamed and smoldered California summer hills of tawny brown and purple-misted, wooded canyons.
On the walls, but not overwhelming, were several canvases—most notably, the one of honor, all in somber grays, depicting a twilight Mexican scene by Xavier Martinez, showing a laborer with a crooked stick plow and two oxen, turning a sorrowful furrow across the foreground of a bleak, endless Mexican plain. There were brighter paintings, showcasing early Mexican-Californian life, a pastel of twilight eucalyptus with a sunset-kissed mountain in the background by Reimers, a moonlit scene by Peters, and a stubble-field by Griffin, where California summer hills of golden brown and purple-hazed, wooded canyons glimmered and smoldered.
“Say,” Thayer muttered in an undertone across to Naismith, while Dick and the girls were in the thick of exclamatory and giggling banter, “here’s some stuff for that article of yours, if you touch upon the Big House. I’ve seen the servants’ dining room. Forty head sit down to it every meal, including gardeners, chauffeurs, and outside help. It’s a boarding house in itself. Some head, some system, take it from me. That Chiney boy, Oh Joy, is a wooz. He’s housekeeper, or manager, of the whole shebang, or whatever you want to call his job—and, say, it runs that smooth you can’t hear it.”
“Hey,” Thayer whispered to Naismith while Dick and the girls were busy laughing and chatting, “I’ve got some material for that article of yours if you’re talking about the Big House. I’ve seen the servants’ dining room. Forty people eat there every meal, including gardeners, drivers, and outside help. It’s basically a boarding house by itself. It takes some serious management, trust me. That Chiney kid, Oh Joy, is a bit of a character. He’s the housekeeper or manager or whatever you want to call his position—and let me tell you, it runs so smoothly you wouldn’t even notice it.”
“Forrest’s the real wooz,” Naismith nodded. “He’s the brains that picks brains. He could run an army, a campaign, a government, or even a three-ring circus.”
“Forrest’s the real deal,” Naismith nodded. “He’s the one who thinks strategically. He could lead an army, manage a campaign, run a government, or even organize a three-ring circus.”
“Which last is some compliment,” Thayer concurred heartily.
“Which last is some compliment,” Thayer agreed enthusiastically.
“Oh, Paula,” Dick said across to his wife. “I just got word that Graham arrives to-morrow morning. Better tell Oh Joy to put him in the watch-tower. It’s man-size quarters, and it’s possible he may carry out his threat and work on his book.”
“Oh, Paula,” Dick said to his wife. “I just heard that Graham is arriving tomorrow morning. Better tell Oh Joy to put him in the watchtower. It’s got enough space for a man, and he might actually go through with his threat and work on his book.”
“Graham?—Graham?” Paula queried aloud of her memory. “Do I know him?”
“Graham?—Graham?” Paula asked aloud, trying to recall. “Do I know him?”
“You met him once two years ago, in Santiago, at the Café Venus. He had dinner with us.”
“You met him once two years ago in Santiago, at Café Venus. He had dinner with us.”
“Oh, one of those naval officers?”
“Oh, one of those navy officers?”
Dick shook his head.
Dick shook his head.
“The civilian. Don’t you remember that big blond fellow—you talked music with him for half an hour while Captain Joyce talked our heads off to prove that the United States should clean Mexico up and out with the mailed fist.”
“The civilian. Don’t you remember that big blonde guy—you chatted about music with him for half an hour while Captain Joyce went on and on to argue that the United States should sort Mexico out with a heavy hand.”
“Oh, to be sure,” Paula vaguely recollected. “He’d met you somewhere before... South Africa, wasn’t it? Or the Philippines?”
“Oh, for sure,” Paula vaguely remembered. “He’d met you somewhere before... South Africa, right? Or the Philippines?”
“That’s the chap. South Africa, it was. Evan Graham. Next time we met was on the Times dispatch boat on the Yellow Sea. And we crossed trails a dozen times after that, without meeting, until that night in the Café Venus.
“That’s the guy. South Africa, it was. Evan Graham. The next time we saw each other was on the Times dispatch boat in the Yellow Sea. We crossed paths a dozen times after that, without actually meeting, until that night at Café Venus.”
“Heavens—he left Bora-Bora, going east, two days before I dropped anchor bound west on my way to Samoa. I came out of Apia, with letters for him from the American consul, the day before he came in. We missed each other by three days at Levuka—I was sailing the Wild Duck then. He pulled out of Suva as guest on a British cruiser. Sir Everard Im Thurm, British High Commissioner of the South Seas, gave me more letters for Graham. I missed him at Port Resolution and at Vila in the New Hebrides. The cruiser was junketing, you see. I beat her in and out of the Santa Cruz Group. It was the same thing in the Solomons. The cruiser, after shelling the cannibal villages at Langa-Langa, steamed out in the morning. I sailed in that afternoon. I never did deliver those letters in person, and the next time I laid eyes on him was at the Café Venus two years ago.”
“Heavens—he left Bora-Bora, heading east, two days before I arrived, bound west to Samoa. I came out of Apia with letters for him from the American consul, the day before he came in. We missed each other by three days at Levuka—I was sailing the Wild Duck then. He left Suva as a guest on a British cruiser. Sir Everard Im Thurm, the British High Commissioner of the South Seas, gave me more letters for Graham. I missed him at Port Resolution and in Vila in the New Hebrides. The cruiser was just cruising around, you see. I got in and out of the Santa Cruz Group before her. It was the same situation in the Solomons. The cruiser, after shelling the cannibal villages at Langa-Langa, left in the morning. I arrived that afternoon. I never did get to deliver those letters in person, and the next time I saw him was at the Café Venus two years ago.”
“But who about him, and what about him?” Paula queried. “And what’s the book?”
“But what about him, and what's his story?” Paula asked. “And what’s the book?”
“Well, first of all, beginning at the end, he’s broke—that is, for him, he’s broke. He’s got an income of several thousand a year left, but all that his father left him is gone. No; he didn’t blow it. He got in deep, and the ‘silent panic’ several years ago just about cleaned him. But he doesn’t whimper.
“Well, first of all, starting at the end, he’s broke—that is, for him, he’s broke. He’s got an income of several thousand a year left, but all that his father left him is gone. No; he didn’t waste it. He got in deep, and the ‘silent panic’ several years ago pretty much wiped him out. But he doesn’t complain.
“He’s good stuff, old American stock, a Yale man. The book—he expects to make a bit on it—covers last year’s trip across South America, west coast to east coast. It was largely new ground. The Brazilian government voluntarily voted him a honorarium of ten thousand dollars for the information he brought out concerning unexplored portions of Brazil. Oh, he’s a man, all man. He delivers the goods. You know the type—clean, big, strong, simple; been everywhere, seen everything, knows most of a lot of things, straight, square, looks you in the eyes—well, in short, a man’s man.”
“He’s great, good American stock, a Yale guy. The book—he thinks it’ll make him some money—covers last year’s trip across South America, from the west coast to the east coast. It was mostly uncharted territory. The Brazilian government willingly awarded him an honorarium of ten thousand dollars for the information he revealed about unexplored areas of Brazil. Oh, he’s a solid guy, fully a man. He delivers. You know the type—clean, tall, strong, straightforward; been everywhere, seen everything, knows a bit about a lot, honest, dependable, looks you in the eye—basically, a man’s man.”
Ernestine clapped her hands, flung a tantalizing, man-challenging, man-conquering glance at Bert Wainwright, and exclaimed: “And he comes tomorrow!”
Ernestine clapped her hands, threw an enticing, challenging look at Bert Wainwright, and exclaimed: “And he’s coming tomorrow!”
Dick shook his head reprovingly.
Dick shook his head disapprovingly.
“Oh, nothing in that direction, Ernestine. Just as nice girls as you have tried to hook Evan Graham before now. And, between ourselves, I couldn’t blame them. But he’s had good wind and fast legs, and they’ve always failed to run him down or get him into a corner, where, dazed and breathless, he’s mechanically muttered ‘Yes’ to certain interrogatories and come out of the trance to find himself, roped, thrown, branded, and married. Forget him, Ernestine. Stick by golden youth and let it drop its golden apples. Pick them up, and golden youth with them, making a noise like stupid failure all the time you are snaring swift-legged youth. But Graham’s out of the running. He’s old like me—just about the same age—and, like me, he’s run a lot of those queer races. He knows how to make a get-away. He’s been cut by barbed wire, nose-twitched, neck-burnt, cinched to a fare-you-well, and he remains subdued but uncatchable. He doesn’t care for young things. In fact, you may charge him with being wobbly, but I plead guilty, by proxy, that he is merely old, hard bitten, and very wise.”
“Oh, nothing in that direction, Ernestine. Just as nice girls as you have tried to catch Evan Graham before now. And, between us, I can’t blame them. But he’s been pretty good at running away and fast on his feet, and they’ve always failed to catch him or corner him, where, dazed and breathless, he’s mechanically mumbled ‘Yes’ to certain questions and come out of the daze to find himself tied down, thrown, branded, and married. Forget him, Ernestine. Stick with youthful possibilities and let them drop their golden opportunities. Pick them up, and youthful possibilities with them, making a racket like foolish failure while you’re trying to trap quick-footed youth. But Graham’s out of the race. He’s old like me—just about the same age—and, like me, he’s gone through a lot of those strange experiences. He knows how to escape. He’s been hurt by sharp edges, twisted, burned, trapped, and he remains subdued but untouchable. He doesn’t care for young things. In fact, you could say he’s wobbly, but I admit, on his behalf, that he’s just old, jaded, and very wise.”
Chapter IX
“Where’s my Boy in Breeches?” Dick shouted, stamping with jingling spurs through the Big House in quest of its Little Lady.
“Where’s my Boy in Breeches?” Dick shouted, stomping with jingling spurs through the Big House in search of its Little Lady.
He came to the door that gave entrance to her long wing. It was a door without a knob, a huge panel of wood in a wood-paneled wall. But Dick shared the secret of the hidden spring with his wife, pressed the spring, and the door swung wide.
He approached the door that led into her long wing. It was a door without a handle, just a big wooden panel set into a wood-paneled wall. But Dick knew the secret of the hidden spring, shared it with his wife, pressed the spring, and the door swung open.
“Where’s my Boy in Breeches?” he called and stamped down the length of her quarters.
“Where’s my Boy in Breeches?” he shouted, stomping down the length of her room.
A glance into the bathroom, with its sunken Roman bath and descending marble steps, was fruitless, as were the glances he sent into Paula’s wardrobe room and dressing room. He passed the short, broad stairway that led to her empty window-seat divan in what she called her Juliet Tower, and thrilled at sight of an orderly disarray of filmy, pretty, lacy woman’s things that he knew she had spread out for her own sensuous delight of contemplation. He fetched up for a moment at a drawing easel, his reiterant cry checked on his lips, and threw a laugh of recognition and appreciation at the sketch, just outlined, of an awkward, big-boned, knobby, weanling colt caught in the act of madly whinneying for its mother.
A quick look into the bathroom, with its sunken Roman bath and marble steps, proved to be pointless, just like the looks he took into Paula’s wardrobe and dressing rooms. He walked past the short, wide staircase that led to her empty window seat in what she called her Juliet Tower and felt a thrill at the sight of a charming mess of delicate, pretty, lacy women’s items that he knew she had laid out for her own sensual enjoyment. He paused for a moment at an easel, his usual call held back, and chuckled in recognition and appreciation at the sketch, just outlined, of a clumsy, big-boned, knobby, young colt caught in the act of desperately whinnying for its mother.
“Where’s my Boy in Breeches?” he shouted before him, out to the sleeping porch; and found only a demure, brow-troubled Chinese woman of thirty, who smiled self-effacing embarrassment into his eyes.
“Where’s my Boy in Breeches?” he shouted ahead of him, out to the sleeping porch; and found only a modest, brow-furrowed thirty-year-old Chinese woman, who smiled with a shy embarrassment into his eyes.
This was Paula’s maid, Oh Dear, so named by Dick, many years before, because of a certain solicitous contraction of her delicate brows that made her appear as if ever on the verge of saying, “Oh dear!” In fact, Dick had taken her, as a child almost, for Paula’s service, from a fishing village on the Yellow Sea where her widow-mother earned as much as four dollars in a prosperous year at making nets for the fishermen. Oh Dear’s first service for Paula had been aboard the three-topmast schooner, All Away, at the same time that Oh Joy, cabin-boy, had begun to demonstrate the efficiency that enabled him, through the years, to rise to the majordomoship of the Big House.
This was Paula’s maid, Oh Dear, a name given to her by Dick many years ago because of the worried expression on her face that made her seem like she was always about to say, “Oh dear!” In fact, Dick had taken her in as a child for Paula’s household from a fishing village by the Yellow Sea, where her mother, who was a widow, earned up to four dollars in a good year making nets for fishermen. Oh Dear’s first job for Paula was on the three-masted schooner, All Away, at the same time that Oh Joy, the cabin boy, had started to show the skills that would eventually help him rise to the position of head servant in the Big House.
“Where is your mistress, Oh Dear?” Dick asked.
“Where is your boss, oh no?” Dick asked.
Oh Dear shrank away in an agony of bashfulness.
Oh Dear shrank back in a wave of embarrassment.
Dick waited.
Dick was waiting.
“She maybe with ’m young ladies—I don’t know,” Oh Dear stammered; and Dick, in very mercy, swung away on his heel.
“She might be with some young ladies—I don’t know,” Oh Dear stammered; and Dick, out of kindness, turned away on his heel.
“Where’s my Boy in Breeches?” he shouted, as he stamped out under the porte cochère just as a ranch limousine swung around the curve among the lilacs.
“Where’s my Boy in Breeches?” he shouted, as he stepped out under the portico just as a ranch limousine rounded the bend among the lilacs.
“I’ll be hanged if I know,” a tall, blond man in a light summer suit responded from the car; and the next moment Dick Forrest and Evan Graham were shaking hands.
“I'll be damned if I know,” a tall, blond man in a light summer suit replied from the car; and the next moment, Dick Forrest and Evan Graham were shaking hands.
Oh My and Oh Ho carried in the hand baggage, and Dick accompanied his guest to the watch tower quarters.
Oh My and Oh Ho were carried in the hand baggage, and Dick took his guest to the watchtower quarters.
“You’ll have to get used to us, old man,” Dick was explaining. “We run the ranch like clockwork, and the servants are wonders; but we allow ourselves all sorts of loosenesses. If you’d arrived two minutes later there’d have been no one to welcome you but the Chinese boys. I was just going for a ride, and Paula—Mrs. Forrest—has disappeared.”
“You’ll have to get used to us, old man,” Dick explained. “We run the ranch like clockwork, and the staff are amazing; but we let ourselves be a bit relaxed. If you’d arrived two minutes later, the only ones to welcome you would have been the Chinese boys. I was just about to go for a ride, and Paula—Mrs. Forrest—has vanished.”
The two men were almost of a size, Graham topping his host by perhaps an inch, but losing that inch in the comparative breadth of shoulders and depth of chest. Graham was, if anything, a clearer blond than Forrest, although both were equally gray of eye, equally clear in the whites of the eyes, and equally and precisely similarly bronzed by sun and weather-beat. Graham’s features were in a slightly larger mold; his eyes were a trifle longer, although this was lost again by a heavier droop of lids. His nose hinted that it was a shade straighter as well as larger than Dick’s, and his lips were a shade thicker, a shade redder, a shade more bowed with fulsome-ness.
The two men were nearly the same size, with Graham being about an inch taller than his host, but losing that advantage in the width of his shoulders and the depth of his chest. Graham was, if anything, a brighter blonde than Forrest, though both had equally gray eyes, equally clear whites, and were similarly sun-kissed and weathered. Graham's features were slightly larger; his eyes were a bit longer, but this was offset by a heavier droop of his eyelids. His nose appeared to be a little straighter and larger than Dick’s, and his lips were slightly thicker, redder, and fuller.
Forrest’s hair was light brown to chestnut, while Graham’s carried a whispering advertisement that it would have been almost golden in its silk had it not been burned almost to sandiness by the sun. The cheeks of both were high-boned, although the hollows under Forrest’s cheek-bones were more pronounced. Both noses were large-nostriled and sensitive. And both mouths, while generously proportioned, carried the impression of girlish sweetness and chastity along with the muscles that could draw the lips to the firmness and harshness that would not give the lie to the square, uncleft chins beneath.
Forrest’s hair was a light brown, almost chestnut, while Graham’s had a soft hint of gold that would’ve been more vibrant if it hadn’t been almost burned to a sandy texture by the sun. Both had prominent cheekbones, but the hollows beneath Forrest’s were deeper. Their noses were wide with sensitive nostrils, and both had generously sized mouths that conveyed a sense of youthful sweetness and innocence, alongside the muscle tone that could tighten their lips into a firmness and sternness that matched their strong, square chins below.
But the inch more in height and the inch less in chest-girth gave Evan Graham a grace of body and carriage that Dick Forrest did not possess. In this particular of build, each served well as a foil to the other. Graham was all light and delight, with a hint—but the slightest of hints—of Prince Charming. Forrest’s seemed a more efficient and formidable organism, more dangerous to other life, stouter-gripped on its own life.
But the extra inch in height and the inch less in chest size gave Evan Graham a grace and carriage that Dick Forrest lacked. In this aspect of their build, each highlighted the other well. Graham radiated light and joy, with just the slightest hint of Prince Charming. Forrest appeared to be a more efficient and powerful being, more threatening to others, and more tenacious in holding onto his own life.
Forrest threw a glance at his wrist watch as he talked, but in that glance, without pause or fumble of focus, with swift certainty of correlation, he read the dial.
Forrest glanced at his wristwatch while he spoke, and in that quick look, without missing a beat or losing focus, he instantly understood the time.
“Eleven-thirty,” he said. “Come along at once, Graham. We don’t eat till twelve-thirty. I am sending out a shipment of bulls, three hundred of them, and I’m downright proud of them. You simply must see them. Never mind your riding togs. Oh Ho—fetch a pair of my leggings. You, Oh Joy, order Altadena saddled.—What saddle do you prefer, Graham?”
“Eleven-thirty,” he said. “Let’s go right now, Graham. We don’t eat until twelve-thirty. I’m sending out a shipment of bulls, three hundred of them, and I’m really proud of them. You have to see them. Don’t worry about your riding clothes. Oh, go grab a pair of my leggings. You, Oh Joy, get Altadena saddled up.—What saddle do you prefer, Graham?”
“Oh, anything, old man.”
“Oh, anything, dude.”
“English?—Australian?—McClellan?—Mexican?” Dick insisted.
“English?—Australian?—McClellan?—Mexican?” Dick insisted.
“McClellan, if it’s no trouble,” Graham surrendered.
“McClellan, if you don’t mind,” Graham gave in.
They sat their horses by the side of the road and watched the last of the herd beginning its long journey to Chili disappear around the bend.
They parked their horses by the side of the road and watched the last of the herd starting its long journey to Chile disappear around the bend.
“I see what you’re doing—it’s great,” Graham said with sparkling eyes. “I’ve fooled some myself with the critters, when I was a youngster, down in the Argentine. If I’d had beef-blood like that to build on, I mightn’t have taken the cropper I did.”
“I see what you’re doing—it's great,” Graham said with bright eyes. “I tricked some myself with the animals when I was a kid down in Argentina. If I’d had blood like that to work with, I might not have taken the hit I did.”
“But that was before alfalfa and artesian wells,” Dick smoothed for him. “The time wasn’t ripe for the Shorthorn. Only scrubs could survive the droughts. They were strong in staying powers but light on the scales. And refrigerator steamships hadn’t been invented. That’s what revolutionized the game down there.”
“But that was before alfalfa and artesian wells,” Dick reassured him. “The time just wasn’t right for the Shorthorn. Only the scrubs could withstand the droughts. They were tough enough but didn’t weigh much. Plus, refrigerator steamships hadn’t been invented yet. That’s what changed everything down there.”
“Besides, I was a mere youngster,” Graham added. “Though that meant nothing much. There was a young German tackled it at the same time I did, with a tenth of my capital. He hung it out, lean years, dry years, and all. He’s rated in seven figures now.”
“Besides, I was just a kid,” Graham added. “But that didn’t really matter. There was a young German who went for it at the same time I did, with a fraction of my capital. He stuck it out through tough times and all. Now he’s worth seven figures.”
They turned their horses back for the Big House. Dick flirted his wrist to see his watch.
They turned their horses around for the Big House. Dick flicked his wrist to check his watch.
“Lots of time,” he assured his guest. “I’m glad you saw those yearlings. There was one reason why that young German stuck it out. He had to. You had your father’s money to fall back on, and, I imagine not only that your feet itched, but that your chief weakness lay in that you could afford to solace the itching.”
“Plenty of time,” he assured his guest. “I’m glad you saw those yearlings. There’s one reason why that young German hung in there. He had to. You had your dad’s money to rely on, and I bet not only that your feet were restless, but that your main weakness was that you could afford to ease that restlessness.”
“Over there are the fish ponds,” Dick said, indicating with a nod of his head to the right an invisible area beyond the lilacs. “You’ll have plenty of opportunity to catch a mess of trout, or bass, or even catfish. You see, I’m a miser. I love to make things work. There may be a justification for the eight-hour labor day, but I make the work-day of water just twenty-four hours’ long. The ponds are in series, according to the nature of the fish. But the water starts working up in the mountains. It irrigates a score of mountain meadows before it makes the plunge and is clarified to crystal clearness in the next few rugged miles; and at the plunge from the highlands it generates half the power and all the lighting used on the ranch. Then it sub-irrigates lower levels, flows in here to the fish ponds, and runs out and irrigates miles of alfalfa farther on. And, believe me, if by that time it hadn’t reached the flat of the Sacramento, I’d be pumping out the drainage for more irrigation.”
“Over there are the fish ponds,” Dick said, nodding to the right towards an unseen area beyond the lilacs. “You’ll have plenty of chances to catch some trout, bass, or even catfish. You see, I’m a bit of a miser. I like to make things work. There might be a reason for an eight-hour workday, but I make the water work for twenty-four hours straight. The ponds are set up in a series, depending on the type of fish. But the water starts high up in the mountains. It irrigates a bunch of mountain meadows before it takes a dive and becomes crystal clear in the next few rugged miles; and at the drop from the highlands, it generates half the power and all the lighting used on the ranch. Then it sub-irrigates lower levels, flows into the fish ponds, and continues on to irrigate miles of alfalfa further down. And trust me, if it hadn’t reached the flat of the Sacramento by that time, I’d be pumping out the drainage for more irrigation.”
“Man, man,” Graham laughed, “you could make a poem on the wonder of water. I’ve met fire-worshipers, but you’re the first real water-worshiper I’ve ever encountered. And you’re no desert-dweller, either. You live in a land of water—pardon the bull—but, as I was saying...”
“Man, man,” Graham laughed, “you could write a poem about the beauty of water. I’ve met people who worship fire, but you’re the first true water-worshiper I’ve ever met. And you’re not some desert-dweller, either. You live in a place full of water—sorry for the cliché—but, as I was saying...”
Graham never completed his thought. From the right, not far away, came the unmistakable ring of shod hoofs on concrete, followed by a mighty splash and an outburst of women’s cries and laughter. Quickly the cries turned to alarm, accompanied by the sounds of a prodigious splashing and floundering as of some huge, drowning beast. Dick bent his head and leaped his horse through the lilacs, Graham, on Altadena, followed at his heels. They emerged in a blaze of sunshine, on an open space among the trees, and Graham came upon as unexpected a picture as he had ever chanced upon in his life.
Graham never finished his thought. From the right, not far away, came the unmistakable sound of horse hooves on concrete, followed by a loud splash and a chorus of women’s laughter and screams. Quickly, the laughter turned to panic, accompanied by the sounds of a massive splashing and thrashing like some enormous, drowning creature. Dick ducked his head and jumped his horse through the lilacs, with Graham, on Altadena, closely behind him. They burst into a flood of sunlight, in a clearing among the trees, and Graham stumbled upon one of the most surprising scenes he had ever encountered.
Tree-surrounded, the heart of the open space was a tank, four-sided of concrete. The upper end of the tank, full width, was a broad spillway, sheened with an inch of smooth-slipping water. The sides were perpendicular. The lower end, roughly corrugated, sloped out gently to solid footing. Here, in distress that was consternation, and in fear that was panic, excitedly bobbed up and down a cowboy in bearskin chaps, vacuously repeating the exclamation, “Oh God! Oh God!"—the first division of it rising in inflection, the second division inflected fallingly with despair. On the edge of the farther side, facing him, in bathing suits, legs dangling toward the water, sat three terrified nymphs.
Surrounded by trees, the center of the open space was a rectangular concrete tank. The top of the tank was a wide spillway, glistening with an inch of smoothly flowing water. The sides were straight up and down. The lower end, a bit uneven, sloped gently to solid ground. Here, in distress that felt like panic, a cowboy in bearskin chaps was frantically bobbing up and down, mindlessly repeating, “Oh God! Oh God!”—the first part rising in pitch, the second part falling in despair. On the opposite edge, facing him, three terrified nymphs sat in swimsuits, their legs dangling over the water.
And in the tank, the center of the picture, a great horse, bright bay and wet and ruddy satin, vertical in the water, struck upward and outward into the free air with huge fore-hoofs steel-gleaming in the wet and sun, while on its back, slipping and clinging, was the white form of what Graham took at first to be some glorious youth. Not until the stallion, sinking, emerged again by means of the powerful beat of his legs and hoofs, did Graham realize that it was a woman who rode him—a woman as white as the white silken slip of a bathing suit that molded to her form like a marble-carven veiling of drapery. As marble was her back, save that the fine delicate muscles moved and crept under the silken suit as she strove to keep her head above water. Her slim round arms were twined in yards of half-drowned stallion-mane, while her white round knees slipped on the sleek, wet, satin pads of the great horse’s straining shoulder muscles. The white toes of her dug for a grip into the smooth sides of the animal, vainly seeking a hold on the ribs beneath.
And in the tank, the center of the scene, a big horse, bright bay and glistening like wet satin, was vertical in the water, striking upward and outward into the open air with massive fore-hooves shining like steel in the wet and sunlight. On its back, slipping and clinging, was the white figure that Graham first thought was some beautiful young man. It wasn't until the stallion, sinking, re-emerged with a powerful beat of its legs and hooves that Graham realized it was a woman riding him—a woman as white as the silky slip of a bathing suit that hugged her curves like a sculpture draped in marble. Her back was like marble too, except the fine, delicate muscles moved and shifted beneath the silky outfit as she struggled to keep her head above water. Her slender arms were tangled in long strands of half-drenched stallion mane, while her white knees slid on the smooth, wet, satin pads of the horse's powerful shoulder muscles. Her white toes dug into the smooth sides of the animal, futilely searching for a grip on the ribs beneath.
In a breath, or the half of a breath, Graham saw the whole breathless situation, realized that the white wonderful creature was a woman, and sensed the smallness and daintiness of her despite her gladiatorial struggles. She reminded him of some Dresden china figure set absurdly small and light and strangely on the drowning back of a titanic beast. So dwarfed was she by the bulk of the stallion that she was a midget, or a tiny fairy from fairyland come true.
In a moment, or even half a moment, Graham saw the entire breathtaking scene, recognized that the beautiful creature was a woman, and felt her smallness and delicateness despite her fierce battles. She reminded him of a delicate Dresden china figurine, oddly small and light, precariously situated on the back of an enormous beast. She seemed so dwarfed by the size of the stallion that she appeared like a tiny fairy from a fairy tale brought to life.
As she pressed her cheek against the great arching neck, her golden-brown hair, wet from being under, flowing and tangled, seemed tangled in the black mane of the stallion. But it was her face that smote Graham most of all. It was a boy’s face; it was a woman’s face; it was serious and at the same time amused, expressing the pleasure it found woven with the peril. It was a white woman’s face—and modern; and yet, to Graham, it was all-pagan. This was not a creature and a situation one happened upon in the twentieth century. It was straight out of old Greece. It was a Maxfield Parrish reminiscence from the Arabian Nights. Genii might be expected to rise from those troubled depths, or golden princes, astride winged dragons, to swoop down out of the blue to the rescue.
As she pressed her cheek against the huge, arching neck, her golden-brown hair, wet from being in the water, flowing and tangled, seemed caught in the black mane of the stallion. But what struck Graham the most was her face. It was both a boy’s face and a woman’s face; it was serious yet amused, showing the joy it found intertwined with danger. It was a white woman’s face—modern; and yet, to Graham, it felt entirely ancient. This wasn’t something you encountered in the twentieth century. It was straight out of old Greece. It was like a Maxfield Parrish painting from the Arabian Nights. One might expect genies to rise from those troubled depths or golden princes riding winged dragons to swoop down from the sky to save the day.
The stallion, forcing itself higher out of water, missed, by a shade, from turning over backward as it sank. Glorious animal and glorious rider disappeared together beneath the surface, to rise together, a second later, the stallion still pawing the air with fore-hoofs the size of dinner plates, the rider still clinging to the sleek, satin-coated muscles. Graham thought, with a gasp, what might have happened had the stallion turned over. A chance blow from any one of those four enormous floundering hoofs could have put out and quenched forever the light and sparkle of that superb, white-bodied, fire-animated woman.
The stallion, pushing itself higher out of the water, narrowly avoided flipping over backward as it sank. The magnificent animal and its incredible rider vanished beneath the surface, only to resurface a moment later, the stallion still kicking the air with its fore-hooves as large as dinner plates, the rider still gripping the sleek, satin-like muscles. Graham gasped, thinking about what could have happened if the stallion had flipped over. A single strike from any of those huge, thrashing hooves could have snuffed out forever the light and brilliance of that stunning, white-bodied, fiery woman.
“Ride his neck!” Dick shouted. “Catch his foretop and get on his neck till he balances out!”
“Ride his neck!” Dick yelled. “Grab his foretop and climb onto his neck until he finds his balance!”
The woman obeyed, digging her toes into the evasive muscle-pads for the quick effort, and leaping upward, one hand twined in the wet mane, the other hand free and up-stretched, darting between the ears and clutching the foretop. The next moment, as the stallion balanced out horizontally in obedience to her shiftage of weight, she had slipped back to the shoulders. Holding with one hand to the mane, she waved a white arm in the air and flashed a smile of acknowledgment to Forrest; and, as Graham noted, she was cool enough to note him on his horse beside Forrest. Also, Graham realized that the turning of her head and the waving of her arm was only partly in bravado, was more in aesthetic wisdom of the picture she composed, and was, most of all, sheer joy of daring and emprise of the blood and the flesh and the life that was she.
The woman complied, digging her toes into the muscle-pads for a quick boost, and leaping up, one hand tangled in the wet mane, the other hand raised and reaching, slipping between the ears to grab the foretop. In the next moment, as the stallion leveled out horizontally in response to her shift in weight, she had slid back to its shoulders. Gripping the mane with one hand, she waved her white arm in the air and flashed a smile of acknowledgment to Forrest; and, as Graham observed, she was composed enough to notice him on his horse beside Forrest. Additionally, Graham realized that her turn of the head and wave of the arm was only partly for show; it reflected an aesthetic awareness of the image she was creating and, most importantly, the pure joy of daring and the thrill of life within her.
“Not many women’d tackle that,” Dick said quietly, as Mountain Lad, easily retaining his horizontal position once it had been attained, swam to the lower end of the tank and floundered up the rough slope to the anxious cowboy.
“Not many women would take that on,” Dick said quietly, as Mountain Lad, easily staying horizontal once he had it, swam to the lower end of the tank and struggled up the rough slope to the anxious cowboy.
The latter swiftly adjusted the halter with a turn of chain between the jaws. But Paula, still astride, leaned forward, imperiously took the lead-part from the cowboy, whirled Mountain Lad around to face Forrest, and saluted.
The latter quickly adjusted the halter with a twist of chain between the jaws. But Paula, still on horseback, leaned forward, took the lead rope from the cowboy with authority, spun Mountain Lad around to face Forrest, and saluted.
“Now you will have to go away,” she called. “This is our hen party, and the stag public is not admitted.”
“Now you need to leave,” she called. “This is our hen party, and no stags are allowed.”
Dick laughed, saluted acknowledgment, and led the way back through the lilacs to the road.
Dick laughed, waved in acknowledgment, and led the way back through the lilacs to the road.
“Who ... who was it?” Graham queried.
“Who ... who was it?” Graham asked.
“Paula—Mrs. Forrest—the boy girl, the child that never grew up, the grittiest puff of rose-dust that was ever woman.”
“Paula—Mrs. Forrest—the tomboy, the child who never grew up, the toughest hint of rose dust that ever existed in a woman.”
“My breath is quite taken away,” Graham said. “Do your people do such stunts frequently?”
“My breath is taken away,” Graham said. “Do you guys do these kinds of stunts often?”
“First time she ever did that,” Forrest replied. “That was Mountain Lad. She rode him straight down the spill-way—tobogganed with him, twenty-two hundred and forty pounds of him.”
“First time she ever did that,” Forrest replied. “That was Mountain Lad. She rode him straight down the spillway—tobogganed with him, two thousand two hundred and forty pounds of him.”
“Risked his neck and legs as well as her own,” was Graham’s comment.
“Put himself in danger along with her,” was Graham’s comment.
“Thirty-five thousand dollars’ worth of neck and legs,” Dick smiled. “That’s what a pool of breeders offered me for him last year after he’d cleaned up the Coast with his get as well as himself. And as for Paula, she could break necks and legs at that price every day in the year until I went broke—only she doesn’t. She never has accidents.”
“Thirty-five thousand dollars’ worth of neck and legs,” Dick smiled. “That’s what a group of breeders offered me for him last year after he’d dominated the Coast with his offspring as well as himself. And as for Paula, she could break necks and legs at that price every day of the year until I went broke—only she doesn’t. She never has accidents.”
“I wouldn’t have given tuppence for her chance if he’d turned over.”
“I wouldn’t have given two cents for her chance if he’d swapped.”
“But he didn’t,” Dick answered placidly. “That’s Paula’s luck. She’s tough to kill. Why, I’ve had her under shell-fire where she was actually disappointed because she didn’t get hit, or killed, or near-killed. Four batteries opened on us, shrapnel, at mile-range, and we had to cover half a mile of smooth hill-brow for shelter. I really felt I was justified in charging her with holding back. She did admit a ‘trifle.’ We’ve been married ten or a dozen years now, and, d’ye know, sometimes it seems to me I don’t know her at all, and that nobody knows her, and that she doesn’t know herself—just the same way as you and I can look at ourselves in a mirror and wonder who the devil we are anyway. Paula and I have one magic formula: Damn the expense when fun is selling. And it doesn’t matter whether the price is in dollars, hide, or life. It’s our way and our luck. It works. And, d’ye know, we’ve never been gouged on the price yet.”
“But he didn’t,” Dick replied calmly. “That’s Paula’s luck. She’s hard to kill. There have been times when I had her under shell-fire and she was actually disappointed that she didn’t get hit, or killed, or seriously injured. Four batteries opened fire on us with shrapnel from a mile away, and we had to cross half a mile of open hillside to find shelter. I really felt justified in saying she was holding back. She did admit to it being a ‘little’. We’ve been married for ten or twelve years now, and you know, sometimes it feels like I don’t know her at all, like nobody knows her, and that she doesn’t know herself—just like how you and I can look at ourselves in a mirror and wonder who we really are. Paula and I have one magic formula: Damn the expense when fun is selling. And it doesn’t matter if the cost is in dollars, skin, or life. It’s our way and our luck. It works. And, you know, we’ve never been ripped off on the price yet.”
Chapter X
It was a stag lunch. As Forrest explained, the girls were “hen-partying.”
It was a guys' lunch. As Forrest explained, the girls were having a "hen party."
“I doubt you’ll see a soul of them till four o’clock, when Ernestine, that’s one of Paula’s sisters, is going to wallop me at tennis—at least so she’s threatened and pledged.”
“I don’t think you’ll see any of them until four o’clock, when Ernestine, one of Paula’s sisters, is planning to crush me at tennis—at least that’s what she’s promised and threatened.”
And Graham sat through the lunch, where only men sat, took his part in the conversation on breeds and breeding, learned much, contributed a mite from his own world-experiences, and was unable to shake from his eyes the persistent image of his hostess, the vision of the rounded and delicate white of her against the dark wet background of the swimming stallion. And all the afternoon, looking over prize Merinos and Berkshire gilts, continually that vision burned up under his eyelids. Even at four, in the tennis court, himself playing against Ernestine, he missed more than one stroke because the image of the flying ball would suddenly be eclipsed by the image of a white marble figure of a woman that strove and clung on the back of a great horse.
And Graham sat through lunch, surrounded by men, contributed to the conversation about breeds and breeding, learned a lot, and shared a bit from his own experiences. Yet he couldn't shake the persistent image of his hostess, the vision of her delicate white figure set against the dark, wet backdrop of the swimming stallion. All afternoon, while examining prize Merinos and Berkshire gilts, that vision burned behind his eyelids. Even at four, on the tennis court, playing against Ernestine, he missed several shots because the image of the flying ball would suddenly be overshadowed by the vision of a white marble woman striving and clinging to the back of a great horse.
Graham, although an outlander, knew his California, and, while every girl of the swimming suits was gowned for dinner, was not surprised to find no man similarly accoutered. Nor had he made the mistake of so being himself, despite the Big House and the magnificent scale on which it operated.
Graham, despite being an outsider, knew California well, and while all the girls in swimsuits were dressed for dinner, he wasn’t surprised to see no man dressed similarly. He also hadn’t made the mistake of dressing that way himself, even with the Big House and the impressive scale at which it operated.
Between the first and second gongs, all the guests drifted into the long dining room. Sharp after the second gong, Dick Forrest arrived and precipitated cocktails. And Graham impatiently waited the appearance of the woman who had worried his eyes since noon. He was prepared for all manner of disappointment. Too many gorgeous stripped athletes had he seen slouched into conventional garmenting, to expect too much of the marvelous creature in the white silken swimming suit when it should appear garbed as civilized women garb.
Between the first and second gongs, all the guests flowed into the long dining room. Right after the second gong, Dick Forrest showed up and started pouring cocktails. Graham eagerly waited for the woman who had been on his mind since noon. He was ready for any kind of letdown. He had seen too many stunning athletes in stylish swimsuits turn up dressed in ordinary clothes to expect too much from the amazing woman in the white silk swimsuit when she finally appeared dressed like everyone else.
He caught his breath with an imperceptible gasp when she entered. She paused, naturally, for just the right flash of an instant in the arched doorway, limned against the darkness behind her, the soft glow of the indirect lighting full upon her. Graham’s lips gasped apart, and remained apart, his eyes ravished with the beauty and surprise of her he had deemed so small, so fairy-like. Here was no delicate midget of a child-woman or boy-girl on a stallion, but a grand lady, as only a small woman can be grand on occasion.
He caught his breath with a barely noticeable gasp when she walked in. She paused for just the right moment in the arched doorway, framed against the darkness behind her, the soft glow of the indirect lighting highlighting her. Graham’s mouth fell open, and stayed that way, his eyes filled with the beauty and surprise of her that he had thought was so small, so fairy-like. She was no delicate little child or boyish girl on a horse, but a remarkable lady, as only a petite woman can be extraordinary at times.
Taller in truth was she, as well as in seeming, than he had judged her, and as finely proportioned in her gown as in her swimming suit. He noted her shining gold-brown hair piled high; the healthy tinge of her skin that was clean and clear and white; the singing throat, full and round, incomparably set on a healthy chest; and the gown, dull blue, a sort of medieval thing with half-fitting, half-clinging body, with flowing sleeves and trimmings of gold-jeweled bands.
She was taller in reality, and also in appearance, than he had thought, and just as well-proportioned in her dress as in her swimsuit. He noticed her shiny gold-brown hair piled high; her skin had a healthy glow, clean, clear, and fair; her voice was full and round, perfectly placed on a healthy torso; and her gown was a dull blue, like something from medieval times, with a form-fitting and slightly clingy bodice, flowing sleeves, and adorned with gold-jeweled bands.
She smiled an embracing salutation and greeting. Graham recognized it as kin to the one he had seen when she smiled from the back of the stallion. When she started forward, he could not fail to see the inimitable way she carried the cling and weight of her draperies with her knees—round knees, he knew, that he had seen press desperately into the round muscle-pads of Mountain Lad. Graham observed, also, that she neither wore nor needed corseting. Nor could he fail, as she crossed the floor, to see two women: one, the grand lady, the mistress of the Big House; one, the lovely equestrienne statue beneath the dull-blue, golden-trimmed gown, that no gowning could ever make his memory forget.
She smiled a warm greeting. Graham recognized it as similar to the one he had seen when she smiled from the back of the horse. As she stepped forward, he couldn’t help but notice the unique way she had of moving with her flowing clothes—round knees, he knew, that he had seen desperately pressing into the solid muscles of Mountain Lad. Graham also noticed that she neither wore nor needed a corset. And as she walked across the room, he saw two women: one, the elegant lady, the owner of the Big House; the other, the beautiful equestrian figure beneath the dull-blue, gold-trimmed gown, a gown that no attire could ever let him forget.
She was upon them, among them, and Graham’s hand held hers in the formal introduction as he was made welcome to the Big House and all the hacienda in a voice that he knew was a singing voice and that could proceed only from a throat that pillared, such as hers, from a chest deep as hers despite her smallness.
She was with them, and Graham held her hand during the formal introduction as he was welcomed to the Big House and all the hacienda in a voice that he recognized as a singing voice, one that could only come from a throat as strong as hers, from a chest as deep as hers despite her small stature.
At table, across the corner from her, he could not help a surreptitious studying of her. While he held his own in the general fun and foolishness, it was his hostess that mostly filled the circle of his eye and the content of his mind.
At the table, sitting across the corner from her, he couldn't help but secretly observe her. While he joined in on the general laughter and silliness, it was his hostess who mostly captured his attention and occupied his thoughts.
It was as bizarre a company as Graham had ever sat down to dinner with. The sheep-buyer and the correspondent for the Breeders’ Gazette were still guests. Three machine-loads of men, women, and girls, totaling fourteen, had arrived shortly before the first gong and had remained to ride home in the moonlight. Graham could not remember their names; but he made out that they came from some valley town thirty miles away called Wickenberg, and that they were of the small-town banking, professional, and wealthy-farmer class. They were full of spirits, laughter, and the latest jokes and catches sprung in the latest slang.
It was the strangest group Graham had ever had dinner with. The sheep buyer and the correspondent for the Breeders’ Gazette were still there. Three loads of men, women, and girls, totaling fourteen, had arrived just before the first bell and decided to stay and ride home in the moonlight. Graham couldn’t remember their names, but he gathered they were from a valley town thirty miles away called Wickenberg, and they were part of the small-town banking, professional, and wealthy-farmer crowd. They were full of energy, laughter, and the latest jokes and slang.
“I see right now,” Graham told Paula, “if your place continues to be the caravanserai which it has been since my arrival, that I might as well give up trying to remember names and people.”
“I see right now,” Graham said to Paula, “if your place keeps being the stopover it has been since I got here, I might as well give up on trying to remember names and faces.”
“I don’t blame you,” she laughed concurrence. “But these are neighbors. They drop in any time. Mrs. Watson, there, next to Dick, is of the old land-aristocracy. Her grandfather, Wicken, came across the Sierras in 1846. Wickenberg is named after him. And that pretty dark-eyed girl is her daughter....”
“I don’t blame you,” she laughed in agreement. “But these are our neighbors. They come over anytime. Mrs. Watson, next to Dick, is part of the old land aristocracy. Her grandfather, Wicken, crossed the Sierras in 1846. Wickenberg is named after him. And that lovely dark-eyed girl is her daughter....”
And while Paula gave him a running sketch of the chance guests, Graham heard scarce half she said, so occupied was he in trying to sense his way to an understanding of her. Naturalness was her keynote, was his first judgment. In not many moments he had decided that her key-note was joy. But he was dissatisfied with both conclusions, and knew he had not put his finger on her. And then it came to him—pride. That was it! It was in her eye, in the poise of her head, in the curling tendrils of her hair, in her sensitive nostrils, in the mobile lips, in the very pitch and angle of the rounded chin, in her hands, small, muscular and veined, that he knew at sight to be the hard-worked hands of one who had spent long hours at the piano. Pride it was, in every muscle, nerve, and quiver of her—conscious, sentient, stinging pride.
As Paula briefly introduced the guests, Graham barely caught half of what she said because he was too focused on trying to understand her. He first thought her main vibe was naturalness, then quickly decided her essence was joy. But he felt unsatisfied with both conclusions and realized he hadn’t truly grasped her. Then it hit him—pride. That was it! He saw it in her eyes, the way she held her head, the curls of her hair, her sensitive nostrils, her expressive lips, the shape and angle of her rounded chin, and in her hands—small, strong, and veined, obviously the hands of someone who had spent countless hours at the piano. It was pride evident in every muscle, nerve, and tremor of her—conscious, sentient, stinging pride.
She might be joyous and natural, boy and woman, fun and frolic; but always the pride was there, vibrant, tense, intrinsic, the basic stuff of which she was builded. She was a woman, frank, outspoken, straight-looking, plastic, democratic; but toy she was not. At times, to him, she seemed to glint an impression of steel—thin, jewel-like steel. She seemed strength in its most delicate terms and fabrics. He fondled the impression of her as of silverspun wire, of fine leather, of twisted hair-sennit from the heads of maidens such as the Marquesans make, of carven pearl-shell for the lure of the bonita, and of barbed ivory at the heads of sea-spears such as the Eskimos throw.
She could be joyful and carefree, both boy and woman, fun and playful; but the pride was always there, vibrant, tense, intrinsic, the very essence of who she was. She was a woman, straightforward, candid, direct, versatile, and down-to-earth; but she was not a toy. Sometimes, to him, she seemed to radiate an impression of steel—thin, gem-like steel. She embodied strength in its most delicate forms and textures. He cherished the image of her like silvery wire, fine leather, twisted hair from maidens like the Marquesans create, carved mother-of-pearl for luring bonita, and barbed ivory at the tips of sea spears like those thrown by the Eskimos.
“All right, Aaron,” they heard Dick Forrest’s voice rising, in a lull, from the other end of the table. “Here’s something from Phillips Brooks for you to chew on. Brooks said that no man ’has come to true greatness who has not felt in some degree that his life belongs to his race, and that what God gives him, he gives him for mankind.’”
“All right, Aaron,” they heard Dick Forrest’s voice rising during a pause from the other end of the table. “Here’s something from Phillips Brooks for you to think about. Brooks said that no man ‘has come to true greatness who has not felt in some degree that his life belongs to his race, and that what God gives him, he gives him for mankind.’”
“So at last you believe in God?” the man, addressed Aaron, genially sneered back. He was a slender, long-faced olive-brunette, with brilliant black eyes and the blackest of long black beards.
“So at last you believe in God?” the man said to Aaron, with a friendly sneer. He was a slim, long-faced olive-brunette, with bright black eyes and the darkest of long black beards.
“I’m hanged if I know,” Dick answered. “Anyway, I quoted only figuratively. Call it morality, call it good, call it evolution.”
“I have no idea,” Dick replied. “Anyway, I was speaking figuratively. Call it morality, call it good, call it evolution.”
“A man doesn’t have to be intellectually correct in order to be great,” intruded a quiet, long-faced Irishman, whose sleeves were threadbare and frayed. “And by the same token many men who are most correct in sizing up the universe have been least great.”
“A man doesn’t have to be intellectually right to be great,” interrupted a quiet, long-faced Irishman, whose sleeves were worn and frayed. “And likewise, many men who are most accurate in understanding the universe have been the least great.”
“True for you, Terrence,” Dick applauded.
“That's right for you, Terrence,” Dick said, clapping his hands.
“It’s a matter of definition,” languidly spoke up an unmistakable Hindoo, crumbling his bread with exquisitely slender and small-boned fingers. “What shall we mean as great?"
“It’s a matter of definition,” lazily said an unmistakable Hindu, crumbling his bread with beautifully slender and delicate fingers. “What do we mean by great?”
“Shall we say beauty?" softly queried a tragic-faced youth, sensitive and shrinking, crowned with an abominably trimmed head of long hair.
“Shall we say beauty?” softly asked a youth with a tragic face, sensitive and timid, adorned with an awkwardly styled head of long hair.
Ernestine rose suddenly at her place, hands on table, leaning forward with a fine simulation of intensity.
Ernestine abruptly stood up from her spot, hands on the table, leaning forward with a convincing act of focus.
“They’re off!” she cried. “They’re off! Now we’ll have the universe settled all over again for the thousandth time. Theodore"—to the youthful poet—"it’s a poor start. Get into the running. Ride your father ion and your mother ion, and you’ll finish three lengths ahead.”
“They’re off!” she shouted. “They’re off! Now we’ll sort out the universe all over again for the thousandth time. Theodore”—to the young poet—“it’s a rough start. Get in the race. Ride your dad and your mom, and you’ll finish three lengths ahead.”
A roar of laughter was her reward, and the poet blushed and receded into his sensitive shell.
A loud laugh was her reward, and the poet felt embarrassed and pulled back into his sensitive shell.
Ernestine turned on the black-bearded one:
Ernestine faced the man with the black beard:
“Now, Aaron. He’s not in form. You start it. You know how. Begin: ’As Bergson so well has said, with the utmost refinement of philosophic speech allied with the most comprehensive intellectual outlook that....’”
“Now, Aaron. He’s not performing well. You start it. You know how. Begin: 'As Bergson has said so eloquently, with the highest level of philosophical language combined with the broadest intellectual perspective that....'”
More laughter roared down the table, drowning Ernestine’s conclusion as well as the laughing retort of the black-bearded one.
More laughter erupted around the table, overwhelming both Ernestine’s conclusion and the laughing reply from the man with the black beard.
“Our philosophers won’t have a chance to-night,” Paula stole in an aside to Graham.
“Our philosophers won’t have a chance tonight,” Paula whispered to Graham.
“Philosophers?” he questioned back. “They didn’t come with the Wickenberg crowd. Who and what are they? I’m all at sea.”
“Philosophers?” he replied. “They didn’t come with the Wickenberg group. Who are they and what do they do? I’m completely lost.”
“They—” Paula hesitated. “They live here. They call themselves the jungle-birds. They have a camp in the woods a couple of miles away, where they never do anything except read and talk. I’ll wager, right now, you’ll find fifty of Dick’s latest, uncatalogued books in their cabins. They have the run of the library, as well, and you’ll see them drifting in and out, any time of the day or night, with their arms full of books—also, the latest magazines. Dick says they are responsible for his possessing the most exhaustive and up-to-date library on philosophy on the Pacific Coast. In a way, they sort of digest such things for him. It’s great fun for Dick, and, besides, it saves him time. He’s a dreadfully hard worker, you know.”
“They—” Paula paused. “They live here. They call themselves the jungle-birds. They have a camp in the woods a couple of miles away, where they only read and talk. I bet right now you’d find fifty of Dick’s latest, uncatalogued books in their cabins. They also have free access to the library, and you’ll see them coming in and out at any time of day or night, arms full of books—plus the latest magazines. Dick says they’re the reason he has the most extensive and up-to-date philosophy library on the Pacific Coast. In a way, they digest that stuff for him. It’s a lot of fun for Dick, and it saves him time. He works really hard, you know.”
“I understand that they... that Dick takes care of them?” Graham asked, the while he pleasured in looking straight into the blue eyes that looked so straight into his.
“I understand that they... that Dick takes care of them?” Graham asked, enjoying the chance to look straight into the blue eyes that gazed so directly into his.
As she answered, he was occupied with noting the faintest hint of bronze—perhaps a trick of the light—in her long, brown lashes. Perforce, he lifted his gaze to her eyebrows, brown, delicately stenciled, and made sure that the hint of bronze was there. Still lifting his gaze to her high-piled hair, he again saw, but more pronounced, the bronze note glinting from the brown-golden hair. Nor did he fail to startle and thrill to a dazzlement of smile and teeth and eye that frequently lived its life in her face. Hers was no thin smile of restraint, he judged. When she smiled she smiled all of herself, generously, joyously, throwing the largess of all her being into the natural expression of what was herself and which domiciled somewhere within that pretty head of hers.
As she spoke, he was focused on noticing the slightest hint of bronze—maybe just a trick of the light—in her long, brown lashes. Naturally, he looked up at her eyebrows, which were brown and delicately shaped, making sure that the hint of bronze was there. Continuing to lift his gaze to her styled hair, he saw the bronze tones shining more clearly in her brown-golden hair. He couldn't help but be amazed by the dazzling smile, teeth, and eyes that often lit up her face. Hers was not a restrained smile, he thought. When she smiled, she smiled completely, generously, joyfully, putting all of herself into the genuine expression of who she was, which lived somewhere in that pretty head of hers.
“Yes,” she was saying. “They have never to worry, as long as they live, over mere bread and butter. Dick is most generous, and, rather immoral, in his encouragement of idleness on the part of men like them. It’s a funny place, as you’ll find out until you come to understand us. They... they are appurtenances, and—and hereditaments, and such things. They will be with us always until we bury them or they bury us. Once in a while one or another of them drifts away—for a time. Like the cat, you know. Then it costs Dick real money to get them back. Terrence, there—Terrence McFane—he’s an epicurean anarchist, if you know what that means. He wouldn’t kill a flea. He has a pet cat I gave him, a Persian of the bluest blue, and he carefully picks her fleas, not injuring them, stores them in a vial, and turns them loose in the forest on his long walks when he tires of human companionship and communes with nature.
“Yes,” she was saying. “They never have to worry, as long as they live, about just getting by. Dick is extremely generous and, somewhat unethically, encourages laziness in people like them. It’s an odd place, as you’ll discover once you get to know us. They... they are accessories, and— and assets, and stuff like that. They’ll always be with us until we bury them or they bury us. Occasionally, one or another of them drifts away— for a bit. Like a cat, you know. Then it costs Dick real money to bring them back. Terrence, over there— Terrence McFane— he’s an hedonistic anarchist, if you know what I mean. He wouldn’t harm a fly. He has a pet cat I gave him, a Persian of the deepest blue, and he carefully removes her fleas without hurting them, puts them in a vial, and releases them into the forest during his long walks when he tires of human company and connects with nature.”
“Well, only last year, he got a bee in his bonnet—the alphabet. He started for Egypt—without a cent, of course—to run the alphabet down in the home of its origin and thereby to win the formula that would explain the cosmos. He got as far as Denver, traveling as tramps travel, when he mixed up in some I. W. W. riot for free speech or something. Dick had to hire lawyers, pay fines, and do just about everything to get him safe home again.
“Well, just last year, he got this crazy idea about the alphabet. He set off for Egypt—without any money, of course—to track down the alphabet's origins and figure out the formula that would explain the universe. He made it as far as Denver, traveling like a homeless person, when he got caught up in some I.W.W. riot over free speech or something. Dick had to hire lawyers, pay fines, and do pretty much everything to get him safely back home.”
“And the one with a beard—Aaron Hancock. Like Terrence, he won’t work. Aaron’s a Southerner. Says none of his people ever did work, and that there have always been peasants and fools who just couldn’t be restrained from working. That’s why he wears a beard. To shave, he holds, is unnecessary work, and, therefore, immoral. I remember, at Melbourne, when he broke in upon Dick and me, a sunburnt wild man from out the Australian bush. It seems he’d been making original researches in anthropology, or folk-lore-ology, or something like that. Dick had known him years before in Paris, and Dick assured him, if he ever drifted back to America, of food and shelter. So here he is.”
“And the guy with a beard—that’s Aaron Hancock. Like Terrence, he refuses to work. Aaron's from the South. He says none of his people ever worked, and that there's always been a bunch of peasants and fools who just couldn’t help but work. That’s why he sports a beard. According to him, shaving is pointless work, and, therefore, immoral. I remember when he crashed in on Dick and me, a sunburnt wild man straight out of the Australian bush. He had been doing some original research in anthropology, or folklore, or something like that. Dick had known him years ago in Paris, and he promised him that if he ever made it back to America, he’d have food and a place to stay. So here he is.”
“And the poet?” Graham asked, glad that she must still talk for a while, enabling him to study the quick dazzlement of smile that played upon her face.
“And the poet?” Graham asked, happy that she would still talk for a while, letting him observe the quick, dazzling smile that appeared on her face.
“Oh, Theo—Theodore Malken, though we call him Leo. He won’t work, either. His people are old Californian stock and dreadfully wealthy; but they disowned him and he disowned them when he was fifteen. They say he is lunatic, and he says they are merely maddening. He really writes some remarkable verse... when he does write; but he prefers to dream and live in the jungle with Terrence and Aaron. He was tutoring immigrant Jews in San Francisco, when Terrence and Aaron rescued him, or captured him, I don’t know which. He’s been with us two years now, and he’s actually filling out, despite the facts that Dick is absurdly generous in furnishing supplies and that they’d rather talk and read and dream than cook. The only good meals they get is when they descend upon us, like to-night.”
“Oh, Theo—Theodore Malken, but we call him Leo. He won't work, either. His family is from old Californian stock and ridiculously wealthy; but they disowned him and he disowned them when he was fifteen. They say he’s crazy, and he says they’re just infuriating. He actually writes some amazing poetry... when he decides to write; but he’d rather dream and live in the jungle with Terrence and Aaron. He was tutoring immigrant Jews in San Francisco when Terrence and Aaron rescued him, or maybe captured him; I’m not sure which. He’s been with us for two years now, and he’s actually filling out, considering how Dick is absurdly generous in providing supplies and that they’d rather talk and read and dream than cook. The only decent meals they get are when they come to us, like tonight.”
“And the Hindoo, there—who’s he?”
“And the Hindu, over there—who’s he?”
“That’s Dar Hyal. He’s their guest. The three of them invited him up, just as Aaron first invited Terrence, and as Aaron and Terrence invited Leo. Dick says, in time, three more are bound to appear, and then he’ll have his Seven Sages of the Madroño Grove. Their jungle camp is in a madroño grove, you know. It’s a most beautiful spot, with living springs, a canyon—but I was telling you about Dar Hyal.
“That’s Dar Hyal. He’s their guest. The three of them invited him up, just like Aaron first invited Terrence, and how Aaron and Terrence invited Leo. Dick says that eventually, three more are sure to show up, and then he’ll have his Seven Sages of the Madroño Grove. Their jungle camp is in a madroño grove, you know. It’s a really beautiful spot, with fresh springs and a canyon—but I was telling you about Dar Hyal.
“He’s a revolutionist, of sorts. He’s dabbled in our universities, studied in France, Italy, Switzerland, is a political refugee from India, and he’s hitched his wagon to two stars: one, a new synthetic system of philosophy; the other, rebellion against the tyranny of British rule in India. He advocates individual terrorism and direct mass action. That’s why his paper, Kadar, or Badar, or something like that, was suppressed here in California, and why he narrowly escaped being deported; and that’s why he’s up here just now, devoting himself to formulating his philosophy.
“He’s a bit of a revolutionary. He’s spent time in our universities, studied in France, Italy, and Switzerland, is a political refugee from India, and he’s got two main goals: one, to create a new synthetic system of philosophy; the other, to fight against the tyranny of British rule in India. He supports individual terrorism and direct mass action. That’s why his paper, Kadar, or Badar, or something like that, was banned here in California, and why he barely escaped deportation; and that’s why he’s up here right now, focusing on developing his philosophy.
“He and Aaron quarrel tremendously—that is, on philosophical matters. And now—” Paula sighed and erased the sigh with her smile—"and now, I’m done. Consider yourself acquainted. And, oh, if you encounter our sages more intimately, a word of warning, especially if the encounter be in the stag room: Dar Hyal is a total abstainer; Theodore Malken can get poetically drunk, and usually does, on one cocktail; Aaron Hancock is an expert wine-bibber; and Terrence McFane, knowing little of one drink from another, and caring less, can put ninety-nine men out of a hundred under the table and go right on lucidly expounding epicurean anarchy.”
“He and Aaron argue a lot—mainly about philosophical stuff. And now—” Paula sighed but quickly replaced it with a smile—"and now, I’m done. Consider yourself introduced. And, oh, if you run into our intellectuals more closely, a quick heads-up, especially if you meet in the stag room: Dar Hyal doesn't drink at all; Theodore Malken can get poetically drunk from just one cocktail, and usually does; Aaron Hancock loves his wine; and Terrence McFane, who knows little about drinks and cares even less, can easily outdrink ninety-nine out of a hundred guys and keep right on talking about epicurean anarchy.”
One thing Graham noted as the dinner proceeded. The sages called Dick Forrest by his first name; but they always addressed Paula as “Mrs. Forrest,” although she called them by their first names. There was nothing affected about it. Quite unconsciously did they, who respected few things under the sun, and among such few things not even work— quite unconsciously, and invariably, did they recognize the certain definite aloofness in Dick Forrest’s wife so that her given name was alien to their lips. By such tokens Evan Graham was not slow in learning that Dick Forrest’s wife had a way with her, compounded of sheerest democracy and equally sheer royalty.
One thing Graham noticed as dinner went on. The wise ones called Dick Forrest by his first name, but they always referred to Paula as “Mrs. Forrest,” even though she called them by their first names. It wasn’t done on purpose. Without even realizing it, they—who respected very few things in the world, and among those few, not even hard work—unknowingly and consistently acknowledged the distinct distance in Dick Forrest’s wife, making her first name feel foreign to them. From these signs, Evan Graham quickly learned that Dick Forrest’s wife had a unique presence, a mix of pure democracy and undeniable royalty.
It was the same thing, after dinner, in the big living room. She dared as she pleased, but nobody assumed. Before the company settled down, Paula seemed everywhere, bubbling over with more outrageous spirits than any of them. From this group or that, from one corner or another, her laugh rang out. And her laugh fascinated Graham. There was a fibrous thrill in it, most sweet to the ear, that differentiated it from any laugh he had ever heard. It caused Graham to lose the thread of young Mr. Wombold’s contention that what California needed was not a Japanese exclusion law but at least two hundred thousand Japanese coolies to do the farm labor of California and knock in the head the threatened eight-hour day for agricultural laborers. Young Mr. Wombold, Graham gleaned, was an hereditary large land-owner in the vicinity of Wickenberg who prided himself on not yielding to the trend of the times by becoming an absentee landlord.
It was the same scene in the big living room after dinner. She acted freely, but nobody made any assumptions. Before everyone settled in, Paula seemed to be everywhere, bursting with more wild energy than anyone else. From this group or that, from one corner to another, her laughter echoed. And her laugh captivated Graham. There was a unique thrill in it, incredibly sweet to hear, that set it apart from any laugh he had ever heard. It made Graham lose track of young Mr. Wombold’s argument that California didn’t need a Japanese exclusion law but rather two hundred thousand Japanese workers to handle the farm labor and undermine the looming eight-hour day for agricultural laborers. Young Mr. Wombold, Graham figured out, was an old-money landowner near Wickenberg who took pride in not giving in to the trend of becoming an absentee landlord.
From the piano, where Eddie Mason was the center of a group of girls, came much noise of ragtime music and slangtime song. Terrence McFane and Aaron Hancock fell into a heated argument over the music of futurism. And Graham was saved from the Japanese situation with Mr. Wombold by Dar Hyal, who proceeded to proclaim Asia for the Asiatics and California for the Californians.
From the piano, where Eddie Mason was surrounded by a group of girls, there was a lot of noise from ragtime music and informal songs. Terrence McFane and Aaron Hancock got into a heated argument about futurist music. And Graham was pulled away from the situation with Mr. Wombold by Dar Hyal, who announced that Asia is for Asians and California is for Californians.
Paula, catching up her skirts for speed, fled down the room in some romp, pursued by Dick, who captured her as she strove to dodge around the Wombold group.
Paula, lifting her skirts to move faster, ran across the room in a playful escape, chased by Dick, who caught her as she tried to dodge around the Wombold group.
“Wicked woman,” Dick reproved her in mock wrath; and, the next moment, joined her in persuading Dar Hyal to dance.
“Wicked woman,” Dick teased her playfully; and, the next moment, he joined her in convincing Dar Hyal to dance.
And Dar Hyal succumbed, flinging Asia and the Asiatics to the winds, along with his arms and legs, as he weirdly parodied the tango in what he declared to be the “blastic” culmination of modern dancing.
And Dar Hyal gave in, tossing Asia and the Asians to the winds, along with his arms and legs, as he strangely imitated the tango in what he called the “blastic” peak of modern dancing.
“And now, Red Cloud, sing Mr. Graham your Acorn Song,” Paula commanded Dick.
“And now, Red Cloud, sing your Acorn Song for Mr. Graham,” Paula instructed Dick.
Forrest, his arm still about her, detaining her for the threatened punishment not yet inflicted, shook his head somberly.
Forrest, his arm still around her, holding her back from the punishment that hadn't happened yet, shook his head sadly.
“The Acorn Song!” Ernestine called from the piano; and the cry was taken up by Eddie Mason and the girls.
“The Acorn Song!” Ernestine called from the piano, and Eddie Mason and the girls echoed her call.
“Oh, do, Dick,” Paula pleaded. “Mr. Graham is the only one who hasn’t heard it.”
“Oh, come on, Dick,” Paula begged. “Mr. Graham is the only one who hasn’t heard it.”
Dick shook his head.
Dick shook his head.
“Then sing him your Goldfish Song.”
“Then sing him your Goldfish Song.”
“I’ll sing him Mountain Lad’s song,” Dick bullied, a whimsical sparkle in his eyes. He stamped his feet, pranced, nickered a not bad imitation of Mountain Lad, tossed an imaginary mane, and cried:
“I’ll sing him Mountain Lad’s song,” Dick said playfully, a mischievous glint in his eyes. He stomped his feet, danced around, made a pretty good imitation of Mountain Lad, flicked an imaginary mane, and exclaimed:
“Hear me! I am Eros! I stamp upon the hills!”
“Hear me! I am Eros! I tread upon the hills!”
“The Acorn Song,” Paula interrupted quickly and quietly, with just the hint of steel in her voice.
“The Acorn Song,” Paula interrupted quickly and quietly, with just a hint of firmness in her voice.
Dick obediently ceased his chant of Mountain Lad, but shook his head like a stubborn colt.
Dick obediently stopped his chant of Mountain Lad, but shook his head like a stubborn young horse.
“I have a new song,” he said solemnly. “It is about you and me, Paula. I got it from the Nishinam.”
“I have a new song,” he said seriously. “It’s about you and me, Paula. I got it from the Nishinam.”
“The Nishinam are the extinct aborigines of this part of California,” Paula shot in a swift aside of explanation to Graham.
“The Nishinam are the extinct indigenous people of this part of California,” Paula quickly added as an explanation to Graham.
Dick danced half a dozen steps, stiff-legged, as Indians dance, slapped his thighs with his palms, and began a new chant, still retaining his hold on his wife.
Dick danced a few steps, stiff-legged like the way Indians dance, slapped his thighs with his hands, and started a new chant, still holding onto his wife.
“Me, I am Ai-kut, the first man of the Nishinam. Ai-kut is the short for Adam, and my father and my mother were the coyote and the moon. And this is Yo-to-to-wi, my wife. She is the first woman of the Nishinam. Her father and her mother were the grasshopper and the ring-tailed cat. They were the best father and mother left after my father and mother. The coyote is very wise, the moon is very old; but who ever heard much of anything of credit to the grasshopper and the ring-tailed cat? The Nishinam are always right. The mother of all women had to be a cat, a little, wizened, sad-faced, shrewd ring-tailed cat.”
“Me, I’m Ai-kut, the first man of the Nishinam. Ai-kut is short for Adam, and my dad and mom were the coyote and the moon. And this is Yo-to-to-wi, my wife. She’s the first woman of the Nishinam. Her parents were the grasshopper and the ring-tailed cat. They were the best parents left after my parents. The coyote is very wise, and the moon is very old; but who ever heard anything good about the grasshopper and the ring-tailed cat? The Nishinam are always right. The mother of all women had to be a cat, a little, wrinkled, sad-faced, clever ring-tailed cat.”
Whereupon the song of the first man and woman was interrupted by protests from the women and acclamations from the men.
Where the song of the first man and woman was interrupted by the women’s protests and the men’s cheers.
“This is Yo-to-to-wi, which is the short for Eve,” Dick chanted on, drawing Paula bruskly closer to his side with a semblance of savage roughness. “Yo-to-to-wi is not much to look at. But be not hard upon her. The fault is with the grasshopper and the ring-tailed cat. Me, I am Ai-kut, the first man; but question not my taste. I was the first man, and this, I saw, was the first woman. Where there is but one choice, there is not much to choose. Adam was so circumstanced. He chose Eve. Yo-to-to-wi was the one woman in all the world for me, so I chose Yo-to-to-wi.”
“This is Yo-to-to-wi, which is short for Eve,” Dick chanted, pulling Paula abruptly closer to him with a rough touch. “Yo-to-to-wi isn’t much to look at. But don’t be too hard on her. The problem lies with the grasshopper and the ring-tailed cat. As for me, I’m Ai-kut, the first man; but don’t question my taste. I was the first man, and I saw that she was the first woman. When there’s only one choice, there’s not much to choose from. Adam was in the same position. He chose Eve. Yo-to-to-wi was the only woman in the world for me, so I chose Yo-to-to-wi.”
And Evan Graham, listening, his eyes on that possessive, encircling arm of all his hostess’s fairness, felt an awareness of hurt, and arose unsummoned the thought, to be dismissed angrily, “Dick Forrest is lucky—too lucky.”
And Evan Graham, listening, his eyes on that possessive, encircling arm of all his hostess’s beauty, felt a pang of hurt and suddenly thought, dismissed angrily, “Dick Forrest is lucky—too lucky.”
“Me, I am Ai-kut,” Dick chanted on. “This is my dew of woman. She is my honey-dew of woman. I have lied to you. Her father and her mother were neither hopper nor cat. They were the Sierra dawn and the summer east wind of the mountains. Together they conspired, and from the air and earth they sweated all sweetness till in a mist of their own love the leaves of the chaparral and the manzanita were dewed with the honey-dew.
“Me, I am Ai-kut,” Dick kept chanting. “This is my woman. She is my sweet woman. I’ve lied to you. Her father and her mother were neither a hopper nor a cat. They were the dawn of the Sierra and the summer east wind of the mountains. Together they conspired, and from the air and earth they created all sweetness until in a mist of their own love the leaves of the chaparral and the manzanita were covered with the sweet dew.”
“Yo-to-to-wi is my honey-dew woman. Hear me! I am Ai-kut. Yo-to-to-wi is my quail woman, my deer-woman, my lush-woman of all soft rain and fat soil. She was born of the thin starlight and the brittle dawn-light before the sun . . .
“Yo-to-to-wi is my honey-dew woman. Listen to me! I am Ai-kut. Yo-to-to-wi is my quail woman, my deer-woman, my lush-woman of all soft rain and rich soil. She was born of the thin starlight and the fragile dawn light before the sun . . .
“And,” Forrest concluded, relapsing into his natural voice and enunciation, having reached the limit of extemporization,—"and if you think old, sweet, blue-eyed Solomon has anything on me in singing the Song of Songs, just put your names down for the subscription edition of my Song of Songs.”
“And,” Forrest concluded, falling back into his natural voice and way of speaking, having reached the end of his improvisation, “and if you think the old, sweet, blue-eyed Solomon has anything on me when it comes to singing the Song of Songs, just sign up for the subscription edition of my Song of Songs.”
Chapter XI
It was Mrs. Mason who first asked that Paula play; but it was Terrence McFane and Aaron Hancock who evicted the rag-time group from the piano and sent Theodore Malken, a blushing ambassador, to escort Paula.
It was Mrs. Mason who first asked Paula to play; but it was Terrence McFane and Aaron Hancock who kicked the rag-time group off the piano and sent Theodore Malken, a blushing envoy, to bring Paula over.
“‘Tis for the confounding of this pagan that I’m askin’ you to play ‘Reflections on the Water,’” Graham heard Terrence say to her.
“It's to confuse this pagan that I'm asking you to play ‘Reflections on the Water,’” Graham heard Terrence say to her.
“And ‘The Girl with Flaxen Hair,’ after, please,” begged Hancock, the indicted pagan. “It will aptly prove my disputation. This wild Celt has a bog-theory of music that predates the cave-man—and he has the unadulterated stupidity to call himself ultra-modern.”
“And ‘The Girl with Flaxen Hair,’ after that, please,” pleaded Hancock, the accused pagan. “It will perfectly illustrate my argument. This wild Celt has a weird theory about music that goes back to before cave people—and he has the sheer audacity to call himself ultra-modern.”
“Oh, Debussy!” Paula laughed. “Still wrangling over him, eh? I’ll try and get around to him. But I don’t know with what I’ll begin.”
“Oh, Debussy!” Paula laughed. “Still arguing about him, huh? I’ll try to get to him. But I’m not sure what I’ll start with.”
Dar Hyal joined the three sages in seating Paula at the concert grand which, Graham decided, was none too great for the great room. But no sooner was she seated than the three sages slipped away to what were evidently their chosen listening places. The young poet stretched himself prone on a deep bearskin forty feet from the piano, his hands buried in his hair. Terrence and Aaron lolled into a cushioned embrasure of a window seat, sufficiently near to each other to nudge the points of their respective contentions as Paula might expound them. The girls were huddled in colored groups on wide couches or garlanded in twos and threes on and in the big koa-wood chairs.
Dar Hyal joined the three sages in placing Paula at the concert grand, which Graham figured was perfect for the big room. But just as she sat down, the three sages quietly moved to their preferred spots for listening. The young poet lay down flat on a deep bearskin rug, forty feet from the piano, his hands buried in his hair. Terrence and Aaron settled into a cushioned window seat, close enough to nudge each other about their various points of view as Paula might discuss them. The girls clustered in colorful groups on wide couches or sat in twos and threes on the large koa-wood chairs.
Evan Graham half-started forward to take the honor of turning Paula’s music, but saw in time that Dar Hyal had already elected to himself that office. Graham glimpsed the scene with quiet curious glances. The grand piano, under a low arch at the far-end of the room, was cunningly raised and placed as on and in a sounding board. All jollity and banter had ceased. Evidently, he thought, the Little Lady had a way with her and was accepted as a player of parts. And from this he was perversely prepared for disappointment.
Evan Graham started to move forward to take the honor of changing Paula's music, but he realized just in time that Dar Hyal had already taken that role for himself. Graham watched the scene with quiet, curious glances. The grand piano, positioned under a low arch at the far end of the room, was cleverly raised and set up as if it were on a sounding board. All laughter and teasing had stopped. He thought to himself that the Little Lady had a certain charm and was recognized as a performer. And because of this, he was oddly ready for disappointment.
Ernestine leaned across from a chair to whisper to him:
Ernestine leaned over from her chair to whisper to him:
“She can do anything she wants to do. And she doesn’t work . . . much. She studied under Leschetizky and Madame Carreno, you know, and she abides by their methods. She doesn’t play like a woman, either. Listen to that!”
“She can do anything she wants. And she doesn’t work... much. She studied under Leschetizky and Madame Carreno, you know, and she follows their methods. She doesn’t play like a woman, either. Listen to that!”
Graham knew that he expected disappointment from her confident hands, even as she rippled them over the keys in little chords and runs with which he could not quarrel but which he had heard too often before from technically brilliant but musically mediocre performers. But whatever he might have fancied she would play, he was all unprepared for Rachmaninoff’s sheerly masculine Prelude, which he had heard only men play when decently played.
Graham knew he was expecting disappointment from her confident hands, even as she moved over the keys with little chords and runs he couldn't argue with but had heard too many times before from technically brilliant but musically mediocre performers. But whatever he might have imagined she would play, he was completely unprepared for Rachmaninoff’s intensely masculine Prelude, which he had only heard men play when it was performed well.
She took hold of the piano, with the first two ringing bars, masterfully, like a man; she seemed to lift it, and its sounding wires, with her two hands, with the strength and certitude of maleness. And then, as only he had heard men do it, she sank, or leaped—he could scarcely say which—to the sureness and pureness and ineffable softness of the Andante following.
She grasped the piano, striking the first two notes skillfully, like a man; it felt like she could lift it, along with its vibrating strings, with the strength and confidence of a man. Then, as he had only heard men do, she sank or leaped—he could hardly tell which—into the smoothness, clarity, and indescribable softness of the Andante that followed.
She played on, with the calm and power of anything but the little, almost girlish woman he glimpsed through half-closed lids across the ebony board of the enormous piano, which she commanded, as she commanded herself, as she commanded the composer. Her touch was definite, authoritative, was his judgment, as the Prelude faded away in dying chords hauntingly reminiscent of its full vigor that seemed still to linger in the air.
She continued to play, with a calmness and strength that belied the small, almost girl-like woman he saw through half-closed eyes across the dark surface of the huge piano, which she controlled, just as she controlled herself and the composer. Her touch was firm, confident, reflecting his assessment, as the Prelude faded into dying chords that hauntingly reminded him of its earlier vitality that seemed to hang in the air.
While Aaron and Terrence debated in excited whispers in the window seat, and while Dar Hyal sought other music at Paula’s direction, she glanced at Dick, who turned off bowl after bowl of mellow light till Paula sat in an oasis of soft glow that brought out the dull gold lights in her dress and hair.
While Aaron and Terrence excitedly whispered back and forth in the window seat, and Dar Hyal looked for other music at Paula's request, she glanced over at Dick, who switched off bowl after bowl of warm light until Paula sat in a cozy pool of soft glow that highlighted the muted gold tones in her dress and hair.
Graham watched the lofty room grow loftier in the increasing shadows. Eighty feet in length, rising two stories and a half from masonry walls to tree-trunked roof, flung across with a flying gallery from the rail of which hung skins of wild animals, hand-woven blankets of Oaxaca and Ecuador, and tapas, woman-pounded and vegetable-dyed, from the islands of the South Pacific, Graham knew it for what it was—a feast-hall of some medieval castle; and almost he felt a poignant sense of lack of the long spread table, with pewter below the salt and silver above the salt, and with huge hound-dogs scuffling beneath for bones.
Graham watched the tall room become even taller in the deepening shadows. Eighty feet long, rising two and a half stories from stone walls to a roof supported by tree trunks, it featured a flying gallery from which hung the skins of wild animals, handwoven blankets from Oaxaca and Ecuador, and tapa cloths, pounded by women and dyed with vegetables, from the islands of the South Pacific. Graham recognized it for what it was—a feast hall of some medieval castle; and he almost felt a bittersweet longing for the long banquet table, with pewter below the salt and silver above it, and with huge hound dogs scuffling underneath for bones.
Later, when Paula had played sufficient Debussy to equip Terrence and Aaron for fresh war, Graham talked with her about music for a few vivid moments. So well did she prove herself aware of the philosophy of music, that, ere he knew it, he was seduced into voicing his own pet theory.
Later, after Paula had played enough Debussy to prepare Terrence and Aaron for another round, Graham chatted with her about music for a few lively moments. She demonstrated such a deep understanding of the philosophy of music that, before he realized it, he found himself sharing his own favorite theory.
“And so,” he concluded, “the true psychic factor of music took nearly three thousand years to impress itself on the Western mind. Debussy more nearly attains the idea-engendering and suggestive serenity—say of the time of Pythagoras—than any of his fore-runners—”
“And so,” he concluded, “the real emotional impact of music took almost three thousand years to influence the Western mindset. Debussy comes closer to capturing the idea-creating and suggestive calm—let's say from the time of Pythagoras—than any of his predecessors—”
Here, Paula put a pause in his summary by beckoning over Terrence and Aaron from their battlefield in the windowseat.
Here, Paula interrupted his summary by waving over Terrence and Aaron from their spot by the window.
“Yes, and what of it?” Terrence was demanding, as they came up side by side. “I defy you, Aaron, I defy you, to get one thought out of Bergson on music that is more lucid than any thought he ever uttered in his ‘Philosophy of Laughter,’ which is not lucid at all.”
“Yeah, and so what?” Terrence challenged, as they walked side by side. “I dare you, Aaron, I dare you, to find one clear idea from Bergson about music that’s clearer than anything he ever said in his ‘Philosophy of Laughter,’ which isn’t clear at all.”
“Oh!—listen!” Paula cried, with sparkling eyes. “We have a new prophet. Hear Mr. Graham. He’s worthy of your steel, of both your steel. He agrees with you that music is the refuge from blood and iron and the pounding of the table. That weak souls, and sensitive souls, and high-pitched souls flee from the crassness and the rawness of the world to the drug-dreams of the over-world of rhythm and vibration—”
“Oh!—listen!” Paula exclaimed, her eyes sparkling. “We have a new prophet. Listen to Mr. Graham. He’s deserving of your respect, both of your respect. He shares your belief that music is a refuge from violence and the harshness of life. That fragile souls, and sensitive souls, and those with high spirits escape from the crudeness and rawness of the world to the dreamlike allure of rhythm and vibration—”
“Atavistic!” Aaron Hancock snorted. “The cave-men, the monkey-folk, and the ancestral bog-men of Terrence did that sort of thing—”
“Atavistic!” Aaron Hancock scoffed. “The cavemen, the monkey-people, and the ancient swamp-dwellers of Terrence did that kind of stuff—”
“But wait,” Paula urged. “It’s his conclusions and methods and processes. Also, there he disagrees with you, Aaron, fundamentally. He quoted Pater’s ’that all art aspires toward music’—”
“But wait,” Paula urged. “It’s his conclusions, methods, and processes. Also, he fundamentally disagrees with you, Aaron. He quoted Pater’s ‘that all art aspires toward music’—”
“Pure prehuman and micro-organic chemistry,” Aaron broke in. “The reactions of cell-elements to the doggerel punch of the wave-lengths of sunlight, the foundation of all folk-songs and rag-times. Terrence completes his circle right there and stultifies all his windiness. Now listen to me, and I will present—”
“Pure prehuman and micro-organic chemistry,” Aaron interrupted. “The way cell elements react to the crude impact of sunlight wavelengths, the basis of all folk songs and ragtime music. That’s where Terrence wraps everything up and makes all his grandstanding pointless. Now, pay attention to me, and I’ll present—”
“But wait,” Paula pleaded. “Mr. Graham argues that English puritanism barred music, real music, for centuries....”
“But wait,” Paula pleaded. “Mr. Graham argues that English puritanism kept real music away for centuries....”
“True,” said Terrence.
"True," said Terrence.
“And that England had to win to its sensuous delight in rhythm through Milton and Shelley—”
“And that England had to win to its sensual delight in rhythm through Milton and Shelley—”
“Who was a metaphysician.” Aaron broke in.
“Who was a metaphysician?” Aaron interrupted.
“A lyrical metaphysician,” Terrence defined instantly. “That you must acknowledge, Aaron.”
“A lyrical metaphysician,” Terrence stated immediately. “You have to admit that, Aaron.”
“And Swinburne?” Aaron demanded, with a significance that tokened former arguments.
“And Swinburne?” Aaron asked, with an intensity that hinted at previous debates.
“He says Offenbach was the fore-runner of Arthur Sullivan,” Paula cried challengingly. “And that Auber was before Offenbach. And as for Wagner, ask him, just ask him—”
“He says Offenbach was the forerunner of Arthur Sullivan,” Paula exclaimed challengingly. “And that Auber came before Offenbach. And as for Wagner, just ask him—just ask him—”
And she slipped away, leaving Graham to his fate. He watched her, watched the perfect knee-lift of her draperies as she crossed to Mrs. Mason and set about arranging bridge quartets, while dimly he could hear Terrence beginning:
And she slipped away, leaving Graham to deal with his fate. He watched her, noticing the graceful lift of her dress as she walked over to Mrs. Mason and started organizing bridge quartets, while faintly he could hear Terrence beginning:
“It is agreed that music was the basis of inspiration of all the arts of the Greeks....”
“It’s agreed that music was the foundation of inspiration for all the arts of the Greeks....”
Later, when the two sages were obliviously engrossed in a heated battle as to whether Berlioz or Beethoven had exposited in their compositions the deeper intellect, Graham managed his escape. Clearly, his goal was to find his hostess again. But she had joined two of the girls in the whispering, giggling seclusiveness of one of the big chairs, and, most of the company being deep in bridge, Graham found himself drifted into a group composed of Dick Forrest, Mr. Wombold, Dar Hyal, and the correspondent of the Breeders’ Gazette.
Later, when the two scholars were completely caught up in a heated debate about whether Berlioz or Beethoven showcased deeper intellect in their music, Graham managed to slip away. His goal was clearly to find his hostess again. But she had joined two girls in the quiet, giggling comfort of one of the big chairs, and with most of the guests deeply engaged in bridge, Graham found himself drawn into a group that included Dick Forrest, Mr. Wombold, Dar Hyal, and the correspondent from the Breeders’ Gazette.
“I’m sorry you won’t be able to run over with me,” Dick was saying to the correspondent. “It would mean only one more day. I’ll take you tomorrow.”
“I’m sorry you can’t come with me,” Dick was saying to the reporter. “It would only be one more day. I'll take you tomorrow.”
“Sorry,” was the reply. “But I must make Santa Rosa. Burbank has promised me practically a whole morning, and you know what that means. Yet I know the Gazette would be glad for an account of the experiment. Can’t you outline it?—briefly, just briefly? Here’s Mr. Graham. It will interest him, I am sure.”
“Sorry,” came the reply. “But I have to get to Santa Rosa. Burbank has promised me almost a whole morning, and you know what that means. Still, I know the Gazette would love an account of the experiment. Can’t you outline it?—just briefly, please? Here’s Mr. Graham. I’m sure he’ll find it interesting.”
“More water-works?” Graham queried.
“More water-related tasks?” Graham asked.
“No; an asinine attempt to make good farmers out of hopelessly poor ones,” Mr. Wombold answered. “I contend that any farmer to-day who has no land of his own, proves by his lack of it that he is an inefficient farmer.”
“No; a silly effort to turn hopelessly poor people into good farmers,” Mr. Wombold replied. “I argue that any farmer nowadays who doesn’t own land shows by that lack that he is an ineffective farmer.”
“On the contrary,” spoke up Dar Hyal, weaving his slender Asiatic fingers in the air to emphasize his remarks. “Quite on the contrary. Times have changed. Efficiency no longer implies the possession of capital. It is a splendid experiment, an heroic experiment. And it will succeed.”
“On the contrary,” said Dar Hyal, weaving his slender Asian fingers in the air to emphasize his point. “Quite the opposite. Times have changed. Efficiency doesn’t just mean having money anymore. It’s a great experiment, a bold experiment. And it will succeed.”
“What is it, Dick?” Graham urged. “Tell us.”
“What is it, Dick?” Graham urged. “Tell us.”
“Oh, nothing, just a white chip on the table,” Forrest answered lightly. “Most likely it will never come to anything, although just the same I have my hopes—”
“Oh, nothing, just a white chip on the table,” Forrest replied casually. “It probably won't lead to anything, but I still have my hopes—”
“A white chip!” Wombold broke in. “Five thousand acres of prime valley land, all for a lot of failures to batten on, to farm, if you please, on salary, with food thrown in!”
“A white chip!” Wombold interrupted. “Five thousand acres of prime valley land, all for a bunch of losers to work on, to farm, if you want, on a salary, with meals included!”
“The food that is grown on the land only,” Dick corrected. “Now I will have to put it straight. I’ve set aside five thousand acres midway between here and the Sacramento River.”
“The food that is grown on the land only,” Dick corrected. “Now I need to clarify this. I’ve set aside five thousand acres halfway between here and the Sacramento River.”
“Think of the alfalfa it grew, and that you need,” Wombold again interrupted.
"Think about the alfalfa it produced, and that you need," Wombold interrupted again.
“My dredgers redeemed twice that acreage from the marshes in the past year,” Dick replied. “The thing is, I believe the West and the world must come to intensive farming. I want to do my share toward blazing the way. I’ve divided the five thousand acres into twenty-acre holdings. I believe each twenty acres should support, comfortably, not only a family, but pay at least six per cent.”
“My dredgers reclaimed twice that amount of land from the marshes in the past year,” Dick said. “The thing is, I believe the West and the world need to shift towards intensive farming. I want to contribute to making that happen. I’ve split the five thousand acres into twenty-acre plots. I believe each twenty acres should comfortably support a family and generate at least six percent.”
“When it is all allotted it will mean two hundred and fifty families,” the Gazette man calculated; “and, say five to the family, it will mean twelve hundred and fifty souls.”
“When everything is divided up, it will come to two hundred and fifty families,” the Gazette reporter figured; “and, assuming five people per family, that will mean twelve hundred and fifty individuals.”
“Not quite,” Dick corrected. “The last holding is occupied, and we have only a little over eleven hundred on the land.” He smiled whimsically. “But they promise, they promise. Several fat years and they’ll average six to the family.”
“Not really,” Dick corrected. “The last holding is occupied, and we have just a little over eleven hundred on the land.” He smiled playfully. “But they promise, they promise. A few good years and they’ll average six per family.”
“Who is we?” Graham inquired.
“Who are we?” Graham asked.
“Oh, I have a committee of farm experts on it—my own men, with the exception of Professor Lieb, whom the Federal Government has loaned me. The thing is: they must farm, with individual responsibility, according to the scientific methods embodied in our instructions. The land is uniform. Every holding is like a pea in the pod to every other holding. The results of each holding will speak in no uncertain terms. The failure of any farmer, through laziness or stupidity, measured by the average result of the entire two hundred and fifty farmers, will not be tolerated. Out the failures must go, convicted by the average of their fellows.
“Oh, I have a team of agriculture specialists working on it—my own staff, except for Professor Lieb, who the Federal Government has lent to me. The point is: they must farm, taking individual responsibility, following the scientific methods outlined in our instructions. The land is uniform. Every plot is just like every other plot. The results from each plot will be clear. Any farmer who fails, whether from laziness or incompetence, compared to the average result of all two hundred and fifty farmers, will not be accepted. Those who fail must go, judged by the average of their peers.”
“It’s a fair deal. No farmer risks anything. With the food he may grow and he and his family may consume, plus a cash salary of a thousand a year, he is certain, good seasons and bad, stupid or intelligent, of at least a hundred dollars a month. The stupid and the inefficient will be bound to be eliminated by the intelligent and the efficient. That’s all. It will demonstrate intensive farming with a vengeance. And there is more than the certain salary guaranty. After the salary is paid, the adventure must yield six per cent, to me. If more than this is achieved, then the entire hundred per cent, of the additional achievement goes to the farmer.”
“It’s a fair deal. No farmer is taking any risks. With the food he might grow and what he and his family can eat, plus a cash salary of a thousand a year, he’s guaranteed, no matter the seasons—good or bad, smart or not—at least a hundred dollars a month. The less capable and less efficient will inevitably be outpaced by those who are smart and effective. That’s it. It will show intensive farming really well. And there’s more than just the guaranteed salary. After the salary is paid, the venture has to return six percent to me. If we make more than that, then the farmer gets to keep all of the extra profit.”
“Which means that each farmer with go in him will work nights to make good—I see,” said the Gazette man. “And why not? Hundred-dollar jobs aren’t picked up for the asking. The average farmer in the United States doesn’t net fifty a month on his own land, especially when his wages of superintendence and of direct personal labor are subtracted. Of course able men will work their heads off to hold to such a proposition, and they’ll see to it that every member of the family does the same.”
“Which means that every farmer who has any ambition will work nights to make it happen—I get it,” said the Gazette guy. “And why not? You don’t just find jobs that pay a hundred dollars easily. The average farmer in the United States isn’t bringing home even fifty a month from his own land, especially after subtracting the wages for supervision and personal labor. Naturally, capable people will work really hard to stick with such a situation, and they’ll make sure every family member does the same.”
“’Tis the one objection I have to this place,” Terrence McFane, who had just joined the group, announced. “Ever one hears but the one thing—work. ’Tis repulsive, the thought of the work, each on his twenty acres, toilin’ and moilin’, daylight till dark, and after dark— an’ for what? A bit of meat, a bit of bread, and, maybe, a bit of jam on the bread. An’ to what end? Is meat an’ bread an’ jam the end of it all, the meaning of life, the goal of existence? Surely the man will die, like a work horse dies, after a life of toil. And what end has been accomplished? Bread an’ meat an’ jam? Is that it? A full belly and shelter from the cold till one’s body drops apart in the dark moldiness of the grave?”
“This is the only complaint I have about this place,” Terrence McFane, who had just joined the group, announced. “All anyone ever talks about is work. The thought of it is disgusting—everyone toiling away on their twenty acres, from dawn until dusk, and even after that—for what? A bit of meat, some bread, and maybe a little jam on the bread. And for what purpose? Is meat, bread, and jam really all there is, the meaning of life, the goal of existence? Surely, a person will die just like a workhorse after a lifetime of labor. And what was achieved? Bread, meat, and jam? Is that the sum of it? A full stomach and a roof over your head until your body decays in the dampness of the grave?”
“But, Terrence, you, too, will die,” Dick Forrest retorted.
“But, Terrence, you’re going to die too,” Dick Forrest shot back.
“But, oh, my glorious life of loafing,” came the instant answer. “The hours with the stars and the flowers, under the green trees with the whisperings of breezes in the grass. My books, my thinkers and their thoughts. Beauty, music, all the solaces of all the arts. What? When I fade into the dark I shall have well lived and received my wage for living. But these twenty-acre work-animals of two-legged men of yours! Daylight till dark, toil and moil, sweat on the shirts on the backs of them that dries only to crust, meat and bread in their bellies, roofs that don’t leak, a brood of youngsters to live after them, to live the same beast-lives of toil, to fill their bellies with the same meat and bread, to scratch their backs with the same sweaty shirts, and to go into the dark knowing only meat and bread, and, mayhap, a bit of jam.”
“But, oh, my wonderful life of lounging,” came the quick reply. “The hours spent with the stars and the flowers, under the green trees with the whispers of breezes in the grass. My books, my thinkers and their ideas. Beauty, music, all the comforts of every art. What? When I fade into the darkness, I will have truly lived and earned my reward for living. But these twenty-acre workhorses of two-legged men that you have! From dawn till dusk, hard work, sweat soaking their shirts that dries into crust, meat and bread filling their stomachs, roofs that don’t leak, a bunch of kids to carry on after them, to lead the same hard lives of labor, to fill their bellies with the same meat and bread, to scratch their backs with those same sweaty shirts, and to enter the darkness knowing only meat and bread, and maybe, a little bit of jam.”
“But somebody must do the work that enables you to loaf,” Mr. Wombold spoke up indignantly.
“But someone has to do the work that lets you relax,” Mr. Wombold said indignantly.
“’Tis true, ’tis sad ’tis true,” Terrence replied lugubriously. Then his face beamed. “And I thank the good Lord for it, for the work-beasties that drag and drive the plows up and down the fields, for the bat-eyed miner-beasties that dig the coal and gold, for all the stupid peasant-beasties that keep my hands soft, and give power to fine fellows like Dick there, who smiles on me and shares the loot with me, and buys the latest books for me, and gives me a place at his board that is plenished by the two-legged work-beasties, and a place at his fire that is builded by the same beasties, and a shack and a bed in the jungle under the madroño trees where never work intrudes its monstrous head.”
“It’s true, it’s sadly true,” Terrence replied gloomily. Then his face lit up. “And I thank the good Lord for it, for the work animals that pull and push the plows back and forth in the fields, for the miners with their big eyes that dig the coal and gold, for all the simple peasant folk that keep my hands soft, and give strength to great guys like Dick there, who smiles at me and shares the spoils with me, and buys the latest books for me, and gives me a seat at his table that is filled by the two-legged workers, and a spot by his fire that is made by the same workers, and a little house and a bed in the woods under the madroño trees where work never intrudes with its monstrous presence.”
Evan Graham was slow in getting ready for bed that night. He was unwontedly stirred both by the Big House and by the Little Lady who was its mistress. As he sat on the edge of the bed, half-undressed, and smoked out a pipe, he kept seeing her in memory, as he had seen her in the flesh the past twelve hours, in her varied moods and guises—the woman who had talked music with him, and who had expounded music to him to his delight; who had enticed the sages into the discussion and abandoned him to arrange the bridge tables for her guests; who had nestled in the big chair as girlish as the two girls with her; who had, with a hint of steel, quelled her husband’s obstreperousness when he had threatened to sing Mountain Lad’s song; who, unafraid, had bestridden the half-drowning stallion in the swimming tank; and who, a few hours later, had dreamed into the dining room, distinctive in dress and person, to meet her many guests.
Evan Graham was slow to get ready for bed that night. He was unusually stirred by the Big House and the Little Lady who was in charge of it. As he sat on the edge of the bed, half undressed and smoking a pipe, he kept recalling her, just as he had seen her over the past twelve hours, in her various moods and looks—the woman who had talked music with him and had thrilled him with her insights; who had drawn in the intellectuals into conversation and left him to set up the bridge tables for her guests; who had curled up in the big chair, just as girlish as the two young women with her; who had, with a touch of authority, silenced her husband’s stubbornness when he threatened to sing Mountain Lad’s song; who, fearlessly, had mounted the half-drowning stallion in the swimming tank; and who, just a few hours later, had walked into the dining room, striking in both dress and personality, ready to greet her many guests.
The Big House, with all its worthy marvels and bizarre novelties, competed with the figure of Paula Forrest in filling the content of his imagination. Once again, and yet again, many times, he saw the slender fingers of Dar Hyal weaving argument in the air, the black whiskers of Aaron Hancock enunciating Bergsonian dogmas, the frayed coat-cuffs of Terrence McFane articulating thanks to God for the two-legged work-beasties that enabled him to loaf at Dick Forrest’s board and under Dick Forrest’s madroño trees.
The Big House, with all its impressive wonders and strange novelties, filled his imagination just as much as the figure of Paula Forrest. Time and time again, he pictured the slender fingers of Dar Hyal gesturing as he made his points, the dark whiskers of Aaron Hancock expressing Bergsonian ideas, and the worn coat cuffs of Terrence McFane thanking God for the two-legged laborers that allowed him to relax at Dick Forrest’s table and under the madroño trees of Dick Forrest.
Graham knocked out his pipe, took a final sweeping survey of the strange room which was the last word in comfort, pressed off the lights, and found himself between cool sheets in the wakeful dark. Again he heard Paula Forrest laugh; again he sensed her in terms of silver and steel and strength; again, against the dark, he saw that inimitable knee-lift of her gown. The bright vision of it was almost an irk to him, so impossible was it for him to shake it from his eyes. Ever it returned and burned before him, a moving image of light and color that he knew to be subjective but that continually asserted the illusion of reality.
Graham knocked out his pipe, took one last look around the strange room that was the ultimate in comfort, turned off the lights, and found himself between cool sheets in the restless dark. Once more, he heard Paula Forrest laugh; he felt her presence in terms of silver and steel and strength; again, against the darkness, he saw that distinctive knee-lift of her gown. The bright image of it was almost annoying to him, so impossible was it to shake from his mind. It kept coming back, vivid before him, a moving picture of light and color that he knew was just in his head, but that continuously insisted on feeling real.
He saw stallion and rider sink beneath the water, and rise again, a flurry of foam and floundering of hoofs, and a woman’s face that laughed while she drowned her hair in the drowning mane of the beast. And the first ringing bars of the Prelude sounded in his ears as again he saw the same hands that had guided the stallion lift the piano to all Rachmaninoff’s pure splendor of sound.
He watched as the stallion and rider went under the water, then reemerged in a splash of foam and flailing hooves, with a woman’s face laughing while she submerged her hair in the stallion's drenched mane. The first notes of the Prelude rang in his ears as he saw the same hands that had directed the stallion lift the piano to reveal all of Rachmaninoff’s pure brilliance of sound.
And when Graham finally fell asleep, it was in the thick of marveling over the processes of evolution that could produce from primeval mire and dust the glowing, glorious flesh and spirit of woman.
And when Graham finally fell asleep, it was while he was amazed by the processes of evolution that could create from ancient mud and dust the shining, beautiful flesh and spirit of a woman.
Chapter XII
The next morning Graham learned further the ways of the Big House. Oh My had partly initiated him in particular things the preceding day and had learned that, after the waking cup of coffee, he preferred to breakfast at table, rather than in bed. Also, Oh My had warned him that breakfast at table was an irregular affair, anywhere between seven and nine, and that the breakfasters merely drifted in at their convenience. If he wanted a horse, or if he wanted a swim or a motor car, or any ranch medium or utility he desired, Oh My informed him, all he had to do was to call for it.
The next morning, Graham learned more about the ways of the Big House. Oh My had partially introduced him to certain things the day before and discovered that, after his morning coffee, he preferred to have breakfast at the table instead of in bed. Also, Oh My had warned him that breakfast at the table was irregular, happening anytime between seven and nine, and that people just showed up as they pleased. If he wanted a horse, a swim, a car, or any other ranch service he needed, Oh My told him that all he had to do was ask for it.
Arriving in the breakfast room at half past seven, Graham found himself just in time to say good-by to the Gazette man and the Idaho buyer, who, finishing, were just ready to catch the ranch machine that connected at Eldorado with the morning train for San Francisco. He sat alone, being perfectly invited by a perfect Chinese servant to order as he pleased, and found himself served with his first desire—an ice-cold, sherried grapefruit, which, the table-boy proudly informed him, was “grown on the ranch.” Declining variously suggested breakfast foods, mushes, and porridges, Graham had just ordered his soft-boiled eggs and bacon, when Bert Wainwright drifted in with a casualness that Graham recognized as histrionic, when, five minutes later, in boudoir cap and delectable negligee, Ernestine Desten drifted in and expressed surprise at finding such a multitude of early risers.
Arriving in the breakfast room at 7:30, Graham got there just in time to say goodbye to the guy from the Gazette and the Idaho buyer, who were finishing up and ready to catch the ranch shuttle that connected at Eldorado with the morning train to San Francisco. He sat alone, fully invited by an attentive Chinese server to order whatever he liked, and got served his first choice—an ice-cold, sherried grapefruit, which the waiter proudly told him was “grown on the ranch.” Declining various breakfast options like mushes and porridges, Graham had just ordered his soft-boiled eggs and bacon when Bert Wainwright casually strolled in, a casualness Graham recognized as a bit overdone. Then, five minutes later, Ernestine Desten came in wearing a boudoir cap and a lovely negligee, expressing surprise at seeing so many early risers.
Later, as the three of them were rising from table, they greeted Lute Desten and Rita Wainwright arriving. Over the billiard table with Bert, Graham learned that Dick Forrest never appeared for breakfast, that he worked in bed from terribly wee small hours, had coffee at six, and only on unusual occasions appeared to his guests before the twelve-thirty lunch. As for Paula Forrest, Bert explained, she was a poor sleeper, a late riser, lived behind a door without a knob in a spacious wing with a rare and secret patio that even he had seen but once, and only on infrequent occasion was she known to appear before twelve-thirty, and often not then.
Later, as the three of them got up from the table, they greeted Lute Desten and Rita Wainwright as they arrived. At the billiard table with Bert, Graham learned that Dick Forrest never showed up for breakfast, that he worked in bed from the early hours, had coffee at six, and only on rare occasions did he come out to see his guests before the twelve-thirty lunch. As for Paula Forrest, Bert explained, she was a poor sleeper, a late riser, lived behind a door without a knob in a spacious wing with a unique and private patio that even he had only seen once, and she was only known to show up before twelve-thirty on rare occasions, and often not even then.
“You see, she’s healthy and strong and all that,” he explained, “but she was born with insomnia. She never could sleep. She couldn’t sleep as a little baby even. But it’s never hurt her any, because she’s got a will, and won’t let it get on her nerves. She’s just about as tense as they make them, yet, instead of going wild when she can’t sleep, she just wills to relax, and she does relax. She calls them her `white nights,’ when she gets them. Maybe she’ll fall asleep at daybreak, or at nine or ten in the morning; and then she’ll sleep the rest of the clock around and get down to dinner as chipper as you please.”
"You see, she’s healthy and strong and all that," he explained, "but she was born with insomnia. She could never sleep. She couldn’t even sleep as a little baby. But it hasn’t hurt her at all, because she has a strong will and doesn’t let it get to her. She’s about as tense as they come, yet instead of going crazy when she can’t sleep, she just decides to relax, and she actually does relax. She calls them her 'white nights' when she gets them. Maybe she’ll fall asleep at dawn or at nine or ten in the morning; then she’ll sleep the rest of the day and sit down for dinner as cheerful as ever."
“It’s constitutional, I fancy,” Graham suggested.
“It’s constitutional, I think,” Graham suggested.
Bert nodded.
Bert agreed.
“It would be a handicap to nine hundred and ninety-nine women out of a thousand. But not to her. She puts up with it, and if she can’t sleep one time—she should worry—she just sleeps some other time and makes it up.”
“It would be a disadvantage for nine hundred and ninety-nine women out of a thousand. But not for her. She deals with it, and if she can’t sleep one night—why worry—she just gets her sleep at another time and makes up for it.”
More and other things Bert Wainwright told of his hostess, and Graham was not slow in gathering that the young man, despite the privileges of long acquaintance, stood a good deal in awe of her.
More and other things Bert Wainwright shared about his hostess, and Graham quickly realized that the young man, despite their long friendship, was pretty much in awe of her.
“I never saw anybody whose goat she couldn’t get if she went after it,” he confided. “Man or woman or servant, age, sex, and previous condition of servitude—it’s all one when she gets on the high and mighty. And I don’t see how she does it. Maybe it’s just a kind of light that comes into her eyes, or some kind of an expression on her lips, or, I don’t know what—anyway, she puts it across and nobody makes any mistake about it.”
“I’ve never seen anyone who couldn’t get what they wanted if she went after it,” he confessed. “Man, woman, or servant, no matter their age, gender, or background—it doesn’t matter when she gets all high and mighty. I just can’t figure out how she does it. Maybe it’s the way a certain light shines in her eyes, or some expression on her lips, or I really don’t know what it is—either way, she gets her way and no one mistakes it.”
“She has a ... a way with her,” Graham volunteered.
“She has a ... a way with people,” Graham volunteered.
“That’s it!” Bert’s face beamed. “It’s a way she has. She just puts it over. Kind of gives you a chilly feeling, you don’t know why. Maybe she’s learned to be so quiet about it because of the control she’s learned by passing sleepless nights without squealing out or getting sour. The chances are she didn’t bat an eye all last night— excitement, you know, the crowd, swimming Mountain Lad and such things. Now ordinary things that’d keep most women awake, like danger, or storm at sea, and such things, Dick says don’t faze her. She can sleep like a baby, he says, when the town she’s in is being bombarded or when the ship she’s in is trying to claw off a lee shore. She’s a wonder, and no mistake. You ought to play billiards with her—the English game. She’ll go some.”
“That’s it!” Bert’s face lit up. “It’s just how she is. She manages to keep it together. It gives you a weird, chilly feeling, and you don’t even know why. Maybe she learned to be so silent about it because she’s gotten used to controlling her reactions after spending sleepless nights without freaking out or getting upset. Chances are she didn’t even flinch last night— it was excitement, you know, the crowd, swimming with Mountain Lad and stuff like that. Now, normal things that would keep most women awake, like danger or a storm at sea, don’t seem to bother her, according to Dick. He says she can sleep like a baby, even when the town she’s in is being bombed or when the ship she’s on is struggling against a rocky shore. She’s amazing, no doubt about it. You should play billiards with her— the English game. She’ll really impress you.”
A little later, Graham, along with Bert, encountered the girls in the morning room, where, despite an hour of rag-time song and dancing and chatter, he was scarcely for a moment unaware of a loneliness, a lack, and a desire to see his hostess, in some fresh and unguessed mood and way, come in upon them through the open door.
A little later, Graham, along with Bert, ran into the girls in the morning room, where, after an hour of ragtime music, dancing, and conversation, he couldn't shake off a sense of loneliness, a void, and a wish to see his hostess come in through the open door in some unexpected and new mood.
Still later, mounted on Altadena and accompanied by Bert on a thoroughbred mare called Mollie, Graham made a two hours’ exploration of the dairy center of the ranch, and arrived back barely in time to keep an engagement with Ernestine in the tennis court.
Still later, riding Altadena and joined by Bert on a thoroughbred mare named Mollie, Graham explored the dairy center of the ranch for two hours and returned just in time to meet Ernestine at the tennis court.
He came to lunch with an eagerness for which his keen appetite could not entirely account; and he knew definite disappointment when his hostess did not appear.
He arrived for lunch excitedly, and his strong appetite didn't fully explain his eagerness; he felt a clear sense of disappointment when his hostess didn't show up.
“A white night,” Dick Forrest surmised for his guest’s benefit, and went into details additional to Bert’s of her constitutional inaptitude for normal sleep. “Do you know, we were married years before I ever saw her sleep. I knew she did sleep, but I never saw her. I’ve seen her go three days and nights without closing an eye and keep sweet and cheerful all the time, and when she did sleep, it was out of exhaustion. That was when the All Away went ashore in the Carolines and the whole population worked to get us off. It wasn’t the danger, for there wasn’t any. It was the noise. Also, it was the excitement. She was too busy living. And when it was almost all over, I actually saw her asleep for the first time in my life.”
“A white night,” Dick Forrest guessed for his guest's benefit, and went into more details beyond what Bert had mentioned about her inability to sleep normally. “You know, we were married for years before I ever saw her sleep. I knew she slept, but I never saw it. I’ve watched her go three days and nights without closing her eyes and stay cheerful the whole time, and when she finally did sleep, it was from exhaustion. That was when the All Away was grounded in the Carolines and everyone worked to get us off. It wasn’t the danger, because there was none. It was the noise. Plus, it was the excitement. She was too busy living. And when it was almost over, I actually saw her asleep for the first time in my life.”
A new guest had arrived that morning, a Donald Ware, whom Graham met at lunch. He seemed well acquainted with all, as if he had visited much in the Big House; and Graham gathered that, despite his youth, he was a violinist of note on the Pacific Coast.
A new guest had arrived that morning, a Donald Ware, whom Graham met at lunch. He seemed really familiar with everyone, almost like he had spent a lot of time in the Big House; and Graham gathered that, despite his young age, he was a well-regarded violinist on the Pacific Coast.
“He has conceived a grand passion for Paula,” Ernestine told Graham as they passed out from the dining room.
“He's developed a huge crush on Paula,” Ernestine told Graham as they left the dining room.
Graham raised his eyebrows.
Graham lifted his eyebrows.
“Oh, but she doesn’t mind,” Ernestine laughed. “Every man that comes along does the same thing. She’s used to it. She has just a charming way of disregarding all their symptoms, and enjoys them, and gets the best out of them in consequence. It’s lots of fun to Dick. You’ll be doing the same before you’re here a week. If you don’t, we’ll all be surprised mightily. And if you don’t, most likely you’ll hurt Dick’s feelings. He’s come to expect it as a matter of course. And when a fond, proud huband gets a habit like that, it must hurt terribly to see his wife not appreciated.”
“Oh, but she doesn’t mind,” Ernestine laughed. “Every man who comes along does the same thing. She’s used to it. She has a charming way of ignoring all their antics and enjoys them, getting the best out of them as a result. It’s a lot of fun for Dick. You’ll be doing the same before your first week is up. If you don’t, we’ll all be really surprised. And if you don’t, you’ll probably hurt Dick’s feelings. He’s come to expect it as normal. And when a loving, proud husband gets into a habit like that, it must really hurt to see his wife not appreciated.”
“Oh, well, if I am expected to, I suppose I must,” Graham sighed. “But just the same I hate to do whatever everybody does just because everybody does it. But if it’s the custom—well, it’s the custom, that’s all. But it’s mighty hard on one with so many other nice girls around.”
“Oh, well, if I have to, I guess I will,” Graham sighed. “But honestly, I really dislike doing things just because everyone else is doing them. But if it’s the norm—well, it’s the norm, that’s it. Still, it’s really tough when there are so many other great girls around.”
There was a quizzical light in his long gray eyes that affected Ernestine so profoundly that she gazed into his eyes over long, became conscious of what she was doing, dropped her own eyes away, and flushed.
There was a curious glint in his long gray eyes that affected Ernestine so deeply that she looked into his eyes for a long time, realized what she was doing, looked away, and blushed.
“Little Leo—the boy poet you remember last night,” she rattled on in a patent attempt to escape from her confusion. “He’s madly in love with Paula, too. I’ve heard Aaron Hancock chaffing him about some sonnet cycle, and it isn’t difficult to guess the inspiration. And Terrence—the Irishman, you know—he’s mildly in love with her. They can’t help it, you see; and can you blame them?”
“Little Leo—the boy poet you remember from last night,” she babbled on, clearly trying to shake off her confusion. “He’s head over heels for Paula, too. I’ve heard Aaron Hancock teasing him about some sonnet cycle, and it’s not hard to figure out the inspiration. And Terrence—the Irish guy, you know—he’s kind of into her, too. They can’t help it, you see; and can you blame them?”
“She surely deserves it all,” Graham murmured, although vaguely hurt in that the addle-pated, alphabet-obsessed, epicurean anarchist of an Irishman who gloried in being a loafer and a pensioner should even mildly be in love with the Little Lady. “She is most deserving of all men’s admiration,” he continued smoothly. “From the little I’ve seen of her she’s quite remarkable and most charming.”
“She definitely deserves it all,” Graham murmured, feeling a bit hurt that the scatterbrained, letter-loving, food-obsessed Irishman who took pride in being a slacker and a freeloader could even be slightly in love with the Little Lady. “She is truly worthy of all men’s admiration,” he continued smoothly. “From what I've seen of her, she's quite remarkable and really charming.”
“She’s my half-sister,” Ernestine vouchsafed, “although you wouldn’t dream a drop of the same blood ran in our veins. She’s so different. She’s different from all the Destens, from any girl I ever knew— though she isn’t exactly a girl. She’s thirty-eight, you know—”
“She’s my half-sister,” Ernestine said, “even though you wouldn’t believe a bit of the same blood runs in our veins. She’s so different. She’s different from all the Destens, from any girl I’ve ever known—though she isn’t really a girl. She’s thirty-eight, you know—”
“Pussy, pussy,” Graham whispered.
"Cat, cat," Graham whispered.
The pretty young blonde looked at him in surprise and bewilderment, taken aback by the apparent irrelevance of his interruption.
The attractive young blonde stared at him in shock and confusion, caught off guard by the clear randomness of his interruption.
“Cat,” he censured in mock reproof.
“Cat,” he said, pretending to scold.
“Oh!” she cried. “I never meant it that way. You will find we are very frank here. Everybody knows Paula’s age. She tells it herself. I’m eighteen—so, there. And now, just for your meanness, how old are you?”
“Oh!” she exclaimed. “I didn’t mean it like that. You’ll see we’re really open about things here. Everyone knows Paula’s age. She shares it herself. I’m eighteen—there you go. And now, just because you were being rude, how old are you?”
“As old as Dick,” he replied promptly.
“As old as Dick,” he replied right away.
“And he’s forty,” she laughed triumphantly. “Are you coming swimming? —the water will be dreadfully cold.”
“And he’s forty,” she laughed triumphantly. “Are you coming swimming? — the water will be really cold.”
Graham shook his head. “I’m going riding with Dick.”
Graham shook his head. “I’m going riding with Dick.”
Her face fell with all the ingenuousness of eighteen.
Her face dropped with all the innocence of being eighteen.
“Oh,” she protested, “some of his eternal green manures, or hillside terracing, or water-pocketing.”
“Oh,” she protested, “some of his everlasting green manures, or hillside terraces, or water retention methods.”
“But he said something about swimming at five.”
“But he mentioned something about swimming at five.”
Her face brightened joyously.
Her face lit up joyfully.
“Then we’ll meet at the tank. It must be the same party. Paula said swimming at five.”
“Then we’ll meet at the tank. It has to be the same party. Paula said swimming at five.”
As they parted under a long arcade, where his way led to the tower room for a change into riding clothes, she stopped suddenly and called:
As they separated beneath a long walkway, where he needed to go to the tower room to change into riding clothes, she suddenly stopped and called out:
“Oh, Mr. Graham.”
“Oh, Mr. Graham.”
He turned obediently.
He turned willingly.
“You really are not compelled to fall in love with Paula, you know. It was just my way of putting it.”
“You really don’t have to fall in love with Paula, you know. That was just my way of saying it.”
“I shall be very, very careful,” he said solemnly, although there was a twinkle in his eye as he concluded.
“I’ll be really, really careful,” he said seriously, though there was a sparkle in his eye as he finished.
Nevertheless, as he went on to his room, he could not but admit to himself that the Paula Forrest charm, or the far fairy tentacles of it, had already reached him and were wrapping around him. He knew, right there, that he would prefer the engagement to ride to have been with her than with his old-time friend, Dick.
Nevertheless, as he headed to his room, he couldn't help but acknowledge that the Paula Forrest charm, or the distant fairy touch of it, had already captured him and was wrapping around him. He realized, right then, that he would rather have been engaged to her than with his long-time friend, Dick.
As he emerged from the house to the long hitching-rails under the ancient oaks, he looked eagerly for his hostess. Only Dick was there, and the stable-man, although the many saddled horses that stamped in the shade promised possibilities. But Dick and he rode away alone. Dick pointed out her horse, an alert bay thoroughbred, stallion at that, under a small Australian saddle with steel stirrups, and double-reined and single-bitted.
As he stepped out of the house to the long hitching rails under the old oak trees, he looked around excitedly for his hostess. Only Dick was there, along with the stableman, even though the many saddled horses stamping in the shade hinted at possibilities. But Dick and he rode away together. Dick pointed out her horse, a lively bay thoroughbred stallion, with a small Australian saddle featuring steel stirrups, and double-reined and single-bitted.
“I don’t know her plans,” he said. “She hasn’t shown up yet, but at any rate she’ll be swimming later. We’ll meet her then.”
“I don’t know her plans,” he said. “She hasn’t shown up yet, but either way, she’ll be swimming later. We’ll meet her then.”
Graham appreciated and enjoyed the ride, although more than once he found himself glancing at his wrist-watch to ascertain how far away five o’clock might yet be. Lambing time was at hand, and through home field after home field he rode with his host, now one and now the other dismounting to turn over onto its feet rotund and glorious Shropshire and Ramboullet-Merino ewes so hopelessly the product of man’s selection as to be unable to get off, of themselves, from their own broad backs, once they were down with their four legs helplessly sky-aspiring.
Graham appreciated and enjoyed the ride, although more than once he glanced at his wristwatch to see how far away five o’clock still was. Lambing time was approaching, and through home field after home field he rode with his host, sometimes one of them dismounting to help turn over the round and beautiful Shropshire and Rambouillet-Merino ewes, so completely the result of human selection that they couldn’t get up by themselves once they were down with their four legs helplessly pointing to the sky.
“I’ve really worked to make the American Merino,” Dick was saying; “to give it the developed leg, the strong back, the well-sprung rib, and the stamina. The old-country breed lacked the stamina. It was too much hand-reared and manicured.”
“I’ve really put in the effort to develop the American Merino,” Dick was saying; “to give it strong legs, a solid back, a well-arched ribcage, and endurance. The old-country breed didn’t have the endurance. It was too overly hand-reared and pampered.”
“You’re doing things, big things,” Graham assured him. “Think of shipping rams to Idaho! That speaks for itself.”
“You're doing great things,” Graham reassured him. “Shipping rams to Idaho? That really says it all.”
Dick Forrest’s eyes were sparkling, as he replied:
Dick Forrest’s eyes sparkled as he replied:
“Better than Idaho. Incredible as it may sound, and asking forgiveness for bragging, the great flocks to-day of Michigan and Ohio can trace back to my California-bred Ramboullet rams. Take Australia. Twelve years ago I sold three rams for three hundred each to a visiting squatter. After he took them back and demonstrated them he sold them for as many thousand each and ordered a shipload more from me. Australia will never be the worse for my having been. Down there they say that lucerne, artesian wells, refrigerator ships, and Forrest’s rams have tripled the wool and mutton production.”
“Better than Idaho. Incredible as it may sound, and I hope you’ll forgive me for bragging, the large flocks today in Michigan and Ohio can trace their origins back to my California-bred Rambouillet rams. Take Australia for example. Twelve years ago, I sold three rams for three hundred each to a visiting rancher. After he took them back and showed them off, he sold them for thousands each and ordered a whole shipload more from me. Australia hasn’t suffered because of my visit. Down there, they say that lucerne, artesian wells, refrigerated ships, and Forrest’s rams have tripled wool and mutton production.”
Quite by chance, on the way back, meeting Mendenhall, the horse manager, they were deflected by him to a wide pasture, broken by wooded canyons and studded with oaks, to look over a herd of yearling Shires that was to be dispatched next morning to the upland pastures and feeding sheds of the Miramar Hills. There were nearly two hundred of them, rough-coated, beginning to shed, large-boned and large for their age.
Quite by chance, on the way back, they ran into Mendenhall, the horse manager, who redirected them to a large pasture, interspersed with wooded canyons and dotted with oaks, to check out a herd of yearling Shires that were scheduled to be sent out the next morning to the upland pastures and feeding sheds of the Miramar Hills. There were almost two hundred of them, with rough coats beginning to shed, large-boned, and bigger than usual for their age.
“We don’t exactly crowd them,” Dick Forrest explained, “but Mr. Mendenhall sees to it that they never lack full nutrition from the time they are foaled. Up there in the hills, where they are going, they’ll balance their grass with grain. This makes them assemble every night at the feeding places and enables the feeders to keep track of them with a minimum of effort. I’ve shipped fifty stallions, two-year-olds, every year for the past five years, to Oregon alone. They’re sort of standardized, you know. The people up there know what they’re getting. They know my standard so well that they’ll buy unsight and unseen.”
“We don’t really crowd them,” Dick Forrest said, “but Mr. Mendenhall makes sure they always get full nutrition from the time they’re born. Up in the hills, where they’re going, they’ll supplement their grass with grain. This makes them come together every night at the feeding spots and allows the feeders to keep an eye on them with minimal effort. I’ve shipped fifty stallions, two-year-olds, every year for the past five years, just to Oregon. They’re pretty much standardized, you know. The people up there know exactly what they’re getting. They know my standards so well that they’ll buy sight unseen.”
“You must cull a lot, then,” Graham ventured.
“You must reject a lot, then,” Graham suggested.
“And you’ll see the culls draying on the streets of San Francisco,” Dick answered.
“And you’ll see the culls pulling carts on the streets of San Francisco,” Dick answered.
“Yes, and on the streets of Denver,” Mr. Mendenhall amplified, “and of Los Angeles, and—why, two years ago, in the horse-famine, we shipped twenty carloads of four-year geldings to Chicago, that averaged seventeen hundred each. The lightest were sixteen, and there were matched pairs up to nineteen hundred. Lord, Lord, that was a year for horse-prices—blue sky, and then some.”
“Yes, and on the streets of Denver,” Mr. Mendenhall added, “and of Los Angeles, and—well, two years ago, during the horse shortage, we sent twenty carloads of four-year-old geldings to Chicago that averaged seventeen hundred each. The lightest were sixteen, and there were matched pairs priced up to nineteen hundred. Wow, that was a year for horse prices—clear skies, and then some.”
As Mr. Mendenhall rode away, a man, on a slender-legged, head-tossing Palomina, rode up to them and was introduced to Graham as Mr. Hennessy, the ranch veterinary.
As Mr. Mendenhall rode off, a man on a slender-legged, head-tossing Palomino approached them and was introduced to Graham as Mr. Hennessy, the ranch veterinarian.
“I heard Mrs. Forrest was looking over the colts,” he explained to his employer, “and I rode across to give her a glance at The Fawn here. She’ll be riding her in less than a week. What horse is she on to-day?”
“I heard Mrs. Forrest was checking out the colts,” he told his boss, “so I rode over to show her The Fawn here. She’ll be riding her in less than a week. What horse is she on today?”
“The Fop,” Dick replied, as if expecting the comment that was prompt as the disapproving shake of Mr. Hennessy’s head.
“The Fop,” Dick replied, as if he expected the comment that came right after the disapproving shake of Mr. Hennessy’s head.
“I can never become converted to women riding stallions,” muttered the veterinary. “The Fop is dangerous. Worse—though I take my hat off to his record—he’s malicious and vicious. She—Mrs. Forrest ought to ride him with a muzzle—but he’s a striker as well, and I don’t see how she can put cushions on his hoofs.”
“I can never get on board with women riding stallions,” muttered the vet. “The Fop is dangerous. Even worse—though I have to respect his track record—he’s malicious and vicious. She—Mrs. Forrest should ride him with a muzzle—but he’s a striker too, and I don’t see how she can put cushions on his hooves.”
“Oh, well,” Dick placated, “she has a bit that is a bit in his mouth, and she’s not afraid to use it—”
“Oh, well,” Dick said soothingly, “she has a bit that is a bit in his mouth, and she’s not afraid to use it—”
“If he doesn’t fall over on her some day,” Mr. Hennessy grumbled. “Anyway, I’ll breathe easier when she takes to The Fawn here. Now she’s a lady’s mount—all the spirit in the world, but nothing vicious. She’s a sweet mare, a sweet mare, and she’ll steady down from her friskiness. But she’ll always be a gay handful—no riding academy proposition.”
“If he doesn’t trip over her someday,” Mr. Hennessy complained. “Anyway, I’ll feel better once she gets used to The Fawn here. Now she’s a lady’s horse—full of energy, but not mean at all. She’s a nice mare, a nice mare, and she’ll calm down from her playfulness. But she’ll always be a lively handful—not your average riding school horse.”
“Let’s ride over,” Dick suggested. “Mrs. Forrest’ll have a gay handful in The Fop if she’s ridden him into that bunch of younglings.—It’s her territory, you know,” he elucidated to Graham. “All the house horses and lighter stock is her affair. And she gets grand results. I can’t understand it, myself. It’s like a little girl straying into an experimental laboratory of high explosives and mixing the stuff around any old way and getting more powerful combinations than the graybeard chemists.”
“Let’s head over there,” Dick suggested. “Mrs. Forrest is going to have a handful with The Fop if she’s brought him into that group of youngsters. It’s her domain, you know,” he explained to Graham. “All the house horses and lighter stock are her responsibility. And she gets amazing results. I don’t get it myself. It’s like a little girl wandering into a lab full of explosives and mixing things around randomly and ending up with stronger combinations than the old chemists.”
The three men took a cross-ranch road for half a mile, turned up a wooded canyon where ran a spring-trickle of stream, and emerged on a wide rolling terrace rich in pasture. Graham’s first glimpse was of a background of many curious yearling and two-year-old colts, against which, in the middleground, he saw his hostess, on the back of the bright bay thoroughbred, The Fop, who, on hind legs, was striking his forefeet in the air and squealing shrilly. They reined in their mounts and watched.
The three men took a dirt road across the ranch for half a mile, turned into a wooded canyon where a small stream flowed, and came out onto a wide, rolling area full of pasture. Graham's first view was of a backdrop filled with several curious yearling and two-year-old colts. In the middle ground, he spotted his hostess riding a bright bay thoroughbred named The Fop, who was rearing up on his hind legs, kicking his front feet in the air and squealing loudly. They pulled back on their reins and watched.
“He’ll get her yet,” the veterinary muttered morosely. “That Fop isn’t safe.”
“He’ll get her eventually,” the vet muttered gloomily. “That guy isn’t safe.”
But at that moment Paula Forrest, unaware of her audience, with a sharp cry of command and a cavalier thrust of sharp spurs into The Fop’s silken sides, checked him down to four-footedness on the ground and a restless, champing quietness.
But at that moment, Paula Forrest, not realizing she had an audience, let out a loud command and impulsively jabbed her spurs into The Fop's smooth sides, bringing him to a halt and making him stand restlessly and quietly.
“Taking chances?” Dick mildly reproached her, as the three rode up.
“Taking chances?” Dick lightly scolded her as the three rode up.
“Oh, I can manage him,” she breathed between tight teeth, as, with ears back and vicious-gleaming eyes, The Fop bared his teeth in a bite that would have been perilously near to Graham’s leg had she not reined the brute abruptly away across the neck and driven both spurs solidly into his sides.
“Oh, I can handle him,” she said through clenched teeth, as The Fop, with his ears back and eyes gleaming dangerously, bared his teeth in a snap that would have come dangerously close to Graham’s leg if she hadn't yanked the brute away sharply by the neck and driven both spurs firmly into his sides.
The Fop quivered, squealed, and for the moment stood still.
The fop trembled, let out a squeal, and for a moment stayed frozen.
“It’s the old game, the white man’s game,” Dick laughed. “She’s not afraid of him, and he knows it. She outgames him, out-savages him, teaches him what savagery is in its intimate mood and tense.”
“It’s the same old game, the white guy’s game,” Dick laughed. “She’s not scared of him, and he knows it. She outplays him, outdoes him in brutality, and shows him what true savagery is in its raw and intense form.”
Three times, while they looked on, ready to whirl their own steeds away if he got out of hand, The Fop attempted to burst into rampage, and three times, solidly, with careful, delicate hand on the bitter bit, Paula Forrest dealt him double spurs in the ribs, till he stood, sweating, frothing, fretting, beaten, and in hand.
Three times, while they watched, ready to pull their own horses away if he got out of control, The Fop tried to go wild, and three times, firmly, with a careful, gentle hand on the harsh bit, Paula Forrest gave him a good kick in the ribs until he stood there, sweating, foaming, anxious, defeated, and under control.
“It’s the way the white man has always done,” Dick moralized, while Graham suffered a fluttery, shivery sensation of admiration of the beast-conquering Little Lady. “He’s out-savaged the savage the world around,” Dick went on. “He’s out-endured him, out-filthed him, out-scalped him, out-tortured him, out-eaten him—yes, out-eaten him. It’s a fair wager that the white man, in extremis, has eaten more of the genus homo, than the savage, in extremis, has eaten.”
“It’s how white people have always acted,” Dick lectured, while Graham felt a mix of admiration and unease for the brave Little Lady. “They’ve outdone the savage everywhere,” Dick continued. “They’ve outlasted him, outdirtyed him, outscalped him, outtortured him, out-eaten him—yes, out-eaten him. I’d bet that when it comes down to it, the white man has eaten more of our kind when desperate, than the savage has.”
“Good afternoon,” Paula greeted her guest, the ranch veterinary, and her husband. “I think I’ve got him now. Let’s look over the colts. Just keep an eye, Mr. Graham, on his mouth. He’s a dreadful snapper. Ride free from him, and you’ll save your leg for old age.”
“Good afternoon,” Paula greeted her guest, the ranch vet, and her husband. “I think I’ve got him now. Let’s check out the colts. Just watch his mouth, Mr. Graham; he can bite really hard. Keep your distance from him, and you’ll save your leg for when you’re older.”
Now that The Fop’s demonstration was over, the colts, startled into flight by some impish spirit amongst them, galloped and frisked away over the green turf, until, curious again, they circled back, halted at gaze, and then, led by one particularly saucy chestnut filly, drew up in half a circle before the riders, with alert pricking ears.
Now that The Fop’s show was over, the young horses, spooked by some playful energy among them, took off running and playing across the green grass. Eventually, feeling curious again, they turned back, stopped to look, and then, led by one especially cheeky chestnut filly, arranged themselves in a half-circle in front of the riders, with their ears perked up attentively.
Graham scarcely saw the colts at first. He was seeing his protean hostess in a new role. Would her proteanness never end? he wondered, as he glanced over the magnificent, sweating, mastered creature she bestrode. Mountain Lad, despite his hugeness, was a mild-mannered pet beside this squealing, biting, striking Fop who advertised all the spirited viciousness of the most spirited vicious thoroughbred.
Graham barely noticed the colts at first. He was seeing his ever-changing hostess in a new light. Would her adaptability never cease? he wondered, as he looked at the magnificent, sweating, powerful creature she rode. Mountain Lad, despite his size, was a gentle companion next to this squealing, biting, aggressive Fop that showcased all the fiery ferocity of the most spirited, fierce thoroughbred.
“Look at her,” Paula whispered to Dick, in order not to alarm the saucy chestnut filly. “Isn’t she wonderful! That’s what I’ve been working for.” Paula turned to Evan. “Always they have some fault, some miss, at the best an approximation rather than an achievement. But she’s an achievement. Look at her. She’s as near right as I shall probably ever get. Her sire is Big Chief, if you know our racing register. He sold for sixty thousand when he was a cripple. We borrowed the use of him. She was his only get of the season. But look at her! She’s got his chest and lungs. I had my choices—mares eligible for the register. Her dam wasn’t eligible, but I chose her. She was an obstinate old maid, but she was the one mare for Big Chief. This is her first foal and she was eighteen years old when she bred. But I knew it was there. All I had to do was to look at Big Chief and her, and it just had to be there.”
“Look at her,” Paula whispered to Dick, trying not to scare the spirited chestnut filly. “Isn’t she amazing! That’s what I’ve been working for.” Paula turned to Evan. “They always have some flaw, some shortcoming—usually more of a close call than a real success. But she’s a success. Look at her. She’s as close to perfect as I’ll probably ever get. Her dad is Big Chief, if you’re familiar with our racing records. He sold for sixty thousand even when he was injured. We borrowed him for breeding. She was his only offspring of that season. But just look at her! She’s got his build and lungs. I had options—mares that could be registered. Her mother wasn’t eligible, but I went with her. She was a stubborn old girl, but she was the right mare for Big Chief. This is her first foal, and she was eighteen when she had her. But I knew it was possible. All I had to do was look at Big Chief and her, and it was obvious.”
“The dam was only half thoroughbred,” Dick explained.
“The dam was only half purebred,” Dick explained.
“But with a lot of Morgan on the other side,” Paula added instantly, “and a streak along the back of mustang. This shall be called Nymph, even if she has no place in the books. She’ll be my first unimpeachable perfect saddle horse—I know it—the kind I like—my dream come true at last.”
“But with a lot of Morgan on the other side,” Paula said right away, “and a mark along the back of the mustang. This will be called Nymph, even if she’s not in the books. She’ll be my first absolutely perfect saddle horse—I just know it—the kind I like—my dream finally come true.”
“A hoss has four legs, one on each corner,” Mr. Hennessy uttered profoundly.
“A horse has four legs, one on each corner,” Mr. Hennessy said thoughtfully.
“And from five to seven gaits,” Graham took up lightly,
“And from five to seven gaits,” Graham said casually,
“And yet I don’t care for those many-gaited Kentuckians,” Paula said quickly, “—except for park work. But for California, rough roads, mountain trails, and all the rest, give me the fast walk, the fox trot, the long trot that covers the ground, and the not too-long, ground-covering gallop. Of course, the close-coupled, easy canter; but I scarcely call that a gait—it’s no more than the long lope reduced to the adjustment of wind or rough ground.”
“And yet I’m not a fan of those many-gaited Kentuckians,” Paula said quickly, “—except for park work. But for California, with its rough roads, mountain trails, and everything else, I prefer the fast walk, the fox trot, the long trot that covers ground, and a ground-covering gallop that isn’t too long. Of course, there’s the close-coupled, easy canter; but I hardly see that as a gait—it’s just the long lope adjusted for wind or uneven terrain.”
“She’s a beauty,” Dick admired, his eyes warm in contemplation of the saucy chestnut filly, who was daringly close and alertly sniffing of the subdued Fop’s tremulous and nostril-dilated muzzle.
“She’s gorgeous,” Dick admired, his eyes warm as he looked at the feisty chestnut filly, who was boldly close and intently sniffing the subdued Fop’s trembling, flared nostrils.
“I prefer my own horses to be near thoroughbred rather than all thoroughbred,” Paula proclaimed. “The running horse has its place on the track, but it’s too specialized for mere human use.”
“I prefer my own horses to be close to thoroughbred rather than completely thoroughbred,” Paula declared. “The racehorse has its role on the track, but it’s too specialized for everyday use by humans.”
“Nicely coupled,” Mr. Hennessy said, indicating the Nymph. “Short enough for good running and long enough for the long trot. I’ll admit I didn’t have any faith in the combination; but you’ve got a grand animal out of it just the same.”
“Nicely paired,” Mr. Hennessy said, pointing to the Nymph. “Short enough for a good run and long enough for a steady trot. I’ll admit I didn’t believe in the combination; but you’ve ended up with a fantastic animal regardless.”
“I didn’t have horses when I was a young girl,” Paula said to Graham; “and the fact that I can now not only have them but breed them and mold them to my heart’s desire is always too good to be true. Sometimes I can’t believe it myself, and have to ride out and look them over to make sure.”
“I didn’t have horses when I was a kid,” Paula told Graham. “And the fact that I can now not only have them but also breed them and shape them however I want feels way too good to be true. Sometimes I can’t believe it myself, and I have to take a ride and check on them just to be sure.”
She turned her head and raised her eyes gratefully to Forrest; and Graham watched them look into each other’s eyes for a long half-minute. Forrest’s pleasure in his wife’s pleasure, in her young enthusiasm and joy of life, was clear to Graham’s observation. “Lucky devil,” was Graham’s thought, not because of his host’s vast ranch and the success and achievement of it, but because of the possession of a wonder-woman who could look unabashed and appreciative into his eyes as the Little Lady had looked.
She turned her head and looked up at Forrest with gratitude; Graham observed them gazing into each other’s eyes for a long thirty seconds. Forrest’s happiness in his wife’s joy, in her youthful enthusiasm and zest for life, was obvious to Graham. “Lucky guy,” Graham thought, not because of his host’s large ranch and its success and accomplishments, but because he had a remarkable woman who could look at him with admiration and openness just like the Little Lady did.
Graham was meditating, with skepticism, Ernestine’s information that Paula Forrest was thirty-eight, when she turned to the colts and pointed her riding whip at a black yearling nibbling at the spring green.
Graham was pondering, with doubt, Ernestine’s claim that Paula Forrest was thirty-eight, when she turned to the colts and pointed her riding whip at a black yearling munching on the fresh spring grass.
“Look at that level rump, Dick,” she said, “and those trotting feet and pasterns.” And, to Graham: “Rather different from Nymph’s long wrists, aren’t they? But they’re just what I was after.” She laughed a little, with just a shade of annoyance. “The dam was a bright sorrel— almost like a fresh-minted twenty-dollar piece—and I did so want a pair out of her, of the same color, for my own trap. Well, I can’t say that I exactly got them, although I bred her to a splendid, sorrel trotting horse. And this is my reward, this black—and, wait till we get to the brood mares and you’ll see the other, a full brother and mahogany brown. I’m so disappointed.”
“Check out that well-rounded rear, Dick,” she said, “and those trotting feet and pasterns.” And, to Graham: “Quite different from Nymph’s long legs, right? But they’re exactly what I wanted.” She chuckled a bit, with a hint of annoyance. “The dam was a bright sorrel—almost like a freshly minted twenty-dollar bill—and I really wanted a pair out of her, the same color, for my carriage. Well, I can’t say I really got them, even though I bred her to an amazing sorrel trotting horse. And this is my reward, this black—and just wait until we get to the broodmares, and you’ll see the other one, a full brother in mahogany brown. I’m so disappointed.”
She singled out a pair of dark bays, feeding together: “Those are two of Guy Dillon’s get—brother, you know, to Lou Dillon. They’re out of different mares, not quite the same bay, but aren’t they splendidly matched? And they both have Guy Dillon’s coat.”
She pointed out a pair of dark bays that were eating together: “Those are two of Guy Dillon’s offspring—brother, you know, to Lou Dillon. They come from different mares, not exactly the same shade of bay, but aren’t they perfectly matched? And they both have Guy Dillon’s coat.”
She moved her subdued steed on, skirting the flank of the herd quietly in order not to alarm it; but a number of colts took flight.
She quietly urged her calm horse forward, avoiding the side of the herd to not startle it; however, a few foals bolted.
“Look at them!” she cried. “Five, there, are hackneys. Look at the lift of their fore-legs as they run.”
“Look at them!” she shouted. “Five of them over there are hackneys. Check out how they lift their front legs as they run.”
“I’ll be terribly disappointed if you don’t get a prize-winning four-in-hand out of them,” Dick praised, and brought again the flash of grateful eyes that hurt Graham as he noted it.
“I’ll be really disappointed if you don’t get a prize-winning four-in-hand out of them,” Dick said, bringing back the flash of grateful eyes that pained Graham as he noticed it.
“Two are out of heavier mares—see that one in the middle and the one on the far left—and there’s the other three to pick from for the leaders. Same sire, five different dams, and a matched and balanced four, out of five choices, all in the same season, is a stroke of luck, isn’t it?”
“Two come from heavier mares—check out the one in the middle and the one on the far left—and there are three more to choose from for the leaders. Same father, five different mothers, and a matched and balanced four out of five options, all from the same season, is pure luck, right?”
She turned quickly to Mr. Hennessy: “I can begin to see the ones that will have to sell for polo ponies—among the two-year-olds. You can pick them.”
She quickly turned to Mr. Hennessy: “I can start to identify the ones that will need to be sold for polo ponies—among the two-year-olds. You can choose them.”
“If Mr. Mendenhall doesn’t sell that strawberry roan for a clean fifteen hundred, it’ll be because polo has gone out of fashion,” the veterinary approved, with waxing enthusiasm. “I’ve had my eye on them. That pale sorrel, there. You remember his set-back. Give him an extra year and he’ll—look at his coupling!—watch him turn!—a cow-skin?— he’ll turn on a silver dollar! Give him a year to make up, and he’ll stand a show for the international. Listen to me. I’ve had my faith in him from the beginning. Cut out that Burlingame crowd. When he’s ripe, ship him straight East.”
“If Mr. Mendenhall doesn’t sell that strawberry roan for a smooth fifteen hundred, it’ll be because polo has gone out of style,” the vet said enthusiastically. “I’ve been watching them. That light sorrel over there. You remember his setback. Give him another year and he’ll—look at his build!—watch him perform!—a cow-skin?—he’ll turn on a dime! Give him a year to catch up, and he’ll be ready for the international. Trust me. I’ve believed in him from the start. Forget that Burlingame crew. When he’s ready, send him straight East.”
Paula nodded and listened to Mr. Hennessy’s judgment, her eyes kindling with his in the warmth of the sight of the abounding young life for which she was responsible.
Paula nodded and listened to Mr. Hennessy’s judgment, her eyes lighting up with his at the warmth of the sight of the vibrant young life she was responsible for.
“It always hurts, though,” she confessed to Graham, “selling such beauties to have them knocked out on the field so quickly.”
“It always hurts, though,” she admitted to Graham, “selling such beauties only to see them taken out on the field so quickly.”
Her sheer absorption in the animals robbed her speech of any hint of affectation or show—so much so, that Dick was impelled to praise her judgment to Evan.
Her complete focus on the animals stripped her speech of any trace of pretentiousness or display—so much so that Dick felt compelled to compliment her judgment to Evan.
“I can dig through a whole library of horse practice, and muddle and mull over the Mendelian Law until I’m dizzy, like the clod that I am; but she is the genius. She doesn’t have to study law. She just knows it in some witch-like, intuitional way. All she has to do is size up a bunch of mares with her eyes, and feel them over a little with her hands, and hunt around till she finds the right sires, and get pretty nearly what she wants in the result—except color, eh, Paul?” he teased.
“I can go through an entire library of horse breeding guides and obsess over the Mendelian Law until I feel dizzy, like the fool that I am; but she’s the genius. She doesn’t need to study law. She just knows it instinctively, almost like magic. All she has to do is look at a group of mares, feel them out a bit with her hands, and search for the right stallions, and she’ll almost always get what she wants in the end—except for color, right, Paul?” he teased.
She showed her laughing teeth in the laugh at her expense, in which Mr. Hennessy joined, and Dick continued: “Look at that filly there. We all knew Paula was wrong. But look at it! She bred a rickety old thoroughbred, that we wanted to put out of her old age, to a standard stallion; got a filly; bred it back with a thoroughbred; bred its filly foal with the same standard again; knocked all our prognostications into a cocked hat, and—well, look at it, a world-beater polo pony. There is one thing we have to take off our hats to her for: she doesn’t let any woman sentimentality interfere with her culling. Oh, she’s cold-blooded enough. She’s as remorseless as any man when it comes to throwing out the undesirables and selecting for what she wants. But she hasn’t mastered color yet. There’s where her genius falls down, eh, Paul? You’ll have to put up with Duddy and Fuddy for a while longer for your trap. By the way, how is Duddy?”
She showed her laughing teeth in the laugh at her expense, which Mr. Hennessy joined, and Dick continued: “Look at that filly over there. We all knew Paula was wrong. But just look at it! She bred a rickety old thoroughbred, which we wanted to put out to pasture, to a standard stallion; got a filly; bred it back with a thoroughbred; bred its filly foal with the same standard again; completely disproved all our predictions, and—well, look at it, a world-beater polo pony. There’s one thing we have to admire her for: she doesn’t let any female sentimentality get in the way of her culling. Oh, she’s cold-blooded enough. She’s as ruthless as any man when it comes to getting rid of the undesirables and selecting for what she wants. But she hasn't mastered color yet. That’s where her genius falls short, huh, Paul? You’ll have to deal with Duddy and Fuddy for your trap for a little while longer. By the way, how is Duddy?”
“He’s come around,” she answered, “thanks to Mr. Hennessy.”
“He's changed his mind,” she replied, “thanks to Mr. Hennessy.”
“Nothing serious,” the veterinarian added. “He was just off his feed a trifle. It was more a scare of the stableman than anything else.”
“Nothing serious,” the veterinarian added. “He was just a little off his feed. It was more of a scare for the stableman than anything else.”
Chapter XIII
From the colt pasture to the swimming tank Graham talked with his hostess and rode as nearly beside her as The Fop’s wickedness permitted, while Dick and Hennessy, on ahead, were deep in ranch business.
From the colt pasture to the swimming tank, Graham chatted with his hostess and rode as close to her as The Fop’s mischief allowed, while Dick and Hennessy, up ahead, were absorbed in ranch matters.
“Insomnia has been a handicap all my life,” she said, while she tickled The Fop with a spur in order to check a threatened belligerence. “But I early learned to keep the irritation of it off my nerves and the weight of it off my mind. In fact, I early came to make a function of it and actually to derive enjoyment from it. It was the only way to master a thing I knew would persist as long as I persisted. Have you—of course you have—learned to win through an undertow?”
“Insomnia has been a struggle for me my whole life,” she said, while she poked The Fop with a spur to prevent a potential fight. “But I quickly learned to keep its irritation off my nerves and the burden of it off my mind. In fact, I soon started to embrace it and even found enjoyment in it. It was the only way to take control of something I knew would stick around as long as I did. Have you—of course you have—learned how to push through a strong current?”
“Yes, by never fighting it,” Graham answered, his eyes on the spray of color in her cheeks and the tiny beads of sweat that arose from her continuous struggle with the high-strung creature she rode. Thirty-eight! He wondered if Ernestine had lied. Paula Forrest did not look twenty-eight. Her skin was the skin of a girl, with all the delicate, fine-pored and thin transparency of the skin of a girl.
“Yes, by never fighting it,” Graham replied, his gaze fixed on the flush of color in her cheeks and the small beads of sweat forming from her ongoing battle with the high-strung horse she was riding. Thirty-eight! He questioned whether Ernestine had been truthful. Paula Forrest didn’t look twenty-eight. Her skin looked like that of a girl, showcasing all the delicate, fine pores and thin transparency characteristic of youthful skin.
“Exactly,” she went on. “By not fighting the undertow. By yielding to its down-drag and out-drag, and working with it to reach air again. Dick taught me that trick. So with my insomnia. If it is excitement from immediate events that holds me back from the City of Sleep, I yield to it and come quicker to unconsciousness from out the entangling currents. I invite my soul to live over again, from the same and different angles, the things that keep me from unconsciousness.
“Exactly,” she continued. “By not resisting the undertow. By giving in to its pull downward and outward, and working with it to get back to the surface. Dick taught me that trick. So with my insomnia. If it's excitement from what's happening that keeps me from the Land of Sleep, I give in to it and find my way to unconsciousness more quickly through the conflicting currents. I let my soul revisit, from the same and different perspectives, the things that prevent me from falling asleep.
“Take the swimming of Mountain Lad yesterday. I lived it over last night as I had lived it in reality. Then I lived it as a spectator—as the girls saw it, as you saw it, as the cowboy saw it, and, most of all, as my husband saw it. Then I made up a picture of it, many pictures of it, from all angles, and painted them, and framed them, and hung them, and then, a spectator, looked at them as if for the first time. And I made myself many kinds of spectators, from crabbed old maids and lean pantaloons to girls in boarding school and Greek boys of thousands of years ago.
“Take the swimming of Mountain Lad yesterday. I replayed it last night just like I experienced it in real life. Then I viewed it as an observer—as the girls saw it, as you saw it, as the cowboy saw it, and, most importantly, as my husband saw it. After that, I created different images of it, multiple images from all angles, and painted them, framed them, and hung them up, and then, as a spectator, looked at them as if for the first time. I imagined myself as various types of spectators, from grumpy old maids and thin men in pants to girls in boarding school and Greek boys from thousands of years ago.
“After that I put it to music. I played it on the piano, and guessed the playing of it on full orchestras and blaring bands. I chanted it, I sang it-epic, lyric, comic; and, after a weary long while, of course I slept in the midst of it, and knew not that I slept until I awoke at twelve to-day. The last time I had heard the clock strike was six. Six unbroken hours is a capital prize for me in the sleep lottery.”
“After that, I set it to music. I played it on the piano and imagined how it would sound with full orchestras and loud bands. I chanted it, I sang it—epic, lyrical, comic; and, after a long, tiring while, of course I fell asleep in the middle of it, not realizing I had fallen asleep until I woke up at noon today. The last time I heard the clock strike was six. Six uninterrupted hours is a great win for me in the sleep lottery.”
As she finished, Mr. Hennessy rode away on a cross path, and Dick Forrest dropped back to squire his wife on the other side.
As she finished, Mr. Hennessy rode off on a side path, and Dick Forrest fell back to escort his wife on the other side.
“Will you sport a bet, Evan?” he queried.
“Are you up for a bet, Evan?” he asked.
“I’d like to hear the terms of it first,” was the answer.
“I want to hear the terms first,” was the reply.
“Cigars against cigars that you can’t catch Paula in the tank inside ten minutes—no, inside five, for I remember you’re some swimmer.”
“Cigars against cigars that you can’t catch Paula in the pool in ten minutes—no, in five, because I remember you’re quite the swimmer.”
“Oh, give him a chance, Dick,” Paula cried generously. “Ten minutes will worry him.”
“Oh, give him a break, Dick,” Paula said generously. “Ten minutes will stress him out.”
“But you don’t know him,” Dicked argued. “And you don’t value my cigars. I tell you he is a swimmer. He’s drowned kanakas, and you know what that means.”
“But you don’t know him,” Dicked argued. “And you don’t appreciate my cigars. I’m telling you he’s a swimmer. He’s drowned kanakas, and you know what that means.”
“Perhaps I should reconsider. Maybe he’ll slash a killing crawl-stroke at me before I’ve really started. Tell me his history and prizes.”
“Maybe I should think twice. He might come at me with a killer stroke before I even get going. Share his background and achievements.”
“I’ll just tell you one thing. They still talk of it in the Marquesas. It was the big hurricane of 1892. He did forty miles in forty-five hours, and only he and one other landed on the land. And they were all kanakas. He was the only white man; yet he out-endured and drowned the last kanaka of them—”
“I’ll just say one thing. They still talk about it in the Marquesas. It was the big hurricane of 1892. He covered forty miles in forty-five hours, and only he and one other person made it to land. And they were both locals. He was the only white man; yet he outlasted and drowned the last local among them—”
“I thought you said there was one other?” Paula interrupted.
“I thought you said there was one more?” Paula interrupted.
“She was a woman,” Dick answered. “He drowned the last kanaka.”
“She was a woman,” Dick replied. “He drowned the last kanaka.”
“And the woman was then a white woman?” Paula insisted.
“And the woman was a white woman then?” Paula insisted.
Graham looked quickly at her, and although she had asked the question of her husband, her head turned to the turn of his head, so that he found her eyes meeting his straightly and squarely in interrogation. Graham held her gaze with equal straightness as he answered: “She was a kanaka.”
Graham quickly glanced at her, and even though she had asked her husband the question, her head turned in sync with his, so he found her eyes looking directly at him with a questioning expression. Graham returned her gaze with the same directness as he replied, “She was a kanaka.”
“A queen, if you please,” Dick took up. “A queen out of the ancient chief stock. She was Queen of Huahoa.”
“A queen, if you please,” Dick said. “A queen from the ancient royal lineage. She was the Queen of Huahoa.”
“Was it the chief stock that enabled her to out-endure the native men?” Paula asked. “Or did you help her?”
“Was it the main strength that helped her outlast the local men?” Paula asked. “Or did you assist her?”
“I rather think we helped each other toward the end,” Graham replied. “We were both out of our heads for short spells and long spells. Sometimes it was one, sometimes the other, that was all in. We made the land at sunset—that is, a wall of iron coast, with the surf bursting sky-high. She took hold of me and clawed me in the water to get some sense in me. You see, I wanted to go in, which would have meant finish.
“I think we helped each other in the end,” Graham said. “We were both out of our minds at times, for short and long periods. Sometimes it was one of us, sometimes the other, who was completely lost. We reached land at sunset—that is, a wall of iron coastline, with the waves crashing high into the air. She grabbed hold of me and pulled me through the water to bring me to my senses. You see, I wanted to go in, which would have meant it was all over.”
“She got me to understand that she knew where she was; that the current set westerly along shore and in two hours would drift us abreast of a spot where we could land. I swear I either slept or was unconscious most of those two hours; and I swear she was in one state or the other when I chanced to come to and noted the absence of the roar of the surf. Then it was my turn to claw and maul her back to consciousness. It was three hours more before we made the sand. We slept where we crawled out of the water. Next morning’s sun burnt us awake, and we crept into the shade of some wild bananas, found fresh water, and went to sleep again. Next I awoke it was night. I took another drink, and slept through till morning. She was still asleep when the bunch of kanakas, hunting wild goats from the next valley, found us.”
“She made me realize that she knew where we were; that the current was flowing west along the shore and in two hours would carry us to a place where we could land. I swear I either slept or was out cold for most of those two hours; and I swear she was in one state or the other when I happened to come to and noticed the silence where the surf had been. Then it was my turn to shake her awake. It was three more hours before we reached the shore. We slept right where we crawled out of the water. The next morning's sun burned us awake, and we crawled into the shade of some wild bananas, found fresh water, and fell asleep again. The next time I woke up, it was nighttime. I took another drink and slept through until morning. She was still asleep when a group of locals, hunting wild goats from the next valley, found us.”
“I’ll wager, for a man who drowned a whole kanaka crew, it was you who did the helping,” Dick commented.
“I bet, for a guy who drowned an entire kanaka crew, it was you who did the assisting,” Dick commented.
“She must have been forever grateful,” Paula challenged, her eyes directly on Graham’s. “Don’t tell me she wasn’t young, wasn’t beautiful, wasn’t a golden brown young goddess.”
“She must have been forever grateful,” Paula challenged, her eyes locked on Graham’s. “Don’t tell me she wasn’t young, wasn’t beautiful, wasn’t a stunning golden brown goddess in her youth.”
“Her mother was the Queen of Huahoa,” Graham answered. “Her father was a Greek scholar and an English gentleman. They were dead at the time of the swim, and Nomare was queen herself. She was young. She was beautiful as any woman anywhere in the world may be beautiful. Thanks to her father’s skin, she as not golden brown. She was tawny golden. But you’ve heard the story undoubtedly—”
“Her mother was the Queen of Huahoa,” Graham replied. “Her father was a Greek scholar and a British gentleman. They had both passed away by the time of the swim, and Nomare was queen herself. She was young. She was as beautiful as any woman could be in the world. Thanks to her father's skin, she wasn't golden brown. She was tawny golden. But you’ve probably heard the story—”
He broke off with a look of question to Dick, who shook his head.
He stopped and glanced questioningly at Dick, who shook his head.
Calls and cries and splashings of water from beyond a screen of trees warned them that they were near the tank.
Calls and shouts and the sound of splashing water from beyond a screen of trees warned them that they were close to the tank.
“You’ll have to tell me the rest of the story some time,” Paula said.
“You’ll need to tell me the rest of the story sometime,” Paula said.
“Dick knows it. I can’t see why he hasn’t told you.”
“Dick knows it. I don’t understand why he hasn’t told you.”
She shrugged her shoulders.
She shrugged.
“Perhaps because he’s never had the time or the provocation.”
“Maybe because he’s never had the time or the reason.”
“God wot, it’s had wide circulation,” Graham laughed. “For know that I was once morganatic—or whatever you call it—king of the cannibal isles, or of a paradise of a Polynesian isle at any rate.—’By a purple wave on an opal beach in the hush of the Mahim woods,’” he hummed carelessly, in conclusion, and swung off from his horse.
“God knows, it’s been all over the place,” Graham laughed. “Just so you know, I was once a morganatic— or whatever you call it— king of the cannibal islands, or at least of some paradise in the Polynesian islands. ‘By a purple wave on an opal beach in the quiet of the Mahim woods,’” he hummed casually, finishing up, and got off his horse.
“‘The white moth to the closing vine, the bee to the opening clover,’” she hummed another line of the song, while The Fop nearly got his teeth into her leg and she straightened him out with the spur, and waited for Dick to help her off and tie him.
“‘The white moth to the closing vine, the bee to the opening clover,’” she hummed another line of the song, while The Fop almost bit her leg, and she set him straight with the spur, then waited for Dick to help her get off and tie him up.
“Cigars!—I’m in on that!—you can’t catch her!” Bert Wainwright called from the top of the high dive forty feet above. “Wait a minute! I’m coming!”
“Cigars!—I’m in on that!—you can’t catch her!” Bert Wainwright shouted from the top of the high dive, forty feet up. “Hold on! I’m on my way!”
And come he did, in a swan dive that was almost professional and that brought handclapping approval from the girls.
And he showed up, making a swan dive that was nearly professional, earning applause from the girls.
“A sweet dive, balanced beautifully,” Graham told him as he emerged from the tank.
“A perfect dive, totally on point,” Graham said as he came out of the tank.
Bert tried to appear unconscious of the praise, failed, and, to pass it off, plunged into the wager.
Bert tried to act like he wasn’t aware of the compliment, didn’t succeed, and, to brush it off, jumped into the bet.
“I don’t know what kind of a swimmer you are, Graham,” he said, “but I just want in with Dick on the cigars.”
“I’m not sure what kind of swimmer you are, Graham,” he said, “but I just want in with Dick on the cigars.”
“Me, too; me, too!” chorused Ernestine, and Lute, and Rita.
“Me, too; me, too!” chimed in Ernestine, Lute, and Rita.
“Boxes of candy, gloves, or any truck you care to risk,” Ernestine added.
“Boxes of candy, gloves, or any truck you want to risk,” Ernestine added.
“But I don’t know Mrs. Forrest’s records, either,” Graham protested, after having taken on the bets. “However, if in five minutes—”
“But I don’t know Mrs. Forrest’s records, either,” Graham protested, after having taken on the bets. “However, if in five minutes—”
“Ten minutes,” Paula said, “and to start from opposite ends of the tank. Is that fair? Any touch is a catch.” Graham looked his hostess over with secret approval. She was clad, not in the single white silk slip she evidently wore only for girl parties, but in a coquettish imitation of the prevailing fashion mode, a suit of changeable light blue and green silk—almost the color of the pool; the skirt slightly above the knees whose roundedness he recognized; with long stockings to match, and tiny bathing shoes bound on with crossed ribbons. On her head was a jaunty swimming cap no jauntier than herself when she urged the ten minutes in place of five.
“Ten minutes,” Paula said, “and we’ll start from opposite ends of the pool. Is that fair? Any touch counts as a catch.” Graham looked at his hostess with quiet approval. She wasn’t wearing the simple white silk slip she usually reserved for girl parties, but a flirty outfit in a shimmering light blue and green silk—almost matching the pool color; the skirt was a bit above her knees, showing off her curves; with long stockings to match and tiny bathing shoes held on with crossed ribbons. On her head was a playful swimming cap that suited her perfectly as she insisted on the ten minutes instead of five.
Rita Wainwright held the watch, while Graham walked down to the other end of the hundred-and-fifty-foot tank.
Rita Wainwright held the watch as Graham walked down to the far end of the one-hundred-fifty-foot tank.
“Paula, you’ll be caught if you take any chances,” Dick warned. “Evan Graham is a real fish man.”
“Paula, you’ll get caught if you take any risks,” Dick warned. “Evan Graham is a real expert at this.”
“I guess Paula’ll show him a few, even without the pipe,” Bert bragged loyally. “And I’ll bet she can out-dive him.”
“I guess Paula will show him a thing or two, even without the pipe,” Bert bragged proudly. “And I bet she can out-dive him.”
“There you lose,” Dick answered. “I saw the rock he dived from at Huahoa. That was after his time, and after the death of Queen Nomare. He was only a youngster—twenty-two; he had to be to do it. It was off the peak of the Pau-wi Rock—one hundred and twenty-eight feet by triangulation. And he couldn’t do it legitimately or technically with a swan-dive, because he had to clear two lower ledges while he was in the air. The upper ledge of the two, by their own traditions, was the highest the best of the kanakas had ever dared since their traditions began. Well, he did it. He became tradition. As long as the kanakas of Huahoa survive he will remain tradition—Get ready, Rita. Start on the full minute.”
“There you lose,” Dick replied. “I saw the rock he jumped from at Huahoa. That was after his time and after Queen Nomare died. He was just a kid—twenty-two; he had to be to pull it off. It was off the top of Pau-wi Rock—one hundred and twenty-eight feet by triangulation. And he couldn’t do it legitimately or technically with a proper swan dive because he had to clear two lower ledges while he was in the air. The upper ledge of the two, by their own traditions, was the highest anyone from the islands had ever dared since their traditions began. Well, he did it. He became a part of that tradition. As long as the people of Huahoa are around, he will remain a part of it—Get ready, Rita. Start on the full minute.”
“It’s almost a shame to play tricks on so reputable a swimmer,” Paula confided to them, as she faced her guest down the length of the tank and while both waited the signal.
“It’s almost a shame to pull tricks on such a respected swimmer,” Paula confided to them, as she faced her guest down the length of the tank and while both waited for the signal.
“He may get you before you can turn the trick,” Dick warned again. And then, to Bert, with just a shade of anxiety: “Is it working all right? Because if it isn’t, Paula will have a bad five seconds getting out of it.”
“He might catch you before you can pull it off,” Dick warned again. Then, turning to Bert with a hint of worry, he added, “Is it working okay? Because if it’s not, Paula is going to have a rough five seconds getting out of it.”
“All O.K.,” Bert assured. “I went in myself. The pipe is working. There’s plenty of air.”
“All good,” Bert assured. “I went in myself. The pipe is working. There’s plenty of air.”
“Ready!” Rita called. “Go!”
“Ready!” Rita called. “Go!”
Graham ran toward their end like a foot-racer, while Paula darted up the high dive. By the time she had gained the top platform, his hands and feet were on the lower rungs. When he was half-way up she threatened a dive, compelling him to cease from climbing and to get out on the twenty-foot platform ready to follow her to the water. Whereupon she laughed down at him and did not dive. “Time is passing— the precious seconds are ticking off,” Ernestine chanted.
Graham ran toward their side like a sprinter, while Paula quickly climbed the high dive. By the time she reached the top platform, his hands and feet were on the lower rungs. When he was halfway up, she threatened to dive, forcing him to stop climbing and get out on the twenty-foot platform, ready to follow her into the water. Then she laughed down at him and didn’t dive. “Time is passing— the precious seconds are ticking away,” Ernestine called out.
When he started to climb, Paula again chased him to the half-way platform with a threat to dive. But not many seconds did Graham waste. His next start was determined, and Paula, poised for her dive, could not send him scuttling back. He raced upward to gain the thirty-foot platform before she should dive, and she was too wise to linger. Out into space she launched, head back, arms bent, hands close to chest, legs straight and close together, her body balanced horizontally on the air as it fell outward and downward.
When he began to climb, Paula once again chased him to the halfway platform with a threat to dive. But Graham didn’t waste any time. His next move was confident, and Paula, ready to dive, couldn’t make him retreat. He raced up to reach the thirty-foot platform before she could jump, and she was smart enough not to hesitate. She launched herself into the air, head back, arms bent, hands close to her chest, legs straight and together, her body balanced horizontally as it fell outward and downward.
“Oh you Annette Kellerman!” Bert Wamwright’s admiring cry floated up.
“Oh, you Annette Kellerman!” Bert Wamwright’s admiring shout floated up.
Graham ceased pursuit to watch the completion of the dive, and saw his hostess, a few feet above the water, bend her head forward, straighten out her arms and lock the hands to form the arch before her head, and, so shifting the balance of her body, change it from the horizontal to the perfect, water-cleaving angle.
Graham stopped chasing to watch the dive finish and saw his hostess, a few feet above the water, lean her head forward, stretch out her arms, and lock her hands together to create an arch in front of her head. By shifting her body’s balance, she changed from horizontal to a perfect, water-slicing angle.
The moment she entered the water, he swung out on the thirty-foot platform and waited. From this height he could make out her body beneath the surface swimming a full stroke straight for the far end of the tank. Not till then did he dive. He was confident that he could outspeed her, and his dive, far and flat, entered him in the water twenty feet beyond her entrance.
The moment she stepped into the water, he swung out on the thirty-foot platform and waited. From that height, he could see her body beneath the surface swimming a full stroke straight for the far end of the tank. Only then did he dive. He was sure he could outpace her, and his dive, far and flat, took him into the water twenty feet beyond her entry.
But at the instant he was in, Dick dipped two flat rocks into the water and struck them together. This was the signal for Paula to change her course. Graham heard the concussion and wondered. He broke surface in the full swing of the crawl and went down the tank to the far end at a killing pace. He pulled himself out and watched the surface of the tank. A burst of handclapping from the girls drew his eyes to the Little Lady drawing herself out of the tank at the other end.
But just at that moment, Dick took two flat rocks and dipped them into the water, then struck them together. This was the signal for Paula to change her direction. Graham heard the sound and was curious. He surfaced while doing the crawl and swam to the far end of the tank at a fast pace. He pulled himself out and watched the surface of the tank. A burst of applause from the girls caught his attention, making him look over at the Little Lady climbing out of the tank at the other end.
Again he ran down the side of the tank, and again she climbed the scaffold. But this time his wind and endurance enabled him to cut down her lead, so that she was driven to the twenty-foot platform. She took no time for posturing or swanning, but tilted immediately off in a stiff dive, angling toward the west side of the tank. Almost they were in the air at the same time. In the water and under it, he could feel against his face and arms the agitation left by her progress; but she led into the deep shadow thrown by the low afternoon sun, where the water was so dark he could see nothing.
Again he ran down the side of the tank, and again she climbed the scaffold. But this time his stamina and endurance allowed him to close the gap, forcing her up to the twenty-foot platform. She wasted no time posing or showing off; instead, she immediately dove in a sharp angle toward the west side of the tank. They almost hit the water at the same moment. In the water and beneath it, he felt the turbulence her movement created against his face and arms; but she disappeared into the deep shadow cast by the low afternoon sun, where the water was so dark he could see nothing.
When he touched the side of the tank he came up. She was not in sight. He drew himself out, panting, and stood ready to dive in at the first sign of her. But there were no signs.
When he touched the side of the tank, he came up. She wasn’t in sight. He pulled himself out, breathing heavily, and stood ready to dive in at the first sign of her. But there were no signs.
“Seven minutes!” Rita called. “And a half! ... Eight!... And a half!”
“Seven minutes!” Rita shouted. “And a half! ... Eight!... And a half!”
And no Paula Forrest broke surface. Graham refused to be alarmed because he could see no alarm on the faces of the others.
And no Paula Forrest came up. Graham wouldn’t let himself worry because he didn’t see any concern on the faces of the others.
“I lose,” he announced at Rita’s “Nine minutes!”
“I lose,” he announced at Rita’s. “Nine minutes!”
“She’s been under over two minutes, and you’re all too blessed calm about it to get me excited,” he said. “I’ve still a minute—maybe I don’t lose,” he added quickly, as he stepped off feet first into the tank.
“She’s been under for over two minutes, and you’re all way too calm about it to get me fired up,” he said. “I’ve still got a minute—maybe I won’t lose,” he added quickly, as he stepped in feet first into the tank.
As he went down he turned over and explored the cement wall of tank with his hands. Midway, possibly ten feet under the surface he estimated, his hands encountered an opening in the wall. He felt about, learned it Was unscreened, and boldly entered. Almost before he was in, he found he could come up; but he came up slowly, breaking surface in pitchy blackness and feeling about him without splashing.
As he descended, he ran his hands along the cement wall of the tank. About ten feet below the surface, he felt an opening in the wall with his hands. He explored it, realized it was open, and confidently went inside. Almost immediately, he discovered he could resurface; however, he rose slowly, breaking through the surface in complete darkness and carefully feeling around him without making any splashes.
His fingers touched a cool smooth arm that shrank convulsively at contact while the possessor of it cried sharply with the startle of fright. He held on tightly and began to laugh, and Paula laughed with him. A line from “The First Chanty” flashed into his consciousness— “Hearing her laugh in the gloom greatly I loved her.”
His fingers brushed against a cool, smooth arm that flinched at the touch while the person it belonged to gasped in shock. He held on tightly and started laughing, and Paula laughed along with him. A line from “The First Chanty” popped into his mind— “Hearing her laugh in the gloom greatly I loved her.”
“You did frighten me when you touched me,” she said. “You came without a sound, and I was a thousand miles away, dreaming...”
“You really scared me when you touched me,” she said. “You appeared out of nowhere, and I was a thousand miles away, lost in a dream...”
“What?” Graham asked.
“What?” Graham questioned.
“Well, honestly, I had just got an idea for a gown—a dusty, musty, mulberry-wine velvet, with long, close lines, and heavy, tarnished gold borders and cords and things. And the only jewelery a ring—one enormous pigeon-blood ruby that Dick gave me years ago when we sailed the All Away.”
“Well, honestly, I just got an idea for a dress—a dusty, old mulberry-wine velvet, with long, sleek lines, and heavy, tarnished gold borders and cords and stuff. And the only jewelry would be a ring—one huge pigeon-blood ruby that Dick gave me years ago when we sailed the All Away.”
“Is there anything you don’t do?” he laughed.
“Is there anything you don’t do?” he chuckled.
She joined with him, and their mirth sounded strangely hollow in the pent and echoing dark.
She joined in with him, and their laughter sounded oddly empty in the confined, echoing darkness.
“Who told you?” she next asked.
“Who told you?” she asked next.
“No one. After you had been under two minutes I knew it had to be something like this, and I came exploring.”
“No one. After you’d been under for less than two minutes, I knew it had to be something like this, so I came to check it out.”
“It was Dick’s idea. He had it built into the tank afterward. You will find him full of whimsies. He delighted in scaring old ladies into fits by stepping off into the tank with their sons or grandsons and hiding away in here. But after one or two nearly died of shock—old ladies, I mean—he put me up, as to-day, to fooling hardier persons like yourself.—Oh, he had another accident. There was a Miss Coghlan, friend of Ernestine, a little seminary girl. They artfully stood her right beside the pipe that leads out, and Dick went off the high dive and swam in here to the inside end of the pipe. After several minutes, by the time she was in collapse over his drowning, he spoke up the pipe to her in most horrible, sepulchral tones. And right there Miss Coghlan fainted dead away.”
“It was Dick’s idea. He had it built into the tank later. You’ll find him full of wild ideas. He loved scaring old ladies into fits by jumping into the tank with their sons or grandsons and hiding out in there. But after one or two almost died of shock—old ladies, I mean—he had me, like today, tricking tougher people like yourself. Oh, he had another mishap. There was a Miss Coghlan, a friend of Ernestine, a little schoolgirl. They cleverly positioned her right next to the pipe that leads out, and Dick went off the high dive and swam to the inside end of the pipe. After several minutes, just as she was about to collapse over his supposed drowning, he spoke up the pipe to her in the most horrible, ghostly voice. And right there, Miss Coghlan fainted dead away.”
“She must have been a weak sister,” Graham commented; while he struggled with a wanton desire for a match so that he could strike it and see how Paula Forrest looked paddling there beside him to keep afloat.
“She must have been pretty weak,” Graham said, while he battled a strong urge for a match just so he could light it and see how Paula Forrest looked paddling next to him to stay afloat.
“She had a fair measure of excuse,” Paula answered. “She was a young thing—eighteen; and she had a sort of school-girl infatuation for Dick. They all get it. You see, he’s such a boy when he’s playing that they can’t realize that he’s a hard-bitten, hard-working, deep-thinking, mature, elderly benedict. The embarrassing thing was that the little girl, when she was first revived and before she could gather her wits, exposed all her secret heart. Dick’s face was a study while she babbled her—”
“She had a pretty good excuse,” Paula replied. “She was just a kid—eighteen; and she had a bit of a schoolgirl crush on Dick. It happens to all of them. You see, he acts like such a kid when he’s playing that they can’t see that he’s a seasoned, hardworking, thoughtful, mature, older guy. The awkward part was that the girl, when she first came to and before she could collect her thoughts, revealed all her hidden feelings. Dick's expression was quite something while she rambled on.”
“Well?—going to stay there all night?” Bert Wainwright’s voice came down the pipe, sounding megaphonically close.
“Well?—gonna stay there all night?” Bert Wainwright’s voice came down the pipe, sounding super close.
“Heavens!” Graham sighed with relief; for he had startled and clutched Paula’s arm. “That’s the time I got my fright. The little maiden is avenged. Also, at last, I know what a lead-pipe cinch is.”
“Heavens!” Graham sighed in relief; for he had startled and grabbed Paula’s arm. “That’s when I got my scare. The little girl is avenged. And finally, I understand what a sure thing is.”
“And it’s time we started for the outer world,” she suggested. “It’s not the coziest gossiping place in the world. Shall I go first?”
“And it’s time we head out to the real world,” she suggested. “This isn’t the coziest place for gossip. Should I go first?”
“By all means—and I’ll be right behind; although it’s a pity the water isn’t phosphorescent. Then I could follow your incandescent heel like that chap Byron wrote about—don’t you remember?”
“Of course—and I’ll be right behind you; it’s just a shame the water isn’t glowing. Then I could follow your bright footsteps like that guy Byron wrote about—don’t you remember?”
He heard her appreciative gurgle in the dark, and then her: “Well, I’m going now.”
He heard her happy gurgle in the dark, and then she said, “Well, I’m off now.”
Unable to see the slightest glimmer, nevertheless, from the few sounds she made he knew she had turned over and gone down head first, and he was not beyond visioning with inner sight the graceful way in which she had done it—an anything but graceful feat as the average swimming woman accomplishes it.
Unable to see even a hint of light, still, from the few sounds she made, he knew she had flipped over and gone down headfirst. He could imagine in his mind’s eye the elegant way she had done it— a feat far from graceful, unlike how an average woman swimmer would accomplish it.
“Somebody gave it away to you,” was Bert’s prompt accusal, when Graham rose to the surface of the tank and climbed out.
“Someone gave it to you,” Bert quickly accused when Graham surfaced from the tank and climbed out.
“And you were the scoundrel who rapped stone under water,” Graham challenged. “If I’d lost I’d have protested the bet. It was a crooked game, a conspiracy, and competent counsel, I am confident, would declare it a felony. It’s a case for the district attorney.”
“And you were the jerk who tapped on the stone underwater,” Graham challenged. “If I’d lost, I would have protested the bet. It was a rigged game, a setup, and a good lawyer would definitely call it a felony. This is a case for the district attorney.”
“But you won,” Ernestine cried.
“But you won,” Ernestine exclaimed.
“I certainly did, and, therefore, I shall not prosecute you, nor any one of your crooked gang—if the bets are paid promptly. Let me see— you owe me a box of cigars—”
“I definitely did, and because of that, I won’t take legal action against you or anyone in your shady crew—if the bets are settled right away. Let’s see—you owe me a box of cigars—”
“One cigar, sir!”
“One cigar, please!”
“A box! A box!” “Cross tag!” Paula cried. “Let’s play cross-tag!— You’re it!”
“A box! A box!” “Cross tag!” Paula shouted. “Let’s play cross-tag!— You’re it!”
Suiting action to word, she tagged Graham on the shoulder and plunged into the tank. Before he could follow, Bert seized him, whirled him in a circle, was himself tagged, and tagged Dick before he could escape. And while Dick pursued his wife through the tank and Bert and Graham sought a chance to cross, the girls fled up the scaffold and stood in an enticing row on the fifteen-foot diving platform.
Suiting action to words, she tapped Graham on the shoulder and jumped into the tank. Before he could follow, Bert grabbed him, spun him around, got tagged himself, and tagged Dick before he could get away. While Dick chased his wife through the tank and Bert and Graham looked for a chance to cross, the girls ran up the scaffold and lined up temptingly on the fifteen-foot diving platform.
Chapter XIV.
An indifferent swimmer, Donald Ware had avoided the afternoon sport in the tank; but after dinner, somewhat to the irritation of Graham, the violinist monopolized Paula at the piano. New guests, with the casual expectedness of the Big House, had drifted in—a lawyer, by name Adolph Well, who had come to confer with Dick over some big water-right suit; Jeremy Braxton, straight from Mexico, Dick’s general superintendent of the Harvest Group, which bonanza, according to Jeremy Braxton, was as “unpetering” as ever; Edwin O’Hay, a red-headed Irish musical and dramatic critic; and Chauncey Bishop, editor and owner of the San Francisco Dispatch, and a member of Dick’s class and frat, as Graham gleaned.
An indifferent swimmer, Donald Ware had skipped the afternoon swim; but after dinner, to Graham’s annoyance, the violinist took over the piano with Paula. New guests, arriving as casually as expected in the Big House, included a lawyer named Adolph Well, who had come to discuss a major water rights lawsuit with Dick; Jeremy Braxton, just back from Mexico, who was Dick’s general superintendent for the Harvest Group, which, according to him, was as "unpetering" as ever; Edwin O’Hay, a red-headed Irish music and drama critic; and Chauncey Bishop, editor and owner of the San Francisco Dispatch, who was also a member of Dick’s class and fraternity, as Graham gathered.
Dick had started a boisterous gambling game which he called “Horrible Fives,” wherein, although excitement ran high and players plunged, the limit was ten cents, and, on a lucky coup, the transient banker might win or lose as high as ninety cents, such coup requiring at least ten minutes to play out. This game went on at a big table at the far end of the room, accompanied by much owing and borrowing of small sums and an incessant clamor for change.
Dick had started a lively gambling game he called “Horrible Fives,” where, despite the high energy and players going all in, the limit was just ten cents. On a lucky round, the temporary banker could win or lose as much as ninety cents, and each round took at least ten minutes to complete. This game continued at a large table at the back of the room, with plenty of small loans and an ongoing demand for change.
With nine players, the game was crowded, and Graham, rather than draw cards, casually and occasionally backed Ernestine’s cards, the while he glanced down the long room at the violinist and Paula Forrest absorbed in Beethoven Symphonies and Delibes’ Ballets. Jeremy Braxton was demanding raising the limit to twenty cents, and Dick, the heaviest loser, as he averred, to the tune of four dollars and sixty cents, was plaintively suggesting the starting of a “kitty” in order that some one should pay for the lights and the sweeping out of the place in the morning, when Graham, with a profound sigh at the loss of his last bet—a nickel which he had had to pay double—announced to Ernestine that he was going to take a turn around the room to change his luck.
With nine players, the game was packed, and Graham, instead of drawing cards, casually and occasionally backed Ernestine’s cards while he looked down the long room at the violinist and Paula Forrest focused on Beethoven Symphonies and Delibes' Ballets. Jeremy Braxton was insisting on raising the limit to twenty cents, and Dick, the biggest loser, as he claimed, at four dollars and sixty cents, was sadly suggesting they start a “kitty” so someone could pay for the lights and cleaning up the place in the morning. Meanwhile, Graham let out a deep sigh over the loss of his last bet—a nickel he had to pay double—and told Ernestine he was going to take a walk around the room to try to change his luck.
“I prophesied you would,” she told him under her breath.
“I knew you would,” she said quietly to him.
“What?” he asked.
"What?" he asked.
She glanced significantly in Paula’s direction.
She gave a meaningful glance in Paula’s direction.
“Just for that I simply must go down there now,” he retorted.
“Just for that, I have to go down there now,” he shot back.
“Can’t dast decline a dare,” she taunted.
“Can’t back down from a dare,” she taunted.
“If it were a dare I wouldn’t dare do it.”
“If it were a challenge, I wouldn’t take it on.”
“In which case I dare you,” she took up.
“In that case, I challenge you,” she said.
He shook his head: “I had already made up my mind to go right down there to that one spot and cut that fiddler out of the running. You can’t dare me out of it at this late stage. Besides, there’s Mr. O’Hay waiting for you to make your bet.”
He shook his head: “I had already decided to go right down to that one spot and take that fiddler out of the game. You can’t change my mind at this point. Besides, there’s Mr. O’Hay waiting for you to place your bet.”
Ernestine rashly laid ten cents, and scarcely knew whether she won or lost, so intent was she on watching Graham go down the room, although she did know that Bert Wainwright had not been unobservant of her gaze and its direction. On the other hand, neither she nor Bert, nor any other at the table, knew that Dick’s quick-glancing eyes, sparkling with merriment while his lips chaffed absurdities that made them all laugh, had missed no portion of the side play.
Ernestine impulsively placed ten cents down, barely aware if she won or lost, so focused was she on watching Graham walk across the room. However, she realized that Bert Wainwright had noticed her gaze and where she was looking. Meanwhile, neither she nor Bert, nor anyone else at the table, realized that Dick’s quick, twinkling eyes, full of mischief as he joked about silly things that made them all laugh, hadn’t missed any of the side action.
Ernestine, but little taller than Paula, although hinting of a plus roundness to come, was a sun-healthy, clear blonde, her skin sprayed with the almost transparent flush of maidenhood at eighteen. To the eye, it seemed almost that one could see through the pink daintiness of fingers, hand, wrist, and forearm, neck and cheek. And to this delicious transparency of rose and pink, was added a warmth of tone that did not escape Dick’s eyes as he glimpsed her watch Evan Graham move down the length of room. Dick knew and classified her wild imagined dream or guess, though the terms of it were beyond his divination.
Ernestine, only slightly taller than Paula and hinting at a fuller figure coming soon, was a sun-kissed, bright blonde with skin that glowed with the almost translucent blush of youth at eighteen. It almost seemed as if one could see through the pretty pink of her fingers, hands, wrists, forearms, neck, and cheeks. Alongside this lovely transparency of rose and pink, there was a warmth in her tone that didn't escape Dick's attention as he watched Evan Graham move across the room. Dick recognized and categorized her wild imagined fantasies or suspicions, even though the specifics were beyond his understanding.
What she saw was what she imagined was the princely walk of Graham, the high, light, blooded carriage of his head, the delightful carelessness of the gold-burnt, sun-sanded hair that made her fingers ache to be into with caresses she for the first time knew were possible of her fingers.
What she saw was what she pictured as Graham's royal stride, the elegant, noble posture of his head, the charmingly carefree way his sun-kissed, golden hair shone that made her fingers long to touch it with affections she realized for the first time were possible.
Nor did Paula, during an interval of discussion with the violinist in which she did not desist from stating her criticism of O’Hay’s latest criticism of Harold Bauer, fail to see and keep her eyes on Graham’s progress. She, too, noted with pleasure his grace of movement, the high, light poise of head, the careless hair, the clear bronze of the smooth cheeks, the splendid forehead, the long gray eyes with the hint of drooping lids and boyish sullenness that fled before the smile with which he greeted her.
Nor did Paula, while discussing things with the violinist and continuing to share her thoughts on O’Hay’s latest critique of Harold Bauer, fail to notice Graham’s progress. She also took pleasure in watching his graceful movements, the light poise of his head, the tousled hair, the warm bronze of his smooth cheeks, the impressive forehead, the long gray eyes with a hint of drooping eyelids and a boyish sulk that vanished with the smile he gave her.
She had observed that smile often since her first meeting with him. It was an irresistible smile, a smile that lighted the eyes with the radiance of good fellowship and that crinkled the corners into tiny, genial lines. It was provocative of smiles, for she found herself smiling a silent greeting in return as she continued stating to Ware her grievance against O’Hay’s too-complacent praise of Bauer.
She had noticed that smile frequently since their first meeting. It was an irresistible smile, one that lit up his eyes with the warmth of camaraderie and crinkled the corners into small, friendly lines. It was contagious, as she found herself smiling back silently while she continued to express to Ware her frustration about O’Hay’s overly confident praise of Bauer.
But her engagement was tacitly with Donald Ware at the piano, and with no more than passing speech, she was off and away in a series of Hungarian dances that made Graham marvel anew as he loafed and smoked in a window-seat.
But her attention was quietly on Donald Ware at the piano, and with barely any conversation, she was off and dancing in a series of Hungarian dances that made Graham marvel once again as he lounged and smoked in a window seat.
He marveled at the proteanness of her, at visions of those nimble fingers guiding and checking The Fop, swimming and paddling in submarine crypts, and, falling in swan-like flight through forty feet of air, locking just above the water to make the diver’s head-protecting arch of arm.
He was amazed by her versatility, imagining those nimble fingers steering and checking The Fop, swimming and paddling through underwater caverns, and then gracefully diving through forty feet of air, arching just above the water to form the protective arm structure for the diver’s head.
In decency, he lingered but few minutes, returned to the gamblers, and put the entire table in a roar with a well-acted Yiddisher’s chagrin and passion at losing entire nickels every few minutes to the fortunate and chesty mine superintendent from Mexico.
In decency, he stayed just a few minutes, went back to the gamblers, and made the whole table burst into laughter with a perfectly acted Yiddish display of frustration and passion at losing whole nickels every few minutes to the lucky and brash mine superintendent from Mexico.
Later, when the game of Horrible Fives broke up, Bert and Lute Desten spoiled the Adagio from Beethoven’s Sonata Pathetique by exaggeratedly ragging to it in what Dick immediately named “The Loving Slow-Drag,” till Paula broke down in a gale of laughter and ceased from playing.
Later, when the game of Horrible Fives ended, Bert and Lute Desten ruined Beethoven’s Sonata Pathetique by dramatically ragging to it in what Dick quickly called “The Loving Slow-Drag,” until Paula erupted in laughter and stopped playing.
New groupings occurred. A bridge table formed with Weil, Rita, Bishop, and Dick. Donald Ware was driven from his monopoly of Paula by the young people under the leadership of Jeremy Braxton; while Graham and O’Hay paired off in a window-seat and O’Hay talked shop.
New groupings happened. A bridge table was set up with Weil, Rita, Bishop, and Dick. Donald Ware was pushed out of his hold on Paula by the young folks led by Jeremy Braxton; meanwhile, Graham and O’Hay paired off in a window seat, and O’Hay talked business.
After a time, in which all at the piano had sung Hawaiian hulas, Paula sang alone to her own accompaniment. She sang several German love-songs in succession, although it was merely for the group about her and not for the room; and Evan Graham, almost to his delight, decided that at last he had found a weakness in her. She might be a magnificent pianist, horsewoman, diver, and swimmer, but it was patent, despite her singing throat, that she was not a magnificent singer. This conclusion he was quickly compelled to modify. A singer she was, a consummate singer. Weakness was only comparative after all. She lacked the magnificent voice. It was a sweet voice, a rich voice, with the same warm-fibered thrill of her laugh; but the volume so essential to the great voice was not there. Ear and voice seemed effortlessly true, and in her singing were feeling, artistry, training, intelligence. But volume—it was scarcely a fair average, was his judgment.
After a while, everyone at the piano had sung Hawaiian hulas, and then Paula began to sing solo with her own accompaniment. She went through several German love songs, even though it was only for the small group around her, not for the whole room; and Evan Graham, almost to his delight, thought he had finally found a flaw in her. She might be an amazing pianist, horse rider, diver, and swimmer, but it was clear, despite her ability to carry a tune, that she wasn’t a great singer. This conclusion, however, quickly forced him to rethink his opinion. She was a singer, a really talented one. Weakness was only relative after all. She didn’t have a magnificent voice. It was a sweet, rich voice, with the same warm thrill as her laughter; but it lacked the volume that is essential for a great voice. Her ear and voice seemed effortlessly accurate, and in her singing there was emotion, artistry, training, and intelligence. But in terms of volume—it was hardly above average, he decided.
But quality—there he halted. It was a woman’s voice. It was haunted with richness of sex. In it resided all the temperament in the world— with all the restraint of discipline, was the next step of his analysis. He had to admire the way she refused to exceed the limitations of her voice. In this she achieved triumphs.
But quality—there he stopped. It was a woman’s voice. It was filled with a deep, seductive richness. Within it lived all the emotions in the world—with all the control of discipline, which was the next part of his analysis. He had to admire how she never went beyond the limits of her voice. In this, she achieved great success.
And, while he nodded absently to O’Hay’s lecturette on the state of the—opera, Graham fell to wondering if Paula Forrest, thus so completely the mistress of her temperament, might not be equally mistress of her temperament in the deeper, passional ways. There was a challenge there—based on curiosity, he conceded, but only partly so based; and, over and beyond, and, deeper and far beneath, a challenge to a man made in the immemorial image of man.
And while he nodded absentmindedly to O’Hay’s short lecture on the state of the opera, Graham started to wonder if Paula Forrest, who seemed completely in control of her emotions, could also have mastery over her feelings in more intense, passionate ways. There was a challenge there—driven by curiosity, he admitted, but only partially so; and beyond that, deep down, a challenge to a man shaped in the ancient image of man.
It was a challenge that bade him pause, and even look up and down the great room and to the tree-trunked roof far above, and to the flying gallery hung with the spoils of the world, and to Dick Forrest, master of all this material achievement and husband of the woman, playing bridge, just as he worked, with all his heart, his laughter ringing loud as he caught Rita in renig. For Graham had the courage not to shun the ultimate connotations. Behind the challenge in his speculations lurked the woman. Paula Forrest was splendidly, deliciously woman, all woman, unusually woman. From the blow between the eyes of his first striking sight of her, swimming the great stallion in the pool, she had continued to witch-ride his man’s imagination. He was anything but unused to women; and his general attitude was that of being tired of the mediocre sameness of them. To chance upon the unusual woman was like finding the great pearl in a lagoon fished out by a generation of divers.
It was a challenge that made him pause, and even look up and down the spacious room and at the tree-trunked roof far above, and at the flying gallery filled with treasures from around the world, and at Dick Forrest, who was in charge of all this material success and the husband of the woman, playing bridge, just as he did in life, with all his heart, his laughter ringing out loudly as he caught Rita cheating. For Graham had the courage not to shy away from the deeper implications. Behind the challenge in his thoughts was the woman. Paula Forrest was stunningly, enticingly feminine, truly all woman, extraordinarily woman. From the impact of his first sight of her, swimming the magnificent stallion in the pool, she had continued to captivate his imagination. He was anything but inexperienced with women; and his general attitude was one of being tired of their mediocre sameness. Coming across an unusual woman was like finding a magnificent pearl in a lagoon that had been harvested by generations of divers.
“Glad to see you’re still alive,” Paula laughed to him, a little later.
“Glad to see you’re still alive,” Paula said to him with a laugh a little later.
She was prepared to depart with Lute for bed. A second bridge quartet had been arranged—Ernestine, Bert, Jeremy Braxton, and Graham; while O’Hay and Bishop were already deep in a bout of two-handed pinochle.
She was ready to head to bed with Lute. Another bridge quartet had been set up—Ernestine, Bert, Jeremy Braxton, and Graham; meanwhile, O’Hay and Bishop were already engrossed in a game of two-handed pinochle.
“He’s really a charming Irishman when he keeps off his one string,” Paula went on.
“He’s really a charming Irish guy when he stays away from his one thing,” Paula continued.
“Which, I think I am fair, is music,” Graham said.
“Which, I believe is fair to say, is music,” Graham said.
“And on music he is insufferable,” Lute observed. “It’s the only thing he doesn’t know the least thing about. He drives one frantic.”
“And about music, he’s unbearable,” Lute observed. “It’s the one thing he doesn’t know the slightest bit about. He drives you crazy.”
“Never mind,” Paula soothed, in gurgling tones. “You will all be avenged. Dick just whispered to me to get the philosophers up to-morrow night. You know how they talk music. A musical critic is their awful prey.”
“Don’t worry,” Paula said gently, in soft, bubbly tones. “You all will get your revenge. Dick just told me to bring the philosophers in tomorrow night. You know how they love to discuss music. A music critic is their favorite target.”
“Terrence said the other night that there was no closed season on musical critics,” Lute contributed.
“Terrence mentioned the other night that there’s no off-season for music critics,” Lute added.
“Terrence and Aaron will drive him to drink,” Paula laughed her joy of anticipation. “And Dar Hyal, alone, with his blastic theory of art, can specially apply it to music to the confutation of all the first words and the last. He doesn’t believe a thing he says about blastism, any more than was he serious when he danced the other evening. It’s his bit of fun. He’s such a deep philosopher that he has to get his fun somehow.”
“Terrence and Aaron will drive him to drink,” Paula laughed in excitement. “And Dar Hyal, all by himself, with his explosive theory of art, can specifically apply it to music to challenge everything that’s been said before and after. He doesn’t really believe anything he claims about blastism, just like he wasn’t serious when he danced the other night. It’s just his way of having fun. He’s such a deep thinker that he has to find his fun somehow.”
“And if O’Hay ever locks horns with Terrence,” Lute prophesied, “I can see Terrence tucking arm in arm with him, leading him down to the stag room, and heating the argument with the absentest-minded variety of drinks that ever O’Hay accomplished.”
“And if O’Hay ever goes head to head with Terrence,” Lute predicted, “I can see Terrence linking arms with him, taking him to the stag room, and fueling the argument with the most absent-minded drinks O’Hay ever whipped up.”
“Which means a very sick O’Hay next day,” Paula continued her gurgles of anticipation.
“Which means a very sick O’Hay the next day,” Paula kept gurgling with excitement.
“I’ll tell him to do it!” exclaimed Lute.
"I'll tell him to do it!" Lute shouted.
“You mustn’t think we’re all bad,” Paula protested to Graham. “It’s just the spirit of the house. Dick likes it. He’s always playing jokes himself. He relaxes that way. I’ll wager, right now, it was Dick’s suggestion, to Lute, and for Lute to carry out, for Terrence to get O’Hay into the stag room. Now, ’fess up, Lute.”
“You shouldn’t think we’re all bad,” Paula said to Graham. “It’s just the vibe of the house. Dick enjoys it. He loves playing pranks himself. That’s how he unwinds. I bet it was Dick’s idea for Lute to pull off the plan to get O’Hay into the stag room. Now, come clean, Lute.”
“Well, I will say,” Lute answered with meticulous circumspection, “that the idea was not entirely original with me.”
“Well, I have to say,” Lute replied carefully, “that the idea wasn’t entirely my own.”
At this point, Ernestine joined them and appropriated Graham with:
At this point, Ernestine joined them and took over Graham with:
“We’re all waiting for you. We’ve cut, and you and I are partners. Besides, Paula’s making her sleep noise. So say good night, and let her go.”
“We're all waiting for you. We've finished, and you and I are partners. Plus, Paula's making her sleep sounds. So say good night, and let her be.”
Paula had left for bed at ten o’clock. Not till one did the bridge break up. Dick, his arm about Ernestine in brotherly fashion, said good night to Graham where one of the divided ways led to the watch tower, and continued on with his pretty sister-in-law toward her quarters.
Paula had gone to bed at ten o’clock. It wasn’t until one that the gathering broke up. Dick, with his arm around Ernestine in a friendly way, said good night to Graham, where one of the paths led to the watchtower, and continued on with his beautiful sister-in-law to her room.
“Just a tip, Ernestine,” he said at parting, his gray eyes frankly and genially on hers, but his voice sufficiently serious to warn her.
“Just a tip, Ernestine,” he said as he was leaving, his gray eyes openly and kindly meeting hers, but his tone serious enough to give her a warning.
“What have I been doing now?” she pouted laughingly.
“What have I been doing now?” she said with a playful pout.
“Nothing... as yet. But don’t get started, or you’ll be laying up a sore heart for yourself. You’re only a kid yet—eighteen; and a darned nice, likable kid at that. Enough to make ’most any man sit up and take notice. But Evan Graham is not ’most any man—”
“Nothing... for now. But don’t get ahead of yourself, or you’ll be setting yourself up for heartbreak. You’re still just a kid—eighteen; and a really nice, likable kid at that. Enough to make almost any man pay attention. But Evan Graham is not just any man—”
“Oh, I can take care of myself,” she blurted out in a fling of quick resentment.
“Oh, I can handle myself,” she shot back in a moment of quick resentment.
“But listen to me just the same. There comes a time in the affairs of a girl when the love-bee gets a buzzing with a very loud hum in her pretty noddle. Then is the time she mustn’t make a mistake and start in loving the wrong man. You haven’t fallen in love with Evan Graham yet, and all you have to do is just not to fall in love with him. He’s not for you, nor for any young thing. He’s an oldster, an ancient, and possibly has forgotten more about love, romantic love, and young things, than you’ll ever learn in a dozen lives. If he ever marries again—”
“But hear me out anyway. There comes a time in a girl’s life when the love bug starts buzzing loudly in her head. That’s when she really needs to be careful not to fall for the wrong guy. You haven’t fallen for Evan Graham yet, and all you need to do is just avoid falling for him. He’s not right for you, or for any young woman. He’s an old man, basically ancient, and he probably knows more about love, romantic love, and young women than you’ll ever learn in a dozen lifetimes. If he gets married again—”
“Again!” Ernestine broke in.
"Again!" Ernestine interrupted.
“Why, he’s been a widower, my dear, for over fifteen years.”
“Why, he’s been a widower, my dear, for over fifteen years.”
“Then what of it?” she demanded defiantly.
“Then what about it?” she asked boldly.
“Just this,” Dick continued quietly. “He’s lived the young-thing romance, and lived it wonderfully; and, from the fact that in fifteen years he has not married again, means—”
“Just this,” Dick continued quietly. “He’s experienced the romance of youth, and he did it beautifully; and the fact that he hasn’t married again in fifteen years means—”
“That he’s never recovered from his loss?” Ernestine interpolated. “But that’s no proof—”
“Are you saying he’s never gotten over his loss?” Ernestine interjected. “But that’s not proof—”
“—Means that he’s got over his apprenticeship to wild young romance,” Dick held on steadily. “All you have to do is look at him and realize that he has not lacked opportunities, and that, on occasion, some very fine women, real wise women, mature women, have given him foot-races that tested his wind and endurance. But so far they’ve not succeeded in catching him. And as for young things, you know how filled the world is with them for a man like him. Think it over, and just keep your heart-thoughts away from him. If you don’t let your heart start to warm toward him, it will save your heart from a grievous chill later on.”
“—Means he’s moved on from his wild young romantic phase,” Dick persisted. “Just look at him and you’ll see he’s had plenty of chances, and at times, some really amazing women—smart, mature women—have challenged him in ways that tested his stamina and resilience. But so far, none have managed to catch him. And as for young women, you know how many there are in the world for a guy like him. Think about it, and try to keep your feelings in check around him. If you don’t let your heart start to warm up to him, it will save you from a painful disappointment later on.”
He took one of her hands in his, and drew her against him, an arm soothingly about her shoulder. For several minutes of silence Dick idly speculated on what her thoughts might be.
He took one of her hands in his and pulled her close, wrapping an arm gently around her shoulder. For several minutes of silence, Dick casually wondered what she might be thinking.
“You know, we hard-bitten old fellows—” he began half-apologetically, half-humorously.
“You know, us tough old guys—” he started, half-apologetically, half-humorously.
But she made a restless movement of distaste, and cried out:
But she shifted uncomfortably in disgust and shouted:
“Are the only ones worth while! The young men are all youngsters, and that’s what’s the matter with them. They’re full of life, and coltish spirits, and dance, and song. But they’re not serious. They’re not big. They’re not—oh, they don’t give a girl that sense of all-wiseness, of proven strength, of, of... well, of manhood.”
“Are the only ones worth it! The young guys are just kids, and that’s what’s wrong with them. They’re full of energy, wild spirits, dancing, and singing. But they’re not serious. They’re not mature. They don’t—oh, they don’t give a girl that feeling of wisdom, of real strength, of, well, of manhood.”
“I understand,” Dick murmured. “But please do not forget to glance at the other side of the shield. You glowing young creatures of women must affect the old fellows in precisely similar ways. They may look on you as toys, playthings, delightful things to whom to teach a few fine foolishnesses, but not as comrades, not as equals, not as sharers—full sharers. Life is something to be learned. They have learned it... some of it. But young things like you, Ernestine, have you learned any of it yet?”
“I get it,” Dick said softly. “But please don’t forget to check out the other side of the coin. You vibrant young women must affect the older guys in similar ways. They might see you as toys, fun distractions, charming beings to teach a few light-hearted things, but not as companions, not as equals, not as full partners. Life is something to be learned. They’ve learned some of it... but have you young ones, Ernestine, learned any of it yet?”
“Tell me,” she asked abruptly, almost tragically, “about this wild young romance, about this young thing when he was young, fifteen years ago.”
“Tell me,” she asked suddenly, almost sadly, “about this wild young romance, about this young guy when he was young, fifteen years ago.”
“Fifteen?” Dick replied promptly. “Eighteen. They were married three years before she died. In fact—figure it out for yourself—they were actually married, by a Church of England dominie, and living in wedlock, about the same moment that you were squalling your first post-birth squalls in this world.”
“Fifteen?” Dick answered quickly. “Eighteen. They were married for three years before she passed away. Actually—do the math yourself—they were married by a Church of England minister and living together as a couple around the same time you were letting out your first cries in this world.”
“Yes, yes—go on,” she urged nervously. “What was she like?”
“Yes, yes—go on,” she urged nervously. “What was she like?”
“She was a resplendent, golden-brown, or tan-golden half-caste, a Polynesian queen whose mother had been a queen before her, whose father was an Oxford man, an English gentleman, and a real scholar. Her name was Nomare. She was Queen of Huahoa. She was barbaric. He was young enough to out-barbaric her. There was nothing sordid in their marriage. He was no penniless adventurer. She brought him her island kingdom and forty thousand subjects. He brought to that island his fortune—and it was no inconsiderable fortune. He built a palace that no South Sea island ever possessed before or will ever possess again. It was the real thing, grass-thatched, hand-hewn beams that were lashed with cocoanut sennit, and all the rest. It was rooted in the island; it sprouted out of the island; it belonged, although he fetched Hopkins out from New York to plan it.
“She was a stunning, golden-brown, or tan-golden mixed-race woman, a Polynesian queen whose mother had been a queen before her, and whose father was an Oxford man, an English gentleman, and a true scholar. Her name was Nomare. She was the Queen of Huahoa. She was wild. He was young enough to out-wild her. There was nothing sordid about their marriage. He wasn’t a broke adventurer. She offered him her island kingdom and forty thousand subjects. He brought his wealth to that island—and it was no small fortune. He built a palace that no South Sea island had ever had before or will ever have again. It was the real deal, grass-thatched, hand-hewn beams that were tied together with coconut sennit, and everything else. It was rooted in the island; it grew out of the island; it belonged, even though he brought Hopkins over from New York to design it."
“Heavens! they had their own royal yacht, their mountain house, their canoe house—the last a veritable palace in itself. I know. I have been at great feasts in it—though it was after their time. Nomare was dead, and no one knew where Graham was, and a king of collateral line was the ruler.
“Heavens! They had their own royal yacht, their mountain house, their canoe house—the last one truly a palace on its own. I know this because I've attended grand feasts there—even though it was after their time. Nomare was dead, and no one knew where Graham was, and a king from a collateral line was in charge."
“I told you he out-barbaricked her. Their dinner service was gold.— Oh, what’s the use in telling any more. He was only a boy. She was half-English, half-Polynesian, and a really and truly queen. They were flowers of their races. They were a pair of wonderful children. They lived a fairy tale. And... well, Ernestine, the years have passed, and Evan Graham has passed from the realm of the young thing. It will be a remarkable woman that will ever infatuate him now. Besides, he’s practically broke. Though he didn’t wastrel his money. As much misfortune, and more, than anything else.”
“I told you he outdid her in being barbaric. Their dinnerware was gold. — Oh, what’s the point in saying more? He was just a boy. She was half-English, half-Polynesian, and truly a queen. They were the best of their races. They were a pair of amazing kids. They lived a fairy tale. And... well, Ernestine, the years have gone by, and Evan Graham has moved on from being youthful. It will take an extraordinary woman to capture his interest now. Besides, he’s nearly broke. Although he didn’t squander his money. It was more misfortune, and then some, than anything else.”
“Paula would be more his kind,” Ernestine said meditatively.
“Paula would be more his type,” Ernestine said thoughtfully.
“Yes, indeed,” Dick agreed. “Paula, or any woman as remarkable as Paula, would attract him a thousand times more than all the sweet, young, lovely things like you in the world. We oldsters have our standards, you know.”
“Yes, definitely,” Dick agreed. “Paula, or any woman as remarkable as Paula, would draw his attention a thousand times more than all the sweet, young, beautiful girls like you out there. We older folks have our standards, you know.”
“And I’ll have to put up with the youngsters,” Ernestine sighed.
“And I’ll have to deal with the kids,” Ernestine sighed.
“In the meantime, yes,” he chuckled. “Remembering, always, that you, too, in time, may grow into the remarkable, mature woman, who can outfoot a man like Evan in a foot-race of love for possession.”
“In the meantime, yeah,” he laughed. “Always remember that you, too, may eventually become the amazing, confident woman who can outrun a guy like Evan in a race for love.”
“But I shall be married long before that,” she pouted.
“But I’ll be married long before that,” she said with a pout.
“Which will be your good fortune, my dear. And, now, good night. And you are not angry with me?”
“Which will be your good luck, my dear. And, now, good night. Are you not upset with me?”
She smiled pathetically and shook her head, put up her lips to be kissed, then said as they parted:
She smiled sadly and shook her head, leaned in for a kiss, then said as they pulled away:
“I promise not to be angry if you will only show me the way that in the end will lead me to ancient graybeards like you and Graham.”
“I promise not to be mad if you just show me the way that will eventually lead me to old folks like you and Graham.”
Dick Forrest, turning off lights as he went, penetrated the library, and, while selecting half a dozen reference volumes on mechanics and physics, smiled as if pleased with himself at recollection of the interview with his sister-in-law. He was confident that he had spoken in time and not a moment too soon. But, half way up the book-concealed spiral staircase that led to his work room, a remark of Ernestine, echoing in his consciousness, made him stop from very suddenness to lean his shoulder against the wall.—"Paula would be more his kind."
Dick Forrest turned off the lights as he walked through the library. While picking out a few reference books on mechanics and physics, he smiled, feeling satisfied as he thought about his conversation with his sister-in-law. He was sure he had spoken at just the right moment. But halfway up the spiral staircase, hidden behind books, a comment from Ernestine echoed in his mind, causing him to suddenly pause and lean against the wall. — "Paula would be more his kind."
“Silly ass!” he laughed aloud, continuing on his way. “And married a dozen years!”
“Silly fool!” he laughed out loud, moving along. “And been married for a dozen years!”
Nor did he think again about it, until, in bed, on his sleeping porch, he took a glance at his barometers and thermometers, and prepared to settle down to the solution of the electrical speculation that had been puzzling him. Then it was, as he peered across the great court to his wife’s dark wing and dark sleeping porch to see if she were still waking, that Ernestine’s remark again echoed. He dismissed it with a “Silly ass!” of scorn, lighted a cigarette, and began running, with trained eye, the indexes of the books and marking the pages sought with matches.
Nor did he think about it again until, in bed on his sleeping porch, he checked his barometers and thermometers and got ready to tackle the electrical problem that had been bothering him. As he looked across the large courtyard to his wife’s dark wing and sleeping porch to see if she was still awake, Ernestine’s comment echoed in his mind once more. He brushed it off with a dismissive “Silly ass!” lit a cigarette, and began scanning the indexes of the books, marking the pages he needed with matches.
Chapter XV
It was long after ten in the morning, when Graham, straying about restlessly and wondering if Paula Forrest ever appeared before the middle of the day, wandered into the music room. Despite the fact that he was a several days’ guest in the Big House, so big was it that the music room was new territory. It was an exquisite room, possibly thirty-five by sixty and rising to a lofty trussed ceiling where a warm golden light was diffused from a skylight of yellow glass. Red tones entered largely into the walls and furnishing, and the place, to him, seemed to hold the hush of music.
It was well past ten in the morning when Graham, restless and wondering if Paula Forrest ever showed up before noon, wandered into the music room. Even though he had been a guest in the Big House for several days, the place was so large that the music room felt like uncharted territory. It was a stunning room, about thirty-five by sixty feet, with a high trussed ceiling where warm golden light filtered through a skylight made of yellow glass. Rich red hues were prominent in the walls and furnishings, and the room seemed to resonate with a quiet sense of music.
Graham was lazily contemplating a Keith with its inevitable triumph of sun-gloried atmosphere and twilight-shadowed sheep, when, from the tail of his eye, he saw his hostess come in from the far entrance. Again, the sight of her, that was a picture, gave him the little catch-breath of gasp. She was clad entirely in white, and looked very young and quite tall in the sweeping folds of a holoku of elaborate simplicity and apparent shapelessness. He knew the holoku in the home of its origin, where, on the lanais of Hawaii, it gave charm to a plain woman and double-folded the charm of a charming woman.
Graham was lazily thinking about a scene with its inevitable triumph of sunlit atmosphere and twilight-shadowed sheep when, out of the corner of his eye, he saw his hostess enter from the far entrance. Again, the sight of her, which was like a painting, took his breath away. She was dressed completely in white and appeared very young and quite tall in the flowing folds of a holoku that was both elegantly simple and seemingly shapeless. He recognized the holoku from its original home, where, on the lanais of Hawaii, it brought charm to an ordinary woman and enhanced the charm of an already lovely woman.
While they smiled greeting across the room, he was noting the set of her body, the poise of head and frankness of eyes—all of which seemed articulate with a friendly, comradely, “Hello, friends.” At least such was the form Graham’s fancy took as she came toward him.
While they smiled at each other from across the room, he was taking in her body language, the way her head was held, and the honesty in her eyes—everything seemed to say a friendly, comradely, “Hello, friends.” At least that’s how Graham imagined it as she walked toward him.
“You made a mistake with this room,” he said gravely.
"You messed up with this room," he said seriously.
“No, don’t say that! But how?”
“No, don’t say that! But how?”
“It should have been longer, much longer, twice as long at least.”
“It should have been longer, way longer, at least twice as long.”
“Why?” she demanded, with a disapproving shake of head, while he delighted in the girlish color in her cheeks that gave the lie to her thirty-eight years.
“Why?” she asked, shaking her head disapprovingly, while he took pleasure in the youthful flush on her cheeks that contradicted her thirty-eight years.
“Because, then,” he answered, “you should have had to walk twice as far this morning and my pleasure of watching you would have been correspondingly increased. I’ve always insisted that the holoku is the most charming garment ever invented for women.”
“Because, then,” he replied, “you would have had to walk twice as far this morning, and my enjoyment of watching you would have been equally greater. I’ve always believed that the holoku is the most delightful outfit ever created for women.”
“Then it was my holoku and not I,” she retorted. “I see you are like Dick—always with a string on your compliments, and lo, when we poor sillies start to nibble, back goes the compliment dragging at the end of the string.
“Then it was my holoku and not me,” she shot back. “I see you’re just like Dick—always using a string on your compliments, and look, when we foolish ones start to bite, the compliment gets pulled back with the string.
“Now I want to show you the room,” she hurried on, closing his disclaimer. “Dick gave me a free hand with it. It’s all mine, you see, even to its proportions.”
“Now I want to show you the room,” she said quickly, cutting off his objections. “Dick let me do whatever I wanted with it. It’s all mine, you see, down to its size.”
“And the pictures?”
"And what about the photos?"
“I selected them,” she nodded, “every one of them, and loved them onto the walls myself. Although Dick did quarrel with me over that Vereschagin. He agreed on the two Millets and the Corot over there, and on that Isabey; and even conceded that some Vereschagins might do in a music room, but not that particular Vereschagin. He’s jealous for our local artists, you see. He wanted more of them, wanted to show his appreciation of home talent.”
“I picked them out,” she nodded, “every single one, and I hung them on the walls myself. Although Dick did argue with me about that Vereschagin. He agreed on the two Millets and the Corot over there, and on that Isabey; he even admitted that some Vereschagins might work in a music room, but not that specific Vereschagin. He’s protective of our local artists, you know. He wanted more of them, wanted to showcase his appreciation for home talent.”
“I don’t know your Pacific Coast men’s work very well,” Graham said. “Tell me about them. Show me that—Of course, that’s a Keith, there; but whose is that next one? It’s beautiful.”
“I don’t know much about your Pacific Coast men’s work,” Graham said. “Tell me about them. Show me that— Of course, that’s a Keith there; but whose is that next one? It’s beautiful.”
“A McComas—” she was answering; and Graham, with a pleasant satisfaction, was settling himself to a half-hour’s talk on pictures, when Donald Ware entered with questing eyes that lighted up at sight of the Little Lady.
“A McComas—” she was responding; and Graham, feeling pleased, was getting ready for a half-hour conversation about art, when Donald Ware walked in with curious eyes that brightened at the sight of the Little Lady.
His violin was under his arm, and he crossed to the piano in a brisk, business-like way and proceeded to lay out music.
His violin was tucked under his arm as he walked over to the piano in a quick, professional manner and began to arrange the sheet music.
“We’re going to work till lunch,” Paula explained to Graham. “He swears I’m getting abominably rusty, and I think he’s half right. We’ll see you at lunch. You can stay if you care, of course; but I warn you it’s really going to be work. And we’re going swimming this afternoon. Four o’clock at the tank, Dick says. Also, he says he’s got a new song he’s going to sing then.—What time is it, Mr. Ware?”
“We’re going to work until lunch,” Paula told Graham. “He insists I’m getting really rusty, and I think he has a point. We’ll see you at lunch. You can stick around if you want, but I warn you it’s going to be serious work. And we’re going swimming this afternoon. Dick says to meet at the tank at four o’clock. Also, he says he has a new song he’s going to sing then.—What time is it, Mr. Ware?”
“Ten minutes to eleven,” the musician answered briefly, with a touch of sharpness.
“Ten minutes to eleven,” the musician replied shortly, with a hint of irritation.
“You’re ahead of time—the engagement was for eleven. And till eleven you’ll have to wait, sir. I must run and see Dick, first. I haven’t said good morning to him yet.”
“You're ahead of schedule—the meeting was for eleven. And you'll have to wait until eleven, sir. I need to go see Dick first. I haven't said good morning to him yet.”
Well Paula knew her husband’s hours. Scribbled secretly in the back of the note-book that lay always on the reading stand by her couch were hieroglyphic notes that reminded her that he had coffee at six-thirty; might possibly be caught in bed with proof-sheets or books till eight-forty-five, if not out riding; was inaccessible between nine and ten, dictating correspondence to Blake; was inaccessible between ten and eleven, conferring with managers and foremen, while Bonbright, the assistant secretary, took down, like any court reporter, every word uttered by all parties in the rapid-fire interviews.
Well, Paula knew her husband’s schedule. Scribbled secretly in the back of the notebook that was always on the reading stand by her couch were cryptic notes that reminded her he had coffee at six-thirty; he might still be in bed with proof-sheets or books until eight-forty-five, unless he was out riding; he was unreachable between nine and ten, dictating correspondence to Blake; he was also unavailable between ten and eleven, meeting with managers and foremen, while Bonbright, the assistant secretary, took down, like any court reporter, every word spoken by everyone in the fast-paced meetings.
At eleven, unless there were unexpected telegrams or business, she could usually count on finding Dick alone for a space, although invariably busy. Passing the secretaries’ room, the click of a typewriter informed her that one obstacle was removed. In the library, the sight of Mr. Bonbright hunting a book for Mr. Manson, the Shorthorn manager, told her that Dick’s hour with his head men was over.
At eleven, unless there were unexpected telegrams or work, she could usually expect to find Dick alone for a bit, though he was always busy. As she walked past the secretaries’ room, the sound of a typewriter indicated that one barrier was gone. In the library, seeing Mr. Bonbright searching for a book for Mr. Manson, the Shorthorn manager, let her know that Dick’s time with his top guys was done.
She pressed the button that swung aside a section of filled book-shelves and revealed the tiny spiral of steel steps that led up to Dick’s work room. At the top, a similar pivoting section of shelves swung obediently to her press of button and let her noiselessly into his room. A shade of vexation passed across her face as she recognized Jeremy Braxton’s voice. She paused in indecision, neither seeing nor being seen.
She pressed the button that swung open a part of the filled bookshelves and revealed a small spiral staircase made of steel leading up to Dick’s workspace. At the top, another section of shelves swung open with the press of a button, allowing her to quietly enter his room. A hint of annoyance crossed her face as she recognized Jeremy Braxton’s voice. She hesitated, neither seen nor seeing.
“If we flood we flood,” the mine superintendent was saying. “It will cost a mint—yes, half a dozen mints—to pump out again. And it’s a damned shame to drown the old Harvest that way.”
“If we flood, we flood,” the mine superintendent said. “It’ll cost a fortune—yes, half a dozen fortunes—to pump it out again. And it’s a real shame to ruin the old Harvest like that.”
“But for this last year the books show that we’ve worked at a positive loss,” Paula heard Dick take up. “Every petty bandit from Huerta down to the last peon who’s stolen a horse has gouged us. It’s getting too stiff—taxes extraordinary—bandits, revolutionists, and federals. We could survive it, if only the end were in sight; but we have no guarantee that this disorder may not last a dozen or twenty years.”
“But for this last year, the records show that we’ve operated at a significant loss,” Paula heard Dick say. “Every petty thief from Huerta down to the last peon who’s stolen a horse has taken advantage of us. It’s becoming too tough—extraordinary taxes—bandits, revolutionaries, and federal troops. We could handle it if we could at least see an end coming; but we have no assurance that this mess won’t last a dozen or twenty years.”
“Just the same, the old Harvest—think of flooding her!” the superintendent protested.
“Still, the old Harvest—imagine flooding her!” the superintendent protested.
“And think of Villa,” Dick replied, with a sharp laugh the bitterness of which did not escape Paula. “If he wins he says he’s going to divide all the land among the peons. The next logical step will be the mines. How much do you think we’ve coughed up to the constitutionalists in the past twelvemonth?”
“And think about Villa,” Dick replied, with a harsh laugh that Paula didn’t miss the bitterness of. “If he wins, he says he’s going to split all the land among the workers. The next logical step will be the mines. How much do you think we’ve given to the constitutionalists in the past year?”
“Over a hundred and twenty thousand,” Braxton answered promptly. “Not counting that fifty thousand cold bullion to Torenas before he retreated. He jumped his army at Guaymas and headed for Europe with it—I wrote you all that.”
“Over a hundred and twenty thousand,” Braxton replied quickly. “That doesn’t include the fifty thousand in cash we sent to Torenas before he pulled back. He took his army from Guaymas and went to Europe with it—I wrote you all about that.”
“If we keep the workings afloat, Jeremy, they’ll go on gouging, gouge without end, Amen. I think we’d better flood. If we can make wealth more efficiently than those rapscallions, let us show them that we can destroy wealth with the same facility.”
“If we keep things running, Jeremy, they'll continue to take advantage of us, take advantage without limit, Amen. I think we should take drastic measures. If we can create wealth more efficiently than those crooks, let's prove to them that we can wipe out wealth just as easily.”
“That’s what I tell them. And they smile and repeat that such and such a free will offering, under exigent circumstances, would be very acceptable to the revolutionary chiefs—meaning themselves. The big chiefs never finger one peso in ten of it. Good Lord! I show them what we’ve done. Steady work for five thousand peons. Wages raised from ten centavos a day to a hundred and ten. I show them peons—ten-centavo men when we took them, and five-peso men when I showed them. And the same old smile and the same old itching palm, and the same old acceptability of a free will offering from us to the sacred cause of the revolution. By God! Old Diaz was a robber, but he was a decent robber. I said to Arranzo: ’If we shut down, here’s five thousand Mexicans out of a job—what’ll you do with them?’ And Arranzo smiled and answered me pat. ‘Do with them?’ he said. ’Why, put guns in their hands and march ‘em down to take Mexico City.’”
“That's what I tell them. They smile and say that such and such a voluntary donation, under pressure, would be very welcome to the revolutionary leaders—meaning themselves. The top leaders never touch one peso out of ten. Good Lord! I show them what we've accomplished. Steady jobs for five thousand workers. Wages raised from ten centavos a day to a hundred and ten. I show them workers—ten-centavo earners when we started, and five-peso earners when I showed them. And the same old smile, the same old greedy attitude, and the same old acceptance of a voluntary donation from us to the noble cause of the revolution. By God! Old Diaz was a thief, but he was a decent thief. I said to Arranzo: ‘If we shut down, here are five thousand Mexicans out of work—what will you do with them?’ And Arranzo smiled and replied effortlessly. ‘Do with them?’ he said. ‘Why, give them guns and march them down to take Mexico City.’”
In imagination Paula could see Dick’s disgusted shrug of shoulders as she heard him say:
In her mind, Paula could picture Dick's disgusted shoulder shrug as she heard him say:
“The curse of it is—that the stuff is there, and that we’re the only fellows that can get it out. The Mexicans can’t do it. They haven’t the brains. All they’ve got is the guns, and they’re making us shell out more than we make. There’s only one thing for us, Jeremy. We’ll forget profits for a year or so, lay off the men, and just keep the engineer force on and the pumping going.”
“The problem is that the resources are there, and we’re the only ones who can extract them. The Mexicans can’t do it. They just don’t have the smarts. All they have are weapons, and they’re charging us more than we earn. There’s only one solution for us, Jeremy. We’ll give up on profits for a year or so, lay off the workers, and just keep the engineers and the pumping going.”
“I threw that into Arranzo,” Jeremy Braxton’s voice boomed. “And what was his comeback? That if we laid off the peons, he’d see to it that the engineers laid off, too, and the mine could flood and be damned to us.—No, he didn’t say that last. He just smiled, but the smile meant the same thing. For two cents I’d a-wrung his yellow neck, except that there’d have been another patriot in his boots and in my office next day proposing a stiffer gouge.
“I tossed that into Arranzo,” Jeremy Braxton’s voice echoed. “And what was his response? That if we let go of the workers, he’d make sure the engineers were let go too, and the mine could flood and to hell with us.—No, he didn’t actually say that last part. He just smiled, but the smile conveyed the same message. For two cents, I would have wrung his yellow neck, except there would’ve been another patriot in his place and in my office the next day suggesting an even bigger squeeze.”
“So Arranzo got his ‘bit,’ and, on top of it, before he went across to join the main bunch around Juarez, he let his men run off three hundred of our mules—thirty thousand dollars’ worth of mule-flesh right there, after I’d sweetened him, too. The yellow skunk!”
“So Arranzo got his ‘piece,’ and, on top of that, before he went over to join the main group around Juarez, he let his men steal three hundred of our mules—thirty thousand dollars’ worth of mule-flesh right there, after I’d buttered him up, too. The yellow skunk!”
“Who is revolutionary chief in our diggings right now?” Paula heard her husband ask with one of his abrupt shifts that she knew of old time tokened his drawing together the many threads of a situation and proceeding to action.
“Who is the revolutionary leader in our area right now?” Paula heard her husband ask with one of his sudden changes that she recognized from the past as a sign he was pulling together the various threads of a situation and getting ready to act.
“Raoul Bena.”
"Raoul Bena."
“What’s his rank?”
"What's his rank?"
“Colonel—he’s got about seventy ragamuffins.”
"Colonel—he's got about seventy kids."
“What did he do before he quit work?”
“What did he do before he left his job?”
“Sheep-herder.”
"Sheep herder."
“Very well.” Dick’s utterance was quick and sharp. “You’ve got to play-act. Become a patriot. Hike back as fast as God will let you. Sweeten this Raoul Bena. He’ll see through your play, or he’s no Mexican. Sweeten him and tell him you’ll make him a general—–a second Villa.”
“Alright.” Dick said quickly and sharply. “You’ve got to fake it. Act like a patriot. Get back as fast as you can. Charm this Raoul Bena. He’ll see right through your act if he’s really Mexican. Win him over and tell him you’ll make him a general—a second Villa.”
“Lord, Lord, yes, but how?” Jeremy Braxton demanded.
“Lord, Lord, yes, but how?” Jeremy Braxton questioned.
“By putting him at the head of an army of five thousand. Lay off the men. Make him make them volunteer. We’re safe, because Huerta is doomed. Tell him you’re a real patriot. Give each man a rifle. We’ll stand that for a last gouge, and it will prove you a patriot. Promise every man his job back when the war is over. Let them and Raoul Bena depart with your blessing. Keep on the pumping force only. And if we cut out profits for a year or so, at the same time we are cutting down losses. And perhaps we won’t have to flood old Harvest after all.”
“Put him in charge of an army of five thousand. Lay off the workers. Make him get them to volunteer. We’re safe because Huerta is finished. Tell him you’re a true patriot. Give each man a rifle. We can take a last hit for that, and it will show you’re a patriot. Promise every man his job back once the war is over. Let them and Raoul Bena leave with your blessing. Only keep the essential pumping crew. And if we cut profits for a year or so, we’ll also be reducing losses. Maybe we won’t have to flood old Harvest after all.”
Paula smiled to herself at Dick’s solution as she stole back down the spiral on her way to the music room. She was depressed, but not by the Harvest Group situation. Ever since her marriage there had always been trouble in the working of the Mexican mines Dick had inherited. Her depression was due to her having missed her morning greeting to him. But this depression vanished at meeting Graham, who had lingered with Ware at the piano and who, at her coming, was evidencing signs of departure.
Paula smiled to herself at Dick’s solution as she quietly made her way down the spiral staircase to the music room. She felt down, but it wasn't because of the Harvest Group situation. Ever since her marriage, there had always been issues with the Mexican mines that Dick had inherited. Her sadness was because she had missed saying good morning to him. But that feeling disappeared when she saw Graham, who had been hanging out with Ware at the piano and was showing signs of leaving as she approached.
“Don’t run away,” she urged. “Stay and witness a spectacle of industry that should nerve you up to starting on that book Dick has been telling me about.”
“Don’t run away,” she urged. “Stay and see an amazing display of work that should inspire you to start on that book Dick has been telling me about.”
Chapter XVI
On Dick’s face, at lunch, there was no sign of trouble over the Harvest Group; nor could anybody have guessed that Jeremy Braxton’s visit had boded anything less gratifying than a report of unfailing earnings. Although Adolph Weil had gone on the early morning train, which advertised that the business which had brought him had been transacted with Dick at some unheard of hour, Graham discovered a greater company than ever at the table. Besides a Mrs. Tully, who seemed a stout and elderly society matron, and whom Graham could not make out, there were three new men, of whose identity he gleaned a little: a Mr. Gulhuss, State Veterinary; a Mr. Deacon, a portrait painter of evident note on the Coast; and a Captain Lester, then captain of a Pacific Mail liner, who had sailed skipper for Dick nearly twenty years before and who had helped Dick to his navigation.
At lunch, there was no hint of trouble on Dick’s face regarding the Harvest Group; nobody could have guessed that Jeremy Braxton's visit meant anything less than a report of steady profits. Even though Adolph Weil had taken the early morning train, which suggested he had met with Dick at some odd hour, Graham found a larger group than ever at the table. Along with Mrs. Tully, who appeared to be a plump and elderly society matron that Graham couldn’t quite figure out, there were three new men he learned a bit about: Mr. Gulhuss, the State Veterinarian; Mr. Deacon, a well-known portrait painter from the Coast; and Captain Lester, currently the captain of a Pacific Mail liner, who had sailed with Dick nearly twenty years earlier and had helped him with navigation.
The meal was at its close, and the superintendent was glancing at his watch, when Dick said:
The meal was coming to an end, and the superintendent was checking his watch when Dick said:
“Jeremy, I want to show you what I’ve been up to. We’ll go right now. You’ll have time on your way to the train.”
“Jeremy, I want to show you what I’ve been working on. Let’s go right now. You’ll have time on your way to the train.”
“Let us all go,” Paula suggested, “and make a party of it. I’m dying to see it myself, Dick’s been so obscure about it.”
“Let’s all go,” Paula suggested, “and make a party out of it. I’m really eager to see it myself; Dick’s been so vague about it.”
Sanctioned by Dick’s nod, she was ordering machines and saddle horses the next moment.
Sanctioned by Dick’s nod, she was ordering machines and saddle horses the next moment.
“What is it?” Graham queried, when she had finished.
“What is it?” Graham asked when she was done.
“Oh, one of Dick’s stunts. He’s always after something new. This is an invention. He swears it will revolutionize farming—that is, small farming. I have the general idea of it, but I haven’t seen it set up yet. It was ready a week ago, but there was some delay about a cable or something concerning an adjustment.”
“Oh, one of Dick’s tricks. He’s always chasing something new. This is an invention. He promises it will change small farming forever. I have a general idea of it, but I haven’t seen it in action yet. It was ready a week ago, but there was some hold-up with a cable or something related to an adjustment.”
“There’s billions in it... if it works,” Dick smiled over the table. “Billions for the farmers of the world, and perhaps a trifle of royalty for me... if it works.”
“There’s billions in it... if it works,” Dick smiled across the table. “Billions for the farmers of the world, and maybe a small cut of royalties for me... if it works.”
“But what is it?” O’Hay asked. “Music in the dairy barns to make the cows give down their milk more placidly?”
“But what is it?” O’Hay asked. “Is it music in the dairy barns to help the cows relax and give their milk more easily?”
“Every farmer his own plowman while sitting on his front porch,” Dick baffled back. “In fact, the labor-eliminating intermediate stage between soil production and sheer laboratory production of food. But wait till you see it. Gulhuss, this is where I kill my own business, if it works, for it will do away with the one horse of every ten-acre farmer between here and Jericho.”
“Every farmer is his own plowman while sitting on his front porch,” Dick responded, puzzled. “Actually, it's the step that removes labor between growing food in the soil and producing it purely in a lab. But just wait until you see it. Gulhuss, this is where I could end my own business if it works, because it will eliminate the one horse that every ten-acre farmer has between here and Jericho.”
In ranch machines and on saddle animals, the company was taken a mile beyond the dairy center, where a level field was fenced squarely off and contained, as Dick announced, just precisely ten acres.
In ranch vehicles and on horseback, the company was taken a mile past the dairy center, where a flat field was fenced off completely and included, as Dick stated, exactly ten acres.
“Behold,” he said, “the one-man and no-horse farm where the farmer sits on the porch. Please imagine the porch.”
“Check it out,” he said, “the one-man, no-horse farm where the farmer relaxes on the porch. Just picture the porch.”
In the center of the field was a stout steel pole, at least twenty feet in height and guyed very low.
In the middle of the field stood a sturdy steel pole, at least twenty feet tall and anchored very low.
From a drum on top of the pole a thin wire cable ran to the extreme edge of the field and was attached to the steering lever of a small gasoline tractor. About the tractor two mechanics fluttered. At command from Dick they cranked the motor and started it on its way.
From a drum on top of the pole, a thin wire cable stretched to the edge of the field and was connected to the steering lever of a small gas-powered tractor. Two mechanics busied themselves around the tractor. When Dick gave the signal, they cranked the engine and got it moving.
“This is the porch,” Dick said. “Just imagine we’re all that future farmer sitting in the shade and reading the morning paper while the manless, horseless plowing goes on.”
“This is the porch,” Dick said. “Just imagine we’re that future farmer relaxing in the shade and reading the morning paper while the driverless, horse-free plowing happens.”
Alone, unguided, the drum on the head of the pole in the center winding up the cable, the tractor, at the circumference permitted by the cable, turned a single furrow as it described a circle, or, rather, an inward trending spiral about the field.
Alone and without guidance, the drum at the top of the pole, which was winding up the cable, caused the tractor to turn a single furrow along the edge allowed by the cable, as it moved in a circular, or more accurately, an inward spiraling path around the field.
“No horse, no driver, no plowman, nothing but the farmer to crank the tractor and start it on its way,” Dick exulted, as the uncanny mechanism turned up the brown soil and continued unguided, ever spiraling toward the field’s center. “Plow, harrow, roll, seed, fertilize, cultivate, harvest—all from the front porch. And where the farmer can buy juice from a power company, all he, or his wife, will have to do is press the button, and he to his newspaper, and she to her pie-crust.”
“No horse, no driver, no plowman, just the farmer to start the tractor and set it on its way,” Dick cheered, as the strange machine turned up the brown soil and continued on its own, spiraling toward the center of the field. “Plow, harrow, roll, seed, fertilize, cultivate, harvest—all from the front porch. And where the farmer can buy electricity from a power company, all he, or his wife, will have to do is press a button, and he’ll head to his newspaper, while she gets to her pie-crust.”
“All you need, now, to make it absolutely perfect,” Graham praised, “is to square the circle.”
“All you need to do now to make it absolutely perfect,” Graham said, “is to square the circle.”
“Yes,” Mr. Gulhuss agreed. “As it is, a circle in a square field loses some acreage.”
“Yes,” Mr. Gulhuss agreed. “Right now, a circle in a square field ends up with less land.”
Graham’s face advertised a mental arithmetic trance for a minute, when he announced: “Loses, roughly, three acres out of every ten.”
Graham's expression showed he was deep in thought for a moment before he said, "Loses about three acres for every ten."
“Sure,” Dick concurred. “But the farmer has to have his front porch somewhere on his ten acres. And the front porch represents the house, the barn, the chicken yard and the various outbuildings. Very well. Let him get tradition out of his mind, and, instead of building these things in the center of his ten acres, let him build them on the three acres of fringe. And let him plant his fruit and shade trees and berry bushes on the fringe. When you come to consider it, the traditionary method of erecting the buildings in the center of a rectangular ten acres compels him to plow around the center in broken rectangles.”
“Sure,” Dick agreed. “But the farmer needs to have his front porch somewhere on his ten acres. The front porch symbolizes the house, the barn, the chicken yard, and the various outbuildings. Alright. He should put tradition aside, and instead of building these structures in the middle of his ten acres, he should place them on the three acres around the edges. And he should plant his fruit and shade trees and berry bushes on the outskirts. When you think about it, the traditional approach of placing the buildings in the center of a rectangular ten acres forces him to plow around the middle in awkward shapes.”
Gulhuss nodded enthusiastically. “Sure. And there’s always the roadway from the center out to the county road or right of way. That breaks the efficiency of his plowing. Break ten acres into the consequent smaller rectangles, and it’s expensive cultivation.”
Gulhuss nodded excitedly. “Sure. And there’s always the road from the center out to the county road or right of way. That disrupts the efficiency of his plowing. Break ten acres into those smaller rectangles, and it’s costly to cultivate.”
“Wish navigation was as automatic,” was Captain Lester’s contribution.
“Wish navigation was as automatic,” was Captain Lester’s input.
“Or portrait painting,” laughed Rita Wainwright with a significant glance at Mr. Deacon.
“Or portrait painting,” laughed Rita Wainwright, giving Mr. Deacon a meaningful look.
“Or musical criticism,” Lute remarked, with no glance at all, but with a pointedness of present company that brought from O’Hay:
“Or musical criticism,” Lute said, without looking at anyone, but the way he spoke definitely acknowledged the people around him, prompting a reaction from O’Hay:
“Or just being a charming young woman.”
“Or just being an appealing young woman.”
“What price for the outfit?” Jeremy Braxton asked.
“What's the price of the outfit?” Jeremy Braxton asked.
“Right now, we could manufacture and lay down, at a proper profit, for five hundred. If the thing came into general use, with up to date, large-scale factory methods, three hundred. But say five hundred. And write off fifteen per cent, for interest and constant, it would cost the farmer seventy dollars a year. What ten-acre farmer, on two-hundred-dollar land, who keeps books, can keep a horse for seventy dollars a year? And on top of that, it would save him, in labor, personal or hired, at the abjectest minimum, two hundred dollars a year.”
“Right now, we could produce and set up, at a decent profit, for five hundred. If it became widely used, using modern, large-scale manufacturing techniques, three hundred. But let’s stick with five hundred. If we write off fifteen percent for interest and ongoing costs, it would cost the farmer seventy dollars a year. What ten-acre farmer, on two-hundred-dollar land, who keeps records, can afford to keep a horse for seventy dollars a year? Plus, it would save him, in labor—whether personal or hired—at the very least, two hundred dollars a year.”
“But what guides it?” Rita asked.
“But what guides it?” Rita asked.
“The drum on the post. The drum is graduated for the complete radius— which took some tall figuring, I assure you—and the cable, winding around the drum and shortening, draws the tractor in toward the center.”
“The drum on the post. The drum is calibrated for the full radius—which took some serious calculations, I assure you—and the cable, wrapping around the drum and getting shorter, pulls the tractor in toward the center.”
“There are lots of objections to its general introduction, even among small farmers,” Gulhuss said.
“There are a lot of objections to its general introduction, even among small farmers,” Gulhuss said.
Dick nodded affirmation.
Dick nodded in agreement.
“Sure,” he replied. “I have over forty noted down and classified. And I’ve as many more for the machine itself. If the thing is a success, it will take a long time to perfect it and introduce it.”
“Sure,” he responded. “I’ve got over forty noted and organized. And I have just as many for the machine itself. If this thing works out, it’s going to take a while to perfect it and roll it out.”
Graham found himself divided between watching the circling tractor and casting glances at the picture Paula Forrest was on her mount. It was her first day on The Fawn, which was the Palomina mare Hennessy had trained for her. Graham smiled with secret approval of her femininity; for Paula, whether she had designed her habit for the mare, or had selected one most peculiarly appropriate, had achieved a triumph.
Graham felt torn between watching the tractor go around and stealing glances at the picture of Paula Forrest on her horse. It was her first day on The Fawn, the Palomino mare that Hennessy had trained for her. Graham smiled, secretly approving of her femininity; Paula, whether she had created her outfit for the mare or had chosen one that was particularly fitting, had achieved a success.
In place of a riding coat, for the afternoon was warm, she wore a tan linen blouse with white turnback collar. A short skirt, made like the lower part of a riding coat, reached the knees, and from knees to entrancing little bespurred champagne boots tight riding trousers showed. Skirt and trousers were of fawn-colored silk corduroy. Soft white gauntlets on her hands matched with the collar in the one emphasis of color. Her head was bare, the hair done tight and low around her ears and nape of neck.
Instead of a riding coat, since it was a warm afternoon, she wore a tan linen blouse with a white turnback collar. A short skirt, designed like the bottom part of a riding coat, reached her knees, and from her knees down she wore tight riding pants that ended in charming little champagne boots. Both the skirt and the pants were made of fawn-colored silk corduroy. Soft white gloves on her hands matched the collar, providing the only pop of color. Her head was bare, with her hair styled tightly and low around her ears and the back of her neck.
“I don’t see how you can keep such a skin and expose yourself to the sun this way,” Graham ventured, in mild criticism.
“I can’t believe you can have skin like that and still expose yourself to the sun like this,” Graham said, gently criticizing.
“I don’t,” she smiled with a dazzle of white teeth. “That is, I don’t expose my face this way more than a few times a year. I’d like to, because I love the sun-gold burn in my hair; but I don’t dare a thorough tanning.”
“I don’t,” she smiled, revealing a dazzling smile with white teeth. “That is, I don’t show my face like this more than a few times a year. I’d love to, because I adore the sun-kissed glow in my hair; but I wouldn’t risk a full tan.”
The mare frisked, and a breeze of air blew back a flap of skirt, showing an articulate knee where the trouser leg narrowed tightly over it. Again Graham visioned the white round of knee pressed into the round muscles of the swimming Mountain Lad, as he noted the firm knee-grip on her pigskin English saddle, quite new and fawn-colored to match costume and horse.
The mare pranced, and a gust of wind lifted a flap of her skirt, revealing a defined knee where the trouser leg was snug. Once more, Graham imagined the white curve of the knee pressed against the muscular form of the Mountain Lad as he observed the strong grip of her knee on the freshly minted, fawn-colored pigskin English saddle that matched her outfit and horse.
When the magneto on the tractor went wrong, and the mechanics busied themselves with it in the midst of the partly plowed field, the company, under Paula’s guidance, leaving Dick behind with his invention, resolved itself into a pilgrimage among the brood-centers on the way to the swimming tank. Mr. Crellin, the hog-manager, showed them Lady Isleton, who, with her prodigious, fat, recent progeny of eleven, won various naïve encomiums, while Mr. Crellin warmly proclaimed at least four times, “And not a runt, not a runt, in the bunch.”
When the tractor's magneto malfunctioned and the mechanics worked on it in the middle of the partially plowed field, the group, led by Paula, decided to leave Dick behind with his invention and set off on a journey to the swimming pool. Mr. Crellin, the hog manager, introduced them to Lady Isleton, who, with her impressively large and recent eleven piglets, received various innocent compliments, while Mr. Crellin enthusiastically repeated at least four times, “And not one runt, not one runt, in the bunch.”
Other glorious brood-sows, of Berkshire, Duroc-Jersey, and O. I. C. blood, they saw till they were wearied, and new-born kids and lambs, and rotund does and ewes. From center to center, Paula kept the telephones warning ahead of the party’s coming, so that Mr. Manson waited to exhibit the great King Polo, and his broad-backed Shorthorn harem, and the Shorthorn harems of bulls that were only little less than King Polo in magnificence and record; and Parkman, the Jersey manager, was on hand, with staffed assistants, to parade Sensational Drake, Golden Jolly, Fontaine Royal, Oxford Master, and Karnak’s Fairy Boy—blue ribbon bulls, all, and founders and scions of noble houses of butter-fat renown, and Rosaire Queen, Standby’s Dam, Golden Jolly’s Lass, Olga’s Pride, and Gertie of Maitlands—equally blue-ribboned and blue-blooded Jersey matrons in the royal realm of butter-fat; and Mr. Mendenhall, who had charge of the Shires, proudly exhibited a string of mighty stallions, led by the mighty Mountain Lad, and a longer string of matrons, headed by the Fotherington Princess of the silver whinny. Even old Alden Bessie, the Princess’s dam, retired to but part-day’s work, he sent for that they might render due honor to so notable a dam.
Other impressive brood sows of Berkshire, Duroc-Jersey, and O. I. C. blood were on display until everyone grew tired, along with newborn kids and lambs, and plump does and ewes. From location to location, Paula kept the phones buzzing with warnings about the party’s arrival, so Mr. Manson was ready to show off the magnificent King Polo and his broad-backed Shorthorn harem, as well as Shorthorn bulls that were nearly as impressive as King Polo in grandeur and records. Parkman, the Jersey manager, was there with his team to showcase Sensational Drake, Golden Jolly, Fontaine Royal, Oxford Master, and Karnak’s Fairy Boy—all blue ribbon bulls and the founders of esteemed butter-fat lineages. They also featured Rosaire Queen, Standby’s Dam, Golden Jolly’s Lass, Olga’s Pride, and Gertie of Maitlands—equally blue-ribbon winners and blue-blooded Jersey females in the esteemed butter-fat realm. Mr. Mendenhall, who oversaw the Shires, proudly presented a lineup of powerful stallions, led by the impressive Mountain Lad, along with a longer line of females, topped by the Fotherington Princess of the silver whinny. Even old Alden Bessie, the Princess’s dam, came out for a brief appearance so they could pay proper respect to such a remarkable dam.
As four o’clock approached, Donald Ware, not keen on swimming, returned in one of the machines to the Big House, and Mr. Gulhuss remained to discuss Shires with Mr. Mendenhall. Dick was at the tank when the party arrived, and the girls were immediately insistent for the new song.
As four o’clock drew near, Donald Ware, who wasn't excited about swimming, took one of the cars back to the Big House, while Mr. Gulhuss stayed behind to talk about Shires with Mr. Mendenhall. Dick was at the tank when the group got there, and the girls quickly insisted on hearing the new song.
“It isn’t exactly a new song,” Dick explained, his gray eyes twinkling roguery, “and it’s not my song. It was sung in Japan before I was born, and, I doubt not, before Columbus discovered America. Also, it is a duet—a competitive duet with forfeit penalties attached. Paula will have to sing it with me.—I’ll teach you. Sit down there, that’s right.—Now all the rest of you gather around and sit down.”
“It’s not exactly a new song,” Dick explained, his gray eyes sparkling with mischief, “and it’s not my song. It was sung in Japan before I was born, and I bet it was around before Columbus discovered America. Plus, it’s a duet—a competitive duet with penalties for losing. Paula will have to sing it with me.—I’ll teach you. Sit down there, that’s right.—Now all the rest of you gather around and sit down.”
Still in her riding habit, Paula sat down on the concrete, facing her husband, in the center of the sitting audience. Under his direction, timing her movements to his, she slapped her hands on her knees, slapped her palms together, and slapped her palms against his palms much in the fashion of the nursery game of “Bean Porridge Hot.” Then he sang the song, which was short and which she quickly picked up, singing it with him and clapping the accent. While the air of it was orientally catchy, it was chanted slowly, almost monotonously, but it was quickly provocative of excitement to the spectators:
Still in her riding outfit, Paula sat down on the concrete, facing her husband in front of the seated audience. Following his lead and timing her movements to match his, she slapped her hands on her knees, clapped her palms together, and then slapped her palms against his, similar to the nursery game "Bean Porridge Hot." Then he sang the song, which was short, and she quickly picked it up, singing along with him and clapping to the beat. While it had an exotically catchy vibe, it was chanted slowly, almost monotonously, yet it quickly stirred excitement among the spectators.
“Jong-Keena, Jong-Keena,
Jong-Jong, Keena-Keena,
Yo-ko-ham-a, Nag-a-sak-i,
Kobe-mar-o—hoy!!!”
“Jong-Keena, Jong-Keena,
Jong-Jong, Keena-Keena,
Yo-ko-ham-a, Nag-a-sak-i,
Kobe-mar-o—hoy!!!”
The last syllable, hoy, was uttered suddenly, explosively, and an octave and more higher than the pitch of the melody. At the same moment that it was uttered, Paula’s and Dick’s hands were abruptly shot toward each other’s, either clenched or open. The point of the game was that Paula’s hands, open or closed, at the instant of uttering hoy, should match Dick’s. Thus, the first time, she did match him, both his and her hands being closed, whereupon he took off his hat and tossed it into Lute’s lap.
The last syllable, hoy, was shouted out suddenly, explosively, and an octave or more higher than the melody. At the same moment it was said, Paula’s and Dick’s hands shot toward each other, either clenched or open. The goal of the game was that Paula’s hands, open or closed, at the moment of saying hoy, should match Dick’s. So, the first time, she did match him, both their hands being closed, after which he took off his hat and tossed it into Lute’s lap.
“My forfeit,” he explained. “Come on, Paul, again.” And again they sang and clapped:
"My loss," he said. "Come on, Paul, let's do it again." And once more they sang and clapped:
“Jong-Keena, Jong-Keena,
Jong-Jong, Keena-Keena,
Yo-ko-ham-a, Nag-a-sak-i,
Kobe-mar-o—hoy!!!”
“Jong-Keena, Jong-Keena,
Jong-Jong, Keena-Keena,
Yo-ko-ham-a, Nag-a-sak-i,
Kobe-mar-o—hoy!!!”
This time, with the hoy, her hands were closed and his were open.
This time, with the hoy, her hands were closed and his were open.
“Forfeit!—forfeit!” the girls cried.
“Forfeit!—forfeit!” the girls shouted.
She looked her costume over with alarm, asking, “What can I give?”
She examined her costume with concern, asking, “What can I contribute?”
“A hair pin,” Dick advised; and one of her turtleshell hair pins joined his hat in Lute’s lap.
“A hairpin,” Dick suggested, and one of her tortoiseshell hairpins joined his hat in Lute’s lap.
“Bother it!” she exclaimed, when the last of her hair pins had gone the same way, she having failed seven times to Dick’s once. “I can’t see why I should be so slow and stupid. Besides, Dick, you’re too clever. I never could out-guess you or out-anticipate you.”
“Darn it!” she said, as the last of her hairpins disappeared, having lost seven times to Dick’s once. “I don’t get why I'm so slow and stupid. Besides, Dick, you’re just too smart. I could never outsmart you or predict what you’d do.”
Again they sang the song. She lost, and, to Mrs. Tully’s shocked “Paula!” she forfeited a spur and threatened a boot when the remaining spur should be gone. A winning streak of three compelled Dick to give up his wrist watch and both spurs. Then she lost her wrist watch and the remaining spur.
Again they sang the song. She lost, and, to Mrs. Tully’s shocked “Paula!” she forfeited a spur and threatened a boot when the remaining spur was gone. A winning streak of three forced Dick to give up his wristwatch and both spurs. Then she lost her wristwatch and the last spur.
“Jong-Keena, Jong-Keena,” they began again, while Mrs. Tully remonstrated, “Now, Paula, you simply must stop this.—Dick, you ought to be ashamed of yourself.”
“Jong-Keena, Jong-Keena,” they started again, while Mrs. Tully said, “Now, Paula, you really need to stop this.—Dick, you should be ashamed of yourself.”
But Dick, emitting a triumphant “Hoy!” won, and joined in the laughter as Paula took off one of her little champagne boots and added it to the heap in Lute’s lap.
But Dick, letting out a triumphant “Hey!” won, and joined in the laughter as Paula took off one of her little champagne boots and added it to the pile in Lute’s lap.
“It’s all right, Aunt Martha,” Paula assured Mrs. Tully. “Mr. Ware’s not here, and he’s the only one who would be shocked.—Come on, Dick. You can’t win every time.”
“It’s okay, Aunt Martha,” Paula assured Mrs. Tully. “Mr. Ware isn’t here, and he’s the only one who would be shocked. —Come on, Dick. You can’t win every time.”
“Jong-Keena, Jong-Keena,” she chanted on with her husband. The repetition, at first slow, had accelerated steadily, so that now they fairly rippled through with it, while their slapping, striking palms made a continuous patter. The exercise and excitement had added to the sun’s action on her skin, so that her laughing face was all a rosy glow.
“Jong-Keena, Jong-Keena,” she chanted with her husband. The repetition, which started off slow, had picked up speed, and now they were completely in sync with it, their slapping hands creating a steady rhythm. The exercise and excitement had intensified the sun’s effect on her skin, causing her laughing face to radiate with a rosy glow.
Evan Graham, a silent spectator, was aware of hurt and indignity. He knew the “Jong-Keena” of old time from the geishas of the tea houses of Nippon, and, despite the unconventionality that ruled the Forrests and the Big House, he experienced shock in that Paula should take part in such a game. It did not enter his head at the moment that he would have been merely curious to see how far the madness would go had the player been Lute, or Ernestine, or Rita. Not till afterward did he realize that his concern and sense of outrage were due to the fact that the player was Paula, and that, therefore, she was bulking bigger in his imagination than he was conscious of. What he was conscious of at the moment was that he was growing angry and that he had deliberately to check himself from protesting.
Evan Graham, a quiet observer, was aware of pain and humiliation. He recognized the “Jong-Keena” from the old days, stemming from the geishas in the tea houses of Japan. Despite the unconventional atmosphere of the Forrests and the Big House, he was shocked that Paula would participate in such a game. It didn’t even cross his mind at that moment that he would have only been curious to see how far the madness would go if the player had been Lute, Ernestine, or Rita. It was only later that he realized his concern and sense of outrage were because the player was Paula, which made her loom larger in his mind than he was aware of. What he was acutely aware of at the moment was his growing anger and that he had to consciously stop himself from protesting.
By this time Dick’s cigarette case and matches and Paula’s second boot, belt, skirt-pin, and wedding ring had joined the mound of forfeits. Mrs. Tully, her face set in stoic resignation, was silent.
By this time, Dick's cigarette case and matches, along with Paula's second boot, belt, skirt pin, and wedding ring, had been added to the pile of lost items. Mrs. Tully, her face displaying a calm acceptance, remained silent.
“Jong-Keena, Jong-Keena,” Paula laughed and sang on, and Graham heard Ernestine laugh to Bert, “I don’t see what she can spare next.”
“Jong-Keena, Jong-Keena,” Paula laughed and sang on, and Graham heard Ernestine laugh at Bert, “I don’t see what she can afford to give up next.”
“Well, you know her,” he heard Bert answer. “She’s game once she gets started, and it certainly looks like she’s started.”
“Well, you know her,” he heard Bert reply. “She’s up for it once she gets going, and it definitely looks like she’s getting started.”
“Hoy!” Paula and Dick cried simultaneously, as they thrust out their hands.
“Hi!” Paula and Dick shouted at the same time, as they reached out their hands.
But Dick’s were closed, and hers were open. Graham watched her vainly quest her person for the consequent forfeit.
But Dick's were shut, and hers were open. Graham watched her unsuccessfully search her body for the resulting penalty.
“Come on, Lady Godiva,” Dick commanded. “You hae sung, you hae danced; now pay the piper.”
“Come on, Lady Godiva,” Dick demanded. “You’ve sung, you’ve danced; now pay the piper.”
“Was the man a fool?” was Graham’s thought. “And a man with a wife like that.”
“Was the guy an idiot?” was Graham’s thought. “And a guy with a wife like that.”
“Well,” Paula sighed, her fingers playing with the fastenings of her blouse, “if I must, I must.”
“Well,” Paula sighed, her fingers fiddling with the buttons of her blouse, “if I have to, I have to.”
Raging inwardly, Graham averted his gaze, and kept it averted. There was a pause, in which he knew everybody must be hanging on what she would do next. Then came a giggle from Ernestine, a burst of laughter from all, and, “A frame-up!” from Bert, that overcame Graham’s resoluteness. He looked quickly. The Little Lady’s blouse was off, and, from the waist up, she appeared in her swimming suit. It was evident that she had dressed over it for the ride.
Raging inside, Graham turned away and stayed looking away. There was a moment of silence where he knew everyone was waiting to see what she would do next. Then came a giggle from Ernestine, a burst of laughter from everyone, and Bert shouted, “It’s a setup!” That broke Graham’s determination. He glanced quickly. The Little Lady had taken off her blouse, and from the waist up, she was in her swimsuit. It was clear she had put clothes over it for the ride.
“Come on, Lute—you next,” Dick was challenging.
“Come on, Lute—you’re up next,” Dick was calling out.
But Lute, not similarly prepared for Jong-Keena, blushingly led the retreat of the girls to the dressing rooms.
But Lute, not quite ready for Jong-Keena, blushed as she led the girls back to the dressing rooms.
Graham watched Paula poise at the forty-foot top of the diving scaffold and swan-dive beautifully into the tank; heard Bert’s admiring “Oh, you Annette Kellerman!” and, still chagrined by the trick that had threatened to outrage him, fell to wondering about the wonder woman, the Little Lady of the Big House, and how she had happened so wonderfully to be. As he fetched down the length of tank, under water, moving with leisurely strokes and with open eyes watching the shoaling bottom, it came to him that he did not know anything about her. She was Dick Forrest’s wife. That was all he knew. How she had been born, how she had lived, how and where her past had been—of all this he knew nothing.
Graham watched Paula balanced at the top of the forty-foot diving board and gracefully swan-dived into the pool. He heard Bert’s impressed “Oh, you Annette Kellerman!” and, still annoyed by the stunt that had nearly upset him, he started to wonder about the amazing woman, the Little Lady of the Big House, and how she had come to be so remarkable. As he swam down the length of the pool, moving slowly and keeping his eyes open to observe the floor below, it struck him that he didn’t know anything about her. She was Dick Forrest’s wife. That was all he knew. How she had been born, how she had lived, and what her past was like—he knew nothing about any of it.
Ernestine had told him that Lute and she were half sisters of Paula. That was one bit of data, at any rate. (Warned by the increasing brightness of the bottom that he had nearly reached the end of the tank, and recognizing Dick’s and Bert’s legs intertwined in what must be a wrestling bout, Graham turned about, still under water, and swam back a score or so of feet.) There was that Mrs. Tully whom Paula had addressed as Aunt Martha. Was she truly an aunt? Or was she a courtesy Aunt through sisterhood with the mother of Lute and Ernestine?
Ernestine had told him that Lute and she were half-sisters of Paula. That was one piece of information, at least. (Noticing the increasing brightness at the bottom that indicated he was almost at the end of the tank and seeing Dick’s and Bert’s legs tangled up in what had to be a wrestling match, Graham turned around, still underwater, and swam back a few feet.) Then there was Mrs. Tully, whom Paula had called Aunt Martha. Was she really an aunt? Or was she just a courtesy aunt through her sisterhood with Lute and Ernestine’s mother?
He broke surface, was hailed by the others to join in bull-in-the-ring; in which strenuous sport, for the next half hour, he was compelled more than once to marvel at the litheness and agility, as well as strategy, of Paula in her successful efforts at escaping through the ring. Concluding the game through weariness, breathing hard, the entire party raced the length of the tank and crawled out to rest in the sunshine in a circle about Mrs. Tully.
He surfaced and was called by the others to join in a game of bull-in-the-ring; during which, for the next half hour, he found himself repeatedly amazed by Paula's flexibility, agility, and clever tactics as she successfully dodged through the ring. After getting tired and out of breath, the whole group sprinted the length of the pool and climbed out to relax in the sunshine in a circle around Mrs. Tully.
Soon there was more fun afoot, and Paula was contending impossible things with Mrs. Tully.
Soon there was more excitement, and Paula was dealing with impossible situations with Mrs. Tully.
“Now, Aunt Martha, just because you never learned to swim is no reason for you to take such a position. I am a real swimmer, and I tell you I can dive right into the tank here, and stay under for ten minutes.”
“Now, Aunt Martha, just because you never learned to swim doesn’t mean you should take that stance. I’m a real swimmer, and I’m telling you I can dive right into the pool here and stay underwater for ten minutes.”
“Nonsense, child,” Mrs. Tully beamed. “Your father, when he was young, a great deal younger than you, my dear, could stay under water longer than any other man; and his record, as I know, was three minutes and forty seconds, as I very well know, for I held the watch myself and kept the time when he won against Harry Selby on a wager.”
“Nonsense, kid,” Mrs. Tully smiled. “Your dad, when he was young, much younger than you, could stay underwater longer than anyone else; and his record, as far as I know, was three minutes and forty seconds, because I was the one timing him when he won that bet against Harry Selby.”
“Oh, I know my father was some man in his time,” Paula swaggered; “but times have changed. If I had the old dear here right now, in all his youthful excellence, I’d drown him if he tried to stay under water with me. Ten minutes? Of course I can do ten minutes. And I will. You hold the watch, Aunt Martha, and time me. Why, it’s as easy as—”
“Oh, I know my dad was a big deal back in the day,” Paula said confidently. “But times have changed. If I had the old guy here right now, full of his youthful energy, I’d drown him if he tried to stay underwater with me. Ten minutes? Of course I can do ten minutes. And I will. You can time me, Aunt Martha. It’s as easy as—”
“Shooting fish in a bucket,” Dick completed for her.
“Shooting fish in a bucket,” Dick finished for her.
Paula climbed to the platform above the springboard.
Paula climbed up to the platform above the springboard.
“Time me when I’m in the air,” she said.
“Time me when I'm in the air,” she said.
“Make your turn and a half,” Dick called.
“Make your turn and a half,” Dick shouted.
She nodded, smiled, and simulated a prodigious effort at filling her lungs to their utmost capacity. Graham watched enchanted. A diver himself, he had rarely seen the turn and a half attempted by women other than professionals. Her wet suit of light blue and green silk clung closely to her, showing the lines of her justly proportioned body. With what appeared to be an agonized gulp for the last cubic inch of air her lungs could contain, she sprang up, out, and down, her body vertical and stiff, her legs straight, her feet close together as they impacted on the springboard end. Flung into the air by the board, she doubled her body into a ball, made a complete revolution, then straightened out in perfect diver’s form, and in a perfect dive, with scarcely a ripple, entered the water.
She nodded, smiled, and pretended to make a huge effort to fill her lungs to the max. Graham watched, captivated. Being a diver himself, he had rarely seen a woman attempt such a difficult maneuver outside of professionals. Her light blue and green silk wetsuit hugged her closely, highlighting her well-proportioned body. With what seemed like a pained gulp for the last bit of air her lungs could hold, she shot up, out, and down, her body straight and stiff, legs tightly together as she landed on the end of the springboard. Catapulted into the air by the board, she curled her body into a ball, made a full rotation, then straightened out into perfect diving form, entering the water with almost no splash.
“A Toledo blade would have made more splash,” was Graham’s verdict.
“A Toledo blade would have made a bigger impact,” was Graham’s verdict.
“If only I could dive like that,” Ernestine breathed her admiration. “But I never shall. Dick says diving is a matter of timing, and that’s why Paula does it so terribly well. She’s got the sense of time—”
“If only I could dive like that,” Ernestine said, filled with admiration. “But I never will. Dick says diving is all about timing, and that’s why Paula is so amazing at it. She has a great sense of timing—”
“And of abandon,” Graham added.
"And abandonment," Graham added.
“Of willed abandon,” Dick qualified.
"Of intentional abandonment," Dick qualified.
“Of relaxation by effort,” Graham agreed. “I’ve never seen a professional do so perfect a turn and a half.”
“Of relaxation through effort,” Graham agreed. “I’ve never seen a professional execute such a perfect turn and a half.”
“And I’m prouder of it than she is,” Dick proclaimed. “You see, I taught her, though I confess it was an easy task. She coordinates almost effortlessly. And that, along with her will and sense of time— why her first attempt was better than fair.”
“And I’m prouder of it than she is,” Dick said. “You see, I taught her, though I admit it was an easy task. She coordinates almost effortlessly. And that, along with her determination and timing—well, her first attempt was better than good.”
“Paula is a remarkable woman,” Mrs. Tully said proudly, her eyes fluttering between the second hand of the watch and the unbroken surface of the pool. “Women never swim so well as men. But she does.— Three minutes and forty seconds! She’s beaten her father!”
“Paula is an amazing woman,” Mrs. Tully said proudly, her eyes darting between the second hand of the watch and the calm surface of the pool. “Women never swim as well as men. But she does.— Three minutes and forty seconds! She’s beaten her dad!”
“But she won’t stay under any five minutes, much less ten,” Dick solemnly stated. “She’ll burst her lungs first.”
“But she won’t last even five minutes, let alone ten,” Dick said seriously. “She’ll exhaust herself before that.”
At four minutes, Mrs. Tully began to show excitement and to look anxiously from face to face. Captain Lester, not in the secret, scrambled to his feet with an oath and dived into the tank.
At four minutes, Mrs. Tully started to get excited and looked anxiously from one face to another. Captain Lester, not in on the secret, jumped to his feet with an oath and dove into the tank.
“Something has happened,” Mrs. Tully said with controlled quietness. “She hurt herself on that dive. Go in after her, you men.”
“Something’s happened,” Mrs. Tully said in a calm voice. “She injured herself on that dive. You guys go in after her.”
But Graham and Bert and Dick, meeting under water, gleefully grinned and squeezed hands. Dick made signs for them to follow, and led the way through the dark-shadowed water into the crypt, where, treading water, they joined Paula in subdued whisperings and gigglings.
But Graham, Bert, and Dick, meeting underwater, happily grinned and held hands. Dick gestured for them to follow and led the way through the dim water into the crypt, where, treading water, they joined Paula in hushed whispers and giggles.
“Just came to make sure you were all right,” Dick explained. “And now we’ve got to beat it.—You first, Bert. I’ll follow Evan.”
“Just came to check if you were okay,” Dick said. “Now we need to get going.—You first, Bert. I’ll follow Evan.”
And, one by one, they went down through the dark water and came up on the surface of the pool. By this time Mrs. Tully was on her feet and standing by the edge of the tank.
And, one by one, they went down through the dark water and surfaced in the pool. By this time, Mrs. Tully was on her feet, standing by the edge of the tank.
“If I thought this was one of your tricks, Dick Forrest,” she began.
“If I thought this was one of your tricks, Dick Forrest,” she started.
But Dick, paying no attention, acting preternaturally calmly, was directing the men loudly enough for her to hear.
But Dick, seeming unnaturally calm and ignoring everything else, was directing the men loud enough for her to hear.
“We’ve got to make this systematic, fellows. You, Bert, and you, Evan, join with me. We start at this end, five feet apart, and search the bottom across. Then move along and repeat it back.”
“We need to make this organized, guys. You, Bert, and you, Evan, team up with me. We'll start at this point, five feet apart, and search the bottom across. Then we'll move along and do it again.”
“Don’t exert yourselves, gentlemen,” Mrs. Tully called, beginning to laugh. “As for you, Dick, you come right out. I want to box your ears.”
“Don’t wear yourselves out, guys,” Mrs. Tully called, starting to laugh. “As for you, Dick, come here. I want to give you a good talking-to.”
“Take care of her, you girls,” Dick shouted. “She’s got hysterics.”
“Take care of her, you guys,” Dick shouted. “She’s having a meltdown.”
“I haven’t, but I will have,” she laughed.
“I haven’t, but I will,” she laughed.
“But damn it all, madam, this is no laughing matter!” Captain Lester spluttered breathlessly, as he prepared for another trip to explore the bottom.
“But seriously, ma'am, this isn't a joke!” Captain Lester exclaimed breathlessly as he got ready for another trip to explore the depths.
“Are you on, Aunt Martha, really and truly on?” Dick asked, after the valiant mariner had gone down.
“Are you there, Aunt Martha, really and truly there?” Dick asked, after the brave sailor had gone down.
Mrs. Tully nodded. “But keep it up, Dick, you’ve got one dupe. Elsie Coghlan’s mother told me about it in Honolulu last year.”
Mrs. Tully nodded. “But keep it going, Dick, you’ve got one person fooled. Elsie Coghlan’s mom told me about it in Honolulu last year.”
Not until eleven minutes had elapsed did the smiling face of Paula break the surface. Simulating exhaustion, she slowly crawled out and sank down panting near her aunt. Captain Lester, really exhausted by his strenuous exertions at rescue, studied Paula keenly, then marched to the nearest pillar and meekly bumped his head three times against the concrete.
Not until eleven minutes had passed did Paula's smiling face break the surface. Pretending to be tired, she slowly crawled out and collapsed panting next to her aunt. Captain Lester, genuinely worn out from his intense efforts to rescue her, watched Paula closely, then walked over to the nearest pillar and gently bumped his head against the concrete three times.
“I’m afraid I didn’t stay down ten minutes,” Paula said. “But I wasn’t much under that, was I, Aunt Martha?”
“I’m afraid I didn’t stay down for ten minutes,” Paula said. “But I wasn’t much under that, right, Aunt Martha?”
“You weren’t much under at all,” Mrs. Tully replied, “if it’s my opinion you were asking. I’m surprised that you are even wet.—There, there, breathe naturally, child. The play-acting is unnecessary. I remember, when I was a young girl, traveling in India, there was a school of fakirs who leaped into deep wells and stayed down much longer than you, child, much longer indeed.”
“You weren’t really under at all,” Mrs. Tully said. “If you were asking for my opinion, I’m surprised you’re even wet. — There, there, just breathe normally, dear. The dramatics aren’t needed. I remember when I was a young girl traveling in India, there was a group of fakirs who jumped into deep wells and stayed down much longer than you did, dear, much longer indeed.”
“You knew!” Paula charged.
“You knew!” Paula accused.
“But you didn’t know I did,” her Aunt retorted. “And therefore your conduct was criminal. When you consider a woman of my age, with my heart—”
“But you didn’t know I did,” her Aunt shot back. “And because of that, your behavior was awful. Think about a woman my age, with my feelings—”
“And with your blessed, brass-tack head,” Paula cried.
“And with your blessed, stubborn head,” Paula exclaimed.
“For two apples I’d box your ears.”
“For two apples, I’d give you a good smack.”
“And for one apple I’d hug you, wet as I am,” Paula laughed back. “Anyway, we did fool Captain Lester.—Didn’t we, Captain?”
“And for one apple, I'd hug you, soaked as I am,” Paula laughed back. “Anyway, we really fooled Captain Lester.—Didn’t we, Captain?”
“Don’t speak to me,” that doughty mariner muttered darkly. “I’m busy with myself, meditating what form my vengeance shall take.—As for you, Mr. Dick Forrest, I’m divided between blowing up your dairy, or hamstringing Mountain Lad. Maybe I’ll do both. In the meantime I am going out to kick that mare you ride.”
“Don’t talk to me,” that tough sailor grumbled. “I’m preoccupied with thoughts of how to get my revenge.—As for you, Mr. Dick Forrest, I'm torn between destroying your dairy or taking out Mountain Lad. Maybe I’ll do both. For now, I’m going to go and kick that mare you’re riding.”
Dick on The Outlaw, and Paula on The Fawn, rode back side by side to the Big House.
Dick on The Outlaw and Paula on The Fawn rode back side by side to the Big House.
“How do you like Graham?” he asked.
“How do you feel about Graham?” he asked.
“Splendid,” was her reply. “He’s your type, Dick. He’s universal, like you, and he’s got the same world-marks branded on him—the Seven Seas, the books, and all the rest. He’s an artist, too, and pretty well all-around. And he’s good fun. Have you noticed his smile? It’s irresistible. It makes one want to smile with him.”
“Splendid,” was her reply. “He’s your type, Dick. He’s universal, like you, and he’s got the same marks from the world— the Seven Seas, the books, and all the rest. He’s an artist too, and pretty well-rounded. And he’s a lot of fun. Have you noticed his smile? It’s irresistible. It makes you want to smile with him.”
“And he’s got his serious scars, as well,” Dick nodded concurrence.
“And he’s got some serious scars too,” Dick nodded in agreement.
“Yes—right in the corners of the eyes, just after he has smiled, you’ll see them come. They’re not tired marks exactly, but rather the old eternal questions: Why? What for? What’s it worth? What’s it all about?”
“Yes—right in the corners of the eyes, just after he has smiled, you’ll see them come. They’re not exactly tired marks, but rather the old eternal questions: Why? What for? What’s it worth? What’s it all about?”
And bringing up the rear of the cavalcade, Ernestine and Graham talked.
And bringing up the rear of the procession, Ernestine and Graham chatted.
“Dick’s deep,” she was saying. “You don’t know him any too well. He’s dreadfully deep. I know him a little. Paula knows him a lot. But very few others ever get under the surface of him. He’s a real philosopher, and he has the control of a stoic or an Englishman, and he can play-act to fool the world.”
“Dick is really complex,” she was saying. “You don’t know him well. He’s incredibly deep. I know him a bit. Paula knows him a lot. But very few others ever see the real him. He’s a true philosopher, and he has the composure of a stoic or an Englishman, and he can act to fool everyone.”
At the long hitching rails under the oaks, where the dismounting party gathered, Paula was in gales of laughter.
At the long hitching posts under the oak trees, where the dismounting group gathered, Paula was bursting with laughter.
“Go on, go on,” she urged Dick, “more, more.”
“Come on, come on,” she encouraged Dick, “more, more.”
“She’s been accusing me of exhausting my vocabulary in naming the house-boys by my system,” he explained.
“She’s been saying I’ve run out of words for naming the house boys in my system,” he explained.
“And he’s given me at least forty more names in a minute and a half.— Go on, Dick, more.”
“And he’s given me at least forty more names in a minute and a half.— Go on, Dick, keep going.”
“Then,” he said, striking a chant, “we can have Oh Sin and Oh Pshaw, Oh Sing and Oh Song, Oh Sung and Oh Sang, Oh Last and Oh Least, Oh Ping and Oh Pong, Oh Some, Oh More, and Oh Most, Oh Naught and Oh Nit...”
“Then,” he said, starting a chant, “we can have Oh Sin and Oh Pshaw, Oh Sing and Oh Song, Oh Sung and Oh Sang, Oh Last and Oh Least, Oh Ping and Oh Pong, Oh Some, Oh More, and Oh Most, Oh Naught and Oh Nit...”
And Dick jingled away into the house still chanting his extemporized directory.
And Dick jingled into the house, still reciting his improvised directory.
Chapter XVII
A week of dissatisfaction and restlessness ensued for Graham. Tom between belief that his business was to leave the Big House on the first train, and desire to see, and see more of Paula, to be with her, and to be more with her—he succeeded in neither leaving nor in seeing as much of her as during the first days of his visit.
A week of discontent and unease followed for Graham. Tom found himself torn between the belief that he needed to leave the Big House on the first train and the desire to spend more time with Paula. Ultimately, he managed to do neither—he neither left nor spent as much time with her as he had in the early days of his visit.
At first, and for the five days that he lingered, the young violinist monopolized nearly her entire time of visibility. Often Graham strayed into the music room, and, quite neglected by the pair, sat for moody half-hours listening to their “work.” They were oblivious of his presence, either flushed and absorbed with the passion of their music, or wiping their foreheads and chatting and laughing companionably in pauses to rest. That the young musician loved her with an ardency that was almost painful, was patent to Graham; but what hurt him was the abandon of devotion with which she sometimes looked at Ware after he had done something exceptionally fine. In vain Graham tried to tell himself that all this was mental on her part—purely delighted appreciation of the other’s artistry. Nevertheless, being man, it hurt, and continued to hurt, until he could no longer suffer himself to remain.
At first, and for the five days that he stuck around, the young violinist took up almost all of her time. Often, Graham wandered into the music room and, pretty much ignored by the two, sat for gloomy half-hours listening to their “work.” They didn’t notice him, either flushed and absorbed in the passion of their music or wiping their foreheads and chatting and laughing comfortably during breaks. It was clear to Graham that the young musician loved her with a passion that was almost painful, but what hurt him was the way she sometimes looked at Ware after he did something particularly impressive. Graham tried to convince himself that it was all just admiration on her part—purely delighted appreciation of the other’s talent. Still, being a man, it stung, and it continued to sting until he could no longer stand to stay.
Once, chancing into the room at the end of a Schumann song and just after Ware had departed, Graham found Paula still seated at the piano, an expression of rapt dreaming on her face. She regarded him almost unrecognizingly, gathered herself mechanically together, uttered an absent-minded commonplace or so, and left the room. Despite his vexation and hurt, Graham tried to think it mere artist-dreaming on her part, a listening to the echo of the just-played music in her soul. But women were curious creatures, he could not help moralizing, and were prone to lose their hearts most strangely and inconsequentially. Might it not be that by his very music this youngster of a man was charming the woman of her?
Once, as he happened into the room at the end of a Schumann song and just after Ware had left, Graham found Paula still sitting at the piano, a look of deep contemplation on her face. She glanced at him almost without recognizing him, collected herself in a mechanical way, mumbled a vague remark, and exited the room. Despite his frustration and hurt, Graham tried to convince himself that it was just her artistic reverie, absorbing the lingering echoes of the music she had just played. But he couldn't help but reflect that women were strange beings, often losing their hearts in the oddest and most trivial ways. Could it be that his very music was captivating her, this young man charming the woman who belonged to him?
With the departure of Ware, Paula Forrest retired almost completely into her private wing behind the door without a knob. Nor did this seem unusual, Graham gleaned from the household.
With Ware gone, Paula Forrest almost completely withdrew into her private area behind the door without a knob. This didn’t seem odd to Graham, as he picked up from the household.
“Paula is a woman who finds herself very good company,” Ernestine explained, “and she often goes in for periods of aloneness, when Dick is the only person who sees her.”
“Paula is a woman who considers herself great company,” Ernestine explained, “and she often goes through phases of being alone, when Dick is the only one who sees her.”
“Which is not flattering to the rest of the company,” Graham smiled.
“Which doesn’t reflect well on the rest of the group,” Graham smiled.
“Which makes her such good company whenever she is in company,” Ernestine retorted.
“Which makes her such great company whenever she's around,” Ernestine shot back.
The driftage through the Big House was decreasing. A few guests, on business or friendship, continued to come, but more departed. Under Oh Joy and his Chinese staff the Big House ran so frictionlessly and so perfectly, that entertainment of guests seemed little part of the host’s duties. The guests largely entertained themselves and one another.
The flow of people through the Big House was slowing down. A few guests, either for work or out of friendship, still dropped by, but more were leaving. With Oh Joy and his Chinese staff in charge, the Big House operated so smoothly and so efficiently that hosting guests seemed like just a minor part of the host’s responsibilities. The guests mostly entertained themselves and each other.
Dick rarely appeared, even for a moment, until lunch, and Paula, now carrying out her seclusion program, never appeared before dinner.
Dick hardly showed up, even for a quick minute, until lunchtime, and Paula, who was now sticking to her isolation routine, never showed her face before dinner.
“Rest cure,” Dick laughed one noon, and challenged Graham to a tournament with boxing gloves, single-sticks, and foils.
“Rest cure,” Dick laughed one afternoon and dared Graham to a tournament with boxing gloves, sparring sticks, and foil swords.
“And now’s the time,” he told Graham, as they breathed between bouts, “for you to tackle your book. I’m only one of the many who are looking forward to reading it, and I’m looking forward hard. Got a letter from Havely yesterday—he mentioned it, and wondered how far along you were.”
“And now’s the time,” he told Graham, as they took a breather between rounds, “for you to dive into your book. I’m just one of many who can’t wait to read it, and I’m really looking forward to it. Got a letter from Havely yesterday—he mentioned it and asked how far along you were.”
So Graham, in his tower room, arranged his notes and photographs, schemed out the work, and plunged into the opening chapters. So immersed did he become that his nascent interest in Paula might have languished, had it not been for meeting her each evening at dinner. Then, too, until Ernestine and Lute left for Santa Barbara, there were afternoon swims and rides and motor trips to the pastures of the Miramar Hills and the upland ranges of the Anselmo Mountains. Other trips they made, sometimes accompanied by Dick, to his great dredgers working in the Sacramento basin, or his dam-building on the Little Coyote and Los Cuatos creeks, or to his five-thousand-acre colony of twenty-acre farmers, where he was trying to enable two hundred and fifty heads of families, along with their families, to make good on the soil.
So Graham, in his tower room, organized his notes and photos, planned out his work, and dove into the opening chapters. He became so absorbed that his growing interest in Paula might have faded if it weren't for their nightly meetings at dinner. Plus, until Ernestine and Lute left for Santa Barbara, there were afternoon swims, rides, and road trips to the Miramar Hills and the Anselmo Mountains. They also took other trips, sometimes joined by Dick, to see his massive dredgers working in the Sacramento basin, his dam projects on Little Coyote and Los Cuatos creeks, or to his five-thousand-acre colony of twenty-acre farmers, where he was helping two hundred and fifty families successfully cultivate the land.
That Paula sometimes went for long solitary rides, Graham knew, and, once, he caught her dismounting from the Fawn at the hitching rails.
That Paula sometimes went for long solo rides, Graham knew, and, once, he saw her getting off the Fawn at the hitching rails.
“Don’t you think you are spoiling that mare for riding in company?” he twitted.
“Don’t you think you’re ruining that mare for riding with others?” he teased.
Paula laughed and shook her head.
Paula laughed and shook her head.
“Well, then,” he asserted stoutly, “I’m spoiling for a ride with you.”
“Well, then,” he said confidently, “I’m itching for a ride with you.”
“There’s Lute, and Ernestine, and Bert, and all the rest.”
“There’s Lute, and Ernestine, and Bert, and everyone else.”
“This is new country,” he contended. “And one learns country through the people who know it. I’ve seen it through the eyes of Lute, and Ernestine and all the rest; but there is a lot I haven’t seen and which I can see only through your eyes.”
“This is new territory,” he argued. “And you learn about a place through the people who know it. I’ve experienced it through the perspectives of Lute, Ernestine, and everyone else; but there’s still so much I haven’t seen and can only understand through your eyes.”
“A pleasant theory,” she evaded. “A—a sort of landscape vampirism.”
“A nice theory,” she dodged. “A—a kind of landscape vampirism.”
“But without the ill effects of vampirism,” he urged quickly.
“But without the negative side effects of vampirism,” he urged quickly.
Her answer was slow in coming. Her look into his eyes was frank and straight, and he could guess her words were weighed and gauged.
Her response took a while. When she looked into his eyes, it was honest and direct, and he could tell she was carefully choosing her words.
“I don’t know about that,” was all she said finally; but his fancy leaped at the several words, ranging and conjecturing their possible connotations.
“I’m not so sure about that,” was all she said finally; but his imagination took off with her few words, exploring and guessing their possible meanings.
“But we have so much we might be saying to each other,” he tried again. “So much we... ought to be saying to each other.”
“But we have so much we could be saying to each other,” he tried again. “So much we... should be saying to each other.”
“So I apprehend,” she answered quietly; and again that frank, straight look accompanied her speech.
“So I understand,” she answered quietly; and again that honest, direct look accompanied her words.
So she did apprehend—the thought of it was flame to him, but his tongue was not quick enough to serve him to escape the cool, provoking laugh as she turned into the house.
So she did understand—the thought of it was like fire to him, but he couldn't find the right words fast enough to avoid the calm, teasing laugh as she walked into the house.
Still the company of the Big House thinned. Paula’s aunt, Mrs. Tully, much to Graham’s disappointment (for he had expected to learn from her much that he wanted to know of Paula), had gone after only a several days’ stay. There was vague talk of her return for a longer stay; but, just back from Europe, she declared herself burdened with a round of duty visits which must be performed before her pleasure visiting began.
Still, the company at the Big House thinned out. Paula’s aunt, Mrs. Tully, to Graham’s disappointment (since he had hoped to learn a lot about Paula from her), left after only a few days. There was some vague talk about her coming back for a longer visit, but just returning from Europe, she said she was weighed down with a series of obligation visits that had to be made before she could start her leisure visiting.
O’Hay, the critic, had been compelled to linger several days in order to live down the disastrous culmination of the musical raid made upon him by the philosophers. The idea and the trick had been Dick’s. Combat had joined early in the evening, when a seeming chance remark of Ernestine had enabled Aaron Hancock to fling the first bomb into the thick of O’Hay’s deepest convictions. Dar Hyal, a willing and eager ally, had charged around the flank with his blastic theory of music and taken O’Hay in reverse. And the battle had raged until the hot-headed Irishman, beside himself with the grueling the pair of skilled logomachists were giving him, accepted with huge relief the kindly invitation of Terrence McFane to retire with him to the tranquillity and repose of the stag room, where, over a soothing highball and far from the barbarians, the two of them could have a heart to heart talk on real music. At two in the morning, wild-eyed and befuddled, O’Hay had been led to bed by the upright-walking and unshakably steady Terrence.
O’Hay, the critic, had to stay for several days to recover from the disastrous conclusion of the musical assault launched against him by the philosophers. The idea and the approach had been Dick’s. The battle had started early in the evening when a seemingly casual remark from Ernestine allowed Aaron Hancock to throw the first bomb at O’Hay’s core beliefs. Dar Hyal, a willing and eager ally, had flanked him with his explosive theory of music and taken O’Hay by surprise. The argument had continued until the hot-headed Irishman, overwhelmed by the relentless debate from the two skilled wordsmiths, gratefully accepted Terrence McFane's kind invitation to retreat to the calm and relaxation of the stag room, where they could share a real talk about true music over a soothing highball, far from the chaos. At two in the morning, wide-eyed and confused, O’Hay had been escorted to bed by the composed and steady Terrence.
“Never mind,” Ernestine had told O’Hay later, with a twinkle in her eye that made him guess the plot. “It was only to be expected. Those rattle-brained philosophers would drive even a saint to drink.”
“Never mind,” Ernestine had told O’Hay later, with a glint in her eye that made him suspect what was going on. “It was only to be expected. Those scatterbrained philosophers would drive even a saint to drink.”
“I thought you were safe in Terrence’s hands,” had been Dick’s mock apology. “A pair of Irishmen, you know. I’d forgot Terrence was case-hardened. Do you know, after he said good night to you, he came up to me for a yarn. And he was steady as a rock. He mentioned casually of having had several sips, so I... I... never dreamed ... er... that he had indisposed you.”
“I thought you were safe with Terrence,” Dick had jokingly apologized. “A couple of Irish guys, you know. I forgot Terrence was tough as nails. After he said goodnight to you, he came over to chat with me. And he was as steady as a rock. He casually mentioned having a few drinks, so I... I... never imagined... er... that he had put you in a bad spot.”
When Lute and Ernestine departed for Santa Barbara, Bert Wainwright and his sister remembered their long-neglected home in Sacramento. A pair of painters, proteges of Paula, arrived the same day. But they were little in evidence, spending long days in the hills with a trap and driver and smoking long pipes in the stag room.
When Lute and Ernestine left for Santa Barbara, Bert Wainwright and his sister thought about their long-ignored home in Sacramento. A couple of painters, who were students of Paula, showed up the same day. However, they were hardly noticeable, spending their days in the hills with a carriage and driver while smoking long pipes in the men's lounge.
The free and easy life of the Big House went on in its frictionless way. Dick worked. Graham worked. Paula maintained her seclusion. The sages from the madrono grove strayed in for wordy dinners—and wordy evenings, except when Paula played for them. Automobile parties, from Sacramento, Wickenberg, and other valley towns, continued to drop in unexpectedly, but never to the confusion of Oh Joy and the house boys, whom Graham saw, on occasion, with twenty minutes’ warning, seat a score of unexpected guests to a perfect dinner. And there were even nights—rare ones—when only Dick and Graham and Paula sat at dinner, and when, afterward, the two men yarned for an hour before an early bed, while she played soft things to herself or disappeared earlier than they.
The easygoing life at the Big House continued on without a hitch. Dick worked. Graham worked. Paula kept to herself. The wise guys from the madrono grove dropped by for long dinners—and long evenings, except when Paula played music for them. Car parties from Sacramento, Wickenberg, and other towns would show up unexpectedly, but this never threw off Oh Joy and the house staff, who Graham sometimes saw, with just twenty minutes’ notice, set up a perfect dinner for a dozen surprise guests. There were even nights—rare ones—when only Dick, Graham, and Paula had dinner together, and afterwards, the two men would chat for an hour before heading to bed, while she either played soothing tunes for herself or left earlier than they did.
But one moonlight evening, when the Watsons and Masons and Wombolds arrived in force, Graham found himself out, when every bridge table was made up. Paula was at the piano. As he approached he caught the quick expression of pleasure in her eyes at sight of him, which as quickly vanished. She made a slight movement as if to rise, which did not escape his notice any more than did her quiet mastery of the impulse that left her seated.
But one moonlit evening, when the Watsons, Masons, and Wombolds showed up in full force, Graham realized he was left out, as every bridge table was already set up. Paula was at the piano. As he walked over, he noticed a brief glimmer of joy in her eyes when she saw him, which vanished just as fast. She made a small motion as if she was going to stand up, which didn't go unnoticed by him, just like her quiet control over the impulse that kept her seated.
She was immediately herself as he had always seen her—although it was little enough he had seen of her, he thought, as he talked whatever came into his head, and rummaged among her songs with her. Now one and now another song he tried with her, subduing his high baritone to her light soprano with such success as to win cries of more from the bridge players.
She was instantly the person he always knew her to be—though he realized he had seen so little of her, as he spoke about whatever popped into his mind and sifted through her songs with her. He tried one song after another, lowering his deep voice to match her light soprano, successfully earning shouts for more from the players on the bridge.
“Yes, I am positively aching to be out again over the world with Dick,” she told him in a pause. “If we could only start to-morrow! But Dick can’t start yet. He’s in too deep with too many experiments and adventures on the ranch here. Why, what do you think he’s up to now? As if he did not have enough on his hands, he’s going to revolutionize the sales end, or, at least, the California and Pacific Coast portion of it, by making the buyers come to the ranch.”
“Yes, I can’t wait to get back out in the world with Dick,” she told him during a break in the conversation. “If only we could leave tomorrow! But Dick can’t go yet. He’s too caught up with too many experiments and adventures on the ranch right now. Can you believe what he’s doing? As if he didn’t have enough to deal with, he’s planning to change the sales side of things, or at least the California and Pacific Coast part, by bringing the buyers straight to the ranch.”
“But they do do that,” Graham said. “The first man I met here was a buyer from Idaho.”
“But they really do,” Graham said. “The first guy I met here was a buyer from Idaho.”
“Oh, but Dick means as an institution, you know—to make them come en masse at a stated time. Not simple auction sales, either, though he says he will bait them with a bit of that to excite interest. It will be an annual fair, to last three days, in which he will be the only exhibitor. He’s spending half his mornings now in conference with Mr. Agar and Mr. Pitts. Mr. Agar is his sales manager, and Mr. Pitts his showman.”
“Oh, but Dick is talking about it as an institution, you know—to get people to come in large numbers at a scheduled time. Not just regular auction sales, although he says he'll use a little of that to get people interested. It’ll be an annual fair that lasts three days, and he’ll be the only exhibitor. He’s spending half his mornings now meeting with Mr. Agar and Mr. Pitts. Mr. Agar is his sales manager, and Mr. Pitts is his showman.”
She sighed and rippled her fingers along the keyboard.
She sighed and lightly ran her fingers over the keyboard.
“But, oh, if only we could get away—Timbuctoo, Mokpo, or Jericho.”
“But, oh, if only we could escape—Timbuktu, Mokpo, or Jericho.”
“Don’t tell me you’ve ever been to Mokpo,” Graham laughed.
“Don’t tell me you’ve ever been to Mokpo,” Graham chuckled.
She nodded. “Cross my heart, solemnly, hope to die. It was with Dick in the All Away and in the long ago. It might almost be said we honeymooned in Mokpo.”
She nodded. “I swear, I really hope to die if I’m lying. It was with Dick in the All Away a long time ago. You could almost say we honeymooned in Mokpo.”
And while Graham exchanged reminiscences of Mokpo with her, he cudgeled his brain to try and decide whether her continual reference to her husband was deliberate.
And while Graham shared memories of Mokpo with her, he racked his brain to figure out if her constant mention of her husband was intentional.
“I should imagine you found it such a paradise here,” he was saying.
“I bet you think it's such a paradise here,” he was saying.
“I do, I do,” she assured him with what seemed unnecessary vehemence. “But I don’t know what’s come over me lately. I feel it imperative to be up and away. The spring fret, I suppose; the Red Gods and their medicine. And if only Dick didn’t insist on working his head off and getting tied down with projects! Do you know, in all the years of our marriage, the only really serious rival I have ever had has been this ranch. He’s pretty faithful, and the ranch is his first love. He had it all planned and started before he ever met me or knew I existed.”
“I do, I do,” she assured him with what seemed like unnecessary intensity. “But I don’t know what’s been going on with me lately. I feel this strong urge to get up and go. I guess it’s the spring restlessness; the Red Gods and their magic. And if only Dick didn’t insist on working himself to the bone and getting tied down with projects! You know, in all the years of our marriage, the only real serious rival I’ve ever had is this ranch. He’s pretty devoted, and the ranch is his first love. He had everything planned and started before he even met me or knew I was around.”
“Here, let us try this together,” Graham said abruptly, placing the song on the rack before her.
“Here, let’s try this together,” Graham said suddenly, putting the song on the rack in front of her.
“Oh, but it’s the ‘Gypsy Trail,’” she protested. “It will only make my mood worse.” And she hummed:
“Oh, but it’s the ‘Gypsy Trail,’” she protested. “It’s only gonna make my mood worse.” And she hummed:
“’Follow the Romany patteran
West to the sinking
sun,
Till the junk sails
lift through the homeless drift,
And the East and the
West are one.’
“’Follow the Romany path
West to the setting
sun,
Until the junk sails
rise through the wandering drift,
And the East and the
West are united.’”
“What is the Romany patteran?” she broke off to ask. “I’ve always thought of it as patter, or patois, the Gypsy patois, and somehow it strikes me as absurd to follow a language over the world—a sort of philological excursion.”
“What is the Romany patteran?” she interrupted to ask. “I’ve always thought of it as patter, or patois, the Gypsy patois, and somehow it seems ridiculous to trace a language around the world—a kind of linguistic adventure.”
“In a way the patteran is speech,” he answered. “But it always says one thing: ‘This way I have passed.’ Two sprigs, crossed in certain ways and left upon the trail, compose the patteran. But they must always be of different trees or shrubs. Thus, on the ranch here, a patteran could be made of manzanita and madrono, of oak and spruce, of buckeye and alder, of redwood and laurel, of huckleberry and lilac. It is a sign of Gypsy comrade to Gypsy comrade, of Gypsy lover to Gypsy lover.” And he hummed:
“In a way, the patteran is like a language,” he replied. “But it always conveys one message: ‘I passed this way.’ Two twigs, crossed in specific ways and left on the trail, make up the patteran. But they have to come from different trees or shrubs. So, on this ranch, a patteran could consist of manzanita and madrono, oak and spruce, buckeye and alder, redwood and laurel, huckleberry and lilac. It serves as a signal from one Gypsy to another, from one Gypsy lover to another.” And he hummed:
“’Back to the road again,
again,
Out of a clear
sea track;
Follow the cross of the Gypsy
trail,
Over the world
and back.’”
“’Back on the road again,
again,
Out of a clear
sea route;
Follow the cross of the Gypsy
trail,
Around the world
and back.’”
She nodded comprehension, looked for a moment with troubled eyes down the long room to the card-players, caught herself in her momentary absentness, and said quickly:
She nodded in understanding, glanced for a moment with worried eyes down the long room at the card players, caught herself in her brief moment of distraction, and said quickly:
“Heaven knows there’s a lot of Gypsy in some of us. I have more than full share. In spite of his bucolic proclivities, Dick is a born Gypsy. And from what he has told of you, you are hopelessly one.”
"Heaven knows there’s a lot of Gypsy in some of us. I have more than my fair share. Despite his love for rural life, Dick is a natural Gypsy. And from what he’s said about you, you’re hopelessly one too."
“After all, the white man is the real Gypsy, the king Gypsy,” Graham propounded. “He has wandered wider, wilder, and with less equipment, than any Gypsy. The Gypsy has followed in his trails, but never made trail for him.—Come; let us try it.”
“After all, the white man is the real Gypsy, the king Gypsy,” Graham said. “He has traveled farther and more wildly, with less gear, than any Gypsy. The Gypsy has followed in his footsteps, but has never blazed a trail for him.—Come; let's give it a try.”
And as they sang the reckless words to their merry, careless lilt, he looked down at her and wondered—wondered at her—at himself. This was no place for him by this woman’s side, under her husband’s roof-tree. Yet here he was, and he should have gone days before. After the years he was just getting acquainted with himself. This was enchantment, madness. He should tear himself away at once. He had known enchantments and madnesses before, and had torn himself away. Had he softened with the years? he questioned himself. Or was this a profounder madness than he had experienced? This meant the violation of dear things—things so dear, so jealously cherished and guarded in his secret life, that never yet had they suffered violation.
And as they sang the carefree words to their cheerful tune, he looked down at her and wondered—wondered about her—about himself. This wasn’t the right place for him next to this woman, under her husband’s roof. Yet here he was, and he should have left days ago. After all these years, he was just starting to understand himself. This was enchantment, madness. He should pull away immediately. He had experienced enchantments and madnesses before, and had managed to break free. Had he softened with age? he asked himself. Or was this a deeper madness than he had ever faced? This would mean violating things he held dear—things so precious, so carefully cherished and protected in his private life, that they had never been compromised before.
And still he did not tear himself away. He stood there beside her, looking down on her brown crown of hair glinting gold and bronze and bewitchingly curling into tendrils above her ears, singing a song that was fire to him—that must be fire to her, she being what she was and feeling what she had already, in flashes, half-unwittingly, hinted to him.
And yet he couldn’t pull himself away. He stood there next to her, looking down at her brown hair that shimmered with gold and bronze and curled enchantingly into tendrils above her ears, singing a song that ignited something in him—something that must ignite her too, considering who she was and the feelings she had already, in brief moments, half-unintentionally, suggested to him.
She is a witch, and her voice is not the least of her witchery, he thought, as her voice, so richly a woman’s voice, so essentially her voice in contradistinction to all women’s voices in the world, sang and throbbed in his ear. And he knew, beyond shade of doubt, that she felt some touch of this madness that afflicted him; that she sensed, as he sensed, that the man and the woman were met.
She’s a witch, and her voice is a big part of her magic, he thought, as her voice, so distinctly feminine, so uniquely hers compared to all other women’s voices, sang and resonated in his ear. And he knew, without a doubt, that she felt some connection to the madness that consumed him; that she sensed, just like he did, that the man and the woman had come together.
They thrilled together as they sang, and the thought and the sure knowledge of it added fuel to his own madness till his voice warmed unconsciously to the daring of the last lines, as, voices and thrills blending, they sang:
They got excited together as they sang, and the thought and the certainty of it fueled his own madness until his voice naturally grew passionate with the boldness of the last lines, as, voices and excitement merging, they sang:
“’The wild hawk to the wind-swept
sky,
The deer to the
wholesome wold,
And the heart
of a man to the heart of a maid
As it was in the
days of old—
The heart of a
man to the heart of a maid,
Light of my tents be fleet,
Morning waits
at the end of the world,
And the world is all at our
feet.’”
“’The wild hawk to the windy sky,
The deer to the healthy meadow,
And a man’s heart to a woman’s heart
Just like in the old days—
A man’s heart to a woman’s heart,
Light of my camp be quick,
Morning is waiting at the edge of the world,
And the world is all ours.’”
He looked for her to look up as the last notes died away, but she remained quiet a moment, her eyes bent on the keys. And then the face that was turned to his was the face of the Little Lady of the Big House, the mouth smiling mischievously, the eyes filled with roguery, as she said:
He waited for her to look up as the last notes faded away, but she stayed quiet for a moment, her eyes focused on the keys. Then, the face that turned to him was the face of the Little Lady of the Big House, her mouth grinning playfully, her eyes full of mischief, as she said:
“Let us go and devil Dick—he’s losing. I’ve never seen him lose his temper at cards, but he gets ridiculously blue after a long siege of losing.
“Let’s go and find Dick—he’s losing. I’ve never seen him lose his temper at cards, but he gets unreasonably down after a long stretch of losing.”
“And he does love gambling,” she continued, as she led the way to the tables. “It’s one of his modes of relaxing. It does him good. About once or twice a year, if it’s a good poker game, he’ll sit in all night to it and play to the blue sky if they take off the limit.”
“And he really loves to gamble,” she went on, as she guided us to the tables. “It’s one of the ways he unwinds. It’s good for him. About once or twice a year, if it’s a good poker game, he’ll stay in all night and play until dawn if they take off the limit.”
Chapter XVIII
Almost immediately after the singing of the “Gypsy Trail,” Paula emerged from her seclusion, and Graham found himself hard put, in the tower room, to keep resolutely to his work when all the morning he could hear snatches of song and opera from her wing, or laughter and scolding of dogs from the great patio, or the continuous pulse for hours of the piano from the distant music room. But Graham, patterning after Dick, devoted his mornings to work, so that he rarely encountered Paula before lunch.
Almost right after the song “Gypsy Trail” ended, Paula came out of her solitude, and Graham struggled in the tower room to focus on his work while all morning he could hear bits of singing and opera from her side, along with laughter and dog scolding from the big patio, or the steady sound of the piano playing for hours from the distant music room. But Graham, following Dick's example, spent his mornings working, so he rarely ran into Paula before lunch.
She made announcement that her spell of insomnia was over and that she was ripe for all gaieties and excursions Dick had to offer her. Further, she threatened, in case Dick grudged these personal diversions, to fill the house with guests and teach him what liveliness was. It was at this time that her Aunt Martha—Mrs. Tully— returned for a several days’ visit, and that Paula resumed the driving of Duddy and Fuddy in the high, one-seated Stude-baker trap. Duddy and Fuddy were spirited trotters, but Mrs. Tully, despite her elderliness and avoirdupois, was without timidity when Paula held the reins.
She announced that her insomnia was finally over and she was ready for all the fun and outings that Dick had to offer. Additionally, she warned that if Dick didn't want to join in on these personal adventures, she would fill the house with guests to show him what real excitement was like. Around this time, her Aunt Martha—Mrs. Tully—came back for a several-day visit, and Paula started driving Duddy and Fuddy in the high, one-seated Studebaker trap. Duddy and Fuddy were lively trotters, but Mrs. Tully, despite her age and weight, showed no fear when Paula was in control of the reins.
As Mrs. Tully told Graham: “And that is a concession I make to no woman save Paula. She is the only woman I can trust myself to with horses. She has the horse-way about her. When she was a child she was wild over horses. It’s a wonder she didn’t become a circus rider.”
As Mrs. Tully told Graham: “And that’s a concession I make to no woman except Paula. She’s the only woman I can trust with horses. She has a natural way with them. When she was a kid, she was crazy about horses. It’s surprising she didn’t become a circus performer.”
More, much more, Graham learned about Paula in various chats with her aunt. Of Philip Desten, Paula’s father, Mrs. Tully could never say enough. Her eldest brother, and older by many years, he had been her childhood prince. His ways had been big ways, princely ways—ways that to commoner folk had betokened a streak of madness. He was continually guilty of the wildest things and the most chivalrous things. It was this streak that had enabled him to win various fortunes, and with equal facility to lose them, in the great gold adventure of Forty-nine. Himself of old New England stock, he had had for great grandfather a Frenchman—a trifle of flotsam from a mid-ocean wreck and landed to grow up among the farmer-sailormen of the coast of Maine.
Graham learned a lot more about Paula through various chats with her aunt. Mrs. Tully always had plenty to say about Philip Desten, Paula’s father. He was her eldest brother, many years older, and had been her childhood prince. He had a larger-than-life personality—princely ways—that to ordinary people looked a bit crazy. He was always up to the wildest and most heroic things. It was this adventurous spirit that helped him earn various fortunes, only to lose them just as easily, during the gold rush of '49. He came from old New England stock and had a French great-grandfather— a bit of flotsam from a shipwreck who ended up growing up among the farmer-sailors on the coast of Maine.
“And once, and once only, in each generation, that French Desten crops out,” Mrs. Tully assured Graham. “Philip was that Frenchman in his generation, and who but Paula, and in full measure, received that same inheritance in her generation. Though Lute and Ernestine are her half-sisters, no one would imagine one drop of the common blood was shared. That’s why Paula, instead of going circus-riding, drifted inevitably to France. It was that old original Desten that drew her over.”
“And once, and only once, in each generation, that French Desten appears,” Mrs. Tully told Graham. “Philip was that Frenchman in his generation, and who else but Paula, receiving that same inheritance fully in her generation. Even though Lute and Ernestine are her half-sisters, no one would think they shared even a drop of the same blood. That’s why Paula, instead of going circus riding, was naturally drawn to France. It was that old original Desten that brought her there.”
And of the adventure in France, Graham learned much. Philip Desten’s luck had been to die when the wheel of his fortune had turned over and down. Ernestine and Lute, little tots, had been easy enough for Desten’s sisters to manage. But Paula, who had fallen to Mrs. Tully, had been the problem—"because of that Frenchman.”
And about the adventure in France, Graham learned a lot. Philip Desten’s luck had run out when his fortune flipped upside down. Ernestine and Lute, being small kids, were easy enough for Desten’s sisters to take care of. But Paula, who had ended up with Mrs. Tully, had been the issue—"because of that French guy.”
“Oh, she is rigid New England,” Mrs. Tully insisted, “the solidest of creatures as to honor and rectitude, dependableness and faithfulness. As a girl she really couldn’t bring herself to lie, except to save others. In which case all her New England ancestry took flight and she would lie as magnificently as her father before her. And he had the same charm of manner, the same daring, the same ready laughter, the same vivacity. But what is lightsome and blithe in her, was debonaire in him. He won men’s hearts always, or, failing that, their bitterest enmity. No one was left cold by him in passing. Contact with him quickened them to love or hate. Therein Paula differs, being a woman, I suppose, and not enjoying man’s prerogative of tilting at windmills. I don’t know that she has an enemy in the world. All love her, unless, it may well be, there are cat-women who envy her her nice husband.”
“Oh, she is so stiff and proper, New England style,” Mrs. Tully insisted, “the most dependable person when it comes to honor and integrity, reliability, and loyalty. As a girl, she really couldn’t bring herself to lie, unless it was to protect others. In that case, all her New England roots would disappear, and she would lie as impressively as her father did before her. He had the same charm, the same boldness, the same quick laughter, the same energy. What is lighthearted and cheerful in her was suave in him. He always won people's hearts, or if not, their fiercest hatred. No one ever felt indifferent towards him. Interacting with him stirred people into love or hate. Paula is different, probably because she’s a woman and doesn’t have the privilege of fighting imaginary battles like men do. I don’t think she has an enemy in the world. Everyone loves her, except maybe there are a few cat ladies who envy her for her nice husband.”
And as Graham listened, Paula’s singing came through the open window from somewhere down the long arcades, and there was that ever-haunting thrill in her voice that he could not escape remembering afterward. She burst into laughter, and Mrs. Tully beamed to him and nodded at the sound.
And as Graham listened, Paula’s singing drifted through the open window from somewhere down the long hallways, and he couldn’t forget the haunting thrill in her voice afterward. She suddenly laughed, and Mrs. Tully smiled at him and nodded at the sound.
“There laughs Philip Desten,” she murmured, “and all the Frenchwomen behind the original Frenchman who was brought into Penobscot, dressed in homespun, and sent to meeting. Have you noticed how Paula’s laugh invariably makes everybody look up and smile? Philip’s laugh did the same thing.”
“There laughs Philip Desten,” she murmured, “and all the Frenchwomen behind the original Frenchman who was brought into Penobscot, dressed in homespun, and sent to meeting. Have you noticed how Paula’s laugh always makes everyone look up and smile? Philip’s laugh did the same thing.”
“Paula had always been passionately fond of music, painting, drawing. As a little girl she could be traced around the house and grounds by the trail she left behind her of images and shapes, made in whatever medium she chanced upon—drawn on scraps of paper, scratched on bits of wood, modeled in mud and sand.
“Paula had always loved music, painting, and drawing. As a little girl, you could follow her around the house and yard by the trail of images and shapes she left behind, made with whatever materials she could find—drawn on scraps of paper, scratched on pieces of wood, or shaped in mud and sand."
“She loved everything, and everything loved her,” said Mrs. Tully. “She was never timid of animals. And yet she always stood in awe of them; but she was born sense-struck, and her awe was beauty-awe. Yes, she was an incorrigible hero-worshiper, whether the person was merely beautiful or did things. And she never will outgrow that beauty—awe of anything she loves, whether it is a grand piano, a great painting, a beautiful mare, or a bit of landscape.
“She loved everything, and everything loved her,” said Mrs. Tully. “She was never afraid of animals. Yet, she always admired them; but she was born with a deep appreciation, and her admiration was a kind of beautiful awe. Yes, she was an unstoppable hero-worshiper, whether the person was simply beautiful or accomplished amazing things. And she will never outgrow that beauty—admiration for anything she loves, whether it’s a grand piano, a stunning painting, a beautiful horse, or a lovely piece of scenery.
“And Paula had wanted to do, to make beauty herself. But she was sorely puzzled whether she should devote herself to music or painting. In the full swing of work under the best masters in Boston, she could not refrain from straying back to her drawing. From her easel she was lured to modeling.
“And Paula had wanted to create beauty herself. But she was deeply confused about whether to focus on music or painting. While fully engaged in her studies with the best teachers in Boston, she couldn’t help but drift back to her drawing. From her easel, she found herself drawn to modeling.”
“And so, with her love of the best, her soul and heart full of beauty, she grew quite puzzled and worried over herself, as to which talent was the greater and if she had genius at all. I suggested a complete rest from work and took her abroad for a year. And of all things, she developed a talent for dancing. But always she harked back to her music and painting. No, she was not flighty. Her trouble was that she was too talented—”
“And so, with her love for the best things, her soul and heart full of beauty, she became quite confused and anxious about herself, wondering which talent was greater and if she had any genius at all. I suggested she take a complete break from work and took her abroad for a year. Surprisingly, she discovered a talent for dancing. But she always came back to her music and painting. No, she wasn't just whimsical. Her struggle was that she was too talented—”
“Too diversely talented,” Graham amplified.
“Too many talents,” Graham amplified.
“Yes, that is better,” Mrs. Tully nodded. “But from talent to genius is a far cry, and to save my life, at this late day, I don’t know whether the child ever had a trace of genius in her. She has certainly not done anything big in any of her chosen things.”
“Yes, that's better,” Mrs. Tully nodded. “But going from talent to genius is a big leap, and honestly, at this late stage, I can’t tell if the child ever had an ounce of genius in her. She hasn’t really accomplished anything significant in any of her chosen areas.”
“Except to be herself,” Graham added.
“Except to be herself,” Graham added.
“Which is the big thing,” Mrs. Tully accepted with a smile of enthusiasm. “She is a splendid, unusual woman, very unspoiled, very natural. And after all, what does doing things amount to? I’d give more for one of Paula’s madcap escapades—oh, I heard all about swimming the big stallion—than for all her pictures if every one was a masterpiece. But she was hard for me to understand at first. Dick often calls her the girl that never grew up. But gracious, she can put on the grand air when she needs to. I call her the most mature child I have ever seen. Dick was the finest thing that ever happened to her. It was then that she really seemed for the first time to find herself. It was this way.”
“Which is the big thing,” Mrs. Tully said with an enthusiastic smile. “She’s a remarkable, one-of-a-kind woman, very down-to-earth and natural. And really, what does it matter to do things? I’d value one of Paula’s wild adventures—oh, I heard all about her swimming the big stallion—more than all her paintings, even if every single one was a masterpiece. But she was hard for me to understand at first. Dick often calls her the girl who never grew up. But wow, she can act sophisticated when she needs to. I think she’s the most mature child I’ve ever seen. Dick was the best thing that ever happened to her. That was when she finally seemed to discover herself. It was like this.”
And Mrs. Tully went on to sketch the year of travel in Europe, the resumption of Paula’s painting in Paris, and the conviction she finally reached that success could be achieved only by struggle and that her aunt’s money was a handicap.
And Mrs. Tully continued to outline the year of traveling in Europe, Paula’s return to painting in Paris, and the realization she eventually came to that success could only be achieved through hard work and that her aunt’s money was a burden.
“And she had her way,” Mrs. Tully sighed. “She—why, she dismissed me, sent me home. She would accept no more than the meagerest allowance, and went down into the Latin Quarter on her own, batching with two other American girls. And she met Dick. Dick was a rare one. You couldn’t guess what he was doing then. Running a cabaret—oh, not these modern cabarets, but a real students’ cabaret of sorts. It was very select. They were a lot of madmen. You see, he was just back from some of his wild adventuring at the ends of the earth, and, as he stated it, he wanted to stop living life for a while and to talk about life instead.
“And she got her way,” Mrs. Tully sighed. “She—why, she let me go, sent me home. She wouldn’t take anything more than a tiny allowance and went down to the Latin Quarter on her own, living with two other American girls. And she met Dick. Dick was something else. You wouldn’t believe what he was up to then. Running a cabaret—oh, not these modern cabarets, but a real student cabaret, of sorts. It was very exclusive. They were a bunch of crazies. You see, he had just returned from some wild adventures at the ends of the earth, and, as he put it, he wanted to take a break from living life for a while and just talk about it instead.”
“Paula took me there once. Oh, they were engaged—the day before, and he had called on me and all that. I had known ‘Lucky’ Richard Forrest, and I knew all about his son. From a worldly standpoint, Paula couldn’t have made a finer marriage. It was quite a romance. Paula had seen him captain the University of California eleven to victory over Stanford. And the next time she saw him was in the studio she shared with the two girls. She didn’t know whether Dick was worth millions or whether he was running a cabaret because he was hard up, and she cared less. She always followed her heart. Fancy the situation: Dick the uncatchable, and Paula who never flirted. They must have sprung forthright into each other’s arms, for inside the week it was all arranged, and Dick made his call on me, as if my decision meant anything one way or the other.
“Paula took me there once. Oh, they were engaged—the day before, and he had called on me and all that. I had known ‘Lucky’ Richard Forrest, and I knew all about his son. From a worldly perspective, Paula couldn’t have made a better match. It was quite a romance. Paula had seen him lead the University of California team to victory over Stanford. The next time she saw him was in the studio she shared with the two girls. She didn’t know if Dick was worth millions or if he was running a cabaret because he was struggling, and she didn’t care one bit. She always followed her heart. Imagine the scene: Dick, the irresistible, and Paula, who never flirted. They must have jumped straight into each other’s arms, because within the week it was all settled, and Dick made his visit to me, as if my opinion mattered at all.”
“But Dick’s cabaret. It was the Cabaret of the Philosophers—a small pokey place, down in a cellar, in the heart of the Quarter, and it had only one table. Fancy that for a cabaret! But such a table! A big round one, of plain boards, without even an oil-cloth, the wood stained with the countless drinks spilled by the table-pounding of the philosophers, and it could seat thirty. Women were not permitted. An exception was made for Paula and me.
“But Dick’s cabaret. It was the Cabaret of the Philosophers—a small, cramped place down in a cellar, right in the heart of the Quarter, and it only had one table. Can you believe that for a cabaret? But what a table it was! A big round one made of simple boards, with no tablecloth, the wood marked by the countless drinks spilled from the philosophers pounding the table, and it could seat thirty. Women were not allowed. An exception was made for Paula and me.”
“You’ve met Aaron Hancock here. He was one of the philosophers, and to this day he swaggers that he owed Dick a bigger bill that never was paid than any of his customers. And there they used to meet, all those wild young thinkers, and pound the table, and talk philosophy in all the tongues of Europe. Dick always had a penchant for philosophers.
“You’ve met Aaron Hancock here. He was one of the philosophers, and to this day he boasts that he owed Dick a larger unpaid bill than any of his customers. They used to gather there, all those wild young thinkers, banging on the table and discussing philosophy in every language of Europe. Dick always had a thing for philosophers.”
“But Paula spoiled that little adventure. No sooner were they married than Dick fitted out his schooner, the All Away, and away the blessed pair of them went, honeymooning from Bordeaux to Hongkong.”
“But Paula ruined that little adventure. As soon as they got married, Dick equipped his schooner, the All Away, and off they went, honeymooning from Bordeaux to Hong Kong.”
“And the cabaret was closed, and the philosophers left homeless and discussionless,” Graham remarked.
“And the cabaret was closed, and the philosophers were left homeless and without any discussions,” Graham remarked.
Mrs. Tully laughed heartily and shook her head.
Mrs. Tully laughed loudly and shook her head.
“He endowed it for them,” she gasped, her hand to her side. “Or partially endowed it, or something. I don’t know what the arrangement was. And within the month it was raided by the police for an anarchist club.”
“He funded it for them,” she gasped, her hand on her side. “Or partly funded it, or something. I’m not sure what the deal was. And within a month, the police raided it for being an anarchist club.”
After having learned the wide scope of her interests and talents, Graham was nevertheless surprised one day at finding Paula all by herself in a corner of a window-seat, completely absorbed in her work on a piece of fine embroidery.
After discovering the broad range of her interests and talents, Graham was still taken aback one day to find Paula alone in a corner of a window seat, completely engrossed in her work on a beautiful piece of embroidery.
“I love it,” she explained. “All the costly needlework of the shops means nothing to me alongside of my own work on my own designs. Dick used to fret at my sewing. He’s all for efficiency, you know, elimination of waste energy and such things. He thought sewing was a wasting of time. Peasants could be hired for a song to do what I was doing. But I succeeded in making my viewpoint clear to him.
“I love it,” she said. “All the expensive needlework from the shops doesn't mean anything to me compared to my own work on my own designs. Dick used to worry about my sewing. He’s all about efficiency, you know, cutting out wasted effort and that sort of thing. He thought sewing was a waste of time. Peasants could be hired for cheap to do what I was doing. But I managed to make my perspective clear to him.
“It’s like the music one makes oneself. Of course I can buy better music than I make; but to sit down at an instrument and evoke the music oneself, with one’s own fingers and brain, is an entirely different and dearer satisfaction. Whether one tries to emulate another’s performance, or infuses the performance with one’s own personality and interpretation, it’s all the same. It is soul-joy and fulfilment.
“It’s like the music you create yourself. Sure, I can buy better music than what I make; but sitting down at an instrument and bringing the music to life myself, with my own fingers and mind, is a completely different and more meaningful satisfaction. Whether you try to imitate someone else’s performance or add your own personality and interpretation to it, it’s all the same. It’s pure joy and fulfillment for the soul."
“Take this little embroidered crust of lilies on the edge of this flounce—there is nothing like it in the world. Mine the idea, all mine, and mine the delight of giving form and being to the idea. There are better ideas and better workmanship in the shops; but this is different. It is mine. I visioned it, and I made it. And who is to say that embroidery is not art?”
“Take this little embroidered edge with lilies on this flounce—there's nothing like it anywhere. The concept is all mine, and so is the joy of giving shape and life to that idea. There are better ideas and finer craftsmanship in the stores; but this is unique. It’s mine. I imagined it, and I created it. And who can say that embroidery isn’t art?”
She ceased speaking and with her eyes laughed the insistence of her question.
She stopped talking and with her eyes laughed at the urgency of her question.
“And who is to say,” Graham agreed, “that the adorning of beautiful womankind is not the worthiest of all the arts as well as the sweetest?”
“And who’s to say,” Graham agreed, “that beautifying beautiful women isn’t the greatest of all the arts and also the most delightful?”
“I rather stand in awe of a good milliner or modiste,” she nodded gravely. “They really are artists, and important ones, as Dick would phrase it, in the world’s economy.”
“I really admire a good milliner or fashion designer,” she nodded seriously. “They are true artists, and important ones, as Dick would put it, in the economy of the world.”
Another time, seeking the library for Andean reference, Graham came upon Paula, sprawled gracefully over a sheet of paper on a big table and flanked by ponderous architectural portfolios, engaged in drawing plans of a log bungalow or camp for the sages of the madroño grove.
Another time, while looking for Andean references in the library, Graham found Paula, elegantly stretched out over a sheet of paper on a large table, surrounded by heavy architectural portfolios, working on the designs for a log cabin or camp for the wise people of the madroño grove.
“It’s a problem,” she sighed. “Dick says that if I build it I must build it for seven. We’ve got four sages now, and his heart is set on seven. He says never mind showers and such things, because what philosopher ever bathes? And he has suggested seriously seven stoves and seven kitchens, because it is just over such mundane things that philosophers always quarrel.”
“It’s a problem,” she sighed. “Dick says that if I build it, I have to build it for seven. We’ve got four wise men now, and he’s determined to have seven. He says to forget about things like showers and stuff, because what philosopher ever bathes? And he’s even seriously suggested seven stoves and seven kitchens, because it’s always over such trivial things that philosophers end up arguing.”
“Wasn’t it Voltaire who quarreled with a king over candle-ends?” Graham queried, pleasuring in the sight of her graceful abandon. Thirty-eight! It was impossible. She seemed almost a girl, petulant and flushed over some school task. Then he remembered Mrs. Tully’s remark that Paula was the most mature child she had ever known.
“Wasn’t it Voltaire who argued with a king over candle stubs?” Graham asked, enjoying the sight of her graceful freedom. Thirty-eight! It was unbelievable. She looked almost like a girl, sulky and flushed over some schoolwork. Then he recalled Mrs. Tully’s comment that Paula was the most mature child she had ever known.
It made him wonder. Was she the one, who, under the oaks at the hitching rails, with two brief sentences had cut to the heart of an impending situation? “So I apprehend,” she had said. What had she apprehended? Had she used the phrase glibly, without meaning? Yet she it was who had thrilled and fluttered to him and with him when they had sung the “Gypsy Trail.” That he knew. But again, had he not seen her warm and glow to the playing of Donald Ware? But here Graham’s ego had its will of him, for he told himself that with Donald Ware it was different. And he smiled to himself and at himself at the thought.
It made him think. Was she the one who, under the oak trees by the hitching rails, had, with just two short sentences, hit right at the heart of the situation? “So I understand,” she had said. What had she understood? Had she said it casually, without really meaning it? Yet she was the one who had excited him and made his heart race when they sang "Gypsy Trail." That he was certain of. But again, hadn’t he seen her come alive and light up when Donald Ware played? But here, Graham’s ego took over, as he convinced himself that with Donald Ware it was different. And he smiled to himself at that thought.
“What amuses you?” Paula was asking.
“What makes you laugh?” Paula was asking.
“Heaven knows I am no architect. And I challenge you to house seven philosophers according to all the absurd stipulations laid down by Dick.”
“Heaven knows I'm no architect. And I dare you to house seven philosophers according to all the ridiculous requirements set by Dick.”
Back in his tower room with his Andean books unopened before him, Graham gnawed his lip and meditated. The woman was no woman. She was the veriest child. Or—and he hesitated at the thought—was this naturalness that was overdone? Did she in truth apprehend? It must be. It had to be. She was of the world. She knew the world. She was very wise. No remembered look of her gray eyes but gave the impression of poise and power. That was it—strength! He recalled her that first night when she had seemed at times to glint an impression of steel, of thin and jewel-like steel. In his fancy, at the time, he remembered likening her strength to ivory, to carven pearl shell, to sennit twisted of maidens’ hair.
Back in his tower room with his Andean books still unopened in front of him, Graham bit his lip and thought deeply. The woman wasn’t just any woman. She was practically a child. Or—and he paused at the idea—was this innocence exaggerated? Did she really understand? It had to be so. She was part of the world. She knew the world. She was very wise. Every memory of her gray eyes projected a sense of balance and power. That was it—strength! He remembered that first night when she at times seemed to reflect an impression of steel, thin and jewel-like. At the time, he fancied comparing her strength to ivory, carved pearl shell, and braided strands of maidens’ hair.
And he knew, now, ever since the brief words at the hitching rails and the singing of the “Gypsy Trail,” that whenever their eyes looked into each other’s it was with a mutual knowledge of unsaid things.
And he knew now, ever since the quick exchange at the hitching rails and the singing of the “Gypsy Trail,” that whenever their eyes met, it was with a shared understanding of things left unspoken.
In vain he turned the pages of the books for the information he sought. He tried to continue his chapter without the information, but no words flowed from his pen. A maddening restlessness was upon him. He seized a time table and pondered the departure of trains, changed his mind, switched the room telephone to the house barn, and asked to have Altadena saddled.
In vain, he flipped through the pages of the books looking for the information he needed. He attempted to carry on with his chapter without it, but no words came to him. A frustrating restlessness took hold of him. He grabbed a timetable and thought about the train schedules, changed his mind, switched the room phone to the house line, and asked for Altadena to be saddled.
It was a perfect morning of California early summer. No breath of wind stirred over the drowsing fields, from which arose the calls of quail and the notes of meadowlarks. The air was heavy with lilac fragrance, and from the distance, as he rode between the lilac hedges, Graham heard the throaty nicker of Mountain Lad and the silvery answering whinney of the Fotherington Princess.
It was a perfect California morning in early summer. Not a bit of wind stirred over the sleepy fields, where the calls of quail and the songs of meadowlarks filled the air. The scent of lilacs was thick in the atmosphere, and as he rode between the lilac hedges, Graham heard the deep nicker of Mountain Lad and the bright whinny in response from the Fotherington Princess.
Why was he here astride Dick Forrest’s horse? Graham asked himself. Why was he not even then on the way to the station to catch that first train he had noted on the time table? This unaccustomed weakness of decision and action was a new rôle for him, he considered bitterly. But—and he was on fire with the thought of it—this was his one life, and this was the one woman in the world.
Why was he here on Dick Forrest’s horse? Graham asked himself. Why wasn’t he already on his way to the station to catch that first train he had seen on the timetable? This unfamiliar lack of decision and action felt strange for him, he thought bitterly. But—and he was burning with this idea—this was his only life, and this was the only woman in the world.
He reined aside to let a herd of Angora goats go by. Each was a doe, and there were several hundred of them; and they were moved slowly by the Basque herdsmen, with frequent pauses, for each doe was accompanied by a young kid. In the paddock were many mares with new-born colts; and once, receiving warning in time, Graham raced into a crossroad to escape a drove of thirty yearling stallions being moved somewhere across the ranch. Their excitement was communicated to that entire portion of the ranch, so that the air was filled with shrill nickerings and squealings and answering whinneys, while Mountain Lad, beside himself at sight and sound of so many rivals, raged up and down his paddock, and again and again trumpeted his challenging conviction that he was the most amazing and mightiest thing that had ever occurred on earth in the way of horse flesh.
He pulled to the side to let a herd of Angora goats pass by. Each one was a female, and there were several hundred of them; they were guided slowly by the Basque herdsmen, who took frequent breaks because each doe had a young kid with her. In the paddock, there were many mares with newborn colts; and once, getting timely warning, Graham raced into a crossroads to avoid a group of thirty yearling stallions being moved across the ranch. Their excitement spread throughout that part of the ranch, filling the air with loud nickers, squeals, and whinnies. Meanwhile, Mountain Lad, overwhelmed by the sight and sound of so many competitors, raced back and forth in his paddock, repeatedly trumpeting his belief that he was the most incredible and powerful creature to ever exist in the realm of horses.
Dick Forrest pranced and sidled into the cross road on the Outlaw, his face beaming with delight at the little tempest among his many creatures.
Dick Forrest bounced and sidled into the intersection on the Outlaw, his face shining with joy at the little commotion among his many creatures.
“Fecundity! Fecundity!"—he chanted in greeting, as he reined in to a halt, if halt it might be called, with his tan-golden sorrel mare a-fret and a-froth, wickedly reaching with her teeth now for his leg and next for Graham’s, one moment pawing the roadway, the next moment, in sheer impotence of resentfulness, kicking the empty air with one hind leg and kicking the air repeatedly, a dozen times.
“Fertility! Fertility!"—he shouted as he pulled to a stop, if you could call it that, with his tan-golden sorrel mare restless and frothing, aggressively trying to nip at his leg and then Graham’s, one moment pawing at the ground, the next, out of frustration, kicking the empty air with one hind leg and doing it over and over, a dozen times.
“Those youngsters certainly put Mountain Lad on his mettle,” Dick laughed. “Listen to his song:
“Those kids really tested Mountain Lad,” Dick laughed. “Listen to his song:
“’Hear me! I am Eros. I stamp upon the hills. I fill the wide valleys. The mares hear me, and startle, in quiet pastures; for they know me. The land is filled with fatness, and the sap is in the trees. It is the spring. The spring is mine. I am monarch of my kingdom of the spring. The mares remember my voice. They knew me aforetime through their mothers before them. Hear me! I am Eros. I stamp upon the hills, and the wide valleys are my heralds, echoing the sound of my approach.’”
“Listen up! I am Eros. I tread upon the hills. I fill the vast valleys. The mares hear me and are startled in peaceful pastures because they recognize me. The land is lush, and the sap is flowing in the trees. It is spring. Spring belongs to me. I am the ruler of my realm of spring. The mares remember my voice. They knew me long ago through their mothers before them. Listen! I am Eros. I tread upon the hills, and the vast valleys announce my arrival, echoing the sound of my approach.”
Chapter XIX
After Mrs. Tully’s departure, Paula, true to her threat, filled the house with guests. She seemed to have remembered all who had been waiting an invitation, and the limousine that met the trains eight miles away was rarely empty coming or going. There were more singers and musicians and artist folk, and bevies of young girls with their inevitable followings of young men, while mammas and aunts and chaperons seemed to clutter all the ways of the Big House and to fill a couple of motor cars when picnics took place.
After Mrs. Tully left, Paula, keeping her word, packed the house with guests. It was like she remembered everyone who had been waiting for an invitation, and the limousine that picked people up from the trains eight miles away was almost always full, both coming and going. There were more singers, musicians, and artists, along with groups of young girls and their usual entourage of young men. Meanwhile, moms, aunts, and chaperones seemed to crowd all the pathways of the Big House and filled up a couple of cars whenever there were picnics.
And Graham wondered if this surrounding of herself by many people was not deliberate on Paula’s part. As for himself, he definitely abandoned work on his book, and joined in the before-breakfast swims of the hardier younger folk, in the morning rides over the ranch, and in whatever fun was afoot indoors and out.
And Graham wondered if Paula had intentionally surrounded herself with so many people. As for him, he had completely given up on working on his book and started joining the more adventurous younger crowd for early morning swims, morning rides around the ranch, and whatever fun was happening both inside and outside.
Late hours and early were kept; and one night, Dick, who adhered to his routine and never appeared to his guests before midday, made a night of it at poker in the stag-room. Graham had sat in, and felt well repaid when, at dawn, the players received an unexpected visit from Paula—herself past one of her white nights, she said, although no sign of it showed on her fresh skin and color. Graham had to struggle to keep his eyes from straying too frequently to her as she mixed golden fizzes to rejuvenate the wan-eyed, jaded players. Then she made them start the round of “jacks” that closed the game, and sent them off for a cold swim before breakfast and the day’s work or frolic.
Late nights and early mornings were the norm; and one night, Dick, who stuck to his routine and never greeted his guests before noon, decided to play poker late into the night in the stag room. Graham joined in and felt it was worth it when, at dawn, Paula made an unexpected appearance—she mentioned she was coming off one of her sleepless nights, though she looked perfectly fresh and colorful. Graham had to work hard to keep his gaze from drifting too often to her as she mixed golden fizzes to perk up the tired, weary players. Then she had them kick off the round of “jacks” that ended the game, and sent them off for a cold swim before breakfast and the day’s activities or fun.
Never was Paula alone. Graham could only join in the groups that were always about her. Although the young people ragged and tangoed incessantly, she rarely danced, and then it was with the young men. Once, however, she favored him with an old-fashioned waltz. “Your ancestors in an antediluvian dance,” she mocked the young people, as she stepped out; for she and Graham had the floor to themselves.
Never was Paula alone. Graham could only join the groups that always gathered around her. Although the young people joked and danced the tango nonstop, she rarely joined in, and when she did, it was only with the young men. Once, however, she surprised him with an old-fashioned waltz. “This is how your ancestors danced back in the day,” she teased the others as she led him out onto the floor; it was just her and Graham on the dance floor.
Once down the length of the room, the two were in full accord. Paula, with the sympathy Graham recognized that made her the exceptional accompanist or rider, subdued herself to the masterful art of the man, until the two were as parts of a sentient machine that operated without jar or friction. After several minutes, finding their perfect mutual step and pace, and Graham feeling the absolute giving of Paula to the dance, they essayed rhythmical pauses and dips, their feet never leaving the floor, yet affecting the onlookers in the way Dick voiced it when he cried out: “They float! They float!” The music was the “Waltz of Salomé,” and with its slow-fading end they postured slower and slower to a perfect close.
Once they reached the other end of the room, the two were completely in sync. Paula, with the understanding Graham recognized as what made her an exceptional accompanist or dancer, allowed herself to blend into the masterful style of the man, until they moved together like parts of a smooth-running machine. After several minutes of finding their perfect step and rhythm, and with Graham sensing Paula’s full commitment to the dance, they tried out some rhythmic pauses and dips, their feet never leaving the floor, yet captivating the audience in the way Dick exclaimed: “They float! They float!” The music was the “Waltz of Salomé,” and as it slowly came to an end, they slowed their movements to a perfect finish.
There was no need to speak. In silence, without a glance at each other, they returned to the company where Dick was proclaiming:
There was no need to say anything. In silence, without looking at each other, they went back to the group where Dick was saying:
“Well, younglings, codlings, and other fry, that’s the way we old folks used to dance. I’m not saying anything against the new dances, mind you. They’re all right and dandy fine. But just the same it wouldn’t injure you much to learn to waltz properly. The way you waltz, when you do attempt it, is a scream. We old folks do know a thing or two that is worth while.”
“Well, kids, teens, and other young folks, that’s how we older people used to dance. I’m not criticizing the new dances, just so you know. They’re pretty good. But honestly, it wouldn’t hurt you to learn how to waltz properly. The way you waltz, when you actually try it, is hilarious. We older people do know a thing or two that’s valuable.”
“For instance?” queried one of the girls.
“For example?” asked one of the girls.
“I’ll tell you. I don’t mind the young generation smelling of gasoline the way it does—”
“I’ll tell you. I don’t care that the young generation smells like gasoline the way they do—”
Cries and protests drowned Dick out for a moment.
Cries and protests overwhelmed Dick for a moment.
“I know I smell of it myself,” he went on. “But you’ve all failed to learn the good old modes of locomotion. There isn’t a girl of you that Paula can’t walk into the ground. There isn’t a fellow of you that Graham and I can’t walk into a receiving hospital.—Oh, I know you can all crank engines and shift gears to the queen’s taste. But there isn’t one of you that can properly ride a horse—a real horse, in the only way, I mean. As for driving a smart pair of roadsters, it’s a screech. And how many of you husky lads, hell-scooting on the bay in your speed-boats, can take the wheel of an old-time sloop or schooner, without an auxiliary, and get out of your own way in her?”
“I know I smell like it too,” he continued. “But you all have failed to learn the basics of movement. There isn’t a girl among you that Paula can’t outpace. There isn’t a guy here that Graham and I can’t outlast in a hospital run.—Oh, I know you can all operate engines and change gears like pros. But not one of you can actually ride a horse—a real horse, in the only sense that matters. As for driving a stylish pair of roadsters, it’s a disaster. And how many of you tough guys, speeding around the bay in your speedboats, can take the wheel of an old-fashioned sloop or schooner, without a backup engine, and actually navigate properly?”
“But we get there just the same,” the same girl retorted.
“But we get there just the same,” the same girl shot back.
“And I don’t deny it,” Dick answered. “But you are not always pretty. I’ll tell you a pretty sight that no one of you can ever present— Paula, there, with the reins of four slashing horses in her hands, her foot on the brake, swinging tally-ho along a mountain road.”
“And I’m not denying it,” Dick replied. “But you’re not always beautiful. Let me tell you about a stunning sight that none of you can ever duplicate—Paula, over there, holding the reins of four high-spirited horses in her hands, her foot on the brake, driving the tally-ho along a mountain road.”
On a warm morning, in the cool arcade of the great patio, a chance group of four or five, among whom was Paula, formed about Graham, who had been reading alone. After a time he returned to his magazine with such absorption that he forgot those about him until an awareness of silence penetrated to his consciousness. He looked up. All the others save Paula had strayed off. He could hear their distant laughter from across the patio. But Paula! He surprised the look on her face, in her eyes. It was a look bent on him, concerning him. Doubt, speculation, almost fear, were in her eyes; and yet, in that swift instant, he had time to note that it was a look deep and searching—almost, his quick fancy prompted, the look of one peering into the just-opened book of fate. Her eyes fluttered and fell, and the color increased in her cheeks in an unmistakable blush. Twice her lips moved to the verge of speech; yet, caught so arrantly in the act, she was unable to phrase any passing thought. Graham saved the painful situation by saying casually:
On a warm morning, in the cool arcade of the big patio, a random group of four or five people, including Paula, gathered around Graham, who had been reading alone. After a while, he got so absorbed in his magazine that he forgot everyone around him until he noticed the sudden quiet. He looked up. Everyone but Paula had wandered off. He could hear their laughter in the distance across the patio. But Paula! He caught the expression on her face, in her eyes. It was a look directed at him, focused on him. Doubt, curiosity, and almost fear were in her eyes; yet, in that quick moment, he realized it was a look that was deep and searching—almost, as his imagination suggested, like someone peering into the just-opened book of fate. Her eyes flickered and dropped, and the color in her cheeks deepened into a clear blush. Twice her lips moved as if to speak; yet, caught so clearly in the act, she couldn't find the words to express any fleeting thought. Graham eased the awkwardness by saying casually:
“Do you know, I’ve just been reading De Vries’ eulogy of Luther Burbank’s work, and it seems to me that Dick is to the domestic animal world what Burbank is to the domestic vegetable world. You are life-makers here—thumbing the stuff into new forms of utility and beauty.”
“Do you know, I’ve just been reading De Vries’ tribute to Luther Burbank’s work, and it seems to me that Dick is to the domestic animal world what Burbank is to the domestic vegetable world. You are creators here—shaping the material into new forms of usefulness and beauty.”
Paula, by this time herself again, laughed and accepted the compliment.
Paula, now herself again, laughed and accepted the compliment.
“I fear me,” Graham continued with easy seriousness, “as I watch your achievements, that I can only look back on a misspent life. Why didn’t I get in and make things? I’m horribly envious of both of you.”
“I’m afraid,” Graham said with calm seriousness, “as I see what you’ve accomplished, that I can only reflect on a life wasted. Why didn’t I jump in and create things? I’m really envious of both of you.”
“We are responsible for a dreadful lot of creatures being born,” she said. “It makes one breathless to think of the responsibility.”
“We are responsible for a terrible number of creatures being born,” she said. “It’s overwhelming to consider the responsibility.”
“The ranch certainly spells fecundity,” Graham smiled. “I never before was so impressed with the flowering and fruiting of life. Everything here prospers and multiplies—”
“The ranch definitely signifies fertility,” Graham smiled. “I've never been this amazed by the blooming and bearing of life. Everything here thrives and increases—”
“Oh!” Paula cried, breaking in with a sudden thought. “Some day I’ll show you my goldfish. I breed them, too—yea, and commercially. I supply the San Francisco dealers with their rarest strains, and I even ship to New York. And, best of all, I actually make money—profits, I mean. Dick’s books show it, and he is the most rigid of bookkeepers. There isn’t a tack-hammer on the place that isn’t inventoried; nor a horse-shoe nail unaccounted for. That’s why he has such a staff of bookkeepers. Why, do you know, calculating every last least item of expense, including average loss of time for colic and lameness, out of fearfully endless columns of figures he has worked the cost of an hour’s labor for a draught horse to the third decimal place.”
“Oh!” Paula exclaimed, interrupting with a sudden thought. “One day I’ll show you my goldfish. I breed them too—yeah, commercially. I provide the San Francisco dealers with their rarest strains, and I even ship to New York. And best of all, I actually make money—profits, I mean. Dick’s books show it, and he is the most meticulous bookkeeper. There isn’t a tack hammer in the place that isn’t listed; nor a horseshoe nail unaccounted for. That’s why he has such a large staff of bookkeepers. Do you know, calculating every single detail of expense, including average loss of time for colic and lameness, out of endless columns of figures, he has worked out the cost of an hour’s labor for a draft horse to the third decimal place.”
“But your goldfish,” Graham suggested, irritated by her constant dwelling on her husband.
“But your goldfish,” Graham suggested, annoyed by her constant focus on her husband.
“Well, Dick makes his bookkeepers keep track of my goldfish in the same way. I’m charged every hour of any of the ranch or house labor I use on the fish—postage stamps and stationery, too, if you please. I have to pay interest on the plant. He even charges me for the water, just as if he were a city water company and I a householder. And still I net ten per cent., and have netted as high as thirty. But Dick laughs and says when I’ve deducted the wages of superintendence—my superintendence, he means—that I’ll find I am poorly paid or else am operating at a loss; that with my net I couldn’t hire so capable a superintendent.
“Well, Dick has his bookkeepers keep track of my goldfish the same way. I’m billed for every hour of any labor from the ranch or house that I use on the fish—postage stamps and stationery too, if you can believe it. I have to pay interest on the setup. He even charges me for the water, just as if he were the city water company and I was a homeowner. And yet, I still net ten percent, and I’ve even netted as high as thirty. But Dick laughs and says that when I take into account the wages of supervision—my supervision, that is—I’ll see I’m either poorly paid or operating at a loss; that with my net earnings, I couldn’t afford to hire such a capable supervisor.”
“Just the same, that’s why Dick succeeds in his undertakings. Unless it’s sheer experiment, he never does anything without knowing precisely, to the last microscopic detail, what it is he is doing.”
“Still, that’s why Dick succeeds in what he does. Unless it’s just a trial and error, he never does anything without knowing exactly, down to the tiniest detail, what he is doing.”
“He is very sure,” Graham observed.
"He's super confident," Graham noted.
“I never knew a man to be so sure of himself,” Paula replied warmly; “and I never knew a man with half the warrant. I know him. He is a genius—but only in the most paradoxical sense. He is a genius because he is so balanced and normal that he hasn’t the slightest particle of genius in him. Such men are rarer and greater than geniuses. I like to think of Abraham Lincoln as such a type.”
“I’ve never met a guy so confident in himself,” Paula replied warmly; “and I’ve never met a guy with half the reason to be. I know him. He’s a genius—but in the most ironic way. He’s a genius because he’s so well-rounded and ordinary that there isn’t the slightest bit of genius in him. Men like that are rarer and more impressive than geniuses. I like to think of Abraham Lincoln as that kind of person.”
“I must admit I don’t quite get you,” Graham said.
“I have to admit, I don’t really understand you,” Graham said.
“Oh, I don’t dare to say that Dick is as good, as cosmically good, as Lincoln,” she hurried on. “Dick is good, but it is not that. It is in their excessive balance, normality, lack of flare, that they are of the same type. Now I am a genius. For, see, I do things without knowing how I do them. I just do them. I get effects in my music that way. Take my diving. To save my life I couldn’t tell how I swan-dive, or jump, or do the turn and a half.
“Oh, I wouldn’t go as far as to say that Dick is as great, as incredibly great, as Lincoln,” she continued quickly. “Dick is good, but it’s different. It’s their extreme balance, normalcy, and lack of showiness that make them similar. Now, I’m a genius. Because, you see, I accomplish things without even realizing how I do them. I just do them. That’s how I achieve effects in my music. Take my diving. I couldn’t explain how I do a swan dive, or jump, or even do a one-and-a-half twist to save my life.”
“Dick, on the other hand, can’t do anything unless he clearly knows in advance how he is going to do it. He does everything with balance and foresight. He’s a general, all-around wonder, without ever having been a particular wonder at any one thing.—Oh, I know him. He’s never been a champion or a record-breaker in any line of athletics. Nor has he been mediocre in any line. And so with everything else, mentally, intellectually. He is an evenly forged chain. He has no massive links, no weak links.”
“Dick, on the other hand, can’t do anything unless he knows exactly in advance how he’s going to do it. He approaches everything with balance and planning. He’s a versatile talent, but he’s never really stood out in any one specific area. —Oh, I know him. He’s never been a champion or set any records in athletics. He hasn’t been average in any area either. The same goes for everything else, mentally and intellectually. He’s like a well-made chain. There are no strong links, and there are no weak links.”
“I’m afraid I’m like you,” Graham said, “that commoner and lesser creature, a genius. For I, too, on occasion, flare and do the most unintentional things. And I am not above falling on my knees before mystery.”
“I’m afraid I’m just like you,” Graham said, “that ordinary and lesser being, a genius. Because I, too, sometimes explode and do the most accidental things. And I'm not above getting down on my knees in front of mystery.”
“And Dick hates mystery—or it would seem he does. Not content with knowing how—he is eternally seeking the why of the how. Mystery is a challenge to him. It excites him like a red rag does a bull. At once he is for ripping the husks and the heart from mystery, so that he will know the how and the why, when it will be no longer mystery but a generalization and a scientifically demonstrable fact.”
“And Dick hates mystery—or at least it seems that way. He’s not satisfied with just knowing how; he’s always looking for the why behind the how. Mystery challenges him. It excites him like a red flag excites a bull. Instantly, he wants to tear apart the layers and the essence of mystery, so he can understand the how and the why, transforming it from a mystery into something general and scientifically proven.”
Much of the growing situation was veiled to the three figures of it. Graham did not know of Paula’s desperate efforts to cling close to her husband, who, himself desperately busy with his thousand plans and projects, was seeing less and less of his company. He always appeared at lunch, but it was a rare afternoon when he could go out with his guests. Paula did know, from the multiplicity of long, code telegrams from Mexico, that things were in a parlous state with the Harvest Group. Also, she saw the agents and emissaries of foreign investors in Mexico, always in haste and often inopportune, arriving at the ranch to confer with Dick. Beyond his complaint that they ate the heart out of his time, he gave her no clew to the matters discussed.
Much of the growing situation was hidden from the three involved. Graham didn’t know about Paula’s desperate attempts to stay close to her husband, who, himself overwhelmed with a thousand plans and projects, was spending less and less time with her. He always showed up for lunch, but it was rare for him to be available in the afternoon to go out with guests. Paula was aware, from the numerous long, coded telegrams from Mexico, that things were in a troubling state with the Harvest Group. She also noticed the agents and representatives of foreign investors in Mexico, always in a hurry and often at inconvenient times, arriving at the ranch to meet with Dick. Aside from his complaint that they consumed his time, he gave her no clues about the discussions taking place.
“My! I wish you weren’t so busy,” she sighed in his arms, on his knees, one fortunate morning, when, at eleven o’clock, she had caught him alone.
“My! I wish you weren’t so busy,” she sighed in his arms, on his knees, one lucky morning, when, at eleven o’clock, she had found him alone.
It was true, she had interrupted the dictation of a letter into the phonograph; and the sigh had been evoked by the warning cough of Bonbright, whom she saw entering with more telegrams in his hand.
It was true, she had interrupted the recording of a letter into the phonograph; and the sigh had been triggered by the warning cough of Bonbright, whom she noticed coming in with more telegrams in his hand.
“Won’t you let me drive you this afternoon, behind Duddy and Fuddy, just you and me, and cut the crowd?” she begged.
“Will you let me drive you this afternoon, just you and me, behind Duddy and Fuddy, and skip the crowd?” she pleaded.
He shook his head and smiled.
He shook his head and smiled.
“You’ll meet at lunch a weird combination,” he explained. “Nobody else needs to know, but I’ll tell you.” He lowered his voice, while Bonbright discreetly occupied himself at the filing cabinets. “They’re Tampico oil folk. Samuels himself, President of the Nacisco; and Wishaar, the big inside man of the Pearson-Brooks crowd—the chap that engineered the purchase of the East Coast railroad and the Tiuana Central when they tried to put the Nacisco out of business; and Matthewson—he’s the hi-yu-skookum big chief this side the Atlantic of the Palmerston interests—you know, the English crowd that fought the Nacisco and the Pearson-Brooks bunch so hard; and, oh, there’ll be several others. It shows you that things are rickety down Mexico way when such a bunch stops scrapping and gets together.
“You’ll meet at lunch a strange mix,” he explained. “No one else needs to know, but I’ll tell you.” He lowered his voice while Bonbright quietly tended to the filing cabinets. “They’re from Tampico oil. Samuels himself, President of the Nacisco; and Wishaar, the key player in the Pearson-Brooks group—the guy who made the deal for the East Coast railroad and the Tijuana Central when they tried to shut down the Nacisco; and Matthewson—he’s the big boss this side of the Atlantic for the Palmerston interests—you know, the British group that fought the Nacisco and the Pearson-Brooks crowd so fiercely; and, oh, there will be several others. It shows you that things are shaky down in Mexico when such a group stops fighting and comes together.”
“You see, they are oil, and I’m important in my way down there, and they want me to swing the mining interests in with the oil. Truly, big things are in the air, and we’ve got to hang together and do something or get out of Mexico. And I’ll admit, after they gave me the turn-down in the trouble three years ago, that I’ve sulked in my tent and made them come to see me.”
“You see, they’re involved in oil, and I matter in my own way down there, and they want me to bring the mining interests together with the oil. Honestly, big things are happening, and we need to stick together and take action or leave Mexico. I’ll admit that after they shut me out during the trouble three years ago, I’ve been sulking in my tent and making them come to me.”
He caressed her and called her his armful of dearest woman, although she detected his eye roving impatiently to the phonograph with its unfinished letter.
He held her close and called her his beloved woman, even though she noticed his gaze wandering impatiently to the phonograph with its unfinished letter.
“And so,” he concluded, with a pressure of his arms about her that seemed to hint that her moment with him was over and she must go, “that means the afternoon. None will stop over. And they’ll be off and away before dinner.”
“And so,” he concluded, wrapping his arms around her in a way that suggested their time together was ending and she needed to leave, “that means this afternoon. No one will stay over. And they’ll be gone before dinner.”
She slipped off his knees and out of his arms with unusual abruptness, and stood straight up before him, her eyes flashing, her cheeks white, her face set with determination, as if about to say something of grave importance. But a bell tinkled softly, and he reached for the desk telephone.
She quickly got off his knees and out of his arms, standing up straight in front of him, her eyes shining, her cheeks pale, her face determined, as if she was about to say something really important. But then a bell rang softly, and he reached for the desk phone.
Paula drooped, and sighed inaudibly, and, as she went down the room and out the door, and as Bonbright stepped eagerly forward with the telegrams, she could hear the beginning of her husband’s conversation:
Paula slumped and sighed quietly, and as she walked down the room and out the door, and as Bonbright stepped eagerly forward with the telegrams, she could hear the start of her husband’s conversation:
“No. It is impossible. He’s got to come through, or I’ll put him out of business. That gentleman’s agreement is all poppycock. If it were only that, of course he could break it. But I’ve got some mighty interesting correspondence that he’s forgotten about.... Yes, yes; it will clinch it in any court of law. I’ll have the file in your office by five this afternoon. And tell him, for me, that if he tries to put through this trick, I’ll break him. I’ll put a competing line on, and his steamboats will be in the receiver’s hands inside a year.... And... hello, are you there?... And just look up that point I suggested. I am rather convinced you’ll find the Interstate Commerce has got him on two counts....”
“No. That's not happening. He has to come through, or I’ll put him out of business. That gentleman’s agreement is nonsense. If it were just that, sure, he could break it. But I’ve got some really interesting correspondence that he seems to have forgotten about.... Yes, yes; it will win in any court of law. I’ll have the file in your office by five this afternoon. And tell him for me that if he tries to pull this stunt, I’ll ruin him. I’ll launch a competing service, and his steamboats will be in the receiver’s hands within a year.... And... hello, are you there? ... And just double-check that point I mentioned. I’m pretty sure you’ll find the Interstate Commerce has him on two counts....”
Nor did Graham, nor even Paula, imagine that Dick—the keen one, the deep one, who could see and sense things yet to occur and out of intangible nuances and glimmerings build shrewd speculations and hypotheses that subsequent events often proved correct—was already sensing what had not happened but what might happen. He had not heard Paula’s brief significant words at the hitching post; nor had he seen Graham catch her in that deep scrutiny of him under the arcade. Dick had heard nothing, seen little, but sensed much; and, even in advance of Paula, had he apprehended in vague ways what she afterward had come to apprehend.
Nor did Graham, nor even Paula, realize that Dick—the sharp one, the perceptive one, who could see and feel things before they happened and from subtle hints and glimmers could form smart speculations and theories that later events often confirmed—was already picking up on things that hadn’t happened yet but could happen. He hadn’t heard Paula’s brief, meaningful words at the hitching post; nor had he noticed Graham catching her in that intense gaze under the arcade. Dick had heard nothing, seen little, but sensed a lot; and even before Paula, he had vaguely understood what she would later come to realize.
The most tangible thing he had to build on was the night, immersed in bridge, when he had not been unaware of the abrupt leaving of the piano after the singing of the “Gypsy Trail”; nor when, in careless smiling greeting of them when they came down the room to devil him over his losing, had he failed to receive a hint or feeling of something unusual in Paula’s roguish teasing face. On the moment, laughing retorts, giving as good as she sent, Dick’s own laughing eyes had swept over Graham beside her and likewise detected the unusual. The man was overstrung, had been Dick’s mental note at the time. But why should he be overstrung? Was there any connection between his overstrungness and the sudden desertion by Paula of the piano? And all the while these questions were slipping through his thoughts, he had laughed at their sallies, dealt, sorted his hand, and won the bid on no trumps.
The most concrete thing he had to work with was that night, lost in the game, when he had noticed the piano suddenly stop after "Gypsy Trail" was sung; nor had he overlooked the strange vibe in Paula’s playful, teasing face when she and the others came down the room to poke fun at him for losing. In that moment, exchanging laughs and good-natured banter, Dick’s own laughing eyes had swept over Graham next to her and picked up on something off about him as well. Dick made a mental note that the guy seemed a bit on edge. But why was he on edge? Was there any link between his tension and Paula’s sudden departure from the piano? And all the while these questions buzzed through his mind, he continued to laugh at their jests, sorted his hand, and won the bid with no trumps.
Yet to himself he had continued to discount as absurd and preposterous the possibility of his vague apprehension ever being realized. It was a chance guess, a silly speculation, based upon the most trivial data, he sagely concluded. It merely connoted the attractiveness of his wife and of his friend. But—and on occasional moments he could not will the thought from coming uppermost in his mind—why had they broken off from singing that evening? Why had he received the feeling that there was something unusual about it? Why had Graham been overstrung?
Yet he still considered it absurd and ridiculous to think that his vague worries could ever come true. It was just a random guess, a silly thought based on the most trivial bits of information, he wisely concluded. It simply indicated how attractive his wife and his friend were. But—on some occasions, he couldn't help but wonder—why had they stopped singing that evening? Why did he get the sense that something was off? Why had Graham seemed so tense?
Nor did Bonbright, one morning, taking dictation of a telegram in the last hour before noon, know that Dick’s casual sauntering to the window, still dictating, had been caused by the faint sound of hoofs on the driveway. It was not the first of recent mornings that Dick had so sauntered to the window, to glance out with apparent absentness at the rush of the morning riding party in the last dash home to the hitching rails. But he knew, on this morning, before the first figures came in sight whose those figures would be.
Nor did Bonbright, one morning, while taking dictation for a telegram in the final hour before noon, realize that Dick’s casual stroll to the window, still dictating, was prompted by the faint sound of hooves on the driveway. It wasn’t the first time in recent mornings that Dick had strolled to the window, glancing out with an air of distraction at the rush of the morning riding group making their last dash home to the hitching rails. But he knew, on this particular morning, before the first figures came into view, who those figures would be.
“Braxton is safe,” he went on with the dictation without change of tone, his eyes on the road where the riders must first come into view. “If things break he can get out across the mountains into Arizona. See Connors immediately. Braxton left Connors complete instructions. Connors to-morrow in Washington. Give me fullest details any move— signed.”
“Braxton is safe,” he continued dictating in a steady tone, his eyes focused on the road where the riders would soon appear. “If anything goes wrong, he can escape over the mountains into Arizona. Contact Connors right away. Braxton gave Connors all the necessary instructions. Connors will be in Washington tomorrow. Keep me updated with every detail of any action—signed.”
Up the driveway the Fawn and Altadena clattered neck and neck. Dick had not been disappointed in the figures he expected to see. From the rear, cries and laughter and the sound of many hoofs tokened that the rest of the party was close behind.
Up the driveway, the Fawn and Altadena raced side by side. Dick wasn’t let down by the numbers he expected to see. From behind, cheers and laughter along with the sound of many hooves indicated that the rest of the group was right behind them.
“And the next one, Mr. Bonbright, please put in the Harvest code,” Dick went on steadily, while to himself he was commenting that Graham was a passable rider but not an excellent one, and that it would have to be seen to that he was given a heavier horse than Altadena. “It is to Jeremy Braxton. Send it both ways. There is a chance one or the other may get through...”
“And the next one, Mr. Bonbright, please enter the Harvest code,” Dick continued calmly, while internally he noted that Graham was an adequate rider but not a great one, and that they needed to ensure he was assigned a larger horse than Altadena. “It is for Jeremy Braxton. Send it both ways. There’s a chance that one or the other may get through...”
Chapter XX
Once again the tide of guests ebbed from the Big House, and more than one lunch and dinner found only the two men and Paula at the table. On such evenings, while Graham and Dick yarned for their hour before bed, Paula no longer played soft things to herself at the piano, but sat with them doing fine embroidery and listening to the talk.
Once again, the flow of guests diminished at the Big House, and more than one lunch and dinner saw just the two men and Paula at the table. On those evenings, while Graham and Dick chatted for an hour before bed, Paula no longer played gentle tunes on the piano for herself. Instead, she sat with them, doing intricate embroidery and listening to the conversation.
Both men had much in common, had lived life in somewhat similar ways, and regarded life from the same angles. Their philosophy was harsh rather than sentimental, and both were realists. Paula made a practice of calling them the pair of “Brass Tacks.”
Both men had a lot in common, had lived life in pretty similar ways, and viewed life from the same perspectives. Their philosophy was tough rather than sentimental, and both were realists. Paula often referred to them as the duo of “Brass Tacks.”
“Oh, yes,” she laughed to them, “I understand your attitude. You are successes, the pair of you—physical successes, I mean. You have health. You are resistant. You can stand things. You have survived where men less resistant have gone down. You pull through African fevers and bury the other fellows. This poor chap gets pneumonia in Cripple Creek and cashes in before you can get him to sea level. Now why didn’t you get pneumonia? Because you were more deserving? Because you had lived more virtuously? Because you were more careful of risks and took more precautions?”
“Oh, absolutely,” she laughed at them, “I get your perspective. You two are successful—physically successful, that is. You have health. You’re tough. You can handle challenges. You've endured where less resilient people have fallen. You recover from African fevers and outlast others. This unfortunate guy catches pneumonia in Cripple Creek and passes away before you can get him to sea level. So why didn’t you get pneumonia? Was it because you deserved it more? Because you lived more rightly? Because you were more cautious with risks and took more safeguards?”
She shook her head.
She shook her head.
“No. Because you were luckier—I mean by birth, by possession of constitution and stamina. Why, Dick buried his three mates and two engineers at Guayaquil. Yellow fever. Why didn’t the yellow fever germ, or whatever it is, kill Dick? And the same with you, Mr. Broad-shouldered Deep-chested Graham. In this last trip of yours, why didn’t you die in the swamps instead of your photographer? Come. Confess. How heavy was he? How broad were his shoulders? How deep his chest?—wide his nostrils?—tough his resistance?”
“No. Because you had better luck—I mean by birth, by having a strong body and stamina. Look, Dick buried his three friends and two engineers in Guayaquil. Yellow fever. Why didn’t the yellow fever germs, or whatever they are, kill Dick? And the same goes for you, Mr. Broad-shouldered Deep-chested Graham. On your last trip, why didn’t you die in the swamps instead of your photographer? Come on. Admit it. How heavy was he? How broad were his shoulders? How deep was his chest?—wide were his nostrils?—tough was his resistance?”
“He weighed a hundred and thirty-five,” Graham admitted ruefully. “But he looked all right and fit at the start. I think I was more surprised than he when he turned up his toes.” Graham shook his head. “It wasn’t because he was a light weight and small. The small men are usually the toughest, other things being equal. But you’ve put your finger on the reason just the same. He didn’t have the physical stamina, the resistance,—You know what I mean, Dick?”
“He weighed one hundred thirty-five,” Graham admitted with a hint of regret. “But he looked fine and fit at first. I think I was more shocked than he was when he passed away.” Graham shook his head. “It wasn’t because he was light and small. Small guys are usually the toughest, all else being equal. But you’ve identified the reason just the same. He didn’t have the physical stamina, the resilience—You know what I mean, Dick?”
“In a way it’s like the quality of muscle and heart that enables some prizefighters to go the distance—twenty, thirty, forty rounds, say,” Dick concurred. “Right now, in San Francisco, there are several hundred youngsters dreaming of success in the ring. I’ve watched them trying out. All look good, fine-bodied, healthy, fit as fiddles, and young. And their spirits are most willing. And not one in ten of them can last ten rounds. I don’t mean they get knocked out. I mean they blow up. Their muscles and their hearts are not made out of first-grade fiber. They simply are not made to move at high speed and tension for ten rounds. And some of them blow up in four or five rounds. And not one in forty can go the twenty-round route, give and take, hammer and tongs, one minute of rest to three of fight, for a full hour of fighting. And the lad who can last forty rounds is one in ten thousand—lads like Nelson, Gans, and Wolgast.
“In a way, it’s like the strength and determination that let some boxers go the distance—twenty, thirty, forty rounds, for example,” Dick agreed. “Right now, in San Francisco, there are several hundred young people dreaming of success in the ring. I’ve seen them trying out. They all look great, fit, healthy, and young. Their spirits are eager. But not one in ten of them can last ten rounds. I don’t mean they get knocked out; I mean they fall apart. Their muscles and hearts aren’t made of top-quality stuff. They simply can’t handle the speed and pressure for ten rounds. Some of them fall apart in four or five rounds. And not one in forty can go the twenty-round distance, trading punches, one minute of rest for every three minutes of fighting, for a full hour. And the guy who can last forty rounds is one in ten thousand—guys like Nelson, Gans, and Wolgast.”
“You understand the point I am making,” Paula took up. “Here are the pair of you. Neither will see forty again. You’re a pair of hard-bitten sinners. You’ve gone through hardship and exposure that dropped others all along the way. You’ve had your fun and folly. You’ve roughed and rowdied over the world—”
“You get what I’m saying,” Paula picked up. “Here you both are. Neither of you will see forty again. You’re a couple of tough sinners. You’ve faced hardships and challenges that have taken others down. You’ve had your share of fun and mistakes. You’ve lived it up and caused a ruckus around the world—”
“Played the wild ass,” Graham laughed in.
"Played the wild ass," Graham laughed.
“And drunk deep,” Paula added. “Why, even alcohol hasn’t burned you. You were too tough. You put the other fellows under the table, or into the hospital or the grave, and went your gorgeous way, a song on your lips, with tissues uncorroded, and without even the morning-after headache. And the point is that you are successes. Your muscles are blond-beast muscles, your vital organs are blond-beast organs. And from all this emanates your blond-beast philosophy. That’s why you are brass tacks, and preach realism, and practice realism, shouldering and shoving and walking over lesser and unluckier creatures, who don’t dare talk back, who, like Dick’s prizefighting boys, would blow up in the first round if they resorted to the arbitrament of force.”
“And you drank deep,” Paula added. “I mean, alcohol hasn't even fazed you. You were too tough. You put the other guys under the table, or in the hospital, or in the grave, and went on your way, singing with no regrets, and without even a morning-after headache. The point is that you’re successful. Your muscles are like those of a strong guy, and your vital organs are in peak condition. And from all this comes your philosophy. That’s why you’re all business, preaching realism, and practicing it, pushing and shoving your way past lesser, unluckier people who don’t dare speak up, who, like Dick’s prizefighting boys, would throw in the towel in the first round if they tried to fight back.”
Dick whistled a long note of mock dismay.
Dick whistled a long note of feigned shock.
“And that’s why you preach the gospel of the strong,” Paula went on. “If you had been weaklings, you’d have preached the gospel of the weak and turned the other cheek. But you—you pair of big-muscled giants— when you are struck, being what you are, you don’t turn the other cheek—”
“And that’s why you promote the idea of strength,” Paula continued. “If you were weaklings, you’d be sharing the message of the weak and turning the other cheek. But you—you two big, muscular giants—when you get hit, you don’t turn the other cheek—”
“No,” Dick interrupted quietly. “We immediately roar, ’Knock his block off!’ and then do it.—She’s got us, Evan, hip and thigh. Philosophy, like religion, is what the man is, and is by him made in his own image.”
“No,” Dick interrupted softly. “We immediately shout, ‘Knock his block off!’ and then go for it. — She has us, Evan, completely. Philosophy, like religion, reflects who a person is and is shaped by that person in their own image.”
And while the talk led over the world, Paula sewed on, her eyes filled with the picture of the two big men, admiring, wondering, pondering, without the surety of self that was theirs, aware of a slipping and giving of convictions so long accepted that they had seemed part of her.
And while the conversation drifted across the globe, Paula kept sewing, her mind filled with the image of the two big men, admiring, wondering, and reflecting, lacking the confidence that they had, aware of a loss and a shift in beliefs that she had held for so long they felt like a part of her.
Later in the evening she gave voice to her trouble.
Later in the evening, she spoke about her troubles.
“The strangest part of it,” she said, taking up a remark Dick had just made, “is that too much philosophizing about life gets one worse than nowhere. A philosophic atmosphere is confusing—at least to a woman. One hears so much about everything, and against everything, that nothing is sure. For instance, Mendenhall’s wife is a Lutheran. She hasn’t a doubt about anything. All is fixed, ordained, immovable. Star-drifts and ice-ages she knows nothing about, and if she did they would not alter in the least her rules of conduct for men and women in this world and in relation to the next.
“The weirdest part of it,” she said, picking up on something Dick had just said, “is that overthinking life gets you nowhere. A philosophical vibe is confusing—at least for a woman. You hear so much about everything, and against everything, that nothing feels certain. For example, Mendenhall’s wife is a Lutheran. She has no doubts about anything. Everything is fixed, set in stone, unchangeable. She doesn’t know anything about star drifts or ice ages, and even if she did, it wouldn’t change her rules for how men and women should act in this world or the next.”
“But here, with us, you two pound your brass tacks, Terrence does a Greek dance of epicurean anarchism, Hancock waves the glittering veils of Bergsonian metaphysics, Leo makes solemn obeisance at the altar of Beauty, and Dar Hyal juggles his sophistic blastism to no end save all your applause for his cleverness. Don’t you see? The effect is that there is nothing solid in any human judgment. Nothing is right. Nothing is wrong. One is left compassless, rudderless, chartless on a sea of ideas. Shall I do this? Must I refrain from that? Will it be wrong? Is there any virtue in it? Mrs. Mendenhall has her instant answer for every such question. But do the philosophers?”
“But here, with us, you two get to the point, Terrence does a Greek dance of pleasure-seeking rebellion, Hancock waves the shimmering veils of Bergsonian philosophy, Leo makes a serious tribute at the altar of Beauty, and Dar Hyal juggles his clever rhetoric endlessly, just to earn your applause for his wit. Don’t you see? The result is that there’s nothing solid in any human judgment. Nothing is right. Nothing is wrong. One is left without direction, aimless, lost on a sea of ideas. Should I do this? Must I avoid that? Will it be wrong? Is there any goodness in it? Mrs. Mendenhall has her quick answer for every such question. But do the philosophers?”
Paula shook her head.
Paula said no.
“No. All they have is ideas. They immediately proceed to talk about it, and talk and talk and talk, and with all their erudition reach no conclusion whatever. And I am just as bad. I listen and listen, and talk and talk, as I am talking now, and remain convictionless. There is no test—”
“No. All they have is ideas. They just start talking about it, and talk and talk and talk, and despite all their knowledge, they reach no conclusion at all. And I’m just as bad. I listen and listen, and talk and talk, like I’m doing now, and still have no firm beliefs. There’s no way to test—”
“But there is,” Dick said. “The old, eternal test of truth—Will it work?”
“But there is,” Dick said. “The old, timeless test of truth—Will it work?”
“Ah, now you are pounding your favorite brass tack,” Paula smiled. “And Dar Hyal, with a few arm-wavings and word-whirrings, will show that all brass tacks are illusions; and Terrence, that brass tacks are sordid, irrelevant and non-essential things at best; and Hancock, that the overhanging heaven of Bergson is paved with brass tacks, only that they are a much superior article to yours; and Leo, that there is only one brass tack in the universe, and that it is Beauty, and that it isn’t brass at all but gold.”
“Ah, now you’re hammering on your favorite point,” Paula smiled. “And Dar Hyal, with a few gestures and clever words, will prove that all points are illusions; and Terrence will argue that points are trivial, irrelevant, and basically unnecessary; and Hancock will suggest that the grand ideas of Bergson are filled with points, but they’re actually much better than yours; and Leo will insist that there’s only one point in the universe, and that it’s Beauty, which isn’t even a point but gold.”
“Come on, Red Cloud, go riding this afternoon,” Paula asked her husband. “Get the cobwebs out of your brain, and let lawyers and mines and livestock go hang.”
“Come on, Red Cloud, let's go for a ride this afternoon,” Paula said to her husband. “Clear your head, and let the lawyers, mines, and livestock deal with themselves.”
“I’d like to, Paul,” he answered. “But I can’t. I’ve got to rush in a machine all the way to the Buckeye. Word came in just before lunch. They’re in trouble at the dam. There must have been a fault in the under-strata, and too-heavy dynamiting has opened it. In short, what’s the good of a good dam when the bottom of the reservoir won’t hold water?”
“I’d like to, Paul,” he replied. “But I can’t. I have to hurry and get a machine all the way to the Buckeye. We just got the news right before lunch. They’re having issues at the dam. There must have been a problem with the underlying layers, and too much blasting has caused a breach. Basically, what’s the point of a solid dam if the bottom of the reservoir can’t hold water?”
Three hours later, returning from the Buckeye, Dick noted that for the first time Paula and Graham had gone riding together alone.
Three hours later, on his way back from the Buckeye, Dick noticed that for the first time, Paula and Graham had gone riding together by themselves.
The Wainwrights and the Coghlans, in two machines, out for a week’s trip to the Russian River, rested over for a day at the Big House, and were the cause of Paula’s taking out the tally-ho for a picnic into the Los Baños Hills. Starting in the morning, it was impossible for Dick to accompany them, although he left Blake in the thick of dictation to go out and see them off. He assured himself that no detail was amiss in the harnessing and hitching, and reseated the party, insisting on Graham coming forward into the box-seat beside Paula.
The Wainwrights and the Coghlans, in two cars, were on a week-long trip to the Russian River. They stayed for a day at the Big House, which led Paula to take out the tally-ho for a picnic in the Los Baños Hills. Even though Dick couldn't go with them in the morning because he was busy with dictation, he still left Blake in the middle of it all to see them off. He made sure that everything was in order with the harnessing and hitching, and he had everyone rearranged, insisting that Graham move up to the box-seat next to Paula.
“Just must have a reserve of man’s strength alongside of Paula in case of need,” Dick explained. “I’ve known a brake-rod to carry away on a down grade somewhat to the inconvenience of the passengers. Some of them broke their necks. And now, to reassure you, with Paula at the helm, I’ll sing you a song:
“Just need a backup of man’s strength alongside Paula in case we need it,” Dick explained. “I’ve seen a brake rod break on a downhill, which was pretty inconvenient for the passengers. Some of them ended up breaking their necks. Now, to put your mind at ease, with Paula in charge, I’ll sing you a song:
“What can little Paula do?
Why, drive a phaeton and two.
Can little Paula do no more?
Yes, drive a tally-ho and
four.”
“What can little Paula do?
Well, she can drive a carriage and two horses.
Can little Paula do anything else?
Yes, she can drive a tally-ho with four horses.”
All were in laughter as Paula nodded to the grooms to release the horses’ heads, took the feel of the four mouths on her hands, and shortened and slipped the reins to adjustment of four horses into the collars and taut on the traces.
All were laughing as Paula nodded to the grooms to let go of the horses’ heads, felt the four mouths in her hands, and adjusted the reins for the four horses into the collars, tightening them on the traces.
In the babel of parting gibes to Dick, none of the guests was aware of aught else than a bright morning, the promise of a happy day, and a genial host bidding them a merry going. But Paula, despite the keen exhilaration that should have arisen with the handling of four such horses, was oppressed by a vague sadness in which, somehow, Dick’s being left behind figured. Through Graham’s mind Dick’s merry face had flashed a regret of conscience that, instead of being seated there beside this one woman, he should be on train and steamer fleeing to the other side of the world.
In the noise of parting teasing directed at Dick, none of the guests noticed anything other than a bright morning, the promise of a happy day, and a friendly host wishing them well as they left. But Paula, even with the excitement that should come from handling four great horses, felt a vague sadness that somehow centered around Dick being left behind. Graham couldn’t shake the image of Dick’s cheerful face from his mind, feeling a pang of regret that, instead of being there with this one woman, he was on a train and a boat heading to the other side of the world.
But the merriness died on Dick’s face the moment he turned on his heel to enter the house. It was a few minutes later than ten when he finished his dictation and Mr. Blake rose to go. He hesitated, then said a trifle apologetically:
But the smile vanished from Dick's face as soon as he turned to walk into the house. It was just after ten when he wrapped up his dictation, and Mr. Blake stood up to leave. He paused for a moment, then said somewhat apologetically:
“You told me, Mr. Forrest, to remind you of the proofs of your Shorthorn book. They wired their second hurry-up yesterday.”
“You told me, Mr. Forrest, to remind you about the proofs of your Shorthorn book. They sent their second hurry-up message yesterday.”
“I won’t be able to tackle it myself,” Dick replied. “Will you please correct the typographical, submit the proofs to Mr. Manson for correction of fact—tell him be sure to verify that pedigree of King of Devon—and ship them off.”
“I can’t handle it on my own,” Dick said. “Could you please fix the typos, send the proofs to Mr. Manson for fact-checking—make sure he verifies that pedigree of the King of Devon—and get them shipped out?”
Until eleven Dick received his managers and foremen. But not for a quarter of an hour after that did he get rid of his show manager, Mr. Pitts, with the tentative make-up of the catalogue for the first annual stock-sale on the ranch. By that time Mr. Bonbright was on hand with his sheaf of telegrams, and the lunch-hour was at hand ere they were cleaned up.
Until eleven, Dick met with his managers and foremen. But it took him another fifteen minutes to finally send off his show manager, Mr. Pitts, who was working on the draft of the catalogue for the first annual stock sale on the ranch. By that time, Mr. Bonbright had arrived with his stack of telegrams, and it was almost lunch hour by the time they got everything sorted out.
For the first time alone since he had seen the tally-ho off, Dick stepped out on his sleeping porch to the row of barometers and thermometers on the wall. But he had come to consult, not them, but the girl’s face that laughed from the round wooden frame beneath them.
For the first time alone since he had seen the coach leave, Dick stepped out onto his sleeping porch to look at the row of barometers and thermometers on the wall. But he wasn't there to check them; he wanted to see the girl’s face that smiled back from the round wooden frame below.
“Paula, Paula,” he said aloud, “are you surprising yourself and me after all these years? Are you turning madcap at sober middle age?”
“Paula, Paula,” he said out loud, “are you surprising yourself and me after all these years? Are you going a bit crazy in your sober middle age?”
He put on leggings and spurs to be ready for riding after lunch, and what his thoughts had been while buckling on the gear he epitomized to the girl in the frame.
He put on leggings and spurs to be ready for riding after lunch, and what he had been thinking while fastening his gear he conveyed to the girl in the frame.
“Play the game,” he muttered. And then, after a pause, as he turned to go: “A free field and no favor ... and no favor.”
“Play the game,” he murmured. Then, after a moment, as he turned to leave: “An open field and no special treatment ... and no special treatment.”
“Really, if I don’t go soon, I’ll have to become a pensioner and join the philosophers of the madroño grove,” Graham said laughingly to Dick.
“Honestly, if I don’t leave soon, I’ll have to become a retiree and join the philosophers in the madroño grove,” Graham said, laughing with Dick.
It was the time of cocktail assembling, and Paula, in addition to Graham, was the only one of the driving party as yet to put in an appearance.
It was cocktail hour, and Paula, along with Graham, was the only one from the group driving who hadn’t shown up yet.
“If all the philosophers together would just make one book!” Dick demurred. “Good Lord, man, you’ve just got to complete your book here. I got you started and I’ve got to see you through with it.”
“If all the philosophers together would just make one book!” Dick protested. “Good Lord, man, you have to finish your book here. I got you started, and I need to see you through it.”
Paula’s encouragement to Graham to stay on—mere stereotyped, uninterested phrases—was music to Dick. His heart leapt. After all, might he not be entirely mistaken? For two such mature, wise, middle-aged individuals as Paula and Graham any such foolishness was preposterous and unthinkable. They were not young things with their hearts on their sleeves.
Paula’s encouragement for Graham to stick around—just the same old, uninterested phrases—was music to Dick's ears. His heart soared. After all, could he be completely wrong? For two mature, wise, middle-aged people like Paula and Graham, any kind of foolishness was ridiculous and impossible to imagine. They weren’t young people wearing their hearts on their sleeves.
“To the book!” he toasted. He turned to Paula. “A good cocktail,” he praised. “Paul, you excel yourself, and you fail to teach Oh Joy the art. His never quite touch yours.—Yes, another, please.”
“To the book!” he toasted. He turned to Paula. “This is a great cocktail,” he praised. “Paul, you really outdid yourself, and you still haven’t taught Oh Joy the art. His never quite matches yours.—Yes, another one, please.”
Chapter XXI
Graham, riding solitary through the redwood canyons among the hills that overlooked the ranch center, was getting acquainted with Selim, the eleven-hundred-pound, coal-black gelding which Dick had furnished him in place of the lighter Altadena. As he rode along, learning the good nature, the roguishness and the dependableness of the animal, Graham hummed the words of the “Gypsy Trail” and allowed them to lead his thoughts. Quite carelessly, foolishly, thinking of bucolic lovers carving their initials on forest trees, he broke a spray of laurel and another of redwood. He had to stand in the stirrups to pluck a long-stemmed, five-fingered fern with which to bind the sprays into a cross. When the patteran was fashioned, he tossed it on the trail before him and noted that Selim passed over without treading upon it. Glancing back, Graham watched it to the next turn of the trail. A good omen, was his thought, that it had not been trampled.
Graham, riding alone through the redwood canyons among the hills that overlooked the ranch, was getting to know Selim, the eleven-hundred-pound, coal-black gelding that Dick had given him instead of the lighter Altadena. As he rode, discovering the animal's good nature, mischievousness, and reliability, Graham hummed the lyrics to “Gypsy Trail” and let them guide his thoughts. Carelessly, and a bit foolishly, thinking of country lovers carving their initials into trees, he broke off a sprig of laurel and another of redwood. He had to stand in the stirrups to grab a long-stemmed, five-fingered fern to tie the sprigs together into a cross. Once the creation was made, he tossed it onto the trail in front of him and noticed that Selim stepped over it without stepping on it. Looking back, Graham watched it until the next turn in the trail. It felt like a good sign that it had not been trampled.
More five-fingered ferns to be had for the reaching, more branches of redwood and laurel brushing his face as he rode, invited him to continue the manufacture of patterans, which he dropped as he fashioned them. An hour later, at the head of the canyon, where he knew the trail over the divide was difficult and stiff, he debated his course and turned back.
More five-fingered ferns to reach for, more branches of redwood and laurel brushing his face as he rode, urged him to keep making patterns, which he dropped as he created them. An hour later, at the top of the canyon, where he knew the trail over the divide was tough and rough, he thought about his options and turned back.
Selim warned him by nickering. Came an answering nicker from close at hand. The trail was wide and easy, and Graham put his mount into a fox trot, swung a wide bend, and overtook Paula on the Fawn.
Selim warned him with a nicker. He received a response nicker from nearby. The trail was wide and smooth, so Graham pushed his horse into a fox trot, took a wide turn, and caught up with Paula on the Fawn.
“Hello!” he called. “Hello! Hello!”
“Hey!” he called. “Hey! Hey!”
She reined in till he was alongside.
She slowed down until he was beside her.
“I was just turning back,” she said. “Why did you turn back? I thought you were going over the divide to Little Grizzly.”
“I was just turning back,” she said. “Why did you turn back? I thought you were going over the pass to Little Grizzly.”
“You knew I was ahead of you?” he asked, admiring the frank, boyish way of her eyes straight-gazing into his.
“You knew I was ahead of you?” he asked, admiring the honest, youthful way her eyes looked directly into his.
“Why shouldn’t I? I had no doubt at the second patteran.”
“Why shouldn't I? I had no doubt at the second pattern.”
“Oh, I’d forgotten about them,” he laughed guiltily. “Why did you turn back?”
“Oh, I totally forgot about them,” he chuckled sheepishly. “What made you turn back?”
She waited until the Fawn and Selim had stepped over a fallen alder across the trail, so that she could look into Graham’s eyes when she answered:
She waited until the Fawn and Selim had crossed over a fallen alder along the path, so she could look into Graham’s eyes when she replied:
“Because I did not care to follow your trail.—To follow anybody’s trail,” she quickly amended. “I turned back at the second one.”
“Because I didn't want to follow your trail.—To follow anyone's trail,” she quickly corrected. “I turned back at the second one.”
He failed of a ready answer, and an awkward silence was between them. Both were aware of this awkwardness, due to the known but unspoken things.
He couldn't come up with a quick response, and an uncomfortable silence settled between them. Both of them felt the awkwardness, caused by things they both knew but didn't say out loud.
“Do you make a practice of dropping patterans?” Paula asked.
“Do you regularly drop patterans?” Paula asked.
“The first I ever left,” he replied, with a shake of the head. “But there was such a generous supply of materials it seemed a pity, and, besides, the song was haunting me.”
“The first time I ever left,” he said, shaking his head. “But there was such an abundant supply of materials that it felt like a waste, and on top of that, the song was stuck in my head.”
“It was haunting me this morning when I woke up,” she said, this time her face straight ahead so that she might avoid a rope of wild grapevine that hung close to her side of the trail.
“It was haunting me this morning when I woke up,” she said, keeping her gaze straight ahead to dodge a tangle of wild grapevine that hung near her side of the trail.
And Graham, gazing at her face in profile, at her crown of gold-brown hair, at her singing throat, felt the old ache at the heart, the hunger and the yearning. The nearness of her was a provocation. The sight of her, in her fawn-colored silk corduroy, tormented him with a rush of visions of that form of hers—swimming Mountain Lad, swan-diving through forty feet of air, moving down the long room in the dull-blue dress of medieval fashion with the maddening knee-lift of the clinging draperies.
And Graham, looking at her face from the side, at her crown of golden-brown hair, at her singing throat, felt the familiar ache in his heart, the hunger and the longing. Being so close to her was a challenge. The sight of her in her tan silk corduroy drove him wild with memories of her figure—swimming Mountain Lad, diving gracefully through forty feet of air, moving down the long room in the dull-blue medieval dress with the infuriating knee-lift of the clingy fabric.
“A penny for them,” she interrupted his visioning. His answer was prompt.
“A penny for your thoughts,” she interrupted his daydreaming. He replied immediately.
“Praise to the Lord for one thing: you haven’t once mentioned Dick.”
“Thank goodness for one thing: you haven’t brought up Dick even once.”
“Do you so dislike him?”
“Do you really dislike him?”
“Be fair,” he commanded, almost sternly. “It is because I like him. Otherwise...”
“Be fair,” he said, almost sternly. “It’s because I like him. Otherwise...”
“What?” she queried.
“What?” she asked.
Her voice was brave, although she looked straight before her at the Fawn’s pricking ears.
Her voice was bold, even though she was focused straight ahead at the Fawn’s perked-up ears.
“I can’t understand why I remain. I should have been gone long ago.”
“I don’t get why I’m still here. I should have left a long time ago.”
“Why?” she asked, her gaze still on the pricking ears.
“Why?” she asked, her eyes still on the pricking ears.
“Be fair, be fair,” he warned. “You and I scarcely need speech for understanding.”
“Be fair, be fair,” he cautioned. “You and I hardly need words to understand each other.”
She turned full upon him, her cheeks warming with color, and, without speech, looked at him. Her whip-hand rose quickly, half way, as if to press her breast, and half way paused irresolutely, then dropped down to her side. But her eyes, he saw, were glad and startled. There was no mistake. The startle lay in them, and also the gladness. And he, knowing as it is given some men to know, changed the bridle rein to his other hand, reined close to her, put his arm around her, drew her till the horses rocked, and, knee to knee and lips on lips, kissed his desire to hers. There was no mistake—pressure to pressure, warmth to warmth, and with an elate thrill he felt her breathe against him.
She turned fully towards him, her cheeks flushing with color, and looked at him silently. Her hand raised quickly, halfway, as though to press against her chest, hesitated for a moment, then dropped to her side. But he could see that her eyes were joyful and surprised. There was no doubt about it. The surprise was in her gaze, along with the joy. And he, knowing as some men do, changed the reins to his other hand, pulled his horse closer to hers, wrapped his arm around her, and pulled her in so the horses swayed. With their knees touching and lips pressing together, he kissed her, expressing his desire. There was no mistake—pressure to pressure, warmth to warmth, and with a thrilling lift, he felt her breathe against him.
The next moment she had torn herself loose. The blood had left her face. Her eyes were blazing. Her riding-whip rose as if to strike him, then fell on the startled Fawn. Simultaneously she drove in both spurs with such suddenness and force as to fetch a groan and a leap from the mare.
The next moment, she had freed herself. The blood had drained from her face. Her eyes were intense. Her riding whip lifted as if to hit him, then landed on the startled Fawn. At the same time, she jabbed both spurs in with such suddenness and force that it made the mare groan and jump.
He listened to the soft thuds of hoofs die away along the forest path, himself dizzy in the saddle from the pounding of his blood. When the last hoof-beat had ceased, he half-slipped, half-sank from his saddle to the ground, and sat on a mossy boulder. He was hard hit—harder than he had deemed possible until that one great moment when he had held her in his arms. Well, the die was cast.
He heard the gentle sounds of hooves fade away along the forest path, feeling dizzy in the saddle from the rush of his blood. When the last hoofbeat disappeared, he nearly slipped off but managed to sink down from the saddle to the ground, sitting on a mossy rock. He was deeply affected—more than he had thought possible until that one intense moment when he had held her in his arms. Well, the decision was made.
He straightened up so abruptly as to alarm Selim, who sprang back the length of his bridle rein and snorted.
He straightened up so suddenly that it startled Selim, who jumped back the length of his reins and snorted.
What had just occurred had been unpremeditated. It was one of those inevitable things. It had to happen. He had not planned it, although he knew, now, that had he not procrastinated his going, had he not drifted, he could have foreseen it. And now, going could not mend matters. The madness of it, the hell of it and the joy of it, was that no longer was there any doubt. Speech beyond speech, his lips still tingling with the memory of hers, she had told him. He dwelt over that kiss returned, his senses swimming deliciously in the sea of remembrance.
What just happened was totally unexpected. It was one of those things that had to happen. He didn’t plan it, but now he realized that if he hadn’t delayed leaving, if he hadn’t gone with the flow, he could have seen it coming. And now, leaving wouldn’t fix things. The madness of it, the chaos of it, and the joy of it was that there was no longer any doubt. Beyond words, his lips still tingling from hers, she had told him. He lingered on that kiss, his senses delightfully swimming in the sea of memories.
He laid his hand caressingly on the knee that had touched hers, and was grateful with the humility of the true lover. Wonderful it was that so wonderful a woman should love him. This was no girl. This was a woman, knowing her own will and wisdom. And she had breathed quickly in his arms, and her lips had been live to his. He had evoked what he had given, and he had not dreamed, after the years, that he had had so much to give.
He gently placed his hand on the knee that had touched hers and felt a deep sense of gratitude, filled with the humility of a true lover. It was amazing that such an incredible woman could love him. This wasn't just any girl; this was a woman, confident in her own desires and knowledge. She had breathed quickly in his arms, and her lips had come alive against his. He had stirred something within her that he had given, and he never imagined, after all those years, that he had so much to offer.
He stood up, made as if to mount Selim, who nozzled his shoulder, then paused to debate.
He stood up, acted like he was going to get on Selim, who nudged his shoulder, then stopped to think.
It was no longer a question of going. That was definitely settled. Dick had certain rights, true. But Paula had her rights, and did he have the right to go, after what had happened, unless ... unless she went with him? To go now was to kiss and ride away. Surely, since the world of sex decreed that often the same men should love the one woman, and therefore that perfidy should immediately enter into such a triangle—surely, it was the lesser evil to be perfidious to the man than to the woman.
It was no longer about leaving. That was definitely decided. Dick had certain rights, sure. But Paula had her rights too, and did he really have the right to leave after everything that had happened, unless... unless she left with him? To leave now felt like just running away. Clearly, since society decided that often the same men end up loving the same woman, leading to betrayal in this triangle—surely, it was the lesser evil to betray the man than the woman.
It was a real world, he pondered as he rode slowly along; and Paula, and Dick, and he were real persons in it, were themselves conscious realists who looked the facts of life squarely in the face. This was no affair of priest and code, of other wisdoms and decisions. Of themselves must it be settled. Some one would be hurt. But life was hurt. Success in living was the minimizing of pain. Dick believed that himself, thanks be. The three of them believed it. And it was nothing new under the sun. The countless triangles of the countless generations had all been somehow solved. This, then, would be solved. All human affairs reached some solution.
It was a real world, he thought as he rode slowly along; and Paula, and Dick, and he were real people in it, all of them aware realists who faced the facts of life head-on. This wasn’t a matter of priest and code, or other wisdoms and decisions. It had to be settled by themselves. Someone would get hurt. But life was pain. Success in living was about minimizing that pain. Dick believed that, thankfully. The three of them believed it. And it wasn’t anything new. The countless triangles of countless generations had all been figured out somehow. This, too, would be figured out. All human affairs reached some resolution.
He shook sober thought from his brain and returned to the bliss of memory, reaching his hand to another caress of his knee, his lips breathing again to the breathing of hers against them. He even reined Selim to a halt in order to gaze at the hollow resting place of his bent arm which she had filled.
He pushed sober thoughts out of his mind and fell back into the joy of memories, bringing his hand to his knee for another touch, his lips reconnecting with hers. He even pulled Selim to a stop so he could look at the empty space where his bent arm had rested, now filled by her.
Not until dinner did Graham see Paula again, and he found her the very usual Paula. Not even his eye, keen with knowledge, could detect any sign of the day’s great happening, nor of the anger that had whitened her face and blazed in her eyes when she half-lifted her whip to strike him. In everything she was the same Little Lady of the Big House. Even when it chanced that her eyes met his, they were serene, untroubled, with no hint of any secret in them. What made the situation easier was the presence of several new guests, women, friends of Dick and her, come for a couple of days.
Not until dinner did Graham see Paula again, and she seemed like the same old Paula. Not even his sharp eye could see any trace of the day’s major event, nor of the anger that had drained her face and ignited her eyes when she had almost raised her whip to hit him. In every way, she was still the same Little Lady of the Big House. Even when their eyes met, hers were calm and unbothered, showing no sign of any hidden feelings. What made things less tense was the presence of several new guests, women who were friends of Dick and her, here for a couple of days.
Next morning, in the music room, he encountered them and Paula at the piano.
Next morning, in the music room, he ran into them and Paula at the piano.
“Don’t you sing, Mr. Graham?” a Miss Hoffman asked.
“Don’t you sing, Mr. Graham?” Miss Hoffman asked.
She was the editor of a woman’s magazine published in San Francisco, Graham had learned.
She was the editor of a women’s magazine published in San Francisco, Graham had learned.
“Oh, adorably,” he assured her. “Don’t I, Mrs. Forrest?” he appealed.
“Oh, adorable,” he assured her. “Don’t I, Mrs. Forrest?” he asked.
“It is quite true,” Paula smiled, “if for no other reason that he is kind enough not to drown me quite.”
“It’s totally true,” Paula smiled, “if for no other reason than he’s nice enough not to drown me completely.”
“And nothing remains but to prove our words,” he volunteered. “There’s a duet we sang the other evening—” He glanced at Paula for a sign. “—Which is particularly good for my kind of singing.” Again he gave her a passing glance and received no cue to her will or wish. “The music is in the living room. I’ll go and get it.”
“And all that’s left is to back up what we said,” he offered. “There’s a duet we sang the other night—” He looked at Paula for a hint. “—Which is especially great for my style of singing.” Once more, he shot her a quick look but got no signal about what she wanted. “The music is in the living room. I’ll go grab it.”
“It’s the ‘Gypsy Trail,’ a bright, catchy thing,” he heard her saying to the others as he passed out.
“It’s the ‘Gypsy Trail,’ a lively, catchy tune,” he heard her saying to the others as he walked by.
They did not sing it so recklessly as on that first occasion, and much of the thrill and some of the fire they kept out of their voices; but they sang it more richly, more as the composer had intended it and with less of their own particular interpretation. But Graham was thinking as he sang, and he knew, too, that Paula was thinking, that in their hearts another duet was pulsing all unguessed by the several women who applauded the song’s close.
They didn’t sing it as wildly as they had the first time, and they held back much of the excitement and some of the passion in their voices; but they sang it more fully, closer to how the composer had meant it, with less of their personal touch. But as Graham sang, he was deep in thought, and he knew Paula was, too—deep down, another duet was resonating, completely unnoticed by the several women who applauded at the end of the song.
“You never sang it better, I’ll wager,” he told Paula.
“You never sang it better, I bet,” he told Paula.
For he had heard a new note in her voice. It had been fuller, rounder, with a generousness of volume that had vindicated that singing throat.
For he had heard a new tone in her voice. It was fuller, rounder, with a richness that justified that beautiful singing voice.
“And now, because I know you don’t know, I’ll tell you what a patteran is,” she was saying....
“And now, since I know you’re not aware, I’ll explain what a patteran is,” she was saying....
Chapter XXII
“Dick, boy, your position is distinctly Carlylean,” Terrence McFane said in fatherly tones.
“Dick, buddy, your viewpoint is definitely Carlylean,” Terrence McFane said in a fatherly tone.
The sages of the madrono grove were at table, and, with Paula, Dick and Graham, made up the dinner party of seven.
The wise people of the madrono grove were gathered around the table, and, along with Paula, Dick, and Graham, they made up the dinner party of seven.
“Mere naming of one’s position does not settle it, Terrence,” Dick replied. “I know my point is Carlylean, but that does not invalidate it. Hero-worship is a very good thing. I am talking, not as a mere scholastic, but as a practical breeder with whom the application of Mendelian methods is an every-day commonplace.”
“Mere naming of your position doesn’t make it right, Terrence,” Dick replied. “I know my point is Carlylean, but that doesn’t make it invalid. Hero-worship is a really good thing. I’m speaking, not just as a scholar, but as a practical breeder where applying Mendelian methods is a daily routine.”
“And I am to conclude,” Hancock broke in, “that a Hottentot is as good as a white man?”
“And I’m supposed to conclude,” Hancock interrupted, “that a Hottentot is just as good as a white man?”
“Now the South speaks, Aaron,” Dick retorted with a smile. “Prejudice, not of birth, but of early environment, is too strong for all your philosophy to shake. It is as bad as Herbert Spencer’s handicap of the early influence of the Manchester School.”
“Now the South is speaking, Aaron,” Dick replied with a grin. “Prejudice, not from birth, but from early surroundings, is too powerful for all your philosophy to change. It’s just as bad as Herbert Spencer’s idea about the early influence of the Manchester School.”
“And Spencer is on a par with the Hottentot?” Dar Hyal challenged.
“And Spencer is on the same level as the Hottentot?” Dar Hyal challenged.
Dick shook his head.
Dick shook his head.
“Let me say this, Hyal. I think I can make it clear. The average Hottentot, or the average Melanesian, is pretty close to being on a par with the average white man. The difference lies in that there are proportionately so many more Hottentots and negroes who are merely average, while there is such a heavy percentage of white men who are not average, who are above average. These are what I called the pace-makers that bring up the speed of their own race average-men. Note that they do not change the nature or develop the intelligence of the average-men. But they give them better equipment, better facilities, enable them to travel a faster collective pace.
“Let me put it this way, Hyal. I think I can clarify my point. The average Hottentot or the average Melanesian is pretty much on the same level as the average white man. The difference is that there are proportionately many more Hottentots and Black people who are just average, while a significant percentage of white men are not just average, but above average. These are what I refer to as the pace-setters who elevate the overall speed of their racial average. Keep in mind that they don’t change the nature or enhance the intelligence of the average individuals. Instead, they provide better resources and facilities, allowing them to move at a quicker collective pace.”
“Give an Indian a modern rifle in place of his bow and arrows and he will become a vastly more efficient game-getter. The Indian hunter himself has not changed in the slightest. But his entire Indian race sported so few of the above-average men, that all of them, in ten thousand generations, were unable to equip him with a rifle.”
“Give an Indian a modern rifle instead of his bow and arrows, and he will become a much more effective hunter. The Indian hunter himself hasn’t changed at all. But his entire race had so few above-average individuals that none of them, over ten thousand generations, could provide him with a rifle.”
“Go on, Dick, develop the idea,” Terrence encouraged. “I begin to glimpse your drive, and you’ll soon have Aaron on the run with his race prejudices and silly vanities of superiority.”
“Go ahead, Dick, expand on that idea,” Terrence encouraged. “I’m starting to see your motivation, and you’ll soon have Aaron backing down with his racial biases and ridiculous sense of superiority.”
“These above-average men,” Dick continued, “these pace-makers, are the inventors, the discoverers, the constructionists, the sporting dominants. A race that sports few such dominants is classified as a lower race, as an inferior race. It still hunts with bows and arrows. It is not equipped. Now the average white man, per se, is just as bestial, just as stupid, just as inelastic, just as stagnative, just as retrogressive, as the average savage. But the average white man has a faster pace. The large number of sporting dominants in his society give him the equipment, the organization, and impose the law.
“These above-average men,” Dick continued, “these trendsetters, are the inventors, the discoverers, the builders, the dominant athletes. A group that has few of these dominant figures is seen as a lower group, an inferior group. They still hunt with bows and arrows. They are not equipped. Now, the average white man, in and of himself, is just as brutal, just as ignorant, just as inflexible, just as stagnant, just as backward as the average savage. But the average white man has a quicker pace. The large number of dominant athletes in his society provide him with the resources, the organization, and enforce the law.”
“What great man, what hero—and by that I mean what sporting dominant— has the Hottentot race produced? The Hawaiian race produced only one— Kamehameha. The negro race in America, at the outside only two, Booker T. Washington and Du Bois—and both with white blood in them....”
“What great man, what hero—and I mean what sports legend—has the Hottentot race produced? The Hawaiian race produced just one—Kamehameha. The African American race in the U.S. has produced, at most, only two, Booker T. Washington and Du Bois—and both have some white ancestry…”
Paula feigned a cheerful interest while the exposition went on. She did not appear bored, but to Graham’s sympathetic eyes she seemed inwardly to droop. And in an interval of tilt between Terrence and Hancock, she said in a low voice to Graham:
Paula pretended to be happily engaged while the presentation continued. She didn't look bored, but to Graham's caring gaze, she seemed to be fading inside. And during a break in the discussion between Terrence and Hancock, she quietly said to Graham:
“Words, words, words, so much and so many of them! I suppose Dick is right—he so nearly always is; but I confess to my old weakness of inability to apply all these floods of words to life—to my life, I mean, to my living, to what I should do, to what I must do.” Her eyes were unfalteringly fixed on his while she spoke, leaving no doubt in his mind to what she referred. “I don’t know what bearing sporting dominants and race-paces have on my life. They show me no right or wrong or way for my particular feet. And now that they’ve started they are liable to talk the rest of the evening....
“Words, words, words, so many of them! I guess Dick is right—he usually is; but I have to admit my old weakness of not being able to connect all these endless words to real life—my life, I mean, to my living, to what I should do, to what I must do.” Her eyes were fixed firmly on his while she spoke, leaving no doubt in his mind about what she was referring to. “I don’t understand how sporting dominance and race paces relate to my life. They don’t show me what’s right or wrong or what path is right for me. And now that they’ve started, they’re likely to keep talking the rest of the evening…”
“Oh, I do understand what they say,” she hastily assured him; “but it doesn’t mean anything to me. Words, words, words—and I want to know what to do, what to do with myself, what to do with you, what to do with Dick.”
“Oh, I get what they're saying,” she quickly assured him; “but it doesn't mean anything to me. Just words, words, words—and I want to know what to do, what to do with myself, what to do with you, what to do with Dick.”
But the devil of speech was in Dick Forrest’s tongue, and before Graham could murmur a reply to Paula, Dick was challenging him for data on the subject from the South American tribes among which he had traveled. To look at Dick’s face it would have been unguessed that he was aught but a carefree, happy arguer. Nor did Graham, nor did Paula, Dick’s dozen years’ wife, dream that his casual careless glances were missing no movement of a hand, no change of position on a chair, no shade of expression on their faces.
But the troublemaker in Dick Forrest’s speech kicked in, and before Graham could say anything to Paula, Dick was pushing him for information about the South American tribes he had encountered during his travels. If you looked at Dick’s face, you wouldn’t guess he was anything but a carefree, happy debater. Neither Graham nor Paula, Dick’s wife of twelve years, suspected that his seemingly casual glances were catching every little hand movement, every shift in their chairs, and every change in their expressions.
What’s up? was Dick’s secret interrogation. Paula’s not herself. She’s positively nervous, and all the discussion is responsible. And Graham’s off color. His brain isn’t working up to mark. He’s thinking about something else, rather than about what he is saying. What is that something else?
What’s going on? was Dick’s silent questioning. Paula isn’t acting like herself. She’s definitely nervous, and all the talk is to blame. And Graham seems off. His mind isn’t quite focused. He’s preoccupied with something else instead of what he’s saying. What is that something else?
And the devil of speech behind which Dick hid his secret thoughts impelled him to urge the talk wider and wilder.
And the inner voice that Dick used to hide his true thoughts pushed him to make the conversation more expansive and chaotic.
“For once I could almost hate the four sages,” Paula broke out in an undertone to Graham, who had finished furnishing the required data.
“For once I could almost hate the four sages,” Paula whispered to Graham, who had just finished providing the necessary information.
Dick, himself talking, in cool sentences amplifying his thesis, apparently engrossed in his subject, saw Paula make the aside, although no word of it reached his ears, saw her increasing nervousness, saw the silent sympathy of Graham, and wondered what had been the few words she uttered, while to the listening table he was saying:
Dick was talking, coolly expanding on his thesis, clearly absorbed in his subject. He noticed Paula make a comment, even though he didn’t hear a word of it. He saw her growing anxiety and Graham’s quiet support, and he wondered what she had said. Meanwhile, he continued speaking to the attentive table:
“Fischer and Speiser are both agreed on the paucity of unit-characters that circulate in the heredity of the lesser races as compared with the immense variety of unit-characters in say the French, or German, or English....”
“Fischer and Speiser both agree that there are very few unit characters that are passed down in the heredity of the lesser races compared to the vast variety of unit characters found in, for example, the French, Germans, or English...”
No one at the table suspected that Dick deliberately dangled the bait of a new trend to the conversation, nor did Leo dream afterward that it was the master-craft and deviltry of Dick rather than his own question that changed the subject when he demanded to know what part the female sporting dominants played in the race.
No one at the table realized that Dick intentionally introduced the idea of a new trend into the conversation, nor did Leo later suspect that it was Dick's crafty maneuvering, not his own question, that shifted the topic when he asked what role the dominant women in sports played in the race.
“Females don’t sport, Leo, my lad,” Terrence, with a wink to the others, answered him. “Females are conservative. They keep the type true. They fix it and hold it, and are the everlasting clog on the chariot of progress. If it wasn’t for the females every blessed mother’s son of us would be a sporting dominant. I refer to our distinguished breeder and practical Mendelian whom we have with us this evening to verify my random statements.”
“Girls don’t play sports, Leo, my friend,” Terrence said with a wink at the others. “Girls are traditional. They stick to the norm. They stabilize and maintain it, and are the ongoing brakes on progress. If it weren’t for girls, every single one of us would be a dominant athlete. I’m talking about our esteemed breeder and practical Mendelian who’s with us tonight to confirm my offhand comments.”
“Let us get down first of all to bedrock and find out what we are talking about,” Dick was prompt on the uptake. “What is woman?” he demanded with an air of earnestness.
“Let's get straight to the point and figure out what we're really talking about,” Dick quickly grasped the situation. “What is a woman?” he asked earnestly.
“The ancient Greeks said woman was nature’s failure to make a man,” Dar Hyal answered, the while the imp of mockery laughed in the corners of his mouth and curled his thin cynical lips derisively.
“The ancient Greeks said that woman was nature’s failure to create a man,” Dar Hyal replied, while the imp of mockery chuckled at the corners of his mouth and curled his thin, cynical lips in a sneer.
Leo was shocked. His face flushed. There was pain in his eyes and his lips were trembling as he looked wistful appeal to Dick.
Leo was stunned. His face turned red. There was pain in his eyes, and his lips trembled as he looked at Dick with a longing appeal.
“The half-sex,” Hancock gibed. “As if the hand of God had been withdrawn midway in the making, leaving her but a half-soul, a groping soul at best.”
“The half-sex,” Hancock mocked. “As if the hand of God had pulled back halfway through the creation, leaving her with only a half-soul, a searching soul at best.”
“No I no!” the boy cried out. “You must not say such things!—Dick, you know. Tell them, tell them.”
“No, I won’t!” the boy shouted. “You can’t say stuff like that! — Dick, you know. Tell them, tell them.”
“I wish I could,” Dick replied. “But this soul discussion is vague as souls themselves. We all know, of our selves, that we often grope, are often lost, and are never so much lost as when we think we know where we are and all about ourselves. What is the personality of a lunatic but a personality a little less, or very much less, coherent than ours? What is the personality of a moron? Of an idiot? Of a feeble-minded child? Of a horse? A dog? A mosquito? A bullfrog? A woodtick? A garden snail? And, Leo, what is your own personality when you sleep and dream? When you are seasick? When you are in love? When you have colic? When you have a cramp in the leg? When you are smitten abruptly with the fear of death? When you are angry? When you are exalted with the sense of the beauty of the world and think you think all inexpressible unutterable thoughts?
“I wish I could,” Dick replied. “But this whole soul conversation is as unclear as souls themselves. We all know that we often fumble around, feel lost, and are never more lost than when we think we know where we are and everything about ourselves. What is the personality of a lunatic but a personality that's a little less, or maybe a lot less, coherent than ours? What about the personality of a moron? An idiot? A mentally challenged child? A horse? A dog? A mosquito? A bullfrog? A woodtick? A garden snail? And, Leo, what is your own personality when you sleep and dream? When you're seasick? When you're in love? When you have colic? When you get a cramp in your leg? When you're suddenly hit with the fear of death? When you're angry? When you're lifted by the beauty of the world and think you have all these inexpressible, unutterable thoughts?”
“I say think you think intentionally. Did you really think, then your sense of the beauty of the world would not be inexpressible, unutterable. It would be clear, sharp, definite. You could put it into words. Your personality would be clear, sharp, and definite as your thoughts and words. Ergo, Leo, when you deem, in exalted moods, that you are at the summit of existence, in truth you are thrilling, vibrating, dancing a mad orgy of the senses and not knowing a step of the dance or the meaning of the orgy. You don’t know yourself. Your soul, your personality, at that moment, is a vague and groping thing. Possibly the bullfrog, inflating himself on the edge of a pond and uttering hoarse croaks through the darkness to a warty mate, possesses also, at that moment, a vague and groping personality.
“I say think you think intentionally. If you really thought, then your sense of the beauty of the world wouldn't be inexpressible or unutterable. It would be clear, sharp, and definite. You could put it into words. Your personality would be just as clear, sharp, and definite as your thoughts and words. So, Leo, when you feel, in high spirits, that you are at the peak of existence, in reality, you are thrilling, vibrating, dancing in a chaotic frenzy of the senses and not knowing a single step of the dance or the meaning of the frenzy. You don’t know yourself. Your soul, your personality, at that moment, is a vague and searching thing. Perhaps the bullfrog, puffing itself up on the edge of a pond and making hoarse croaks through the darkness to a warty mate, also has, at that moment, a vague and searching personality.”
“No, Leo, personality is too vague for any of our vague personalities to grasp. There are seeming men with the personalities of women. There are plural personalities. There are two-legged human creatures that are neither fish, flesh, nor fowl. We, as personalities, float like fog-wisps through glooms and darknesses and light-flashings. It is all fog and mist, and we are all foggy and misty in the thick of the mystery.”
“No, Leo, personality is too unclear for any of our unclear personalities to understand. There are men who exhibit traits typically associated with women. There are people with multiple personalities. There are two-legged beings that are neither fish, flesh, nor fowl. We, as personalities, drift like wisp of fog through gloom and darkness and flashes of light. It’s all fog and mist, and we’re all hazy and indistinct in the midst of the mystery.”
“Maybe it’s mystification instead of mystery—man-made mystification,” Paula said.
“Maybe it’s confusion instead of mystery—man-made confusion,” Paula said.
“There talks the true woman that Leo thinks is not a half-soul,” Dick retorted. “The point is, Leo, sex and soul are all interwoven and tangled together, and we know little of one and less of the other.”
“There talks the real woman that Leo thinks isn’t a half-soul,” Dick shot back. “The point is, Leo, sex and soul are all intertwined and mixed together, and we know little about one and even less about the other.”
“But women are beautiful,” the boy stammered.
“But women are beautiful,” the boy stammered.
“Oh, ho!” Hancock broke in, his black eyes gleaming wickedly. “So, Leo, you identify woman with beauty?”
“Oh, ho!” Hancock interrupted, his dark eyes shining mischievously. “So, Leo, you equate women with beauty?”
The young poet’s lips moved, but he could only nod.
The young poet's lips moved, but he could only nod.
“Very well, then, let us take the testimony of painting, during the last thousand years, as a reflex of economic conditions and political institutions, and by it see how man has molded and daubed woman into the image of his desire, and how she has permitted him—”
“Alright then, let’s examine the evidence of painting from the last thousand years as a reflection of economic conditions and political institutions, and through it, see how man has shaped and painted woman into the image of his desires, and how she has allowed him—”
“You must stop baiting Leo,” Paula interfered, “and be truthful, all of you, and say what you do know or do believe.”
“You need to stop provoking Leo,” Paula interjected, “and be honest, all of you, and say what you do know or believe.”
“Woman is a very sacred subject,” Dar Hyal enunciated solemnly.
“Woman is a very sacred topic,” Dar Hyal stated seriously.
“There is the Madonna,” Graham suggested, stepping into the breach to Paula’s aid.
“There’s the Madonna,” Graham said, stepping in to help Paula.
“And the cérébrale,” Terrence added, winning a nod of approval from Dar Hyal.
“And the cerebral,” Terrence added, earning a nod of approval from Dar Hyal.
“One at a time,” Hancock said. “Let us consider the Madonna-worship, which was a particular woman-worship in relation to the general woman-worship of all women to-day and to which Leo subscribes. Man is a lazy, loafing savage. He dislikes to be pestered. He likes tranquillity, repose. And he finds himself, ever since man began, saddled to a restless, nervous, irritable, hysterical traveling companion, and her name is woman. She has moods, tears, vanities, angers, and moral irresponsibilities. He couldn’t destroy her. He had to have her, although she was always spoiling his peace. What was he to do?”
“One at a time,” Hancock said. “Let’s look at the worship of the Madonna, which was a specific form of woman-worship connected to the general admiration of all women today, which Leo believes in. Men are lazy and laid-back. They don’t like to be bothered. They prefer calm and rest. Yet, ever since humanity began, they’ve been tied to a restless, nervous, irritable, hysterical companion, and her name is woman. She experiences moods, tears, vanities, anger, and moral irresponsibility. He couldn’t get rid of her. He needed her, even though she constantly disrupted his peace. What was he supposed to do?”
“Trust him to find a way—the cunning rascal,” Terrence interjected.
“Trust him to figure it out—the clever little rascal,” Terrence added.
“He made a heavenly image of her,” Hancock kept on. “He idealized her good qualities, and put her so far away that her bad qualities couldn’t get on his nerves and prevent him from smoking his quiet lazy pipe of peace and meditating upon the stars. And when the ordinary every-day woman tried to pester, he brushed her aside from his thoughts and remembered his heaven-woman, the perfect woman, the bearer of life and custodian of immortality.
“He created a perfect image of her,” Hancock continued. “He focused on her good qualities and placed her so far above that her flaws couldn’t irritate him or stop him from enjoying his calm, lazy pipe and thinking about the stars. And when the everyday woman tried to bother him, he pushed her out of his mind and recalled his ideal woman, the perfect woman, the one who brings life and represents immortality.
“Then came the Reformation. Down went the worship of the Mother. And there was man still saddled to his repose-destroyer. What did he do then?”
“Then came the Reformation. The worship of the Mother was dismantled. And there was man still burdened by his destroyer of peace. What did he do then?”
“Ah, the rascal,” Terrence grinned.
“Ah, the troublemaker,” Terrence grinned.
“He said: ‘I will make of you a dream and an illusion.’ And he did. The Madonna was his heavenly woman, his highest conception of woman. He transferred all his idealized qualities of her to the earthly woman, to every woman, and he has fooled himself into believing in them and in her ever since... like Leo does.”
“He said, ‘I will make you a dream and an illusion.’ And he did. The Madonna was his perfect woman, his ultimate idea of femininity. He projected all his idealized traits onto the earthly woman, onto every woman, and he has tricked himself into believing in them and in her ever since… just like Leo does.”
“For an unmarried man you betray an amazing intimacy with the pestiferousness of woman,” Dick commented. “Or is it all purely theoretical?” Terrence began to laugh.
“For an unmarried guy, you have an incredible closeness to the annoying nature of women,” Dick said. “Or is it all just theoretical?” Terrence started to laugh.
“Dick, boy, it’s Laura Marholm Aaron’s been just reading. He can spout her chapter and verse.”
“Hey Dick, it’s Laura Marholm Aaron that he’s been reading. He can quote her chapter and verse.”
“And with all this talk about woman we have not yet touched the hem of her garment,” Graham said, winning a grateful look from Paula and Leo.
“And with all this talk about women, we still haven't even begun to understand her completely,” Graham said, earning a grateful glance from Paula and Leo.
“There is love,” Leo breathed. “No one has said one word about love.”
“There is love,” Leo said softly. “No one has mentioned a thing about love.”
“And marriage laws, and divorces, and polygamy, and monogamy, and free love,” Hancock rattled off.
“And marriage laws, divorces, polygamy, monogamy, and free love,” Hancock listed off.
“And why, Leo,” Dar Hyal queried, “is woman, in the game of love, always the pursuer, the huntress?”
“And why, Leo,” Dar Hyal asked, “is it that in the game of love, a woman is always the one chasing, the huntress?”
“Oh, but she isn’t,” the boy answered quietly, with an air of superior knowledge. “That is just some of your Shaw nonsense.”
“Oh, but she isn’t,” the boy replied quietly, with a sense of superior knowledge. “That’s just some of your Shaw nonsense.”
“Bravo, Leo,” Paula applauded.
“Nice job, Leo,” Paula applauded.
“Then Wilde was wrong when he said woman attacks by sudden and strange surrenders?” Dar Hyal asked.
“Then Wilde was wrong when he said that women attack with sudden and strange surrenders?” Dar Hyal asked.
“But don’t you see,” protested Leo, “all such talk makes woman a monster, a creature of prey.” As he turned to Dick, he stole a side glance at Paula and love welled in his eyes. “Is she a creature of prey, Dick?”
"But don't you see," Leo protested, "all this talk turns women into monsters, into creatures that prey on others." As he turned to Dick, he shot a sideways glance at Paula and love filled his eyes. "Is she a creature that preys on others, Dick?"
“No,” Dick answered slowly, with a shake of head, and gentleness was in his voice for sake of what he had just seen in the boy’s eyes. “I cannot say that woman is a creature of prey. Nor can I say she is a creature preyed upon. Nor will I say she is a creature of unfaltering joy to man. But I will say that she is a creature of much joy to man— "
“No,” Dick replied slowly, shaking his head, his voice gentle because of what he had just seen in the boy's eyes. “I can't say that woman is a predator. Nor can I say she is someone who is preyed upon. I also won't claim she is a source of constant joy for man. But I will say that she brings a lot of joy to man—"
“And of much foolishness,” Hancock added.
“And about a lot of foolishness,” Hancock added.
“Of much fine foolishness,” Dick gravely amended.
“Of a lot of great nonsense,” Dick seriously corrected.
“Let me ask Leo something,” Dar Hyal said. “Leo, why is it that a woman loves the man who beats her?”
“Let me ask Leo something,” Dar Hyal said. “Leo, why does a woman love the man who hurts her?”
“And doesn’t love the man who doesn’t beat her?” Leo countered.
“And doesn’t love the guy who doesn’t hit her?” Leo countered.
“Precisely.”
"Exactly."
“Well, Dar, you are partly right and mostly wrong.—Oh, I have learned about definitions from you fellows. You’ve cunningly left them out of your two propositions. Now I’ll put them in for you. A man who beats a woman he loves is a low type man. A woman who loves the man who beats her is a low type woman. No high type man beats the woman he loves. No high type woman,” and all unconsciously Leo’s eyes roved to Paula, “could love a man who beats her.”
“Well, Dar, you’re partially correct but mostly off base. Oh, I’ve picked up on definitions from you guys. You’ve cleverly excluded them from your two statements. Now I’ll add them for you. A man who hits a woman he loves is a low-quality man. A woman who loves the man who hits her is a low-quality woman. No decent man would hit the woman he loves. No decent woman,” and without even realizing it, Leo’s gaze shifted to Paula, “could love a man who hits her.”
“No, Leo,” Dick said, “I assure you I have never, never beaten Paula.”
“No, Leo,” Dick said, “I promise you I have never, ever hurt Paula.”
“So you see, Dar,” Leo went on with flushing cheeks, “you are wrong. Paula loves Dick without being beaten.”
“So you see, Dar,” Leo continued with flushed cheeks, “you’re mistaken. Paula loves Dick without being hit.”
With what seemed pleased amusement beaming on his face, Dick turned to Paula as if to ask her silent approval of the lad’s words; but what Dick sought was the effect of the impact of such words under the circumstances he apprehended. In Paula’s eyes he thought he detected a flicker of something he knew not what. Graham’s face he found expressionless insofar as there was no apparent change of the expression of interest that had been there.
With what looked like amused satisfaction on his face, Dick turned to Paula as if to seek her silent approval of the boy’s remarks; but what Dick really wanted was to gauge the impact of those words given the situation he sensed. In Paula’s eyes, he thought he saw a flicker of something he couldn’t quite identify. Graham’s face, however, remained blank, showing no noticeable change in the interest that had been there before.
“Woman has certainly found her St. George tonight,” Graham complimented. “Leo, you shame me. Here I sit quietly by while you fight three dragons.”
“Tonight, it looks like Woman has definitely found her St. George,” Graham said with a compliment. “Leo, you make me feel ashamed. Here I am, just sitting quietly while you take on three dragons.”
“And such dragons,” Paula joined in. “If they drove O’Hay to drink, what will they do to you, Leo?”
“And those dragons,” Paula added. “If they pushed O’Hay to drink, what do you think they’ll do to you, Leo?”
“No knight of love can ever be discomfited by all the dragons in the world,” Dick said. “And the best of it, Leo, is in this case the dragons are more right than you think, and you are more right than they just the same.”
“No knight of love can ever be defeated by all the dragons in the world,” Dick said. “And the best part, Leo, is that in this situation, the dragons are more justified than you think, and you are more justified than they are, just the same.”
“Here’s a dragon that’s a good dragon, Leo, lad,” Terrence spoke up. “This dragon is going to desert his disreputable companions and come over on your side and be a Saint Terrence. And this Saint Terrence has a lovely question to ask you.”
“Here’s a dragon that’s a good dragon, Leo, kid,” Terrence said. “This dragon is going to ditch his sketchy friends and join your side and be a Saint Terrence. And this Saint Terrence has a great question for you.”
“Let this dragon roar first,” Hancock interposed. “Leo, by all in love that is sweet and lovely, I ask you: why do lovers, out of jealousy, so often kill the woman they love?”
“Let this dragon roar first,” Hancock interrupted. “Leo, by everything that's sweet and lovely, I ask you: why do lovers, out of jealousy, so often end up killing the woman they love?”
“Because they are hurt, because they are insane,” came the answer, “and because they have been unfortunate enough to love a woman so low in type that she could be guilty of making them jealous.”
“Because they are hurt, because they are crazy,” came the answer, “and because they’ve been unfortunate enough to love a woman so low-class that she could actually make them jealous.”
“But, Leo, love will stray,” Dick prompted. “You must give a more sufficient answer.”
“But, Leo, love will wander,” Dick urged. “You need to provide a better answer.”
“True for Dick,” Terrence supplemented. “And it’s helping you I am to the full stroke of your sword. Love will stray among the highest types, and when it does in steps the green-eyed monster. Suppose the most perfect woman you can imagine should cease to love the man who does not beat her and come to love another man who loves her and will not beat her—what then? All highest types, mind you. Now up with your sword and slash into the dragons.”
“True for Dick,” Terrence added. “And it's helping you that I’m at the full strength of your sword. Love can wander among the greatest people, and when it does, the green-eyed monster shows up. Imagine the most perfect woman you can think of stops loving the man who doesn't hurt her and starts loving another man who loves her and won’t hurt her—what then? All the greatest people, keep that in mind. Now raise your sword and slash into the dragons.”
“The first man will not kill her nor injure her in any way,” Leo asserted stoutly. “Because if he did he would not be the man you describe. He would not be high type, but low type.”
“The first man won’t kill her or hurt her in any way,” Leo declared confidently. “Because if he did, he wouldn’t be the man you’re talking about. He wouldn’t be a good person, but a bad one.”
“You mean, he would get out of the way?” Dick asked, at the same time busying himself with a cigarette so that he might glance at no one’s face.
“You mean, he would move aside?” Dick asked, while also preoccupying himself with a cigarette so he wouldn’t have to look at anyone’s face.
Leo nodded gravely.
Leo nodded seriously.
“He would get out of the way, and he would make the way easy for her, and he would be very gentle with her.”
“He would step aside, clear the path for her, and be very gentle with her.”
“Let us bring the argument right home,” Hancock said. “We’ll suppose you’re in love with Mrs. Forrest, and Mrs. Forrest is in love with you, and you run away together in the big limousine—”
“Let’s make this really personal,” Hancock said. “Let’s say you’re in love with Mrs. Forrest, and Mrs. Forrest is in love with you, and you both run away together in the fancy limousine—”
“Oh, but I wouldn’t,” the boy blurted out, his cheeks burning.
“Oh, but I wouldn’t,” the boy blurted out, his cheeks burning.
“Leo, you are not complimentary,” Paula encouraged.
“Leo, you’re not being very nice,” Paula encouraged.
“It’s just supposing, Leo,” Hancock urged.
“It’s just a suggestion, Leo,” Hancock urged.
The boy’s embarrassment was pitiful, and his voice quivered, but he turned bravely to Dick and said:
The boy’s embarrassment was sad to see, and his voice shook, but he faced Dick boldly and said:
“That is for Dick to answer.”
"That's for Dick to respond."
“And I’ll answer,” Dick said. “I wouldn’t kill Paula. Nor would I kill you, Leo. That wouldn’t be playing the game. No matter what I felt at heart, I’d say, ‘Bless you, my children.’ But just the same—” He paused, and the laughter signals in the corners of his eyes advertised a whimsey—"I’d say to myself that Leo was making a sad mistake. You see, he doesn’t know Paula.”
"And I'll answer," Dick said. "I wouldn’t kill Paula. Nor would I kill you, Leo. That wouldn’t be playing the game. No matter what I felt inside, I’d say, 'Bless you, my children.' But still—" He paused, and the laughter in the corners of his eyes showed a sense of whimsy—"I’d think to myself that Leo was making a big mistake. You see, he doesn’t know Paula."
“She would be for interrupting his meditations on the stars,” Terrence smiled.
“She would be the one to interrupt his thoughts about the stars,” Terrence smiled.
“Never, never, Leo, I promise you,” Paula exclaimed.
“Never, never, Leo, I promise you,” Paula shouted.
“There do you belie yourself, Mrs. Forrest,” Terrence assured her. “In the first place, you couldn’t help doing it. Besides, it’d be your bounden duty to do it. And, finally, if I may say so, as somewhat of an authority, when I was a mad young lover of a man, with my heart full of a woman and my eyes full of the stars, ’twas ever the dearest delight to be loved away from them by the woman out of my heart.”
“There you go, Mrs. Forrest, underestimating yourself,” Terrence said to her. “First of all, you couldn’t help it. Also, it would be your duty to do so. Finally, if I may add, as someone who has experience, when I was a passionate young lover, my heart full of a woman and my eyes on the stars, it was always the greatest joy to be loved away from them by the woman who had my heart.”
“Terrence, if you keep on saying such lovely things,” cried Paula, ”I’ll run away with both you and Leo in the limousine.”
“Terrence, if you keep saying such sweet things,” Paula exclaimed, “I’ll run away with you and Leo in the limousine.”
“Hurry the day,” said Terrence gallantly. “But leave space among your fripperies for a few books on the stars that Leo and I may be studying in odd moments.”
“Hurry up with the day,” said Terrence gallantly. “But make sure to leave room among your fancy things for a few books on the stars that Leo and I might be studying in our spare time.”
The combat ebbed away from Leo, and Dar Hyal and Hancock beset Dick.
The fighting faded for Leo, and Dar Hyal and Hancock surrounded Dick.
“What do you mean by ’playing the game’?” Dar Hyal asked.
“What do you mean by ‘playing the game’?” Dar Hyal asked.
“Just what I said, just what Leo said,” Dick answered; and he knew that Paula’s boredom and nervousness had been banished for some time and that she was listening with an interest almost eager. “In my way of thinking, and in accord with my temperament, the most horrible spiritual suffering I can imagine would be to kiss a woman who endured my kiss.”
“Exactly what I said, exactly what Leo said,” Dick replied; and he knew that Paula’s boredom and anxiety had faded away for a while and that she was listening with a kind of eager interest. “From my perspective, and in line with my temperament, the worst spiritual suffering I can imagine would be to kiss a woman who tolerated my kiss.”
“Suppose she fooled you, say for old sake’s sake, or through desire not to hurt you, or pity for you?” Hancock propounded.
“Maybe she tricked you, let’s say for old times' sake, or because she didn’t want to hurt you, or out of pity for you?” Hancock suggested.
“It would be, to me, the unforgivable sin,” came Dick’s reply. “It would not be playing the game—for her. I cannot conceive the fairness, nor the satisfaction, of holding the woman one loves a moment longer than she loves to be held. Leo is very right. The drunken artisan, with his fists, may arouse and keep love alive in the breast of his stupid mate. But the higher human males, the males with some shadow of rationality, some glimmer of spirituality, cannot lay rough hands on love. With Leo, I would make the way easy for the woman, and I would be very gentle with her.”
“It would be, for me, the unforgivable sin,” came Dick’s reply. “It wouldn’t be playing fair—with her. I can’t understand the fairness or the satisfaction of holding onto the woman you love for even a moment longer than she wants to be held. Leo is absolutely right. The drunk craftsman, with his fists, might stir and maintain love in the heart of his clueless partner. But the higher types of men, those with some level of rationality, some hint of spirituality, can’t treat love roughly. With Leo, I would make it easy for the woman, and I would be very gentle with her.”
“Then what becomes of your boasted monogamic marriage institution of Western civilization?” Dar Hyal asked.
“Then what happens to your proud monogamous marriage system of Western civilization?” Dar Hyal asked.
And Hancock: “You argue for free love, then?”
And Hancock: “So you’re in favor of free love, then?”
“I can only answer with a hackneyed truism,” Dick said. “There can be no love that is not free. Always, please, remember the point of view is that of the higher types. And the point of view answers you, Dar. The vast majority of individuals must be held to law and labor by the monogamic institution, or by a stern, rigid marriage institution of some sort. They are unfit for marriage freedom or love freedom. Freedom of love, for them, would be merely license of promiscuity. Only such nations have risen and endured where God and the State have kept the people’s instincts in discipline and order.”
“I can only respond with a cliché,” Dick said. “There can be no love that isn’t free. Always remember, the perspective is that of the higher types. And that perspective answers you, Dar. The vast majority of people need to be bound by the law and hard work through the monogamous institution or some strict marriage structure. They aren’t suited for the freedom of marriage or love. For them, love freedom would just mean permission for promiscuity. Only nations have thrived and lasted where God and the State have maintained discipline and order over the people's instincts.”
“Then you don’t believe in the marriage laws for say yourself,” Dar Hyal inquired, “while you do believe in them for other men?”
“Then you don’t believe in the marriage laws for yourself,” Dar Hyal asked, “but you believe in them for other people?”
“I believe in them for all men. Children, family, career, society, the State—all these things make marriage, legal marriage, imperative. And by the same token that is why I believe in divorce. Men, all men, and women, all women, are capable of loving more than once, of having the old love die and of finding a new love born. The State cannot control love any more than can a man or a woman. When one falls in love one falls in love, and that’s all he knows about it. There it is— throbbing, sighing, singing, thrilling love. But the State can control license.”
“I believe in them for everyone. Kids, family, career, society, the government—all of these make marriage, legal marriage, necessary. And that’s also why I believe in divorce. Men, all men, and women, all women, can love more than once, can let old love fade and find new love blossoming. The government can’t control love any more than a person can. When someone falls in love, they just fall in love, and that’s all they know about it. There it is—throbbing, sighing, singing, thrilling love. But the government can control what’s permissible.”
“It is a complicated free love that you stand for,” Hancock criticised. “True, and for the reason that man, living in society, is a most complicated animal.”
“It’s a complicated idea of free love that you support,” Hancock criticized. “That's true, and it's because humans, living in society, are incredibly complex beings.”
“But there are men, lovers, who would die at the loss of their loved one,” Leo surprised the table by his initiative. “They would die if she died, they would die—oh so more quickly—if she lived and loved another.”
“But there are men, lovers, who would die at the loss of their loved one,” Leo surprised the table with his boldness. “They would die if she died, they would die—oh so much faster—if she lived and loved someone else.”
“Well, they’ll have to keep on dying as they have always died in the past,” Dick answered grimly. “And no blame attaches anywhere for their deaths. We are so made that our hearts sometimes stray.”
“Well, they’ll just have to keep dying like they always have in the past,” Dick replied grimly. “And no one is to blame for their deaths. It’s just how we are—sometimes our hearts wander.”
“My heart would never stray,” Leo asserted proudly, unaware that all at the table knew his secret. “I could never love twice, I know.”
“My heart would never stray,” Leo declared proudly, unaware that everyone at the table knew his secret. “I could never love twice, I know.”
“True for you, lad,” Terrence approved. “The voice of all true lovers is in your throat. ’Tis the absoluteness of love that is its joy—how did Shelley put it?—or was it Keats?—’All a wonder and a wild delight.’ Sure, a miserable skinflint of a half-baked lover would it be that could dream there was aught in woman form one-thousandth part as sweet, as ravishing and enticing, as glorious and wonderful as his own woman that he could ever love again.”
“True for you, kid,” Terrence said approvingly. “The voice of all true lovers is in your words. It’s the completeness of love that brings joy—how did Shelley say it? Or was it Keats?—‘All a wonder and a wild delight.’ Certainly, a miserable cheapskate of a half-hearted lover would be the one who could imagine there’s anything in a woman, one-thousandth as sweet, as captivating and alluring, as glorious and amazing as his own woman that he could ever love again.”
And as they passed out from the dining room, Dick, continuing the conversation with Dar Hyal, was wondering whether Paula would kiss him good night or slip off to bed from the piano. And Paula, talking to Leo about his latest sonnet which he had shown her, was wondering if she could kiss Dick, and was suddenly greatly desirous to kiss him, she knew not why.
And as they left the dining room, Dick, still chatting with Dar Hyal, was thinking about whether Paula would kiss him good night or quietly head to bed from the piano. Meanwhile, Paula, discussing Leo's latest sonnet that he had shared with her, was thinking about whether she could kiss Dick, and suddenly felt a strong urge to kiss him, though she wasn’t sure why.
Chapter XXIII
There was little talk that same evening after dinner. Paula, singing at the piano, disconcerted Terrence in the midst of an apostrophe on love. He quit a phrase midmost to listen to the something new he heard in her voice, then slid noiselessly across the room to join Leo at full length on the bearskin. Dar Hyal and Hancock likewise abandoned the discussion, each isolating himself in a capacious chair. Graham, seeming least attracted, browsed in a current magazine, but Dick observed that he quickly ceased turning the pages. Nor did Dick fail to catch the new note in Paula’s voice and to endeavor to sense its meaning.
There wasn't much conversation that evening after dinner. Paula, singing at the piano, interrupted Terrence right in the middle of his speech about love. He cut off a phrase to listen to the new quality he heard in her voice, then quietly moved across the room to lay down next to Leo on the bearskin rug. Dar Hyal and Hancock also stopped the discussion, each retreating into a large chair. Graham, looking the least interested, flipped through a current magazine, but Dick noticed that he soon stopped turning the pages. Dick also picked up on the new tone in Paula’s voice and tried to understand what it meant.
When she finished the song the three sages strove to tell her all at the same time that for once she had forgotten herself and sung out as they had always claimed she could. Leo lay without movement or speech, his chin on his two hands, his face transfigured.
When she finished the song, the three wise ones eagerly tried to tell her all at once that for once she had lost herself in the music and sung out just like they always said she could. Leo lay still, silent, with his chin resting on his hands, his face transformed.
“It’s all this talk on love,” Paula laughed, “and all the lovely thoughts Leo and Terrence ... and Dick have put into my head.”
“It’s all this talk about love,” Paula laughed, “and all the sweet ideas Leo, Terrence, and Dick have put in my head.”
Terrence shook his long mop of iron-gray hair.
Terrence shook his long, iron-gray hair.
“Into your heart you’d be meaning,” he corrected. “’Tis the very heart and throat of love that are yours this night. And for the first time, dear lady, have I heard the full fair volume that is yours. Never again plaint that your voice is thin. Thick it is, and round it is, as a great rope, a great golden rope for the mooring of argosies in the harbors of the Happy Isles.”
“It's into your heart you mean,” he corrected. “It’s the very heart and soul of love that belongs to you tonight. And for the first time, dear lady, I have heard the full beautiful sound that is yours. Never again complain that your voice is weak. It’s rich and full, like a strong, golden rope for tying up ships in the ports of the Happy Isles.”
“And for that I shall sing you the Gloria," she answered, “to celebrate the slaying of the dragons by Saint Leo, by Saint Terrence ... and, of course, by Saint Richard.”
“And for that I’ll sing you the Gloria,” she replied, “to celebrate the defeat of the dragons by Saint Leo, by Saint Terrence ... and, of course, by Saint Richard.”
Dick, missing nothing of the talk, saved himself from speech by crossing to the concealed sideboard and mixing for himself a Scotch and soda.
Dick, taking in everything being said, avoided speaking by walking over to the hidden sideboard and making himself a Scotch and soda.
While Paula sang the Gloria, he sat on one of the couches, sipping his drink and remembering keenly. Once before he had heard her sing like that—in Paris, during their swift courtship, and directly afterward, during their honeymoon on the All Away.
While Paula sang the Gloria, he sat on one of the couches, sipping his drink and remembering vividly. He had heard her sing like that once before—in Paris, during their whirlwind romance, and right after that, during their honeymoon on the All Away.
A little later, using his empty glass in silent invitation to Graham, he mixed highballs for both of them, and, when Graham had finished his, suggested to Paula that she and Graham sing the “Gypsy Trail.”
A little later, using his empty glass as a silent invitation to Graham, he mixed highballs for both of them, and when Graham had finished his, he suggested to Paula that she and Graham sing the “Gypsy Trail.”
She shook her head and began Das Kraut Ver-gessenheit.
She shook her head and began Das Kraut Ver-gessenheit.
“She was not a true woman, she was a terrible woman,” the song’s close wrung from Leo. “And he was a true lover. She broke his heart, but still he loved her. He cannot love again because he cannot forget his love for her.”
“She wasn’t a genuine woman; she was a horrible woman,” the song’s ending squeezed out of Leo. “And he was a real lover. She shattered his heart, yet he still loved her. He can’t love again because he can’t forget his love for her.”
“And now, Red Cloud, the Song of the Acorn,” Paula said, smiling over to her husband. “Put down your glass, and be good, and plant the acorns.”
“And now, Red Cloud, the Song of the Acorn,” Paula said, smiling at her husband. “Put down your drink, behave, and plant the acorns.”
Dick lazily hauled himself off the couch and stood up, shaking his head mutinously, as if tossing a mane, and stamping ponderously with his feet in simulation of Mountain Lad.
Dick lazily pulled himself off the couch and stood up, shaking his head defiantly, as if flipping his hair, and stamping heavily with his feet like Mountain Lad.
“I’ll have Leo know that he is not the only poet and love-knight on the ranch. Listen to Mountain Lad’s song, all wonder and wild delight, Terrence, and more. Mountain Lad doesn’t moon about the loved one. He doesn’t moon at all. He incarnates love, and rears right up in meeting and tells them so. Listen to him!”
“I’ll let Leo know he’s not the only poet and love knight on the ranch. Listen to Mountain Lad’s song, full of wonder and wild delight, Terrence, and others. Mountain Lad doesn’t pine for his loved one. He doesn’t pine at all. He embodies love, stands tall when he meets them, and tells them so. Listen to him!”
Dick filled the room and shook the air with wild, glad, stallion nickering; and then, with mane-tossing and foot-pawing, chanted:
Dick filled the room and shook the air with wild, happy, stallion whinnies; and then, with tossing his mane and pawing the ground, chanted:
“Hear me! I am Eros! I stamp upon the hills. I fill the wide valleys. The mares hear me, and startle, in quiet pastures; for they know me. The land is filled with fatness, and the sap is in the trees. It is the spring. The spring is mine. I am monarch of my kingdom of the spring. The mares remember my voice. They knew me aforetimes through their mothers before them. Hear me! I am Eros. I stamp upon the hills, and the wide valleys are my heralds, echoing the sound of my approach.”
“Hear me! I am Eros! I tread upon the hills. I fill the vast valleys. The mares hear me and jump, startled in peaceful pastures; they recognize me. The land is rich, and the sap flows in the trees. It is spring. Spring belongs to me. I am the ruler of my spring kingdom. The mares remember my voice. They knew me long ago through their mothers before them. Hear me! I am Eros. I tread upon the hills, and the wide valleys are my heralds, echoing the sound of my arrival.”
It was the first time the sages of the madrono grove had heard Dick’s song, and they were loud in applause. Hancock took it for a fresh start in the discussion, and was beginning to elaborate a biologic Bergsonian definition of love, when he was stopped by Terrence, who had noticed the pain that swept across Leo’s face.
It was the first time the wise ones of the madrono grove had heard Dick’s song, and they applauded loudly. Hancock took this as a fresh start in the conversation and was starting to explain a biological Bergsonian definition of love when he was interrupted by Terrence, who had noticed the pain that crossed Leo’s face.
“Go on, please, dear lady,” Terrence begged. “And sing of love, only of love; for it is my experience that I meditate best upon the stars to the accompaniment of a woman’s voice.”
“Please, go ahead, dear lady,” Terrence urged. “And sing about love, just about love; because I’ve found that I think best about the stars when there’s a woman’s voice playing along.”
A little later, Oh Joy, entering the room, waited till Paula finished a song, then moved noiselessly to Graham and handed him a telegram. Dick scowled at the interruption.
A little later, Oh Joy walked into the room and waited until Paula finished a song, then quietly approached Graham and handed him a telegram. Dick frowned at the disruption.
“Very important—I think,” the Chinese explained to him.
“Very important—I think,” the Chinese explained to him.
“Who took it?” Dick demanded.
“Who took it?” Dick asked.
“Me—I took it,” was the answer. “Night clerk at Eldorado call on telephone. He say important. I take it.”
“Me—I took it,” was the answer. “Night clerk at Eldorado called on the phone. He said it was important. I took it.”
“It is, fairly so,” Graham spoke up, having finished reading the message. “Can I get a train out to-night for San Francisco, Dick?”
“It is, fair enough,” Graham said, having finished reading the message. “Can I catch a train out tonight to San Francisco, Dick?”
“Oh Joy, come back a moment,” Dick called, looking at his watch. “What train for San Francisco stops at Eldorado?”
“Oh Joy, come back for a sec,” Dick called, checking his watch. “Which train to San Francisco stops at Eldorado?”
“Eleven-ten,” came the instant information. “Plenty time. Not too much. I call chauffeur?”
“Eleven-ten,” came the instant information. “Plenty of time. Not too much. Should I call the driver?”
Dick nodded.
Dick agreed.
“You really must jump out to-night?” he asked Graham.
“You really have to jump out tonight?” he asked Graham.
“Really. It is quite important. Will I have time to pack?”
“Seriously. It's really important. Will I have time to pack?”
Dick gave a confirmatory nod to Oh Joy, and said to Graham:
Dick nodded in agreement to Oh Joy and said to Graham:
“Just time to throw the needful into a grip.” He turned to Oh Joy. “Is Oh My up yet?”
“Just enough time to toss the essentials into a bag.” He turned to Oh Joy. “Is Oh My awake yet?”
“Yessr.”
"Yeah."
“Send him to Mr. Graham’s room to help, and let me know as soon as the machine is ready. No limousine. Tell Saunders to take the racer.”
“Send him to Mr. Graham’s room to help, and let me know as soon as the machine is ready. No limousine. Tell Saunders to take the race car.”
“One fine big strapping man, that,” Terrence commented, after Graham had left the room.
“One really big, strong guy, that,” Terrence said, after Graham had left the room.
They had gathered about Dick, with the exception of Paula, who remained at the piano, listening.
They had gathered around Dick, except for Paula, who stayed at the piano, listening.
“One of the few men I’d care to go along with, hell for leather, on a forlorn hope or anything of that sort,” Dick said. “He was on the Nethermere when she went ashore at Pango in the ’97 hurricane. Pango is just a strip of sand, twelve feet above high water mark, a lot of cocoanuts, and uninhabited. Forty women among the passengers, English officers’ wives and such. Graham had a bad arm, big as a leg— snake bite.
“One of the few guys I’d be willing to follow anywhere, no matter how risky, is Dick,” he said. “He was on the Nethermere when it ran aground at Pango during the hurricane in ’97. Pango is just a strip of sand, twelve feet above high tide, filled with coconuts, and it’s uninhabited. There were forty women among the passengers, mostly the wives of English officers. Graham had a bad arm, swollen like a leg—from a snake bite.”
“It was a thundering sea. Boats couldn’t live. They smashed two and lost both crews. Four sailors volunteered in succession to carry a light line ashore. And each man, in turn, dead at the end of it, was hauled back on board. While they were untying the last one, Graham, with an arm like a leg, stripped for it and went to it. And he did it, although the pounding he got on the sand broke his bad arm and staved in three ribs. But he made the line fast before he quit. In order to haul the hawser ashore, six more volunteered to go in on Evan’s line to the beach. Four of them arrived. And only one woman of the forty was lost—she died of heart disease and fright.
“It was a raging sea. The boats couldn’t survive. They smashed two and lost both crews. Four sailors volunteered one after another to take a light line to shore. And each man, in turn, ended up dead at the end of it and was pulled back on board. While they were untying the last one, Graham, with an arm like a leg, stripped down for it and went for it. And he did it, even though the pounding he took on the sand broke his bad arm and crushed three ribs. But he secured the line before he stopped. To pull the hawser ashore, six more volunteered to go in on Evan’s line to the beach. Four of them made it. And only one woman out of the forty was lost—she died from heart disease and fear."
“I asked him about it once. He was as bad as an Englishman. All I could get out of the beggar was that the recovery was uneventful. Thought that the salt water, the exercise, and the breaking of the bone had served as counter-irritants and done the arm good.”
“I asked him about it once. He was just as difficult as an Englishman. All I could get from the beggar was that the recovery was straightforward. He thought that the salt water, the exercise, and the broken bone had acted as counter-irritants and benefited the arm.”
Oh Joy and Graham entered the room from opposite ends. Dick saw that Graham’s first questing glance was for Paula.
Oh Joy and Graham walked into the room from opposite sides. Dick noticed that Graham's first searching glance was for Paula.
“All ready, sir,” Oh Joy announced.
“All set, sir,” Oh Joy announced.
Dick prepared to accompany his guest outside to the car; but Paula evidenced her intention of remaining in the house. Graham started over to her to murmur perfunctory regrets and good-by.
Dick got ready to take his guest out to the car, but Paula showed that she wanted to stay inside. Graham walked over to her to give some polite regrets and say goodbye.
And she, warm with what Dick had just told of him, pleasured at the goodly sight of him, dwelling with her eyes on the light, high poise of head, the careless, sun-sanded hair, and the lightness, almost debonaireness, of his carriage despite his weight of body and breadth of shoulders. As he drew near to her, she centered her gaze on the long gray eyes whose hint of drooping lids hinted of boyish sullenness. She waited for the expression of sullenness to vanish as the eyes lighted with the smile she had come to know so well.
And she, feeling warm from what Dick had just said about him, delighted by the attractive sight of him, focused on the light, proud posture of his head, the carefree, sun-kissed hair, and the ease, almost charm, of his movements despite his heavy build and broad shoulders. As he approached her, she locked her gaze on his long gray eyes, which had a hint of drooping lids that suggested a boyish sulkiness. She waited for the sulky expression to fade away as the eyes lit up with the smile she had come to recognize so well.
What he said was ordinary enough, as were her regrets; but in his eyes, as he held her hand a moment, was the significance which she had unconsciously expected and to which she replied with her own eyes. The same significance was in the pressure of the momentary handclasp. All unpremeditated, she responded to that quick pressure. As he had said, there was little need for speech between them.
What he said was pretty standard, as were her regrets; but in his eyes, as he held her hand for a moment, was the meaning she had unknowingly anticipated, and she answered with her own gaze. The same meaning was in the brief handclasp. Without thinking, she reacted to that quick squeeze. As he mentioned, there was hardly any need for words between them.
As their hands fell apart, she glanced swiftly at Dick; for she had learned much, in their dozen years together, of his flashes of observance, and had come to stand in awe of his almost uncanny powers of guessing facts from nuances, and of linking nuances into conclusions often startling in their thoroughness and correctness. But Dick, his shoulder toward her, laughing over some quip of Hancock, was just turning his laughter-crinkled eyes toward her as he started to accompany Graham.
As their hands separated, she quickly looked at Dick; she had learned a lot during their twelve years together about his keen observance and had come to admire his almost eerie ability to infer facts from subtle cues and to connect those cues into conclusions that were often surprisingly accurate and detailed. But Dick, with his back to her, was laughing at something Hancock had said and was just starting to turn his laughter-crinkled eyes toward her as he began to join Graham.
No, was her thought; surely Dick had seen nothing of the secret little that had been exchanged between them. It had been very little, very quick—a light in the eyes, a muscular quiver of the fingers, and no lingering. How could Dick have seen or sensed? Their eyes had certainly been hidden from Dick, likewise their clasped hands, for Graham’s back had been toward him.
No, she thought; there’s no way Dick noticed the brief secret exchange between them. It was so little and so quick—a glance in their eyes, a slight tremor of their fingers, and no hesitation. How could Dick have seen or sensed anything? Their eyes were definitely hidden from him, just like their clasped hands, since Graham had his back to him.
Just the same, she wished she had not made that swift glance at Dick. She was conscious of a feeling of guilt, and the thought of it hurt her as she watched the two big men, of a size and blondness, go down the room side by side. Of what had she been guilty? she asked herself. Why should she have anything to hide? Yet she was honest enough to face the fact and accept, without quibble, that she had something to hide. And her cheeks burned at the thought that she was being drifted into deception.
Just the same, she regretted having glanced at Dick so quickly. She felt guilty, and thinking about it stung as she watched the two big, blond men walk down the room side by side. What was she guilty of? she wondered. Why should she have anything to hide? Yet she was honest enough to confront the reality and acknowledge, without argument, that she did have something to hide. Her cheeks flushed at the idea that she was being pulled into dishonesty.
“I won’t be but a couple of days,” Graham was saying as he shook hands with Dick at the car.
“I’ll only be a couple of days,” Graham was saying as he shook hands with Dick at the car.
Dick saw the square, straight look of his eyes, and recognized the firmness and heartiness of his gripping hand. Graham half began to say something, then did not; and Dick knew he had changed his mind when he said:
Dick noticed the square, determined look in his eyes and felt the strength of his handshake. Graham started to say something but hesitated, and Dick could tell he had reconsidered when he said:
“I think, when I get back, that I’ll have to pack.”
“I think that when I get back, I’ll need to pack.”
“But the book,” Dick protested, inwardly cursing himself for the leap of joy which had been his at the other’s words.
“But the book,” Dick protested, secretly cursing himself for the rush of happiness he’d felt at the other’s words.
“That’s just why,” Graham answered. “I’ve got to get it finished. It doesn’t seem I can work like you do. The ranch is too alluring. I can’t get down to the book. I sit over it, and sit over it, but the confounded meadowlarks keep echoing in my ears, and I begin to see the fields, and the redwood canyons, and Selim. And after I waste an hour, I give up and ring for Selim. And if it isn’t that, it’s any one of a thousand other enchantments.”
“That’s exactly why,” Graham replied. “I have to finish it. I just can’t focus like you do. The ranch is too tempting. I can’t dive into the book. I sit with it, but those annoying meadowlarks keep echoing in my ears, and I start to picture the fields, the redwood canyons, and Selim. After wasting an hour, I give up and call for Selim. And if it’s not that, it’s a million other distractions.”
He put his foot on the running-board of the pulsing car and said, “Well, so long, old man.”
He placed his foot on the running board of the revving car and said, "Well, take care, my friend."
“Come back and make a stab at it,” urged Dick. “If necessary, we’ll frame up a respectable daily grind, and I’ll lock you in every morning until you’ve done it. And if you don’t do your work all day, all day you’ll stay locked in. I’ll make you work.—Got cigarettes?—matches?”
“Come back and give it a shot,” Dick urged. “If needed, we’ll set up a solid daily routine, and I’ll lock you in every morning until you’ve done it. And if you don’t finish your work all day, you’ll stay locked in all day. I’ll make you work.—Got any cigarettes?—matches?”
“Right O.”
"Right on."
“Let her go, Saunders,” Dick ordered the chauffeur; and the car seemed to leap out into the darkness from the brilliantly lighted porte cochére.
“Let her go, Saunders,” Dick told the chauffeur; and the car seemed to jump into the darkness from the brightly lit porte-cochère.
Back in the house, Dick found Paula playing to the madrono sages, and ensconced himself on the couch to wait and wonder if she would kiss him good night when bedtime came. It was not, he recognized, as if they made a regular schedule of kissing. It had never been like that. Often and often he did not see her until midday, and then in the presence of guests. And often and often, she slipped away to bed early, disturbing no one with a good night kiss to her husband which might well hint to them that their bedtime had come.
Back in the house, Dick found Paula playing for the madrono sages and settled himself on the couch to wait and wonder if she would kiss him goodnight when bedtime came. He realized that they didn't have a regular schedule for kissing; it had never been like that. Often, he wouldn't see her until midday, usually in front of guests. And many times, she would sneak off to bed early, not bothering anyone with a goodnight kiss to her husband that might suggest it was time for them to turn in.
No, Dick concluded, whether or not she kissed him on this particular night it would be equally without significance. But still he wondered.
No, Dick decided, whether she kissed him that night or not, it would mean just as little. But he still wondered.
She played on and sang on interminably, until at last he fell asleep. When he awoke he was alone in the room. Paula and the sages had gone out quietly. He looked at his watch. It marked one o’clock. She had played unusually late, he knew; for he knew she had just gone. It was the cessation of music and movement that had awakened him.
She kept playing and singing for what felt like forever, until he finally fell asleep. When he woke up, he was alone in the room. Paula and the wise men had slipped out quietly. He glanced at his watch. It was one o’clock. He realized she had played much later than usual; he knew she had just left. It was the sudden silence and stillness that had stirred him awake.
And still he wondered. Often he napped there to her playing, and always, when she had finished, she kissed him awake and sent him to bed. But this night she had not. Perhaps, after all, she was coming back. He lay and drowsed and waited. The next time he looked at his watch, it was two o’clock. She had not come back.
And still he wondered. He often napped there while she played, and always, when she was done, she kissed him awake and sent him to bed. But that night she hadn’t. Maybe, after all, she was coming back. He lay there, dozing and waiting. The next time he checked his watch, it was two o’clock. She still hadn’t come back.
He turned off the lights, and as he crossed the house, pressed off the hall lights as he went, while the many unimportant little nothings, almost of themselves, ranged themselves into an ordered text of doubt and conjecture that he could not refrain from reading.
He turned off the lights, and as he moved through the house, he switched off the hallway lights too. Meanwhile, the countless unimportant little details, almost on their own, came together into a clear narrative of uncertainty and speculation that he couldn’t help but read.
On his sleeping porch, glancing at his barometers and thermometers, her laughing face in the round frame caught his eyes, and, standing before it, even bending closer to it, he studied her long.
On his sleeping porch, looking at his barometers and thermometers, her smiling face in the round frame caught his attention, and, standing in front of it, even leaning closer, he examined her for a long time.
“Oh, well,” he muttered, as he drew up the bedcovers, propped the pillows behind him and reached for a stack of proofsheets, “whatever it is I’ll have to play it.”
“Oh, well,” he muttered, as he pulled up the bedcovers, propped the pillows behind him, and grabbed a stack of proofsheets, “whatever it is, I’ll have to deal with it.”
He looked sidewise at her picture.
He glanced sideways at her picture.
“But, oh, Little Woman, I wish you wouldn’t,” was the sighed good night.
“But, oh, Little Woman, I wish you wouldn’t,” was the sighed good night.
Chapter XXIV
As luck would have it, beyond chance guests for lunch or dinner, the Big House was empty. In vain, on the first and second days, did Dick lay out his work, or defer it, so as to be ready for any suggestion from Paula to go for an afternoon swim or drive.
As luck would have it, aside from the occasional guests for lunch or dinner, the Big House was empty. In vain, on the first and second days, did Dick set up his work or put it off so he could be ready for any suggestion from Paula to go for an afternoon swim or drive.
He noted that she managed always to avoid the possibility of being kissed. From her sleeping porch she called good night to him across the wide patio. In the morning he prepared himself for her eleven o’clock greeting. Mr. Agar and Mr. Pitts, with important matters concerning the forthcoming ranch sale of stock still unsettled, Dick promptly cleared out at the stroke of eleven. Up she was, he knew, for he had heard her singing. As he waited, seated at his desk, for once he was idle. A tray of letters before him continued to need his signature. He remembered this morning pilgrimage of hers had been originated by her, and by her, somewhat persistently, had been kept up. And an adorable thing it was, he decided—that soft call of “Good morning, merry gentleman,” and the folding of her kimono-clad figure in his arms.
He noticed that she always managed to dodge any chance of getting kissed. From her sleeping porch, she called goodnight to him across the wide patio. In the morning, he got ready for her eleven o’clock greeting. Mr. Agar and Mr. Pitts, with important issues regarding the upcoming ranch stock sale still unresolved, Dick promptly left at eleven on the dot. She was up, he knew, because he’d heard her singing. As he sat at his desk waiting, for once he was doing nothing. A tray of letters needing his signature remained in front of him. He remembered that her morning visits had been her idea, and she had persistently kept it going. And it was such a sweet thing, he thought—that gentle call of “Good morning, merry gentleman,” and the way her kimono-clad figure fit perfectly in his arms.
He remembered, further, that he had often cut that little visit short, conveying the impression to her, even while he clasped her, of how busy he was. And he remembered, more than once, the certain little wistful shadow on her face as she slipped away.
He remembered that he had often ended that little visit early, giving her the impression, even while he held her close, of how busy he was. And he recalled, more than once, the slight, wistful shadow on her face as she walked away.
Quarter past eleven, and she had not come. He took down the receiver to telephone the dairy, and in the swift rush of women’s conversation, ere he hung up, he caught Paula’s voice:
Quarter past eleven, and she still hadn’t arrived. He picked up the phone to call the dairy, and in the quick flow of women’s chatter, right before he hung up, he heard Paula’s voice:
“—Bother Mr. Wade. Bring all the little Wades and come, if only for a couple of days—”
“—Bother Mr. Wade. Bring all the little Wades and come, even if it's just for a couple of days—”
Which was very strange of Paula. She had invariably welcomed the intervals of no guests, when she and he were left alone with each other for a day or for several days. And now she was trying to persuade Mrs. Wade to come down from Sacramento. It would seem that Paula did not wish to be alone with him, and was seeking to protect herself with company.
Which was very strange of Paula. She had always enjoyed the times when there were no guests, when it was just the two of them for a day or even several days. And now she was trying to convince Mrs. Wade to come down from Sacramento. It seemed that Paula didn't want to be alone with him and was looking for company as a safeguard.
He smiled as he realized that that morning embrace, now that it was not tendered him, had become suddenly desirable. The thought came to him of taking her away with him on one of their travel-jaunts. That would solve the problem, perhaps. And he would hold her very close to him and draw her closer. Why not an Alaskan hunting trip? She had always wanted to go. Or back to their old sailing grounds in the days of the All Away—the South Seas. Steamers ran direct between San Francisco and Tahiti. In twelve days they could be ashore in Papeete. He wondered if Lavaina still ran her boarding house, and his quick vision caught a picture of Paula and himself at breakfast on Lavaina’s porch in the shade of the mango trees.
He smiled as he realized that the morning hug, now that it wasn’t given to him, had suddenly become something he wanted. He thought about taking her with him on one of their trips. That might solve the issue, maybe. And he would hold her very close and pull her even closer. Why not an Alaskan hunting trip? She had always wanted to go. Or they could return to their old sailing spots from the days of the All Away—the South Seas. There were steamers running directly between San Francisco and Tahiti. In twelve days, they could be on the shore in Papeete. He wondered if Lavaina still ran her boarding house, and he quickly imagined Paula and himself having breakfast on Lavaina’s porch in the shade of the mango trees.
He brought his fist down on the desk. No, by God, he was no coward to run away with his wife for fear of any man. And would it be fair to her to take her away possibly from where her desire lay? True, he did not know where her desire lay, nor how far it had gone between her and Graham. Might it not be a spring madness with her that would vanish with the spring? Unfortunately, he decided, in the dozen years of their marriage she had never evidenced any predisposition toward spring madness. She had never given his heart a moment’s doubt. Herself tremendously attractive to men, seeing much of them, receiving their admiration and even court, she had remained always her equable and serene self, Dick Forrest’s wife—
He slammed his fist down on the desk. No way, he wasn't going to run away with his wife out of fear of anyone. And would it be fair to her to pull her away from where her true feelings might lie? Sure, he didn't know where her feelings actually were, or how deep they had gone with Graham. Could this just be a fleeting whim for her that would fade with the season? Unfortunately, he concluded, in the twelve years of their marriage, she had never shown any signs of being prone to fleeting whims. She had never given him a moment's doubt. Despite being extremely attractive to men, spending a lot of time with them, receiving their admiration and even courting, she had always remained her calm and steady self, Dick Forrest's wife—
“Good morning, merry gentleman.”
“Good morning, merry gentlemen.”
She was peeping in on him, quite naturally from the hall, her eyes and lips smiling to him, blowing him a kiss from her finger tips.
She was looking in on him, naturally from the hall, with her eyes and lips smiling at him, blowing a kiss from her fingertips.
“And good morning, my little haughty moon,” he called back, himself equally his natural self.
“And good morning, my little snooty moon,” he replied, being his usual self.
And now she would come in, he thought; and he would fold her in his arms, and put her to the test of the kiss.
And now she would come in, he thought; and he would wrap her in his arms and see if the kiss would measure up.
He opened his arms in invitation. But she did not enter. Instead, she startled, with one hand gathered her kimono at her breast, with the other picked up the trailing skirt as if for flight, at the same time looking apprehensively down the hall. Yet his keen ears had caught no sound. She smiled back at him, blew him another kiss, and was gone.
He spread his arms in an invitation. But she didn’t come in. Instead, she jumped back, gathering her kimono at her chest with one hand and lifting the trailing skirt with the other as if ready to run, while looking nervously down the hallway. But his sharp ears heard nothing. She smiled at him, blew him another kiss, and disappeared.
Ten minutes later he had no ears for Bonbright, who, telegrams in hand, startled him as he sat motionless at his desk, as he had sat, without movement, for ten minutes.
Ten minutes later, he wasn’t paying any attention to Bonbright, who surprised him with telegraphs in hand while he sat still at his desk, just as he had for the past ten minutes.
And yet she was happy. Dick knew her too long in all the expressions of her moods not to realize the significance of her singing over the house, in the arcades, and out in the patio. He did not leave his workroom till the stroke of lunch; nor did she, as she sometimes did, come to gather him up on the way. At the lunch gong, from across the patio, he heard her trilling die away into the house in the direction of the dining room.
And yet she was happy. Dick had known her long enough to recognize all the different ways she expressed her moods, so he understood what it meant when she sang around the house, in the hallways, and out in the patio. He didn't leave his workroom until lunchtime, and she didn’t come to get him like she sometimes did. When the lunch bell rang, he heard her song fade away into the house toward the dining room from across the patio.
A Colonel Harrison Stoddard—colonel from younger service in the National Guard, himself a retired merchant prince whose hobby was industrial relations and social unrest—held the table most of the meal upon the extension of the Employers’ Liability Act so as to include agricultural laborers. But Paula found a space in which casually to give the news to Dick that she was running away for the afternoon on a jaunt up to Wickenberg to the Masons.
A Colonel Harrison Stoddard—colonel from his earlier service in the National Guard, a retired wealthy businessman who was into industrial relations and social issues—dominated most of the meal discussing the extension of the Employers' Liability Act to include agricultural workers. But Paula managed to find a moment to casually tell Dick that she was taking the afternoon off for a trip up to Wickenberg to meet the Masons.
“Of course I don’t know when I’ll be back—you know what the Masons are. And I don’t dare ask you to come, though I’d like you along.”
“Of course I don’t know when I’ll be back—you know how the Masons are. And I can’t ask you to come, even though I’d really like you with me.”
Dick shook his head.
Dick just shook his head.
“And so,” she continued, “if you’re not using Saunders—”
“And so,” she continued, “if you’re not using Saunders—”
Dick nodded acquiescence.
Dick nodded in agreement.
“I’m using Callahan this afternoon,” he explained, on the instant planning his own time now that Paula was out of the question. “I never can make out, Paul, why you prefer Saunders. Callahan is the better driver, and of course the safest.”
“I’m using Callahan this afternoon,” he said, immediately planning his own time now that Paula was off the table. “I never understand, Paul, why you choose Saunders. Callahan is the better driver, and definitely the safest.”
“Perhaps that’s why,” she said with a smile. “Safety first means slowest most.”
“Maybe that’s why,” she said with a smile. “Safety first means the slowest overall.”
“Just the same I’d back Callahan against Saunders on a speed-track,” Dick championed.
“Still, I’d support Callahan over Saunders on a speed track,” Dick argued.
“Where are you bound?” she asked.
“Where are you headed?” she asked.
“Oh, to show Colonel Stoddard my one-man and no-horse farm—you know, the automatically cultivated ten-acre stunt I’ve been frivoling with. A lot of changes have been made that have been waiting a week for me to see tried out. I’ve been too busy. And after that, I’m going to take him over the colony—what do you think?—five additions the last week.”
“Oh, I can't wait to show Colonel Stoddard my one-man, no-horse farm—you know, the totally automated ten-acre project I’ve been messing around with. A lot of changes have been made that I've been waiting a week to see in action. I've just been too busy. After that, I'm going to take him around the colony—what do you think?—five new additions just last week.”
“I thought the membership was full,” Paula said.
“I thought the membership was full,” Paula said.
“It was, and still is,” Dick beamed. “But these are babies. And the least hopeful of the families had the rashness to have twins.”
“It was, and still is,” Dick smiled. “But these are just babies. And the least hopeful of the families had the audacity to have twins.”
“A lot of wiseacres are shaking their heads over that experiment of yours, and I make free to say that I am merely holding my judgment— you’ve got to show me by bookkeeping,” Colonel Stoddard was saying, immensely pleased at the invitation to be shown over in person.
“A lot of know-it-alls are shaking their heads over that experiment of yours, and I feel free to say that I’m just reserving my judgment—you’ve got to prove it to me with the numbers,” Colonel Stoddard was saying, extremely happy at the invitation to be shown around in person.
Dick scarcely heard him, such was the rush of other thoughts. Paula had not mentioned whether Mrs. Wade and the little Wades were coming, much less mentioned that she had invited them. Yet this Dick tried to consider no lapse on her part, for often and often, like himself, she had guests whose arrival was the first he knew of their coming.
Dick could barely hear him because his mind was racing with other thoughts. Paula hadn't said whether Mrs. Wade and the little Wades were coming, and she definitely hadn’t mentioned inviting them. Still, Dick tried not to see this as a mistake on her part, since, like him, she often had guests show up without him knowing they were coming.
It was, however, evident that Mrs. Wade was not coming that day, else Paula would not be running away thirty miles up the valley. That was it, and there was no blinking it. She was running away, and from him. She could not face being alone with him with the consequent perils of intimacy—and perilous, in such circumstances, could have but the significance he feared. And further, she was making the evening sure. She would not be back for dinner, or till long after dinner, it was a safe wager, unless she brought the whole Wickenberg crowd with her. She would be back late enough to expect him to be in bed. Well, he would not disappoint her, he decided grimly, as he replied to Colonel Stoddard:
It was clear that Mrs. Wade wasn't coming that day; otherwise, Paula wouldn't be running thirty miles up the valley. That was the truth, and there was no denying it. She was running away, specifically from him. She couldn't handle being alone with him and the risks that intimacy could bring—risks that, in that situation, could only mean what he dreaded. Moreover, she was guaranteeing her evening plans. She wouldn't return for dinner, or at least not until long after dinner, unless she brought the whole Wickenberg crowd with her. She would come back late enough for him to be expected to be in bed. Well, he decided grimly, he wouldn't let her down as he responded to Colonel Stoddard:
“The experiment works out splendidly on paper, with decently wide margins for human nature. And there I admit is the doubt and the danger—the human nature. But the only way to test it is to test it, which is what I am doing.”
“The experiment looks great on paper, with a good amount of leeway for human behavior. And there's where my doubt and concern lie—human nature. But the only way to find out is to actually test it, which is exactly what I’m doing.”
“It won’t be the first Dick has charged to profit and loss,” Paula said.
“It won’t be the first time Dick has charged something to profit and loss,” Paula said.
“But five thousand acres, all the working capital for two hundred and fifty farmers, and a cash salary of a thousand dollars each a year!” Colonel Stoddard protested. “A few such failures—if it fails—would put a heavy drain on the Harvest.”
“But five thousand acres, all the working capital for two hundred and fifty farmers, and a cash salary of a thousand dollars each a year!” Colonel Stoddard protested. “A few such failures—if it fails—would put a heavy drain on the Harvest.”
“That’s what the Harvest needs,” Dick answered lightly.
“That’s what the Harvest needs,” Dick replied casually.
Colonel Stoddard looked blank.
Colonel Stoddard looked confused.
“Precisely,” Dick confirmed. “Drainage, you know. The mines are flooded—the Mexican situation.”
“Exactly,” Dick agreed. “Drainage, you know. The mines are flooded—the situation in Mexico.”
It was during the morning of the second day—the day of Graham’s expected return—that Dick, who, by being on horseback at eleven, had avoided a repetition of the hurt of the previous day’s “Good morning, merry gentleman” across the distance of his workroom, encountered Ah Ha in a hall with an armful of fresh-cut lilacs. The house-boy’s way led toward the tower room, but Dick made sure.
It was on the morning of the second day—the day Graham was supposed to come back—that Dick, who had avoided the pain of yesterday’s “Good morning, merry gentleman” by being on horseback at eleven, ran into Ah Ha in a hall carrying a bunch of freshly cut lilacs. The house-boy was headed toward the tower room, but Dick made sure.
“Where are you taking them, Ah Ha?” he asked.
“Where are you taking them, Ah Ha?” he asked.
“Mr. Graham’s room—he come to-day.”
“Mr. Graham's room—he came today.”
Now whose thought was that? Dick pondered. Ah Ha’s?—Oh Joy’s—or Paula’s? He remembered having heard Graham more than once express his fancy for their lilacs.
Now whose thought was that? Dick wondered. Ah Ha’s?—Oh Joy’s—or Paula’s? He remembered hearing Graham mention more than once how much he liked their lilacs.
He deflected his course from the library and strolled out through the flowers near the tower room. Through the open windows of it came Paula’s happy humming. Dick pressed his lower lip with tight quickness between his teeth and strolled on.
He changed his direction away from the library and walked outside through the flowers near the tower room. From the open windows, he could hear Paula’s cheerful humming. Dick bit down on his lower lip quickly and continued walking.
Some great, as well as many admirable, men and women had occupied that room, and for them Paula had never supervised the flower arrangement, Dick meditated. Oh Joy, himself a master of flowers, usually attended to that, or had his house-staff ably drilled to do it.
Some great, as well as many admirable, men and women had occupied that room, and for them Paula had never supervised the flower arrangement, Dick thought. Oh Joy, who was himself a master of flowers, usually took care of that, or had his house staff well-trained to do it.
Among the telegrams Bonbright handed him, was one from Graham, which Dick read twice, although it was simple and unmomentous, being merely a postponement of his return.
Among the telegrams Bonbright gave him was one from Graham, which Dick read twice, even though it was straightforward and not significant, just a notice that his return was delayed.
Contrary to custom, Dick did not wait for the second lunch-gong. At the sound of the first he started, for he felt the desire for one of Oh Joy’s cocktails—the need of a prod of courage, after the lilacs, to meet Paula. But she was ahead of him. He found her—who rarely drank, and never alone—just placing an empty cocktail glass back on the tray.
Contrary to tradition, Dick didn’t wait for the second lunch bell. At the sound of the first, he got up because he wanted one of Oh Joy’s cocktails—a little boost of courage, after the lilacs, to face Paula. But she was already there. He found her—someone who hardly ever drank and never by herself—just putting an empty cocktail glass back on the tray.
So she, too, had needed courage for the meal, was his deduction, as he nodded to Oh Joy and held up one finger.
So she also needed courage for the meal, he thought as he nodded to Oh Joy and raised one finger.
“Caught you at it!” he reproved gaily. “Secret tippling. The gravest of symptoms. Little I thought, the day I stood up with you, that the wife I was marrying was doomed to fill an alcoholic’s grave.”
“Gotcha!” he said playfully. “Secret drinking. The worst sign. I never thought, on the day I said 'I do' with you, that the woman I was marrying would end up in an alcoholic’s grave.”
Before she could retort, a young man strolled in whom she and Dick greeted as Mr. Winters, and who also must have a cocktail. Dick tried to believe that it was not relief he sensed in Paula’s manner as she greeted the newcomer. He had never seen her quite so cordial to him before, although often enough she had met him. At any rate, there would be three at lunch.
Before she could respond, a young man walked in, whom she and Dick greeted as Mr. Winters, and who also needed a cocktail. Dick tried to convince himself that it wasn’t relief he noticed in Paula’s behavior as she welcomed the newcomer. He had never seen her so friendly with him before, even though they had met often enough. In any case, there would be three for lunch.
Mr. Winters, an agricultural college graduate and special writer for the Pacific Rural Press, as well as a sort of protégé of Dick, had come for data for an article on California fish-ponds, and Dick mentally arranged his afternoon’s program for him.
Mr. Winters, a graduate of an agricultural college and a special writer for the Pacific Rural Press, who was also a kind of protégé of Dick, had come for information for an article on California fish ponds, and Dick mentally organized his afternoon schedule for him.
“Got a telegram from Evan,” he told Paula. “Won’t be back till the four o’clock day after to-morrow.”
“Got a message from Evan,” he told Paula. “He won’t be back until four o’clock the day after tomorrow.”
“And after all my trouble!” she exclaimed. “Now the lilacs will be wilted and spoiled.”
“And after all my trouble!” she exclaimed. “Now the lilacs will be wilted and ruined.”
Dick felt a warm glow of pleasure. There spoke his frank, straightforward Paula. No matter what the game was, or its outcome, at least she would play it without the petty deceptions. She had always been that way—too transparent to make a success of deceit.
Dick felt a warm glow of pleasure. There spoke his honest, straightforward Paula. No matter what the game was, or how it turned out, at least she would play it without the petty lies. She had always been like that—too open to succeed at deceit.
Nevertheless, he played his own part by a glance of scarcely interested interrogation.
Nevertheless, he played his own role with a look of barely interested questioning.
“Why, in Graham’s room,” she explained. “I had the boys bring a big armful and I arranged them all myself. He’s so fond of them, you know.”
“Why, in Graham’s room,” she explained. “I had the boys bring a big armful and I arranged them all myself. He really likes them, you know.”
Up to the end of lunch, she had made no mention of Mrs. Wade’s coming, and Dick knew definitely she was not coming when Paula queried casually:
Up until the end of lunch, she hadn't said anything about Mrs. Wade's visit, and Dick knew for sure she wasn't coming when Paula asked casually:
“Expecting anybody?”
“Waiting for someone?”
He shook his head, and asked, “Are you doing anything this afternoon?”
He shook his head and asked, “Are you doing anything this afternoon?”
“Haven’t thought about anything,” she answered. “And now I suppose I can’t plan upon you with Mr. Winters to be told all about fish.”
“Haven’t thought about anything,” she replied. “And now I guess I can’t count on you and Mr. Winters to tell me all about fish.”
“But you can,” Dick assured her. “I’m turning him over to Mr. Hanley, who’s got the trout counted down to the last egg hatched and who knows all the grandfather bass by name. I’ll tell you what—” He paused and considered. Then his face lighted as with a sudden idea. “It’s a loafing afternoon. Let’s take the rifles and go potting squirrels. I noticed the other day they’ve become populous on that hill above the Little Meadow.”
“But you can,” Dick assured her. “I’m handing him over to Mr. Hanley, who knows everything about the trout, right down to the last egg hatched, and can even name all the grandfather bass. I’ve got an idea—” He paused to think. Then his face lit up with a sudden thought. “It’s a lazy afternoon. Let’s grab the rifles and go hunting for squirrels. I noticed the other day that they’ve really multiplied on that hill above the Little Meadow.”
But he had not failed to observe the flutter of alarm that shadowed her eyes so swiftly, and that so swiftly was gone as she clapped her hands and was herself.
But he noticed the quick flash of alarm that appeared in her eyes and disappeared just as fast when she clapped her hands and returned to herself.
“But don’t take a rifle for me,” she said.
“But don’t grab a rifle for me,” she said.
“If you’d rather not—” he began gently.
“If you’d rather not—” he started softly.
“Oh, I want to go, but I don’t feel up to shooting. I’ll take Le Gallienne’s last book along—it just came in—and read to you in betweenwhiles. Remember, the last time I did that when we went squirreling it was his ‘Quest of the Golden Girl’ I read to you.”
“Oh, I want to go, but I’m not really in the mood for shooting. I’ll bring Le Gallienne’s latest book—it just arrived—and read to you in between. Remember the last time I did that when we went squirrel hunting? It was his ‘Quest of the Golden Girl’ that I read to you.”
Chapter XXV
Paula on the Fawn, and Dick on the Outlaw, rode out from the Big House as nearly side by side as the Outlaw’s wicked perversity permitted. The conversation she permitted was fragmentary. With tiny ears laid back and teeth exposed, she would attempt to evade Dick’s restraint of rein and spur and win to a bite of Paula’s leg or the Fawn’s sleek flank, and with every defeat the pink flushed and faded in the whites of her eyes. Her restless head-tossing and pitching attempts to rear (thwarted by the martingale) never ceased, save when she pranced and sidled and tried to whirl.
Paula on the Fawn and Dick on the Outlaw rode out from the Big House almost side by side, as much as the Outlaw’s mischievous nature allowed. The conversation she engaged in was fragmented. With her little ears pinned back and teeth showing, she tried to escape Dick’s control with rein and spur to take a bite of Paula’s leg or the Fawn’s smooth side, and with every failure, the pink in the whites of her eyes would flush and fade. Her restless head-tossing and attempts to rear (blocked by the martingale) never stopped, except when she pranced, sidled, and tried to spin.
“This is the last year of her,” Dick announced. “She’s indomitable. I’ve worked two years on her without the slightest improvement. She knows me, knows my ways, knows I am her master, knows when she has to give in, but is never satisfied. She nourishes the perennial hope that some time she’ll catch me napping, and for fear she’ll miss that time she never lets any time go by.”
“This is her final year,” Dick announced. “She’s unstoppable. I’ve worked with her for two years without any progress. She knows me, knows how I operate, knows I’m in charge, knows when she needs to surrender, but she’s never content. She holds onto the constant hope that someday she’ll catch me off guard, and out of fear of missing that opportunity, she never lets a moment pass.”
“And some time she may catch you,” Paula said.
“And someday she might catch you,” Paula said.
“That’s why I’m giving her up. It isn’t exactly a strain on me, but soon or late she’s bound to get me if there’s anything in the law of probability. It may be a million-to-one shot, but heaven alone knows where in the series of the million that fatal one is going to pop up.”
"That’s why I’m letting her go. It’s not really a burden for me, but sooner or later she’s bound to get me if probability has anything to do with it. It might be a million-to-one chance, but only heaven knows where in that million the dangerous one is going to show up."
“You’re a wonder, Red Cloud,” Paula smiled.
“You're amazing, Red Cloud,” Paula smiled.
“Why?”
"Why?"
“You think in statistics and percentages, averages and exceptions. I wonder, when we first met, what particular formula you measured me up by.”
“You think in stats and percentages, averages and outliers. I wonder, when we first met, what specific formula you used to assess me.”
“I’ll be darned if I did,” he laughed back. “There was where all signs failed. I didn’t have a statistic that applied to you. I merely acknowledged to myself that here was the most wonderful female woman ever born with two good legs, and I knew that I wanted her more than I had ever wanted anything. I just had to have her—”
“I'll be damned if I did,” he laughed back. “That’s where all the signs fell short. I didn’t have a single statistic that applied to you. I simply admitted to myself that you were the most incredible woman ever born with two good legs, and I knew I wanted you more than I had ever wanted anything. I just had to have you—”
“And got her,” Paula completed for him. “But since, Red Cloud, since. Surely you’ve accumulated enough statistics on me.”
“And got her,” Paula finished for him. “But since, Red Cloud, since. Surely you’ve gathered enough stats on me.”
“A few, quite a few,” he admitted. “But I hope never to get the last one—”
“A few, actually quite a few,” he admitted. “But I hope I never have to face the last one—”
He broke off at sound of the unmistakable nicker of Mountain Lad. The stallion appeared, the cowboy on his back, and Dick gazed for a moment at the perfect action of the beast’s great swinging trot.
He stopped when he heard the unmistakable nicker of Mountain Lad. The stallion showed up with the cowboy on his back, and Dick watched for a moment as the horse moved with its perfect, smooth trot.
“We’ve got to get out of this,” he warned, as Mountain Lad, at sight of them, broke into a gallop.
“We’ve got to get out of this,” he warned, as Mountain Lad, seeing them, took off in a gallop.
Together they pricked their mares, whirled them about, and fled, while from behind they heard the soothing “Whoas” of the rider, the thuds of the heavy hoofs on the roadway, and a wild imperative neigh. The Outlaw answered, and the Fawn was but a moment behind her. From the commotion they knew Mountain Lad was getting tempestuous.
Together they spurred their mares, spun them around, and took off, while behind them they heard the calming "Whoa" of the rider, the heavy thuds of hoofs on the road, and an urgent wild neigh. The Outlaw responded, and the Fawn was just a moment behind her. From the commotion, they knew Mountain Lad was getting restless.
Leaning to the curve, they swept into a cross-road and in fifty paces pulled up, where they waited till the danger was past.
Leaning into the curve, they turned onto a crossroad and after fifty steps came to a stop, waiting until the danger had passed.
“He’s never really injured anybody yet,” Paula said, as they started back.
“He's never actually hurt anyone before,” Paula said as they headed back.
“Except when he casually stepped on Cowley’s toes. You remember he was laid up in bed for a month,” Dick reminded her, straightening out the Outlaw from a sidle and with a flicker of glance catching the strange look with which Paula was regarding him.
“Except when he casually stepped on Cowley’s toes. You remember he was stuck in bed for a month,” Dick reminded her, straightening out the Outlaw from a sidle and catching Paula's strange look with a quick glance.
There was question in it, he could see, and love in it, and fear—yes, almost fear, or at least apprehension that bordered on dismay; but, most of all, a seeking, a searching, a questioning. Not entirely ungermane to her mood, was his thought, had been that remark of his thinking in statistics.
There was a question in it, he could see, and love in it, and fear—yes, almost fear, or at least apprehension that bordered on dismay; but, most of all, a seeking, a searching, a questioning. Not entirely unrelated to her mood, he thought, had been that remark of his thinking in statistics.
But he made that he had not seen, whipping out his pad, and, with an interested glance at a culvert they were passing, making a note.
But he acted like he hadn't seen, quickly pulling out his pad and, with a curious look at a culvert they were passing, jotting down a note.
“They missed it,” he said. “It should have been repaired a month ago.”
“They missed it,” he said. “It should have been fixed a month ago.”
“What has become of all those Nevada mustangs?” Paula inquired.
“What happened to all those Nevada mustangs?” Paula asked.
This was a flyer Dick had taken, when a bad season for Nevada pasture had caused mustangs to sell for a song with the alternative of starving to death. He had shipped a trainload down and ranged them in his wilder mountain pastures to the west.
This was a flyer that Dick had picked up when a tough season for Nevada pasture made mustangs sell for next to nothing, with the risk of starving to death. He had sent a trainload down and let them roam in his wild mountain pastures to the west.
“It’s time to break them,” he answered. “And I’m thinking of a real old-fashioned rodeo next week. What do you say? Have a barbecue and all the rest, and invite the country side?”
“It’s time to break them,” he replied. “And I’m planning a classic rodeo next week. What do you think? We could have a barbecue and everything, and invite the surrounding area?”
“And then you won’t be there,” Paula objected.
“And then you won’t be there,” Paula said.
“I’ll take a day off. Is it a go?”
“I’m going to take a day off. Is that okay?”
They reined to one side of the road, as she agreed, to pass three farm tractors, all with their trailage of ganged discs and harrows.
They pulled to one side of the road, as she agreed, to pass three farm tractors, all pulling their trailers of linked discs and harrows.
“Moving them across to the Rolling Meadows,” he explained. “They pay over horses on the right ground.”
“Moving them over to the Rolling Meadows,” he explained. “They get better prices for horses on the right land.”
Rising from the home valley, passing through cultivated fields and wooded knolls, they took a road busy with many wagons hauling road-dressing from the rock-crusher they could hear growling and crunching higher up.
Rising from the home valley, passing through farms and wooded hills, they took a road bustling with many trucks transporting gravel from the rock-crusher they could hear rumbling and grinding up ahead.
“Needs more exercise than I’ve been giving her,” Dick remarked, jerking the Outlaw’s bared teeth away from dangerous proximity to the Fawn’s flank.
“Needs more exercise than I’ve been giving her,” Dick said, pulling the Outlaw’s exposed teeth away from dangerously close to the Fawn’s side.
“And it’s disgraceful the way I’ve neglected Duddy and Fuddy,” Paula said. “I’ve kept their feed down like a miser, but they’re a lively handful just the same.”
“And it’s shameful how I’ve ignored Duddy and Fuddy,” Paula said. “I’ve skimped on their food like a miser, but they’re just as energetic as ever.”
Dick heard her idly, but within forty-eight hours he was to remember with hurt what she had said.
Dick heard her casually, but within forty-eight hours, he would remember with pain what she had said.
They continued on till the crunch of the rock-crusher died away, penetrated a belt of woodland, crossed a tiny divide where the afternoon sunshine was wine-colored by the manzanita and rose-colored by madronos, and dipped down through a young planting of eucalyptus to the Little Meadow. But before they reached it, they dismounted and tied their horses. Dick took the .22 automatic rifle from his saddle-holster, and with Paula advanced softly to a clump of redwoods on the edge of the meadow. They disposed themselves in the shade and gazed out across the meadow to the steep slope of hill that came down to it a hundred and fifty yards away.
They kept going until the sound of the rock-crusher faded away, passed through a patch of woods, crossed a small rise where the afternoon sunlight turned a wine color from the manzanita and a rose color from the madronos, and then went down through a young grove of eucalyptus to the Little Meadow. But before they got there, they got off their horses and tied them up. Dick took the .22 automatic rifle from his saddle-holster, and with Paula, quietly approached a cluster of redwoods at the edge of the meadow. They settled in the shade and looked out across the meadow to the steep hill that dropped down to it about a hundred and fifty yards away.
“There they are—three—four of them,” Paula whispered, as her keen eyes picked the squirrels out amongst the young grain.
“There they are—three—four of them,” Paula whispered, as her sharp eyes spotted the squirrels among the young grain.
These were the wary ones, the sports in the direction of infinite caution who had shunned the poisoned grain and steel traps of Dick’s vermin catchers. They were the survivors, each of a score of their fellows not so cautious, themselves fit to repopulate the hillside.
These were the cautious ones, the ones who moved with ultimate care and avoided the poisoned food and metal traps set by Dick’s pest catchers. They were the survivors, each one of a group of their peers who were not as careful, and they were ready to repopulate the hillside.
Dick filled the chamber and magazine with tiny cartridges, examined the silencer, and, lying at full length, leaning on his elbow, sighted across the meadow. There was no sound of explosion when he fired, only the click of the mechanism as the bullet was sped, the empty cartridge ejected, a fresh cartridge flipped into the chamber, and the trigger re-cocked. A big, dun-colored squirrel leaped in the air, fell over, and disappeared in the grain. Dick waited, his eye along the rifle and directed toward several holes around which the dry earth showed widely as evidence of the grain which had been destroyed. When the wounded squirrel appeared, scrambling across the exposed ground to safety, the rifle clicked again and he rolled over on his side and lay still.
Dick loaded the chamber and magazine with small bullets, checked the silencer, and, lying flat on his stomach and propped up on his elbow, aimed across the meadow. There was no loud bang when he fired, just the soft click of the mechanism as the bullet flew, the empty casing ejected, a new round slid into the chamber, and the trigger pulled back into place. A large, brown squirrel jumped into the air, fell, and vanished into the tall grass. Dick stayed still, his eye on the rifle, focused on several holes in the dirt that clearly showed where the crops had been ruined. When the injured squirrel appeared, scrambling across the bare ground to escape, the rifle clicked again, and he rolled onto his side and lay motionless.
At the first click, every squirrel but the stricken one, had made into its burrow. Remained nothing to do but wait for their curiosity to master caution. This was the interval Dick had looked forward to. As he lay and scanned the hillside for curious heads to appear, he wondered if Paula would have something to say to him. In trouble she was, but would she keep this trouble to herself? It had never been her way. Always, soon or late, she brought her troubles to him. But, then, he reflected, she had never had a trouble of this nature before. It was just the one thing that she would be least prone to discuss with him. On the other hand, he reasoned, there was her everlasting frankness. He had marveled at it, and joyed in it, all their years together. Was it to fail her now?
At the first click, every squirrel except the one that was hurt dashed into its burrow. There was nothing to do but wait for their curiosity to overwhelm their caution. This was the moment Dick had been anticipating. As he lay there, scanning the hillside for any curious heads to pop up, he wondered if Paula would have something to say to him. She was in trouble, but would she keep this one to herself? That had never been her style. Sooner or later, she always came to him with her problems. But then he thought, she had never faced a problem like this before. It was probably the one thing she would be least likely to discuss with him. On the other hand, he considered her endless honesty. He had admired it and been grateful for it throughout their years together. Would it let him down now?
So he lay and pondered. She did not speak. She was not restless. He could hear no movement. When he glanced to the side at her he saw her lying on her back, eyes closed, arms outstretched, as if tired.
So he lay there thinking. She didn’t say a word. She wasn’t fidgeting. He couldn’t hear any movement. When he looked over at her, he saw her lying on her back, eyes closed, arms stretched out, as if she was tired.
A small head, the color of the dry soil of its home, peeped from a hole. Dick waited long minutes, until, assured that no danger lurked, the owner of the head stood full up on its hind legs to seek the cause of the previous click that had startled it. Again the rifle clicked.
A small head, the color of the dry soil of its home, peeked out from a hole. Dick waited several minutes, until, confident that no danger was present, the owner of the head stood upright on its hind legs to investigate the source of the earlier click that had startled it. Again the rifle clicked.
“Did you get him?” Paula queried, without opening her eyes.
“Did you get him?” Paula asked, without opening her eyes.
“Yea, and a fat one,” Dick answered. “I stopped a line of generations right there.”
“Yeah, and a big one,” Dick replied. “I ended a line of generations right there.”
An hour passed. The afternoon sun beat down but was not uncomfortable in the shade. A gentle breeze fanned the young grain into lazy wavelets at times, and stirred the redwood boughs above them. Dick added a third squirrel to the score. Paula’s book lay beside her, but she had not offered to read.
An hour went by. The afternoon sun was shining down, but it wasn’t too hot in the shade. A soft breeze occasionally rustled the young grain into gentle waves and moved the redwood branches above them. Dick counted a third squirrel. Paula’s book was beside her, but she hadn’t offered to read it.
“Anything the matter?” he finally nerved himself to ask.
“Is something wrong?” he finally worked up the courage to ask.
“No; headache—a beastly little neuralgic hurt across the eyes, that’s all.”
“No; it’s a headache—just a terrible little nerve pain across my eyes, that’s all.”
“Too much embroidery,” he teased.
“Too much embellishment,” he teased.
“Not guilty,” was her reply.
“Not guilty,” was her response.
All was natural enough in all seeming; but Dick, as he permitted an unusually big squirrel to leave its burrow and crawl a score of feet across the bare earth toward the grain, thought to himself: No, there will be no talk between us this day. Nor will we nestle and kiss lying here in the grass.
All seemed perfectly normal; but Dick, as he watched an unusually large squirrel leave its burrow and crawl a short distance across the bare ground toward the grain, thought to himself: No, we won’t be talking today. And we won’t be cuddling and kissing while lying in the grass either.
His victim was now at the edge of the grain. He pulled trigger. The creature fell over, lay still a moment, then ran in quick awkward fashion toward its hole. Click, click, click, went the mechanism. Puffs of dust leaped from the earth close about the fleeing squirrel, showing the closeness of the misses. Dick fired as rapidly as he could twitch his forefinger on the trigger, so that it was as if he played a stream of lead from a hose.
His target was now at the edge of the grain. He pulled the trigger. The creature toppled over, lay still for a moment, then scrambled awkwardly toward its hole. Click, click, click, went the mechanism. Puffs of dust erupted from the ground near the fleeing squirrel, indicating how close the misses were. Dick fired as quickly as he could twitch his fingertip on the trigger, making it seem like he was spraying a stream of bullets from a hose.
He had nearly finished refilling the magazine when Paula spoke.
He was almost done reloading the magazine when Paula spoke.
“My! What a fusillade.—Get him?”
“Wow! What a barrage.—Got him?”
“Yea, grandfather of all squirrels, a mighty graineater and destroyer of sustenance for young calves. But nine long smokeless cartridges on one squirrel doesn’t pay. I’ll have to do better.”
“Yeah, the grandfather of all squirrels, a powerful seed-eater and a threat to food for young calves. But nine long smokeless cartridges for one squirrel isn't worth it. I need to do better.”
The sun dropped lower. The breeze died out. Dick managed another squirrel and sadly watched the hillside for more. He had arranged the time and made his bid for confidence. The situation was as grave as he had feared. Graver it might be, for all he knew, for his world was crumbling about him. Old landmarks were shifting their places. He was bewildered, shaken. Had it been any other woman than Paula! He had been so sure. There had been their dozen years to vindicate his surety....
The sun hung lower in the sky. The breeze faded away. Dick caught another squirrel and sadly scanned the hillside for more. He had set the timing and made his case for trust. The situation was as serious as he had feared. It could be even worse for all he knew, as his world was falling apart. Familiar landmarks were changing position. He felt confused and shaken. If only it had been any other woman besides Paula! He had been so confident. Their twelve years together should have confirmed that confidence...
“Five o’clock, sun he get low,” he announced, rising to his feet and preparing to help her up.
“It's five o'clock, and the sun is setting,” he said, standing up and getting ready to help her up.
“It did me so much good—just resting,” she said, as they started for the horses. “My eyes feel much better. It’s just as well I didn’t try to read to you.”
“It did me a lot of good—just resting,” she said as they headed for the horses. “My eyes feel way better. It’s probably for the best that I didn’t try to read to you.”
“And don’t be piggy,” Dick warned, as lightly as if nothing were amiss with him. “Don’t dare steal the tiniest peek into Le Gallienne. You’ve got to share him with me later on. Hold up your hand.—Now, honest to God, Paul.”
“And don’t be greedy,” Dick warned, as casually as if nothing were wrong with him. “Don’t even think about taking a peek at Le Gallienne. You have to share him with me later. Raise your hand.—Now, seriously, Paul.”
“Honest to God,” she obeyed.
“Honestly,” she obeyed.
“And may jackasses dance on your grandmother’s grave—”
“And may jackasses dance on your grandma’s grave—”
“And may jackasses dance on my grandmother’s grave,” she solemnly repeated.
“And may jackasses dance on my grandma’s grave,” she said seriously.
The third morning of Graham’s absence, Dick saw to it that he was occupied with his dairy manager when Paula made her eleven o’clock pilgrimage, peeped in upon him, and called her “Good morning, merry gentleman,” from the door. The Masons, arriving in several machines with their boisterous crowd of young people, saved Paula for lunch and the afternoon; and, on her urging, Dick noted, she made the evening safe by holding them over for bridge and dancing.
The third morning since Graham was gone, Dick made sure he was busy with his dairy manager when Paula stopped by at eleven o'clock, peeked in on him, and greeted him with a cheerful "Good morning, merry gentleman," from the door. The Masons pulled up in several cars with their lively group of young people, keeping Paula occupied for lunch and the afternoon; and, as Dick noted at her suggestion, she secured their company for the evening by inviting them to stay for bridge and dancing.
But the fourth morning, the day of Graham’s expected return, Dick was alone in his workroom at eleven. Bending over his desk, signing letters, he heard Paula tiptoe into the room. He did not look up, but while he continued writing his signature he listened with all his soul to the faint, silken swish of her kimono. He knew when she was bending over him, and all but held his breath. But when she had softly kissed his hair and called her “Good morning, merry gentleman,” she evaded the hungry sweep of his arm and laughed her way out. What affected him as strongly as the disappointment was the happiness he had seen in her face. She, who so poorly masked her moods, was bright-eyed and eager as a child. And it was on this afternoon that Graham was expected, Dick could not escape making the connection.
But on the fourth morning, the day Graham was supposed to return, Dick was alone in his workspace at eleven. Leaning over his desk, signing letters, he heard Paula tiptoe into the room. He didn’t look up, but while he kept writing his signature, he listened intently to the soft, silken swish of her kimono. He could tell when she was leaning over him and almost held his breath. But when she gently kissed his hair and said, “Good morning, merry gentleman,” she dodged the eager sweep of his arm and laughed her way out. What affected him as much as the disappointment was the happiness he saw on her face. She, who rarely hid her feelings, looked bright-eyed and eager like a child. And it was that afternoon that Graham was expected; Dick couldn’t help but connect the dots.
He did not care to ascertain if she had replenished the lilacs in the tower room, and, at lunch, which was shared with three farm college students from Davis, he found himself forced to extemporize a busy afternoon for himself when Paula tentatively suggested that she would drive Graham up from Eldorado.
He didn’t bother checking if she had restocked the lilacs in the tower room, and during lunch, which he shared with three agricultural college students from Davis, he found himself having to come up with plans for a busy afternoon when Paula cautiously suggested that she would drive Graham up from Eldorado.
“Drive?” Dick asked.
"Want to drive?" Dick asked.
“Duddy and Fuddy,” she explained. “They’re all on edge, and I just feel like exercising them and myself. Of course, if you’ll share the exercise, we’ll drive anywhere you say, and let him come up in the machine.”
“Duddy and Fuddy,” she said. “They’re all anxious, and I just feel like getting them and myself moving. Of course, if you want to join in the exercise, we’ll drive anywhere you want, and let him come along in the car.”
Dick strove not to think there was anxiety in her manner while she waited for him to accept or decline her invitation.
Dick tried not to think there was tension in her attitude as she waited for him to accept or decline her invitation.
“Poor Duddy and Fuddy would be in the happy hunting grounds if they had to cover my ground this afternoon,” he laughed, at the same time mapping his program. “Between now and dinner I’ve got to do a hundred and twenty miles. I’m taking the racer, and it’s going to be some dust and bump and only an occasional low place. I haven’t the heart to ask you along. You go on and take it out of Duddy and Fuddy.”
“Poor Duddy and Fuddy would be in a tough spot if they had to cover for me this afternoon,” he laughed, while laying out his plans. “I've got to cover a hundred and twenty miles before dinner. I’m taking the racer, so it's going to be dusty and bumpy, with only a few smooth spots. I just can’t bring myself to invite you along. You go ahead and take it out on Duddy and Fuddy.”
Paula sighed, but so poor an actress was she that in the sigh, intended for him as a customary reluctant yielding of his company, he could not fail to detect the relief at his decision.
Paula sighed, but she was such a bad actress that in the sigh, meant for him as a usual, unwilling acceptance of his company, he couldn't help but notice the relief in her response to his decision.
“Whither away?” she asked brightly, and again he noticed the color in her face, the happiness, and the brilliance of her eyes.
“Where are you headed?” she asked cheerfully, and once again he noticed the color in her face, the happiness, and the brightness of her eyes.
“Oh, I’m shooting away down the river to the dredging work—Carlson insists I must advise him—and then up in to Sacramento, running over the Teal Slough land on the way, to see Wing Fo Wong.”
“Oh, I’m headed down the river to the dredging site—Carlson insists I need to give him advice—and then I’ll go up to Sacramento, passing over the Teal Slough land on the way, to see Wing Fo Wong.”
“And in heaven’s name who is this Wing Fo Wong?” she laughingly queried, “that you must trot and see him?”
“And in heaven’s name, who is this Wing Fo Wong?” she asked with a laugh. “Why do you have to go see him?”
“A very important personage, my dear. Worth all of two millions—made in potatoes and asparagus down in the Delta country. I’m leasing three hundred acres of the Teal Slough land to him.” Dick addressed himself to the farm students. “That land lies just out of Sacramento on the west side of the river. It’s a good example of the land famine that is surely coming. It was tule swamp when I bought it, and I was well laughed at by the old-timers. I even had to buy out a dozen hunting preserves. It averaged me eighteen dollars an acre, and not so many years ago either.
“A very important person, my dear. Worth two million—made from potatoes and asparagus down in the Delta region. I’m leasing three hundred acres of the Teal Slough land to him.” Dick turned to the farm students. “That land is just outside Sacramento on the west side of the river. It’s a great example of the land shortage that’s definitely coming. It was a tule swamp when I bought it, and the old-timers laughed at me. I even had to buy out a dozen hunting preserves. It cost me an average of eighteen dollars an acre, not too long ago either.
“You know the tule swamps. Worthless, save for ducks and low-water pasturage. It cost over three hundred an acre to dredge and drain and to pay my quota of the river reclamation work. And on what basis of value do you think I am making a ten years’ lease to old Wing Fo Wong? Two thousand an acre. I couldn’t net more than that if I truck-farmed it myself. Those Chinese are wizards with vegetables, and gluttons for work. No eight hours for them. It’s eighteen hours. The last coolie is a partner with a microscopic share. That’s the way Wing Fo Wong gets around the eight hour law.”
“You know the tule swamps. Useless, except for ducks and low-water grazing. It cost over three hundred per acre to dredge and drain and to cover my share of the river reclamation work. And on what basis of value do you think I’m signing a ten-year lease to old Wing Fo Wong? Two thousand an acre. I couldn’t make more than that if I farmed it myself. Those Chinese are masters with vegetables and love to work. No eight-hour days for them. It’s eighteen hours. The last laborer is a partner with a tiny share. That’s how Wing Fo Wong avoids the eight-hour law.”
Twice warned and once arrested, was Dick through the long afternoon. He drove alone, and though he drove with speed he drove with safety. Accidents, for which he personally might be responsible, were things he did not tolerate. And they never occurred. That same sureness and definiteness of adjustment with which, without fumbling or approximating, he picked up a pencil or reached for a door-knob, was his in the more complicated adjustments, with which, as instance, he drove a high-powered machine at high speed over busy country roads.
Twice warned and once arrested, Dick had been through a long afternoon. He drove alone, and although he sped, he did so safely. Accidents, for which he could be held responsible, were something he would not permit. They never happened. The same confidence and precision he showed when picking up a pencil or reaching for a door knob was evident in the more complex situations, like when he drove a powerful car at high speed on busy country roads.
But drive as he would, transact business as he would, at high pressure with Carlson and Wing Fo Wong, continually, in the middle ground of his consciousness, persisted the thought that Paula had gone out of her way and done the most unusual in driving Graham the long eight miles from Eldorado to the ranch.
But no matter how hard he drove or how much he focused on business with Carlson and Wing Fo Wong, he couldn't shake the thought in the back of his mind that Paula had gone out of her way and done something really unusual by driving Graham the long eight miles from Eldorado to the ranch.
“Phew!” he started to mutter a thought aloud, then suspended utterance and thought as he jumped the racer from forty-five to seventy miles an hour, swept past to the left of a horse and buggy going in the same direction, and slanted back to the right side of the road with margin to spare but seemingly under the nose of a run-about coming from the opposite direction. He reduced his speed to fifty and took up his thought:
“Phew!” he began to mutter a thought out loud, then stopped mid-sentence as he accelerated the car from forty-five to seventy miles an hour, zoomed past a horse and buggy headed in the same direction, and swerved back to the right side of the road with plenty of room to spare, but seemingly just inches away from a small car coming from the opposite direction. He slowed down to fifty and picked up his thought again:
“Phew! Imagine little Paul’s thoughts if I dared that drive with some charming girl!”
“Wow! Just imagine what little Paul would be thinking if I took that trip with some cute girl!”
He laughed at the fancy as he pictured it, for, most early in their marriage, he had gauged Paula’s capacity for quiet jealousy. Never had she made a scene, or dropped a direct remark, or raised a question; but from the first, quietly but unmistakably, she had conveyed the impression of hurt that was hers if he at all unduly attended upon any woman.
He laughed at the idea as he imagined it, because, early in their marriage, he had sensed Paula’s quiet jealousy. She had never caused a scene, made a direct comment, or asked a question; but from the beginning, quietly yet clearly, she had communicated her feelings of hurt whenever he paid too much attention to any woman.
He grinned with remembrance of Mrs. Dehameny, the pretty little brunette widow—Paula’s friend, not his—who had visited in the long ago in the Big House. Paula had announced that she was not riding that afternoon and, at lunch, had heard him and Mrs. Dehameny arrange to ride into the redwood canyons beyond the grove of the philosophers. And who but Paula, not long after their start, should overtake them and make the party three! He had smiled to himself at the time, and felt immensely tickled with Paula, for neither Mrs. Dehameny nor the ride with her had meant anything to him.
He smiled as he remembered Mrs. Dehameny, the pretty little brunette widow—Paula's friend, not his—who had visited long ago in the Big House. Paula had said she wasn't riding that afternoon and, during lunch, had heard him and Mrs. Dehameny plan a ride into the redwood canyons beyond the grove of philosophers. And who else but Paula, not long after they set off, should catch up with them and make it a party of three! He had chuckled to himself back then and felt really amused by Paula, since neither Mrs. Dehameny nor the ride with her had meant anything to him.
So it was, from the beginning, that he had restricted his attentions to other women. Ever since he had been far more circumspect than Paula. He had even encouraged her, given her a free hand always, had been proud that his wife did attract fine fellows, had been glad that she was glad to be amused or entertained by them. And with reason, he mused. He had been so safe, so sure of her—more so, he acknowledged, than had she any right to be of him. And the dozen years had vindicated his attitude, so that he was as sure of her as he was of the diurnal rotation of the earth. And now, was the form his fancy took, the rotation of the earth was a shaky proposition and old Oom Paul’s flat world might be worth considering.
So it had been from the start that he limited his attention to other women. Ever since then, he had been much more cautious than Paula. He had even encouraged her, always giving her freedom, and he had been proud that his wife attracted great guys, happy that she enjoyed being entertained by them. And he had good reason to think that way, he reflected. He had felt so secure, so confident in her—more than he realized she should feel about him. Over the past twelve years, his confidence had been proven right, so he was as certain of her as he was of the daily rotation of the earth. And now, the way his thoughts were going, even the earth's rotation seemed shaky, and old Oom Paul’s flat world might be worth considering.
He lifted the gauntlet from his left wrist to snatch a glimpse at his watch, In five minutes Graham would be getting off the train at Eldorado. Dick, himself homeward bound west from Sacramento, was eating up the miles. In a quarter of an hour the train that he identified as having brought Graham, went by. Not until he was well past Eldorado did he overtake Duddy and Fuddy and the trap. Graham sat beside Paula, who was driving. Dick slowed down as he passed, waved a hello to Graham, and, as he jumped into speed again, called cheerily:
He lifted the glove from his left wrist to check his watch. In five minutes, Graham would be getting off the train at Eldorado. Dick, who was heading home west from Sacramento, was speeding along. In about fifteen minutes, the train he recognized as bringing Graham passed by. It wasn’t until he was well beyond Eldorado that he caught up with Duddy, Fuddy, and the carriage. Graham was sitting next to Paula, who was driving. Dick slowed down as he went by, waved hello to Graham, and as he sped up again, called cheerfully:
“Sorry I’ve got to give you my dust. I’ll beat you a game of billiards before dinner, Evan, if you ever get in.”
“Sorry, I have to give you my dust. I’ll play you a game of billiards before dinner, Evan, if you ever make it in.”
Chapter XXVI
“This can’t go on. We must do something—at once.”
“This can’t keep happening. We need to take action—right now.”
They were in the music room, Paula at the piano, her face turned up to Graham who stood close to her, almost over her.
They were in the music room, Paula at the piano, her face turned up to Graham, who stood close to her, almost hovering over her.
“You must decide,” Graham continued.
"You have to decide," Graham continued.
Neither face showed happiness in the great thing that had come upon them, now that they considered what they must do.
Neither face showed any joy about the big thing that had happened to them, now that they thought about what they had to do.
“But I don’t want you to go,” Paula urged. “I don’t know what I want. You must bear with me. I am not considering myself. I am past considering myself. But I must consider Dick. I must consider you. I... I am so unused to such a situation,” she concluded with a wan smile.
“But I don’t want you to go,” Paula urged. “I don’t know what I want. Please be patient with me. I’m not thinking about myself. I’ve moved beyond that. But I have to think about Dick. I have to think about you. I... I’m just not used to this kind of situation,” she finished with a weak smile.
“But it must be settled, dear love. Dick is not blind.”
“But it has to be addressed, my dear. Dick isn't oblivious.”
“What has there been for him to see?” she demanded. “Nothing, except that one kiss in the canyon, and he couldn’t have seen that. Do you think of anything else—I challenge you, sir.”
“What has there been for him to see?” she asked. “Nothing, except that one kiss in the canyon, and he couldn’t have seen that. Can you think of anything else—I dare you, sir.”
“Would that there were,” he met the lighter touch in her mood, then immediately relapsed. “I am mad over you, mad for you. And there I stop. I do not know if you are equally mad. I do not know if you are mad at all.”
“Wish there were,” he matched her lighter mood but quickly fell back. “I’m crazy about you, crazy for you. That’s where I draw the line. I don’t know if you feel the same. I don’t even know if you feel anything at all.”
As he spoke, he dropped his hand to hers on the keys, and she gently withdrew it.
As he spoke, he placed his hand on hers resting on the keys, and she softly pulled it away.
“Don’t you see?” he complained. “Yet you wanted me to come back?”
“Don’t you get it?” he complained. “Still, you wanted me to come back?”
“I wanted you to come back,” she acknowledged, with her straight look into his eyes. “I wanted you to come back,” she repeated, more softly, as if musing.
“I wanted you to come back,” she said, looking straight into his eyes. “I wanted you to come back,” she repeated, more softly, as if she were thinking out loud.
“And I’m all at sea,” he exclaimed impatiently. “You do love me?”
“And I’m completely lost,” he said impatiently. “You really love me?”
“I do love you, Evan—you know that. But...” She paused and seemed to be weighing the matter judicially.
“I really do love you, Evan—you know that. But...” She paused and appeared to be considering the situation carefully.
“But what?” he commanded. “Go on.”
“But what?” he insisted. “Go on.”
“But I love Dick, too. Isn’t it ridiculous?”
“But I love Dick, too. Isn’t that ridiculous?”
He did not respond to her smile, and her eyes delightedly warmed to the boyish sullenness that vexed his own eyes. A thought was hot on his tongue, but he restrained the utterance of it while she wondered what it was, disappointed not to have had it.
He didn't reply to her smile, and her eyes happily warmed to the boyish sulkiness that frustrated his own eyes. A thought was on the tip of his tongue, but he held back from saying it while she pondered what it was, feeling let down that she hadn't heard it.
“It will work out,” she assured him gravely. “It will have to work out somehow. Dick says all things work out. All is change. What is static is dead, and we’re not dead, any of us... are we?”
“It will work out,” she assured him seriously. “It has to work out somehow. Dick says everything works out. Everything is always changing. What’s static is dead, and we’re not dead, none of us... are we?”
“I don’t blame you for loving Dick, for... for continuing to love Dick,” he answered impatiently. “And for that matter, I don’t see what you find in me compared with him. This is honest. He is a great man to me, and Great Heart is his name—” she rewarded him with a smile and nod of approval. “But if you continue to love Dick, how about me?”
“I don’t blame you for loving Dick, for... for still loving Dick,” he replied impatiently. “And honestly, I don’t get what you see in me compared to him. This is the truth. He’s a great man to me, and Great Heart is his name—” she responded with a smile and a nod of approval. “But if you’re still in love with Dick, what about me?”
“But I love you, too.”
“But I love you back.”
“It can’t be,” he cried, tearing himself from the piano to make a hasty march across the room and stand contemplating the Keith on the opposite wall as if he had never seen it before.
“It can't be,” he exclaimed, pulling himself away from the piano to quickly walk across the room and stand staring at the Keith on the opposite wall as if he had never seen it before.
She waited with a quiet smile, pleasuring in his unruly impetuousness.
She waited with a quiet smile, enjoying his wild impulsiveness.
“You can’t love two men at once,” he flung at her.
“You can’t love two guys at the same time,” he shot at her.
“Oh, but I do, Evan. That’s what I am trying to work out. Only I don’t know which I love more. Dick I have known a long time. You... you are a—”
“Oh, but I do, Evan. That’s what I’m trying to figure out. It’s just that I don’t know which I love more. Dick I’ve known for a long time. You... you are a—”
“Recent acquaintance,” he broke in, returning to her with the same angry stride.
“Recent acquaintance,” he interrupted, striding back toward her with the same angry intensity.
“Not that, no, not that, Evan. You have made a revelation to me of myself. I love you as much as Dick. I love you more. I—I don’t know.”
“Not that, no, not that, Evan. You’ve shown me something about myself. I love you as much as Dick. I love you more. I—I don’t know.”
She broke down and buried her face in her hands, permitting his hand to rest tenderly on her shoulder.
She broke down and buried her face in her hands, allowing his hand to rest gently on her shoulder.
“You see it is not easy for me,” she went on. “There is so much involved, so much that I cannot understand. You say you are all at sea. Then think of me all at sea and worse confounded. You—oh, why talk about it—you are a man with a man’s experiences, with a man’s nature. It is all very simple to you. ’She loves me, she loves me not.’ But I am tangled, confused. I—and I wasn’t born yesterday—have had no experience in loving variously. I have never had affairs. I loved only one man... and now you. You, and this love for you, have broken into a perfect marriage, Evan—”
“You see, it’s not easy for me,” she continued. “There’s so much involved, so much I can’t grasp. You say you feel lost. Well, think of me feeling lost and even more confused. You—oh, why even bring it up—you’re a man with a man’s experiences, with a man’s nature. It all seems very simple to you. ‘She loves me, she loves me not.’ But I’m tangled, bewildered. I—I wasn’t born yesterday—I’ve had no experience in loving different people. I’ve never had affairs. I loved only one man... and now I love you. You, and this love for you, have shattered a perfect marriage, Evan—”
“I know—” he said.
“I know—” he said.
“—I don’t know,” she went on. “I must have time, either to work it out myself or to let it work itself out. If it only weren’t for Dick...” her voice trailed off pathetically.
“—I don’t know,” she continued. “I need time, either to figure it out myself or to let it sort itself out. If only it weren’t for Dick...” her voice faded off sadly.
Unconsciously, Graham’s hand went farther about her shoulder.
Unintentionally, Graham’s hand slid further around her shoulder.
“No, no—not yet,” she said softly, as softly she removed it, her own lingering caressingly on his a moment ere she released it. “When you touch me, I can’t think,” she begged. “I—I can’t think.”
“No, no—not yet,” she said softly, as she gently removed it, her own lingering touch on his for a moment before she let go. “When you touch me, I can’t think,” she pleaded. “I—I can’t think.”
“Then I must go,” he threatened, without any sense of threatening. She made a gesture of protest. “The present situation is impossible, unbearable. I feel like a cur, and all the time I know I am not a cur. I hate deception—oh, I can lie with the Pathan, to the Pathan—but I can’t deceive a man like Great Heart. I’d prefer going right up to him and saying: ’Dick, I love your wife. She loves me. What are you going to do about it?’”
“Then I guess I have to leave,” he said, not really sounding threatening at all. She reacted with a gesture of protest. “The current situation is impossible, unbearable. I feel like a dog, and all the while I know I’m not. I hate lying—oh, I can be dishonest with the Pathan, to the Pathan—but I can’t deceive someone like Great Heart. I’d rather just go up to him and say: ‘Dick, I love your wife. She loves me. What are you going to do about it?’”
“Do so,” Paula said, fired for the moment.
“Go ahead,” Paula said, feeling energized in that moment.
Graham straightened up with resolution.
Graham stood up determinedly.
“I will. And now.”
“I will. And now.”
“No, no,” she cried in sudden panic. “You must go away.” Again her voice trailed off, as she said, “But I can’t let you go.”
“No, no,” she cried in sudden panic. “You must leave.” Again her voice trailed off, as she said, “But I can’t let you go.”
If Dick had had any reason to doubt his suspicion of the state of Paula’s heart, that reason vanished with the return of Graham. He need look nowhere for confirmation save to Paula. She was in a flushed awakening, burgeoning like the full spring all about them, a happier tone in her happy laugh, a richer song in her throat, a warmness of excitement and a continuous energy of action animating her. She was up early and to bed late. She did not conserve herself, but seemed to live on the champagne of her spirits, until Dick wondered if it was because she did not dare allow herself time to think.
If Dick had any reason to doubt his suspicion about Paula’s feelings, that doubt disappeared with Graham's return. He didn't need to look anywhere else for confirmation except at Paula. She was in a lively awakening, blossoming like the full spring all around them, her laughter had a happier tone, her voice sang with more richness, and there was a warmth of excitement along with a nonstop energy driving her. She was up early and stayed up late. She didn’t hold back but seemed to thrive on the energy of her spirits, making Dick wonder if she was avoiding time to think.
He watched her lose flesh, and acknowledged to himself that the one result was to make her look lovelier than ever, to take on an almost spiritual delicacy under her natural vividness of color and charm.
He watched her lose weight and admitted to himself that the result made her look more beautiful than ever, giving her an almost ethereal delicacy beneath her natural vibrancy and charm.
And the Big House ran on in its frictionless, happy, and remorseless way. Dick sometimes speculated how long it would continue so to run on, and recoiled from contemplation of a future in which it might not so run on. As yet, he was confident, no one knew, no one guessed, but himself. But how long could that continue? Not long, he was certain. Paula was not sufficiently the actress. And were she a master at concealment of trivial, sordid detail, yet the new note and flush of her would be beyond the power of any woman to hide.
And the Big House kept going in its smooth, cheerful, and unyielding way. Dick sometimes wondered how long it would keep this up and shuddered at the thought of a future where it wouldn’t. For now, he felt sure that no one else knew or suspected, except for him. But how long could that last? Not long, he was sure. Paula just wasn’t enough of an actress. And even if she were great at hiding the little, messy details, the new spark and excitement about her would be something no woman could completely conceal.
He knew his Asiatic servants were marvels of discernment—and discretion, he had to add. But there were the women. Women were cats. To the best of them it would be great joy to catch the radiant, unimpeachable Paula as clay as any daughter of Eve. And any chance woman in the house, for a day, or an evening, might glimpse the situation—Paula’s situation, at least, for he could not make out Graham’s attitude yet. Trust a woman to catch a woman.
He knew his Asian servants were amazing at picking up on things—and discretion, he had to acknowledge. But then there were the women. Women were like cats. For the best of them, it would be a true joy to catch the stunning, flawless Paula as vulnerable as any daughter of Eve. And any random woman in the house, even for a day or an evening, might catch a hint of what was going on—Paula’s situation, at least, because he couldn't figure out Graham’s stance just yet. You can always trust a woman to notice another woman.
But Paula, different in other ways, was different in this. He had never seen her display cattishness, never known her to be on the lookout for other women on the chance of catching them tripping— except in relation to him. And he grinned again at the deliciousness of the affair with Mrs. Dehameney which had been an affair only in Paula’s apprehension.
But Paula, different in other ways, was different in this. He had never seen her act catty, never known her to be on the lookout for other women to catch them off guard—except when it came to him. And he grinned again at the thrill of the situation with Mrs. Dehameney, which had only been an affair in Paula’s mind.
Among other things of wonderment, Dick speculated if Paula wondered if he knew.
Among other things that amazed him, Dick wondered if Paula was curious about whether he knew.
And Paula did wonder, and for a time without avail. She could detect no change in his customary ways and moods or treatment of her. He turned off his prodigious amount of work as usual, played as usual, chanted his songs, and was the happy good fellow. She tried to imagine an added sweetness toward her, but vexed herself with the fear that it was imagined.
And Paula did wonder, and for a while, it was pointless. She couldn’t see any change in his usual habits, moods, or how he treated her. He kept up with his usual heavy workload, played as he always did, sang his songs, and remained the cheerful guy he always was. She tried to picture him being a bit sweeter to her, but it only frustrated her with the worry that it was just her imagination.
But it was not for long that she was in doubt. Sometimes in a crowd, at table, in the living room in the evening, or at cards, she would gaze at him through half-veiled lashes when he was unaware, until she was certain she saw the knowledge in his eyes and face. But no hint of this did she give to Graham. His knowing would not help matters. It might even send him away, which she frankly admitted to herself was the last thing she should want to happen.
But she didn't stay in doubt for long. Sometimes, in a crowd, at dinner, in the living room at night, or while playing cards, she'd look at him through her partly lowered lashes when he didn’t notice, until she was sure she saw the understanding in his eyes and face. However, she gave no hint of this to Graham. His awareness wouldn’t improve things. It might even drive him away, which she honestly acknowledged was the last thing she wanted to happen.
But when she came to a realization that she was almost certain Dick knew or guessed, she hardened, deliberately dared to play with the fire. If Dick knew—since he knew, she framed it to herself—why did he not speak? He was ever a straight talker. She both desired and feared that he might, until the fear faded and her earnest hope was that he would. He was the one who acted, did things, no matter what they were. She had always depended upon him as the doer. Graham had called the situation a triangle. Well, Dick could solve it. He could solve anything. Then why didn’t he?
But when she realized that she was almost certain Dick knew or had guessed, she became resolute and deliberately dared to play with fire. If Dick knew—since he knew, she told herself—why didn't he say anything? He was always straightforward. She both wanted and feared that he might, until the fear faded and her genuine hope was that he would. He was the one who took action, did things, no matter what they were. She had always counted on him as the doer. Graham had called the situation a triangle. Well, Dick could fix it. He could fix anything. So why didn’t he?
In the meantime, she persisted in her ardent recklessness, trying not to feel the conscience-pricks of her divided allegiance, refusing to think too deeply, riding the top of the wave of her life—as she assured herself, living, living, living. At times she scarcely knew what she thought, save that she was very proud in having two such men at heel. Pride had always been one of her dominant key-notes—pride of accomplishment, achievement, mastery, as with her music, her appearance, her swimming. It was all one—to dance, as she well knew, beautifully; to dress with distinction and beauty; to swan-dive, all grace and courage, as few women dared; or, all fragility, to avalanche down the spill-way on the back of Mountain Lad and by the will and steel of her swim the huge beast across the tank.
In the meantime, she kept up her intense recklessness, trying not to feel the guilt of her divided loyalties, refusing to think too hard, riding the high of her life—as she told herself, living, living, living. Sometimes she barely knew what she thought, except that she felt very proud to have two such men around her. Pride had always been one of her main themes—pride in accomplishment, achievement, and mastery, whether in her music, her looks, or her swimming. It was all connected—to dance beautifully, as she knew; to dress with style and elegance; to swan dive, full of grace and courage, like few women had the guts to do; or, delicate as she could be, to slide down the ramp on the back of Mountain Lad and, with determination and strength, swim the huge creature across the tank.
She was proud, a woman of their own race and type, to watch these two gray-eyed blond men together. She was excited, feverish, but not nervous. Quite coldly, sometimes, she compared the two when they were together, and puzzled to know for which of them she made herself more beautiful, more enticing. Graham she held, and she had held Dick and strove still to hold him.
She felt proud, a woman of her own race and time, watching these two gray-eyed blond men together. She was thrilled, almost feverish, but not anxious. Occasionally, with a cool detachment, she compared the two when they were side by side, wondering for which of them she was trying harder to look more beautiful and alluring. She had Graham, and she had been with Dick and still aimed to keep him.
There was almost a touch of cruelty in the tingles of pride that were hers at thought of these two royal men suffering for her and because of her; for she did not hide from herself the conviction that if Dick knew, or, rather, since he did know, he, too, must be suffering. She assured herself that she was a woman of imagination and purpose in sex matters, and that no part of her attraction toward Graham lay merely in his freshness, newness, difference. And she denied to herself that passion played more than the most minor part. Deep down she was conscious of her own recklessness and madness, and of an end to it all that could not but be dreadful to some one of them or all of them. But she was content willfully to flutter far above such deeps and to refuse to consider their existence. Alone, looking at herself in her mirror, she would shake her head in mock reproof and cry out, “Oh, you huntress! You huntress!” And when she did permit herself to think a little gravely, it was to admit that Shaw and the sages of the madrono grove might be right in their diatribes on the hunting proclivities of women.
There was almost a hint of cruelty in the pride she felt thinking about these two royal men suffering because of her; she couldn’t ignore the fact that if Dick knew—or rather, since he did know—he must also be hurting. She convinced herself that she was a woman of imagination and purpose when it came to romance and that her attraction to Graham wasn't just about his freshness or the excitement of something new. She told herself that passion played only the tiniest role. Deep down, she was aware of her own recklessness and madness, and that an ending to all of this would inevitably be terrible for one or all of them. But she chose to float carelessly above those dark depths, refusing to acknowledge they existed. Alone, looking in the mirror, she would shake her head in playful disapproval and exclaim, “Oh, you huntress! You huntress!” And when she allowed herself to think more seriously, she had to admit that Shaw and the wise ones of the madrono grove might be right about women’s hunting instincts.
She denied Dar Hyal’s statement that woman was nature’s failure to make a man; but again and again came to her Wilde’s, “Woman attacks by sudden and strange surrenders.” Had she so attacked Graham? she asked herself. Sudden and strange, to her, were the surrenders she had already made. Were there to be more? He wanted to go. With her, or without her, he wanted to go. But she held him—how? Was there a tacit promise of surrenders to come? And she would laugh away further consideration, confine herself to the fleeting present, and make her body more beautiful, and mood herself to be more fascinating, and glow with happiness in that she was living, thrilling, as she had never dreamed to live and thrill.
She rejected Dar Hyal’s claim that women were nature’s failure to create a man; but time and again, she remembered Wilde’s words, “Woman attacks by sudden and strange surrenders.” Had she done that to Graham? she wondered. The surrenders she had already made felt sudden and strange to her. Were there going to be more? He wanted to leave. With her or without her, he wanted to go. But she was holding him—how? Was there an unspoken promise of more surrenders to come? And she would laugh off any further thoughts, focus on the moment, make her body more beautiful, and get herself in a more captivating mood, lighting up with happiness that she was living, thrilling, in a way she had never imagined possible.
Chapter XXVII
But it is not the way for a man and a woman, in propinquity, to maintain a definite, unwavering distance asunder. Imperceptibly Paula and Graham drew closer. From lingering eye-gazings and hand-touchings the way led to permitted caresses, until there was a second clasping in the arms and a second kiss long on the lips. Nor this time did Paula flame in anger. Instead, she commanded:
But it's not possible for a man and a woman, being so close, to keep a definite, steady distance apart. Little by little, Paula and Graham moved closer. From lingering looks and gentle touches, things progressed to allowed embraces, until there was another holding in the arms and a second kiss that lingered on their lips. This time, Paula didn’t erupt in anger. Instead, she commanded:
“You must not go.”
"Don't go."
“I must not stay,” Graham reiterated for the thousandth time. “Oh, I have kissed behind doors, and been guilty of all the rest of the silly rubbish,” he complained. “But this is you, and this is Dick.”
“I can’t stay,” Graham repeated for the thousandth time. “Sure, I’ve kissed behind closed doors and done all the other silly stuff,” he complained. “But this is about you, and this is about Dick.”
“It will work out, I tell you, Evan.”
“It will work out, I promise you, Evan.”
“Come with me then and of ourselves work it out. Come now.”
“Come with me then, and let's figure it out together. Come on.”
She recoiled.
She pulled away.
“Remember,” Graham encouraged, “what Dick said at dinner the night Leo fought the dragons—that if it were you, Paula, his wife, who ran away, he would say ‘Bless you, my children.’”
“Remember,” Graham encouraged, “what Dick said at dinner the night Leo fought the dragons—that if it were you, Paula, his wife, who ran away, he would say ‘Bless you, my children.’”
“And that is just why it is so hard, Evan. He is Great Heart. You named him well. Listen—you watch him now. He is as gentle as he said he would be that night—gentle toward me, I mean. And more. You watch him—”
“And that’s exactly why it’s so difficult, Evan. He is Great Heart. You chose the right name for him. Listen—just watch him now. He’s as gentle as he said he would be that night—gentle toward me, I mean. And even more. Just pay attention to him—”
“He knows?—he has spoken?” Graham broke in.
“He knows?—he's said something?” Graham interrupted.
“He has not spoken, but I am sure he knows, or guesses. You watch him. He won’t compete against you—”
“He hasn’t said anything, but I’m sure he knows, or at least suspects. Just keep an eye on him. He won’t try to compete with you—”
“Compete!”
"Go for it!"
“Just that. He won’t compete. Remember at the rodeo yesterday. He was breaking mustangs when our party arrived, but he never mounted again. Now he is a wonderful horse-breaker. You tried your hand. Frankly, while you did fairly well, you couldn’t touch him. But he wouldn’t show off against you. That alone would make me certain that he guesses.
“Just that. He won’t compete. Remember at the rodeo yesterday? He was breaking mustangs when our group arrived, but he never got back on. Now, he’s an amazing horse-breaker. You gave it a shot. Honestly, while you did pretty well, you couldn't match him. But he wouldn’t show off against you. That alone makes me pretty sure that he knows."
“Listen. Of late haven’t you noticed that he never questions a statement you make, as he used to question, as he questions every one else. He continues to play billiards with you, because there you best him. He fences and singlesticks with you—there you are even. But he won’t box or wrestle with you.”
“Listen. Recently, haven’t you noticed that he never questions anything you say like he used to, and like he does with everyone else? He still plays billiards with you because that’s where you outperform him. He fences and practices single stick with you—there you are equally matched. But he won’t box or wrestle with you.”
“He can out-box and out-wrestle me,” Graham muttered ruefully.
“He can out-box and out-wrestle me,” Graham said with a hint of regret.
“You watch and you will see what I mean by not competing. He is treating me like a spirited colt, giving me my head to make a mess of things if I want to. Not for the world would he interfere. Oh, trust me, I know him. It is his own code that he is living up to. He could teach the philosophers what applied philosophy is.
“You watch, and you'll see what I mean about not competing. He’s treating me like a lively young horse, giving me the freedom to mess things up if I want to. He wouldn’t dream of interfering. Oh, believe me, I know him well. He’s sticking to his own principles. He could show philosophers what real applied philosophy is.”
“No, no; listen,” she rushed over Graham’s attempt to interrupt. “I want to tell you more. There is a secret staircase that goes up from the library to Dick’s work room. Only he and I use it, and his secretaries. When you arrive at the head of it, you are right in his room, surrounded by shelves of books. I have just come from there. I was going in to see him when I heard voices. Of course it was ranch business, I thought, and they would soon be gone. So I waited. It was ranch business, but it was so interesting, so, what Hancock would call, illuminating, that I remained and eavesdropped. It was illuminating of Dick, I mean.
“No, no; listen,” she spoke over Graham’s attempt to interrupt. “I want to tell you more. There’s a secret staircase that leads up from the library to Dick’s workspace. Only he, his secretaries, and I use it. When you get to the top, you’re in his room, surrounded by shelves of books. I just came from there. I was going in to see him when I heard voices. I thought it was about ranch business and that they would be gone soon. So I waited. It was indeed ranch business, but it was so interesting, so, as Hancock would say, enlightening, that I stayed and listened in. It was enlightening about Dick, I mean.”
“It was the wife of one of the workmen Dick had on the carpet. Such things do arise on a large place like this. I wouldn’t know the woman if I saw her, and I didn’t recognize her name. She was whimpering out her trouble when Dick stopped her. ‘Never mind all that,’ he said. ‘What I want to know is, did you give Smith any encouragement?’
“It was the wife of one of the workers Dick had on the carpet. These things happen in a big place like this. I wouldn’t know the woman if I saw her, and I didn’t recognize her name. She was crying about her problems when Dick interrupted her. ‘Forget about that,’ he said. ‘What I want to know is, did you give Smith any encouragement?’”
“Smith isn’t his name, but he is one of our foremen and has worked eight years for Dick.
“Smith isn’t his real name, but he is one of our foremen and has worked for Dick for eight years.”
“‘Oh, no, sir,’ I could hear her answer. ’He went out of his way from the first to bother me. I’ve tried to keep out of his way, always. Besides, my husband’s a violent-tempered man, and I did so want him to hold his job here. He’s worked nearly a year for you now, and there aren’t any complaints, are there? Before that it was irregular work for a long time, and we had real hard times. It wasn’t his fault. He ain’t a drinking man. He always—’
“‘Oh, no, sir,’ I could hear her reply. ‘He went out of his way from the start to bother me. I’ve always tried to avoid him. Besides, my husband has a short temper, and I really wanted him to keep his job here. He’s been working for you for almost a year now, and there haven’t been any complaints, right? Before that, he had irregular work for a long time, and we went through some really tough times. It wasn’t his fault. He’s not a drinker. He always—’”
“‘That’s all right,’ Dick stopped her. ’His work and habits have nothing to do with the matter. Now you are sure you have never encouraged Mr. Smith in any way?’ And she was so sure that she talked for ten minutes, detailing the foreman’s persedition of her. She had a pleasant voice—one of those sweet, timid, woman’s voices, and undoubtedly is quite attractive. It was all I could do to resist peeping. I wanted to see what she looked like.
“‘That’s fine,’ Dick interrupted her. ‘His work and habits don’t matter. Now, are you absolutely certain that you’ve never encouraged Mr. Smith in any way?’ She was so certain that she spoke for ten minutes, describing the foreman’s behavior toward her. She had a lovely voice—one of those sweet, shy, feminine voices that is definitely quite appealing. It took all my willpower not to sneak a peek. I wanted to see what she looked like.”
“‘Now this trouble, yesterday morning,’ Dick said. ’Was it general? I mean, outside of your husband, and Mr. Smith, was the scene such that those who live around you knew of it?’
“‘Now this trouble from yesterday morning,’ Dick said. ‘Was it widespread? I mean, besides your husband and Mr. Smith, was the situation noticeable enough that the people around you were aware of it?’”
“’Yes, sir. You see, he had no right to come into my kitchen. My husband doesn’t work under him anyway. And he had his arm around me and was trying to kiss me when my husband came in. My husband has a temper, but he ain’t overly strong. Mr. Smith would make two of him. So he pulled a knife, and Mr. Smith got him by the arms, and they fought all over the kitchen. I knew there was murder going to be done and I run out screaming for help. The folks in the other cottages’d heard the racket already. They’d smashed the window and the cook stove, and the place was filled with smoke and ashes when the neighbors dragged them away from each other. I’d done nothing to deserve all that disgrace. You know, sir, the way the women will talk—’
“'Yes, sir. You see, he had no right to come into my kitchen. My husband doesn’t even work for him. He had his arm around me and was trying to kiss me when my husband walked in. My husband has a temper, but he’s not very strong. Mr. Smith is twice his size. So he pulled out a knife, and Mr. Smith grabbed him by the arms, and they fought all over the kitchen. I knew someone was going to be killed, so I ran out screaming for help. The people in the other cottages had already heard the noise. They broke the window and the stove, and the place was filled with smoke and ashes when the neighbors dragged them apart. I didn’t deserve all that shame. You know, sir, how women talk—'”
“And Dick hushed her up there, and took all of five minutes more in getting rid of her. Her great fear was that her husband would lose his place. From what Dick told her, I waited. He had made no decision, and I knew the foreman was next on the carpet. In he came. I’d have given the world to see him. But I could only listen.
“And Dick quieted her down, taking a full five more minutes to get rid of her. Her biggest worry was that her husband would lose his job. From what Dick said to her, I waited. He hadn’t made a decision yet, and I knew the foreman was next in line. In he came. I’d have given anything to see him. But I could only listen.”
“Dick jumped right into the thick of it. He described the scene and uproar, and Smith acknowledged that it had been riotous for a while. ‘She says she gave you no encouragement,’ Dick said next.
“Dick jumped right into the middle of it. He described the scene and chaos, and Smith admitted that it had been wild for a while. ‘She says she gave you no encouragement,’ Dick said next.”
“‘Then she lies,’ said Smith. ’She has that way of looking with her eyes that’s an invitation. She looked at me that way from the first. But it was by word-of-mouth invitation that I was in her kitchen yesterday morning. We didn’t expect the husband. But she began to struggle when he hove in sight. When she says she gave me no encouragement—’
“‘Then she’s lying,’ said Smith. ‘She has that way of looking at me with her eyes that feels like an invitation. She looked at me like that from the start. But it was a word-of-mouth invitation that got me into her kitchen yesterday morning. We didn’t expect her husband. But she started to act differently when he appeared. When she says she didn't encourage me—’”
“‘Never mind all that,’ Dick stopped him. ‘It’s not essential.’ ’But it is, Mr. Forrest, if I am to clear myself,’ Smith insisted.
“‘Forget all that,’ Dick interrupted him. ‘It’s not important.’ ‘But it is, Mr. Forrest, if I’m going to clear my name,’ Smith insisted.”
“‘No; it is not essential to the thing you can’t clear yourself of,’ Dick answered, and I could hear that cold, hard, judicial note come into his voice. Smith could not understand. Dick told him. ’The thing you have been guilty of, Mr. Smith, is the scene, the disturbance, the scandal, the wagging of the women’s tongues now going on forty to the minute, the impairment of the discipline and order of the ranch, all of which is boiled down to the one grave thing, the hurt to the ranch efficiency.’
“‘No; it’s not about what you can’t escape from,’ Dick replied, and I could sense a cold, hard, judgmental tone in his voice. Smith didn’t get it. Dick explained. ‘What you’ve done, Mr. Smith, is cause a scene, create a disturbance, stir up scandal, and have the women gossiping at an alarming rate, all of which has disrupted the discipline and order of the ranch, ultimately coming down to one serious issue: the damage to the ranch’s efficiency.’”
“And still Smith couldn’t see. He thought the charge was of violating social morality by pursuing a married woman, and tried to mitigate the offense by showing the woman encouraged him and by pleading: ’And after all, Mr. Forrest, a man is only a man, and I admit she made a fool of me and I made a fool of myself.’ “‘Mr. Smith,’ Dick said. ’You’ve worked for me eight years. You’ve been a foreman six years of that time. I have no complaint against your work. You certainly do know how to handle labor. About your personal morality I don’t care a damn. You can be a Mormon or a Turk for all it matters to me. Your private acts are your private acts, and are no concern of mine as long as they do not interfere with your work or my ranch. Any one of my drivers can drink his head off Saturday night, and every Saturday night. That’s his business. But the minute he shows a hold-over on Monday morning that is taken out on my horses, that excites them, or injures them, or threatens to injure them, or that decreases in the slightest the work they should perform on Monday, that moment it is my business and the driver goes down the hill.’
“And still Smith couldn’t see. He thought the accusation was about breaking social ethics by going after a married woman, and he tried to lessen the offense by arguing that she encouraged him and by saying: ‘And after all, Mr. Forrest, a man is just a man, and I admit she made a fool of me, and I made a fool of myself.’ “‘Mr. Smith,’ Dick said. ‘You’ve worked for me for eight years. You’ve been a foreman for six of those years. I have no complaints about your work. You clearly know how to manage labor. As for your personal morals, I couldn’t care less. You could be a Mormon or a Turk for all I care. Your private life is your private life and doesn’t concern me as long as it doesn’t interfere with your work or my ranch. Any of my drivers can go out drinking every Saturday night. That’s their business. But the moment they show up on Monday morning in a way that affects my horses, that excites them, or hurts them, or threatens to hurt them, or that even slightly reduces their performance on Monday, that becomes my business and the driver is out.’”
“‘You, you mean, Mr. Forrest,’ Smith stuttered, ’that, that I’m to go down the hill?’ ’That is just what I mean, Mr. Smith. You are to go down the hill, not because you climbed over another man’s fence— that’s your business and his; but because you were guilty of causing a disturbance that is an impairment of ranch efficiency.’
“‘You, you mean, Mr. Forrest,’ Smith stammered, ‘that I’m supposed to go down the hill?’ ‘That’s exactly what I mean, Mr. Smith. You are going down the hill, not because you went over another man’s fence—that’s your issue and his; but because you caused a disturbance that disrupts ranch efficiency.’”
“Do you know, Evan,” Paula broke in on her recital, “Dick can nose more human tragedy out of columns of ranch statistics than can the average fiction writer out of the whirl of a great city. Take the milk reports—the individual reports of the milkers—so many pounds of milk, morning and night, from cow so-and-so, so many pounds from cow so-and-so. He doesn’t have to know the man. But there is a decrease in the weight of milk. ‘Mr. Parkman,’ he’ll say to the head dairyman, ’is Barchi Peratta married?’ ‘Yes, sir.’ ’Is he having trouble with his wife?’ ‘Yes, sir.’
“Do you know, Evan,” Paula cut in on her speech, “Dick can sniff out more human tragedy from columns of ranch statistics than the average fiction writer does from the chaos of a big city. Take the milk reports—the individual reports from the milkers—so many pounds of milk, morning and night, from this cow, so many pounds from that cow. He doesn’t even need to know the person. But if there’s a drop in the weight of milk, he’ll ask the head dairyman, ‘Mr. Parkman, is Barchi Peratta married?’ ‘Yes, sir.’ ‘Is he having trouble with his wife?’ ‘Yes, sir.’”
“Or it will be: ’Mr. Parkman, Simpkins has the best long-time record of any of our milkers. Now he’s slumped. What’s up?’ Mr. Parkman doesn’t know. ‘Investigate,’ says Dick. ’There’s something on his chest. Talk to him like an uncle and find out. We’ve got to get it off his chest.’ And Mr. Parkman finds out. Simpkins’ boy; working his way through Stanford University, has elected the joy-ride path and is in jail waiting trial for forgery. Dick put his own lawyers on the case, smoothed it over, got the boy out on probation, and Simpkins’ milk reports came back to par. And the best of it is, the boy made good, Dick kept an eye on him, saw him through the college of engineering, and he’s now working for Dick on the dredging end, earning a hundred and fifty a month, married, with a future before him, and his father still milks.”
“Or it will be: ‘Mr. Parkman, Simpkins has the best long-term record of any of our milkers. Now he’s slumped. What’s going on?’ Mr. Parkman doesn’t know. ‘Investigate,’ says Dick. ‘There’s something bothering him. Talk to him like an uncle and find out. We need to get it off his chest.’ And Mr. Parkman finds out. Simpkins’ boy, working his way through Stanford University, has chosen a joyride lifestyle and is now in jail waiting for trial for forgery. Dick put his own lawyers on the case, smoothed things over, got the boy released on probation, and Simpkins’ milk reports returned to normal. The best part is, the boy turned his life around, Dick kept an eye on him, helped him graduate from the college of engineering, and he’s now working for Dick on dredging, earning one hundred and fifty a month, married, with a bright future ahead, and his father is still milking.”
“You are right,” Graham murmured sympathetically. “I well named him when I named him Great Heart.”
“You're right,” Graham said empathetically. “I really chose the right name when I called him Great Heart.”
“I call him my Rock of Ages,” Paula said gratefully. “He is so solid. He stands in any storm.—Oh, you don’t really know him. He is so sure. He stands right up. He’s never taken a cropper in his life. God smiles on him. God has always smiled on him. He’s never been beaten down to his knees... yet. I... I should not care to see that sight. It would be heartbreaking. And, Evan—” Her hand went out to his in a pleading gesture that merged into a half-caress. “—I am afraid for him now. That is why I don’t know what to do. It is not for myself that I back and fill and hesitate. If he were ignoble, if he were narrow, if he were weak or had one tiniest shred of meanness, if he had ever been beaten to his knees before, why, my dear, my dear, I should have been gone with you long ago.”
“I call him my Rock of Ages,” Paula said gratefully. “He’s so solid. He stands strong in any storm.—Oh, you don’t really know him. He’s so confident. He stands tall. He’s never faced a serious failure in his life. God smiles on him. God has always smiled on him. He’s never been pushed down to his knees... yet. I... I wouldn’t want to see that happen. It would be heartbreaking. And, Evan—” Her hand reached out to his in a pleading gesture that turned into a half-caress. “—I’m worried for him now. That’s why I don’t know what to do. It’s not for myself that I hesitate and second-guess. If he were dishonorable, if he were narrow-minded, if he were weak or had even the tiniest bit of meanness, if he had ever been brought down to his knees before, well, my dear, my dear, I would have left with you long ago.”
Her eyes filled with sudden moisture. She stilled him with a pressure of her hand, and, to regain herself, she went back to her recital:
Her eyes suddenly filled with tears. She held him still with a gentle touch of her hand, and to collect herself, she returned to her performance:
“’Your little finger, Mr. Smith, I consider worth more to me and to the world,’ Dick, told him, ’than the whole body of this woman’s husband. Here’s the report on him: willing, eager to please, not bright, not strong, an indifferent workman at best. Yet you have to go down the hill, and I am very, very sorry.’
“Your little finger, Mr. Smith, I think is worth more to me and to the world,” Dick told him, “than the entire body of this woman’s husband. Here’s the report on him: willing, eager to please, not very bright, not strong, an average worker at best. Yet you have to go down the hill, and I’m really sorry.”
“Oh, yes, there was more. But I’ve given you the main of it. You see Dick’s code there. And he lives his code. He accords latitude to the individual. Whatever the individual may do, so long as it does not hurt the group of individuals in which he lives, is his own affair. He believed Smith had a perfect right to love the woman, and to be loved by her if it came to that. I have heard him always say that love could not be held nor enforced. Truly, did I go with you, he would say, ‘Bless you, my children.’ Though it broke his heart he would say it. Past love, he believes, gives no hold over the present. And every hour of love, I have heard him say, pays for itself, on both sides, quittance in full. He claims there can be no such thing as a love-debt, laughs at the absurdity of love-claims.”
“Oh, yes, there was more. But I’ve shared the main points with you. You can see Dick’s code there. He lives by his code. He gives individuals the freedom to be themselves. Whatever someone chooses to do, as long as it doesn’t harm the group they belong to, is their own business. He believed Smith had every right to love the woman and to be loved by her if that was the case. I’ve always heard him say that love can’t be controlled or demanded. Truly, if I were with you, he would say, ‘Bless you, my children.’ Even though it broke his heart, he would say it. He believes that past love holds no power over the present. And every moment of love, I’ve heard him say, pays for itself, on both sides, completely cleared. He claims there can’t be such a thing as a love-debt, laughing at the ridiculousness of love-claims.”
“And I agree with him,” Graham said. “’You promised to love me always,’ says the jilted one, and then strives to collect as if it were a promissory note for so many dollars. Dollars are dollars, but love lives or dies. When it is dead how can it be collected? We are all agreed, and the way is simple. We love. It is enough. Why delay another minute?”
“And I agree with him,” Graham said. “’You promised to love me forever,’ says the one who was left behind, and then tries to act like it’s a debt to be repaid. Money is money, but love either thrives or fades away. When it’s gone, how can it be reclaimed? We all agree, and it’s straightforward. We love. That’s enough. Why wait any longer?”
His fingers strayed along her fingers on the keyboard as he bent to her, first kissing her hair, then slowly turning her face up to his and kissing her willing lips.
His fingers brushed against hers on the keyboard as he leaned in, first kissing her hair and then slowly lifting her face to his to kiss her eager lips.
“Dick does not love me like you,” she said; “not madly, I mean. He has had me so long, I think I have become a habit to him. And often and often, before I knew you, I used to puzzle whether he cared more for the ranch or more for me.”
“Dick doesn't love me like you do,” she said; “not passionately, I mean. He's had me for so long that I think I've just become a habit for him. And time and again, before I met you, I would wonder whether he cared more about the ranch or more about me.”
“It is so simple,” Graham urged. “All we have to do is to be straightforward. Let us go.”
“It’s really simple,” Graham insisted. “All we need to do is be honest. Let’s go.”
He drew her to her feet and made as if to start.
He pulled her to her feet and acted like he was about to leave.
But she drew away from him suddenly, sat down, and buried her flushed face in her hands.
But she suddenly pulled away from him, sat down, and buried her flushed face in her hands.
“You do not understand, Evan. I love Dick. I shall always love him.”
“You don’t get it, Evan. I love Dick. I always will.”
“And me?” Graham demanded sharply.
“And what about me?” Graham demanded sharply.
“Oh, without saying,” she smiled. “You are the only man, besides Dick, that has ever kissed me this... way, and that I have kissed this way. But I can’t make up my mind. The triangle, as you call it, must be solved for me. I can’t solve it myself. I compare the two of you, weigh you, measure you. I remember Dick and all our past years. And I consult my heart for you. And I don’t know. I don’t know. You are a great man, my great lover. But Dick is a greater man than you. You— you are more clay, more—I grope to describe you—more human, I fancy. And that is why I love you more... or at least I think perhaps I do.
“Oh, without a doubt,” she smiled. “You’re the only guy, besides Dick, who has ever kissed me like this... and that I’ve kissed like this. But I can’t decide. The triangle, as you call it, needs to be figured out for me. I can’t sort it out on my own. I compare you two, weigh you, measure you. I think about Dick and all our years together. And I check my heart for you. But I don’t know. I really don’t know. You’re an amazing man, my amazing lover. But Dick is an even greater man than you. You—you feel more like clay, more—I’m struggling to describe you—more human, I guess. And that’s why I may love you more... or at least I think I might.”
“But wait,” she resisted him, prisoning his eager hand in hers. “There is more I want to say. I remember Dick and all our past years. But I remember him to-day, as well, and to-morrow. I cannot bear the thought that any man should pity my husband, that you should pity him, and pity him you must when I confess that I love you more. That is why I am not sure. That is why I so quickly take it back and do not know.
“But wait,” she held him back, gripping his eager hand in hers. “There’s more I need to say. I remember Dick and all our years together. But I think of him today, and I will tomorrow too. I can't stand the idea of any man feeling sorry for my husband, especially you, because you must feel that way when I admit that I love you more. That’s why I’m uncertain. That’s why I take it back so quickly and don’t really know what to think.”
“I’d die of shame if through act of mine any man pitied Dick. Truly, I would. Of all things ghastly, I can think of none so ghastly as Dick being pitied. He has never been pitied in his life. He has always been top-dog—bright, light, strong, unassailable. And more, he doesn’t deserve pity. And it’s my fault... and yours, Evan.”
“I’d be so embarrassed if anyone felt sorry for Dick because of something I did. Honestly, I would. Of all the terrible things, nothing is worse than Dick being pitied. He’s never been pitied in his life. He’s always been the best—smart, cheerful, tough, untouchable. Plus, he doesn’t deserve pity. And it’s my fault... and yours, Evan.”
She abruptly thrust Evan’s hand away.
She suddenly pushed Evan’s hand away.
“And every act, every permitted touch of you, does make him pitiable. Don’t you see how tangled it is for me? And then there is my own pride. That you should see me disloyal to him in little things, such as this—” (she caught his hand again and caressed it with soft finger-tips) “—hurts me in my love for you, diminishes me, must diminish me in your eyes. I shrink from the thought that my disloyalty to him in this I do—” (she laid his hand against her cheek) “—gives you reason to pity him and censure me.”
“And every action, every allowed touch of you, makes him seem pathetic. Don’t you see how complicated this is for me? And then there’s my own pride. That you should see me being disloyal to him in small ways, like this—” (she took his hand again and gently caressed it with her fingertips) “—hurts my love for you, makes me feel smaller, and must make me seem lesser in your eyes. I dread the thought that my disloyalty to him like this—” (she pressed his hand to her cheek) “—gives you a reason to feel sorry for him and judge me.”
She soothed the impatience of the hand on her cheek, and, almost absently, musingly scrutinizing it without consciously seeing it, turned it over and slowly kissed the palm. The next moment she was drawn to her feet and into his arms.
She calmed the irritation of the hand on her cheek, and, almost without realizing it, lost in thought, she examined it without really seeing it, turned it over, and gently kissed the palm. In the next moment, she was lifted to her feet and into his arms.
“There, you see,” was her reproach as she disengaged herself.
“There, you see,” she said in disapproval as she pulled away.
“Why do you tell me all this about Dick?” Graham demanded another time, as they walked their horses side by side. “To keep me away? To protect yourself from me?”
“Why are you telling me all this about Dick?” Graham asked again as they rode their horses side by side. “Is it to keep me away? To protect yourself from me?”
Paula nodded, then quickly added, “No, not quite that. Because you know I don’t want to keep you away ... too far. I say it because Dick is so much in my mind. For twelve years, you realize, he filled my mind. I say it because ... because I think it, I suppose. Think! The situation! You are trespassing on a perfect marriage.”
Paula nodded, then quickly added, “No, not exactly that. Because you know I don’t want to keep you away ... too far. I’m saying this because Dick has been on my mind a lot. For twelve years, you know, he occupied my thoughts. I’m saying this because ... because I guess I just think it. Think! The situation! You are intruding on a perfect marriage.”
“I know it,” he answered. “And I do not like the role of trespasser. It is your insistence, instead of going away with me, that I should trespass. And I can’t help it. I think away from you, try to force my thoughts elsewhere. I did half a chapter this morning, and I know it’s rotten and will have to be rewritten. For I can’t succeed in thinking away from you. What is South America and its ethnology compared to you? And when I come near you my arms go about you before I know what I am doing. And, by God, you want them there, you want them there, you know it.”
“I know,” he replied. “And I don’t like being the intruder. It’s your insistence, instead of coming away with me, that I should intrude. And I can’t help it. I try to think about other things, force my mind elsewhere. I wrote half a chapter this morning, and I know it’s terrible and will need to be rewritten. Because I can’t seem to think away from you. What does South America and its cultures mean compared to you? And when I get close to you, my arms wrap around you before I even realize it. And, damn it, you want them there, you want them there, you know it.”
Paula gathered her reins in signal for a gallop, but first, with a roguish smile, she acknowledged.
Paula took hold of her reins, signaling for a gallop, but first, with a playful smile, she acknowledged.
“I do want them there, dear trespasser.”
“I do want them there, dear intruder.”
Paula yielded and fought at the same time.
Paula gave in while still putting up a fight.
“I love my husband—never forget that,” she would warn Graham, and within the minute be in his arms.
“I love my husband—never forget that,” she would warn Graham, and within a minute, she’d be in his arms.
“There are only the three of us for once, thank goodness,” Paula cried, seizing Dick and Graham by the hands and leading them toward Dick’s favorite lounging couch in the big room. “Come, let us sit upon the ground and tell sad stories of the deaths of kings. Come, milords, and lordly perishers, and we will talk of Armageddon when the last sun goes down.”
“There are only the three of us for once, thank goodness,” Paula exclaimed, grabbing Dick and Graham by the hands and leading them to Dick’s favorite couch in the big room. “Come on, let’s sit down and share sad stories about the deaths of kings. Come, my lords, and we’ll talk about Armageddon when the last sun sets.”
She was in a merry mood, and with surprise Dick observed her light a cigarette. He could count on his fingers the cigarettes she had smoked in a dozen years, and then, only under a hostess’s provocation to give countenance to some smoking woman guest. Later, when he mixed a highball for himself and Graham, she again surprised him by asking him to mix her a “wee” one.
She was in a happy mood, and Dick was surprised to see her light a cigarette. He could easily count on his fingers the cigarettes she had smoked over the past twelve years, and then, only when she felt the need to support some smoking female guest. Later, when he made a highball for himself and Graham, she surprised him again by asking him to mix her a “small” one.
“This is Scotch,” he warned.
“This is Scotch,” he said.
“Oh, a very wee one,” she insisted, “and then we’ll be three good fellows together, winding up the world. And when you’ve got it all wound up and ready, I’ll sing you the song of the Valkyries.”
“Oh, a tiny one,” she insisted, “and then we’ll be three good friends together, wrapping up the world. And when you’ve got it all wrapped up and ready, I’ll sing you the song of the Valkyries.”
She took more part in the talk than usual, and strove to draw her husband out. Nor was Dick unaware of this, although he yielded and permitted himself to let go full tilt on the theme of the blond sun-perishers.
She participated more in the conversation than usual and tried to draw her husband out. Dick was aware of this, even though he gave in and allowed himself to dive fully into the topic of the blonde sun-worshippers.
She is trying to make him compete—was Graham’s thought. But Paula scarcely thought of that phase of it, her pleasure consisting in the spectacle of two such splendid men who were hers. They talk of big game hunting, she mused once to herself; but did ever one small woman capture bigger game than this?
She is trying to make him compete—was Graham’s thought. But Paula hardly considered that aspect of it; her joy came from the sight of two amazing men who belonged to her. They talk about big game hunting, she thought to herself; but has any small woman ever captured bigger game than this?
She sat cross-legged on the couch, where, by a turn of the head, she could view Graham lounging comfortably in the big chair, or Dick, on his elbow, sprawled among the cushions. And ever, as they talked, her eyes roved from one to the other; and, as they spoke of struggle and battle, always in the cold iron terms of realists, her own thoughts became so colored, until she could look coolly at Dick with no further urge of the pity that had intermittently ached her heart for days.
She sat with her legs crossed on the couch, able to glance at Graham lounging comfortably in the big chair, or at Dick, who was lying on his elbow, spread out among the cushions. As they talked, her eyes moved from one to the other; and as they discussed struggle and conflict in the blunt terms of realists, her own thoughts became influenced, until she could look at Dick without feeling the pity that had occasionally ached in her heart for days.
She was proud of him—a goodly, eye-filling figure of a man to any woman; but she no longer felt sorry for him. They were right. It was a game. The race was to the swift, the battle to the strong. They had run such races, fought such battles. Then why not she? And as she continued to look, that self-query became reiterant.
She was proud of him—an impressive, attractive guy to any woman; but she didn't feel sorry for him anymore. They were right. It was a competition. The fast win the race, and the strong win the battle. They had competed in those races, fought in those battles. So why not her? And as she kept looking, that question kept repeating in her mind.
They were not anchorites, these two men. Liberal-lived they must have been in that past out of which, like mysteries, they had come to her. They had had the days and nights that women were denied—women such as she. As for Dick, beyond all doubt—even had she heard whispers—there had been other women in that wild career of his over the world. Men were men, and they were two such men. She felt a burn of jealousy against those unknown women who must have been, and her heart hardened. They had taken their fun where they found it—Kipling’s line ran through her head.
They weren't hermits, these two guys. They must have lived freely in the past they had emerged from, like enigmas, coming to her. They experienced the days and nights that women like her were denied. As for Dick, no doubt about it—even if she had heard rumors—there had been other women during his adventurous life around the world. Men were just men, and they were two of those men. She felt a stab of jealousy toward those unknown women who must have existed, and her heart hardened. They had enjoyed their lives wherever they could—Kipling’s line repeated in her mind.
Pity? Why should she pity, any more than she should be pitied? The whole thing was too big, too natural, for pity. They were taking a hand in a big game, and all could not be winners. Playing with the fancy, she wandered on to a consideration of the outcome. Always she had avoided such consideration, but the tiny highball had given her daring. It came to her that she saw doom ahead, doom vague and formless but terrible.
Pity? Why should she feel pity, any more than she should be pitied? The whole situation was too overwhelming, too natural for pity. They were involved in a big game, and not everyone could come out on top. Lost in her thoughts, she started to think about the outcome. She had always steered clear of such thoughts, but the small drink had made her bold. It occurred to her that she sensed disaster ahead, a disaster that was unclear but frightening.
She was brought back to herself by Dick’s hand before her eyes and apparently plucking from the empty air the something upon which she steadfastly stared.
She was brought back to reality by Dick’s hand in front of her eyes, seemingly pulling something from thin air that she was intensely focused on.
“Seeing things?” he teased, as her eyes turned to meet his.
“Seeing things?” he joked, as her eyes met his.
His were laughing, but she glimpsed in them what, despite herself, made her veil her own with her long lashes. He knew. Beyond all possibility of error she knew now that he knew. That was what she had seen in his eyes and what had made her veil her own.
His were laughing, but she noticed in them what, despite herself, made her hide her own behind her long lashes. He knew. Without a doubt, she realized now that he knew. That was what she had seen in his eyes and what had caused her to hide her own.
“‘Cynthia, Cynthia, I’ve been a-thinking,’” she gayly hummed to him; and, as he resumed his talk, she reached and took a sip from his part-empty glass.
“‘Cynthia, Cynthia, I've been thinking,’” she cheerfully hummed to him; and, as he continued his conversation, she reached over and took a sip from his nearly empty glass.
Let come what would, she asserted to herself, she would play it out. It was all a madness, but it was life, it was living. She had never so lived before, and it was worth it, no matter what inevitable payment must be made in the end. Love?—had she ever really loved Dick as she now felt herself capable of loving? Had she mistaken the fondness of affection for love all these years? Her eyes warmed as they rested on Graham, and she admitted that he had swept her as Dick never had.
Let whatever was going to happen come, she told herself, she would see it through. It was all chaos, but it was life, it was living. She had never lived like this before, and it was worth it, no matter what price she would have to pay in the end. Love? Had she ever really loved Dick the way she now felt she could love? Had she confused affection for love all these years? Her eyes softened as they lingered on Graham, and she acknowledged that he had captured her heart in a way that Dick never had.
Unused to alcohol in such strength, her heart was accelerated; and Dick, with casual glances, noted and knew the cause of the added brilliance, the flushed vividness of cheeks and lips.
Unused to alcohol in such strength, her heart raced; and Dick, with casual glances, noticed and understood the cause of the added brilliance, the flushed vividness of her cheeks and lips.
He talked less and less, and the discussion of the sun-perishers died of mutual agreement as to its facts. Finally, glancing at his watch, he straightened up, yawned, stretched his arms and announced:
He talked less and less, and the conversation about the sun-dwellers faded away as they both agreed on the facts. Finally, glancing at his watch, he straightened up, yawned, stretched his arms, and said:
“Bed-time he stop. Head belong this fellow white man too much sleepy along him.—Nightcap, Evan?”
“Bedtime he stops. This guy is too sleepy for his own good. —Nightcap, Evan?”
Graham nodded, for both felt the need of a stiffener.
Graham nodded, as both recognized they needed a little boost.
“Mrs. Toper—nightcap?” Dick queried of Paula.
“Mrs. Toper—nightcap?” Dick asked Paula.
But she shook her head and busied herself at the piano putting away the music, while the men had their drink.
But she shook her head and focused on the piano, putting the sheet music away while the men enjoyed their drinks.
Graham closed down the piano for her, while Dick waited in the doorway, so that when they left he led them by a dozen feet. As they came along, Graham, under her instructions, turned off the lights in the halls. Dick waited where the ways diverged and where Graham would have to say good night on his way to the tower room.
Graham shut the piano for her while Dick stood in the doorway, leading the way by a few feet as they left. As they walked, Graham turned off the hallway lights as she instructed. Dick waited where they split up, knowing Graham would have to say goodnight before heading to the tower room.
The one remaining light was turned off.
The last light was switched off.
“Oh, not that one, silly,” Dick heard Paula cry out. “We keep it on all night.”
“Oh, not that one, silly,” Dick heard Paula exclaim. “We leave it on all night.”
Dick heard nothing, but the dark was fervent to him. He cursed himself for his own past embraces in the dark, for so the wisdom was given him to know the quick embrace that had occurred, ere, the next moment, the light flashed on again.
Dick heard nothing, but the darkness felt intense to him. He cursed himself for his past actions in the dark, as he understood the fleeting connection that had happened just before the light flashed back on again.
He found himself lacking the courage to look at their faces as they came toward him. He did not want to see Paula’s frank eyes veiled by her lashes, and he fumbled to light a cigarette while he cudgeled his wits for the wording of an ordinary good night.
He couldn’t bring himself to look at their faces as they approached him. He didn’t want to see Paula’s honest eyes hidden behind her lashes, and he struggled to light a cigarette while he racked his brain for a simple way to say good night.
“How goes the book?—what chapter?” he called after Graham down his hall, as Paula put her hand in his.
“How's the book going? Which chapter are you on?” he called after Graham down the hall, as Paula placed her hand in his.
Her hand in his, swinging his, hopping and skipping and all a-chatter in simulation of a little girl with a grown-up, Paula went on with Dick; while he sadly pondered what ruse she had in mind by which to avoid the long-avoided, good night kiss.
Her hand in his, swinging it, hopping and skipping, and all chattering like a little girl with an adult, Paula continued with Dick, while he sadly wondered what trick she had in mind to dodge the long-avoided goodnight kiss.
Evidently she had not found it when they reached the dividing of the ways that led to her quarters and to his. Still swinging his hand, still buoyantly chattering fun, she continued with him into his workroom. Here he surrendered. He had neither heart nor energy to wait for her to develop whatever she contemplated.
Evidently, she hadn't found it when they arrived at the point where the paths separated—one leading to her place and the other to his. Still swinging his hand and chatting happily, she followed him into his workroom. Here, he gave in. He had neither the heart nor the energy to wait for her to reveal whatever she was thinking.
He feigned sudden recollection, deflected her by the hand to his desk, and picked up a letter.
He pretended to remember something suddenly, guided her by the hand to his desk, and picked up a letter.
“I’d promised myself to get a reply off on the first machine in the morning,” he explained, as he pressed on the phonograph and began dictating.
“I promised myself I would send a reply on the first machine in the morning,” he explained, as he pressed the phonograph and started dictating.
For a paragraph she still held his hand. Then he felt the parting pressure of her fingers and her whispered good night.
For a moment, she still held his hand. Then he felt her fingers loosen and heard her whisper good night.
“Good night, little woman,” he answered mechanically, and continued dictating as if oblivious to her going.
“Good night, little woman,” he replied automatically and kept dictating as if he didn’t even notice she was leaving.
Nor did he cease until he knew she was well out of hearing.
Nor did he stop until he was sure she was far enough away to not hear him.
Chapter XXVIII
A dozen times that morning, dictating to Blake or indicating answers, Dick had been on the verge of saying to let the rest of the correspondence go.
A dozen times that morning, dictating to Blake or pointing out answers, Dick had come close to saying to ignore the rest of the correspondence.
“Call up Hennessy and Mendenhall,” he told Blake, when, at ten, the latter gathered up his notes and rose to go. “You ought to catch them at the stallion barn. Tell them not to come this morning but to-morrow morning.”
“Call Hennessy and Mendenhall,” he said to Blake when, at ten, Blake gathered his notes and stood to leave. “You should be able to reach them at the stallion barn. Tell them not to come this morning but tomorrow morning.”
Bonbright entered, prepared to shorthand Dick’s conversations with his managers for the next hour.
Bonbright walked in, ready to take shorthand notes on Dick’s conversations with his managers for the next hour.
“And—oh, Mr. Blake,” Dick called. “Ask Hennessy about Alden Bessie.— The old mare was pretty bad last night,” he explained to Bonbright.
“And—oh, Mr. Blake,” Dick called. “Ask Hennessy about Alden Bessie.—The old mare was pretty bad last night,” he explained to Bonbright.
“Mr. Hanley must see you right away, Mr. Forrest,” Bonbright said, and added, at sight of the irritated drawing up of his employer’s brows, “It’s the piping from Buckeye Dam. Something’s wrong with the plans—a serious mistake, he says.”
“Mr. Hanley needs to see you immediately, Mr. Forrest,” Bonbright said, noticing the irritated furrow forming in his boss's brow. “It’s about the piping from Buckeye Dam. He says there’s a serious issue with the plans.”
Dick surrendered, and for an hour discussed ranch business with his foremen and managers.
Dick gave in, and for an hour, talked about ranch business with his foremen and managers.
Once, in the middle of a hot discussion over sheep-dips with Wardman, he left his desk and paced over to the window. The sound of voices and horses, and of Paula’s laugh, had attracted him.
Once, in the midst of a heated discussion about sheep-dips with Wardman, he got up from his desk and walked over to the window. The sounds of voices and horses, along with Paula’s laughter, had caught his attention.
“Take that Montana report—I’ll send you a copy to-day,” he continued, as he gazed out. “They found the formula didn’t get down to it. It was more a sedative than a germicide. There wasn’t enough kick in it...”
“Take that Montana report— I’ll send you a copy today,” he continued, as he looked out. “They found the formula didn’t really work. It was more of a sedative than a germ killer. There wasn’t enough punch in it...”
Four horses, bunched, crossed his field of vision. Paula, teasing the pair of them, was between Martinez and Froelig, old friends of Dick, a painter and sculptor respectively, who had arrived on an early train. Graham, on Selim, made the fourth, and was slightly edged toward the rear. So the party went by, but Dick reflected that quickly enough it would resolve itself into two and two.
Four horses, grouped together, crossed his line of sight. Paula, playfully teasing the two of them, was between Martinez and Froelig, who were old friends of Dick—one was a painter and the other a sculptor—who had come on an early train. Graham, riding Selim, was the fourth and was slightly behind. The group passed by, but Dick thought that it wouldn't be long before they split into two pairs.
Shortly after eleven, restless and moody, he wandered out with a cigarette into the big patio, where he smiled grim amusement at the various tell-tale signs of Paula’s neglect of her goldfish. The sight of them suggested her secret patio in whose fountain pools she kept her selected and more gorgeous blooms of fish. Thither he went, through doors without knobs, by ways known only to Paula and the servants.
Shortly after eleven, feeling restless and moody, he stepped outside with a cigarette into the large patio, where he smirked at the obvious signs of Paula’s neglect of her goldfish. The sight of them reminded him of her private patio, where she kept her favorite and more beautiful fish in the fountain pools. He headed that way, through doorless entrances, along paths known only to Paula and the staff.
This had been Dick’s one great gift to Paula. It was love-lavish as only a king of fortune could make it. He had given her a free hand with it, and insisted on her wildest extravagance; and it had been his delight to tease his quondam guardians with the stubs of the checkbook she had used. It bore no relation to the scheme and architecture of the Big House, and, for that matter, so deeply hidden was it that it played no part in jar of line or color. A show-place of show-places, it was not often shown. Outside Paula’s sisters and intimates, on rare occasions some artist was permitted to enter and catch his breath. Graham had heard of its existence, but not even him had she invited to see.
This was Dick’s one big gift to Paula. It was lavish with love, just like a wealthy king would offer. He let her do whatever she wanted with it and encouraged her most extravagant choices; it was his pleasure to tease his former guardians with the receipts from the checkbook she used. It had nothing to do with the design or style of the Big House, and in fact, it was so well-hidden that it didn’t affect the overall look or feel at all. A showcase of showcases, it wasn’t often displayed. Besides Paula’s sisters and close friends, only a few artists were occasionally allowed inside to take it all in. Graham had heard about it, but she hadn’t even invited him to see it.
It was round, and small enough to escape giving any cold hint of spaciousness. The Big House was of sturdy concrete, but here was marble in exquisite delicacy. The arches of the encircling arcade were of fretted white marble that had taken on just enough tender green to prevent any glare of reflected light. Palest of pink roses bloomed up the pillars and over the low flat roof they upheld, where Puck-like, humorous, and happy faces took the place of grinning gargoyles. Dick strolled the rosy marble pavement of the arcade and let the beauty of the place slowly steal in upon him and gentle his mood.
It was round and small enough that it didn’t give off any sense of spaciousness. The Big House was made of solid concrete, but this place had beautifully delicate marble. The arches of the surrounding arcade were intricately carved white marble that had just enough soft green to avoid any harsh glare from the light. The palest pink roses climbed up the pillars and over the low flat roof they supported, where playful, cheerful faces replaced the grinning gargoyles. Dick walked along the rosy marble pavement of the arcade, allowing the beauty of the place to gradually wash over him and soothe his mood.
The heart and key of the fairy patio was the fountain, consisting of three related shallow basins at different levels, of white marble and delicate as shell. Over these basins rollicked and frolicked life-sized babies wrought from pink marble by no mean hand. Some peered over the edges into lower basins, one reached arms covetously toward the goldfish; one, on his back, laughed at the sky, another stood with dimpled legs apart stretching himself, others waded, others were on the ground amongst the roses white and blush, but all were of the fountain and touched it at some point. So good was the color of the marble, so true had been the sculptor, that the illusion was of life. No cherubs these, but live warm human babies.
The centerpiece of the fairy patio was the fountain, featuring three connected shallow basins at different heights, made of white marble and as delicate as a seashell. Life-sized babies, sculpted from pink marble by a skilled artist, played and tumbled over the edges of these basins. Some leaned over to look into the lower basins, one reached out eagerly toward the goldfish, another lay on his back laughing at the sky, one stood with dimpled legs apart stretching, while others waded or rested among the white and blush roses. They were all part of the fountain and touched it in some way. The color of the marble was so rich and the sculptor so precise that it gave the impression of life. These weren't cherubs, but warm, living human babies.
Dick regarded the rosy fellowship pleasantly and long, finishing his cigarette and retaining it dead in his hand. That was what she had needed, he mused—babies, children. It had been her passion. Had she realized it... He sighed, and, struck by a fresh thought, looked to her favorite seat with certitude that he would not see the customary sewing lying on it in a pretty heap. She did not sew these days.
Dick looked at the cheerful group for a long time, finishing his cigarette and holding it still in his hand. That was what she had always wanted, he thought—babies, children. It had been her dream. Did she know it... He sighed, and suddenly struck by a new thought, looked at her favorite chair, certain he wouldn’t see her usual sewing piled up there in a nice little heap. She didn’t sew anymore.
He did not enter the tiny gallery behind the arcade, which contained her chosen paintings and etchings, and copies in marble and bronze of her favorites of the European galleries. Instead he went up the stairway, past the glorious Winged Victory on the landing where the staircase divided, and on and up into her quarters that occupied the entire upper wing. But first, pausing by the Victory, he turned and gazed down into the fairy patio. The thing was a cut jewel in its perfectness and color, and he acknowledged, although he had made it possible for her, that it was entirely her own creation—her one masterpiece. It had long been her dream, and he had realized it for her. And yet now, he meditated, it meant nothing to her. She was not mercenary, that he knew; and if he could not hold her, mere baubles such as that would weigh nothing in the balance against her heart.
He didn’t go into the small gallery behind the arcade, which held her selected paintings and etchings, along with marble and bronze replicas of her favorites from European galleries. Instead, he climbed the stairs, passing the stunning Winged Victory at the landing where the staircase split, and continued up to her rooms that took up the entire upper wing. But first, he paused by the Victory, turning to look down into the beautiful patio. It was like a perfectly cut jewel, and he acknowledged, even though he had made it possible for her, that it was entirely her own creation—her one masterpiece. It had been her dream for a long time, and he had made it come true for her. Yet now, he thought, it seemed meaningless to her. He knew she wasn’t materialistic, and if he couldn’t keep her, mere trinkets like that wouldn’t matter in comparison to her heart.
He wandered idly through her rooms, scarcely noting at what he gazed, but gazing with fondness at it all. Like everything else of hers, it was distinctive, different, eloquent of her. But when he glanced into the bathroom with its sunken Roman bath, for the life of him he was unable to avoid seeing a tiny drip and making a mental note for the ranch plumber.
He wandered through her rooms without much thought, barely noticing what he was looking at, but feeling affection for it all. Like everything else she owned, it was unique, different, and spoke to her personality. However, when he looked into the bathroom with its sunken Roman bath, he couldn't help but notice a small drip and made a mental note to tell the ranch plumber about it.
As a matter of course, he looked to her easel with the expectation of finding no new work, but was disappointed; for a portrait of himself confronted him. He knew her trick of copying the pose and lines from a photograph and filling in from memory. The particular photograph she was using had been a fortunate snapshop of him on horseback. The Outlaw, for once and for a moment, had been at peace, and Dick, hat in hand, hair just nicely rumpled, face in repose, unaware of the impending snap, had at the instant looked squarely into the camera. No portrait photographer could have caught a better likeness. The head and shoulders Paula had had enlarged, and it was from this that she was working. But the portrait had already gone beyond the photograph, for Dick could see her own touches.
As expected, he glanced at her easel, thinking there wouldn’t be any new work, but was surprised to find a portrait of himself. He recognized her method of copying the pose and lines from a photo and then filling in the details from memory. The particular photo she was using had been a lucky snapshot of him on horseback. The Outlaw, for once and for a moment, had looked peaceful, and Dick, hat in hand, hair just rumpled enough, face relaxed, unaware of the upcoming photo, had looked directly into the camera. No professional photographer could have captured a better likeness. Paula had enlarged the head and shoulders, and she was working from that. However, the portrait had already transcended the photograph, as Dick could see her personal touches.
With a start he looked more closely. Was that expression of the eyes, of the whole face, his? He glanced at the photograph. It was not there. He walked over to one of the mirrors, relaxed his face, and led his thoughts to Paula and Graham. Slowly the expression came into his eyes and face. Not content, he returned to the easel and verified it. Paula knew. Paula knew that he knew. She had learned it from him, stolen it from him some time when it was unwittingly on his face, and carried it in her memory to the canvas.
With a start, he took a closer look. Was that expression in his eyes, in his whole face? He glanced at the photograph. It wasn’t there. He walked over to one of the mirrors, relaxed his face, and let his thoughts drift to Paula and Graham. Slowly, the expression began to appear in his eyes and on his face. Unsatisfied, he went back to the easel and checked it. Paula knew. Paula knew that he knew. She had picked it up from him, stolen it from him at some point when it was unwittingly on his face, and carried it in her memory to the canvas.
Paula’s Chinese maid, Oh Dear, entered from the wardrobe room, and Dick watched her unobserved as she came down the room toward him. Her eyes were down, and she seemed deep in thought. Dick remarked the sadness of her face, and that the little, solicitous contraction of the brows that had led to her naming was gone. She was not solicitous, that was patent. But cast down, she was, in heavy depression.
Paula’s Chinese maid, Oh Dear, walked in from the wardrobe room, and Dick watched her without her noticing as she made her way down the room toward him. Her eyes were downcast, and she appeared lost in thought. Dick noticed the sadness on her face, and the small, concerned furrow in her brows that had earned her that name was gone. She was definitely not concerned. Instead, she seemed defeated, weighed down by heavy depression.
It would seem that all our faces are beginning to say things, he commented to himself.
It seems like everyone’s faces are starting to express things, he thought to himself.
“Good morning, Oh Dear,” he startled her.
“Good morning, Oh dear,” he surprised her.
And as she returned the greeting, he saw compassion in her eyes as they dwelt on him. She knew. The first outside themselves. Trust her, a woman, so much in Paula’s company when Paula was alone, to divine Paula’s secret.
And as she responded to the greeting, he saw compassion in her eyes as they focused on him. She knew. The first person outside of themselves. Trust her, a woman, so much in Paula’s company when Paula was alone, to figure out Paula’s secret.
Oh Dear’s lips trembled, and she wrung her trembling hands, nerving herself, as he could see, to speech.
Oh Dear's lips shook, and she wrung her shaking hands, psyching herself up, as he could see, to speak.
“Mister Forrest,” she began haltingly, “maybe you think me fool, but I like say something. You very kind man. You very kind my old mother. You very kind me long long time...”
“Mister Forrest,” she started hesitantly, “maybe you think I’m a fool, but I want to say something. You’re a very kind man. You were very kind to my old mother. You’ve been very kind to me for a long, long time...”
She hesitated, moistening her frightened lips with her tongue, then braved her eyes to his and proceeded.
She hesitated, wetting her scared lips with her tongue, then steeled herself to meet his gaze and moved forward.
“Mrs. Forrest, she, I think...”
"Mrs. Forrest, I think..."
But so forbidding did Dick’s face become that she broke off in confusion and blushed, as Dick surmised, with shame at the thoughts she had been about to utter.
But Dick's face turned so stern that she stopped mid-sentence, embarrassed, and blushed, as Dick guessed, out of shame for the thoughts she had been about to express.
“Very nice picture Mrs. Forrest make,” he put her at her ease.
“Very nice picture, Mrs. Forrest,” he said, making her feel more relaxed.
The Chinese girl sighed, and the same compassion returned into her eyes as she looked long at Dick’s portrait.
The Chinese girl sighed, and the same compassion came back into her eyes as she looked at Dick’s portrait for a long time.
She sighed again, but the coldness in her voice was not lost on Dick as she answered: “Yes, very nice picture Mrs. Forrest make.”
She sighed again, but the chill in her voice didn't escape Dick as she replied, “Yes, very nice picture Mrs. Forrest makes.”
She looked at him with sudden sharp scrutiny, studying his face, then turned to the canvas and pointed at the eyes.
She gave him a quick, intense look, examining his face, then turned to the canvas and pointed at the eyes.
“No good,” she condemned.
"Not good," she said.
Her voice was harsh, touched with anger.
Her voice was rough, filled with anger.
“No good,” she flung over her shoulder, more loudly, still more harshly, as she continued down the room and out of sight on Paula’s sleeping porch.
“No good,” she shouted over her shoulder, louder and more harshly, as she walked down the room and out of sight onto Paula’s sleeping porch.
Dick stiffened his shoulders, unconsciously bracing himself to face what was now soon to happen. Well, it was the beginning of the end. Oh Dear knew. Soon more would know, all would know. And in a way he was glad of it, glad that the torment of suspense would endure but little longer.
Dick tensed his shoulders, instinctively preparing himself for what was about to happen. Well, this was the beginning of the end. Oh Dear knew. Soon more would find out, and eventually, everyone would know. In a way, he felt relieved, glad that the agony of uncertainty would last only a little longer.
But when he started to leave he whistled a merry jingle to advertise to Oh Dear that the world wagged very well with him so far as he knew anything about it.
But when he was about to leave, he whistled a cheerful tune to show Oh Dear that everything was going great for him as far as he knew.
The same afternoon, while Dick was out and away with Froelig and Martinez and Graham, Paula stole a pilgrimage to Dick’s quarters. Out on his sleeping porch she looked over his rows of press buttons, his switchboard that from his bed connected him with every part of the ranch and most of the rest of California, his phonograph on the hinged and swinging bracket, the orderly array of books and magazines and agricultural bulletins waiting to be read, the ash tray, cigarettes, scribble pads, and thermos bottle.
The same afternoon, while Dick was out with Froelig, Martinez, and Graham, Paula decided to sneak into Dick’s room. On his sleeping porch, she checked out his rows of press buttons, the switchboard that connected him to every part of the ranch and much of California from his bed, his phonograph on a hinged swinging bracket, the neatly arranged books, magazines, and agricultural bulletins waiting to be read, as well as the ashtray, cigarettes, scribble pads, and thermos bottle.
Her photograph, the only picture on the porch, held her attention. It hung under his barometers and thermometers, which, she knew, was where he looked oftenest. A fancy came to her, and she turned the laughing face to the wall and glanced from the blankness of the back of the frame to the bed and back again. With a quick panic movement, she turned the laughing face out. It belonged, was her thought; it did belong.
Her photograph, the only picture on the porch, captured her attention. It was hanging under his barometers and thermometers, which she knew he checked the most. A thought crossed her mind, and she turned the smiling face to the wall, glancing from the blank back of the frame to the bed and then back again. With a sudden surge of panic, she turned the smiling face back out. It belonged, she thought; it really did belong.
The big automatic pistol in the holster on the wall, handy to one’s hand from the bed, caught her eye. She reached to it and lifted gently at the butt. It was as she had expected—loose—Dick’s way. Trust him, no matter how long unused, never to let a pistol freeze in its holster.
The big automatic pistol in the holster on the wall, easily reachable from the bed, caught her attention. She reached for it and lifted gently on the grip. Just as she expected—it was loose—Dick’s style. You could always count on him, no matter how long it had been since it was used, to never let a pistol get stuck in its holster.
Back in the work room she wandered solemnly about, glancing now at the prodigious filing system, at the chart and blue-print cabinets, at the revolving shelves of reference books, and at the long rows of stoutly bound herd registers. At last she came to his books—a goodly row of pamphlets, bound magazine articles, and an even dozen ambitious tomes. She read the titles painstakingly: “Corn in California,” “Silage Practice,” “Farm Organization,” “Farm Book-keeping,” “The Shire in America,” “Humus Destruction,” “Soilage,” “Alfalfa in California,” “Cover Crops for California,” “The Shorthorn in America"—at this last she smiled affectionately with memory of the great controversy he had waged for the beef cow and the milch cow as against the dual purpose cow.
Back in the workroom, she walked around solemnly, glancing at the impressive filing system, the chart and blueprint cabinets, the revolving shelves of reference books, and the long rows of sturdy herd registers. Finally, she came to his books—a nice lineup of pamphlets, bound magazine articles, and a dozen ambitious volumes. She read the titles carefully: “Corn in California,” “Silage Practice,” “Farm Organization,” “Farm Bookkeeping,” “The Shire in America,” “Humus Destruction,” “Soilage,” “Alfalfa in California,” “Cover Crops for California,” “The Shorthorn in America”—at the last one, she smiled fondly, remembering the big debate he had waged for the beef cow and the milch cow versus the dual-purpose cow.
She caressed, the backs of the books with her palm, pressed her cheek against them and leaned with closed eyes. Oh, Dick, Dick—a thought began that faded to a vagueness of sorrow and died because she did not dare to think it.
She gently ran her hand over the spines of the books, pressed her cheek against them, and leaned in with her eyes closed. Oh, Dick, Dick—a thought started to form but faded into a vague sadness and disappeared because she didn’t dare to think it.
The desk was so typically Dick. There was no litter. Clean it was of all work save the wire tray with typed letters waiting his signature and an unusual pile of the flat yellow sheets on which his secretaries typed the telegrams relayed by telephone from Eldorado. Carelessly she ran her eyes over the opening lines of the uppermost sheet and chanced upon a reference that puzzled and interested her. She read closely, with in-drawn brows, then went deeper into the heap till she found confirmation. Jeremy Braxton was dead—big, genial, kindly Jeremy Braxton. A Mexican mob of pulque-crazed peons had killed him in the mountains through which he had been trying to escape from the Harvest into Arizona. The date of the telegram was two days old. Dick had known it for two days and never worried her with it. And it meant more. It meant money. It meant that the affairs of the Harvest Group were going from bad to worse. And it was Dick’s way.
The desk was so typically Dick. There was no mess. It was clean except for the wire tray filled with typed letters waiting for his signature and an unusual stack of flat yellow sheets where his secretaries typed the telegrams relayed by phone from Eldorado. She casually scanned the opening lines of the top sheet and stumbled upon a reference that puzzled and intrigued her. She read closely, her brows furrowing, then delved deeper into the pile until she found the confirmation. Jeremy Braxton was dead—big, friendly, kind Jeremy Braxton. A Mexican mob of pulque-crazed workers had killed him in the mountains while he was trying to escape from the Harvest into Arizona. The telegram was dated two days ago. Dick had known it for two days and hadn’t told her. And it implied more. It meant money. It meant that the Harvest Group's situation was getting worse. And that was typical of Dick.
And Jeremy was dead. The room seemed suddenly to have grown cold. She shivered. It was the way of life—death always at the end of the road. And her own nameless dread came back upon her. Doom lay ahead. Doom for whom? She did not attempt to guess. Sufficient that it was doom. Her mind was heavy with it, and the quiet room was heavy with it as she passed slowly out.
And Jeremy was dead. The room suddenly felt cold. She shivered. It was the way of life—death always waiting at the end of the road. And her own nameless fear returned to her. Doom lay ahead. Doom for whom? She didn't try to figure it out. It was enough that it was doom. Her mind was weighed down by it, and the quiet room felt heavy with it as she slowly walked out.
Chapter XXIX
“’Tis a birdlike sensuousness that is all the Little Lady’s own,” Terrence was saying, as he helped himself to a cocktail from the tray Ah Ha was passing around.
“It's a birdlike sensuality that belongs entirely to the Little Lady,” Terrence was saying, as he poured himself a cocktail from the tray Ah Ha was passing around.
It was the hour before dinner, and Graham, Leo and Terrence McFane had chanced together in the stag-room.
It was an hour before dinner, and Graham, Leo, and Terrence McFane had happened to meet in the stag-room.
“No, Leo,” the Irishman warned the young poet. “Let the one suffice you. Your cheeks are warm with it. A second one and you’ll conflagrate. ’Tis no right you have to be mixing beauty and strong drink in that lad’s head of yours. Leave the drink to your elders. There is such a thing as consanguinity for drink. You have it not. As for me—”
“No, Leo,” the Irishman warned the young poet. “Let one be enough for you. Your cheeks are flushed from it. One more and you’ll go up in flames. It’s not right for you to mix beauty and strong drink in that young mind of yours. Leave the drinking to your elders. There’s such a thing as a tolerance for alcohol. You don’t have it. As for me—”
He emptied the glass and paused to turn the cocktail reminiscently on his tongue.
He finished the drink and took a moment to swirl the cocktail on his tongue, reminiscing.
“’Tis women’s drink,” he shook his head in condemnation. “It likes me not. It bites me not. And devil a bit of a taste is there to it.—Ah Ha, my boy,” he called to the Chinese, “mix me a highball in a long, long glass—a stiff one.”
“It's a drink for women,” he shook his head disapprovingly. “I don’t like it. It doesn’t sit well with me, and there’s hardly any taste to it.—Ah ha, my boy,” he called to the Chinese, “mix me a highball in a long, tall glass—a strong one.”
He held up four fingers horizontally to indicate the measure of liquor he would have in the glass, and, to Ah Ha’s query as to what kind of whiskey, answered, “Scotch or Irish, bourbon or rye—whichever comes nearest to hand.”
He held up four fingers horizontally to show how much liquor he wanted in the glass, and in response to Ah Ha's question about what kind of whiskey, he answered, “Scotch or Irish, bourbon or rye—whatever's easiest to grab.”
Graham shook his head to the Chinese, and laughed to the Irishman. “You’ll never drink me down, Terrence. I’ve not forgotten what you did to O’Hay.”
Graham shook his head at the Chinese and laughed at the Irishman. “You’ll never out-drink me, Terrence. I haven’t forgotten what you did to O’Hay.”
“’Twas an accident I would have you think,” was the reply. “They say when a man’s not feeling any too fit a bit of drink will hit him like a club.”
“It's just an accident, that's what I want you to believe,” was the response. “They say when a guy isn't feeling well, a little drink can hit him like a ton of bricks.”
“And you?” Graham questioned.
"And you?" Graham asked.
“Have never been hit by a club. I am a man of singularly few experiences.”
“I've never been hit by a club. I'm a guy with really few experiences.”
“But, Terrence, you were saying... about Mrs. Forrest?” Leo begged. “It sounded as if it were going to be nice.”
“But, Terrence, you were saying... about Mrs. Forrest?” Leo pleaded. “It sounded like it was going to be interesting.”
“As if it could be otherwise,” Terrence censured. “But as I was saying, ’tis a bird-like sensuousness—oh, not the little, hoppy, wagtail kind, nor yet the sleek and solemn dove, but a merry sort of bird, like the wild canaries you see bathing in the fountains, always twittering and singing, flinging the water in the sun, and glowing the golden hearts of them on their happy breasts. ’Tis like that the Little Lady is. I have observed her much.
“As if it could be any different,” Terrence scolded. “But as I was saying, it’s a bird-like sensuality—oh, not the small, hopping, wagtail type, nor the sleek and serious dove, but a cheerful kind of bird, like the wild canaries you see bathing in the fountains, always chirping and singing, splashing water in the sunlight, and shining with the golden warmth of their happy hearts. That’s what the Little Lady is like. I’ve watched her a lot.”
“Everything on the earth and under the earth and in the sky contributes to the passion of her days—the untoward purple of the ground myrtle when it has no right to aught more than pale lavender, a single red rose tossing in the bathing wind, one perfect Duchesse rose bursting from its bush into the sunshine, as she said to me, ’pink as the dawn, Terrence, and shaped like a kiss.’
“Everything on the earth, beneath the earth, and in the sky fuels the excitement of her days—the unexpected deep purple of the ground myrtle when it should only be pale lavender, a single red rose dancing in the breeze, one perfect Duchesse rose blooming from its bush into the sunlight, as she told me, ‘pink as the dawn, Terrence, and shaped like a kiss.’”
“’Tis all one with her—the Princess’s silver neigh, the sheep bells of a frosty morn, the pretty Angora goats making silky pictures on the hillside all day long, the drifts of purple lupins along the fences, the long hot grass on slope and roadside, the summer-burnt hills tawny as crouching lions—and even have I seen the sheer sensuous pleasure of the Little Lady with bathing her arms and neck in the blessed sun.”
“It’s all the same to her—the Princess’s silver horse, the sheep bells on a frosty morning, the cute Angora goats creating silky images on the hillside all day, the patches of purple lupins by the fences, the long hot grass on the slopes and roadside, the sunbaked hills as tawny as crouching lions—and I’ve even seen the pure enjoyment of the Little Lady as she bathes her arms and neck in the beautiful sun.”
“She is the soul of beauty,” Leo murmured. “One understands how men can die for women such as she.”
“She is the essence of beauty,” Leo murmured. “It’s clear why men would die for women like her.”
“And how men can live for them, and love them, the lovely things,” Terrence added. “Listen, Mr. Graham, and I’ll tell you a secret. We philosophers of the madroño grove, we wrecks and wastages of life here in the quiet backwater and easement of Dick’s munificence, are a brotherhood of lovers. And the lady of our hearts is all the one—the Little Lady. We, who merely talk and dream our days away, and who would lift never a hand for God, or country, or the devil, are pledged knights of the Little Lady.”
“And how men can live for them and love them, the beautiful things,” Terrence added. “Listen, Mr. Graham, I’ll let you in on a secret. We philosophers of the madroño grove, we are the remnants and losses of life here in the calm backwater and ease of Dick’s generosity, are a brotherhood of lovers. And the lady of our hearts is only one—the Little Lady. We, who just talk and dream our days away, and who wouldn’t lift a finger for God, or country, or the devil, are devoted knights of the Little Lady.”
“We would die for her,” Leo affirmed, slowly nodding his head.
“We would die for her,” Leo said, slowly nodding his head.
“Nay, lad, we would live for her and fight for her, dying is that easy.”
“Nah, kid, we would live for her and fight for her; dying isn’t that simple.”
Graham missed nothing of it. The boy did not understand, but in the blue eyes of the Celt, peering from under the mop of iron-gray hair, there was no mistaking the knowledge of the situation.
Graham noticed everything. The boy didn’t get it, but in the blue eyes of the Celt, looking out from beneath a messy mop of iron-gray hair, it was clear he understood what was going on.
Voices of men were heard coming down the stairs, and, as Martinez and Dar Hyal entered, Terrence was saying:
Voices of men were heard coming down the stairs, and, as Martinez and Dar Hyal entered, Terrence was saying:
“’Tis fine weather they say they’re having down at Catalina now, and I hear the tunny fish are biting splendid.”
“It's nice weather they say they're having down at Catalina now, and I hear the tuna are biting great.”
Ah Ha served cocktails around, and was kept busy, for Hancock and Froelig followed along. Terrence impartially drank stiff highballs of whatever liquor the immobile-faced Chinese elected to serve him, and discoursed fatherly to Leo on the iniquities and abominations of the flowing bowl.
Ah Ha served cocktails all around and stayed busy, as Hancock and Froelig followed. Terrence casually drank strong highballs made with whatever liquor the expressionless Chinese bartender chose to serve him, while he lectured Leo like a father about the evils and wrongs of drinking too much.
Oh My entered, a folded note in his hand, and looked about in doubt as to whom to give it.
Oh My entered, a folded note in his hand, and glanced around uncertainly, trying to figure out whom to give it to.
“Hither, wing-heeled Celestial,” Terrence waved him up.
“Hurry up, winged Celestial,” Terrence waved him over.
“’Tis a petition, couched in very proper terms,” Terrence explained, after a glance at its contents. “And Ernestine and Lute have arrived, for ’tis they that petition. Listen.” And he read: “’Oh, noble and glorious stags, two poor and lowly meek-eyed does, wandering lonely in the forest, do humbly entreat admission for the brief time before dinner to the stamping ground of the herd.’
“It's a request, phrased very politely,” Terrence said after looking at its contents. “And Ernestine and Lute have arrived, because they are the ones making the request. Listen.” And he read: “’Oh, noble and glorious stags, two poor and humble, meek-eyed does, wandering alone in the forest, do humbly ask for a brief admission before dinner to the herd's stamping ground.’”
“The metaphor is mixed,” said Terrence. “Yet have they acted well. ’Tis the rule—Dick’s rule—and a good rule it is: no petticoats in the stag-room save by the stags’ unanimous consent.—Is the herd ready for the question? All those in favor will say ’Aye.’—Contrary minded?—The ayes have it.
"The metaphor is mixed," said Terrence. "But they've acted well. It's the rule—Dick's rule—and it's a good rule: no skirts in the stag room unless all the stags agree. Is the group ready for the question? All those in favor will say 'Aye.' Anyone against? The ayes have it."
“Oh My, fleet with thy heels and bring in the ladies.”
“Oh wow, hurry up and bring in the ladies.”
“‘With sandals beaten from the crowns of kings,’” Leo added, murmuring the words reverently, loving them with his lips as his lips formed them and uttered them.
“‘With sandals made from the crowns of kings,’” Leo added, softly repeating the words with reverence, savoring them with his lips as he spoke them.
“‘Shall he tread down the altars of their night,’” Terrence completed the passage. “The man who wrote that is a great man. He is Leo’s friend, and Dick’s friend, and proud am I that he is my friend.”
“‘Will he crush their altars at night,’” Terrence finished the quote. “The guy who wrote that is amazing. He’s a friend of Leo’s and Dick’s, and I’m proud to say he’s my friend too.”
“And that other line,” Leo said. “From the same sonnet,” he explained to Graham. “Listen to the sound of it: ’To hear what song the star of morning sings’—oh, listen,” the boy went on, his voice hushed low with beauty-love for the words: “’With perished beauty in his hands as clay, Shall he restore futurity its dream—’”
“And that other line,” Leo said. “From the same sonnet,” he explained to Graham. “Listen to how it sounds: ‘To hear what song the morning star sings’—oh, listen,” the boy continued, his voice softly filled with love for the words: “‘With lost beauty in his hands like clay, Shall he bring back the dream of the future—’”
He broke off as Paula’s sisters entered, and rose shyly to greet them.
He stopped speaking as Paula’s sisters came in and stood up awkwardly to greet them.
Dinner that night was as any dinner at which the madroño sages were present. Dick was as robustly controversial as usual, locking horns with Aaron Hancock on Bergson, attacking the latter’s metaphysics in sharp realistic fashion.
Dinner that night was like any dinner when the madroño sages were around. Dick was as passionately opinionated as ever, clashing with Aaron Hancock over Bergson, critiquing the latter’s metaphysics in a straightforward, realistic manner.
“Your Bergson is a charlatan philosopher, Aaron,” Dick concluded. “He has the same old medicine-man’s bag of metaphysical tricks, all decked out and frilled with the latest ascertained facts of science.”
“Your Bergson is a fraud, Aaron,” Dick concluded. “He has the same old set of metaphysical tricks, all dressed up and embellished with the latest confirmed facts of science.”
“’Tis true,” Terrence agreed. “Bergson is a charlatan thinker. ’Tis why he is so popular—”
"That's true," Terrence agreed. "Bergson is a fraud of a thinker. That's why he's so popular—"
“I deny—” Hancock broke in.
“I deny—” Hancock interrupted.
“Wait a wee, Aaron. ’Tis a thought I have glimmered. Let me catch it before it flutters away into the azure. Dick’s caught Bergson with the goods on him, filched straight from the treasure-house of science. His very cocksureness is filched from Darwin’s morality of strength based on the survival of the fittest. And what did Bergson do with it? Touched it up with a bit of James’ pragmatism, rosied it over with the eternal hope in man’s breast that he will live again, and made it all a-shine with Nietzsche’s ‘nothing succeeds like excess—’”
“Wait a minute, Aaron. I have an idea that just came to me. Let me grab it before it flies away into the blue. Dick’s caught Bergson with clear evidence, taken straight from the vault of science. His total confidence comes from Darwin’s idea of strength based on survival of the fittest. And what did Bergson do with it? He added a touch of James’ pragmatism, brightened it up with the eternal hope that humanity will live on, and made it all shine with Nietzsche’s ‘nothing succeeds like excess—’”
“Wilde’s, you mean,” corrected Ernestine.
"Wilde's, right?" corrected Ernestine.
“Heaven knows I should have filched it for myself had you not been present,” Terrence sighed, with a bow to her. “Some day the antiquarians will decide the authorship. Personally I would say it smacked of Methuselah—But as I was saying, before I was delightfully interrupted...”
“Heaven knows I should've taken it for myself if you hadn't been here,” Terrence sighed, giving her a nod. “Someday, the collectors will figure out who wrote it. Personally, I'd say it feels like something Methuselah would write—But as I was saying before I was pleasantly interrupted...”
“Who more cocksure than Dick?” Aaron was challenging a little later; while Paula glanced significantly to Graham.
“Who’s more arrogant than Dick?” Aaron was challenging a little later, while Paula glanced meaningfully at Graham.
“I was looking at the herd of yearling stallions but yesterday,” Terrence replied, “and with the picture of the splendid beasties still in my eyes I’ll ask: And who more delivers the goods?”
“I was looking at the group of young stallions just yesterday,” Terrence replied, “and with the image of those magnificent creatures still in my mind, I’ll ask: Who else provides the best?”
“But Hancock’s objection is solid,” Martinez ventured. “It would be a mean and profitless world without mystery. Dick sees no mystery.”
“But Hancock’s objection makes sense,” Martinez said. “It would be a harsh and pointless world without mystery. Dick doesn’t see any mystery.”
“There you wrong him,” Terrence defended. “I know him well. Dick recognizes mystery, but not of the nursery-child variety. No cock-and-bull stories for him, such as you romanticists luxuriate in.”
“There you’re mistaken,” Terrence defended. “I know him well. Dick sees through mysteries, but not the kind for children. He’s not into made-up stories like you romantic types enjoy.”
“Terrence gets me,” Dick nodded. “The world will always be mystery. To me man’s consciousness is no greater mystery than the reaction of the gases that make a simple drop of water. Grant that mystery, and all the more complicated phenomena cease to be mysteries. That simple chemical reaction is like one of the axioms on which the edifice of geometry is reared. Matter and force are the everlasting mysteries, manifesting themselves in the twin mysteries of space and time. The manifestations are not mysteries—only the stuff of the manifestations, matter and force; and the theater of the manifestations, space and time.”
“Terrence understands me,” Dick nodded. “The world will always be a mystery. To me, human consciousness is no more puzzling than the reactions of the gases that create a simple drop of water. Once you accept that mystery, all the more complex phenomena stop being mysteries. That basic chemical reaction is like one of the axioms that form the foundation of geometry. Matter and energy are the eternal mysteries, showing themselves in the dual mysteries of space and time. The actual events aren’t mysteries—only the elements of those events, matter and energy; and the setting for those events, space and time.”
Dick ceased and idly watched the expressionless Ah Ha and Ah Me who chanced at the moment to be serving opposite him. Their faces did not talk, was his thought; although ten to one was a fair bet that they were informed with the same knowledge that had perturbed Oh Dear.
Dick stopped and casually observed the indifferent Ah Ha and Ah Me who happened to be serving across from him. He thought their faces didn’t say anything; although it was a good bet that they were aware of the same information that had troubled Oh Dear.
“And there you are,” Terrence was triumphing. “’Tis the perfect joy of him—never up in the air with dizzy heels. Flat on the good ground he stands, four square to fact and law, set against all airy fancies and bubbly speculations....”
“And there you are,” Terrence was celebrating. “It’s his perfect joy—never lost in the clouds with dizzying ideas. He stands solidly on the ground, grounded in reality and truth, opposed to all fanciful dreams and empty speculations...""
And as at table, so afterward that evening no one could have guessed from Dick that all was not well with him. He seemed bent on celebrating Lute’s and Ernestine’s return, refused to tolerate the heavy talk of the philosophers, and bubbled over with pranks and tricks. Paula yielded to the contagion, and aided and abetted him in his practical jokes which none escaped.
And just like at the dinner table, that evening, no one would have guessed from Dick that he was struggling. He was determined to celebrate Lute and Ernestine’s return, dismissed the serious discussions of the philosophers, and was full of pranks and tricks. Paula caught on to his energy and helped him with his practical jokes, which no one was safe from.
Choicest among these was the kiss of welcome. No man escaped it. To Graham was accorded the honor of receiving it first so that he might witness the discomfiture of the others, who, one by one, were ushered in by Dick from the patio.
Choicest among these was the welcome kiss. No man escaped it. Graham was given the honor of receiving it first so that he could see the embarrassment of the others, who were brought in one by one by Dick from the patio.
Hancock, Dick’s arm guiding him, came down the room to confront Paula and her sisters standing in a row on three chairs in the middle of the floor. He scanned them suspiciously, and insisted upon walking around behind them. But there seemed nothing unusual about them save that each wore a man’s felt hat.
Hancock, with Dick's arm directing him, walked down the room to face Paula and her sisters, who were lined up on three chairs in the center of the floor. He eyed them warily and insisted on walking around behind them. However, there didn’t seem to be anything unusual about them except that each of them was wearing a man's felt hat.
“Looks good to me,” Hancock announced, as he stood on the floor before them and looked up at them.
“Looks good to me,” Hancock said, standing on the floor in front of them and looking up at them.
“And it is good,” Dick assured him. “As representing the ranch in its fairest aspects, they are to administer the kiss of welcome. Make your choice, Aaron.”
“And it's great,” Dick assured him. “As a representation of the ranch at its best, they are here to give a warm welcome. Choose wisely, Aaron.”
Aaron, with a quick whirl to catch some possible lurking disaster at his back, demanded, “They are all three to kiss me?”
Aaron quickly turned around to check for any potential danger behind him and asked, “All three of them have to kiss me?”
“No, make your choice which is to give you the kiss.”
“No, choose which one will give you the kiss.”
“The two I do not choose will not feel that I have discriminated against them?” Aaron insisted.
“The two I don’t choose won’t feel like I’ve discriminated against them?” Aaron insisted.
“Whiskers no objection?” was his next query.
“Whiskers, no objection?” was his next question.
“Not in the way at all,” Lute told him. “I have always wondered what it would be like to kiss black whiskers.”
“Not at all,” Lute told him. “I’ve always wondered what it would be like to kiss black whiskers.”
“Here’s where all the philosophers get kissed tonight, so hurry up,” Ernestine said. “The others are waiting. I, too, have yet to be kissed by an alfalfa field.”
“Here’s where all the philosophers are getting kissed tonight, so hurry up,” Ernestine said. “The others are waiting. I still need to be kissed by an alfalfa field.”
“Whom do you choose?” Dick urged.
“Who do you choose?” Dick urged.
“As if, after that, there were any choice about it,” Hancock returned jauntily. “I kiss my lady—the Little Lady.”
“As if there were any choice after that,” Hancock replied cheerfully. “I kiss my lady—the Little Lady.”
As he put up his lips, Paula bent her head forward, and, nicely directed, from the indented crown of her hat canted a glassful of water into his face.
As he leaned in, Paula tilted her head forward, and, perfectly aimed, a glassful of water spilled from the indented crown of her hat right onto his face.
When Leo’s turn came, he bravely made his choice of Paula and nearly spoiled the show by reverently bending and kissing the hem of her gown.
When it was Leo’s turn, he confidently chose Paula and almost ruined the moment by respectfully bending down to kiss the hem of her gown.
“It will never do,” Ernestine told him. “It must be a real kiss. Put up your lips to be kissed.”
“It won't work,” Ernestine told him. “It has to be a real kiss. Lift your lips to be kissed.”
“Let the last be first and kiss me, Leo,” Lute begged, to save him from his embarrassment.
“Let the last be first and kiss me, Leo,” Lute pleaded, hoping to rescue him from his embarrassment.
He looked his gratitude, put up his lips, but without enough tilt of his head, so that he received the water from Lute’s hat down the back of his neck.
He showed his gratitude, leaned in, but didn't tilt his head enough, so the water from Lute's hat ran down the back of his neck.
“All three shall kiss me and thus shall paradise be thrice multiplied,” was Terrence’s way out of the difficulty; and simultaneously he received three crowns of water for his gallantry.
“All three will kiss me, and that will triple the paradise,” was Terrence’s solution to the problem; and at the same time, he received three crowns of water for his bravery.
Dick’s boisterousness waxed apace. His was the most care-free seeming in the world as he measured Froelig and Martinez against the door to settle the dispute that had arisen as to whether Froelig or Martinez was the taller.
Dick’s liveliness grew rapidly. He seemed the most carefree person in the world as he measured Froelig and Martinez against the door to settle the argument about who was taller, Froelig or Martinez.
“Knees straight and together, heads back,” Dick commanded.
“Knees straight and together, heads back,” Dick ordered.
And as their heads touched the wood, from the other side came a rousing thump that jarred them. The door swung open, revealing Ernestine with a padded gong-stick in either hand.
And as their heads hit the wood, a loud thump came from the other side that startled them. The door swung open, showing Ernestine with a padded gong stick in each hand.
Dick, a high-heeled satin slipper in his hand, was under a sheet with Terrence, teaching him “Brother Bob I’m bobbed” to the uproarious joy of the others, when the Masons and Watsons and all their Wickenberg following entered upon the scene.
Dick, holding a high-heeled satin slipper, was under a sheet with Terrence, teaching him “Brother Bob I’m bobbed” to everyone’s uproarious delight, when the Masons, Watsons, and all their Wickenberg crew arrived on the scene.
Whereupon Dick insisted that the young men of their party receive the kiss of welcome. Nor did he miss, in the hubbub of a dozen persons meeting as many more, Lottie Mason’s: “Oh, good evening, Mr. Graham. I thought you had gone.”
Whereupon Dick insisted that the young men in their group get a welcome kiss. He also caught, amid the chaos of a dozen people greeting just as many more, Lottie Mason saying, “Oh, good evening, Mr. Graham. I thought you had left.”
And Dick, in the midst of the confusion of settling such an influx of guests, still maintaining his exuberant jolly pose, waited for that sharp scrutiny that women have only for women. Not many moments later he saw Lottie Mason steal such a look, keen with speculation, at Paula as she chanced face to face with Graham, saying something to him.
And Dick, caught up in the chaos of accommodating so many guests, still kept his cheerful demeanor while he waited for the kind of sharp look that women only give to each other. Just a moment later, he noticed Lottie Mason give a speculative glance at Paula as she found herself face to face with Graham, saying something to him.
Not yet, was Dick’s conclusion. Lottie did not know. But suspicion was rife, and nothing, he was certain, under the circumstances, would gladden her woman’s heart more than to discover the unimpeachable Paula as womanly weak as herself.
Not yet, was Dick’s conclusion. Lottie didn’t know. But suspicion was everywhere, and nothing, he was sure, under the circumstances, would please her heart more than to find out that the flawless Paula was just as weak as she was.
Lottie Mason was a tall, striking brunette of twenty-five, undeniably beautiful, and, as Dick had learned, undeniably daring. In the not remote past, attracted by her, and, it must be submitted, subtly invited by her, he had been guilty of a philandering that he had not allowed to go as far as her wishes. The thing had not been serious on his part. Nor had he permitted it to become serious on her side. Nevertheless, sufficient flirtatious passages had taken place to impel him this night to look to her, rather than to the other Wickenberg women, for the first signals of suspicion.
Lottie Mason was a tall, striking brunette of twenty-five, undeniably beautiful and, as Dick had discovered, also quite bold. Not too long ago, drawn to her, and, it must be said, subtly encouraged by her, he had engaged in some casual flirting that he hadn’t allowed to go as far as she wanted. It hadn’t been serious for him. Nor had he let it become serious for her. Still, enough flirty moments had occurred to make him look to her, rather than the other Wickenberg women, for any signs of suspicion this evening.
“Oh, yes, he’s a beautiful dancer,” Dick, as he came up to them half an hour later, heard Lottie Mason telling little Miss Maxwell. “Isn’t he, Dick?” she appealed to him, with innocent eyes of candor through which disguise he knew she was studying him.
“Oh, yes, he’s a beautiful dancer,” Dick heard Lottie Mason telling little Miss Maxwell as he approached them half an hour later. “Isn’t he, Dick?” she asked him, with her innocent, candid eyes, through which he knew she was sizing him up.
“Who?—Graham, you must mean,” he answered with untroubled directness. “He certainly is. What do you say we start dancing and let Miss Maxwell see? Though there’s only one woman here who can give him full swing to show his paces.”
“Who?—Graham, you must mean,” he replied calmly. “He definitely is. How about we start dancing and let Miss Maxwell see? Although there’s only one woman here who can really let him show what he can do.”
“Paula, of course,” said Lottie.
“Paula, obviously,” said Lottie.
“Paula, of course. Why, you young chits don’t know how to waltz. You never had a chance to learn."—Lottie tossed her fine head. “Perhaps you learned a little before the new dancing came in,” he amended. “Anyway, I’ll get Evan and Paula started, you take me on, and I’ll wager we’ll be the only couples on the floor.”
“Paula, of course. You young ones don’t know how to waltz. You never had the chance to learn.” Lottie tossed her head dismissively. “Maybe you picked up a bit before the new dance styles took over,” he corrected himself. “Either way, I’ll get Evan and Paula started, you can dance with me, and I bet we’ll be the only couples on the floor.”
Half through the waltz, he broke it off with: “Let them have the floor to themselves. It’s worth seeing.”
Halfway through the waltz, he stopped and said, “Let them have the floor to themselves. It’s worth seeing.”
And, glowing with appreciation, he stood and watched his wife and Graham finish the dance, while he knew that Lottie, beside him, stealing side glances at him, was having her suspicions allayed.
And, beaming with gratitude, he stood and watched his wife and Graham finish the dance, while he knew that Lottie, next to him, taking quick glances at him, was having her worries put to rest.
The dancing became general, and, the evening being warm, the big doors to the patio were thrown open. Now one couple, and now another, danced out and down the long arcades where the moonlight streamed, until it became the general thing.
The dancing became widespread, and since the evening was warm, the big doors to the patio were thrown open. Now one couple, then another, danced out and down the long corridors where the moonlight flowed, until it became the usual scene.
“What a boy he is,” Paula said to Graham, as they listened to Dick descanting to all and sundry on the virtues of his new night camera. “You heard Aaron complaining at table, and Terrence explaining, his sureness. Nothing terrible has ever happened to him in his life. He has never been overthrown. His sureness has always been vindicated. As Terrence said, it has always delivered the goods. He does know, he does know, and yet he is so sure of himself, so sure of me.”
“What a boy he is,” Paula said to Graham, as they listened to Dick going on and on to everyone about the benefits of his new night camera. “You heard Aaron complaining at the table and Terrence explaining his confidence. Nothing bad has ever happened to him in his life. He has never been knocked down. His confidence has always been proven right. As Terrence said, it has always worked out. He really knows, he really knows, and yet he is so sure of himself, so sure of me.”
Graham taken away to dance with Miss Maxwell, Paula continued her train of thought to herself. Dick was not suffering so much after all. And she might have expected it. He was the cool-head, the philosopher. He would take her loss with the same equanimity as he would take the loss of Mountain Lad, as he had taken the death of Jeremy Braxton and the flooding of the Harvest mines. It was difficult, she smiled to herself, aflame as she was toward Graham, to be married to a philosopher who would not lift a hand to hold her. And it came to her afresh that one phase of Graham’s charm for her was his humanness, his flamingness. They met on common ground. At any rate, even in the heyday of their coming together in Paris, Dick had not so inflamed her. A wonderful lover he had been, too, with his gift of speech and lover’s phrases, with his love-chants that had so delighted her; but somehow it was different from this what she felt for Graham and what Graham must feel for her. Besides, she had been most young in experience of love and lovers in that long ago when Dick had burst so magnificently upon her.
Graham was taken away to dance with Miss Maxwell, and Paula continued her train of thought. Dick wasn't suffering as much as she thought. She should have expected that. He was the cool-headed one, the philosopher. He would handle her loss with the same calmness he showed when he lost Mountain Lad or when he dealt with the death of Jeremy Braxton and the flooding of the Harvest mines. It was hard, she smiled to herself, feeling so passionate about Graham, to be married to a philosopher who wouldn’t even reach out to hold her. And it hit her again that one reason she was drawn to Graham was his humanity, his passion. They connected on a deeper level. Even during their time together in Paris, Dick hadn’t sparked that kind of fire in her. He had been an amazing lover, skilled with words and sweet phrases, and his love songs had brought her so much joy; but what she felt for Graham was different, and she believed Graham felt it too. Besides, she had been incredibly inexperienced in love back then when Dick had swept into her life so dramatically.
And so thinking, she hardened toward him and recklessly permitted herself to flame toward Graham. The crowd, the gayety, the excitement, the closeness and tenderness of contact in the dancing, the summer-warm of the evening, the streaming moonlight, and the night-scents of flowers—all fanned her ardency, and she looked forward eagerly to the at least one more dance she might dare with Graham.
And so thinking, she became cold toward him and recklessly allowed herself to be drawn to Graham. The crowd, the fun, the excitement, the intimacy of dancing, the warm summer evening, the bright moonlight, and the fragrant night flowers— all stirred her passion, and she eagerly anticipated at least one more dance she could share with Graham.
“No flash light is necessary,” Dick was explaining. “It’s a German invention. Half a minute exposure under the ordinary lighting is sufficient. And the best of it is that the plate can be immediately developed just like an ordinary blue print. Of course, the drawback is one cannot print from the plate.”
“No flashlight is necessary,” Dick was explaining. “It’s a German invention. Half a minute of exposure under normal lighting is enough. And the best part is that the plate can be developed right away just like a regular blueprint. Of course, the downside is that you can't print from the plate.”
“But if it’s good, an ordinary plate can be copied from it from which prints can be made,” Ernestine amplified.
“But if it’s good, you can make a regular plate from it to create prints,” Ernestine elaborated.
She knew the huge, twenty-foot, spring snake coiled inside the camera and ready to leap out like a jack-in-the-box when Dick squeezed the bulb. And there were others who knew and who urged Dick to get the camera and make an exposure.
She knew the massive twenty-foot spring snake coiled inside the camera, ready to spring out like a jack-in-the-box when Dick squeezed the bulb. And there were others who knew and encouraged Dick to grab the camera and take a shot.
He was gone longer than he expected, for Bonbright had left on his desk several telegrams concerning the Mexican situation that needed immediate replies. Trick camera in hand, Dick returned by a short cut across the house and patio. The dancing couples were ebbing down the arcade and disappearing into the hall, and he leaned against a pillar and watched them go by. Last of all came Paula and Evan, passing so close that he could have reached out and touched them. But, though the moon shone full on him, they did not see him. They saw only each other in the tender sport of gazing.
He was away longer than he thought, since Bonbright had left several telegrams on his desk about the situation in Mexico that needed quick responses. With a trick camera in hand, Dick took a shortcut through the house and patio. The dancing couples were drifting down the arcade and disappearing into the hall, and he leaned against a pillar to watch them pass by. Last of all came Paula and Evan, walking so close that he could have reached out and touched them. But, even though the full moon shone on him, they didn't notice him. They only saw each other, lost in the sweet intimacy of staring.
The last preceding couple was already inside when the music ceased. Graham and Paula paused, and he was for giving her his arm and leading her inside, but she clung to him in sudden impulse. Man-like, cautious, he slightly resisted for a moment, but with one arm around his neck she drew his head willingly down to the kiss. It was a flash of quick passion. The next instant, Paula on his arm, they were passing in and Paula’s laugh was ringing merrily and naturally.
The last couple had already gone inside when the music stopped. Graham and Paula paused; he was about to offer her his arm and guide her in, but she suddenly clung to him. Like a typical guy, he hesitated for a moment, but with one arm around his neck, she easily pulled him down for a kiss. It was a brief moment of intense passion. In the next instant, with Paula on his arm, they walked in, and her laughter rang out cheerfully and effortlessly.
Dick clutched at the pillar and eased himself down abruptly until he sat flat on the pavement. Accompanying violent suffocation, or causing it, his heart seemed rising in his chest. He panted for air. The cursed thing rose and choked and stifled him until, in the grim turn his fancy took, it seemed to him that he chewed it between his teeth and gulped it back and down his throat along with the reviving air. He felt chilled, and was aware that he was wet with sudden sweat.
Dick grabbed the pillar and suddenly lowered himself until he was sitting flat on the pavement. Along with the intense feeling of suffocation, it felt like his heart was racing in his chest. He gasped for air. The damn thing rose up and choked him, making it feel like he was chewing on it and swallowing it down with the fresh air. He felt cold and realized he was drenched in sudden sweat.
“And who ever heard of heart disease in the Forrests?” he muttered, as, still sitting, leaning against the pillar for support, he mopped his face dry. His hand was shaking, and he felt a slight nausea from an internal quivering that still persisted.
“And who ever heard of heart disease in the Forrests?” he muttered, still sitting and leaning against the pillar for support as he wiped his face dry. His hand was shaking, and he felt a slight nausea from an internal trembling that still lingered.
It was not as if Graham had kissed her, he pondered. It was Paula who had kissed Graham. That was love, and passion. He had seen it, and as it burned again before his eyes, he felt his heart surge, and the premonitory sensation of suffocation seized him. With a sharp effort of will he controlled himself and got to his feet.
It wasn't like Graham had kissed her, he thought. It was Paula who had kissed Graham. That was love and passion. He had witnessed it, and as it ignited again in front of him, he felt his heart race, and the unsettling feeling of suffocation hit him. With a strong effort to regain control, he stood up.
“By God, it came up in my mouth and I chewed it,” he muttered. “I chewed it.”
“Seriously, it came up in my mouth and I chewed it,” he muttered. “I chewed it.”
Returning across the patio by the round-about way, he entered the lighted room jauntily enough, camera in hand, and unprepared for the reception he received.
Returning across the patio by the round-about way, he entered the lit room cheerfully, camera in hand, and unprepared for the reception he received.
“Seen a ghost?” Lute greeted.
“Seen a ghost?” Lute asked.
“Are you sick?"—"What’s the matter?” were other questions.
“Are you sick?”—“What’s wrong?” were other questions.
“What is the matter?” he countered.
“What’s the matter?” he countered.
“Your face—the look of it,” Ernestine said. “Something has happened. What is it?”
“Your face—the way it looks,” Ernestine said. “Something has happened. What’s going on?”
And while he oriented himself he did not fail to note Lottie Mason’s quick glance at the faces of Graham and Paula, nor to note that Ernestine had observed Lottie’s glance and followed it up for herself.
And as he got his bearings, he noticed Lottie Mason’s quick look at Graham and Paula's faces, as well as Ernestine catching Lottie’s glance and checking it out herself.
“Yes,” he lied. “Bad news. Just got the word. Jeremy Braxton is dead. Murdered. The Mexicans got him while he was trying to escape into Arizona.”
“Yeah,” he lied. “Bad news. Just heard. Jeremy Braxton is dead. Murdered. The Mexicans got him while he was trying to escape to Arizona.”
“Old Jeremy, God love him for the fine man he was,” Terrence said, tucking his arm in Dick’s. “Come on, old man, ’tis a stiffener you’re wanting and I’m the lad to lead you to it.”
“Old Jeremy, God bless him for the great man he was,” Terrence said, linking his arm with Dick’s. “Come on, old man, you need a drink, and I’m the guy to take you to it.”
“Oh, I’m all right,” Dick smiled, shaking his shoulders and squaring himself as if gathering himself together. “It did hit me hard for the moment. I hadn’t a doubt in the world but Jeremy would make it out all right. But they got him, and two engineers with him. They put up a devil of a fight first. They got under a cliff and stood off a mob of half a thousand for a day and night. And then the Mexicans tossed dynamite down from above. Oh, well, all flesh is grass, and there is no grass of yesteryear. Terrence, your suggestion is a good one. Lead on.”
“Oh, I’m fine,” Dick smiled, shaking his shoulders and straightening up as if to pull himself together. “It hit me pretty hard for a moment. I had no doubt that Jeremy would make it out okay. But they got him, along with two engineers. They fought like hell at first. They hid under a cliff and held off a crowd of nearly five hundred for a whole day and night. Then the Mexicans started throwing dynamite down from above. Well, all life is temporary, and there’s no going back to the past. Terrence, your idea is a good one. Go ahead.”
After a few steps he turned his head over his shoulder and called back: “Now this isn’t to stop the fun. I’ll be right back to take that photograph. You arrange the group, Ernestine, and be sure to have them under the strongest light.”
After a few steps, he glanced back and called out, “This isn’t meant to ruin the fun. I’ll be right back to take that photo. You gather everyone, Ernestine, and make sure they’re in the brightest light.”
Terrence pressed open the concealed buffet at the far end of the room and set out the glasses, while Dick turned on a wall light and studied his face in the small mirror inside the buffet door.
Terrence opened the hidden buffet at the far end of the room and arranged the glasses, while Dick switched on a wall light and checked his reflection in the small mirror inside the buffet door.
“It’s all right now, quite natural,” he announced.
“It’s all good now, totally natural,” he said.
“’Twas only a passing shade,” Terrence agreed, pouring the whiskey. “And man has well the right to take it hard the going of old friends.”
“Just a passing shadow,” Terrence agreed, pouring the whiskey. “And a person has every right to feel upset when old friends are gone.”
They toasted and drank silently.
They raised their glasses and drank silently.
“Another one,” Dick said, extending his glass.
“Another one,” Dick said, holding out his glass.
“Say ‘when,’” said the Irishman, and with imperturbable eyes he watched the rising tide of liquor in the glass.
“Say ‘when,’” said the Irishman, and with steady eyes, he watched the liquor rise in the glass.
Dick waited till it was half full.
Dick waited until it was half full.
Again they toasted and drank silently, eyes to eyes, and Dick was grateful for the offer of all his heart that he read in Terrence’s eyes.
Again they toasted and drank quietly, looking into each other's eyes, and Dick felt thankful for the heartfelt offer he saw in Terrence’s gaze.
Back in the middle of the hall, Ernestine was gayly grouping the victims, and privily, from the faces of Lottie, Paula, and Graham, trying to learn more of the something untoward that she sensed. Why had Lottie looked so immediately and searchingly at Graham and Paula?—she asked herself. And something was wrong with Paula now. She was worried, disturbed, and not in the way to be expected from the announcement of Jeremy Braxton’s death. From Graham, Ernestine could glean nothing. He was quite his ordinary self, his facetiousness the cause of much laughter to Miss Maxwell and Mrs. Watson.
In the middle of the hall, Ernestine was cheerfully grouping the victims and secretly observing the faces of Lottie, Paula, and Graham, trying to figure out what was off. Why had Lottie looked so intensely and searchingly at Graham and Paula?—she wondered. And something was up with Paula now. She seemed anxious, unsettled, and not in the way you’d expect after hearing about Jeremy Braxton’s death. From Graham, Ernestine could gather nothing. He was completely himself, his jokes making Miss Maxwell and Mrs. Watson laugh a lot.
Paula was disturbed. What had happened? Why had Dick lied? He had known of Jeremy’s death for two days. And she had never known anybody’s death so to affect him. She wondered if he had been drinking unduly. In the course of their married life she had seen him several times in liquor. He carried it well, the only noticeable effects being a flush in his eyes and a loosening of his tongue to whimsical fancies and extemporized chants. Had he, in his trouble, been drinking with the iron-headed Terrence down in the stag room? She had found them all assembled there just before dinner. The real cause for Dick’s strangeness never crossed her mind, if, for no other reason, than that he was not given to spying.
Paula was upset. What had happened? Why had Dick lied? He had known about Jeremy’s death for two days. And she had never seen anyone’s death affect him like this. She wondered if he had been drinking too much. Throughout their marriage, she had seen him drunk a few times. He handled it well, with the main signs being a flush in his eyes and a tendency to ramble with quirky ideas and spontaneous songs. Had he, in his distress, been drinking with the hard-headed Terrence down in the bar? She had found them all gathered there just before dinner. The real reason for Dick’s odd behavior never occurred to her, if for no other reason than that he wasn’t the type to snoop.
He came back, laughing heartily at a joke of Terrence’s, and beckoned Graham to join them while Terrence repeated it. And when the three had had their laugh, he prepared to take the picture. The burst of the huge snake from the camera and the genuine screams of the startled women served to dispel the gloom that threatened, and next Dick was arranging a tournament of peanut-carrying.
He returned, laughing loudly at one of Terrence’s jokes, and waved for Graham to join them as Terrence told it again. Once the three of them had shared a laugh, he got ready to take the picture. The flash from the big camera and the real screams from the startled women broke the tension that was building, and then Dick started organizing a peanut-carrying tournament.
From chair to chair, placed a dozen yards apart, the feat was with a table knife to carry the most peanuts in five minutes. After the preliminary try-out, Dick chose Paula for his partner, and challenged the world, Wickenberg and the madroño grove included. Many boxes of candy were wagered, and in the end he and Paula won out against Graham and Ernestine, who had proved the next best couple. Demands for a speech changed to clamor for a peanut song. Dick complied, beating the accent, Indian fashion, with stiff-legged hops and hand-slaps on thighs.
From chair to chair, set about a dozen yards apart, the challenge was to carry the most peanuts in five minutes using a table knife. After some practice, Dick chose Paula as his partner and took on the competition, including Wickenberg and the madroño grove. They wagered a lot of boxes of candy, and in the end, he and Paula came out on top against Graham and Ernestine, who were the next best couple. Instead of a speech, people started asking for a peanut song. Dick went along with it, keeping time like an Indian with stiff-legged hops and hand slaps on his thighs.
“I am Dick Forrest, son of Richard the Lucky, Son of Jonathan the Puritan, son of John who was a sea-rover, as his father Albert before him, who was the son of Mortimer, a pirate who was hanged in chains and died without issue.
“I am Dick Forrest, son of Richard the Lucky, son of Jonathan the Puritan, son of John who was a sea-rover, just like his father Albert before him, who was the son of Mortimer, a pirate who was hanged in chains and died without leaving any heirs.”
“I am the last of the Forrests, but first of the peanut-carriers. Neither Nimrod nor Sandow has anything on me. I carry the peanuts on a knife, a silver knife. The peanuts are animated by the devil. I carry the peanuts with grace and celerity and in quantity. The peanut never sprouted that can best me.
“I am the last of the Forrests, but the first of the peanut-carriers. Neither Nimrod nor Sandow can compete with me. I carry the peanuts on a knife, a silver knife. The peanuts are possessed by the devil. I carry the peanuts with style and speed and in large amounts. No peanut has ever sprouted that can outdo me.
“The peanuts roll. The peanuts roll. Like Atlas who holds the world, I never let them fall. Not every one can carry peanuts. I am God-gifted. I am master of the art. It is a fine art. The peanuts roll, the peanuts roll, and I carry them on forever.
“The peanuts roll. The peanuts roll. Like Atlas who holds the world, I never let them fall. Not everyone can carry peanuts. I have a special talent. I am a master of the craft. It is a fine art. The peanuts roll, the peanuts roll, and I carry them on forever.”
“Aaron is a philosopher. He cannot carry peanuts. Ernestine is a blonde. She cannot carry peanuts. Evan is a sportsman. He drops peanuts. Paula is my partner. She fumbles peanuts. Only I, I, by the grace of God and my own cleverness, carry peanuts.
“Aaron is a philosopher. He can't carry peanuts. Ernestine is a blonde. She can't carry peanuts. Evan is an athlete. He drops peanuts. Paula is my partner. She fumbles peanuts. Only I, by the grace of God and my own cleverness, can carry peanuts."
“When anybody has had enough of my song, throw something at me. I am proud. I am tireless. I can sing on forever. I shall sing on forever.
“When anyone gets tired of my song, throw something at me. I'm proud. I'm relentless. I can sing forever. I will sing forever."
“Here beginneth the second canto. When I die, bury me in a peanut patch. While I live—”
“Here begins the second canto. When I die, bury me in a peanut patch. While I’m alive—”
The expected avalanche of cushions quenched his song but not his ebullient spirits, for he was soon in a corner with Lottie Mason and Paula concocting a conspiracy against Terrence.
The sudden rush of cushions cut off his song, but it didn’t dampen his high spirits, as he quickly found himself in a corner with Lottie Mason and Paula plotting against Terrence.
And so the evening continued to be danced and joked and played away. At midnight supper was served, and not till two in the morning were the Wickenbergers ready to depart. While they were getting on their wraps, Paula was proposing for the following afternoon a trip down to the Sacramento River to look over Dick’s experiment in rice-raising.
And so the evening went on with dancing, jokes, and games. At midnight, dinner was served, and it wasn’t until two in the morning that the Wickenbergers were ready to leave. While they were putting on their coats, Paula suggested a trip to the Sacramento River the next afternoon to check out Dick’s rice-raising experiment.
“I had something else in view,” he told her. “You know the mountain pasture above Sycamore Creek. Three yearlings have been killed there in the last ten days.”
“I had something else in mind,” he told her. “You know the mountain pasture above Sycamore Creek. Three yearlings have been killed there in the last ten days.”
“Mountain lions!” Paula cried.
"Mountain lions!" Paula yelled.
“Two at least.—Strayed in from the north,” he explained to Graham. “They sometimes do that. We got three five years ago.—Moss and Hartley will be there with the dogs waiting. They’ve located two of the beasts. What do you say all of you join me. We can leave right after lunch.”
“Two at least. They wandered in from the north,” he explained to Graham. “They sometimes do that. We got three five years ago. Moss and Hartley will be there with the dogs waiting. They’ve found two of the animals. What do you all say you join me? We can leave right after lunch.”
“Let me have Mollie?” Lute asked.
“Can I have Mollie?” Lute asked.
“And you can ride Altadena,” Paula told Ernestine.
“And you can ride Altadena,” Paula told Ernestine.
Quickly the mounts were decided upon, Froelig and Martinez agreeing to go, but promising neither to shoot well nor ride well.
Quickly, they picked their horses, with Froelig and Martinez agreeing to join, but both promising they wouldn’t shoot well or ride well.
All went out to see the Wickenbergers off, and, after the machines were gone, lingered to make arrangements for the hunting.
All of them went out to see the Wickenbergers off, and after the vehicles left, they stuck around to plan for the hunting trip.
“Good night, everybody,” Dick said, as they started to move inside. “I’m going to take a look at Alden Bessie before I turn in. Hennessy is sitting up with her. Remember, you girls, come to lunch in your riding togs, and curses on the head of whoever’s late.”
“Good night, everyone,” Dick said, as they began to head inside. “I’m going to check on Alden Bessie before I go to bed. Hennessy is staying up with her. Remember, you girls, come to lunch in your riding clothes, and curses on whoever is late.”
The ancient dam of the Fotherington Princess was in a serious way, but Dick would not have made the visit at such an hour, save that he wanted to be by himself and that he could not nerve himself for a chance moment alone with Paula so soon after what he had overseen in the patio.
The old dam of the Fotherington Princess was in bad shape, but Dick wouldn’t have gone there at that time unless he wanted to be alone and couldn’t bring himself to face a brief moment alone with Paula so soon after what he had witnessed in the patio.
Light steps in the gravel made him turn his head. Ernestine caught up with him and took his arm.
Light footsteps on the gravel made him turn his head. Ernestine caught up with him and took his arm.
“Poor old Alden Bessie,” she explained. “I thought I’d go along.”
“Poor old Alden Bessie,” she said. “I thought I’d join in.”
Dick, still acting up to his night’s rôle, recalled to her various funny incidents of the evening, and laughed and chuckled with reminiscent glee.
Dick, still playing the part from that night, reminded her of various funny moments from the evening and laughed and chuckled with happy memories.
“Dick,” she said in the first pause, “you are in trouble.” She could feel him stiffen, and hurried on: “What can I do? You know you can depend on me. Tell me.”
“Dick,” she said during the first break, “you’re in trouble.” She could feel him tense up and quickly added, “What can I do? You know you can count on me. Just tell me.”
“Yes, I’ll tell you,” he answered. “Just one thing.” She pressed his arm gratefully. “I’ll have a telegram sent you to-morrow. It will be urgent enough, though not too serious. You will just bundle up and depart with Lute.”
“Yes, I’ll tell you,” he replied. “Just one thing.” She squeezed his arm with gratitude. “I’ll send you a telegram tomorrow. It’ll be urgent, but not too serious. You just need to pack your things and leave with Lute.”
“Is that all?” she faltered.
"Is that it?" she faltered.
“It will be a great favor.”
“It would be a big favor.”
“You won’t talk with me?” she protested, quivering under the rebuff.
“You're not going to talk to me?” she said, trembling from the rejection.
“I’ll have the telegram come so as to rout you out of bed. And now never mind Alden Bessie. You run a long in. Good night.”
“I’ll have the telegram sent to wake you up. And forget about Alden Bessie. You just run along. Good night.”
He kissed her, gently thrust her toward the house, and went on his way.
He kissed her, gently pushed her toward the house, and continued on his way.
Chapter XXX
On the way back from the sick mare, Dick paused once to listen to the restless stamp of Mountain Lad and his fellows in the stallion barn. In the quiet air, from somewhere up the hills, came the ringing of a single bell from some grazing animal. A cat’s-paw of breeze fanned him with sudden balmy warmth. All the night was balmy with the faint and almost aromatic scent of ripening grain and drying grass. The stallion stamped again, and Dick, with a deep breath and realization that never had he more loved it all, looked up and circled the sky-line where the crests of the mountains blotted the field of stars.
On the way back from the sick mare, Dick paused to listen to the restless stamping of Mountain Lad and the other stallions in the barn. In the still air, he could hear the sound of a single bell ringing from some grazing animal up in the hills. A gentle breeze brushed against him, bringing a sudden wave of warmth. The night was warm with the faint, almost sweet smell of ripening grain and drying grass. The stallion stamped again, and Dick, taking a deep breath, realized he had never loved this place more. He looked up and traced the skyline where the mountain peaks interrupted the starry field above.
“No, Cato,” he mused aloud. “One cannot agree with you. Man does not depart from life as from an inn. He departs as from a dwelling, the one dwelling he will ever know. He departs ... nowhere. It is good night. For him the Noiseless One ... and the dark.”
“No, Cato,” he thought out loud. “I can’t agree with you. A person doesn’t leave life like leaving an inn. They leave it like leaving a home, the only home they will ever know. They go ... nowhere. It’s good night. For them, the Silent One ... and the dark.”
He made as if to start, but once again the stamp of the stallions held him, and the hillside bell rang out. He drew a deep inhalation through his nostrils of the air of balm, and loved it, and loved the fair land of his devising.
He pretended to leave, but once again the power of the stallions stopped him, and the hillside bell rang out. He took a deep breath, inhaling the fragrant air, and cherished it, along with the beautiful land of his creation.
“‘I looked into time and saw none of me there,’” he quoted, then capped it, smiling, with a second quotation: “’She gat me nine great sons.... The other nine were daughters.’”
“‘I looked into time and didn't see myself there,’” he quoted, then added with a smile, “’She gave me nine great sons.... The other nine were daughters.’”
Back at the house, he did not immediately go in, but stood a space gazing at the far flung lines of it. Nor, inside, did he immediately go to his own quarters. Instead, he wandered through the silent rooms, across the patios, and along the dim-lit halls. His frame of mind was as of one about to depart on a journey. He pressed on the lights in Paula’s fairy patio, and, sitting in an austere Roman seat of marble, smoked a cigarette quite through while he made his plans.
Back at the house, he didn’t go in right away but took a moment to look at the distant outline of it. Once inside, he didn’t head straight to his own room either. Instead, he strolled through the quiet rooms, across the patios, and down the dimly lit halls. His mindset was that of someone getting ready to leave on a trip. He turned on the lights in Paula’s fairy patio and, sitting in a simple marble Roman chair, smoked a cigarette all the way through while he made his plans.
Oh, he would do it nicely enough. He could pull off a hunting accident that would fool the world. Trust him not to bungle it. Next day would be the day, in the woods above Sycamore Creek. Grandfather Jonathan Forrest, the straight-laced Puritan, had died of a hunting accident. For the first time Dick doubted that accident. Well, if it hadn’t been an accident, the old fellow had done it well. It had never been hinted in the family that it was aught but an accident.
Oh, he would handle it perfectly. He could stage a hunting accident that would deceive everyone. You could count on him not to mess it up. The next day would be the day, in the woods above Sycamore Creek. Grandfather Jonathan Forrest, the uptight Puritan, had died from a hunting accident. For the first time, Dick questioned whether it was really an accident. Well, if it wasn’t an accident, the old man had executed it flawlessly. It had never been suggested in the family that it was anything but an accident.
His hand on the button to turn off the lights, Dick delayed a moment for a last look at the marble babies that played in the fountain and among the roses.
His hand hovered over the switch to turn off the lights as Dick paused for a moment to take one last look at the marble cherubs playing in the fountain and among the roses.
“So long, younglings,” he called softly to them. “You’re the nearest I ever came to it.”
“So long, kids,” he said softly to them. “You’re the closest I ever got to it.”
From his sleeping porch he looked across the big patio to Paula’s porch. There was no light. The chance was she slept.
From his sleeping porch, he looked across the large patio to Paula’s porch. There was no light. She probably slept.
On the edge of the bed, he found himself with one shoe unlaced, and, smiling at his absentness, relaced it. What need was there for him to sleep? It was already four in the morning. He would at least watch his last sunrise. Last things were coming fast. Already had he not dressed for the last time? And the bath of the previous morning would be his last. Mere water could not stay the corruption of death. He would have to shave, however—a last vanity, for the hair did continue to grow for a time on dead men’s faces.
On the edge of the bed, he realized he had one shoe unlaced and, chuckling at his absent-mindedness, he laced it up again. Why did he even need to sleep? It was already four in the morning. He might as well watch his last sunrise. The end was approaching quickly. Hadn’t he already dressed for the last time? And the bath he took the morning before would be his last. Plain water couldn't stop the decay of death. He would have to shave, though—a final act of vanity, since hair still grew for a while on the faces of the dead.
He brought a copy of his will from the wall-safe to his desk and read it carefully. Several minor codicils suggested themselves, and he wrote them out in long-hand, pre-dating them six months as a precaution. The last was the endowment of the sages of the madroño grove with a fellowship of seven.
He took a copy of his will from the wall safe and read it closely. He thought of a few minor amendments and wrote them down in longhand, dating them six months earlier just to be safe. The last one was to provide a fellowship of seven to the scholars of the madroño grove.
He ran through his life insurance policies, verifying the permitted suicide clause in each one; signed the tray of letters that had waited his signature since the previous morning; and dictated a letter into the phonograph to the publisher of his books. His desk cleaned, he scrawled a quick summary of income and expense, with all earnings from the Harvest mines deducted. He transposed the summary into a second summary, increasing the expense margins, and cutting down the income items to an absurdest least possible. Still the result was satisfactory.
He went through his life insurance policies, checking the allowed suicide clause in each one; signed the stack of letters that had been waiting for his signature since the morning before; and dictated a letter into the recording device for the publisher of his books. With his desk cleaned up, he jotted down a quick summary of income and expenses, subtracting all earnings from the Harvest mines. He then transformed the summary into a second version, inflating the expense margins and drastically reducing the income entries to the bare minimum. Even so, the outcome was acceptable.
He tore up the sheets of figures and wrote out a program for the future handling of the Harvest situation. He did it sketchily, with casual tentativeness, so that when it was found among the papers there would be no suspicions. In the same fashion he worked out a line-breeding program for the Shires, and an in-breeding table, up and down, for Mountain Lad and the Fotherington Princess and certain selected individuals of their progeny.
He ripped up the sheets of numbers and wrote out a plan for managing the Harvest situation going forward. He did it in a rough, hesitant way, so that if it was discovered among the papers, there would be no red flags. Similarly, he developed a breeding program for the Shires and created an in-breeding chart for Mountain Lad, the Fotherington Princess, and a few chosen individuals from their offspring.
When Oh My came in with coffee at six, Dick was on his last paragraph of his scheme for rice-growing.
When Oh My walked in with coffee at six, Dick was finishing up the last paragraph of his plan for rice-growing.
“Although the Italian rice may be worth experimenting with for quick maturity,” he wrote, “I shall for a time confine the main plantings in equal proportions to Moti, Ioko, and the Wateribune. Thus, with different times of maturing, the same crews and the same machinery, with the same overhead, can work a larger acreage than if only one variety is planted.”
“Even though Italian rice might be worth trying for its quick maturity,” he wrote, “I will, for now, focus the main plantings equally on Moti, Ioko, and Wateribune. This way, with different maturation times, the same crews and machinery, with the same costs, can cover a larger area than if we only planted one variety.”
Oh My served the coffee at his desk, and made no sign even after a glance to the porch at the bed which had not been slept in—all of which control Dick permitted himself privily to admire.
Oh My served the coffee at his desk and didn’t show any reaction, even after glancing at the porch where the bed hadn’t been slept in—all of which Dick privately admired.
At six-thirty the telephone rang and he heard Hennessy’s tired voice: “I knew you’d be up and glad to know Alden Bessie’s pulled through. It was a squeak, though. And now it’s me for the hay.”
At 6:30, the phone rang, and he heard Hennessy's exhausted voice: "I knew you'd be awake and happy to hear Alden Bessie's made it. It was a close call, though. And now it's time for me to tackle the hay."
When Dick had shaved, he looked at the shower, hesitated a moment, then his face set stubbornly. I’m darned if I will, was his thought; a sheer waste of time. He did, however, change his shoes to a pair of heavy, high-laced ones fit for the roughness of hunting. He was at his desk again, looking over the notes in his scribble pads for the morning’s work, when Paula entered. She did not call her “Good morning, merry gentleman”; but came quite close to him before she greeted him softly with:
When Dick finished shaving, he looked at the shower, hesitated for a moment, then his expression became determined. I’m not going to waste my time, he thought. However, he did switch his shoes to a sturdy pair of high-laced ones suitable for hunting. He was back at his desk, reviewing the notes in his scribble pads for the morning’s work, when Paula walked in. She didn’t say, “Good morning, merry gentleman”; instead, she approached him closely and greeted him softly with:
“The Acorn-planter. Ever tireless, never weary Red Cloud.”
“The Acorn-planter. Always hardworking, never tired Red Cloud.”
He noted the violet-blue shadows under her eyes, as he arose, without offering to touch her. Nor did she offer invitation.
He noticed the dark blueish-purple shadows under her eyes as he got up, without reaching out to her. She didn’t invite him either.
“A white night?” he asked, as he placed a chair.
“A white night?” he asked, as he set down a chair.
“A white night,” she answered wearily. “Not a second’s sleep, though I tried so hard.”
“A white night,” she replied tiredly. “Not a moment of sleep, even though I tried really hard.”
Both were reluctant of speech, and they labored under a mutual inability to draw their eyes away from each other.
Both were hesitant to speak, and they struggled with a shared inability to look away from each other.
“You ... you don’t look any too fit yourself,” she said.
“You ... you don’t look in great shape yourself,” she said.
“Yes, my face,” he nodded. “I was looking at it while I shaved. The expression won’t come off.”
“Yeah, my face,” he nodded. “I was looking at it while I shaved. The expression just won’t go away.”
“Something happened to you last night,” she probed, and he could not fail to see the same compassion in her eyes that he had seen in Oh Dear’s. “Everybody remarked your expression. What was it?”
“Something happened to you last night,” she asked, and he couldn't help but notice the same compassion in her eyes that he had seen in Oh Dear’s. “Everyone noticed your expression. What was it?”
He shrugged his shoulders. “It has been coming on for some time,” he evaded, remembering that the first hint of it had been given him by Paula’s portrait of him. “You’ve noticed it?” he inquired casually.
He shrugged. “It’s been building up for a while,” he avoided, recalling that the first sign of it had come from Paula’s portrait of him. “Have you noticed it?” he asked casually.
She nodded, then was struck by a sudden thought. He saw the idea leap to life ere her words uttered it.
She nodded, then was hit by a sudden thought. He saw the idea come to life before she even said it.
“Dick, you haven’t an affair?”
"Dick, you haven't had an affair?"
It was a way out. It would straighten all the tangle. And hope was in her voice and in her face.
It was an escape. It would unravel all the mess. And there was hope in her voice and on her face.
He smiled, shook his head slowly, and watched her disappointment.
He smiled, shook his head slowly, and observed her disappointment.
“I take it back,” he said. “I have an affair.”
"I take it back," he said. "I'm having an affair."
“Of the heart?”
“From the heart?”
She was eager, as he answered, “Of the heart.”
She was eager as he replied, “Of the heart.”
But she was not prepared for what came next. He abruptly drew his chair close, till his knees touched hers, and, leaning forward, quickly but gently prisoned her hands in his resting on her knees.
But she wasn't ready for what happened next. He suddenly pulled his chair closer, until his knees brushed against hers, and, leaning in, quickly but gently held her hands in his, resting on her knees.
“Don’t be alarmed, little bird-woman,” he quieted her. “I shall not kiss you. It is a long time since I have. I want to tell you about that affair. But first I want to tell you how proud I am—proud of myself. I am proud that I am a lover. At my age, a lover! It is unbelievable, and it is wonderful. And such a lover! Such a curious, unusual, and quite altogether remarkable lover. In fact, I have laughed all the books and all biology in the face. I am a monogamist. I love the woman, the one woman. After a dozen years of possession I love her quite madly, oh, so sweetly madly.”
“Don’t worry, little bird-woman,” he calmed her down. “I won’t kiss you. It’s been a long time since I have. I want to share something about that situation. But first, I want to tell you how proud I am—proud of myself. I’m proud to be a lover. At my age, a lover! It’s unbelievable, and it’s amazing. And what a lover! Such a curious, unusual, and overall remarkable lover. In fact, I’ve laughed in the face of all the books and all of biology. I’m a monogamist. I love the woman, the one woman. After a dozen years of being together, I love her completely, oh, so sweetly madly.”
Her hands communicated her disappointment to him, making a slight, impulsive flutter to escape; but he held them more firmly.
Her hands expressed her disappointment to him, making a small, impulsive motion to pull away; but he held them more tightly.
“I know her every weakness, and, weakness and strength and all, I love her as madly as I loved her at the first, in those mad moments when I first held her in my arms.”
“I know all her weaknesses, and despite those weaknesses and strengths, I love her just as passionately as I did when I first held her in my arms during those crazy moments.”
Her hands were mutinous of the restraint he put upon them, and unconsciously she was beginning to pull and tug to be away from him. Also, there was fear in her eyes. He knew her fastidiousness, and he guessed, with the other man’s lips recent on hers, that she feared a more ardent expression on his part.
Her hands were rebellious against the restraint he placed on them, and without realizing it, she started to pull and tug to get away from him. There was also fear in her eyes. He understood her carefulness, and he guessed that with the other man's lips still fresh on hers, she was afraid of a more passionate reaction from him.
“And please, please be not frightened, timid, sweet, beautiful, proud, little bird-woman. See. I release you. Know that I love you most dearly, and that I am considering you as well as myself, and before myself, all the while.”
“And please, please don’t be scared, shy, sweet, beautiful, proud, little bird-woman. Look. I’m setting you free. Know that I love you very much, and I’m thinking of you as much as I think of myself, and even before myself, all the time.”
He drew his chair away from her, leaned back, and saw confidence grow in her eyes.
He pulled his chair away from her, leaned back, and saw confidence build in her eyes.
“I shall tell you all my heart,” he continued, “and I shall want you to tell me all your heart.”
“I’ll share everything I feel with you,” he continued, “and I want you to share everything you feel with me.”
“This love for me is something new?” she asked. “A recrudescence?”
“This love for me is something new?” she asked. “A comeback?”
“Yes, a recrudescence, and no.”
“Yes, a resurgence, and no.”
“I thought that for a long time I had been a habit to you,” she said.
“I thought I had become a habit to you for a long time,” she said.
“But I was loving you all the time.”
“But I was loving you the whole time.”
“Not madly.”
"Not crazy."
“No,” he acknowledged. “But with certainty. I was so sure of you, of myself. It was, to me, all a permanent and forever established thing. I plead guilty. But when that permanency was shaken, all my love for you fired up. It was there all the time, a steady, long-married flame.”
“No,” he said. “But I’m sure of it. I was so confident in you, in myself. It felt, to me, like a permanent and established bond. I admit that. But when that stability was shaken, all my love for you reignited. It was always there, a steady, long-married flame.”
“But about me?” she demanded.
“But what about me?” she demanded.
“That is what we are coming to. I know your worry right now, and of a minute ago. You are so intrinsically honest, so intrinsically true, that the thought of sharing two men is abhorrent to you. I have not misread you. It is a long time since you have permitted me any love-touch.” He shrugged his shoulders “And an equally long time since I offered you a love-touch.”
“That’s where we’re headed. I understand your concern right now, and what you were thinking a moment ago. You’re so fundamentally honest and authentic that the idea of being with two men feels repulsive to you. I haven’t misunderstood you. It’s been a long time since you’ve let me show you any affection.” He shrugged. “And it’s been just as long since I’ve offered you any affection.”
“Then you have known from the first?” she asked quickly.
“Then you have known from the beginning?” she asked quickly.
He nodded.
He agreed.
“Possibly,” he added, with an air of judicious weighing, “I sensed it coming before even you knew it. But we will not go into that or other things.”
“Maybe,” he added, thoughtfully considering, “I felt it coming before you even realized it. But let’s not dive into that or anything else.”
“You have seen...” she attempted to ask, stung almost to shame at thought of her husband having witnessed any caress of hers and Graham’s.
“You’ve seen...” she tried to ask, feeling almost ashamed at the thought of her husband having witnessed any affection between her and Graham.
“We will not demean ourselves with details, Paula. Besides, there was and is nothing wrong about any of it. Also, it was not necessary for me to see anything. I have my memories of when I, too, kissed stolen kisses in the pause of the seconds between the frank, outspoken ’Good nights.’ When all the signs of ripeness are visible—the love-shades and love-notes that cannot be hidden, the unconscious caress of the eyes in a fleeting glance, the involuntary softening of voices, the cuckoo-sob in the throat—why, the night-parting kiss does not need to be seen. It has to be. Still further, oh my woman, know that I justify you in everything.”
“We won’t embarrass ourselves with details, Paula. Besides, there was and is nothing wrong with any of it. Plus, I didn’t need to see anything. I have my memories of when I, too, stole kisses during the moments between the honest, straightforward 'Good nights.' When all the signs of love are clear—the subtle hints and notes of affection that can’t be hidden, the unintentional brush of the eyes in a quick glance, the softening of voices, the lump in the throat—well, the goodbye kiss doesn’t need to be seen. It just is. And also, oh my woman, know that I support you in everything.”
“It... it was not ever... much,” she faltered.
“It... it was never... much,” she hesitated.
“I should have been surprised if it had been. It couldn’t have been you. As it is, I have been surprised. After our dozen years it was unexpected—”
“I would have been surprised if it had been. It couldn’t have been you. As it is, I am surprised. After our twelve years, it was unexpected—”
“Dick,” she interrupted him, leaning toward him and searching him. She paused to frame her thought, and then went on with directness. “In our dozen years, will you say it has never been any more with you?”
“Dick,” she interrupted him, leaning in and searching his eyes. She took a moment to gather her thoughts, then continued plainly. “In our twelve years together, would you say it has never been any different for you?”
“I have told you that I justify you in everything,” he softened his reply.
“I’ve told you that I support you in everything,” he softened his response.
“But you have not answered my question,” she insisted. “Oh, I do not mean mere flirtatious passages, bits of primrose philandering. I mean unfaithfulness and I mean it technically. In the past you have?”
“But you still haven't answered my question,” she insisted. “Oh, I don't mean just playful flirting or a bit of lighthearted cheating. I mean unfaithfulness, and I mean it seriously. Have you been unfaithful in the past?”
“In the past,” he answered, “not much, and not for a long, long time.”
“In the past,” he replied, “not much, and definitely not for a long, long time.”
“I often wondered,” she mused.
“I often wondered,” she reflected.
“And I have told you I justify you in everything,” he reiterated. “And now you know where lies the justification.”
“And I’ve told you I support you in everything,” he repeated. “And now you know where the justification is.”
“Then by the same token I had a similar right,” she said. “Though I haven’t, Dick, I haven’t,” she hastened to add. “Well, anyway, you always did preach the single standard.”
“Then by the same token, I had a similar right,” she said. “Though I haven’t, Dick, I haven’t,” she quickly added. “Well, anyway, you always did promote the single standard.”
“Alas, not any longer,” he smiled. “One’s imagination will conjure, and in the past few weeks I’ve been forced to change my mind.”
“Unfortunately, not anymore,” he smiled. “One’s imagination can create anything, and in the past few weeks, I’ve had to change my mind.”
“You mean that you demand I must be faithful?”
"You mean that you expect me to be faithful?"
He nodded and said, “So long as you live with me.”
He nodded and said, “As long as you live with me.”
“But where’s the equity?”
“But where’s the fairness?”
“There isn’t any equity,” he shook his head. “Oh, I know it seems a preposterous change of view. But at this late day I have made the discovery of the ancient truth that women are different from men. All I have learned of book and theory goes glimmering before the everlasting fact that the women are the mothers of our children. I... I still had my hopes of children with you, you see. But that’s all over and done with. The question now is, what’s in your heart? I have told you mine. And afterward we can determine what is to be done.”
“There’s no equality,” he shook his head. “I know it sounds crazy to think this way. But at this point, I’ve realized the timeless truth that women are different from men. Everything I’ve learned from books and theories fades away in light of the simple fact that women are the mothers of our children. I... I still had hopes of having kids with you, you see. But that’s all finished now. The question is, what do you feel? I’ve shared my feelings. Then we can figure out what to do next.”
“Oh, Dick,” she breathed, after silence had grown painful, “I do love you, I shall always love you. You are my Red Cloud. Why, do you know, only yesterday, out on your sleeping porch, I turned my face to the wall. It was terrible. It didn’t seem right. I turned it out again, oh so quickly.”
“Oh, Dick,” she sighed after the silence became uncomfortable, “I really love you, and I always will. You’re my Red Cloud. You know, just yesterday, out on your sleeping porch, I faced the wall. It felt awful. It didn’t feel right. I turned my face back so quickly.”
He lighted a cigarette and waited.
He lit a cigarette and waited.
“But you have not told me what is in your heart, all of it,” he chided finally.
“But you still haven’t shared what’s in your heart, all of it,” he pressed finally.
“I do love you,” she repeated.
“I really love you,” she said again.
“And Evan?”
"And Evan?"
“That is different. It is horrible to have to talk this way to you. Besides, I don’t know. I can’t make up my mind what is in my heart.”
“That’s different. It’s awful to have to talk to you this way. Plus, I don’t know. I can’t decide what’s in my heart.”
“Love? Or amorous adventure? It must be one or the other.”
“Love? Or a romantic fling? It has to be one or the other.”
She shook her head.
She nodded no.
“Can’t you understand?” she asked. “That I don’t understand? You see, I am a woman. I have never sown any wild oats. And now that all this has happened, I don’t know what to make of it. Shaw and the rest must be right. Women are hunting animals. You are both big game. I can’t help it. It is a challenge to me. And I find I am a puzzle to myself. All my concepts have been toppled over by my conduct. I want you. I want Evan. I want both of you. It is not amorous adventure, oh believe me. And if by any chance it is, and I do not know it—no, it isn’t, I know it isn’t.”
“Can’t you get it?” she asked. “That I don’t get it? Look, I’m a woman. I’ve never played around. And now that all this has happened, I’m not sure what to think. Shaw and the others must be right. Women are like hunters. You both are big game. I can’t help it. It feels like a challenge to me. And I realize I don’t understand myself. Everything I believed has been turned upside down by my actions. I want you. I want Evan. I want both of you. It’s not just a romantic adventure, oh believe me. And if it somehow is, and I don’t know it—no, it’s not. I know it’s not.”
“Then it is love.”
"Then it's love."
“But I do love you, Red Cloud.”
“But I really love you, Red Cloud.”
“And you say you love him. You can’t love both of us.”
“And you say you love him. You can’t love both of us.”
“But I can. I do. I do love both of you.—Oh, I am straight. I shall be straight. I must work this out. I thought you might help me. That is why I came to you this morning. There must be some solution.”
“But I can. I do. I love both of you.—Oh, I am straight. I will be straight. I have to figure this out. I thought you could help me. That's why I came to you this morning. There has to be some solution.”
She looked at him appealingly as he answered, “It is one or the other, Evan or me. I cannot imagine any other solution.”
She looked at him with hopeful eyes as he replied, “It’s either Evan or me. I can’t see any other solution.”
“That’s what he says. But I can’t bring myself to it. He was for coming straight to you. I would not permit him. He has wanted to go, but I held him here, hard as it was on both of you, in order to have you together, to compare you two, to weigh you in my heart. And I get nowhere. I want you both. I can’t give either of you up.”
“That’s what he says. But I can’t bring myself to do it. He wanted to come straight to you. I wouldn’t let him. He’s wanted to leave, but I kept him here, as tough as it was on both of you, so I could have you together, to compare you two, to weigh you in my heart. And I’m getting nowhere. I want you both. I can’t give either of you up.”
“Unfortunately, as you see,” Dick began, a slight twinkle in his eyes, “while you may be polyandrously inclined, we stupid male men cannot reconcile ourselves to such a situation.”
“Unfortunately, as you can see,” Dick started, a slight twinkle in his eyes, “while you might be into polyandry, we clueless guys just can't wrap our heads around that.”
“Don’t be cruel, Dick,” she protested.
“Don’t be mean, Dick,” she protested.
“Forgive me. It was not so meant. It was out of my own hurt—an effort to bear it with philosophical complacence.”
“Forgive me. That wasn’t my intention. It came from my own pain—an attempt to deal with it calmly.”
“I have told him that he was the only man I had ever met who is as great as my husband, and that my husband is greater.”
“I told him he was the only man I’ve ever met who is as great as my husband, and that my husband is even greater.”
“That was loyalty to me, yes, and loyalty to yourself,” Dick explained. “You were mine until I ceased being the greatest man in the world. He then became the greatest man in the world.”
“That's what loyalty meant for me, yes, and loyalty to yourself,” Dick explained. “You were with me until I stopped being the greatest man in the world. Then he became the greatest man in the world.”
She shook her head.
She shook her head.
“Let me try to solve it for you,” he continued. “You don’t know your mind, your desire. You can’t decide between us because you equally want us both?”
“Let me help you figure this out,” he said. “You don’t really know what you want. You can’t choose between us because you want both of us?”
“Yes,” she whispered. “Only, rather, differently want you both.”
“Yes,” she whispered. “I just want both of you in a different way.”
“Then the thing is settled,” he concluded shortly.
“Then it's settled,” he concluded decisively.
“What do you mean?”
"What do you mean?"
“This, Paula. I lose. Graham is the winner. Don’t you see. Here am I, even with him, even and no more, while my advantage over him is our dozen years together—the dozen years of past love, the ties and bonds of heart and memory. Heavens! If all this weight were thrown in the balance on Evan’s side, you wouldn’t hesitate an instant in your decision. It is the first time you have ever been bowled over in your life, and the experience, coming so late, makes it hard for you to realize.”
“This is it, Paula. I’m losing. Graham is the winner. Don’t you see? Here I am, even with him, just as much as he is, while my advantage over him is our twelve years together—the twelve years of love we've shared, the connections and memories. Wow! If all of that were counted on Evan’s side, you wouldn’t hesitate for a second in your choice. This is the first time you’ve ever been completely taken by surprise, and experiencing this so late in life makes it hard for you to understand.”
“But, Dick, you bowled me over.”
“But, Dick, you totally surprised me.”
He shook his head.
He shook his head.
“I have always liked to think so, and sometimes I have believed—but never really. I never took you off your feet, not even in the very beginning, whirlwind as the affair was. You may have been glamoured. You were never mad as I was mad, never swept as I was swept. I loved you first—”
“I've always liked to think that, and sometimes I believed it—but not really. I never swept you off your feet, not even at the start, no matter how whirlwind it was. Maybe you were captivated. You were never as crazy about me as I was about you, never caught up like I was. I loved you first—”
“And you were a royal lover.”
“And you were a royal lover.”
“I loved you first, Paula, and, though you did respond, it was not in the same way. I never took you off your feet. It seems pretty clear that Evan has.”
“I loved you first, Paula, and even though you did respond, it wasn't in the same way. I never swept you off your feet. It’s pretty clear that Evan has.”
“I wish I could be sure,” she mused. “I have a feeling of being bowled over, and yet I hesitate. The two are not compatible. Perhaps I never shall be bowled over by any man. And you don’t seem to help me in the least.”
“I wish I could be sure,” she thought. “I feel overwhelmed, and yet I hesitate. The two feelings don’t go together. Maybe I’ll never be swept off my feet by any guy. And you don’t seem to help me at all.”
“You, and you alone, can solve it, Paula,” he said gravely.
“You, and you alone, can figure it out, Paula,” he said seriously.
“But if you would help, if you would try—oh, such a little, to hold me,” she persisted.
“But if you would help, if you would try—oh, just a little bit, to support me,” she insisted.
“But I am helpless. My hands are tied. I can’t put an arm to hold you. You can’t share two. You have been in his arms—” He put up his hand to hush her protest. “Please, please, dear, don’t. You have been in his arms. You flutter like a frightened bird at thought of my caressing you. Don’t you see? Your actions decide against me. You have decided, though you may not know it. Your very flesh has decided. You can bear his arms. The thought of mine you cannot bear.”
“But I feel powerless. My hands are tied. I can't put my arms around you. You can’t share between us. You’ve been wrapped up in his embrace—” He raised his hand to quiet her protest. “Please, please, dear, don’t. You’ve been in his arms. You flutter like a scared bird at the thought of my touching you. Don’t you see? Your actions speak against me. You've made a choice, even if you don't realize it. Your very body has made a choice. You can handle his embrace. The thought of mine you can’t handle.”
She shook her head with slow resoluteness.
She shook her head slowly and firmly.
“And still I do not, cannot, make up my mind,” she persisted.
“And still I don't, can't, make up my mind,” she insisted.
“But you must. The present situation is intolerable. You must decide quickly, for Evan must go. You realize that. Or you must go. You both cannot continue on here. Take all the time in the world. Send Evan away. Or, suppose you go and visit Aunt Martha for a while. Being away from both of us might aid you to get somewhere. Perhaps it will be better to call off the hunting. I’ll go alone, and you stay and talk it over with Evan. Or come on along and talk it over with him as you ride. Whichever way, I won’t be in till late. I may sleep out all night in one of the herder’s cabins. When I come back, Evan must be gone. Whether or not you are gone with him will also have been decided.”
“But you have to. The current situation is unbearable. You need to make a decision quickly, because Evan has to leave. You know that. One of you has to go. You both can't keep going like this. Take all the time you need. Send Evan away. Or maybe you could go visit Aunt Martha for a bit. Being away from both of us might help you figure things out. It might be better to cancel the hunting trip. I’ll go alone, and you can stay and discuss things with Evan. Or come along and talk it out with him while you ride. Either way, I won’t be back until late. I might even spend the night in one of the herder’s cabins. When I return, Evan has to be gone. Whether or not you go with him will also be decided by then.”
“And if I should go?” she queried.
“And what if I decide to leave?” she asked.
Dick shrugged his shoulders, and stood up, glancing at his wrist-watch.
Dick shrugged his shoulders, stood up, and glanced at his wristwatch.
“I have sent word to Blake to come earlier this morning,” he explained, taking a step toward the door in invitation for her to go.
“I’ve told Blake to come earlier this morning,” he said, stepping toward the door to invite her to leave.
At the door she paused and leaned toward him.
At the door, she stopped and leaned in toward him.
“Kiss me, Dick,” she said, and, afterward: “This is not a... love-touch.” Her voice had become suddenly husky. “It’s just in case I do decide to... to go.”
“Kiss me, Dick,” she said, and then: “This isn't a... love-touch.” Her voice had suddenly turned husky. “It's just in case I decide to... to leave.”
The secretary approached along the hall, but Paula lingered.
The secretary walked down the hall, but Paula stayed behind.
“Good morning, Mr. Blake,” Dick greeted him. “Sorry to rout you out so early. First of all, will you please telephone Mr. Agar and Mr. Pitts. I won’t be able to see them this morning. Oh, and put the rest off till to-morrow, too. Make a point of getting Mr. Hanley. Tell him I approve of his plan for the Buckeye spillway, and to go right ahead. I will see Mr. Mendenhall, though, and Mr. Manson. Tell them nine-thirty.”
“Good morning, Mr. Blake,” Dick said. “Sorry to wake you up so early. First off, can you please call Mr. Agar and Mr. Pitts? I won’t be able to meet with them this morning. Oh, and push everything else to tomorrow, too. Make sure to get Mr. Hanley on the line. Let him know I approve of his plan for the Buckeye spillway and to move forward with it. I will meet with Mr. Mendenhall and Mr. Manson, though. Tell them nine-thirty.”
“One thing, Dick,” Paula said. “Remember, I made him stay. It was not his fault or wish. I wouldn’t let him go.”
“One thing, Dick,” Paula said. “Remember, I made him stay. It wasn’t his fault or his choice. I wouldn’t let him leave.”
“You’ve bowled him over right enough,” Dick smiled. “I could not reconcile his staying on, under the circumstances, with what I knew of him. But with you not permitting him to go, and he as mad as a man has a right to be where you are concerned, I can understand. He’s a whole lot better than a good sort. They don’t make many like him. He will make you happy—”
“You’ve completely shocked him,” Dick smiled. “I couldn’t understand why he stayed, given everything I knew about him. But with you not letting him leave, and him being as crazy about you as anyone can be, I get it. He’s way better than just a good person. They don’t make many like him. He’s going to make you happy—”
She held up her hand.
She raised her hand.
“I don’t know that I shall ever be happy again, Red Cloud. When I see what I have brought into your face.... And I was so happy and contented all our dozen years. I can’t forget it. That is why I have been unable to decide. But you are right. The time has come for me to solve the ...” She hesitated and could not utter the word “triangle” which he saw forming on her lips. “The situation,” her voice trailed away. “We’ll all go hunting. I’ll talk with him as we ride, and I’ll send him away, no matter what I do.”
“I don’t know if I’ll ever be happy again, Red Cloud. When I see what I’ve brought to your face... And I was so happy and content during all those years we had together. I can't forget it. That’s why I haven’t been able to decide. But you’re right. The time has come for me to figure out the...” She hesitated and couldn’t say the word “triangle” that he saw forming on her lips. “The situation,” her voice faded. “We’ll all go hunting. I’ll talk to him while we ride, and I’ll send him away, no matter what I do.”
“I shouldn’t be precipitate, Paul,” Dick advised. “You know I don’t care a hang for morality except when it is useful. And in this case it is exceedingly useful. There may be children.—Please, please,” he hushed her. “And in such case even old scandal is not exactly good for them. Desertion takes too long. I’ll arrange to give you the real statutory grounds, which will save a year in the divorce.”
“I shouldn’t be hasty, Paul,” Dick advised. “You know I don’t care about morality unless it’s convenient. And in this situation, it’s incredibly useful. There could be kids involved.—Please, please,” he quieted her. “And in that case, even old scandals aren’t exactly good for them. Desertion takes too long. I’ll set things up to give you the actual statutory grounds, which will save a year in the divorce.”
“If I so make up my mind,” she smiled wanly.
“If I decide to do that,” she smiled weakly.
He nodded.
He agreed.
“But I may not make up my mind that way. I don’t know it myself. Perhaps it’s all a dream, and soon I shall wake up, and Oh Dear will come in and tell me how soundly and long I have slept.”
“But I might not make up my mind like that. I don’t even know myself. Maybe it’s all just a dream, and soon I’ll wake up, and Oh Dear will come in and tell me how soundly and long I’ve been sleeping.”
She turned away reluctantly, and paused suddenly when she had made half a dozen steps.
She turned away hesitantly and stopped abruptly after taking half a dozen steps.
“Dick,” she called. “You have told me your heart, but not what’s in your mind. Don’t do anything foolish. Remember Denny Holbrook—no hunting accident, mind.”
“Dick,” she called. “You've shared your feelings with me, but not what you're really thinking. Don't do anything reckless. Remember Denny Holbrook—no hunting accident, okay?”
He shook his head, and twinkled his eyes in feigned amusement, and marveled to himself that her intuition should have so squarely hit the mark.
He shook his head, and his eyes sparkled with fake amusement, wondering to himself how her intuition could be so spot on.
“And leave all this?” he lied, with a gesture that embraced the ranch and all its projects. “And that book on in-and-in-breeding? And my first annual home sale of stock just ripe to come off?”
“And leave all this?” he falsely claimed, waving his arm to indicate the ranch and all its plans. “And that book on inbreeding? And my first annual home sale of livestock that’s just about ready?”
“It would be preposterous,” she agreed with brightening face. “But, Dick, in this difficulty of making up my mind, please, please know that—” She paused for the phrase, then made a gesture in mimicry of his, that included the Big House and its treasures, and said, “All this does not influence me a particle. Truly not.”
“It would be ridiculous,” she said with a brightening smile. “But, Dick, in this struggle to make up my mind, please, please understand that—” She paused to find the right words, then mimicked his gesture, encompassing the Big House and its treasures, and added, “None of this influences me at all. Really.”
“As if I did not know it,” he assured her. “Of all unmercenary women— "
“As if I didn’t know that,” he assured her. “Of all selfless women—"
“Why, Dick,” she interrupted him, fired by a new thought, “if I loved Evan as madly as you think, you would mean so little that I’d be content, if it were the only way out, for you to have a hunting accident. But you see, I don’t. Anyway, there’s a brass tack for you to ponder.”
“Why, Dick,” she cut in, inspired by a new idea, “if I loved Evan as intensely as you think I do, you would mean so little to me that I’d be fine, if that was the only way out, with you having a hunting accident. But you see, I don’t. Anyway, there’s a reality for you to think about.”
She made another reluctant step away, then called back in a whisper, her face over her shoulder:
She took another hesitant step back, then whispered while looking over her shoulder:
“Red Cloud, I’m dreadfully sorry.... And through it all I’m so glad that you do still love me.”
“Red Cloud, I’m really sorry.... And through everything, I’m so happy that you still love me.”
Before Blake returned, Dick found time to study his face in the glass. Printed there was the expression that had startled his company the preceding evening. It had come to stay. Oh, well, was his thought, one cannot chew his heart between his teeth without leaving some sign of it.
Before Blake came back, Dick took a moment to look at his face in the mirror. The expression he saw there was the same one that had surprised his friends the night before. It was now a permanent fixture. Oh well, he thought, you can’t hold your heart in your mouth without leaving some evidence of it.
He strolled out on the sleeping porch and looked at Paula’s picture under the barometers. He turned it to the wall, and sat on the bed and regarded the blankness for a space. Then he turned it back again.
He walked out onto the porch and looked at Paula’s picture under the barometers. He turned it to face the wall, sat on the bed, and stared at the emptiness for a while. Then he turned it back again.
“Poor little kid,” he murmured, “having a hard time of it just waking up at this late day.”
“Poor little kid,” he said softly, “struggling just to wake up at this late hour.”
But as he continued to gaze, abruptly there leaped before his eyes the vision of her in the moonlight, clinging to Graham and drawing his lips down to hers.
But as he kept staring, suddenly he saw her in the moonlight, holding onto Graham and pulling his lips down to hers.
Dick got up quickly, with a shake of head to shake the vision from his eyes.
Dick got up quickly, shaking his head to clear the vision from his eyes.
By half past nine his correspondence was finished and his desk cleaned save for certain data to be used in his talks with his Shorthorn and Shire managers. He was over at the window and waving a smiling farewell to Lute and Ernestine in the limousine, as Mendenhall entered. And to him, and to Manson next, Dick managed, in casual talk, to impress much of his bigger breeding plans.
By 9:30, he had finished his correspondence and tidied up his desk, except for some data he needed for his meetings with his Shorthorn and Shire managers. He was over by the window, waving a cheerful goodbye to Lute and Ernestine in the limousine when Mendenhall walked in. In a casual conversation with him and then with Manson, Dick skillfully shared a lot about his bigger breeding plans.
“We’ve got to keep an eagle eye on the bull-get of King Polo,” he told Manson. “There’s all the promise in the world for a greater than he from Bleakhouse Fawn, or Alberta Maid, or Moravia’s Nellie Signal. We missed it this year so far, but next year, or the year after, soon or late, King Polo is going to be responsible for a real humdinger of winner.”
“We’ve got to keep a close watch on the offspring of King Polo,” he told Manson. “There’s a lot of potential for an even greater one from Bleakhouse Fawn, or Alberta Maid, or Moravia’s Nellie Signal. We missed our chance this year, but next year, or the year after, sooner or later, King Polo is going to bring us a truly amazing winner.”
And as with Manson, with much more talk, so with Mendenhall, Dick succeeded in emphasizing the far application of his breeding theories.
And just like with Manson, and with a lot more discussion, the same goes for Mendenhall; Dick managed to highlight the broad implications of his breeding theories.
With their departure, he got Oh Joy on the house ’phone and told him to take Graham to the gun room to choose a rifle and any needed gear.
With their departure, he picked up the house phone and told Oh Joy to take Graham to the gun room to select a rifle and any necessary gear.
At eleven he did not know that Paula had come up the secret stairway from the library and was standing behind the shelves of books listening. She had intended coming in but had been deterred by the sound of his voice. She could hear him talking over the telephone to Hanley about the spillway of the Buckeye dam.
At eleven, he had no idea that Paula had come up the hidden staircase from the library and was standing behind the bookshelf, listening. She had meant to come in but was held back by the sound of his voice. She could hear him talking on the phone to Hanley about the spillway of the Buckeye dam.
“And by the way,” Dick’s voice went on, “you’ve been over the reports on the Big Miramar?... Very good. Discount them. I disagree with them flatly. The water is there. I haven’t a doubt we’ll find a fairly shallow artesian supply. Send up the boring outfit at once and start prospecting. The soil’s ungodly rich, and if we don’t make that dry hole ten times as valuable in the next five years ...”
“And by the way,” Dick’s voice continued, “you’ve looked over the reports on the Big Miramar?... Great. Ignore them. I completely disagree with them. The water is there. I’m sure we’ll find a fairly shallow artesian supply. Send up the drilling crew right away and start prospecting. The soil is incredibly rich, and if we don’t make that dry hole ten times more valuable in the next five years …”
Paula sighed, and turned back down the spiral to the library.
Paula sighed and headed back down the spiral to the library.
Red Cloud the incorrigible, always planting his acorns—was her thought. There he was, with his love-world crashing around him, calmly considering dams and well-borings so that he might, in the years to come, plant more acorns.
Red Cloud the hopeless, always planting his acorns—was her thought. There he was, with his world of love falling apart around him, coolly thinking about dams and wells so that he could, in the future, plant more acorns.
Nor was Dick ever to know that Paula had come so near to him with her need and gone away. Again, not aimlessly, but to run through for the last time the notes of the scribble pad by his bed, he was out on his sleeping porch. His house was in order. There was nothing left but to sign up the morning’s dictation, answer several telegrams, then would come lunch and the hunting in the Sycamore hills. Oh, he would do it well. The Outlaw would bear the blame. And he would have an eye-witness, either Froelig or Martinez. But not both of them. One pair of eyes would be enough to satisfy when the martingale parted and the mare reared and toppled backward upon him into the brush. And from that screen of brush, swiftly linking accident to catastrophe, the witness would hear the rifle go off.
Nor would Dick ever know that Paula had come so close to him with her need and then left. Again, not without purpose, but to go over the scribbles on his pad by the bed one last time, he was out on his sleeping porch. His house was in order. There was nothing left to do but sign off on the morning's dictation, respond to several telegrams, and then it would be time for lunch and the hunt in the Sycamore hills. Oh, he would do it well. The Outlaw would take the blame. And he would have a witness, either Froelig or Martinez. But not both of them. One pair of eyes would be enough to satisfy when the martingale broke and the mare reared and fell back on him into the brush. And from that screen of brush, quickly connecting accident to catastrophe, the witness would hear the rifle go off.
Martinez was more emotional than the sculptor and would therefore make a more satisfactory witness, Dick decided. Him would he maneuver to have with him in the narrow trail when the Outlaw should be made the scapegoat. Martinez was no horseman. All the better. It would be well, Dick judged, to make the Outlaw act up in real devilishness for a minute or two before the culmination. It would give verisimilitude. Also, it would excite Martinez’s horse, and, therefore, excite Martinez so that he would not see occurrences too clearly.
Martinez was more emotional than the sculptor and would definitely be a more useful witness, Dick thought. He would plan to have him alongside during the narrow trail when the Outlaw would be blamed. Martinez wasn't skilled at riding. That was even better. Dick figured it would be good to make the Outlaw act a bit wild for a minute or two before the final moment. It would make everything seem more real. Plus, it would get Martinez’s horse worked up, and that would get Martinez all flustered so he wouldn’t see things too clearly.
He clenched his hands with sudden hurt. The Little Lady was mad, she must be mad; on no other ground could he understand such arrant cruelty, listening to her voice and Graham’s from the open windows of the music room as they sang together the “Gypsy Trail.”
He clenched his hands in sudden pain. The Little Lady was angry, she had to be; there was no other way to make sense of such blatant cruelty, listening to her voice and Graham’s from the open windows of the music room as they sang together the “Gypsy Trail.”
Nor did he unclench his hands during all the time they sang. And they sang the mad, reckless song clear through to its mad reckless end. And he continued to stand, listening to her laugh herself merrily away from Graham and on across the house to her wing, from the porches of which she continued to laugh as she teased and chided Oh Dear for fancied derelictions.
Nor did he relax his grip the entire time they sang. And they sang the wild, carefree song all the way to its wild finish. He kept standing there, listening to her laugh joyfully as she moved away from Graham and across the house to her wing, from the porches of which she continued to laugh while teasing and scolding Oh Dear for imagined slip-ups.
From far off came the dim but unmistakable trumpeting of Mountain Lad. King Polo asserted his lordly self, and the harems of mares and heifers sent back their answering calls. Dick listened to all the whinnying and nickering and bawling of sex, and sighed aloud: “Well, the land is better for my having been. It is a good thought to take to bed.”
From a distance, the faint but unmistakable trumpet of Mountain Lad echoed. King Polo asserted his dominance, and the groups of mares and heifers responded with their calls. Dick listened to all the whinnying, nickering, and bawling related to their mating, and sighed: “Well, this place is better for my presence. That’s a good thought to sleep on.”
Chapter XXXI
A ring of his bed ’phone made Dick sit on the bed to take up the receiver. As he listened, he looked out across the patio to Paula’s porches. Bonbright was explaining that it was a call from Chauncey Bishop who was at Eldorado in a machine. Chauncey Bishop, editor and owner of the San Francisco Dispatch, was sufficiently important a person, in Bonbright’s mind, as well as old friend of Dick’s, to be connected directly to him.
A ring from his bed phone made Dick sit up and grab the receiver. As he listened, he glanced out across the patio towards Paula’s porches. Bonbright was explaining that it was a call from Chauncey Bishop, who was at Eldorado in a car. Chauncey Bishop, the editor and owner of the San Francisco Dispatch, was important enough in Bonbright’s eyes, and an old friend of Dick’s, to be connected directly to him.
“You can get here for lunch,” Dick told the newspaper owner. “And, say, suppose you put up for the night.... Never mind your special writers. We’re going hunting mountain lions this afternoon, and there’s sure to be a kill. Got them located.... Who? What’s she write?... What of it? She can stick around the ranch and get half a dozen columns out of any of half a dozen subjects, while the writer chap can get the dope on lion-hunting.... Sure, sure. I’ll put him on a horse a child can ride.”
“You can come here for lunch,” Dick told the newspaper owner. “And, let’s say you stay overnight.... Don’t worry about your special writers. We’re going hunting for mountain lions this afternoon, and we’re definitely going to get one. I know where they are.... Who? What does she write?... So what? She can hang around the ranch and get six columns on any of a bunch of topics, while the writer guy can get the scoop on lion hunting.... Absolutely. I’ll set him up on a horse that anyone can ride.”
The more the merrier, especially newspaper chaps, Dick grinned to himself—and grandfather Jonathan Forrest would have nothing on him when it came to pulling off a successful finish.
The more, the merrier, especially newspaper guys, Dick smiled to himself—and Grandpa Jonathan Forrest wouldn't have anything on him when it came to achieving a successful ending.
But how could Paula have been so wantonly cruel as to sing the “Gypsy Trail” so immediately afterward? Dick asked himself, as, receiver near to ear, he could distantly hear Chauncey Bishop persuading his writer man to the hunting.
But how could Paula have been so heartlessly cruel as to sing the “Gypsy Trail” right afterward? Dick wondered to himself, as he held the receiver to his ear and could faintly hear Chauncey Bishop convincing his writer to go hunting.
“All right then, come a running,” Dick told Bishop in conclusion. “I’m giving orders now for the horses, and you can have that bay you rode last time.”
“All right then, come on over,” Dick told Bishop in conclusion. “I’m arranging for the horses now, and you can have that bay you rode last time.”
Scarcely had he hung up, when the bell rang again. This time it was Paula.
Scarcely had he hung up when the phone rang again. This time it was Paula.
“Red Cloud, dear Red Cloud,” she said, “your reasoning is all wrong. I think I love you best. I am just about making up my mind, and it’s for you. And now, just to help me to be sure, tell me what you told me a little while ago—you know—’ I love the woman, the one woman. After a dozen years of possession I love her quite madly, oh, so sweetly madly.’ Say it to me, Red Cloud.”
“Red Cloud, my dear Red Cloud,” she said, “you’ve got it all wrong. I think I love you the most. I’m almost ready to decide, and it’s for you. And now, just to help me be sure, tell me what you said a little while ago—you know—‘I love the woman, the only woman. After twelve years together, I love her so deeply, oh, so sweetly deeply.’ Say it to me, Red Cloud.”
“I do truly love the woman, the one woman,” Dick repeated. “After a dozen years of possession I do love her quite madly, oh, so sweetly madly.”
“I really do love her, the one woman,” Dick repeated. “After a dozen years of being together, I love her quite madly, oh, so sweetly madly.”
There was a pause when he had finished, which, waiting, he did not dare to break.
There was a moment of silence when he was done, which he waited through, not daring to interrupt.
“There is one little thing I almost forgot to tell you,” she said, very softly, very slowly, very clearly. “I do love you. I have never loved you so much as right now. After our dozen years you’ve bowled me over at last. And I was bowled over from the beginning, although I did not know it. I have made up my mind now, once and for all.”
“There’s just one small thing I almost forgot to tell you,” she said, very softly, very slowly, very clearly. “I love you. I’ve never loved you as much as I do right now. After our twelve years, you’ve finally impressed me. And I was impressed from the start, even though I didn’t realize it. I’ve made up my mind now, once and for all.”
She hung up abruptly.
She hung up suddenly.
With the thought that he knew how a man felt receiving a reprieve at the eleventh hour, Dick sat on, thinking, forgetful that he had not hooked the receiver, until Bonbright came in from the secretaries’ room to remind him.
With the idea that he understood how a man felt getting a last-minute reprieve, Dick sat there, lost in thought, forgetting that he hadn't hung up the phone, until Bonbright walked in from the secretaries’ room to remind him.
“It was from Mr. Bishop,” Bonbright explained. “Sprung an axle. I took the liberty of sending one of our machines to bring them in.”
“It was from Mr. Bishop,” Bonbright explained. “The axle broke. I went ahead and sent one of our machines to pick them up.”
“And see what our men can do with repairing theirs,” Dick nodded.
“And see what our guys can do to fix theirs,” Dick nodded.
Alone again, he got up and stretched, walked absently the length of the room and back.
Alone again, he stood up and stretched, then walked absentmindedly from one end of the room to the other and back.
“Well, Martinez, old man,” he addressed the empty air, “this afternoon you’ll be defrauded out of as fine a histrionic stunt as you will never know you’ve missed.”
“Well, Martinez, old man,” he said to the empty air, “this afternoon you’ll miss out on one of the best dramatic performances you’ll never even know you’ve missed.”
He pressed the switch for Paula’s telephone and rang her up.
He pressed the button for Paula’s phone and called her.
Oh Dear answered, and quickly brought her mistress.
Oh Dear replied and hurried to get her mistress.
“I’ve a little song I want to sing to you, Paul,” he said, then chanted the old negro ‘spiritual’:
“I have a little song I want to sing to you, Paul,” he said, then chanted the old Black spiritual:
“’Fer itself, fer itself,
Fer itself, fer itself,
Every soul got ter confess
Fer itself.’
“’For itself, for itself,
For itself, for itself,
Every soul has to confess
For itself.’”
“And I want you to tell me again, fer yourself, fer yourself, what you just told me.”
“And I want you to tell me again, for yourself, for yourself, what you just told me.”
Her laughter came in a merry gurgle that delighted him.
Her laughter was a cheerful gurgle that made him happy.
“Red Cloud, I do love you,” she said. “My mind is made up. I shall never have any man but you in all this world. Now be good, and let me dress. I’ll have to rush for lunch as it is.”
“Red Cloud, I really love you,” she said. “My mind is set. I’ll never be with anyone else but you in this world. Now please be good and let me get dressed. I have to hurry for lunch as it is.”
“May I come over?—for a moment?” he begged.
“Can I come over?—for a minute?” he pleaded.
“Not yet, eager one. In ten minutes. Let me finish with Oh Dear first. Then I’ll be all ready for the hunt. I’m putting on my Robin Hood outfit—you know, the greens and russets and the long feather. And I’m taking my 30-30. It’s heavy enough for mountain lions.”
“Not yet, eager one. In ten minutes. Let me finish with Oh Dear first. Then I’ll be all ready for the hunt. I’m putting on my Robin Hood outfit—you know, the greens and browns and the long feather. And I’m taking my 30-30. It’s heavy enough for mountain lions.”
“You’ve made me very happy,” Dick continued.
“You’ve made me really happy,” Dick continued.
“And you’re making me late. Ring off.—Red Cloud, I love you more this minute—”
“And you’re making me late. Hang up.—Red Cloud, I love you more right now—”
He heard her hang up, and was surprised, the next moment, that somehow he was reluctant to yield to the happiness that he had claimed was his. Rather, did it seem that he could still hear her voice and Graham’s recklessly singing the “Gypsy Trail.”
He heard her hang up and was surprised the next moment that he was somehow hesitant to embrace the happiness he had insisted was his. Instead, it felt like he could still hear her voice along with Graham’s carefree singing of the “Gypsy Trail.”
Had she been playing with Graham? Or had she been playing with him? Such conduct, for her, was unprecedented and incomprehensible. As he groped for a solution, he saw her again in the moonlight, clinging to Graham with upturned lips, drawing Graham’s lips down to hers.
Had she been hanging out with Graham? Or had she really been into him? That kind of behavior was totally out of character for her and hard to understand. As he searched for a solution, he saw her again in the moonlight, wrapped around Graham with her lips tilted up, pulling Graham’s lips down to meet hers.
Dick shook his head in bafflement, and glanced at his watch. At any rate, in ten minutes, in less than ten minutes, he would hold her in his arms and know.
Dick shook his head in confusion and looked at his watch. Anyway, in ten minutes, in less than ten minutes, he would have her in his arms and find out.
So tedious was the brief space of time that he strolled slowly on the way, pausing to light a cigarette, throwing it away with the first inhalation, pausing again to listen to the busy click of typewriters from the secretaries’ room. With still two minutes to spare, and knowing that one minute would take him to the door without a knob, he stopped in the patio and gazed at the wild canaries bathing in the fountain.
So boring was the short amount of time that he walked slowly along the path, taking a moment to light a cigarette and then tossing it away after the first puff. He stopped again to listen to the busy clacking of typewriters from the secretaries’ room. With still two minutes left and knowing it would only take him a minute to reach the door without a knob, he paused in the patio and watched the wild canaries playing in the fountain.
When they startled into the air, a cloud of fluttering gold and crystal droppings in the sunshine, Dick startled. The report of the rifle had come from Paula’s wing above, and he identified it as her 30-30 as he dashed across the patio. She beat me to it, was his next thought, and what had been incomprehensible the moment before was as sharply definite as the roar of her rifle.
When they took off into the sky, a flurry of gold and crystal glimmering in the sunlight, Dick was taken by surprise. The sound of the rifle had come from Paula’s wing above, and he recognized it as her 30-30 as he ran across the patio. She beat me to it, he thought, and what had been unclear just a moment ago was now as clear as the blast of her rifle.
And across the patio, up the stairs, through the door left wide-flung behind him, continued to pulse in his brain: She beat me to it. She beat me to it.
And across the patio, up the stairs, through the door left wide open behind him, kept echoing in his mind: She beat me to it. She beat me to it.
She lay, crumpled and quivering, in hunting costume complete, save for the pair of tiny bronze spurs held over her in anguished impotence by the frightened maid.
She lay, crumpled and shaking, in her complete hunting outfit, except for the tiny bronze spurs that the terrified maid held over her in helpless anxiety.
His examination was quick. Paula breathed, although she was unconscious. From front to back, on the left side, the bullet had torn through. His next spring was to the telephone, and as he waited the delay of connecting through the house central he prayed that Hennessy would be at the stallion barn. A stable boy answered, and, while he ran to fetch the veterinary, Dick ordered Oh Joy to stay by the switches, and to send Oh My to him at once.
His examination was quick. Paula breathed, even though she was unconscious. The bullet had torn through from front to back on the left side. His next move was to the phone, and as he waited for the connection through the house operator, he prayed that Hennessy would be at the stallion barn. A stable boy answered, and while he ran to get the vet, Dick told Oh Joy to stay by the switches and to send Oh My to him immediately.
From the tail of his eye he saw Graham rush into the room and on to Paula.
From the corner of his eye, he saw Graham rush into the room and go straight to Paula.
“Hennessy,” Dick commanded. “Come on the jump. Bring the needful for first aid. It’s a rifle shot through the lungs or heart or both. Come right to Mrs. Forrest’s rooms. Now jump.”
“Hennessy,” Dick ordered. “Get a move on. Bring what’s needed for first aid. It’s a rifle shot to the lungs or heart or maybe both. Head straight to Mrs. Forrest’s rooms. Hurry up.”
“Don’t touch her,” he said sharply to Graham. “It might make it worse, start a worse hemorrhage.”
“Don’t touch her,” he said sharply to Graham. “It could make it worse, trigger a bigger hemorrhage.”
Next he was back at Oh Joy.
Next, he was back at Oh Joy.
“Start Callahan with the racing car for Eldorado. Tell him he’ll meet Doctor Robinson on the way, and that he is to bring Doctor Robinson back with him on the jump. Tell him to jump like the devil was after him. Tell him Mrs. Forrest is hurt and that if he makes time he’ll save her life.”
“Start Callahan with the racing car for Eldorado. Tell him he’ll meet Dr. Robinson on the way, and that he needs to bring Dr. Robinson back with him quickly. Tell him to drive like the devil is after him. Tell him Mrs. Forrest is hurt and that if he doesn’t hurry, he’ll miss the chance to save her life.”
Receiver to ear, he turned to look at Paula. Graham, bending over her but not touching her, met his eyes.
Receiver to ear, he turned to look at Paula. Graham, leaning over her but not touching her, met his gaze.
“Forrest,” he began, “if you have done—”
“Forrest,” he started, “if you’ve finished—”
But Dick hushed him with a warning glance directed toward Oh Dear who still held the bronze spurs in speechless helplessness.
But Dick silenced him with a warning look aimed at Oh Dear, who still held the bronze spurs in silent helplessness.
“It can be discussed later,” Dick said shortly, as he turned his mouth to the transmitter.
“It can be discussed later,” Dick said briefly, as he turned his mouth to the transmitter.
“Doctor Robinson?... Good. Mrs. Forrest has a rifle-shot through lungs or heart or maybe both. Callahan is on his way to meet you in the racing car. Keep coming as fast as God’ll let you till you meet Callahan. Good-by.”
“Doctor Robinson?... Good. Mrs. Forrest has a bullet wound in her lungs or heart, or maybe both. Callahan is on his way to meet you in the race car. Keep driving as fast as you can until you meet Callahan. Goodbye.”
Back to Paula, Graham stepped aside as Dick, on his knees, bent over her. His examination was brief. He looked up at Graham with a shake of the head and said:
Back to Paula, Graham moved aside as Dick, on his knees, leaned over her. His examination was quick. He looked up at Graham, shook his head, and said:
“It’s too ticklish to fool with.”
“It’s too sensitive to mess with.”
He turned to Oh Dear.
He turned to Oh Dear.
“Put down those spurs and bring pillows.—Evan, lend a hand on the other side, and lift gently and steadily.—Oh Dear, shove that pillow under—easy, easy.”
“Put down those spurs and grab some pillows.—Evan, help out on the other side and lift gently and steadily.—Oh dear, push that pillow under—easy, easy.”
He looked up and saw Oh My standing silently, awaiting orders.
He looked up and saw Oh My standing quietly, waiting for instructions.
“Get Mr. Bonbright to relieve Oh Joy at the switches,” Dick commanded. “Tell Oh Joy to stand near to Mr. Bonbright to rush orders. Tell Oh Joy to have all the house boys around him to rush the orders. As soon as Saunders comes back with Mr. Bishop’s crowd, tell Oh Joy to start him out on the jump to Eldorado to look for Callahan in case Callahan has a smash up. Tell Oh Joy to get hold of Mr. Manson, and Mr. Pitts or any two of the managers who have machines and have them, with their machines, waiting here at the house. Tell Oh Joy to take care of Mr. Bishop’s crowd as usual. And you come back here where I can call you.”
“Get Mr. Bonbright to take over for Oh Joy at the switches,” Dick ordered. “Tell Oh Joy to stay close to Mr. Bonbright to handle the orders quickly. Make sure Oh Joy has all the house boys around him to speed things up. As soon as Saunders returns with Mr. Bishop’s group, tell Oh Joy to head out right away to Eldorado to look for Callahan in case he gets into an accident. Tell Oh Joy to reach out to Mr. Manson and Mr. Pitts or any two of the managers who have cars and have them waiting here at the house with their cars. Tell Oh Joy to manage Mr. Bishop’s group as usual. And you come back here so I can reach you.”
Dick turned to Oh Dear.
Dick turned to Oh Dear.
“Now tell me how it happened.”
“Now tell me how it happened.”
Oh Dear shook her head and wrung her hands.
Oh Dear shook her head and wrung her hands.
“Where were you when the rifle went off?”
“Where were you when the gun went off?”
The Chinese girl swallowed and pointed toward the wardrobe room.
The Chinese girl swallowed and pointed to the closet.
“Go on, talk,” Dick commanded harshly.
“Go ahead, speak,” Dick ordered sharply.
“Mrs. Forrest tell me to get spurs. I forget before. I go quick. I hear gun. I come back quick. I run.”
“Mrs. Forrest told me to get spurs. I forgot before. I go quickly. I hear a gun. I come back quickly. I run.”
She pointed to Paula to show what she had found.
She pointed to Paula to indicate what she had discovered.
“But the gun?” Dick asked.
"But what about the gun?" Dick asked.
“Some trouble. Maybe gun no work. Maybe four minutes, maybe five minutes, Mrs. Forrest try make gun work.”
“Some trouble. Maybe the gun doesn't work. Maybe four minutes, maybe five minutes, Mrs. Forrest will try to make the gun work.”
“Was she trying to make the gun work when you went for the spurs?”
“Was she trying to get the gun to work when you went for the spurs?”
Oh Dear nodded.
Oh Dear agreed.
“Before that I say maybe Oh Joy can fix gun. Mrs. Forrest say never mind. She say you can fix. She put gun down. Then she try once more fix gun. Then she tell me get spurs. Then... gun go off.”
“Before that, I said maybe Oh Joy can fix the gun. Mrs. Forrest said never mind. She said you can fix it. She put the gun down. Then she tried one more time to fix the gun. Then she told me to get the spurs. Then... the gun went off.”
Hennessy’s arrival shut off further interrogation. His examination was scarcely less brief than Dick’s. He looked up with a shake of the head.
Hennessy’s arrival ended the questioning. His examination was almost as quick as Dick’s. He looked up and shook his head.
“Nothing I can dare tackle, Mr. Forrest. The hemorrhage has eased of itself, though it must be gathering inside. You’ve sent for a doctor?”
“Nothing I can take on, Mr. Forrest. The bleeding has calmed down on its own, but it must be building up inside. Have you called a doctor?”
“Robinson. I caught him in his office.—He’s young, a good surgeon,” Dick explained to Graham. “He’s nervy and daring, and I’d trust him in this farther than some of the old ones with reputations.—What do you think, Mr. Hennessy? What chance has she?”
“Robinson. I found him in his office.—He’s young, a good surgeon,” Dick told Graham. “He’s bold and daring, and I’d trust him in this more than some of the older guys with reputations.—What do you think, Mr. Hennessy? What chance does she have?”
“Looks pretty bad, though I’m no judge, being only a horse doctor. Robinson’ll know. Nothing to do but wait.”
“Looks pretty bad, but I’m no expert, just a horse doctor. Robinson will know. Nothing to do but wait.”
Dick nodded and walked out on Paula’s sleeping porch to listen for the exhaust of the racing machine Callahan drove. He heard the ranch limousine arrive leisurely and swiftly depart. Graham came out on the porch to him.
Dick nodded and stepped out onto Paula’s sleeping porch to listen for the sound of the racing machine that Callahan drove. He heard the ranch limousine pull in slowly and then leave quickly. Graham came out to join him on the porch.
“I want to apologize, Forrest,” he said. “I was rather off for the moment. I found you here, and I thought you were here when it happened. It must have been an accident.’”
“I want to say I'm sorry, Forrest,” he said. “I was a bit out of sorts for a moment. I found you here, and I thought you were here when it happened. It must have been an accident.”
“Poor little kid,” Dick agreed. “And she so prided herself on never being careless with guns.”
“Poor little kid,” Dick agreed. “And she was so proud of never being careless with guns.”
“I’ve looked at the rifle,” Graham said, “but I couldn’t find anything wrong with it.”
“I’ve checked out the rifle,” Graham said, “but I couldn’t find anything wrong with it.”
“And that’s how it happened. Whatever was wrong got right. That’s how it went off.”
“And that’s how it happened. Whatever was wrong got fixed. That’s how it went down.”
And while Dick talked, building the fabric of the lie so that even Graham should be fooled, to himself he was understanding how well Paula had played the trick. That last singing of the “Gypsy Trail” had been her farewell to Graham and at the same time had provided against any suspicion on his part of what she had intended directly to do. It had been the same with him. She had had her farewell with him, and, the last thing, over the telephone, had assured him that she would never have any man but him in all the world.
And while Dick talked, crafting the layers of the lie so convincingly that even Graham would be misled, he realized how effectively Paula had executed her scheme. That last performance of “Gypsy Trail” had been her goodbye to Graham and simultaneously prevented any suspicion about her true intentions. It had been the same for him. She had said her farewell to him, and as a final gesture over the phone, she had assured him that he was the only man she would ever want in the whole world.
He walked away from Graham to the far end of the porch.
He walked away from Graham to the far end of the porch.
“She had the grit, she had the grit,” he muttered to himself with quivering lips. “Poor kid. She couldn’t decide between the two, and so she solved it this way.”
“She had the determination, she had the determination,” he muttered to himself with trembling lips. “Poor kid. She couldn’t choose between the two, and so she figured it out this way.”
The noise of the racing machine drew him and Graham together, and together they entered the room to wait for the doctor. Graham betrayed unrest, reluctant to go, yet feeling that he must.
The sound of the racing machine brought him and Graham together, and together they stepped into the room to wait for the doctor. Graham showed signs of unease, hesitant to leave, but feeling like he had to.
“Please stay on, Evan,” Dick told him. “She liked you much, and if she does open her eyes she’ll be glad to see you.”
“Please stay, Evan,” Dick said to him. “She really liked you, and if she opens her eyes, she’ll be happy to see you.”
Dick and Graham stood apart from Paula while Doctor Robinson made his examination. When he arose with an air of finality, Dick looked his question. Robinson shook his head.
Dick and Graham stood away from Paula while Doctor Robinson conducted his examination. When he stood up with a sense of finality, Dick glanced at him with a question in his eyes. Robinson shook his head.
“Nothing to be done,” he said. “It is a matter of hours, maybe of minutes.” He hesitated, studying Dick’s face for a moment. “I can ease her off if you say the word. She might possibly recover consciousness and suffer for a space.”
“Nothing can be done,” he said. “It’s just a matter of hours, maybe even minutes.” He paused, looking at Dick’s face for a moment. “I can help her pass if you want me to. She might regain consciousness and feel some pain for a bit.”
Dick took a turn down the room and back, and when he spoke it was to Graham.
Dick walked around the room and back, and when he spoke, it was to Graham.
“Why not let her live again, brief as the time may be? The pain is immaterial. It will have its inevitable quick anodyne. It is what I would wish, what you would wish. She loved life, every moment of it. Why should we deny her any of the little left her?”
“Why not let her live again, even if it’s just for a little while? The pain doesn’t really matter. It will find its quick relief eventually. It’s what I would want, and what you would want. She loved life, every single moment of it. Why should we deny her any of the little time she has left?”
Graham bent his head in agreement, and Dick turned to the doctor.
Graham nodded in agreement, and Dick turned to the doctor.
“Perhaps you can stir her, stimulate her, to a return of consciousness. If you can, do so. And if the pain proves too severe, then you can ease her.”
“Maybe you can wake her up, bring her back to consciousness. If you can, please do. And if the pain is too much, then you can help her feel better.”
When her eyes fluttered open, Dick nodded Graham up beside him. At first bewilderment was all she betrayed, then her eyes focused first on Dick’s face, then on Graham’s, and, with recognition, her lips parted in a pitiful smile.
When her eyes fluttered open, Dick nodded for Graham to come up beside him. At first, she showed only confusion, then her eyes focused first on Dick’s face, then on Graham’s, and with recognition, her lips curled into a sad smile.
“I... I thought at first that I was dead,” she said.
“I... I thought at first that I was dead,” she said.
But quickly another thought was in her mind, and Dick divined it in her eyes as they searched him. The question was if he knew it was no accident. He gave no sign. She had planned it so, and she must pass believing it so.
But quickly another thought entered her mind, and Dick sensed it in her eyes as they scanned him. The question was whether he knew it wasn't an accident. He didn't show any sign. She had arranged it that way, and she had to continue believing that it was.
“I... was... wrong,” she said. She spoke slowly, faintly, in evident pain, with a pause for strength of utterance between each word. “I was always so cocksure I’d never have an accident, and look what I’ve gone and done.”
“I... was... wrong,” she said. She spoke slowly, softly, in clear pain, pausing for strength between each word. “I was always so sure I’d never have an accident, and look what I’ve gone and done.”
“It’s a darn shame,” Dick said, sympathetically. “What was it? A jam?”
“It’s a real shame,” Dick said, sympathetically. “What happened? A jam?”
She nodded, and again her lips parted in the pitiful brave smile as she said whimsically: “Oh, Dick, go call the neighbors in and show them what little Paula’s din.
She nodded, and once more her lips parted in a sad but brave smile as she said playfully, “Oh, Dick, go invite the neighbors in and show them what little Paula’s up to.”
“How serious is it?” she asked. “Be honest, Red Cloud, you know me," she added, after the briefest of pauses in which Dick had not replied.
“How serious is it?” she asked. “Be honest, Red Cloud, you know me,” she added after a quick pause when Dick didn’t answer.
He shook his head.
He shook his head.
“How long?” she queried.
"How long?" she asked.
“Not long,” came his answer. “You can ease off any time.”
“Not long,” he replied. “You can take it easy whenever you want.”
“You mean...?” She glanced aside curiously at the doctor and back to Dick, who nodded.
“You mean...?” She looked over at the doctor with curiosity and then back at Dick, who nodded.
“It’s only what I should have expected from you, Red Cloud,” she murmured gratefully. “But is Doctor Robinson game for it?”
“It’s exactly what I should have expected from you, Red Cloud,” she said with gratitude. “But is Doctor Robinson up for it?”
The doctor stepped around so that she could see him, and nodded.
The doctor moved to the side so she could see him and nodded.
“Thank you, doctor. And remember, I am to say when.”
“Thanks, doc. And remember, I’m the one who says when.”
“Is there much pain?” Dick queried.
"Is it really painful?" Dick asked.
Her eyes were wide and brave and dreadful, and her lips quivered for the moment ere she replied, “Not much, but dreadful, quite dreadful. I won’t care to stand it very long. I’ll say when.”
Her eyes were wide, fearless, and frightening, and her lips trembled for a moment before she replied, “Not much, but really terrifying, truly terrifying. I won’t be able to handle it for long. I’ll let you know when I’ve had enough.”
Once more the smile on her lips announced a whimsey.
Once again, the smile on her lips hinted at a playful idea.
“Life is queer, most queer, isn’t it? And do you know, I want to go out with love-songs in my ears. You first, Evan, sing the ’Gypsy Trail.’—Why, I was singing it with you less than an hour ago. Think of it! Do, Evan, please.”
“Life is strange, really strange, isn’t it? And you know what? I want to go out with love songs playing in my ears. You go first, Evan, sing ‘Gypsy Trail.’—Well, I was just singing it with you less than an hour ago. Can you believe it? Do it, Evan, please.”
Graham looked to Dick for permission, and Dick gave it with his eyes.
Graham glanced at Dick for approval, and Dick signaled it with his eyes.
“Oh, and sing it robustly, gladly, madly, just as a womaning Gypsy man should sing it,” she urged. “And stand back there, so, where I can see you.”
“Oh, and sing it loudly, happily, passionately, just like a guy from the Gypsy camp should sing it,” she insisted. “And stand back there, like that, where I can see you.”
And while Graham sang the whole song through to its:
And while Graham sang the entire song all the way through to its:
“The heart of a man to the heart
of a maid, light of my
tents
be fleet,
Morning waits at the end of the
world and the world is
all at our
feet,”
“The heart of a man to the heart
of a girl, light of my
tents
be quick,
Morning waits at the end of the
world and the world is
all at our
feet,”
Oh My, immobile-faced, a statue, stood in the far doorway awaiting commands. Oh Dear, grief-stricken, stood at her mistress’s head, no longer wringing her hands, but holding them so tightly clasped that the finger-tips and nails showed white. To the rear, at Paula’s dressing table, Doctor Robinson noiselessly dissolved in a glass the anodyne pellets and filled his hypodermic.
Oh my, with a motionless face, a statue stood in the far doorway waiting for orders. Oh dear, heartbroken, stood at her mistress’s head, no longer wringing her hands but holding them so tightly together that her fingertips and nails turned white. In the back, at Paula’s dressing table, Doctor Robinson silently dissolved the anodyne pellets in a glass and filled his syringe.
When Graham had finished, Paula thanked him with her eyes, closed them, and lay still for a space.
When Graham was done, Paula thanked him with her eyes, closed them, and lay still for a bit.
“And now, Red Cloud,” she said when next she opened them, “the song of Ai-kut, and of the Dew-Woman, the Lush-Woman. Stand where Evan did, so that I can see you well.”
“And now, Red Cloud,” she said when she opened her eyes again, “the song of Ai-kut, and of the Dew-Woman, the Lush-Woman. Stand where Evan did, so that I can see you clearly.”
And Dick chanted:
And Dick sang:
“I am Ai-kut, the first man of the Nishinam. Ai-kut is the short for Adam, and my father and my mother were the coyote and the moon. And this is Yo-to-to-wi, my wife. Yo-to-to-wi is the short for Eve. She is the first woman of the Nishinam.
“I am Ai-kut, the first man of the Nishinam. Ai-kut is short for Adam, and my father and mother were the coyote and the moon. And this is Yo-to-to-wi, my wife. Yo-to-to-wi is short for Eve. She is the first woman of the Nishinam.”
“Me, I am Ai-kut. This is my dew of women. This is my honey-dew of women. Her father and her mother were the Sierra dawn and the summer east wind of the mountains. Together they conspired, and from the air and earth they sweated all sweetness till in a mist of their own love the leaves of the chaparral and the manzanita were dewed with the honey dew.
“Me, I am Ai-kut. This is my precious woman. This is my sweet woman. Her dad and mom were the dawn of the Sierra and the summer east wind of the mountains. Together they worked their magic, and from the air and earth they created all sweetness until in a mist of their own love the leaves of the chaparral and the manzanita were covered with the honey dew.
“Yo-to-to-wi is my honey-dew woman. Hear me! I am Ai-kut! Yo-to-to-wi is my quail-woman, my deer-woman, my lush-woman of all soft rain and fat soil. She was born of the thin starlight and the brittle dawn-light, in the morning of the world, and she is the one woman of all women to me.”
“Yo-to-to-wi is my sweet lady. Listen to me! I am Ai-kut! Yo-to-to-wi is my quail lady, my deer lady, my beautiful woman of all gentle rain and rich soil. She was born of the delicate starlight and the fragile dawn light, in the beginning of the world, and she is the one woman above all others for me.”
Again, with closed eyes, she lay silent for a while. Once she attempted to draw a deeper breath, which caused her to cough slightly several times.
Again, with her eyes closed, she lay still for a moment. When she tried to take a deeper breath, it made her cough a little several times.
“Try not to cough,” Dick said.
“Try not to cough,” Dick said.
They could see her brows contract with the effort of will to control the irritating tickle that might precipitate a paroxysm.
They could see her eyebrows furrow with the effort of will to control the annoying tickle that might trigger a fit.
“Oh Dear, come around where I can see you,” she said, when she opened her eyes.
“Oh dear, come over here so I can see you,” she said, as she opened her eyes.
The Chinese girl obeyed, moving blindly, so that Robinson, with a hand on her arm, was compelled to guide her.
The Chinese girl complied, moving without direction, so Robinson, with a hand on her arm, had to lead her.
“Good-by, Oh Dear. You’ve been very good to me always. And sometimes, maybe, I have not been good to you. I am sorry. Remember, Mr. Forrest will always be your father and your mother.... And all my jade is yours.”
“Goodbye, Oh Dear. You've always been very good to me. And sometimes, maybe, I haven't been good to you. I'm sorry. Remember, Mr. Forrest will always be your father and your mother... And all my stuff is yours.”
She closed her eyes in token that the brief audience was over.
She closed her eyes to signal that the short meeting was over.
Again she was vexed by the tickling cough that threatened to grow more pronounced.
Again she was annoyed by the tickling cough that seemed like it was about to get worse.
“I am ready, Dick,” she said faintly, still with closed eyes. “I want to make my sleepy, sleepy noise. Is the doctor ready? Come closer. Hold my hand like you did before in the little death.”
“I’m ready, Dick,” she said softly, still with her eyes closed. “I want to make my sleepy, sleepy noise. Is the doctor ready? Come closer. Hold my hand like you did before during the little death.”
She turned her eyes to Graham, and Dick did not look, for he knew love was in that last look of hers, as he knew it would be when she looked into his eyes at the last.
She looked at Graham, and Dick didn’t glance over, because he understood that love was in that final look of hers, just like he knew it would be when she looked into his eyes at the end.
“Once,” she explained to Graham, “I had to go on the table, and I made Dick go with me into the anaesthetic chamber and hold my hand until I went under. You remember, Henley called it the drunken dark, the little death in life. It was very easy.”
“Once,” she told Graham, “I had to get on the table, and I made Dick come with me into the anesthetic room and hold my hand until I fell asleep. You remember, Henley called it the drunken dark, the little death in life. It was really easy.”
In the silence she continued her look, then turned her face and eyes back to Dick, who knelt close to her, holding her hand.
In the quiet, she kept her gaze focused, then turned her face and eyes back to Dick, who knelt near her, holding her hand.
With a pressure of her fingers on his and a beckoning of her eyes, she drew his ear down to her lips.
With a gentle pressure of her fingers on his and a inviting look in her eyes, she pulled his ear down to her lips.
“Red Cloud,” she whispered, “I love you best. And I am proud I belonged to you for such a long, long time.” Still closer she drew him with the pressure of her fingers. “I’m sorry there were no babies, Red Cloud.”
“Red Cloud,” she whispered, “I love you the most. And I’m proud I was yours for such a long time.” She pulled him even closer with the pressure of her fingers. “I’m sorry there weren’t any kids, Red Cloud.”
With the relaxing of her fingers she eased him from her so that she could look from one to the other.
With a gentle release of her fingers, she let him go so she could look from one to the other.
“Two bonnie, bonnie men. Good-by, bonnie men. Good-by, Red Cloud.”
“Two handsome, handsome men. Goodbye, handsome men. Goodbye, Red Cloud.”
In the pause, they waited, while the doctor bared her arm for the needle.
In the silence, they waited as the doctor rolled up her sleeve for the needle.
“Sleepy, sleepy,” she twittered in mimicry of drowsy birds. “I am ready, doctor. Stretch the skin tight, first. You know I don’t like to be hurt.—Hold me tight, Dick.”
“Sleepy, sleepy,” she chirped, imitating sleepy birds. “I’m ready, doctor. Stretch the skin tight first. You know I don’t like to feel pain.—Hold me tight, Dick.”
Robinson, receiving the eye permission from Dick, easily and quickly thrust the needle through the stretched skin, with steady hand sank the piston home, and with the ball of the finger soothingly rubbed the morphine into circulation.
Robinson, getting the nod from Dick, effortlessly and swiftly pushed the needle through the stretched skin, steadily pressed the piston all the way down, and gently rubbed the morphine into circulation with the pad of his finger.
“Sleepy, sleepy, boo’ful sleepy,” she murmured drowsily, after a time.
“Sleepy, sleepy, beautiful sleepy,” she murmured drowsily, after a while.
Semi-consciously she half-turned on her side, curved her free arm on the pillow and nestled her head on it, and drew her body up in nestling curves in the way Dick knew she loved to sleep.
Semi-consciously, she turned slightly onto her side, curled her free arm on the pillow, and rested her head on it, drawing her body up into cozy curves in the way Dick knew she loved to sleep.
After a long time, she sighed faintly, and began so easily to go that she was gone before they guessed. From without, the twittering of the canaries bathing in the fountain penetrated the silence of the room, and from afar came the trumpeting of Mountain Lad and the silver whinny of the Fotherington Princess.
After a long time, she let out a faint sigh and started to walk away so quietly that she was gone before they realized it. Outside, the chirping of the canaries splashing in the fountain broke the silence of the room, and from a distance came the sound of Mountain Lad trumpeting and the soft whinny of the Fotherington Princess.
THE END
THE END
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